2022-9-26 NEVER TAKE A MOMENT FOR GRANTED !!!!!!!!!
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[0:00 - 0:20] What's up everybody? I do apologize for being late It's the stuff I have to take care of
[0:20 - 0:42] And you might notice that I'm in a bit of a different mood tonight and for very good
[0:42 - 0:54] reason. Two things are going to come out of this livestream tonight. You guys are going
[0:54 - 1:03] to see a side of me that you've never seen before and you trolls are going to fuck off
[1:03 - 1:17] once and for all. You see, I've got it hard enough because of you trolls. I really do.
[1:17 - 1:28] I have it harder than most because you trolls want to treat me like fucking shit. Well let
[1:28 - 1:39] me tell you today my life just got ten times worse. I just found out today from my little
[1:39 - 1:45] brother and you guys know exactly what I'm talking about my little brother Jake. I just
[1:45 - 1:53] found out today that he had a mild heart attack and ended up in the hospital on Wednesday.
[1:53 - 2:05] Trust me when I say that shit put the fucking fear of God in me man. Hearing those words
[2:05 - 2:09] come out of my little brother's mouth that he had a mild heart attack and ended up in
[2:09 - 2:20] the hospital on Wednesday. You don't think that shit didn't scare me? Because see what
[2:20 - 2:27] you trolls do is you waste your lives away on the computers. You waste your lives away
[2:27 - 2:44] attacking other people for no reason. And it's honestly sickening. It's honestly disturbing.
[2:44 - 2:54] It's grotesque and it's nasty. You trolls are the scum of the earth. You run around
[2:54 - 3:00] picking on younger people. You run around picking on people like myself that don't fucking
[3:00 - 3:12] deserve it. And I say it's about high time that shit comes to an end. I say it's about
[3:12 - 3:18] high goddamn time that you trolls get off your fucking asses and do like you're always
[3:18 - 3:32] telling me to do and get a real fucking job. You trolls are a fucking joke. I don't know
[3:32 - 3:45] how I got into the troll community. Quite frankly, I don't care. But me, this stream
[3:45 - 3:57] is going to mean me walking away from this fucking bullshit for good. Because I'm not
[3:57 - 4:08] going to sit here and take your guys' bullshit anymore. That ain't me. So if you want to
[4:08 - 4:23] hate, then go ahead. I don't care.
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[29:18 - 29:23] isn't just coming from me. This is from everybody in the car community, everybody in the sim
[29:23 - 29:29] racing community. On behalf of us, I'd like everybody to say welcome to Lynn, who is now
[29:29 - 29:38] joining the sim racing era of gaming, man. She's finally crossed over and is finally
[29:38 - 29:50] getting into it. Hey, Lynn, I can't wait to see you tear that shit up out there, man.
[29:50 - 30:00] I can't wait to see what you can fucking do. And like I told you yesterday, Lynn,
[30:00 - 30:11] if you need any help with anything, man, just let me know. I got you. Yo, knick-knack,
[30:11 - 30:37] bro. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're
[30:37 - 31:02] welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're
[31:02 - 31:28] welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome.
[31:28 - 31:36] Now before I start this next one, man, I want to say this one right here is for all
[31:36 - 31:46] my mods, man. For people like Amazoochie, Lynn, knick-knack, Morph, all my fucking mods.
[31:46 - 32:03] And they've been holding shit down, man. Y'all don't get the love that y'all deserve. Y'all
[32:03 - 32:08] don't get the love and respect that you guys deserve on these streams. So this one's for
[32:08 - 32:28] you guys. This is my way of saying thank you for being so fucking badass. Even though I'm
[32:28 - 32:34] a prodigy, taking over the game, even though a lot of people would tell me because of fame,
[32:34 - 32:40] now you know I'm a legend of people but know my name. I'm a warrior, Superman, ha, call
[32:40 - 32:45] me Roman Ranks. I'm a proudest you've taken over the game, even though a lot of people
[32:45 - 32:50] would tell me because of fame, now you know I'm a legend of people with no name. I'm
[32:50 - 32:56] a warrior, Superman, ha, call me Roman Ranks. I'm a Georgia, Georgia Tech, I'm a Yellow
[32:56 - 33:03] Jacket, find myself all over the world, notice of man in action, don't know the rank, something
[33:03 - 33:07] that doesn't make it, something of the greatness, don't ever get it, mistake it. It's quick,
[33:07 - 33:12] it's time, it's time, I'm the leader pro, even with the imminent signs, some man need
[33:12 - 33:17] to come, stop hearing and liking them, they go out and tell me, so this is how I'm feeling,
[33:17 - 33:21] other than the twins, they never tell me, let me show them some true support I'm always
[33:21 - 33:27] here for, keep wanting, they're in your way, I gotta spare for, don't you hear it, shrinker,
[33:27 - 33:33] king, son of seeker, boy, you're foretold that I'll always remain a leader, you might
