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2020-9-19 greenday Covers

2020-9-19 greenday Covers

[0:00 - 0:26] What's going on y'all? I figured while I'm waiting for the video to finish hearing in
[0:26 - 0:32] after effects, I'd sit here and I'd do some greenbakers for you guys. I know you guys
[0:32 - 0:38] mind I know this but I do have an affinity for doing you know punk rock types stuff,
[0:38 - 0:52] such as green days, so without further ado, let's get started shall we?
[0:52 - 1:07] If it'll work, it better fucking work.
[1:07 - 1:32] And we gotta start the day. Oh, I don't know if we're going to reload.
[1:32 - 1:53] Count the room we're watching right now, man. You got all the nominees, what's good, man?
[1:53 - 2:12] Yo, why's this thing freezing up so much?
[2:12 - 2:39] Alright, so we'll just go here. Let's try something here.
[2:39 - 2:43] Alright, so I am going to have to hold off on the green day stuff for a minute
[2:43 - 2:49] because this video is almost done. So I don't apologize, guys. I am going to come back and do
[2:49 - 2:53] some green day shows in just a few minutes. I need to get this video done and put out.
[2:53 - 2:58] I need to show you guys how to go about process and all that stuff. So run in this real quick
[2:58 - 3:04] and then I will go in and I will show you guys how to do what you do with
[3:06 - 3:13] NCH Video Editor and all that happy ass shit. And from there, yeah, it'll be good to go.
[3:13 - 3:19] So give me a couple minutes to get it set up. And yeah, that was actually one of the
[3:19 - 3:27] videos we've done this early. So give me just a few minutes, guys. Peace.
2020-9-19 Yall NEed To Leave me The Fuck alone

2020-9-19 Yall NEed To Leave me The Fuck alone

[0:00 - 0:20] What up what up what up y'all it's your boy Cyraxx on the back. So I got a call from a
[0:20 - 0:33] very special today and you know who that person is Mr. Jay Brown aka the man behind all the
[0:33 - 0:46] attacks I have with me aka the man responsible for taking down my other channels. Now Jay you
[0:46 - 0:53] think you own me motherfucker you don't let me tell you right now there's one thing I would never
[0:53 - 1:00] ever do is bow down to you and your little friend John you're sitting on the computer like a fucking
[1:00 - 1:12] internet thug you attack people for no reason like what the fuck man and to the real prophet
[1:12 - 1:24] grace the real one who actually knows what's going on oh nice but to the real prophet grace
[1:24 - 1:31] who knows what's actually going on bro you need to put a stop to this man this man's
[1:31 - 1:40] using your name to attack me saying that I swatted you many years ago but I never did that
[1:41 - 1:46] I know it's all fucking lie
[1:46 - 1:58] the only person I've ever called the cops on in the past is well actually no one
[1:58 - 2:08] uncle literally the cops have always been called on me I've never called the cops on anyone
[2:08 - 2:16] hey ace guys what's up man yo if y'all want to go after this man
[2:16 - 2:22] if y'all want to go after a straight guy this is just one of his many many accounts
[2:22 - 2:31] and I mean one of his many accounts that he has on Facebook that he's made to fuck with people
[2:34 - 2:44] yeah Jasmine what's good the only thing right now is Jay Brown and John Hagee Hagee how are you
[2:44 - 3:07] say it what's happening now all right how's this oh yeah I'm gonna take it off
[3:07 - 3:18] all right I'm gonna have to take it off so let me tell you right now
[3:18 - 3:24] John you think that you're gonna get away with talking with me kid but you're not
[3:26 - 3:38] oh you say that oh you know everybody's fucked with please
[3:38 - 3:44] all right y'all let me end this live stream let me see all what's going on with the audio
[3:44 - 3:53] all right let me get it a bit closer all right here we go
[3:53 - 4:00] oh yeah there we go like John
[4:00 - 4:05] you say that everybody that you fucked with
[4:05 - 4:12] you've owned let me tell you right now motherfucker I'm gonna be the first one
[4:12 - 4:18] that you don't own bitch you don't own me
[4:18 - 4:46] all right hold on guys yeah let me let you guys go I gotta take this call
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-12-18 (AIDs Foot)

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-12-18 (AIDs Foot)

Music Biz Marty https://www.youtube.com/@musicbizmarty7786

[0:00 - 0:08] what's going on right now you fucking douchebag the reason I'm not gonna ever give you a chance
[0:08 - 0:15] because I'm not fucking gay I told you I'm not into you man I'm not so leave my shit
[0:15 - 0:22] the fuck alone because guess what dude those screenshots on my boy CIA who got guess fucking
[0:22 - 0:27] what motherfucker I'm helping him and I'm showing those to the detectives as well man
[0:27 - 0:34] I'm not gonna give you a chance I'm not in love with you I hate you with a fucking passion
[0:34 - 0:40] I cannot stand you I wish you were never fucking born Nickolas Biegler you need to shut the
[0:40 - 0:47] fuck up and leave my shit alone I am not in love with you Nick so fuck you motherfucker
[0:47 - 0:53] I hate you I want you dead I want you in prison for the rest of your life and guess
[0:53 - 1:00] what tomorrow it's gonna fucking happen don't believe me watch and find out motherfucker
[1:00 - 1:07] I am sick of you shut the fuck up I am sick of you I am not giving you a chance you are
[1:07 - 1:13] gonna leave me alone you are gonna go to prison so fuck you I am not in love with
[1:13 - 1:20] you I am not gay I am not going to give you a fucking chance no not gonna happen fuck
[1:20 - 1:28] you I'm not gay and I'm not gonna let you win so fuck you you fat fucking fuck you
[1:28 - 1:37] Monica fuck you fuck your family fuck everything about you you are garbage you're a disgrace
[1:37 - 1:44] to all humans fuck you Nick and I hope I hope to God big below make sure his bitch
[1:44 - 1:50] when you go to prison tomorrow so have so much to be above us bitch you fat fuck you
[1:50 - 1:57] don't mean that you piece of shit you don't mean that I don't think you mean that how's
[1:57 - 2:09] your foot doing how's your foot doing I think you're trying to log off but you're still
[2:09 - 2:13] here I don't know if you can hear me how's your foot doing you know you know it's funny
[2:13 - 2:20] Nick is I got you mean it bitch that's okay well so I got you fucking muted motherfucker
[2:20 - 2:25] so I can't hear a damn word you're saying oh okay all I see is your little thing going
[2:25 - 2:32] off shout out shout out to all the real supporters though man what up to all the real fucking
[2:32 - 2:39] supporters that rock my shit you're doing better than your ass is gonna be doing tomorrow
[2:39 - 2:44] I'll tell you that it's doing way better than that fucking asshole yours is gonna be doing
[2:44 - 2:49] tomorrow when big bullet comes for them cheeks boy big bullet gonna be coming for them cheeks
[2:49 - 3:18] boy big bullet coming for them cheeks Nick have fun being a baller's bitch you can't
[3:18 - 3:41] even hear me Wow well it's not like you ever can anyways
[3:41 - 3:56] you can come back with a dick out isn't it
[3:56 - 4:25] sorry X sorry X sorry X hello sorry X I gotta say it Nick big bullet coming for them cheeks
[4:25 - 4:33] starting tomorrow son okay you just mad you mad you mad cuz I outsmarted you you mad
[4:33 - 4:38] that I did the right fucking thing and handed your info over to the goddamn authorities
[4:38 - 5:07] cause you a little bitch you a little punk you a little punk bitch sonny all the real
[5:07 - 5:11] plans out there what up alright y'all change down my batteries real quick while I make
[5:11 - 5:37] this dude look like a fool fuck's up elbows back fuck's up elbows back feet apart fuck's
[5:37 - 6:01] up with no fucking balls but it's all good though cuz like I said big bullet coming
[6:01 - 6:07] for them cheeks starting tomorrow man so like I said Nick have fun being a little bitch
[6:07 - 6:28] cause bullet coming for them cheeks boy better be ready to spread em.
2020-9-21 Tyler U Need To FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

2020-9-21 Tyler U Need To FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

[0:00 - 0:00] *sneeze*
[0:00 - 0:04] *thump*
[0:04 - 0:07] *grunt*
[0:07 - 0:08] What's up guys?
[0:08 - 0:11] It's ya boy.
[0:11 - 0:13] Cyraxx.
[0:13 - 0:20] Now I was gonna make an announcement before all this shit on tonic's livestream went down.
[0:20 - 0:24] Tyler.
[0:24 - 0:28] Let me tell you right now, little boy.
[0:28 - 0:32] You need to fuck off and leave me alone.
[0:32 - 0:40] I don't know why I don't understand why it's so hard for you to, to leave me the fuck alone.
[0:40 - 0:43] Or why is it that you can't stand to see me succeed?
[0:43 - 0:49] Like why is it so hard for you to see me succeed, bro?
[0:49 - 0:55] Well, you think this is some sort of fucking game, but you don't fucking realize the consequences of what you're doing, man.
[0:57 - 1:00] Because of you and your little fucking friends.
[1:00 - 1:07] Because of you guys, I am now left starting over from the ground up.
[1:07 - 1:16] It was, if it was not for you and your little friends, I would have been at over a thousand subs by now, and I actually would have been making money, doing what I love to do most.
[1:16 - 1:20] Doing these livestreams, doing my fucking music, and doing my artwork.
[1:20 - 1:24] You wanna talk about not letting shit go?
[1:24 - 1:27] How about let's, let's talk about it, little boy.
[1:28 - 1:32] You sit there and say that you want me to die, and that you don't want to see me succeed.
[1:32 - 1:36] Well, how would you feel if I told you to go fucking kill yourself?
[1:36 - 1:39] How would you feel if I told you to go put a fucking bullet to your goddamn brain?
[1:39 - 1:41] Mm?
[1:41 - 1:45] What if I told you to take that knife and slit your damn throat?
[1:45 - 1:46] What if I told you to do that?
[1:46 - 1:50] Think about it, dude.
[1:50 - 1:56] Honestly, bro, you're a piece of fucking shit.
[1:57 - 2:00] And I'll be straight up honest, there's a lot of people that do wish you would die.
[2:00 - 2:03] And I'll be straight up honest, I'm one of them, and you wanna know why?
[2:03 - 2:06] Because I'm sick and tired of being bullied by motherfuckers like you.
[2:06 - 2:08] I'm tired of it.
[2:08 - 2:11] You, you get a kick out of seeing me get angry.
[2:11 - 2:14] You get a kick out of seeing me fail.
[2:14 - 2:17] And I'm fucking tired of it.
[2:17 - 2:23] I'm fucking tired of you doing this shit, Tyler.
[2:23 - 2:28] You need to grow the fuck up and stop being a whiny little snivelin' bitch.
[2:28 - 2:30] Grow the fuck up, little boy.
[2:30 - 2:32] Grow the fuck up.
[2:32 - 2:37] 'Cause honestly, there's a lot of motherfuckers that wanna beat your ass.
[2:37 - 2:40] But let me tell you right now, you little freak-ass motherfucker.
[2:40 - 2:45] I'm the one guy that wants to beat your ass more than anyone.
[2:45 - 2:49] I am tired of it, Tyler.
[2:50 - 2:55] I am tired of dealing with motherfuckin' assholes like you every fuckin' day.
[2:55 - 3:02] You don't know how many times, because of what you did, because of what you fuckin' did to me.
[3:02 - 3:07] You don't know how many times I've laid in bed, questioning,
[3:07 - 3:13] "Is my career really worth it? Is what I do really fuckin' worth it?"
[3:18 - 3:20] You have no fuckin' idea
[3:20 - 3:23] what you've caused.
[3:23 - 3:27] Alright? I've gone through enough.
[3:27 - 3:31] Alright? I've dealt with enough in my fuckin' life.
[3:31 - 3:37] I have dealt with far more than you can imagine.
[3:37 - 3:46] I'm tired of motherfuckers like you constantly bullying me day in and day out.
[3:47 - 3:52] You need to shut the fuck up and go the fuck somewhere else. I've honestly had it with you.
[3:52 - 4:00] 'Cause I swear to God, if my mom gets put in the hospital, I blame you.
[4:00 - 4:05] I will blame you 'til the day I fuckin' die.
[4:05 - 4:10] And Tyler, I hope you're watching this, kid.
[4:10 - 4:17] Just know this, I'm not gonna let some freakin' nature motherfucker like you
[4:17 - 4:19] get in my fuckin' way.
[4:19 - 4:22] I'm done.
[4:22 - 4:26] I'm done with you. I'm done with your bullshit.
[4:26 - 4:32] I'm done with the shit you fuckin' put me through.
[4:32 - 4:38] So, Tyler, fuck you. Fuck everything you're about.
[4:38 - 4:41] You're a little bitch.
[4:41 - 4:42] Grow up, little boy.
[4:42 - 4:45] Grow the fuck up.
[4:46 - 4:49] 'Cause I swear to God, if my mom ends up in the hospital,
[4:49 - 4:53] because of the fuckin'... because of everything she's gone through,
[4:53 - 4:57] if she ends up in the hospital because of high blood pressure, I promise you,
[4:57 - 5:03] I will find you, I will hunt you down, and I will beat you within an inch of your goddamn life.
[5:03 - 5:12] I will swear to God, I will beat your motherfuckin' ass like your mom and daddy should've done.
[5:14 - 5:16] You have no respect.
[5:16 - 5:20] It's about time somebody fuckin' taught you some.
[5:20 - 5:27] And guess what? I'm that motherfucker that's gonna do it.
[5:27 - 5:29] You need to fuck off.
[5:29 - 5:32] Plain and simple.
2020-9-21 Seriously Concidering LEaving Youtube

