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2021-4-4 Cyraxx fist single at blackout records song name - my agony (Song)

2021-4-4 Cyraxx fist single at blackout records song name - my agony (Song)

[0:00 - 0:02] Blackout Records
[0:03 - 0:16] I see you in my mind every day and night. I can't erase the thought of you from my mind.
[0:16 - 0:23] And it's kinda like you stare me in the fucking eyes.
[0:24 - 0:36] Knowin' that I got this pain deep inside of me. You won't let me be free from all this agonizing pain.
[0:36 - 0:46] That you have fuckin' put on me. Please, can you just break me free? Let me go, get the fuck away from me.
[0:46 - 0:58] It's not you that I fear when I see you. I see everything that you don't know me. You put me in a torn place.
[0:58 - 1:21] Namely look like a bad guy and left in my fucking face. But the truth is, you are nothin' more than a disgrace of everything that you do. You think this is the beginning, but the truth is, it's the end for you.
[1:23 - 1:37] I don't know what to do. I wake up in a cold sweat every night. I see these demons running through my head. God damn this isn't right.
[1:38 - 1:52] Why is it that I can't get away from everything that you've done to me over the years you've faced all this fuckin' blame on me?
[1:53 - 2:15] Now I feel like the bad guy. When I'm not, you're the bad guy. You're the one that victimized me. Faced all this hatred and this fuckin' blame on me. Now you can't stand an evil look at yourself in the fuckin' mirror.
[2:15 - 2:40] All you see is a person that's so fake. You are nothin' more than a disgrace to everything that you do. Everything you stand for is false. You're nothin' more than a false prophet, a false god.
[2:41 - 3:06] Now you think that everyone should bow down to your feet. But the truth is, nobody's bowin' down to you or your feet. All you do is push away those that are close to you for a little bit of revenge. And you know it's fuckin' true.
[3:07 - 3:29] I don't understand why you can't just leave me behind. Get the fuck away from me. I truly don't understand what did I do to deserve all this hate that you put me through.
[3:29 - 3:45] ???
[3:45 - 3:46] [MUSIC PLAYING]
2021-4-6 Proving Marty is a Coward

2021-4-6 Proving Marty is a Coward

[0:00 - 0:33] (clicking)
[0:33 - 0:39] What up guys?
[0:39 - 0:41] (clicking)
[0:41 - 0:51] As you guys know, last night I was on Marty's stream.
[0:51 - 1:05] Now, yo, what up Adrian, how you doing brother?
[1:05 - 1:07] How you doing?
[1:07 - 1:08] My man was good, he was good, he was good.
[1:08 - 1:12] Hey brother, how you doing man?
[1:12 - 1:14] How you doing?
[1:14 - 1:18] But as you guys know last night,
[1:18 - 1:23] also if you're wondering what I'm doing,
[1:23 - 1:26] I'm cruising around on horizon four looking for spots
[1:26 - 1:29] to get some good car photography work
[1:29 - 1:32] for an upcoming photography event.
[1:32 - 1:34] But,
[1:36 - 1:41] Marty got proven to be a little bitch last night.
[1:41 - 1:47] See Marty, you proved
[1:47 - 1:50] that you were a bitch last night.
[1:50 - 1:56] And a coward.
[1:56 - 2:04] Now, I will admit, was I heavy handed in what I said?
[2:04 - 2:09] Yes, but here's the thing dude,
[2:09 - 2:16] I may have used a derogatory term and it's you,
[2:16 - 2:21] but you wanna know what the basis of that word actually is.
[2:21 - 2:24] The basis of that word means ignorant.
[2:24 - 2:28] An ignorant person.
[2:31 - 2:35] And guess what, that's exactly what you are Marty.
[2:35 - 2:36] You're fucking ignorant.
[2:36 - 2:40] You're an ignorant piece of shit
[2:40 - 2:43] that thinks the whole world owes him something,
[2:43 - 2:45] but the whole world don't owe you shit.
[2:45 - 2:48] Nobody owes you a goddamn thing.
[2:48 - 2:55] Now you on the other hand, you owe the world quite a lot.
[2:56 - 3:01] You owe my family an apology, you owe me an apology.
[3:01 - 3:07] And quite frankly, you need to get the fuck off of YouTube
[3:07 - 3:09] and do something with your goddamn life
[3:09 - 3:12] other than sitting there like a fucking jackass all day.
[3:12 - 3:19] Like bro, I've proved you were a coward last night man.
[3:19 - 3:23] That's why you were making fucking excuses
[3:23 - 3:25] as to why you won't fucking fight me.
[3:26 - 3:29] And that's why I had your ass
[3:29 - 3:32] on the goddamn defensive last night.
[3:32 - 3:36] I had both you and Tange on the fucking defensive.
[3:36 - 3:46] I had both of y'all stupid asses on the fucking defensive
[3:46 - 3:47] and you know it.
[3:47 - 3:54] So like I said Marty, you ain't shit.
[3:54 - 3:57] You know you ain't shit.
[3:57 - 3:59] That's why you were making excuses
[3:59 - 4:02] as to why you will not fight me.
[4:02 - 4:04] It's because you're afraid.
[4:04 - 4:08] You're a coward, a pussy ass little bitch
[4:08 - 4:10] who's afraid to face someone like me
[4:10 - 4:14] who knows that your ass can be kicked.
[4:14 - 4:21] Which, and that's fine by me because you know,
[4:21 - 4:26] that doesn't, you know, affect me at all.
[4:26 - 4:28] That affects you.
[4:28 - 4:30] And you know, yeah, I might be getting a little bit of heat
[4:30 - 4:32] from what I did last night.
[4:32 - 4:33] I will admit that.
[4:33 - 4:36] I might be getting a little bit of heat for that.
[4:36 - 4:37] But you know what?
[4:37 - 4:40] I don't mind the heat.
[4:40 - 4:41] I really don't.
[4:41 - 4:42] You wanna know why?
[4:42 - 4:49] Because I know that what I did wasn't in a derogatory term
[4:50 - 4:52] or making fun of somebody.
[4:52 - 4:55] It was taking aim at your bitch ass
[4:55 - 4:59] who does nothing but attack people like me all fucking day.
[4:59 - 5:02] And it's fucking ridiculous, man.
[5:02 - 5:07] Like for real, it's fucking dumb.
[5:07 - 5:13] Like you sit there and you act like
[5:13 - 5:16] you're this holy God savior person
[5:16 - 5:20] but really you're nothing more than a little fucking bitch.
[5:20 - 5:28] Like for real, that's all you are, Marty,
[5:28 - 5:30] is a fucking bitch.
[5:30 - 5:37] And you think people should feel sorry for you?
[5:37 - 5:40] Right.
[5:40 - 5:45] Ain't nobody feeling sorry for you, Marty.
[5:45 - 5:51] Not me, not no one.
[5:51 - 6:03] Like for real, you're a bitch.
[6:03 - 6:05] You know you're a bitch.
[6:05 - 6:10] 'Cause all you do is sit there and run your mouth
[6:10 - 6:15] like a fucking coward all fucking day long.
[6:15 - 6:18] All your videos are about me and quite frankly,
[6:18 - 6:19] it's annoying as fuck.
[6:19 - 6:25] No, seriously, it actually is annoying as hell.
[6:25 - 6:39] 'Cause then you sit there and you act like
[6:39 - 6:44] the whole world owes you a favor, motherfucker.
[6:44 - 6:46] Well, guess what?
[6:46 - 6:49] The world don't owe you shit, dude.
[6:49 - 6:54] I sure as hell don't owe you shit
[6:54 - 6:58] and I'm never gonna bow down to your little punk ass.
[6:58 - 7:03] So fuck tard.
[7:03 - 7:06] Grow up and learn your place like the bitch that you are.
[7:06 - 7:11] For real, dude.
[7:11 - 7:13] Like grow the fuck up.
[7:14 - 7:18] And realize that the whole fucking world ain't about you.
[7:18 - 7:24] This social media platform ain't all about you.
[7:24 - 7:29] Oh, and this is on a side note,
[7:29 - 7:34] DeMarco Fields and DeMarco.
[7:34 - 7:39] I'm telling you right now, bruh,
[7:41 - 7:44] 'cause you and I both know I know you personally.
[7:44 - 7:49] You and I both know I know you on a very personal level
[7:49 - 7:51] outside of this platform.
[7:51 - 7:55] Let me tell you right now, DeMarco,
[7:55 - 7:58] you better shut your fucking mouth
[7:58 - 8:03] because you, Brittany, Ted, and I all know
[8:03 - 8:05] that you ain't shit.
[8:05 - 8:09] We all know that all you do
[8:09 - 8:11] is run your mouth like a bitch.
[8:11 - 8:14] That's all you do.
[8:14 - 8:18] You run your mouth like a fucking bitch.
[8:18 - 8:23] Like, bro, your whole family
[8:23 - 8:26] is full of motherfucking criminals, bro.
[8:26 - 8:29] Your entire family is full of criminals.
[8:29 - 8:34] And you wanna sit there and act like a tough guy?
[8:34 - 8:39] Bro, you and I both know, DeMarco, your ass
[8:39 - 8:44] wouldn't last five minutes in a round with me.
[8:44 - 8:46] And you wanna know why?
[8:46 - 8:48] Because you're on fucking crutches.
[8:48 - 8:52] You're on goddamn crutches, bro.
[8:52 - 8:59] Like, your ass ain't gonna do shit.
[8:59 - 9:02] And you know you ain't gonna do shit.
[9:02 - 9:07] So, DeMarco, do yourself a fucking favor
[9:07 - 9:11] and shut the fuck up.
[9:11 - 9:15] Because you and I know, you and I both know,
[9:15 - 9:17] all it takes is one word to Brittany or Ted
[9:17 - 9:20] and your ass is fucked, bro, and you know it.
[9:20 - 9:25] So don't sit there and fucking act
[9:25 - 9:27] like it don't affect you, bro.
[9:27 - 9:29] You know it affects you.
[9:29 - 9:33] You know Ted wants to fuck your ass up.
[9:33 - 9:36] And you know Dan well, I would gladly help him
[9:36 - 9:37] knock your fake ass out.
[9:37 - 9:54] So for real, DeMarco, do yourself a goddamn favor
[9:54 - 9:57] and shut your fucking crippled ass up.
[9:59 - 10:02] Because you and I both know you ain't gonna do shit.
[10:02 - 10:13] You ain't as hard as you think you are, DeMarco.
[10:13 - 10:18] You really ain't, bro.
[10:18 - 10:23] You claim to be a hard ass, but really, bro,
[10:23 - 10:25] take a look at you.
[10:25 - 10:27] You're on fucking crutches.
[10:27 - 10:28] What are you gonna do?
[10:28 - 10:29] Nothing.
[10:29 - 10:35] Like honestly, dude, you ain't gonna do a goddamn thing
[10:35 - 10:36] and you know it, man.
[10:36 - 10:42] So DeMarco, do yourself a favor and shut the fuck up
[10:42 - 10:44] and mind your own goddamn business.
[10:44 - 10:57] Now, Marty, you claim that you're not a coward.
[10:57 - 11:00] But yet, I've proved you wrong last night.
[11:00 - 11:12] See, while I had you on the defensive,
[11:12 - 11:16] instead of fighting back, you sat there
[11:16 - 11:25] and literally refused to fight me.
[11:25 - 11:28] To fight me, you ran like a bitch,
[11:28 - 11:32] made excuses as to why you won't fight me.
[11:32 - 11:35] For real, you sit there
[11:35 - 11:38] and you make excuse after excuse, bro.
[11:38 - 11:43] Hey, bro, the proof is right there.
[11:43 - 11:45] You're a fucking coward.
[11:45 - 11:50] Everybody knows that you're a coward
[11:50 - 12:03] after last night, Marty.
[12:03 - 12:07] I said, yeah, I might catch you a little bit of geek
[12:07 - 12:11] for using the N word, but like I said,
[12:11 - 12:13] I had every reason to use it against you
[12:13 - 12:14] because you are ignorant.
[12:15 - 12:20] You're easily fucking triggered.
[12:20 - 12:24] And I proved that last night
[12:24 - 12:26] when I came at your ass, bro.
[12:26 - 12:35] I fucking proved that when I came at your ass last night.
[12:35 - 12:42] Like, for real.
[12:42 - 12:47] All you do is run your fucking mouth, bro.
[12:47 - 12:59] Oh, hell no, all right.
[12:59 - 13:01] You know what, Kerry?
[13:01 - 13:05] You gotta go 'cause you're letting this bitch in here.
[13:05 - 13:09] And Tracy, you gotta go.
[13:10 - 13:11] Bye-bye, bye.
[13:11 - 13:31] Like, for real, you wanna say that I'm delusional, Marty.
[13:31 - 13:35] Bro, take a look at yourself, dog.
[13:35 - 13:40] For real, man, take a fucking look at yourself.
[13:40 - 13:45] Like, you said there, say that I'm delusional,
[13:45 - 13:50] but who's the one that ran like a bitch?
[13:50 - 13:53] Who's the one that ran like a coward?
[13:53 - 13:58] Who's the one that went on the defensive
[13:58 - 14:01] every time I spoke facts?
[14:01 - 14:06] Hell, Gigi, Alan can't even tell you, bro.
[14:06 - 14:08] Your ass was on the defensive.
[14:08 - 14:12] Whether you wanna admit it or not, that's on you.
[14:12 - 14:19] Oh, and just for the record on the gummies and shit.
[14:19 - 14:24] Just for the record, Tangerine Cat,
[14:24 - 14:26] as for the gummies and crap.
[14:26 - 14:29] Let me tell you right now, bitch,
[14:29 - 14:33] I agreed to take the edibles.
[14:33 - 14:35] I agreed to that shit.
[14:35 - 14:38] (suspenseful music)
[14:38 - 14:46] So I tell you right now, Tangerine,
[14:46 - 14:49] you're fucking full of shit saying it was a crime.
[14:49 - 14:52] It really wasn't, because I agreed
[14:52 - 14:54] by my own free will to take them.
[14:54 - 15:01] Therefore, that is not a crime.
[15:04 - 15:08] No, I'm not a drug addict, but I'm pretty sure Marty is.
[15:08 - 15:10] By the way, he fucking acts.
[15:10 - 15:26] Like for real, Marty, you act like
[15:26 - 15:29] you're this big, tough badass.
[15:29 - 15:34] Dude, stop making excuses for yourself.
[15:34 - 15:39] Yo, Brandi, what's up?
[15:39 - 15:44] I ain't seen you around in a while.
[15:44 - 15:46] How the fuck you been doing, girlie?
[15:46 - 15:50] How you been doing?
[15:50 - 15:51] What's new?
[15:51 - 15:54] (suspenseful music)
[15:54 - 16:07] All right, for real though, Marty.
[16:07 - 16:11] All you do is run your mouth like a pong.
[16:11 - 16:17] What up, y'all?
[16:17 - 16:19] (door slams)
[16:19 - 16:22] (footsteps thudding)
[16:22 - 16:25] (audience laughing)
[16:26 - 16:27] Yeah.
[16:27 - 16:33] (audience murmuring)
[16:33 - 17:00] (footsteps thudding)
[17:00 - 17:05] And I know y'all be up in here talking shit.
[17:05 - 17:09] So, yo, matter of fact, where's Moon at?
[17:09 - 17:12] (footsteps thudding)
[17:12 - 17:34] (laughs)
[17:34 - 17:35] Maybe it's younger times.
[17:35 - 17:36] Gigi, what the fuck?
[17:37 - 17:40] Let me for real though, man, honestly.
[17:40 - 17:43] This troll shit's fake as fuck,
[17:43 - 17:45] 'cause Marty, you and I both know
[17:45 - 17:48] me and you have a mutual friend in common
[17:48 - 17:51] that you don't stand a chance against.
[17:51 - 17:54] And believe me what I say,
[17:54 - 17:58] he is gonna be on your panel here in a few days.
[17:58 - 17:59] Not saying when.
[17:59 - 18:02] (footsteps thudding)
[18:02 - 18:12] I'm not saying when that person's gonna be on your panel,
[18:12 - 18:14] and I'm not saying who it is,
[18:14 - 18:17] but just know
[18:17 - 18:24] that me and you have a mutual friend in common
[18:24 - 18:27] that can't stand your ass,
[18:27 - 18:30] that can and will put you in your place.
[18:30 - 18:34] So be ready for that, bro.
[18:34 - 18:36] Be ready to get put in your motherfucking place
[18:36 - 18:38] by this person.
[18:38 - 18:41] (footsteps thudding)
[18:41 - 18:46] And you, and I know you know who it is, Marty.
[18:46 - 18:50] I know you know, so don't even try it.
[18:50 - 18:54] (footsteps thudding)
[18:54 - 18:57] (Marty chuckling)
[18:57 - 19:03] Like, for real, dude.
[19:03 - 19:05] But I ain't gonna tell you, Marty,
[19:05 - 19:08] the shit you're doing is dumb as fuck.
[19:08 - 19:09] You need to grow up.
[19:09 - 19:17] And quite honestly, you need to get a goddamn life, for real.
[19:17 - 19:22] Yo, Tom Tom, what up?
[19:22 - 19:26] (footsteps thudding)
[19:26 - 19:28] Hey, Carrie, get the fuck out of here
[19:28 - 19:30] and stay the fuck out of here.
[19:30 - 19:36] That's right, I'll just change my password again
[19:36 - 19:37] after this drain.
[19:37 - 19:40] I have no problem changing passwords.
[19:40 - 19:44] I have no problem with that at all.
[19:44 - 19:46] I'll just change passwords again, I don't mind.
[19:46 - 19:50] (keyboard clattering)
[19:50 - 19:53] This is the thing, Jesus, I'm not a criminal, bro.
[19:53 - 19:58] And I agree with, I actually do agree with Jr. on that, man,
[19:58 - 20:03] for real, like, I just want to do my thing in fucking peace
[20:03 - 20:05] without being attacked.
[20:05 - 20:08] Like, seriously, is that too much to ask?
[20:08 - 20:10] 'Cause I'm not a criminal, bro.
[20:10 - 20:14] And I agree with, I actually do agree with Jr. on that, man,
[20:14 - 20:19] for real, like, I just want to do my thing in fucking peace
[20:19 - 20:21] without asking for it, man, for real.
[20:21 - 20:25] Like, is this seriously too much to ask for
[20:25 - 20:30] to be able to do my livestreams and enjoy my life
[20:30 - 20:34] and hang around those that I care about
[20:34 - 20:37] and do it at levels without being attacked, like, for real?
[20:37 - 20:40] Like, why do y'all feel like you got in trouble?
[20:40 - 20:42] Like, do you not have anything better to do
[20:42 - 20:44] with your goddamn lives?
[20:44 - 20:44] Is that it?
[20:44 - 20:49] Like, you guys are that fucking desperate for attention.
[20:50 - 20:52] And for content, now you feel like you have to go after
[20:52 - 20:54] somebody just to get it, bro?
[20:54 - 20:59] Like, come on, that's retarded shit.
[20:59 - 21:08] For real, man, that's bullshit, dude.
[21:08 - 21:11] That's dumb childish, kindergarten shit.
[21:11 - 21:16] I mean, hell, I already proved Marty's a little bitch coward
[21:17 - 21:20] just like the rest of you guys that follow him
[21:20 - 21:24] and like him and fuck with him.
[21:24 - 21:28] Like, for real, why can't you guys go after somebody
[21:28 - 21:31] like Tony who's a fucking real pedophile?
[21:31 - 21:36] Like, for real, why can't you guys go after fucking Tony
[21:36 - 21:39] who actually is a pedophile
[21:39 - 21:43] and has proven to be a pedophile?
[21:43 - 21:48] All right, for real, that's dumb shit, dude.
[21:48 - 21:57] I am Marty, Marty, let me tell you, bro.
[21:57 - 22:00] Tony has proven to be a fucking pedophile and you know it.
[22:00 - 22:04] So, why don't you go after him instead, bro?
[22:09 - 22:14] Why don't you go after him instead, bro?
[22:14 - 22:29] Well, you don't make no sense for you to go after somebody
[22:29 - 22:30] that's not a pedophile.
[22:30 - 22:37] My biological father has proven to not be
[22:37 - 22:41] a fucking pedophile, but, yeah, you wanna sit there
[22:41 - 22:43] and make him out to be one.
[22:43 - 22:47] All to get revenge on me.
[22:47 - 22:53] Like, Marty, you're a coward.
[22:53 - 22:57] Come on, man, face it.
[22:57 - 23:01] I've proved that you were a coward last night.
[23:01 - 23:03] You're afraid to face me 'cause you're a little bitch
[23:05 - 23:08] and you'll make up any excuse you can,
[23:08 - 23:11] you'll make up any excuse you can in the book
[23:11 - 23:13] to get out of the face of me
[23:13 - 23:16] because you know damn well deep down,
[23:16 - 23:18] you know damn well you're gonna get your ass kicked
[23:18 - 23:20] and you're gonna fucking lose.
[23:20 - 23:25] 'Cause you know that when it comes to a real fucking fight,
[23:25 - 23:29] you know damn well that I can beat your fucking ass.
[23:29 - 23:33] That's why you run like a bitch
[23:33 - 23:38] and you hide and you make excuses like for real, dude.
[23:38 - 23:43] Let me tell you right now, bro,
[23:43 - 23:45] whenever somebody challenges me to a fight,
[23:45 - 23:47] I don't make excuses.
[23:47 - 23:49] I show the fuck up.
[23:49 - 23:54] Take the Juggalo John incident, for example, dude.
[23:54 - 24:00] He challenged me to a fight and what did I do?
[24:00 - 24:01] I showed the fuck up.
[24:01 - 24:05] I showed the fuck up for you to throw down.
[24:05 - 24:15] The proof's right there on Jamie's channel, bro,
[24:15 - 24:16] and you know it.
[24:16 - 24:22] I showed up with the community center ready to throw down.
[24:22 - 24:26] So yeah, I don't hide like a bitch.
[24:26 - 24:28] I don't hide like a bitch.
[24:28 - 24:33] So yeah, I don't hide like a bitch like you, Marty.
[24:33 - 24:39] When I say I'm gonna fight someone, I throw down.
[24:39 - 24:43] I don't sit there and make excuses.
[24:43 - 24:47] I'm in the fuck up and I knuckle up.
[24:47 - 24:51] But you, you're so afraid to man up and knuckle up
[24:51 - 24:55] that you feel like you have to make excuses, brother.
[24:55 - 24:57] And it's stupid.
[24:57 - 25:00] (footsteps thudding)
[25:00 - 25:08] Like it really is stupid, man.
[25:08 - 25:13] For real, I don't hide, I don't run.
[25:13 - 25:16] Somebody wants to fight me, they got my address.
[25:16 - 25:17] Show the fuck up.
[25:17 - 25:20] Pull the fuck up and show me how hard you are.
[25:20 - 25:24] Otherwise, sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up
[25:26 - 25:29] and go back to being a little pansy bitch.
[25:29 - 25:37] Like for real, dude.
[25:37 - 25:49] And that's what I was talking about last night, Marty,
[25:49 - 25:52] when I said that you're a little bitch coward.
[25:55 - 25:59] You make all these excuses as to why you won't do shit.
[25:59 - 26:04] But yeah, you want everything to go your way.
[26:04 - 26:08] Sorry, Marty, that's not how the real world works.
[26:08 - 26:13] You don't always get everything your way, Marty.
[26:13 - 26:24] You don't always get everything you want out of life.
[26:24 - 26:27] Especially a punk bitch like you that runs his mouth.
[26:27 - 26:40] For real, dude, all you do is run your mouth.
[26:51 - 26:56] See, while I'm out here busting my ass,
[26:56 - 26:58] doing what I love to do,
[26:58 - 27:01] spending time with my girlfriend,
[27:01 - 27:03] spending time with my family and my friends,
[27:03 - 27:08] probably sucking on that dyke
[27:08 - 27:11] of a bitch tangerine cat's dick.
[27:11 - 27:14] 'Cause we all know she's secretly a dude.
[27:14 - 27:20] We all know tangerine cat is secretly a fucking dude.
[27:20 - 27:22] She's a fucking dyke.
[27:22 - 27:24] And we all know this.
[27:24 - 27:29] Did we not all see the Shrek pictures, people?
[27:29 - 27:32] Did we not all see those pictures of her
[27:32 - 27:34] looking like fucking Shrek?
[27:34 - 27:37] And that right there shows that she's a fucking dyke.
[27:37 - 27:40] Thank God, bro.
[27:40 - 27:44] Man, we all saw the pictures, Tange.
[27:44 - 27:45] You're a fucking dyke.
[27:49 - 27:51] We all saw 'em, they were right there.
[27:51 - 28:06] So I mean, honestly, Marty, if I were you,
[28:06 - 28:09] I would honestly shut the fuck up
[28:09 - 28:13] and quit what I'm doing because in life,
[28:13 - 28:17] the way you're going right now,
[28:17 - 28:19] you're not gonna get it very far.
[28:19 - 28:23] Why do you think I'm very well respected by people?
[28:44 - 28:47] And I know I'm not even gonna block you little bitches.
[28:47 - 28:49] I'll just take care of this shit afterwards
[28:49 - 28:50] and change my password.
[28:50 - 28:59] 'Cause I know who you are, Tracy.
[28:59 - 29:02] Or should I say Tyler and why?
[29:02 - 29:09] We all know who you are, Tyler.
[29:09 - 29:13] And we all know you don't like me
[29:13 - 29:16] because of what I did to you last year.
[29:16 - 29:23] You're just pissed off
[29:23 - 29:28] that I called your fake punk bitch ass out
[29:28 - 29:33] on some fucked shit and now you don't like me
[29:33 - 29:35] and you want me out the internet.
[29:35 - 29:37] Well, sorry to say, Tyler,
[29:37 - 29:40] I'm not going anywhere anytime soon, little bitch.
[29:43 - 29:46] So if I can continue to do what you're gonna do, fuck boy,
[29:46 - 29:49] because it's not gonna work on me.
[29:49 - 29:56] 'Cause you're just as much of a bitch as Marty is.
[29:56 - 30:00] You hide like a faggot coward.
[30:00 - 30:10] That's all you do, bro.
[30:10 - 30:13] You hide and hide and hide and hide and hack you
[30:13 - 30:15] because you want to get revenge
[30:15 - 30:18] on motherfuckers that you don't like.
[30:18 - 30:20] Bitch, grow up.
[30:20 - 30:23] All right, grow the fuck up, Tyler.
[30:23 - 30:33] 'Cause you and I both know you ain't shit, kid.
[30:37 - 30:42] Ha, yeah, you had to do that, man, that's funny.
[30:42 - 30:46] I mean, for real, bro.
[30:46 - 30:52] Like, you act like you're this tough guy,
[30:52 - 30:55] but really, you ain't shit.
[30:55 - 31:00] You really ain't shit, Tyler.
[31:00 - 31:03] You think hacking makes you a tough guy?
[31:03 - 31:06] No, it makes you a fucking coward.
[31:07 - 31:12] Hacking to get revenge, bro,
[31:12 - 31:15] that just makes you a fucking coward and a little bitch.
[31:15 - 31:20] That makes you a fucking pussy.
[31:20 - 31:27] What, you can't fight your own battles?
[31:27 - 31:29] You can't fight your own battles
[31:29 - 31:30] so you gotta sit there and hack?
[31:30 - 31:33] Like, are you serious, bro?
[31:33 - 31:38] Like, dude, if you can't fight, you can't fight.
[31:38 - 31:42] There's nothing wrong with not being able to fight.
[31:42 - 31:46] There's really not.
[31:46 - 31:48] I know plenty of people that can't fight
[31:48 - 31:49] that are some of the coolest motherfuckers
[31:49 - 31:51] that I've ever met in my life.
[31:51 - 31:55] I know a lot of people that can't fight
[31:55 - 31:57] that are super cool, man.
[31:57 - 32:00] There's nothing wrong with not being able to fight.
[32:00 - 32:02] But just because you can't fight, Tyler,
[32:02 - 32:05] that doesn't mean you have to go and hack people.
[32:05 - 32:09] Like, bro, that just shows how much of a pussy you are.
[32:09 - 32:14] If you want people to respect you,
[32:14 - 32:21] then you kinda need to grow up and stop being a little boy
[32:21 - 32:26] and doing this high school kindergarten hacking bullshit.
[32:26 - 32:29] - This is the right of your destination.
[32:29 - 32:35] - Like, for real, dude.
[32:35 - 32:39] If you want people to fucking respect you,
[32:39 - 32:43] stop the kindergarten cookie cutter bullshit, bro.
[32:43 - 32:46] Grow the fuck up.
[32:46 - 32:53] See, people respect me because I'm respectful to people.
[32:55 - 32:58] Now, unless you're like Marty
[32:58 - 33:02] and you give me a reason to not respect you,
[33:02 - 33:07] then I'm gonna respect you, man, like for real.
[33:07 - 33:09] I'm not gonna sit there and talk shit on you
[33:09 - 33:11] unless you give me a reason to.
[33:11 - 33:19] But you, man, you've given me every reason in the book
[33:19 - 33:20] to talk shit on you and Marty.
[33:20 - 33:23] You really have.
[33:24 - 33:28] You give me every reason in the book to come at you, guys,
[33:28 - 33:29] 'cause all you do is attack me,
[33:29 - 33:31] all because you don't like me.
[33:31 - 33:34] Dumbass.
[33:34 - 33:37] It's called if you don't like me,
[33:37 - 33:39] don't watch my fucking channel.
[33:39 - 33:44] For real.
[33:44 - 33:47] If you don't like my content, don't fucking watch.
[33:47 - 33:50] Simple as that, dude.
[33:50 - 33:53] If you don't like what I'm doing,
[33:53 - 33:55] then don't fucking watch, bro.
[33:55 - 33:59] That's literally the simplest thing in the world to do.
[33:59 - 34:11] All right, you don't see me watching Marty's channel
[34:11 - 34:13] all the time.
[34:13 - 34:17] No, I just catch little glimpses of it here and there
[34:17 - 34:20] so I know what his punk ass is doing.
[34:20 - 34:27] So that I know what to tell the people
[34:27 - 34:29] that are gonna go after him,
[34:29 - 34:31] they'll know what to go after him for.
[34:31 - 34:36] But other than that, I don't pay attention to his channel.
[34:36 - 34:39] I don't.
[34:39 - 34:41] I don't pay attention to Marty's channel, man.
[34:41 - 34:46] If anything, I do my own thing.
[34:46 - 34:49] I'm like my own goddamn business
[34:49 - 34:52] and I watch YouTubers that I actually enjoy.
[34:52 - 34:55] Marty is boring as fuck.
[34:55 - 35:00] And so where all y'all trolls in is, man,
[35:00 - 35:01] all you guys that are his trolls,
[35:01 - 35:03] you guys are boring as fuck too.
[35:03 - 35:08] Like you guys sit there and you're like,
[35:08 - 35:11] you guys don't have interesting enough lies
[35:11 - 35:16] so you feel like you have to make someone else's life
[35:16 - 35:19] miserable just 'cause your life is miserable.
[35:19 - 35:29] Like for real, dude,
[35:29 - 35:33] I don't pay attention to Marty's channel
[35:33 - 35:35] and that's just that.
[35:35 - 35:37] Like the only thing I pay attention to
[35:37 - 35:40] is when he brings me up to the point
[35:40 - 35:45] to where I have to then go in and correct him
[35:45 - 35:48] because he's being a little bitch
[35:48 - 35:50] and he's got things mixed up.
[35:50 - 35:52] But other than that,
[35:52 - 35:55] I don't pay attention to his fucking channel.
[35:55 - 36:00] You wanna know what I do at the time?
[36:00 - 36:04] I watch YouTubers that I actually do enjoy.
[36:04 - 36:08] I sit here and hang out with my friends
[36:08 - 36:10] on Horizon 4 a lot.
[36:10 - 36:12] I work on my artwork.
[36:12 - 36:15] I work on my 3D car photography.
[36:15 - 36:17] I spend time with friends and family.
[36:17 - 36:20] That's all I do.
[36:20 - 36:24] Sorry if my life isn't fucking interesting,
[36:24 - 36:28] but dude, it's what I do.
[36:28 - 36:31] Like if you don't like it,
[36:31 - 36:34] I don't know what to tell ya.
[36:34 - 36:38] I really don't know what to fucking tell ya.
[36:44 - 36:46] Where's every girl?
[36:46 - 36:47] I wonder like I don't know.
[36:47 - 36:54] No, yeah, I just find it ridiculous
[36:54 - 36:59] that you guys think that just because my life
[36:59 - 37:02] isn't interesting enough
[37:02 - 37:07] that you gotta come at me
[37:07 - 37:13] just to make my life interesting.
[37:13 - 37:15] Wow, what'd he do?
[37:15 - 37:21] Like a bunch of cornballs beefing online
[37:21 - 37:22] isn't interesting enough.
[37:22 - 37:24] So y'all gotta start trouble
[37:24 - 37:28] and bring people's families in this shit
[37:28 - 37:31] just to make shit interesting.
[37:31 - 37:32] It's stupid.
[37:32 - 37:43] Yo, Brandy, I do apologize for,
[37:43 - 37:45] you know, not really talking much.
[37:45 - 37:48] I'm just, I'm sick of the bullshit, you know?
[37:48 - 37:51] It's dumb and it's fucking retarded.
[37:51 - 37:55] It's not that I mean to ignore you.
[37:55 - 37:58] It's just this Marty douche bag's a fucking weirdo.
[37:58 - 38:02] Like Brandy, if you go and watch his channel,
[38:02 - 38:05] like I don't know if you've seen this or not,
[38:05 - 38:08] but if you go and take a look at Marty's channel,
[38:08 - 38:10] his channel is literally nothing but about me.
[38:12 - 38:14] Literally, like you can go check his channel out.
[38:14 - 38:16] It's nothing but videos about me.
[38:16 - 38:20] And quite honestly, it's kind of cringy.
[38:20 - 38:25] It really is, like it is cringy as fuck, dude.
[38:25 - 38:36] Like, bro, who just has that kind of time
[38:36 - 38:37] on their fucking hands?
[38:37 - 38:40] (soft music)
[38:40 - 38:49] Like who just has that kind of time on their hands
[38:49 - 38:53] where they make constant videos every day about one person?
[38:53 - 38:58] Like, bro, that's some creepy shit.
[38:58 - 39:06] I will take a one, a regular.
[39:06 - 39:08] (soft music)
[39:08 - 39:21] And I knew a boy just picked up the Rigera RS,
[39:21 - 39:23] the Rigera RS.
[39:23 - 39:27] Thank you, I will take that.
[39:27 - 39:36] Please don't leave me, I don't care, I love it.
[39:36 - 39:38] Get 'em, Gigi, I'll get 'em, bro.
[39:38 - 39:40] (chuckles)
[40:06 - 40:09] Like I said, dude, like this shit is so dumb.
[40:09 - 40:17] Like, the fact that somebody can waste
[40:17 - 40:22] that much time in their life going after someone
[40:22 - 40:25] is mind boggling to me.
[40:25 - 40:30] Like, who just has that much time on their hands?
[40:30 - 40:33] Like, are you seriously that fucking bored?
[40:34 - 40:37] (clock ticking)
[40:37 - 40:40] Like for real, are you that fucking bored
[40:40 - 40:45] that you literally like, oh man, it just,
[40:45 - 40:50] it confused me at how somebody could be that fucking bored.
[40:50 - 40:56] Like if you're that fucking bored, get outside,
[40:56 - 41:00] do something, purchase a fucking gaming console
[41:00 - 41:03] and game the fuck out, do something.
[41:03 - 41:08] Like for real, fucking do something, bro.
[41:08 - 41:26] Don't just sit there and fucking make videos
[41:26 - 41:28] about someone all day, that's boring.
[41:29 - 41:31] (clock ticking)
[41:31 - 41:33] For real, that is seriously boring.
[41:33 - 41:39] Like me, I do my music, I do my artwork,
[41:39 - 41:44] I do other shit, like I don't sit there
[41:44 - 41:48] and make 50 million videos about one single person every day.
[41:48 - 41:56] Like that's just retarded and stupid and ignorant.
[41:57 - 42:00] (clock ticking)
[42:00 - 42:05] And I know it's something you guys are gonna say,
[42:05 - 42:09] but you do do that, actually I don't do that.
[42:09 - 42:14] I defend myself in my videos.
[42:14 - 42:19] I blatantly straight the fuck up defend myself
[42:19 - 42:24] because Marty wants to spread fucking lies.
[42:24 - 42:28] Therefore, that is not me going after him,
[42:28 - 42:32] that is me genuinely fucking defending myself.
[42:32 - 42:37] So yeah, y'all can take that bullshit
[42:37 - 42:39] to fuck somewhere else.
[42:39 - 42:41] (clock ticking)
[42:41 - 43:05] Like I'm over here doing my own thing, kicking it.
[43:06 - 43:10] Hah, Dana, who's Marty? I love it, Dana, I fucking love it.
[43:10 - 43:12] I love it, I love it, I love it.
[43:12 - 43:17] But all I'm saying, man,
[43:17 - 43:19] I'm just gonna leave you guys with this,
[43:19 - 43:23] especially you, Marty, take this as a lesson.
[43:23 - 43:29] Grow up and stop being childish
[43:29 - 43:31] and stop being boring as fuck.
[43:31 - 43:34] (clock ticking)
[43:34 - 43:40] Yo, Crip, what's up, bro?
[43:40 - 43:41] How you doing, bro?
[43:41 - 43:48] Yo, Crip, what's up, bro? How you doing, bud?
[43:48 - 43:53] Y'all also, on a side note,
[43:53 - 43:57] I do wanna give a huge fucking congratulations
[43:57 - 44:00] on my boy, Crip Kay, and his brand new baby on the way, man.
[44:00 - 44:03] So, to Crip Kay, congrats, bro.
[44:03 - 44:05] Super fucking happy for you, man.
[44:05 - 44:07] I know you gotta be excited, fucking.
[44:07 - 44:11] I know you gotta be excited, man.
[44:11 - 44:14] (clock ticking)
[44:14 - 44:17] (crickets chirping)
[44:17 - 44:39] (laughing)
[44:39 - 44:43] Johnny Abelson, fucking hell, bro.
[44:43 - 44:46] (crickets chirping)
[44:46 - 44:51] Oh, shit, but no, for real, for real, though, man.
[44:51 - 44:54] Congratulations on the new baby on the way, bro.
[44:54 - 44:55] Congrats, man, that's dope.
[44:55 - 45:04] (clock ticking)
[45:04 - 45:05] 'Cause if you guys don't know, man,
[45:05 - 45:09] I've seen Crip Kay be a father,
[45:09 - 45:10] and I can honestly say, bro,
[45:11 - 45:14] I can honestly say, man, like,
[45:14 - 45:17] this dude right here is literally
[45:17 - 45:20] the coolest fucking dad ever.
[45:20 - 45:21] Like, for real, like,
[45:21 - 45:28] his kids have the coolest dad in the fucking world.
[45:28 - 45:30] Not even gonna lie.
[45:30 - 45:37] (crickets chirping)
[45:37 - 45:37] Like, come on, dude,
[45:37 - 45:41] they got a fucking rock star for a dad.
[45:41 - 45:42] Like, come on.
[45:42 - 45:44] How cool is that, bro, like?
[45:44 - 45:48] Their own dad is a fucking rock star.
[45:48 - 45:50] Like, come on.
[45:50 - 45:58] Like, who wouldn't want a fucking rock star for a dad?
[45:58 - 46:02] (clock ticking)
[46:02 - 46:05] (crickets chirping)
[46:30 - 46:34] Wow, this guy, this guy.
[46:34 - 46:59] That is true, he did.
[46:59 - 47:02] (clock ticking)
[47:02 - 47:05] All right, peace, Crip, be safe, bro.
[47:05 - 47:08] And again, congrats, man.
[47:08 - 47:11] Congratulations, brother.
[47:11 - 47:21] Hold on, y'all.
[47:21 - 47:27] Yeah.
[47:27 - 47:33] (crickets chirping)
[47:33 - 47:36] (clock ticking)
[47:36 - 47:42] (crickets chirping)
[48:07 - 48:09] (clock ticking)
[48:09 - 48:30] (crickets chirping)
[48:30 - 48:56] Anyway, Joe, I do have them balanced for now, though,
[48:56 - 48:59] 'cause I do have to eat dinner right quick.
[48:59 - 49:03] But I do appreciate you guys for dropping in.
[49:03 - 49:09] So, it's everybody out there, man.
[49:09 - 49:13] These days, stay home all, and let's put it this way, man.
[49:13 - 49:16] Don't be a Marty.
[49:16 - 49:20] Plain and simple, don't be a Marty.
[49:20 - 49:24] Peace.
[49:25 - 49:28] (crickets chirping)
[49:28 - 49:29] Thank you.
2021-4-5 FUCK BLACKOUT RECORDS

