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2021-7-16 COFFEE AND GAMING EP1

2021-7-16 COFFEE AND GAMING EP1

[0:00 - 0:11] What is up what is up what is up you guys so today we are starting a brand new series
[0:11 - 0:18] on the channel called Coffee and D*ck where I sit down play random games throughout the
[0:18 - 0:28] stream and just hang out with you guys and kick it in jail oh forget to play it now some
[0:28 - 0:36] games may switch over time like I may switch out one game for another whatever like I may
[0:36 - 0:49] say uninstall again and then install a brand new one or something but today I wanted to
[0:49 - 0:53] start out with something a little bit unconventional that I've never played online before which
[0:53 - 1:09] is a game called Knockout City which is one of my personal favorites
[1:09 - 1:15] and don't worry for all my car fans out there there will be car games coming into the mix
[1:15 - 1:25] too stuff like dirt rally 2.0, dirt 5, F1 all that good stuff so we're gonna start off
[1:25 - 1:32] with a little bit of Knockout City now one of my personal favorites now wait for it
[1:32 - 1:53] to log in now it's been a minute till that point the sun might be a little rusty I don't
[1:53 - 2:11] know what to do now studios, log me in bitch thank you oh Knockout City is a new playlist
[2:11 - 2:24] party down in the kitchen down in the dungeon
[2:24 - 2:29] welcome back baby, looks like you haven't completed all the training programs yet why
[2:29 - 2:34] not log into the radio box or open the menu and select training to brush up on the issues
[2:34 - 2:59] alright so lets go ahead and play lets go lets go team kl lets go with the team knockout
[2:59 - 3:13] mode actually you know what lets just go straight back the straight way you can get one way
[3:13 - 3:26] easier now lets try a new diamond dash lets try a new diamond dash and see how that works
[3:26 - 3:33] haven't done that one yet and yes that's my character right there with the blindfold
[3:33 - 4:03] on and looking kind of like what's his name from looking kind of like Sora from kind of
[4:03 - 4:21] like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like
[4:21 - 4:36] like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind
[4:36 - 26:43] of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind
[26:43 - 27:01] of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like
[27:01 - 29:03] Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like Sora from kind of like
[29:03 - 29:23] it going on. Okay, I see what he's doing. He's going after these guys over here in the
[29:23 - 29:47] corner. Okay, nevermind. I didn't even have the phone one go now. Bro.
[29:47 - 30:13] He just ran rocket into her asses. Okay, this is easy money. Shit. Bro, how? Dude,
[30:13 - 30:40] I need this car. I need this. I have to have this in my life. Bro, this is sick. Yo, I
[30:40 - 30:51] have to have this car. This is fucking incredible. Dude just sat there and literally fucked everyone
[30:51 - 31:01] up within seconds. I didn't even have to do anything. I thought he was just gonna get
[31:01 - 31:09] out and we were gonna do some shit but nope. I'm like almost tempted though I jump out
[31:09 - 31:34] of here to shoot down there. Ah shit. Didn't even have to happen. And I'm fucked. Oh, ow.
[31:34 - 32:05] [no speech detected]
[32:05 - 32:06] Finally a little bit of action.
[32:06 - 32:08] I got this dude over here bro.
[32:08 - 32:23] [no speech detected]
[32:23 - 32:24] Nevermind.
[32:24 - 32:31] [no speech detected]
[32:31 - 32:36] Let's see who literally just wiped everybody out.
[32:36 - 32:40] Oh, or not a drive dipstick.
[32:40 - 32:54] [no speech detected]
[32:54 - 32:58] Bro, that was easy money.
[32:58 - 33:01] Fuck yeah.
[33:01 - 33:09] [no speech detected]
[33:09 - 33:10] Alright, sounds good buddy.
[33:10 - 33:12] I'll definitely read them for sure.
[33:12 - 33:18] [no speech detected]
[33:18 - 33:22] Dude, that was like the easiest 12K I made in a while.
[33:22 - 33:39] [no speech detected]
[33:39 - 33:42] After this I'm going to do some dirt routes with my other.
[33:42 - 33:47] [no speech detected]
[33:47 - 33:53] What am I do? I don't know. So I don't know what I'm going to do.
[33:53 - 34:19] [no speech detected]
[34:19 - 34:23] Hey cat dragon, I love it.
[34:23 - 34:56] [no speech detected]
[34:56 - 34:58] Go ahead and swipe G on it.
[34:58 - 35:45] [no speech detected]
[35:45 - 36:06] Sorry, bro, you're gonna have to walk.
[36:06 - 36:27] It was like old boys walking man.
[36:27 - 36:36] Bro.
[36:36 - 36:54] That was a failure.
[36:54 - 37:09] I'll get it. Oh no, no.
[37:09 - 37:38] I made that dude ghost ride.
[37:38 - 38:09] [no speech detected]
[38:09 - 38:34] Damn, see you in another. What's with all the four to sports today, man?
[38:34 - 38:39] Oh damn, you got a whole tail up going on.
[38:39 - 38:43] Oh, nevermind, the BMW, nevermind.
[38:43 - 38:54] I've read that I was in a score, but no, it's a BMW.
[38:54 - 39:23] Whoa, wrong one.
[39:23 - 40:14] [no speech detected]
[40:14 - 40:23] Oh, nice slide coming out of there, bro. That was beautiful.
[40:23 - 40:35] Nice charger.
[40:35 - 40:44] Oh, okay, I see what that Jag really.
[40:44 - 41:06] I see with that Jaguar my dude.
[41:06 - 41:16] Oh God, let's go.
[41:16 - 41:32] Oh damn, I pulled up in that brawl. Nice four.
[41:32 - 41:38] So you got to find your own ride, man.
[41:38 - 41:53] Yeah, blue, what up, man?
[41:53 - 41:59] Oh God, this van is not about to. I'm about to say you better not go through there, bro.
[41:59 - 42:24] That trip shit.
[42:24 - 42:35] I want you topping off rounds for me anyway, Jesus.
[42:35 - 42:42] Dude, just drop me the fuck off.
[42:42 - 43:04] Now what jump, but I don't want to fucking die.
[43:04 - 43:14] Drop me off this.
[43:14 - 43:37] Thank you.
[43:37 - 43:42] Yo, I got Brian Skyline. Let's go, bro.
[43:42 - 43:45] Hell yeah, God.
[43:45 - 43:55] Fuck figures when I'm just.
[43:55 - 43:58] Now I really gotta pull fast and serious on these guys.
[43:58 - 44:00] Screw you.
[44:00 - 44:03] Out of my way, bitch.
[44:03 - 44:16] This this is one from Mission Impossible to Mission and frickin Sanity, bro.
[44:16 - 44:32] How I don't say I did.
[44:32 - 44:54] Why is it, though? Why did the cops always have to come after my ass?
[44:54 - 45:18] Every damn time, dude, it never fails.
[45:18 - 45:47] Out of the way, could you? I swear to God, I need to be blaring some piggy pie on this shit, bro.
[45:47 - 46:16] Damn, y'all can get y'all Lincoln Continental Organizer out of the way.
[46:16 - 46:30] Might not be able to save this route to get there, but hey.
[46:30 - 46:48] I don't know.
[46:48 - 47:17] Skyline delivered.
[47:17 - 48:52] I'm sorry.
[48:52 - 48:54] Thank you.
[48:54 - 49:20] Say, oh, say my ass.
[49:20 - 49:25] Yeah, blue. How you doing this one, man?
[49:25 - 49:34] Bye bye.
[49:34 - 49:46] Dude, if I had a parachute, I would totally jump.
[49:46 - 50:15] Oh, ouch.
[50:15 - 50:36] God, get the fuck out of here.
[50:36 - 51:05] You hear me?
[51:05 - 51:34] Oh, yeah, way to go. Just way to be here.
[51:34 - 52:03] One time it's fire now.
[52:03 - 52:32] Okay.
[52:32 - 52:35] Well, that was interesting.
[52:35 - 52:44] So I'm going to put my money in my bank real quick, and then we're about to switch it up.
[52:44 - 53:13] I like that VL. We will. It's nice.
[53:13 - 53:42] Well, now he's got a little bit of cash.
[53:42 - 54:11] Okay.
[54:11 - 54:20] And apparently it's going to give me shit.
[54:20 - 54:33] All right, so we will just switch out there, since I did get my money.
[54:33 - 54:59] We're going to switch out there.
[54:59 - 55:17] Is it?
[55:17 - 55:40] Now let me show you guys how much better I got with that one Porsche real quick.
[55:40 - 55:53] And then I'm going to go down, eat some breakfast real quick, and then come back up, stream.
[55:53 - 55:59] But while I'm gone, I'm going to play a video for you guys so you all have at least something to watch.
[55:59 - 56:28] I don't care.
[56:28 - 56:44] Oh man, I can't wait for today and tomorrow, man.
[56:44 - 57:13] I get that new gear shirts underneath, and then tomorrow I get the new wheel and pedals. Bro, it's going to be nice.
[57:13 - 59:07] It's going to be nice.
[59:07 - 59:29] Dude, why are the kids flipping this thing?
[59:29 - 59:35] Damn it, I jumped it.
[59:36 - 60:04] Maybe I'm going to restart because I jumped a gun.
[60:04 - 60:27] It is not the left arm.
[60:27 - 60:28] It is not the right arm.
[60:28 - 60:56] It is not the left arm.
[60:56 - 60:57] It is not the right arm.
[60:57 - 61:19] It is not the left arm.
[61:19 - 61:20] It is not the right arm.
[61:20 - 62:37] It is not the left arm.
[62:37 - 62:38] It is not the right arm.
[62:38 - 63:05] It is not the left arm.
[63:05 - 63:06] It is not the right arm.
[63:06 - 63:29] It is not the left arm.
[63:29 - 63:30] It is not the right arm.
[63:30 - 63:53] It is not the left arm.
[63:53 - 63:54] It is not the right arm.
[63:54 - 64:22] It is not the left arm.
[64:22 - 64:23] It is not the right arm.
[64:23 - 64:49] It is not the left arm.
[64:49 - 64:50] It is not the right arm.
[64:50 - 65:17] It is not the left arm.
[65:17 - 65:21] That is why you have to be careful when you do this kind of shit, man.
[65:21 - 65:27] Now you see why they say rallycross is one of the most dangerous sports.
[65:27 - 65:34] Five, four, three, two, one, go.
[65:34 - 65:56] This one is so soft and you are done.
[65:56 - 66:21] It is not the left arm.
[66:21 - 66:46] That is why you have to be careful when you do this kind of shit.
[66:46 - 66:56] It is not the left arm.
[66:56 - 71:22] I don't see how I can play this thing so damn quickly.
[71:22 - 71:44] 417, that went on as fast as my last run but still not bad.
[71:44 - 71:57] I should go either way and see where I stand.
[71:57 - 72:37] I don't see how I can play this thing so damn quickly.
[72:37 - 73:05] Damn, I had a nice rhythm going too.
[73:05 - 78:31] I don't see how I can play this thing so damn quickly.
[78:31 - 78:33] (panting)
2021-7-15 SLAVES TO THE SYSTEM

2021-7-15 SLAVES TO THE SYSTEM

[0:00 - 2:18] (I'm not sure what he said here)
[2:18 - 2:24] (I'm not going to mention this versus his name)
[2:24 - 2:26] (because I don't want no trouble for him)
[2:26 - 2:30] (but I am going to say this to you, man)
[2:30 - 2:34] (what you're doing is fucked up)
[2:34 - 2:38] (you're letting these people that are your supposed employees)
[2:38 - 2:41] (of your game creation company)
[2:41 - 2:43] (of your gaming company)
[2:43 - 2:45] (run your life)
[2:45 - 2:50] (like I told you yesterday, man)
[2:50 - 2:54] (you need to quit letting motherfuckers walk all over you)
[2:54 - 2:57] (because when you let them walk all over you)
[2:57 - 3:00] (you then become their bitch)
[3:00 - 3:02] (and when you become their bitch)
[3:02 - 3:04] (they control your life)
[3:04 - 3:06] (and when they control your life)
[3:06 - 3:08] (trust me when I say)
[3:08 - 3:12] (you fall into misery pretty damn fucking fast)
[3:12 - 3:17] (trust me, I know I've been there)
[3:17 - 3:24] (but what I find fucked up)
[3:24 - 3:30] (is that you'd rather focus on me doing what I did)
[3:30 - 3:33] (instead of focusing on where I'm at now)
[3:33 - 3:36] (and how I've bettered myself)
[3:36 - 3:44] (you would rather focus on what I did wrong)
[3:44 - 3:47] (instead of focusing on where I'm at now)
[3:47 - 3:49] (how good I'm actually doing)
[3:49 - 3:54] (and looking past all the hype and all the bullshit)
[3:54 - 4:02] (because like I told you, for every action there has to be a reaction)
[4:02 - 4:06] (for every cause there's an effect)
[4:06 - 4:18] (for every problem there's two things, a solution to that problem and a cause to that problem)
[4:18 - 4:28] (and it's your job, ultimately as a manager of a company, to figure out those problems)
[4:28 - 4:36] (to figure out, okay, this is what he did, here's the problem, now what caused that problem?)
[4:36 - 4:44] (instead of being a fucking manager, you would rather sit down and let your employees walk all over you)
[4:44 - 4:47] (and that's fucked up)
[4:47 - 4:50] (like I told you man)
[4:54 - 5:00] (when you do that shit, when you let motherfuckers walk all over you and control you)
[5:00 - 5:06] (you ultimately become a slave to their substance)
[5:06 - 5:11] (so stop being a slave)
[5:11 - 5:24] (you'll try)
[5:24 - 5:29] (such a bad bitch was a fucking lot of life)
[5:29 - 5:33] (you're the one who can deny)
[5:35 - 5:43] (you're the only one who can deny)
[5:43 - 5:47] (you're the one who can deny)
[5:47 - 5:51] (you're the only one who can deny)
[5:51 - 8:40] (you're the one who can deny)
[8:40 - 8:45] And that's facts, man.
[8:45 - 8:48] If you continue on the path that you're on,
[8:48 - 8:51] you will become a slave to substance.
[8:51 - 8:54] You will become a slave to yourself
[8:54 - 8:56] and to other people.
[8:56 - 8:59] And that's why I'm here trying to reach out to you
[8:59 - 9:01] to tell you
[9:01 - 9:07] that you can do better than these fucking people.
[9:07 - 9:10] Yeah, they may be good at what you do,
[9:10 - 9:13] but what's more important to you, man?
[9:13 - 9:18] A friendship with somebody that you've known for fucking years
[9:18 - 9:21] that you know deep down is a good person?
[9:21 - 9:25] Or a fucking gaming company
[9:25 - 9:28] with some people that you barely even fucking know
[9:28 - 9:31] that are running your fucking life?
[9:31 - 9:34] Think about that.
[9:34 - 9:37] Because let me tell you right now,
[9:37 - 9:42] if I was in charge,
[9:42 - 9:45] the shit that's going on wouldn't be going on.
[9:45 - 9:47] Do you want to know why?
[9:47 - 9:51] Because I would choose my friendship with you
[9:51 - 9:54] over any of these motherfuckers
[9:54 - 9:57] that think that they know best.
[9:57 - 10:00] These motherfuckers don't know you.
[10:00 - 10:05] So like I told you, man,
[10:05 - 10:07] get your head out of your fucking ass
[10:07 - 10:11] back on your goddamn shoulders where it belongs.
[10:11 - 10:14] Because you and I both know
[10:14 - 10:16] I was one of the hardest working members
[10:16 - 10:19] on that goddamn team, and you fucking know it.
[10:19 - 10:26] I busted my ass for hours and hours and hours
[10:26 - 10:30] doing shit for you,
[10:30 - 10:33] staying up, making sure shit got done.
[10:33 - 10:36] When everyone else fucking left for the day,
[10:36 - 10:38] when everyone else was done for the day
[10:38 - 10:41] and took off and did whatever, what did I do?
[10:41 - 10:45] I stayed behind and busted my fucking ass.
[10:45 - 10:48] Because I believed in that fucking game
[10:48 - 10:49] that you were putting up.
[10:49 - 10:52] I believed in that shit.
[10:52 - 10:54] When everybody else was done,
[10:54 - 10:57] I was already working on shit for the next day.
[11:03 - 11:07] Like I said, what I did may have been fucked up, yeah.
[11:07 - 11:10] But you need to realize something, man.
[11:10 - 11:13] You really need to fucking realize something.
[11:13 - 11:21] That all of this bullshit that's going on
[11:21 - 11:24] is just that bullshit.
[11:24 - 11:29] Because let me tell you what these people are doing.
[11:32 - 11:35] They're creating more unnecessary bullshit,
[11:35 - 11:40] which I sent you links and articles to these people.
[11:40 - 11:45] Showing what kind of fucked up shit they've done.
[11:45 - 11:50] Not just to be able to other people before me.
[11:50 - 11:54] And you're still gonna sit there
[11:54 - 11:56] and think that I'm a bad person?
[11:56 - 12:00] When I'm a motherfucker that's still beside you,
[12:00 - 12:02] when everyone else was against you,
[12:02 - 12:04] I stood beside you.
[12:04 - 12:08] Because you're my best friend, bro.
[12:08 - 12:09] You're my brother.
[12:09 - 12:11] You're my fucking family.
[12:11 - 12:19] When everyone else turned their backs on you,
[12:19 - 12:22] what did I do?
[12:22 - 12:24] I stood beside you.
[12:24 - 12:26] I told you that you got this.
[12:27 - 12:30] Well, yes, what I did could look bad in the long run.
[12:30 - 12:33] And you're right, it could to a certain extent.
[12:33 - 12:35] But the point being,
[12:35 - 12:39] every major company in the world
[12:39 - 12:41] has people gunning for them.
[12:41 - 12:44] We've all made mistakes, man.
[12:44 - 12:48] Name one famous person that is not.
[12:49 - 12:57] Made a single mistake or gotten caught up in some kind of controversy in the long run.
[12:57 - 13:00] Every famous person on the earth
[13:00 - 13:03] has gone through a scandal at some point or another,
[13:03 - 13:06] whether it's small or whether it's big.
[13:06 - 13:10] All of the famous people in the world
[13:10 - 13:13] have been around for a long time.
[13:13 - 13:16] They've been around for a long time.
[13:17 - 13:21] All of the famous people in the world have done something fucked up in their life.
[13:21 - 13:23] No one's perfect.
[13:23 - 13:28] But we can't let those mistakes define who we are.
[13:28 - 13:32] Because if you let your mistakes define who you are,
[13:32 - 13:37] then you're doomed for failure time and time again.
[13:37 - 13:41] That's how you quit letting it define who you are.
[13:41 - 13:45] I don't let my mistakes define who I am.
[13:46 - 13:48] I admit what I did was fucked up.
[13:48 - 13:50] I came out in the amenity.
[13:50 - 13:54] But the difference between me and other people,
[13:54 - 13:58] I moved on from it and I tried to better myself from it.
[13:58 - 14:16] [no audio]
[14:16 - 14:22] I broke that habit of letting my mistakes define who the fuck I am.
[14:23 - 14:37] [no audio]
[14:37 - 14:41] And that's what's so sad is that too many people in this world
[14:41 - 14:46] let their mistakes define who the fuck they are.
[14:47 - 14:58] [no audio]
[14:58 - 15:01] And that's just sad, man.
[15:01 - 15:08] [no audio]
[15:08 - 15:12] And the way I see it, there's two things you can do about it.
[15:13 - 15:18] You can either sit there and let your mistakes define who you are and control you.
[15:18 - 15:24] [no audio]
[15:24 - 15:30] Or you can fucking rise above it and better yourself from it.
[15:30 - 15:38] [no audio]
[15:39 - 15:42] I choose to rise.
[15:42 - 19:22] [no audio]
[19:22 - 19:31] See, unlike you, unlike you, man, I choose to rise above my mistakes.
[19:32 - 19:36] I don't sit there and let them define who the fuck I am.
[19:36 - 19:40] [no audio]
[19:40 - 19:51] Like I said, you can choose to bring me back on the company and continue to live this bullshit fucking life of a life and let people walk the fuck all over you.
[19:52 - 20:02] Or you can do damn well what you know the right thing is to do and to give me a second chance at what I fucking deserve.
[20:02 - 20:09] 'Cause like I said, you and I both know I'm the hardest motherfucking worker on that goddamn team.
[20:09 - 20:17] As I told you, and you've witnessed this, you've witnessed this and don't think you have because I know you have.
[20:18 - 20:24] When everybody else was done for the day and they went about their business and did whatever, what did I do?
[20:24 - 20:35] I sat there and asked you time and time again, "Hey, what can I do to get ready for tomorrow? What can I get ready to push this thing even further?"
[20:35 - 20:46] Every day I was constantly busting my ass. From the time I got up in the morning to past fucking midnight, I was always busting my ass for you.
[20:47 - 20:49] I was working my ass off for you.
[20:49 - 20:58] And for you to fucking toss me off like that because of one fucking mistake, that's bullshit and you know it.
[20:58 - 21:03] Everyone deserves a second chance, dude. Everyone.
[21:03 - 21:14] It don't matter the mistake. What matters is what you do after that mistake.
[21:15 - 21:29] What matters is whether you stay held down by that mistake and you let it fucking define who you are or you get the fuck back up and you do something about it and you better yourself from it.
[21:32 - 21:47] Me, I would rather... I would fucking rather rise above my mistakes and better myself and become a better person.
[21:53 - 22:03] Because these people that you're fucking working with, bro, they don't know real life yet. They don't even fucking know what life is.
[22:03 - 22:12] But you and I both know that I do. You know what life is, man. These motherfuckers ain't even out of fucking high school yet, bro.
[22:13 - 22:24] And yet, you wanna let them run your company? Even though these kids ain't even fucking out of high school yet, bro? Are you fucking kidding me right now?
[22:24 - 22:38] These kids ain't even out of fucking high school yet. Granted, they're very gifted in what they do. They're very gifted in what they do, not gonna lie. They're very gifted with what they do, but bro, you gotta think about this.
[22:39 - 22:45] Do you really want high schooler kids that don't know how to let go of shit running your company?
[22:45 - 23:01] Or would you rather find actual adults that know what the fuck they're doing, that aren't in high school, that aren't on that drama of bullshit, run your company and do it the correct way?
[23:01 - 23:04] Think about it, man.
[23:04 - 23:11] The choice is pretty damn fucking clear if you ask me.
[23:29 - 23:43] 'Cause like I said, you continue on this fucking path. You're doing nothing but becoming a zombie, man. And that's sad. You're becoming a fucking zombie.
[23:56 - 24:00] That's fucking pathetic.
[24:01 - 24:08] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[24:18 - 24:32] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[24:41 - 24:47] This is me, that's not me, that's not my family.
[24:47 - 24:53] In your head, in your head, they are right here.
[24:53 - 25:07] The truth is, in their homes, in their rooms, in their drones, in your head, in your head, they are right here.
[25:09 - 25:35] 'Cause in your head, in your head, they are right here.
[25:36 - 26:04] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[26:04 - 27:45] (singing in foreign language)
[28:11 - 28:14] - It's time you wake the fuck up, man.
[28:14 - 28:32] It's time you wake the fuck up
[28:32 - 28:35] and stop being a goddamn zombie, man.
[28:35 - 28:37] Wake the fuck up.
[28:37 - 28:48] (tapping)
[28:48 - 29:15] (ringing)
[29:15 - 29:17] - Interruptor Telekast from the emergency
[29:17 - 29:20] of the resident, Cecilia Harrison
[29:20 - 29:22] of the United Global Alliance.
[29:22 - 29:27] - In a few minutes, the state will have justice
[29:27 - 29:32] over the rebel known as the prophet.
[29:32 - 29:37] Let this stand as a warning to every man, woman,
[29:37 - 29:41] and child tempted to follow in his path.
[29:41 - 29:46] Diversity of thought will not be tolerated.
[29:46 - 29:50] His reign of terror is today.
[29:50 - 29:55] Our truth is the only truth.
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[33:14 - 33:19] Because see, when you don't wake up,
[33:19 - 33:23] this right here is what becomes of you.
[33:43 - 33:48] And right now, this song is you, motherfucker.
2021-7-15 separating Myself from  Lives Streaming indeffinatly

