2021-1-26 Why MBM IS FAILING AS A YOUTUBER AND A TROLL
[0:00 - 0:26] Y'all find me to expose a little truth to y'all man cuz there's something I've been noticing
[0:26 - 0:36] going on that needs to be brought up and dealt with, when you're seeing a certain youtuber
[0:36 - 0:45] that's been harassing me, a certain youtuber that's been harassing me and my friends and
[0:45 - 0:55] my family over the last several months thinks that he's hot shit, right? We all know who
[0:55 - 1:06] I'm talking about here. I don't think I need to say the name. Now, dude, Marty, you claim
[1:06 - 1:18] that you're a better and bigger person than me. Like, you claim to be this stand-up guy,
[1:18 - 1:27] right? And in some ways you are. And there have been times where you have stuck up for
[1:27 - 1:33] me. I'm not gonna deny that. There have been times where you've actually stuck your neck
[1:33 - 1:43] out and stood up for me. But then all of a sudden, when I expose you for the fraud
[1:43 - 1:56] you are, you start coming up with all these lies and these ways to attack me. And you
[1:56 - 2:14] know what I find real funny? Is that all your attempts to shut me down are worthless. I'm
[2:14 - 2:22] like, look, dude, every time you try to shut me down, I shut you up every time. And every
[2:22 - 2:31] time when I try to speak the truth on your channel and expose you for the fraud you are,
[2:31 - 2:41] you mute me. The reason for that is because you can't handle the truth. You can't handle
[2:41 - 2:49] the fact that there's actually a YouTuber who is a little bit smaller of a channel
[2:49 - 3:01] than you but has more common sense than you do. You would rather sit there, be a troll,
[3:01 - 3:22] fuck my life up or therefore attempt to do so. But yet, like I said, all your attempts
[3:22 - 3:31] are worthless. All you're doing is running around in circles. You're like a fucking
[3:31 - 3:40] dog chasing his damn tail that ain't gonna catch it. Like, bro, stop being on the same
[3:40 - 3:48] shit. Like, if you like my music, listen to it. Stop trying to make money off it because
[3:48 - 3:56] you're never gonna make money off my music. I am gonna make money off my music. Because
[3:56 - 4:02] see, here's the thing, Marty, the difference between me and you, this is the biggest difference
[4:02 - 4:10] between me and you. All you do is troll motherfuckers all day long. You talk shit, troll people,
[4:10 - 4:19] up and down on a bullion, harrassum, black man, all that shit. Me on the other hand,
[4:19 - 4:26] I actually try to help people. I actually sit down, I talk with my fans, I talk with
[4:26 - 4:33] my subscribers, I actually hang out with them. Hell, one of my subscribers being one
[4:33 - 4:39] of my best friends of 15 years, Jake. He's been one of my best friends for 15 fucking
[4:39 - 4:49] years. I've known the guys for those in fucking high school, bro. Like, I actually take time
[4:49 - 4:58] to talk to my fans, to talk to my subscribers. Hell, just the other day, when Lavagirl was
[4:58 - 5:09] being attacked and I was doing a show, what did I do? I sat down, I stopped the show,
[5:09 - 5:15] I cut the string and I sat down and I talked with her. Why? Because that's the kind of
[5:15 - 5:21] person that I am. See, while you're out here running your mouth, jacking your jaw like
[5:21 - 5:28] a pussy, I'm over here doing good things, trying to help people. I'm starting a fucking
[5:28 - 5:34] movement. Alright? I'm out here starting a fucking movement through my music while you're
[5:34 - 5:41] over here saying, "Oh, well, he's stealing this, he's doing that, blah, blah, blah."
[5:41 - 5:48] Nobody gives a fuck what you think, Marty. Nobody truly gives a fuck about what you
[5:48 - 5:55] say or do. You're just out here coattail-riding, thinking that you're gonna get rich off the
[5:55 - 6:01] shit that I'm doing. When really you ain't doing jack shit, motherfucker. All you're
[6:01 - 6:07] doing is coattail-riding my fucking dick. That's all you're doing and it ain't working.
[6:07 - 6:13] You're failing. And that's why you're failing as a YouTuber, because your channel is nothing
[6:13 - 6:22] but negativity. My channel, on the other hand, is nothing but positive vibes. Good shit.
[6:22 - 6:29] You know, me sitting down, hanging out with fans, doing some drift runs, fucking playing
[6:29 - 6:38] video games with the fans, fucking doing shows with them, doing hangouts. Like, bro.
[6:38 - 6:53] I actually talk to people. I actually live my fucking life. Like, bro, the reason why
[6:53 - 7:01] you're failing as a YouTuber isn't because of, you know, the personality you have, honestly,
[7:01 - 7:06] man. I'll be straight up honest. If you were to do it right, bro, you could do a lot of
[7:06 - 7:13] good shit. You really good. Like, you got the potential to be a YouTube personality.
