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[0:28 - 0:49] I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through Get a little bit of gasoline
[0:49 - 0:55] Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of gasoline
[0:55 - 1:01] Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of shit, put a view
[1:01 - 1:06] I'm gonna set your place on fire Let's get high
[1:06 - 1:12] Put a little bit of shit, put a view I'm gonna set your place on fire
[1:12 - 1:17] Let's get high, y'all I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through
[1:17 - 1:31] I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through Get a little bit of gasoline
[1:31 - 1:37] Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of gasoline
[1:37 - 1:52] Welcome to another crime scene I'm gonna set your place on fire Let's get high, y'all I'm gonna set your place on fire Let's get high, y'all
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[2:45 - 2:53] Put a little bit of shit, put a little bit of shit I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through I'ma make it through
[2:53 - 3:07] Get a little bit of gasoline Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of gasoline Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of shit
[3:07 - 3:19] I'm gonna set your place on fire Let's get high, y'all I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through Get a little bit of gasoline Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of
[3:19 - 4:00] I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through Get a little bit of gasoline Welcome to another crime scene Get a little bit of
[4:00 - 4:20] I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through I'ma make it through, I'ma make it through
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[0:22 - 0:31] I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
[0:31 - 0:43] Don't know what you're expecting of me, but under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
[0:43 - 0:52] Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
[0:52 - 0:57] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[0:57 - 1:04] Become so tired, so much more aware, I'm becoming this.
[1:04 - 1:10] All I want to do is be more like me, and be less like you.
[1:10 - 1:18] Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, you're free to lose control.
[1:18 - 1:31] 'Cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart, right in front of you.
[1:31 - 1:39] Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
[1:39 - 1:44] And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[1:44 - 1:49] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[1:49 - 1:56] Become so tired, so much more aware, I'm becoming this.
[1:56 - 2:03] All I want to do is be more like me, and be less like you.
[2:03 - 2:12] And I know, I may end up feeling too.
[2:12 - 2:21] But I know, you were just like me with someone disappointing you.
[2:21 - 2:27] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[2:27 - 2:33] Become so tired, so much more aware, I'm becoming this.
[2:33 - 2:39] All I want to do is be more like me, and be less like you.
[2:39 - 2:52] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
[2:52 - 2:58] Become so tired, so much more aware, I'm becoming this.
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[0:27 - 0:34] I'll make you new, make you proud
[0:34 - 0:41] I know it's true, there's nothing
[0:41 - 0:48] I'll make you new, make you proud
[0:48 - 0:52] I know it's true
[0:55 - 1:00] I'm a monster of my own identity
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[1:07 - 1:08] Rock baby!
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[1:30 - 1:31] Rock baby!
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[1:57 - 2:25] I'm a monster of my own identity
[2:25 - 2:33] I'll make you new, make you proud
[2:33 - 2:39] I know it's true, there's nothing
[2:39 - 2:46] I'll make you new, make you proud
[2:46 - 2:51] I know it's true
[2:53 - 2:59] I'm a monster of my own identity
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[3:05 - 3:06] Rock baby!
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[0:00 - 0:25] music Every day they confuse my mind and I don't understand why, why you don't notice me and really give a fan of me, why can't you just let me pay?
[0:25 - 0:40] Everything I've had you in her heart, thoughts away to class, but she don't even notice who I am
[0:40 - 0:55] Everything I've looked at you, I think that one day she will be with me and I don't understand why you don't even notice me at all
[0:55 - 1:11] It's like every single day I don't get you and I just want to say that I love you but don't even know my name and don't know who I am
[1:11 - 1:30] It's like every single day you don't even try to look at me or make me speak to me, why don't you notice me? All I want to do is be free from this agonizing pain
[1:30 - 1:41] Please won't you notice me, please even talk to me, just please say something to me, no, I don't understand, no, I don't understand you at all
[1:41 - 1:57] It's like your head's always in the bush, it won't even bother to put it down and take a look at me, but no, that's what I'm gonna do with you, no, I don't understand, no, I don't understand you at all
[1:57 - 2:18] Why won't you fucking notice me, please tell me why won't you even talk to me? What did I ever tell to you? Do you hate me? No, I don't understand why you won't even talk to me
[2:18 - 2:37] It's like you die of nothing, but I never tell you why can't you see that I am not single? No, I don't understand, no, I don't understand
[2:37 - 2:54] Why you won't look at me, please, please even tell me why you won't even talk to me? Do I really love that I need more? Do you just not care about me?
[2:54 - 3:22] Please won't you notice me, I'm begging you please just put down the book and talk to me, so I can finally be free from this, I get all the fears that you have for all, please, please tell me free from this, I can't even please won't you just talk to me, please, baby, I'm begging you please, just talk to me
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[0:00 - 0:17] (Intro)
[0:17 - 0:29] You say I'm wrong, you say that everything is going down, you know, to the thought, you say that you know me, you don't see the masses
[0:29 - 0:41] You're gonna die, hide behind, but the truth is you're the one that's out of me, I'm the mass, you're the one, I'm empty, I'm your last, every single day and night
[0:41 - 1:06] You look at me with no pain, stare and touch and ask, tell me that you're alright, but the truth is that you're not, you got insane, you don't even realize who you are anymore, it's kinda like you're getting buried in your own lies
[1:06 - 1:24] You can't do this, see flesh around the skies, do you see what it is to be alone in the dark, do you see what it is to be left alone with the broken heart all alone in the dark
[1:24 - 1:41] All you do is wonder around, wonder at why everyone abandoned you, it's because of everything that you did to everyone around you, you can't see the pain that's around you every single night and day
[1:41 - 2:01] You will find the love, it will not just go away, but the truth is that it won't, all the pain and suffering and darkness, does it really say, don't you even look away, talking you the man, you know, face your problems
[2:01 - 2:15] face your problems, right, yeah, right, now, no time to back down, no time to back down
[2:18 - 2:47] You think you can run, but you can't, this is all in the beginning, this is all in the beginning for you, you have no idea what you got in your self until when you try to run and crash you, put you back, don't you let you stay in here, and it's on for the attack, don't feel bad for yourself, you're the one that did this to yourself
[2:47 - 3:02] Don't blame anybody, put yourself, all the darkness, all the hatred is now surrounding you, it's lurking deep within you, and it wants to grab a hold of you
[3:02 - 3:20] Don't run, don't hide, it's time for you to stay in place, if you wanna be yourself again, don't run, don't hide, time to fight
[3:20 - 3:24] I will be sweet, sweet, sweet
[3:25 - 3:27] Thank you for watching!

[0:00 - 4:08] Music by Nickolas Biegler, "The Darkness"

[0:00 - 0:08] So to Marty and every motherfucking doubter out there that thought my shit wasn't gonna
[0:08 - 0:16] take off, bitch I'm here to prove a motherfucking point to every one of y'all right now. As
[0:16 - 0:24] you can see this is my official War Studios art shop right here. As you can see War Studios,
[0:24 - 0:31] my official art shop. Now as you can see one of my pieces has the logo right there with
[0:31 - 0:45] that War Studios artificial. Now as you guys can tell I have currently as you guys can
[0:45 - 0:52] tell I got 18 pieces in the shop right now not following anybody right now I have one

[0:00 - 0:15] What's up y'all, it's your boy Shadowboy, you know who it is. I'm here to speak on IP2 Network and them claiming that I'm part of their record label.
[0:15 - 0:29] To the boys over at IP2, I am not part of your record label. I am an independent artist and I plan to stay independent until a legitimate,
[0:29 - 0:45] a legit record label contacts me or makes me an offer that I'm willing to work with. I am not part of your record label, no matter what you say, no matter what you trolls try to do.
[0:45 - 0:58] I am not a part of your record label. I would never sign to your record label and you want to know why? Because some of you motherfuckers over at IP2 are nothing but trolls.
[0:58 - 1:09] So to anyone out there that sees this channel that I'm going to be posting in the description, I want you guys to report the fuck out of it. And I mean report the hell out of it.
[1:09 - 1:26] This person is re-uploading my music to their channel and claiming that I'm part of their label. I am not a part of their record label. I did not sign a contract with you. I never will sign a contract with you no matter how much you offer me.
[1:26 - 1:51] I will never sign to a record label that has IP2 attached to them. Now if it's a record label outside of YouTube that actually wants to take me seriously and work with me, then by all means, I would be more than willing to work with them.
[1:51 - 2:11] Like if strange music were to offer me a spot on their label, I would take that up in a heartbeat or Magic Ninja Entertainment or Psychopathic Records or Hatchet House or you know Native World Inc.
[2:11 - 2:23] Those labels I would accept the deal from or any label that is willing to pay me for what I do, that's willing to pay me for my work up front and get me going in the right direction.
[2:23 - 2:51] So to the Ravi P2 records, I'm independent at this point in time and I have no plans to sign with you guys. So you guys need to get lost and take my music down otherwise I will come after you for copyright and trademark infringement which I can do and I will proceed to do so if you do not cease and desist right now.
[2:51 - 3:00] Plain and simple, either cease and desist right now or I will come after you for copyright and trademark infringement.
[3:00 - 3:08] Plain and simple, take the content down where I'm coming after you for a trademark and copyright infringement.

