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2017-12-6 No SMoke AMV

2017-12-6 No SMoke AMV

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[0:02 - 0:04] Skirt, Skirt!
[0:05 - 0:06] Gang!
[0:06 - 0:10] That man don't want smoke
[0:10 - 0:12] No! No way!
[0:12 - 0:20] [Dee Dee Dee]
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2017-8-16 The truth about what happened

2017-8-16 The truth about what happened

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[0:00 - 0:23] Hey YouTube what's up. H-A-B-A-K Customs here and today I am putting in a massive job for my wonderful, wonderful amazing girlfriend and Abby and also my wonderful amazing girlfriend Abby and her family.
[0:23 - 0:41] I want you guys to know that my girlfriend Tiffany is no more. She is done for. I no longer have any contact with her and I can promise you guys that she will not come between me and Abby again.
[0:41 - 1:11] Reason why because I talked to a really good friend of mine who knows her, who knows what she's about. I showed them the proof about what happened and how Tiffany had hacked my Facebook when my computer was not working at the time and what she did and tried to set me up to make me look like I cheated on Abby when I didn't.
[1:11 - 1:36] I want you guys to know that she did go to jail. Tiffany did go to jail for hacking crimes. How much time she's serving I don't know. Because I'm not there so I can't really you know say but I want you guys to know that I do love Abby very very much.
[1:36 - 2:00] And when I found out what happened I was in tears. I've been crying my eyes out for the past several days because of it. Which if I love Abby I don't want to lose her. Your daughter is everything to me and I can promise you that this will not happen again.
[2:00 - 2:14] Mr. and Mrs. Deuter I love your daughter. More than you guys can ever imagine and I would never do anything to hurt her.
[2:14 - 2:26] I want you guys to know that Tiffany is not going to come between us anymore. I'm not going to let anybody come between us again.
[2:26 - 2:41] I honestly had no idea that Tiffany did what she did until Abby said something to me. I honestly had no idea.
[2:41 - 3:07] Because that night when it all went down like I was off the computer I did not have a computer monitor that was working at the time. You know I was actually talking to a few friends of mine like mine and hers best friend Miranda as well as you know my best friend Angel and her boyfriend and stuff like that.
[3:07 - 3:23] So like you know I was not on the computer I had no idea what was going on but I want you guys to know that I do love Abby and you know I do want to be with her and I do love her.
[3:23 - 3:43] I meant when I said that video I do love your daughter more than anything. I really do. And I want you guys to know like I said that I'm not going to let anybody come between me and Abby again. That's not going to happen.
[3:43 - 3:54] Anyways I love you Abby. Please message me back when you get this. I love you baby.
2017-10-27 Hellsing Ultimate Abridged reaction

2017-10-27 Hellsing Ultimate Abridged reaction

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[0:00 - 0:18] What up guys welcome to the first episode of Ultimate Reaction. Welcome to the Ultimate Reaction channel. Today we are checking out a video that I've seen going around quite a bit that I just got into.
[0:18 - 0:36] I am very big into anime and stuff so I figured I'd do a reaction video on this really good anime series called Hellsing Ultimate. A bridge. If you guys don't know what Hellsing Ultimate is, it's a great anime, you can look it up.
[0:36 - 0:45] But someone got the bright idea to do a parody of it. So with that being said, let's check this out and see what this is all about.
[0:46 - 1:02] This is the story about a world of adventure. A sea full of excitement and a man full of dreams and a passion that seeks to drive him to the top.
[1:02 - 1:12] This is the story about a man full of excitement and a man full of dreams and a man full of dreams and a man full of dreams.
[1:13 - 1:14] I love you, Edward.
[1:14 - 1:18] I love you, Bella.
[1:18 - 1:20] What the fuck?
[1:20 - 1:24] Hold on. Who is it? Oh, you know.
[1:24 - 1:31] Holy shit.
[1:31 - 1:36] A real fucking vampire.
[1:39 - 1:42] Oh man, that was good. I like that.
[1:42 - 1:48] Yo, I'm real lovely. Time to tell you guys that I am. What do you think I'm doing?
[1:48 - 1:54] Hey, police girl. Do you have the target?
[1:54 - 1:59] OK, Master, my name is Saris. And yes, I have the target in sight.
[1:59 - 2:02] Well, better take the shot. You're letting her get away.
[2:02 - 2:04] If you just give me a second to concentrate, I could-
[2:04 - 2:06] She's getting away. She's running.
[2:06 - 2:08] I get it. I'm lining up the-
[2:08 - 2:09] Going to miss it. Going to miss it.
[2:09 - 2:11] Just be quiet and let me-
[2:11 - 2:14] Hey, police girl. Hey, hey, police girl.
[2:16 - 2:21] There! I took the fucking shot! She's dead! There's blood everywhere!
[2:21 - 2:27] Oh my God.
[2:27 - 2:32] Yeah, this is good. I like that.
[2:32 - 2:40] The air was clear. If the moon was full, I was dying to sink my teeth into something.
[2:40 - 2:43] Get it? Because I'm a vampire.
[2:43 - 2:50] So, you came to bad you're far too late.
[2:50 - 2:56] What? Everyone else is already dead, except this little tart.
[2:56 - 3:00] But trust me, I still plan to kill her.
[3:00 - 3:05] But first, I'm going to rape her.
[3:05 - 3:11] But before I can do any of that, I'm going to kill you.
[3:11 - 3:17] Oh, see, that would be intimidating if you were well intimidating.
[3:17 - 3:19] Are you mocking me?
[3:19 - 3:21] Oh no, no, no, no, no.
[3:21 - 3:29] Well, that should about wrap things up here.
[3:29 - 3:33] Oh yeah, I forgot about you. Sorry about that whole shooting you thing.
[3:33 - 3:40] But I know if you look deep into your heart, which is currently all over that tree, you'll find a way to forgive me.
[3:40 - 3:45] Oh jeez, you look like a puppy. A blood-eviscerated puppy.
[3:45 - 3:51] Christ, fine, I'll help you. But only because you've got nice tits.
[3:51 - 3:54] Send out your field of thought.
[3:54 - 3:57] You went on a walk through the forest at midnight.
[3:57 - 4:07] You killed a homicidal vampire priest, and then you turned someone into a vampire who happened to be a big titty police girl.
[4:07 - 4:13] Yes, it's like I didn't just get through explaining this. Now, if you don't mind, I've got things to do.
[4:13 - 4:16] What things? You don't do things.
[4:16 - 4:19] Yes, I do. I take enthusiastic walks to the woods.
[4:19 - 4:22] And kill homicidal vampire priests.
[4:22 - 4:25] Very enthusiastic walks.
[4:26 - 4:29] So that's your field report.
[4:29 - 4:35] So you broke into the house, and you shot him 36 times.
[4:35 - 4:38] And took out his partner.
[4:38 - 4:41] To be fair, that was the police girl, with the big titties.
[4:41 - 4:44] You need to stop going on walks.
[4:44 - 4:47] I need to hurry up and hook up some goddamn DSL in here.
[4:47 - 4:50] Listen, have an assignment tonight.
[4:50 - 4:51] Oh my god.
[4:51 - 4:58] I've never hunted on a leprechaun before. Do you think if I shoot them with my gun, Lucky Charles will explode everywhere?
[4:58 - 5:03] Stop, Charles, get up. I'm gonna kill the vampire who's taking over the hospital.
[5:03 - 5:05] And bring the police girl with you.
[5:05 - 5:08] Come on, I have to bring her everywhere.
[5:08 - 5:10] None of the sass.
[5:10 - 5:12] Yes ma.
[5:12 - 5:14] Oh my god.
[5:14 - 5:16] Yo.
[5:16 - 5:22] See, there's one guy who does that walk, tells the world we're in a bridge. Definitely strict, yeah. This is some fucking silly.
[5:22 - 5:27] Tell me, Anderson, what is your favorite thing to do?
[5:27 - 5:31] Spreading the word and the love of Jesus Christ to the many people of the world.
[5:31 - 5:33] Teaching peace and love for all.
[5:33 - 5:35] And the killing of vampires?
[5:35 - 5:37] Ah, just try to fucking stop me.
[5:37 - 5:40] And what about the Protestants?
[5:40 - 5:42] Second verse, same as the first.
[5:42 - 5:45] Now put me on a plane so I can put them in a hearse.
[5:45 - 5:51] Oh my god, they don't fucking die to me.
[5:51 - 6:00] This is awesome. I can totally join in. Seriously, there's like 40 zombies in here. Just one shot to the head and they explode.
[6:00 - 6:04] Like House of the Dead, only like 100 times more awesome.
[6:04 - 6:11] Fine, I'll shoot some of the rotten bastards. Can't be that much fun.
[6:11 - 6:15] Oh fuck the hell yes.
[6:15 - 6:32] Sweet black fucking Sabbath. If I wasn't holding up with a beast of a woman in Tegra, I'd fuck the red right out of those eyes.
[6:32 - 6:37] Well, kinda like that. Only with less symbolism and more my penis in your vagina.
[6:37 - 6:39] Oh my god.
[6:39 - 6:44] And the ends of hypocrisy in here. Oh, if it isn't the Catholic Church.
[6:44 - 6:49] And what's this? No little Timmy glued to your crotch. Progress.
[6:49 - 6:53] Ah, look at what we have here. A bloody heathen.
[6:53 - 6:57] Excuse me, but I'm a fuck mothering vampire.
[6:57 - 7:02] I killed a lot of people to get this title. I deserve to be called such.
[7:02 - 7:04] Well then, mind if I ask you your name?
[7:04 - 7:07] Only if you give yours first, Papist.
[7:07 - 7:13] Fine, I'll give you the courtesy. That name's Alexander Anderson.
[7:13 - 7:17] Oh fuck all kinds of duck.
[7:17 - 7:22] You have been chosen to reveal my existence to the world.
[7:22 - 7:27] You will witness what happens here today, and you will tell of it later.
[7:27 - 7:31] Except you won't. Come on, I'll kill ya.
[7:34 - 7:40] Oh my, brilliant speech. And unoriginal. That's totally from Boondock Saves.
[7:40 - 7:43] What? No, it isn't. I came up with it a week ago.
[7:43 - 7:46] Whatever. We're here for the vampire.
[7:46 - 7:49] The only one left here is your sorry pale ass.
[7:49 - 7:53] Yeah, yeah, give me a minute. So what do you want anyways?
[7:53 - 7:56] The nearest elementary school is at least 10 kilometers away.
[7:56 - 8:02] It is your corrupt acclaim. It is your evil that will be sought by me with every breath.
[8:02 - 8:07] Boondock Saves, seriously, you must watch that movie religiously.
[8:07 - 8:11] Did it? Okay, you know what? Fuck it. Nice.
[8:11 - 8:14] Oh shit.
[8:14 - 8:23] Headshot. Well, now that that's over, how about we go back to my place for a bowl of my favorite cereal?
[8:23 - 8:27] Oh shit.
[8:27 - 8:31] Well, now that that's over, how about we go back to my place for a bowl of my favorite cereal?
[8:31 - 8:35] Frankenbet. Son of a Protestant whore.
[8:35 - 8:37] Well, you know what time it is.
[8:37 - 8:43] This kind of shit is why I stopped going to church.
[8:43 - 8:47] Oh god, what the fuck?
[8:47 - 8:58] Yo.
[8:58 - 9:06] Very cool. Now the next thing I want you to do is put me between your legs.
[9:06 - 9:11] What the fuck?
[9:11 - 9:15] Yo, this is some funny shit.
[9:15 - 9:23] What do I do? What do I do?
[9:23 - 9:28] What? I've got a choice to do to you. Wait, no, I'm not leaving you, old boy. Shit.
[9:28 - 9:31] Sing your prayers, wee lass.
[9:31 - 9:36] That girl belongs to me.
[9:36 - 9:38] Well, aren't you the naughty one?
[9:38 - 9:41] Don't make me shoot you in the fucking head.
[9:41 - 9:42] Oh shit.
[9:42 - 9:44] Don't you want your crazy Protestant bastard?
[9:44 - 9:45] I'm a woman.
[9:45 - 9:48] Call yourself whatever you want, you crazy Protestant bastard.
[9:48 - 9:51] Do you know this is a great violation of our agreement?
[9:51 - 9:53] And what part would that be?
[9:53 - 9:56] The part where you're here, killing my men.
[9:56 - 10:01] I have no idea what you're on about. I'm just here doing my job.
[10:01 - 10:04] Killing vampires and werewolves and leprechauns.
[10:04 - 10:09] I never actually found one, but do you think of a cut one open with my knife who would spill out lucky charms?
[10:09 - 10:12] Just shut up. Where the hell is Alakon?
[10:12 - 10:14] Oh, him? I killed him.
[10:14 - 10:15] Killed him?
[10:15 - 10:17] Cut off his bloody head.
[10:17 - 10:21] Oh, well, that's step one. What about two through ten?
[10:21 - 10:23] Ah, Christ.
[10:23 - 10:26] Oh shit, this fuck.
[10:26 - 10:31] You done goofed.
[10:31 - 10:34] How the blood-soaked Protestant hell did you do that?
[10:34 - 10:36] Fuck you, that's how.
[10:36 - 10:42] Oh my god, that was good.
[10:42 - 10:44] Eat me, don't forget to write.
[10:45 - 10:47] Oh my god, he survived.
[10:47 - 10:49] So?
[10:49 - 10:50] What?
[10:50 - 10:51] Do I get to go after him?
[10:51 - 10:52] No.
[10:52 - 10:53] Aw, come on.
[10:53 - 10:56] No, and that's final. We've got bigger things to worry about.
[10:56 - 10:57] Oh my god.
[10:57 - 11:02] Whoever's behind those vampire attacks, it has to be some kind of large organized group.
[11:02 - 11:03] Like the Nazis?
[11:03 - 11:05] That would be retarded.
[11:05 - 11:10] Oh my god, dude.
[11:11 - 11:16] Gentlemen, we are Nazis.
[11:16 - 11:21] And we, we have war.
[11:21 - 11:28] And we, and we, we don't like you.
[11:28 - 11:32] Yeah.
[11:32 - 11:38] Dude, that was funny and fair, man.
[11:40 - 11:41] Aw, man.
[11:41 - 11:52] Yo, that was some funny shit right there.
[11:52 - 11:57] If you guys have not checked it out, definitely check out Hell's The Ultimate Bridge.
[11:57 - 12:02] If you're into funny videos or parodies, they got a ton of them.
[12:02 - 12:06] Like I will also be doing a reaction on Pikachu on Acid.
[12:06 - 12:12] I haven't seen that video like a million times. I've never done a reaction video to it, so I am going to do that.
[12:12 - 12:23] But as I said, guys, if you have not subscribed to the channel and you want to see more funny reactions to like this right here, definitely hit that subscribe button.
[12:23 - 12:24] Hit that notification bell.
[12:24 - 12:29] And if you did like this video, slap that thumbs up button and for more.
[12:29 - 12:33] With that being said, guys, this has been Ultimate Reaction.
[12:33 - 12:37] And I will see you guys next time. I'm outta here.
[12:37 - 12:41] Don't forget to subscribe and have a nice day. Peace.
[12:41 - 12:42] Peace.
2017-10-28 My Digital art series 1