[7:13 - 7:18] You got that potential. And you could do it if you really wanted to. But instead, you're
[7:18 - 7:27] out here yacking your damn jaw, being a troll. While I'm out here helping motherfuckers
[7:27 - 7:33] that are on the edge of suicide that feel like they don't have nobody to talk to, because
[7:33 - 7:43] of motherfuckers like you. As motherfuckers like you that put people like me in those
[7:43 - 7:55] positions, which those are the ones I talk to. Those are the ones where when I get the
[7:55 - 8:02] ends in my fucking discord almost daily, saying, hey, can you sit down and talk with me like
[8:02 - 8:07] I'm going through something. You know what I do? I take time out of my day to talk to
[8:07 - 8:16] them. I sit down. I have conversations with them. Hell, take a look at my chat over the
[8:16 - 8:22] last four or five, six live streams. Hell, take a look back at the live stream when
[8:22 - 8:26] Lava needed somebody to talk to. She felt like she didn't have anybody. So you know
[8:26 - 8:33] what I did? I sat down. I stopped my fucking live stream and I talked with her because
[8:33 - 8:42] she didn't have anyone and she was being bullied by your fucking people. When are
[8:42 - 8:55] you going to grow up? Like the shit you do is idiotic, man. Like for real. Like you
[8:55 - 9:03] are so far out there that it's ridiculous. Like you claim to be a better channel than
[9:03 - 9:10] me, but yet I don't see you helping anybody out. I don't see you going out of your way
[9:10 - 9:15] to talk to people and telling them, hey, you know, I know what it's like to be there.
[9:15 - 9:26] I know what it's like to be on the edge of suicide because you've never lived it. I have.
[9:26 - 9:38] I'm a survivor of suicide six different times, two of which you caused. But you know what
[9:38 - 9:53] happened? I had friends DMing me that final time that I wanted to end my life. That last
[9:53 - 10:01] time that I wanted to end my life, I got stopped and really quit by friends that actually
[10:01 - 10:14] cared, by fans that actually cared because they actually support the movement that I'm
[10:14 - 10:23] about, which is putting motherfuckers like you to rest, which is stopping bullying, stopping
[10:23 - 10:39] harassment, stopping trolling, at least in the way that you're doing it. Like, dude,
[10:39 - 10:50] you only pull in what, 10, 13, 14 viewers a stream. Bro, I pull in 20, 30, 40 viewers
[10:50 - 11:00] a fucking stream because my channel is nothing but good shit because the stuff I do is real.
[11:00 - 11:06] I don't sit there and pretend to be somebody that I'm not with me. What you see is what
[11:06 - 11:20] you get, which is more than I can say for you. Like, all my music that I put out is
[11:20 - 11:37] on the spot from the heart. Everything I've put out is legitimately me. But what do you
[11:37 - 11:48] do? You run your mouth and try to fuck shit up. Keyword, try to, but you fail at it.
[11:48 - 11:53] But this song right here is actually going on to the homie who I helped out the other
[11:53 - 12:01] day, who is actually a part of my street team, who I got the chance to hang out with and
[12:01 - 12:06] get to know a little bit better and just ultimately became really good friends with.
[12:06 - 12:12] So I don't know if you're watching this, Lava Girl, but if you are watching this,
[12:12 - 12:15] this one's going to have to you, kid. Thank you so much for the fucking support and everything
[12:15 - 12:41] you're doing is fucking amazing. Keep that shit fucking up, kid.
[12:41 - 12:55] I'm not. Come on, I think to pieces. I raise my land, there's a hunch of occasion, no breathing.
[12:55 - 13:11] Take a fuck, keep my cum, I own bleeding. Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong, would it be right? Live perfect for my life tonight. Change is all that I might mutilation out of sight.
[13:11 - 13:31] Ain't nothing about depicting suicide. Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine. Losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[13:31 - 13:46] And that's what you think, not what you know. His videos prove otherwise.
[13:46 - 14:03] Downwind spiral where I began. It all started when I lost my mother. I don't know for myself, I don't know for another, searching to find a lover for a high level, finding out the questions of devils.
[14:03 - 14:18] Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine. Losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[14:18 - 14:45] And that's all right, nothing is fine. I'm leaving, I'm running, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying.
[14:45 - 14:56] I can't go on landing this way.
[14:56 - 15:20] I can't go on landing this way. I can't go on landing this way.
[15:20 - 15:48] Losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine. Losing my sight, losing my mind, when somebody will tell me I'm fine. Nothing is all right, nothing is fine.
[15:48 - 16:11] I'm running, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying.
[16:11 - 16:25] Losing my eyes, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind.
[16:26 - 16:52] Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind.
[16:52 - 17:17] Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind.
