2021-7-2 STANDING UP TO SUICIDE AND BULLYING

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[0:24 - 0:26] What's good everybody?
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[0:32 - 0:34] How is everybody this evening?
[0:34 - 0:40] I hope y'all are doing well this evening.
[0:40 - 0:48] I really do. I actually hope that you guys are having a good day and a good evening for sure.
[0:51 - 0:57] Shout out to Billy. Shout out to Billy Bambam. What up Bambam, how you doing bro?
[0:57 - 1:11] But before I start doing anything, I don't mean anything, I want to speak on something.
[1:16 - 1:23] I want to speak on behalf of all the people that Kate has victimized.
[1:23 - 1:32] All the people that Kate aka Masshole Reports and her little friends
[1:32 - 1:37] have bullied and whose lives she has ruined.
[1:41 - 1:48] See the thing about you Kate is this, you think you got the upper hand on me
[1:48 - 1:54] just because you tried to turn my friends against me which you failed at.
[1:54 - 2:01] You only turned maybe one or two against me or got them to question me.
[2:01 - 2:06] But for this they didn't really turn on me.
[2:10 - 2:16] You see all the people that you tried to turn against me are still very tight knit close with me.
[2:16 - 2:20] And you think they're not, ask them.
[2:20 - 2:24] They'll tell you.
[2:24 - 2:32] And if they don't tell you, I know why. It's because they don't want the drama in their life
[2:32 - 2:37] which I can respect. I can 110% respect that.
[2:39 - 2:47] Because nobody wants high school drama in their life. No one wants that crap.
[2:47 - 2:55] That's all just mindless robotic bullshit that needs to stop.
[3:03 - 3:12] Now like I said, I'm not here just standing up for myself. I'm here standing up to everybody
[3:12 - 3:24] that you bullied. Everyone that people like you and Juggalo 972 and Juggalo Drama Alerts
[3:28 - 3:36] have pushed around for years. I'm here to stand up to all the people
[3:36 - 3:42] that have done this bullying and I'm here to stand up and be the voice for those
[3:42 - 3:46] who have you bullied. Whose wives you've ruined.
[3:51 - 4:00] Because let me tell you right now, no one and I mean no one deserves the bullying that you give them.
[4:00 - 4:12] Because let me tell you right now, kid.
[4:12 - 4:17] You think you got the upper hand just because you got friends
[4:18 - 4:24] pulling my family and my friends into your little group chat on Facebook and I know you're
[4:24 - 4:31] watching this too. I know you're watching it. See you guys in the group chat,
[4:31 - 4:40] you guys in the group chat that are on Facebook that I know are watching this right now. For
[4:40 - 4:47] those of you that were sitting there saying that you were wrong about me, you were wrong about me.
[4:47 - 4:57] You really were because I'm not the evil person that Kate's making me out to be.
[4:57 - 5:05] And these fine young ladies and these fine young men and women right here in the chat could tell
[5:05 - 5:20] you for a fact that I'm not an evil person but I do get pushed way too much. Oh I know it. Well,
[5:20 - 5:25] I know this dude. I've seen this man in my chat a few times. Now you do it, Charlie.
[5:33 - 5:40] Like I said, kid, you can bully me, you can bash me, you can make fun of me,
[5:40 - 5:49] you can talk crap about me, you can try, keyword, try to turn my friends against me,
[5:49 - 5:54] you can talk all the crap about me that you want to talk.
[5:57 - 6:05] Then there's the one thing I won't do is sit by and let you ruin other's lives as you attempt
[6:05 - 6:13] to ruin mine. For far too long you've been doing this and I think it's about somebody in time
[6:13 - 6:18] that somebody like myself comes in and puts a stop to it.
[6:24 - 6:29] Do unto others as they would do unto you. Treat others with the respect
[6:29 - 6:32] that you would like to be treated with.
[6:32 - 6:42] Did you seem to forget those words of humanity?
[6:42 - 6:49] Those are two very important rules that obviously you forgot.
[6:50 - 6:58] See, I treat everybody with respect. Until they give me a reason to not respect them,
[6:58 - 7:01] I show them the utmost respect.
[7:01 - 7:09] Even when I hear they're supposedly talking crap about me,
[7:09 - 7:16] yeah, I confront them about it, but I do it in a respectful manner.
[7:16 - 7:37] You want to sit there and bully me? That's fine.
[7:37 - 7:45] And no, I don't know what that is, Carrie.
[7:45 - 7:48] I honestly don't know.
[7:48 - 7:53] Let me tell you right now, let me tell you something.
[7:53 - 7:58] Let me tell you something that you guys may not be aware of.
[8:01 - 8:16] Did you know that in a past two to three weeks after the pandemic hit and Boeing started
[8:16 - 8:27] spiking up, do you have any idea how many people took their lives during the pandemic?
