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Skxrface - Finding out the truth

Skxrface - Finding out the truth

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:02] (sighs)
[0:02 - 0:11] You're welcome.
[0:11 - 0:14] (sighs)
[0:14 - 0:23] What's up, guys?
[0:23 - 0:25] Um...
[0:25 - 0:27] (sighs)
[0:27 - 0:29] No, no.
[0:29 - 0:31] (sighs)
[0:31 - 0:39] No, no.
[0:39 - 0:41] (sighs)
[0:41 - 0:47] No.
[0:47 - 0:49] I know everybody wants another truth.
[0:49 - 0:55] And, um...
[0:55 - 0:58] I finally have some answers.
[0:58 - 1:03] And those answers I have...
[1:03 - 1:13] are very upsetting.
[1:13 - 1:17] (sighs)
[1:17 - 1:19] You see, shortly after though,
[1:19 - 1:22] not this last lecture when they got cut short,
[1:22 - 1:26] but the one before that that I did
[1:26 - 1:30] where I was doing my music and hang out with you guys,
[1:30 - 1:34] shortly after that I ended that live stream.
[1:34 - 1:41] I decided to call Ricky to let him know what was going on, right?
[1:41 - 1:46] You know, I told him, "Hey, look, you know, this is what Heather's doing, yada, yada, yada."
[1:46 - 1:48] Well...
[1:50 - 1:54] He got Heather on the phone so that we could, you know, talk civilly.
[1:54 - 2:02] And we did.
[2:02 - 2:06] We managed to talk civilly.
[2:06 - 2:11] And...
[2:11 - 2:16] I found out from Heather the reason that she left was because we're kids.
[2:18 - 2:20] That was true.
[2:20 - 2:22] But...
[2:22 - 2:25] it was because of multiple people
[2:25 - 2:30] having evidence against her
[2:30 - 2:35] stating that if she did not leave me,
[2:35 - 2:38] she was not going to get her kids back.
[2:38 - 2:43] And you want to know who the main person was,
[2:43 - 2:47] I'm pretty sure you guys guessed who the main person was.
[2:47 - 2:51] The main person was her ex, Jessica.
[2:51 - 2:59] And they... several people found out, told Heather that if
[2:59 - 3:04] she did not leave me, that she was not going to get her kids back
[3:04 - 3:08] and that they would use every bit of evidence
[3:08 - 3:13] they had of me flipping out on live stream against Heather.
[3:14 - 3:18] And they would stop at nothing to make sure
[3:18 - 3:23] that Heather didn't get her kids back.
[3:23 - 3:26] And see, and that's unfair to me.
[3:26 - 3:29] And that sure as hell...
[3:29 - 3:33] is unfair to Heather.
[3:40 - 3:45] Like... what kills me though, even more than her leaving,
[3:45 - 3:48] is the fact that y'all motherfucking trolls
[3:48 - 3:52] that have video evidence of me flipping out on live stream,
[3:52 - 3:58] the fact that y'all have that shit and you guys are willing to use that
[3:58 - 4:04] against anyone I get with just to screw me over is fucked up.
[4:04 - 4:09] But that's not cool.
[4:09 - 4:11] Because of you guys, she's afraid.
[4:11 - 4:15] She was afraid that I was going to hurt her kids when I wouldn't.
[4:15 - 4:17] I'm not like that.
[4:17 - 4:18] Okay?
[4:18 - 4:23] I watched my fucking niece, who's only two fucking months old,
[4:23 - 4:25] all the goddamn time.
[4:25 - 4:34] Like, dude, I watched my niece, Raelynn,
[4:34 - 4:36] who's only two months old all the fucking time.
[4:36 - 4:41] And my nephew Sean, who's going to be fucking five here in a couple days.
[4:41 - 4:51] And like, that shit ain't right.
[4:51 - 5:00] And Jessica, I hope you're watching this, you fucking bitch.
[5:00 - 5:04] Because you're part of this too.
[5:05 - 5:11] The fact that you threatened Heather to have her kids remote from her,
[5:11 - 5:15] if she stayed with me, is wrong.
[5:15 - 5:18] Like, the fact that you went that far to do that is not right.
[5:18 - 5:21] Heather never wanted to leave me,
[5:21 - 5:26] but y'all motherfuckers left her with no goddamn choice but to do so.
[5:27 - 5:29] (silence)
[5:29 - 5:49] Because I just told them that she flat out told me herself that she did not want to leave.
[5:49 - 5:52] But due to all the fucking drama,
[5:53 - 5:57] and due to the fact that she was afraid that I was going to hurt the kids,
[5:57 - 6:00] that made her fucking leave.
[6:00 - 6:03] And the ones that blame her are you stupid-ass motherfucking trolls
[6:03 - 6:07] who caused me to fucking flip out on all these goddamn livestreams.
[6:07 - 6:21] Like, that's not right.
[6:22 - 6:25] Because let me tell you something right now, motherfuckers,
[6:25 - 6:28] and I know how a few fucking trolls are watching too.
[6:28 - 6:32] I know a lot of you motherfuckers that hate my ass are watching.
[6:32 - 6:34] Y'all watch all my fucking shit.
[6:34 - 6:37] So listen up and listen good, motherfuckers.
[6:37 - 6:45] You better hope and pray to God that I don't see any of you motherfuckers in the street.
[6:45 - 6:49] Because guess what, if I see you out here, I'm knocking your ass the fuck out.
[6:49 - 6:52] And that's not a threat, that's a goddamn promise.
[6:52 - 6:58] Because I'm tired of you motherfuckers making my life a living fucking hell.
[6:58 - 7:08] It's what you fucking live for, you live to make my life fucking miserable.
[7:08 - 7:14] Like...
[7:14 - 7:27] The fact that y'all threatened Heather with those videos of me, if she didn't leave me, that's not right.
[7:27 - 7:32] The fact that y'all would be willing to stoop that low and use those videos against me
[7:32 - 7:39] just to make her leave me, that's not right. At all.
[7:39 - 7:44] Remember about Jasmine, I am going to make you a mom, that way nobody times you out.
[7:44 - 7:58] I know it seems like an excuse but I actually sat down and I actually talked with Heather for a pretty good while.
[8:01 - 8:10] And I can tell whenever she's, you know, lying to my face or she's being straight up honest.
[8:10 - 8:14] And she was being genuinely honest with me when I spoke with her.
[8:14 - 8:23] But what pisses me off is that you motherfuckers that want to fucking hate on me and destroy me?
[8:27 - 8:35] The fact that y'all want to fucking sit there and do that shit, just to fuck with my life, that ain't cool.
[8:35 - 8:40] Like, y'all don't fucking get it man.
[8:40 - 8:51] Like, I was straight up honest man, when I told Heather that I saw her kids as my own, I fucking meant it.
[8:54 - 8:58] I saw her son and daughter as my own fucking flesh and blood.
[8:58 - 9:05] And because you fucking asshole that don't fucking like me.
[9:05 - 9:14] Like, just because y'all motherfuckers like me don't mean you have to go and do that shit.
[9:19 - 9:25] When y'all made Heather leave me, y'all took away the one good thing in my fucking life.
[9:25 - 9:34] Yeah, I may have changed and lost my hard edge, but in return I gained something way more valuable.
[9:35 - 9:50] Somebody who actually loved and cared about me and two kids that I loved more than anything in this world.
[9:55 - 10:05] And it sucks because, you know, I loved Heather's kids as if they were my own fucking flesh and blood.
[10:05 - 10:17] And you know, it's funny because ever since I was a kid I always wanted a family of my own, and I finally get it.
[10:18 - 10:29] And that happens. Y'all motherfuckers take that away from me by threatening Heather to use those videos against me to keep her from getting her daughter back.
[10:29 - 10:38] And that ain't right. I'm not this bad guy that everybody makes me have to fucking be. I'm really not.
[10:39 - 10:50] And yes, I admit, I flipped out on livestreams a lot. Yes, I fucking left YouTube to make her happy so that I wouldn't have to deal with all the bullshit.
[10:50 - 11:02] But the fact that you guys did this is a new fucking low.
[11:04 - 11:15] Like I told Heather when I was on the phone with her, because at the time it was just me and her talking. No one else. We were on, you know, a voice call and we were talking on the phone.
[11:15 - 11:25] So I can tell when she's being sincere and when she's fucking full of shit.
[11:26 - 11:36] And she was being dead 110% honest with me. She was being 100% honest with me when she told me all this.
[11:47 - 11:59] You know, yes, I may not be perfect. Yes, I may have anger issues. That's true. But you want to know something? I was going to be going to counseling once all that shit was done and over with.
[11:59 - 12:02] I was going to get fucking help.
[12:09 - 12:16] But the fact that you guys took away the one thing I had going in my life kills me.
[12:16 - 12:27] Like I'm absolutely disgusted with the fucking trolls that fucking they genuinely hate me.
[12:27 - 12:31] Like I'm seriously disgusted.
[12:32 - 12:50] Oh, yeah, I know that Heather's not going to come back and I get that, but it's the fact that you guys took away something so genuine from me that kills me.
[12:53 - 13:08] That fucking kills me. Yeah, me and Heather didn't have the perfect iconic relationship. Sure, we fought a lot, but you want to know something? At the end of the day, I always told her
[13:08 - 13:19] that no matter what happens, I would always treat her kids as if they were my own flesh and blood and that I would do anything for them.
[13:20 - 13:28] And that's true. I would have given anything for them. I would have given them the fucking moon on a silver platter for those kids.
[13:28 - 13:32] I would take a bullet and die for those kids.
[13:32 - 13:40] And it fucking kills me.
[13:40 - 14:00] You know, like I said, me and Heather may not have had the perfect relationship. That is very, very true.
[14:00 - 14:09] But like I said, at the end of the day, I always saw her kids as my own flesh and blood, not treating them as such.
[14:09 - 14:24] But you fucking assholes that wanted to come on here and troll me took away the one thing I had going for me.
[14:24 - 14:36] And you guys wonder why I'm so upset and so angry all the fucking time. There's a reason.
[14:37 - 14:52] Because it's not bad enough that I went through four or five years of fucking mental and verbal abuse, my dad not being around when I was a kid, losing my fucking birth mother in a goddamn house fire.
[14:53 - 15:08] It's not bad enough that I got raped by my gay best friend in high school at the time. And oh, no, that's not bad enough. You guys decided to take it a step fucking further.
[15:09 - 15:25] You guys decided to take it that next step further and took away two of the most amazing kids in the world to me and took away the one thing I had going for me.
[15:34 - 15:45] Like you guys think those of you that told me you guys think you know fucking pain. You don't know pain. Not the kind of pain that I went through.
[15:45 - 15:53] I went through years of mental and verbal abuse.
[15:54 - 16:08] I went half my fucking life without my dad being around because he was always in the military and never really gave a fuck about me.
[16:08 - 16:16] I went through years of being bullied and attacked in high school.
[16:17 - 16:27] I had to live with the fact every day that my now ex best friend from high school who is gay fucking raped me and got away with it.
[16:27 - 16:33] I have to live with that.
[16:33 - 16:42] And you guys think that what you do is right and funny. You guys think it's okay, but it's not.
[16:43 - 16:47] What you guys do to me is fucked up.
[16:47 - 17:00] Yes, I'll admit what I did some of the times was wrong when I flipped on a live stream like that one live stream where I was bitching at Jessica or that one where I punched the fucking door.
[17:01 - 17:10] But you gotta realize something. Y'all motherfuckers are the run. Y'all are the motherfuckers that caused this shit. You caused me to do those things.
[17:10 - 17:16] And I don't think you guys really understand the consequences of your actions.
[17:21 - 17:33] I want to tell you right now, if y'all motherfuckers have not attacked me that day on live stream, then maybe I wouldn't have blacked out in her head the way that I did.
[17:33 - 17:41] And maybe, just maybe, me and her would probably still be together and we may have her kids back by now. Who fucking knows?
[17:43 - 17:50] But we'll never fucking know now because y'all fucking trolls that wanted to attack me decided to take it an extra step further.
[17:50 - 17:59] And you took away the one thing I had going for me.
[18:02 - 18:12] Not because of you motherfucking trolls that hate my ass. Because of you motherfuckers. The woman I loved with all my heart left.
[18:12 - 18:26] And that kills me. Because I sat down and talked to her and she flat out told me that she did not want to leave. But she had no choice. Because of the fucking bullshit y'all motherfuckers had against her.
[18:27 - 18:30] And you want to know something?
[18:30 - 18:36] Y'all really want to know something? Y'all want to know why I put my shit out there? What did I do?
[18:36 - 18:40] And you want to know why I put my shit out there? What did I do?
[18:40 - 18:45] Y'all really want to know something? Y'all really want to know why I put my shit out there? What did I do?
[18:45 - 18:48] And you want to know something?
[18:48 - 18:54] Y'all really want to know something? Y'all really want to know why I put my shit out there? What did I do?
[18:55 - 19:09] Because I figured that maybe, just maybe, if I tell my story and my experiences and the shit that I've gone through, I figured that just maybe it would help somebody out there who's going through the same shit that I went through.
[19:09 - 19:18] I figured that maybe, just maybe, I could actually fucking help somebody for a chance and maybe even save a fucking life.
[19:19 - 19:24] Because you don't want to know something?
[19:24 - 19:41] When I was in high school, there was many, many times where I tried to kill myself because of the bullying that I went through, because of the rape that I endured.
[19:42 - 19:59] Because of that. And that's something I live with every fucking day and that's something that is never going to go away. I have to live with that.
[19:59 - 20:06] I have to fucking live with that shit for the rest of my life.
[20:06 - 20:32] But to everybody that has supported me, that truly knows what it's like to go through what I go through, I want to say thank you. You guys are fucking amazing.
[20:33 - 20:57] And I'm glad I could, we be. I really am glad that I could, dude.
[20:58 - 21:06] To all you fucking haters that want to fucking try to bring me down, it's not going to happen.
[21:06 - 21:18] Because you know what? In the end, you motherfuckers are going to get everything that you deserve and guess what? Karma's a bitch. Just remember that.
[21:18 - 21:25] Karma's a bitch and karma will come around and bite you in the fucking ass when you least expect it.
[21:25 - 21:39] Plain and fucking simple. Karma is a bitch and it will come for you guys eventually. And when it does, you're going to regret it.
[21:39 - 21:47] Because karma's going to hit when you least expect it. And it's going to destroy you.
[21:47 - 22:10] And I know nobody in the chat in here did anything. I'm aiming at the ones that did do shit. The ones that have the videos of me flipping out.
[22:11 - 22:30] I don't want anybody in here in the chat. You guys are fine. But like I said, the whole reason why I decided to tell my story and put my shit out there like I do, like I said, is so that maybe, just maybe I could help somebody.
[22:31 - 22:42] Somebody who's going through depression. Somebody who's on the edge of suicide. Somebody that's gone through the shit that I've gone through with not having a dad in their life and being raised by a single mother their whole life.
[22:42 - 22:59] Somebody who's lost a family member to cancer. Somebody who's lost a best friend to murder. Somebody who's lost a best friend to a drowning accident. Or to an accidental suicide or an overdose.
[23:00 - 23:09] That's why I do the music that I fucking do. So that maybe, just maybe, I can fucking help somebody.
[23:27 - 23:36] You know, and I know a lot of people try to disregard it and tell me to move on from it and shit. And to grow up and do everything, you know, differently and shit.
[23:37 - 23:52] But the truth is, like I said, I put my story out there to try to help somebody. So that maybe I can help somebody who needs a little help.
[23:52 - 24:01] Do I want to make money off of my music and shit? Absolutely. I would love that.
[24:02 - 24:25] Would I love, love, love to make money off my music? Absolutely. But you know what I enjoy even more? I enjoy knowing the fact that my music maybe, just maybe, can help somebody.
[24:26 - 24:36] Even if it's one person. If I can say just one fucking life with my music, I'm doing my job.
[24:41 - 25:01] Because honestly, a human life is priceless to me. I would rather help somebody else before helping myself. Because if I help somebody else, that person may just go on to help somebody else and help somebody else who needs the help.
[25:02 - 25:17] That's why I started music so that I can give those that don't have a voice a voice. People like me who get judged and attacked every day, not only by the music industry, but people in general.
[25:17 - 25:24] That's why I started music was to make a difference.
[25:24 - 25:43] And I hope that now you guys truly do understand and see just what it is that I go through every fucking day in my life.
[25:44 - 26:01] Because see, when you guys go to sleep at night, you guys go to sleep. You guys, you know, have dreams, maybe a nightmare here and there.
[26:02 - 26:18] But let me tell you something. Let me fucking tell you something. When I go to sleep, I don't go to sleep. I have to fight my demons inside my head every day and night.
[26:19 - 26:43] I have to sit there and go to war with myself every night fighting these demons that I've faced for the past almost 13 years.
[26:44 - 26:53] And honestly, a lot of people don't understand what that's like to go through that.
[26:54 - 27:18] Every day I have to live with that. And my music is my therapy. My music, that's everything to me. And like I said, if I can use my music to help even just one person, then I'm doing my job.
[27:19 - 27:29] Can I just sign to a label? Absolutely. Would I like to make money off my music? 110% yes.
[27:29 - 27:48] But more importantly, I want to be able to know that my music is actually helping that one person, that one kid that's getting put through hell, that one kid that gets bullied in high school, that one kid that gets picked on so bad that he wants to end his life.
[27:48 - 28:02] Just to make things better. That one kid who is on the edge of suicide. Because I know what it's like because I've been there. I've gone through that shit and it's not something that's easily dealt with.
[28:02 - 28:16] And it's a very serious subject that too many people take for granted.
[28:17 - 28:30] And one thing that one line that actually stands out to me the most from the song I did the other night by soldier hard from his song red flags.
[28:30 - 28:36] Too many people win a whole battle, but die at war at home.
[28:37 - 28:56] Too many people go to war with themselves or go to war overseas and end up taking their own life, whether it be out of guilt, whether it's survivor's guilt, whether it's not being able to cope with the pain.
[28:57 - 29:01] People go through that shit every day and it's very real.
[29:01 - 29:19] One major incident that I know I do bring out quite quite frequently is this one person, which is Chester Bennington. And Chester Bennington is the prime example of what it means to be on the edge.
[29:20 - 29:27] He had so many demons fighting him every day, every night.
[29:27 - 29:37] But in the long run, he ended his own life because of the fact that he cannot handle all the pain that he had endured over the years.
[29:40 - 29:49] And that's the thing you never know what somebody is really going through unless you've walked a mile in their shoes or you've gone through it yourself.
[30:06 - 30:20] And like I said, I hope that this video did help some of you and I hope that for those of you that were wondering the truth about why I made another split, I hope that this gives you guys some kind of closure just like it did for me.
[30:26 - 30:40] And I just want to say thank you guys to those of you that have been supporting me that have actually had my back this entire time that have been there when I've gone through real fucking shit.
[30:43 - 30:52] I want to say thank you guys. You guys are fucking awesome.
[30:52 - 31:12] And I hope that I can continue to, you know, create good music for you guys and I hope that, you know, maybe eventually my shit will actually, you know, reach to new heights to where I can take what I'm doing.
[31:12 - 31:15] To a global scale.
[31:15 - 31:18] Peace.
Skxrface - Enough with the drama

