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[0:00 - 0:09] A-uh, you're not even worth talking to, cause you're just a fucking coward. And you wonder why your career's in the dust.
[0:09 - 0:17] And you wonder why your career's in the dust. And you wonder why your career's in the dust.
[0:17 - 0:21] Cause you're just a fucking coward. Cause you're just a fucking coward.
[0:24 - 0:32] Scored me, though my heart's never healed. This is what they got like me, should never feel.
[0:32 - 0:41] You, soaked up my soul, ripped out my heart. You, took my hope and love and tore it apart.
[0:41 - 0:54] You, lay my heart like him with some sort of gain. Now I know that you, never truly felt the same about me.
[0:54 - 1:05] You, shattered my heart, end up times of need. Where it always is, sitting now, looking at you and bleeding out.
[1:05 - 1:19] My heart, you, me, truly stop beating the pain you crossed. Quickly he, came repeating you, told me that you loved me, then you'd always be there.
[1:19 - 1:30] But, now those words are just about to go to your mid-year. You, set my hope, end up back like he was home.
[1:30 - 1:39] Sore the knife and now I don't even know if I could take place. I, couldn't stop dreaming your love for me.
[1:39 - 1:50] Since the pain, my heart began screaming with you. Searching right in my heart, the heart's breaking rain.
[1:50 - 2:03] When you broke my heart, I couldn't stop the pain. Now I truly honestly see, that you never even truly loved me.
[2:03 - 2:14] Now I see, that you didn't give a fuck about me. I wish I'd known I was looking for you again.
[2:14 - 2:24] And, now I never wish I'd met you. Now I wish I didn't ever, know you.
[2:24 - 2:35] Scored me down my heart, you, sucked up my soul and ripped out my heart. You, took my hope and love it, tore them apart.
[2:35 - 2:49] You, played my heart, like it once obtained. You, me, slowly stopped beating. Now the pain you crossed, quickly is now repeating me.
[2:49 - 3:03] Cause of all the mental verbalities that you, hunt me through. You, shed my heart, end up times of need. And now we're pleased.
[3:03 - 3:13] Now I know, I, truly honestly see, that you never truly loved me.

[0:00 - 0:06] So I've been sitting here eating dinner and watching TV, deciding to check my Facebook.
[0:06 - 0:10] Seeing a lot of you dumb motherfuckers commenting.
[0:10 - 0:19] Man let me tell you, you guys that have been commenting on my artwork saying that it's shit and that it says that and that it's not legit.
[0:19 - 0:28] You guys wouldn't even know a motherfucking artifice smacked you in the goddamn face with a goddamn cast iron skillet you dumb fucks.
[0:28 - 0:32] Like y'all think you know art, you don't know art motherfucker.
[0:32 - 0:42] Art is always evolving, art is always changing, just like music, music is always evolving, always changing.
[0:42 - 0:50] Either respect it and enjoy it for what it is or don't say anything at fucking all dude.
[0:50 - 0:59] Y'all dumb fucks are on this whole shit of "oh he's not legit because you don't want to fucking see me succeed."
[0:59 - 1:04] Let you know what I say, fuck you you fucking retard motherfuckers.
[1:04 - 1:16] Next time you go to run your mouth, get your facts fucking straight before you step up to somebody who's actually a legitimate fucking artist in both music and artwork.
[1:16 - 1:22] Okay? Man you guys are fucking stupid.
[1:22 - 1:30] Fuck the haters, fuck the trolls, you guys are a bunch of nobodies, you're pussies.
[1:30 - 1:35] So get a fucking life and stop running your fucking mouth like a bitch.

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[0:00 - 0:22] So, I am here to prove a point, once and for all, that my art is legit and the shit that
[0:22 - 0:31] I do is legit and I'm about to prove all you little motherfucking idiotic bitch-ass trolls wrong,
[0:31 - 0:38] every one of you motherfuckers, I'm about to prove y'all wrong right now with a very simple
[0:39 - 0:52] logic mindset, alright? See, you're not wrong, you're not wrong at all, when it comes to the
[0:52 - 0:59] artwork that I've been posting these last few days, some of them are AI generated, some are digital,
[1:01 - 1:14] but for those that are AI generated, let me explain some to you, art can be made of anything,
[1:14 - 1:24] words, regular ink, pencil, digital, it don't matter, words create art,
[1:27 - 1:39] words can create things and in creating things you create art, words can be used in many different
[1:39 - 1:50] forms, like take this poster for example, no fate but what we make, which is a quote that I live by
[1:50 - 2:03] on the daily, but that aside, these words can be considered art, Shakespeare,
[2:03 - 2:18] a classic poet, his words are considered art, Edgar Allan Poe, one of the greatest poets
[2:19 - 2:30] of all time, his words are considered artwork, lyrics to your favorite song are considered art,
[2:30 - 2:41] the words that come out of a musician's mouth are considered art,
[2:42 - 2:55] words are art, words can generate things, so in hindsight, I'm merely taking my words
[2:57 - 3:11] and creating artwork in the physical, seeable form, therefore, therefore my artwork is real,
[3:11 - 3:20] my artwork is legit, I'm utilizing my own words which are then creating a physical image
[3:21 - 3:32] for that person to see what I am saying, so that they don't have to think about it mentally
[3:32 - 3:43] about the words but merely they can see the image for themselves in person, therefore,
[3:45 - 3:54] some of my artwork is done by computer generation but it's like my good friend Eli said,
[3:54 - 4:07] it does not matter whether you do artwork by pencil, paper, digital or AI, artwork is artwork
[4:07 - 4:17] regardless, love it, enjoy it, hate it, do whatever you will but at the end of the day,
[4:17 - 4:25] artwork is artwork, respect it for what it is, enjoy it for what it is and if you don't like
[4:25 - 4:38] the artwork, don't comment, plain and simple, so to you trolls that want to talk shit, continue
[4:38 - 4:47] to do so because this video just proves your little theory out of the water, out of the game,
[4:48 - 4:59] I don't put your little theory to rest, now as I said, not all of my images are AI created,
[4:59 - 5:05] some of them are done digitally, something I've done over the many years of doing digital artwork,
[5:05 - 5:14] some of them are not, it is a mixed bag but regardless of whether they are or are not,
[5:15 - 5:23] does not matter, it is artwork all the same, so to you little trolls that want to run your mouth,
[5:23 - 5:27] I say this to you unintelligent
[5:27 - 5:42] savage nobodies because you are uncivilized, you trolls are uncivilized savages and to you
[5:42 - 5:53] uncivilized morons, it is my job as an artist to educate you trolls and I'm going to educate you
[5:53 - 6:03] with one thing, the thing that you trolls need to do is this, fuck off and get a life,
[6:03 - 6:08] goodbye.

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[0:22 - 0:24] Marty, Marty, Marty.
[0:24 - 0:29] [silence]
[0:29 - 0:41] You know, I've seen a lot of what you've been doing over the last few days, my friend.
[0:41 - 0:51] And I've gotta say, I'm not too impressed. I'm not.
[0:51 - 0:56] But, you had me thinking about some shit.
[0:56 - 1:06] See, you want Skullscratcher comedy.
[1:06 - 1:11] I want the money that you owe me.
[1:11 - 1:15] I want to get paid.
[1:15 - 1:18] So I got a deal for you.
[1:18 - 1:25] And this is a legit deal. This ain't no bullshit deal. This is actually a legit deal.
[1:25 - 1:27] I'll make you a fair deal.
[1:27 - 1:31] But you're either going to follow it or you're not going to do it at all.
[1:31 - 1:40] Because I am, I'm willing to hold up my end of the bargain. I'm willing to hold up my end of the deal.
[1:40 - 1:53] And I'm saying it live on here so that everybody knows that when I make a deal, my deal is good. My word is bond.
[1:53 - 1:57] I hold true to my word. Always.
[1:57 - 2:02] So, here's the deal.
[2:02 - 2:08] One hour every night, I do what you want to do for Skullscratcher's comedy.
[2:08 - 2:19] But, I do it on my channel with breaks whenever I so choose.
[2:19 - 2:27] And, as an added stipulation, I won't go out to your family and I won't go out to people you care about.
[2:27 - 2:31] But, here's the catch. I'll do it.
[2:31 - 2:35] But you're going to pay me a hundred bucks an hour for that shit.
[2:35 - 2:41] A hundred bucks for one hour of Skullscratcher comedy, man.
[2:41 - 2:47] A hundred bucks for one hour.
[2:47 - 2:51] So, what's it going to be, Marty?
[2:51 - 2:57] You're going to take the deal and pay the hundred bucks to get it back and get what you want?
[2:57 - 3:03] Or, do I get to move on and go to somewhere else?
[3:03 - 3:07] I mean, if you want to back that badly, I mean, I'd take the deal.
[3:07 - 3:12] Because you ain't going to get a deal like that every day.
[3:12 - 3:16] A hundred bucks for an hour, Marty.
[3:16 - 3:20] All right.
[3:20 - 3:22] And, here's the thing, Marty.
[3:22 - 3:28] I get to do whatever I want during the comedy on my channel.
[3:28 - 3:38] I'm going to host it on my channel and, as an added bonus, I'll even let you restrain the footage.
[3:38 - 3:45] I do this show. I get paid. You get what you want and you get to keep the stream up on your channel.
[3:45 - 3:53] And, you get to restrain it to whoever you want. And, I get paid.
[3:53 - 3:56] So, what's it going to be, Marty?
[3:56 - 4:09] You're going to take the deal? Do you want that badly?
[4:09 - 4:18] Well, as I said, Marty, I'll do it.
[4:18 - 4:24] Well, as I said, it's going to be a hundred bucks a night for one hour on my channel.
[4:24 - 4:27] And, I won't go after anybody that you care about.
[4:27 - 4:36] And, I won't attack you personally on that level.
[4:36 - 4:40] So, what's it going to be, Marty?
[4:40 - 4:46] Matter of fact, I was going to only give you 24 hours, but that wouldn't be nice to you, man.
[4:46 - 4:50] I'm going to give you three days to respond to this.
[4:50 - 4:53] So, you got three days to make up your mind, Marty.
[4:53 - 4:59] A hundred bucks a night for Skull Scratch or Comedy on my channel or not at all.
[4:59 - 5:05] That's the deal. Take it or leave it.
[5:05 - 5:08] You've got three days to respond, Marty.
[5:08 - 5:12] I'd take the deal while the deal's hot. Just saying, bro.