[17:17 - 17:36] Well yo Chris, if you want an autograph dude, I'll send you my Discord, that way you can message me and I'll actually take a digital art piece that I've done and digitally sign up for you man.
[17:36 - 18:01] Or if you want like something done like send me your address or like a photo or whatever you want signed and I'll ship it to you bro.
[18:02 - 18:28] Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind.
[18:28 - 18:48] This lack of self control and fear is never ending, controlling, I can't seem to find myself again, my walls are closing in.
[18:48 - 19:17] I felt this way before, so insecure, crawling in my skin, these wounds that will not heal, fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.
[19:18 - 19:40] It just comes in endlessly, it's moments of upon me, distracting, reacting, against my will, I stand beside my own reflection.
[19:40 - 19:55] It's haunting, how I can't seem to find myself again, my walls are closing in.
[19:55 - 20:24] I felt this way before, so insecure, crawling in my skin, these wounds that will not heal, fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.
[20:24 - 20:53] Falling in my skin, these wounds that will not heal, fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.
[20:54 - 21:22] Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real, falling in my skin, these wounds that will not heal, fear is how I fall, confusing, confusing what is real.
[21:22 - 21:48] Falling in my skin, these wounds that will not heal, confusing what is real, falling in my skin, confusing what is real, falling in my skin, confusing what is real.
[21:48 - 22:04] I'm looking those guys up right now because there is no way that's possible dude.
[22:04 - 22:20] Cause like I legit wrote every one of those songs back in 2018, like you can go back and look at the channel, I'll actually link the channel where you guys can see that shit.
[22:21 - 22:49] So, I'm going to go back and look at the channel.
[22:49 - 23:00] I'm going to look these guys up right quick.
[23:00 - 23:13] Dude, these guys, dude there's no song at all by them on my shit.
[23:13 - 23:32] Like I'm literally looking right now, none of the songs they have, like I'm legit looking at their channel dude.
[23:32 - 23:56] That is legit fake news bro, I'm literally like look, I'm looking at their shit right now, like look.
[23:56 - 24:21] Here's a solitude, rain scars in the climb, umm, agony, umm, curse and alone, umm, blah blah blah.
[24:21 - 24:36] Like seriously, there is, like dude that's fake shit bro.
[24:36 - 25:00] Like that's legitimately fake shit bro.
[25:00 - 25:06] Yeah, go and send me the link dude and I'll check it out.
[25:06 - 25:11] Like I want to see this shit.
[25:11 - 25:25] Like I literally want to see this shit.
[25:25 - 25:36] What I'll do and I'll do you one better old school, I'll send you my Discord and you can send it to my Discord straight up.
[25:36 - 25:42] What the fuck, that was weird.
[25:42 - 25:55] Like I will send you my fucking Discord and you can DM me that shit because I want to see it.
[25:55 - 26:11] Whatever white lines come on, I'm not playing stupid bro, like literally you know what, let me show you bro, like I will show this shit to you.
[26:11 - 26:36] I will show you the channel that I have this shit on bro.
[26:36 - 27:00] As you can see, right here, all my shit.
[27:00 - 27:05] I mean bro, everything from, whoa, I got a bunch of views.
[27:05 - 27:14] Revolution, Metal Boo where I did a Metal version of Modion, where I did like a metallic modion boo, started to finish humanity, please save me, my reality.
[27:14 - 27:24] Suicide, another day is over when silent speaks, inside my mind, edge of sanity, schizophrenic girl, which I liked that one, that was one of my favorites.
[27:24 - 27:35] Oh life you lead, a bunch of orchestral pieces, a cover, straight out of line, another cover.
[27:35 - 27:41] Like bro, come on.
[27:41 - 27:58] Like dude, the proof is right here, I'm not, like, just, show your ear holes and listen.
[27:58 - 28:11] Send me that fucking DM right now, like for real bro, send me that motherfucking DM in my discord, not on here, on discord.
[28:11 - 28:25] Reason why I'm not modding anyone is because of the bullshit that Marty pulls and I got a feeling you two work for him.
[28:25 - 28:35] Make it discord, not that hard bro.
[28:35 - 28:48] You know what, alright, I'll tell you what, I'll mod you, but only for a couple minutes. I'll mod you for a couple minutes. Go ahead and post the link and then once you send the link, I'm unmodding you.
[28:48 - 28:54] I'm gonna unmod you once you send the link.
[28:54 - 29:11] Cause I want to see this shit, cause something tells me y'all are full of shit.
[29:11 - 29:25] Alright, hold on, let me look that up real quick.
[29:25 - 29:51] Now that I know the name of it, hold up.
[29:51 - 30:12] Let's check this shit out.
[30:12 - 30:33] Bro, it's an orchestral piece.
[30:33 - 30:53] That's nothing close to that, what the fuck bro, that is nothing close.
[30:53 - 31:04] Let me see if I can find the lyrics version here.