Skxrface - Enough with the drama

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:10] What up y'all, it's your boy. So I just got done doing a live stream with my little brother, Bradley, and got to hang out with my brother Sean up on there.
[0:10 - 0:19] Shout out to my brother Sean, what's up bro. Love you guys. Love you Christina. Love you sis. You're fucking awesome. Love you Sean. You're my brother. Love you guys.
[0:19 - 0:35] But uh, you know, I was on there hanging out with my friends and my family and shit, you know, a few homies, prison mike, all those guys, you know, my bro Caleb, what up Caleb, what the fuck was you man.
[0:35 - 0:53] Also, master shout to my brother Bradley. Boy, you know, I fuck your ass. But uh, you know, I was on there hanging out with him and shit and whatnot. And everything was going good, right? Everything was going totally good.
[0:53 - 1:11] Then who do I see pop up on my stream? None other than the royal bitch herself, Heather, aka Butterfly Love, aka Luna the Savage.
[1:11 - 1:23] Man, Heather, what is wrong with you? I have not done anything to you. I've stayed off your live streams. I've taken down every video about you.
[1:23 - 1:44] So why are you still doing this? Why can't you let it go? Like for real, why can't you let, you know, all this bullshit that you got going on go? Like why can't you just drop it?
[1:44 - 2:01] See Heather, that's the difference between me and you. You say that you're not about drama, that you hate drama, but yet what do you do? You come up on my live stream and start drama when I'm just hanging out with friends.
[2:01 - 2:15] I'm just hanging out with my friends and my family. That's all I'm doing. I'm not doing anything to you. So you yourself are a hypocrite.
[2:15 - 2:27] You sit there and say that you're not about drama, but yet you started and you try to lie to everyone to make it seem like you're the better person, but you're not.
[2:27 - 2:36] Oh, just for the record, I'm not the one that's been reporting your streams. I honestly don't know who's been doing it, but it's not me. All right.
[2:36 - 2:55] So how about you do yourself a favor and your little lap dog, Ricky, a favor and stop getting on my live stream trying to start shit and stop trying to call my house.
[2:55 - 3:08] Stop trying to start shit because you ain't going to win. Oh, and as for those charges, I know they're fake. You want to know how I know cops were over here the other day.
[3:08 - 3:19] Yeah, the cops were over here because somebody decided to call and pull another prank of me supposedly wanting to end my life and shit.
[3:19 - 3:33] And guess what? They didn't arrest me. There are no charges. We looked. There are no charges.
[3:33 - 3:47] You're a fucking hypocritical liar. You're a pathological liar. You pulled this shit with your friend with, well, not your friend anymore, but now my good friend was. You pulled it with her and you pulled it with me.
[3:47 - 3:59] When are you going to stop and grow up and realize that what you're doing ain't right? Like, I don't like drama. I hate drama. And honestly, I'm glad your stupid ass is gone.
[3:59 - 4:10] And you want to know why? Because I'm happy. I'm actually in a better place now. Why can't you leave me be and let my family be? Plain and simple.
[4:10 - 4:22] Like I said, stay off my live streams and stop calling my house. Plain and simple. Thank you. As for the fans out there, what up, y'all? Love you.
[4:22 - 4:24] Peace!
Im sick of being lied to

Im sick of being lied to

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up Facebook? I know it's early in the morning. Some of you are probably still asleep. Some of you may be out. If you're out just come on in. I need to talk to you guys.
[0:16 - 0:45] The girl I was with, Betty. Betty also knew who I was with. She lied to me. She straight up lied to my face. She told me and promised me she wouldn't hurt me or use me.
[0:45 - 0:59] And she did it anyways. Any one of them came in between. This dude named Joker. Let me read off his name to you guys.
[0:59 - 1:12] His name is Joseph Hancock. I'll be posting his link and the description so you guys can chew his ass out.
[1:12 - 1:29] You know what this fool did? He acted suicidal to me and normal to her on video chat. He acted like nothing was wrong to her but acted suicidal to me.
[1:29 - 1:45] And this dude used her to get to me and my label. He used her and me and my label to get with her. This motherfucker played us both like a fool.
[1:45 - 1:58] And if you guys can't tell, my eyes are a little bit ready for a fucking bong like goddamn lines up.
[1:58 - 2:08] Like this dude literally fucking played me and my girl fell for it.
[2:08 - 2:21] This dude was high. He was drunk when he fucking said the shit to me that he said to me about being suicidal but that's no fucking excuse.
[2:21 - 2:32] This motherfucker lied to her and he had cheated on her and even admitted that he had cheated on her.
[2:32 - 2:46] You know, I was honest. I was loyal. I didn't hide anything. I told Betty things I never would have told anyone.
[2:46 - 2:57] I told Betty things I've never told anyone in my entire life. I told her things I'm not even my closest friends know about yet.
[2:57 - 3:12] Well, some of them very few know about it. But, you know, I was loyal. I was honest. I did everything I could to treat her right.
[3:12 - 3:31] Like, this girl, like, she fucking used me and destroyed me. I don't understand. Like, I don't get it.
[3:31 - 3:43] Like, why would you fall for a guy that gets drunk and high when you're against that and then says they're gonna lie to you and cheats on you?
[3:43 - 3:52] Yeah, he may have been there for you but why would you be with somebody like that knowing that they're just fucking using you?
[3:52 - 4:02] So, Betty, if you're watching this, I never once fucking used you. I cared about you.
[4:02 - 4:13] I tried to give you fucking everything I could. And you do this? What the fuck is wrong with you? I don't get it.
[4:13 - 4:26] I'm sorry if I'm pissed off, guys, but you gotta understand my situation. Like, this guy's a real fucking swan ball.
[4:26 - 4:40] Like, if you guys want their, you know, their profile links, let me know. I'll send them both to you guys, whoever wants it, to call them both out.
[4:40 - 4:46] So, with that being said, guys, I'm gonna hop off here. I'm gonna cool down.
[4:46 - 4:53] I love you guys, every single one of you. I'll catch you guys later.
Skxrface - Bringing the Cyrax Name Back For good

Skxrface - Bringing the Cyrax Name Back For good

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:07] What is up what is up what is up what is up guys, don't mind me I'm just here in the kitchen
[0:07 - 0:14] getting ready to make some coffee for myself, wake the hell up cause I just woke up about an hour ago
[0:14 - 0:22] I had to get a hold of my brother Jake, get a hold of my man girl, let him know what's been going on
[0:22 - 0:29] but if you guys do want to check it out I did just create my new SoundCloud and my Rever Nation
[0:29 - 0:33] so you guys can go there and check out my new music over on there
[0:33 - 0:39] but what's everybody up to today man, I know it's a beautiful beautiful afternoon out
[0:39 - 0:43] this evening is showing, what's everybody up to man
[0:58 - 1:02] hey wicked, doing good brother, how about yourself
[1:02 - 1:12] but believe it or not it was kind of inspired by the Mortal Kombat series
[1:12 - 1:15] because Mortal Kombat is like one of my ultimate favorite game series
[1:15 - 1:19] and as a kid I would always play as Cyraxx
[1:19 - 1:23] so it was kind of nice
[1:24 - 1:29] plus it just sounds cool, it was initially going to be a dubstep artist name
[1:29 - 1:32] but then I was like, you know there's something more to it, you know what I mean
[1:32 - 1:37] let's see
[1:37 - 1:40] hey Scott what up
[1:40 - 1:44] what's good man
[1:44 - 1:47] how you feeling blue, what's with your brother
[1:47 - 1:51] but I know a lot of y'all have been wanting me to bring the name back
[1:51 - 1:54] so I am bringing the Cyraxx name back with full force
[1:54 - 1:58] I got new music out over on SoundCloud, over on Rever Nation
[1:58 - 2:05] hey MJ, I don't know if you heard the news man
[2:05 - 2:09] but me and Heather actually split about a week and a half ago
[2:09 - 2:14] so no more kids unfortunately which sucks
[2:14 - 2:19] but I'm not letting that stop me, I'm here making music for you guys
[2:19 - 2:25] yo Carlos, what up
[2:25 - 2:30] nice dude
[2:30 - 2:32] yo
[2:32 - 2:36] I have not played the new MK11 though, I do want to play it though
[2:36 - 2:38] everybody is telling me that it's really good
[2:38 - 2:40] I do need to get my hands on it though
[2:40 - 2:47] like two of my main characters on Mortal Kombat
[2:47 - 2:51] definitely like I said, Cyraxx is like one of my main ones
[2:51 - 2:53] but not like my main main one
[2:53 - 2:57] my main, my super main one like the one I use the most
[2:57 - 3:00] is either Nightwolf or Scorpion
[3:00 - 3:11] or Jaxx, I like Jaxx dude, Jaxx is pretty fucking dope
[3:12 - 3:14] you
[3:14 - 3:22] now how are you guys doing today
[3:22 - 3:25] what is going on there running today man
[3:26 - 3:28] hey
[3:28 - 3:48] my clone is away, what the fuck dude
[3:48 - 3:53] hey
[3:53 - 3:55] Tori
[3:55 - 3:57] yeah we were kind of close
[3:57 - 4:01] like it definitely does hurt because you know the kids definitely did like me and stuff
[4:01 - 4:03] and they definitely suck
[4:03 - 4:05] you know
[4:05 - 4:09] I mean I absolutely love kids, you know I've always wanted kids of my own
[4:09 - 4:16] so you know I definitely did, you know, stuck to a certain degree, I definitely did hurt
[4:16 - 4:22] right it pretty much is
[4:22 - 4:27] yo SFS already, you're definitely right man
[4:27 - 4:31] dude it pretty much is my trademark name at this point dude
[4:31 - 4:33] like not even gonna lie
[4:33 - 4:37] sorry y'all I know it's kind of weird
[4:37 - 4:41] you guys are actually getting to see like a live day in the life kind of deal
[4:41 - 4:44] like this is basically my morning routine
[4:44 - 4:48] I make coffee, grab some toast, sit down, chill, watch TV
[4:48 - 4:51] so yeah
[4:52 - 4:54] what are y'all fuckers up to man
[4:54 - 5:04] so what you guys up to man
[5:04 - 5:09] man I ain't here to fight nobody
[5:09 - 5:14] what are you, what are you thinking about what Johnny said man
[5:14 - 5:20] well you know to each their own you know that's his opinion
[5:20 - 5:23] I'm not gonna knock him on it, I'm not gonna bash him on it
[5:23 - 5:25] that's his personal opinion
[5:25 - 5:31] you know everybody's got one thing I grew up with as a kid that I definitely do live by
[5:31 - 5:36] opinions are like assholes, everyone has one and they usually suck
[5:36 - 5:47] just being straight up honest man
[5:48 - 5:53] opinions are like assholes, everyone has one most of the time
[5:53 - 5:55] they usually suck
[5:55 - 6:11] sit down, keep it with y'all for a few minutes
[6:16 - 6:18] oh absolutely dude
[6:18 - 6:24] hey rebuild of Orion, ain't seen y'all be in a while man, how you been
[6:24 - 6:29] but no, not today, I'm actually just sitting down chillin
[6:29 - 6:34] actually getting ready to do a little bit of promo for my stuff here in a bit
[6:34 - 6:41] I actually do have to send over my stuff over to my manager Michael
[6:41 - 6:45] so I gotta send him over all my social media
[6:45 - 6:50] for my music, send over my soundcloud, my reverb nation, all that shit
[6:50 - 6:52] so he's got that on hand
[6:52 - 6:56] and then from there who knows
[6:56 - 7:02] yeah I did, I seen that shit dude honestly man, the first one was trash
[7:02 - 7:04] the second one was eh
[7:04 - 7:10] it was alright though, like it wasn't too bad but it's not something I can work with honestly
[7:13 - 7:18] like when I rap and I do my music like I do
[7:18 - 7:21] I have to be able to like hear the beat, like I have to vibe with it
[7:21 - 7:24] and that's just not one that I can vibe with honestly
[7:24 - 7:32] hey shout out to all the fucking war pigs man
[7:32 - 7:37] shut the fuck up man, y'all been fucking holding it down for me like crazy dude
[7:37 - 7:39] you guys are fucking killing it
[7:39 - 7:41] fuck
[7:41 - 7:57] hey yeah I was gonna, what's up dude
[7:57 - 8:05] but you know I can honestly say though man it does just feel good to
[8:06 - 8:10] you know, be back to my old self, be back to doing what I need to do
[8:10 - 8:13] but it definitely does feel good man
[8:13 - 8:23] hey not much man, send here and give me guys a little day in the life vibe thing I guess
[8:23 - 8:25] and just chillin out dude
[8:26 - 8:28] just chillin out dude
[8:28 - 8:45] ooh I don't know man, I don't know
[8:45 - 8:50] I do have somewhat of a deal in the works already with my manager well
[8:50 - 8:53] I was becoming manager Michael so I don't know
[8:54 - 8:57] I might assemble with M.S.D. I'm not sure
[8:57 - 9:02] I have to see how it goes first with this and then things don't work out then yeah possibly
[9:02 - 9:09] but I definitely do want to see where this deal with this Michael Catt goes and see what happens you know what I mean
[9:09 - 9:18] like now I'm ripping on M.S.D. and all bunch of good guys, really cool fellas
[9:18 - 9:22] but I kind of want to see where this one goes and then if you know
[9:23 - 9:28] things work out hey that's great you know I'll still keep going with the dudes in M.S.D. no doubt
[9:28 - 9:33] but I definitely do want to see where this deal goes and see what happens you know what I mean
[9:33 - 9:37] because I kind of want to keep all my options open
[9:37 - 9:40] just in case because you never know
[9:40 - 9:50] what the fuck dude
[9:51 - 9:56] what the hell you talking about cheese curds for bro like what the fuck get out of here with that shit
[9:56 - 10:03] man what you fuckers up to you
[10:03 - 10:06] what you crazy sons of bitches been doing
[10:06 - 10:13] but yeah the one dude had it right when he said that the Cyrax name was bitch we had trademarked man for me now
[10:13 - 10:16] like it's crazy and he's right though it is
[10:19 - 10:22] it definitely is a trademarked man
[10:22 - 10:36] hey troll like I said that's kind of that's somewhat in the works dude
[10:36 - 10:41] I'm actually talking to a guy that actually hit me up on I think it was
[10:41 - 10:45] I can't remember what it was but yeah it was on Instagram
[10:45 - 10:48] dude hit me up on Instagram heard my stuff and
[10:48 - 10:52] sent over a few you know rock instrumentals
[10:52 - 10:56] and I actually recorded some shit which whatever you guys heard
[10:56 - 11:00] if you guys do want to check out the second song that I was going to drop last night
[11:00 - 11:05] go over to my soundcloud or my reverb nation either one it's over there
[11:05 - 11:08] so go check those out over there
[11:08 - 11:11] and then I'll head downstairs and I will kick it with y'all man
[11:11 - 11:35] dude is going to give this shit a put back up and then I'll head downstairs and I will kick it with y'all man
[11:36 - 11:49] dude is going to give this shit a put back up and then I will kick it with y'all man
[11:49 - 21:54] dude is going to give this shit a put back up man
Dance Battle Response to an old Rival