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[0:00 - 0:07] What is up you guys?
[0:07 - 0:36] Um, can I switch over here? But uh, what is up everybody?
[0:36 - 0:50] Um, so as you guys know I am taking a hiatus away from music for a while to actually work
[0:50 - 1:03] on some artwork, but what I didn't tell you is what the artwork is going to be for. Um,
[1:03 - 1:16] it's not just going to be for merchandise or a clothing line, because I actually want
[1:16 - 1:39] to um, but I actually want to take this character right here and turn him into my persona minus
[1:39 - 1:44] the knife thingy right there, but I actually want to take this character that I made right
[1:44 - 1:59] here and turn him into my music persona. Like I want to do something similar to say like
[1:59 - 2:16] what the gorillas have done, and yes I do listen to the gorillas, one of my favorite
[2:16 - 2:21] bands of all time, but I want to come with something fresh and new and unique music wise.
[2:21 - 2:32] Not just for me, but for you guys. Like I said I do want to do music eventually again,
[2:32 - 2:38] but first I want to sit down and really put some time and effort, like at least a few
[2:38 - 2:59] months into the character development, design, and all that fun, crazy stuff. So yeah, but
[2:59 - 3:08] if you guys have any ideas, by all means, you know, please like fill me in and let me
[3:08 - 3:17] know like what you guys have in mind for a character, ideas, designs, names, because
[3:17 - 3:26] like I want to take this character and make him my main thing, but like instead of just
[3:26 - 3:33] having like that blue onesie with the blood, I want him to be able to have different stuff
[3:33 - 3:43] like one, you know, maybe having a shirt and pants or cargo pants or another one just
[3:43 - 3:56] having a crazy outfit, you know, just something different would be cool. And I can really
[3:56 - 4:07] use your guys' help on that. So if anybody has any ideas, by all means, please post in
[4:07 - 4:18] the comments, let me know your guys' ideas, your guys' thoughts on what you guys think
[4:18 - 4:27] about everything. Do you guys like the idea of me doing an animated character persona
[4:27 - 4:33] like the Gorillas did? Or do you think I should go a different route? And if so, what route
[4:33 - 4:43] should that be? But like basically what I want to do is I want to turn this character
[4:43 - 5:01] into a fully fledged, you know, like actual persona. I don't just want it to be like just
[5:01 - 5:07] an idea of like, Oh, you know, I'm creating this, this, no, I actually want this to actually
[5:07 - 5:15] become something. But in order to do that, I need your guys' help. So if you guys have
[5:15 - 5:24] any ideas at all, please, by all means, hit me up. Let me know what you guys think. Let
[5:24 - 5:34] me know what you guys think in the comments about it. And if you guys do, you know, have
[5:34 - 5:45] any ideas, by all means, hit me up. Let me know. And yeah, I love you guys. And I'll
[5:45 - 5:56] catch you guys in the morning for some Forza Horizon 5 and whatnot. So yeah, I love you
[5:56 - 5:58] guys. Peace.

[0:00 - 0:12] How bad do you want it, Nick? How bad do you fucking want Skull Scratch or comedy?
[0:12 - 0:21] Alright, the deal I made you is not that fucking hard to figure out, motherfucker. It's not
[0:21 - 0:43] that hard to figure out. You pay me a hundred bucks a night after every show for an hour
[0:43 - 0:49] to either my cash app or my PayPal. That's not hard to figure out. That doesn't take
[0:49 - 0:56] a rocket scientist to figure that shit out, Nick. You're going to pay me a hundred bucks
[0:56 - 1:01] a night after every show. And if I even get the notion of you trying to flake out on me,
[1:01 - 1:06] well, guess what? Sharon's going to know about it and she'll get the money from you.
[1:06 - 1:12] Guys, trust me, Sharon already don't like the fact that you're trying to fuck me over
[1:12 - 1:32] as is. So like I said, Nick, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure this out, dude.
[1:32 - 1:39] Starting tomorrow night, 10 o'clock. You're going to pay me for an hour after I'm doing
[1:39 - 1:46] my show. The minute I'm doing my show, I expect payment in my cash app and/or in my
[1:46 - 1:57] PayPal. Either one. You're picked. Take your pick, Nick. I don't give a fuck if you like
[1:57 - 2:07] the show or you don't like the show. The point is I'm fucking doing it regardless of whether
[2:07 - 2:14] you like it or not. That don't motherfucker matter. That's irrelevant. What happens if
[2:14 - 2:19] he doesn't follow through? That's easy. I let Sharon know what's going on and she handles
[2:19 - 2:27] it from there and I still get my payment. So, Nick, take your pick, man. You're either
[2:27 - 2:35] going to be paying me starting tomorrow night. You're going to pay me a hundred bucks starting
[2:35 - 2:51] tomorrow night after every show for an hour, 60 minutes. That's it. A hundred bucks a night
[2:51 - 3:11] and that's it. I know you're making that money, Nick. I'm not stupid. There ain't no getting
[3:11 - 3:17] out of this. I know I'm very well aware of how much you make, Nick. I know how much you
[3:17 - 3:31] make off me and I want in. Like I said, a hundred bucks a night after every show. A
[3:31 - 3:37] hundred bucks a night to either my cash out or my PayPal. Actually, I don't give a fuck
[3:37 - 3:44] if you like the show or you don't like the show. I'm not just doing it for you. I'm
[3:44 - 3:49] doing it for the people that actually want to see it as well. A little bit. Just a little
[3:49 - 3:54] bit. But as I said, Nick, I'm doing this regardless. Regardless of whether I want to
[3:54 - 4:00] or not, I'm still fucking doing it. So, I'm going to get what I'm motherfucking owed,
[4:00 - 4:06] bitch. Because if you don't pay me, well, guess what? Sharon's going to fucking know
[4:06 - 4:16] about it, ain't she? So, like I said, either pay me or don't pay me your call. There's
[4:16 - 4:19] no getting out of this, Nick.

[0:00 - 0:09] Today we're making fuck off pie. With one cup of no one cares, a dash of kiss my ass, add some fuck use, a pinch of blow me
[0:09 - 0:13] You're gonna want to stir it all together and shove it up your ass