[31:04 - 31:30] Hey, let me pull out the lyrics version if I can if it'll let me.
[31:30 - 31:39] What the fuck bro.
[31:39 - 32:08] Man, y'all are on troll shit, I swear dude.
[32:08 - 32:37] Wow, see their lyrics aren't exactly the same as mine, their lyrics are not the same.
[32:37 - 32:45] See, in my song, I say tears of empty, empty.
[32:45 - 32:49] See, not exactly the same bro.
[32:49 - 33:00] Y'all are on some fucking troll shit, so get the fuck outta here, for real dude.
[33:00 - 33:07] Like for real, get the fuck outta that troll shit you fucking morons.
[33:07 - 33:18] Like dude, get out man.
[33:18 - 33:21] Ugh, I know what y'all are trying to do.
[33:21 - 33:30] You're trying to fuck with me, you're trying to get in my fucking head and it ain't working.
[33:30 - 33:45] So yeah, all you little trolls, see.
[33:45 - 33:51] Like for real dude, get out you fucking weirdos.
[33:51 - 33:58] But anyways, Marty, back to you.
[33:58 - 34:15] Like, you really think that, oh my god, I can't even begin to tell you how stupid you actually are bro.
[34:15 - 34:27] Like I know what you're doing, you're trying to have all your little trolls do all this shit and this and that and it's not working homie.
[34:27 - 34:30] Like, come on.
[34:30 - 34:55] You don't think I don't see right through your bullshit, but I do.
[34:55 - 35:02] At the end of the day Marty, my music is my music and people enjoy it.
[35:02 - 35:12] And if you can't handle that, well tough luck motherfucker because I'm not stopping for nobody.
[35:12 - 35:16] Don't like it, too bad.
[35:16 - 35:26] You want to try to do something about it, go ahead.
[35:26 - 35:54] Like if you want to try to get a hold of this major band that's probably dead by now, like, come on dude.
[35:54 - 35:57] Like, my god dude.
[35:57 - 36:17] Like I said Marty, the reason why people fuck with me the way that they do, like in a good way, is because I actually connect to people.
[36:17 - 36:25] I actually connect to the fans. I actually talk to the fans.
[36:25 - 36:44] Oh, what should your content be? It depends on what you want your channel to be about, man. That all depends on you, bro. I can't tell you what your channel should be about, like, you know, let it be about whatever you want it to be about, man.
[36:44 - 37:00] Like, you do you, like whatever it is that you want to do, like, dude, take a look at me. I do music, art, gaming, hanging out, being weird and random. I do funny shit, like, this guy's the limit, bro.
[37:00 - 37:18] Like, do whatever you feel like you want to do is that you feel like you would enjoy it.
[37:18 - 37:34] Hell, if you want to do a freaking comedy channel, do a comedy channel. If you want to do music, hey, cool. Welcome aboard the music train, man.
[37:34 - 37:39] Like, dude, there's plenty of different things you can do, man.
[37:39 - 37:58] The point being, Marty, the reason why people fuck with me is because I connect to the fans. I talk to them. I don't just sit there and run my mouth like a stupid bitch.
[37:58 - 38:10] I want you to be, oh yeah, you. Like, you say that I'm this evil person, but really, you're the evil one.
[38:10 - 38:39] Yeah.
[38:39 - 39:08] Oh.
[39:08 - 39:19] You.
[39:19 - 39:26] I'd say it was that.
[39:26 - 39:36] For your voice, not going to happen.
[39:36 - 39:47] You enough punk ass bitch, you know, the chance even if help rose over. Fuck that.
[39:47 - 39:56] When I go in summer and tell me why you come along.
[39:56 - 40:05] Actually, no, I have been one point young man. Hold up.
[40:05 - 40:08] Welcome to the third.
[40:08 - 40:13] Right.
[40:13 - 40:30] Yeah, I know.
[40:30 - 40:39] Right. And yeah, I don't want a drama either. Like I said, I'm over here doing my own thing while I let Marty run his fucking mouth.
[40:39 - 40:49] I only made this train because I wanted to prove a point. And that point being is that he's legitimately a failure as a YouTuber.
[40:49 - 40:53] Yes, you may have more subscribers.
[40:53 - 41:00] That is true. But guess who got on those subscribers?
[41:00 - 41:03] You're looking at him.
[41:03 - 41:08] I'm the reason he got those subs.
[41:08 - 41:14] I'm the reason.
[41:14 - 41:32] The reason why I got on those subs because all his content was revolved around me because he's got a sick twisted obsession with me.
[41:32 - 41:46] Exactly.
[41:46 - 42:01] And now that he exists on YouTube, you think you get fucking dick rod and go after me all because I'm doing well for myself.
[42:01 - 42:04] That ain't happening.
[42:04 - 42:13] See, while I'm over here putting out music that people enjoy and can connect to.