2020-9-21 Seriously Concidering LEaving Youtube

[0:49 - 0:53] >> Tyler, I asked you to leave me alone.
[0:53 - 0:57] My family asked you to leave me alone.
[0:57 - 1:05] Right now, my mom is on the verge of having such a high blood pressure.
[1:05 - 1:08] Because of the bullying that you're doing to me,
[1:08 - 1:10] that she could potentially end up in the hospital.
[1:10 - 1:18] Because of you, she's on the verge of ending up in the hospital right now.
[1:28 - 1:34] You know, I don't know what the fuck I ever did to you, man.
[1:34 - 1:38] I don't know what the fuck I ever did to you.
[1:38 - 1:41] Whatever I did to you, man, I'm sorry.
[1:41 - 1:45] I'm sorry for whatever the fuck I did to you.
[1:47 - 1:50] But dude, you need to leave me the fuck alone.
[1:50 - 1:56] I'm tired of it, we're all fucking tired of it.
[2:01 - 2:07] Yes, I'll admit, I've made some mistakes in my past, so fucking what?
[2:07 - 2:12] I'm human, humans make mistakes.
[2:17 - 2:23] Plain and simple, we are all human, humans make fucking mistakes, okay?
[2:23 - 2:30] That is in human nature to do that, that is not an uncommon thing, at all.
[2:37 - 2:41] Because of you, Tyler, my mom is on the verge of ending up in the fucking hospital.
[2:41 - 2:46] Literally, she is on the verge of ending up in the hospital.
[2:46 - 2:48] If she ends up in the hospital,
[2:48 - 2:52] do you have any idea what her high blood pressure could do to her?
[2:52 - 2:58] That could fucking kill her, that could kill her, my dude, that could fucking kill her.
[3:18 - 3:33] You know, let me tell you something, dude.
[3:36 - 3:48] Because of you and your friends,
[3:48 - 3:53] I lost out on a major fucking opportunity to be able to provide for my family.
[3:56 - 4:01] Do you have any idea how much money I would have been making off my music and
[4:01 - 4:04] off of my artwork all alone?
[4:04 - 4:07] As well as possible books.
[4:07 - 4:11] Do you have any idea how much money I would have been making off of those things?
[4:11 - 4:14] If I'd hit that thousand subscriber mark,
[4:16 - 4:18] I'd be able to do everything.
[4:18 - 4:20] I'd be able to pay for hospital bills.
[4:20 - 4:25] I'd be able to hold a real job as a content creator,
[4:25 - 4:29] as a musician, as a real artist.
[4:39 - 4:56] Like you have no idea what it is that you've done.
[4:59 - 5:02] Yes, my brother was gay.
[5:02 - 5:04] Yes, my brother died of AIDS.
[5:07 - 5:10] Do you have any idea how hard that's been on my mom?
[5:10 - 5:12] Do you have any idea how hard that's been on me?
[5:12 - 5:16] My older brother was like a father figure to me,
[5:16 - 5:19] because my dad was never around.
[5:19 - 5:22] My older brother was the father figure in my life.
[5:30 - 5:32] My older brother was my father figure in my life.
[5:39 - 5:42] And when he fucking died, I lost it.
[5:43 - 5:45] I straight lost it.
[5:50 - 5:54] I just wish you would leave me the fuck alone, Tyler.
[5:56 - 6:01] I don't understand why you can't respect my family's wishes and leave me alone.
[6:01 - 6:02] I don't understand that.
[6:04 - 6:05] I don't fucking get it.
[6:06 - 6:10] Okay, I don't understand why you can't just leave me the fuck alone and
[6:10 - 6:13] quit attacking me for no reason.
[6:20 - 6:27] I don't understand it, I don't fucking get it.
[6:41 - 6:47] I am begging you Tyler, please, please leave me alone.
[6:49 - 6:52] Please leave me the fuck alone.
[6:59 - 7:03] Please do as my family asked and leave me alone.
[7:08 - 7:13] Like I said, I'll take down all the videos that I've made of you.
[7:20 - 7:25] I'll take down all that shit and you can sit there and say whatever you want about me.
[7:25 - 7:26] I don't care.
[7:28 - 7:30] I am done fighting with you, Tyler.
[7:32 - 7:39] Cuz right now, right now I'm scared for my mother's life.
[7:42 - 7:47] Right now, I am scared of my mother's life.
[7:49 - 7:51] I'm scared for her life right now.
[7:55 - 7:59] Because of you and you're bullying me, my mother
[8:02 - 8:05] can very well end up in the hospital.
[8:05 - 8:06] And guess what?
[8:10 - 8:13] If she ends up in the hospital, that's gonna be on you.
[8:33 - 8:35] I hope you see this, Tyler.
[8:38 - 8:42] I hope to God you see this one day in the future.
[8:42 - 8:44] I hope you see this.
[8:44 - 8:49] Looking back on this now, I hope you see this way far, 34 years in the future.
[8:49 - 8:55] And I hope you realize just how fucked up you really are right now.
[9:06 - 9:09] You worry internet bully that needs to back off.
[9:13 - 9:15] You need to leave me the fuck alone.
[9:25 - 9:31] I don't understand why you can't just leave me alone, Tyler.
[9:31 - 9:32] I don't fucking get it.
[9:34 - 9:38] But Tyler, you need to leave me alone, man.
[9:38 - 9:39] That's all I ask.
2020-9-22 Stating the Facts About the Tyler NY  BS

2020-9-22 Stating the Facts About the Tyler NY BS

[0:00 - 0:19] What up y'all? I don't know if you've seen the live stream where I was just on with tonic. I don't know if y'all seen that or not, but if you did, y'all know the deal. Y'all know what's going on.
[0:19 - 0:32] For those of you that don't know, I'm actually going to be doing some major stuff. I'm actually working with a friend of mine, Tara, to actually release some of my artwork.
[0:32 - 0:58] She's gotten in touch with a few actual major art galleries out in New York where she lives to check out my work. They're enjoying it so I'm getting some attention in that aspect. I'm gaining notoriety for my artwork and I'm starting to get to the point to where I'll be releasing it.
[0:58 - 1:12] Black Cat, yes I am actually taking a break from my music, but before I do though, I actually am going to be re-releasing some of my older stuff under the Shadow Blade name. I will be dropping a few tracks for that.
[1:12 - 1:23] Yo Track Hero, what's up man?
[1:23 - 1:42] With that aside, I want to address a major issue that's been going on with this dude named Tyler and why. Everybody's always asking me, "Yo, why are you fucking with this guy? What's the deal?" The truth is, I don't know what Tyler's deal is with me. I don't fucking know.
[1:42 - 2:02] Every time I ask the guy, "Why do you hate me?" He just turns away and won't answer the fucking question, which to me is stupid. It's like you can sit there and interrogate me, but yet I can't interrogate you.
[2:02 - 2:28] Like, really bro? You're the one that came at me. But yo Tyler, I'm talking to you directly man. Why you mad? I don't fucking get it dude. I'm just over here doing my thing. What's the problem with me succeeding? I don't see how me succeeding affects your day to day life.
[2:28 - 2:45] Like, I don't get that. Like bro, like I told you, you doing this shit is gonna land you in jail one day. And I don't want to see that happen to you man. I really don't. I don't want to see you end up behind bars.
[2:45 - 2:57] Like, is it because you have such a disdain for me that you want to see me fail? Is that like your goal in life is to make me fail at any cost?
[2:57 - 3:13] Like bro, I destroyed you in a rap battle after telling you three times, three times I told you to back off. And you literally left me with no choice but to come up on there and destroy you in front of everyone man.
[3:13 - 3:31] I destroyed you in less than 30 seconds. I destroyed you, took you down, picked you apart and left. Why? Because you're not worth my time. No troll is worth the fucking energy.
[3:31 - 3:49] Like dude, while I'm doing shit that I need to do, to, you know, actually make money for myself, what are you doing man? Like what are you doing with your life that's so great?
[3:49 - 4:07] See, you're not, you know, putting out videos to try to help people. You're not sitting there in the studio for five hours a day, putting out music. You're not sitting there for five hours a day in the studio putting out artwork coming up with, you know, ideas for art pieces.
[4:07 - 4:26] You're not sitting there on Forza Horizon 4 or CarX Drift Racing and getting photos or sitting on GTA 5 and getting photos to turn those into artwork. You're not doing any of that. I am.
[4:26 - 4:33] Like you want to talk about wasting life? Dude, the only one wasting their life here is you man.
[4:33 - 4:51] You want to talk about wasting life? Let's talk about it. You're wasting your life by sitting up on the internet, being negative, talking shit not only about me but about other people that actually fuck with me, like Jasmine.
[4:51 - 5:03] You sit there and tell my mom to suck your dick, which we all know you ain't got one because it's non-existent. We already know that.
[5:03 - 5:20] But you sit there and spew all this negativity for what reason, bro? Like it's stupid. Like you want to talk about being a man? Yes, I'm 30 years old. Yes, I live in my mom's basement. I don't care.
[5:20 - 5:31] I chose to be here. She did not make me stay. I chose to stay. Instead of getting a place of my own, I chose to stay and help my family out.
[5:31 - 5:35] And there's nothing wrong with that. There's plenty of families that do it.
[5:35 - 5:52] Hey, Clint, what up, man? Like, especially right now, man, there's plenty, plenty of families out there that do it. I can name 10 people right off the bat that fucking do it easily.
[5:52 - 6:06] My best friend, Crystal, she stays with her family. You know, her and her husband, Sean, or her and her husband, Michael.
2020-9-29 Live Vocal Covers (Facebook)

2020-9-29 Live Vocal Covers (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:25] [Tapping on keyboard]
[0:25 - 0:38] What's up guys? I bet you never thought you'd see me doing this again did ya?
[0:38 - 0:52] Man, it's been a long, long, long time man. It's been a real long time since I've done this.
[0:52 - 1:02] Last time I did this was about 2-3 years ago man. So it's been a good while. A real good while.
[1:02 - 1:07] But I want to give a huge shout out to all my friends that are probably going to be watching this.
[1:07 - 1:13] Shout out to any fans out there that's been following me this entire time.
[1:13 - 1:17] But I figured I'd come back and do some covers for you guys.
[1:17 - 1:23] On a side note, before I do these covers, no I do not own any of the songs.
[1:23 - 1:29] Then I'm about to do a cover of all the rights and go to their respective bands and artists.
[1:29 - 1:36] So yeah, with that being said, let's get this show on the road baby.
[1:37 - 4:40] [Tapping on keyboard]
[4:40 - 4:43] What's giving to me, giving to me?
[4:43 - 6:18] [Tapping on keyboard]
[6:18 - 6:20] You guys ready for this?
[6:20 - 14:50] [Tapping on keyboard]
[14:50 - 14:58] Now this is gonna be the last one for now, guys. That way you guys can get a good idea of what I'm able to do. So this will be the last one for now.
[14:58 - 16:23] [Tapping on keyboard]
[16:23 - 16:41] I was confused. Someone is mine. Nothing to lose.
[16:41 - 16:58] I wanna heal. I wanna feel. What I thought was never real. I wanna let go of the pain I felt so much. I wanna heal. I wanna feel like I'm close to something real.
[16:58 - 17:17] I wanna learn something I wanted all along. Somewhere I belong. Yeah, I will never know myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
[17:17 - 17:33] Yeah, I will never face anything until I break away from me. Yeah, I will break away. I'll find myself today.
[17:33 - 17:59] I wanna heal. I wanna feel that you thought was never real. I wanna let go of the pain I felt so much. I wanna heal. I wanna feel that you felt something real. I wanna learn something I want all along. Somewhere I belong.
[17:59 - 18:19] I wanna heal. I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong. Yeah, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong. Somewhere I belong.
[18:19 - 18:44] Okay, now let's take it up with one more right quick.
[18:44 - 18:53] Just one more.
[18:53 - 19:16] We have been riding for this long. Thank you.
[19:16 - 19:27] I woke up in a dream today. To the cold of the static. From my cold feet on the floor. I forgot all about yesterday and memory. I'm pretending to be who I'm not anymore. A little taste of hypocrisy.
[19:27 - 19:35] And I left in the wake of the mistake. So do we act. You look so close to me. You're so so distant. And I can't bring you back.
[19:35 - 19:59] It's true. The way I feel was promised by your face. The sounds of your voice and of my memories. Even if you're not wearing, I'm with you.
[19:59 - 20:28] With you. You made me hit me back. We fall to the floor. The rest of the day. Staying still found out between this and that. When things go wrong, I'm pretending the past is a real. I'm trapped in this memory. And I'm left in the wake of the mistake. So do we act. So you know you're close to me. You're still so distant. And I can't bring you back. It's true. The way I feel.
[20:28 - 20:53] Was promised by your face. The sounds of your voice and of my memories. Even if you're not with me, I'm with you. With you.
[20:53 - 21:16] With you. With you.
[21:16 - 21:39] No, no matter how far we've come. I can't wait to see tomorrow. No matter how far we've come. I can't wait to see tomorrow with you.
[21:39 - 22:07] With you. With you.
[22:07 - 22:26] And with that being said guys, I will do it for now. I hope you guys did enjoy this little live streaming. I know I had fun with it. And hopefully you guys stay tuned in for some more, man. I also will be doing some coffee and chill vibes. Where I come on, hang out with some friends, chill, relax, all that good shit.
[22:26 - 22:38] With that being said, man, I'm about to chance. And I will catch you guys later, man. Peace.
2020-9-24 Reaching out in PURE Concern For Tonic and Sails