2021-7-15 separating Myself from Lives Streaming indeffinatly

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up guys? Um, I didn't want it to come to this. I really didn't.
[0:29 - 0:41] But seeing as there's so much hatred and so much toxicity and negativity going on right
[0:41 - 0:54] now on this platform, particularly in this community with people like Masshole Reports
[0:54 - 1:01] doing her attacks on me again for no reason and a lot of people, you know, trying to turn
[1:01 - 1:10] people against me and just being very negative after I stood up for people like myself. Unfortunately,
[1:10 - 1:19] I do have to separate myself from doing live streams indefinitely, unfortunately, because
[1:19 - 1:27] I need to work on myself. I need to get away from this negativity. I don't want it in
[1:27 - 1:39] my life, nor do I need it. Um, and quite honestly, I'm tired of the bullshit antics. I'm sick
[1:39 - 1:49] and tired of being harassed. I'm tired of people bullying me. I'm tired of all the negativity
[1:49 - 1:58] being spewed my way, all the slander, all the defamation of character, me getting screwed
[1:58 - 2:06] out of opportunities that I'm trying to take advantage of myself. That way I can actually
[2:06 - 2:16] do something with my life. Right now I just feel like I need to, you know, step away for
[2:16 - 2:26] a while and work on myself because this has become a very toxic environment and I need
[2:26 - 2:35] to work on myself as well as other projects that I've been wanting to work on. I'm such
[2:35 - 2:43] as getting my gaming channel back up and going and, you know, trying to get my art back up
[2:43 - 2:52] and going and stuff like that. Like I have other things that I need to do and being
[2:52 - 2:59] in this negative environment is not good for me. Last night, I'll admit last night was
[2:59 - 3:16] the first time in about a week that I've really gotten any real sleep. Cause there's
[3:16 - 3:25] something going on that I didn't tell you guys that I wanted to keep under wraps that
[3:25 - 3:31] I can't hide anymore. And that's the fact that right now my body's not healthy and
[3:31 - 3:42] my body's not healthy due to lack of sleep, due to being harassed, due to all the stress,
[3:42 - 3:49] due to me being bullied, my family's lives being put at risk. And last night was the
[3:49 - 3:59] first time in about a month that I got a full night's sleep. Last night I slept for like
[3:59 - 4:07] 13 hours, literally 13 hours I slept, which is the longest amount of sleep I've ever
[4:07 - 4:23] gotten since all this shit started. And I need to get myself back on the track. Like
[4:23 - 4:29] I need to get myself back to where I need to be, which is why I'm not going to be posting
[4:29 - 4:38] on this account probably for a long while. So just know that I am okay and that I am
[4:38 - 4:47] working on other projects that I'm very excited about, that I'm very passionate about, that
[4:47 - 4:55] I want to get back to doing, such as, you know, bringing back my gameplay that I used
[4:55 - 5:03] to do back in the day and working on short films and doing artwork and releasing songs
[5:03 - 5:15] that I used to do all the time. Like ever since all this started, I've barely released
[5:15 - 5:23] any music at all. If you guys haven't noticed, my music releases have cut down by quite
[5:23 - 5:38] a lot and it's due to all this stuff going on. And I need to do better for myself. Wrecking
[5:38 - 5:44] Carrie here knows what's going on. And Burger Boy, I did watch that video and I want to
[5:44 - 5:52] say thank you, man, for sending me that video. I definitely do appreciate it. I watched
[5:52 - 5:59] like the first few minutes of it. And within that first few minutes, it explains of what's
[5:59 - 6:09] really going on in this community. And I want to say thank you. But I need to work
[6:09 - 6:15] on myself guys. Like literally, since all this started, I have a painting over there
[6:15 - 6:22] that I haven't even finished up yet because I've been so focused on, you know, trying
[6:22 - 6:28] to protect myself, trying to protect my family, you know, trying to look out for others like
[6:28 - 6:36] me. And I know why Kate and her friends started attacking me today. It's because I started
[6:36 - 6:42] standing up for people like myself and doing the right thing. And I do still want to continue
[6:42 - 6:49] to do that. I do still plan on doing that. But first I need to work on myself and I
[6:49 - 6:56] need to step away. So just know that I'm not going to be posting on here anymore for
[6:56 - 7:03] a while. I'm not sure how long it's going to be. You know, it could be a week, it could
[7:03 - 7:19] be a month or even a year. I don't know. But I am taking time to, you know, work on myself.
[7:19 - 7:24] And you know, do things that, like I said, that I'm very passionate about doing, such
[7:24 - 7:32] as, you know, some of you guys have seen me do my Forza Horizon 4 gameplay videos.
[7:32 - 7:37] You know, a lot of you guys have been watching me do my Forza Horizon 4 streams, which I
[7:37 - 7:43] do enjoy doing those. I love doing those. It's something I've always been very passionate
[7:43 - 7:55] about, you know, and I absolutely love doing it. I also am going to be working on an art
[7:55 - 7:59] channel, which Carrie, as soon as I get my art channel up and going, you're going to
[7:59 - 8:08] be the first one to get it. But I am going to be, you know, working on other projects,
[8:08 - 8:15] such as my artwork, you know, my gameplay videos. I am also going to be working on a
[8:15 - 8:20] car photography book as well, which is something I've been wanting to do for a very, very
[8:20 - 8:27] long time. I've been wanting to work on a 3D car photography book. And I now have that
[8:27 - 8:34] chance to do that, which is why I'm stepping away so I can start working on things. Start
[8:34 - 8:39] working on projects that I've been wanting to start for years that I never got the chance
[8:39 - 8:46] to. Stuff that I've been wanting to do for the longest time and never, you know, got
[8:46 - 8:56] the chance to do. But all in all, I'm tired of being bullied and I'm tired of being harassed.
[8:56 - 9:03] And I'm tired of suffering. I'm tired of seeing people like me suffer and my family suffer.
[9:03 - 9:18] Hold on guys, one minute. Hello? Hey, why don't you shut up, bitch? You see what I mean
[9:18 - 9:25] like that? Like what Mass Hall reports just said, be a good little doggy and stay off
[9:25 - 9:31] YouTube. I'm not staying off of YouTube. I'm still going to make content, but it's just
[9:31 - 9:43] not going to be on this channel. What do you want? No, you're not, dude. So get out of
[9:43 - 9:57] here. See like that right there. That's the kind of negativity I don't need to be around.
[9:57 - 10:09] That's the kind of negativity I don't need to be around. That's the kind of next shit
[10:09 - 10:22] right there that I don't need to be around. And Faze, listen, I did say that I'm not
[10:22 - 10:29] going to be on YouTube on this account. You know, I'm not going to be on this account
[10:29 - 10:35] for a while. Like I'm still going to make content just not on here, just not on this
[10:35 - 10:46] account. I'm going to be doing other projects on other accounts that very few know about.
[10:46 - 11:05] Like it's going to be very, very different. But you know, like I said, I need to get
[11:05 - 11:12] away from the negativity of this community. And let me tell you, doing these other projects
[11:12 - 11:28] is going to be a nice break for me. And, you know, like I said, I need to get away
[11:28 - 11:39] from this shit, it's not okay. My health has gone to shit. Like I said, I barely slept
[11:39 - 11:51] last night was the first night that I've gotten any real sleep in the past few months.
[11:51 - 11:56] And I just I need to get away from everything for a while. I need to separate myself from
[11:56 - 12:06] the negativity. So to Kate and everybody that does want to sit there and attack me, this
[12:06 - 12:15] is what I say to you guys. Fuck you. And you're trolling crap. What you do is not
[12:15 - 12:25] funny nor is it cute and nor is it cool. I'm taking time for myself and working on things
[12:25 - 12:33] that I need to work on. And to those that are supportive of me, you know, working on
[12:33 - 12:45] other things, I just want to say thank you. So with that being said, guys, I will catch
[12:45 - 12:56] you guys whenever, you know, I'm on these other accounts. For those of you that are
[12:56 - 13:02] very real supporters, I just want to say thank you and I will see you guys over on the other
[13:02 - 13:16] accounts. Do you guys know what they are? So with that being said, I love you guys.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2023-2-3

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2023-2-3

[0:00 - 0:14] What's the matter Marty, you triggered bitch? You mad at the fact I saw through your bullshit motherfucker? You're a little bit mad ain't you?
[0:14 - 0:22] What's my name, Nick? Nothing to say bruh?
[0:22 - 0:27] Bruh?
[0:27 - 0:36] Oh poor Nick Matt. What am I mad at? What am I mad at? You're mad at the fact that I saw through your bullshit bruh? You mad at me?
[0:36 - 0:44] What's my bullshit? The fact that you were trying to use that whole Xbox toy to fucking get in my good side so you can get content out of me bruh?
[0:44 - 0:56] Actually, Steven wanted to send you an Xbox toy. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Don't give me that horseshit dude. Why would he send a package out to you?
[0:56 - 1:11] Yeah, it's pretty funny about that because I saw right through that. Because it's pretty funny how he goes to send it in and then it magically...
[1:11 - 1:15] Take a look at this right here if I got it.
[1:15 - 1:18] Yeah, that's funny.
[1:18 - 1:23] Yeah, I'm a petty, you know what I'm saying Marty, you mad because your other channel got smacked by Michael? You mad bruh?
[1:23 - 1:30] I'll know about your channel getting suspended bitch. I know about it. You ain't turning down Michael motherfucker. I know what the fuck it is.
[1:30 - 1:32] Oh Michael did that?
[1:32 - 1:39] Yeah, Michael was the one that got your ass smacked up along with me motherfucker. So what you gonna do to me? Nothing.
[1:39 - 1:42] You're desperate for news and here's the thing Marty...
[1:42 - 1:45] Is it true Michael's pretending you things? Like drive?
[1:45 - 1:48] This is what's funny bro. This is what's funny about you bro.
[1:48 - 1:55] You say you're not about views and money but yeah you are. You say you don't give a fuck about views and money? Yeah you fucking do.
[1:55 - 2:01] Because if you didn't you wouldn't be desperate for content. You wouldn't be so desperate to get me up on panel bro.
[2:01 - 2:10] You're a fucking joke dude. Look at you. You're a Yarmulke aware of bitch. You go after little fucking kids to follow you.
[2:10 - 2:11] Like who?
[2:11 - 2:22] MF Goomba. All these other motherfuckers like MF Goomba bro. Who by the way is scared to death and rightfully so because of the shit that he fucking pulled it.
[2:22 - 2:28] By the way MF Goomba bitch aka the Regent Goomba from Bowser's Castle bro.
[2:28 - 2:35] You might want to check yourself before you do anything stupid like that again because what you did is a federal crime motherfucker.
[2:35 - 2:38] So I wouldn't be doing that shit again if I were you.
[2:38 - 2:42] And Marty you're nothing but a retarded little lit dick bitch boy who can't even get any...
[2:42 - 2:47] Bro you can't even get any head from your own girl bro. At least I get head every night. You don't get nothing.
[2:47 - 2:51] Wait a second. Wait a second. Who do you get head from every night?
[2:51 - 2:54] My own girlfriend you dumb ass. What do you get from her?
[2:54 - 3:01] Oh what's the matter Marty? You mad because you ain't getting none? You mad bro? You mad because I'm not sure what happened to you?
[3:01 - 3:02] Dude you're mad because...
[3:02 - 3:05] So you got head from... Listen I know all about Ashley too.
[3:05 - 3:08] Whatever dude. Whatever dude.
[3:08 - 3:09] Yeah the behavioral...
[3:09 - 3:12] Yeah see now you're trying to change the subject because you're mad.
[3:12 - 3:15] No I just know what I know. I just know what I know.
[3:15 - 3:18] That's not a no one. That's not an I know what I know but no.
[3:18 - 3:22] Who do you think told me? Who do you think told me? It was Michael bro.
[3:22 - 3:29] Who gives a fuck? All that matters is that you're a pussy. You got no real skill.
[3:29 - 3:35] Dude if the fucking economy collapsed today you wouldn't fucking survive out in the wilderness for five minutes.
[3:35 - 3:38] You wouldn't fucking survive for shit. I was...
[3:38 - 3:43] Sir X you can't even survive on your own. What's gonna happen when Sally dies? What are you gonna do?
[3:43 - 3:45] Well don't worry about me bro.
[3:45 - 3:49] No you won't worry about me. I'm gonna worry about you. What are you gonna do when Sally dies?
[3:49 - 3:54] See you're trying to turn it on me but it ain't about me motherfucker. Everybody don't retarded ass.
[3:54 - 4:03] It's about your pussy ass bro. It's about the fact that you are such a piece of fucking low down scummy ass piece of shit.
[4:03 - 4:06] You don't have any originality.
[4:06 - 4:12] Dude I was here on YouTube before you were a motherfucker. I've been here since 2009 bitch.
[4:12 - 4:17] So I've been here since maybe 2019. I crush you dude. I fucking crush you.
[4:17 - 4:22] Yeah that's funny because last night I did joke back and ass and goddamn views did not bitch boy.
[4:22 - 4:24] I don't think you did actually.
[4:24 - 4:26] Actually I did. Yes.
[4:26 - 4:28] What did your numbers get up to Sir X?
[4:28 - 4:30] 600 plus motherfucker.
[4:30 - 4:33] Okay well what did you make last night?
[4:33 - 4:35] It don't matter what.
[4:35 - 4:38] Well yeah because you live off your grandmother because you're a little child.
[4:38 - 4:40] You know that's you nigga. That shit.
[4:40 - 4:43] I live off of somebody else. Okay alright.
[4:43 - 4:46] Yeah you do. You live off your mommy and your daddy.
[4:46 - 4:49] So Sir X what do you think I made last month? Just throw a number at me.
[4:49 - 4:53] There we go guys. Oh what up man. See that just shows how fucking desperate you are bitch.
[4:53 - 4:55] You're desperate.
[4:55 - 4:59] And here's a little tip from a veteran YouTuber to somebody like you.
[4:59 - 5:04] Learn how to be fucking original and stop re-streaming other motherfucker streams bro.
[5:04 - 5:09] Just stop it bro. Fucking going that short route don't get you nowhere.
[5:09 - 5:13] Yeah last night you claimed you had 400. Now it's 600. Pick one.
[5:13 - 5:17] See what you. No no no. See you're trying to say. You're trying to say.
[5:17 - 5:21] Shut the fuck up bro. Why don't you just shut the fuck up fat fuck.
[5:21 - 5:24] You're not even original dude. I mean look at you.
[5:24 - 5:29] You're too much of a dude. You're too much of a pussy to be original bro.
[5:29 - 5:33] Every single video I've ever done has been original.
[5:33 - 5:36] Have you not ever heard?
[5:36 - 5:39] Sir X. Michael told me that you're on Gab of Pentland right now.
[5:39 - 5:41] You're so drugged up and you don't even realize it.
[5:41 - 5:43] No I'm not. I'm really not.
[5:43 - 5:45] That's what Michael says. I'll show you the screen shot again.
[5:45 - 5:49] Yeah. Here's the thing bro. What you don't get is this bro.
[5:49 - 5:51] Yeah. You're on drugs.
[5:51 - 5:56] No no no. Yeah well let's look at this right here. Right here. Right here Sir X.
[5:56 - 5:59] You're trying to pull your little boy so shut the fuck up.
[5:59 - 6:01] So look at the screen.
[6:01 - 6:05] You mad because I'm owning your faggot ass. You limp.
[6:05 - 6:08] You limp dick no talent having pussy.
[6:08 - 6:11] Gab of Pentland. Oh what's the matter?
[6:11 - 6:12] Yeah yeah.
[6:12 - 6:15] Call to crime me a river Marty. You're a drug addict.
[6:15 - 6:17] No that's you motherfucker.
[6:17 - 6:20] Well it's actually you. You're on Gab of Pentland you're so hot.
[6:20 - 6:23] What kind of, what is that?
[6:23 - 6:26] It's a drug you hear it's you motherfucker.
[6:26 - 6:29] I don't know I'm sorry I actually got a drool in your beard.
[6:29 - 6:32] I don't fall asleep on livestream taking it.
[6:32 - 6:35] You do though. It looks like you drool in your beard. It's disgusting.
[6:35 - 6:37] Have you seen that? It's so gross.
[6:37 - 6:41] Have you seen you motherfucker? At least I don't fall asleep on livestream bitch.
[6:41 - 6:44] That's you. You're the one that falls asleep at the ambient bitch.
[6:44 - 6:46] So shut the fuck up and sit.
[6:46 - 6:47] Okay whatever alright.
[6:47 - 6:49] Oh what's the matter Marty.
[6:49 - 6:52] You mad because I got your bitch ass pegged motherfucker.
[6:52 - 6:55] You've been a joke since day one dude.
[6:55 - 6:59] I'm an OG up in this bitch. You ain't shit.
[6:59 - 7:00] Whatever.
[7:00 - 7:03] No man you've only been in the YouTube game for 15 minutes.
[7:03 - 7:06] I've been in this shit for over a decade motherfucker.
[7:06 - 7:08] Hold on run your mouth like a bitch.
[7:08 - 7:12] Sit there and try to reach through motherfucking bitch.
[7:12 - 7:15] Alright what's the most subscribers you've ever had.
[7:15 - 7:17] Well over more than once you've had you've had.
[7:17 - 7:20] Yeah I'm nearing 10,000. 10,000 sorry.
[7:20 - 7:24] And guess what I fucking beat that first shot.
[7:24 - 7:25] Didn't I motherfucker.
[7:25 - 7:28] You never have gotten anywhere close to 10,000.
[7:28 - 7:30] Oh I have. I have.
[7:30 - 7:32] Take all my channels and add them up bro.
[7:32 - 7:33] I do numbers.
[7:33 - 7:35] Yeah well it's not about adding them all up.
[7:35 - 7:37] It's about what's the most you've ever obtained.
[7:37 - 7:39] No it is. It is about adding them all up.
[7:39 - 7:42] I don't think that it is though. I don't think that it is.
[7:42 - 7:44] That's what you think. That's not what you know.
[7:44 - 7:46] It's what I know.
[7:46 - 7:48] It's what everybody on here knows.
[7:48 - 7:50] So Nicholas do you so a favor.
[7:50 - 7:53] He loses. He loses.
[7:53 - 7:55] Get your dudes on there.
[7:55 - 7:56] No way.
[7:56 - 7:58] You can't handle the truth.
[7:58 - 8:02] By the way I know that you just want to use it for content.
[8:02 - 8:03] You can't handle the truth.
[8:03 - 8:05] We'll see you sir.
[8:05 - 8:06] Hey Nick.
[8:06 - 8:09] Go run off into your world of lies.
[8:09 - 8:11] Have fun being a loser bitch boy.
[8:11 - 8:13] Go run off into your world of lies.
[8:13 - 8:18] Why don't you go run off into your world of lies you fat ass though.
[8:18 - 8:19] There he goes.
[8:19 - 8:20] Hey Nick.
[8:20 - 8:22] There he goes.
[8:22 - 8:24] Fuck you nigger.
[8:24 - 8:26] We'll see you later son.
[8:26 - 8:27] Hey Nick.
[8:27 - 8:29] Have fun sucking daddy's cock at night.
[8:29 - 8:31] Yeah there he goes.
[8:31 - 8:33] And there he goes.
[8:33 - 8:35] He just flung a cone out.
[8:35 - 8:37] It's pretty gross.
[8:37 - 8:39] Looks like somebody's not getting an Xbox.
2021-7-16 THE CREW 2