2021-4-5 FUCK BLACKOUT RECORDS

[0:00 - 0:02] (breathes deeply)
[0:02 - 0:32] (footsteps)
[0:32 - 0:35] I do apologize for that last time, guys.
[0:35 - 0:39] But I have something that needs to be said.
[0:39 - 0:50] Something needs to be said to the little bitch, Griffin, of Blackout Records.
[0:50 - 0:59] See, Griffin, I trusted you to not lead me down the wrong road.
[0:59 - 1:01] And what did you do?
[1:02 - 1:07] You stabbed me in the back and lied to my face.
[1:07 - 1:13] Now, here's the thing.
[1:13 - 1:18] You think that I don't got your number, but I do.
[1:18 - 1:22] Because here's the thing, Griffin.
[1:22 - 1:26] I've been doing my research on you.
[1:26 - 1:31] Whenever you've been asleep, I've been doing my research on you.
[1:32 - 1:40] And trust me, in this stream, I'm going to spill everything about you and what you've done.
[1:40 - 1:50] One, a real label, a real person who has the kind of money that you supposedly have.
[1:50 - 1:56] What if he just sitting on his ass working a regular nine to five job?
[1:56 - 1:58] You want to know why?
[2:00 - 2:09] If you actually had a good label with all that money, your ass would have been established already.
[2:09 - 2:16] See, you don't think I'm not smart, but I'm way smarter than you think, kid.
[2:16 - 2:24] See, if you got the kind of money you say you got, well, guess what?
[2:24 - 2:27] Your label should have been established already.
[2:28 - 2:32] You should have had that knocked out a long fucking time ago.
[2:32 - 2:35] But instead, what did you do?
[2:35 - 2:41] You had me create a fucking logo and a background for your goddamn bullshit channel.
[2:41 - 2:45] Now, I will give you this.
[2:45 - 2:53] If you want to keep the Cyrax brand and name and the songs that I released under that name,
[2:54 - 2:59] go ahead, because you know what, motherfucker, I've got a million other names I can go under
[2:59 - 3:01] and other styles that I can fucking turn to.
[3:01 - 3:07] And trust me, I could do that shit at the trials of a fucking hat.
[3:07 - 3:12] Ask anyone here that fucking knows me.
[3:12 - 3:18] See, I've been in the music industry for over 13 fucking years now.
[3:18 - 3:23] I've been in this shit since I was fucking 16 in fucking high school.
[3:24 - 3:28] Trust me, I know the music industry better than you think, kid.
[3:28 - 3:33] You'd think I was born yesterday, but I wasn't.
[3:33 - 3:46] See, your thing is, you think that just because I promote your channel
[3:46 - 3:50] and I say that I'm with your label, that means something, right?
[3:51 - 4:00] Wrong answer, 'cause, see, one thing you need to realize is until I sign that goddamn contract,
[4:00 - 4:03] I'm a free fucking agent.
[4:03 - 4:12] So until my name is on that goddamn contract and I sign my name on that dotted fucking line,
[4:12 - 4:17] which isn't gonna happen, I'm a free fucking agent.
[4:19 - 4:25] And let me tell you, I would rather remain independent and do my own shit
[4:25 - 4:32] with my wonderful, amazing girlfriend who has done everything she can to help me out up to this point.
[4:32 - 4:39] Granted, me and her have been talking for a while since Nia Tan's split.
[4:39 - 4:43] Yeah, we've been talking and she's been helping me out
[4:43 - 4:49] and showing me the ins and the outs of different industries that I can get into,
[4:49 - 4:56] such as my artwork, such as doing cosplays and other shit like that.
[4:56 - 5:02] So trust me when I say I'm not the guy you want to fuck with, Grissom.
[5:02 - 5:13] Now, Grissom, you say that you got family in the music industry
[5:13 - 5:15] that's a fucking lie.
[5:15 - 5:18] That is a goddamn lie.
[5:18 - 5:24] Because if you were in the music industry and you had family in the music industry,
[5:24 - 5:29] your ass would have been established already with your own fucking label.
[5:29 - 5:34] You would have been established a long fucking time ago
[5:34 - 5:40] and had paid fucking artists on the fucking label.
[5:42 - 5:49] Mistake #2, coming out of nowhere, thinking I'm going to buy into what you were selling.
[5:49 - 5:54] See, I went along with your little fucking charade game for a while.
[5:54 - 6:01] I went along with it for a while because I wanted to see if you were legit or if you were fake as fuck.
[6:01 - 6:06] And guess what, Griffin? You're fake as fuck.
[6:11 - 6:15] I'm tired of being screwed over by motherfuckers like you.
[6:15 - 6:20] Yeah, I think they can just waltz in and tell me what I want to fucking hear.
[6:20 - 6:27] But the truth is, you can't just waltz in and tell me what I want to hear
[6:27 - 6:29] without me doing my research on you.
[6:29 - 6:38] I'm done being screwed over by punk motherfuckers like you.
[6:39 - 6:44] Oh, by the way, Griffin, I know that money that you were showing me yesterday on camera.
[6:44 - 6:47] I know that shit was fake as fuck.
[6:47 - 6:50] That wasn't no real money. That was fake money.
[6:50 - 7:00] Oh, and just for the record, if you really had that kind of fucking money,
[7:00 - 7:07] if you really had the power of 85 fucking grand under your belt on any given day,
[7:08 - 7:12] why the fuck are you sitting around working a 9-to-5 job?
[7:12 - 7:21] See, motherfuckers like you that have money don't sit there on their asses
[7:21 - 7:25] and work a 9-to-5 job five days a week.
[7:25 - 7:28] No, they're busting their asses.
[7:28 - 7:33] They're staying on that fucking music grind and they're establishing themselves.
[7:35 - 7:38] Sure don't think I don't got your number, bitch.
[7:38 - 7:47] So, Griffin, say what you want about me. I don't give a fuck.
[7:47 - 7:52] I know you came from Marty's side of shit.
[7:52 - 7:56] I know you did.
[7:56 - 8:02] And let me tell you right now, motherfucker,
[8:04 - 8:09] you can say what you want about me, claim what you want, I don't care.
[8:09 - 8:16] I don't give a fuck about what a little,
[8:16 - 8:22] cute-ass bitch like you who thinks this hot shit has to say about me.
[8:22 - 8:27] You want to know why? Because you're fake.
[8:30 - 8:33] You're fake as fuck and you know it.
[8:33 - 8:37] That's why, right here, right now,
[8:37 - 8:45] I'm denouncing and separating myself from the fake blackout records.
[8:45 - 8:51] And remaining independent on my own.
[8:51 - 8:56] Oh, and one more thing, Griffin.
[8:56 - 8:59] Don't think I'm not going to tell the real,
[9:00 - 9:04] the real blackout records what you've been doing.
[9:04 - 9:10] I know where you got your name from.
[9:10 - 9:16] You stole the name from the real blackout records
[9:16 - 9:20] that has over two million fucking subscribers
[9:20 - 9:27] and over 13 plus fucking artists that are very big in what they do.
[9:29 - 9:33] So believe me when I say I will be contacting them.
[9:33 - 9:40] I will be contacting them about how you tried to steal their name
[9:40 - 9:46] and steal their logo and all that shit.
[9:46 - 9:51] You tried to mock up the real blackout records
[9:51 - 9:54] by creating this fake fucking label.
[9:56 - 10:00] Thinking you can get to me, but motherfucker, I did my research.
[10:00 - 10:07] And like I said, if you want the Cyrax brand and name,
[10:07 - 10:10] go ahead, keep it.
[10:10 - 10:11] You want to know why?
[10:11 - 10:16] Because I could switch up styles and names on the fucking go.
[10:16 - 10:21] I don't think I can't do it because I've done it before.
[10:21 - 10:24] Ask any of my fucking subs.
[10:24 - 10:26] Ask any of my fans that know me.
[10:26 - 10:30] Ask any of my friends that fucking know me.
[10:30 - 10:37] I got a whole bunch of other names that I can fucking turn to
[10:37 - 10:41] and fucking use and a million other different styles of music
[10:41 - 10:43] that I can create.
[10:43 - 10:49] And do my thing with.
[10:49 - 10:52] So trust me when I say I've come prepared.
[10:53 - 10:58] So, Griffin, here's your warning, bitch.
[10:58 - 11:03] Back the fuck down.
[11:03 - 11:05] I quit claiming other record labels names.
[11:05 - 11:10] Otherwise, it won't end well for you.
[11:10 - 11:15] You and Marty and Tange are going to back the fuck off.
[11:15 - 11:19] Otherwise, I will see you in court, bitch.
[11:20 - 11:25] And I will win because I will get you all on every fucking thing,
[11:25 - 11:27] especially you, Griffin.
[11:27 - 11:29] I can get you on so much shit.
[11:29 - 11:33] I can get you on fraud.
[11:33 - 11:38] I can get you on copyright infringement.
[11:38 - 11:43] I can get you on all kinds of shit.
[11:43 - 11:48] So trust me when I say
[11:48 - 11:51] I know the industry better than you do, fuckbag.
[11:51 - 12:00] Now, to my real fans, I want you guys to know this right now.
[12:00 - 12:06] I will always and forever remain independent.
[12:06 - 12:10] I will always do things on my own terms,
[12:10 - 12:14] my own style, my music, my way.
[12:14 - 12:24] And Marty, I could get you on a lot of shit already,
[12:24 - 12:28] because let me tell you, motherfucker.
[12:28 - 12:30] Let me fucking tell you right now.
[12:30 - 12:35] I could have you thrown in prison for the rest of your life
[12:35 - 12:38] after everything that you and Tange have ever done to me.
[12:42 - 12:47] And trust me, I do plan on pursuing that
[12:47 - 12:51] for as long as it takes.
[12:51 - 12:55] I'll pursue that and bring you the fuck down.
[12:55 - 13:00] But from this moment on,
[13:00 - 13:06] I am a free agent.
[13:07 - 13:12] I am an independent artist and I will remain
[13:12 - 13:17] an independent artist until the day that I fucking die.
[13:17 - 13:27] So all you fuckbags that think that you can screw me over, try again.
[13:27 - 13:30] It's not going to happen.
[13:34 - 13:39] And don't think that I'm going to fall for this shit anymore.
[13:39 - 13:44] So fuck Music Diz Marty.
[13:44 - 13:49] Fuck Smacklecat and Tangerine Cat.
[13:49 - 13:56] And most of all, fuck Griffin and Blackout Records.
[13:56 - 13:59] Fuck you all.
[14:02 - 14:05] I'm independent and I'm keeping it that way, fuckers.
[14:05 - 14:11] Consider this your warning.
[14:11 - 14:17] Either back down now or I'll see you in fucking court, bitch.
[14:17 - 14:19] Try me.
[14:19 - 14:32] Fuck.
2021-4-6 EXPLAINING How the Fair Use Art Law Works

2021-4-6 EXPLAINING How the Fair Use Art Law Works

[0:00 - 0:16] Hello everybody, it's your boy, Cyraxx. So apparently, apparently, Schmecklecat and Marty
[0:16 - 0:25] seem to think that they know the fair use law when it comes to artwork.
[0:25 - 0:41] Which I find pretty funny. No, I really do. I find it funny that Schmecklecat and Marty
[0:41 - 0:47] think that they know the fair use laws in art better than someone like me who actually
[0:47 - 1:02] came up in the art world. So, we're going to do something about that right now. You
[1:02 - 1:13] see this video right here. This is the art law of fair use explained so that there is
[1:13 - 1:31] no confusion. So there is no getting confused or any of that. Yo Jeremy, what's up man.
[1:31 - 1:43] Now, I am going to sit back, be quiet, and let you guys view the video because apparently
[1:43 - 1:49] some people need to be taught about it soon.
[1:49 - 1:56] Transformation is the key. So what are you doing with the copyrighted content that you
[1:56 - 2:02] want to use? And are you creating new value, adding something new, different? This has
[2:02 - 2:09] been the heart of the fair use case law over the last, I'd say the heart of the fair use
[2:09 - 2:10] law.
[2:10 - 2:19] Now, let me touch on this real quick. This right here is exactly what I do. I literally
[2:19 - 2:30] take and I have shown this on several cases. I have shown this many times over that the
[2:30 - 2:41] artwork I do is legit. I literally take an image and I transform it entirely in its entirety
[2:41 - 2:51] to create something new, to create a brand new image. Let's continue.
[2:51 - 2:59] Of the fair use case law over the last, I'd say, I don't know, 20 years or so, and it
[2:59 - 3:06] is a big consideration. So is it new expression, new meaning, new message, or like I said,
[3:06 - 3:10] does it supplant the objects of the original? If you're doing the same thing that the original
[3:10 - 3:15] work was doing, you're going to be in trouble. But if you're doing something with a totally
[3:15 - 3:20] different purpose, you know, and it's a new tool, or it has meaning, you're going to
[3:20 - 3:24] be, you know, that's what we call transform.
[3:24 - 3:25] Exactly.
[3:25 - 3:30] Do you have a different purpose? Can you articulate it? And is it something within
[3:30 - 3:33] your work that when other people watch it, they're like, Oh, yeah, I get it. I get what
[3:33 - 3:41] you're doing different than new. Now, see, she explained that so well.
[3:41 - 3:55] Do you have a transformative purpose? Can you articulate it? And do you have a transformative
[3:55 - 4:03] person purpose? And can you articulate it? Yes. And yes, is it something within your
[4:03 - 4:07] work that when other people watch it, they're like, Oh, yeah, I get it. I get what you're
[4:07 - 4:16] doing. And yes, et cetera. Okay, so today, much examples, this was a case called Blanche
[4:16 - 4:23] versus tools. Andrea Blanche is a photographer. She took this photo of this pair of legs
[4:23 - 4:30] over here for an ad that appeared in the lore magazine. Jeff Koons is a very famous
[4:30 - 4:36] artist. He's also famous in the fair use world. He's been sued. I think this might have been
[4:36 - 4:42] the third time he was sued for copyright infringement and the first time he won. So
[4:42 - 4:49] he used a fragment of the allure photograph there in the black and white when you can
[4:49 - 4:55] see where the feet, the second on the left, have been inverted. But, you know, he took
[4:55 - 5:00] the original photographs and it, you know, did what he did. But there, the court held
[5:00 - 5:07] that this was a fair use because his painting was using the photograph to comment upon the
[5:07 - 5:13] culture and attitudes promoted and embodied in the allure magazine. And this was while
[5:13 - 5:21] he wasn't commenting on Andrea Blanche's specific photograph, he was commenting on the ubiquity
[5:21 - 5:27] of this kind of imagery and using that as an example of that imagery and the court said
[5:27 - 5:33] that using that original photo as fodder for his commentary, a bigger picture commentary
[5:33 - 5:44] on society was a fair use. Here's another fun one. So this was decided back in 1998
[5:44 - 5:50] and here Paramount Pictures was sued by Annie Leibowitz for creating this photograph on
[5:50 - 5:59] the right for their ad for the movie Naked Gun 33 and a Third movie. So, okay, so here
[5:59 - 6:04] we are. This is like commercial in the greatest sense of the word commercial because they
[6:04 - 6:12] have created an ad that is using a, you know, copyrighted content to, you know, sell a
[6:12 - 6:17] commercial product. It's to sell tickets to go see their movie. But the court held
[6:17 - 6:22] that this was a fair use. They said it was a parody. It's transformative. The ad was
[6:22 - 6:29] not merely different. It was different in a way that may be reasonably perceived, you
[6:29 - 6:33] know, as commenting on the original. So they're, you know, that's the thing. I'm not just
[6:33 - 6:39] using that because it's funny and cool. I'm actually using it to comment on what was
[6:39 - 6:45] going on in that photo or the ideas that that photo expressed. And then just so we
[6:45 - 6:52] don't think they're all for fair use or easy. This is a case called Monje versus Maya magazine.
[6:52 - 6:59] They published six photos of this famous pop stars wedding, which she was trying to
[6:59 - 7:04] keep secret. And her image was better than it seemed if she was like the single pop
[7:04 - 7:10] singer, you know, that they went to Vegas and they got married. They took like a total
[7:10 - 7:16] of six photos. So then one of their bodyguards found a disk drive that had these photos on
[7:16 - 7:20] it and tried to blackmail them to like get the back and they wouldn't pay whatever.
[7:20 - 7:27] So he sold them to this magazine and the magazine published them and then they were
[7:27 - 7:33] sued by the by the couple by the husband and wife. And so, you know, the arguments
[7:33 - 7:38] for fair use was like, no, this is news. These people are famous. They think that they
[7:38 - 7:43] can go around and say, I'm single. I'm not married. They are married. And we are not
[7:43 - 7:47] just going to tell you they're married. We're going to prove it with photographs as proof
[7:47 - 7:56] to tell a story that's exposing a lie by a public figure, you know, and here the court
[7:56 - 8:00] held that the use of the photos was not a fair use. They said that, you know, there
[8:00 - 8:05] wasn't a new work based on the photos, but rather that they use them for the same purpose
[8:05 - 8:09] that the plaintiffs created them in the first place, which was document the wedding. And
[8:09 - 8:14] so the court held that there was minimal transformation and it was undercut by the fact that this
[8:14 - 8:18] was commercial. So it's very clear that they're using these photos because they know it's
[8:18 - 8:22] going to sell their magazine. These examples demonstrate it's really not easy. It's very
[8:22 - 8:27] fact specific. So what do you do if you want to actually rely on it? You know, one of
[8:27 - 8:32] the most helpful and things that my clients rely on and that I tell people to rely on
[8:32 - 8:37] all the time are these best practices guides that are put out by the Center for Social
[8:37 - 8:44] Media at American University. So they, what these guides do is they identify common classes
[8:44 - 8:50] of situations to which fair use is likely to apply. And they're written for users,
[8:50 - 8:57] not for lawyers. And so they can be really useful for kind of understanding general categories
[8:57 - 9:10] of boundaries of what is or what is it safely fair use.
[9:10 - 9:25] Need I say anything else? Marty or Schmeichelcat? So, you know, you guys can take that bullshit.
[9:25 - 9:32] I would up your ass Marty and go the fuck somewhere else. Cause I'd say you just got
[9:32 - 9:44] proven wrong and less than give or take five, 10 minutes. Yeah, I'd say you got proven
[9:44 - 9:58] wrong in about, in a total of say, I don't know what I came up with. You got proven wrong
[9:58 - 9:59] in about seven minutes flat. I think that's a new record. I think about six minutes for
[9:59 - 10:13] proven you wrong. So Marty, my work is original. I am transformative with all my pieces. Every
[10:13 - 10:25] piece I have done is transformative. Go to my Instagram. Go to Cyrax graphic on Instagram.
[10:25 - 10:36] Look at my Instagram. Every image is transformative in some way, shape or form. Seriously, go
[10:36 - 10:56] check it out for yourself. For real. So Marty, ding, ding, ding, ding, you lose again. Oh,
[10:56 - 11:05] like always. So now that I've proven my point, I think I'm going to sit down, chill out,
[11:05 - 11:14] relax and probably work on some car photography on horizon four, trying to get some stuff
[11:14 - 11:28] going with that. Cause I do need to get some more photos. So yeah. With that being said,
[11:28 - 11:35] I hope you guys have a good night and I hope that all you upcoming artists that, you know,
[11:35 - 11:40] wanted to learn about fair use, you guys now, you know, have learned a little bit about
[11:40 - 11:47] it and how it works and how I utilize it and how I'm able to do what I do. Cause like
[11:47 - 11:56] I said, what I'm doing is not a crime. It is transformative and the biggest sense.
[11:56 - 12:01] Like literally, if you take a look at my artwork, it is transformative in every single way,
[12:01 - 12:13] shape or form that you can ever imagine. Like literally to the max transformative. So yeah.
[12:13 - 12:19] And I developed a new art style from it that people genuinely love. That's why I get asked
[12:19 - 12:27] to do commissions for my art style. I've gotten asked in the last two days to, to
[12:27 - 12:32] like literally like 10 different people to do art commissions for them in the style
[12:32 - 12:39] that I do because they love my dark, creepy art style. They love it. I created a new
[12:39 - 12:46] art style that people genuinely love. That's why I get asked to do commissions because
[12:46 - 12:52] I'm good with what I do. And besides, I kind of like doing that art style anyway. It's
[12:52 - 13:03] dark, it's creepy and it gives new life to the image. So there's that. So Marty, why
[13:03 - 13:16] don't you learn your facts before you judge. Learn your facts boy. Learn your facts before
[13:16 - 13:24] you make assumptions because you don't know as much as you think you do. With that being
[13:24 - 13:31] said guys, if you guys have me over on discord, I will catch you guys on discord. I fucking
[13:31 - 13:42] love you guys and Marty, fuck you. I'm out y'all fucking love you guys. Peace. Be safe,
[13:42 - 13:48] be humble and remember don't let anybody throw any shit at you because you guys are awesome.
[13:48 - 13:57] You guys are amazing. You guys are wonderful and you guys are fucking family. Peace.
2021-4-5 I NO LONGER GIVE A FUCK Shit you think of me