2017-10-28 My Digital art series 1

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[0:00 - 0:10] Music by Nickolas Biegler and the Man in the Sky plays.
[0:10 - 0:36] [Music]
[0:36 - 0:39] Woke up this morning and my thoughts began to say
[0:39 - 0:45] How would you feel if today was your very last day? Would I be ready to die? Did I do things right?
[0:45 - 0:49] Focus on what was important and fight the good fight
[0:49 - 0:56] Can I pass on with honor and let go of the rest? Hold my head high with a sword squarely planted in my chest
[0:56 - 1:00] I looked at myself in the mirror and saw no more fear
[1:00 - 1:04] Just the intention to serve any suffering tear that may appear
[1:04 - 1:08] I stepped out in the street but these feet weren't my feet
[1:08 - 1:11] I moved to the rhythm of the universal pulsating heartbeat
[1:11 - 1:15] Every action, every breath for something larger than the self
[1:15 - 1:19] A moment can't be wasted towards spiritual wealth
[1:19 - 1:22] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[1:22 - 1:26] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die
[1:26 - 1:30] Art of service in the most mundane task
[1:30 - 1:34] Life is a reflection of all you ask
[1:34 - 1:37] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[1:37 - 1:41] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die
[1:41 - 1:45] Your sword is an extension of yourself in time
[1:45 - 1:51] Fighting for the truth could never be a crime
[1:51 - 1:54] Put a little semi on life before you attack
[1:54 - 1:57] Give yourself over to the moment and hold nothing back
[1:57 - 2:01] Practicing dough and man, man and dough at the grocery store
[2:01 - 2:05] While my feet shuffle wasa on the cold tile floor
[2:05 - 2:08] I'd you gecko with every living creature that I see
[2:08 - 2:12] Gratitude in the ray is humble home to me
[2:12 - 2:16] Intention pressing forward, no need for defense
[2:16 - 2:19] Less is always more except for total presence
[2:19 - 2:23] See yourself in your opponent for they're nothing but a mirror
[2:23 - 2:27] Knowledge is here, transcendence is near
[2:27 - 2:31] An ordinary soul and a vehicle at the same time
[2:31 - 2:35] My body has a compass pointing towards the divine
[2:35 - 2:38] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[2:38 - 2:42] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die
[2:42 - 2:46] Art of service in the most mundane task
[2:46 - 2:49] Life is a reflection of all you ask
[2:49 - 2:53] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[2:53 - 2:57] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die
[2:57 - 3:00] Your sword is an extension of yourself in time
[3:00 - 3:06] Fighting for the truth could never be a crime
[3:07 - 3:11] To the fullest, prepared to die
[3:11 - 3:36] Your sword is an extension of yourself in time
[3:36 - 3:47] [Music]
2017-10-27 Zelda Abridged Episodes 12

2017-10-27 Zelda Abridged Episodes 12

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:10] Well guys Ultimate Gaming here and today again we are back with a new reaction video, The
[0:10 - 0:18] Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time of Bridge Episode 1. Now this is one that I have seen
[0:18 - 0:26] before, it is pretty damn funny. So if you haven't done so yet, also if you are new
[0:26 - 0:34] to the channel, welcome, be sure to hit that subscribe button down below there and definitely
[0:34 - 0:40] hit that like button, they both help out the channel a great great deal and I mean a great
[0:40 - 0:47] deal. So that being said guys, let's jump right into this video so you guys can see
[0:47 - 0:58] just how funny this really is. In the vast deep forest of Hyrule long have I served as
[0:58 - 1:11] the guardian spirit, I am known as the Deku Tree. The children of the forest, the Kokiri,
[1:11 - 1:22] live here with me. Each Kokiri has his or her own guardian fairy, however there is
[1:22 - 1:43] one boy who does not have a fairy because he is a sick little weirdo. Oh yeah baby take
[1:43 - 1:52] this. Alright finally some chicks, how you doing baby? Get away from me you loser, great,
[1:52 - 2:08] now even in my dreams I am not getting any. Nobody loves ya. You know, you are kind of
[2:08 - 2:19] crazy. Alright if you guys want to see more of this video subscribe to this guy's YouTube
[2:19 - 2:48] channel, come to save, the princess held up, got it broken away, now that you have
[2:48 - 3:02] it. Oh Navi the fairy, listen to my words, the words of the Deku tree. Do you always
[3:02 - 3:09] refer to yourself in third person? No the Deku tree doesn't. I think it's time for
[3:09 - 3:21] the boy without a fairy to discover his destiny. And what destiny is that? Well to get rid
[3:21 - 3:26] of that damn squirrel that set up nest inside me of course, do you have any idea how annoying
[3:26 - 3:32] it is having nuts deep inside you? For the last time yes, stop asking me that. Whatever,
[3:32 - 3:44] you big wooden idiot. Why does it have to be him? He's probably not even out of bed
[3:44 - 3:54] yet. Out of my way jerk ass. Hello? Oh hello yourself, probably going to be stuck up there
[3:54 - 4:03] forever. Are you humping a rock? Hells yes. Jake must get out of here really fast. Ow,
[4:03 - 4:18] I hope no one saw that. I did. Shut up rock humber. Finally this place is a real freak
[4:18 - 4:28] out here. Hey you, wake up. No, no get off me you big green ginger man. Okay, screw it
[4:28 - 4:57] wake up I don't want to walk past that rock humber again. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. Damn
2022-10-10 IM SICK OF STAYING CALM !!!! (Facebook)

2022-10-10 IM SICK OF STAYING CALM !!!! (Facebook)

