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2022-7-3 MY REAL LIFE (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:17] Good morning, good evening, and good afternoon, everyone.
[0:17 - 0:32] I have something that I want to talk to all of you about.
[0:32 - 0:40] A lot of people don't know my whole story.
[0:40 - 1:02] So I'm here today to tell you guys what exactly has been going on over the last four years.
[1:02 - 1:08] Before I get into it, I want to introduce myself. My name is Chance, but most people
[1:08 - 1:16] know me on the internet under my artist named Cyraxx. I am a music artist of ten years.
[1:16 - 1:23] I've been doing drawing and painting my whole life.
[1:23 - 1:40] For those of you that don't know, my story begins shortly after 2017 and 2018.
[1:40 - 1:50] You see, in 2017 I got bullied by a guy named MusicBizMarty. Around that time, I had just
[1:50 - 1:57] founded an independent record label called Bloodshot Records with me and some now former
[1:57 - 2:07] friends of mine. It lasted about a year until 2018 when everybody decided to go their own
[2:07 - 2:22] separate ways and do their own thing which I had no issues with. But 2018 was rough.
[2:22 - 2:40] I was attacked multiple times by this MusicBizMarty guy. 2019 and stuff is when he got the worst.
[2:40 - 2:48] He really did things to screw with me, such as breaking into my Facebooks and into my
[2:48 - 2:59] discords. And I say Facebooks as in, you know, I had several Facebook accounts and several
[2:59 - 3:09] Discord accounts. And he broke into all of them, stole private photos between me and
[3:09 - 3:19] my exes, posted them on adult websites, posted them all over Discord, mocking me, making
[3:19 - 3:34] fun of me. But none of that can compare to when 2020 rolled around.
[3:34 - 3:46] 2020 is when I met this female on YouTube by the name of Masshole Reports. And at the
[3:46 - 3:57] time, I did not know that she was a troll. She pretended to be cool on Marty's channel
[3:57 - 4:05] and then acted like she was strung out on drugs. And I told her I cannot be around
[4:05 - 4:18] that shit because I've had friends that have lost their lives from accidental drug overdoses.
[4:18 - 4:29] Two of those people being my now past mentor who died of an accidental heroin overdose.
[4:29 - 4:38] And the lead vocalist for my band back in high school, Brian Hildebrand, who died from
[4:38 - 4:55] getting hooked on many, many pills and just going down that path. But I left Kate behind
[4:55 - 5:07] thinking everything was good. But little did I know that that was a set up to a troll.
[5:07 - 5:26] See Kate is 36 years of age currently, or 37. I'm not sure which. But Kate pretended
[5:26 - 5:36] to be 18 years of age. She hit me up by phone pretending to be a grown adult, which as you
[5:36 - 5:44] guys and everybody knows that 18 is a legal adult. She pretended to be an 18 year old
[5:44 - 5:51] fan who really liked my work and seemed to be interested in me. And we started talking
[5:51 - 6:01] for many, many hours by text message and phone call and stuff like that. Well, little did
[6:01 - 6:15] I know that that would lead to what it led to. After she hung up, I went back to watching
[6:15 - 6:23] whatever I was watching. I think I was watching like the Iron Giant or something at the time.
[6:23 - 6:36] But then she asked me, she basically told me that she wanted to have me see something.
[6:36 - 6:46] And bear in mind, things had heated up prior to the incident. Like, you know, she had
[6:46 - 6:55] gotten me to send her a certain pig. And well, after that went down, she told me that she
[6:55 - 7:07] had to go. Little did I know that what she did would pretty much ruin my life. Kate Peters,
[7:07 - 7:13] also more commonly known as Masshole reports on YouTube, decided to send me a picture of
[7:13 - 7:30] an underage child and then turned around and claimed to be 14 years of age. And after
[7:30 - 7:40] that incident went down, the police got called out here and they saw everything. I showed
[7:40 - 7:52] them the screenshots and they told me that I'm not a pedophile, just that I needed to
[7:52 - 8:02] be more careful about who I speak with and whom I talk to, which I understood. But little
[8:02 - 8:11] did I know that I would lead to this guy named William Gloria attacking me like he did.
[8:11 - 8:17] And at first his videos turned out to be funny. They truly did. They turned out to be funny
[8:17 - 8:25] little videos. Like there was one where he put me in a hot dog, had me laughing, had
[8:25 - 8:32] my whole family laughing. And then he did something that I thought was cool. He took
[8:32 - 8:38] my face and superimposed it on Vin Diesel and Paul Walker's face from the Fast and
[8:38 - 8:49] Furious films, which I saw that as an honor. I saw that as an honor because as many of
[8:49 - 8:58] you guys know, I am a major, major Fast and Furious fan and Paul Walker was a very big
[8:58 - 9:07] part of the car community than I am part of. So I saw that as an honor. I saw that as
[9:07 - 9:20] a compliment. But little did I know that it would lead to what it led to. Over the last
[9:20 - 9:35] two and a half years I've been bullied by William Gorial. My friends have all been attacked.
[9:35 - 9:49] This man has caused my biological father to lose his job. I have lost out on YouTube
[9:49 - 10:01] alone on close to about a million dollars in ad revenue. And I'm not even joking or
[10:01 - 10:08] embellishing when I say that. I've lost out on about a million dollars in ad revenue
[10:08 - 10:21] on YouTube over the last two years. Because I was such a big man and I was doing so well.
[10:21 - 10:31] I was releasing music almost every month. People were buying it like crazy. I was selling
[10:31 - 10:43] merchandise. I was doing good. I was doing very well for myself and around that time
[10:43 - 10:53] I had even gotten signed to the record label. That was one of my dream levels. Someone get
[10:53 - 11:07] this job guy out of here please. But I had actually gotten brought on to a major record
[11:07 - 11:17] label that was a dream of mine. Which is Machiavelli Records. I got found by Machiavelli
[11:17 - 11:26] Records because the owner of the label, Kalon the artist, is actually a friend that he's
[11:26 - 11:37] actually a good buddy to one of my good friends over in the UK. I saw it as an honor to be
[11:37 - 11:44] brought on to that label. To be part of something that I had thought my whole life to be brought
[11:44 - 12:04] on to. I had thought my whole life to be brought on to that label. And I finally got the opportunity
[12:04 - 12:16] but little did I know that I would get fired from that label due to the accusations of
[12:16 - 12:41] me being labeled as a pedophile. Or I'd say me being wrongfully labeled as a pedophile.
[12:41 - 12:53] And over the last two and a half years I've had very things to end on to me. I have had
[12:53 - 13:04] a dead baby pig still in the mother's fetal scent sent to my house. My family has had
[13:04 - 13:14] very fucked up messages and phone calls left on their voicemails. I've had people show
[13:14 - 13:31] to my house trying to kill me. I have had people show to my friend's houses and break
[13:31 - 13:45] their car windows looking for me. They lost their jobs because of all this. And what really
[13:45 - 14:10] pisses me off more than anything is the fact that this man, this William Gloryhole, has
[14:10 - 14:24] done some very fucked up things. And tattoo I'm going to mind you up because I know tattoo
[14:24 - 14:45] personally, she's a very good friend of mine. Thank you.
[14:45 - 15:15] Oh, I definitely will for sure. Tattoo for sure. But this man has done a lot. Like I've
[15:15 - 15:28] lost out on many opportunities. I've lost sponsorships. I've lost obviously very much
[15:28 - 15:36] a lot of money. That could have changed my life and my family's lives. I could have
[15:36 - 15:43] helped out artists that were struggling like myself. People that I knew on a personal
[15:43 - 15:50] level that work hard. And I mean very hard. People like my good friend, Wigs Wiggin, who
[15:50 - 16:00] is a very, very talented and very gifted UK music artist. I could have helped out one
[16:00 - 16:06] of my good friends who is an artist here in the US by the name of C West. He's a very
[16:06 - 16:13] gifted artist and I've collabed with him many a times on songs. He's actually a very,
[16:13 - 16:27] very good dude. That's how I can get rid of this Joby guy or Mellon can get rid of this
[16:27 - 16:52] Joby guy. And it has my life has been affected in major ways. Because something that not
[16:52 - 17:08] a lot of people have seen. Don't worry, Mellon, I got you. But something that not a lot of
[17:08 - 17:34] people have seen on YouTube is something that I've dealt with quite a bit. And that
[17:34 - 17:53] thing is depression. Because of William Gorehaugh and his friends and national reports. A couple
[17:53 - 18:05] years ago, I attempted to end my life on live stream in front of them. And thankfully,
[18:05 - 18:16] I had my friends and my family there to stop me. And these people have ruined so much
[18:16 - 18:37] for me and my family. I don't know what else to say other than I've gone through more
[18:37 - 18:48] than what anybody could ever deal with. And I've gone through more than anybody deserves
[18:48 - 19:08] to get put through. And Mellon, get rid of these two right here. This Sally person and
[19:08 - 19:28] you are a mod so you can do that. But there have been days where I have woken up depressed.
[19:28 - 19:38] There were days where I woke up depressed. I wasn't eating hardly. And when I did, I
[19:38 - 19:59] was throwing up because I was so skinny to where you could see my rib cage. I was that
[19:59 - 20:05] skinny. I woke up depressed many days. There were times where I went to bed at night and
[20:05 - 20:17] hoped and prayed that I wouldn't wake up the next day because of these people. There
[20:17 - 20:41] were days where I woke up mad that I was still here. Like this time last year, I didn't
[20:41 - 20:54] want to be here. I didn't want to live because I was put through so much. It got to the
[20:54 - 21:07] points where I left YouTube for about three months. I left YouTube for about three months.
[21:07 - 21:14] And at that time I was dating my best friend Tricia and I had known her for about four
[21:14 - 21:27] years. Me and her had started dating and we were together for a pretty good few months.
[21:27 - 21:41] And obviously, things just went bad. So me and her split it off. But what gets me, and
[21:41 - 21:50] the one thing I don't understand, is that every time one of you guys or somebody stands
[21:50 - 21:58] up for me and defends me, which I am very grateful to you guys for, I am very grateful
[21:58 - 22:05] to all of you that has stood up for me and had my back. Everybody from melon to tattooed
[22:05 - 22:15] for life and everybody that has actually shown support and love for me, I truly appreciate
[22:15 - 22:25] that more than anything. I really do. But what upsets me the most more than what I got
[22:25 - 22:33] put through is the fact that this person is so evil that he can sit there and make up
[22:33 - 22:38] screenshots and make them look legit and make me look like I'm doing things that I'm
[22:38 - 22:53] not doing and then to turn around to my friends and docs their personal information out there.
[22:53 - 23:08] This man is so evil. And here's the thing, crazy train. This is something that affects
[23:08 - 23:23] my life every day. This literally affects my life every day. You can ask melon, you
[23:23 - 23:34] can ask tattoo for life. This really affects my everyday life. Like this truly affects
[23:34 - 23:46] my life every day. Every day I constantly live in fear and wonder when is he going
[23:46 - 23:57] to attack next? What's he going to do to try to ruin me next? Every day is a constant
[23:57 - 24:04] wonder of is he going to stop? And if not, what's he going to do next to try to ruin
[24:04 - 24:24] me? Who is he going to lie to next? This is my everyday life. I can't even go outside
[24:24 - 24:43] without being an alert of fear.
[24:43 - 24:56] About four months ago something happened that really made me scared. Well, two things happened.
[24:56 - 25:04] The first thing happened was I was sitting here in my room and I was actually working
[25:04 - 25:12] on music at that time. And I heard a loud bang. And at first I didn't think nothing
[25:12 - 25:28] of it. But then, I heard the sound of glass shattering. And what I heard didn't sound
[25:28 - 25:42] normal. It sounded like gunfire. So I immediately grabbed my rifle and I went outside to look
[25:42 - 25:48] and see what was going on. Because I didn't know there were armed people outside or what.
[25:48 - 26:00] I didn't know. This lady's car, the back of her car, had been busted out. The back
[26:00 - 26:11] window had been shattered by a bunch of kids with semi-automatic rifles. Because when
[26:11 - 26:18] I heard that bang, I thought I heard like firecrackers. Because you know that sound
[26:18 - 26:25] that firecrackers make where it's like a really fast, repetitive bang? Like that firecracker
[26:25 - 26:35] sound? I thought that's what it was. But then, as soon as I realized what it was,
[26:35 - 26:46] I ran outside to see if anybody was hurt. I told my mom and I had to stay inside. And
[26:46 - 26:51] I ran out across the street to check on the lady in the car. The lady I'd struck our
[26:51 - 26:58] telephone pole right here at the end of the street, which is from my room to the telephone
[26:58 - 27:07] pole is about maybe 10, 15 feet, if that. Like it's not very far at all. It's like
[27:07 - 27:16] I can literally look out my window and see it. Like I can literally look out my bedroom
[27:16 - 27:25] window and see the telephone pole. Her car had gotten stomped up against there. But
[27:25 - 27:31] little did I know there was a little boy that got killed. When these people fired at that
[27:31 - 27:41] lady's car, one of the bullets ricocheted and killed this little boy who was no older
[27:41 - 27:54] than 13, just walking home from school. And unfortunately, the little boy died on the
[27:54 - 28:03] way to the hospital due to a gunshot wound to the heart. Because when the bullet ricocheted,
[28:03 - 28:23] it struck him, killing him almost instantly. And what scared me and my family is that
[28:23 - 28:31] we don't know if those bullets were meant for me or if they were just, you know, kids
[28:31 - 28:46] being, you know, a bunch of wannabe thugs. And the reason I say that is because we've
[28:46 - 28:54] had people show up to our house prior to where they had to be escorted off the premises
[28:54 - 29:20] by police. You know, it's sad. The things that I used to be able to do, the things that
[29:20 - 29:28] I used to be able to do, like going outside, doing photography, because a lot of people
[29:28 - 29:33] might not know this, but another thing that I actually have a knack for is photography.
[29:33 - 29:41] I've been doing photography for a little over five years now. Like I can't even go
[29:41 - 29:51] outside and do photography like I used to. I can't go for walks down by the lake. I
[29:51 - 29:55] can't even walk down the street without having to look over my shoulder and being an alert
[29:55 - 30:04] of fear that something can happen to me at any given time. This has been my life for
[30:04 - 30:29] the last four to five years and I am sick of it. Like I'm tired of living in fear. I'm
[30:29 - 30:41] tired of living with depression. I'm tired of being bullied by this guy. And one thing
[30:41 - 30:53] that really pisses me off even more is the fact that the police here refuse to do anything.
[30:53 - 31:07] They say that they can't do anything but in all actuality they could. And here's the
[31:07 - 31:15] thing, man. I don't need a therapist. What I need is for these people to leave me the
[31:15 - 31:42] fuck alone and to leave my friends and family alone. That's what I really need. Like I
[31:42 - 31:55] never asked to be bullied. I never asked to be harassed. I never asked to have my life
[31:55 - 32:23] so screwed up that I can't do anything about it. And but he is right though. The police
[32:23 - 32:44] here did wrongfully label me as mentally disturbed when clearly I'm not. There is clearly something
[32:44 - 32:53] very real going on here. And I want to bring this to light in any way that I can. I want
[32:53 - 33:02] people to see what's really going on. And the last two days have been the worst of
[33:02 - 33:22] my life. Because I had lost my best friend of ten years. He decided to walk away and
[33:22 - 33:29] join them and attack me. Even though this person had threatened, even though William
[33:29 - 33:44] Gore Hall had threatened to go after him with CPS. And I am making this video because I
[33:44 - 33:51] don't want anyone else to suffer the same way that I did. I don't want anybody else
[33:51 - 34:00] to get put through what I got put through. No one deserves to get put through what I
[34:00 - 34:09] got put through. I've lost friendships of many years. I've lost a lot of opportunities
[34:09 - 34:20] to change my life for the better. I've lost out on quite a bit in life and have been forced
[34:20 - 34:44] to suffer in a never-ending nightmare that I did not ask for nor do I deserve.
[34:44 - 34:56] Let me tell you guys something right now. Everything that I've gotten put through over
[34:56 - 35:22] the last two to four years. I would not wish any of this on anyone. I wouldn't wish this
[35:22 - 35:30] on William Gore Hall. I wouldn't wish this on Marty, on Masshole reports. No one. I would
[35:30 - 35:39] not wish what I got put through on anybody at all. Because no one deserves this. No one
[35:39 - 35:55] deserves to get attacked or bullied the same way that I have. No one deserves to get put
[35:55 - 36:12] through this at all. Every day is a constant war for my mind. Every day is a constant battle
[36:12 - 36:22] to remind myself that I'm going to be okay. Every day is a constant struggle for me to
[36:22 - 36:36] get rid of these bullies.
[36:36 - 36:57] And I want to share something with you guys.
[36:57 - 37:18] [music]
[37:18 - 37:35] Yes, this song is pertained to the military. But this song also applies to people like
[37:35 - 37:43] myself and what we deal with on a daily basis from being bullied.
[37:43 - 38:12] This song right here is pretty much my life every night and every day.
[38:12 - 38:37] [music]
[38:37 - 43:24] [applause]
[43:24 - 43:42] - You're no different from me and I'm no different from you. We're all people. And maybe if you cut your fucking ego down to size for a minute and take a walk in my shoes, then maybe then you'll understand what it's like.
[43:43 - 44:02] [silence]
[44:02 - 44:20] Either way, like I said, dude, you've not walked a mile in my shoes. So honestly, you have no right to judge. You have no right to speak on something that you know nothing about.
[44:20 - 44:37] [silence]
[44:37 - 44:50] Because unless you've walked a mile in my shoes, then you have no right to speak on what I've been through because you've not been through the exact situation that I have gone through.
[44:50 - 45:15] You've not had to wake up feeling depressed. You've not had to wake up dealing with the shit that I've had to deal with, wondering, "Am I going to make it through this day alive? Am I going to be okay? What are these people going to do to me next? How many more people are going to suffer as a result?"
[45:15 - 45:21] So if I were you, dude, I would sit down and I would shut my fucking mouth because you don't know.
[45:21 - 45:28] [silence]
[45:28 - 45:36] And like I said, I'm not meaning to be disrespectful, but dude, put yourself in someone else's position.
[45:36 - 46:11] [silence]
[46:11 - 46:24] And this song right here depicts the one question I ask myself every day.
[46:24 - 46:55] [silence]
[46:55 - 47:04] This song is the question that I ask myself every day.
[47:04 - 47:10] We all have our demons that we battle, and I face mine every day.
[47:10 - 47:17] They say we're dead and seen in the war, but I've seen it in the war.
[47:17 - 47:22] And the question is, can you live again?
[47:22 - 47:30] Oh, no. Maybe if I didn't see where I'm going, maybe I'm good.
[47:30 - 47:42] [silence]
[47:42 - 47:45] Can you live again? I don't even know what's real.
[47:45 - 47:48] It was hard to find life on my battlefield.
[47:48 - 47:51] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[47:51 - 47:54] But I'm throwing ball. I'm gonna try and fly.
[47:54 - 47:57] I miss my June jump. This is a PLC.
[47:57 - 48:02] He was still a kid, only 18. Tears falling from my eyes.
[48:02 - 48:05] I can make it stop. He was on the battlefield.
[48:05 - 48:07] They the only ones I got.
[48:07 - 48:10] But he means, yeah, and I can't even find my way.
[48:10 - 48:13] I'm so confused, now I just wanna throw away.
[48:13 - 48:16] I'm feeling so numb, I just wanna feel again.
[48:16 - 48:19] I'm hella angry, now I just wanna feel again.
[48:19 - 48:22] You wanna understand if you didn't live it.
[48:22 - 48:25] It's like no, we can't. Y'all can't feel it.
[48:25 - 48:28] So I said that, and I just wanna live.
[48:28 - 48:31] Of all this shit, and I see 10, can I live?
[48:31 - 48:34] Can I live again? I don't even know what's real.
[48:34 - 48:37] It was hard to find life on the battlefield.
[48:37 - 48:40] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[48:40 - 48:43] But I'm going north, when we drive by.
[48:43 - 48:46] If we live again, I don't even know what's real.
[48:46 - 48:49] It was hard to find life on the battlefield.
[48:49 - 48:52] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[48:52 - 48:56] If I'm going north, when we drive by.
[48:56 - 48:59] If we lose our tools, y'all, I drink the truffle.
[48:59 - 49:02] It's me and you, who's making music and the truffle.
[49:02 - 49:05] Hey, remember, really, I gotta keep your head with me.
[49:05 - 49:08] I got so fucked up, even at your head with me.
[49:08 - 49:11] Hey, man, what up, I'm just so you keep living.
[49:11 - 49:14] I got your talent on my own, so I'm gonna live with you.
[49:14 - 49:17] Rapping on stage, rocking in, I know you're here.
[49:17 - 49:20] With the T's on, rifles high in the air.
[49:20 - 49:23] Can I live with you, and I don't even know what's real.
[49:23 - 49:26] Heads spinning round and round like a fan's wheel.
[49:26 - 49:29] I see them running, getting shot in execution style.
[49:29 - 49:32] Then they go observe, I'm standing feeling locked.
[49:32 - 49:35] It's so hard to smile, but still I carry on.
[49:35 - 49:38] Crying so, me after so, I'm feeling so alone.
[49:38 - 49:41] Can I live with you, the questions, can I live with you?
[49:41 - 49:44] I keep living life, but it's hard to pretend.
[49:44 - 49:48] Can I live with you, and I don't even know what's real.
[49:48 - 49:51] It was all about life on the battlefield.
[49:51 - 49:54] Change a lot and soldiers die on the front lines.
[49:54 - 49:57] But I'm going off, who will drive by?
[49:57 - 50:00] Can I live again, and I don't even know what's real.
[50:00 - 50:03] It was all about life on the battlefield.
[50:03 - 50:06] See the lot and soldiers die on the front lines.
[50:06 - 50:10] But I'm going off, who will drive by?
[50:10 - 50:17] That's the question that I ask myself every day.
[50:17 - 50:23] Will I ever be able to live a normal life ever again after all that's happened to me?
[50:23 - 50:32] Will I ever be able to get my life back?
[50:43 - 50:48] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help?
[50:48 - 50:53] Take some meds, go see a counselor.
[50:53 - 50:56] They can help you with your problems.
[50:56 - 50:59] Some people, you can never understand.
[50:59 - 51:02] It's a war inside your head.
[51:02 - 51:06] Lately I've been distant from the world in a quiet place.
[51:06 - 51:09] Things that I've been like rewiring differently I can't embrace.
[51:09 - 51:12] From all the hurt and all the pain, can you feel my rage?
[51:12 - 51:15] Going up with bullets, they consider me a better case.
[51:15 - 51:18] The things that changed, the past is done and over with.
[51:18 - 51:21] Why I keep on dwelling on it, why my thoughts so cancerous?
[51:21 - 51:24] Why my best friend hasn't died, God can you give me the answer to this?
[51:24 - 51:27] Why am I still agonizing on my life's relationship?
[51:27 - 51:31] Maybe I'm a chroma, 10 years shot, I'm seeing trouble, you can hear my song.
[51:31 - 51:33] One more reason I can never settle.
[51:33 - 51:36] Sorry for the struggle, learning from it, staying over.
[51:36 - 51:39] Then sorry for the trouble, talking son of a fucking toad.
[51:39 - 51:42] If my thoughts can really kill, disbelieve I will be dead.
[51:42 - 51:45] I ain't 'bout here saving lives yet and sometimes I forget.
[51:45 - 51:48] I'm a demon scared to play, I'm barely hanging by a thread.
[51:48 - 51:51] Maybe I should pull this trigger and make my mind arrested.
[51:51 - 51:54] Lost in the music, this is their build.
[51:54 - 51:58] They barely ain't gone, I don't know if I can do this.
[51:58 - 52:01] Would I rise when I fall, would I rise when I fall?
[52:01 - 52:04] I don't know anymore.
[52:04 - 52:10] Look at my reflection, ain't no versus demon, I wish that I was dreaming.
[52:10 - 52:13] Would I rise when I fall, would I rise when I fall?
[52:13 - 52:16] I don't know anymore.
[52:16 - 52:18] I know you're not thinking that I'm a risk.
[52:18 - 52:21] I can see it in your eyes, you can't understand yourself.
[52:21 - 52:24] You can pass on me, so you go around my lips.
[52:24 - 52:27] I'm turning every night, I'm fading if it even helps.
[52:27 - 52:30] You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reaper.
[52:30 - 52:33] And now you think it's probably solved because you change your people,
[52:33 - 52:36] you wait for miserable, it's clear you're feeding off an evil.
[52:36 - 52:39] Take my hand tonight and knock your promise, you'll be always peaceful.
[52:39 - 52:42] What about my family, I can't leave them in a disarray.
[52:42 - 52:45] Give the town a number, won't forget about you anyway.
[52:45 - 52:48] Put 'em by my fans, in the impact I have made on them.
[52:48 - 52:52] Find another source, do not worry, they will all admit it's better if you go.
[52:52 - 52:56] Do not act like you have any phrases, even though it's this, this is it.
[52:56 - 52:59] Boy, you take my hand, voices getting louder, you can't fight 'em,
[52:59 - 53:00] best to sign your will.
[53:00 - 53:02] Show me on the darker side, through the dreary depths.
[53:02 - 53:04] Do the dreary depths of hell, y'all.
[53:04 - 53:42] ?
[53:42 - 53:46] Because they describe a lot of women,
[53:46 - 53:49] they help me because,
[53:49 - 53:55] it basically talks about what I've gone through, what I deal with.
[53:55 - 53:58] It talks about what my life has been like,
[53:58 - 54:01] dealing with these fucking demons, that glory hole and an asshole,
[54:01 - 54:03] have fucking put on me.
[54:03 - 54:09] ?
[54:09 - 54:11] Man, typical I say.
[54:11 - 54:15] But this song is a song that,
[54:15 - 54:21] I'm actually currently working on recording right now and,
[54:21 - 54:26] I want you guys to hear it, I wanted you guys to be one of the first ones to hear this.
[54:26 - 124:10] ?

2022-7-3 MY REAL LIFE (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:17] Good morning, good evening, and good afternoon, everyone.
[0:17 - 0:32] I have something that I want to talk to all of you about.
[0:32 - 0:40] A lot of people don't know my whole story.
[0:40 - 1:02] So I'm here today to tell you guys what exactly has been going on over the last four years.
[1:02 - 1:08] Before I get into it, I want to introduce myself. My name is Chance, but most people
[1:08 - 1:16] know me on the internet under my artist named Cyraxx. I am a music artist of ten years.
[1:16 - 1:23] I've been doing drawing and painting my whole life.
[1:23 - 1:40] For those of you that don't know, my story begins shortly after 2017 and 2018.
[1:40 - 1:50] You see, in 2017 I got bullied by a guy named MusicBizMarty. Around that time, I had just
[1:50 - 1:57] founded an independent record label called Bloodshot Records with me and some now former
[1:57 - 2:07] friends of mine. It lasted about a year until 2018 when everybody decided to go their own
[2:07 - 2:22] separate ways and do their own thing which I had no issues with. But 2018 was rough.
[2:22 - 2:40] I was attacked multiple times by this MusicBizMarty guy. 2019 and stuff is when he got the worst.
[2:40 - 2:48] He really did things to screw with me, such as breaking into my Facebooks and into my
[2:48 - 2:59] discords. And I say Facebooks as in, you know, I had several Facebook accounts and several
[2:59 - 3:09] Discord accounts. And he broke into all of them, stole private photos between me and
[3:09 - 3:19] my exes, posted them on adult websites, posted them all over Discord, mocking me, making
[3:19 - 3:34] fun of me. But none of that can compare to when 2020 rolled around.
[3:34 - 3:46] 2020 is when I met this female on YouTube by the name of Masshole Reports. And at the
[3:46 - 3:57] time, I did not know that she was a troll. She pretended to be cool on Marty's channel
[3:57 - 4:05] and then acted like she was strung out on drugs. And I told her I cannot be around
[4:05 - 4:18] that shit because I've had friends that have lost their lives from accidental drug overdoses.
[4:18 - 4:29] Two of those people being my now past mentor who died of an accidental heroin overdose.
[4:29 - 4:38] And the lead vocalist for my band back in high school, Brian Hildebrand, who died from
[4:38 - 4:55] getting hooked on many, many pills and just going down that path. But I left Kate behind
[4:55 - 5:07] thinking everything was good. But little did I know that that was a set up to a troll.
[5:07 - 5:26] See Kate is 36 years of age currently, or 37. I'm not sure which. But Kate pretended
[5:26 - 5:36] to be 18 years of age. She hit me up by phone pretending to be a grown adult, which as you
[5:36 - 5:44] guys and everybody knows that 18 is a legal adult. She pretended to be an 18 year old
[5:44 - 5:51] fan who really liked my work and seemed to be interested in me. And we started talking
[5:51 - 6:01] for many, many hours by text message and phone call and stuff like that. Well, little did
[6:01 - 6:15] I know that that would lead to what it led to. After she hung up, I went back to watching
[6:15 - 6:23] whatever I was watching. I think I was watching like the Iron Giant or something at the time.
[6:23 - 6:36] But then she asked me, she basically told me that she wanted to have me see something.
[6:36 - 6:46] And bear in mind, things had heated up prior to the incident. Like, you know, she had
[6:46 - 6:55] gotten me to send her a certain pig. And well, after that went down, she told me that she
[6:55 - 7:07] had to go. Little did I know that what she did would pretty much ruin my life. Kate Peters,
[7:07 - 7:13] also more commonly known as Masshole reports on YouTube, decided to send me a picture of
[7:13 - 7:30] an underage child and then turned around and claimed to be 14 years of age. And after
[7:30 - 7:40] that incident went down, the police got called out here and they saw everything. I showed
[7:40 - 7:52] them the screenshots and they told me that I'm not a pedophile, just that I needed to
[7:52 - 8:02] be more careful about who I speak with and whom I talk to, which I understood. But little
[8:02 - 8:11] did I know that I would lead to this guy named William Gloria attacking me like he did.
[8:11 - 8:17] And at first his videos turned out to be funny. They truly did. They turned out to be funny
[8:17 - 8:25] little videos. Like there was one where he put me in a hot dog, had me laughing, had
[8:25 - 8:32] my whole family laughing. And then he did something that I thought was cool. He took
[8:32 - 8:38] my face and superimposed it on Vin Diesel and Paul Walker's face from the Fast and
[8:38 - 8:49] Furious films, which I saw that as an honor. I saw that as an honor because as many of
[8:49 - 8:58] you guys know, I am a major, major Fast and Furious fan and Paul Walker was a very big
[8:58 - 9:07] part of the car community than I am part of. So I saw that as an honor. I saw that as
[9:07 - 9:20] a compliment. But little did I know that it would lead to what it led to. Over the last
[9:20 - 9:35] two and a half years I've been bullied by William Gorial. My friends have all been attacked.
[9:35 - 9:49] This man has caused my biological father to lose his job. I have lost out on YouTube
[9:49 - 10:01] alone on close to about a million dollars in ad revenue. And I'm not even joking or
[10:01 - 10:08] embellishing when I say that. I've lost out on about a million dollars in ad revenue
[10:08 - 10:21] on YouTube over the last two years. Because I was such a big man and I was doing so well.
[10:21 - 10:31] I was releasing music almost every month. People were buying it like crazy. I was selling
[10:31 - 10:43] merchandise. I was doing good. I was doing very well for myself and around that time
[10:43 - 10:53] I had even gotten signed to the record label. That was one of my dream levels. Someone get
[10:53 - 11:07] this job guy out of here please. But I had actually gotten brought on to a major record
[11:07 - 11:17] label that was a dream of mine. Which is Machiavelli Records. I got found by Machiavelli
[11:17 - 11:26] Records because the owner of the label, Kalon the artist, is actually a friend that he's
[11:26 - 11:37] actually a good buddy to one of my good friends over in the UK. I saw it as an honor to be
[11:37 - 11:44] brought on to that label. To be part of something that I had thought my whole life to be brought
[11:44 - 12:04] on to. I had thought my whole life to be brought on to that label. And I finally got the opportunity
[12:04 - 12:16] but little did I know that I would get fired from that label due to the accusations of
[12:16 - 12:41] me being labeled as a pedophile. Or I'd say me being wrongfully labeled as a pedophile.
[12:41 - 12:53] And over the last two and a half years I've had very things to end on to me. I have had
[12:53 - 13:04] a dead baby pig still in the mother's fetal scent sent to my house. My family has had
[13:04 - 13:14] very fucked up messages and phone calls left on their voicemails. I've had people show
[13:14 - 13:31] to my house trying to kill me. I have had people show to my friend's houses and break
[13:31 - 13:45] their car windows looking for me. They lost their jobs because of all this. And what really
[13:45 - 14:10] pisses me off more than anything is the fact that this man, this William Gloryhole, has
[14:10 - 14:24] done some very fucked up things. And tattoo I'm going to mind you up because I know tattoo
[14:24 - 14:45] personally, she's a very good friend of mine. Thank you.
[14:45 - 15:15] Oh, I definitely will for sure. Tattoo for sure. But this man has done a lot. Like I've
[15:15 - 15:28] lost out on many opportunities. I've lost sponsorships. I've lost obviously very much
[15:28 - 15:36] a lot of money. That could have changed my life and my family's lives. I could have
[15:36 - 15:43] helped out artists that were struggling like myself. People that I knew on a personal
[15:43 - 15:50] level that work hard. And I mean very hard. People like my good friend, Wigs Wiggin, who
[15:50 - 16:00] is a very, very talented and very gifted UK music artist. I could have helped out one
[16:00 - 16:06] of my good friends who is an artist here in the US by the name of C West. He's a very
[16:06 - 16:13] gifted artist and I've collabed with him many a times on songs. He's actually a very,
[16:13 - 16:27] very good dude. That's how I can get rid of this Joby guy or Mellon can get rid of this
[16:27 - 16:52] Joby guy. And it has my life has been affected in major ways. Because something that not
[16:52 - 17:08] a lot of people have seen. Don't worry, Mellon, I got you. But something that not a lot of
[17:08 - 17:34] people have seen on YouTube is something that I've dealt with quite a bit. And that
[17:34 - 17:53] thing is depression. Because of William Gorehaugh and his friends and national reports. A couple
[17:53 - 18:05] years ago, I attempted to end my life on live stream in front of them. And thankfully,
[18:05 - 18:16] I had my friends and my family there to stop me. And these people have ruined so much
[18:16 - 18:37] for me and my family. I don't know what else to say other than I've gone through more
[18:37 - 18:48] than what anybody could ever deal with. And I've gone through more than anybody deserves
[18:48 - 19:08] to get put through. And Mellon, get rid of these two right here. This Sally person and
[19:08 - 19:28] you are a mod so you can do that. But there have been days where I have woken up depressed.
[19:28 - 19:38] There were days where I woke up depressed. I wasn't eating hardly. And when I did, I
[19:38 - 19:59] was throwing up because I was so skinny to where you could see my rib cage. I was that
[19:59 - 20:05] skinny. I woke up depressed many days. There were times where I went to bed at night and
[20:05 - 20:17] hoped and prayed that I wouldn't wake up the next day because of these people. There
[20:17 - 20:41] were days where I woke up mad that I was still here. Like this time last year, I didn't
[20:41 - 20:54] want to be here. I didn't want to live because I was put through so much. It got to the
[20:54 - 21:07] points where I left YouTube for about three months. I left YouTube for about three months.
[21:07 - 21:14] And at that time I was dating my best friend Tricia and I had known her for about four
[21:14 - 21:27] years. Me and her had started dating and we were together for a pretty good few months.
[21:27 - 21:41] And obviously, things just went bad. So me and her split it off. But what gets me, and
[21:41 - 21:50] the one thing I don't understand, is that every time one of you guys or somebody stands
[21:50 - 21:58] up for me and defends me, which I am very grateful to you guys for, I am very grateful
[21:58 - 22:05] to all of you that has stood up for me and had my back. Everybody from melon to tattooed
[22:05 - 22:15] for life and everybody that has actually shown support and love for me, I truly appreciate
[22:15 - 22:25] that more than anything. I really do. But what upsets me the most more than what I got
[22:25 - 22:33] put through is the fact that this person is so evil that he can sit there and make up
[22:33 - 22:38] screenshots and make them look legit and make me look like I'm doing things that I'm
[22:38 - 22:53] not doing and then to turn around to my friends and docs their personal information out there.
[22:53 - 23:08] This man is so evil. And here's the thing, crazy train. This is something that affects
[23:08 - 23:23] my life every day. This literally affects my life every day. You can ask melon, you
[23:23 - 23:34] can ask tattoo for life. This really affects my everyday life. Like this truly affects
[23:34 - 23:46] my life every day. Every day I constantly live in fear and wonder when is he going
[23:46 - 23:57] to attack next? What's he going to do to try to ruin me next? Every day is a constant
[23:57 - 24:04] wonder of is he going to stop? And if not, what's he going to do next to try to ruin
[24:04 - 24:24] me? Who is he going to lie to next? This is my everyday life. I can't even go outside
[24:24 - 24:43] without being an alert of fear.
[24:43 - 24:56] About four months ago something happened that really made me scared. Well, two things happened.
[24:56 - 25:04] The first thing happened was I was sitting here in my room and I was actually working
[25:04 - 25:12] on music at that time. And I heard a loud bang. And at first I didn't think nothing
[25:12 - 25:28] of it. But then, I heard the sound of glass shattering. And what I heard didn't sound
[25:28 - 25:42] normal. It sounded like gunfire. So I immediately grabbed my rifle and I went outside to look
[25:42 - 25:48] and see what was going on. Because I didn't know there were armed people outside or what.
[25:48 - 26:00] I didn't know. This lady's car, the back of her car, had been busted out. The back
[26:00 - 26:11] window had been shattered by a bunch of kids with semi-automatic rifles. Because when
[26:11 - 26:18] I heard that bang, I thought I heard like firecrackers. Because you know that sound
[26:18 - 26:25] that firecrackers make where it's like a really fast, repetitive bang? Like that firecracker
[26:25 - 26:35] sound? I thought that's what it was. But then, as soon as I realized what it was,
[26:35 - 26:46] I ran outside to see if anybody was hurt. I told my mom and I had to stay inside. And
[26:46 - 26:51] I ran out across the street to check on the lady in the car. The lady I'd struck our
[26:51 - 26:58] telephone pole right here at the end of the street, which is from my room to the telephone
[26:58 - 27:07] pole is about maybe 10, 15 feet, if that. Like it's not very far at all. It's like
[27:07 - 27:16] I can literally look out my window and see it. Like I can literally look out my bedroom
[27:16 - 27:25] window and see the telephone pole. Her car had gotten stomped up against there. But
[27:25 - 27:31] little did I know there was a little boy that got killed. When these people fired at that
[27:31 - 27:41] lady's car, one of the bullets ricocheted and killed this little boy who was no older
[27:41 - 27:54] than 13, just walking home from school. And unfortunately, the little boy died on the
[27:54 - 28:03] way to the hospital due to a gunshot wound to the heart. Because when the bullet ricocheted,
[28:03 - 28:23] it struck him, killing him almost instantly. And what scared me and my family is that
[28:23 - 28:31] we don't know if those bullets were meant for me or if they were just, you know, kids
[28:31 - 28:46] being, you know, a bunch of wannabe thugs. And the reason I say that is because we've
[28:46 - 28:54] had people show up to our house prior to where they had to be escorted off the premises
[28:54 - 29:20] by police. You know, it's sad. The things that I used to be able to do, the things that
[29:20 - 29:28] I used to be able to do, like going outside, doing photography, because a lot of people
[29:28 - 29:33] might not know this, but another thing that I actually have a knack for is photography.
[29:33 - 29:41] I've been doing photography for a little over five years now. Like I can't even go
[29:41 - 29:51] outside and do photography like I used to. I can't go for walks down by the lake. I
[29:51 - 29:55] can't even walk down the street without having to look over my shoulder and being an alert
[29:55 - 30:04] of fear that something can happen to me at any given time. This has been my life for
[30:04 - 30:29] the last four to five years and I am sick of it. Like I'm tired of living in fear. I'm
[30:29 - 30:41] tired of living with depression. I'm tired of being bullied by this guy. And one thing
[30:41 - 30:53] that really pisses me off even more is the fact that the police here refuse to do anything.
[30:53 - 31:07] They say that they can't do anything but in all actuality they could. And here's the
[31:07 - 31:15] thing, man. I don't need a therapist. What I need is for these people to leave me the
[31:15 - 31:42] fuck alone and to leave my friends and family alone. That's what I really need. Like I
[31:42 - 31:55] never asked to be bullied. I never asked to be harassed. I never asked to have my life
[31:55 - 32:23] so screwed up that I can't do anything about it. And but he is right though. The police
[32:23 - 32:44] here did wrongfully label me as mentally disturbed when clearly I'm not. There is clearly something
[32:44 - 32:53] very real going on here. And I want to bring this to light in any way that I can. I want
[32:53 - 33:02] people to see what's really going on. And the last two days have been the worst of
[33:02 - 33:22] my life. Because I had lost my best friend of ten years. He decided to walk away and
[33:22 - 33:29] join them and attack me. Even though this person had threatened, even though William
[33:29 - 33:44] Gore Hall had threatened to go after him with CPS. And I am making this video because I
[33:44 - 33:51] don't want anyone else to suffer the same way that I did. I don't want anybody else
[33:51 - 34:00] to get put through what I got put through. No one deserves to get put through what I
[34:00 - 34:09] got put through. I've lost friendships of many years. I've lost a lot of opportunities
[34:09 - 34:20] to change my life for the better. I've lost out on quite a bit in life and have been forced
[34:20 - 34:44] to suffer in a never-ending nightmare that I did not ask for nor do I deserve.
[34:44 - 34:56] Let me tell you guys something right now. Everything that I've gotten put through over
[34:56 - 35:22] the last two to four years. I would not wish any of this on anyone. I wouldn't wish this
[35:22 - 35:30] on William Gore Hall. I wouldn't wish this on Marty, on Masshole reports. No one. I would
[35:30 - 35:39] not wish what I got put through on anybody at all. Because no one deserves this. No one
[35:39 - 35:55] deserves to get attacked or bullied the same way that I have. No one deserves to get put
[35:55 - 36:12] through this at all. Every day is a constant war for my mind. Every day is a constant battle
[36:12 - 36:22] to remind myself that I'm going to be okay. Every day is a constant struggle for me to
[36:22 - 36:36] get rid of these bullies.
[36:36 - 36:57] And I want to share something with you guys.
[36:57 - 37:18] [music]
[37:18 - 37:35] Yes, this song is pertained to the military. But this song also applies to people like
[37:35 - 37:43] myself and what we deal with on a daily basis from being bullied.
[37:43 - 38:12] This song right here is pretty much my life every night and every day.
[38:12 - 38:37] [music]
[38:37 - 43:24] [applause]
[43:24 - 43:42] - You're no different from me and I'm no different from you. We're all people. And maybe if you cut your fucking ego down to size for a minute and take a walk in my shoes, then maybe then you'll understand what it's like.
[43:43 - 44:02] [silence]
[44:02 - 44:20] Either way, like I said, dude, you've not walked a mile in my shoes. So honestly, you have no right to judge. You have no right to speak on something that you know nothing about.
[44:20 - 44:37] [silence]
[44:37 - 44:50] Because unless you've walked a mile in my shoes, then you have no right to speak on what I've been through because you've not been through the exact situation that I have gone through.
[44:50 - 45:15] You've not had to wake up feeling depressed. You've not had to wake up dealing with the shit that I've had to deal with, wondering, "Am I going to make it through this day alive? Am I going to be okay? What are these people going to do to me next? How many more people are going to suffer as a result?"
[45:15 - 45:21] So if I were you, dude, I would sit down and I would shut my fucking mouth because you don't know.
[45:21 - 45:28] [silence]
[45:28 - 45:36] And like I said, I'm not meaning to be disrespectful, but dude, put yourself in someone else's position.
[45:36 - 46:11] [silence]
[46:11 - 46:24] And this song right here depicts the one question I ask myself every day.
[46:24 - 46:55] [silence]
[46:55 - 47:04] This song is the question that I ask myself every day.
[47:04 - 47:10] We all have our demons that we battle, and I face mine every day.
[47:10 - 47:17] They say we're dead and seen in the war, but I've seen it in the war.
[47:17 - 47:22] And the question is, can you live again?
[47:22 - 47:30] Oh, no. Maybe if I didn't see where I'm going, maybe I'm good.
[47:30 - 47:42] [silence]
[47:42 - 47:45] Can you live again? I don't even know what's real.
[47:45 - 47:48] It was hard to find life on my battlefield.
[47:48 - 47:51] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[47:51 - 47:54] But I'm throwing ball. I'm gonna try and fly.
[47:54 - 47:57] I miss my June jump. This is a PLC.
[47:57 - 48:02] He was still a kid, only 18. Tears falling from my eyes.
[48:02 - 48:05] I can make it stop. He was on the battlefield.
[48:05 - 48:07] They the only ones I got.
[48:07 - 48:10] But he means, yeah, and I can't even find my way.
[48:10 - 48:13] I'm so confused, now I just wanna throw away.
[48:13 - 48:16] I'm feeling so numb, I just wanna feel again.
[48:16 - 48:19] I'm hella angry, now I just wanna feel again.
[48:19 - 48:22] You wanna understand if you didn't live it.
[48:22 - 48:25] It's like no, we can't. Y'all can't feel it.
[48:25 - 48:28] So I said that, and I just wanna live.
[48:28 - 48:31] Of all this shit, and I see 10, can I live?
[48:31 - 48:34] Can I live again? I don't even know what's real.
[48:34 - 48:37] It was hard to find life on the battlefield.
[48:37 - 48:40] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[48:40 - 48:43] But I'm going north, when we drive by.
[48:43 - 48:46] If we live again, I don't even know what's real.
[48:46 - 48:49] It was hard to find life on the battlefield.
[48:49 - 48:52] Seen a lot of soldiers dying on the front lines.
[48:52 - 48:56] If I'm going north, when we drive by.
[48:56 - 48:59] If we lose our tools, y'all, I drink the truffle.
[48:59 - 49:02] It's me and you, who's making music and the truffle.
[49:02 - 49:05] Hey, remember, really, I gotta keep your head with me.
[49:05 - 49:08] I got so fucked up, even at your head with me.
[49:08 - 49:11] Hey, man, what up, I'm just so you keep living.
[49:11 - 49:14] I got your talent on my own, so I'm gonna live with you.
[49:14 - 49:17] Rapping on stage, rocking in, I know you're here.
[49:17 - 49:20] With the T's on, rifles high in the air.
[49:20 - 49:23] Can I live with you, and I don't even know what's real.
[49:23 - 49:26] Heads spinning round and round like a fan's wheel.
[49:26 - 49:29] I see them running, getting shot in execution style.
[49:29 - 49:32] Then they go observe, I'm standing feeling locked.
[49:32 - 49:35] It's so hard to smile, but still I carry on.
[49:35 - 49:38] Crying so, me after so, I'm feeling so alone.
[49:38 - 49:41] Can I live with you, the questions, can I live with you?
[49:41 - 49:44] I keep living life, but it's hard to pretend.
[49:44 - 49:48] Can I live with you, and I don't even know what's real.
[49:48 - 49:51] It was all about life on the battlefield.
[49:51 - 49:54] Change a lot and soldiers die on the front lines.
[49:54 - 49:57] But I'm going off, who will drive by?
[49:57 - 50:00] Can I live again, and I don't even know what's real.
[50:00 - 50:03] It was all about life on the battlefield.
[50:03 - 50:06] See the lot and soldiers die on the front lines.
[50:06 - 50:10] But I'm going off, who will drive by?
[50:10 - 50:17] That's the question that I ask myself every day.
[50:17 - 50:23] Will I ever be able to live a normal life ever again after all that's happened to me?
[50:23 - 50:32] Will I ever be able to get my life back?
[50:43 - 50:48] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help?
[50:48 - 50:53] Take some meds, go see a counselor.
[50:53 - 50:56] They can help you with your problems.
[50:56 - 50:59] Some people, you can never understand.
[50:59 - 51:02] It's a war inside your head.
[51:02 - 51:06] Lately I've been distant from the world in a quiet place.
[51:06 - 51:09] Things that I've been like rewiring differently I can't embrace.
[51:09 - 51:12] From all the hurt and all the pain, can you feel my rage?
[51:12 - 51:15] Going up with bullets, they consider me a better case.
[51:15 - 51:18] The things that changed, the past is done and over with.
[51:18 - 51:21] Why I keep on dwelling on it, why my thoughts so cancerous?
[51:21 - 51:24] Why my best friend hasn't died, God can you give me the answer to this?
[51:24 - 51:27] Why am I still agonizing on my life's relationship?
[51:27 - 51:31] Maybe I'm a chroma, 10 years shot, I'm seeing trouble, you can hear my song.
[51:31 - 51:33] One more reason I can never settle.
[51:33 - 51:36] Sorry for the struggle, learning from it, staying over.
[51:36 - 51:39] Then sorry for the trouble, talking son of a fucking toad.
[51:39 - 51:42] If my thoughts can really kill, disbelieve I will be dead.
[51:42 - 51:45] I ain't 'bout here saving lives yet and sometimes I forget.
[51:45 - 51:48] I'm a demon scared to play, I'm barely hanging by a thread.
[51:48 - 51:51] Maybe I should pull this trigger and make my mind arrested.
[51:51 - 51:54] Lost in the music, this is their build.
[51:54 - 51:58] They barely ain't gone, I don't know if I can do this.
[51:58 - 52:01] Would I rise when I fall, would I rise when I fall?
[52:01 - 52:04] I don't know anymore.
[52:04 - 52:10] Look at my reflection, ain't no versus demon, I wish that I was dreaming.
[52:10 - 52:13] Would I rise when I fall, would I rise when I fall?
[52:13 - 52:16] I don't know anymore.
[52:16 - 52:18] I know you're not thinking that I'm a risk.
[52:18 - 52:21] I can see it in your eyes, you can't understand yourself.
[52:21 - 52:24] You can pass on me, so you go around my lips.
[52:24 - 52:27] I'm turning every night, I'm fading if it even helps.
[52:27 - 52:30] You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reaper.
[52:30 - 52:33] And now you think it's probably solved because you change your people,
[52:33 - 52:36] you wait for miserable, it's clear you're feeding off an evil.
[52:36 - 52:39] Take my hand tonight and knock your promise, you'll be always peaceful.
[52:39 - 52:42] What about my family, I can't leave them in a disarray.
[52:42 - 52:45] Give the town a number, won't forget about you anyway.
[52:45 - 52:48] Put 'em by my fans, in the impact I have made on them.
[52:48 - 52:52] Find another source, do not worry, they will all admit it's better if you go.
[52:52 - 52:56] Do not act like you have any phrases, even though it's this, this is it.
[52:56 - 52:59] Boy, you take my hand, voices getting louder, you can't fight 'em,
[52:59 - 53:00] best to sign your will.
[53:00 - 53:02] Show me on the darker side, through the dreary depths.
[53:02 - 53:04] Do the dreary depths of hell, y'all.
[53:04 - 53:42] ?
[53:42 - 53:46] Because they describe a lot of women,
[53:46 - 53:49] they help me because,
[53:49 - 53:55] it basically talks about what I've gone through, what I deal with.
[53:55 - 53:58] It talks about what my life has been like,
[53:58 - 54:01] dealing with these fucking demons, that glory hole and an asshole,
[54:01 - 54:03] have fucking put on me.
[54:03 - 54:09] ?
[54:09 - 54:11] Man, typical I say.
[54:11 - 54:15] But this song is a song that,
[54:15 - 54:21] I'm actually currently working on recording right now and,
[54:21 - 54:26] I want you guys to hear it, I wanted you guys to be one of the first ones to hear this.
[54:26 - 124:10] ?