Dance Battle Response to an old Rival

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:15] Yo, it's been like a few months, it's been quite a while since I recorded some shit and I was watching dishes and I wrote something so fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it.
[0:15 - 0:44] [Music]
[0:44 - 0:59] I don't even say shit or take shit. K came from the basement, don't people still think Juicy J is amazing? His music made me hit my face in a payment I lose and I keep on every second they play it. Let me calm down, did like to scam while you're being so hostile. 'Cause I always felt like I was a lost child, didn't wanna stay in class so I walked down.
[1:02 - 1:16] And now I'm back at it, they last at it, never gonna stop like I'm a crack addict, I'm past average and you can't stand it, you can't sleep bumming like a bad match, it's black magic and now you're feeling so clear you in bad traffic, but that's it, it's bad traffic, get back in your own lane, tag nab it.
[1:16 - 1:32] So I tell 'em to listen up, let the pain go, send your buddy giving up 'til I say so. Tryna mean it, save a life, I'm here with the ghost to ruin him and who you think are in, not an angel, stop the angel of death, ain't for the head pain, now you're dead, now you're gonna lay in the bed, pray for the dead, that's what I've been doing motherfucking time to get up on the track and write flames with a panda.
[1:32 - 1:39] Everybody in there tryna say he the best, I'm just gonna kill the beat and lay him to rest, get in the collab and scam me half ass, your bird sent out to leave it, that's a waste of your breath.
[1:39 - 1:47] Mine is gone, I'm in it, I bet I don't know what side I'm on, you couldn't even see me when the light is on, when I'm in this bitch, got the headphones on as I write this song.
[1:48 - 1:57] Alright, listen to that, that was fun, but, now I can find it.
2022-10-11 How i really feel Official Audio (Song)

2022-10-11 How i really feel Official Audio (Song)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:06] [Intro plays]
[0:06 - 0:16] I just don't know, don't know what to do anymore man, sick of being like this
[0:16 - 0:27] I just don't understand it anymore Everybody don't tell them either they want me to go away Always wrestling when my demons off and my motherfucker ain't I don't understand why the fuck want to go away
[0:27 - 0:35] Everybody always fit that mind on me, telling me that they want me to be something that I'm not on, so sick and tired of being this, my sister that I'm not on, so sick and tired of everybody
[0:35 - 0:43] They around me, always try to move on, everything that a motherfucker do, I don't understand it, why is it that I'm always feeling like I'm ending up in a motherfucker new
[0:43 - 0:51] So don't understand it, never wanna turn this way, but you're the ones that motherfucker made me this way, but fit that mind on me through everything that a motherfucker do
[0:51 - 1:04] When you take your ticket, take your ticket, take everything away from me, then you make me feel like I'm better off dead, deep inside my own mind, my demons, they won't ever motherfucker wrestle
[1:04 - 1:10] Sick and tired of feeling like I'm better off dead, sick and tired of feeling like I'm better off resting in a motherfucker grave, man
[1:10 - 1:21] It's like I wrestle with this shit every day and it just won't go away
[1:21 - 1:34] So, sick of everybody always sick and everything away from me, all I wanna do is be able to provide for my family, I'm so sick of dealing with all of this oppression, so check and see I'm not gone
[1:34 - 1:58] Gotta do this with the wife, I put it through my motherfucker, don't wanna pull the trigger, so sick of feeling like I'm always alone, so sick and tired of being another sigil, so sick and tired of crying all these motherfucker tears every single day and night, so sick and tired of feeling like I'm never gonna do anything right, so sick and tired of all the motherfucker shit that you wanna feel, fuck and none of me, I don't understand it, why is it that you kids leave me be?
[1:58 - 2:14] Why can't you just let me be me, why the fuck do you always got a motherfucker in there telling me, making me feel like I'm lesser than you, I don't understand it, why can't you just get a clue that I am not here for the hatred I just wanna be?
[2:14 - 2:31] Doing me, and I'm so sick and tired of feeling like I'm just existent, everything getting by day and day, but yet all you do is victimize me, and take everything away from me like it don't matter, like it's some sort of joke
[2:31 - 2:52] And I'm so sick of feeling this way, I just wanna give my life back, I don't wanna be a motherfucker with them anymore, just wanna be me, yeah just wanna be me, I don't want anybody ever again not taking me, I just wanna be free
[2:52 - 3:00] Thanks for watching, don't forget to like and subscribe for more videos, thanks for watching, thanks for watching, thanks for watching, thanks for watching, bye!
2022-10-11 Rain (Song)

2022-10-11 Rain (Song)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:09] [Guitar riff]
[0:09 - 0:35] We are one second chances I can see it grow We live in the water we go Nothing to find
[0:35 - 0:41] Nickolas
[0:41 - 1:05] [Guitar riff]
[1:05 - 1:30] Girl, time moves on Some people stay the same We're in a cycle that's what my body clock is always saying So my reasons keep on ticking They won't ever be in vain So I'm at it again and I'm high on a pain Can this world rearrange?
[1:30 - 2:00] See the terms of the game it's can this new reign Rain, rain, rain So I'm at it again and I'm high on pain Can this world rearrange? See the terms of the game it's can this new reign Rain, rain, rain Make our choices private, voices Rush at the speed of light
[2:00 - 2:29] Water rain choices Notice I set bits to start a fight Dinner bottle pits there's no quick fix Front scriptions write Paper planes, purple stains We ain't afraid of lines It's on us all falling out of it The summer's nights of people you meet
[2:29 - 2:52] Date of this game Shall we risk it down But we speak it's a cold world Pull my drink So I'm at it again And I'm high on a pain Can this world rearrange?
[2:52 - 3:19] See the terms of the game it's can this new reign Rain, rain, rain So I'm at it again and I'm high on pain Can this world rearrange? See the terms of the game it's can this new reign? What happened to the poor cake? You got your job booked By a cover dating somewhere real As a boy, a real last Obviously, no surprise
[3:19 - 3:47] See the terms of the game It's on us all It's on us all And suddenly tears dry That's why I stay so so full of soul And this soul shall grow some racketeer And then last paradise I used my book but not forever ago Home is where the heart is so cold I just hope people
[3:47 - 3:55] Feel power to be your homo go
2022-10-12 Breaking point (Song)

2022-10-12 Breaking point (Song)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:20] I don't understand. Why can't you just leave me alone? Why? I don't understand. You put your name on a breaking point.
[0:20 - 0:50] I don't understand. Why you had to go and do this shit to me that you fucking did cuz of me everyday bullying me. Why couldn't you just stay out of my motherfucking life? I don't understand. God this isn't right.
[0:50 - 1:18] I don't understand. Why isn't that your motherfucking doing this shit to me? I don't deserve any of this every single day. You fucking bully me. I'm so sick of this shit. I don't understand. Why you had to make me go full rage mode.
[1:18 - 1:46] All you wanna do is attack me, make me feel bad but shit that I did in the past. But the truth is you can't stay down to your own selfish guilt. Why can't you just go the fuck away? Leave me the fuck alone.
[1:46 - 2:09] I had a happy life before you came along. Took it all away. Now I'm here and I'm about to lose control. I don't understand. Why you had to push me to my breaking point?
[2:09 - 2:34] I never wanted any of this shit to fucking happen. You made me this monster I become. I'm not the monster that you'll make me out to be. All I wanna do is be myself and forget about all the shit that you're doing to me.
[2:34 - 2:58] I'm so sick. I'm so fucking sick of this endless bullshit. I draw my life back. I wanna be happy again like I was. It's because of you that I've become this monster that you turned me into. It's not who I wanted to be.
[2:58 - 3:23] But you made me this way. You made me this way. 'Cause I'm one of both. You pushed me to my breaking point. And not because of you. Look what I've become.
[3:23 - 3:29] Win me alone!
[3:29 - 3:38] Subs by www.zeoranger.co.uk
2022-10-12 One Step Closer Linkin Parkmetalcore Cover Ft Violet Orlandi & Halocene (Remix)

2022-10-12 One Step Closer Linkin Parkmetalcore Cover Ft Violet Orlandi & Halocene (Remix)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:23] [Music]
[0:23 - 0:47] How can I take this anymore? Say everything I said before, You always work and make no sense, But for a reason you know this, That's not the end of what you've said, You'll find out all the new words.
[0:47 - 1:02] Here's what you say to me. Do you want something to read out? Now I'm 'bout to break. Can I get a little room to break? Can I want something to read out? Now I'm 'bout to break. But before the answers are so clear.
[1:02 - 1:18] Who's talking 'bout the way you seem so deaf? All these old things make no sense, My phone is ringing, No words, Nothing seems to go away, Who is it? Oh my gosh!
[1:18 - 1:30] Just like before, Everything you say to me. Do you want something to read out? Now I'm 'bout to break. Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break?
[1:30 - 1:44] Now I'm 'bout to break. Can I want something to read out? Now I'm 'bout to break. Can I get a little room to break? Can I want something to read out? Now I'm 'bout to break.
[1:44 - 2:04] Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? (Break)
[2:04 - 2:24] Now I'm 'bout to break. Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? (Break)
[2:24 - 2:38] Now I'm 'bout to break! Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? Can I get a little room to break? (Break)
2022-10-13 Keeping a Legacy alive (Facebook)

