Cyraxx Videos

Search Options
Total Videos: 3255
2021-5-16 Shmeckle - Name Drop Freestyle  RESPONSE

2021-5-16 Shmeckle - Name Drop Freestyle RESPONSE

[0:00 - 0:15] [Silence]
[0:15 - 0:19] So, this stupid motherfucker schnuckled bitch.
[0:19 - 0:30] That's cute Shaker, you think you're a rapper, that's cute. That's real cute.
[0:30 - 0:37] I'm laughing my ass off.
[0:37 - 0:41] And see, normally I wouldn't entertain this.
[0:41 - 0:46] But, I figured this dude's done so many fucking diss tracks on me.
[0:46 - 0:54] I figured why not have a little fun with this douchebag and entertain this for a bit and embarrass him.
[0:54 - 0:57] Why not embarrass this guy?
[0:57 - 1:01] Let's go.
[1:01 - 1:06] I hope you're ready Shaker because you're about to get buried.
[1:06 - 1:12] [Music]
[1:12 - 1:14] This is nothing to get sick.
[1:14 - 1:18] [Music]
[1:18 - 1:19] Yo, check it.
[1:19 - 1:24] So, let's do a little bitch shaker that wants to run his mouth.
[1:24 - 1:26] Alright.
[1:26 - 1:29] I got you, kid.
[1:32 - 1:35] Come on, stupid ass, play the motherfucker shaker track.
[1:35 - 1:37] Want to run his motherfucker mouth.
[1:37 - 1:40] I just tried to stay with you, man.
[1:40 - 1:41] Hey, motherfucker shit.
[1:41 - 1:44] Who can hold the motherfucker chain with all my friends?
[1:44 - 1:46] They ask me every motherfucking day.
[1:46 - 1:49] When I step enough, ain't no motherfucker who?
[1:49 - 1:52] You're the one that is gonna kill the motherfucker.
[1:52 - 1:54] Listen to me, hey.
[1:54 - 1:57] Here I am, standing up, in this fucking booth.
[1:57 - 2:00] Doing nothing but spitting up, motherfucker.
[2:00 - 2:04] You don't think for a second that I don't see my through.
[2:04 - 2:05] You do.
[2:05 - 2:07] All you want to do is sit there.
[2:07 - 2:10] Play your mouth like a stupid ass.
[2:10 - 2:11] Call that bitch.
[2:11 - 2:13] You want to do how you may tell?
[2:13 - 2:16] Make the motherfucker back and lazy as fuck.
[2:16 - 2:21] Don't think for a second that I won't come up to your motherfucker crib.
[2:21 - 2:22] Break it.
[2:22 - 2:25] Cut you up from the motherfucking ground up.
[2:25 - 2:29] Cut you up like a motherfucker baby, kid, son.
[2:29 - 2:34] Don't make me.
[2:34 - 2:39] Have to call the motherfucking line.
[2:39 - 2:44] Put that shit to your motherfucking door and let the bullets fly.
[2:44 - 2:52] Have to do the motherfucking deep in here.
[2:52 - 2:54] All the fuck's better find your guide.
[2:54 - 2:57] I have this motherfucking blood.
[2:57 - 2:59] Swimming like a motherfucking mind.
[2:59 - 3:01] Every motherfucking day.
[3:01 - 3:06] This stupid ass motherfucking wants a motherfucking plane.
[3:06 - 3:08] All the way to no care.
[3:08 - 3:11] Do the fucking thing and not touch your throat.
[3:11 - 3:14] Put your hand up on my motherfucking wall, kid.
[3:14 - 3:18] Have your ass looking like a motherfucking trophy for every fucking rat.
[3:18 - 3:21] Put it secret so you don't tear 'em out.
[3:21 - 3:23] Don't really tear 'em that you throat.
[3:23 - 3:24] Eat the fuck out of me.
[3:24 - 3:26] Get the fuck away from me.
[3:26 - 3:28] Ain't no motherfucking fiction.
[3:28 - 3:29] Door is a soul.
[3:29 - 3:30] It ain't enough.
[3:30 - 3:31] Setting records.
[3:31 - 3:32] Make the transition.
[3:32 - 3:33] What are you doing?
[3:33 - 3:34] Sitting up.
[3:34 - 3:35] Motherfucking rat.
[3:35 - 3:36] The name pitch.
[3:36 - 3:37] Who the fuck are you?
[3:37 - 3:38] Who are you?
[3:38 - 3:40] Ain't no motherfucking rat.
[3:40 - 3:42] You can't hold your role against me.
[3:42 - 3:43] Pitch.
[3:43 - 3:46] When it comes to this motherfucking rap game.
[3:46 - 3:50] I'm motherfucking Tyson in the goddamn ring.
[3:50 - 3:54] You are like Conor McGregor.
[3:54 - 3:56] You're kidding your ass.
[3:56 - 3:59] I'm telling a motherfucking first round.
[3:59 - 4:00] Make me look around.
[4:00 - 4:04] Got everybody screaming my motherfucking name.
[4:04 - 4:07] Now don't take me for a fucking second thing.
[4:07 - 4:09] I am going to take you like the heat.
[4:09 - 4:11] Don't you even want to straighten me?
[4:11 - 4:13] You don't want to try to fuck your body.
[4:13 - 4:15] Tell you no damn matter.
[4:15 - 4:18] Nothing may be small, but my motherfucking size.
[4:18 - 4:21] My motherfucking mind is hurt.
[4:21 - 4:22] Touch your throat, kid.
[4:22 - 4:25] You're the one that's going to be missing.
[4:25 - 4:28] Live where I'm going with you.
[4:28 - 4:30] Tell your mom with the motherfucking chainsaw.
[4:30 - 4:33] Tell your mom, "Lip-a-lam."
[4:33 - 4:37] Scatter your body across the globe, kid.
[4:37 - 4:41] Send your head back to your mom's in the box.
[4:41 - 4:45] And tell your son, "Sure little pissed me off."
[4:45 - 4:55] Face it, Shrekle.
[4:55 - 5:00] You can't fucking hold a candle to what I can do, boy.
[5:00 - 5:11] You want to sit there, run your mouth about me again, go ahead.
[5:11 - 5:20] Who's ready to see me destroy this movie?
[5:20 - 5:32] Who's ready to see me really destroy Shrekle?
[5:32 - 5:37] Shout out to the homies, Soaker.
[5:37 - 5:43] What up, son? Grazie, big dog.
[5:43 - 5:51] Shout out to all my day ones.
[5:51 - 5:54] Yo, you're here out there, you know, in the motherfucking black crowd.
[5:54 - 5:56] Don't you worry, that's just me.
[5:56 - 5:58] Hiding in your motherfucking shells.
[5:58 - 6:01] Got your ass in my motherfucking A-con.
[6:01 - 6:05] Sorry, got your head in my motherfucking scope, that's right.
[6:05 - 6:09] I'm taking names from your motherfucking dome, bitch.
[6:09 - 6:13] Who the fuck are you? My name is Dan, and all your rest is still dome.
[6:13 - 6:17] Guarantee you with a spot you wet your motherfucking drama.
[6:17 - 6:22] Leave your ass motherfucking boxing with motherfucking God.
[6:22 - 6:24] Who the fuck are you immediately?
[6:24 - 6:27] I am tasting up on the motherfucking mic.
[6:27 - 6:32] It is rat rain, don't think for a minute that you can hold a candle to me.
[6:32 - 6:35] Wanna try and fucking go mad, me, bitch.
[6:35 - 6:38] I'll take your motherfucking ass to another motherfucking kid.
[6:38 - 6:43] I'll make sure like I'm kinda motherfucking cannon to my rooftop.
[6:43 - 6:45] Going hard eating this shit.
[6:45 - 6:49] Yo, just let your life motherfucking rock me.
[6:49 - 6:51] Do it, do it, shit, don't leave.
[6:51 - 6:54] Every single thing I do is motherfucking golden.
[6:54 - 6:58] Stay there and touch shit, motherfucking like this.
[6:58 - 7:05] Don't stay for a second and you're gonna be able to escape this time.
[7:05 - 7:08] Popping around in a motherfucking dog, guaranteed it.
[7:08 - 7:13] When a motherfucking takes a shot, I ain't gonna sit there and
[7:13 - 7:16] motherfucking laugh, it's just body traps.
[7:16 - 7:21] You don't think for a minute that I will make your motherfucking head pop, right?
[7:21 - 7:23] I'll get your motherfucking shoulder, bitch.
[7:23 - 7:26] Who the fuck are you? What the fuck did you know?
[7:26 - 7:28] I'm the one that set the knee of my crew, though.
[7:28 - 7:31] We lost and you motherfucking murdered you.
[7:31 - 7:36] And you know what we'll do?
[7:36 - 7:40] We'll pitch-side your fucking punk ass back to Pluto and beyond,
[7:40 - 7:43] because you ain't shit.
[7:43 - 7:56] ???
[7:56 - 8:00] ? Go ahead, say something else about me, motherfucker ?
[8:00 - 8:02] ? Go ahead, call me a motherfucker ?
[8:02 - 8:05] ? If I don't give a fuck, fuck, fuck ?
[8:05 - 8:07] ? You're the one that's getting so rough ?
[8:07 - 8:09] ? From the motherfucker, throw up ?
[8:09 - 8:12] ? The world's bound with your motherfucker ?
[8:12 - 8:14] ? Do not tell you, giant damn ass ?
[8:14 - 8:15] ???
[8:15 - 8:20] ? Betty, yeah, this here is a motherfucking horror movie ?
[8:20 - 8:24] ? But, hey, my name is motherfucker Jason Blit ?
[8:24 - 8:26] ? Who the fuck are you with me? ?
[8:26 - 8:29] ? You ain't motherfucking so famous ?
[8:29 - 8:31] ? Motherfucking courtesy ?
[8:31 - 8:33] ? Turn your ass into a courtesy ?
[8:33 - 8:35] ? Shout it, hey, hey, now, this, remember you ?
[8:35 - 8:38] ? Live the limits, man, and your motherfucking levels ?
[8:38 - 8:40] ? All across the globe, hit a rip ?
[8:40 - 8:42] ? At your motherfucking stomach ?
[8:42 - 8:43] ? Get your heart and know your homework ?
[8:43 - 8:47] ? Continue on, take two, yo, motherfucking minds ?
[8:47 - 8:50] ? In a five, ten, a ten, and me, dick ?
[8:50 - 8:53] ? Geez, sorry for what you did to me ?
[8:53 - 8:58] [???]
[8:58 - 9:01] - Finally, Schmeko bitch.
[9:01 - 9:03] You don't want to fuck with me, kid.
[9:03 - 9:07] 'Cause I would destroy you every fucking time.
[9:08 - 9:11] Every fucking time, kid.
[9:11 - 9:14] Every time I would destroy you.
[9:14 - 9:19] Every goddamn time I'll destroy you.
[9:19 - 9:24] So, Schmeko, if I were you, I'd give the fuck up.
[9:24 - 9:28] 'Cause the rap scene ain't for you, son.
[9:36 - 9:40] You're not a motherfucking rapper, let alone a fucking music artist.
[9:40 - 9:46] So, dude.
[9:46 - 9:49] Dude, let's go the fuck home, bro.
[9:49 - 10:02] [???]
[10:02 - 10:10] ? Where's all my Naruto fans at ?
[10:10 - 10:12] ? And if you're a Naruto fan ?
[10:12 - 10:15] ? Well, feel what you representin' ?
[10:15 - 10:19] ? 'Cause me and Sid and the Wave Kona are all the way ?
[10:19 - 10:22] (upbeat music)
[10:22 - 10:28] ? Yeah ?
[10:28 - 10:31] (upbeat music)
[10:31 - 10:43] ? Everybody wanna say that I am a big motherfuckin' ninja ?
[10:43 - 10:47] ? But here I am, pullin' out every motherfuckin' style ?
[10:47 - 10:51] ? But then they made up, got the motherfuckin' chicken ?
[10:51 - 10:54] ? You two is deeper than my motherfuckin' soul ?
[10:54 - 10:57] ? I got the nine, 10, your five ?
[10:57 - 10:59] ? It's hidden in the thick of your bitch ?
[10:59 - 11:01] ? Doin' nothing, can't pay the bill ?
[11:01 - 11:05] ? Motherfuckin' shiver, can't wanna act like this ?
[11:05 - 11:07] ? Some sort of motherfuckin' guy ?
[11:07 - 11:10] ? Like a sister, right above the truth is bitch ?
[11:10 - 11:13] ? I'm the one that is always on motherfuckin' fire ?
[11:13 - 11:15] ? Never will I retire you ?
[11:15 - 11:18] ? Please welcome me to Natto. ?