[0:00 - 0:26] Mardi, what the fuck am I going to do with you, you motherfucker? See, I'll admit, yes,
[0:26 - 0:37] I handed over Cyrax Nation to you. I will admit that 100%. But when I put that message
[0:37 - 0:47] in there, I said, don't associate me with that brand. I told you not to associate me
[0:47 - 1:01] with that brand. I told you that motherfucker. And yeah, what'd you do? You decided to take
[1:01 - 1:14] shit a step further, you fucking bitch. Like, are you fucking serious right now, dude? Like,
[1:14 - 1:22] are you for real right now, Marty? I told you not to associate me with the Cyrax Nation
[1:22 - 1:47] brand. Matter of fact, I'll read off the message where I said, don't associate me with it.
[1:47 - 2:04] Hey, Marty, are you looking to go to jail, my guy? Because I can easily have you arrested
[2:04 - 2:19] for that shit.
[2:19 - 2:45] I can easily do it.
[2:45 - 2:55] Let me go here in the Discord and read off the part where I said, don't associate me
[2:55 - 3:12] with it. Right here, I'll read out the first paragraph. Hey, Marty, I want you to know
[3:12 - 3:20] that over the last four hours, I've really thought about what needs to be done. And as
[3:20 - 3:26] of this moment, I am parting ways for good with YouTube under the Cyrax brand. You can
[3:26 - 3:34] keep the Cyrax brand and Nation for yourself. All I ask is that you do not associate me
[3:34 - 3:43] with either one. All I ask is that Shameko Cat and everyone, please leave me and Caitlin
[3:43 - 3:51] alone and let us live our lives in peace. If you guys can do that, you will not hear
[3:51 - 4:02] from me or see from me ever again. I am sorry for what I've said to you and Jasmine in
[4:02 - 4:08] the past, and hopefully one day you can forgive me. But at this point in time, I must part
[4:08 - 4:19] ways with YouTube for good under the Cyrax brand. I do wish the best for you. I do wish
[4:19 - 4:29] the best of luck to you. As for me, I'd like to build for myself and Caitlin and our family.
[4:29 - 4:39] Good luck, sincerely. And then I put my name. I told you not to associate me with that brand.
[4:39 - 4:47] So now guess what? The FBI gets to get called again because you released videos of me without
[4:47 - 4:53] my permission or knowledge. You live in a two party state, Marty. You seem to forget
[4:53 - 5:04] that motherfucker and you seem to forget that I have family that is both police. So, yeah,
[5:04 - 5:23] not to mention one of them is a fucking attorney. So believe me when I say, Marty, your ass
[5:23 - 5:31] is going down and I can get him on that, too. Because, Marty, you and I both know that
[5:31 - 5:38] you stole those motherfucking videos. You and I both know that you stole those videos,
[5:38 - 5:46] motherfucker. Why, dude, I sat right there and told you I will read off that sentence
[5:46 - 5:57] again where I said, do not associate me with it. I'll read from where I said you can have
[5:57 - 6:04] the Syrax brand. You can keep the Syrax brand and name for yourself. All I ask is you do
[6:04 - 6:13] not associate me with either one, which means you do not use my likeness. You do not use
[6:13 - 6:25] me. What? So, yeah, you're going to jail, Marty. Have fun, bitch, because you're going
[6:25 - 6:30] to be Bubba's little bitch here real motherfucking soon, little boy. And don't think it ain't
[6:30 - 6:37] going to fucking happen. Try me, bitch.

[0:00 - 4:40] Music by Michael Jackson and the Beatles.

[0:00 - 0:10] What's up guys, I know I'm streaming from StreamYard for the first time in a long time, but I wanna prove a point to you guys right quick.
[0:10 - 0:25] Some of you think that what I'm doing is stuff, some of you think that my stuff belongs to you, but really it doesn't. You guys are just frauds and fakes.
[0:25 - 0:41] Now allow me to show you proof, legit proof that Nome and the other orchestral style score that I did are all original because I actually do have the bones.
[0:41 - 0:47] Now allow me to show you Nome, this is just to prove a point, allow me to show you Nome.
[0:53 - 1:11] As you can see right here, every single bone, every single piece, every score right there, every single instrumental score.
[1:11 - 1:22] Now allow me to play it back for you as further proof, and it won't let me do it, fuck.
[1:30 - 1:42] Well that's alright, but as you guys can see, every single piece is my own. So all y'all fuckheads I wanna sit there and talk shit.
[1:42 - 1:44] Dinner!
[1:44 - 1:45] Alright.
[1:45 - 1:47] Bring yourself up and drink!
[1:47 - 1:59] Alright. But as you guys see right there, there are the bones. Now with that being said, I do have to hop off, so yeah, try again fuckheads.

[0:00 - 0:11] Good morning guys. I'm here to prove a point and teach some of you a lesson that obviously
[0:11 - 0:20] have not learned that lesson. People such as Gigi Allen or Skull Kid. Now yes, there
[0:20 - 0:28] are some artists out there that will reveal how they do what they do, but not all. Most
[0:28 - 0:33] artists that you see nowadays, they don't show you how they get their sound, they just
[0:33 - 0:41] show you how to make the beat that they do. They don't show you how to get their sound.
[0:41 - 0:48] Prove me wrong. And you want to know why they don't show everything they do? Because
[0:48 - 0:54] they don't want mother fuckers coffee in their sound and making money off it because
[0:54 - 0:59] that's their sound. That's what makes them unique. Your sound is what defines you as
[0:59 - 1:10] an artist. And when someone comes along and steals your sound or your style, you know
[1:10 - 1:15] what's going to happen? They're going to make money off that. They're going to be
[1:15 - 1:25] making more money than you do or making money off what you're supposed to be doing. And
[1:25 - 1:31] the reason why I know this is because I am a victim of this. One of my friends in high
[1:31 - 1:40] school, or somebody who I thought was my friend back in high school, a couple years
[1:40 - 1:45] after I got out of high school I started to develop my sound and my style and I came
[1:45 - 1:50] up with a very unique style and sound that people really started to enjoy which is one
[1:50 - 1:59] of the sounds that led me to do what I'm doing now. But because he liked that sound
[1:59 - 2:05] so much even though I taught him how to create the basics of it, you know what he did? He
[2:05 - 2:15] went on to steal that sound and started making money off that. Which is why you never reveal
[2:15 - 2:25] your sound or how you do what you do. You know how they say a good magician never reveals
[2:25 - 2:36] his tricks? A good musician never reveals how he creates what he creates. That is a
[2:36 - 2:41] very important lesson. And for those of you out there that want to sit there and run
[2:41 - 2:48] your mouse, that's not for you to put out there. How I create my music, how I do what
[2:48 - 2:55] I do, that's none of your business. What is your business is what you do, how you do what
[2:55 - 3:02] you do. I'm going to quote Ryan Upchurch here for a minute because it's very true.
[3:02 - 3:10] Maybe if y'all stay in your own lane and worry about what you're doing instead of
[3:10 - 3:20] worrying about everybody else in the world, maybe, just maybe, you'll actually get somewhere.
[3:20 - 3:24] And seeing that's a lot of y'all's problems up on here is y'all like to put your noses
[3:24 - 3:30] in everyone else's business except stick into your own business. Y'all don't want
[3:30 - 3:37] to stick to your own business. So you'd rather run around, talk shit, put your noses
[3:37 - 3:42] in other people's business and put it in places where it doesn't fucking belong when
[3:42 - 3:50] really it needs to be, you need to keep your nose in your own business. How I make my music,
[3:50 - 3:59] ain't none of your business. What I do with my girl outside of YouTube, ain't none of
[3:59 - 4:10] y'all's business. What is your business is the content that I put out, or the music
[4:10 - 4:16] that I put out, or the video like this that I put out, or the once in a great blue moon
[4:16 - 4:21] last rooms that I put out, or if there's an update on the art shop or whatever. And
[4:21 - 4:27] I'll let y'all know that's y'all's business because I make it your business. How I make
[4:27 - 4:35] my music ain't y'all's business. So y'all motherfuckers that want to sit there and
[4:35 - 4:42] try to, you know, put out there how I supposedly make my music, first off y'all are dead ass
[4:42 - 4:50] wrong. Y'all are wrong as fuck on how I do my music. Especially with these classical
[4:50 - 4:55] renditions of songs that I did over the last couple days, y'all are dead ass wrong on
[4:55 - 5:10] how I did it. Second off, like, you know, you guys are just like, you're dumb for doing
[5:10 - 5:15] what you do. Trying to sit there and say, oh, this is how he does it. Not, not even
[5:15 - 5:23] bro. See, what y'all feel to realize is I'm actually naturally gifted when it comes to
[5:23 - 5:34] music. I always have been. And my first generation in my family for music, yes. Am I proud of
[5:34 - 5:40] that? A hundred percent. But what you guys fail to realize is not only do I know how
[5:40 - 5:52] to do these harsh vocals that people enjoy, but I'm also classically talented. I took
[5:52 - 6:02] no classes. I had to learn everything on my own. And the way I learned to do classical
[6:02 - 6:10] music isn't by note. It's by sound and what I hear. What I hear vocally and instrument
[6:10 - 6:19] wise, I am able to translate into perfect keys on a keyboard or on, you know, a computer
[6:19 - 6:24] keyboard or whatever it is, and whatever instrument or whatever tool it is that I'm using at
[6:24 - 6:33] the time to create the music. Like how many times will I have to go over this? Hell,
[6:33 - 6:39] a little fun known fact. So you're not from God smack. Doesn't know how to play notes
[6:39 - 6:49] at all. He does it how I do it. He plays it by sound. Most artists nowadays don't
[6:49 - 6:57] know notes. They don't know music theory. Yes, I studied just a little bit of music
[6:57 - 7:04] theory on my own, but not very much. But I know just enough to be able to actually to
[7:04 - 7:09] be able to know what I'm doing when it comes to picking up on sounds and how I translate
[7:09 - 7:19] that into what I do. So y'all motherfuckers, I think you got me figured out. I'm figured
[7:19 - 7:19] out.
[7:19 - 7:35] [inaudible]

