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2021-6-29 making the HArdest  Choice of my life

2021-6-29 making the HArdest Choice of my life

[0:00 - 0:28] (coughing)
[0:28 - 0:39] (crying)
[0:39 - 0:52] You know, I didn't want it to come to this.
[0:53 - 0:55] I didn't want this to happen.
[0:55 - 1:07] I know I made a promise to my brother, Sean.
[1:07 - 1:13] I know I made a promise to my brother
[1:13 - 1:14] that I would keep posting.
[1:14 - 1:19] But anymore, I don't know what I can do.
[1:19 - 1:22] I just, I don't know.
[1:22 - 1:24] (crying)
[1:24 - 1:30] I know you guys are probably wondering what happened,
[1:30 - 1:33] why you upset, what's going on.
[1:33 - 1:34] Well, let me tell you.
[1:34 - 1:41] I was sitting down,
[1:41 - 1:48] preparing to work on some artwork
[1:48 - 1:51] for a merchandise shop, okay?
[1:51 - 1:53] I was preparing to work on a merchandise shop.
[1:53 - 1:59] When I got a message from one of my friends,
[1:59 - 2:03] not realizing I was brought into a group on Facebook
[2:03 - 2:07] that I had no idea I was even made part of.
[2:07 - 2:11] And you know what the group consisted of?
[2:11 - 2:14] Kate and her little fucking friends.
[2:14 - 2:18] Kate's little fucking friends
[2:19 - 2:23] were sitting there harassing me
[2:23 - 2:26] and attacking me for no reason.
[2:26 - 2:35] Acting like I deserve every bit of it.
[2:35 - 2:38] They had close friends of mine,
[2:38 - 2:42] friends of mine that I known for years up in there,
[2:42 - 2:44] watching as I got harassed and attacked.
[2:44 - 2:46] (crying)
[2:46 - 2:58] Every time I would leave, they would pull me right back in.
[2:58 - 3:00] I would leave, they would pull me right back in
[3:00 - 3:02] and I can't do anything to stop that.
[3:02 - 3:07] The only way I could stop it is by ignoring the messages.
[3:13 - 3:15] And let me tell you, the things I saw in that group
[3:15 - 3:17] were horrifying.
[3:17 - 3:22] They were degrading, disrespectful.
[3:22 - 3:25] So far to the point to where I've thought
[3:25 - 3:26] about taking life tonight.
[3:26 - 3:29] That's how bad it got.
[3:29 - 3:33] I genuinely was on the edge of wanting to end my life.
[3:33 - 3:38] I was at that point again
[3:38 - 3:40] to where I genuinely wanted to end my life
[3:40 - 3:42] because of what they're doing to me.
[3:42 - 3:44] (crying)
[3:44 - 3:51] I genuinely wanted to end my life because of it.
[3:51 - 4:08] And that's not even the worst of it.
[4:08 - 4:12] That's not even the worst fucking news.
[4:13 - 4:15] (crying)
[4:15 - 4:27] I just found out from my best friend Marcus's
[4:27 - 4:28] little brother Dominic.
[4:28 - 4:33] I just found out from my best friend's little brother,
[4:33 - 4:37] my childhood best friend Marcus,
[4:37 - 4:41] that he's in the hospital dying right now.
[4:41 - 4:43] (crying)
[4:43 - 4:45] Waiting for surgery.
[4:45 - 4:52] My best friend is in the fucking hospital, possibly dying.
[4:52 - 4:55] And you guys want to attack me?
[4:55 - 5:02] My best friend is laid up in a fucking hospital bed,
[5:02 - 5:03] possibly on his last leg,
[5:03 - 5:06] possibly at the end of his fucking life.
[5:06 - 5:10] And I didn't know about it until a little bit ago.
[5:11 - 5:13] (crying)
[5:13 - 5:16] My best friend is laid up in the fucking hospital,
[5:16 - 5:18] dying right now.
[5:18 - 5:23] And you want to sit here and attack me?
[5:23 - 5:26] You want to sit here and bully me?
[5:26 - 5:31] Do you hear how fucked up you are for that shit?
[5:31 - 5:33] Do you know how fucked up that is?
[5:33 - 5:36] It's bad enough
[5:38 - 5:40] that I have to deal with my best friend
[5:40 - 5:43] being in the hospital right now.
[5:43 - 5:45] That's bad enough that I have to deal with my best friend
[5:45 - 5:46] being in the hospital.
[5:46 - 5:52] That's more than enough.
[5:52 - 5:55] I don't deserve this bullying shit
[5:55 - 5:57] that you guys are putting me through,
[5:57 - 6:01] attacking my friends, attacking my family.
[6:01 - 6:03] I don't need it.
[6:03 - 6:05] I don't.
[6:05 - 6:08] I've got enough going on right now.
[6:08 - 6:13] I don't need this bullshit.
[6:13 - 6:24] Which is why I'm at the point,
[6:24 - 6:28] and I know I said I wasn't gonna do it.
[6:28 - 6:31] I know I said I wasn't going to.
[6:31 - 6:33] But it's gotten to the points
[6:33 - 6:36] where I may have to delete my channel
[6:36 - 6:37] and not come back, ever.
[6:38 - 6:42] Because of the harassment that I face every day.
[6:42 - 6:49] Hell, I may even have to delete my Facebook at start over.
[6:49 - 6:50] That's how bad it is.
[6:50 - 6:54] I may have to fucking delete my Facebook at start over.
[6:54 - 7:00] And I don't want to have to do that.
[7:07 - 7:10] (audience laughing)
[7:10 - 7:16] My dude, you fucking trolls need to leave me the hell alone.
[7:16 - 7:20] Leave me the fuck alone, all right?
[7:20 - 7:26] You guys need to grow up and get a goddamn life, man.
[7:26 - 7:33] Let me live mine.
[7:33 - 7:35] Let me live my life.
[7:36 - 7:38] Oh yeah, hey, Kate.
[7:38 - 7:41] Let me live my life, mass home reports.
[7:41 - 7:44] 'Cause I know it was you that sent those people to my page.
[7:44 - 7:47] I know it was your little fucking posse
[7:47 - 7:49] that did this shit.
[7:49 - 7:54] I know it was your friends,
[7:54 - 7:57] 'cause you're the only one that would do shit like that.
[7:57 - 8:00] You're the only one that would send people after me.
[8:00 - 8:04] You're the only one that would do something like that.
[8:05 - 8:08] And Kate, I'm telling you,
[8:08 - 8:12] you and your little friends need to leave me alone.
[8:12 - 8:19] Let me live my life in fucking peace.
[8:19 - 8:32] You think it's easy going through what I go through?
[8:32 - 8:37] You think it's easy having to wake up every day
[8:37 - 8:41] and the first thing you see is a bullying message,
[8:41 - 8:44] knowing that you can't do anything about it?
[8:44 - 8:57] You think it's easy waking up every day,
[8:57 - 8:59] knowing that the first thing you're gonna see
[8:59 - 9:03] when you get on Facebook is a bullying message?
[9:03 - 9:06] Or get on YouTube to do a livestream
[9:06 - 9:08] and all you get is harassed and bullied?
[9:08 - 9:21] My best friend is laid up in the hospital
[9:21 - 9:27] fighting for his fucking life right now.
[9:27 - 9:29] I don't need this.
[9:29 - 9:40] My best friend is in the hospital
[9:40 - 9:43] fighting for his fucking life right now.
[9:43 - 9:49] And you wanna sit here and bully me?
[9:49 - 9:51] You wanna sit here and harass me?
[9:51 - 9:54] You wanna sit here and attack me?
[9:54 - 9:57] When my childhood best friend is laid up
[9:57 - 10:01] in the fucking hospital possibly dying?
[10:01 - 10:08] You guys are fucking cowards.
[10:08 - 10:10] You guys are monsters.
[10:10 - 10:14] This ain't no goddamn game.
[10:14 - 10:16] This ain't no goddamn joke.
[10:16 - 10:18] This is real life, people.
[10:18 - 10:20] This is real fucking life.
[10:20 - 10:24] This ain't no YouTube joke shit.
[10:24 - 10:26] This is real goddamn life.
[10:26 - 10:39] This is real goddamn life, man.
[10:39 - 10:45] My best friend is in the hospital
[10:45 - 10:51] possibly dying right now,
[10:51 - 10:56] down in Florida, and I have no way to get there.
[10:56 - 11:18] And you think it's funny to harass and attack me?
[11:21 - 11:25] My best friend is down in Florida in the hospital
[11:25 - 11:26] fighting for his life right now,
[11:26 - 11:29] and you think that this is a game?
[11:29 - 11:31] You think that this shit is okay?
[11:31 - 11:36] You think this shit's funny when it's not?
[11:36 - 11:41] Why can't you just leave me alone?
[11:41 - 11:46] Why can't you back off and leave me alone?
[11:46 - 11:47] I don't get it.
[11:49 - 11:52] Why can't you leave me alone
[11:52 - 11:54] and let what happened to me go?
[11:54 - 11:57] Let it go.
[11:57 - 12:02] Let what I did go.
[12:02 - 12:05] I admitted what I did was wrong.
[12:05 - 12:09] I had my life threatened.
[12:09 - 12:11] I had cops out here.
[12:11 - 12:15] Now leave me alone.
[12:18 - 12:21] Leave me the fuck alone.
[12:21 - 12:23] Let me live my life.
[12:23 - 12:38] You think it's okay to just sit there
[12:38 - 12:40] and bully people, motherfuckers?
[12:40 - 12:42] You're dead ass wrong.
[12:42 - 12:46] And you wonder why I sat in that fucking Facebook group
[12:46 - 12:49] and threatened to kill every one of you motherfuckers
[12:49 - 12:52] that's harassing me.
[12:52 - 12:55] You wonder why it's 'cause you pushed me to it.
[12:55 - 13:00] You pushed me to threaten your lives.
[13:00 - 13:03] It's not that I wanted to,
[13:03 - 13:06] but you keep on harassing me and attacking me
[13:06 - 13:08] and pushing me so far that I snapped.
[13:08 - 13:15] I don't deserve this.
[13:15 - 13:16] I don't.
[13:16 - 13:50] (crying)
[13:53 - 13:54] You know, it's pretty fucked up.
[13:54 - 13:59] My best friend Marcus is laying up
[13:59 - 14:01] in the fucking hospital right now.
[14:01 - 14:03] And all you trolls wanna do is sit here
[14:03 - 14:06] and attack me and laugh at me
[14:06 - 14:10] and bully me and make my life miserable.
[14:10 - 14:13] My best friend is laying up in the hospital
[14:13 - 14:14] and what are you doing?
[14:14 - 14:21] My best friend is dying in the fucking hospital right now.
[14:22 - 14:24] And what are you doing?
[14:24 - 14:30] Attacking me, harassing me, and bullying me,
[14:30 - 14:32] turning my friends against me?
[14:32 - 14:46] I'm sick of it, man.
[14:46 - 14:49] You guys need to grow up and get a fucking life.
[14:49 - 14:51] (crying)
[14:51 - 14:54] And leave me alone.
[14:54 - 15:09] For real, y'all need to leave me alone.
[15:09 - 16:25] (crying)
[16:25 - 16:33] You know, it's pretty fucking shitty
[16:33 - 16:35] of you guys to do what you're doing.
[16:35 - 16:40] It's pretty fucking shitty.
[16:41 - 17:17] (crying)
[17:42 - 17:45] Why can't you guys just leave me alone?
[17:45 - 17:48] I don't understand it.
[17:48 - 17:50] Why can't you just leave me the hell alone?
[17:50 - 18:04] Just leave me alone.
[18:04 - 18:08] That's all I ask, is to be left alone.
[18:09 - 18:34] (crying)
[18:34 - 19:01] Wait, why me?
[19:01 - 19:03] I don't understand it.
[19:03 - 19:05] Why attack me?
[19:29 - 19:31] I don't understand it.
[19:32 - 19:50] (crying)
[20:16 - 20:22] If you don't know the extremes that you trolls are pushing me to.
[20:22 - 20:28] If you don't know what dark place you trolls are pushing me to.
[20:28 - 20:31] Let me show you.
[20:31 - 20:36] Let me show you the dark place that you're pushing me to.
[20:36 - 20:43] Let me show you where you're pushing me.
[20:43 - 20:45] (crying)
[20:45 - 21:09] And it's not a place I want to go back to, but you're putting me in that position.
[21:12 - 21:16] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some help?"
[21:16 - 21:18] Take some meds.
[21:18 - 21:23] Go see a counselor, and they can help you with your problems.
[21:23 - 21:27] Some people can never understand.
[21:27 - 21:30] It's a war inside your head.
[21:31 - 21:34] Lately, I've been distant from the world in a quiet place.
[21:34 - 21:37] These are my people I have differently I can't embrace.
[21:37 - 21:39] Who am I to hurt and all the pain?
[21:39 - 21:43] Can you feel my rage growing up as bullies that consider me a fancy case?
[21:43 - 21:46] For things to change, the past is done and over with.
[21:46 - 21:49] Why I keep on dwelling on it while my thoughts hold cancerous?
[21:49 - 21:51] All my best friends have to die.
[21:51 - 21:52] God, can you please answer this?
[21:52 - 21:54] Why am I still agonizing?
[21:54 - 21:55] I'm gonna let's relate.
[21:55 - 21:58] Shit, maybe I'm a criminal. Take a shot in Z and W.
[21:58 - 21:59] Get in my stomach.
[21:59 - 22:01] Promo reason that we never said a lot.
[22:01 - 22:03] Promo fun and struggle, I can promise.
[22:03 - 22:05] Stay at home, my lame son.
[22:05 - 22:07] Put in trouble, lock inside my fucking throne.
[22:07 - 22:08] Feel my thoughts get really killed.
[22:08 - 22:10] Best we leave, I will be dead.
[22:10 - 22:11] High and mild, get safe in life.
[22:11 - 22:13] Yeah, and sometimes I forget.
[22:13 - 22:14] Feel my demons flee to play.
[22:14 - 22:16] I'm barely hanging by the thread.
[22:16 - 22:19] Maybe I should pull this trigger and they just let my mind arrest.
[22:19 - 22:21] Yeah, lost in the music.
[22:21 - 22:22] This is their ability.
[22:22 - 22:25] I feel it barely hanging on.
[22:25 - 22:27] I don't know if I can do this.
[22:27 - 22:28] Will I rise?
[22:28 - 22:29] Will I fall?
[22:29 - 22:30] Will I rise?
[22:30 - 22:31] Will I fall?
[22:31 - 22:33] I don't know any more.
[22:33 - 22:35] Look at my reflection.
[22:35 - 22:39] In the presence of David, we said I was dreaming.
[22:39 - 22:40] Will I rise?
[22:40 - 22:41] Will I fall?
[22:41 - 22:42] Will I rise?
[22:42 - 22:43] Will I fall?
[22:43 - 22:45] I don't know any more.
[22:45 - 22:47] I know your life is glamorous.
[22:47 - 22:49] I can see it in your eyes.
[22:49 - 22:50] You can't even stand yourself.
[22:50 - 22:51] Your past's on you.
[22:51 - 22:53] So you go around my little tosser.
[22:53 - 22:54] Turning every night to pay.
[22:54 - 22:57] Then if it even helps, you quit the party.
[22:57 - 22:59] Quit the drugs, quit the reaper.
[22:59 - 23:02] And now you think it's problem solved 'cause you change your people.
[23:02 - 23:03] You wake up miserable.
[23:03 - 23:05] It's clear your feet enough for evil.
[23:05 - 23:08] Take my hand tonight and I can promise you'll be always peaceful.
[23:08 - 23:11] Would've thought my family, I can't leave 'em in a disarray.
[23:11 - 23:12] You got time and they'll move on.
[23:12 - 23:14] Forget about you anyway.
[23:14 - 23:17] Would've bought my fans and the impact I had made on them.
[23:17 - 23:18] Find another source.
[23:18 - 23:19] Do not worry.
[23:19 - 23:20] There was other men.
[23:20 - 23:22] If you go, do not act like you have any friends.
[23:22 - 23:23] Heaven don't exist.
[23:23 - 23:24] This is it.
[23:24 - 23:25] Will you take my hand?
[23:25 - 23:26] The voice is getting louder.
[23:26 - 23:27] You can't find it.
[23:27 - 23:28] Best to sign your will.
[23:28 - 23:29] Show me on the darker side.
[23:29 - 23:30] Throw the truth.
[23:30 - 23:31] Live to hell.
[23:31 - 23:32] Y'all stealing me with it.
[23:32 - 23:33] This is it.
[23:33 - 23:47] That's the kind of shit that y'all put me into.
[23:47 - 23:49] That's where y'all motherfuckers put me.
[23:49 - 40:47] That's where y'all put me.
2021-6-30 Family LEGAL Order to leave

2021-6-30 Family LEGAL Order to leave

[0:00 - 0:26] What's up everyone? I'm glad you all are here. Honestly, I didn't want them to come to this.
[0:26 - 0:37] I really didn't. I thought that this channel would be the one to take me to a thousand.
[0:37 - 0:45] I really did. I thought this channel would be the channel to take me through that thousand mark.
[0:45 - 1:08] But here comes a time in everyone's life where we have to end an old chapter in order to start a new one in our lives.
[1:08 - 1:18] And due to the allegations against me and everything that is going on, I am being
[1:18 - 1:28] ordered not only by my family, but by my legal team that is comprised of friends of the family.
[1:28 - 1:36] I unfortunately have to leave YouTube probably for good for a while.
[1:36 - 1:44] It's not that I don't want to, but it's out of safety for myself, safety for my family.
[1:44 - 1:57] I've already lost like 20 plus friends today because of these attacks towards myself and my family.
[1:57 - 2:03] I've had people tell me to chop my dick off. I've had death threats thrown my way.
[2:03 - 2:12] I've had people call my phone and leave threatening voicemails.
[2:12 - 2:19] So unfortunately, I do have to step away. I don't know how long for or if it'll be for good.
[2:19 - 2:29] I don't know, but my time on this platform for now has to come to an end.
[2:29 - 2:37] Even though I don't want to, my time on this platform has to come to an end for a while.
[2:37 - 2:50] But before I do leave, I wanted to leave you guys with the best fucking show
[2:50 - 2:58] that you guys have ever seen in your life. I wanted to leave you guys with one final show.
[2:59 - 3:07] To say goodbye to not only an era that I was proud to be part of,
[3:07 - 3:14] but as my way of saying thank you to you guys.
[3:14 - 3:18] Because you guys are giving me the best memories I'll always carry with me.
[3:18 - 3:23] All the fans, all the love, all the stuff you guys have sent,
[3:23 - 3:33] all the supportive messages and comments you guys have sent.
[3:33 - 3:36] Don't think I don't read that shit because I do.
[3:36 - 3:41] And I appreciate every single one of you that has supported me over the years.
[3:41 - 3:46] I appreciate every single one of you guys.
[3:46 - 3:52] And I want to give you guys the best show that I could possibly give you
[3:52 - 4:02] as one final goodbye.
[4:02 - 4:11] And who knows, maybe one day I'll be back.
[4:11 - 4:18] Maybe one day I'll be able to come back.
[4:18 - 4:38] But that being said, let's get the final show started.
[4:38 - 4:45] So you got rockin' me for this one. Put that shit in the comments.
[4:45 - 5:14] It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[5:14 - 5:18] Time's a little deep in these days.
[5:18 - 5:27] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[5:27 - 5:34] Shut the fuck up, get up. Shut the fuck up, get up.
[5:34 - 5:44] Shut the fuck up, get up. Can we do it right now?
[5:44 - 5:50] It's looking to get you beat through being a specialist.
[5:50 - 5:57] Especially when it's over you. The chain is a pause in time.
[5:57 - 6:03] Creeping out to come alive. It's just still a while.
[6:03 - 6:09] It's time to do.
[6:09 - 6:12] Time's a little deep in these days.
[6:12 - 6:20] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[6:20 - 6:34] Holding on to everything. It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[6:34 - 6:55] Time's a little deep in this days. It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[6:55 - 7:16] It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[7:16 - 7:21] Time's a little deep in these days.
[7:21 - 7:29] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[7:29 - 7:35] It's time to try and get this heavy space.
[7:35 - 7:44] To what you've got like memories of what it is we have.
[7:44 - 7:51] Shut the fuck up, get up. Shut the fuck up, get up.
[7:51 - 8:01] Shut the fuck up, get up.
[8:15 - 8:25] This one, this one right here. This is for all of you.
[8:25 - 8:30] All my fans that stood behind me and stood with me
[8:30 - 8:35] and rocked with me this whole time. This one's for all of you.
[8:35 - 8:47] Thank you guys so much for everything. This one's for you.
[8:47 - 8:53] This is for you.
[8:53 - 9:07] In the end, as my soul was in the rest, what's left of my body?
[9:07 - 9:13] And it's just a shadow.
[9:13 - 9:20] And this box, and the place and the commandment in all me.
[9:20 - 9:29] For we know that the family loves us all and we always know.
[9:29 - 9:36] In the end, there's a place to the night.
[9:36 - 9:49] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[9:49 - 9:57] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[9:57 - 10:03] Not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[10:03 - 10:17] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[10:17 - 10:24] Who we are, these are how we live. We are more than our bodies.
[10:24 - 10:31] If I fall, I will rise back up and I will be alright.
[10:31 - 10:38] In the end, there's a place to the night.
[10:38 - 10:51] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[10:51 - 11:04] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[11:18 - 11:31] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[11:31 - 11:38] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[11:38 - 11:43] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[11:43 - 11:52] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[11:52 - 12:06] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[12:06 - 12:20] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I'm not afraid to die.
[12:30 - 12:36] And I know a lot of you guys, you know, I know a lot of you guys have shown a lot of support.
[12:36 - 12:45] And I thank every single one of you for that. I thank every single one of you guys
[12:45 - 12:53] for supporting me like you do. You know, you guys have given me a lot of good memories.
[12:53 - 12:57] We've had a lot of good hangouts, a lot of cool ass coffee and chills,
[12:57 - 13:03] a lot of good memories that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
[13:03 - 13:11] But don't think that this is the end. Don't think that this is over.
[13:11 - 13:18] 'Cause while I may be gone for now, one day I will come back.
[13:18 - 13:25] And when I do come back, it'll be better and stronger and better than ever.
[13:25 - 13:29] I plan to come back one day, so don't think this is the end forever.
[13:29 - 13:42] I will come back eventually. But as of right now, I can't see a path as to when.
[13:42 - 13:49] But when I do, I promise you I'll come back better than ever, guys. I promise you that.
[13:49 - 46:22] [MUSIC]
[46:22 - 46:37] I love you guys.
[46:37 - 46:39] Thank you guys so much for all these years.
[46:39 - 46:41] I love every one of you guys.
[46:41 - 48:57] [MUSIC]
[48:57 - 49:09] Now, with that being said, yes.
[49:09 - 49:14] First off, before I announce who I'm passing the torch off to,
[49:14 - 49:18] I just want to take a moment to thank every single one of you
[49:18 - 49:23] who has truly supported me over these years.
[49:23 - 49:26] For 10 plus years, you guys have supported me,
[49:26 - 49:29] and I can't thank you guys enough for that.
[49:29 - 49:34] 10 years, you guys have had my back.
[49:34 - 49:38] And I appreciate every single memory, every single moment,
[49:38 - 49:42] every bad moment, every good moment.
[49:42 - 49:48] I appreciate every single one of them to the fullest.
[49:48 - 49:52] All the fan letters, all the amazing comments,
[49:52 - 49:55] I appreciate every single one of those.
[49:55 - 49:58] And yes, even the harshly criticizing ones
[49:58 - 50:05] that are meant to help me, I appreciate those as well.
[50:05 - 50:10] But I just want you guys to know, from the bottom of my heart, man,
[50:10 - 50:12] I love every single one of you guys.
[50:12 - 50:15] Every single one of you guys beats something to me,
[50:15 - 50:19] and I appreciate the living shit out of you guys.
[50:19 - 50:22] I know there's been a lot of things that I've done wrong.
[50:22 - 50:29] I know there's been a lot of times where things have not been the best.
[50:29 - 50:34] But despite all that, I still had fun.
[50:34 - 50:38] But now it's the time for me to open up a new chapter in my life.
[50:38 - 50:41] It's time for me to close this chapter of my life
[50:41 - 50:52] and start a brand new chapter. Start over new.
[50:52 - 50:56] And believe me, this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do,
[50:56 - 50:59] but it's for the betterment of myself
[50:59 - 51:03] and ultimately the betterment of my future,
[51:03 - 51:11] as well as for the betterment of my family and my health.
[51:11 - 51:14] Now, I know what you guys are thinking.
[51:14 - 51:19] Well, who's the torch going to get passed on to?
[51:19 - 51:21] You know, now that you're leaving
[51:21 - 51:24] and you're starting a new chapter in your life,
[51:24 - 51:27] who are you passing the torch on to?
[51:27 - 51:29] Well, I will tell you.
[51:29 - 51:35] The person I'm passing the torch on to is somebody that has been here since day one.
[51:35 - 51:40] Somebody that has obviously had some negative times with me,
[51:40 - 51:43] but has also had some very good times.
[51:43 - 51:47] We've had a lot of laughs, a lot of cringy moments,
[51:47 - 51:50] a lot of bitching and arguing.
[51:50 - 51:58] But despite all that, this person has been there through everything.
[51:58 - 52:03] This person has helped me along the way,
[52:03 - 52:08] has made funny videos to help me,
[52:08 - 52:19] has stood up for me when I least expected it.
[52:19 - 52:26] And the person that I'm passing the torch of the nation on to,
[52:26 - 52:29] the torch that I'm passing, the first time I'm passing,
[52:29 - 52:32] the torch of my fan base to,
[52:32 - 52:37] is none other than my good friend, music biz Marty.
[52:37 - 52:40] Marty has been there through everything,
[52:40 - 52:44] done all he could to support.
[52:44 - 52:52] He's done everything he could to support everything that I do,
[52:52 - 52:54] everything that I'm about.
[52:54 - 52:59] He's gone out of his way to help me.
[52:59 - 53:05] So from this moment on,
[53:05 - 53:14] music biz Marty is now the new leader of the Cyrax Nation.
[53:14 - 53:19] And Marty, I couldn't ask for anyone better to fill that spot than you.
[53:19 - 53:24] You say they're too big to fill, but I know you can do it because I believe in you.
[53:24 - 53:29] You showed heart.
[53:29 - 53:33] You showed guts, you showed determination.
[53:33 - 53:40] You've shown that like me, you don't take shit from nobody.
[53:40 - 53:43] And regardless of whether I like it or not,
[53:43 - 53:48] you've been there, you've stood up for me in more ways than one.
[53:48 - 53:51] Hell, when I was sicker than a damn dog and I was depressed,
[53:51 - 53:57] you were one of the first motherfuckers on here to reach out and ask me how I was doing.
[53:57 - 54:00] When I was going through breakups and I was on the edge,
[54:00 - 54:09] you were one of the first ones to reach out and be like, hey, what's going on? Are you okay?
[54:09 - 54:11] You got that fire in you, man.
[54:11 - 54:15] You've got that power in you to carry on the legacy.
[54:15 - 54:18] And I couldn't think of anyone better to run that legacy
[54:18 - 54:27] and continue on where I left off than for you.
[54:27 - 54:32] Honestly, I couldn't be any prouder to have somebody like you, Marty,
[54:32 - 54:37] carry on my legacy from this day forward.
[54:37 - 54:42] Now, I may make appearances here and there, just not tonight,
[54:42 - 54:49] but I may make appearances on random live streams here and there once in a great while.
[54:49 - 54:55] But just know that after today, I am going to be hanging out on Facebook a lot.
[54:55 - 54:58] I'm going to be working on artwork a lot.
[54:58 - 55:07] I'm going to be doing stuff to better my life because I'll be honest with you guys,
[55:07 - 55:13] I've not been in the best of health the last few months.
[55:13 - 55:19] These past few months have taken a very, very strong toll on my body,
[55:19 - 55:24] both mentally and physically.
[55:24 - 55:29] And I need to get myself back to better health.
[55:29 - 55:41] I need to get my mental state right, and I need to get my health back in order to where it needs to be.
[55:41 - 55:47] And it's not only taking a toll on my body, it's taking a toll on my family's mental health,
[55:47 - 55:51] it's taking a toll on them, and I need to think about them.
[55:51 - 55:59] I need to think about them as well as myself and what they're going through as well.
[55:59 - 56:04] But just know that I thank every single one of you guys, whether you're a hater,
[56:04 - 56:12] whether you're a fan, I appreciate the living shit out of every single one of you guys.
[56:12 - 56:19] Every single one of you guys, whether you're a hater or you're a fan, I appreciate you guys.
[56:19 - 56:24] Because even the haters brought me a lot of good laughs over the years.
[56:24 - 56:37] A lot of the haters brought me a lot of fun laughs over the years, even if it was just trolling.
[56:37 - 56:46] Whether you laughed at me, you laughed with me, or whether you supported me,
[56:46 - 56:50] I appreciate it.
[56:50 - 57:01] And just know that I am fine. I will be fine.
[57:01 - 57:05] And maybe once all this is done and over, I can come back.
[57:05 - 57:11] But I have to do this for myself, I have to do this for my family,
[57:11 - 57:23] but most important, I have to do this for my health and my well-being.
[57:23 - 57:27] And just know that I love every single one of you guys.
[57:27 - 57:35] You guys are fucking awesome, you guys are amazing, and I love every single one of you guys.
[57:35 - 57:41] And your guys' memories will always be in here with me, always.
[57:41 - 57:46] Every single thing that you guys have ever said, whether it's good, bad, whatever,
[57:46 - 57:54] all those memories will always be right up here with me, no matter what.
[57:54 - 57:58] Because like I said before, and I mean this when I say this,
[57:58 - 58:02] every single one of you are legends in your own way.
[58:02 - 58:12] You're each a legend in your own right.
[58:12 - 58:17] Every one of you is a legend.
[58:17 - 58:22] You guys are what made the Cyrax name what it was.
[58:22 - 58:28] You guys are the people responsible for creating me.
[58:28 - 58:33] You guys are the ones responsible for me.
[58:33 - 58:42] You guys, the fans, every single one of you watching this is responsible for making me who I was.
[58:42 - 58:44] And I appreciate that.
[58:44 - 58:54] I honestly can say that never in a hundred years did I ever think,
[58:54 - 59:01] never in a million years did I ever think I would reach a thousand subs like I did a few months ago.
[59:01 - 59:13] But I did, and you guys are responsible for that.
[59:13 - 59:22] But just know guys that I am fine, I am okay, and you don't have to worry.
[59:22 - 59:35] You do not have to worry, because I am perfectly well, I'm perfectly fine.
[59:35 - 59:40] And once you have to know that I love every single one of you from the bottom of my heart, man.
[59:40 - 59:50] Every one of you, and I'm not just saying that either, that isn't me acting, that isn't me putting on a persona.
[59:50 - 60:01] Like, I myself, me, Chance, the guys that you know and love.
[60:01 - 60:20] I appreciate the living shit out of every one of you, and I love every single one of you guys as if you were my own family.
[60:20 - 60:27] You guys are my blood, and that'll never change.
[60:27 - 60:42] Well, with that being said, y'all, I love you guys, and again, thank you so much for a wonderful 10, 11, 12 years on this platform.
[60:42 - 60:57] Thank you guys so much for everything. You guys have done so much for me that I can't even express how grateful I am.
[60:57 - 61:06] But thank you guys so much for everything, truly. I am truly grateful to all you guys.
[61:06 - 61:19] And I want you to know that I love every single one of you guys, and I hope that you guys take the lessons that I taught you about helping people, about being a good person,
[61:19 - 61:24] about not giving in to the hatred or giving in to the bullies.
[61:24 - 61:32] I hope that you guys take that with you, and you spread that positive message to others like myself who have been bullied.
[61:32 - 61:41] I hope you guys take that message, and you pay a board, and you help others like yourself.
[61:41 - 61:53] Well, with that being said, I love you guys, and thank you again so much for the best years of my life on this platform.
[61:53 - 62:13] Thank you all so much. I love you guys, and I hope to see you again one day. I hope that one day I get to see you again.
[62:13 - 62:30] I love you guys so much. Thank you for everything, guys. I love you. Peace.
[62:30 - 62:40] Stay strong, guys. I know you'll be alright. Thank you.
2021-6-29 LEAVE ME ALONE 2