[0:00 - 0:29] I am here to expose the truth, if you will and I know where this dude is going so see
[0:29 - 0:44] later. A lot of you people like you Kate, same thing you got me figured out and beat, but
[0:44 - 0:55] you really do not. You really do not have me beat Kate. You see I got you paid for the
[0:55 - 1:03] piece of shit that you are. See what you like to do Kate is you like to attack people and
[1:03 - 1:12] then hide behind the legal system. That is what you do right? I mean you attack people
[1:12 - 1:22] and then you try to hide behind the legal system to justify your actions. And you think
[1:22 - 1:30] that you have me beat this time but really you do not. Because the difference between
[1:30 - 1:37] me and Turtle Boi and all these others is one very clear thing. And you know what that
[1:37 - 1:47] thing is? You cannot beat me. I am not Turtle Boi, I am unbeatable. Because see I am a
[1:47 - 1:57] realist. I tell it how it really is. See the pattern with you is you purposely target
[1:57 - 2:06] people like myself. And then you turn around and hide behind the legal system like a bitch.
[2:06 - 2:15] Because you are afraid of the goddamn truth. And for those that do not know, know Marty
[2:15 - 2:23] will not be handing over my property to anyone. And yes I say my property because those videos
[2:23 - 2:33] of me are my property. And Marty here is why you are not going to hand over the videos
[2:33 - 2:41] on your channel. Because if you proceed to hand over any of the videos of me on your
[2:41 - 2:49] channel to anyone that person will not only be charged with receiving stolen property
[2:49 - 3:00] but you will be charged with stolen property as well. You will be charged with giving and
[3:00 - 3:06] receiving stolen property on top of other stuff that you are already going to be charged
[3:06 - 3:14] with. Because the property that I speak of are the videos. All of those videos are my
[3:14 - 3:23] intellectual property. And I have every real legal right to take those videos back which
[3:23 - 3:32] I fully intend to do. And I know your little sniveling trolls can sit there in the comments
[3:32 - 3:40] and laugh all they want. I don't care. You guys can sit there and laugh all you want
[3:40 - 3:49] but you guys laugh because you know it's true. You trolls laugh because you are nervous.
[3:49 - 3:55] You are angry at the fact that I am taking my life back. And you don't want that. You
[3:55 - 4:02] don't want to see me take my life back. But the fact of the matter is I am doing it and
[4:02 - 4:14] I don't give a fuck. I really don't care no more. And Gloria let me ask you this man.
[4:14 - 4:26] You got a wife and kids. You got a wife and kids right? You got a family. So my question
[4:26 - 4:32] to you is why are you wasting your time doing this shit? What are you teaching your kids
[4:32 - 4:43] when you do this shit? That it's okay to attack against some people? No. You got a wife and
[4:43 - 4:50] kids. Maybe I should call CPS on you. Maybe I should find your address, call Children
[4:50 - 4:57] Protective Services on you and show them what you're doing. Maybe I should figure
[4:57 - 5:18] out your address and do the same shit to you. See how you fucking like it. And don't feel
[5:18 - 5:26] good when the tables are turned does it Gloria? Because see Gloria your thing is this. You
[5:26 - 5:34] think that you got me because of your fake ass screenshots. You think you got me pegged
[5:34 - 5:41] because of your fake ass fucking screenshots but you don't. Because you're a nervous
[5:41 - 5:50] old punk ass kid that hides like a bitch. When confronted you hide. You hide beyond
[5:50 - 5:57] your words like a coward. A real man doesn't hide behind his words. A real man does like
[5:57 - 6:09] I'm doing and tells the fucking truth of how it really is. And Kate, back to you.
[6:09 - 6:14] You think that the courts just because you know the legal system you really think the
[6:14 - 6:26] courts are going to help protect you once they see your pattern. They're not. Because
[6:26 - 6:33] there's one thing with you that you fail to realize. There's a pattern in what you
[6:33 - 6:46] do. There really is. There's a pattern. And you know what that pattern is. You victimize
[6:46 - 6:52] people like me and then you hide behind the legal system and you try to justify what
[6:52 - 7:00] you do. But with me it's not going to work like that. Here's how it's going to go down.
[7:00 - 7:06] Here's how it's really going to go down in the courtroom. Alright. This is exactly what's
[7:06 - 7:14] going to happen. We're going to go in there. It's going to be me versus you glory home
[7:14 - 7:19] already y'all are going to go in there. State your cases against you. But with you in particular
[7:19 - 7:24] it's going to go like this. This is how it's going to go down. You're going to get in
[7:24 - 7:31] that courtroom. You're going to take all these fake-ass screenshots that you've got
[7:31 - 7:39] circling around and you're going to oh well here's a pedophile and I get paid to do this
[7:39 - 7:48] and I get paid to go out of this. But the truth is you get paid to target people. Alright.
[7:48 - 7:52] And I will look at the judge and tell them that you do get paid to target people and
[7:52 - 7:58] that your YouTube channel does show it. Your YouTube channel does show that you get paid
[7:58 - 8:05] to target people. And you're going to get mad. You're going to get angry that you're
[8:05 - 8:11] losing. So you're going to try to pull out every stop you can including the pedo shit
[8:11 - 8:21] which is going to backfire on you. Because the judge is going to see that shit. Alright.
[8:21 - 8:24] And I'm going to show them every shred of proof that I've not done half the shit you
[8:24 - 8:33] said I have because I do have a backup of that. And I can prove where I was during all
[8:33 - 8:43] those times. I can prove my innocence in all those screenshots that you're going to show.
[8:43 - 8:50] And eventually when it's all said and done I'm going to walk out victorious and you're
[8:50 - 8:56] going to walk out and go out and say it probably handcuffs. Because when it's all said and
[8:56 - 9:09] done you're going to get arrested. Because like you don't realize my asshole is that
[9:09 - 9:15] the state of Massachusetts doesn't fool around with cyberbullying like you've done with
[9:15 - 9:25] me. And with you Marty that's going to be a clear cut case with you man. You already
[9:25 - 9:29] know what I'm going to get you on so I don't even need to speak on that. And Gloryhole
[9:29 - 9:43] I'm going to get you on so much shit that is pathetic. But to Marty and Gloryhole you
[9:43 - 9:49] see how I said how exactly it's going to go down in the courtroom. That's how it's
[9:49 - 9:55] going to go down with you guys as well. You guys are going to get desperate. You're going
[9:55 - 10:05] to try to think of some way to attack me. Oh and don't even think about what you're
[10:05 - 10:12] trying to team up because if you do that I can get you on conspiracy as well. Which
[10:12 - 10:22] would be another crime under your belt. And in case you don't know what conspiracy is
[10:22 - 10:28] let me explain it to you. Conspiracy is two or more individuals working together towards
[10:28 - 10:40] the same common goal. Which means if you guys even think about working together to
[10:40 - 10:49] try to fuck with me and take me down guess what? That's conspiracy. And all three y'all
[10:49 - 11:04] will be screwed. So trust me when I say Marty, Matthew, and Gloryhole I'm not fucking around.
[11:04 - 11:09] Y'all want to play hardball? Well guess what? I can play hardball but I can do it better
[11:09 - 11:21] than any of you. For real. I'm not playing around. If you guys want to come at me then
[11:21 - 11:31] buy me and feel free. But at this point I'm untouchable. You guys aren't. I've got my
[11:31 - 11:42] shit together. You don't. And don't think about conspiring on here either because guess
[11:42 - 11:50] what? All I have to do is record everything. Cause you guys seem to fail to realize that
[11:50 - 11:57] I am in every single server that you guys are in. Every single little Discord server
[11:57 - 12:02] that you are in, Gloryhole, that you're in, Matthew, that you're in Marty. I'm in all
[12:02 - 12:10] three of your guys' servers. So I see exactly what you say and what you do. Y'all there
[12:10 - 12:20] is a chain of me and some people. I don't say shit. I sit back and I observe. I watch.
[12:20 - 12:31] I see what you say. And guess what? I can take every bit of that evidence and use it
[12:31 - 12:42] to my advantage. So essentially you're just giving me what I want which is evidence to
[12:42 - 12:58] use against you. You're just making yourself look stupid. You really are. You're just making
[12:58 - 13:10] yourself look that much stupider. So if I were you, I wouldn't fuck with me because
[13:10 - 13:19] I got you beat by a long shot you bitch. I got you beat by a long shot you dumb fucking
[13:19 - 13:27] piece of shit bro. I got you so fucking beat that it won't take two seconds for a judge
[13:27 - 13:39] to see how stupid you are. You ain't beating me bitch. With me you've met your match.
[13:39 - 13:51] With the others, you may have gotten away with it with them but not with me. Alright.
[13:51 - 13:58] So if I were you my asshole, I'd rethink my strategy. I'd think about getting a new
[13:58 - 14:09] job because this one ain't working out for you. It really ain't working out for you
[14:09 - 14:25] my asshole. If I were you I'd find a new hobby. Oh it's going to be criminal. It's very much
[14:25 - 14:36] going to be criminal court because what these people have done on it very much is criminal.
