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2021-1-31 YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED

2021-1-31 YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED

[0:00 - 0:19] What's up guys We need to have a little chat
[0:19 - 0:38] We seriously need to have a little bit of a chat here
[0:38 - 1:04] If you're one of you that I only just now You are to be ashamed
[1:04 - 1:18] One of you that was in the chat this last stream Should be ashamed of yourselves
[1:18 - 1:30] I had one rule and you all couldn't follow it I had one rule and you couldn't fucking
[1:30 - 1:36] follow it Instead of listening to me, what did you guys
[1:36 - 1:46] do You decided to attack Lava for no reason
[1:46 - 1:54] Let me tell you right now I'm pretty embarrassed to follow you right
[1:54 - 2:08] now The only ones I'm not embarrassed by Are people like my girlfriend Tange and Lava
[2:08 - 2:22] And those that actually stood up for a while of a girl
[2:22 - 2:34] That's for the rest of you Y'all should seriously be ashamed of yourselves
[2:34 - 2:47] Y'all should really be ashamed of yourselves She came in the stream to show support
[2:47 - 3:00] And what did y'all niggas do What did y'all do
[3:00 - 3:06] Y'all sat there and attacked her When she's one of your own
[3:06 - 3:20] She's family And let me tell you right now motherfucker
[3:20 - 3:26] I do apologize for that motel I do not realize I unmodded you I will re-mod you
[3:26 - 3:40] I do apologize for that You want to know what happened?
[3:40 - 3:54] I don't believe that Embarrassment happened Last live stream
[3:54 - 4:07] Somebody attacked one of your own For those of you that attacked her
[4:07 - 4:33] You ought to be ashamed Lava was one of your own
[4:33 - 4:46] What happened was I was doing a stream to support anti-bullying and anti-suicide
[4:46 - 4:48] And what happened?
[4:48 - 4:56] My own mods turned against me And started attacking Lava for no fucking
[4:56 - 5:16] reason Why she was here to show support to show love
[5:16 - 5:25] You know it saddens me Lava didn't do anything
[5:25 - 5:32] Lava was here to show support for my channel She was here to support the movement of anti-bullying
[5:32 - 5:39] and anti-suicide What happened?
[5:39 - 5:54] She got attacked for no reason By half my fucking mods
[5:54 - 6:02] And to those people that didn't attack her Let me tell you right now motherfuckers
[6:02 - 6:10] It is going on to those directly who attacked her
[6:10 - 6:18] Lava girl has been more of a family member to me than any of you ever have
[6:18 - 6:28] Lava is not a bad person Lava has done nothing but show love and support
[6:28 - 6:41] for this channel Y'all think that Lava is a bad person but
[6:41 - 6:48] really she isn't If y'all would shut your fucking mouth and
[6:48 - 6:54] maybe sit down and get to know her You actually find that she's actually one
[6:54 - 7:05] of the coolest people I've ever met in my motherfucking life
[7:05 - 7:18] Yo Sid what up You know Lava didn't deserve the attacks
[7:18 - 7:32] she got No I didn't just kick you from the discord
[7:32 - 7:41] motel I didn't kick you I deleted the server I deleted the server because there's rogue
[7:41 - 7:45] mods in there And I had to do it
[7:45 - 7:49] I had to get rid of the channel I had to get rid of the server because of the rogue
[7:49 - 8:05] mods that were running around up in there No there was a few mods up in there I seen
[8:05 - 8:17] them there was a few of them But don't worry I will create another server
[8:17 - 8:31] where you will be invited don't worry But to the rogue mods that attacked Lava
[8:31 - 8:43] out of nowhere for no reason why she was here with Tang and the rest of you to show support
[8:43 - 8:54] to my channel and the movement that I'm creating Y'all should be ashamed
[8:54 - 9:06] I had to say triple but there's no forgiving the rogue mods man
[9:06 - 9:14] If you go back and watch the last livestream you'll see just how bad it really got
[9:14 - 9:27] bad and fast So yes I did un-mod a lot of people on this
[9:27 - 9:34] channel People who I saw not only attacking her
[9:34 - 9:42] earlier but also people that I saw in tonic's livestream earlier blatantly turning their
[9:42 - 10:07] backs on me and stabbing me in the back Very few stood up and defended her
[10:07 - 10:13] I do apologize Garrison That was an accidental un-modding I do apologize
[10:13 - 10:21] to you man And why is it that you hate Lava Girl?
[10:21 - 10:34] And thanks, nobody delete Vans right quick I want to ask this person why is it that you
[10:34 - 10:39] hate Lava Girl? Is because she's more real than you?
[10:39 - 10:55] Is because unlike you she actually stands for the fucking truth?
[10:55 - 11:03] Y'all that attacked Lava Girl you should be ashamed
[11:03 - 11:19] Lava Girl is one of the coolest motherfuckers I've ever met in my god damn life
[11:19 - 11:27] And I'm proud to call her family Just like I'm proud of those that stood up
[11:27 - 11:37] for Lava those that tried to stand up for her like Mr. Garrison, Cozy, my own girlfriend
[11:37 - 11:47] I'm proud of you guys They're the ones that I consider family
[11:47 - 11:58] But those that stood by and attacked You should be ashamed
[11:58 - 12:22] And don't feel alone Tripp cause you're not alone bro
[12:22 - 12:27] I know you're a good one man I know you're a cool guy
[12:27 - 12:31] So you're fine It's the ones that attacked her that I'm
[12:31 - 12:34] angry with That I'm scorned with
[12:34 - 12:46] That I'm mad at Hey Cynthia if you got a discord message
[12:46 - 12:50] me or call me And I'll explain to you everything that
[12:50 - 12:54] happened And if you'd like me to I can send you my
[12:54 - 13:15] discord I'm very ashamed of some of you in here
[13:15 - 13:24] That have played a part in attacking somebody who has done nothing but show love and support
[13:24 - 13:28] to every one of you Showing love and support to this channel
[13:28 - 13:37] regardless of what goes down It don't matter
[13:37 - 13:57] I actually know you want the truth about that one dude
[13:57 - 14:13] I was the one that banned CGC Anyone know why?
[14:13 - 14:39] Hey Vans how about we cancel you bitch Yeah you guys can get your wrenches back
[14:39 - 14:44] You guys are okay because you guys You didn't do anything
[14:44 - 15:04] You guys are okay And Sid I know you man you're cool so as a
[15:04 - 15:12] matter of fact Sid I did get your email man Just say no homie I did get your email Sid
[15:12 - 15:26] and thank you for that brother For real I appreciate that dude
[15:26 - 15:53] Psycho you were never here I said Alani you may be mad
[15:53 - 16:02] Oh I tried to hit an emoji bro
[16:02 - 16:30] And some of you may be angry at me Because I'm standing up for one person
[16:30 - 16:35] Against all road mods And I know triple will agree with me when
[16:35 - 16:41] I say this And so will Amy
[16:41 - 16:51] And everyone else I would rather have a small group of real friends
[16:51 - 17:11] Than a thousand fake friends that don't give a fuck
[17:11 - 17:36] Oh I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[17:36 - 18:01] sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[18:01 - 18:08] sorry All you that have wrenches you're fine
[18:08 - 18:21] But from this point on From this moment on things are changing
[18:21 - 18:30] Things are changing If you want to be a mod you have to earn it
[18:30 - 18:39] Now like I said this doesn't go for those that are already mods right now and for those
[18:39 - 18:46] that are trustworthy This goes for those that are not mods
[18:46 - 18:53] If you want to be a mod you have to earn it you have to show respect
[18:53 - 19:02] You have to show loyalty you have to stand up for one another Because I will not compromise
[19:02 - 19:16] my channel my business All for a fucking wrench
[19:16 - 19:30] See YouTube is a business And rogue mods are bad for business
[19:30 - 19:39] But also it is beyond a business as well This community is more than just a community
[19:39 - 19:50] This community is a second family to me Has been for many years
[19:50 - 19:56] But to the rogue mods I catch you on here again and I'm banning you myself
[19:56 - 20:23] Like I said things are changing around here I'm taking control of my channel again
[20:23 - 20:35] I'm doing what I need to do to make a living off of this and off my music
[20:35 - 20:45] And I will be damned if I let rogue mods run amok on this channel ever again
[20:45 - 20:55] And I apply this rule to every single mod This doesn't just go for lava or my girlfriend
[20:55 - 21:03] or those of you that are on here This doesn't just apply to all mods
[21:03 - 21:11] If you see somebody that you even suspect is a troll
[21:11 - 21:21] I don't want you to time them out I want you to ban them
[21:21 - 21:38] I'm not taking any more risks Not even tar baby you fucking bitch
[21:38 - 21:45] Matter of fact mods show our guests here tar baby to the door please
[21:45 - 21:52] Let this be a let tar baby be a lesson to what happens when you troll on this channel
[21:52 - 22:16] Gentlemen, if you please Now you see what happened to that troll right
[22:16 - 22:22] there Let there be a warning to any troll on Marty's
[22:22 - 22:26] side You have to decide to try to come up on here
[22:26 - 22:50] Run in your damn mouth Yo James boy what up?
[22:50 - 23:13] And to those that I actually that way unmodded I do apologize
[23:13 - 23:19] But I had to do it to get rid of the real trolls that were in the chat
[23:19 - 23:36] Like I said I want this community to be a good community
[23:36 - 23:42] A community of people that does nothing but build each other up and stands up for each
[23:42 - 23:59] other like a fucking family should But these motherfuckers coming up in here
[23:59 - 24:05] running amok Attacking somebody who is helping me trying
[24:05 - 24:09] to bring down Marty Who is doing nothing but showing love and
[24:09 - 24:22] support day in and day out That's just wrong for you guys to attack one
[24:22 - 24:29] of your own Cause let me tell you right now
[24:29 - 24:37] Asides from Tang and those that actually are legitimate real supporters
[24:37 - 24:43] I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw what I saw
[24:43 - 24:53] Just a mere couple hours ago When one of our very own got attacked for
[24:53 - 25:03] no reason and bullied for no reason If there is one thing I will not do and
[25:03 - 25:25] that is stand for bullying I stand against it I don't stand for it
[25:25 - 25:29] If you really want to know Go back and watch the last livestream yourself
[25:29 - 25:53] You'll see just how bad it got I agree with James
[25:53 - 26:07] And you want to know what's funny Something I thought about
[26:07 - 26:15] Once this is all said and done Mauds take care of Tar
[26:15 - 26:43] Something I thought about very recently When this is all said and done
[26:43 - 26:53] And Marty has dealt with We can bring about a new change
[26:53 - 27:01] We can create a new change of movement To change the laws of cyberbullying
[27:01 - 27:22] Here in Ohio And that is exactly what I plan to do
[27:22 - 27:35] Once Marty is behind bars And is currently dealt with
[27:35 - 27:43] I will bring about a positive change Together we will bring about a positive change
[27:43 - 27:46] Not just for Ohio But for every fucking state
[27:46 - 28:04] That doesn't take cyberbullying seriously Cyberbullying is a very serious thing
[28:04 - 28:11] And yet States like here in Ohio don't take it as seriously as they should
[28:11 - 28:40] Cause I for one am tired of seeing channels like mine
[28:40 - 28:48] And I'm sure like some of yours And so you guys is getting bullied
[28:48 - 28:59] People such as Lava Girl My good friend Jenny from the block
[28:59 - 29:18] People like myself being bullied I'm tired of fucking seeing it
[29:18 - 29:25] Which is why I can promise you guys The minute that it's all said and done
[29:25 - 29:37] I will fight my hardest for you guys To bring about that change in other states
[29:37 - 29:42] Not just here in Ohio But to other states that need it as well
[29:42 - 29:58] Cause I don't know about you But I'm tired of being bullied
[29:58 - 30:05] I'm tired of being pushed aside And what I'm trying to tell you right now
[30:05 - 30:25] Lava is not racist I am tired of watching people like me get bullied
[30:25 - 30:31] By people like Marty People like Rustic
[30:31 - 30:39] I'm sick and tired of seeing it It's time for the underdogs to get their
[30:39 - 30:45] due It's time for the little guy to get that
[30:45 - 30:56] shot And I can promise you all
[30:56 - 31:01] The minute that this war with Marty is over Which we are well on the verge of winning
[31:01 - 31:11] As soon as this war is won First thing I'm doing is I'm bringing about
[31:11 - 31:18] change in my state And trying to help push the law to make cyberbullying
[31:18 - 31:29] a very real deal And next I will push that law to other states
[31:29 - 31:44] that need it desperately I promise you that
[31:44 - 31:51] I'm not saying you bully me You bully Jenny
[31:51 - 32:07] I've seen your streams Matter of fact Mauds get Angel out of here
[32:07 - 32:16] Cause like I said I'm for one I'm tired of being pushed aside
[32:16 - 32:23] I'm for one I'm tired of being bullied And like I said as soon as this whole shit
[32:23 - 32:30] with Marty is done and over with I'm bringing about a change in my state
[32:30 - 32:47] And then I'm gonna do my best to push that same law to every other state that needs it
[32:47 - 32:49] You wanna know why?
[32:49 - 33:00] Because cyberbullying isn't being taken as seriously as it should be
[33:00 - 33:09] Every day Teens, young adults take their lives because
[33:09 - 33:13] of being bullied on the internet And by the time we realize something's wrong
[33:13 - 33:21] it's too late Why do you think I'm the voice for those
[33:21 - 33:25] that ain't got one Why do you think I'm the voice for those
[33:25 - 33:38] that get bullied Nah you're cool Rumor
[33:38 - 33:50] I fucked with you Rumor Why do you think I'm glad and proud to be the
[33:50 - 34:00] voice for people like Jenny, for people like Lava, for people like myself that get bullied
[34:00 - 34:06] every day I'm proud to be that voice and I will continue
[34:06 - 34:20] to use my music to be that voice I will continue to fight for those that don't
[34:20 - 34:25] have I will continue to fight until I'm in the ground to make that fucking change
[34:25 - 34:34] Because like I said I'm tired of the bullying I'm tired of the being fucked with
[34:34 - 34:39] I wanna build a community where no one gets fucked with
[34:39 - 34:49] Where no one gets bullied Where no one gets attacked
[34:49 - 34:53] And I will not stop And I will not rest until I see that dream
[34:53 - 35:11] through to the end I promise you guys that
[35:11 - 35:19] I'm no leader man I'll be honest man I'm no leader I'm far from
[35:19 - 35:23] a leader I'm just a normal fucking human being that
[35:23 - 35:28] sees what's going on and is trying to fucking do something about it
[35:28 - 35:32] Instead of just sitting by and letting it happen I'm standing up and I'm fucking doing
[35:32 - 35:48] something about it Because let me tell you something
[35:48 - 35:55] Granny, yes I got 10 minutes before race time but that'll be easy to set up
[35:55 - 36:04] So like I said like I was gonna say I've been bullied my whole damn life
[36:04 - 36:12] From the time I was a kid to even now I've been bullied my whole life growing up
[36:12 - 36:20] So I know what it means to be bullied And people like Marty when you get back into
[36:20 - 36:24] a fucking corner And you get bullied so much like I got bullied
[36:24 - 36:29] You're gonna snap That's why when you saw me on tonic stream
[36:29 - 36:34] earlier I fucking snapped Because I've had enough of being pushed around
[36:34 - 36:50] I've had enough of being pushed over
[36:50 - 37:10] Like I said there's no proof of it There is no proof
[37:10 - 37:16] It's just hearsay It's rumors
[37:16 - 37:20] And unless I see physical screenshots and evidence I will not believe it
[37:20 - 37:27] Because you want to know why Lava Girl was one of the fucking few that stood up
[37:27 - 37:33] When I was down and out she was one of the very few that stood up and decided to say
[37:33 - 37:36] fuck it And wanted to help me in the fight against
[37:36 - 37:45] Marty to bring him down Now yes a lot of you guys did help and I thank
[37:45 - 37:52] you for that But Lava was the one to actually reach out
[37:52 - 38:08] And actually contact people to help make that change happen
[38:08 - 38:16] So like I said guys there's gonna be some changes here and it's gonna be positive changes
[38:16 - 38:29] It's gonna be good changes, good vibes, good people, good friends and better yet good memories
[38:29 - 38:37] Because when I die and I leave this earth I wanna leave this earth knowing that I helped
[38:37 - 38:41] someone Knowing that I changed someone's life for
[38:41 - 38:51] the better I wanna leave this earth knowing that my music
[38:51 - 38:56] helped somebody Whether that would be one person or a thousand
[38:56 - 39:12] people If I could help even one person at the end
[39:12 - 39:18] of the day then I've done my job No there's not any proof
[39:18 - 39:32] I have not been shown any proof Hey I agree with the corpse on that man
[39:32 - 39:41] Even though I don't smoke you're good man But like I said when I die and I leave this
[39:41 - 39:52] earth I wanna go knowing that my music helped to
[39:52 - 39:58] change someone's life I wanna know that my music helped the next
[39:58 - 40:03] generation Helped that kid that sleeps the morning night
[40:03 - 40:09] cries themselves to sleep I want my music to help that kid that gets
[40:09 - 40:36] bullied every fucking day I want my music to change lives
[40:36 - 40:50] I want my music to help people And you guys that get bullied like myself
[40:50 - 40:57] gets bullied and like lava gets bullied You guys are the reason that I do music
[40:57 - 41:06] You guys give me a platform to speak my mind to talk about what I'm going through
[41:06 - 41:19] You guys give me that voice to be your voice And I'm grateful to everyone of you for that
[41:19 - 41:23] And there's nothing in this world that I would rather be than to be the voice for
[41:23 - 41:29] the voiceless and the voice for those that are on the edge of suicide and the voice
[41:29 - 41:37] for those that get bullied Because bullying leads to depression and
[41:37 - 41:44] depression leads to anxiety and anxiety leads to suicide
[41:44 - 41:53] I should know I'm a survivor of all those things of many times over
[41:53 - 42:00] And I want people to hear my story and to know that they have someone here that actually
[42:00 - 42:09] understands what it's like to be there So to those of you that have gotten bullied
[42:09 - 42:16] and to those of you that do support the anti-bullying movement and the Scarface movement that are
[42:16 - 42:23] through legitimate supporters I want you all to know that I thank every single one
[42:23 - 42:30] of you guys that I'm proud of every single one of you
[42:30 - 42:39] Because together we can make that change happen
[42:39 - 42:47] And together we can bring about a better platform
[42:47 - 42:51] With that being said guys I do have to hop off here because I've got a race to prepare
[42:51 - 42:56] for, dawg Only way I can take on that dawg
[42:56 - 43:01] With that being said I'll catch you guys in about 3 minutes on live prepping for the
[43:01 - 43:06] race I fucking love you guys
[43:06 - 43:13] Shout out to the Scarface movement and shout out to all the fucking Scarred ones and all
[43:13 - 43:21] the fucking real down ass fucking supporters Fucking love you guys
[43:21 - 43:28] Stay up, stay humble and don't let anybody push you aside and don't let anybody throw
[43:28 - 43:31] any shit at you Peace
[43:31 - 43:39] Peace
[43:39 - 43:41] Peace.
2021-1-31 Rock Goes emo rap (evanescence whisper) (Song)

2021-1-31 Rock Goes emo rap (evanescence whisper) (Song)

[0:00 - 0:24] [Music]
[0:24 - 0:44] Catching as I fall. Say your hearing is on the low end now. Speaking to the Amazon, no one's here. And I've fallen out of my zone.
[0:44 - 1:02] Zill and a shrewd, drives me into madness. I know I can stop the pain if I win it all away. Don't turn away, don't give in to the pain.
[1:02 - 1:14] Don't try to hide, don't restrain your name. Don't close your eyes. God knows what, lies behind them.
[1:14 - 1:29] Don't turn out the light, never see it, never die in front of my water sea. But somehow I know that there's too much more to come.
[1:29 - 1:43] You won't have come off here and soon to be ignited by the tears. I know I can stop the pain if I win it all away.
[1:43 - 1:59] Don't turn away, don't give in to the pain. Don't try to hide, don't restrain your name.
[1:59 - 2:16] Don't try to hide, don't restrain your name. Don't turn out the light, never say it, never die in front of my water sea.
[2:16 - 2:29] Angels have my feet, whisper voices in my ear, dead before my eyes. Lying necks to be a fish, she beckons me.
[2:29 - 2:49] She'll give in to the pain of all my years, she'll live again, forsaken all night, far to far. Now I rise to meet the end.
[2:55 - 3:05] Don't turn away, don't give in to the pain. Don't try to hide, don't restrain your name.
[3:05 - 3:15] Don't close your eyes. God knows what, lies behind them. Don't turn out the light, never say it, never die in front of my water sea.
[3:15 - 3:25] Don't turn away, don't give in to the pain. Don't try to hide, don't restrain your name.
[3:25 - 3:35] Don't close your eyes. God knows what, lies behind them. Don't turn out the light, never say it, never die in front of my water sea.
[3:35 - 3:37] Bye!
[3:37 - 3:43] www.mooji.org
2021-2-1 CALLING OUT ALL THOSE WHO TURNED ON ME