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[0:00 - 0:29] What's up Facebook. I have something that I really really really really want to talk about.
[0:29 - 0:56] I know it might seem like I'm staying home right now, but believe me I am far from home and to be honest I'm tired of everybody telling me to stay home.
[0:56 - 1:25] No, I'm seriously tired of everybody telling me to fucking stay calm when people for the last five to six years have been stealing from me and have been making money off of me, off my likeness, off my image.
[1:25 - 1:45] Hell, even off my own music that I fucking wrote that I fucking recorded myself. Like I'm tired of remaining quiet and for those of you that don't think that gang stalking is real you're full of fucking shit.
[1:45 - 2:11] I'm living proof that shit is real. I know it might seem like I'm calm on the outside but believe me on the inside I am pissed. Like I am ready to fucking go after somebody and do very very bad things to them.
[2:11 - 2:39] Because for the last five years I have been gang stalked, harassed, attacked, bullied, but more importantly I've had everything I know ripped away from me.
[2:39 - 2:49] In a matter of mere seconds.
[2:49 - 3:06] Songs that I wrote that I bust in my ass on that actually were meaningful to me. Songs that actually meant something.
[3:06 - 3:18] Songs that I wrote for loved ones. Songs that I wrote about how I grew up. Songs that I wrote for friends that are no longer with us.
[3:18 - 3:37] Songs that I wrote about going through depression and suicide. Shit that I've actually dealt with in the last five years.
[3:37 - 3:59] And I cannot say I am sick of being quiet about it. I want to do something but I don't know what I can do because these motherfuckers steal everything away from me. Everything.
[3:59 - 4:09] I've had to watch everything I've worked my ass off for since 2009 be ripped away from me by these people in a matter of mere minutes.
[4:09 - 4:34] And I do mean minutes. Songs that I've spent months and months on writing. Merch that I've worked my ass off on. You know coming up with.
[4:34 - 4:43] A fan base that I've worked my whole goddamn career on building.
[4:43 - 4:48] Ripped away in a matter of fucking seconds.
[4:48 - 4:57] And I'm not exaggerating when I say this at all. I know it might sound like it but I can promise you I am not exaggerating this.
[4:57 - 5:20] When I'm not saying is very real because these people I've literally lost out on millions of dollars and YouTube ad revenue that I could have used to help my family to help friends that fucking deserve it.
[5:20 - 5:33] To help up and coming bands and artists that I know that are insanely talented to release and build my own shit.
[5:33 - 5:45] And make a living for myself and my family so I can help my family so I can help my friends when they need it.
[5:45 - 5:50] But yeah I have no money because of these people.
[5:50 - 6:01] Because these people I literally have no fucking money and no way to fight.
[6:01 - 6:08] Because without a lawyer I have nothing.
[6:08 - 6:19] Without a lawyer I have nothing. And I can't afford one. Because around here in Akron.
[6:19 - 6:30] Around here in Akron legal help is practically non existent. There are no pro bono lawyers that work this kind of case.
[6:30 - 6:38] And believe me I fucking checked.
[6:38 - 6:46] And to you pussy motherfucking trolls especially you punk ass music bitch Marty.
[6:46 - 6:52] You fucking fat goddamn swab you piece of fucking trash.
[6:52 - 6:55] You're the one that started all this.
[6:55 - 7:01] It started with you. And what did you do.
[7:01 - 7:19] Ruined my whole life by setting me up.
[7:19 - 7:39] You glory home. You William going home you know you didn't write those songs. You know that I wrote those songs. You know that's my voice on those goddamn songs that I wrote that I recorded that I busted my ass off on.
[7:39 - 7:51] That you now have the right to because you want to fucking make it to where I don't make any money.
[7:51 - 7:55] And where is that fair to my family.
[7:55 - 7:58] Where is that fair to my friends.
[7:58 - 8:02] Where is that fair to the people that I want to help.
[8:02 - 8:06] Where is that fair to any of them.
[8:06 - 8:10] I am tired of being quiet.
[8:10 - 8:24] I'm tired of just sitting here not saying something.
[8:24 - 8:38] Is it you music biz Marty or should I say Nicholas Beagler and your little fuck buddy. William fucking glory hole.
[8:38 - 8:53] Y'all's little bitch ass fucking pet maestro mafia. A.K.K. Peters the deadbeat bitch of a mom who don't take care of her kids.
[8:53 - 9:00] I've lost everything.
[9:00 - 9:17] I've literally lost everything that I've worked my ass off on because of you.
[9:17 - 9:44] You know before you came along Marty I had a great life.
[9:44 - 9:47] I had great friends.
[9:47 - 9:56] I had an amazing girlfriend at the time that you caused to leave.
[9:56 - 9:59] I had my career as a music arts going for me.
[9:59 - 10:06] I was booking shows trying to get a show.
[10:06 - 10:18] But now I have sit here in my house a prisoner of my own home that you made me make into a prison.
[10:18 - 10:26] I didn't want my home to be a prison but you're the one that made it this way Marty not me.
[10:26 - 10:34] I never asked for my home to be a prison.
[10:34 - 10:45] I never asked to be attacked or harassed or fucking bullied.
[10:45 - 11:00] I never asked to be taken advantage of.
[11:00 - 11:07] I never asked to have my life turned upside down and essentially stolen from me.
[11:07 - 11:33] My whole life my identity who I am all of it gone in a matter of seconds.
[11:33 - 11:41] It's sickening to me.
[11:41 - 11:56] Now you trolls can sit there and do this.
[11:56 - 12:21] Everything I've worked my ass off were gone for what your pleasure your amusement.
[12:21 - 12:26] You know forget about me for a minute.
[12:26 - 12:29] What about my family?
[12:29 - 12:33] How am I supposed to make a living for my family?
[12:33 - 12:39] I mean I can't get a regular job because of you.
[12:39 - 12:49] I can't get a regular job because you trolls spreading the lies and rumors that you spread about me around Akron.
[12:49 - 12:52] I'm not allowed to get a regular job.
[12:52 - 13:14] I can't do shit.
[13:14 - 13:31] How am I supposed to provide for my family if I'm not allowed to do what I need to do to make money off my artwork make money off my music do what I need to do as a content creator.
[13:31 - 13:34] Like I said I'm tired of being quiet.
[13:34 - 13:41] I'm tired of being silent about what you people really have done to me over the last five years.
[13:41 - 13:44] I'm sick of it.
[13:44 - 13:51] It eats me up every day knowing that you guys make money off me and I'm not allowed to do anything.
[13:51 - 14:05] Do you know how much that hurts me knowing that I'm not allowed to make money off my own stuff knowing that I have to watch my family fucking suffer as I don't make a damn dime because of all you fucking trolls.
[14:05 - 14:11] You think I asked for this. No.
[14:11 - 14:19] You think I asked for you don't fuck to steal my music. Hell no.
[14:19 - 14:26] I didn't ask for any of this.
[14:26 - 14:35] And yeah I'm pissed because I have a fucking reason to be so tired of being stolen from.
[14:35 - 14:41] I'm tired of being ripped off. I'm tired of being looked down upon.
[14:41 - 14:44] I'm tired of being stolen from.
[14:44 - 15:00] I'm tired of my whole career being put on hold because you jackass trolls don't know when to leave people the fuck alone.
[15:00 - 15:12] And it kills me knowing that I have to sit here and suffer and fight and fight and fight and fight and fight some more just to make a living.
[15:12 - 15:15] I wouldn't be fighting for my career.
[15:15 - 15:20] I shouldn't be having to defend my fucking work.
[15:20 - 15:41] You want to know where I should be right now on a fucking stage doing my music performing for thousands of people that are my people making money from my family releasing albums that's what I should be doing.
[15:41 - 15:48] But yeah I'm stuck here every day beyond this computer not able to do anything.
[15:48 - 15:52] Not able to release any music like I want.
[15:52 - 16:09] Not able to fight back like I want legally. Not able to help my friends that deserve it help my family help my brother Jake Stanley when they need it.
[16:09 - 16:32] Like I said forget about me but where is this shit that y'all are doing fair to my family. Where is that fair to my friends.
[16:32 - 16:38] I just wish y'all choice can see what you put me through.
[16:38 - 16:57] I really do. I wish that y'all could see it.
[16:57 - 17:03] I just don't see how you folks can live with yourselves knowing that you ruined someone's life.
[17:04 - 17:30] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[17:30 - 17:36] I know I'm being quiet all day.
[17:36 - 17:56] I've got so much going through my head right now because they show that it's hard to think.
[17:56 - 18:07] Imagine being in my shoes.
[18:07 - 18:21] Like seriously imagine being in my shoes and you have the cops telling you to get off the internet when your job is a musician and a music artist and a YouTube content creator.
[18:21 - 18:39] Imagine the cops telling you to get off your job as a content creator when it does affect your real life.
[18:39 - 19:08] It really does.
[19:08 - 19:30] I just don't understand you trolls.
[19:30 - 19:33] I really don't.
[19:33 - 19:38] I just wish that you guys wouldn't leave me to fuck on me.
[19:38 - 20:02] So somewhere else.
[20:02 - 20:17] It just kills me that I want so much because of these people.
[20:17 - 20:25] And I mean so much.
[20:25 - 20:32] And what I'm doing is not living.
[20:32 - 20:35] What I'm doing is merely existing.
[20:35 - 20:37] And that's it.
[20:37 - 20:40] Living day to day.
[20:40 - 20:45] Not knowing if I'm going to get my music off the ground because you trolls or whatever.
[20:45 - 20:53] I'm tired of this.
[20:53 - 20:55] I don't deserve this.
[20:55 - 21:04] I don't.
[21:04 - 21:27] I'm Marty the fact that you had mashed troll mafia the fact that you had mass troll mafia pretend to be 18 years old sending image owner under a child and then turn around sending 14 that is sickening you sick fuck.
[21:27 - 21:33] And yeah I called you a sick fuck because that's what you are you're a piece of fucking shit.
[21:33 - 21:41] You're a psychopathic fucking bitch a loser.
[21:41 - 21:45] You're a psychopathic asshole that needs fucking help.
[21:45 - 21:49] Clearly you need help and glory home.
[21:49 - 22:00] You need to shut your goddamn fucking mouth and fuck off and go somewhere else.
[22:00 - 22:08] Because I'm tired of being stolen from I'm tired of not being able to live my fucking life how I did five years ago.
[22:08 - 22:10] I'm tired of that.
[22:10 - 22:13] I want to get my life back.
[22:13 - 22:21] But how am I supposed to do that with no money. Thanks to you fucking jackasses.
[22:21 - 22:25] Thanks to you fucking assholes how am I supposed to fight back.
[22:25 - 22:28] How am I supposed to get my life back.
[22:28 - 22:37] I am sick of being silent about what's been going on for the last five years.
[22:37 - 22:42] I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut.
[22:42 - 23:08] That's the way I spoke up and fucking said something and that someone is me motherfuckers.
[23:08 - 23:20] And it's pretty fucking sad when you have cops show up to your house in a squad of 10 plus with pistols pointing at your fucking head.
[23:20 - 23:37] Yeah y'all ain't know about that did you. These motherfuckers called the cops at 11 o'clock tonight and had them show up to my house with a squad of 10 plus cop cars with pistols pointing at my dome, ready to kill me on for a laugh.
[23:37 - 24:03] I'm not shit ain't cool.
[24:03 - 24:12] But to everybody that does care about me I want y'all to know that I love every single one of you guys and I'm sorry that you have seen me go through this.
[24:12 - 24:28] I'm sorry that all my supporters my fans and friends and family. I'm sorry y'all gotta see me go through this.
[24:28 - 24:34] I'm tired of being quiet.
[24:34 - 24:40] I want to be able to do things again I want to be able to live my life again.
[24:40 - 25:09] I want to be able to go outside and have fun with my friends. I want to be able to go for walks and not have to carry a weapon on me at all times.
[25:09 - 25:37] I don't see how you trolls can do this.
[25:37 - 25:41] And the okay with ruining someone's life.
[25:41 - 26:10] Like you did mine.
[26:10 - 26:24] And yeah I'm more if you're right I am tired.
[26:24 - 26:28] I'm tired of being pushed around.
[26:28 - 26:34] I'm tired of being stolen from.
[26:34 - 26:43] I'm sick of being quiet. I'm tired of being made into something that I'm not.
[26:43 - 26:52] You know because you chose I now suffer from PTSD every day of my life now I suffer from it.
[26:52 - 27:05] I'm constantly sleeping every day because of you trolls barely doing anything not really doing things that I truly enjoy and that kills me.
[27:05 - 27:10] You guys are literally slowing the way killing me.
[27:10 - 27:15] You guys are slowly killing me.
[27:15 - 27:23] And what are you going to do if I ended up dead huh to the trolls what are you going to do if I ended up dead tomorrow.
[27:23 - 27:44] You're going to make another video laugh take my videos make fun of me some more or make fun of my family some more.
[27:44 - 28:08] Or what else are you going to do still all my music and playing for yourself.
[28:08 - 28:26] You're not going to do that for the last five years.
[28:26 - 28:53] I am barely slept because I've always had to be in alert. I've always had to be on guard 24/7 because of you trolls.
[28:53 - 29:01] Yeah I might walk around smile on my face but don't let that smile pull you I'm dealing with I'm dealing with a lot.
[29:01 - 29:21] I'm literally dealing with PTSD being an alert of fear wondering when this is all going to stop wanting to get my stuff back.
[29:21 - 29:27] I don't deserve this.
[29:27 - 29:30] I don't.
[29:30 - 29:38] Before all this like I said before all this started, I had a wonderful life.
[29:38 - 29:44] I had the girl of my dreams as my girlfriend I had a career in music.
[29:44 - 29:55] I was working on developing my own game through RPG maker and be at the time with some friends that was doing very well.
[29:55 - 30:06] I was doing reaction videos releasing my own music when I wanted.
[30:06 - 30:14] I was booking shows having fun going out with my friends and family having a good time.
[30:14 - 30:19] But now I'm stuck here in my home as a fucking prisoner.
[30:19 - 30:29] And to the acrupedi I say this. Fuck you and what you fucking think.
[30:29 - 30:43] Because this shit does affect my real life and it has. So that anybody out there says that gangstalk ain't real.
[30:43 - 30:47] Let me tell you this motherfuckers. It is.
[30:47 - 30:49] It's very real.
[30:49 - 30:55] It's a lot more real than you think.
[30:55 - 31:01] Because I have lived the last five years through it.
[31:01 - 31:07] The last five years have been me living through an endless nightmare.
[31:07 - 31:11] Yeah I've said shit and done shit that I'm not proud of.
[31:11 - 31:16] So that I am embarrassed by.
[31:16 - 31:21] But you trolls are the ones that put me in those positions.
[31:21 - 31:27] I'm tired of being the victim. It's about goddamn time somebody spoke the truth.
[31:27 - 31:30] I'm tired of being the victim.
[31:30 - 31:33] I'm tired of being attacked.
[31:33 - 31:55] I'm tired of my music and everything I work my ass off on being stolen from me in a matter of minutes.
[31:55 - 32:02] I want my life back. That's all I want.
[32:02 - 32:31] I just want my life back to the way that I was where I was happy having fun.
[32:31 - 33:00] I just want my life back to the way that I was when I was a kid.
[33:00 - 33:48] Oh.
[33:48 - 33:53] Five years.
[33:53 - 34:03] Five years down the train.
[34:03 - 34:13] And all for what.
[34:13 - 34:23] My whole career.
[34:23 - 34:30] Destroyed because of you fucking trolls.
[34:30 - 34:35] Like I said before you guys I had a life. I had a wonderful life.
[34:35 - 34:47] I had something that I want back on and be proud of.
[34:47 - 34:53] I had an amazing girlfriend I had music I was released every day.
[34:53 - 34:57] I had the job of my dreams.
[34:57 - 35:03] My dream job and the girl my dreams to support me the whole way.
[35:03 - 35:10] But what did you trolls do. You chased her all and ruined my life.
[35:10 - 35:23] And you changed me forever.
[35:23 - 35:29] Your trolls know.
[35:29 - 35:37] That you guys are pieces of fucking shit.
[35:37 - 35:45] And you deserve everything that you've done to me have happened to you.
[35:45 - 35:49] I want my life back.
[35:49 - 35:54] I don't care who I have to go through to get it I am taking my life back.
[35:54 - 35:58] Like I said I don't care what I have to go through to get it.
[35:58 - 36:04] I don't fucking care.
[36:04 - 36:11] I want my life back to the way it was.
[36:11 - 36:21] So fuck you trolls. Fuck the troll community. Fuck the locale community. And fuck anybody out there. That's a bully.
2017-12-11 Somebody  Save me (Song)