2021-7-16 THE CREW 2

[0:00 - 0:00] Okay.
[1:40 - 1:52] All right, all right, all right. Good morning, good morning, good morning. What's up, everybody?
[1:52 - 1:57] How is everybody today, man? How is everybody?
[1:57 - 2:03] Now, as I said last night, if you guys would like to donate,
[2:03 - 2:10] my cash app's in there, and if you guys would like to send me a family on my address in there as well for you guys.
[2:10 - 2:14] Well, today we're going to switch up a bit and play some crew, too.
[2:14 - 2:22] I did hear there are some new events, so I'm going to check out the new events, man, and see what we got.
[2:22 - 2:25] And if you are new to the channel, don't forget to smack that like button, subscribe button,
[2:25 - 2:34] and that notification bell all found down below to stay up to date on everything LCW Customs related, man.
[2:34 - 2:39] And with that being said, let's get this rocking.
[2:39 - 2:44] I'm going to send the load in.
[2:44 - 2:52] Still want some nice, cold iced coffee this morning.
[2:52 - 2:59] Oh, man, that's good.
[2:59 - 3:06] That is so good.
[3:06 - 3:26] Now, let's go.
[3:26 - 3:32] Ooh, OK. Next to our live site. OK. Here we go. Next to our live site.
[3:32 - 3:36] Yo, dude, can we get our hands on it?
[3:36 - 3:53] 11-3-2. What?
[3:53 - 3:58] Oh, let's check that out later on.
[3:58 - 4:02] But let's get this thing going, man.
[4:02 - 4:21] Let's head over to HQ.
[4:21 - 4:28] Now, I am running with the Schwinn Fingerless Hyper Grip Racing Gloves,
[4:28 - 4:49] which are super comfy. I freaking love these things.
[4:49 - 4:58] Man, why does HQ always take so freaking long to load in?
[4:58 - 5:27] I see why HQ is the one that always takes the longest. Next feed to her.
[5:27 - 5:51] All right, so what do we got here?
[5:51 - 6:02] Let's start off with the easiest thing, which is the speed trap.
[6:02 - 6:10] Let's hit the summoner real quick.
[6:10 - 6:14] Ooh, yo, let's go.
[6:14 - 6:17] Ooh, you know what?
[6:17 - 6:23] Let's start off with Rallycross, make it fun.
[6:23 - 6:26] Let's start off with one of my personal favorites, Rallycross.
[6:26 - 6:36] One of my personal favorite types of racing.
[6:36 - 6:53] If you guys didn't see last night's episode, be sure to check it out.
[6:53 - 7:05] Let's go with that Ford Fiesta, baby.
[7:05 - 7:08] The first one is another off-road Rallycross.
[7:08 - 7:13] We got these five right here.
[7:13 - 7:16] I think we're going to stick with the Ford Fiesta just for the fact
[7:16 - 7:21] that it's not only a personal favorite, but it's easier to control for me
[7:21 - 7:32] for whatever reason.
[7:32 - 8:01] It runs USB to release stage two, discovering Florida from Daytona to Miami.
[8:01 - 8:12] Let's see if we can beat our objective here.
[8:12 - 8:41] Wow, I already found another handbrake.
[8:41 - 8:58] Oh, damn, coming in clutch with that Rallycross run.
[8:58 - 9:27] With our Rallycross, Joe, that was nice.
[9:27 - 9:52] We are running on our objective here.
[9:52 - 9:58] And here we go, let's get it.
[9:58 - 10:16] Yeah, buddy.
[10:16 - 10:25] Nope, you ain't passing me, objective.
[10:25 - 10:40] Let's go on objective, don't pass me, I'll pass objective.
[10:40 - 11:09] And then we got knots.
[11:09 - 11:21] God, how long is this track, man?
[11:21 - 11:27] Oh, it's a laugh race, okay.
[11:27 - 11:35] That makes sense.
[11:35 - 12:03] No, not today, everybody.
[12:03 - 12:05] You don't want a spot, man.
[12:05 - 12:09] Thank you.
[12:09 - 12:16] Nobody say we're out of 69 jokes, I know what you motherfuckers are thinking.
[12:16 - 12:39] I know what you perverts are thinking with that 69 joke, damn it, so shush.
[12:39 - 12:47] And now, b-b-b-boos, let's go.
[12:47 - 12:57] Yeah, it still amazes me how well the crew two is still doing after all this time.
[12:57 - 13:04] Oh, yeah, we're definitely ahead of the objective.
[13:04 - 13:33] We're definitely ahead of the objective, by far.
[13:33 - 13:42] Thank you.
[13:42 - 13:55] Hey, I'm mad at you, what up?
[13:55 - 14:10] And I'll take that, thank you very much.
[14:10 - 14:30] And that would be one, I've competed, thank you.
[14:30 - 14:34] And the reason why I know what y'all motherfuckers are going to say about that 69 joke is because
[14:34 - 14:38] the last time I did that, my best friend Jake did the same shit.
[14:38 - 14:47] I told that same 69 joke, it's like, shut up, Jake.
[14:47 - 14:49] And I'm doing good, man.
[14:49 - 14:57] I'm trying to do better and not worry so much about the bullshit, which is why I'm over on this channel
[14:57 - 15:04] for a good long while because I want to focus on myself and doing good content like this,
[15:04 - 15:10] you know what I mean?
[15:10 - 15:16] Got the Hoonitruck Raptor looking good.
[15:16 - 15:19] I'm not out here for trouble or anything.
[15:19 - 15:30] I just really want to put out good content and enjoy things.
[15:30 - 15:47] And not have any, you know, stress.
[15:47 - 16:04] You know what, let's go F1 in this shit.
[16:04 - 16:28] Damn.
[16:28 - 16:29] Dude, that's it.
[16:29 - 16:32] We just had to hit 124, bro.
[16:32 - 16:39] But you said like 200 bucks in an F1 car.
[16:39 - 16:41] Yeah, I fucking love it, dude.
[16:41 - 16:51] I fucking love my turntables that I bought, bro.
[16:51 - 16:58] I absolutely love the DDJ200 deck that I bought, man.
[16:58 - 17:07] And if you were to ask me what turntable sale a DJ just starting out needs to get
[17:07 - 17:12] or if you just want to, you know, dip your foot in the water or, you know, have some fun,
[17:12 - 17:22] definitely the DDJ200 and Virtual DJ for sure on PC.
[17:22 - 17:35] Definitely very much recommend those two right there.
[17:35 - 17:43] Now, I do also recommend EDJing, but EDJing is, it's kind of gotten pricey.
[17:43 - 17:50] So if you're looking to start out free, definitely go with, like I said, Virtual DJ.
[17:50 - 17:53] It's free on PC.
[17:53 - 17:56] Ooh, yo, look at that stingray, man.
[17:56 - 17:59] That is sick.
[17:59 - 18:14] Got a beautiful stingray, bro.
[18:14 - 18:20] Oh, damn, this thing rips.
[18:20 - 18:22] Move it over to other people.
[18:22 - 18:24] Was that MDMW back there I just saw?
[18:24 - 18:30] I don't know any of the motherfuckers coming through.
[18:30 - 18:31] Now, guess what?
[18:31 - 18:51] It's about to get passed up real frickin' quick.
[18:51 - 18:56] Ah, shit.
[18:56 - 19:01] What are we doing at last?
[19:01 - 19:30] Interesting.
[19:30 - 19:59] Man, they did not make this one, you did die.
[19:59 - 20:06] Alright, you know what?
[20:06 - 20:18] Let's just start that.
[20:18 - 20:23] Yo, for sure, man.
[20:23 - 20:25] Just as long as you don't want to abuse it, man.
[20:25 - 20:42] That's all I ask.
[20:42 - 21:08] Watch out.
[21:08 - 21:18] I'm gonna lose the people coming through.
[21:18 - 21:31] Out of the way, man.
[21:31 - 21:44] Ooh, damn, that thing just flowed around that corner like a boat.
[21:44 - 22:02] Dude, that is not jazz, I don't know, shit, I think I did.
[22:02 - 22:15] It just flowed around fast.
[22:15 - 22:27] Dude, they did not make this one easy, did they?
[22:27 - 22:56] I don't know.
[22:56 - 23:03] Man, I need to hit those brakes a little earlier.
[23:03 - 23:06] I need to hit those brakes a tad bit earlier.
[23:06 - 23:29] I do like this stinger, though, man, this stinger is actually really dope.
[23:29 - 23:58] Yo, get out of here with that vet, get out of here with that shit.
[23:58 - 24:27] Yeah, y'all better get the fuck out of the way, man, I'm coming through here.
[24:27 - 24:37] Ooh, finally took that corner.
[24:37 - 25:05] Alright, well, see you first, Wayne.
[25:05 - 25:16] Damn, now why is it first Wayne giving me such a hard time here?
[25:16 - 25:35] Alright, Batsy, move over.
[25:35 - 26:04] Alright, I'm still on this race, I can do this.
[26:04 - 26:27] Hey, dude, you actually helped me out, thank you.
[26:27 - 26:29] I'll take it.
[26:29 - 26:36] I think dude knew I wanted to win so he helped me out, hell yeah.
[26:36 - 27:05] Thank you.
[27:05 - 27:32] Alright, I know that, I know that, we took top three, not bad.
[27:32 - 27:41] Might not need first, but hey, we took top three, that's all we needed to complete the objective.
[27:41 - 27:53] Alright, we'll do a funk.
[27:53 - 27:58] Ooh, let's go, got a drag race, let's go.
[27:58 - 28:12] I love the good old fashioned drag race now.
[28:12 - 28:20] Ooh, what I want to do is my Viper, my Star Wars Porsche, at least I think it's a Porsche.
[28:20 - 28:31] Oh no, my R.U.F.
[28:31 - 28:55] Ooh, this is about to be wild.
[28:55 - 29:14] All down.
[29:14 - 29:42] Definitely not my best run.
[29:42 - 30:03] I think I know what I have to do.
[30:03 - 30:13] I have to gear up so many times.
[30:13 - 30:16] Alright, fool, take it easy, brother.
[30:16 - 30:23] I know what I need to do now, I need to shift up.
[30:23 - 30:42] Ah, man, I got two birds set, perfect, god damn it.
[30:42 - 30:49] Dude, that thing just all wasted.
[30:49 - 30:53] Object to turn, my turn, yeah.
[30:53 - 30:56] We may not get this one, I don't know.
[30:56 - 31:10] If I don't get this, I'll probably hit a drag run on Horizon 4 or some shit.
[31:10 - 31:27] I only hit the top then, though.
[31:27 - 31:56] I always hurt it, thank you.
[31:56 - 32:00] I only hit the top.
[32:00 - 32:22] This is brought it back all in seconds, but hey, we still took it, and it all matters.
[32:22 - 32:26] What is this, GT song?
[32:26 - 32:55] It looks like we're doing a Grand Tour in Slalomova.
[32:55 - 33:24] Ah.
[33:24 - 33:33] Dude, we may just fill this whole meter up.
[33:33 - 34:00] This is too easy, man.
[34:00 - 34:28] That was too easy, man, too easy.
[34:28 - 34:41] Oof, can't buy like any of these.
[34:41 - 34:48] I know, so it has to be the freaking Porsche.
[34:48 - 34:58] Not freaking blood sharks.
[34:58 - 35:02] It's 79 credits, 157,000 in Mumbai.
[35:02 - 35:06] That is a nice Porsche, now I'm going to lie.
[35:06 - 35:09] I like that Porsche.
[35:09 - 35:12] Oh, hold up, we got new PowerPoints.
[35:12 - 35:24] Oh, hold up, we got some new gifts for the timeline.
[35:24 - 35:26] Ooh, let's go.
[35:26 - 35:32] Yes.
[35:32 - 35:37] Dude, how many of these do I freaking have?
[35:37 - 35:57] Holy be cheeses, dude.
[35:57 - 36:26] Dude, I didn't think I had that many of those gifts waiting in there, that's crazy.
[36:26 - 36:55] Ooh.
[36:55 - 37:09] And we ramped it up.
[37:09 - 37:16] Oh, looks like I got an episode series here.
[37:16 - 37:28] Let's see, we got power boating, we got touring, air, GT skills, photo.
[37:28 - 37:37] I think I'm going to start off with my personal favorite, which is AlphaGP AKA Formula One.
[37:37 - 37:42] We about to get it.
[37:42 - 38:06] A Tour with Lexus California.
[38:06 - 38:15] You know, it's been a while since I got a million weigh-in, and if you say it's what you believe it is, it will be me versus the whole team.
[38:15 - 38:21] Let's see how well this thing has pulled up against the teacher.
[38:21 - 38:35] Too easy.
[38:35 - 38:40] The first S1 race.
[38:40 - 39:09] All the season on here is a minute waste.
[39:09 - 39:27] Dude, these things are indestructible, I swear to God.
[39:27 - 39:56] Dude, I don't have so much show of tournaments there.
[39:56 - 40:25] Alright, I'm not doing so well on this event.
[40:25 - 40:54] Alright, let's go.
[40:54 - 41:20] Alright, you know what?
[41:20 - 41:24] Why don't you try that, because that is just way too out there.
[41:24 - 41:35] Holy shit.
[41:36 - 42:04] Can you hear why I just didn't like it?
[42:04 - 42:33] Oh, boy, you got to watch that again, dude.
[42:33 - 43:30] Oh, boy, you got to watch that again.
[43:30 - 43:59] Oh, boy.
[43:59 - 44:16] Oh, damn, we just kicked the back end out of it.
[44:16 - 44:21] That was nice.
[44:21 - 44:31] Yeah, we're definitely not making this one.
[44:31 - 45:00] Oh, yeah, now I can friggin see.
[45:00 - 45:28] Yeah, now I can friggin see, now there's no friggin fog.
[45:28 - 47:11] Oh, boy.
[47:11 - 47:37] Thank you.
[47:37 - 47:42] When I got out of it, though, it feels really good to be back doing old-school content like this, man.
[47:42 - 48:05] It's just doing stuff that I enjoy.
[48:05 - 48:32] Oh.
[48:32 - 49:59] Oh, boy.
[49:59 - 50:09] Let's run our way out of this train.
[50:09 - 50:38] Well, I was on the way out of here just there.
[50:38 - 51:07] Now, I will be doing, like, two or three streams a day, one in the morning, one in the afternoon, and maybe one at night, or maybe two in the morning, I don't know, I'll figure something out, but I will be doing at least, at least two to three a day.
[51:07 - 52:18] Oh, boy.
[52:18 - 52:21] Also, I will be doing some old-school games on here as well.
[52:21 - 52:27] I need to be Pro Street, Underground 2, stuff like that.
[52:27 - 52:28] So be ready for that.
[52:28 - 52:30] That's something I'm definitely excited for.
[52:30 - 52:32] Give out some old-school gaming.
[52:32 - 52:33] Have some fun.
[52:33 - 53:02] Maybe it's an old-school, maybe it's the most wanted.
[53:02 - 53:31] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[53:31 - 54:00] No, no, no, no, no.
[54:00 - 54:23] Thank you for that.
[54:23 - 54:40] You're going to pass with me, man.
[54:40 - 54:52] You're going to pass me, dog, you're going to pass me.
[54:52 - 55:21] I told you you wanted to pass me.
[55:21 - 56:28] You're going to pass me, dog, you're going to pass me.
[56:28 - 56:32] Let's go.
[56:32 - 56:57] Yo, talent, morning, buddy.
[56:57 - 57:26] You're going to pass me, dog, you're going to pass me.
[57:26 - 57:51] Wait, did I do the low altitude of that?
[57:51 - 57:55] I don't think I did.
[57:55 - 58:24] I'm going to choose the one you need, this.
[58:24 - 59:35] You're going to pass me, dog, you're going to pass me.
[59:35 - 59:52] All right, so since there's no more events to do on here, we're going to jump over to
[59:52 - 60:06] some fh4 and finish it out there and have some fun.
[60:06 - 60:16] What?
[60:16 - 60:37] Dude, I am a mommy.
[60:37 - 60:40] Let's see another reason I can do it here.
[60:40 - 60:42] All right, I got a few I can do.
[60:42 - 60:47] All right, y'all, with that being said, I am going to bounce off here for now and reset
[60:47 - 60:54] to stop to do some other shit or I may just play an FTS game.
[60:54 - 60:56] Who the hell knows?
[60:56 - 61:01] If you did enjoy this, don't forget to smash that like button, the subscribe button, and
[61:01 - 61:02] the notification bell.
[61:02 - 61:04] I'll found that below if you are new.
[61:04 - 61:06] Don't forget to smash that like button.
[61:06 - 61:14] Again, if you guys would like to donate or send me any fan mail or letters or whatever,
[61:14 - 61:18] my address and my cash out are both in the description of this video.
[61:18 - 61:20] Be sure to check this out.
[61:20 - 61:26] Also, we'll be coming out with a series 2 photography set coming out very, very soon,
[61:26 - 61:28] so that'll be dope.
[61:28 - 61:31] I will catch you guys later on this afternoon.
[61:31 - 61:36] Hope you guys did enjoy this and I'll catch you guys later and peace.
[61:37 - 61:41] Bye-bye.
2021-7-16 FH4 RALLY  OFF ROAD EVENTS

2021-7-16 FH4 RALLY OFF ROAD EVENTS

[0:00 - 0:16] (silence)
[0:16 - 0:19] Good morning everybody, good morning, good morning, good morning.
[0:19 - 0:28] Um, I do apologize for posting right away yesterday.
[0:28 - 0:32] Well, yesterday, you then.
[0:32 - 0:36] (silence)
[0:36 - 0:39] Um, but today we're actually going to be taking a look
[0:39 - 0:43] at some off-road route cross courses.
[0:43 - 0:46] But first we're going to do a little bit of a test run.
[0:46 - 0:49] (silence)
[0:49 - 0:52] Well, my 73-4 just scored here.
[0:52 - 0:54] Didn't do a little bit of a run.
[0:54 - 0:58] I do apologize for the song. I'm tired of this going just waking up.
[0:58 - 1:03] (silence)
[1:03 - 1:05] But, uh, we're about to get it.
[1:05 - 1:07] Got the bash bar on the front.
[1:07 - 1:09] What's Paul Walker's car, man?
[1:09 - 1:12] Got into a Paul Walker car, man.
[1:12 - 1:34] (silence)
[1:34 - 1:36] If you are new to the channel, don't forget to hit that like button.
[1:36 - 1:38] Subscribe and hit the notification bell.
[1:38 - 1:40] (silence)
[1:40 - 1:43] Alright, well that means it's in, man. Let's get it.
[1:43 - 3:08] (silence)
[3:08 - 3:12] Okay, now this tune definitely needs to work on for sure.
[3:12 - 3:16] (silence)
[3:16 - 3:19] It's got too much body roll to it.
[3:19 - 3:36] (silence)
[3:36 - 3:41] So, it has got way too much body roll to it because my car is like,
[3:41 - 3:43] angling down.
[3:43 - 3:55] (silence)
[3:55 - 3:59] As much as I want to, we may have to pick up a rally tune.
[3:59 - 4:08] (silence)
[4:08 - 4:12] As a get tune, but as good as what it could be.
[4:12 - 5:02] (silence)
[5:02 - 5:06] Yeah, see, definitely not the best tune.
[5:06 - 5:23] (silence)
[5:23 - 5:34] So, let's switch it up here.
[5:34 - 6:40] (silence)
[6:40 - 6:44] Oh yeah, this is definitely a proper rally tune, man. Holy shit.
[6:44 - 6:53] (silence)
[6:53 - 7:02] Let's see if we can be one of our rivals.
[7:02 - 7:31] (silence)
[7:31 - 7:39] Now, today and Sunday, also, I didn't forget to mention this.
[7:39 - 7:50] Today and Sunday, I will be upgrading my wheel setup to a Lopski G900,
[7:50 - 7:56] or a Lopski G920 with gear shifter and stuff, so.
[7:56 - 8:19] (silence)
[8:19 - 8:38] Yo, what the cat been doing?
[8:38 - 8:51] I really wanted this a little bit more.
[8:51 - 9:20] (silence)
[9:20 - 9:26] And here goes the background, where I just don't remember where I got out.
[9:26 - 9:42] (silence)
[9:42 - 9:50] And some pretty heavy rains. Hey, what's up? Welcome back to the channel. What's good?
[9:50 - 10:02] (silence)
[10:02 - 10:14] Alright, so we beat this, dude.
[10:14 - 10:26] Yo, we getting rolled up, dude.
[10:26 - 10:35] Bro, that rain's fucking nasty, dude. Holy shit.
[10:35 - 11:00] (silence)
[11:00 - 11:15] Hell yeah, I feel it, man.
[11:15 - 11:36] Man, that works great.
[11:36 - 11:47] (silence)
[11:47 - 12:04] If you want to drive other people's groups, this is where you meet, okay?
[12:04 - 12:48] (silence)
[12:48 - 12:54] Man, now you got jack shit for tracks today, dude. Damn.
[12:54 - 13:16] I already did that one when I ran.
[13:16 - 13:21] Oh, that's, I guess, yeah.
[13:21 - 13:27] Let's see what this one's about.
[13:27 - 13:38] Oh, that's not the hammer, dude.
[13:38 - 13:46] Right, Britain, just do my thing. Hey.
[13:46 - 13:53] And yes, I get this, and yeah, anyway, I do get that reference, Nightwolf. I love it.
[13:53 - 13:57] Yes, Nightwolf's one of my favorite Mortal Kombat characters.
[13:57 - 14:26] Fuck no, I like it, it's a bad ass.
[14:26 - 15:52] (silence)
[15:52 - 15:58] Let's check out this other annoying one. See, this is the bell.
[15:59 - 16:27] (silence)
[16:27 - 16:31] Man, to this run, guys, I may have to bounce because of the weather.
[16:31 - 16:35] So I do apologize if this one's a little bit short.
[16:35 - 17:26] (silence)
[17:26 - 17:30] Yeah, I think I can get one final reason before I need to bounce.
[17:30 - 18:11] (silence)
[18:11 - 18:29] Dude, why does it keep doing that?
[18:29 - 18:47] (silence)
[18:47 - 18:50] Ah, they threw me off of that corner.
[18:50 - 20:08] (silence)
[20:08 - 20:14] Alright, now what? Screw those scores.
[20:14 - 20:22] (silence)
[20:22 - 20:24] Oh, shit.
[20:24 - 20:28] Yo, guys, I'm going to have to bounce because the storm is getting pretty bad here.
[20:28 - 20:32] I'm going to, I'll be back here as soon as I can, yo.
[20:32 - 20:34] (clicking)
2021-7-19 FH4 with G920 Sim rig

