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2021-6-30 Family LEGAL Order to leave


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on January 25th, 2023
Original upload date: June 30th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:26] What's up everyone? I'm glad you all are here. Honestly, I didn't want them to come to this.
[0:26 - 0:37] I really didn't. I thought that this channel would be the one to take me to a thousand.
[0:37 - 0:45] I really did. I thought this channel would be the channel to take me through that thousand mark.
[0:45 - 1:08] But here comes a time in everyone's life where we have to end an old chapter in order to start a new one in our lives.
[1:08 - 1:18] And due to the allegations against me and everything that is going on, I am being
[1:18 - 1:28] ordered not only by my family, but by my legal team that is comprised of friends of the family.
[1:28 - 1:36] I unfortunately have to leave YouTube probably for good for a while.
[1:36 - 1:44] It's not that I don't want to, but it's out of safety for myself, safety for my family.
[1:44 - 1:57] I've already lost like 20 plus friends today because of these attacks towards myself and my family.
[1:57 - 2:03] I've had people tell me to chop my dick off. I've had death threats thrown my way.
[2:03 - 2:12] I've had people call my phone and leave threatening voicemails.
[2:12 - 2:19] So unfortunately, I do have to step away. I don't know how long for or if it'll be for good.
[2:19 - 2:29] I don't know, but my time on this platform for now has to come to an end.
[2:29 - 2:37] Even though I don't want to, my time on this platform has to come to an end for a while.
[2:37 - 2:50] But before I do leave, I wanted to leave you guys with the best fucking show
[2:50 - 2:58] that you guys have ever seen in your life. I wanted to leave you guys with one final show.
[2:59 - 3:07] To say goodbye to not only an era that I was proud to be part of,
[3:07 - 3:14] but as my way of saying thank you to you guys.
[3:14 - 3:18] Because you guys are giving me the best memories I'll always carry with me.
[3:18 - 3:23] All the fans, all the love, all the stuff you guys have sent,
[3:23 - 3:33] all the supportive messages and comments you guys have sent.
[3:33 - 3:36] Don't think I don't read that shit because I do.
[3:36 - 3:41] And I appreciate every single one of you that has supported me over the years.
[3:41 - 3:46] I appreciate every single one of you guys.
[3:46 - 3:52] And I want to give you guys the best show that I could possibly give you
[3:52 - 4:02] as one final goodbye.
[4:02 - 4:11] And who knows, maybe one day I'll be back.
[4:11 - 4:18] Maybe one day I'll be able to come back.
[4:18 - 4:38] But that being said, let's get the final show started.
[4:38 - 4:45] So you got rockin' me for this one. Put that shit in the comments.
[4:45 - 5:14] It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[5:14 - 5:18] Time's a little deep in these days.
[5:18 - 5:27] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[5:27 - 5:34] Shut the fuck up, get up. Shut the fuck up, get up.
[5:34 - 5:44] Shut the fuck up, get up. Can we do it right now?
[5:44 - 5:50] It's looking to get you beat through being a specialist.
[5:50 - 5:57] Especially when it's over you. The chain is a pause in time.
[5:57 - 6:03] Creeping out to come alive. It's just still a while.
[6:03 - 6:09] It's time to do.
[6:09 - 6:12] Time's a little deep in these days.
[6:12 - 6:20] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[6:20 - 6:34] Holding on to everything. It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[6:34 - 6:55] Time's a little deep in this days. It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[6:55 - 7:16] It's gonna do, it's gonna do, it's gonna do.
[7:16 - 7:21] Time's a little deep in these days.
[7:21 - 7:29] Holding on to everything. It's hard to drop the light.
[7:29 - 7:35] It's time to try and get this heavy space.
[7:35 - 7:44] To what you've got like memories of what it is we have.
[7:44 - 7:51] Shut the fuck up, get up. Shut the fuck up, get up.
[7:51 - 8:01] Shut the fuck up, get up.
[8:15 - 8:25] This one, this one right here. This is for all of you.
[8:25 - 8:30] All my fans that stood behind me and stood with me
[8:30 - 8:35] and rocked with me this whole time. This one's for all of you.