2022-10-13 Keeping a Legacy alive (Facebook)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:17] [silence]
[0:17 - 0:46] I know that it's like 3.48 I'm here, but I have something that has been on my mind for a very long time.
[0:46 - 0:58] That has been just turning and turning on my stomach for the past several years.
[0:58 - 1:21] And it's finally got to the point where something needs to be said.
[1:21 - 1:40] I want to tell you guys why I'm not going to be doing much other than working on music for a very long time.
[1:40 - 1:59] My journey into music began in high school in 2009 with my best friend David.
[1:59 - 2:19] And that ultimately is not only where I would be my best friend, but where I would also lose that same best friend to a drowning accident on May 1st of that year.
[2:19 - 2:48] I want to tell you, when you lose a loved one like that, when you lose somebody that has stuck up for you, been there for you for so long, it becomes hard.
[2:48 - 2:59] Yeah, me and David had just met that year, but we had bonded so quickly that he became family.
[2:59 - 3:07] He was always over here hanging out, and I was always hanging out with him.
[3:07 - 3:36] And then May 1st of that year rolled around, and then I found out that he died in a drowning accident down at the place down here called the Gorge.
[3:36 - 3:53] And, you know, it really killed me because he was the one that introduced me into music.
[3:53 - 4:13] He was the one that saw something in me that I didn't see in myself.
[4:13 - 4:22] Fast forward to 2015.
[4:22 - 4:32] Well, actually fast forward to 2014.
[4:32 - 4:49] 2014 is when we found out that my older brother, my older blood brother, was terminally diagnosed with lung cancer.
[4:49 - 5:00] And when I say terminally diagnosed, we didn't know how long he was going to have left. We had no idea.
[5:00 - 5:06] And so we dealt with it.
[5:06 - 5:12] Went to all the appointments and did everything that we could.
[5:12 - 5:20] Went through chemotherapy treatment like crazy.
[5:20 - 5:39] Did radiation treatment like crazy on February 3rd of that year.
[5:39 - 5:54] But older than I know, January 23rd of that year, older than I know that that would be the last time he would celebrate his birthday.
[5:54 - 6:07] Because that next month on February 3rd,
[6:07 - 6:13] he died from the cancer.
[6:13 - 6:21] He had lost his fight with the cancer.
[6:21 - 6:37] And around that time, me and my girlfriend at the time had just gotten back together. Me and her had known each other since high school. Her name was Lexi.
[6:37 - 6:44] She was the sweetest girl you could ever want to be around.
[6:44 - 6:51] And don't get me wrong, she had her moments where she was a hard ass, rightfully so.
[6:51 - 7:00] But it was because she cared that she was that way.
[7:00 - 7:28] And when me and her got back together, she really helped me. She did. She helped me in a very big way.
[7:28 - 7:43] She made me feel like everything was going to be okay.
[7:43 - 7:59] But little did I know that that statement wasn't true for very long.
[7:59 - 8:13] Because a couple years later, she lost her dad to some sort of sickness.
[8:13 - 8:32] I don't know what it was, but she had lost her dad. And by that point, me and her were actually engaged.
[8:32 - 8:44] And I kept telling her like, I kept telling her that it would be okay.
[8:44 - 8:56] But little did I know that that was far from the truth.
[8:56 - 9:07] I went from the board to 2020 when I had gotten back in contact with one of my good friends from high school, Crystal.
[9:07 - 9:12] Who is still to this day, one of my closest friends.
[9:12 - 9:25] She's not my closest friend out of all my female friends. She's literally my little sister.
[9:25 - 9:32] We came up together through high school. She's always been one of my closest friends, hands down.
[9:32 - 9:39] If I needed a place to stay right now, I could call her out and be like, "Hey, can I crash over with your boys for a few days?"
[9:39 - 9:51] And she'll have zero problem with that.
[9:51 - 10:00] But fast forward from the time that Lexi lost her dad to 2020.
[10:00 - 10:06] During that time, she told me that she was going to take some time for herself.
[10:06 - 10:12] And I understood. I had no problem with it. We still kept in contact on and off.
[10:12 - 10:23] We still told each other that we loved each other, still told each other that we cared and that we spent as much time as we could.
[10:23 - 10:46] And I wanted to give her the space that she needed to grieve over her dad, because I understand how hard that shit can be.
[10:46 - 11:04] And during that time period, my older brother, he passed away February 3rd of that year.
[11:04 - 11:16] Fast forward to December of that year, I was sitting here at home that morning.
[11:16 - 11:21] I had just gotten out. I was actually getting ready to work on some music.
[11:21 - 11:29] I had already had some piano parts laid out from the night before that I had worked on.
[11:29 - 11:34] And all I had to do was just create the beat and lay the instrumental to it and stuff like that.
[11:34 - 11:38] Just lay the beat down over it and it was good to go.
[11:38 - 11:42] So I didn't really have too much to do during that time.
[11:42 - 11:52] So I started texting one of my best friends, Zach, who I had not seen in years.
[11:52 - 11:59] Like the last time I saw him was my senior year of high school.
[11:59 - 12:11] And we started talking that morning like, "Hey, we need to catch up. You know, it's been a long time. Why don't we catch up and hang out?"
[12:11 - 12:20] Little did I know that that morning would be the last morning I would ever see him alive.
[12:20 - 12:28] Because that night around midnight I had gotten a call from his older brother Omar who went to high school with us.
[12:28 - 12:35] I'm still to this day very good friends with him, still very close to him.
[12:35 - 12:48] But I got a call from him that night saying that Zach had been killed.
[12:48 - 13:01] Somebody had robbed his family's pizza shop and killed them at gunpoint.
[13:01 - 13:12] He had died from three gunshot wounds to the chest.
[13:12 - 13:23] And believe me, at that moment all I could do was just break down and just, I just, I lost it right there.
[13:23 - 13:44] Like, out of all my friends, he was the least one I would have expected to, you know, lose his life.
[13:44 - 13:54] But there's a quote that he said that morning right before he left that he posted on his Facebook that to this day is still there.
[13:54 - 13:59] And it's a quote that I still carry with me.
[13:59 - 14:11] And it's something I will always carry for the rest of my life, which is forgive those who have hurt you and remember those who have made you smile.
[14:11 - 14:29] A little did I know that that would be the last quote that he would ever post on Facebook.
[14:29 - 14:53] And then after all that went down, I had come to find out in 2020, right after the coronavirus hit,
[14:53 - 15:01] I found out from my best friend Crystal, who I guess is literally like my little sister.
[15:01 - 15:06] She was hysterical.
[15:06 - 15:09] And she told me to call her, so I did.
[15:09 - 15:16] And I asked her, what's wrong?
[15:16 - 15:29] And what she said next just completely shook me to my fucking core.
[15:29 - 15:55] She had told me that she had just gotten a call from Lexi's older sister that she had passed away from just letting herself go.
[15:55 - 16:09] And what I mean by letting herself go is I didn't know this at the time, but because of her dad's passing, Lexi had stopped eating.
[16:09 - 16:25] She was not taking care of her body at all whatsoever. And when I mean not taking care of body, I don't just mean eating wise. I mean, she wouldn't shower. She wouldn't do anything. She wouldn't get out of bed.
[16:25 - 16:37] She literally just laid there and let herself go because the death of her dad affected her so much because her and her dad were super, super close.
[16:37 - 16:47] That slowly over time, her health deteriorated so bad that she unfortunately passed away.
[16:47 - 16:58] And I know what I'm about to say next might sound gross and disgusting and I'm sorry, but this is just the reality of what she went through.
[16:58 - 17:27] When the coroner's were checking her body like they usually do, they had literally found a month old tampon still inside of her that was so old that it literally was fused with the inside of her body because they had been there for so long.
[17:27 - 17:49] And that's part of what killed her because she let herself go that far that much.
[17:49 - 18:14] And then, this year at the beginning, well, towards the middle of this year, I found out that my now, that my ex, my current ex, the one that nobody really liked, that even though me and her weren't together, I still cared about.
[18:14 - 18:26] My ex Heather had passed away from severe, severe problems with health.
[18:26 - 18:47] And what made her death hard wasn't the fact that, you know, me and her weren't together anymore or anything like that. What made it hard is that after she had left, she had told me, after her and her baby daddy Ricky got back together,
[18:47 - 19:01] she had told me that she was pregnant with a child and that it could possibly be mine.
[19:01 - 19:18] And unfortunately, due to her passing before we can get the DNA test, I possibly have a kid that I'll never get to see,
[19:18 - 19:36] which hurts me a lot. But in between all these deaths that I've had to deal with, that I've had to endure, something darker was going on.
[19:36 - 19:46] Something that I tried to stop so bad.
[19:46 - 19:58] Something that to this day I still battle with, which is the whole internet trolling and gang stalking shit.
[19:58 - 20:15] Because of that going on since 2018, I've not had a moment to grieve. It's just been constantly me defending myself without a moment to grieve, without a moment to breathe.
[20:15 - 20:44] Just a little bit ago, as I was sitting here watching TV on, I was actually watching a documentary. I just, I broke down because tonight was the first night in many years that I've actually been able to grieve over all these people that I've actually fucking lost over time.
[20:44 - 21:11] And as I was sitting there, as I was sitting here just sobbing, wondering, "Why me?" I just kept asking, "Why me? Why me? Why did these people choose me to attack? Why me?"
[21:11 - 21:32] And it was in that moment that I knew that this whole time I was going down the wrong fucking path.
[21:32 - 21:50] This whole time I thought I had been keeping up. I could see alive, but I wasn't.
[21:50 - 22:14] I've gone through so fucking much.
[22:14 - 22:24] I had worked my ass off. I had done everything right.
[22:24 - 22:33] But yet, what did the trolls do other than take everything away from me?
[22:33 - 22:54] They took friends away, took my chance to get a normal job away, stole songs of mine that I had worked very hard on, away from me, and are now making money off of them.
[22:54 - 23:11] These trolls have cost me so much in my life.
[23:11 - 23:21] And I know a lot of people think that just getting off the internet solves it, but it really doesn't. Getting off the internet will not stop it.
[23:21 - 23:29] I know that's what the police say, but don't listen to them because it will not stop.
[23:29 - 23:43] I am living proof that being in real life or on the internet, it will not stop these trolls.
[23:43 - 23:52] It might slow them down for a while, yes, but it will not stop them.
[23:52 - 24:21] Because just last year, like I said many times before, I'm sure some of you may or may not know this, but for those of you that don't, early last year, the troll known as William Gloryhole had a whole squadron of cops show up to my house to where there were ten plus police officers there.
[24:21 - 24:32] Arms to the teeth, ready to kill me at a moment's notice.
[24:32 - 24:39] And let me tell you, that moment was the scariest moment of my entire life.
[24:39 - 24:56] Staring down the barrel of all these pistols with these officers ready to pull the trigger if I made even one wrong slight move.
[24:56 - 25:09] One wrong move and I wouldn't be here right now. One wrong move and I would be dead in the ground right now.
[25:09 - 25:30] If I had even reached into my pocket to grab a napkin or a tissue, they could have killed me.
[25:30 - 25:51] And ever since then, I have been battling for my life every fucking day. I have been battling to get my life back every day.
[25:51 - 26:15] And believe me when I say, it's not been easy in the slightest. It has not been easy at all, especially dealing with the PTSD that I have gained because of that police swatting that night.
[26:15 - 26:40] I mean these people even called Adult Protective Services on my family the other night.
[26:40 - 26:46] Saying that I was doing stuff to my mom that I was not doing at all whatsoever.
[26:47 - 27:15] [silence]
[27:15 - 27:41] And you know, tonight as I was sitting here thinking about all this, it made me realize that maybe it's time that I stepped away from YouTube and
[27:41 - 27:53] not saying fully step away from social media, but not just because I can't go live on YouTube
[27:53 - 28:06] for about a week because of these assholes stealing my music and me getting a copyright strike for playing my own music on my own channel that they stole from me and now get the rights to.
[28:06 - 28:34] But I've really been thinking and I think it's time that I stepped away from YouTube and most of, he learned most of social media to rework my music, to revamp and reinvent myself in the way that I needed to do a long, long time ago.
[28:34 - 28:45] Because this whole time instead of creating music, this whole time instead of creating music like I should have been doing, I've had to defend it.
[28:45 - 28:54] I've had to defend my work, defend my family, defend my life, literally defend my fucking life.
[28:54 - 29:05] And I do mean literally like somebody actually showed up here to the house wanting to kill me, kind of defending my life.
[29:05 - 29:31] And all this stuff going on really made me realize that I need to reinvent myself as a music artist because
[29:31 - 29:45] if I'm going to be successful, I need to say, you know, screw these people.
[29:45 - 29:54] And I need to get my sights back on upholding the legacy that I should have been upholding this whole time.
[29:54 - 30:03] I was given a legacy to uphold and I failed at doing it.
[30:03 - 30:18] Even though it was out of my control, I failed at doing it because I spent more time defending my work than actually doing something with it.
[30:18 - 30:23] I was essentially robbing myself.
[30:23 - 30:32] Forget about the trolls. Forget about what they do.
[30:32 - 30:41] But take and keep the damage that they've done.
[30:41 - 30:53] And right now my life is, right now my life is in ruins.
[30:53 - 31:01] My life is literally on the ground around me.
[31:01 - 31:11] And I don't know how to even begin to put it back together.
[31:11 - 31:28] Because these trolls have done so much damage to me that it's hard to even figure out what to do or even where to start.
[31:28 - 31:39] So starting tomorrow, I will not be, like even after the band is lifted here the next week or so or the next two weeks, I don't know how long.
[31:39 - 31:45] But even when that band is lifted, I'm not going to be on YouTube for a while.
[31:45 - 31:50] Because I want to be on that stage like my brothers wanted me to be.
[31:50 - 32:00] I want to be able to perform for you guys live like my brothers and my friends and my loved ones that are no longer with us wanted me to do.
[32:00 - 32:11] They saw something in me that I didn't see in myself and I think it was about goddamn time that I fucking picked up where they left off.
[32:11 - 32:18] I think it was about goddamn time I picked up where they fucking left off and I continue their legacy.
[32:18 - 32:30] And I take that shit back up and I fucking run with that shit.
[32:30 - 32:46] Because these trolls know that I have more talent in my little pinky than they do in their whole goddamn body and they know it.
[32:46 - 32:58] I've had several people messaging me about how cool what I do is.
[32:58 - 33:02] And I want to get back to that.
[33:02 - 33:12] I want to be able to one day look on my deathbed looking back on my life and be like, yes, I did something worth it.
[33:12 - 33:18] I helped somebody. I did something with my life and I want to be able to say that.
[33:18 - 33:24] But I can't say that if I'm just sitting here not doing anything.
[33:24 - 33:39] So if there's anybody out there who can help me shut down these trolls for good because of all the crimes that they've not only committed against me, but the atrocities they commit on YouTube every day.
[33:39 - 33:57] Like if anybody knows of any hackers, lawyers, let me know. Because what they've done to me almost not only ruined me, but almost took my life.
[33:57 - 34:04] And I don't want that. I want to be around for a long time, not a little while.
[34:04 - 34:13] I want to be around for a very long time, not just a month or two months.
[34:13 - 34:21] Which is why over the next several weeks, the next few months, I will not be on YouTube.
[34:21 - 34:33] And if I do go live on YouTube, it'll be way, way, way, way less than what it is now.
[34:33 - 34:41] Because I want to get my life back. I want to take back everything that was ripped away from me and build on it.
[34:41 - 34:50] And show these people what I can really do.
[34:50 - 34:58] So with that being said, I love you guys and I will see you guys whenever I see you.
[34:58 - 35:09] Like I said, if you guys have any information for me about how to stop these people, my DMs are always open.
[35:09 - 35:13] So please hit me up.
[35:13 - 35:29] Anyways, thank you guys for listening. I love you guys.
[35:29 - 35:37] Peace.
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[0:22 - 0:38] What's up everybody? I'm making this live stream for a very important reason. If you guys don't know what my last live stream is about, let me fill you in.
[0:38 - 0:52] There's a guy by the name of John that me and my sister Cara are both good friends with, and I mean very good friends.
[0:52 - 1:01] This guy John has known Cara for over, I'd say, a little over twelve and a half years, maybe more.
[1:01 - 1:22] Well, I got introduced to John through Cara, and you know, me and John clicked, we bonded, he quickly became like a little brother figure to me.
[1:22 - 1:46] He was basically like a little brother. Well, a couple years ago, John was at his breaking point, and he wanted to take his own life.
[1:46 - 2:05] It took me and Cara between three to five hours of talking to John and convincing him to please not take his own life, and it worked.
[2:05 - 2:18] We talked him down, and we got him called down by God. But little did I know he would end up with the most abusive piece of trash woman in the world.