[11:18 - 11:21] ? God, gang, I'm the motherfuckin' ramsey ?
[11:21 - 11:24] ? Get me in your pit, let your fuckin' want ya ?
[11:24 - 11:25] ? Guarantee you that ?
[11:25 - 11:29] ? I was with that shit in the one, two, three, four, five, six ?
[11:29 - 11:32] ? And we ran, see the motherfuckin' bitch ?
[11:32 - 11:34] ? Who the fuck is this motherfuckin' bitch ?
[11:34 - 11:39] ? You thinkin' that you can't keep up with ?
[11:39 - 11:41] ? Everything that I motherfuckin' do ?
[11:41 - 11:44] ? I stay hidden in the motherfuckin' talk ?
[11:44 - 11:48] ? Just like the heavenly village, yeah ?
[11:48 - 11:50] ? Doin' this shit takes a very fuckin' start ?
[11:50 - 11:52] ? You ain't got the fuckin' heart ?
[11:52 - 11:55] ? You ain't got the balls to settle me ?
[11:55 - 12:00] ? I got the gang and I deep within me ?
[12:00 - 12:05] ? Young me as well, young me, motherfuckin' Sasuke ?
[12:05 - 12:08] ? This stupid dance motherfuckin' bitch ?
[12:08 - 12:10] ? You lookin' like a touchy ?
[12:10 - 12:14] ? And in case you didn't motherfuckin' roll ?
[12:14 - 12:17] ? Yes, Sasuke killed me, touch you ?
[12:17 - 12:20] ? Just so you know ?
[12:20 - 12:24] ? Young me as well, young me, motherfuckin' Goku ?
[12:24 - 12:29] ? 'Cause I've got that ultra instant mo' die ?
[12:29 - 12:34] ? I already know what you do and where you're about to go ?
[12:34 - 12:38] ? My name is Jada, motherfuckin' don't know ?
[12:38 - 12:41] ? Got dumb amount to motherfuckin' explode ?
[12:41 - 12:45] ? Young me as well, young me, motherfuckin' Goku ?
[12:45 - 12:49] ? I destroy your ass, just go haunted ?
[12:49 - 12:53] ? Tell that kid the old days don't take over ?
[12:53 - 12:57] ? Second act, you can never stand to me without the captain ?
[12:57 - 13:01] ? Destroy the pain, six feet deep ?
[13:01 - 13:03] ? Here I am rippin' it up on the mic ?
[13:03 - 13:05] ? Every single day and night ?
[13:05 - 13:08] ? It's just another battle, another fight, another bitch ?
[13:08 - 13:11] ? Then I got a motherfuckin' fairy god damn ?
[13:11 - 13:19] ? Young me as well, young me, motherfuckin' Goku ?
[13:19 - 13:22] ? Then I got a motherfuckin' ring on your leg, hello ?
[13:22 - 13:25] ? On the motherfuckin' key, young me as well ?
[13:25 - 13:28] ? Call me Chester, baby, take a bite, you know that ?
[13:28 - 13:30] ? When I split, this fucker lives here ?
[13:30 - 13:33] ? 'Cause every single day and night ?
[13:33 - 13:37] ? I say I just lived over and over every day ?
[13:37 - 13:41] ? You ain't doin' nothing but lookin' like a buffalo ?
[13:41 - 13:46] ? Don't think for a second that I ain't done enough ?
[13:46 - 13:49] ? 'Cause you're with your motherfuckin' rainbow, okay ?
[13:49 - 13:53] ? This stupid little bitch wanna try to get up ?
[13:53 - 13:56] ? Ain't no motherfuckin' fast lane ?
[13:56 - 14:01] ? This stupid little bitch is stuck in the slow lane, yo ?
[14:01 - 14:05] ? Got to destroy this stupid little bitch ?
[14:05 - 14:09] ? Got to break it down again ?
[14:13 - 14:17] ? Don't go ahead and come at me again, Schmeckle ?
[14:17 - 14:21] ? Try harder next time, Schmeckle bitch ?
[14:21 - 14:24] ? And before you challenge somebody that's above your level ?
[14:24 - 14:29] ? Schmeckle, do your fuckin' homework, bro ?
[14:29 - 14:32] ? 'Cause, dude, I just destroyed you ?
[14:32 - 14:37] ? Three different times in less than 15 minutes ?
[14:37 - 14:41] ? So before you step to me again, kid ?
[14:41 - 14:45] ? Do your fuckin' homework, all right ?
[14:45 - 14:49] ? Because you and I both know, Schmeckle ?
[14:49 - 14:51] ? You ain't got shit on me ?
[14:51 - 14:54] ? So before you step to a rapper that's more advanced ?
[14:54 - 14:58] ? Than you like I am, do your fuckin' homework ?
[14:58 - 15:03] ? And get your fuckin' facts straight, kid ?
[15:03 - 15:07] ? For real, you didn't think I was gonna destroy you ?
[15:07 - 15:11] ? Dude, you can't hold a fuckin' candle ?
[15:11 - 15:12] ? To what I can do to you ?
[15:12 - 15:15] ? I just fuckin', well, let's see ?
[15:15 - 15:18] ? Broke in, put the barrel that you don't ?
[15:18 - 15:21] ? Shot your ass, murked your ass ?
[15:21 - 15:24] ? Buried you six feet under ?
[15:24 - 15:26] ? Well, dismembered you ?
[15:26 - 15:29] ? Buried your torso six feet under ?
[15:29 - 15:34] ? This spriggin' fuckin' body parts all over the globe, kid ?
[15:34 - 15:37] ? Not to mention I sent your heart back to your moms in a box ?
[15:37 - 15:40] ? There's a fuckin' warning not to fuck with me ?
[15:40 - 15:45] ? So Shaveco, next time you wanna run your fuckin' mouth ?
[15:45 - 15:50] ? Come more prepared, bitch ?
[15:50 - 15:55] ? Straight up, come fuckin' prepared next time ?
[15:55 - 16:00] ? Maybe next time you'll stand a chance ?
[16:00 - 16:04] ? But not this time, kid ?
2021-5-18 REACHING OUT TO  HELP MUSIC BIZ MARTY

2021-5-18 REACHING OUT TO HELP MUSIC BIZ MARTY

[0:00 - 0:18] What up guys? It's ya boi, ya already know who it is. No one's been to see her say that
[0:18 - 0:29] puppy, but this video is very particular this is something that I've been wanting to speak on for
[0:29 - 0:37] a very long time now that I know I'm gonna get a lot of backlash for I know I'm gonna get a lot
[0:37 - 0:45] of hatred for it and I know I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get messages on Facebook from Kirk Kaye
[0:45 - 0:54] about this shit too but I think a lot of people have MusicBizMarty misunderstood since he tried
[0:54 - 1:04] to change over to a new leak see over the past few days I've noticed Marty trying to make a
[1:04 - 1:13] change for the better and I'll give him credit he has been trying even though he has you know
[1:13 - 1:25] messed up and so that's okay we all do it we're only human and matter of fact there's something
[1:25 - 1:34] that I'm gonna speak on and it was a post that I had posted earlier I was watching a WWE video
[1:34 - 1:45] it was a promo video for Fin Bowler versus Carrying Cross on NXT and some of that Fin Bowler I said
[1:45 - 1:54] stuck out to me and it's something that I expanded my post on earlier which is this when we fall
[1:54 - 2:11] down that's what helps us grow and we stay down and we don't get up that's when we die so you can
[2:11 - 2:19] either stay down and die and let your life pass you by and stay stuck in the negativity stay
[2:19 - 2:31] stuck in the evil stay stuck in the mess that you're in or you can get up fight back live your life
[2:31 - 2:44] be positive and do the things that you really want to do with your life you know funny thing
[2:44 - 2:56] about life Marty is this sometimes we get bad people that come into our lives sometimes we
[2:56 - 3:03] get very bad people that come into our lives that are toxic and we don't realize that they're
[3:03 - 3:11] toxic we don't realize that they're bad people until it's too late and Marty I know that I'm
[3:11 - 3:18] gonna tell you just like my brother Sean told me earlier you know I'm gonna do to you like my
[3:18 - 3:23] brother Sean does to me all the time I'm gonna tell you something that you might not want to
[3:23 - 3:28] hear but it's something that you need to hear to help better yourself and ultimately to better
[3:28 - 3:38] your channel and I know you don't like hearing this well I guess it's something that you need
[3:38 - 3:49] to hear man and just know that I'm trying to help you you need to get rid of tangerine cat and you
[3:49 - 3:57] need to get rich macro cat because they're manipulating you they're manipulating you in
[3:57 - 4:07] so many ways and you don't see it and you and I both know that we have a very mutual friend in
[4:07 - 4:17] common that would be telling you the same thing bro you and I both have a very mutual friend in
[4:17 - 4:25] common who would be telling you the same thing if she was not asleep right now she'd probably be
[4:25 - 4:30] texting you or calling you or hitting you up on discord or whatever or however you guys talk and
[4:30 - 4:40] telling you make that sacrifice bro make that sacrifice because like I said tangerine cat and
[4:40 - 4:52] shmekka cat are very toxic individuals because this is something that I've noticed every time
[4:52 - 5:02] they come up with an idea it's like you go along with it it's like you go along with their idea
[5:02 - 5:11] because they manipulate you when they're going along with their idea I can tell just by looking
[5:11 - 5:18] at your chat and hearing your voice and seeing your posts and discord and shit and from all
[5:18 - 5:24] those times that we talked I can tell that you didn't want to go through with those ideas you
[5:24 - 5:32] genuinely thought they were bad ideas but you went along with them because they manipulated you
[5:32 - 5:44] into it and honestly dude you don't deserve that you don't deserve to be manipulated like that you
[5:44 - 6:00] deserve better than that like come on bro your music biz Marty you helped me out just as much
[6:00 - 6:09] as I helped you granted we may not have always seen eye-to-eye but at the end of the day you
[6:09 - 6:18] did just as much for me as I did for you you know despite everything that we've been through
[6:18 - 6:25] despite our fights and the dumb shit that we've done to each other let's face it we've helped
[6:25 - 6:36] each other a lot and I'm here to help you right now Marty I'm gonna tell you the same thing that
[6:36 - 6:45] our friends will be telling you if half of them were up right now you need to get rid of tangerine
[6:45 - 6:55] cat and shrapnel cat bro they're no good for you find other people that are outside of this
[6:55 - 7:10] community just as I have I found my people okay I found my people outside of YouTube I do we all
[7:10 - 7:19] know you got Facebook there's plenty of people on Facebook who would support you just as many
[7:19 - 7:28] of the groups that I'm in Facebook with support me no I have six different groups right now where
[7:28 - 7:37] my artwork is posted up and people love it yeah my artwork may be weird and my common strange but
[7:37 - 7:45] people support me just like whenever I go on Facebook and I talk about my depression and I
[7:45 - 7:54] talk about what I deal with I have a lot of people that are there to help me out matter of
[7:54 - 8:03] fact one of the newest members of my circle of family and friends who I've just brought into
[8:03 - 8:15] the fold very recently who's boyfriend who is also cool as fuck or boyfriends a fucking trip but
[8:15 - 8:23] her name is Liz and let me tell you Marty me and Liz met just a very few days ago at a Facebook
[8:23 - 8:30] group and let me tell you in the little time that I've known her in the short few days that I've
[8:30 - 8:40] known her let me tell you she already knows me better than I know myself she knows me better
[8:40 - 8:50] than most people know me it's like we've known each other our whole lives and it's weird but let
[8:50 - 8:56] me tell you something man that's the kind of people that you need in your life Marty those
[8:56 - 9:04] people that know you that are there to support you the kind of people that want to actually do
[9:04 - 9:10] good by you and help you those are the kind of people that you need in your life man you don't
[9:10 - 9:20] need negativity you don't need idiocy you don't need people like Tangerine cat and Shrekle cat
[9:20 - 9:27] holding you back I've seen what you can do when you put your mind to it Marty I've seen what