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[0:24 - 0:29] Well, let me show it to you and this is gonna happen to everybody that's ever up to your sleep that put me in this place
[0:29 - 0:34] It's because of you that I'm stuck in this place and I'm sick of it
[0:34 - 0:37] I'm sick of every one of you that put me here
[0:37 - 0:42] No, they're still in this, they're back
[0:42 - 0:56] No, no, NOOO!
[0:56 - 1:00] Sick of this anxiety, always waiting on my motherfucking mind
[1:00 - 1:05] Every single fucking day do you know what it's like to be sucked in a fucking mental prison
[1:05 - 1:12] Every single day not knowing if your anxiety is gonna motherfucking come up and attack you every fucking day
[1:12 - 1:18] Do you know what it's like to live with the thought of suicide on your fucking mind?
[1:18 - 1:23] Do you know what it's like to live with the pressure every single motherfucking day of your life?
[1:23 - 1:28] It's not because of every single one of you that motherfucking did not accuse me
[1:28 - 1:33] Now this demon that you made me out the motherfucking being I'm so sick of it
[1:33 - 1:40] I'm so sick of being this motherfucking demon that you made me into every single night and day
[1:40 - 1:45] I wake up with this same anxiety on my mind, always waking up with a cold sweat
[1:45 - 1:49] Mind racing every single fucking day and I just don't know what to do
[1:49 - 1:54] Every night and day I've got these dead thoughts running through my brain of constantly
[1:54 - 2:00] Look at me wondering if a girl is ever gonna fucking leave me then turn around and realize
[2:00 - 2:07] That it's just my mind playing tricks on me, it's just the anxiety acting up again but the hundredth time
[2:07 - 2:15] I gotta get away from these feelings man
[2:15 - 2:18] I gotta get away from, where do I go and what do I do?
[2:19 - 2:22] Who do I turn to, who do I trust?
[2:22 - 2:28] It's like I'm in a mental prison, I'm watching inside my mind and I don't know how to get out
[2:28 - 2:32] I'm so sick of being locked in this fucking mental prison that
[2:32 - 2:37] Every single one of you will fuck me in, every single one of you will fuck me in and in
[2:37 - 2:41] That's what the motherfucking judge react to like you fucking know me, you don't know
[2:41 - 2:44] But it's like to be in my shoes, you don't know
[2:44 - 2:47] But it's like to wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night
[2:47 - 2:52] Wanting to take your own life, you don't know what it's like to live with
[2:52 - 2:57] Motherfucking night terrors every fucking night to wake up from a motherfucking dream
[2:57 - 3:02] That's a real thing, you don't know what is real
[3:02 - 3:07] You have no idea what is real and that was not motherfucking true
[3:07 - 3:11] Do you know what it's like to be in my shoes, you don't know what it's like
[3:11 - 3:16] So I'm telling you, every single one of you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck away from me
[3:16 - 3:22] You don't know what it's like to be in me, you don't know what it's like to deal with
[3:22 - 3:26] The stress of anxiety always weighing on your motherfucking mind
[3:26 - 3:31] You just want to be a better version of yourself but then you turn around and realize
[3:31 - 3:36] This anxiety is with you for the rest of your motherfucking life
[3:36 - 3:40] God damn this shit ain't right, I just want to get out of this fucking mental prison
[3:40 - 3:43] That every one of you will fuck me in
[3:44 - 3:48] Cause right now it's like my patience is where it's been
[3:48 - 3:54] I gotta find the way out, I gotta tear out these walls, I gotta freak out
[3:54 - 4:02] Do you really see what it's like to go through what I go through? No you don't
[4:02 - 4:09] You don't know what it's like, you don't know that the words that you fucking say to people like me
[4:09 - 4:15] Every fucking day always wants us to be dead in the motherfucking grave
[4:15 - 4:19] So I don't understand what it gives you the right to fucking judge
[4:19 - 4:22] People like me every fucking day when you don't realize
[4:22 - 4:25] This anxiety is always weighing on your motherfucking mind
[4:25 - 4:29] Every single day and night, we just want everything that'll be alright
[4:29 - 4:32] We just want all this negativity to go the fuck away
[4:32 - 4:37] I'm so sick of this anxiety, sick of all this even simultaneously
[4:37 - 4:41] It's the rage that deep inside of me, I just wanted all to go the fuck away
[4:41 - 4:45] So I could be myself again, for my girl and my fucking family, oh so
[4:45 - 4:49] Sick of this anxiety, and this is the pressure taking over me
[4:49 - 4:54] Every single day it's always lurking, deep inside me
[4:54 - 5:00] For those of you that abuse me, you're the reason that I became the way that I am
[5:00 - 5:06] And for those of you that troll me and attack me, you know, fucking people like me
[5:07 - 5:12] You don't know what we deal with, so you got no right to judge people like me
[5:12 - 5:16] So get the fuck away from people like me
[5:16 - 5:19] We don't need that negativity
[5:20 - 5:21] Thanks for watching!

[0:00 - 0:14] All right. What's going on, everybody? Hey, what's going on everybody? How's everybody doing tonight?
[0:14 - 0:34] One minute, y'all. Let me switch our hats real quick.
[0:34 - 0:42] Oh, yeah. Now I can actually cruise and chill with you guys.
[0:42 - 0:54] But, uh, everybody's been asking, is it true that me and Caitlyn split? And the truth is, Marty, yes, it is true.
[0:54 - 1:05] Otherwise, why would I be fucking live streaming? Granted, it does suck, but it is what it is, but you're the one that caused it.
[1:05 - 1:17] You're the one responsible, motherfucker. Yo, Spaz, what's good, homie?
[1:17 - 1:33] Racking, as I say, y'all, it feels good to be back behind the wheel again, just cruising with y'all, bro, trying to set records, just cruising, chilling.
[1:33 - 1:45] And for all y'all that want to sit there and say that Caitlyn was holding me back, no, she wasn't. The only one holding me back is fucking Marty.
[1:45 - 2:10] So, I can shatter our record here.
[2:10 - 2:39] Well, man, it feels good to be back.
[2:39 - 2:50] Well, what y'all been up to, man? What about the missing out on?
[2:50 - 2:58] Oh, that came so close. It's all good, though.
[2:58 - 3:08] Oh, fuck, yeah, man, hell.
[3:08 - 3:27] Bonjovi, I haven't done Bonjovi in a good while, but if y'all do want to know, I do have a brand new merch shop, but man, if y'all would like to keep the brand new merch shop, I'll post a link to it here in just a minute.
[3:27 - 3:39] There y'all go.
[3:39 - 3:48] Let's see where I stand. 20th, not bad.
[3:48 - 3:53] I'm sitting in 20th spot right now. It's actually not that bad.
[3:53 - 3:59] At least I'm not down in like the bottom 100. At least I've got somewhere to start from.
[3:59 - 4:21] But man, it feels good to be back behind the wheel and killing it.
[4:21 - 4:24] I got you, man.
[4:24 - 4:28] I'll do that right now.
[4:28 - 4:57] I got you, brother.
[4:57 - 5:17] Let's try Okotama's turn circuit. Let's see what we can do with that.
[5:17 - 5:27] Well, man, it feels good to be back. Honestly, I feel it's good to just be back behind the wheel again as a competitor. I have missed it.
[5:27 - 5:56] For real.
[5:56 - 6:21] I'm gonna go in here and un-band this dude right quick.
[6:21 - 6:45] All right, there you go, man. Knock yourself out.
[6:45 - 6:58] Yo, stress miss, what's good?
[6:58 - 7:18] There you go, man. Knock yourself out, spaz.
[7:18 - 7:27] Man, what y'all been up to since I've been gone?
[7:27 - 7:31] Oh, shit.
[7:31 - 7:35] What the fuck is new in y'all's neck of the woods these days?
[7:35 - 7:38] This has been a minute.
[7:38 - 7:44] Oh, no, shit.
[7:44 - 8:03] As y'all know, I've been working on a few compositions here and there and shit, so I've just been doing my thing with that and chilling.
[8:03 - 8:14] Yeah, I'm gonna need to restart this.
[8:14 - 8:23] Right.
[8:23 - 8:31] Hey, Shredder, what's good?
[8:31 - 8:35] I know a lot of y'all have been watching the news lately and shit.
[8:35 - 8:41] And for those of y'all that do know me outside of here,
[8:41 - 8:45] some of you do know that I do have family up in Alaska and whatnot.
[8:45 - 8:49] And if you guys know what's going on with Alaska, y'all know what I'm getting at.
[8:49 - 9:04] If y'all don't know, man, I need y'all to fucking pray for my family up in Alaska, bro, because they just lost their house because of that landslide up there.
[9:04 - 9:13] So definitely need y'all to pray for my family that's up there, man, for real, because y'all don't know, man, Alaska is my birthday, bro.
[9:13 - 9:20] I was actually born out in Anchorage.
[9:20 - 9:26] And yes, if y'all saw the news that chick that was there,
[9:26 - 9:38] named Sally Anne, that was my sister on the news of y'all seeing that they actually did an interview my sister Sally Anne, which is pretty weird to see her on the news because I never see her on anything.
[9:38 - 9:44] So that was definitely it was cool, but it was also weird.
[9:44 - 9:59] So mad shout out to my sister for being on the news.
[9:59 - 10:03] Yeah, they're all good. They're all good.
[10:03 - 10:14] Where am I drowning? Nowhere, dude, I'm just straight up doing, I'm doing some record breaks and see if I can break some records on grid 2019.
[10:14 - 10:26] This has been a minute since I've been behind the wheel, bro. I'm a bit rusty.
[10:26 - 10:32] And yes, I will be doing early morning cover shows as well.
[10:32 - 10:40] Man, let me see if I can pop on some tunes right quick. Hold up.
[10:40 - 11:09] See if I can pop on some YouTube audio right quick.
[11:09 - 11:18] Whatever this shit do install while I was doing that.
[11:18 - 11:27] Let's check my rewards right quick.
[11:27 - 11:39] Let's check that shit and see what I got for that.
[11:39 - 11:52] Yo, major shout out to your sister bro.
[11:52 - 12:03] Yo, yo, I'm halfway there boy.
[12:03 - 12:12] Let's go.
[12:12 - 12:41] All right, here we go. Let's put on some YouTube audio, some good groups on here man.
[12:41 - 13:08] And I want to see a dick. That's all right. I'll just throw on some fucking Spotify, bro.
[13:08 - 13:31] Let's try this again.
[13:31 - 13:39] And fucking else. Here we go.
[13:39 - 13:52] I forgot that I needed to install the YouTube app but yeah.
[13:52 - 13:57] I know I see that and quite honestly Kevin, I'm not too happy about that shit.
[13:57 - 14:05] If anything, I'm pissed the fuck off about it, bro.
[14:05 - 14:10] Like I am not happy about that shit one fucking bit man.
[14:10 - 14:29] But that's beyond fucked up like I don't deserve that shit. Nobody does man.
[14:29 - 14:36] Oh dude I have and I've filled them in on what's going on they're investigating everything.
[14:36 - 14:54] Like literally then this morning I spent like frickin god from like fucking eight in the morning to like fucking noon talking to the frickin police man.
[14:54 - 15:23] Like I was talking to FBI agents, fucking police, you name it dude shit.
[15:23 - 15:42] Got my shit to install.
[15:42 - 15:56] Yo highest what's good man. Yo heal what's good man.
[15:56 - 16:07] Hey anonymous what's good.
[16:07 - 16:11] See if we can get some good tunes up on this bitch.
[16:11 - 16:40] And y'all here scraping don't feel bad they're just, we got a fucking mouse trapped in the fucking steel pipe in there in the heater pipe.
[16:40 - 17:09] Yeah.
[17:09 - 17:27] And it's not one to play it's all good though.
[17:27 - 17:38] How's the like us.
[17:38 - 18:05] Spotify install
[18:05 - 18:34] some spot of iTunes for y'all while we chill and cruise and do whatever.
[18:34 - 19:00] All right, so how's Spotify don't want to work so
[19:00 - 19:19] well.
[19:19 - 19:46] Okay, cool on y'all.
[19:46 - 20:15] Let's do this works.
[20:15 - 20:33] I know it's kind of weird y'all I'm trying to get this to work is being a pain in the ass.
[20:34 - 21:31] Okay, so.
[21:31 - 21:36] So fuck it I'll just use this.
[21:36 - 22:05] You're not alright want to, but I'll do what I have to do.
[22:05 - 22:33] Okay.
[22:33 - 23:02] Well one of my personal favorites for y'all.
[23:02 - 23:31] Okay.
[23:31 - 24:00] Yeah, I didn't course was good.
[24:00 - 24:18] Hold up, you know what.
[24:18 - 24:31] I got something for y'all hold up a minute. I'm gonna do something I ain't done in a while.
[24:31 - 24:34] You know what, let me cut it right here.
[24:34 - 24:48] I'll be right back y'all cuz I got something for you.