[2:18 - 2:36] One of my exes by the name of Tessa Chambers, who is a manipulative liar, who loves to manipulate people, who loves to lie about shit, so that he doesn't care about anybody but herself.
[2:36 - 2:49] This chick will lie and say and do things that are so wrong and manipulative.
[2:49 - 3:08] Thankfully, when I was with Tessa, I saw what was going on. I saw that she tried to isolate me from my friends and family, and thankfully I got away before it was too late.
[3:08 - 3:20] But as for John, he wasn't so lucky.
[3:20 - 3:35] And let me tell you, John is one of my closest friends and Cara's number one best friend.
[3:35 - 3:42] Tessa will not allow John to talk to Cara when there is nothing sexual between them at all.
[3:42 - 3:58] John and Cara are friends. That's all they have ever been. They're like family to each other. That is all they have ever been.
[3:58 - 4:12] And Tessa is slowly taking away everybody that John cares about. She is slowly isolating this man from people that care about him.
[4:12 - 4:35] People that want to see him succeed, people that want to see him do good things, people that genuinely care about him.
[4:35 - 4:56] And it's honestly sickening to see such a good guy that has so much talent with music, someone that's going to college, being manipulated by a fucking bitch that don't care about nobody but her fucking self.
[4:56 - 5:24] And when we talked to him, his voice crackled.
[5:24 - 5:36] Which for me and Cara was a sign that he was trying to tell us that he needs help.
[5:36 - 5:45] And we want to help him, but we don't know what to do.
[5:45 - 5:56] We want to get John away from her, but we don't know what to do because we know the area he's in, but we don't know the address. We don't know what house.
[5:56 - 6:03] Making it hard for us to do anything at all.
[6:03 - 6:18] Let me tell you, John is one of the most gifted songwriters I have ever met in my life. He is truly a talented and gifted young man who, with the right help, can do great things.
[6:18 - 6:42] He really could.
[6:42 - 6:53] And I'll admit, I almost fell for the same trap.
[6:53 - 6:59] I almost fell for the exact same trap that he did.
[6:59 - 7:06] And yes, me and Tessa did date a few years ago.
[7:06 - 7:23] And when I started noticing how she was starting to isolate me from my friends and my loved ones, like when I noticed that she was starting to isolate me from my friends and my loved ones, I left.
[7:23 - 7:28] I got lucky and escaped before it was too late.
[7:28 - 7:49] But I can tell you for a fact that when I was with her, it was a very abusive relationship. It really was. It was very abusive.
[7:49 - 8:09] And I just thank God that I got out when I did. But unfortunately, John wasn't so lucky.
[8:09 - 8:19] But I am going to say this flat out. Tessa, call the cops if you want to. I don't care.
[8:19 - 8:28] Because what I'm doing is telling the truth about what you've done to people. Telling the truth is not a crime.
[8:28 - 8:38] Being honest and telling the truth is not verbal abuse. That is being honest. That is the right thing to fucking do. And that's exactly what I'm doing.
[8:38 - 8:55] Telling the truth about how you're abusive and how you isolate people like poor John, who's an amazing guy, yes, but who also deserves to be treated right.
[8:55 - 9:20] Hey, Alan, if you want the info, Tessa's Facebook is down in the description. You can find all the info there, man.
[9:20 - 9:33] And let me tell you, when I heard John's voice crackle the same way that Kara heard it, that for us was a silent scream for help.
[9:33 - 9:49] And I know I should be working on my record and not be on social media and stuff like that. Because if you guys don't know, I am working on a whole new style of music for me at least.
[9:49 - 10:03] And I'm completely re-evamping myself under a whole new name, and I'm redoing everything from the ground up the right way.
[10:03 - 10:21] But when it comes to family, when it comes to somebody like John who's family to me, I will always do what I have to do to stick up for my own.
[10:21 - 10:33] Just like in the military, man. When you're in the military, you look after your own.
[10:33 - 11:02] Just like any good family, you look out for your own.
[11:02 - 11:14] And let me tell you, John has been nothing but the nicest person to me over those last five years that I've known him.
[11:14 - 11:21] He's been a really cool guy. Very talented, too. He's a hell of a songwriter.
[11:21 - 11:28] And yes, I do dare say that he is a genius when it comes to songwriting.
[11:28 - 11:39] His songwriting is actually that fucking good that he could be considered a genius if he played his cards right.
[11:39 - 12:04] I have sat down and I have watched this guy write songs that can make history within less than 10 minutes.
[12:04 - 12:10] That's how talented this kid is. That's how talented this dude is.
[12:10 - 12:24] He can literally make hit records that can fly off the shelves. That's how good his writing is.
[12:24 - 12:37] I have sat down with Kara and I have watched this man write songs, and I dare say this, that will put Kanye West and Eminem to shame.
[12:37 - 12:42] That's how good his writing is.
[12:42 - 13:11] Like when he writes a song, he is so articulate with what he says and so meticulous and so minute with every word that he says that this boy can make millions overnight with the right push and the right people backing him.
[13:11 - 13:32] But how is he supposed to do that when he has somebody like Tessa Chambers, who is a manipulated evil monster, isolating him from those like myself and Kara that want to see him succeed, that want to see him do good?
[13:32 - 13:38] Like how is he supposed to do any of that?
[13:38 - 13:58] Like yes, I have written songs that were hits for my fans, like one of my newest songs that got stolen away from me, actually four of my songs got stolen away from me by a bunch of trolls.
[13:58 - 14:24] But one of those songs that got stolen away from me was a hit song by the name of Street Racing Scene, which was an anthem to people like myself that grew up around NASCAR, that grew up around drag racing, street drifting on the mountains of Japan, street drifting in general, and just going to car meets and having a good time and growing up around cars and having fun.
[14:24 - 14:42] And that song was a hit amongst all my fans, like they really loved it and that song was jacked away from me by a bunch of asshole trolls that now have the rights to my music, even though that's my voice on that song, and all the other ones that they stole.
[14:42 - 14:55] Which hurts a lot of my fans because they really like that song. And when I say I like it, it is literally the most requested song for me to play.
[14:55 - 15:04] That's how popular it is. That's literally the most requested song that I perform on live streams.
[15:04 - 15:14] That's how popular it is for me and my fans. That's how much they love it. They want me to play that song over and over and over and over and don't get wrong.
[15:14 - 15:21] I love you guys. You know I don't mind doing it, but slow down without me to play that song over and over again, please.
[15:21 - 15:40] Like don't get wrong and you guys are not wrong when you guys say it is one of my best. You're not wrong. But playing that song every single show, every single time right off rip, like don't get wrong.
[15:40 - 15:54] Like I said, I don't mind doing it. Just slow down on it a bit.
[15:54 - 16:04] But like I said, John is a very gifted man, very gifted.
[16:04 - 16:24] This man can do so much, but he's being held back by a bitch that is evil and manipulative and a compulsive fucking liar.
[16:24 - 16:33] And me and Kara want to get John out of there so fucking bad that we don't know what to do.
[16:33 - 16:39] It's hard because John and Kara have known each other for over 12 years.
[16:39 - 16:46] And me and John have known each other for a little over five.
[16:46 - 17:03] And this last song I recorded, which I'm not going to be releasing because for Kara, about this whole situation, you know,
[17:03 - 17:12] for those of you that have heard it, that's where it'll be is on Discord amongst, you know, the fans. It won't be released on social media or anything.
[17:12 - 17:22] It'll just be released for the fans directly on Discord and all this other shit. It's not going to be released to anywhere else.
[17:22 - 17:39] It's not going to be for the public to judge. This one is that important to me because it's about this whole situation.
[17:39 - 17:48] And that one was specifically made for Kara and John.
[17:48 - 17:55] So unfortunately, I know a lot of you guys are thinking, "Yo, you need to release it." No, I'm not going to release that one.
[17:55 - 18:04] Like I said, that one is way too personal for me.
[18:04 - 18:14] But it's sad, you know. I should be having fun right now, re-vamping myself, re-inventing myself.
[18:14 - 18:22] I should be having fun creating music like I used to have.
[18:22 - 18:34] But instead, I have to sit here and worry about a friend that is being abused, that's going through an abusive relationship,
[18:34 - 18:42] and he doesn't know how to handle it or get out of it because he doesn't see a way out. And that's sad.
[18:42 - 18:49] And like I said, I've been in many abusive relationships, many abusive relationships.
[18:49 - 18:59] And let me tell you, they are very hard to get out of, especially when done in such a way that Tessa is doing the job by isolating him,
[18:59 - 19:09] manipulating him, controlling him, cutting off his friends and family. It's hard. It's hard to get away from that.
[19:09 - 19:17] And I at one point was in that position. I at one point did almost cut my friends and family off.
[19:17 - 19:28] I was in a similar abusive relationship. And thankfully, I managed to get out in time, thankfully.
[19:28 - 19:39] Did I escape unscathed? No.
[19:39 - 19:47] Not at all. I have the scars from that relationship.
[19:47 - 20:00] But, John, I do hope that you see this. I do hope that by some whim of a miracle, you see this, man.
[20:00 - 20:08] I want you to know that me and Kara are Kara, man. And we want to see you do good.
[20:08 - 20:18] Kara misses you, and she wants her best friend back.
[20:18 - 20:30] So, John, if you see this, please, please, John, reach out to Kara. Talk to her.
[20:30 - 20:39] Don't let Tessa do this to you, because you made a promise 12 years ago that no matter what,
[20:39 - 20:47] you would not let anybody get in the way of your friendship with Kara. And look at what Tessa is doing.
[20:47 - 20:57] She's making you break that promise.
[20:57 - 21:04] So, please, John, I hope that you see this. I really do. I hope that you see this video.
[21:04 - 21:11] And I hope you know that there are people out there, John, like myself and Kara, who care about you, man.
[21:11 - 21:19] We do care, and we do love you to death, man. Like I told you many times, man, you're a little brother to me.
[21:19 - 21:28] You're a family to me, and I will always care about you. And you're Kara's best friend, dude.
[21:28 - 21:36] You're her number one best friend in the world.
[21:36 - 21:43] And I think it's time that you started remembering who the fuck you are, because when I talked to you, John,
[21:43 - 21:49] I could tell that you weren't yourself.
[21:49 - 21:58] Now, if anybody would like to say something to Tessa or to John, the best way that you can reach out to John
[21:58 - 22:24] and to Tessa is in the description, which is Tessa's Facebook, and you can find John through there.
[22:24 - 22:31] John, I want you to know, man, that I want you to know that we're coming, dude.
[22:31 - 22:36] I want you to know that help is on the way.
[22:36 - 22:41] Help is on the way, and we're going to do all we can to get you out of there, buddy.
[22:41 - 22:47] I promise you that, man. We're going to do all we can to help you.
[22:47 - 22:57] We are going to do everything in our power to help get you out of there, man. I can promise you that.
[22:57 - 23:02] Because that's what family does. We look out for each other. We help each other when we need it.
[23:02 - 23:08] And John, me and Kara, we're going to do all we can to help you.
[23:08 - 23:14] I promise you that, brother. We're going to do all we can to get you out of there and get you back to normal.
[23:14 - 23:26] I promise you that. And I will not rest and I will not stop until that happens.
[23:26 - 23:31] I promise you, John, we will get you back.
[23:31 - 23:41] We will get you out of that abusive relationship. I promise you that.
[23:41 - 23:49] Because I want my little brother back, and Kara wants her best friend back.
[23:49 - 23:57] So I promise you, John, just sit tight, buddy, and we're going to do all we can to help you.
[23:57 - 24:06] I promise you that, bud. I promise you that. We're going to do all we can because that's what family does.
[24:06 - 24:13] We look out for one another.
[24:13 - 24:25] Oh, Carolyn, if you don't know, this is my best friend, Ellie's mom, Jane. Jane, this is one of my fans and a close friend of mine on Discord, Carolyn.
[24:26 - 24:44] Thank you.
[25:10 - 25:13] I want to see if I can do this real quick.
[25:13 - 25:14] Nope.
[25:14 - 25:21] No.
[25:21 - 25:30] As you guys, with that being said, I'm going to hop off here because I need to check in with a couple of people to see what's going on.
[25:30 - 25:35] I need to get a hold of Kara and Alan.
[25:35 - 25:39] I do want to say thank you, man, for the heads up on what to do.
[25:39 - 25:41] I do appreciate that, bro, that 100 percent, man.
[25:41 - 25:43] I appreciate that, dude.
[25:43 - 25:47] You know I always appreciate your help, man, 100 percent.
[25:47 - 26:01] Nice.
[26:06 - 26:09] Y'all sending photos and videos of that shit, bro.
[26:09 - 26:13] If you guys don't know, Alan here is one of my best friends in my school.
[26:13 - 26:17] I've known this man since what?
[26:17 - 26:20] 10th, 11th grade?
[26:20 - 26:23] Actually, I think it was 10th grade when I first met you.
[26:23 - 26:33] Because I remember when you used to hang out with Kara all the time.
[26:33 - 26:36] Because I remember that day you used to have that emo haircut.
[26:36 - 26:39] You used to have like that really long hair and shit.
[26:39 - 26:43] And that was back when I actually had a head full of hair.
[26:43 - 26:50] Yeah, it's hard to believe this old guy actually used to have a head full of hair.
[26:50 - 26:51] Alan can tell you.
[26:51 - 26:53] He stole my head full of hair.
[26:53 - 26:54] This man can tell you.
[26:54 - 26:57] I used to have hair on this bald ass head of mine.
[26:57 - 26:59] He'll tell you.
[26:59 - 27:05] Well, you know how genetics works.
[27:05 - 27:07] Can't change genetics.
[27:07 - 27:12] Fucking genetics.
[27:12 - 27:39] And, yo, Alan, on a side note, just wondering, man, have you heard from Kara since high school then?
[27:40 - 27:44] Because I ain't heard from Kara since fucking years, dude.
[27:44 - 27:53] Last time I talked to her, I was, yeah, I was still in high school the last time I talked to her.
[28:08 - 28:13] And if y'all don't know who Kara says, Kara's was a good friend of mine and Alan's.
[28:13 - 28:18] And, literally, she was this freaking hippie chick that was cool as fuck.
[28:18 - 28:23] Like, she was the one that always had like the bright ass colors in her hair and shit.
[28:23 - 28:27] So we could literally spot her like a mile down the hallway.
[28:27 - 28:30] It's like, oh, there's Kara's with the bright ass rainbow hair.
[28:30 - 28:32] Know where she's at.
[28:32 - 28:37] Like, she was so fucking easy to spot, man.
[28:37 - 28:39] I'm telling you, she was so easy to find.
[28:39 - 28:42] All you gotta do is look for the chick with the rainbow hair.
[28:42 - 28:44] That's how you knew where she was.
[28:44 - 28:53] Just follow the rainbow hair and you'll find her.
[29:03 - 29:12] All right, I'm not wrong, am I, Alan?
[29:12 - 29:17] All right, I'm not wrong about that, am I?
[29:17 - 29:22] I mean, she did have that bright-ass rainbow hair when we were in school.
[29:31 - 29:34] I swear to God.
[29:34 - 29:38] Out of all my friends, she was literally the easy.
[29:38 - 29:40] Alan was the hard one to find.
[29:40 - 29:42] He blended in with the crowd.
[29:42 - 29:43] It was hard to find.
[29:43 - 29:47] I'm sorry, Alan, but it was hard to find your ass half the time.
[29:47 - 29:54] Kara still was the light, white chick, rainbow hair, sound Kara, now to find you.
[29:54 - 30:01] Funny thing is, I still have that messenger bag.
[30:01 - 30:08] I still actually have that messenger bag that I used to carry with me somewhere.
[30:08 - 30:13] Don't know where it's at, but I still got it somewhere buried in a whole bunch of boxes
[30:13 - 30:15] down in the basement somewhere.
[30:25 - 30:29] But with that being said, guys, I am going to hop off here.
[30:29 - 30:38] Like I said, if anybody can help out with John in any way, shape, or form,
[30:38 - 30:44] like whether you guys want to say something to Tessa or if somebody would like to try
[30:44 - 30:52] to help get, you know, Tessa's address or do something to try to help this situation.
[30:52 - 30:59] And if you guys need contact to her Facebook, it's right there in the description.
[30:59 - 31:05] You can just go through her Facebook, go to John's and message them that way,
[31:05 - 31:12] or you can comment on herself because she's stupidly enough left open her stuff.
[31:12 - 31:16] So you can definitely comment and say something if you'd like.
[31:16 - 31:26] But with that being said, guys, I'm going to hop off here.
[31:26 - 31:35] And like I said, as soon as I have any updates on the new album that I'm working on,
[31:37 - 31:43] I will let you guys know because like I said, this album that I am revamping myself,
[31:43 - 31:53] I'm actually going under my real name for this one because this is one of those albums
[31:53 - 32:07] where I want to use my real name.
[32:07 - 32:14] So I will be putting this album under my real name, which I'm very excited about.
[32:20 - 32:29] But with that being said, I love you guys, and I will catch you guys whenever I catch you guys.
[32:29 - 32:34] I have a fucking album to write, so if I don't go live, you guys know why.
[32:34 - 32:39] Like if I don't go live, you guys know that I am working
[32:39 - 32:44] because I'm going to be putting more focus and time and energy back into my music
[32:44 - 32:47] like I should have been doing this whole time.
[32:47 - 32:53] So if I don't go live or I don't answer your messages right away,
[32:53 - 32:56] please forgive me, please don't be mad or upset.
[32:56 - 32:59] It's just that I'm working on stuff.
[32:59 - 33:05] Both that being said, I love you guys, and I will see you guys later on.
[33:05 - 33:08] I love you guys. Peace.
[33:08 - 33:11] [ Silence ]
2022-10-19 Callin out Chase Mathews