2021-6-29 LEAVE ME ALONE 2

[0:00 - 0:11] This is how y'all motherfuckers want to play it, right?
[0:11 - 0:18] This is how y'all fucking cowards want to play it?
[0:18 - 0:24] Huh? This is how you fucking cowards want to play it?
[0:24 - 0:36] You want to sit there and turn my friends against me like bitches?
[0:36 - 0:40] Is that it?
[0:40 - 0:48] Hey Mary, watch your mouth you fucking pussy.
[0:48 - 0:54] Shut that goddamn mouth before I fucking shut up for you.
[0:54 - 0:59] I'm tired of y'all niggas fucking going after my goddamn friends.
[0:59 - 1:07] Y'all pussies need to grow up and leave my personal life alone.
[1:07 - 1:10] Y'all niggas need to leave my personal life alone.
[1:10 - 1:18] Forget about y'all fucking pussies, Kate the fucking comeback bitch.
[1:18 - 1:27] Because of that little bitch comeback I've been losing friends all goddamn day.
[1:27 - 1:34] I've had to tell friends to ignore the Thunderdome chat all fucking day long.
[1:34 - 1:44] So yo, Kate, get your little faggot pussy friends the fuck away from me and mine.
[1:44 - 1:52] I'm sick of it, man. I'm sick of losing friends because of you little bitches.
[1:52 - 1:59] You little bitch made fucking pussies when I sit there and attack my friends, turn my
[1:59 - 2:03] friends against me, turn my family against me.
[2:03 - 2:15] All for what? All for what? A joke? All because you can't let go of what happened?
[2:15 - 2:23] You're a bunch of pussies. You're a bunch of comeback pussies.
[2:23 - 2:33] Yeah, I fucked up. I made a mistake. Big fucking deal.
[2:33 - 2:46] You ain't perfect. You ain't perfect, bitch. You ain't motherfucking perfect.
[2:46 - 2:54] You ain't perfect, so quit acting like you are because you ain't nigga.
[2:54 - 3:01] You ain't perfect, bitch. You want to sit here and go after me?
[3:01 - 3:11] Go after me, but leave my friends the fuck alone and stay the fuck off my goddamn Facebook,
[3:11 - 3:25] bitch. You ain't shit. You know you ain't shit.
[3:25 - 3:32] You want to know what really happened? That little comeback kid made a group chat on
[3:32 - 3:40] Facebook called Thunderdome, right? Well, guess what this comeback decided to
[3:40 - 3:46] turn around and do? Add my friends to it. Turn my friends against
[3:46 - 3:58] me. So now I don't want to have my goddamn friends
[3:58 - 4:05] because of this bitch. Yo, Kate, grow up, bitch.
[4:05 - 4:10] And that ain't even the worst of it. That ain't even the worst of it.
[4:10 - 4:17] This bitch flat out told me, flat out told me, the only way she'll leave me alone is
[4:17 - 4:22] if I cut my goddamn dick off. That's the only way she'll leave me alone
[4:22 - 4:27] if I cut my dick off. You tell me that ain't fucked up.
[4:27 - 4:38] You tell me that ain't a load of shit. And it's not dead, niggas.
[4:38 - 4:44] Grow up, niggas. It ain't fucking dead. He's clearly alive, dude.
[4:44 - 4:55] So grow up, bitch. He ain't dead. He's alive and well, dude.
[4:55 - 5:01] It don't matter what my actions were. That don't matter.
[5:01 - 5:11] It's irrelevant. My actions shouldn't determine what this
[5:11 - 5:18] bitch does. What? Did you forget that I came out and
[5:18 - 5:23] wrote that wrong, nigga? Did you forget that I came out and wrote
[5:23 - 5:28] that wrong? Did you forget that I came out and admitted
[5:28 - 5:35] my wrong? Did you forget that? Did you forget that I came out and admitted
[5:35 - 5:40] what I did? So shy of time if I were you, I'd shut your
[5:40 - 5:49] faggot ass up right now, little boy. Yeah, what I did was wrong.
[5:49 - 6:00] What they fucking do. I'm not fucking perfect. I make mistakes. I'm not perfect. You're not
[6:00 - 6:08] perfect. We all make mistakes, people.
[6:08 - 6:18] Grow up. We all make mistakes. We're all human.
[6:18 - 6:26] Grow up, you bitch-ass cowards. You're a bunch of faggot-ass pussies.
[6:26 - 6:37] Oh, yes, I do, shy of time, you fucking faggot. I decide that shit, not you, you bitch-ass
[6:37 - 6:49] pussy. I decide that. I decide that and those that stand behind me decide that, not your
[6:49 - 6:59] punk-ass bitch. So sit the fuck down and shut up.
[6:59 - 7:16] Y'all fucking pussies need to leave me alone. For real, y'all need to back off, fuck off
[7:16 - 7:22] and leave me alone. I did what I did. I admit my wrongs.
[7:22 - 7:31] What I did was fucked up. I get it. But y'all need to back off.
[7:31 - 7:38] Hello? Hey, faggot, go suck on your dad's dick,
[7:38 - 7:46] you bitch-ass nigger boy. I ain't cutting shit off, bitch. I ain't cutting
[7:46 - 7:56] my damn dick off for your enjoyment, fuck that. I'm not cutting my dick off but no one.
[7:56 - 8:04] So y'all pussies want to run your mouth, nigga? Bring it, bitches. Bring it. I'm right here.
[8:04 - 8:10] Bring it, bitch. I ain't afraid of you. Y'all ain't nothing but a bunch of bitch-ass
[8:10 - 8:20] one of these. You're a bunch of lifeless trolls. You got no life. You got no life. So what
[8:20 - 8:33] do you do? You come up on here and attack me. For what goddamn reason? Y'all need to
[8:33 - 8:46] quit this pussy-ass schoolgirl shit and grow up. Grow the fuck up, man.
[8:46 - 8:53] I'm tired of being harassed. I'm tired of losing friends. Y'all need to get a life
[8:53 - 9:05] and leave me alone. Get a life, bitches. Get a goddamn life and stay out of mind.
[9:05 - 9:11] I don't deserve this shit y'all put me through.
[9:14 - 9:25] Hello? Well, let's see. Dealing with a bunch of motherfuckers that have gone to my Facebook,
[9:25 - 9:31] have had me in a group chat, have had my friends in a group chat trying to turn them against me
[9:31 - 9:36] and attack me deliberately, make me alone. So yeah, take your fucking pitch.
[9:39 - 9:44] I'm thinking this shit, man. I don't deserve this.
[9:44 - 9:51] I don't deserve what y'all do to me.
[9:51 - 10:00] I don't deserve this. I deserve to be left alone.
[10:04 - 10:14] I don't deserve to be left alone. Hello?
[10:14 - 10:25] Hey, why don't you fuck up, get a life, you goddamn bitch-ass troll. Get a life.
[10:25 - 10:33] Grow up, pussy. Nigga, get a goddamn life, pussy. Stop being a bitch-ass troll, boy. Grow up and
[10:33 - 10:46] get a life. Y'all need to grow up and get a goddamn life. I'm sick of being attacked.
[10:49 - 10:58] I'm sick of being brutally attacked by you. I'm sick of being scrutinized. I'm sick of being held
[10:58 - 11:10] back to my mistake. No, I don't deserve it, bitch. I don't deserve these attacks.
[11:10 - 11:16] Y'all need to grow up. Get a life.
[11:16 - 11:28] Get a goddamn life, you bitch-ass little pussies. Leave me the fuck alone
[11:28 - 11:33] and quit your goddamn troll shit.
[11:44 - 11:54] I'm sick of it. I'm sick of having to worry every day whether or not I'm gonna lose friends,
[11:54 - 11:58] whether or not I'm gonna lose family. I don't deserve shit.
[12:02 - 12:15] Hello? Hey, go fuck yourself. I'm sick of this, man. I don't deserve this.
[12:25 - 12:34] I don't deserve these attacks. How many times do I have to tell you to fuck off, dude?
[12:34 - 12:40] Hey, why don't you fuck off, you little bitch and quit calling?
[12:40 - 12:49] I'm sick of it. I don't deserve this.
[12:53 - 12:58] Y'all wanna treat me like the Truman Show? That's fine. Treat me like the goddamn Truman Show.
[12:58 - 13:05] I don't give a shit. But let me tell y'all right now, y'all need to leave my friends and family
[13:05 - 13:13] alone. You wanna come after me? Fine. I'm right here. I'm right here.
[13:15 - 13:24] So leave my friends and family the fuck alone, dude. You want me? I'm right here. I'm right here, bitch.
[13:24 - 13:35] Look at me. I'm the Truman Show, y'all. I'm right here. You want me? I'm right here, bitch.
[13:35 - 13:47] I'm right here. You want me? Go after me. Why y'all gotta drag my friends and family into your garbage?
[13:47 - 13:56] For real, why you gotta drag my friends and family into your bullshit garbage?
[13:57 - 14:05] To make me alone? Is that what you want? You wanna be alone for the rest of my life?
[14:05 - 14:13] Hello? Goodbye. Is that what you want? You wanna be alone for the rest of my life?
[14:13 - 14:22] Hey, bag, why don't y'all fuck yourself, pussy boy? I ain't cutting shit off. If anything,
[14:22 - 14:28] if K doesn't stop for a shit, guess what? I'm taking her head, bitch. I ain't cutting shit off,
[14:28 - 14:37] dude. So go fuck yourself, man. And I'll mean that too. Y'all wanna keep these death threats off?
[14:37 - 14:46] Let's go. What do you want? Go fuck yourself, you coward little bitch.
[14:49 - 14:54] And y'all wonder why I don't wanna be on this platform? Y'all wonder why I don't
[14:54 - 15:03] wanna be on this damn platform? I have no choice. I have no choice but to be on this platform.
[15:03 - 15:08] I have no goddamn choice.
[15:13 - 15:19] 'Cause that's the only way I can get my shit out there. That's the only way I can promote
[15:19 - 15:28] my artwork. The only way I can promote my music. So yeah, I have no choice. Y'all need to fuck off
[15:28 - 15:36] and leave me alone. I'm tired of being bullied by you bitches. I'm sick of it, man.
[15:38 - 15:45] Whoever this is, fuck off and quit your bullshit. Hey, K, why don't you go fuck yourself,
[15:45 - 15:50] you little bitch, before I come there and cut your goddamn head off, bitch. I'm tired of your
[15:50 - 15:55] bullying, bitch. You wanna cut your damn head off? You wanna fucking put a bullet in your head?
[15:55 - 16:03] Keep bullying me, bitch. Keep bullying me, bitch. Keep bullying me, bitch. See what happens.
[16:03 - 16:07] See if I don't go out there and put a bullet in your head, bitch. Keep bullying me, bitch.
[16:07 - 16:16] Go ahead, y'all. Y'all wanna murder her? Y'all wanna murder a motherfucker? Let's go.
[16:16 - 16:26] Y'all wanna murder a bitch? Let's go. Keep bullying me. Keep fucking bullying me. Let's go.
[16:26 - 16:35] Keep bullying me, bitch. Keep the bullying up. Go ahead. Go ahead. Keep the bullying up.
[16:35 - 16:42] See if I don't put a bullet in someone's head. Let's go. Let's go.
[16:42 - 16:49] I'm telling you right now, you better fuck off. I'm not in the goddamn mood.
[16:55 - 17:01] Nah, Kate ain't no fucking nigga, man. She's a fucking bitch who needs to fuck off
[17:01 - 17:08] and jump off a bridge and die. No, you're the bitch.
[17:08 - 17:15] Like I said, y'all wanna turn me into that guy? Well, guess what? You got it.
[17:15 - 17:25] So go ahead and keep bullying me, motherfuckers. Keep the bullying up. Go ahead. Keep the bullying
[17:25 - 17:34] up. See what happens. Go ahead. Keep bullying me. Keep attacking me. Watch what happens.
[17:34 - 17:44] And just remember, if I end up dead, if I end up dead, it's y'all's bullies' faults. Not mine.
[17:44 - 17:52] It'll be on you. You know what I tell you right now? Y'all fucking bullies are the ones
[17:52 - 18:00] that push me to suicide every damn day. And let me tell you right now, if I end up dead,
[18:00 - 18:06] that's on you. Because you're bullying that will have put me there.
[18:06 - 18:11] And you're bullying that has pushed me to this point.
[18:11 - 18:20] So why don't you back off?
2021-6-29 TAKING A FORCED LEAVE FOR  SAFETY REASONS

2021-6-29 TAKING A FORCED LEAVE FOR SAFETY REASONS

[0:00 - 0:28] I know I said that I was going to be leaving for just a little bit, but I didn't want to
[0:28 - 0:38] do it. But given the circumstances of what's going on, not only on here, but on Facebook
[0:38 - 0:51] as well, I actually am going to be leaving social media for a very long while. One because
[0:51 - 1:07] I am being harassed, I am being attacked, my friends are being turned against me and
[1:07 - 1:17] I honestly can't handle it. I can't take it. So I'm honestly at this point going to
[1:17 - 1:28] have to shut down my Facebook, make a new Facebook and honestly if this keeps up, I
[1:28 - 1:34] may end up having to shut down this channel and restart. Not that I want to, but it's
[1:34 - 1:41] getting to the point where I'm going to have to be forced to do that because of everything
[1:41 - 2:02] that's going on. Like, I'm tired of being harassed, I'm tired of being attacked, like
[2:02 - 2:10] always straight up honest, you trolls have nothing better to do. You really don't. You
[2:10 - 2:15] sit there and you attack people day in and day out, day in and day out, day in and day
[2:15 - 2:27] out. And it's annoying, like you guys have real pedophiles on here, like Saucy, people
[2:27 - 2:39] like Tony, who are actually pedophiles, who have done real life pedophilic things and
[2:39 - 2:55] yet you want to go after me, why? Like, I don't get it. You have real fucking pedophiles
[2:55 - 3:06] on here who have actually done real life pedophile things, but yet you want to single me out.
[3:06 - 3:13] I don't get it, it doesn't make no sense. Like, dude, Tony got caught taking pictures
[3:13 - 3:23] of little kids' asses, of underage girls' asses in a fucking mall. Okay, he got caught
[3:23 - 3:32] doing that shit, and Saucy wound up fucking and sleeping with an underage child, and
[3:32 - 3:42] got caught. So why aren't you going after them? Why aren't you going after those people?
[3:42 - 3:50] Why do you have to ruin my life? Why do you have to attack me? Okay, I got trolled into
[3:50 - 3:56] this shit, and that's why y'all don't, like you guys just want to focus on, oh, but you
[3:56 - 4:08] said this, no, shut the fuck up. Just shut the fuck up. It's aggravating as fuck that
[4:08 - 4:21] I can't even get off of YouTube and join my fucking time on Facebook with my friends
[4:21 - 4:38] without being attacked. Like, and you wonder why I get on here and I bitch and I scream
[4:38 - 4:46] and I yell, it's because I'm tired of it, man. I don't need this shit. I don't need
[4:46 - 4:55] the attacks. Okay, I'm already stressed out enough that my childhood best friend is in
[4:55 - 5:05] the fucking hospital fighting for his life right now. That's stressful enough. Okay,
[5:05 - 5:20] I'm going to have to worry about this shit. I don't need it, man. And here's the thing,
[5:20 - 5:27] Spack, I've already said this a million times. I don't know why I did the stupid thing that
[5:27 - 5:36] I did. I don't know why I was stupid and did that. I don't know. I don't have an answer
[5:36 - 5:43] as to why I did what I did. I can't explain it because I don't even know why I did what
[5:43 - 5:52] I did. I wasn't thinking, okay? I wasn't fucking thinking at that point in time, so I couldn't
[5:52 - 5:59] tell you why I did what I did because I don't know why I did it myself. And that's what
[5:59 - 6:07] people don't understand is that there is no reason. There is no reason at all. I don't
[6:07 - 6:15] know why I made the stupid mistake I made and y'all are just going to have to accept
[6:15 - 6:22] that. Sometimes people do dumb shit without thinking. And for me, that was one of those
[6:22 - 6:38] times I did something stupid without thinking. There is no real fucking reason at all. So
[6:38 - 6:49] y'all motherfuckers that are attacking me need to not get the fuck off. Like, I'm honestly
[6:49 - 6:57] tired of it, man. And why Tupac? Why don't you get the fuck out of here, you fucking
[6:57 - 7:07] pussy-ass little bitch? For real, back off. Leave me and my friends alone, you fucking
[7:07 - 7:15] bitch-ass cowards. For real, get the fuck off my Facebook and stop attacking me and
[7:15 - 7:22] my friends because I'm sick of it, man. Y'all need to back off. And y'all need to leave
[7:22 - 7:44] me the fuck alone. Like, for real, I'm sick of it. Like, I don't deserve these attacks,
[7:44 - 7:53] man. I don't. Like, why can't y'all just let me live my goddamn life in motherfucking
[7:53 - 8:03] peace, bro? Why can't you just let me live my goddamn life in motherfucking peace? What
[8:03 - 8:10] I did, I did. It was fucked up. But you have to take this into consideration. You don't
[8:10 - 8:16] have to have a choice. You have to take this into consideration. You have to think about
[8:16 - 8:30] this. I was man enough to come out and right my wrongs. I was man enough to admit what
[8:30 - 8:38] I did wrong. And ever since, I've been trying to make it right. I was man enough to come
[8:38 - 8:50] out and admit my wrongs. Most people wouldn't do that. Most people would not do that. Most
[8:50 - 8:57] people would not come out and admit their wrongdoings. I had to pause enough to do
[8:57 - 9:12] it. I had to pause enough to admit my wrongdoings. And you have to think about that. Y'all motherfuckers
[9:12 - 9:18] are doing this shit. I know why you're doing it. Cause you have no lives. You're pathetic
[9:18 - 9:31] pieces of shit. You're pathetic. For real. You're motherfucking pathetic dude. And you
[9:31 - 9:40] want to say that I'm scum. You want to say that I'm shitty because of what I did. Nigga,
[9:40 - 9:48] take a look at you. Take a look at your bitch asses man. Take a look at your faggot asses.
[9:48 - 9:55] Take a look at your troll asses. Y'all ain't nothing but a bunch of motherfucking bitches.
[9:55 - 10:03] You're a bunch of faggot pussies who deserve a bullet to the goddamn brain. You deserve
[10:03 - 10:08] a goddamn bullet to the brain. Every one of you motherfuckers are taking it from YouTube
[10:08 - 10:14] to real life. You deserve a bullet to the fucking head. And I'll gladly be the one
[10:14 - 10:20] to do it. I'll gladly be the one to put that bullet to your brain. I have no problem with
[10:20 - 10:31] that. I'm tired of being attacked man. I'm sick of it. And honestly at this point I'm
[10:31 - 10:39] tempted to leave social media for good. I'm seriously tempted to leave social media because
[10:39 - 10:55] of this shit. Because I can't even get on my Facebook now without being attacked. How
[10:55 - 11:03] are they taking it to real life? By spreading rumors to my real life fucking friends on
[11:03 - 11:13] Facebook by making up these rumors to my real life friends on Facebook and making it look
[11:13 - 11:24] like I'm a bad guy. So yeah, they're taking it from YouTube to real life in many ways.
[11:24 - 11:30] Not only attacking my friends on Facebook, costing me my job with my best friend, costing
[11:30 - 11:38] my biological father his job. So explain to me how they're not taking it to real life.
[11:38 - 11:45] They cost me my job with my best friend. They cost my biological father his job. So
[11:45 - 11:53] how are they not taking it to real life? How are they not taking it to real life? Think
[11:53 - 12:01] about it. And not to mention they called the police on me. They had somebody come out
[12:01 - 12:08] here and threaten my life. So tell me again how they're not taking it to real life. They
[12:08 - 12:13] had somebody come out here, threatened my life. They had the police out here. They
[12:13 - 12:20] cost me my job. They cost me my biological father his job. So yeah, they are taking
[12:20 - 12:31] it to real life. For real, they are taking this shit to real fucking life. What if I
[12:31 - 12:35] left the internet for a year? That wouldn't matter. They still find a way to fuck with
[12:35 - 12:45] me. They would still find a way to fuck with me. And I'm tired of it, bro. Actually, yes,
[12:45 - 12:56] I did. In fact, I actually did have a real job. I actually did have a real job. I was
[12:56 - 13:01] an audio engineer from my best friend Enoch who has a gaming company. I was making about
[13:01 - 13:09] 150 per game. And I was doing really well, really well. And I was proud to say that
[13:09 - 13:15] I had a job as an audio engineer for a gaming company. We had started working on some small
[13:15 - 13:22] independent games that were starting to do very, very well. Until these trolls came
[13:22 - 13:32] in and cost me my job by spreading all these fucking rumors and starting all this shit.
[13:32 - 13:39] And quite honestly, I'm sick of it. So as of right now, as of this moment after this
[13:39 - 13:45] stream, I am leaving social media for awhile. So if I do delete my YouTube channel, don't
[13:45 - 13:53] be surprised. Don't be surprised if I delete my channel because I'm tired of this. I don't
[13:53 - 14:02] need this. I have a best friend that's laid up in the hospital right now who has myself
[14:02 - 14:10] and everyone worried sick. Oh, hey, I should be worrying about that. I should be worrying
[14:10 - 14:15] about how I'm going to get my clothing line. I've been running. How I'm like, what I'm
[14:15 - 14:22] going to do once I get my fucking DJ deck set up and I start doing that shit. I have
[14:22 - 14:30] to think about that shit. I got no time for this. I got no time for trolls. So every
[14:30 - 14:41] one of you trolls can fuck off and kiss my ass. I'm done, man. I'm out. Fuck you guys
[14:41 - 14:46] and fuck social media. I'm out of here, y'all. Fuck y'all.
2021-6-29 TRY AGAIN KATE