2021-4-5 I NO LONGER GIVE A FUCK Shit you think of me

[0:00 - 0:29] Hello everyone. How is everyone this fine evening?
[0:29 - 0:52] Now, I am going to be speaking on something that needs to be spoken about, which is the
[0:52 - 1:06] elephant in the room. MusicBitchMarty and His Little Gang of Trolls
[1:06 - 1:20] Now Marty, you say that you want a better understanding of why I did the things that
[1:20 - 1:40] I did and that you want answers. Now, here's the thing. I explained to you
[1:40 - 2:00] about the book. I explained to you about everything. And here's the thing. I publicly apologized
[2:00 - 2:16] for what I did. Therefore, at that point in time, you then should have let it go.
[2:16 - 2:27] Now, this is what's funny about you. This is what's funny about you. You claim that
[2:27 - 2:38] you don't like me. You claim that I'm this and that I'm that. I think, I think, you
[2:38 - 2:47] think about me. I think about you. That is your mindset. I think about you. But here's
[2:47 - 2:59] the thing. Your mindset is that you're miserable. See, when you die, you will die with nothing
[2:59 - 3:09] and I will have everything. While you're over there playing Mr. Righteous,
[3:09 - 3:21] pretending to be a hero, pretending to justify your wrongdoings, I in turn will be living
[3:21 - 3:30] my life happily doing what I love. Because see, there's a difference between me and you,
[3:30 - 3:38] Marty. There's a major difference. And that difference is I don't go around making people
[3:38 - 3:48] feel like shit. That's you. Your life is miserable because of a terrible tragedy that
[3:48 - 3:56] happened last year, which you have my condolences on because as you're aware, the person that
[3:56 - 4:07] you dated was a dear friend of mine and she unfortunately passed away. And I understand
[4:07 - 4:19] that your life has been miserable since then. But here's the thing, Marty. You should not
[4:19 - 4:33] be reflecting your misery onto other people because you feel miserable. Just because
[4:33 - 4:45] you feel I wrong you, you feel like you have to attack my everyday life. You see, you're
[4:45 - 4:54] kind of like this fidget spinner. This is you, like this fidget spinner is you. Going
[4:54 - 5:01] around in the same circle, day in and day out, repeating yourself over and over and
[5:01 - 5:14] over and over and over on an endless cycle until finally you come to a stop. And this
[5:14 - 5:23] is what you're doing. Right here, repeating yourself like a broken record over and over
[5:23 - 5:34] watching my content, doing this every day on an endless cycle, just spinning around
[5:34 - 5:43] in circles, waking up every day to repeat the same thing. You wake up, get out of bed,
[5:43 - 5:53] watch my videos, attack my videos, attack my family, attack me, attack my friends, attack
[5:53 - 6:12] people I care about, and all for what? For views? Because like I said Marty, this thing,
[6:12 - 6:24] this is you, every day. Same cycle repeating over and over and over and over every day.
[6:24 - 6:33] That is you. But this is what I'm doing to you. I'm stopping that repetitive cycle.
[6:33 - 6:45] And you're probably wondering how I'm going to stop that repetitive cycle of this. And
[6:45 - 7:08] that's simple. It's called not giving a shit what you think. See, you have a certain
[7:08 - 7:22] outlook on me. You seem to have this undying obsession with me, which is quite funny honestly.
[7:22 - 7:30] You have this undying obsession to just repeat yourself in the same pattern like this fidget
[7:30 - 7:41] spinner. Just every day repeating yourself over and over and over and over again endlessly
[7:41 - 7:56] until we all get fucking tired of it. Well, like I said Marty, this is what you're doing.
[7:56 - 8:10] And this is what I'm going to do to your repetitiveness. Stop it. Because quite honestly, nobody gives
[8:10 - 8:21] a shit what you think about me. I do not give a shit what you, a worthless piece of
[8:21 - 8:32] trash who is a bully. I do not give a shit what you think about me. You might think
[8:32 - 8:39] that I give a shit about what you think, but the truth is I don't. I don't give a
[8:39 - 8:48] thing. I do not give a fuck what you think of me. Because at the end of the day, what
[8:48 - 8:59] you say about me does not care about me. What you say about me does not matter to me. I
[8:59 - 9:11] quite frankly don't care what you or any of your little friends have to say about
[9:11 - 9:16] me. Now you do have the right to judge my videos. You can sit there and judge them,
[9:16 - 9:23] say them this and that, but let me awaken you to someone here that you might not be
[9:23 - 9:37] aware of. See, you claim that your channel does not belong to me, but the proof is on
[9:37 - 9:50] your channel that in fact you should be paying me to be on your channel. You should be paying
[9:50 - 10:04] me to be on your channel because all of your content is about me. Therefore, by all technical
[10:04 - 10:13] standards, technically all your thousand subs and all your content including your channel
[10:13 - 10:24] by all technical standards belong to me. My face is on there. My content is on there.
[10:24 - 10:32] Your whole channel is about me. Therefore, by all technical standards your channel is
[10:32 - 10:43] technically mine. Your thousand subs are technically mine because all your videos are about me.
[10:43 - 10:50] That's all you do every day. You wake up miserable and think yourself, oh, how can I make this
[10:50 - 10:57] person feel even worse than they already did? How can I make this person feel like shit
[10:57 - 11:05] even more than I already have? How can I ruin this person's life more than I already have
[11:05 - 11:15] the previous day before? But here's the thing, Marty. Yes, you may have done shit to fuck
[11:15 - 11:29] up my life outside of this platform, but no longer will I take that. No longer will
[11:29 - 11:45] I acknowledge your impudent insolence. No longer will I take your bullshit because I
[11:45 - 11:51] will no longer acknowledge you or any of your little friends or any of your little
[11:51 - 11:59] trolls that you send over here. You want to know why? Life is too damn short to be worried
[11:59 - 12:10] about a little fucking puke like you who thinks he owes me or thinks that he can
[12:10 - 12:17] change my life. I'm not worried about your opinion on me. I'm not worried about anyone's
[12:17 - 12:25] opinion on me. If it's a good opinion, then yeah, I will acknowledge it. But if it's
[12:25 - 12:39] a negative opinion, I will not. Now see, people like you think they're entitled all because
[12:39 - 12:44] they're a trust one baby and they have all this money. You think the whole world owes
[12:44 - 12:52] you something. You think the whole world should bow down to you and that you're always right
[12:52 - 13:03] and everyone else is wrong. News flash, Marty, you're the one in the wrong. You, my friend,
[13:03 - 13:15] are the one that's in the wrong because all you do is wake up, get out of bed, create
[13:15 - 13:28] your shitty channel content around me and you act like I owe you something when I don't
[13:28 - 13:41] owe you shit. Like I said, Marty, you're like this fidget spinner right here. You're like
[13:41 - 13:48] this fidget spinner going around every day in the same motion over and over and over
[13:48 - 13:57] again. That's all you do while I'm over here trying to create content and this spinning
[13:57 - 14:07] that you're doing, this waste of time that you're doing, this is you every day and this
[14:07 - 14:18] is what I'm doing to you right now. Putting your stuff to it and you want to know why?
[14:18 - 14:32] Because from now on, I am going to ignore you. I will not acknowledge you. I will not
[14:32 - 14:42] adhere to what you want me to do. Because like I said, life is too short to be worried
[14:42 - 14:52] about the opinion of a little shit like you who is miserable with his life. Now maybe
[14:52 - 15:02] if you got outside and got out into the real world and actually got a job or tried to do
[15:02 - 15:12] something like what I'm trying to do and build your own business, start your own company,
[15:12 - 15:20] maybe if you do something like that, maybe then I can have some respect for you. Maybe
[15:20 - 15:29] I can have some respect for you if you were doing that, but you're not clearly. See,
[15:29 - 15:37] I'm working for my friend Enoch for $150 to release a game demo on top of however much
[15:37 - 15:46] the full game will make by this time next year. See, I'm making $150 off of the demo
[15:46 - 15:55] release which is dropping next month alone. That's right. I'm actually making money.
[15:55 - 16:03] Okay. I'm actually putting my time and effort into something that I enjoy doing while working
[16:03 - 16:11] with a friend who hired me onto his studio to work with him. That is a fairly well-established
[16:11 - 16:17] studio. They've worked on a few small games here and there, nothing major, just a few
[16:17 - 16:31] things between friends and family, but there is a but. This project will blow anything
[16:31 - 16:40] you have to say about me out of the water. Why? Because while I'm getting rich, doing
[16:40 - 16:49] what I love to do, creating art, creating music, doing what I love to do, you will
[16:49 - 17:03] still be sitting here miserable, moaning, whining, crying, still doing this every day.
[17:03 - 17:10] While I'm making money, doing what I love, you'll still be stuck in the same cycle every
[17:10 - 17:19] day on an endless loop for the rest of your life. Unless you yourself do this and you
[17:19 - 17:29] put a stop to it. You can put a stop to it if you so choose to. So Marty, here's some
[17:29 - 17:38] advice for you. Quit what you're doing and do something with your life. Because clearly
[17:38 - 17:46] you and Schmecklecat and Tangerinecat aren't doing anything at all clearly. You don't
[17:46 - 17:59] have, well, she has a job, but you and Schmecklecat clearly do not have jobs. Clearly you don't
[17:59 - 18:06] have jobs because if you did, you wouldn't be sitting here on YouTube doing like Gigi
[18:06 - 18:10] Allen said, and I agree, we're going to call that the Cyrax cycle because that's pretty
[18:10 - 18:16] much what you're doing every day. Creating content about me, going around in the same
[18:16 - 18:27] circle every day about how much you laugh at me, how much you enjoy my content to make
[18:27 - 18:34] fun of me, how much you hate me, how much you think of me and this and that, you think
[18:34 - 18:46] of me, that is your mindset every day. But you can stop this. You can stop this whole
[18:46 - 18:58] cycle. This whole cycle you're doing Marty, you can stop it if you so choose. Now, as
[18:58 - 19:08] I said, from this moment on, I do not care what videos you make of me. I will not come
[19:08 - 19:18] on your channel. I am done with you. I am moving on with my life. Peace.
2021-4-6 Getting a shout out from one of my fave Youtubers  of all time )

2021-4-6 Getting a shout out from one of my fave Youtubers of all time )

[0:00 - 0:11] What's up you guys? It's your boy Cyrax from the Cyrax Nation. I have something I want
[0:11 - 0:16] to show you guys that I want to share with you just really really quickly. This video
[0:16 - 0:23] isn't going to be very long. I'm just going to quickly record this for you guys. If you
[0:23 - 0:29] guys have not checked out this dude, please go check this dude out. His name is Jake Monroe.
[0:29 - 0:36] He's super cool. A lot of his videos have actually helped me over the years and a lot
[0:36 - 0:43] of his music is super fire. If you've not checked out Jake Monroe, highly highly highly
[0:43 - 0:50] highly recommend checking this dude the fuck out. He's super cool. He's super nice. One
[0:50 - 0:56] of the coolest students I've ever met honestly, like he's one of the coolest YouTubers I've
[0:56 - 1:05] ever met in my life. He's super kind, a really cool dude. But let's check this out man. And
[1:05 - 1:10] be sure to go over there and type in Jake Monroe, subscribe to this man's channel, show
[1:10 - 1:16] this dude some love man. Super cool dude. He just recently did a cover of Forsaken
[1:16 - 1:23] by Disturbed and Corn which was super dope. Highly recommend you go check out that cover.
[1:23 - 1:41] Let's check this out. I'm going to rewind a little bit. I actually have two. I have
[1:41 - 1:49] two of those. Brittany! Heather Fullman, thank you very much. Cyrax Nation, big fan of Cyrax,
[1:49 - 1:56] one of my favorite cactuses from the original. Brittany A, thank you so much. And no message
[1:56 - 2:03] with that. Holy shit, thank you. Milo Mothra, thank you very much for coming over to Snack
[2:03 - 2:11] today. Now if you guys did not catch that, let me play that back for you. Sorry. There
[2:11 - 2:19] you go. I'm going to show them what he has here. As I lay back, I actually have a bunch
[2:19 - 2:25] of songs you guys have never heard because I haven't put them on Spotify. I released
[2:25 - 2:33] an album called Time Fuels Revenge and only the OG fans will know about this. But I actually
[2:33 - 2:38] released an album. My first ever album was called Time Fuels Revenge. We actually sung
[2:38 - 2:47] a bunch of songs in different languages, including Russian, Mandarin, French, and Japanese. It's
[2:47 - 3:03] mixed terribly. It's terrible. Oh good, thank you Heather. Let's see, English, French, Japanese.
[3:03 - 3:10] I list Chinese as a language, but Chinese isn't a language. Chinese isn't ethnicity,
[3:10 - 3:16] it's not a language because Chinese has eight. A bunch of languages include Mandarin, Cantonese.
[3:16 - 3:23] You can tell this was written. So this is back in 2013. This is seven, nearly eight
[3:23 - 3:28] years ago. Oh no, actually, April 26, 2013. So this is nearly eight years ago. And I'm
[3:28 - 3:33] going to play you a song from one of them now. The Circus of Fear was written back in
[3:33 - 3:39] 2013. The Circus of Fear was a good album. You know what? I'm going to play the Japanese
[3:39 - 3:47] track for you now. I'm going to play a Japanese track where I sing and scream in Japanese.
[3:47 - 3:55] This was my first ever production gig and my first ever recording eight years ago before
[3:55 - 4:00] I met any of the other guys. So we're going to play that right now. Actually I have two.
[4:00 - 4:08] I have two of those. Britney! Heather Fulmer, thank you very much. Cyrax Nation, big fan
[4:08 - 4:14] of Cyrax, one of my favorite characters from the original Mortal Kombat. Britney A, thank
[4:14 - 4:31] you so much. I know, no message with that. Holy shit, thank you. Now, Marty, tell me
[4:31 - 4:42] I'm not getting somewhere, bro. Now, what I'm going to do is I want you to do something
[4:42 - 4:55] for you guys right quick. I am actually going to go in and I'm actually going to play the
[4:55 - 5:01] track for you guys. So you guys can actually see just how well this dude does a fucking
[5:01 - 5:08] cover. Now, if you guys have not subbed the Jake Monroe, fucking do it. This dude is
[5:08 - 5:14] one of the, honestly, I'm just going to shut up and let you guys hear just how good this
[5:14 - 5:23] guy actually is. Like this dude has been a huge influence on my own vocal work as well
[5:23 - 5:30] as some other stuff. So I'm going to shut him out once this fucking ad goes away. I'm
[5:30 - 5:37] going to shut him out and let you guys watch this video. It's super good. Here we go. I'm
[5:37 - 5:53] going to shut him out. Say you guys can watch this. If it will play. Oh, there we go.
[5:53 - 6:23] I love it. You see, I'm falling in love with you. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
[6:23 - 6:52] I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. Thank you.
[6:52 - 9:32] [inaudible]
[9:32 - 9:46] And there you guys go, man. That is my boy Jake Monroe fucking killing it, destroying it like always, man. Huge shout out to Jake Monroe, man.
[9:46 - 9:51] Also, Jake, I just want to say thank you for the shout out, brother. A hundred percent, man.
[9:51 - 9:57] Like I said, Jake, you know, your stuff's been a huge influence on me, your videos, your vocal work.
[9:57 - 10:08] So thank you, man, for the shout out. Absolutely appreciate it. For you guys that have not checked out Jake's videos, go fucking do it. They're fucking dope.
[10:08 - 10:14] Also, be ready here in a few minutes because your boy is going to be setting up for a football show himself.
[10:14 - 10:23] So I need to hop off here. I need to get shit set up. So I'll catch you guys in just a little bit, man. Peace.
2021-4-7 my final good bye on this channel

2021-4-7 my final good bye on this channel

[0:00 - 0:24] [Silence]
[0:24 - 0:31] What's up guys.
[0:31 - 0:47] [Silence]
[0:47 - 0:50] So as you guys know,
[0:50 - 0:59] by the title, um, I am going to be stepping away from YouTube for a while.
[0:59 - 1:02] Now this isn't goodbye forever.
[1:02 - 1:06] I am going to make another channel.
[1:06 - 1:10] Alright.
[1:10 - 1:19] But you guys are probably wondering what's going on and why I'm stepping away for a while.
[1:19 - 1:33] Um, the truth is I actually over the last few weeks have been working on a brand new channel to post to.
[1:33 - 1:42] Now as I said, I'm not saying goodbye for good just to this channel.
[1:42 - 2:04] Um, and the reason for that is because MusicBitchMarty and his little friends have been attacking me so bad that they have attacked my personal life.
[2:04 - 2:16] They have attacked my family, um, people I care about.
[2:16 - 2:26] They've attacked people like Cindy Lau for no reason.
[2:26 - 2:35] Um, but honestly it's gotten to the point where I can't take it anymore.
[2:35 - 2:48] I've been fighting so fucking hard to not let it get to me, but it's gotten to the point where he can't be ignored anymore.
[2:48 - 2:54] And he literally is making my life a living hell every day.
[2:54 - 3:09] He attacks me every day, pushes me around, attacks my family, hacks into my discord and attacks those that I love.
[3:09 - 3:14] And honestly I'm tired of seeing it and I'm tired of dealing with it.
[3:14 - 3:28] Therefore, I have no choice but to step away. And I know you guys think I'm just ignoring, but the truth is Marty cannot be ignored.
[3:28 - 3:44] He has made it to where he cannot be ignored.
[3:44 - 4:01] And honestly, for my own peace of mind and to protect my family, I have to get rid of this channel and start over new.
[4:01 - 4:08] Now don't worry, for those of you that do want to see me still create content,
[4:08 - 4:17] I will be creating another channel where you guys can watch me do my thing.
[4:17 - 4:27] Now it's not going to be the exact same as the stuff that I do or that I did on this channel,
[4:27 - 4:49] but it's something that I think you guys really will enjoy, that you guys will have a lot of fun with.
[4:49 - 4:58] And you know, I just, I need to do this for myself.
[4:58 - 5:13] So about an hour after this video goes up, this channel will be gone.
[5:13 - 5:19] It's been a fun ride. I've enjoyed it. I loved it.
[5:19 - 5:33] But due to Marty's terroristic ways, I have to step, pardon me, due to Marty's terroristic ways, I have to step away.
[5:33 - 5:39] I have to look out for my family.
[5:39 - 5:48] And I know a lot of people say to ignore him, but trust me when I say Marty's not a man that can be ignored so easily.
[5:48 - 6:01] Trust me, I've tried it. Many times I have tried it.
[6:01 - 6:12] But just know that for those of you that do want to see my content, you will get to see content for sure that I create.
[6:12 - 6:22] You guys will get to see content done by me.
[6:22 - 6:37] And so, what else can I say? You know, I hope you guys understand that I'm doing this, not because I want to, but because I have to.
[6:37 - 7:00] For not only my own sanity and my own benefit, but to protect my family, my blood family, people I care about.
[7:00 - 7:14] Like I said, do I want to leave? No, I don't, but it's gotten to the point to where I have to think about my family.
[7:14 - 7:22] I have to think about them and what's going on.
[7:22 - 7:33] Because Marty has terrorized my family for months now, and I need to look after them. I need to protect them.
[7:33 - 7:40] And the best way I can do that is by not giving Marty any fucking content.
[7:40 - 8:01] And the best way to not give Marty any content is by getting rid of this channel and starting over on a channel where you will not find out.
[8:01 - 8:10] But from the bottom of my heart, I do love every single one of you guys that has supported me over this time period.
[8:10 - 8:23] I'm truly, truly grateful to every one of you that has shown love support for me. You guys are fucking awesome.
[8:23 - 8:35] And I appreciate every one of you guys. I really do. Like I appreciate every one of you guys. You guys are fucking awesome.
[8:35 - 8:52] But I hope you guys understand that I have to look out for my family. I have to protect them and those that I care about.
[8:52 - 9:05] But hopefully on this new channel, things will be better. I'll be able to have a fresh start away from everything.
[9:05 - 9:20] I'll be able to do things that I want to be able to do that I haven't been able to do.
[9:20 - 9:32] And y'all, Crypt, I will call you in a few minutes and I will explain, bro.
[9:32 - 9:48] So don't worry, man. I will get ahold of you and I will explain, buddy.
[9:48 - 10:02] But like I said, guys, I do hope that this new channel is going to be a fresh start.
[10:02 - 10:10] New content, better stuff. I'm excited for it.
[10:10 - 10:24] In fact, I'm very excited for the new channel because it'll be a fresh start. It's an old brand that I started many, many months ago or say many years ago.
[10:24 - 10:36] And it's a name that I'm bringing back that not a lot of people thought I would actually bring back.
[10:36 - 10:46] So I cannot say I'm very excited for the channel.
[10:46 - 10:55] I do actually have my own website going up soon to where I'll be able to make money off my artwork, which is very, very cool.
[10:55 - 11:17] I'm very excited about that. And for those of you that would like to view the site, I will send it to you personally on Discord or on Facebook if I have you on Facebook.
[11:17 - 11:27] But with that being said, I love you guys and here's to a brighter future.
[11:27 - 11:35] And I will see you guys on the brand new channel, man. I fucking love you guys.
[11:35 - 11:50] And just remember, if you take anything away from any of these videos.
[11:50 - 11:56] And there's one thing that you guys need to take away from any of my videos is this.
[11:56 - 12:07] Always stay humble, always stay positive and always look out for others like yourself.
[12:07 - 12:20] Always help others when they need it because you never know you could be that person that saved someone's life.
[12:20 - 12:45] But with that being said, I love you guys and I'll see you guys on the other side, man. Peace.
2021-4-9 My Anxiety (Song)

2021-4-9 My Anxiety (Song)

[0:00 - 0:19] I don't understand it. I don't understand anything that you do. Well, why you do what you do?
[0:28 - 0:32] It seems like every day you attack me for no reason at all.
[0:32 - 0:51] It's like playing against you. I may as well be playing with a loaded gun. Because every day that I fight you, I just think lower and lower, not knowing what to do, not knowing who to trust, not knowing where to go.
[0:52 - 1:07] You sit there and you laugh at my face and say that you want to end things on your own terms. But then when we try to, you turn around and attack me and then I have to go back and defend myself with coming YouTube.
[1:08 - 1:25] I never wanted any of this. I never wanted the pain that you caused me. I never wanted my friends or family to suffer because of what you did. Everything you did is so ungodly.
[1:27 - 1:43] You act like you're better than me, but you're nothing. All you are is a bullshit bully and you know it. So I'm gonna scream out loudly. You need to stop what you're doing now.
[1:44 - 2:03] Because when you're dead in the ground and you're on your deathbed, you're gonna be sad, alone and miserable. I'm sick of the bullying and I'm sick of the hate. I'm sick of crying these tears that doesn't work that I say.
[2:08 - 2:26] When I get brought to tears, you sit there and you say that they're fake, but really they're not fake. For months and months and years and years, I've had to look over my shoulder while I'm living in fear.
[2:27 - 2:43] And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the anxiety. I'm sick of the suffering. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm at the end of my road.
[2:44 - 2:58] Should I pull this trigger and let the chamber close and let the bully go? Should I put that noose around my neck and let that shit loose? I don't know what to do.
[2:59 - 3:13] And it seems like death is the best option for me. Because anymore I can't take anymore of this bullying. You act like you fucking know me. But the truth is, you don't know anything.
[3:13 - 3:24] You don't know what it's like to suffer with everything that you've done to me.
[3:27 - 3:47] I just want to be able to live my life in peace and not have anybody hate on me. I want to be able to help others like myself. And I'm just being honest with you. You know that everything you do is wrong. But it's like you don't kill a fuck, do you?
[3:50 - 4:13] I'm sick of the suicide attempts. I remember the other day I held that knife to my neck. And when I did, I felt at peace. Because I felt like death was the only option for me. Because of everything that you've done to me.
[4:14 - 4:38] I never wanted anything to be this way. I just want the woman that I love back. And I hope that everything will be okay. I just want this all to end so badly. So I can finally live my life in peace. Without any more anxiety.
[4:39 - 4:46] www.mooji.org
2021-4-10 Thank you all  So Much

2021-4-10 Thank you all So Much

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up guys? This video is going to be very long, but I just wanted to take the time to say thank you to a few people.
[0:18 - 0:28] First and foremost I want to say thank you to my wonderful, wonderful amazing girlfriend/fiance.
[0:28 - 0:43] Shirley Sunshine Hill, I can honestly say, has done more for me in one day than so many others have done for me in an entire lifetime.
[0:43 - 0:54] Like, she has done so much for me that words can't express how thankful I am.
[0:54 - 1:04] You know, she helped me put an end to something that I've been wanting to put an end to for a long time now.
[1:04 - 1:09] And it feels so good to finally be free from that.
[1:09 - 1:16] And second off, I want to say thank you to my team.
[1:16 - 1:28] My best friend who is like my little brother, Bradley. My childhood best friend Marcus and his wife Rachel.
[1:28 - 1:39] My brother and best friend of 16 years, Sean Sands, and his wife Christine, who is my sister-in-law.
[1:39 - 1:51] And just all the fans, man, all the fans and all you guys that have held me down and kept me in good spirits, even in the hard times.
[1:51 - 1:57] Like, you guys don't know how much that means to me.
[1:57 - 2:08] You know, when I started this journey many years ago, I was lost.
[2:08 - 2:22] I didn't know who I was going to be. I didn't know who I was going to become, but you guys made me that way.
[2:22 - 2:32] Like, you guys made me into this person that I am today.
[2:32 - 2:41] Yes, I've gone through trials. I've gone through tribulations. I've done a lot of things that I'm not proud of.
[2:41 - 2:46] Because during those times in my life, I was in very bad places.
[2:46 - 3:11] And I can honestly say to those that are, you know, supporting myself and my career and what I enjoy and, you know, are being even more supportive of me and my wonderful, wonderful amazing fiance who I can't be happier with.
[3:11 - 3:32] Like, a lot of people will say that they know what true love is, but trust me when I say you don't know what true love is until that person that comes into your life actually sits you down and is there with you, ride or die, every day.
[3:32 - 3:41] Every day is there with you through the good times, the shitty days, the days where you freak out.
[3:41 - 3:51] Because let me tell you, there have been times where, like the other night, where I broke down in the tears.
[3:51 - 4:09] I was on the phone with strawberry and I broke down because no one in my whole life has ever helped me or done things for me the way that she has.
[4:09 - 4:20] Like, she has shown so much, you know, support, compassion, understanding.
[4:20 - 4:31] Like, I can honestly say she understands me to the fullest extent.
[4:31 - 4:37] And that means so much to me.
[4:37 - 4:42] And to the fans, you guys are truly amazing.
[4:42 - 4:54] Like, I started this DK Custom channel many years ago and then over the years it wound up getting deleted and this and that.
[4:54 - 5:05] But, I started this channel because I wanted to show you guys what I can do when I'm not being attacked.
[5:05 - 5:09] I want to show you guys what I'm truly capable of.
[5:09 - 5:13] And you guys give me that opportunity to do that.
[5:13 - 5:20] It means the world to me.
[5:20 - 5:30] You know, and for me, at least for me, this channel isn't just some sort of, you know, gaming channel.
[5:30 - 5:40] It's a community, a place where I can be myself and help others like myself.
[5:40 - 5:49] As well as doing what I love with, you know, my music, my love for car culture.
[5:49 - 6:03] And, you know, just ultimately get to hang out with my girlfriend and spend time with you guys who have been so supportive of me and her and what I'm trying to do.
[6:03 - 6:13] Like, you guys are truly amazing and I'm grateful to every one of you and I'm so thankful to you guys.
[6:13 - 6:20] And I know a lot of people are going to ask, well, what are you going to do now that you and Mario are done fighting?
[6:20 - 6:23] I'm going to live life.
[6:23 - 6:37] I'm going to live my life with my wonderful, amazing fiance, my friends, my family, and people that I love to be around.
[6:37 - 6:58] So from the bottom of my heart and from myself, my wonderful, amazing girlfriend/fiance, strawberry, and my family, thank you guys so much.
[6:58 - 7:07] Thank you guys so much for everything that you guys are doing.
[7:07 - 7:26] And again, thank you so much to my wonderful team, my support system, everybody that has, you know, helped me out.
[7:26 - 7:43] And most importantly, I know I'm kind of putting her on a pedestal here, but you guys have to understand that she's done more for me than a lot of people have done in 13 years.
[7:43 - 7:53] Like, she's done more for me in one day than most people have done for me in one year.
[7:53 - 8:07] And to my wonderful, amazing fiance, strawberry, I love you guys so much and thank you so much for everything that you do.
[8:07 - 8:18] Like, that shit means the world to me. It really does. And I do look forward to our future together 100%. And I couldn't be any happier.
[8:18 - 8:32] I really couldn't. I have an amazing team. I have, you know, the most wonderful, amazing fiance in the world that I couldn't be happier with.
[8:32 - 8:41] I've got some of the best friends that aren't even friends. They're more like family.
[8:41 - 8:50] And then, you know, I have my mom, my stepdad, and, you know, my best friend who just happens to be a dog.
[8:50 - 9:01] You know, I got my dog Bandit. Like, you guys mean the world to me. And I just want to say thank you guys so much.
[9:01 - 9:14] I know I'm being repetitive, but you guys don't understand just how much your guys' help actually means to me.
[9:14 - 9:26] So let's save this journey together and let's do some great things. Let's build a great community and let's do some good.
[9:26 - 9:34] Let's have some fun and let's make some memories that will last forever.
[9:34 - 9:43] I love you guys. Thank you so much. So if you are new to the channel, welcome.
[9:43 - 9:59] But as for the rest of you, let's strap in, buckle up, because this channel is about to go super fast.
[9:59 - 10:03] Love you guys. Peace.
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2021-4-11 Freestyle session