2022-7-3 MY REAL LIFE (Twitch) Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2022-7-2 NIILIT THE SELLOUT

[0:00 - 0:13] What up y'all, so I'm speaking on behalf of last night. Actually no, you know what, I'm speaking on behalf of these last four years.
[0:13 - 0:37] Gloryhole, you are nothing but a little fucking snobby, snot-no-shit-head-fucking-crack-headed little bitch and Masshole, you're a dumbass deadbeat hoebag whose kid ran out on her at the age of 15.
[0:37 - 0:43] We all know you're addicted to drugs, you fucking druggie. We all fucking know this.
[0:43 - 0:58] And Cruella De Vil, you ain't nothing but a dumbass bitch that is no fucking right running her goddamn mouth about what you do or about what goes on in my shit.
[0:58 - 1:12] You have no fucking right running your punk-ass fucking bitch mouth about what's going on. Cause the shit that's going on with me and Gloryhole and Masshole, that shit don't involve you bitch.
[1:12 - 1:25] So keep your goddamn nose out of it. Alright, mind your own goddamn business. Keep your nose out of where it don't fucking belong bitch.
[1:25 - 1:41] And as for you, Chris, and I'm not going to refer to you as Nyla anymore Chris, I'm going to refer to you by your legal name Christopher Friend or Chris, you're a fucking sellout.
[1:41 - 1:53] You're a punk-ass bitch-ass motherfucking no talent having sellout.
[1:53 - 2:10] You're a fucking sellout, dude. You sit there and you say, "Oh, whoa, I'm not going to let the trolls deter my friendship from you." Really? Really, motherfucker?
[2:10 - 2:23] Then what do you call last night, call me a pedophile, you dumb fucking idiot? And I'll be honest with you, dude, you're letting that fame go to your head.
[2:23 - 2:39] You're a fucking sellout. You chose being friends with the fucking enemy who, let me remind you, threatened to call CPS on your fucking family.
[2:39 - 3:06] The same motherfuckers that called my biological father's workplace had him fired, got me fired from the label I was on, cost my friend Tommy Gunn his job, and then a few weeks later came back and bashed in his rear car window.
[3:06 - 3:31] Wait, Chris, you need to get your fucking shit straight, boy. You really do, because all I see when I look at you now isn't a friend. I see a fucking bitch-ass fucking sellout.
[3:31 - 3:51] Who let his ego get the better of him? See, you got a little bit of taste of fame from bigger Twitch streamers, now you're fucking feeding off of it and thinking that you're better than everybody, but nigga, you ain't. You ain't better than nobody, motherfucker.
[3:51 - 4:04] I mean, what happened to the Chris that said that he would never sell out? What happened to the Chris that used to be my friend and didn't give a fuck what people said about me?
[4:04 - 4:31] I mean, dude, I thought you'd be smart enough to know that all this shit that asshole and Glory Hall are making up, I thought you would have figured out that it's fucking fake, but I guess you're too fucking brain-dead and fucking stupid to fucking realize that these assholes ain't doing nothing but running their mouths like a punk-ass bitch.
[4:31 - 4:57] And Glory Hall, I know what you want, motherfucker. You don't want me to make any money while too fucking bad. I don't give a fuck what you want, motherfucker. I really don't give a fuck what you want, because I ain't gonna do what you want me to do.
[4:57 - 5:13] And if anything, I'm gonna do the exact opposite of what you want me to do. You tell me to go get counseling? Fuck a counselor. You tell me to get therapy? Fuck therapy. You tell me to leave YouTube and Twitch? Fuck you and kiss my motherfucking ass.
[5:13 - 5:41] I ain't giving any of y'all punk bitch ass. Oh, and Chris, in case you missed the fucking memo, that little new friend of yours, William Glory bitch, aka the dude that deserved to have his neck slit, I thought you should know that he sat up in my Discord.
[5:41 - 5:57] Matter of fact, you can go back and listen to the audio footage yourself you want. I mean, the stuff's on his channel. I thought you should know that when me and my people all asked him why he's doing this, he said because it's fun.
[5:57 - 6:17] See, your problem is, Chris, you're so blinded by the bullshit. You're blinded by all the fuck shit that people make up about me. And while we're making up lies, let me help you with some. Let me help you with some lies.
[6:17 - 6:40] If I'm a pedo, then what does that make William Glory hole? Or, actually no, what does that make mass hole? She's the pedophile. She's the one passing around images of underage kids to people.
[6:40 - 6:54] Her and her little fucking crew are the ones that trolled the fuck out of Chris Chan. They're the exact same motherfuckers that trolled the shit out of Chris Chan, Chris.
[6:54 - 7:10] Let me help you with some lies. Let's see, what's a lie that I can think of about myself that isn't true, but we all know it's a lie. Oh yeah, I'm supposedly a pedophile.
[7:10 - 7:29] I'm supposedly a message underage kids. I'm supposedly a racist. I'm supposedly gay. I'm supposedly slept with a dude when none of those are true.
[7:29 - 7:40] So there you go, now you got some more bullshit lies to add onto your garbage about me. But Chris, let me tell you right now, motherfucker.
[7:40 - 7:54] The way you're going, you ain't gonna fucking last on Twitch, bro. You really ain't. You're gonna burn your bridges with everyone.
[7:54 - 8:06] You are going to burn your bridges with everyone, dude. You really are.
[8:06 - 8:16] And what you fucking fail to realize, Chris, is this. And this isn't just for you, Chris. This is for everybody who thinks I'm a pedophile.
[8:16 - 8:25] The true definition of a pedophile is something that goes after prepubescent children.
[8:25 - 8:34] I don't do that shit, Chris, and you know this. You fucking know this, bro.
[8:34 - 8:50] And all you dumb fucks like Masshole, you need to fuck off. Oh, and Masshole, your little mass troll mafia bitch ain't no fucking mafia up on this fucking platform, you dumb hoe.
[8:50 - 9:14] You fucking drug addicted, fucking no talent having, crackheaded, deadbeat mom of a bitch. And Glory Home, like I told you last night, after everything you put me through, swatting me, damn near having me killed two or three different times,
[9:14 - 9:28] going after my friends, going after my family, honestly, bro, you have no idea how much I would love to beat your fucking ass with a goddamn crowbar until you end up in the hospital.
[9:28 - 9:48] You have no idea, because you fucking deserve it. You deserve to have your fucking ass handed to you after everything you've done to me. You ain't nothing but a punk ass, snake ass, no talent having faggot.
[9:48 - 9:54] Who does nothing but run his mouth like a little bitch.
[9:54 - 10:03] So Glory Home, do yourself a favor, get the fuck off the goddamn internet and get a real fucking job like the rest of us.
[10:03 - 10:18] It's pretty sad. Masshole's a deadbeat mom and she has a job. Chris has a job. Hell, I even have a job. But what do you have? Nothing.
[10:18 - 10:24] You run your mouth like a sludge infested little crackhead.
[10:24 - 10:38] Oh and Chris, if I were you, I'd rethink who my friends are. I really would, because just keep in mind, just keep in mind,
[10:38 - 10:49] Wayne Glory holds the motherfucker that, let's see, oh yeah, tried to call CPS on your family.
[10:49 - 10:58] It is nice to my mom's face, but it's a total fucking asshole to me. For no reason.
[10:58 - 11:08] This same motherfucker you're now friends with is the same one that wanted to call CPS on your family because you're friends with me.
[11:08 - 11:14] I mean, I thought you didn't roll over for bitches like Glory Home, bro.
[11:14 - 11:19] I thought you didn't roll over for punk asses like him.
[11:19 - 11:31] Because all I see when I look at you now, Chris, ain't no friend. All I see is a sellout fucking no talent having nobody that honestly don't belong on Twitch or on the internet at this point.
[11:31 - 11:40] Because if you side with him, you don't belong on the internet. If you side with a troll or a bully, you don't deserve to be on the internet.
[11:40 - 11:48] You don't deserve to have a life. You don't deserve to have shit.
[11:48 - 12:02] Because, Chris, how long is it gonna be before he has you doing the same shit to me that he's doing or that asshole's doing? Think about it, motherfucker.
[12:02 - 12:17] I mean, isn't it pretty odd that how I don't do anything wrong but yet they somehow rather fabricate all this fucking evidence stating that I talk to underage girls when I don't?
[12:17 - 12:28] Don't you find that a little bit fucking odd that they fabricate a bunch of fucking screenshots and a bunch of fucking bullshit to make me look like crap?
[12:28 - 12:37] Don't you find that a little bit odd, dude? 'Cause I sure do. And anybody with half a brain would say the same damn thing, dude.
[12:37 - 12:59] So, like I told you, you need to take your fucking head, pull it out of your asshole, clean all the shit off of it, you know, take a diaper wipe or a paper towel or clean all the bullshit off of it, and put it back on your fucking body where it belongs.
[12:59 - 13:18] And quit believing the bullshit. For real. And Chris, stop being a fucking sellout. 'Cause that's what you are. You let the fame and the knowing that your Twitch streamers go to your head.
[13:18 - 13:33] Which turned you into a sellout little bitch. And honestly, I'm glad I'm not like you. I'm glad that I'm on the level that I'm at. I'm glad that I'm not a sellout.
[13:33 - 13:56] Unlike you, you fucking sellout. You punk-ass sellout. Oh, and by the way, Chris, your little bitch of a wife needs to quit messaging me. For real.
[13:56 - 14:13] Oh, and to your wife, while we're talking about it, to your wife, Chris, you need to tell your bitch husband to quit what he's doing and get his head out of his fucking ass. For real.
[14:13 - 14:32] Because your little bitch of a boyfriend or husband or whatever is a backstabbing little bitch. And you need to tell him to get his head out of his fucking ass and to stop trusting motherfuckers like Gorial. For real.
[14:32 - 14:54] I'm just saying. Well, like I said, Chris, be a sellout all you want. I don't give a fuck. But as for you, Glory Hole, I ain't rolling over for you for no one. I ain't rolling over for you. I ain't going nowhere. I ain't doing nothing but doing what I need to be doing.
[14:54 - 15:03] So, Glory Hole, Chris, and Mass Hole, fuck you all.

2022-7-2 NIILIT THE SELLOUT

[0:00 - 0:13] What up y'all, so I'm speaking on behalf of last night. Actually no, you know what, I'm speaking on behalf of these last four years.
[0:13 - 0:37] Gloryhole, you are nothing but a little fucking snobby, snot-no-shit-head-fucking-crack-headed little bitch and Masshole, you're a dumbass deadbeat hoebag whose kid ran out on her at the age of 15.
[0:37 - 0:43] We all know you're addicted to drugs, you fucking druggie. We all fucking know this.
[0:43 - 0:58] And Cruella De Vil, you ain't nothing but a dumbass bitch that is no fucking right running her goddamn mouth about what you do or about what goes on in my shit.
[0:58 - 1:12] You have no fucking right running your punk-ass fucking bitch mouth about what's going on. Cause the shit that's going on with me and Gloryhole and Masshole, that shit don't involve you bitch.
[1:12 - 1:25] So keep your goddamn nose out of it. Alright, mind your own goddamn business. Keep your nose out of where it don't fucking belong bitch.
[1:25 - 1:41] And as for you, Chris, and I'm not going to refer to you as Nyla anymore Chris, I'm going to refer to you by your legal name Christopher Friend or Chris, you're a fucking sellout.
[1:41 - 1:53] You're a punk-ass bitch-ass motherfucking no talent having sellout.
[1:53 - 2:10] You're a fucking sellout, dude. You sit there and you say, "Oh, whoa, I'm not going to let the trolls deter my friendship from you." Really? Really, motherfucker?
[2:10 - 2:23] Then what do you call last night, call me a pedophile, you dumb fucking idiot? And I'll be honest with you, dude, you're letting that fame go to your head.
[2:23 - 2:39] You're a fucking sellout. You chose being friends with the fucking enemy who, let me remind you, threatened to call CPS on your fucking family.
[2:39 - 3:06] The same motherfuckers that called my biological father's workplace had him fired, got me fired from the label I was on, cost my friend Tommy Gunn his job, and then a few weeks later came back and bashed in his rear car window.
[3:06 - 3:31] Wait, Chris, you need to get your fucking shit straight, boy. You really do, because all I see when I look at you now isn't a friend. I see a fucking bitch-ass fucking sellout.
[3:31 - 3:51] Who let his ego get the better of him? See, you got a little bit of taste of fame from bigger Twitch streamers, now you're fucking feeding off of it and thinking that you're better than everybody, but nigga, you ain't. You ain't better than nobody, motherfucker.
[3:51 - 4:04] I mean, what happened to the Chris that said that he would never sell out? What happened to the Chris that used to be my friend and didn't give a fuck what people said about me?
[4:04 - 4:31] I mean, dude, I thought you'd be smart enough to know that all this shit that asshole and Glory Hall are making up, I thought you would have figured out that it's fucking fake, but I guess you're too fucking brain-dead and fucking stupid to fucking realize that these assholes ain't doing nothing but running their mouths like a punk-ass bitch.
[4:31 - 4:57] And Glory Hall, I know what you want, motherfucker. You don't want me to make any money while too fucking bad. I don't give a fuck what you want, motherfucker. I really don't give a fuck what you want, because I ain't gonna do what you want me to do.
[4:57 - 5:13] And if anything, I'm gonna do the exact opposite of what you want me to do. You tell me to go get counseling? Fuck a counselor. You tell me to get therapy? Fuck therapy. You tell me to leave YouTube and Twitch? Fuck you and kiss my motherfucking ass.
[5:13 - 5:41] I ain't giving any of y'all punk bitch ass. Oh, and Chris, in case you missed the fucking memo, that little new friend of yours, William Glory bitch, aka the dude that deserved to have his neck slit, I thought you should know that he sat up in my Discord.
[5:41 - 5:57] Matter of fact, you can go back and listen to the audio footage yourself you want. I mean, the stuff's on his channel. I thought you should know that when me and my people all asked him why he's doing this, he said because it's fun.
[5:57 - 6:17] See, your problem is, Chris, you're so blinded by the bullshit. You're blinded by all the fuck shit that people make up about me. And while we're making up lies, let me help you with some. Let me help you with some lies.
[6:17 - 6:40] If I'm a pedo, then what does that make William Glory hole? Or, actually no, what does that make mass hole? She's the pedophile. She's the one passing around images of underage kids to people.
[6:40 - 6:54] Her and her little fucking crew are the ones that trolled the fuck out of Chris Chan. They're the exact same motherfuckers that trolled the shit out of Chris Chan, Chris.
[6:54 - 7:10] Let me help you with some lies. Let's see, what's a lie that I can think of about myself that isn't true, but we all know it's a lie. Oh yeah, I'm supposedly a pedophile.
[7:10 - 7:29] I'm supposedly a message underage kids. I'm supposedly a racist. I'm supposedly gay. I'm supposedly slept with a dude when none of those are true.
[7:29 - 7:40] So there you go, now you got some more bullshit lies to add onto your garbage about me. But Chris, let me tell you right now, motherfucker.
[7:40 - 7:54] The way you're going, you ain't gonna fucking last on Twitch, bro. You really ain't. You're gonna burn your bridges with everyone.
[7:54 - 8:06] You are going to burn your bridges with everyone, dude. You really are.
[8:06 - 8:16] And what you fucking fail to realize, Chris, is this. And this isn't just for you, Chris. This is for everybody who thinks I'm a pedophile.
[8:16 - 8:25] The true definition of a pedophile is something that goes after prepubescent children.
[8:25 - 8:34] I don't do that shit, Chris, and you know this. You fucking know this, bro.
[8:34 - 8:50] And all you dumb fucks like Masshole, you need to fuck off. Oh, and Masshole, your little mass troll mafia bitch ain't no fucking mafia up on this fucking platform, you dumb hoe.
[8:50 - 9:14] You fucking drug addicted, fucking no talent having, crackheaded, deadbeat mom of a bitch. And Glory Home, like I told you last night, after everything you put me through, swatting me, damn near having me killed two or three different times,
[9:14 - 9:28] going after my friends, going after my family, honestly, bro, you have no idea how much I would love to beat your fucking ass with a goddamn crowbar until you end up in the hospital.
[9:28 - 9:48] You have no idea, because you fucking deserve it. You deserve to have your fucking ass handed to you after everything you've done to me. You ain't nothing but a punk ass, snake ass, no talent having faggot.
[9:48 - 9:54] Who does nothing but run his mouth like a little bitch.
[9:54 - 10:03] So Glory Home, do yourself a favor, get the fuck off the goddamn internet and get a real fucking job like the rest of us.
[10:03 - 10:18] It's pretty sad. Masshole's a deadbeat mom and she has a job. Chris has a job. Hell, I even have a job. But what do you have? Nothing.
[10:18 - 10:24] You run your mouth like a sludge infested little crackhead.
[10:24 - 10:38] Oh and Chris, if I were you, I'd rethink who my friends are. I really would, because just keep in mind, just keep in mind,
[10:38 - 10:49] Wayne Glory holds the motherfucker that, let's see, oh yeah, tried to call CPS on your family.
[10:49 - 10:58] It is nice to my mom's face, but it's a total fucking asshole to me. For no reason.
[10:58 - 11:08] This same motherfucker you're now friends with is the same one that wanted to call CPS on your family because you're friends with me.
[11:08 - 11:14] I mean, I thought you didn't roll over for bitches like Glory Home, bro.
[11:14 - 11:19] I thought you didn't roll over for punk asses like him.
[11:19 - 11:31] Because all I see when I look at you now, Chris, ain't no friend. All I see is a sellout fucking no talent having nobody that honestly don't belong on Twitch or on the internet at this point.
[11:31 - 11:40] Because if you side with him, you don't belong on the internet. If you side with a troll or a bully, you don't deserve to be on the internet.
[11:40 - 11:48] You don't deserve to have a life. You don't deserve to have shit.
[11:48 - 12:02] Because, Chris, how long is it gonna be before he has you doing the same shit to me that he's doing or that asshole's doing? Think about it, motherfucker.
[12:02 - 12:17] I mean, isn't it pretty odd that how I don't do anything wrong but yet they somehow rather fabricate all this fucking evidence stating that I talk to underage girls when I don't?
[12:17 - 12:28] Don't you find that a little bit fucking odd that they fabricate a bunch of fucking screenshots and a bunch of fucking bullshit to make me look like crap?
[12:28 - 12:37] Don't you find that a little bit odd, dude? 'Cause I sure do. And anybody with half a brain would say the same damn thing, dude.
[12:37 - 12:59] So, like I told you, you need to take your fucking head, pull it out of your asshole, clean all the shit off of it, you know, take a diaper wipe or a paper towel or clean all the bullshit off of it, and put it back on your fucking body where it belongs.
[12:59 - 13:18] And quit believing the bullshit. For real. And Chris, stop being a fucking sellout. 'Cause that's what you are. You let the fame and the knowing that your Twitch streamers go to your head.
[13:18 - 13:33] Which turned you into a sellout little bitch. And honestly, I'm glad I'm not like you. I'm glad that I'm on the level that I'm at. I'm glad that I'm not a sellout.
[13:33 - 13:56] Unlike you, you fucking sellout. You punk-ass sellout. Oh, and by the way, Chris, your little bitch of a wife needs to quit messaging me. For real.
[13:56 - 14:13] Oh, and to your wife, while we're talking about it, to your wife, Chris, you need to tell your bitch husband to quit what he's doing and get his head out of his fucking ass. For real.
[14:13 - 14:32] Because your little bitch of a boyfriend or husband or whatever is a backstabbing little bitch. And you need to tell him to get his head out of his fucking ass and to stop trusting motherfuckers like Gorial. For real.
[14:32 - 14:54] I'm just saying. Well, like I said, Chris, be a sellout all you want. I don't give a fuck. But as for you, Glory Hole, I ain't rolling over for you for no one. I ain't rolling over for you. I ain't going nowhere. I ain't doing nothing but doing what I need to be doing.
[14:54 - 15:03] So, Glory Hole, Chris, and Mass Hole, fuck you all.

2022-7-2 NIILIT THE SELLOUT Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 2 (Twitch)

[0:00 - 93:42] [Music]
[93:42 - 94:11] So that's why tomorrow, I am taking tomorrow off 100% and just taking time for myself. It might be a day, it might be a couple of days, but I need to take time for myself and, you know, get things back to the way they should be, you know.
[94:11 - 94:26] And try to formulate a plan to try to hopefully make all this stop so that no one else, you know, has to suffer the same way that I did or that my friends and family have.
[94:26 - 94:46] Because I'm not going to lie, my friends and family have suffered a lot, you know. My friend Tommy lost his job a few weeks ago and then just yesterday he had his car window fastened by some goons that were looking for me.
[94:46 - 94:58] Like, it's seriously scary shit and I don't want to have to have anybody else go through that shit that I've gone through or that my friends and family have dealt with.
[94:58 - 95:18] So tomorrow and possibly Sunday, definitely tomorrow I will be taking off and trying to figure out what to do about all this because these last four years have been insane.
[95:18 - 95:39] These last four years have been the hardest years of my life and I can't hide it anymore. Like, this needs to stop.
[95:39 - 96:00] Like, this seriously needs to fucking stop. And I'm not even joking when I say it, like, I genuinely mean, like, glory hole and asshole and all of them, it needs to stop entirely.
[96:00 - 96:09] Because I don't want to see anybody else end up the same way that Chris Chan did because of these people, you know.
[96:09 - 96:21] I already know I don't want to end up like that and no one else deserves to end up like that either.
[96:21 - 96:28] Like, no one deserves to be taken advantage of. No one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves what I got put through.
[96:28 - 96:37] And no one definitely deserves what they did to Chris Chan. No one deserves that shit.
[96:37 - 96:52] And before you go making assumptions, do I agree with what he did? No. But I do believe wholeheartedly that he was manipulated into doing that by these people that are attacking me.
[96:52 - 97:14] Like, I truly in my heart feel like they took advantage of him and did what they did and talked him into doing it. And I don't want to see anybody else end up like that.
[97:14 - 97:23] No one deserves to get put through what I got put through and no one sure as hell deserves to get put through what Chris Chan got put through.
[97:23 - 97:44] Like I said, do I agree with what he did? No. But like I said, he did get taken advantage of and that's not cool.
[97:44 - 98:02] But with that being said, guys, I am going to hop off here for the night and I'm going to try to get some sleep anyway.
[98:02 - 98:14] Key word, try. I don't know what we all do, but I'm going to I'm going to try. And yeah.
[98:14 - 98:22] I will catch you guys tomorrow morning, guys. Peace.

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 2 (Twitch)

[0:00 - 93:42] [Music]
[93:42 - 94:11] So that's why tomorrow, I am taking tomorrow off 100% and just taking time for myself. It might be a day, it might be a couple of days, but I need to take time for myself and, you know, get things back to the way they should be, you know.
[94:11 - 94:26] And try to formulate a plan to try to hopefully make all this stop so that no one else, you know, has to suffer the same way that I did or that my friends and family have.
[94:26 - 94:46] Because I'm not going to lie, my friends and family have suffered a lot, you know. My friend Tommy lost his job a few weeks ago and then just yesterday he had his car window fastened by some goons that were looking for me.
[94:46 - 94:58] Like, it's seriously scary shit and I don't want to have to have anybody else go through that shit that I've gone through or that my friends and family have dealt with.
[94:58 - 95:18] So tomorrow and possibly Sunday, definitely tomorrow I will be taking off and trying to figure out what to do about all this because these last four years have been insane.
[95:18 - 95:39] These last four years have been the hardest years of my life and I can't hide it anymore. Like, this needs to stop.
[95:39 - 96:00] Like, this seriously needs to fucking stop. And I'm not even joking when I say it, like, I genuinely mean, like, glory hole and asshole and all of them, it needs to stop entirely.
[96:00 - 96:09] Because I don't want to see anybody else end up the same way that Chris Chan did because of these people, you know.
[96:09 - 96:21] I already know I don't want to end up like that and no one else deserves to end up like that either.
[96:21 - 96:28] Like, no one deserves to be taken advantage of. No one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves what I got put through.
[96:28 - 96:37] And no one definitely deserves what they did to Chris Chan. No one deserves that shit.
[96:37 - 96:52] And before you go making assumptions, do I agree with what he did? No. But I do believe wholeheartedly that he was manipulated into doing that by these people that are attacking me.
[96:52 - 97:14] Like, I truly in my heart feel like they took advantage of him and did what they did and talked him into doing it. And I don't want to see anybody else end up like that.
[97:14 - 97:23] No one deserves to get put through what I got put through and no one sure as hell deserves to get put through what Chris Chan got put through.
[97:23 - 97:44] Like I said, do I agree with what he did? No. But like I said, he did get taken advantage of and that's not cool.
[97:44 - 98:02] But with that being said, guys, I am going to hop off here for the night and I'm going to try to get some sleep anyway.
[98:02 - 98:14] Key word, try. I don't know what we all do, but I'm going to I'm going to try. And yeah.
[98:14 - 98:22] I will catch you guys tomorrow morning, guys. Peace.

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 2 (Twitch) Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 1 (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:29] [Music]
[0:29 - 0:33] What is up? What is up? What is up? What is up? What is up?
[0:33 - 5:54] [Music]
[5:54 - 5:58] Yo, I'm going to show you. No problem. What up?
[5:58 - 6:02] [Music]
[6:02 - 6:17] What up? What up? What up? We're in this stream by the way.
[6:17 - 6:24] And now that I got this sucker up and running proper, I think y'all know what that is.
[6:24 - 8:23] [Music]
[8:23 - 8:36] Yo, let's take it up a little bit, y'all.
[8:36 - 12:06] [Music]
[12:06 - 12:12] Now, this one that I've been waiting a long time to do for you guys, man.
[12:12 - 16:02] [Music]
[16:02 - 16:04] All the way.
[16:04 - 16:06] [Music]
[16:06 - 16:10] You're in this way, guys. I'll be right back for one moment.
[16:10 - 16:16] [Music]
[16:16 - 16:20] I gotta take care of something and I'll be right back.
[16:20 - 17:14] [Music]
[17:14 - 17:18] Hey, sorry, guys.
[17:18 - 17:22] I just wanted to know if everything is doing well or not.
[17:22 - 17:28] I just wanted to know if this thing was in proper working order.
[17:28 - 17:32] Gladly, yes, it is.
[17:32 - 19:54] [Music]
[19:54 - 20:00] What is going on with this damn thing?
[20:00 - 26:20] [Music]
[26:20 - 26:26] Who's ready to take this open arch? Are you guys in the chat ready right now?
[26:26 - 26:44] Let's see if y'all know this one.
[26:44 - 35:48] [Music]
[35:48 - 35:52] This one ought to be a throwback for you guys.
[35:52 - 43:12] [Music]
[43:12 - 43:24] All I got to say is one thing.
[43:24 - 43:44] Where's my fucking maggot sack?
[43:44 - 63:08] [Music]
[63:08 - 63:18] I do have a serious question.
[63:18 - 63:24] How many of you guys here would like to see me do an album doing nothing but guitar work?
[63:24 - 63:26] Like what I've been doing right now?
[63:26 - 63:38] [Music]
[63:38 - 63:42] And I actually know. These were actually sent to me by somebody else.
[63:42 - 63:48] [Music]
[63:48 - 63:56] Like some dude named Frank or whatever. So, shout out to whoever Frank is, man. Thank you, man. I appreciate that shit.
[63:56 - 72:32] [Music]
[72:32 - 72:38] All right, guys. I'm gonna do one more drum track and then I am dumping that because I have some work to do
[72:38 - 72:46] to release an album by the 30th, so I've got some work to do with my hand.
[72:46 - 78:56] [Music]
[78:56 - 79:00] All right. Well, with that being said, guys, hopefully you guys did enjoy this.
[79:00 - 79:10] I do actually have to get back to working on my album that is going to be dropping here on the 29th.
[79:10 - 79:12] I will be releasing merch for that tonight.
[79:12 - 79:19] My main album that I was working on is being put on hold for a while because I'm kind of stuck on it.
[79:19 - 79:28] So I will be switching up and doing an album featuring just this and some drum tracking and all that fun stuff.
[79:28 - 79:31] So, yeah, hopefully you guys enjoy it when it drops.
[79:31 - 79:36] And, yeah, I will catch you guys tomorrow morning, man.
[79:36 - 79:41] I hope you guys enjoyed this. If you did, be sure to hit that follow.
[79:41 - 79:48] And if you guys really enjoyed it, be sure to, you know, pick up a freaking subscription.
[79:48 - 79:54] And also be sure to check out the brand new merch that I just dropped in the shop this morning, y'all.
[79:54 - 79:58] But with that being said, I love you guys. I'll catch y'all later, man.
[79:58 - 80:02] I'm out of here, y'all. Peace.
[80:02 - 80:04] Thank you.

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 1 (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:29] [Music]
[0:29 - 0:33] What is up? What is up? What is up? What is up? What is up?
[0:33 - 5:54] [Music]
[5:54 - 5:58] Yo, I'm going to show you. No problem. What up?
[5:58 - 6:02] [Music]
[6:02 - 6:17] What up? What up? What up? We're in this stream by the way.
[6:17 - 6:24] And now that I got this sucker up and running proper, I think y'all know what that is.
[6:24 - 8:23] [Music]
[8:23 - 8:36] Yo, let's take it up a little bit, y'all.
[8:36 - 12:06] [Music]
[12:06 - 12:12] Now, this one that I've been waiting a long time to do for you guys, man.
[12:12 - 16:02] [Music]
[16:02 - 16:04] All the way.
[16:04 - 16:06] [Music]
[16:06 - 16:10] You're in this way, guys. I'll be right back for one moment.
[16:10 - 16:16] [Music]
[16:16 - 16:20] I gotta take care of something and I'll be right back.
[16:20 - 17:14] [Music]
[17:14 - 17:18] Hey, sorry, guys.
[17:18 - 17:22] I just wanted to know if everything is doing well or not.
[17:22 - 17:28] I just wanted to know if this thing was in proper working order.
[17:28 - 17:32] Gladly, yes, it is.
[17:32 - 19:54] [Music]
[19:54 - 20:00] What is going on with this damn thing?
[20:00 - 26:20] [Music]
[26:20 - 26:26] Who's ready to take this open arch? Are you guys in the chat ready right now?
[26:26 - 26:44] Let's see if y'all know this one.
[26:44 - 35:48] [Music]
[35:48 - 35:52] This one ought to be a throwback for you guys.
[35:52 - 43:12] [Music]
[43:12 - 43:24] All I got to say is one thing.
[43:24 - 43:44] Where's my fucking maggot sack?
[43:44 - 63:08] [Music]
[63:08 - 63:18] I do have a serious question.
[63:18 - 63:24] How many of you guys here would like to see me do an album doing nothing but guitar work?
[63:24 - 63:26] Like what I've been doing right now?
[63:26 - 63:38] [Music]
[63:38 - 63:42] And I actually know. These were actually sent to me by somebody else.
[63:42 - 63:48] [Music]
[63:48 - 63:56] Like some dude named Frank or whatever. So, shout out to whoever Frank is, man. Thank you, man. I appreciate that shit.
[63:56 - 72:32] [Music]
[72:32 - 72:38] All right, guys. I'm gonna do one more drum track and then I am dumping that because I have some work to do
[72:38 - 72:46] to release an album by the 30th, so I've got some work to do with my hand.
[72:46 - 78:56] [Music]
[78:56 - 79:00] All right. Well, with that being said, guys, hopefully you guys did enjoy this.
[79:00 - 79:10] I do actually have to get back to working on my album that is going to be dropping here on the 29th.
[79:10 - 79:12] I will be releasing merch for that tonight.
[79:12 - 79:19] My main album that I was working on is being put on hold for a while because I'm kind of stuck on it.
[79:19 - 79:28] So I will be switching up and doing an album featuring just this and some drum tracking and all that fun stuff.
[79:28 - 79:31] So, yeah, hopefully you guys enjoy it when it drops.
[79:31 - 79:36] And, yeah, I will catch you guys tomorrow morning, man.
[79:36 - 79:41] I hope you guys enjoyed this. If you did, be sure to hit that follow.
[79:41 - 79:48] And if you guys really enjoyed it, be sure to, you know, pick up a freaking subscription.
[79:48 - 79:54] And also be sure to check out the brand new merch that I just dropped in the shop this morning, y'all.
[79:54 - 79:58] But with that being said, I love you guys. I'll catch y'all later, man.
[79:58 - 80:02] I'm out of here, y'all. Peace.
[80:02 - 80:04] Thank you.

2022-7-1 GUITAR COVERS & CHILL 1 (Twitch) Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2022-6-25 #NOMOREH8 #STOPBULLYING (Twitch)

[0:00 - 1:00] [MUSIC]
[1:00 - 1:17] What is up? What is up you guys? I do apologize for being late guys.
[1:17 - 1:24] I wish I had to hold on to my family today because we are almost done with the porch.
[1:24 - 2:32] [MUSIC]
[2:32 - 2:34] Hey Paige, what's up?
[2:34 - 2:54] [MUSIC]
[3:10 - 3:14] Yo Tommy, what up brother?
[3:14 - 3:59] [MUSIC]
[4:18 - 4:21] There we go.
[4:21 - 4:53] [MUSIC]
[4:53 - 5:00] Alright, alright, alright, now that we have our new mod open the mix, let's get this started guys.
[5:00 - 5:15] Now if you guys don't know, I am going to be doing double streams, sometimes triple streams for the next six months.
[5:15 - 5:26] And there's a reason for that, but I'll get into that reason later on.
[5:33 - 5:47] I want to start this off right and say screw you to the trolls and the people that have fucking bullied me over the last four years.
[5:47 - 6:00] This show and this concert is me taking back my life away from you guys that have attacked me over the last four years.
[6:00 - 6:10] And it's starting off with this.
[6:10 - 6:13] [MUSIC]
[6:13 - 6:17] Some people go for gold, then their sight will shine.
[6:17 - 6:21] And the sparkle that once was, gets tarnished in mine.
[6:21 - 6:24] They forget what they was after they followed the track.
[6:24 - 6:28] And their vision that was good but he's lost in this play.
[6:28 - 6:32] [MUSIC]
[6:32 - 6:35] Eight shows that take place like a bomb that keeps ticking.
[6:35 - 6:39] And they were written out chasing after after they had their wish.
[6:39 - 6:42] Ambition takes away like a redwood rose.
[6:42 - 6:45] And the grit sucks the life from everybody else's fears.
[6:45 - 6:49] If my words ain't red, they won't die, that ain't fake.
[6:49 - 6:50] But when I die...
[6:50 - 6:52] You guys are fucking ready for this man.
[6:52 - 6:57] [MUSIC]
[6:57 - 6:59] Light.
[6:59 - 10:08] [MUSIC]
[10:08 - 10:10] Yo, crying, Tommy.
[10:10 - 10:22] Melon, what up? Shaqui, what up?
[10:22 - 23:34] [MUSIC]
[23:35 - 23:39] >> As you guys know, I always keep it 100% with you guys.
[23:39 - 23:45] You guys know I've never lied to you once, and I never will.
[23:45 - 23:50] I never have lied to you guys, and I never will.
[23:50 - 23:57] But the reason I'm gonna be stepping on my game and doing more and more streams every day,
[23:57 - 24:00] one to two hours a day, twice a day.
[24:04 - 24:12] And it is because my stepdad, who is gonna be having surgery on his knee very soon,
[24:12 - 24:18] and is gonna be out of work for the next six months, starting after next month.
[24:20 - 24:27] He's actually got a lot of water buildup in his knee, and they have to do a total knee replacement,
[24:27 - 24:31] which means he's gonna be out of work for the next six months.
[24:35 - 24:41] So really, the only income that we're gonna have is off of what I make on here.
[24:44 - 24:48] So if you guys can help me out to get those paid subs up, man,
[24:48 - 24:53] that would help out my family so fucking much more than you guys know.
[24:56 - 25:03] And when he's out of work, I wanna be able to help provide for my family while he's out of work for the next six months.
[94:52 - 94:54] Here's the thing, dude.
[94:54 - 94:56] Tommy's with me, man.
[94:56 - 94:59] Tommy's reporting my team, bro.
[94:59 - 95:01] So, sorry to say, man.
[95:03 - 95:04] Yeah, the look.

2022-6-25 #NOMOREH8 #STOPBULLYING (Twitch)

[0:00 - 1:00] [MUSIC]
[1:00 - 1:17] What is up? What is up you guys? I do apologize for being late guys.
[1:17 - 1:24] I wish I had to hold on to my family today because we are almost done with the porch.
[1:24 - 2:32] [MUSIC]
[2:32 - 2:34] Hey Paige, what's up?
[2:34 - 2:54] [MUSIC]
[3:10 - 3:14] Yo Tommy, what up brother?
[3:14 - 3:59] [MUSIC]
[4:18 - 4:21] There we go.
[4:21 - 4:53] [MUSIC]
[4:53 - 5:00] Alright, alright, alright, now that we have our new mod open the mix, let's get this started guys.
[5:00 - 5:15] Now if you guys don't know, I am going to be doing double streams, sometimes triple streams for the next six months.
[5:15 - 5:26] And there's a reason for that, but I'll get into that reason later on.
[5:33 - 5:47] I want to start this off right and say screw you to the trolls and the people that have fucking bullied me over the last four years.
[5:47 - 6:00] This show and this concert is me taking back my life away from you guys that have attacked me over the last four years.
[6:00 - 6:10] And it's starting off with this.
[6:10 - 6:13] [MUSIC]
[6:13 - 6:17] Some people go for gold, then their sight will shine.
[6:17 - 6:21] And the sparkle that once was, gets tarnished in mine.
[6:21 - 6:24] They forget what they was after they followed the track.
[6:24 - 6:28] And their vision that was good but he's lost in this play.
[6:28 - 6:32] [MUSIC]
[6:32 - 6:35] Eight shows that take place like a bomb that keeps ticking.
[6:35 - 6:39] And they were written out chasing after after they had their wish.
[6:39 - 6:42] Ambition takes away like a redwood rose.
[6:42 - 6:45] And the grit sucks the life from everybody else's fears.
[6:45 - 6:49] If my words ain't red, they won't die, that ain't fake.
[6:49 - 6:50] But when I die...
[6:50 - 6:52] You guys are fucking ready for this man.
[6:52 - 6:57] [MUSIC]
[6:57 - 6:59] Light.
[6:59 - 10:08] [MUSIC]
[10:08 - 10:10] Yo, crying, Tommy.
[10:10 - 10:22] Melon, what up? Shaqui, what up?
[10:22 - 23:34] [MUSIC]
[23:35 - 23:39] >> As you guys know, I always keep it 100% with you guys.
[23:39 - 23:45] You guys know I've never lied to you once, and I never will.
[23:45 - 23:50] I never have lied to you guys, and I never will.
[23:50 - 23:57] But the reason I'm gonna be stepping on my game and doing more and more streams every day,
[23:57 - 24:00] one to two hours a day, twice a day.
[24:04 - 24:12] And it is because my stepdad, who is gonna be having surgery on his knee very soon,
[24:12 - 24:18] and is gonna be out of work for the next six months, starting after next month.
[24:20 - 24:27] He's actually got a lot of water buildup in his knee, and they have to do a total knee replacement,
[24:27 - 24:31] which means he's gonna be out of work for the next six months.
[24:35 - 24:41] So really, the only income that we're gonna have is off of what I make on here.
[24:44 - 24:48] So if you guys can help me out to get those paid subs up, man,
[24:48 - 24:53] that would help out my family so fucking much more than you guys know.
[24:56 - 25:03] And when he's out of work, I wanna be able to help provide for my family while he's out of work for the next six months.
[94:52 - 94:54] Here's the thing, dude.
[94:54 - 94:56] Tommy's with me, man.
[94:56 - 94:59] Tommy's reporting my team, bro.
[94:59 - 95:01] So, sorry to say, man.
[95:03 - 95:04] Yeah, the look.

2022-6-25 #NOMOREH8 #STOPBULLYING (Twitch) Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 22nd, 2022

2022-11-20 COFFEE & CHILL

2022-11-20 COFFEE & CHILL

2022-11-20 COFFEE & CHILL Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

Erik Skrubbalo Interview 2 2021-4-16

[0:00 - 0:10] Oh Eric Scrubble is calling me on Facebook. I don't know. I don't know if he's really the one. Yeah, you know what? Before we
[0:10 - 0:23] unite, like patch things up. Scrubble was saying that he's got like a bunch of shit to say about you. I don't even well. Okay, go ahead and
[0:23 - 0:33] Yeah, all I can do is press the voice call. He says that all he can do is call. Yeah, go ahead. Sure. I want to hear what he has to say. Yeah.
[0:33 - 0:43] It's just Scrubble. Yeah. Sorry. I've been ignoring you the past couple days. Oh
[0:43 - 0:47] Thank you. Um, so we got
[0:47 - 0:50] Cyraxx here, you know, it's just an amazing timing
[0:52 - 0:54] Yo, what up, dude?
[0:54 - 0:57] Yeah, how's it going?
[0:57 - 1:03] Yeah, it was Scrubble the one that was involved in that human trafficking story. No, no, no, no, that was somebody completely different that way
[1:03 - 1:14] I've known Eric for fucking years. Like why would he be into that shit? Like, come on, man. Yeah, I don't know. Um, but yo, Eric
[1:14 - 1:16] How you been, dude?
[1:16 - 1:20] I've been amazing
[1:21 - 1:28] Yeah, you know, I I know I told you that like Cyraxx and I were like mortal enemies, but we've actually become
[1:28 - 1:31] I'd say it's like a bromance
[1:31 - 1:34] More like a bro relationship. Yeah
[1:34 - 1:39] Not Rod say it's more like, you know, we're more or less, you know cool with each other
[1:39 - 1:44] Like we don't we don't hate each other, but we're not exactly, you know, really good friends
[1:44 - 1:48] But you know, we're cool. That's where we can take the right things, right? Yeah, exactly. For sure
[1:49 - 1:51] Yeah
[1:51 - 1:53] But yo Eric, what's been going on with you, man?
[1:53 - 1:56] Like I do know that you've been trying to get a what do we do and I do apologize
[1:56 - 1:57] We're not getting back to you
[1:57 - 2:04] But obviously as you can see, I've been dealing with a lot of crap over the past few months. But uh, what's going on, man?
[2:04 - 2:06] What's up?
[2:06 - 2:10] Not much early training, but it's a re-album
[2:10 - 2:15] Yeah, I remember Scrubble told me a while ago that like you stole the name Shadowblade from him
[2:16 - 2:23] Wait, what are you still a virus beat? He still he says that like he still saw. Yeah. All right. So what that was about was
[2:23 - 2:28] Me and him had really a literal you can even ask him about it
[2:28 - 2:32] Me and him like when we first started out, like when was it dude? Like the day?
[2:32 - 2:37] What was it like the night that we started kick ass? Wait, what was that killer clown sauce?
[2:37 - 2:40] Yeah, like literally I think it was like the night after wasn't it man?
[2:44 - 2:46] I can't recall and it was
[2:46 - 2:54] Yeah, cuz I know that we had released like literally an album like what you can we would just sat down like that night
[2:54 - 2:59] And we like literally banged out the album virus like literally over fucking night
[2:59 - 3:05] Like a legit overnight like we sat there for how many hours man?
[3:10 - 3:17] Yeah, like we literally sat there like we busted our asses and the album I will me it did do fairly well first
[3:17 - 3:20] Bring out just two guys start now and it did, you know fairly well
[3:20 - 3:26] I won't lie like we definitely did, you know get some, you know reviews
[3:26 - 3:31] But also Eric, I know you've been thinking about doing this van and you know damn
[3:31 - 3:35] Well, I've been on this shit too when I haven't been dealing with bullshit
[3:35 - 3:39] But you think we should reveal to him what we've been talking about over the last several months
[3:40 - 3:46] Okay, I'm looking at a screenshot here that says and no we are not close friends. We are not fried
[3:46 - 3:52] You're not associates is someone who needs to learn self-control and respect and this was like days ago
[3:52 - 3:56] Wait, what did
[3:56 - 4:02] Yes, I would stand behind there a hundred percent. Oh, I
[4:02 - 4:07] Think there's in this understanding here of sorts at least on one end
[4:09 - 4:13] Yeah, I'm seriously lost. It like what the fuck I
[4:13 - 4:16] Mean
[4:16 - 4:21] Here's what it is. So, you know, you know what dude, you know, you know, Eric give it off
[4:21 - 4:25] Yo, Eric, you're gonna call it into a dude so we can talk it out, man
[4:25 - 4:29] Okay
[4:29 - 4:36] Did we lose Sarah? Yeah, I guess I guess they're talking about what's what's happening. We have do we have mr. Scrubble?
[4:36 - 4:37] Oh still on the line
[4:37 - 4:39] No, I think you've lost you up. Okay
[4:39 - 4:49] Yeah, I just want to get it off settled in there. All right. This hurts me. Sure sure. Um, yeah
[4:49 - 4:53] Yes, we can just move past us and
[4:53 - 5:02] Okay, yeah for sure. Yeah, so I mean why you were friends along for me. Yeah, I mean how did how did that
[5:04 - 5:07] dispute it? Yeah, well
[5:07 - 5:14] When someone says that they're sick of living in your shadow and they go off and wait
[5:14 - 5:18] That he he's
[5:18 - 5:21] No way I don't
[5:21 - 5:26] Interesting. I mean I could see that I guess um, I
[5:26 - 5:29] Don't I
[5:29 - 5:33] Don't try to cast a shadow I try to make music
[5:33 - 5:38] Fair enough. So you guess like you felt like you couldn't live up to your
[5:38 - 5:41] Standards or your or your precedent?
[5:41 - 5:44] I guess remember
[5:44 - 5:46] words me I
[5:46 - 5:50] Think everyone is equal to some different ways. He just I
[5:50 - 5:53] Don't know. He would always tell everyone
[5:53 - 5:59] Sick of living in his shadow starts to come back and I think I know what he's gonna say
[5:59 - 6:01] He's gonna say that you're in his shadow
[6:02 - 6:04] Okay
[6:04 - 6:11] You say you're sick of living in my shadow why dude like I've been
[6:11 - 6:18] Like and honestly, I'm not taking anything or trying to you know, take shots you're anything do but
[6:18 - 6:25] One reason that was not able to get a hold of you now realizing is because I did not know you had a different Facebook
[6:25 - 6:30] How did I know you had a new Facebook? I would have gotten a hold of your ass a while ago, dude
[6:30 - 6:33] So honestly, bro, like no fancy, bro
[6:33 - 6:38] But yo, wait, you need to chill the fuck out man, like union, you know that this isn't just
[6:38 - 6:46] You know, this isn't fucking yeah boy, this isn't the fucking music artists talking to the music artists
[6:46 - 6:51] This is your motherfucking brother talking to you right now, man. You're fucking brother
[6:51 - 6:57] You need to chill the fuck out bro. Calm down a bit and fucking talk this shit out like we usually do, bro
[6:57 - 7:03] So why don't you have to fuck up up here man? We're talking pretty common. Okay. Yeah, he sounds
[7:03 - 7:07] He's chill just chillin with the boys, you know
[7:07 - 7:12] Yeah, I like it like I said Eric like, you know damn well, I fuck sit you man
[7:12 - 7:13] You know that bro
[7:13 - 7:17] But you have to understand this shit that I've been going through the last few months and no offense to you guys
[7:17 - 7:21] But it was due to these two fucking knuckleheads right here
[7:26 - 7:29] So, you know Eric like it's not that I didn't want to do shit
[7:29 - 7:31] It's not that I haven't that wanted to do shit
[7:31 - 7:34] It's that I've been held down by these two fucking knuckleheads
[7:34 - 7:41] But now that I am able to do shit, yo, like we need to get the fuck back on shit, bro
[7:41 - 7:43] like we see
[7:43 - 7:45] the thing is
[7:45 - 7:49] It's not just these guys. Okay, you call it these guys now
[7:49 - 7:53] But tomorrow someone else will bully you and tomorrow I will
[7:54 - 7:58] We can only do and you do. Yeah, here's the thing though, man
[7:58 - 8:02] You play the fucking card every day. You know what? You know what Eric?
[8:02 - 8:05] I'm not you know, I'm just gonna come out and fucking say it bro
[8:05 - 8:10] Like, you know, like I'm not trying to be a fucking dick here
[8:10 - 8:16] Cuz you know damn well as a human being, you know damn well, I give a fuck about you, bro
[8:16 - 8:24] You've literally been there since day motherfucking one like with Jay like I won't admit this motherfucker has been there since
[8:24 - 8:28] When I first started music, that's how far back this motherfucker and me go
[8:28 - 8:34] But dude like you have to understand something man. There's something that you need to fucking understand like
[8:34 - 8:41] Over the years dude, shit's gotten in the fucking way of like even as a fucking heard you
[8:41 - 8:52] Fucking heard from your own once I have a fucking her for you once you've never made an attempt to fucking reach out to me
[8:52 - 8:54] So what the fuck was I supposed to do man?
[8:54 - 8:59] Like you never made any fucking chance to reach out to me in the last couple of months
[8:59 - 9:11] Yeah bullshit dude, that's bullshit, bro
[9:11 - 9:16] Like the last time I spoke with Ian literally which is like not even two weeks ago
[9:16 - 9:24] He sat down and said that he's not heard hardly anything from you recently. He's avoiding really when I talk to him tonight
[9:24 - 9:26] Dude, what do you want? What do you want?
[9:26 - 9:29] Okay, all this time you lived in my shadow
[9:29 - 9:33] Honestly, bro, you know what I fucking want, bro
[9:33 - 9:38] I want us to get back on the same fucking page like we were when we first started out back in the day, man
[9:38 - 9:40] Back in the day when we were watching
[9:41 - 9:47] This is what you you keep talking about you're leaving the page because of this or that guy
[9:47 - 9:52] Yeah, you have to understand though, dude, like we're gonna understand something. I go. Listen, what's in there?
[9:52 - 9:55] You got you gotta please
[9:55 - 10:00] Bro, listen, you got to be yourself in the position of this shit that I've gone through dude
[10:00 - 10:06] What you seriously need to put yourself in that position, bro. You have to understand the fucking hell
[10:08 - 10:15] Like you're not understanding that way. That's the one thing that you fail to realize brothers that when you get put in those positions
[10:15 - 10:26] I do wish you the best of luck, but just know that
[10:26 - 10:33] Yeah, I want to hear what he has to say sir, I'm sorry, I don't get to speak with him ever
[10:34 - 10:38] He's saying you don't need luck. I mean what helps everyone needs a lot to agree
[10:38 - 10:47] Wow, let's put it this way and you and I and I'm not trying to be an asshole when I say this
[10:47 - 10:51] Cuz you know, I got nothing but love and respect for you as a human being, you know, damn
[10:51 - 10:55] Well, they'll mean you have you know work our ass off in the past together
[10:55 - 11:01] But dude, if this is the way you're gonna fucking be just know this, bro, you know damn well
[11:02 - 11:08] You know damn well, you really don't have anything because you don't damn well that nobody gets your fucking mind set
[11:08 - 11:13] The way that I'm fucking get it bro, and you fucking know that you know, not you know me
[11:13 - 11:16] You don't do that. Nobody gets the way that I'm doing. So, you know
[11:16 - 11:20] That's the way you're gonna be and that's the way you're gonna be man
[11:20 - 11:26] Then you know, what can I say, you know best of luck to you and I hope you have I really do
[11:26 - 11:30] Oh now you find some sort of success without me there because you know
[11:30 - 11:33] That's nice. I just wanna hear what Eric has to say, sir. Can you talk to us a little bit about that?
[11:33 - 11:39] Sorry, no, no, no, no, hold on. Sure. I don't want success. I don't want money. I'm a poet
[11:39 - 11:42] I put my music out there people feel it
[11:42 - 11:45] Maybe I could help someone to out their day
[11:45 - 11:53] Yeah, I mean it's not forever one of people don't like it. Okay walk on it's cool
[11:53 - 12:00] Yeah, so what you're saying is like your true artist, you know, it's about I'm rich because of my family
[12:00 - 12:02] Oh
[12:02 - 12:05] So he's in the wrong
[12:05 - 12:09] Wrong business if he wants to become rich. Sorry
[12:09 - 12:18] Yeah, um, I know recently is considering becoming an OnlyFans model, but he I think his grandmother shut that down to be honest
[12:18 - 12:21] Yeah
[12:27 - 12:33] Well, he I don't even know if I can tell him about it I don't want to let's just say there's a terrible video made
[12:33 - 12:36] A couple days ago that's worse than anything you could have imagined
[12:36 - 12:40] He took a pen
[12:40 - 12:44] Put it inserted it somewhere. Yeah
[12:44 - 12:52] See, um, the thing about me is yeah, I didn't know him for a long time but
[12:52 - 12:57] Just because you okay Jesus knew Judas
[12:57 - 13:03] It doesn't mean just because you know me for a long time doesn't mean
[13:03 - 13:08] That you're a good person and being true better. I think
[13:08 - 13:13] Work with him anymore
[13:13 - 13:19] He keeps talking about getting on the same page. He talks about a record label
[13:19 - 13:23] He said him and I created which that is crazy
[13:23 - 13:26] My wife and I created that
[13:26 - 13:28] It's who's this Ian guy? Oh
[13:28 - 13:31] Are you talking about Bradley?
[13:31 - 13:37] Yeah, probably. So if you want I've got screenshots to show you that
[13:37 - 13:40] Show you me and Bradley. There's no
[13:40 - 13:45] Anything like that. We're actually working together
[13:45 - 13:51] No one wants to work with Shana's because
[13:55 - 13:58] Wait a second. Wait a second. So you're saying so we're saying Bradley's dosing chance
[13:58 - 14:05] I'm not saying that I can't say that because I don't know for sure. I'm just saying
[14:05 - 14:09] Certain people I've talked to don't want to work with them because
[14:09 - 14:20] One they're afraid to send any music to someone that's I know the and number two, they're afraid to
[14:20 - 14:23] even smaller with them because
[14:23 - 14:25] and
[14:25 - 14:27] My circle of people
[14:27 - 14:32] We don't really like monsters. I mean, yeah, I
[14:32 - 14:36] might rap about murdering and killing
[14:36 - 14:38] or drink, but
[14:38 - 14:42] That's him that's an act I pick up a
[14:42 - 14:46] Mask, yeah, it's horrible
[14:46 - 14:48] Yeah, yeah
[14:48 - 14:50] but and
[14:50 - 14:55] you know, you can be talking to him about a track and
[14:55 - 15:00] He'll be like check this out and they'll start screaming
[15:00 - 15:03] absurdly like
[15:03 - 15:07] Disturbed or something like that. I'm like, man. Hey, hey
[15:07 - 15:11] And so just go off the wall, right?
[15:11 - 15:17] I'm not here to throw shade on anyone. I wish and what?
[15:19 - 15:21] Yeah, I mean
[15:21 - 15:30] It's weird to me that he would conceal that for me or did you can see that from chance rather? I'm sorry
[15:30 - 15:44] At least considers them his little brother
[15:45 - 15:51] He can he considered me his big brother or whatever I don't know
[15:51 - 15:58] But yeah, he said that he's not your friend. He's not your associate. He's definitely not your brother
[15:58 - 16:12] I've noticed that's like a friend lately. Like he seems to okay. Yeah quick
[16:13 - 16:15] What the fuck?
[16:15 - 16:18] Sorry, I'm messing with the fuck like I'm
[16:18 - 16:20] Yeah
[16:20 - 16:29] Like what's going on? Yeah, I'm sitting here talking to Bigfoot, but that doesn't mean a damn thing. That's true. That's true
[16:29 - 16:36] Whatever happened to kill a clown sounds like why'd you guys go? Remember we threw the dog cags in a lake one time. Yeah
[16:36 - 16:39] Yeah
[16:39 - 16:40] What was that?
[16:40 - 16:43] One of the angry weird helpers
[16:43 - 16:53] He sent me a beat and
[16:53 - 16:59] Then another artist came to me and they're like hey
[16:59 - 17:05] What the hell you doing, man? That's my beat. I'm like no way this dude just made it and
[17:05 - 17:08] They sent me it
[17:08 - 17:10] whether before they
[17:10 - 17:19] So that's when I split away just listen, I mean in music it's
[17:19 - 17:22] They're stealing someone's beat
[17:22 - 17:26] That's that's pretty well
[17:26 - 17:33] Respect quickly, you know, I don't want to associate myself with that with them being a pirate dog
[17:33 - 17:36] For clown sounds he is not
[17:36 - 17:38] I
[17:38 - 17:41] Yeah, I mean you've definitely kept it going strong for all these years
[17:41 - 17:47] See now he just sent me a friend look request, but I've had this facing of course
[17:47 - 17:50] You could look it says like 10 years
[17:50 - 17:57] And why couldn't my so-called brother get a hold of me? But some weird young Marty can't huh?
[17:57 - 17:59] Well, I mean I would say that I I guess
[17:59 - 18:05] Me but yeah, that's a good question. That's a very good question
[18:05 - 18:11] But you guys have a great night. Are you as well? Mr. Scrubble? Thank you. All right. All right. Well, there he goes
[18:11 - 18:18] So yeah, you guys have a great night. Yeah abruptly left. Yes you did. So
[18:18 - 18:26] Fuck I just got up to get a beer. Yeah, 30 seconds shit. All right
[18:26 - 18:28] (sighs)