[0:00 - 0:29] For years. Society has put us down. Cast us aside. Told us that we don't belong. Made
[0:29 - 0:52] fun of us, belittled us. Told us we would never amount to anything. Told us that we were freaks.
[0:52 - 1:08] Something that the world didn't want. Some of us have even been told that we had wish
[1:08 - 1:20] we had never been born. We've had wishes thrust upon us like the wish of we had never been
[1:20 - 1:45] born or that we were dead. But I say here on this channel is our home because we are
[1:45 - 2:00] rejects but we are still people.
[2:00 - 2:22] My mind remains my pain. The cut down to visions. The spirals as I ache. And then the
[2:22 - 2:31] way it breaks. Say it with me, I'm afraid of my soul. Back in Tampa's in control. So
[2:31 - 2:43] now they're free and you can't decide. The end is coming. The end is coming. We live
[2:43 - 2:54] and we die. Just keep on saving and go past the fear and the cause. The wound will stain
[2:54 - 3:15] us with the scarlet cross. A symbol for my shame. The color of your name. It's how this
[3:15 - 3:27] you break. Live with my mistakes. Say it with me, I'm afraid of it all. The day that we
[3:27 - 3:39] let it fall. Tain't no no me, they're not gonna go. The end is coming. The end is coming.
[3:39 - 3:51] We live and we die. Just keep on saving and go past the fear and the cause. The wound
[3:51 - 4:08] will stain us with the scarlet cross. No fear and the cause. The wound will stain us with
[4:08 - 4:22] the scarlet cross.
[4:22 - 4:52] We live and we die. Just keep on saving and go past the fear and the cause. The wound
[4:52 - 5:09] will stain us with the scarlet cross. No fear and the cause. The wound will stain us with
[5:09 - 5:26] the scarlet cross. The scarlet cross. The scarlet cross.
[5:26 - 5:51] The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet
[5:51 - 6:09] cross.
[6:09 - 6:22] Just for all the rejects out there like myself.
[6:22 - 6:45] We live and we die. The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain
[6:45 - 7:04] us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound
[7:04 - 7:23] will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[7:23 - 7:39] The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet
[7:39 - 9:33] cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet cross. The wound will stain us with the scarlet
[9:33 - 9:42] cross. I'm not afraid to turn. I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to turn.
[9:42 - 9:43] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[9:43 - 9:50] [MUSIC ENDS]
[9:50 - 10:17] [ Pause ]
[10:18 - 10:23] A generative design is bringing together human creativity and artificial intelligence.
[10:23 - 10:28] [ Pause ]
[10:28 - 10:49] [ Music ]
[10:50 - 11:10] [ Pause ]
[11:10 - 11:18] There's no reason, there's no compromise change on seasons.
[11:18 - 11:23] Living a high life, I don't know you.
[11:23 - 11:28] So don't freak on me, I can't control you.
[11:28 - 11:32] You're not my destiny.
[11:33 - 11:53] Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, you don't need to lie to me.
[11:53 - 12:01] [ Pause ]
[12:01 - 12:24] How confesses, you're my tragedy, I laid you to rest just as fast as you turned on me, come forever. Finish the memories, face the pleasure, all matched by your own living.
[12:25 - 12:47] Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, you don't need to lie to me.
[12:47 - 13:04] I don't need no reason, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need to lie to you, you don't need to lie to me.
[13:05 - 13:37] [ Pause ]
[13:37 - 13:55] Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need no reason, you don't need to lie to me.
[13:55 - 14:19] I don't need to lie to me, lie to me, lie to me.
[14:19 - 14:25] I don't need to lie to you, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need to lie to you, why are you just here by my way?
[14:25 - 16:15] Straight out alive, I don't need to lie to you, why are you just here by my way? Straight out alive, I don't need to lie to you, why are you just here by my way?
[16:15 - 16:20] Straight out alive, I don't need to lie to you, why are you just here by my way?
[16:20 - 16:47] are you ready? go!
[16:47 - 16:56] am i alive? will my ego well be satisfied?
[16:56 - 17:05] blinded yes you enter my mind enter my mind
[17:05 - 17:12] am i alive? if the mind freaks out who we think keeps haunting
[17:12 - 17:19] me there's no surprise it's the mind freak
[17:19 - 17:27] my pride my pride
[17:27 - 17:37] fear stay in two places you don't wanna go
[17:37 - 17:45] where am i? pain you're a price of mine
[17:45 - 17:52] my neck so resurrect my soul am i alive?
[17:52 - 17:58] if the mind freak out who we think keeps haunting me
[17:58 - 18:03] there's no surprise it's the mind freak
[18:03 - 18:30] my pride my pride
[18:30 - 18:46] am i alive? is the mind freak out who we think keeps
[18:46 - 18:52] haunting me? there's no surprise it's the mind freak
[18:52 - 19:00] global reality am i alive?
[19:00 - 19:11] someone freak am i alive? is the mind freak is the mind freak
[19:11 - 19:24] my pride my pride my pride
[19:24 - 20:12] is the mind freak is the mind freak is the mind freak
[20:12 - 20:31] this is going to anybody that's ever faced the struggles that i've faced or anyone that's
[20:31 - 20:38] ever got scarred like i have if you are scarred i want you to know that
[20:38 - 20:46] you are still awesome do we make sense?
[20:46 - 20:53] i think we do a lot of everything that we've been through
[20:53 - 21:06] you say black and i say white and i love what's wrong as long as it feels
[21:06 - 21:12] right don't let these stars fall in the light
[21:12 - 21:18] i know your scars are free you're like a shooting star in the rain
[21:18 - 21:22] there's everything that feels like home to me
[21:22 - 21:30] yeah i know your scars i can live inside you some empty town
[21:30 - 21:47] it's only you and me live inside of mine live inside of mine
[21:47 - 21:59] but then we're here around beside me so i can watch you sleep hold the body close to the brain
[21:59 - 22:05] you're deep in every time but you're not left of me
[22:05 - 22:13] would you still be you if we weren't weak?
[22:13 - 22:20] i know your scars are free you're like a shooting star in the rain
[22:20 - 22:24] there's everything that feels like home to me
[22:24 - 22:31] yeah i know your scars i can live inside you some empty town
[22:31 - 22:37] if you're only living live inside of mine
[22:37 - 22:44] you know if you're not coming down if you're not coming around
[22:44 - 22:49] just call my name out loud
[22:49 - 22:56] if you feel like coming down if you feel like going around
[22:56 - 23:11] just call my name out loud
[23:11 - 23:32] i know your scars are free you're like a shooting star in the rain
[23:32 - 23:37] there's everything that feels like home to me
[23:37 - 23:44] i know your scars i can live inside you some empty town
[23:44 - 23:52] if you're only living live inside of mine
[23:52 - 24:10] you
[24:38 - 24:43] this song is going on to those that we've lost and the ones we loved
[24:43 - 24:47] and wishing we could have been the ones to save them
[24:47 - 24:54] lady not i can't hear the crying
[24:54 - 25:01] i hear a dog trying to fall asleep
[25:01 - 25:06] when all the love around you is dying
[25:06 - 25:12] please stay so strong how did you hide it all for so long
[25:12 - 25:17] how can i take the pain away how can i say
[25:17 - 25:24] a fallen angel in the dark never thought you'd fall so far
[25:24 - 25:39] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight falling angel
[25:39 - 25:46] you do it all for my own protection
[25:46 - 25:53] you make me feel like i'll be okay
[25:53 - 25:59] still i have so many questions
[25:59 - 26:05] please stay so strong how did you hide it all for so long
[26:05 - 26:10] how can i take the pain away how can i say
[26:10 - 26:17] a fallen angel in the dark never thought you'd fall so far
[26:17 - 26:26] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight falling angel
[26:26 - 26:31] just let go you no doubt to feel alone
[26:31 - 26:39] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight
[26:39 - 26:52] i was right beside you when you went to hell and back again
[26:52 - 27:03] inside i could have saved a fallen angel
[27:03 - 27:09] falling angel in the dark never thought you'd fall so far
[27:09 - 27:16] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight
[27:16 - 27:24] falling angel just let go you no doubt to feel alone
[27:24 - 27:31] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight
[27:31 - 27:33] falling angel
[27:33 - 27:41] falling angel close your eyes i won't let you fall tonight falling angel close your eyes
[27:41 - 28:09] falling angel close your eyes
[28:09 - 28:14] this song is not to anyone out there who is currently on the edge like i've been
[28:14 - 28:21] i want you to know that you're not alone and everything will be just fine
[28:21 - 28:30] this will never be what i expected and if i don't belong
[28:30 - 28:40] or what i've casted i will not alone everything that i own
[28:40 - 28:46] to make you feel like it's not too late it's never too late
[28:46 - 28:59] even if i say they don't think all right still i hear you say you wanted your life
[28:59 - 29:07] now can we try to just stay alive maybe we'll turn it all around
[29:07 - 29:12] because it's not too late it's never too late
[29:12 - 29:22] no one will ever see the side effect and if there's something wrong
[29:22 - 29:31] or what i've casted and i have left everything that i own
[29:31 - 29:38] to make you feel like it's not too late it's never too late
[29:38 - 29:50] even if i say they don't think all right still i hear you say you wanted your life
[29:50 - 29:58] now can we try to just stay alive maybe we'll turn it all around
[29:58 - 30:02] because it's not too late it's never too late
[30:02 - 30:18] the world we have broken back to time we've lost can't get back to time we have
[30:18 - 30:29] bombs and all that yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
[30:29 - 30:42] so it will never be what i expected and if i don't belong
[30:42 - 30:54] even if i say they don't think all right still i hear you say you wanted your life
[30:54 - 31:02] now can we try to just stay alive maybe we'll turn it all around
[31:02 - 31:06] because it's not too late it's never too late
[31:06 - 31:15] maybe we'll turn it all around because it's not too late it's never too late
[31:15 - 31:40] it's not too late it's not too late
[31:40 - 31:51] so
[31:51 - 32:18] let's go out to anybody out there that's faces addiction
[32:18 - 32:34] this is just fun to help me escape my abuse and i hope it helps you
[32:34 - 33:03] learn how to live in everything you let me down my life is full now it's time to remove everything everything that you put me through
[33:03 - 33:07] before i start this next part
[33:07 - 33:14] i want to see motherfucking rip mitch walker going off in the motherfucking
[33:14 - 33:23] comments on my mark three two one go
[33:23 - 33:31] coming out the attention side it was always on my medical mind
[33:31 - 33:40] anything your intention through boy it was always on my medical mind
[33:40 - 33:48] this is your intention you'll never never run them under my eyes
[33:48 - 33:55] when is they are in this shop you'll never never run them under my eyes
[33:55 - 34:20] is on the phone lie on lie on when is the your intention should be with them they run them under my eyes when is the your intention should be with them they run them under my eyes
[34:20 - 34:43] and use the whips and i can fly spray my wings and fly away i cross my fingers for a day wishing for a better day so take my hands take me away
[34:43 - 34:54] liar i close my eyes out then i pray wishing for a better day
[34:54 - 35:11] coming out the attention side it was always on my medical mind when is the your intention through boy it was always on your fucking mind
[35:11 - 35:20] there is a prayer every time wishing wishing for a better way but not thinking with nothing change
[35:20 - 35:27] i lost my mind praying for a better day coming
[35:27 - 35:44] going to your intention you'll never never run them under my eyes
[35:44 - 35:53] when is the your intention you'll never never run them under my eyes
[35:56 - 36:06] my eyes my eyes