[9:27 - 9:38] you're capable of I've seen what you can do when you're not being held back I've seen your full
[9:38 - 9:46] potential many times over and Marty you can do so much better bro you could do so much better
[9:46 - 9:56] you really could like Marty I see even though I don't agree with what you did when you did
[9:56 - 10:05] this but dude I have seen when you took my face promoted the shit out of it on merchandise and
[10:05 - 10:15] made fucking bank bro I've watched you make bank off of my image so if you can do that with me
[10:15 - 10:22] who's say that you don't come up with your own design with your face or your own custom logo
[10:22 - 10:31] promote that shit and make fucking bank bro make fucking bank dude come up with your own original
[10:31 - 10:39] design that you know people would fuck with and actually be interested in and promote that shit
[10:39 - 10:45] dude and dude there are plenty of shots online where you can make your own custom clothing shop
[10:45 - 10:53] just as I have in the past and Marty you've seen what I can do you've seen what I can do bro
[10:53 - 11:07] you've seen exactly what I can do so if I can do that what's stopping you from doing the same
[11:07 - 11:16] thing of coming up with your own design and putting that shit on shirts hats hoodies you
[11:16 - 11:27] know frickin tote bags frickin you know whatever you can put it on like dude you're a lot of people
[11:27 - 11:32] don't know this about you but you're business smart dude when it comes down to promotion and
[11:32 - 11:43] getting shit done you do it very very well you do it very well so Marty why are you being held
[11:43 - 11:53] back by these chunks why are you being held back by these negative people I mean Marty look
[11:53 - 12:02] at me man look at what I did over the past few days because of people like my brother Sean
[12:02 - 12:08] who have actually told me shit that I needed to hear and got me back on the right track now look
[12:08 - 12:15] at me I'm back to where I need to be I'm back to where I was before all this crap started I'm
[12:15 - 12:23] happy I'm jumping back into my artwork full-time I'm doing videos that I want to do I'm doing
[12:23 - 12:31] things that I actually enjoy and now being stuck in the negativity so Marty if I can do it I
[12:31 - 12:38] know damn well you can do it bro I mean look at me I had to cut a lot of people off I had to cut
[12:38 - 12:47] about 30% of the people that were on my channel off because they were being negative and they
[12:47 - 12:56] wanted to hold me back but now look at me Marty I'm in a much better place bro a much better place
[12:56 - 13:02] I'm much happier with my life I'm able to spend time with my family and my friends I'm able to
[13:02 - 13:11] put out the content that I want to put out I'm able to relax like I've been wanting to do I'm
[13:11 - 13:20] able to relax and focus and you know like I said work on my artwork work on the videos that I've
[13:20 - 13:26] been wanting to put out create the content that I want to create you know I'm able to do things
[13:26 - 13:36] like I used to do and Marty I know that if I can do it I know that you can I know you can Marty I
[13:36 - 13:47] know you've got an in you bro I see good morning you don't deserve negativity you don't deserve
[13:47 - 13:56] hatred or manipulation like with a tinge and schmekle duty bro you don't deserve that garbage you
[13:56 - 14:08] deserve better than that man way better you deserve so much better and you know it so Marty
[14:08 - 14:25] my question to you is this are you gonna stay down and let your channel die and continue to
[14:25 - 14:33] be manipulated by these evil people and watch your channel go down the wrong path or are you
[14:33 - 14:42] gonna do like I did get up take life by the neck and show them motherfucker your allowance to
[14:42 - 14:50] breathing and do what you want with your life and get away from the negativity and get away from
[14:50 - 14:58] the bullshit because Marty I know you can make good content if you actually put your mind to it
[14:58 - 15:07] I know you can actually do good stuff if you put your mind to it man I mean hell you're
[15:07 - 15:14] knowledged about horse racing very very knowledge so why not make content on that you're very
[15:14 - 15:21] knowledged in horse racing bro so why not make content about it why not get people interested
[15:21 - 15:29] just as I've gotten people interested in drifting in the forza horizons matter of fact I got my
[15:29 - 15:36] brother Sean interested in the forza series now because he's seen what I can do he's seen my
[15:36 - 15:46] content and he's now interested so Marty if I can do that what's to stop you from getting
[15:46 - 16:02] people interested in some of the stuff that you do and what's stopping you bro I'm gonna
[16:02 - 16:07] put it to you like this Marty I'm it's I'm gonna spit a line to you from my friend Christian James
[16:07 - 16:31] that's the rings very true and speaks very very true and speaks many many volumes and that is
[16:31 - 16:44] this matter of fact you know what instead of just spitting one on I said I'm gonna do the
[16:44 - 16:50] entire song for you so you can get a better understanding of where I'm coming from
[16:50 - 16:51] well.
[16:51 - 16:53] Okay.
[16:53 - 16:54] Alright.
[16:54 - 17:36] Okay.
[17:36 - 17:38] Let's see if I can find it in your help.
[17:38 - 17:52] Oh yeah, here's the channel. Let me go to the video real quick, y'all. There we go.
[17:53 - 18:09] [MUSIC]
[18:09 - 18:10] Is there anybody out there?
[18:10 - 18:13] [MUSIC]
[18:13 - 18:14] Is there anybody out there?
[18:14 - 18:17] [MUSIC]
[18:17 - 18:18] Is there anybody out there?
[18:18 - 18:21] [MUSIC]
[18:21 - 18:22] Is there anybody out there?
[18:22 - 18:23] [MUSIC]
[18:23 - 18:24] Is there anybody out there?
[18:24 - 18:25] [MUSIC]
[18:25 - 18:26] Is there anybody out there?
[18:26 - 18:27] [MUSIC]
[18:27 - 18:28] Is there anybody out there?
[18:28 - 18:29] [MUSIC]
[18:29 - 18:30] Is there anybody out there?
[18:30 - 18:31] [MUSIC]
[18:31 - 18:32] Is there anybody out there?
[18:32 - 18:33] [MUSIC]
[18:33 - 18:34] Is there anybody out there?
[18:34 - 18:35] [MUSIC]
[18:35 - 18:36] Is there anybody out there?
[18:36 - 18:37] [MUSIC]
[18:37 - 18:38] Is there anybody out there?
[18:38 - 18:39] [MUSIC]
[18:39 - 18:40] Is there anybody out there?
[18:40 - 18:41] [MUSIC]
[18:41 - 18:42] Is there anybody out there?
[18:42 - 18:43] [MUSIC]
[18:43 - 18:44] Is there anybody out there?
[18:44 - 18:45] [MUSIC]
[18:45 - 18:46] Is there anybody out there?
[18:46 - 18:47] [MUSIC]
[18:47 - 18:48] Is there anybody out there?
[18:48 - 18:49] [MUSIC]
[18:49 - 18:50] Is there anybody out there?
[18:50 - 18:51] [MUSIC]
[18:51 - 18:52] Is there anybody out there?
[18:52 - 18:53] [MUSIC]
[18:53 - 18:54] Is there anybody out there?
[18:54 - 18:55] [MUSIC]
[18:55 - 18:56] Is there anybody out there?
[18:56 - 18:57] [MUSIC]
[18:57 - 18:58] Is there anybody out there?
[18:58 - 18:59] [MUSIC]
[18:59 - 19:00] Is there anybody out there?
[19:00 - 19:01] [MUSIC]
[19:01 - 19:02] Is there anybody out there?
[19:02 - 19:03] [MUSIC]
[19:03 - 19:04] Is there anybody out there?
[19:04 - 19:05] [MUSIC]
[19:05 - 19:06] Is there anybody out there?
[19:06 - 19:07] [MUSIC]
[19:07 - 19:08] Is there anybody out there?
[19:08 - 19:09] [MUSIC]
[19:09 - 19:10] Is there anybody out there?
[19:10 - 19:11] [MUSIC]
[19:11 - 19:12] Is there anybody out there?
[19:12 - 19:13] [MUSIC]
[19:13 - 19:14] Is there anybody out there?
[19:14 - 19:15] [MUSIC]
[19:15 - 19:16] Is there anybody out there?
[19:16 - 19:17] [MUSIC]
[19:17 - 19:18] Is there anybody out there?
[19:18 - 19:19] [MUSIC]
[19:19 - 19:20] Is there anybody out there?
[19:20 - 19:21] [MUSIC]
[19:21 - 19:22] Is there anybody out there?
[19:22 - 19:23] [MUSIC]
[19:23 - 19:24] Is there anybody out there?
[19:24 - 19:25] [MUSIC]
[19:25 - 19:26] Is there anybody out there?
[19:26 - 19:27] [MUSIC]
[19:27 - 19:28] Is there anybody out there?
[19:28 - 19:29] [MUSIC]
[19:29 - 19:30] Is there anybody out there?
[19:30 - 19:31] [MUSIC]
[19:31 - 19:32] Is there anybody out there?
[19:32 - 19:33] [MUSIC]
[19:33 - 19:34] Is there anybody out there?
[19:34 - 19:35] [MUSIC]
[19:35 - 19:36] Is there anybody out there?
[19:36 - 19:37] [MUSIC]
[19:37 - 19:38] Is there anybody out there?
[19:38 - 19:39] [MUSIC]
[19:39 - 19:40] Is there anybody out there?
[19:40 - 19:41] [MUSIC]
[19:41 - 19:42] Is there anybody out there?
[19:42 - 19:43] [MUSIC]
[19:43 - 19:44] Is there anybody out there?
[19:44 - 19:45] [MUSIC]
[19:45 - 19:46] Is there anybody out there?
[19:46 - 19:47] [MUSIC]
[19:47 - 19:48] Is there anybody out there?
[19:48 - 19:49] [MUSIC]
[19:49 - 19:50] Is there anybody out there?
[19:50 - 19:51] [MUSIC]
[19:51 - 19:52] Is there anybody out there?
[19:52 - 19:53] [MUSIC]
[19:53 - 19:54] Is there anybody out there?
[19:54 - 19:55] [MUSIC]
[19:55 - 19:56] Is there anybody out there?
[19:56 - 19:57] [MUSIC]
[19:57 - 19:58] Is there anybody out there?
[19:58 - 19:59] [MUSIC]
[19:59 - 20:00] Is there anybody out there?
[20:00 - 20:01] [MUSIC]
[20:01 - 20:02] Is there anybody out there?
[20:02 - 20:03] [MUSIC]
[20:03 - 20:04] Is there anybody out there?
[20:04 - 20:05] [MUSIC]
[20:05 - 20:06] Is there anybody out there?
[20:06 - 20:07] [MUSIC]
[20:07 - 20:08] Is there anybody out there?
[20:08 - 20:09] [MUSIC]
[20:09 - 20:10] Is there anybody out there?
[20:10 - 20:11] [MUSIC]
[20:11 - 20:12] Is there anybody out there?
[20:12 - 20:13] [MUSIC]
[20:13 - 20:14] Is there anybody out there?
[20:14 - 20:15] [MUSIC]
[20:15 - 20:16] Is there anybody out there?
[20:16 - 20:17] [MUSIC]
[20:17 - 20:18] Is there anybody out there?
[20:18 - 20:19] [MUSIC]
[20:19 - 20:20] Is there anybody out there?
[20:20 - 20:21] [MUSIC]
[20:21 - 20:22] Is there anybody out there?
[20:22 - 20:23] [MUSIC]
[20:23 - 20:24] Is there anybody out there?
[20:24 - 20:25] [MUSIC]
[20:25 - 20:26] Is there anybody out there?
[20:26 - 20:27] [MUSIC]
[20:27 - 20:28] Is there anybody out there?
[20:28 - 20:29] [MUSIC]
[20:29 - 20:30] Is there anybody out there?
[20:30 - 20:31] [MUSIC]
[20:31 - 20:32] Is there anybody out there?
[20:32 - 20:33] [MUSIC]
[20:33 - 20:34] Is there anybody out there?
[20:34 - 20:35] [MUSIC]
[20:35 - 20:36] Is there anybody out there?
[20:36 - 20:37] [MUSIC]
[20:37 - 20:38] Is there anybody out there?
[20:38 - 20:39] [MUSIC]
[20:39 - 20:40] Is there anybody out there?
[20:40 - 20:41] [MUSIC]
[20:41 - 20:42] Is there anybody out there?
[20:42 - 20:43] [MUSIC]
[20:43 - 20:44] Is there anybody out there?
[20:44 - 20:45] [MUSIC]
[20:45 - 20:46] Is there anybody out there?
[20:46 - 20:47] [MUSIC]
[20:47 - 20:48] Is there anybody out there?
[20:48 - 20:49] [MUSIC]
[20:49 - 20:50] Is there anybody out there?
[20:50 - 20:51] [MUSIC]
[20:51 - 20:52] Is there anybody out there?
[20:52 - 20:53] [MUSIC]
[20:53 - 20:54] Is there anybody out there?
[20:54 - 20:55] [MUSIC]
[20:55 - 20:56] Is there anybody out there?
[20:56 - 20:57] [MUSIC]
[20:57 - 20:58] Is there anybody out there?
[20:58 - 20:59] [MUSIC]
[20:59 - 21:00] Is there anybody out there?
[21:00 - 21:01] [MUSIC]
[21:01 - 21:02] Is there anybody out there?
[21:02 - 21:03] [MUSIC]
[21:03 - 21:04] Is there anybody out there?
[21:04 - 21:05] [MUSIC]
[21:05 - 21:06] Is there anybody out there?