Erik Skrubbalo Interview 2 2021-4-16

[0:00 - 0:10] Oh Eric Scrubble is calling me on Facebook. I don't know. I don't know if he's really the one. Yeah, you know what? Before we
[0:10 - 0:23] unite, like patch things up. Scrubble was saying that he's got like a bunch of shit to say about you. I don't even well. Okay, go ahead and
[0:23 - 0:33] Yeah, all I can do is press the voice call. He says that all he can do is call. Yeah, go ahead. Sure. I want to hear what he has to say. Yeah.
[0:33 - 0:43] It's just Scrubble. Yeah. Sorry. I've been ignoring you the past couple days. Oh
[0:43 - 0:47] Thank you. Um, so we got
[0:47 - 0:50] Cyraxx here, you know, it's just an amazing timing
[0:52 - 0:54] Yo, what up, dude?
[0:54 - 0:57] Yeah, how's it going?
[0:57 - 1:03] Yeah, it was Scrubble the one that was involved in that human trafficking story. No, no, no, no, that was somebody completely different that way
[1:03 - 1:14] I've known Eric for fucking years. Like why would he be into that shit? Like, come on, man. Yeah, I don't know. Um, but yo, Eric
[1:14 - 1:16] How you been, dude?
[1:16 - 1:20] I've been amazing
[1:21 - 1:28] Yeah, you know, I I know I told you that like Cyraxx and I were like mortal enemies, but we've actually become
[1:28 - 1:31] I'd say it's like a bromance
[1:31 - 1:34] More like a bro relationship. Yeah
[1:34 - 1:39] Not Rod say it's more like, you know, we're more or less, you know cool with each other
[1:39 - 1:44] Like we don't we don't hate each other, but we're not exactly, you know, really good friends
[1:44 - 1:48] But you know, we're cool. That's where we can take the right things, right? Yeah, exactly. For sure
[1:49 - 1:51] Yeah
[1:51 - 1:53] But yo Eric, what's been going on with you, man?
[1:53 - 1:56] Like I do know that you've been trying to get a what do we do and I do apologize
[1:56 - 1:57] We're not getting back to you
[1:57 - 2:04] But obviously as you can see, I've been dealing with a lot of crap over the past few months. But uh, what's going on, man?
[2:04 - 2:06] What's up?
[2:06 - 2:10] Not much early training, but it's a re-album
[2:10 - 2:15] Yeah, I remember Scrubble told me a while ago that like you stole the name Shadowblade from him
[2:16 - 2:23] Wait, what are you still a virus beat? He still he says that like he still saw. Yeah. All right. So what that was about was
[2:23 - 2:28] Me and him had really a literal you can even ask him about it
[2:28 - 2:32] Me and him like when we first started out, like when was it dude? Like the day?
[2:32 - 2:37] What was it like the night that we started kick ass? Wait, what was that killer clown sauce?
[2:37 - 2:40] Yeah, like literally I think it was like the night after wasn't it man?
[2:44 - 2:46] I can't recall and it was
[2:46 - 2:54] Yeah, cuz I know that we had released like literally an album like what you can we would just sat down like that night
[2:54 - 2:59] And we like literally banged out the album virus like literally over fucking night
[2:59 - 3:05] Like a legit overnight like we sat there for how many hours man?
[3:10 - 3:17] Yeah, like we literally sat there like we busted our asses and the album I will me it did do fairly well first
[3:17 - 3:20] Bring out just two guys start now and it did, you know fairly well
[3:20 - 3:26] I won't lie like we definitely did, you know get some, you know reviews
[3:26 - 3:31] But also Eric, I know you've been thinking about doing this van and you know damn
[3:31 - 3:35] Well, I've been on this shit too when I haven't been dealing with bullshit
[3:35 - 3:39] But you think we should reveal to him what we've been talking about over the last several months
[3:40 - 3:46] Okay, I'm looking at a screenshot here that says and no we are not close friends. We are not fried
[3:46 - 3:52] You're not associates is someone who needs to learn self-control and respect and this was like days ago
[3:52 - 3:56] Wait, what did
[3:56 - 4:02] Yes, I would stand behind there a hundred percent. Oh, I
[4:02 - 4:07] Think there's in this understanding here of sorts at least on one end
[4:09 - 4:13] Yeah, I'm seriously lost. It like what the fuck I
[4:13 - 4:16] Mean
[4:16 - 4:21] Here's what it is. So, you know, you know what dude, you know, you know, Eric give it off
[4:21 - 4:25] Yo, Eric, you're gonna call it into a dude so we can talk it out, man
[4:25 - 4:29] Okay
[4:29 - 4:36] Did we lose Sarah? Yeah, I guess I guess they're talking about what's what's happening. We have do we have mr. Scrubble?
[4:36 - 4:37] Oh still on the line
[4:37 - 4:39] No, I think you've lost you up. Okay
[4:39 - 4:49] Yeah, I just want to get it off settled in there. All right. This hurts me. Sure sure. Um, yeah
[4:49 - 4:53] Yes, we can just move past us and
[4:53 - 5:02] Okay, yeah for sure. Yeah, so I mean why you were friends along for me. Yeah, I mean how did how did that
[5:04 - 5:07] dispute it? Yeah, well
[5:07 - 5:14] When someone says that they're sick of living in your shadow and they go off and wait
[5:14 - 5:18] That he he's
[5:18 - 5:21] No way I don't
[5:21 - 5:26] Interesting. I mean I could see that I guess um, I
[5:26 - 5:29] Don't I
[5:29 - 5:33] Don't try to cast a shadow I try to make music
[5:33 - 5:38] Fair enough. So you guess like you felt like you couldn't live up to your
[5:38 - 5:41] Standards or your or your precedent?
[5:41 - 5:44] I guess remember
[5:44 - 5:46] words me I
[5:46 - 5:50] Think everyone is equal to some different ways. He just I
[5:50 - 5:53] Don't know. He would always tell everyone
[5:53 - 5:59] Sick of living in his shadow starts to come back and I think I know what he's gonna say
[5:59 - 6:01] He's gonna say that you're in his shadow
[6:02 - 6:04] Okay
[6:04 - 6:11] You say you're sick of living in my shadow why dude like I've been
[6:11 - 6:18] Like and honestly, I'm not taking anything or trying to you know, take shots you're anything do but
[6:18 - 6:25] One reason that was not able to get a hold of you now realizing is because I did not know you had a different Facebook
[6:25 - 6:30] How did I know you had a new Facebook? I would have gotten a hold of your ass a while ago, dude
[6:30 - 6:33] So honestly, bro, like no fancy, bro
[6:33 - 6:38] But yo, wait, you need to chill the fuck out man, like union, you know that this isn't just
[6:38 - 6:46] You know, this isn't fucking yeah boy, this isn't the fucking music artists talking to the music artists
[6:46 - 6:51] This is your motherfucking brother talking to you right now, man. You're fucking brother
[6:51 - 6:57] You need to chill the fuck out bro. Calm down a bit and fucking talk this shit out like we usually do, bro
[6:57 - 7:03] So why don't you have to fuck up up here man? We're talking pretty common. Okay. Yeah, he sounds
[7:03 - 7:07] He's chill just chillin with the boys, you know
[7:07 - 7:12] Yeah, I like it like I said Eric like, you know damn well, I fuck sit you man
[7:12 - 7:13] You know that bro
[7:13 - 7:17] But you have to understand this shit that I've been going through the last few months and no offense to you guys
[7:17 - 7:21] But it was due to these two fucking knuckleheads right here
[7:26 - 7:29] So, you know Eric like it's not that I didn't want to do shit
[7:29 - 7:31] It's not that I haven't that wanted to do shit
[7:31 - 7:34] It's that I've been held down by these two fucking knuckleheads
[7:34 - 7:41] But now that I am able to do shit, yo, like we need to get the fuck back on shit, bro
[7:41 - 7:43] like we see
[7:43 - 7:45] the thing is
[7:45 - 7:49] It's not just these guys. Okay, you call it these guys now
[7:49 - 7:53] But tomorrow someone else will bully you and tomorrow I will
[7:54 - 7:58] We can only do and you do. Yeah, here's the thing though, man
[7:58 - 8:02] You play the fucking card every day. You know what? You know what Eric?
[8:02 - 8:05] I'm not you know, I'm just gonna come out and fucking say it bro
[8:05 - 8:10] Like, you know, like I'm not trying to be a fucking dick here
[8:10 - 8:16] Cuz you know damn well as a human being, you know damn well, I give a fuck about you, bro
[8:16 - 8:24] You've literally been there since day motherfucking one like with Jay like I won't admit this motherfucker has been there since
[8:24 - 8:28] When I first started music, that's how far back this motherfucker and me go
[8:28 - 8:34] But dude like you have to understand something man. There's something that you need to fucking understand like
[8:34 - 8:41] Over the years dude, shit's gotten in the fucking way of like even as a fucking heard you
[8:41 - 8:52] Fucking heard from your own once I have a fucking her for you once you've never made an attempt to fucking reach out to me
[8:52 - 8:54] So what the fuck was I supposed to do man?
[8:54 - 8:59] Like you never made any fucking chance to reach out to me in the last couple of months
[8:59 - 9:11] Yeah bullshit dude, that's bullshit, bro
[9:11 - 9:16] Like the last time I spoke with Ian literally which is like not even two weeks ago
[9:16 - 9:24] He sat down and said that he's not heard hardly anything from you recently. He's avoiding really when I talk to him tonight
[9:24 - 9:26] Dude, what do you want? What do you want?
[9:26 - 9:29] Okay, all this time you lived in my shadow
[9:29 - 9:33] Honestly, bro, you know what I fucking want, bro
[9:33 - 9:38] I want us to get back on the same fucking page like we were when we first started out back in the day, man
[9:38 - 9:40] Back in the day when we were watching
[9:41 - 9:47] This is what you you keep talking about you're leaving the page because of this or that guy
[9:47 - 9:52] Yeah, you have to understand though, dude, like we're gonna understand something. I go. Listen, what's in there?
[9:52 - 9:55] You got you gotta please
[9:55 - 10:00] Bro, listen, you got to be yourself in the position of this shit that I've gone through dude
[10:00 - 10:06] What you seriously need to put yourself in that position, bro. You have to understand the fucking hell
[10:08 - 10:15] Like you're not understanding that way. That's the one thing that you fail to realize brothers that when you get put in those positions
[10:15 - 10:26] I do wish you the best of luck, but just know that
[10:26 - 10:33] Yeah, I want to hear what he has to say sir, I'm sorry, I don't get to speak with him ever
[10:34 - 10:38] He's saying you don't need luck. I mean what helps everyone needs a lot to agree
[10:38 - 10:47] Wow, let's put it this way and you and I and I'm not trying to be an asshole when I say this
[10:47 - 10:51] Cuz you know, I got nothing but love and respect for you as a human being, you know, damn
[10:51 - 10:55] Well, they'll mean you have you know work our ass off in the past together
[10:55 - 11:01] But dude, if this is the way you're gonna fucking be just know this, bro, you know damn well
[11:02 - 11:08] You know damn well, you really don't have anything because you don't damn well that nobody gets your fucking mind set
[11:08 - 11:13] The way that I'm fucking get it bro, and you fucking know that you know, not you know me
[11:13 - 11:16] You don't do that. Nobody gets the way that I'm doing. So, you know
[11:16 - 11:20] That's the way you're gonna be and that's the way you're gonna be man
[11:20 - 11:26] Then you know, what can I say, you know best of luck to you and I hope you have I really do
[11:26 - 11:30] Oh now you find some sort of success without me there because you know
[11:30 - 11:33] That's nice. I just wanna hear what Eric has to say, sir. Can you talk to us a little bit about that?
[11:33 - 11:39] Sorry, no, no, no, no, hold on. Sure. I don't want success. I don't want money. I'm a poet
[11:39 - 11:42] I put my music out there people feel it
[11:42 - 11:45] Maybe I could help someone to out their day
[11:45 - 11:53] Yeah, I mean it's not forever one of people don't like it. Okay walk on it's cool
[11:53 - 12:00] Yeah, so what you're saying is like your true artist, you know, it's about I'm rich because of my family
[12:00 - 12:02] Oh
[12:02 - 12:05] So he's in the wrong
[12:05 - 12:09] Wrong business if he wants to become rich. Sorry
[12:09 - 12:18] Yeah, um, I know recently is considering becoming an OnlyFans model, but he I think his grandmother shut that down to be honest
[12:18 - 12:21] Yeah
[12:27 - 12:33] Well, he I don't even know if I can tell him about it I don't want to let's just say there's a terrible video made
[12:33 - 12:36] A couple days ago that's worse than anything you could have imagined
[12:36 - 12:40] He took a pen
[12:40 - 12:44] Put it inserted it somewhere. Yeah
[12:44 - 12:52] See, um, the thing about me is yeah, I didn't know him for a long time but
[12:52 - 12:57] Just because you okay Jesus knew Judas
[12:57 - 13:03] It doesn't mean just because you know me for a long time doesn't mean
[13:03 - 13:08] That you're a good person and being true better. I think
[13:08 - 13:13] Work with him anymore
[13:13 - 13:19] He keeps talking about getting on the same page. He talks about a record label
[13:19 - 13:23] He said him and I created which that is crazy
[13:23 - 13:26] My wife and I created that
[13:26 - 13:28] It's who's this Ian guy? Oh
[13:28 - 13:31] Are you talking about Bradley?
[13:31 - 13:37] Yeah, probably. So if you want I've got screenshots to show you that
[13:37 - 13:40] Show you me and Bradley. There's no
[13:40 - 13:45] Anything like that. We're actually working together
[13:45 - 13:51] No one wants to work with Shana's because
[13:55 - 13:58] Wait a second. Wait a second. So you're saying so we're saying Bradley's dosing chance
[13:58 - 14:05] I'm not saying that I can't say that because I don't know for sure. I'm just saying
[14:05 - 14:09] Certain people I've talked to don't want to work with them because
[14:09 - 14:20] One they're afraid to send any music to someone that's I know the and number two, they're afraid to
[14:20 - 14:23] even smaller with them because
[14:23 - 14:25] and
[14:25 - 14:27] My circle of people
[14:27 - 14:32] We don't really like monsters. I mean, yeah, I
[14:32 - 14:36] might rap about murdering and killing
[14:36 - 14:38] or drink, but
[14:38 - 14:42] That's him that's an act I pick up a
[14:42 - 14:46] Mask, yeah, it's horrible
[14:46 - 14:48] Yeah, yeah
[14:48 - 14:50] but and
[14:50 - 14:55] you know, you can be talking to him about a track and
[14:55 - 15:00] He'll be like check this out and they'll start screaming
[15:00 - 15:03] absurdly like
[15:03 - 15:07] Disturbed or something like that. I'm like, man. Hey, hey
[15:07 - 15:11] And so just go off the wall, right?
[15:11 - 15:17] I'm not here to throw shade on anyone. I wish and what?
[15:19 - 15:21] Yeah, I mean
[15:21 - 15:30] It's weird to me that he would conceal that for me or did you can see that from chance rather? I'm sorry
[15:30 - 15:44] At least considers them his little brother
[15:45 - 15:51] He can he considered me his big brother or whatever I don't know
[15:51 - 15:58] But yeah, he said that he's not your friend. He's not your associate. He's definitely not your brother
[15:58 - 16:12] I've noticed that's like a friend lately. Like he seems to okay. Yeah quick
[16:13 - 16:15] What the fuck?
[16:15 - 16:18] Sorry, I'm messing with the fuck like I'm
[16:18 - 16:20] Yeah
[16:20 - 16:29] Like what's going on? Yeah, I'm sitting here talking to Bigfoot, but that doesn't mean a damn thing. That's true. That's true
[16:29 - 16:36] Whatever happened to kill a clown sounds like why'd you guys go? Remember we threw the dog cags in a lake one time. Yeah
[16:36 - 16:39] Yeah
[16:39 - 16:40] What was that?
[16:40 - 16:43] One of the angry weird helpers
[16:43 - 16:53] He sent me a beat and
[16:53 - 16:59] Then another artist came to me and they're like hey
[16:59 - 17:05] What the hell you doing, man? That's my beat. I'm like no way this dude just made it and
[17:05 - 17:08] They sent me it
[17:08 - 17:10] whether before they
[17:10 - 17:19] So that's when I split away just listen, I mean in music it's
[17:19 - 17:22] They're stealing someone's beat
[17:22 - 17:26] That's that's pretty well
[17:26 - 17:33] Respect quickly, you know, I don't want to associate myself with that with them being a pirate dog
[17:33 - 17:36] For clown sounds he is not
[17:36 - 17:38] I
[17:38 - 17:41] Yeah, I mean you've definitely kept it going strong for all these years
[17:41 - 17:47] See now he just sent me a friend look request, but I've had this facing of course
[17:47 - 17:50] You could look it says like 10 years
[17:50 - 17:57] And why couldn't my so-called brother get a hold of me? But some weird young Marty can't huh?
[17:57 - 17:59] Well, I mean I would say that I I guess
[17:59 - 18:05] Me but yeah, that's a good question. That's a very good question
[18:05 - 18:11] But you guys have a great night. Are you as well? Mr. Scrubble? Thank you. All right. All right. Well, there he goes
[18:11 - 18:18] So yeah, you guys have a great night. Yeah abruptly left. Yes you did. So
[18:18 - 18:26] Fuck I just got up to get a beer. Yeah, 30 seconds shit. All right
[18:26 - 18:28] (sighs)

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2018-1-6 VIRUZ LIVE NEWS EP 1

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2022-11-21 remembering JASON DSVID FRANK 1973-2022

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2022-11-20 disturbed part of me Trap remix

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Cyrax Licking Stylus from MBM Stream 2021-4-20

[0:00 - 0:05] - I've got a video of Cyraxx sucking the stylus.
[0:05 - 0:07] - Oh, no way, dude, what?
[0:07 - 0:09] - Sucking shit off of the stylus.
[0:09 - 0:10] - Jesus Christ.
[0:10 - 0:11] - Yeah.
[0:11 - 0:13] - Oh, fucking God, man.
[0:13 - 0:15] I wouldn't even wanna use that thing,
[0:15 - 0:18] let alone put it in my mouth knowing where it's been.
[0:18 - 0:19] Jesus Christ.
[0:19 - 0:23] He's gonna get like hepatitis or something, man.
[0:23 - 0:25] Some fucking malaria.
[0:25 - 0:27] - Okay, okay.
[0:28 - 0:32] I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't show that on.
[0:32 - 0:38] - I'm gonna be there, I'm so glad, baby.
[0:38 - 0:39] - Oh.
[0:39 - 0:44] - Just gonna let me do a dinner, it's all right, bro.
[0:44 - 0:47] - And then he makes a little tongue splitting gesture.
[0:47 - 0:49] Cyraxx, this is like, you know,
[0:49 - 0:54] a day after I'm fucking get caught sending a jerk off video
[0:54 - 0:57] to a 14-year-old after hearing about her problems
[0:57 - 1:01] and how the bullies at school were calling her a potato.
[1:01 - 1:05] You know, like no adults call each other a stupid face
[1:05 - 1:07] or a potato, Cyraxx.
[1:07 - 1:09] Oh, he's sucking on his fingers here, you know.
[1:09 - 1:14] Just going deep on the fucking fingers.
[1:14 - 1:16] - Yeah, here we go.
[1:16 - 1:19] Check this shit out, guys, this shit's fucking--
[1:19 - 1:20] - He's sucking the shitty stylus.
[1:22 - 1:23] - I'm crazy, dude.
[1:23 - 1:31] No, he's cleaning.
[1:31 - 1:42] - Yeah, yeah, and you know he didn't wash it or anything.
[1:42 - 1:42] - Of course not.
[1:42 - 1:45] - No, of course not, that's right.
[1:45 - 1:47] Okay, so, and then I got one more.
[1:47 - 1:49] The one where he's like, "I wanna pee in your ass.
[1:49 - 1:50] So bad."
[1:52 - 1:54] Okay, guys, okay, wait, wait, wait, wait, I got it,
[1:54 - 1:56] I got it now, I got it, here you go.
[1:56 - 1:57] Here you go.
[1:57 - 2:04] And this will give you nightmares.
[2:04 - 2:06] He also has pictures of himself
[2:06 - 2:08] kind of rope around his dick.
[2:08 - 2:10] - Get the fuck out of here.
[2:10 - 2:11] - Very tightly.
[2:11 - 2:14] Oh, okay, yeah, that's one.
[2:14 - 2:15] That's one, I think, okay.
[2:15 - 2:17] Yay.
[2:17 - 2:19] (laughing)
[2:19 - 2:24] - Oh, one more time.
[2:24 - 2:24] - Yeah.
[2:24 - 2:29] - Oh my God, dude, what the fuck?
[2:29 - 2:35] I feel like I should have the sexy thing to do into this.
[2:35 - 2:37] (laughing)
[2:37 - 2:40] Hold on, let's make that happen really quick here.
[2:40 - 2:45] Oh, Jesus, what the fuck is this guy thinking?
[2:45 - 2:48] (upbeat music)
[2:48 - 2:53] 18 naked cowboys in the shower at Sime Ranch.
[2:53 - 2:56] Big hard fucking cocks waiting to be sucked.
[2:56 - 3:01] 18 naked cowboys wanting to be fucked.
[3:01 - 3:05] Cowboys in the shower at Sime Ranch.
[3:05 - 3:07] On that day, he's willing to suck cowboy.
[3:07 - 3:09] - Let me get the next one going here.
[3:09 - 3:12] I think there was two different ones.
[3:12 - 3:16] This one is maybe worse somehow.
[3:16 - 3:17] - Oh yeah, this is a new one.
[3:17 - 3:18] All right, hold on.
[3:18 - 3:22] - That's so bad, baby.
[3:22 - 3:23] - Oh.
[3:23 - 3:26] - Just what are we doing to your asshole?
[3:26 - 3:27] - No!
[3:27 - 3:30] This is what I'm doing to your asshole, he says.
[3:30 - 3:31] - Yes.
[3:31 - 3:32] - What the fuck?
[3:32 - 3:36] - I wanted so bad.
[3:36 - 3:39] - I wanted so bad, oh man.
[3:42 - 3:45] - Okay, that's okay, baby.
[3:45 - 3:46] - Oh shit, that's okay, that's okay.
[3:46 - 3:50] Here in a second.
[3:50 - 3:53] Okay, let me scroll up here.
[3:53 - 3:54] - I do like this one though.
[3:54 - 3:57] - Okay, wait a second.
[3:57 - 3:58] Hang on.
[3:58 - 4:01] Oh no, this is a jerk off video.
[4:01 - 4:03] - Yeah, you can't do that.
[4:03 - 4:05] - Can't have that.
[4:05 - 4:06] - Channel taking down unless it's alive.
[4:06 - 4:12] - Yeah, the next nude is like my, it's dark.
[4:12 - 4:14] - I'm gonna make that my subscriber thing,
[4:14 - 4:15] like a number one subs.
[4:15 - 4:17] That's just gonna come up right there.
[4:17 - 4:21] - Yeah, we don't need 4K, we got the idea.
[4:21 - 4:26] Yeah, it's almost better that it's blurry.
[4:26 - 4:28] - Yeah.

Cyrax Licking Stylus from MBM Stream 2021-4-20

[0:00 - 0:05] - I've got a video of Cyraxx sucking the stylus.
[0:05 - 0:07] - Oh, no way, dude, what?
[0:07 - 0:09] - Sucking shit off of the stylus.
[0:09 - 0:10] - Jesus Christ.
[0:10 - 0:11] - Yeah.
[0:11 - 0:13] - Oh, fucking God, man.
[0:13 - 0:15] I wouldn't even wanna use that thing,
[0:15 - 0:18] let alone put it in my mouth knowing where it's been.
[0:18 - 0:19] Jesus Christ.
[0:19 - 0:23] He's gonna get like hepatitis or something, man.
[0:23 - 0:25] Some fucking malaria.
[0:25 - 0:27] - Okay, okay.
[0:28 - 0:32] I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't show that on.
[0:32 - 0:38] - I'm gonna be there, I'm so glad, baby.
[0:38 - 0:39] - Oh.
[0:39 - 0:44] - Just gonna let me do a dinner, it's all right, bro.
[0:44 - 0:47] - And then he makes a little tongue splitting gesture.
[0:47 - 0:49] Cyraxx, this is like, you know,
[0:49 - 0:54] a day after I'm fucking get caught sending a jerk off video
[0:54 - 0:57] to a 14-year-old after hearing about her problems
[0:57 - 1:01] and how the bullies at school were calling her a potato.
[1:01 - 1:05] You know, like no adults call each other a stupid face
[1:05 - 1:07] or a potato, Cyraxx.
[1:07 - 1:09] Oh, he's sucking on his fingers here, you know.
[1:09 - 1:14] Just going deep on the fucking fingers.
[1:14 - 1:16] - Yeah, here we go.
[1:16 - 1:19] Check this shit out, guys, this shit's fucking--
[1:19 - 1:20] - He's sucking the shitty stylus.
[1:22 - 1:23] - I'm crazy, dude.
[1:23 - 1:31] No, he's cleaning.
[1:31 - 1:42] - Yeah, yeah, and you know he didn't wash it or anything.
[1:42 - 1:42] - Of course not.
[1:42 - 1:45] - No, of course not, that's right.
[1:45 - 1:47] Okay, so, and then I got one more.
[1:47 - 1:49] The one where he's like, "I wanna pee in your ass.
[1:49 - 1:50] So bad."
[1:52 - 1:54] Okay, guys, okay, wait, wait, wait, wait, I got it,
[1:54 - 1:56] I got it now, I got it, here you go.
[1:56 - 1:57] Here you go.
[1:57 - 2:04] And this will give you nightmares.
[2:04 - 2:06] He also has pictures of himself
[2:06 - 2:08] kind of rope around his dick.
[2:08 - 2:10] - Get the fuck out of here.
[2:10 - 2:11] - Very tightly.
[2:11 - 2:14] Oh, okay, yeah, that's one.
[2:14 - 2:15] That's one, I think, okay.
[2:15 - 2:17] Yay.
[2:17 - 2:19] (laughing)
[2:19 - 2:24] - Oh, one more time.
[2:24 - 2:24] - Yeah.
[2:24 - 2:29] - Oh my God, dude, what the fuck?
[2:29 - 2:35] I feel like I should have the sexy thing to do into this.
[2:35 - 2:37] (laughing)
[2:37 - 2:40] Hold on, let's make that happen really quick here.
[2:40 - 2:45] Oh, Jesus, what the fuck is this guy thinking?
[2:45 - 2:48] (upbeat music)
[2:48 - 2:53] 18 naked cowboys in the shower at Sime Ranch.
[2:53 - 2:56] Big hard fucking cocks waiting to be sucked.
[2:56 - 3:01] 18 naked cowboys wanting to be fucked.
[3:01 - 3:05] Cowboys in the shower at Sime Ranch.
[3:05 - 3:07] On that day, he's willing to suck cowboy.
[3:07 - 3:09] - Let me get the next one going here.
[3:09 - 3:12] I think there was two different ones.
[3:12 - 3:16] This one is maybe worse somehow.
[3:16 - 3:17] - Oh yeah, this is a new one.
[3:17 - 3:18] All right, hold on.
[3:18 - 3:22] - That's so bad, baby.
[3:22 - 3:23] - Oh.
[3:23 - 3:26] - Just what are we doing to your asshole?
[3:26 - 3:27] - No!
[3:27 - 3:30] This is what I'm doing to your asshole, he says.
[3:30 - 3:31] - Yes.
[3:31 - 3:32] - What the fuck?
[3:32 - 3:36] - I wanted so bad.
[3:36 - 3:39] - I wanted so bad, oh man.
[3:42 - 3:45] - Okay, that's okay, baby.
[3:45 - 3:46] - Oh shit, that's okay, that's okay.
[3:46 - 3:50] Here in a second.
[3:50 - 3:53] Okay, let me scroll up here.
[3:53 - 3:54] - I do like this one though.
[3:54 - 3:57] - Okay, wait a second.
[3:57 - 3:58] Hang on.
[3:58 - 4:01] Oh no, this is a jerk off video.
[4:01 - 4:03] - Yeah, you can't do that.
[4:03 - 4:05] - Can't have that.
[4:05 - 4:06] - Channel taking down unless it's alive.
[4:06 - 4:12] - Yeah, the next nude is like my, it's dark.
[4:12 - 4:14] - I'm gonna make that my subscriber thing,
[4:14 - 4:15] like a number one subs.
[4:15 - 4:17] That's just gonna come up right there.
[4:17 - 4:21] - Yeah, we don't need 4K, we got the idea.
[4:21 - 4:26] Yeah, it's almost better that it's blurry.
[4:26 - 4:28] - Yeah.

Cyrax Licking Stylus from MBM Stream 2021-4-20 Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2022-6-30 TROUBLE IN THE TROLL COMMUNITY !!!!!!!

[0:00 - 0:13] Hello Marty, Gloryhole and Masshole. So I got some info for you Marty. There's been a few
[0:13 - 0:23] people that have been talking shit about you. And that person is William Gloryhole. See,
[0:23 - 0:35] I dug in and I mean I really really dug in to Gloryhole's history. Do you know that he's
[0:35 - 0:47] been talking shit about you behind your back and has been trying to cover his tracks? Oh
[0:47 - 0:56] yeah Gloryhole, I know about you talking shit about my boy Marty. I know he's been covered
[0:56 - 1:06] in tracks Marty, trust me, I'm not stupid. I did my research on this guy. I did my research
[1:06 - 1:13] on this guy. Oh and uh Gloryhole, I thought you should know that Crip Kay's talking shit
[1:13 - 1:31] about you behind your back. See, I snuck in on a few of his phone calls in the past.
[1:31 - 1:37] And uh old Crip Kay's been running his mouth about you bro, saying how you're a bitch,
[1:37 - 1:47] how you're a nobody, saying how you're a piece of shit. Oh and uh Marty, I thought you should
[1:47 - 1:58] know this as well. Crip Kay's been talking shit about you as well dude. He's been saying
[1:58 - 2:10] how you're a fat ugly bastard. He's been saying that you have no talent, that you're
[2:10 - 2:27] a nobody and that you ain't got the balls to hit on him like you did me. And that's
[2:27 - 2:33] pretty sad. I mean him sitting there saying that you ain't got the balls to hit on him
[2:33 - 2:43] bro. Like that's pretty sad. Oh and uh Crip Kay, I thought you should know man that uh
[2:43 - 2:49] William Gloryhole can't stand your ass. And I just thought you should know that he was
[2:49 - 2:57] planning on calling CPS on you and your girlfriend. Because of the fact that me and you used
[2:57 - 3:06] to be cool. See to him it don't matter. It don't matter whether we're friends now or
[3:06 - 3:19] we used to be friends. He has been talking shit on you. He's been running his mouth
[3:19 - 3:29] quite a bit behind the scenes. I've seen personal messages I've listened in on phone calls
[3:29 - 3:42] about all this shit going down. And I mean all of this shit going down. I mean you guys
[3:42 - 3:51] were supposed to be friends but yet y'all are backstabbing each other. Like are y'all
[3:51 - 3:58] gonna sit there and take that shit? I mean for real? I mean Gloryhole how does it feel
[3:58 - 4:06] to be called out for you backstabbing everybody? And Marty how does it feel to be one up by
[4:06 - 4:13] a newbie fucking troll that's brand new on the scene bro? I mean I thought you were
[4:13 - 4:23] the king of the trolls dog. Or am I thinking about what's his name? Or am I thinking about
[4:23 - 4:47] what's his name? I know it started with a B. What was it? Oh wait no I'm sorry did
[4:47 - 5:03] it start with M. Oh yeah that's right Masshole Mafia. I mean I thought Masshole was the king
[5:03 - 5:13] of trolls at this point. I mean Marty you ain't shit at this point dude. So Marty what
[5:13 - 5:21] are you gonna do about it? Are you really gonna sit there and let these dumb fuck trolls
[5:21 - 5:28] are you really gonna let them do that to you bro? I mean I thought you were the king
[5:28 - 5:40] of the trolls. I thought you were the baddest motherfucker on the planet. I thought you
[5:40 - 5:46] were the king of the trolls Marty. I mean you trolled me, you trolled a bunch of other
[5:46 - 5:52] people. I mean I thought you were the king of kings man. I mean I thought you were the
[5:52 - 6:05] troll that every troll wanted to be like. What happened? Oh and William Gloryhole just
[6:05 - 6:11] so you know I thought you should know that your boy Nylett has been running his mouth
[6:11 - 6:20] behind your back as well. My former friend now turned your crony I thought that you should
[6:20 - 6:26] know that he's been running his mouth about you behind your back saying how you're a
[6:26 - 6:40] weak ass bitch saying how you ain't got the balls to do to him what you did to me. I mean
[6:40 - 6:47] I'm just saying dude I mean you've proven to me that you can do it so man there's no
[6:47 - 6:55] doubt in my mind that you could. But are you really gonna let Nylett the red bitch
[6:55 - 7:06] talk down to you like that bro? I mean are you really gonna let him talk down to you
[7:06 - 7:13] like that? I mean I thought you were the baddest newbie troll on the fucking face of the earth
[7:13 - 7:25] dude. What happened? I mean cuz right now Gloryhole I hate to say it dude but uh you're
[7:25 - 7:30] kinda looking like a bitch in front of the whole troll community dude you're looking
[7:30 - 7:39] like a bitch. You got people like Nylett the red panda. You're letting a furry one
[7:39 - 7:46] up you bro that's sad. Alright not that I have anything against the furry community
[7:46 - 7:52] because I don't. I totally support it but uh are you really gonna let some fucking
[7:52 - 8:03] furry one up you bro? I mean really are you really gonna let some nobody furry one up
[8:03 - 8:13] you? And uh what are you gonna do about Marty and Nassau I mean they've turned on you as
[8:13 - 8:22] well dude. I mean you might not know this but I talk to them on a daily basis almost
[8:22 - 8:31] and uh I hate to say it dude but they're talking shit about you too. They're talking
[8:31 - 8:38] about how you're a worthless piece of trash. How you're a nobody. How you're a shitty fucking
[8:38 - 8:48] troll. I mean it's pretty bad dude. I mean I'm not here to attack anybody I'm just I'm
[8:48 - 8:52] just spreading the word to you man cuz I thought that you deserved I thought you guys
[8:52 - 8:59] did you know y'all deserve to know the truth about what's going on. Because I do pay attention
[8:59 - 9:08] to the troll community. In fact that community kind of interests me in a way. Like you know
[9:08 - 9:16] Marty you were right about one thing Marty I should just give into the troll community.
[9:16 - 9:22] I should and I've been doing my research and it's kind of interesting and how you
[9:22 - 9:29] guys work. But like I said at the end of the day even though I have done my research and
[9:29 - 9:36] it has interested me I have no interest in joining the troll community. But I just thought
[9:36 - 9:49] that as a former what you call it as a former opponent of yours that I would do the right
[9:49 - 9:54] thing a man up and tell the truth to you guys because I figured you guys deserve to
[9:54 - 10:04] know the truth. I mean if you don't believe me I mean I can call you guys up and tell
[10:04 - 10:15] you for yourselves you know. I mean you guys got my numbers. You guys have my phone number.
[10:15 - 10:24] Call me up and let's talk. Let's talk about what's going on because I have a lot of juicy
[10:24 - 10:35] secrets that y'all might want to know as far as people turning on you guys. So I mean
[10:35 - 10:52] like I said I'm just the messenger. I'm just here telling the truth. Just saying. Oh and
[10:52 - 11:03] Marty just say no. I thought that you should be aware of this. Crick K said you're a bitch.
[11:03 - 11:12] And he straight out told me the other day that you're a bitch. Because me and him spoke.
[11:12 - 11:17] And I already know y'all are going to try to lie to each other's faces but just know
[11:17 - 11:33] that I know the truth. Crick K you did call Marty a bitch. And Marty? Crick K like you
[11:33 - 11:43] said. He's a skater fag. Oh and Chris like I said man you might want to watch your back
[11:43 - 11:49] when it comes to William Gorehull because I hate to say man but he is planning on going
[11:49 - 11:57] after you and your kids and your family. I'm just saying dude. Like even though me
[11:57 - 12:02] and you ain't cool no more I'm just trying to look out for ya. That's all I'm trying
[12:02 - 12:12] to do is look out for ya because you know even though me and you ain't cool I still
[12:12 - 12:20] see you as a good father figure and I wouldn't want you to lose your kids because somebody
[12:20 - 12:29] like Gorehull. So I mean unless you want Gorehull to take your kids I'm just saying
[12:29 - 12:35] bro like unless you want Gorehull to call CPS on your kids and have your kids taken.
[12:35 - 12:43] If I were you I would stop associating with him because he ain't nothing but trouble
[12:43 - 12:54] and you know it. But I also do know that you've been talking shit about Gorehull and
[12:54 - 13:00] Gorehull. Let me tell you man this dude's over here calling you a bitch. Saying that
[13:00 - 13:07] you're a nobody. Saying that you're a coward and that you ain't got the balls to do to
[13:07 - 13:19] him what you did to me. Like come on dude that's pretty bad. So like I said I'm just
[13:19 - 13:26] here delivering a message. That's all I'm doing. But with that being said ya'll now
[13:26 - 13:31] that I've delivered the message to you guys I'm going to bounce because I have to give
[13:31 - 13:37] back to doing. I have an album to promote so I'll catch you guys later. Like I said
[13:37 - 13:42] I just wanted to drop in and let you guys know what's going on ya'll. Peace.

2022-6-30 TROUBLE IN THE TROLL COMMUNITY !!!!!!!

[0:00 - 0:13] Hello Marty, Gloryhole and Masshole. So I got some info for you Marty. There's been a few
[0:13 - 0:23] people that have been talking shit about you. And that person is William Gloryhole. See,
[0:23 - 0:35] I dug in and I mean I really really dug in to Gloryhole's history. Do you know that he's
[0:35 - 0:47] been talking shit about you behind your back and has been trying to cover his tracks? Oh
[0:47 - 0:56] yeah Gloryhole, I know about you talking shit about my boy Marty. I know he's been covered
[0:56 - 1:06] in tracks Marty, trust me, I'm not stupid. I did my research on this guy. I did my research
[1:06 - 1:13] on this guy. Oh and uh Gloryhole, I thought you should know that Crip Kay's talking shit
[1:13 - 1:31] about you behind your back. See, I snuck in on a few of his phone calls in the past.
[1:31 - 1:37] And uh old Crip Kay's been running his mouth about you bro, saying how you're a bitch,
[1:37 - 1:47] how you're a nobody, saying how you're a piece of shit. Oh and uh Marty, I thought you should
[1:47 - 1:58] know this as well. Crip Kay's been talking shit about you as well dude. He's been saying
[1:58 - 2:10] how you're a fat ugly bastard. He's been saying that you have no talent, that you're
[2:10 - 2:27] a nobody and that you ain't got the balls to hit on him like you did me. And that's
[2:27 - 2:33] pretty sad. I mean him sitting there saying that you ain't got the balls to hit on him
[2:33 - 2:43] bro. Like that's pretty sad. Oh and uh Crip Kay, I thought you should know man that uh
[2:43 - 2:49] William Gloryhole can't stand your ass. And I just thought you should know that he was
[2:49 - 2:57] planning on calling CPS on you and your girlfriend. Because of the fact that me and you used
[2:57 - 3:06] to be cool. See to him it don't matter. It don't matter whether we're friends now or
[3:06 - 3:19] we used to be friends. He has been talking shit on you. He's been running his mouth
[3:19 - 3:29] quite a bit behind the scenes. I've seen personal messages I've listened in on phone calls
[3:29 - 3:42] about all this shit going down. And I mean all of this shit going down. I mean you guys
[3:42 - 3:51] were supposed to be friends but yet y'all are backstabbing each other. Like are y'all
[3:51 - 3:58] gonna sit there and take that shit? I mean for real? I mean Gloryhole how does it feel
[3:58 - 4:06] to be called out for you backstabbing everybody? And Marty how does it feel to be one up by
[4:06 - 4:13] a newbie fucking troll that's brand new on the scene bro? I mean I thought you were
[4:13 - 4:23] the king of the trolls dog. Or am I thinking about what's his name? Or am I thinking about
[4:23 - 4:47] what's his name? I know it started with a B. What was it? Oh wait no I'm sorry did
[4:47 - 5:03] it start with M. Oh yeah that's right Masshole Mafia. I mean I thought Masshole was the king
[5:03 - 5:13] of trolls at this point. I mean Marty you ain't shit at this point dude. So Marty what
[5:13 - 5:21] are you gonna do about it? Are you really gonna sit there and let these dumb fuck trolls
[5:21 - 5:28] are you really gonna let them do that to you bro? I mean I thought you were the king
[5:28 - 5:40] of the trolls. I thought you were the baddest motherfucker on the planet. I thought you
[5:40 - 5:46] were the king of the trolls Marty. I mean you trolled me, you trolled a bunch of other
[5:46 - 5:52] people. I mean I thought you were the king of kings man. I mean I thought you were the
[5:52 - 6:05] troll that every troll wanted to be like. What happened? Oh and William Gloryhole just
[6:05 - 6:11] so you know I thought you should know that your boy Nylett has been running his mouth
[6:11 - 6:20] behind your back as well. My former friend now turned your crony I thought that you should
[6:20 - 6:26] know that he's been running his mouth about you behind your back saying how you're a
[6:26 - 6:40] weak ass bitch saying how you ain't got the balls to do to him what you did to me. I mean
[6:40 - 6:47] I'm just saying dude I mean you've proven to me that you can do it so man there's no
[6:47 - 6:55] doubt in my mind that you could. But are you really gonna let Nylett the red bitch
[6:55 - 7:06] talk down to you like that bro? I mean are you really gonna let him talk down to you
[7:06 - 7:13] like that? I mean I thought you were the baddest newbie troll on the fucking face of the earth
[7:13 - 7:25] dude. What happened? I mean cuz right now Gloryhole I hate to say it dude but uh you're
[7:25 - 7:30] kinda looking like a bitch in front of the whole troll community dude you're looking
[7:30 - 7:39] like a bitch. You got people like Nylett the red panda. You're letting a furry one
[7:39 - 7:46] up you bro that's sad. Alright not that I have anything against the furry community
[7:46 - 7:52] because I don't. I totally support it but uh are you really gonna let some fucking
[7:52 - 8:03] furry one up you bro? I mean really are you really gonna let some nobody furry one up
[8:03 - 8:13] you? And uh what are you gonna do about Marty and Nassau I mean they've turned on you as
[8:13 - 8:22] well dude. I mean you might not know this but I talk to them on a daily basis almost
[8:22 - 8:31] and uh I hate to say it dude but they're talking shit about you too. They're talking
[8:31 - 8:38] about how you're a worthless piece of trash. How you're a nobody. How you're a shitty fucking
[8:38 - 8:48] troll. I mean it's pretty bad dude. I mean I'm not here to attack anybody I'm just I'm
[8:48 - 8:52] just spreading the word to you man cuz I thought that you deserved I thought you guys
[8:52 - 8:59] did you know y'all deserve to know the truth about what's going on. Because I do pay attention
[8:59 - 9:08] to the troll community. In fact that community kind of interests me in a way. Like you know
[9:08 - 9:16] Marty you were right about one thing Marty I should just give into the troll community.
[9:16 - 9:22] I should and I've been doing my research and it's kind of interesting and how you
[9:22 - 9:29] guys work. But like I said at the end of the day even though I have done my research and
[9:29 - 9:36] it has interested me I have no interest in joining the troll community. But I just thought
[9:36 - 9:49] that as a former what you call it as a former opponent of yours that I would do the right
[9:49 - 9:54] thing a man up and tell the truth to you guys because I figured you guys deserve to
[9:54 - 10:04] know the truth. I mean if you don't believe me I mean I can call you guys up and tell
[10:04 - 10:15] you for yourselves you know. I mean you guys got my numbers. You guys have my phone number.
[10:15 - 10:24] Call me up and let's talk. Let's talk about what's going on because I have a lot of juicy
[10:24 - 10:35] secrets that y'all might want to know as far as people turning on you guys. So I mean
[10:35 - 10:52] like I said I'm just the messenger. I'm just here telling the truth. Just saying. Oh and
[10:52 - 11:03] Marty just say no. I thought that you should be aware of this. Crick K said you're a bitch.
[11:03 - 11:12] And he straight out told me the other day that you're a bitch. Because me and him spoke.
[11:12 - 11:17] And I already know y'all are going to try to lie to each other's faces but just know
[11:17 - 11:33] that I know the truth. Crick K you did call Marty a bitch. And Marty? Crick K like you
[11:33 - 11:43] said. He's a skater fag. Oh and Chris like I said man you might want to watch your back
[11:43 - 11:49] when it comes to William Gorehull because I hate to say man but he is planning on going
[11:49 - 11:57] after you and your kids and your family. I'm just saying dude. Like even though me
[11:57 - 12:02] and you ain't cool no more I'm just trying to look out for ya. That's all I'm trying
[12:02 - 12:12] to do is look out for ya because you know even though me and you ain't cool I still
[12:12 - 12:20] see you as a good father figure and I wouldn't want you to lose your kids because somebody
[12:20 - 12:29] like Gorehull. So I mean unless you want Gorehull to take your kids I'm just saying
[12:29 - 12:35] bro like unless you want Gorehull to call CPS on your kids and have your kids taken.
[12:35 - 12:43] If I were you I would stop associating with him because he ain't nothing but trouble
[12:43 - 12:54] and you know it. But I also do know that you've been talking shit about Gorehull and
[12:54 - 13:00] Gorehull. Let me tell you man this dude's over here calling you a bitch. Saying that
[13:00 - 13:07] you're a nobody. Saying that you're a coward and that you ain't got the balls to do to
[13:07 - 13:19] him what you did to me. Like come on dude that's pretty bad. So like I said I'm just
[13:19 - 13:26] here delivering a message. That's all I'm doing. But with that being said ya'll now
[13:26 - 13:31] that I've delivered the message to you guys I'm going to bounce because I have to give
[13:31 - 13:37] back to doing. I have an album to promote so I'll catch you guys later. Like I said
[13:37 - 13:42] I just wanted to drop in and let you guys know what's going on ya'll. Peace.