2021-2-1 CALLING OUT ALL THOSE WHO TURNED ON ME

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up y'all. So it appears over the last couple of weeks I've had a lot of fake ass
[0:16 - 0:32] fans coming in my shit and it's funny like y'all think that y'all think that coming up
[0:32 - 0:40] in here running your mouth like a bunch of bitches is gonna change shit but it ain't.
[0:40 - 0:46] See y'all motherfuckers are just mad that I'm woke to the fucking truth. Y'all pissed
[0:46 - 0:51] off cuz I ain't blinded anymore. I've woken up to the goddamn truth about what you fake
[0:51 - 0:58] ass fans do. And you know what for those that turn their backs on me like that little
[0:58 - 1:18] fucking bitch Courtney I got something for you guys. I ain't dealing with no fans rappers.
[1:18 - 1:25] I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake rappers. I ain't dealing
[1:25 - 1:54] with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans.
[1:54 - 2:01] I ain't dealing with no joke rappers. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing
[2:01 - 2:07] with no joke rappers. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake
[2:07 - 2:25] fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't
[2:25 - 2:52] dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no
[2:52 - 3:08] joke rappers. I ain't dealing with no joke rappers. I ain't dealing with no fake fans.
[3:08 - 3:16] I ain't dealing with no joke rappers. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing
[3:16 - 3:33] with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans.
[3:33 - 3:49] I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing
[3:49 - 4:14] with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans.
[4:14 - 4:29] I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing
[4:29 - 4:57] with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans.
[4:57 - 5:17] I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake
[5:17 - 5:41] fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't
[5:41 - 5:56] dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no
[5:56 - 6:15] fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't
[6:15 - 6:27] dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no fake fans. I ain't dealing with no
[6:27 - 6:52] fake fans. I see right through everyone you fake ass motherfuckers. Yo, you wanna try
[6:52 - 6:58] to fuck with me? Go ahead cuz to a music is my motherfuckin' job. You fake ass little
[6:58 - 7:04] fuckin' faggoness little bitch. Go ahead and fuck with me. See if I ain't topping up motherfuckers.
[7:04 - 7:10] Bill Bush in the motherfuckin' year of 2021 making history. Yeah, my name is going down
[7:10 - 7:16] in history. Yeah, I give a voice for the voices. I give a voice to those that ain't
[7:16 - 7:22] fuckin' got one. I stayed up against little faggoness or talks like motherfuckin' Martin
[7:22 - 7:26] lookin' so motherfuckin'. Can't retarded that then I can't own me. You don't own me.
[7:26 - 7:32] I don't owe you anything. So get the fuck away from me. You don't own me. You don't
[7:32 - 7:36] know what me and my boys can fucking do to you. When we roll up on you can't
[7:36 - 7:43] guarantee that they be rollin' out with your kids being ready to put motherfuckin' 10 in you.
[7:43 - 7:49] I don't care what fuckin' 'bout what any of you fuckens hate to say to me. Cuz all y'all are just
[7:49 - 7:54] dumb little fuckin' bitches anyway.
[7:54 - 8:12] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help?
[8:12 - 8:16] Take some meds.
[8:16 - 8:21] I'm sorry, but they can help me with any of your albums.
[8:21 - 8:24] Some people will never understand.
[8:24 - 8:28] It's a war inside my head.
[8:28 - 8:31] Lately I've been feeling vulnerable in the reason of the quiet place.
[8:31 - 8:34] Still I cannot understand the time of the day I've been embraced.
[8:34 - 8:37] That I'm dark, not a fanny and you feel my rage.
[8:37 - 8:40] Then I'll put down the dirt and settle me a basket case.
[8:40 - 8:46] Time to change, time to settle me no more. Wait, that's not bad, that's okay, it's a risk.
[8:46 - 8:49] Why not just react to God? That is you, please answer this.
[8:49 - 8:52] That is not a bad thing, that's not a man's relationship.
[8:52 - 8:57] Take a damn number, I'm gonna say the damn number, I'm gonna run, I'm gonna tell you the same.
[8:57 - 9:01] Settle me down, I'm gonna throw my bag on, I'm gonna tell you the real number.
[9:01 - 9:04] Time is under trouble, I'm gonna talk you talk you talk to Donald.
[9:04 - 9:06] Time to take the time, time to stay long, don't be dead.
[9:06 - 9:10] It's time to take the time, say the times, it's time to forget.
[9:10 - 9:12] It's time to take the time, you know I thread.
[9:12 - 9:16] It's time to pull the trigger and just leave my mind to rest.
[9:16 - 9:19] Lord send them music, this is therapeutic.
[9:19 - 9:22] Got it hanging on, I don't know if I can do this.
[9:22 - 9:27] When I rise when I'm falling, when I rise when I'm falling, I don't know any more.
[9:27 - 9:34] Look at my reflection, angel versus demon, wishing I could dream in.
[9:35 - 9:39] When I rise when I fall, when I rise when I fall, I don't know any more.
[9:39 - 9:46] It's dangerous, doesn't need it in your eyes, it's in your thing itself.
[9:46 - 9:52] It's on you, it's around my little, it's hurting every night to take it, then it even helps.
[9:52 - 9:55] When I die to you, quit the drugs, quit the reefer,
[9:55 - 9:58] then take it down, it's all because you change the people.
[9:58 - 10:04] It's not enough to go, it's not enough to be evil, it's not enough to be, you'll be always peaceful.
[10:04 - 30:18] One about my family, I can leave them in a disarray.
[30:18 - 30:22] I can leave them in a disarray.
[30:22 - 33:54] One about my family, I can leave them in a disarray.
[33:54 - 34:02] [Silence]
[34:02 - 34:06] Yo, someone get rid of this Tom Green bitch right here, man.
[34:06 - 34:10] And I'm not just saying that either.
[34:10 - 34:16] Any one of you guys that has truly supported me this whole fucking time.
[34:16 - 34:26] Everybody that has stood beside me and backed Lava up and supported her and supported me and supported my girl.
[34:26 - 34:30] Like, y'all supporting my relationship with my girl.
[34:30 - 34:38] Tange, as well as backing up somebody who's not only become a best friend to me, but fucking family to me who just happens to be Lava.
[34:38 - 34:42] That fucking means the world to me, man.
[34:42 - 34:44] That's the kind of shit that I like to see.
[34:44 - 34:50] You guys standing up and supporting each other and helping each other out.
[34:50 - 34:56] [Silence]
[34:56 - 34:58] And I fucking mean that shit.
[34:58 - 35:01] [Silence]
[35:01 - 35:08] And I'm gonna quote one of the greatest fucking metal vocalists of all time on this.
[35:08 - 35:16] And his name is Mitchell Adam Lucker, AKA Mitchell Lucker of Suicide Silence.
[35:16 - 35:20] Without the fans, this band ain't shit.
[35:20 - 35:26] But in my case, without you guys, I ain't shit.
[35:26 - 35:32] Without you guys providing me with the opportunities that I've been given,
[35:32 - 35:40] I wouldn't be able to release my debut album that's dropping this month on the 20th.
[35:40 - 35:44] Without you guys, I wouldn't have a career doing what I love to do.
[35:44 - 35:50] Being able to provide for my family, provide for my girlfriend, and do what I love to do.
[35:50 - 35:55] It's you guys, the real fans, that made it fucking possible.
[35:55 - 35:58] And I can't thank you guys enough.
[35:58 - 36:12] [Silence]
[36:12 - 36:26] My life into pieces, this is my last resort. Supplication, no breathing, don't give a fuck if I cut my own bleeding.
[36:26 - 36:30] [Silence]
[36:30 - 36:34] This is my last resort.
[36:34 - 36:40] [Silence]
[36:40 - 36:50] Out of my life into pieces, I serve as river source, supplication, no breathing, don't give a fuck if I cut my own bleeding.
[36:50 - 36:53] [Silence]
[36:53 - 37:03] Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might move the mission out of sight.
[37:03 - 37:13] I'm losing suicide because I'm losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[37:13 - 37:20] Losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[37:20 - 37:28] [Silence]
[37:28 - 37:34] I never realized I was friend too thin, told it was too late, and I was empty within.
[37:34 - 37:41] Put a great feeling on chaos, I'm living in sin, time will spiral, where do I begin?
[37:41 - 37:47] Then I started when I lost my mother, no love for myself and no love from another.
[37:47 - 37:54] Searching to find a love upon a higher level, finding nothing but questions and devils.
[37:54 - 38:01] 'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[38:01 - 38:08] Losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[38:08 - 38:16] Thanks, alright, nothing is fine.
[38:16 - 38:45] I'm running and I'm crying, I'm crying, let's cry, I'm crying, I'm crying, I can't go on living this way.
[38:45 - 39:03] This way, my life in two pieces, this is my last resort, supplication, no breathing, don't give a fuck if I come and I'm bleeding.
[39:03 - 39:13] Whatever could be wrong, could it be right? If I took my life tonight, change the thoughts that I might leave a relation outside.
[39:13 - 39:23] They don't contemplate suicide, 'cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine.
[39:23 - 39:39] Losing my sight, losing my mind when somebody will tell me I'm fine. Nothing's alright, nothing is fine.
[39:39 - 40:02] I'm running and I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying.
[40:02 - 40:17] This is my last resort, this is my last resort.
[40:17 - 40:28] We'll be safe tonic.
[40:28 - 40:36] Now, there is another motherfucker that I do want to call out.
[40:36 - 40:43] And his name is Young Fox.
[40:43 - 41:00] See, when I came up in the Juggalo community in the mid to late 2000s, I found a community where I had family.
[41:00 - 41:07] I found a place where I could be myself and not get judged or attacked.
[41:07 - 41:19] I had found my underground family within the Juggalo community, a family and a band of brothers and sisters who fucking look after me no matter fucking what.
[41:19 - 41:25] But, Young Fox seems to realize that there's only one type of Juggalo.
[41:25 - 41:32] You got to have all the merch, all the albums, know everything about him, but that ain't fucking true.
[41:32 - 41:43] There's all kinds of Juggalo's out there, homie. You got old school ones like myself that are there for the family and the fucking music.
[41:43 - 41:51] And then you have ones like yourself that know all the lyrics, know all the Joker's cards and this and that, blah, blah, blah, blah.
[41:51 - 41:58] See, Plisted said something that's very fucking true, that's very confusing.
[41:58 - 42:08] Just because you have all the merch and you go to all the shows, that don't make you better than the next guy who doesn't have anything.
[42:08 - 42:15] So what? You got all the fucking merch, you got all the fucking albums. Who fucking cares, man?
[42:15 - 42:19] Nobody gives a fuck.
[42:19 - 42:26] Because at the end of the day, a Juggalo is still a Juggalo, whether you're old school or new school, it don't fucking matter.
[42:26 - 42:32] At the end of the day, bro, we're all fucking family, like it or not.
[42:32 - 42:36] I know plenty of Juggaloes and Juggalettes that ain't got fucking merch.
[42:36 - 42:42] Yeah, I've got a hatching man necklace that one of my exes gave me. I don't always wear it.
[42:42 - 42:46] Just because I don't always wear it, that don't make me less of a fucking Juggalo.
[42:46 - 42:50] Like, come on, man.
[42:50 - 42:54] Be real, man.
[42:54 - 43:19] [Silence]
[43:19 - 43:24] Matter of fact, I want to take it back to some old school shit for y'all, man.
[43:24 - 43:35] [Silence]
[43:35 - 43:40] This for all the fucking wicked ones. This for all the Juggaloes out there, man.
[43:40 - 43:43] Where's all my loaves and let's have them, man?
[43:43 - 47:17] [Silence]
[47:17 - 47:23] Now I try to sit there and say I don't know shit, Fox, you little bitch.
[47:23 - 47:28] That's why when I did that Fox hunt track, I fucking murdered your fake ass.
[47:28 - 47:37] Twice in a row, first song fucking killed you, second song fucking buried your fake ass, bro.
[47:37 - 47:42] That's why when I did that song Fox hunt, your ass was fucked.
[47:42 - 47:47] I destroyed your fucking ass, man, and you know it, and you can't handle it.
[47:47 - 48:02] I destroyed you just like I destroyed every other fucking rapper that went against me, man.
[48:02 - 48:06] Hell, ask my motherfucking homie, Voodoo Ninja, man. He'll tell you.
[48:06 - 48:10] There's all kinds of Juggaloes out there, man. There ain't just one kind.
[48:10 - 48:15] At the end of the day, yeah, we all rise under one banner.
[48:15 - 48:19] We all rise under one family. That may be true.
[48:19 - 48:24] But there's not just one kind. There's a whole bunch of motherfuckers out there that are loves and wets.
[48:24 - 48:27] Not just one kind. There's a whole bunch, man.
[48:27 - 48:34] That's like me saying that somebody that doesn't have my merch ain't a true fucking fan, bro.
[48:34 - 48:38] There's motherfuckers out there that have shit of mine that don't have shit of mine.
[48:38 - 48:44] At the end of the day, they're all fucking fans at the same fucking time.
[48:44 - 48:49] I'm not going to sit there and judge one fan for not having something of mine.
[48:49 - 48:58] If they ain't got something, fuck. I'll give them something, man.
[48:58 - 49:04] Just because you ain't got something don't make you a fucking fan, bro.
[49:04 - 49:09] At the end of the day, you can be a fan and not own anything.
[49:09 - 49:14] Like, dude, take a look at me. I only have one thing of Lincoln Park.
[49:14 - 49:19] And y'all know me. I'm one of the biggest fucking Lincoln Park fans in the fucking world, bro.
[49:19 - 49:25] I grew up on their music. I fucking love their music, man. I've been to a lot of their shows.
[49:25 - 49:31] But just because I own one thing, that don't make me a thick fan.
[49:31 - 49:39] I only own one thing, Lincoln Park. Well, technically two, but one of them isn't even an album.
[49:39 - 49:44] It's just a booklet from an album. But I only own one thing, and that's the vinyl clock.
[49:44 - 49:52] It's actually a clock that was made from their Hybrid Theory album vinyl.
[49:52 - 49:58] It was done in a vinyl stylistic way, and it's actually their album, Hybrid Theory.
[49:58 - 50:02] It's a fucking clock that somebody made for me, which is fucking dope.
[50:02 - 50:07] So yeah, I do own one thing, Lincoln Park, and I'm proud of that.
[50:07 - 50:12] I'm proud to say that I have something of that. I'm glad to say that I have a part of history.
[50:12 - 50:19] But even if I didn't, that wouldn't make me any less of a fan.
[50:19 - 50:27] Like, dude, I know plenty of friends that don't know all the songs to every Lincoln Park song.
[50:27 - 50:31] But they're still just as big of a fan as I am.
[50:31 - 50:39] Just like there's a lot of fans here that don't know all my songs, that still fuck with what I do, that are still true fans.
[50:39 - 51:02] [silence]
[51:02 - 51:16] [music]
[51:16 - 51:21] How am I tearing that up, bro? I will always rep the fucking hatchet till I'm dead in the ground.
[51:21 - 51:36] [silence]
[51:36 - 51:41] I don't want to be signed without you, just to create my mind that will lighten you.
[51:41 - 51:52] I just need to lay this ground, and it's all well so right now that you're so sick of no subsistence cannibal.
[51:52 - 52:01] Time to bring myself back from the dead.
[52:01 - 52:11] Sometimes I have the life, I mean everything's wrong every time.
[52:11 - 52:22] Pushing on, I can't escape everything now 'cause my way is haunting me, taking a sweet sign.
[52:22 - 52:28] Holding on, no loss or no days, finding life till the end of my days.
[52:28 - 52:33] Don't want to be rude but I have to, nothing's gonna let the hell you put me through.
[52:33 - 52:44] I just want to run around, see the life that has come on my mind that you're so sick of no subsistence cannibal.
[52:44 - 52:50] Time to bring myself back from the dead.
[52:50 - 53:03] Hell, you had to rip off some shit, bro. Sometimes I have the life, I mean everything's wrong every time.
[53:03 - 53:18] Pushing on, I can't escape everything now 'cause my way is haunting me, taking a sweet sign.
[53:18 - 53:37] Dude, I like the cotton candy one, man. The cotton candy thing goes to shit, bro.
[53:37 - 53:48] Sometimes I have the life, I mean everything's wrong every time.
[53:48 - 53:59] Pushing on, I can't escape everything now 'cause my way is haunting me, taking a sweet sign.
[53:59 - 54:13] Holding on, no loss or no days, finding life till the end of my days, holding on, no loss or no days, finding life till the end of my days.
[54:13 - 54:23] Facts, dude. But me personally, I'm more of a fan of, like, don't get me wrong, I love the red pot, but personally, man, I'm a cotton candy fan, man.
[54:23 - 54:51] I love the cotton candy, the cream soda. I especially like the peach, man. The peach is fucking good. If you've not tried the peach vego, do it, that shit's good.
[54:52 - 55:02] We're about to take this back in notch, man. We're about to take this way fucking back, bro.
[55:02 - 55:10] How many of y'all remember this song?
[55:10 - 55:18] Let's see if y'all remember this one.
[55:18 - 55:24] If you like us, calling on rhinos, pull up beside us, no place to rein us.
[55:24 - 55:30] All free to fight us, let's unite us, switch on in nitrous, and let's go.
[55:30 - 55:38] Destination, pronunciation, men of the stages, feel the sensation, surround evasion, quick communication.
[55:38 - 55:47] Real quick, we might, if I can tell you a niche. Now, here comes the sound, everyone pound, your free to this phenomenon.
[55:47 - 55:53] Now, let's make it loud, let me show you more how. You move to this phenomenon.
[55:53 - 55:59] Now, open your soul, then you lose control inside of this phenomenon.
[55:59 - 56:10] Just let yourself go, let everyone know you move to this phenomenon.
[56:10 - 56:17] How many of y'all remember Thousand Foot Crouch, man?
[56:17 - 56:22] Don't let these fighters crawl up beside us, they want to fight us and change the virus.
[56:22 - 56:29] Friends of the lighters, friends of the righteous, need you to guide us, can't repent and go.
[56:29 - 56:34] If you like us, calling on rhinos, no place to rein us, no place to rein us.
[56:34 - 56:40] All free to fight us, let's unite us, switch on in nitrous, and let's go.
[56:40 - 56:46] Now, let's make it sound, everyone pound, your free to this phenomenon.
[56:46 - 56:52] Now, let's make it loud, let me show you more how. You move to this phenomenon.
[56:52 - 56:58] Roll open your soul, then you lose control inside of this phenomenon.
[56:58 - 57:04] Just let yourself go, let everyone know you move to this phenomenon.
[57:04 - 57:10] Can't take it anymore, shake it 'til we move the war that I'm waiting for, let's go.
[57:10 - 57:16] Don't be an ordinary, don't care if this pill is staring, I will never take it near me.
[57:16 - 57:24] I'm not invisible like you, next time things get a little messed up, I'll shine but I'll never be seen through.
[57:24 - 57:27] I'll find it just when we're stressed out.
[57:27 - 57:33] Now, here comes the sound, everyone pound, your free to this phenomenon.
[57:33 - 57:39] Now, let's make it loud, let's show you more how. You move to this phenomenon.
[57:39 - 57:44] Roll open your soul, then you lose control inside of this phenomenon.
[57:44 - 57:54] Just let yourself go, let everyone know you move to this phenomenon.
[57:54 - 58:03] Move to this phenomenon.
[58:03 - 58:09] Roll open your soul, then you lose control inside of this phenomenon.
[58:09 - 58:15] Now, here comes the sound, everyone pound, your free to this phenomenon.
[58:15 - 58:20] Roll open your soul, then you lose control inside of this phenomenon.
[58:20 - 58:45] You guys ready to show these haters what's up, y'all? Let's go.
[58:45 - 59:00] Move, move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move, when you just can't take the move,
[59:00 - 59:13] when you just feel life breaking in any sound. Listen to my voice, listen to the choice, feel all alone, this is my home.
[59:13 - 59:27] They got me, don't know, they never been in, they never been to the plants inside the face, my fear it takes everything I am.
[59:27 - 59:36] Move, move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move, when you just can't take the move,
[59:36 - 59:44] if you just feel life breaking, then move, and show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move,
[59:44 - 59:50] when you just can't take the move, if you just feel life breaking in any sound.
[59:50 - 60:01] Listen to my voice, listen to the choice, all the girls in the voice, they never trust, let's make that noise, remember we, well, they destroyed, did I go?
[60:01 - 60:11] You never really, you never been to the plants inside the face, my fear it takes everything I am.
[60:11 - 60:21] Move, move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move, when you just can't take the move,
[60:21 - 60:29] if you just feel life breaking, then move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move,
[60:29 - 60:46] when you just can't take the move, if you just feel life breaking in any sound at all, I know there must be more like you.
[60:46 - 60:57] I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free.
[60:57 - 61:20] Breathe and lead until the sun is over underneath, the sun isn't over, breathe and lead until the sun is over because I want to take you away.
[61:20 - 61:29] Move, move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move, when you just can't take the move,
[61:29 - 61:38] if you just feel life breaking, then move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move,
[61:38 - 62:00] if you just can't take the move, if you just feel life breaking, then move, then show me what you can do when you step in a circular shape like we do when you move,
[62:00 - 62:06] if you just can't take the move, if you just feel life breaking, then move,
[62:06 - 62:56] [ Pause ]
[62:56 - 63:04] >> This next one right here, this is for all you guys out there that are being bullied.
[63:04 - 63:14] And if you're sick of being bullied, I want you guys to put sick of being bullied in the comments.
[63:14 - 63:21] Put hashtag sick of being bullied and hashtag anti-suity and suicide anti-bullying.
[63:21 - 63:24] Y'all know what to put.
[63:24 - 63:27] If you're sick of it, let's see them going.
[63:27 - 63:35] When everything you do, don't seem to matter, you're trying to distill you so well it's getting blacker.
[63:35 - 63:43] Every time you fail, there's no answers, every empty promise made is a reminder.
[63:43 - 63:47] No one can make this better.
[63:47 - 63:49] Take control, listen now.
[63:49 - 63:52] Now, are you sick of it?
[63:52 - 63:55] Raise your hands, get rid of it.
[63:55 - 63:57] Well, there's a fighting chance.
[63:57 - 63:58] Are you over it?
[63:58 - 64:01] Put to death, have you read enough regrets?
[64:01 - 64:04] Take a stand, raise your hands.
[64:04 - 64:06] Are you sick of it?
[64:06 - 64:10] Sick, if you're sick, if you're sick of it, you're sick of it.
[64:10 - 64:17] If you're sick, if you're sick of it.
[64:17 - 64:20] Every single day, I chase my hometown.
[64:20 - 64:22] Look around and sign those ninjas.
[64:22 - 64:24] Gotta get, gotta get, gotta get away.
[64:24 - 64:26] I'm running out of time.
[64:26 - 64:28] For me to fake this.
[64:28 - 64:32] They're gonna fit in like I'm never gonna make it.
[64:32 - 64:36] No one can make this better.
[64:36 - 64:38] Take control, listen now.
[64:38 - 64:41] Now, are you sick of it?
[64:41 - 64:44] Raise your hands, get rid of it.
[64:44 - 64:46] Well, there's a fighting chance.
[64:46 - 64:48] Are you over it?
[64:48 - 64:50] Put to death, have you read enough regrets?
[64:50 - 64:53] Take a stand, raise your hands.
[64:53 - 64:59] If you're sick of it, if you're sick of it, you're sick of it.
[64:59 - 65:09] If you're sick, you're sick of it.
[65:09 - 65:11] I'm tired of it.
[65:11 - 65:13] I'm over it.
[65:13 - 65:17] I'm bored of it.
[65:17 - 65:24] Gotta make this, I'm sick of it.
[65:24 - 65:32] Raise your hands, if you're sick of it.
[65:32 - 65:37] Raise your hands, raise your hands, get rid of it.
[65:37 - 65:39] Well, there's a fighting chance.
[65:39 - 65:41] Are you over it?
[65:41 - 65:44] Put to death, have you read enough regrets?
[65:44 - 65:47] Take a stand, raise your hands.
[65:47 - 65:54] If you're sick of it, if you're sick, if you're sick of it, you're rid of it.
[65:54 - 65:56] Are you born to death?
[65:56 - 65:59] Put to death, have you read enough regrets?
[65:59 - 66:02] Take a stand, raise your hands.
[66:02 - 66:05] Can you sing of it?
[66:05 - 66:06] Are you sick of it?
[66:06 - 66:08] Sing of it.
[66:08 - 66:16] If you're sick, if you're sick of it, sing of it.
[66:16 - 66:19] Sing of it.
[66:19 - 66:38] You know, there's one thing I'm tired of seeing.
[66:38 - 66:44] It's people getting bullied every fucking day of the week.
[66:44 - 66:52] Everybody up on here I know has gone through some sort of bullying in some sort of way.
[66:52 - 66:54] And I've been tired of seeing it.
[66:54 - 66:59] I'm tired of seeing close friends and family being bullied.
[66:59 - 67:06] I'm tired of seeing people that I don't even know that are true fans of mine get bullied.
[67:06 - 67:11] I'm tired of this fucking divide.
[67:11 - 67:19] Instead of fighting each other amongst ourselves, we should be coming together for a better cause.
[67:19 - 67:24] We should be trying to do something to make changes on this platform.
[67:24 - 67:30] Whether you have a channel or don't have a channel, it shouldn't fucking matter.
[67:30 - 67:36] This bullying shit, it's gotta stop, dude. It's getting out of hand and fast.
[67:36 - 67:54] And I, for one, am sick and tired of seeing people being divided just because I stand up for somebody
[67:54 - 68:02] who is a true supporter, who has not only been a good friend to me, but has become more of a family member than anything else.
[68:21 - 68:25] Like, this shit needs to stop, man.
[68:25 - 68:31] Because at the end of the day, we are all on the same page.
[68:31 - 68:35] At the end of the day, we all want the same thing.
[68:35 - 68:39] Which for people like Marty to get lost.
[68:49 - 68:54] At the end of the day, we all have the same goal, the same mission.
[68:54 - 69:03] And that is to bring people like Marty down and to make this platform a better place for other YouTubers like myself
[69:03 - 69:06] and you guys that create channels.
[69:06 - 69:12] Some of you guys, I watch some of your guys' stuff. Some of you guys have some amazing fucking content that I enjoy.
[69:12 - 69:17] I'll admit that. I'm just as much of a fan of you guys as you are of me.
[69:17 - 69:22] Some of y'all that create content, I enjoy your guys' content. I love seeing that shit. It's fucking cool.
[69:22 - 69:30] It's awesome to see you guys constantly being creative, constantly being active, and doing really cool stuff.
[69:30 - 69:37] I fucking love that shit. I love seeing the creativity that you guys bring. It's fucking awesome. I love it.
[69:37 - 69:51] And seeing that's something that Marty doesn't do.
[69:51 - 69:57] He doesn't take the time to get to know his fans, his subscribers.
[69:57 - 70:01] Y'all don't think I don't see y'all's channels out there? Oh, I do.
[70:01 - 70:05] I see your guys' channels and half of y'all I'm fucking subscribed to, man.
[70:05 - 70:15] Like I said, I may watch other YouTubers like Roman Atwood, shout out to Roman and Brit.
[70:15 - 70:24] I may watch other YouTubers like Roman Atwood and Jacksepticeye and Markiplier and all these other YouTubers that I grew up on.
[70:24 - 70:36] But at the end of the day, for me, when it comes down to it, I'll be straight up honest.
[70:36 - 70:42] At the end of the day, whether I get a million rewards or whatever, it don't matter.
[70:42 - 70:56] If you want to tell you right now, the stuff y'all send me, the fan mail that you guys send my way, that shit means more to me than any fucking award that I could ever have.
[70:56 - 71:08] I love getting the letters, the drawings, the shit y'all have hooked me up with, man. You guys are fucking amazing. Hands fucking down.
[71:08 - 71:25] I would rather have the fan letters and the fan made awards and all this shit that y'all send me on my background and the shit that I do than some fucking platinum fucking billboard top and award at the end of the day.
[71:25 - 71:31] Because it's the little stuff like that that lets me know that I'm doing something right.
[71:31 - 71:37] It's the little stuff like that that I appreciate.
[71:37 - 71:43] Why do you think I'd take the time to sit down and kick it with you guys and hang out with you guys?
[71:43 - 71:47] Because I appreciate every fucking one of you guys.
[71:47 - 71:55] Why do you think I got your own Discord and Facebook and shit like that? Why do you think I'd take the time to sit down and kick it with you guys?
[71:55 - 72:01] Because at the end of the day, music to me, and don't think this is the wrong way.
[72:01 - 72:09] But at the end of the day, when it comes to getting paid for my music, at the end of the day, getting paid, that's just my job.
[72:09 - 72:15] At the end of the day, doing music and getting paid for my music, that's just my regular nine to five job.
[72:15 - 72:23] At the end of the day, I'm just a normal guy like all you guys. Y'all wake up, go to work, and come home.
[72:23 - 72:36] I do the same thing. I wake up, I hop on here, I do my job, and then I kick it in and relax, which in my case would be me going home.
[72:36 - 72:52] At the end of the day, my music career and making money from my music, yes, I love what I'm able to do with it. I'm able to help you guys.
[72:52 - 72:57] I'm able to help you guys at the end of the day, and that right there means the world to me.
[72:57 - 73:13] At the end of the day, if I can help even one person, whether it's just by me sitting down talking to them, or doing music, or doing a gaming live, or whatever it is that I'm doing.
[73:13 - 73:25] At the end of the day, if I can help even one person, then I've done my job as an artist. I've done my job as a creator.
[73:25 - 73:39] I've done my job as an influencer, because helping even one person can change a lot.
[73:39 - 73:47] Prime example, look at what my mentor, Koda Oda did for me right before he passed.
[73:47 - 73:57] He taught me everything I needed to know about the music scene, about how to create music properly. Why do you think I'm so good at it? He taught me everything I needed to know.
[73:57 - 74:22] But like I said, at the end of the day, I have nothing but fucking love and respect for every one of you guys, which is something that Marty doesn't have.
[74:22 - 74:29] Marty doesn't take the time to talk to his fans or hang out with them.
[74:29 - 74:49] Hell, some of y'all even got on Xbox, man. And I'm cool as fuck with a lot of you guys, man. Some of y'all are cool as fuck. Some of y'all are some of the coolest motherfuckers I've ever met in my life.
[74:49 - 75:03] And you know, for y'all to, you know, let me be myself, is awesome. Because see, I don't see myself as a hero. I don't see myself as a superstar.
[75:03 - 75:18] I really don't. I see myself as just another guy doing the right thing, trying to help people, doing the right thing, trying to bring an end to bullying, trying to bring an end to people like Marty, who bully people like me every day.
[75:18 - 75:24] Because I've been bullied my whole fucking life.
[75:24 - 75:34] Growing up as a kid, I always got bullied. I always got picked on. So I know what that's like to go through that.
[75:34 - 75:43] And I say right now, nobody deserves that kind of shit, especially with the shit that Marty's done to me. Nobody deserves that.
[75:43 - 75:52] I don't deserve that. You guys don't deserve that. Nobody deserves the kind of bullying that he does.
[75:52 - 76:09] Like I said, at the end of the day, I'm no fucking superstar. I'm no fucking hero. At the end of the day, I'm a normal human being doing what's right, trying to help the next man that needs it.
[76:09 - 76:35] But I can honestly say, though, you guys supporting me in my music career, that means the world to me, man.
[76:35 - 76:45] It really does, man, because you guys gave me a platform where I could speak my mind through my music.
[76:45 - 76:53] You guys gave me a platform where I could be myself and not have to hide behind the screen like Marty.
[76:53 - 77:00] And that's the difference between me and Marty. Marty hides behind a computer screen and doesn't show his face.
[77:00 - 77:08] With me, y'all see what I'm in. Seriously, look at this shit. I'm in a fucking bedroom, dude.
[77:08 - 77:25] A bedroom with a small ass fucking studio set up. Literally. This mic right here and this, that's my studio.
[77:25 - 77:34] That's all I got. A fucking mic, a MIDI keyboard and a laptop. That's my fucking studio at the end of the day.
[77:34 - 77:51] I don't have a million dollar fucking fancy ass set up. But you know what? I make it work.
[77:51 - 77:57] Yeah, it's not a wall safe. It's an actual safe. There's a little cubby hole back there.
[77:57 - 78:05] And what I did is I took my Xbox and I stuck it back behind the TV down on the wall. It's like a whole bunch of shelves.
[78:05 - 78:18] Like you take a look, it's literally like a bunch of shelves. See? Just a bunch of shelves.
[78:18 - 78:28] But at the end of the day, man, y'all see my set up. I don't have much.
[78:28 - 78:34] But at the end of the day, y'all see what I do. I make what I have fucking work.
[78:34 - 78:43] Like, dude, I have a fucking makeshift fucking racing harness set up, dude, to keep my ass in place whenever I'm racing.
[78:43 - 78:56] I mean, literally, it's not even a real fucking thing. Literally, it's just fucking thrown together with a fucking old pair of suspenders that are attached to the back and then ran over the front.
[78:56 - 79:09] Literally makeshift shit. But you know what? I make it work.
[79:09 - 79:15] I make the shit fucking work.
[79:15 - 79:31] And what I said, I'd rather be an independent artist working under my boy Kale's label and running my own label, Foe and Angel's Records, than be a part of the big ass mainstream labels.
[79:31 - 79:43] I would rather not be a part of the mainstream because the mainstream is a very fucked up label industry, which is why I refuse to sign with any mainstream labels.
[79:43 - 79:57] I would rather do what Tom McDonald does and be controversial and speak my mind and do what's right rather than to adhere to what the mainstream wants.
[79:57 - 80:05] Yeah, I may be the underdog in this, but guess what? I don't fucking care.
[80:05 - 80:30] I'd rather be an underdog coming up from the struggle than to be a fake ass sellout to the mainstream.
[80:30 - 80:38] Yeah, I agree with it, man. Dude, I agree with Tom.
[80:38 - 80:41] Yo, Nathan, I agree with you, man.
[80:41 - 80:49] 100% mainstream is mainstream, dude.
[80:49 - 80:52] Matter of fact, I got something for y'all. Hold up.
[80:52 - 81:18] I'm going to let y'all watch this right quick.
[81:18 - 81:26] If you don't know what the mainstream does, y'all about to find out real fucking quick.
[81:27 - 81:35] Look at all the rappers that the game's killed. Record labels making billions, why can artists even pay bills? You can take advantage of if you take deals. They're the devil, ain't no angels in the outfield.
[81:35 - 81:43] You can get your chains in a bracelet, maybe a fake grill. You can get your paid in your famous baby, it ain't real. Couple million think you made it, but the record label take it when you overdose on alcohol and pain pills.
[81:43 - 81:51] Give me a pen and a pad, I'm going to get in the lab, I'm going to kill them with checks, I'm going to deliver the facts, nobody holding me back, tables are tricking the fans, rappers like industry plans, everything planned.
[81:51 - 82:07] I ain't praying that, never sign the deal, it don't make sense, never let a label manipulate what I'm praying yet, invading the industry, independently I pray again, kill the gatekeepers with a brace, either date that mainstream rappers see the brain, want to break bread, so late for sale, never sell, I'm trying to pay rent, Illuminati publish the industry, he'll say, and the devil making deals, I'm going to shake hands.
[82:07 - 82:23] Independent underrated, these other rappers are hating, going viral with no label, with no manager or agent, call my mama, I got commerce in the money, going crazy, and she crying trying to tell me that she's happy for a baby, like, ooh, ayy, finally got that deal, got a pen in my head, ooh, ayy, like how you trying to buy from the hell I am?
[82:23 - 82:52] You can keep your cash, I'm not that broke, I won't sign all contracts, I do bring, got a cancel, stealing people's dreams, I can't escape, it's all raffos, don't win cash and raffos, I'm independent till I'm dead, I put the music in the street, artists really only want to chase dreams, or broke all their lives, begging labels, please take me, trick us into thinking, getting deals, it's a great thing, spend our whole careers trying to break free, the fans say they love us, trying to give them music they need, like, what the hell do they need?
[82:52 - 82:59] You lookin' in the mirror like what happened, man, and sayin' to me, I guess that I just don't see what they see.
[82:59 - 83:04] Give me a mic and a boost, I'm in the dark for the truth, I'm in the viper to you, I don't got nothin' to lose, labels are high for the truth,
[83:04 - 83:07] like I'ma give you a clue what Illuminati symbols of the locals made your labels use.
[83:07 - 83:12] They're callin' me an industry plant, I give you a lamp, I'm the total opposite of what they want, I'm spittin' the facts,
[83:12 - 83:16] I make songs about the honesty as you whisper to fam, I'm exposed to government, they wanna kill me for that,
[83:16 - 83:20] I'm puttin' pedophiles, sex cults, I didn't do the blast, I leaked the industry secrets and I did it with rap,
[83:20 - 83:24] I dare you tryin' to say that my intentions aren't actin', now my vision is a pillar of their history and plan,
[83:24 - 83:28] I want to manage my decisions independent, call back, son, you won't see my initials on official contracts,
[83:28 - 83:33] independent 'til I'm dead or I'm a dead or old man, middle fingers, I'ma miss 'em, nothing can't hold back.
[83:33 - 83:40] Ooh, ayy, finally got that deal, got a pen in my hand, ooh, ayy, how you tryin' to buy who the hell I am?
[83:40 - 83:47] You can keep your cash, I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contracts, I don't read, gotta cancel,
[83:47 - 83:53] stealing people's things, how can I sleep? It's all rap or who's throwing cash in Lambos,
[83:53 - 84:01] I'm independent 'til I'm dead, I put the music in the street, miss me with all of that industry talk,
[84:01 - 84:05] work my whole life as a thing that I have, why would I give you the keys to the car?
[84:05 - 84:09] If you just gon' drive while I pay for the gas, I ain't gon' come to your meetings no more,
[84:09 - 84:13] told you already ain't you if you have, doubt that way to get your feet in the door,
[84:13 - 84:16] then lock me outside while you steal from my fans.
[84:16 - 84:23] Keep your cash, I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contracts, I don't read, gotta cancel,
[84:23 - 84:29] stealing people's things, how can I sleep? It's all rap or who's throwing cash in Lambos,
[84:29 - 84:35] I'm independent 'til I'm dead, I put the music in the street, miss me with all that industry talk,
[84:35 - 84:46] I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contracts, I don't read, gotta cancel, stealing people's things, how can I sleep? It's all rap or who's throwing cash in Lambos,
[84:46 - 84:52] I'm independent 'til I'm dead, I put the music in the street, miss me with all of that industry talk,
[84:52 - 85:16] and that's facts, dude, that's how I am, bro, that is straight up how the fuck I am,
[85:16 - 85:30] like, you know, I'm that dude that, you know, I refuse to sign to the mainstream, I refuse to be that dude that, you know, sells out.
[85:30 - 85:40] Now, for those of you that don't know what people like me go through on a daily basis,
[85:40 - 85:50] for all y'all that don't know what the fuck it is that I deal with, let me give you guys a real fucking taste of what people like me and other YouTubers deal with.
[85:51 - 86:07] Hello Thomas, I see that you're depressed, what's the problem? Is it the skeletons you're hiding deep inside your closet? Have you been reading all the names that call you in the comments? Have you been worried your haters will put you in the coffin?
[86:07 - 86:16] Are you the struck that you promised vodka was not an option? Now you're having thoughts of doing shot stuff? You're an alcoholic, is that true? You're upset that you can't have boobs?
[86:16 - 86:19] What's the matter, Thomas? Something's got you in a bad mood.
[86:19 - 86:32] Yeah, it does, I'm anxious, nothing calms me down like Xanax does, but I can't even relapse 'cause the internet will laugh at us. I just need a beer or two, but it's been like a year or two. I thought you disappeared, I can't believe that I'm still here with you.
[86:32 - 86:33] Shut up!
[86:33 - 86:39] My therapist said me and you can't speak again, I locked the devil up, but it was you who let the demons in.
[86:40 - 86:45] I'm here to be a comedian, I'm a public, and I'm telling you the ones who really need to be my friend.
[86:45 - 86:48] Now I'm walking alone in the dark, your shots in the water, it's time for the vultures.
[86:48 - 86:51] You're the guy who's been giving you pills with the pressure you're having, they're giving you ulcers.
[86:51 - 86:57] Shut up, let me remind you, I'm independent because I'm the guy who does anything that I want in the Bible. You're independent 'cause no one will sign you.
[86:57 - 87:02] You know that you keep it going, subscribe to me. You've got a spot to find out what he bites you. I'm not another person you can bite you.
[87:02 - 87:07] I'll be the greatest as long as this guy's a liar. Come on, Thomas, keep it real.
[87:07 - 87:10] You're the liar, I'ma tell you exactly how I feel.
[87:10 - 87:16] I'm the best friend forever, I don't wanna be great. If they're the best, then I'm better, don't you make no mistake.
[87:16 - 87:22] 'Cause I'm the goal, feel it in my bones, until I'm the ghost. I'm the one who put the sword out of the stone.
[87:22 - 87:26] I'm the best friend forever, I'm the best friend forever, I don't care what you say.
[87:26 - 87:29] I'm the piece you want forever, I'm just out of the faith.
[87:29 - 87:35] 'Cause I'm the goal, get the gear on, everybody knows, only fools is that I'm here and I'm alone.
[87:35 - 87:39] I'm still here, I practically smell the fear.
[87:39 - 87:45] I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure, I've seen you panic backstage hearing everybody cheer.
[87:45 - 87:49] You're famous now, Thomas, tell me what's with all the tears.
[87:49 - 87:55] Do you regret that your face is covered with tattoos, mad that your beats whack, all your raps trash too?
[87:55 - 88:02] Do you resent it, you need meds again, neglected friends, and now you just pretend you're not pathetic, you're not having that.
[88:02 - 88:08] Yeah, it's one of those days, don't know why, I don't feel okay. Close both eyes and focus on pain, close my mind alone in my brain.
[88:08 - 88:11] I smell smoke from all of those flames, fell in holes and hope for my grave.
[88:11 - 88:14] They told me smell the roses, but I burned the whole bouquet.
[88:14 - 88:18] Tom, you'll never win the fight against your hangers, long as I listen.
[88:18 - 88:24] 'Cause I read every single comment that you tried missing, then recite them in your mind and memorize this issue.
[88:24 - 88:27] I'm a triumph, Thomas, why you try to fight with me?
[88:27 - 88:30] I'm different, don't care about the height and difference, I might get it.
[88:30 - 88:32] Show 'em who I'm gonna fight, I'm swinging, I'm in the darkness.
[88:32 - 88:37] Yeah, I got night vision, I've been biting my tongue in the blood from my cuts, I've been feeling my stomach, I suffer 'cause they don't show love in my humbles.
[88:37 - 88:40] But now I just do this to all of my family and all of my brothers.
[88:40 - 88:43] Tired, you're rapping for yourself and in for them.
[88:43 - 88:46] Your selfless motivations are the reasons you're depressed.
[88:46 - 88:49] I'm doing fine, you need to chill, you need to take more of those pills.
[88:49 - 88:52] Take a breath and tell us all just exactly how you feel.
[88:52 - 88:58] I'm the best friend forever, I don't wanna be great, but they're the best friend, I'm better, don't you make a mistake?
[88:58 - 89:04] 'Cause I'm a goal, feeling it in my bones, I feel I'm a ghost, I'm the one who pulls the sword out of his soul.
[89:04 - 89:08] I'm the best friend forever, I don't care what you say.
[89:08 - 89:11] I'm the big C, I'm forever, I'm this out for the fake.
[89:11 - 89:17] 'Cause I'm a goal, get the gear on, everybody knows, I'm the voices that I'm hearing on my own.
[89:17 - 89:21] So let's work together, you know how good we can be.
[89:21 - 89:23] Don't deny it, just try it.
[89:23 - 89:24] Repeat after me.
[89:24 - 89:31] Fine, hi, my name is Thomas, I like once to be an artist, I need help from all my demons from my dreams to get accomplished.
[89:31 - 89:37] See, Tom, I'm just what you need, we're a team, disagree, go ahead, cut your wrists and make your demons bleed.
[89:37 - 89:43] No, I need to do this by myself, I told you twice already, exactly how I feel.
[89:43 - 89:49] I'm the best friend forever, I don't wanna be great, they're the best friend, I'm better, don't you make a mistake?
[89:49 - 89:56] 'Cause I'm a goal, either in my bones, that's a lot of goals, I'm the one who's supposed to start out at his own.
[89:56 - 89:59] I'm the best friend forever, I don't care what you say.
[89:59 - 90:02] I'm the big C, I'm forever, I'm this out for the fake.
[90:02 - 90:09] 'Cause I'm a goal, get the gear on, everybody knows, I'm the voices that I'm hearing on my own.
[90:09 - 90:18] And that's just facts, man.
[90:19 - 90:26] And that's just facts, dude, that's what people like me fucking deal with, bro.
[90:26 - 90:31] We deal with all this hatred and, you know, it's crazy, man.
[90:31 - 90:34] It's fucking crazy what we deal with, man.
[90:40 - 90:51] Man, that's something that, you know, every YouTuber, every music artist, that's what we fucking deal with, man, and it sucks, but, you know, that's just part of it.
[91:05 - 91:09] Like, hell, you don't think there are any people that don't hate on my boy, Bradley?
[91:09 - 91:12] You don't think there are any people out there that don't hate on my boy, Crip?
[91:12 - 91:14] There are, man.
[91:14 - 91:16] And you know what?
[91:16 - 91:19] I say fuck the haters, man.
[91:19 - 91:28] 'Cause at the end of the day, I'm still gonna do me, I'm still gonna make music, I'm still gonna hang out with my brother, Jake, I'm still gonna hang out with my friends.
[91:31 - 91:36] I'm still gonna fucking go out, go dirt biking, have fun.
[91:36 - 91:40] I'm still gonna fucking go out and get photos by the lake.
[91:40 - 91:45] I'm still gonna hang out with my girlfriend on Discord, I'm still gonna fucking hang out with my family.
[91:45 - 91:49] Like, at the end of the day, I'm a normal dude.
[91:57 - 92:01] Oh yeah, sometimes, and I'll admit, dude, sometimes it can be.
[92:01 - 92:03] Sometimes it can be, dude.
[92:03 - 92:11] Like, there are times where I'm laying in bed, and I just, I think about what they said, and it's just like, sometimes it gets to you, man.
[92:11 - 92:12] Like, and you can't help it.
[92:12 - 92:14] Sometimes it does get to you.
[92:14 - 92:23] But at the end of the day, I know that I have true fans, I have real fans that support and appreciate what I do.
[92:23 - 92:30] I have real people that really give a shit, that fuck with my music, and that keeps me going, that keeps me motivated.
[92:30 - 92:36] You need suplexity vlogs?
[92:36 - 92:38] I don't even have 'em banned, dude.
[92:38 - 92:40] I don't know what's been going on with him.
[92:40 - 92:45] I'll have to, I don't remember, but I'll have to hop on his stream one of these days and see what's up.
[92:45 - 92:47] I haven't popped in on him in a guy's minute.
[92:47 - 92:59] [silence]
[92:59 - 93:05] But I said, man, if you are a YouTuber, man, I have nothing but fucking respect for you, bro. 100%, man.
[93:05 - 93:16] Like, if y'all are dealing with the same shit that I deal with, man, like, y'all deal with the same shit that I deal with, so y'all know.
[93:17 - 93:19] Y'all know how hard it can be.
[93:19 - 93:32] Well, like I said, at the end of the day, man, it's the positivity from the fans and the people that, you know, that support what I do that means a lot.
[93:32 - 93:42] But with that being said, y'all, I'm about to bounce 'em off here, and I'm actually about to begin working on some new music for my next album.
[93:43 - 93:47] So, I'll catch you guys on the next stream, man.
[93:47 - 93:57] I'll catch y'all, motherfuckers, on the next stream, man. Fucking love you guys.
[93:57 - 94:00] All y'all holding it down, keep it going, man. Fucking love you guys.
[94:00 - 94:06] But I am gonna be working on some new music for my next upcoming album.
[94:06 - 94:12] Can't tell you what kind it is, 'cause this one I want to be a surprise. It's something I've been working on for years that I've wanted to do.
[94:12 - 94:19] And I'm finally getting the chance to do it, so, yeah, it's gonna be cool, man. Like, I'm definitely excited for this.
[94:19 - 94:27] Y'all are actually gonna see a side of me that nobody really got to, you know, see.
[94:27 - 94:31] So, you know, it's gonna be dope.
[94:34 - 94:42] But, y'all, I got seven, man. If you are getting bullied or are getting attacked in some way, shape, or form, man, just stay strong, man.
[94:42 - 94:47] Don't pay attention to the fucking hate, bro. 'Cause, deep down, think about it this way.
[94:47 - 94:54] All those haters that you get, they're just secret fanboys. That's all they are. They're just secretly major fans.
[95:00 - 95:07] But, uh, I mean, boys, scot this, man. I'll catch you guys later, man. You guys are awesome. You guys are wonderful.
[95:07 - 95:15] Don't let anybody throw you in the shade at y'all, man. Stay positive, stay humble, and keep on grinding, man. Peace.
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2021-2-3 Music  Creation

2021-2-3 Music Creation

[0:00 - 0:29] [Music]
[0:29 - 0:55] All right, we're good. What's up, guys? Y'all ready for this?
[0:55 - 1:17] [Silence]
[1:17 - 1:21] If you get your stuff out there, you can pretty much do whatever you want.
[1:21 - 1:24] You can break through and get people to listen.
[1:24 - 1:33] If you get people to see you, for you, you can switch up the way they think.
[1:33 - 5:15] [Music]
[5:15 - 5:35] Are you looking for a new way?
[5:35 - 5:59] Oh, damn. Oh, will do, homie, for sure.
[5:59 - 6:14] All right, yeah, that is way too fucking low. I need to go. I know I completely redo that shit.
[6:14 - 6:38] Because I did not turn out how I wanted to do. Fuck. That's all right, though.
[6:38 - 6:48] Oh, God, Rich, how you doing, homie? All right, let's do that same one again, but...
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[7:09 - 7:19] [Music]
[7:19 - 7:23] All right, keys are set and ready to go.
[7:23 - 11:21] [Music]
[11:21 - 11:27] All right, now what I'm going to do is this. I'm going to literally take...
[11:27 - 11:36] put another one in there. Now I'm actually going to do something really interesting here.
[11:36 - 11:54] I'm going to go here and bring out a string section. Now I'm going to copy...
[11:54 - 12:06] Whoa, I need that on like five.
[12:06 - 12:13] And copy...
[12:13 - 12:29] Edit... Paste... Now with this, I do actually want to elongate the string section here.
[12:29 - 12:49] Click Legato. Now I want to try something interesting. Something I've not done on this yet. I want to take...
[12:49 - 14:03] [Music]
[14:03 - 14:26] All right, yeah, that's not how I wanted it to. I don't know what's going on with this thing today. It is not how I wanted it to. What the fuck?
[14:26 - 14:55] One... Two... Cathedral... Cathedral...
[14:55 - 15:02] Yeah, I'm going to need a third one in there.
[15:02 - 15:31] Oh, there we are.
[15:31 - 15:42] You know what? I'm going to do something for you guys.
[15:42 - 15:56] Something I've always wanted to do that I've never done before.
[15:56 - 16:30] [Music]
[16:30 - 16:40] All right, yeah, that's not the one I wanted.
[16:40 - 16:55] Here we are. This is the one I wanted.
[16:55 - 17:05] That face that is usually covered by her phone has finally made an appearance. That face wouldn't be doing that if you weren't staying at a verbal lake.
[17:05 - 17:30] You're together always, find it with me.
[17:30 - 18:12] [Music]
[18:12 - 18:17] All right, we're set.
[18:17 - 18:44] I want to see those hashtag gestures in the comments, man.
[18:44 - 18:53] [Music]
[18:53 - 19:02] That face that is usually covered by her phone has finally made an appearance.
[19:02 - 22:36] [Music]
[22:36 - 22:51] Hi, it's Sam Barker here from The Motley Pool. Behind me is Landmark Mall, or what used to be, but once was a bustling and booming shopping center just a stone's throw away.
[22:51 - 23:05] You guys know what this next one is.
[23:05 - 27:08] [Music]
[27:08 - 27:37] Ah, it ends.
[27:37 - 31:00] [Music]
[31:00 - 31:29] I honestly feel like he is too, Dee. I don't think that shit's, you know, for real. I don't think, you know.
[31:29 - 54:17] [Music]
[54:17 - 54:28] Another thing, dude, I don't care about, you know, getting paid for doing this kind of stuff right here because like I said, I do this shit for the fans.
[54:28 - 54:35] I don't sit there and, you know, expect to get paid for it or any of that. I do it because I enjoy what I do.
[54:35 - 55:29] [Music]
[55:29 - 55:33] And besides, the most I'll probably get is a copyright claim and that's it.
[55:33 - 55:37] [Music]
[55:37 - 55:45] That is literally the most I'll probably get is, you know, just a copyright claim like that's really it.
[55:45 - 55:50] And the claim, all that does is just make it to where I can't get paid for that thing.
[55:50 - 55:59] And I won't deal with that because I'm going to be making money off my music here in a few weeks anyway. So, you know.
[55:59 - 56:57] [Music]
[56:57 - 57:04] I didn't realize how many mistakes I was making in English until I started to use Grammarly.
[57:04 - 57:07] It's like having a proofreader in an English teacher right there.
[57:07 - 57:11] Speaking English is way easier to me than writing it.
[57:11 - 57:17] [Music]
[57:17 - 57:21] I'm not good at song. I've never done one. So it's really interesting.
[57:21 - 58:01] [Music]
[58:01 - 58:07] Damn it. There it goes again. Why does it keep doing this?
[58:07 - 58:16] [Music]
[58:16 - 58:20] I didn't knew God damn keyboard pointed simple, bro.
[58:20 - 58:44] [Music]
[58:44 - 58:49] Why does this damn thing give me so much fucking trouble, dude?
[58:49 - 58:56] [Music]
[58:56 - 58:58] Hold on, guys.
[58:58 - 59:07] [Music]
[59:07 - 59:16] This thing is not one of the fucking words.
[59:16 - 59:49] [Music]
[59:49 - 59:53] Although I wonder if I pulled it back and pulled it up underneath the TV if that would work.
[59:53 - 60:40] [Music]
[60:40 - 60:52] Alright, there we go. I just kind of have to keep it at an angle.
[60:52 - 61:00] Which I'm okay with.
[61:00 - 61:29] [Music]
[61:29 - 61:41] Now I'm getting irritated.
[61:41 - 62:03] [Music]
[62:03 - 62:12] I'm done. I am fucking done. Yo, I'm gonna end it right here, guys. I'll catch you guys later on, man.
[62:12 - 62:34] I am seriously, seriously getting annoyed, man.
[62:34 - 62:46] I'll message you, babe. Or I will call you, either one, okay?
2021-2-3 FH 4 and  CHill