2017-12-11 Somebody Save me (Song)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:12] (Intro Music)
[0:12 - 0:15] Wake me up! Wake me up inside!
[0:15 - 0:17] Can't wake up! Wake me up inside!
[0:17 - 0:22] Save me! Call my name and save me from laughter!
[0:22 - 0:25] Wake me up! With my blood to run!
[0:25 - 0:28] I can't wake up! Before I come under!
[0:28 - 0:34] Save me! Save me from the nothing I've become!
[0:34 - 0:49] I don't understand the power of why you made me fuck and feel so alone
[0:49 - 0:52] And it's when the fuck and dark eyes in here cry
[0:52 - 0:57] Every single day and night wondering why you never wanted me to be
[0:57 - 1:01] You go round, why you going through me to the ground?
[1:01 - 1:04] Make me feel like you motherfucking shit
[1:04 - 1:08] Make me feel worthless, make me empty, all these curses
[1:08 - 1:14] I don't think you would dare die and wonder why you made me fuck and cry
[1:14 - 1:18] Wake me up inside! Can't wake up! Wake me up inside!
[1:18 - 1:23] Save me! Call my name and save me from laughter!
[1:23 - 1:26] Wake me up! With my blood to run!
[1:26 - 1:28] Can't wake up! Before I come under!
[1:28 - 1:33] Save me! Save me from the nothing I've become!
[1:33 - 1:36] Wake me up! With me up inside!
[1:36 - 1:38] I can't wake up! With me up inside!
[1:38 - 1:43] Save me! Call my name and save me from laughter!
[1:43 - 1:46] Wake me up! With my blood to run!
[1:46 - 1:48] Can't wake up! Before I come under!
[1:48 - 1:55] Save me! Save me from the nothing I've become!
[1:55 - 1:58] Wake me up! With me up! With me up!
[1:58 - 2:05] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[2:05 - 2:11] Wake me up! With me! Save me from the nothing I've become!
[2:11 - 2:14] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[2:14 - 2:17] Wake me up! With me! Save me from the nothing I've become!
[2:17 - 2:24] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[2:24 - 2:29] Motherfuckin' hell then I've been in it.
[2:29 - 2:31] Trapped in every single day.
[2:31 - 2:35] It's like I don't know which way up and which way down.
[2:35 - 2:38] I'm fucking wise, such a motherfuckin'.
[2:38 - 2:41] That's because of what you did to me.
[2:41 - 2:44] I'm sittin' here in, motherfuckin' stressing out.
[2:44 - 2:48] Not the wind, where to go and what to do.
[2:48 - 2:53] All because of you, I'm stuck in this hell with no way out.
[2:53 - 2:54] Wake me up!
[2:54 - 2:56] Wake me up inside!
[2:56 - 2:57] I can't wake up!
[2:57 - 2:59] Wake me up inside!
[2:59 - 2:59] Save me!
[2:59 - 3:04] Call my name and save me from the dust.
[3:04 - 3:04] Wake me up!
[3:04 - 3:06] Bid my blood to rot.
[3:06 - 3:07] I can't wake up!
[3:07 - 3:08] Before I come under.
[3:08 - 3:09] Save me!
[3:09 - 3:13] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[3:13 - 3:14] Wake me up!
[3:14 - 3:16] Wake me up inside!
[3:16 - 3:17] I can't wake up!
[3:17 - 3:19] Wake me up inside!
[3:19 - 3:20] Save me!
[3:20 - 3:23] Call my name and save me from the dust.
[3:23 - 3:24] Wake me up!
[3:24 - 3:25] Bid my blood to rot.
[3:25 - 3:27] I can't wake up!
[3:27 - 3:28] Before I come under.
[3:28 - 3:29] Save me!
[3:29 - 3:34] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[3:34 - 3:58] All because of you, I can't wake up!
[3:58 - 3:59] Wake me up!
[3:59 - 3:59] I can't wake up!
[3:59 - 4:00] Wake me up!
[4:00 - 4:00] Save me!
[4:00 - 4:04] Call my name and save me from the dust.
[4:04 - 4:06] Wake me up!
[4:06 - 4:07] Bid my blood to rot.
[4:07 - 4:08] I can't wake up!
[4:08 - 4:10] Before I come under.
[4:10 - 4:11] Save me!
[4:11 - 4:16] Save me from the nothing I've become!
[4:16 - 4:27] Yo, somebody needs to save me from this dark so I can get back on the right track and take back my heart.
[4:27 - 4:35] [MUSIC PLAYING]
2022-10-13 BEING FORCED TO STEP BACK FROM MUSI FOR A BIT (Facebook)