2022-6-30 TROUBLE IN THE TROLL COMMUNITY !!!!!!! Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

2018-1-19 Live Interview With upcoming artist Rainbowshadz

[0:00 - 0:08] and go what's up guys it's your boy virus from Bloodshot Records and today we are doing an
[0:08 - 0:13] awesome interview with actually an old friend of mine who's pretty much like my younger brother
[0:13 - 0:18] this is Adam but more commonly known as Rainbow Shad's he's an up-and-coming artist
[0:18 - 0:25] what's going on man how you doing well not much just just chilling just
[0:27 - 0:33] just focusing on writing my music as well nice and i remember earlier the other day man
[0:33 - 0:38] like we were sitting down talking you know about you getting you up and going like and you mentioned
[0:38 - 0:42] this new style of music that you know you wanted to do and that you really wanted to get into and
[0:42 - 0:46] like why don't you explain to everybody like what that style is and what it's really about
[0:48 - 1:00] the genre i do is metal pop it's metal with pop and it's just like you combine metal like events
[1:00 - 1:09] of fault and pop like Lady Gaga so right right and like i said dude like that you know that
[1:09 - 1:15] genre and like i said that's something new that you know i've never honestly heard like you know
[1:15 - 1:19] when i wrote that's kind of like what i did when i released my newest song revolution
[1:19 - 1:25] like if you guys want to check that song out it'll be in the description you guys can go to
[1:25 - 1:30] the channel and check it out it's also on sound five for you guys as well but you all can head
[1:30 - 1:36] over there and check it out there as well but like i not only can you know combine like the
[1:36 - 1:42] Green Day/David Bowie style punk rock sound but i also threw like a little bit of like
[1:42 - 1:48] like shinoda style raps in there as well so it was pretty cool to do that so like i completely
[1:48 - 1:54] get it like it's something new that's you know like why don't you tell everybody like a little
[1:54 - 2:01] bit like how you guys started in the music scene um how i got started in the music scene um
[2:02 - 2:12] i grew up with music i love music and um uh um i write i was writing songs um
[2:12 - 2:22] the name of my album is um that's it's actually not an album it's going to be an ep
[2:22 - 2:32] it's right it's um it's actually called remembrance and um it's actually um that that
[2:32 - 2:39] title track is a song to Chester Bennington uh Chester Ben- late Chester Bennington of Lincoln
[2:39 - 2:45] Park right right and you know and definitely if you guys know you know you guys obviously
[2:45 - 2:51] know by now that Chester was not only you know a hero of mine but definitely one of my biggest
[2:51 - 2:57] influences you know musically like i grew up with him i grew up listening to him so you know
[2:57 - 3:01] that's definitely an awesome thing because you know not only did i say how much to him by doing
[3:01 - 3:08] a few songs myself but to see him do a tribute album like man that's awesome like that really
[3:08 - 3:18] is awesome all right why don't you tell me like how you got like what made you want to start
[3:18 - 3:23] doing music by how did you come about and say hey i want to do music as a career
[3:23 - 3:31] um like i always loved music music is my life it gets me through everything like um
[3:31 - 3:44] i have this track on the ep called alprazolam slash konazepam and um basically it tells you
[3:45 - 3:54] how it affects your mind right and actually i do have a snippet of it somewhere but
[3:54 - 4:01] right and i know that the other day when you sent me the clip of that track and that was
[4:01 - 4:07] actually a really good track like i really enjoyed it that was really good like if i can't
[4:07 - 4:12] i like i said you know with me you know producing your new album like that's gonna be a lot of fun
[4:12 - 4:18] to do you know because like not only am i working with guys like young fox that you guys know
[4:18 - 4:25] as well as obviously with bratley from bloodshot records as well as me releasing my own punk rock
[4:25 - 4:32] album revolution felt titled from the newest song but being able to work at rainbow here man
[4:32 - 4:37] that's gonna be an awesome EP like all around i definitely do look forward to staying outside
[4:37 - 4:44] that zone and doing something new i can definitely speak about my influences oh yeah definitely did
[4:44 - 4:50] like what i was actually that you actually just read my mind on that i was just about to ask like
[4:50 - 4:56] what are your some like some of your biggest influences like musically and like um like what
[4:56 - 5:04] are some of your influences like evanescence and lady gaga events sevenfold in this moment
[5:05 - 5:14] lincoln park pink cali clarkson kasha ed sheeran and the area of a dead man
[5:14 - 5:22] i'm very nice man you're right up there with me like going you know and you know obviously
[5:22 - 5:28] like you guys do already know if you guys have not only followed my music channel but my gaming
[5:28 - 5:34] channel for years now you guys obviously do know that you know lincoln park's one of my
[5:34 - 5:40] biggest influences but you know some of my influences definitely you know are bands like
[5:40 - 5:46] evanescence which is actually the first band i've ever heard and like ever since you know
[5:46 - 5:52] i've gotten into bands that have influenced me like black belt rise disturbed a bench sevenfold
[5:52 - 6:00] um you know just various artists including like green day simple plan
[6:01 - 6:07] um somewhere what this that's gonna be um i mean
[6:07 - 6:14] but you know those are just some of my influence and yes also
[6:14 - 6:26] you know it's gonna be an it's gonna be an ep um with maybe five seven songs on it and i don't
[6:26 - 6:33] know you've heard it but my battles definitely something different like i do like it
[6:33 - 6:38] and obviously you guys do know already that suicide silence you know they're a very big
[6:38 - 6:45] you know influence on to the vocals i can do so you know like there is that but like
[6:45 - 6:54] what made you choose i should have like what made you choose the genre that you wanted to go with
[6:54 - 7:01] like what made you decide that you want i love metal music and i love pop music so i just combined
[7:01 - 7:14] a boat um i really want to do like uh lady gaga in this moment type feel um like maria and um
[7:14 - 7:24] um and for the fans which in this moment song would you like me to cover
[7:25 - 7:28] yes for for my ep
[7:28 - 7:37] right and just wondering like i know like a lot of my fans have been asking about it
[7:37 - 7:41] because i did show a couple people and they really liked it and they were wondering like
[7:41 - 7:50] when can they expect the ep to be released officially on youtube himself my ep
[7:53 - 7:55] remembrance it is to
[7:55 - 8:05] it'll be due sometime in late february and here you guys have it man like you guys heard it here
[8:05 - 8:12] first like you want february it will be released i will have more info as it goes on so definitely
[8:12 - 8:20] be ready for that um no rain just yet he is coming out but once you know like you know
[8:21 - 8:27] this with every artist once you know he starts you know but now getting this channel going
[8:27 - 8:33] um he will be able we will be able to determine whether hey you know like this is a great style
[8:33 - 8:40] we love it so you know hopefully you know things go well he is able to get signed um i do like i
[8:40 - 8:48] said guys i do have to run it by my co which is you guys know at bratly he's not only the co-owner
[8:48 - 8:53] of bloodshot but he's also a fellow artist he's the guy that helps manage all the artists as well
[8:53 - 8:58] as doing music and stuff along with me so hopefully you know he says yes and we get the
[8:58 - 9:03] green light on that i'm hoping for the green light on that and i know you guys are so
[9:03 - 9:09] like why don't you fill everybody in on like what you do like when you're not
[9:09 - 9:13] you know recording or doing music like what's like one of your things that you like to do
[9:13 - 9:18] and hang out like for me if you guys know me i usually just chill out and you know work on
[9:18 - 9:23] videos for my gaming channel and play call of duty black cops one of my guys on there
[9:23 - 9:33] um i like to like be on facebook or i like to shop i like going to other concerts with
[9:33 - 9:40] some seeing papa roach on february 28th so where are they going to be at exactly like what's the
[9:41 - 9:47] year in las vegas nevada at the joint and there you guys go man if you guys want to catch
[9:47 - 9:55] the papa roach show next month they'll be in las vegas nevada at the joint so be sure to pick
[9:55 - 9:59] every tickets and head out there and you know grab those tickets man because they're
[9:59 - 10:05] only and it's going to be with and falling in reverse a devil wears Prada and a day to remember
[10:06 - 10:13] nice very nice definitely get a lineup for sure and also if you guys do not know this year
[10:13 - 10:21] if you guys did not catch it in the last um you know live streams this year will be the very
[10:21 - 10:27] last year for the vans war tour cross country after this year they will not be touring cross
[10:27 - 10:33] country anymore they'll be in their home state for the rest of the time being they will still
[10:33 - 10:38] do concerts but it won't be you know cross country so if you guys want to check out the show this
[10:38 - 10:47] year definitely get your tickets before you miss out and as for me i do have a couple online
[10:47 - 10:52] shows coming up um tickets are gonna be five dollars a piece and if you guys do donate you
[10:52 - 10:58] guys they'll get some really cool stuff in return for that um i'm not sure the date yet
[10:58 - 11:06] i was i was gonna ask you if i can open up for you one of your shows oh yeah definitely dude
[11:06 - 11:10] like i definitely think that would be awesome because it'll be a half hour show like you can
[11:10 - 11:15] open up for your first half hour and once you know your half hour is done i'll definitely
[11:15 - 11:22] be jumping on there right after and be like hey you know check this shit out you know like if
[11:22 - 11:28] you guys don't know as a matter of fact um what i am gonna do if you guys don't know i am starting
[11:28 - 11:34] up an underground online radio show for you guys i know a lot of you guys like to hear my work
[11:34 - 11:40] rallies were and a lot of underground music but what i will do is for my first radio show i am
[11:40 - 11:47] gonna have rainbow here and his first ever release opening up for the show which i think
[11:47 - 11:51] is gonna be awesome and like straight up i definitely do important to getting that off the
[11:51 - 11:57] ground for you guys i know you guys love to hear different music that can't be played on
[11:57 - 12:01] the radio and so do i like i love songs that can't be played on the video or just really
[12:01 - 12:07] in general aren't played on the radio like um if you guys know the artist known as crucifix
[12:07 - 12:19] he's done stuff with guys like boom box buckshot um he's done stuff with bubble sparks um just
[12:19 - 12:24] different artists and he's a great artist all around if you guys have not heard of crucifix
[12:24 - 12:31] check out his song Chernobyl it's not on that gummy hook like it's an amazing song
[12:31 - 12:40] let's have a new video there is four choices that people could vote for for the in this moment
[12:40 - 12:49] song cover on my out on my ep it'll be either adrenalized or oh lord or roots
[12:53 - 13:00] what are the other teachers you got adrenaline and what are the lies whore oh lord and roots
[13:00 - 13:04] there you guys go man so put your votes in the comments below
[13:04 - 13:11] on what you guys want to hear him cover first um to me i know it doesn't really matter because
[13:11 - 13:17] obviously you know you obviously got skill like you're definitely good like and i'll be honest
[13:17 - 13:21] with you man like when i first heard yourself i was honestly like i was all the way i was like
[13:21 - 13:28] damn this dude's actually got a voice like i was honestly surprised to be honest with you
[13:28 - 13:33] because like not very many people that you know i do work with have a voice like that
[13:33 - 13:38] and in case you guys are wondering on the situation with my sister ran
[13:38 - 13:42] and her husband josh she does have some new music coming out
[13:42 - 13:48] um i will play you a little bit of what she's got going right now
[13:49 - 13:56] so you're just going to play it here i'll let you guys hear the first 54 seconds of
[13:56 - 14:03] this entire thing this is no instrumental this is just straight up acapella hopefully it'll play
[14:03 - 14:07] oh yeah man i can download it first but that's okay
[14:07 - 14:12] i'll be right back
[14:12 - 14:42] [Music]
[14:59 - 15:03] and there you guys have it man that is rayann's first
[15:03 - 15:08] release unofficially it is in the process of being worked on
[15:08 - 15:16] and if you guys don't know it was inspired by you guys you probably guessed the anime it's
[15:16 - 15:21] called death note if you guys have not heard it yet i definitely recommend checking out death
[15:21 - 15:27] note like for sure like if you guys are into anime i definitely recommend death note it's
[15:27 - 15:34] definitely one of my personal favorites i know i own death note black edition which has volumes
[15:34 - 15:40] one through three and i definitely do plan on getting the rest of those as well like for sure
[15:40 - 15:44] i do plan on getting the rest of the death note series in black edition obviously
[15:44 - 15:48] but uh
[15:52 - 15:58] do you have anything else that you want to tell me though yeah hold on i'll send i'm gonna do
[15:58 - 16:05] this hold on um what are you about to do um
[16:05 - 16:15] okay i sent you something okay i hate that
[16:17 - 16:31] alright hold on if it'll go through if it goes through this is my cover of
[16:31 - 16:40] for of perfect illusion by lady gaga all right there we go all right here you go guys
[16:40 - 16:43] hopefully it'll do it
[16:43 - 16:55] if it'll do it i'm hoping it will yeah all right guys unfortunately with the technical
[16:55 - 17:03] difficulties we won't be able to play it this time around but if they do want to hear it after this
[17:03 - 17:10] where can they catch the song or the video at they could catch it on i'm on my band lab
[17:10 - 17:20] all right um what other places like can they catch it on youtube can they catch it on sampai
[17:20 - 17:23] like what are the places where they can catch all your music at
[17:31 - 17:40] hold on one minute guys he kind of left from right there and shout out to everybody watching
[17:40 - 17:44] like i do know that you guys don't normally view it until afterwards but
[17:44 - 17:49] i didn't want to give a huge shout out to bloodshot records
[17:49 - 17:54] and shout out to buckshot for giving bloodshot records i am huge shout out yesterday man that
[17:54 - 17:59] was awesome so shout out to you buckshot i look forward to more of your music man for sure
[18:00 - 18:05] like that was awesome that you did that that was cool so shout out to you buckshot
[18:05 - 18:11] straight up dude i love your music man straight up i fucking love your music
[18:11 - 18:20] and you guys don't know who buckshot is y'all can look and love he was actually with
[18:20 - 18:29] the underground avengers with bone docs and class they had formed the underground
[18:29 - 18:34] avengers back a few years ago which i personally enjoyed the underground avengers that ap was
[18:34 - 18:44] pretty damn cold um and if you guys do know normally i'm on here killing it with young fox
[18:44 - 18:50] and bratley but bratley is now away on you know personal family matter business
[18:53 - 19:00] um he's actually headed to florida with his sister to meet up with her
[19:00 - 19:05] fiance and or husband i forget i think that's like her fiance or something
[19:05 - 19:08] but he's in the military so they're headed down there to catch him
[19:08 - 19:14] in his home state while he's on leave so shout out to you bratley shout out to rayann
[19:14 - 19:21] and a major salute to everybody in the military man major salute to you guys
[19:21 - 19:26] and you guys don't know yes i am allowed to do that because yes i am an armed brat my dad was
[19:26 - 19:37] 82nd airborne division united states army staff sergeant okay i sent another one this is i don't
[19:37 - 19:43] know if this might work this is my a cappella cover for battle battle symphony by lincoln park
[19:43 - 19:49] oh sweet and by the way dude i'm definitely digging that necklace right where i do that's
[19:49 - 19:57] definitely dope what what what did you say that choker that you're wearing man that's definitely
[19:57 - 20:04] awesome i like that choker this one yeah that's actually really fucking cool oh and i have my
[20:04 - 20:11] hatchet man on hey that's what's up man it doesn't have all the juggles out there man
[20:12 - 20:19] yep whoop whoop to all the juggles and jugglettes hell yeah man for sure did you get that uh battle
[20:19 - 20:28] symphony cover uh let me see man uh yes i did and hopefully it works hopefully hope what's
[20:28 - 20:35] holding pretty god there's no technical difficulties on those guys yes hopefully it does work and if
[20:35 - 20:44] not you know i will definitely be playing it for you guys afterwards um and i definitely will be
[20:44 - 20:50] releasing this interview on the bloodshot records you guys it'll be on there you guys can go there
[20:50 - 20:59] check it out look it up um and also like all the links to not only my stuff in my newest song i
[20:59 - 21:04] am writing a new song it is gonna be punk rock style for you guys because i know a lot of you
[21:04 - 21:10] guys you know like when i'm doing i will be releasing a new song within the 24 hours so be
[21:10 - 21:18] ready for that shit the the first single will be uh prize lamps slash konazopam that is the first
[21:18 - 21:25] single off remembrance and that should be hitting within a couple days i believe yeah
[21:25 - 21:33] but is there anything else that like you want to say before we end this interview or
[21:33 - 21:42] what man oh did the song play or it's not doing it right now but for you guys i will be putting
[21:42 - 21:47] the link in the description uh do you have a youtube channel that they can follow up
[21:47 - 21:58] um yeah actually i need to make my youtube channel all right and you guys heard it here
[21:58 - 22:04] first once he makes his youtube channel i will be posting the link to his channel in the description
[22:04 - 22:11] of all my live videos as well as to bloodshot records and everybody else's so be on the lookout
[22:11 - 22:16] for that guys with that being said guys this has been your boy virus here from bloodshot records
[22:16 - 22:20] with up and up with an up and coming artist you know his rainbow shads
[22:20 - 22:25] do you have anything that you want to say to the fans before this all ends bro
[22:26 - 22:31] um so i just thank for all this thank you for all the fans for being there and i think
[22:31 - 22:38] bloodshot records and my buddy here chance aka
[22:38 - 22:47] all right now who it is man it's your boy virus virus and with that being said y'all this has
[22:47 - 22:53] been virus here with the first official interview of up and coming artists rainbow shads y'all can
[22:53 - 22:59] check it out on youtube like i said guys y'all can check out i will be leaving links to all
[22:59 - 23:06] the stuff in the description to not only his covers but also my newest song once that gets
[23:06 - 23:11] recorded and everything else so be on the lookout for that and definitely be on the lookout for my
[23:11 - 23:18] friend ryan and her music up and coming i am recording some stuff with her so definitely on
[23:18 - 23:24] the lookout for all that stuff guys what that means say guys i love y'all y'all are amazing
[23:24 - 23:32] y'all rock and i'll see you guys in the next live stream man i'll see y'all ready it's been
[23:32 - 23:37] virus and we are out of here man stay tuned in stay locked in and we'll catch y'all later man
[23:37 - 23:42] peace peace

2018-1-19 Live Interview With upcoming artist Rainbowshadz

[0:00 - 0:08] and go what's up guys it's your boy virus from Bloodshot Records and today we are doing an
[0:08 - 0:13] awesome interview with actually an old friend of mine who's pretty much like my younger brother
[0:13 - 0:18] this is Adam but more commonly known as Rainbow Shad's he's an up-and-coming artist
[0:18 - 0:25] what's going on man how you doing well not much just just chilling just
[0:27 - 0:33] just focusing on writing my music as well nice and i remember earlier the other day man
[0:33 - 0:38] like we were sitting down talking you know about you getting you up and going like and you mentioned
[0:38 - 0:42] this new style of music that you know you wanted to do and that you really wanted to get into and
[0:42 - 0:46] like why don't you explain to everybody like what that style is and what it's really about
[0:48 - 1:00] the genre i do is metal pop it's metal with pop and it's just like you combine metal like events
[1:00 - 1:09] of fault and pop like Lady Gaga so right right and like i said dude like that you know that
[1:09 - 1:15] genre and like i said that's something new that you know i've never honestly heard like you know
[1:15 - 1:19] when i wrote that's kind of like what i did when i released my newest song revolution
[1:19 - 1:25] like if you guys want to check that song out it'll be in the description you guys can go to
[1:25 - 1:30] the channel and check it out it's also on sound five for you guys as well but you all can head
[1:30 - 1:36] over there and check it out there as well but like i not only can you know combine like the
[1:36 - 1:42] Green Day/David Bowie style punk rock sound but i also threw like a little bit of like
[1:42 - 1:48] like shinoda style raps in there as well so it was pretty cool to do that so like i completely
[1:48 - 1:54] get it like it's something new that's you know like why don't you tell everybody like a little
[1:54 - 2:01] bit like how you guys started in the music scene um how i got started in the music scene um
[2:02 - 2:12] i grew up with music i love music and um uh um i write i was writing songs um
[2:12 - 2:22] the name of my album is um that's it's actually not an album it's going to be an ep
[2:22 - 2:32] it's right it's um it's actually called remembrance and um it's actually um that that
[2:32 - 2:39] title track is a song to Chester Bennington uh Chester Ben- late Chester Bennington of Lincoln
[2:39 - 2:45] Park right right and you know and definitely if you guys know you know you guys obviously
[2:45 - 2:51] know by now that Chester was not only you know a hero of mine but definitely one of my biggest
[2:51 - 2:57] influences you know musically like i grew up with him i grew up listening to him so you know
[2:57 - 3:01] that's definitely an awesome thing because you know not only did i say how much to him by doing
[3:01 - 3:08] a few songs myself but to see him do a tribute album like man that's awesome like that really
[3:08 - 3:18] is awesome all right why don't you tell me like how you got like what made you want to start
[3:18 - 3:23] doing music by how did you come about and say hey i want to do music as a career
[3:23 - 3:31] um like i always loved music music is my life it gets me through everything like um
[3:31 - 3:44] i have this track on the ep called alprazolam slash konazepam and um basically it tells you
[3:45 - 3:54] how it affects your mind right and actually i do have a snippet of it somewhere but
[3:54 - 4:01] right and i know that the other day when you sent me the clip of that track and that was
[4:01 - 4:07] actually a really good track like i really enjoyed it that was really good like if i can't
[4:07 - 4:12] i like i said you know with me you know producing your new album like that's gonna be a lot of fun
[4:12 - 4:18] to do you know because like not only am i working with guys like young fox that you guys know
[4:18 - 4:25] as well as obviously with bratley from bloodshot records as well as me releasing my own punk rock
[4:25 - 4:32] album revolution felt titled from the newest song but being able to work at rainbow here man
[4:32 - 4:37] that's gonna be an awesome EP like all around i definitely do look forward to staying outside
[4:37 - 4:44] that zone and doing something new i can definitely speak about my influences oh yeah definitely did
[4:44 - 4:50] like what i was actually that you actually just read my mind on that i was just about to ask like
[4:50 - 4:56] what are your some like some of your biggest influences like musically and like um like what
[4:56 - 5:04] are some of your influences like evanescence and lady gaga events sevenfold in this moment
[5:05 - 5:14] lincoln park pink cali clarkson kasha ed sheeran and the area of a dead man
[5:14 - 5:22] i'm very nice man you're right up there with me like going you know and you know obviously
[5:22 - 5:28] like you guys do already know if you guys have not only followed my music channel but my gaming
[5:28 - 5:34] channel for years now you guys obviously do know that you know lincoln park's one of my
[5:34 - 5:40] biggest influences but you know some of my influences definitely you know are bands like
[5:40 - 5:46] evanescence which is actually the first band i've ever heard and like ever since you know
[5:46 - 5:52] i've gotten into bands that have influenced me like black belt rise disturbed a bench sevenfold
[5:52 - 6:00] um you know just various artists including like green day simple plan
[6:01 - 6:07] um somewhere what this that's gonna be um i mean
[6:07 - 6:14] but you know those are just some of my influence and yes also
[6:14 - 6:26] you know it's gonna be an it's gonna be an ep um with maybe five seven songs on it and i don't
[6:26 - 6:33] know you've heard it but my battles definitely something different like i do like it
[6:33 - 6:38] and obviously you guys do know already that suicide silence you know they're a very big
[6:38 - 6:45] you know influence on to the vocals i can do so you know like there is that but like
[6:45 - 6:54] what made you choose i should have like what made you choose the genre that you wanted to go with
[6:54 - 7:01] like what made you decide that you want i love metal music and i love pop music so i just combined
[7:01 - 7:14] a boat um i really want to do like uh lady gaga in this moment type feel um like maria and um
[7:14 - 7:24] um and for the fans which in this moment song would you like me to cover
[7:25 - 7:28] yes for for my ep
[7:28 - 7:37] right and just wondering like i know like a lot of my fans have been asking about it
[7:37 - 7:41] because i did show a couple people and they really liked it and they were wondering like
[7:41 - 7:50] when can they expect the ep to be released officially on youtube himself my ep
[7:53 - 7:55] remembrance it is to
[7:55 - 8:05] it'll be due sometime in late february and here you guys have it man like you guys heard it here
[8:05 - 8:12] first like you want february it will be released i will have more info as it goes on so definitely
[8:12 - 8:20] be ready for that um no rain just yet he is coming out but once you know like you know
[8:21 - 8:27] this with every artist once you know he starts you know but now getting this channel going
[8:27 - 8:33] um he will be able we will be able to determine whether hey you know like this is a great style
[8:33 - 8:40] we love it so you know hopefully you know things go well he is able to get signed um i do like i
[8:40 - 8:48] said guys i do have to run it by my co which is you guys know at bratly he's not only the co-owner
[8:48 - 8:53] of bloodshot but he's also a fellow artist he's the guy that helps manage all the artists as well
[8:53 - 8:58] as doing music and stuff along with me so hopefully you know he says yes and we get the
[8:58 - 9:03] green light on that i'm hoping for the green light on that and i know you guys are so
[9:03 - 9:09] like why don't you fill everybody in on like what you do like when you're not
[9:09 - 9:13] you know recording or doing music like what's like one of your things that you like to do
[9:13 - 9:18] and hang out like for me if you guys know me i usually just chill out and you know work on
[9:18 - 9:23] videos for my gaming channel and play call of duty black cops one of my guys on there
[9:23 - 9:33] um i like to like be on facebook or i like to shop i like going to other concerts with
[9:33 - 9:40] some seeing papa roach on february 28th so where are they going to be at exactly like what's the
[9:41 - 9:47] year in las vegas nevada at the joint and there you guys go man if you guys want to catch
[9:47 - 9:55] the papa roach show next month they'll be in las vegas nevada at the joint so be sure to pick
[9:55 - 9:59] every tickets and head out there and you know grab those tickets man because they're
[9:59 - 10:05] only and it's going to be with and falling in reverse a devil wears Prada and a day to remember
[10:06 - 10:13] nice very nice definitely get a lineup for sure and also if you guys do not know this year
[10:13 - 10:21] if you guys did not catch it in the last um you know live streams this year will be the very
[10:21 - 10:27] last year for the vans war tour cross country after this year they will not be touring cross
[10:27 - 10:33] country anymore they'll be in their home state for the rest of the time being they will still
[10:33 - 10:38] do concerts but it won't be you know cross country so if you guys want to check out the show this
[10:38 - 10:47] year definitely get your tickets before you miss out and as for me i do have a couple online
[10:47 - 10:52] shows coming up um tickets are gonna be five dollars a piece and if you guys do donate you
[10:52 - 10:58] guys they'll get some really cool stuff in return for that um i'm not sure the date yet
[10:58 - 11:06] i was i was gonna ask you if i can open up for you one of your shows oh yeah definitely dude
[11:06 - 11:10] like i definitely think that would be awesome because it'll be a half hour show like you can
[11:10 - 11:15] open up for your first half hour and once you know your half hour is done i'll definitely
[11:15 - 11:22] be jumping on there right after and be like hey you know check this shit out you know like if
[11:22 - 11:28] you guys don't know as a matter of fact um what i am gonna do if you guys don't know i am starting
[11:28 - 11:34] up an underground online radio show for you guys i know a lot of you guys like to hear my work
[11:34 - 11:40] rallies were and a lot of underground music but what i will do is for my first radio show i am
[11:40 - 11:47] gonna have rainbow here and his first ever release opening up for the show which i think
[11:47 - 11:51] is gonna be awesome and like straight up i definitely do important to getting that off the
[11:51 - 11:57] ground for you guys i know you guys love to hear different music that can't be played on
[11:57 - 12:01] the radio and so do i like i love songs that can't be played on the video or just really
[12:01 - 12:07] in general aren't played on the radio like um if you guys know the artist known as crucifix
[12:07 - 12:19] he's done stuff with guys like boom box buckshot um he's done stuff with bubble sparks um just
[12:19 - 12:24] different artists and he's a great artist all around if you guys have not heard of crucifix
[12:24 - 12:31] check out his song Chernobyl it's not on that gummy hook like it's an amazing song
[12:31 - 12:40] let's have a new video there is four choices that people could vote for for the in this moment
[12:40 - 12:49] song cover on my out on my ep it'll be either adrenalized or oh lord or roots
[12:53 - 13:00] what are the other teachers you got adrenaline and what are the lies whore oh lord and roots
[13:00 - 13:04] there you guys go man so put your votes in the comments below
[13:04 - 13:11] on what you guys want to hear him cover first um to me i know it doesn't really matter because
[13:11 - 13:17] obviously you know you obviously got skill like you're definitely good like and i'll be honest
[13:17 - 13:21] with you man like when i first heard yourself i was honestly like i was all the way i was like
[13:21 - 13:28] damn this dude's actually got a voice like i was honestly surprised to be honest with you
[13:28 - 13:33] because like not very many people that you know i do work with have a voice like that
[13:33 - 13:38] and in case you guys are wondering on the situation with my sister ran
[13:38 - 13:42] and her husband josh she does have some new music coming out
[13:42 - 13:48] um i will play you a little bit of what she's got going right now
[13:49 - 13:56] so you're just going to play it here i'll let you guys hear the first 54 seconds of
[13:56 - 14:03] this entire thing this is no instrumental this is just straight up acapella hopefully it'll play
[14:03 - 14:07] oh yeah man i can download it first but that's okay
[14:07 - 14:12] i'll be right back
[14:12 - 14:42] [Music]
[14:59 - 15:03] and there you guys have it man that is rayann's first
[15:03 - 15:08] release unofficially it is in the process of being worked on
[15:08 - 15:16] and if you guys don't know it was inspired by you guys you probably guessed the anime it's
[15:16 - 15:21] called death note if you guys have not heard it yet i definitely recommend checking out death
[15:21 - 15:27] note like for sure like if you guys are into anime i definitely recommend death note it's
[15:27 - 15:34] definitely one of my personal favorites i know i own death note black edition which has volumes
[15:34 - 15:40] one through three and i definitely do plan on getting the rest of those as well like for sure
[15:40 - 15:44] i do plan on getting the rest of the death note series in black edition obviously
[15:44 - 15:48] but uh
[15:52 - 15:58] do you have anything else that you want to tell me though yeah hold on i'll send i'm gonna do
[15:58 - 16:05] this hold on um what are you about to do um
[16:05 - 16:15] okay i sent you something okay i hate that
[16:17 - 16:31] alright hold on if it'll go through if it goes through this is my cover of
[16:31 - 16:40] for of perfect illusion by lady gaga all right there we go all right here you go guys
[16:40 - 16:43] hopefully it'll do it
[16:43 - 16:55] if it'll do it i'm hoping it will yeah all right guys unfortunately with the technical
[16:55 - 17:03] difficulties we won't be able to play it this time around but if they do want to hear it after this
[17:03 - 17:10] where can they catch the song or the video at they could catch it on i'm on my band lab
[17:10 - 17:20] all right um what other places like can they catch it on youtube can they catch it on sampai
[17:20 - 17:23] like what are the places where they can catch all your music at
[17:31 - 17:40] hold on one minute guys he kind of left from right there and shout out to everybody watching
[17:40 - 17:44] like i do know that you guys don't normally view it until afterwards but
[17:44 - 17:49] i didn't want to give a huge shout out to bloodshot records
[17:49 - 17:54] and shout out to buckshot for giving bloodshot records i am huge shout out yesterday man that
[17:54 - 17:59] was awesome so shout out to you buckshot i look forward to more of your music man for sure
[18:00 - 18:05] like that was awesome that you did that that was cool so shout out to you buckshot
[18:05 - 18:11] straight up dude i love your music man straight up i fucking love your music
[18:11 - 18:20] and you guys don't know who buckshot is y'all can look and love he was actually with
[18:20 - 18:29] the underground avengers with bone docs and class they had formed the underground
[18:29 - 18:34] avengers back a few years ago which i personally enjoyed the underground avengers that ap was
[18:34 - 18:44] pretty damn cold um and if you guys do know normally i'm on here killing it with young fox
[18:44 - 18:50] and bratley but bratley is now away on you know personal family matter business
[18:53 - 19:00] um he's actually headed to florida with his sister to meet up with her
[19:00 - 19:05] fiance and or husband i forget i think that's like her fiance or something
[19:05 - 19:08] but he's in the military so they're headed down there to catch him
[19:08 - 19:14] in his home state while he's on leave so shout out to you bratley shout out to rayann
[19:14 - 19:21] and a major salute to everybody in the military man major salute to you guys
[19:21 - 19:26] and you guys don't know yes i am allowed to do that because yes i am an armed brat my dad was
[19:26 - 19:37] 82nd airborne division united states army staff sergeant okay i sent another one this is i don't
[19:37 - 19:43] know if this might work this is my a cappella cover for battle battle symphony by lincoln park
[19:43 - 19:49] oh sweet and by the way dude i'm definitely digging that necklace right where i do that's
[19:49 - 19:57] definitely dope what what what did you say that choker that you're wearing man that's definitely
[19:57 - 20:04] awesome i like that choker this one yeah that's actually really fucking cool oh and i have my
[20:04 - 20:11] hatchet man on hey that's what's up man it doesn't have all the juggles out there man
[20:12 - 20:19] yep whoop whoop to all the juggles and jugglettes hell yeah man for sure did you get that uh battle
[20:19 - 20:28] symphony cover uh let me see man uh yes i did and hopefully it works hopefully hope what's
[20:28 - 20:35] holding pretty god there's no technical difficulties on those guys yes hopefully it does work and if
[20:35 - 20:44] not you know i will definitely be playing it for you guys afterwards um and i definitely will be
[20:44 - 20:50] releasing this interview on the bloodshot records you guys it'll be on there you guys can go there
[20:50 - 20:59] check it out look it up um and also like all the links to not only my stuff in my newest song i
[20:59 - 21:04] am writing a new song it is gonna be punk rock style for you guys because i know a lot of you
[21:04 - 21:10] guys you know like when i'm doing i will be releasing a new song within the 24 hours so be
[21:10 - 21:18] ready for that shit the the first single will be uh prize lamps slash konazopam that is the first
[21:18 - 21:25] single off remembrance and that should be hitting within a couple days i believe yeah
[21:25 - 21:33] but is there anything else that like you want to say before we end this interview or
[21:33 - 21:42] what man oh did the song play or it's not doing it right now but for you guys i will be putting
[21:42 - 21:47] the link in the description uh do you have a youtube channel that they can follow up
[21:47 - 21:58] um yeah actually i need to make my youtube channel all right and you guys heard it here
[21:58 - 22:04] first once he makes his youtube channel i will be posting the link to his channel in the description
[22:04 - 22:11] of all my live videos as well as to bloodshot records and everybody else's so be on the lookout
[22:11 - 22:16] for that guys with that being said guys this has been your boy virus here from bloodshot records
[22:16 - 22:20] with up and up with an up and coming artist you know his rainbow shads
[22:20 - 22:25] do you have anything that you want to say to the fans before this all ends bro
[22:26 - 22:31] um so i just thank for all this thank you for all the fans for being there and i think
[22:31 - 22:38] bloodshot records and my buddy here chance aka
[22:38 - 22:47] all right now who it is man it's your boy virus virus and with that being said y'all this has
[22:47 - 22:53] been virus here with the first official interview of up and coming artists rainbow shads y'all can
[22:53 - 22:59] check it out on youtube like i said guys y'all can check out i will be leaving links to all
[22:59 - 23:06] the stuff in the description to not only his covers but also my newest song once that gets
[23:06 - 23:11] recorded and everything else so be on the lookout for that and definitely be on the lookout for my
[23:11 - 23:18] friend ryan and her music up and coming i am recording some stuff with her so definitely on
[23:18 - 23:24] the lookout for all that stuff guys what that means say guys i love y'all y'all are amazing
[23:24 - 23:32] y'all rock and i'll see you guys in the next live stream man i'll see y'all ready it's been
[23:32 - 23:37] virus and we are out of here man stay tuned in stay locked in and we'll catch y'all later man
[23:37 - 23:42] peace peace

2018-1-19 Live Interview With upcoming artist Rainbowshadz Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

The Cindy Lou Call / MBM 2021-4-12

[0:00 - 0:02] [phone ringing]
[0:02 - 0:08] [laughing]
[0:08 - 0:10] Oh!
[0:10 - 0:12] [laughing]
[0:12 - 0:15] It's the drama!
[0:15 - 0:19] [laughing]
[0:19 - 0:23] What am I listening to?
[0:23 - 0:25] It's the drama!
[0:25 - 0:28] [laughing]
[0:28 - 0:33] [coughing]
[0:33 - 0:34] What did they say?
[0:34 - 0:36] Alright, now there's like a skip here.
[0:36 - 0:38] I'm shaking.
[0:38 - 0:39] It's hard for me.
[0:39 - 0:42] Then you were excited to talk to Cyraxx.
[0:42 - 0:44] Yeah.
[0:44 - 0:50] You might not know this, but I get the same way that you get a lot of the times.
[0:50 - 1:00] And I, like, when I flipped out on live stream and I busted out on one of them live stream, Marty can see this after a little bit.
[1:00 - 1:04] I flipped out the same way that you are now, so I get it.
[1:04 - 1:05] Wait, what?
[1:05 - 1:07] I know it's hard.
[1:07 - 1:10] Marty can see this after a little bit.
[1:10 - 1:13] I flipped out the same way that you are now, so.
[1:13 - 1:17] I mean, they're excited. He flipped out out of anger, I mean.
[1:17 - 1:18] Yeah.
[1:18 - 1:19] Am I wrong here?
[1:19 - 1:20] Well, I think you're right.
[1:20 - 1:23] Yeah, she's like flipping out because she's excited.
[1:23 - 1:24] Yeah.
[1:24 - 1:26] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[1:26 - 1:29] I guess she was flipping out because the trolls are going after her.
[1:29 - 1:32] Oh, okay, okay, understood.
[1:32 - 1:33] Yeah.
[1:33 - 1:35] Trust me, I know it's hard.
[1:35 - 1:41] Trust me, I go through it, and it's not easy.
[1:41 - 1:45] But Marty can do them.
[1:45 - 1:48] He can do your best.
[1:48 - 1:51] I don't care about Marty.
[1:51 - 1:57] I'm just, I'm just, I'm just sick of the drama.
[1:57 - 1:59] I know you are, trust me, and I am too.
[1:59 - 2:02] I've been so intense, I feel it.
[2:02 - 2:09] I didn't think I'd be able to, you know, be able to wear this and all this crap that's going on.
[2:09 - 2:11] I'm sick of the drama and you're sick of it.
[2:11 - 2:14] There's a lot of people that are sick of it.
[2:14 - 2:16] And she doesn't see it.
[2:16 - 2:20] He's a dumb and he's a fucking ape.
[2:20 - 2:22] I'm getting very angry at you today.
[2:22 - 2:24] That's the end of the song.
[2:24 - 2:27] I agree on what you're going to be.
[2:27 - 2:34] But I'm schizophrenic and anxiety disorder.
[2:34 - 2:39] I just, you know, I just sick of it.
[2:39 - 2:43] I wonder if this is the voice Adrian does when he goes to the disability office.
[2:43 - 2:51] What is that?
[2:51 - 2:54] Yeah.
[2:54 - 3:09] It is not something that's easy to deal with.
[3:09 - 3:13] Voice uses to pick up women.
[3:13 - 3:27] He says he's a gigolo by trade, so maybe.
[3:27 - 3:32] This would be like sending all sideshows a dick pic.
[3:32 - 3:52] You know, I have, you know, some kind of water.
[3:52 - 3:59] I don't know.
[3:59 - 4:02] I need help with it.
[4:02 - 4:08] I imagine this is like his social security interview. Yeah, yeah.
[4:08 - 4:12] It's just my.
[4:12 - 4:20] It's, it's, it's my disorder that makes me talk.
[4:20 - 4:31] I get it.
[4:31 - 4:44] Yeah, like if Sir X believe this was a troll, why would it be named people who went to high school?
[4:44 - 4:50] So I tried to rape them too.
[4:50 - 5:19] I know about, you know, you know, disorders and stuff.
[5:19 - 5:29] It's my parents made me want to take my life.
[5:29 - 5:48] It's because they treat me like I'm five, but I'm 18 and stuff.
[5:48 - 5:55] It's just hard for me.
[5:55 - 6:00] Trust me.
[6:00 - 6:04] Some other members of my family.
[6:04 - 6:08] I'm still a kid as well.
[6:08 - 6:15] We understand.
[6:15 - 6:32] You know, it feels very good.
[6:32 - 6:50] Definitely.
[6:50 - 6:59] Man down, man down.
[6:59 - 7:03] Well, I said, well, you don't decide.
[7:03 - 7:07] I'm already in the meeting.
[7:07 - 7:10] I see you in my channel all the time.
[7:10 - 7:12] I'm having a good time.
[7:12 - 7:15] And I genuinely appreciate that.
[7:15 - 7:17] I love to be in you.
[7:17 - 7:20] I'll keep waiting and I'll be with you going in.
[7:20 - 7:23] I'm having a good time, relaxing, chilling.
[7:23 - 7:25] I'm just having fun.
[7:25 - 7:39] I love, I love when everybody says goons.
[7:39 - 7:40] Makes me happy.
[7:40 - 7:44] Marty's goons broken that Heather's apartment,
[7:44 - 7:47] our house and stole the Prancing dress.
[7:47 - 7:48] Yeah, man.
[7:48 - 7:51] That was fucking rich dude.
[7:51 - 7:55] I can't even use it as a pleasure rack.
[7:55 - 8:00] Yeah.
[8:00 - 8:03] As we all found out, like Heather ended up,
[8:03 - 8:05] like remember Jessica found the dress.
[8:05 - 8:08] They kind of was like hiding it and planning on selling it
[8:08 - 8:10] or just trying to raise money.
[8:10 - 8:12] Probably run away or whatever.
[8:12 - 8:29] Yeah.
[8:29 - 8:30] It's a good point.
[8:30 - 8:32] It's just a good point.
[8:32 - 8:35] Sally has probably been explaining his actions,
[8:35 - 8:37] his entire life and just saying, just deal with it.
[8:37 - 8:39] It doesn't matter.
[8:39 - 8:42] It's in the past.
[8:42 - 8:45] I hate that so much.
[8:45 - 8:47] I won't even ask them to do anything,
[8:47 - 8:48] but they don't hear them.
[8:48 - 8:49] Do what?
[8:49 - 8:50] Yeah, right.
[8:50 - 8:51] I've heard Sally do it.
[8:51 - 8:53] So I know that's where he gets it from.
[8:53 - 9:20] What they do to you.
[9:20 - 9:28] I don't think anybody will ever understand why or what they do.
[9:28 - 9:33] What they do is not okay.
[9:33 - 9:41] It never happened at all.
[9:41 - 9:43] I definitely do.
[9:43 - 9:46] I definitely do appreciate it.
[9:46 - 9:54] I appreciate that.
[9:54 - 10:00] What I'm going to do is I'm going to send you a video.
[10:00 - 10:02] What are you jerking off?
[10:02 - 18:40] I'm going to send you a video.

The Cindy Lou Call / MBM 2021-4-12

[0:00 - 0:02] [phone ringing]
[0:02 - 0:08] [laughing]
[0:08 - 0:10] Oh!
[0:10 - 0:12] [laughing]
[0:12 - 0:15] It's the drama!
[0:15 - 0:19] [laughing]
[0:19 - 0:23] What am I listening to?
[0:23 - 0:25] It's the drama!
[0:25 - 0:28] [laughing]
[0:28 - 0:33] [coughing]
[0:33 - 0:34] What did they say?
[0:34 - 0:36] Alright, now there's like a skip here.
[0:36 - 0:38] I'm shaking.
[0:38 - 0:39] It's hard for me.
[0:39 - 0:42] Then you were excited to talk to Cyraxx.
[0:42 - 0:44] Yeah.
[0:44 - 0:50] You might not know this, but I get the same way that you get a lot of the times.
[0:50 - 1:00] And I, like, when I flipped out on live stream and I busted out on one of them live stream, Marty can see this after a little bit.
[1:00 - 1:04] I flipped out the same way that you are now, so I get it.
[1:04 - 1:05] Wait, what?
[1:05 - 1:07] I know it's hard.
[1:07 - 1:10] Marty can see this after a little bit.
[1:10 - 1:13] I flipped out the same way that you are now, so.
[1:13 - 1:17] I mean, they're excited. He flipped out out of anger, I mean.
[1:17 - 1:18] Yeah.
[1:18 - 1:19] Am I wrong here?
[1:19 - 1:20] Well, I think you're right.
[1:20 - 1:23] Yeah, she's like flipping out because she's excited.
[1:23 - 1:24] Yeah.
[1:24 - 1:26] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[1:26 - 1:29] I guess she was flipping out because the trolls are going after her.
[1:29 - 1:32] Oh, okay, okay, understood.
[1:32 - 1:33] Yeah.
[1:33 - 1:35] Trust me, I know it's hard.
[1:35 - 1:41] Trust me, I go through it, and it's not easy.
[1:41 - 1:45] But Marty can do them.
[1:45 - 1:48] He can do your best.
[1:48 - 1:51] I don't care about Marty.
[1:51 - 1:57] I'm just, I'm just, I'm just sick of the drama.
[1:57 - 1:59] I know you are, trust me, and I am too.
[1:59 - 2:02] I've been so intense, I feel it.
[2:02 - 2:09] I didn't think I'd be able to, you know, be able to wear this and all this crap that's going on.
[2:09 - 2:11] I'm sick of the drama and you're sick of it.
[2:11 - 2:14] There's a lot of people that are sick of it.
[2:14 - 2:16] And she doesn't see it.
[2:16 - 2:20] He's a dumb and he's a fucking ape.
[2:20 - 2:22] I'm getting very angry at you today.
[2:22 - 2:24] That's the end of the song.
[2:24 - 2:27] I agree on what you're going to be.
[2:27 - 2:34] But I'm schizophrenic and anxiety disorder.
[2:34 - 2:39] I just, you know, I just sick of it.
[2:39 - 2:43] I wonder if this is the voice Adrian does when he goes to the disability office.
[2:43 - 2:51] What is that?
[2:51 - 2:54] Yeah.
[2:54 - 3:09] It is not something that's easy to deal with.
[3:09 - 3:13] Voice uses to pick up women.
[3:13 - 3:27] He says he's a gigolo by trade, so maybe.
[3:27 - 3:32] This would be like sending all sideshows a dick pic.
[3:32 - 3:52] You know, I have, you know, some kind of water.
[3:52 - 3:59] I don't know.
[3:59 - 4:02] I need help with it.
[4:02 - 4:08] I imagine this is like his social security interview. Yeah, yeah.
[4:08 - 4:12] It's just my.
[4:12 - 4:20] It's, it's, it's my disorder that makes me talk.
[4:20 - 4:31] I get it.
[4:31 - 4:44] Yeah, like if Sir X believe this was a troll, why would it be named people who went to high school?
[4:44 - 4:50] So I tried to rape them too.
[4:50 - 5:19] I know about, you know, you know, disorders and stuff.
[5:19 - 5:29] It's my parents made me want to take my life.
[5:29 - 5:48] It's because they treat me like I'm five, but I'm 18 and stuff.
[5:48 - 5:55] It's just hard for me.
[5:55 - 6:00] Trust me.
[6:00 - 6:04] Some other members of my family.
[6:04 - 6:08] I'm still a kid as well.
[6:08 - 6:15] We understand.
[6:15 - 6:32] You know, it feels very good.
[6:32 - 6:50] Definitely.
[6:50 - 6:59] Man down, man down.
[6:59 - 7:03] Well, I said, well, you don't decide.
[7:03 - 7:07] I'm already in the meeting.
[7:07 - 7:10] I see you in my channel all the time.
[7:10 - 7:12] I'm having a good time.
[7:12 - 7:15] And I genuinely appreciate that.
[7:15 - 7:17] I love to be in you.
[7:17 - 7:20] I'll keep waiting and I'll be with you going in.
[7:20 - 7:23] I'm having a good time, relaxing, chilling.
[7:23 - 7:25] I'm just having fun.
[7:25 - 7:39] I love, I love when everybody says goons.
[7:39 - 7:40] Makes me happy.
[7:40 - 7:44] Marty's goons broken that Heather's apartment,
[7:44 - 7:47] our house and stole the Prancing dress.
[7:47 - 7:48] Yeah, man.
[7:48 - 7:51] That was fucking rich dude.
[7:51 - 7:55] I can't even use it as a pleasure rack.
[7:55 - 8:00] Yeah.
[8:00 - 8:03] As we all found out, like Heather ended up,
[8:03 - 8:05] like remember Jessica found the dress.
[8:05 - 8:08] They kind of was like hiding it and planning on selling it
[8:08 - 8:10] or just trying to raise money.
[8:10 - 8:12] Probably run away or whatever.
[8:12 - 8:29] Yeah.
[8:29 - 8:30] It's a good point.
[8:30 - 8:32] It's just a good point.
[8:32 - 8:35] Sally has probably been explaining his actions,
[8:35 - 8:37] his entire life and just saying, just deal with it.
[8:37 - 8:39] It doesn't matter.
[8:39 - 8:42] It's in the past.
[8:42 - 8:45] I hate that so much.
[8:45 - 8:47] I won't even ask them to do anything,
[8:47 - 8:48] but they don't hear them.
[8:48 - 8:49] Do what?
[8:49 - 8:50] Yeah, right.
[8:50 - 8:51] I've heard Sally do it.
[8:51 - 8:53] So I know that's where he gets it from.
[8:53 - 9:20] What they do to you.
[9:20 - 9:28] I don't think anybody will ever understand why or what they do.
[9:28 - 9:33] What they do is not okay.
[9:33 - 9:41] It never happened at all.
[9:41 - 9:43] I definitely do.
[9:43 - 9:46] I definitely do appreciate it.
[9:46 - 9:54] I appreciate that.
[9:54 - 10:00] What I'm going to do is I'm going to send you a video.
[10:00 - 10:02] What are you jerking off?
[10:02 - 18:40] I'm going to send you a video.