[33:33 - 33:38] never sign them to anybody who's in my way, never quit, never back, damn, I am here to
[33:38 - 33:43] stay, run down to the dirt and try to take me out, in the ground, bruise the Superman
[33:43 - 33:49] punch man down, I'm a proudest you've taken over the game, even though a lot of people
[33:49 - 33:54] would doubt me because of fame, now you know, I'm a legend, there's people with no one
[33:54 - 33:59] name, I'm a warrior, Superman, Hulk, call me Roman Reigns, I'm a proudest you've taken
[33:59 - 34:04] over the game, even though a lot of people would doubt me because of fame, now you know,
[34:04 - 34:09] I'm a legend, there's people with no one name, I'm a warrior, Superman, Hulk, call
[34:09 - 34:19] me Roman Reigns, I'm drowning when they can notice a warrior, I'm victorious, I'm winning
[34:19 - 34:24] if they're taking it all, even though there's only five in the control and my soul, they
[34:24 - 34:29] just had it on, they just had it on my arm, they always don't hear me, they don't hear
[34:29 - 34:34] me anymore, they never, they never, they could never be, gotta ooze along myself,
[34:34 - 34:40] if you want a triple team, then you can never see, you can never pick, then they turn the
[34:40 - 35:05] the door. The door is brighter. The door is fire. Call your boy, Roman Reigns. You know,
[35:05 - 35:27] a lot of people would doubt me because of the fame. Now you know, I'm a legend and people wouldn't know my name. I'm a warrior, Superman, ha, call me Roman Reigns. I'm a prodigy taking over, they can't even know. A lot of people would doubt me because of the fame. Now you know, I'm a legend and people wouldn't know my name. I'm a warrior, Superman, ha, call me Roman Reigns.
[35:27 - 35:55] See, one thing that you need to learn about me and my mods and my people, my real fans, and don't think I don't see y'all motherfuckers in the chat. See, one thing that you fucking trolls need to realize about me and my mods and my real fucking supporters and fans. Let me tell you something, man.
[35:55 - 36:25] We're like the Anawhi family, dude. We're like the motherfucking bloodline, bro. There ain't no stopping us. You could try, but you're never gonna break us. You could try to take us down, but you ain't never gonna get us all the way up.
[36:25 - 36:54] You're not gonna get us all the way down. Because me and my team, you think you see what y'all don't realize, I ain't delusional. What I do is fucking real. What I fucking do is legit. I bust my ass every day doing my artwork, doing my music, making bank off my fucking artwork, doing what I need to do to stay focused so that I can make money for my family.
[36:54 - 36:56] For my family and my motherfucking people, bro.
[36:56 - 37:14] And let me tell you, if it wasn't for these motherfucking mods that I have right now that are the best fucking mods in the goddamn world, I'd probably be back at where I was two years ago.
[37:14 - 37:34] If it wasn't for people like my brothers and my family, for keeping my head straight, going through all this shit, finally rising up out of the bullshit, I'd be right back where I was two years ago.
[37:34 - 37:54] To everybody that ever fucking reached out to me, whether it be Amazuchi, whether it be Nick Nack, whether it be Lin, whether it be anybody out there, I wanna say thank you for always fucking reaching out and always having my motherfucking back, especially when shit got tough.
[37:54 - 38:12] 'Cause if it wasn't for you guys, I wouldn't be standing here today. If it wasn't for you guys and the people that kept me from taking my life those years ago, man, I wouldn't be here right now.
[38:12 - 38:23] You guys and my family and friends are responsible for the reason I'm still fucking here.
[38:23 - 38:29] And that's why ever since that day, I never take a fucking single moment for granted.
[38:29 - 38:42] I never take a single moment for granted, ever. Because I know how quickly life can change and flip upside down, more than most.
[38:42 - 38:59] All right, come on. I've lost friends to gang violence. I've lost a best friend and brother to a drowning accident. I lost another best friend and brother of mine to a shooting in his family's restaurant.
[38:59 - 39:07] I lost my older brother to cancer. I lost my ex-girlfriend to health problems.
[39:07 - 39:17] I lost a couple friends to drug overdoses. So trust me, I've been through it all.
[39:17 - 39:27] And let me tell you, being in my shoes, most wouldn't survive even half of what I've been through.
[39:27 - 39:40] But trust me when I say, I made a promise to those people a long time ago, that no matter what, I wouldn't give up or back down. And I got a fucking legacy to uphold.
[39:40 - 39:53] I got a promise to keep and a legacy to uphold. And trust me when I say, I ain't letting neither one of those legacies go to waste.
[39:53 - 39:58] That ain't ever fucking happening.
[39:59 - 40:36] Thank you.
[40:36 - 40:59] I think you guys know this next song.