2020-9-24 Reaching out in PURE Concern For Tonic and Sails

[0:00 - 0:24] What's up guys? This video is actually for tonic and sales. Tonic I know this isn't something
[0:24 - 0:38] that you would want to hear, but this is something that I feel like you need to hear man. You
[0:38 - 0:44] might not like what I'm about to say but it's the honest truth and I'm not saying it because
[0:44 - 0:49] I hate you because I don't hate you. If anything you're one of the coolest human beings and
[0:49 - 1:00] one of the most interesting human beings I've ever met in my life. But I'm sane as I concern
[1:00 - 1:06] for your mental health and for your well being. What I'm about to say is going to be hard
[1:06 - 1:15] to hear but it's the truth man. You're always talking about how we need to hear the truth.
[1:15 - 1:21] You know you and Jasmine and Marty and CryptK, y'all helped me see what I was doing wrong
[1:21 - 1:31] and I thank you for that. But now it's my turn to return the favor and help you man.
[1:31 - 1:39] When I was on my livestream a little bit ago with Jasmine and Crypt and Vaati and all them
[1:39 - 1:52] you said something that definitely struck a chord of me. And Marty I'm streaming right
[1:52 - 2:05] from StreamYard, or not StreamYard but YouTube. I'm not on StreamYard man I'm on YouTube but
[2:05 - 2:13] he said something that definitely put a lot of people including myself in concern for
[2:13 - 2:23] your well being man. Now I'm not trying to put your personal business out there because
[2:23 - 2:32] that's not what this video is about. It's about what you said when I was on the livestream
[2:32 - 2:42] with Vaati and Marty and Jasmine and Crypt and my friends and my family. You sat there
[2:42 - 2:52] came on the livestream for a couple minutes and said this is not how UMPCs should be
[2:52 - 3:04] acted. This is not the kind of reaction I want. Like I'm not here to make fun of you
[3:04 - 3:22] man. I'm really not. Vatonic. I'm in straight blunt with you man. You saying that scares
[3:22 - 3:33] a lot of people. Including me man. That kind of stuff isn't normal. This whole YouTube
[3:33 - 3:50] thing, the people behind these names including myself. We're just that. We're people. Living
[3:50 - 4:18] human breathing people. We are not MPC's in a video game. Like I said I know this is
[4:18 - 4:36] kind of hard for you to hear but I'm in straight honest with you man. Like you can't just
[4:36 - 4:44] walk around in someone's livestream saying that man. I mean when it's on your own livestream
[4:44 - 4:54] you know that's one thing. But to come on somebody else's livestream and say that,
[4:54 - 5:03] that's very concerning. Like I said Tonic I'm not trying to put your personal life
[5:03 - 5:15] out there man. But when you go and say stuff like that on someone's livestream, like this
[5:15 - 5:33] is not how I wanted you MPC's to react. Like that's going to make people look and that's
[5:33 - 5:41] going to make people get concerned about you man. And I'm not telling you this as
[5:41 - 5:47] a YouTuber. I'm not telling you this as a music artist. I'm telling you this as a human
[5:47 - 6:07] being, as a good friend. Because I care about you. You need to get help. Like I'm not saying
[6:07 - 6:17] that you're insane or whatever. But dude that's what you said on my livestream earlier. That
[6:17 - 6:29] concerned the fuck out of me. And I want you to get the help that you need to get better.
[6:29 - 6:54] Because man you say that to someone in public outside of YouTube. You say that to somebody
[6:54 - 7:00] outside of YouTube. Do you realize the looks and the stares you're going to get? People
[7:00 - 7:14] are going to start looking at you weird man. And Jasmine I hate to say it but Marty's
[7:14 - 7:23] right for once. Like if you pay attention to what Tonic said right before he left, it
[7:23 - 7:48] was definitely concerning and very alarming. Very alarming. Like talking about you know
[7:48 - 7:54] this is not how I wanted you NPCs to react or this is not the kind of reaction I wanted
[7:54 - 8:04] to get. Like you know how weird that sounds? Like take a look at what you said through
[8:04 - 8:13] a normal person's perspective. Take a look at the average Joe. Take a look at somebody
[8:13 - 8:22] that might not know you. And they see you say that. Do you have any idea how crazy
[8:22 - 8:27] ITU might make sense but to everybody else man you're going to be looking like a freaking
[8:27 - 8:34] insane guy. You're going to look like you belong in a mental ward. And I don't want
[8:34 - 8:42] that for you. So I'm telling you Tonic, I have a pure concern for you my dude. You
[8:42 - 8:48] say that I don't get it, I actually do get it. A lot better than you think my guy. A
[8:48 - 9:13] lot better than you think. Like the stuff you're doing man, honestly I am honestly surprised
[9:13 - 9:23] that you're not in an insane style right now. I'm actually surprised. I'm not saying this
[9:23 - 9:32] to pick on you or bash on you man. I'm saying this at a pure concern for you bro. I don't
[9:32 - 9:43] want to see you go to any kind of insane style. I want you to be able to deal with
[9:43 - 9:59] this. And I truly want you to get the help that you need bro. That shit is just. Oh
[9:59 - 10:06] hey bro, come on. Like I said I'm not here to pick on you or bash on you bro. I'm here
[10:06 - 10:17] trying to help you Tonic. Thank you Jasmine. Oh shit I didn't even realize Angel was up
[10:17 - 10:34] in here. Shit. Thank you Jasmine. I honestly did not see that. Thank you. And Tonic I
[10:34 - 10:41] know most people would say you know talk to you privately about this. But honestly man
[10:41 - 10:48] I wanted to do it this way to kind of to kind of help you you know. Like if you ever start
[10:48 - 10:59] to slip you know you can look back on this video as a form of help. Like I said I'm
[10:59 - 11:06] no doctor I'm no expert but what you said on my live stream that definitely concerned
[11:06 - 11:19] me in a big way. And I'm trying to be a good friend to reach out to you man and tell you
[11:19 - 11:28] hey you can't be saying that kind of stuff man. Like that makes you look not trying
[11:28 - 11:38] to be mean here but that makes you look weird. Really weird. And not in a good way. Like
[11:38 - 11:47] you think it might be funny ha ha ha but to everybody else man. Like bro you're gonna
[11:47 - 11:56] look insane like they are people are gonna talk. People are gonna say shit that you're
[11:56 - 12:03] not gonna like. And I want to protect you from that. Like I want you to do good I want
[12:03 - 12:08] you to be a successful you direct. It's quite honestly man I enjoy being on the panel with
[12:08 - 12:17] you man. I enjoy hanging out with you. You're genuinely a good dude. Like I can see that
[12:17 - 12:35] man in you. You're genuinely a good guy. But dude play is tonic. I'm asking you not just
[12:35 - 12:44] as a fellow youtuber not just as a music artist. Not just as somebody who has gone
[12:44 - 12:58] through a similar situation. But I'm asking you as a friend. As somebody that cares man.
[12:58 - 13:11] Please tonic. Get help bro. Please. I don't want to see you end up in a mental ward.
[13:11 - 13:20] Or in a or in an insane asylum. I don't want to see you locked up in an insane asylum.
[13:20 - 13:27] Or in a mental ward. I want to see you be the most successful most badass youtuber
[13:27 - 13:41] that you can be man. Cause you got the potential to be that. Very much so. But tonic I hope
[13:41 - 13:54] this helps you bro. And tonic I'm thanking you man as a friend. As somebody who's genuinely
[13:54 - 14:13] concerned about your mental well being. Please tonic. Get help bro. And Jasmine believe it
[14:13 - 14:20] or not this is not the first time he's done this. He's done this multiple multiple times
[14:20 - 14:28] before. There have been a lot of shrooms that you have been on that he's done it and it's
[14:28 - 14:38] very alarming. I always said I'm not doing it to be an asshole. I'm doing it to reach
[14:38 - 15:00] out and help. And to make sure that his mental well being is okay. Now I got to say tonic.
[15:00 - 15:12] I'm not doing this to be an asshole bro. I'm doing this because I care. Man just like you
[15:12 - 15:23] and Jasmine and Marty and Krip K all showed me what I was doing. How I was fucking up.
[15:23 - 15:30] How I was letting all this shit take over me. You know you guys did a lot for me and
[15:30 - 15:43] I thank you guys for that. 100 percent. But bro come on man. If you are actually putting
[15:43 - 15:54] on a show. Hey it is what it is. But dude honestly. If you really are going through
[15:54 - 16:06] some shit man. Please man. Get help if you really are going through some shit. Alright.
[16:06 - 16:15] Do the right thing. I'm not here to be an asshole or a dickhead I'm trying to help
[16:15 - 16:34] you. But I hope you see this man and I hope you know that if you are going through some
[16:34 - 16:40] shit you know you got a support team here that isn't judging you that actually wants
[16:40 - 16:50] to succeed but actually wants the best for you. You got an entire team here that supports
[16:50 - 17:07] you. That is one of the help if you are ever going through anything bro. So I hope you
[17:07 - 17:15] see this. And yeah. Just don't be afraid to reach out and message me if you ever need
[17:15 - 17:26] someone to talk to you man. And please if you are going through something please get
[17:26 - 17:28] some kind of help if you really are going through shit.
[17:28 - 17:29] Thank you.
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2020-9-26 How am i a Fake  artist

2020-9-26 How am i a Fake artist

[0:00 - 0:26] What's up guys it's don't mind me I'm actually setting up to work on an art piece for a friend
[0:26 - 0:36] of mine who you guys know as Tara shout out to Tara what's good girl but apparently there's
[0:36 - 0:47] some of you talking shit saying that I'm a fake how I steal art and this and that and blah blah blah
[0:47 - 1:00] blah well let's talk about it all right let's sit down let's let's talk about this and I don't
[1:00 - 1:07] just mean sit down and like you know talk shit I mean actually talk about it like show me some
[1:07 - 1:18] form of proof that I'm a fake artist because I did two live streams showing how I create my
[1:18 - 1:37] artwork to so how am I a fucking fake like y'all are just critics but now let's go on with your
[1:37 - 1:48] bullshit like I would love to see you guys prove to me how I'm a fake artist I would love to see
[1:48 - 2:02] you guys show some sort of proof that I'm a fake artist please prove this to me let's talk about
[2:02 - 2:11] this because everything I do is original my guy whether I take a photo that I took in game
[2:11 - 2:19] whether I take a photo from say like let's say I take and I get a photo in a game like say
[2:19 - 2:27] neither sweet heat or GTA 5 and then I take that and use that as my stencil or as my canvas
[2:27 - 2:33] and I run with it nothing wrong with that that's not an uncommon practice in the art world that's
[2:33 - 2:42] actually a very common practice honestly you don't see people taking it to the extent that I'm
[2:42 - 3:02] taking it but please continue telling me how I'm a fake artist like I want to see this and I want
[3:02 - 3:15] to hear this I want to see what you guys got to say like I genuinely want to see this because
[3:15 - 3:24] the last time I checked I'm 110% original and real and I guarantee you half you guys that are
[3:24 - 3:37] talking shit on my company on my art company's Instagram I guarantee you half you punks are from
[3:37 - 3:44] YouTube aka Tyler and Sizzbitch aka Sizzbitch
2020-9-28 My Final Match as a Music  artist

2020-9-28 My Final Match as a Music artist

[0:00 - 0:10] [silence]
[0:10 - 0:12] What's up you guys?
[0:12 - 0:38] [silence]
[0:38 - 1:02] I know it's early, but I need to make this announcement. You see, I haven't told everyone everything that's going on.
[1:02 - 1:12] Because I didn't want anyone to worry. I didn't want anybody asking questions, but
[1:12 - 1:24] now it's to the point where I can't hide it anymore.
[1:24 - 1:40] This Saturday is going to be my final battle and my final act as a music artist for good.
[1:40 - 1:52] As of this Saturday, I'm retiring from music. Not because I want to, but because there's something going on that I wanted to tell you guys.
[1:52 - 2:00] But I didn't want to deal with that permission of the person I'm about to speak about.
[2:00 - 2:10] She's one of my best friends in the world and her name is Ios.
[2:10 - 2:19] For the past two years, she's been battling an infection and it's only gone worse.
[2:19 - 2:26] It's gone to the point where she's now not only battling one infection, but two.
[2:26 - 2:39] She doesn't know if she's going to live or die.
[2:39 - 2:47] She's been fighting it for a long time now and the doctors don't even know what's going on.
[2:47 - 2:59] They don't know what the two infections are doing to make her go downhill, but they're doing all they can to fight.
[2:59 - 3:13] So this Saturday, my final match on He Just His Channel, my final battle, is going to be dedicated to her.
[3:13 - 3:20] And the reason why I am retiring from music isn't because I want to,
[3:20 - 3:29] but because I want to be there for the one person that stood by my side no matter what.
[3:29 - 3:44] Even from before I started music, she's always been there. She's always stood by my side, always had my best interest at heart.
[3:44 - 3:58] When I got home from jail that next morning, after I got out of jail, she was one of the first ones to tell me,
[3:58 - 4:16] "You don't need to be doing that. You're better than this."
[4:16 - 4:27] When I lost my best friend Zach back in 2016, she was one of the first ones there to help me through it.
[4:27 - 4:38] When my brother died, she was the first one to call me up and check on me and see how I was doing.
[4:38 - 4:47] When I went through all these nasty breakups and all these relationships, she was one of the very few that actually stepped up and said,
[4:47 - 4:58] "Hey, are you okay? What's going on?" And actually said something to those people that did me wrong.
[4:58 - 5:09] "And I know what you guys are thinking. What am I going to do after I retire from music? I'll tell you what I'm going to do.
[5:09 - 5:19] I'm going to do like I promised her I would do and carry on her legacy in art.
[5:19 - 5:31] I'm going to continue on her style, which she influenced me into. I'm going to carry on her style of art in her name.
[5:31 - 5:39] Whether she lives or dies, I'm still going to continue it on.
[5:39 - 5:44] Do I want to retire from these battles? Do I want to retire from music?
[5:44 - 5:54] No, because you guys know I've been doing this for years. It's what I love.
[5:54 - 6:03] But right now, one of my friends, one of my best friends in the world needs me.
[6:03 - 6:14] And that to me is more important than some stupid music career without smoke.
[6:14 - 6:19] And I know a lot of you guys wanted to see me succeed in music.
[6:19 - 6:33] And maybe one day I'll come out of retirement. Maybe one day I will come back.
[6:33 - 7:01] But right now, one of the closest people to me is on the brink of death, knocking at death's door, not knowing how long she's going to have left.
[7:01 - 7:18] And when she told me just a few hours ago that it's gotten worse and that they don't know how long she's going to have without the antibiotics that she needs, which they're trying hard to get.
[7:18 - 7:31] My heart just fucking sank. I didn't know what to say. Didn't know what to do.
[7:31 - 7:43] And I know a lot of you guys, I know some of you haters are probably thinking, oh good, he's gone. Oh, this is just him popping out. No, it isn't. This is me being real.
[7:43 - 7:53] This is me being fucking honest. This is me being a human being and a good friend.
[7:53 - 8:13] To somebody who's had my back since day fucking one.
[8:13 - 8:32] So at the end of my match on Saturday, I'm officially passing down the torch to my two brothers that I know can handle it.
[8:32 - 8:47] Which are my little brother, Bradley, AKA Ian Duxworth, and my brother, Crip Kay, because I know Crip Kay very well.
[8:47 - 8:54] I know he'll do the right thing and carry on the legacy. And I know that Bradley will as well.
[8:54 - 9:04] They'll both carry on the legacy of not only my name, but also my style.
[9:04 - 9:09] I know they'll do the right thing with music and I know they'll change the world.
[9:09 - 9:16] I know they will because I believe in them.
[9:16 - 9:25] And I know what you guys thinking, oh, why don't you just continue on music and do, you know, music for your friend? No.
[9:25 - 9:44] Well, Ian and Crip Kay are carrying on my legacy. I'm going to be carrying on my friend's legacy in art.
[9:44 - 9:54] But before I do go, for good, I want to say thank you.
[9:54 - 10:07] Thank you to every single one of you that has stood by me all these years through thinking thin, high and low, no matter what went down.
[10:07 - 10:14] You guys were there.
[10:14 - 10:19] And you don't know how much that fucking means to me.
[10:19 - 10:26] Whenever somebody came in and attacked me, y'all were there.
[10:26 - 10:36] Whenever I lost family or friends, you guys were there.
[10:36 - 10:40] When I went through these nasty breakups, you guys were there.
[10:40 - 10:53] When I lost my older brother to lung cancer or my best friend to gun violence back in 2016, you guys were there.
[10:53 - 10:59] And I will always and forever be grateful to you guys for that.
[10:59 - 11:14] Now, yes, I will still be putting out instrumental work, but that's it. I won't be releasing any more songs.
[11:14 - 11:28] But instead, I'll be releasing instrumentals with my artwork and my friend's artwork starting after Saturday.
[11:28 - 11:36] I want to say thank you guys for an amazing career, and you guys gave me the most amazing 10 years of my life.
[11:36 - 11:39] You really did.
[11:39 - 11:43] I mean, you guys got me to fucking superstardom.
[11:43 - 11:54] You guys got me to a level that I'm grateful for.
[11:54 - 12:05] I am beyond grateful to everyone that has stood by me.
[12:05 - 12:13] But now is my time to step down and make way for the new generation.
[12:13 - 12:36] Now is my time to let the new artists like Bradley make their mark on the world and leave behind an everlasting mark just like I did.
[12:36 - 12:47] Now, am I excited for this Saturday? Absolutely. And I can promise you guys, even though this is going to be my final fight,
[12:47 - 12:56] even though this is going to be my final match of my career for rap battles, even though this is going to be my final fucking fight,
[12:56 - 13:07] I promise you guys, I'm going to give you the best fight that you've ever seen.
[13:07 - 13:14] And whether I win or lose, I don't care.
[13:14 - 13:20] But I promise you guys, I'm going to give you the best fucking fight that you've ever seen.
[13:20 - 13:26] I'm going to give it everything I fucking got. I'm going to swing for the fences, come win or lose.
[13:26 - 13:35] I'm going to come out swinging.
[13:35 - 13:54] And to Alice, if you're watching this, I want you to know that this Saturday's match is going to be for you.
[13:54 - 14:06] And I know you're probably watching this, and I promise you this, Alice, like I told you, since nobody else will stand by you, I will.
[14:06 - 14:17] I'll help you fight. I'll be your reason for fighting because I actually care about you.
[14:17 - 14:31] You're one of the closest people to me.
[14:31 - 14:43] And there's no way in hell I'm going to let you give up without a fucking fight.
[14:43 - 14:56] Because like I told you earlier, I believe in you.
[14:56 - 15:02] And there's no way in hell I'm going to let you give up like that.
[15:02 - 15:16] I'm going to help you fight. I'm going to help you beat this thing. There's not going to be any dying for you because I know you're going to make it.
[15:16 - 15:23] I'm going to make damn sure of it. No matter how long it takes, I'm going to help you fight.
[15:23 - 15:33] I don't care how many hours I have to stay up doing research. I don't care what it is I have to do.
[15:33 - 15:44] I'm going to help you fight and beat this thing.
[15:44 - 16:00] And as I said to everyone that has supported me all these years, I want to say thank you for the best 10 years of my fucking life because you guys showed me a lot, taught me a lot.
[16:00 - 16:20] And as I said, I promise you guys that even though this Saturday is going to be my final match in music, even though it's going to be my last round, I'm going to give you guys the best fucking match ever.
[16:20 - 16:32] Because as I said, win or lose, I'm coming out swinging no matter what.
[16:32 - 16:47] Like I said, even though I'll be done in music after this next match, win or lose, thank you guys so much.
[16:47 - 17:02] I want to say thank you guys so much for the best 10 years of my life because this final battle may be my final battle in music period.
[17:02 - 17:08] I'm still going to give it 110% for you guys.
[17:08 - 17:24] Thank you guys again so much for the best 10 years of my life. And I promise you guys, even though I will be venturing into art full time after this.
[17:24 - 17:30] I promise you guys I'm going to give that my all as well.
[17:30 - 17:37] I love you guys. Thank you.
[17:37 - 17:43] You guys are amazing.
2020-11 Skxrface - Fight For Love