2021-2-3 FH 4 and CHill

[0:00 - 0:15] What's up everybody it's ya boi and we are back on the channel for today with supports
[0:15 - 0:37] of Horizon 4 on the wheel as well as on controllers so yeah I figure with everything going on man
[0:37 - 0:48] I need a break from the drama you guys need a break from the drama so why not just chill
[0:48 - 1:07] have some fun on some FH4 and relax man now we are on the PXN3100 wheel so yeah now cue
[1:07 - 1:17] mine I've not really played a lot of Forza on the wheel like I've done stuff like a set
[1:17 - 1:26] of Corsa grade 2019 stuff like that I've even played Need for Speed most one of which is
[1:26 - 1:34] more or less Need for Speed 2015 I played Need for Speed Heat you know stuff like that
[1:34 - 1:44] but I've never really actually tried sliding properly on this so we're gonna test it out
[1:44 - 1:57] for today and see how we do who knows we may even get into some Super 7 stuff alright
[1:57 - 2:06] Super Wheels fan land rover at the airstrip that's simple dude I know exactly where that's
[2:06 - 2:15] at let's go thanks girl thanks Anna how you doing today Anna what's good you're doing
[2:15 - 2:25] good good so looks like our first mission for today is busting out the land rover getting
[2:25 - 2:40] a cool ass photo no I did not want that I wanted my cars not paint skeemings I like
[2:40 - 3:04] the Mazda Mad Bull man I like my Mad Bull man yo gosh what's good bro ooh land rover
[3:04 - 3:19] do I want to take Range Rover Sport Defender you know let's just take the let's just take
[3:19 - 3:42] the typical land rover out man let's touch out the view here
[3:42 - 4:06] yeah I did I had to because somebody broke in and started sharing the link to Marty so
[4:06 - 4:11] I had to get rid of it unfortunately but I will be making another one sometime very
[4:11 - 4:40] soon so don't worry what the hell am I doing in four did this thing actually feels really
[4:40 - 4:44] good even stock this thing just feels fun
[4:44 - 5:09] ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok
[5:09 - 5:30] there we go you know let's head across the ice let's have a little fun on the way there
[5:30 - 5:54] yo Ryan what's good man oh yeah that's all
[5:54 - 6:09] now that I'm aware of dude I don't know how dude like a lot of people got blocked
[6:09 - 6:26] just ran I honestly don't understand how hey Jerry what's up man
[6:26 - 6:50] taking that small cruise on the snow time oh boy here we go
[6:50 - 7:01] man this thing grips up on this ice man this is crazy
[7:01 - 7:12] this is absolutely insane this thing is actually gripping up on the ice that is insane dude
[7:12 - 7:33] this thing literally is a d class it's just gripping up like a beast man this is nuts
[7:33 - 7:51] man you can only do it during the winter time which is interesting
[7:51 - 8:11] yo conscience what's up bro I'm not using any screen share dude I'm literally using
[8:11 - 8:31] my freaking GoPro camera oh I wonder if we can take this thing rock crawl on dude that
[8:31 - 8:41] would be cool ah she's not my fiance yeah but she's doing
[8:41 - 8:50] good Wednesday she's sleeping right now she's doing good though damn this thing handles
[8:50 - 9:08] like a beast on ice bro I'm actually shook
[9:08 - 9:16] shift on the second I always shift down the second through these spots cuz of that building
[9:16 - 9:27] right there I had now I found Mortimer Gardens right when
[9:27 - 9:40] I don't need it dang this thing's a freaking beast why am I not driving this land this
[9:40 - 9:55] Range Rover more like this thing's a monster it's too late like literally I can just cruise
[9:55 - 10:06] this thing in third just straight up I can just cruise it like this no we don't live
[10:06 - 10:14] in the other yeah she's up in Michigan I'm here in Ohio can I go across oh man I was
[10:14 - 10:42] hoping I can go across the water that would have been sick whoa reverse reverse oh yeah
[10:42 - 10:55] yo old school what's good bro you know I'm you know man I'll rent you ass up I'll rent
[10:55 - 11:06] ya bro I got you be firm that you're a chill dude dude this thing's a fucking monster yes
[11:06 - 11:11] there is a disco well there was a discourse over until sorry frosty didn't mean to make
[11:11 - 11:17] you lose your head bro there wasn't this corner until Marty broke in and fucked it
[11:17 - 11:26] all up oh no I actually got skill points for fucking I'm a snowman once oh yeah that's
[11:26 - 11:35] actually funny who is I you'd get skill points for killing for killing frosty that's funny
[11:35 - 12:01] sorry that's funny man sorry about your car sir I don't know if that's the thing you
[12:01 - 12:12] just go in a straight line how about you guys think the scene will go considering this is
[12:12 - 12:38] bone stock and why the fuck am I slowing down
[12:38 - 12:51] yo this thing is legit a beast yeah we're definitely gonna have to tune this thing
[12:51 - 13:10] up for sure come on that's the little end row where they could straight up and we're
[13:10 - 13:27] back in the 60s yeah this thing ain't that fast we can only toss it though oh yeah we
[13:27 - 13:54] can toss it yep it's dropping on the 20s she's right about that dude we're doing some
[13:54 - 14:08] slow drips here on the ice
[14:08 - 14:35] move it around
[14:35 - 14:43] let's see what we got for you know let's do rival challenge here let's see what we
[14:43 - 14:51] can knock out here I know we got a car that can beat this guy that I've been racing against
[14:51 - 15:10] cuz this guy he's he's pretty quick oh do I use the CUDA or do I use these as you know
[15:10 - 15:25] what now let's do let's do rivals s2 class oh now we're talking now we got some sweet
[15:25 - 15:38] rides popping off here here we go this is what we need oh got the she wrong damn we
[15:38 - 15:59] got some quickies trying to remember what cars I have their drag tune cuz I know I got
[15:59 - 16:14] at least one car in here that's a drag tune I don't have these are drift tune but what
[16:14 - 16:43] are you doing I love drifting it's fun damn no no what yo what what happened it is literally
[16:43 - 17:12] just you're kidding me believe it or not dude I have oh definitely definitely there's
[17:12 - 17:20] gonna be well over a hundred CDs there's gonna be well over a hundred so you guys will definitely
[17:20 - 17:43] be able to purchase for sure so y'all definitely be able to purchase the album that I'm working
[17:43 - 17:49] on I'm currently where I'm literally like in the process of getting a hold of my bank
[17:49 - 17:56] trying to get all that set up I always tell you yo I see you you know what bro I'm not
[17:56 - 18:01] the mod you bro cuz I see you up in here all the time man you're a cool dude you're
[18:01 - 18:06] good as fuck you're a chill dude you're a chill motherfucker not gonna lie you're chill
[18:06 - 18:25] as fuck yo tonic what's good homie how you doing bro what's good with you but I will
[18:25 - 18:34] be working on merch here very soon um I do have some dope ass car merch designs dropping
[18:34 - 18:59] soon yeah fat go you mean Faygo hell yeah yo what they go flavor you sipping on homie
[18:59 - 19:10] I'm sitting on that orange Faygo bro this is the one my fat ass is sipping on got that
[19:10 - 19:22] fucking orange dude got that orange Faygo breath yeah there you go got that orange shit
[19:22 - 19:44] got the nude stuff dude it's no question yes the dude can't even fucking run so like
[19:44 - 19:50] wait let me ask you this if he can't even walk because of his size what makes you think
[19:50 - 20:08] he can fight
[20:08 - 20:16] alright so Wednesday if you hit me up on discord I will call you personally and I will explain
[20:16 - 20:23] everything like I'll personally go in and explain to you who this smarty guy is so
[20:23 - 20:37] you know in detail who he is and you know to avoid him yeah you do man you have to
[20:37 - 20:46] do that but wait that show is pretty fucking cool you know I think I want to have a little
[20:46 - 20:52] fun headed over there man I think I'm gonna have a little fun with this X on off-road
[20:52 - 21:04] yeah but way down below let me say bro that channel don't explain shit like his channel
[21:04 - 21:33] don't explain in detail what I can explain oh damn
[21:33 - 21:42] dude this thing is wicked now we're hauling ass this is what I like to see oh that was
[21:42 - 21:58] a tree damn and I was hoping I can rip it around that corner but uh I guess not today
[21:58 - 22:27] we're about to send it whoa and 550.58 feet not bad
[22:27 - 22:35] didn't quite put it through the trees but we're good damn this thing is a tough thing
[22:35 - 22:41] yeah that's good that's great that's exactly what I wanted to put it right into a fucking
[22:41 - 23:04] tree that's nice that's what it's real good
[23:04 - 23:13] alright so like I said um yeah Wednesday like I said if you text me on discord I'll get
[23:13 - 23:24] ahold of you personally and I'll explain to you what's Wednesday like hit me up on
[23:24 - 23:29] discord right now if you don't have discord sign up I'll explain to you what's really
[23:29 - 23:38] going on I'll explain everything to you okay there's a reason behind what I said yo what
[23:38 - 23:54] the fuck why did I just spin out I did it's right here man this is my discord where everybody
[23:54 - 24:17] can hand me up no that's my personal discord you don't need an invite just hand me up
[24:17 - 24:37] on my personal discord just check out that land post dude this thing is a freaking monster
[24:37 - 25:00] holy shit bro yoink treat treat ah damn I was hoping I could avoid that and swing around
[25:00 - 25:14] but I guess not dude this thing's actually a lot of fun on the wheel now I'm starting
[25:14 - 25:29] to get used to this more and more yo boys about to be a crazy ass y'all see those train
[25:29 - 25:49] tracks and your boys about to get crazy with it yoink
[25:49 - 26:11] what the fuck anthony
[26:11 - 26:19] and I am about to be waterlogged but trust me Wednesday there's a whole situation
[26:19 - 26:39] that you're not filled in on like there's a whole reason behind what I did oh shit
[26:39 - 26:54] I did nothing we were gonna land that I did nothing I was gonna land right on the tracks
[26:54 - 27:00] you don't have to try oh no I'm like right below out here fucking reverse drifting my
[27:00 - 27:13] ass fucking out here reverse drifting in the damn snow bro oh yeah dude this thing
[27:13 - 27:33] can take a beating and we are I don't know I thought we were stuck there for a minute
[27:33 - 27:45] well at least I know this thing can drop off a cliff real good out here fucking water
[27:45 - 28:02] drifting and shit hash tag water drift
[28:02 - 28:31] am I gonna make it through the oh shit yo this is this one on freaking doom buggy is
[28:31 - 28:47] fire bro believe it or not I don't actually drive a real life yet I am working on it though
[28:47 - 28:55] I'm not able to do anything because of the lock down right now but as soon as the lock
[28:55 - 29:07] down is over I will be going to get my permanent and shit yo this little cars fun I actually
[29:07 - 29:16] like this I don't know why I haven't driven this more often this is cool all right you
[29:16 - 29:37] know let's head to the mouth here all right so the row let's head over there I'm gonna
[29:37 - 30:03] check my discord right quick all right now where is this
[30:03 - 30:11] so long story short Marty likes to harass me life real Marty loves to harass me and
[30:11 - 30:27] attack me my family like he loves to do all sorts of fuck shit okay don't know how I
[30:27 - 30:47] missed that or even how I screwed that up right even I know the location on my local
[30:47 - 31:15] jam shank can I win it nope damn why I'm having so much trouble with this thing
[31:15 - 31:21] is it bad that I yo Jerry is it bad that I read that in Stewie Griffin's voice oh yeah
[31:21 - 31:41] isn't that is it bad that I read that in Stewie's voice no no no no boy Jerry is it
[31:41 - 31:47] bad that I read that in Stewie's voice bro that whole damn damn him the whole thing
[31:47 - 31:53] I literally just read that in Stewie's voice like I was I was hearing that in my fucking
[31:53 - 32:08] head is that dumb you don't move to head fucking love family guy bro like for real
[32:08 - 32:32] hella shit read that in Stewie's voice Conan say Andrew Land Rover Range Rover
[32:32 - 33:01] dude I would destroy him so why would I want to waste my fucking time why for real dude
[33:01 - 33:11] why would I want to waste my time on a douche bag like dude I got better shit to do with
[33:11 - 33:37] my time then the set there so he got the super weird spin he's a photo mode man I ain't
[33:37 - 33:46] gonna waste my damn time on him bro his ass ain't worth it I got better shit to do oh
[33:46 - 33:54] come on give me something good give me something good big money big money big money oh I'll
[33:54 - 34:23] take that shit I'm not good with that I'm not good with that spin
[34:23 - 34:45] dude this thing is fun dude I'm literally drifting this fucking land Rover what the
[34:45 - 35:10] fuck I'm not gonna lie that was fun
[35:10 - 35:17] listen guys I'm not fighting Marty there's no fighting going down so don't be saying
[35:17 - 35:25] shit I'm not fighting the guy all right he's a fucking asshole who just needs to fuck
[35:25 - 35:35] off okay I am not fighting Marty could I kick his ass yes but I'm not fucking fighting
[35:35 - 35:40] him his ass is not worth it I have better shit to do with my time than to fight an
[35:40 - 35:47] overweight douchebag who just wants to sit on the fucking internet and run his fucking
[35:47 - 36:07] mouth like that's all he does he runs his fucking mouth okay yeah I can be an asshole
[36:07 - 36:21] so fucking what I'm only an asshole cuz Marty makes me be an asshole do I want to be an
[36:21 - 36:45] asshole no but he kind of puts it out there and makes it hard to not be an asshole oh
[36:45 - 36:54] no let's bust out a drift car let's see if we can hit that drift zone properly man this
[36:54 - 36:59] ought to be fun all right so what car do you think I what drift car that you guys
[36:59 - 37:05] know do you think I should use like for real like what what car do you think I should
[37:05 - 37:12] use man I mean I got BMWs I literally have any car you guys can fucking think of do
[37:12 - 37:20] you I got fucking Lamborghini with an Aston Martin's fucking outies fucking dude I have
[37:20 - 37:29] a I even have a fucking 1935 Auto Union type D like bro like I literally have a shit on
[37:29 - 37:47] you man oh and 81 10 oh I don't know if I have that and that's thing though I don't
[37:47 - 37:52] want something that's overly powerful I want something that you know is driftable something
[37:52 - 38:01] that I can just straight rip out the mountain and have fun with hmm I got an idea hold
[38:01 - 38:27] up hold up where's that I know it's here
[38:27 - 38:49] where did it go where did it go and I was here where are you I know I got a drift missile
[38:49 - 39:05] here somewhere as you have fun damn thing bruh got the night bull you know what what's
[39:05 - 39:10] worth the you know what's worth this beautiful beautiful rx-7 of the mountain pass now let's
[39:10 - 39:28] fucking kill it hey Jess what up what's right this beautiful rx-7 up the mountain shall
[39:28 - 39:58] we boys oh damn come on around this man and this is gonna be a chill slide so I know
[39:58 - 40:08] nothing too major oh get on the road get on the road
[40:08 - 40:38] I'm not even going for a drift score I'm just here just cruising to the mountain pass
[40:38 - 41:08] cruising this ah! I'm just going to take a round and say to do so. I'm just going to
[41:08 - 41:13] do this this thing is definitely hard to slide out the mountain because this is actually
[41:13 - 41:21] my drift comp Mazda so I'm literally ripping a fucking drift machine out the mountain
[41:21 - 41:50] pass and off the track that's fine definitely not the best driving
[41:50 - 42:15] to the mountain pass and off the track. I'm just going to do this. I'm just going to do
[42:15 - 42:37] this. there we go now we're getting in the groove of things
[42:37 - 43:02] no no no no
[43:02 - 43:23] back up back up back up ah damn that's right though I only went down part of the mountain
[43:23 - 43:46] so we're fine excuse me
[43:46 - 44:10] dude this thing rips
[44:10 - 44:38] woah excuse me sir
[44:38 - 44:54] oh boy that 360 no I didn't want this feature not what I want to do
[44:54 - 45:23] you know what yeah I didn't bring eyes hold up
[45:23 - 45:29] since my steering wheel is giving me trouble we're about to drift straight rip down this
[45:29 - 45:58] mountain like this fuck it. I'm just going to do this. I'm just going to do this. I'm
[45:58 - 46:20] just going to do this. I'm just going to do this. I'm just going to do this. I'm just going to
[46:20 - 46:46] do it. Hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold
[46:46 - 47:11] it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude hold it dude
[47:11 - 47:24] if you guys are trying to hype up a fight stop it because I'm not fighting anyone dude
[47:24 - 47:45] I just want Marty to quit the shit that he's fucking doing
[47:45 - 47:49] that's all I fucking ask is that he stops attacking me is that too much to fucking
[47:49 - 48:14] ask for I don't fucking think so
[48:14 - 48:20] you know it's bust out my drift Nissan man I'm not busted out my drift Nissan for a good
[48:20 - 48:50] while man it's been a while since I've thrown it around so let's bust that out
[48:50 - 48:59] look at this beautiful Nissan man tell me that ain't gorgeous bro look at that that
[48:59 - 49:24] is sick bro that is fire oof oh dude
[49:24 - 49:50] oh y'all are totally good man no worries I'm not doing the danger sign I'm just fucking
[49:50 - 50:03] ripping up the mountain man come on now I'm just here to throw some slides man that's
[50:03 - 50:32] it I'm not here to get it in
[50:32 - 50:46] I'm fucking spun it that's right though we still got our score going we still got the
[50:46 - 51:10] score going better that throttle coming in oh damn we almost reverse-entered that bitch
[51:10 - 51:28] damn bro we're straight swaying this mountain right now
[51:28 - 51:50] oh oh oh two wheeled dip but we're good
[51:51 - 51:59] turn around when it's just safe to do so
[51:59 - 52:24] I'm just gonna go back and watch it again I'm just gonna watch it again I'm just gonna
[52:24 - 52:50] no do not hit that it's all the way from the gargoyle that was close
[52:50 - 53:09] now y'all see why I like this Nissan Skyline so much brother sing the fucking beast
[53:09 - 53:37] did I seriously just see a lightning
[53:37 - 53:43] oh yeah my shirt is held in
[53:43 - 54:13] my shirt is held in my shirt is held in my shirt is held in my shirt is held in my shirt
[54:13 - 54:25] yo everybody chill the fuck out man we're all on the same team here man stop playing
[54:25 - 54:47] with each other
[54:47 - 55:08] turn around when it's just safe to do so
[55:08 - 55:36] we're good
[55:36 - 55:57] I thought that was a road you know who's ready to see me fucking you know who's ready
[55:57 - 56:05] to see me rip a record on grade 2019 man who's ready to set a world fucking record
[56:05 - 56:34] on this shit right here
[56:34 - 57:02] let's get this shit yo too sweet yo smoke what up bruh y'all ready to see me fucking
[57:02 - 57:27] set a record on this bitch let's go not me zoom mountain shinto tori rush here we go
[57:27 - 57:33] why is that man I'm not fighting anybody you know I'm just here to do my thing to get
[57:33 - 57:58] morning to fuck off but to also have fun with you guys and just have a good time man why
[57:58 - 58:22] are you here? I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man
[58:22 - 58:52] fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off
[58:52 - 59:07] man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to
[59:07 - 59:35] fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off
[59:35 - 59:54] man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to
[59:54 - 60:10] fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off
[60:10 - 60:37] I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here to fuck off man I'm here
[60:37 - 60:57] to fuck off man I know I can do this unfortunately not in this game you have no wonder my fucking
[60:57 - 61:17] traction was on that's why I wasn't sliding like I needed to be
[61:17 - 61:32] there we go now we're talking man now we're in gear now we're now we're hauling eyes bro
[61:32 - 61:56] ah
[61:56 - 62:15] damn straight sideways
[62:15 - 62:34] you see now it's more loose now I can maneuver it the way I wanted to
[62:34 - 63:04] I
[63:04 - 63:27] love that rewind button cuz it allows me to fix what I screwed up on before see that's
[63:27 - 63:39] why I like grid 2019 man it's actually got a dope ass mountain pass I fucking love mountain
[63:39 - 63:58] pass his brother fun.
[63:58 - 64:25] Alright for real though dude a rewind button would be nice let's see where I stand right
[64:25 - 64:40] now fuck man wait I'll rank years long on this thing super long that shit's fun
[64:40 - 64:41] man.
[64:41 - 65:11] Fuck off man, fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off
[65:11 - 65:31] man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck
[65:31 - 65:56] fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off
[65:56 - 66:24] man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck
[66:24 - 66:53] off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man
[66:53 - 67:22] fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off man fuck off
[67:22 - 67:48] I know what I'm doing is I'm letting it slide out too far go go go go go go go go go go
[67:48 - 69:04] go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go
[69:04 - 70:50] go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go
[70:50 - 71:12] I know what fucked me over to you know I just rip it right into the corner here straight
[71:12 - 71:21] backwards that shit alright that's not bad that's not bad I know I can do better I know
[71:21 - 71:27] him well I can do better than that you know what let's take the f1 car up let's take
[71:27 - 71:55] that f1 car out and see what we can do with that tuner should be prototype no no
[71:55 - 72:12] ah here we go the f100 shit's about to get wild yo we're about to use it's essentially
[72:12 - 72:18] a souped-up go-kart man it's essentially a souped-up go-kart we're about to fucking
[72:18 - 72:35] rip this thing up the mountain this is gonna be fun
[72:35 - 73:00] ah
[73:00 - 73:29] ah oh man so that just happened ow I wonder why this thing's not ripping like
[73:29 - 73:47] it should excuse me excuse me damn I don't know what's doing that's weird it shouldn't
[73:47 - 74:08] be gripping up like that let's turn traction on let's turn stability off our traction let's
[74:08 - 74:33] turn ABS on and turn these on and see how that works
[74:33 - 74:47] dude imagine doing this in real life man just going down a mountain like this like how
[74:47 - 75:15] scared would you guys be to do this shit
[75:15 - 75:31] why for real how scared would you guys be to do this in real life down a mountain pass
[75:31 - 75:53] with this kind of a car right here that I'm driving right now
[75:53 - 76:08] oh
[76:08 - 76:37] yeah
[76:37 - 76:46] a score what up dude
[76:46 - 77:15] now it's gonna play right into the wall
[77:15 - 77:38] oh nice what'd you have
[77:38 - 78:02] this is on Xbox one 220 I know I can beat 228 man I know I can do that
[78:02 - 78:21] I know I can do that should I get to oh no shit
[78:21 - 78:41] didn't you give me a controller with it bruh
[78:41 - 79:10] oh I would hear two wheeling it y'all I cannot do that again if I tried man that was sick
[79:10 - 79:34] I straight to wheel that shit that was nuts
[79:34 - 79:43] ah dude that blows that was actually a fire not gonna lie that
[79:43 - 80:09] was actually pretty though
[80:09 - 80:16] I don't know if I could do that again if I fucking tried dude that was sick out here
[80:16 - 80:37] mangy and the fuck out of this thing and then we got another troll pretending to be
[80:37 - 80:49] joe biden nah do y'all know what to do with trolls
[80:49 - 81:09] yo what the fuck even happened it's like I got stuck
[81:09 - 84:02] no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
[84:02 - 84:13] I don't give a fuck whether you put my address out there homie I don't care like my address
[84:13 - 84:20] has been out there for so long you really think that faces me guess again bro come on man don't
[84:20 - 84:29] be dumb that shit don't face me homie get out of here with that garbage if you think I'm afraid
[84:29 - 84:43] I'm not bro like troll me all you want with my address out there I don't fucking care bro
[84:43 - 85:03] alright now I know this is Marty you know what y'all I'm about to hop off here I'm about
[85:03 - 85:11] to end this and I'm about to prove as well punk as what real music can do so I'll catch
[85:11 - 85:16] you on a few minutes I'm about to set out for a music stream I'll catch you on a few
[85:16 - 85:21] papers honors your needs never get that like the Scrambling in the notification bell down
[85:21 - 85:23] well stayed up there and there peace
2021-2-1 therapeutic Music session