2021-7-19 FH4 with G920 Sim rig

[0:00 - 0:30] (I'm not sure what he said here)
[0:30 - 0:34] What's up guys?
[0:34 - 0:38] Let me tell you that today is about to be a crazy one.
[0:38 - 0:42] You guys are probably wondering what we'll do. Why are you throwing your race harness on?
[0:42 - 0:46] You're not doing an actual race. Well there's a reason.
[0:46 - 1:06] As you guys today we are not only using the G920 Sim setup, but we are also doing 100% force feedback on this thing.
[1:06 - 1:14] So yeah, this thing is about to be crazy.
[1:14 - 1:20] I have a new channel. Don't forget to hit that like button and that notification bell down below.
[1:20 - 1:24] Now we are going to start off over here at the far end.
[1:24 - 1:28] Kind of getting used to doing a few pulls with the Ford GT.
[1:28 - 1:38] And yes the Ford GT I have is the same one from Gran Turismo. It's the Gran Turismo Anniversary Edition.
[1:38 - 1:46] We are running manual clutch. So just to show you guys what I'm running right now.
[1:46 - 1:52] I want to show you guys the full setup here.
[1:52 - 2:02] So as you can see a manual is clutch, normal, highly skilled, no traction on, no stability on.
[2:02 - 2:08] Driving ones off cause mess on just in case. Rewinds on just in case.
[2:08 - 2:16] Now go over here to wheel, advanced, go all the way down to the bottom here.
[2:16 - 2:23] And as you guys can see, force feedback.
[2:23 - 2:32] All right now, vibration scale 100. Force feedback scale 100. Force feedback under, under.
[2:32 - 2:37] Feedback, minimal force 100. Wheel rotation angle 900.
[2:37 - 2:47] So we are running a full on deal here so.
[2:47 - 2:54] Now keep in mind I've never ran this before so I was like literally the first time running this on here.
[2:54 - 3:01] I'm going to just switch it out here.
[3:01 - 3:13] I load out of there and make sure that this feels good.
[3:13 - 3:22] Oh there it is. Here we have the engine temp. That's dope. I just now noticed that.
[3:22 - 3:47] As you can tell man this thing shakes pretty violently.
[3:47 - 4:15] I didn't need to change out the horn on this.
[4:15 - 4:26] Bring it on the first.
[4:26 - 4:35] Damn quick, so some nice hot coffee.
[4:35 - 4:41] I don't know if any of you guys are WWE fans but if you are.
[4:41 - 4:46] Shout out on the return of John Cena. That was dope.
[4:46 - 4:53] Shout out to Prince Debit aka Finn Balor for returning last week on SmackDown. That was dope.
[4:53 - 5:01] What it was like to have seen Anch take the win over Roman last night but sadly he didn't.
[5:01 - 5:05] But it's all good.
[5:05 - 5:27] Take some panels right quick. There we go.
[5:27 - 5:43] So as you can see this thing is definitely you know huge. This thing is definitely when this thing kicks man you'll feel it.
[5:43 - 5:49] When this wheel kicks in you'll definitely feel it 100%.
[5:49 - 6:01] Just take it nice and easy.
[6:01 - 6:11] I know people are probably thinking I'm crazy for doing this but I wanted the full effect of the car man.
[6:11 - 6:18] That way when this thing pulls I can feel it.
[6:18 - 6:30] Now the only one I will not use 100% force feedback on is Dirt Rally 2.0 because of the fact that the car is always shaking and you know doing this.
[6:30 - 6:41] The wheel is constantly in motion as you're going so it's kind of hard to you know keep it steady which is why I throw feedback off on it.
[6:41 - 6:56] But it does still give me that you know 900 degree rotation but with this I do like to use 100% on this because the wheel is not constantly in motion going like that.
[6:56 - 7:03] So I'm able to actually grip the track or grip the road and I'm actually able to keep my hands on it.
[7:03 - 7:29] I do have the title shift this year but I don't use those I use the gear shift.
[7:29 - 7:36] Yeah you can literally hear this thing trying to fight me right now.
[7:36 - 7:41] So as you can see man this thing definitely does like to fight back.
[7:41 - 7:58] This thing will buck back.
[7:58 - 8:23] No.
[8:23 - 8:49] And then the red one.
[8:49 - 9:16] This thing will back around here. Sorry about the sense y'all.
[9:16 - 9:24] I'm trying to leave it in there.
[9:24 - 9:44] Pulling a freaking talk of me the way that I'm shifting here.
[9:44 - 9:50] See what I mean if you're not careful you're gonna go into something.
[9:50 - 10:14] But I definitely do like this wheel man.
[10:14 - 10:22] There are a few poles with it.
[10:22 - 10:34] Yeah this thing is violent.
[10:34 - 10:39] I've got the strength to hold it. It's just damn.
[10:39 - 11:07] Those G forces man.
[11:07 - 11:34] Oh man I shouldn't give you a workout for sure.
[11:34 - 11:41] You know tilting on fucking nuts doing 100% feedback but hey.
[11:41 - 11:52] What do you think real life drivers deal with man they deal with this kind of shit on a daily basis.
[11:52 - 12:10] They do what they have to deal with. They have to deal with thousands of tons of torque and g force beyond that wheel.
[12:10 - 12:30] And the good thing is that these wheels are actually metal so they're not you know bending and snapping as much.
[12:30 - 12:59] You're not hearing that and all the fucking plastic ones like listen just pure metal just beautiful pressure and pressure out.
[12:59 - 13:28] Okay.
[13:28 - 13:47] Oh I don't know how I made that.
[13:47 - 13:54] Yeah I definitely need to work on my.
[13:54 - 14:01] I don't like any to work on this a bit but it's still not. It's not bad. I mean it feels good.
[14:01 - 14:15] I try to get used to the kicking that clutch when I shift because of this clutch you practically have to kick the clutch in order for it to go down.
[14:15 - 14:31] But it's not that bad. I mean I can pretty much heel toe the clutch easily.
[14:31 - 14:54] Let's follow this man see where he's going. No stay on the highway. Thank you.
[14:54 - 15:21] I know I don't plan on doing any drifting on here with this thing yet anyway. I know I would like to but I've just got to get used to how the car handles first.
[15:21 - 15:33] All right now that he was about 10 seconds ahead.
[15:33 - 15:40] Get out of here troll Jesus.
[15:40 - 16:09] Yo he gave her seven seven seven what's up dude what up the game returnable seven shot the following fantasy do what's good bro.
[16:09 - 16:38] All right so now we got that now let's hit let's hit up the drag strip so we can do it for a drag run.
[16:38 - 17:07] Here.
[17:07 - 17:20] Go like 19 miles an hour.
[17:20 - 17:23] You see how many you see how the same shapes like this.
[17:23 - 17:40] Imagine that but it going all the way around all the time.
[17:40 - 17:56] This is over here.
[17:56 - 18:09] I didn't know how to use the clutch bro come on now you think I was born yesterday bro not a chance but I know how to use the clutch.
[18:09 - 18:14] You literally push the clutch in.
[18:14 - 18:29] Ran just shifting like this.
[18:29 - 18:35] So tell me I don't know how to use the clutch now boy.
[18:35 - 18:42] I'm just stopping that's the problem because these damn cars are so fucking high power and quick.
[18:42 - 18:46] And that's with the clutch dude.
[18:46 - 19:15] Damn straight and trim and it's an actual sim wheel too it's an actual sim rig it's the Logitech G920 so it's a legitimate sim rig.
[19:15 - 19:32] That's just the way I drive dude.
[19:32 - 19:57] I love hitting that red one I love hearing those revs bang there's just something about it.
[19:57 - 20:03] I'm just that kind of driver that likes to get wild with it bro.
[20:03 - 20:17] Plus you gotta figure dude I come from a drifting background dude so that's like the main focus is to let those revs bang out.
[20:17 - 20:33] I don't know why I just hit that ramp at a weird angle.
[20:33 - 20:49] See what I do this is how I do I let my car get as much speed as I can and then I shift it.
[20:49 - 21:05] I like to get up to the max speed that I can and then hit that shift that way when I shift I hit that shift point I can just keep it going.
[21:05 - 21:24] Let's say for example let's say right here like let's say I'm doing say a hundred and eighty nine hundred ninety tops well those I'll get up to that hundred and ninety mark then shift.
[21:24 - 21:49] Kind of like this right here I can get back on the track here we get back on this little area here.
[21:50 - 22:15] Okay we're racing in B class okay I can do B class dragsters because this is what car do I want to drag race I ain't racing none of none of those fuck that.
[22:15 - 22:37] Ooh do I want to go Lotus Elise that could go Jaguar or I can go S2K you know let's go with the Elise.
[22:38 - 23:03] Yes they do actually they do actually have the VR headset that you can use for Xbox.
[23:03 - 23:13] Nissan's are good not gonna lie bro I do fuck with Nissan but for me I kind of wanted to go for that sporty vibe.
[23:13 - 23:40] Obviously this one is a tune for drag.
[23:40 - 23:48] I don't want to do this one for drag I feel like the one this is gonna be a good dragster.
[23:48 - 23:54] Yeah see I was five seconds off.
[23:54 - 24:07] No no no I'm not doing any drifting on this one just yet because I want to get I want to figure out the perfect setting for drifting.
[24:07 - 24:16] Like I want to figure out that nice setting to be able to do it.
[24:16 - 24:22] Hey AB what's good.
[24:22 - 24:31] Dude it's fucking fire bro.
[24:31 - 24:40] No you didn't let me say I'm not doing any drifting on this just yet I need to get that dialed in.
[24:40 - 25:09] But once I do it's game on.
[25:09 - 25:22] Whoo that was close if I took the win.
[25:22 - 25:36] I'm gonna say once I get the rig dialed in and I get the proper wheel set up well not the proper wheel set up but like the wheel settings dialed in properly with the feedback and everything then yeah it will be.
[25:36 - 25:55] But right now I just want to get used to you know just driving like this and not doing anything too crazy.
[25:55 - 26:12] Now if you do want to learn how to drift properly one that I do suggest watching a drift Bible. That's how I learned.
[26:12 - 26:37] Yeah I'm done with this one.
[26:37 - 26:48] I took one one out of it.
[26:48 - 27:12] I take one one out of it. That's all I care about.
[27:12 - 27:29] I tried for real though and the wheel does smell good now like don't get wrong dude it's got that new wheel smell that new car smell.
[27:29 - 27:39] Now I do plan on getting some custom stickers for this thing like I do want to get some dope ass initial these stickers and shit.
[27:39 - 27:46] Really C class bro. Fucking C class. Come on now.
[27:46 - 28:06] Yeah really like you can feel this thing buck back now you can feel it.
[28:06 - 28:20] Oh and they revved up.
[28:20 - 28:34] It's not bad.
[28:34 - 28:40] Now I do want to try out the same mode on this real quick the same drive mode.
[28:40 - 28:56] Cause I'm not done yet and I think that'd be interesting to do.
[28:56 - 29:00] Now let's try just a simple.
[29:00 - 29:12] Let's try just a simple circuit race.
[29:12 - 29:19] You know let's try a metal spring.
[29:19 - 29:25] Because metal sprint I'm not that far from.
[29:25 - 29:38] When it is safe to do so.
[29:38 - 29:59] Come on thing.
[29:59 - 30:19] Don't know why I can really just skip second and third.
[30:19 - 30:31] Alright that is true man that's true.
[30:31 - 31:00] Man why the prejudice man? Hell why not have gold tires or silver tires.
[31:00 - 31:22] Turn left.
[31:22 - 31:37] Oh isn't that a pop dude.
[31:37 - 31:48] You have arrived at your destination.
[31:48 - 31:52] No I didn't want to create a route.
[31:52 - 32:02] I wanted to do arrivals.
[32:02 - 32:20] Oh okay so we're doing this kind of event.
[32:20 - 32:32] I'm not talking about what car I want to use I could go for my Alfa Romeo.
[32:32 - 32:37] And I'm not really feeling the Lincoln.
[32:37 - 32:44] The span GG Spaniel no thanks.
[32:44 - 32:49] Definitely not feeling any of those.
[32:49 - 32:51] You know I wasn't going with my Silvia dude.
[32:51 - 33:06] I have not driven this Silvia spec car in a minute.
[33:06 - 33:10] Get out of here in your freaking troll.
[33:10 - 33:14] You stand corrected my ass.
[33:14 - 33:23] Bro come on dude.
[33:23 - 33:30] Compare this to how I used to drive on the PXN 3100.
[33:30 - 33:33] Yeah the PXN was good don't get me wrong.
[33:33 - 33:41] Fucking love the PXN would recommend it for just you know getting your feet wet.
[33:41 - 33:47] Like if you want to find out what it's like to do a sim race and then yeah go for it.
[33:47 - 33:52] Yo Tripp I got you homie.
[33:52 - 34:09] You know I got you big dog.
[34:09 - 34:15] You know what we got to test this out on this man.
[34:15 - 34:20] I know it's supposed to be all out for us in this round but we got to test it out on projects car.
[34:20 - 34:27] On project cars too which is geared towards this kind of racing right here the sim race.
[34:27 - 34:42] You know we got to do it man.
[34:42 - 34:59] Shout out to Bandai too man Bandai has been coming out with a lot of new Gundam stuff.
[34:59 - 35:23] Hey Johnny John what up dude.
[35:23 - 35:26] I mean I already know you guys's first thoughts.
[35:26 - 35:30] Am I going to do F1 2020 with this rig and compete?
[35:30 - 35:31] Answer to that?
[35:31 - 35:34] Fuck yeah I am.
[35:34 - 35:43] And yes I will be jumping back into some Motorsports 7 as well.
[35:43 - 35:52] All right let's go controls.
[35:52 - 36:10] All right make sure everything is set.
[36:10 - 36:21] Oh man it won't let me do.
[36:21 - 36:27] Damn it won't let me do anything yet.
[36:27 - 36:34] Oh that's probably because it's still installing but that's okay though.
[36:34 - 36:37] Now I'm about to show you guys the comparison.
[36:37 - 36:39] You guys see me rip it up on that.
[36:39 - 36:51] Let me show you the comparison on say let's go for rally 2.0.
[36:51 - 37:12] Let me show you guys the comparison on dirt rally compared to say Forza.
[37:12 - 37:33] Now you guys are going to see exactly why I don't use feedback on this.
[37:33 - 37:43] You guys are going to see it just a minute.
[37:43 - 38:11] Let's go Wild out Prima. Let's go this one on Ferris.
[38:11 - 38:19] Now the first run is going to be with.
[38:19 - 38:41] So let's go here to options input.
[38:41 - 38:55] Vibration of feedback self-winding torque. You guys are going to see why I don't use it at all.
[38:55 - 39:03] Collision yes.
[39:03 - 39:17] Southlock 140 series center force.
[39:17 - 39:31] Now bear in mind this first one is about to be with.
[39:31 - 39:37] 6F long into fortune 5R2 across the narrow bridge.
[39:37 - 40:06] I forgot to set this to semi auto so I can shift if I really want to do.
[40:06 - 40:35] There we go now I can shift if I want to.
[40:35 - 40:53] So as you can see it's definitely more difficult with this.
[40:53 - 41:07] You can literally hear my colleagues rattling against each other right now.
[41:07 - 41:51] So I can shift.
[41:51 - 42:20] So as you guys can tell it's definitely hard.
[42:20 - 42:49] And this is why I need a handbrake.
[42:49 - 43:18] So you can tell this thing is shaky as shit.
[43:18 - 43:30] Let's see if I can somehow remember back out of this.
[43:30 - 43:46] There we go.
[43:46 - 44:14] This is definitely not my best run.
[44:14 - 44:24] 30, 6R2 into 6F.
[44:24 - 44:31] 30, 1, 2 left of address now.
[44:31 - 44:45] 6R2 into 1T, 1C left of address now.
[44:45 - 45:03] 7R2 into 2T, 1C left of address now.
[45:03 - 45:19] 7R2 into 2T.
[45:19 - 45:33] Yeah see as you can see right there.
[45:33 - 45:39] Gonna have to recover it.
[45:39 - 45:45] Yeah see right there that's literally one of my worst runs ever.
[45:45 - 45:51] That literally is one of my worst runs ever.
[45:51 - 45:57] Now compare that to what I'm about to do.
[45:57 - 46:23] Now compare that run to this run that I'm about to do.
[46:23 - 46:27] 6F1 into caution, 5R2 of address and now a bridge.
[46:27 - 46:35] Into 1L, 2T, 1C left of address.
[46:35 - 46:45] Now compare that to this run.
[46:45 - 46:51] 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
[46:51 - 46:55] 6F1 into caution, 5R2 of address and now a bridge.
[46:55 - 47:09] Into 1L, 2T, 1C left of address.
[47:09 - 48:07] 9L, 2T left of address and now a bridge.
[48:07 - 48:43] Let's move these out of the way.
[48:43 - 48:55] 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
[48:55 - 48:57] 6F1 into caution.
[48:57 - 49:01] And this is definitely going to take some getting used to.
[49:01 - 49:19] 6F1 into caution, 5R2 of address and now a bridge.
[49:19 - 49:33] Let's move these out of the way.
[49:33 - 49:41] 7F1 into caution, 5R2 of address.
[49:41 - 50:37] 9L, 2T left of address and now a bridge.
[50:37 - 50:47] Okay, dude, I'm not just throwing down and getting time with this thing. Holy shit.
[50:47 - 50:51] 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
[50:51 - 51:19] Let's see if I can beat the record like this.
[51:19 - 52:05] 9L, 2T left of address and now a bridge.
[52:05 - 52:17] 13L, 2T left of address.
[52:17 - 52:23] Man, I'm glad I'm able to twist my arms the way I am.
[52:23 - 52:43] 9L, 2T left of address and now a bridge.
[52:43 - 52:57] Alright guys, I'll be right back. I need to take care of something.
[52:57 - 53:15] 9L, 3T left of address and now a bridge.
[53:15 - 54:09] 10L, 3T left of address and now a bridge.
[54:09 - 54:35] 9L, 3T left of address and now a bridge.
[54:35 - 54:40] Now you thought the time that I'm throwing down is good.
[54:40 - 54:44] Let me show you guys something real quick.
[54:44 - 54:59] Let me show you guys the level of some of these pros out there that are throwing down faster than what I've got.
[54:59 - 55:17] And I do mean faster.
[55:17 - 55:41] Let's go.
[55:41 - 55:57] They're running 2.0 working from home. Which I did sure during the pandemic that a lot of drivers did drive from home.
[55:57 - 56:03] Like here's one right here and this dude is running a very similar rig.
[56:03 - 56:13] But that's not the one we're looking for.
[56:13 - 56:18] Right here.
[56:18 - 56:28] Pay attention to this chick.
[56:28 - 56:51] Watch how quick this chick goes dude.
[56:51 - 57:05] Yo sarin what up. Y'all thought I was quick. Look at this shit.
[57:05 - 57:25] What I got is shit compared to this chick. And this is a real rally driver.
[57:25 - 57:45] I actually know the difference is the fact that she actually has real life experience behind the wheel.
[57:45 - 58:08] When you train in real life and this is how quick you get on a fucking sim dude. Look at that reverse entry on that hairpin.
[58:08 - 58:17] Dude I would have done fucked up right there. I would have done wrecked.
[58:17 - 58:46] I would have done. Dude my car would have been done right there at that hairpin. It would have been over. Caught around that hairpin and then doing what she did. I would have been. It would have been over.
[58:46 - 59:15] Look at the speed this chick is throwing down bro. She's doing damn near a hundred plus man. She's freaking killing it.
[59:15 - 59:36] Look at that 257.760.
[59:36 - 59:50] That is a world class run right there.
[59:50 - 60:05] Check this kid out. Looks like you could lay some congruent facts. Those are actually legitimate racing gloves.
[60:05 - 60:20] Now take a look at how quick this kid is on rig.
[60:20 - 60:43] Now see this is the kind of rig I do plan on getting at some point. It's a full on motion rig.
[60:43 - 60:56] Now look at this kid. He's fucking killing it bro. And I have ran this course and it's crazy. If you're not careful you will fuck up your car.
[60:56 - 61:16] Trust me, I should know. This section coming up, I have fucked up my car so bad on this section coming up right here.
[61:16 - 61:27] Right here I have flipped my car right through this section he's getting ready to go through so many times to where I could not even run it.
[61:27 - 61:56] Right there is where I would flip because I would turn off that jump and my car would just roll.
[61:56 - 62:25] This dude is just Hawaiian bro.
[62:25 - 62:54] I know y'all saw that. He went from first, he went from fifth down to first while going through the air.
[62:54 - 63:23] This is the kind of rig I do plan on getting to where I could not even run it.
[63:23 - 63:52] This dude is just gone bro. He's out of here.
[63:52 - 64:08] Nice slide through that she came. That was beautiful.
[64:08 - 64:37] Man he's putting that handbrake to work through that section.
[64:37 - 65:02] This dude is getting it bro.
[65:02 - 65:12] Dude is freaking getting it right now and this is a long course.
[65:12 - 65:41] Not going to lie, it is a free long course.
[65:41 - 66:00] Alright, these guys are quick dude.
[66:00 - 66:24] Oh Tokyo drifting it, alright. Got a little Tokyo drift action going on.
[66:24 - 66:39] Let's see what he gets right here coming up to the end.
[66:39 - 66:54] 7 minutes 45 seconds. Now that's fucking quick.
[66:54 - 67:20] Nothing I'm aware of.
[67:20 - 67:41] Oh yeah, that was real good.
[67:41 - 68:09] Hey Carrie, what up?
[68:09 - 68:38] No.
[68:38 - 68:43] Wait, how the hell did AB get unmodded? Thanks for the notice Carrie.
[68:43 - 69:04] Yo AB, how the hell did you get unmodded?
[69:04 - 69:24] I'm nervous now, now let's go.
[69:24 - 69:34] Thankfully I just bashed up against the wall, I didn't.
[69:34 - 70:03] Don't know how the hell I'm throwing down just how I'm 100%.
[70:03 - 70:32] You left, you don't go to 100, you don't go to 100, you don't go to 100.
[70:32 - 70:46] 100 seconds, into 6 left, into caution to my long tense of an hour bridge.
[70:46 - 71:14] This is why I need a handbrake for those hairpins right there.
[71:14 - 71:43] Oh no, fuck you, you said that you are not getting in today.
[71:43 - 72:00] You left, you just sit right on the front, into one left, I guess.
[72:00 - 72:19] Into 2 backport, 13, 6 right, into 6 left, 13 option, 2 left to replace their road.
[72:19 - 72:27] Into 6 right, into caution, I've seen your left tightens now.
[72:27 - 72:47] Into 1 right tightens, 13, 5 left long, into 2 right tightens, 4 right long.
[72:47 - 72:57] Into 5 left long, 10 stop.
[72:57 - 73:18] Into 6 left tightens, 4 left tightens, 3 left long.
[73:18 - 73:41] Oh dude, you're good.
[73:41 - 73:45] Yes, this is going to be one of my main ones.
[73:45 - 73:50] Let's see why I've seen that on the leaderboard.
[73:50 - 73:57] Oh damn dude, yeah I'm way down there.
[73:57 - 74:23] I am way down there.
[74:23 - 74:52] Into 3 left, 13 left tightens, into 2 left, 15 left tightens, into 3 left tightens.
[74:52 - 75:04] Into 4 left, 13 stop, 13 left tightens, into 1 left tightens.
[75:04 - 75:28] Into 2 left tightens, into 1 left tightens, into 3 left long.
[75:28 - 75:44] Oh damn, ah shit, yeah it is.
[75:44 - 75:51] Man, that was a poacher man, shit.
[75:51 - 75:56] Be safe.
[75:56 - 75:58] Hey Kerry, you're good though man.
[75:58 - 76:00] You're just trying to look out for me and everyone else.
[76:00 - 76:02] That's all you're trying to do.
[76:02 - 76:04] And I appreciate the fuck out of that.
[76:04 - 76:19] Into 1 left tightens, 13, 4 right tightens, into 1 left.
[76:19 - 76:28] Into 2 left tightens, into 1 left long.
[76:28 - 76:32] Like I'm still going to post on my other channel, don't get me wrong.
[76:32 - 76:43] I'm just trying to get this one up to where my main main one is.
[76:43 - 76:54] Into 3 left tightens, into 1 left tightens, into 4 left tightens, into 1 left tightens.
[76:54 - 76:59] No, not today bitch.
[76:59 - 77:18] And I just got passed up by my ghost.
[77:18 - 77:31] I'm going to turn the 4C back down just a slight bit.
[77:31 - 77:37] I was bringing it down to about 100%.
[77:37 - 78:04] Let's bring everything down to about 100% and see what happens.
[78:04 - 78:09] Let's see if that improves it.
[78:09 - 78:22] Into 1 left tightens, 13, 4 right tightens, into 1 left.
[78:22 - 78:26] Oh, this is actually perfect like this.
[78:26 - 78:36] Into 2 right long tightens, into 1 left long.
[78:36 - 78:45] Into 3 left, 30 right tightens.
[78:45 - 78:50] Into 2 left, 50 of a narrow bridge.
[78:50 - 78:56] Into 3 right tightens, into 3 left tightens.
[78:56 - 78:59] Into 4 right long tightens, don't get me wrong.
[78:59 - 79:02] Into 1 left tightens.
[79:02 - 79:10] Into 1 right long.
[79:10 - 79:13] Into 3 left.
[79:13 - 79:22] Don't get into 1 right tightens, into 1 left tightens.
[79:22 - 79:27] 30, 2 right tightens.
[79:27 - 79:34] Into 3 left long of a crest.
[79:34 - 79:44] Into caution, don't get me wrong, don't have a bridge.
[79:44 - 79:52] Into 6 left, into caution, 2 right long, don't have a bridge.
[79:52 - 80:00] Open and relax.
[80:00 - 80:10] 100, 6 left long, 50.
[80:10 - 80:17] 6 right tightens, into a narrow 5 left.
[80:17 - 80:21] Into 2 right tightens.
[80:21 - 80:31] Into 2 left tightens, don't get me wrong.
[80:31 - 80:35] Into 2 right tightens.
[80:35 - 80:52] Into 2 left tightens.
[80:52 - 81:12] Into 2 right tightens.
[81:12 - 81:18] Into caution, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong.
[81:18 - 81:21] Into caution, don't get me wrong.
[81:21 - 81:24] If I don't have a bridge, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong.
[81:24 - 81:27] If I don't have a bridge, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong.
[81:27 - 81:30] If I don't have a bridge, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong.
[81:30 - 81:56] If I don't have a bridge, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong.
[81:56 - 84:57] If I don't have a bridge, don't get me wrong.
[84:57 - 85:53] Six and a half long, fifteen.
[85:53 - 85:55] Eight and a half long, fifteen.
[85:55 - 92:32] Six and a half long, fifteen.
[92:33 - 92:34] Mind it.
[92:34 - 92:39] Friggin' Dominic Toretto and the shit out of this Mini Cooper.
[92:39 - 92:41] Poor Mini Cooper.
[92:41 - 92:46] I'm just Dominic Toretto and this thing all over the fucking place.
[92:47 - 92:50] I'm just Dominic Toretto.
[92:50 - 93:33] I'm just Dominic Toretto and this thing all over the fucking place.
[93:33 - 93:52] This is why I need a handbrake.
[93:52 - 93:53] Oh God.
[93:53 - 94:21] This is why I need a fucking proper handbrake.
[94:21 - 95:37] I'm just Dominic Toretto and this thing all over the fucking place.
[95:37 - 95:59] Yeah, we're getting passed up by our ghost.
[95:59 - 96:19] Yeah well you know what dude, I trust the guy man.
[96:19 - 96:25] He hasn't led me wrong yet bro, so nice try.
[96:25 - 96:34] He has not led me wrong.
[96:34 - 97:03] Hell he was right about Burger Boy being a troll so I mean come on man the dudes actually helped me out a lot.
[97:03 - 97:32] It is really tough to turn into one of the left hands.
[97:32 - 97:41] There.
[97:41 - 98:01] Damn that's a hard angle though.
[98:01 - 98:12] Thank you all man, while I'm on somebody that's trying to help me.
[98:12 - 98:27] Like for real, that doesn't make no damn sense bro.
[98:27 - 98:36] Into two right buttons, into two left buttons or right now.
[98:36 - 98:41] Into two right buttons, opens thirty.
[98:41 - 98:46] Two right buttons, one.
[98:46 - 98:49] Fifteen.
[98:49 - 98:53] Keep left in the front seat, open happy left.
[98:53 - 99:00] Thirty.
[99:00 - 99:07] Keep left, into six right buttons, open left icons.
[99:07 - 99:17] Ooh got stuck there for a second.
[99:17 - 99:23] One, thirteen, six right, into six left.
[99:23 - 99:30] Thirty, caution, two left, open right, narrow.
[99:30 - 99:38] Into six right, into caution, unseen, open left, tightness, narrow.
[99:38 - 99:43] Into one right, tightness, thirty.
[99:43 - 99:49] Thirty left long, into two right buttons.
[99:49 - 99:57] Come on don't get it.
[99:57 - 100:04] Into one left long, tightness, don't get it.
[100:04 - 100:12] Into two right buttons, open three left buttons.
[100:12 - 100:20] Into the front, open happy left.
[100:20 - 100:31] Fifty, open finish.
[100:31 - 100:41] Four on nine, not bad.
[100:41 - 100:44] Four on nine is not bad at all.
[100:45 - 101:14] [music]
[101:14 - 101:18] Three turning four, I can do this.
[101:18 - 101:41] [music]
[101:41 - 101:49] Five, four, three, two, one, go.
[101:49 - 101:52] Oh beautiful man, beautiful, let's go.
[101:52 - 102:17] [music]
[102:17 - 102:24] Thirty, right buttons, into two left.
[102:24 - 102:29] Fifteen of a narrow bridge.
[102:29 - 102:35] Into three right buttons, into three left buttons.
[102:35 - 102:41] Into four right buttons, into one left buttons.
[102:41 - 102:47] [music]
[102:47 - 102:53] Alright y'all, I'm about to bounce, take a break for now.
[102:53 - 102:59] Let my hands get a rest man, because running all these courses man.
[102:59 - 103:03] This thing is good man, it puts you through your paces.
[103:03 - 103:07] I definitely do enjoy man, so thank you to the person that did send this out man.
[103:07 - 103:13] I fucking love it.
[103:13 - 103:19] But yeah, that means that y'all, I'm outta here y'all and I will catch you guys in a little bit man.
[103:19 - 103:22] Love you guys, peace.
[103:22 - 103:27] And if you are new, don't forget to hit the like and subscribe button and notification bell.
[103:27 - 103:41] Peace.
[103:41 - 103:43] (exhales)
2021-7-17 A CHANGE HAS TO HAPPEN !!!

2021-7-17 A CHANGE HAS TO HAPPEN !!!