2020-11 Skxrface - Fight For Love

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[0:00 - 0:14] [sigh]
[0:14 - 0:16] Chance, I want...
[0:16 - 0:26] I read what you said to me on Discord.
[0:26 - 0:46] And I want you to know, and that truly and honestly, you can't let them affect you. You can't let them affect us.
[0:46 - 0:51] Because what they do has nothing to do with you.
[0:51 - 0:55] They're coming after me and guess what, they're gonna get theirs in the long run.
[0:55 - 1:04] They're gonna be dealt with in the proper manner. They're gonna be reported to the proper authorities.
[1:04 - 1:15] But Chance, we've been through way too fucking much. We've been through way too much for you to just up and throw it all away now.
[1:15 - 1:33] Alright, when everyone was attacking me like they were in the past, you were the first one to stand up to me and say, "Hold up, stop. This isn't right. You guys need to stop."
[1:33 - 1:45] You were the first one to reach out to me. The first.
[1:45 - 1:54] You were one of the first ones I turned to and talked to. Who was there?
[1:54 - 2:06] Who was the first person to reach out and say, "Hey, are you okay? Everything will be alright." It was you.
[2:06 - 2:23] So why would you give up? If you want to deal with me, then be with me. Be happy with me. Stop laying these fucking idiots. Get in the way of that.
[2:23 - 2:43] You've never given up on me before, so why start now? I don't understand.
[2:43 - 3:06] You know, when you send me that text, my heart's set because, you know, with you, I honestly feel complete. I feel like I can literally do anything.
[3:06 - 3:14] Like, you're the one that's always pushing me to, you know, go that extra step. Go that extra mile to do better.
[3:14 - 3:31] You're the one that's always pushing me to go even further than what I had before, to really push myself to do better than last time.
[3:31 - 3:41] And to be honest, my mom really does like you. She really does.
[3:41 - 4:04] All my friends do. Everybody that knows about me and you, everybody that knows about me and you or you and me in general, they like you a lot because they see how you treat me, which is like a human fucking being.
[4:04 - 4:32] You know, Jasmine, I really do love you and I just, I hope that when you see this, you realize just how much you're in there because honestly, you're worth fighting for.
[4:32 - 4:42] You are very much worth fighting for.
[4:42 - 5:10] Because like I told you before, I like to fight for the right reasons and you know something, I would fight for you at the drop of a hat.
[5:10 - 5:14] Jasmine, I want you to know that I love you and I'm not going to stop fighting.
[5:14 - 5:23] I'm not going to stop, stop fighting for you, for myself or for us because that's how much this means to me.
[5:23 - 5:41] See, I was raised on a value that I still go by to this very day. If you love someone that much, you don't just walk away from them without a hell of a fight first.
[5:41 - 6:01] And that's what I'm here doing. I'm here fighting. I'm fighting for something that's very real to me for the first time in my life.
[6:01 - 6:12] And what's real for the first time in my life is you.
[6:12 - 6:28] I could care less about getting famous off my music, off of what I do, like you could take away all my subscribers. You could take away my music career, you could take away all that.
[6:28 - 6:37] And I would still be here. I would still be fighting for us.
[6:37 - 6:52] Because you're all that matters to me, Jasmine. And I hope that you see that.
[6:52 - 7:06] Because like I said, Jasmine, if you truly love someone, you don't give up on them without a hell of a fight first.
[7:06 - 7:21] And you're very much worth fighting for. Very, very much worth fighting for.
[7:21 - 7:42] So please, Jasmine, I'm asking you and I'm begging you, don't give up.
[7:42 - 7:53] Because what we have is something special and I know that deep down you don't want to give up on that.
[7:53 - 8:04] So don't give up on it. Fight for it. Just like I'm doing.
[8:04 - 8:17] Let's fight this together and let's win. And let's be happy together. Fuck what everybody else thinks.
[8:17 - 8:24] It's like you always told me, fuck the haters. Fuck what people think.
[8:24 - 8:34] I am here and I am fighting for you, Jasmine. I am fighting for us.
[8:34 - 8:43] And I will continue to fight for us until my dying breath. Because you're all that matters to me.
[8:43 - 8:57] Because you've been the first one that has always been there. Every single situation that I've been in, out to this point, over the last several, several months,
[8:57 - 9:07] you've always been the first one to tell me, hey, it'll be okay. Hey, what's going on? Hey, are you okay?
[9:07 - 9:25] No one's ever done that for me. No one's on it. I cannot say nobody has ever really treated me as good as you do. At all.
[9:25 - 9:46] So Jasmine, please, don't give up. Because I'm here by your side and I love you.
2020-11-27 Explaining the Technique i use to do Covers on my Piano

2020-11-27 Explaining the Technique i use to do Covers on my Piano

[0:00 - 0:21] What's up everybody it's your boy. I kind of wanted to do something different today. I wanted to do something that not a lot of people understand. I kind of want to explain you know what my process is for recording songs on here more specifically doing piano covers.
[0:21 - 0:38] Now a lot of people think that you know, oh you have to learn to play by note, by key, but that's not how I learned to play. I learned to play it a whole different way than most. Now as you can see I got my Panda World A mini keyboard here.
[0:38 - 0:46] It's very good, it's like 78 bucks on Amazon, it's very good. Personally my favorite one that I've had so far.
[0:46 - 1:03] I have had others in the past that I weren't as good, this one's very good. I will leave a link to the place where you can get it on Amazon. I will leave the link to the specific one of you guys would like to pick it up if you guys can.
[1:03 - 1:25] Like I said, I don't play by note or keyboard. I play by what I hear vocally and for an example I'm going to use the song Voodoo from God smack as an example to kind of teach you guys how I do what I do.
[1:25 - 1:35] A lot of people think, oh you know, you have to play by note, but that's not necessarily true. So let me give you guys a good example here of what it is that I do.
[1:35 - 1:38] Let me pull up Voodoo by God smack.
[1:38 - 1:49] Alright, so as you can tell.
[1:49 - 2:10] Alright, so you see what I did right there? I'm going to play that back for you guys.
[2:11 - 2:39] Alright, so you see what I did there?
[2:39 - 2:50] Basically what I did was, I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel this thing like it's in my veins.
[2:50 - 3:05] Basically what I'm doing is I'm playing what I hear by sound, vocally, on a keyboard.
[3:05 - 3:13] And if you really think about it, each note can be translated vocally on a keyboard.
[3:13 - 3:19] This is actually my normal setting right here, which you guys don't see.
[3:19 - 3:30] It's usually the second one over for most songs, but every now and then I'll go down like that or up so I can switch it at will, which is really cool.
[3:30 - 3:38] One thing I like about this, basically I play what I hear vocally.
[3:38 - 4:02] So like for, say like an Evanescence-esque song.
[4:02 - 4:14] I'm going to give you another good example here.
[4:14 - 4:39] Now this one you want to go higher on notes.
[4:39 - 4:44] You see what I did right there?
[4:44 - 5:02] Basically I take the songs and instead of translating them into notes or scales or keys, I translate what I hear vocally into sounds on a keyboard.
[5:02 - 5:14] Whether that be violin, piano, wind section type stuff, what have you.
[5:14 - 5:19] But I hope this gave you guys an insight on how I do what I do.
[5:19 - 5:24] As I said, I do all my stuff.
[5:24 - 5:33] I play by what I hear vocally. I don't play by notes or scales like that. I play by what I hear sound-wise.
[5:33 - 5:38] And I hope that these couple examples really showed you guys what I'm able to do.
[5:38 - 5:47] And hopefully you guys get a better understanding of my style of covers and how I do what I do.
[5:47 - 5:56] But with that being said, I do hope that you guys enjoy your day and hopefully this helped you guys out in understanding my style.
[5:56 - 6:00] But with that being said, I'll catch you guys later. Peace.
2020-10-24 ODD WORLD ART - A FAMILY EMERGANCY (The Ed Overdose Saga)

2020-10-24 ODD WORLD ART - A FAMILY EMERGANCY (The Ed Overdose Saga)

A lot of the older stuff was Archived by Classic Games Canada Cyrax Archive https://www.youtube.com/@CyraxArchive CGC6.2 https://www.youtube.com/@CGC62

[0:00 - 1:13] (breathing heavily)
[1:13 - 1:16] Sorry guys.
[1:16 - 1:22] (breathing heavily)
[1:22 - 1:29] And if you guys don't know what's going on,
[1:29 - 1:32] a few minutes ago, I wanted to go
[1:32 - 1:35] and relax my body and think about it
[1:35 - 1:38] and relax and shit.
[1:38 - 1:39] All right, that's my mom.
[1:39 - 1:40] She needed the bathroom.
[1:40 - 1:42] She said no to asking.
[1:42 - 1:47] So I would go to the garage to ask him
[1:47 - 1:49] 'cause that's where he was.
[1:49 - 1:54] And I found him face down in the garage.
[1:54 - 1:57] (breathing heavily)
[1:58 - 2:01] We called paramedics and they're saying
[2:01 - 2:03] that he OD'd on something.
[2:03 - 2:07] I don't know what, but right now he's in the ER
[2:07 - 2:12] and I don't know what's gonna happen.
[2:12 - 2:14] I don't know if he's gonna make it or what.
[2:14 - 2:16] I don't fucking know.
[2:16 - 2:26] But to the person that let me use his phone
[2:26 - 2:28] to call 911, I want to say thank you
[2:28 - 2:32] because you may have just saved this fucking life.
[2:32 - 2:34] You may have just saved my,
[2:34 - 2:38] you may have just saved my stuff that's life.
[2:38 - 2:44] And I want to say thank you.
[2:44 - 2:47] (breathing heavily)
[2:55 - 2:58] Mons, get rid of Marty right the fuck now.
[2:58 - 3:01] He is no longer welcome here.
[3:02 - 3:05] (breathing heavily)
[3:06 - 3:08] (crying softly)
[3:08 - 3:11] (breathing heavily)
[3:11 - 3:14] (breathing softly)
[3:14 - 3:20] (crying softly)
[3:20 - 3:30] (breathing softly)
[3:31 - 3:33] (crying softly)
[3:33 - 3:59] (breathing softly)
[3:59 - 4:02] Yeah, Mom's okay, but Ed's not.
[4:02 - 4:09] So to crit K, I want you to know
[4:09 - 4:11] you can have this fucking war.
[4:11 - 4:14] I don't give a fuck about some stupid rap beat.
[4:14 - 4:18] I don't give a fuck about what you gotta say to me.
[4:18 - 4:20] I don't give a shit.
[4:20 - 4:24] 'Cause right now my family and my art is more important.
[4:24 - 4:27] (crying softly)
[4:27 - 4:33] I don't give a fuck what you say.
[4:33 - 4:40] (crying softly)
[4:40 - 4:48] Right now my Mom's boyfriend is in the fucking RER,
[4:48 - 4:50] possibly fucking dying.
[4:51 - 4:55] So why don't you take your bullshit and fuck off?
[4:56 - 5:33] (crying softly)
[5:55 - 6:00] This is a guy, it's my neighbor that let me use,
[6:00 - 6:03] it's my neighbor that let me use their phone.
[6:03 - 6:05] I want to say thank you.
[6:05 - 6:08] 'Cause you may have saved this fucking life, man.
[6:08 - 6:11] And I want to say thank you for that.
[6:12 - 7:05] (crying softly)
[7:05 - 7:18] You know what, Crip, you can take this fucking war,
[7:18 - 7:20] I don't give a fuck.
[7:20 - 7:22] I'm done fighting you, I'm done fighting you already,
[7:22 - 7:24] I'm done fighting everyone.
[7:24 - 7:29] That stupid little rap beef is just that, it's bullshit.
[7:31 - 7:33] Throw the fuck up and move on.
[7:33 - 7:39] You can say whatever you want about me, I don't give a fuck.
[7:39 - 7:42] Right now my motherfucking family is in the ER.
[7:43 - 7:45] (crying softly)
[8:10 - 8:12] By the way, Courtney, I got you unblocked on Facebook,
[8:12 - 8:14] I don't know how you got unblocked,
[8:14 - 8:16] but you can message me now on Facebook.
[8:36 - 8:40] Courtney, be ready in about half an hour
[8:40 - 8:43] because I am going to call you on Facebook, alright?
[8:43 - 8:56] I'm up right now, I am going to hop off here
[8:56 - 8:58] and stay on call just in case.
[8:58 - 9:00] I enjoyed you guys an update on what's going on,
[9:00 - 9:02] this just happened.
[9:02 - 9:05] (laughing softly)
[9:05 - 9:19] And as I said to the neighbor that actually
[9:19 - 9:21] let me use their phone, they call 911,
[9:21 - 9:23] I want to say thank you.
[9:23 - 9:27] Like you may have, I don't know,
[9:27 - 9:30] but you may have saved his life and I want to say thank you.
[9:31 - 9:33] (crying softly)
[9:33 - 9:41] I will, Misty.
[9:41 - 9:47] Not if I'm missing, I'm going to mod you.
[9:48 - 9:50] (crying softly)
[9:50 - 10:08] But I will keep you guys updated as things happen.
[10:14 - 10:18] Tonic, like I said, you can tell Crypt that if he wants this war,
[10:18 - 10:21] he can fucking have it, I don't give a shit.
[10:21 - 10:26] Right now, my mom's boyfriend is in the fucking house
[10:26 - 10:29] but I'll possibly be fucking dying.
[10:29 - 10:32] I don't have time for this.
[10:32 - 10:34] (crying softly)
[10:34 - 10:48] Tell Crypt, Nick.
[10:48 - 10:55] I'm sorry about what I said, but right now is not the fucking time.
[10:55 - 10:57] (crying softly)
[10:57 - 11:09] Because right now, my mom's boyfriend is in the hospital
[11:09 - 11:11] and I'm possibly dying.
[11:11 - 11:15] So, Crypt, you can say what you want about me.
[11:15 - 11:17] Marty, you can say whatever the fuck you want about me.
[11:17 - 11:19] I don't care.
[11:19 - 11:22] I'm done with this music scene for good.
[11:22 - 11:24] (silence)
[11:24 - 11:36] Courtney, I'll call you in about 30 minutes.
[11:36 - 11:40] Because I need to get cleaned up.
[11:40 - 11:44] I got fucking mucus all over me and shit.
[11:44 - 11:46] So, I need to get cleaned up.
[11:46 - 11:49] Courtney, I will talk to you in just a little bit.
[11:49 - 11:51] (sighs)
2020-11-30 My story as an artist