[14:36 - 14:42] See the only reason why the Akron PD here see it as civil because they don't want to
[14:42 - 14:50] deal with it. That's all it is. They don't want to deal with the paperwork. But trust
[14:50 - 15:04] me when I say this case will go to a criminal court. I can guarantee it. So Marty, Micehole,
[15:04 - 15:09] Gloryhole we can do this one of two ways. The way I see it we can do this one of two
[15:09 - 15:20] ways. You guys can continue to fuck with me. I can drag all three of you to court at one
[15:20 - 15:35] time. Expose you for the pieces of shit that you guys are. Win my case. Walk out. Or alright
[15:35 - 15:43] on top of that you guys get arrested and go to jail or prison depending on what the
[15:43 - 16:02] judge decides. Or you guys can save yourselves the hassle and just leave me the fuck alone.
[16:02 - 16:12] Because as it stands I have more than enough evidence to convict all three of you motherfuckers.
[16:12 - 16:16] I have more than enough evidence to convict all three of you motherfuckers for the shit
[16:16 - 16:32] you've done to me. So if I were you I wouldn't fuck around. I would seriously think about
[16:32 - 16:51] finding a new job. Because you ain't beating me. Face it Gloryhole you're beat. All you
[16:51 - 16:56] have are videos that you post about me to try to get me riled up but they ain't gonna
[16:56 - 17:07] work no more kid. It is not gonna work anymore. See the problem with you Gloryhole is that
[17:07 - 17:30] you think you're so overconfident. And trust me I know what your voice sounds like. I've
[17:30 - 17:42] got to graduate. But what confuses me is this. What confuses me about you is this Gloryhole.
[17:42 - 17:51] What's an IT guy like you doing wasting his time on the internet being a bully? I mean
[17:51 - 18:09] why are you wasting your time? Why are you wasting your time doing dumb shit? I mean
[18:09 - 18:13] surely you've got better shit to do with your time than to sit up on the internet
[18:13 - 18:36] and talk shit. Alright if you think that I'm full of shit try to prove me wrong. Go
[18:36 - 18:44] ahead. Cause everything that you've ever posted about me Gloryhole I've been able to throw
[18:44 - 18:50] back in your face. And we all know that shit with Roman Reigns and all that other shit
[18:50 - 19:07] we all know that that's fake. We all know that's fake shit. So Gloryhole do yourself
[19:07 - 19:15] a favor shut the fuck up and get a real fucking job. Alright you're an IT guy it shouldn't
[19:15 - 19:22] be that hard for you to get a job. It really shouldn't I mean come on dude. You're an IT
[19:22 - 19:29] tech guy. It shouldn't be that hard for you to get a fucking job. Alright you graduated
[19:29 - 19:37] from college. I mean it shouldn't be that hard for you to get a job doing IT work.
[19:37 - 19:47] So my question to you is why are you sitting on the internet wasting your time like a pussy?
[19:47 - 20:03] Like you're an IT guy you should actually be doing computer work instead of wasting
[20:03 - 20:10] it on the internet like a fucking retard. And yes I say wasting it on the internet like
[20:10 - 20:20] a retard because what you do on the internet is retarded. It truly is. Well you got people
[20:20 - 20:31] like me that are creatives that actually can make a living off of what we do. And I've
[20:31 - 20:47] proven that I can do so. And Tacos where's your proof that it's a lie? Where's your
[20:47 - 20:53] proof? I'd love to see his proof that you think what I'm saying is a lie. I would love
[20:53 - 21:08] to see your proof because clearly you ain't got none. Oh no I want to see the text. I
[21:08 - 21:18] want to see the text of the supposed proof. I want to see what you say in the comments.
[21:18 - 21:27] I want to see this shit. And no I'm not going to panel up. You're going to post this shit
[21:27 - 21:32] in the comments because I want to see the fucking proof. I want to see that shit in
[21:32 - 21:38] the comments for myself. Not on some fucking panel. Fuck paneling up. That ain't going
[21:38 - 21:58] to happen. I want to see the proof. You can go ahead and call me a coward. I don't give
[21:58 - 22:22] a fuck. Go ahead and call me a coward all you want. I really don't care. I really don't.
[22:22 - 22:31] Because at the end of the day none of you assholes that follow this narrative like all
[22:31 - 22:50] y'all in the comments that follow this bullshit narrative you got no real lives. Here's the
[22:50 - 23:02] thing. It doesn't take screenshots to prove or disprove something. You can type in plain
[23:02 - 23:13] ass text motherfucker. You can clearly type in plain ass text. Proving or disproving something.
[23:13 - 23:29] Kinda hard. But I said all y'all in the comments that are calling me a coward and that's not
[23:29 - 23:36] y'all are just mad because I got you motherfuckers figured out. You're mad. And I already know
[23:36 - 23:44] what you're going to say. Oh he's projecting. No I'm not projecting. It's just you guys
[23:44 - 23:54] can't handle the truth. You guys can't handle the truth of what I say. See you guys have
[23:54 - 24:04] no lies. You guys have no lies. So when somebody like me comes along and tells the truth you
[24:04 - 24:13] call it projecting. You call it projecting because you have no lies. You're miserable.
[24:13 - 24:21] You're upset. You're upset at the fact that I got your little game figured out and that
[24:21 - 24:37] I'm not playing along. Because I'm not. I'm not playing along. Never have never will.
[24:37 - 24:44] Now I've never once lied. I could tell you that straight to your damn face. Not once
[24:44 - 24:50] in my entire life have I ever lied about anything. Especially during all this. One
[24:50 - 24:57] reason why I have to lie. Especially knowing that you motherfuckers make up screenshots
[24:57 - 25:07] to make me look bad. Why would I do that? Knowing that you guys already have screenshots
[25:07 - 25:15] that were made up and cut and tasted together. Why would I need to lie? I mean I could have
[25:15 - 25:22] if I wanted to but why would I need to? It makes no sense. Why would I need to lie knowing
[25:22 - 25:30] that you motherfuckers got screenshots literally showing how guilty you are. Come on let's
[25:30 - 25:37] be honest. Y'all love to kind of taste screenshots together to make me look like shit. We already
[25:37 - 26:02] know this. Well it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that y'all love to
[26:02 - 26:10] make shit up about me. I mean I see everything bro. I really do. I see everything you guys
[26:10 - 26:24] say. I see how you guys cut and taste screenshots together to make me look like shit. And it
[26:24 - 26:37] just ain't gonna work no more. Now with that being said, glory, holy mass almighty. Get
[26:37 - 26:48] off your asses and get a real job fools. Wait seriously, get off your asses and get
[26:48 - 27:02] a real job. Stop attacking motherfuckers. Stop targeting people. Because like I said,
[27:02 - 27:06] I have more than enough evidence to have you guys locked away for the rest of your
[27:06 - 27:16] miserable lives. And do I want to go down that road? Not necessarily but it is open
[27:16 - 27:28] as an option just in case. So if I was you, Marnie, and Madeline Gloria, I'd suggest
[27:28 - 27:45] finding a new hobby. Here's the thing. I don't need to show shit. Because I know the
[27:45 - 27:54] truth. My people know the truth. And you guys know that I know the truth. So why would I
[27:54 - 28:07] need to show something that I already know? Because there's an old saying that goes around.
[28:07 - 28:14] There's a very old saying from back in the day that still stands true. A real man doesn't
[28:14 - 28:22] need to prove his worth. A real man doesn't need to prove that he's tough. And me? I
[28:22 - 28:35] ain't got a damn thing to prove. I don't need to prove shit. And you all know it.
[28:35 - 28:48] I don't need to prove a goddamn thing to anyone you fucking losers. So y'all can run around
[28:48 - 28:56] with your fake ass screenshots. And whatever y'all can run around and talk shit or whatever
[28:56 - 29:01] that's on you. But me, I've actually got a real life to live. I've actually got real
[29:01 - 29:17] money to make on other sites other than here. Okay, I've actually got a real fucking life.
[29:17 - 29:26] And to grandma Sally, a real man isn't a fucking pussy like you, you fucking computer nerd.
[29:26 - 29:36] A real man doesn't hide behind bullshit like you. So I said, I mean, y'all can sit there,
[29:36 - 29:42] y'all can continue to run and hide behind y'alls fake ass screenshots, make shit up.
[29:42 - 29:50] At the end of the day, it don't fucking faze me. So like I said, I gotta get back to work
[29:50 - 29:57] because I got another platform that I need to be on to make money and know it ain't Twitch.
[29:57 - 30:07] So don't be going to look in because you ain't gonna find it. Even if I was on Twitch,
[30:07 - 30:24] you still ain't gonna find it. So yeah, with that being said, I got shit to do. And all
[30:24 - 30:31] y'all trolls, have fun being fucking losers. Have fun living your in your little fantasy
[30:31 - 30:44] world. I know, and that's actually what I'm working on. So all y'all trolls, have fun
[30:44 - 30:53] living in your little fantasy realm. Because I've actually got real shit to do. And that's
[30:53 - 31:02] all glory hole. Marty, this is my one warning to you before y'all, before I hop off here.
[31:02 - 31:10] Cut the crap out. This is your warning to cease and desist. This is a verbal cease
[31:10 - 31:15] and desist warning to you guys. Because if you don't, well, you guys know what's going
[31:15 - 31:20] to happen. You're going to get drunk in the court and you're going to get fucked over.
[31:20 - 31:26] So have fun. Peace.