[21:06 - 21:07] [MUSIC]
[21:07 - 21:08] Is there anybody out there?
[21:08 - 21:09] [MUSIC]
[21:09 - 21:10] Is there anybody out there?
[21:10 - 21:11] [MUSIC]
[21:11 - 21:12] Is there anybody out there?
[21:12 - 21:13] [MUSIC]
[21:13 - 21:14] Is there anybody out there?
[21:14 - 21:15] [MUSIC]
[21:15 - 21:16] Is there anybody out there?
[21:16 - 21:17] [MUSIC]
[21:17 - 21:18] Is there anybody out there?
[21:18 - 21:19] [MUSIC]
[21:19 - 21:20] Is there anybody out there?
[21:20 - 21:21] [MUSIC]
[21:21 - 21:22] Is there anybody out there?
[21:22 - 21:23] [MUSIC]
[21:23 - 21:24] Is there anybody out there?
[21:24 - 21:25] [MUSIC]
[21:25 - 21:26] Is there anybody out there?
[21:26 - 21:27] [MUSIC]
[21:27 - 21:28] Is there anybody out there?
[21:28 - 21:29] [MUSIC]
[21:29 - 21:30] Is there anybody out there?
[21:30 - 21:31] [MUSIC]
[21:31 - 21:32] Is there anybody out there?
[21:32 - 21:33] [MUSIC]
[21:33 - 21:34] Is there anybody out there?
[21:34 - 21:35] [MUSIC]
[21:35 - 21:36] Is there anybody out there?
[21:36 - 21:37] [MUSIC]
[21:37 - 21:38] Is there anybody out there?
[21:38 - 21:39] [MUSIC]
[21:39 - 21:40] Is there anybody out there?
[21:40 - 21:41] [MUSIC]
[21:41 - 21:42] Is there anybody out there?
[21:42 - 21:43] [MUSIC]
[21:43 - 21:44] Are there anybody out there?
[21:44 - 21:45] [MUSIC]
[21:45 - 21:46] Are there anybody out there?
[21:46 - 21:47] [MUSIC]
[21:47 - 21:48] Are there anybody out there?
[21:48 - 21:49] [MUSIC]
[21:49 - 21:50] Are there anybody out there?
[21:50 - 21:51] [MUSIC]
[21:51 - 21:52] Are there anybody out there?
[21:52 - 21:53] [MUSIC]
[21:53 - 21:54] Are there anybody out there?
[21:54 - 21:55] [MUSIC]
[21:55 - 21:56] Are there anybody out there?
[21:56 - 21:57] [MUSIC]
[21:57 - 21:58] Are there anybody out there?
[21:58 - 21:59] [MUSIC]
[21:59 - 22:00] Are there anybody out there?
[22:00 - 22:01] [MUSIC]
[22:01 - 22:02] Are there anybody out there?
[22:02 - 22:03] [MUSIC]
[22:03 - 22:04] Are there anybody out there?
[22:04 - 22:05] [MUSIC]
[22:05 - 22:06] Are there anybody out there?
[22:06 - 22:07] [MUSIC]
[22:07 - 22:08] Are there anybody out there?
[22:08 - 22:09] [MUSIC]
[22:09 - 22:10] Are there anybody out there?
[22:10 - 22:11] [MUSIC]
[22:11 - 22:12] Are there anybody out there?
[22:12 - 22:13] [MUSIC]
[22:13 - 22:14] Are there anybody out there?
[22:14 - 22:15] [MUSIC]
[22:15 - 22:16] Are there anybody out there?
[22:16 - 22:17] [MUSIC]
[22:17 - 22:18] Are there anybody out there?
[22:18 - 22:19] [MUSIC]
[22:19 - 22:20] Are there anybody out there?
[22:20 - 22:21] [MUSIC]
[22:21 - 22:22] Are there anybody out there?
[22:22 - 22:23] [MUSIC]
[22:23 - 22:24] Are there anybody out there?
[22:24 - 22:25] [MUSIC]
[22:25 - 22:26] Are there anybody out there?
[22:26 - 22:27] [MUSIC]
[22:27 - 22:28] Are there anybody out there?
[22:28 - 22:29] [MUSIC]
[22:29 - 22:30] Are there anybody out there?
[22:30 - 22:31] [MUSIC]
[22:31 - 22:32] Are there anybody out there?
[22:32 - 22:33] [MUSIC]
[22:33 - 22:34] Are there anybody out there?
[22:34 - 22:35] [MUSIC]
[22:35 - 22:36] Are there anybody out there?
[22:36 - 22:37] [MUSIC]
[22:37 - 22:38] Are there anybody out there?
[22:38 - 22:39] [MUSIC]
[22:39 - 22:40] Are there anybody out there?
[22:40 - 22:41] [MUSIC]
[22:41 - 22:42] Are there anybody out there?
[22:42 - 22:43] [MUSIC]
[22:43 - 22:44] Are there anybody out there?
[22:44 - 22:45] [MUSIC]
[22:45 - 22:46] Are there anybody out there?
[22:46 - 22:47] [MUSIC]
[22:47 - 22:48] Are there anybody out there?
[22:48 - 22:49] [MUSIC]
[22:49 - 22:50] Are there anybody out there?
[22:50 - 22:51] [MUSIC]
[22:51 - 22:52] Are there anybody out there?
[22:52 - 22:53] [MUSIC]
[22:53 - 22:54] Are there anybody out there?
[22:54 - 22:55] [MUSIC]
[22:55 - 22:56] Are there anybody out there?
[22:56 - 22:57] [MUSIC]
[22:57 - 22:58] Are there anybody out there?
[22:58 - 22:59] [MUSIC]
[22:59 - 23:00] Are there anybody out there?
[23:00 - 23:01] [MUSIC]
[23:01 - 23:02] Are there anybody out there?
[23:02 - 23:03] [MUSIC]
[23:03 - 23:04] Are there anybody out there?
[23:04 - 23:05] [MUSIC]
[23:05 - 23:06] Are there anybody out there?
[23:06 - 23:07] [MUSIC]
[23:07 - 23:08] Are there anybody out there?
[23:08 - 23:09] [MUSIC]
[23:09 - 23:10] Are there anybody out there?
[23:10 - 23:11] [MUSIC]
[23:11 - 23:12] Are there anybody out there?
[23:12 - 23:13] [MUSIC]
[23:13 - 23:14] Are there anybody out there?
[23:14 - 23:15] [MUSIC]
[23:15 - 23:16] Are there anybody out there?
[23:16 - 23:17] [MUSIC]
[23:17 - 23:18] Are there anybody out there?
[23:18 - 23:19] [MUSIC]
[23:19 - 23:20] Are there anybody out there?
[23:20 - 23:21] [MUSIC]
[23:21 - 23:22] Are there anybody out there?
[23:22 - 23:23] [MUSIC]
[23:23 - 23:24] Are there anybody out there?
[23:24 - 23:25] [MUSIC]
[23:25 - 23:26] Are there anybody out there?
[23:26 - 23:27] [MUSIC]
[23:27 - 23:28] Are there anybody out there?
[23:28 - 23:29] [MUSIC]
[23:29 - 23:30] Are there anybody out there?
[23:30 - 23:31] [MUSIC]
[23:31 - 23:32] Are there anybody out there?
[23:32 - 23:33] [MUSIC]
[23:33 - 23:34] Are there anybody out there?
[23:34 - 23:35] [MUSIC]
[23:35 - 23:36] Are there anybody out there?
[23:36 - 23:37] [MUSIC]
[23:37 - 23:38] Are there anybody out there?
[23:38 - 23:39] [MUSIC]
[23:39 - 23:40] Are there anyone out there?
[23:40 - 23:41] [MUSIC]
[23:41 - 23:42] Are there anybody out there?
[23:42 - 23:43] [MUSIC]
[23:43 - 23:44] Are there anybody out there?
[23:44 - 23:45] [MUSIC]
[23:45 - 23:46] Are there anybody out there?
[23:46 - 23:47] [MUSIC]
[23:47 - 23:48] Are there anybody out there?
[23:48 - 23:49] [MUSIC]
[23:49 - 23:50] Are there anybody out there?
[23:50 - 23:51] [MUSIC]
[23:51 - 23:52] Are there anybody out there?
[23:52 - 23:53] [MUSIC]
[23:53 - 23:54] Are there anybody out there?
[23:54 - 23:55] [MUSIC]
[23:55 - 23:56] Are there anybody out there?
[23:56 - 23:57] [MUSIC]
[23:57 - 23:58] Are there anybody out there?
[23:58 - 23:59] [MUSIC]
[23:59 - 24:00] Are there anybody out there?
[24:00 - 24:01] [MUSIC]
[24:01 - 24:02] Are there anybody out there?
[24:02 - 24:03] [MUSIC]
[24:03 - 24:04] Are there anybody out there?
[24:04 - 24:05] [MUSIC]
[24:05 - 24:06] Are there anybody out there?
[24:06 - 24:07] [MUSIC]
[24:07 - 24:08] Are there anybody out there?
[24:08 - 24:09] [MUSIC]
[24:09 - 24:10] Are there anybody out there?
[24:10 - 24:11] [MUSIC]
[24:11 - 24:12] Are there anybody out there?
[24:12 - 24:13] [MUSIC]
[24:13 - 24:14] Are there anybody out there?
[24:14 - 24:15] [MUSIC]
[24:15 - 24:16] Are there anybody out there?
[24:16 - 24:17] [MUSIC]
[24:17 - 24:18] Are there anybody out there?
[24:18 - 24:19] [MUSIC]
[24:19 - 24:20] Are there anybody out there?
[24:20 - 24:21] [MUSIC]
[24:21 - 24:22] Are there anybody out there?
[24:22 - 24:23] [MUSIC]
[24:23 - 24:24] Are there anybody out there?
[24:24 - 24:25] [MUSIC]
[24:25 - 24:26] Are there anybody out there?
[24:26 - 24:27] [MUSIC]
[24:27 - 24:28] Are there anybody out there?
[24:28 - 24:29] [MUSIC]
[24:29 - 24:30] Are there anybody out there?
[24:30 - 24:31] [MUSIC]
[24:31 - 24:32] Are there anybody out there?
[24:32 - 24:33] [MUSIC]
[24:33 - 24:34] Are there anybody out there?
[24:34 - 24:35] [MUSIC]
[24:35 - 24:36] Are there anybody out there?
[24:36 - 24:37] [MUSIC]
[24:37 - 24:38] Are there anybody out there?
[24:38 - 24:39] [MUSIC]
[24:39 - 24:40] Are there anybody out there?
[24:40 - 24:41] [MUSIC]
[24:41 - 24:42] Are there anybody out there?
[24:42 - 24:43] [MUSIC]
[24:43 - 24:44] Are there anybody out there?
[24:44 - 24:45] [MUSIC]
[24:45 - 24:46] Are there anybody out there?
[24:46 - 24:47] [MUSIC]
[24:47 - 24:48] Are there anybody out there?
[24:48 - 24:49] [MUSIC]
[24:49 - 24:50] Are there anybody out there?
[24:50 - 24:51] [MUSIC]
[24:51 - 24:52] Are there anybody out there?
[24:52 - 24:53] [MUSIC]
[24:53 - 24:54] Are there anybody out there?
[24:54 - 24:55] [MUSIC]
[24:55 - 24:56] Are there anybody out there?
[24:56 - 24:57] [MUSIC]
[24:57 - 24:58] Are there anybody out there?
[24:58 - 24:59] [MUSIC]
[24:59 - 25:00] Are there anybody out there?
[25:00 - 25:01] [MUSIC]
[25:01 - 25:02] Are there anybody out there?
[25:02 - 25:03] [MUSIC]
[25:03 - 25:04] Are there anybody out there?
[25:04 - 25:05] [MUSIC]
[25:05 - 25:06] Are there anybody out there?
[25:06 - 25:07] [MUSIC]
[25:07 - 25:08] Are there anybody out there?
[25:08 - 25:09] [MUSIC]
[25:09 - 25:10] Are there anybody out there?
[25:10 - 25:11] [MUSIC]
[25:11 - 25:12] Are there anybody out there?
[25:12 - 25:13] [MUSIC]
[25:13 - 25:14] Are there anybody out there?
[25:14 - 25:15] [MUSIC]
[25:15 - 25:16] Are there anybody out there?
[25:16 - 25:17] [MUSIC]
[25:17 - 25:18] Are there anybody out there?
[25:18 - 25:19] [MUSIC]
[25:19 - 25:20] Are there anybody out there?
[25:20 - 25:21] [MUSIC]
[25:21 - 25:22] Are there anybody out there?
[25:22 - 25:23] [MUSIC]
[25:23 - 25:24] Are there anybody out there?