[0:00 - 0:21] I know it's super super early in the morning. I get it some of you aren't up yet but I know a lot of you will be.
[0:21 - 0:39] And there's something that's been weighing on my mind for quite some time now that I've been noticing going on and there's something that's bugging me.
[0:39 - 1:07] And what's bugging me is this. Too many people such as Man's Whole Reports getting away with bullying people like myself.
[1:07 - 1:13] And more importantly, people with severe special needs.
[1:13 - 1:19] Now I'm not saying that she is one of the ones doing it, which I wouldn't put it past her.
[1:19 - 1:32] But there are many people out there that will go after people like Suplex City Vlogs and my good friend the little slideshows who are severely severely handicapped.
[1:32 - 1:50] And that's not okay. Like you people take advantage of people like myself all for what? A few laughs? A few views? Well they have to sit there and suffer?
[1:50 - 2:02] Like it's bad enough that Man's Whole Reports put me in a spot where I was constantly lashing out and I was constantly doing things that I'm not proud of.
[2:02 - 2:21] Like you say that you want this platform to be better, but my question to you is what are you doing to make it better? Because all I see from you is nothing but a literal disgusting destruction.
[2:21 - 2:31] You say that you want your kids to grow to be a functioning member of society, correct?
[2:31 - 2:46] Well how can that be a functioning member of society if you're showing them all this awful stuff that you're doing?
[2:46 - 2:52] Like do you really think that this stuff that you're doing is benefiting your kids? No.
[2:52 - 3:05] If anything, with what you're doing, the path that you're going down right now, that's not showing them how to be a good person, no.
[3:05 - 3:10] It's showing them how to be destructive.
[3:10 - 3:30] See, when I started YouTube back in 2009, which is right around the time that I met my good friend Chuck who you guys got to meet last night, when I started on YouTube, I had two things in mind.
[3:30 - 3:38] One, to help people and two, to create good content.
[3:38 - 3:49] And for the longest time, it was going really good.
[3:49 - 4:06] You know, it was going really good for the longest time. You know, I was making AOVs, I was doing, you know, really cool neat videos that nobody else was really doing at the time, and I was enjoying myself.
[4:06 - 4:22] But over the last few years, I've noticed that there's a lot of negativity going on in this platform that doesn't need to be there.
[4:22 - 4:30] And what doesn't need to be there is all this trolling and this attacking.
[4:30 - 4:49] See, I'm what's known as an HCI, a high target individual for a lot of these trolls, for a lot of these people that want to cause trouble.
[4:49 - 5:01] But what I don't understand is how does bullying someone and trolling someone, how does that benefit anyone?
[5:01 - 5:19] Like, yeah, sure, you get a few laughs here and there, yada, yada, yada. But ultimately, what do you gain from it? What do you gain from being negative?
[5:19 - 5:39] What do you gain from being a bully? Sure, I may be five foot three, I may look different.
[5:39 - 5:52] I may be different. That may be very true. I may be different from most. I may look different. I may be this, that, and the other. So what?
[5:52 - 6:01] And I myself have gotten taken advantage of by Kate, and everyone knows it.
[6:01 - 6:11] And I know that I have people out there that are genuine fans of me. They're too scared to fucking stand up and say something, and I get it.
[6:11 - 6:21] Okay, I get it. Kate's a very scary person. I get it. Because I was in that position of being afraid of her too.
[6:21 - 6:31] So trust me when I say I know all too well what she's capable of. And you're right, it's very scary.
[6:31 - 6:37] Kate is very scary. I'm not going to lie.
[6:37 - 6:51] My health, she caused my biological father to lose his job, caused me to lose my job with my best friend, almost caused my stepdad to lose his.
[6:51 - 7:02] So yeah, she's definitely scary. And I don't blame you. I don't blame anyone for being scared.
[7:02 - 7:17] But honestly, something has to be done. Because everyone knows the truth, that I was set up.
[7:17 - 7:33] I was set up by Kate. And as a result, I'm now getting attacked.
[7:33 - 7:38] Oh, looky looky, we got a call in.
[7:38 - 7:44] Hello?
[7:44 - 7:48] I know you're a get lost man.
[7:48 - 7:55] No, I'm not going to do it, so goodbye.
[7:55 - 8:04] I'm sorry, but I'm not stopping.
[8:04 - 8:23] I'm not giving up my job as a YouTuber, just because you guys want to harass and bully me. That's not happening.
[8:23 - 8:34] I don't do battles. I never signed on to battle. And that's something that not a lot of people understand.
[8:34 - 8:42] When I first started doing music, I didn't sign on to do rap battles.
[8:42 - 9:08] I signed on to change my family's lives and to put out a message that people can relate to and to where I can help people through my music.
[9:08 - 9:13] Like, that's what I signed on to do. And I know a lot of people hate me because of my music.
[9:13 - 9:16] Okay, so what?
[9:16 - 9:27] My music's not for everyone. My music is for those that need someone that understands what it's like to be COVID.
[9:27 - 9:35] What it's like to be a drug down to the fucking bottom.
[9:35 - 9:48] Well, yes, I've done several rap battles during my career. That may be true, but did I enjoy doing them? No, I hated it.
[9:48 - 10:02] I hated doing those battles because to me, what's the point of a rap battle? To prove that you're better than the other guy? That's all you get from it.
[10:02 - 10:12] Well, yes, I won every single battle that I've been in. That may be true, but just because I won those battles doesn't mean I enjoyed them.
[10:12 - 10:20] I don't enjoy doing rap battles. I enjoy creating stuff for people to look back on.
[10:20 - 10:29] I enjoy creating stuff for people that are in that situation. I enjoy creating songs for people that are alone.
[10:29 - 10:44] Now, when they pick up those headphones or those earbuds and they put them in their ears and they hear my music, I want that person to be able to say, "Holy crap, this dude really understands what I'm going through.
[10:44 - 11:05] This dude really gets what it's like to be an outcast." That's why I do music. I don't do it for, you know, the pitches, the cars. I don't do it for that kind of shit. No.
[11:05 - 11:24] I do it to make a living and to change my family's lives, and I do it to help people like myself, people who have been outcasted, people who have been bullied and beaten down by people I have not told reports and this whole community of trolls.
[11:25 - 11:34] I do it to make a living. I enjoy creating stuff for people who are not outcasted.
[11:34 - 11:42] I do it to help people who are not outcasted.
[11:42 - 12:01] Why do you think I relate to this song that I'm about to do for you so freaking well? Why do you think I relate to this?
[12:01 - 12:27] Why are you not hesitant about taking this acting?
[12:27 - 12:34] If you guys want some coach, you'll understand what I'm getting out of this.
[12:35 - 28:22] This is what I'm getting out of this.
[28:22 - 28:45] I have to hold it up a little bit, but yeah, I can still do it.
[28:45 - 28:59] Matter of fact, I want you guys to listen to someone here for a moment.
[28:59 - 29:18] Someone that knows exactly what's going on.
[29:18 - 29:39] We're going to type in the song here.
[29:39 - 33:39] This is what I'm getting out of this.
[33:39 - 33:45] People say they want to change, but they don't want to bring about that change.
[33:45 - 33:50] They don't want to be that change.
[33:50 - 33:56] They don't want to be that change that they claim that they want.
[33:56 - 34:00] Me, I want that change, and I am being that change.
[34:00 - 34:04] I'm doing what I can every day to be that change.
[34:04 - 34:13] Maybe if y'all would put aside how different we are and start taking a look at how alike
[34:13 - 34:24] we are and start realizing there's more to this shit than what y'all realize, we could
[34:24 - 34:25] do a lot.
[34:25 - 34:35] Because I watched a video yesterday by Burgerboy, shout out to Burger.
[34:35 - 34:43] I watched literally the first, I'd say two minutes of it, and I got so much information
[34:43 - 34:47] off that first two minutes.
[34:47 - 34:48] See what these trolls do.
[34:48 - 34:53] Yeah, their main goal is to get a rise and a reaction.
[34:53 - 34:55] That's their main goal.
[34:55 - 35:04] But what they do is this, is they try to predict how people like me will react, sometimes
[35:04 - 35:10] days in advance, and there's a whole community of people like this.
[35:10 - 35:24] They try to predict and control because when they control the system, they control everything.
[35:24 - 35:30] When they control your emotions and they control you, they control everything.
[35:30 - 35:37] They are literally trying to shove good YouTubers down the toilet.
[35:37 - 35:42] They are literally trying to take away our power.
[35:42 - 35:47] Because they want us to go down a path that they want us to go down.
[35:47 - 35:48] It's like a video game character.
[35:48 - 35:54] You know, think of it like this, you have a video game character and you control where
[35:54 - 35:58] he goes, what he does, stuff like that, right?
[35:58 - 35:59] Same thing with trolls.
[35:59 - 36:01] They want to control us.
[36:01 - 36:08] They want to control our emotions, what we do, the content that we put up, how we react,
[36:08 - 36:11] what we do with our lives.
[36:11 - 36:13] They want to control that shit.
[36:13 - 36:24] Live for one and no video game character and I'm not going to be controlled.
[36:24 - 36:32] And that's what I'm saying, maybe if other larger YouTube channels would see this video
[36:32 - 36:38] and would reach out, we could put a stop to this and we could bring YouTube back to
[36:38 - 37:00] where it was and where it never should have left and where it needs to be.
[37:00 - 37:06] And this is why I've been reaching out to larger YouTubers or trying to reach out to
[37:06 - 37:08] the larger YouTubers.
[37:08 - 37:14] I have one YouTuber that is actually a bit of a ratio but he's super dope.
[37:14 - 37:17] He's one of my best friends, he's a super cool dude.
[37:17 - 37:21] He's helping me out.
[37:21 - 37:32] And that's what people don't realize, if you stay in a queue quiet, you're never going
[37:32 - 37:38] to get anything done.
[37:38 - 38:06] Hopefully this makes y'all think about what you do for now on the people.
[38:06 - 38:15] It was 1990 something, I was a great school, the kids made it very clear that I ain't cool,
[38:15 - 38:20] I hated it, just waking up and getting ready to play with something, I wouldn't make the
[38:20 - 38:21] buzz, man.
[38:21 - 38:29] My family wasn't great, I couldn't rock those new kids like the other kids.
[38:29 - 38:33] My grandmother liked to come here a lot, and me I loved it so I let it, but it didn't
[38:33 - 38:34] stop.
[38:34 - 38:38] My grandmother wasn't that cold over, it was high water slack, it was an easy target,
[38:38 - 38:44] honorable from front to back, but damn, my peers wanted me to be smarter than myself
[38:44 - 38:45] but I was smooth.
[38:45 - 38:46] I never was accepted, it was beside normal thinking, they were insulted and neglected.
[38:46 - 38:47] Whoever had to pass the crowd with your eyes down, look at me at the ground, because
[38:47 - 38:48] you know you don't want you around.
[38:48 - 38:49] But I had to watch class, and I was lucky if somebody didn't call me fat, would knock
[38:49 - 39:07] my fingers to the claws, I would pass it, but if it wasn't worth it, you wouldn't have
[39:07 - 39:08] been laughing.
[39:08 - 39:19] But I had to watch class, and I was lucky if somebody didn't call me fat, but if it
[39:19 - 39:26] wasn't worth it, you wouldn't have been laughing, would knock my fingers to the claws, I would
[39:26 - 39:35] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, I would pass it, but damn, my peers
[39:35 - 39:41] wanted me to pass it, I would pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but
[39:41 - 39:47] damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn,
[39:47 - 39:54] my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my
[39:54 - 40:05] peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my
[40:05 - 40:11] peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers
[40:11 - 40:17] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted
[40:17 - 40:23] me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me
[40:23 - 40:28] to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to
[40:28 - 40:33] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass
[40:33 - 40:37] it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but
[40:37 - 40:41] damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers
[40:41 - 40:45] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted
[40:45 - 40:48] me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to
[40:48 - 41:09] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it,
[41:09 - 41:16] but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn,
[41:16 - 41:28] my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers
[41:28 - 41:35] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to
[41:35 - 41:39] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it,
[41:39 - 41:45] but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn,
[41:45 - 41:54] my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers
[41:54 - 42:02] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to
[42:02 - 42:08] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it,
[42:08 - 42:14] but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn,
[42:14 - 42:48] ???
[42:48 - 42:50] Yo Yuri, I got you.
[42:50 - 42:52] Take care of these clowns.
[42:53 - 80:15] ???
2021-7-20 Proving my worth

2021-7-20 Proving my worth

[0:00 - 0:25] [MUSIC]
[0:25 - 0:36] What up y'all? So I just now caught a glimpse of what's really going on.
[0:36 - 0:49] I just caught a glimpse of a certain artist by the name of Crip Kay. I caught his diss,
[0:52 - 0:58] which I'm mad at the guy. I mean he had a reason to do what he did. I can't really blame him too much,
[0:58 - 1:12] but you think that I wasn't gonna respond? You think I wasn't gonna destroy you?
[1:14 - 1:23] That's cute. That's cute. Like, come on man. Did you really think I wasn't gonna destroy you, bro?
[1:23 - 1:31] Did you really think I wasn't gonna destroy you?
[1:31 - 1:39] All right, not that I harbor any hate towards you, bro, because I don't harbor any hate towards
[1:39 - 1:58] you at all, bro. So I just sit you a little peep ass looking down and let me show you what real is.
[1:58 - 2:19] [MUSIC]
[2:19 - 2:25] Yo, you, uh, wanna be little peep? Lookin' back at that, did not get stuff from me.
[2:25 - 2:32] You wanna sit there and say that you're not a rapper, well, y'all may as well be.
[2:32 - 2:39] 'Cause you're over here lookin' like I wanna be little peep with a fake ass, wanna be face test.
[2:39 - 2:45] All your songs ain't nothin' but motherfuckin' trash. You call yourself a rockstar. Really,
[2:45 - 2:52] you're a fucker rapper, bitch. You a bitch, man. Wanna be little peep thing at the night.
[2:52 - 2:58] Everybody's into yo' shit, but the truth is man, ain't it like that? Go ahead, call me the
[2:58 - 3:05] motherfuckin' green gauntlet 'cause I'm takin' your ass out. Now, you are nothin' but a little
[3:05 - 3:12] bit chest-toe. Be McGuire lookin' Spider-Man. You thinkin' that you can hack it? Hell, now,
[3:12 - 3:17] bitch. I'm the one that's gettin' all the fuckin' fits. Yeah, I may have made a mistake,
[3:17 - 3:23] but I'm pouncing pink at the end of the day. Like, what the fuck you gotta say?
[3:23 - 3:31] You thinkin' that you stop me?
[3:31 - 3:38] Yup, you ain't motherfuckin' stoppin' me. Go ahead, try to cope, and we guarantee you ain't
[3:38 - 3:45] got no motherfuckin' balls to face me in the street. Like, you wanna talk about trust? Yeah,
[3:45 - 3:51] you better get it right. Stupid ass punk motherfuckin' fake gas. Wanna be mad for me?
[3:51 - 3:57] You ain't fuckin' shake your pig to me. I do this shit off the dome. I'm the baby on the spot,
[3:57 - 4:04] it's where it's at. Y'all pre-recorded shit ain't nothin' but motherfuckin' wack-ass,
[4:04 - 4:19] in the eye, bullshit trash. Yeah, you wanna run, yo, cause I'm family, go ahead, boo,
[4:19 - 4:25] I don't give a fuck about your shit, yes, motherfuckin' tits, dude. What on, y'all?
[4:29 - 4:42] What? What?
[4:42 - 4:50] What?
[4:50 - 5:11] And I can't, can't do that, cause I doubt that I'm missin' a motherfuckin' beat. I keep this shit
[5:11 - 5:18] on track every fuckin' day. Why wouldn't they say this in the grave? You just walkin' away like
[5:18 - 5:29] a bitch, man. So don't take for a sayin' that I ain't got the knowledge that you see. I am the
[5:29 - 5:35] number one leper in the underground music. See, take a look at all the shit that the fans are
[5:35 - 5:41] sendin' to me, yo, shit, that's it, cause they fuckin' with me, they lovin' up music that I put
[5:41 - 5:48] out on the fuckin' day to you, thinkin' that you're stoppin' me, hell not you. Man as well,
[5:48 - 5:53] go the fuck away, go ahead and try to get at me, stupid ass bitch, man.
[6:00 - 6:05] I got somethin' for this faggot right here, hold up, hold up. Why don't you stick around, bro?
[6:05 - 6:16] Yo Aaron, why don't you stick around, bro? I got somethin' for you too. So stick around a minute.
[6:16 - 6:45] [music]
[6:45 - 6:47] Stick around, man.
[6:47 - 6:54] Shut the soaker, man.
[6:55 - 7:01] Look, Aaron, church is lookin' so motherfucker, get retarded at the lock. You got a motherfucker,
[7:01 - 7:07] stop me, no, fight, can't have a hold of change. Put all up, play to the motherfuckin' shit,
[7:07 - 7:13] dare to, you don't see, dang, die, don't see. Right through your motherfuckin' bullshit, too,
[7:13 - 7:19] go ahead, try to shoot me, try to take me up. I am motherfuckin' waterproof, that's why I had
[7:19 - 7:25] y'all. Motherfuckin', why you layin' down on my fuckin' bed? As a fucker, ain't you fuckin' up a man?
[7:25 - 7:30] Like, I don't got, you can't even keep your motherfuckin' girl, please stick. Motherfuckin' bed,
[7:30 - 7:36] that's why I do what you can, man. So, so, stay for a minute, then. You can never hold me,
[7:36 - 7:41] you can never stop me, that's why I'm over here with all these fucking things. Grabbin' one,
[7:41 - 7:46] I'm doin' love and one, I'm doin' every fuckin' thing. Yeah, I may have a few motherfuckin'
[7:46 - 7:52] trolls that wanna get up in my motherfuckin' way. Oh, well, gotta say another bitch, gotta lay
[7:52 - 7:59] another bag like you in the motherfuckin' grave. Go ahead, try to fuck it, be damn young. Got your
[7:59 - 8:04] motherfuckin' muscle 'bout to lose. Here I am, runnin' loose, pullin' motherfuckin' city books,
[8:04 - 8:10] throwin' every little punk in, pullin' a beat that you like you to. So, don't take for a second,
[8:10 - 8:15] then. I ain't got your motherfuckin', ain't God with the lazy side, pullin' right at you,
[8:15 - 8:20] then. I got that motherfuckin', ain't God with the easy side, pullin' right at you,
[8:20 - 8:27] don't take for a minute, then. I won't put a motherfuckin', put it in your motherfuckin' scumbag, dude.
[8:27 - 8:43] Unlike you, I can rip it up on the motherfuckin' track with my whole daddy crew, then go back to
[8:43 - 8:50] the motherfuckin' music team and destroy you and your little fuckin' bitches. Wanna be your crew,
[8:50 - 8:55] don't think, don't run second, then. I will show you where they're getting me,
[8:55 - 9:03] 'cause you ain't having fun, try to talk and tell me who I am. Try to fuck with it, everything,
[9:03 - 9:09] don't think, go for a minute, then. I am never gonna lay down, you will watch this fuck, don't
[9:09 - 9:14] take a day, do whatever I'm gonna take, you got, you right here destroyin' every single one of you,
[9:14 - 9:20] and your fuckin' crew bitch, you ain't nothin' but a little guy with a lucky motherfuckin' bit,
[9:20 - 9:25] you ain't nothin' but a whole can of water, be jokin', you ain't got the bombs that I got.
[9:25 - 9:33] I ain't like the motherfuckin' Bruce Lee, you're the motherfuckin' music scene, I do this shit
[9:33 - 9:38] on the spot, I'm a dumbass wearing tech, I ain't got the wrong, these words ain't a rhythm for,
[9:38 - 9:44] you ain't nothin', it's a motherfuckin' rap, all your shit in the ass, a motherfuckin' troll trap,
[9:44 - 9:50] all done, then, check 'em in, and I ain't even gotta lay your finger on you, I'm destroyin'
[9:50 - 10:00] everything that you want, everything that you do is everything, then. You wish, you could fucking do
[10:00 - 10:12] with you, that, nothing better stop me, man, all your shit is fake, just like you.
[10:12 - 10:14] Okay, what up?
[10:14 - 10:16] [sniff]
[10:16 - 10:36] [silence]
[10:36 - 10:38] [music]
[10:38 - 10:40] Yeah!
[10:40 - 14:40] [music]
[14:40 - 14:42] Yo, listen, what up, man?
[14:42 - 24:02] [music]
[24:02 - 24:22] Who's the troll?
[24:22 - 24:27] You know what? Watch this shit.
[24:27 - 24:33] Watch this shit. Hey, Rogue Mod.
[24:33 - 24:39] You bitch. You weak ass coward.
[24:39 - 24:47] Hey, Rogue Mod. Instead of hiding like a bitch, why don't you show your real self, motherfucker?
[24:47 - 24:52] Why don't you stop hiding like a coward, you pussy ass motherfucker?
[24:52 - 25:07] Stop fucking hiding. For real, man. Stop hiding like a bitch. Stop using other people to hide behind, boy.
[25:07 - 25:31] For real, stop hiding like a bitch.
[25:31 - 25:50] Yo, Alex. Let's go, brother. How you doing, man? But for real, man.
[25:50 - 26:15] Yeah, dude. This dude right here. This dude right here, man. Let's get it.
[26:16 - 26:47] [silence]
[26:47 - 26:51] Yo, Alex. This one's for you, brother.
[26:51 - 27:04] [silence]
[27:04 - 27:12] All right. Yo, Alex. This is for you, brother.
[27:12 - 27:22] Want to pause it right quick? Want to mod the dude out that needs modding?
[27:22 - 27:27] Yo, where does that dude at? Yo, tell the dude to comment.
[27:27 - 27:34] Yo, to the dude that was supposed to mod, comment right the fuck now.
[27:34 - 27:50] Comment right now, bro. That way, I'll see where you're at.
[27:50 - 27:59] Yo, memorabilia. What up, man?
[27:59 - 28:03] Yo, Alex. This is for you, man.
[28:03 - 31:48] [silence]
[31:48 - 31:52] Now, in the comments, write the fuck now.
[31:52 - 31:58] I want to see those R.I.T. bitch lockers in the fuck comment right now.
[31:58 - 32:03] On my mark, when I say I want to see those candles with R.I.T.
[32:03 - 96:08] on my mark, when I say I want to see those candles with R.I.T.
2021-7-20 Destroy the Evil that Destroys you

2021-7-20 Destroy the Evil that Destroys you

[0:00 - 1:07] [unintelligible]
[1:07 - 1:21] So you trolls really think that you can overtake me.
[1:21 - 1:34] You trolls really think that you can overtake me.
[1:34 - 1:41] Well, I got to say right now is fucking you better answer your email.
[1:41 - 1:48] Because if what that dude said is true, your ass is done.
[1:48 - 1:54] But before I go popping off at you, man, I want to know if that shit's true or not.
[1:54 - 2:03] I'm giving you a chance to come forward and tell me the goddamn truth about what that dude said.
[2:03 - 2:22] I want to know if it's true.
[2:22 - 2:31] I want to know what that dude said is fucking true or if it's a fucking lie. I want to know.
[2:31 - 2:56] Is it true? Are you really against me or are you actually for me, fucking? I need to know.
[2:56 - 3:09] Because honestly, like I said, right now at this point, I don't know if I can trust you after what that dude said.
[3:09 - 3:16] I don't know if I can trust you. I need to know that I can trust you. I would like to be able to trust you.
[3:16 - 3:42] I really would. I'd love to be able to trust you. But how can I if what that dude said is true?
[3:42 - 3:47] Like I said, I'm not mad, dude. I just want the fucking truth.
[3:47 - 3:55] Because to be quite honest with you, I love fucking had it with being lied to by people.
[3:55 - 4:04] I fucking had it with being fucked over with being taken advantage of and then screwed over no longer.
[4:04 - 4:13] And I'm sick of that shit. I'm sick of being lied to.
[4:13 - 4:22] And I need to know the motherfucking truth is what that dude that is now mod that you throw in a mod, that guy that you throw in a mod.
[4:22 - 4:51] I need to know is what he said fact or is it false? I need to know the goddamn truth.
[4:51 - 4:58] I'm done playing these fucking games. And quite honestly, I'm tired of being fucking lied to.
[4:58 - 5:07] I need to know the goddamn truth.
[5:07 - 5:18] Like I said, fucking, I'm not mad. I just want to know the goddamn truth. Is what that dude said in the comments real or is it fake?
[5:18 - 5:26] And do I blow it off? Or do I take it seriously and come after you? I need to know the fucking truth.
[5:26 - 5:33] Because quite honestly, I'm sick of tired of being fucking lied to. I'm tired of being taken advantage of by people, man.
[5:33 - 5:41] I'm sick of it. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to be taken advantage of.
[5:41 - 5:49] Hell, if anyone deserves to be taken advantage of, Kate deserves to be taken advantage of. She deserves to be fucked over.
[5:49 - 6:08] She deserves the harassment that she's dished out to me all these months.
[6:08 - 6:29] So if I were you fucking I'd answer very fucking carefully. Like I said, I want to trust you. But right now, I don't know if I can after what that dude said.
[6:29 - 6:43] Y'all following no problem, dude. Oh, trust me, four scores. That's a long fucking story. It's a long fucking story, bro.
[6:43 - 7:12] I'll have to get into that another time.
[7:12 - 7:31] But if anybody knows where it fucking is at, I need one of you to get after him and get him in this goddamn chat right the fuck now.
[7:31 - 7:42] Because I want the fucking goddamn truth. Trust me, I can fucking take the truth better than I can take a fucking lie.
[7:42 - 8:00] I would rather be told the truth now and be able to do something by now rather than be lied to and wait four or five, six months down the road and be fucked over.
[8:00 - 8:14] You've got a talent. Talent nailed it right on the fucking head.
[8:14 - 8:32] I want the goddamn truth. Because quite honestly, these past four months have been a fucking hellish nightmare for me, day in and day out, day in and day out.
[8:32 - 8:45] Every fucking day of the goddamn week has been a fucking nightmare for me.
[8:45 - 9:05] Imagine having to relive an endless nightmare every day of your life for almost five months straight.
[9:05 - 9:21] That has been my life for the past five months. It's just an endless nightmare of being bullied and harassed day in, day out, day in, day out, over and over and over again.
[9:21 - 9:31] They ain't taking advantage of over and over again. They ain't lied to over and over and over again.
[9:31 - 9:46] Now, do you really think anybody fucking deserves that shit? Because I'm sure it's fucked up.
[9:46 - 10:04] I mean, why is it that you fucking trolls can't let what the fuck happen go and turn your attention towards Kate, towards the real bully, towards the real sicko, towards the real piece of shit?
[10:04 - 10:33] What it can't do for me to be attacked? Well, let's see.
[10:33 - 11:02] I start with the fact that she entrapped me, tricked me into sending photos and videos, then pretended to be underage, and then has been spreading a lie in a rumor that I'm a pedophile when I'm not.
[11:02 - 11:21] So yeah, imagine having to live with being called a pedophile when you're not.
[11:21 - 11:35] Imagine being bullied every day, having your friends turn on you, losing friendships, not being able to do anything with your life.
[11:35 - 11:53] That has been my life for the past five months. For five months, I have been bullied. I have been harassed. My family has been attacked. My friends have been attacked.
[11:53 - 12:20] And quite honestly, enough is enough. I'm sick of it.
[12:20 - 12:37] Quite honestly, I am sick of being harassed. I am sick to death of being attacked.
[12:37 - 13:00] And quite honestly, I'm sick of having to live with being called a pedophile every day when everyone knows that I'm not.
[13:00 - 13:11] And everyone wonders why I've tried to take my life so many fucking times over the past five months. There's a reason.
[13:11 - 13:34] It's because of all the fucking bullying I get put through and the police and the legal help not doing anything about it. And I'm not the only one that she's victimized. Oh no, I'm not the only one.
[13:34 - 13:54] I am not the only one that she's victimized. My now good friend through YouTube, Turtle Boy, has faced the exact same fate as me.
[13:54 - 14:14] Turtle Boy has faced the same fate as I have. Being harassed and attacked and bullied and belittled, being called shit that he's not, being harassed every day.
[14:14 - 14:34] Him alone with hundreds of others have been harassed and gangstocked and bullied by an asshole reports, also more commonly known in her hometown as Kate fucking Peters.
[14:34 - 14:50] And quite honestly, I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the goddamn bullying. I'm sick of having to live my life in fear. I'm sick of not being able to live my life the way that I want to live my life.
[14:50 - 15:04] I'm sick of not being able to do a goddamn thing on my goddamn life. I'm sick of being screwed out of every opportunity that I try to take by this bitch.
[15:04 - 15:07] I'm honestly tired of it.
[15:07 - 15:33] You think it's easy to just sit there and ignore this shit?
[15:33 - 15:47] Believe me, I wish that was the case, but it's not. I wish that was the case.
[15:47 - 16:09] I wish you God that was the case that I can ignore it, but every day I face phone calls harassing male memes being made about me, a Kiwi Farms being made about me.
[16:09 - 16:19] Some of my best friends that I've known for years have turned their backs on me.
[16:19 - 16:35] Hell, some of my family has even lost their jobs because of her. More specifically, my biological father has lost his job because of her and her fucking lies.
[16:35 - 16:51] I lost my job with my best friend because of her. My stepdad Ed almost lost his job because of her.
[16:51 - 17:07] And here's the thing about it all. I was man enough to come out and admit my wrongdoings. I was more than man enough to come out and admit that what I did was wrong.
[17:07 - 17:22] I was more than man enough to stand up and say, "Hey, I was wrong in doing what I did." But at the same time, a certain bitch don't take responsibility for her own actions.
[17:22 - 17:44] I take responsibility for mine by admitting my wrongs. But yet, Maso reports ain't even got the goddamn balls to admit that what she did is fucked up on every level and wrong on every fucking level.
[17:44 - 17:56] So tell me, where is it fair that I should suffer that my family, my friends, their families should suffer? Where is that fair?
[17:56 - 18:04] You want to know what this bitch did to my friend Eleanor's mom? I'll tell you the goddamn truth right the fuck now.
[18:04 - 18:16] This bitch decided to go after my friend Eleanor's mom Jane, who stood up for me in a group chat on Facebook.
[18:16 - 18:33] And instead of backing off, what did Kate do? Kate attacked Jane's now past husband, who died from cancer late last year.
[18:33 - 18:52] Instead of backing off, she went after Jane's dead boyfriend, went after my family, went after my friends and their families, and blackmailed them.
[18:52 - 18:56] Turned two of my best friends against me.
[18:56 - 19:09] It gave me a bad reputation that I did not deserve.
[19:09 - 19:19] Has made it so I can never get a regular fucking job like I would like.
[19:19 - 19:33] Has made it very hard for me to take any music opportunities that I've worked so hard for over the last 11 years.
[19:33 - 19:41] So tell me, where is it fair that Kate gets to get away with this shit?
[19:41 - 19:51] Why is nobody doing anything? That's what I don't understand. It's why is nobody doing anything about this bitch?
[19:51 - 19:57] Why is nobody shutting her down?
[19:57 - 20:02] And to all y'all trolls, y'all are real fucking quick to shut me down.
[20:02 - 20:08] But when it comes to someone like her, you ain't got the balls to do shit.
[20:08 - 20:15] Why? Because she's got more subs, she's got a higher self count, so fucking what?
[20:15 - 20:21] At the end of the day, she's a human fucking thing, just like you and me.
[20:21 - 20:25] At the end of the day, she's no better than you or me.
[20:25 - 20:31] Yeah, she may have more subs, but she ain't living any longer than us.
[20:31 - 20:41] She came into this world like us with nothing, and when she dies, guess what she's living here with? Nothing.
[20:41 - 20:55] She came into this world with nothing, and guess what? She's living out the exact way she came in with nothing.
[20:55 - 21:05] There's only two things you're guaranteed in this life, taxes and death.
[21:05 - 21:15] And when you leave this world, you're going to leave here the exact same way that you came into this world, with nothing.
[21:15 - 21:24] Bare, naked and alone, with nothing. Same way you came into this fucking world.
[21:24 - 21:30] And that's just the reality of things.
[21:30 - 21:37] You don't think I don't know if my time will come? Where I won't have to answer for my sins and my wrongdoings?
[21:37 - 21:41] Oh, believe me, there will be a day.
[21:41 - 21:45] And when that day comes, I will be ready.
[21:45 - 22:03] I will be ready for that day.
[22:03 - 22:20] But let me tell you right now, I don't plan on dying anytime fucking soon. Hell no. I plan on sticking around for a very, very long time.
[22:20 - 22:43] But I will be ready.
[22:43 - 23:12] And when that day comes, I will be ready.
[23:12 - 23:17] I will be ready.
[23:17 - 25:45] And when that day comes, I will be ready.
2021-7-20 why i dont have a shop up atm