[0:00 - 0:07] What is up everybody? We are back.
[0:07 - 0:22] Let's go here honey.
[0:23 - 0:30] Let me pin this comment real quick.
[0:30 - 0:51] Hey come on what's up? Let me pin this comment real quick.
[0:51 - 0:57] It's going to be a continuation of last time.
[0:57 - 1:16] I have a link to my SoundCloud album. I do have a three track album. I will send that to you in a private message on discord.
[1:16 - 1:26] You guys don't know I did drop a three track dubstep album reminiscing on some old stuff so yeah.
[1:26 - 1:43] And there will be a music video from one of them too, which I'm very excited about.
[1:44 - 1:53] Once the other platforms I use to post music, I go through a digital distributor.
[1:53 - 2:13] I go through the digital distributor Amuse to release all my music on all major platforms and as a matter of fact, one of those songs I will actually be releasing a music video for here in a few days.
[2:13 - 2:24] I got you cool. I know it dude. No problem at all. I got you.
[2:24 - 2:31] Did I get the cash out? Yeah for what song were you wanting dude?
[2:40 - 2:43] Yo going rebel what up?
[2:43 - 2:49] Yo what song you want with my radio head Jam?
[3:02 - 3:12] I literally did that one last night dude. Is there any other song? Any other band? I actually did that one last night already.
[3:12 - 3:23] Is there another one or another band that you like that you enjoy? Because I did that one last night like three different times.
[3:23 - 3:45] Yeah I did what up? Did I do stitch covers? Yes I did.
[3:46 - 3:58] Dude that one is so old I don't even know. I don't even know if I can do that one in Stitch's voice.
[4:01 - 4:18] Because the octave on that one is such a high level.
[4:19 - 4:28] I'm just saying dude like that high level even for me as a vocalist hitting that high level of that shit is tough.
[4:28 - 4:40] I tell you what though Jam because those are hard songs for me to do and I already did those ones last night I'll make it up with something awesome.
[4:41 - 4:50] I got you on some old school shit though don't worry.
[4:50 - 4:58] I'm not going to say how old but it'll be old.
[4:58 - 5:16] I'm not saying what year I'm not saying what generation but it'll be old.
[5:16 - 6:01] I'm not saying what generation but it'll be old.
[6:01 - 6:21] Introducing discover online privacy protection.
[6:22 - 10:59] I'm not saying what generation but it'll be old.
[11:00 - 11:08] Alright, next up, what we got?
[11:08 - 11:12] What do we got? What do we got? What do we got?
[11:12 - 11:16] What song y'all want to do next, man?
[11:16 - 11:20] Send that cash over and I got you on whatever song you need me to do, man.
[11:20 - 11:25] Just send that shit over. Let's fucking get it.
[11:25 - 11:58] Can you guys hear me now?
[12:26 - 12:30] Alright, y'all want this song? Whatever's really bad, right?
[12:30 - 12:34] Let's go.
[12:47 - 12:51] Alright, what song? Send the $5 over to cash share for PayPal.
[12:51 - 12:55] Let me know when you send it and pick out what song you want me to do.
[13:08 - 13:27] I just had one request, but hey, it's all good. It's still something.
[13:27 - 13:31] It's better than nothing, bro. Just saying. It's better than nothing, dude.
[13:31 - 13:35] Getting a little bit of pay. It's better than no pay at all. Just saying.
[14:02 - 14:08] Listen to me, y'all killed it last night on the stream, man. You guys fucking killed it last night. Just saying.
[14:08 - 14:11] Y'all fucking murked it last night, dude.
[14:11 - 14:18] And my boys, that bully here seen the whole damn thing go down, dude, from the very jump.
[14:18 - 14:25] Y'all fucking rocked it last night, dude. For real, you guys killed that shit.
[14:34 - 14:38] Because they are the reasons why I got fucked over.
[14:38 - 14:43] See, Marty and Tyler are the reasons why I got fucked over.
[14:43 - 14:48] Marty and Tyler are the reason why I'm in the situation that I'm in now,
[14:48 - 14:53] where I'm trying to climb back out and get to where I should have been a long time ago.
[15:04 - 15:11] And speak of the devil. One of the legends probably is. I don't care.
[15:18 - 15:26] Boy, just wondering, man. But, yo, anti. Yo, anti-bullies.
[15:26 - 15:35] Just wondering, man, when I do these songs, are you able to hear me over the songs, bro? Because if you can hear me, I know these guys can.
[15:42 - 15:49] Because if you can hear me, I know they can, bro. So I didn't know. Yo, anti-bullies. Can you hear me whenever I do this song? Are you able to hear me over them?
[16:03 - 16:08] Oh, hello. Let me see what's going on here.
[16:17 - 16:25] I gotta be honest, Marty, again. Yep. It's old St. Nick, once again.
[16:31 - 16:32] Reject.
[16:38 - 16:39] I'm not gonna do that.
[16:45 - 16:47] I'm just gonna let it ring, fucking.
[16:56 - 16:57] Fucking.
[17:08 - 17:10] There's a fucking douche.
[17:15 - 17:19] There's a out there kind of guy.
[17:27 - 17:35] Yeah, well, I don't care. I don't want that douche bags money. He can keep that shit. Besides, I don't know where that money's been.
[17:35 - 17:41] I don't know what he's done with it. I don't know where I chose from. So I don't want nothing to do with it.
[17:46 - 17:56] Like I said, I don't know where that money's been. I don't know if he stole it or what or was laundering money. I don't know. I'm not willing to risk it.
[17:57 - 18:00] See what I'm saying? I'm not willing to risk that shit.
[18:00 - 18:05] I don't deal with dirty money. I don't do that.
[18:05 - 18:12] I deal with clean money. You know, you guys, the fans, the good people, y'all motherfuckers.
[18:22 - 18:27] Like I said, I call what you want. Dirty money, blood money, laundering money, call it whatever you want.
[18:27 - 18:31] I don't do deals with people like Marty that are scumbags.
[18:31 - 18:40] Now, people like Anti-Bully who actually do real fucking business, those are the motherfuckers I do dealings with.
[18:40 - 18:49] Guys like Anti-Bully that actually do really good stuff and have actually shown that their business proficient
[18:50 - 18:54] and actually know what they're doing and aren't out to fuck people over.
[18:54 - 18:56] Those are the kinds of people that I rock with.
[18:56 - 19:06] And y'all see on the local word, dude, did you get the email?
[19:06 - 19:11] Like, were you able to get everything mixed and mastered okay or what's up?
[19:11 - 19:14] Or do you need me to redo them or what's up?
[19:23 - 19:30] Oh, and speaking of what, I'm actually great. I'm glad you brought that up, Go Jam, because starting tomorrow,
[19:30 - 19:38] the first design of my brand new clothing line that I am starting tomorrow,
[19:39 - 19:46] called Tokyo Streetwear, will be dropping on the store tomorrow at noon for you guys.
[19:51 - 19:52] Oh, you're good, you're good.
[19:52 - 19:58] And like I said, this is Anti-Man, I know you, bro, you're good, you're good, dude, you're good people.
[19:58 - 20:00] You know I trust you, man.
[20:05 - 20:09] Sorry, dude, that is a no-go on the preview, on the merch,
[20:09 - 20:15] because I have a buddy of mine who helped me out with it, and I promised him I wouldn't reveal it.
[20:15 - 20:22] Because he wants me to make this the dopest fucking merch for you guys,
[20:22 - 20:27] so you guys will see it when it drops, I can promise you that.
[20:36 - 20:39] And it drops tomorrow at 1 p.m.
[20:39 - 20:45] The full store will be up and running by 1 p.m. tomorrow afternoon with merch ready to roll.
[20:47 - 20:55] We're talking shirts, hoodies, fucking all kinds of shit, you guys will see when it drops.
[20:58 - 21:01] And yes, I do own the Tokyo Streetwear brand name,
[21:01 - 21:04] thanks to a friend of mine hooking me up with the proper stuff.
[21:04 - 21:11] I now currently own, inheriting any contract and trademark terms,
[21:11 - 21:17] I now own the Tokyo Streetwear brand, so thanks to my buddy that hooked me up with that shit, I appreciate it.
[21:25 - 21:31] I structure and personalize autographs, man, I don't charge for that shit, dude, like,
[21:31 - 21:37] if somebody wants like an autograph and I see you out in public, yeah, I'll sign something for you.
[21:39 - 21:44] Or if, you know, you guys want something, like if I do an art piece and you guys buy it,
[21:44 - 21:49] I'll automatically autograph it and sign it, I don't believe in having to pay for that.
[21:49 - 21:54] The only thing I believe in paying for is the artwork or whatever it is that you're purchasing.
[21:54 - 21:58] The autograph and the signature, that's free.
[22:03 - 22:05] Oh, you mean signing the shirts.
[22:07 - 22:11] I will work on that, that actually is a neat idea.
[22:22 - 22:25] Bro, CDs are fucking old school, dude.
[22:25 - 22:27] So are tapes, man, holy shit.
[22:27 - 22:30] You're talking old school shit, bro.
[22:32 - 22:37] And yeah, I do, man, I've still got like a whole fucking drawer full of fucking shadowboard ready to roll.
[22:41 - 22:43] Well, I've signed your change.
[22:43 - 22:55] How do I know you're not a dude?
[22:55 - 22:56] Just saying.
[23:14 - 23:17] All right, let me dig out one of the other copies.
[23:35 - 23:40] Now, if you guys don't remember, I did go by the moniker Starface for a while.
[23:43 - 23:45] If you guys see these, this is why.
[23:48 - 23:52] I'm wondering, this is what I've always talking about.
[23:54 - 24:00] I did an album a couple of years ago under the moniker, uh, Starface.
[24:00 - 24:03] And this is actually a corn style album.
[24:03 - 24:10] So if you guys like to ban corn and you like new metal, you guys will dig this shit.
[24:26 - 24:28] All right, guys, let me end the stream right here.
[24:28 - 24:30] I'm gonna try to figure out what's going on.
[24:34 - 24:37] Get something seriously going on with the audio.
[24:37 - 24:40] I'm gonna end the stream, figure out what's,
[24:40 - 24:43] I'm gonna figure out what's going on and then I'll hit you guys back up.
[24:43 - 24:45] So yeah, peace.
[24:48 - 24:50] Yo, Johnny Taco, be safe, bruh.