2022-10-13 BEING FORCED TO STEP BACK FROM MUSI FOR A BIT (Facebook)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:04] [Beep beep]
[0:04 - 0:14] [Sigh]
[0:14 - 0:16] [Click]
[0:16 - 0:22] [Beep]
[0:22 - 0:24] [Silence]
[0:24 - 0:34] What's up everyone?
[0:34 - 0:36] [Beep]
[0:36 - 0:38] So...
[0:38 - 0:42] I know this isn't something that...
[0:42 - 0:44] [Beep beep]
[0:44 - 0:46] You know...
[0:46 - 0:50] I was expecting to have to do, but...
[0:50 - 0:52] [Silence]
[0:52 - 0:58] There is something going on that...
[0:58 - 1:00] [Silence]
[1:00 - 1:04] that I need to tell everybody about.
[1:04 - 1:08] About a week and a half ago...
[1:08 - 1:12] [Silence]
[1:12 - 1:16] this guy by the name of William Gloryhole...
[1:16 - 1:18] [Silence]
[1:18 - 1:22] stole four of my songs...
[1:22 - 1:24] [Silence]
[1:24 - 1:32] and released them through the very highly and widely regarded and respected digital distributor...
[1:32 - 1:34] and Toon Gore.
[1:34 - 1:36] [Silence]
[1:36 - 1:42] All to give back to me because he does not want me making any money.
[1:42 - 1:46] Now as many of you may remember and may recall...
[1:46 - 1:50] on January 1st...
[1:50 - 1:54] of 2021...
[1:54 - 1:58] I released my song "Street Racing Scene" as...
[1:58 - 2:02] an anthem for people like myself that came up around...
[2:02 - 2:06] you know, the car culture, the car...
[2:06 - 2:10] the scene, came up around NASCAR drag racing, street drifting...
[2:10 - 2:14] you know, all that fun stuff.
[2:14 - 2:20] Well, unfortunately that was one of those songs that he had stolen away from me.
[2:20 - 2:24] So now every time I play that song...
[2:24 - 2:28] on Facebook or on YouTube...
[2:28 - 2:32] um...
[2:32 - 2:36] you know, like every time that I do that now...
[2:36 - 2:40] I get a copyright strike.
[2:40 - 2:44] Which isn't fair to me because that's literally my own work.
[2:44 - 2:50] [Silence]
[2:50 - 2:54] I ain't that ass. That's literally my work...
[2:54 - 2:58] that somebody else is getting paid for.
[2:58 - 3:02] [Silence]
[3:02 - 3:06] Like somebody else is literally getting paid for...
[3:06 - 3:10] my songs...
[3:10 - 3:14] four of my songs that I...
[3:14 - 3:18] wrote, recorded, and released.
[3:18 - 3:22] [Silence]
[3:22 - 3:26] Three of which were done live via YouTube.
[3:26 - 3:30] [Silence]
[3:30 - 3:34] So I feel like I have a behind the scenes kind of thing.
[3:34 - 3:38] But what gets me is...
[3:38 - 3:42] where is it fair...
[3:42 - 3:46] that I don't get to make money...
[3:46 - 3:50] off of my own work, but yet somebody like
[3:50 - 3:54] William Gloryhole from YouTube...
[3:54 - 3:58] gets to steal my work...
[3:58 - 4:02] and make money off of stuff that I've done.
[4:02 - 4:06] Like where is that fair?
[4:06 - 4:10] This man has literally said blatantly...
[4:10 - 4:14] and from hundreds of people on livestream...
[4:14 - 4:18] that he will do whatever he has to do...
[4:18 - 4:22] to keep me from making any kind of income.
[4:22 - 4:26] [Silence]
[4:26 - 4:30] He said those exact words on livestream.
[4:30 - 4:34] [Silence]
[4:34 - 4:38] And hey Sam, how you doing man?
[4:38 - 4:42] And I do apologize for not seeing you there Sam. I kind of got the things rolled down a little bit further.
[4:42 - 4:46] So I do apologize for not seeing you there, but how are you man?
[4:46 - 4:50] And believe me, I wish there was a way to stop him...
[4:50 - 4:54] but unless somebody knows...
[4:54 - 4:58] his real name, like his actual real name...
[4:58 - 5:02] address, then I can't stop him.
[5:02 - 5:06] Unless somebody knows his address, his real
[5:06 - 5:10] like legal name...
[5:10 - 5:14] then you know, what can I do?
[5:14 - 5:18] I have no money for a lawyer.
[5:18 - 5:22] Like I can't afford a lawyer as much as I would love to.
[5:22 - 5:26] I can't do a damn thing because I have no money.
[5:26 - 5:51] (door creaks)
[5:51 - 6:06] - Ryan, I don't want you to be able to hear music, yes.
[6:06 - 6:11] (door creaks)
[6:11 - 6:18] (snaps)
[6:18 - 6:21] Like, I don't know what to do about this.
[6:21 - 6:27] The effect of this man has gotten away
[6:27 - 6:31] with fucking out my life, and not just that.
[6:31 - 6:34] He didn't just do that.
[6:34 - 6:36] If you guys remember, I spoke about this yesterday
[6:36 - 6:40] before my stream got deleted again,
[6:40 - 6:46] because I performed my own song, "Shake Up."
[6:46 - 6:49] My own song, "Street Racing Scene,"
[6:49 - 6:52] which is my own fucking song.
[6:52 - 7:07] Or if you guys didn't see the live stream,
[7:07 - 7:10] I'm sure everybody saw the post.
[7:10 - 7:14] And if you didn't see the post, allow me to fill you in.
[7:14 - 7:21] Okay, for those of you that didn't see the post,
[7:21 - 7:23] allow me to fill you in.
[7:23 - 7:26] A few days ago, my mom went into the hospital
[7:26 - 7:29] and got out, she's fine, she's good.
[7:29 - 7:33] Well, between the time of getting home,
[7:33 - 7:36] or between the time of leaving the hospital,
[7:36 - 7:41] and her getting home, and being home for a couple days,
[7:41 - 7:46] William Gordon-Hole decided to call
[7:46 - 7:50] Adult Protective Services on me against my mom.
[7:50 - 7:56] They squeezed, saying that I was abusing her when I wasn't.
[7:56 - 8:04] So I said, "No, no, no, no, no, no, no."
[8:05 - 8:07] Yeah, that's how far he went.
[8:07 - 8:11] He literally tried to tell Adult Protective Services
[8:11 - 8:13] that I'm not doing shit.
[8:13 - 8:16] And that I'm not, you know, a good person,
[8:16 - 8:21] that I'm evil, that I'm lame, my hands and my mom won.
[8:21 - 8:24] The last time I did that was back in 2012.
[8:24 - 8:28] That was fucking years ago.
[8:28 - 8:32] And yes, I went to jail, and do I regret that?
[8:32 - 8:37] Yes, I paid for my mistake.
[8:37 - 8:39] Back in 2012, the dank that I went to jail?
[8:39 - 8:41] Yeah, I paid for that shit.
[8:41 - 8:44] I paid with my life.
[8:44 - 9:01] But when I still fail to understand,
[9:02 - 9:06] is how the fuck can any of you trolls
[9:06 - 9:07] be okay with what you do?
[9:07 - 9:15] Like, I don't get it.
[9:15 - 9:21] But unfortunately, as a result of William Gordon-Hole
[9:21 - 9:24] doing all this stuff, but more notably stealing
[9:24 - 9:27] four of my songs that the fans really enjoyed
[9:27 - 9:28] and really loved,
[9:28 - 9:33] I unfortunately am having to step down from music
[9:33 - 9:39] for a while, until I can get my songs back.
[9:39 - 9:45] I mean, I don't want to, but at this point,
[9:45 - 9:46] I don't have a choice.
[9:46 - 9:54] And the reason I'm stepping down is because
[9:54 - 9:56] I don't want to lose any more of my music.
[9:57 - 10:00] I've already lost four very important songs to me
[10:00 - 10:02] to this asshole.
[10:02 - 10:04] I don't want to lose any more.
[10:26 - 10:31] Like, imagine that you're a music artist like me
[10:31 - 10:36] and your fans want you to play street racing scenes
[10:36 - 10:39] so goddamn bad, right?
[10:39 - 10:41] Imagine that you guys created a song
[10:41 - 10:43] like I did called Street Racing Scene.
[10:43 - 10:45] Imagine that you guys created a song
[10:45 - 10:47] that the fans resonate with,
[10:47 - 10:50] that the fans absolutely love, all right?
[10:51 - 10:56] And some dickhead comes along, steals your songs,
[10:56 - 11:00] goes under an artist's name that's similar to yours,
[11:00 - 11:03] but changes the letters around and release it
[11:03 - 11:05] through a distributor, a iTunes core,
[11:05 - 11:07] that's a legal distributor.
[11:07 - 11:18] Now, imagine never being able to perform that song again
[11:19 - 11:21] for your fans that really love that one song.
[11:21 - 11:25] That's what I've been faced with.
[11:25 - 11:29] The fans want me to be able to perform that song,
[11:29 - 11:33] but unfortunately, I'm not allowed.
[11:33 - 11:37] Because of the fact that Gloryhold now,
[11:37 - 11:41] that William Gloryhold douchebag now holds all the rights
[11:41 - 11:45] to my music that I wrote and I recorded for that song,
[11:45 - 11:47] as well as three others.
[11:47 - 11:52] And I know what some of you guys are thinking in your heads,
[11:52 - 11:57] like for those of you that don't know me,
[11:57 - 11:59] I know what some of you are thinking is,
[11:59 - 12:01] "Oh, well, it's just a song, you can ignore it."
[12:01 - 12:05] Yeah, I could, but I don't want to.
[12:05 - 12:12] 'Cause when you write a song that's that good,
[12:12 - 12:15] that resonates with your fans,
[12:15 - 12:17] that resonates with your people,
[12:17 - 12:19] that resonates with your fan base
[12:19 - 12:22] that you truly enjoy the making
[12:22 - 12:24] and that they enjoy rocking out to,
[12:24 - 12:29] it's not fair that you lose out on that.
[12:29 - 12:31] It's not fair that you lose out
[12:31 - 12:34] on being able to perform that song.
[12:34 - 12:37] Why, it's not fair.
[12:37 - 12:41] I know what some of you guys say,
[12:41 - 12:42] "Oh, well, why is it fair?"
[12:42 - 12:44] Oh, yeah, the fuck it is fair.
[12:44 - 12:49] Yeah, it might not be fair in the sense
[12:49 - 12:54] that we all get fucked and we end up dead in the end,
[12:54 - 12:55] which is true.
[12:55 - 13:11] But to the fact that I'm not allowed
[13:11 - 13:14] to perform these songs that my fans enjoy,
[13:14 - 13:19] all because of an egotistical little fucking bitch,
[13:19 - 13:20] having behind a fucking computer screen
[13:20 - 13:23] like a punk-ass coward is not fair.
[13:23 - 13:28] It's not fair to me, it's not fair to my family,
[13:28 - 13:30] and it's not fair to my fans.
[13:30 - 13:34] Like, it's not fair to my fans,
[13:34 - 13:38] especially who are like me and enjoy gaming,
[13:38 - 13:42] who enjoy sim racing, who enjoy going to car shows,
[13:42 - 13:45] who enjoy going to car meets.
[13:45 - 13:48] You know, what about them?
[13:48 - 13:58] Like, where is it fair for them?
[13:58 - 14:06] Like, where is it fair that my fans
[14:06 - 14:09] don't get to hear the songs that they wanna hear,
[14:09 - 14:12] all because some egotistical little bitch
[14:12 - 14:15] that wants to see me fail steals my music?
[14:15 - 14:19] Like, where is that right?
[14:19 - 14:23] Hell, where is that even illegal?
[14:23 - 14:25] Like, is that even illegal to do that shit?
[14:25 - 14:35] Because like I said, I want to be able
[14:35 - 14:37] to perform my music, I do,
[14:39 - 14:42] but I cannot run that risk as of right now
[14:42 - 14:43] because I know that William Gordyhold
[14:43 - 14:46] will probably steal more of my songs
[14:46 - 14:49] and do the same thing he did as the last time.
[14:49 - 14:51] And I don't, I can't risk that again.