2021-2-1 therapeutic Music session

[0:00 - 0:12] I'm not sure what to do with this, but I'm not sure what to do with this.
[0:12 - 0:15] Let's see what I can do with this.
[0:15 - 0:18] I'm not sure what to do with this.
[0:18 - 0:21] Let's see what I can do with this.
[0:21 - 0:26] What do I have to do with this?
[0:26 - 2:28] Let's see what I can do with this.
[2:49 - 3:00] Should I stay with the signs I ignore?
[3:00 - 3:12] Can I help you not to have any more?
[3:12 - 3:23] We saw billions when the world was asleep.
[3:23 - 3:29] There are things we can't help.
[3:29 - 3:32] Who can't keep?
[3:32 - 3:38] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out?"
[3:38 - 3:43] In the sky of a million stars.
[3:43 - 3:46] Clickers, clickers.
[3:46 - 3:49] Who cares when someone's time runs out?
[3:49 - 3:54] If a moment is all we are.
[3:54 - 3:57] Quicker and quicker.
[3:57 - 4:01] Who cares if one more light goes out?
[4:01 - 4:30] Let's see what I can do with this.
[4:30 - 4:33] Who can't keep?
[4:33 - 4:38] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out?"
[4:38 - 4:43] In the sky of a million stars.
[4:43 - 4:46] Clickers, clickers.
[4:46 - 4:51] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out?"
[4:51 - 4:56] In the sky of a million stars.
[4:56 - 5:00] Clickers, clickers.
[5:00 - 5:04] Who cares when someone's time runs out?
[5:04 - 5:08] If a moment is all we are.
[5:08 - 5:11] Clicker, quicker.
[5:11 - 5:16] Who cares if one more light goes out?
[5:16 - 5:22] Let's see what I can do with this.
[5:22 - 5:28] In the sky of a million stars.
[5:28 - 5:33] Clickers, clickers.
[5:33 - 5:40] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out?"
[5:40 - 5:45] In the sky of a million stars.
[5:45 - 5:50] Clickers, clickers.
[5:50 - 5:53] Who cares if one more light goes out?
[5:53 - 5:58] In the sky of a million stars.
[5:58 - 6:01] Clickers, clickers.
[6:01 - 6:05] Who cares when someone's time runs out?
[6:05 - 6:10] If a moment is all we are.
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[6:13 - 6:17] Who cares if one more light goes out?
[6:17 - 6:30] All true.
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[14:34 - 14:39] Whoa, Susan!
[14:39 - 14:44] I'm looking for coupon codes.
[14:44 - 14:49] Save me some cheddar.
[14:49 - 14:54] What's in your wallet?
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[24:43 - 24:50] Hey, Greasy, what's up?
[24:50 - 24:54] Believe it or not, dude, I actually learned how to play piano.
[24:54 - 25:01] I was a kid a little bit, but I never really got to do it
[25:01 - 25:09] until I started doing music in high school.
[25:09 - 25:14] And once I started getting into music in high school,
[25:14 - 25:18] that's when I started to take piano a little bit more seriously,
[25:18 - 25:24] and I kind of started to teach myself.
[25:24 - 25:27] But the way I learned isn't by playing keys.
[25:27 - 25:30] Like I said, I learned to play piano the same way I learned to play guitar
[25:30 - 25:32] in every other instrument.
[25:32 - 25:37] I play by what I hear vocally and not by keys or chords or strings.
[25:37 - 25:45] I play by what I hear vocally, and then I translate that into keys on a keyboard.
[25:45 - 25:48] Hey, Motel, what's up?
[25:48 - 25:54] Hey, PM, what's good, bro?
[25:54 - 26:09] How you doing, Mike?
[26:09 - 26:11] Well, I want to say I'm a prodigy.
[26:11 - 26:17] I do what I love, you know?
[26:17 - 26:26] I do it because I appreciate the classic stuff, man.
[26:26 - 26:30] And this is the one thing that not a lot of artists appreciate nowadays.
[26:30 - 26:36] They don't really appreciate the true places where music came from.
[26:36 - 26:44] Guys like Beethoven, Bach, Mozart,
[26:44 - 26:48] you know, people like that are the reason music is around.
[26:48 - 26:52] And not a lot of people, you know, understand that.
[26:52 - 26:55] But it's like if it wasn't for them, where would music be?
[26:55 - 27:00] If it wasn't for guys like them, we wouldn't have, you know,
[27:00 - 27:05] like James Brown and guys that do jazz and shit.
[27:05 - 27:08] And then we wouldn't have guys like Elvis.
[27:08 - 27:18] And if we didn't have Elvis, we wouldn't have guys like fucking Nirvana
[27:18 - 27:24] or, you know, Blink 182 or Green Day or all these bands,
[27:24 - 27:29] you know, that came after.
[27:29 - 27:33] Like me, I respect all the bands and the artists that came before me,
[27:33 - 27:37] whether it's from the very beginning or where we're at now.
[27:37 - 27:43] You know, I hold high regard for every band and artist, you know,
[27:43 - 27:49] bands like Lincoln Park who broke major, major grounds in the music industry
[27:49 - 27:55] and who are widely regarded as one of, if the not most important band
[27:55 - 28:01] in music history because they broke so many grounds in what they did,
[28:01 - 28:07] which is why they're so widely respected.
[28:07 - 28:15] Just like with Mozart and Bach and Beethoven and then you got guys,
[28:15 - 28:19] then you got people like Lindsey Sterling and stuff like that,
[28:19 - 28:24] like they're all widely regarded as the best in their place.
[28:24 - 28:31] Just like Suicide Silence, Cradle of Phil, Puddle of Mud,
[28:31 - 28:40] freaking, what did you call it, Five Finger Death Punch,
[28:40 - 28:52] Metallica, fucking, not a lot of people remember this one,
[28:52 - 28:56] but bands like Savage Garden, Backstreet Boys, N'Sync,
[28:56 - 29:10] you know, they're all regarded as one of the best in the industry.
[29:10 - 29:22] Then you got guys like Rage Against the Machine, Shine Down, Coldplay,
[29:22 - 29:29] then you got guys like Skrillex, a guy that I've worked with,
[29:29 - 29:34] not Skrillex but another guy that I've worked with.
[29:34 - 29:38] I can never seem to remember the guy's fucking YouTube name,
[29:38 - 29:40] but he feels a lot of dubstep.
[29:40 - 29:46] You know, guys like Bradley that are coming up are widely regarded.
[29:46 - 29:57] You got bands that I personally know like Sandcat, Sharmera,
[29:57 - 30:03] Wake Me, fucking, you know,
[30:03 - 30:10] like if it wasn't for those bands and those artists from the very, very beginning,
[30:10 - 30:13] where would music be?
[30:13 - 30:16] You know, it's bands like Evanescence that inspired me
[30:16 - 30:19] and got me into the rock scene.
[30:19 - 30:22] And then from there it kind of blew up.
[30:22 - 30:27] But even so, I still love to go back to the classics
[30:27 - 30:33] and modernize it in a sense.
[30:33 - 30:37] I love to take and do piano covers and then take those covers
[30:37 - 30:42] and turn them into an orchestra score that's nothing like the song.
[30:42 - 30:44] I love that.
[30:44 - 30:46] I love constantly creating.
[30:46 - 30:48] I love going back to the classics.
[30:48 - 30:53] A lot of people do it just for whatever.
[30:53 - 30:58] You know, a lot of people do it, you know, and don't really truly appreciate it
[30:58 - 30:59] like on the computer.
[30:59 - 31:04] But me, that's why I do it via like legit piano,
[31:04 - 31:08] whether it be a piano or violin or guitar or whatever.
[31:08 - 31:13] There's nothing better than actually playing that instrument.
[31:13 - 31:17] Well, yes, the piano may be digitized,
[31:17 - 31:20] but it's still at the end of the day a piano.
[31:20 - 31:26] Even though you have to plug it in, it's still an instrument at the end of the day.
[31:26 - 31:29] And just like, I love the feeling of it.
[31:29 - 31:33] I always have, like I love the feeling of, you know,
[31:33 - 31:38] picking up a guitar or violin or, you know, a piano or whatever
[31:38 - 31:45] and just playing and having fun.
[31:45 - 31:49] Not any instrument, like there are some instruments that I do suck at.
[31:49 - 31:56] Like, I will admit I cannot play tuba or trumpet to save my fucking life.
[31:56 - 32:02] I've tried, I suck.
[32:02 - 32:07] Now, like I can, the instruments I can play are piano, guitar,
[32:07 - 32:09] drones and harmonica.
[32:09 - 32:11] I can play those three like the back of my hand.
[32:11 - 32:13] And I do have a harmonica.
[32:13 - 32:32] I just packed away in the boxes down in the basement.
[32:32 - 32:36] God, this scene takes forever, dude.
[32:36 - 32:46] But I even hold high regard for, you know, the guys that did the,
[32:46 - 32:51] and the soundtrack for movies that I grew up on through Studio Jiggly,
[32:51 - 32:59] like Castle in the Airpack, the one that I did as an homage to Studio Jiggly,
[32:59 - 33:00] Castle in the Sky.
[33:00 - 33:08] I did a piece for them to show and pay respects and homage to them.
[33:08 - 33:16] Obviously, I did a few LP ones, like from the inside.
[33:16 - 33:34] No, and there was like one other one, I think. I think it was Crawling, I think.
[33:34 - 33:39] But like, you know, like, I respect, you know, music as a whole.
[33:39 - 33:43] I might not respect what the mainstream does to a lot of artists
[33:43 - 33:47] and how they screw them over a lot of the times.
[33:47 - 33:50] And I might not always agree with the music,
[33:50 - 34:19] but I still respect them as an artist and as a business, you know, I respect that.
[34:19 - 34:25] I actually have, but Marty fucked that over.
[34:25 - 34:29] I actually have had several record deals,
[34:29 - 34:34] but Marty wound up screwing that over for me
[34:34 - 34:40] because they found out what he was doing and did not want to associate me with that.
[34:40 - 34:51] So they unfortunately had to let me go because they saw me as a liability,
[34:51 - 35:01] which kind of sucks. But, you know, at the end of the day, I kind of see it as like,
[35:01 - 35:08] I'm not trying to be too religious here, but for me, all those times those labels turned me down,
[35:08 - 35:11] I saw that as an opportunity.
[35:11 - 35:18] You know, I saw that, you know, you know, God was basically saying, hey, you know,
[35:18 - 35:22] this label isn't for you. This is what you need to be doing.
[35:22 - 35:30] And ultimately, I found my way into music by doing it on my own and going independent
[35:30 - 35:35] and working with guys like my boy, Kale's label, Real Ultimate Power Records,
[35:35 - 35:46] and starting my own label, Fallen Angels Records.
[35:46 - 35:51] You know, I kind of feel like, you know, this is what God put me on this earth to do
[35:51 - 35:55] to create music and help people through my music.
[35:55 - 35:59] You know, I kind of feel like he made me the outcast for a reason.
[35:59 - 36:06] He made me an outcast to society for a reason because he knew what I was capable of doing.
[36:06 - 36:10] He knew what I really wanted to do, which is to help people.
[36:10 - 36:16] And he gave me a way to do that through my music, which led me to creating, you know,
[36:16 - 36:30] Fallen Angels Records for those that are outcasts in society, for those that are, you know, different.
[36:30 - 36:33] And I plan on, dude, I do plan on doing that.
[36:33 - 36:36] I just got to get my banking and shit set up, man.
[36:36 - 36:45] Once I get that all finished up and squared away, it's game on, dude.
[36:45 - 37:04] Now, in fact, let me show you guys a motivational speaker.
[37:04 - 37:15] Like, you guys won't be able to actually see it, but this guy is actually a personal friend of mine
[37:15 - 37:22] who keeps me motivated every day, who, you know, inspires me in what I do.
[37:22 - 37:29] Like, he keeps me grounded and solid.
[37:29 - 37:38] This one is called Flying Higher, it's a motivational speech.
[37:38 - 37:43] It's a message for you guys because it is not so perfect to wake as many people up as I possibly can
[37:43 - 37:48] because I need people to realize whether you're 15 years old or 500 years old
[37:48 - 37:52] that you can still be happy and you can still do things you really want to do
[37:52 - 37:57] because you're not living it. You have your legs, you have your eyes, you have your arms, you're breathing.
[37:57 - 37:59] You're living, baby. Can you realize that?
[37:59 - 38:04] I can't believe it. There's people in the hospital right now dying, fighting for their lives.
[38:04 - 38:09] But you, my friend, are breathing. You just click play. You have things up in the heart.
[38:09 - 38:14] You just click play. Can you realize how many things we take for granted, guys?
[38:14 - 38:18] Number one, we got put on this month by the people we love, and they might have bashed,
[38:18 - 38:22] they might have criticized you, they might have not said the most wonderful things to you
[38:22 - 38:25] over the course of the years, but let's realize one thing, guys.
[38:25 - 38:30] We all want to save things, we all want to be happy, we all want to be wealthy, we all want to succeed.
[38:30 - 38:35] What really matters, what really, really, really matters is your breathing.
[38:35 - 38:39] And the people that love you are breathing. And the people around you are breathing.
[38:39 - 38:44] So there's no reason to be unhappy. There's no reason to think that you can't achieve your dreams,
[38:44 - 38:48] your goals, your missions. Listen, I understand you want to get a great job one day,
[38:48 - 38:53] but a job is somebody else's dream. You have a dream and it's inside of here.
[38:53 - 38:56] I don't care if you want to play on this video. I don't care if you don't like me.
[38:56 - 38:59] I don't care if you've never met me before. I'm here for you. I'm your friend.
[38:59 - 39:01] I believe in you. I believe in every single one of you.
[39:01 - 39:04] Because if you took the time to play on this video, I believe in you.
[39:04 - 39:08] Because if you can play on a video, you're more certain than doing anything you want to,
[39:08 - 39:11] because you're a luncheon. You're breathing. You're living with your eyes.
[39:11 - 39:14] You might not have the best relationship right now.
[39:14 - 39:16] You might not have all the money you want right now.
[39:16 - 39:20] Your family may not be going the way you want them to go right now, but you just know that you care.
[39:20 - 39:23] Live the life you want to live, and it's inside of here.
[39:23 - 39:27] And when you're at home doing the things that you like to do that people don't really notice,
[39:27 - 39:29] or people don't see, because you're not being the real you.
[39:29 - 39:31] Just know that's who you need to be.
[39:31 - 39:35] And if you want to be happy, you've got to start loving yourself, because you are a perfect person.
[39:35 - 39:39] And God can just create you for nothing, and you have a purpose, and it's inside of you.
[39:39 - 39:44] The visions you have, the dreams you have, the goals you have, are real.
[39:44 - 39:47] They are real. They are real.
[39:47 - 39:51] Guys, you know different than Warren Buffett. You know different than Bill Gates.
[39:51 - 39:55] You know different than Obama. You guys are especially important.
[39:55 - 39:58] You're beautiful people. You have a heartbeat, because that's what really matters.
[39:58 - 40:01] A relationship doesn't work off of attraction. That fades away.
[40:01 - 40:05] Have you ever bought something new within a couple of months that's old news?
[40:05 - 40:10] The heart never goes old, but what it does for the old, it dies and never goes back.
[40:10 - 40:13] Just realize you can always go out and get a job.
[40:13 - 40:16] You can always go out and find somebody to hang out with.
[40:16 - 40:20] You can always go meet new people. You can always go find more money.
[40:20 - 40:25] You can always go find more items, cars, clothes, but you can never replace a life,
[40:25 - 40:28] and you can never replace anybody in other words who you are in this world.
[40:28 - 40:32] Because they are the reasons why you're walking, talking, living, and breathing.
[40:32 - 40:36] Your ownership, your parents, your friends, your family, the ones that are there for you when you're broke,
[40:36 - 40:39] the ones that are there for you when you're down, the ones that are there for you,
[40:39 - 40:42] and it really matters them to be. You need to be surrounding yourself around,
[40:42 - 40:46] because life is too fucking short to worry about what people think about you guys.
[40:46 - 40:49] It's hard for my language, but it's the truth. It's the truth.
[40:49 - 40:52] If somebody's being mean to you, if somebody's hurting your feelings,
[40:52 - 40:55] if somebody's controlling you, just know they're miserable guys.
[40:55 - 40:56] Please just know they're miserable.
[40:56 - 41:01] It might be if they have a million dollars and they're being a right person to a stranger.
[41:01 - 41:03] What do you call them? There's no difference.
[41:03 - 41:06] They have more money than you, but they're not living any longer than you.
[41:06 - 41:08] They're still going to die against what they've done.
[41:08 - 41:10] They're going to die to say what you've done with nothing.
[41:10 - 41:14] They came into this world with nothing, so don't let people think they're better than you.
[41:14 - 41:16] Don't let people think they're greater than you.
[41:16 - 41:19] You are great. You are intelligent. You have everything you need to succeed.
[41:19 - 41:21] If you don't believe it, you're never going to achieve it, guys.
[41:21 - 41:23] If you can vision it, it takes one vision.
[41:23 - 41:27] It takes one goal. It takes one dream to be happy.
[41:27 - 41:30] At the end of the night, before you go to sleep,
[41:30 - 41:33] you're thinking about all things running around your brain,
[41:33 - 41:36] like, "Where am I at? What am I doing? How do I do this?"
[41:36 - 41:41] Just know. You know where to go. Just know. You know what to do.
[41:41 - 41:46] You need the direction on you inside of you.
[41:46 - 41:50] I don't know what you're waiting for, and I'm talking to every single one of you.
[41:50 - 41:54] Your direction, your guidance, you need to follow it.
[41:54 - 41:57] When you follow it, you're starting to feel like you're failing.
[41:57 - 42:01] That's okay, because to have these people in the world go through a lot of failures,
[42:01 - 42:04] a lot of battles, and you will forever deal with tough situations, guys,
[42:04 - 42:09] but there's light at the end of the tunnel, because you're no different than any one of us,
[42:09 - 42:11] and I'm no different than you.
[42:11 - 42:18] And that's facts, man. That's real fucking facts.
[42:18 - 42:23] That is real fucking facts, dude.
[42:23 - 42:27] He's helped me through a lot of tough shit, man.
[42:27 - 42:34] Anthony, he's honestly, him and my brother Sean are two of the closest people to me,
[42:34 - 42:41] besides from, obviously, my girlfriend, Tange, they're two of the closest people in my life.
[42:41 - 42:47] They really keep me grounded and keep me motivated, and obviously, you can see why.
[42:47 - 42:54] I've done stuff with Sean before, man. I've worked with him on a lot of stuff.
[42:54 - 42:58] He's been my best friend for almost 20 years, man.
[42:58 - 43:03] Sean, he's more than just a best friend, dude. He's family to me.
[43:03 - 43:08] When times are tough, bro, he's always there to tell me, "Yo, you got this.
[43:08 - 43:13] Stay positive, man. Don't give up. You got this. Keep it going."
[43:13 - 43:21] No, I didn't. I actually didn't do that one for him.
[43:21 - 43:25] But I do want to kind of make you guys...
[43:30 - 43:35] I do want to make you guys laugh with a song that me and Sean actually did do.
[43:35 - 43:41] I actually did the instrumental for this one, which I promise you guys, you're going to laugh.
[43:41 - 43:46] I can promise you that, man. You guys are going to laugh.
[43:46 - 43:54] This is what you get when me and him are bored, and literally have nothing better to do.
[43:54 - 43:59] Let's see if I can pull it up here.
[44:00 - 44:08] This is literally what you get when me and my brother Sean get super-freaking bored.
[44:08 - 44:21] If you guys want the video, if you guys want the link, I will send it to you guys.
[44:28 - 44:31] I promise you all are going to laugh.
[44:31 - 44:47] I can't link it back to the new video.
[44:47 - 44:51] If you guys want the video, I'll send it to you.
[44:51 - 45:12] I agree. Y'all can't tell you ain't laughing at this shit.
[45:13 - 45:16] I'm talking cash on my money phone.
[45:16 - 45:24] Y'all can't tell you ain't laughing right now, bro.
[45:25 - 46:54] I can't tell you ain't laughing right now, bro.
[46:54 - 46:56] I want a fucking turkey sandwich now.
[46:56 - 46:57] Thanks a lot.
[46:57 - 47:16] Like it does that every time.
[47:16 - 47:18] Like and he did a part two to that, which is pretty cool.
[47:18 - 47:38] Like the shit's funniest fuck, bro.
[47:38 - 47:43] Like he had this whole thing called Sean's play, which it was called the Sean show.
[47:43 - 47:47] Like he did it for like the longest time on Facebook.
[47:47 - 47:49] On YouTube.
[47:49 - 47:57] And we did like about I think three or four seasons of it.
[47:57 - 48:01] And we've been talking about doing a season four, though.
[48:01 - 48:03] Like that's just, you know, us talking.
[48:03 - 48:06] Like we're not sure when we're going to do it or how we're going to do it with the pandemic.
[48:06 - 48:10] But we do want to do a season five, like a season four or five.
[48:10 - 48:12] Like I said, I can't remember what season we left off on.
[48:12 - 48:16] But, you know, we do want to do a new season for sure.
[48:16 - 48:21] Now, I haven't been in any of the episodes yet, but like he does want to come down here.
[48:21 - 48:26] And we do want to film the Sean show and have some fun and stuff like that.
[48:26 - 48:36] I think it'll be really cool.
[48:36 - 48:45] But on the mental health side of things, I think this right here is a video that everybody needs to listen to and or see.
[48:45 - 49:03] At least once in that life.
[49:03 - 49:09] I don't know if anybody out there can relate, but like I have a hard time with life sometimes.
[49:09 - 49:12] Sometimes it's great, but a lot of times for me, it's really hard.
[49:12 - 49:19] And no matter how I'm feeling, like I always find myself like struggling with certain patterns of behavior.
[49:19 - 49:25] I find myself stuck in the same thing that keeps repeating over and over again.
[49:25 - 49:28] And I'm just like, how am I in this?
[49:28 - 49:36] It's that moment where you're in it and then you kind of separate yourself from that situation and you look at it and you see it for what it is.
[49:36 - 49:39] And you're able to then do something about it.
[49:39 - 49:44] Like you you've now broken out of that that circle, that cycle.
[49:44 - 49:52] And are you kind of first the first couple of lines on the track make me think they were like overthinking things in your life.
[49:52 - 50:00] I mean, I mean, honestly, like there's so many there's so many circumstances that for me that relate to the situation.
[50:00 - 50:08] But like I know that for me, when I'm inside myself and I'm in my own head, it gets this place right here.
[50:08 - 50:12] This this skull between my ears, that is a bad neighborhood.
[50:12 - 50:16] I am. I should not be in there alone.
[50:16 - 50:21] I mean, I can't be in there by myself. You're talking about it just just insane.
[50:21 - 50:26] It's crazy in here is a bad place for me to be by myself.
[50:26 - 50:31] And so when I'm in that, like I get I my whole life gets thrown off.
[50:31 - 50:34] Like if I'm in there, like I don't say nice things to myself.
[50:34 - 50:38] Like there's another Chester in there that's like wants to take me down.
[50:38 - 50:48] And so and I find that it could be whether it's substances or whether it's behavior or whether it's like depressive stuff or whatever it is.
[50:48 - 50:59] Like if I'm not like actively like doing getting out of myself and being with other people like being a dad, being a husband, being a bandmate, like being a friend, helping someone out.
[50:59 - 51:04] Like if I'm not if I'm out of myself, I'm great.
[51:04 - 51:08] If I'm inside all the time, I'm horrible on this.
[51:08 - 51:16] And so for me, it's like that was kind of where I don't like my mind right now stacking up problems that are so unnecessary.
[51:16 - 51:20] You know, that's where that kind of that was where that came from for me.
[51:20 - 51:28] And and that's but it's the moment where it's like, really, like I drive myself nuts.
[51:28 - 51:35] Like actually thinking that like all these are real problems, like all the stuff that's going on here is actually just I'm doing this to myself.
[51:35 - 51:39] And regardless of whatever that thing is.
[51:39 - 51:42] So this is that like conscious awareness of that thing.
[51:42 - 51:47] And like when you when you can step back and look at something like you're actually elevating yourself consciously.
[51:47 - 51:51] Like you're you're you're enlightened at that point, right to a certain degree.
[51:51 - 51:56] And so this is that moment of enlightenment where you go, you know, I could do something about this.
[51:56 - 51:58] And by doing it, I can move forward and get on stuff.
[51:58 - 52:01] And I can actually do it.
[52:01 - 52:04] For me, it's like I can live with life on life's terms.
[52:04 - 52:12] Like I can experience the whole spectrum of humanity and not want to get out of it, whether it's happiness, sadness or whatever.
[52:12 - 52:17] I just want to like I when I'm in it, I just want to get out of power.
[52:17 - 52:22] So when you wrote this song, you were clearly in that bad neighborhood in your brain.
[52:22 - 52:25] Or this time last year, I was a mess.
[52:25 - 52:30] I got a total wreck, you know, and like, I think for a lot of people, I think like you're successful.
[52:30 - 52:38] Like all of a sudden, like you get like you get like some car in the mail that says, like, you're going to be totally satisfied and happy for the rest of your life.
[52:38 - 52:43] It doesn't happen like life for me happens.
[52:43 - 52:52] The way it always it's my only difference is I'm in Lincoln Park, like what goes on inside my head is always been always been.
[52:52 - 52:54] So I'm not working on that.
[52:54 - 52:56] Like my life is messy.
[52:56 - 53:07] And that's kind of the how the inspiration for all these songs came from conversations about life and what was going on as friends,
[53:07 - 53:18] as husbands, fathers, as, you know, whatever business partners, like we were all talking about what was going on in all aspects of our lives at certain times throughout the process of this record.
[53:18 - 53:25] And we realized like we've all gone through like some really crazy stuff and we don't need to find the source of inspiration.
[53:25 - 53:26] Like what's this record about?
[53:26 - 53:29] Like this is our life.
[53:29 - 53:33] We always have written about our lives and like that should just be enough.
[53:33 - 53:35] We don't need to find some new thing.
[53:35 - 53:39] Like life is always throwing these like curveballs at you, whether they're good or bad.
[53:39 - 53:41] Like it just happens.
[53:41 - 53:49] And eventually what I found is, especially with the bad stuff, because that's the stuff that I kind of lean and that's the stuff that sticks to me a little bit more.
[53:49 - 53:54] Coming out of the other side and being like, man, I'm a better person because of that.
[53:54 - 53:56] I'm more compassionate because of that.
[53:56 - 54:04] Or, you know, I can understand, I feel like I understand people or humanity a little bit differently because I've been through some pretty crazy stuff.
[54:04 - 54:06] And that's a positive.
[54:06 - 54:10] So finding the positive in all these things, that's what we always try to do.
[54:10 - 54:14] But we still talk about the feelings we had going through all these different circumstances.
[54:14 - 54:20] I can honestly say I couldn't put that any better myself, dude.
[54:20 - 54:22] Like I really can't.
[54:22 - 54:25] Why is that right there?
[54:25 - 54:28] Hands down is the fact.
[54:29 - 54:32] Oh, am I going to buy a tour bus?
[54:32 - 54:37] Oh, that's actually a good idea.
[54:37 - 54:39] Yo, greasy.
[54:39 - 54:46] What I want to what I want greasy, dude.
[54:46 - 54:58] I can't buy now.
[54:58 - 55:00] Oh, there we go on high.
[55:00 - 55:02] There we go.
[55:02 - 55:06] But am I going to buy a tour bus when I get the money?
[55:06 - 55:08] Yes.
[55:08 - 55:11] But dude, I'm a long ways off from that.
[55:11 - 55:22] Yeah.
[55:22 - 55:28] Thanks, man.
[55:28 - 55:32] Yeah, Mitch, what's up, bro?
[55:32 - 55:34] Yeah, I just don't hit him.
[55:34 - 55:37] So.
[55:37 - 55:39] Yeah.
[55:39 - 55:48] That right there is so true, you know, and that's how I am, you know, like.
[55:48 - 55:54] You know how he is is how I am, ultimately.
[55:54 - 56:05] Like, you know, when I'm not doing my music or hanging out with you guys or hanging out with my friends or family, like, when I'm inside myself, like, I'm a total wreck.
[56:05 - 56:10] Like, I'm always depressed. I always overthink things. I always worry about shit.
[56:10 - 56:13] Like, that's how it is.
[56:13 - 56:15] Oh, dude, Jerry, you're fine, dude.
[56:15 - 56:17] I know that it was an accident. You're good.
[56:17 - 56:20] Accidents happen, bro.
[56:20 - 56:37] It's all good.
[56:37 - 57:01] Now, for those of you that are having trouble.
[57:01 - 57:11] About what people say to you guys, I want to play you guys a video. It's like it's like 16 minutes long.
[57:11 - 57:40] But this video helped me a lot, actually, and it's a big reason is to why I don't really care about what people think of me when it comes to what I do.
[57:40 - 57:46] You should go back to me.
[57:46 - 57:54] Now, what I'm about to say is not strictly associated with dressing the way that I do or dressing the way that I do out there or just dressing a certain way.
[57:54 - 57:59] This mindset that I'm about to share with you can be applied to pretty much every aspect of your life.
[57:59 - 58:15] In fact, there are entire books dedicated to this subject. A book I have not read so much are going to give you my own opinion on this mindset, a mindset that will make sure, guarantee that you will be at least a little bit happier with your life from this video onwards.
[58:15 - 58:23] I will use some real life examples, examples of myself, examples of friends, examples of strangers I've spoken to, perhaps maybe if I can think of any.
[58:23 - 58:31] You may think that not giving a shit is actually part and parcel of who you are. Maybe some people just don't care or some people care immensely.
[58:31 - 58:38] Personally, I think it's a bit of both. I think perhaps some of it is nature, some of it is nurture. You have to nurture a part of your nature.
[58:38 - 58:50] So I've told many story times on this channel detailing my crappy school life, how badly I wanted to be part of a friend group and how it wasn't so much that I cared what they thought it was more just I wanted to be part of a friend group.
[58:50 - 58:58] Now I have had negative reviews of social interactions I've had with people. Jake can be a little bit too intense. Jake can talk too much. I wish he'd stop trying to debate video games.
[58:58 - 59:04] And yes, all these things at some point in my life whenever I heard them from other people did make me feel a little bit self-conscious.
[59:04 - 59:08] And it did get me down for quite some time, not any time recently, but it did get me down.
[59:08 - 59:19] I thought, man, I have to change these things about myself. And yet every single time I would get into another social interaction, I would have the same problem I could see and hear myself doing it.
[59:19 - 59:31] Again. But here's the really important part, ladies and gentlemen, and that is I had some fantastic social interactions with people being that person, and I had some bad social interactions being that person.
[59:31 - 59:41] And you know what I realized? Not everyone is going to like you. I tried to change. I tried to dumb down parts of my personality that some people didn't like.
[59:41 - 59:48] And guess what? That just leaves you sort of lacking in the personality department because you are too afraid to do anything that might possibly offend someone.
[59:48 - 59:52] I have great friends. I do. I don't have a lot of them, but that's my choice.
[59:52 - 60:00] We all have friends and people in our lives that we think, man, they would be so much better if they just didn't have that aspect to their personality.
[60:00 - 60:02] But we're still friends with them. We still love them.
[60:02 - 60:10] And that is because human beings have many different aspects to their personalities and their lives, both through nature and nature.
[60:10 - 60:19] And the best way to go through life is to not only accept people for who they are, but also accept you for who you are because you're special.
[60:19 - 60:21] Though not that special. Don't let it go to your head.
[60:21 - 60:26] With over several million people on this planet and growing, there's bound to be a couple of double gangers, don't you think?
[60:26 - 60:28] For sure. There's another one of me out there somewhere.
[60:28 - 60:35] And this actually leads in to the title of the video, and that is how to stop giving a shit.
[60:35 - 60:39] Other titles include how to stop giving a flying, how to not give a rat.
[60:39 - 60:43] How to not give a soggy fuck about what people think among various other title ideas.
[60:43 - 60:50] And that is if you have tried to change yourself and you have failed and it's making you miserable because you think you're a bad person.
[60:50 - 60:52] Well, guess what? You're not a bad person.
[60:52 - 60:57] You've just been dealing with people who don't mesh with the person that you are.
[60:57 - 61:05] And therefore, if you become comfortable in yourself, I know the negative aspects of my personality and I have tried to change them and I can't.
[61:05 - 61:11] And therefore, I've accepted that that is part of who I am. And yet, I still have friends and people who love me.
[61:11 - 61:14] Because despite my appearance, I am a human being.
[61:14 - 61:23] And once you accept yourself and you accept that concept, it is so much easier to go through life without giving a shit.
[61:23 - 61:28] Let me give you a general rule of thumb. Let me give you like a snap thought that you can apply to pretty much any situation.
[61:28 - 61:30] Whenever someone says you cannot do something, right?
[61:30 - 61:34] That is someone thinking that you are unable to do something.
[61:34 - 61:37] Whether it comes from jealousy because they think you actually can and they don't want to tell you.
[61:37 - 61:40] Shame of their own lack of motivation to go and do something with their lives.
[61:40 - 61:42] Fear that you may be more successful to them.
[61:42 - 61:45] There's many different reasons why people will tell you that you cannot do something.
[61:45 - 61:51] OK, so here it is. Here is the top secret that you can apply to any situation where someone is like,
[61:51 - 61:59] "Oh, I think you look like this. I think you that. I think you can't make it. I can't, but I think I think about you."
[61:59 - 62:04] Right? You say to yourself or to this asshole out loud, it's your choice.
[62:04 - 62:10] Fortunately, I don't need you to think I can do it in order to do it.
[62:10 - 62:15] Here's an example. "Oh, you dress like that, but you're actually not that unique. I don't think you're very unique."
[62:15 - 62:21] Luckily, asshole in my comment section, I don't need you to think I'm unique for me to feel and be unique.
[62:21 - 62:25] Boom. Diffused. Negated. They are defeated and destroyed.
[62:25 - 62:29] You want to be a freelance artist. You want to draw pictures for people, people like me.
[62:29 - 62:35] Or maybe for people who are far more important and successful than me, like a brand or a company or whatever.
[62:35 - 62:41] And that you say this to someone, right? And they say, "You can't do that. I don't think you're going to be able to do that."
[62:41 - 62:43] That's far beyond what you're--
[62:43 - 62:47] Wow.
[62:47 - 62:55] My girl is a fan now, daily. All right, this literally does all the work for you. With my busy hectic face.
[62:55 - 63:07] Well, you're capable of, and you say, "I don't need you to think I'm capable of doing it in order for me to do it."
[63:07 - 63:11] Whether you succeed or you don't succeed, at least you tried.
[63:11 - 63:15] And I know the fear of failing is just so immense.
[63:15 - 63:18] It outweighs almost the motivation to do it, you know?
[63:18 - 63:22] But I read this book, and I came up with the name of the book, it's something like how to deal with pressure.
[63:22 - 63:28] And I read something very, very key, very important, very pertinent, something very poignant, and it was this.
[63:28 - 63:36] It was talking about the concept of thinking everything that could go wrong, everything bad that could happen,
[63:36 - 63:42] everything negative that could possibly happen in a situation of something that you're trying to achieve or trying to do,
[63:42 - 63:50] whether it be performing on stage or releasing a song or trying to be a popular artist or trying to be a YouTuber or blah, blah, blah, blah,
[63:50 - 63:53] and set goal or desired vocation here.
[63:53 - 63:55] You basically flip your thinking on it.
[63:55 - 63:59] In layman's terms, you go from a glass that is half empty to half full.
[63:59 - 64:02] You are thinking about everything that could possibly go wrong.
[64:02 - 64:06] And because you're thinking of everything that could possibly go wrong, you think that everything is going to go wrong.
[64:06 - 64:10] In fact, if you focus on things going wrong enough, things might just go wrong.
[64:10 - 64:12] So what I want you to do is flip it.
[64:12 - 64:15] I just want you to immediately stop doing it.
[64:15 - 64:17] See what my hand is doing?
[64:17 - 64:18] Flip.
[64:18 - 64:25] In case it's not clear, instead of focusing on everything that could go wrong, therefore giving you even more anxiety and putting even more pressure on,
[64:25 - 64:31] instead I want you to think of everything that could go right, which is most likely going to be the outcome.
[64:31 - 64:37] Oh, what if I get on stage and I play the wrong notes and I can't sing and everything breaks and we mess up a song halfway through
[64:37 - 64:39] and we're on the stage in front of everyone.
[64:39 - 64:40] Relax.
[64:40 - 64:45] Instead think, man, what if we go on stage and we play the songs perfectly
[64:45 - 64:51] and we perform incredibly outstanding performance that people would talk about for years to come.
[64:51 - 64:53] You will find that your anxiety levels will dip.
[64:53 - 65:02] Most certainly do try everything in your best efforts to make sure that you perform well or draw well or whatever it is that you need to do on the day
[65:02 - 65:05] or in order to pursue your goal.
[65:05 - 65:10] But if you are in the situation, it means you are pursuing something that you want out of life.
[65:10 - 65:11] And that is good.
[65:11 - 65:12] That's positive.
[65:12 - 65:15] You should be excited and happy that you're doing it.
[65:15 - 65:19] So think about what you're doing positively.
[65:19 - 65:25] Otherwise, in every single pursuit of what you want to achieve, if you think about the negative things that could possibly happen,
[65:25 - 65:32] you're going to make yourself anxious and you're going to give yourself a very negative view of the thing that you set out to achieve.
[65:32 - 65:33] And you don't want that.
[65:33 - 65:37] You don't want to assign your goal and your dream with something negative.
[65:37 - 65:38] Look, don't get me wrong.
[65:38 - 65:41] If you have anxiety, of course, these things are going to be much harder for you to deal with.
[65:41 - 65:43] But this is actually a concept of something else.
[65:43 - 65:48] This is all about dealing with pressure and the fear of failing.
[65:48 - 65:56] But primarily, I want to talk about not giving because you can achieve almost anything as long as you adopt this mindset of not caring what people think.
[65:56 - 65:59] Because I don't care what people think, clearly.
[65:59 - 66:09] So allow me to address some of the comments that I have got inspired by seeing videos of me not only dressing like this, but also dressing like this out in the real world.
[66:09 - 66:14] And that is caring too much what people will think or how they will react when they see you.
[66:14 - 66:15] Look, don't get me wrong.
[66:15 - 66:18] I've had rocks thrown at me, fireworks thrown at me.
[66:18 - 66:26] I've actually had a little carton of gravy chips or fries, a few Americans, thrown at me as I've gotten onto a bus to go into town.
[66:26 - 66:27] Luckily, they miss.
[66:27 - 66:29] I've had people cackle as I walk by.
[66:29 - 66:33] I've heard people audibly convey confusion.
[66:33 - 66:34] What the fuck?
[66:34 - 66:38] And all of it is worth it because I get to feel comfortable in my own skin.
[66:38 - 66:42] I get to feel proud and confident in being who I am.
[66:42 - 66:49] Some sniveling little peasant is not going to bother me to the point where I'm going to not be myself.
[66:49 - 66:53] The world is so much bigger than that, and life is so much more important than that.
[66:53 - 66:57] Because you see, these small-minded individuals very rarely get anywhere in their lives.
[66:57 - 67:07] I kind of like to think about that whenever I get laughed at or jeered or have something thrown at me or people leave crappy comments or whatever it is.
[67:07 - 67:12] You know, sometimes I do like to think like, well, screw you, I like to be who I am and I'm not going to let you stop me.
[67:12 - 67:13] That's a very positive way.
[67:13 - 67:17] But sometimes I do like to delve into a little more of a revenge fantasy.
[67:17 - 67:22] And by revenge fantasy, I mean revenge reality that I acknowledge in my head.
[67:22 - 67:26] And that is, well, you're going nowhere with your life.
[67:26 - 67:32] These shit-eating chavs will die with nothing, and I will have everything.
[67:32 - 67:34] And it's the same with hate comments, too.
[67:34 - 67:35] They don't affect me.
[67:35 - 67:37] You know, I delete them for your benefit.
[67:37 - 67:44] But whenever I get hate comments or people just being stupid in the comments section and I read it, the same thought process goes to my head.
[67:44 - 67:51] It is just slightly different because it's a lot more specific to the situation of leaving a hate comment on a complete stranger's video.
[67:51 - 67:52] And it's this.
[67:52 - 67:57] What kind of miserable, angry piece of shit must you be to go on to the...
[67:57 - 68:01] I chose the nighttime aligners because it's so easy.
[68:01 - 68:05] It's hard to find time to go to the dentist with a busy schedule.
[68:08 - 68:14] Go on to the video of something you know you're going to hate and leave a comment saying how much you hate them.
[68:14 - 68:24] And here's the best bit because they clicked on the video and then left a comment and then most likely disliked the video.
[68:24 - 68:32] That is three levels of engagement with my video, which means they are only going to be seeing more of me in their recommended.
[68:32 - 68:35] And that is just delicious to me.
[68:35 - 68:46] But you know, I also completely, you know, negates and diffuses hate comments is that there is only one time in my life I have ever left a negative or a comment on someone else's video.
[68:46 - 68:55] And that was when I was in the lowest point in my life because that is the only place you could ever be in mentally that could make you do something like that.
[68:55 - 68:57] If you don't like something, then you don't say anything.
[68:57 - 69:04] If you like something, then you can say something positive, such as the mindset of healthy people who are in good places in their lives or at least have a good mental grasp.
[69:04 - 69:11] Of the things in their lives or at least appreciate the content that they're saying that could be helping them with their lives.
[69:11 - 69:25] But in order to seek something out and leave a crappy comment on it or in order to look at someone in public and shout something at them, you have to be really insecure or in a place in your life because happy people don't do things like this.
[69:25 - 69:35] Happy people don't leave negative comments. Happy people content people with their own lives don't shout at unique strangers in the streets.
[69:35 - 69:39] No, these are actions reserved for unhappy and sad people.
[69:39 - 69:50] So when I receive negative criticism in the streets or if I receive negative criticism about my videos or the way I look, usually the way I look, not about how the video is, it's usually about how I look in the comments section.
[69:50 - 69:56] I just think I've already won my life. It's far more fulfilled and happier than that because I would not do that to them.
[69:56 - 70:07] And once you realize that negative reactions to you usually come from people who are in negative places in their lives, you just need to have a little bit of perspective.
[70:07 - 70:16] Acknowledge that you are living your life the way you want to live it and some people are going to react negatively to that for reasons stated previously in this video.
[70:16 - 70:22] Never ever let the passing comments of complete arseholes get in the way of who you want to be.
[70:22 - 70:29] Like if it's too damn short, so what does it matter? Ten years will pass and you would have changed your entire life based off one idiot's opinion.
[70:29 - 70:33] When you think about it on that scale, doesn't that sound ridiculous?
[70:33 - 70:41] You just assaulted your entire life because of the negative opinions of a few people. What does it matter? What do their opinions matter?
[70:41 - 70:51] That could be people leaving crappy comments on this video. In fact, I still get crappy comments. I don't care.
[70:51 - 70:56] Do I need to say anything else?
[70:56 - 71:00] Do I really need to say anything else about the whole Marty situation?
[71:00 - 71:09] That's how I feel about the Marty situation. My life is going good.
[71:09 - 71:16] My life isn't a good place. My music's starting to take off. I got a wonderful girlfriend. I got a wonderful family.
[71:16 - 71:25] You know, I got all these things going for me. Like, Marty, you're miserable as fuck, bro.
[71:25 - 71:35] Like, if you want to be happy, quit the shit you're doing.
[71:35 - 71:44] And if people laugh at me because I like to wear my gothic clothing, you know, my gothic slash emo clothing every now and then,
[71:44 - 71:53] or my fucking cybergoth goggles every now and then, I don't care.
[71:53 - 72:02] Like, you know, I don't care what people think or do.
[72:02 - 72:08] When it comes to being negative, like, why do you think I fuck with guys like Jake Monroe?
[72:08 - 72:20] Because Jake Monroe, he's a real fucking dude. Like, he's cool as shit.
[72:20 - 72:37] Exactly. Like, you know, whether it's an art stream or whatever, you know, I'm still going to do me at the end of the day, man.
[72:37 - 72:47] Like, I just found the other armpiece. I could throw my freaking arm on his arm so I'm fucking on his ice cold.
[72:47 - 72:50] I need to throw them on.
[72:50 - 73:09] Let it go. Ah, there it is.
[73:09 - 73:16] And, you know, there's another thing that Marty doesn't even realize.
[73:16 - 73:24] Which I do find kind of ironic is this.
[73:24 - 73:28] Sorry, I had to throw these on because it's fucking ice cold out. It's fucking snowing.
[73:28 - 73:34] And look at how I'm drafting it inside. I had to throw these on, but come through, I love it.
[73:34 - 73:40] Shout out to my best friend Sam for sending me these. Fucking love it.
[73:40 - 73:45] Yeah, I know. I've been, I've actually got a cousin that owns his own tattoo shop up in Alaska.
[73:45 - 73:50] As soon as I get the money, I do plan on going up there to see him and getting some work done.
[73:50 - 73:53] Because I do have a few tattoo designs done out.
[73:53 - 74:08] I just got to, like I said, get the money to get the, go up to my cousin Jason's shop up in Alaska and have him do my work.
[74:08 - 74:17] But, you know, I just find it funny that, you know, like something that Marty doesn't realize is this.
[74:17 - 74:22] Y'all know about this already by now, and I find it funny.
[74:22 - 74:40] Like he thinks that by stealing my songs and my music and uploading them to torrented sites, that it's going to change people buying my new rock album that's dropping here this month.
[74:40 - 74:43] That's not going to change shit.
[74:43 - 74:55] Like you think that just because you upload my music to a torrent site that I'm not going to make money, that people aren't going to check my music out, they're going to do the exact opposite.
[74:55 - 75:02] You're literally giving me free promotion. That's literally free promo for all my songs.
[75:02 - 75:12] Like if you don't want me to succeed, then don't be easier for you to just not buy my album.
[75:12 - 75:16] But people want to see me succeed.
[75:16 - 75:18] They see what I can do.
[75:18 - 75:20] They see that I actually try to help people.
[75:20 - 75:26] They see I try to help them and they gravitate towards my music for those reasons.
[75:26 - 75:48] Because I try to spend positivity, you know, I try to spend my time bringing about positivity, bringing about, you know, things that can actually help people.
[75:48 - 76:00] And while you're over there spreading all this positivity and attacking me, well, I wouldn't say worldwide, but we'll get to that.
[76:00 - 76:04] Like it'll get to that point where my music will sell worldwide.
[76:04 - 76:28] Like that will happen at some point, but still point being, dude, like you think that by talking shit on me and attacking me and doing all this stuff, that it's gonna stop me.
[76:28 - 76:39] Like how is you talking shit on me going to affect me? If anything, I have gained more subscribers from you talking shit.
[76:39 - 76:49] Like people have actually come to my channel, watched what I do, and now have a complete utter hatred for you because of what you've done.
[76:49 - 77:01] Like they actually follow my shit and are legitimately, you know, impressed by what I can do, the stuff I'm able to accomplish.
[77:01 - 77:16] Like, do you not see how idiotic and dumb you're just making yourself with, bro? Like you're literally screwing yourself over.
[77:16 - 77:25] Like if you don't like my work or you don't want to want to see me succeed, that's a very simple thing to do.
[77:25 - 77:37] It's called not watching my videos. It's called don't give me play time as far as watching my stuff goes.
[77:37 - 77:51] But even you re-streaming my streams, which I'm pretty sure you're doing with this one too, like you're ultimately just giving me free play and views.
[77:51 - 78:01] Honestly, bro, like I'd love to do that, but like, you know, I'm not on that level yet.
[78:01 - 78:07] But like working with Upchurch in the future, like, that'd be cool.
[78:07 - 78:13] Like, I would definitely love to work with Upchurch, like, for sure, that'd be cool.
[78:13 - 78:24] Okay, I've gotten to play, you know, Warzone with him a time or two and whatnot, and he's a really cool guy.
[78:24 - 78:32] Like, he's really nice. Like, he's a super... Honestly, dude, Upchurch is one of the most laid-back motherfuckers that, you know,
[78:32 - 78:39] I actually can say I've gotten to hang out with, you know, doing gaming and shit. Like, he's a super cool dude.
[78:39 - 78:45] Like, there's a few times where he hopped into some lobbies where me and some friends of mine were at on Warzone.
[78:45 - 78:55] And like, he's just a laid-back, chill motherfucker. Like, he's super cool. Like, you know, he's a really cool dude.
[78:55 - 79:03] Like, he's goofy. Like, you think me and my brother Jake, when we rested around on that stream, you thought that was goofy?
[79:03 - 79:16] Bro, like, yo, you get Upchurch in there, man, shit's gonna go crazy, bro. Like, he's one of the goofiest dudes on there, like, hands down.
[79:16 - 79:27] But that's what I respect about him. He doesn't let his fame go to his head. Like, he acts like a normal person.
[79:27 - 79:33] Like, you know, me and you and everybody else, like, he acts like a normal dude.
[79:33 - 79:45] Like, he's a cool-ass dude. Like, he's a normal guy. Like, and that's what I like to see, man.
[79:45 - 79:49] I like to see guys like that and artists like that that are humble.
[79:49 - 79:57] Like, what I can't respect are people like Marty that think they're so above everyone and better than anyone.
[79:57 - 80:04] And they feel like they can just turn around and push people around and fuck with them for no reason.
[80:04 - 80:08] It's like, dude, you're not gonna get anywhere that way.
[80:08 - 80:13] I mean, look at where being humble has gotten me.
[80:18 - 80:21] Like, look where being humble has gotten me.
[80:21 - 80:31] You know, being humble has gotten me onto a label with my boy, Kale, who's a cool-ass motherfucker.
[80:31 - 80:39] It's gotten me onto a label
2021-2-1 CALLING OUT MARTY AND HIS FAKE ASS TROLLS PRETENDING TO BE PEOPLE I KNOW

2021-2-1 CALLING OUT MARTY AND HIS FAKE ASS TROLLS PRETENDING TO BE PEOPLE I KNOW

[0:00 - 0:29] [Music]
[0:29 - 0:45] One of y'all. It's ya boi, yo. So I know this stuff, man. And it has to do with Marty, yes, but I don't give a fuck.
[0:45 - 1:14] Yo, Chris, what up, dawg? But yo, what I wanna know is this, Marty. Why you got your fake-ass trolls up on your shit, dawg?
[1:14 - 1:22] Like, for real, man, why you got some fake-ass trolls pretending to be people I know, homie?
[1:22 - 1:32] Like, come on, man. Like, you really didn't want to fall for that shit, bro? Come on. You're just trying to get me triggered
[1:32 - 1:43] so that I turn on lava and tang. When that ain't gonna happen, homie. That ain't gonna happen.
[1:43 - 1:47] You're just trying to troll me, son. That's all you're trying to do.
[1:47 - 1:58] Like, bro, while I'm over here making hits, you're over there making bullshit fucking videos.
[1:58 - 2:03] Like, for real, dawg.
[2:03 - 2:12] Like, like I told you, bro, you need to grow the fuck up and quit being a little fuckboy.
[2:12 - 2:40] Like, come on, man. Like, you really think anybody's gonna fuck with you? You get that ass wrong, dude.
[2:40 - 2:59] Yo, lava. Fucking get ahold of me right the fuck now on Discord. We need to talk.
[2:59 - 3:08] Like, I'm not mad at you. I want to know what the fuck's going on.
[3:08 - 3:17] 'Cause I just found out it's something that I need to talk to you about. So if you can,
[3:17 - 3:22] please get ahold of me right the fuck now on Discord.
[3:22 - 3:30] Dude, I don't have a Discord set up right now, bro.
[3:30 - 3:42] Like, come on, Marty. Like, you really think that--
[3:42 - 3:51] Oh, man. Marty, you're such a fucking goony, dawg.
[3:51 - 3:54] Yeah, I could tell.
[3:56 - 4:02] Like I said, I'm not mad at you. I'm not mad at you, sis. I'm just, you know, trying to clear things up.
[4:02 - 4:17] I will do, man. I'll definitely let you know, bro.
[4:23 - 4:27] But I just find it funny that Marty tries to talk his shit.
[4:27 - 4:32] It's like, Marty, you're full of hot air, bro.
[4:32 - 4:43] Oh, you're totally fine. You're totally fine, Bobby. You got no reason to apologize.
[4:43 - 4:46] You got nothing to apologize for. You ain't doing nothing.
[4:46 - 4:53] I'm just pissed at Marty 'cause he's trying to do some dumb shit.
[4:53 - 4:58] It's like, bro, Marty. Even lava here will tell you, man,
[4:58 - 5:12] you need to grow the fuck up and quit being a little fuckboy. For real.
[5:12 - 5:14] How do I know that's even really you?
[5:14 - 5:36] Really? Really? You know, lava?
[5:40 - 5:49] You know, lava, I'm calling you right to fuck now on discord. We need to fucking talk.
2021-2-2 Early morning  COFFEE & Chill

2021-2-2 Early morning COFFEE & Chill

[0:00 - 0:19] What's up you all G-boy? I figured I'd talk back down here and do an early morning coffee
[0:19 - 0:30] and chill and hang with you guys and have a good time and yeah and uh I already know what
[0:30 - 0:44] Tonic's plan is or you know this far as like having Marty on it ain't happening. Hold on
[0:44 - 0:49] man give me just a minute if y'all don't know I'm sitting here playing Forza Street for PC
[0:49 - 0:55] right now that's pretty fire like if y'all got a PC like Windows 10 PC and you're into
[0:55 - 1:01] drag racing I highly recommend picking up Forza Street dude it's definitely worth a
[1:01 - 1:10] grab it's free too which is super cool right now I'm currently driving my Pontiac GTO
[1:10 - 1:31] outrunning a Porsche mind you third value ain't beating no American muscle and I got
[1:31 - 1:47] one coffee right here boys but I said I know what the deal with Marty is he's always trying
[1:47 - 1:56] to get me up on a stream and talk and yada yada yada blah blah blah that ain't happening
[1:56 - 2:05] dude I seriously don't give a shit what Marty has to say I'm staying Marty free for good
[2:05 - 2:35] plain simple done but life is good man alright what am I supposed to just say oh bro I'm
[2:35 - 2:50] game yeah I know that was fucking nasty bro that was some that was some real screw up
[2:50 - 3:05] shit dude that was some very fucked up shit oh here we go y'all see what y'all ain't seen
[3:05 - 3:25] play for the street floor I'll see what kind of car we get oh come on give me some gig
[3:25 - 3:39] I want fuck yeah dude this thing looks fire too bro can I have you the car please I want
[3:39 - 3:53] to see this shit bro this thing looks wicked holy shit this thing is fire look at that
[3:53 - 4:07] thing that thing is nice bro that is a wicked zr1 wait oh no we got mods on this shit though
[4:07 - 4:23] what oh I'm kind of digging that oh I'm digging that light blue man that light blue is fire
[4:23 - 4:36] which cars oh my oh this is my Mustang oh no that's mine is not as one as a god I never
[4:36 - 4:56] run wait how the fuck did I get a zagado what the fuck so let's have you guys something
[4:56 - 5:03] else mark that of y'all since I know a lot of y'all like to see me do this let's go to
[5:03 - 5:22] resources we got some free currency and we gotta stay straight tuning kid fuck yeah y'all
[5:22 - 5:29] ready to see me fucking smash somebody with this fucking zr1 dude this is gonna be fun
[5:29 - 5:48] hold up let's get out of that number four and see if we can pull a dub on the zr1 man
[5:48 - 6:04] so I need to use a p1 let's see where my zr1 is at it's got a zr1 and I'm thinking
[6:04 - 6:16] of contosh can't go wrong with the nambo yeah yeah shut up Omar nobody gives a fuck about
[6:16 - 6:30] your ass come on man when am I gonna get the face dude down here what the fuck alright
[6:30 - 6:37] it's always like we're facing this chick Jamila I got it I like the characters art
[6:37 - 6:54] style in this man it's freaking cool I really like the art style oh how shall I destroy
[6:54 - 7:17] her oh fuck she got a goddamn viper that's fine then just find my me because we're about
[7:17 - 7:40] to stomp this shit look at that how cool an art style is that bro that is sick yo old
[7:40 - 7:47] school what up man alright play yeah what do y'all think y'all think that my zr1's gonna
[7:47 - 8:01] win or the viper oh got that perfect watch let's go boy not today boy I'm gonna get
[8:01 - 8:12] you oh shit we're kidding oh no damn he's ahead oh we're pulling on this guy come on
[8:12 - 8:41] man no no no fuck oh damn he's gonna get us we're like right behind this guy yeah there's
[8:41 - 8:58] no way we're getting on yeah there's no way damn man I thought we had him bro that sucks
[8:58 - 9:09] dude that blows I thought we had that man I thought for sure we would have gone that
[9:09 - 9:37] viper quick though let's try that again shall we but how you guys doing this morning man
[9:37 - 9:42] what do you guys got a plan for the day like you guys working today guys showing up today
[9:42 - 10:11] and you know you guys got day off what are you guys doing today
[10:11 - 10:36] got that boost damn man how does he keep on ahead on those corners
[10:36 - 11:05] damn like if I could just catch him on that one it's that one fucking corner it's that
[11:05 - 11:21] one corner that he keeps getting me on fuck that all right let's try another race
[11:21 - 11:48] I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[11:48 - 11:59] sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
[11:59 - 12:25] I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[12:25 - 12:40] what yes I want to quit that event dude I thought for sure I'd be able to actually
[12:40 - 12:52] use my one car fuck all right so since he's using that let me see what cars I have like
[12:52 - 12:59] these I could probably smoke them with since I know that chicks gonna use that let's try
[12:59 - 13:24] using my GTO judge and my don't and I using that now he's my foreign Mustang do I have
[13:24 - 13:36] a Porsche is oh yes I do I got my Porsche Carrera GT shut up Omar
[13:36 - 14:02] please don't say my forces restricted fuck man
[14:02 - 14:22] oh we about to pull some shit now boy I don't bust it out my fucking my murder judge that
[14:22 - 14:48] Hellcat's about to get blown dude
[14:48 - 15:12] see ya and we have this bitch we gone yeah we're taking a win on this for sure
[15:12 - 15:37] dude we're like way ahead of the van right now we are gone bro
[15:37 - 15:53] damn he was just a thug thank you why the fuck is my hat currently
[15:53 - 16:16] but what do y'all love to man ya'll just got a nice little preview of support the
[16:16 - 16:21] stream man what do y'all think like I said you guys have windows 10 it is free to pick
[16:21 - 16:23] up so yeah
[16:23 - 16:52] I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[16:52 - 17:54] sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
[17:54 - 18:11] sorry this is this dude hold up hold up I even got a perfect launch just to smoke this
[18:11 - 18:40] guy bro look at this already pulling on this man gone boy yeah that s4 may be better at
[18:40 - 18:55] corner him but dude I got you on them straight son oh I don't this time around shit all right
[18:55 - 19:12] man got me man for me man got me all right yes I spoke a little too soon that's right
[19:12 - 19:39] we're going for that wasn't trying to knock him with our poor Shara's
[19:39 - 19:52] Oh got the very tail into that perfect launch
[19:52 - 20:21] yeah I'm not letting you catch my ass pal
[20:21 - 20:43] damn we're right behind man too fuck that's right though
[20:43 - 21:00] oh shit yo guys I do hate doing this but I am gonna have to freakin cut it short because
[21:00 - 21:08] I got somebody calling in so I will catch you guys later peace y'all
2021-2-1 fh4 chill

2021-2-1 fh4 chill

[0:28 - 0:33] All right, so for this one, we are going to do a Rival's Drag Race here.
[0:43 - 0:49] Ooh, what card do I want to use?
[0:52 - 0:54] Do I want to use the Murder Nova?
[0:54 - 1:00] Nah, I'm not feeling the Murder Nova today, man.
[1:18 - 1:21] Yeah, why don't you all be right back?
[1:31 - 1:47] What's up, y'all?
[1:50 - 1:54] But we are going to be doing, like I said, a Dragulant.
[1:54 - 2:01] Let's turn grip on because we all need to be freaking flying all over Hell in creation.
[2:04 - 2:05] Not yet, anyway.
[2:07 - 2:08] Oh, damn.
[2:18 - 2:30] Damn, man, how did I lose that?
[2:37 - 2:40] Yeah, it's just somebody fucked with the internet.
[2:40 - 2:41] That's why.
[2:48 - 2:49] Try restarting.
[2:49 - 2:52] Try restarting the stream, bro.
[2:52 - 2:53] That might help.
[3:00 - 3:08] Because it's not laggy on mine, it's fine now.
[3:48 - 4:04] That's what I'm doing, man.
[4:04 - 4:08] I'm doing screen capture.
[4:18 - 4:23] I didn't want to have to bust out the murder novel, but I may have to, even though I don't
[4:23 - 4:24] want to.
[4:43 - 4:51] I didn't want to bust out the murder novel, but when the time calls to kick some ass,
[4:51 - 4:54] you bust out your best ride.
[5:11 - 5:14] I really didn't want to break out my murder novel, man.
[5:14 - 5:17] I didn't want to have to do it.
[6:06 - 6:09] You know, if I had to go back to doing the old way of doing it, I will.
[6:11 - 6:28] You know what?
[6:28 - 6:29] Fuck this.
[6:32 - 6:33] Hold on, y'all.
[6:33 - 6:35] I'm gonna reset some shit up.
[6:35 - 6:35] out.
2021-2-2 PROOF CANDALL SMITH IS ALIVE AND IS COMPULSIVE LIAR