[0:00 - 0:22] (crunching sounds)
[0:22 - 0:26] Oops, I forgot to throw him on piano.
[0:26 - 0:29] That might help!
[0:29 - 0:39] (crunching sounds)
[0:39 - 0:42] Alright, we are good to go.
[0:42 - 0:47] Now, let's hop out of here.
[0:47 - 0:49] Hop into YouTubes.
[0:49 - 0:53] Welcome to Allstate, where the safer you drive, the more you save.
[0:53 - 0:57] Like a glove.
[0:57 - 1:00] Where are the Grinding Crews?
[1:00 - 1:23] (crunching sounds)
[1:23 - 1:25] Hey, thanks, Sarah.
[1:25 - 1:28] I definitely appreciate that.
[1:28 - 1:33] Let's go. Install generators for the...
[1:33 - 1:36] I need a Harmer.
[1:36 - 1:37] Where are you, Harmer?
[1:37 - 1:38] Are you here?
[1:38 - 1:41] Where you at?
[1:41 - 1:49] (crunching sounds)

[0:00 - 0:44] (scissors snipping)

[0:00 - 0:02] Cool.
[0:02 - 25:38] [silence]

[0:00 - 0:11] Thanks for watching!

[0:00 - 0:29] All right, mic check, mic check. Can you guys hear me clearly?
[0:29 - 0:51] Now let's re- (guitar playing)
[0:51 - 2:14] (guitar playing)
[2:14 - 2:30] All right, somebody's fucking with my shit. Hold on guys.

[0:00 - 0:14] Mike Check, Mike Check, are we good? [whistles]
[0:14 - 0:43] Yo CIA, Mike Check, Mike Check man can you hear me? Can you hear me?
[0:43 - 1:00] YEAH!!! Alright, so I had to do that screw just to make sure that it was working.
[1:00 - 1:28] Now, let's start a drill work, shall we? I can't remember who to house it.
[1:28 - 1:48] My heart it will slow on me slow As I take your hand and read you through the
[1:48 - 2:00] door That's music doors, certainly many doors. I'm bouncing by the silver screen,
[2:00 - 2:16] I'm trying to figure out who to house it. I know you're dancing now, it's still TV and fun, oh, oh, oh, so it's easy to pretend.
[2:16 - 2:34] My heart it will slow on me slow As I take your hand and read you through the door
[2:34 - 2:56] That's music doors, certainly many doors, I'm trying to figure out who to house it.
[2:56 - 3:14] My heart it will slow on me slow As I take your hand and read you through the door
[3:14 - 3:18] That's music doors, certainly many doors, I'm trying to figure out who to house it.

[0:00 - 0:06] Do we want to fight? Well, I would love to dethrone that cocky, arrogant Roman rage right now.
[0:06 - 0:10] I think I'm probably the only person on this planet that could do it.

[0:00 - 3:50] ???

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up everybody? I'm not going to make this video very long. As you guys can tell
[0:29 - 0:42] my title there is something seriously going on in my family. For those of you that are
[0:42 - 0:50] on Discord you guys already know what's going on, but for those of you that don't have Discord
[0:50 - 1:02] and you guys don't know, allow me to fill you in. I will sit down working on some music
[1:02 - 1:21] for a brand new album last night. Around 11 o'clock I got called downstairs. I got the
[1:21 - 1:34] unfortunate horrible devastating news that my childhood best friend's dad who was pretty
[1:34 - 1:45] much my godfather because my dad was never around. His dad basically became my father
[1:45 - 1:59] figure. And I got the unfortunate news last night from my mom's and his family that unfortunately
[1:59 - 2:11] my godfather passed away last night. Around I think I said like 8 or 9 o'clock that night
[2:11 - 2:22] he passed away in his sleep from old age. So unfortunately there is not going to be
[2:22 - 2:30] a stream today. I'm going to be taking the day off to focus on not only the finishing
[2:30 - 2:39] of this album but to spend time with my friend and catch up with him and his family and
[2:39 - 2:49] just really just take the day to myself to kind of process all this because losing someone
[2:49 - 2:58] is hard. But when you're as close to somebody as I was to his dad who like I said was pretty
[2:58 - 3:08] much my father figure since I was a kid. When you're that close to someone it hits
[3:08 - 3:16] a lot different than you think it would. And I'm not going to lie when I got that news
[3:16 - 3:27] I completely lost it. Like I completely broke down. I was devastated. I was destroyed. Like
[3:27 - 3:37] words can't even begin to describe the pain that I felt when I got that news. Like even
[3:37 - 3:50] how I'm still trying to I'm still trying to process it. Like it doesn't feel real.
[3:50 - 4:04] Like it feels like it's all a dream. But I unfortunately know that it's not. So like
[4:04 - 4:21] I said today I'm taking the day off to you know not only like I said to finish working
[4:21 - 4:29] up on the album that I started last night but I'm also taking the time to you know
[4:29 - 4:42] grieve hang out with my friend catch up with him and his family and just you know take
[4:42 - 4:52] time away for the day. Because like I said losing someone is hard. But when you're close
[4:52 - 5:04] to them like that close to where they are family to you and it hits differently especially
[5:04 - 5:15] when that person practically raised you as a kid like it it makes it hard a lot harder
[5:15 - 5:26] than what people think. And for those of you that have lost loved ones or family I'm sure
[5:26 - 5:36] you know you guys know the feeling especially when it comes to someone that is a parent
[5:36 - 5:51] is a grandparent a brother a sister an aunt an uncle. Like y'all get what it's like.
[5:51 - 6:09] So it's it's definitely hard man like I've tried laying down to sleep and I've only been
[6:09 - 6:19] able to sleep like maybe three or four hours tops because my mind is just been so just
[6:19 - 6:29] wondering like how why like so many questions. But today I am like I said taking the day
[6:29 - 6:43] off to you know like I said to mourn the loss of my friend's dad to you know finish working
[6:43 - 7:08] on this album that I started working on. And Melon I am going to do something for you really
[7:08 - 7:18] fast I'm going to make you a mod so you can get rid of that fucking person in the chat
[7:18 - 7:42] you need to either be respectful or you can only and if you don't leave on your own one
[7:42 - 8:01] of my mods will gladly remove you plain and simple. So you can either stop or you can
[8:01 - 8:16] leave on your own or as I said one of my mods will remove
[8:16 - 8:46] you themselves. So I'm going to do this. So I'm going to do this. So I'm going to do this.
[8:46 - 9:14] Thank you Melon. I appreciate that man. Oh we don't need that shit period dude.
[9:14 - 9:28] But like I said y'all I hope you guys understand you know why I'm stepping away for the day.
[9:28 - 9:38] Like I said with the death that went on in my family it's very hard because like I said
[9:38 - 9:47] and like I've told many people you know he may not have been family by blood but like
[9:47 - 9:57] I said he practically helped my mom raise me since I was a kid. You know losing somebody
[9:57 - 10:07] that was you know pretty much your dad is definitely very very hard and this is somebody
[10:07 - 10:17] that I've known since literally first grade down there because I met his son who's my
[10:17 - 10:29] best friend who's literally been my closest friend hands down since the first grade that's
[10:29 - 10:37] when I first met and from there our bond just became insufferable and we've been my
[10:37 - 10:45] brothers ever since he's always been my little brother and his mom and dad have always been
[10:45 - 10:58] you know like a second family to me and the least I can do is you know to be there for
[10:58 - 11:08] my friend's family and be there for him and to just take time. But like I said y'all
[11:08 - 11:15] I will be back tomorrow or later on tonight depending on you know how I'm feeling I may
[11:15 - 11:24] be back tonight or I may be back tomorrow but as for today I'm not going to be streaming.
[11:24 - 11:34] Like I said I'm taking the day to you know not only process this but to be there for
[11:34 - 11:45] my friends and his family if they need anything but I just want y'all to know that I do hope
[11:45 - 11:51] that you guys enjoy your day and I'm sorry that you guys aren't going to get a stream
[11:51 - 11:57] today but I promise you guys either tonight or tomorrow I will make it up to you guys
[11:57 - 12:04] I promise you that. But with that being said I love you guys and I hope you guys have
[12:04 - 12:13] a good you know day afternoon evening wherever you guys are out in the world and I will
[12:13 - 12:17] see you guys tomorrow man I love you guys peace.
[12:17 - 12:18] So, thank you very much.
[12:18 - 12:18] [end of transcript]
[12:18 - 12:19] Thank you.

[0:00 - 0:27] What's up? What's going on, everybody? I just want to make this a little bit of a joke.
[0:27 - 0:36] I just want to make this quick video that said I do apologize, but unfortunately I have stuff I have to take care of.
[0:36 - 0:46] Plus, after the end of it went down, I'm just kind of feeling a little bit out of it.
[0:46 - 0:55] So I am going to make it up to you guys later on tonight. I know this doesn't look good on me. I hate, hate, hate doing this.
[0:55 - 1:05] Like, I really do. I fucking hate doing this because it looks bad on me as a streamer.
[1:05 - 1:14] And, yeah. But I do have some real life stuff that I have to handle. I do apologize.
[1:14 - 1:19] I will make it up to you guys later on, though. I promise you outside.
[1:19 - 1:23] But I just know that I love you guys and I'll catch you guys later. Peace.
[1:24 - 1:27] Thank you.

[0:00 - 0:06] Thanks for watching!