2022-10-19 Callin out Chase Mathews

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[0:00 - 0:25] So this video is going to be a little bit different from what this one ain't about Nick or what's
[0:25 - 0:37] on all the troll shit. This is about the artist that Ryan O Church signed the Hollywood Records
[0:37 - 0:45] not long ago, who just yesterday stabbed him in the fucking back.
[0:47 - 0:56] AKA Chase Matthews, you know the dude that did the Brownwood girls remix with O Church
[0:56 - 1:07] and first of all, O Church, man, I want you to know that you're a badass fucking dude, man.
[1:07 - 1:15] You're a good dude. You don't deserve this shit, Church. You've helped a lot of motherfuckers.
[1:16 - 1:20] You even helped me realize that I don't need a label either. You helped me realize that all I
[1:20 - 1:27] need is my fan base and that's all I'm fucking need. As long as I got my ride or die fan base
[1:27 - 1:50] and I don't get it. But Chase, you done fucked up, bro. You done fucked up when you signed up with the devil.
[1:52 - 1:57] Like the minute you decided to go mainstream was the minute you done fucked up.
[1:57 - 2:07] Just like Church said in this video, man, and it's true. If it wasn't for him, if it wasn't
[2:07 - 2:14] for Creek Squad and people like myself rocking your music, where the fuck would you be right now?
[2:17 - 2:23] If it wasn't for Creek Squad and O Church rocking your fucking music, where the fuck would you
[2:23 - 2:29] be right now? That's right. You'd be nowhere, bro. What about that four platinum that O Church
[2:29 - 2:36] bought you the day that you signed the Hollywood Records? What about that four platinum that he
[2:36 - 2:44] bought you? As a gift, say thank you. What about the shit that he fucking set you up with
[2:45 - 2:51] for the rest of your fucking life? You were always screaming Hollywood for life, Hollywood for life.
[2:51 - 2:58] And then what do you do? You go and stab the person that fucking mentored your ass,
[2:58 - 3:07] the person that got you a gold and platinum record. You basically took all that and said,
[3:07 - 3:14] "Fuck you," and stabbed him in the back. For what? More money? You're not telling me, man, these
[3:14 - 3:21] motherfuckers at Nashville, they don't give a fuck about you, Chase. They don't.
[3:21 - 3:27] Why do you think I stay independent? Why do you think Church stays independent?
[3:27 - 3:35] Because these guys that you're signing with, you ain't going to have no creative freedom, bro.
[3:36 - 3:41] They're telling you shit that you want to hear so they can fuck you over in the long run.
[3:41 - 3:55] Why do you think I stay independent, bro? Ask anybody here. I have always been and will always
[3:55 - 4:04] stay independent. Yes, I signed on a major label, but I also got kicked off of that label for some
[4:04 - 4:10] bullshit reasons. But in the long run, I fucking realized I don't need a fucking label to have a
[4:10 - 4:18] good fan base. I don't need a label to be successful. As a matter of fact, just last
[4:18 - 4:25] I dropped my three-track EP, Shadow Blade, which was a callback to my old school days
[4:25 - 4:33] when I went under the moniker Shadow Blade. See, unlike you, Chase, people like of Church and
[4:33 - 4:39] myself and other independent artists, we get to release what we want, when we want. We don't
[4:39 - 4:47] answer to no motherfucking body. You know who we answer to ourselves. That's all. We don't answer
[4:47 - 4:57] to any managers. We don't answer to anybody except ourselves. We get us as independent artists,
[4:57 - 5:04] we get to release what we want, whenever we want, and we get to grow an organic fan base
[5:04 - 5:14] while fucking doing it. But you know, it's pretty fucking bad. It's pretty sad when you take the
[5:14 - 5:20] one motherfucker that had your back, the one person that fucking mentored your ass, the one
[5:20 - 5:27] person that actually gave a fuck about what you do, that gave a fuck about your career
[5:27 - 5:34] and what you do. You said fuck you and threw it all away. And for what?
[5:34 - 5:43] To sign to some mainstream label that don't give a good goddamn about you, really?
[5:43 - 6:11] Yeah, see, that's pretty fucked up, dude.
[6:11 - 6:33] And the fact that you can sit there and fully disrespect the man that fucking mentored you
[6:33 - 6:40] and stab him in the back, the fact that you can let some stupid motherfucker from the mainstream
[6:40 - 6:51] influence you, how you can do that, I will never understand. I will never understand how you can
[6:51 - 6:59] do that. I'm saying right now, motherfucker, not saying I am, but if, if I ever did,
[6:59 - 7:06] again, sign the Hollywood Rutgers, I wouldn't stab up church in the back like that.
[7:07 - 7:12] If he asked me, hey, make this shit over here. True. I fixed that shit.
[7:12 - 7:29] I wouldn't sit there. I'm like, Oh, I'm going to fix it. No, motherfucker church asked you
[7:30 - 7:40] to take the article that you put out. He told you to tell them to make it true. And what did you do?
[7:40 - 7:44] You sat there with your fucking thumb up your ass and didn't do a goddamn thing, dude.
[7:44 - 7:51] If that were me, I would have made them make that shit true, bro. Because like our church said,
[7:51 - 7:58] if it wasn't for him and all of us, his fucking fan base, Creek Squad, it was for him and all
[7:58 - 8:06] of the thousands of us. Your ass wouldn't be anywhere right now, Chase. You owe us everything.
[8:06 - 8:15] You owe me, of church, the rest of Creek Squad. You owe all of us your entire career, motherfucker.
[8:15 - 8:21] Where's the reason you got where you're at? And to the rest of the Creek Squad,
[8:21 - 8:30] what up, y'all? How y'all skins doing, man? What the fuck is the residents? Everybody
[8:30 - 8:35] else out there, that's Creek Squad, man. Anybody else out there as a church fan, man? What up,
[8:35 - 8:39] skin? How's my fucking fellow Creek Squad, man? How the fuck are you guys?
[8:49 - 8:55] But the fact that you can sit there and run your fucking mouth like that Chase is garbage, dude.
[8:55 - 9:02] And that's not entirely true.
[9:12 - 9:28] No, they didn't kick me out. They did not kick me out. Some jackass that runs the discord won't
[9:28 - 9:38] fuck. Listen, that's all it is. That's all it fucking is, dude. That's all it is. Some don't
[9:38 - 9:46] fucking crack head that runs the fucking discord won't fucking listen. That's all it is. But I
[9:46 - 9:51] know a bunch of other Creek Squad members. They're good people. They understand the situation. They
[9:51 - 9:56] know what the fuck I'm entering. They don't agree with what y'all have done. They hate what y'all
[9:56 - 10:06] have done to me. But that being said aside, Chase, you owe church an apology, man. You really do.
[10:07 - 10:15] He's done so much for your career. So much for your career. And what do you do? Shit on him.
[10:15 - 10:17] And for what?
[10:17 - 10:24] Just say, can I have more money in your pocket from a mainstream world that don't give a fuck
[10:24 - 10:31] about you? They don't give a fuck about you, Chase. All they see when they look at you,
[10:31 - 10:36] they don't see talent. They see dollar signs. That's all they see when they look at your ads.
[10:37 - 10:44] They see dollar signs. They don't see talent. They see dollar signs. They want you for the
[10:44 - 10:58] Benjamins, bro. That's all they want from you is the Benjamins. They don't give a fuck about your
[10:58 - 11:10] career, bro. And you say you have creative freedom. Know the fuck you don't. The minute you sign with
[11:10 - 11:18] Warner Nashville, you throw your creative freedom out the door. You threw your life,
[11:18 - 11:28] your whole career out the fucking door in less than two seconds. I can tell you one thing for
[11:28 - 11:33] sure, man. I ain't rocking your music no more. I ain't listening to your music. I ain't promoting
[11:33 - 11:40] this shit because I used to do that. I used to listen to your music, man. I used to rock your
[11:40 - 11:50] shit, but not no more. But the upchurch, man, I want to say this, dude. You're a good dude,
[11:50 - 11:57] church. You don't deserve this shit, man. You're a good guy. You do a lot of shit for a lot of
[11:57 - 12:05] motherfuckers, man. You do a lot of good shit for a lot of people, man. You're a good dude.
[12:05 - 12:09] You have a big ass heart, dude. One of the biggest hearts of anybody out there, man.
[12:10 - 12:14] You've done a lot of shit for a lot of people. You've helped a lot of families. You've helped
[12:14 - 12:20] a lot of artists. You've done a lot of shit for a lot of people, dude. And I respect the shit out
[12:20 - 12:35] of that. I do. And, dude, let me tell you right now, Bardonic, that video was boxed, man. That was
[12:35 - 12:41] a fake ass video that was made by the trolls. That was not made by him. That was made by the trolls,
[12:41 - 12:48] dude. Trust me, I know which videos they were, too. I've actually seen the originals. Those were
[12:48 - 12:52] chopped up and put together. So I know which videos those are.
[12:52 - 13:00] But the church, like I said, man, first off, church, I want to say thank you for everything
[13:00 - 13:06] that you do for independent artists. I love how you represent the independent artists.
[13:06 - 13:13] What you do, you speak up for people like myself and don't have much.
[13:13 - 13:21] You speak for the good people that actually work hard. You actually do good shit for a lot of
[13:21 - 13:32] people. Like when you had that show for the tornado release, man, and you all donated all
[13:32 - 13:39] that money to the two tornado release, man, and you had a whole bunch of motherfuckers sign the
[13:39 - 13:46] Lamborghini down at the municipal show, which is now known as the Skimborghini, which is
[13:46 - 13:52] badass, man. I fucking love that shit. The fucking Skimborghini, I fucking love it. But the fact
[13:52 - 13:58] that you do so much for so many people and one of the artists that you bring on that you see
[13:58 - 14:05] counting and decides to, you know, stab you in the back, that's just sad, man. And that's disrespectful.
[14:05 - 14:13] And just know this church, myself and Creek Squad, man, we got your back, brother. We've always had
[14:13 - 14:20] your back. We've always had your back by the church. You're a good dude. You're good people.
[14:20 - 14:25] Don't let this dumb motherfucker, you know, do what he does to you, man. Don't let him get
[14:25 - 14:33] into your skin, big dog. Don't let this dumb fuck that stabbed you in the back. Don't pay that
[14:33 - 14:40] bitch no mind, dude. You're better than that church and you know it. You know you're better
[14:40 - 14:48] than they are, dog. Don't let these guys get to you, man. Because these guys that want to run
[14:48 - 14:53] their mouths about you, bro, they ain't nothing. Just like y'all trolls in the comments, y'all
[14:53 - 15:02] motherfuckers ain't nothing. These guys over here, like in my comments, dude, these trolls,
[15:02 - 15:10] they ain't nothing, either. I don't pay them any money. I don't pay these motherfuckers any attention.
[15:10 - 15:14] Yo, Kevlon, what up?
[15:14 - 15:29] Because like I said, church, you've done a lot of shit for a lot of people, man.
[15:29 - 15:36] And I mean a lot of shit for a lot of people, dude.
[15:36 - 15:47] That's so far so good, big dog. How you doing? Come on. So far so good, man.
[15:47 - 15:55] I hope you're having a good day too, man. I hope all y'all in chat right now is having a good day,
[15:55 - 16:02] man. You guys are good dudes. Aside from the bullshit ass trolls to the rest of the Sarah
[16:02 - 16:06] Act Nation, man, you know I fucking love you guys, man. You guys are good people. Some of y'all are
[16:06 - 16:19] funny as fuck. Do I play Forza? Yes, I do. I actually, believe it or not, I actually went back
[16:19 - 16:27] and started playing Forza Horizon 1 this morning, actually. Yes, I have Forza Horizon 1 for Xbox 360,
[16:27 - 16:37] so yeah, I'm that old. But like I said, church, you're a good dude. You're good people, man.
[16:37 - 16:44] You've helped a lot of people, man. Like I said, you've helped me realize that I don't need
[16:44 - 16:50] a record label. I just need a solid fan base and I've got a solid fan base motherfuckers
[16:50 - 16:58] that rock my music and I appreciate every last one of them. I talk to houses on a daily basis
[16:58 - 17:04] and I appreciate every single person that does rock my music, that does, you know,
[17:04 - 17:10] support what I do. I do rock those motherfuckers and I do appreciate those motherfuckers.
[17:12 - 17:22] Like every single person that has, you know, shown true support has actually listened to my music
[17:22 - 17:28] and has actually sat down to talk to me about my music and where it comes from and
[17:28 - 17:35] how I got started. I respect the shit out of those people. The ones that actually know what's
[17:35 - 17:40] going on and where I write it from and actually rock with it, those are the ones I appreciate.
[17:41 - 17:46] Those are the ones that I stand for. The ones like myself that get bullied on the internet every day.
[17:46 - 17:53] I stand for the motherfuckers that get bullied. I stand for the motherfuckers that get shit on by
[17:53 - 17:59] the troll community. Those are the motherfuckers that I stand for because I am one of those guys
[17:59 - 18:04] that gets trolled. I am one of the people that gets attacked.
[18:10 - 18:17] You know, just like you represent the hard workers and the small town folk that don't have much,
[18:17 - 18:26] you represent those kind of people, man, and I appreciate that, man. My family definitely
[18:26 - 18:35] appreciate that shit. So church, keep doing you, big dog. Keep being the badass motherfucker that
[18:35 - 18:44] you are, dude. Keep rocking and putting out that bomb-ass music, man. To the rest of Creek Squad,
[18:44 - 18:49] man. Y'all are awesome, man. What up, skims? Fucking love y'all, motherfuckers. And Chase,
[18:49 - 18:56] fuck you, man. You're a piece of shit for what you've done. So Chase,
[18:59 - 19:05] fuck you and fuck your new label, bitch. You ain't nothing but a mainstream sellout,
[19:05 - 19:15] you fucking pussy, you little bitch. Fuck the mainstream, independent for life, bitch.
2022-10-17 Fair warning t o gryker Stop VIolating TOS

2022-10-17 Fair warning t o gryker Stop VIolating TOS

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[0:00 - 0:09] If you guys don't know what that short video was about a few minutes ago, this douchebag
[0:09 - 0:15] by the name of Griker who lives in Canada decided to break into my YouTube channel and
[0:15 - 0:22] upload videos that I did not upload just to strike them to try to get me taken down. And
[0:22 - 0:27] honestly Griker I'm getting sick of your shit motherfucker. I understand that you don't
[0:27 - 0:35] like me, but here's the thing. I don't give a fuck whether you like me or don't like me.
[0:35 - 0:43] I don't fucking care. I'm not going under your goddamn bullshit ass panel just so you
[0:43 - 0:49] can fuck with me. That's not happening. You're not going to force me to do something I don't
[0:49 - 0:55] want to do. I am sick of this shit out of your mouth. You need to shut your bitchy
[0:55 - 1:06] Canadian ass up and go screw off dude. I'm not doing anything to you. So why fuck with
[1:06 - 1:13] me? Huh? I ain't doing nothing to you. So why you gotta run around and do something
[1:13 - 1:26] with me motherfucker? Why? Like this is retarded bullshit dude. You need to fuck off Griker.
[1:26 - 1:38] For real man. You need to fuck off. It's because of you and your little fuck buddy
[1:38 - 1:48] William Gordon will have been for two weeks on YouTube for doing anything. I might not
[1:48 - 1:54] be able to go live, but I can still post shit bitch. I can still post shit.
[1:54 - 2:18] And believe me what I say, Griker, nobody likes you. No one. Not me, not Marty. No
[2:18 - 2:28] one likes you, Griker. We all hate you. You are a Canadian piece of trash who thinks he's
[2:28 - 2:42] a badass, but really he's not. I'm over here trying to take time for myself. Okay. I'm
[2:42 - 2:46] over here trying to take time for myself, but I can't even do that because now I have
[2:46 - 2:55] to wear it on your fucking ass, which is sad. I shouldn't have to do that. I should
[2:55 - 3:03] be allowed to take a couple of weeks off and hang out with my friends and my family until
[3:03 - 3:23] this live band gets lifted without you coming in and doing shit. Like I should be allowed
[3:23 - 3:32] to take a break without you coming in and sparking your mouth or you fucking with me.
[3:32 - 3:38] So Griker, this is your one and only warning. Leave me the fuck alone before I come after
[3:38 - 3:47] your goddamn channel and I get you struck down bitch. I'm not doing anything to you.
[3:47 - 3:55] So don't fuck with me. You leave me alone. I leave you alone. You don't fuck with me.
[3:55 - 4:21] I don't fuck with you. You got me? Well, like I said, dude, you leave me alone and I'll
[4:21 - 4:30] fuck with you. I'm sick of the garbage. I don't need it. I don't want it. So do your
[4:30 - 4:37] self-favorite Griker and leave me alone before I strike your channel down for bullying because
[4:37 - 4:59] that's exactly what you're doing. And I know that you don't want to see me make any money
[4:59 - 5:13] because I'm not on your channel.
[5:13 - 5:30] I'm not on your channel. I don't want to see you in my channel. You're not on your channel.
2022-10-17 STOP Violating yotubes TOS

2022-10-17 STOP Violating yotubes TOS

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[0:00 - 0:08] array cracker I'm gonna make this very clear I'm gonna take back out right where
[0:08 - 0:14] I left off before my camera fell what you're doing is violating terms of
[0:14 - 0:25] service on YouTube do you not understand that what you're doing is literally
[0:25 - 0:29] violating terms of service on YouTube by you doing what you're doing
[0:29 - 0:35] that's not only breaking and entering that's not just committing a crime
[0:35 - 0:39] hacking in the someone's account but dude you are literally violating YouTube
[0:39 - 0:49] terms of services by doing what you're doing and I get it you don't think that
[0:49 - 0:55] they have that the rules apply to you but they actually do see I try to be
[0:55 - 1:08] original you don't like I say cracker you have no reason to go after me but I
[1:08 - 1:12] have every reason to go after you for violating YouTube's terms of services
[1:12 - 1:19] man you are literally violating their terms of services by doing what you're
[1:19 - 1:32] doing and it needs to stop and now because I say writer you leave me alone
[1:32 - 1:40] I'll leave you alone you don't go after my channel or my videos I don't go
[1:40 - 1:48] after you you stop fucking with me I don't go out your channel and strike you
[1:48 - 1:53] down that's that's the only way it's gonna work riker either you leave me
[1:53 - 1:57] alone or I'm getting you struck down for copyright infringement and violating
[1:57 - 2:08] YouTube services so if I were you Gregor I'd stop because you're not above
[2:08 - 2:16] anything you're not above the wall so take your pick record what's it gonna
[2:16 - 2:21] be are you gonna leave me alone or do I have to strike your channel down and
[2:21 - 2:25] report the fuck out of you to YouTube and go to hold of them personally and
[2:25 - 2:32] tell them what you're doing because believe me I have access to that shit
[2:32 - 2:40] alright I have access to that kind of shit through a friend of mine so if I
[2:40 - 2:51] were you dude I would fucking back off and stop because I said now what you're
[2:51 - 2:58] doing is violating YouTube's terms of services man so step off and gloryhold
[2:58 - 3:07] that also goes for you too you fucking weirdo y'all need to leave me alone
[3:07 - 3:12] leave my family and friends alone and I won't come back to you that's the only
[3:12 - 3:17] way this is ever gonna work because if you don't stop I am going to come after
[3:17 - 3:20] your guys the channels and get you struck down for violating YouTube's
[3:20 - 3:27] fucking terms of services what it's so hard to understand about you need to
[3:27 - 3:33] follow the terms of service what's so hard to understand that you need to
[3:33 - 3:42] stop bullying people like me bro what's so hard about that nothing what's so
[3:42 - 3:49] hard about being original nothing because you ain't original I am so
[3:49 - 3:55] final warning y'all leave me the fuck alone
[3:58 - 4:07] leave my channel alone leave my family and friends alone otherwise it's done
[4:07 - 4:16] you need to stop so final warning leave my channel alone leave my friends and
[4:16 - 4:23] family alone and I won't come after you plain and simple
2022-10-18 Fair Warning dont take my stuff

2022-10-18 Fair Warning dont take my stuff

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:29] What up y'all, so two things going down. One, my album under the name Cyraxx my album my three-track EP album Shadow Blade is dropping at 12 a.m. midnight tonight so y'all be ready to check that shit out
[0:29 - 0:45] it'll be on all platforms y'all to pick that shit up so second thing in business so all you trolls I think you're gonna stay here and troll me anymore you're not
[0:45 - 1:04] I mean unless you want to have what happened to Griker that happened to you I suggest you motherfuckers fuck off and that includes you William Glory Hall that includes you Marty you piece of fat shit that includes every single person that has ever
[1:04 - 1:26] told me if I catch anybody trolling me again or taking my videos without my permission I am gonna come out to you and I am gonna copyright strike you I do not care so fair warning to anybody out there that thinks they're going to continue to do this you're not
[1:26 - 1:52] cuz like I said unless you want to end up like Griker and get your channel struck down for good I suggest you fuck off alright I'm not playing no more and Glory Hall I am gonna come after you and take my motherfucking music back you pussy with little bitch I am gonna take my
[1:52 - 2:12] fucking music back that's my music that you fucking stole and as I said I give no fucks about the copyrights dude the real fans know whose songs those are and they're mine motherfucker I don't think I don't know about you douchebags trying to fucking
[2:12 - 2:35] set there and pretend to be me I'm the real me motherfuckers you ain't get to sit there and steal my shit and make money off of me and pretend to be me fuck that that's not happening I am the real Chance Wilkins I am the real shadow blade the
[2:35 - 2:58] real Cyrax the real social error there's only one me and I am him and I know what you guys are trying to do you're trying to scam motherfuckers to make money well sorry to say bitch faces not gonna happen anymore so fair warning you go after me my music or my
[2:58 - 3:12] videos again motherfucker I'm coming after your whole goddamn channel and I'm gonna shut you down and make sure you get fucking arrested for the shit you've done to me because what you've done is a crime
[3:12 - 3:28] Glory Hall you stole my music and registered it under a new name when clearly the music on that stuff is my music you cannot replicate my motherfucking voice like that
[3:28 - 3:55] bitch it ain't fucking possible my voice is very very distinct and people know this face people know who the fuck I am so Glory Hall give it the fuck up you douchebag motherfucker and same with you Marty I
[3:55 - 4:13] know you're in on that shit too so your fat dumbass need to fuck off your fat fucking tug of art but as I said fair fucking warning to anybody out there that thinks they're gonna steal my shit ever again try again
[4:13 - 4:39] motherfuckers because the minute I catch y'all going after me or my shit I'm gonna report your ass I catch anybody posting my videos without my permission or knowledge I'm coming after your ass and I will get you for a copyright infringement so if I were you I'd piss off and I'd stop doing what I'm doing because I'm going after every motherfucker troll at this point I don't care
[4:39 - 5:05] every single person that's ever trolled me or stolen any of my videos I'm coming for you next and I'm coming for your channels and I'm shutting this whole operation down because you motherfuckers have literally cost me over a million dollars in ad revenue and I'm not about to sit there and let you take anymore
[5:05 - 5:30] fuck you and fuck that shit so fair warning you go after my videos or you go after my music or anything I do I'm coming after your ass and I'm shutting it down so go ahead do something I dare you to I
[5:30 - 5:33] I dare you
2022-10-12 Numb Trap Freestyle (Remix)