[14:51 - 14:57] Like, I cannot risk him doing that again.
[14:57 - 15:02] I'm not willing to put my music in jeopardy
[15:02 - 15:06] or my music or my songs that are literally
[15:06 - 15:09] about my life in jeopardy.
[15:09 - 15:16] And unless somebody else gets the payment for it,
[15:16 - 15:18] that's not happening.
[15:18 - 15:23] So, unfortunately, until I get this whole
[15:23 - 15:28] William Gordyhold thing figured out,
[15:28 - 15:32] aside from the couple songs that I am releasing,
[15:32 - 15:37] one of which is in five days, and another three,
[15:37 - 15:40] I know, another three that's in five days,
[15:40 - 15:43] and another one that's gonna be on the 19th.
[15:43 - 15:47] But aside from those,
[15:47 - 15:51] I'm not gonna be doing music for a while.
[15:51 - 15:53] Those four songs that I'm dropping,
[15:53 - 16:00] they are going, those are just gonna be
[16:00 - 16:05] the last ones for a while until I get this shit figured out.
[16:05 - 16:12] Because I have no money for a lawyer to fight this guy.
[16:12 - 16:28] And believe me, I wish I had money to fight.
[16:28 - 16:33] But I have no money to fight him,
[16:33 - 16:36] Masshole, or Marty.
[16:36 - 16:44] All right, I have no money to fight with,
[16:44 - 16:46] and I wish I did.
[16:46 - 16:49] Because I'm gonna be real with you guys,
[16:49 - 16:54] and like I said, I am not making this up,
[16:54 - 16:58] nor I am exaggerating by any stretch of the word at all,
[16:58 - 17:00] by any stretch of what I'm about to say.
[17:00 - 17:06] None of what I'm about to say is exaggerated at all.
[17:06 - 17:10] This is all real, factual, number-crunching facts.
[17:10 - 17:22] Because of Masshole reports,
[17:22 - 17:24] Music Biz, Marty, and William Gloryhole,
[17:24 - 17:30] just on ad revenue alone on YouTube,
[17:30 - 17:35] to the current dollar as of today,
[17:35 - 17:40] I have lost $2.1 million in ad revenue on YouTube.
[17:40 - 17:48] Only think about that, and yes, you heard that right.
[17:48 - 17:52] $1.2 million in ad revenue from YouTube alone
[17:52 - 17:56] is what I'm missing out on, what I'm losing in a month.
[17:56 - 18:09] And that's not fair to me.
[18:09 - 18:14] That sure as hell is not fair to my family.
[18:14 - 18:19] It's definitely not fair to friends that I want to help out.
[18:19 - 18:26] People that I genuinely want to help and do good for.
[18:26 - 18:39] I know a lot of very talented rappers,
[18:39 - 18:44] a lot of talented artists, bands, that could use the money.
[18:44 - 18:52] But I unfortunately can't help myself, my family, or them
[18:52 - 18:55] because of what these people do.
[18:55 - 19:01] Like, I can't go out and get a regular job
[19:01 - 19:06] because of the rumors that they spread.
[19:06 - 19:09] I can't do anything.
[19:09 - 19:14] And that's what's so fucking sad to me.
[19:14 - 19:18] I can't do anything because of these people.
[19:18 - 19:21] I am literally being gangstalked every day
[19:21 - 19:24] by these fucking evil ass people.
[19:24 - 19:27] And I know what's the only thing gangstalking isn't real.
[19:27 - 19:30] Yes, shut the fuck up, yes it is.
[19:30 - 19:34] Because I live through it every fucking day
[19:34 - 19:36] of my goddamn life.
[19:36 - 19:37] So all y'all trolls or anybody out there
[19:37 - 19:40] that thinks gangstalking isn't real, I say this.
[19:40 - 19:42] Shut the fuck up.
[19:42 - 19:48] Because I deal with gangstalking every day.
[19:48 - 19:56] In its realest form.
[19:56 - 19:58] It doesn't just apply to the internet.
[19:58 - 20:00] It applies to my real life as well.
[20:00 - 20:05] Because of this gangstalking shit that I've become a victim of
[20:05 - 20:19] for the last five years, I have lost out on a lot.
[20:19 - 20:27] I've lost out on major brand deal opportunities.
[20:30 - 20:35] I've been kicked off of the major record label
[20:35 - 20:39] that I was with a couple years ago.
[20:39 - 20:45] I've had friends and family lose their jobs
[20:45 - 20:46] because of these people.
[20:46 - 20:52] I almost got shot and killed by police because of these people.
[20:52 - 20:57] And right now in chat, we have a very dear friend of mine
[20:57 - 21:12] that was one of the first to step up
[21:12 - 21:17] and actually stand up for me out of everyone.
[21:17 - 21:22] Out of everyone, this man right here was one
[21:22 - 21:25] and I mean one of.
[21:25 - 21:28] I'm not just saying to be, I mean one of the first
[21:28 - 21:30] to step up and stand up for me,
[21:30 - 21:32] which is my boy Full Metal Kendo.
[21:32 - 21:40] So, Full Metal Kendo man, I wanna say thank you
[21:40 - 21:42] for doing what you did for me, man.
[21:42 - 21:44] I definitely appreciate it, dude.
[21:44 - 21:45] I truly do.
[21:45 - 21:48] Like the fact that you continue to stand up for me
[21:48 - 21:51] and help me fight these motherfuckers, it means a lot.
[21:51 - 21:58] And here's the thing, Donovan.
[21:58 - 22:02] I wish it was that easy.
[22:02 - 22:02] I really do.
[22:02 - 22:06] I wish it was that easy to ignore them.
[22:06 - 22:09] But in my case, it isn't because like I said,
[22:09 - 22:12] they have taken it from the internet to real life.
[22:12 - 22:19] They have had police called here and had me swatted
[22:19 - 22:22] to where I almost got shot and killed.
[22:22 - 22:25] And yes, you heard me right.
[22:25 - 22:29] I almost got shot and killed by police officers
[22:29 - 22:30] because of these people.
[22:30 - 22:39] So unfortunately, ignoring them in my case isn't,
[22:39 - 22:45] it's not possible, unfortunately.
[22:47 - 22:51] As much as I wish it was possible, in my case, it's not.
[22:51 - 22:54] Because these people take it to the extreme.
[22:54 - 22:59] These people literally take shit to the extreme.
[22:59 - 23:04] And when I say taking it to the extreme,
[23:04 - 23:07] I mean like leaving a dead baby pig
[23:07 - 23:10] still in the mother's fetal sac in a box
[23:10 - 23:15] to un our front porch.
[23:15 - 23:20] Leaving bananas with grotesque messages.
[23:20 - 23:25] And when I say grotesque, I mean some of the worst things
[23:25 - 23:26] you could ever fucking write.
[23:26 - 23:31] On bananas being scattered out in front of our yard.
[23:31 - 23:41] Having literal dog shit sent to our house.
[23:41 - 23:46] Having some of their little friends pull up to our house
[23:46 - 23:53] where we've had to have the police escort them
[23:53 - 23:54] off of our property.
[23:54 - 24:05] So I said man, as much as I wish I could,
[24:09 - 24:12] so I said man, as much as I wish I could ignore it,
[24:12 - 24:15] unfortunately in my case, it's unavoidable.
[24:15 - 24:16] I can't ignore it.
[24:16 - 24:21] On the norm, if they were just on the internet
[24:21 - 24:24] and they weren't stealing my shit, then yeah, I would.
[24:24 - 24:27] I would ignore it.
[24:27 - 24:30] If they were just commenting, I would ignore it.
[24:30 - 24:32] But when you cross the line
[24:32 - 24:35] from being on the internet to real life,
[24:35 - 24:37] that's where you fuck up.
[24:37 - 24:42] And I think Full Metal Kendo here will agree with me
[24:42 - 24:51] on this, that the trolls see me as I'm not being smart.
[24:51 - 25:03] But on the contrary, I'm actually very articulate.
[25:03 - 25:05] I'm actually very smart.
[25:06 - 25:11] I actually comprehend things like any other normal person does.
[25:11 - 25:29] But when it comes to crossing a certain line
[25:29 - 25:36] from being on the internet to real life,
[25:36 - 25:40] I don't give a fuck about being articulate.
[25:40 - 25:44] I give a fuck about what's taking back what's mine.
[25:44 - 25:52] I give a fuck about my fans, my people.
[25:52 - 25:55] I give a fuck about what I need to be doing.
[25:55 - 26:02] I give a fuck about my music.
[26:02 - 26:04] I give a fuck about my songs.
[26:04 - 26:07] I give a fuck about my career.
[26:07 - 26:14] Like I said, I have literally lost 1.2 million dollars
[26:14 - 26:17] in the last five years in ad revenue
[26:17 - 26:18] because of these trolls.
[26:18 - 26:24] I have had several channels that have had
[26:24 - 26:28] well over a thousand subscribers taken down
[26:28 - 26:31] for no reason but to laugh at me.
[26:34 - 26:35] 'Cause that's all they do.
[26:35 - 26:39] They sit there, they let me get to a thousand subs
[26:39 - 26:43] and then they come in and master report me
[26:43 - 26:47] and then I get banned for no fucking reason.
[26:47 - 26:51] Making it hard for me to make a living.
[26:51 - 26:58] And for now, Kendall, I agree with you, bro.
[26:58 - 27:00] These people don't have lives.
[27:00 - 27:02] They don't have jobs.
[27:03 - 27:06] And I agree with you 100%, man.
[27:06 - 27:08] These people do not have lives.
[27:08 - 27:10] They do not have jobs.
[27:10 - 27:12] And they're pieces of fucking shit.
[27:12 - 27:16] They are literally pieces of shit.
[27:16 - 27:27] Now I'm not gonna lie, the banana thing,
[27:27 - 27:31] even though some of the messages on there
[27:31 - 27:36] were pretty fucked up, I had to omit the banana thing.
[27:36 - 27:37] That was funny.
[27:37 - 27:40] I'm not gonna lie, the banana thing, I can laugh at that.
[27:40 - 27:43] I can laugh at the banana thing.
[27:43 - 27:48] But when you call Adult Protective Services on my family,
[27:48 - 27:53] saying that I'm doing something that I'm not doing,
[27:53 - 27:55] that's when I have a serious issue.
[28:00 - 28:03] Exactly, Full Metal, exactly.
[28:03 - 28:11] And again, Full Metal, I just wanna say again, dude,
[28:11 - 28:14] I truly appreciate you standing up for me
[28:14 - 28:16] along with the others, man.
[28:16 - 28:19] You along with the others standing up for me, man,
[28:19 - 28:22] I truly appreciate that.
[28:22 - 28:25] And Sam, I appreciate what you've done too, man.
[28:25 - 28:29] Like, I truly appreciate what you've done, Full Metal.
[28:29 - 28:30] I really do.
[28:30 - 28:38] Like, I know I've said it before, but it's true, man.
[28:38 - 28:43] Why, because of these people, I've lost a lot of friends.
[28:43 - 28:46] I've had family stop talking to me.
[28:46 - 28:53] Like I said, I can no longer get a regular nine to five job
[28:53 - 28:54] because of these people.
[28:54 - 28:59] So, you know, like, I do wanna say though,
[28:59 - 29:16] to anybody out there that has stood up for me,
[29:16 - 29:17] I wanna say thank you.
[29:20 - 29:25] Because these past five years have been the hardest years
[29:25 - 29:26] of my life.
[29:26 - 29:32] Hell, these last five years have been literally
[29:32 - 29:36] the hardest years of my YouTube career in general.