2021-2-2 PROOF CANDALL SMITH IS ALIVE AND IS COMPULSIVE LIAR

[0:00 - 0:26] I don't speak right away, I'm actually doing a dress on On Horizon 4 right quick, but I have something I want to address here man, something that is so stupid.
[0:26 - 0:44] Like bruh, is this somebody I never thought I'd have to face again in my fucking life.
[0:44 - 1:13] Like what the fuck, like I can't even dude, like mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, so I was sitting here a little bit ago hanging out with some close friends of mine on some Horizon 4 doing some drifting,
[1:13 - 1:31] having some fun, you know getting some tandems and hanging out with some of my homies and my friends and you know some of my teammates like Ethan and Ricardo were sitting down throwing out some tandems and getting some practice and you know
[1:31 - 1:57] and we're getting it on the toga and what pops up in my recommended but candle fucking Smith being a bald face liar again bro like what the actual fuck bro
[1:58 - 2:20] Just dude what the fuck man, like candle we all know you're alive bitch, you're a compulsive liar you fucking cunt man
[2:20 - 2:30] Like for real man, you want to sit there and talk shit on me but yet you're the compulsive liar
[2:30 - 2:37] Like for real, you're a compulsive, idiotic piece of shit liar
[2:37 - 2:46] I mean come on candle, grow the fuck up you fucking cunt, nobody fucking likes you cause you're a fucking psychotic bitch
[2:46 - 2:50] Why do you think I left your ass, you're a fucking psycho
[2:50 - 3:07] As if that ain't bad enough, you fucked over your ex boyfriend who is one of my best friends Paul, you fucked him over and made him think you were dead
[3:09 - 3:19] And now you want to sit there and say that I'm a pedophile, that I touch little kids, that I jerk off the little kids on video chat and do videos for them
[3:19 - 3:23] That's a fucking lie you dumb bitch and you know it
[3:23 - 3:31] Like bro, I saw your videos on Marty's shit, you're a fucking idiot
[3:31 - 3:47] I don't do that shit bro, like Marty, quit with your bullshit nigga, you're a fucking punk ass bitch, you're a fucking moron
[3:48 - 4:01] Like you say that I'm a walking contradiction, look at yourself bro, you sit there and say that you enjoy my content but yet you attack me
[4:01 - 4:07] Where does that make sense? Like come on dude
[4:07 - 4:13] Like come the fuck on man
[4:14 - 4:30] Exactly dude, exactly, and dude she's not only done that, she has literally tried to kill someone who's a friend of mine
[4:30 - 4:37] She's tried to kill animals, she's pulled forgery shit in the past some people
[4:37 - 4:43] This chick is literally wanted in several different states
[4:43 - 4:52] And Marty associates with her, she is a known fucking criminal, she is a known criminal who is always on the run
[4:52 - 5:01] Who tries to threaten people, who tries to blackmail people, who tries to kill them, threatens to kill them
[5:03 - 5:07] Like this bitch is fucking off for goddamn rocker
[5:07 - 5:20] Like this chick literally believes she's a fucking werewolf, like literally a fucking werewolf, she literally in her mind believes this shit
[5:20 - 5:29] Sorry about that border, that was a total accident homie
[5:30 - 5:42] But like for real though, come on Marty, stop being a punk ass bitch
[5:42 - 5:54] And Kendall, stop being a fucking douchebag little cunt and grow the fuck up and do like CIA said and take accountability for your fucking actions
[5:54 - 5:58] The shit you're saying is false as fuck
[5:59 - 6:09] Like you and I both know I don't touch little fucking kids
[6:09 - 6:14] Oh yeah she has dude, and here's proof right here
[6:14 - 6:24] This was posted yesterday on Marty's fucking video where she was talking about me saying that I'm a supposed pedophile yet there's no proof
[6:25 - 6:32] Like come on dude, be fucking real
[6:32 - 6:35] Oh my god
[6:35 - 6:54] Like this chick is literally off for fucking rocker and quite honestly, she needs to be putting the goddamn psych ward and not let the fuck out
[6:55 - 6:58] You know I thought I had escaped this bitch two years ago
[6:58 - 7:06] I thought I had fucking escaped this psychotic bitch two fucking years ago
[7:06 - 7:15] But I guess I was wrong
[7:18 - 7:24] Like Kendall, you're a fucking psychotic bitch who needs to fuck off
[7:24 - 7:36] And Marty, you need to do the world a favor and get the fuck out
[7:36 - 7:47] Yeah exactly
[7:47 - 7:52] She's still alive bro and he has contact with her man
[7:52 - 7:55] And get this
[7:55 - 7:59] You're gonna laugh at this one dude
[7:59 - 8:05] He says I bullied her to suicide nah, you know what happened
[8:05 - 8:08] She pulled some fuck shit
[8:08 - 8:14] And ditched Paul and made Paul believe she was dead
[8:15 - 8:17] A.K. and booed you in the clown
[8:17 - 8:26] She made him believe she was dead because she did some stupid shit behind his fucking back and ran
[8:26 - 8:36] Like bro
[8:36 - 8:40] Come on Marty
[8:40 - 8:43] Like for real dude
[8:44 - 8:49] Stop being a fucking punk ass bitch and trying to ruin my motherfucking rep
[8:49 - 8:51] It ain't gonna work nigga
[8:51 - 8:53] You're a pussy, a coward
[8:53 - 8:58] Like I told you before on Tonic's fucking live dude
[8:58 - 9:02] You hide behind the camera like a fucking bitch
[9:02 - 9:06] You don't show your face because you're a coward
[9:06 - 9:08] You
[9:08 - 9:23] Actually you're not wrong on that boy
[9:23 - 9:25] You're not wrong on that at all
[9:25 - 9:27] You are not wrong
[9:27 - 9:29] A hundred percent you are straight
[9:29 - 9:32] A hundred on that bro
[9:32 - 9:34] Like
[9:34 - 9:37] See that's why I fucking respect you bro
[9:37 - 9:39] You always know how to keep it a hundred
[9:39 - 9:41] Always
[9:41 - 9:45] You always know how to keep it a hundred man
[9:45 - 9:47] Always bro
[9:47 - 9:51] I mean yeah you may be a troll but dude
[9:51 - 9:53] You're a troll that keeps it a hundred percent
[10:03 - 10:06] And he's at this point he pretty much is yes
[10:06 - 10:10] At this point he pretty much is a known criminal
[10:10 - 10:12] At this point
[10:12 - 10:14] The shit that he's done to me
[10:14 - 10:17] The shit that he's done to my ex
[10:17 - 10:20] Wait bro
[10:20 - 10:22] Wait
[10:22 - 10:45] Wait come on dude
[10:45 - 10:47] Like and this is what I find funny
[10:47 - 10:50] This is actually what I find really fucking funny
[10:50 - 11:08] Like this is what I find truly funny
[11:08 - 11:12] He claims to be a fan of my work
[11:12 - 11:16] But yet almost daily
[11:16 - 11:19] If not minutely or hourly
[11:19 - 11:22] I see this fucking idiot
[11:22 - 11:25] On YouTube
[11:25 - 11:28] Making videos about me attacking me
[11:28 - 11:32] Like come on Marty
[11:32 - 11:36] Get a fucking grip on reality you fucking idiot
[11:37 - 11:39] Why dude
[11:39 - 11:42] You say I'm a walking contradiction
[11:42 - 11:45] Look at yourself you fucking dumbass
[11:45 - 11:55] How am I her fucking stalker you idiot
[11:55 - 11:57] If anything her and Marty are stalking me
[11:57 - 11:59] You fucking dumbass
[12:02 - 12:06] Look at me you fucking dumbass
[12:06 - 12:08] Like bro
[12:08 - 12:12] I know what you're trying to do
[12:12 - 12:15] You're trying to fuck shit up for me
[12:15 - 12:17] And uh sorry to say Marty
[12:17 - 12:26] It's not gonna fucking work
[12:52 - 12:56] Like I just find it real funny that you claim to be
[12:56 - 13:11] Like you claim to be a fan of my work
[13:11 - 13:16] Well dude if you are a fucking fan of my goddamn work
[13:19 - 13:23] Then why the fuck you over here running your mouth like a fucking punk ass bitch
[13:23 - 13:26] Trying to ruin my fucking rep
[13:26 - 13:32] And shit that I'm trying to build nigga
[13:32 - 13:35] Like dude you're a fucking pussy
[13:35 - 13:37] A coward bro
[13:37 - 13:53] Like come on
[13:53 - 14:01] Dude that nigga don't even work in the music industry man
[14:01 - 14:04] I've looked his shit up he don't work in the music industry
[14:05 - 14:07] He never has worked in the music industry
[14:07 - 14:09] I've looked him up
[14:09 - 14:14] Cause you know there's like a directory on the internet
[14:14 - 14:17] Where you can like look up and see who all is in the music business and shit
[14:17 - 14:19] Like who does what
[14:19 - 14:21] Not once
[14:21 - 14:24] Not once has his name popped up on any searches
[14:24 - 14:27] None
[14:27 - 14:32] I've looked under ANR
[14:32 - 14:34] I've looked under PRs
[14:34 - 14:36] Like I've looked under anything
[14:36 - 14:38] That you can think of in the music industry
[14:38 - 14:40] His name don't pop up
[14:40 - 14:44] But yet you pull up Shadow Blade Music
[14:44 - 14:47] Which is me
[14:47 - 14:49] You find my work
[14:49 - 14:52] You type in my name on the internet
[14:52 - 14:54] You find my work
[14:54 - 14:56] Like my legal name
[14:56 - 14:58] You type in my legal name on the internet
[14:58 - 15:00] You'll find my fucking work
[15:00 - 15:02] Somewhere
[15:03 - 15:05] But bro come on
[15:05 - 15:26] Like dude I find it funny that like you really fucking think that
[15:26 - 15:34] I'm sorry
[16:01 - 16:04] Like I just find it fucking hilarious
[16:04 - 16:08] That you want to sit there and talk shit on me
[16:08 - 16:11] But you're a fucking punk ass
[16:11 - 16:14] And you got the goddamn balls
[16:14 - 16:19] To fucking get on a goddamn camera like a real fucking man
[16:19 - 16:22] Like I told you man
[16:22 - 16:25] You're a fucking punk ass coward Marty
[16:25 - 16:27] You're an idiot
[16:27 - 16:29] A dumb ass
[16:30 - 16:32] You're an idiot
[16:32 - 16:37] Like come on Marty
[16:37 - 16:39] Stop being a fucking idiot
[16:39 - 16:43] Grow the fuck up and get off your fat fucking lazy ass
[16:43 - 16:46] And get a real fucking job you punk ass bitch
[16:46 - 16:50] See what I do
[16:50 - 16:52] On here
[16:52 - 16:54] Is my fucking job dude
[16:55 - 17:01] Do you not realize that I'm only four hundred and so odd subs away
[17:01 - 17:03] From actually making a living on here
[17:03 - 17:07] Do you not realize that I'm only nineteen days away
[17:07 - 17:09] From my album drop
[17:09 - 17:14] And actually making money
[17:14 - 17:18] And shutting your fake ass down
[17:18 - 17:20] Like do you not realize that or do you just not
[17:22 - 17:25] Or do you just not give a flying fuck
[17:25 - 17:28] Like bro
[17:28 - 17:30] You're not a fucking hard ass
[17:30 - 17:34] You're a fucking dumb ass
[17:34 - 17:46] Yo what up being rich
[17:46 - 17:48] How you doing man
[17:49 - 17:53] I mean I just I truly find it funny that
[17:53 - 18:05] Like I just find it hilarious
[18:05 - 18:08] That
[18:08 - 18:13] Like you know
[18:13 - 18:15] Oh my god
[18:15 - 18:18] I've heard some dumb shit in my lifetime
[18:18 - 18:22] But I for sure am not a fucking pedo
[18:22 - 18:27] I don't fucking touch little kids like that you fucking dumb ass
[18:27 - 18:43] Like dude that's some fucking retard shit
[18:43 - 18:45] Shit
[18:45 - 19:00] Who's calling me out Marty
[19:00 - 19:02] Let him call me out
[19:02 - 19:05] I'll put his ass in the fucking grave real quick
[19:05 - 19:09] I'll put all those lies to the fucking grave
[19:10 - 19:12] Easily
[19:12 - 19:15] Guarantee you I'll shut down every last fucking one of them
[19:15 - 19:17] Without even fucking trying
[19:17 - 19:26] So like I said
[19:26 - 19:28] Let him try it
[19:28 - 19:34] Let that fucking idiot try something
[19:34 - 19:36] Watch what fucking happens
[19:36 - 19:38] See what happens
[19:38 - 19:53] Watch see if I don't fucking shut him down
[19:53 - 20:02] I mean dude it's one thing to come after me
[20:02 - 20:05] On some weird shit
[20:05 - 20:14] But when you start attacking me like that
[20:14 - 20:17] Then we got fucking problems
[20:18 - 20:19] Who wants me to pop on Marty?
[20:19 - 20:21] His ass ain't live
[20:21 - 20:23] Is he?
[20:23 - 20:37] Who wants me to pop on Marty?
[20:37 - 20:39] His ass ain't live
[20:39 - 20:42] Is he?
[20:43 - 20:48] Who wants me to pop on Marty?
[20:48 - 20:53] Bro he ain't fucking live dude like come the fuck on
[20:54 - 21:01] I'm sorry
[21:01 - 21:27] Why I'm legit
[21:27 - 21:30] Like pissed off right now like
[21:30 - 21:43] Like I am honestly 110% angry as fuck I'm pissed
[21:43 - 21:49] Like it's one thing to sit there and say that
[21:49 - 21:54] I do this I do that yada yada yada what the fucking dude
[21:54 - 21:58] But then sit there and call me a fucking pedophile
[21:58 - 22:02] And say that I jerk off the little kids like
[22:02 - 22:06] The fuck kind of sick freak do you think I am?
[22:06 - 22:22] Like come on Marty
[22:22 - 22:25] Grow the fuck up and stop being a punk ass
[22:25 - 22:41] Like Marty do you not realize you're digging your own fucking grave here dude?
[22:41 - 22:44] The more you talk shit about me
[22:45 - 22:47] Like bro
[22:47 - 22:51] The more you talk shit about me and the more you do this shit
[22:51 - 22:55] Do you not realize you're digging your own fucking grave here you moron?
[22:55 - 23:13] Like do you not realize you're digging your own fucking grave here you moron?
[23:13 - 23:17] Like do you not realize you're just digging yourself a deeper fucking hole?
[23:17 - 23:23] And getting yourself in deeper trouble than you already are
[23:23 - 23:26] Like do you not fucking realize that bro?
[23:26 - 23:31] You're literally digging your own fucking grave here
[23:31 - 23:35] So if I were you I'd stop while I was ahead dude
[23:35 - 23:38] I would stop while I was ahead
[23:38 - 23:40] Grow the fuck up
[23:42 - 23:45] And delete your fucking channel nigga
[23:45 - 23:48] Delete your fucking channel you punk ass
[23:48 - 23:53] That's the only way you're gonna get out of this is if you delete your fucking channel
[23:53 - 24:02] Like for real that is the only fucking way
[24:02 - 24:08] That you will be able to get out of this situation
[24:08 - 24:10] Is to delete your fucking channel
[24:11 - 24:14] All your videos are on me dude
[24:14 - 24:24] All your videos are on me and they are incriminating you not me you
[24:24 - 24:30] It doesn't take a fucking rocket scientist to see that you're full of fucking shit
[24:30 - 24:34] You're the liar here Marty
[24:34 - 24:52] Like you want to sit there and talk shit on me but yet every time I come at you
[24:52 - 25:03] And I put you in your motherfucking place you can't handle it
[25:03 - 25:05] You can't handle it
[25:05 - 25:24] Oh dude this is my fucking gaming wheel dude
[25:24 - 25:28] Like dude this is my gaming wheel bro
[25:28 - 25:30] This is my racing rig
[25:31 - 25:33] But still
[25:33 - 25:35] Point being man
[25:35 - 25:44] Like you're literally nothing more than a fucking moron
[25:44 - 25:47] You're a punk ass bitch
[25:47 - 25:54] That needs to fuck off and get the fuck off the goddamn internet
[25:54 - 26:14] And you know what you can do?
[26:14 - 26:18] You know what you can fucking do?
[26:18 - 26:26] You can take that little gay lover of your Tyler and Y and let him suck your fucking dick as you get off the goddamn internet
[26:38 - 26:49] Like for real man why don't you take your gay ass fucking idiot lover Tyler and Y and let him suck your fucking dick while you get the fuck off the goddamn internet
[26:49 - 26:58] Like for real bro
[26:59 - 27:06] Like for real man why don't you take your gay lover of your Tyler and Y and let him suck your fucking dick
[27:06 - 27:18] Like what I don't get?
[27:22 - 27:30] Why is it that you just, and I've asked this, why is it that you cannot fuck off and leave me the fuck alone?
[27:30 - 27:33] I'm honestly tired of this shit
[27:33 - 27:45] Like I'm tired of being fucking attacked by you and your little punk ass bitch fans
[27:45 - 27:59] Like bro, you're fake as fuck you moron
[27:59 - 28:24] I don't know who that is. I really don't
[28:27 - 28:32] Like Marty, unlike you, I know how to keep it a hundred
[28:32 - 28:35] Alright, let's keep it a hundred man
[28:35 - 28:39] Let's keep it a hundred and ten percent fucking real up in this shit
[28:39 - 28:45] All you do is run your fucking mouth like a little fucking bitch
[28:45 - 28:53] You're jealous and mad at the fact that I'm actually becoming successful, that I have a future in music
[28:54 - 28:56] You, however, do not
[28:56 - 29:01] The only thing you have a future in is being behind a fucking jail cell door
[29:01 - 29:13] Like for real, that's your future is being behind a goddamn jail cell door like a punk ass
[29:13 - 29:19] I guarantee you Bubba's gonna make you his motherfucking bitch by the time the day is done
[29:19 - 29:28] Big Bubba's gonna be making you and Tyler his fucking bitches
[29:28 - 29:32] While y'all are sitting there in prison probably for the rest of your fucking lives
[29:45 - 29:49] Well, yes and no, some do, some don't
[29:49 - 29:53] Like when I went to jail back in 2012
[29:53 - 30:00] The jail cell that I was in didn't have bars, it was just a regular small room door
[30:00 - 30:07] It was a small room with a door, it didn't have no, you know, jail cell door or anything like that
[30:07 - 30:12] It was literally just a small ass broom closet type room with a door
[30:13 - 30:16] But
[30:16 - 30:22] Either way, this shit's fucking retarded, dude
[30:22 - 30:26] It's getting way out of hand, Marty
[30:26 - 30:29] You need to grow up
[30:29 - 30:39] I never told her to kill herself, that's the thing
[30:40 - 30:42] I never told her that
[30:42 - 30:45] She's a compulsive liar, dude
[30:45 - 30:49] She is straight up a compulsive liar
[30:49 - 30:53] Ask anybody that really fucking knows her
[30:53 - 30:57] She's a fucking compulsive liar and a little fucking bitch
[30:57 - 31:05] Now granted, I did say that she would be doing the world a favor if she did that
[31:05 - 31:08] Because while fuck is sick in the head, she is
[31:08 - 31:23] But I never told her to kill herself
[31:23 - 31:29] Yo, I know Marty's a compulsive liar too, bro
[31:29 - 31:33] What, dude, take a look at my videos
[31:33 - 31:34] I'll tell you what, bro
[31:34 - 31:37] Yo, I see you, why don't you do this
[31:38 - 31:41] Why don't you go back and watch my videos
[31:41 - 31:46] And compare the two and see who's real and who's not
[31:46 - 31:59] Like for real, go back and watch Marty's videos on his channel
[31:59 - 32:04] And then go back and watch mine and see who's the real fucking bully
[32:05 - 32:21] Like for real, man, go watch Marty's videos, go watch his livestreams, and you'll see why I go after him
[32:21 - 32:27] As a matter of fact, here's a little story for you that you might not have known
[32:27 - 32:31] And if you want the video link, I will send it to you
[32:32 - 32:36] In this bag contains a thing of rope
[32:36 - 32:52] Marty admitted to sending this rope and then sat there and told me to kill myself on live
[32:52 - 32:55] With my boy Cryptcade right there present
[32:55 - 32:58] So you tell me who's the real bully
[32:58 - 33:00] It sure as fuck ain't me
[33:01 - 33:05] This dude has literally harassed me and attacked me for years
[33:05 - 33:11] And you wonder why I go after him
[33:11 - 33:19] All he does is bully me and attack me day in and day out while I'm over here minding my own goddamn business, bro
[33:19 - 33:26] Like for real, I don't see all this fucking dumbass
[33:29 - 33:31] He even has any fucking subs
[33:31 - 33:36] Like I don't, I don't see how he has any subs
[33:37 - 34:08] No, I don't see how he has any subs
[34:08 - 34:21] Matter of fact, this was done a month ago and it's got 484 views
[34:21 - 34:26] I will actually send you the link to this so you can fucking watch it for yourself
[34:26 - 34:30] Like you can ask anybody here
[34:33 - 34:36] Like literally ask anybody here that knows me
[34:36 - 34:41] They will tell you that Marty has done nothing but bully me
[34:41 - 34:49] Like you can ask CIA, you can ask anyone, dude
[34:49 - 34:53] That video contains the proof right there
[34:53 - 34:59] That Marty is a compulsive liar and a fucking bully
[35:00 - 35:10] The only reason I react to him is because he fucking bullies me on a daily fucking basis
[35:10 - 35:14] Why do you think he's on the verge of going to prison?
[35:14 - 35:17] I am literally trying to get a fucking lawyer
[35:17 - 35:27] To fucking get this man to put me on bars
[35:28 - 35:32] This guy has hacked my Facebook, hacked my Discord
[35:32 - 35:38] Stolen private videos and photos, posted them up on porn sites
[35:38 - 35:41] And to where I had to have them taken down
[35:41 - 35:45] This guy has literally forged my name on a fake legal document
[35:45 - 35:51] This guy has spread rumors and lies about me
[35:51 - 35:54] Caused defamation of character
[35:55 - 36:00] This guy is literally like I just showed you, this guy has sent me fucking rope and told me to kill myself
[36:00 - 36:03] Multiple times over
[36:03 - 36:08] Ask anyone here
[36:08 - 36:12] They have witnessed this motherfucker attacking me
[36:12 - 36:29] And I am for one am fucking tired of it, dude
[36:29 - 36:54] Like I straight up am fucking tired of it
[36:55 - 37:00] Like dude all I am trying to do
[37:00 - 37:17] Like all I am trying to do is sit here building my fucking music brand
[37:17 - 37:21] To where I can start making money off my music and make a living
[37:21 - 37:24] That's all I am trying to do man
[37:24 - 37:30] I am trying to spread positivity and build my music brand
[37:30 - 37:35] So that I can make a living for myself and my girlfriend and my family
[37:35 - 37:41] Like is there anything wrong with wanting to do those things?
[37:41 - 38:08] Like I don't see how there can possibly be anything wrong with me wanting to have a better life for myself and my girlfriend and my family
[38:09 - 38:13] What's so bad about that? Like I don't get it
[38:13 - 38:30] Like I just find it extremely fucked up
[38:30 - 38:48] Like I find it extremely fucked up that this dude wants to sit here and do all this
[38:49 - 39:13] And try to fuck up my career and what I am trying to build
[39:14 - 39:26] I am just over here trying to do my best to build up my music brand and my team
[39:26 - 39:34] So that I can start doing music for a fucking living because people actually enjoy what I fucking do
[39:35 - 39:46] They actually enjoy my fucking music because it actually helps them
[39:46 - 39:53] Like dude I am literally getting ready to release my debut album here in 19 fucking days
[39:53 - 40:01] I am literally getting ready to release my debut rock album literally in less than 3 weeks
[40:02 - 40:09] And not to mention I got a fucking plaque coming to commemorate which I am thinking might either go on that wall right there
[40:09 - 40:16] Or somewhere over here or right there above the set
[40:16 - 40:25] But like for real though I am over here trying to make a better life for myself and what I am doing
[40:31 - 40:37] Like and then here he comes trying to fuck it all up
[40:37 - 40:42] It's like dude what right do you have coming in trying to fuck my shit up
[40:42 - 40:54] When I am nearly just over here doing my own thing, doing cover shows, having fun, enjoying my fucking life
[40:57 - 41:07] Like I don't see the issue with coming on here creating content, creating music for these people
[41:07 - 41:15] Releasing songs that actually help these people and actually get onto a label that a friend of mine owns
[41:15 - 41:24] And then have all that go for me just to have it all turn around and be somewhat fucked up
[41:25 - 41:28] Because of this douche bag that I don't want to see me succeed
[41:28 - 41:39] It's Music Biz Marty, it's MBM
[41:39 - 41:45] And if you want the channel I can send you a channel link
[41:45 - 41:48] Like that is not a problem
[41:51 - 41:55] If you want the link to it I will actually send you the link to the video
[41:55 - 42:00] Or not to the video but to his channel
[42:00 - 42:13] Oh yeah I did, why do you think I have to get a fucking lawyer involved
[42:13 - 42:20] Why do you think I have to get a lawyer that specializes in cyberbullying involved
[42:20 - 42:25] Because the police here don't take it as seriously as they should
[42:25 - 42:34] So I have to now fucking find a lawyer or try to find a lawyer that specializes in cyberbullying that will actually fucking help me
[42:34 - 42:37] Instead of just pushing it aside
[42:37 - 42:40] So yeah that's where I'm at right now
[42:40 - 42:59] And yeah it's fucked, it really is fucked up
[43:07 - 43:17] Like you can literally ask anybody here in the chat that's been here since the fucking birth of my other channel that got taken down by him and his guys
[43:17 - 43:24] Like I'm not a bad guy, I'm really not
[43:24 - 43:29] I am far from a bad guy, yeah I might say some fucked up things
[43:29 - 43:33] But dude Marty pushes me to that fucking point
[43:34 - 43:37] Hell the other day Autonomous Sales is livestreamed bro
[43:37 - 43:40] I finally let him fucking have it
[43:40 - 43:44] I went straight the fuck off on his ass and laid into him
[43:44 - 43:48] Because I'm tired of being pushed around like a fucking rag doll bro
[43:48 - 43:52] Like I'm tired of being pushed around by this dumb fuck
[43:52 - 43:55] I am tired of being pushed around by this dumb fuck
[43:55 - 44:09] Like I said the cops here don't take cyberbullying as seriously as they should
[44:09 - 44:16] So I'm literally hunting around every day from the time I get up to the time I go to bed at night
[44:16 - 44:21] I'm constantly scouring the internet trying to find a fucking lawyer
[44:21 - 44:26] That will help me take down Marty who will take on my case
[44:26 - 44:35] I'm literally scouring the internet trying to find a lawyer that specializes in cyberbullying that will help me pro bono
[44:35 - 44:39] To bring down Marty and put an end to this shit bro
[44:39 - 44:50] Matter of fact if you're not familiar with what I'm able to do music wise
[44:51 - 44:53] Let me give you a little taste of it
[44:53 - 44:56] Give me just a moment
[44:57 - 51:13] I'm sorry I'm not going to do that
[51:13 - 54:36] I'm not going to do that
[54:37 - 54:38] You know what? I got you
[54:38 - 54:40] Hold up
[54:40 - 54:42] I got you man
[54:42 - 54:48] You really pushed me to do my best shit
[54:48 - 54:57] Make a different future
[54:57 - 54:59] Start a different action
[54:59 - 55:02] If you think that there's something wrong with your motherfucking ear holes
[55:02 - 62:17] I'm not going to do that
[62:17 - 62:21] I do
[62:21 - 62:41] I got no surprise for you too man
[62:41 - 62:43] You're going to get shocked with the mess
[62:46 - 62:49] Who cares if one more light goes out
[62:49 - 62:54] In the sky of a million stars
[62:54 - 62:57] In flickers, flickers
[62:57 - 63:00] Who cares when someone's time runs out
[63:00 - 63:05] If the moment is all we are
[63:05 - 63:08] Quicker, quicker
[63:08 - 63:12] Who cares if one more light goes out
[63:13 - 63:25] I do
[63:25 - 63:37] Now I'm going to do something I've not done in a really long time
[63:37 - 63:41] Just to kind of show you what I can actually do
[63:42 - 63:45] I'm about to do one of my favorite songs by Evanescence
[63:45 - 63:49] In a straight up fucking metalcore style
[63:49 - 63:52] Nobody's really hurting me to do yet
[63:52 - 63:54] So this will be cool
[63:54 - 63:56] It's actually the first time I'm doing this ever
[63:56 - 63:58] On a live stream for you guys
[63:58 - 64:01] I've done this in the past on videos
[64:01 - 64:03] But I've never actually done it during a live
[64:03 - 64:06] Yeah, we're going to do it
[64:07 - 64:10] We're going to do it during a live
[64:10 - 64:15] Now I'll tell you what I've done for you
[64:15 - 64:20] 50,000 tears that cry
[64:20 - 64:24] Screaming and seething and bleeding
[64:24 - 64:31] You and you still hold near me
[64:32 - 64:40] You and I, don't want your goodness to not say what I said
[64:40 - 64:44] Maybe I'll lay down for once
[64:44 - 64:49] Not for me to be the deepest I knew
[64:49 - 64:53] Just when I was the dog
[64:54 - 65:02] I raised the bottle on my side
[65:02 - 65:13] You and I, don't want your goodness to not say what I said
[65:13 - 65:22] Just when I was the guy, don't want your goodness to not say what I said
[65:23 - 67:39] You and I, don't want your goodness to not say what I said
[67:40 - 67:47] [Crowd Cheering]
[67:47 - 67:51] Let's see Jugwel 972 drew that shit
[67:51 - 67:55] Let's see him pull that off
[67:55 - 68:03] I guarantee you there's no way in hell he can pull that off
[68:04 - 68:32] [Crowd Cheering]
[68:32 - 68:37] Like I said, Jugwel 972 can sit there and judge me all he wants
[68:37 - 68:43] But he wanted to know something, he used to be a supporter that decided to be a little bitch
[68:43 - 68:57] For real, that's all he is, he's a punk ass bitch that likes to judge me
[68:57 - 69:01] For no fucking reason, without judging himself
[69:02 - 69:19] [Crowd Cheering]
[69:19 - 69:22] I don't know why they've been trying to die
[69:22 - 69:25] Don't you try to get more alive
[69:25 - 69:28] Heaven, don't you let me in
[69:29 - 69:32] I have gambled everything
[69:32 - 69:34] I can tell you what it's been like
[69:34 - 69:38] Oh, this one's for you, Jugwel, that doesn't look real quick
[69:38 - 69:42] Then you ain't got it wrong to make a breath
[69:42 - 69:46] I don't need a souvenir, I'm going to die
[69:46 - 69:50] Heaven, don't you let me in
[69:50 - 69:53] Let's try to get it all alive
[69:53 - 69:56] Heaven, don't you let me in
[69:57 - 70:00] I can tell you what it's been like
[70:00 - 77:07] Heaven, don't you let me in
2021-2-3 FALSE RUMORS ABOUT MY BROTHER AND ME

2021-2-3 FALSE RUMORS ABOUT MY BROTHER AND ME

[0:00 - 0:12] What's up guys, it's ya boi, you know who it is. I have something that needs to be brought
[0:12 - 0:32] up that has been brought to my attention that's very serious. As a lot of you know today is
[0:32 - 0:40] the day of my brother's passing so yes this is not just me bringing up you know a very
[0:40 - 0:46] serious issue about what people have been saying but this is also a celebration of his
[0:46 - 0:57] life but this needs to be brought up. Marty is lying through his goddamn teeth about my
[0:57 - 1:11] brother. That's the thing it's not true. Marty is a bald-faced fucking liar who is spreading
[1:11 - 1:21] fucking rumors. One, I never would do incest with anyone. I'm not like that. I'm not a
[1:21 - 1:29] sick freak like that. And two, I don't have AIDS. While yes it's true that my older brother
[1:29 - 1:40] did have AIDS, I never contracted it. I don't have HIV or AIDS or any of that shit. Marty
[1:40 - 1:48] you're full of fucking shit nigga. You're a punk ass. You're a fucking faggot ass
[1:48 - 1:54] and you're a fuck boy. Who needs to go fuck himself and jump off a bridge and do the
[1:54 - 1:59] rest of the world a fucking favour and die? Because all you're doing is bullying people
[1:59 - 2:04] motherfucker. That's all you're doing. You're trying to spread rumors about me that ain't
[2:04 - 2:14] true nigga. Hey Tand, what's up babe? But Marty, you act like these rumors are true.
[2:14 - 2:21] They are not fucking true man. And I'll tell you right to your goddamn face. What you're
[2:21 - 2:31] doing is disrespecting the dead. You can disrespect me all you fucking want. Go ahead. Disrespect
[2:31 - 2:36] me all you want. I don't give a fuck. But when it comes to my brother and his death,
[2:36 - 2:46] you don't ever, ever disrespect the dead nigga. You don't ever disrespect the dead. Especially
[2:46 - 2:53] what you're saying that I have HIV and AIDS and that I swear to my brother. Bro, you and
[2:53 - 3:03] I both know that's false as fuck. You need to get a goddamn grip kid. You need to get
[3:03 - 3:28] a goddamn grip on your fucking life. You're fake as fuck nigga. You're a pussy. You act
[3:28 - 3:43] like everything is all good. It's bad enough you put a video of my brother up on X videos
[3:43 - 3:56] to try to make me feel bad to disrespect him and the dead. That's bad enough. But for
[3:56 - 4:08] you to go on and disrespect the dead the way that you're doing, that's not okay man. That's
[4:08 - 4:30] fucked up. That's not okay. You know Marty, I thought you had more respect for the dead.
[4:30 - 4:41] I thought you had more respect for those that have passed. I thought you had way more respect
[4:41 - 4:50] for those that have passed on. I thought I could respect you. I thought you were a better
[4:50 - 5:13] man than that Marty. Yo spaz now, what's good guys? You know, it's fucking sad and pathetic.
[5:13 - 5:24] The day I go on here to commemorate my brother's passing, what do you do Marty? You come on
[5:24 - 5:35] here and jack your jaw like a little bitch. I know you are babe. I'm with it too. I'm
[5:35 - 5:44] beyond pissed. Marty, the fact that you can, it's one thing to disrespect me and what I
[5:44 - 5:51] do as an artist, that's one thing entirely. But to disrespect the dead, no matter who
[5:51 - 5:59] it is, it don't matter if it's me, a friend, whoever. If someone has lost somebody, you
[5:59 - 6:05] don't disrespect that person by going after people in their family or friend's circle
[6:05 - 6:11] that have passed. You don't do that. That's one thing you don't do. You leave the dead
[6:11 - 6:30] alone. You do not ever disrespect the dead. Have some goddamn respect, man. Have some
[6:30 - 6:39] goddamn respect. But instead you want to get your little slack John Lackey's up here to
[6:39 - 6:59] talk all this shit and say that's true, but really it ain't. The shit's fucked up, man.
[6:59 - 7:08] It's severely fucked up and the shit you're saying is a fucking lie and you know it.
[7:08 - 7:14] So Marty, why don't you shut that fucking hole in your face before somebody comes there
[7:14 - 7:42] and shuts it for you? Because obviously you got no damn respect. And that's sad. That's
[7:42 - 7:48] fucking sickening. You know, I never thought you could stoop so fucking low in your life,
[7:48 - 8:12] but here you are doing it. Now this first song, then I'm about to play for you guys.
[8:12 - 8:30] This song was the song that was played at my brother's memorial the day that he passed.
[8:30 - 8:49] I want to start this show off right. This show is a memory of my brother and everything
[8:49 - 9:09] he taught me. If y'all I know, yes, I'm wearing his shirt.
[9:09 - 9:25] Oh and they sold that gun for ruckus and freedom. Mom and daddy dressed in black. They folded
[9:25 - 9:40] up a flake. He lit the day and started praying. Yeah, he went out 21 guns, blazes, and that's
[9:40 - 9:52] why I love an amen. And they don't know where they go. That nigga fight to the good Lord
[9:52 - 10:06] calls your home soul. Well, my friend, that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye.
[10:06 - 10:28] It's a hell of a nightmare. Dr. said he ain't got it all. He just said, smile, say, bring
[10:28 - 10:38] it home. If you think I'm scared, you got me all wrong. No, a little can still can't
[10:38 - 10:50] break me. My heart's running, I believe. He all hit on me and started praying. Yeah,
[10:50 - 11:02] we never gave up. Said the good Lord's waiting. That's one hell of a nightmare. That's the
[11:02 - 11:16] only way to go. Find the good fight to the good Lord calls your home soul. Well, my friend,
[11:16 - 11:42] that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye. It's a hell of a nightmare. Oh, baby,
[11:42 - 11:56] my friend, that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye. This is a hell of a
[11:56 - 12:13] nightmare. Hell of a nightmare. It's a hell of a nightmare.
[12:13 - 12:38] I want to tell you right something now.
[12:38 - 12:52] If it wasn't for my brother, who I was very close to, yes, I was very close to my brother.
[12:52 - 13:01] I want to tell you right now, if it wasn't for my brother, I wouldn't have the courage
[13:01 - 13:07] to do what I do with my music. I wouldn't have the courage to stand on the stage and
[13:07 - 13:17] help those out that fucking need it. Without my brother's help, I don't know where I'd
[13:17 - 13:29] be. My brother was my best friend. Yeah, we may have fought like half the dogs, but at
[13:29 - 13:36] the end of the day, he was still my brother. He was still my family. And it pisses me
[13:36 - 13:44] off to no end to see that somebody could stoop that fucking low and do what Marty did and
[13:44 - 13:57] disrespect the dead. That's beyond fucked up. Let me tell you right now, Marty, if you
[13:57 - 14:08] lost someone, play yourself in my shoes, motherfucker. If you were in my position and you lost somebody,
[14:08 - 14:18] I wouldn't come after you like that. I wouldn't attack you like that. I would do that shit.
[14:18 - 14:22] I would tell you that I'm sorry for you, even though I don't like you, I would tell
[14:22 - 14:27] you that I'm sorry for your loss and I would respect the fuck out of that person and I
[14:27 - 14:41] would respect the fuck out of you. It's okay to go after me. That's fine. Whatever. But
[14:41 - 15:07] to go after my family, you're fucking sick in the head.
[15:07 - 15:36] You're sick as fuck. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna
[15:36 - 15:47] lie. And you know what? I'm gonna carry on that legacy that he fucking taught me to stand
[15:47 - 15:56] up for others and do the right thing. Even if you stand alone. So this next song that's
[15:56 - 16:04] going on to all the real supporters out there, all the real fans, the songs for you guys
[16:04 - 16:21] and the legacy that my brother left behind. I fucking love every one of you guys.
[16:21 - 16:36] This is how I walk in. Oh man. Feels like a heart attack. The reason I'm calling. And
[16:36 - 16:53] I get my life back. You walk down the door. You won't live in me anymore. This is a song
[16:53 - 17:05] for the broken. Bring this back to life. For the sound of the shadows and into the light.
[17:05 - 17:25] I can't get uses all day. The end of my life. Gone brunches, gone without this. Broken,
[17:25 - 17:35] gone. Remember when I wanted. Maybe to be just like you. But you could have never owned
[17:35 - 17:50] it. Own it. Just let me sound like you too. You walk down the door. You won't live in
[17:50 - 18:01] me anymore. This is a song for the broken. Bring this back to life. For the sound of
[18:01 - 18:25] the shadows and into the light. I can't get uses all day. The end of my life. Gone brunches,
[18:25 - 18:43] gone. Remember every problem is you that die. Every lie that you let fly. This time is I
[18:43 - 19:06] won't die. This is what it is like. The song for the broken. Bring this back to life. Put
[19:06 - 19:19] it down in the shadows and into the light. I can't get uses all day. The end of my life.
[19:19 - 19:40] Gone brunches, gone without this. Broken, gone. The song for the broken. The song for
[19:40 - 19:56] the broken. I can't get uses all day. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[19:56 - 20:12] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[20:12 - 20:37] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[20:37 - 21:05] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[21:05 - 21:30] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[21:30 - 21:57] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[21:57 - 22:11] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[22:11 - 22:29] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[22:29 - 22:56] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[22:56 - 23:16] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[23:16 - 23:36] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[23:36 - 23:56] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[23:56 - 24:14] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[24:14 - 24:28] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[24:28 - 24:48] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[24:48 - 25:08] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[25:08 - 25:33] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[25:33 - 25:53] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[25:53 - 26:05] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[26:05 - 26:25] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[26:25 - 26:44] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[26:44 - 27:09] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[27:09 - 27:28] is. And this song right here, this go out to anybody out there that has been in an abusive
[27:28 - 27:39] relationship like I have been in the past many times over. And I am doing this song
[27:39 - 28:00] for you guys that have been in abusive relationships. This song is a song that helped me to escape
[28:00 - 28:10] that abuse. And I hope this song does the same for all of you as well.
[28:11 - 28:24] I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. When nothing changed I lost my faith.
[28:24 - 28:42] Praying for the good. Good liar. Good liar. Good liar. Good liar. That's how I am going
[28:42 - 28:52] in motion. You are the lie you said to me. Then everything you left me to believe is
[28:52 - 29:03] wrong. Now it's time to relive everything. Everything that you let me through. Coming
[29:03 - 29:13] into your addiction side. It was always on my miserable mind. When it's in your addiction
[29:13 - 29:23] through voice, it was always on my miserable mind. When it's in your addiction, you're
[29:23 - 29:32] deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're deep in
[29:32 - 29:47] nothing right in front of my eyes. Turn to poor liar. Poor liar. When it's in your addiction,
[29:47 - 29:55] you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're
[29:55 - 30:05] deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. I used to wish that I could fry. Spread my
[30:05 - 30:16] wings and fry away. I cross my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. Something
[30:16 - 30:30] in my hand seemed to wear. Liar. I closed my eyes and it went bright. Wishing for a
[30:30 - 30:42] better day. Coming into your addiction side. It was always on my miserable mind. When
[30:42 - 30:49] it's in your addiction through my eyes. It's on your fucking mind. It's always on your
[30:49 - 30:58] fucking mind. I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. But nothing changed.
[30:58 - 31:15] Nothing changed. I lost my pain. Praying, paying for a better day every day. You're
[31:15 - 31:24] deep in your addiction. You're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in
[31:24 - 31:48] your addiction, you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. My eyes. My eyes.
[31:48 - 31:56] My eyes.
[31:56 - 32:15] You're my one, you're sanctified. And everything you're living, I'm alive as well. You always said it would be okay. For tomorrow, live for today.
[32:15 - 32:37] Yo, Sid, what up? I got you, homie. When it's in your addiction, deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes.
[32:37 - 33:01] When it's the wish that I can ride. Spread my wings and fly away. I got my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. So take my hands, take me away.
[33:01 - 33:26] I close my eyes and hear my pray. Wishing for a better day. I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. When nothing changed, I lost my faith. Praying for a better day.
[33:27 - 33:52] When it's in your addiction, deep in nothing right in front of my eyes.
[33:52 - 34:02] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help? Take some meds. Go see a counselor.
[34:02 - 34:11] This song is something that I deal with. Some people can never understand. It's a war inside your head.
[34:11 - 34:22] I got you, don't worry. They have been disciplined, they're in a quiet place. They're the breaks. They're the dirt, they're the bank. They feel my rage.
[34:22 - 34:31] They're not the dirty, they're getting me a basket case. They're the same, they're the tests done and over with. One more thought, one more thought, two cancerous.
[34:31 - 35:00] Sometimes I forget that I can pull the trigger and just leave my mind to rest.
[35:00 - 35:07] I'll send them music, this is therapeutic. They're hanging on, I don't know if I can do this.
[35:07 - 35:13] When I last, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, whoa, whoa.
[35:13 - 35:19] Look at my reflection, angel versus demon. I wish that I could be, man.
[35:19 - 35:25] When I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore, whoa, whoa.
[35:25 - 35:32] They say they're glamorous. They'll see it in your eyes, you can even stand yourself. That's all on you.
[35:32 - 35:37] So you go around with a little tosser, turn it on and then they'll do them if it even helps.
[35:37 - 35:40] They're dirty, yeah. Quit the drugs, quit the reefer.
[35:40 - 35:44] Yeah, you think it's all involved because they've changed your people. They ain't even better at all.
[35:44 - 35:46] They ain't even gonna be evil.
[35:46 - 35:51] I promise you'll be always reasonable. One of my family, I can leave them in a disarray.
[35:51 - 35:54] They'll never know, they'll never know about you anyway.
[35:54 - 36:00] One of my fans and the fans that I made on them, two of them that I saw, two of them, they were all of them.
[36:00 - 40:31] They'll never know anything about me.
[40:32 - 40:33] You guys, I am going to hop off here.
[40:33 - 40:36] Be ready on the 20th, y'all.
[40:36 - 40:39] Be ready on the 20th for that fucking album to drop.
[40:39 - 40:42] Be ready for that shit.
[40:42 - 40:44] Now, granted, the DVDs are going to be coming out
[40:44 - 40:48] at a later date, but that's okay.
[40:48 - 40:51] I'm fine with that.
[40:51 - 40:54] Because I know what you guys really want.
[40:54 - 40:56] You guys want those albums.
[40:56 - 41:00] And I promise you, on the 20th, all bets are on.
[41:00 - 41:02] And we're doing it.
[41:02 - 41:10] So I'll catch you guys in the next stream.
[41:10 - 41:12] I fucking love you guys.
[41:12 - 41:13] Stay humble.
[41:13 - 41:15] Stay positive.
[41:15 - 41:19] And don't let nobody throw any kind of fucking shaded view.
[41:19 - 41:22] Because every one of you guys, the real supporters,
[41:22 - 41:23] you guys are awesome.
[41:23 - 41:24] You guys are unique.
[41:24 - 41:25] You guys are wonderful.
[41:25 - 41:27] You guys are fucking amazing.
[41:27 - 41:31] And I love every single fucking one of you guys.
[41:31 - 41:33] Peace.
[41:34 - 41:35] [END]
[41:36 - 41:43] [AUDIO OUT]
[41:43 - 41:48] [ Silence ]
2021-2-2 Late night & Chill