[40:59 - 41:11] And I said my head again, shouting a war is on my own skin.
[41:11 - 41:13] Leave me alone.
[41:13 - 41:40] I swallow myself, but the fever remains.
[41:40 - 41:45] I'm numb to the pleasure, but still feel the pain.
[41:45 - 41:51] But don't chew my soul to cut by your eyes.
[41:51 - 41:53] But don't tune the truth.
[41:53 - 41:56] Would you tell me tonight?
[41:57 - 42:10] No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[42:10 - 42:33] I don't know.
[42:34 - 42:39] I walked through this valley of shadows and death.
[42:39 - 42:42] I curse not the wicked.
[42:42 - 42:44] I praise not the blessed.
[42:44 - 42:47] I told you the truth.
[42:47 - 42:50] You can't need a change.
[42:50 - 42:55] If you will recur and see you don't obey.
[42:55 - 42:58] Boys, I fear my head again.
[42:58 - 43:01] Give me the war I can win.
[43:01 - 43:04] I can do no, no.
[43:04 - 43:07] Truth in the game is on my own skin.
[43:07 - 43:12] And I don't know myself anymore.
[43:12 - 43:17] They're calling me under.
[43:17 - 43:27] I don't want to live so callous and frozen, ugly and hopeless.
[43:27 - 43:33] I don't want to live forever.
[43:33 - 43:38] I just want to live right now.
[43:38 - 43:48] You can't save me from mine.
[43:48 - 43:51] Boys, I fear my head again.
[43:51 - 43:55] Give me the war I can win.
[43:55 - 43:57] I can't hear them now.
[43:57 - 44:00] Something in the game is on my own skin.
[44:00 - 44:06] And I don't know myself anymore.
[44:06 - 44:10] They're calling me under.
[44:10 - 44:15] Boys.
[44:15 - 60:55] Boys, I fear my head again.
[60:55 - 61:00] Oh, yeah, dude. Fucking good game too, man. Very good game.
[61:00 - 61:03] Very underrated, but very good.
[61:03 - 61:08] That's a very underrated game, but dude, that game is fun as shit.
[61:08 - 61:11] I can play that shit all fucking day, back to back.
[61:11 - 61:18] I did ask, man. Shinobi, man. That was a fun fucking game set.
[61:24 - 61:27] Well, like I said, man, to all y'all trolls, dude,
[61:27 - 61:31] you ain't stopping me this time around, bro.
[61:31 - 61:36] This time, I'm more focused, I'm more motivated,
[61:36 - 61:40] and I'm more fired up to do what I need to fucking do.
[61:40 - 61:47] I ain't taking no more troll shit.
[61:47 - 61:49] I ain't putting up with no more troll shit.
[61:49 - 61:51] Y'all fucking trolls?
[61:51 - 61:54] It's been y'all around here. Y'all fucking trolls?
[61:54 - 61:57] If you don't like what I do, there's a simple answer.
[61:57 - 62:02] It's called get the fuck out and go watch something else.
[62:02 - 62:10] If you don't like what I do, get out of the way,
[62:10 - 62:15] because me and my people, we only have time for one thing,
[62:15 - 62:18] having a good time and helping people out.
[62:26 - 62:29] Awesome, bro, I'll get to you, man. No worries, bro.
[62:29 - 62:30] I got you, nah.
[63:02 - 63:03] Got you, nah.
[63:03 - 63:08] I said you bad, brother, so you sad, man.
[63:18 - 63:21] Now, let me show you guys one of the biggest reasons
[63:21 - 63:23] why I am the way I am.
[63:48 - 63:51] [MUSIC]
[63:51 - 63:55] I'm not going to sing this one, but I'm going to let you all sit down and listen to this.
[63:55 - 63:59] This song right here is something that I live by every day,
[63:59 - 64:02] or at least I try to every day.
[64:02 - 64:21] [MUSIC]
[64:21 - 64:27] Woke up this morning and my thoughts began to say,
[64:27 - 64:30] how would you feel if today was your very last day?
[64:30 - 64:33] Would I be ready to die? Did I do things right?
[64:33 - 64:37] Focus on what was important and fight the good fight.
[64:37 - 64:41] Can I pass on with honor and let go of the rest?
[64:41 - 64:45] Hold my head high with a sword squarely planted in my chest.
[64:45 - 64:48] I looked at myself in the mirror and saw no more fear,
[64:48 - 64:52] just the intention to serve any suffering tear that may appear.
[64:52 - 64:55] I stepped down in the street, but these feet weren't my feet.
[64:55 - 64:59] I moved to the rhythm of the universal, pulsating heartbeat.
[64:59 - 65:03] Every action, every breath for something larger than the self.
[65:03 - 65:07] A moment can't be wasted towards spiritual wealth.