The Cindy Lou Call / MBM 2021-4-12 Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 20th, 2022

Cyrax unleashes the Black Dragon 2021-2-14

[0:00 - 0:10] One thing that is clear here, this is definitely a fork in the road and I have to fully commit to either side. Which side shall I choose?
[0:10 - 0:15] Yeah, on one hand you got like a pedophile and the other you got like an anti-semitic.
[0:15 - 0:17] Yeah, right, right.
[0:17 - 0:21] It's kind of a hard, it's like a double-edged sword, you know?
[0:21 - 0:22] Yeah.
[0:22 - 0:31] Um, hmm, yeah, I don't know, that's a noodle that I might have to sleep on that one, maybe flip a coin.
[0:31 - 0:36] I think a large part of it would depend on whether or not Tony is an actual dragon.
[0:36 - 0:38] Yeah, time will tell.
[0:38 - 0:51] If he can demonstrate that he is an actual dragon and he can do something in real time or in the very near future like cast a spell in 20 minutes and something will happen,
[0:51 - 0:56] then I will, I will endorse you, Tony. I will, I will be a champion of your cause.
[0:56 - 1:01] Do your thing and go out to Tony, but leave me alone, okay?
[1:01 - 1:02] Oh, wow.
[1:02 - 1:13] I did not know that he was a full-blown pedophile. I was unaware, okay? I was unaware that Tony is a pedophile.
[1:13 - 1:25] There he is. Creep, you know nothing. He says that he speaks in tongues and he uses that tongue on buttholes.
[1:25 - 1:30] Oh my god. Is that Cyrax or Tony? I know Cyrax likes to eat the Snickers.
[1:30 - 1:34] Yeah, well, I guess maybe they have that in common.
[1:34 - 1:37] Maybe they should have a tongue fight.
[1:37 - 1:47] I wonder, Tony, I'm curious if you fantasize about Snickers being eaten. Okay, I'm hoping this is a real black dragon.
[1:47 - 1:49] Is that Tony?
[1:49 - 1:52] Who goes there?
[1:52 - 1:53] Speak.
[1:53 - 1:54] Who goes there?
[1:54 - 1:56] Horry.
[1:56 - 1:58] Smacklecat.
[1:58 - 2:03] Are we talking with Tony or are we talking with Archimedes?
[2:03 - 2:09] No, you're talking to Tony. For now. For now.
[2:09 - 2:11] Alright, alright.
[2:11 - 2:18] How's it going, Tony? What are your thoughts on what Cyrax has to say here? This is the first time I'm seeing this myself.
[2:18 - 2:36] Okay, I've said this thousands of times, okay? That whole pedophile shit was a long time ago, okay?
[2:36 - 2:44] You know, I'm tired of being accused of being a pedophile.
[2:44 - 2:54] Yes, I did admit of taking that picture out of the mall, okay? I will admit that, okay?
[2:54 - 2:58] But me being a pedophile, no.
[2:58 - 2:59] Tony, just-
[2:59 - 3:00] Do I have to do it?
[3:00 - 3:03] Tony, hold on. Hold on. Hold on.
[3:03 - 3:09] Do I have- I will put my- I will put a stance to this.
[3:09 - 3:12] Grandma, shut up!
[3:12 - 3:14] It's funny.
[3:14 - 3:16] You have to lighten the ear a bit.
[3:16 - 3:18] Yeah, I know.
[3:18 - 3:20] What were you saying?
[3:20 - 3:25] Give me another chance.
[3:25 - 3:33] Where was I? Where was I?
[3:33 - 3:37] Oh, yeah. I'm gonna put the record straight.
[3:37 - 3:47] No. I am now a pedophile, okay? And for Cyrax telling me I need fucking help?
[3:47 - 3:49] Well, Tony-
[3:49 - 4:00] Cyrax, for your information, why do you think I'm going to church in the first place? That's getting help.
[4:00 - 4:03] Well, why- yeah, answer- can you answer your own question?
[4:03 - 4:05] What?
[4:05 - 4:08] You asked why do you think I'm going to church in the first place?
[4:08 - 4:16] Because I told you guys why I'm getting help, Marty, all right?
[4:16 - 4:17] Yeah.
[4:17 - 4:20] I had an impure thought.
[4:20 - 4:21] Okay.
[4:21 - 4:25] That's what made me go to church in the first place.
[4:25 - 4:30] You know what, Tony? I don't think I've ever asked you this. What kind- I mean, you know-
[4:30 - 4:34] What was your impure thought just out of curiosity that drove you to say, okay-
[4:34 - 4:38] Are you gonna- are you gonna drill through me like a-
[4:38 - 4:41] No, no, no, no. I was just curious that-
[4:41 - 4:42] Oh, okay.
[4:42 - 4:43] What made you think-
[4:43 - 4:44] Okay. All right.
[4:44 - 4:45] Okay.
[4:45 - 4:48] You want to know what the impure thought was, okay?
[4:48 - 4:49] Sure.
[4:49 - 4:50] Is that what you're wanting to know?
[4:50 - 5:00] Yeah. I'm just asking if you're willing to share. I was just wondering what, you know, what made you- motivated you to go to church. That's all. That's all. That's my reasoning behind it. That's all, Tony. I'm not drilling you.
[5:00 - 5:08] Just wondering what your motivation was, what you actually thought about that. You said, okay, I need to get to church, and you know, that's all. That's all.
[5:08 - 5:18] Okay. Me and Randy went to the mall. Randy did not have any influence in this at all.
[5:18 - 5:19] Okay.
[5:19 - 5:29] This was purely on me. This was my thought. Randy said nothing. Randy didn't make no comment. I didn't say anything.
[5:29 - 5:30] Understood.
[5:30 - 5:31] Okay?
[5:31 - 5:32] Understood.
[5:32 - 5:40] There were three girls that walked past- oh my fucking God.
[5:40 - 5:44] I'm sorry, Tony. Just take your time, buddy. You know, don't get flustered over. Oh, never?
[5:44 - 5:50] Yeah, I saw a certain asshole that I don't like.
[5:50 - 5:53] It's all right. It's all right. Maybe can we get that off the screen, Marty?
[5:53 - 5:55] It's all right. Isn't it?
[5:55 - 5:58] I was looking at something else.
[5:58 - 6:04] All right. It's all right. Sorry, Tony. Please go ahead. Let's not pay attention to that. Let's stay focused here.
[6:04 - 6:06] Tony, I got some bad news for you, sir.
[6:06 - 6:07] What?
[6:07 - 6:09] Marty.
[6:09 - 6:12] I got some really bad news for you right now. Sir, I just lied.
[6:12 - 6:13] Oh, no.
[6:13 - 6:17] Why?
[6:17 - 6:18] Well, the title is-
[6:18 - 6:20] Oh, oh.
[6:20 - 6:21] Oh, wow. You see that?
[6:21 - 6:33] Iraq. Listen here, you son of a bitch. That was a long time ago. That was in 2012, in 2013, motherfucker.
[6:33 - 6:41] Yes, I will admit. I did take a picture, but that was it. And I didn't keep the picture.
[6:41 - 6:45] Like, for months, I deleted it right away.
[6:45 - 6:51] Hold on, Tony. Hold on. Tony, let's see what he's got to say. Let's see what he's got to say.
[6:51 - 6:57] Oh, man, like, for real. Tony, you ain't no black dragon, I believe.
[6:57 - 6:58] Oh, shit.
[6:58 - 7:09] Oh, shit, I am, motherfucker. I straighten tongues. It's called Aramaic. Look it up, Cyrax. It is an ancient form of demons.
[7:09 - 7:13] It's the black dragon, I believe.
[7:13 - 7:17] You're a dragon bitch.
[7:17 - 7:18] Oh.
[7:18 - 7:23] Oh, really? Oh, really?
[7:23 - 7:24] You're a fucking-
[7:24 - 7:27] You want to fuck with me, Cyrax?
[7:27 - 7:30] Let's put it down, Marty. Bring it back real quick.
[7:30 - 7:39] Don't say a word about Tony, Cyrax. Or I will be coming after you, motherfucker.
[7:39 - 7:45] I will come after Sally Wilkins if I have to.
[7:45 - 7:51] I will go after Sally Wilkins, family, if I have to.
[7:51 - 7:59] I will go through her uncle. I will go through her aunt. I will go through anybody.
[7:59 - 8:04] If you run your mouth against Tony.
[8:04 - 8:14] All right, for real, Tony. Now, Cyrax chance Wilkins, do not.
[8:14 - 8:29] I repeat, do not disrespect my authority on this, Cyrax. You know nothing about me. You know nothing about Tony.
[8:29 - 8:36] All you know about Tony is from what other people are saying.
[8:36 - 8:40] Grow the fuck up, you fucking regent.
[8:40 - 8:47] Oh, wow. Oh, I'm a regent. I'll tell you what, Cyrax. How about this?
[8:47 - 8:55] How about I give Sally Wilkins a visit tonight in her dream?
[8:55 - 9:12] I'm just going to save you, nigga. Come on, man. Come on, Tony.
[9:12 - 9:14] We all know you're a pedophile, little boy.
[9:14 - 9:26] Shut up. That was 2012 or 2015. I'm not a pedophile. Do you think I would have sex with an underage girl?
[9:26 - 9:38] No, I'm not that way. I know people that are like that, and Tony is not one of them.
[9:38 - 9:49] Trust me, I met Tony. I protected Tony through all these years like people like you.
[9:49 - 9:58] You're believing what other people are doing, but are you actually going to the source? No, you're not.
[9:58 - 10:11] So why don't you get off your fucking high horse and get on music-based Marty's panel right now, and we'll discuss this, e-mono-e-model.
[10:11 - 10:17] I'm tired of people calling Tony a fucking pedophile.
[10:17 - 10:28] Yeah, I will. Yeah, he will admit. He did take a picture of that girl. But guess what? Do you think for one second he kept that photo?
[10:28 - 10:31] No, he deleted it right away.
[10:31 - 10:35] Black Dragon, let's hear what Cyrax has to say about Tony.
[10:35 - 10:41] Enough. I've heard enough of him and his stupid-ass antics.
[10:41 - 10:49] I'm tired of people calling Tony a pedophile day in and day out.
[10:49 - 10:55] If this keeps up, all hell is going to break loose.
[10:55 - 10:58] Maybe you should put some negative energy his way right now.
[10:58 - 11:02] It's coming. It's coming, Smacklecat.
[11:02 - 11:06] Come on, Tony. Stop being a pedo.
[11:06 - 11:14] For the last time, Sam Welkins, Tony is not a pedophile.
[11:14 - 11:21] Do you think for one second Tony would go after a 15-year-old girl? No.
[11:21 - 11:35] He would go after somebody that's like 25 or 30 or somebody older or even middle, in the mid-20s, not teenager, Sam Welkins.
[11:35 - 11:37] Human years or dog years?
[11:37 - 11:40] Humans. Smacklecat.
[11:40 - 11:43] I'm talking humans.
[11:43 - 11:47] Now, y'all want to sit there and say, "I didn't know"?
[11:47 - 11:51] Let me tell you something, man. I'll be straight up fucking honest.
[11:51 - 11:55] The only thing I knew about were the photos taken at the mall.
[11:55 - 11:58] I didn't know about the flash drive with the pictures on it.
[11:58 - 12:01] I had zero clue until I watched Marty's.
[12:01 - 12:11] That was a long time ago. That was like in 2012 and 2013, and he got rid of that.
[12:11 - 12:15] So, no. Tony's not a pedophile.
[12:15 - 12:19] Never will be and never has been.
[12:19 - 12:22] I had zero clue until I watched Marty's script.
[12:22 - 12:27] So, even though I can't stand you, Marty, thank you for putting that out there because I did not know about it.
[12:27 - 12:38] For you attacking and for you, the only reason why Marty would attack me is if I was doing something behind Marty's back,
[12:38 - 12:42] and I've never done anything behind Marty's back.
[12:42 - 12:49] And Marty, for your information, and this goes for you, Smacklecat.
[12:49 - 12:53] You fucking did? You think going to church is going to fucking save you?
[12:53 - 12:58] Yes, it does save me, you fucking weird card.
[12:58 - 13:06] But Tony, I'm just going to fucking save you from what you fucking did.
[13:06 - 13:10] God forgives all.
[13:10 - 13:13] God forgive your sin.
[13:13 - 13:21] If you forgive, if you pray to God, and you ask God forgive me,
[13:21 - 13:29] and you change and you change your ways, then you're on the right path to righteousness.
[13:29 - 13:32] And that's what Tony has been doing.
[13:32 - 13:38] He's been going to church. He's been blends of his sins.
[13:38 - 13:42] You will forever be marked as a fucking pedophile.
[13:42 - 13:51] I'm not a pedophile, Chance Wilkins. Deal with it. Get over with. Get on with your own life.
[13:51 - 13:57] Get on with your own life. Leave Tony the fuck alone.
[13:57 - 14:00] You being mentally handicapped?
[14:00 - 14:11] I'm not handicapped. My IQ level is 94. That's not mentally retarded.
[14:11 - 14:15] I think that's hard in Cyrax, I guess.
[14:15 - 14:19] Yeah, mentally handicapped.
[14:19 - 14:23] I'm not mentally handicapped, Cyrax.
[14:23 - 14:30] My IQ level is at a 94. I know what's right and wrong.
[14:30 - 14:33] Bro, you're a fucking dumbass.
[14:33 - 14:36] Well, I'm a fucking dumbass.
[14:36 - 14:40] What about you, Chance? Where's your fucking IQ test?
[14:40 - 14:45] Get an IQ test. Let's see where your IQ test is.
[14:45 - 14:47] That's a great question.
[14:47 - 14:49] Good question, yeah.
[14:49 - 14:52] Oh, yeah. That would be something.
[14:52 - 15:01] Yeah. No, I'm dead serious, Marty. My IQ level is at a 94, trust me.
[15:01 - 15:03] I've got an IQ test.
[15:03 - 15:06] Pretty strong number. I don't doubt that.
[15:06 - 15:07] What?
[15:07 - 15:09] I don't doubt that for a second.
[15:09 - 15:12] I'm going to think twice about fucking you up.
[15:12 - 15:13] Oh, wow.
[15:13 - 15:14] Oh, shit.
[15:14 - 15:20] Oh, don't you go there. If you start fucking with me, Chance,
[15:20 - 15:25] you're going to have people on your ass, and you're not going to like them.
[15:25 - 15:26] Trust me.
[15:26 - 15:31] Hey, Tony, go fuck yourself, you little pedophile-like bitch.
[15:31 - 15:33] Oh, shit.
[15:33 - 15:39] Go suck and not suck, Chance, Wilkins, and get off fucking YouTube
[15:39 - 15:45] before you're going to have people on your panel or even your chat
[15:45 - 15:47] that you're not going to like.
[15:47 - 15:48] What do you mean by that?
[15:48 - 15:49] Trust me.
[15:49 - 15:52] There's already plenty of people in this chat that he doesn't like.
[15:52 - 15:55] Yeah, I know. I know, Marty.
[15:55 - 15:58] Even more? Even more is what you're saying?
[15:58 - 16:01] Yeah, yeah.
[16:01 - 16:03] Oh, shit.
[16:03 - 16:04] Oh.
[16:04 - 16:05] Good morning.
[16:05 - 16:06] Sorry, Rex.
[16:06 - 16:10] That's something he wants to mess with.
[16:10 - 16:14] Is that why his subscribers have gone up like 140 in the past day?
[16:14 - 16:16] Yeah, pretty much.
[16:16 - 16:17] Oh, wow.
[16:17 - 16:24] A matter of fact, just squish Motel, get this pedophile out here
[16:24 - 16:28] and show them what we fucking do to pedophiles around here.
[16:28 - 16:30] Oh, really? What are they going to do?
[16:30 - 16:33] They're going to take away my channel?
[16:33 - 16:35] Are they going to burn bomb me?
[16:35 - 16:39] Yeah, I am not violated YouTube guidelines, Cyrak.
[16:39 - 16:41] So good luck with that.
[16:41 - 16:47] He did violate the law eight years ago or so.
[16:47 - 16:49] What's the matter, pedophile?
[16:49 - 16:50] Oh, yeah.
[16:50 - 16:54] Take stuff off, you fucking pansy-ass bitch.
[16:54 - 16:55] Why are you?
[16:55 - 16:58] Why are you on Marty's panel, Cyrax?
[16:58 - 17:05] Are you scared that you might get trolled and you might get rage quit?
[17:05 - 17:06] So it seems--
[17:06 - 17:08] I thought he was going to say raped.
[17:08 - 17:10] Oh.
[17:10 - 17:12] No, I said rage quit.
[17:12 - 17:13] Tony!
[17:13 - 17:15] Tony, the pedophile.
[17:15 - 17:17] You ain't no dragon.
[17:17 - 17:18] Oh, wow.
[17:18 - 17:19] Okay, Cyrax.
[17:19 - 17:20] Keep talking.
[17:20 - 17:22] Keep running your fucking mouth.
[17:22 - 17:26] We'll see who wins in the end.
[17:26 - 17:27] He's really asking for it there, dragon.
[17:27 - 17:35] Tony, how long have you been a black dragon, Mars?
[17:35 - 17:40] When I had my out-of-body experience, you're talking about Marty?
[17:40 - 17:43] Well, whenever you started identifying--
[17:43 - 17:49] I would say it was around 2004, 2005, Marty.
[17:49 - 17:50] Okay.
[17:50 - 17:53] That's when I had my out-of-body experience.
[17:53 - 17:55] That's when I became the dragon.
[17:55 - 17:57] About 16 years.
[17:57 - 17:58] Yeah.
[17:58 - 18:03] I mean, as long as I've known you, you've been a black dragon more than that, right?
[18:03 - 18:05] Yeah, yeah.
[18:05 - 18:13] When have you utilized your dragon powers to anyone?
[18:13 - 18:16] Have you used them at any point?
[18:16 - 18:18] Because I know you've threatened to a lot.
[18:18 - 18:22] I did it once, and I got really sick.
[18:22 - 18:25] So you cursed yourself.
[18:25 - 18:27] Huh?
[18:27 - 18:32] Who did you put the curse on that time when you did that?
[18:32 - 18:42] It was somebody in high school that was bombarding me with not you guys,
[18:42 - 18:50] but he was picking on me pretty much every day.
[18:50 - 18:57] And finally, I grabbed his arm, and I started speaking in tongues,
[18:57 - 19:00] and he said, "Dude, light go on my arm.
[19:00 - 19:03] You're burning me."
[19:03 - 19:05] What year was that?
[19:05 - 19:12] I want to say about 2000--
[19:12 - 19:20] It was either in the end or the beginning of 2004 and 2005.
[19:20 - 19:23] It was somewhere around there, Smacklecat.
[19:23 - 19:25] Well, you said you were in high school, right?
[19:25 - 19:27] Yes, yes.
[19:27 - 19:29] And you graduated in '03.
[19:29 - 19:30] Right.
[19:30 - 19:33] Well, I was in a special program.
[19:33 - 19:35] Oh, okay.
[19:35 - 19:37] Gotcha.
[19:37 - 19:39] So you burned this fella at your high school.
[19:39 - 19:42] Did he have a mark on his arm when you took your hand off?
[19:42 - 19:46] Yeah, it had my hand print on it.
[19:46 - 19:48] Hmm.
[19:48 - 19:49] Okay.
[19:49 - 19:54] Yeah, it was like you could tell that my arm--
[19:54 - 19:57] My hand was on his arm.
[19:57 - 20:00] You can't even pedophile, you fucking freak.
[20:00 - 20:02] Wow.
[20:02 - 20:10] Can I get to the why I'm going to church?
[20:10 - 20:11] Yeah, sure.
[20:11 - 20:13] Oh, your thought.
[20:13 - 20:14] Sure.
[20:14 - 20:19] So, Randy had no influence, okay?
[20:19 - 20:25] There was three girls that walked past us, okay?
[20:25 - 20:28] And there was a girl in the middle,
[20:28 - 20:35] and I had a thought that ran in my mind,
[20:35 - 20:38] and I said, "Nope, that's enough.
[20:38 - 20:40] I'm going to church."
[20:40 - 20:47] And then a day after that, I told Randy what happened,
[20:47 - 20:52] and I asked Randy if he wanted to come with me to go to church,
[20:52 - 20:56] and he said, "Yeah, I would love to go to church."
[20:56 - 20:59] And yes, I did talk to my pastor.
[20:59 - 21:02] Yes, I've talked to other people,
[21:02 - 21:06] and they have said several times,
[21:06 - 21:12] "If something bad goes around,
[21:12 - 21:16] I have supporters at the church."
[21:16 - 21:18] Wow.
[21:18 - 21:23] And they told me that I can give them a call anytime,
[21:23 - 21:27] and if they're in bed, I can leave them a message,
[21:27 - 21:34] and so far, it hasn't gotten to the point where I need a call.
[21:34 - 21:36] You know what I mean?
[21:36 - 21:39] How old were these girls?
[21:39 - 21:41] What?
[21:41 - 21:43] They call them all?
[21:43 - 21:44] Yeah.
[21:44 - 21:46] I don't know, Marty.
[21:46 - 21:48] I have no idea.
[21:48 - 21:52] If she was of age, it wouldn't be an impure thought, would it?
[21:52 - 22:00] No, I think she was of age.
[22:00 - 22:04] I thought she was pretty cute, you know?
[22:04 - 22:10] I think these girls must have been either in the beginning stages of college
[22:10 - 22:14] or at the end of high school.
[22:14 - 22:17] Like, you know, there's 13 years.
[22:17 - 22:22] You know, people like Jim.
[22:22 - 22:25] Tonya, unfortunately, I have to review with Sorry Acts here.
[22:25 - 22:28] I mean, you had the flash drive, and you kept it.
[22:28 - 22:31] Yeah, but Marty, I don't have it anymore.
[22:31 - 22:33] Just the hard drive, not the flash drive.
[22:33 - 22:35] That thing's been gone.
[22:35 - 22:36] Hard drive.
[22:36 - 22:38] Well, okay, the hard drive.
[22:38 - 22:40] Have you made any attempts?
[22:40 - 22:42] I don't know where the hard drive is.
[22:42 - 22:46] Have you made any attempts to find it to get your name cleared?
[22:46 - 22:49] I can't.
[22:49 - 22:53] If it's where I think it is, Mecklecat, I can't reach it.
[22:53 - 22:54] Right.
[22:54 - 22:56] Have you seen your aide this week?
[22:56 - 22:58] Did you see your aide at all?
[22:58 - 23:00] Did he come?
[23:00 - 23:03] Yeah, but that's just it.
[23:03 - 23:06] I don't want to get my aides involved.
[23:06 - 23:08] Why?
[23:08 - 23:10] Because if--
[23:10 - 23:12] He's just helping you find me.
[23:12 - 23:15] They would be an accessory, Mecklecat.
[23:15 - 23:18] I don't want nobody involved.
[23:18 - 23:23] The only people I want involved in his life is myself.
[23:23 - 23:25] Why would they be an accessory?
[23:25 - 23:27] Yeah.
[23:27 - 23:30] Because he touched it?
[23:30 - 23:33] No, because Mecklecat--
[23:33 - 23:36] What?
[23:36 - 23:38] I'm not following you, Tony.
[23:38 - 23:40] What?
[23:40 - 23:41] What would make him an accessory?
[23:41 - 23:42] He's helping.
[23:42 - 23:44] He's getting a box down for you so you can go through it.
[23:44 - 23:46] Yeah, I guess you're--
[23:46 - 23:51] Yeah, but what am I going to do with the hard drive after I find it?
[23:51 - 23:53] We've been over this a million times, Tony.
[23:53 - 23:57] Yeah, you want me to turn it over, and I told you.
[23:57 - 23:58] I would.
[23:58 - 23:59] Right.
[23:59 - 24:01] So again, what's--
[24:01 - 24:02] I want you to hold up.
[24:02 - 24:03] Yeah, what's holding you?
[24:03 - 24:05] What's holding you back?
[24:05 - 24:06] You're trying to clear your name up, man.
[24:06 - 24:07] I want you to--
[24:07 - 24:09] I want people to stop calling you a pedophile.
[24:09 - 24:12] Yeah, and I agree with you on that one.
[24:12 - 24:15] What's holding you back from getting a dog?
[24:15 - 24:17] Let's see what you've got to say.
[24:17 - 24:22] You're a bitch, man, pedophile, you fucking freak.
[24:22 - 24:25] That's the last time.
[24:25 - 24:31] I'm not a freak, Chance Wilkins.
[24:31 - 24:35] I think this image here really shows it all.
[24:35 - 24:36] Wow.
[24:36 - 24:38] That's even more powerful than the next one.
[24:38 - 24:40] What do you think?
[24:40 - 24:43] I think Chance's body language here really says it all.
[24:43 - 24:47] Yeah, and what do you think my body language is?
[24:47 - 24:48] It's dark.
[24:48 - 24:51] Yeah.
[24:51 - 24:54] I haven't thought about your body, to be honest.
[24:54 - 24:56] You have thought about those feet?
[24:56 - 24:57] Never mind.
[24:57 - 24:58] Yeah.
[24:58 - 25:00] Tony, are you going to send those out?
[25:00 - 25:03] Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony, by the way,
[25:03 - 25:08] if you could bust those out of an Australian open wager,
[25:08 - 25:13] I could use a little bit of that juju.
[25:13 - 25:15] You need courage.
[25:15 - 25:22] Do you have them nearby?
[25:22 - 25:25] Uh-oh, I saw something flash, Marty.
[25:25 - 25:28] Oh, wait.
[25:28 - 25:31] I don't know what that was.
[25:31 - 25:33] Saw a flash and then he left.
[25:33 - 25:37] So did Tony admit to having AIDS?
[25:37 - 25:39] It sounded like it, yeah.
[25:39 - 25:43] He didn't want to get his AIDS involved.
[25:43 - 25:47] I'd rather he not spread his AIDS to children.

Cyrax unleashes the Black Dragon 2021-2-14

[0:00 - 0:10] One thing that is clear here, this is definitely a fork in the road and I have to fully commit to either side. Which side shall I choose?
[0:10 - 0:15] Yeah, on one hand you got like a pedophile and the other you got like an anti-semitic.
[0:15 - 0:17] Yeah, right, right.
[0:17 - 0:21] It's kind of a hard, it's like a double-edged sword, you know?
[0:21 - 0:22] Yeah.
[0:22 - 0:31] Um, hmm, yeah, I don't know, that's a noodle that I might have to sleep on that one, maybe flip a coin.
[0:31 - 0:36] I think a large part of it would depend on whether or not Tony is an actual dragon.
[0:36 - 0:38] Yeah, time will tell.
[0:38 - 0:51] If he can demonstrate that he is an actual dragon and he can do something in real time or in the very near future like cast a spell in 20 minutes and something will happen,
[0:51 - 0:56] then I will, I will endorse you, Tony. I will, I will be a champion of your cause.
[0:56 - 1:01] Do your thing and go out to Tony, but leave me alone, okay?
[1:01 - 1:02] Oh, wow.
[1:02 - 1:13] I did not know that he was a full-blown pedophile. I was unaware, okay? I was unaware that Tony is a pedophile.
[1:13 - 1:25] There he is. Creep, you know nothing. He says that he speaks in tongues and he uses that tongue on buttholes.
[1:25 - 1:30] Oh my god. Is that Cyrax or Tony? I know Cyrax likes to eat the Snickers.
[1:30 - 1:34] Yeah, well, I guess maybe they have that in common.
[1:34 - 1:37] Maybe they should have a tongue fight.
[1:37 - 1:47] I wonder, Tony, I'm curious if you fantasize about Snickers being eaten. Okay, I'm hoping this is a real black dragon.
[1:47 - 1:49] Is that Tony?
[1:49 - 1:52] Who goes there?
[1:52 - 1:53] Speak.
[1:53 - 1:54] Who goes there?
[1:54 - 1:56] Horry.
[1:56 - 1:58] Smacklecat.
[1:58 - 2:03] Are we talking with Tony or are we talking with Archimedes?
[2:03 - 2:09] No, you're talking to Tony. For now. For now.
[2:09 - 2:11] Alright, alright.
[2:11 - 2:18] How's it going, Tony? What are your thoughts on what Cyrax has to say here? This is the first time I'm seeing this myself.
[2:18 - 2:36] Okay, I've said this thousands of times, okay? That whole pedophile shit was a long time ago, okay?
[2:36 - 2:44] You know, I'm tired of being accused of being a pedophile.
[2:44 - 2:54] Yes, I did admit of taking that picture out of the mall, okay? I will admit that, okay?
[2:54 - 2:58] But me being a pedophile, no.
[2:58 - 2:59] Tony, just-
[2:59 - 3:00] Do I have to do it?
[3:00 - 3:03] Tony, hold on. Hold on. Hold on.
[3:03 - 3:09] Do I have- I will put my- I will put a stance to this.
[3:09 - 3:12] Grandma, shut up!
[3:12 - 3:14] It's funny.
[3:14 - 3:16] You have to lighten the ear a bit.
[3:16 - 3:18] Yeah, I know.
[3:18 - 3:20] What were you saying?
[3:20 - 3:25] Give me another chance.
[3:25 - 3:33] Where was I? Where was I?
[3:33 - 3:37] Oh, yeah. I'm gonna put the record straight.
[3:37 - 3:47] No. I am now a pedophile, okay? And for Cyrax telling me I need fucking help?
[3:47 - 3:49] Well, Tony-
[3:49 - 4:00] Cyrax, for your information, why do you think I'm going to church in the first place? That's getting help.
[4:00 - 4:03] Well, why- yeah, answer- can you answer your own question?
[4:03 - 4:05] What?
[4:05 - 4:08] You asked why do you think I'm going to church in the first place?
[4:08 - 4:16] Because I told you guys why I'm getting help, Marty, all right?
[4:16 - 4:17] Yeah.
[4:17 - 4:20] I had an impure thought.
[4:20 - 4:21] Okay.
[4:21 - 4:25] That's what made me go to church in the first place.
[4:25 - 4:30] You know what, Tony? I don't think I've ever asked you this. What kind- I mean, you know-
[4:30 - 4:34] What was your impure thought just out of curiosity that drove you to say, okay-
[4:34 - 4:38] Are you gonna- are you gonna drill through me like a-
[4:38 - 4:41] No, no, no, no. I was just curious that-
[4:41 - 4:42] Oh, okay.
[4:42 - 4:43] What made you think-
[4:43 - 4:44] Okay. All right.
[4:44 - 4:45] Okay.
[4:45 - 4:48] You want to know what the impure thought was, okay?
[4:48 - 4:49] Sure.
[4:49 - 4:50] Is that what you're wanting to know?
[4:50 - 5:00] Yeah. I'm just asking if you're willing to share. I was just wondering what, you know, what made you- motivated you to go to church. That's all. That's all. That's my reasoning behind it. That's all, Tony. I'm not drilling you.
[5:00 - 5:08] Just wondering what your motivation was, what you actually thought about that. You said, okay, I need to get to church, and you know, that's all. That's all.
[5:08 - 5:18] Okay. Me and Randy went to the mall. Randy did not have any influence in this at all.
[5:18 - 5:19] Okay.
[5:19 - 5:29] This was purely on me. This was my thought. Randy said nothing. Randy didn't make no comment. I didn't say anything.
[5:29 - 5:30] Understood.
[5:30 - 5:31] Okay?
[5:31 - 5:32] Understood.
[5:32 - 5:40] There were three girls that walked past- oh my fucking God.
[5:40 - 5:44] I'm sorry, Tony. Just take your time, buddy. You know, don't get flustered over. Oh, never?
[5:44 - 5:50] Yeah, I saw a certain asshole that I don't like.
[5:50 - 5:53] It's all right. It's all right. Maybe can we get that off the screen, Marty?
[5:53 - 5:55] It's all right. Isn't it?
[5:55 - 5:58] I was looking at something else.
[5:58 - 6:04] All right. It's all right. Sorry, Tony. Please go ahead. Let's not pay attention to that. Let's stay focused here.
[6:04 - 6:06] Tony, I got some bad news for you, sir.
[6:06 - 6:07] What?
[6:07 - 6:09] Marty.
[6:09 - 6:12] I got some really bad news for you right now. Sir, I just lied.
[6:12 - 6:13] Oh, no.
[6:13 - 6:17] Why?
[6:17 - 6:18] Well, the title is-
[6:18 - 6:20] Oh, oh.
[6:20 - 6:21] Oh, wow. You see that?
[6:21 - 6:33] Iraq. Listen here, you son of a bitch. That was a long time ago. That was in 2012, in 2013, motherfucker.
[6:33 - 6:41] Yes, I will admit. I did take a picture, but that was it. And I didn't keep the picture.
[6:41 - 6:45] Like, for months, I deleted it right away.
[6:45 - 6:51] Hold on, Tony. Hold on. Tony, let's see what he's got to say. Let's see what he's got to say.
[6:51 - 6:57] Oh, man, like, for real. Tony, you ain't no black dragon, I believe.
[6:57 - 6:58] Oh, shit.
[6:58 - 7:09] Oh, shit, I am, motherfucker. I straighten tongues. It's called Aramaic. Look it up, Cyrax. It is an ancient form of demons.
[7:09 - 7:13] It's the black dragon, I believe.
[7:13 - 7:17] You're a dragon bitch.
[7:17 - 7:18] Oh.
[7:18 - 7:23] Oh, really? Oh, really?
[7:23 - 7:24] You're a fucking-
[7:24 - 7:27] You want to fuck with me, Cyrax?
[7:27 - 7:30] Let's put it down, Marty. Bring it back real quick.
[7:30 - 7:39] Don't say a word about Tony, Cyrax. Or I will be coming after you, motherfucker.
[7:39 - 7:45] I will come after Sally Wilkins if I have to.
[7:45 - 7:51] I will go after Sally Wilkins, family, if I have to.
[7:51 - 7:59] I will go through her uncle. I will go through her aunt. I will go through anybody.
[7:59 - 8:04] If you run your mouth against Tony.
[8:04 - 8:14] All right, for real, Tony. Now, Cyrax chance Wilkins, do not.
[8:14 - 8:29] I repeat, do not disrespect my authority on this, Cyrax. You know nothing about me. You know nothing about Tony.
[8:29 - 8:36] All you know about Tony is from what other people are saying.
[8:36 - 8:40] Grow the fuck up, you fucking regent.
[8:40 - 8:47] Oh, wow. Oh, I'm a regent. I'll tell you what, Cyrax. How about this?
[8:47 - 8:55] How about I give Sally Wilkins a visit tonight in her dream?
[8:55 - 9:12] I'm just going to save you, nigga. Come on, man. Come on, Tony.
[9:12 - 9:14] We all know you're a pedophile, little boy.
[9:14 - 9:26] Shut up. That was 2012 or 2015. I'm not a pedophile. Do you think I would have sex with an underage girl?
[9:26 - 9:38] No, I'm not that way. I know people that are like that, and Tony is not one of them.
[9:38 - 9:49] Trust me, I met Tony. I protected Tony through all these years like people like you.
[9:49 - 9:58] You're believing what other people are doing, but are you actually going to the source? No, you're not.
[9:58 - 10:11] So why don't you get off your fucking high horse and get on music-based Marty's panel right now, and we'll discuss this, e-mono-e-model.
[10:11 - 10:17] I'm tired of people calling Tony a fucking pedophile.
[10:17 - 10:28] Yeah, I will. Yeah, he will admit. He did take a picture of that girl. But guess what? Do you think for one second he kept that photo?
[10:28 - 10:31] No, he deleted it right away.
[10:31 - 10:35] Black Dragon, let's hear what Cyrax has to say about Tony.
[10:35 - 10:41] Enough. I've heard enough of him and his stupid-ass antics.
[10:41 - 10:49] I'm tired of people calling Tony a pedophile day in and day out.
[10:49 - 10:55] If this keeps up, all hell is going to break loose.
[10:55 - 10:58] Maybe you should put some negative energy his way right now.
[10:58 - 11:02] It's coming. It's coming, Smacklecat.
[11:02 - 11:06] Come on, Tony. Stop being a pedo.
[11:06 - 11:14] For the last time, Sam Welkins, Tony is not a pedophile.
[11:14 - 11:21] Do you think for one second Tony would go after a 15-year-old girl? No.
[11:21 - 11:35] He would go after somebody that's like 25 or 30 or somebody older or even middle, in the mid-20s, not teenager, Sam Welkins.
[11:35 - 11:37] Human years or dog years?
[11:37 - 11:40] Humans. Smacklecat.
[11:40 - 11:43] I'm talking humans.
[11:43 - 11:47] Now, y'all want to sit there and say, "I didn't know"?
[11:47 - 11:51] Let me tell you something, man. I'll be straight up fucking honest.
[11:51 - 11:55] The only thing I knew about were the photos taken at the mall.
[11:55 - 11:58] I didn't know about the flash drive with the pictures on it.
[11:58 - 12:01] I had zero clue until I watched Marty's.
[12:01 - 12:11] That was a long time ago. That was like in 2012 and 2013, and he got rid of that.
[12:11 - 12:15] So, no. Tony's not a pedophile.
[12:15 - 12:19] Never will be and never has been.
[12:19 - 12:22] I had zero clue until I watched Marty's script.
[12:22 - 12:27] So, even though I can't stand you, Marty, thank you for putting that out there because I did not know about it.
[12:27 - 12:38] For you attacking and for you, the only reason why Marty would attack me is if I was doing something behind Marty's back,
[12:38 - 12:42] and I've never done anything behind Marty's back.
[12:42 - 12:49] And Marty, for your information, and this goes for you, Smacklecat.
[12:49 - 12:53] You fucking did? You think going to church is going to fucking save you?
[12:53 - 12:58] Yes, it does save me, you fucking weird card.
[12:58 - 13:06] But Tony, I'm just going to fucking save you from what you fucking did.
[13:06 - 13:10] God forgives all.
[13:10 - 13:13] God forgive your sin.
[13:13 - 13:21] If you forgive, if you pray to God, and you ask God forgive me,
[13:21 - 13:29] and you change and you change your ways, then you're on the right path to righteousness.
[13:29 - 13:32] And that's what Tony has been doing.
[13:32 - 13:38] He's been going to church. He's been blends of his sins.
[13:38 - 13:42] You will forever be marked as a fucking pedophile.
[13:42 - 13:51] I'm not a pedophile, Chance Wilkins. Deal with it. Get over with. Get on with your own life.
[13:51 - 13:57] Get on with your own life. Leave Tony the fuck alone.
[13:57 - 14:00] You being mentally handicapped?
[14:00 - 14:11] I'm not handicapped. My IQ level is 94. That's not mentally retarded.
[14:11 - 14:15] I think that's hard in Cyrax, I guess.
[14:15 - 14:19] Yeah, mentally handicapped.
[14:19 - 14:23] I'm not mentally handicapped, Cyrax.
[14:23 - 14:30] My IQ level is at a 94. I know what's right and wrong.
[14:30 - 14:33] Bro, you're a fucking dumbass.
[14:33 - 14:36] Well, I'm a fucking dumbass.
[14:36 - 14:40] What about you, Chance? Where's your fucking IQ test?
[14:40 - 14:45] Get an IQ test. Let's see where your IQ test is.
[14:45 - 14:47] That's a great question.
[14:47 - 14:49] Good question, yeah.
[14:49 - 14:52] Oh, yeah. That would be something.
[14:52 - 15:01] Yeah. No, I'm dead serious, Marty. My IQ level is at a 94, trust me.
[15:01 - 15:03] I've got an IQ test.
[15:03 - 15:06] Pretty strong number. I don't doubt that.
[15:06 - 15:07] What?
[15:07 - 15:09] I don't doubt that for a second.
[15:09 - 15:12] I'm going to think twice about fucking you up.
[15:12 - 15:13] Oh, wow.
[15:13 - 15:14] Oh, shit.
[15:14 - 15:20] Oh, don't you go there. If you start fucking with me, Chance,
[15:20 - 15:25] you're going to have people on your ass, and you're not going to like them.
[15:25 - 15:26] Trust me.
[15:26 - 15:31] Hey, Tony, go fuck yourself, you little pedophile-like bitch.
[15:31 - 15:33] Oh, shit.
[15:33 - 15:39] Go suck and not suck, Chance, Wilkins, and get off fucking YouTube
[15:39 - 15:45] before you're going to have people on your panel or even your chat
[15:45 - 15:47] that you're not going to like.
[15:47 - 15:48] What do you mean by that?
[15:48 - 15:49] Trust me.
[15:49 - 15:52] There's already plenty of people in this chat that he doesn't like.
[15:52 - 15:55] Yeah, I know. I know, Marty.
[15:55 - 15:58] Even more? Even more is what you're saying?
[15:58 - 16:01] Yeah, yeah.
[16:01 - 16:03] Oh, shit.
[16:03 - 16:04] Oh.
[16:04 - 16:05] Good morning.
[16:05 - 16:06] Sorry, Rex.
[16:06 - 16:10] That's something he wants to mess with.
[16:10 - 16:14] Is that why his subscribers have gone up like 140 in the past day?
[16:14 - 16:16] Yeah, pretty much.
[16:16 - 16:17] Oh, wow.
[16:17 - 16:24] A matter of fact, just squish Motel, get this pedophile out here
[16:24 - 16:28] and show them what we fucking do to pedophiles around here.
[16:28 - 16:30] Oh, really? What are they going to do?
[16:30 - 16:33] They're going to take away my channel?
[16:33 - 16:35] Are they going to burn bomb me?
[16:35 - 16:39] Yeah, I am not violated YouTube guidelines, Cyrak.
[16:39 - 16:41] So good luck with that.
[16:41 - 16:47] He did violate the law eight years ago or so.
[16:47 - 16:49] What's the matter, pedophile?
[16:49 - 16:50] Oh, yeah.
[16:50 - 16:54] Take stuff off, you fucking pansy-ass bitch.
[16:54 - 16:55] Why are you?
[16:55 - 16:58] Why are you on Marty's panel, Cyrax?
[16:58 - 17:05] Are you scared that you might get trolled and you might get rage quit?
[17:05 - 17:06] So it seems--
[17:06 - 17:08] I thought he was going to say raped.
[17:08 - 17:10] Oh.
[17:10 - 17:12] No, I said rage quit.
[17:12 - 17:13] Tony!
[17:13 - 17:15] Tony, the pedophile.
[17:15 - 17:17] You ain't no dragon.
[17:17 - 17:18] Oh, wow.
[17:18 - 17:19] Okay, Cyrax.
[17:19 - 17:20] Keep talking.
[17:20 - 17:22] Keep running your fucking mouth.
[17:22 - 17:26] We'll see who wins in the end.
[17:26 - 17:27] He's really asking for it there, dragon.
[17:27 - 17:35] Tony, how long have you been a black dragon, Mars?
[17:35 - 17:40] When I had my out-of-body experience, you're talking about Marty?
[17:40 - 17:43] Well, whenever you started identifying--
[17:43 - 17:49] I would say it was around 2004, 2005, Marty.
[17:49 - 17:50] Okay.
[17:50 - 17:53] That's when I had my out-of-body experience.
[17:53 - 17:55] That's when I became the dragon.
[17:55 - 17:57] About 16 years.
[17:57 - 17:58] Yeah.
[17:58 - 18:03] I mean, as long as I've known you, you've been a black dragon more than that, right?
[18:03 - 18:05] Yeah, yeah.
[18:05 - 18:13] When have you utilized your dragon powers to anyone?
[18:13 - 18:16] Have you used them at any point?
[18:16 - 18:18] Because I know you've threatened to a lot.
[18:18 - 18:22] I did it once, and I got really sick.
[18:22 - 18:25] So you cursed yourself.
[18:25 - 18:27] Huh?
[18:27 - 18:32] Who did you put the curse on that time when you did that?
[18:32 - 18:42] It was somebody in high school that was bombarding me with not you guys,
[18:42 - 18:50] but he was picking on me pretty much every day.
[18:50 - 18:57] And finally, I grabbed his arm, and I started speaking in tongues,
[18:57 - 19:00] and he said, "Dude, light go on my arm.
[19:00 - 19:03] You're burning me."
[19:03 - 19:05] What year was that?
[19:05 - 19:12] I want to say about 2000--
[19:12 - 19:20] It was either in the end or the beginning of 2004 and 2005.
[19:20 - 19:23] It was somewhere around there, Smacklecat.
[19:23 - 19:25] Well, you said you were in high school, right?
[19:25 - 19:27] Yes, yes.
[19:27 - 19:29] And you graduated in '03.
[19:29 - 19:30] Right.
[19:30 - 19:33] Well, I was in a special program.
[19:33 - 19:35] Oh, okay.
[19:35 - 19:37] Gotcha.
[19:37 - 19:39] So you burned this fella at your high school.
[19:39 - 19:42] Did he have a mark on his arm when you took your hand off?
[19:42 - 19:46] Yeah, it had my hand print on it.
[19:46 - 19:48] Hmm.
[19:48 - 19:49] Okay.
[19:49 - 19:54] Yeah, it was like you could tell that my arm--
[19:54 - 19:57] My hand was on his arm.
[19:57 - 20:00] You can't even pedophile, you fucking freak.
[20:00 - 20:02] Wow.
[20:02 - 20:10] Can I get to the why I'm going to church?
[20:10 - 20:11] Yeah, sure.
[20:11 - 20:13] Oh, your thought.
[20:13 - 20:14] Sure.
[20:14 - 20:19] So, Randy had no influence, okay?
[20:19 - 20:25] There was three girls that walked past us, okay?
[20:25 - 20:28] And there was a girl in the middle,
[20:28 - 20:35] and I had a thought that ran in my mind,
[20:35 - 20:38] and I said, "Nope, that's enough.
[20:38 - 20:40] I'm going to church."
[20:40 - 20:47] And then a day after that, I told Randy what happened,
[20:47 - 20:52] and I asked Randy if he wanted to come with me to go to church,
[20:52 - 20:56] and he said, "Yeah, I would love to go to church."
[20:56 - 20:59] And yes, I did talk to my pastor.
[20:59 - 21:02] Yes, I've talked to other people,
[21:02 - 21:06] and they have said several times,
[21:06 - 21:12] "If something bad goes around,
[21:12 - 21:16] I have supporters at the church."
[21:16 - 21:18] Wow.
[21:18 - 21:23] And they told me that I can give them a call anytime,
[21:23 - 21:27] and if they're in bed, I can leave them a message,
[21:27 - 21:34] and so far, it hasn't gotten to the point where I need a call.
[21:34 - 21:36] You know what I mean?
[21:36 - 21:39] How old were these girls?
[21:39 - 21:41] What?
[21:41 - 21:43] They call them all?
[21:43 - 21:44] Yeah.
[21:44 - 21:46] I don't know, Marty.
[21:46 - 21:48] I have no idea.
[21:48 - 21:52] If she was of age, it wouldn't be an impure thought, would it?
[21:52 - 22:00] No, I think she was of age.
[22:00 - 22:04] I thought she was pretty cute, you know?
[22:04 - 22:10] I think these girls must have been either in the beginning stages of college
[22:10 - 22:14] or at the end of high school.
[22:14 - 22:17] Like, you know, there's 13 years.
[22:17 - 22:22] You know, people like Jim.
[22:22 - 22:25] Tonya, unfortunately, I have to review with Sorry Acts here.
[22:25 - 22:28] I mean, you had the flash drive, and you kept it.
[22:28 - 22:31] Yeah, but Marty, I don't have it anymore.
[22:31 - 22:33] Just the hard drive, not the flash drive.
[22:33 - 22:35] That thing's been gone.
[22:35 - 22:36] Hard drive.
[22:36 - 22:38] Well, okay, the hard drive.
[22:38 - 22:40] Have you made any attempts?
[22:40 - 22:42] I don't know where the hard drive is.
[22:42 - 22:46] Have you made any attempts to find it to get your name cleared?
[22:46 - 22:49] I can't.
[22:49 - 22:53] If it's where I think it is, Mecklecat, I can't reach it.
[22:53 - 22:54] Right.
[22:54 - 22:56] Have you seen your aide this week?
[22:56 - 22:58] Did you see your aide at all?
[22:58 - 23:00] Did he come?
[23:00 - 23:03] Yeah, but that's just it.
[23:03 - 23:06] I don't want to get my aides involved.
[23:06 - 23:08] Why?
[23:08 - 23:10] Because if--
[23:10 - 23:12] He's just helping you find me.
[23:12 - 23:15] They would be an accessory, Mecklecat.
[23:15 - 23:18] I don't want nobody involved.
[23:18 - 23:23] The only people I want involved in his life is myself.
[23:23 - 23:25] Why would they be an accessory?
[23:25 - 23:27] Yeah.
[23:27 - 23:30] Because he touched it?
[23:30 - 23:33] No, because Mecklecat--
[23:33 - 23:36] What?
[23:36 - 23:38] I'm not following you, Tony.
[23:38 - 23:40] What?
[23:40 - 23:41] What would make him an accessory?
[23:41 - 23:42] He's helping.
[23:42 - 23:44] He's getting a box down for you so you can go through it.
[23:44 - 23:46] Yeah, I guess you're--
[23:46 - 23:51] Yeah, but what am I going to do with the hard drive after I find it?
[23:51 - 23:53] We've been over this a million times, Tony.
[23:53 - 23:57] Yeah, you want me to turn it over, and I told you.
[23:57 - 23:58] I would.
[23:58 - 23:59] Right.
[23:59 - 24:01] So again, what's--
[24:01 - 24:02] I want you to hold up.
[24:02 - 24:03] Yeah, what's holding you?
[24:03 - 24:05] What's holding you back?
[24:05 - 24:06] You're trying to clear your name up, man.
[24:06 - 24:07] I want you to--
[24:07 - 24:09] I want people to stop calling you a pedophile.
[24:09 - 24:12] Yeah, and I agree with you on that one.
[24:12 - 24:15] What's holding you back from getting a dog?
[24:15 - 24:17] Let's see what you've got to say.
[24:17 - 24:22] You're a bitch, man, pedophile, you fucking freak.
[24:22 - 24:25] That's the last time.
[24:25 - 24:31] I'm not a freak, Chance Wilkins.
[24:31 - 24:35] I think this image here really shows it all.
[24:35 - 24:36] Wow.
[24:36 - 24:38] That's even more powerful than the next one.
[24:38 - 24:40] What do you think?
[24:40 - 24:43] I think Chance's body language here really says it all.
[24:43 - 24:47] Yeah, and what do you think my body language is?
[24:47 - 24:48] It's dark.
[24:48 - 24:51] Yeah.
[24:51 - 24:54] I haven't thought about your body, to be honest.
[24:54 - 24:56] You have thought about those feet?
[24:56 - 24:57] Never mind.
[24:57 - 24:58] Yeah.
[24:58 - 25:00] Tony, are you going to send those out?
[25:00 - 25:03] Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony, by the way,
[25:03 - 25:08] if you could bust those out of an Australian open wager,
[25:08 - 25:13] I could use a little bit of that juju.
[25:13 - 25:15] You need courage.
[25:15 - 25:22] Do you have them nearby?
[25:22 - 25:25] Uh-oh, I saw something flash, Marty.
[25:25 - 25:28] Oh, wait.
[25:28 - 25:31] I don't know what that was.
[25:31 - 25:33] Saw a flash and then he left.
[25:33 - 25:37] So did Tony admit to having AIDS?
[25:37 - 25:39] It sounded like it, yeah.
[25:39 - 25:43] He didn't want to get his AIDS involved.
[25:43 - 25:47] I'd rather he not spread his AIDS to children.