2021-2-2 Late night & Chill

[0:00 - 0:21] What's up guys, it's Jimin here. I just wanted to come on here and do a short chill stream.
[0:21 - 0:37] I'm sure many of you guys saw my video that I just posted a little bit ago. Like I said, I may or may not, you know, stream that much depending.
[0:37 - 0:58] Because of everything that's been going on, you know, it depends, you know, like everything that's been going on is, is very scary, you know.
[0:58 - 1:12] Yeah, Nitro, what's good, man?
[1:12 - 1:22] I know a lot of people believe that I'm, you know, cowering out or chickening out because of Marty, but really, I'm not.
[1:22 - 1:36] I'm really just trying to look after myself, you know, because, you know, those that mean something to me, I want to protect them to the best of my ability.
[1:36 - 2:05] And one of the ways I know, for a fact, I can do that is to, you know.
[2:05 - 2:29] What up, Jerry.
[2:29 - 2:56] Okay.
[2:56 - 3:12] Like, you know, I can honestly say that, you know, it's, you know, what's going on is honestly, it's, it's very scary, you know.
[3:13 - 3:41] Okay.
[3:41 - 4:10] Yeah, I know. And like I said, dude, I do apologize for the point about earlier, dude, and I do hope that you understand where I'm coming from, you know, you know, I really do hope that you understand where I'm coming from with everything that's going on.
[4:10 - 4:39] Okay.
[4:39 - 4:56] Oh, I'm just like, you know, he said some shit then, you know, and I get where he's coming from.
[4:56 - 5:24] Hey, Jenny. Honestly, not that good. The attacks are getting way, way worse.
[5:24 - 5:53] Like when I mean worse, they're getting worse.
[5:53 - 6:14] Okay.
[6:14 - 6:22] Not yet, dude. I'm still working on that.
[6:22 - 6:26] I'm not planning to.
[6:26 - 6:31] I'm planning to, man. Like I said, I just wanted to come on here and do a short stream.
[6:31 - 6:38] You know, I'll let you guys know that if I do disappear, you know, you know, don't freak out. All right.
[6:38 - 6:51] Like, if I do go for a few days and chill and relax and hop off YouTube for a few days, you know, do like I said in the video, you know, just, you know, don't freak out, guys.
[6:51 - 7:04] Like, everything's fine. I'm fine. Um, you know, I'm taking a break from everything and whatnot.
[7:04 - 7:33] You say, no, I don't freak out or anything, guys. That's all I have.
[7:33 - 7:38] Yeah, I am about to hop above here.
[7:38 - 7:47] And what now, I just wanted to hop on here just for a few brief minutes and let you guys know what's going on.
[7:47 - 8:01] Because, you know, believe it or not, I'm actually doing the Ichigo mod.
[8:01 - 8:09] I'm actually using the Ichigo Kurosaki mod. So I'm doing the Legend of, the Legend of Zelda mod for Skyrim.
[8:09 - 8:20] And then I'm doing the Ichigo Kurosaki mod. And I'm actually doing the Dark Elf race.
[8:20 - 8:27] And no, that's not true, dude. I'm not only living through a PSK. It's because I need a break, y'all.
[8:27 - 8:33] Like, I do need a break. I've been through a lot the last few weeks, man. You guys gotta understand that.
[8:33 - 8:53] I have been through quite a bit, man.
[8:53 - 9:07] But with that being said, guys, I'm about to bounce around here. I'll catch you guys later.
[9:07 - 9:13] And believe it or not, dude, I actually did try that. So, you know, it is what it is.
[9:13 - 9:25] And I know that's the fake lava. I know that's the fake. Nice try.
[9:25 - 9:31] But like I said, guys, I am taking a break for a few days because I do need it.
[9:31 - 9:39] And I'll catch you guys later, man. And like I said, if I do come back on here and do a stream, it's not going to be for that long.
[9:39 - 9:45] So I'll catch you guys later, man. Peace.
2021-2-3 The Truth has Come out Live show 2

2021-2-3 The Truth has Come out Live show 2

[0:00 - 0:43] [tongue clicking]
[0:43 - 0:57] Tyler? Tyler? Tyler? What am I gonna do with you?
[0:57 - 1:13] What am I going to do with you?
[1:13 - 1:19] Tyler I know it was you that's been breaking into my bank account kid
[1:19 - 1:31] because I got the rope that you and Marty sent with my card info on it
[1:31 - 1:39] and the only one that knows how to hack is you Tyler
[1:39 - 1:44] What up Sam?
[1:44 - 1:53] You think this is a game? You think that you doing this is a game?
[1:53 - 2:02] But it's really not. Hey, Chance, how you doing, babe?
[2:02 - 2:14] You think that, you know, you coming after me by sending rope to my house
[2:14 - 2:21] and using my card information to try to make it look like it was me, like I ordered it?
[2:21 - 2:30] You think that's gonna fly? I don't think so kid, because by doing that you gave yourself away
[2:30 - 2:33] and shout out to BK, what's good homie?
[2:33 - 2:38] Hey yo, BK, nice video man, I was laughing at that video you did of me man, that shit was funny
[2:38 - 2:42] I fucking love it man, that was funny as fuck
[2:42 - 2:45] I know you were just screwing around dude
[2:45 - 2:57] You're cool though man, you're good
[2:57 - 3:04] But like I said Tyler, you think that what you and Marty is doing is okay?
[3:04 - 3:11] It's really not
[3:11 - 3:15] Yo, ladies and spaz, what's good homie?
[3:15 - 3:19] How you doing bro?
[3:19 - 3:31] But like, Tyler, you and I both know that you're a fraud
[3:31 - 3:36] Because you and I both know by you doing what you did
[3:36 - 3:40] You committed credit card fraud
[3:40 - 3:47] All I have to do is get a hold of the card company in the morning which I will be doing
[3:47 - 4:06] And all that info will be traced right back to you
[4:06 - 4:11] That shit was funny bro, I love it
[4:11 - 4:22] But Marty, you think that you're getting away with this bullying, you're not
[4:22 - 4:33] You think you're getting away with doing all this, well guess what
[4:33 - 4:45] Discard one's movement, the anti-bullying movement is still continuing
[4:45 - 4:50] The anti-bullying movement is still gonna happen
[4:50 - 5:04] I know what you're trying to do, you're trying to stop a movement that could bring you two idiots down
[5:04 - 5:10] You think this is a game
[5:10 - 5:24] But it's really not, it's ultimately you guys creating your own demise
[5:24 - 5:46] And as an anthem for those that have been bullied, I got something special for you guys
[5:46 - 6:14] He wakes up haunted
[6:14 - 6:19] With voices in his head, nobody knows it
[6:19 - 6:24] But tonight they won't go unnoticed
[6:24 - 6:30] He can't forget, can't forget for what they said
[6:30 - 6:36] He's never been so hurt but today the screaming is over
[6:36 - 6:46] Blame the family, blame the bully, blame the lonely
[6:46 - 6:56] Maybe he needed to be wanted, blame the family, blame the bully
[6:56 - 7:07] Maybe he needed to be wanted
[7:07 - 7:27] Twinks on the wrong way home, fighting her emotions
[7:27 - 7:39] Nobody knows when but tonight the silence is over, blame the family, blame the bully
[7:39 - 7:52] Blame the old man, maybe she needed to be wanted, blame the family, blame the bully
[7:52 - 8:04] Blame the old man, maybe she needed to be wanted
[8:04 - 8:23] I fucking hate bullies
[8:23 - 8:42] And before I continue into this song, I want to thank every one of you guys that has stood behind me and helped me to fight this battle against Marty, Tyler, everyone that has tried to bring me down
[8:42 - 8:52] But I especially want to thank one person that when I tried to run and hide, she didn't let me run and hide
[8:52 - 9:07] She stood beside me and fought beside me and continues to fight by my side the whole way
[9:07 - 9:24] And that person is my wonderful, amazing, and just all around awesome and beautiful girlfriend, Tangerine Cat
[9:24 - 9:30] I want to say thank you babe because without you, I wouldn't have the strength to do what I do
[9:30 - 9:36] I wouldn't have the strength that you give me to keep fighting this
[9:36 - 9:54] Even when I want to give up and run away, you straight up tell me, don't run, keep fighting this
[9:54 - 10:07] I can honestly say that you give me way more strength than you even realize, way more strength than you realize
[10:07 - 10:28] Blame the family, blame the boy Blame it all man, maybe they didn't
[10:28 - 10:44] Blame the family, blame the boy Blame it all man, maybe she didn't tell me what I did with the family
[10:44 - 10:57] Blame the boy, maybe they didn't mind Maybe they didn't tell me what I did
[10:57 - 11:07] Run it
[11:07 - 11:15] I can honestly say, every one of you guys is fucking amazing
[11:15 - 11:20] Every one of you that is truly stood beside me, that has truly helped me
[11:20 - 11:47] Every one of you means the world to me, I fucking love every one of you guys
[11:47 - 11:54] And how can I say, you guys not letting me give up, along with Tange not letting me give up
[11:54 - 12:01] You guys don't know the kind of courage and strength that gives me to continue to fight
[12:01 - 12:05] You guys are fucking amazing
[12:06 - 12:15] Thank you for watching, and I will see you next time, bye!
[12:15 - 12:35] You guys honestly don't know how amazing you guys really are
[12:35 - 12:52] You know, when I started this journey 11 years ago, I didn't think that I would become the household name that I'm slowly becoming
[12:52 - 13:04] I didn't think that making my dreams a reality, were possible
[13:04 - 13:10] I didn't think that I would be able to do anything that I'm doing now
[13:10 - 13:20] You guys give me that fucking strength every day, to keep fighting, to keep battling, to keep going on
[13:20 - 13:35] You guys give me a reason to fight
[13:35 - 13:46] And if any of you out there aren't going through anything at all remotely, even close to what I've gone through
[13:46 - 13:49] This next song is for you
[13:49 - 14:18] The image in your mind is something of pain
[14:18 - 14:31] That is taking you, the spirit in your voice, so riddled with pain
[14:31 - 14:44] From what's telling you, I won't give up, so don't give in
[14:44 - 14:53] You fall in now, but you cannot again, so don't give up
[14:53 - 14:59] The demon that's inside you is ready to begin
[14:59 - 15:05] When it feels like it's a battle that you will never win
[15:05 - 15:12] When it raking for the fire and begging for your sins
[15:12 - 15:34] There's nothing left to fight, I'm still a reason to fight
[15:34 - 15:46] In the world of lies, so that it's all hard to believe in you
[15:46 - 15:54] And in the name of this time, there's no part in this game
[15:54 - 16:07] Turn this pain through, I won't give up, so don't give in
[16:07 - 16:16] You fall in now, but you will rise again, I won't give up
[16:16 - 16:22] The demon that's inside you is ready to begin
[16:22 - 16:28] It feels like it's a battle that you will never win
[16:28 - 16:35] When it raking for the fire and begging for your sins
[16:35 - 16:47] There's nothing left to fight, I'm still a reason to fight
[16:47 - 16:53] Don't let me take control
[16:53 - 17:01] There's nothing left to fight
[17:01 - 17:15] When it's fine in the world, when it's all fine in the world
[17:15 - 17:19] You're ready to begin
[17:19 - 17:25] This is a battle that we are gonna win
[17:25 - 17:31] If all the fire is ready for your sins
[17:31 - 17:35] There's nothing left inside
[17:35 - 17:44] There's still a reason to think that's inside you is ready to begin
[17:44 - 17:50] It feels like it's a battle that we will never win
[17:50 - 17:57] When it raking for the fire and begging for your sins
[17:57 - 18:01] There's nothing left inside
[18:01 - 18:20] There's still a reason to fight
[18:27 - 18:31] Don't worry, that was a total accident when I banned him
[18:31 - 18:49] I meant to turn him out not ban him
[18:49 - 18:55] Like I said Tyler, let this be a lesson to you
[18:55 - 18:58] I'm not backing down
[18:58 - 19:03] And Marty, I'm not backing down from you either
[19:03 - 19:09] I'm standing up and I'm taking my place among the greats in music
[19:09 - 19:15] Whether you like it or not
[19:15 - 19:20] Sorry about that trim
[19:20 - 19:30] It's not that I don't want you to speak your mind, it's just kinda what you said just didn't make any sense
[19:30 - 19:34] Like I can tell you 110% triple, she is real bro
[19:34 - 19:38] She actually is for real
[19:38 - 19:49] So you don't have to worry man, I get that you care bro but you ain't gotta worry dog
[19:49 - 20:17] It's not that I don't care bro
[20:17 - 20:46] You guys ready to take this up a notch?
[20:46 - 20:50] Let's spread some positivity over here now let's go
[20:50 - 20:54] Mine remains my pain
[20:54 - 20:58] I'm tied down to this change
[20:58 - 21:02] It's my roots as I ate
[21:02 - 21:06] Define only embrace
[21:06 - 21:09] I'm afraid of my soul
[21:09 - 21:13] Black and dead but it's in control
[21:13 - 21:18] Hold on to free and you can't deny
[21:18 - 21:23] The end is gone man
[21:23 - 21:27] We live when we die
[21:27 - 21:32] Just keep on saving, I can't find it here
[21:32 - 21:40] And the cause, the world will stain us with the sky then cross
[21:41 - 21:48] It's not that I don't care bro
[21:48 - 21:52] Then go for my shame
[21:52 - 21:55] The color of your name
[21:55 - 21:59] Is how they see you break
[21:59 - 22:02] This was my mistake
[22:02 - 22:06] Seems for me, gets away from it all
[22:06 - 22:10] Watching every little fall
[22:10 - 22:14] Hold on to me and I can't go
[22:14 - 22:19] The end is gone man
[22:19 - 22:23] We live when we die
[22:23 - 22:29] Just keep on saving, I can't find it here
[22:29 - 22:35] And the cause, the world will stain us with the sky then cross
[22:35 - 39:26] It's not that I don't care bro
2021-2-6 Proving my skills as an Artist

2021-2-6 Proving my skills as an Artist

[0:00 - 0:22] What's up you guys, it's your boy.
[0:22 - 0:40] The first off, I do want to apologize to everybody that had to see me, you know, just completely.
[0:40 - 0:48] You know, I just want to say that I am sorry to those that had to sit there and watch me
[0:48 - 0:57] endure what I had to endure on Marty's channel. I do apologize for that. But I want to prove
[0:57 - 1:10] a point. I want to prove a major point. And that is the fact that I can make my own music
[1:10 - 1:15] and I can record my own stuff. Like I want to prove that because Marty seems to think
[1:15 - 1:21] that all I do is steal beats and do this and that and that's not true. And if I do
[1:21 - 1:33] use beats, they are free for profit use. Which means, which means that I have every
[1:33 - 1:43] right to use them and make money from them. And that's what I do with all of my music.
[1:43 - 1:49] Like if I'm not able to, you know, like if I got beat block or whatever and I'm not
[1:49 - 1:59] able to create something at that time, I go in and I use a free for profit beat. But
[1:59 - 2:04] I am feeling the vibe tonight. So I'm going to sit down. I'm going to create an instrumental
[2:04 - 2:09] and I don't know what's going to come out of it. I don't know what style I'm going
[2:09 - 2:20] to do. But I am going to create it and I'm either going to either sing on it or I'm going
[2:20 - 2:45] to rap on it. Or I might do some metal work. So who knows? So let's jump right in here.
[2:45 - 2:52] I want to jump into some stuff that I've never actually jumped into as far as like
[2:52 - 3:00] sound packs. I actually just recently downloaded some more sound packs. So I'm not quite sure
[3:00 - 3:07] what I have and don't have here. We're just going to go through and randomly pick shit.
[3:07 - 3:15] If that makes sense, we're just going to go through and pick stuff. See what we can find.
[3:15 - 3:44] So there's nothing in that pack.
[3:44 - 4:02] Those are melodies. I didn't even have a melody. That's fucking vocal work right there, dude.
[4:02 - 4:26] Let's try utopia. I've not tried utopia yet. Ooh, I'm actually really liking that. I just
[4:26 - 4:49] want to see how this sounds. Ooh, that sounds good. That sounds real good.
[4:49 - 5:13] All right, that just sounds badass.
[5:13 - 5:38] Let's go here.
[5:38 - 6:03] See, I don't really like no vibe. Let's see if I can go into reset. Okay, now I know which
[6:03 - 6:15] one I need to go and do. I do want to add some guitar into there. Let's go, Sinematics.
[6:15 - 6:39] That was Vibrations. No.
[6:39 - 7:05] Ooh, right there. That's it. Right there. That is the one.
[7:05 - 7:34] I don't know. I actually can't have vibing with this.
[7:34 - 8:01] Oh, yeah, I really like that. Let's see what I can do.
[8:01 - 8:18] I just want to see something. I just want to lay around this.
[8:18 - 8:48] See, I can hear so much with that. See, I can hear a lot in that with that.
[8:48 - 9:16] That guitar riff is sick, dude.
[9:16 - 9:46] Now, just in case anybody doesn't believe. Right there, as you guys can see, the drum
[9:46 - 9:53] pattern up top, Sinematics Utopia sound synths right there, and then guitar layered right
[9:53 - 10:11] underneath at the bottom. Now, let's see what I can do with this, shall we?
[10:11 - 10:40] Now, the tension will walk around this corner. I'm just going to brush this.
[10:40 - 11:10] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this.
[11:10 - 11:31] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this.
[11:31 - 12:57] I'm just going to brush this. I want to do any amount just to let go of the number.
[12:57 - 13:25] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this.
[13:25 - 13:50] I'm just going to brush this. I want to do any amount just to let go of the number.
[13:50 - 14:13] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this.
[14:13 - 14:27] I'm so sick of this. Many of you making me feel like I'm running out of time.
[14:27 - 14:38] Where can I go? Who can I turn to? I don't even know myself anymore.
[14:38 - 14:47] Why isn't that right? I have to be the one that gets just. Everybody calling me at least.
[14:47 - 14:53] Calling me and lying, calling me all these things.
[14:53 - 15:17] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to do any amount just to let go of the number.
[15:17 - 15:30] I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this. I'm just going to brush this.
[15:30 - 15:51] Because I can't take it anymore. You kind of feel like I'm on the edge. Getting closer to myself more and more.
[15:51 - 16:04] How can I escape all of this hatred and anger and be myself again?
[16:04 - 16:23] I'm so sick of this. I just need to get away. I can't escape and call myself so I can feel myself again.
[16:23 - 16:35] I'm just trying to feel myself in the dark deep. It's around me ripping out my mind.
[16:35 - 16:51] Now say I don't know what I'm doing Marty. Now sit there and say that I can't do shit on the fucking spot kid.
[16:51 - 17:04] Try to sit there and say that I can't do anything on the fucking spot.
[17:04 - 17:14] That right there. That was all on the fucking spot.
[17:14 - 17:25] That vocal work and that instrumental all on the fucking spot kid. All on the fucking spot.
[17:25 - 17:44] And Marty if you think that you're going to ruin what I've earned, you're mistaken. You're sadly mistaken.
[17:44 - 17:57] Because you see this right here Marty. This plaque that I earned. I earned this. This wasn't just given to me out of pity.
[17:57 - 18:07] I proved myself every day. I worked my ass off every day for this.
[18:07 - 18:19] And not yet because I just got the CDs today. I just got them in today and as soon as stuff gets put up, it's game on.
[18:19 - 18:33] And in case you guys are wondering this is what the CD case looks like. And this is what the CD and the insert sleeve looks like.
[18:33 - 18:44] So Marty, you got a lot to learn about the music industry. A lot to learn.
[18:44 - 19:05] Well yes, some of what you said, now don't take this as word, some of what you said may possibly be true.
[19:05 - 19:24] But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Even if it is true. Do you know how many artists take songs and remake them and re-release them and get the rights to them?
[19:24 - 19:36] Do you know how many artists have remade songs without permission and actually made money from it? Like do you not realize that that's actually a thing?
[19:36 - 19:47] Unless you've been behind in the music scene for the last decade?
[19:47 - 20:03] Like, come on dude. Have you heard Tommy Beck's new version of Last Resort? Have you heard the remix of Last Resort that Papa Roach and them did with another artist and that artist got the rights to that song?
[20:03 - 20:13] Did you ever think about that? No, you didn't. See Marty, you think you're clever.
[20:13 - 20:20] You don't know shit about the music industry. I do. I've been doing this shit for 11 years.
[20:20 - 20:29] And I'm not about to let some punk ass like you walk all over me thinking that you're hot shit but really you ain't shit.
[20:29 - 20:39] You're an egotistical fucking maniac that quite honestly needs to get help. You honestly need to get help.
[20:39 - 20:52] And you want to, wait, you want to know how many CDs I got? Oh, let's see. I got about 30 CDs up for grabs.
[20:52 - 21:04] I got 30 CDs that are up for grabs. So if anyone wants, like as soon as I get my payment info up and I get my stuff up for my banking.
[21:04 - 21:11] If anybody wants to buy a CD, they can do so after I get my banking set up.
[21:11 - 21:19] Once I get it set up and I get everything redone, y'all will be able to purchase the CDs.
[21:19 - 21:31] And yes, they will be signed. Unfortunately I am going to have to kind of, you know, open them.
[21:31 - 21:44] I'm like, I am going to have to take the, although, yeah, I am going to have, unfortunately, guys, with these, I am going to have to, as you guys can tell, these are shrink-wrapped.
[21:44 - 21:56] I am going to have to take the seal off and then sign them. But once I do, they will be repackaged in an envelope with bubble wrap and then sent your way.
[21:56 - 22:03] Each CD will be $10 apiece. So, yeah, they will be signed.
[22:03 - 22:12] I haven't decided where yet because the album cover is obviously all black with the Phone Angels Records logo right there.
[22:12 - 22:26] So, I will have to open them, but you guys will get a CD and they will be signed with a little thank you note on the back of the set list.
[22:26 - 22:38] So, yeah, Silver Sharpie, that's actually not bad. I don't know if I have a Silver Sharpie, I might.
[22:38 - 22:48] Dude, I got so many fucking Sharpies. Oh, definitely, like I said, as soon as my banking gets set back up, it's game on, boy.
[22:48 - 22:56] And that's why I'm so excited to get my banking set back up so I can start making money, start producing, as a matter of fact.
[22:56 - 23:04] Let me give you guys a look at something here. I want to give you guys a nice little look here.
[23:04 - 23:13] Actually, first of all, I want to save this instrumental. I actually kind of like this instrumental. I actually may end up doing something with this.
[23:13 - 23:20] I may end up actually doing something with this instrumental. This is actually a really cool one.
[23:20 - 23:34] I actually like the vibe of this. I want you to name it KSK, just for shits.
[23:34 - 23:40] Now, once that's done rendering down, I'm going to show you guys something.
[23:40 - 23:55] I could start, idiot. Just want to get through this. Dude, it never seems to amaze me at how fast FL Studio's renders.
[23:55 - 24:02] No, let's restart that. Let's go here and start new. Now, I'm going to pull up something for you guys.
[24:02 - 24:11] I want to show you guys an instrumental that I did, a classical instrumental that I did.
[24:11 - 24:29] This is actually one of my more favorite ones. It's called Angelic Nights. It's actually one of my more favorite classical pieces, to be honest with you.
[24:29 - 24:48] Actually, no, no, I got a better one. Hold up. I mean, you know what? I'm going to do World of Wonder. Everybody seems to like that one.
[24:48 - 24:56] Let's do this right here.
[24:56 - 25:17] Let's do it.
[25:17 - 25:29] If you mind, this track right here was done on this, right here.
[25:29 - 25:41] So, yeah. Talk your shit now, Marty.
[25:41 - 25:54] For real, man. Talk your shit now, kid.
[25:55 - 26:22] Ooh.
[26:22 - 26:42] We're saying it again. This is a classical convocation.
[26:42 - 26:54] Now, guys, I'm going to do another one.
[26:54 - 27:01] Now, you know what? I'll even do, you know what? I'm feeling in the movie for some classical stuff. What about you guys?
[27:01 - 27:07] You guys feeling in the movie for some classical work?
[27:07 - 27:17] Yeah, I think you are.
[27:17 - 27:26] Now, let's go here to this new from basic.
[27:26 - 27:31] Yo, got rich. What's up, buddy?
[27:31 - 27:35] What is up? What is up? What is up? Got rich.
[27:35 - 27:55] How are you doing, man?
[27:55 - 28:03] Let's go here. Let's go piano. And now let's do two things, a reverb.
[28:03 - 28:07] Yeah, I just really like the sound of the reverb on this thing.
[28:07 - 28:13] It's just so cool. The fruity reverb, too. That shit's just fire. I fucking love it.
[28:13 - 28:22] Cathedral.
[28:22 - 28:25] All right, we'll get there.
[28:25 - 28:31] All right, now let's move this song on YouTube.
[28:31 - 28:37] Let's go on YouTube.
[28:38 - 28:55] Oh, my God.
[28:56 - 29:24] Okay.
[29:24 - 29:51] We're almost here, America.
[29:51 - 31:02] Oh, my God.
[31:02 - 31:31] Why must you do this?
[31:31 - 31:49] Actually, you know, I didn't think of a better one. I can do.
[31:49 - 32:00] Here is a secret. The music industry does not want you to know the difference between you and the professional is not the quality of your voice.
[32:00 - 32:04] Drake sounds a heck of a lot different in the shower than on his elbows.
[32:04 - 32:12] That's because his albums are the product of vocal engineers who spend painstaking hours adjusting and tweaking until his voice sounds perfect.
[32:12 - 32:35] Would you like your vocals?
[32:35 - 36:52] Oh, yeah.
[36:52 - 37:08] Here is a secret. The music industry does not want you to know the difference between you and the professionals is not.
[37:08 - 37:29] Now, let's take this and run it back.
[37:29 - 37:34] Now, you guys hear how I did that, right?
[37:34 - 37:51] Watch this.
[37:51 - 38:08] This is your edit copy.
[38:08 - 38:37] Then quickly got on that and we have ourselves an instrumental.
[38:37 - 38:46] Whoa. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. I realize something here. That is it. Put on string section.
[38:46 - 38:57] What's my man?
[38:57 - 39:26] Here we go.
[39:26 - 39:53] Oh, yeah.
[39:53 - 40:21] Yeah, same thing else.
[40:21 - 42:23] Oh, yeah.
[42:23 - 42:37] All right.
[42:37 - 42:46] So while that's running down, I hope this brought a lesson to those that doubt me.
[42:46 - 42:49] I really do.
[42:49 - 42:58] Because like I said, I'm going to say CDs. I'm going to make money one way or another.
[42:58 - 43:07] And that plaque that I showed earlier, that just proves my skill.
[43:07 - 43:12] And Marty, you know where this is going.
[43:12 - 43:29] You see that wall right behind me, right where that X is in case you're blind and can't see it.
[43:29 - 43:39] Right there where that center of the X is this is going to sit there.
[43:39 - 43:59] Then I'm doing something that's going to sit back there as a reminder of all the hard work that I've done.
[43:59 - 44:04] And there's nothing in the world that never taught yesterday.
[44:04 - 44:12] I can also say yesterday was the best day of my fucking life.
[44:12 - 44:19] Like for real.
[44:19 - 44:23] Yesterday was fucking amazing.
[44:23 - 44:28] And this right here, I'm proud of this.
[44:28 - 44:33] I'm proud to say that I did something.
[44:33 - 44:44] I'm proud to say that I accomplished something.
[44:44 - 44:46] Yeah, I got you, man.
[44:46 - 44:49] I got you Spank.
[44:49 - 44:52] It's me and Wedge Spank. Where the fuck have you been on, bro?
[44:52 - 44:55] I haven't seen your ass around here in a good while, dude.
[44:55 - 44:58] Where the fuck you been on, homie?
[44:58 - 45:23] Where the fuck have you been? It's been a minute, bro.
[45:23 - 45:28] Yeah, everything's good with me and Tange. We're fine.
[45:28 - 45:38] As for the Marty thing, I'm going to let her deal with that while I focus on what I need to do.
[45:38 - 45:41] So, yeah.
[45:41 - 45:51] And as a matter of fact, you guys just got to see the exclusive next song on my classical composition album.
[45:51 - 45:53] Which I think is pretty cool.
[45:53 - 45:58] I mean, y'all got to witness me creating the next composition on my classical composition album,
[45:58 - 46:01] which is not yet named.
[46:01 - 46:05] What I'm doing is I'm going to do the entire album out and then I'm going to name it.
[46:05 - 46:11] Usually I name the album ahead of time, but I'm doing it in reverse this time around.
[46:11 - 46:17] But I would definitely say, guys, that I'm going to hop off here and relax for the rest of the night and chill.
[46:17 - 46:24] I've honestly had a very, very rough night. It's been very rocky, very crazy, very hectic.
[46:24 - 46:36] Again, guys, I do apologize for those that had to witness me just straight losing my shit on Marty.
[46:36 - 46:49] Like I said, I lost it because he has been attacking me so much and going after me that I didn't know what else to do.
[46:49 - 46:57] But to Kale, I want to say thank you, ma'am.
[46:57 - 47:03] Because of you, I have a new career.
[47:03 - 47:06] I'll be straight up honest, ma'am.
[47:06 - 47:12] This plaque right here, and I know I said it yesterday, but I'm saying it again.
[47:12 - 47:19] This plaque right here, this means more to me than anything.
[47:19 - 47:23] This means more to me than any platinum award.
[47:23 - 47:32] More than any gold record, platinum record, YouTube award, Grammy award.
[47:32 - 47:40] Nothing can ever top the feeling I felt yesterday when I got this, knowing that my life changed for the better.
[47:40 - 47:45] Like, this means the world to me.
[47:45 - 47:52] This right here is a symbol of a brand new start for me, regardless of what Marty says.
[47:52 - 48:03] At the end of the day, music is an art. It doesn't matter how you do it, what you do. At the end of the day, bro, music is music.
[48:03 - 48:06] Plain and simple.
[48:06 - 48:12] And I just happened to use it to help people.
[48:12 - 48:17] Like literally, I just happened to use music to help people.
[48:17 - 48:23] And I can honestly say I have the best job in the world, and I'm proud of that.
[48:23 - 48:29] So the KO, thank you, man. I 110% appreciate what you're doing, bro.
[48:29 - 48:32] I really do. I appreciate it, man.
[48:32 - 48:36] You're fucking awesome. You're amazing.
[48:36 - 48:46] And without you, not only would that plaque not be possible, but this wouldn't be possible.
[48:46 - 48:52] This right here would not be possible.
[48:52 - 49:00] So again, KO, thank you, and here's a brand new start.
[49:00 - 49:12] Here's a brand new start to the label, Real Ultimate Power Records, and my personal label, Following Angels Records.
[49:12 - 49:19] We're out here making big moves, doing big things, and doing what we gotta do, man.
[49:19 - 49:31] Shout out to all the scarred ones. I fucking love you guys. You guys are amazing.
[49:31 - 49:37] And I will see you guys in the morning, y'all. Peace.
[49:38 - 49:44] [end of transcript]
2021-2-7 HOW I Know For a Fact Everyone  is Real and Marty is CLonng accounts

2021-2-7 HOW I Know For a Fact Everyone is Real and Marty is CLonng accounts

[0:00 - 0:28] A lot of people have been seriously bugging
[0:28 - 0:35] me about. That's kinda getting on my fucking nerves. And that's everybody going back and
[0:35 - 0:58] forth saying "Oh, this person's fake, no that person's fake, no these people are fake, no these people are fake." Well I'm here to tell you guys something that I know for a fact. And this isn't just me talking shit. This isn't just me defending friends. This is me actually stating what you have facts that I know. Stuff that I would
[0:58 - 1:27] shit found out. Everybody that I talked to, everyone from Kale, Tange, Lava, Everyone. They are all legit real people. They are not trying to steer me wrong and they are not working for Marty. What's going on is Marty is legit going
[1:27 - 1:37] in and creating clone accounts and having Tyler and Schmeichelcat pretend to be these people
[1:37 - 1:44] to turn me against them and for you guys to sit there and say "Oh these people are actually
[1:44 - 1:52] fake." If you guys don't know what cloning an account is and what it is, is these people
[1:52 - 2:01] like Schmeichelcat and Tyler and why and Marty, they'll look up people that are, you know,
[2:01 - 2:12] connected to me because obviously they don't want me to, you know, succeed at anything.
[2:12 - 2:22] So what he does is he'll have these people go in, clone these accounts. He'll go in,
[2:22 - 2:29] steal their profile pictures, steal their videos, steal everything he can and can literally
[2:29 - 2:44] go in and pretend to be them. That's what I'm saying guys. Everybody that I talked to
[2:44 - 2:50] is for real. Kale is legit. He doesn't prove that. Tange is a real person. She doesn't
[2:50 - 3:04] prove that. Lava girl is for real. She doesn't prove that to me. Like he's going after the
[3:04 - 3:13] key people that he knows can help bring me down. He's going after the people that are
[3:13 - 3:27] key. He's going after the key people that he knows are helping me. He's literally going
[3:27 - 3:34] after these people and attacking them so I get turned against. They get turned against.
[3:34 - 3:43] That way I can't do anything and I look like a fucking idiot. I look like a fool. That's
[3:43 - 3:52] what I'm saying guys. Everyone that I speak to, everyone from Lava Girl to Tange to Kale,
[3:52 - 4:10] they're all for real. They are all legit. They are all very real people and Marty don't
[4:10 - 4:20] prove the fact that he likes to sit there and go after people. He don't prove that.
[4:20 - 4:25] He doesn't prove that by trying to blackmail Tange and if you don't believe me go watch
[4:25 - 4:30] his livestream where I fucking went off on him and I flipped the fuck out because I'm
[4:30 - 4:34] tired of getting bullied around and I'm tired of seeing him trying to blackmail people
[4:34 - 5:04] to get what he fucking wants. No it's not. I can tell you that already. Yes, that exact
[5:04 - 5:15] same one where I actually did break down because I got fucking tired of the bullshit. I got
[5:15 - 5:22] tired of being attacked. I got tired of being bullied and it didn't have to go the way
[5:22 - 5:29] that it did. It really did not have to go the way that it did. He could have kept it
[5:29 - 5:38] private but instead he wanted to try to embarrass me on a livestream and I wasn't fucking having
[5:38 - 5:43] it and I'm not gonna sit there and let my own girlfriend get bullied either. That's
[5:43 - 5:59] not gonna fucking happen. I refuse. I refuse to let anybody get bullied like that. Especially
[5:59 - 6:07] after Tyler sat there and committed credit card fraud by using my account, my name,
[6:07 - 6:15] my card info to buy or open heaven sent to me. Like bro y'all gotta realize Marty's
[6:15 - 6:21] a fucking criminal worse than I ever could be. This dude literally committed credit
[6:21 - 6:44] card fraud. Legit credit card fraud. Tyler literally got ahold of my credit card info
[6:44 - 6:54] and gave it to Marty. And then Marty then pretended to be me and sent me fucking rope
[6:54 - 6:59] and literally was basically telling me to kill myself. You tell me that doesn't raise
[6:59 - 7:06] a fucking question. Plus there's blatant proof of fucking blackmail on his fucking
[7:06 - 7:15] channel. So you guys tell me who the fuck the criminal here. Yes, I've done some shady
[7:15 - 7:40] shit. So fucking what? At least I didn't go around doing what he does.
[7:40 - 8:09] Like for real. Like I'm tired of people thinking that this person's fake or that person's fake
[8:09 - 8:17] or this person's doing this. Nah, it's fucking Marty going behind everyone's back and creating
[8:17 - 8:23] calling accounts to try to get everyone to turn on each other. That's why I said everyone
[8:23 - 8:32] needs to stop fucking doing this shit. Everybody needs to stop sitting there saying, Oh, this
[8:32 - 8:41] person's fake and Oh, here's this quote unquote proof. There is no fucking proof nigga. There
[8:41 - 8:54] is no proof. All that proof is falsified set up proof that is set up by Marty. Marty is
[8:54 - 9:02] a legitimate criminal and he fucking knows it and tomorrow when I fucking talk to the
[9:02 - 9:23] lawyer, it's game over for his ass. I promise you it's game over for his ass. Like I'm tired
[9:23 - 9:32] of everybody getting turned against each other, man. I mean, dude, if kale wasn't real, then
[9:32 - 9:38] why would he go out of the way to help me get my career started? Why is it that I earned
[9:38 - 9:44] that fucking plaque? He made me work my ass off of that shit. It wasn't just handed to
[9:44 - 9:50] me as, yeah, it was handed to me as a commemoratory, as a commemoration thing, but it was also
[9:50 - 9:57] the show that I actually have the gusto. I have the guts. I have the motherfucking balls
[9:57 - 10:06] to make something of myself. I'm tired of everybody being turned against each other,
[10:06 - 10:20] man. It's fucking sickening. Like, bro, nobody in my shit is fucking fake. I know it might
[10:20 - 10:27] seem that way because of what Marty's doing, but I'm telling you I'm on to his fucking
[10:27 - 10:36] plan. And that's why I'm saying everybody in the fucking chat that I kick it with needs
[10:36 - 10:58] to fucking stick together and stop going at each other. Yo, what up, dude? Welcome
[10:58 - 11:09] back. How you doing, bro? How you doing, dog? What's goody? How you doing, man? Not for
[11:09 - 11:16] real, though. This is what Marty is doing. He has committed blatant credit card fraud,
[11:16 - 11:24] blatant cyber bullying, straight up fucking blackmail on his own fucking stream and doesn't
[11:24 - 11:31] give a fuck. That's why I said tomorrow when I talk to this lawyer, it's game over for
[11:31 - 11:36] him because I'm going to fight like fucking hell until I get a guy in case to shut him
[11:36 - 11:43] down and get him and Tyler and his fucking goonies put behind bars where they motherfucking
[11:43 - 11:58] belong, dude. And I ain't fucking stopping until it fucking happens. I don't care how
[11:58 - 12:21] long I have to fucking fight. It's gonna happen. Because Marty is a cyber boy. Yes, I may have
[12:21 - 12:27] done some dumb shit. I may have got upset over dumb shit, but you guys got to realize
[12:27 - 12:38] him attacking me over and over and over and over is fucking bullshit, nigga. It's dumb.
[12:38 - 12:44] Like everybody wants to fucking help me. And I'm proud of that. I get that. But y'all
[12:44 - 12:51] need to realize and be woken to the fucking truth that Marty is cloning accounts. Cloning
[12:51 - 13:03] accounts is a very big issue with YouTube right now, man. It's a very big issue. And
[13:03 - 13:19] it's not just within my community. It's within other communities as well. And I'm not about
[13:19 - 13:24] to fucking sit here and let it happen in my community and have my people turned against
[13:24 - 13:30] each other. That ain't fucking happening. So Marty, I hope you're watching this, you
[13:30 - 13:37] little fucking bitch. I hope to God you're fucking watching. Because guess what, motherfucker?
[13:37 - 13:49] From tomorrow, your ass is fucked. I promise you that. Because by tomorrow, I will have
[13:49 - 13:57] the info I need to be able to take your ass down. And I'm not fucking playing, dude. I'm
[13:57 - 14:18] not going to be here. I'm not going to be here. I'm not going to be here. I'm not going
[14:18 - 14:42] to be here. Hey, Marty, you really think you're going to get away with this? You really think
[14:42 - 14:52] that what I've done is worse than what you've done? You're fucking fooling yourself, dumb
[14:52 - 15:01] fuck. The only reason why I went off about everything last night is because I'm tired
[15:01 - 15:07] of fucking hearing about it every five seconds. AJ, thank you for this. Oh, let's talk about
[15:07 - 15:13] this. Let's talk about how you fucking like to bully me, bitch. Let's talk about how you
[15:13 - 15:23] like to try to fuck my life up. You little fucking prick. You think I'm a villain? Nah,
[15:23 - 15:29] nigga, you're the villain. You're the one sitting here committing credit card fraud
[15:29 - 15:36] and doing all this fuck shit. Wait, dude, you think you know the fucking music industry?
[15:36 - 15:54] You don't know shit. You don't know a goddamn thing about it, dude. So what? I take lyrics
[15:54 - 16:03] and I do shit with them. I take someone's lyrics and I read the song of my own style.
[16:03 - 16:13] Fake fucking wolf. That's not illegal, you fucking idiot. Like I said, Tommy Vexx for
[16:13 - 16:27] Relief Vocalist for Bad Wolves did a fucking thing, did a remake of Papa Roach's Last Resort
[16:27 - 16:33] and he has the rights and he made money off of that. That is not an uncommon thing, you
[16:33 - 16:41] fucking idiot. Have you not paid attention to music in the last fucking decade? Hell,
[16:41 - 16:51] 10 Second Songs did a remake of Bad Guy by Billie Eilish in the form of Breaking Benjamin
[16:51 - 17:11] along with their guitarist Jared Dines. And just recently, a few months ago, I did three
[17:11 - 17:25] different orchestra scores by Lincoln Park and one paying homage to Hayao Miyazaki and
[17:25 - 17:37] his film Castle in the Sky. That's not illegal, you fucking idiot. And plus, haven't you
[17:37 - 17:47] ever heard of fair use law, dude? If you take something and you change it, that is fair
[17:47 - 17:55] use. That is not illegal. And that applies to both art and music. There's nothing wrong
[17:55 - 18:00] with what I'm doing, you fucking idiot. You seem to forget that I've been doing music
[18:00 - 18:10] for a little over a fucking decade now, bro. You seem to forget that. So none of my shit
[18:10 - 18:29] is stolen. It is called fair use, you fucking moron. If you don't believe me, look up fair
[18:29 - 18:40] use laws as long as you make changes to said product, whether it's a song or an art piece
[18:40 - 19:05] and you add to it, which I have done, I have the rights to it automatically. Just like
[19:05 - 19:13] with my fucking novel I'm currently working on. Yes, I took a fucking creepypasta thing
[19:13 - 19:23] that is not very well known and I'm adding to it to create a fucking book. So what?
[19:23 - 19:47] Not an uncommon thing, you fucking idiot.
[19:47 - 20:05] Like for real, bro. Like, come on, dude. Oh, yes, he is. He even admitted to go watch tonics
[20:05 - 20:15] live stream. You'll fucking see. You will fucking see that he actually is gay for me.
[20:15 - 20:26] Go watch tonic in sales is live stream, bro. Hell, go watch his live stream from last night.
[20:26 - 20:36] Like I said, I don't think that I need to say anymore. So all y'all little fuckbags
[20:36 - 20:43] I want to believe in, fuck you. Because at the end of the day, I'm going to still be
[20:43 - 20:48] doing me. I'm still going to be doing what I do. So fuck every one of you little fucking
[20:48 - 20:54] bitches that think I'm still and I think I'm doing this. I know what I'm doing. So
[20:54 - 20:59] go fuck yourselves. Peace bitches.
2021-2-5 Quarantine Music session