2021-6-29 TRY AGAIN KATE

[0:00 - 0:25] You know, even though I should be laying down and resting right now because I'm sicker than a damn dog.
[0:25 - 0:32] Thanks to you troll stressing me out so much that I'm sick.
[0:32 - 0:38] Thanks to you troll stressing me out so much that I'm sick as fuck.
[0:38 - 0:50] I'm still back up here and I'll admit I was on the edge of suicide earlier when y'all started doing what you were doing.
[0:50 - 1:06] I'll admit that. I'll admit that I was on the edge of suicide when I found out what Kid was doing.
[1:06 - 1:13] And I talked to a few friends and they are now aware of what's going on.
[1:13 - 1:25] And don't worry I'm not always my friends that know about what's going on.
[1:25 - 1:29] Oh, right on time y'all, Kid's calling in.
[1:29 - 1:34] Hello?
[1:34 - 1:45] No, well, what's up?
[1:45 - 1:52] What's up?
[1:52 - 2:04] Yeah, well, guess what? That's not gonna happen.
[2:04 - 2:09] But like I said, I spoke to a few friends, that's what's going on.
[2:09 - 2:16] And they made me aware of something.
[2:16 - 2:21] And, Cate, I'm on to your little game, Cate.
[2:21 - 2:26] I'm on to your little game, Cate.
[2:26 - 2:29] I know exactly what you're trying to do. I know your little game.
[2:29 - 2:39] You're afraid. You're afraid of me. You fear me.
[2:39 - 2:46] And I know why too. Because you know damn well what you're doing is illegal.
[2:46 - 2:50] You know what you're doing is illegal as fuck.
[2:50 - 2:56] And you know if I get any kind of money to fight back with,
[2:56 - 3:00] you know damn well if I get any kind of money to fight back with,
[3:00 - 3:03] you're fucked. And you know it.
[3:03 - 3:08] So what are you doing? Running around, trying to fucking stop me
[3:08 - 3:12] from making money so I can legally fight back.
[3:12 - 3:17] Well, yes, I have made death threats towards you.
[3:17 - 3:23] You have to take this into consideration. You're the one that put me in that position.
[3:23 - 3:35] You're the one that put me there. You attack my friends, attack my family.
[3:35 - 3:43] Spread rumors and lies about me. Have a motherfucker come to my house and put a gun in my head.
[3:43 - 3:47] And you think you don't deserve death threats after all that?
[3:47 - 3:50] You don't think you don't deserve to have your fucking ass beat
[3:50 - 3:56] after everything you've done to me?
[3:56 - 4:00] See, you sit there and say that I'm the monster, right?
[4:00 - 4:05] That I'm the bad guy because I did some pedophilic shit.
[4:05 - 4:13] But who's the real monster, Kate? Who's the real monster?
[4:13 - 4:20] Who's the real monster here? Who's the one that trolled me into this shit?
[4:20 - 4:23] Who's the one that attacked my friends and family?
[4:23 - 4:40] Who's the one that made me out to be somebody that I'm not?
[4:40 - 4:45] Last time I recalled, that was you.
[4:45 - 4:49] You were the one that made me out to be the bad guy.
[4:49 - 4:56] You were the one to attack my friends and family.
[4:56 - 5:00] Let's bring this up, too.
[5:00 - 5:08] Who's the one that sat there on live stream and told me to chop my dick off?
[5:08 - 5:12] Think about that.
[5:12 - 5:14] Hello?
[5:14 - 5:19] Hey, Kate, why don't you quit your bullshit and grow up and stop being a little pussy?
[5:19 - 5:24] And hiding behind the legal system and quit going after my friends like a pussy?
[5:24 - 5:26] You're a coward.
[5:26 - 5:28] You're a coward and you know it.
[5:28 - 5:31] You're a coward, Kate.
[5:31 - 5:33] Kate, you're a coward, Kate.
[5:33 - 5:35] You're a coward, you're a coward.
[5:35 - 5:37] Face it, you're a coward and you know it.
[5:37 - 5:40] I ain't afraid of your punk ass.
[5:40 - 5:42] Do you really think I'm afraid of you?
[5:42 - 5:46] You really think I'm afraid of you.
[5:46 - 5:47] You're a fucking pussy.
[5:47 - 5:49] You're a pussy ass guy.
[5:49 - 5:52] Hey, yo, she thinks I'm afraid of her, yo.
[5:52 - 5:53] She thinks I'm afraid of her, yo.
[5:53 - 5:57] Now, how am I terrified of you, pussy?
[5:57 - 5:59] No, I ain't.
[5:59 - 6:01] Well, guess what?
[6:01 - 6:02] Guess what?
[6:02 - 6:05] I got more on you than you got on me, you fucking retard.
[6:05 - 6:07] Grow up.
[6:07 - 6:08] Grow up, dude.
[6:08 - 6:11] Grow up and get a life, you fucking dick shit.
[6:11 - 6:13] Hey, dick shit.
[6:13 - 6:17] Why don't you grow up and get a life, you fucking retarded little bitch?
[6:17 - 6:18] Hey, ho.
[6:18 - 6:19] All right, I'll tell you what.
[6:19 - 6:20] I'll chop my dick off.
[6:20 - 6:21] I'll tell you what.
[6:21 - 6:25] I'll chop my dick off and I'll shove it down your fucking throat and make you eat it,
[6:25 - 6:26] you dumb bitch.
[6:26 - 6:30] Why don't you say, OK?
[6:30 - 6:35] I'll chop my dick off and I'll shove it down your goddamn throat and make you eat it, bitch.
[6:35 - 6:38] I don't fear you.
[6:38 - 6:42] Hold on, yo.
[6:42 - 6:46] Hold on.
[6:46 - 6:48] You can't even think I'm afraid of her.
[6:48 - 6:51] Whatever.
[6:51 - 6:55] Yo, why don't you do your visual level on your dick?
[6:55 - 6:55] No, I'm not.
[6:55 - 6:57] Hello?
[6:57 - 7:03] You can't even face me on the phone, you're such a pussy.
[7:03 - 7:05] Whatever, you fucking retard.
[7:05 - 7:08] You're a retard.
[7:08 - 7:11] Retard.
[7:11 - 7:12] Hey, guys.
[7:12 - 7:13] Hi, guys.
[7:13 - 7:15] I'm King Peter.
[7:15 - 7:16] I'm a retard.
[7:16 - 7:19] I like to blame people like a bitch.
[7:19 - 7:21] I'm a retard.
[7:21 - 7:23] Grow up, can't you fucking do shit?
[7:23 - 7:25] I'm not afraid of you.
[7:25 - 7:30] I just want time for little pussy ass bitches like you that think they're badass.
[7:30 - 7:31] Bitch, grow up.
[7:31 - 7:38] Y'all see this dumb ass?
[7:38 - 7:41] You guys see this bitch?
[7:41 - 7:44] She's a dumb ass, y'all.
[7:44 - 7:49] Oh, I said, Kate, I'll chop my dick off.
[7:49 - 7:52] And guess what?
[7:52 - 7:56] When I do, I'll show it down your throat and make you eat it, bitch.
[7:56 - 8:01] Straight the fuck up.
[8:01 - 8:02] I ain't afraid of you.
[8:02 - 8:06] I ain't afraid of your punk ass.
[8:06 - 8:11] Jesus Christ, man.
[8:11 - 8:14] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[8:14 - 8:15] Watch this, y'all.
[8:15 - 8:19] Hey, you've retained the dumb ass.
[8:19 - 8:20] This isn't Kate.
[8:20 - 8:21] This is your friend.
[8:21 - 8:23] Come on, join my clan.
[8:23 - 8:24] Kate's a nigger.
[8:24 - 8:25] Join my clan.
[8:25 - 8:26] How about I don't?
[8:26 - 8:29] You and your little friends fuck off and get alive and quit trolling, dude.
[8:29 - 8:36] Why, for real?
[8:36 - 8:38] Kate's a fucking dumb ass, y'all.
[8:39 - 8:41] She thinks I'm afraid of her.
[8:41 - 8:48] She really thinks that I'm afraid of her.
[8:48 - 8:52] Oh, I'm Kate.
[8:52 - 8:54] I'm so scary.
[8:54 - 8:56] Bitch, get out of here.
[8:56 - 9:01] You're a fucking dumb ass is what you are.
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[9:11 - 9:12] God.
[9:12 - 9:17] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[9:17 - 9:17] There we go.
[9:17 - 9:18] Let's kick it all about.
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[9:20 - 9:22] Let's have some fun, man.
[9:22 - 9:22] Let's go.
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[13:26 - 13:29] Bro, we are killing it with the views, man.
[13:29 - 13:30] Let's go.
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[13:56 - 13:57] You know what?
[13:57 - 14:03] This cave bitch wants to see how afraid of her I am.
[14:03 - 14:08] Why show her how not afraid I am?
[14:08 - 14:11] Why show this bitch how not afraid of her I am?
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[14:19 - 14:21] Oh, yes.
[14:21 - 14:24] This is badly.
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[14:52 - 14:55] Yo, y'all always see what the fuck this is.
[14:55 - 14:56] Hello?
[14:56 - 15:03] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[15:03 - 15:04] No, you know what?
[15:04 - 15:09] I got an even better one.
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[15:13 - 15:15] I got an even better one, bro.
[15:15 - 15:16] Hold up.
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[26:56 - 27:01] this is boring as fuck do something with your life man do something with your
[27:01 - 27:12] life get off the internet and do something with your life now with that
[27:12 - 27:15] being said y'all I'm not the bounce off here cuz I'm sick of this boring shit
[27:15 - 27:20] honestly I may even take a break from YouTube for a while cuz I'm sick of this
[27:20 - 27:28] boring bullshit I'm seriously tired of the same shit day in day out day in day
[27:28 - 27:34] out day in it's boring dude it's don't as boring as fuck and I don't need it in
[27:34 - 27:41] my life so with that being said I'm gonna bounce and I'll catch you boring ass
[27:41 - 27:45] motherfuckers not counting my supporters but y'all think someone run
[27:45 - 27:51] shit run your mother's shit well let's just say I'll catch you boring
[27:51 - 27:59] motherfuckers probably some other time but a little bit of advice before I go
[27:59 - 28:05] get off the fucking internet and do something with your lives for real grow
[28:05 - 28:16] up do something with your lives
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2021-6-30 a New  Direction in my life

2021-6-30 a New Direction in my life

[0:00 - 0:06] Hey guys, what's up? Good morning, good afternoon. I'm getting to meet more of you guys around the world.
[0:06 - 0:20] First, I just want to say thank you guys for the immense love and support that you guys are not only showing off my videos, but just on the channel in general, man. I absolutely love it.
[0:20 - 0:27] And many of you are probably thinking, "Well, what are you doing back?" You said you were leaving.
[0:27 - 0:46] That is true, but I sat down and thought about it and I talked it over with some family and I came to a very real conclusion that I can't quit.
[0:46 - 0:56] If I'm going to prove my innocence against these people, I have to keep doing this stuff that I'm doing. I have to keep on the right track.
[0:56 - 1:08] You know, I have to keep on this path that I'm on and not let these people break me no matter what they say, no matter what they do.
[1:08 - 1:30] Does it hurt that I've lost friends? 100% it does. Because of these evil people, I have lost so many friends that were very, very close to me over the years.
[1:30 - 1:50] And it hurts. It definitely does hurt a lot. But at the same time, I learned something. That my real friends will stick around. My real friends will be there.
[1:50 - 2:10] My real friends will be there to help me no matter what. And those are the kinds of people that I need in my life.
[2:10 - 2:22] The kinds of people that will, you know, not listen to these bullies and these people attacking me.
[2:22 - 2:30] And I know some of you are saying, "Oh, you know, you're lying about this and that." No, I'm not.
[2:30 - 2:45] Especially when it comes to donations for Operation Smile. I do want to get back into that. You know, I'm involved full-time again.
[2:45 - 2:56] So whenever I am, it's not going to be a right-of-way thing. But whenever I am able to find a shop where I can make money off my artwork,
[2:56 - 3:07] I will be giving half of the money from all purchases to Operation Smile to help them out.
[3:07 - 3:16] I will be donating to them. I will be donating half your money to them.
[3:16 - 3:26] And the rest will be going towards, you know, like art supplies, helping out around the house a little bit here and there.
[3:26 - 3:35] Like even though I know it's not very much, it's still something. And that's what I want to do.
[3:35 - 3:41] Doing artwork and music is what I was meant to do and that's what I'm going to do with my life.
[3:41 - 3:53] But I want to use it to help others. I want to use my music and my artwork to uplift people and to help people.
[3:53 - 4:01] Because not only do I want to show this side of me that I know y'all have been wanting to see,
[4:01 - 4:13] but I also want to prove these bullies wrong. I want to show people that I'm not the bad guy that I'm being made out to be.
[4:13 - 4:27] And while you're saying the best way I can do that, the best way I can do that is to just keep on the path that I'm going on.
[4:27 - 4:32] I do hope that you did enjoy this video and I do hope that we can push this in a better direction.
[4:32 - 4:40] I do hope that we can push this channel in a better direction and I can start posting videos that,
[4:40 - 4:49] you know, I've been wanting to post for a long time now but haven't had the ability to due to all the negativity.
[4:49 - 4:53] I don't want anything to do with the negativity no more.
[4:53 - 5:01] So fair warning, if I see a negative comment, I'm deleting it. Straight up.
[5:01 - 5:11] If there is a negative comment, I am deleting it. Because I do not want any negativity on this channel.
[5:11 - 5:17] Because I want to be a better person and I want to do better.
[5:17 - 5:26] And I want to show people that they're wrong about me.
[5:26 - 5:33] But if you guys did enjoy this video, don't forget to hit that like button.
[5:33 - 5:38] That subscribe button and that notification bell are all found down below.
[5:38 - 5:42] And I will catch you guys in the next video y'all.
[5:42 - 5:45] Love you guys. Peace.
2021-6-30 Art for smiles

2021-6-30 Art for smiles

[0:00 - 0:07] Hello everyone, my name is Chance, if you don't know who I am. If you are new to the channel, welcome.
[0:07 - 0:19] If you don't know what I do, I do music, art, video work, all kinds of stuff, but mostly artwork nowadays, as well as some music.
[0:19 - 0:44] You're probably wondering what this video is about and before I get into it, let me give you a bit of a background story of it on the subject at hand, which is what the money is going to go towards.
[0:44 - 0:53] If you guys don't know, I actually am a volunteer for Operation Smile.
[0:53 - 1:11] If you don't know what Operation Smile is, they're a non-profit organization that travels around the world as well as locally and gives free surgeries to people with cleft lip and cleft palate,
[1:11 - 1:15] children, adults, teenagers, you name it.
[1:15 - 1:29] I have done a few vocal missions in the past, I have done some vocal missions with them, I've been a volunteer of theirs for a little over 15 years now, I've done some stuff with them on and off.
[1:29 - 1:47] The way I got involved actually is through my brother who passed away in 2015 from lung cancer, his best friend, Kevin, is the cousin of actors Bo and Jeff Bridges.
[1:47 - 2:06] I actually got involved because Bo Bridges actually played in a film called Smile, which is about, although it's about Operation Smile, but in the film the organization is called Doctor's Gift.
[2:06 - 2:22] It was through that film that I essentially became involved, and I've been involved for the last 15 years, I've done vocal missions, I've done charity events to help out locally.
[2:22 - 2:40] I've gone to my church with friends, family, you name it, but I kind of wanted to give back to Operation Smile because it's a charity that's very close to my heart, I was very near and dear to me.
[2:40 - 2:58] As you guys may already know, I do have a very rough history on this platform of being bullied and harassed, and I kind of wanted to show people the other side of me that you don't normally get to see.
[2:58 - 3:11] I wanted to bring out that side of me that no one ever gets to see because of all the angst and the anger and the hatred and stuff.
[3:11 - 3:20] I don't want that involved on this channel, I want it to be just pure positivity and pure goodness.
[3:20 - 3:34] For starters, I'm not going to go live, I'm not doing any more live streams, period, unless it's for a really good friend of mine like Voodoo Ninja or someone like that.
[3:34 - 3:41] Other than that, I'm not getting involved with live streams anymore as they brought negativity onto my channel that I don't want.
[3:41 - 3:56] I'm nowhere near at this point, but I was talking it over with my family and I knew I wanted to create a clothing line utilizing my artwork.
[3:56 - 4:10] If you don't know what kind of artwork I do, I do abstract fair use artwork, I do textural art, I do hand on canvas art, digital art, you name it.
[4:10 - 4:26] I knew I wanted to involve my art in some way, and I figured what better way than to create a clothing line of clothing that I would personally wear.
[4:26 - 4:52] I figured why not create a clothing line that people enjoy, of clothing that not only would I wear, but they would enjoy utilizing my artwork, my graffiti characters that I create because I do cartoon graffiti characters as well, mostly spray can characters, but I also do other stuff as well.
[4:52 - 5:07] I kind of wanted to give back to people, which is why I'm starting not really a fundraiser, but an organization.
[5:07 - 5:21] I don't know what you'd want to come up with, it's something to help out Operation Smile called Art for Smiles, where whenever somebody buys, once I get the shop set up,
[5:21 - 5:45] whenever somebody buys a piece of clothing with my artwork on it, or whatever they buy, 50% of that money is going to go towards the Operation Smile organization and whatnot, and then the rest is going to be put up for supplies to help continue that on.
[5:45 - 5:56] So I do want to know in the comments, what do you guys think about the idea? Do you think it's a cool idea to do that, or what's your guys' idea on that?
[5:56 - 6:08] What do you guys think about me starting a clothing line, and then giving 50% of the money from that clothing to Operation Smile to help them out?
[6:08 - 6:22] Let me know in the comments what you guys think. If you guys would like to know more about Operation Smile, I will be leaving the link to their website down in the description as I have been a volunteer there.
[6:22 - 6:37] Like I said, for the last 15 years, I figured this is a way for me to give back to them, and a way for me to say thanks for letting me be a volunteer and helping out.
[6:37 - 7:00] So let me know in the comments what you guys think, if you guys did enjoy that, or if you guys do like that idea and you did enjoy this video, don't forget to smash that like button down below, and don't forget to hit that notification bell and that subscription button all down below, and I will see you guys later on.
[7:00 - 7:10] Also, I want to side note, this channel is going to be geared, you know, like I said, more towards artwork, helping people and stuff like that, so...
[7:10 - 7:15] With that being said, I hope you guys did enjoy this, and I will see you guys later.
[7:15 - 7:20] Much love, guys. Be safe, be humble, be positive, and stay up.
[7:20 - 7:22] Love you guys. Peace.
2021-6-30 a message for the Haters

2021-6-30 a message for the Haters

[0:00 - 0:08] What up y'all, it's your boy. I wanted to bring a little bit of positivity to you this
[0:08 - 0:17] evening. Now, I know that, you know, some people have found my new Facebook. I know
[0:17 - 0:28] that people have found my new one and that's alright, that is what it is. But, within those
[0:28 - 0:40] moments of people attacking me, I realized something. That I am a warrior. The reason
[0:40 - 0:50] why I have the name chosen one is because I am a chosen one. I am one of God's warriors.
[0:50 - 0:58] Do you want to know how I know that? Because God only gives his toughest battles to those
[0:58 - 1:03] who are meant for more, who are meant for a greater life, who are meant to be something,
[1:03 - 1:13] who are meant to be someone. Well, guess what? I am meant to be something and I'm
[1:13 - 1:24] going to be something. So, regardless of what you trolls say and do, regardless of what
[1:24 - 1:34] you say to me, I'm not reacting to you guys anymore. I'm showing up like Roman Reigns.
[1:34 - 1:41] I'm showing up and I'm taking that win and guess what? I'm taking what's mine. I'm
[1:41 - 1:45] taking what should have been mine all along which is me making a living from my music
[1:45 - 1:51] and my artwork and there ain't nobody that's going to get in my way or stop me. So, you
[1:51 - 1:55] can sit there, have all this stuff on me that you want, you can make up shit about
[1:55 - 2:03] me, do what you want. I don't care because I'm blazing my trail. Let me tell you right
[2:03 - 2:08] now, anybody gets in the way of that, I'm running right over you because I'm not going
[2:08 - 2:14] to be stopped this time because this time, I didn't come alone. I brought an army with
[2:14 - 2:24] me and let me tell you, that army is God's army. That army is the angel army's and let
[2:24 - 2:29] me tell you, I got a whole lot of motherfuckers that are watching over me right now. A whole
[2:29 - 2:38] lot. So, I know damn well there's no way I could be stopped regardless of what you
[2:38 - 2:47] say to me, regardless of what you do to me. I'm not backing down. See, you say that YouTube
[2:47 - 2:54] isn't a job. Well, guess what? I'm going to prove you wrong. I'm going to make it
[2:54 - 3:03] my job. I'm going to make my artwork and my music, my career and YouTube my job. And
[3:03 - 3:12] if you think you're stopping me, guess again. Because I'm not stopping and I'm not bowing
[3:12 - 3:27] down to no one. Like Roman Reigns, I can't be beat. I can't be stopped. You can take,
[3:27 - 3:31] you can break me down, you can make me lose whatever friends you want to try to make
[3:31 - 3:36] me lose. You can talk all this shit on me. Be as rude to be as you want. I don't care.
[3:36 - 3:45] And at the end of the day, you ain't stopping me. I'm coming from my title as a fellow
[3:45 - 3:51] YouTuber. I'm coming from that title I should have had a long time ago, which is to be
[3:51 - 3:58] a paid and sponsored YouTuber. And I'm not stopping till I get there. I don't care how
[3:58 - 4:03] long it takes. I don't care what it takes. I'm going to do whatever I have to do, no
[4:03 - 4:10] matter how long, no matter what it takes. You guys may as well just stand aside. Y'all
[4:10 - 4:14] trolls, you may as well just stand aside because I'm coming through and I'm not stopping
[4:14 - 4:23] for nobody. I ain't slowed down for the trolls before and guess what? I'm not doing it now
[4:23 - 4:31] either. Because let me tell you, I'm done running and I'm done hiding. I'm done hiding
[4:31 - 4:42] from y'all man. No more running. I'm coming to get what's mine. I'm reclaiming my spot
[4:42 - 4:50] as a YouTuber. I'm reclaiming my spot as a paid artist and a paid musician. I'm reclaiming
[4:50 - 4:55] that spot that should have been mine a long time ago. And if you think I'm delusional,
[4:55 - 5:05] hey, that's okay because I'm not delusional. See, your guys' view on things is just different
[5:05 - 5:11] than mine. I have a different view than you. I see what you guys don't see. And you know
[5:11 - 5:17] what I see? I see a bright future ahead of me. Despite what I did in the past, I see
[5:17 - 5:23] a chance to make a bright future for myself and guess what? That's what's going to happen.
[5:23 - 5:29] I'm going to make a bright future for myself regardless of what you say or do. So all
[5:29 - 5:35] y'all trolls out there that think you can stop me, go ahead and try again because it's
[5:35 - 5:41] not happening this time. I'm not bowing down to you and I'm not stopping for you. I'm
[5:41 - 5:52] not stopping for nobody because this is my time to do what I got to do to make it. I'm
[5:52 - 5:57] going to make it for my family and my friends. I'm going to make it for myself and I'm going
[5:57 - 6:04] to show every single one of you that you were wrong about me. But to all the supporters
[6:04 - 6:12] out there, I fucking love you guys. Let's show these haters what's up. Let's go out
[6:12 - 6:22] there and let's show them that I'm out to get what's mine and that I'm not backing down.
[6:22 - 6:34] Like Roman Reigns says, show up and win which is exactly what I'm doing. I'm showing up
[6:34 - 6:37] and I'm winning. Peace.
2021-6-30 aint no stoppin me  Positive  Freestyle Rap

2021-6-30 aint no stoppin me Positive Freestyle Rap

[0:00 - 0:15] Aye, yo. Sule's haters say they ain't gonna stop me. Ha ha, nice try, yo. You ain't stopping
[0:15 - 0:22] me. Everybody, yo, is trying to, not me, saying that I ain't the chosen one. Tell me, how
[0:22 - 0:27] dare you call yourself the chosen one? Well, guess what, motherfuckers, I am the chosen
[0:27 - 0:35] one, and I'm the one that's come to disrupt every ounce of negativity that you throw my
[0:35 - 0:41] way. I guarantee you that I'm throwing every single hater in the trash, man. I'm knocking
[0:41 - 0:48] them all away. Yours man, that you ain't stopping me. I'm the travel cheater, one that you wish
[0:48 - 0:53] you could be. I'm knocking every single ounce of hatred off of me. Ain't no knocking me,
[0:53 - 0:58] ain't no stopping me. I don't give a fuck if you find me, troll me, put in me, I don't
[0:58 - 1:05] give a fuck. Y'all just mad cuz I'm getting under your skin and you know it's true so
[1:05 - 1:11] what the fuck you gonna do? I don't give a fuck about what you say to me. I'm staying
[1:11 - 1:16] on that positive ground on the motherfucking daily soul. Don't think for a second that
[1:16 - 1:21] you're stopping me. Hell no, I've got the whole dispute running deep within me. I'm
[1:21 - 1:27] the chosen one, the chosen son, the one that ain't ever giving up. I've got the heart
[1:27 - 1:32] and the soul of a warrior. Ain't no knocking me, ain't no stopping me. Ain't nobody ever
[1:32 - 1:38] gonna fucking stop me. Can you think that you're knocking me off? Hell nah, I'm just
[1:38 - 1:42] getting started. Guarantee you that I'm rolling through every single hater like a fucking
[1:42 - 1:49] roadblock. Wow, I'm making my way to the top. Ain't no way I'm ever gonna fall in
[1:49 - 1:54] love. Ain't no way I'm ever gonna back down. I'm here to stay. So y'all, haters better
[1:54 - 2:01] just turn right around and walk away. Y'all are just mad cuz I'm getting under your skin
[2:01 - 2:06] every single day. Ain't no robbing me, ain't nobody knocking me. I'm going all the way.
[2:06 - 2:13] I'm going straight to the top. So, go ahead and try to fucking stop me. I'm the travel
[2:13 - 2:18] chief, Roman Reigns. I'm running right through every one of you and laying every single fucking
[2:18 - 2:28] hater in the grave. Ain't no way I'm ever going away. Staying on that. 24/7 grind every
[2:28 - 2:37] day of my life. Staying on the grind 24/7 every single day of my life. You thinking
[2:37 - 2:42] that you're stopping me, thinking that you're robbing me, mad. Get that weak ass, hate
[2:42 - 2:48] your bullshit out of the way. I'm here and it's positivity all the way. Y'all, I'm the
[2:48 - 2:54] chosen one, the chosen one, the one that's gonna bring down every single hater up on
[2:54 - 3:01] the internet. So, if I were you, I'd beg to fuck up and step the fuck off. Ain't nobody
[3:01 - 3:09] win the wit. Yeah, you acting like everybody's into that negative shit. Well, here's a little
[3:09 - 3:18] bit of truth for you, ain't nobody win the wit. Guarantee you. When the negativity fades
[3:18 - 3:24] away, so will everything that you try to do to me. So don't think for a second that I'm
[3:24 - 3:30] never gonna wait. Don't think you're ever gonna break me. Don't think that you can't
[3:30 - 3:35] fucking take me. Drop me, roll me over. Ain't no way I'm a puppet. I'm not a slave to the
[3:35 - 3:43] system. I'm not a slave to the bully and I'm my own man. And I'm standing up for myself
[3:43 - 3:49] and the people that you bully every single day to the very end. So don't think for a
[3:49 - 3:56] second that you're ever robbing me and knocking me. I'm here to fuck this day, so why don't
[3:56 - 4:03] you hate us? Just get the fuck away and go the fuck away and stay away from me. Let me
[4:03 - 4:11] do me. Stay in your own lane and just let me be. Let me do me. Cause I'm here and I'm
[4:11 - 4:19] a prodigy taking over the positive scene. I'm taking over the rap game. If you don't
[4:19 - 4:25] believe me, just wait and see. Yeah, just wait and see. It's all me.
2021-6-30 dear  Bully spoken word  Poem