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2022-11-20 SPeaking the truth 1000 %

[0:00 - 0:27] Oh, what up guys? What is up, what is up, what is up, what is up? So, I'm not serious that that little douche is back, but it's all good though. You wanna know why it's all good? Cause that little douchebag glory ain't shit.
[0:27 - 0:46] Like, and I can tell you all exactly, bro, I can tell you all exactly why these motherfuckers ain't on me. It's cause I'm the hardest worker in the fucking room.
[0:46 - 1:12] And hey, by the way, glory home, your beat that you posted up, bro, is trash. It's good, but it's not my level where I'm at, bro. You ain't on my level and you never will be on my level. See, you're down here. I'm way the fuck up here.
[1:12 - 1:37] See, if people don't like me, it's speaking the goddamn truth. People hate when I tell the truth. They hate it. They don't wanna see a motherfucker like me win. So, they run around and do all this garbage crap for no reason. And it's funny.
[1:37 - 2:03] So, I mean, glory home, I want you to step up to the mic. I suggest not doing what you're doing because you're gonna lose and bad. And if you wanna find out how bad you're gonna lose, go ahead and step up to the goddamn like if you got the balls.
[2:03 - 2:11] Like hell, you posted up that beat earlier, so step up, rap on it, do something.
[2:11 - 2:36] 'Cause I guarantee you, I will fucking take that beat you made, I'll spin that bitch around, I'll use it, and I'll fucking destroy it.
[2:36 - 2:42] Actually, I'll go where it's one that I'll make it independently.
[2:42 - 2:53] And it's basically a cross between, how do I put it?
[2:53 - 3:11] It's basically legend of Zelda meets, hmm, I don't think that'd be on that.
[3:11 - 3:20] Hey Casey, what up?
[3:20 - 3:36] And that depends, has glory home been working on being a dick sucker? Yeah, probably.
[3:36 - 3:44] But dude, I just find it funny and spoke that everybody hates the fact that I tell the truth and how it really is.
[3:44 - 3:53] That's why glory hole hates me. Yo, Ron Draper, CEO, what up, dude?
[3:53 - 3:57] But for real though, man, that's why glory hole hates me.
[3:57 - 4:08] He hates the fact that I'm doing shit that he wishes, that he fucking wishes in his wildest dreams that he could fucking do.
[4:08 - 4:20] That motherfucker can't fucking throw a goddamn football and hit the broadside of a barn if his damn life depended on it, bro.
[4:20 - 4:34] I would love to see that dude go hunting. I would love to see that dude shoot a deer from 600 yards back. I'd love to see it.
[4:34 - 4:49] Because that dude ain't got no balls. He's got no drive. And to be honest, he's a shitty person.
[4:49 - 4:58] And Jonathan, no, I'm not.
[4:58 - 5:08] Point being, Mudd and Jeff, the point being, the dude fucking is garbage is what I'm getting at.
[5:08 - 5:28] Now the metaphor. Now the metaphor to go base with me saying, you know, let a fucking trash on because he won't fucking do it.
[5:28 - 5:39] Like it's funny as fuck. Like this dude really think this dude is really sad. I mean, I honestly feel bad for the guy.
[5:39 - 5:52] I do because he's, he's so fixed. Yeah, yeah, I can't tell you this one. Oh, no, y'all. Let me take this shit off right quick.
[5:52 - 6:01] You're not as fucking with this mother.
[6:01 - 6:05] But for real, though,
[6:05 - 6:11] the dude's fucking garbage. I shot a deer dude. I used to go hunting all the time with a kid. So fuck yeah.
[6:11 - 6:20] And do I miss it? Hell yeah, I do. I fucking miss hunting, dude.
[6:20 - 6:35] I ain't been hunting since 2003, 2004. The last time I went.
[6:35 - 6:42] Actually a correction. I actually went a few years ago with my brother Jake.
[6:42 - 6:51] So that was definitely fun.
[6:51 - 7:04] Am I going to go? Am I going to go hunting with him this year? I don't know. Probably.
[7:04 - 7:11] Well, I just find this shit so funny, man.
[7:11 - 7:16] Like glory who was so fucking pathetic.
[7:16 - 7:19] Like he really is.
[7:19 - 7:25] Like the dude is so fucking pathetic that he's got to use me as content.
[7:25 - 7:29] And you know what I say? I say fuck that dude.
[7:29 - 7:36] Honestly, I feel bad for him because he has nothing better to do than to run his mouth.
[7:36 - 7:46] And that's sad, dude.
[7:46 - 8:04] I am truly fucking sad.
[8:05 - 9:20] I'm not going to do that.
[9:20 - 9:21] I'm going to do that.
[9:21 - 11:12] I'm not going to do that.
[11:13 - 11:14] But for real though, dude.
[11:14 - 11:20] I would love to see Glory Hole do any kind of fucking music that I do.
[11:20 - 11:21] I would love to see it.
[11:22 - 12:52] I'm not going to do that.
[12:53 - 12:54] I'm not going to have to do that.
[12:54 - 17:54] I'm not going to do that.
[17:55 - 17:56] Or let's take it out of a notch.
[17:57 - 37:59] I'm not going to do that.
[37:59 - 38:00] No, I'm not going to do that.
[38:00 - 38:43] I'm not going to do that.
[38:43 - 39:05] All right, here's another favorite that I know I do quite well.
[39:05 - 39:14] Thanks for all my help, new fans out there, man.
[39:14 - 39:33] I'm glad you guys.
[39:33 - 45:40] I'm glad you guys are here.
[45:41 - 45:42] Thank you guys so much for watching.
[45:42 - 48:20] I'm glad you guys are here.
[48:20 - 48:22] Yeah, well, guess what?
[48:22 - 48:50] That ain't never gonna happen.
[48:50 - 49:02] Yeah, that ain't never gonna happen.
[49:02 - 49:10] Marty is garbage is what he is.
[49:10 - 49:14] So, like I said, Gloria,
[49:14 - 49:16] unless you can do what I do,
[49:16 - 49:19] or like I just did, man,
[49:19 - 49:23] then don't try to do what I do.
[49:23 - 49:32] Dude, Five Finger Death Punch is my shit.
[49:32 - 49:35] Dude, some of Five Finger Death Punch's music
[49:35 - 49:37] actually fucking saved my life.
[49:37 - 49:40] A couple years ago when I was going through some shit,
[49:40 - 50:09] some of their music actually saved it.
[50:09 - 50:23] Ayo, guys, let me hop off here.
[50:23 - 50:24] I have to.
[50:24 - 50:26] This call is actually important.
[50:26 - 50:28] But next year I got you guys on some 5FDP.
[50:28 - 50:29] Don't worry.
[50:29 - 50:30] Peace.

2022-11-20 SPeaking the truth 1000 %

[0:00 - 0:27] Oh, what up guys? What is up, what is up, what is up, what is up? So, I'm not serious that that little douche is back, but it's all good though. You wanna know why it's all good? Cause that little douchebag glory ain't shit.
[0:27 - 0:46] Like, and I can tell you all exactly, bro, I can tell you all exactly why these motherfuckers ain't on me. It's cause I'm the hardest worker in the fucking room.
[0:46 - 1:12] And hey, by the way, glory home, your beat that you posted up, bro, is trash. It's good, but it's not my level where I'm at, bro. You ain't on my level and you never will be on my level. See, you're down here. I'm way the fuck up here.
[1:12 - 1:37] See, if people don't like me, it's speaking the goddamn truth. People hate when I tell the truth. They hate it. They don't wanna see a motherfucker like me win. So, they run around and do all this garbage crap for no reason. And it's funny.
[1:37 - 2:03] So, I mean, glory home, I want you to step up to the mic. I suggest not doing what you're doing because you're gonna lose and bad. And if you wanna find out how bad you're gonna lose, go ahead and step up to the goddamn like if you got the balls.
[2:03 - 2:11] Like hell, you posted up that beat earlier, so step up, rap on it, do something.
[2:11 - 2:36] 'Cause I guarantee you, I will fucking take that beat you made, I'll spin that bitch around, I'll use it, and I'll fucking destroy it.
[2:36 - 2:42] Actually, I'll go where it's one that I'll make it independently.
[2:42 - 2:53] And it's basically a cross between, how do I put it?
[2:53 - 3:11] It's basically legend of Zelda meets, hmm, I don't think that'd be on that.
[3:11 - 3:20] Hey Casey, what up?
[3:20 - 3:36] And that depends, has glory home been working on being a dick sucker? Yeah, probably.
[3:36 - 3:44] But dude, I just find it funny and spoke that everybody hates the fact that I tell the truth and how it really is.
[3:44 - 3:53] That's why glory hole hates me. Yo, Ron Draper, CEO, what up, dude?
[3:53 - 3:57] But for real though, man, that's why glory hole hates me.
[3:57 - 4:08] He hates the fact that I'm doing shit that he wishes, that he fucking wishes in his wildest dreams that he could fucking do.
[4:08 - 4:20] That motherfucker can't fucking throw a goddamn football and hit the broadside of a barn if his damn life depended on it, bro.
[4:20 - 4:34] I would love to see that dude go hunting. I would love to see that dude shoot a deer from 600 yards back. I'd love to see it.
[4:34 - 4:49] Because that dude ain't got no balls. He's got no drive. And to be honest, he's a shitty person.
[4:49 - 4:58] And Jonathan, no, I'm not.
[4:58 - 5:08] Point being, Mudd and Jeff, the point being, the dude fucking is garbage is what I'm getting at.
[5:08 - 5:28] Now the metaphor. Now the metaphor to go base with me saying, you know, let a fucking trash on because he won't fucking do it.
[5:28 - 5:39] Like it's funny as fuck. Like this dude really think this dude is really sad. I mean, I honestly feel bad for the guy.
[5:39 - 5:52] I do because he's, he's so fixed. Yeah, yeah, I can't tell you this one. Oh, no, y'all. Let me take this shit off right quick.
[5:52 - 6:01] You're not as fucking with this mother.
[6:01 - 6:05] But for real, though,
[6:05 - 6:11] the dude's fucking garbage. I shot a deer dude. I used to go hunting all the time with a kid. So fuck yeah.
[6:11 - 6:20] And do I miss it? Hell yeah, I do. I fucking miss hunting, dude.
[6:20 - 6:35] I ain't been hunting since 2003, 2004. The last time I went.
[6:35 - 6:42] Actually a correction. I actually went a few years ago with my brother Jake.
[6:42 - 6:51] So that was definitely fun.
[6:51 - 7:04] Am I going to go? Am I going to go hunting with him this year? I don't know. Probably.
[7:04 - 7:11] Well, I just find this shit so funny, man.
[7:11 - 7:16] Like glory who was so fucking pathetic.
[7:16 - 7:19] Like he really is.
[7:19 - 7:25] Like the dude is so fucking pathetic that he's got to use me as content.
[7:25 - 7:29] And you know what I say? I say fuck that dude.
[7:29 - 7:36] Honestly, I feel bad for him because he has nothing better to do than to run his mouth.
[7:36 - 7:46] And that's sad, dude.
[7:46 - 8:04] I am truly fucking sad.
[8:05 - 9:20] I'm not going to do that.
[9:20 - 9:21] I'm going to do that.
[9:21 - 11:12] I'm not going to do that.
[11:13 - 11:14] But for real though, dude.
[11:14 - 11:20] I would love to see Glory Hole do any kind of fucking music that I do.
[11:20 - 11:21] I would love to see it.
[11:22 - 12:52] I'm not going to do that.
[12:53 - 12:54] I'm not going to have to do that.
[12:54 - 17:54] I'm not going to do that.
[17:55 - 17:56] Or let's take it out of a notch.
[17:57 - 37:59] I'm not going to do that.
[37:59 - 38:00] No, I'm not going to do that.
[38:00 - 38:43] I'm not going to do that.
[38:43 - 39:05] All right, here's another favorite that I know I do quite well.
[39:05 - 39:14] Thanks for all my help, new fans out there, man.
[39:14 - 39:33] I'm glad you guys.
[39:33 - 45:40] I'm glad you guys are here.
[45:41 - 45:42] Thank you guys so much for watching.
[45:42 - 48:20] I'm glad you guys are here.
[48:20 - 48:22] Yeah, well, guess what?
[48:22 - 48:50] That ain't never gonna happen.
[48:50 - 49:02] Yeah, that ain't never gonna happen.
[49:02 - 49:10] Marty is garbage is what he is.
[49:10 - 49:14] So, like I said, Gloria,
[49:14 - 49:16] unless you can do what I do,
[49:16 - 49:19] or like I just did, man,
[49:19 - 49:23] then don't try to do what I do.
[49:23 - 49:32] Dude, Five Finger Death Punch is my shit.
[49:32 - 49:35] Dude, some of Five Finger Death Punch's music
[49:35 - 49:37] actually fucking saved my life.
[49:37 - 49:40] A couple years ago when I was going through some shit,
[49:40 - 50:09] some of their music actually saved it.
[50:09 - 50:23] Ayo, guys, let me hop off here.
[50:23 - 50:24] I have to.
[50:24 - 50:26] This call is actually important.
[50:26 - 50:28] But next year I got you guys on some 5FDP.
[50:28 - 50:29] Don't worry.
[50:29 - 50:30] Peace.

2022-11-20 SPeaking the truth 1000 % Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 21st, 2022

2022-11-21 COD WARZONE 2.0 DMZ MISSIONS

[0:00 - 0:24] There is something I want to get in here. We are going to start off with some matches.
[0:24 - 0:40] I am going to do an AJM Memorial show, but I am not up to it right now.
[0:40 - 0:56] I have some people in here, let's get this going.
[0:56 - 1:34] [ Pause ]
[1:34 - 1:37] Squat up and get it rolling.
[1:38 - 2:50] [ Pause ]
[2:51 - 3:00] Welcome to Al-Mazra. Explore, secure intel and loot to gain access to new visions. Enemy threat is high, so expect contact.
[3:00 - 3:06] [ Pause ]
[3:06 - 3:10] Okay, get this job done and get out, boys.
[3:11 - 3:36] [ Pause ]
[3:37 - 3:41] We got contact.
[3:41 - 3:56] [ Pause ]
[3:56 - 4:00] Ah, damn.
[4:01 - 4:13] [ Pause ]
[4:13 - 4:17] Dude, my team fucking sucks.
[4:26 - 4:34] Dude, my team sucked on that one, man. Sucked.
[4:34 - 4:40] I wasn't expecting to get ambushed like that right off rib. God damn.
[4:40 - 4:53] [ Pause ]
[4:54 - 5:00] Dude, we got fucking ambushed right off fucking rib, dude. Fuck me.
[5:01 - 5:38] [ Pause ]
[5:38 - 5:43] Oh, and it's not yet a team that doesn't suck ass.
[5:43 - 5:49] [ Pause ]
[5:49 - 5:54] Because, dude, that team didn't stand a fucking chance in hell.
[5:55 - 5:58] [ Pause ]
[5:58 - 6:09] Oh, really? Oh, no, nevermind. I was gonna say, there's only two of us and I was gonna say, boy, we need a third for a fucking squad.
[6:09 - 6:19] [ Pause ]
[6:20 - 6:26] Oh, great. We got another... Oh, great. We got a fucking Chad in the game.
[6:26 - 6:31] Great. We got a fucking Chad in the one...
[6:31 - 6:38] Great. We got a Chad on fucking Gamescom. That's great.
[6:38 - 6:43] [ Pause ]
[6:43 - 6:47] I'm gonna show these guys what the fuck's up.
[6:48 - 7:02] [ Pause ]
[7:03 - 7:10] Great. We got a Chad in this one. That's great.
[7:10 - 7:20] [ Pause ]
[7:20 - 7:24] Switch up the single shot.
[7:24 - 7:30] Yo, this dude's stupid, fucking doing that crouching shit, bro.
[7:31 - 7:39] [ Pause ]
[7:39 - 7:44] Yeah, we can't get the door on. I was hoping I could bust that door open.
[7:44 - 7:49] [ Pause ]
[7:49 - 7:52] Fighting.
[7:52 - 8:23] [ Pause ]
[8:24 - 8:28] They're messed up.
[8:28 - 8:48] [ Pause ]
[8:49 - 8:54] This shit requires a key card.
[8:54 - 9:04] [ Pause ]
[9:04 - 9:11] There's somebody here. I can fucking hear them.
[9:11 - 9:16] Where are they at?
[9:17 - 9:43] [ Pause ]
[9:44 - 9:49] Oh, there's rioters down here. And I'm not fighting that.
[9:49 - 9:51] I'll get 'em.
[9:51 - 9:54] Don't go down below.
[10:13 - 10:31] [ Pause ]
[10:32 - 10:45] Oh, for one, use your tag map to locate contracts or warning cash.
[10:45 - 10:49] They dropped people off.
[10:49 - 11:01] I just heard rioters out there. They must have took off.
[11:01 - 11:05] Probably going to be like shit.
[11:05 - 11:21] [ Pause ]
[11:21 - 11:23] Don't go down there.
[11:23 - 11:27] Fuck yeah, I'm going down there.
[11:28 - 11:39] [ Pause ]
[11:39 - 11:47] Ah, shit. No wonder he said not to go down there. Son of a bitch.
[11:47 - 12:35] [ Pause ]
[12:35 - 12:45] Yeah, that place ain't fucking worth going in. I ain't trying to get shot the fuck up.
[12:46 - 12:51] Is that dude stupid or what? Dude, why the fuck you going down there, bruh?
[12:51 - 12:56] I just got down there, dude. Why the fuck you going down there, stupid?
[12:56 - 15:07] [ Pause ]
[15:08 - 15:11] What is this done for? Oh.
[15:11 - 15:43] [ Pause ]
[15:43 - 15:49] Oh, got that M16. Thank you.
[15:50 - 16:07] [ Pause ]
[16:07 - 16:10] Bad bitch.
[16:11 - 16:44] [ Pause ]
[16:44 - 16:47] Killed one.
[16:47 - 16:53] [ Pause ]
[16:53 - 16:56] We need medical.
[16:56 - 18:06] [ Pause ]
[18:06 - 18:09] Any views?
[18:09 - 18:44] [ Pause ]
[18:44 - 18:47] Ah, shit.
[18:47 - 20:02] [ Pause ]
[20:02 - 20:06] Dude, where'd they run off to?
[20:06 - 20:11] [ Pause ]
[20:11 - 20:15] We got company, boys.
[20:16 - 20:35] [ Pause ]
[20:35 - 20:39] You're welcome.
[20:40 - 20:46] [ Pause ]
[20:46 - 20:51] Ooh, I will take this. Thank you.
[21:06 - 21:18] [ Pause ]
[21:18 - 21:21] Good night, bitch.
[21:21 - 21:28] And this, ladies and gentlemen, is how you get the job done.
[21:35 - 21:39] Yeah, a good squad like this, you're usually good.
[21:39 - 21:46] Oh, yeah, we got company.
[21:46 - 21:59] Let's just move straight through.
[22:03 - 22:08] [ Pause ]
[22:08 - 22:12] Yes.
[22:12 - 22:20] We got a squad drop in time.
[22:20 - 23:21] [ Pause ]
[23:21 - 23:25] Oh, my gosh.
[23:26 - 23:40] [ Pause ]
[23:40 - 23:45] Bro, watch out, watch out.
[23:45 - 23:53] Dude, are you fucking -- don't heal me up, motherfuckers.
[23:54 - 23:59] [ Pause ]
[23:59 - 24:04] Ouch.
[24:04 - 24:10] [ Pause ]
[24:10 - 24:14] My motherfucker.
[24:14 - 24:19] Oh, shit, we got a mad company.
[24:22 - 24:25] No, I need that.
[24:25 - 25:09] [ Pause ]
[25:09 - 25:13] Hold on, dude, damn.
[25:13 - 25:17] Oh, hello.
[25:17 - 63:12] [ Pause ]

2022-11-21 COD WARZONE 2.0 DMZ MISSIONS

[0:00 - 0:24] There is something I want to get in here. We are going to start off with some matches.
[0:24 - 0:40] I am going to do an AJM Memorial show, but I am not up to it right now.
[0:40 - 0:56] I have some people in here, let's get this going.
[0:56 - 1:34] [ Pause ]
[1:34 - 1:37] Squat up and get it rolling.
[1:38 - 2:50] [ Pause ]
[2:51 - 3:00] Welcome to Al-Mazra. Explore, secure intel and loot to gain access to new visions. Enemy threat is high, so expect contact.
[3:00 - 3:06] [ Pause ]
[3:06 - 3:10] Okay, get this job done and get out, boys.
[3:11 - 3:36] [ Pause ]
[3:37 - 3:41] We got contact.
[3:41 - 3:56] [ Pause ]
[3:56 - 4:00] Ah, damn.
[4:01 - 4:13] [ Pause ]
[4:13 - 4:17] Dude, my team fucking sucks.
[4:26 - 4:34] Dude, my team sucked on that one, man. Sucked.
[4:34 - 4:40] I wasn't expecting to get ambushed like that right off rib. God damn.
[4:40 - 4:53] [ Pause ]
[4:54 - 5:00] Dude, we got fucking ambushed right off fucking rib, dude. Fuck me.
[5:01 - 5:38] [ Pause ]
[5:38 - 5:43] Oh, and it's not yet a team that doesn't suck ass.
[5:43 - 5:49] [ Pause ]
[5:49 - 5:54] Because, dude, that team didn't stand a fucking chance in hell.
[5:55 - 5:58] [ Pause ]
[5:58 - 6:09] Oh, really? Oh, no, nevermind. I was gonna say, there's only two of us and I was gonna say, boy, we need a third for a fucking squad.
[6:09 - 6:19] [ Pause ]
[6:20 - 6:26] Oh, great. We got another... Oh, great. We got a fucking Chad in the game.
[6:26 - 6:31] Great. We got a fucking Chad in the one...
[6:31 - 6:38] Great. We got a Chad on fucking Gamescom. That's great.
[6:38 - 6:43] [ Pause ]
[6:43 - 6:47] I'm gonna show these guys what the fuck's up.
[6:48 - 7:02] [ Pause ]
[7:03 - 7:10] Great. We got a Chad in this one. That's great.
[7:10 - 7:20] [ Pause ]
[7:20 - 7:24] Switch up the single shot.
[7:24 - 7:30] Yo, this dude's stupid, fucking doing that crouching shit, bro.
[7:31 - 7:39] [ Pause ]
[7:39 - 7:44] Yeah, we can't get the door on. I was hoping I could bust that door open.
[7:44 - 7:49] [ Pause ]
[7:49 - 7:52] Fighting.
[7:52 - 8:23] [ Pause ]
[8:24 - 8:28] They're messed up.
[8:28 - 8:48] [ Pause ]
[8:49 - 8:54] This shit requires a key card.
[8:54 - 9:04] [ Pause ]
[9:04 - 9:11] There's somebody here. I can fucking hear them.
[9:11 - 9:16] Where are they at?
[9:17 - 9:43] [ Pause ]
[9:44 - 9:49] Oh, there's rioters down here. And I'm not fighting that.
[9:49 - 9:51] I'll get 'em.
[9:51 - 9:54] Don't go down below.
[10:13 - 10:31] [ Pause ]
[10:32 - 10:45] Oh, for one, use your tag map to locate contracts or warning cash.
[10:45 - 10:49] They dropped people off.
[10:49 - 11:01] I just heard rioters out there. They must have took off.
[11:01 - 11:05] Probably going to be like shit.
[11:05 - 11:21] [ Pause ]
[11:21 - 11:23] Don't go down there.
[11:23 - 11:27] Fuck yeah, I'm going down there.
[11:28 - 11:39] [ Pause ]
[11:39 - 11:47] Ah, shit. No wonder he said not to go down there. Son of a bitch.
[11:47 - 12:35] [ Pause ]
[12:35 - 12:45] Yeah, that place ain't fucking worth going in. I ain't trying to get shot the fuck up.
[12:46 - 12:51] Is that dude stupid or what? Dude, why the fuck you going down there, bruh?
[12:51 - 12:56] I just got down there, dude. Why the fuck you going down there, stupid?
[12:56 - 15:07] [ Pause ]
[15:08 - 15:11] What is this done for? Oh.
[15:11 - 15:43] [ Pause ]
[15:43 - 15:49] Oh, got that M16. Thank you.
[15:50 - 16:07] [ Pause ]
[16:07 - 16:10] Bad bitch.
[16:11 - 16:44] [ Pause ]
[16:44 - 16:47] Killed one.
[16:47 - 16:53] [ Pause ]
[16:53 - 16:56] We need medical.
[16:56 - 18:06] [ Pause ]
[18:06 - 18:09] Any views?
[18:09 - 18:44] [ Pause ]
[18:44 - 18:47] Ah, shit.
[18:47 - 20:02] [ Pause ]
[20:02 - 20:06] Dude, where'd they run off to?
[20:06 - 20:11] [ Pause ]
[20:11 - 20:15] We got company, boys.
[20:16 - 20:35] [ Pause ]
[20:35 - 20:39] You're welcome.
[20:40 - 20:46] [ Pause ]
[20:46 - 20:51] Ooh, I will take this. Thank you.
[21:06 - 21:18] [ Pause ]
[21:18 - 21:21] Good night, bitch.
[21:21 - 21:28] And this, ladies and gentlemen, is how you get the job done.
[21:35 - 21:39] Yeah, a good squad like this, you're usually good.
[21:39 - 21:46] Oh, yeah, we got company.
[21:46 - 21:59] Let's just move straight through.
[22:03 - 22:08] [ Pause ]
[22:08 - 22:12] Yes.
[22:12 - 22:20] We got a squad drop in time.
[22:20 - 23:21] [ Pause ]
[23:21 - 23:25] Oh, my gosh.
[23:26 - 23:40] [ Pause ]
[23:40 - 23:45] Bro, watch out, watch out.
[23:45 - 23:53] Dude, are you fucking -- don't heal me up, motherfuckers.
[23:54 - 23:59] [ Pause ]
[23:59 - 24:04] Ouch.
[24:04 - 24:10] [ Pause ]
[24:10 - 24:14] My motherfucker.
[24:14 - 24:19] Oh, shit, we got a mad company.
[24:22 - 24:25] No, I need that.
[24:25 - 25:09] [ Pause ]
[25:09 - 25:13] Hold on, dude, damn.
[25:13 - 25:17] Oh, hello.
[25:17 - 63:12] [ Pause ]

2022-11-21 COD WARZONE 2.0 DMZ MISSIONS Uploaded by: UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE Uploaded on: November 21st, 2022

2022-6-29 studio session (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:22] [silence]
[0:22 - 0:35] what's up everybody um I know I didn't stream today you can say I just today I
[0:35 - 0:44] just kind of wanted to I wanted to take the day off and just you know just chill
[0:44 - 0:51] just hit the day off relax chill plus you know with everything that went down
[0:51 - 0:59] last night it was very very it was hard for me to kind of you know to do anything
[0:59 - 1:08] today so I just kind of wanted to just take the day off and really just and get
[1:08 - 1:25] my head right because what happened last night definitely did hurt it was very
[1:25 - 1:33] it was very messed up to see a good friend give in to the money and the
[1:33 - 1:44] greed and the thing like that truly is sad but like I said I can't you know
[1:44 - 1:52] dwell on it I did you know seek out some counsel and some very good friends of
[1:52 - 2:01] mine who have delved and delved into that world of fame and you know fame
[2:01 - 2:10] does and can change your person quite a bit it's just sad to see that a close
[2:10 - 2:18] friend of mine fell into that you know it's truly sad that a very close friend
[2:18 - 2:29] of mine had fallen into that and is now you know doing what they're doing and
[2:29 - 2:37] like I said I wish nothing but the best form I really do it just it hurts to you
[2:37 - 2:46] know lose a good friendship like that of almost 10 years because of some idiot
[2:46 - 2:53] trolls that want to talk crap but we're here today like we're not worried about
[2:53 - 3:00] that we're doing our own thing and we are about to download some samples and
[3:00 - 3:04] get them making some music for you guys
[3:04 - 3:33] hey great gazoo what's up man
[3:33 - 3:41] how you doing gazoo
[3:41 - 4:09] yeah took the day off relax talking out
[4:09 - 4:17] to my brother Jake a little bit ago so it was a good day like I said I just kind
[4:17 - 4:28] of took the day to kind of relax mow things over you know and just kind of
[4:28 - 4:42] go over my head like all the crazy shit that happened hey Noah's our what's up
[4:42 - 4:48] man welcome to the train dude how you doing
[4:52 - 4:58] yeah pretty much is a day to just kind of rest and take it easy and just you
[4:58 - 5:07] know just chill and boy man it's definitely something that I needed
[5:07 - 5:19] because last night I'm not gonna lie was very hard for me like it definitely
[5:19 - 5:23] was very tough
[5:23 - 5:36] but you know it's like they say where one friendship ends another one begins
[5:36 - 6:21] you
[6:21 - 6:25] I definitely am I definitely am
[6:25 - 6:31] you
[6:31 - 6:37] go to 23's what's up
[6:37 - 6:42] exactly dude and that's why I'm not sweating it you know
[6:42 - 6:45] like
[6:45 - 6:49] that's why I always
[6:49 - 6:54] live by the code of you know
[6:54 - 6:58] where you know basically
[6:58 - 7:01] it's like I said last night
[7:01 - 7:04] you know if
[7:04 - 7:09] if he could be so quick to walk out like that
[7:09 - 7:16] like if a person can be so fast to walk out of a 10 year friendship like that
[7:16 - 7:45] were you guys ever really friends to begin with
[7:45 - 7:49] sorry I was looking for some sample packs to use
[7:49 - 7:57] this is one thing I like about soundpacks.com is they're constantly updating their sound packs
[7:57 - 8:01] like there's always something new in there which I love
[8:01 - 8:06] well they got some low-fi jazz keys
[8:06 - 8:15] oh the 808 heat sample pack let's go I've been even going hands on that for some crazy ass trap beats
[8:15 - 8:17] yes
[8:17 - 8:20] yes yes yes yes
[8:20 - 8:32] give me those 808's boy
[8:32 - 8:42] but you know looking back you know I know who my real friends are
[8:42 - 8:57] you know I know who my real friends are and where you know my loyalty is why
[8:57 - 9:02] and I know a lot of people did see me tear up those drawings last night
[9:02 - 9:07] and yeah it may have been something that may not have been the best but
[9:07 - 9:10] the way I see it is like this
[9:10 - 9:14] a drawing is a drawing you can always create art
[9:14 - 9:33] you can always create better art than what you did before
[9:33 - 9:40] last night yeah because like yeah I figured like the point of view I was coming from as
[9:40 - 9:45] I was coming from the point of view of
[9:45 - 9:51] you know what's the point in keeping the drawings around if
[9:51 - 9:58] you know like if our friendship is done then what's the point in keeping them around
[9:58 - 10:04] when those are one just going to be a reminder
[10:04 - 10:12] of what happened but two I can always create better artwork
[10:12 - 10:16] so for me it was more of a
[10:16 - 10:23] it was a more of you know I can't you know I don't need these lingering around to
[10:23 - 10:27] you know as a memory as a reminder
[10:27 - 10:35] and I said I can always create better artwork any time of day
[10:35 - 10:44] this is actually just a fucking simple ass fucking starter fucking tank top
[10:44 - 10:50] I know I'm gonna get fucking convict over here man
[10:50 - 11:07] I'm gonna get a goddamn convict over here fucking creating music
[11:07 - 11:15] door check door shut and good so we are good to go
[11:15 - 11:20] shout out the Kdubs 24 what's up Kdubs
[11:20 - 11:49] got some gritty vinyl drums I'm doing dude tell me I can download these gritty vinyl drums
[11:49 - 11:52] I was so sick of again
[11:52 - 12:09] yo what can I think I hope so if not I'll just run some else
[12:09 - 12:15] yes I actually use FL studios
[12:15 - 12:21] yo melon what's good bro how you doing man
[12:21 - 12:36] ah damn I have to buy that one that blows I'm definitely gonna buy that though
[12:36 - 12:45] yeah I know but like I said for me because they were of a specific person
[12:45 - 12:53] I just felt like it was a it was like a bad reminder you know and I don't want to be reminded of bad stuff
[12:53 - 12:59] I want to be reminded of you know good stuff
[12:59 - 13:05] I don't want to linger on the past or hang on to the past I just want to keep going forward
[13:05 - 13:13] you know whatever bad stuff happens it's in the past it's done
[13:13 - 13:19] hey hey one what up
[13:19 - 13:34] goody and gazoo what up
[13:34 - 13:43] can I draw you a space phony huh I'm good but I'm not that good
[13:43 - 13:57] like I can do some pretty detailed shit but that that's kind of out of my realm
[13:57 - 14:07] it's weird I can do everything but like I kind of suck at doing animals
[14:07 - 14:14] I mean I don't know why I've always something doing animals like ever since I was a kid I've always done people
[14:14 - 14:22] I've always done abstract work I've always done you know modern art type stuff
[14:22 - 14:29] so that right there will be kind of out of my realm I know I need to practice that but for me I'm more comfortable doing
[14:29 - 14:38] like I do now with my Japanese art piece that I'm currently working on doing my graffiti characters
[14:38 - 14:45] you know that kind of stuff
[14:45 - 14:54] thank you hey motion yo what's up dude
[14:54 - 14:58] how did he ever see you come in dude how you doing
[14:58 - 15:23] how you doing moshi
[15:23 - 15:32] how are you doing tonight moshi or today wherever you depending on where you're at I don't know where you're at so I'm just gonna say today slash tonight
[15:32 - 15:37] so how you doing moshi what's up with you
[15:37 - 15:44] what is up with you man
[15:44 - 15:54] now I will say this depending on what goes on
[15:54 - 16:00] depending on what goes down Sunday I might not be streaming
[16:00 - 16:05] because I may actually be going to hang out with my brother Jake
[16:05 - 16:14] that day so I may or may not stream that day I don't know depending on what goes on depends if I do hang out with him or not
[16:14 - 16:20] but if I don't you guys will get a normal stream like always but if I do I never go in there
[16:20 - 16:31] I'll probably just do like an upload or something like that depending on what goes on
[16:31 - 16:37] yo moshi audio with that being said
[16:37 - 16:47] welcome welcome welcome to the stream and I hope you enjoy your stay I hope you have fun hanging out here amongst all us weirdos and crazy people man
[16:47 - 16:51] you know it's it's pretty chill over here it's pretty crazy
[16:51 - 17:01] like if you've ever seen the you like if you ever seen the twitch streamer who I actually posted about this morning mr. Mako dude shout out to mr. Mako dude
[17:01 - 17:15] dudes funny as hell man like the chill streams that he has going that's kind of how ours are man just us chilling hanging out having fun relaxing having a fun time
[17:15 - 17:24] and just me being the same crazy me that I've always been
[17:24 - 17:33] I don't know what else to say
[17:33 - 17:43] hey salty grower what's up
[17:43 - 17:53] no fire what up dude I didn't even see you pop in I was good dude
[17:53 - 18:14] what is good no fire how you doing man you know it's always a fun time with you open your love I don't know who's crazier a little fire you were gazoo
[18:14 - 18:23] play a crash car game room room oh shit I don't have any games like that
[18:23 - 18:47] well I do it's actually dirt rally 2.0 but uh the point of the game isn't the crash cars to get to the end of the stage as fast as possible
[18:47 - 18:54] drag these kids over into here and then we will get some music going god damn there's a lot
[18:54 - 19:01] I knew there was gonna be a lot but holy crap this is gonna take a minute
[19:01 - 19:09] hey you crossed my head that is true I do
[19:09 - 19:16] hey kitty gala where you been it's been a minute how you doing kitty gala
[19:16 - 19:40] it's been a while kitty what's new how you doing
[19:40 - 19:58] Alan eyes yo Alan eyes what's up dude welcome welcome welcome man how you doing
[19:58 - 20:10] oh okay dude how are you what is up what is up man I ain't seen you since fucking YouTube dude
[20:10 - 20:23] I saw you like about what four or five months ago before I left YouTube dude that's crazy how you been
[20:23 - 20:39] what is new in your fucking crazy end of the world lock job is actually the name of that was actually one of his things on there
[20:39 - 20:50] Mikey Jesus I'm not sure you are Mikey but welcome to the stream dude how you doing
[20:50 - 21:05] how you doing man I hope you're enjoying your time hope you're enjoying your stay man what is good what is good what is good
[21:05 - 21:11] and while this one is taking a moment
[21:11 - 21:31] oh they're mine and pardon me my bad let's drag in 808 heat
[21:31 - 21:56] hey they've been supreme welcome to the channel dude
[21:56 - 22:19] huh Buddha don't know that that's you bro there's a lot of people getting then I'm gonna jam some dudes yes I am and shout out to
[22:19 - 22:42] they smaller what up and Bella horn what up
[22:42 - 22:49] man y'all going crazy up in here today man this is awesome
[22:49 - 22:55] that exactly in the line
[22:55 - 23:04] yo Alan Ray is 2000 what's up dude
[23:04 - 23:16] entrance welcome to the stream dude how are you man welcome to the stream I hope you're doing good bro
[23:16 - 23:32] oh shit I stuck down the wrong fucking folder and such an idiot sir
[23:32 - 23:41] dude y'all going crazy
[23:41 - 23:57] alright so now that we got all that set up let's go in here
[23:57 - 24:05] I don't know what I wanted but it works
[24:05 - 24:33] let's bring out better studios
[24:33 - 24:46] I'm not even gonna lie dude that shit fucking hurts
[24:46 - 24:55] I'm not even kidding man that shit hurts when you get locked y'all dude
[24:55 - 25:22] if you wanna move your freakin john you feel like he's gonna fucking shatter
[25:22 - 26:13] hey
[26:13 - 26:18] here we go
[26:18 - 26:33] hey
[26:33 - 26:43] dude some of these 808s are gnarly dude
[26:43 - 27:38] uh
[27:38 - 27:49] yeah man now y'all can hear it
[27:49 - 28:06] dude that 808 fucking hurts dude
[28:06 - 95:33] uh
[95:59 - 96:01] interesting
[96:01 - 96:07] I never thought I would see something like that that is fucking cool
[96:08 - 100:11] cool
[100:11 - 100:19] oh yeah, yeah, yeah, let's take it in
[100:19 - 100:38] cool
[100:38 - 102:09] [MUSIC]
[102:09 - 102:11] Hey, sounds good.
[102:11 - 102:12] Sounds good, man.
[102:12 - 102:13] I definitely don't like it.
[102:13 - 102:16] If you guys do have any ideas, man, let me know, dude.
[102:16 - 102:18] Like, I'll definitely do what I can.
[102:18 - 106:49] [MUSIC]
[106:49 - 106:51] >> Hey, Campbell Otto.
[106:51 - 106:52] Yes, I am, actually, dude.
[106:52 - 106:55] Just sitting here working on some experimental stuff, dude.
[106:55 - 106:58] And by the way, welcome to the channel, bro.
[106:58 - 107:00] I hope you enjoy your time, dude.
[107:00 - 116:47] [MUSIC]
[116:47 - 116:55] Any style you want, dude. Anything you can come up with.
[116:55 - 117:05] [MUSIC]
[117:05 - 117:11] Just as long as it's inappropriate, then we're good.
[117:12 - 117:32] Other than that, man, do whatever style you feel works.
[117:32 - 139:06] [MUSIC]
[139:06 - 139:18] That one is done.
[139:18 - 139:21] That is a one and done track, my friend.
[139:21 - 145:25] [MUSIC]
[145:25 - 145:33] Dark greasy.
[145:33 - 145:43] Let's see what this dark greasy dude is.
[145:44 - 145:50] The only one that was just made today.
[145:50 - 145:54] Goodbye trolls.
[145:54 - 146:02] Kiss my butt.
[146:02 - 161:48] [MUSIC]
[162:03 - 162:32] So first, let's kind of discuss what a skin walker is. So as you can see here on the screen, this is a typical representation of a skin walker. A skin walker is not necessarily a creature, it is a witch in various indigenous traditions that has used black magic, used rituals and powers to become a skin walker, which is a creature that likes to feed on humans,
[162:32 - 162:52] that can transform from one animal to another and back to human. It's also said that skin walkers are able to control different animals. So I'm just going to read to you a little bit of this. The Navajo, we're going to go with the Navajo for this because that's really where the skin walker legend and mythology is held.
[162:53 - 163:09] Navajo believe there are places where the powers of both good and evil are present and that those powers can be harnessed for either. Medicine men utilize these powers to heal and aid members of their communities, while those who practice witchcraft seek to direct the spiritual forces to cause harm or misfortune to others.
[163:09 - 163:20] This type of Navajo witchcraft is known as the witchery way, which uses human corpses in various ways such as tools from the bones and concoctions that are used to curse, harm or kill intended victims.
[163:21 - 163:38] These different indigenous tribes like the Pueblos, Apaches, Hopi, they all believe in the form of a skin walker. And the boiled down version of the story is that a skin walker is a witch, which is capable of transforming itself into an animal, and it is something that
[163:39 - 163:49] can harm onto other people. And so this is kind of where it gets interesting. In order to become a skin walker, he or she must be initiated by a secret society that requires the evilest of deeds, the killing.
[163:49 - 163:54] It actually is so important. I'm not seeing this yet. This is definitely interesting.
[163:54 - 164:07] The individual that acquires supernatural powers, which gives them the ability to shape shift into animals. Most often they are seen in the form of coyotes, wolves, foxes, cougars, dogs and bears, but they can take the shape of any animal.
[164:08 - 164:20] These are the animals they transform into, hence the name skin walker. In different stories, the skin walkers are known to wear animals, skulls or antlers, top their heads, rock them more power, and they can choose whatever animal they want to turn into.
[164:20 - 164:27] So a skin walker, once again, is basically a shape shifting witch that wants to harm other people.
[164:28 - 164:38] The skin walkers are also able to take possession of the bodies of human victims if a person locks eyes with them after taking control of the witch can make its victims do and say things that they wouldn't otherwise.
[164:39 - 164:56] That's why on TikTok you are seeing different people, you know, discussing the skin walker phenomenon, saying, Oh, I can hear my dad's voice, but my dad isn't here, or it doesn't really sound like my dad, you know, the skin walker can take control of people's bodies in these traditions.
[164:56 - 165:24] Oh, my God, no, God, that is creepy.
[165:24 - 165:47] Skin walkers can read other people's minds control their thoughts and behaviors cause disease and illness destroy property and even death.
[165:48 - 166:09] Kind of weird that right after we filmed this video, I came down finally with, with whatever sickness I have right now, and I've actually been in bed the last couple of days, don't know what it is tested negative for COVID so I don't know what it could be but I'm losing my voice.
[166:10 - 166:23] That's strange. So right here like it says skin walkers are able to run faster than a car they have the ability to jump high cliffs, they're fast agile and possible to catch, and they leave tracks larger than any animal.
[166:23 - 166:36] They're also able to control creatures of the night such as wolves and owls to make them do their bidding. Keep that in mind as the video goes on that has a lot to do with the crazy things that we captured at Love Long Cave.
[166:37 - 166:50] Everything from unexpected struggles and tragedies to sickness drought poor crops sudden deaths. So basically and a skin walker can do anything yes I do from your friends they can kill your livestock, they can give you bad luck.
[166:50 - 167:06] It's basically an open playing field the skin walker, since it's so powerful can do whatever it wants to a person.
[167:07 - 167:20] So I'm up at the original line right now but where the fence is at. And so behind this fence over here there's a wood line.
[167:20 - 167:24] So we just heard a scream a little bit ago.
[167:25 - 167:34] We're on point right now, there's, there's a forest back there, and that's pretty big for us. It's a state park. So there's nothing that's back there is protected so I don't know.
[167:34 - 167:41] We're back here and there's this fence right here that protects our earth of my friends yard. We're right now, and from that.
[167:41 - 167:45] I don't know what you call this but there's a pastor out here with a bunch of trees.
[167:46 - 167:55] See that tree right there, that fern right there, that's a fern and there's a bunch of other ferns all around, and it gets more dense as you go back.
[167:55 - 168:01] But what happens is this creature comes up against these this fence and jumps his fence.
[168:02 - 168:18] And it was standing we think right in this where I'm standing right now, and my friends and said right now, I'm getting this footage, and you hear that, that was an it doesn't help.
[168:18 - 168:31] It's still a time with family, and your heart is filled, I am going to be putting those paintings on.
[168:31 - 168:48] merchandise in the shop, like t shirts, coffee cups, hoodies, all that kind of stuff so yes I will be selling them, just not in the traditional fashion.
[168:48 - 169:13] And this, interestingly, relates to history to something that you probably don't know about called the Navajo witch purge 1878.
[169:14 - 169:26] After a series of wars with the US Army, the Navajo were expelled from their land and forced to march to Boscredondo Fort Sumner in New Mexico, in what is known as the long walk of the Navajo in 1864.
[169:26 - 169:34] Along this walk, the Navajo people suffered from failed crops bad water illnesses and death, and their numbers were reduced dramatically.
[169:35 - 169:43] During that long walk the government realized their mistake, and they allowed the Navajo to return back to their homeland for quarters area.
[169:43 - 169:54] But what's interesting is that during those years during the walk, it said that some of the tribes members actually like it says here, we're said to have turned to shape shifting to escape the terrible conditions.
[169:55 - 170:09] The rest of the tribe were convinced that their gods had deserted them. What they had theorized is that the tribes think that while the people were on the long walk that some of the members actually turned into skinwalkers to try to take back their power.
[170:09 - 170:21] But once they were returned to their homeland and the conditions improved, the dreaded skinwalkers with people that they thought had turned into skinwalkers, they didn't leave, they were still amongst the members on the reservation.
[170:22 - 170:30] So, accusations of witchcraft and the hunting of the skinwalkers began, and somebody found a collection of which artifacts wrapped in a copy of the tree.
[170:30 - 170:48] And the tribal members unleashed, like it says here, deadly consequences, which led to the Navajo witch purge which occurred in 1878, in which 40 suspected witches or skinwalkers from the Navajo Nation were killed in order to try and restore harmony, peace, and balance of the tribe.
[170:49 - 170:52] That's like a real life case.
[170:52 - 170:56] I like just that.
[170:56 - 171:01] Weird things was on full battery.
[171:01 - 171:08] It is it's a big battery to completely dead.
[171:08 - 171:14] Okay, I guess cut the light out from that. That's weird.
[171:14 - 171:25] There's a, there's a history of skinwalkers, and this isn't something that's just come up in recent years. I know a lot of people have seen skinwalkers on tiktok and everything but it goes really far back in history.
[171:25 - 171:42] When you get to the modern age, a lot of people have seen skinwalkers or reported to have seen them but they don't really cause people to die. It's more like it says here trickster like behavior, numerous people have told stories of animals running alongside their vehicles that have normal speeds.
[171:43 - 171:51] After a short period of time, however, they run off into the wilderness. Along the way these animals sometimes turn into a man who sometimes bangs on the hood of the car.
[171:51 - 172:03] Another story tells of a man who was making repairs on an old ranch home, he began to hear loud laughter coming from the nearby sheep heads, thinking he was alone he went to investigate and found all the sheep on one hold in one corner of the pet.
[172:03 - 172:17] However, there was a lone ram separated from the group that was standing upright and laughing in a very human manner. After the man locked eyes with the ram, he saw that the eyes were not that of an animal but like humans, the animal then casually walked away on all four legs.
[172:17 - 172:31] So, obviously those are very strange stories and they're stories taken with a grain of salt, but when you have so many stories, when you have so many skinwalkers sightings, after a while, you have to take a step back and think,
[172:31 - 172:44] maybe there is actually something happening here. And this video, what we captured at the end, has really, really made me, made me think about that. So yeah, the rest of this website, which is interesting, discusses skinwalker ranch.
[172:44 - 173:04] That shit has been through on the Wikipedia page. Not gonna lie, that shit has been spooked a bit because we have some fucking woods right across the fucking street man that is fucking dude that is fucking creepy.
[173:04 - 173:26] The fact that I live in one of the most haunted places in Ohio, bro. Oh my god dude that is fucking weird.
[173:26 - 173:41] Yeah, it's the same thing talking about how there were medicine men in the tribes and then skinwalkers so both were practicing supernatural powers but the skinwalkers or the witches were seen more as evil because that's what they wanted was bad things to happen.
[173:41 - 173:53] And yes, the coyote is the main animal associated with the skinwalker legend but like we said before, there are bears, dogs, and owls. Think about that owl, keep that in your mind.
[173:53 - 174:10] This article here, showing, I don't know if this is a hoax, I'm more inclined to believe that this is a hoax but a couple years ago this picture circulated on social media, the story claimed that a geologist was working in an oil field in the area and saw something odd and decided to take a heat signature of it.
[174:10 - 174:29] The next day the geologists suddenly quit. So, I don't know, I, like I said I highly doubt that this is a real skinwalker that we're looking at here but it's, you know, kind of a good representation of what the legends may have alluded to, like, what it may have looked like.
[174:29 - 174:47] So let's get into something realistic now sword and scale is a great podcast Courtney and I love sword and scale. They don't shy away from any details when they discuss true crime stories, but I found this story through sword and scale of an alleged skinwalker murder.
[174:47 - 175:02] I'm just going to read this to you this is from sword and scale calm. This happened in June of 1987 in Arizona, behind the Flagstaff Medical Center Arizona the body of a Navajo woman was found nude beaten and suffered numerous fatal stab wounds to her upper torso.
[175:02 - 175:08] Her left breast appeared to have been bitten off the bruising on her face was so severe she was barely recognizable.
[175:08 - 175:23] A woman later identified as Sarah Saginitzo had been a housekeeper for the hospital and it was her first time working the night shift when she turned up missing, so her car was found near the hospital, but her body was found on a rocky hillside west of the hospital.
[175:23 - 175:33] George Abney, a former English professor in northern Arizona University was arrested and charged with her murder. George claimed he was having bizarre dreams about her murder which he told friends about.
[175:33 - 175:40] Under pressure George confessed to have murdered the woman but by his own admission he was having difficulty distinguishing between the dreams and reality.
[175:40 - 175:49] It was a very bizarre defense. George was claiming that he was almost possessed who's having these dreams about murdering the woman, but he didn't know if he had actually done it or not.
[175:49 - 175:55] You know there are a lot of forced confessions that occur here in the US so you know always got to take a confession with a grain of salt.
[175:55 - 176:01] But George, a devout Christian believed he was receiving prophecies from God. His defense lawyers brought up another possibility.
[176:01 - 176:08] Sarah being part of the Navajo Nation may have been attacked by a skin walker. This was an actual defense used in court.
[176:08 - 176:18] A broken stick across her neck and a clump of grass believed to have been from a graveyard that were left near her truck had been among the defense's evidence that there had been some form of black magic behind the brutal slaying.
[176:18 - 176:24] The courts didn't believe him. The courts didn't believe that a skin walker could have committed this murder.
[176:24 - 176:33] But a year afterwards George was actually acquitted and cleared of all charges. To this day he's not convicted for that murder.
[176:33 - 176:42] Now Sarah's family actually said that they believed that George was innocent and the case was reopened in 1988 just a year after the murder.
[176:42 - 176:52] But the murder is unsolved to this day. They don't know to this day if Sarah was murdered by a skin walker or if somebody had done this to her.
[176:52 - 177:03] But it is interesting you know the fact that they were never able to convict someone and they found evidence of black magic, white marks, all of this stuff around Sarah's body.
[177:03 - 177:14] Very odd. That's when we get into the Lovelock Cave. Now the Lovelock Cave is the cave that we investigated that night and it's got a lot of history.
[177:14 - 177:21] In 1911 two miners David Pugh and James Hart were hired to mine for bat guano from the cave to be used as fertilizer.
[177:21 - 177:27] They removed a layer of guano estimated to be three to six feet deep and weighing about 250 tons.
[177:27 - 177:34] But while they were digging. Dude that is some creepy stuff man.
[177:34 - 177:50] Like normally I don't freak out that easily but dude that is my fucking my hair standing up on my fucking arm like dude.
[177:50 - 177:55] Oh my god that is weird.
[177:55 - 178:06] Yeah like I said there's like one haunted asylum and it's like across the lake from where we're at or what used to be.
[178:06 - 178:18] I don't know what they're doing with it now. Like I don't know if it's like a like if they refurbished it and are using it.
[178:18 - 178:30] I know at one point it was an asylum and then they had abandoned it for I don't know how many years I think like 30 40 years.
[178:30 - 178:36] So I don't know man like it's definitely something to look into for sure.
[178:36 - 179:03] Yeah I'll definitely do it man.
[179:03 - 179:14] And dude if you ever want to fucking team up dude. Let me know I'll definitely join you and I think that'd be fucking cool.
[179:14 - 179:43] Fucking film that shit but that shit up on YouTube. Fucking live streaming dude that'd be sick.
[179:43 - 179:50] Well you know what they say man.
[179:50 - 180:12] Sometimes the things that are the most real are the things that you can't see.
[180:12 - 180:24] Matter of fact Lincoln Park song One More Light eludes to that very fact.
[180:24 - 180:34] Where in the song they say just cause you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
[180:34 - 181:01] Which is true sometimes the realest things in life are the things that you can't physically see with the human eye.
[181:01 - 181:16] There's sound to sound garden yes Chris Cornell yes.
[181:16 - 181:29] Oh dude a few times.
[181:29 - 181:47] Cause you gotta remember dude I literally live across the street from Summit Lake.
[181:47 - 182:16] And Summit Lake is one of the most haunted places in Ohio so I can honestly say that I have a few times and it's been both at night and during the daytime so yeah.
[182:16 - 182:28] S.U.M.M.I.T.
[182:28 - 182:41] That's one of my favorite places to hang out but dude it is creepy sometimes.
[182:41 - 183:10] Okay that was weird.
[183:10 - 183:39] It is dude cause back in the late 70s and early 60s there were two different deaths.
[183:39 - 184:08] It appears that the Xbox.
[184:08 - 184:34] But what makes those drownings so weird is this it isn't the fact that it happened like that's not it's not the fact that it actually happened.
[184:34 - 184:52] It's the fact that they both happened during a carnival in the exact same way where one of the legs broke and the ferris wheel drowned everyone.
[184:52 - 185:11] Like think about that for a minute two times in the same way.
[185:11 - 185:25] Like think about how creepy that is.
[185:25 - 185:31] Matter of fact if you go down to Summit Lake on the pier.
[185:31 - 185:48] You can actually see the remnants of the posts from where the end of the thing was where it came out and then branched off into a wide rectangular square.
[185:48 - 186:00] And you can see like where the ends were at and where they had broke right there's a little bits of them sticking out of the water to this day.
[186:00 - 186:10] And trust me when I say it's creepy.
[186:10 - 186:18] Which is why I never go down there at night.
[186:18 - 186:30] Like if I'm going down there to some photography or whatever I don't say that it's dark right the minute it gets dark I'm hauling ass back to the fucking house because I'm one.
[186:30 - 186:47] I don't know what can be there to I don't need someone from the damn woods coming up and attacking me.
[186:47 - 187:15] Oh dude there aren't any animals down there just a lot of weird freaky paranormal shit dude.
[187:15 - 187:26] Something I don't want to fuck with.
[187:26 - 187:43] I granted yes part of my family is Wiccan but still oh like here's a little interesting tidbit for you.
[187:43 - 187:50] How many of you guys have seen the movie The Covenant.
[187:50 - 188:03] Like how many of you guys have ever seen the movie The Covenant done not the horror film but the one that revolves around the Salem witch trials.
[188:03 - 188:25] Well that movie is actually very largely based on my family because my ancestor my I think like 10 or 11 or 12 times great grandfather is actually Jonathan Putnam from the witch trials.
[188:25 - 188:37] So having that kind of blood running through my veins and having all this weird shit happen to me over time dude I'm good.
[188:37 - 188:51] Like when it does happen it can be creepy but other times it's like like my older brother my older brother loves to fuck with me.
[188:51 - 189:05] Like my older brother loves loves loves to play tricks on me even though he's passed away he loves to pull pranks on me.
[189:05 - 189:16] Well he always has.
[189:16 - 189:24] But still like having that kind of background in my family.
[189:24 - 189:32] It's definitely very weird.
[189:32 - 189:42] Like it's definitely creepy.
[189:42 - 189:48] So yeah.
[189:48 - 190:08] With that being said I'm actually about to bounce the buff here for now I'm about to chill work on some artwork or some shit probably play some games and show up for the rest of the night and then get back to work tomorrow morning.
[190:08 - 190:36] But without me a second guys well we guys hopefully you guys did enjoy this. If you did be sure to hit that follow button be sure to smack that subscribe button pick you up the subscription and I'll be working on some new merch probably here later on the night.
[190:36 - 190:53] Yeah I definitely will dude. Like I said a lot of the stuff I am posting is going to be on merchandise so it's not necessarily going to be on you know display for sale but I will be putting it on merchandise.
[190:53 - 191:02] So you guys are still getting it. It'll just be on items like coffee cups and t-shirts and hoodies.
[191:02 - 191:13] So yeah but with that being said I'll be guys and I'll see you all in the morning man. As always stay humble stay positive keep being you and don't change from nobody man.
[191:13 - 191:16] But I love you guys man. I'm in here y'all.
[191:16 - 191:26] Peace.
[191:26 - 191:31] Am I on IG? No I'm not.
[191:31 - 191:39] I am on Discord Facebook and here and soon to be YouTube.
[191:39 - 191:40] So yeah.
[191:40 - 191:43] All you guys I'll catch you guys in the morning.
[191:43 - 191:45] Peace.