[25:24 - 25:25] [MUSIC]
[25:25 - 25:26] Are there anybody out there?
[25:26 - 25:27] [MUSIC]
[25:27 - 25:28] Are there anybody out there?
[25:28 - 25:29] [MUSIC]
[25:29 - 25:30] Are there anybody out there?
[25:30 - 25:31] [MUSIC]
[25:31 - 25:32] Are there anybody out there?
[25:32 - 25:33] [MUSIC]
[25:33 - 25:34] Are there anybody out there?
[25:34 - 25:35] [MUSIC]
[25:35 - 25:36] Are there anybody out there?
[25:36 - 25:37] [MUSIC]
[25:37 - 25:38] Are there anybody out there?
[25:38 - 25:39] [MUSIC]
[25:39 - 25:40] Are there anybody out there?
[25:40 - 25:41] [MUSIC]
[25:41 - 25:42] Are there anybody out there?
[25:42 - 25:43] [MUSIC]
[25:43 - 25:44] Are there anybody out there?
[25:44 - 25:45] [MUSIC]
[25:45 - 25:46] Are there anybody out there?
[25:46 - 25:47] [MUSIC]
[25:47 - 25:48] Are there anybody out there?
[25:48 - 25:49] [MUSIC]
[25:49 - 25:50] Are there anybody out there?
[25:50 - 25:51] [MUSIC]
[25:51 - 25:52] Are there anybody out there?
[25:52 - 25:53] [MUSIC]
[25:53 - 25:54] Are there anybody out there?
[25:54 - 25:55] [MUSIC]
[25:55 - 25:56] Are there anybody out there?
[25:56 - 25:57] [MUSIC]
[25:57 - 25:58] Are there anybody out there?
[25:58 - 25:59] [MUSIC]
[25:59 - 26:00] Are there anybody out there?
[26:00 - 26:01] [MUSIC]
[26:01 - 26:02] Are there anybody out there?
[26:02 - 26:03] [MUSIC]
[26:03 - 26:04] Are there anybody out there?
[26:04 - 26:05] [MUSIC]
[26:05 - 26:06] Are there anybody out there?
[26:06 - 26:07] [MUSIC]
[26:07 - 26:08] Are there anybody out there?
[26:08 - 26:09] [MUSIC]
[26:09 - 26:10] Are there anybody out there?
[26:10 - 26:11] [MUSIC]
[26:11 - 26:12] Are there anybody out there?
[26:12 - 26:13] [MUSIC]
[26:13 - 26:14] Are there anybody out there?
[26:14 - 26:15] [MUSIC]
[26:15 - 26:16] Are there anybody out there?
[26:16 - 26:17] [MUSIC]
[26:17 - 26:18] Are there anybody out there?
[26:18 - 26:19] [MUSIC]
[26:19 - 26:20] Are there anybody out there?
[26:20 - 26:21] [MUSIC]
[26:21 - 26:22] Are there anybody out there?
[26:22 - 26:23] [MUSIC]
[26:23 - 26:24] Are there anybody out there?
[26:24 - 26:25] [MUSIC]
[26:25 - 26:26] Are there anybody out there?
[26:26 - 26:27] [MUSIC]
[26:27 - 26:28] Are there anybody out there?
[26:28 - 26:29] [MUSIC]
[26:29 - 26:30] Are there anybody out there?
[26:30 - 26:31] [MUSIC]
[26:31 - 26:32] Are there anybody out there?
[26:32 - 26:33] [MUSIC]
[26:33 - 26:34] Are there anybody out there?
[26:34 - 26:35] [MUSIC]
[26:35 - 26:36] Are there anybody out there?
[26:36 - 26:37] [MUSIC]
[26:37 - 26:38] Are there anybody out there?
[26:38 - 26:39] [MUSIC]
[26:39 - 26:40] Are there anybody out there?
[26:40 - 26:41] [MUSIC]
[26:41 - 26:42] Are there anybody out there?
[26:42 - 26:43] [MUSIC]
[26:43 - 26:44] Are there anybody out there?
[26:44 - 26:45] [MUSIC]
[26:45 - 26:46] Are there anyone out there?
[26:46 - 26:47] [MUSIC]
[26:47 - 26:48] Are there anybody out there?
[26:48 - 26:49] [MUSIC]
[26:49 - 26:50] Are there anybody out there?
[26:50 - 26:51] [MUSIC]
[26:51 - 26:52] Are there anybody out there?
[26:52 - 26:53] [MUSIC]
[26:53 - 26:54] Are there anybody out there?
[26:54 - 26:55] [MUSIC]
[26:55 - 26:56] Are there anybody out there?
[26:56 - 26:57] [MUSIC]
[26:57 - 26:58] Are there anybody out there?
[26:58 - 26:59] [MUSIC]
[26:59 - 27:00] Are there anybody out there?
[27:00 - 27:01] [MUSIC]
[27:01 - 27:02] Are there anybody out there?
[27:02 - 27:03] [MUSIC]
[27:03 - 27:04] Are there anybody out there?
[27:04 - 27:05] [MUSIC]
[27:05 - 27:06] Are there anybody out there?
[27:06 - 27:07] [MUSIC]
[27:07 - 27:08] Are there anybody out there?
[27:08 - 27:09] [MUSIC]
[27:09 - 27:10] Are there anybody out there?
[27:10 - 27:11] [MUSIC]
[27:11 - 27:12] Are there anybody out there?
[27:12 - 27:13] [MUSIC]
[27:13 - 27:14] Are there anybody out there?
[27:14 - 27:15] [MUSIC]
[27:15 - 27:16] Are there anybody out there?
[27:16 - 27:17] [MUSIC]
[27:17 - 27:18] Are there anybody out there?
[27:18 - 27:19] [MUSIC]
[27:19 - 27:20] Are there anybody out there?
[27:20 - 27:21] [MUSIC]
[27:21 - 27:22] Are there anybody out there?
[27:22 - 27:23] [MUSIC]
[27:23 - 27:24] Are there anybody out there?
[27:24 - 27:25] [MUSIC]
[27:25 - 27:26] Are there anybody out there?
[27:26 - 27:27] [MUSIC]
[27:27 - 27:28] Are there anybody out there?
[27:28 - 27:29] [MUSIC]
[27:29 - 27:30] Are there anybody out there?
[27:30 - 27:31] [MUSIC]
[27:31 - 27:32] Are there anybody out there?
[27:32 - 27:33] [MUSIC]
[27:33 - 27:34] Are there anybody out there?
[27:34 - 27:35] [MUSIC]
[27:35 - 27:36] Are there anybody out there?
[27:36 - 27:37] [MUSIC]
[27:37 - 27:38] Are there anybody out there?
[27:38 - 27:39] [MUSIC]
[27:39 - 27:40] Are there anybody out there?
[27:40 - 27:41] [MUSIC]
[27:41 - 27:42] Are there anybody out there?
[27:42 - 27:43] [MUSIC]
[27:43 - 27:44] Are there anybody out there?
[27:44 - 27:45] [MUSIC]
[27:45 - 27:46] Are there anybody out there?
[27:46 - 27:47] [MUSIC]
[27:47 - 27:48] Are there anybody out there?
[27:48 - 27:49] [MUSIC]
[27:49 - 27:50] Are there anybody out there?
[27:50 - 27:51] [MUSIC]
[27:51 - 27:52] Are there anybody out there?
[27:52 - 27:53] [MUSIC]
[27:53 - 27:54] Are there anybody out there?
[27:54 - 27:55] [MUSIC]
[27:55 - 27:56] Are there anybody out there?
[27:56 - 27:57] [MUSIC]
[27:57 - 27:58] Are there anybody out there?
[27:58 - 27:59] [MUSIC]
[27:59 - 28:00] Are there anybody out there?
[28:00 - 28:01] [MUSIC]
[28:01 - 28:02] Are there anybody out there?
[28:02 - 28:03] [MUSIC]
[28:03 - 28:04] Are there anybody out there?
[28:04 - 28:05] [MUSIC]
[28:05 - 28:06] Are there anybody out there?
[28:06 - 28:07] [MUSIC]
[28:07 - 28:08] Are there anybody out there?
[28:08 - 28:09] [MUSIC]
[28:09 - 28:10] Are there anybody out there?
[28:10 - 28:11] [MUSIC]
[28:11 - 28:12] Are there anybody out there?
[28:12 - 28:13] [MUSIC]
[28:13 - 28:14] Are there anybody out there?
[28:14 - 28:15] [MUSIC]
[28:15 - 28:16] Are there anybody out there?
[28:16 - 28:17] [MUSIC]
[28:17 - 28:18] Are there anybody out there?
[28:18 - 28:19] [MUSIC]
[28:19 - 28:20] Are there anybody out there?
[28:20 - 28:21] [MUSIC]
[28:21 - 28:22] Are there anybody out there?
[28:22 - 28:23] [MUSIC]
[28:23 - 28:24] Are there anybody out there?
[28:24 - 28:25] [MUSIC]
[28:25 - 28:26] Are there anybody out there?
[28:26 - 28:27] [MUSIC]
[28:27 - 28:28] Are there anybody out there?
[28:28 - 28:29] [MUSIC]
[28:29 - 28:30] Are there anybody out there?
[28:30 - 28:31] [MUSIC]
[28:31 - 28:32] Are there anybody out there?
[28:32 - 28:33] [MUSIC]
[28:33 - 28:34] Are there anybody out there?
[28:34 - 28:35] [MUSIC]
[28:35 - 28:36] Are there anybody out there?
[28:36 - 28:37] [MUSIC]
[28:37 - 28:38] Are there anybody out there?
[28:38 - 28:39] [MUSIC]
[28:39 - 28:40] Are there anybody out there?
[28:40 - 28:41] [MUSIC]
[28:41 - 28:42] Are there anybody out there?
[28:42 - 28:43] [MUSIC]
[28:43 - 28:44] Are there anybody out there?
[28:44 - 28:45] [MUSIC]
[28:45 - 28:46] Are there anybody out there?
[28:46 - 28:47] [MUSIC]
[28:47 - 28:48] Are there anybody out there?
[28:48 - 28:49] [MUSIC]
[28:49 - 28:50] Are there anybody out there?
[28:50 - 28:51] [MUSIC]
[28:51 - 28:52] Are there anybody out there?
[28:52 - 28:53] [MUSIC]
[28:53 - 28:54] Are there anybody out there?
[28:54 - 28:55] [MUSIC]
[28:55 - 28:56] Are there anybody out there?
[28:56 - 28:57] [MUSIC]
[28:57 - 28:58] Are there anybody out there?
[28:58 - 28:59] [MUSIC]
[28:59 - 29:00] Are there anybody out there?
[29:00 - 29:01] [MUSIC]
[29:01 - 29:02] Are there anybody out there?
[29:02 - 29:03] [MUSIC]
[29:03 - 29:04] Are there anybody out there?
[29:04 - 29:05] [MUSIC]
[29:05 - 29:06] Are there anybody out there?
[29:06 - 29:07] [MUSIC]
[29:07 - 29:08] Are there anybody out there?
[29:08 - 29:09] [MUSIC]
[29:09 - 29:10] Are there anybody out there?
[29:10 - 29:11] [MUSIC]
[29:11 - 29:12] Are there anybody out there?
[29:12 - 29:13] [MUSIC]
[29:13 - 29:14] Are there anybody out there?
[29:14 - 29:15] [MUSIC]
[29:15 - 29:16] Are there anybody out there?
[29:16 - 29:17] [MUSIC]
[29:17 - 29:18] Are there anybody out there?
[29:18 - 29:19] [MUSIC]
[29:19 - 29:20] Are there anybody out there?
[29:20 - 29:21] [MUSIC]
[29:21 - 29:22] Are there anybody out there?
[29:22 - 29:23] [MUSIC]
[29:23 - 29:24] Are there anybody out there?
[29:24 - 29:25] [MUSIC]
[29:25 - 29:26] Are there anybody out there?
[29:26 - 29:27] [MUSIC]
[29:27 - 29:28] Are there anybody out there?
[29:28 - 29:29] [MUSIC]
[29:29 - 29:30] Are there anybody out there?
[29:30 - 29:31] [MUSIC]
[29:31 - 29:32] Are there anybody out there?
[29:32 - 29:33] [MUSIC]
[29:33 - 29:34] Are there anybody out there?
[29:34 - 29:35] [MUSIC]
[29:35 - 29:36] Are there anybody out there?
[29:36 - 29:37] [MUSIC]
[29:37 - 29:38] Are there anybody out there?
[29:38 - 29:39] [MUSIC]
[29:39 - 29:40] Are there anybody out there?
[29:40 - 29:41] [MUSIC]
[29:41 - 29:42] Are there anybody out there?