2022-10-12 Numb Trap Freestyle (Remix)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:20] [Silence]
[0:20 - 0:28] I'm tired of being what you want me to be. Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
[0:28 - 0:36] Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
[0:36 - 0:39] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[0:39 - 0:44] Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
[0:44 - 0:47] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[0:47 - 0:56] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware.
[0:56 - 1:04] I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
[1:04 - 1:11] Can't you see that you're smothering me? Caught in too tightly, afraid to lose.
[1:11 - 1:15] Caught in too tightly, afraid to lose.
[1:15 - 1:24] Control, 'cause everything that you thought I would be is falling apart right in front of you.
[1:24 - 1:27] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[1:27 - 1:33] Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
[1:33 - 1:36] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[1:36 - 1:40] And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[1:40 - 1:49] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware.
[1:49 - 1:57] I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
[1:57 - 2:04] And I know I may end up failed.
[2:04 - 2:07] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[2:07 - 2:13] Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
[2:13 - 2:16] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow.
[2:16 - 2:20] And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[2:20 - 2:39] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware.
[2:39 - 2:47] I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
[2:47 - 2:51] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[2:51 - 3:15] Tryna think what you want me to be. I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[3:15 - 3:19] Tryna think what you want me to be.
[3:19 - 3:36] ???
2022-10-19 Calling Out Nobile Lucy

2022-10-19 Calling Out Nobile Lucy

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:21] What up y'all? I know that this channel is supposed to be geared towards gaming, but I've been seeing a lot of people talk a lot of shit over the last few weeks and the one person that I've been calling out right the fuck now that has really been getting under my skin is the little fucking idiot known as Noble Lucy.
[0:21 - 0:37] Now Noble don't get me wrong, I've seen your videos man, you gotta get content, you do. But what your dumb ass don't realize you ain't got nothing about my fucking story correct. You really ain't got shit correct motherfucker.
[0:37 - 0:55] So instead of listening to these jacked ass idiots that don't know shit, why don't you come to me and talk to me instead motherfucker. Stop running around like a little bitch thinking you know me cuz you don't know jacked shit about nothing bro. You don't know jacked shit dude.
[0:55 - 1:13] Why you think you know because it's all over the internet but dude, this shit doesn't spread about me bro. That shit's a bald face fucking lie right the fuck there.
[1:13 - 1:19] And quite frankly I'm getting tired of you sparking your little pussy ass mouth dude.
[1:19 - 1:27] If you wanna know the real fucking truth, how about you be a man and hit me up and stop running around like a fucking faggot on the internet huh?
[1:27 - 1:38] Oh and by the way, I ain't no goddamn wall cow dude. I'm not. You wanna wall cow? Look at yourself. Look at music bitch Marty.
[1:38 - 1:53] Alright, look at that asshole cracker that I got banned. Look at Mastro Mafia. Okay? Look at people like William Goyle. They're the fucking wall cows man.
[1:53 - 2:05] Cuz let me tell you something right now motherfucker. Before all this shit started, I had a regular life. I was doing good for myself. I was dropping music every fucking week. I was doing shit.
[2:05 - 2:22] And then a music bitch Marty came along and fucked all that up because he's a psychopathic piece of fucking shit that don't deserve nothing but a fucking poop to the goddamn face and a fist down his goddamn throat dude.
[2:22 - 2:34] So if you're gonna talk shit on anyone noble, why don't you talk shit on them? Why don't you talk shit on the motherfuckers that do this gang stalking crap dude?
[2:34 - 2:42] Like why not talk shit on them? Why you gotta talk shit on the motherfucker that's minding his own goddamn business?
[2:42 - 2:58] Why do you have to talk shit on the motherfucker that's minding his own goddamn business bro? I mean you act like you fucking know me but you don't nigga. You don't know shit.
[2:58 - 3:03] You're a reaction channel that don't know nothing about nothing.
[3:03 - 3:15] I mean you think you know the whole story but you don't know jack shit bro. Like I said if you want the real fucking story come and talk to me man to man.
[3:15 - 3:27] And I'll tell you the real fucking story. I'll tell you everything that went down.
[3:27 - 3:39] Like I said noble you can't be running around sparking your mouth like that bro because it's like you said one of these days you're gonna do this shit to the wrong dude and they're gonna fuck you up.
[3:39 - 3:50] And what I say right now bro you running your mouth to what you're doing you're gonna spark your mouth about the wrong motherfucker one day man and they are gonna beat your fucking ass.
[3:50 - 3:57] And that ain't no threat man that's real talk. That's real shit bro.
[3:57 - 4:03] So noble stop sparking your mouth about me dude.
[4:03 - 4:07] Stop fucking goddamn sparking your little bitch mouth.
[4:07 - 4:15] If you want to fucking talk to me then fucking approach me and talk to me like a man instead of making a video like a bitch.
[4:15 - 4:22] Because you making a video that's a bitch move bro. That's a pussy move.
[4:22 - 4:27] That's a no false having jackass move bro.
[4:27 - 4:35] And by you making videos instead of coming to me and talking to me that makes you look like a bitch.
[4:35 - 4:41] Because a real man confronts the person alright.
[4:41 - 4:50] Now let me ask you this noble if I really was a pedophile then why was I not arrested that night the cops got called.
[4:50 - 4:56] Why am I not in jail right now and why is it not on my public record dude.
[4:56 - 5:04] You want the real pedophile look at natural mafia you should be asking her what's she doing with child porn on her computer.
[5:04 - 5:11] What's that bitch doing with child porn on her computer and why is she targeting people.
[5:11 - 5:16] People that are not pedophiles she's going around targeting bro.
[5:16 - 5:19] How about you start asking that motherfucker.
[5:19 - 5:23] How about you start asking these people why they do what they do.
[5:23 - 5:29] How about you start asking them why do they go after me when I'm not a pedophile.
[5:29 - 5:40] If I was I'd be in jail right now I'd be arrested still and it'd be on my motherfucking permanent record you dumb fuck.
[5:40 - 5:51] So why do you start asking the real question to the people that deserve it like natural mafia music biz Marty.
[5:51 - 6:00] William glory hole. Start asking those motherfuckers start interrogating those assholes.
[6:00 - 6:05] Why you gotta interrogate the motherfucker in his mind in his own god damn business bro.
[6:05 - 6:15] For real interrogate those three stop interrogating me motherfucker because I'm innocent and all this and you fucking know it.
[6:15 - 6:23] Use your fucking mind dude. Use your god damn brain.
[6:23 - 6:31] Because anybody who has a brain can fucking tell you that I was set to fuck up the whole god damn time by music biz Marty.
[6:31 - 6:40] Who's a fucking psychopath that has issues with not accepting the fact that I'm not ever going to be his.
[6:40 - 6:49] Music biz Marty is obsessed with me bro. He is.
[6:49 - 6:55] And if you want proof I can show it to you. Multiple bits of proof.
[6:55 - 7:02] So do yourself a favor noble shut your god damn mouth about me and talk to me like a man.
[7:02 - 7:09] Otherwise I'll continue to call you out and embarrass the fuck out of you and make you look like a retard.
[7:09 - 7:13] So take your pick noble what's it going to be.
[7:13 - 7:20] You guys sit down and talk to me like a man or am I going to have to sit here and call you out like the bitch that you are.
[7:20 - 7:26] Take your pick pussy ass motherfucker. I ain't playing around no more.
[7:26 - 7:33] Run my mouth again. Run my mouth on your channel again.
[7:33 - 7:39] Run my shit. Run your mouth about me one more motherfucking time.
[7:39 - 7:44] Talk shit on me one more time and you'll see how serious I am motherfucker.
[7:44 - 7:48] Go ahead. I want you to.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-1-29 (Post Fight)