2022-6-29 studio session (Twitch)

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[0:22 - 0:35] what's up everybody um I know I didn't stream today you can say I just today I
[0:35 - 0:44] just kind of wanted to I wanted to take the day off and just you know just chill
[0:44 - 0:51] just hit the day off relax chill plus you know with everything that went down
[0:51 - 0:59] last night it was very very it was hard for me to kind of you know to do anything
[0:59 - 1:08] today so I just kind of wanted to just take the day off and really just and get
[1:08 - 1:25] my head right because what happened last night definitely did hurt it was very
[1:25 - 1:33] it was very messed up to see a good friend give in to the money and the
[1:33 - 1:44] greed and the thing like that truly is sad but like I said I can't you know
[1:44 - 1:52] dwell on it I did you know seek out some counsel and some very good friends of
[1:52 - 2:01] mine who have delved and delved into that world of fame and you know fame
[2:01 - 2:10] does and can change your person quite a bit it's just sad to see that a close
[2:10 - 2:18] friend of mine fell into that you know it's truly sad that a very close friend
[2:18 - 2:29] of mine had fallen into that and is now you know doing what they're doing and
[2:29 - 2:37] like I said I wish nothing but the best form I really do it just it hurts to you
[2:37 - 2:46] know lose a good friendship like that of almost 10 years because of some idiot
[2:46 - 2:53] trolls that want to talk crap but we're here today like we're not worried about
[2:53 - 3:00] that we're doing our own thing and we are about to download some samples and
[3:00 - 3:04] get them making some music for you guys
[3:04 - 3:33] hey great gazoo what's up man
[3:33 - 3:41] how you doing gazoo
[3:41 - 4:09] yeah took the day off relax talking out
[4:09 - 4:17] to my brother Jake a little bit ago so it was a good day like I said I just kind
[4:17 - 4:28] of took the day to kind of relax mow things over you know and just kind of
[4:28 - 4:42] go over my head like all the crazy shit that happened hey Noah's our what's up
[4:42 - 4:48] man welcome to the train dude how you doing
[4:52 - 4:58] yeah pretty much is a day to just kind of rest and take it easy and just you
[4:58 - 5:07] know just chill and boy man it's definitely something that I needed
[5:07 - 5:19] because last night I'm not gonna lie was very hard for me like it definitely
[5:19 - 5:23] was very tough
[5:23 - 5:36] but you know it's like they say where one friendship ends another one begins
[5:36 - 6:21] you
[6:21 - 6:25] I definitely am I definitely am
[6:25 - 6:31] you
[6:31 - 6:37] go to 23's what's up
[6:37 - 6:42] exactly dude and that's why I'm not sweating it you know
[6:42 - 6:45] like
[6:45 - 6:49] that's why I always
[6:49 - 6:54] live by the code of you know
[6:54 - 6:58] where you know basically
[6:58 - 7:01] it's like I said last night
[7:01 - 7:04] you know if
[7:04 - 7:09] if he could be so quick to walk out like that
[7:09 - 7:16] like if a person can be so fast to walk out of a 10 year friendship like that
[7:16 - 7:45] were you guys ever really friends to begin with
[7:45 - 7:49] sorry I was looking for some sample packs to use
[7:49 - 7:57] this is one thing I like about soundpacks.com is they're constantly updating their sound packs
[7:57 - 8:01] like there's always something new in there which I love
[8:01 - 8:06] well they got some low-fi jazz keys
[8:06 - 8:15] oh the 808 heat sample pack let's go I've been even going hands on that for some crazy ass trap beats
[8:15 - 8:17] yes
[8:17 - 8:20] yes yes yes yes
[8:20 - 8:32] give me those 808's boy
[8:32 - 8:42] but you know looking back you know I know who my real friends are
[8:42 - 8:57] you know I know who my real friends are and where you know my loyalty is why
[8:57 - 9:02] and I know a lot of people did see me tear up those drawings last night
[9:02 - 9:07] and yeah it may have been something that may not have been the best but
[9:07 - 9:10] the way I see it is like this
[9:10 - 9:14] a drawing is a drawing you can always create art
[9:14 - 9:33] you can always create better art than what you did before
[9:33 - 9:40] last night yeah because like yeah I figured like the point of view I was coming from as
[9:40 - 9:45] I was coming from the point of view of
[9:45 - 9:51] you know what's the point in keeping the drawings around if
[9:51 - 9:58] you know like if our friendship is done then what's the point in keeping them around
[9:58 - 10:04] when those are one just going to be a reminder
[10:04 - 10:12] of what happened but two I can always create better artwork
[10:12 - 10:16] so for me it was more of a
[10:16 - 10:23] it was a more of you know I can't you know I don't need these lingering around to
[10:23 - 10:27] you know as a memory as a reminder
[10:27 - 10:35] and I said I can always create better artwork any time of day
[10:35 - 10:44] this is actually just a fucking simple ass fucking starter fucking tank top
[10:44 - 10:50] I know I'm gonna get fucking convict over here man
[10:50 - 11:07] I'm gonna get a goddamn convict over here fucking creating music
[11:07 - 11:15] door check door shut and good so we are good to go
[11:15 - 11:20] shout out the Kdubs 24 what's up Kdubs
[11:20 - 11:49] got some gritty vinyl drums I'm doing dude tell me I can download these gritty vinyl drums
[11:49 - 11:52] I was so sick of again
[11:52 - 12:09] yo what can I think I hope so if not I'll just run some else
[12:09 - 12:15] yes I actually use FL studios
[12:15 - 12:21] yo melon what's good bro how you doing man
[12:21 - 12:36] ah damn I have to buy that one that blows I'm definitely gonna buy that though
[12:36 - 12:45] yeah I know but like I said for me because they were of a specific person
[12:45 - 12:53] I just felt like it was a it was like a bad reminder you know and I don't want to be reminded of bad stuff
[12:53 - 12:59] I want to be reminded of you know good stuff
[12:59 - 13:05] I don't want to linger on the past or hang on to the past I just want to keep going forward
[13:05 - 13:13] you know whatever bad stuff happens it's in the past it's done
[13:13 - 13:19] hey hey one what up
[13:19 - 13:34] goody and gazoo what up
[13:34 - 13:43] can I draw you a space phony huh I'm good but I'm not that good
[13:43 - 13:57] like I can do some pretty detailed shit but that that's kind of out of my realm
[13:57 - 14:07] it's weird I can do everything but like I kind of suck at doing animals
[14:07 - 14:14] I mean I don't know why I've always something doing animals like ever since I was a kid I've always done people
[14:14 - 14:22] I've always done abstract work I've always done you know modern art type stuff
[14:22 - 14:29] so that right there will be kind of out of my realm I know I need to practice that but for me I'm more comfortable doing
[14:29 - 14:38] like I do now with my Japanese art piece that I'm currently working on doing my graffiti characters
[14:38 - 14:45] you know that kind of stuff
[14:45 - 14:54] thank you hey motion yo what's up dude
[14:54 - 14:58] how did he ever see you come in dude how you doing
[14:58 - 15:23] how you doing moshi
[15:23 - 15:32] how are you doing tonight moshi or today wherever you depending on where you're at I don't know where you're at so I'm just gonna say today slash tonight
[15:32 - 15:37] so how you doing moshi what's up with you
[15:37 - 15:44] what is up with you man
[15:44 - 15:54] now I will say this depending on what goes on
[15:54 - 16:00] depending on what goes down Sunday I might not be streaming
[16:00 - 16:05] because I may actually be going to hang out with my brother Jake
[16:05 - 16:14] that day so I may or may not stream that day I don't know depending on what goes on depends if I do hang out with him or not
[16:14 - 16:20] but if I don't you guys will get a normal stream like always but if I do I never go in there
[16:20 - 16:31] I'll probably just do like an upload or something like that depending on what goes on
[16:31 - 16:37] yo moshi audio with that being said
[16:37 - 16:47] welcome welcome welcome to the stream and I hope you enjoy your stay I hope you have fun hanging out here amongst all us weirdos and crazy people man
[16:47 - 16:51] you know it's it's pretty chill over here it's pretty crazy
[16:51 - 17:01] like if you've ever seen the you like if you ever seen the twitch streamer who I actually posted about this morning mr. Mako dude shout out to mr. Mako dude
[17:01 - 17:15] dudes funny as hell man like the chill streams that he has going that's kind of how ours are man just us chilling hanging out having fun relaxing having a fun time
[17:15 - 17:24] and just me being the same crazy me that I've always been
[17:24 - 17:33] I don't know what else to say
[17:33 - 17:43] hey salty grower what's up
[17:43 - 17:53] no fire what up dude I didn't even see you pop in I was good dude
[17:53 - 18:14] what is good no fire how you doing man you know it's always a fun time with you open your love I don't know who's crazier a little fire you were gazoo
[18:14 - 18:23] play a crash car game room room oh shit I don't have any games like that
[18:23 - 18:47] well I do it's actually dirt rally 2.0 but uh the point of the game isn't the crash cars to get to the end of the stage as fast as possible
[18:47 - 18:54] drag these kids over into here and then we will get some music going god damn there's a lot
[18:54 - 19:01] I knew there was gonna be a lot but holy crap this is gonna take a minute
[19:01 - 19:09] hey you crossed my head that is true I do
[19:09 - 19:16] hey kitty gala where you been it's been a minute how you doing kitty gala
[19:16 - 19:40] it's been a while kitty what's new how you doing
[19:40 - 19:58] Alan eyes yo Alan eyes what's up dude welcome welcome welcome man how you doing
[19:58 - 20:10] oh okay dude how are you what is up what is up man I ain't seen you since fucking YouTube dude
[20:10 - 20:23] I saw you like about what four or five months ago before I left YouTube dude that's crazy how you been
[20:23 - 20:39] what is new in your fucking crazy end of the world lock job is actually the name of that was actually one of his things on there
[20:39 - 20:50] Mikey Jesus I'm not sure you are Mikey but welcome to the stream dude how you doing
[20:50 - 21:05] how you doing man I hope you're enjoying your time hope you're enjoying your stay man what is good what is good what is good
[21:05 - 21:11] and while this one is taking a moment
[21:11 - 21:31] oh they're mine and pardon me my bad let's drag in 808 heat
[21:31 - 21:56] hey they've been supreme welcome to the channel dude
[21:56 - 22:19] huh Buddha don't know that that's you bro there's a lot of people getting then I'm gonna jam some dudes yes I am and shout out to
[22:19 - 22:42] they smaller what up and Bella horn what up
[22:42 - 22:49] man y'all going crazy up in here today man this is awesome
[22:49 - 22:55] that exactly in the line
[22:55 - 23:04] yo Alan Ray is 2000 what's up dude
[23:04 - 23:16] entrance welcome to the stream dude how are you man welcome to the stream I hope you're doing good bro
[23:16 - 23:32] oh shit I stuck down the wrong fucking folder and such an idiot sir
[23:32 - 23:41] dude y'all going crazy
[23:41 - 23:57] alright so now that we got all that set up let's go in here
[23:57 - 24:05] I don't know what I wanted but it works
[24:05 - 24:33] let's bring out better studios
[24:33 - 24:46] I'm not even gonna lie dude that shit fucking hurts
[24:46 - 24:55] I'm not even kidding man that shit hurts when you get locked y'all dude
[24:55 - 25:22] if you wanna move your freakin john you feel like he's gonna fucking shatter
[25:22 - 26:13] hey
[26:13 - 26:18] here we go
[26:18 - 26:33] hey
[26:33 - 26:43] dude some of these 808s are gnarly dude
[26:43 - 27:38] uh
[27:38 - 27:49] yeah man now y'all can hear it
[27:49 - 28:06] dude that 808 fucking hurts dude
[28:06 - 95:33] uh
[95:59 - 96:01] interesting
[96:01 - 96:07] I never thought I would see something like that that is fucking cool
[96:08 - 100:11] cool
[100:11 - 100:19] oh yeah, yeah, yeah, let's take it in
[100:19 - 100:38] cool
[100:38 - 102:09] [MUSIC]
[102:09 - 102:11] Hey, sounds good.
[102:11 - 102:12] Sounds good, man.
[102:12 - 102:13] I definitely don't like it.
[102:13 - 102:16] If you guys do have any ideas, man, let me know, dude.
[102:16 - 102:18] Like, I'll definitely do what I can.
[102:18 - 106:49] [MUSIC]
[106:49 - 106:51] >> Hey, Campbell Otto.
[106:51 - 106:52] Yes, I am, actually, dude.
[106:52 - 106:55] Just sitting here working on some experimental stuff, dude.
[106:55 - 106:58] And by the way, welcome to the channel, bro.
[106:58 - 107:00] I hope you enjoy your time, dude.
[107:00 - 116:47] [MUSIC]
[116:47 - 116:55] Any style you want, dude. Anything you can come up with.
[116:55 - 117:05] [MUSIC]
[117:05 - 117:11] Just as long as it's inappropriate, then we're good.
[117:12 - 117:32] Other than that, man, do whatever style you feel works.
[117:32 - 139:06] [MUSIC]
[139:06 - 139:18] That one is done.
[139:18 - 139:21] That is a one and done track, my friend.
[139:21 - 145:25] [MUSIC]
[145:25 - 145:33] Dark greasy.
[145:33 - 145:43] Let's see what this dark greasy dude is.
[145:44 - 145:50] The only one that was just made today.
[145:50 - 145:54] Goodbye trolls.
[145:54 - 146:02] Kiss my butt.
[146:02 - 161:48] [MUSIC]
[162:03 - 162:32] So first, let's kind of discuss what a skin walker is. So as you can see here on the screen, this is a typical representation of a skin walker. A skin walker is not necessarily a creature, it is a witch in various indigenous traditions that has used black magic, used rituals and powers to become a skin walker, which is a creature that likes to feed on humans,
[162:32 - 162:52] that can transform from one animal to another and back to human. It's also said that skin walkers are able to control different animals. So I'm just going to read to you a little bit of this. The Navajo, we're going to go with the Navajo for this because that's really where the skin walker legend and mythology is held.
[162:53 - 163:09] Navajo believe there are places where the powers of both good and evil are present and that those powers can be harnessed for either. Medicine men utilize these powers to heal and aid members of their communities, while those who practice witchcraft seek to direct the spiritual forces to cause harm or misfortune to others.
[163:09 - 163:20] This type of Navajo witchcraft is known as the witchery way, which uses human corpses in various ways such as tools from the bones and concoctions that are used to curse, harm or kill intended victims.
[163:21 - 163:38] These different indigenous tribes like the Pueblos, Apaches, Hopi, they all believe in the form of a skin walker. And the boiled down version of the story is that a skin walker is a witch, which is capable of transforming itself into an animal, and it is something that
[163:39 - 163:49] can harm onto other people. And so this is kind of where it gets interesting. In order to become a skin walker, he or she must be initiated by a secret society that requires the evilest of deeds, the killing.
[163:49 - 163:54] It actually is so important. I'm not seeing this yet. This is definitely interesting.
[163:54 - 164:07] The individual that acquires supernatural powers, which gives them the ability to shape shift into animals. Most often they are seen in the form of coyotes, wolves, foxes, cougars, dogs and bears, but they can take the shape of any animal.
[164:08 - 164:20] These are the animals they transform into, hence the name skin walker. In different stories, the skin walkers are known to wear animals, skulls or antlers, top their heads, rock them more power, and they can choose whatever animal they want to turn into.
[164:20 - 164:27] So a skin walker, once again, is basically a shape shifting witch that wants to harm other people.
[164:28 - 164:38] The skin walkers are also able to take possession of the bodies of human victims if a person locks eyes with them after taking control of the witch can make its victims do and say things that they wouldn't otherwise.
[164:39 - 164:56] That's why on TikTok you are seeing different people, you know, discussing the skin walker phenomenon, saying, Oh, I can hear my dad's voice, but my dad isn't here, or it doesn't really sound like my dad, you know, the skin walker can take control of people's bodies in these traditions.
[164:56 - 165:24] Oh, my God, no, God, that is creepy.
[165:24 - 165:47] Skin walkers can read other people's minds control their thoughts and behaviors cause disease and illness destroy property and even death.
[165:48 - 166:09] Kind of weird that right after we filmed this video, I came down finally with, with whatever sickness I have right now, and I've actually been in bed the last couple of days, don't know what it is tested negative for COVID so I don't know what it could be but I'm losing my voice.
[166:10 - 166:23] That's strange. So right here like it says skin walkers are able to run faster than a car they have the ability to jump high cliffs, they're fast agile and possible to catch, and they leave tracks larger than any animal.
[166:23 - 166:36] They're also able to control creatures of the night such as wolves and owls to make them do their bidding. Keep that in mind as the video goes on that has a lot to do with the crazy things that we captured at Love Long Cave.
[166:37 - 166:50] Everything from unexpected struggles and tragedies to sickness drought poor crops sudden deaths. So basically and a skin walker can do anything yes I do from your friends they can kill your livestock, they can give you bad luck.
[166:50 - 167:06] It's basically an open playing field the skin walker, since it's so powerful can do whatever it wants to a person.
[167:07 - 167:20] So I'm up at the original line right now but where the fence is at. And so behind this fence over here there's a wood line.
[167:20 - 167:24] So we just heard a scream a little bit ago.
[167:25 - 167:34] We're on point right now, there's, there's a forest back there, and that's pretty big for us. It's a state park. So there's nothing that's back there is protected so I don't know.
[167:34 - 167:41] We're back here and there's this fence right here that protects our earth of my friends yard. We're right now, and from that.
[167:41 - 167:45] I don't know what you call this but there's a pastor out here with a bunch of trees.
[167:46 - 167:55] See that tree right there, that fern right there, that's a fern and there's a bunch of other ferns all around, and it gets more dense as you go back.
[167:55 - 168:01] But what happens is this creature comes up against these this fence and jumps his fence.
[168:02 - 168:18] And it was standing we think right in this where I'm standing right now, and my friends and said right now, I'm getting this footage, and you hear that, that was an it doesn't help.
[168:18 - 168:31] It's still a time with family, and your heart is filled, I am going to be putting those paintings on.
[168:31 - 168:48] merchandise in the shop, like t shirts, coffee cups, hoodies, all that kind of stuff so yes I will be selling them, just not in the traditional fashion.
[168:48 - 169:13] And this, interestingly, relates to history to something that you probably don't know about called the Navajo witch purge 1878.
[169:14 - 169:26] After a series of wars with the US Army, the Navajo were expelled from their land and forced to march to Boscredondo Fort Sumner in New Mexico, in what is known as the long walk of the Navajo in 1864.
[169:26 - 169:34] Along this walk, the Navajo people suffered from failed crops bad water illnesses and death, and their numbers were reduced dramatically.
[169:35 - 169:43] During that long walk the government realized their mistake, and they allowed the Navajo to return back to their homeland for quarters area.
[169:43 - 169:54] But what's interesting is that during those years during the walk, it said that some of the tribes members actually like it says here, we're said to have turned to shape shifting to escape the terrible conditions.
[169:55 - 170:09] The rest of the tribe were convinced that their gods had deserted them. What they had theorized is that the tribes think that while the people were on the long walk that some of the members actually turned into skinwalkers to try to take back their power.
[170:09 - 170:21] But once they were returned to their homeland and the conditions improved, the dreaded skinwalkers with people that they thought had turned into skinwalkers, they didn't leave, they were still amongst the members on the reservation.
[170:22 - 170:30] So, accusations of witchcraft and the hunting of the skinwalkers began, and somebody found a collection of which artifacts wrapped in a copy of the tree.
[170:30 - 170:48] And the tribal members unleashed, like it says here, deadly consequences, which led to the Navajo witch purge which occurred in 1878, in which 40 suspected witches or skinwalkers from the Navajo Nation were killed in order to try and restore harmony, peace, and balance of the tribe.
[170:49 - 170:52] That's like a real life case.
[170:52 - 170:56] I like just that.
[170:56 - 171:01] Weird things was on full battery.
[171:01 - 171:08] It is it's a big battery to completely dead.
[171:08 - 171:14] Okay, I guess cut the light out from that. That's weird.
[171:14 - 171:25] There's a, there's a history of skinwalkers, and this isn't something that's just come up in recent years. I know a lot of people have seen skinwalkers on tiktok and everything but it goes really far back in history.
[171:25 - 171:42] When you get to the modern age, a lot of people have seen skinwalkers or reported to have seen them but they don't really cause people to die. It's more like it says here trickster like behavior, numerous people have told stories of animals running alongside their vehicles that have normal speeds.
[171:43 - 171:51] After a short period of time, however, they run off into the wilderness. Along the way these animals sometimes turn into a man who sometimes bangs on the hood of the car.
[171:51 - 172:03] Another story tells of a man who was making repairs on an old ranch home, he began to hear loud laughter coming from the nearby sheep heads, thinking he was alone he went to investigate and found all the sheep on one hold in one corner of the pet.
[172:03 - 172:17] However, there was a lone ram separated from the group that was standing upright and laughing in a very human manner. After the man locked eyes with the ram, he saw that the eyes were not that of an animal but like humans, the animal then casually walked away on all four legs.
[172:17 - 172:31] So, obviously those are very strange stories and they're stories taken with a grain of salt, but when you have so many stories, when you have so many skinwalkers sightings, after a while, you have to take a step back and think,
[172:31 - 172:44] maybe there is actually something happening here. And this video, what we captured at the end, has really, really made me, made me think about that. So yeah, the rest of this website, which is interesting, discusses skinwalker ranch.
[172:44 - 173:04] That shit has been through on the Wikipedia page. Not gonna lie, that shit has been spooked a bit because we have some fucking woods right across the fucking street man that is fucking dude that is fucking creepy.
[173:04 - 173:26] The fact that I live in one of the most haunted places in Ohio, bro. Oh my god dude that is fucking weird.
[173:26 - 173:41] Yeah, it's the same thing talking about how there were medicine men in the tribes and then skinwalkers so both were practicing supernatural powers but the skinwalkers or the witches were seen more as evil because that's what they wanted was bad things to happen.
[173:41 - 173:53] And yes, the coyote is the main animal associated with the skinwalker legend but like we said before, there are bears, dogs, and owls. Think about that owl, keep that in your mind.
[173:53 - 174:10] This article here, showing, I don't know if this is a hoax, I'm more inclined to believe that this is a hoax but a couple years ago this picture circulated on social media, the story claimed that a geologist was working in an oil field in the area and saw something odd and decided to take a heat signature of it.
[174:10 - 174:29] The next day the geologists suddenly quit. So, I don't know, I, like I said I highly doubt that this is a real skinwalker that we're looking at here but it's, you know, kind of a good representation of what the legends may have alluded to, like, what it may have looked like.
[174:29 - 174:47] So let's get into something realistic now sword and scale is a great podcast Courtney and I love sword and scale. They don't shy away from any details when they discuss true crime stories, but I found this story through sword and scale of an alleged skinwalker murder.
[174:47 - 175:02] I'm just going to read this to you this is from sword and scale calm. This happened in June of 1987 in Arizona, behind the Flagstaff Medical Center Arizona the body of a Navajo woman was found nude beaten and suffered numerous fatal stab wounds to her upper torso.
[175:02 - 175:08] Her left breast appeared to have been bitten off the bruising on her face was so severe she was barely recognizable.
[175:08 - 175:23] A woman later identified as Sarah Saginitzo had been a housekeeper for the hospital and it was her first time working the night shift when she turned up missing, so her car was found near the hospital, but her body was found on a rocky hillside west of the hospital.
[175:23 - 175:33] George Abney, a former English professor in northern Arizona University was arrested and charged with her murder. George claimed he was having bizarre dreams about her murder which he told friends about.
[175:33 - 175:40] Under pressure George confessed to have murdered the woman but by his own admission he was having difficulty distinguishing between the dreams and reality.
[175:40 - 175:49] It was a very bizarre defense. George was claiming that he was almost possessed who's having these dreams about murdering the woman, but he didn't know if he had actually done it or not.
[175:49 - 175:55] You know there are a lot of forced confessions that occur here in the US so you know always got to take a confession with a grain of salt.
[175:55 - 176:01] But George, a devout Christian believed he was receiving prophecies from God. His defense lawyers brought up another possibility.
[176:01 - 176:08] Sarah being part of the Navajo Nation may have been attacked by a skin walker. This was an actual defense used in court.
[176:08 - 176:18] A broken stick across her neck and a clump of grass believed to have been from a graveyard that were left near her truck had been among the defense's evidence that there had been some form of black magic behind the brutal slaying.
[176:18 - 176:24] The courts didn't believe him. The courts didn't believe that a skin walker could have committed this murder.
[176:24 - 176:33] But a year afterwards George was actually acquitted and cleared of all charges. To this day he's not convicted for that murder.
[176:33 - 176:42] Now Sarah's family actually said that they believed that George was innocent and the case was reopened in 1988 just a year after the murder.
[176:42 - 176:52] But the murder is unsolved to this day. They don't know to this day if Sarah was murdered by a skin walker or if somebody had done this to her.
[176:52 - 177:03] But it is interesting you know the fact that they were never able to convict someone and they found evidence of black magic, white marks, all of this stuff around Sarah's body.
[177:03 - 177:14] Very odd. That's when we get into the Lovelock Cave. Now the Lovelock Cave is the cave that we investigated that night and it's got a lot of history.
[177:14 - 177:21] In 1911 two miners David Pugh and James Hart were hired to mine for bat guano from the cave to be used as fertilizer.
[177:21 - 177:27] They removed a layer of guano estimated to be three to six feet deep and weighing about 250 tons.
[177:27 - 177:34] But while they were digging. Dude that is some creepy stuff man.
[177:34 - 177:50] Like normally I don't freak out that easily but dude that is my fucking my hair standing up on my fucking arm like dude.
[177:50 - 177:55] Oh my god that is weird.
[177:55 - 178:06] Yeah like I said there's like one haunted asylum and it's like across the lake from where we're at or what used to be.
[178:06 - 178:18] I don't know what they're doing with it now. Like I don't know if it's like a like if they refurbished it and are using it.
[178:18 - 178:30] I know at one point it was an asylum and then they had abandoned it for I don't know how many years I think like 30 40 years.
[178:30 - 178:36] So I don't know man like it's definitely something to look into for sure.
[178:36 - 179:03] Yeah I'll definitely do it man.
[179:03 - 179:14] And dude if you ever want to fucking team up dude. Let me know I'll definitely join you and I think that'd be fucking cool.
[179:14 - 179:43] Fucking film that shit but that shit up on YouTube. Fucking live streaming dude that'd be sick.
[179:43 - 179:50] Well you know what they say man.
[179:50 - 180:12] Sometimes the things that are the most real are the things that you can't see.
[180:12 - 180:24] Matter of fact Lincoln Park song One More Light eludes to that very fact.
[180:24 - 180:34] Where in the song they say just cause you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
[180:34 - 181:01] Which is true sometimes the realest things in life are the things that you can't physically see with the human eye.
[181:01 - 181:16] There's sound to sound garden yes Chris Cornell yes.
[181:16 - 181:29] Oh dude a few times.
[181:29 - 181:47] Cause you gotta remember dude I literally live across the street from Summit Lake.
[181:47 - 182:16] And Summit Lake is one of the most haunted places in Ohio so I can honestly say that I have a few times and it's been both at night and during the daytime so yeah.
[182:16 - 182:28] S.U.M.M.I.T.
[182:28 - 182:41] That's one of my favorite places to hang out but dude it is creepy sometimes.
[182:41 - 183:10] Okay that was weird.
[183:10 - 183:39] It is dude cause back in the late 70s and early 60s there were two different deaths.
[183:39 - 184:08] It appears that the Xbox.
[184:08 - 184:34] But what makes those drownings so weird is this it isn't the fact that it happened like that's not it's not the fact that it actually happened.
[184:34 - 184:52] It's the fact that they both happened during a carnival in the exact same way where one of the legs broke and the ferris wheel drowned everyone.
[184:52 - 185:11] Like think about that for a minute two times in the same way.
[185:11 - 185:25] Like think about how creepy that is.
[185:25 - 185:31] Matter of fact if you go down to Summit Lake on the pier.
[185:31 - 185:48] You can actually see the remnants of the posts from where the end of the thing was where it came out and then branched off into a wide rectangular square.
[185:48 - 186:00] And you can see like where the ends were at and where they had broke right there's a little bits of them sticking out of the water to this day.
[186:00 - 186:10] And trust me when I say it's creepy.
[186:10 - 186:18] Which is why I never go down there at night.
[186:18 - 186:30] Like if I'm going down there to some photography or whatever I don't say that it's dark right the minute it gets dark I'm hauling ass back to the fucking house because I'm one.
[186:30 - 186:47] I don't know what can be there to I don't need someone from the damn woods coming up and attacking me.
[186:47 - 187:15] Oh dude there aren't any animals down there just a lot of weird freaky paranormal shit dude.
[187:15 - 187:26] Something I don't want to fuck with.
[187:26 - 187:43] I granted yes part of my family is Wiccan but still oh like here's a little interesting tidbit for you.
[187:43 - 187:50] How many of you guys have seen the movie The Covenant.
[187:50 - 188:03] Like how many of you guys have ever seen the movie The Covenant done not the horror film but the one that revolves around the Salem witch trials.
[188:03 - 188:25] Well that movie is actually very largely based on my family because my ancestor my I think like 10 or 11 or 12 times great grandfather is actually Jonathan Putnam from the witch trials.
[188:25 - 188:37] So having that kind of blood running through my veins and having all this weird shit happen to me over time dude I'm good.
[188:37 - 188:51] Like when it does happen it can be creepy but other times it's like like my older brother my older brother loves to fuck with me.
[188:51 - 189:05] Like my older brother loves loves loves to play tricks on me even though he's passed away he loves to pull pranks on me.
[189:05 - 189:16] Well he always has.
[189:16 - 189:24] But still like having that kind of background in my family.
[189:24 - 189:32] It's definitely very weird.
[189:32 - 189:42] Like it's definitely creepy.
[189:42 - 189:48] So yeah.
[189:48 - 190:08] With that being said I'm actually about to bounce the buff here for now I'm about to chill work on some artwork or some shit probably play some games and show up for the rest of the night and then get back to work tomorrow morning.
[190:08 - 190:36] But without me a second guys well we guys hopefully you guys did enjoy this. If you did be sure to hit that follow button be sure to smack that subscribe button pick you up the subscription and I'll be working on some new merch probably here later on the night.
[190:36 - 190:53] Yeah I definitely will dude. Like I said a lot of the stuff I am posting is going to be on merchandise so it's not necessarily going to be on you know display for sale but I will be putting it on merchandise.
[190:53 - 191:02] So you guys are still getting it. It'll just be on items like coffee cups and t-shirts and hoodies.
[191:02 - 191:13] So yeah but with that being said I'll be guys and I'll see you all in the morning man. As always stay humble stay positive keep being you and don't change from nobody man.
[191:13 - 191:16] But I love you guys man. I'm in here y'all.
[191:16 - 191:26] Peace.
[191:26 - 191:31] Am I on IG? No I'm not.
[191:31 - 191:39] I am on Discord Facebook and here and soon to be YouTube.
[191:39 - 191:40] So yeah.
[191:40 - 191:43] All you guys I'll catch you guys in the morning.
[191:43 - 191:45] Peace.

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2022-6-29 why target me ??????

2022-6-29 why target me ??????

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2022-6-26 im not giving up !!!! (Twitch)

2022-6-26 im not giving up !!!! (Twitch)

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2022-11-21 part of me Trap remix

2022-11-21 part of me Trap remix

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2022-6-24 REMEMBERING THE GREASTEST ROCKSTARS OF ALL TIME (Twitch)