[29:42 - 29:43] [MUSIC]
[29:43 - 29:44] Are there anybody out there?
[29:44 - 29:45] [MUSIC]
[29:45 - 29:46] Are there anybody out there?
[29:46 - 29:47] [MUSIC]
[29:47 - 29:48] Are there anybody out there?
[29:48 - 29:49] [MUSIC]
[29:49 - 29:50] Are there anybody out there?
[29:50 - 29:51] [MUSIC]
[29:51 - 29:52] Are there anybody out there?
[29:52 - 29:53] [MUSIC]
[29:53 - 29:54] Are there anybody out there?
[29:54 - 29:55] [MUSIC]
[29:55 - 29:56] Are there anybody out there?
[29:56 - 29:57] [MUSIC]
[29:57 - 29:58] Are there anybody out there?
[29:58 - 29:59] [MUSIC]
[29:59 - 30:00] Are there anybody out there?
[30:00 - 30:01] [MUSIC]
[30:01 - 30:02] Are there anybody out there?
[30:02 - 30:03] [MUSIC]
[30:03 - 30:04] Are there anybody out there?
[30:04 - 30:05] [MUSIC]
[30:05 - 30:06] Are there anybody out there?
[30:06 - 30:07] [MUSIC]
[30:07 - 30:08] Are there anybody out there?
[30:08 - 30:09] [MUSIC]
[30:09 - 30:10] Are there anybody out there?
[30:10 - 30:11] [MUSIC]
[30:11 - 30:12] Are there anybody out there?
[30:12 - 30:13] [MUSIC]
[30:13 - 30:14] Are there anybody out there?
[30:14 - 30:15] [MUSIC]
[30:15 - 30:16] Are there anybody out there?
[30:16 - 30:17] [MUSIC]
[30:17 - 30:18] Are there anybody out there?
[30:18 - 30:19] [MUSIC]
[30:19 - 30:20] Are there anybody out there?
[30:20 - 30:21] [MUSIC]
[30:21 - 30:22] Are there anybody out there?
[30:22 - 30:23] [MUSIC]
[30:23 - 30:24] Are there anybody out there?
[30:24 - 30:25] [MUSIC]
[30:25 - 30:26] Are there anybody out there?
[30:26 - 30:27] [MUSIC]
[30:27 - 30:28] Are there anybody out there?
[30:28 - 30:29] [MUSIC]
[30:29 - 30:30] Are there anybody out there?
[30:30 - 30:31] [MUSIC]
[30:31 - 30:32] Are there anybody out there?
[30:32 - 30:33] [MUSIC]
[30:33 - 30:34] Are there anybody out there?
[30:34 - 30:35] [MUSIC]
[30:35 - 30:36] Are there anybody out there?
[30:36 - 30:37] [MUSIC]
[30:37 - 30:38] Are there anybody out there?
[30:38 - 30:39] [MUSIC]
[30:39 - 30:40] Are there anybody out there?
[30:40 - 30:41] [MUSIC]
[30:41 - 30:42] Are there anybody out there?
[30:42 - 30:43] [MUSIC]
[30:43 - 30:44] Are there anybody out there?
[30:44 - 30:45] [MUSIC]
[30:45 - 30:46] Are there anybody out there?
[30:46 - 30:47] [MUSIC]
[30:47 - 30:48] Are there anybody out there?
[30:48 - 30:49] [MUSIC]
[30:49 - 30:50] Are there anybody out there?
[30:50 - 30:51] [MUSIC]
[30:51 - 30:52] Are there anybody out there?
[30:52 - 30:53] [MUSIC]
[30:53 - 30:54] Are there anybody out there?
[30:54 - 30:55] [MUSIC]
[30:55 - 30:56] Are there anybody out there?
[30:56 - 30:57] [MUSIC]
[30:57 - 30:58] Are there anybody out there?
[30:58 - 30:59] [MUSIC]
[30:59 - 31:00] Are there anybody out there?
[31:00 - 31:01] [MUSIC]
[31:01 - 31:02] Are there anybody out there?
[31:02 - 31:03] [MUSIC]
[31:03 - 31:04] Are there anybody out there?
[31:04 - 31:05] [MUSIC]
[31:05 - 31:06] Are there anybody out there?
[31:06 - 31:07] [MUSIC]
[31:07 - 31:08] Are there anybody out there?
[31:08 - 31:09] [MUSIC]
[31:09 - 31:10] Are there anybody out there?
[31:10 - 31:11] [MUSIC]
[31:11 - 31:12] Are there anybody out there?
[31:12 - 31:13] [MUSIC]
[31:13 - 31:14] Are there anybody out there?
[31:14 - 31:15] [MUSIC]
[31:15 - 31:16] Are there anybody out there?
[31:16 - 31:17] [MUSIC]
[31:17 - 31:18] Are there anybody out there?
[31:18 - 31:19] [MUSIC]
[31:19 - 31:20] Are there anybody out there?
[31:20 - 31:21] [MUSIC]
[31:21 - 31:22] Are there anybody out there?
[31:22 - 31:23] [MUSIC]
[31:23 - 31:24] Are there anybody out there?
[31:24 - 31:25] [MUSIC]
[31:25 - 31:26] Are there anybody out there?
[31:26 - 31:27] [MUSIC]
[31:27 - 31:28] Are there anybody out there?
[31:28 - 31:29] [MUSIC]
[31:29 - 31:30] Are there anybody out there?
[31:30 - 31:31] [MUSIC]
[31:31 - 31:32] Are there anybody out there?
[31:32 - 31:33] [MUSIC]
[31:33 - 31:34] Are there anybody out there?
[31:34 - 31:35] [MUSIC]
[31:35 - 31:36] Are there anybody out there?
[31:36 - 31:37] [MUSIC]
[31:37 - 31:38] Are there anybody out there?
[31:38 - 31:39] [MUSIC]
[31:39 - 31:40] Are there anybody out there?
[31:40 - 31:41] [MUSIC]
[31:41 - 31:42] Are there anybody out there?
[31:42 - 31:43] [MUSIC]
[31:43 - 31:44] Are there anybody out there?
[31:44 - 31:45] [MUSIC]
[31:45 - 31:46] Are there anybody out there?
[31:46 - 31:47] [MUSIC]
[31:47 - 31:48] Are there anybody out there?
[31:48 - 31:49] [MUSIC]
[31:49 - 31:50] Are there anybody out there?
[31:50 - 31:51] [MUSIC]
[31:51 - 31:52] Are there anybody out there?
[31:52 - 31:53] [MUSIC]
[31:53 - 31:54] Are there anybody out there?
[31:54 - 31:55] [MUSIC]
[31:55 - 31:56] Are there anybody out there?
[31:56 - 31:57] [MUSIC]
[31:57 - 31:58] Are there anybody out there?
[31:58 - 31:59] [MUSIC]
[31:59 - 32:00] Are there anybody out there?
[32:00 - 32:01] [MUSIC]
[32:01 - 32:02] Are there anybody out there?
[32:02 - 32:03] [MUSIC]
[32:03 - 32:04] Are there anybody out there?
[32:04 - 32:05] [MUSIC]
[32:05 - 32:06] Are there anybody out there?
[32:06 - 32:07] [MUSIC]
[32:07 - 32:08] Are there anybody out there?
[32:08 - 32:09] [MUSIC]
[32:09 - 32:10] Are there anybody out there?
[32:10 - 32:11] [MUSIC]
[32:11 - 32:12] Are there anybody out there?
[32:12 - 32:13] [MUSIC]
[32:13 - 32:14] Are there anybody out there?
[32:14 - 32:15] [MUSIC]
[32:15 - 32:16] Are there anybody out there?
[32:16 - 32:17] [MUSIC]
[32:17 - 32:18] Are there anybody out there?
[32:18 - 32:19] [MUSIC]
[32:19 - 32:20] Are there anybody out there?
[32:20 - 32:21] [MUSIC]
[32:21 - 32:22] Are there anybody out there?
[32:22 - 32:23] [MUSIC]
[32:23 - 32:24] Are there anybody out there?
[32:24 - 32:25] [MUSIC]
[32:25 - 32:26] Are there anybody out there?
[32:26 - 32:27] [MUSIC]
[32:27 - 32:28] Are there anybody out there?
[32:28 - 32:29] [MUSIC]
[32:29 - 32:30] Are there anybody out there?
[32:30 - 32:31] [MUSIC]
[32:31 - 32:32] Are there anybody out there?
[32:32 - 32:33] [MUSIC]
[32:33 - 32:34] Are there anybody out there?
[32:34 - 32:35] [MUSIC]
[32:35 - 32:36] Are there anybody out there?
[32:36 - 32:37] [MUSIC]
[32:37 - 32:38] Are there anybody out there?
[32:38 - 32:39] [MUSIC]
[32:39 - 32:40] Are there anybody out there?
[32:40 - 32:41] [MUSIC]
[32:41 - 32:42] Are there anybody out there?
[32:42 - 32:43] [MUSIC]
[32:43 - 32:44] Are there anybody out there?
[32:44 - 32:45] [MUSIC]
[32:45 - 32:46] Are there anybody out there?
[32:46 - 32:47] [MUSIC]
[32:47 - 32:48] Just, you know how I cut Kate off?
[32:48 - 32:49] [MUSIC]
[32:49 - 32:52] Do the same thing with Tangent Schmekl, bro.
[32:52 - 32:53] [MUSIC]
[32:53 - 32:54] Cut them off.
[32:54 - 32:55] [MUSIC]
[32:55 - 32:56] Move them.
[32:56 - 32:57] [MUSIC]
[32:57 - 32:58] Get rid of them.
[32:58 - 32:59] [MUSIC]
[32:59 - 33:06] Take that ball of chain off and toss that shit in the ocean, bro.
[33:06 - 33:17] [MUSIC]
[33:17 - 33:18] Let's get real.
[33:18 - 33:22] All we want is a great TV, a TV like this one.
[33:22 - 33:26] [MUSIC]
[33:26 - 33:31] Find a rental car that's the right price, location, size, and more.
[33:31 - 33:36] Search kayak now.
[33:36 - 33:41] [MUSIC]
[33:41 - 33:45] And right now, this song right here is where I'm at in my life.
[33:45 - 33:46] So, Nick.
[33:46 - 33:49] [MUSIC]
[33:49 - 33:52] Do like that one, bro.
[33:52 - 33:55] Do better for yourself and your partner.
[33:55 - 34:09] [MUSIC]
[34:09 - 34:10] Yeah.
[34:10 - 34:11] [MUSIC]
[34:11 - 34:12] Yeah.
[34:12 - 34:13] [MUSIC]
[34:13 - 34:14] Yeah.
[34:14 - 34:15] [MUSIC]
[34:15 - 34:16] Yeah.
[34:16 - 34:17] [MUSIC]
[34:17 - 34:18] Yeah.
[34:18 - 34:19] [MUSIC]
[34:19 - 34:20] Yeah.
[34:20 - 34:21] [MUSIC]
[34:21 - 34:22] Yeah.
[34:22 - 34:23] [MUSIC]
[34:23 - 34:24] Yeah.
[34:24 - 34:25] [MUSIC]
[34:25 - 34:26] Yeah.
[34:26 - 34:27] [MUSIC]
[34:27 - 34:28] Yeah.
[34:28 - 34:29] [MUSIC]
[34:29 - 34:30] Yeah.
[34:30 - 34:31] [MUSIC]
[34:31 - 34:32] Yeah.
[34:32 - 34:33] [MUSIC]
[34:33 - 34:34] Yeah.
[34:34 - 34:35] [MUSIC]
[34:35 - 34:36] Yeah.
[34:36 - 34:37] [MUSIC]
[34:37 - 34:38] Yeah.
[34:38 - 34:39] [MUSIC]
[34:39 - 34:40] Yeah.
[34:40 - 34:41] [MUSIC]
[34:41 - 34:42] Yeah.
[34:42 - 34:43] [MUSIC]
[34:43 - 34:44] Yeah.
[34:44 - 34:45] [MUSIC]
[34:45 - 34:46] Yeah.
[34:46 - 34:47] [MUSIC]
[34:47 - 34:48] Yeah.
[34:48 - 34:49] [MUSIC]
[34:49 - 34:50] Yeah.
[34:50 - 34:51] [MUSIC]
[34:51 - 34:52] Yeah.
[34:52 - 34:53] [MUSIC]
[34:53 - 34:54] Yeah.
[34:54 - 34:55] [MUSIC]
[34:55 - 34:56] Yeah.
[34:56 - 34:57] [MUSIC]
[34:57 - 34:58] Yeah.
[34:58 - 34:59] [MUSIC]
[34:59 - 35:00] Yeah.