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-1-29 (Post Fight)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:06] Oh my god. So what kind of Cyraxx are we going to have today here? And Cyraxx, if you're not going
[0:06 - 0:09] to listen at all, I'm not going to be able to speak with you. But here's what I'll say,
[0:09 - 0:14] Cyraxx, before you hop on and start screaming, you knew what time I would be there. I get there.
[0:14 - 0:20] Your attic is completely dim, right? Which I can't imagine at 1030 at night that there isn't some
[0:20 - 0:26] sort of electronic glow in there. You have to send out your grandparents because you're too
[0:26 - 0:32] afraid. And there's no way that you didn't hear the commotion. So I'll let you respond.
[0:32 - 0:37] Marty, what is it going to take for you to leave my family alone, huh?
[0:37 - 0:45] You said you're going to keep my teeth on my throat. You hydrated for the fight.
[0:45 - 0:51] You did some shadow boxing. What happened? Marty, shut the fuck up. This isn't a
[0:52 - 1:03] shut up. Marty, listen to me, man. My family's been through enough already.
[1:03 - 1:08] You bring it all upon them with your tough guy bullshit. Why don't you just admit you're a scared
[1:08 - 1:14] little bitch, Marty? Why can't you leave my family alone, bro? Why? Why can't?
[1:14 - 1:18] Cyraxx, you call me a murderer all the time, right? You challenge me to a fight.
[1:18 - 1:22] Is it just that you don't think I'll show up so you can claim some sort of victory? Like,
[1:22 - 1:26] what is it? What's the thought process? Marty, this is the above me and you, bro.
[1:26 - 1:30] Do you not realize? What happened last night, Cyraxx? What happened last night?
[1:30 - 1:34] Well, you invited me. I came. What happened last night, Cyraxx?
[1:34 - 1:39] Man, shut the fuck up, dawg. Why did you answer what happened last night?
[1:39 - 1:47] Marty, this thing about that. Quick. But it kind of is like that happened last night. We haven't
[1:47 - 1:53] had a chance to speak yet. What happened? You want to know what happened? You and your
[1:53 - 2:00] bitch goons happen and know this ain't about my bitch. It was Angela. What? What do you mean?
[2:00 - 2:06] Marty, just shut the fuck up and let me speak on something, bro. Oh, hey, because of you and your
[2:06 - 2:12] little bitch goons, a 13 year old little boy died today, bro. I know those bullets were meant for
[2:12 - 2:19] me. I know what you did, dog. Sorry, I'll tell you what. If you're not more forthcoming and
[2:19 - 2:22] compliant, there'll be more bullets. So why don't you tell us what happened last night?
[2:22 - 2:29] Why don't you leave me and my family to fuck? You invited me to your doorstep to fight you.
[2:29 - 2:37] I did what you asked me to do, right? Do you understand that? Do you not understand that
[2:37 - 2:42] you're a fucking bitch and a coward who deserves to be killed? Why didn't you kill me, Cyrax?
[2:42 - 2:49] Then why didn't you kill me? I was right there. Maybe because of the fact that I'm tired of you
[2:49 - 2:55] getting my family involved. I was there for you. I was there for you. You blocked me in Facebook
[2:55 - 2:59] messenger. I tried to get ahold of you. I didn't want to deal with Sally. It was nice that I did,
[3:00 - 3:07] but I wanted you, Cyrax. Where were you? You involved your family to defend you. You were
[3:07 - 3:10] the one who involved your family to defend you because you're a little bitch.
[3:10 - 3:17] Marty, just shut your goddamn mouth. Oh, hey, you're not the badass that you claim to be,
[3:17 - 3:21] you fat. I don't claim to be a badass. I'm not the one who claims I'm going to knock
[3:21 - 3:24] anyone's teeth on their throat. That's you. That's you. And what happened?
[3:25 - 3:30] Oh, yes, the fuck you do, Marty. Listen, I don't think it's a brave move
[3:30 - 3:36] to punch a 43 in the head. I would have done it, but I don't think that's anything brave.
[3:36 - 3:44] Marty, do you not understand the severity of what you've done? Do you not understand,
[3:44 - 3:50] or do you just not get a flying fuck? Because of, you know, shut the fuck up. Don't you dare
[3:50 - 3:57] fucking mute me because of you targeting me all these fucking years. My family is
[3:57 - 4:02] possibly falling apart. Thanks. Sorry, Rex. It's because of your cowardice. It's because
[4:02 - 4:11] of your actions. I accepted an invitation, right? Marty, by the way. Oh, my God, dude.
[4:11 - 4:15] Okay. So this never works. I actually just look like more unhinged.
[4:15 - 4:30] But flourishing.
[4:30 - 4:38] What a brave move. Protecting his family with his genitals.
[4:38 - 4:41] Yeah, he's jumping now. He's jumping now.
[4:43 - 4:50] Hey, Marty, you want my dick so bad? Come suck it. You want my dick? Suck it. Suck it.
[4:50 - 4:55] Rex, were you just going to whip your penis out at me last night?
[4:55 - 5:02] You're damn right I am. You're damn right. Suck it. Suck it. Suck my dick, you bitch.
[5:02 - 5:06] You want me to come out there so you can whip your penis out? What's wrong with you?
[5:06 - 5:07] Better yet? Better yet?
[5:07 - 5:10] Oh, we can get the other side?
[5:11 - 5:16] Better yet, why don't you come out here so I can plant this in your fucking skull where it belongs,
[5:16 - 5:23] bitch. Then why don't you show back up? Let me plant this in your fucking brain.
[5:23 - 5:29] Because all you've ever done with your fat fucking slob is attack my fucking family.
[5:29 - 5:35] And I've had it with you, bro. I've had it with you targeting me and my family.
[5:35 - 5:44] You're a little bitch, a coward, a fuckbag. All you've done is attack me and make me feel like
[5:44 - 5:50] fucking shit. All you've done is attack and attack. Because you don't feel a fuck. Because
[5:50 - 5:56] you're a self-centered prick that needs this fucking ass piece. Better yet, you need to be
[5:56 - 6:05] a fucking prison, bitch. All you've done is attack me. No, shut the fuck up, baggy. Shut the fuck up.
[6:05 - 6:13] Every time I tell you to call me on your own, you involve my family. You give my fucking dad
[6:13 - 6:19] fire from his job. And now I'm the way you go. Shut the fuck up, bro.
[6:19 - 6:23] I was there to go and see you and you hid behind your family. You sent them out there because you
[6:23 - 6:28] were too afraid. You sent your family out because you were too afraid. You bring your family into
[6:28 - 6:34] this. It's not fucking true. They did. So where were you yesterday, Syrax? There's no way you
[6:34 - 6:38] didn't hear the commotion. You blocked me on Facebook messages so I couldn't get a hold of
[6:38 - 6:45] you directly. That's a fact. Why can't you just leave me and my family the fuck alone like we
[6:45 - 6:53] told you to do, bro? We told you time and time again to leave us the fuck alone. But yet every
[6:53 - 6:59] time- Why did you hydrate last night? I remember you hydrated. For what event? What event did you
[6:59 - 7:05] hydrate for? Fuck off, bro. This whole world don't revolve around you, nigger boy. It don't revolve
[7:05 - 7:12] around your pussy ass. You're a bitch. Every time I tell you to call me on your own, you get my
[7:12 - 7:21] family involved. Syrax, you invited me over to go and fight you. Suck my dick. Suck my dick.
[7:21 - 7:26] Listen, this is what type of person he is. He's just a fucking retard. He's a retard and a coward.
[7:26 - 7:33] Let's see how much your retard and a coward you are. Let's see how much your retard and a coward
[7:33 - 7:39] I am when I beat your fucking face. Oh my god, you can't say that anymore. Bring your ass down here,
[7:39 - 7:49] then, bitch. Let me picture that nigger. Hey, nigger lover. Hey. Hey, Hitler's a saint compared
[7:49 - 7:56] to you. Hitler's a saint compared to you, bro. I'm a burger boy. How'd you like a hater fighting in
[7:56 - 8:04] your skull next, bitch? Why can't you guys leave my family alone? Why can't you stop targeting me?
[8:05 - 8:11] Why? This ain't funny, burger boy, so shut up. This ain't a joke, you fat fuck.
[8:11 - 8:20] Why can't you stop targeting my family? Leave us alone now.
[8:20 - 8:24] Like, this is a card you can't play anymore. He played it.
[8:24 - 8:33] There he is. Marty, I'm telling you, man, you need to stop because you were driving me to a very
[8:33 - 8:39] dark place that I don't want to go back to, Marty, and this isn't funny, man. This is not a joke.
[8:39 - 8:44] What happened last night? What happened last night, Sirex? What happened last night,
[8:44 - 8:50] you little bitch? This place that I don't want to go back to, man. You know what, Sirex? I would
[8:50 - 8:55] never tell anyone else to do this, but I would trust your gut on that. Marty, trust me when
[8:55 - 9:03] I say you don't want me to go back to that dark place. You should. You should spare Sally your
[9:03 - 9:12] bullshit. No, I'm not. By the way, suck my dick. Hey, you little boy, fuck my dick. What the fuck
[9:12 - 9:24] are you doing? Hey, Marty. Hey, Marty. Keep it going, Sirex. Go ahead. I'll send your own
[9:24 - 9:29] jerk off on your stream on fucking day. I don't give a fuck. Go ahead. I'll warm up, man. Okay,
[9:29 - 9:34] nigger boy. Hey, nigger lover. Watch your back. Hey, nigger lover, why don't you suck my dick
[9:34 - 9:37] shit if you want to suck back. Jack off on you.
[9:37 - 9:45] Sirex, you realize you bring your family into all of us, right? No, I did not. You're the one
[9:45 - 9:50] that did it, you fat fucking lazy dick. Well, Sirex, who invited me to your house? Who invited me
[9:50 - 9:59] to your house? Was it Sally or Ed? Marty, you started this back in 2018 with the candle shake.
[9:59 - 10:04] That's when it all started. That's Sirex, I stopped paying attention to you though, right?
[10:04 - 10:07] And then you started calling me a murderer and all this shit and saying that you're going to
[10:07 - 10:15] kill me. Fuck off, you lazy shit. Shut your goddamn mouth. Right. I stopped paying attention
[10:15 - 10:19] to you. And then he started calling me a murderer and saying you were gonna kill me. So you wanted
[10:19 - 10:28] my attention. Now you got it. How do you feel? Do you feel like a big man? Shut your mouth.
[10:28 - 10:35] What? You are driving me to a place I don't want to go back to. And trust me when I say,
[10:35 - 10:41] when I go there, I will murder you. And burger boy, I'll rip your goddamn jaw from your goddamn
[10:41 - 10:50] skull and shove it down your throat. So trust me, you don't want to go there. You don't want to
[10:50 - 10:58] murder you bitch. Because I will. And I'll have fun too. You want to see a demon? You want to see
[10:58 - 11:04] some of this? Oh, come get me burger bitch. Why don't you suck up that fucking faggot ass
[11:04 - 11:12] you bitch boy Marty's dick like the fucking faggot that you are. You overweight fat fucking dirtbag.
[11:12 - 11:19] All you are is a fat fucking bitch that does nothing but run his mouth and laugh like a faggot.
[11:19 - 11:25] So if I were you, burger boy, I'd shut the fuck up before you get a goddamn screwdriver to the goddamn
[11:25 - 11:32] neck and I rip your head off. And trust me, you don't want to murder your ass because I'll do it.
[11:32 - 11:36] You didn't even have the balls to come outside. You hid behind your grandmother and I.
[11:36 - 11:44] You guys, he died in my family alone now. All your family and all this shit. Well,
[11:44 - 11:50] listen, sorry, actually, you know what? You know what? Maybe things have calmed down a little bit.
[11:50 - 12:00] Hey. No, that wasn't nice.
[12:00 - 12:06] Might have to give another call here in a moment. So he's not even like a tough guy anymore. He's
[12:06 - 12:12] just a flasher, right? Like he's not like a cool like 50s one with the trench coat, you know,
[12:12 - 12:18] like in public, like making a big spectacle. He's just like, it's just you and the attic
[12:18 - 12:21] and these fine people in chat. It's, it's it over and over again forever.
[12:21 - 12:25] You don't want to send me that dark place again.
[12:25 - 12:37] I don't give a fuck what you're doing. You'll call my mom's phone right now. She said to call
[12:37 - 12:44] her. Fuck you checking in, motherfucker. You call her right the fuck now. Well,
[12:44 - 12:52] you guys heard it. I mean, whether that was right now or last night, maybe last night, I'm not gonna
[12:52 - 13:04] lie. Um, but I might do it. I mean, he wants her words, not mine. Oh, oh boy. Were you planning
[13:04 - 13:13] on killing me? I doubt that. I think he's planning on killing me in his mind, I think.
[13:13 - 13:22] Or else what were you gonna kill me? I thought that overweight fuckbag.
[13:22 - 13:32] Now, like my mom said, call her now. All right. You know what? Hey,
[13:33 - 13:39] better do it. Oh, he's a hoot man.
[13:39 - 13:53] Hello. Hi, is he calm down? A little bit. All right. Um, I just want to explain what happened.
[13:53 - 14:00] And I've stopped paying attention to your grandson for a while. Um, you know, he,
[14:00 - 14:06] he obviously has some problems. It all started with you guys.
[14:06 - 14:12] Okay. It all started, it all started with Campbell. Well, I'm aware of that. Like to the best my
[14:12 - 14:17] understanding, and I don't know, but it sounded like he was harassing her and calling her
[14:17 - 14:23] landlord and all these things. And she had to like, oh no, he wasn't. I hear, I hear everything
[14:23 - 14:31] that goes on in here. We don't sleep guys, because we hear what goes on. Well, I know
[14:31 - 14:37] you're getting into like, you know, your, your golden years and this is no way to live, right?
[14:37 - 14:46] And what's going to do me? To what? To one of my goals on the years, no, I can't,
[14:46 - 14:52] I'm not going to kick him off the street. No, I'm aware of that. Um, we were considered
[14:52 - 14:58] maybe like having to pay for a fraction of the wifi bill, so at least feel kind of productive or.
[14:58 - 15:04] Well, you've got to get a job to do that. You guys won't allow them to have a job on an online.
[15:04 - 15:08] Well, wait, why does it have to be a job online though? Like couldn't you find something?
[15:08 - 15:16] Somebody went, he went to high school. I don't know who it was, but I wish I did.
[15:17 - 15:25] Have him convincing. He doesn't have to conform to society's rules and laws.
[15:25 - 15:29] And so that way he feels he doesn't have to work.
[15:29 - 15:35] Well, I mean, do you do anything to dissuade him from that? Like he loves the internet,
[15:35 - 15:42] obviously, right? Like maybe if you, if you required him to pay for a third even of the
[15:42 - 15:48] wifi bill, it would give him some sense of responsibility.
[15:48 - 15:53] I don't know, but all I know is I've lost my man over this.
[15:53 - 15:57] Yeah. I mean, he, I don't know if he told you this, but, um,
[15:57 - 16:02] I'd stop paying attention for awhile. I'm sure he stopped hearing my name. Um,
[16:02 - 16:06] he just finds arbitrary enemies to blame all of his problems on.
[16:10 - 16:16] I know that, um, I might talk to you later. Okay.
[16:16 - 16:19] Just pulled up in the driveway to come get some of this stuff.
[16:19 - 16:25] So, okay. All right. I'll give you, I'll talk to you later. And I'm sorry that he
[16:25 - 16:29] puts you through this crap all the time. All right. I'll talk to you later.
[16:29 - 16:35] Wow. Wow.
[16:38 - 16:41] So if Sargs has broken Sally's heart, I don't know how we can keep doing this
[16:41 - 16:45] to her and say that he's there to take care of her and look out for her.
[16:45 - 16:48] When all he does is, is make her fucking miserable.
[16:48 - 16:54] But you know what? Sargs, Sargs doesn't have a dad. Like he's got
[16:54 - 16:58] brothers. I think I'm going to step in there and be his daddy now.
[16:58 - 17:01] Wow, man. That's real nice of you.
[17:01 - 17:04] Somebody's got to do it.
[17:04 - 17:07] They're going to need, you know, Sally's going to need a shoulder to cry on.
[17:08 - 17:11] Someone's going to have to keep Sargs in check. He's once man,
[17:11 - 17:14] he's already, he's probably started pissing in the corners and stuff,
[17:14 - 17:16] start marking his territory. Now it's leaving.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-01-15 (RIP Cyrax)

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-01-15 (RIP Cyrax)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:07] I could care less about Cyraxx, I hate to tell you man. He's not here in five minutes.
[0:07 - 0:16] That's that. Oh God, dude. Cyraxx, before you come on here, I haven't been talking about you. I don't care.
[0:16 - 0:24] Why are you like clamoring for my attention? I have not talked about, I haven't said a single thing about you until you come begging for my attention.
[0:24 - 0:38] Yeah, me beg for your attention, motherfucker. Look who's desperate. You're the one trying to sell stuff on me trying to make money off my face.
[0:38 - 0:44] And let me tell you, that's not how it's going to go down. You're not going to do that. You want to know why? Because if you do...
[0:44 - 0:48] Okay, fine, Cyraxx. I'll exclude you from the penises, okay? I won't even include you.
[0:48 - 0:49] No, no, no. You're not...
[0:49 - 0:52] So you want me to include you in the penises, then fine.
[0:52 - 0:54] Oh man, God.
[0:54 - 1:01] Make your decision. Do you want me to sell your penises or don't... and then can we just end it? Because I'd rather not even deal with you at this point.
[1:01 - 1:03] It just seems like you're desperate for my attention.
[1:03 - 1:14] Yeah, me desperate for your attention? That's a fucking laugh, dude. You're the one over here...
[1:14 - 1:21] No, hold on. Let me speak, bro. You're the one over here trying to make money off of my image and my shit.
[1:21 - 1:25] And I know what you're planning on doing, bro. You're planning on...
[1:25 - 1:30] First of all, I want you to understand this here, but you're appearing on my stream. I can do whatever I want with it.
[1:30 - 1:37] I can do whatever I want with you on my stream. And if you're uncomfortable with that, then you should leave, right? That's just how it works.
[1:37 - 1:43] No, that's not how it works, motherfucker. Now when it comes to my face, you ain't gonna do that shit.
[1:43 - 1:47] Then you shouldn't be here, Cyraxx. If you want to go, then you can't. Like, that's how it works.
[1:47 - 1:53] If you don't accept that, then I would leave. But if you do accept that, then I would stay.
[1:53 - 1:58] And I don't even want you here. Like, I'm gonna... It's just how it works.
[1:58 - 2:06] Then... Then let me ask you this. If you're not desperate for my attention, let me ask you this legit, bro.
[2:06 - 2:07] If...
[2:07 - 2:14] Cyraxx, I didn't... I didn't talk about you once until, like, I heard that you wanted my attention. And I don't know why.
[2:14 - 2:16] I know.
[2:16 - 2:22] Yeah, I didn't want your attention, bro. You want to know what I was doing? I was sitting down working on my shit.
[2:22 - 2:31] Cyraxx, why are you here, dude? Why are you here? Why are you here? Like, I don't... I don't have any interest in you. Why are you doing this?
[2:31 - 2:36] Oh, dog. First off, dude, you need to quit putting me backstage and let me fucking speak.
[2:36 - 2:40] I know why you're doing it. It's because you know I'm right in what I say.
[2:40 - 2:45] So you're gonna stop putting me backstage. You're gonna let me fucking speak, motherfucker.
[2:45 - 2:49] Alright. Well, I guess that's what's gonna happen in Cyraxx.
[2:49 - 2:58] Marty, you need... Seriously, Marty?
[2:58 - 3:02] Are you done being...
[3:02 - 3:09] Are you done...
[3:09 - 3:14] Listen, man.
[3:14 - 3:20] Morning.
[3:20 - 3:29] Marty...
[3:29 - 3:33] Yo, dog.
[3:33 - 3:41] BMP.
[3:41 - 3:45] Motherfucker.
[3:45 - 3:54] Come on, motherfucker. What do you got? What do you got for me, pussy boy?
[3:54 - 3:57] What are you doing here?
[3:57 - 4:00] Cyraxx, I'm just not interested in you, man.
[4:00 - 4:07] Yeah.
[4:07 - 4:12] What do you want, Marty?
[4:12 - 4:16] Hey.
[4:16 - 4:18] Stuck my dick.
[4:18 - 4:20] That's going on the Patreon, boys!
[4:20 - 4:28] Guess what? Tell me, guess what? Your channel's getting shut down, bitch. See you later, Marty.
[4:28 - 4:33] Marty McPhag. Hey, let me tell you, Marty, I can also sue you, bro. I can sue your ass.
[4:33 - 4:38] I can sue you for revenge porn, and I don't think you want that, motherfucker.
[4:38 - 4:44] In fact, I just explained to you that everything on the stream is going on the Patreon, so, I mean, that's your choice, dude.
[4:44 - 4:51] Attention. Marty, Marty, I have every...
[4:51 - 4:55] I have every...
[4:55 - 5:02] ...will be shut down.
[5:02 - 5:06] Marty, we can do this.
[5:06 - 5:10] How 'bout this, like...
[5:10 - 5:12] ...talk.
[5:12 - 5:15] Hey, Marty, you want to be a man? Let's talk.
[5:15 - 5:35] How 'bout this shit? Oh, okay.
[5:35 - 5:48] You're...
[5:48 - 5:53] ...desperous honky. Desperate fag.
[5:53 - 6:01] I mean, listen, it's fun to play... You know, Syrax, like, it... Listen, we had a good run, Syrax, but it's over.
[6:01 - 6:07] Here, Marty. Syrax, we had some good times together, but it's time to close the book, you know?
[6:07 - 6:14] Um, I don't know what to tell you, man, but the spark is no longer there.
[6:14 - 6:20] Marty is, you're not outsmarting nobody, Marty. I got your ass right where I want you.
[6:20 - 6:27] Well, Syrax, I hate to tell you this, but I think we're gonna go our separate ways.
[6:27 - 6:34] See, bro, that's pretty wrong. There ain't no telling me nothing. Your Patreon and your channel will be gone.
[6:34 - 6:44] Syrax, I'm not going to show anything that wasn't on one of my streams. Like, if you whip your penis out during somebody's...
[6:44 - 6:51] You know, I'll give you an example, Syrax. Let's say you whip your penis out and run out into a football field...
[6:51 - 7:00] ...during the playoffs. Does that not belong to NBC? Syrax, it does. That's just how it works. And, you know, you can try to beg for my attention, but I'm just not an interested guy.
[7:00 - 7:05] Uh, see, that right there is very wrong, bro. In your world...
[7:05 - 7:12] Syrax, it might be your penis, but it's on my stream. And I told you that anything that happens on the stream is mine. That's just how it works.
[7:12 - 7:17] So, you can't sue me if you want to show your penis. Like, what are you going to do, dude? That's insane.
[7:17 - 7:22] Marty, Marty, all I got to say is... You're, you're, you're crazed.
[7:22 - 7:29] Yeah, listen, then I'm gone. All right? All I got to say is...
[7:29 - 7:35] All right. So, Syrax, listen up. You're desperate for my attention. It's getting weird, you know? I don't, I don't want to tell you.
[7:35 - 7:37] No, I'm...
[7:37 - 7:39] You are.
[7:39 - 7:41] All right, you know what I'm saying?
[7:41 - 7:46] Why are you still here speaking?
[7:46 - 7:50] All I got to say to you, Marty, is be watching my next stream, because your ass is fucked.
[7:50 - 7:55] Be watching my stream, motherfucker, because your ass is going down, and I will sue you.
[7:55 - 8:00] I don't watch them, Syrax. I don't care. I'm not interested. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
[8:00 - 8:07] Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ. So, I mean, again, I just can't with this guy.
[8:07 - 8:12] He's just so negative. This is the air of positivity. So, I'm going to close out with some motivational quotes.
[8:12 - 8:18] And that's what I got. I mean, let me link the Patreon here.
[8:18 - 8:21] Because penances will definitely be going up there, at least from my stream.
[8:21 - 8:25] Otherwise, it might be questionable, really.
[8:25 - 8:30] And Syrax has become our stalker. Yeah, it's really weird. It's really weird, man. It's really weird, dude.