[8:35 - 8:47] Thank you guys so much for everything. This one's for you.
[8:47 - 8:53] This is for you.
[8:53 - 9:07] In the end, as my soul was in the rest, what's left of my body?
[9:07 - 9:13] And it's just a shadow.
[9:13 - 9:20] And this box, and the place and the commandment in all me.
[9:20 - 9:29] For we know that the family loves us all and we always know.
[9:29 - 9:36] In the end, there's a place to the night.
[9:36 - 9:49] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[9:49 - 9:57] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[9:57 - 10:03] Not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[10:03 - 10:17] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[10:17 - 10:24] Who we are, these are how we live. We are more than our bodies.
[10:24 - 10:31] If I fall, I will rise back up and I will be alright.
[10:31 - 10:38] In the end, there's a place to the night.
[10:38 - 10:51] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[10:51 - 11:04] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[11:18 - 11:31] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[11:31 - 11:38] Come see it's the end and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die.
[11:38 - 11:43] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[11:43 - 11:52] Who will tell the story of life? And will you remember your next goodbye?
[11:52 - 12:06] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I still wanna be only that we live again.
[12:06 - 12:20] Hold the saints, hold every sin. I'm not afraid to die.
[12:30 - 12:36] And I know a lot of you guys, you know, I know a lot of you guys have shown a lot of support.
[12:36 - 12:45] And I thank every single one of you for that. I thank every single one of you guys
[12:45 - 12:53] for supporting me like you do. You know, you guys have given me a lot of good memories.
[12:53 - 12:57] We've had a lot of good hangouts, a lot of cool ass coffee and chills,
[12:57 - 13:03] a lot of good memories that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
[13:03 - 13:11] But don't think that this is the end. Don't think that this is over.
[13:11 - 13:18] 'Cause while I may be gone for now, one day I will come back.
[13:18 - 13:25] And when I do come back, it'll be better and stronger and better than ever.
[13:25 - 13:29] I plan to come back one day, so don't think this is the end forever.
[13:29 - 13:42] I will come back eventually. But as of right now, I can't see a path as to when.
[13:42 - 13:49] But when I do, I promise you I'll come back better than ever, guys. I promise you that.
[13:49 - 46:22] [MUSIC]
[46:22 - 46:37] I love you guys.
[46:37 - 46:39] Thank you guys so much for all these years.
[46:39 - 46:41] I love every one of you guys.
[46:41 - 48:57] [MUSIC]
[48:57 - 49:09] Now, with that being said, yes.
[49:09 - 49:14] First off, before I announce who I'm passing the torch off to,
[49:14 - 49:18] I just want to take a moment to thank every single one of you
[49:18 - 49:23] who has truly supported me over these years.
[49:23 - 49:26] For 10 plus years, you guys have supported me,
[49:26 - 49:29] and I can't thank you guys enough for that.
[49:29 - 49:34] 10 years, you guys have had my back.
[49:34 - 49:38] And I appreciate every single memory, every single moment,
[49:38 - 49:42] every bad moment, every good moment.
[49:42 - 49:48] I appreciate every single one of them to the fullest.
[49:48 - 49:52] All the fan letters, all the amazing comments,
[49:52 - 49:55] I appreciate every single one of those.
[49:55 - 49:58] And yes, even the harshly criticizing ones
[49:58 - 50:05] that are meant to help me, I appreciate those as well.
[50:05 - 50:10] But I just want you guys to know, from the bottom of my heart, man,
[50:10 - 50:12] I love every single one of you guys.
[50:12 - 50:15] Every single one of you guys beats something to me,
[50:15 - 50:19] and I appreciate the living shit out of you guys.
[50:19 - 50:22] I know there's been a lot of things that I've done wrong.
[50:22 - 50:29] I know there's been a lot of times where things have not been the best.
[50:29 - 50:34] But despite all that, I still had fun.
[50:34 - 50:38] But now it's the time for me to open up a new chapter in my life.
[50:38 - 50:41] It's time for me to close this chapter of my life
[50:41 - 50:52] and start a brand new chapter. Start over new.