[8:28 - 8:34] How many people killed themselves because of bullying during the cyberbullying?
[8:34 - 8:46] A lot of people lost their lives in these past months, not only to the pandemic,
[8:46 - 8:55] but to the suicide which was caused by cyberbullying, and they didn't deserve that.
[8:55 - 9:03] They didn't deserve to be bullied like that. They didn't deserve to be bashed on.
[9:03 - 9:13] Because like I said in my last stream, my ultimate and very real goal for this channel
[9:13 - 9:21] is to not only hit a thousand subs, but my ultimate goal for this channel
[9:21 - 9:29] is to create a place where people can come in and have fun and relax and not be bullied or bashed on.
[9:29 - 9:44] Because let me tell you, no one deserves to be attacked like that ever, ever, ever, ever.
[9:47 - 9:52] And that's why if you are going through bullying and you are on that brink,
[9:52 - 10:00] I want you to know there's a number right down below that you guys can call to reach out.
[10:00 - 10:04] I know I've called them myself and reached out when I needed help. I want to tell you,
[10:04 - 10:15] to the young men and women that stay on that phone and help others like myself just as they've
[10:15 - 10:22] helped me, my hat goes off to you a hundred percent. To the men and women that sit on the phone
[10:22 - 10:31] helping people to not end their lives, I want to say thank you because you guys are real heroes
[10:31 - 10:35] and I'm not just saying that you guys are true heroes
[10:35 - 10:41] because not only did you save my life, but you saved countless other lives as well.
[10:44 - 10:50] So to the men and women that sit there on the National Suicide Hotline helping people,
[10:50 - 10:57] only half of myself knows that you've saved and helped out. I just want to say thank you
[10:57 - 11:00] because you guys are the real heroes.
[11:00 - 11:09] You guys think that you don't save lives, but you do. Hell, you saved mine.
[11:09 - 11:21] You saved many of my friends that I've known over the years, many people that I don't know.
[11:21 - 11:33] You guys are the real heroes.
[11:37 - 11:46] And I'm not just saying that. I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. You guys are real
[11:46 - 12:09] heroes.
[12:09 - 12:14] So this one right here is for those men and women.
[12:14 - 12:32] Let's give it up for the men and women who help these people.
[12:33 - 12:43] I'm just a step away. I'm just a breath away. Who's in my faith today? I got some men, not some real men.
[12:43 - 12:55] So don't save me from the hate. It's just another war. Just another family tour. Just down from the edge.
[12:57 - 13:08] Just another day in the world we're the real heroes. Save me now, I'm the real hero.
[13:08 - 13:17] Save my life, baby, I'm the real same guy. I've got to fight today, to live another day.
[13:17 - 13:24] Speaking about my DNA. I've got the next day. But I ain't just a man.
[13:25 - 13:37] Mothers who've been hurt today, it's just another war. Just another family tour. Just down from the edge.
[13:37 - 13:47] If you can't tell your kin to destroy yourself, then you're the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[13:47 - 14:08] Save my life, baby, I'm the real same guy. Save me now, I'm the real hero. Just in time. Save me just in time. Save me just in time.
[14:08 - 14:22] I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:22 - 14:33] Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me just in time. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:33 - 14:52] Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero. Save me now, baby, I'm the real hero.
[14:52 - 15:14] I need a hero. I need a hero. I need a hero. I need a hero. The heroes are safe, they're just in time.
[15:14 - 15:42] Now see, to people like Juggalo Drama Alerts, to people like Suplex City Vlogs, to people
[15:42 - 15:52] like Maso Reports, maybe if you start doing stuff like that and actually trying to help people, maybe
[15:52 - 16:11] you would actually get somewhere and people might actually start respecting you and actually liking you.
[16:11 - 16:17] If you want to collaborate with me, enjoy presentations with me.
[16:18 - 16:43] I'm so high, I can hear him burn.
[16:43 - 16:59] One more pillar. No other time is here. To this day that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here
[16:59 - 17:15] but I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves
[17:15 - 17:25] Someone's so mean, love would all save us
[17:25 - 17:32] But how can that be? Look what love gave us
[17:32 - 17:41] Welcome home, Kelly, and bless Kelly, that world never came
[17:41 - 17:51] And they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[17:51 - 18:01] I will walk through the waves, I will walk through the waves
[18:19 - 18:37] This is the love of a hero, and that's what our theory won't do
[18:37 - 18:45] And they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[18:45 - 20:21] they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here but
[20:21 - 20:25] very much facts man, I couldn't have put in better
[20:25 - 20:29] than myself man, I really couldn't,
[20:29 - 20:33] I couldn't have said anything better than myself dude, straight up.