2021-7-20 why i dont have a shop up atm

[0:00 - 0:18] [silence]
[0:18 - 0:20] What's up, ladies and gentlemen?
[0:20 - 0:29] [silence]
[0:29 - 0:42] Now, a lot of my real supporters have been wondering something,
[0:42 - 0:49] which is the fact of why don't I have a shop up for, you know,
[0:49 - 0:59] my artwork, my, you know, my photography for my, you know, my scars on horizon four,
[0:59 - 1:02] or my poetry, or whatever, I don't have any books out.
[1:02 - 1:09] Well, I'll tell you why. It's because of Kate.
[1:09 - 1:16] Because see, when Kate started her shit, she made it virtually impossible
[1:16 - 1:24] for me to do anything, which hurts me a lot.
[1:24 - 1:28] Because, you know, as somebody that does artwork,
[1:28 - 1:34] as somebody that does photography and, you know, does poetry and stuff like that,
[1:34 - 1:41] it's very hard to make a living when your bully shuts down
[1:41 - 1:57] every shop that you put up.
[1:57 - 2:00] And the reason she does this is very simple.
[2:00 - 2:08] It's because she does not want me fighting back in any way, shape, or form.
[2:08 - 2:14] And she will do whatever it takes to make sure that that happens.
[2:14 - 2:32] She will do whatever it takes to make sure that I don't make any kind of money.
[2:32 - 2:53] Yo, phone. Can you hear me? Squishy. Can you hear me now?
[2:53 - 3:06] All right. But yeah, the whole reason why I don't have a shop of, like I said,
[3:06 - 3:12] is because of the fact that Kate doesn't want me making any kind of money.
[3:12 - 3:20] And it sucks. Because, you know, I got all this fucking artwork that I can do.
[3:20 - 3:32] And all this fucking artwork that I can actually make real money from,
[3:32 - 3:38] yet I get shut down. Why? Because the bitch doesn't want me making money
[3:38 - 3:48] because she knows when I make money, that gives me a chance to fight back.
[3:48 - 3:57] Now tell me, where is it fair that I get shut down for trying to make a living
[3:57 - 4:18] doing what I enjoy?
[4:18 - 4:30] No, I'm not high.
[4:30 - 4:38] I just find it funny
[4:38 - 4:44] that every time somebody tries to make money,
[4:44 - 4:48] anyone in Kate's victims tries to make money,
[4:48 - 4:59] Kate feels like she has to shut them down.
[4:59 - 5:05] Now tell me, where is that fair?
[5:05 - 5:12] Hell, I can't even do my fucking music now. Hell, I was supposed to have an album
[5:12 - 5:30] about two months ago, and I haven't even been able to release it because of her.
[5:30 - 5:37] Uh, no, the, yeah, the people that were in the chat are Kate's people.
[5:37 - 5:43] It's not that hard to figure out. It doesn't take rocket scientists to figure that shit out.
[5:43 - 5:48] The people that are in the chat that were in the chat shutting the shit down.
[5:48 - 6:03] Yeah, that's Kate's people because she doesn't want me being able to fight back.
[6:03 - 6:30] That's why. And quite honestly, it's fucked up.
[6:30 - 6:34] Like it fucking sucks. I'm not complaining or anything, but just like,
[6:34 - 6:39] I just find it fucked up that I can't even do my own goddamn shop
[6:39 - 6:44] without getting shut down for bullshit reasons.
[6:44 - 6:57] Like it's not right.
[6:57 - 7:00] Like since when did it become okay to shut someone down?
[7:00 - 7:11] Who's trying to make a legitimate living doing what they love to do?
[7:11 - 7:32] Since when did starting your own business become a fucking crime?
[7:32 - 7:39] And if people would just leave me the fuck alone and give me a fair chance,
[7:39 - 7:50] I can make a real living off my artwork and off my, you know, my different shit.
[7:50 - 7:57] But instead I'm less stuck, not able to do anything.
[7:57 - 8:07] All because some bitch wants to be like, oh, you know, big, badass, high and mighty.
[8:07 - 8:14] Like what the fuck, dude?
[8:14 - 8:21] Like you don't see me shutting down their shops when they do what they do to me.
[8:21 - 8:33] Hell no. I don't do that shit. I leave them alone.
[8:33 - 9:02] Oh God, here we go.
[9:02 - 9:31] Oh, what's the matter, Kate? You pissed off, bitch.
[9:31 - 9:34] Is that why you doing what you're doing?
[9:34 - 9:45] Is that why you're hacking into my shit, you fucking coward ass little bitch.
[9:45 - 9:56] Oh, look, guys, Kate has to hack into my shit.
[9:56 - 10:06] What's the matter, bitch ass coward? You pissed off because I'm fucking calling you out on your bullshit, bitch.
[10:06 - 10:24] Oh, poor Kate gonna whine and cry like a big baby.
[10:24 - 10:35] I don't go fucking who cry me a river bitch ass Kate fucking saggot ass coward.
[10:35 - 10:40] Can't let me be honest with you. You ain't nothing but a deadbeat little bitch.
[10:40 - 10:46] You're a fucking deadbeat saggot ass coward that honestly deserves to fucking die.
[10:46 - 10:51] I'll be straight up honestly you do you deserve to be dead.
[10:51 - 10:58] After all the people you victimized you deserve to have your fucking ass beat and have a bullet in your fucking head.
[10:58 - 11:09] You deserve that, but I'm not the one that will be the one to do that to you.
[11:09 - 11:12] So go ahead and get me on death threats, bitch.
[11:12 - 11:19] That ain't shit compared to what you've done to people in the past, along with myself.
[11:19 - 11:28] So bitch quit playing the fucking victim and hacking like a fucking faggot ass pussy.
[11:28 - 11:34] Hashtag Kate is a coward everybody.
[11:34 - 11:45] I want to see those hashtags Kate is a coward in the comments right now.
[11:45 - 11:53] No matter what you do Kate you can't fucking stop me bitch. I am untouchable unlike you.
[11:53 - 11:59] Because unlike you I know how to tell the fucking truth and I'm not a lying scumbag little bitch.
[11:59 - 12:18] You don't have to shut people down just to fucking knock them off the grid.
[12:18 - 12:31] Can you not hear me clearly and you can hear my mic.
[12:31 - 12:49] Y'all falling I'm going to, y'all falling I'm headed over to my spare account you know where to catch me.
2021-7-20 why i dont have a shop up atm

2021-7-20 why i dont have a shop up atm

[0:00 - 0:18] [silence]
[0:18 - 0:20] What's up, ladies and gentlemen?
[0:20 - 0:29] [silence]
[0:29 - 0:42] Now, a lot of my real supporters have been wondering something,
[0:42 - 0:49] which is the fact of why don't I have a shop up for, you know,
[0:49 - 0:59] my artwork, my, you know, my photography for my, you know, my scars on horizon four,
[0:59 - 1:02] or my poetry, or whatever, I don't have any books out.
[1:02 - 1:09] Well, I'll tell you why. It's because of Kate.
[1:09 - 1:16] Because see, when Kate started her shit, she made it virtually impossible
[1:16 - 1:24] for me to do anything, which hurts me a lot.
[1:24 - 1:28] Because, you know, as somebody that does artwork,
[1:28 - 1:34] as somebody that does photography and, you know, does poetry and stuff like that,
[1:34 - 1:41] it's very hard to make a living when your bully shuts down
[1:41 - 1:57] every shop that you put up.
[1:57 - 2:00] And the reason she does this is very simple.
[2:00 - 2:08] It's because she does not want me fighting back in any way, shape, or form.
[2:08 - 2:14] And she will do whatever it takes to make sure that that happens.
[2:14 - 2:32] She will do whatever it takes to make sure that I don't make any kind of money.
[2:32 - 2:53] Yo, phone. Can you hear me? Squishy. Can you hear me now?
[2:53 - 3:06] All right. But yeah, the whole reason why I don't have a shop of, like I said,
[3:06 - 3:12] is because of the fact that Kate doesn't want me making any kind of money.
[3:12 - 3:20] And it sucks. Because, you know, I got all this fucking artwork that I can do.
[3:20 - 3:32] And all this fucking artwork that I can actually make real money from,
[3:32 - 3:38] yet I get shut down. Why? Because the bitch doesn't want me making money
[3:38 - 3:48] because she knows when I make money, that gives me a chance to fight back.
[3:48 - 3:57] Now tell me, where is it fair that I get shut down for trying to make a living
[3:57 - 4:18] doing what I enjoy?
[4:18 - 4:30] No, I'm not high.
[4:30 - 4:38] I just find it funny
[4:38 - 4:44] that every time somebody tries to make money,
[4:44 - 4:48] anyone in Kate's victims tries to make money,
[4:48 - 4:59] Kate feels like she has to shut them down.
[4:59 - 5:05] Now tell me, where is that fair?
[5:05 - 5:12] Hell, I can't even do my fucking music now. Hell, I was supposed to have an album
[5:12 - 5:30] about two months ago, and I haven't even been able to release it because of her.
[5:30 - 5:37] Uh, no, the, yeah, the people that were in the chat are Kate's people.
[5:37 - 5:43] It's not that hard to figure out. It doesn't take rocket scientists to figure that shit out.
[5:43 - 5:48] The people that are in the chat that were in the chat shutting the shit down.
[5:48 - 6:03] Yeah, that's Kate's people because she doesn't want me being able to fight back.
[6:03 - 6:30] That's why. And quite honestly, it's fucked up.
[6:30 - 6:34] Like it fucking sucks. I'm not complaining or anything, but just like,
[6:34 - 6:39] I just find it fucked up that I can't even do my own goddamn shop
[6:39 - 6:44] without getting shut down for bullshit reasons.
[6:44 - 6:57] Like it's not right.
[6:57 - 7:00] Like since when did it become okay to shut someone down?
[7:00 - 7:11] Who's trying to make a legitimate living doing what they love to do?
[7:11 - 7:32] Since when did starting your own business become a fucking crime?
[7:32 - 7:39] And if people would just leave me the fuck alone and give me a fair chance,
[7:39 - 7:50] I can make a real living off my artwork and off my, you know, my different shit.
[7:50 - 7:57] But instead I'm less stuck, not able to do anything.
[7:57 - 8:07] All because some bitch wants to be like, oh, you know, big, badass, high and mighty.
[8:07 - 8:14] Like what the fuck, dude?
[8:14 - 8:21] Like you don't see me shutting down their shops when they do what they do to me.
[8:21 - 8:33] Hell no. I don't do that shit. I leave them alone.
[8:33 - 9:02] Oh God, here we go.
[9:02 - 9:31] Oh, what's the matter, Kate? You pissed off, bitch.
[9:31 - 9:34] Is that why you doing what you're doing?
[9:34 - 9:45] Is that why you're hacking into my shit, you fucking coward ass little bitch.
[9:45 - 9:56] Oh, look, guys, Kate has to hack into my shit.
[9:56 - 10:06] What's the matter, bitch ass coward? You pissed off because I'm fucking calling you out on your bullshit, bitch.
[10:06 - 10:24] Oh, poor Kate gonna whine and cry like a big baby.
[10:24 - 10:35] I don't go fucking who cry me a river bitch ass Kate fucking saggot ass coward.
[10:35 - 10:40] Can't let me be honest with you. You ain't nothing but a deadbeat little bitch.
[10:40 - 10:46] You're a fucking deadbeat saggot ass coward that honestly deserves to fucking die.
[10:46 - 10:51] I'll be straight up honestly you do you deserve to be dead.
[10:51 - 10:58] After all the people you victimized you deserve to have your fucking ass beat and have a bullet in your fucking head.
[10:58 - 11:09] You deserve that, but I'm not the one that will be the one to do that to you.
[11:09 - 11:12] So go ahead and get me on death threats, bitch.
[11:12 - 11:19] That ain't shit compared to what you've done to people in the past, along with myself.
[11:19 - 11:28] So bitch quit playing the fucking victim and hacking like a fucking faggot ass pussy.
[11:28 - 11:34] Hashtag Kate is a coward everybody.
[11:34 - 11:45] I want to see those hashtags Kate is a coward in the comments right now.
[11:45 - 11:53] No matter what you do Kate you can't fucking stop me bitch. I am untouchable unlike you.
[11:53 - 11:59] Because unlike you I know how to tell the fucking truth and I'm not a lying scumbag little bitch.
[11:59 - 12:18] You don't have to shut people down just to fucking knock them off the grid.
[12:18 - 12:31] Can you not hear me clearly and you can hear my mic.
[12:31 - 12:49] Y'all falling I'm going to, y'all falling I'm headed over to my spare account you know where to catch me.
2021-7-20 GAME ON!

2021-7-20 GAME ON!

[0:00 - 0:19] [Tapping on keyboard]
[0:19 - 0:42] Well, well, well. Since Kate's fit off more than she can chew, as usual, the bitch fit
[0:42 - 1:00] off more than she can chew, which I find very ironic.
[1:00 - 1:16] Just, Kate, I saw your little video. See, your issue is this. Your issue is this.
[1:16 - 1:35] Exactly. You think just because you got 13k subs, that I give a god damn. Well, truth is, bitch, I don't.
[1:35 - 1:47] Because see, unlike you, I'm not an egotistical maniac. That's you.
[1:47 - 2:05] So while you're over here hooting and hollering and ranting and raving, and talking all this crap about people, I'm over here enjoying my life.
[2:05 - 2:22] I see, what you fail to realize is that, yeah, you may have about, say, roughly, you know, roughly 13,000 to 14,000.
[2:22 - 2:31] You know, you may have roughly 13,000 to 14,000 subs. What they fucking do.
[2:31 - 2:39] But what you realize is your fucking people that you call an army aren't even a fucking army.
[2:39 - 2:48] They're a bunch of like piddly ass pussies just like you.
[2:48 - 2:56] Which is pretty damn pathetic.
[2:56 - 3:05] Nah, it really is. This is pretty fucking pathetic.
[3:05 - 3:21] Because see, what you fail to realize is, while you got a couple, say, 13k, I have a whole entire army of a couple hundred thousand,
[3:21 - 3:29] thanks to some very good friends of mine, that are going to be coming down on you.
[3:29 - 3:33] So you want to bring on a war?
[3:33 - 3:38] Bring it, bitch. Because I'm winning that war.
[3:38 - 3:42] You think you can stop me?
[3:42 - 3:51] Right, right. I would love to see you try.
[3:51 - 3:57] I really would. I would love to see you try.
[3:57 - 4:01] I would love to see you try and stop me.
[4:01 - 4:11] Especially with the army that I got back in the air. Bitch, I would love to see you try.
[4:11 - 4:17] Oh, speaking of devil. Hello?
[4:17 - 4:34] Hey, bitch, why don't you go back and suck a case of dick on your good man whore. Bye, faggot.
[4:34 - 4:45] Go suck a dick, bitch.
[4:45 - 4:55] Got him.
[4:55 - 5:05] Watch this, yo.
[5:05 - 5:15] Next time, I'm going to do a fucking fry scream on his ass. Watch. Next time, I'm going to do a straight up fry scream on his ass.
[5:15 - 5:32] On his motherfucking eardrums.
[5:32 - 5:38] Oh, here we go, yo.
[5:38 - 5:48] Yeah.
[5:48 - 6:00] Try again, bitches.
[6:00 - 6:15] Oh, you stupid bitch.
[6:15 - 6:29] Got him.
[6:29 - 6:41] God, I love doing metal screams on trolls. It's so much fun.
[6:41 - 6:50] Ah, what a morning, man. What a fucking morning.
[6:50 - 6:56] First, I get to hang out with some friends. I ain't seen her in a while.
[6:56 - 7:03] Then I get to catch up with some old friends through YouTube, or not YouTube, but through Facebook.
[7:03 - 7:14] And then I get to blow out of trolls' eardrums.
[7:14 - 7:20] Now, come on. Y'all can't tell me it don't get much better than that.
[7:20 - 7:29] All right, come on. Who wouldn't love the opportunity to blow out of trolls' eardrums?
[7:29 - 7:41] For real. Who wouldn't love to blow out of trolls' eardrums?
[7:41 - 7:47] I don't know why I love it.
[7:47 - 7:54] Man, why the fuck is the sound off on this thing?
[7:54 - 8:08] Oh, that's why I was all over.
[8:08 - 8:26] Now, let's get this party started, shall we?
[8:26 - 15:24] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[15:24 - 15:37] I need you to answer your fucking email right now.
2021-7-21 Retro Game Replay  EP 1

2021-7-21 Retro Game Replay EP 1

[0:00 - 0:28] I took in your guys a suggestion one of y'all mentioned about doing some retro gaming going
[0:28 - 0:41] back to some old school games and we have thought to do that but before I get into that I'm gonna
[0:41 - 0:50] reveal to you guys what the game is now this game is very very rare it's actually a very rare
[0:50 - 0:57] Japanese import game it's very hard to get your hands on this game anymore concerned the fact
[0:57 - 1:06] that this is actually only released in Japan and you had to actually go out and actually get it
[1:06 - 1:13] imported if you wanted it so this game is very rare to get your hands on nowadays but today
[1:13 - 1:21] for the retro game replay of sub one we are checking out this Our Racing Evolution man
[1:22 - 1:28] very rare game very hard to get your hands on nowadays so we're about to top this video
[1:28 - 1:33] I just got this day I just bought this I had to wait like four months to freaking get it
[1:33 - 1:39] so far I like the casing the casings though and it looks like we might have a sticker back
[1:44 - 1:53] yo there's two of these okay bro and I got a free game with it yo that's sick
[1:53 - 1:59] yo that's dope this is actually the original packaging and everything
[1:59 - 2:07] look at that you got our racing evolution and pac-man mind you that's dope
[2:07 - 2:11] so I essentially got two games for one that is so sick
[2:11 - 2:19] it's called pac-man versus that is so sick
[2:19 - 2:25] and there's the booklet
[2:25 - 2:32] yo that is so dope though that we actually got a bonus game of that that is so sick
[2:32 - 2:48] that's actually pretty fucking fire though we actually got a spare game with that that is so
[2:48 - 2:55] sick and it's got the original number for japan too the original customer service numbers
[3:02 - 3:07] see if you got any like problems they have the original customer service number on the back
[3:07 - 3:10] of the books oh my god
[3:10 - 3:19] tell you guys don't remember these days of gamecube and gameplay advance man
[3:19 - 3:23] how many of you guys how many of you guys had a gameplay advance back in the day
[3:24 - 3:33] I actually had a um one that I do still have somewhere is a gameplay advance SP
[3:33 - 3:36] I still have one more games for it too I just don't know where it's at right now
[3:36 - 3:52] but we are about to check out our racing evolution now which I'm super hyped about
[3:52 - 3:57] I've heard nothing but good things about it so yo sandy what up
[3:57 - 4:08] right off the bat very clean no scratches very nice
[4:08 - 4:15] but uh let's pop this bad boy in and check it out
[4:19 - 4:24] hopefully it's the right way and I can never remember which way is which but the gamecube
[4:24 - 4:43] games oh yeah I'd have to go the wrong way wrong way
[4:43 - 5:03] my mom
[5:03 - 5:08] unless I had it the right way it just didn't work
[5:10 - 5:21] right on the read gas what the hell
[5:21 - 5:36] let's try this again hopefully it'll work
[5:36 - 5:42] okay
[5:42 - 5:56] all right I'm gonna have to clean this guy don't regret that
[5:56 - 6:01] okay
[6:01 - 7:03] yeah
[7:03 - 7:08] sorry
[7:08 - 7:48] yeah
[7:49 - 7:53] um
[7:53 - 7:59] here
[7:59 - 8:04] yeah
[8:05 - 8:10] um
[8:11 - 8:16] oh
[8:16 - 11:11] yeah
2021-7-21 CHESTER BENNINGTON MEMORIAL SHOW