[50:52 - 50:56] And believe me, this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do,
[50:56 - 50:59] but it's for the betterment of myself
[50:59 - 51:03] and ultimately the betterment of my future,
[51:03 - 51:11] as well as for the betterment of my family and my health.
[51:11 - 51:14] Now, I know what you guys are thinking.
[51:14 - 51:19] Well, who's the torch going to get passed on to?
[51:19 - 51:21] You know, now that you're leaving
[51:21 - 51:24] and you're starting a new chapter in your life,
[51:24 - 51:27] who are you passing the torch on to?
[51:27 - 51:29] Well, I will tell you.
[51:29 - 51:35] The person I'm passing the torch on to is somebody that has been here since day one.
[51:35 - 51:40] Somebody that has obviously had some negative times with me,
[51:40 - 51:43] but has also had some very good times.
[51:43 - 51:47] We've had a lot of laughs, a lot of cringy moments,
[51:47 - 51:50] a lot of bitching and arguing.
[51:50 - 51:58] But despite all that, this person has been there through everything.
[51:58 - 52:03] This person has helped me along the way,
[52:03 - 52:08] has made funny videos to help me,
[52:08 - 52:19] has stood up for me when I least expected it.
[52:19 - 52:26] And the person that I'm passing the torch of the nation on to,
[52:26 - 52:29] the torch that I'm passing, the first time I'm passing,
[52:29 - 52:32] the torch of my fan base to,
[52:32 - 52:37] is none other than my good friend, music biz Marty.
[52:37 - 52:40] Marty has been there through everything,
[52:40 - 52:44] done all he could to support.
[52:44 - 52:52] He's done everything he could to support everything that I do,
[52:52 - 52:54] everything that I'm about.
[52:54 - 52:59] He's gone out of his way to help me.
[52:59 - 53:05] So from this moment on,
[53:05 - 53:14] music biz Marty is now the new leader of the Cyrax Nation.
[53:14 - 53:19] And Marty, I couldn't ask for anyone better to fill that spot than you.
[53:19 - 53:24] You say they're too big to fill, but I know you can do it because I believe in you.
[53:24 - 53:29] You showed heart.
[53:29 - 53:33] You showed guts, you showed determination.
[53:33 - 53:40] You've shown that like me, you don't take shit from nobody.
[53:40 - 53:43] And regardless of whether I like it or not,
[53:43 - 53:48] you've been there, you've stood up for me in more ways than one.
[53:48 - 53:51] Hell, when I was sicker than a damn dog and I was depressed,
[53:51 - 53:57] you were one of the first motherfuckers on here to reach out and ask me how I was doing.
[53:57 - 54:00] When I was going through breakups and I was on the edge,
[54:00 - 54:09] you were one of the first ones to reach out and be like, hey, what's going on? Are you okay?
[54:09 - 54:11] You got that fire in you, man.
[54:11 - 54:15] You've got that power in you to carry on the legacy.
[54:15 - 54:18] And I couldn't think of anyone better to run that legacy
[54:18 - 54:27] and continue on where I left off than for you.
[54:27 - 54:32] Honestly, I couldn't be any prouder to have somebody like you, Marty,
[54:32 - 54:37] carry on my legacy from this day forward.
[54:37 - 54:42] Now, I may make appearances here and there, just not tonight,
[54:42 - 54:49] but I may make appearances on random live streams here and there once in a great while.
[54:49 - 54:55] But just know that after today, I am going to be hanging out on Facebook a lot.
[54:55 - 54:58] I'm going to be working on artwork a lot.
[54:58 - 55:07] I'm going to be doing stuff to better my life because I'll be honest with you guys,
[55:07 - 55:13] I've not been in the best of health the last few months.
[55:13 - 55:19] These past few months have taken a very, very strong toll on my body,
[55:19 - 55:24] both mentally and physically.
[55:24 - 55:29] And I need to get myself back to better health.
[55:29 - 55:41] I need to get my mental state right, and I need to get my health back in order to where it needs to be.
[55:41 - 55:47] And it's not only taking a toll on my body, it's taking a toll on my family's mental health,
[55:47 - 55:51] it's taking a toll on them, and I need to think about them.
[55:51 - 55:59] I need to think about them as well as myself and what they're going through as well.