[20:33 - 21:09] .
[21:09 - 21:13] Now with that being said,
[21:13 - 21:29] .
[21:29 - 21:33] This next one, it's for everyone out there who's fighting
[21:33 - 21:37] for their dreams just like I am. This one's for you guys.
[21:37 - 21:45] .
[21:45 - 21:49] I'm crucifix.
[21:49 - 21:53] When I was a child, they said I was a dream.
[21:53 - 21:57] Just another kid with his head in the clouds.
[21:57 - 22:01] I say I just refuse to settle for anything less than everything I dream.
[22:01 - 22:05] Either way, it's a long road.
[22:05 - 22:09] The road turns its back on you.
[22:09 - 22:13] When you find yourself treading through the wilderness of your mind just trying to make
[22:13 - 22:17] sense of all the passions you've stirred up along the way,
[22:17 - 22:21] your thoughts betray you, dancing too.
[22:21 - 22:25] Before you know it, you're like everyone else.
[22:25 - 22:29] There's nothing used to be a dream. I've let the dream see the person at the time.
[22:29 - 22:33] Not me. The mind of every dream is a wilderness.
[22:33 - 22:37] Sometimes making a dream
[22:37 - 22:41] is just waiting to see the sun rise.
[22:41 - 52:07] .
[52:07 - 52:11] That's smooth. Here's the thing, bro. I'm not a hypocrite.
[52:11 - 52:21] That old me that you saw on past livestreams, that was the me that got bullied and pushed to the brink of being a very evil person.
[52:21 - 52:29] That was the me that got pushed to being evil, to lashing out.
[52:29 - 52:35] Who you're talking to now, who you see right now is who I really am.
[52:35 - 52:52] I'm not a bad person. I'm not an evil person. I'd rather spend my time helping someone than waste my time at the mall.
[52:52 - 53:09] I would rather go on a candy trip with a group of fans and a group of people whom I've helped rather than sit there taking a million dollars and sit in a recording studio all fucking day.
[53:09 - 53:21] I'd rather help people than to just sit there and do nothing.
[53:21 - 53:32] So massive, massive hats off and massive cheers to the real fucking heroes out there holding it down.
[53:32 - 53:47] The real heroes out there are you guys, the ones that go out of their way to help people. Those of you that stand up to bullying, those of you that stand up to suicide, you guys are the real fucking heroes.
[53:47 - 54:03] You guys are real heroes and you don't even know it.
[54:03 - 54:25] And I know some might view me as a hero, but in my eyes, I'm no hero. At least I don't see myself as one. I just see myself as a regular human being who's bending a lot of bad spots, who's gone through a lot of shit, who is helping others like him.
[54:25 - 54:37] Because I know what it's like to be bullied. I know what it's like to get picked on and bashed on and cast aside.
[54:37 - 54:42] Hello?
[54:42 - 54:53] See, that right there is how you know it's a troll. They didn't answer.
[54:53 - 55:05] But like I said, man, the real heroes are not only people like Alex, who help people, who have helped people like myself, shot the Alex.
[55:05 - 55:20] The real heroes are the everyday people like you guys in the chat that do try to help people that are kind of people. And if someone's on the edge, you reach on your hand and you help them.
[55:20 - 55:27] You guys are the real fucking heroes and you guys are the ones that deserve all the praise, all the love.
[55:27 - 55:41] Those of you that have stood up for myself, stood up for my family, defended me, defended my family against people like Kate. You guys are the real fucking heroes.
[55:41 - 55:49] Not me. I'm just a normal guy who is trying to help make this world a better place just a little bit at a time.
[55:49 - 55:58] I'm just doing my part to help in any way that I can.
[55:58 - 56:12] Whether it's doing a concert like this or whether it's even doing an art and show stream or a coffee and show stream, you know, whatever it may be.
[56:12 - 56:19] You know, that's why I do this. I don't do it for attention. I don't do it for the subs.
[56:19 - 56:29] If people will send me, hey, that's awesome. I appreciate that because that does help the cause out a lot more.
[56:29 - 56:39] But I don't do it for those reasons. I do it because I know what it's like to be on the other end. I know what it's like to be bullied.
[56:39 - 56:47] I know what it's like to be picked on and bashed on. A lot of people have seen it. I've had memes made about me, videos made about me.
[56:47 - 56:58] I've had a Kiwi Farms thread made about me.
[56:58 - 57:27] So trust me when I say I know what it's like to be bullied. I've been bullied to the fullest extent. And yet here I stand.
[57:27 - 57:43] What did you do smoothie? You got my number. What do you want, a cookie?
[57:43 - 57:55] Well, that all you got smooth, doxxing my number. Dude, everybody's got my number. Everybody's got my address.