2021-7-21 CHESTER BENNINGTON MEMORIAL SHOW

[0:00 - 0:25] How the fuck is everyone today?
[0:25 - 0:51] No, as you guys know, in 2017 today, back in 2017, we lost a living legend.
[0:51 - 1:00] We lost a man that was known the whole world round and to be honest, we lost one of the
[1:00 - 1:11] best vocalists of our generation.
[1:11 - 1:26] The whole world lost not only a vocalist but those of us at the Lincoln Park fanbase lost
[1:26 - 1:31] a hero, a brother, a friend.
[1:31 - 1:37] Somebody that was a friend to us, even though he was world famous and not always knew him,
[1:37 - 1:45] he was still a very good friend through his music because he saved so many lives through
[1:45 - 2:12] his fucking music, including myself along with many others.
[2:12 - 2:23] And I figure what better way to celebrate the man and his legacy and what he fucking
[2:23 - 2:52] stood for than by playing his songs that he wrote.
[2:52 - 2:58] I hope your motherfuckers are ready for a fun time.
[2:58 - 3:09] Throughout this entire concert, man, I want to see every single person throwing up in
[3:09 - 3:10] R.I.P.
[3:10 - 3:15] Chester in honor of him throughout this whole fucking show.
[3:15 - 3:40] I want to see you see that shit.
[3:40 - 4:07] Let's get this shit started, shall we?
[4:07 - 4:34] One more day, seven years now, one more day, one more soul, one more day, one more soul,
[4:34 - 15:18] one more, one more, one more, one more, one more, one more, one more, one more, one more,
[15:18 - 15:33] You wanna know why I don't turn out the goddamn, you know what hold on a minute, please stop
[15:33 - 15:38] this for a few minutes, you wanna know why I don't turn out the fucking chat, cause I
[15:38 - 15:44] wanna be able to express themselves in a way that isn't roguish, that isn't disrespectful
[15:44 - 15:52] or demeaning. I want you all to come in, have a good time, and hang out amongst each other
[15:52 - 16:19] without the bullshit and drama, so no, I'm not turning out the goddamn chat.
[16:19 - 16:33] No, no matter how far we go, I can't wait to see you alone. No matter how far we go,
[16:33 - 16:58] you can't wait to see you already. No matter how far we go, you can't wait to see you alone.
[16:58 - 17:27] And here's the thing, you can't stop the drama if you want to. You can't stop it, you just
[17:27 - 17:35] choose not to. And that's sad. The fact that you don't choose to stop the drama all for
[17:35 - 17:41] a fucking memorial show, and on Rochester, and our good friend Jamie who passed away
[17:41 - 17:52] both on the same day, in several years, that's pretty fucking sad. You know, I come up here
[17:52 - 18:00] to do a show to honor a living fucking legend, someone that lost his life in 2017 to suicide,
[18:00 - 18:05] and then to also be doing a show for a fellow YouTuber that was a very good friend of mine
[18:05 - 18:11] and to a lot of us, and here you motherfuckers come up in here being disrespectful little
[18:11 - 18:22] fucking bitches, man. That's fucked. You know, I wouldn't show, like if you lost a friend,
[18:22 - 18:29] I wouldn't show them to your chat. They disrespect you. No, I would actually show some goddamn
[18:29 - 18:46] respect. I would actually show some goddamn fucking respect. Now let's go.
[18:46 - 19:12] We're in the game, we've lost somebody else's takes you out of the frame, we've got your name and shape, you're gonna rock your face. We can't run the race, the pace is too fast, it just won't last.
[19:12 - 23:03] [MUSIC]
[23:03 - 23:07] Let's go.
[23:07 - 25:08] [MUSIC]
[25:08 - 25:12] So insane, shaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
2021-7-26 PROVING THAT I TRULY AM A MUSICAL GENIUS

2021-7-26 PROVING THAT I TRULY AM A MUSICAL GENIUS

[0:00 - 0:27] I've seen a lot of people talk about a lot of shit, but I've seen a lot of people talk
[0:27 - 0:29] about a lot of shit.
[0:29 - 0:47] And I mean a lot of shit about how I suck in doing this, how I suck in doing that.
[0:47 - 0:54] Well, I'm going to prove you guys that I truly am a musical genius when it comes to the plan
[0:54 - 0:55] up now.
[0:55 - 1:02] Instead of doing it like I normally do, I'm going to, you know, like I'm not going to
[1:02 - 1:10] do it regular where I can see the key, oh no no no no, that would be too easy.
[1:10 - 1:23] Instead, I'm going to blindfold myself with this, which you guys can't tell is this right
[1:23 - 1:37] here is a solid black tie and I mean solid black, like you can't even see for yourselves,
[1:37 - 1:40] you cannot see through this at all.
[1:40 - 1:46] There's no seeing through this, there's no being able to peek through this, as you can
[1:46 - 2:02] see there's no peek, which is your typical, you know, run-of-the-mill tie.
[2:02 - 2:11] Now what I'm going to do is I'm going to play different songs on piano with this tie around
[2:11 - 2:18] my eyes, the only time I will ever remove it is if I'm changing songs, that is the only
[2:18 - 2:26] time, but other than that, it is not coming off, it will be tied around my head the entire
[2:26 - 2:31] time.
[2:31 - 2:47] Now with that being said, let's get this started, shall we?
[2:47 - 3:12] Now, as you guys can tell, it is fully tied in the back and it's tucking behind my ears
[3:12 - 3:22] here so that, you know, I can obviously hear and also, to take it a little bit of a step
[3:22 - 3:30] further, I do have my eyes closed, but I do, I am able to feel for my controller, which
[3:30 - 3:33] is right here.
[3:33 - 3:43] Now, with that being said, let's get this started.
[3:43 - 4:12] Alright, so I'm going to go over here, now that you guys can hear the music.
[4:12 - 4:34] Alright, so I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to
[4:34 - 4:59] go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going
[4:59 - 5:29] to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm
[5:29 - 5:58] going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[5:58 - 6:19] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over
[6:19 - 6:44] here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go
[6:44 - 7:14] over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going
[7:14 - 7:42] to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm
[7:42 - 8:02] going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[8:02 - 8:31] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over
[8:31 - 8:58] here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go
[8:58 - 9:23] over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going
[9:23 - 9:50] to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm
[9:50 - 10:19] going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[10:19 - 10:48] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over
[10:48 - 11:15] here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go
[11:15 - 11:38] over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going
[11:38 - 11:56] to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm
[11:56 - 12:24] going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[12:24 - 23:53] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[23:53 - 27:09] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[27:09 - 27:13] and I'm going to go over here,
[27:13 - 31:33] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[31:33 - 31:43] and I'm going to go over here,
[31:43 - 44:27] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[44:27 - 44:55] and I'm going to go over here,
[44:55 - 58:21] and I'm going to go over here, and I'm going to go over here,
[58:21 - 64:15] and I'm going to go over here,
2021-7-25 RISE ABOVE THE DARKNESS

2021-7-25 RISE ABOVE THE DARKNESS

[0:00 - 0:14] [Silence]
[0:14 - 0:17] What the fuck is up you guys?
[0:17 - 0:31] [Silence]
[0:31 - 0:35] How is everybody on this Saturday evening?
[0:35 - 0:45] First off, I want to say congrats to all the teams that won during the Olympics today.
[0:45 - 0:56] And honestly man, congrats to the motherfucking Hawkman, Tony Hawk, for managing to bring in skateboarding into the Olympics, bro, what?
[0:56 - 1:00] That's fucking crazy, dude.
[1:00 - 1:14] So hats off to the motherfucking Hawkman, it's fucking awesome. I actually did just watch it. It was fucking amazing man, a lot of good talent out there, killing it.
[1:14 - 1:24] But I kind of wanted to do something for you guys.
[1:24 - 1:37] Now that we've gotten that little mishap that I've been doing with for the past several months out of the way.
[1:37 - 1:49] And now that I got my shit back on track where it should have been a long time ago.
[1:49 - 1:59] I'd say it's time we start off with a better era and a better community, man.
[1:59 - 2:08] I don't know about you guys, but I'm ready to make a better community than what we had before.
[2:08 - 2:21] I don't know about you all, but I'm ready to fucking help people that actually need it, bro.
[2:21 - 2:50] And I figured, why not start off with a song by somebody that's a good friend of mine through Instagram, whom many of you know by now.
[2:50 - 3:16] You guys know this man.
[3:16 - 3:20] I am a tiring breed.
[3:20 - 3:25] Don't want to mess with me.
[3:25 - 3:28] I am a tiring breed.
[3:28 - 3:32] They don't want to mess with me.
[3:32 - 3:37] At any place on time we are a tiring breed.
[3:37 - 3:54] They don't want to mess with me, they don't want to mess with me.
[3:54 - 3:59] I've been alone all the longer than I wrote this down.
[3:59 - 4:08] By my side as I rise, the words they give me tell to anyone who relates to the symptoms fit me well.
[4:08 - 4:13] Then by my side as I know, together we prevail.
[4:13 - 4:16] I am a tiring breed.
[4:16 - 4:20] They don't want to mess with me.
[4:20 - 4:25] At any place on time we are a tiring breed.
[4:25 - 6:21] They don't want to mess with me.
[6:22 - 6:24] And that's facts, man.
[6:24 - 6:35] If you really think about it, people like myself, people like Chuck, people like our
[6:35 - 6:42] good friend Jimmy who passed away last year truly are a dying breed of people because
[6:42 - 6:47] we're out here every day trying to help people, trying to do what we can.
[6:47 - 6:56] People like myself are actually a dying breed of people here on this platform because
[6:56 - 7:07] there's so much hatred and so much negativity spewing that it makes it hard for us to not
[7:07 - 7:14] only evolve, but it makes it hard for people like myself to thrive and to build a good
[7:14 - 7:17] family of people.
[7:17 - 7:19] And it sucks.
[7:19 - 7:41] Now, let's take this up a notch.
[7:41 - 7:49] I think it's up to something that I have not done in a very, very long time.
[7:49 - 7:57] We're about to bring back an old school song for you guys.
[7:57 - 8:10] Where's all my Chris Angel fans at, bro?
[8:10 - 8:15] Where's all the Chris Angel fans at, bro?
[8:15 - 8:17] Where you at?
[8:17 - 8:23] Cool!
[8:23 - 13:13] [Music]
[13:13 - 13:19] That's it. It's time to fuck with your guys. Let's head a little bit.
[13:20 - 13:47] [Music]
[13:47 - 13:51] You guys ready to have your heads fucked with a bit?
[13:51 - 61:14] [Music]
2021-7-27 RAVEN OF DARKNESS FULL ALBUM LIVE

2021-7-27 RAVEN OF DARKNESS FULL ALBUM LIVE

[0:00 - 0:28] [no speech detected]
[0:28 - 0:30] >> What's up everybody.
[0:30 - 1:07] [no speech detected]
[1:07 - 1:11] >> I hope you guys are ready to take a dark journey with me.
[1:11 - 1:16] [no speech detected]
[1:16 - 1:28] Because all the songs despite a couple covers I might do are off my brand new album that I've been working on for quite some time now.
[1:28 - 1:37] I hope you guys are ready to have your minds fucked with and to travel to a dark, dark place.
[1:37 - 1:40] So let me take you on a journey.
[1:40 - 1:53] It's on my mind of darkness. Let me take you on a ride with me on the Raven of Darkness.
[1:53 - 31:33] [no speech detected]
[31:33 - 31:36] Yeah, that made me why I'm going to have to do.
[31:36 - 31:40] So I'll tell you guys what I'm going to end this room right
[31:40 - 31:44] now I'm going to unmod everyone except for a couple fucking
[31:44 - 31:48] people that I know personally. But after that ain't nobody
[31:48 - 31:52] getting modded back until we figure out who the fuck this is
[31:52 - 31:56] because right now everyone's a goddamn suspect. No offense
[31:56 - 32:00] has been over right now. Everyone's a fucking suspect.
[32:00 - 32:04] So right now after this stream right here in a minute,
[32:04 - 32:08] everybody's getting unmodded except for a couple fucking people.
[32:08 - 32:12] Other than that, y'all motherfuckers ain't getting modded
[32:12 - 32:16] back until we figure out who the fuck this little bitch is.
[32:16 - 32:24] [no speech detected]
[32:24 - 32:28] So I do apologize for those of you that are genuinely good people.
[32:28 - 32:32] I do apologize.
[32:32 - 32:36] [no speech detected]
[32:36 - 32:40] But this is how it's going to have to do for a while.
[32:40 - 32:46] [no speech detected]
[32:46 - 32:50] Whatever, faggot. My career ain't done.
[32:50 - 32:52] [no speech detected]
[32:52 - 32:56] And fuck that bitch, Kate. And fuck everybody that hates me.
[32:56 - 32:59] [no speech detected]
[32:59 - 33:01] I'll be back in a minute, y'all.
2021-7-27 LETTING THIS CHANNEL DIE

2021-7-27 LETTING THIS CHANNEL DIE

[0:00 - 0:27] [silence]
[0:27 - 0:29] What's up there everyone?
[0:29 - 0:31] Um...
[0:31 - 0:38] I have something that needs to be talked about, but...
[0:38 - 0:41] I want to say sick and tired of.
[0:41 - 0:45] Which is, continuing on...
[0:45 - 0:51] A channel...
[0:51 - 0:56] Where I keep getting drugged into a fucking war that I never asked to be part of.
[0:56 - 1:08] [silence]
[1:08 - 1:11] And how many of you guys are wondering, well...
[1:11 - 1:14] Your title is letting your channel die.
[1:14 - 1:16] That is true.
[1:16 - 1:19] I am gonna let this channel die.
[1:19 - 1:29] [silence]
[1:29 - 1:32] And you wanna know why I'm gonna let this channel die?
[1:32 - 1:38] Because I'm tired of being drugged into a fucking war that I never asked to be brought into in the beginning.
[1:38 - 1:45] [silence]
[1:45 - 1:49] It's like if I'm not friends with one person...
[1:49 - 1:57] It's like if I'm friends with one person, this other group over here attacks me for being friends with that person.
[1:57 - 2:02] And then if I'm friends with this group over here, these guys attack me.
[2:02 - 2:07] I'm tired of being drugged into the middle of a fucking war I never once asked to be part of.
[2:07 - 2:12] I didn't ask to be drugged into this war.
[2:12 - 2:15] I never asked to be fought over.
[2:15 - 2:20] I mean, I get it. I look different. I'm interesting. I'm intriguing to people.
[2:20 - 2:27] But that doesn't mean you gotta treat me like a goddamn sideshow and pass me around like a goddamn cigarette, man.
[2:27 - 2:32] I'm a fucking human being, not a goddamn cigarette that you guys can pass around and smoke all day.
[2:32 - 2:36] [silence]
[2:36 - 2:43] So with this war continuing on and people constantly fighting over who's gonna end my channel, you know what?
[2:43 - 2:50] I say this. If you guys really want my channel that badly, you guys can fucking have it.
[2:50 - 2:57] You guys can have this fucking channel. Say what you want about me. Post what you want. I don't give a fuck.
[2:57 - 3:03] I'm tired of being drugged into a goddamn war that I never asked to be fucking part of.
[3:03 - 3:13] I mean, it's fucking stupid. You guys are using me for goddamn content. I'm not your goddamn fucking puppet, bro.
[3:13 - 3:24] I'm not your goddamn puppet. I'm a human being. I'm not a fucking puppet that you guys can toy around with. I'm a human fucking being.
[3:24 - 3:32] I don't deserve what you guys have put me through over this past year and a half.
[3:33 - 3:43] You know, ever since Jamie's passing, you motherfuckers have sat there and have passed me around over and over and over and over.
[3:43 - 3:47] Like I'm some sort of fucking plaything.
[3:47 - 3:53] I'm not a fucking children's play toy.
[3:57 - 4:04] Yeah, I know some of you don't, Johnny, and I get that, but I'm aiming this at the ones that do think of me that way.
[4:04 - 4:06] I'm fucking tired of it.
[4:06 - 4:13] You want to know what I signed up for when I started this platform back in 2009?
[4:13 - 4:20] You know what I signed up for? To make a living for myself doing things that I enjoy doing.
[4:20 - 4:30] Things such as music, artwork, poetry, gaming, stuff like that that I personally enjoy.
[4:30 - 4:34] I didn't sign up to get passed around like a goddamn pinball.
[4:34 - 4:43] Oh, I know you. I know some of you guys are in. To those that do support me, to those that do support me, I appreciate that.
[4:44 - 4:53] To those that do truly and 110% actually support what I do, I'm grateful to you guys. I'm grateful for that.
[4:53 - 5:10] And here's the thing, I know what you guys are thinking. Am I deleting the channel? No, I'm not deleting the channel.
[5:11 - 5:16] I'm not deleting it. I know what you guys are thinking. You're going to delete the channel. No, I'm not.
[5:16 - 5:21] I'm not getting rid of it. It's just going to basically sit there in a sense.
[5:21 - 5:33] Because honestly, I'm fucking tired of being passed around. I'm tired of motherfuckers coming in, trying to take over my streams, hijack my channel,
[5:34 - 5:42] and then start bailing motherfuckers like they fucking own me. I'm not a fucking children's plaything motherfuckers.
[5:42 - 5:46] I'm a goddamn human being. I deserve to be treated as such.
[5:46 - 5:59] Matter of fact, let me read off to you guys one of my poems I wrote literally just last night.
[6:02 - 6:06] And does that actually have a title yet? I'm still working on that.
[6:06 - 6:08] Wait, is this the right one?
[6:08 - 6:11] Oh yeah, it is.
[6:11 - 6:27] "With darkness now surrounding me, I await the unknown fate. Is it a dark demise? Am I really seeing demons with these cold shingami eyes?
[6:28 - 6:35] Or am I seeing dark thoughts that wander through my eyes, created through these nightmares?
[6:35 - 6:42] Am I the bridge between life and death? Or am I the cursed burden upon this earth?
[6:42 - 6:53] For I have been an outcast since birth. Is this who I'm meant to be? A slave to the dark, broken, hopeless, afraid?
[6:54 - 6:59] Or can I find a way out of this nightmare shrouded in the veil of darkness?"
[6:59 - 7:12] That poem right there is basically me asking, you know, is this life what it's meant for me?
[7:12 - 7:21] This dark life that I've been pushed into? This dark life that I don't see a way out of?
[7:23 - 7:27] That poem is basically me asking, is there a way out of this?
[7:27 - 7:34] You know, how do I escape this? And if there is a way out, how do I escape because I don't see a way out?
[7:34 - 7:48] All I see is bullying being the nightmares and the demons being those people that are causing those nightmares, that are causing the bullying.
[7:51 - 8:03] And quite honestly, I'm fucking tired of it. I'm tired of being that person that everybody feels like they have to push around.
[8:04 - 8:22] That feels like, "Oh, I'm going to use this person for, I'm going to use this person for this."
[8:23 - 8:36] I'm not bringing that person back. Because that person that I was when I was the demon slayer, when I was that person, that's not who I really wanted to be.
[8:36 - 8:50] The person that I wanted to be is who I am right now. A person that doesn't enjoy negativity, a person that enjoys being around friends, family, people that care.
[8:51 - 8:55] Being able to do stuff that I used to enjoy so much.
[9:06 - 9:26] Like, if you take a look at it now, compare my channel now to 2009, you go back to my old videos from 2009-2010, you'll see I was a much happier person then.
[9:27 - 9:36] I was a much happier person back then, before this whole war and shit show started.
[9:36 - 9:43] Before this whole shit show started, and people started fighting over me, I was a good person.
[9:44 - 10:07] You know, I was always happy, I was always doing things. But now since this fucking war started, I've become depressed, I've barely sleep, I've barely eat, I'm always angry all the time, I'm always alert in fear of what's going to happen to my family and to myself.
[10:08 - 10:17] I'm constantly having to spend more time defending my channel than actually putting out very real content that I enjoy.
[10:24 - 10:40] And trust me for scores, trust me for scores, I'm not deleting the channel. As I said, I'm not deleting it. I know what you guys are thinking, am I deleting the channel? No, I'm not. I am in no way, shape or form deleting this channel.
[10:45 - 10:53] All I'm saying is this, this fucking war that you've got, the controls you've got going on, it needs to fucking stop.
[10:53 - 11:06] I mean, you guys claim that you want to make it on YouTube, but yet you use others to get there.
[11:07 - 11:15] And where is that fair? Where is that fair that you use other fucking people to get to where you want to be?
[11:16 - 11:42] I don't use people for views. No, the people that view me or those that genuinely enjoy me, they watch me because they truly and genuinely enjoy what I do. They see the same vision that I see, they see my abilities, they see my talents and my skills and what I'm truly able to achieve and what I can truly do.
[11:43 - 11:57] Well, because of you trolls constantly getting in the way, I have all this talent, I have all this fucking talent, but nowhere to run with it. It don't make no sense.
[11:58 - 12:13] And I know people sitting there saying, "Oh, that's your own fault." No, the fuck is not my own fault. Take a look at people like Tonic and Sales. People like Rumor Research, who just want to take and take and take and take and take.
[12:22 - 12:38] Think about it. Motherfuckers like Rumor Research, who genuinely fucking hate me. And you know why Rumor Research hates me? Because I stand up for people like my friend Jenny. Because I believe in being a decent fucking person.
[12:39 - 13:07] I don't believe in the cancel culture. I don't believe in the troll community. I don't believe in cancel culture. If you ask me, the cancel culture is a bunch of whiny ass bitches sitting me on the fucking keyboard that refuse to view someone's opinion on things from their point of view and accept it.
[13:08 - 13:20] What do you do? You run around trying to cancel motherfuckers like me, who have a different outlook on things. Just because we have a different outlook on things, that don't mean you gotta fucking cancel people like me.
[13:20 - 13:28] There's other motherfuckers out there that have the same views on shit that I do. But you ain't trying to cancel them.
[13:33 - 13:39] You ain't trying to cancel them, are ya? No, you're not. Because you're too focused on me.
[13:39 - 13:49] And I'm telling you right now, I'm fucking sick of this goddamn war that I got drug into. You think I asked to eat drug into this bullshit war? No.
[13:56 - 14:11] I never asked to eat drug into this bullshit fucking dumbass war. Like, let me ask you guys this. I have all the fucking people on YouTube that y'all trolls could go after.
[14:12 - 14:24] All the people that you could genuinely go after that are bad people. People like Tonic in sales, people like Rumor Research, people like Tony, who are true pedophiles.
[14:24 - 14:34] Out of all those motherfuckers, you guys choose to go after somebody like me who's minding his own business. Why?
[14:35 - 14:49] I've done nothing to warrant your attacks on me. And plus yesterday, I proved Kate's bullshit. I proved Kate's bullshit was a lie. I proved that I am not a pedophile.
[14:50 - 15:08] I have blatantly proved that in front of millions of fucking people. And that she was doing nothing but being a bitch-ass troll. But yet, you motherfuckers want to still sit there and choose to believe the bald-faced fucking lies like a bunch of faggot-ass brainless zombies.
[15:19 - 15:38] You guys still choose to believe that box of fucking lies that she's feeding you. You choose to feed on that box of lies because it's popping off. Y'all don't want to hear the real truth from me. You'd rather believe her bullshit box of lies.
[15:38 - 15:45] Hey Aaron, kiss my ass.
[15:45 - 15:47] I'm sorry.
[15:47 - 16:11] Yeah, here's the thing. That Chuck video wasn't actually Chuck. I saw that fucking video. I spoke to him.
[16:12 - 16:21] I spoke to him about that shit. So I know what he's on to with that. So I'm starting to say it, but he's sticking around.
[16:21 - 16:39] Because out of every motherfucker on the goddamn internet, let me tell you right now, out of everyone on the internet that knows me, Chuck knows me better than any motherfucker on the internet. He knows what I really like. He knows who I really am.
[16:40 - 16:46] And let me tell you, he doesn't fall for this fake-ass bullshit like half these motherfuckers.
[17:08 - 17:14] Now let me tell you motherfucking trolls right now. Y'all need to quit this fucking arguing bullshit.
[17:14 - 17:23] This is how you guys sound. Well, let me show you guys how you sound. All y'all trolls that want to sit there and attack. Let me show you how you sound.
[17:23 - 17:35] Oh, this guy's over here. He's friends with this guy. Oh, I can't be friends with this guy because he's friends with them. Oh, let me attack this weird guy. He works with this guy. So I'm going to attack you and his family.
[17:36 - 17:51] Oh, he looks like a weirdo. So I'm going to attack him. Oh, but let's make fun of the new guy. Let's pick on the new guy. Let's pick on the weirdo. Let's fuck his life up. Let's see how much we can fuck his life up.
[17:52 - 18:07] That's how you retards fucking sound. That's how you fucking dumbasses sound every time you do this shit. Every time you sit there and you do this crap, that's how you fucking sound.
[18:08 - 18:24] Young motherfuckers need to grow up and quit the cancel culture bullshit because I am part of that. Don't want to be a part of it. And y'all need to quit trying to go at the motherfuckers like me who ain't doing shit to you dumb fucks.
[18:25 - 18:45] Like Tonic, I ain't done shit to your punk ass. If anything, motherfucker, I've left you alone, dude. And yeah, Tonic, I'm calling your fucking furry faggot ass out, boy. I ain't done shit to you. If anything, I've left you the fuck alone. I've let you do your own thing.
[18:46 - 18:55] And rumor, we all know why you hate my ass is because I made you look like a fucking dumbass in front of your little fucking friends.
[18:55 - 19:07] I made you look like a fucking retard in front of Rustic and all your fucking friends like the bully that you are. That's why you're mad at me because I made you look like a total fucking sleaze bag.
[19:08 - 19:20] And I'll tell you right now, rumor, you keep this shit out. It might not be today. It might not even be tomorrow. But eventually, eventually you're gonna go to jail for the shit you fucking do.
[19:20 - 19:29] Don't blame me. Keep pushing your fucking luck. See where it gets you. Keep on pushing your luck. See where it gets you.
[19:31 - 19:51] But seriously, y'all, why y'all gonna act like a bunch of fucking childish little bitches and argue over shit? I mean, dude, I've seen motherfuckers in my goddamn chat arguing over a goddamn wrench. A fucking wrench, dude. It's a goddamn wrench. It don't make no goddamn difference.
[19:52 - 20:06] Like, seriously, it's a fucking wrench. Like, dude, grow up. Do you know how many people that still call me that don't have wrenches? So why you guys say they're a bitch?
[20:12 - 20:24] Like, seriously, why you gonna fucking fight over a goddamn wrench, bro? It's fucking retarded. It's stupid. And half the shit y'all motherfuckers do is dumb as fuck.
[20:25 - 20:44] Well, you got real motherfuckers like me out here trying to make a living of what we do best. Motherfuckers like me who actually have talents and have skills and have a means to be able to make a true living off of what we love.
[20:45 - 21:05] But no, you guys can't stand when people like me make a living. You can't stand when a smaller channel like me, who actually tells the truth, who's actually real as fuck and doesn't sugarcoat shit, comes along and calls your fake asses out on your bullshit or corrects you.
[21:06 - 21:18] Those of us that come along and correct you and call you out on your fucking idiotic bullshit, you wanna sit there and attack us? No, no, no, that's not how it works.
[21:18 - 21:32] When we correct you, people like me, when we correct you, we expect you to accept that shit and move the fuck on with your lives. Now, whether you accept that shit or not, that's on you.
[21:33 - 21:37] But that don't give you the goddamn right to run around and attack motherfuckers.
[21:38 - 22:02] Like, dude, you don't see me going up on Masshole Reports channel and her comments and attacking her. You don't see me going on a rumor research channel and attacking him or jungle0972. Like, you don't see me going in their motherfucking chats and attacking them. Yes, their view may be different than mine, but I don't sit there and attack them. I let them do their thing.
[22:02 - 22:25] Like, seriously, y'all pissed me the fuck off with all the shit y'all trolls try to do, man. I'm fucking tired of it.
[22:26 - 22:35] You think I asked to be trolled? You think I asked to be attacked? You think I asked to be drug into this war? No, I didn't.
[22:36 - 23:01] I never wanted to be drug into this bullshit fucking online beef bullshit fucking battle. I never asked for that. You wanna know all I've ever asked for? All I've ever asked for is one thing, which is very simple, one thing, to be able to make a living off of what I do. That's all I've ever asked for.
[23:02 - 23:10] Like, is being able to make a living off of what I love to do such a hard thing to ask for? I mean, I don't think that's a hard thing to ask for.
[23:10 - 23:38] Like, seriously, I don't think that me making a living off of what I do is a harder thing to ask for.
[23:39 - 23:53] Like, me making a living off of what I enjoy doing is that much to ask for. And this is what really confuses me. This is what truly confuses me.
[23:54 - 24:11] You guys don't go after people like Jake Monroe. You don't go after people like Jack Septiceye or Markiplier or S.S. Sniperwolf. Like, you don't go after any of them. You don't go after guys like Pewdiepie. You don't go after guys like MrBeast.
[24:12 - 24:20] You don't go after people like Slab Train or Black Panther or That didn't blow. You don't go after any of them.
[24:20 - 24:27] Hell, you don't go after people like my boy Alex.
[24:27 - 24:39] So, my question to you is, if you don't go after them, what in God's name makes you think that you have the right to go after someone like me?
[24:40 - 24:49] I mean, I'm no different than they are. They may have more subs than me, yeah. But that don't make you any different than me.
[24:49 - 25:03] I mean, they're human just like I am. I'm human just like you. They're human just like you, so if you don't go after them, why go after me? It don't make no sense.
[25:04 - 25:12] Like, seriously, it makes no goddamn sense. You don't go after these major YouTubers, so why go after me?
[25:12 - 25:21] Why go after YouTubers like myself and it ain't just me that y'all go after. It's several people and it don't make no sense.
[25:28 - 25:42] Like, it seriously makes no motherfucking sense. Like, y'all are real quick to fucking go after a smaller channel like mine, but you ain't as quick to pull the fucking trigger on a bigger channel. Why?
[25:43 - 26:01] It don't make no damn sense, dude. It's stupid and it's fucking retarded. It's dumb. Like, bro the fuck up, man. Like, and that's where I find so fucking irritating about you fucking moronic trolls.
[26:03 - 26:16] You're real, real quick to go after somebody like myself or any smaller channel at all, but you're less quick to go after a major channel.
[26:16 - 26:31] Like, that doesn't make any sense to me. Like, why attack a smaller channel like myself who's working just as hard? Who puts in just as much time and effort?
[26:32 - 26:34] Like, why?
[26:34 - 26:43] Hold up, what?
[26:43 - 26:50] Hold on, I'm about to look that up right now. Let me confirm.
[26:51 - 27:22] [clock ticking]
[27:22 - 27:24] No, he's not.
[27:24 - 27:30] [clock ticking]
[27:30 - 27:33] I'm literally looking right now.
[27:33 - 27:43] [clock ticking]
[27:43 - 27:45] Oh wait!
[27:45 - 27:48] Oh my god!
[27:49 - 27:51] Dude, what?
[27:51 - 28:02] [clock ticking]
[28:02 - 28:04] Hold on, y'all.
[28:04 - 28:18] Breaking news in a rock feed. One of the most talented and beloved heavy metal drummers of all time and one of the co-founders and the original drummer of Slipknot, Joey Jordan, has passed away at 46 years old.
[28:18 - 28:19] Oh my god!
[28:19 - 28:25] Released by his family minutes ago, revealing that the drummer has died peacefully in his sleep.
[28:25 - 28:38] The statement reads, "We are heartbroken to share the news that Joey Jordison, prolific drummer, musician and artist, passed away peacefully in his sleep on July 26, 2021. He was 46.
[28:39 - 28:50] Joey's death has left us with empty hearts and feelings of indescribable sorrow. To those that knew Joey, understood his quick wit, his gentle personality, giant heart and his love for all things family and music.
[28:50 - 28:58] The family of Joey asks that friends, fans and media understandably respect our need for privacy and peace at this incredibly difficult time.
[28:58 - 29:04] The family will hold a private funeral service and ask the media and the public to respect their wishes.
[29:05 - 29:18] When the kids were pouring in from the metal community, hate brief frontman Jamie Josta wrote, "Rest in peace, Joey Jordison. You changed the game with Slipknot, brought the blast beat to the mainstream, gave kids a groove like no other.
[29:18 - 29:26] Perseverance would have never happened had it not been for Joey in the Slipknot camp. Condolences to his family, friends and fans gone too soon."
[29:27 - 29:36] However, Mike Portnoy wrote, "Absolutely shocked and gutted to hear of the passing of Joey Jordison. In addition to being an incredible drummer, he was always a classy guy.
[29:36 - 29:45] When he heard how much of a fan Max Portnoy was, he sent to the house a giant box filled with Slipknot swag, shirts, hoodies, backpacks.
[29:45 - 29:53] And when I did the one-off show, playing with Stone Sour and Brazil, which Slipknot also played, he always treated me like a part of the family.
[29:54 - 30:04] Since Slipknot parted ways back in 2013, though he was involved with a number of different bands like Scar the Martyr, he also performed in the Murder Dolls, and he was also in the band Sinsanem.
[30:04 - 30:17] Jordison has also performed with artists like Metallica, Korn, Rob Zombie, and many others. You send our hearts out to Joey Jordison, his family, his fans, and the members of Slipknot during this very difficult time.
[30:20 - 30:24] Oh my god, dude.
[30:24 - 30:29] Oh my fucking god, dude.
[30:29 - 30:35] What the? Oh my god.
[30:35 - 30:40] Dude.
[30:40 - 30:45] Fuck, man.
[30:46 - 31:01] Fuck.
[31:26 - 31:28] Give me a minute, guys.
[31:28 - 31:34] I'll start with another live stream here in a bit. I need to think about it, guys.
2021-7-27 why my  Mental health is screwed up and how it got this way