2021-2-5 Quarantine Music session

[0:00 - 0:28] [Ticking sounds]
[0:28 - 0:30] What's good you guys?
[0:30 - 0:36] [Ticking sounds]
[0:36 - 0:48] I do apologize for that crazy shit over on Tonic's Live, I do apologize for that, but I think I made my point that Marty refuses to quit.
[0:48 - 0:52] [Ticking sounds]
[0:52 - 0:57] Like I think I made my point on that, but is what it is.
[0:57 - 0:59] [Ticking sounds]
[0:59 - 1:07] Now if y'all don't know, yes I'm wearing my Formula Alchemist jacket with these.
[1:07 - 1:10] Hey do you guys have a clear hotel?
[1:10 - 1:13] Remember I want to pull these back a bit.
[1:13 - 1:22] [Ticking sounds]
[1:22 - 1:24] How do I know that's me?
[1:24 - 1:26] Bro.
[1:26 - 1:31] [Ticking sounds]
[1:31 - 1:36] Yo Jeff here's the thing man, like I made my point bro.
[1:36 - 1:43] I made my point about Marty, it is what it is, he doesn't prove that he won't back off so what else can I do?
[1:43 - 1:48] I give it my last shot, I'm throwing my hands up and walking away dog.
[1:48 - 2:00] [Ticking sounds]
[2:00 - 2:05] Alright so anyways we're going to jump into this and work on some music here.
[2:05 - 2:11] [Ticking sounds]
[2:11 - 2:13] We're going to see what we can come up with today.
[2:13 - 2:18] I don't know what's going to happen but we'll see what we can come up with.
[2:18 - 2:26] Dude go back and look, you can clearly see that I let him speak and I already knew where he was going with it.
[2:26 - 2:31] So I was like hold up, I know where you're going with this, you need to quit.
[2:31 - 2:33] That's just it, plain and simple.
[2:33 - 2:41] If you would just quit, plain and simple, I wouldn't have his problem.
[2:41 - 2:45] I would not have his problem if he would just back off.
[2:45 - 2:50] And so it's like being a dead horse dude, it's not going to work.
[2:50 - 2:53] Like talking to him, it's not going to work.
[2:53 - 2:59] Plus he just admitted that he's not going to stop attacking me so hey whatever.
[2:59 - 3:14] [Ticking sounds]
[3:14 - 3:40] You know what Jeff, see ya.
[3:40 - 3:46] [Ticking sounds]
[3:46 - 3:49] Wait, I'm tired of this shit, I'm done with it.
[3:49 - 3:55] Marty might not be done with me but I'm done with him.
[3:55 - 4:11] My point being, I'm done with Marty. He might not be done with me but I'm done with him. Plain and simple, I'm done.
[4:11 - 4:28] Let's see what we got in the Chaos Beta pack.
[4:28 - 4:48] Aw yo, I remember this pack. Yo, okay, I remember this Chaos pack now. Bro, I fucking love that one.
[4:48 - 5:13] I wonder, I actually wonder how this would sound, with, what did I do that for, let's do this.
[5:13 - 5:23] Let's try something here.
[5:23 - 5:33] Dude, where's the, oh there we go.
[5:33 - 5:58] [Ticking sounds]
[5:58 - 6:05] Alright, see I like that sound. I like that sound, what up Jeff, I'm doing good.
[6:05 - 6:15] But dude, I like that sound. If I can get something like that, that would be sick.
[6:15 - 6:28] No, I don't wanna fuck this one.
[6:28 - 6:34] That might sound cool.
[6:34 - 6:38] Nah, damn.
[6:38 - 6:50] Like I wanna take and create something really cool and like I'm just, ugh, I know I can do this.
[6:50 - 6:58] That's what I did earlier, that's not what I want, even though I do like that one.
[6:58 - 7:10] You know, let's try Odyssey and see what Odyssey has.
[7:10 - 7:24] Ooh, I actually really like that a lot, that is cool.
[7:24 - 7:52] Tell me what you guys think about this.
[7:52 - 7:59] Dude, that's all a fake lie. That wasn't even the real Tange.
[7:59 - 8:06] Dude, the real Tange, she's asleep right now bro. She has work in the morning, that's not the real Tange.
[8:06 - 8:14] That's not my fucking girlfriend over there on Mardi Stream, that's a fucking fake.
[8:14 - 8:33] I'm not stupid.
[8:33 - 9:02] Ooh, there we go. Let's see how this plays out.
[9:02 - 9:19] Yo Nitro, go ahead homie. Do it dawg, boot her ass homie.
[9:19 - 9:35] Dude, this sounds so cool.
[9:35 - 9:38] Oh I like that, that sounds so cool.
[9:38 - 10:07] Soon let's break down.
[10:07 - 10:12] Alright, that sounds awesome.
[10:12 - 10:21] That actually sounds cool.
[10:21 - 10:29] I actually like that one, that won't fit with this.
[10:29 - 10:36] Let's try this one.
[10:36 - 10:55] Let's hear what it says.
[10:55 - 11:24] See, I like that drum loop.
[11:24 - 11:53] [drumming]
[11:53 - 12:22] Ooh, oh no, oh no.
[12:22 - 12:26] See, I really like the vibe on this.
[12:26 - 12:32] I like the vibe on that effect.
[12:32 - 12:42] You know, let's try some hardstyle dubstep stuff, let's see what we can find here.
[12:42 - 12:50] Dude, Narnage Nails is a shit dude.
[12:50 - 13:19] I'm fucked with Narnage Nails man.
[13:19 - 13:48] [drumming]
[13:48 - 13:57] I see, I really like this ambient beat, or this ambient pat, it's fire.
[13:57 - 14:01] I just don't know what I can do with it.
[14:01 - 14:04] Mmm.
[14:04 - 14:14] See, if you guys ever do music, this is something that you guys have to kind of put up with, is literally just,
[14:14 - 14:20] is literally just trying to figure shit out.
[14:20 - 14:26] Ooh, hold up, hold up.
[14:26 - 14:48] There we go.
[14:48 - 15:17] Just the kind of drum beat I was looking for.
[15:17 - 15:41] [drumming]
[15:41 - 15:50] Ooh, I kind of like this one, hold up.
[15:50 - 16:16] Alright, now this has an 80's vibe to it.
[16:16 - 16:33] There we go, got that 80's vibe going. Yo, Satan, what up mama?
[16:33 - 17:00] I don't know what that is man. Now this has that old school 80's vibe, I like it.
[17:00 - 17:05] It's not quite the vibe I'm looking for.
[17:06 - 18:08] [drumming]
[18:08 - 18:12] Yo, look at that full fucking dub mode.
[18:12 - 18:35] Let me plug a little bit of an inspiration here. Let's plug a track that I did earlier today.
[18:35 - 18:39] [drumming]
[18:39 - 19:02] See if we can work with this.
[19:02 - 19:08] I need some ideas guys, what can I add to this?
[19:08 - 19:14] What do you guys think would, what do you guys think would sound good with this?
[19:14 - 19:18] Maybe some heavy bass, what do you guys think?
[19:18 - 20:47] [drumming]
[20:47 - 20:54] Gotta get that mind turned vibe to it right it does.
[20:54 - 21:06] It's got like that jazz club kind of feel too, it's got that, it's kind of like something that you would hear when you go into like a jazz club or something and you're just hanging out.
[21:06 - 21:17] [drumming]
[21:17 - 21:23] Are you kidding me? And there it goes.
[21:23 - 21:27] Or is it trying to load up?
[21:27 - 21:38] Damn Jess that sucks.
[21:38 - 21:43] [sigh]
[21:43 - 21:51] And of course FL wants to act up, that's just fucking great.
[21:51 - 21:59] Well that's the life of an artist so you kind of gotta put up with technology not wanting to work right sometimes.
[21:59 - 22:24] [drumming]
[22:24 - 22:28] Everything is essentially froze.
[22:28 - 22:36] [drumming]
[22:36 - 22:56] I hate it when FL does this.
[22:56 - 23:04] Great so we have to shut down and restart.
[23:04 - 23:11] This is so annoying.
[23:11 - 23:17] But this is what you deal with as a music artist man, you deal with this kind of crap.
[23:17 - 23:21] Oh wait, am I going to have to shut down and restart?
[23:21 - 23:24] By the way I did switch on my wallpaper.
[23:24 - 23:40] I can't show all I know. I got that trapped in this wallpaper.
[23:40 - 23:44] Yeah exactly dude.
[23:44 - 23:50] Dude I can't tell you how many times I've been there.
[23:50 - 23:56] Oh good now it's working.
[23:56 - 24:12] There we are now we're solid.
[24:12 - 24:25] I think.
[24:25 - 24:35] And we are not working that well but that's okay though.
[24:35 - 24:42] And I'm going to have to shut down and restart. This is the life of a music artist guys.
[24:42 - 24:49] Technology don't always want to work for you and sometimes you have to shut down and restart.
[24:49 - 25:09] And socks.
[25:09 - 25:26] Oh this sucks.
[25:26 - 25:29] I swear man.
[25:29 - 25:42] If y'all did become music artists, just be ready to deal with a lot of bullshit with technology.
[25:42 - 26:11] Just be ready.
[26:11 - 26:40] Socks.
[26:40 - 26:49] And this is why I need a brand new computer.
[26:49 - 27:08] Which is why whenever I get the money from Sony's albums I'm buying half of it's going into buying a new computer and shit that I need and the other half is going into rent and helping out with family so yeah.
[27:09 - 27:37] Okay.
[27:37 - 28:04] And my internet is starting to go alright guys I'm going to have to hop off here because my internet is at the end because we have snow storm coming in.
[28:04 - 28:12] I do apologize for not being able to be on here longer. I will catch you guys as soon as I can get back on.
[28:12 - 28:14] Peace
[28:14 - 28:15] Thank you.
[28:15 - 28:15] [end of transcript]
2021-2-3 a possible Break from streaming

2021-2-3 a possible Break from streaming

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up guys it's your boy. I just wanted to talk about something real quick. As you guys know there's been a lot going on with Marty and him attacking me and such and honestly it has gotten to the point to where it's affecting my everyday life.
[0:29 - 0:50] He's constantly attacking my family, going after those I love and care about, you know I'm just pulling some really messed up stuff.
[0:50 - 1:09] And as a result of that, I'm starting to go back into a place that I never wanted to go back into which is a state of depression, something that I never wanted.
[1:09 - 1:36] I'm barely sleeping, I'm barely eating anything, I'm always worried, always scared, so over the next few days I may or may not lie to you, I don't know.
[1:36 - 1:56] If I do, they're not going to be as long as they usually are, cause you're going through a lot right now.
[1:56 - 2:16] I guess I've got my wonderful, wonderful girlfriend who has been sticking by me through all this and who has truly been helping me and I can honestly say that I'm very grateful for that, you know.
[2:16 - 2:30] I'm very grateful for the fact that she's been standing by me this whole time, you know the people that have been standing by me and standing behind me and helping me, like you guys are amazing.
[2:30 - 2:59] Like you guys are truly, truly, truly amazing and I can be happier than with the team that I have that's supporting me, but from my own peace of mind I may or may not lie to you, I'm not sure.
[2:59 - 3:26] And like I said, if I do lie to you it's not going to be as long, yeah it's not going to be as long or anything like that, but I am still going to try to put out content for you guys that you guys enjoy.
[3:26 - 3:51] I'm still going to try to do, you know, shows and whatnot, but right now with everything going on, like I need to look out for, you know, myself, my loved ones and my family.
[3:51 - 4:20] And the best way I can do that is to kind of take a break from YouTube and just hang out with people and, you know, I'm not saying I'm going to take a break, but what I'm saying is that if I do do live streams, they're not going to be as long as they usually are.
[4:20 - 4:38] Because I want to focus on putting this boy Marty down for good and try to change things for the better.
[4:38 - 4:50] Plus, I want to take time to focus on, you know, my relationship with my wonderful girlfriend, Danj.
[4:50 - 5:05] You know, I want to take time to, you know, work on some music and some artwork and, you know, I said hey all to her and friends and family and stuff like that.
[5:05 - 5:17] So I said I might, I might not take a break. I'm not sure, but I'm just letting you guys know that if I do take a break, don't be alarmed if I suddenly disappear.
[5:17 - 5:27] Just know that if I do suddenly, you know, decide not to stream for a few days.
[5:27 - 5:44] You guys will know what's going on and it's become a whole Marty situation and like I'm really trying to escape it and get all this done and over with so I can move on with my life and be happy.
[5:44 - 5:50] So I said I love you guys. I'm going to try to stream as much as I can.
[5:50 - 5:53] Yeah.
[5:53 - 6:04] But like I said, just if I don't stream for a few days, you know, don't freak out. Everything's okay. I'm fine. Just know that I'm okay.
[6:04 - 6:22] And then everything's okay. I'm just taking a step back away from the situation so I could try to analyze it and, you know, do something about it.
[6:22 - 6:30] But with that being said, all the guys and hopefully I will see you guys on stream. Peace.
2021-2-5 Studio session

2021-2-5 Studio session

[0:00 - 0:25] What's good y'all, it's ya boi. Ya know who it is, it's the Hit Maker. Ya know who exactly
[0:25 - 0:44] it is it is man. What's good y'all, how y'all doing today man. So before we get too deep
[0:44 - 0:53] into doing this studio session I want to bring something up. All I got to say man is I hope
[0:53 - 1:00] y'all are ready to see Marty get embarrassed by not only me but my fucking girlfriend dude.
[1:00 - 1:06] I hope y'all ready to see that cause Marty, Marty, Marty, Marty what am I gonna do with
[1:06 - 1:18] you man? What am I gonna do with you bro? Like you basically gave away your plan like
[1:18 - 1:26] a dumbass which was ironic as fuck cause you're just that dumb. Like you think that
[1:26 - 1:35] I already know what you're gonna do man. Like you think that you got me. That this the
[1:35 - 1:43] end all be all shit that you're gonna go between me and my girl. Wrong answer buddy
[1:43 - 2:09] boy. Wrong answer. Very wrong answer my friend. See I already warned my girl about your little
[2:09 - 2:17] tricks. Cause you seem to forget Marty I know your tricks. All too well I know your tricks.
[2:17 - 2:24] I know what you're trying to do. You're gonna try to load ball shit and do this and that
[2:24 - 2:31] and try to get it to where you know we do things on your terms but that's not how it's
[2:31 - 2:36] gonna go down. That is not how it's gonna go down buddy. You think you're getting betwixt
[2:36 - 2:47] but really you ain't doing shit. You ain't doing jack shit Marty. Like I ain't even
[2:47 - 2:58] worried about your ass homie. I ain't worried about you. You wanna know why? Because everybody
[2:58 - 3:07] knows the truth about you Marty. Everyone knows you gave yourself away this morning
[3:07 - 3:17] bro like that ass. You gave yourself away by one fantasizing about me on a live stream
[3:17 - 3:23] and two you sat there and admitted that all this is because you can't have me because
[3:23 - 3:31] you're gay. Like bro you think you can grab me you think that you know you're gonna come
[3:31 - 3:46] between me and my girl but the truth is while I'm out here making hits making bangers and
[3:46 - 3:53] swinging CDs and making hit records what are you doing? Sitting on your lazy ass talking
[3:53 - 4:03] shit up on the internet? Like bro what are you doing with your life that's so great man?
[4:03 - 4:14] Like for real what are you doing with your life that's so great? Like bro like you see
[4:14 - 4:26] all these right here man? All of these are copies of this right here that's right my
[4:26 - 4:39] album Shadowborn. Oh shiny ain't it? Yeah you wish you could have this life Marty.
[4:39 - 4:54] You ain't got that. And you sure as fuck ain't got this. You ain't got that skill set son.
[4:54 - 5:13] Like come on bro. Come on Marty you and I both know you ain't got that skill set. Like
[5:13 - 5:25] come on boy. Okay you see that? What's that say right there? See you wish this is you
[5:25 - 5:31] Marty because while I'm out here making success and making money for my family and my girlfriend
[5:31 - 5:37] and my team and my people what are you doing? Sitting up on the internet trying to start
[5:37 - 5:46] drama? Like that's all you're trying to do. You're just trying to start drama man. You're
[5:46 - 5:58] a drama starting shit talker bro. Like you're trash. You're plain and simple bro you're
[5:58 - 6:19] fucking trash. Because see while I'm out here doing what I need to do unfortunately
[6:19 - 6:37] you just ain't got the gusto to do what I do man. And see and that's the difference
[6:37 - 6:47] between me and you Marty. That is the difference between me and you. While you sit there on
[6:47 - 7:06] the internet and obviously try keyword try. Hey you're good Sonic. Hey yo Sonic not right
[7:06 - 7:13] away but later on at say like one o'clock if you're still up I am gonna hop on there
[7:13 - 7:32] cause I got something for ya homie. I got something for ya. Well as I said Marty while
[7:32 - 7:51] my career is skyrocketing to success what are you gonna be doing? Being sad, lonely,
[7:51 - 8:20] pissed off, angry, maybe a little senile. Like come on man.
[8:20 - 8:41] Like I just find it funny that you really think that you're gonna come in between me
[8:41 - 9:09] and tans dog. It don't work like that. Oh yeah dude I got Facebook. I will be setting
[9:09 - 9:16] up a Twitter soon. I will also be setting up an Instagram. I will be setting all that
[9:16 - 9:23] up. I do have Discord. I mainly use Facebook for personal shit. For you know to keep up
[9:23 - 9:48] with friends, family, people I work with. You know that kind of shit. But yeah. Yo
[9:48 - 10:06] for sure. I just find it funny Marty that like you think that like I just find it funny
[10:06 - 10:17] that you think that you're this big tough burly dude that can say anything and do anything
[10:17 - 10:30] and people will respect you. See people don't respect you for a reason. People don't respect
[10:30 - 10:40] you because of how you are. And tonic can even confirm that what you did last night
[10:40 - 10:47] was basically open yourself for attack bro. Like me and tonic can even though I can't
[10:47 - 10:53] really stand on static beats. We all heard you fantasizing about me last night on live
[10:53 - 11:16] classroom bro. Right there. And tonic can attest to that. He can verify that bro. Well
[11:16 - 11:28] you know I'd rather be respected than be feared. And you want to know why cuz being
[11:28 - 11:41] feared leads to bullshit. Yeah it really was dude. It really fucking was. That was by far
[11:41 - 12:05] the weirdest shit. And then he sits there and admits that he's gay for me. Well he
[12:05 - 12:11] sat right there in front of everybody and admitted to being gay for me. Straight up.
[12:11 - 12:16] In front of everyone. And tonic was right there. I was right there. Granted I just got
[12:16 - 12:33] done puking my guts out. Yeah and I agree corpse 100% my guy. I agree bro. I agree my
[12:33 - 12:49] guy dude. 100% I agree man. But uh. No I'm not saying anything wrong with being gay dude.
[12:49 - 12:55] I'm not saying that at all bro. That's not what I'm getting at. What I'm getting at
[12:55 - 13:04] is what he did. Like he literally sat there and fantasized about me bro. That shit made
[13:04 - 13:23] me fucking ugh. Dude that was nasty dude. That was some gross shit. I'm not gay. Yeah
[13:23 - 13:38] but this thing right here. What was going on on the live? That has to be taken serious.
[13:38 - 13:53] Yo Kat what up? I just find it funny that Marty thinks that he's got this one dawg.
[13:53 - 14:15] Yo Damon what up? What up what up what up? See Marty won't put no banger tracks. Like
[14:15 - 14:30] this right here. I didn't play yellow something. But yo Marty while you're sitting there on
[14:30 - 14:47] your fat ass. I'm just sitting there putting out bangers like this. Yeah you like that
[14:47 - 15:10] don't ya? Yeah you like that sound don't you Marty? You like that don't ya? Yeah. Yeah
[15:10 - 15:20] you like that smooth sound don't you Marty? You like that don't ya? Or I can even take
[15:20 - 15:31] it up a notch. Yeah matter of fact that was one I made live. Oh don't worry Katrina just
[15:31 - 15:36] be watching tonic stream tonight. Be watching tonic stream tonight Kat. You'll see what
[15:36 - 15:45] I'm talking about. But Marty you wish you could do stuff like this. But thanks. I'll
[15:45 - 15:56] come. I don't love her a guy because this is many guys. No no I did all the music bro.
[15:56 - 16:06] That was all me dawg. Yeah you like that don't you Marty? You like that crisp clean sound
[16:06 - 16:15] don't you boy? You like that grittiness? You like that grittiness don't you Marty?
[16:15 - 16:39] You like that fire? You wish you could do this son. Oh come on that mother of guy because
[16:39 - 17:06] it's really gone ice. Yeah you wish you could do shit like this. You wish you could do
[17:06 - 17:31] shit like this. I'm going to let this one ride out. Oh come on that mother of guy because
[17:31 - 17:42] it's really gone ice. Yeah you like that don't you Marty? See you wish you could put
[17:42 - 17:51] out bangers. Ah who am I kidding? You know what? Fuck it. Since y'all want it at tonic
[17:51 - 17:57] I got something for you homie. Because you are now not only looking at a full fledged
[17:57 - 18:05] artist working and signed under Real Ultimate Power Records but you are now looking at an
[18:05 - 18:30] award winning artist under Real Ultimate Power Records. BAM! Yeah you like that huh? Look
[18:30 - 18:54] at that. Hell go back and watch my last live stream when I was celebrating this. Bro shottown
[18:54 - 19:16] get looking at it man. Read what that says bro. And besides he didn't just make this
[19:16 - 19:25] for me he made me earn this. He made me work my ass off. And none yet bro I just got the
[19:25 - 19:45] CDs and everything today. Matter of fact I'll give y'all a little sneak peek. Upside down.
[19:45 - 19:56] That's the album right there. Or the cover. And then bam. There's your song list with
[19:56 - 20:15] the CD. But here's the thing dude. I earned this dog. It's a little bit of both. It's
[20:15 - 20:28] both commemorative and award. So yeah Marty. While I'm selling these and making moves.
[20:28 - 20:45] What are you doing? Dude it's my fucking rock album. The only song down there that's not
[20:45 - 20:54] a rock album is the AOK remix that I did of my brother and mentor Koda Oda's song AOK.
[20:54 - 21:02] I took a remix to this song AOK and I did some verses on it and put it together. So
[21:02 - 21:26] yeah. Wait I just find it funny Marty. Oh yeah by the way Marty you think you can make
[21:26 - 21:36] music better. Let's see you create something like this. Nixing dubstep drum beats with
[21:36 - 22:05] pure fucking piano boy. Yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh,
[22:05 - 22:22] yeah. Yeah you can't pull it at all. That's literally a heavy dubstep drum beat with pure
[22:22 - 22:34] fucking piano behind the board. Let's see you do that. Yeah. Let's see you pull that
[22:34 - 23:03] off son. Yeah. You like that. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh
[23:03 - 23:31] yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Oh yeah.
[23:31 - 23:44] Come on here on this computer that I'm going to write out. Come on Marty you can't pull
[23:44 - 24:14] that shit. Oh yeah for real Marty. Let's see you do
[24:14 - 24:40] anything remotely close. That's weird. That is seriously fucking weird dude. I don't think
[24:40 - 24:51] there's anybody out there that can sound like me other than the dudes from Korn. Hell, let's
[24:51 - 25:04] see you do something like this Marty. Let's see you pull off a fire fucking remix like
[25:04 - 25:13] this and no it's not. It's actually a rock album. Let's see you pull off. Let's see you
[25:13 - 25:38] pull off a remix like this Marty and then we can talk business kid. That's cause this
[25:38 - 26:01] ain't on here. I'm sure what I'll point to that psych. Oh Marty. And let's see you do
[26:01 - 26:25] that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
[26:25 - 26:44] Like I said Marty let's see you do that shit man. Come on man. Let's see you do something
[26:44 - 26:57] like that bruh. Like I said Marty while I'm over here making hits, recording songs like
[26:57 - 27:06] bro this song this dude this album just got finished and I'm already working on a second
[27:06 - 27:23] fucking album. It's an orchestral score album boy. Come on man. You ain't doing this shit.
[27:23 - 27:29] You ain't doing what I'm doing out here boy. You ain't making motherfucking moves. You
[27:29 - 27:35] ain't earning respect of somebody in the music industry like I have. You ain't a little
[27:35 - 27:44] bitch boy Tyler or nothing but garbage bro. Bro while I'm over here flexing on your fucking
[27:44 - 27:50] ass staying humble doing what I got to do to make moves. What are you doing kid? Send
[27:50 - 27:56] me on your computer and oh let me see what Cyrax is doing. Let me see what he's going
[27:56 - 28:00] live. Let me fuck with him some more. Let me try to turn people against them. Get the
[28:00 - 28:07] fuck out of here bro. Get the fuck out of here with that crowd man. That's high school
[28:07 - 28:22] shit bro. Yo Kale what up. For real man come on dawg. Get out of here with that high school
[28:22 - 28:32] garbage man. You're a grown ass adult. You need to act like one kid. Act like an adult
[28:32 - 28:58] Marty. Seriously you're older than I am so you should be acting your age. I don't know.
[28:58 - 29:14] So what did I say Marty? Bring your bullshit. Whatever Steve. And Marty I know your goons
[29:14 - 29:19] are watching. I know you're streaming this bro. I know you're streaming this live stream
[29:19 - 29:38] Marty. So Marty. So Marty. Take that and eat it boy. Can I play the Unchangeable Track.
[29:38 - 29:47] Uh yeah for sure bro. Matter of fact I'll tell you what I'll do. I'll switch over my
[29:47 - 29:58] HDMI to my Xbox and I'll play this bitch. Let's see. We got emptiness, we got me inside
[29:58 - 30:04] my mind. Hidden in your lies. When silence speaks. Judgment the world. Puffin master
[30:04 - 30:15] stay away. Another day is over. Which one you thinking homie? Yo Kale which one on this
[30:15 - 30:31] list you thinking dog? Which one you thinking big dog? Hit me up and let me know bro. Alright
[30:31 - 30:43] I got you. I got you. Let me get the HDMI cord switched over and I got you. My bro
[30:43 - 30:53] I got a reason to fucking flex man. I have every right to fucking flex on homie. Because
[30:53 - 30:58] Kale will even fucking tell your ass man. I earned that shit. That plaque they made
[30:58 - 31:04] me. That wasn't just given to me as commemorative. I earned that. Ask him he'll fucking tell
[31:04 - 31:12] ya. I've worked my ass off for that. And I'm damn proud of it too fucking.
[31:12 - 31:37] Make sure there ain't a desk in there.
[31:37 - 32:00] Yo Kale's fuck bro.
[32:00 - 32:22] Alright let's wait for the Xbox to boot up. Yo for real I definitely wanna do that man.
[32:22 - 32:28] Matter of fact while I'm waiting for this shit to boot up. Let's check out this brand
[32:28 - 32:49] new artist and get a vibe for it. Oh I'm digging it. I'm digging it. I'm vibing with
[32:49 - 33:17] it. This is not. Oh okay okay. Oh okay. Oh okay. Oh okay. Oh okay. Oh okay. Oh okay.
[33:17 - 33:27] [MUSIC]
[33:27 - 33:32] I sleep with a gun and a vest, you claim her too much.
[33:32 - 33:35] Guests are easily put to rest.
[33:35 - 33:39] We didn't have a choice, you'd be running from this mess.
[33:39 - 33:44] You think I choose to live broke, making deals with folks.
[33:44 - 33:49] Getting fucked up to maintain what's- >> Yo, this is hot though, man.
[33:49 - 33:51] This is fire first.
[33:51 - 33:53] Yo, is this real a kid?
[33:53 - 34:03] [MUSIC]
[34:03 - 34:10] That's fire dude, I'm not even gonna lie, that's sick.
[34:10 - 34:30] [MUSIC]
[34:30 - 34:39] I'm actually violent with this, this is hot.
[34:39 - 34:46] [MUSIC]
[34:46 - 34:47] I did this, this is hot, man.
[34:47 - 34:57] [MUSIC]
[35:16 - 35:19] Yo, that's actually dope, man, I don't know why, that's sick.
[35:19 - 35:29] [MUSIC]
[35:29 - 35:39] Hey, I got you though, you're sick, man, I'm sick.
[35:39 - 35:49] [MUSIC]
[35:49 - 35:59] [INAUDIBLE]
[35:59 - 36:09] [MUSIC]
[36:09 - 36:25] You know what, hold up, hold up, you know what?
[36:25 - 36:28] Hold up, stop the record, stop the record, hold up.
[36:28 - 36:32] I'm about to do something, I'm actually about to record this shit for you, hold up.
[36:32 - 36:42] [MUSIC]
[36:42 - 36:47] Hold up, this just went from being a fucking show sesh to a fucking recording sesh, bro.
[36:47 - 36:49] Hold up, hold up, hold up.
[36:54 - 36:56] This is about to be fire, man, let's get it.
[37:06 - 37:09] Since the CD don't wanna play, that's fine, it is what it is.
[37:34 - 37:39] Your boys about to fire this shit off, man, let's go.
[38:08 - 38:10] Yo, what the fuck?
[38:14 - 38:16] Why's he doing that?
[38:41 - 38:45] And while this is going to be uploading, I got something I gotta do right quick,
[38:45 - 38:50] so let me let this upload to my email once I send it.
[38:50 - 38:53] And from there, it's game on.
[39:06 - 39:17] So give that a minute to upload, I'll be right back, y'all.
2021-2-5 TALK YOUR SHIT NOW MARTY AND TYLER

2021-2-5 TALK YOUR SHIT NOW MARTY AND TYLER

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up you guys?
[0:29 - 0:41] Now first off, how y'all doing today?
[0:41 - 0:46] How the fuck are you guys doing today?
[0:46 - 1:10] You guys, me? I'm great. I'm real good. Because today, today marks a brand new start, not just
[1:10 - 1:25] for myself, but for my motherfucking team. My whole team.
[1:25 - 1:37] And to Marty and Tyler, all I have to say to you is this motherfucker, all I have to
[1:37 - 1:52] say to you guys is this. Run your mouth now, bitch. Run your motherfucking mouth now, boy.
[1:52 - 2:20] Talk your shit now, Marty. Go ahead and talk your shit. What did I say right there?
[2:20 - 2:30] Talk your fucking shit now, Marty. And you too, Tyler. Both of y'all fuckheads can suck
[2:30 - 2:39] my fucking dick. Y'all can kick rocks and get the fuck lost because this plaque right
[2:39 - 2:54] here, this shows proof of my hard work for this.
[2:54 - 3:12] Three years of hard ass work on this fucking album. Putting shit together, getting shit
[3:12 - 3:17] done. Three fucking years. And this just wasn't handed to me as a sorry gift. This is handed
[3:17 - 3:28] to me through pure, hard fucking work. Every day I bust in my ass. Every day I put in
[3:28 - 3:35] the blood, the sweat, the tears, sleepless nights, countless hours. Doing what I gotta
[3:35 - 3:56] do to make my debut album possible. So let me tell you right now, Marty. This plaque
[3:56 - 4:06] from my debut rock album shows my hard work and it shows motherfucker that you ain't stopping
[4:06 - 4:27] shit. I told y'all 2021 was gonna be my fucking year. I told you 2021 was gonna be my year.
[4:27 - 4:41] I told you, man, 2021 is my fucking year. 2021 is the year of the scarred ones. 2021
[4:41 - 4:52] is the year of real ultimate power records and fallen angels records, bitch. This right
[4:52 - 5:03] here, this right here was made possible by you guys, the fucking fans, the real fucking
[5:03 - 5:24] supporters that backed me up. Look at that. That right there was made possible by you
[5:24 - 5:33] guys, the fucking fans. If it wasn't for you guys, my dream wouldn't be real. But because
[5:33 - 5:42] you guys believed in me and what I'm fucking doing. Because you guys believed in me, this
[5:42 - 5:59] was made possible. This was made possible. And yes, that means CDs are now available
[5:59 - 6:11] for fucking purchase. Because of you guys, the fans, and because of my manager, Kale,
[6:11 - 6:19] and because of my team, Bradley, Brim, Brittany, Grim, every one of y'all motherfuckers that
[6:19 - 6:34] held it down to day one, you guys are responsible for this and this. Without you guys, I wouldn't
[6:34 - 6:50] have a debut album. I wouldn't have a debut record. You guys honestly don't know. Y'all
[6:50 - 7:02] don't know how much not just the CDs, but how much this right here fucking means to
[7:02 - 7:21] me. Nah, man. This right here is staying sealed in history. Actually, you know what?
[7:21 - 7:29] Fuck it. I won't play it because I can't play it off of my Xbox because I don't have
[7:29 - 7:55] the proper stuff, but I'll tell you what. Just to give you guys a glimpse of what y'all
[7:55 - 8:22] get. Right there's the cover art. That right there. This CD. This whole thing.
[8:22 - 8:37] It was made possible by you guys, the fans, the people that wanted it, and I have like
[8:37 - 8:45] 38 copies. We kept two for myself. I'm sending one to my little brother, Bradley, and the
[8:45 - 9:02] rest are up for grabs. But guys, I can't tell you how much. I can't tell y'all how much
[9:02 - 9:13] being able to release my debut rock album and getting this. Getting this right here
[9:13 - 9:20] means more to me than any album sale in the fucking world because this right here shows
[9:20 - 9:28] my hard work. This right here shows the blood, the sweat, the tears that I put into this
[9:28 - 9:35] shit every fucking day for you guys. Every show, every song, every record, every album.
[9:35 - 9:53] I put everything I have into everything I do. And this right here just fucking proves my point.
[9:53 - 10:09] Here, let me turn this over to you guys. There you go. This right here proves my hard
[10:09 - 10:39] work. And this one right here. This song I'm about to do for you guys. This isn't
[10:40 - 10:52] just my victory. This is all our victory. So Marty, you and Tyler can do what you're
[10:52 - 11:01] going to do. Me, I'm out here making moves and doing what I need to do because I finally made it.
[11:04 - 11:18] So try and stop me. And this song right here, I promised you guys this for years.
[11:20 - 11:35] The day I fucking made it, I would play this song and that time is now.
[11:36 - 11:51] I want to see as R.I.P. chess was in the comments.
[11:51 - 27:38] [Music]
[27:38 - 27:50] brother coda oda also known as kitty coda let's see those arctic coders in the comments
[27:50 - 28:03] i woke up today hey i'm okay i got me a bag so i'm okay my grandma do my family all a okay
[28:04 - 28:12] okay okay okay okay not much left to say i'm just say okay i got me a bag so i'm okay
[28:12 - 28:21] they bring that white that tan they all a okay okay okay okay but when going red that's that
[28:21 - 28:29] kok screaming on the stage like i'm self-sent like i don't want to fuck because i'm peachy skinny
[28:29 - 28:35] busted open on the carpet now my knees skinny they pre-meditated they just freaked in it
[28:35 - 28:43] no i keep the pack in like a priest in it say under rope investigation thank god for statue
[28:43 - 28:49] limitations i'm either at the trap or at the station and if i ain't your favorite then you
[28:49 - 28:56] racist aye okay you mad i'm going racist just let me know where you want to take it
[28:57 - 29:03] don't hurt a meet up and replace the face nina singing off the waist like amazing grace
[29:03 - 29:09] finna break up in the game we just take the place finna take off in my lane bitch how that taste
[29:09 - 29:18] i woke up today hey i'm a okay i got me a bag so i'm a okay my grandma do my family all a okay
[29:18 - 29:27] okay okay okay okay not much left to say i'm just say okay i got me a bag so i'm
[29:27 - 29:36] a okay that green that white that tan they all a okay okay okay okay i put a in the spot let
[29:36 - 29:44] that bitch a crit i was on my ass with nowhere to live don't back and laugh when it come to cash
[29:44 - 29:49] i might pop up in your room dose of christmas past i heard those she didn't gas then we got
[29:49 - 29:57] them gas probably when the fast didn't never last she acted bougie i've got her gas pressure took
[29:57 - 30:04] so much and now she got it bad we gonna be okay they need it every day straight from real estate
[30:04 - 30:10] trade off the plate straight about the scum like the bottom of the lake pump your ass drop the gun
[30:10 - 30:17] to the bottom of the lake wait wait no that's incriminating i like humping face y'all do dinner
[30:17 - 30:22] days we are not the same don't know how to spill it out i was busy cutting cash make it go and
[30:22 - 30:28] bail it out fucking love the feeling no in the cage at my life when i'm free i'm all graced that's
[30:28 - 30:33] okay that's all right i'm a detroit truckie we don't play around with sprite because it
[30:33 - 30:39] sound nice whenever they go hit the ice hey we don't be okay they need it every day
[30:39 - 30:45] straight from real estate straight off the plate straight up by the scum like the bottom of the
[30:45 - 30:53] lake from your ass got the gun to the bottom of the lake
[30:53 - 31:07] i woke up today hey i'm a okay i got me a bag so i'm a okay
[31:08 - 31:16] by the girl my team my fam they all a okay okay okay okay no one's left to say i'm to say okay
[31:16 - 31:25] i got me a bag so i'm a okay then bring that white that tan they all a okay okay okay okay
[31:26 - 31:32] okay
[31:32 - 31:53] i can honestly say man you guys don't even know
[31:54 - 31:56] no
[31:56 - 32:06] how hard i fucking worked day in and day out night after night day after day
[32:06 - 32:12] sleepless nights countless hours busting my ass
[32:18 - 32:27] doing what i had to do perfecting my craft looking every hidden hater in the fucking face
[32:27 - 32:36] and saying fuck you i'm doing something y'all don't understand y'all what you guys see on here
[32:36 - 32:44] it's just a fraction of the hard work that i put in the sleepless hours the countless nights
[32:45 - 32:47] you
[32:47 - 33:07] y'all don't even know man like i can't describe
[33:07 - 33:12] like i can't describe the film
[33:12 - 33:24] for 11 years i busted my ass coming up for nothing
[33:24 - 33:38] put in sleepless hours blew my voice out multiple times came back kept going kept fighting
[33:38 - 33:50] and when i wanted to throw everything away multiple times y'all who have been here since day one
[33:50 - 34:05] didn't let me back down y'all kept me fighting y'all kept me held down
[34:05 - 34:24] and my friends my family that's no longer with us kept me held down kept me motivated kept me going
[34:24 - 34:33] and to anybody out there that thinks they're gonna get in my way
[34:34 - 34:39] that stops today that's done that's my old life
[34:39 - 34:51] this right here making hints is my new life
[34:51 - 35:03] y'all honestly don't know how much this shit means to me this wasn't just fucking
[35:03 - 35:10] handed to me by some random i'm busting my ass and i earned this shit
[35:10 - 35:26] i fucking earned this and i worked my ass off every day and every night to get to this point
[35:26 - 35:31] so that every fucking hater out there like marty and tyler that thinks they're gonna fucking
[35:31 - 35:37] stop me let this serve as a reminder you ain't stopping shit
[35:46 - 36:02] because the era of the syrax nation and the era of the scarred ones has arrived
[36:06 - 36:16] it ain't platinum but it's just as good
[36:16 - 36:21] this right here
[36:25 - 36:36] this record means more to me than any amount of money in the world because this right here
[36:36 - 36:47] marks the start of a brand new era for myself oh i already did i already sent it to a few people
[36:48 - 36:57] but this right here marks the beginning of everything that i've worked my ass off for
[36:57 - 37:00] that i've busted my ass for for years
[37:11 - 37:19] i can't thank any of you guys enough i can't thank anyone enough
[37:19 - 37:25] because of you guys my fans
[37:25 - 37:33] and because of my mentor that's no longer with us and my friends that are no longer with us
[37:33 - 37:42] and my friends and family that held me down i finally did it
[37:42 - 37:49] and more importantly
[37:49 - 37:55] i did it for myself for you guys
[38:03 - 38:10] we did it guys we fucking did it
[38:10 - 38:29] you're damn right i'm independent boy and i did this shit on my own
[38:29 - 39:08] so
[39:08 - 39:28] i want to say thank you guys so much
[39:28 - 39:37] you all don't even know how much this opportunity means to me
[39:37 - 39:42] because of my boy kale
[39:42 - 39:50] i have the opportunity to give you guys the music that you want
[39:50 - 39:51] and the music that you guys need
[39:51 - 40:05] this has changed my life and i will never forget this moment for as long as i live
[40:11 - 40:29] as of right now my life has been changed i have been reborn
[40:29 - 40:40] and these aren't years of sadness guys y'all don't understand
[40:41 - 40:47] how much work i put into all this
[40:47 - 40:58] and it finally paid off so marty tyler and anybody out there that wants to stop me
[40:58 - 41:01] come get me
[41:01 - 41:15] because this is my year
[41:15 - 41:21] you
[41:21 - 41:41] y'all can do whatever the fuck you want that plaque
[41:42 - 41:49] this plaque right here is not for sale
[41:49 - 42:00] this is not for sale and right there in the chat is the man responsible
[42:00 - 42:07] that man right there
[42:09 - 42:16] my record producer and owner of a label that i'm proud to be working alongside
[42:16 - 42:26] real ultimate power records my boy fucking kale without you man this and this wouldn't be possible
[42:26 - 42:36] you gave me a new life man
[42:36 - 42:44] you gave me a new life you gave me a brand new start
[42:44 - 42:56] and i want to say thank you i owe my brand new life as a fully pledged artist to you man
[42:58 - 43:12] if it wasn't for you this wouldn't be possible
[43:12 - 43:24] and i guarantee you this right here this right here
[43:25 - 43:33] means more than any fucking record any platinum record any gold record any award in the fucking
[43:33 - 43:50] world nothing can ever top this it's fucking ready to go let's make some fucking bangers
[43:50 - 43:56] let's make some fucking hits and let's change fucking history man
[43:56 - 44:07] and fuck nah man this plaque this ain't for sale boy this ain't for sale
[44:07 - 44:16] this is mines right here because i fucking earned it this just wasn't given to me
[44:18 - 44:26] you can ask my boy kale this was not handed to me i earned this i busted my ass for this
[44:26 - 44:32] i fucking earned this shit and there ain't no motherfucker taking it from me ever
[44:32 - 44:48] and if it wasn't for my boy kale my debut album would not be fucking possible
[44:48 - 44:50] oh
[44:50 - 44:59] honestly dude even a grammy couldn't top this
[44:59 - 45:13] you can give me all the grammies in the world and nothing will ever top this
[45:17 - 45:23] i am proud to be part of real ultimate power records and i'm even more prouder
[45:23 - 45:30] to be a co-owner of fallen angels records
[45:30 - 45:40] so to my brothers my family everybody on my team everybody from my boy c west my little brother
[45:40 - 45:47] bratley my boy grinder rap reaper my brother and mentor who's no longer with us coda oda
[45:47 - 45:49] uh
[45:49 - 45:59] my whole team's coming with me and it ain't nothing but up from here man nothing but up
[45:59 - 46:09] damn fucking right bro damn fucking right
[46:09 - 46:26] and to my older brother bill who's no longer with us
[46:26 - 46:32] i finally did it
[46:32 - 46:37] i finally fucking did it
[46:37 - 46:50] i did it bill i did it coda zach i kept my promise david i kept my fucking promise
[46:50 - 46:58] 11 years i swore that i would keep my promise
[46:58 - 47:01] to my brother zach and my brother david and my brother bill
[47:05 - 47:11] and this right here shows that i kept that promise i kept grinding i kept fighting
[47:11 - 47:17] and all that finally paid off
[47:17 - 47:30] rest in peace to my three brothers and my mentor
[47:32 - 47:37] rest in peace to my brother bill rest in peace to my mother fucking best friends
[47:37 - 47:41] and my brothers zach david
[47:41 - 47:48] i kept my promise guys i fucking did it
[47:59 - 48:02] but for right now guys i do have to hop off here
[48:02 - 48:05] because i'm getting people messaging me and left and right hitting me up
[48:05 - 48:15] but i promise you guys i will be back and i will be celebrating
[48:15 - 48:24] we finally did it guys we finally fucking did it
[48:28 - 48:32] you're damn right i do i'm proud to be part of that
[48:32 - 48:41] i fucking love you guys
[48:41 - 48:51] and the minute that i sign off here in a few seconds starts the brand new era
[48:56 - 49:00] the syrax era and the age of the scarred ones
[49:00 - 49:06] our movement has begun
[49:06 - 49:10] so let's make history guys
[49:10 - 49:24] let's make fucking history and let's save fucking lives and let's change the world
[49:25 - 49:29] one song one album one cd at a fucking time
[49:29 - 49:41] i fucking love you guys stay positive and let me and this right here let this right here
[49:41 - 49:48] remind you guys that if you work hard enough and you bust your ass and you don't give in
[49:51 - 49:55] and you keep fighting you can do anything you fucking want to do
[49:55 - 50:02] so marty tyler schmeklkat fuck you
[50:16 - 50:20] and one person i can't stop to think enough
[50:20 - 50:31] who kept me motivated who held me down to stay fucking one since i started my journey of music
[50:31 - 50:40] two more people that i can't forget my motherfucking brother sean sandes
[50:41 - 50:48] aka sean's play and the motivational speaker that i introduced you guys to
[50:48 - 50:55] my mother fucking homie my boy my brother the man that keeps me uplifted every fucking day
[50:55 - 51:05] the goddamn week my boy mother fucking anthony burns thank you all so fucking much
[51:07 - 51:14] let's get out there let's change your eyes and let's make fucking history
[51:14 - 51:25] fucking love you guys
2021-2-7 How i came up in  Music  and  Made it as an independent artist