[36:06 - 36:13] oh lord
[36:13 - 36:33] oh
[36:51 - 37:07] hey bad apple why does your fucking suck a dick you little bitch
[37:07 - 37:17] you want to sit there run your fucking mouth like a bitch i dare you to fucking do this shit better than when i'm doing punk ass
[37:17 - 37:23] i fucking dare you you ain't got the fucking balls to do what i fucking do
[37:23 - 37:33] you know it's funny you know it's people like you are actually pretty fucking funny you want to know why
[37:33 - 37:39] because motherfuckers like you think that you know everything
[37:41 - 37:48] you think that you're above everyone but the truth is you're not above anybody you little bitch
[37:48 - 37:52] you're nothing more than a spineless fucking coward
[37:52 - 38:00] hiding behind a fucking computer screen like a goddamn keyboard warrior running his fucking
[38:00 - 38:15] mouth i mean what are you like fucking 40 years old probably jerking off the fucking kiddie porn
[38:15 - 38:21] you
[38:21 - 38:26] are
[38:26 - 38:32] you
[38:32 - 38:38] are
[38:59 - 39:05] yeah hold on guys you're back
[39:05 - 39:10] yeah
[39:10 - 39:16] in that back room
[39:16 - 39:22] your right side
[39:22 - 39:30] okay as soon as you go through your look over you'll see a classic child baby
[39:30 - 40:54] you
[41:17 - 41:22] sorry about that guys now back to this little bitch running his mouth
[41:22 - 41:29] and like i said it's that little bitch running his mouth
[41:29 - 41:38] you know what's funny about you man i deal like i deal with motherfuckers like you every fucking
[41:38 - 41:48] day every fucking day i deal with people like you pal you think that you're so much better
[41:48 - 41:54] than everyone but the truth is man this place isn't for you it's for the fucking weirdos
[41:54 - 41:56] so get the fuck out
[41:56 - 42:06] serious man this chain away for you pal it's for the fucking weirdos the rejects people like me
[42:06 - 42:09] who get bullied by little bitches like you every fucking day
[42:09 - 42:15] people like you and music bitch boy marty and little fag boy skull bitch
[42:15 - 42:25] you know and what's funny about people like you is you gotta sit behind a fucking computer screen
[42:25 - 42:30] like some fucking keyboard wear jock tough guy running your fucking mouse but really you're
[42:30 - 42:38] fucking what 40 years old a fucking loser not doing anything with your life meanwhile i bust my
[42:38 - 42:44] ass every fucking day to make my fucking music i'm a fucking weirdo that tried really fucking hard
[42:44 - 42:50] and got signed to a friend's label meanwhile you can sit there and run your fucking mouth like a
[42:50 - 42:58] bitch all you want so jackass this place ain't for you it's for the fucking weirdos like me
[42:58 - 43:03] to have a good time to escape the bullshit of little bitches like you every fucking day
[43:03 - 43:10] i do this shit for the fucking weirdos the rejects the people like me
[43:10 - 43:14] that little bitch boys like you fucking turn away in society
[43:16 - 43:32] so hard ass this ain't for you motherfucker get the fuck out this is for the fucking weirdos
[43:32 - 44:04] you
[44:04 - 44:30] this for all the fucking weirdos man what's good
[44:30 - 44:56] I never had no reason I what I have become 10 comfort tank it's why I put that on everything
[44:56 - 45:04] never won for the filter from see the son of a seven son I never had no easy life what I have
[45:04 - 45:11] become didn't come from thank you twice put that on everything never won for the filter from see the
[45:11 - 45:17] son of a seven songs born with a four-ton boy and spit the wicked shit try to circle sense and
[45:17 - 45:22] make them motherfucking shit legit even in that little kid I knew the most way me mocha tried to
[45:22 - 45:26] kill me that's the thing that helped them make me locked up in my mind and never fucked the danny
[45:26 - 45:32] medication solely all the time with my crazy in the desperation never learned the copper finish
[45:32 - 45:36] never felt no fucking name never gave a fuck enough so never played some fucking game they
[45:36 - 45:40] was talking about me they knew something was wrong started talking out my friends and they
[45:40 - 45:46] knew that I was gone I was there but as a past he said I needed therapy in and out of school for
[45:46 - 45:51] drug abuses and vulgarities said no way so man it's time to try to fix the broken child he's
[45:51 - 45:56] so many as fuck sitting the little bass never smiles not to talk to teachers man remember that
[45:56 - 46:02] they all say I want to take the time thank you for the man I am today you never had no easy life
[46:02 - 46:09] what I have become didn't come from thank you twice put that on everything never won for the
[46:09 - 46:15] filter from see the son of a seven song I never had no easy life what I have become didn't come
[46:15 - 46:23] saying that's why put that on everything for the fella pops see the son of a self
[46:23 - 46:27] them devil came to draw them in his first stomach coming down look me in the eyes of tommy's son
[46:27 - 46:32] daughter seven one put your pen the paper put your blood in every fucking line and angel on
[46:32 - 46:37] my shoulder put my blood in every fucking rock this and then again you got a billy really like
[46:37 - 46:42] it now i got some people understanding how the fuck a bitch said I'm choking bitches out of
[46:42 - 46:47] the kitchen me and murder case I get up in the booth let the mic take this bitch to the two
[46:47 - 46:51] two relations put me in the situation where we're fitting in the back the preacher through the
[46:51 - 46:56] congregation then time to toss my friends don't start up in my game tell me your motherfucker
[46:56 - 47:01] back and I ain't kind of saying on this can't be rehabilitation rolling streets and packages
[47:01 - 47:05] down the road the bus people screaming now and then I ain't thinking I'm making
[47:05 - 47:14] told that the list was aimed but I was getting started with the age of the crop again
[47:14 - 47:20] you know what you know I got something for this little punk bitch hold up hold up
[47:20 - 47:27] this little bitch wants to continue to sit there and run his fucking mouth
[47:27 - 47:31] I got you kid
[47:31 - 47:57] this little bitch baby album wants to continue to run his fucking mouth I got you little boy
[47:57 - 48:22] [Music]
[48:22 - 48:27] it's not that every fucking hater like bitch boy apple over here
[48:27 - 48:39] yo I'm so sick of this motherfucking little motherfucking apple bitch running this fucking
[48:39 - 48:45] mouth upon the internet act like he knows me but he really don't know what the fuck is I'm
[48:45 - 48:51] about anybody want to try to run their motherfucking mouth go ahead little punk ass motherfucker go
[48:51 - 48:56] ahead run your fucking mouth I can't see if I don't motherfucker put you in the goddamn grave
[48:56 - 49:01] you want to run your mouth about me go ahead I don't give a fuck because at least I'm up
[49:01 - 49:07] on this motherfucker stage right sitting there behind the motherfucking computer
[49:07 - 49:11] putting your motherfucking mouth thinking that you know me but the truth is little bitch
[49:11 - 49:17] you ain't nothing more than a little bossing mouth little motherfucking faggot running
[49:17 - 49:23] fucking fucking mouth you thinking that you know me bitch go ahead fucking try me later fucking
[49:23 - 49:29] faggot ass motherfucker why don't you go back to sucking on your mommy's motherfucking tits
[49:29 - 49:36] sit your motherfucking little fat faggot ass down with a motherfucking up on this stage making
[49:36 - 49:42] motherfucking history with my motherfucking brothers man shout out to the homie room
[49:42 - 49:46] shout out to the motherfucking homies of power niggas records shout out the motherfucking
[49:46 - 49:48] grim the rap river what's up bro
[49:48 - 50:02] yeah y'all don't make me hand to get my motherfucking mother
[50:02 - 50:07] cram the rap reaper to a motherfucking murder you guarantee you're dead
[50:07 - 50:11] he would take a motherfucker psych to murder every single one of y'all that
[50:11 - 50:16] want to run your motherfucking mouth out by me go ahead test me little fucking bitch you
[50:16 - 50:23] got the motherfucking criminal rap river up on this motherfucking beat then you got me the
[50:23 - 50:30] one only motherfucking demon king shadow beta guarantee you dance i don't motherfucking play
[50:30 - 50:38] i walk the line between heaven and hell every fucking day yes i'm a fallen soul uh fallen angel
[50:38 - 50:46] yes i'm half angel half demon but i live in darker side doubts every time me little fucking
[50:46 - 50:54] bitch want to stand there and run his motherfucking mouth then act like they know what the fuck i'm
[50:54 - 51:00] about you want to run your mouth go ahead then don't fuck your bitch guarantee you
[51:00 - 51:06] that you keep on running the motherfucking mouth i guarantee you that i won't run up to you
[51:07 - 51:16] and empty that shit right into you bitch
[51:16 - 51:27] you
[51:51 - 51:55] shout out to fallen angel's records shout out to my fucking family
[51:55 - 52:05] shout out to my brother's rally coda oda grab the rap river sea west big celtic
[52:05 - 52:15] yo it's motherfucker time it's time to motherfucking ball it's time to fucking go it's time
[52:15 - 52:28] for me to go insane and lose control
[52:28 - 52:39] yo it's time to get motherfucking fallen angel's records up on the motherfucker see
[52:39 - 52:44] everybody always running when they fuck see the side of me because they know that when it comes
[52:44 - 52:50] down to it i ain't got a motherfucking problem murdering a motherfucking little bitch like bad
[52:50 - 52:56] apple man everybody always try to fucking judge me everybody try to break me since they won
[52:56 - 53:03] but the truth is bitch i'm doing everything that you fuck kids on came up from the motherfucking
[53:03 - 53:10] god i came up from being homeless came up from having nothing but yet here i am after all these
[53:10 - 53:16] fucking years i got a fucking label that i could call my fucking family i know that my homies got
[53:16 - 53:22] my motherfucking back for all eternity yeah my motherfucking brothers and my sisters here
[53:22 - 53:28] they got my back for the motherfucking death of me anybody that ain't riding with me you better
[53:28 - 53:35] just stay the fuck up out of the fucking way stay in your own lane before i have to lay your rest
[53:35 - 53:41] in a fucking grave i'm so sick of these motherfucking little bitches always acting like
[53:41 - 53:46] they gonna leave me swimming with the fishes but the truth is they ain't gonna do shit ain't
[53:46 - 53:52] nobody stopping me because i'm on my way to the time just wait and fuck see see if we don't
[53:52 - 53:59] fucking murder every single fucking hater see if we don't take a fucking knife to yo motherfucker
[53:59 - 54:05] throw what's done team is a loose man we out here about to fucking lose control
[54:05 - 54:12] you thinking that you fucking know me but you don't know the rage deep inside of me that i've
[54:12 - 54:20] kept locked away for 11 years now i'm finally able to let it the fuck out doing what i gotta do
[54:20 - 54:24] now i got some people understanding how the fuck i feel what it's like to go through what
[54:24 - 54:31] i fucking go through every fucking day i get little bitches off on the fucking internet
[54:31 - 54:37] acting like they gonna stop me but the truth is they ain't nothing but a bunch of little fucking
[54:37 - 54:44] whiny bitches that ain't gonna do a goddamn thing because i tried really hard and i got where i
[54:44 - 54:54] wanna be every fucking bitch that wants the hate on me go ahead just wait and see my fucking family
[54:54 - 55:00] ain't nobody stopping me anybody wanna try to get up in the motherfucker way go ahead
[55:00 - 55:07] this bitch guarantee you dance me and my motherfucker team will let you win a fucking great battle
[55:07 - 55:20] second thought what what are y'all
[55:33 - 55:39] well with that being said i gotta bounce about it here guys fucking love y'all
[55:39 - 55:43] shout to the motherfucking team of pawnagers records i fucking love you guys
[55:43 - 55:51] with that being said i'll catch y'all later man peace