2021-4-11 Freestyle session

[0:00 - 0:24] what up y'all? I bet you guys didn't think you'd see me, did you? I bet you motherfuckers
[0:24 - 0:39] didn't even once think that you'd see me after that little stunt last night. And I gotta
[0:39 - 0:44] give you guys credit, that was a cute little stunt that you guys tried to pull with making
[0:44 - 0:50] it seem like my girlfriend called them when she didn't. That was a cute little stunt
[0:50 - 1:01] you pulled. And just for the record Marty just say no, no matter what you do, my girlfriend
[1:01 - 1:07] Strawberry has made it very clear that she's not going anywhere no matter what. She sat
[1:07 - 1:12] right there in front of my mom's and straight out told me that she's not going anywhere,
[1:12 - 1:16] she doesn't care what you say, she doesn't care what you do, she's sticking with me
[1:16 - 1:23] no matter what. Just like I'm sticking with her no matter what. Because she loves me and
[1:23 - 1:33] I love her and there ain't nothing that you could ever do to break us up. Because she
[1:33 - 1:36] actually knows what it's like to be where I was at. And let me tell you right now,
[1:36 - 1:42] I owe my life to my girlfriend man. Because it wasn't for my girlfriend calling me last
[1:42 - 1:49] night. And letting me know and reassuring me that she's not going anywhere and talking
[1:49 - 1:56] me down from the sick dark place I was in. I wouldn't be here right now. I owe my life
[1:56 - 2:06] to Strawberry. 100% because if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't
[2:06 - 2:13] be standing here this moment talking to you guys. But I hope last night showed all you
[2:13 - 2:21] that are unaware of what Marty does. I hope last night showed you just how sick and evil
[2:21 - 2:27] this man really is. Because while I was on the edge of suicide and my girlfriend was
[2:27 - 2:39] trying to help me and talk me down. Marty and his little three goons. Tyler, Tang, and
[2:39 - 2:54] Schmeichel were sitting there laughing. Like that right there says a lot. But to my wonderful
[2:54 - 3:03] amazing girlfriend Strawberry, thank you so much. I want to say thank you so much for
[3:03 - 3:09] saving my life. And thank you for being there and not going anywhere. Because you sticking
[3:09 - 3:16] by my side, that means more to me than anything. And the fact that you're staying with me
[3:16 - 3:22] and not going anywhere, I can't even begin to put into words how much that that means
[3:22 - 3:37] to me. I really can't. Like that means more to me than you could ever, ever, ever imagine.
[3:37 - 3:48] And I can honestly say, I can proudly say this. I can proudly say that I have the best
[3:48 - 3:58] future wife in the world. I have the best future wife in the whole goddamn world. And
[3:58 - 4:03] I'm proud of that. I'm proud to say that I'm with somebody that wants to spend the rest
[4:03 - 4:13] of their life with me. And not many people can say that. But babe, I want you to know
[4:13 - 4:20] that I fucking love you. And thank you so much for saving my life. And I'm glad that
[4:20 - 4:50] you're sticking around. Love you babe.
[4:50 - 9:33] Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you.
[9:33 - 10:02] [sound of a car driving by]
[10:02 - 10:23] Yo, Chloe, what's up? Yo, shout out to Chloe in the fucking... All right, before I start
[10:23 - 10:27] this next track, man, I want to give a huge shout out to Chloe in the charity that she's
[10:27 - 10:33] got me new shit for, man. Straight up. I can always say I'm glad to be helping you out,
[10:33 - 10:59] but we're a hundred percent. I'm definitely glad to be helping you guys out, for sure.
[10:59 - 11:19] Yo, yo, yo, yo. Got the homie. Got the homie, Manic Monday, back on box setters.
[11:19 - 11:35] Let's get it. Shout out to Chloe in the charity, man. I fucking love you guys. I love helping
[11:35 - 11:43] you guys. A hundred percent. And I'm glad to be working with you guys. Like straight
[11:43 - 12:11] up, I am so glad to be working with you guys. Let's go.
[12:11 - 12:34] This is what I see on the charity, Chloe. This is how it feels when I walk over and
[12:34 - 12:42] talk to me. If this is where I lose myself, when I keep running away from you and I really
[12:42 - 12:51] know I get wet, when I can know myself anymore, feeling told and just wet. It's all left
[12:51 - 13:05] up to me. Breathe your life into me. I can feel you falling, falling faster. Breathe
[13:05 - 13:21] your life into me. I can feel you falling, falling. Breathe into me. Breathe into me.
[13:21 - 14:05] Breathe into me. Breathe into me. Breathe into me. Breathe into me. Breathe into me.
[14:05 - 14:31] And don't worry, I got a direct song for the people in the charity that I'm working with.
[14:31 - 14:51] I'm going to tell you how fast it is. Breathe your life into me. I can feel you falling,
[14:51 - 15:07] falling faster. Breathe your life into me. I can feel you falling. Breathe into me. Breathe
[15:07 - 15:33] into me. I can feel you falling. Breathe into me. Breathe into me. Breathe into me. Breathe
[15:33 - 15:57] into me. Breathe into me. All right, who the fuck modded Zadrium? Who the fuck modded Zadrium,
[15:57 - 16:25] who the fuck is modded Zadrium? I know I didn't mod Zadrium. Who the fuck is modded Zadrium,
[16:25 - 16:53] but this song right here that I'm about to do, it's going directly out to Chloe and the
[16:53 - 17:03] charity that she's having me work for and with in alongside.
[17:03 - 17:25] And out the flame, the heads are turning away, restless souls, trying to release them from the pain.
[17:25 - 17:51] Then take the pain. Time to waste it and waves away, as I recognize Jesus Christ, I'm so lonely for you.
[17:51 - 18:05] Can the children cry? One by one, they die. Can you help them? Remember what we've done 'til I say,
[18:05 - 18:33] yeah, yeah. As I'm falling shy, taking away the innocence of life, to live with me, to live with me out from this pain.
[18:33 - 18:41] And now, I'm here for you again.
[18:41 - 18:45] Again.
[18:45 - 18:49] And now, I'm in the jungle.
[18:49 - 19:03] Again.
[19:03 - 19:11] And let me say right now, there are two charities that I'm having me work for. Number one, Operation Smile,
[19:11 - 19:17] and two, the one that Chloe's got me helping out. I'm proud to be doing that shit.
[19:17 - 19:33] So, oh no, fuckers, I want to hate. I'm like, yo, I am doing something. I'm giving back.
[19:33 - 20:02] Ooh, to the ends of the child. Ooh, to the hours of the child.
[20:02 - 20:12] I want to say, guys, right now, man, see, a lot of people think that just because I'm not like actually having a regular job,
[20:12 - 20:21] that I'm not doing anything. But the truth is, I am doing something. You guys just don't see it.
[20:21 - 20:30] You guys don't see the charities that I help out, especially the one that I've been a part of for so many years, Operation Smile.
[20:30 - 20:39] I can probably say that I've been a volunteer for Operation Smile for as long as I can remember.
[20:39 - 20:49] I've done videos for them. I've done promotion for them. I've done local missions here around Akron and in Ohio with them.
[20:49 - 20:54] I want to say, guys, something right quick, man. Something that not a lot of people realize,
[20:54 - 21:03] that when you guys see a picture of these kids that have a left living cloud palette, it's one thing to see their picture on a pamphlet.
[21:03 - 21:10] But I can tell you for a fact, up close, seeing these kids in person, it's a whole different story.
[21:10 - 21:15] And a lot of people think that it's not life changing, but it is.
[21:15 - 21:23] Seeing those kids like that in person, every chance I get is insane to me.
[21:23 - 21:39] It's a whole new experience and it gives me a whole new outlook on things, which is why I try to help those that I can, when I can.
[21:39 - 21:54] And a lot of people don't realize just how proud I am to sit there and say that, hey, I get to help these people out every day.
[21:54 - 22:00] I might not get paid for it, but I don't give a fuck about getting paid to help a charity out.
[22:00 - 22:05] I do it because I know what it's like to be in those positions.
[22:05 - 22:09] I know what it's like to have nothing. I know what it's like to be homeless.
[22:09 - 22:38] I know what it's like to get judged and attacked.
[22:38 - 22:49] Introducing Crafted Gin Cocktails with...
[22:49 - 22:55] You guys know where this is going. And you guys already know what to fucking put. I ain't even gotta say it.
[22:55 - 22:59] You all already know what to fucking put, man.
[22:59 - 23:13] Come on!
[23:13 - 23:17] I am a little bit loneness, a little bit of disregard.
[23:17 - 23:24] I can help back to the words to see the scars. I am where I want you to be.
[23:24 - 23:28] That's right, I'm better with you. I can't miss you, just do you still.
[23:28 - 23:32] So I let go, fuck you, turn it back, you always do.
[23:32 - 23:35] This way, take me, I'm not down here, trouble ya.
[23:35 - 23:39] I can help!
[23:39 - 23:42] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[23:42 - 23:46] I won't help!
[23:46 - 23:51] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[23:51 - 23:58] That little confident, she don't understand to what I can, sometimes it don't make sense.
[23:58 - 24:01] I am what she never wants to say, but I don't know how to talk.
[24:01 - 24:05] But if I know what I always do, I can't convince you to try to hear me out.
[24:05 - 24:09] So I let go, fuck you, turn it back, you always do.
[24:09 - 24:13] This way, take me, I'm not down here, trouble ya.
[24:13 - 24:18] I can help!
[24:18 - 24:22] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[24:22 - 24:25] I won't help!
[24:25 - 24:30] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[24:30 - 24:34] Yeah, hear me out now.
[24:34 - 24:39] You're gonna listen to me right now, right now.
[24:39 - 24:46] Hear me out now. You're gonna listen to me right now, right now.
[24:46 - 24:53] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[24:53 - 24:57] I am help!
[24:57 - 25:01] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[25:01 - 25:04] I won't help!
[25:04 - 25:25] Don't you have no back on me? I won't be denied.
[25:25 - 25:42] I won't be denied.
[25:42 - 25:53] We're taking advantage of some old school midi horror with this.
[25:53 - 25:56] But on the top, hand hand his very line.
[25:56 - 25:58] Throw 'em up and let something shine.
[25:58 - 26:00] Go down and muhfuckin' my cookie mouth.
[26:00 - 26:03] Go scoops, find your place, hang your scoops.
[26:03 - 26:05] Show me up, throw a top to juice.
[26:05 - 26:06] Knock on top, muhfuckin' hoots.
[26:06 - 26:08] Scoopers, you can stop, swear.
[26:08 - 26:13] No one cares.
[26:13 - 26:16] Yeah, someone call in, make them turn their score again.
[26:16 - 26:18] Save friends and stop now.
[26:18 - 26:24] Bring it out, take it deeper, just to throw it away.
[26:24 - 26:31] Take it deeper, just to throw it away.
[26:31 - 26:33] Just to throw it away, just to throw it away.
[26:33 - 26:35] Bring it out.
[26:35 - 26:37] Knock on top, muhfuckin' hoots.
[26:37 - 26:39] Show me up, throw a top to juice.
[26:39 - 26:43] Go down and muhfuckin' hoots.
[26:43 - 33:21] Show me up, muhfuckin' hoots.
[33:21 - 33:23] And that's facts, man.
[33:23 - 33:25] All y'all little haters' comments, man.
[33:25 - 33:27] Bitch, you should've learned by now
[33:27 - 33:29] that I'm fuckin' bulletproof.
[33:29 - 33:34] Like, for real, all your little fuckin' comments,
[33:34 - 33:36] all your shitty little comments towards me,
[33:36 - 33:38] they don't faze me, bruh.
[33:38 - 33:40] I just sit here and I fuckin' laugh at 'em.
[33:40 - 33:49] [silence]
[34:16 - 34:18] I wanna give a huge shoutout to my motherfuckin' homie,
[34:18 - 34:20] who else came on this one, bruh?
[34:20 - 34:22] [silence]
[34:22 - 34:24] Let's get a scan.
[34:24 - 34:26] [music]
[34:27 - 37:16] [silence]
[37:16 - 37:45] I'm gonna do another one about the same guy right here.
[37:45 - 37:49] Now that you guys know my boy Lil Scam is a close homie of mine.
[37:49 - 37:56] I'm gonna lie, I'm here in Savage, I'm going up on stage in 25 minutes, miss me Mike.
[37:56 - 37:57] Whoo!
[37:57 - 37:59] I know it's really really dark right now.
[37:59 - 38:04] Shout out to my mother for the Hummer John 8K Lil Scam.
[38:04 - 38:06] Y'all scared this for you bro.
[38:06 - 38:10] Help me watch me son.
[38:10 - 38:17] My name is Lil Scam, I'm the guy who saved all my life, I got the show for seven days,
[38:17 - 38:22] I'm hoping I'm exactly done with it.
[38:22 - 38:27] You cut your nose and your dick is ass like I'm hot, but it's bi-colored.
[38:27 - 38:49] I'm gonna get it, I'm gonna get it, I'm gonna get it.
[38:49 - 38:57] Everybody do it, everybody do it.
[38:57 - 41:41] I'm gonna get it, I'm gonna get it, I'm gonna get it, I'm gonna get it.
[41:41 - 41:54] And that's snacks man, see, one thing a lot of y'all motherfuckers don't realize is that
[41:54 - 42:00] when I first started my journey here in Ohio as a music artist, believe it or not, I was
[42:00 - 42:01] homeless.
[42:01 - 42:07] We were living out in the back of my mom's GMC Jimmy at the time for a fucking year straight.
[42:07 - 42:13] A year straight, we were living on the street side of the back of her car at her store,
[42:13 - 42:18] Jenna's, and her job every fucking day for a year straight.
[42:18 - 42:20] Anyone know what I did the whole time?
[42:20 - 42:24] I was sitting there fucking writing down song after song after song after song, trying
[42:24 - 42:27] to find a way to record.
[42:27 - 42:29] And then what did I do?
[42:29 - 42:35] This phone right here is the very fucking phone that I recorded my very first song
[42:35 - 42:41] the very first song I ever recorded was on this phone right here that I'm holding in
[42:41 - 42:43] my hands.
[42:43 - 42:50] My very first song which is in my head from 2010 was on this fucking phone.
[42:50 - 42:57] And let me tell you right now, I've gone from that to a pro setup but you guys are
[42:57 - 42:58] seeing now.
[42:58 - 43:04] So why do you motherfuckers act like you know what it's like to not have anything?
[43:04 - 43:10] But the truth is you don't know what it's like to be on the road recording out of the
[43:10 - 43:18] back of a motherfucking car for a year straight, busting your ass, making all these shitty
[43:18 - 43:27] little fucking videos on a fucking computer, on the floor of a fucking storage unit, trying
[43:27 - 43:32] to make a half decent fucking video.
[43:32 - 43:33] I do.
[43:33 - 43:36] That's why I don't take any moment for fucking granted.
[43:36 - 43:40] That's why I always bust my ass with my fucking music.
[43:40 - 43:46] Yeah, I may not always release shit but let me tell you right now, I continue to record
[43:46 - 43:49] every day over and over and over.
[43:49 - 43:56] You want a lot because I know eventually, I know eventually someone is going to fucking
[43:56 - 43:59] take me on and they're going to be like yo, that shit's dope.
[43:59 - 44:01] We actually want to help you.
[44:01 - 44:02] We want to help you get somewhere.
[44:02 - 44:06] And that's something that I've been fighting for my whole goddamn career.
[44:06 - 44:13] And what I'm saying right now, motherfuckers like blackout records ain't shit.
[44:13 - 44:21] It's motherfuckers like blackout records that I can't stand.
[44:21 - 44:24] It's people like blackout records that I can't stand because they gave me this sweet
[44:24 - 44:30] ass fucking deal, offered me a job doing it and then it turned out to be fake.
[44:30 - 44:35] That's the kind of shit that I'm fucking tired of, especially when somebody like me
[44:35 - 44:42] busts their fucking ass every day and every night, working song after song, writing song
[44:42 - 44:48] after song, recording every day, every night, all day, every night, going three hours of
[44:48 - 44:56] sleep in an entire week on a shit ton of coffee and a bunch of fucking energy drinks, man.
[44:56 - 45:00] Seriously, you can ask my boy Eric Scrubblewell, man, he'll tell you.
[45:00 - 45:08] When I first started out, when we finally got an apartment, I was up all day, every
[45:08 - 45:16] night doing maybe two to three hours of sleep in an entire fucking week, an entire week.
[45:16 - 45:23] I was sleeping maybe three hours a week, busting my ass, working my ass off.
[45:23 - 45:39] So I'm going to tell you right now, man, a lot of y'all motherfuckers say that you
[45:39 - 45:44] know what it's like to have nothing, but you don't know what it's like to have nothing
[45:44 - 45:50] until you've lived out of the back of your family's car for a year straight.
[45:50 - 45:56] Living campsite to campsite, storage unit to storage unit.
[45:56 - 46:02] Wondering if you're ever going to have a place of your own and a place to call your own.
[46:02 - 46:09] And then we got this place, this very room I'm in right now, this very motherfucking room.
[46:09 - 46:14] This very fucking room that I'm in right now that you see me in, this is where I recorded
[46:14 - 46:20] my first song right over here by that fucking window.
[46:20 - 46:28] Surrounded by boxes on this phone right there by the window is where I recorded my first
[46:28 - 46:36] song "Voices in My Head" back in 2009.
[46:36 - 46:42] And yeah, I may have come a long way since then, but you want to know something?
[46:42 - 46:46] I'm going to continue to work my ass off until I get that record deal.
[46:46 - 46:54] Not just for myself, but so that me and my girl can provide a good life for all of us.
[46:54 - 47:01] Because while she's off doing cosplay work and making good money for it, I figure it
[47:01 - 47:07] only fair to chase my dreams and get that fucking record deal and get those sponsors
[47:07 - 47:15] on this channel for doing my car culture work.
[47:15 - 47:21] Because I'm going to tell you right now, my girl means the world to me.
[47:21 - 47:26] And the fact that she's sticking by me through all this is fucking amazing because you want
[47:26 - 47:27] to know something?
[47:27 - 47:36] My entire life since I got here, I have not once had one girlfriend that has ever
[47:36 - 47:40] been stuck by me the way that she is.
[47:40 - 47:45] Every day is a constant struggle for the both of us, but we make it fucking work.
[47:45 - 47:47] We make that shit work.
[47:47 - 47:53] She busts her ass every day to make a living for me and her, to build a future for me
[47:53 - 47:54] and her.
[47:54 - 47:57] She busts her ass every day.
[47:57 - 47:58] And so do I.
[47:58 - 48:03] I bust my ass every day recording song after song, writing song after song after song,
[48:03 - 48:09] and hopes that a label will actually pick me up and take me seriously so that me and
[48:09 - 48:12] her could actually have a good future together.
[48:12 - 48:19] So that me and her, that when we go to have kids, we can give our kids everything that
[48:19 - 48:37] they can possibly want and give them the life that we never had.
[48:37 - 48:57] And this one right here, this one to everybody that's been in the same position that I'm
[48:57 - 49:26] in, because I'm young man, I'm working hard to turn this muddy water into gold man.
[49:26 - 49:44] I'm gonna be running, running, running, running, running, running.
[49:44 - 50:09] I'm gonna be running, running, running, running, running, running, running, running, running,
[50:09 - 54:34] running, running, running, running, running, running, running, running, running, running,
[54:34 - 55:01] one that I've ever met in my fucking life. So y'all can sit there and laugh what you want. I don't give a fuck. Because at the end of the day your opinion don't mean shit to me. What does mean something to me though is the goddamn results. The fanbase growing. Me getting my music and my name out there is what means something.
[55:01 - 55:07] And if I can help out a charity along the way, hey that's dope.
[55:07 - 55:08] Oh.
[55:08 - 55:09] Okay.
[55:09 - 55:38] [silence]
[55:38 - 55:43] Not a fact. I'm gonna let a church stick on this one man.
[55:43 - 55:53] I'm gonna let my boy church stick on this one dawg.
[55:53 - 55:59] Shout out to all my fellow Creek Squad man. Fuckin' love you guys.
[55:59 - 59:03] [music]
[59:03 - 59:14] And that's facts man. See what y'all don't realize and when it comes to this YouTube platform and what I'm doing right now, bitch, I am the Johnny Cashie on the ground.
[59:14 - 59:31] I'm the motherfucker that everybody fucking hates on. I'm the dude that nobody can say him but they know that my shit bangs. My shit rocks every time. Every damn time.
[59:31 - 59:38] Yeah, I'm maybe doing shows out in my fucking bedroom. That may be true but honestly, I don't give a fuck.
[59:38 - 59:49] It ain't about where you do a show. It's about whether you do a show or not. It ain't about where you do it or how you do it. It's what you do when that matters.
[59:49 - 59:59] All that matters is I'm still doing a fucking show regardless of whether it's at a venue or whether it's right here from my own home studio. It don't fucking matter.
[59:59 - 60:13] A show is a goddamn show and every time I step up on here and I do my thing, I try to do my best to give you guys the best fucking show that you guys fucking deserve.
[61:33 - 61:42] Matter of fact, let's do something right quick.
[64:50 - 64:53] You know I had to take it back to some old school for you guys, man.
[64:53 - 64:59] And that right there was my very first song ever fucking recorded on this very
[64:59 - 65:02] phone right here 13 years ago.
[65:04 - 65:09] So to be able to say I still have that same phone all these years,
[65:09 - 65:11] it's fucking amazing.
[65:13 - 65:16] And in case you guys are wondering, yes, it still fucking works.
[65:45 - 65:49] And as you guys can tell, still the same wallpaper from that day too.
[65:49 - 65:50] Edward Edwards.
[65:51 - 65:54] Oh, shut up, Pandora, nobody gives a fuck about you.
[65:56 - 66:01] But for real though, man, same phone, same wallpaper I had from 13 years ago too.
[66:01 - 66:03] Ed and Winry, man.
[66:03 - 66:06] Yes, I'm a Full Metal Alchemist fan.
[66:06 - 66:13] Yes, I got Ed and Winry to represent me and my girl and hopefully our one today
[66:13 - 66:15] soon to be family.
[66:15 - 66:19] So yeah, I still got the same wallpaper from 13 fucking years ago.
[66:20 - 66:22] And yes, it still works.
[66:22 - 66:25] Do I have the same tune we have on there?
[66:25 - 66:30] Unfortunately, no, but I'm planning on getting them back on there,
[66:30 - 66:32] I'll tell you that much.
[66:57 - 67:05] Well, like I said though, man, everything I have, whether it be this old ass fucking broken down phone,
[67:05 - 67:08] oh, not really broken down, man, it works now.
[67:10 - 67:13] Still got the tape on there for me back in the day too.
[67:13 - 67:18] Yeah, still got that motherfucking tape on there from when I had to tape that bitch in.
[67:18 - 67:20] Shut right there, cuz this thing broke.
[67:20 - 67:22] I had to fucking tape that mug.
[67:22 - 67:27] So yeah, it's still kinda screwed.
[67:31 - 67:36] But I'm proud to say that I've still got this.
[67:36 - 67:38] And yeah, I'm still gonna use it.
[67:38 - 67:43] And yes, I'm gonna shoot music videos with this bitch here, I can probably show all that.
[67:43 - 67:49] But like I said, man, I've come up from nothing.
[67:49 - 67:52] Literally come up from nothing.
[67:55 - 68:01] I came from slipping out of the back of my mom's GMC gym with her and
[68:01 - 68:07] my older brother for a year straight to doing what I'm doing now.
[68:07 - 68:10] So I can honestly say I know what it's like to be the underdog.
[68:10 - 68:12] I know what it's like to have nothing.
[68:12 - 68:13] You know what I'm saying right now?
[68:13 - 68:18] I'm grateful as hell to everybody that has helped me get to this point.
[68:18 - 68:24] Whether it's sending me shit, like a brand new mic set up, all the dope ass gear.
[68:24 - 68:28] That's why whenever I open this shit and I open the fan mail,
[68:28 - 68:31] that's why shit like this right here, hold up.
[68:31 - 68:32] Let me show y'all something.
[68:44 - 68:51] That's why shit like this right here means everything to me.
[68:51 - 68:57] That's why letters like this mean a whole goddamn world to me.
[68:57 - 69:01] Shit like this is what keeps me motivated.
[69:10 - 69:16] Why do you think when it comes to getting signed, I'm not gonna have the fucking plaques on my goddamn wall.
[69:16 - 69:17] Hell not.
[69:17 - 69:19] You know what I'm gonna have out there?
[69:19 - 69:24] Shit like this, all the fan art, the fucking shit y'all send me.
[69:24 - 69:27] That's the shit that's going up on the goddamn walls.
[69:29 - 69:32] I can give a fuck about a platinum record.
[69:32 - 69:34] I can give a fuck about a Grammy.
[69:34 - 69:38] The shit that means more than anything is shit like this.
[69:38 - 69:44] And that's what's going up on the goddamn wall when I fucking make it.
[69:44 - 69:45] Cuz I know I'll make it.
[69:45 - 69:47] It's just a matter of goddamn time.
[69:53 - 70:01] Cuz let me say man, I would rather have the fan art and the fan letters and that shit y'all send me up on the walls.
[70:01 - 70:04] Cuz that shit is priceless to me.
[70:04 - 70:09] That shit means more to me than any amount of money in the fucking world.
[70:09 - 70:11] It really does.
[70:15 - 70:21] Why do you think I thank the fans so goddamn much for everything that I do?
[70:21 - 70:27] I thank the fans because the fans are what got me to this point.
[70:37 - 70:40] The fans are what got me here.
[70:40 - 70:45] All the real supporters are what got me to this point.
[70:45 - 70:55] And there's not a day that doesn't go by that I'm not grateful for every real fucking fan that truly supports what I do and supports my music and what I'm about.
[70:55 - 71:00] And it's not a day that doesn't go by over the last few weeks.
[71:00 - 71:08] That I'm not grateful to the real ones, the real fans and the friends that actually do support me and my girl being together, man.
[71:08 - 71:14] Y'all showing love and support for us means everything to me, man.
[71:14 - 71:17] That means everything to me and to her as well.
[71:17 - 71:22] Cuz as she said the other night, she's new to the community, man.
[71:22 - 71:26] She doesn't know who to trust, but I do.
[71:26 - 71:31] Which is why I'm hoping you guys, the real fans, not these little bitch ass trolls.
[71:31 - 71:41] I'm hoping you guys, the real fans like Dana, Motel, Wi-Fi, Manic Monday, AAA Gamer.
[71:41 - 71:49] I'm hoping you guys can show her the same love and respect and get her on the right track just like y'all did with me.
[71:49 - 71:54] My boy, fuck your shit. I hope you can help her out too, man.
[71:54 - 72:00] Because she doesn't deserve to be attacked. She didn't do anything.
[72:00 - 72:06] She's just a new member of the community that, you know, decided to be with me.
[72:06 - 72:09] And I'm cool with that. I appreciate that.
[72:15 - 72:25] So every time she comes up on here, man, I want you guys to show her the same love and respect that you guys show me every day.
[72:25 - 72:30] Cuz she works just as hard as I do every day.
[72:30 - 72:36] She works her ass off every day and busts her ass just as much as I do.
[72:36 - 72:56] Well, with that being said, y'all, just know that I had some brand new music dropping very soon.
[72:56 - 72:59] I have a brand new album really this soon.
[72:59 - 73:05] I know I said that I was gonna release it sooner, but given the things that went on, I had to hold back on it.
[73:05 - 73:10] And yes, I will be posting some brand new car content very soon for you guys.
[73:10 - 73:12] So be on the lookout for that.
[73:12 - 73:17] Let's get to that thousand subs, man. Let's hit that thousand sub mark, bro.
[73:17 - 73:22] Cuz once we hit that thousand sub mark, it's payday, man.
[73:22 - 73:26] And we got this. So let's hit that thousand sub mark, man.
[73:26 - 73:32] Let's get the fuck up there so that I can get those sponsorships, so that I can get those record deals.
[73:32 - 73:36] And I can start making a living for myself and for my girl.
[73:36 - 73:41] And so I can provide even better content for you guys.
[73:41 - 73:46] I fucking love you guys and I'll see you guys in the next fucking live, y'all.
[73:46 - 73:49] Also, I hear in about an hour or so, be fucking ready.
[73:49 - 73:54] Cuz I am gonna be showcasing the brand new Porsche that just dropped in the Forza.
[73:54 - 73:59] So yeah, I will be showcasing a brand new car, brand new stuff for you guys.
[73:59 - 74:02] It's gonna be lit, it's gonna be dope, it's gonna be fun.
[74:02 - 74:05] So be ready for that shit. It's gonna be awesome.
[74:05 - 74:08] But with that being said, man, I fucking love you guys.
[74:08 - 74:11] Shout out to the guys on Forza that I'm always ripping it with.
[74:11 - 74:14] I fucking love you guys.
[74:14 - 74:20] And if you aren't new to the channel, don't forget to hit that like, that subscribe and that notification button all down below, man.
[74:20 - 74:21] I fucking love you guys.
[74:21 - 74:25] And to all my drifters, man, stay sideways, keep those tires turning, man.
[74:25 - 74:29] Keep on ripping them gears and touching that angle, man.
[74:29 - 74:30] Straight the fuck up.
[74:30 - 74:40] And to all the fans of my music, man, or any fan in general, just remember, man.
[74:40 - 74:46] Stay humble, stay positive, and don't let anybody throw in that shit at you, man.
[74:47 - 74:55] And with that being said, on behalf of not only myself, but my wonderful, amazing girlfriend,
[74:55 - 75:01] I just want to say thank you guys for supporting me, supporting what I do.
[75:01 - 75:09] But most importantly, thank you guys for being so supportive of me and her and wanting to see us make it, man.
[75:09 - 75:13] That means so much more than you guys know. It really does.
[75:14 - 75:18] And on behalf of the both of us, man, I want to say thank you guys.
[75:18 - 75:22] You guys are fucking amazing. We love you guys. You guys are awesome.
[75:22 - 75:28] And with that being said, I got to get ready, man. I got to get my fucking setup rolling.
[75:28 - 75:34] So I'll catch you guys in just a little bit in about an hour or so.
[75:34 - 75:41] I'm going to sit down, chill, catch up on some anime or whatever right quick, catch up on a few YouTubers,
[75:41 - 75:46] and then here in about an hour or so, I'm going to set up, and we're going to check out that brand new Porsche.
[75:46 - 75:53] It's super dope. I've not checked it out yet. So it's going to be fun, man. I can't wait.
[75:53 - 75:57] So I'll catch you guys in the next vlog, man.
[75:57 - 76:01] Fucking love you guys. I'll catch you guys later, man. Peace.
2021-4-10 UR NOT GONNA GET YOUR WAY MARTY