2021-2-7 How i came up in Music and Made it as an independent artist

[0:00 - 0:07] and Chance. The person using the most slurs is called Chance or Cyraxx or Chance Wilkins.
[0:07 - 0:14] The person using the most slurs is called Chance or Cyraxx or Chance Wilkins.
[0:14 - 0:23] The person using the most slurs is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins.
[0:24 - 0:30] The person using the most slurs is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins.
[0:31 - 0:38] The person using the most phrases is called Chance Wilkins.
[0:39 - 0:46] The person using the most phrases is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins.
[0:47 - 0:54] The person using the most phrases is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins.
[0:55 - 1:01] The person using the most phrases is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins
[1:02 - 1:17] The person using the most phrases is called Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins or Chance Wilkins
[1:38 - 1:43] What's up guys?
[1:43 - 1:57] That is none of your business Gary.
[2:06 - 2:09] What's up guys? That's your boy now.
[2:09 - 2:22] I'm laughing my ass off at y'all idiots man.
[2:22 - 2:29] Y'all idiots like Marty running in your mouths.
[2:29 - 2:33] Y'all are some goofy motherfuckers.
[2:34 - 2:36] I do think...
[2:57 - 3:09] Now I do want to say thank you again to a deity who you know set up for me today against Marty that was fucking dope.
[3:09 - 3:17] Now, I do agree with what you said about Marty. I agree 100%.
[3:17 - 3:22] Alright so don't take this as me being offensive.
[3:23 - 3:31] Like you said, I didn't come up like you did at all so I hope you don't take offense to this. I really don't.
[3:31 - 3:49] I'm just kind of giving you the backstory on how I came up in the music industry and how I came up as ultimately an independent artist coming from being homeless with my family to doing what I'm doing now.
[3:50 - 4:02] And what you said is true. In order to be part of the music industry you do have to have money and this and that and you do have to suck dick and kid's ass.
[4:02 - 4:09] Which is not what I do.
[4:10 - 4:24] Like I said, you can ask Junior here, you can ask Squishy. See, I make music to help people because I've been through some very bad stuff in my life.
[4:24 - 4:34] I've been going through very abusive relationships. I've been in some very dark places.
[4:35 - 4:43] Nowadays, and this is just my perspective of a new independent artist myself.
[4:43 - 4:54] Nowadays, if you're not standing out, you're not really doing anything.
[4:56 - 5:05] People say that I have a Jonathan Davis tone to me. Some people say I have a little peep vibe to me.
[5:05 - 5:16] I try to work and weave in those two things. I try to work in those two different styles and people respect that.
[5:17 - 5:30] People respect what I can do. And like you said, I might not make it to mainstream industry status and I'm fine with that.
[5:31 - 5:47] Like you said, as long as I do what I love, then what does it matter what Marty and them say?
[5:47 - 5:54] It shouldn't matter what they say or do. I have a plaque already proving that I made it as an independent artist.
[5:55 - 6:03] As soon as I get my banking set back up, I'm going to start selling CDs and stuff like that to get my debut rock album out there.
[6:04 - 6:27] And then once that happens, I'm going to be finishing up. I just started working on my second album, a self-titled album.
[6:28 - 6:39] Cattleborn is more or less like the corn side of things. It's got that corn kind of vibe. So if you're in the corn doll, you'll kind of see where that comes in.
[6:39 - 6:48] But with scar tissue, it's more or less on the side of a little peep and stuff like that.
[6:51 - 7:03] And nowadays you don't really need the money to make it in music. Like if you have a home studio, like I literally have a home studio that isn't really much.
[7:03 - 7:11] I've got a freaking microphone which is kind of way over on my bed with my headphones and then a MIDI keyboard and FL studio.
[7:12 - 7:20] I have literally the bare minimum stuff. I literally have the bare basic stuff.
[7:20 - 7:29] And people enjoy what I do. I create all kinds of weird, strange music that people just gravitate towards.
[7:29 - 7:36] I'm not trying to be mainstream. I actually like being independent and being underground.
[7:37 - 7:49] Because of the fact that it allows me to do what I want. I get to keep the masters. I get to keep 100% of what I make without being screwed over.
[7:49 - 8:03] And that's why I enjoy being able to run my own stuff and be an independent artist because I can do any style I want without getting judged.
[8:04 - 8:08] Like I can sit there and do any style that I want to do.
[8:08 - 8:15] Like if I'm feeling like doing some classical work or if I feel like doing some club type stuff.
[8:15 - 8:24] Or if I feel like doing some emo rap or if I feel like doing some rock or metalcore or whatever.
[8:25 - 8:33] It is what it is. Like I said, I'm not looking to go global mainstream.
[8:33 - 8:44] I'm kind of trying to do what Tom McDonald does. He's controversial.
[8:44 - 8:51] And nowadays in the music industry you kind of got to be controversial to stand out.
[8:53 - 9:00] Like I said, I'm not trying to disrespect you. I have nothing but respect for you. I love your music. I love your work. I have nothing but respect for you.
[9:00 - 9:20] Like 100%. And like I said, being mainstream is not what I'm about. Yeah, I know. I'm waiting for him to get in here.
[9:21 - 9:30] That's why I'm waiting for Spanke to get his ass up in here. Hey man, what's up?
[9:38 - 9:50] But you know, like I said, I enjoy being an underground artist because I get to connect with the fans. I actually get to sit down and explain.
[9:50 - 9:57] Yeah, I know. I've just seen that. Thank you for showing me that.
[9:58 - 10:07] Matter of fact, you know what? I'll let Tans check this one. Hey babe, you want to do the honors?
[10:07 - 10:09] Yeah, you want to do the honors?
[10:09 - 10:34] That's my girl.
[10:34 - 10:49] No, she is not Jasmine. Jasmine is from New Zealand.
[10:49 - 10:56] Two totally different parts of the globe. Jasmine's from New Zealand.
[10:58 - 11:05] Tangerine is from, all I'm going to say is UK. I'm not going to say where, but it's from the UK.
[11:23 - 11:33] But you know, like I said, I enjoy being an independent artist because yes, I look weird. I may be deformed. Yeah, I get that.
[11:36 - 11:56] But at the end of the day, I get to live my dreams of being an independent artist and Marty goes down the drain while me and my girl kick back, relax and invest in what we want to do with our lives.
[11:57 - 12:06] Yeah, like I love being an independent artist. I love it because it gives me total creative freedom, which I love.
[12:16 - 12:27] Sounds like the British one. What British one are you talking about, dude?
[12:27 - 12:40] Like, I don't think there's anybody who's British that gets on. Hey, all right, so you're talking about when Tange got on the Marty stream. I know about that. I know about when she got on Marty stream because I was there.
[12:41 - 12:51] And then I had to leave because Marty was getting under my skin, so I had to step away and remove myself from the situation while she handled the rest.
[12:51 - 12:58] So it's all good, man. Don't worry. It's all good.
[12:58 - 13:05] Oh, what the fuck?
[13:05 - 13:09] Nasty ass.
[13:10 - 13:15] God, some of y'all are fucking weird, dude.
[13:15 - 13:21] Some of y'all are just straight fucking weird.
[13:21 - 13:37] Yeah, she did. I will give her that, man. My girl knows how to handle herself.
[13:37 - 13:39] Oh, herself.
[13:39 - 14:01] Oh, everyone.
[14:01 - 14:02] Yeah.
[14:02 - 14:24] You know, like I said,
[14:24 - 14:27] you know, the music I do,
[14:27 - 14:29] like I said,
[14:30 - 14:34] I don't enjoy it because it's different.
[14:34 - 14:37] Sometimes it's a little strange.
[14:37 - 14:40] Nothing wrong with it. Oh, hell.
[14:40 - 14:48] I took and did three different remixes last night at like two in the morning on a live stream. People fucking dug it.
[14:48 - 14:53] Yo, what's up, dude?
[14:56 - 15:01] Like you said, you know, I didn't have the luxuries that, you know, you have and stuff. And
[15:01 - 15:07] you know, you're right. I didn't have those luxuries. I literally had to work my way up for nothing.
[15:07 - 15:15] I literally like everything you see from the mic stand, the MIDI keyboard, all that stuff.
[15:15 - 15:17] I had to work for that.
[15:17 - 15:22] And then from there, I started studying on how to piece together instrumentals.
[15:23 - 15:28] And then from there, I started working on recording and all that stuff.
[15:28 - 15:33] So, you know, like, you know, we come from two opposite spectrums.
[15:33 - 15:38] Like I understand that going mainstream is like a real good thing.
[15:38 - 15:40] I just choose.
[15:40 - 15:50] I just choose not to go mainstream because I don't want to be mainstream, you know.
[15:51 - 16:01] Like, you know, I don't I don't like the mainstream.
[16:01 - 16:05] I mean, like there are some things mainstream that I do like.
[16:05 - 16:13] Like, you know, I like certain bands like, you know, Lincoln Park, Slipknot, AFI, Pierce the Veil,
[16:13 - 16:15] like a whole bunch of different bands like that.
[16:16 - 16:21] But my music is more or less for the underground, you know.
[16:21 - 16:31] Keep talking your shit, weird ass.
[16:31 - 17:00] You know, like I said, you know,
[17:00 - 17:05] I love being underground, you know, you know, my music isn't for everyone.
[17:05 - 17:12] I like to make music to help people, whether I go mainstream or don't go mainstream.
[17:12 - 17:15] I can give two bucks.
[17:15 - 17:27] And mods, you all know what to do.
[17:28 - 17:30] It is what is I one hundred.
[17:30 - 17:32] Thank you.
[17:32 - 17:34] Yo, Shane, what up, dude?
[17:34 - 17:37] Yo, Mikey, what up?
[17:56 - 18:14] I mean, all I said right now, like I know how to record, I know how to do all that.
[18:14 - 18:25] Oh, dude, wherever I go, bro, my team's coming fucking with me, dude.
[18:26 - 18:28] Y'all know what to do, man.
[18:28 - 18:30] Get rid of this clown.
[18:30 - 18:34] Get rid of this, man.
[18:34 - 18:36] You know what?
[18:36 - 18:39] I'll band them up, fucking sozoos getting on my fucking nerves, man.
[18:39 - 18:51] They know, like, on here, like, I know how to record, I know how to do all that.
[18:52 - 18:57] But what I'm working on now is the mixing and mastering in F.O.
[18:57 - 19:03] Studios, like I can record, I can make my vocals actually sound really clean, really good.
[19:03 - 19:07] I'm just working on how to.
[19:07 - 19:08] How to.
[19:08 - 19:25] You know, I'm just working on how to mix and master it properly.
[19:25 - 19:27] That's what I'm working on right now.
[19:32 - 19:38] Matter of fact, I'll actually do a short recording and show you guys exactly what I mean.
[19:38 - 19:44] Let me get my headphones here.
[19:58 - 20:02] Wow, we got all, oh, metal Jesus sucks.
[20:02 - 20:04] What's up, douchebag?
[20:04 - 20:09] Yo, Mons, y'all know what to do to these guys.
[20:09 - 20:11] Jerry's shy.
[20:11 - 20:12] Y'all know what to do.
[20:12 - 20:20] Fucking clown ass motherfuckers.
[20:20 - 20:26] Y'all clown too much, man.
[20:26 - 20:29] I swear.
[20:29 - 20:39] Y'all be clowning, bro, too fucking much.
[20:39 - 20:46] But I'm going to give you guys an example of how I do my vocals.
[20:46 - 20:50] Let me go here.
[20:50 - 20:52] New from templates.
[20:53 - 20:57] Camp you'll be now what I'm going to do is I'm actually going to take.
[20:57 - 21:05] And I'm going to use a beat I've already used before to kind of give you guys a good idea.
[21:05 - 21:09] Man, y'all are funny, man.
[21:09 - 21:11] Y'all crack me up.
[21:11 - 21:18] Life real, did you guys crack me the fuck out because you guys are just dumb.
[21:18 - 21:23] Then they're trying to troll.
[21:23 - 21:24] You can't even properly troll somebody, bro.
[21:24 - 21:35] Man, y'all motherfuckers can't even properly troll.
[21:35 - 21:36] Try again.
[21:36 - 21:40] I find this shit amusing as fuck.
[21:40 - 21:42] Y'all can't even properly troll, dude.
[21:42 - 21:43] It's funny.
[21:44 - 22:08] All right, bruh, how are you going to sit there and probably troll when you can't even come out with a good troll track load, audio track beat track load, audio track.
[22:08 - 22:48] Track load, audio track, name vocals.
[22:48 - 22:58] All right, so let's go here to...
[23:12 - 23:14] Dunn did that.
[23:14 - 23:40] And I will be posting the videos up later tonight.
[23:41 - 23:43] [clears throat]
[23:43 - 24:03] Yeah, she's fine.
[24:04 - 24:12] [silence]
[24:36 - 24:39] Mine's holding a little peep time deep for you guys.
[24:39 - 25:04] [tapping]
[25:04 - 25:07] Yeah, she's fine, dude. Don't worry.
[25:07 - 25:23] Let's get it.
[25:23 - 25:28] [sigh]
[25:28 - 25:30] [silence]
[25:30 - 25:37] Actually, no, let me go in.
[25:37 - 25:45] Yo, live and well, what up?
[25:45 - 25:49] I'm gonna go in here to Y28 and actually download this.
[25:49 - 25:51] [silence]
[25:51 - 26:16] I'm gonna go in here and download this.
[26:17 - 26:19] [silence]
[26:19 - 26:31] That's actually a good question. I'm actually not sure. I might bring it back. I don't know.
[26:31 - 26:37] [silence]
[26:37 - 26:59] Whatever this shit to download.
[27:03 - 27:05] [silence]
[27:28 - 27:32] Alright, now let's close this out.
[27:32 - 27:38] And then let's bring out this instrumental.
[27:38 - 27:47] Throw that in the beat.
[27:47 - 27:52] [clears throat]
[28:16 - 28:21] Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
[28:35 - 28:46] I try every day not to run.
[28:46 - 29:02] Every day and night I try to run.
[29:03 - 29:12] Nobody knows what it's like to come from where I'm coming from.
[29:12 - 29:19] Can you hear me screaming out for a little bit of help?
[29:19 - 29:30] Dude, I was like way louder than what I needed to be.
[29:31 - 29:35] So let's turn the vocals.
[29:35 - 29:37] Ah.
[29:37 - 29:39] [clears throat]
[29:39 - 29:40] Alright, there we go.
[29:57 - 30:06] Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
[30:16 - 30:26] I try to sleep at night.
[30:26 - 30:33] I don't know what to do anymore.
[30:33 - 30:45] I've got this team that's running around in my head.
[30:45 - 30:49] Every night they want me dead.
[30:49 - 30:54] I just don't know what to do anymore.
[30:54 - 30:59] Can't tell they see in the memory of you.
[30:59 - 31:14] How can I find these demons that I see and know?
[31:14 - 31:17] Dead, no.
[31:17 - 31:25] [clears throat]
[31:25 - 31:27] Hold on guys.
[31:27 - 31:29] [clears throat]
[31:29 - 31:30] Mmm, there we go.
[31:30 - 31:34] Ah, damn.
[31:43 - 31:47] [clears throat]
[31:47 - 31:50] Mmm, there we go.
[31:50 - 32:14] [clears throat]
[32:28 - 32:33] Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
[32:33 - 32:45] I can't even sleep at night.
[32:45 - 32:55] I don't know what to do anymore.
[32:55 - 32:59] Can't tell they're running around in my head.
[32:59 - 33:08] Got these demons simultaneously raging deep inside of me.
[33:08 - 33:19] And I don't know who I'm supposed to be.
[33:19 - 33:25] [clears throat]
[33:25 - 33:31] How can I run?
[33:31 - 33:36] Every day there's four restaurants begun.
[33:36 - 33:43] How can I escape everything?
[33:43 - 33:51] It's kinda like you don't even see me.
[33:51 - 33:57] Every day I look in the mirror.
[33:57 - 34:05] See a reflection of who I used to be.
[34:05 - 34:11] How is it that I can't escape anything?
[34:11 - 34:18] Every day all these demons onto me.
[34:18 - 34:27] Why is it that I can't run away?
[34:27 - 34:35] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[34:35 - 34:49] Why is it that you all have the virus?
[34:49 - 35:00] I don't know what to do anymore.
[35:00 - 35:09] Every day when I wake up always.
[35:09 - 35:37] All I see is a reflection of who I used to be.
[35:37 - 35:41] How can I?
[35:41 - 36:04] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[36:04 - 36:32] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[36:32 - 36:55] Ooh, ooh, you can't, you can't take me.
[36:55 - 37:06] How can I escape everything myself?
[37:06 - 37:11] The raging sign of me.
[37:11 - 37:21] I don't know where to go, don't know what to do anymore, constantly.
[37:21 - 37:32] All these demons always are second me and I.
[37:32 - 37:38] Don't know where to go, don't know what to do.
[37:38 - 37:53] Here I am, lost in the death of my own mind.
[37:53 - 38:07] How can I escape these demons that are deep inside my mind?
[38:07 - 38:23] How can I escape everything that I see inside?
[38:23 - 38:43] How can I escape everything that I see inside my mind?
[38:43 - 39:03] I'm like right there. I know I can do this. Let's see.
[39:03 - 39:30] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[39:30 - 39:46] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[39:46 - 40:00] Every day when I wake up, all I see is a dark imprisonment inside my mind and I.
[40:00 - 40:10] Don't know what to do with my life every single day and I've got these demons.
[40:10 - 40:30] Rage and defense are the main and it's, and it's like they won't let me be.
[40:30 - 40:39] Is this who I'm supposed to be?
[40:39 - 40:48] Do you see the devil out in beyond your eyes?
[40:48 - 40:53] I see right through your eyes.
[40:53 - 41:05] You think that you know me, you don't know anything, so get the fuck away.
[41:05 - 41:11] From me.
[41:11 - 41:16] Why isn't that?
[41:16 - 41:30] I can't escape everything that you think of me.
[41:30 - 41:56] Why can't I escape everything that you think of me every night I've got these demons?
[41:56 - 42:04] Rage and defense are me, do you feel my pain, do you feel my rage?
[42:04 - 42:10] Do you feel?
[42:10 - 42:16] Do you feel my pain, do you feel my rage?
[42:16 - 42:35] I don't know what to do anymore.
[42:35 - 42:48] Dude, I'm like so close to nailing this.
[42:48 - 43:00] Yo, someone get this clown out of here.
[43:00 - 43:25] Don't know who this is, but thank you.
[43:25 - 43:35] Ooh.
[43:35 - 43:42] Yeah, yeah.
[43:42 - 43:48] Do you see my demons?
[43:48 - 43:55] Rage.
[43:55 - 44:14] Rage, um, David's side of me, and I, I don't know what to do anymore.
[44:14 - 44:29] I've got all these demons around them and I don't know if I can take it anymore.
[44:29 - 44:58] I've got all these demons around them and they don't want to let me sleep every night and day when I'm looking in the mirror, unless they have the reflection of who I used to be.
[44:58 - 45:06] Why is this at all?
[45:06 - 45:21] Can't escape a dark energy from my mind every single day and night, always scared, always running for my life.
[45:21 - 45:29] I want to escape from this hell but no one will ever help.
[45:29 - 45:39] How can I?
[45:39 - 45:50] How can I escape these demons inside my mind?
[45:50 - 46:02] It's like you don't even understand me.
[46:02 - 46:27] Why is it that I can't escape anything that comes my way every night and day.
[46:27 - 46:33] I can't seem to escape.
[46:33 - 47:00] I've got these demons. They want to come out and play. Why is it that they just won't go away?
[47:00 - 47:14] Oh yeah.
[47:14 - 47:29] And that was a total fuck out.
[47:29 - 47:47] Here we go.
[47:47 - 47:59] Oh yeah.
[47:59 - 48:14] Can you play the demon that's inside?
[48:14 - 48:21] Can you see the demon raging in him?
[48:21 - 48:33] Can you see the demon raging deep inside of me every day, silently tormenting me?
[48:33 - 48:41] It's like it won't let me sleep every night I try to run away.
[48:41 - 48:47] I try to run and hide.
[48:47 - 48:59] But it won't let me escape it knows where I run to deep in the darkest part of my mind.
[48:59 - 49:10] And I'm constantly running scared for my life.
[49:10 - 49:18] I'm constantly running scared for my life.
[49:18 - 49:25] Can someone please save me?
[49:25 - 49:36] Get me free away from this dark reality that I'm stuck in every night.
[49:36 - 49:48] I see the darkest part of my mind. I see the image of you in my mind.
[49:48 - 50:15] I don't know if I can escape at all. I'm tired of feeling so blind. How can I escape facing minds inside?
[50:15 - 50:30] What do I gotta do to escape the memory of you?
[50:30 - 50:54] I don't wanna see you. I don't wanna know you. I don't wanna be around you. All the toxicity that you bring to my life is nothing but hate.
[50:54 - 51:11] Hatred and bullshit and I don't know if I can survive. Maybe I should take this life and end my life.
[51:11 - 51:29] Oh, yeah. Maybe I should run and hide.
[51:30 - 51:58] No, no, no, no, no.
[51:58 - 52:10] I'll show you.
[52:10 - 52:23] Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[52:23 - 52:45] You think you know who I am? You don't know anything.
[52:45 - 52:57] Why is it that I can't escape the memory of you?
[52:57 - 53:16] Every night and day when I look in the mirror, all I see is a reflection of who I used to be.
[53:16 - 53:28] It is this monster that I've become who I'm meant to be. Deep inside your eyes, I can see the hidden lies.
[53:28 - 53:47] Why is it that you can't just tell the truth about all of the abuse that you put me through?
[53:47 - 53:58] I don't be so blind to your own selfish lies, wicked ways turning inside my mind.
[53:58 - 54:23] All these demons running through my mind, suicidal within my mind. Always feeling like I'm running out of time, bittersweet memories of you.
[54:23 - 54:40] It bittersweet memories of you and me.
[54:40 - 54:55] Why is it that I can't escape the memory of you?
[54:55 - 55:12] I don't know what to do. It's kind of like I'm ensnared in this trap of hatred and despair and I just don't know what to do.
[55:12 - 55:28] I want to escape and be a better man just like I used to be. I need to pray freely for you.
[55:28 - 55:57] Catch up to me and pull me back into the darker part of my mind.
[55:58 - 56:23] (snaps)
[56:23 - 56:36] Hmm. God damn.
[56:36 - 56:55] You don't know anything. Why is it that I can't escape the memory of you?
[56:55 - 57:17] I don't know anything. Why is it that I can't escape the memory of you?
[57:17 - 57:25] I'm meant to be deep inside your eyes like it's the day and the night.
[57:25 - 57:33] Why is it that you can't just tell the truth of bad, not the day and the night?
[57:33 - 57:41] Yeah, that did not come together.
[57:41 - 57:49] That did not come together like I wanted it to.
[57:49 - 58:15] (music)
[58:15 - 58:44] I know I can do better than that.
[58:44 - 59:03] Here we go.
[59:03 - 59:28] Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[59:28 - 59:43] All right, so I'm going to start over on this. That's fine.
[59:43 - 60:12] Now it's off.
[60:12 - 60:41] All right.
[60:41 - 62:06] (silence)
[62:06 - 62:20] Here we go.
[62:20 - 62:44] What the fuck is going on?
[62:44 - 64:39] (silence)
[64:39 - 65:08] Yeah, I always turn the vocals on.
[65:08 - 65:26] (silence)
[65:26 - 65:32] Ooh, yeah, yeah.
[65:32 - 65:52] Every night and day when I wake up, all I see is the memory of what I used to be.
[65:52 - 66:05] All I see is you in my eyes.
[66:05 - 66:34] All right, so what I want to do is slow that down.
[66:34 - 66:56] Ooh, yeah, yeah.
[66:56 - 67:11] Every day when I wake up, all I see is the memory of what I used to be.
[67:11 - 67:19] Every day when I wake up, all I see is the...
[67:19 - 67:35] All I see when I wake up is the memory of you, and it's kind of like I don't even know what to do anymore.
[67:35 - 67:44] It's kind of like I'm always plastered on the floor, always lying, always crying, always dying.
[67:44 - 68:03] How can I escape anything that you do to me? Why is it that I can't?
[68:03 - 68:19] Why is it that I can't just run away and escape the memory of you every day?
[68:19 - 68:34] I don't know what to do. Can you hear me crying?
[68:34 - 69:03] Actually, no, you know what? I got better at it, yeah.
[69:03 - 69:32] Okay.
[69:32 - 70:01] We're about to do something here.
[70:01 - 70:30] Okay.
[70:30 - 70:59] And I'm going to exit out.
[70:59 - 72:48] Okay.
[72:48 - 73:17] Yeah, I like where everything may come up here.
[73:17 - 74:43] Okay.
[74:43 - 75:03] All right, guys, I'm going to let you guys go for now because this shit's getting annoying.
[75:03 - 75:11] I'm going to try and fucking record and this shit's being a dick, so give me a few to sort this out. I'll be right back.
2021-2-7 LATE CELEBRATION OF MY BROTHERS LIFE AND THOSE I LOST

2021-2-7 LATE CELEBRATION OF MY BROTHERS LIFE AND THOSE I LOST

[0:00 - 0:25] What's up everyone. How's everyone doing today? Well, this morning.
[0:25 - 0:53] How is everyone doing? Now, as many of you are aware, by now, that over
[0:53 - 1:20] the years, I lost a lot of people close to me. Six years ago, I lost somebody who was
[1:20 - 1:37] very close to me. Six years ago, I lost my older brother to lung cancer. For over two
[1:37 - 1:59] and a half years, I had to slowly watch my brother suffer. I remember having to watch
[1:59 - 2:08] him go through treatment after treatment after treatment slowly withering as things
[2:08 - 2:31] stopped working. And on the third of February, six years ago, a week and a half after his
[2:31 - 2:48] birthday on the 23rd of January, he passed away at 9pm. And later that same year, I lost
[2:48 - 3:01] one of my best friends to a murder in his own family's shop. And then two years later,
[3:01 - 3:08] I would lose my mentor who helped me come up in the music industry, who was like a big
[3:08 - 3:22] brother to me. And then just last year, I lost a fellow YouTuber who was also a good
[3:22 - 3:36] friend of mine, Jamie. And then little did I know that just a mere few months later,
[3:36 - 3:47] I would lose somebody who was very near and dear to me that I've known since high school,
[3:47 - 3:55] which is my now ex-girlfriend, Lexi, due to complications with her body and medical
[3:55 - 4:10] issues. But when I went to do the six year mark celebration of the loss of my older
[4:10 - 4:20] brother, who was more like a father figure to me than my own dad, that asshole Marty
[4:20 - 4:43] fucked it up for me. So today I'm doing a celebration of not just my brother's life
[4:43 - 4:50] or my mentor's life, but everybody that I've lost over the years, everybody from my best
[4:50 - 5:04] friend David that I lost in 2009, all the way up to my girlfriend that I lost last year.
[5:04 - 5:11] And if you've lost anyone, I want you to know that I know how it feels and it hurts
[5:11 - 5:29] and the pain never really goes away, you know? But for Marty to do what he did was sickening.
[5:29 - 5:45] Everyone really was sickening to see somebody disrespect my older brother the way that
[5:45 - 5:58] he did. Because when he disrespected my brother, he not only disrespected somebody who was
[5:58 - 6:04] my older brother, but somebody who was like a father figure to me in more ways than my
[6:04 - 6:18] own dad who was never around was. And if you've lost anyone during this first song, I want
[6:18 - 6:42] you to put their names in the comments in remembrance of them to keep their memory alive.
[6:42 - 6:55] We miss you all and we love you all.
[6:55 - 7:17] We send everyone that I must call that all of us signify. You know, taking in your heart,
[7:17 - 7:29] it's all you say is a memory in your mind. So now go to the best things in life, take
[7:29 - 7:39] a part of this world while you can. You're the most of the rest of your life. Shine the
[7:39 - 7:49] light on this world while you can. You want to love, hold them close because there is
[7:49 - 8:13] a little time. Never, never, make your heart. It all remains hopeless sometimes. And they're
[8:13 - 8:22] who do the best things in life. Shine the light on this world while you can. You're
[8:22 - 8:55] the most of the rest of your life. Shine the light on this world while you can. You're
[8:55 - 9:37] the most of the rest of your life. You're the most of the rest of your life. You're
[9:37 - 9:59] the most of the rest of your life. Shine the light on this world while you can. You're
[9:59 - 21:00] the most of the rest of your life. You're the most of the rest of your life. You're
[21:00 - 21:18] the most of the rest of your life.
[21:18 - 24:50] You're the most of the rest of your life. You're the most of the rest of your life.
[24:50 - 25:19] If there's one thing I've motherfucking learned from everybody that I've lost in my life,
[25:19 - 25:31] and I'm sure a lot of you guys can relate, is that life is too fucking short for hatred.
[25:31 - 25:46] And that is why I stand against people like Marty, against people like Schmecklecat, against people like Tyler who have nothing better to do than to fucking hate.
[25:46 - 26:09] And fucking disgust me, seeing what they fucking do.
[26:09 - 26:28] What they do is unforgivable and disgusting and vile and wrong.
[26:28 - 26:46] And I don't see how anyone at all can support the shit that they do.
[26:46 - 27:15] Are you guys ready to celebrate one of the most important legends in fucking music history?
[27:15 - 27:35] Are you guys ready to celebrate the motherfucking best vocalist of our era?
[27:35 - 27:49] You already know what to put.
[27:49 - 28:18] Let's go. You already know what to put. Let's see it.
[28:18 - 28:20] I know I'm looking over my back.
[28:20 - 28:23] It's like a whirlwind inside of my head.
[28:23 - 28:26] It's like I can't stop when I'm in within.
[28:26 - 28:32] It's like the face inside is like beneath my skin.
[28:32 - 28:35] You got to face on me. You got to face on the inside too.
[28:35 - 28:37] Your finger is probably worse.
[28:37 - 28:39] I don't know what set me up first, but I know what I can say.
[28:39 - 28:41] Everybody pass you back to me.
[28:41 - 28:50] You got to change it up to what you can.
[28:50 - 28:52] Now it's time to sink or swim.
[28:52 - 28:54] But inside is young me too.
[28:54 - 28:55] Right inside your skin.
[28:55 - 28:58] It's like a paranoia looking over my back.
[28:58 - 29:02] It's like a whirlwind inside of my head.
[29:02 - 29:05] It's like I can't stop when I'm in within.
[29:05 - 29:08] It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin.
[29:08 - 29:10] It's like a paranoia looking over my head.
[29:10 - 29:12] Looking over my back.
[29:12 - 29:15] It's like a whirlwind inside of my head.
[29:15 - 29:18] It's like I can't stop when I'm in within.
[29:18 - 29:26] It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin.
[29:26 - 29:35] This time it's right beneath the skin.
[29:35 - 29:44] The sun goes down.
[29:44 - 29:47] I feel the light betray me.
[29:47 - 29:57] The sun goes down.
[29:57 - 30:07] I feel the light betray me.
[30:07 - 30:09] It's time what I'm in within.
[30:09 - 30:12] It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin.
[30:12 - 30:15] It's like a paranoia looking over my back.
[30:15 - 30:19] It's like a whirlwind inside of my head.
[30:19 - 30:22] It's like I can't stop when I'm in within.
[30:22 - 30:24] It's like the face inside.
[30:24 - 30:28] When I'm in within, it's like I can't stop when I'm in within.
[30:28 - 30:35] The face inside is right beneath my skin.
[30:35 - 30:36] And who cares?
[30:36 - 30:41] Even if somebody fucking hates, that's three levels of engagement right the fuck there.
[30:41 - 30:46] You watched it, you disliked it, and you clicked play.
[30:46 - 30:48] That's still a view.
[30:48 - 30:59] I cannot take this anymore.
[30:59 - 31:03] I'm saying everything I said before.
[31:03 - 31:06] Always was and made no sense.
[31:06 - 31:09] I finally said there ain't no rest.
[31:09 - 31:20] As I hear them as you say, you'll find that I don't need you.
[31:20 - 31:29] But I want them to be at the level of the prank.
[31:29 - 31:33] I find the answers aren't so clear.
[31:33 - 31:38] Wish I could find a way to disappear.
[31:38 - 31:41] All this nonsense make no sense.
[31:41 - 31:43] I'm finally saying no rest.
[31:43 - 31:46] Nothing seems to go away.
[31:46 - 31:49] Over and over again.
[31:49 - 31:52] Time and forth.
[31:52 - 31:59] Everything you say to me, but I want them to be at the level of the prank.
[31:59 - 32:21] I want them to be at the level of the prank.
[32:21 - 32:23] Y'all know the next lines.
[32:23 - 32:41] Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up.
[32:41 - 33:13] Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up.
[34:15 - 34:32] And if any of y'all don't like what I say, then guess what?
[34:32 - 34:36] You can get the fuck out of the damn stream right the fuck now, bitch.
[34:41 - 34:45] Fuck whether you love me or whether you hate me.
[34:45 - 34:49] At the end of the day, I'm still gonna do me regardless.
[34:49 - 34:53] I got no filter on this fucking stream.
[34:53 - 34:58] And if you don't fucking like it, then get the fuck out, bitch.
[35:01 - 35:05] Either shut the fuck up and show some goddamn respect
[35:05 - 35:08] for those that we lost and those that came before us
[35:08 - 35:13] or get the fuck out, because there's no filters here.
[35:37 - 35:40] And I'll prove that after this fucking song.
[37:32 - 37:37] All right, you know what? Hold up.
[37:37 - 37:41] I've had enough of this fucking shit.
[37:41 - 37:43] Who's ready to see me put these little fuckbags
[37:43 - 37:48] in their goddamn place?
[37:48 - 37:53] I'm about to fucking have it with these two fuckbags.
[38:03 - 38:05] I got this. Hold up.
[38:05 - 38:11] I got these little fags. Don't worry.
[38:11 - 38:13] I got y'all.
[38:16 - 38:19] There's one thing you gotta learn about me, motherfuckers.
[38:19 - 38:23] I give no fucks what you think of me.
[38:27 - 38:33] Yes. This is godly. So godly.
[38:37 - 38:43] Chance of Matt. He could've done something real.
[38:43 - 38:53] Yes. [BLANK_AUDIO]