2021-7-27 why my Mental health is screwed up and how it got this way

[0:00 - 0:31] (scissors snipping)
[0:31 - 0:49] First off, I want to apologize for the way that I acted in the last two streams.
[0:49 - 1:09] This stuff I did was not cool, but there's a lot more going on than you guys seem to think.
[1:09 - 1:30] As you guys are probably already aware, four months ago my life changed forever.
[1:30 - 1:50] Four months ago my life went from a normal life to a living breathing never ending nightmare
[1:50 - 2:10] quite literally in every sense of the word.
[2:10 - 2:25] And over those four months I've had so much happen to me, stuff that you guys can't even begin to fathom
[2:25 - 2:34] of what it's done to me mentally, what it's done to my family
[2:34 - 2:40] and how it's affected my everyday life.
[2:40 - 2:49] Four months ago I was entrapped and I felt virtual that I shouldn't have.
[2:49 - 2:58] And ever since then I have been bullied, I have been harassed,
[2:58 - 3:04] my family's lives have been threatened many times.
[3:04 - 3:24] We've had haters of mine come up to our house and try to kill me.
[3:24 - 3:51] Or you've had to call the police numerous times to have these people that have tried to kill me escorted away.
[3:51 - 4:02] Now imagine all of that, imagine going through all of that
[4:02 - 4:18] and then during that four months finding out that the love of your life that was supposed to be your wife passed away a year prior.
[4:18 - 4:25] And then having to deal with that on top of what's already going on
[4:25 - 4:32] and then having to deal with people bullying you every time you do a live stream.
[4:32 - 4:38] That has been my life every day for the last four months.
[4:38 - 4:43] And it's not just Kate, it's several people.
[4:43 - 4:52] People like Ruhr Research, people like Tonic and Sales,
[4:52 - 5:06] people that just genuinely don't like me for whatever reason.
[5:06 - 5:17] Imagine reading negative comments for four months straight and trying to ignore them.
[5:17 - 5:26] Imagine wrongfully being called a pedophile and trying to ignore it day in and day out, day in and day out,
[5:26 - 5:36] all while you're trying to make a life for yourself doing what you enjoy doing.
[5:36 - 5:40] Imagine fighting to do something that you want to do.
[5:40 - 5:47] Imagine that you want to do poetry for a living or you want to do art for a living.
[5:47 - 5:57] And you work every day for that and you put out your own merchandise shop and you make some good sales off of it.
[5:57 - 6:04] And then people come in and continuously shut you down and take that shit away from you.
[6:04 - 6:13] Imagine people making merchandise with your face on it without your permission or knowledge.
[6:13 - 6:20] Imagine people doing that to you and then making a site like Kiwi Farms
[6:20 - 6:35] and just completely humiliating and dehumanizing and belittling you every day for four months.
[6:35 - 6:40] That is what I've dealt with.
[6:40 - 6:49] And, you know, at first it was easy to ignore.
[6:49 - 7:08] At first it was fairly easy to ignore.
[7:08 - 7:11] No, it didn't. I don't think it did.
[7:11 - 7:13] Toxic.
[7:13 - 7:18] Send me a DM of the t-shirt on...
[7:18 - 7:24] Send me a photo of the t-shirt on Discord.
[7:24 - 7:48] [Silence]
[7:48 - 7:59] Like this is the kind of stuff that I've dealt with every day.
[7:59 - 8:13] [Silence]
[8:13 - 8:34] You know, this is the kind of harassment and torture that I have been subjected to.
[8:34 - 8:42] This is the kind of torture and hatred that I have been subjected to.
[8:42 - 8:47] And not just me, but my family as well.
[8:47 - 8:56] [Silence]
[8:56 - 9:06] Because of all this, I've gotten to the point to where it's hard for me to sleep at night.
[9:06 - 9:09] I'm barely asleep.
[9:09 - 9:22] I'm lucky if I'm able to keep anything down because I'm always so depressed and so upset.
[9:22 - 9:31] I've not done things that I used to do, that I used to enjoy doing.
[9:31 - 9:36] Well, yes, I may look okay.
[9:36 - 9:42] But let me tell you right now, I'm far from it.
[9:42 - 9:47] I am far from okay.
[9:47 - 9:54] My reputation as a good person has been ruined.
[9:54 - 10:04] All because people want to bully me for no reason except to use me for content.
[10:04 - 10:10] To people here on YouTube, that's all I am to them is content.
[10:10 - 10:18] To these people that use me, that's all I'm good for is content.
[10:18 - 10:21] And do I like lashing out and getting angry like I did?
[10:21 - 10:33] No, I don't. I hate it.
[10:33 - 10:40] But when I'm constantly attacked, imagine this, okay?
[10:40 - 10:47] Imagine being constantly attacked every day of your life.
[10:47 - 11:04] Harassed by phone, by mail, by, you know, comments, by Facebook, by YouTube, by every social media outlet.
[11:04 - 11:10] Imagine having to deal with all that every day, nonstop.
[11:10 - 11:13] That's what I've dealt with.
[11:13 - 11:22] And not just from people like Juggalo972, from all her little followers and fans,
[11:22 - 11:35] and people like Rumor Research, and the Bender Boys, and all these different people.
[11:35 - 11:55] And I know that everybody keeps telling me to ignore them, but it's hard to deal with that kind of shit on a daily basis the way that I do.
[11:55 - 12:12] It's very hard to ignore. And when you deal with it so much, on a daily basis, there are days where I don't even want to get out of bed.
[12:12 - 12:23] There are days where I literally have to force myself, and I do mean literally force myself out of bed.
[12:23 - 12:33] Because I am so depressed and so drained from all this bullshit.
[12:33 - 12:51] There are days where I'm barely even able to keep anything down because I'm so sick of my stomach, that I can barely keep anything down without fucking puking.
[12:51 - 12:55] That's how bad it truly is.
[12:55 - 13:06] If you take a look at me before all this, you know, take a look at me back in 2011, 2012, I was great.
[13:06 - 13:14] But now my health has gone down so bad that it's hard for me to get out of bed.
[13:14 - 13:22] It is truly hard for me to even get out of bed anymore.
[13:22 - 13:27] Half the time I don't even want to do anything anymore.
[13:27 - 13:40] Because I know that the minute that I do do something that I love, it's just going to get taken away from me for no reason.
[13:40 - 13:49] Imagine waking up, forcing yourself out of bed to do what you love for your family.
[13:49 - 13:58] And then go into your comments section on your channel, and seeing nothing but bullying and hatred.
[13:58 - 14:10] Every day, being called pedophile, day in and day out, day in and day out, every single day of the week.
[14:10 - 14:19] Imagine having videos being made of you that are not funny but are bashing on you and belittling you.
[14:19 - 14:27] And making you feel like such shit to the point where you want to end your life.
[14:27 - 14:36] At one point, I did try to end my life on Kate's livestream twice in a row.
[14:36 - 14:45] Once it was on Marty's channel, with her there, and then the other was directly on Kate's channel.
[14:45 - 14:53] Twice in a row I tried to end my life because of her.
[14:53 - 14:58] And I'm not the only one that has done this.
[14:58 - 15:05] If you go back on her channel and you look at all the people that she's victimized,
[15:05 - 15:15] all the people that people like Tonic and Rumor have victimized,
[15:15 - 15:20] people like Rustic Angel have victimized.
[15:20 - 15:31] There are a lot of fucking people that have tried to end their lives or have ended their lives because of this bullying.
[15:31 - 15:42] That's what I deal with on a daily basis, and it's not easy.
[15:42 - 15:51] Believe me, I wish it was easy to ignore this, but when you get put through this so much for four months straight,
[15:51 - 15:55] it becomes very hard to ignore.
[15:55 - 16:05] Especially when it costs you your job, your biological father his job, and it almost costs your step that his job.
[16:05 - 16:13] Because of Kate and her friends, I lost my job. My biological father lost his.
[16:13 - 16:20] I was an audio engineer from my friend Enoch and his gaming company.
[16:20 - 16:36] Making $150 per demo, which is like $150 a week, if not every other day, because of the amount of work that I was putting in.
[16:36 - 16:44] I had a great job. Everything was going great for me. Things were starting to look up.
[16:44 - 16:46] And then what happened?
[16:46 - 16:56] Kate and her little friends decided to get on Facebook, attack my friends and family,
[16:56 - 17:01] and cost me my job with my best friend.
[17:01 - 17:07] To the point to where now they don't want me at all.
[17:07 - 17:17] I've lost friends because of this. I've got family members that won't even speak to me anymore because of this.
[17:17 - 17:29] Anymore is very hard for me to even get a job because of the things that Kate has done to me.
[17:29 - 17:43] My biological father was very lucky that he managed to get another job after what she did.
[17:43 - 17:52] I can't even get a job, a regular nine to five job because of Kate now.
[17:52 - 18:03] So I have to make do with what I have at my disposal. I have to make do with my art work and my poetry and stuff that I'm good at.
[18:03 - 18:16] I have to fight now. Now I'm going to have to try to fight just to get my licensing to do caretaking full time for the state after my step father's surgery.
[18:16 - 18:21] After my stepdad's surgery here next month, I'm going to have to fight to try to get my license.
[18:21 - 18:33] And I do me a fight because I know what Kate's going to try to do.
[18:33 - 18:40] And people think that it's easy to just ignore.
[18:40 - 18:49] But imagine living in my shoes for four months or even a day.
[18:49 - 19:14] Put yourself in my shoes for one day and see how easy it is. Because it's not. And on top of that, I have people fighting over me and I'm literally fighting over me every fucking day of the week.
[19:14 - 19:23] People coming in and telling me that they own me and trying to lay claim to my channel and lay claim to me and this and that and the other.
[19:23 - 19:29] I'm tired of it.
[19:29 - 19:41] So you may have seen this movie. If any of you have ever seen the movie Cyber Bully, that movie literally is my life every day.
[19:41 - 19:54] Every day of the week, that is my life.
[19:54 - 20:16] I've been scrutinized, outcasted, blacklisted, all for what? A few laughs.
[20:16 - 20:25] And this is what I meant earlier when I said if people would just give me a chance, I could do good things.
[20:25 - 20:30] But instead, nobody wants to let me do anything.
[20:30 - 20:54] And I don't understand why. Why must you hang on to the past of what I did? Why must you hang on to what I did?
[20:54 - 21:05] Why can't you take a look at what Kate's done? Take a look at the hundreds of people that she's victimized over those years.
[21:05 - 21:13] This entire time, she's victimized hundreds of people.
[21:13 - 21:34] So I don't understand why focus on me. I don't understand it.
[21:34 - 21:49] Every night when I go to sleep, not only do I cry myself to sleep silently because of everything.
[21:49 - 21:59] But when I go to sleep, I just don't go to sleep. I go to war with my demons every night.
[21:59 - 22:18] Every night I have to face my demons. I have to face the comments that people have left, and they replay over and over in my head every night.
[22:18 - 22:35] That has been my life for the last four months.
[22:35 - 22:48] And people think that it's easy to deal with, that it could just up and disappear. And believe me, I wish it could just up and disappear.
[22:48 - 22:56] Because to be honest, you guys don't know how bad I want my life back.
[22:56 - 23:04] You don't know how bad I want my life back before people started trolling me and attacking me.
[23:04 - 23:11] I want to be the person that I once was back in 2009 when I first started.
[23:11 - 23:15] When I first started, I was a good person.
[23:15 - 23:29] Hell, ask Chuck, he can tell you. Chuck was there when I uploaded my first video.
[23:29 - 23:36] Chuck saw my very first video, which is a video I made for my best friend David after he had passed.
[23:36 - 23:43] That day after my best friend David's passing is when I started my channel.
[23:43 - 23:48] May 2, 2009 is when I started my channel.
[23:48 - 24:05] My very first channel and my first video was a memorial video to my best friend David who had passed away 24 hours prior due to a drowning accident.
[24:05 - 24:27] But after that video, I began to upload really cool videos, videos of myself just having fun, doing AMVs, being myself, just having a good time.
[24:27 - 24:33] That's what I did before all of this started.
[24:33 - 24:43] And the one thing I still cannot figure out is, why did I get drug into this fucking battle?
[24:43 - 24:49] Like, why did I have to be the one to get drug into this fucking war?
[24:49 - 24:57] Like, I don't understand it. Like, why me?
[24:57 - 25:05] Out of everyone on the internet, you guys decided to bully me and I don't understand it.
[25:05 - 25:18] And for me, doing my music and my poetry and my artwork, those are my escapes.
[25:18 - 25:33] When I put out these dark songs and this dark poetry and shit, that's my escape. That's my therapy.
[25:33 - 25:51] That's my way of escaping all this.
[25:51 - 26:13] I just don't understand why it has to be me that has to suffer.
[26:13 - 26:21] Hell, to be honest, why does anyone have to suffer?
[26:21 - 26:25] Why should anyone have to suffer being bullied?
[26:25 - 26:31] I don't get it. And I don't understand it.
[26:31 - 26:53] It's not fair to me and it's not fair to anyone who is actually trying to do good in this world.
[26:53 - 27:13] I just don't understand what I ever did to deserve this. I don't understand what I did to deserve all this bullying and all this trolling that I've got not only over the last few months, but since last year.
[27:13 - 27:24] I don't understand what I did to deserve to be bullied to the point where I don't see a way out of it.
[27:24 - 27:34] Because I don't see a way out.
[27:34 - 27:55] All I see is an empty void of hatred, disgust, and agony. That's all I see.
[27:55 - 28:13] I just want to be myself again. But I can't be that person if he won't leave me alone long enough to be that person.
[28:13 - 28:32] And to be honest, that's another reason why I'm leaving for a while so that I can try to get better because I want to be better and I want to do better.
[28:32 - 28:42] I want to be the person that I once was before all of this.
[28:42 - 28:48] I'm tired of waking up depressed every day.
[28:48 - 29:00] I'm tired of waking up and seeing bullying going on aimed at me.
[29:00 - 29:14] I'm tired of seeing degrading posts and degrading chats about me.
[29:14 - 29:30] I'm tired of it. I don't deserve it and I don't need it.
[29:30 - 29:50] As to the bullies, I say this, and I have said this before, when you shut down my shops for no reason, you're not only taking away from me.
[29:50 - 30:03] You're taking away from my family. You're taking away from me being able to have a normal life to where I can make a living.
[30:03 - 30:12] But you're also taking away from my fans and my community who truly support me.
[30:12 - 30:30] You're taking away from a lot of people. All for a selfish game, for a selfish joke.
[30:30 - 30:54] And if you go to Kiwi Farms and like you type in Cyrax with two X's and I type in Kiwi Farms, it's there you'll find some of the most degrading and disturbing stuff put out on me.
[30:54 - 31:03] And every day it just gets worse and worse and worse.
[31:03 - 31:32] And it's gut-wrenching.
[31:32 - 31:42] I'm tired of it.
[31:42 - 31:52] Because of this bullying, I've lost opportunities. I've lost very real record deals.
[31:52 - 31:58] I've lost sponsorships with major sponsors.
[31:58 - 32:14] At one point, I was supposed to get a sponsorship from Monster Energy, but they decided to pull back because of all this.
[32:14 - 32:27] I've lost sponsorships with gaming companies like Thrustmaster, who as you guys know are very big within the racing community.
[32:27 - 32:36] I've lost sponsorships with Fnatic Racing.
[32:36 - 32:54] I've lost art sponsors for doing my artwork.
[32:54 - 33:21] I've lost money from PayPal because of these people.
[33:21 - 33:26] I've lost a lot because of these people.
[33:26 - 33:32] My whole career has been put in jeopardy because of these people.
[33:32 - 34:01] So instead of putting out content, I have spent more time defending my channel than I have actually putting out content. And that's not fair to me.
[34:01 - 34:25] So with that being said guys, now you know what I've gone through over these last four months.
[34:25 - 34:38] And how hellish of a nightmare my life has been.
[34:38 - 34:53] And that's why as of right now, after this livestream, until I know that Kate and all the trolls are gone, I'm not coming back.
[34:53 - 35:04] Until I know for sure that Kate and all her little friends and all the trolls are leaving me alone.
[35:04 - 35:14] Once Kate and all her little friends and all the trolls that have attacked me and harassed me are gone, that's when I'll come back.
[35:14 - 35:36] But until then, I don't know when I will come back. I do know that I will eventually, but I just don't know when.
[35:36 - 35:45] But I do hope that it's soon because I do enjoy making content.
[35:45 - 35:52] But first I need this to end so I can get myself to where I need to be.
[35:52 - 35:57] I need this war to end.
[35:57 - 36:08] I want to be able to get those opportunities back that I lost. But in order to do that, I need these trolls gone.
[36:08 - 36:13] And I need you guys, the fans, to help me do it.
[36:13 - 36:26] So please, help me bring down Kate and Mas. I want to bring down Mas, whole reports, rumor research, and everybody that has ever bullied me.
[36:26 - 36:29] Please.
[36:29 - 36:38] Please bring these people down for gifts so I can get to doing what I need to do.
[36:38 - 36:42] I love you guys.
[36:42 - 36:49] I will see you whenever these people are dealt with.
[36:49 - 37:07] And just know that I am fine. And that I'm just waiting for this to end.
[37:07 - 37:18] And just know that I am okay. So I don't want no way to freak out. I am okay.
[37:18 - 37:34] But until Kate and her friends and everybody that has bullied me or dealt with, I need to step away.
[37:34 - 37:39] I love you guys.
[37:39 - 37:45] I'll see you guys soon.