2021-6-30 dear Bully spoken word Poem

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[0:13 - 0:20] Dear Boi, I'm writing you this letter because I want to understand something.
[0:20 - 0:28] I want to understand why you chose me and of everybody in the world, why me?
[0:28 - 0:38] You sit there and victimize me, bully me, troll me, attack me, and then turn the blame back around on me.
[0:38 - 0:41] It's not fair, you see.
[0:41 - 0:50] This old person that you made me out to be, where I was constantly making death threats on the daily, you made me that way.
[0:50 - 0:55] That person that I was was the person you made me to be.
[0:55 - 1:03] And yet you want to turn around and attack my friends and family for your transgressions that you make against me.
[1:03 - 1:16] I admit, I did wrong things in my life. What I did wasn't right, but I can tell you this right now I'm not giving up the fight.
[1:16 - 1:25] Every day I wake up wondering what's next to come for me.
[1:25 - 1:31] Every day I wake up angry, depressed, mad at the world.
[1:31 - 1:39] Because I know deep down this angry person that you made me be is not who I'm supposed to be.
[1:39 - 1:43] But yet you want to make me that way.
[1:43 - 1:52] You make fun of me through Facebook, on social media, on the daily, even make memes of me.
[1:52 - 2:05] You want to sit there and bully me and make me out to be the bully, but really you're the ones that victimize me.
[2:05 - 2:10] So I don't understand why is it that you can't just let me be me?
[2:10 - 2:15] Why is it that you gotta victimize me?
[2:15 - 2:21] Why is it that you gotta attack me and bully me for my past transgressions?
[2:21 - 2:29] But yet your transgressions are worse than my own.
[2:29 - 2:34] I just don't understand why you can't leave me alone.
[2:34 - 2:46] It's like you don't want me to live in peace because you want somebody to bully, you want someone to point fingers at on the daily.
[2:46 - 2:53] Well I'm done getting pointed at, and I'm done getting laughed at, and I'm done being the victim that you made me out to be.
[2:53 - 3:05] Because of you, I've lost so many friends that are close to me, people that I've known for years.
[3:05 - 3:17] And it hurts me so badly, so let me make this clear, I'm tired of being your victim.
[3:17 - 3:29] I'm tired of this hatred hitting like a thousand drones in my head every day. I wish you got it would just all go away.
[3:29 - 3:41] I'm tired of waking up with an empty heart, an empty soul. I'm tired of being torn apart by the hatred, and the words that you say, they affect me in every way.
[3:41 - 3:48] They break me down and destroy me every day. I try to fight them and fight them, but I can't.
[3:48 - 3:57] It's like I'm being beaten down every day for who I am.
[3:57 - 4:02] So God if you're in this, I need your help.
[4:02 - 4:09] I don't want to be in this negative life. This isn't who I was supposed to be.
[4:09 - 4:19] Because I know what God made me to be. He made me to be a strong willed person, a kind person.
[4:19 - 4:29] Something that you will never be. So again I ask my bully, I write you this letter. Why me?
2021-6-30 why me (Spoken Word)

2021-6-30 why me (Spoken Word)

[0:00 - 0:18] They're Bully, I don't get it. You judge me from my mistakes, but yet you're the ones
[0:18 - 0:26] who trolled me into it. You sat there and attacked me from my wrongdoings, when you
[0:26 - 0:33] did worse than me. You attacked my friends and tried to turn my own family
[0:33 - 0:44] against me. But yet all I do is try to be myself, but yet it's like you want me to
[0:44 - 0:52] end up alone, like you want me to be by myself. It's not like I ever asked for
[0:52 - 1:02] this. I'm sick of feeling this pain and this anger deep within. Every day I'm
[1:02 - 1:10] constantly living in sin because of what you did to me. All I'm trying to do is
[1:10 - 1:21] make a living for my family, but yet you sit here and you bully me. You put me on
[1:21 - 1:26] the edge of suicide multiple times to where I almost ended my life right
[1:26 - 1:38] there on your live stream. But yet half the time, I feel like you don't even
[1:38 - 1:45] understand what it's like to be me. My whole life growing up being bullied, being
[1:45 - 2:00] attacked. Now what happened to you? What made you decide that you want to bully
[2:00 - 2:08] me? You could have gone out to everyone, everyone else in the world that is a
[2:08 - 2:16] pedophile, but yet you choose me. You bully me even after I came clean about
[2:16 - 2:27] what I did. You decide to bully me. And you wonder why I lie awake at night
[2:27 - 2:41] every single day, tossing and turning, hoping that the pain would go away. I
[2:41 - 2:53] don't deserve this. I just want to be free. I want to be free from this hate
[2:53 - 3:01] and this anger so I could fulfill my purpose and make a living for my family
[3:01 - 3:09] who gave me everything. Why is it that you can't see the pain behind the words
[3:09 - 3:15] that I say every day? Why is that you can't see the tears that I cry when I
[3:15 - 3:20] lie awake at night, silently crying myself to sleep because of what you do
[3:20 - 3:30] to me? You say that you're the victim, but really I'm the one that's the victim.
[3:30 - 3:38] You bully me and push me until I break. And not because you have my friends who've
[3:38 - 3:48] gone away. God this isn't fair to me. This isn't how the way my life is supposed
[3:48 - 4:00] to be. I'm sick of feeling this anger. I'm sick of being hurt. I'm sick of
[4:00 - 4:12] feeling like I belong six feet deep beneath the earth. Why is that you sit
[4:12 - 4:20] there and say one thing and then turn around and do that exact same thing to
[4:20 - 4:30] me? I don't understand it. You claim that I'm the bad guy but really you're the
[4:30 - 4:41] bad guy. You're the one bullying me. You're the one attacking me. You're the
[4:41 - 4:54] one belittling me. God why can't you just let me pee? Why can't you just go away
[4:54 - 5:02] from me? Why can't you just leave me alone and let me live my life in peace?
[5:07 - 5:12] Because to be honest with you I don't want to end up dead in the ground with the
[5:12 - 5:18] rest of the deceased. You guys are like a fucking disease. You're destroying
[5:18 - 5:28] everyone. You're destroying everything that you see and ruining everyone's
[5:28 - 5:47] lives just to get a laugh and that's not fair. Not to me or to anyone. So what can
[5:47 - 5:52] I ask? Why me?
[5:52 - 5:56] [Silence]
2021-6-30 PLEASE HELP THESE KIDS

2021-6-30 PLEASE HELP THESE KIDS

[0:00 - 0:24] [music]
[0:24 - 0:29] I'm just a step away, I'm just a breath away Losing my fate today
[0:29 - 0:31] I'm falling off the edge today
[0:31 - 0:34] I am just a man, not superhuman
[0:34 - 0:36] I'm not superhuman
[0:36 - 0:38] Someone saved me from the hate
[0:38 - 0:40] It's just another war
[0:40 - 0:43] Just another family call
[0:43 - 0:45] I'm falling from my face today
[0:45 - 0:47] Just a step on the edge
[0:47 - 0:50] Just another day in the world we live
[0:50 - 0:52] I'm a hero
[0:52 - 0:54] To save me now
[0:54 - 0:56] I'm a hero
[0:56 - 0:59] To save me now
[0:59 - 1:01] Save me now
[1:01 - 1:03] I'm a hero
[1:03 - 1:05] To save me
[1:05 - 1:07] I've got to fight today
[1:07 - 1:09] To live another day
[1:09 - 1:11] Speaking my mind today
[1:11 - 1:13] My voice will be heard today
[1:13 - 1:15] I've got to make you stand
[1:15 - 1:17] But I am just a man
[1:17 - 1:19] I'm not superhuman
[1:19 - 1:21] My voice will be heard today
[1:21 - 1:23] It's just another war
[1:23 - 1:25] Just another family call
[1:25 - 1:27] It's just another kill
[1:27 - 1:29] The countdown begins
[1:29 - 1:31] To destroy ourselves
[1:31 - 1:33] I'm a hero
[1:33 - 1:35] Save me now
[1:35 - 1:39] I'm a hero
[1:39 - 1:41] Save my life
[1:41 - 1:43] My hero will save me
[1:43 - 1:45] Save me now
[1:45 - 1:47] I'm a hero
[1:47 - 1:49] Save my life
[1:49 - 1:51] I'm a hero
[1:51 - 1:53] Just in time
[1:53 - 1:57] Save me just in time
[1:57 - 1:59] He's got to fight for what's right
[1:59 - 2:01] He's got to help us survive
[2:01 - 2:03] We're in the bottom of our lives
[2:03 - 2:05] When I'm ready to die
[2:05 - 2:07] He's got to fight for the weak
[2:07 - 2:09] He's got to make him believe
[2:09 - 2:11] I've got to heal you
[2:11 - 2:13] I've got to fight for what's right
[2:13 - 2:15] Today I'm speaking my mind
[2:15 - 2:17] And if it kills me tonight
[2:17 - 2:19] I will be ready to fight
[2:19 - 2:21] My hero's not afraid to give his life
[2:21 - 2:23] A hero's gonna save me
[2:23 - 2:25] Just in time
[2:25 - 2:29] I'm a hero
[2:29 - 2:31] Save me now
[2:31 - 2:33] I'm a hero
[2:33 - 2:35] Save me now
[2:35 - 2:37] I'm a hero
[2:37 - 2:39] Save my life
[2:39 - 2:41] My hero will save me
[2:41 - 2:43] He's got to fight for what's right
[2:43 - 2:45] He's got to help us survive
[2:45 - 2:47] He's got to fight for what's right
[2:47 - 2:49] He's got to help us survive
[2:49 - 2:51] He's got to fight for the weak
[2:51 - 2:53] He's got to make him believe
[2:53 - 2:57] I'm a hero
[2:57 - 3:03] A hero's gonna save me
[3:03 - 3:05] Just in time
[3:06 - 3:08] Thanks for watching!
[3:09 - 3:35] Thank you for watching!
2021-6-30 i Dont  understand  Freestyle  Rap

2021-6-30 i Dont understand Freestyle Rap

[0:00 - 0:17] (music)
[0:17 - 0:21] Jurev.com
[0:21 - 0:25] I'm sick of feeling all this pain so sick of feeling all this hurt
[0:25 - 0:32] Everybody always wants to attack me, me, me and judge me every day
[0:32 - 0:38] And it just won't go away, every time I'm feeling spittin'
[0:38 - 0:42] This darker god feels distant inside of me
[0:42 - 0:46] I hate myself but not all because of everything that I did
[0:46 - 0:51] I'm sick of feeling all the same hurt inside of me
[0:51 - 0:56] I'm sick of feeling all this hatred that's surrounding me
[0:56 - 1:00] Everybody always wants to attack me, me, me, me
[1:00 - 1:04] No, everybody ever wants to see me, see me
[1:04 - 1:09] I don't understand and why is it that they won't end me every day
[1:09 - 1:13] I'm looking up to the heavens in the sky wondering why me?
[1:13 - 1:18] Why is it that I can't just die and go away to the heavens in the sky?
[1:18 - 1:23] Yes, coming back every time I feel the night
[1:23 - 1:27] Everybody always wants me to motherfucking die
[1:27 - 1:30] Why me? Why now? Why do you gotta step down?
[1:30 - 1:35] 'Cause I miss scrutinize me, I tell me, bully me, I'm
[1:35 - 1:41] Always going to sleep with these tears in my eyes
[1:41 - 1:46] I wish you could see what you do to me at night
[1:46 - 1:50] At the time I got suicidal mind, mind me
[1:50 - 1:53] Gotta know what you do to me
[1:53 - 1:57] Gotta listen to the family
[1:57 - 2:02] Why can't all this pain just go away from me?
[2:02 - 2:09] Why can't you just get away from me? Go away, keep on
[2:09 - 2:13] Doing you another me, get away from me
[2:13 - 2:16] Just piss me quick, bully me
[2:16 - 2:20] And scrutinize me for my transgressions
[2:20 - 2:25] You're the ones that control me into my depression
[2:25 - 2:29] I was so sick every day
[2:29 - 2:35] I get so sick 'cause I'm fucking sick because of what you do to me
[2:35 - 2:41] You don't see the thing that you taught me
[2:41 - 2:47] God is in the pain of me, I just wanna be myself again and give back to my life
[2:47 - 2:53] Why can't you just leave me? God, this isn't right
[2:53 - 2:57] I don't understand it, I don't want it
[2:57 - 3:00] I don't fucking need this negativity
[3:00 - 3:05] All I need is my friends and family
[3:05 - 3:10] All I need is God in my life and I know that I'll
[3:10 - 3:13] Be alright
[3:13 - 3:18] I just want this pain to go away, get away
[3:18 - 3:21] Fuck off, leave me be
[3:21 - 3:27] Please can't you just leave me alone and go away from me?
[3:27 - 3:31] This is not what I want with my life
[3:31 - 3:35] Sick of suffering and sorrow every day
[3:35 - 3:41] I feel like you want me to be alone
[3:41 - 3:45] I'm so sick of feeling like God
[3:45 - 3:49] Always on my own, always drowning alone
[3:49 - 3:55] I just want to get my life back on the right track
[3:55 - 4:01] God, this isn't what I want for myself
[4:01 - 4:08] I'm so sick of feeling lost, on the shelf collecting dust for days
[4:08 - 4:16] I'm so sick of feeling like I want to end up in a grave
[4:16 - 4:20] I don't understand, why can't y'all just leave me be, man?
[4:20 - 4:22] No, only to me
[4:22 - 4:25] And quit the bullying
[4:25 - 4:29] And just get away from me
[4:29 - 4:33] Just quit
[4:33 - 4:39] Please, let me be myself
[4:39 - 4:43] Let me be me
[4:44 - 4:46] [sighs]
[4:46 - 4:49] (clicking)
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2023-1-31

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2023-1-31

https://www.youtube.com/@musicbizmarty7786

[0:00 - 0:10] So somebody's backstage here, it's uh, Cyraxx. Alright, grandma. Alright. Hey, Cyraxx, what's going on?
[0:10 - 0:17] Hey guys, so I hear that you think that I'm trolling you, apparently. Yeah, here's the thing,
[0:17 - 0:22] dude, I'm actually not and I can actually fucking prove it right now. Let me show you, so let me
[0:22 - 0:26] grab the cord and plug my Xbox and I'll show you exactly what the hell is going on. Okay.
[0:26 - 0:35] Okay, let me go here, now we're fucking finding a dang thing first. Yeah, well dude, you gotta
[0:35 - 0:40] do it, you gotta figure out all these fucking cords right here, so. Oh, sorry. Oh, just around
[0:40 - 0:48] there. So, you don't know if I'll say hi to Tony or Tony's grandma? Hey, Tony, what's up? Yes, hey.
[0:50 - 1:00] Okay, where are they dropping on? Dude, I just fucking had it, what are you doing?
[1:00 - 1:05] Yeah, I know you were talking about you were doing some important interesting stuff.
[1:05 - 1:13] Yeah, I was actually working on some music to help get me going, so yeah, but uh, hang on, what's up?
[1:13 - 1:19] Alright, so as you can see, it's clearly plugged in, right?
[1:20 - 1:23] Okay. You see how it's plugged in? You guys see that, right? It's plugged in,
[1:23 - 1:30] you got a power cord plugged in, everything ready to go. Now if we go here, you can tell it's plugged
[1:30 - 1:35] in down here, right here in the power line, it's right there. Now, you know how normally when you
[1:35 - 1:42] hit the power button, this little button right here lights up? No, but okay. Whatever you turn
[1:42 - 1:53] the Xbox one on, it turns white and it lights up, right? Yeah, no, I'm aware of what happened.
[1:53 - 1:58] I'm aware of what happened. So, yeah, I can genuinely say I am not trolling you.
[1:58 - 2:05] I don't know why. Well, I just went away, what was it that made you think I was trolling you?
[2:07 - 2:14] Well, I mean, I apparently I've been instrumental in helping you get a new Xbox. Yeah, which I do
[2:14 - 2:18] appreciate. Matter of fact, shout out to that dude that actually reached out to me, dude,
[2:18 - 2:24] that's Steven Godman. Shout out to you, man, I appreciate it. Um, okay, well,
[2:24 - 2:30] and also Marty, Devin, a shout out to you for actually stepping up and actually
[2:30 - 2:39] saying fuck these guys. Yeah, um, just honestly, these guys like, you know, like I told you the
[2:39 - 2:43] other night, dude, the shit that these guys have done to me and the shit that I've been through
[2:43 - 2:47] over the last seven years, I wouldn't wish that shit on my word to send me, dude. I really
[2:47 - 2:53] wouldn't. I'm just a normal dude with a really cool fucking job. That's it. That's all I fucking
[2:53 - 2:58] am. I'm just trying to get by and do my thing. That's it. I'm not trying to fuck with anybody.
[2:58 - 3:02] I'm not trying to troll nobody. I'm just trying to do my thing and get fucking bad, man. That's
[3:02 - 3:09] it. So yeah, just say no, Marty. I genuinely am not trolling you. I don't know who put it in your
[3:09 - 3:13] hand that I'm trolling you, but I can tell you right now for a fucking fact that they are full
[3:13 - 3:21] of fucking shit. Matter of fact, here's one of the USBs that I've shattered apart. Here's one
[3:21 - 3:31] of the USBs that I've shattered apart today. Right there. Okay. Well, that's one of them
[3:31 - 3:36] right there. And in case you're wondering if it's one of my 32 gig USBs, it's not. Here's
[3:39 - 3:56] all five of them right here. Look. One. One. Yeah, well, yeah, I don't. Three.
[3:56 - 4:08] Okay. Four and five all intact, as you can tell, all intact. So I can tell you for a fact, I am
[4:08 - 4:13] not trolling you. This right here is one of the ones that I actually threw after I found out what
[4:13 - 4:19] happened. I actually threw this across the room and I don't know where the other one went to,
[4:19 - 4:24] but this one, I guess when I threw it out of my wall, it bounced off that wall and ended up
[4:24 - 4:30] underneath the table where my Xbox is out. So yeah, right there is the evidence of these guys
[4:30 - 4:38] doing this shit right there. Shattered, busted up by my. You know, you know, you called the
[4:38 - 4:46] police about a sniper recently. Yeah. I got something to show you. It's absolute proof
[4:46 - 4:51] that you're not delusional. All right. Does this look familiar to you? Hang on, zoom in.
[4:51 - 5:00] Well, I really zoom in on the photo so I go, I actually see. Oh, shit. Wait, how do I know
[5:00 - 5:07] that that's not, wait, where was that photo taken? Well, this is your house right here.
[5:07 - 5:13] If you walk out towards the brush, wait, is that that little white carrier? That's
[5:13 - 5:19] wait, that's that part. That's that marshland area. Correct. Okay. I know exactly where that's
[5:19 - 5:24] at. Wait, where the fuck were they hiding that up in the tree? No, they were down on the ground.
[5:24 - 5:28] They were in a little ghillie suit from what I understand. Okay. Where are they at? Because I
[5:28 - 5:33] don't fucking see where they were. Well, I know, I know you circled my house right there.
[5:34 - 5:41] They're taking a picture from their vantage point. Okay. When you called the police and complained
[5:41 - 5:47] about like the flicker, by any chance of the flicker coming from this area. Yeah. It was
[5:47 - 5:51] actually from that area. It was taking the shot was done at night though. Like the flicker, that
[5:51 - 5:57] was all done nighttime. So unless they were sitting there all fucking day long waiting.
[5:57 - 6:03] Well, from what I understand, when I've been able to gather, they they've been back a handful of
[6:03 - 6:12] times. Um, I guess this was recon. For who? Who do you think? Oh, great. Let me guess.
[6:12 - 6:21] Fucking dumbass. Um, MF goon, right? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, those guys. No, definitely not.
[6:21 - 6:28] Um, you're talking about a William Gorial. Oh, so you're, you're, are you asking like who they
[6:28 - 6:33] were doing it for? Yeah, like who were they doing in the recent? This was from November. Um,
[6:33 - 6:40] wait, that was from November. Dude, that should happen. Why not? Well, so I want to be honest,
[6:40 - 6:47] like me and glory hole where we were, we were exploring options, but, um, I thought it was
[6:47 - 6:51] called off and he's just still going at it. I guess. Who was it? Like, who wasn't that they
[6:51 - 6:57] were doing recon for? That's what I want to know. Well, um, I don't know how much you know about
[6:57 - 7:02] the Steven guy. You thought about Steven? You thought about Steven's rocking records, that guy?
[7:02 - 7:09] No, Steven Marin. I don't know. I've never even heard that name before, honestly. Um, the guy
[7:09 - 7:15] who's, who's trying to get you the Xbox, I guess. Wait, so he's supposedly doing re he's supposedly
[7:15 - 7:19] had them doing recon. Why would he do that? Well, I know that he's working with William
[7:19 - 7:25] Gorial here. I can show you he's an avid Hunter. Um, take a look at this right here on his Instagram.
[7:26 - 7:30] All right. Cause I do have them on Instagram so I can easily. Yeah.
[7:30 - 7:38] If you look, he's, he's a big rifle. All right. Hang on. Scroll to the profile of a joint.
[7:38 - 7:42] First, I want to turn my phone on real quick cause he just followed me on Instagram. So let me
[7:42 - 7:49] turn my phone on here and get that booted up so I can see if that's the same one.
[7:49 - 7:54] Cause I, I have heard the name thrown around. Like I haven't like heard of them,
[7:54 - 8:00] but I've seen the name thrown around. I should say, like, I don't, like, I don't,
[8:00 - 8:04] like I said, I don't know the guy. I've never talked to the dude until like literally.
[8:04 - 8:08] Yeah. I gotta, I gotta give a shout out to a Indian observer, uh,
[8:08 - 8:13] for the 20. I'm sure the cops love to have those USBs. Let me finish this out here. Um,
[8:13 - 8:20] well, thank you. According to Steven, he's saying that cause I'm talking to him right
[8:20 - 8:26] now on Facebook. He said, according to him, you are fucking with me. What's that about,
[8:26 - 8:31] dude? Well, to be honest with him, Marty, are you fucking with me? Yes or no?
[8:31 - 8:36] Definitely not. I mean, why would I, if I, if I was in on this, why would I show you the plan?
[8:36 - 8:44] Easy content. Um, well, I guess that makes sense, but let's be honest, Marty. I mean,
[8:44 - 8:49] I'm not, I'm not saying you are, but I'm not saying you're, I'm not saying you are or aren't,
[8:49 - 8:56] but I'm, I'm taking this as an outsider's perspective. Looking in, I mean, I fully,
[8:56 - 9:00] I fully got where you're coming from on that. Why do I know that you're not just
[9:00 - 9:07] like doing this now? Like I said, we both have a common enemy, you know, what I would do then
[9:07 - 9:12] is I would, I would take the X box, but I definitely wouldn't meet up with him. I definitely
[9:12 - 9:20] wouldn't, you know, yeah. Hang on. I got my Instagram for one of right now. Just give it a
[9:20 - 9:34] sec here. Sure. All right. Hang on. Let me go here. Uh, followers profile here. Here's what I can
[9:34 - 9:39] tell you is I asked William if he knew this guy and he said maybe, and he gave me like a little
[9:39 - 9:45] smiley face. So I don't know. I really couldn't tell you. I'm not. Hold on. Let me go to
[9:45 - 9:55] his profile here. All right. If that's really him, what's the guy's Instagram handle? Yonder wizard.
[9:55 - 10:05] Okay. So I would ask him like where he's been. All right. So let me,
[10:05 - 10:11] hang on. Let's, let's match up here. Let's see something here. Hang on. Let me get rid of this
[10:11 - 10:16] column here. All right. So let me, all right. Show me the rest of his Instagram. Let's see
[10:16 - 10:20] the photos. Okay. Cause if you're on the right, if you're on the same one, I'm on.
[10:29 - 10:36] All right. Let's see if I can find that photo. Yeah. This, this guy, he's, he's sent me money
[10:36 - 10:42] before too. So I don't think he's very pro you. I almost think that this is a ploy. I could give
[10:42 - 11:04] you his email address. I mean, I'm just saying I would, I would.
[11:09 - 11:12] I'm not going to sit there and act like you're right or you're wrong.
[11:12 - 11:19] Yeah. I would just be very, what I am going to say to you is this, is that if I find out
[11:19 - 11:28] that you are fucking with me already, just know that you helping me out and then turning around
[11:28 - 11:34] and do this shit is a real fucking dick move. If you are, if you're not, then you're lucky.
[11:34 - 11:41] If you are fucking with me, just know that it's on video that you have been fucking with me.
[11:41 - 11:48] So I find shit out. Well, okay. Yeah. So I would keep your head on a swivel.
[11:48 - 11:57] I would just be very leery, very cautious and take it from there.
Candall on MBM Stream 2023-1-31

Candall on MBM Stream 2023-1-31

Music Biz Marty https://www.youtube.com/@musicbizmarty7786

[0:00 - 0:04] Candel is a limited time frame here so hey Candel how are you doing tonight?
[0:04 - 0:11] I could be doing better. Oh what's going on? Um I'm putting this out there for everyone
[0:11 - 0:20] to be brutally honest. I'm not the one to be pissing off today or anytime soon. My father
[0:20 - 0:28] just died and I was the last one to talk to him and he died right along the phone with me. So
[0:29 - 0:38] I'm I'm so sorry to hear that. I have a message for Chance. Okay. She ever talks about my father.
[0:38 - 0:47] Oh well like that for sure will get him not to talk about your father but my dad was a
[0:47 - 0:55] Air Force. He was police. He was also a firefighter. He did a lot of great for this world.
[0:57 - 1:04] Yeah and I would appreciate it if he'd stop attacking me and keep my father's name out of
[1:04 - 1:10] it. I had a question for you and I hope you don't take this the wrong way. Um for a period of time
[1:10 - 1:17] I thought that you were dead. You know what I mean? So how do I know that this is actually
[1:17 - 1:23] legitimate isn't just like a big hoax like the last time. If I see Dale Smith why don't you go
[1:23 - 1:28] look up his mortuary whatever the fuck it's called. Yeah but I mean I saw your obituary as well you
[1:28 - 1:35] know and that was printed off of a how about you go and look at his goddamn motherfucking funeral.
[1:35 - 1:41] Huh? He was just picked up at the corner of my old address right where my adopted mother lives.
[1:41 - 1:48] All right well I take great offense to that because that man did a whole lot more
[1:48 - 1:53] for me than anyone else. Oh okay that's fair. If that's the case then I'm truly sorry for your loss
[1:53 - 2:00] but um you know you've been a part of like multiple fake death hoaxes and I just don't
[2:00 - 2:06] want this to be a this is not this is my father first of all. Okay so it's not a boy who cried
[2:06 - 2:14] wolf situation here. Say it again and I'm going to snap. I am not one to play with today.
[2:16 - 2:21] All right my dad did a lot of great things for this world and I would appreciate it if you'd
[2:21 - 2:28] show him some respect. All right don't disrespect the dead first of all second of all my dad didn't
[2:28 - 2:34] do nothing to you so stop. Oh I'm aware of that like you got you can't blame me for asking that
[2:34 - 2:39] question given the history. It don't matter this is not something that needs to be brought up as
[2:39 - 2:49] drama. I had no idea you're going to come on here and either tell a real story about loss or
[2:49 - 2:58] make up another one. You are just crazy man. I'm getting tired. I'm crazy. I'm taking that
[2:58 - 3:02] from a werewolf you know what I mean. I'm not a werewolf. I'm a fucking human deal with it.
[3:02 - 3:08] Well again that's not what I've always heard so I don't know. I'm going to say this mean chance
[3:08 - 3:16] we're friends now. Okay I don't give a fuck who he is to you. I don't want to talk about my dad
[3:16 - 3:21] and I want him to leave me the fuck alone. I'm tired of his goddamn harassment. I think he has
[3:21 - 3:27] I think he has no no no he hasn't. I've got plenty of death threats of fucking harassment
[3:27 - 3:33] voicemails on my fucking Facebook. Try again. So tell me tell me a little bit more about that.
[3:34 - 3:40] Oh wow look at this right here. Wow Jesus Christ. He's going to shit on your father's grave.
[3:40 - 3:44] CGC I don't even think he's dead so like I don't even I don't know what you're talking about like
[3:44 - 3:51] so listen it's all we want. We want proof that my dad is dead. Yeah why don't you go
[3:51 - 3:56] looking up yourself you stupid sorry son of a bitch. I spoke with him once before.
[3:57 - 4:05] Oh chance wins get dunked on you're a werewolf crazy psycho you're done just like the rest of
[4:05 - 4:12] them. Cyrax always wins skedaddle you're done you're done and that's how it works folks.
[4:12 - 4:19] Here's the thing here's the thing that you don't realize. Cyrax always wins you know you can go
[4:19 - 4:25] up against him trying to beat him all the time but he's he's just absolutely undeniable. Your
[4:25 - 4:29] dad dies and the first thing you want to do is tell Marty yeah that makes sense totally legitimate
[4:29 - 4:36] totally real whatever. Kick rocks get lost you're done you'll lose a
[4:36 - 4:44] sign Nara or voila eat a dick yeah so you talk with your father as he lay
[4:44 - 4:46] dying you sound perfectly fine to me get out of here.
2021-7-2 battling my demons (Song)