[0:00 - 0:17] So, Skull Kid, you think you got me figured out, right? You think that just because you make money off of your music, you think that gives you a right to push somebody like me around, right?
[0:17 - 0:28] That makes you think that you got me figured out when it comes to me making my music, but the truth is, boy, you ain't got a damn thing figured out.
[0:29 - 0:49] Did you ever stop thinking for one minute that maybe I'm actually just that good? Did you ever stop thinking that maybe I actually took music classes when I was in school, when I was in high school, and that I'm actually naturally gifted when it comes to creating classical pieces? No, you didn't.
[0:49 - 1:12] See, the difference between me and you is this, unlike you, I'm a true artist. Just because you make money don't make you a true artist. See, a true artist never reveals his secrets. A true artist does not reveal how he creates his sound.
[1:13 - 1:31] See, you think that I did it that way, but the truth is I didn't do it the way that you think. I built those pieces from the ground up using my intellect, using my intelligence, using what I know how to do best, which is music.
[1:34 - 1:52] If you were any kind of a real artist school kid, you would follow the rule that every artist in the world follows, whether it be somebody like Drake, whether it be somebody like you and some of my best friends that I've known for years.
[1:52 - 2:07] People like my brother Eric Scrubbo, or my little brother Bratly. One thing that no artist does is reveal how they create their music.
[2:08 - 2:37] You think guys like Elvis gave away how he made his music when he was alive? You think guys like Lincoln Park gave out all their secrets? You think guys like Disturbed, people like Evanescence, or even people far back as The Beatles, or even Johann Sebastian Bach, or Beethoven gave out how they created their music.
[2:37 - 2:51] No, they let their music speak for them. And that's exactly what I do. So you school kid have a lot to learn.
[2:52 - 3:12] See, I don't give out my secrets stupidly, like you do, which is why people respect me. Because unlike you, I don't blab my mouth about what I do or don't do. I don't run my mouth about the money that I make from music.
[3:12 - 3:30] Unlike you, I don't go around, some people, oh, I make money in music. So, you know, I could sit there and talk shit on somebody who doesn't make money from it. See, you make money for the run. See, man, you make music for the wrong reasons, bro.
[3:30 - 3:44] You're in it for the money. Me, I'm in it for the passion. I'm in it to make a difference in this world, and to help people, and to do what I enjoy.
[3:45 - 3:59] So I'm telling you right now, school kid, you got another thing coming if you think you got me figured out, bro. You need to learn that lesson. And I'll be glad to teach it to you, kid.
[3:59 - 4:14] Ask every other person that I've proven wrong in the past. Every person that has ever challenged me on what I do, I have proven wrong. Everybody from Tonic, you, all my haters, all the trolls.
[4:14 - 4:28] I've proven every one of them wrong. And I can easily prove you wrong too, school kid. Just because you make money off your music, that don't mean you know what you're doing.
[4:28 - 4:43] You don't know what you're doing when it comes to keeping your mouth shut about how you make your music. That's not for anybody else but you to know.
[4:43 - 4:52] Now, I will give you credit though, man. Your music is good. I will give you that. I'll give you the credit of that, man. Your music is good.
[4:52 - 5:07] But what you don't understand is when it comes to how you create your music, you always keep your mouth shut, plain and simple.
[5:07 - 5:17] It's not for the public to know. Because when you do that, other people are going to copy your sound and copy your style.
[5:17 - 5:24] And when they do that, that makes you look like a second-rate wannabe.
[5:24 - 5:32] And is that what you think I am? A second-rate wannabe? No. I'm not.
[5:32 - 5:44] Now, you on the other hand, with you revealing how you make your music, that makes you that and more. That makes you a failure at music.
[5:44 - 6:00] That makes you a failure at being able to keep your stuff a secret. That gives leeway to other people to copy your sound and to copy your style.
[6:00 - 6:09] So, who's the fraud now, Skull Kid?
[6:09 - 6:14] All I got to say to you, Skull Kid, is I'd hate to be in your position right now, boy.
[6:14 - 6:22] I would really hate to be in your position right now. Because sooner or later, somebody's going to come along and copy your style.
[6:22 - 6:37] And guess what? They'll be making bank off of it while you're sitting there looking like a broke second-rate bitch with nothing to his name because of that mistake that you made.
[6:37 - 6:48] Mark my words, Skull Kid. It might not happen today, it might not happen a week from now or a month from now, but one of these days, somebody's going to copy your style.
[6:48 - 6:59] And you're going to regret that you ever revealed your sound or your style. Me? I know what the fuck I'm doing.
[6:59 - 7:11] I'm not the fraud that you think, pal. Which makes me... Oh, yeah. That's right. That makes me smarter than you.
[7:11 - 7:27] Yeah, I might not know notes. I might not know keys. But what I know is sound. And what I know is music.
[7:27 - 7:35] I wasn't raised like you in the music scene coming up. I wasn't raised how you were raised.
[7:35 - 7:44] I wasn't raised to play by note or play by key. I was raised to play by sound, by what I hear vocally.
[7:44 - 8:04] And then I take that and I translate it into the music that I create. That right there is true genius. That right there is true musicianship and true creativity at its finest.
[8:04 - 8:21] Which makes you a second-rate artist. Learn your stuff, Skull Kid, before you ever think about challenging a true musical genius and a true musical prodigy like myself.
[8:21 - 8:37] Get your shit together, Skull Kid, or stay the fuck out of the way. Because I am a musical genius and I'm not going to let some punk motherfucker like you get in my way.
[8:37 - 8:40] So like I said