[57:55 - 58:02] Like for real. That stuff's been out there so that doesn't bother me.
[58:02 - 58:08] It really does not bother me that my address and stuff is out there because that stuff's been out there.
[58:08 - 58:18] Shout out to Lev Rocks. What's good?
[58:18 - 58:27] But man, I can honestly say, bro, it feels great to be back, man. A hundred percent it feels good to be back.
[58:27 - 58:35] And I know you guys are probably wondering, are there going to be any art in show lives? Are there going to be any coffee in show lives?
[58:35 - 58:45] And the answer to that is one hundred and ten percent. Yes, I will be bringing back coffee and chill lives one hundred percent.
[58:45 - 58:52] I know a lot of you guys have been wanting to ask me for that. I will be doing that. I will be bringing back art in show live shows.
[58:52 - 59:07] Hell, I'm going to be even starting up a gaming channel for me and my mother to improve the drift mafia, who is not only now UK based, but with me in the mix, they're now internationally based.
[59:07 - 59:21] So yes, I will be doing a gaming channel for my team, for myself. I will be doing stuff. So you guys look forward to a lot of dope stuff.
[59:21 - 59:30] That actually is not a bad idea, bro. I do like that idea. Have the fans call in and chat, man. That'd be dope.
[59:30 - 59:37] That'd be dope, dude. Have the fans call in and kick in and chat. That'd be fire, dude. I would totally, I would totally do that.
[59:37 - 59:45] Like, I think that'd be dope. I love it. I love the idea.
[59:45 - 59:58] Yeah, I know. I need to. I need to practice a little bit, but I also know that I do need to play that again. I haven't played that in a while.
[59:58 - 60:12] Well, that being said, guys, I fucking love you guys. I actually am about to hop off here and chill. I know the stream's a little bit shorter than normal, but I am really sitting down tonight working on a gaming channel.
[60:12 - 60:22] That way I can upload to there and try to get some sponsors. I will be making an art channel here in the very near future.
[60:22 - 60:34] But also, on Tuesday, everything is starting up. On Tuesday, when I get my deck, because I'm getting it on Tuesday, which I'm excited for.
[60:34 - 60:44] Once I get my brand new DJ, my brand new DJ deck on Tuesday, man, it's game on, brother. It is game on.
[60:44 - 60:52] And trust me when I say I'm hella excited to be able to put on some of the best DJ shows in the world for you guys.
[60:52 - 61:20] Well, that being said, y'all, I'm about to bounce. I'm about to kick it, relax, watch some brand new anime that just dropped, because it just dropped some new anime series.
[61:20 - 61:24] That I definitely need to check out and watch some episodes of.
[61:24 - 61:32] So I'm about to kick it, chill, work on my gaming channel, relax, hang out, have a good time.
[61:32 - 61:41] Starting tomorrow morning, I will be doing Coffee and Chill lives on Saturday mornings. That is going to be a thing, because I know everybody's been wanting that back.
[61:41 - 61:51] I am going to be bringing back the Coffee and Chill lives 100%. But that being said, guys, I fucking love you guys.
[61:51 - 61:59] Stay humble, stay positive, and like Alex always says, man, don't let anybody throw any shit at you, man. You guys are awesome.
[61:59 - 62:07] Fucking love you guys. You guys are truly dope, dude, 100%.
[62:07 - 62:20] And just know that if you are struggling with depression or suicide, there is a number right there in the description that you guys can call reach out.
[62:20 - 62:32] And if you really don't feel like reaching out to that number, reach out to someone here on my channel, they can give you their Discord, and they will be more than welcome to help you out, 100%.
[62:32 - 62:42] Or if you'd like to talk to me one on one, you're more than welcome to. My door is always open. Always.
[62:42 - 62:53] But with that being said, I love you guys. Stay humble, stay positive. Happy 4th, guys. Fucking love you guys even though it's not the 4th yet. Happy early 4th. Fucking love you guys.
[62:53 - 63:06] Post in the comments on some of my videos. Watch guys post what you guys are going to do for the 4th of July, man. What are you guys going to do for the 4th? Post that shit in the comments on some of my videos.
[63:06 - 63:13] And I will catch you guys later on, man. Fucking love you guys.
[63:13 - 63:33] Also, on a side note, I would like to give a major, major, major late, I know I'm late on this, but I would like to give a happy belated birthday to Fook me, who actually has always a mod of what was a mod on my channel and is a good friend of mine.
[63:33 - 63:45] So happy belated birthday to Fook me, man. I apologize I didn't get to it sooner, but I just thought I had a lot going on. But happy belated birthday to Fook me, man. I hope you had a good one.
[63:45 - 63:53] And with that being said, I love you guys. I'm not this mod, y'all. Peace.
[63:54 - 64:00] Okay.