[42:13 - 42:18] And I'm actually connecting with my fans and having conversations with them.
[42:18 - 42:22] What's he doing over there talking shit?
[42:22 - 42:47] Don't believe me? Go look at his live streams. All he does is talk shit because he's a shit talker.
[42:47 - 42:55] But with that being said, I hope you realize now, Marty, that you need to change your shit.
[42:55 - 43:00] You need to get your shit together and quit what you're doing.
[43:00 - 43:11] Because here pretty soon, once I actually started getting out there and I started doing tours, guess what, motherfucker?
[43:11 - 43:21] Your shit. Bye bye. Reason being, nobody likes a drama queen like you.
[43:21 - 43:29] You're a drama queen. What the fuck is this? There we go. Damn, that was what the fuck.
[43:29 - 43:43] The point being, Marty, nobody likes a drama queen, dude. And that's what you are.
[43:43 - 43:48] That's exactly what you are. You're a fucking drama queen, bro.
[43:48 - 44:06] You're all about the drama. Well, let me tell you, bro, drama only lasts that long.
[44:06 - 44:19] Don't believe me? Ask the other people who've done what you've done and what can I say?
[44:19 - 44:36] You failed. Like, for real.
[44:36 - 44:45] Like I said, if you want to be a better YouTuber, like if you actually want to do goodness for Marty, take my advice.
[44:45 - 44:49] Quit the shit you're doing. Change your content.
[44:49 - 45:02] Actually talk to people. Reach out to people. Instead of bringing other people down and attacking them, stay in your own lane.
[45:02 - 45:19] Stay in your own lane. Help people on your own time. Don't be sitting there using other YouTubers like myself to make a name for yourself.
[45:19 - 45:27] Oh, don't worry, dude. I'll talk to Lava. She's actually doing really good right now.
[45:27 - 45:37] Like, see, this is why I don't get with you, Marty. You claim to be a good guy, but really, every time I give you fucking advice,
[45:37 - 45:46] you take that advice, throw it back in my face, and then call me a bad guy.
[45:46 - 45:55] Like, really? How am I a bad guy?
[45:55 - 46:18] Like I said before, Marty, I don't see you over here doing any of the shit that I fucking do.
[46:18 - 46:26] Like, dude, I'm over here hanging out with fans, talking to fans. You know, whenever somebody is going through something,
[46:26 - 46:34] I'll stop a livestream right then and there and I'll talk to them. And I done proved that the other day when one of my moms,
[46:34 - 46:41] who's a good friend of mine, Lava Girl, was going through some shit and she needed to talk to me right then and there
[46:41 - 46:50] because she was being bullied by some of your people, I stopped the stream right there. I sat down and I talked to her.
[46:50 - 47:08] I sat down. I stopped that stream right where I was. I talked to her and then later on went back to doing a livestream.
[47:08 - 47:21] Like, I actually take the time to talk to people.
[47:21 - 47:40] Like, I don't just sit there and, you know, run my mouth. I actually try to help people through my music, through shit that I do.
[47:40 - 47:47] I actually try to reach out to people and I help people and that's why people connect with my music.
[47:47 - 47:55] And that's why when I do these cover shows, people connect with it because they see my struggle. They know my story.
[47:55 - 48:01] They know what I've been through. They've witnessed what I've gone through.
[48:01 - 48:07] So they're able to connect to what I do on that personal level.
[48:07 - 48:17] So whenever I see somebody saying, "Hey, I need somebody to talk to. I'm on the edge. I don't know what to do." I'm able to reach out to them.
[48:17 - 48:25] I'm able to reach out to them and say, "Hey, I know what it's like to be there because I've been there myself."
[48:25 - 48:41] Like I said, Marty, I'm a survivor of suicide of six different occasions which two of those times are situations that you and your little fucking idiots and your bullshit caused.
[48:41 - 48:47] So yeah, I hope you're happy about that.
[48:47 - 48:58] But like I said, I was fortunate enough to have friends and family that cared enough to reach out to me. They were like, "Hey, you don't need to be doing this."
[48:58 - 49:25] Like, for real. You need to grow up.
[49:25 - 49:33] At some point, bro, you need to grow up and quit with the childish troll shit, man.
[49:33 - 49:46] Like I said, my goal isn't to...my goal is not to make you fail, okay? My goal is not to make you fail because I see the potential in you and I know what you can do.
[49:46 - 50:00] If you really put your mind to it, you show me what you're capable of. You show me that shit before and I appreciate that, man.
[50:00 - 50:24] But if you would stop with the negative bullshit and get your head right and actually put it to use on a good level, you might actually be able to do something.
[50:24 - 50:41] Why do you think people are liking the change that I'm bringing about? Why do you think people fuck with the movement that I got going for anti-bullying and anti-suicide?
[50:41 - 50:51] It's because I'm a victim of both. I'm a victim of bullying and I'm a victim of suicide while a survivor of suicide.