[65:07 - 65:10] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[65:10 - 65:14] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die.
[65:14 - 65:18] Arm of service in the most mundane task.
[65:18 - 65:22] Life is a reflection of all you ask.
[65:22 - 65:25] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[65:25 - 65:29] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die.
[65:29 - 65:33] A sword is an extension of yourself in time.
[65:33 - 65:39] Fighting for the truth could never be a crime.
[65:39 - 65:42] Put a little semi on life before you attack.
[65:42 - 65:45] Give yourself over to the moment and hold nothing back.
[65:45 - 65:49] Practicing dough and madmen in dough with the grocery store.
[65:49 - 65:53] While my feet shuffle wasa on the coal-tiled floor,
[65:53 - 65:57] I'd be gecko with every living creature that I see.
[65:57 - 66:01] Gratitude in the ray is humble home to me.
[66:01 - 66:05] Intention pressing forward, no need for defense.
[66:05 - 66:08] Less is always more except for total presence.
[66:08 - 66:12] See yourself in your opponent for they're nothing but a mere.
[66:12 - 66:15] Knowledge is here, transcendence is near.
[66:15 - 66:19] An ordinary soul and a vehicle at the same time.
[66:19 - 66:23] My body has a compass pointing towards the divide.
[66:23 - 66:26] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[66:26 - 66:30] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die.
[66:30 - 66:34] Arm of service in the most mundane task.
[66:34 - 66:37] Life is a reflection of all you ask.
[66:37 - 66:41] What does it mean to be an urban samurai?
[66:41 - 66:45] Each moment to the fullest, prepared to die.
[66:45 - 66:48] A sword is an extension of yourself in time.
[66:48 - 66:53] Fighting for the truth could never be a crime.
[66:54 - 67:27] [Music]
[67:27 - 67:30] There's that and then there's also this.
[67:30 - 67:45] [Music]
[67:45 - 67:49] It may seem difficult at first, but everything is difficult at first.
[67:49 - 68:06] [Music]
[68:06 - 68:10] There is nothing outside of yourself that can...
[68:10 - 68:13] No, it's not that I want. What is that?
[68:13 - 68:22] [Music]
[68:22 - 68:37] exists, seek nothing outside of yourself. Truth is not what you want it to be, it is what it is,
[68:37 - 68:50] and you must bend to its power or live a life. There is nothing outside of yourself that can ever
[68:50 - 68:58] enable you to get better, stronger, richer, quicker or smarter. Everything is within,
[68:58 - 69:11] everything exists, seek nothing outside of yourself. Aspire to be like Mount Fuji,
[69:11 - 69:18] with such a broad and solid foundation that the strongest earthquake cannot move you,
[69:19 - 69:27] and so tall that the greatest enterprises of common men seem insignificant from your lofty perspective.
[69:27 - 69:34] With your mind as high as Mount Fuji, you can see all things clearly,
[69:34 - 69:42] and you can see all the forces that shape events, not just the things happening near you.
[69:46 - 69:51] You must understand that there is more than one path to the top of the mountain.
[69:51 - 70:02] It is difficult to understand the universe if you only study one planet.
[70:02 - 70:16] Perception is strong and sight is weak. In strategy, it is important to see distant things
[70:16 - 70:21] as if they were close, and to take a distanced view of close things.
[70:21 - 70:33] The true science of martial arts means practicing them in such a way that they will be useful at
[70:33 - 70:46] any time, and to teach them in such a way that they will be useful in all things.
[70:46 - 70:51] Both in fighting and in everyday life, you should be determined through calm.
[70:51 - 71:01] Meet the situation without tenseness, yet not recklessly. Your spirit settled, yet unbiased.
[71:03 - 71:07] Even when your spirit is calm, do not let your body relax,
[71:07 - 71:12] and when your body is relaxed, do not let your spirit slacken.
[71:12 - 71:21] Do not let your spirit be influenced by your body, or your body be influenced by your spirit.
[71:28 - 71:33] A man cannot understand the art he is studying if he only looks for the end
[71:33 - 71:38] result without taking the time to delve deeply into the reason of the study.
[71:38 - 71:50] Study strategy over the years, and achieve the spirit of the warrior.
[71:51 - 71:59] Today is victory over yourself of yesterday. Tomorrow is your victory over lesser men.
[71:59 - 72:12] Generally speaking, the way of the warrior is resolute acceptance of death.
[72:18 - 72:23] Think lightly of yourself and deeply of the world.
[72:23 - 72:37] Resentment and complaint are appropriate neither for oneself nor others.
[72:37 - 72:52] [Music]
[72:59 - 73:08] Those are all quotes that I live by every day, which is why when you see,
[73:08 - 73:15] especially that one about thinking lightly of yourself but deeply of the world,
[73:15 - 73:24] that's how I view my people. I know what I do is important, but it's not as important
[73:26 - 73:32] as what the fans and the people do for me, and how they help me. You see what I'm saying?