[35:00 - 35:01] [MUSIC]
[35:01 - 35:02] Yeah.
[35:02 - 35:03] [MUSIC]
[35:03 - 35:04] Yeah.
[35:04 - 35:05] [MUSIC]
[35:05 - 35:06] Yeah.
[35:06 - 35:07] [MUSIC]
[35:07 - 35:08] Yeah.
[35:08 - 35:09] [MUSIC]
[35:09 - 35:10] Yeah.
[35:10 - 35:11] [MUSIC]
[35:11 - 35:12] Yeah.
[35:12 - 35:13] [MUSIC]
[35:13 - 35:14] Yeah.
[35:14 - 35:15] [MUSIC]
[35:15 - 35:16] Yeah.
[35:16 - 35:17] [MUSIC]
[35:17 - 35:18] Yeah.
[35:18 - 35:19] [MUSIC]
[35:19 - 35:20] Yeah.
[35:20 - 35:21] [MUSIC]
[35:21 - 35:22] Yeah.
[35:22 - 35:23] [MUSIC]
[35:23 - 35:24] Yeah.
[35:24 - 35:25] [MUSIC]
[35:25 - 35:26] Yeah.
[35:26 - 35:27] [MUSIC]
[35:27 - 35:28] Yeah.
[35:28 - 35:29] [MUSIC]
[35:29 - 35:30] Yeah.
[35:30 - 35:31] [MUSIC]
[35:31 - 35:32] Yeah.
[35:32 - 35:33] [MUSIC]
[35:33 - 35:34] Yeah.
[35:34 - 35:35] [MUSIC]
[35:35 - 35:36] Yeah.
[35:36 - 35:37] [MUSIC]
[35:37 - 35:38] Yeah.
[35:38 - 35:39] [MUSIC]
[35:39 - 35:40] Yeah.
[35:40 - 35:41] [MUSIC]
[35:41 - 35:42] Yeah.
[35:42 - 35:43] [MUSIC]
[35:43 - 35:44] Yeah.
[35:44 - 35:45] [MUSIC]
[35:45 - 35:46] Yeah.
[35:46 - 35:47] [MUSIC]
[35:47 - 35:48] Yeah.
[35:48 - 35:49] [MUSIC]
[35:49 - 35:50] Yeah.
[35:50 - 35:51] [MUSIC]
[35:51 - 35:52] Yeah.
[35:52 - 35:53] [MUSIC]
[35:53 - 35:54] Yeah.
[35:54 - 35:55] [MUSIC]
[35:55 - 35:56] Yeah.
[35:56 - 35:57] [MUSIC]
[35:57 - 35:58] Yeah.
[35:58 - 35:59] [MUSIC]
[35:59 - 36:00] Yeah.
[36:00 - 36:01] [MUSIC]
[36:01 - 36:02] Yeah.
[36:02 - 36:03] [MUSIC]
[36:03 - 36:04] Yeah.
[36:04 - 36:05] [MUSIC]
[36:05 - 36:06] Yeah.
[36:06 - 36:07] [MUSIC]
[36:07 - 36:08] Yeah.
[36:08 - 36:09] [MUSIC]
[36:09 - 36:10] Yeah.
[36:10 - 36:11] [MUSIC]
[36:11 - 36:12] Yeah.
[36:12 - 36:13] [MUSIC]
[36:13 - 36:14] Yeah.
[36:14 - 36:15] [MUSIC]
[36:15 - 36:16] Yeah.
[36:16 - 36:17] [MUSIC]
[36:17 - 36:18] Yeah.
[36:18 - 36:19] [MUSIC]
[36:19 - 36:20] Yeah.
[36:20 - 36:21] [MUSIC]
[36:21 - 36:22] Yeah.
[36:22 - 36:23] [MUSIC]
[36:23 - 36:24] Yeah.
[36:24 - 36:25] [MUSIC]
[36:25 - 36:26] Yeah.
[36:26 - 36:27] [MUSIC]
[36:27 - 36:28] Yeah.
[36:28 - 36:29] [MUSIC]
[36:29 - 36:30] Yeah.
[36:30 - 36:31] [MUSIC]
[36:31 - 36:32] Yeah.
[36:32 - 36:33] [MUSIC]
[36:33 - 36:34] Yeah.
[36:34 - 36:35] [MUSIC]
[36:35 - 36:36] Yeah.
[36:36 - 36:37] [MUSIC]
[36:37 - 36:38] Yeah.
[36:38 - 36:39] [MUSIC]
[36:39 - 36:40] Yeah.
[36:40 - 36:41] [MUSIC]
[36:41 - 36:42] Yeah.
[36:42 - 36:43] [MUSIC]
[36:43 - 36:44] Yeah.
[36:44 - 36:45] [MUSIC]
[36:45 - 36:46] Yeah.
[36:46 - 36:47] [MUSIC]
[36:47 - 36:48] Yeah.
[36:48 - 36:49] [MUSIC]
[36:49 - 36:50] Yeah.
[36:50 - 36:51] [MUSIC]
[36:51 - 36:52] Yeah.
[36:52 - 36:53] [MUSIC]
[36:53 - 36:54] Yeah.
[36:54 - 36:55] [MUSIC]
[36:55 - 36:56] Yeah.
[36:56 - 36:57] [MUSIC]
[36:57 - 36:58] Yeah.
[36:58 - 36:59] [MUSIC]
[36:59 - 37:00] Yeah.
[37:00 - 37:01] [MUSIC]
[37:01 - 37:02] Yeah.
[37:02 - 37:03] [MUSIC]
[37:03 - 37:04] Yeah.
[37:04 - 37:05] [MUSIC]
[37:05 - 37:06] Yeah.
[37:06 - 37:07] [MUSIC]
[37:07 - 37:08] Yeah.
[37:08 - 37:09] [MUSIC]
[37:09 - 37:10] Yeah.
[37:10 - 37:11] [MUSIC]
[37:11 - 37:12] Yeah.
[37:12 - 37:13] [MUSIC]
[37:13 - 37:14] Yeah.
[37:14 - 37:15] [MUSIC]
[37:15 - 37:16] Yeah.
[37:16 - 37:17] [MUSIC]
[37:17 - 37:18] Yeah.
[37:18 - 37:19] [MUSIC]
[37:19 - 37:20] Yeah.
[37:20 - 37:21] [MUSIC]
[37:21 - 37:22] Yeah.
[37:22 - 37:23] [MUSIC]
[37:23 - 37:24] Yeah.
[37:24 - 37:25] [MUSIC]
[37:25 - 37:26] Yeah.
[37:26 - 37:27] [MUSIC]
[37:27 - 37:28] Yeah.
[37:28 - 37:29] [MUSIC]
[37:29 - 37:30] Yeah.
[37:30 - 37:31] [MUSIC]
[37:31 - 37:32] Yeah.
[37:32 - 37:33] [MUSIC]
[37:33 - 37:34] Yeah.
[37:34 - 37:35] [MUSIC]
[37:35 - 37:36] Yeah.
[37:36 - 37:37] [MUSIC]
[37:37 - 37:38] Yeah.
[37:38 - 37:39] [MUSIC]
[37:39 - 37:40] Yeah.
[37:40 - 37:41] [MUSIC]
[37:41 - 37:42] Yeah.
[37:42 - 37:43] [MUSIC]
[37:43 - 37:44] Yeah.
[37:44 - 37:45] [MUSIC]
[37:45 - 37:46] Yeah.
[37:46 - 37:47] [MUSIC]
[37:47 - 37:48] Yeah.
[37:48 - 37:49] [MUSIC]
[37:49 - 37:50] Yeah.
[37:50 - 37:51] [MUSIC]
[37:51 - 37:52] Yeah.
[37:52 - 37:53] [MUSIC]
[37:53 - 37:54] Yeah.
[37:54 - 37:55] [MUSIC]
[37:55 - 37:56] Yeah.
[37:56 - 37:57] [MUSIC]
[37:57 - 37:58] Yeah.
[37:58 - 37:59] [MUSIC]
[37:59 - 38:00] Yeah.
[38:00 - 38:01] [MUSIC]
[38:01 - 38:02] Yeah.
[38:02 - 38:03] [MUSIC]
[38:03 - 38:04] Yeah.
[38:04 - 38:05] [MUSIC]
[38:05 - 38:06] Yeah.
[38:06 - 38:07] [MUSIC]
[38:07 - 38:08] Yeah.
[38:08 - 38:09] [MUSIC]
[38:09 - 38:10] Yeah.
[38:10 - 38:11] [MUSIC]
[38:11 - 38:12] Yeah.
[38:12 - 38:13] [MUSIC]
[38:13 - 38:14] Yeah.
[38:14 - 38:15] [MUSIC]
[38:15 - 38:16] Yeah.
[38:16 - 38:17] [MUSIC]
[38:17 - 38:18] Yeah.
[38:18 - 38:19] [MUSIC]
[38:19 - 38:20] Yeah.
[38:20 - 38:21] [MUSIC]
[38:21 - 38:22] Yeah.
[38:22 - 38:23] [MUSIC]
[38:23 - 38:24] Yeah.
[38:24 - 38:25] [MUSIC]
[38:25 - 38:26] Yeah.
[38:26 - 38:27] [MUSIC]
[38:27 - 38:28] Yeah.
[38:28 - 38:29] [MUSIC]
[38:29 - 38:30] Yeah.
[38:30 - 38:31] [MUSIC]
[38:31 - 38:32] Yeah.
[38:32 - 38:33] [MUSIC]
[38:33 - 38:34] Yeah.
[38:34 - 38:35] [MUSIC]
[38:35 - 38:36] Yeah.
[38:36 - 38:37] [MUSIC]
[38:37 - 38:38] Yeah.
[38:38 - 38:39] [MUSIC]
[38:39 - 38:40] Yeah.
[38:40 - 38:41] [MUSIC]
[38:41 - 38:42] Yeah.
[38:42 - 38:43] [MUSIC]
[38:43 - 38:44] Yeah.
[38:44 - 38:45] [MUSIC]
[38:45 - 38:46] Yeah.
[38:46 - 38:47] [MUSIC]
[38:47 - 38:48] Yeah.
[38:48 - 38:49] [MUSIC]
[38:50 - 38:51] Yeah.
[38:51 - 38:52] [MUSIC]
[38:52 - 38:53] Yeah.
[38:53 - 38:54] [MUSIC]
[38:54 - 38:55] Yeah.
[38:55 - 38:56] [MUSIC]
[38:56 - 38:57] Yeah.
[38:57 - 38:58] [MUSIC]
[38:58 - 38:59] Yeah.
[38:59 - 39:00] [MUSIC]
[39:00 - 39:01] Yeah.
[39:01 - 39:02] [MUSIC]
[39:02 - 39:03] Yeah.
[39:03 - 39:04] [MUSIC]
[39:04 - 39:05] Yeah.
[39:05 - 39:06] [MUSIC]
[39:06 - 39:07] Yeah.
[39:07 - 39:08] [MUSIC]
[39:08 - 39:09] Yeah.
[39:09 - 39:10] [MUSIC]
[39:10 - 39:11] Yeah.
[39:11 - 39:12] [MUSIC]
[39:12 - 39:13] Yeah.
[39:13 - 39:14] [MUSIC]
[39:14 - 39:15] Yeah.
[39:15 - 39:16] [MUSIC]
[39:16 - 39:17] Yeah.
[39:17 - 39:18] [MUSIC]
[39:18 - 39:19] Yeah.
[39:19 - 39:20] [MUSIC]
[39:20 - 39:21] Yeah.
[39:21 - 39:22] [MUSIC]
[39:22 - 39:23] Yeah.
[39:23 - 39:24] [MUSIC]
[39:24 - 39:25] Yeah.
[39:25 - 39:26] [MUSIC]
[39:26 - 39:27] Yeah.
[39:27 - 39:28] [MUSIC]
[39:28 - 39:29] Yeah.
[39:29 - 39:30] [MUSIC]
[39:30 - 39:31] Yeah.
[39:31 - 39:32] [MUSIC]
[39:32 - 39:33] Yeah.
[39:33 - 39:34] [MUSIC]
[39:34 - 39:35] Yeah.
[39:35 - 39:36] [MUSIC]
[39:36 - 39:37] Yeah.
[39:37 - 39:38] [MUSIC]
[39:38 - 39:39] Yeah.
[39:39 - 39:40] [MUSIC]
[39:40 - 39:41] Yeah.
[39:41 - 39:42] [MUSIC]
[39:42 - 39:43] Yeah.
[39:43 - 39:44] [MUSIC]
[39:44 - 39:45] Yeah.
[39:45 - 39:46] [MUSIC]
[39:47 - 39:48] Yeah.