[50:51 - 51:18] Point being, you don't know what that's like. So unless you've actually been there, you don't have that right to judge at all whatsoever.
[51:18 - 51:23] As a matter of fact, let me show you, Marty. Let me show you something right here, pal.
[51:23 - 51:37] It's kind of hard to see, but it's like right there. But that white line right there, that real fine white line on my skin right there, you see that going all the way down my arm?
[51:37 - 51:45] That was from when I was 16.
[51:45 - 52:06] I was 16 years old being bullied in high school. So bad to the point where I tried to slit my arm like that and let it bleed out. I attempted to end my life.
[52:06 - 52:17] Luckily, I survived. And thankfully, I survived all these other attempts as well.
[52:17 - 52:27] Like Marty, you don't know what it's like to go through.
[52:27 - 52:43] What? People like me suffer through because of people like you every single day. And yeah, I definitely got stitches.
[52:43 - 53:02] I think it was somewhere between like 15, 16 stitches. It was like it was somewhere in like the teens number. I know that.
[53:02 - 53:19] But point being, Marty, you claim to be this stand up guy, but really, you're not like, dude, you blackmailed my ex or tried to blackmail my ex into attacking me on a livestream.
[53:19 - 53:41] And when she didn't do it, you attacked her family. And then you sent me rope telling me to kill myself on a livestream and admitted that you were the one that sent it.
[53:41 - 54:01] And that you had ill intentions in mind.
[54:01 - 54:10] So Marty, like, I'm telling you this right now. You need to leave people like me alone.
[54:10 - 54:15] I'm not here to fight with you at all.
[54:15 - 54:33] I'm here to make a living doing what I do best. I'm here to support myself, my family and my people off of what I do with my music and all that shit.
[54:33 - 54:53] I'm here to make a living off of something that I've been doing since 2010. I finally got that shot and I'm right there and I'm not going to let anybody fuck that up for me.
[54:53 - 54:58] Nope.
[54:58 - 55:24] Well, it did come from. Well, here's the thing. What it is, is Marty had it sent from Rhode Island to here. It was sent by one of those companies that do sample rope and he had it sent here.
[55:24 - 55:32] You know how like when you go on the internet and you can order like samples of different stuff like stickers and all that shit.
[55:32 - 55:42] Yeah, he did that but with the rope.
[55:42 - 55:50] Like Marty, I have asked you many times over to leave me alone.
[55:50 - 55:59] What I don't understand is why you fail to comprehend.
[55:59 - 56:09] Like I don't understand why you're failing to acknowledge that you need to leave me alone.
[56:09 - 56:13] Yeah, I'm very sure, dude.
[56:13 - 56:17] Go back and watch the live stream serious talk with Krip K.
[56:17 - 56:38] He actually sat there and admitted to it. Plus, he even admitted to me a couple times on I can't remember which live stream it was on it was on one of his streams, but he admitted to sending the rope with the help of candle Smith who gave him the idea.
[56:38 - 56:48] But point being Marty, I've told you many times over.
[56:48 - 56:57] I told you many times over to leave me alone, yet you refuse to do it.
[56:57 - 57:08] And I don't understand why you fail to do that.
[57:08 - 57:23] Like Marty, it's getting to a point where if you do not stop, I am going to have to call the police and have a restraining order put on you, as well as a gag order put on you, so that you can't fuck with me ever again.
[57:23 - 57:29] And I don't want him to get to that point. I want you to leave me alone on your own.
[57:29 - 57:35] No discussing it. No, you know, no, like, oh, let's talk about it.
[57:35 - 57:46] And then, you know, you sit there and change the subject and try to go in depth and you're away from the subject. No, you're going to leave me alone.
[57:46 - 57:51] I'm going to leave you alone.
[57:51 - 57:59] You're going to stop doing the shit you're doing to me.
[57:59 - 58:01] Plain and simple.
[58:01 - 58:04] I don't want the drama.
[58:04 - 58:11] I don't need the drama. And I sure as fuck don't like the drama.
[58:11 - 58:36] Marty, you need to take your bullshit somewhere else and leave me alone. Plain and simple.
[58:36 - 58:48] All right, Marty, you say that you want peace, but yet you cause drama and that's it's your you're basically pulling a counterproductive thing.
[58:48 - 58:53] You're literally being counterproductive.
[58:53 - 58:59] Like I've reached out so many times to try to help you.
[58:59 - 59:10] Because unlike you, I have experience as a YouTuber.
[59:10 - 59:34] I have experience and I can help you get somewhere if you change your attitude and your content from bullying to attacking to all this shit that you're doing wrong to making, you know, help.
[59:34 - 59:57] Go out, grab a camera, film some funny shit, make a funny video, like do something other than making videos on me that are cringy as fuck that no one cares about.
[59:57 - 60:02] You can't put me to work.