[73:32 - 73:43] That's very true, Mr. Miyamoto.
[73:50 - 73:57] You're very correct on that one, Amazuji. Musashi-san was very wise for his age.
[73:57 - 74:04] Miyamoto Musashi-san was very very wise.
[74:04 - 74:14] He was a very wise man, and honestly if you ask me, I'd say he perfectly represents
[74:16 - 74:24] what the samurai should be about. You know, about defending the weak,
[74:24 - 74:29] standing up for those that need it, helping those that you can help.
[74:29 - 74:39] Dude, are you kidding me, Ara? Ara Ara, are you kidding me? Dude,
[74:39 - 74:45] fucking Blade Runner Edge, what's y'all, Cyberpunk Edge Runner, dude?
[74:45 - 74:52] I fucking love, so far, dude, I'm hooked on Edge Runners, man, that shit's awesome.
[74:52 - 75:05] But you know, like I said, with you trolls, I'm not giving you guys the time of day anymore.
[75:08 - 75:15] Yo, AC, what up, man? I'll send you a link to where you can watch it.
[75:15 - 75:26] It's normally on Netflix, but they do have a version of it on another site where I will
[75:26 - 75:37] link you the site to which I'm actually on episode number two right now, or two right now, yep.
[75:37 - 75:44] You know what I mean? Post or what, motherfucker?
[75:50 - 75:58] All right, there you go. And if anybody else would like to check out Cyberpunk Edge Runner,
[75:58 - 76:01] I will actually pin it up at the top for you guys to check out.
[76:12 - 76:26] Actually, no, it's not a torrent, it's actually a regular site.
[76:26 - 76:37] So,
[76:37 - 76:48] yeah.
[76:48 - 77:10] Okay.
[77:10 - 77:24] Sorry, I was answering. That's a trauma good friend of mine.
[77:24 - 77:35] Throw a stone in my window. Give fans what they want.
[77:35 - 77:42] This drama dude, you know, it's not how I'm patrolling the area, you know.
[77:42 - 77:51] Oh, trust me, dude. I ain't gotta worry about that douchebag, man. His ass is done for anyway,
[77:51 - 77:56] dude. He's done, though. He's gone. Panito. He's about to be done.
[77:56 - 78:06] And I ain't even gotta call the cops. That's the thing.
[78:10 - 78:21] I got somebody taking care of that little wise ass for me, so I'm good.
[78:21 - 78:36] Man, y'all, I'm not about to buff here. I'm actually about to update the merchandise shop.
[78:38 - 78:48] Do I need a computer game? Yes, I do, actually, man. I actually do. Yo, Frank, if you have one
[78:48 - 78:54] that you can send over, man, that would definitely be a massive help, dude. Because the one I have
[78:54 - 79:08] now is basically done-zo. And I'm in done. I don't see them cats. Aw, kitties.
[79:09 - 79:26] Man, you know damn well I love your cats. Your cats are fucking epic. Cats rule.
[79:26 - 79:36] Oh, I got you.
[79:36 - 79:44] I win. Cats rule.
[79:45 - 79:53] Cats rule.
[80:14 - 80:23] Yo, Frank, do you have a Discord where I can reach out to you, man?
[80:23 - 80:31] Do you have like a Discord or anything where I can reach out to you?
[80:31 - 80:39] Like Facebook, Discord, email, something. A way to get a hold of you so I can give you my address.
[80:39 - 80:51] Man, it's all turned in. I'm banning your ass already, motherfucker.
[80:51 - 81:00] We ain't going back to this shit again, are we? Y'all motherfuckers going in, I'm banning yourselves.
[81:00 - 81:20] All right, man. I got you, dude. You're not wrong, dude. Everyone does.
[81:20 - 81:44] Okay.
[81:44 - 82:13] Sorry, I always remind you, my brother.
[82:13 - 82:16] I always remind you, my brother, Clint. By the way,
[82:16 - 82:21] shout out to my brother, Clint, overseas, man. My boy, Clint Johnson, man. Shout out to you, my bro.
[82:21 - 82:34] Hey, AC, I appreciate that, man. For real. Hey, you know what's funny is that was actually
[82:34 - 82:41] my best friend, Zach's nickname in high school. No, like dead ass. My best friend, Zach,
[82:41 - 82:48] the one that got killed. That was actually my nickname for in high school was AC. I always
[82:48 - 82:52] used to call him AC just out of being the funniest shit. That's actually ironic.
[82:52 - 83:08] That is actually ironic as shit, bro.
[83:09 - 83:15] Oh, man. That's actually funny as fuck.
[83:15 - 83:38] Sorry, I always find that. Now, for those of you that don't know about the situation,
[83:38 - 83:58] I'm going to do a quick quick quick quick quick quick quick quick quick quick quick.