[0:00 - 0:24] What's good guys? I know it's kinda hard to see me because I'm kind of in the dark and I'm just doing a cruise and chill, got some coffee on hand and I figured that's the kind of life that we got. And what the fuck is going on?

[0:00 - 0:17] I'm so sick of this. It's how I tell my story and what I'm really tired of. I'm sick of this. I never wanted this.
[0:24 - 0:45] I never wanted any of this. I don't understand why the fuck does everybody gotta fucking troll me every single day. All the motherfucking we gotta get up on the internet. Somebody talking tragic about me every single fucking day and I don't understand it. Why can't I escape all this motherfucking negativity?
[0:45 - 1:03] So motherfucking sick of it. Sick of everybody hating on me trying to stop me from achieving my motherfucking dreams. I just wanna make it for my fucking family. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to be the face of all this negativity. I never wanted it.
[1:03 - 1:21] So the time of everybody around me constantly, judging me, making all these accusations. Everybody always trying to find another way to fuck me over every single day. I've been doing this for 11 fucking years and now I'm so sick of it. I just wanna get gone.
[1:25 - 1:44] I never wanted any of this. The hatred, the bullying, the attacks. I never wanted this. I never asked for the bullshit. I never asked for the lives or the rumors. I never asked for any of that. I just wanna go away.
[1:44 - 2:01] I never asked for any of the motherfucking bullying. I never asked for all these rumors being made up by me. I never asked for all these fucking lies that fucked up my life for 11 years. God damn this shit ain't motherfucking right. I'm so sick of it.
[2:01 - 2:29] Why can't any of you just go the fuck away and quit? I'm so fucking tired of it. I never wanted any of this. I'm so sick of the motherfucking strats. All the demons running around in my motherfucking head. Every fucking day always telling me that you just need to throw it all away. I don't wanna throw it all away. I wanna make it for my family doing what I fucking love.
[2:30 - 2:36] So I got no choice. I gotta keep going. I can't give up.
[2:40 - 3:09] Why can't any of you just leave me the fucking loon and stop making fun of me? All you fucking trolls are on the internet. Need to go the fuck away. I wish I could take everything that you fucking said to me. Throw it back in your fucking face so I can do what I gotta do so I can make it for my current and my family. I'm so fucking sick of this negativity. Sick of all the animosity. Sick of everybody constantly judging me. At the left they got the motherfucking right.
[3:09 - 3:38] Motherfucking right to attack me. Always trying to use my pants against me. Always trying to make up motherfucking lies on family that ain't true. Just so that everybody turns away. Turns against me and I'm so sick of this shit. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of all of you. I'm sick of the motherfucking strats that you fucking put me through. I'm so done with that. I wanna get the fuck away from you.
[3:38 - 3:53] I just wanna go away and get the fuck away from this shit. I never wanted this. So get the fuck away.
[3:54 - 3:55] Thanks for watching.

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up y'all. I know you're probably wondering why this video has no title. It's because it doesn't need a title, because I'm just going to get straight to that point. Marty, I hope you're fucking happy, dude.
[0:29 - 0:52] I really do. I hope you're fucking happy that because of you, because of what you've done to Caitlin's family, Caitlin's family made us split up because of what you were doing, and I don't blame them for being angry. Hell, I'd be angry too.
[0:52 - 1:12] But because of you, Marty, because of what you fucking did, her family forced her to leave me, and she didn't want to. She didn't want to fucking break it off of me, but because of what you did, her family forced it on her.
[1:12 - 1:36] And that's not okay. That's fucked up. You know what I don't get, Marty? Why is it that you can't leave me the fuck alone? You know, I'll be straight up honest. For the first time in 11 fucking years, I was genuinely and truly fucking happy. I was truly fucking happy.
[1:36 - 1:52] You know, I've gone through abuse for the last 11 fucking years. And for the first time, I'm actually happy. And what do you do? You come along and fuck it up. For what reason? To get revenge? That's bullshit, boy.
[1:52 - 2:09] And I know what some of you are gonna ask. Well, what are you gonna do now? What are you gonna do now? Like, now that you and her split, what are you gonna do now, honestly? I don't know.
[2:09 - 2:36] Honestly, I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. Hell, I don't know. I might do a coffee and chill livestream early in the mornings again, or, you know, because I actually have a TV again, I might sit down and practice again, and get ready for race season next year, or something. I don't know.
[2:37 - 2:41] You didn't lie.
[2:41 - 2:57] But, Takayo and Sami, I want you guys to know that I'm sorry for the drama. I never wanted this drama, and maybe one day you guys can forgive me. You know, because I never wanted this. I never wanted this kind of stuff to happen.
[3:00 - 3:11] And, you know, Takayo and I do still love you, and maybe one day we can work things out. I don't know.
[3:11 - 3:27] I want you to know that no matter what, I will always love you. Even though we're split, I will always and forever love you. That's never going to change.
[3:27 - 3:52] I know that you didn't want to do it. I know that you were forced into doing it, and I'm sorry.
[3:52 - 4:03] I'm sorry about what Marty did. I'm sorry about everything that went wrong.
[4:15 - 4:33] But, Marty, I hope you're happy that you got what you wanted. You wanted Kitwin to leave me so that I feel the pain that you felt. Well, guess what? You got your wish, motherfucker, and I hope you're happy.
[4:33 - 4:40] I hope you're motherfucking happy with yourself.
[4:40 - 5:00] And, Marty, now that you got what you wanted, will you please leave me the fuck alone? You got what you fucking wanted.
[5:04 - 5:20] You got what you've always wanted. What you wanted this whole time, which is to split me and Kitwin up. You got what you wanted, and I hope you're fucking happy about that, motherfucker. I hope to God you're happy.
[5:20 - 5:27] But more importantly, I hope one day you rot in hell for this.
[5:28 - 5:51] I hope to God you rot in hell, motherfucker.