[0:00 - 1:29] [MUSIC]
[1:29 - 1:36] Yo, Kazoo, what up, man? Let's get this shit started, man.
[1:36 - 8:12] [MUSIC]
[8:12 - 8:28] Now I wanna see how many of you guys fucking remember this.
[8:28 - 12:54] [MUSIC]
[12:54 - 13:01] Let's see what y'all got going on in this chat.
[13:01 - 13:05] [MUSIC]
[13:05 - 13:07] Yo, Salty, what up?
[13:07 - 13:47] [MUSIC]
[14:03 - 14:11] Now, this one right here is for everybody out there that is from my freaking generation
[14:11 - 14:13] and further back.
[14:13 - 14:41] [MUSIC]
[14:41 - 14:43] You guys ready for this?
[14:43 - 17:15] [MUSIC]
[17:15 - 17:19] You know I had to do some old school shit for you guys, man.
[17:19 - 17:21] Had to, man.
[17:21 - 17:23] Had to fucking do it, man.
[17:23 - 17:25] Had to do it for the king, man.
[17:25 - 17:26] Straight up.
[17:26 - 17:43] [MUSIC]
[17:43 - 17:45] Let's see if you guys know these guys.
[17:45 - 17:50] Matter of fact, I'm a punk.
[17:50 - 18:08] I know you guys know this one.
[18:08 - 19:36] [MUSIC]
[19:36 - 19:37] Wait a sec.
[19:37 - 19:38] Hold on.
[19:38 - 19:39] Hold on, guys.
[19:39 - 21:45] [MUSIC]
[21:45 - 21:46] All right.
[21:46 - 21:47] Let's start with it, guys.
[21:47 - 21:48] Take care.
[21:48 - 21:49] Come on.
[21:49 - 21:51] But for you guys, I am going to start it over.
[21:51 - 22:01] [MUSIC]
[22:01 - 22:04] All right, so let's start that over again, shall we?
[22:04 - 26:07] [MUSIC]
[26:07 - 26:13] Yo, Mozart, dude, I definitely, definitely, definitely appreciate that, man, 100%.
[26:13 - 26:16] That's the kind of shit I like to hear, man.
[26:16 - 26:19] That's the kind of shit that I like to see, bro.
[26:19 - 26:21] So thank you for those kind words, man.
[26:21 - 26:23] You're fucking awesome.
[26:23 - 26:31] And hey, I'm glad I could help you in some way, man.
[26:31 - 26:49] [MUSIC]
[26:49 - 26:51] When am I gonna be driving in the original track, bro?
[26:51 - 26:53] Check my sound club.
[26:53 - 26:56] I've been driving in the original track, bro.
[26:56 - 26:58] Check my sound club.
[26:58 - 27:10] [MUSIC]
[27:10 - 27:14] But this next one right here, guys,
[27:14 - 27:21] [MUSIC]
[27:21 - 27:26] I wanna do this for somebody that you guys personally know on here.
[27:26 - 27:32] [MUSIC]
[27:32 - 27:37] This person that I'm doing this for is one of the best freaking moderators ever, man.
[27:37 - 27:54] [MUSIC]
[27:54 - 27:56] This one's going out the punk rock.
[27:56 - 28:03] [MUSIC]
[28:03 - 28:13] Who is literally all I guess is that she's had a very, very, very rough life.
[28:13 - 28:19] And I mean, she's had it worse than a lot of us.
[28:19 - 28:22] [MUSIC]
[28:22 - 28:24] Even worse than me.
[28:24 - 38:37] [MUSIC]
[38:37 - 38:43] I don't know about you guys, but with all this craziness going on, man.
[38:43 - 38:57] [MUSIC]
[38:57 - 38:58] I don't know about you guys.
[38:58 - 39:09] [MUSIC]
[39:09 - 39:11] I don't know about you all, man, but.
[39:11 - 39:19] [MUSIC]
[39:19 - 39:24] But with all this crazy shit, man, all this stuff that's going on.
[39:24 - 39:33] [MUSIC]
[39:33 - 39:38] I'm kind of beginning to feel, how do I put it?
[39:38 - 39:47] [MUSIC]
[39:47 - 39:50] Oh yeah, I know how to put it, like a monster.
[39:50 - 73:16] [MUSIC]
[73:16 - 73:20] >> All right, we're good.
[73:20 - 73:26] [MUSIC]
[73:26 - 73:27] >> You guys ready for this?
[73:27 - 78:31] [MUSIC]
[78:31 - 78:33] >> So I got a question for you guys right quick.
[78:33 - 78:36] This is something I've been wanting to ask you guys for awhile.
[78:36 - 78:41] If I were to sit down and do a guitar instrumental album only,
[78:41 - 78:45] and I were to release that shit on my own site,
[78:45 - 78:48] how many of you guys would actually pick that shit up?
[78:53 - 79:01] Or, or if, keyword if I put it on a CD for you guys,
[79:01 - 79:04] how many of you guys would actually pick that shit up?
[79:04 - 79:27] [MUSIC]
[79:27 - 79:42] >> Would I put it on cassette?
[79:42 - 79:44] I would, but I don't know how to do that.
[79:44 - 79:47] I would love to put it on cassette, but like I said,
[79:47 - 79:49] I don't know how to go about doing that.
[79:49 - 80:06] [MUSIC]
[80:06 - 80:09] >> This for all you guys, all my followers,
[80:09 - 80:14] you guys are fucked with this for you all.
[80:14 - 83:39] [MUSIC]
[83:54 - 83:56] >> I'm serious, man.
[83:56 - 84:00] Every single one of you guys that's up in here right now,
[84:00 - 84:03] every single one of you guys is a fucking legend.
[84:03 - 84:05] Because without you guys,
[84:05 - 84:08] I wouldn't be able to do what I'm doing, man.
[84:08 - 84:11] You guys are responsible for my fucking career.
[84:11 - 84:14] You guys, my good friend, Nylett,
[84:14 - 84:18] you guys and him are the reason I'm able to do this.
[84:18 - 84:28] [MUSIC]
[84:28 - 84:41] Because if it wasn't for you guys,
[84:41 - 84:43] I wouldn't be doing this shit right now, man.
[84:43 - 85:14] [MUSIC]
[85:14 - 85:16] Yeah, it was easy. Yes, you can.
[85:16 - 91:13] [MUSIC]
[91:13 - 91:15] Isn't it all something I've been working on for you guys?
[91:15 - 91:17] It's not finished yet.
[91:17 - 91:20] I'm still working on the bridge part of it,
[91:20 - 91:23] but so far it's turned out pretty good.
[91:23 - 91:26] I actually like the direction that one's going.
[91:26 - 91:30] I'm still working on it, but it is what it is.
[91:30 - 91:31] But it was easy to see.
[91:31 - 91:36] Listen, man, I know you prefer originals,
[91:36 - 91:39] but when it comes to originals,
[91:39 - 91:45] I'm not willing -- well, I can't say I'm not --
[91:45 - 91:50] well, what I'm getting at is if you want an original piece,
[91:50 - 91:55] let me know and I will print out a copy of the original for you.
[91:55 - 91:58] So you will have an original piece,
[91:58 - 92:01] but it'll be scanned out and printed out on good,
[92:01 - 92:05] glossy paper so that it doesn't get ruined.
[92:05 - 92:08] You see what I'm saying?
[92:08 - 92:22] Like, I'm not willing to let the artwork
[92:22 - 92:26] that I work my ass off on to get ruined.
[92:27 - 92:30] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:30 - 92:33] I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:33 - 92:53] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:53 - 92:56] I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:56 - 94:17] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[94:17 - 94:19] Depends on where you live.
[94:19 - 94:21] If it's here in the US, it shouldn't be that much.
[94:21 - 94:29] It shouldn't be that much actually.
[94:29 - 94:39] When I said I would have to give back to you on that and see what's going on.
[94:39 - 94:41] As far as that goes.
[94:41 - 94:45] I would have to give back to you on that.
[95:11 - 95:15] But as soon as I can find out, I will definitely let you know, dude, for sure.
[95:15 - 95:19] I will definitely let you know how much it's going to be and whatnot.
[95:19 - 95:23] So I will definitely give back to you on prices there.
[95:23 - 95:27] Can I see some artwork? Yeah, for sure.
[95:27 - 95:37] I'll grab a lot of my, well not all of, but a lot of my original pieces for you.
[95:37 - 95:39] That way you can kind of see what I got.
[95:39 - 95:41] I'm more than happy to show you, man.
[95:41 - 95:43] 100%.
[95:43 - 95:49] But bear in mind, I've got a lot.
[95:49 - 95:55] So I hope you don't mind viewing a lot of fucking skin.
[95:55 - 95:57] Ah, shit.
[96:05 - 96:21] Now these top two are sadly not for sale because these are private.
[96:21 - 96:27] Like these are for, like I said, a good friend of mine.
[96:27 - 96:33] Oh my god, give me just one second to remove this.
[96:33 - 96:39] Down to here, but like I said, these top two are for a friend and these are already sold.
[96:39 - 96:43] Because I did these as a custom order for a friend.
[96:43 - 96:49] More specifically, my good friend and fellow to Extreme or Nylit.
[96:49 - 96:53] I have two different versions of his character that he commissioned for me.
[96:53 - 96:57] He had me commissioned for him.
[96:57 - 97:04] I did a run, a chibi version of his character and then an original piece for him.
[97:04 - 97:06] I know these are not for sale.
[97:06 - 97:08] These are for my good friend Nylit.
[97:08 - 97:10] These are already sold and commissioned.
[97:10 - 97:16] So don't think that y'all are going to screenshot this and buy this because these are for him.
[97:16 - 97:21] So those ones are already sold.
[97:24 - 97:29] Oh my god, a pinned out graffiti character.
[97:29 - 97:40] That one's unfinished.
[97:40 - 97:44] That one's definitely unfinished.
[97:44 - 97:48] Why don't you say that one is finished, but that one's garbage.
[97:48 - 97:52] Sorry, I'm going through trying to find all my shit.
[97:52 - 98:09] I got some, I got a bubble letter graph piece.
[98:09 - 98:13] I got a...
[98:20 - 98:23] I got a Power Rangers piece right here that I did.
[98:23 - 98:26] Shout out to Tommy Oliver, AKA Jason.
[98:26 - 98:28] AKA Jason never Frank.
[98:28 - 98:30] Shout out to JDF.
[98:30 - 98:38] I've got a mask piece that I am currently working on turning into something.
[98:48 - 98:55] I have this, which I still need to ink out by the way.
[98:55 - 99:02] I'm finished.
[99:02 - 99:12] I have a graffiti cyberpunk fan art piece that I did.
[99:16 - 99:18] Now this one is very personal to me.
[99:18 - 99:20] This one is not for sale.
[99:20 - 99:25] This is actually a tattoo that I'm actually going to be getting hopefully sometime soon.
[99:25 - 99:34] My best friend David's initials within the Celtic Cross or the Rose right next to it.
[99:34 - 99:37] That's actually going to go on my shoulder.
[99:41 - 99:46] I have a graffiti samurai piece.
[99:46 - 99:59] This one's actually one of my favorites honestly.
[99:59 - 100:02] I freaking love the way the samurai came out.
[100:02 - 100:04] He looks so badass.
[100:07 - 100:11] I have a graffiti rabbit can thingy.
[100:11 - 100:16] Don't ask, I was bored and I made this.
[100:16 - 100:28] I have this on one side.
[100:29 - 100:36] And then a character that was inspired by the van, the gorillas on the back.
[100:36 - 100:40] Kind of inspired by the gorillas with the mouth and shit.
[100:40 - 101:07] I did this one for a good friend of mine, Soldier Heart, who is not only a musician
[101:07 - 101:10] but he's also a rapper and fellow music artist.
[101:10 - 101:11] I did that for him.
[101:11 - 101:14] Shout out Soldier Heart and Right Count One Music Group.
[101:14 - 101:17] You know I rock with you guys.
[101:17 - 101:24] I have a fountain pen character.
[101:24 - 101:30] And yes, that is literally a freaking fountain pen.
[101:30 - 101:35] Like dead ass, a freaking fountain pen turned into a graffiti character.
[101:36 - 101:38] How badass is that?
[101:38 - 101:56] I have a rabbit slash dog character holding like a couple bones.
[101:56 - 102:01] And it's all kind of Frankenstein out and stitched up.
[102:01 - 102:09] Oh yeah, the one that I did for Operation Smile.
[102:09 - 102:11] Thank you for reminding me about that.
[102:11 - 102:15] It's actually not that far down the stack I don't think.
[102:15 - 102:20] No, it's not that far down the stack.
[102:20 - 102:23] We got like a few more to go and then we'll be right there I think.
[102:23 - 102:27] Actually let me dig that one out real quick so I can show y'all.
[102:27 - 102:30] If I can even find the damn thing.
[102:31 - 102:33] Where'd he go?
[102:33 - 102:38] Where did that piece go?
[102:38 - 102:41] I know it's here, I was going to find the damn thing.
[102:41 - 102:48] Oh, when we get to it, we'll get to it.
[102:48 - 102:56] I have a random ass cartoon character that I drew.
[102:56 - 103:04] A half skeleton, half spray can.
[103:04 - 103:14] I have a half skeleton, half spray can dude.
[103:19 - 103:27] I have a cyborg type character. Now this one is unfinished, I am working on that.
[103:27 - 103:32] I am still working on this one, this one's pretty badass.
[103:32 - 103:34] I love how that one's coming out.
[103:34 - 103:41] That's so far beyond unfinished, I need to finish that.
[103:46 - 103:49] Here's a piece I did for all my stoders.
[103:49 - 103:51] Anybody out there that smokes?
[103:51 - 103:54] Mushroom Wizard.
[103:54 - 103:59] For all my pot smokers out there.
[103:59 - 104:14] I have this random ass characters.
[104:15 - 104:19] I have a random ass character that I sketched out.
[104:19 - 104:28] Yes, I actually was planning on doing one here in just a little bit in fact.
[104:28 - 104:34] So yes, I will be doing an artstring for sure.
[104:34 - 104:40] I've got this random piece I did which I freaking love.
[104:43 - 104:49] I got this little dude holding a spray can and he's creating this guy up here in the corner.
[104:59 - 105:12] Now this was derived from the original one that I did, but I made a Five Nights at Freddy's slash spray can half cyborg Five Nights at Freddy's character.
[105:12 - 105:19] Looking dude, had to do it. Made it look badass.
[105:19 - 105:40] Now this one I really like because this is actually inspired by one of my favorite games, Cyberpunk 2077.
[105:40 - 105:51] I did my version of what I would picture myself as for the samurai band on there.
[105:51 - 105:58] I did that for Cyberpunk 2077. Fucking love this piece.
[106:05 - 106:16] I have a baby spray can and an eraser on the back.
[106:16 - 106:30] I'm not sure who that is, but I'll have to look him up.
[106:30 - 106:54] And like I said, you know, I do plan on matter that my channel here in a few weeks is going to be geared towards more of, you know, an artstring type deal.
[106:55 - 107:00] Now this one, if you guys would like to purchase it, you guys will be able to once I scan it.
[107:02 - 107:21] But this for me is like it kind of represents Mickey Mouse living in the dark shadow of himself. And he's been living in it so long that he basically became broken, which is like the cracks and everything in his face.
[107:21 - 107:31] He basically became broke. Like his mind is basically gone because he's been living in the shadow of himself for so long.
[107:32 - 107:52] Hence, like all the cracks around the eyes and he's just gone.
[107:52 - 108:13] And that from that piece right there kind of represents something. It represents that, you know, if, you know, you don't want to stay in that dark place that you're in for too long because you're going to end up broken and you're going to lose sight of who you are.
[108:18 - 108:37] I have a half Chicago Bulls, half Five Nights at Freddy's logo thingy.
[108:37 - 108:52] I have this character, which I'm still working on a little bit. I did this like years and years ago, but still working on this one.
[108:53 - 109:02] This is an average and small one, dude. I got that weird piece right there.
[109:02 - 109:10] Turned out odd as fuck, but I love it.
[109:10 - 109:17] I have a baby bottle on one side.
[109:17 - 109:44] And a weird face thingy on the other. I don't exactly know what it is, but I don't know what you'd call it, but there you go.
[109:44 - 110:06] I have a pissed off spray can.
[110:06 - 110:23] I have a soda bottle.
[110:23 - 110:38] I have a gangsta Smurf.
[110:38 - 110:57] I have these little dudes right here.
[110:57 - 111:22] For all my gamers out there, I have the screwed up dark version of the Xbox logo.
[111:22 - 111:37] For all my gamers out there.
[111:37 - 111:43] We are getting very close.
[111:43 - 111:51] I have this dude right here.
[111:51 - 112:10] Now the one that wasn't was talking about is this right here, but first before I reveal that.
[112:10 - 112:18] You got the Gothic version of Alice from Alice in Wonderland.
[112:18 - 112:44] Now this piece right here does mean a lot to me because as many of you may or may not know, I have been a volunteer for the nonprofit organization Operation Smile for as long as I can remember.
[112:44 - 112:57] So this one definitely does mean a lot to me as a volunteer for them as somebody that helps them out whenever I can.
[112:57 - 113:05] But I actually did this piece after going on a local mission around here and helping them out, which I had a lot of fun.
[113:05 - 113:34] It was definitely an experience that I will always always always remember, but I did this for them.
[113:34 - 113:51] And when we helped this baby out right here, when we helped this little guy out, we got a card a few years later of what he looks like after that.
[113:51 - 113:58] And I keep this in my wallet everywhere I go.
[113:58 - 114:17] That little kid, as you can see, same image, but this is what the kid looks like now.
[114:17 - 114:22] That's after the surgery.
[114:22 - 114:40] So this is something I always always always carry with me, no matter where I go man Operation Smile is, like I said, been very very close to my heart for many many many years now.
[114:40 - 114:50] And I will continue to support them and continue to do what I can to help them. As you know, like I said, Operation Smile is very near and dear to my heart.
[114:50 - 115:04] I've been volunteering for them for many years and I'll continue to do so when and where I can.
[115:04 - 115:28] Oh yeah. I got the Grand Logon for all my anime fans. I got the Grand Logon logo for all my anime fans out there who know Grand Logon, one of my favorites.
[115:28 - 115:35] What type of surgery did he get? It's for cleft lip and cleft palate.
[115:35 - 115:39] And if you guys don't know, that's what Operation Smile is about.
[115:39 - 116:00] Essentially they go around the world giving surgeries, free surgeries I should say, to kids and young adults with cleft lip and cleft palate and stuff like that.
[116:00 - 116:17] Alright, that would make a cool tattoo.
[116:17 - 116:33] But I got this right here, this little dude. And then I have a bunch of miniatures on the back.
[116:33 - 116:57] These little mini pieces. Here's a Naruto piece that I did back in 2016, my own little Naruto anime character.
[116:57 - 117:04] And yes, I'm weird and damn proud of it. Don't like it, too bad.
[117:04 - 117:20] Are you going to turn any of these into tattoo designers? Some yes, some no, it depends. It depends on what I'm feeling.
[117:20 - 117:27] This one right here, this literally took me a whole ass fucking week to do.
[117:27 - 117:39] Everything from all the characters, the drawing them out, the shading them in, this legit took me a whole ass week to do.
[117:39 - 117:49] It was so worth it, though.
[117:49 - 117:52] Yeah.
[117:52 - 118:18] This piece was definitely worth it.
[118:18 - 118:26] Sorry, I'm skipping through like a bunch of like unfinished ones that I never finished.
[118:26 - 118:42] Now that same character you all saw before, you got him right there with an old school throwback piece.
[118:42 - 118:50] I have a pencil character.
[118:50 - 119:11] And then on the other side, another spray can with purple and green.
[119:11 - 119:23] And this is a piece that I did for the LGBTQ community that I do actually want to have this skin and put up somewhere.
[119:23 - 119:30] But this piece I did, like I said, for the LGBTQ community a long time ago.
[119:30 - 119:44] And a lot of people actually like this because, you know, we all come in different colors, different sizes, different shapes, different backgrounds, you know, different sexual orientations.
[119:44 - 120:05] So, you know, that kind of represents that.
[120:05 - 120:19] I know I'm not a game myself but I do have friends that are part of the LGBTQ community so I definitely do, you know, support that hundred percent.
[120:19 - 120:38] This is a tattoo for a friend of mine that never got to pick it up, but a stitched up skull would travel around the back.
[120:38 - 120:44] No no we all can see the skull there well.
[120:44 - 121:07] And now last but not least, the original watching on that last knowledge, but for a character wise.
[121:07 - 121:13] Here's the original one that I did have that skull and that you guys have been saying a few times.
[121:13 - 121:17] This was the original version of that.
[121:17 - 121:34] And then on the back, you have the alien version of them.
[121:34 - 121:51] And then I have these two pieces right here which are so modern art pieces that I do want to scan out and actually turn into something
[121:51 - 122:00] which are these right after which are these right here.
[122:00 - 122:04] Yeah, that one right there.
[122:04 - 122:07] I always set this down so you guys can see it better.
[122:07 - 122:20] Yeah, that one right there and then you got this one right here.
[122:20 - 122:36] So yeah, that's pretty much all my hand draw artwork for you guys.
[122:36 - 122:50] So yeah, I'm actually about to end this right here y'all and I'm about to go eat dinner right quick and then I'm going to set up for an art stream and yeah.
[122:50 - 123:04] And again guys I do apologize for not streaming at 10 o'clock like I said today, we had some freaking idiot run into the light pole and knock out the power in the neighborhood for like four, five hours.
[123:04 - 123:10] So unfortunately I wasn't able to do too much.
[123:10 - 123:19] So I do apologize for that.
[123:19 - 123:32] And what I am what that means and y'all, like I said as far as the art side goes I am going to try to have something for you guys probably by tomorrow morning.
[123:32 - 123:48] I am really going to try to have that done for you guys or at least have the art shop set up ready to go so you guys can purchase at least my digital art pieces, at least, you know, at least you guys will be able to purchase my digital art pieces.
[123:48 - 123:52] And whatnot from there hopefully.
[123:52 - 124:06] And yeah.
[124:06 - 124:10] So hopefully by tomorrow morning there will be an art shop.
[124:10 - 124:14] I'm ready to go for you guys and yeah.
[124:14 - 124:23] Whatever that means guys, I love you guys. Welcome to all the new members that dropped in you guys are freaking amazing I freaking love you guys, shout out to you guys.
[124:23 - 124:33] Shout out to everybody over and my brother Nylix community. Fucking love you guys over there you guys are awesome, freaking love you guys.
[124:33 - 124:47] And yeah, with that being said, like always man, stay humble, stay positive, keep being yourself and don't let anybody tell you any different man. Fuck when anybody thinks about you man, just keep being you.
[124:47 - 124:51] Keep being awesome and keep doing what you want to do with your life.
[124:51 - 124:58] And I'll catch you guys later man. Love you guys. Peace.

2022-6-24 REMEMBERING THE GREASTEST ROCKSTARS OF ALL TIME (Twitch)

[0:00 - 1:29] [MUSIC]
[1:29 - 1:36] Yo, Kazoo, what up, man? Let's get this shit started, man.
[1:36 - 8:12] [MUSIC]
[8:12 - 8:28] Now I wanna see how many of you guys fucking remember this.
[8:28 - 12:54] [MUSIC]
[12:54 - 13:01] Let's see what y'all got going on in this chat.
[13:01 - 13:05] [MUSIC]
[13:05 - 13:07] Yo, Salty, what up?
[13:07 - 13:47] [MUSIC]
[14:03 - 14:11] Now, this one right here is for everybody out there that is from my freaking generation
[14:11 - 14:13] and further back.
[14:13 - 14:41] [MUSIC]
[14:41 - 14:43] You guys ready for this?
[14:43 - 17:15] [MUSIC]
[17:15 - 17:19] You know I had to do some old school shit for you guys, man.
[17:19 - 17:21] Had to, man.
[17:21 - 17:23] Had to fucking do it, man.
[17:23 - 17:25] Had to do it for the king, man.
[17:25 - 17:26] Straight up.
[17:26 - 17:43] [MUSIC]
[17:43 - 17:45] Let's see if you guys know these guys.
[17:45 - 17:50] Matter of fact, I'm a punk.
[17:50 - 18:08] I know you guys know this one.
[18:08 - 19:36] [MUSIC]
[19:36 - 19:37] Wait a sec.
[19:37 - 19:38] Hold on.
[19:38 - 19:39] Hold on, guys.
[19:39 - 21:45] [MUSIC]
[21:45 - 21:46] All right.
[21:46 - 21:47] Let's start with it, guys.
[21:47 - 21:48] Take care.
[21:48 - 21:49] Come on.
[21:49 - 21:51] But for you guys, I am going to start it over.
[21:51 - 22:01] [MUSIC]
[22:01 - 22:04] All right, so let's start that over again, shall we?
[22:04 - 26:07] [MUSIC]
[26:07 - 26:13] Yo, Mozart, dude, I definitely, definitely, definitely appreciate that, man, 100%.
[26:13 - 26:16] That's the kind of shit I like to hear, man.
[26:16 - 26:19] That's the kind of shit that I like to see, bro.
[26:19 - 26:21] So thank you for those kind words, man.
[26:21 - 26:23] You're fucking awesome.
[26:23 - 26:31] And hey, I'm glad I could help you in some way, man.
[26:31 - 26:49] [MUSIC]
[26:49 - 26:51] When am I gonna be driving in the original track, bro?
[26:51 - 26:53] Check my sound club.
[26:53 - 26:56] I've been driving in the original track, bro.
[26:56 - 26:58] Check my sound club.
[26:58 - 27:10] [MUSIC]
[27:10 - 27:14] But this next one right here, guys,
[27:14 - 27:21] [MUSIC]
[27:21 - 27:26] I wanna do this for somebody that you guys personally know on here.
[27:26 - 27:32] [MUSIC]
[27:32 - 27:37] This person that I'm doing this for is one of the best freaking moderators ever, man.
[27:37 - 27:54] [MUSIC]
[27:54 - 27:56] This one's going out the punk rock.
[27:56 - 28:03] [MUSIC]
[28:03 - 28:13] Who is literally all I guess is that she's had a very, very, very rough life.
[28:13 - 28:19] And I mean, she's had it worse than a lot of us.
[28:19 - 28:22] [MUSIC]
[28:22 - 28:24] Even worse than me.
[28:24 - 38:37] [MUSIC]
[38:37 - 38:43] I don't know about you guys, but with all this craziness going on, man.
[38:43 - 38:57] [MUSIC]
[38:57 - 38:58] I don't know about you guys.
[38:58 - 39:09] [MUSIC]
[39:09 - 39:11] I don't know about you all, man, but.
[39:11 - 39:19] [MUSIC]
[39:19 - 39:24] But with all this crazy shit, man, all this stuff that's going on.
[39:24 - 39:33] [MUSIC]
[39:33 - 39:38] I'm kind of beginning to feel, how do I put it?
[39:38 - 39:47] [MUSIC]
[39:47 - 39:50] Oh yeah, I know how to put it, like a monster.
[39:50 - 73:16] [MUSIC]
[73:16 - 73:20] >> All right, we're good.
[73:20 - 73:26] [MUSIC]
[73:26 - 73:27] >> You guys ready for this?
[73:27 - 78:31] [MUSIC]
[78:31 - 78:33] >> So I got a question for you guys right quick.
[78:33 - 78:36] This is something I've been wanting to ask you guys for awhile.
[78:36 - 78:41] If I were to sit down and do a guitar instrumental album only,
[78:41 - 78:45] and I were to release that shit on my own site,
[78:45 - 78:48] how many of you guys would actually pick that shit up?
[78:53 - 79:01] Or, or if, keyword if I put it on a CD for you guys,
[79:01 - 79:04] how many of you guys would actually pick that shit up?
[79:04 - 79:27] [MUSIC]
[79:27 - 79:42] >> Would I put it on cassette?
[79:42 - 79:44] I would, but I don't know how to do that.
[79:44 - 79:47] I would love to put it on cassette, but like I said,
[79:47 - 79:49] I don't know how to go about doing that.
[79:49 - 80:06] [MUSIC]
[80:06 - 80:09] >> This for all you guys, all my followers,
[80:09 - 80:14] you guys are fucked with this for you all.
[80:14 - 83:39] [MUSIC]
[83:54 - 83:56] >> I'm serious, man.
[83:56 - 84:00] Every single one of you guys that's up in here right now,
[84:00 - 84:03] every single one of you guys is a fucking legend.
[84:03 - 84:05] Because without you guys,
[84:05 - 84:08] I wouldn't be able to do what I'm doing, man.
[84:08 - 84:11] You guys are responsible for my fucking career.
[84:11 - 84:14] You guys, my good friend, Nylett,
[84:14 - 84:18] you guys and him are the reason I'm able to do this.
[84:18 - 84:28] [MUSIC]
[84:28 - 84:41] Because if it wasn't for you guys,
[84:41 - 84:43] I wouldn't be doing this shit right now, man.
[84:43 - 85:14] [MUSIC]
[85:14 - 85:16] Yeah, it was easy. Yes, you can.
[85:16 - 91:13] [MUSIC]
[91:13 - 91:15] Isn't it all something I've been working on for you guys?
[91:15 - 91:17] It's not finished yet.
[91:17 - 91:20] I'm still working on the bridge part of it,
[91:20 - 91:23] but so far it's turned out pretty good.
[91:23 - 91:26] I actually like the direction that one's going.
[91:26 - 91:30] I'm still working on it, but it is what it is.
[91:30 - 91:31] But it was easy to see.
[91:31 - 91:36] Listen, man, I know you prefer originals,
[91:36 - 91:39] but when it comes to originals,
[91:39 - 91:45] I'm not willing -- well, I can't say I'm not --
[91:45 - 91:50] well, what I'm getting at is if you want an original piece,
[91:50 - 91:55] let me know and I will print out a copy of the original for you.
[91:55 - 91:58] So you will have an original piece,
[91:58 - 92:01] but it'll be scanned out and printed out on good,
[92:01 - 92:05] glossy paper so that it doesn't get ruined.
[92:05 - 92:08] You see what I'm saying?
[92:08 - 92:22] Like, I'm not willing to let the artwork
[92:22 - 92:26] that I work my ass off on to get ruined.
[92:27 - 92:30] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:30 - 92:33] I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:33 - 92:53] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:53 - 92:56] I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[92:56 - 94:17] But I'm not willing to let the artwork get ruined.
[94:17 - 94:19] Depends on where you live.
[94:19 - 94:21] If it's here in the US, it shouldn't be that much.
[94:21 - 94:29] It shouldn't be that much actually.
[94:29 - 94:39] When I said I would have to give back to you on that and see what's going on.
[94:39 - 94:41] As far as that goes.
[94:41 - 94:45] I would have to give back to you on that.
[95:11 - 95:15] But as soon as I can find out, I will definitely let you know, dude, for sure.
[95:15 - 95:19] I will definitely let you know how much it's going to be and whatnot.
[95:19 - 95:23] So I will definitely give back to you on prices there.
[95:23 - 95:27] Can I see some artwork? Yeah, for sure.
[95:27 - 95:37] I'll grab a lot of my, well not all of, but a lot of my original pieces for you.
[95:37 - 95:39] That way you can kind of see what I got.
[95:39 - 95:41] I'm more than happy to show you, man.
[95:41 - 95:43] 100%.
[95:43 - 95:49] But bear in mind, I've got a lot.
[95:49 - 95:55] So I hope you don't mind viewing a lot of fucking skin.
[95:55 - 95:57] Ah, shit.
[96:05 - 96:21] Now these top two are sadly not for sale because these are private.
[96:21 - 96:27] Like these are for, like I said, a good friend of mine.
[96:27 - 96:33] Oh my god, give me just one second to remove this.
[96:33 - 96:39] Down to here, but like I said, these top two are for a friend and these are already sold.
[96:39 - 96:43] Because I did these as a custom order for a friend.
[96:43 - 96:49] More specifically, my good friend and fellow to Extreme or Nylit.
[96:49 - 96:53] I have two different versions of his character that he commissioned for me.
[96:53 - 96:57] He had me commissioned for him.
[96:57 - 97:04] I did a run, a chibi version of his character and then an original piece for him.
[97:04 - 97:06] I know these are not for sale.
[97:06 - 97:08] These are for my good friend Nylit.
[97:08 - 97:10] These are already sold and commissioned.
[97:10 - 97:16] So don't think that y'all are going to screenshot this and buy this because these are for him.
[97:16 - 97:21] So those ones are already sold.
[97:24 - 97:29] Oh my god, a pinned out graffiti character.
[97:29 - 97:40] That one's unfinished.
[97:40 - 97:44] That one's definitely unfinished.
[97:44 - 97:48] Why don't you say that one is finished, but that one's garbage.
[97:48 - 97:52] Sorry, I'm going through trying to find all my shit.
[97:52 - 98:09] I got some, I got a bubble letter graph piece.
[98:09 - 98:13] I got a...
[98:20 - 98:23] I got a Power Rangers piece right here that I did.
[98:23 - 98:26] Shout out to Tommy Oliver, AKA Jason.
[98:26 - 98:28] AKA Jason never Frank.
[98:28 - 98:30] Shout out to JDF.
[98:30 - 98:38] I've got a mask piece that I am currently working on turning into something.
[98:48 - 98:55] I have this, which I still need to ink out by the way.
[98:55 - 99:02] I'm finished.
[99:02 - 99:12] I have a graffiti cyberpunk fan art piece that I did.
[99:16 - 99:18] Now this one is very personal to me.
[99:18 - 99:20] This one is not for sale.
[99:20 - 99:25] This is actually a tattoo that I'm actually going to be getting hopefully sometime soon.
[99:25 - 99:34] My best friend David's initials within the Celtic Cross or the Rose right next to it.
[99:34 - 99:37] That's actually going to go on my shoulder.
[99:41 - 99:46] I have a graffiti samurai piece.
[99:46 - 99:59] This one's actually one of my favorites honestly.
[99:59 - 100:02] I freaking love the way the samurai came out.
[100:02 - 100:04] He looks so badass.
[100:07 - 100:11] I have a graffiti rabbit can thingy.
[100:11 - 100:16] Don't ask, I was bored and I made this.
[100:16 - 100:28] I have this on one side.
[100:29 - 100:36] And then a character that was inspired by the van, the gorillas on the back.
[100:36 - 100:40] Kind of inspired by the gorillas with the mouth and shit.
[100:40 - 101:07] I did this one for a good friend of mine, Soldier Heart, who is not only a musician
[101:07 - 101:10] but he's also a rapper and fellow music artist.
[101:10 - 101:11] I did that for him.
[101:11 - 101:14] Shout out Soldier Heart and Right Count One Music Group.
[101:14 - 101:17] You know I rock with you guys.
[101:17 - 101:24] I have a fountain pen character.
[101:24 - 101:30] And yes, that is literally a freaking fountain pen.
[101:30 - 101:35] Like dead ass, a freaking fountain pen turned into a graffiti character.
[101:36 - 101:38] How badass is that?
[101:38 - 101:56] I have a rabbit slash dog character holding like a couple bones.
[101:56 - 102:01] And it's all kind of Frankenstein out and stitched up.
[102:01 - 102:09] Oh yeah, the one that I did for Operation Smile.
[102:09 - 102:11] Thank you for reminding me about that.
[102:11 - 102:15] It's actually not that far down the stack I don't think.
[102:15 - 102:20] No, it's not that far down the stack.
[102:20 - 102:23] We got like a few more to go and then we'll be right there I think.
[102:23 - 102:27] Actually let me dig that one out real quick so I can show y'all.
[102:27 - 102:30] If I can even find the damn thing.
[102:31 - 102:33] Where'd he go?
[102:33 - 102:38] Where did that piece go?
[102:38 - 102:41] I know it's here, I was going to find the damn thing.
[102:41 - 102:48] Oh, when we get to it, we'll get to it.
[102:48 - 102:56] I have a random ass cartoon character that I drew.
[102:56 - 103:04] A half skeleton, half spray can.
[103:04 - 103:14] I have a half skeleton, half spray can dude.
[103:19 - 103:27] I have a cyborg type character. Now this one is unfinished, I am working on that.
[103:27 - 103:32] I am still working on this one, this one's pretty badass.
[103:32 - 103:34] I love how that one's coming out.
[103:34 - 103:41] That's so far beyond unfinished, I need to finish that.
[103:46 - 103:49] Here's a piece I did for all my stoders.
[103:49 - 103:51] Anybody out there that smokes?
[103:51 - 103:54] Mushroom Wizard.
[103:54 - 103:59] For all my pot smokers out there.
[103:59 - 104:14] I have this random ass characters.
[104:15 - 104:19] I have a random ass character that I sketched out.
[104:19 - 104:28] Yes, I actually was planning on doing one here in just a little bit in fact.
[104:28 - 104:34] So yes, I will be doing an artstring for sure.
[104:34 - 104:40] I've got this random piece I did which I freaking love.
[104:43 - 104:49] I got this little dude holding a spray can and he's creating this guy up here in the corner.
[104:59 - 105:12] Now this was derived from the original one that I did, but I made a Five Nights at Freddy's slash spray can half cyborg Five Nights at Freddy's character.
[105:12 - 105:19] Looking dude, had to do it. Made it look badass.
[105:19 - 105:40] Now this one I really like because this is actually inspired by one of my favorite games, Cyberpunk 2077.
[105:40 - 105:51] I did my version of what I would picture myself as for the samurai band on there.
[105:51 - 105:58] I did that for Cyberpunk 2077. Fucking love this piece.
[106:05 - 106:16] I have a baby spray can and an eraser on the back.
[106:16 - 106:30] I'm not sure who that is, but I'll have to look him up.
[106:30 - 106:54] And like I said, you know, I do plan on matter that my channel here in a few weeks is going to be geared towards more of, you know, an artstring type deal.
[106:55 - 107:00] Now this one, if you guys would like to purchase it, you guys will be able to once I scan it.
[107:02 - 107:21] But this for me is like it kind of represents Mickey Mouse living in the dark shadow of himself. And he's been living in it so long that he basically became broken, which is like the cracks and everything in his face.
[107:21 - 107:31] He basically became broke. Like his mind is basically gone because he's been living in the shadow of himself for so long.
[107:32 - 107:52] Hence, like all the cracks around the eyes and he's just gone.
[107:52 - 108:13] And that from that piece right there kind of represents something. It represents that, you know, if, you know, you don't want to stay in that dark place that you're in for too long because you're going to end up broken and you're going to lose sight of who you are.
[108:18 - 108:37] I have a half Chicago Bulls, half Five Nights at Freddy's logo thingy.
[108:37 - 108:52] I have this character, which I'm still working on a little bit. I did this like years and years ago, but still working on this one.
[108:53 - 109:02] This is an average and small one, dude. I got that weird piece right there.
[109:02 - 109:10] Turned out odd as fuck, but I love it.
[109:10 - 109:17] I have a baby bottle on one side.
[109:17 - 109:44] And a weird face thingy on the other. I don't exactly know what it is, but I don't know what you'd call it, but there you go.
[109:44 - 110:06] I have a pissed off spray can.
[110:06 - 110:23] I have a soda bottle.
[110:23 - 110:38] I have a gangsta Smurf.
[110:38 - 110:57] I have these little dudes right here.
[110:57 - 111:22] For all my gamers out there, I have the screwed up dark version of the Xbox logo.
[111:22 - 111:37] For all my gamers out there.
[111:37 - 111:43] We are getting very close.
[111:43 - 111:51] I have this dude right here.
[111:51 - 112:10] Now the one that wasn't was talking about is this right here, but first before I reveal that.
[112:10 - 112:18] You got the Gothic version of Alice from Alice in Wonderland.
[112:18 - 112:44] Now this piece right here does mean a lot to me because as many of you may or may not know, I have been a volunteer for the nonprofit organization Operation Smile for as long as I can remember.
[112:44 - 112:57] So this one definitely does mean a lot to me as a volunteer for them as somebody that helps them out whenever I can.
[112:57 - 113:05] But I actually did this piece after going on a local mission around here and helping them out, which I had a lot of fun.
[113:05 - 113:34] It was definitely an experience that I will always always always remember, but I did this for them.
[113:34 - 113:51] And when we helped this baby out right here, when we helped this little guy out, we got a card a few years later of what he looks like after that.
[113:51 - 113:58] And I keep this in my wallet everywhere I go.
[113:58 - 114:17] That little kid, as you can see, same image, but this is what the kid looks like now.
[114:17 - 114:22] That's after the surgery.
[114:22 - 114:40] So this is something I always always always carry with me, no matter where I go man Operation Smile is, like I said, been very very close to my heart for many many many years now.
[114:40 - 114:50] And I will continue to support them and continue to do what I can to help them. As you know, like I said, Operation Smile is very near and dear to my heart.
[114:50 - 115:04] I've been volunteering for them for many years and I'll continue to do so when and where I can.
[115:04 - 115:28] Oh yeah. I got the Grand Logon for all my anime fans. I got the Grand Logon logo for all my anime fans out there who know Grand Logon, one of my favorites.
[115:28 - 115:35] What type of surgery did he get? It's for cleft lip and cleft palate.
[115:35 - 115:39] And if you guys don't know, that's what Operation Smile is about.
[115:39 - 116:00] Essentially they go around the world giving surgeries, free surgeries I should say, to kids and young adults with cleft lip and cleft palate and stuff like that.
[116:00 - 116:17] Alright, that would make a cool tattoo.
[116:17 - 116:33] But I got this right here, this little dude. And then I have a bunch of miniatures on the back.
[116:33 - 116:57] These little mini pieces. Here's a Naruto piece that I did back in 2016, my own little Naruto anime character.
[116:57 - 117:04] And yes, I'm weird and damn proud of it. Don't like it, too bad.
[117:04 - 117:20] Are you going to turn any of these into tattoo designers? Some yes, some no, it depends. It depends on what I'm feeling.
[117:20 - 117:27] This one right here, this literally took me a whole ass fucking week to do.
[117:27 - 117:39] Everything from all the characters, the drawing them out, the shading them in, this legit took me a whole ass week to do.
[117:39 - 117:49] It was so worth it, though.
[117:49 - 117:52] Yeah.
[117:52 - 118:18] This piece was definitely worth it.
[118:18 - 118:26] Sorry, I'm skipping through like a bunch of like unfinished ones that I never finished.
[118:26 - 118:42] Now that same character you all saw before, you got him right there with an old school throwback piece.
[118:42 - 118:50] I have a pencil character.
[118:50 - 119:11] And then on the other side, another spray can with purple and green.
[119:11 - 119:23] And this is a piece that I did for the LGBTQ community that I do actually want to have this skin and put up somewhere.
[119:23 - 119:30] But this piece I did, like I said, for the LGBTQ community a long time ago.
[119:30 - 119:44] And a lot of people actually like this because, you know, we all come in different colors, different sizes, different shapes, different backgrounds, you know, different sexual orientations.
[119:44 - 120:05] So, you know, that kind of represents that.
[120:05 - 120:19] I know I'm not a game myself but I do have friends that are part of the LGBTQ community so I definitely do, you know, support that hundred percent.
[120:19 - 120:38] This is a tattoo for a friend of mine that never got to pick it up, but a stitched up skull would travel around the back.
[120:38 - 120:44] No no we all can see the skull there well.
[120:44 - 121:07] And now last but not least, the original watching on that last knowledge, but for a character wise.
[121:07 - 121:13] Here's the original one that I did have that skull and that you guys have been saying a few times.
[121:13 - 121:17] This was the original version of that.
[121:17 - 121:34] And then on the back, you have the alien version of them.
[121:34 - 121:51] And then I have these two pieces right here which are so modern art pieces that I do want to scan out and actually turn into something
[121:51 - 122:00] which are these right after which are these right here.
[122:00 - 122:04] Yeah, that one right there.
[122:04 - 122:07] I always set this down so you guys can see it better.
[122:07 - 122:20] Yeah, that one right there and then you got this one right here.
[122:20 - 122:36] So yeah, that's pretty much all my hand draw artwork for you guys.
[122:36 - 122:50] So yeah, I'm actually about to end this right here y'all and I'm about to go eat dinner right quick and then I'm going to set up for an art stream and yeah.
[122:50 - 123:04] And again guys I do apologize for not streaming at 10 o'clock like I said today, we had some freaking idiot run into the light pole and knock out the power in the neighborhood for like four, five hours.
[123:04 - 123:10] So unfortunately I wasn't able to do too much.
[123:10 - 123:19] So I do apologize for that.
[123:19 - 123:32] And what I am what that means and y'all, like I said as far as the art side goes I am going to try to have something for you guys probably by tomorrow morning.
[123:32 - 123:48] I am really going to try to have that done for you guys or at least have the art shop set up ready to go so you guys can purchase at least my digital art pieces, at least, you know, at least you guys will be able to purchase my digital art pieces.
[123:48 - 123:52] And whatnot from there hopefully.
[123:52 - 124:06] And yeah.
[124:06 - 124:10] So hopefully by tomorrow morning there will be an art shop.
[124:10 - 124:14] I'm ready to go for you guys and yeah.
[124:14 - 124:23] Whatever that means guys, I love you guys. Welcome to all the new members that dropped in you guys are freaking amazing I freaking love you guys, shout out to you guys.
[124:23 - 124:33] Shout out to everybody over and my brother Nylix community. Fucking love you guys over there you guys are awesome, freaking love you guys.
[124:33 - 124:47] And yeah, with that being said, like always man, stay humble, stay positive, keep being yourself and don't let anybody tell you any different man. Fuck when anybody thinks about you man, just keep being you.
[124:47 - 124:51] Keep being awesome and keep doing what you want to do with your life.
[124:51 - 124:58] And I'll catch you guys later man. Love you guys. Peace.

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2022-6-29 A Message TO FAKE ASS NIILIT THE RED PANDA

[0:00 - 0:05] Oh and there is something I forgot to mention in the last video, and this one's going out
[0:05 - 0:14] tonight with the red panda, aka the pussy that fucking gave in to fame. See now like
[0:14 - 0:23] your issue is this, you think that just because you walked out on our friendship that I was
[0:23 - 0:32] just gonna let you get away like that, no motherfucker, I'm not. Because see you want
[0:32 - 0:40] to try to put the blame on me, but really the blame is on you fuckface. Because see
[0:40 - 0:47] you gave in to fame, I never did. While you were over there hanging out with the high
[0:47 - 0:55] end cool people, I was over here being fucking real and actually doing real shit and not
[0:55 - 1:09] putting on a fucking front. And if memory serves me correctly, I'm not the one that
[1:09 - 1:19] walked out of our friendship, that was you, you walked out motherfucker, you're the one
[1:19 - 1:27] that walked out on our friendship, not me. When shit got a little hard you ran out like
[1:27 - 1:39] a fucking pussy, cause gee you're too chicken shit to throw down when shit gets fucking
[1:39 - 1:49] tough. But that's okay though, because I know who my real friends are, my real friends
[1:49 - 1:57] have had my fucking back, even in all this shit going on, the real friends that I have
[1:57 - 2:03] have had my fucking back. And like I told you in that stream that night when you came
[2:03 - 2:12] out popping off your fucking mouth, if you're so quick to walk out of our friendship like
[2:12 - 2:20] that, weren't we ever really friends to begin with? Because real friends don't walk out
[2:20 - 2:27] on friends motherfucker and you walking out just shows how much of a bitch you really
[2:27 - 2:37] are, and how much of a fake ass not friend you are. You are not a friend, you are a fucking
[2:37 - 2:45] pussy ass nobody that walks out on his fucking friends when shit gets hard for you. Well
[2:45 - 3:01] I'm sorry motherfucker that I have a target on my fucking back, that ain't my fault and
[3:01 - 3:07] you know this. So if you want somebody to go after motherfucker why don't you go after
[3:07 - 3:19] William Glory fag and dike ass fucking asshole the bitch. Like for real dude, I never asked
[3:19 - 3:27] to have a target put on my back motherfucker. Oh and by the way, your excuses, they are
[3:27 - 3:35] legit but at the end of the day, they're just that, they're fucking excuses. They
[3:35 - 3:46] are bullshit ass fucking excuses. Because you can't handle when shit gets rough, because
[3:46 - 3:55] you're a fucking weakling. You can't fucking handle when shit gets a little fucking hard.
[3:55 - 4:03] Like I said, I know who my real friends are, my real friends stuck through me when you
[4:03 - 4:13] walked out. My real friends stuck around through all this shit and still stuck by me when
[4:13 - 4:21] you fucking walked out. And you walked out because you're a fucking pussy, you're a fucking
[4:21 - 4:29] chicken shit coward who's letting fame and fortune and all this other bullshit fucking
[4:29 - 4:36] cloud his judgment. So while you're over there with the rest of the fake ass fucking high
[4:36 - 4:42] end YouTubers that don't give a fuck about the people that they hang around, I'm going
[4:42 - 4:47] to be over here hanging out with my people, hanging out with the people that actually
[4:47 - 4:56] appreciate what I fucking do for them. Oh and you can take your little snarky comment
[4:56 - 5:06] about me carrying oil by myself and shove it up your fucking ass and go fuck yourself.
[5:06 - 5:14] And honestly bro, if I was your wife, I'd be embarrassed as fuck to be your wife. Because
[5:14 - 5:23] right now you're acting like a fucking prick. Like I said if I was you, I'd be embarrassed
[5:23 - 5:32] to be your wife. If I was your son Nathan, I'd be embarrassed to be your son. I really
[5:32 - 5:43] would. Because you are acting like a stuck up fucking asshole. And like I've told you
[5:43 - 5:48] many times, you need to get your head out of your motherfucking ass and back on your
[5:48 - 6:00] goddamn fucking shoulders. Because right now all I see is a fucking fake ass nobody pretending
[6:00 - 6:07] to be a friend just so he can get what he fucking wants. I don't see you out here fighting
[6:07 - 6:17] a good fight. I don't see you out here doing what you need to do to prevent suicide. I
[6:17 - 6:24] don't see you out here fucking fighting against bullies. I don't see you out here speaking
[6:24 - 6:33] on mental health. I don't see you out here telling people that you actually give a fuck
[6:33 - 6:41] about them and actually trying to do stuff for them. Actually going out of your way and
[6:41 - 6:46] talking one on one with them and having fun with them and actually getting to know them
[6:46 - 6:57] on a personal level like I know my community. Like you talk about being real, but all I
[6:57 - 7:06] see is another fucking mainstream nobody giving in to the fame and the fucking fortune.
[7:06 - 7:14] That's all I see. And it's sad because I thought you were better than that. I really
[7:14 - 7:21] did. I thought you were better than that. But hey, you do you, bro. You want to be
[7:21 - 7:30] a fake ass? That's on you. You want to run away like a pussy when shit gets hard for
[7:30 - 7:35] your friends? That's on you. That just shows that you ain't ever going to have any real
[7:35 - 7:50] fucking friends. And that's your choice, not mine. So like I said now, have fun being
[7:50 - 7:57] a fucking loser ass mainstream prick. That's all you're going to ever be. You're going
[7:57 - 8:07] to be an ass kissing mainstream suck up just like every other fucking major Twitch streamer
[8:07 - 8:20] that don't give a fuck. You say I'm only about myself, but really you're just projecting
[8:20 - 8:33] your own insecurities. And that's all you're doing. You're projecting. So, uh, if I was
[8:33 - 8:45] you Nylit, yeah, I would rethink my actions. I would rethink how I'm treating people.
[8:45 - 8:59] And honestly, dude, I would rethink your friends and your friendships. Because, uh, right now
[8:59 - 9:05] it's like you ain't ever going to have any friends on me. Cause like I said, all my real
[9:05 - 9:13] friends have stuck through me through all this shit and stuck by my side when your
[9:13 - 9:21] punk ass ran out like a pussy. So I don't know what to tell you motherfucker, except
[9:21 - 9:30] uh, you need to get your fucking priorities straight. Just saying, man, you might want
[9:30 - 9:34] to get your shit shortened. You might want to get all your shit sorted out before you
[9:34 - 9:43] go spark in your mouth. Just saying, I think about it.

2022-6-29 A Message TO FAKE ASS NIILIT THE RED PANDA

[0:00 - 0:05] Oh and there is something I forgot to mention in the last video, and this one's going out
[0:05 - 0:14] tonight with the red panda, aka the pussy that fucking gave in to fame. See now like
[0:14 - 0:23] your issue is this, you think that just because you walked out on our friendship that I was
[0:23 - 0:32] just gonna let you get away like that, no motherfucker, I'm not. Because see you want
[0:32 - 0:40] to try to put the blame on me, but really the blame is on you fuckface. Because see
[0:40 - 0:47] you gave in to fame, I never did. While you were over there hanging out with the high
[0:47 - 0:55] end cool people, I was over here being fucking real and actually doing real shit and not
[0:55 - 1:09] putting on a fucking front. And if memory serves me correctly, I'm not the one that
[1:09 - 1:19] walked out of our friendship, that was you, you walked out motherfucker, you're the one
[1:19 - 1:27] that walked out on our friendship, not me. When shit got a little hard you ran out like
[1:27 - 1:39] a fucking pussy, cause gee you're too chicken shit to throw down when shit gets fucking
[1:39 - 1:49] tough. But that's okay though, because I know who my real friends are, my real friends
[1:49 - 1:57] have had my fucking back, even in all this shit going on, the real friends that I have
[1:57 - 2:03] have had my fucking back. And like I told you in that stream that night when you came
[2:03 - 2:12] out popping off your fucking mouth, if you're so quick to walk out of our friendship like
[2:12 - 2:20] that, weren't we ever really friends to begin with? Because real friends don't walk out
[2:20 - 2:27] on friends motherfucker and you walking out just shows how much of a bitch you really
[2:27 - 2:37] are, and how much of a fake ass not friend you are. You are not a friend, you are a fucking
[2:37 - 2:45] pussy ass nobody that walks out on his fucking friends when shit gets hard for you. Well
[2:45 - 3:01] I'm sorry motherfucker that I have a target on my fucking back, that ain't my fault and
[3:01 - 3:07] you know this. So if you want somebody to go after motherfucker why don't you go after
[3:07 - 3:19] William Glory fag and dike ass fucking asshole the bitch. Like for real dude, I never asked
[3:19 - 3:27] to have a target put on my back motherfucker. Oh and by the way, your excuses, they are
[3:27 - 3:35] legit but at the end of the day, they're just that, they're fucking excuses. They
[3:35 - 3:46] are bullshit ass fucking excuses. Because you can't handle when shit gets rough, because
[3:46 - 3:55] you're a fucking weakling. You can't fucking handle when shit gets a little fucking hard.
[3:55 - 4:03] Like I said, I know who my real friends are, my real friends stuck through me when you
[4:03 - 4:13] walked out. My real friends stuck around through all this shit and still stuck by me when
[4:13 - 4:21] you fucking walked out. And you walked out because you're a fucking pussy, you're a fucking
[4:21 - 4:29] chicken shit coward who's letting fame and fortune and all this other bullshit fucking
[4:29 - 4:36] cloud his judgment. So while you're over there with the rest of the fake ass fucking high
[4:36 - 4:42] end YouTubers that don't give a fuck about the people that they hang around, I'm going
[4:42 - 4:47] to be over here hanging out with my people, hanging out with the people that actually
[4:47 - 4:56] appreciate what I fucking do for them. Oh and you can take your little snarky comment
[4:56 - 5:06] about me carrying oil by myself and shove it up your fucking ass and go fuck yourself.
[5:06 - 5:14] And honestly bro, if I was your wife, I'd be embarrassed as fuck to be your wife. Because
[5:14 - 5:23] right now you're acting like a fucking prick. Like I said if I was you, I'd be embarrassed
[5:23 - 5:32] to be your wife. If I was your son Nathan, I'd be embarrassed to be your son. I really
[5:32 - 5:43] would. Because you are acting like a stuck up fucking asshole. And like I've told you
[5:43 - 5:48] many times, you need to get your head out of your motherfucking ass and back on your
[5:48 - 6:00] goddamn fucking shoulders. Because right now all I see is a fucking fake ass nobody pretending
[6:00 - 6:07] to be a friend just so he can get what he fucking wants. I don't see you out here fighting
[6:07 - 6:17] a good fight. I don't see you out here doing what you need to do to prevent suicide. I
[6:17 - 6:24] don't see you out here fucking fighting against bullies. I don't see you out here speaking
[6:24 - 6:33] on mental health. I don't see you out here telling people that you actually give a fuck
[6:33 - 6:41] about them and actually trying to do stuff for them. Actually going out of your way and
[6:41 - 6:46] talking one on one with them and having fun with them and actually getting to know them
[6:46 - 6:57] on a personal level like I know my community. Like you talk about being real, but all I
[6:57 - 7:06] see is another fucking mainstream nobody giving in to the fame and the fucking fortune.
[7:06 - 7:14] That's all I see. And it's sad because I thought you were better than that. I really
[7:14 - 7:21] did. I thought you were better than that. But hey, you do you, bro. You want to be
[7:21 - 7:30] a fake ass? That's on you. You want to run away like a pussy when shit gets hard for
[7:30 - 7:35] your friends? That's on you. That just shows that you ain't ever going to have any real
[7:35 - 7:50] fucking friends. And that's your choice, not mine. So like I said now, have fun being
[7:50 - 7:57] a fucking loser ass mainstream prick. That's all you're going to ever be. You're going
[7:57 - 8:07] to be an ass kissing mainstream suck up just like every other fucking major Twitch streamer
[8:07 - 8:20] that don't give a fuck. You say I'm only about myself, but really you're just projecting
[8:20 - 8:33] your own insecurities. And that's all you're doing. You're projecting. So, uh, if I was
[8:33 - 8:45] you Nylit, yeah, I would rethink my actions. I would rethink how I'm treating people.
[8:45 - 8:59] And honestly, dude, I would rethink your friends and your friendships. Because, uh, right now
[8:59 - 9:05] it's like you ain't ever going to have any friends on me. Cause like I said, all my real
[9:05 - 9:13] friends have stuck through me through all this shit and stuck by my side when your
[9:13 - 9:21] punk ass ran out like a pussy. So I don't know what to tell you motherfucker, except
[9:21 - 9:30] uh, you need to get your fucking priorities straight. Just saying, man, you might want
[9:30 - 9:34] to get your shit shortened. You might want to get all your shit sorted out before you
[9:34 - 9:43] go spark in your mouth. Just saying, I think about it.

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