[60:02 - 60:12] What do you mean put me to work? You can't put me to work. Motherfucker, I'm 30 goddamn years old. You don't own me. You ain't my mama. You ain't my daddy.
[60:12 - 60:15] What makes you think you can put me to work?
[60:15 - 60:22] What makes you think you can put me to work? You can't.
[60:22 - 60:31] This is what I'm talking about, Marty. Like you are mentally off your fucking rocker. You're delusional as fuck, bro.
[60:31 - 60:37] You are literally delusional.
[60:37 - 60:46] Like you have this whole mindset in your mind that you own me and that you can make me do whatever you want, but that's not the reality of it.
[60:46 - 60:58] You don't have a clear grasp on reality, Marty. You got a sick, twisted, fucked up obsession with me that you need to quit.
[60:58 - 61:02] Quit obsessing over me.
[61:02 - 61:18] Quit obsessing over what I'm doing. If I'm doing something wrong and I fuck up, that's all me. Let me deal with it.
[61:18 - 61:25] Don't be sitting there saying, "Oh, he fucked up. Let's spread it all over now."
[61:25 - 61:38] If I fuck up, I fuck up. I get back up and I learn from that mistake and I keep going.
[61:38 - 61:43] Stay in your own lane, Marty.
[61:43 - 62:05] You need to stay in your own lane and leave me the fuck alone and quit trying to fuck shit up for me that I've worked my ass off on.
[62:05 - 62:22] Dude, I've worked my ass off for years and years, sleepless days and nights, going weeks on in on two hours of fucking sleep and 12 cups of coffee,
[62:22 - 62:34] busting my ass, doing what I have to do to get to this point, working hard, working with artists that I didn't really want to work with,
[62:34 - 62:38] putting out music that I didn't really feel like putting out.
[62:38 - 62:47] But guess what? All that shit taught me something. It taught me how to be diverse. It taught me how to be a better artist.
[62:47 - 62:57] It taught me how to switch up styles at the drop of a hat.
[62:57 - 63:10] It taught me that you can't just stick to one style of music. You gotta be willing to change up and draw from different shit.
[63:10 - 63:22] So you see, Marty, I've actually put in hard work. I've actually busted my ass, getting to where I'm at now.
[63:22 - 63:35] I am literally working with a friend, AKA Kale, and his record label, Real Ultimate Power Records, to not only release my debut album,
[63:35 - 63:48] but to get a good paid backing for my label, Fallen Angels Records.
[63:48 - 63:55] Like, I've worked my ass off. Everything I have done, I have busted my ass for.
[63:55 - 64:08] Hell, you keep an ass, Jamie. Like, dude, go back and watch streams on the Real Miss Jamie Nicole's channel.
[64:08 - 64:17] I've put in my work on there. I've promoted my shit. I've battled motherfuckers on their lives.
[64:17 - 64:25] Right now, I don't have a net worth because I'm just getting to that point to where I can start getting paid.
[64:25 - 64:33] I'm just now getting to that point after years of hard work. So right now, I don't have a net worth as far as I know.
[64:33 - 64:58] And if I do, I'd like to know what it is. I'd really like to know what it is.
[64:58 - 65:04] When it gets to that point, yeah, I'm going to hire security. Obviously, when it gets to that point, I'm going to.
[65:04 - 65:09] But that's not going to be for a while yet.
[65:09 - 65:18] But, Marty, I'm going to leave you. I'm going to end the stream. But first, before I end the stream, I'm going to leave you with this little bit of advice.
[65:18 - 65:28] And maybe harsh advice, but it's still advice.
[65:28 - 65:37] Okay.
[65:37 - 65:43] Quit with the shit that you're doing.
[65:43 - 65:49] Okay. Quit going after me.
[65:49 - 65:55] Quit associating me with your channel.
[65:55 - 66:04] If you want to grow as a YouTuber, make content that people want to watch instead of this drama filled garbage.
[66:04 - 66:11] No one wants to watch garbage. They want to watch somebody that is entertaining.
[66:11 - 66:15] You're not entertaining anything.
[66:15 - 66:20] The only thing you're entertaining is drama filled bullshit.
[66:20 - 66:33] Me, on the other hand, like I said, I entertain my fans, whether it be the simplest thing of doing a gaming live stream where I sit down and play video games,
[66:33 - 66:46] or I do a cover show, or I work on music on a live stream here in the studio, or I sit down and have a coffee and chill live stream,
[66:46 - 66:54] or an art and chill live stream, and I work on artwork, whether that be physical pieces or digital pieces.
[66:54 - 67:01] Either way, I am entertaining people. I am giving them something that they want to watch.
[67:01 - 67:09] I'm interacting with my subscribers, with my fans.
[67:09 - 67:18] I'm doing what I love to do, and people enjoy that.