2021-4-10 UR NOT GONNA GET YOUR WAY MARTY

[0:00 - 0:11] What up y'all?
[0:11 - 0:27] First off I want to speak on something.
[0:27 - 0:35] To all the fans out there that think that my girlfriend isn't real, is she actually
[0:35 - 0:38] is real okay?
[0:38 - 0:42] I FaceTime with her all the time, she's not using me.
[0:42 - 0:45] She genuinely does care about me alright?
[0:45 - 0:52] So y'all can quit that shit right the fuck now.
[0:52 - 1:07] But the real issue at hand here is once again MusicBitchMarty trying to start trouble.
[1:07 - 1:10] What am I going to do with you Marty?
[1:10 - 1:17] What am I going to do with you?
[1:17 - 1:24] I have clear evidence of you blackmailing me a few minutes ago.
[1:24 - 1:33] I want to say right now Marty something you need to learn, you can't always have your
[1:33 - 1:35] way in life.
[1:35 - 1:41] See you want me to end it one way, you want to end all this a certain way but the truth
[1:41 - 1:47] is we're not ending it your way this time.
[1:47 - 1:57] It ended last night, the war is over, give it up, I'm not going to let you blackmail
[1:57 - 2:03] me or my girlfriend, I'm not afraid of you.
[2:03 - 2:10] You might, I know what you're thinking, oh I'm afraid because I'm not going to come
[2:10 - 2:16] out there and confront you, I'm sorry I'm not going to confront a fucking idiot like
[2:16 - 2:19] you.
[2:19 - 2:27] You're just mad that my girlfriend put you in your place twice, she put you in your place
[2:27 - 2:32] twice in a row and you can't handle it.
[2:32 - 2:38] You're mad, you're upset, you're butthurt.
[2:38 - 2:44] You're butthurt at the fact that my girlfriend shut your ass up and put you in your fucking
[2:44 - 2:47] place twice in a row.
[2:47 - 2:52] Oh Marty don't think I'm not going to show her the screenshots where you tried blackmailing
[2:52 - 2:58] me because I am and she's going to show her through balls and your ass is going to be
[2:58 - 3:06] screwed.
[3:06 - 3:19] So Marty, give it up dude, this drama shit's old bro, give it up, it's old news man, grow
[3:19 - 3:27] up, move on with your life like I've done, like me and my girlfriend have done, we've
[3:27 - 3:39] moved on with our lives, me and her have moved on to better things.
[3:39 - 3:45] So Marty, you're not going to win this time, you can make all the videos you want, say
[3:45 - 3:55] whatever you want, but what you say doesn't affect me and it doesn't affect her.
[3:55 - 3:58] You need to give it up.
[3:58 - 4:04] You only want to end things on your terms because that's how you want them.
[4:04 - 4:09] But the truth is Marty, you're not getting your way this time.
[4:09 - 4:16] I've bowed down to your evil wicked ways for the last seven years.
[4:16 - 4:20] I'm not doing it anymore kid.
[4:20 - 4:30] You need to quit, you need to seriously quit this childish bullshit and grow up dude, for
[4:30 - 4:50] real, grow up, stop acting like a childish whiny brat and grow up, for real, quit this
[4:50 - 5:08] shit Marty.
[5:08 - 5:17] Like I find it funny how my girlfriend straight up puts you in your place and your butt hurt
[5:17 - 5:20] over it.
[5:20 - 5:26] Your butt hurt at the fact that you got put in your fucking place where you belong dude.
[5:26 - 5:30] Your butt hurt over that.
[5:30 - 5:34] You need to grow up, you need to move on.
[5:34 - 5:39] I've moved on with my life, hell I'm happy with my life.
[5:39 - 5:45] I got an amazing girlfriend who loves me to death, who actually treats me right and
[5:45 - 5:53] is about games, and doesn't care about my past, which she has told you.
[5:53 - 5:59] She has told you time and time again, she does not care about my past.
[5:59 - 6:02] She does not care what I did in my past.
[6:02 - 6:08] We all have a past Marty, we all have done stupid things.
[6:08 - 6:14] She even said on your panel, she's done things that she's not proud of.
[6:14 - 6:21] I've done things that I'm not proud of, okay.
[6:21 - 6:29] And all of it, some of those things were very bad things, but the point being Marty, we
[6:29 - 6:33] all have a past.
[6:33 - 6:38] We've all done things that we're not proud of, but that doesn't mean that we should
[6:38 - 6:41] be held down by them.
[6:41 - 6:45] That doesn't mean that we should be held back by them.
[6:45 - 6:49] And the only reason why you're going after my girlfriend is because you're not getting
[6:49 - 6:57] your way, because I refuse to come up on your panel and do things how you want them.
[6:57 - 7:03] As I told you Marty, I've disconnected myself from your community.
[7:03 - 7:15] I am no longer part of your community, I am my own person, my own man.
[7:15 - 7:27] I want nothing more to do with your community Marty, and trust me when I say, word will
[7:27 - 7:30] get out about you blackmailing me.
[7:30 - 7:41] I can guarantee you that word will get out and you will be stopped.
[7:41 - 7:49] It might not be by me, but as long as you're taken care of and you're stopped, that's
[7:49 - 7:52] all that matters.
[7:52 - 8:01] Now Marty, I don't want to have to repeat the past, okay?
[8:01 - 8:07] I don't want to have to repeat going down the same road that I once went down.
[8:07 - 8:12] I don't want to go down that road of coming at you again.
[8:12 - 8:22] I think you and I both know what would happen if you continued this.
[8:22 - 8:31] So Marty, this is your warning, stop before things get ugly for you.
[8:31 - 8:34] Let it go and move on Marty.
[8:34 - 8:42] I am no longer part of your community, and I want nothing more to do with your community.
2021-4-10 i Owe my Life to my girlfriend

2021-4-10 i Owe my Life to my girlfriend

[0:00 - 0:10] [Laughter]
[0:10 - 0:12] What's up, everybody?
[0:38 - 0:45] I just want to say
[0:45 - 0:55] First off, to my wonderful, amazing girlfriend
[0:55 - 0:59] Shower is sunshine
[0:59 - 1:06] Thank you for saving my life
[1:06 - 1:14] I grant all my life to you sweetheart
[1:14 - 1:19] If you guys don't know what happened
[1:19 - 1:22] Let me explain
[1:22 - 1:24] A little bit ago
[1:24 - 1:28] Me and Strawberry were on Marty's stream
[1:28 - 1:40] And he bullied me to the point to where I had attempted to take my own life online
[1:40 - 1:46] Because I had been dealing with this for so many years
[1:46 - 1:52] And I finally hit my breaking point
[1:53 - 2:03] I finally hit my breaking point last night
[2:03 - 2:06] Or a little bit ago
[2:19 - 2:25] And it doesn't matter what it was
[2:25 - 2:35] The point is, I attempted to end my life because of Marty and what he has been doing to me
[2:35 - 2:44] And I know some of you see this as "hahaha, it's a joke, it's funny but really it's not a fucking joke"
[2:44 - 2:50] And it's not funny and it's not okay to laugh about something like that
[2:50 - 2:54] It's really not
[2:54 - 3:08] Laughing at somebody wanting to end their own life is never okay
[3:08 - 3:13] It's never funny and it's not okay
[3:13 - 3:19] And if any of you at all support or back up what Marty was doing
[3:19 - 3:28] Or what he does from this point on, you're sickening ahead
[3:28 - 3:34] And you deserve to be in jail just as much as he does
[3:34 - 3:41] It doesn't matter what I did
[3:41 - 3:48] It doesn't matter what I've done in the past
[3:48 - 4:01] What matters is that I've tried to take my own life because of Marty and what he has done
[4:01 - 4:15] And it's not right
[4:15 - 4:23] That you guys sit here and laugh like it's funny
[4:23 - 4:28] Whether it's with a pen, a knife, whatever, it doesn't matter
[4:28 - 4:34] Point is suicide is suicide
[4:34 - 4:42] It doesn't matter what you use
[4:42 - 4:52] It really and truly does not fucking matter what you use
[4:52 - 5:03] You're talking to somebody that has survived several suicide attempts, so trust me, I know
[5:03 - 5:10] And I had sought help, I have gotten help before
[5:10 - 5:24] But Marty tonight pushed me to my breaking point so bad to where I tried to end my life
[5:24 - 5:35] Not because I was trying to be a coward but because of the bullying that he has done to me for so long
[5:35 - 5:47] And I know people like Tangerine Cat won't understand this and are going to sit there and laugh
[5:47 - 5:56] But if you support Marty at all in any way, you're just as guilty and just as bad as he is
[5:56 - 6:09] If not worse, I sat there and watched some of you in the comments laughing at me as I was on the edge
[6:09 - 6:22] I saw a lot of you in there laughing at me when I truly wanted to die
[6:22 - 6:28] When I truly wanted to end my life
[6:28 - 6:38] And I make you just as guilty as he is
[6:38 - 6:46] Because if you support Marty, you're supporting suicide
[6:46 - 6:55] If you support Marty, you support bullying, you support hatred
[6:55 - 7:09] If you support Marty, you're not a human fucking being at all, you're a sick twisted freak
[7:09 - 7:20] The only reason I'm alive right now is because of my girlfriend
[7:20 - 7:33] And I feel so bad because she had to witness me almost take my own life
[7:33 - 7:45] My own mother was in the background watching
[7:45 - 8:13] And if you've never been on the edge of suicide, you don't understand what it's like to get put through what I got put through
[8:13 - 8:26] And as I said, whether it was with a knife or pen or whatever the item may have been, it doesn't fucking matter
[8:26 - 8:39] Suicide is suicide at the end of the day
[8:39 - 8:46] At the end of the day, suicide is suicide
[8:46 - 9:15] There's no two ways about it
[9:15 - 9:24] And if you guys have never been on the edge of suicide, you don't understand the feeling
[9:24 - 9:51] If you've never been in the position that I was in just a little bit ago, you won't understand what it's like to be on the edge like I was
[9:51 - 9:55] You don't understand what was going through my mind
[9:55 - 10:03] When Marty was sitting there ridiculing me, attacking me
[10:03 - 10:28] You don't understand what it's like to wake up every day, every day knowing that you're going to be attacked, knowing that you're going to be bullied in some way
[10:28 - 10:35] Anymore, the only good thing worth waking up to is my girlfriend
[10:35 - 10:47] She's what gets me out of bed, she's what pushes me to be the best that I can be
[10:47 - 11:03] She's what motivates me
[11:03 - 11:26] I'm going to tell you, if it wasn't for her stepping in and helping me, if it wasn't for her stepping in, I wouldn't be here right now
[11:26 - 11:44] If it wasn't for her begging and pleading with me, I wouldn't be here
[11:44 - 11:57] I owe my life to my girlfriend, and without her, I wouldn't be here right now
[11:57 - 12:02] Without her, I would be dead right now
[12:02 - 12:13] If I didn't have her, I would be dead, I would not be alive right now
[12:13 - 12:42] Because if not with the pain, I would have found a way to end my own life
[12:42 - 12:51] And Tandray Cat, I know you're sitting there laughing, I know you are
[12:51 - 12:59] But let me tell you right now, you're doing that because you don't know what it's like to be on the edge
[12:59 - 13:11] If you've never thought it was suicide, if you've never been on the edge, you could never possibly understand what it's like to be there
[13:11 - 13:22] To feel like the whole world's against you, and that you just want to leave it behind
[13:22 - 13:26] And be at peace
[13:26 - 13:36] To feel like the only way out is to end your own life
[13:36 - 13:40] That's the place that I was in
[13:40 - 13:50] I truly felt like I had no way out except to take my own life
[13:50 - 14:10] Because I had dealt with being bullied for seven years
[14:10 - 14:35] Being mobbed, being catfished in Y2 every day
[14:36 - 14:45] I felt like I had no way out
[14:46 - 15:14] I hope you guys see now
[15:14 - 15:24] What it is that I got picked up
[15:24 - 15:33] I hope you see now just how evil Marty is
[15:33 - 15:46] Why do you think I reach out for help every day
[15:46 - 15:53] Why do you think I wake up miserable, scared
[15:53 - 16:08] Why do you think I'm always living in fear as because I am
[16:08 - 16:28] And I just wanted to stop
[16:28 - 16:39] No, he's not cool. He's a sick and evil person. How could you even begin to say that?
[16:39 - 16:55] How could you begin to say that he's a cool person when he almost made me end my life?
[16:55 - 17:16] If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in this position
[17:16 - 17:25] So Tim, you can take your comment, shove it up your ass, and go the fuck to hell
[17:25 - 17:32] Because obviously you don't have compassion and you don't understand
[17:32 - 17:41] Despite what Marty says, I did not start any of this
[17:41 - 17:47] And I did not do anything to him
[17:47 - 17:55] So Tangerine Cat, I hope you rot in hell just like he will
[17:55 - 18:02] I hope you rot in hell, you fucking bitch
[18:02 - 18:07] I hope you rot in fucking hell
[18:07 - 18:11] If you support Marty, you're supporting a monster
[18:11 - 18:23] And if you support Marty, you're supporting suicide
[18:23 - 18:31] And just know that when you die, Tangerine, you're not gonna go to heaven
[18:31 - 19:00] You're gonna go to fucking hell for what you've done
[19:00 - 19:22] Well, let me put this in your head, Tangerine
[19:22 - 19:28] Let me teach you a little lesson that I've had to learn a long time ago
[19:28 - 19:34] Sometimes the realest things in the world are the things that we can't see
[19:34 - 19:46] Sometimes the realest things in the world are the things that are not seen by human eyes
[19:46 - 19:57] Prove me fucking wrong, prove me wrong
[19:57 - 20:03] Because I promise you there's no way you can
[20:03 - 20:09] The most realest things in the world are the things that we can't see
[20:09 - 20:19] I want you to prove me wrong
[20:19 - 20:48] I want you to know that I love you so much
[20:48 - 20:54] And I'm so grateful to you
[20:54 - 20:58] And thank you for saving my life
[20:58 - 21:21] I owe you everything I owe you my life
[21:21 - 21:29] But like I said, to anybody that supports Marty at all
[21:29 - 21:33] I promise you I will find you and I will block you
[21:33 - 21:37] You will not be allowed on this channel
[21:37 - 22:06] And I promise you I will not be allowed on this channel
[22:06 - 22:11] But for those of you that have reached out to me in pure concern
[22:11 - 22:15] Messaging me up, asking me if I'm alright
[22:15 - 22:20] I just want to say thank you
[22:20 - 22:27] For those of you that did actually reach out to me and asked about the raid
[22:27 - 22:31] I just want to take them home and say thank you guys
[22:31 - 22:41] For the most important way, I want to say thank you to my girlfriend who saved my life
[22:41 - 22:54] I know I say it a lot stronger, but I really cannot put in the words to say just how much you mean to me and how much I love you
[22:54 - 23:04] I really can't, I wish I could, but I can't
[23:04 - 23:16] The words to say how much I love you and how much you mean to me have not even been invented yet
[23:16 - 23:23] I can honestly say that you're the best thing that ever happened to me
[23:23 - 23:28] And I want you to know that I love you so much
[23:28 - 23:36] So much more than you know
[23:36 - 23:49] There's no one in the world that I'm proud to be within you
[23:49 - 23:59] But if anyone would like to help bring down Marty, please do so
[23:59 - 24:10] Because this has got to stop because next time, I don't know if I'm going to make it
[24:10 - 24:16] Next time he does this, I don't know if I'm going to be able to make it
[24:16 - 24:33] But it's going to stop a little
[24:33 - 24:42] For good
[24:42 - 24:54] I love you guys so much
[24:54 - 25:04] And to my wonderful amazing girlfriend, Charley, I want to say that I love you babes so much
[25:04 - 25:08] And thank you for saving my life
[25:09 - 25:23] Thank you for watching!
2021-4-13 Public Apology 2

2021-4-13 Public Apology 2

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up theology boy? I do want to speak on something real quick. This isn't going
[0:16 - 0:24] to be a very long video at all. I am going to speak my piece and actually apologize to
[0:24 - 0:38] somebody I did not realize I was wrong about. As you guys know or are well aware of, somebody
[0:38 - 0:54] from Marty's community came into my girlfriend's gaming Twitch last night and attacked a 14
[0:54 - 1:01] year old child who has been watching her livestreams for a while. Now as you guys are well aware,
[1:01 - 1:05] she doesn't just do only fans and shit like she does other stuff too. She actually has
[1:05 - 1:12] a really cool Twitch stream for gaming and stuff. And don't worry, yes, she wears clothes.
[1:12 - 1:17] I have seen a few of her streams. Matter of fact, I did tune into the one that she was
[1:17 - 1:33] talking about and somebody did in fact attack a 14 year old from Marty's community. And
[1:33 - 1:45] to Marty, I do want to say that I am genuinely 100% sorry for thinking that it was you that
[1:45 - 1:52] you did this. I was unaware that it was not you. All I can say, like I said when I spoke
[1:52 - 2:02] to you on the phone, that when I was told this, I thought that it was possible you because
[2:02 - 2:08] I know how you like to do sometimes. Just saying. Don't hate me for it. I know how
[2:08 - 2:18] you like to get sometimes you like to be sneaky. But I do genuinely apologize to you 100%
[2:18 - 2:27] for you know, attacking you like I did. As I said, to the now to the person that did
[2:27 - 2:33] do it. To the person that did do it from that came from Marty's community, whoever
[2:33 - 2:40] that person is, I don't know who you are. Or if you're even from Marty's community
[2:40 - 2:48] and you're claiming to be a part of his community, I don't know. But to that person that did
[2:48 - 2:56] that, I do genuinely hope that you're ashamed of yourself. Because a 14 year old child
[2:56 - 3:03] does not deserve to be attacked like that is a freaking kid for God's sakes. A freaking
[3:03 - 3:27] kid. But to Marty, I do 110% apologize to you. Marty, I'm sorry, Marty, but CIO, get
[3:27 - 3:38] out of here with that crap. But Marty, I'll be honest with you, man. I do want to end
[3:38 - 3:45] all this tonight. Now, if you guys don't know the conditions tonight, I'm gonna go
[3:45 - 3:52] up on Marty's panel. And I am going to publicly apologize to him for everything that I have
[3:52 - 3:58] done to him. Because I like I said, I did just speak with him. And also to Marty, I
[3:58 - 4:06] do want to say that I do apologize. And I was wrong in leaking out your info. Now,
[4:06 - 4:14] as a show of faith, as a show of faith to you, Marty, as a pure genuine show of faith
[4:14 - 4:21] to you, and you keeping our deal, I am going to delete that video. I am going to delete
[4:21 - 4:26] that stream where I put your info out there. Now, like I said, I was unaware that it went
[4:26 - 4:33] through before the chat got cut. If you guys didn't notice that stream got taken down for
[4:33 - 4:38] whatever real thing and taken down, I just got you know, I got disbanded. Now I am going
[4:38 - 4:43] to check and see if that stream is up there. But in a show of good faith, if it is still
[4:43 - 4:48] up there, Marty, I am going to take it down. I promise you that I am going to take it
[4:48 - 4:57] down. Now, if you guys don't know the conditions, here are the conditions of what's going to
[4:57 - 5:03] happen. Tonight, when I go on the Marty stream, it's just going to be me and him. Nobody
[5:03 - 5:07] else is going to be on there. It's going to be me and him one on one for about 10
[5:07 - 5:14] to 15 minutes. And I am going to publicly apologize to him for the stuff that I've
[5:14 - 5:20] done to him and he's going to do the same. Now, I will admit, I was wrong in what I
[5:20 - 5:31] did to you, Marty. A lot of the stuff I did kind of out of hand. And that is true, man.
[5:31 - 5:43] You can't unring a bell. That is very, very true. But as I said, Marty, I am genuinely
[5:43 - 5:53] sorry for the stuff that I did. And like I told you earlier, man, I want us to be civilized
[5:53 - 5:59] about this. No taking shots at each other. No going after each other or bringing other
[5:59 - 6:07] people into this. Let's settle this like civilized adults. Because Marty, you're a
[6:07 - 6:14] businessman. I'm a businessman. We both have a very good mindset. We're both civilized
[6:14 - 6:22] and sophisticated adults. Let's settle it as such. Me and you. Nobody else on the panel.
[6:22 - 6:29] We're not going to bring anybody into it. It's just going to be me and you apologizing
[6:29 - 6:40] to each other and putting this aside once and for all. Okay. And yes, it is. It's just
[6:40 - 6:46] going to be me and me and him up on the stream. Nobody else is going to be on there. It's
[6:46 - 7:07] just going to be me and him. And Marty, like I said, dude, I am going to genuinely apologize
[7:07 - 7:15] to you. And on a side note, if you guys are unaware, this is just on a side note here,
[7:15 - 7:22] I am going to be uploading some really cool footage. I actually did a Forza Horizon 4
[7:22 - 7:36] video, a little video that I am going to try to upload. Because like I said, I do want
[7:36 - 7:45] to move on my life and Marty wants to move on his apparently. So we are going to settle
[7:45 - 7:51] things tonight and from here on out, we're going to go our separate ways. After tonight,
[7:51 - 7:58] he's not going to go after me. I'm not going to go after him. We're going to settle this
[7:58 - 8:05] once and for all, like civilized adults, once and for all and hopefully we can move past
[8:05 - 8:18] this. I've heard of some mule cats, dude. I've never actually used it though. I've heard
[8:18 - 8:39] of it though. Let me see if I have this in the right folder. There we go. It's encoding
[8:39 - 8:45] the video right now. Sorry, I'm actually exporting the video right now. If you guys don't know
[8:45 - 8:51] what I use to edit my videos, I actually use Adobe Premiere Pro. That's the stuff that
[8:51 - 8:57] I use. Well, sometimes I use PowerDirector when it actually works. But when I'm on my
[8:57 - 9:03] PC or I'm filming game footage, I always, always, always, always use Adobe Premiere
[9:03 - 9:10] Pro. If you're unaware, you guys can get it for a very good price. I was fortunate
[9:10 - 9:15] enough to have a friend buy it for me. So, a shout out to my little brother Marcus for
[9:15 - 9:18] actually hooking me up with it for free, man. I fucking love it.
[9:18 - 9:47] Yeah, see, I don't like to do that. Believe it or not, I actually did pay my best friend
[9:47 - 9:53] Marcus for it. Even though he didn't want me to, I actually did pay him the amount to
[9:53 - 9:59] purchase it. So, shout out to my little brother Marcus for actually sending me the USB, which
[9:59 - 10:04] I have laying around here somewhere. Not sure where it's at though, but I have it
[10:04 - 10:10] laying around here somewhere. But I did, in fact, in, oh, damn. This thing's going
[10:10 - 10:15] to take an hour and 47 minutes. God damn. That's a long ass time. Fucking freaking
[10:15 - 10:21] an hour and 47 minutes. Jesus Christ. So, probably sometime by tonight, you guys will
[10:21 - 10:31] get to see the footage. Shit. And it is currently, God damn. Yeah, you guys are, it's going
[10:31 - 10:38] to be way later tonight before you guys get the footage. I may even upload it tomorrow.
[10:38 - 10:49] I don't know yet. But that being said aside, like I said to Marty, I am genuinely sorry.
[10:49 - 10:56] And hopefully after tonight, we can both move on with our lives and we don't have to
[10:56 - 11:03] be going after each other anymore. And don't mind me, I'm sitting here fucking with my
[11:03 - 11:09] damn fidget spinner. Shout out to the fan that sent this to, I fucking love this thing.
[11:09 - 11:17] It's pretty. Oh, yeah, that was, that was my fucking, sorry if I heard your guys' ears
[11:17 - 11:23] on that. I do apologize. But it does make a pretty good fan though. Not going to lie,
[11:23 - 11:30] it makes a pretty good fan. All I need is a freaking motor for it. It's not much of
[11:30 - 11:47] a fan, but it makes a good one. Honestly, I think she'll be happy about it. I really
[11:47 - 11:55] do. I think she'll be happy about this truce and that things can finally move on. Because
[11:55 - 12:02] as I said, I would like to move on with my life and move on with, you know, my career.
[12:02 - 12:16] Now if you guys are unaware, now if you guys are unaware, I actually will be going down
[12:16 - 12:25] there to Cali hopefully sometime soon and I will actually be getting into doing cosplay.
[12:25 - 12:32] So that'll be pretty fun. I get to go down, hang out with my girl, have a good time, relax,
[12:32 - 12:39] chill, spend time with my girl. And yes, when I do go down there, I will be live streaming
[12:39 - 12:49] and showing you guys that yes, I am down there. So that'll be fun. Fucking the ARJ man, keep
[12:49 - 12:57] don't mind out the gutter, bro. Although you're not wrong, although you are not wrong, keep
[12:57 - 13:04] don't mind out the gutter. Oh, wait, which will you talk about Jeff Hardy's willow that
[13:04 - 13:21] would actually be dope. Not gonna lie, dressing up as Jeff Hardy's willow would be sick. But
[13:21 - 13:30] believe it or not, dude, I actually have been looking into some wigs. I actually have been
[13:30 - 13:34] looking into some waves for some cosplays and stuff like that for some OC characters
[13:34 - 13:44] and shit, which I'm super stoked about. And in case you guys are wondering, when I upload
[13:44 - 13:54] this video, fucking bro, afro bro, yes, I can actually do fucking out what's his name.
[13:54 - 14:01] Oh, fuck, gearless Joe from Megalobox. Yes, good idea. That is actually a good ass idea,
[14:01 - 14:12] bro. For real. If you guys have not seen Megalobox, go do it. It's fucking dope. Fucking afro
[14:12 - 14:25] samurai, fucking Megalobox. Yes, good thinking, bro. Pennywise, nah, I cannot say I don't
[14:25 - 14:32] do a very good Pennywise voice. So that would probably be out of the question. Because I
[14:32 - 14:40] suck at doing Pennywise. I do have a friend that can actually do his voice. So it's kind
[14:40 - 14:46] of creepy. And it actually shocks me that they didn't frigging cast him as Pennywise
[14:46 - 15:05] for real. Yep, I see your comment, Doug. Well, hopefully it goes smooth. Don't ask. Fucking
[15:05 - 15:21] hell, man. But don't ask. I'm being bored as fuck while I talk to y'all. Well, I got
[15:21 - 15:29] said, man, to Marty, you know, I really am sorry, dude. I would like to, you know, put
[15:29 - 15:39] an end to all this. You know, once and for all, and tonight, that will hopefully happen.
[15:39 - 15:44] Manic, I will call you here in just a little bit about that. I will call you here in a
[15:44 - 16:03] few minutes about that shit. I know you, you got some good ass ideas. But you know, hopefully,
[16:03 - 16:13] you know, things will end for good tonight. Because like I said, man, I just want to create
[16:13 - 16:18] good content for you guys. That's all I want to do is just make good content for you guys.
[16:18 - 16:28] Who knows? I may even do some fidget spinner tricks. Ah, usually I can do this. Let's
[16:28 - 16:38] see if I can nail this shit. Hold up. Where's the balancing side? There it is. Ah, fuck.
[16:38 - 16:48] Maybe I can get this thing to spin in my hand. There we go. Right there. There we go. Not
[16:48 - 16:58] that one, but it works. I'm still learning though. I'm still learning how to do tricks
[16:58 - 17:14] with this. Not that good yet, but I'm still, I'm learning. But uh, like I said, hopefully
[17:14 - 17:18] all this ends tonight. I'm excited for this to be over with. I really am. I'm excited
[17:18 - 17:28] for this to finally be done. And yeah, I'm not, believe it or not, dude, I'm not a big
[17:28 - 17:34] fan of horse racing. Never really have been. The only reason I do it on GTA 5 is to gain
[17:34 - 17:40] a lot of cash. So like, that's kind of like a side thing that I do on GTA, but mostly
[17:40 - 17:44] I do the car missions like the import X4 car missions. That's how I make my money
[17:44 - 17:52] on there is the import X4 car missions. Now speaking, speaking on GTA 5, if any of you
[17:52 - 18:02] guys do have GTA 5, there is a trick that I can actually give you guys. There actually
[18:02 - 18:10] is a, um, a trick that I can give you guys to help you guys make money on GTA 5 as something
[18:10 - 18:15] that I've actually learned. Um, not a lot of people know about this either. When you
[18:15 - 18:19] do the import X, like when you get enough money and you do the import X4 missions for
[18:19 - 18:27] cars, this is what you do. You do the highest paying one and you do that for basically
[18:27 - 18:35] you have to get all high end cars, all high end cars. Um, you take and you do those imports
[18:35 - 18:42] and exports for as much as you can. The highest amount for basically the top ranked one and
[18:42 - 18:46] you do that about 10 or 12 times. You guarantee within a couple hours, you'll have a couple
[18:46 - 18:52] million. Like that's how I got all the cars that I got on there. And yes, I did get the
[18:52 - 19:00] brand new, um, not that the classy, uh, fucking, um, the Dinka, the brand new Dinka that dropped
[19:00 - 19:06] the drift Dinka. I did get my hands on that. Fucking love it. Super dope. I'm not too
[19:06 - 19:11] big on the, uh, the brand new tow truck thing though. I think it's kind of weird. I'm not
[19:11 - 19:19] a fan of that very much. I mean, it's cool, but I'm just like, Oh, favorite food. That
[19:19 - 19:31] is a fucking loaded question. That is a loaded question. Oh man, I would have to say either
[19:31 - 19:39] traditional Japanese food or I know it's going to sound biased, but it's a tossup between
[19:39 - 19:46] traditional Japanese food or my mom's home made pizza. My mom's home made pizza is fucking
[19:46 - 19:52] banging, dude. Not gonna lie. I can't lie. It's a tossup between the two. I can't choose.
[19:52 - 19:58] I'm just saying now when it comes to fast food, Mickey D's straight to fuck up. Mickey
[19:58 - 20:10] D's is the shit. And if you hate Mickey D's and fuck you, not just kidding. Yo, McDonald's
[20:10 - 20:23] is the shit, bro. I fucking love McDonald's man. But now for real though, guys, um, tonight
[20:23 - 20:31] it is finally going to be over. I'm excited. And like I said to the person that did go
[20:31 - 20:39] after my girlfriend's fan base and did go after that 14 year old kid in her strain
[20:39 - 20:44] on her Twitch, I do hope and pray to God that you know that what you did is screwed
[20:44 - 21:06] up for real. Like I do hope that that person does get justice brought to them because
[21:06 - 21:15] that was not cool. Just sit there and go after some after a 14 year old kid, a 14 year old
[21:15 - 21:32] kid and then claim to be from somebody's community like bro, come on. Like that's
[21:32 - 21:52] childish man. Not to mention wrong on every freaking level. Oh, and on a side note, on
[21:52 - 21:58] a side note, I don't know how many of you guys play, but if you guys to play Ridge
[21:58 - 22:05] Shadow Legends, hit me up and let me fucking know. Let's get it in. I do play Raid Shadow
[22:05 - 22:14] Legends. So if you guys do play, hit me up and let me know, man. Let's get it in, man.
[22:14 - 22:26] I play on both my PC here and on this. Let's get it.
[22:26 - 22:34] So far I've got, I think like six rare legends or some shit. I got like six legendaries
[22:34 - 22:44] and like four to five rare legends. No, they're not, but I'm just putting this out there.
[22:44 - 22:49] If you guys do play, hit me up and let me know. Now I do have a bit of a treat for
[22:49 - 22:54] you guys. If you guys do play League of Legends and I know some of you guys do, I know I
[22:54 - 23:06] play it. My girl is actually getting her own character in the game. Don't care. But if
[23:06 - 23:11] you guys don't know, my girl is actually getting her own character made after her
[23:11 - 23:18] in League of Legends. Yes, I have seen what it looks like. No, I can't show you guys,
[23:18 - 23:25] but just know that it is dropping and it is going to be late. Yo, ref. No, you're not.
[23:25 - 23:36] Oh, hold up. Yo, hold up. Hold up. We got a new legend here. Hold up. Hey, darkness.
[23:36 - 23:49] Hold up. Oh, yo, hold up, bro. I got dark elf sniper. Fuck yeah, dude. Fucking a dude.
[23:49 - 23:53] How many of y'all mugs got that little beast right there, man? How many of y'all mugs can
[23:53 - 24:06] you say y'all got a badass like that? Come on, man. Thanks, dude. Sorry, Brendan. Can't
[24:06 - 24:12] do that right now. I'm going to try to summon another one, though. Oh, damn, I have to hit
[24:12 - 24:19] the X. Fuck. Don't have enough. It's all good. But like I said, though, man, be on
[24:19 - 24:24] the lookout for my girl's brand new champion in the League of Legends, which I will be
[24:24 - 24:30] using. Yes, I do play League. I absolutely love it. So huge, huge, huge props to my
[24:30 - 24:45] girl, man. Huge props to my girl on the brand new character dropping in League of Legends.
[24:45 - 24:51] I don't know when it's dropping, but just know that it is dropping in. I'm super excited.
[24:51 - 24:57] As I said, I have seen what the character looks like. I can honestly say I'm ecstatic.
[24:57 - 25:03] I love the look of it. It's going to be fire. I can promise you guys if you guys play League,
[25:03 - 25:11] it is going to be dope. Wanna be playing forza? Good question. I might, I might not. I do
[25:11 - 25:15] have a video being rendered right now, as y'all can tell, because my computer's slow
[25:15 - 25:30] as shit. I need to get a new one, but I do have a video rendering right now. Hey, Wiccan,
[25:30 - 25:42] why don't you cut the trolling, man? For real. Cut the trolling out. But I do actually play
[25:42 - 25:53] forza, man. For real. Like, in matter of fact, if you want my gamer tag, here you go. If
[25:53 - 26:00] y'all want to hop on forza or do internal or whatever you guys want to hop on, man,
[26:00 - 26:04] let's throw it down, dude. I'm always down to kicking with the fans and getting with
[26:04 - 26:12] the fans, bro, for real. Whether that be GTA 5. I do actually have the brand new Outriders
[26:12 - 26:24] game. If you don't have Outriders, grab it. It's dope. Ooh, yes. Paladins is my shit.
[26:24 - 26:30] Yes. I fucked some Paladins, bro. I fucked some Paladins. Hell yes. Let's get it. I'm
[26:30 - 26:39] game, bro. You're on. Ooh, why are you playing UFC? Maybe. I don't know. I'm still learning
[26:39 - 26:44] that game a bit. I'm still kind of working my way on how to get better with that, but
[26:44 - 26:55] I will be. After each K, yo, what is this? Nice. Dude, I actually just leveled up to
[26:55 - 27:03] 18, and my guy is the... My character's the one that does the fire tornado and shit.
[27:03 - 27:10] That guy. Not the computer one, but the dude that does the pyrotechnic shit. That's the
[27:10 - 27:24] one I have. Fucking love that character. Fucking dope, dude. Yo, is it your birthday or something,
[27:24 - 27:34] bro? This is your birthday, man. Happy freaking birthday, bro. Ooh, hold up. Hold up. When
[27:34 - 27:42] are you going to drop these video games and get behind the wheel? Ooh, that's a good question.
[27:42 - 27:48] Like I said, here in a few months, I do plan on getting my license. Things have been so
[27:48 - 27:55] hectic around here that I haven't been able to get my license yet, but as soon as I can,
[27:55 - 28:01] I do plan on getting a car and I do plan on going to the track and practicing and stuff.
[28:01 - 28:05] So that is in the future very, very soon. I do look forward to that. There actually
[28:05 - 28:10] is a local drift track on the other side of town or just outside of town, so I do
[28:10 - 28:32] plan on doing that for sure. Maybe. It depends on the track days too, man. It all depends
[28:32 - 28:45] on whether there's track days or what have you. It all depends. But with that being said,
[28:45 - 28:52] guys, I do unfortunately have to hop off here. But like I said to Marty, I do 110% apologize
[28:52 - 28:59] to you, brother. And like I said to the person that did claim to be part of his community
[28:59 - 29:10] and attack him, well, not attack him, but attack that 14 year old kid. I do hope that
[29:10 - 29:17] you're ashamed of yourself, dude, for real. I do hope that you're ashamed of yourself
[29:17 - 29:26] and what you did and claiming Marty's community. That's not cool, dude. That's not cool. For
[29:26 - 29:36] real. That is not cool. And I hope to you that you get what you deserve. And again,
[29:36 - 29:43] to Marty, I do apologize for accusing you of that. Now, to the 14 year old kid that
[29:43 - 29:52] did get attacked on behalf of myself, my girlfriend, and obviously Marty at this point,
[29:52 - 30:01] I do apologize to you. And if you ever do come on here, you know, if you do ever come
[30:01 - 30:07] on here, man, you're more than welcome into this community, 100%, dude. Just know that
[30:07 - 30:13] here things do get a little bit crazy, but nobody will attack you here at all. So yeah,
[30:13 - 30:24] but like I said to that kid that got attacked, man, on behalf of my girl and Marty and the
[30:24 - 30:32] people that got blamed for it when they didn't do anything, I do apologize. And I hope that
[30:32 - 30:47] you, you know, don't have to go through this again. And school kid, I'm trying to make
[30:47 - 30:51] this channel friendly for everyone, dude, adults, kids, family members. I'm trying
[30:51 - 30:58] to make this family friendly, dude. So, you know, I don't want, you know, negativity
[30:58 - 31:11] on this channel. I want positivity. All right, CJ, I'm gonna have to talk to you about that
[31:11 - 31:30] one in private, bro. I don't know about that, but as I said, tonight, it all ends. And
[31:30 - 31:36] I'm excited to move on with my life, dude. I'm very excited to finally put an end to
[31:36 - 31:43] all this. Hopefully it ends for good. And I can move on my life and Marty can do what
[31:43 - 31:50] he needs to do. Well, that being said, y'all, I will catch you guys later on. Much love
[31:50 - 31:56] to you guys. It's all my loaves and lets out there, man. Y'all ready to know? Much
[31:56 - 32:04] motherfucker with the clown. Love y'all. One motherfackles. Fuckin' love you guys.
[32:04 - 32:17] To all my jerkers out there, man, stay motherfucking sideways, man. And keep those tires turning.
2021-4-18 Speakin my truth full show

