Original upload date: June 30th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:18] They're Bully, I don't get it. You judge me from my mistakes, but yet you're the ones
[0:18 - 0:26] who trolled me into it. You sat there and attacked me from my wrongdoings, when you
[0:26 - 0:33] did worse than me. You attacked my friends and tried to turn my own family
[0:33 - 0:44] against me. But yet all I do is try to be myself, but yet it's like you want me to
[0:44 - 0:52] end up alone, like you want me to be by myself. It's not like I ever asked for
[0:52 - 1:02] this. I'm sick of feeling this pain and this anger deep within. Every day I'm
[1:02 - 1:10] constantly living in sin because of what you did to me. All I'm trying to do is
[1:10 - 1:21] make a living for my family, but yet you sit here and you bully me. You put me on
[1:21 - 1:26] the edge of suicide multiple times to where I almost ended my life right
[1:26 - 1:38] there on your live stream. But yet half the time, I feel like you don't even
[1:38 - 1:45] understand what it's like to be me. My whole life growing up being bullied, being
[1:45 - 2:00] attacked. Now what happened to you? What made you decide that you want to bully
[2:00 - 2:08] me? You could have gone out to everyone, everyone else in the world that is a
[2:08 - 2:16] pedophile, but yet you choose me. You bully me even after I came clean about
[2:16 - 2:27] what I did. You decide to bully me. And you wonder why I lie awake at night
[2:27 - 2:41] every single day, tossing and turning, hoping that the pain would go away. I
[2:41 - 2:53] don't deserve this. I just want to be free. I want to be free from this hate
[2:53 - 3:01] and this anger so I could fulfill my purpose and make a living for my family
[3:01 - 3:09] who gave me everything. Why is it that you can't see the pain behind the words
[3:09 - 3:15] that I say every day? Why is that you can't see the tears that I cry when I
[3:15 - 3:20] lie awake at night, silently crying myself to sleep because of what you do
[3:20 - 3:30] to me? You say that you're the victim, but really I'm the one that's the victim.
[3:30 - 3:38] You bully me and push me until I break. And not because you have my friends who've
[3:38 - 3:48] gone away. God this isn't fair to me. This isn't how the way my life is supposed
[3:48 - 4:00] to be. I'm sick of feeling this anger. I'm sick of being hurt. I'm sick of
[4:00 - 4:12] feeling like I belong six feet deep beneath the earth. Why is that you sit
[4:12 - 4:20] there and say one thing and then turn around and do that exact same thing to
[4:20 - 4:30] me? I don't understand it. You claim that I'm the bad guy but really you're the
[4:30 - 4:41] bad guy. You're the one bullying me. You're the one attacking me. You're the
[4:41 - 4:54] one belittling me. God why can't you just let me pee? Why can't you just go away
[4:54 - 5:02] from me? Why can't you just leave me alone and let me live my life in peace?
[5:07 - 5:12] Because to be honest with you I don't want to end up dead in the ground with the
[5:12 - 5:18] rest of the deceased. You guys are like a fucking disease. You're destroying
[5:18 - 5:28] everyone. You're destroying everything that you see and ruining everyone's
[5:28 - 5:47] lives just to get a laugh and that's not fair. Not to me or to anyone. So what can
[5:47 - 5:52] I ask? Why me?
[5:52 - 5:56] [Silence]
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1358' on August 13th, 2024