[83:58 - 84:15] Okay.
[84:15 - 84:33] For those of you that don't know about the situation,
[84:33 - 84:42] I'm going to show you guys.
[84:42 - 84:54] I changed my perception on how the world is and how people are.
[84:54 - 85:02] Now in 11, a pizza shop order in shock after witnessing a coworker killed in cold blood.
[85:02 - 85:07] The University of Akron student died to a robbery at New York style pizza in Akron.
[85:07 - 85:11] And tonight, as police search for that killer, the community wants to know why
[85:11 - 85:14] home bash live in Akron with what she's learned.
[85:14 - 85:22] Well, guys, 24 hours after Zach Hussain's murder, crime scene take still covers this pizza shop in
[85:22 - 85:28] Akron. You can see behind me family and friends still gathering tonight to remember that 21
[85:28 - 85:35] year old boy, the family offering a $50,000 reward for information that leads to an arrest
[85:35 - 85:41] and conviction in this case, looking for that felony while police say that guy is linked to
[85:41 - 85:48] other crimes and still on the run tonight. Zach is saying sisters and cousins held each other
[85:48 - 85:55] tight tonight. Remember the man they say was always full of light. You can find somebody
[85:55 - 86:00] with a better heart. You let me know surveillance video inside the pizza shop run by Zach's
[86:00 - 86:06] brother shows the terrifying moments a gunman walks in, demands cash, gets it and then shoots
[86:06 - 86:11] the 21 year old clerk in the chest anyway. No one was really trying to be a hero or anything.
[86:11 - 86:15] It was we didn't know he's going to shoot. You know, we were just thinking he's going to take
[86:15 - 86:20] the money and leave. Another pizza shop employee called 911 standing just feet away from Zach
[86:20 - 86:25] and the killer. We just got robbed and someone got shot. You need to hurry up. He's only been
[86:25 - 86:29] working there a month and asked that we conceal his identity for his safety. Were you afraid that
[86:29 - 86:34] you might be next? I didn't really think about it. He looked at me for a second and put my hands
[86:34 - 86:40] up a little bit and put them back down. And yeah, I don't know. I don't know why Zach
[86:40 - 86:46] everything changed, especially for, you know, that family. Many people have worked if that
[86:46 - 86:54] was a woman that when it tells me he is positive, it was a man that Akron police again are still
[86:54 - 87:13] looking forward to tonight. Sorry, I'll just get a minute. Sorry, that's literally my first
[87:13 - 87:21] time working at that place since that should happen.
[87:21 - 87:37] A very emotional night tonight for family and friends of a young man who was killed a year ago
[87:37 - 87:43] today during a robbery at his famous pizza shop tonight. Family and friends, dozens of them came
[87:43 - 87:48] together to remember the young man in a candlelight vigil. These are images from that vigil tonight.
[87:48 - 87:54] People laying down flowers in front of a picture of 21 year old Zach Hussein. This gathering
[87:54 - 88:00] happened in Springfield Township. Dozens like candles and joined together in prayer, remembering
[88:00 - 88:05] a young man taken much too soon. Zach was behind the counter of his family's Akron pizza shop,
[88:05 - 88:09] premium New York South pizza when an armed man entered the store wearing all black and pointing
[88:09 - 88:14] a gun at Zach. Surveillance video shows he did what he was told to do, but still the robber shot
[88:14 - 88:21] and killed him and then ran off. To this day, no one has been arrested for this horrific crime.
[88:21 - 88:27] The family is offering a $50,000 reward for any information leading to an arrest
[88:27 - 88:32] and the person responsible for taking away their loved one. Once again, a vigil tonight,
[88:32 - 88:37] remembering 21 year old Zach Hussein killed one year ago today. The very latest on this
[88:37 - 88:47] investigation say with Fox eight. And for those of you wondering, yes, I did go to the video away.
[88:47 - 88:54] How can I not? That was my best friend. Like that man is the reason why I got through high
[88:54 - 89:08] school like I did. That man is the reason why I'm still doing what I'm doing.
[89:08 - 89:19] Now, for those of you wondering, did they catch his killer? Yes, the fuck they did. Matter of fact,
[89:22 - 89:30] right here.
[89:30 - 89:46] Today, a grand jury indicted the man police say shot and killed a college student in his family
[89:46 - 89:51] business several years ago. Shaquille Anderson faces several charges, including aggravated murder
[89:51 - 89:56] and aggravated robbery. It was back in 2015 and police say Anderson went into premium New York
[89:56 - 90:02] style pizza here in Akron and demanded money, then shot and killed 21 year old Zach Hussein.
[90:02 - 90:06] They didn't charge him with the crime until 2017. He was already in jail,
[90:06 - 90:10] serving time for other crimes that happened after the pizza shot murder.