[29:36 - 29:51] Like, these last five years have, how do I put it?
[29:51 - 30:03] By show of comments, how many people here
[30:03 - 30:05] have seen the movie side by side?
[30:05 - 30:16] How many people here have seen the movie side by side?
[30:16 - 30:19] Cyberbully with Emily Osman?
[30:19 - 30:22] How many people, how many of you guys in the comments
[30:22 - 30:26] have seen the movie The Cyberbully with Emily Osman?
[30:26 - 30:28] (beep)
[30:28 - 30:31] (crickets chirping)
[30:56 - 30:59] Because if you've not seen that movie,
[30:59 - 31:05] I highly suggest watching it.
[31:05 - 31:09] But if you guys have seen it, then you guys know where,
[31:09 - 31:11] you guys understand where I'm going with this.
[31:11 - 31:18] If you guys have ever seen the movie The Cyberbully,
[31:18 - 31:24] imagine that being my life every day.
[31:24 - 31:27] (crickets chirping)
[31:27 - 31:31] Being bullied on the internet.
[31:31 - 31:34] Being set up to be something that I'm not.
[31:34 - 31:40] Having my whole life ripped off memories slowly every day.
[31:40 - 31:46] Slowly being pushed to kill myself every day.
[31:46 - 31:52] Slowly being pushed to end up in jail every day.
[31:52 - 31:56] Just a little bit set of time every day, every day,
[31:56 - 32:01] every day, that's been my life for the past five years.
[32:01 - 32:03] And that's what these people want.
[32:03 - 32:06] They want me to kill myself, but I'm not going to.
[32:20 - 32:23] Like that has literally been my life for the last five years.
[32:23 - 32:28] And I'm tired of it.
[32:28 - 32:33] I want my life back.
[32:33 - 32:37] So like I said, unfortunately,
[32:37 - 32:38] until I get this shit dealt with,
[32:38 - 32:40] I will not be releasing any more music.
[32:40 - 32:43] As much as I would like to,
[32:43 - 32:47] I will not be releasing any more music out of safety
[32:47 - 32:50] for my music career.
[32:51 - 32:53] And the safety of my songs.
[32:53 - 32:56] Because I don't want these assholes going around
[32:56 - 32:58] stealing my music again.
[32:58 - 33:02] Therefore, I am hiding all my music.
[33:02 - 33:05] I am hiding everything music related.
[33:05 - 33:07] And I'm not going to be doing music
[33:07 - 33:09] until I get this shit dealt with.
[33:09 - 33:13] Because I'm not going to have some jackass
[33:13 - 33:15] like William Gloria coming in,
[33:15 - 33:18] sparking his mouth and then taking what's right for him on.
[33:19 - 33:21] I'm not having it.
[33:21 - 33:25] And believe me, if I had the money to afford a lawyer,
[33:25 - 33:27] I would be getting one right now.
[33:27 - 33:31] But I have no money. I'm broke.
[33:31 - 33:40] I have to help take care of my mom even more now
[33:40 - 33:42] because she just got diagnosed with diabetes
[33:42 - 33:43] a few days ago.
[33:43 - 33:46] [breathes deeply]
[33:46 - 34:07] Like, I don't deserve this.
[34:07 - 34:09] My family doesn't need the stress.
[34:09 - 34:12] And neither do I.
[34:12 - 34:16] So to William Gloria Hall, I'm telling you this
[34:16 - 34:18] right the fuck now.
[34:18 - 34:22] You and your friends need to shut the fuck up,
[34:22 - 34:25] leave me the fuck alone and go the fuck somewhere else.
[34:25 - 34:33] Or better yet, how about you do the world a favor
[34:33 - 34:37] and get your lazy fucking bitch ass off the internet
[34:37 - 34:38] and actually get a fucking job
[34:38 - 34:40] like the rest of us around here.
[34:40 - 34:44] And why don't you do that?
[34:44 - 34:47] How about you get off your fucking fat, lazy ass
[34:47 - 34:48] and get a real job?
[34:48 - 34:50] How about that?
[34:50 - 34:53] - Good work!
[34:53 - 34:58] - All right, one night, guys.
[34:58 - 35:05] - What?
[35:05 - 35:08] What?
[35:08 - 35:11] [breathes deeply]
[35:11 - 36:15] [crickets chirping]
[36:15 - 36:18] - Sorry, I didn't have to take care of something real quick.
[36:18 - 36:27] But, you know, it's not fair to me or my family
[36:27 - 36:31] to suffer like this.
[36:31 - 36:39] Like, you know, and I agree with you, Fullmetal Kendo,
[36:40 - 36:43] with what you said about the police, I do agree.
[36:43 - 36:51] If I was a pedophile,
[36:51 - 36:54] why was I not arrested that night?
[36:54 - 37:02] If I truly am a pedophile like you trolls fucking claim I am,
[37:02 - 37:07] then why was I not arrested that night by the police
[37:07 - 37:09] when they showed up here to confront me?
[37:10 - 37:12] Why am I not in jail right now?
[37:12 - 37:17] And for that matter, why is it not on my public record
[37:17 - 37:19] when I showed them everything?
[37:19 - 37:24] And I do mean I showed the police everything.
[37:24 - 37:29] I showed them the screenshots and everything, let me tell you.
[37:35 - 37:39] They could tell just by looking that I'm not a pedophile.
[37:39 - 37:43] So all you fucking assholes that are running around
[37:43 - 37:46] saying that I'm talking to other girls, I'm not.
[37:46 - 37:49] I don't do that shit.
[37:49 - 37:53] That shit's you guys looking for a fucking reaction
[37:53 - 37:56] because you're so fucking bored with your lives
[37:56 - 37:58] that you don't have anything better to fucking do
[37:58 - 38:00] and I'm getting sick of it.
[38:00 - 38:02] And so is my family.
[38:03 - 38:06] And Gloria, while we're at it, you little douchebag.
[38:06 - 38:10] You say that you respect my mom?
[38:10 - 38:12] No the fuck you don't.
[38:12 - 38:15] You don't fucking respect her.
[38:15 - 38:17] You say you do but you don't.
[38:17 - 38:27] Because if you did respect my moms like you say you do,
[38:27 - 38:31] you wouldn't be doing this shit to me that you do.
[38:32 - 38:36] If anything, you would be leaving me the fuck alone.
[38:36 - 38:45] You and that tinsel head fucking bitch ass Canadian fuck boy,
[38:45 - 38:49] Greiker, would be leaving me the fuck alone.
[38:49 - 38:53] I mean you guys say that you respect my family?
[38:53 - 38:55] No the fuck you don't.
[38:55 - 38:57] You have no respect for my family.
[39:00 - 39:03] You don't respect me, you don't respect my moms.
[39:03 - 39:06] You don't respect any of us.
[39:06 - 39:23] So Gloria, you can take that you respecting my family shit?
[39:23 - 39:26] You can take that right there.
[39:26 - 39:30] Do like this, crumple it up and shove it up your fucking ass.
[39:30 - 39:35] Because you don't respect my family, you never did.
[39:35 - 39:44] And I'll be honest, I'm tired of dealing with this shit.
[39:44 - 39:50] Like I said, I don't deserve this, neither does my family.
[39:53 - 39:59] My family especially doesn't deserve what they've gotten put through.
[39:59 - 40:02] Alright come on.
[40:02 - 40:07] My mom and stepdad are elderly motherfuckers.
[40:07 - 40:11] Like have some fucking goddamn respect for them.
[40:11 - 40:17] Have some fucking class man, have some fucking decency.
[40:18 - 40:29] And if you have a problem with me, and I say this to everyone.
[40:29 - 40:38] If you have a fucking problem with me, take it up with me personally on the side in private and we'll talk about it.
[40:38 - 40:45] But don't ever bring my family and friends into this shit motherfuckers, you don't do that shit.
[40:46 - 40:51] And if you have any respect like you trolls say you do, which we all know you don't.
[40:51 - 40:57] If you have a fucking problem with me, pull me aside in private.
[40:57 - 41:01] Talk to me alone in private and we'll settle it there.
[41:01 - 41:11] Whether it be on Discord, on phone call, on Facebook, wherever that spot may be.
[41:11 - 41:36] But you fucking assholes going out of your way to completely fuck my life up for no reason but a laugh is stupid.
[41:37 - 41:42] How few motherfuckers are grown ass adults?
[41:42 - 41:54] It's time for you to grow the fuck up and stop acting like fucking high schoolers or grade schoolers or kindergarteners.
[41:54 - 42:13] Like this shit is fucking ridiculous.
[42:13 - 42:20] I know this livestream has been longer than I intended it to be.
[42:21 - 42:36] But I did want to come on here and spend all the time and let everybody know that I will not be doing my music for a while until I can get this shit taken care of on the legal side of things.
[42:39 - 42:46] So instead I will be going back to focusing on gaming and ultimately my artwork.
[42:46 - 43:01] And I also will be continuing my classes every day in the morning because if you guys don't know I actually am taking business classes online.
[43:04 - 43:25] So I will be focusing more on that and other stuff of that nature so that I can actually start to make the living outside of my fucking music and maybe come back to music in the long run.
[43:26 - 43:37] I'm not saying I'm retiring. Don't get it wrong. I'm not retiring from music. That by no means is happening at all whatsoever. That is not going to be a thing.
[43:37 - 43:42] I am not retiring from good. That's not what I'm doing.
[43:45 - 44:08] What I'm simply saying is that I am putting my music on the back burner for the time being until I can get shit figured out as far as getting this shit dealt with.
[44:10 - 44:23] But again, everybody that has had my back through all this such as Full Metal Kendo and all my really close friends and family, I want to say thank you guys.
[44:23 - 44:29] I can't thank you guys enough. You guys are fucking awesome. I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[44:29 - 44:37] And Full Metal Kendo, keep doing what you're doing, bro. Love your content, man. Keep doing what you're doing, bro. Absolutely love what you got going on, dude.
[44:38 - 44:49] But for those of you that do watch my channel, DK Customs, I will be converting that channel to a full-time gaming channel.
[44:49 - 45:01] And starting tomorrow, I will be doing daily uploads. I will be posting all that fun stuff.
[45:01 - 45:23] So in the long run, I actually will be looking for, you know, a sponsorship once I hit the 1K mark, which I'm not far from.
[45:24 - 45:51] I've already got like 600 subs, so I'm super close with the gaming channel, but, you know, I think my time in music, and I'm not saying it is, I'm saying it may, keyword may be coming to an end.
[45:52 - 46:02] I don't know. Do I want it to be the end? No, but I'll have to wait and see what the future holds.
[46:02 - 46:12] And whatever the future holds and whatever direction I end up going down, well, you know, that's the path I'm going to have to follow.
[46:13 - 46:21] But for the time being, I am going to be, like I said, focusing on my artwork in private. I'm going to the...
[46:21 - 46:56] I'm going to the...
2022-10-11 Fast Lane Freestyle