2021-7-2 battling my demons (Song)

[0:00 - 0:32] [MUSIC]
[0:32 - 0:38] I don't know what to do anymore. I have all these demons and bullies attacking me
[0:38 - 0:45] and it's like I'm trapped in an endless nightmare. Always scared. Always running, always hiding.
[0:45 - 0:57] Always lonely. What do I do? Do I run and hide? Or do I stay and fight?
[0:57 - 1:07] I want freedom from this hell so I can get well. So when I die I don't end up in hell.
[1:07 - 1:17] Will I ever escape? I don't know.
[1:17 - 1:24] But I have to try because if I don't, these demons, they'll eat my soul.
[1:24 - 1:35] And I'll surely lose my soul and they'll take my life and I'll die.
[1:35 - 1:40] It's like I'm trapped on the inside not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go.
[1:40 - 1:46] How do I fight? I don't know. But I'm battling these demons every single day and night.
[1:46 - 1:52] They're running through my head telling me just give up the fight. I don't know what to do anymore.
[1:52 - 2:03] I have all these demons attacking me and it's like I'm trapped in an endless nightmare simply.
[2:03 - 2:12] Always scared. Always running and hiding. I want freedom from this hell so bad.
[2:12 - 2:18] But yet, half the time because of these demons I feel so bad. I'm always so mad.
[2:18 - 2:24] How do I fight this? I don't know.
[2:24 - 2:35] But I'm constantly screaming out for some fucking help so that I can fight.
[2:35 - 2:44] Because I know if I don't fight these demons will eat my soul and I'll surely lose my soul and die.
[2:44 - 2:55] I'm tired of battling these demons inside. I just wish they would all die.
2021-7-1 im a Hot Dog Meme Reaction

2021-7-1 im a Hot Dog Meme Reaction

[0:00 - 0:07] what's up guys it's ya boi the chosen one what's up so I was browsing YouTube
[0:07 - 0:14] today well earlier and I was rather because I heard somebody talking or
[0:14 - 0:20] there was a rumor going around that somebody was making a video on me talking crap so
[0:20 - 0:26] I naturally went to look and see what was up but instead I come across this
[0:26 - 0:33] dude named William Gloryhole who made this apparently a funny video called
[0:33 - 0:39] I'm a hot dog obviously it's got my face on it superimposed on there I'm not
[0:39 - 0:46] seeing it yet so we're about to do a reaction to this I heard it was funny I
[0:46 - 0:52] don't know we're about to check it out and find out cuz if it is funny mad
[0:52 - 0:57] props to this dude for being creative and funny I do like the cover photo though I
[0:57 - 1:02] do like the thumbnail that thumbnail is freaking epic that's hilarious I love
[1:02 - 1:08] it but uh we're about to check this out and see what this hot dog thing is
[1:08 - 1:13] about so with that being said if you are new don't forget to hit that like
[1:13 - 1:21] that subscribe button in the notification bell and with that being said let's check this out
[1:21 - 2:08] [Music]
[2:08 - 2:28] oh my god that was hilarious [Laughter]
[2:28 - 2:43] oh my god that was so good oh man oh man mad props to this William Gloryhole
[2:43 - 2:48] dude man straight up I'm definitely gonna check it out more of his videos
[2:48 - 3:01] that was good there's probably the funniest video I've ever seen in a
[3:01 - 3:09] while man straight up that was freaking amazing I love it
[3:09 - 3:16] shout out to William Gloryhole for that dude that was funny as hell bro so props to
[3:16 - 3:22] William Gloryhole man that was hysterical dude get that funny shit up oh
[3:22 - 3:29] that was good that was real good man I love it I love it oh man if you guys
[3:29 - 3:33] have any more funny videos like this one be sure to leave them in the
[3:33 - 3:39] comments that way I can check them out man so mad props to William Gloryhole
[3:39 - 3:47] man oh that was funny that was hysterical man I love it I love it
[3:47 - 3:57] dude oh man that was good so major major shout out to William Gloryhole man if you
[3:57 - 4:03] guys do want to send me some funny videos like this clip right here like
[4:03 - 4:10] something like this that's absolutely funny and hilarious post the link to it
[4:10 - 4:17] in the comments and I will react to it 100% that was funny that was good man
[4:17 - 4:22] mad props to that creativity with the hot dog bit that was that was an epic
[4:22 - 4:31] dude I love it I love it oh man William said y'all I'm your boy chosen one I'll
[4:31 - 4:34] get you guys later man I love you guys you guys are awesome you guys are dope
[4:34 - 4:39] don't let me throw shade at you man you guys are freaking amazing and I'll see
[4:39 - 4:45] you guys next time man I'm out y'all peace
2021-7-2 Drowning in Pain (Song)

2021-7-2 Drowning in Pain (Song)

[0:00 - 0:20] [music]
[0:20 - 0:28] Every day I wake up drowning in my own pain, looking for a way out, but I see no way out.
[0:28 - 0:34] There's empty halls in my mind looking for a way out, but yet all I see isn't the way out,
[0:34 - 0:40] but an ocean of pain and regret that won't let me out.
[0:40 - 0:48] I try to scream, I try to shout, but the only thing that hears me is the voice of doubt.
[0:48 - 0:54] As I drown in the ocean of sorrow and pain, can I keep my head above the water?
[0:54 - 1:06] I don't know, but all I know is that I need a way out, because I'm still sick of living in doubt.
[1:06 - 1:10] I'm sick of the pain and I'm sick of the hurt.
[1:10 - 1:18] Every day I wake up drowning in my own pain and my own regret.
[1:18 - 1:24] Just struggling and battling and trying to find a way out.
[1:24 - 1:32] I'm always traveling the halls in my mind looking for a way out, always drowning in an ocean of sorrow and pain.
[1:32 - 1:36] It's like it will never go away.
[1:36 - 1:43] How do I fight this? I don't know.
[1:43 - 1:47] But like always, I've got these demons attacking me.
[1:47 - 1:57] It's like I'm trapped in an endless nightmare, always scanned, running, hiding.
[1:57 - 2:02] But yet, I still see no way out.
[2:02 - 2:06] Why won't they let me out? I don't know.
[2:06 - 2:10] But as I sit here drowning in an ocean of sorrow and pain,
[2:10 - 2:18] I struggle just to try to keep my head above water.
[2:18 - 2:30] And I keep trying to tell myself don't falter, don't give in, but it's like I can't help myself but to give in.
[2:30 - 2:34] I'm tired of drowning in my own pain.
[2:34 - 2:40] I'm tired of waking up every day, drowning in my own pain, looking for a way out.
[2:40 - 2:45] But I see no way out, just an empty hole in the back of my mind, looking for a way out.
[2:45 - 2:53] But yet, what I see isn't the way out, but an ocean of pain and regret that won't let me out.
[2:53 - 2:57] I try to scream at the top of my lungs. I try to shout.
[2:57 - 3:04] But the only thing that hears me is the voice of doubt as I drown in an ocean of sorrow and pain.
[3:04 - 3:08] Can I ever keep my head above water? I don't know.
[3:08 - 3:17] But all I know is that I need a way out, so I'm no longer drowning in my pain.
2021-7-3 PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT BEING BUTTHURT OVER A FCKING FLAG

2021-7-3 PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT BEING BUTTHURT OVER A FCKING FLAG

[0:00 - 0:12] What up y'all, I apologize for like the super super lateness downstairs helping out with dinner a little bit here and there.
[0:12 - 0:20] But as you guys know 4th of July is coming out.
[0:20 - 0:35] Alright, we all know that 4th of July is coming out, which is, you know, the US is Independence Day.
[0:35 - 0:54] And me, and if you guys don't know what I'm getting at, about 2-3 months ago I got brought on to a team that's actually very famous in the UK on Horizon 4.
[0:54 - 1:13] They're one of the top drift teams in the world known as the Drift Mafia. Their leader Alan Wood was dope enough to bring me on to the team making me the first US based driver.
[1:13 - 1:29] Now one of my friends that was born and raised in Japan who actually speaks very good English was going to be the first Japanese based driver.
[1:29 - 1:40] They had me working with him and had me training him because the guy's got natural talent behind the wheel, I'm not gonna lie, the dude's very very good.
[1:40 - 1:46] The dude's very skilled with what he can do, not gonna lie.
[1:46 - 2:07] But we wanted to do something special to represent not only the US but every person that we've lost in various wars such as the war between the US and Japan,
[2:07 - 2:17] the Korean War, the Vietnam War, the wars where the UK got involved.
[2:17 - 2:36] Like myself, I did a five finger death punch/back roads country boy theme to one of my cars, which I will actually pull up and show you guys right now because I do have it right here.
[2:36 - 2:59] As long as you got hands on it real quick, I had to go throw a fuck ton of cars. I mean a fuck ton of cars.
[2:59 - 3:07] Now this right here is my car that I was going to use for the drift run.
[3:07 - 3:18] As you guys can clearly see, I have the five finger death punch skull, which is one of their logos.
[3:18 - 3:28] If you guys have not heard the bad five finger death punch, go check them out. They're very much a military supportive band.
[3:28 - 3:33] I have the classic staying bitches get stitches.
[3:33 - 3:41] I have, you know, the old beater up, you know, stitches going across there with rivets kind of make it look old.
[3:41 - 3:46] I have playing cards because you know, that's what they did back in the old west days.
[3:46 - 3:55] And then I have a low, which is what a lot of country folk are viewed as. No offense because I am a country boy.
[3:55 - 4:05] And then on the back here, I have rebel on board because as you guys know, I'm a country boy.
[4:05 - 4:09] I was born and raised a fucking country boy.
[4:09 - 4:15] So that was going to be my drift car for the event.
[4:15 - 4:17] It was going to be a massive event.
[4:17 - 4:20] We were going to set shit up and we were going to represent.
[4:20 - 4:28] We were going to get our team and various other teams to, you know, represent because right now we're about 200 strong.
[4:28 - 4:31] Right now our team is fucking massive.
[4:31 - 4:40] Even though a lot of them are UK based, we're still, you know, a massive team and me being the first US based driver.
[4:40 - 4:45] And our friend that got banned was the first Japanese driver.
[4:45 - 4:59] But what's pissing everybody off is this fucking playground games ban the guy for having a fucking Japanese flag.
[4:59 - 5:14] This dude literally spent hours upon hours making a beautiful memorial of an 86 Trelano or an 86 Corolla, a Toyota Corolla,
[5:14 - 5:25] and to a beautiful memorial piece to pay homage to his family members that he's lost in wars.
[5:25 - 5:30] You know, like this kid literally spent hours upon hours.
[5:30 - 5:38] Like this kid literally spent like 13 hours, you know, creating this beautiful memorial piece for them.
[5:38 - 5:46] And I mean, very beautiful piece like this kid went all out and really put time and effort into it.
[5:46 - 6:01] And all because playground games deemed it as, you know, like they basically deemed it, you know, offensive.
[6:01 - 6:07] Like, dude, how the fuck is a Japanese flag offensive?
[6:07 - 6:15] Like, it doesn't make no sense to me. Like, you're gonna end this is what gets me and I have seen this.
[6:15 - 6:20] I have seen this many times and it's bullshit that this happens.
[6:20 - 6:31] You have a dude that he likes to be offensive. He's he's actually a pretty well known offensive guy in the Forza community.
[6:31 - 6:42] Um, you know, this dude literally drives around with a fucking swastika on the hood of his fucking car,
[6:42 - 6:50] literally a fucking swastika just to be offensive. And you're not gonna ban him.
[6:50 - 6:58] Like, y'all ain't gonna ban him, but yet one of my friends that has a Japanese memorial piece,
[6:58 - 7:05] you guys are gonna ban that guy when this dude over here's got a fucking swastika on the fucking hood of their car.
[7:05 - 7:13] Like, are you fucking kidding me right now? That's fucking bullshit, bro.
[7:13 - 7:19] Hell, one of my friends can't even make the proper Dukes of Hazzard car.
[7:19 - 7:26] Because of the fact that they don't want a rebel flag. It's offensive.
[7:26 - 7:33] What? How is the rebel flag fucking offensive?
[7:33 - 7:40] Like, for real, how's the how's that? That's like saying the US flag is offensive.
[7:40 - 7:48] What? I put the US flag out? What are you gonna do next? You're gonna ban me for having a US military based flag?
[7:48 - 7:58] Like, you guys gonna ban me for having a US flag? Are you serious?
[7:58 - 8:21] Like, you guys sit there and ban me for having a US flag next? Like, what?
[8:21 - 8:28] Like, it don't make no motherfucking sense.
[8:28 - 8:57] Matter of fact, nobody says anything better about the rebel flag than this dude right here.
[8:57 - 9:07] I'm not trying to toot my own horn or be that egotistical asshole, but if I'm the only country singer out there right now
[9:07 - 9:14] that's getting billboard charting spots that just says what I want to, that doesn't apologize for everything
[9:14 - 9:20] and try to be some not and have a bunch of team members type up this shit and be like,
[9:20 - 9:25] "Oh, you have to say this, please, because we gotta make sure they know you're not racist."
[9:25 - 9:36] If I'm the only one out here who has these, it just goes with my gut and listens to myself instead of ten other fucking people.
[9:36 - 9:42] For real. So, I'll move it this morning with a bunch of text with links attached to them
[9:42 - 9:51] where another country singer is saying sorry for a music video that we've done back in 2015.
[9:51 - 9:58] And within these videos and stuff, in these articles that I've been seeing, there's a few things that don't really sit with me well.
[9:58 - 10:03] So, what I'm going to do is I am going to point those things out and we're going to talk about them.
[10:03 - 10:10] Now, before we get started, I am friends with quite a few country singers and a lot of them have to stay silent.
[10:10 - 10:15] They can't speak their mind because they're within these conflicts and stuff in this place, which is fine.
[10:15 - 10:21] I understand if you want to stay silent, but I don't. Since my name was brought up in a topic of discussion within all these days.
[10:21 - 10:23] Wait, wait, wait, what?
[10:23 - 10:25] Uh, I feel like, uh, I gotta say...
[10:25 - 10:29] Ah, I know that. I'm not against that. What's your point, dude?
[10:29 - 10:32] And none of this was problematic until there was a problem.
[10:32 - 10:34] Man, whatever, dude.
[10:34 - 10:37] There is butter in them, bro. You butter.
[10:37 - 10:43] And I'm a guy who has a Confederate flag texted on me for life.
[10:43 - 10:48] But it didn't have to be a video of another country singer saying to anyone.
[10:48 - 10:51] And...
[10:51 - 10:55] I'm really fast forward to hearing y'all.
[10:55 - 11:02] Country folks out there, remember the Dixie Outfitters shirts?
[11:02 - 11:04] The attributes than anything.
[11:04 - 11:11] Country music is about connecting with the person that lives in the country and lives that lifestyle.
[11:11 - 11:17] And it seems lately, in the news and in the media, they're just trying to rake in everybody.
[11:17 - 11:23] Everybody. Everybody's not gonna like you. Why are you trying to make everyone like you?
[11:23 - 11:29] When you're trying to make absolutely everybody like you, even people who don't listen to country music,
[11:29 - 11:32] you are losing true country music fans.
[11:32 - 11:36] It's not because you don't carry around with a Confederate flag.
[11:36 - 11:40] It's not because you say the South will rise again.
[11:40 - 11:43] It's because you're being a sissy about the shit.
[11:43 - 11:45] Being a music city native.
[11:45 - 11:49] Born and raised in the 615 Nashville, Tennessee.
[11:49 - 11:51] My whole entire life.
[11:51 - 11:58] Never did I think country music would be the one on its knees thinking for forgiveness.
[11:58 - 12:01] For something that it didn't even do.
[12:01 - 12:04] Growing up in music city and being raised in this environment,
[12:04 - 12:09] not once did the Confederate flag to us mean that we hated black people.
[12:09 - 12:11] It meant rebellion.
[12:11 - 12:14] It meant prideful from being from the South.
[12:14 - 12:19] Dude, I've had plenty of black buddies who wore Dixie Outfitters shirts.
[12:19 - 12:22] I know you country folks out there remember the Dixie Outfitters shirts?
[12:22 - 12:24] With the big pit bull on the back?
[12:24 - 12:25] With the trunk on the front?
[12:25 - 12:27] With the roosters fighting each other on the back?
[12:27 - 12:29] It's a culture, man.
[12:29 - 12:33] So, to me, that's exactly what the Confederate flag means.
[12:33 - 12:35] And not only that, it's nostalgic.
[12:35 - 12:41] Because it was being talked about in some of the biggest country songs when I was in high school.
[12:41 - 12:43] Take, for example, Red Atkins.
[12:43 - 12:45] Kiss My Country Ass.
[12:45 - 12:49] Tearing down a dirt road, rebel flag, fly a coon dog in the back.
[12:49 - 12:54] Trump been loaded down with beer and a cold one in my lap.
[12:54 - 12:59] Heard hard stickers behind my head and my woman by my side.
[12:59 - 13:03] Tail pops popping, the radio's rocking coach, the boy can't survive.
[13:03 - 13:07] And if you got a problem with that, you can kiss My Country Ass.
[13:07 - 13:09] I mean, that's nostalgia, man.
[13:09 - 13:10] That's my childhood.
[13:10 - 13:12] It doesn't mean that I hated black people.
[13:12 - 13:16] My black buddies rode the truck riding around with me while we was jamming the shit.
[13:16 - 13:22] My Confederate flag tattoos, one of the things that I had taken to low school for over a few years.
[13:22 - 13:23] Do I have the money to cover it up?
[13:23 - 13:25] Yeah, but I'm not good enough.
[13:25 - 13:28] My entire arms are covered with the sound.
[13:28 - 13:29] That's sound, dude.
[13:29 - 13:33] My knuckles say southern.
[13:33 - 13:35] Fish and hook.
[13:35 - 13:37] Rooster foot.
[13:37 - 13:41] Lord, when I die, when I live on the outskirts of heaven.
[13:41 - 13:42] Lightning bugs.
[13:42 - 13:44] Hunt lightning bugs.
[13:44 - 13:45] Honey suckles.
[13:45 - 13:47] Browning cymbal.
[13:47 - 13:49] Shotgun shell.
[13:49 - 13:50] Mallard.
[13:50 - 13:52] A fucking mallard.
[13:52 - 13:54] My dog that died a while back.
[13:54 - 13:55] Yellow.
[13:55 - 13:57] I got diamond plate on my arm.
[13:57 - 13:58] It says 1991.
[13:58 - 14:00] I got an American flag.
[14:00 - 14:01] I got Tennessee.
[14:01 - 14:06] I mean, I got a Gamecock rooster.
[14:06 - 14:15] I'm not telling you sorry for using my environment where I was brought up as a warm blanket to love myself in.
[14:15 - 14:18] You're not going to make me say sorry because I'm not sorry.
[14:18 - 14:23] One of the biggest legends in the game used it as symbolism.
[14:23 - 14:25] Charlie Daniels.
[14:25 - 14:29] Listen, dude, you're not shitting on Charlie Daniels as long as I'm breathing.
[14:29 - 14:31] This is a quote from Charlie Daniels.
[14:31 - 14:33] This is what he had to say when talking about the Confederate flag.
[14:33 - 14:37] He said, "The Confederate battle flag was a sign of defiance, a sign of pride,
[14:37 - 14:41] a declaration of geographical area that you were born and proud to be from.
[14:41 - 14:44] That's all it is to me and all it ever has been to me.
[14:44 - 14:51] I can't speak for all, but I know in my heart that most southerners feel the same way."
[14:51 - 14:56] Do I need to make it any more motherfucking clear, bro?
[14:56 - 15:01] Like for me, that's what being a country boy is about.
[15:01 - 15:12] Just like with our teammate that is now being, that's what him being from Japan represents.
[15:12 - 15:16] You know, he enjoys that lifestyle.
[15:16 - 15:19] He's proud to be from Japan.
[15:19 - 15:29] Hell, his fucking family owns and runs a fucking local dojo where they keep the fucking samurai traditions alive.
[15:29 - 15:34] They still teach fucking swordsmanship.
[15:34 - 15:38] They still teach the fucking way of the Bushido over there.
[15:38 - 15:48] Still, it's not a fucking offensive.
[15:48 - 15:52] It's being prideful of being where the fuck you're from.
[15:52 - 15:58] Hell, our friend that fucking owns the goddamn team, Adam Wood,
[15:58 - 16:03] has a fucking UK flag on a lot of his fucking cars.
[16:03 - 16:09] A lot of his fucking cars have the UK flag, UK-based stuff.
[16:09 - 16:13] He's got UK-based vans on there.
[16:13 - 16:19] Like, hell, he's got a fucking car covered in the Beatles, bro.
[16:19 - 16:24] This dude literally has a car specifically made out for the fucking Beatles.
[16:24 - 16:27] Just like I have a Lincoln Park car.
[16:27 - 16:31] I have a disturbed car, a blackmail brides car.
[16:31 - 16:38] I have a fucking five finger death punch based car.
[16:38 - 16:46] Like, to get banned over a fucking flag is ignorant.
[16:46 - 16:57] Like, how is somebody supposed to represent their country and what they're prideful of if you keep banning the motherfuckers?
[16:57 - 17:05] Like, bro, one of my friends, one of my best friends, Matt, who I ride with,
[17:05 - 17:09] who a lot of y'all have seen me kick it with on Horizon 4,
[17:09 - 17:15] can't even fucking make the goddamn car from Dukes of Hazzard
[17:15 - 17:19] because of the fact they don't want the Confederate flag.
[17:19 - 17:20] It's offensive.
[17:20 - 17:22] Like, bro, what's next?
[17:22 - 17:27] Are you going to ban the U.S. flag next?
[17:27 - 17:33] Or are you going to ban the German flag, the Norwegian flag?
[17:33 - 17:36] Like, what are you going to ban next?
[17:36 - 17:41] Are you going to ban us from creating fucking anime characters next?
[17:41 - 17:48] Or are you going to ban us for fucking dumb shit that people shouldn't be offended by?
[17:48 - 17:52] There's a dude on there that has a fucking skull.
[17:52 - 17:56] I'm not sure the dude's actual name, but I know his screen name.
[17:56 - 18:02] The dude was raised in a fucking gang in South Detroit.
[18:02 - 18:06] He was part of the Crips until he found the car culture.
[18:06 - 18:08] You know what this dude did?
[18:08 - 18:10] He brought up.
[18:10 - 18:17] He's the dopest street-style body art or cars in the fucking world.
[18:17 - 18:22] This dude literally does dope-ass gangster-style fucking rides.
[18:22 - 18:27] This dude has fucking skulls with two-cross pistols.
[18:27 - 18:31] Like, this dude has some of the dopest paint jobs I've ever seen.
[18:31 - 18:39] Hell, there's a dude that's from Mexico that does the old-school lowrider fucking candy-style paint jobs
[18:39 - 18:41] on a lot of his cars.
[18:41 - 18:49] His most famous ones is one of the ones that I have that I rev, which I'll even show y'all.
[18:49 - 18:52] I'll show you guys this fucking ride.
[18:52 - 18:58] And this dude literally did this custom paint job, and it's dope as hell.
[18:58 - 19:16] I trust when I say y'all are gonna fucking dig this ride, man.
[19:16 - 19:33] It's honestly one of my personal favorite lowriders.
[19:33 - 19:39] Now you said that and you told me that this ain't a beautiful-ass fucking ride, dude.
[19:39 - 19:41] The dude does shit like this.
[19:41 - 19:52] It's literally a custom fucking paint job that he did to represent the old-school lowrider custom cars.
[19:52 - 19:56] It's a fucking lowrider muscle car.
[19:56 - 20:01] And trust me, this thing is dope as hell.
[20:01 - 20:12] Hell, I've got a classic, and I mean a fucking classic, old-school-ass fucking Ford.
[20:12 - 20:22] And when I'm being old-school Ford, I'm being old-school Ford, like, what the fuck is that mug anyway?
[20:22 - 20:29] Is it even in here?
[20:29 - 20:33] Oh, yeah, I think it's over in the Chevy's.
[20:33 - 20:37] Yeah, I think it's in the Chevy's section, yeah.
[20:37 - 20:41] Yeah, okay, yeah, it's over here.
[20:41 - 20:44] Yeah, here it is right here.
[20:44 - 20:54] One of my personal favorites, this paint job I did just literally this morning.
[20:54 - 21:03] Like, for real, old-school Maroon and gold fleet.
[21:03 - 21:06] I'm at old-school with this one, man.
[21:06 - 21:09] I know y'all remember these cars, the old-school Chevy's.
[21:09 - 21:12] I know y'all remember these motherfuckers.
[21:12 - 21:14] I know y'all remember these things, man.
[21:14 - 21:22] The old-school Maroon with the gold, the classic.
[21:22 - 21:29] Like, bro.
[21:29 - 21:33] Hell, I have a fucking drift missile.
[21:33 - 21:41] A fucking drift missile with the Japanese flag on it, because as you guys know, I enjoy Japanese culture.
[21:41 - 21:55] Always have.
[21:55 - 21:56] And here it is right here.
[21:56 - 22:04] This is my fucking drift missile that I did the paint job for, or not just me, but me and some of my buddies.
[22:04 - 22:13] They sat down, they did the thing for it, like they did the vinyl grouping, and then I put it together.
[22:13 - 22:17] Like, for real, this is one of my fucking drift missile cars.
[22:17 - 22:23] This is one of my fucking competition cars representing Japan.
[22:23 - 22:25] Like, literally.
[22:25 - 22:43] You got Furelli, you got Marvel 1, you got HKS, you got Garrett, you got FDRS, you got the Japanese bomber,
[22:43 - 22:57] the atomic bomb with the gold Japanese flag on it, which stands for drift missile.
[22:57 - 23:07] You got Ebisu, you got Naughty Yard.
[23:07 - 23:20] You got the floors of satellite. You see what I mean? I have a fucking drift missile myself.
[23:20 - 23:33] So my question to you all is, how the fuck are you going to sit there and ban somebody for having a fucking Japanese flag on their car and being prideful of where they're from?
[23:33 - 23:39] Like, y'all want people to come together.
[23:39 - 23:48] Like, y'all want people to come together and connect, but yet, when they represent where they're from, all of a sudden they get banned?
[23:48 - 23:52] Like, what the fuck, dude? I thought we were past that shit.
[23:52 - 24:05] I thought we were past y'all fucking banning motherfuckers.
[24:05 - 24:08] Like, what the hell, it doesn't make no sense to me.
[24:08 - 24:16] Like, y'all can be like, y'all let a dude with a fucking swastika run around his fucking ride.
[24:16 - 24:23] Y'all let a motherfucker rip around a dude with a goddamn swastika painted on the side of his car or on the hood of his car or whatever.
[24:23 - 24:40] But yet, when somebody like my friend fucking represents their home country, represents Japan, and spends all this time into making a memorial piece,
[24:40 - 24:50] and turning his car into a fucking memorial piece to Kay homage to some of his family members that have died in wars.
[24:50 - 24:59] Hell, one of his fucking family members who moved from Japan here to the US fought in the Iraq War.
[24:59 - 25:06] He fought alongside US soldiers in the Iraq War.
[25:06 - 25:11] So, he wears both a Japanese flag and a US flag.
[25:11 - 25:24] Like, because he's originally from Japan, but he moved over here to the US when he got older, and he joined the military.
[25:24 - 25:40] Like, I'm not saying like, you know, for some people it's offensive, I get it, but dude, instead of looking at it as an offensive deal, why not look at it as a culture?
[25:40 - 25:53] You know, just like Upchurch said, the rebel flag, even for me, it ain't about, you know, it ain't about hating black people, I don't hate black people.
[25:53 - 25:58] Like, dude, my best friend Daquan is a black dude.
[25:58 - 26:03] Like, for real. My best friend Daquan is a fucking black dude.
[26:03 - 26:13] My best friend Kyle, who died from gang violence back in 2014, was a black guy.
[26:13 - 26:24] Like, come the fuck on you, hell. My best friend John Jenkins, who does fucking music, who I've collaborated with, is a black dude.
[26:24 - 26:32] Like, my boy Kayla and the artist, the dude that runs Machiavelli Records, is a black dude.
[26:32 - 26:49] Like, so for me, the rebel flag in the car that I showed y'all, that I first showed y'all, with the five finger death punch skull and shit, that to me, ain't about, you know, hating black people, it's about being a prideful of being a country boy.
[26:49 - 26:59] Standing up behind our US military, because as y'all know, I'm an army brat. My dad was 82nd Airborne Division, United States Army.
[26:59 - 27:04] Staff Sergeant.
[27:04 - 27:24] So, you know, for me, that car in particular represents a lot. It represents proud of being a country boy, proud of being a rebel, and most of all, proud of our fucking military, bro.
[27:24 - 27:36] So, how y'all gonna sit there and get fucking butt hurt? It don't make no sense to me, man. Y'all need to quit the fucking bullshit of getting fucking butt hurt.
[27:36 - 27:41] And maybe talk to people a little more. You might find out some shit about him, y'all.
[27:41 - 27:48] But if any of y'all have gone through this, I do apologize to y'all, man. And I feel bad for y'all. I really do.
[27:48 - 27:55] But shoutout to my motherfucking drift here, man. Shoutout to Drift Mafia. Shoutout to our leader, Adam Wood. What's good, bro? Fucking love you, bro.
[27:55 - 28:06] Keep up the dope, paying jobs. Shoutout to everybody on our team, man. And shoutout to all the drivers, you know, fighting a good fight like I am and battling back against this shit, man.
[28:06 - 28:13] Let's get these motherfuckers and let's show them that flags aren't always offensive, bro. Let's keep the shit going.
[28:13 - 28:21] Everybody out there repping the car culture? Keep it going, y'all. Fucking love you guys, man. Peace.
2021-7-2 Suffering (Song)