[90:16 - 90:29] So yes, that man is behind bars. So to anybody out there saying that I killed my best friend,
[90:29 - 90:40] one, for anybody out there seeing, saying that I killed my best friend. Why the fuck would I do
[90:40 - 90:51] that? Zach was family. That was my fucking brother. That's the man that got me through
[90:51 - 90:55] fucking 12th grade. And it's the reason why I got as far as I did.
[90:55 - 91:01] So y'all motherfuckers that are running around, running your mouth, saying this,
[91:01 - 91:09] saying that y'all need to keep your goddamn mouth shut. You motherfuckers need to keep your
[91:09 - 91:18] motherfucking mouth closed, dude. Because let me tell you, man, you don't think that shit doesn't
[91:18 - 91:24] hurt me when I see y'all motherfuckers talking ill about my best friend like that. You don't
[91:24 - 91:29] think that shit doesn't piss me off seeing y'all motherfuckers run your mouth about my best
[91:29 - 91:41] friend's death? You don't think that doesn't fuck with me? God, trust me when I say, man.
[91:41 - 91:54] Y'all trolls, you don't know what it's like to be sitting there that morning talking to your best
[91:54 - 92:03] friend right before you had to go to work. And then turn around later that night and get a phone
[92:03 - 92:10] call saying that your best friend just got shot and killed by your best friend's brother.
[92:10 - 92:19] Imagine your best friend's brother calling you up. Imagine your best friend's brother
[92:19 - 92:32] calling you up and telling you that your best friend just got killed. And trust me when I say,
[92:32 - 92:42] you think that you guys know pain? You don't know nothing until you've had that fucking happen to
[92:42 - 92:52] you? There's not a day that doesn't go by where me or his family don't wish that we could bring
[92:52 - 92:58] them back. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think about that man. Because that man is
[92:58 - 93:10] the reason why I am the way that I am today. There's a reason that man is the reason why I'm
[93:10 - 93:20] still the kindhearted person that I am today. That man is the reason why I never give up,
[93:20 - 93:29] why I never say die, why I never say quit, why I never give in. Because he ingrained all that
[93:29 - 93:35] shit into me. Throughout my years of high school, he ingrained that shit into me. He taught me to
[93:35 - 93:42] never give up, never back down, never bow down to the haters. Keep going forward. Find an excuse
[93:42 - 93:50] to win. Find an excuse to keep going. And don't ever take a single day for granted.
[93:50 - 93:59] Which is something that I live by every fucking day of the week.
[94:00 - 94:06] But it's pretty fucking sad when y'all trolls waste your time doing what you're doing.
[94:06 - 94:15] It's pretty fucking sad when you motherfucking trolls
[94:15 - 94:34] sit there and bash on people for essentially no reason.
[94:34 - 95:03] [silence]
[95:03 - 95:15] [coughing]
[95:15 - 95:28] [silence]
[95:28 - 95:32] You know, there's a there's a post where I got from him
[95:32 - 95:41] about a year before he passed. And I want to share that with you guys right now.
[95:45 - 95:48] [silence]
[95:48 - 95:50] And this is something that I live by
[95:50 - 95:54] on the daily. Yes, the little rips and door, but it's fine.
[95:54 - 95:59] But the quote that is on this poster
[95:59 - 96:05] is something that keeps me going every day.
[96:05 - 96:15] And it's something that that I live by every day.
[96:15 - 96:21] And that quote is this. No fate but what we make.
[96:21 - 96:33] You trolls, you don't decide my fate. I do. And for those of you wondering,
[96:33 - 96:41] whether you have control over your own fate or not, you do.
[96:43 - 96:45] Don't let these motherfuckers push you around.
[96:45 - 96:58] You're the designer of your own fate. You're the leader of your own fate.
[97:08 - 97:18] And it's true, you guys really are your masters of your own fate.
[97:18 - 97:23] You can do whatever the fuck you want to do.
[97:23 - 97:34] You can do whatever you want to do.
[97:34 - 97:39] [silence]
[97:39 - 97:42] Just don't let these motherfuckers get in your goddamn way, man.
[97:42 - 97:46] Don't ever let anybody tell you that you can't do something.
[97:46 - 97:54] [silence]
[97:54 - 98:00] And that was back in, yeah, that pizza shop murder was back in 2015.
[98:00 - 98:16] [silence]
[98:16 - 98:20] It was literally the same year that my older brother died.
[98:21 - 98:33] So trust me, that year was a fucked up year. It really was. It was a very fucked up year.
[98:33 - 98:38] What's a good question?
[98:38 - 98:50] Unfortunately, no, because when all this stuff went down, we were out of high school
[98:50 - 98:54] and we had not seen each other in several years prior.