2020-11-30 My story as an artist

[0:00 - 0:17] Good morning everybody. Um, I know I didn't really get to properly introduce myself before so I am going to do that and I also do, you know, need some help which I will get into.
[0:17 - 0:35] I will first allow me to introduce myself and tell you guys a little bit about myself and my story and how I got into this very difficult predicament that I am in that I could actually use a lot of help on by any means possible.
[0:35 - 0:45] Um, first off, I have been at Chance. I am 30 years old. I have literally been drawing since I got a lot of crayon at the age of 4.
[0:45 - 1:00] Um, I have been doing art literally my entire life and I have been doing art up until I got into high school.
[1:00 - 1:11] Um, more specifically it was around my sophomore or junior year of high school that I started to find an interest in music.
[1:11 - 1:30] Um, around that time my older brother had just gotten diagnosed with cancer. Um, which was roughly around like 2008. As of now it was probably about 2011-ish. 2012-ish.
[1:30 - 1:43] Um, my brother had just gotten diagnosed with cancer. We didn't know how bad it was. Um, he had been in and out of, you know, remission for a good while.
[1:43 - 1:54] Um, and at that time, like I said, as soon as I got the news that he had gotten cancer, I wanted to find a way to make money to help him.
[1:54 - 2:08] And so I had decided to put my artwork aside and focus on trying to do music because I hadn't had friends that, you know, were in the music scene in high school that had bands.
[2:08 - 2:26] And I'd had a high school band and it kind of fell through due to everybody doing their own thing and going their separate ways. And from then on I had tried to, you know, make it all my own in music.
[2:26 - 2:50] And unfortunately my brother had passed in 2015 from lung cancer and pneumonia combined because later, like earlier that year, like earlier the year before, like around May-ish, he had gotten pneumonia and had been fighting it on and off.
[2:50 - 2:59] And, you know, he unfortunately lost his life in 2015 due to the lung cancer and pneumonia combined.
[2:59 - 3:17] After that, things became very, very, you know, hard for me and my family. I had helped to take care of, you know, my grandparents as a kid until they passed and then I had to do the same thing with my brother.
[3:17 - 3:33] So having to take care of people is all I'd ever known. And I'd always knew in the back of my mind, I always wanted to make it as an artist because my great grandmother had written and self published a book for, you know, meant for friends and family.
[3:33 - 3:43] And she had also done all the artwork for it as well. So, like, I knew that art was in my blood at a very early age.
[3:43 - 3:53] And I always knew that, you know, I was meant for something more, you know, like I always knew that, you know, I wanted to do artwork as a living.
[3:53 - 4:13] You know, I was that kid in class that would always draw. I was that kid in class after he was doing his classwork would always, you know, be drawing on the back of his classwork after he was done or I would do little doodles next to my name on my classwork and stuff.
[4:13 - 4:26] And I would get in trouble for it. But, you know, I was that kid that did that. I had taken art classes my whole life all through school.
[4:26 - 4:40] But after high school I knew that, you know, I kind of wanted to do music at the time because that's what, you know, I was diving into full time.
[4:40 - 4:47] I had, you know, not really been focusing on my artwork but more or less focusing on my skill for music.
[4:47 - 5:11] And I took that very seriously. And between the course of 2012 to this year, I had created hundreds of songs and, you know, gone through, found my sound, all that.
[5:11 - 5:25] But it wasn't until this year that I really realized that I wanted to art for a living full time because my music wasn't getting anywhere.
[5:25 - 5:29] I was getting screwed over by record labels, left and right.
[5:29 - 5:42] I had managed to only sell two albums on my own as an independent artist, which the albums did okay-ish. I didn't sell that many copies, but it did okay-ish.
[5:42 - 5:56] And, you know, after that I just was like, you know, this isn't for me, you know, I want to go back to doing my artwork full time, which I had attempted to do many times.
[5:56 - 6:13] And it wasn't until about four weeks ago that I had managed to escape the constant streaming of YouTube and music and whatnot because my now-fiance had helped me to escape all that.
[6:13 - 6:31] But I'd given me an ultimatum of, you know, either I leave the addiction of, you know, creating music and, you know, not getting anywhere with it and live streaming and being angry all the time, you know, and potentially lose hurt.
[6:31 - 6:45] In the long run or I start focusing on myself and doing my artwork full time, which she's very much supportive of, like she's very supportive of, you know, me doing my artwork full time.
[6:45 - 6:54] And it's not that she doesn't like my music, like she loves what I do, but it's just not getting me anywhere.
[6:54 - 7:07] But during that time period, I had been, you know, during the last, I'd say, three years, I have been getting bullied on YouTube.
[7:07 - 7:16] I have been getting trolled. I've had people make, you know, fake merch of me without my permission.
[7:16 - 7:28] Every time I would try to get my artwork up and running, people would literally go in and report my art shops for stuff that isn't even worth reporting.
[7:28 - 7:40] Like they would report my stuff for the dumbest things just to have my art shop shut down because they don't want to see me succeed.
[7:40 - 7:50] I've had several people that are major artists in their own right turn me down.
[7:50 - 8:03] I've had many record labels turn me down as well because people would spread rumors about me and spread lies about me that just are not true.
[8:03 - 8:19] And as a result of all those lies and those rumors being told and the videos being made about me that are that are very much attacking me as well as my fiance.
[8:19 - 8:30] It is become very hard for me to, you know, get my artwork off the ground because I've been so afraid to put myself back out there.
[8:30 - 8:44] Even though I'm trying to put myself back out there again, it's become very hard and very difficult because these trolls that are on YouTube have been stalking my Facebook, all my social media.
[8:44 - 8:53] At one point very recently, I tried to make a spare Facebook account so I can get away from all that and they somehow or other found that as well.
[8:53 - 8:59] And I went under an entirely new name and everything I actually went under the name Kenshin Umora.
[8:59 - 9:11] And if any of you guys are anime fans, you guys will know that Kenshin Umora is the main character from the anime series Ronin who are not Ronin wearers but a Ronin Kenshin.
[9:11 - 9:15] Sorry, I actually just watched the anime series Ronin Warriors last night.
[9:15 - 9:24] If any of you are anime fans and you like shows like Ronin Kenshin, Ronin Warriors will definitely be up your alley for sure.
[9:24 - 9:33] I actually have the entire season and the movies on DVD. It's actually very good. Definitely check it out when you get the chance.
[9:33 - 9:43] But you know, these people literally are stopping at no length to try to stop me.
[9:43 - 9:58] And right now I can use any kind of help I can get, any kind of boost I can get to actually get my art up off the ground so that I can start making a living off of what I truly love to do would be a huge help.
[9:58 - 10:14] Because I've had to make shop after shop after shop and website after website for the past year and a half because of these people and it's getting very tiring.
[10:14 - 10:25] Like I just want to be able to, you know, create my artwork that you guys have been seeing and very much enjoying which I do appreciate.
[10:25 - 10:37] And like I want to be able to get it in front of the right people so that I can start generating a revenue so I can start making money off of what I truly love to do.
[10:37 - 10:47] You know, not just for myself but for my family, for my fiance. That way me and her can get a place of our own.
[10:47 - 10:54] And so with that I just, I want to be able to provide for my family doing what I love to do.
[10:54 - 10:59] And I just, I need all the help I can get.
[10:59 - 11:16] Like if anybody can, you know, point me towards the right people, or get me in contact with the right people that can actually, you know, help me to start making money off my artwork by any way possible and that would be a huge help to me.
[11:16 - 11:33] So if any of you out there can help me to escape these trolls and escape these false rumors and these accusations and all this crazy stuff, please, I definitely need to help guys.
[11:33 - 11:40] Because like I said, I, you know, love doing my artwork. I love doing what I do.
[11:40 - 11:47] People love the weird, crazy aesthetic that I come out with with my artwork.
[11:47 - 11:56] That style is actually a style that I had developed over the last, I'd say five years because I had studied over the last five years.
[11:56 - 12:09] I studied guys like, you know, Van Gogh, you know, all your classic artists.
[12:09 - 12:19] And then I also studied the guy known as The Nightmare Artist, Paczynski, who's a very, very talented artist in his own right.
[12:19 - 12:28] And that's kind of like, you know, studying all those and seeing his work is kind of what inspired my style that I have now.
[12:28 - 12:37] So if anybody out there could please help me in some way, like, I don't have any money at all.
[12:37 - 12:43] All I have is my skills of my artwork and that's about it.
[12:43 - 12:51] So if anybody out there could please help me, that would be a very, very huge help to me.
[12:51 - 13:03] With that being said, I thank you guys for watching this and I hope that some of you that do watch this will reach out to me.
[13:03 - 13:08] If you guys would like, you guys can message me on here anytime.
[13:08 - 13:14] That's not a problem. I have no problem. If you guys would like to reach out to me, that would be a huge help.
[13:14 - 13:18] So with that being said, I thank you guys.
[13:18 - 13:22] Keep up the awesome work. I love a lot of the artwork that you guys are posting.
[13:22 - 13:26] And I'll catch you guys later. Peace.
2020-12-19 FM7 DRAG LIST LEAGUE CHALLENGE