2021-7-2 Suffering (Song)

[0:00 - 0:05] [music]
[0:05 - 0:17] Suffering like always. Why must I suffer in pain and sorrow? I fight and fight with every
[0:17 - 0:26] ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls my name. Do I answer the call
[0:26 - 0:34] and go to my grave or do I fight to live another day? Every day I hope it will all just be okay.
[0:34 - 0:39] I struggle with these thoughts in my head and in my mind.
[0:39 - 0:47] Hoping that I don't go blind on pain and rage. I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[0:47 - 0:53] I hate them because they make it to where it's hard for me to breathe.
[0:53 - 0:58] It's hard for me to move on with my life. All I ever feel are these demons raging deep inside
[0:58 - 1:04] it's like they won't stop. It's like I hear symphony of pain coming from every grave of
[1:04 - 1:13] the demon that's left inside my mind. I want to escape so bad but I just simply don't know how.
[1:19 - 1:23] Again I ask, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[1:23 - 1:32] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls me.
[1:32 - 1:39] He calls my name every night and every day. Do I answer the call and go to my grave?
[1:39 - 1:48] Or I ask him once again, do I fight to live another day? Every day I hope it will be okay.
[1:49 - 1:53] I struggle with these demons inside my head. I struggle with these thoughts that go around
[1:53 - 2:00] in my mind. Hoping that I don't go blind with the pain and the rage. I hate these demons that
[2:00 - 2:08] make me suffer this way and I hate the fact that they make me suffer and unable to breathe.
[2:11 - 2:20] I'm tired of the pain and I'm tired of suffering.
2021-7-2 MY BULLYING STORY

2021-7-2 MY BULLYING STORY

[0:00 - 0:10] Hello everyone. If you don't know me, my name is Chance. I'm 30 years old. I'm my background
[0:10 - 0:23] in the world. I'm making this video to raise awareness and bring attention to my situation,
[0:23 - 0:30] which is that I am being blackmailed and bullied by a major YouTuber by the name of Masshole
[0:30 - 0:40] Reports and all of her friends, both on YouTube and outside of YouTube, on Facebook and various
[0:40 - 0:53] other social medias. What happened was a few months ago I did not know Masshole Reports
[0:53 - 1:01] didn't know anything about her, didn't know who she was, had no idea she even existed.
[1:01 - 1:09] She had pretended to, she basically came to me at first and I was like hey you know you're
[1:09 - 1:15] really cute, I like you, alright cool you know we dated for a while or so I thought
[1:15 - 1:22] we had dated, we wound up splitting up. But soon after she did something that really
[1:22 - 1:31] was beyond screwed up, she had messaged me under a random number and at that time I
[1:31 - 1:38] didn't know who it was so I was unaware. And she had pretended to be this chick that
[1:38 - 1:49] was of age and yada yada yada. Like she pretended that you know she was of age, obviously
[1:49 - 1:57] she's of age. And she had basically tricked me into sending her photos and videos that
[1:57 - 2:07] were explicit and then she had turned around in that same text message and turned around
[2:07 - 2:16] basically pretending to be a fourteen year old girl. And ever since then, ever since
[2:16 - 2:31] then, she has been blackmailing me, bullying me, attacking my friends, attacking my family.
[2:31 - 2:38] Within the last forty eight hours, she has made a group chat on Facebook called the Thunderdome
[2:38 - 2:49] where anybody that sides with me is now a supposed pedophile sympathizer. She has
[2:49 - 2:57] struck my personal family such as my mom, one of my older siblings, into it and attacked
[2:57 - 3:08] me. They have gone after our landlady. The police did come out here that day after everything
[3:08 - 3:19] happened. They saw everything, I showed them all the screenshots, everything. I told them
[3:19 - 3:26] about the phone calls. I showed them everything that was going on. I showed them the mass
[3:26 - 3:32] whole reports channel after I found out what was going on and who it really was behind
[3:32 - 3:40] the text messages and stuff. And they let me off with a warning and said hey, you know,
[3:40 - 3:44] granny yeah what you did wasn't right but we're not going to arrest you because she
[3:44 - 3:54] is of age and just you know be more careful with who you talk to. But ever since then,
[3:54 - 4:01] I've had death threats thrown my way. One man showed up to my house ready to kill me
[4:01 - 4:15] his name was Rick Crude. He showed up to my house threatening my family. I've had many
[4:15 - 4:23] people come after me because of the bullying at a couple points during the last few months
[4:23 - 4:31] I have tried to end my life because of them. And thankfully my friends and my family you
[4:31 - 4:42] know stopped that whole situation. Because of Kate Peters, also known as mass whole reports,
[4:42 - 4:49] I have lost many of my friends, some of them of which I've known since I was a little
[4:49 - 5:00] younger. She has basically told me and clearly stated this in the group chat on Facebook
[5:00 - 5:11] that the only way she will ever ever leave me alone is if I chop my own dick off and
[5:11 - 5:21] stuff like that. She has gone around making up stock account profiles to attack me on,
[5:21 - 5:26] to bully me on. Basically making, basically what a stock account is is basically a fake
[5:26 - 5:36] account. She basically has been making fake Facebook accounts to make it look like I'm
[5:36 - 5:46] doing stuff to other people. She has a whole group of friends that have been harassing
[5:46 - 5:54] my family, attacking me. They're basically supposed to be sending out flyers to warn
[5:54 - 6:04] my neighbors of me. They have dug into my family history. They caused my biological
[6:04 - 6:15] father to lose his job. I at one point had a job myself. But I myself had a job at one
[6:15 - 6:23] point. I was an audio engineer from my friend Enoch's gaming company. He has a very very
[6:23 - 6:34] small gaming company that was comprised of myself and a few other people that he knew.
[6:34 - 6:42] I lost my job with him sadly. My biological father lost his job because of these people.
[6:42 - 6:52] My stepfather Ed almost lost his job. And these people just will not stop. We have
[6:52 - 7:01] gone to the police. They won't do anything. We've gone to the FBI. We've tried getting
[7:01 - 7:09] an attorney and we just don't know what to do anymore. Now yes there were points in the
[7:09 - 7:16] time three where I have made death threats towards them but that's because they believed
[7:16 - 7:24] me so badly and so ruthlessly that I snapped. And you can ask anybody that truly truly
[7:24 - 7:36] knows me. I am not a violent person. I'm not a bad person at all. The way that Kate
[7:36 - 7:43] and her friends are viewing this whole thing is that because the police didn't do anything,
[7:43 - 7:49] you know, because I didn't go to jail, that's not good enough for them. So they want me
[7:49 - 8:00] to suffer. They want me either dead, castrated or in jail and because I'm not going to jail
[8:00 - 8:08] because of the situation at hand, they want me castrated. They want me dead and they
[8:08 - 8:17] basically want to ruin my life. I have lied awake at night bawling my eyes out wondering
[8:17 - 8:26] when this will all stop. My family is very much elderly. Both of my parents are well
[8:26 - 8:39] in their sixties and they don't have much time. I am trying to make money to save up
[8:39 - 8:47] so I can get an attorney but the way that I'm able to make money on YouTube, they are
[8:47 - 8:57] keeping me from doing that by reporting my shots, shutting me down for stupid reasons
[8:57 - 9:03] because they know that if I get an attorney, then I'll be able to fight back and they
[9:03 - 9:13] don't want that. They don't want me to be able to fight back. I have done a cease and
[9:13 - 9:21] desist on Kate comprised of myself and a couple of friends, one whose family member
[9:21 - 9:33] is a lawyer but she refuses to listen to it and I just don't know what to do anymore.
[9:33 - 9:42] For the past week or so, I've been sick due to stress. I'm barely sleeping at night.
[9:42 - 9:48] I'm always depressed. I'm always worried. I'm always scared that every time I walk
[9:48 - 9:55] out that door something is going to happen. Now because of these people, I now have to
[9:55 - 10:06] walk to the store with some sort of protection on my person. I'm not able to do things that
[10:06 - 10:13] I used to do. I'm not able to go down to the lake and do photography like I used to.
[10:13 - 10:19] A lot of my films that I had wanted to film because I do filming a little bit here and
[10:19 - 10:25] there. Some of the solo films I wanted to do and music videos that I wanted to do,
[10:25 - 10:35] I cannot do now because of these people. I've lost a lot of sponsorships, a lot of
[10:35 - 10:41] record deal opportunities. I've lost a lot of opportunities to be able to do something
[10:41 - 10:50] with myself and to make a living for myself and my family because of these people. Every
[10:50 - 10:58] time I try to fight back, it's like they find another way to keep attacking me and
[10:58 - 11:07] bullying me. I did come out when everything happened. I did come out and say that I was
[11:07 - 11:14] wrong in doing what I did. I didn't hide what I did at all. I didn't hide it or none
[11:14 - 11:22] of that. But I did say that I was wrong in doing what I did and that I wasn't going
[11:22 - 11:29] to do that anymore. Ever since then, they have done all this stuff to attack me and
[11:29 - 11:38] my family. They've basically threatened to get me and my family kicked out of our home
[11:38 - 11:44] and living out of the back of her car again like we were when we first moved here. They
[11:44 - 11:52] have threatened to run us out of town. We've had police called here many a times because
[11:52 - 12:04] of them. We've had fire department called here. There was one person that sent a package
[12:04 - 12:17] of dog crap to me personally to mess with me. They have made videos bullying me. They've
[12:17 - 12:26] had famous artists such as Shaggy Tudo from the famous band Insane Clown Posse or ICP
[12:26 - 12:36] for short. One of their friends paid Shaggy to sit down and collab with them on a diss
[12:36 - 12:46] track and feature with them on it. I've lost a lot of good friends in music. I am now
[12:46 - 12:55] being viewed as a pedophile which I am not. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't
[12:55 - 13:03] know how to fight back. So if anybody out there sees this, I need your help. I want
[13:03 - 13:09] to fight mass hole reports and I want this bullying to stop so that I can move on with
[13:09 - 13:16] my life and so that I can truly make a living doing what I love to do which is creating
[13:16 - 13:25] music and artwork and making YouTube content for people. But until these people are stomped
[13:25 - 13:34] I can't do anything. So please I'm asking anybody out there that sees this to please
[13:34 - 13:44] help me. Because I need help. I can't fight this battle alone anymore. I need help. Please.
[13:44 - 13:52] I need your help. The legal system is failing me and I don't know what else to do. So please
[13:52 - 14:00] everybody. I need your help. I need you to share this with other YouTubers. If you're
[14:00 - 14:08] a new YouTuber that's a bigger platform than mine, please share this around with people.
[14:08 - 14:19] Please help me to bring this bully down because I can't do this anymore. My job as of right
[14:19 - 14:28] now consists of me taking care of both of my parents. I am actually a part-time caregiver
[14:28 - 14:34] for my parents. It's going to be full-time soon. We're just waiting for the benefits
[14:34 - 14:42] to activate so I can get paid by the state to do caregiving full-time for them and get
[14:42 - 14:51] paid even more than what I get paid. But right now that's the only job I have and
[14:51 - 14:58] right now is very scarce because I get paid 20 bucks a day to help out my family. I get
[14:58 - 15:08] paid by my family. So right now that's really the only work I have. So please if anybody
[15:08 - 15:20] out there sees this, please. I need your help. I need help. I need every major YouTuber
[15:20 - 15:29] out there that you guys can reach out to or if you are a major YouTuber yourself, please
[15:29 - 15:38] reach out. Share this video around. Please share this video around with everyone. Please
[15:38 - 15:44] help put word out so that this can finally be put to a stop so that I can finally live
[15:44 - 15:52] my life in peace so that my family doesn't have to worry and so that others like me don't
[15:52 - 16:05] have to suffer anymore. So please, if you're watching this, I need your help. Please.
[16:05 - 16:11] [End of Audio]
2021-7-2 STANDING UP TO SUICIDE AND BULLYING

2021-7-2 STANDING UP TO SUICIDE AND BULLYING

[0:00 - 0:24] [Silence]
[0:24 - 0:26] What's good everybody?
[0:26 - 0:32] [Silence]
[0:32 - 0:34] How is everybody this evening?
[0:34 - 0:40] I hope y'all are doing well this evening.
[0:40 - 0:48] I really do. I actually hope that you guys are having a good day and a good evening for sure.
[0:51 - 0:57] Shout out to Billy. Shout out to Billy Bambam. What up Bambam, how you doing bro?
[0:57 - 1:11] But before I start doing anything, I don't mean anything, I want to speak on something.
[1:16 - 1:23] I want to speak on behalf of all the people that Kate has victimized.
[1:23 - 1:32] All the people that Kate aka Masshole Reports and her little friends
[1:32 - 1:37] have bullied and whose lives she has ruined.
[1:41 - 1:48] See the thing about you Kate is this, you think you got the upper hand on me
[1:48 - 1:54] just because you tried to turn my friends against me which you failed at.
[1:54 - 2:01] You only turned maybe one or two against me or got them to question me.
[2:01 - 2:06] But for this they didn't really turn on me.
[2:10 - 2:16] You see all the people that you tried to turn against me are still very tight knit close with me.
[2:16 - 2:20] And you think they're not, ask them.
[2:20 - 2:24] They'll tell you.
[2:24 - 2:32] And if they don't tell you, I know why. It's because they don't want the drama in their life
[2:32 - 2:37] which I can respect. I can 110% respect that.
[2:39 - 2:47] Because nobody wants high school drama in their life. No one wants that crap.
[2:47 - 2:55] That's all just mindless robotic bullshit that needs to stop.
[3:03 - 3:12] Now like I said, I'm not here just standing up for myself. I'm here standing up to everybody
[3:12 - 3:24] that you bullied. Everyone that people like you and Juggalo 972 and Juggalo Drama Alerts
[3:28 - 3:36] have pushed around for years. I'm here to stand up to all the people
[3:36 - 3:42] that have done this bullying and I'm here to stand up and be the voice for those
[3:42 - 3:46] who have you bullied. Whose wives you've ruined.
[3:51 - 4:00] Because let me tell you right now, no one and I mean no one deserves the bullying that you give them.
[4:00 - 4:12] Because let me tell you right now, kid.
[4:12 - 4:17] You think you got the upper hand just because you got friends
[4:18 - 4:24] pulling my family and my friends into your little group chat on Facebook and I know you're
[4:24 - 4:31] watching this too. I know you're watching it. See you guys in the group chat,
[4:31 - 4:40] you guys in the group chat that are on Facebook that I know are watching this right now. For
[4:40 - 4:47] those of you that were sitting there saying that you were wrong about me, you were wrong about me.
[4:47 - 4:57] You really were because I'm not the evil person that Kate's making me out to be.
[4:57 - 5:05] And these fine young ladies and these fine young men and women right here in the chat could tell
[5:05 - 5:20] you for a fact that I'm not an evil person but I do get pushed way too much. Oh I know it. Well,
[5:20 - 5:25] I know this dude. I've seen this man in my chat a few times. Now you do it, Charlie.
[5:33 - 5:40] Like I said, kid, you can bully me, you can bash me, you can make fun of me,
[5:40 - 5:49] you can talk crap about me, you can try, keyword, try to turn my friends against me,
[5:49 - 5:54] you can talk all the crap about me that you want to talk.
[5:57 - 6:05] Then there's the one thing I won't do is sit by and let you ruin other's lives as you attempt
[6:05 - 6:13] to ruin mine. For far too long you've been doing this and I think it's about somebody in time
[6:13 - 6:18] that somebody like myself comes in and puts a stop to it.
[6:24 - 6:29] Do unto others as they would do unto you. Treat others with the respect
[6:29 - 6:32] that you would like to be treated with.
[6:32 - 6:42] Did you seem to forget those words of humanity?
[6:42 - 6:49] Those are two very important rules that obviously you forgot.
[6:50 - 6:58] See, I treat everybody with respect. Until they give me a reason to not respect them,
[6:58 - 7:01] I show them the utmost respect.
[7:01 - 7:09] Even when I hear they're supposedly talking crap about me,
[7:09 - 7:16] yeah, I confront them about it, but I do it in a respectful manner.
[7:16 - 7:37] You want to sit there and bully me? That's fine.
[7:37 - 7:45] And no, I don't know what that is, Carrie.
[7:45 - 7:48] I honestly don't know.
[7:48 - 7:53] Let me tell you right now, let me tell you something.
[7:53 - 7:58] Let me tell you something that you guys may not be aware of.
[8:01 - 8:16] Did you know that in a past two to three weeks after the pandemic hit and Boeing started
[8:16 - 8:27] spiking up, do you have any idea how many people took their lives during the pandemic?
[8:28 - 8:34] How many people killed themselves because of bullying during the cyberbullying?
[8:34 - 8:46] A lot of people lost their lives in these past months, not only to the pandemic,
[8:46 - 8:55] but to the suicide which was caused by cyberbullying, and they didn't deserve that.
[8:55 - 9:03] They didn't deserve to be bullied like that. They didn't deserve to be bashed on.
[9:03 - 9:13] Because like I said in my last stream, my ultimate and very real goal for this channel
[9:13 - 9:21] is to not only hit a thousand subs, but my ultimate goal for this channel
[9:21 - 9:29] is to create a place where people can come in and have fun and relax and not be bullied or bashed on.
[9:29 - 9:44] Because let me tell you, no one deserves to be attacked like that ever, ever, ever, ever.
[9:47 - 9:52] And that's why if you are going through bullying and you are on that brink,
[9:52 - 10:00] I want you to know there's a number right down below that you guys can call to reach out.
[10:00 - 10:04] I know I've called them myself and reached out when I needed help. I want to tell you,
[10:04 - 10:15] to the young men and women that stay on that phone and help others like myself just as they've
[10:15 - 10:22] helped me, my hat goes off to you a hundred percent. To the men and women that sit on the phone
[10:22 - 10:31] helping people to not end their lives, I want to say thank you because you guys are real heroes
[10:31 - 10:35] and I'm not just saying that you guys are true heroes
[10:35 - 10:41] because not only did you save my life, but you saved countless other lives as well.
[10:44 - 10:50] So to the men and women that sit there on the National Suicide Hotline helping people,
[10:50 - 10:57] only half of myself knows that you've saved and helped out. I just want to say thank you
[10:57 - 11:00] because you guys are the real heroes.
[11:00 - 11:09] You guys think that you don't save lives, but you do. Hell, you saved mine.
[11:09 - 11:21] You saved many of my friends that I've known over the years, many people that I don't know.
[11:21 - 11:33] You guys are the real heroes.
[11:37 - 11:46] And I'm not just saying that. I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. You guys are real
[11:46 - 12:09] heroes.
[12:09 - 12:14] So this one right here is for those men and women.
[12:14 - 12:32] Let's give it up for the men and women who help these people.
[12:33 - 12:43] I'm just a step away. I'm just a breath away. Who's in my faith today? I got some men, not some real men.
[12:43 - 12:55] So don't save me from the hate. It's just another war. Just another family tour. Just down from the edge.
[12:57 - 13:08] Just another day in the world we're the real heroes. Save me now, I'm the real hero.
[13:08 - 13:17] Save my life, baby, I'm the real same guy. I've got to fight today, to live another day.
[13:17 - 13:24] Speaking about my DNA. I've got the next day. But I ain't just a man.
[13:25 - 13:37] Mothers who've been hurt today, it's just another war. Just another family tour. Just down from the edge.
[13:37 - 13:47] If you can't tell your kin to destroy yourself, then you're the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[13:47 - 14:08] Save my life, baby, I'm the real same guy. Save me now, I'm the real hero. Just in time. Save me just in time. Save me just in time.
[14:08 - 14:22] I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:22 - 14:33] Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me just in time. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:33 - 14:52] Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:52 - 15:14] I need a hero. I need a hero. I need a hero. I need a hero. The heroes are safe, they're just in time.
[15:14 - 15:42] Now see, to people like Juggalo Drama Alerts, to people like Suplex City Vlogs, to people
[15:42 - 15:52] like Maso Reports, maybe if you start doing stuff like that and actually trying to help people, maybe
[15:52 - 16:11] you would actually get somewhere and people might actually start respecting you and actually liking you.
[16:11 - 16:17] If you want to collaborate with me, enjoy presentations with me.
[16:18 - 16:43] I'm so high, I can hear him burn.
[16:43 - 16:59] One more pillar. No other time is here. To this day that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here
[16:59 - 17:15] but I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves
[17:15 - 17:25] Someone's so mean, love would all save us
[17:25 - 17:32] But how can that be? Look what love gave us
[17:32 - 17:41] Welcome home, Kelly, and bless Kelly, that world never came
[17:41 - 17:51] And they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[17:51 - 18:01] I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves
[18:19 - 18:37] This is the love of a hero, and that's what our theory won't do
[18:37 - 18:45] And they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[18:45 - 20:21] they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[20:21 - 20:25] very much facts man, I couldn't have put in better
[20:25 - 20:29] than myself man, I really couldn't,
[20:29 - 20:33] I couldn't have said anything better than myself dude, straight up.
[20:33 - 21:09] .
[21:09 - 21:13] Now with that being said,
[21:13 - 21:29] .
[21:29 - 21:33] This next one, it's for everyone out there who's fighting
[21:33 - 21:37] for their dreams just like I am. This one's for you guys.
[21:37 - 21:45] .
[21:45 - 21:49] I'm crucifix.
[21:49 - 21:53] When I was a child, they said I was a dream.
[21:53 - 21:57] Just another kid with his head in the clouds.
[21:57 - 22:01] I say I just refuse to settle for anything less than everything I dream.
[22:01 - 22:05] Either way, it's a long road.
[22:05 - 22:09] The road turns its back on you.
[22:09 - 22:13] When you find yourself treading through the wilderness of your mind just trying to make
[22:13 - 22:17] sense of all the passions you've stirred up along the way,
[22:17 - 22:21] your thoughts betray you, dancing too.
[22:21 - 22:25] Before you know it, you're like everyone else.
[22:25 - 22:29] There's nothing used to be a dream. I've let the dream see the person at the time.
[22:29 - 22:33] Not me. The mind of every dream is a wilderness.
[22:33 - 22:37] Sometimes making a dream
[22:37 - 22:41] is just waiting to see the sun rise.
[22:41 - 52:07] .
[52:07 - 52:11] That's smooth. Here's the thing, bro. I'm not a hypocrite.
[52:11 - 52:21] That old me that you saw on past livestreams, that was the me that got bullied and pushed to the brink of being a very evil person.
[52:21 - 52:29] That was the me that got pushed to being evil, to lashing out.
[52:29 - 52:35] Who you're talking to now, who you see right now is who I really am.
[52:35 - 52:52] I'm not a bad person. I'm not an evil person. I'd rather spend my time helping someone than waste my time at the mall.
[52:52 - 53:09] I would rather go on a candy trip with a group of fans and a group of people whom I've helped rather than sit there taking a million dollars and sit in a recording studio all fucking day.
[53:09 - 53:21] I'd rather help people than to just sit there and do nothing.
[53:21 - 53:32] So massive, massive hats off and massive cheers to the real fucking heroes out there holding it down.
[53:32 - 53:47] The real heroes out there are you guys, the ones that go out of their way to help people. Those of you that stand up to bullying, those of you that stand up to suicide, you guys are the real fucking heroes.
[53:47 - 54:03] You guys are real heroes and you don't even know it.
[54:03 - 54:25] And I know some might view me as a hero, but in my eyes, I'm no hero. At least I don't see myself as one. I just see myself as a regular human being who's bending a lot of bad spots, who's gone through a lot of shit, who is helping others like him.
[54:25 - 54:37] Because I know what it's like to be bullied. I know what it's like to get picked on and bashed on and cast aside.
[54:37 - 54:42] Hello?
[54:42 - 54:53] See, that right there is how you know it's a troll. They didn't answer.
[54:53 - 55:05] But like I said, man, the real heroes are not only people like Alex, who help people, who have helped people like myself, shot the Alex.
[55:05 - 55:20] The real heroes are the everyday people like you guys in the chat that do try to help people that are kind of people. And if someone's on the edge, you reach on your hand and you help them.
[55:20 - 55:27] You guys are the real fucking heroes and you guys are the ones that deserve all the praise, all the love.
[55:27 - 55:41] Those of you that have stood up for myself, stood up for my family, defended me, defended my family against people like Kate. You guys are the real fucking heroes.
[55:41 - 55:49] Not me. I'm just a normal guy who is trying to help make this world a better place just a little bit at a time.
[55:49 - 55:58] I'm just doing my part to help in any way that I can.
[55:58 - 56:12] Whether it's doing a concert like this or whether it's even doing an art and show stream or a coffee and show stream, you know, whatever it may be.
[56:12 - 56:19] You know, that's why I do this. I don't do it for attention. I don't do it for the subs.
[56:19 - 56:29] If people will send me, hey, that's awesome. I appreciate that because that does help the cause out a lot more.
[56:29 - 56:39] But I don't do it for those reasons. I do it because I know what it's like to be on the other end. I know what it's like to be bullied.
[56:39 - 56:47] I know what it's like to be picked on and bashed on. A lot of people have seen it. I've had memes made about me, videos made about me.
[56:47 - 56:58] I've had a Kiwi Farms thread made about me.
[56:58 - 57:27] So trust me when I say I know what it's like to be bullied. I've been bullied to the fullest extent. And yet here I stand.
[57:27 - 57:43] What did you do smoothie? You got my number. What do you want, a cookie?
[57:43 - 57:55] Well, that all you got smooth, doxxing my number. Dude, everybody's got my number. Everybody's got my address.
[57:55 - 58:02] Like for real. That stuff's been out there so that doesn't bother me.
[58:02 - 58:08] It really does not bother me that my address and stuff is out there because that stuff's been out there.
[58:08 - 58:18] Shout out to Lev Rocks. What's good?
[58:18 - 58:27] But man, I can honestly say, bro, it feels great to be back, man. A hundred percent it feels good to be back.
[58:27 - 58:35] And I know you guys are probably wondering, are there going to be any art in show lives? Are there going to be any coffee in show lives?
[58:35 - 58:45] And the answer to that is one hundred and ten percent. Yes, I will be bringing back coffee and chill lives one hundred percent.
[58:45 - 58:52] I know a lot of you guys have been wanting to ask me for that. I will be doing that. I will be bringing back art in show live shows.
[58:52 - 59:07] Hell, I'm going to be even starting up a gaming channel for me and my mother to improve the drift mafia, who is not only now UK based, but with me in the mix, they're now internationally based.
[59:07 - 59:21] So yes, I will be doing a gaming channel for my team, for myself. I will be doing stuff. So you guys look forward to a lot of dope stuff.
[59:21 - 59:30] That actually is not a bad idea, bro. I do like that idea. Have the fans call in and chat, man. That'd be dope.
[59:30 - 59:37] That'd be dope, dude. Have the fans call in and kick in and chat. That'd be fire, dude. I would totally, I would totally do that.
[59:37 - 59:45] Like, I think that'd be dope. I love it. I love the idea.
[59:45 - 59:58] Yeah, I know. I need to. I need to practice a little bit, but I also know that I do need to play that again. I haven't played that in a while.
[59:58 - 60:12] Well, that being said, guys, I fucking love you guys. I actually am about to hop off here and chill. I know the stream's a little bit shorter than normal, but I am really sitting down tonight working on a gaming channel.
[60:12 - 60:22] That way I can upload to there and try to get some sponsors. I will be making an art channel here in the very near future.
[60:22 - 60:34] But also, on Tuesday, everything is starting up. On Tuesday, when I get my deck, because I'm getting it on Tuesday, which I'm excited for.
[60:34 - 60:44] Once I get my brand new DJ, my brand new DJ deck on Tuesday, man, it's game on, brother. It is game on.
[60:44 - 60:52] And trust me when I say I'm hella excited to be able to put on some of the best DJ shows in the world for you guys.
[60:52 - 61:20] Well, that being said, y'all, I'm about to bounce. I'm about to kick it, relax, watch some brand new anime that just dropped, because it just dropped some new anime series.
[61:20 - 61:24] That I definitely need to check out and watch some episodes of.
[61:24 - 61:32] So I'm about to kick it, chill, work on my gaming channel, relax, hang out, have a good time.
[61:32 - 61:41] Starting tomorrow morning, I will be doing Coffee and Chill lives on Saturday mornings. That is going to be a thing, because I know everybody's been wanting that back.
[61:41 - 61:51] I am going to be bringing back the Coffee and Chill lives 100%. But that being said, guys, I fucking love you guys.
[61:51 - 61:59] Stay humble, stay positive, and like Alex always says, man, don't let anybody throw any shit at you, man. You guys are awesome.
[61:59 - 62:07] Fucking love you guys. You guys are truly dope, dude, 100%.
[62:07 - 62:20] And just know that if you are struggling with depression or suicide, there is a number right there in the description that you guys can call reach out.
[62:20 - 62:32] And if you really don't feel like reaching out to that number, reach out to someone here on my channel, they can give you their Discord, and they will be more than welcome to help you out, 100%.
[62:32 - 62:42] Or if you'd like to talk to me one on one, you're more than welcome to. My door is always open. Always.
[62:42 - 62:53] But with that being said, I love you guys. Stay humble, stay positive. Happy 4th, guys. Fucking love you guys even though it's not the 4th yet. Happy early 4th. Fucking love you guys.
[62:53 - 63:06] Post in the comments on some of my videos. Watch guys post what you guys are going to do for the 4th of July, man. What are you guys going to do for the 4th? Post that shit in the comments on some of my videos.
[63:06 - 63:13] And I will catch you guys later on, man. Fucking love you guys.
[63:13 - 63:33] Also, on a side note, I would like to give a major, major, major late, I know I'm late on this, but I would like to give a happy belated birthday to Fook me, who actually has always a mod of what was a mod on my channel and is a good friend of mine.
[63:33 - 63:45] So happy belated birthday to Fook me, man. I apologize I didn't get to it sooner, but I just thought I had a lot going on. But happy belated birthday to Fook me, man. I hope you had a good one.
[63:45 - 63:53] And with that being said, I love you guys. I'm not this mod, y'all. Peace.
[63:54 - 64:00] Okay.
2021-7-2 Thank You