[98:54 - 99:01] So unfortunately, I didn't get to get any pictures with them because we had not
[99:01 - 99:06] seen each other in like 10 years. And back then in high school, we didn't really have,
[99:06 - 99:15] well, at least I didn't have a phone to take photos or anything. So I couldn't really do anything.
[99:15 - 99:20] [silence]
[99:20 - 99:25] And believe me, looking back now, I wish, I wish to God I did.
[99:25 - 99:30] Looking back, I wish I had had a camera to be able to take pictures.
[99:30 - 99:34] Had I known that shit was going to go down, dude, I would have straight up.
[99:34 - 99:42] I straight up would have had I known that shit was going to happen several years later had I known.
[99:44 - 99:49] But it's like they say, "You never know what's going to happen."
[99:49 - 99:55] And that's why I'm here tonight and I've always been preaching this throughout the entire stream.
[99:55 - 100:02] Never take a single fucking moment for granted because you never know, you never fucking know
[100:02 - 100:05] when something's going to happen to change your life forever.
[100:05 - 100:11] You never know if one day your friend can be here and that next day they're gone.
[100:12 - 100:16] You never fucking know what could happen, ever.
[100:16 - 100:22] You never fucking know what's going to happen until it happens.
[100:22 - 100:30] Which is why I never, ever take a single day for granted since that day.
[100:30 - 100:38] I never take a single day for granted now and that man is the reason why because he taught me
[100:38 - 100:42] not to take a single day for granted. Always live life to the fullest.
[100:42 - 100:46] Don't be evil or spiteful to anybody.
[100:46 - 100:50] Do what you can to help those that need the help.
[100:50 - 100:54] And as for the others that don't want the help, that's on them.
[100:54 - 101:05] So trust me when I say, looking back now, I do regret not getting any photos.
[101:05 - 101:09] I really do. I regret not getting the chance to do that.
[101:09 - 101:12] I wish I had made time to do that.
[101:12 - 101:18] But like I said, I always carry what he taught me with me every fucking day.
[101:18 - 101:29] I always carry with me what he taught me every fucking day of the week and the rest of my life.
[101:32 - 101:39] And sorry, Nathan, that's not going to happen. I'm not. I'm banning Tony. That's not happening.
[101:39 - 101:48] And I know y'all are mad, but I don't care.
[101:48 - 101:56] I do not care if y'all trolls get mad and stomp your feet and throw a temper tantrum.
[101:56 - 101:57] I don't fucking care.
[101:57 - 102:20] Because you guys are just, you trolls are like toddlers. You bitch and whine and cry.
[102:20 - 102:34] Yeah, you're right, dude. I don't give no fucks. And to the guy that's driving here,
[102:34 - 102:39] let's just say he's going to get what's coming to him real fucking soon.
[102:39 - 102:43] And I mean real fucking soon.
[102:43 - 103:05] And it ain't going to be by me neither.
[103:05 - 103:12] But with that being said, y'all, I am about to bounce up off here.
[103:13 - 103:17] And start up a brand new stream because I'm going to sit down
[103:17 - 103:24] and when you might win, you may even want to tune in on this one because I'm actually going to be
[103:24 - 103:30] doing some dirt rally 2.0 again, or I may even end up doing some F1 2021. I don't know.
[103:30 - 103:37] Depends on what I'm feeling, but I am going to set up for a sim rig stream. So that'll be fun.
[103:40 - 103:46] Y'all actually get to see what I can do with the sim rig. So man,
[103:46 - 103:48] I know you're going to want to be tuned into that.
[103:48 - 104:00] Yeah, dirt 2.0 is my shit. That is like my go to game, bro. Not even joking.
[104:07 - 104:13] But with that being said, guys, I love you guys. And remember, guys, fuck the trolls.
[104:13 - 104:17] Don't sit there and listen to what they fucking want because they're a bunch of little babies.
[104:17 - 104:27] No shit, bro. I need to pick that shit up. I seriously need to get the MW2 beta.
[104:27 - 104:33] I mean, I seriously need to get the beta for that. I've been meaning to pick that up.
[104:33 - 104:50] And again, for anybody that does want to check out Cyberpunk Edge Runners, the link is up there.
[104:50 - 104:57] And if you guys do want to donate or whatever you guys can, I'm not saying you have to,
[104:57 - 105:14] but you can. Right here is my cash up and my PayPal.
[105:14 - 105:26] So you guys would like to donate, you can.
[105:26 - 105:30] And if you guys are wondering where my merchandise shop is,
[105:30 - 105:33] it's literally the link that leads to bonfire.
[105:33 - 105:38] My shop is literally a bonfire shop. So you guys can go over there to bonfire.com.
[105:38 - 105:43] Check out my Oddworld art shop. I got some merch over there.
[105:46 - 106:02] So, yeah. With that being said, I'll catch you guys in a few minutes. And yeah, I love you guys. Peace.