[55:59 - 56:04] But just know that I thank every single one of you guys, whether you're a hater,
[56:04 - 56:12] whether you're a fan, I appreciate the living shit out of every single one of you guys.
[56:12 - 56:19] Every single one of you guys, whether you're a hater or you're a fan, I appreciate you guys.
[56:19 - 56:24] Because even the haters brought me a lot of good laughs over the years.
[56:24 - 56:37] A lot of the haters brought me a lot of fun laughs over the years, even if it was just trolling.
[56:37 - 56:46] Whether you laughed at me, you laughed with me, or whether you supported me,
[56:46 - 56:50] I appreciate it.
[56:50 - 57:01] And just know that I am fine. I will be fine.
[57:01 - 57:05] And maybe once all this is done and over, I can come back.
[57:05 - 57:11] But I have to do this for myself, I have to do this for my family,
[57:11 - 57:23] but most important, I have to do this for my health and my well-being.
[57:23 - 57:27] And just know that I love every single one of you guys.
[57:27 - 57:35] You guys are fucking awesome, you guys are amazing, and I love every single one of you guys.
[57:35 - 57:41] And your guys' memories will always be in here with me, always.
[57:41 - 57:46] Every single thing that you guys have ever said, whether it's good, bad, whatever,
[57:46 - 57:54] all those memories will always be right up here with me, no matter what.
[57:54 - 57:58] Because like I said before, and I mean this when I say this,
[57:58 - 58:02] every single one of you are legends in your own way.
[58:02 - 58:12] You're each a legend in your own right.
[58:12 - 58:17] Every one of you is a legend.
[58:17 - 58:22] You guys are what made the Cyrax name what it was.
[58:22 - 58:28] You guys are the people responsible for creating me.
[58:28 - 58:33] You guys are the ones responsible for me.
[58:33 - 58:42] You guys, the fans, every single one of you watching this is responsible for making me who I was.
[58:42 - 58:44] And I appreciate that.
[58:44 - 58:54] I honestly can say that never in a hundred years did I ever think,
[58:54 - 59:01] never in a million years did I ever think I would reach a thousand subs like I did a few months ago.
[59:01 - 59:13] But I did, and you guys are responsible for that.
[59:13 - 59:22] But just know guys that I am fine, I am okay, and you don't have to worry.
[59:22 - 59:35] You do not have to worry, because I am perfectly well, I'm perfectly fine.
[59:35 - 59:40] And once you have to know that I love every single one of you from the bottom of my heart, man.
[59:40 - 59:50] Every one of you, and I'm not just saying that either, that isn't me acting, that isn't me putting on a persona.
[59:50 - 60:01] Like, I myself, me, Chance, the guys that you know and love.
[60:01 - 60:20] I appreciate the living shit out of every one of you, and I love every single one of you guys as if you were my own family.
[60:20 - 60:27] You guys are my blood, and that'll never change.
[60:27 - 60:42] Well, with that being said, y'all, I love you guys, and again, thank you so much for a wonderful 10, 11, 12 years on this platform.
[60:42 - 60:57] Thank you guys so much for everything. You guys have done so much for me that I can't even express how grateful I am.
[60:57 - 61:06] But thank you guys so much for everything, truly. I am truly grateful to all you guys.
[61:06 - 61:19] And I want you to know that I love every single one of you guys, and I hope that you guys take the lessons that I taught you about helping people, about being a good person,
[61:19 - 61:24] about not giving in to the hatred or giving in to the bullies.
[61:24 - 61:32] I hope that you guys take that with you, and you spread that positive message to others like myself who have been bullied.
[61:32 - 61:41] I hope you guys take that message, and you pay a board, and you help others like yourself.
[61:41 - 61:53] Well, with that being said, I love you guys, and thank you again so much for the best years of my life on this platform.
[61:53 - 62:13] Thank you all so much. I love you guys, and I hope to see you again one day. I hope that one day I get to see you again.
[62:13 - 62:30] I love you guys so much. Thank you for everything, guys. I love you. Peace.
[62:30 - 62:40] Stay strong, guys. I know you'll be alright. Thank you.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1361' on August 13th, 2024