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up everybody? Today I want to talk about something very serious. Something that I've
[0:18 - 0:33] dealt with for the last five years and something that we lose too many good people to on an
[0:33 - 0:46] almost daily basis and that thing is suicide as well as bullying. See a lot of y'all people
[0:46 - 1:03] that are young you come on here you run your mouse and push people around for no reason
[1:03 - 1:09] and then you take things to the next level like what you guys did with me when you guys
[1:09 - 1:22] tried to kill me on livestream and it's honestly sickening. We lose too many good fucking people
[1:22 - 1:34] because of suicide and bullying on a daily basis. We lost a lot of really good hearted
[1:34 - 1:49] people over the years. Robin Williams, Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington
[1:49 - 2:01] and then just a couple weeks ago Aaron Carter and then just today one of my childhood heroes
[2:01 - 2:10] and dear friends Jason David Frank who was the inspiration behind me sticking to my artwork
[2:10 - 2:20] and he was the reason why I didn't attempt suicide a third time a couple years ago. When
[2:20 - 2:27] I was pushed to the edge of suicide I had attempted to take my life twice in a row
[2:27 - 2:31] and I was contemplating it a third time but when I reached out to him and spoke to him
[2:31 - 2:40] he kept me from doing it a third time and you guys want to sit here and act like this
[2:40 - 2:48] shit is some sort of game. Y'all want to sit here and act like trolling on the internet
[2:48 - 3:00] doesn't affect people but it does. It really fucking does. This shit affects more people
[3:00 - 3:15] than you guys fucking realize. You same trolls that went after Chris Chan are the same ones
[3:15 - 3:23] that go after me every day. The same trolls that attacked Chris Chan and put him in a
[3:23 - 3:30] really bad position are the same ones that bully me every fucking day of the week by
[3:30 - 3:37] making videos about me, by trolling me, by attacking me, attacking my friends, attacking
[3:37 - 3:48] my family, trying to kill me when I'm on a livestream like you guys did two weeks ago.
[3:48 - 4:11] That's enough. I've lost a lot of good friends growing up to suicide. A lot. And then just
[4:11 - 4:19] today I learned that the man that kept me from taking my own life had passed away. The
[4:19 - 4:26] man who inspired me to keep going and keep living my fucking life and to keep inspiring
[4:26 - 4:34] others the way that he inspired me. This is why y'all need to check on your people
[4:34 - 4:39] man. This is why you guys need to look out for your own, look out for your people, look
[4:39 - 4:48] out for your friends, your family, look out for each other. I know I'm just one person
[4:48 - 4:56] and I know that I can't change the world. But as long as I can help someone get through
[4:56 - 5:02] their fucking day and let them know that someone here cares, then I'm doing my fucking
[5:02 - 5:11] job. I don't, I don't do this shit for the money. I don't. To me, money is just a byproduct
[5:11 - 5:17] of what I do. For me, helping people means more to me than any amount of money in the
[5:17 - 5:31] fucking world. Helping people out through their day. Helping people to understand that
[5:31 - 5:38] they're not alone. Helping people out in any way that I can, whether it be making them
[5:38 - 5:44] laugh, smile, being a good friend. Helping them out in any way I can. That's my fucking
[5:44 - 5:53] job. The money is just a byproduct.
[5:53 - 6:19] Helping people out, whether it be, whether it be being a good friend, whether it be
[6:19 - 6:26] talking them down from suicide, whether it be just helping them out with something,
[6:26 - 6:34] whether, you know, that's being a good friend, helping them out with something, whether
[6:34 - 6:40] that be being a shoulder for them to lean on, being there for them to talk to, letting
[6:40 - 6:45] them know that someone cares. That means more to me than any amount of money in the
[6:45 - 6:54] fucking world. And you fucking trolls, you go around thinking you're so badass but you're
[6:54 - 7:19] fucking not. You're human just like the rest of us. And it's fucking sickening. The fact
[7:19 - 7:26] that you guys can so blatantly sit there and bully someone to the point to where they
[7:26 - 7:49] commit suicide, it's sickening to me. It's sickening to see. Give me just a minute guys,
[7:49 - 8:13] give me just a minute. Give me just a minute. Give me just a minute. Give me just a minute.
[8:13 - 8:42] Give me just a minute.
[8:42 - 9:04] I'm tired of seeing this bullying go over like this. What I want to know, honestly,
[9:04 - 9:15] is how are we going to stop this? When is this shit going to fucking stop? You want
[9:15 - 9:25] to know what I want to do? I'm making this message for anybody out there that has been
[9:25 - 9:35] murdered by Mastrol Mafia, William Gory Holt, Music Biz Marnie, or anybody that's a victim
[9:35 - 9:46] of these people like Chris Shannon was. I'm making this video as a message reaching out
[9:46 - 10:07] to anybody out there who has actually been a victim of these people. If any of you are
[10:07 - 10:16] truly out there, this is for you. I want to gather you guys together so that we can combat
[10:16 - 10:23] this and so that you guys can have a chance to tell your fucking story, so you guys can
[10:23 - 10:34] have a chance to bring this to the light. Because like you guys, I've been a victim
[10:34 - 10:40] of these people for five years now, going on six at the end of this year. And like you
[10:40 - 10:49] guys, I want it to stop. I want all of our stories to be brought to the light so that
[10:49 - 10:58] we can try to fucking put a stop to this bullying. We've already lost way too many
[10:58 - 11:04] people to suicide. Because of these people, there have been a lot of people that have
[11:04 - 11:11] ended their lives because of suicide. Because of these people doing what they do. And I
[11:11 - 11:16] for one am sick and tired of just standing here and not doing nothing and not being able
[11:16 - 11:32] to do nothing. I want you guys that have been victimized to be able to tell your story and
[11:32 - 11:38] to help bring this situation to the light. Because two weeks ago, I was almost killed
[11:38 - 11:44] by these trolls. These same trolls that attacked you guys were the same ones that tried to
[11:44 - 12:07] kill me two weeks ago. And I'll be honest, I'm tired of seeing this crap go on. No one
[12:07 - 12:16] deserves to get bullied. No one. Yes, I may have done stuff out of self defense, but that's
[12:16 - 12:31] not a bullying. That's me defending myself and fighting back. Because I'm sick and tired
[12:31 - 12:40] of just sitting here and watching good people get hurt because of bullying. And it kills
[12:40 - 12:51] me seeing these these good people that are just like us. Sadly taking their own lives
[12:51 - 13:03] because of these people. It's sickening to me. I'd say it's about goddamn time we fucking
[13:03 - 13:12] fight back. I'd say it's about goddamn time we do something about it. Because I'm tired
[13:12 - 13:24] of fucking seeing this shit happen. It's not fair to you guys that you guys have to
[13:24 - 13:53] be so shut in in the dark that you don't want to say anything.
[13:53 - 14:00] I'm tired of seeing this shit go on. And for those of you guys that have been bullied
[14:00 - 14:06] by these same people that bully me, I want you to know that I am so sorry that you went
[14:06 - 14:18] through that. And just like you, I'm a victim as well. And I want to help you guys. I want
[14:18 - 14:33] to fucking help you fight back. I want to help you guys to be able to tell your story.
[14:33 - 14:41] And I'm not talking just some stupid troll shit. No. I mean, I want the real you guys,
[14:41 - 14:46] the real victims to be able to come out and tell your story about what these people have
[14:46 - 15:14] put you through.
[15:14 - 15:21] No one deserves this. And for those of you that have attempted suicide and survived because
[15:21 - 15:32] of these people, I want you to know that I'm with you because I was that person. I
[15:32 - 15:41] am a victim. I am a survivor of suicide two times over. And what is that third if my
[15:41 - 15:49] friends and family and people like Jason David Frank had not stepped in. I would not be
[15:49 - 16:01] here right now if it was not for any of them. And you trolls can sit there and laugh all
[16:01 - 16:08] you want and say what you want, but your little shitty comments don't fucking matter.
[16:08 - 16:27] You think that they do, but they really don't. You guys can, you trolls can sit there and
[16:27 - 16:42] laugh all you want, say what you want. Your fucking shitty comments, they don't matter.
[16:42 - 17:08] They really don't. These people have done a lot of fucked up things to me as well.
[17:08 - 17:18] Not just you guys. These people have done some of the most sickening things that you
[17:18 - 17:36] could ever imagine. These people told me into making disgusting videos that they then took
[17:36 - 17:47] and ran all over the internet with. And it's sickening. I'm tired of being a victim of
[17:47 - 17:59] these people. And for those of you out there that are victims, I want to help you. I want
[17:59 - 18:12] to help you fight back in any way that I can. I want you guys to be able to reach out to
[18:12 - 18:29] me and to not be afraid. Your story deserves to be told just as much as mine does. These
[18:29 - 18:38] people have been bullying me going on six years now and it's not okay. It's never okay
[18:38 - 18:51] to bully someone. It's never okay to put someone to suicide. That shit is never okay. Yes,
[18:51 - 18:57] I've said and done a lot of things that I do regret. But let me tell you something,
[18:57 - 19:11] all those things I said and did, I was forced into. I was bullied into. And I'm tired of