2020-12-19 FM7 DRAG LIST LEAGUE CHALLENGE

[0:00 - 0:27] What's good guys? What's your boy? Um, that last bit that I had to deal with was very fucked up like Skull Kid and Marty.
[0:27 - 0:40] They need to shut the fuck up. And I know y'all niggas are fucking listening right now so both y'all little punk bitches need to fucking shut up and get a goddamn life you fucking bitches.
[0:40 - 1:10] Now, um, as I told y'all I did want to do a drag race professionally through Forza Motorsport 7 and I actually had that opportunity to do so through the Forza League, which is known as for this one is actually a, it's an actual drag race league, but this one is the Forza Motorsport 7, uh, drag league.
[1:10 - 1:30] It's kind of like the black list of y'all that are playing Davis Dream Most One and you guys know about the black list, this is called the drag list, um, it's the top 10 drag list challenge and here are the actual rules.
[1:30 - 1:58] And the rules for it are this, 10 car shootout, V8, rear wheel drive, uh, no 7.2 second car, no dodge, or no, no dodge daytime, no dart, no rotary, 1k horsepower max, 200, 2000 pound minimum, or is that 2000, 2,800?
[1:59 - 2:26] Only 2,800 pounds max, uh, reverse lights or brake, whichever drivers can see better at the time, one quarter mile, screed, drive gamertag with specs, midnight EST tonight, there will be a big payout, so, we're gonna do this challenge, see how it goes.
[2:27 - 2:30] First things first, it's picking out a car.
[2:33 - 2:58] I'm thinking on making the, no, I don't want the Viper STR, let's see, I got, yeah, 394, I'm really thinking about this Dodge Viper though.
[2:58 - 3:27] Well, let's see what other ones we got here, we got the Ford Mustang which is automatically got like a thousand horsepower already, Mustang, oh wait, the Mustang RTR, okay, the RTR spec, okay.
[3:27 - 3:56] Ooh, we got the Shelby GT35SOR, nice, got the Ford Falcon FPV, that one's alright, I'm not a big fan of the FPV, I'm really thinking about this Shelby GT500 though,
[3:56 - 4:23] you know, fuck it, we're gonna honor my brother, man, with the number 23, let's do it, ooh, hold up, ah bro, hold up, phone dude,
[4:23 - 4:50] so, ooh, do I want to go with this or do I want to go with another one, you know what, let's try a different one here, let's go to my garage here,
[4:50 - 5:02] now let's go to my Shelby GT Cobra Daytona, get in this car, let's see how this thing handles.
[5:02 - 5:23] Let's check the specs on this.
[5:23 - 5:39] 425, yeah, we definitely need to do some upgrading to this, so we're gonna upgrade this Shelby GT, I fucking love this thing.
[5:39 - 5:54] Now I am gonna do a livery for this later on, like I'm gonna do a nice little memorial livery in honor of my brother, because as you guys know for all my cars, I do race the number 23.
[5:54 - 6:23] So let's see if we can make 800 horses, let's see if we can make 1000 horses out of this beast.
[6:23 - 6:34] 122, we're getting up there.
[6:34 - 6:48] Dude, if I can hit that, if I can hit that 1000 mark, bro, I am sad, dude.
[6:48 - 6:59] Like I will be fucking sad if I can hit that 1000 horsepower mark because that's ultimately what I want to get up to is that 1000 horsepower mark,
[6:59 - 7:11] which means everything needs to be race spec. It has to be rear wheel drive only so I'm fine with that. I like racing rear wheel anyway.
[7:11 - 7:21] The only time I race all wheel is if it's like an actual like, you know, serious street style competition.
[7:21 - 7:37] And I got to go all in.
[7:37 - 7:52] Does that affect anything.
[7:52 - 8:13] Let's take some weight off this bad boy.
[8:13 - 8:20] Let's put this month like on a diet boy.
[8:20 - 8:27] 681 we're getting close.
[8:27 - 8:35] We are getting insanely close dude we're right there we're like 400 away from the 1000 bar go see if we can hit it.
[8:35 - 8:44] So I can hit that 1000 horsepower dude it is on.
[8:44 - 8:52] Oh, got that drag tire race are going that takes.
[8:52 - 8:59] Alright so that doesn't necessarily affect the tire compound itself.
[8:59 - 9:03] But I do race tires.
[9:03 - 9:13] No I know I didn't want drag because
[9:13 - 9:22] y'all let's see firsthand, how I do my personal drag tunes.
[9:22 - 9:37] Oh,
[9:37 - 9:46] that looks good I like that.
[9:46 - 9:58] Oh man he can sit there and apologize all at once I ain't forgiving him for jack shit, especially after what he motherfucking said, fuck that bitch.
[9:58 - 10:02] Like for real dude, fuck that nigga.
[10:02 - 10:22] The dude wants to sit there and talk all this mad shit, and push me around and bully me around, trying to make himself look good so nah, you can't apologize for that kind of shit like that's, you just don't do that.
[10:22 - 10:36] Like bro he crossed a major fucking line when he did that shit dude, a major fucking line.
[10:36 - 10:57] Alright so we got 825 horses out of this that's not bad. That is actually not bad at all. I like that. That is actually real good. Now, let's go over here to tuning.
[10:57 - 11:07] Alright so this is the
[11:07 - 11:19] Cobra.
[11:19 - 11:24] Let's see this one is which one.
[11:24 - 11:29] Shelly Cobra Daytona Coupe.
[11:29 - 11:35] Alright now let's go here.
[11:35 - 11:50] Dial in all this shit. You guys don't know I use Forza 200 Pro. That's what I use to do all my shit so let's see the weight is 2,000 pounds.
[11:50 - 12:08] 1, 2, 3, 4, 2. Now 2, 3, 4, 2, 3, 2, 4, 0, 8.
[12:08 - 12:31] Weight at the front is 53% and the dial in for the performance tune class is 76%.
[12:31 - 12:45] 898'll work.
[12:45 - 12:55] It's actually not that far off, it's 786, it's not that far off.
[12:55 - 13:04] Alright now let's get this thing tuned up and run this on the track.
[13:04 - 13:22] Front tire pressure is 45. Whoa. 20.0.
[13:22 - 13:36] I think you're in.
[13:36 - 13:39] Let's just leave that out of this.
[13:39 - 13:42] Let's take the camera, put that at 3.
[13:42 - 13:46] I don't know why there's so much camera on this man.
[13:46 - 13:57] I don't know why we have to have a lot of camera but it is what it is. That's a zero, front cast 37.
[13:57 - 14:04] Alright here's where the fun begins, this is where the magic for drag racing begins.
[14:04 - 14:15] Anti-roll bars are 20, 20 point what?
[14:15 - 14:35] Alright, see if it's straight up 21 or not.
[14:35 - 15:00] Springs, 125.6, I don't know if I can do 125.6, I can do 0.4, that works, now 435.6.
[15:00 - 15:06] Okay, so it's only at 435.8. Alright, ride high.
[15:06 - 15:14] Front, middle, rear, all the way up, obvious.
[15:14 - 15:33] And down it is 4.4, 4.4, bonk stiff, 2.2 and 2.7.
[15:33 - 15:41] I know this is boring to watch this but this all goes into having a good drag tune.
[15:41 - 16:10] Like this is all part of the process.
[16:10 - 16:23] Breaking force, 57%.
[16:23 - 16:34] That's the balance.
[16:34 - 16:56] Alright, here we go, acceleration.
[16:56 - 17:06] And there we go, we now have a boss ass King Cobra dragster.
[17:06 - 17:11] Now let's take this thing to free play, let's test out the drag on it right click,
[17:11 - 17:17] see how she handles and then take the same to multiplayer and do this challenge.
[17:17 - 17:26] This thing's gonna get nasty man. For real, this thing looks freaking gnarly.
[17:26 - 17:41] Not even gonna lie, this thing looks gnarly as shit, bro.
[17:41 - 17:47] And yes, I will be using the stick shift for this, the regular gear shift, not the paddle shift.
[17:47 - 18:01] I don't know why I use paddle shift, but I like to use gear shift for these.
[18:01 - 18:05] Yeah, maybe I should turn on.
[18:05 - 18:10] Yeah, I need to turn on frickin traction, bro. Fuck.
[18:10 - 18:16] That was, yeah, not a good run right there. That was shit. That's alright though.
[18:16 - 18:18] That is okay.
[18:18 - 18:30] Once I turn traction and everything on, it'll be all sad you gotta go in.
[18:30 - 18:49] Let's see if we can break that 10 second mark dude.
[18:49 - 19:06] The only launch power this cobra has actually got behind it, like fuck. Traction on, frickin assist on.
[19:06 - 19:15] Alright, here we go.
[19:15 - 19:29] Goodbye.
[19:29 - 19:38] Oh, 10.244 seconds, not bad.
[19:38 - 19:49] Yeah, no, I've seen that shit and bro, to be honest with you, I really don't care if my shit's out there because like dude it's been out there for a while so I'm not even really scared.
[19:49 - 19:54] Like, bro, my address has been out there for a while now.
[19:54 - 20:02] Not even gonna lie, it has been out there for quite some time so y'all think you're trying new shit.
[20:02 - 20:08] Bro, you ain't trying new shit, you're just being annoying.
[20:08 - 20:22] Like come the fuck on bro, quit being annoying.
[20:22 - 20:40] Oh damn, mega wheelie off this bitch.
[20:40 - 21:05] Bro, that wheelie though man, that was not just warm.
[21:05 - 21:15] Bro, I gotta watch that back, that was insane dude, I have got to watch that replay, that was sick.
[21:15 - 21:21] Let's go dude, let's see what you, that was you replay.
[21:21 - 21:33] Damn.
[21:33 - 21:42] Bro, I want to get a good shot of that wheelie though man, that was nuts, son.
[21:42 - 21:54] Damn.
[21:54 - 21:59] Bro, that was, bro, that was gnarly.
[21:59 - 22:19] I just ran off this, boom.
[22:19 - 22:27] Damn, look at that shit.
[22:27 - 22:33] Boom.
[22:33 - 22:43] That was gnarly dude, that was a wicked fucking wheelie, I cannot lie, bro.
[22:43 - 23:03] Like holy shit man, that thing fucking busted that wheelie, fuck man.
[23:03 - 23:18] That shit just fucking launched, I think that's part of my problem.
[23:18 - 23:34] Is I'm busting all these damn wheelies and I'm not keeping it grounded.
[23:34 - 23:42] I'm pretty god this time I don't fucking bust the damn wheelie, even though this is our funnest shit.
[23:42 - 24:11] If there's a wheelie contest I would've done one.
[24:11 - 24:39] Go through the cycle of all the drag shirts.
[24:39 - 25:06] No, I do want to bust out another car real quick though, that is a fucking boss ride, I'm just going to end up using that for some races, to be honest with you, I'm just going to end up using that shit.
[25:06 - 25:35] Bust out the big bitch.
[25:35 - 25:42] Bust out the dominator.
[25:42 - 25:45] Bro.
[25:45 - 25:47] Shit.
[25:47 - 26:14] Motherfucker's quick.
[26:14 - 26:32] And before y'all ask, no I'm not driving the Koenigsegg one or any of those like that, I don't do that kind of shit for drag races, I try to keep my stuff more traditional.
[26:32 - 26:49] You know I try to stick to the traditional drag racing like the funny cars, the muscle cars, you know shit like that, I don't do all these wild out ones really.
[26:49 - 27:18] Like I don't sit there and tune out a fucking Lamborghini, or a Kuntash or a freaking Lycan Hypersport for fucking drag no like I'll do like four GTs, like four GTs, Nissan GTs.
[27:18 - 27:27] Bustin' that wheelie boy.
[27:27 - 27:32] Nope, you ain't getting away from me.
[27:32 - 27:37] Not today fella, you are not getting away from me.
[27:37 - 27:43] Like I use the fucking what's it called.
[27:43 - 27:48] My favorite thing to get in the name of the fucking car, I don't know why.
[27:48 - 28:03] I know it's in the Nissan family, Nissan GT-R.
[28:03 - 28:27] Like I use like the Nissan GT-R which I'm thinking about bustin' out honestly.
[28:27 - 28:33] Not her fag.
[28:33 - 28:56] I'm gonna go here to my garage and bust out one of my Nissan GTs.
[28:57 - 29:02] Which one has the most horsepower?
[29:02 - 29:05] Yeah the black edition has the most horses.
[29:05 - 29:34] So, let's get a drag tune on this beast.
[29:34 - 29:58] 8.6 seconds, damn.
[29:58 - 30:03] Let's do it.
[30:03 - 30:14] I want to test homies too now, I want to see if this shit actually works.
[30:14 - 30:19] Because dude this works, then it's game on bro.
[30:19 - 30:26] Hey, shout out to homie Johnny, what's good Johnny?
[30:26 - 30:40] Yeah I know Johnny's one of my best friends from fucking high school man.
[30:40 - 30:47] Let's fix this shit.
[30:47 - 30:49] Here we go guys.
[30:49 - 31:01] Got my beautiful Toyota tire GT-R man, I fucking love this thing.
[31:01 - 31:03] Hey, thanks man.
[31:03 - 31:10] But yo in all honesty though man, to Marty and Skull Kid, yo little faggots want to run your mouths.
[31:10 - 31:35] Keep your comments to yourself bitch.
[31:35 - 31:39] Damn this thing actually is fast.
[31:39 - 31:44] I got nine point something, that's not bad.
[31:44 - 32:02] I like it.
[32:02 - 32:05] Yo love for last, what's good bro?
[32:05 - 32:19] Good to see you up in here man.
[32:19 - 32:27] Oh I love for last, like if you understand what's going on, you would understand why I'm so fucking heated.
[32:27 - 32:39] If you go back and watch some of the last years I did bro, you'll actually get why I'm so pissed.
[32:39 - 32:51] Like for real dude, I don't know what your reason to be angry.
[32:51 - 33:08] Like for Marty and Skull Kid to do that shit, that's not fucking cool, that is beyond fucked.
[33:08 - 33:11] Like that is seriously beyond fucked.
[33:11 - 33:23] To sit there and bash on somebody who may or may not have a kid on the way or may or may not be dealing with a miscarriage, like dude that shit's not fucking cool.
[33:23 - 33:33] That's just something you don't joke around about, like that's not something to toy around with dude.
[33:33 - 33:42] Oh yeah thanks for last.
[33:42 - 33:49] Like for real, that's just something you don't fucking joke around about bro.
[33:49 - 33:56] And Marty I don't know what your deal is with me bro but you need to fucking quit.
[33:56 - 34:11] Oh, well wait.
[34:11 - 34:25] I mean do we know exactly what's going on yet? No but point being bro, like you don't sit there and talk shit like Marty, if you had the same situation going on with you,
[34:25 - 34:29] I wouldn't sit there and talk trash on you at all.
[34:29 - 34:35] I would actually be understanding and I would leave you the fuck alone.
[34:35 - 34:47] So I don't get what makes you feel like you have that right to do that.
[34:47 - 34:56] And like if I'm, if I'm over here in mind my business and you're going through that, what makes you think you have the right to attack me.
[34:56 - 35:04] Oh wait that's right you don't have the right.
[35:04 - 35:08] I change on my driver gear real quick.
[35:08 - 35:20] I want to match this right quick.
[35:20 - 35:30] I want to match this beautiful GTI our boy.
[35:30 - 35:36] Oh dude he's already showing his true colors by doing the shit that he's done.
[35:36 - 35:45] He's already showing his true colors, he's just being a fucking jackass.
[35:45 - 35:57] Hope y'all boys ready to get your asses spanked, because it's game on bitch.
[35:57 - 36:08] Oh absolutely bro, absolutely love for last.
[36:08 - 36:26] And y'all love for last if you hit me up dude like if you hit me up on Facebook bro I don't know if you have me blocked or not but if you don't, or if I don't have you blocked, I'll go back and look, I don't think I do but if you don't, hit me up on Facebook and I'll explain the whole thing to you because obviously
[36:26 - 36:47] if you can't get it right.
[36:47 - 37:02] No it's not right you know, you know what no fuck that I'll explain it right here on Shrimzy y'all. For those of you that don't know, me and Caitlyn were together, right.
[37:02 - 37:16] Marty decided to interrupt that and talk shit behind mine and hers backs.
[37:16 - 37:37] Okay, that led to me and her, me and Caitlyn, that led me and Caitlyn to breaking up, because Marty would not stop and he cost her, you know, family, you know he cost her family talking to her, a majority of her family now no longer speaks to her because of him.
[37:37 - 37:54] Now because of that, me and her split up because her family blames me for what Marty did.
[37:54 - 38:02] Now, fast forward about a week and a half.