2021-4-18 Speakin my truth full show

[0:00 - 0:06] [no speech detected]
[0:06 - 0:35] What the fuck is good you guys?
[0:35 - 0:42] How you all doing today man, what's good?
[0:42 - 0:46] How you guys doing today, what's up?
[0:46 - 0:50] Now if y'all ain't actually just figured out something about this microphone that I had
[0:50 - 0:55] no idea about and it's kind of new to me though man, which is cool.
[0:55 - 0:59] I actually found out when I think this bottom piece off there's actually a USB thing on
[0:59 - 1:06] the inside or like a bluetooth thing so I can just use a cordless which is fucking dope.
[1:06 - 1:10] So now that's a shout to the man that I should send me this setup for real though man, I fucking
[1:10 - 1:11] love this shit.
[1:11 - 1:17] I can actually move around a lot better.
[1:17 - 1:21] Which is cool because I can either go a cordless or a cordless now which is dope.
[1:21 - 1:25] It definitely makes it easier to bounce around and do shit instead of being a cordless open
[1:25 - 1:30] side up all the time.
[1:30 - 1:34] How the fuck y'all doing today man, what's good?
[1:34 - 1:37] Also I do hope that you guys did enjoy my last video that I uploaded man.
[1:37 - 1:46] I know y'all love that shit.
[1:46 - 2:03] I know y'all love seeing me shred them tires man, sorry I gotta mix it up here for a minute.
[2:03 - 2:21] We about to kick this shit off man.
[2:21 - 2:35] Yeah.
[2:35 - 3:04] Yeah, definitely not the right one, hold up.
[3:04 - 3:20] Here we go, that's why I should have a dope beat to it and that's the one I'm thinking
[3:20 - 3:25] is that better be a fucking.
[3:25 - 3:50] Yo, it seems like so many days, so many nights, everybody gonna try to.
[3:50 - 4:03] Make me fight for my life, nobody really understands what it's like to have these knives in the
[4:03 - 4:04] back.
[4:04 - 4:09] Every day and night I'm seeing these demons running around in my fucking head and god
[4:09 - 4:17] damn, nothing that shit feels even a little bit right, god damn, I just need somebody
[4:17 - 4:22] to help me die, tell me that everything's gonna be alright, maybe I should take these
[4:22 - 4:28] knives and everybody stab me in the back with, take them, turn them into angel wings
[4:28 - 4:35] and get myself learned how to die, maybe then when I die I can go up to the fucking
[4:35 - 4:45] head and sky, nobody really understands what it's like to be in my position, they don't
[4:45 - 4:58] understand what they're missing.
[4:58 - 5:05] Everybody always wanna be ya, motherfuckin' troll always wanna me to make me lose my cool
[5:05 - 5:11] always, wanna me to lose control, never wanna lose control, I'm never staying out of control,
[5:11 - 5:17] I'm always staying in control, god damn, what is it gonna take for me to get away from
[5:17 - 5:25] all of this, motherfuckin' negativity, I don't know what to do when it move, I'm so fuckin'
[5:25 - 5:31] lost, got no romance, don't know where to go, half the time I don't even recognize
[5:31 - 5:39] myself anymore, where do I go, what do I do, who do I trust, I just don't know anymore,
[5:39 - 5:48] so sick and tired of being led all by all of this, motherfuckin' industry fakes, that's
[5:48 - 6:05] the last smile on my face, put the name on my back, then twist the fuckin' knife, let's
[6:05 - 6:27] take another notch, y'all, my sub has staked, my sub has baked, now by one subject, 150%
[6:27 - 6:32] off in the app, yo, shot the trip, was good, man, only your locally-owned country debt
[6:32 - 6:57] dealer has genuine hearts, accessories, hell nah, that's happenin' tonight though, man,
[6:57 - 7:02] everybody yet to let them motherfuckin' know me, yet to let them wanna get any little
[7:02 - 7:07] do they motherfuckin' know way, they think I got me here, I am ripping it up, hit the
[7:07 - 7:13] motherfuckin' move, and I'm seeing all these snakes in the motherfuckin' grass, I am the
[7:13 - 7:18] one that's gonna be comin' up, kickin' your motherfuckin' ass, who the fuck is you, them
[7:18 - 7:24] in, y'all know you are the only way they can get the fuck away from me, all y'all motherfuckin'
[7:24 - 7:30] industry stay, so is one that tryna make me, y'all know me, so, body that I'm not also
[7:30 - 7:36] sick of these motherfuckin' things like God, who the fuck you do, why can't you just get
[7:36 - 7:41] the fuck away from me, stay away from me, and let me stay in my own lane, I don't bow
[7:41 - 7:48] down to no industry, wanna be a motherfuckin' shit, yeah, motherfuckin' rebellion, get the
[7:48 - 7:54] shit you got, stay independent, tell my motherfuckin' D.I.E., thinkin' that you stopped me, go ahead
[7:54 - 8:06] and try me. Everybody always wanna try to stop me, go ahead. I've got too much motherfuckin'
[8:06 - 8:11] steam, too much motherfuckin' smoke, no, body wants to fuck, can't go, with a kid that
[8:11 - 8:16] his brain cuts on his hands, everybody in the motherfuckin' industry, everybody better
[8:16 - 8:21] be, motherfuckin' bowin' down to me, 'cause a king of the other ground is comin' through,
[8:21 - 8:28] who the fuck you do, I don't know you, I don't owe you anything, you, actin' like you, motherfuckin'
[8:28 - 8:34] only bitch can end up, out of the motherfuckin' way, you don't know me, you don't know what
[8:34 - 8:48] it's like to a DMR, who's a single fuckin' name that we do, or walk through the dark
[8:48 - 9:05] times, in the tough times, in the hard times, everybody goin' that's a night guy, you ain't
[9:05 - 9:13] got the motherfuckin' attitude, motherfuckin' shine, bloody day, here I am, chasin' at the
[9:13 - 9:19] end of the day, everybody tryna judge me, everybody tryna throw my courage into the
[9:19 - 9:22] motherfuckin' rain pinch, go ahead, tryna throw that shit up in the motherfuckin' trans
[9:22 - 9:50] shine here, I am here to fuck this thing, well man, how the fuck y'all doin' today,
[9:50 - 10:17] man, hey y'all, I need one of y'all motherfuckers to reach out to the homie's neck, so I don't
[10:17 - 10:25] know what it's all about, everybody try to fuck and break me since I was young, I came
[10:25 - 10:31] up from nothing, came up from being homeless, came out of the back of a motherfuckin' car,
[10:31 - 10:37] for a year straight, man, we were livin' on the motherfuckin' streets, had no piss to
[10:37 - 10:46] call our own, was livin' out of motherfuckin' stores, unit gates, sites, being the one we
[10:46 - 10:51] had to do, just to survive, then we got a fuckin' place, now, here I am, 13 years,
[10:51 - 10:58] paint a rivet of love on the mic, every day and night, tellin' my story, so that maybe
[10:58 - 11:05] one day they could help somebody get through those lonely nights, 'cause I know what it's
[11:05 - 11:12] like to be beatin' down, I know what it's like to be, only did your suicide, all because
[11:12 - 11:18] of all this ignorant fuckin' bullshit that I deal with, every day, every night, I got
[11:18 - 11:30] so much on my motherfuckin' mind, nobody even realizes what it's like to be in my shoes.
[11:30 - 11:48] All they wanna do is sit, guarantee, pick and judge, be for everything that ain't a
[11:48 - 11:59] fuckin' crew, I'm so sick of this motherfuckin' bullshit, all you haters, then again, a motherfuckin'
[11:59 - 12:05] crew, yeah I see, right through these lonely states, in the grass, ain't nothin' to me,
[12:05 - 12:13] bitch, go ahead, buy my fuckin' arm, buy my fuckin' ass, see you buy, keep 'em up, I don't
[12:13 - 12:21] know you bitch, why, every single snake in the grass, y'all at night, y'all poisonin'
[12:21 - 12:29] me, but the truth, that shit will never fuckin' last, I see, every morning, you stay chillin'
[12:29 - 12:35] in grass, that's why I'm cuttin' my ass, cuttin' the head off a very snake, that trust
[12:35 - 12:42] to attack me, y'all not thinkin' anymore, motherfuckin' bullshit from anybody, if you
[12:42 - 12:47] were haters, go the fuck home, get the fuck away from me, go the fuck home.
[12:47 - 13:08] Yo, negativity is not welcome here, let me be very fuckin' clear, this place is called
[13:08 - 13:15] a widow's outcast, everybody let go, and on the stage, what it's like to be in my position,
[13:15 - 13:22] never ever am I givin' up my position, guarantee that I will be the voice, but the fuckin'
[13:22 - 13:50] voice it says, tell me it's anybody, fuckin' new, and I'm gonna be here, yeah, but when
[13:50 - 14:11] you're in my position, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[14:11 - 30:01] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[30:01 - 30:27] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anyone,
[30:27 - 63:22] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[63:22 - 63:50] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's everybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[63:50 - 66:10] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[66:10 - 66:30] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[66:30 - 77:15] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
2021-4-12 Game on

2021-4-12 Game on

[0:00 - 0:28] Good morning and good evening to all the people watching from last night
[0:28 - 0:48] You all got to witness first hand how much of a monster Music business Marty really is,
[0:48 - 0:58] how far he is willing to go Well let me tell you right now Marty, you made
[0:58 - 1:05] one big mistake You know what that mistake was?
[1:05 - 1:15] You underestimated me boy Shouldn't have done that, you should not have
[1:15 - 1:36] underestimated me Do you want to know why you shouldn't have
[1:36 - 1:48] underestimated me I'll tell you why I'll tell you why you shouldn't
[1:48 - 2:17] have underestimated me I'll tell you why you shouldn't have underestimated
[2:17 - 2:22] me Marty Cause last night you tried to pull your little
[2:22 - 2:30] stunt You tried to pull your little bullshit stunt
[2:30 - 2:44] I tried to make my girlfriend lose her job But guess what Marty, I have a new job
[2:44 - 2:51] You know what that job is? Protecting my girlfriend's career
[2:51 - 2:56] See I spoke with her manager last night as well as her
[2:56 - 3:03] I got a very good insight first hand and a first front row witnessing seat to what
[3:03 - 3:13] she does First hand I got to see it
[3:13 - 3:20] And boy let me tell you Marty You got it backwards kid
[3:20 - 3:32] You got it so backwards See you exposing her
[3:32 - 3:35] Didn't make her lose her job You know what it did?
[3:35 - 3:45] It did the opposite It brought her more fans to her page because
[3:45 - 3:48] of me Sure she may have gone from the top 2% down
[3:48 - 4:12] to the top 6% but that's okay Cause that's
[4:12 - 4:27] okay Cause that's okay Cause that's okay Cause that's okay Cause that's okay Cause that's okay
[4:27 - 4:43] Cause that's okay Cause that's okay Cause that's okay
[4:43 - 5:31] Cause that's okay Cause that's okay
2021-4-12 my final time on here  for good

2021-4-12 my final time on here for good

[0:00 - 0:31] [ Pause ]
[0:31 - 0:33] What's up, guys?
[0:33 - 0:42] [ Pause ]
[0:42 - 0:48] That's something that I want to say.
[0:48 - 0:52] And I know I've said that
[0:52 - 0:57] this is my life's goodbye many, many, many, many times.
[0:57 - 1:04] But honestly, this time it is.
[1:04 - 1:07] See, over the last several months, I've been harassed.
[1:07 - 1:09] I've been attacked.
[1:09 - 1:15] I've been bullied. I've been all kinds of stuff.
[1:15 - 1:18] I've been beaten down. I've been lied to.
[1:18 - 1:23] I've been thrown to the edge of suicide.
[1:23 - 1:36] I've attempted to end my life.
[1:36 - 1:40] And things have gotten so bad to the point to where
[1:40 - 1:42] I don't know what to do anymore.
[1:42 - 1:46] I know it's hard to trust people.
[1:46 - 1:52] It's hard to be with anybody.
[1:52 - 1:55] It's hard to do anything because of all these things
[1:55 - 2:01] that are going on because of what Marty is doing.
[2:01 - 2:06] And I've always tried to stay away from leaving YouTube.
[2:06 - 2:14] I do enjoy this platform. I really do.
[2:14 - 2:21] But it's getting to the point to where I have to leave.
[2:21 - 2:24] I have to leave YouTube.
[2:24 - 2:30] I have to disconnect from this platform.
[2:30 - 2:36] As much as I want to, I have to.
[2:36 - 2:43] I wake up un-miserable. I go to sleep un-miserable.
[2:43 - 2:48] I wake up. I deal with Marty and being attacked.
[2:48 - 2:50] I go to sleep. I wake up the next day.
[2:50 - 2:55] I find out he's doing some dumb shit to attack me
[2:55 - 3:12] and belittle me and ruin what I'm trying to do.
[3:12 - 3:18] So this here is my final goodbye from this platform.
[3:18 - 3:21] Now if you guys are going to watch any live streams,
[3:21 - 3:24] I will be live streaming on Facebook.
[3:24 - 3:28] I will be over on Facebook a lot.
[3:28 - 3:31] I might be on TikTok here and there.
[3:31 - 3:35] I might be on Instagram.
[3:35 - 3:41] But for the time being, I have to leave this platform.
[3:41 - 4:00] It's become so toxic.
[4:00 - 4:06] It has become so toxic for my health mentally,
[4:06 - 4:13] emotionally, and in many ways physically.
[4:13 - 4:22] I need to get away from this platform.
[4:22 - 4:26] So yes, this channel will be going for good.
[4:26 - 4:34] I will not be back on this platform for a while,
[4:34 - 4:39] for a good long while,
[4:39 - 4:45] because I can't take this anymore.
[4:45 - 4:50] I can't take the harassment, the bullying,
[4:50 - 4:56] the badgering, the everything.
[4:56 - 5:02] Just everything that's going on, I can't take it.
[5:02 - 5:12] I can't do this anymore.
[5:12 - 5:15] I can't, and I know you guys want to say,
[5:15 - 5:18] but I can't do this anymore.
[5:18 - 5:23] I have fought as much as I can.
[5:23 - 5:31] I have no strength left.
[5:31 - 5:35] But just know that I'll miss you guys.
[5:35 - 5:38] And just know that I will check in from time to time,
[5:38 - 5:42] on time, and get all done.
[5:42 - 5:49] And just know that I will be watching from afar.
[5:49 - 5:54] And when I do decide to come back, hopefully things will be better.
[5:54 - 6:05] Hopefully the drama will have died down and none of this will be going on.
[6:05 - 6:13] So thank you guys for an amazing 13 years on this platform.
[6:13 - 6:16] Thank you guys for all the good times, the bad times,
[6:16 - 6:19] the weird times, the crazy shit.
[6:19 - 6:25] Thank you guys for everything.
[6:25 - 6:30] You guys have allowed me to accomplish a lot of stuff that I wanted to do,
[6:30 - 6:35] and I've done those things.
[6:35 - 6:41] But right now I feel like I need to leave this platform.
[6:41 - 6:45] I need to step away.
[6:45 - 6:50] I need to find another platform where I won't be attacked,
[6:50 - 6:59] where I won't be bullied anymore.
[6:59 - 7:05] All this has just gotten to be so much to bear that I can't deal with it.
[7:05 - 7:12] And I hope you guys can understand why I have to leave.
[7:12 - 7:16] The other night I was tempted to end my own life.
[7:16 - 7:33] I attempted to end my own life the day before yesterday night on Marty's Live,
[7:33 - 7:35] and that right there says a lot.
[7:35 - 7:40] And so with that being said, guys, I love you guys,
[7:40 - 7:45] and I hope you guys stay safe, and I hope you guys find someone else to watch.
[7:45 - 7:55] I hope you guys find someone that helps you out just as much as I did.
[7:55 - 8:01] But just know that I'm okay, and I'm going to go live my best life.
[8:01 - 8:09] I'm going to go live life and get back to doing what I want to do.
[8:09 - 8:17] I love you guys. Good luck with your lives, and I hope by the time I come back,
[8:17 - 8:22] all this mess we'll be over with.
[8:22 - 8:29] I love you guys. Take care, be safe, and look out for one another, guys.
[8:29 - 8:36] Peace. See you later.
[8:36 - 8:40] Or I should say, see you soon.
2021-4-14 IM DONE BEING PLAYED

2021-4-14 IM DONE BEING PLAYED

[0:00 - 0:12] So, a certain little fucking bitch, a certain little fucking bitch by the name of your virtual
[0:12 - 0:23] sweetheart on OnlyFans aka Noelle who used to be my girlfriend. Let me ask you this bitch,
[0:23 - 0:29] how is what I do any different from what you do bitch? How is anything I do any different
[0:29 - 0:37] than what you do? I'm not the one that sits here and pretends to be guys as boys and girlfriends
[0:37 - 0:42] all over the fucking internet bitch. I'm not the one that sits there and pretends to be
[0:42 - 0:49] someone's girlfriend or you know pretends to take other guys or shows off my body to
[0:49 - 0:57] other fucking dudes. And if you wonder why I do what I do, take a fucking hint bitch.
[0:57 - 1:05] Take a goddamn hint. You think I like sitting here day after fucking day? Wondering when
[1:05 - 1:09] the fuck you're gonna get home? Wondering when you're gonna grow the fuck up with this
[1:09 - 1:17] childish bullshit? What you do is pornographic bitch, I don't want to fucking hear it. What
[1:17 - 1:25] you do is the same thing. So don't sit there and tell me. Don't sit there and tell me
[1:25 - 1:32] that I'm in the wrong when you do the same goddamn thing for a fucking living. Unlike
[1:32 - 1:42] you, I don't sell my body for fucking cash. I don't sit there and go after other dudes
[1:42 - 1:57] and pretend to be their goddamn girlfriend. So Noel, grow the fuck up. Every day I sit
[1:57 - 2:03] here, I stick my neck on the line for you. I tell people how proud I am to fucking be
[2:03 - 2:14] with you. And what do you do? You go around, posting nude videos and nude photos on the
[2:14 - 2:27] fucking internet for the whole goddamn world to see. Unlike you, I try to keep my shit
[2:27 - 2:33] private. See, the only reason why my shit got leaked is 'cause the little bitch boy Marty.
[2:33 - 2:43] That's the only reason why. That's the only reason why. That's the only reason my shit
[2:43 - 2:51] got leaked out is 'cause Marty decided to poke his business where it don't fucking belong.
[2:51 - 3:00] So how is what I do any worse than what you do? Seriously, how is it any fucking worse?
[3:00 - 3:12] Think about it. You sit there, you sell your body to dudes on the fucking internet, send
[3:12 - 3:18] them nude videos, and you're getting pissed at me. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. That's
[3:18 - 3:25] not how this works. If you can do it, so can I, bitch. Plain and simple. If you can
[3:25 - 3:31] do this shit, so can I. 'Cause think about it. An eye for an eye, bitch. An eye for a
[3:31 - 3:39] motherfucking eye. If you got the right to do it, so do I. It don't matter if you're
[3:39 - 3:45] gonna pay for it or not. At the end of the day, it is what a motherfucking is. Plain
[3:45 - 3:53] and fucking simple. It is what it is at the end of the fucking day. So why would you
[3:53 - 4:02] quit this fucking bullshit and admit that you're in the wrong too? Why would you admit
[4:02 - 4:07] that you're in the wrong too? You sit there and you sell your body for fucking sex. You
[4:07 - 4:12] think I like seeing my own fucking girlfriend, the person I was supposed to be spending the
[4:12 - 4:18] rest of my fucking life with. You think I like seeing you doing that shit? No. I fucking
[4:18 - 4:26] hate it. Call me old school. Call me old fashioned. I don't care. Call me what you
[4:26 - 4:34] want. I don't care. But the way I was raised, we all sit there and post nude fucking videos
[4:34 - 4:39] for the whole goddamn world to fucking see on the internet and pretending to be other
[4:39 - 4:49] guys' girlfriends or boyfriends or whatever. We don't do that shit. At least I don't anyway.
[4:49 - 5:02] That's not how I was raised. I was raised better than that. Now I understand that, don't
[5:02 - 5:07] get wrong, I'm not bashing you on this one. I'm not bashing you at all. So don't think
[5:07 - 5:14] I'm bashing you in the oil because I'm not, not on this. I understand, you know, drug
[5:14 - 5:23] acts. I get it. But at the end of the day, even though your parents were both drug acts,
[5:23 - 5:27] you should have the smarts enough to know that, hey, I got a boyfriend. I shouldn't
[5:27 - 5:33] be doing this. I should be doing other stuff like, dude, I've seen your cosplay work.
[5:33 - 5:40] You have some amazing fucking cosplay work. Amazing cosplay work. For real. You have
[5:40 - 5:46] real good cosplay work. Some of the shit I've even become a fan of myself. You can
[5:46 - 5:51] do that for a living. You ain't gotta sell your fucking body to make money. You have
[5:51 - 5:58] to sell nude photos to make fucking money in this world. So like I said, how does that
[5:58 - 6:04] make you any better than me? Especially after I've stuck my neck out on the line for you.
[6:04 - 6:12] I put my whole goddamn life on the line for you. I defended your goddamn job. I protected
[6:12 - 6:19] your job from that asshole, Marty. And how do you repay me? By saying fuck me? Are you
[6:19 - 6:28] serious? Fuck me? Who's the one that's sleeping around with other guys on the internet? Who's
[6:28 - 6:34] the one sending them nude videos and photos and posting yourself all over the internet?
[6:34 - 6:44] Who is that sound like? Noelle. Who's the one that sits there and makes me worry every
[6:44 - 6:52] fucking day if she's seeing another dude? Oh wait, that's right. Noelle again. Who's
[6:52 - 7:00] the one that sits there and tells me everything's okay, everything's okay, but really nothing
[7:00 - 7:08] is okay. Oh wait, that's right. That's you again. So tell me, how am I wrong in doing
[7:08 - 7:15] what I do? When you do just when you do way worse shit than I do. Way worse shit. Way
[7:15 - 7:23] worse. At least my shit is private. All your shits all over the internet for the whole
[7:23 - 7:34] goddamn world to see. For real. There's a difference. My shit private. Your shit public.
[7:34 - 7:41] There's a difference there. I don't sell my fucking body for money like you. So if
[7:41 - 7:49] I broke up, I'd grow the fuck up and I'd quit the bullshit. For real. I would quit
[7:49 - 8:01] the fucking bullshit. For real, strawberry, when are you going to grow up and realize
[8:01 - 8:08] that you got no goddamn room to talk? You got no room to fucking talk. You say what
[8:08 - 8:16] I do is bad. Look at you. I'm not the one that's out here fucking selling nudes and
[8:16 - 8:25] other shit to other guys. That's you. As I said, I'm trying to keep my shit private
[8:25 - 8:34] and I plan to keep it private. Okay? So like I said, Noelle, do yourself a favor. Get
[8:34 - 8:46] out of that fucking industry that you're in and grow the fuck up. Seriously. Grow up.
[8:46 - 8:51] I'm sorry.