[0:00 - 0:29] M-Marty I don't understand it, what do I have to do to you?
[0:29 - 0:34] What do I have to do to get you to leave me the fuck alone and to leave Caitlin's family
[0:34 - 0:37] alone and to leave Caitlin alone?
[0:37 - 0:38] What do I have to do?
[0:38 - 0:40] Like what do you want from me?
[0:40 - 0:43] What do you want?
[0:43 - 0:49] Okay, I already fucking apologize to you for accusing you of Jamie's death.
[0:49 - 1:04] I apologize to you and explain to you why.
[1:04 - 1:09] I don't understand why you're doing this.
[1:09 - 1:15] I don't get it.
[1:15 - 1:23] I never did anything wrong to make you do what you're doing to me.
[1:23 - 1:27] I don't deserve what you're putting me through.
[1:27 - 1:40] Caitlin and her family don't deserve what you're putting them through.
[1:40 - 1:46] Like I told you, if you want the Cyrax brand name, take it, but don't associate me with
[1:46 - 1:47] it.
[1:47 - 1:50] Leave me and Caitlin out of it.
[1:50 - 2:10] We don't want anything to do with it.
[2:10 - 2:13] I just don't understand it Marty.
[2:13 - 2:17] When is enough going to be enough?
[2:17 - 2:27] When will you quit?
[2:27 - 2:34] Because I was straight up honest with you Marty, after everything you've done to me,
[2:34 - 2:46] everything you've done to my family, to Caitlin's family.
[2:46 - 2:54] To be honest, I'm not saying this as a threat, I'm just speaking my mind and if you take
[2:54 - 2:59] it as a threat, I don't care.
[2:59 - 3:05] After everything you've put me through, there's only two places that you belong Marty.
[3:05 - 3:14] In a jail cell, in prison, more than the ground, six feet under, dead.
[3:14 - 3:18] And I was straight up honest with you, I'd rather see you dead.
[3:18 - 3:25] I'd rather see your corpse rot in the motherfucking ground, cause honestly Marty, after all the
[3:25 - 3:29] hell you put me through, I would love to fucking murder you.
[3:29 - 3:35] I would love to fucking kill you and put you in the ground where you belong, but I'm
[3:35 - 3:43] not going to do that because your fucking ass ain't worth it.
[3:43 - 3:51] For over five years, over five years, you have bullied me Marty.
[3:51 - 3:55] Enough is enough.
[3:55 - 4:00] I don't deserve what you're doing to me.
[4:00 - 4:09] All these videos that you're posting up of me, private videos that you stole from me.
[4:09 - 4:20] All these fake legal documents with you forging my name, all these rumors, all for what,
[4:20 - 4:32] revenge?
[4:32 - 4:35] Marty I'm warning you right the fuck now.
[4:35 - 4:42] Either you quit or I will call the FBI again and I will make them do something and if
[4:42 - 4:48] they don't, you will not like the outcome because I will do something.
[4:48 - 4:52] I will come after you, my damn self.
[4:52 - 4:59] If the FBI or the police don't take care of you, I will.
[4:59 - 5:04] I would love to beat you within an inch of your motherfucking life because of everything
[5:04 - 5:11] that you've done to me.
[5:11 - 5:15] I'll be straight up honestly Marty, I would love to beat your fucking ass and kick your
[5:15 - 5:19] teeth down your throat and make you suffer.
[5:19 - 5:26] I would love to fucking take that knife and slit your motherfucking throat boy.
[5:26 - 5:32] I would love nothing more than to make you hurt the way you've made me hurt.
[5:32 - 5:43] I would love nothing more than to see you in the pain that you've put me in.
[5:43 - 5:47] And when I'm singing it's not a threat, this is me speaking my fucking mind and finally
[5:47 - 5:50] fighting back.
[5:50 - 5:56] I'm sick of you Marty.
[5:56 - 5:59] I'm sick of the shit that you've done to me.
[5:59 - 6:03] I'm sick of the shit that you've done to Kate with her family.
[6:03 - 6:09] You need to grow up and quit this shit.
[6:09 - 6:16] 'Cause like I said Marty, you're on a one way path to do to two different places man.
[6:16 - 6:20] To either a jail cell or a fucking morgue.
[6:20 - 6:27] 'Cause like I said, if the cops won't do something about you, I will.
[6:27 - 6:32] 'Cause you forget Marty, I have your name and your address and I know what you look
[6:32 - 6:37] like and I know where you live.
[6:37 - 6:41] So believe me when I say I'll have no problem showing up at your house and beating your
[6:41 - 6:46] motherfucking ass if that's what it takes to get you to back off.
[6:46 - 6:51] But Marty, enough is enough.
[6:51 - 6:57] I didn't do anything to deserve what you put me through.
[6:57 - 7:02] I didn't deserve this hell that you put me through.
[7:02 - 7:13] You need to stop!
[7:13 - 7:18] I don't deserve this and for y'all that want to sit there and say that he's just trolling,
[7:18 - 7:22] you're bullshit.
[7:22 - 7:25] This motherfucker is not just trolling.
[7:25 - 7:32] This person is harassing my family, my fiance's family, my fiance herself, my family.
[7:32 - 7:40] He's going around posting private videos that were between me and my ex all over adult
[7:40 - 7:49] film sites, make me look like a fucking evil fucking person and I'm not.
[7:49 - 7:55] He's going around behind my fiance's back and contacting her family, trying to make
[7:55 - 8:22] me look like shit and I'm tired of it.
[8:22 - 8:26] You know, Marty, it makes me sick to my stomach.
[8:26 - 8:30] I don't understand why you can't just leave me and Caitlin alone.
[8:30 - 8:39] I don't get it.
[8:39 - 8:43] We didn't deserve the hell that you put us through.
[8:43 - 8:45] Caitlin didn't deserve it.
[8:45 - 8:46] I didn't deserve it.
[8:46 - 8:52] And nobody deserves to be bullied around by a monster like you, Marty.
[8:52 - 8:57] You're a narcissistic psychopath that needs to be put in a fucking psych ward and never
[8:57 - 9:01] let out.
[9:01 - 9:13] You need to be put in jail and never let out.
[9:13 - 9:25] You know, when I started YouTube 11 years ago, I didn't sign on for this.
[9:25 - 9:42] I signed on to create music, to create content that people love and enjoy.
[9:42 - 9:47] I didn't sign up to be bullied or harassed.
[9:47 - 10:11] I didn't sign up to be in the middle of a war so people can throw the fuck out of me.
[10:11 - 10:13] I don't deserve this, Marty.
[10:13 - 10:18] No one does.
[10:18 - 10:23] No one deserves to be treated the way that you treated me or Caitlin and her family.
[10:23 - 10:34] No one deserves that.
[10:34 - 10:41] I don't understand it.
[10:41 - 11:01] Why can't you just leave me alone, Marty and fuck off?
[11:01 - 11:06] I don't understand why you can't just leave me alone and let Caitlin and her family alone.
[11:06 - 11:21] I don't get it.
[11:21 - 11:28] I'm not the bad guy that you're making me out to be, Marty.
[11:28 - 11:33] I'm really not.
[11:33 - 11:38] So what I don't understand, why is it that you can't just leave me alone, leave Caitlin
[11:38 - 11:40] and her family alone?
[11:40 - 11:44] And if you can't leave me alone, leave Caitlin alone.
[11:44 - 11:50] If you want to go after somebody motherfucker, go after me and leave Caitlin and her family
[11:50 - 11:51] alone.
[11:51 - 12:00] Leave them out of it.
[12:00 - 12:02] Leave Caitlin and her family out of it.
[12:02 - 12:06] You want to go after somebody, go after me personally motherfucker.
[12:06 - 12:10] Go after me and stop being a bitch coward.
[12:10 - 12:12] Leave other people out of it.
[12:12 - 12:14] Caitlin doesn't need to be involved.
[12:14 - 12:17] Her family don't need to be involved.
[12:17 - 12:24] You want to go after somebody motherfucker, you come after me Marty and me alone.
[12:24 - 12:29] You leave everyone else out of it and stop being a bitch coward, you fucking piece of
[12:29 - 12:31] shit faggot.
[12:31 - 12:37] Grow up you fuck fag.
[12:37 - 12:42] Grow up and quit being a fucking bitch.
[12:42 - 12:47] You want to go after somebody, go after me directly motherfucker and stop bringing other
[12:47 - 12:50] people into your bullshit.
[12:50 - 12:56] Enough is enough Marty and I hope to god you know that I'm coming for you one way
[12:56 - 13:02] or another whether it be by court or me showing up at your house.
[13:02 - 13:10] One way or another I will get payback and you will pay for what you've done.
[13:10 - 13:13] And that's not a threat, that is a promise.
[13:13 - 13:17] You will pay for what you've done.
[13:17 - 13:20] If you don't believe me, try me motherfucker.
[13:20 - 13:27] All you are is a little fucking bitch running off of mommies and daddy's inheritance.
[13:27 - 13:30] You're a spineless bitch coward.
[13:30 - 13:34] You ain't even got the balls to face me man to man.
[13:34 - 13:41] You would rather run and go after other people that don't need to be involved.
[13:41 - 13:45] When you're back into a corner by somebody like me you run and hide like a bitch instead
[13:45 - 13:52] of fucking standing in your ground like a real man.
[13:52 - 13:54] When I confront you what do you do?
[13:54 - 14:00] You run like a bitch and you post my private videos all over the internet just to make
[14:00 - 14:03] me look like a piece of shit that I'm not.
[14:03 - 14:07] I am not that monster that you made me out to be Marty.
[14:07 - 14:12] I am not like how you make me out to be.
[14:12 - 14:20] So Marty, I hope to God you fucking die in jail or one way or the other.
[14:20 - 14:21] I really don't care.
[14:21 - 14:24] I hope you fucking rot in hell.
[14:24 - 14:27] You deserve every bit of hell that you're getting.
[14:27 - 14:29] You deserve to be threatened.
[14:29 - 14:34] You deserve to have your life threatened after what you've done to me.
[14:34 - 14:38] You deserve to have your ass beat.
[14:38 - 14:40] You deserve to have your throat slit.
[14:40 - 14:47] You deserve to be thrown in a jail cell and to be made someone's bitch.
[14:47 - 14:52] You deserve all that and more because of the fucking hell that you put me through.
[14:52 - 14:56] That you put Caitlin and her family through.
[14:56 - 14:58] None of us deserve this Marty.
[14:58 - 15:01] Grow up you spineless coward.
[15:01 - 15:03] It's down being a bully.
[15:03 - 15:05] You want to come after somebody?
[15:05 - 15:06] Come after me directly.
[15:06 - 15:09] Go ahead and call the cops if you want.
[15:09 - 15:11] I don't give a fuck.
[15:11 - 15:12] You want to know why?
[15:12 - 15:16] Because I'll tell the cops the fucking truth and I'll show them the evidence of what you've
[15:16 - 15:18] done.
[15:18 - 15:20] So try me.
[15:20 - 15:21] You want me?
[15:21 - 15:27] You come after me directly you sick fuck and leave other people out of it.
[15:27 - 15:28] You want me?
[15:28 - 15:33] I'm right here and I'm not hiding the fuck bag.
[15:33 - 15:37] Come and get me you pussy ass fuckboy.
[15:37 - 15:39] I'm done playing games.
[15:39 - 15:42] It's time to pay for what you've done Marty.
[15:42 - 15:44] And guess what?
[15:44 - 15:46] I'm the debt collector bitch.

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[0:00 - 0:15] Yo, I hope Motherf*cking Kijos is watching this sh*t. So let me tell you right now Skull Kid. Let me tell you right now you sick little b*tch.
[0:15 - 0:26] That name Shadowblade was doing to me by my best friend David back in high school before he passed away.
[0:26 - 0:33] And I made that sh*t in my stage name. I built something off of that.
[0:33 - 0:42] And I hope Kijos is watching this. Just Skull Kid. It does not matter whether or not the proper procedure is to buy it or not.
[0:42 - 0:47] Cause guess what? F*ck that. I've been on the Shadowblade name.
[0:47 - 0:54] You think I'm gonna let someone up punk b*tch with a f*cking half off sale mask ruin everything I've built?
[0:54 - 0:59] You're full of yourself motherf*cker. You're a sell out.
[0:59 - 1:09] See, I do music for the passion and the love of music. You do it to make money which makes you a f*cking sell out little b*tch.
[1:09 - 1:19] You're a sell out Skull Kid. You're a disgrace to the f*cking music scene. You don't own that sh*t motherf*cker.
[1:19 - 1:25] Let me tell you right now man. Let me tell you right the f*ck now Skull Kid.
[1:25 - 1:37] I've built everything around that Shadowblade name for the last 11 years that was doing to me by my best friend.
[1:37 - 1:45] And I'll be damned if I let you tarnish or ruin that name. I own that sh*t.
[1:45 - 2:01] Here y'all go. Like I said Skull Kid, I own that f*cking name boy.
[2:01 - 2:13] I own that name. It doesn't matter what you say or what you do. It doesn't matter.
[2:13 - 2:31] It doesn't matter if you went through the proper procedures b*tch. This is beyond f*cking buying out sh*t. This is beyond proper procedures or whatever.
[2:31 - 2:42] This is something deeper than that. This is something that my best friend left behind for me to carry on as a legacy.
[2:42 - 2:47] He gave me that nickname in high school for a very f*cking specific reason.
[2:47 - 2:55] Because of all the f*cking hell that I've been through. How I always had to hide myself in the shadows away from the b*llsh*t.
[2:55 - 3:02] And how I always stayed sharp as a tack. How I always stayed sharp as a f*cking blade.
[3:02 - 3:08] Especially against motherf*ckers like you.
[3:08 - 3:14] I am Shadow Blade.
[3:14 - 3:21] F*cking place and kick me a damn teeth in boy. And that's not a joke.
[3:21 - 3:28] I'm tired of motherf*ckers like you ruining sh*t that I have built from the ground up.
[3:28 - 3:34] I built that name.
[3:34 - 3:39] I built that shadow blade name myself from the ground up.
[3:39 - 3:47] And I would not let a motherf*cker like you ruin that. So f*ck you, Skull Kid.
[3:47 - 3:53] I'm not about to let some f*ckbag f*ck it like you ruin that sh*t.
[3:53 - 4:01] So y'all be ready. I'm going over there to kick some motherf*cking ass.