[38:02 - 38:31] My ex Megan hits me out of the blue, wants to talk to me. Okay, so I call her up. We sit there and talk. She asked me straight up, you know, am I willing to work things out with her, I straight up tell her yes, because she has not done anything to wrong me.
[38:31 - 38:47] Now,
[38:47 - 39:00] fast forward a day later, you know, Megan and me were sitting down talking.
[39:00 - 39:05] And she tells me that she's been having bleeding issues.
[39:05 - 39:09] She goes to the doctors.
[39:09 - 39:15] Oh, she goes to the doctor to get a check. They don't know what's going on.
[39:15 - 39:24] At that point, they are very unaware of what's going on. They know for a fact that's not her period. They know it's more than just her period.
[39:24 - 39:34] Okay, they've already, you know, figured that much out.
[39:34 - 39:56] So, they asked, you know, they at first they thought that she might be pregnant but she's not.
[39:56 - 40:09] So, what they're doing is they're doing testing to find out why there is so much bleeding. At first they thought that maybe she could be pregnant now.
[40:09 - 40:20] So, they don't know what is going on. They don't know if it's maybe a stillborn or miscarriage. They don't fucking know.
[40:20 - 40:30] Now, she did tell me today that they are, like Megan did tell me today that she should have some results within a week.
[40:30 - 40:41] Which, you know, puts me and her not so much at ease because we don't know what's going on.
[40:41 - 40:54] If she is pregnant, what's wrong with the baby? What's going on? And if she's not, then what is wrong with her internally? What is going on?
[40:54 - 41:09] So, yes, there is that fear there. There is that scare factor that has had us both on edge.
[41:09 - 41:15] And unless you've ever been in that situation, you've got no right to fucking judge.
[41:15 - 41:23] Unless you either know somebody that's been in that situation or have been in it yourself, you don't have that right to judge.
[41:23 - 41:33] I've had friends and family that have had miscarriages and stillborns. I've had to go through the heartache of that.
[41:33 - 41:46] Matter of fact, my little sister Melissa, about seven years ago, had a miscarriage due to her ex being very violent towards her.
[41:46 - 41:59] So I know what that miscarriage, I know what it's like to have to deal with that. And it's something that no parent should have to endure.
[41:59 - 42:20] Like, no parent should have to endure that shit.
[42:20 - 42:43] So for those of you all that do understand, that have been supportive, that have been showing just immense amount of support and love and kindness and understanding.
[42:43 - 42:56] Just know that, you know, even though she doesn't say, you know, me and Megan appreciate your guys' prayers, you know, you guys, you know, doing all you can to keep us in positive spirits.
[42:56 - 43:10] Like, you guys are awesome. Like, for those of you that do actually help, you guys are fucking amazing.
[43:10 - 43:18] Not yet, I don't, bro, because of the fact that the shop got taken down because of some bullshit.
[43:18 - 43:27] So I do have to go in and make a new shop. But as soon as I get the chance, I will. So don't worry, Nick, I got you.
[43:27 - 43:33] What? Well, Ben, what the fuck? Are you serious right now, bro?
[43:33 - 43:43] I'm over here trying to do a fucking blacklist challenge when you're over here doing this shit. Fuck that. You know what? Let's head out and do a challenge real quick.
[43:43 - 43:50] Let's do a leaderboard drag challenge here.
[43:50 - 43:59] I don't know. All I know is that my account for Ray John is now banned and I have to go in and make a whole new shop.
[43:59 - 44:10] So I don't know what the deal is.
[44:10 - 44:30] I'm just trying to remember where I go to. Oh, hey, rivals.
[44:30 - 44:44] Oh, we got the visions of in this bitch.
[44:44 - 44:48] Let's see what cards I can use for this challenge.
[44:48 - 45:02] I don't know why I have so many fucking monsters, bro.
[45:02 - 45:16] Are we running? Oh, hello. We got some new songs up in this shit. We have any TTRs at the club.
[45:16 - 45:27] Oh, I like the fairly easy.
[45:27 - 45:37] I'm really thinking about doing the 350z.
[45:37 - 45:46] You know, we're going we're going to match it on this sheet.
[45:46 - 45:56] The like, you know, point being the school kid and Marty, you guys really don't know what it's like to be in my position.
[45:56 - 46:01] So really, you don't have any fucking right to judge me.
[46:01 - 46:08] And I know a lot of people are, you know, saying they're judging me, calling me a piece of shit, calling me retarded,
[46:08 - 46:37] saying that the child isn't mine and yada, yada, yada, blah, blah, blah, whoop, did he fucking whoop?
[46:37 - 46:50] But like, you know,
[46:50 - 46:56] young motherfuckers don't have any right to judge me when you don't know what's going on.
[46:56 - 46:58] Like, I wouldn't sit there and judge you.
[46:58 - 47:05] Like, if you're going through this situation, if you were in my position, I wouldn't sit there and judge you.
[47:05 - 47:14] So what fucking right do you think you have to judge me?
[47:14 - 47:19] Like, if you're going to pass judgment on anybody, pass judgment on yourself.
[47:19 - 47:25] Judge yourself.
[47:25 - 47:26] You know what I'm saying?
[47:26 - 47:29] Like, if you're going to judge anybody, judge yourself first.
[47:29 - 47:49] Look in the mirror and judge yourself first before you judge anyone else.
[47:49 - 48:17] Like, if you're going to judge somebody, judge yourself before you judge anyone else.
[48:17 - 48:27] Like, you don't see me out here judging people from mistakes they make or shit they do because we all make mistakes, bro.
[48:27 - 48:29] We all are human.
[48:29 - 48:44] At the end of the day, we learn from those mistakes and we grow from them.
[48:44 - 48:49] But I mean, for me to get the kind of judgment that I don't deserve, where is that fair?
[48:49 - 48:52] And where is that even right, to be honest with you?
[48:52 - 49:04] Like, where is that fair at all?
[49:04 - 49:33] Oh, absolutely. I'm definitely going to stay with her regardless.
[49:33 - 50:02] Okay, thank you.
[50:02 - 50:27] You know, let's go with the juvenile court focus on this.
[50:27 - 50:35] The point being, though, you know, like, am I scared?
[50:35 - 50:48] Yes. Is Megan scared 100% and very much understandably so.
[50:48 - 51:00] You know, it's like they say, you know, anybody can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad.
[51:00 - 51:29] You see, my dad was never around. Okay, my dad was never at all around, period.
[51:29 - 51:38] Dude, I suck at this autocross shit.
[51:38 - 51:52] My point being, though, my dad was never around. Okay, so I know what it's like to not have a dad.
[51:52 - 52:21] Dude, I am not doing so hard with this.
[52:21 - 54:16] Okay.
[54:16 - 54:24] That was interesting.
[54:24 - 54:31] And that was definitely nerve-wracking.
[54:31 - 54:39] But still, point being, though, man, like, you know,
[54:39 - 54:46] at the end of the day, Marty and Skull Kid just need to fuck off, and I know I'm probably going to get heatless, but I don't care.
[54:46 - 54:51] I know I'm probably going to get backlash, but I really don't give a shit.
[54:51 - 54:56] I'm just being straight up honest in how I feel and speak in my mind.
[54:56 - 55:05] Honestly, I feel like Marty and Skull Kid just need to fucking die in the ditch somewhere through the world of fucking favor.
[55:05 - 55:10] Because maybe if they weren't on this earth, maybe I would actually be somewhere.
[55:10 - 55:26] I might actually, you know, be doing something with my life.
[55:26 - 55:38] Literally, Marty and them have -- they've held me back for so much for so long, and I'm honestly tired of it,
[55:38 - 55:50] which is why I'm talking to my friend DeMarco's uncle, who is a producer, to see if I can't fucking get somewhere,
[55:50 - 56:03] to see if he can't help me boost my career to where it needs to fucking be.
[56:03 - 56:10] Like, Marty, Skull Kid, you guys don't understand how many times I've lied away at night.
[56:10 - 56:15] The last few days, scared out of my fucking mind.
[56:15 - 56:21] Wondering, how am I going to be able to provide for this child?
[56:21 - 56:30] You know, if Megan is indeed pregnant, like, I've been wondering, scared shitless.
[56:30 - 56:52] You know, how am I going to provide for this child if she is pregnant?
[56:52 - 57:05] And not just that, but how am I going to build a future for myself and Megan in order to be able to have a good life?
[57:05 - 57:22] I deserve a happy life. I really do.
[57:22 - 57:50] Like, I deserve to be able to have a happy life without all the added bullshit and stress.
[57:50 - 58:19] Like, y'all set their new point fingers at me for my mistakes.
[58:19 - 58:26] But yet, y'all don't point your fingers at yourselves for the shit that you do.
[58:26 - 58:48] What you should really be doing is pointing your finger at yourselves, instead of at other people, man.
[58:48 - 59:16] Like, you don't understand the level of stress that I fucking deal with because of you too.
[59:16 - 59:53] Like, I mean, I'm over here trying to provide for a possible family.
[59:53 - 60:01] But I'm over here trying to provide for a possible family.
[60:01 - 60:29] And I know what you guys are trying to do, Marty.
[60:29 - 60:54] Y'all are trying to make sure I fail.
[60:54 - 61:23] Like, I don't understand the logic behind what you idiots do. I don't fucking get it.
[61:23 - 61:52] Like, I don't understand the logic behind what you're trying to do.
[61:52 - 62:18] And that's not true. That's not true, Nick. It's not because I don't go to round battles.
[62:18 - 62:26] That's not fucking true, dude. And that's the thing, man. That's one thing a lot of people have a misconception about.
[62:26 - 62:44] You don't have to go to rap battles to make it in music. Especially the kind of music that I do, you don't do rap battles.
[62:44 - 62:53] That's not how you make it in music. Do rap battles help? Yes, that's not how you do it.
[62:53 - 63:18] That's just how Eminem came up, dude. And yes, some artists make it off that. Not gonna lie, there are some artists that do make it in music because of doing rap battles.
[63:18 - 63:30] And yes, I do rap a little bit here and there, but that's not my main style.
[63:30 - 63:57] My main style is fucking nu-metal, dude. And you don't do rap battles in nu-metal music. Like, dude, Linkin Park never did rap battles, Korn never did rap battles, Disturb never did rap battles.
[63:57 - 64:14] So, like, I don't fucking get it.
[64:14 - 64:31] And yes, doing rap battles can be fun, but that's just not my style. That's not what I'm about as an artist. I don't want to be known as that guy that does raps and does battles, no.
[64:31 - 64:41] I want to be known as that guy that does music that people can connect with, that people enjoy.
[64:41 - 64:52] That's my style. That's what I do.
[64:52 - 65:16] Yes, I did a rap going at the parents that aren't being fucking parents, but that was just me being fucking real. That was me being open and fucking honest about the situation where parents these days don't really do much.
[65:16 - 65:35] Like, some parents these days, they don't sit there and take care of their kids. And that song that I did spoke on that.
[65:35 - 65:53] That song I did spoke on that situation. But my talent and my gift and what I love to do, that all lies in nu-metal music.
[65:53 - 66:18] As a matter of fact, I'll throw up an example for you guys.
[66:19 - 66:45] Let's type in my name.
[66:45 - 67:01] Like.
[67:01 - 67:06] Let's sing my song, Edge of Sanity.
[67:06 - 69:37] Let's sing one song right here, Edge of Sanity.
[69:37 - 69:59] Point being, dude, the point is rock and nu-metal music are my fucking style.
[69:59 - 70:17] Like straight up, like here's a rock track I did a while ago.
[70:17 - 70:32] Yeah, dude, you gotta understand though, this is one of my smaller channels, like bro, this one right here, 710 views.
[70:32 - 70:43] Like see, I do fucking nu-metal, I do fucking pop rock, like.
[70:43 - 70:49] And the reason why it doesn't have that many is because of the fact that I haven't been promoting it.
[70:49 - 71:07] Like I said, the reason why it doesn't have those numbers is due to the fact that I didn't fucking promote it back then.
[71:07 - 71:23] Like literally, I have a bunch of shit out, like for real, I have like so much shit out that it's insane.
[71:23 - 71:37] Like bro, I've got this shit right here, alright, I've got a fucking dubstep remix of a fucking song I did a while back.
[71:37 - 71:47] Or not one of my songs, but a fucking Linkin Park song, like literally.
[71:47 - 72:11] This is one of my fucking hidden songs, this is one of my fucking hidden remixes that I wasn't fucking allowed to release back then, because of the fucking bullshit surrounding Justin's set.
[72:11 - 72:21] But now that I can't, I'll let y'all listen to it.
[72:21 - 72:41] I don't know what's going on, why I'm so angry, I don't know why I'm like, I'm too lazy to say random things, I don't know why I'm like, I'm just like, I'm so sorry, so afraid to be honest with you.
[72:41 - 73:39] I have a fucking heart.
[73:39 - 73:50] Like tell me y'all, how many human beings can do this, bro, like who are they?
[73:50 - 74:08] And if I need to prove myself even further, I'll fucking go here and I'll do one of my classical renditions that I did as a fucking orchestral score and the one I'm thinking is...
[74:08 - 74:30] Like, how many motherfuckers you know that can do this shit, bro?
[74:30 - 74:55] If you weren't saying anything, just sit back and listen.
[74:55 - 75:03] That's what you think, man.
[75:03 - 75:20] You know what we're doing, people like you?
[75:20 - 75:29] Like you say I'm not a marketable, but yay. My friend the marketable, who's a fucking producer, seems to think otherwise, pal.
[75:29 - 75:58] So you take that bullshit and shove it up your fucking asscrab and you're gonna fuck somewhere else, dog.
[75:58 - 76:55] (music)
[76:55 - 77:03] Like how many people do you know that can do shit like that or stuff like this?
[77:03 - 77:31] (music)
[77:31 - 77:39] Hey, dirty solos, get 'em now.
[77:39 - 79:53] (music)
[79:53 - 80:10] Or how about this? The intro for Castle in the Sky, which is my way of taking homage to Hayao Miyazaki, who runs Studio Ghibli.
[80:10 - 82:05] (music)
[82:05 - 82:31] Like the point being, how is what I do not marketable? So, hey, please explain this to me.
[82:31 - 82:37] Hold up.
[82:37 - 82:41] Bro, hold up a minute here.
[82:41 - 83:10] Tobi, I didn't just see this. Tobi, I'm not seeing this shit right now, man.
[83:10 - 83:31] Bro.
[83:31 - 83:38] No fucking way.
[83:38 - 83:58] Bro, that is fire.
[83:58 - 84:14] Dude, that is so sick.
[84:14 - 84:41] Get out, that is dope, dude. Now I have to pick this up.
[84:41 - 84:57] Ouch.
[84:57 - 85:11] Yo, y'all know me, y'all know I'm trying to finish this day, bro.
[85:11 - 85:23] Dude, that is sick.
[85:23 - 85:27] What was he at the new Genshin Impact teaser? Hell yeah.
[85:27 - 85:33] Hold up. I've got to check this Genshin Impact. If y'all don't know, I do play Genshin Impact on mobile.
[85:33 - 85:59] Fucking luster.
[85:59 - 86:27] Simply amazing, Mr. Albedo.
[86:27 - 86:29] Excuse me, Mr. Albedo.
[86:29 - 86:35] What if you're creating such creatures may sit outside the sphere of acceptability within the rules as alchemists?
[86:35 - 86:36] Is that so?
[86:36 - 86:43] Just like always, overly passionate about what piques your interest, yet completely indifferent towards anything otherwise.
[86:43 - 86:56] Your swing in interest this time didn't even leave you long enough to finish your painting.
[86:56 - 87:02] Hell yeah, dude.
[87:02 - 87:09] Anyways, y'all, I do have some time, so I will catch you guys later. I have a serious issue to deal with.
2020-11-27 i Give no FCKS about being monitized or being a Major Youtuber