[0:00 - 0:06] Eorze's are covering as well. I don't know if you can. Yeah, the way we found out clearly, we actually found out what's going on today
[0:06 - 0:11] and they've found yummy in that proper stuff. So, your boys back on the road to doing good. So, yeah.
[0:11 - 0:19] Yeah, well, that's good. You know, keep on, keep on hooking it up. Yeah, obviously like some fucked up shit went down recently.
[0:19 - 0:26] Oh, yeah, dude. There's a lot of people that I had random people messaging me this morning last night like,
[0:26 - 0:35] dude, what the fuck happened? That's fucked up what they did. Like, what the hell? Yeah, I happen to be one of those people.
[0:35 - 0:43] Yeah, I know. Yeah, that's how I that's actually how I found out about you hating on what's your CIA?
[0:43 - 0:49] Well, I didn't know that you had hated them like that. I had no fucking clue. Well, I feel it's messed up,
[0:49 - 0:57] but they give you a really hard time for being an art thief when, you know, Liquid Chris is basically the biggest art thief that there is.
[0:57 - 1:07] Oh, a hundred percent. Well, it's not even about the artwork, really. It's like they literally, from what I found out about them,
[1:07 - 1:14] and I know it's going to sound odd, but they're literally trying to be you. They're basically trying to do it.
[1:14 - 1:23] They're literally trying to do what you do. And it's like, dude, you're not impressing anybody. You're just acting like a total fucking idiot.
[1:23 - 1:29] Sorry, I haven't spoken with you or communicated with you prior to like a minute or two ago, right? Like, yeah, exactly.
[1:29 - 1:35] Yeah, it's weird. It's weird that like you feel the same way.
[1:35 - 1:41] There's a lot of people that it's not just me saying it or you saying it. There's a lot of people that have taken note.
[1:41 - 1:47] Like, as you know, like I haven't been on YouTube really hardly at all for the better half of the last few months
[1:47 - 1:52] because I've just been kind of, you know, sitting back, observing, watching what's going on.
[1:52 - 2:03] And a lot of outside sources are saying the same thing that Liquid Chris and MF Goon are literally trying to be you,
[2:03 - 2:09] but literally essentially using this Barney 2.0, essentially.
[2:09 - 2:19] Well, I mean, I guess imitation is flatter, I suppose. What do they do to you? Like, I'm not even aware.
[2:19 - 2:25] Basically what happened was, so you know that Barbary dude that I was good friends with for a while?
[2:25 - 2:33] Not really, no. Well, I met him through Discord. A friend of mine introduced us and whatnot.
[2:33 - 2:43] We got to talk and becoming friends. Well, he told me the other day that he was going to send me a USB stick for jailbreaking my Xbox
[2:43 - 2:50] so that I can, you know, pretty much essentially play any game that I wanted to play, you know, without worry.
[2:50 - 2:57] All right, cool. Go for it. I'm down. I have no objection to that. I love old school games. I love new school shit.
[2:57 - 3:03] I grew up on fucking Super Nintendo, Atari, Game Station, all that shit. So by all means, go for it.
[3:03 - 3:15] So he had sent it out. And when it got here, we had plugged it in thinking at the time that it was the correct one.
[3:15 - 3:23] So I plugged the bolts of them into the back of my thing, into the back of my Xbox.
[3:23 - 3:32] And literally, like, there was no sound, no pop, nothing. It's just the Xbox would not turn on.
[3:32 - 3:40] But what was weird is prior to that, like a few minutes before that, I just happened to, like, look out my window
[3:40 - 3:46] because I was, I had this thing where, like, I was looking, you know, like, you, like, look out your window sometimes for, like, no random reason.
[3:46 - 3:52] Well, I did that. And there's this white dude and this one black dude walking down the street.
[3:52 - 3:58] Well, the white dude, for some reason, kept looking up at me as he was walking away.
[3:58 - 4:03] And at the time, I didn't think anything of it. Like, I didn't think anything.
[4:03 - 4:08] I thought, like, maybe, like, oh, you know, he was getting weirded out by me staring out the window for whatever reason.
[4:08 - 4:16] OK, whatever. So like I said, I plugged it in and the Xbox went to turn on.
[4:16 - 4:29] And right when it would not turn on, MF Goon and Liquid Chris jumped on the call randomly with me and Barry, who went by Tim.
[4:29 - 4:33] Oh, so Barry was, he was the guy.
[4:33 - 4:39] And Barry was the one that offered to send me the jailbreak USB sticks.
[4:39 - 4:41] Yeah, yeah.
[4:41 - 4:53] And he was telling me he was telling me that, like, you're not sure if Barbary is actually your friend and the package was actually intercepted or.
[4:53 - 4:55] Yeah, I don't know.
[4:55 - 5:04] Like, just from what I gathered and put together today, it seems like he didn't know.
[5:04 - 5:14] But at the same time, it's like, as I say, how do you really know somebody like you don't really know somebody until they do something that fucked up?
[5:14 - 5:21] Yeah, but I would I would probably imagine that if I had to pick if he is or isn't in on it, that.
[5:21 - 5:27] Most likely, he probably he probably was. I don't know. So what do you think happened?
[5:27 - 5:35] Well, basically what happened was like when I put it together, we put two and two together, like I said, I just I put all this shit the other day.
[5:35 - 6:02] I sat up a lot last night and I finally put two and two together this morning. I've been going over everything. But they look like Chris and basically said that they had put a some sort of kill switch program in the USB sticks that essentially killed my Xbox.
[6:02 - 6:10] Like, it essentially killed it to the point where, like, I can press the button like it won't even turn on at all.
[6:10 - 6:18] Like, it will not turn on. I can even show you right here. Like, I don't know. Yeah, you can see it right there, right?
[6:18 - 6:30] Yeah, I mean, I think I think I basically get the white thing you're wearing or this. Yeah, I saw something else that was like, you know, I don't know how we got you to do it.
[6:30 - 6:34] But anyway, nothing at all whatsoever.
[6:34 - 6:42] They basically what they did was because I sat down and I talked to a few friends that are actually tech savvy, they know about that kind of shit.
[6:42 - 6:56] Essentially, what they did was they sent the charge to the Xbox, essentially killing the hard drive and essentially making it virtually impossible to really do anything with the Xbox now because it's so screwed.
[6:56 - 7:13] Like, because they're thinking that the way that they did it like it essentially not just fried the hard drive and they have essentially screwed everything to where I would essentially have to get a whole brand new setup.
[7:13 - 7:25] And they they explained it like they were like, oh, we did this to it and blah, blah, blah. But what made what made me think that Barry may be in on it.
[7:25 - 7:35] But then like thinking back, I don't think he is. I don't I still don't know for sure. He essentially was like, you know, like this is freaking me out, blah, blah.
[7:35 - 7:44] You know, I got to go like, you know, like he dipped out of there because essentially they had sent him his own address. They had sent him a screenshot of his own address.
[7:44 - 7:53] So what they did was he essentially did send out the USP like Barry Barry did send out the original USP.
[7:53 - 8:03] But what happened was because why I said we put all this together between last night and today, what happened was he sent out the package thinking it was going to get here.
[8:03 - 8:14] He had M.F. Goon and Liquid Chris, I guess, were tracking the package along with how do you think they got like, how do you think they got that ability?
[8:14 - 8:26] I honestly don't know. I honestly don't know, you know, like those two are like I just say, dude, but they put even William Gloryhole machine.
[8:26 - 8:32] They really do like and Gordon, I know you know how sweet Gloryhole could be.
[8:32 - 8:38] Well, okay. I know. I know what they did. Like they sent you this this USP thing, right? I'm guessing.
[8:38 - 8:48] Yeah, so yeah, there were two and they were actually a really good to eat your own like and was that really actually, you know, no, no, no, no, no, that was not real.
[8:48 - 8:59] That was so fake. That's cringe. And that was all fake. But what was weird is in this package, I ended up getting this.
[8:59 - 9:15] And what we're thinking is that this right here, this red thing buried underneath that, like everybody's thinking that I showed this to said that this could be or may very well be this power supply that triggered the two USBs.
[9:15 - 9:27] Like a remote, like a remote switch that could, you know, power the thing and whatnot. But yeah, that's basically what happened.
[9:27 - 9:37] Very sent out the package. How they fucking managed to intercept it though is beyond me. Well, let's think about it.
[9:37 - 9:51] I mean, I know they're good with getting addresses. I know that. But what gets me though is how did they manage to track the package unless they hacked into show like they normally do.
[9:51 - 9:59] Sorry, I'm going to tell you this here. I think I've told you this before. I can remember when I sent you the 650 by accident.
[9:59 - 10:04] Yeah, that was that was like what?
[10:04 - 10:08] No, I'm just saying Tangerine was never hacked.
[10:08 - 10:21] Like, yeah, it's I don't know. Do you I got to ask this. Do you ever feel like believing these things makes life more exciting than honestly?
[10:21 - 10:36] No, like I'm sure like at the end of the day, like and I know like I'm like this to a fault. I get this. My own fucking family, my own girlfriend, everybody has said this.
[10:36 - 10:46] I am trusting to a fucking fault. Like I'm that dude where if you show me respect, I will show you the same exact respect back.
[10:46 - 11:00] And a lot of the times I am trusting because, you know, I've learned that, you know, in order to get respect, you got to give respect, you know, like, like, and I know you know about this.
[11:00 - 11:08] So I will not know about this, but you know this like there have been times where we've talked where you show me respect like you're doing now.
[11:08 - 11:18] And I've shown you the same respect back. And there have been times where you've acted like a total fucking no offense, but you've acted like a total fucking jackass.
[11:18 - 11:22] And that's when I was like, yo, like you need to fuck off with that shit.
[11:22 - 11:29] You know, overall, I would say in the grand scheme of things, I was way more out of line to you than you've ever been.
[11:29 - 11:38] Yeah, not gonna lie, but compared to what these guys win, and I'll admit, dude, the shit you've done is tame compared to what they've done.
[11:38 - 11:46] Like you just sent people to my house and done the whole, you know, fake this, fake that, like, that's it.
[11:46 - 11:54] Like there's nothing really, you know, like there's nothing really out of line with that.
[11:54 - 12:07] I mean, there is, but you take that and compare that to sending somebody a USB stick, destroying their shit and talking about it on a live stream and laughing about it.
[12:07 - 12:16] Like what they did, because I did some research along with a couple of friends of mine, and we found out that what they did is very fucking illegal.
[12:16 - 12:23] And we do have actual video evidence proof of them talking about things.
[12:23 - 12:34] Like, I don't know if it's on MF Goons channel, I don't know who's it on, like I've got the video, I'll have to go back and like find it because I do have the video in my chat on Facebook.
[12:34 - 12:41] I'll have to go back and like re-grab it, but they literally sat out there and talked about how they fucking did it.
[12:41 - 12:47] And it's like, dude, do you guys not realize that what you're doing is illegal as fuck first off?
[12:47 - 12:56] And like, if I showed this to the cops, all they would need is your guys' names and addresses, and you guys would be fucked.
[12:56 - 12:59] Like you guys would be fucking screwed.
[12:59 - 13:03] Second off, what kind of sick fucking person do you have to be to do that shit?
[13:03 - 13:06] I know I've said some shit that's been out of line.
[13:06 - 13:09] I'm not saying I have.
[13:09 - 13:11] Oh, shit's a reaction.
[13:11 - 13:13] Right, exactly, you know?
[13:13 - 13:17] Like, I've said shit that's out of line, and you know, and I get that.
[13:17 - 13:25] But for them to take it to that extent is like, what the actual fuck, dude?
[13:25 - 13:38] Like, how are you going to sit there and like, like I said, you know, with you, like I said, you know, sending people to my house, you know, doing the police check thing,
[13:38 - 13:49] honestly, I know for all y'all out there that are going to call the police to my house and do the whole, well, this check thing, just know that pretty much all of that competing knows who I am.
[13:49 - 13:51] And they're pretty much tired of the bullshit.
[13:51 - 13:56] So y'all might want to lay off of that shit because they already know what the fuck is up.
[13:56 - 13:59] Just just putting that out there for y'all trolls.
[13:59 - 14:06] I know a lot of you trolls like to do that shit, which, hey, it is what it is, you know, I get it.
[14:06 - 14:10] And like I said, I get that people want me as content.
[14:10 - 14:20] I get that, you know, I totally understand that, you know, because obviously, you know, I am who I am, blah, blah, blah, whatever.
[14:20 - 14:25] But using me for content, that's one thing.
[14:25 - 14:38] But to sit there and fuck up one of the ways that I do make fun content for people like my friends and family and people that actually for all my long time, you know,
[14:38 - 14:46] watchers out there from literally day one that do enjoy, you know, my gameplay content videos that I actually was going to be doing.
[14:46 - 14:48] It's not even just about fun, too.
[14:48 - 14:50] It's like the erasing.
[14:50 - 14:57] Well, I mean, no, you could have turned it into income and they took it away from you basically in a sense.
[14:57 - 15:07] Yeah, because like for me, it's not so much about like what I'm doing specifically for me.
[15:07 - 15:16] It's more about creating content that people enjoy that they can either, you know, relate to or, you know, just enjoy having fun with.
[15:16 - 15:26] And like I've even said this since day one, you know, like money is always going to come and go.
[15:26 - 15:31] You know, that's that's a natural part of anything no matter what you're doing.
[15:31 - 15:45] Yeah, but for me, it's more or less about, you know, helping someone, you know, forget about whatever bullshit they're going throughout the day or whatnot or like if they've had a bad week.
[15:45 - 15:56] Hey, maybe one of my videos can make them laugh or maybe something I do can, you know, help them out or like the other night when I was doing a cover show and whatnot.
[15:56 - 16:03] There was a dude that came in my stuff who I didn't realize actually was an old friend of mine, which is pretty fucking funny.
[16:03 - 16:13] But they were talking about how they were getting bullied. And I flat out paused and flat out told them, I was like, yo, like, what the fuck's going on?
[16:13 - 16:17] And they had talked about it. So I went off of that.
[16:17 - 16:30] And when I was like, yo, like this is for those out there that have, you know, been bullied, that have, you know, gotten attacked and stuff and whatnot, you know, you know, the whole thing, you know, you know, song and dance and shit.
[16:30 - 16:46] But like, you know, that's what I do. Like, I would rather help somebody rather than sit there and be, you know, super stingy or greedy or like just being a fucked up person.
[16:46 - 17:06] And it's like, let's see if I can do it here. There's there's something that relates to this that I watched last night that kind of made me realize that, you know, all these people try to tell like, dude, you see how people try to tell my story, right?
[17:06 - 17:12] Well, you see how they try to make me out to be essentially. Okay, yeah, I see what you're saying there.
[17:12 - 17:23] Like they try to like be like they try to basically act like they know me like they like to act like, oh, they know me as a person.
[17:23 - 17:32] But in reality, they don't know me know me like that. Like, yeah, you might know me from YouTube or whatever. And that's cool. That's fine. Hey, cool.
[17:32 - 17:40] Like, if you hit me up, you know, show me that, you know, you're a fan of my work. Hey, cool. That's awesome. You know, that's great. I appreciate that.
[17:40 - 17:58] So I get messages every day from people saying like, hey, you know, I enjoy your content. I love what you do. But this right here made me fucking realize that I need to stop giving a fuck about what people think of me.
[17:58 - 18:11] That's essentially why, you know, I stopped doing a shit. But I want you guys to hear this because it's like, and this, this isn't just for me.
[18:11 - 18:17] This forever the other things they can't do shit. I want you all to hear this shit.
[18:17 - 18:37] Yeah, that sounds like a great listening shit that happens that I got to deal with, you know, that you've seen all these fucking movies about musicians and the shit they go through with their family and stuff.
[18:37 - 18:44] I'm fucking cool with it, bro. I'm fucking cool with it. I say it. I'm fucking cool with it. You know why I'm cool with it.
[18:44 - 18:55] My grandpa told me one time, he said, you know what? If somebody's fucking with you, just always know this. That's one less person they're messing with that probably can't take it.
[18:55 - 19:03] You can take it. You can stand up to people. And you doing that shows the ones who regularly couldn't take it.
[19:03 - 19:13] It shows them that they can too. That's why the fuck I'm here. I make music and I show people that I can take this shit. I can take whatever anybody goes to be, bro.
[19:13 - 19:25] I'm that motherfucker, dude. And you know what? You should feel like that motherfucker too. You really should. And if you don't, you need to wake up feeling like that motherfucker.
[19:25 - 19:37] Don't nobody tell your story. Don't nobody writes your story. You're the writer. Your feet is the motherfucking pins and the ground is the paper. Get the writing.
[19:37 - 19:47] And I say get the writing because, hey, man, people got their own motherfucking feet. If they're too lazy to go walk around, that's not your problem.
[19:47 - 19:59] They always have said actions speak louder than words. And some people walk it. And some people talk it. Well, you know what? Some people walk it and talk it.
[19:59 - 20:02] So what is this?
[20:02 - 20:15] Because if this motherfucker over here, who don't talk some words about me and those words that he's talking don't match my actions. Well, then I guess my actions are a little bit louder, ain't they?
[20:15 - 20:25] Essentially, what he's getting at is this. For the motherfuckers out there that think they know me, that want to try to make up all this shit about me.
[20:25 - 20:36] It's just like a little side thing and whatnot. Just kind of clarify it. Y'all motherfuckers out there that want to sit there and act like you know me just because it's on the Internet.
[20:36 - 20:47] You really fucking don't because I see everything that's posted. I do. I see that shit every day, regardless of whether I react to it or not.
[20:47 - 20:59] It is what it is. I see what people say about me. But what's funny is every time they try to say some shit about me, the actions I do never match up with what they're saying.
[20:59 - 21:10] They're over here saying, oh, he's doing this, this and this on YouTube. That's funny that y'all are saying that I'm doing this, this on YouTube when I ain't been on YouTube.
[21:10 - 21:15] And honestly, I don't know, Marty, since I've actually made like an actual video.
[21:15 - 21:23] It's been a long time. Exactly. So for y'all motherfuckers, I want to sit there and say like, oh, we know you.
[21:23 - 21:35] No, the fuck you don't do. Y'all really don't know me. You ain't in my shoes. You don't sleep in my bed. You ain't around me all goddamn motherfucking day like y'all think.
[21:35 - 21:46] So for all y'all motherfuckers out there that want to try some shit, I say this for all y'all that just that want to keep speaking my name and my own girlfriend even brought the seven.
[21:46 - 21:55] She's very fucking right about it. She's right about what she said. Y'all speaking my name just gets me more fucking famous, dude.
[21:55 - 22:02] Like, do y'all not realize that I'm literally a household name at this point? Like, come on, dude.
[22:02 - 22:12] And for M.F. Goon and y'all motherfuckers that did that shit that y'all did, just know that the enemy of my enemy is my friend.
[22:12 - 22:23] Do you not remember that one growing up? So, yeah, me and this motherfucker right here might not get along all this time, but we have one common enemy and it's you motherfuckers.
[22:23 - 22:41] Y'all go around with this shit. Trust me when I say this, M.F. Goon and liquid bitch boy Chris, y'all motherfuckers keep that shit up. Y'all motherfuckers are going to end up in two motherfucking places, either in a goddamn prison cell or in a goddamn morgue in a fucking body bag.
[22:41 - 22:52] He's about to tell you something, man. Y'all do this shit to the wrong motherfucker. They're going to beat your goddamn ass. Or, y'all motherfuckers are going to get arrested for this shit y'all would fucking do it.
[22:52 - 23:03] You can run, motherfuckers, but you can't fucking hide. So, M.F. Goon, liquid Chris, just know this. I'm coming for your fucking asses.
[23:03 - 23:15] I don't give a fuck how long it takes. I don't make damn sure you motherfuckers don't ever do this shit to anyone ever again. Whether it be me, my friends, family, my girl, any fucking body.
[23:15 - 23:23] And I can tell you for a fact, if there's one person that has more hatred for you than me, it's this motherfucker right here.
[23:23 - 23:34] Yeah, well, the thing is, they've made this an absolutely unbearable experience for Cyrax. Like, they have, I saw you get really angry for, like, I think it was like a minute yesterday.
[23:34 - 23:40] That was really messed up. And what I think they've been doing to you, it's just mental manipulation. Like, they will spend all day.
[23:40 - 23:52] Oh, yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. Honestly, I'll be straight up honest, dude. No one fucking deserves to get put through that shit. No one.
[23:52 - 24:01] What I think they do is they spend all day just talking to you, but then in the end, they'll make it seem like they're your best friend.
[24:01 - 24:14] Yeah, exactly. And that's what a lot of these motherfuckers do, dude. That's what they fucking do. They'll sit there and act like all buddy buddy with you, and then they'll turn around and stab you in the motherfucking back when they feel it's convenient.
[24:14 - 24:38] Yeah, and it's seriously fucked up. Like, don't get me wrong. I know I made some mistakes. My fucking girlfriend actually found out about me through my old videos from day fucking one, like I said, she had been watching me for years beforehand, started watching me and then she knows about everything that went down.
[24:38 - 24:51] Like, I flat out told her I was like, you do realize that all the time and she was like, Yeah, I don't give a fuck. Like, none of that shit fucking matters because at the end of the day, you're still a fucking person, you deserve to be treated like a person.
[24:51 - 25:02] What these people did to you is fucked up. You didn't fucking deserve that shit. Yeah, you may have made a mistake. Nobody, like, literally nobody has deserved what's happened this past month.
[25:02 - 25:23] And I'm not just talking about in the past month. I'm talking about just in general. Yeah, I know I mean, I know I made a mistake. Big fucking deal. But the difference between me and everyone else and no offense to, no offense to Christian at all, no offense to, you know, to them at all.
[25:23 - 25:38] But the difference between me and them, I learned from my motherfucking mistakes. I learned from my shit, and I've been doing everything I can since then to fucking better myself to try to be better than I was the day fucking beforehand.
[25:38 - 25:52] Because I don't dwell on the fucking past like you fucking trolls do, MF Goon and Liquid Bitch. Oh, by the way, Liquid Chris, little bit of advice for you, man. I watched your videos.
[25:52 - 26:07] I did. And I love it, dude. And this is coming from somebody who actually has done music on a very professional level. Like, hell, my song Street Race is seen has over 20 salon remixes, bro.
[26:07 - 26:21] This is something that's coming. This is coming from something that actually has done shit in music. You got a good voice, dude. You do. I've heard your covers. I heard what you can do, but dude, if you just fucking drop the goddamn fucking troll shit, motherfucker.
[26:21 - 26:34] And stop acting like someone you ain't, you might actually stand a fucking shot at making it in music, bro. I see how passionate you are about that shit. So my question to you, Chris, is why ain't you dropping the goddamn fucking bullshit?
[26:34 - 26:47] Because these motherfuckers at the end of the day, they ain't gonna have your motherfucking back. You really think these motherfuckers are gonna have your back when you're down now? No, motherfucker. They ain't gonna have your back. They ain't.
[26:47 - 27:02] They ain't gonna trust me when I say, Chris, I used to be like you, dude. I used to, and Marty can vouch for this. He's seen that for a while, me and him were actually, you know, really tight. We were actually really close at one point.
[27:02 - 27:14] And he's, this motherfucker has watched me get close with people that when they were done with me, they'd sit right there and fucking stab me in the goddamn back after I treated them like fucking family for years.
[27:14 - 27:28] Hell, Nylitt, for example, prime fucking example. I knew that motherfucker for over four goddamn years. And you know what he did? He let the fame go to his motherfucking head and he started believing what everybody else is fucking saying about me.
[27:28 - 27:34] And now look, where is that? Not my life anymore. He let the fame go to his head. Like, how famous is he? I don't know.
[27:34 - 27:45] He, let's put it this way. He's actually gotten out there with some pretty big names in the VTubing community. Like he's really up there on Twitch with some really big name VTubers.
[27:45 - 27:53] Like we're talking about people that on Twitch, like the VTubers on Twitch that he rolls in, they got like over 20,000 followers.
[27:53 - 28:03] Like, so he's, he's definitely, I won't say like he's top tier up there, but he's definitely up there for sure. Like he's definitely up there.
[28:03 - 28:12] But look, Chris, let me tell you, man, the minute you get your fucking head out of your fucking ass, you come fucking talk to me.
[28:12 - 28:19] Because I'd be willing to work with you, man. Because honestly, I've heard your voice. You've actually got some good shit, bro. You really do.
[28:19 - 28:33] What's, what's a VTuber? I don't know what a VTuber is. A virtual YouTuber. Like, if you've ever seen anything like, um, if you look up, uh, fucking, oh fuck, um, like there's different ones.
[28:33 - 28:48] Like you can literally look up like different, if you just type in VTubing on YouTube, you'll see what it is. Like, it's essentially like having a, like instead of it being you, it's like you have this 3D virtual avatar that you interact through.
[28:48 - 28:55] Yeah. So like, so Barbary, who else were you talking to, I guess, like MF Goon?
[28:55 - 29:00] Yeah, MF Goon was literally just MF Goon, Barbary, and Liquid Chris.
[29:00 - 29:02] But what about, what about Becky?
[29:02 - 29:13] Becky, I had talked to her beforehand. And what makes me think that she's in on it, because I do have the link to the video, which I will send CIA holes so he can send it to you for sure.
[29:13 - 29:19] Um, Becky had pretended to not know what was going on.
[29:19 - 29:29] But when I went back and watched the video footage earlier this morning, turned out she had every fucking intention of making it look like that.
[29:29 - 29:31] I found out that she had--
[29:31 - 29:40] Can you hear me? I gotta, I gotta do this. I gotta give a shout out to, uh, Marishi1020 for the, uh, I broke my blender recently, unfortunately, and people--
[29:40 - 29:44] Oh shit, out of the way, how the fuck did you manage to break your fucking blender?
[29:44 - 29:49] Uh, I mean, I got angry and threw it across the room, but, um, you know, that's really--
[29:49 - 29:57] Somehow, I noticed that, dude, honestly, somehow it just doesn't surprise me coming from you. I don't know why, that just doesn't surprise me.
[29:57 - 29:59] It's football season, you know what I mean?
[29:59 - 30:02] No. Hey, it is what it is.
[30:02 - 30:05] Yeah, you really like that raccoon. I see--
[30:05 - 30:15] Yeah, yeah, I don't have any control over that, Cyrax. Like, you know, it just gets put up here.
[30:15 - 30:34] Right, you know, and, you know, like, the point being, you know, like, I know I've made mistakes. I know that I've done shit that it might not have been, you know, the best for me, but at the same time, it's like, dude, like, let a motherfucker do what a motherfucker does, like--
[30:34 - 30:50] Like, I'm over here trying to live my life and do what I need to do so that I can get back to where I was six, seven years ago so I can actually start making real money off my cheek 'cause I've actually proven many times over I have the ability to make money.
[30:50 - 30:54] I have the ability to do shit and make actual real money.
[30:54 - 30:55] You know what I mean?
[30:55 - 31:11] Many times over, I've actually proven that, like, dude, like, my old YouTube--well, it's not really old--but the YouTube that I had recently, the one that got shut down, the DK Coasters one, dude, I made that within a fucking day.
[31:11 - 31:18] And it had over 600 subs, bro, like, that's saying something.
[31:18 - 31:26] Sean says, "Just get a job and pay for the games and the cash app." I gotta read that out, Cyrax. I'm sorry.
[31:26 - 31:40] Hey, Sean, here's my response to you. You get a job first, pussy motherfucker. How about you get a job first, you lazy ass? At least I'm fucking doing something constructive. You're over there and fucking wasting your damn time, you dumbass fuckboy.
[31:40 - 31:44] So why don't you stop fucking wasting your goddamn time, Sean?
[31:44 - 31:52] I know--and this guy, he spends all day playing battleship. It's weird. You know, he's really good at it.
[31:52 - 31:56] Let me ask you this, Sean. You're making any money out of playing battleship, motherfucker?
[31:56 - 31:57] Sometimes.
[31:57 - 32:00] I'm not sure it's--I sure as fuck don't see it.
[32:00 - 32:10] Made about $10 or $15 from me. So, yeah, he technically has. He technically has.