2021-7-2 Thank You

[0:00 - 0:28] Hey what's up everybody it's Fang. You guys already know me by now. If you don't know me, first off let me start off by saying welcome to the channel. You guys can call me whatever you want. Just don't call me late for dinner. Just saying that's a little joke. Just don't call me late for dinner. If you've seen my videos here and there you can call me Chance, you can call me Cyraxx, you can call me Scarface, Chosen One, whatever you want. It doesn't matter.
[0:28 - 0:50] But to start things off, I just want to say thank you to the bottom of my heart for all of you who have been reaching out, who have saw my video, who have saw my story on Facebook and are doing everything you guys can to help me out. It really means a lot to myself.
[0:50 - 1:09] It definitely means a lot to my family that you guys are trying to help out. That really means a lot to myself and my family. That you guys are trying to help stop these bullies that have been harassing me for months on end.
[1:09 - 1:27] That really does mean the world to myself and my family. So on behalf of now and myself and my family, I just want to say thank you guys so much for helping.
[1:27 - 1:47] On a second note, on July 21st I will be doing a one time only concert for two very special people in my life who have lost their lives ironically the same day on two different years.
[1:47 - 2:11] The first being one of my personal heroes who has saved my life through their music and who ultimately was my biggest inspiration for doing music myself, which is the late and great vocalist for one of my personal favorite bands, Lincoln Park.
[2:11 - 2:26] Chester Bennington I will be doing a show for him and then that same day I will be doing another show for Jamie who was a fellow YouTuber who went by the name of Miss Jamie Nicole.
[2:26 - 2:37] She was a very good friend to me and Marty and many other people. Even though me and her had our differences, we were still very good friends at the end of the day.
[2:37 - 2:49] She still did what she could to help me out. So I will be doing a two hour show for those two for sure.
[2:49 - 3:09] But if you guys didn't know, on top of the three songs that I released on top of the album that I'm working on called Alone to go along with my short film Suicide, which ironically has the same, you know, title.
[3:09 - 3:22] The poems that are written that I released, I actually am going to be working on taking these poems right here, which I've written.
[3:22 - 3:28] And I am going to actually be looking for a publisher to get them published.
[3:28 - 3:38] I spoke with, as you guys know, my ex-lexi who sadly lost her life last year.
[3:38 - 3:59] She wound up taking and recording or turning her poem that she wrote in one of my notebooks from high school. I actually took and wrote down as an I added to the poem.
[3:59 - 4:20] I spoke with her older sister, I spoke with her family, and I'm actually going to be rewriting the poem by not only rewriting what she wrote, but also adding my own twist to it and I'll be re-releasing it into that book.
[4:20 - 4:36] It's going to be literally a, like this whole notebook is literally going to be filled with, you know, poems, as you guys can tell, I've already got two written down here.
[4:36 - 4:48] And then I've got another one on the back right here.
[4:48 - 5:01] I got two more on the back, so this whole thing is going to be filled. I got two right there, and then, well, I got one right here, and then I got this one that I'm working on right here.
[5:01 - 5:13] So I am going to be looking for a publisher to release this through, which I'm very excited for.
[5:13 - 5:21] And I know a lot of you guys are wondering, dude, what's with this sudden change? Like, why are you going to spoken word stuff all of a sudden?
[5:21 - 5:25] And the answer to that is very, very simple, actually.
[5:25 - 5:42] A few months ago, I came across this artist known as Clayton Jennings, didn't know when he was a valent, didn't, never heard of him before, and he just seemed interesting.
[5:42 - 5:52] And so I decided to check out his video called Please Don't Kill Yourself, which I will admit has helped me through a lot of hard times.
[5:52 - 6:05] It's definitely helped me with all this stuff going on with Kate and the bullying. Like, it really has helped me immensely.
[6:05 - 6:25] I found out that he did spoken word style, and so I kind of have recently been kind of going back to that original style and kind of going back to, like, what I did with my very first song called Voices in My Head.
[6:25 - 6:34] I kind of went back to that original style. I didn't know that it was an actual thing until I saw Clayton's video.
[6:34 - 6:39] And then from there, I started watching more of his videos and getting more intrigued.
[6:39 - 6:46] And from there, I just began writing again.
[6:46 - 6:55] So a major shout out to Clayton Jennings. Thank you for your poems. They're definitely a huge help.
[6:55 - 7:19] But most importantly, I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been stepping up and, you know, who has seen the video that I put out and me telling my story about how Kate has bullied me, attacked me, going after my family, going after my friends.
[7:19 - 7:32] Honestly, you guys have no idea how much it, you know, helps to know that there are people out there that do care, that do want to help.
[7:32 - 7:41] Because these last few months have been, honestly, the hardest months of my whole life.
[7:41 - 7:48] Like, they've definitely been very, very hard for me. They've not been easy at all whatsoever.
[7:48 - 8:00] And for you guys to step up and share my story and pass it around means the world to me.
[8:00 - 8:12] If you guys would like to view the video that I posted, the link for it will be below this video. You guys can go click on the link. Check it out.
[8:12 - 8:21] But to everybody out there, I just cannot say thank you enough for you guys helping me out.
[8:21 - 8:35] Like, things have been very hard, very difficult. And on behalf of not only myself, but on behalf of my family, I just want to say thank you guys for all your love,
[8:35 - 8:44] all your support that you've been showing, all your positive messages that you've been sending to, you know, me and my family.
[8:44 - 8:55] It means a lot to us. It really means more than you know. And I can't thank you guys enough.
[8:55 - 9:02] So if you guys would like to watch the video, the link for it will be down in the description.
[9:02 - 9:12] And if you guys could just pass it around, share it, get it out there, share it to your favorite YouTubers, share it to other major channels.
[9:12 - 9:21] You know, let's really get the video out there and let's spread awareness about this.
[9:21 - 9:29] So, you know, let's spread awareness about this and put all this bullying to a stop.
[9:29 - 9:40] Because with your guys' help, I know that it can be stopped. With your guys' help, I know that it can be put to a stop.
[9:40 - 9:47] And I can stop being bullied. My family won't have to worry. My friends won't have to worry.
[9:47 - 10:01] So, all in all, I just want to say on behalf of my family and myself and my friends that are still sticking around,
[10:01 - 10:09] I just want to say thank you so much. Your guys' help means the world to me and I appreciate every single one of you.
[10:09 - 10:17] But anyways, I look forward to seeing you guys on the 21st and I will see you guys later. I love you guys.
[10:17 - 10:23] Please stay humble and stay positive, guys. I love you guys. Peace.
2021-7-4 my FInal update for a while