2020-11-27 i Give no FCKS about being monitized or being a Major Youtuber

[0:00 - 0:14] So, y'all want to sit there and talk shit, right? Truth is, I don't give a fuck what you guys say, and I'll be sure to be honest, I don't give a fuck about getting monetized.
[0:14 - 0:27] Like, I'm using this platform to promote my stuff, you know, to promote my artwork, the book that I picked back up working on, the manga I've been working on for the last few months.
[0:27 - 0:43] Um, you know, just stuff like that, like, I'm not worried about getting monetized on here, I'm using this platform what it was intended to be used for, which is for promoting my shit to where I can get out there.
[0:43 - 1:09] So yeah, if y'all think I'm on YouTube to make money, you're wrong. Like, I'm merely using YouTube to promote my stuff, you know, to promote my song covers, to promote my drum covers, to promote my piano covers, um, you know, to promote my songs, my spoken word poetry that I release.
[1:09 - 1:21] You know, stuff like that, I'm not sitting here trying to be a major fucking YouTuber. Being a major YouTuber is overrated. No offense to those that I do watch.
[1:21 - 1:43] You know, people like Jacksepticeye, Slap Train, Hockey Dearest, Black Panther, Roman Outwood, all those guys, yeah. No offense to you guys, but trying to be a major YouTuber now is so played out and so stupid that I'm not even worried about it, like, if it happens, it happens.
[1:43 - 2:09] But I'm not really worried about that. I'm more focused on doing shit outside of YouTube, like spending time with my fiance, um, you know, like I said, working on my music, working on my manga and the book that I've been writing for the last few months, you know, working on my artwork, you know, stuff like that.
[2:09 - 2:21] I'm not worried about all this shit that you guys do, like, granted, yes, if certain people would stay out of the way and leave me the fuck alone, I'd be able to get somewhere a little bit easier.
[2:21 - 2:39] But at the end of the day, they're gonna do what they're gonna do, and I'm just gonna find a way around it. Like it or not, I'm gonna find a way around that shit, which for one of the problems I already have, for a second one, I'm currently working on a way around that.
[2:39 - 2:59] So yeah, like I said, y'all can say what you want, think what you want. No fucks you're giving here at all. I am here to use this platform to promote my works and the stuff that I'm doing outside of YouTube, so, yeah.
[2:59 - 3:24] Like I said, say what you want, do what you want, I really don't care. Because at the end of the day, I'm gonna be spending time with my girl, working on my book, working on my manga, working on my music and shit like that, and working on my artwork, and, you know, working on my art shop and shit like that, so yeah.
[3:24 - 3:34] Like I said, I'm a very busy person, so I'm not worried about what you little pathetic trolls have to say, it doesn't really bother me, it just makes me laugh.
[3:34 - 3:54] And the only reason I'm making this video isn't to entertain what you guys are saying, but merely to, you know, show you guys that hey, this is what I'm actually doing, and basically to say fuck you to every fucking idiot out there that thinks that I'm using this platform for some dumb shit like I did before.
[3:54 - 4:04] So yeah, you guys have a nice life being fake ass trolls, and I'm gonna be sitting here having a good ass life in the real world. Peace.
2020-11-30 Wish you could Be me (Song)

2020-11-30 Wish you could Be me (Song)

[0:00 - 0:02] Well boys, we hit the jackpot this time.
[0:02 - 0:05] So all y'all motherfuckers think you need to stop with me?
[0:05 - 0:11] Haha, y'all ain't doing shit, man, cuz I'm on the rise, fuckin'.
[0:11 - 0:16] Whatcha gonna do? Nothin'. Little punk ass motherfuckers.
[0:16 - 0:19] Sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up, motherfucker.
[0:19 - 0:23] And listen up, time to teach you a lesson, little boy.
[0:23 - 0:24] Let's go.
[0:24 - 0:28] Haha, scumface bitch.
[0:28 - 0:32] Yeah.
[0:32 - 0:35] I'm so sick of these motherfuckers always looking at me like they wanna get a motherfucker.
[0:35 - 0:41] Please tell me everybody always wanna try to keep me from making motherfuckin' history
[0:41 - 0:42] of my motherfuckin' name.
[0:42 - 0:47] Here I am looking right at you.
[0:47 - 0:51] Motherfuckin' name's at 10, like you gonna fuckin' do something.
[0:51 - 0:54] When really you ain't gonna motherfuckin' do shit.
[0:54 - 0:57] Here I am making a name for myself.
[0:57 - 1:02] Ain't no way I'm never gonna stop, I'm goin' straight to the motherfuckin' top.
[1:02 - 1:07] And I got no intentions, I'll motherfuckin' stop him and here I am, runnin' right over
[1:07 - 1:12] every single one of you, you ain't think like you gonna do something?
[1:12 - 1:15] Hell nah, you better get a motherfuckin' clue.
[1:15 - 1:22] The name is motherfuckin' scumface, I'll hit you with a motherfuckin' scum right in
[1:22 - 1:25] the motherfuckin' face and I won't give no bucks.
[1:25 - 1:29] I'm done giving a fuck about you motherfuckin' names.
[1:29 - 1:37] Everybody wanna try to throw my motherfuckin' career in no motherfuckin' grave.
[1:37 - 1:42] Y'all ain't doin' shit fuckin'.
[1:42 - 1:51] Nice try though, but try harder fuckin'.
[1:51 - 1:53] Y'all ain't never gonna motherfuckin' shut me down.
[1:53 - 1:59] Ain't no way I'm never gonna go down, here I am, runnin' around on what I gotta do to
[1:59 - 2:01] make it for my motherfuckin' family.
[2:01 - 2:05] Here you are, stand right at me, wishin' you could be me bitch, you would never ever
[2:05 - 2:06] be me.
[2:06 - 2:11] I am up on another level that you can never fuckin' handle.
[2:11 - 2:16] So, set the fuck down and shut the fuck up and let me teach you a lesson son, let me
[2:16 - 2:21] show you what you gotta do, if you wanna live on the level that I'm motherfuckin'
[2:21 - 2:22] gettin' into.
[2:22 - 2:26] Let me tell you what you gotta do, mind your own motherfuckin' business.
[2:26 - 2:30] Stay the fuck outta mine, get your fuckin' nastin' line.
[2:30 - 2:36] Don't make me at the ferry, you six feet deep beneath the motherfuckin' earth.
[2:36 - 2:38] Have you smellin' motherfuckin' pine?
[2:38 - 2:44] Ain't no way I'm never gonna run, at a time I'm always on time and I'll never ever be
[2:44 - 2:45] a no-show.
[2:45 - 2:52] I always stay on the grind 24/7, I don't even fuckin' see if all I do is fuckin' eat.
[2:52 - 3:00] I don't ever sleep cuz I'm stayin' on that motherfuckin' grind every day of my life
[3:00 - 3:09] and I'm gonna keep goin' 'til I get mine.
[3:09 - 3:17] I always stay on top of my motherfuckin' business, I always do what I gotta do to get that motherfuckin'
[3:17 - 3:23] money up, ain't no way I'm never gonna give up 'til I make it and I hear that for my motherfuckin'
[3:23 - 3:24] family.
[3:24 - 3:29] Ain't no motherfuckin' life money ever gonna motherfuckin' stop me.
[3:29 - 3:33] I'm so sick of these motherfuckin' names actin' like they know me so they wanna throw around
[3:33 - 3:40] my name actin' like they got somethin' to say actin' like all they do is spit motherfuckin'
[3:40 - 3:47] facts but the truth is if sex ain't nothin' but motherfuckin' lies, man, you thinkin'
[3:47 - 3:53] that you stoppin' me but the truth is I'm above you and y'all always and forever gonna
[3:53 - 3:58] be below me.
[3:58 - 4:04] Not tryin' to stop me though fuckin' but try harder next time bitch cuz I stay on that
[4:04 - 4:09] grind 24/7 and I don't sleep so try me.
2020-11-28 THIS IS YOUR FINAL WARNING MARTY

2020-11-28 THIS IS YOUR FINAL WARNING MARTY

[0:00 - 0:06] I'm going to get straight to the point of this one Marty. This is your last warning.
[0:06 - 0:16] I'm giving you an opportunity to back off. This is your final warning motherfucker. Your
[0:16 - 0:26] final warning. You remember when Kaitlyn called the cops on you for harassment? You remember
[0:26 - 0:33] that shit? Well, if you don't stop making videos on me and delete your channel and get
[0:33 - 0:38] the fuck off of YouTube and quit bullying people, I can promise you I am going to do
[0:38 - 0:46] the same thing Marty because I have enough evidence to actually put you in prison. Everything
[0:46 - 1:00] from copyright infringement to damage to all kinds of damages and claims. So don't fucking
[1:00 - 1:08] push me motherfucker. I can and will have you arrested if you do not stop. If you do
[1:08 - 1:14] not back off and quit making videos about me, I will have the police come to your house
[1:14 - 1:23] and arrest you. And believe me, I can make that happen. And you and I both know I have
[1:23 - 1:28] your address and know where the fuck you live. And it don't matter if you leave state
[1:28 - 1:36] or not, they will haul your ass back to your own state motherfucker and you will be arrested.
[1:36 - 1:45] So Marty, this is your final fucking warning. Back the fuck off and leave me the fuck alone
[1:45 - 1:56] and leave Kaitlyn the fuck alone or I will have you arrested. I am not fucking playing.
[1:56 - 2:01] I will have you arrested for the shit you have done to me all these years. All the
[2:01 - 2:10] years of bullying, the defamation of character, the copyright and trademark infringements
[2:10 - 2:20] that you pulled. Not to mention recording me without my knowledge or permission, which
[2:20 - 2:26] you seem to forget, dude. You live in a two party state where you have to have somebody
[2:26 - 2:33] else's permission to record them. So I can get you on that as well. So I suggest if you
[2:33 - 2:39] don't want to go the fuck to jail, Marty, by my hands, because you and I both know
[2:39 - 2:48] I will call the police on you. I suggest if you don't want to end up in jail or prison,
[2:48 - 2:54] you back the fuck off and you quit with your bullshit. I'm not playing around Marty. Enough
[2:54 - 2:59] is enough. You need to fuck off and you need to back off because I've had enough of your
[2:59 - 3:07] motherfucking mouth, little boy. It's time for you to grow the fuck up and get a fucking
[3:07 - 3:17] life outside of social media like I'm doing. Grow up, get a fucking life and stop being
[3:17 - 3:27] a little bitch-ass troll. You fucking sicko. Get a fucking life. Like I said, this is
[3:27 - 3:33] your last fucking warning, Marty. Either leave me alone or the next time I see you making
[3:33 - 3:40] a livestream about me, I will call the police. And don't think I won't. Because trust me,
[3:40 - 3:47] I will. Because I do have your address and I know where you live. And it wouldn't be
[3:47 - 3:52] that hard to show them what you look like because you and I both know. I know what you
[3:52 - 4:00] look like. So it wouldn't be that hard for them to find you and arrest you. So like I
[4:00 - 4:09] said, this is your last warning, Marty. Back the fuck off and quit with the fuck shit.
[4:09 - 4:10] Or you will go to jail.
2020-11-30 so sick of it (Song)

2020-11-30 so sick of it (Song)

[0:00 - 0:17] I'm so sick of this. It's how I tell my story and what I'm really tired of. I'm sick of this. I never wanted this.
[0:24 - 0:45] I never wanted any of this. I don't understand why the fuck does everybody gotta fucking show me every single day of the motherfucking week. I get up on the internet, somebody talking tragic about me every single fucking day and I don't understand why can't I escape all this motherfucking negativity.
[0:45 - 1:03] I'm so motherfucking sick of it. Sick of everybody hating on me, trying to stop me from achieving my motherfucking dreams. I just wanna make it for my fucking family. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to be the face of all this negativity. I never wanted it.
[1:03 - 1:31] I never wanted any of this. The hatred, the bullying, the attacks, I never wanted this.
[1:32 - 1:57] I never asked for the bullshit. I never asked for the lives of the rumors. I never asked for any of that. I just wanna go away. I never asked for any of the motherfucking bullying. I never asked for all these rumors being made. I'm finding out. I never asked for all these fucking lies that fucked up my life for eleven years.
[1:57 - 2:24] God damn the shit, they motherfucking right. I'm so sick of it. Why can't any of you just go the fuck away and quit? I'm so fucking tired of it. I never wanted any of this. I'm so sick of the motherfucking strats. All the demons running around in my motherfucking head. Every fucking day always telling me that you just need to throw it all away.
[2:24 - 2:40] I don't wanna throw it all away. I wanna make it for my family, doing what I fucking love. So I got no choice. I gotta keep going. I can't give up.
[2:40 - 3:00] Why can't any of you just leave me the fuck alone and stop making fun of me? All your fucking trolls are on the internet. Need to go the fuck away, I wish I could. Take everything that you've ever fucking said to me, throw it back in your fucking face so I can do what I gotta do so I can make it for my current and my family.
[3:00 - 3:18] I'm so fucking sick of this negativity. Sick of all the animosity. Sick of everybody constantly judging me. And then I think I got the motherfucking right to attack me. Always trying to use my past against me. Always trying to make up motherfucking lies about me that ain't true.
[3:18 - 3:44] Just so that everybody turns away, turns against me, and I'm so sick of this shit. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of all of you. I'm sick of the motherfucking strats that you fucking put me through. I'm so done with it. I wanna get the fuck away from you.
[3:44 - 3:54] I just wanna go away and get the fuck away from this shit. I never wanted this. So get the fuck away.
[3:55 - 3:56] [Sigh]
2020-11-28 Sharmera machine  Metal cover

2020-11-28 Sharmera machine Metal cover

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up y'all it's your boy Chance and this metal cover I'm about to do is for my friend Vinny Charmer, this is for you man this song I'm going to be doing is Machine I hope you like this Vinny, this is for you man
[0:18 - 0:29] This track has been sick, the guy's name is Charmera, cool guy, very cool guy, the name of the track is Machine so here it is I hope you guys like it, it's on the beat down
[0:29 - 0:30] Beat down
[0:30 - 0:41] Who knows we're boarding, they don't know who I can use to ditch the routine Everyone else stop there and feel the plastic and nuts inside of me
[0:41 - 0:54] There's no one else you'll never see, there's no one else that's on the missing stage today Everyone else stop there and feel the need to change the score and make the change
[0:54 - 1:12] Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else a concrete? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else a concrete?
[1:12 - 1:36] Is anyone else just saying what's become of me? Is anyone else still broken? Is anyone else feel a ton?
[1:36 - 1:54] Is anyone else your voice is switched back in my head? Is anyone else your auto? Is anyone else your loss? Is anyone else's emotion from the human form?
[1:54 - 2:06] Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet?
[2:06 - 2:34] Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet?
[2:34 - 2:58] Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet?
[2:58 - 3:15] Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else a concrete?
[3:15 - 3:33] Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet?
[3:33 - 3:49] Is anyone else a machine? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet? Is anyone else just trying to stay up on their feet?
[3:49 - 3:50] to be down in fact, as always.