[32:10 - 32:18] But let me tell you, let me ask you this, Sean. Have you made enough money to where you can turn it into a fucking living like I've done on YouTube several times over? I don't think so, man.
[32:18 - 32:26] So once you get up here on my motherfucking level, then we can fucking talk. Until then, shut your goddamn trap.
[32:26 - 32:47] Because you ain't on my level. You will never be on this level like I am. Because one thing that even Marty can fucking vouch for, and anybody that knows me and has seen me work my ass off, can vouch for, is that when it comes down to hard work, I'm the fucking hardest worker in the goddamn fucking room.
[32:47 - 33:02] I'm sorry. Listen to this. So somebody has already made a cash app tag. Brickdaxbox, they sent $25. Please ask Cyrax if he's asked Sally for a new one. No, he's going to earn it himself. He's going to focus on his art, or you might ask somebody.
[33:02 - 33:16] I'm going to be doing other shit for sure. But like I said, y'all motherfuckers, MF Goon and Liquid Bitch, y'all motherfuckers owe me a goddamn new Xbox, motherfuckers.
[33:16 - 33:31] So I would say right now, bro, like what you guys don't seem to understand is that that even though you guys may have taken that away from me, that may be true. Y'all may have pricked my Xbox. Okay, whatever.
[33:31 - 33:44] But what y'all don't motherfucker realize is I got a backup plan for that shit because I kind of figured at some point that that might happen. I wasn't expecting it to happen, but I kind of figured it might at some point.
[33:44 - 33:57] But I was fucking ready for that fucking shit because what you motherfuckers don't fucking realize, like I said, there's one motherfucker on this earth that hates you more than me. And that's this dude right here.
[33:57 - 34:01] And he'll tell you straight up. He cannot stand what the fuck y'all do.
[34:01 - 34:13] Oh, it's really, it's really messed up. I got to do this really quickly. Big Boss, Sun25, Sirex wishes he had my money never on my level. Sirex will have that money.
[34:13 - 34:18] - Roll King. - Here's the thing, dude. I've had that money already.
[34:18 - 34:26] Yeah. Sean says, I make $150K a year, bitch.
[34:26 - 34:34] - Yeah. - Nobody gives a fuck about your $150K. You can take that $150K and shove it up your ass and go on somewhere.
[34:34 - 34:44] You really think I give a fuck about what you dumbass to say? No, I don't. I really don't give a fuck because all you guys do is talk.
[34:44 - 34:55] Your talk is just that. It's talk. Talk is cheap, motherfuckers. Actions speak louder than words. Your actions don't match up to what you're fucking saying.
[34:55 - 35:08] My actions match up to every fucking thing I'm saying. Everything I say has matched up to my words. Everything I do matches up to what I fucking say.
[35:08 - 35:20] Like Martin, you remember how I told you a few minutes ago how my song "Street Racing Scene" has over 13 plus fucking remixes?
[35:20 - 35:28] Yeah, at least. There you fucking go, so I can prove and back up what the fuck I say.
[35:28 - 35:35] But we ain't here about that. We're here about the little pussy motherfuckers, MF Rap Bitch Goomba,
[35:35 - 35:41] AKA the motherfucker that looks like the reject Goomba from Super Mario, and little bitch-ass Liquid Chris,
[35:41 - 35:46] who's a wannabe troll who ain't on my motherfucking level or is a boss like me.
[35:46 - 35:57] So Liquid Chris, do yourself a favor. Get away from the troll shit. And MF Goomba, dude, go back to fucking Bowser's Castle, you little fucking bitch.
[35:57 - 36:04] I mean, isn't that what you're good at? Sucking on Bowser's dick like a bitch? Isn't that what you're motherfucking good at, bro?
[36:04 - 36:12] I mean, your head does look like a fucking Goomba. I mean, seriously, having all motherfuckers not seen what this dude looks like,
[36:12 - 36:20] his head looks like a fucking Goomba from Super Mario. This dude literally belongs in Bowser's fucking castle. Clearly.
[36:20 - 36:29] So MF Goomba, take your ass back to Bowser's motherfucking castle, suck on his dick, and shut the fuck up.
[36:29 - 36:36] And Liquid Chris, you can go screw off somewhere, man. 'Cause you think you trolling me, motherfucker? You ain't thinking of the trolls.
[36:36 - 36:42] I'll admit right now, there's one motherfucker that tops your ass and trolling.
[36:42 - 36:45] And like I said, me and that man may not get along all the time.
[36:45 - 36:47] Oh, wow. Are you complimenting me, Cyrax?
[36:47 - 36:54] Honestly, dude, you've done more troll shit than he's done, dude. At least the shit you do is clever and creative.
[36:54 - 36:58] This shit he does, it just reads and repeats every fucking time.
[36:58 - 37:06] They're just making you do things that, like, I don't know if you know this, but Chris Chan ate his own calm. Chris Chan destroyed his PlayStation, you know?
[37:06 - 37:11] Yeah, I heard about that shit. I heard about him busting up his own PlayStation. I heard about that shit.
[37:11 - 37:17] Yeah, there's just nothing original about it. But man, sorry, I got to say, I don't know if--
[37:17 - 37:22] Hell, like, not gonna lie, Marty, like, you know, like, there are some things that you do that's repetitive.
[37:22 - 37:33] At least to an extent you keep it interesting. I mean, I'm not trying to bust your balls on this, but the fucking raccoon shit still in your pizza, that was some pretty original shit.
[37:33 - 37:36] Well, I don't know that I had any real control over that one, but--
[37:36 - 37:41] Well, no, but still, that was some original shit. That was original fucking shit.
[37:41 - 37:49] And even though there's not a lot of people that are a big fan of it, that song that you put out back when, you know, you were doing your thing,
[37:49 - 37:56] that was original. That was some original shit. You're more original than these motherfuckers.
[37:56 - 38:05] Hell, fucking, what is his name? Fucking Classic Games Canada. It's more original than you dumb motherfuckers.
[38:05 - 38:06] He's a legend, absolutely.
[38:06 - 38:13] Oh, dude, 100%. Dude, I watch classic stuff. And, grand, there are some things that he's doing that I'm not a fan of. There are.
[38:13 - 38:24] But, every channel fucking has that help. Even fucking, even Becky has original shit. Come on, dude, she made a fucking puppet of me.
[38:24 - 38:31] And made it look like that puppet was singing my song. That's some original shit that I keep every time.
[38:31 - 38:37] Oh, by the way, Bex, just a little warning for you. Thanks for the free pics of the puppet, because I did plan on making merch out of that.
[38:37 - 38:42] So, fuck you, and thanks for the fucking free merch designs, bitch. Just saying.
[38:42 - 38:47] You literally just gave me free fucking shit to work with. So, thanks for that.
[38:47 - 38:53] So, for all y'all wondering about any new Cyrax merch dropping, your boy's about to be dropping some shit real fucking soon.
[38:53 - 38:54] I can promise you that.
[38:54 - 38:56] Are you doing it, like, publicly, or is it going to be privately?
[38:56 - 39:03] I don't know yet. I haven't decided that yet. But, whenever I get the stuff done out, you can bet your fucking ass.
[39:03 - 39:07] I guarantee you that shit will fucking sell out. I guarantee you.
[39:07 - 39:14] Because what you don't realize, MF Goon, you've been in the fucking game for 15 seconds.
[39:14 - 39:18] You've been in the troll community for what?
[39:18 - 39:24] Like, you're a baby compared to what some of these other motherfuckers have done.
[39:24 - 39:32] Even compared to Liquid Chris. Liquid Chris has been in the game for, I don't even know how many fucking years now, to be honest with you.
[39:32 - 39:37] So, what do you think of Zozo?
[39:37 - 39:40] Honestly, dude, fucking weirdo.
[39:40 - 39:45] I watched you on your panel the other day, dude. He is a fucking weirdo.
[39:45 - 39:46] Yeah, I agree.
[39:46 - 39:51] I'm not going to lie. That dude is fucking weird.
[39:51 - 39:59] Don't get me wrong, I know that you've had your obsessions with me, but dude, this guy, bruh.
[39:59 - 40:07] That's some fucking, not going to lie, dude. At one point, I honestly thought at one point, the way he was going off and getting pissed,
[40:07 - 40:12] I almost thought that maybe he was getting possessed by a demon or some shit. I swear to God.
[40:12 - 40:18] The way he was going off. I'm like, dude, this guy is fucking crazy.
[40:18 - 40:24] So, I got to read this. Thank you for the cash app.
[40:24 - 40:31] Was that SharpieMark or CGI, like the cum? No, the cum was cream or something, I think the cum.
[40:31 - 40:36] That was some sort of cream, but dude, we're not even talking about that shit, bruh.
[40:36 - 40:40] We're here to get my shit fucking back up and running.
[40:40 - 40:46] And to everybody that is a fucking fan of my shit, to everybody that is a fan of my stuff,
[40:46 - 40:49] that has been wondering when I'm going to be making new content again,
[40:49 - 40:53] the minute I get a brand new Xbox, I am going to be starting up a gaming channel.
[40:53 - 40:57] I'm not going to be lying to me on it, but I am going to be doing gaming content on there,
[40:57 - 41:01] both classic style gaming, like a lot of you guys like.
[41:01 - 41:03] Do you have any plans?
[41:03 - 41:05] So, there is that.
[41:05 - 41:09] Do you have any plans on how to make some quick cash?
[41:09 - 41:14] Not at the moment. I've been trying to figure that shit out.
[41:14 - 41:17] Can I suggest one?
[41:17 - 41:18] Far away, what up?
[41:18 - 41:23] All right, so if I were you, what I would do personally, and this may be too diabolical,
[41:23 - 41:27] I'm not entirely sure, but people who have sent you PayPal before,
[41:27 - 41:34] I would say, "Look, I'm in a time of need."
[41:34 - 41:36] Well, hmm.
[41:36 - 41:39] Yes, I see where you're getting at. I know where you're getting at.
[41:39 - 41:42] And I did think about that. I really did.
[41:42 - 41:47] But at the same time, I'm trying to think about them as well,
[41:47 - 41:51] because I don't want them randomly sending me money,
[41:51 - 41:58] thinking I'm going to do something else with it when I'm not.
[41:58 - 42:02] Point being, man, I'm just trying to get my shit back on fucking track,
[42:02 - 42:04] and I was doing good.
[42:04 - 42:08] The whole reason why I wasn't on YouTube is because I was literally
[42:08 - 42:13] trying to live a normal fucking life again for the first time in over seven years.
[42:13 - 42:17] Trust me, what I say, these last few months of being off of YouTube
[42:17 - 42:21] have literally been some of the best months of my life.
[42:21 - 42:27] I got a lot of my life back on track where I want to be.
[42:27 - 42:30] I'm not flipping out hardly as much at all.
[42:30 - 42:33] I'm staying more focused on my shit.
[42:33 - 42:36] I'm more focused on what I need to do.
[42:36 - 42:43] And I'm really seeing the troll community as just what it is, a troll community.
[42:43 - 42:47] These motherfuckers ain't going to fucking do shit to me in real life.
[42:47 - 42:51] Not like that, anyway. I mean, yeah, the thing with the X2X, that made me real life.
[42:51 - 42:56] But in reality, they're not going to do anything to harm me or my family.
[42:56 - 43:03] And one thing I have learned, you just got to ignore the bullshit,
[43:03 - 43:07] because if you ignore it and you don't focus on it, it don't exist.
[43:07 - 43:09] Out of sight, out of mind.
[43:09 - 43:13] Why do you think I don't pay attention to any other shit?
[43:13 - 43:18] Like, why do you think I don't pay attention to any of the troll shit?
[43:18 - 43:21] I don't pay attention to it. I don't look at it. I don't watch it.
[43:21 - 43:24] And the reason why is because it doesn't interest me.
[43:24 - 43:30] Why would I give somebody that doesn't interest me the time of day?
[43:30 - 43:34] Why would I give somebody that speaks negatively on me the time of day?
[43:34 - 43:37] That's just giving them an extra view.
[43:37 - 43:41] And I'm not going to sit there and give somebody that speaks negatively on me
[43:41 - 43:46] my time to give them that view, no.
[43:46 - 43:49] If I like your content, I'm going to fucking watch that shit.
[43:49 - 43:52] I'm going to subscribe, comment, hit that notification bell, be like,
[43:52 - 43:56] "Yo, keep up the good-ass fucking work. I dig what you're doing."
[43:56 - 44:01] And it's like that one dude, oh, fucking, what's his name?
[44:01 - 44:05] Jake Monroe. That video, that dude that shouted me out in that video
[44:05 - 44:08] whenever I did that thing to his Patreon.
[44:08 - 44:11] The video that I watched, that guy--
[44:11 - 44:13] It gave him a dollar, right? It gave him a dollar, I believe?
[44:13 - 44:16] It was something like that. It was something in the--
[44:16 - 44:18] Well, speaking of Patreon, thanks for reminding me.
[44:18 - 44:20] I have to link-- I have to link mine.
[44:20 - 44:22] Oh, you're good, you're good.
[44:22 - 44:27] There was a video that he posted that is the one that got me into him
[44:27 - 44:33] where he said, "If you like something, you can leave something positive.
[44:33 - 44:36] If it's something negative and you don't like it, don't comment."
[44:36 - 44:41] Because people that comment negative things on a video
[44:41 - 44:45] are clearly not in a good state of mind
[44:45 - 44:50] or are in a shitty position in their life.
[44:50 - 44:53] A normal person, a normal happy person
[44:53 - 44:55] that is in a good place in their life
[44:55 - 45:01] doesn't concern themselves with what someone else is doing
[45:01 - 45:03] or trying to go after them.
[45:03 - 45:07] They stay content with what they're doing
[45:07 - 45:09] and they don't go after people,
[45:09 - 45:13] which is what I've been trying to do this whole fucking time.
[45:13 - 45:17] Work on my shit, worry about myself,
[45:17 - 45:20] do my content and get fucking paid at the end of the day.
[45:20 - 45:22] Sorry, I just got an alert here.
[45:22 - 45:25] I got a PayPal for $10 from Connor.
[45:25 - 45:28] He says, "I have to do the Cyrax.
[45:28 - 45:30] How does Cyrax stop living this delusion and get a job?
[45:30 - 45:32] I don't like saying it to you."
[45:32 - 45:34] No, I know you don't, dude.
[45:34 - 45:36] Dude, here's the thing, Connor.
[45:36 - 45:41] My delusions and delusions, they're fucking reality, bitch.
[45:41 - 45:48] See, what y'all perceive as delusional in all actuality is real.
[45:48 - 45:51] Y'all think I ain't have a thousand subs?
[45:51 - 45:57] Bro, Marty, how quick have you watched me get a thousand subs?
[45:57 - 46:00] What was the fastest time frame that you've seen me hit a thousand subs?
[46:00 - 46:04] It's like 45 minutes, like an hour or something like that, I believe.
[46:04 - 46:06] There you fucking go, dude.
[46:06 - 46:12] So I've proven more than anyone else that I'm more than capable
[46:12 - 46:15] of actually doing real fucking shit, dude.
[46:15 - 46:17] So why don't you do yourself a favor, Connor?
[46:17 - 46:21] You worry about you, I'll worry about me, and then we're all good.
[46:21 - 46:24] You worry about yourself and what you're doing,
[46:24 - 46:26] and I'll worry about me and what I'm doing.
[46:26 - 46:30] You worry about your team, I worry about my team, we're all good.
[46:30 - 46:34] I see you moved your bed, by the way.
[46:34 - 46:35] Yeah.
[46:35 - 46:37] Was that like a safety thing?
[46:37 - 46:41] That and somebody had actually called the health inspector out here
[46:41 - 46:43] for whatever fucking dumbass reason.
[46:43 - 46:45] Yeah, I heard about that.
[46:45 - 46:48] Yeah, dude, the fucking health inspector took one look at my room
[46:48 - 46:51] and he was like, "Why do I need to be here? This is stupid. It looks fine."
[46:51 - 46:56] He heard, well, I guess he said that you were gay.
[46:56 - 46:59] Yeah, he thought I was, but I'm actually not.
[46:59 - 47:03] I'm not even mad about that. If anything, I just find that funny as fuck,
[47:03 - 47:06] to be honest with you. I just find that really fucking hilarious.
[47:06 - 47:12] But point of the end, though, man, to MF Goon and Liquid Chris,
[47:12 - 47:14] y'all need to stop what you're fucking doing, man,
[47:14 - 47:18] because one of these days, man, you're going to get someone hurt.
[47:18 - 47:20] You really are.
[47:20 - 47:24] And maybe you and maybe someone else.
[47:24 - 47:26] But let me ask you all this.
[47:26 - 47:32] Is someone else getting hurt really worth what the shit that you guys are doing?
[47:32 - 47:35] Is it really worth getting someone hurt?
[47:35 - 47:39] Is doing what y'all did to me really worth going to jail over?
[47:39 - 47:43] Because what y'all did to me, by all legal standards,
[47:43 - 47:47] I have you guys dead to rights.
[47:47 - 47:50] By all legal standards,
[47:50 - 47:54] I can take that video of you guys admitting what y'all did.
[47:54 - 47:58] I could take that down to the courthouse right now if I wanted to
[47:58 - 48:03] and show them what the fuck is going on and show them that, you know,
[48:03 - 48:06] that y'all did this and this.
[48:06 - 48:11] So is it really worth it?
[48:11 - 48:15] I don't know if he'd be up for it. I don't know if it'll make you uncomfortable,
[48:15 - 48:22] but I think you should probably, I have like a mass e-mailer.
[48:22 - 48:25] Oh, you know what? It's going to sound weird, but...
[48:25 - 48:28] What's up?
[48:28 - 48:34] So, like, this Stephen Morin guy, M-O-R-I-N,
[48:34 - 48:36] he just sent me...
[48:36 - 48:38] I know who that is, but...
[48:38 - 48:41] Yeah, well, I don't either. So Stephen Morin, M-O-R-I-N.
[48:41 - 48:47] I have a new Xbox One. I'll send Cyrix for free if he wants it.
[48:47 - 48:50] Stephen Morin.
[48:50 - 48:52] I don't recognize that name.
[48:52 - 48:56] Stephen, question for you, Stephen, or Stephen, my bad.
[48:56 - 48:59] Do you have a way that I can reach out to you?
[48:59 - 49:04] Like, do you have like an e-mail, a Discord, a Facebook, a phone number?
[49:04 - 49:07] Like, do you have like a way that I can reach out to you
[49:07 - 49:11] and touch basically the private way and talk to you?
[49:11 - 49:13] I'll be sure to try to get that information from him.
[49:13 - 49:16] Do you want me to respond to him right now?
[49:16 - 49:20] Yeah, go ahead. Like, if he has a way that I can reach out to him,
[49:20 - 49:22] I'm more than willing to reach out to him, for sure.
[49:22 - 49:23] Okay.
[49:23 - 49:28] Because, like, dude, if you do have one, man, hit me up and let me know.
[49:28 - 49:31] Because, like I said, man, I'm not out here trying to cause trouble, dude.
[49:31 - 49:32] I'm really not.
[49:32 - 49:35] And the one misconception that everybody has about me
[49:35 - 49:38] is that I'm this god-awful person.
[49:38 - 49:43] But really, if you guys took the time to get to know me
[49:43 - 49:45] the way that a lot of these other people have,
[49:45 - 49:48] y'all would actually see that I'm actually not a bad guy.
[49:48 - 49:50] Like, hell, dude, my fucking girlfriend,
[49:50 - 49:53] who I've been dating for over a month now,
[49:53 - 49:57] like, she's watched my shit from day fucking one, dude.
[49:57 - 50:03] I mean, we're talking day one, very first channel type shit.
[50:03 - 50:07] All right? We're talking fucking day one shit.
[50:07 - 50:09] Granted, she came into it late,
[50:09 - 50:13] but she went back and watched all of my videos
[50:13 - 50:15] from day one up to now.
[50:15 - 50:17] And let me tell you something, dude,
[50:17 - 50:22] she took the time to get to know me as a person.
[50:22 - 50:25] So maybe if y'all followed that trend
[50:25 - 50:29] and, like, actually got to know me as a fucking person, dude,
[50:29 - 50:33] instead of, like, attacking me and believing whatever's on the internet,
[50:33 - 50:37] y'all might actually find we may have a lot more in common than y'all think.
[50:37 - 50:42] Like, y'all just might find out that we have a lot more in common.
[50:42 - 50:45] Like, I'm just a regular-ass dude, man.
[50:45 - 50:48] You know, I'm glad you found somebody, Cyrax.
[50:48 - 50:51] Oh, yeah, absolutely.
[50:51 - 50:54] You guys have any plans of meeting soon?
[50:54 - 50:55] Do what?
[50:55 - 50:57] Do you have any plans of meeting soon?
[50:57 - 50:58] Oh, yeah, absolutely.
[50:58 - 51:00] We were actually talking about it earlier today.
[51:00 - 51:04] We were actually talking about maybe her coming up this summer
[51:04 - 51:06] and whatnot and hanging out for a few weeks.
[51:06 - 51:08] Wow, look who's here. It's fucking Zozo.
[51:08 - 51:10] Yeah, wow.
[51:10 - 51:12] What do you think of him?
[51:12 - 51:16] Like, he's a pretty -- he's blowing me up.
[51:16 - 51:18] I don't know.
[51:18 - 51:21] To me, he's very bizarre.
[51:21 - 51:23] Yeah, literally.
[51:23 - 51:25] I couldn't have said it any better.
[51:25 - 51:28] I really could not have said it any fucking better, dude.
[51:28 - 51:31] Like, he is -- like, don't get wrong.
[51:31 - 51:33] I've seen a lot of bizarre people on YouTube.
[51:33 - 51:34] I'm not going to lie.
[51:34 - 51:39] I've given Carl some of the weirdest fucking shit that you can see on --
[51:39 - 51:41] you're not going to lie.
[51:41 - 51:46] But this dude, he takes bizarre to a whole new motherfucking level.
[51:46 - 51:48] He really does.
[51:48 - 51:51] I sat there and I watched him the other day when he was on your panel
[51:51 - 51:53] talking about, "Oh, I'm getting on my panel.
[51:53 - 51:55] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa."
[51:55 - 51:57] He really is, right?
[51:57 - 52:01] Yeah, like, dude, he's fucking weird.
[52:01 - 52:03] Like, you literally said it perfectly.
[52:03 - 52:05] He's bizarre as fuck.
[52:05 - 52:06] He really is.
[52:06 - 52:12] He's really bizarre, which is why I'm kind of on the fence about the guy.
[52:12 - 52:15] I don't know what to -- I'll be honest, I don't know what to make of him.
[52:15 - 52:17] No, best to use those, though.
[52:17 - 52:19] If you are a good dude, that's cool.
[52:19 - 52:23] If not, yeah, but honestly, dude, the way you come off,
[52:23 - 52:24] I don't know what to make of you, dude.
[52:24 - 52:25] I'll be honest.
[52:25 - 52:28] I do not know what to fucking make of you, man.
[52:28 - 52:30] I really don't because one minute you're calm,
[52:30 - 52:35] next minute you're completely, completely flipping on it worse than me, dude.
[52:35 - 52:38] And I've flipped out pretty bad in the fucking past, dude,
[52:38 - 52:40] but you fucking go off, man.
[52:40 - 52:43] You seem to be a calmer these days.
[52:43 - 52:48] That's because I finally started fucking realizing that getting pissed off,
[52:48 - 52:50] that don't get you nowhere, dude.
[52:50 - 52:54] Getting pissed off don't do shit for you except make you feel shittier
[52:54 - 52:57] than what you already do.
[52:57 - 53:01] Not to mention, I've sat back and I've watched a lot of what these trolls do,
[53:01 - 53:05] and it's all garbage.
[53:05 - 53:09] It's like reading the tabloids, dude.
[53:09 - 53:11] Yeah, I have to read the cash app.
[53:11 - 53:13] Captain Polylog Mannerbeef says,
[53:13 - 53:17] "He wants me to tell you that you will die alone."
[53:17 - 53:19] Do I?
[53:19 - 53:25] Captain Polylog Mannerbeef sent a $5 cash app and he wanted me--
[53:25 - 53:28] I have to read his message, but he says,
[53:28 - 53:31] "Tell Cyrax he will die alone."
[53:31 - 53:33] Here's the thing, motherfucker.
[53:33 - 53:36] Polylog, what you don't realize, bro, is this.
[53:36 - 53:39] You come into this world alone, you leave this world alone.
[53:39 - 53:41] We all do it.
[53:41 - 53:43] I know I'm gonna die alone.
[53:43 - 53:46] I know when I die, I'm gonna be on my own.
[53:46 - 53:49] I'm prepared for that, dude.
[53:49 - 53:52] Yeah, come into this world alone, you'll leave this world alone.
[53:52 - 53:55] No ifs, ands, or buts about it.
[53:55 - 53:57] It happens to all of us, dude.
[53:57 - 53:59] There's two things that you are--
[53:59 - 54:02] There's three things, or no, there's only two things
[54:02 - 54:04] you are guaranteed in this life, dude.
[54:04 - 54:07] Taxes and death.
[54:07 - 54:09] And this is everybody, dude.
[54:09 - 54:11] You're coming to this world alone,
[54:11 - 54:13] you'll leave this world alone.
[54:13 - 54:15] Cyrax, Zozo's backstage here.
[54:15 - 54:17] I don't know if you have anything you want to say to the guy,
[54:17 - 54:19] or if he's just too weird for you.
[54:19 - 54:20] Honestly, he's way too weird for me.
[54:20 - 54:22] I want to be honest here.
[54:22 - 54:26] All right, so I'm just gonna take another poll.
[54:26 - 54:28] And just see if people--
[54:28 - 54:31] Because it's kind of weird to me, like he--
[54:31 - 54:34] He says that he's like your best friend ever.
[54:34 - 54:36] Dude, I'll be honest.
[54:36 - 54:40] I talked to the guy maybe once on Xbox, and that was it.
[54:40 - 54:42] What did you think of him?
[54:42 - 54:45] Back then, he seemed pretty--
[54:45 - 54:47] He seemed pretty chill.
[54:47 - 54:51] But seeing him on here, I don't know, dude.
[54:51 - 54:54] I really don't fucking know, dude.
[54:54 - 54:58] I've met some weird fucking people.
[54:58 - 55:01] But this dude is literally like--
[55:01 - 55:03] I don't know, man.
[55:03 - 55:05] It's almost like a Jekyll and Hyde kind of thing.
[55:05 - 55:07] It's like one minute he's cool,
[55:07 - 55:09] and then next minute he's over here doing this,
[55:09 - 55:12] and it's like, what are you doing, dude?
[55:12 - 55:15] Don't be wrong, I know I've had my Jekyll and Hyde moments.
[55:15 - 55:17] We've all seen it.
[55:17 - 55:19] I've had my Jekyll and Hyde moments.
[55:19 - 55:21] I have. I'm not gonna hide that.
[55:21 - 55:23] I have.
[55:23 - 55:26] This dude--
[55:26 - 55:29] I have not seen anybody weirder than that.
[55:29 - 55:31] Like, I'm not gonna lie.
[55:31 - 55:33] But like I said--
[55:33 - 55:36] If he's annoying, just tell me to get rid of him, but--
[55:36 - 55:37] So is that--
[55:37 - 55:40] Like I said, the Liquid Chris and them and the Food Man,
[55:40 - 55:42] y'all motherfuckers--
[55:42 - 55:44] Yo, what's up, Cyrex?
[55:44 - 55:45] How am I weird, bro?
[55:45 - 55:48] I was actually trying to help you, so what's your problem?
[55:48 - 55:51] Oh, no, I don't have a direct problem with you, dude.
[55:51 - 55:53] It's just the way, like--
[55:53 - 55:55] I don't know, it's just the scene you flip out, dude.
[55:55 - 55:57] Like, I'm not-- I'm not, like, trying to, like--
[55:57 - 55:59] They mean you or anything. I'm really not.
[55:59 - 56:01] I'm not-- I'm not a troll, bro.
[56:01 - 56:03] I was actually being nice to you, and you just--
[56:03 - 56:04] Oh, no, I know.
[56:04 - 56:05] And you just ignore me.
[56:05 - 56:07] I appreciate that, dude. I do.
[56:07 - 56:09] But at the same time, dude, you kind of got to look at it
[56:09 - 56:11] from an outsider point of view.
[56:11 - 56:13] Like I said, I'm not judging you.
[56:13 - 56:15] I'm not saying that, you know--
[56:15 - 56:17] I haven't done weird shit, too.
[56:17 - 56:18] I'm not saying that, you know?
[56:18 - 56:20] I'm not trying to judge you or anything.
[56:20 - 56:23] But if you look at it from an outsider's perspective,
[56:23 - 56:26] people-- or people talk, dude.
[56:26 - 56:29] People are going to look at you weird when you do the kind of thing you do.
[56:29 - 56:31] Like, I'm not judging you, man.
[56:31 - 56:33] Like I said, we've all done weird shit.
[56:33 - 56:35] I know. I've had my fair deal.
[56:35 - 56:36] Yeah, bro.
[56:36 - 56:38] Hell, dude, that's fucking Marty.
[56:38 - 56:41] He's fucking been here for damn near every single fucking one of them.
[56:41 - 56:42] Can you get Syrax?
[56:42 - 56:43] Um, Syrax.
[56:43 - 56:44] Yeah.
[56:44 - 56:45] I can-- I can try to--
[56:45 - 56:47] What happened to your Xbox?
[56:47 - 56:53] I'm sorry. Short, MFG and MFGuna Liquid Chris,
[56:53 - 56:56] they had sent a couple of U.S.--
[56:56 - 57:00] Well, Barbary, a friend of mine, he had sent me a--
[57:00 - 57:03] You know how, like, you know the USBs,
[57:03 - 57:04] where you're going to jailbreak.
[57:04 - 57:05] Yeah.
[57:05 - 57:07] Did I have, like, all that shit done?
[57:07 - 57:08] He had sent me--
[57:08 - 57:09] Yeah.
[57:09 - 57:10] You can't do that on--
[57:10 - 57:12] You can't do that on Xbox One, bro.
[57:12 - 57:13] You can't--
[57:13 - 57:14] Yeah, I know.
[57:14 - 57:15] And that's--
[57:15 - 57:17] He's also said something messed up.
[57:17 - 57:19] He said that--
[57:19 - 57:22] He said that I'm a pedophile just like Syrax,
[57:22 - 57:23] and I can play the clip to you.
[57:23 - 57:26] Like, so he thinks you're a pedophile.
[57:26 - 57:27] I didn't say that.
[57:27 - 57:28] Play the clip.
[57:28 - 57:30] Okay.
[57:30 - 57:33] Okay, sure.
[57:33 - 57:36] He said if Syrax-- if Syrax is one,
[57:36 - 57:38] then I'm a pedophile, too.
[57:38 - 57:40] That's what he said.
[57:40 - 57:41] I didn't say he was one, though.
[57:41 - 57:42] That's the thing.
[57:42 - 57:44] I didn't say he was one.
[57:44 - 57:46] I don't think he won.
[57:46 - 57:49] I don't think he won, Syrax.
[57:49 - 57:50] Right.
[57:50 - 57:52] And, Marty, I'm not like--
[57:52 - 57:55] I'm not like--
[57:55 - 57:56] You know, coming between you guys,
[57:56 - 57:59] I'm not like, you know, in the middle of that.
[57:59 - 58:00] Like, you know what I mean?
[58:00 - 58:02] Like, I'm not like trying to, you know,
[58:02 - 58:04] take sides or anything, but--
[58:04 - 58:06] And I have seen that clip.
[58:06 - 58:08] Like, I did see that stream.
[58:08 - 58:10] And honestly, man--
[58:10 - 58:13] And, like, everybody could have taken it out of context.
[58:13 - 58:15] Like, do you know how many things I've said
[58:15 - 58:17] that people have taken out of context?
[58:17 - 58:19] Syrax, bro, just keep your circles small, man.
[58:19 - 58:21] Just keep the small circles small.
[58:21 - 58:22] No, trust me.
[58:22 - 58:23] Oh, dude, trust me, dude.
[58:23 - 58:25] After the last couple days, man,
[58:25 - 58:28] let's just say my circle has gotten way smaller
[58:28 - 58:29] than it used to be.
[58:29 - 58:32] Not gonna lie, it has gotten way smaller.
[58:32 - 58:35] You know, watching what it's become is just not--
[58:35 - 58:38] You know, what they do to you, it's terrible.
[58:38 - 58:39] I don't know.
[58:39 - 58:41] Something's gotta be different.
[58:41 - 58:43] They don't humanize you.
[58:43 - 58:45] They don't treat you as a human.
[58:45 - 58:47] They treat you as an object.
[58:47 - 58:49] Yeah, they literally, like--
[58:49 - 58:51] And I've seen this going on with other people.
[58:51 - 58:55] Like, I've delved into this shit with Chris Chan and everybody.
[58:55 - 58:58] Like, I know about everything these guys have done.
[58:58 - 59:01] And they're essentially trying to do to me
[59:01 - 59:04] what they did to him, which is basically, you know,
[59:04 - 59:06] they're trying to dehumanize me.
[59:06 - 59:09] Like you said, they're essentially trying to dehumanize me
[59:09 - 59:13] and use me as an object for bartering or whatever.
[59:13 - 59:16] And it's like, dude, I'm not some motherfucking object
[59:16 - 59:18] that you can barter, bro.
[59:18 - 59:19] I don't fucking human--
[59:19 - 59:21] Yeah, you're a human.
[59:21 - 59:22] Yeah, like we all are.
[59:22 - 59:25] Like I said, I know I'm naming my fair share o