[19:11 - 19:26] just sitting here and being fucking quiet about it. Too many people take their lives
[19:26 - 19:35] every day from suicide. And you want to know what the number one, the number one contributor
[19:35 - 19:48] to suicide is? Bullying. The number one cause of suicide in the US alone, nine times out
[19:48 - 20:03] of 10 is bullying, whether it be on the internet or in real life. This shit needs to stop.
[20:03 - 20:07] I'm tired of watching good people and their lives because of this crap.
[20:07 - 20:35] And that is true toxic Avenger. That's another one. Over 23.
[20:35 - 20:57] Veterans take their lives every day from PTSD. Think about that. That's 23 veterans a day
[20:57 - 21:23] that take their lives because of PTSD. That's a lot of people. Now you take that number
[21:23 - 21:33] through victims of bullying and PTSD and multiply that by a year. Multiply all those people
[21:33 - 21:58] by a year. That's too many. Now they're doing construction on the outside of the house.
[21:58 - 22:08] You're definitely right. One suicide is too many. It should be zero. It really should
[22:08 - 22:34] be zero.
[22:34 - 23:02] But I'll be honest guys, I'm tired of seeing this shit go on. I'm tired of seeing this
[23:02 - 23:14] bullying on the internet going on. I'm sick and tired of seeing the bullying happen. I'm
[23:14 - 23:21] sick and tired of the trolling and I'm sure as hell I'm sick and tired of the suicide.
[23:21 - 23:30] I've already lost a lot of good friends growing up to suicide. And I lost a lot of heroes
[23:30 - 23:38] that I looked up to over the past few years. And then today I lost my number one childhood
[23:38 - 23:56] hero that inspired me to keep living and to keep fighting. And you guys stay here. You
[23:56 - 24:02] run around with your fucking shitty comments every day like you're badasses. Motherfuckers,
[24:02 - 24:29] you ain't shit. You trolls ain't shit.
[24:29 - 24:41] You trolls are trash. And you are going to be stopped one way or another. I might not
[24:41 - 24:45] be able to do it alone, but with the right help and the right people, trust me when
[24:45 - 25:14] I say all your victims, including me, will be fighting back. This shit ain't right.
[25:14 - 25:27] Which is why starting as soon as this stream ends, I'm going to be putting together a petition
[25:27 - 25:33] to try to put a stop to this shit. And I'm going to be reaching out to a good friend
[25:33 - 25:43] of mine that I'm actually working with on this to try to stop this. Because I would
[25:43 - 25:50] rather save a life than to sit there and do nothing. I would rather try to help someone
[25:50 - 25:55] than to be another victim. I would rather help someone knowing that I've saved their
[25:55 - 26:02] life than to just sit there and let them go through it. Because I've been through
[26:02 - 26:08] enough already. I've been through it way too many times already to know that no one
[26:08 - 26:15] deserves this shit. No one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves to be put at the
[26:15 - 26:25] brink of suicide. No one deserves to be trolled. No one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves
[26:25 - 26:42] to lose their life. So I will leave you guys with this. For those of you that are dealing
[26:42 - 26:54] with suicide, as somebody that's a survivor of it twice over, I just want to say just
[26:54 - 27:05] please don't do it. It's not worth it. You ending your own life is a permanent solution
[27:05 - 27:12] to a temporary problem. Trust me when I say that suicide is never the answer. And it's
[27:12 - 27:23] not worth it. No matter what you're going through, suicide is never the fucking answer.
[27:23 - 27:29] And I know it might seem hard what you're going through. But trust me when I say you
[27:29 - 27:40] can get through this. If I can get through it, so can you. And just know that you guys
[27:40 - 27:47] have somebody here that genuinely cares about you. Not just as a YouTuber, as an influencer,
[27:47 - 27:57] but as a person, as a human being, I care about you. All you out there that, you know,
[27:57 - 28:03] all of you out there that go through depression, that go through suicide, I want you guys
[28:03 - 28:10] to know that I am with you and I stand with you 100%. And I want to help you. And just
[28:10 - 28:19] please know that I care. I genuinely, genuinely care. And I'm not just blowing smoke up your
[28:19 - 28:34] ass. I actually care. Because I've been where you're at. I've been on the edge. I've been
[28:34 - 28:39] where you've been at. And it's no fun place to be. And trust me when I say I know it's
[28:39 - 28:44] like to feel like the whole world is against you. I know what it feels like to know, to
[28:44 - 28:50] feel like no one cares. Like no one gives a shit. Like you're better off dead. I know
[28:50 - 28:58] what it's like to wake up and wish you had not woken up. I know it's like to go to sleep
[28:58 - 29:03] at night hoping and praying to God that you don't wake up the next day and that you somehow
[29:03 - 29:09] rather get taken from this world. I know what that's like because I lived through it for
[29:09 - 29:23] the last five years. And I want you to know that I care. And that you guys have somebody
[29:23 - 29:29] here that actually cares about you and understand what it's like to go through that. And that
[29:29 - 29:35] you're not alone in this fight. You have someone here that gives a fuck about you,
[29:35 - 29:40] that cares about you, that wants to talk to you, that wants to listen, that wants to
[29:40 - 29:50] help you in any way that I can. Fuck all these trolls. Fuck whoever is talking down to you.
[29:50 - 29:56] I want you to know that even if you don't know me, I'm your friend. I care about you.
[29:56 - 30:15] I've got your back. Fuck what these other people say. I got your back. I'm your friend.
[30:15 - 30:24] I'm here for you. And just know that suicide is not the answer. Keep living your life.
[30:24 - 30:35] Keep fighting. Do it for yourself. Do it for those around you that care. For those that
[30:35 - 30:47] care, do it for them. And if not for them, do it for yourself. Don't go out like this.
[30:47 - 31:16] It's not worth it. Trust me, it's not. As I'm sure you can see, I get bullied all
[31:16 - 31:21] the time. Just take a look at the comments in this stream right now. People in the comments
[31:21 - 31:28] right now run their mouths talking shit because they think they're badasses, but really they're
[31:28 - 31:34] just weak. They're weak-minded, pathetic people that aren't doing anything with their
[31:34 - 31:42] lives. That's all the trolls are. They are weak-minded, pathetic people that are projecting
[31:42 - 31:49] their own insecurities onto you and to myself because they don't want to face the reality
[31:49 - 32:00] of what's going on. They don't want to do something about their own life and because
[32:00 - 32:14] of that, they feel miserable, so they have to take it out on people like us for no reason.
[32:14 - 32:31] And these people hide behind their names, they hide behind their comments and for what?
[32:31 - 32:43] You're talking to somebody that had somebody try to kill him two weeks ago because I tell
[32:43 - 32:57] the truth. I tell the truth like it is and I don't hold back. I would rather stand alone
[32:57 - 33:16] and tell the truth than to sit down and be quiet and not do anything. So you know what
[33:16 - 33:27] you're saying? And I say fuck suicide. Fuck the trolls. Fuck the hatred. Let's fucking
[33:27 - 33:39] stand up and do something about it. Oh, and Jared Genesis, fuck you, you piece of shit.
[33:39 - 33:45] You're a fucking cloud chaser. That's all you are. You're a pathetic fucking cloud
[33:45 - 33:50] chaser. You're looking for 15 seconds of fame. Well, guess what, kid? Enjoy a while
[33:50 - 34:01] at last. You got your 15 seconds, asshole. You got your 15 seconds. And guess what?
[34:01 - 34:07] You can take that 15 seconds of fame and shove it up your fucking ass for supporting
[34:07 - 34:13] bullying and suicide and laughing about someone's death. You can take your clout and you can
[34:13 - 34:22] just shove it up your fucking ass. Take your 15 seconds of fame and go fuck yourself. It's
[34:22 - 34:30] people like you that I can't stand. You want to sit there and laugh about someone's suicide?
[34:30 - 34:38] You ain't ever been on the edge of suicide, boy. I guarantee you ain't ever been there.
[34:38 - 34:45] I have. So I have every right to speak on it. I have been there. And I know I'm not
[34:45 - 34:54] the only one. So trust me when I say, Jared, you need to shut the fuck up. Because one
[34:54 - 34:57] of these days, kid, you're going to run you around for the wrong duty. And you know what
[34:57 - 35:04] they're going to do? They're going to fucking beat your ass. Don't believe me? Keep on
[35:04 - 35:10] doing what you're doing. Fuck with the wrong dude. Watch how fast you get your ass beat.
[35:10 - 35:16] And I'm not threatening you. I'm talking real fucking life, dude. You don't straighten the
[35:16 - 35:21] fuck up and stop your crap. One of these days, you're going to attack the wrong dude and
[35:21 - 35:31] they're going to fucking beat your ass and you're going to regret what you did. But
[35:31 - 35:39] that's for the rest of you guys. All you guys that have shown love and support during these
[35:39 - 35:45] times, I want to say thank you. All you guys that have been there for me over the years,
[35:45 - 35:53] thank you. And for anybody out there that does like the message behind this, I'd like
[35:53 - 36:04] to say thank you. And with that being said, I got a petition to start getting ready. So
[36:04 - 36:20] I say this, fuck suicide and fuck bullying and fuck the trolls. I'm out, guys. Hashtag
[36:20 - 36:25] fuck bullying and hashtag fuck suicide.