2021-7-4 my FInal update for a while

[0:00 - 0:20] What's up guys? This is going to be my final update for a while. I just wanted to say thank
[0:20 - 0:31] you to those of you that did reach out and genuine concern for my friend Ali's mom. Um,
[0:31 - 0:45] I do want to say thank you guys for those of you that did reach out. But because of
[0:45 - 0:55] what's going on, things are getting very, very serious. And it's getting to the point
[0:55 - 1:03] to where I have to leave for a while because of the fact of how dangerous things are getting.
[1:03 - 1:10] It's not that I want to leave, it's that I fucking have to. Until we can stop these
[1:10 - 1:20] fucking bullies. I'm under strict orders. And from my family to not do live streams
[1:20 - 1:33] after this one. This is going to be my final one for a while. You know, at least until
[1:33 - 1:40] we bring down Kate and we get all this stuff dealt with. And it can finally be put to
[1:40 - 1:49] a stop. Um, I don't know how long it's going to be. I really don't know. But I'm not going
[1:49 - 1:56] to be live streaming on this channel anymore for a while until we can get this stuff sorted
[1:56 - 2:04] out and we can put it into all that shit that Kate's doing because this has got to stop.
[2:04 - 2:08] But to those of you that did reach out in genuine concern for my friend Ali's mom's
[2:08 - 2:19] life, thank you. Um, she is okay. She's doing good. Um, I just got off the phone with her.
[2:19 - 2:28] So you know, I sound phone to her. I talk her down. She is okay. But to you guys that
[2:28 - 2:36] are saying they're bullying her, you guys need to quit. You guys really do need to
[2:36 - 2:46] stop. She's been through enough already. She just lost her boyfriend to cancer last
[2:46 - 2:53] year. And she's still going through a lot. And for you guys to sit there and attack
[2:53 - 3:04] her, that's not cool. But that kind of crap is not cool. And it's not funny. And I know
[3:04 - 3:08] you know the death threats and shit. I know that me doing that doesn't look good on me,
[3:08 - 3:14] but you got to understand something. When you push and push and push, like you guys
[3:14 - 3:24] have pushed me, like when you push somebody so much like you do me, they're gonna snap
[3:24 - 3:33] and they're going to do stuff that's out of character. And you guys have pushed me
[3:33 - 3:39] to that point to where I would, I genuinely don't care if I go to jail for death threats
[3:39 - 3:48] or not, because you guys bullying me is way worse than what I could ever do to you. Like
[3:48 - 3:56] you guys bullying me and bullying my friends and family is far worse than what I could
[3:56 - 4:01] ever think of doing to you. Because half the shit you guys have done to me, I would
[4:01 - 4:10] never, ever, ever in my whole life do to you ever. I would never, ever think about doing
[4:10 - 4:19] those things to my worst enemy that you guys have done to me. I never in my life would
[4:19 - 4:27] do that. You can ask anybody that truly and genuinely knows me as a regular person. I
[4:27 - 4:37] would never wish what you guys have done to me, what you guys have done to me, I would
[4:37 - 4:47] not wish on anyone at all. You almost put me on the edge of suicide again. You guys
[4:47 - 4:54] have put me on the edge of suicide in the past. You guys have made it to where I almost
[4:54 - 5:12] ended my life a couple times on live streams. This isn't a fucking laughing matter, saint.
[5:12 - 5:24] Nevermind, I see what you're talking about. My bad saint, right? My bad. I see where you're
[5:24 - 5:30] getting at now. That is a funny joke. I do like that. That is a funny joke. My bad.
[5:30 - 5:36] I apologize for that. I thought you rammed that at me and then I re-looked. So my bad.
[5:36 - 5:54] I do apologize. That was funny. I fucked with that. But just the fact that y'all that want
[5:54 - 6:05] to troll, I understand you troll somebody. Who doesn't love a good trolling? Okay, hell,
[6:05 - 6:11] I've trolled motherfuckers before. Like I'm guilty of trolling myself. Okay, I've trolled
[6:11 - 6:16] people. I've gone and I have people. We've all seen they troll motherfuckers. But there's
[6:16 - 6:24] a certain point where trolling becomes no longer trolling, but then, you know, becomes
[6:24 - 6:41] bullying and Kate and her friends have crossed that line. Like they put me on the edge of
[6:41 - 6:48] suicide to where as a lot of you have seen, I tried to end my life on her live stream
[6:48 - 6:58] many times because of the bullying. My best friend Ellie's family got attacked to where
[6:58 - 7:04] her mom almost ended her life. I had to sit there on the phone for the last two hours
[7:04 - 7:11] talking to her mom, talking her down from suicide. I had to sit there on the phone
[7:11 - 7:21] talking her down for the last two hours because of how harsh Kate and her friends are being.
[7:21 - 7:39] And it's not okay. And it's not funny, nor is it cute. And let me tell you something.
[7:39 - 7:48] I'm not a bad person. I'm really not on far from it. Like you can ask anyone who truly
[7:48 - 7:57] and genuinely knows me. I'm not a horrible person. I'm not an evil spirited, evil minded
[7:57 - 8:05] person. Hell, if you were to walk up and meet me in real life, and I knew you weren't
[8:05 - 8:10] going to control me, I'd walk up and be like, if you were a genuine fan and you walked up
[8:10 - 8:14] to me and said, Hey, I'd walk right up to you and give you a big ass fucking hug and
[8:14 - 8:21] shake your hand. Like I would act like a total fucking dork around you. Just like I
[8:21 - 8:26] would act the same way around y'all that I do with my brother Jake. Like straight up,
[8:26 - 8:31] I would act the same way around y'all that I do with my brother Jake. Like straight
[8:31 - 8:38] up, I would, I really, I genuinely would. Because that's the kind of person I like
[8:38 - 8:46] to be. I don't like being angry. I don't like threatening someone's life. But when
[8:46 - 8:51] you attack my friends and family and you put them on the edge of suicide, like you
[8:51 - 9:03] guys did with Ellie's mom, what do you expect me to do? You guys have bullied me so much
[9:03 - 9:10] that it's honestly astonishing. And how you guys are not arrested for bullying. Like it's
[9:10 - 9:17] mind blowing to me that you guys are actually still getting away with this crap. It's honestly
[9:17 - 9:30] mind blowing to me. I don't want to be angry. I don't want to hate anyone. I don't want
[9:30 - 9:39] to lash out. But when you bully me so fucking much, when you bully me so much that all
[9:39 - 9:47] I can do is attack and attack and attack, that's not fucking funny. I really lost my
[9:47 - 9:54] friend Garrett because of these guys. Hell, ask Marty. Marty can tell you that I'm a
[9:54 - 10:05] chill motherfucker. Like Marty can tell you for a fact that I'm a pretty chill guy. Like
[10:05 - 10:10] Marty and me have sat there and kicked it multiple times. Like me and Marty have sat
[10:10 - 10:17] down and had a chill conversation and just relaxed and laughed about shit. Like straight
[10:17 - 10:21] up, we have sat there and laughed our asses about some of the dumbest shit in the world
[10:21 - 10:38] that's funny to us. Like, that's how I am. Like, I'm not one to fight. I don't like
[10:38 - 10:50] fighting. But you know, it's like, it's kind of like when you ever get a dog mad, like
[10:50 - 10:56] you guys ever get, you know, your dog or your cat pissed off so much that when you
[10:56 - 11:04] attack it, like when you antagonize it, it finally bites back. That's pretty much me.
[11:04 - 11:10] All the bullies sit there and attack and attack and attack and attack and attack. And
[11:10 - 11:16] then when I finally fight back, you don't like it. All of a sudden, I'm the bad guy.
[11:16 - 11:21] All of a sudden, I'm the villain. Just because you push and you push and you attack and
[11:21 - 11:27] you attack and you attack. And then finally, when I fight back, when I finally fight your
[11:27 - 11:34] ass for screwing with me and my friends and my family, all of a sudden, I'm the villain.
[11:34 - 11:41] All of a sudden, I'm the bad guy. I don't like being an angry person. I don't like
[11:41 - 11:49] being a negative person. I really don't. I would rather be a positive person. I would
[11:49 - 11:58] rather be a person that can just kick in and hang out and chill and relax. But when
[11:58 - 12:09] you attack someone so much that they start doing shit that's out of character, you kind
[12:09 - 12:19] of need to start backing off. Like you can ask anybody here that knows me, man. And I
[12:19 - 12:24] know that, Kate, I know you and your friends are watching this and that's why I made this.
[12:24 - 12:32] You can ask any of these fine women and gentlemen here in the chat. A lot of them know me better
[12:32 - 12:38] than you do. A lot better than you do. A lot of these people have known me from the days
[12:38 - 12:53] of the coffee and chill days. And let me tell you, I'm not an angry person, but you
[12:53 - 13:09] guys are paying me out to be this monster that I'm not. Like, I'm really not an evil
[13:09 - 13:24] person. I'm not a bad guy. That is true, Tange. I really am. Oh shit, speak up, Tange. What
[13:24 - 13:32] else, Tange? I didn't even see you there. What's good? Like, I'm not a bad guy. I love
[13:32 - 13:48] hanging out with, you know, friends and family and this and that and that. Like, I'm genuinely
[13:48 - 13:58] not a bad guy or an angry person. I don't like being angry. I don't like being pissed.
[13:58 - 14:02] You know what I'd rather do than be mad all the time? You know what I would rather do
[14:02 - 14:12] - I would rather sit down, work on artwork, hang out with my friends, hang out with my
[14:12 - 14:18] family, work on music, and make money doing what I enjoy doing. That's what I would rather
[14:18 - 14:26] be doing. But instead, I'm having to fight this fucking war that I never wanted to be
[14:26 - 14:35] part of. I never wanted to be part of this fucking war. And that's why I constantly ask,
[14:35 - 14:41] why me? Like, out of everybody on YouTube, why do you feel like you had to go after me?
[14:41 - 14:48] Like, is it because I look different from everyone else? Like, what's the reason for
[14:48 - 14:55] going after me? Like, why this whole elaborate set up of trolling me into something and
[14:55 - 15:03] then bashing me for it? Like, why? Like, my question to you is this, why couldn't you
[15:03 - 15:15] have done that to someone like Tony or Saucyboy who are actually known pedophiles? But instead
[15:15 - 15:24] of going after real pedophiles like them, you would rather attack me. When I'm not
[15:24 - 15:38] an evil person, I'm not a bad guy. But yet, I'm being made out to be a bad guy all because
[15:38 - 15:42] of the fact that I'm tired of being pushed around and being bullied. I'm tired of being
[15:42 - 15:59] attacked. Like, it's not funny. That's like fucking with a goddamn pitbull, dude. You fuck
[15:59 - 16:06] with a pitbull so much, eventually, it's gonna fucking bite back. Eventually, you're gonna
[16:06 - 16:18] get bit. And me fighting back like I have been, that's basically me fighting back. That's
[16:18 - 16:31] basically me saying, hey, don't fuck with me. I don't want to be fucked with. Like,
[16:31 - 16:39] you fuck with an animal so much, it's like poking a bear, dude. It's literally like
[16:39 - 16:47] poking a goddamn bear. You know, you poke that bear so much and you just keep going
[16:47 - 16:51] at it, keep going at it, keep poking it, keep poking. Eventually, that bear's gonna
[16:51 - 16:58] wake up and that bear will end up fucking you up. That bear will end up putting you
[16:58 - 17:04] in the goddamn hospital. You're gonna either end up in the hospital or dead because you're
[17:04 - 17:10] gonna be so fucked up from the call marks that you're not gonna be able to do shit.
[17:10 - 17:16] And guess whose fault it'll be that you ended up in the hospital? That'll be yours because
[17:16 - 17:26] you provoked it. You antagonized it. You pushed it. You poked and prodded at it till
[17:26 - 17:32] it's snapped. Just like with me, you keep poking, you keep poking, you keep poking.
[17:32 - 17:37] And this is with any human being, dude. You keep poking at a person long enough. You keep
[17:37 - 17:42] attacking them long enough. Eventually they're gonna fly off the handle and they're gonna
[17:42 - 17:50] fucking start snapping back at you. Which is exactly what I've done. I don't like snapping
[17:50 - 17:57] back at people. I don't like being that way. But what do you expect when you sit there
[17:57 - 18:05] and you bully me after tricking me into doing something? You sit there, you trick me into
[18:05 - 18:14] doing something and then you turn around and try to make me be the bad guy. By sending
[18:14 - 18:22] out screenshots and attacking my friends and family and digging up their history and bullying
[18:22 - 18:30] them and bullying me. You act like you're some sort of saint by doing that. You act
[18:30 - 18:55] like you're a fucking godsend when you're not. That is true. That is very true. Some
[18:55 - 19:07] school shooters do come up from being bullied. That's very fucking true. You know, some
[19:07 - 19:17] kids that get bullied so bad in school grow up to sadly become school shooters or murderers
[19:17 - 19:25] or they end up so depressed they end up in the psych ward. And that's the kind of shit
[19:25 - 19:34] that's sad. You have all these people that get attacked over and over and over and then
[19:34 - 19:40] when we finally snap we're made out to be the bad guys when all in all we're actually
[19:40 - 20:05] the victims. And that's what I'm getting tired of right there is me being attacked over and
[20:05 - 20:11] over and over and then when I fucking lash out all of a sudden I'm not the victim. All
[20:11 - 20:18] of a sudden I'm the bad guy all because I lash out from being bullied and being attacked
[20:18 - 20:27] so much and so relentlessly. Now you tell me where that's right. You tell me where
[20:27 - 20:36] that's fair that I get bullied so much that when I lash out I'm the bad guy when I'm
[20:36 - 21:04] just defending myself. You guys hear this shit? You guys hear this shit? That's the
[21:04 - 21:28] exact kind of shit I'm talking about guys. You guys hear this shit? Why don't you shut
[21:28 - 21:41] up and get a life dude. Get a life dude. That right there is a prime example of what the
[21:41 - 21:53] fuck I'm talking about. That right there is the exact point that I'm trying to make.
[21:53 - 21:59] You guys sit there and you bully people like that and you think it's funny. Bullying is
[21:59 - 22:07] not funny in any way. No matter how you cut it at the end of the day bullying is fucking
[22:07 - 22:17] bullying and it needs to stop. Like you guys can make me out to be the bad guy say I deserve
[22:17 - 22:24] it but at the end of the day I truly don't deserve it. I don't deserve to be bullied
[22:24 - 22:37] like that. I don't deserve to be attacked. I don't deserve the shit that I get put through.
[22:37 - 22:47] I really don't. Ask anyone here dude. Ask anyone here smooth. Ask Carrie. Ask Cynthia.
[22:47 - 22:57] Ask anyone. I don't deserve it. At all. Dude if you're going to call in and talk shit
[22:57 - 23:05] do it to someone else bro. Whatever. What even is a mongoloid dude like for real? What
[23:05 - 23:10] is that? A cross between a mongoloid and a fucking android? You must be talking about
[23:10 - 23:16] yourself dude because have you looked in the mirror lately dude? Well let me ask you something
[23:16 - 23:25] dude. Yeah why don't you tell it to yourself dude. Why don't you look in the mirror and
[23:25 - 23:33] tell it to yourself dude. Yeah whatever dude. Whatever dude. Here's the thing dude I don't
[23:33 - 23:37] pray on kids. No you want the truth? You want the truth man? Why don't you shut out
[23:37 - 23:45] the lesson for a minute bro? Why don't you shut out the lesson for a goddamn minute?
[23:45 - 23:49] Why don't you shut your mouth out the lesson for a minute bro? Why don't you shut your
[23:49 - 23:55] mouth out the lesson for a minute? Hey I'd rather be a freak than a pussy like you bro.
[23:55 - 24:02] I'd rather be a freak than well you know what I'd rather be a freak. I'd rather be
[24:02 - 24:08] a freak than you bro. Whatever dude. I ain't no pedo bro. That's your opinion. That's
[24:08 - 24:15] your opinion bro. That's your opinion Tyler. That's your opinion Tyler. Get a grip. Get
[24:15 - 24:22] a grip dude. I don't care. You do it really quick bro. I'm not afraid of you dude. I'm
[24:22 - 24:32] not scared of you. I'm not afraid of you. You're acting like a total dumbass. I'm not
[24:32 - 24:39] afraid of you bro. I'm not afraid of you dog. Whatever. Hey I'd rather be a loser than
[24:39 - 24:46] a bitch. Whatever dude. Let me tell you right now bro. I'd rather be a loser than a pussy
[24:46 - 24:53] ass bully like you. Any fucking day of the god damn week. I'd rather be a freak ass loser.
[24:53 - 25:01] I'd rather be a freak ass loser than a pussy ass coward. You're a coward. You're a coward.
[25:01 - 25:09] A coward. A coward. Oh I'm sorry. A coward. A coward. This dude's a coward bro. Does
[25:09 - 25:15] the yo hear this guy? You guys hear this guy? Where your whole family is full of rejects
[25:15 - 25:22] bro. You're a regent. You're a regent. Get out of here bro. You're an immature kid. Come
[25:22 - 25:29] on immature brat. Dude you're immature as fuck bro. You sound real immature right now.
[25:29 - 25:37] Do you have any idea how dumb you sound? You guys hear how dumb this guy sounds? Bro
[25:37 - 25:48] you sound dumb as fuck. You sound dumb. Whatever bro. Yeah if anybody owns anybody I own your
[25:48 - 25:57] fucking ass. I own you and your little fucking bitch friends. No you don't. Whatever dude.
[25:57 - 26:06] You guys hear this? You guys hear this guy? You guys hear this? According to him my ass
[26:06 - 26:16] belongs to him. According to him. Whatever bro. Whatever bro. Hey monkey. Hey monkey
[26:16 - 26:25] why don't you start dancing. Why don't you shut that hole in your face you call a mouth
[26:25 - 26:32] before somebody shuts it for you. That's cause you're a pussy. You ain't got nothing
[26:32 - 26:39] to do. You're a lifeless pussy. You're a lifeless mongoloid pussy bro. You're a fucking pussy
[26:39 - 26:46] dog. What's the matter dude? You trigger? You trigger? Dude you're a fucking dick shit
[26:46 - 26:53] bro. Get a goddamn life for real. Like that's your problem bro. Dude you have no life.
[26:53 - 27:00] You have no real life. So all you do. All you do. All you do is you talk shit. Whatever
[27:00 - 27:07] you fucking weird ass rat looking motherfucker. Yeah you look like. Yeah well so do you motherfucker
[27:07 - 27:16] you got no room to goddamn talk. You got no room to talk bro. Dude hey here's the thing
[27:16 - 27:24] about you and me bro. Unlike you. Unlike you I'm not a pussy little bitch. Whatever bro.
[27:24 - 27:32] You're such a joke. You're such a joke bro. You're a joke. You're a joke. You're a fucking
[27:32 - 27:41] joke bro. This guy. This guy he's fucking stupid. He's dumb bro. Y'all hear this fucking
[27:41 - 27:51] moron. Oh yeah I can. I got your ass on speaker phone boy. See. Hey this is Chris the 30 year
[27:51 - 27:57] old boomer. I got the hook sitting deep on this long loin. Yeah well so do I. Yeah well
[27:57 - 28:04] guess what dude. The truth about you is you're a bitch. You're a bitch Chris. Hey bitch the
[28:04 - 28:09] Chris. Hey Chris the bitch why don't you stop being a bitch. Why don't you stop being
[28:09 - 28:13] a bitch. Why don't you grow up and start. Why don't you grow up and get a life bro.
[28:13 - 28:19] Why don't you grow up and get a fucking life and stop attacking motherfuckers. Dude you
[28:19 - 28:26] got no fucking life bro. You're dumb as fuck. What's your life. Attacking people like a
[28:26 - 28:32] dumb fuck. Man you must have a boring ass life. You must have a boring ass life. Yeah
[28:32 - 28:36] well here's the thing bro. Here's the thing about that. I'm not actually a pedophile.
[28:36 - 28:46] See. No I'm not. Whatever bro. Dude you guys hear this dipshit. You guys hear this moron.
[28:46 - 28:51] Yeah here's the thing bro. So so what are you doing sucking Kate's dick for 12 bucks
[28:51 - 28:55] a day. Is that what you're doing. I'm sorry I'm sorry I forgot. I forgot you suck her
[28:55 - 29:00] dick for free. I forgot. I forgot you suck her dick for free. I forgot about that. You
[29:00 - 29:07] like to fuck her because you know shit. Yeah whatever man. Oh yeah I have you guys what
[29:07 - 29:12] dude. I get more pussy than you do. I know that much bro. I get more pussy than you
[29:12 - 29:18] do. So try me. Try me dude. Try me bro. I get more pussy in a week than you ever did
[29:18 - 29:24] in your whole life bro. And you know it. You know then why I get. Dude I get more chicks
[29:24 - 29:30] than you doing the whole goddamn week. So try again you fucking loser. Not even bro.
[29:30 - 29:35] And here's the thing about that bro. Here's the thing about that bro. Here's the thing
[29:35 - 29:40] about that how me. Bro here's the thing about that. You're a trigger. You're triggered
[29:40 - 29:47] bro. For real. You're a joke. You're a bitch named Joe. Bro. Hey did your mom daddy ever
[29:47 - 29:53] teach you that it's not cool to fuck with people that shouldn't be fuck with. Yeah well
[29:53 - 29:59] guess what. My mom and dad taught me this. Little pussies like you never prosper. Because
[29:59 - 30:04] all you do is talk shit out motherfuckers. Because you don't have the life. You don't
[30:04 - 30:11] have the life. You're a dumb fuck. You're a fucking idiot. You're a fucking idiot.
[30:11 - 30:19] Dude you're a fucking moron bro. You're a fucking idiot bro. Yeah whatever dude. That's
[30:19 - 30:28] what you think. That's what you fucking think. But guess what. That's because I am a victim
[30:28 - 30:35] of a fucking moron. Dude can you not tell the difference between somebody that's being
[30:35 - 30:38] tricked and bullied or somebody that's actually going out of damage. Hey here's an idea for
[30:38 - 30:44] you. Here's an idea for you. Hey dumb shit. Here's an idea for you. I got an idea for
[30:44 - 30:48] you to get a life. Why don't you go out to motherfuckers like Sausie, Blay, and Tony
[30:48 - 30:53] who are actually fucking pedos. They're actually fucking pedos. So why don't you shut your
[30:53 - 31:00] mouth. Why don't you shut your mouth and quit yapping your goddamn lips like a moron. Quit
[31:00 - 31:05] yapping your lips like a moron. You're a fucking pussy ass bully bro. Why don't you go out
[31:05 - 31:11] to the other side. Blah blah blah. Blah blah. Dude you're like every other troll. You sound
[31:11 - 31:18] dumb. You sound dumb. You sound dumb bro. So grow low bro. You're a bitch made pussy.
[31:18 - 31:26] Yes yes. Blah blah blah. You're a bitch made dog. You're bitch made. You're like your mom.
[31:26 - 31:31] You're like your mommy and daddy. Hey let me tell you right now bro. Yo mommy shit spit
[31:31 - 31:36] instead of small one boy. Cause maybe then your raggedy ass wouldn't have been born. Yo
[31:36 - 31:41] mommy shit spit. Hey hey I'd rather be special needs. Hey I'd rather be special needs than
[31:41 - 31:46] a fucking bitch made failure of a human being unlike you. Hell dude I'll be honest with
[31:46 - 31:52] you bro. I'll be honest with you bro. Yo mom shit is spit. Yo mom shit is spit. Yo mom
[31:52 - 31:57] shit is spit that shit out instead of swallowing. Maybe then your fucking retarded looking ass
[31:57 - 32:15] wouldn't have been born bro. God fucking trolls man. They're stupid. For real man.
[32:15 - 32:21] You're the coolest thing that you're getting to me. You're really not. Like that kind
[32:21 - 32:28] of bullshit right there. You just made yourself look dumb on there Chris. Yo Chris I can
[32:28 - 32:32] tell you bro. I know you're probably watching this bro. I know. As a matter of fact I know
[32:32 - 32:38] you are. You just made yourself look dumb as fuck. For real. You legit just made yourself
[32:38 - 32:57] look stupid. Here's the thing about that bro. Maybe if his mom wouldn't have swallowed
[32:57 - 33:08] that shit his ass wouldn't have been born. Oh looky looky another troll to fuck with.
[33:08 - 33:14] Hello. And a mute call. Hate those calls man. I hate those fucking calls man. You guys
[33:14 - 33:19] ever get a phone call and you're picking up an answer and no one's there? Yeah that's
[33:19 - 33:32] what just happened. So yeah I'm kinda confused on that. But whatever. Well like I said Chris
[33:32 - 33:40] the 30 year old boomer bitch. Like you sit there and you talk all this mad shit but
[33:40 - 33:45] yet like I said your mommy shouldn't have swallowed that shit she should have spattered
[33:45 - 33:52] out that way your fucking raggedy ass wouldn't have been born. Just being honest bro. Motherfucker's
[33:52 - 33:56] like you don't deserve to be born. Cause all you do is talk shit and run your mouth
[33:56 - 34:03] like a bitch made pussy. That's all you do. You talk shit like a bitch made coward. And
[34:03 - 34:10] let me tell you bro. I'd rather be a fucking freak and a coward. Any day. I'd rather be
[34:10 - 34:15] a freak that looks weird. I'd rather be a mongolid looking freak than a bitch coward
[34:15 - 34:22] that bullies people any day of the week. Hell matter of fact I'm proud to be a weirdo.
[34:22 - 34:37] I'm proud to be a weirdo. I'm proud to be a freak. Hell no. Oh little bitch boy calling
[34:37 - 34:42] it huh? What do you want bitch man? You want another shot trying to take me out? Not gonna
[34:42 - 34:50] happen bro. Why don't you take your mongolid looking bitch ass back to dollar general
[34:50 - 34:55] and beg for your fucking job back bro. Why don't you beg for your two cents an hour
[34:55 - 35:00] job back in dollar general bro. Why don't you get your job back in dollar general they
[35:00 - 35:07] pay you like what? I'm pretty sure they pay you like what? Two cents an hour maybe? Maybe
[35:07 - 35:14] five? Maybe five cents if you're lucky? Maybe five cents if you're lucky? So bro why don't
[35:14 - 35:18] you go back to dollar general beg for your job back for two cents an hour and go fuck
[35:18 - 35:33] yourself man. Like for real come on. Ahh Freddy B. Yes I do actually. And it's called
[35:33 - 35:42] being a caretaker. So try again bro. I do actually have a job. It's called being a caretaker.
[35:42 - 35:51] I take care of my family for 20 bucks a day. So yeah I actually do have a job. So try
[35:51 - 36:01] again bro. Plus I'm going for my certification soon so I can actually do legitimate full
[36:01 - 36:10] time caretaker work. So try again bro. I actually do have a job. It's called being a caretaker
[36:10 - 36:17] for my family and I'm going to like here within the next few weeks so I'm going to
[36:17 - 36:23] be doing the shit I need to so that I can actually do it full time and get paid even
[36:23 - 36:36] more than what I do now. So yeah try again bro. Like for real try again dog. Like you
[36:36 - 36:41] think that you've got me on that old not having a job shit I actually do and I'm proud
[36:41 - 36:47] of my job dude. I'm proud to say that I'm a caretaker for my family bro. I'm proud
[36:47 - 36:53] to say that I have that job. Hell I just bought myself a hundred plus dollar fucking
[36:53 - 37:04] DJ deck off of Amazon bro. It was like 200 bucks. I trust me that shit ain't cheap either.
[37:04 - 37:16] What do you want mongoloid bitch boy? That's none of your business bro. The reason dude
[37:16 - 37:20] did you ever stop to think about this? No no listen you want to know why? You would
[37:20 - 37:24] know why would you stop and why would you stop the fucking smart ass bullshit and listen
[37:24 - 37:29] bro? Why would you quit running your mouth and fucking listen for a damn minute dude?
[37:29 - 37:33] Maybe then you'll get in there. Maybe if you stop running your mouth so much you might
[37:33 - 37:40] actually get an answer bro. Well guess what dude? Here did you ever stop to think about
[37:40 - 37:45] this? Did you ever stop to think that maybe I'd rather save money and not want to get
[37:45 - 37:51] a car? It don't fucking matter if I have a car or not bro. It's called public transportation
[37:51 - 37:58] dude. It's called public transportation moron it does exist. It's called public transportation
[37:58 - 38:03] you fucking rat looking motherfucker. Bro it's called public transportation dude. I'm
[38:03 - 38:09] saving myself money by not getting a car. I'm taking public transportation so dude
[38:09 - 38:15] grow up man quit quit trying to insult me bro like your insults are feeble and useless
[38:15 - 38:25] bro they're stupid. Why bro your your insults don't work on me man. Oh man oh man me to
[38:25 - 38:32] me I'm I I'm creates a 30 year old boomer I like to talk shit I like to be a dumbass
[38:32 - 38:38] blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I I I'm creates a 30 year old boomer
[38:38 - 38:44] I like to talk shit on people because I have no life blah blah blah blah blah see he hears me blah blah blah
[38:44 - 38:50] Talking shit blah blah blah more shit talking more shit talking blah blah blah blah blah
[38:50 - 39:08] Like for real bro, it's called public transportation for a reason
[39:08 - 39:12] Moron it's called I save myself money
[39:12 - 39:17] Taking public transportation
[39:17 - 39:21] Like think about this. Did you hear something that maybe I don't want to get a car?
[39:21 - 39:27] Like well, what's wrong with not getting a car? Like what's so wrong about that?
[39:27 - 39:31] There are a lot of motherfuckers out there that don't fucking ride
[39:37 - 39:43] Like for real did you hear something that maybe I would rather take public transportation
[39:43 - 39:48] I actually tried $20 a day, bro
[39:48 - 39:58] Matter of fact, let me show you guys the DJ deck that I am getting well, let me show you guys the deck that I'm getting
[39:58 - 40:00] I
[40:00 - 40:15] Want to show you this fucking dope ass fucking thing that guy and this right here is literally like 200 bucks
[40:15 - 40:23] Let me show you all this deck right quick and this is the exact one that I'm getting right here this model right here
[40:27 - 40:29] Everyone there
[40:29 - 40:40] Brand-new pioneer DJ DDJ 200. Let's get into it
[40:40 - 40:48] Nice show you guys the deck down gentleman. My name is DJ Holland and today
[40:48 - 40:54] I'm going to show you how to get set up and started with your brand-new pioneer DJ DDJ 200 now
[40:54 - 40:59] This is a fantastic show off of those people looking to take their first steps into the little DJ
[40:59 - 41:04] It's available to be used with a lot of different devices
[41:04 - 41:14] So today I'm gonna show you how to get set up on iPhone on Android on your iPad and also for laptop users as well
[41:14 - 41:19] In this beginners guide, I'm going to be using the Wii DJ application
[41:19 - 41:27] Algorithm DJ and iPad are finally reco box for laptop users. So without further ado. Let's get you set up and play music
[41:27 - 41:37] So the first thing we're going to want to do is we're going to want to get our controller connected to our device of choice
[41:37 - 41:44] So if you're using a phone or an iPad for this DDJ 200
[41:44 - 41:51] You're going to be connecting via Bluetooth. This means there's no physical connection between the deck and your device of choice
[41:51 - 41:59] So we're going to need to get the controller powered on first of all so we do this using the supplied USB cable
[41:59 - 42:04] Now you can use any form of USB power to connect the DDJ 200
[42:04 - 42:09] Now let's see if I can get like a better close-up of it
[42:11 - 42:14] We get it turned on. Alright, so
[42:14 - 42:17] Here's a better look at it. Sorry
[42:17 - 42:19] Not it
[42:19 - 42:29] What's on the back just a single USB?
[42:29 - 42:38] Well, there's a Bluetooth logo here
[42:38 - 42:43] And I know what most people be thinking of thing Bluetooth is laggy. You can't DJ
[42:43 - 42:47] Well, this is what I need that right there is the deck that I bought
[42:47 - 42:52] 200 bucks is a fucking pioneer and pioneer a cheap meeting
[42:52 - 42:59] Are you pressing button rather than trying to manipulate the audio in here and try and send feedback
[42:59 - 43:05] All this device is doing is just telling your phone your iPad your computer
[43:05 - 43:14] It's just telling about exactly what you've made and then the device itself will process that information
[43:14 - 43:16] so
[43:16 - 43:19] It's light. It's portable. It's very cheap
[43:19 - 43:23] 139 pounds here in the UK, which is about
[43:23 - 43:26] $145 it's unbelievably cheap
[43:26 - 43:31] But I got them more expensive when it comes with a little bit more
[43:31 - 43:36] It comes with like a few extra stuff that that one doesn't have. So yeah need us to say
[43:36 - 43:39] I'm buying my own shit
[43:39 - 43:46] So miss me with that garbage bro, like I work for a living what do you do?
[43:46 - 43:53] Not caring be safe. Sorry. I didn't get your car. Okay, but good night be safe and I'll actually talk to you
[43:53 - 43:56] tomorrow
[43:57 - 44:03] So like, you know, I'm able to afford to buy myself shit like bro
[44:03 - 44:08] I know a lot of people rag on me for not having a regular job, you know
[44:08 - 44:15] Oh, I don't work at McDonald's. I do caretaking and so I must not have a real job, right?
[44:15 - 44:16] wrong
[44:16 - 44:18] Dude, I get paid 20 bucks a day
[44:18 - 44:22] Literally it went from 20 bucks a week
[44:22 - 44:29] It was 20 bucks a week starting out and then they decided like hey, let's just do it 20 bucks today and see what happens
[44:29 - 44:32] and dude, I
[44:32 - 44:37] Was able to buy that and the rest I'm saving up for other shit
[44:37 - 44:43] So y'all fucking morons
[44:43 - 44:50] Can get the fuck out of here and yes once I get my licensing I will be paying taxes
[44:50 - 44:52] I'm literally just at this point
[44:52 - 44:58] getting by a little bit here and there getting shit that I need so I can start doing shit and
[44:58 - 45:03] Then once I get my licensing to be able to do caretaking full-time
[45:03 - 45:06] Guess what? I
[45:06 - 45:12] Can pay taxes like you fucking want me to do which is what I'll be doing
[45:12 - 45:17] So missing with that bullshit me not having a job. That's so dumb
[45:19 - 45:21] Me not having a job bitch, please
[45:21 - 45:24] Caretaking is a job, dude
[45:24 - 45:27] It's definitely not an easy one. I'll tell you that
[45:27 - 45:35] Being a caretaker is not easy. It has these challenges. I will tell I will tell you that right now. It's not easy
[45:35 - 45:40] But if you're like me and you have the patience for it
[45:40 - 45:45] Well, it becomes pretty simple over time. So yeah
[45:48 - 45:53] So like I said, I do have a regular job whether you think it is or not
[45:53 - 46:00] Hey, it is what it is. But point being I do have a real job. It's called being a caretaker
[46:00 - 46:04] Yes, I work from home. What they fucking do
[46:04 - 46:11] Big fucking whoop. I'm not out there busting my ass behind a counter and Mickey D's for ten bucks an hour
[46:11 - 46:15] Like big fucking deal
[46:17 - 46:20] Like caretakings a job too, you know
[46:20 - 46:31] I'm not sure. Yeah, I'm still waiting on the paperwork for that Lex
[46:31 - 46:40] Okay, I'm still waiting on the paperwork and whatnot and the license thing like I still gotta take the classes
[46:40 - 46:45] But right now with something open and closed open and closed
[46:45 - 46:49] We're trying to figure out when the best time would be to go down and do everything
[46:49 - 46:52] But once I get everything set up
[46:52 - 46:58] You know, it'll be good to go. I'm just right now in the process of setting everything up
[46:58 - 47:04] So once everything gets set up I'll be making fucking money that's all that matters
[47:04 - 47:14] Like I will be getting my w twos I will be paying taxes and all that shit
[47:14 - 47:21] Like that's the point right there like I'm doing shit. I have to do to progress my life like
[47:21 - 47:27] Everyone stay here and talk shit on me that I don't have a job
[47:27 - 47:32] Well, y'all motherfuckers that said they're saying get a job. Why don't you guys do the same?
[47:32 - 47:39] Y'all sitting there telling me that I don't have a job or asking me why don't why do I not have a job?
[47:40 - 47:44] Motherfucker, why don't you have a job? Why don't you work for a living?
[47:44 - 47:50] Cuz we all know you motherfuckers that sit there and talk shit ain't got a job
[47:50 - 47:53] So honestly, what room do you have to talk shit?
[47:53 - 48:03] All right, for real you ain't got no goddamn room to talk
[48:03 - 48:09] You want to sit there and talk shit about someone getting the job yet half y'all ain't even got one
[48:10 - 48:12] So what room do you have to talk?
[48:12 - 48:21] Wait for real. What room do you fucking have to talk? Oh wait, that's right. You don't I forgot
[48:21 - 48:23] Yeah
[48:23 - 48:46] See while y'all are sitting there talking all this mad crap
[48:46 - 48:48] I
[48:48 - 48:55] Been talking all this big bullshit
[48:55 - 49:02] Guess what I'm doing. I'm over here setting up for a better future for myself. So
[49:02 - 49:08] Yeah, you guys are looking pretty fucking stupid right now
[49:08 - 49:12] You know you really are you guys look dumb as fuck
[49:12 - 49:18] Like y'all trolls. I want to sit there and type in all caps and talk shit. You look dumb
[49:18 - 49:27] Like right here the listening the listening dead typing in all caps dudes triggered
[49:27 - 49:31] You can clearly tell the dudes triggered
[49:31 - 49:35] Like clearly clearly listening dead
[49:38 - 49:45] Like what are you like are you mad about something? Are you mad at the fact that you don't have a job yourself?
[49:45 - 49:50] Like is that what you're mad about that you don't have a job yourself
[49:50 - 49:56] Like is that why you're typing all caps cuz you're angry at the fact that you don't have a job
[49:56 - 50:03] Or that I actually do have a job and it's not the kind of job that you think about
[50:05 - 50:08] Like is that is that why you're angry? Is that why you're mad?
[50:08 - 50:14] Like is that why you're pissed off you're triggered you're mad
[50:14 - 50:24] Well, guess what cry me a river do because quite frankly I don't give a shit I
[50:24 - 50:29] Really don't give a shit
[50:29 - 50:31] I
[50:31 - 50:39] Think I don't give a fuck about you pussy ass haters
[50:39 - 50:45] What I do give a fuck about though are those that do care about me
[50:45 - 50:49] Those that support me people like tang Marty
[50:49 - 50:53] Lava Carrie
[50:54 - 50:59] You know the ones that come in here naturally show support and aren't a total fucking douche bag
[50:59 - 51:05] So point being I do have a job like it or not and
[51:05 - 51:09] Guess what?
[51:09 - 51:11] There's nothing you can do to change that
[51:11 - 51:18] Hell I'm currently working on a fucking book of poems
[51:18 - 51:24] That I'm gonna be getting fucking published once I get the fucking money
[51:24 - 51:28] Oh, I got one two
[51:28 - 51:34] Three
[51:34 - 51:42] Three and a half poems done ready to fucking go by the time this is done. I'll be fucking ready to go
[51:42 - 51:47] Alex you know then why I can't forget about you Alex
[51:51 - 51:57] Hell the songs that you heard me record the other day were based off of these poems that I wrote
[51:57 - 52:08] And I know what you guys are thinking oh blah blah blah you didn't do shit
[52:08 - 52:16] Bruh look anywhere on the internet. I guarantee you you won't find any of these on the net so don't even try
[52:17 - 52:23] Don't even try. I already know what you guys are thinking you're gonna try to pull some slick shit, but
[52:23 - 52:26] Guess what sorry to say?
[52:26 - 52:28] dated bitch
[52:28 - 52:30] So try me
[52:30 - 52:35] Who fucking try me dude
[52:35 - 52:43] So like I said while I'm making big moves
[52:43 - 52:47] While I'm out here making big-ass moves
[52:47 - 52:52] Yo Lex I got you
[52:52 - 53:02] While I'm out here making big boss moves, what are you doing?
[53:02 - 53:07] What are y'all doing man, I got you Lex
[53:07 - 53:24] Yo Bro Jay, what's good brother?
[53:24 - 53:35] Hold up man. Got my boy Jose open his mug. What's good Jay?
[53:37 - 53:40] Yo, Jay, I am gonna hit you up on Xbox though, bro
[53:40 - 53:46] I'm about to call you up on Xbox here in a bit. So be ready for a call from me big dog
[53:46 - 53:51] Because I definitely didn't even talk to you about some shit a hundred percent of them man
[53:51 - 53:56] Cuz me and yo ass needs to hop on Forza, bro
[53:56 - 54:03] Me and yo ass is a hop on goddamn Forza man. I got some shit for you
[54:05 - 54:09] Anyways, y'all I actually I'm about to bounce. I'm not to kick with this crazy motherfucker right here
[54:09 - 54:14] Hell yeah smoking we got him for real dude
[54:14 - 54:19] But yo Jay, I'm about to hit you up, bro. We're about to kick it on Forza, bro
[54:19 - 54:24] It's been too long though. We need to fucking kick it dude straight up. Let's do it
[54:24 - 54:27] Let's get it
[54:27 - 54:31] But y'all definitely said y'all much motherfucker. What can I love all of us?
[54:31 - 54:37] Let's move motherfuckers. Love you guys shout out a fan shout out to the homies shout out to mr. J. Haha my boy Jose
[54:37 - 54:45] And with that we said y'all fucking love y'all I'll catch you crazy motherfuckers on
[54:45 - 54:53] Tuesday so have for the July weekend guys fucking love you guys. Hope you guys have a good holiday, man
[54:53 - 54:59] I'm about to kick it and chill for a while. I might be back Tuesday. I might not and depends on what goes on
[55:00 - 55:01] but
[55:01 - 55:05] We about kicking and we about to chill man fucking love y'all dude. Hey
[55:05 - 55:07] You