[67:18 - 67:24] Do something like that, Marty. Do something like what I'm doing.
[67:24 - 67:38] Like, if you want ideas for a channel, let me know and I will help you with ideas, as long as it's not going towards a negative thing.
[67:38 - 67:50] What you're doing is negative.
[67:50 - 67:57] Like, what you're doing is literally a negative thing. It's counterproductive.
[67:57 - 68:14] I mean, dude, look at me. As soon as the van or the lockdown ends here in a few days, here in Akron, I'm going to be going back out.
[68:14 - 68:20] And you know what I'm going to be doing? I'm going to be getting fucking photography with my DSLR camera.
[68:20 - 68:30] I'm going to be going out and picking back up on my photography work, because I have a whole fucking portfolio full of, like, 800+ photos.
[68:30 - 68:55] Like, I'm actually doing shit.
[68:55 - 69:03] I'm actually doing something that I love and that people love to see me do.
[69:03 - 69:09] But what I don't understand is why you can't see that what you're doing is wrong.
[69:09 - 69:13] Like I said, I don't want to see you fail, Marty.
[69:13 - 69:23] You've obviously got talent when it comes to business. You're like me, dude. You're just like I am, bro. You're business smart.
[69:23 - 69:32] You're very business smart. You're like me, man. You've got the mind of a businessman, and I respect that.
[69:32 - 69:44] But what I don't respect is the way that you're taking it and the wrong and the harm that you're trying to cause with it.
[69:44 - 69:55] If you want to start a business, hell, I backed that up 100%, bro. If you want to start a clothing business, I can help you.
[69:55 - 70:10] If you want to start a business where you can make a profit and do it with a positive manner, I'm willing to help.
[70:10 - 70:24] But with what you're doing now, it's so negative and so toxic that ultimately, in the long run, Marty, you're going to end up destroying yourself.
[70:24 - 70:35] Your channel is going to be destroyed, and it's going to be by your own doing.
[70:35 - 70:49] Not quite yet. I am actually working on one. No, I have had clothing lines in the past, but I am actually going in and rehashing an old brand that I came up with several years ago.
[70:49 - 71:16] I'm reworking some new designs and shit. So once I get all my banking stuff set up and figured out, I am going to be re-launching that.
[71:16 - 71:25] Like I said, Marty, you're a business smart guy.
[71:25 - 71:33] You're a very business smart guy. There's no doubt about it.
[71:33 - 71:49] You show me what you can do when you're in the right state of mind and you're not doing wrong things. When you're minding your own business and you're not doing anything wrong, you show me what you can do, bro.
[71:49 - 72:00] And like I said, you can do a lot of good. You really could because like me, dude, you're business smart. You really are.
[72:00 - 72:16] And like I said, I respect that about you. But what I don't respect and I cannot respect is the negativity that you're bringing to me, my friends, my family, my fan base.
[72:16 - 72:45] Bringing negative energy into my life that I don't want, that I don't need.
[72:45 - 72:59] So like I said, Marty, take my advice or don't take my advice. At the end of the day, it's up to you.
[72:59 - 73:13] But at the end of the day, man, just know that unless you clean up your act and you quit doing what you're doing and you change your shit around,
[73:13 - 73:24] how can anyone begin to respect you? How can you begin to run a business?
[73:24 - 73:49] Like, you know, like I said, Marty, at the end of the day, take my advice or don't take my advice, but just know that I'm done with you.
[73:49 - 74:11] As a matter of fact, after the stream, I'm going to be going in and putting Marty's name, only putting your name or anything related to you in the ban list, in the ban word list.
[74:11 - 74:31] Reason being, because I'm tired of it. I want to live my own life and do what I enjoy and make a living off of what I enjoy doing and what other people enjoy seeing me do.
[74:31 - 74:52] And like I said, Marty, take my advice or don't take my advice. Either way, I don't care.
[74:52 - 75:02] Because, like I said, you're a good guy.
[75:02 - 75:16] You really are Marty you're a good guy but what you're doing right now is, is it's wrong.
[75:16 - 75:24] And I'm done. I'm done wasting my time on you.
[75:24 - 75:34] And if you were smart, like I know you are, you would quit this shit and walk away.
[75:34 - 75:39] It's not that hard Marty, you can stop all this.
[75:39 - 75:42] But I can't be the one to do it.
[75:42 - 75:47] You have to be the one to stop all this. Nobody can stop it for you.
[75:47 - 75:58] You have to be the one to put an end to it right now.
[75:58 - 76:16] And like I said, take my advice or don't take my advice. But just know that against my better judgment, I reached out to you to try to help get you in the right direction.
[76:16 - 76:24] Plain and simple.
[76:24 - 76:28] And with these last few words I'm in the stream Marty.
[76:28 - 76:33] Good luck in your life and all your endeavors.
[76:33 - 76:44] And I hope that you take my advice and do better for yourself.