2022-10-11 Fast Lane Freestyle

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:14] [music plays]
[0:14 - 0:14] I'm sorry
[0:14 - 0:18] [music plays]
[0:18 - 0:20] I'm sayin' I'm a motherfuckin' past, say y'all
[0:20 - 0:23] Sayin' I'm a motherfuckin' don't let go, like who the fuck are you?
[0:23 - 0:27] Stick it to one of these days, you stickin' let you stick a manger on hell, though
[0:27 - 0:33] I'm stayin' my own age, doin' what I gotta do with a motherfuckin' day, you stickin' let you stop me, stickin' let you stop me
[0:33 - 0:39] Hell nah man, better get the fuck up by the door, but if you need my juice, I'ma throw a rabbit to a motherfuckin' day, can't do
[0:39 - 0:45] Take it that you better tell me, man, you ain't nothin' but a motherfuckin' Joe West bitch, y'all written up, that's that you
[0:45 - 0:52] Ain't nothin' but a motherfuckin' soul, man, who the fuck you? Lookin' like you need a motherfuckin' cane, call your rat, she the wrong man
[0:52 - 0:58] Fuckin' me as well, friend of me, as the brothers of destruction
[0:58 - 1:06] 'Cause I'm no fuckin' lookin' like motherfuckin', I got the mask and I'm ready to fix a motherfuckin' sass
[1:06 - 1:15] I ain't got no time for a snow bitch, ain't got no time for a hater that wants us, that's his work for the next year
[1:15 - 1:21] You sayin' that I hate shit, fuck the truth, if you don't want that, they shit, don't do what I gotta do
[1:21 - 1:30] What is it, motherfuckin' day? Yeah, I don't, motherfuckin' think I am here to stay, y'all goin' as hard as anybody can
[1:30 - 1:40] I don't ever ever get down from a motherfuckin' challenge, so you better step up if you wanna be better than me
[1:40 - 1:49] Yeah, you better prove your motherfuckin' worth, 'cause I'm dope as hard as they must've come
[1:49 - 1:56] Here I am, comin' up, and my name is David Fuckin' No, I am one of the best in the presidency
[1:56 - 2:04] If you don't make me take a look at what I can't fuckin' do, on a screen, my kid crypto
[2:04 - 2:11] They sayin' motherfuckin' eatin' at the motherfuckin' piece, and I think twice, three times, all the time, every day
[2:11 - 2:20] And I never ever want that esteem, 'cause I go hard as anybody else on a track
[2:20 - 2:27] I don't, just as hard as I'm anymore, even Tommy Donald on a motherfuckin' track
[2:27 - 2:34] I'm next to not to be royalty, so you better get the fuck up outta my way
[2:34 - 2:40] You get the fuck away from me, 'cause I'm comin' through, full of fuckin' crime
[2:40 - 2:45] Never ever when I go down, go ahead, try to take me out
[2:45 - 2:48] Never ever when I go down
[2:49 - 2:52] [Guitar strum]
[2:53 - 2:59] [Silence]
Cyrax - Dont Give up (Spoken word Poem)

Cyrax - Dont Give up (Spoken word Poem)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:28] Your videos suck. You'll never be good enough. You'll never make it in anything that you want to do in life. Give up your dreams and get a job. Don't kill yourself. You'll do the world a favor by doing that. You're a fake. You're a liar.
[0:29 - 0:57] You should've never been born. The things you say don't matter. You're a work issue. You're a part thief. You're a music thief. You're this way so you'll never be good enough to do these things.
[0:58 - 1:12] Fall in line with the algorithm. Don't stand out like the rest. Blend in. These are things that I get told every day by people.
[1:17 - 1:46] Yes, I have some people that do care. But because of these problems, these are things that I deal with every day. Your music's awesome. Keep it going. You're an inspiration. Keep fighting. Don't throw your life away. You're worth something.
[1:47 - 2:04] You have a good life. You're an incredible person. You've helped me. Your song helped me. Your cover show helped me. Your artwork is amazing. Keep it up.
[2:07 - 2:36] Those words mean something. Every day we go through social media, living this lie of wanting to be perfect, of wanting to be accepted by everyone. We don't care whether we have to do things we don't like, whether we have to create things that we don't want to create, be who we don't want to be.
[2:37 - 3:04] Ultimately, we have to hide behind a mask that is not us. And what happens? We become just like everyone else. Another slave to the system that we call society. We become a slave to an algorithm of torment and void. And we allow it to happen.
[3:05 - 3:33] You are beautiful. You are strong. You are talented. This drawing has got to stop. This drawing does nothing but ruin lives. Think of what you mean. It almost ruined mine.
[3:34 - 4:01] I almost lost the woman that I loved. To this horrible thing that started out of nowhere. And now has become this fourth-wide trend. Like, it's cool to troll. It's cool to pick on people. It's cool to push those that have very real problems in their life down to the ground.
[4:02 - 4:28] To make them feel lower than dirt. But the truth is, it's not okay. That's the worst thing you can ever do to someone. To make them feel less than you. And if you are this person, I want you to know that you are not alone.
[4:29 - 4:55] You are beautiful. You are talented. You are good enough. Is it time you stand on the same end of us? Is it enough? Be that change that someone needs in your life. Be that change that you want to be. Don't let these people bully you.
[4:56 - 5:20] Because as I said, you are good enough. You are talented. And you are truly amazing. Don't ever give up.
[5:20 - 5:21] Don't ever give up.
[5:22 - 6:21] [Music]
Cyrax - Stop the Negativity (Spoken word Poem)

Cyrax - Stop the Negativity (Spoken word Poem)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:09] [music plays]
[0:09 - 0:24] People tell me every day that I say that I'm a Chance, Cyraxx, you're a hypocrite. You say one thing and do another.
[0:24 - 0:34] You don't take the advice of others. You don't do like I say and this gets you in this place.
[0:34 - 0:47] But the truth is, what works for you might not work for me. Just because you have experiences doesn't mean that you have the right to judge me.
[0:47 - 0:56] See, every day we're trapped by this thing called the Internet. And the Internet's not necessarily a bad thing, the Internet's like a child.
[0:56 - 1:14] It knows no good, but it also knows no bad. It just is. And yet, we treat it with such disgust and such abuse that we don't even realize what it does to us in the end.
[1:14 - 1:23] It's like the Internet's got us in this noose, and it won't let us go.
[1:23 - 1:43] And what do we have to show for it? Bullying, trolling somebody on the Internet, attacking somebody less than us, making fun of somebody with a disability, making fun of somebody who is very passionate about what they do.
[1:43 - 1:54] So my question to you is, who are you to judge those around you? What right do you have to judge those around you?
[1:54 - 2:02] You're no better than me, and I'm no better than you. At the end of the day, we are all human. We all bleed red.
[2:02 - 2:12] We are all people on the inside. Yet, the words they say may just be words on a page, on the Internet.
[2:12 - 2:28] But behind those words, and behind that screen, there's a person who could be very well going through something that you don't even realize.
[2:28 - 2:47] And that could be somebody that much closer to killing themselves, because they deal with depression every day at school, they deal with being bullied, they deal with being attacked at home, something with their own being.
[2:47 - 2:54] And yet, you won't even know because you don't take the time to get to know them.
[2:54 - 3:08] So my question to you again is this, what gives you the right to judge? You're not God, you're a human being.
[3:08 - 3:24] I was once in your shoes. Thought that the world owed me something. I was once enslaved by this thing called the Internet.
[3:24 - 3:46] And yeah, it's true, I'm not afraid to admit that, too. I was a slave of the system, working long days and long nights, just trying to get my name out, hoping that I could do something right.
[3:46 - 3:55] And then over the years, I became trapped and ensnared. And I kept telling myself every time I read, this wasn't fair.
[3:55 - 4:01] I tried to read and I tried and I tried again.
[4:01 - 4:09] But yet, there was no use.
[4:09 - 4:16] There was no use because I had no way out.
[4:16 - 4:23] I pray to God every night and every day, "Please, God, let me out of this place."
[4:23 - 4:36] Let me get back to the way that I was when I was 16, before I started this journey that would soon become a hellish nightmare.
[4:36 - 4:53] I've been judged a lot, too. For those of you that want to know who have been in my shoes or are in my shoes, I want you to know that you're not alone because I've been there, too.
[4:53 - 5:07] And for those that have bullied me, that have been bullying me and continue to do so, I want you to know that I almost took my life many times because of people like you.
[5:07 - 5:13] All the bullying and the hatred, this is shit that goes on every day. Yeah, it's true.
[5:13 - 5:20] We can't even see past our own guilt.
[5:20 - 5:24] We can't change what we need to be.
[5:24 - 5:31] Yet, you guys continue to attack others, like me.
[5:31 - 5:34] And for what reason?
[5:34 - 5:40] It's because you're bored, it's because you're angry with yourself.
[5:40 - 5:49] And what's the reason? There is none.
[5:49 - 5:53] Y'all better doin' this shit. You need to quit.
[5:53 - 5:59] Because there's no fun in you. It's only tragedy, hurt, and anguish.
[5:59 - 6:02] Every day.
[6:02 - 6:10] And y'all talk to the people like you, Rustic, and people like you, Martin.
[6:10 - 6:17] All you guys do is bully people on the daily and it's so retarded.
[6:17 - 6:27] You make people feel like they're lesser than you, but really they're not. They're just the same as you.
[6:27 - 6:38] So again, I ask, what right do you have to judge?
[6:38 - 6:43] If anything, you should be judging yourself in what you do.
[6:43 - 6:49] Stop worrying about what other people do. Stop worrying about this guy over here on YouTube.
[6:49 - 6:52] That's fightin' hard to make a living for his family.
[6:52 - 6:57] Forget about this person over here who's going through a very tough time.
[6:57 - 7:05] From being bullied and going through cancer treatment at home or this family alone.
[7:05 - 7:09] Focus on yourself and what you want to do with your life.
[7:09 - 7:16] Stop making other people the content. This shit ain't right.
[7:16 - 7:22] And you do it for what reason? To embarrass people?
[7:22 - 7:29] I don't get it. When is it ever gonna end? When are you just gonna quit it?
[7:29 - 7:33] What you're doing ain't right. And it needs to stop.
[7:33 - 7:40] There are people like me that genuinely want to make this community a better place and have wanted that all along.
[7:40 - 7:48] The day through you come along, tryin' to ruin it, throw a wrench in my plans.
[7:48 - 7:57] And now I'm stuck back at square one in June, unable to provide my family the bullshit that you do to me.
[7:57 - 8:02] So every night and day I pray to God and ask Him, "Why me?"
[8:02 - 8:07] I just wanna do what I would do that and provide for my family.
[8:07 - 8:14] I wanna be that hope for others like me.
[8:14 - 8:19] I wanna make this community a better place like my good friend Jamie tried to do.
[8:19 - 8:28] 'Cause ever since she's been gone, man, everything's gone to shit. And everybody knows that it's true.
[8:28 - 8:40] This community needs to change. And I want to be that change, but how can I be that change when everybody constantly tries to get in my way?
[8:40 - 8:51] So if you're listening, I hope you can hear this. If you are being bored, I hope to God that you can hear this.
[8:51 - 9:03] I'm thinning your shoes. I know it's like 'cause I'm there too. Every night, every day, when I don't want me, God, why ever will this race?
[9:03 - 9:11] Will I ever beat this pure hell that we get put through? I don't know.
[9:11 - 9:17] But I can come through one thing, that I'm right here with you.
[9:17 - 9:24] And for those that I've passed on, I want you guys to know that we all miss you.
[9:24 - 9:37] Nothing's ever been the same without you. Especially you, Jamie. You've been a huge help to this community in so many ways.
[9:37 - 9:50] But Marty and Rustic, it's people like you who get in the way that make it impossible to make that change.
[9:50 - 10:01] And Chuckle1972, it's people like you that judge people like me, and that ain't cool.
[10:01 - 10:08] You say I'm a hypocrite, but yet you don't know my story. You're not in my shoes.
[10:08 - 10:17] So why don't you worry about yourself instead? Because like I said, what works for you might not work for me.
[10:17 - 10:27] Why can't we just agree to disagree? You do you and I'll do me.
[10:27 - 11:24] [SOUND]