[39:48 - 39:49] [MUSIC]
[39:49 - 39:50] Yeah.
[39:50 - 39:51] [MUSIC]
[39:51 - 39:52] Yeah.
[39:52 - 39:53] [MUSIC]
[39:53 - 39:54] Yeah.
[39:54 - 39:55] [MUSIC]
[39:55 - 39:56] Yeah.
[39:56 - 39:57] [MUSIC]
[39:57 - 39:58] Yeah.
[39:58 - 39:59] [MUSIC]
[39:59 - 40:00] Yeah.
[40:00 - 40:01] [MUSIC]
[40:01 - 40:02] Yeah.
[40:02 - 40:03] [MUSIC]
[40:03 - 40:04] Yeah.
[40:04 - 40:05] [MUSIC]
[40:05 - 40:06] Yeah.
[40:06 - 40:07] [MUSIC]
[40:07 - 40:08] Yeah.
[40:08 - 40:09] [MUSIC]
[40:09 - 40:10] Yeah.
[40:10 - 40:11] [MUSIC]
[40:11 - 40:12] Yeah.
[40:12 - 40:13] [MUSIC]
[40:13 - 40:14] Yeah.
[40:14 - 40:15] [MUSIC]
[40:15 - 40:16] Yeah.
[40:16 - 40:17] [MUSIC]
[40:17 - 40:18] Yeah.
[40:18 - 40:19] [MUSIC]
[40:19 - 40:20] Yeah.
[40:20 - 40:21] [MUSIC]
[40:21 - 40:22] Yeah.
[40:22 - 40:23] [MUSIC]
[40:23 - 40:24] Yeah.
[40:24 - 40:25] [MUSIC]
[40:25 - 40:26] Yeah.
[40:26 - 40:27] [MUSIC]
[40:27 - 40:28] Yeah.
[40:28 - 40:29] [MUSIC]
[40:29 - 40:30] Yeah.
[40:30 - 40:31] [MUSIC]
[40:31 - 40:32] Yeah.
[40:32 - 40:33] [MUSIC]
[40:33 - 40:34] Yeah.
[40:34 - 40:35] [MUSIC]
[40:35 - 40:36] Yeah.
[40:36 - 40:37] [MUSIC]
[40:37 - 40:38] Yeah.
[40:38 - 40:39] [MUSIC]
[40:39 - 40:40] Yeah.
[40:40 - 40:41] [MUSIC]
[40:41 - 40:42] Yeah.
[40:42 - 40:43] [MUSIC]
[40:43 - 40:44] Yeah.
[40:44 - 40:45] [MUSIC]
[40:45 - 40:46] Yeah.
[40:46 - 40:47] [MUSIC]
[40:47 - 40:48] Yeah.
[40:48 - 40:49] [MUSIC]
[40:49 - 40:50] Yeah.
[40:50 - 40:51] [MUSIC]
[40:51 - 40:52] Yeah.
[40:52 - 40:53] [MUSIC]
[40:53 - 40:54] Yeah.
[40:54 - 40:55] [MUSIC]
[40:55 - 40:56] Yeah.
[40:56 - 40:57] [MUSIC]
[40:57 - 40:58] Yeah.
[40:58 - 40:59] [MUSIC]
[40:59 - 41:00] Yeah.
[41:00 - 41:01] [MUSIC]
[41:01 - 41:02] Yeah.
[41:02 - 41:03] [MUSIC]
[41:03 - 41:04] Yeah.
[41:04 - 41:05] [MUSIC]
[41:05 - 41:06] Yeah.
[41:06 - 41:07] [MUSIC]
[41:07 - 41:08] Yeah.
[41:08 - 41:09] [MUSIC]
[41:09 - 41:10] Yeah.
[41:10 - 41:11] [MUSIC]
[41:11 - 41:12] Yeah.
[41:12 - 41:13] [MUSIC]
[41:13 - 41:14] Yeah.
[41:14 - 41:15] [MUSIC]
[41:15 - 41:16] Yeah.
[41:16 - 41:17] [MUSIC]
[41:17 - 41:18] Yeah.
[41:18 - 41:19] [MUSIC]
[41:19 - 41:20] Yeah.
[41:20 - 41:21] [MUSIC]
[41:21 - 41:22] Yeah.
[41:22 - 41:23] [MUSIC]
[41:23 - 41:24] Yeah.
[41:24 - 41:25] [MUSIC]
[41:25 - 41:26] Yeah.
[41:26 - 41:27] [MUSIC]
[41:27 - 41:28] Yeah.
[41:28 - 41:29] [MUSIC]
[41:29 - 41:30] Yeah.
[41:30 - 41:31] [MUSIC]
[41:31 - 41:32] Yeah.
[41:32 - 41:33] [MUSIC]
[41:33 - 41:34] Yeah.
[41:34 - 41:35] [MUSIC]
[41:35 - 41:36] Yeah.
[41:36 - 41:37] [MUSIC]
[41:37 - 41:38] Yeah.
[41:38 - 41:39] [MUSIC]
[41:39 - 41:40] Yeah.
[41:40 - 41:41] [MUSIC]
[41:41 - 41:42] Yeah.
[41:42 - 41:43] [MUSIC]
[41:43 - 41:44] Yeah.
[41:44 - 41:45] [MUSIC]
[41:45 - 41:46] Yeah.
[41:46 - 41:47] [MUSIC]
[41:47 - 41:48] Yeah.
[41:48 - 41:49] [MUSIC]
[41:49 - 41:50] Yeah.
[41:50 - 41:51] [MUSIC]
[41:51 - 41:52] Yeah.
[41:52 - 41:53] [MUSIC]
[41:53 - 41:54] Yeah.
[41:54 - 41:55] [MUSIC]
[41:55 - 41:56] Yeah.
[41:56 - 41:57] [MUSIC]
[41:57 - 41:58] Yeah.
[41:58 - 41:59] [MUSIC]
[41:59 - 42:00] Yeah.
[42:00 - 42:01] [MUSIC]
[42:01 - 42:02] Yeah.
[42:02 - 42:03] [MUSIC]
[42:03 - 42:04] Yeah.
[42:04 - 42:05] [MUSIC]
[42:05 - 42:06] Yeah.
[42:06 - 42:07] [MUSIC]
[42:07 - 42:08] Yeah.
[42:08 - 42:09] [MUSIC]
[42:09 - 42:10] Yeah.
[42:10 - 42:11] [MUSIC]
[42:11 - 42:12] Yeah.
[42:12 - 42:13] [MUSIC]
[42:13 - 42:14] Yeah.
[42:14 - 42:15] [MUSIC]
[42:15 - 42:16] Yeah.
[42:16 - 42:17] [MUSIC]
[42:17 - 42:18] Yeah.
[42:18 - 42:19] [MUSIC]
[42:19 - 42:20] Yeah.
[42:20 - 42:21] [MUSIC]
[42:21 - 42:22] Yeah.
[42:22 - 42:23] [MUSIC]
[42:23 - 42:24] Yeah.
[42:24 - 42:25] [MUSIC]
[42:25 - 42:26] Yeah.
[42:26 - 42:27] [MUSIC]
[42:27 - 42:28] Yeah.
[42:28 - 42:29] [MUSIC]
[42:29 - 42:30] Yeah.
[42:30 - 42:31] [MUSIC]
[42:31 - 42:32] Yeah.
[42:32 - 42:33] [MUSIC]
[42:33 - 42:34] Yeah.
[42:34 - 42:35] [MUSIC]
[42:35 - 42:36] Yeah.
[42:36 - 42:37] [MUSIC]
[42:37 - 42:38] Yeah.
[42:38 - 42:39] [MUSIC]
[42:39 - 42:40] Yeah.
[42:40 - 42:41] [MUSIC]
[42:41 - 42:42] Yeah.
[42:42 - 42:43] [MUSIC]
[42:43 - 42:44] Yeah.
[42:44 - 42:45] [MUSIC]
[42:45 - 42:46] Yeah.
[42:46 - 42:47] [MUSIC]
[42:47 - 42:48] Yeah.
[42:48 - 42:49] [MUSIC]
[42:49 - 42:50] Yeah.
[42:50 - 42:51] [MUSIC]
[42:51 - 42:52] Yeah.
[42:52 - 42:53] [MUSIC]
[42:53 - 42:54] Yeah.
[42:54 - 42:55] [MUSIC]
[42:55 - 42:56] Yeah.
[42:56 - 42:57] [MUSIC]
[42:57 - 42:58] Yeah.
[42:58 - 42:59] [MUSIC]
[42:59 - 43:00] Yeah.
[43:00 - 43:01] [MUSIC]
[43:01 - 43:02] Yeah.
[43:02 - 43:03] [MUSIC]
[43:03 - 43:04] Yeah.
[43:04 - 43:05] [MUSIC]
[43:05 - 43:06] Yeah.
[43:06 - 43:07] [MUSIC]
[43:07 - 43:08] Yeah.
[43:08 - 43:09] [MUSIC]
[43:09 - 43:10] Yeah.
[43:10 - 43:11] [MUSIC]
[43:11 - 43:12] Yeah.
[43:12 - 43:13] [MUSIC]
[43:13 - 43:14] Yeah.
[43:14 - 43:15] [MUSIC]
[43:15 - 43:16] Yeah.
[43:16 - 43:17] [MUSIC]
[43:17 - 43:18] Yeah.
[43:18 - 43:19] [MUSIC]
[43:19 - 43:20] Yeah.
[43:20 - 43:21] [MUSIC]
[43:21 - 43:22] Yeah.
[43:22 - 43:23] [MUSIC]
[43:23 - 43:24] Yeah.
[43:24 - 43:25] [MUSIC]
[43:25 - 43:26] Yeah.
[43:26 - 43:27] [MUSIC]
[43:27 - 43:28] Yeah.
[43:28 - 43:29] [MUSIC]
[43:29 - 43:30] Yeah.
[43:30 - 43:31] [MUSIC]
[43:31 - 43:32] Yeah.
[43:32 - 43:33] [MUSIC]
[43:33 - 43:34] Yeah.
[43:34 - 43:35] [MUSIC]
[43:35 - 43:36] Yeah.
[43:36 - 43:37] [MUSIC]
[43:37 - 43:38] Yeah.
[43:38 - 43:39] [MUSIC]
[43:39 - 43:40] Yeah.
[43:40 - 43:41] [MUSIC]
[43:41 - 43:42] Yeah.
[43:42 - 43:43] [MUSIC]
[43:43 - 43:44] Yeah.
[43:44 - 43:45] [MUSIC]
[43:45 - 43:46] Yeah.
[43:46 - 43:47] [MUSIC]
[43:47 - 43:48] Yeah.
[43:48 - 43:49] [MUSIC]
[43:49 - 43:50] Yeah.
[43:50 - 43:51] [MUSIC]
[43:51 - 43:52] Yeah.
[43:52 - 43:53] [MUSIC]
[43:53 - 43:54] Yeah.
[43:54 - 43:55] [MUSIC]
[43:55 - 43:56] Yeah.
[43:56 - 43:57] [MUSIC]
[43:57 - 43:58] Yeah.
[43:58 - 43:59] [MUSIC]
[43:59 - 44:00] Yeah.
[44:00 - 44:01] [MUSIC]
[44:01 - 44:02] Yeah.
[44:02 - 44:03] [MUSIC]
[44:03 - 44:04] Yeah.
[44:04 - 44:05] [MUSIC]
[44:05 - 44:06] Yeah.
[44:06 - 44:07] [MUSIC]
[44:07 - 44:08] Yeah.
[44:08 - 44:09] [MUSIC]
[44:09 - 44:10] Yeah.
[44:10 - 44:11] [MUSIC]
[44:11 - 44:12] Yeah.
[44:12 - 44:13] [MUSIC]
[44:13 - 44:14] Yeah.
[44:14 - 44:15] [MUSIC]
[44:15 - 44:16] Yeah.
[44:16 - 44:17] [MUSIC]
[44:17 - 44:18] Yeah.
[44:18 - 44:19] [MUSIC]
[44:19 - 44:20] Yeah.
[44:20 - 44:21] [MUSIC]
[44:21 - 44:22] Yeah.
[44:22 - 44:23] [MUSIC]
[44:23 - 44:24] Yeah.
[44:24 - 44:25] [MUSIC]
[44:25 - 44:26] Yeah.
[44:26 - 44:27] [MUSIC]
[44:27 - 44:28] Yeah.
[44:28 - 44:29] [MUSIC]
[44:29 - 44:30] Yeah.
[44:30 - 44:31] [MUSIC]
[44:31 - 44:32] Yeah.
[44:32 - 44:33] [MUSIC]
[44:33 - 44:34] Yeah.
[44:34 - 44:35] [MUSIC]
[44:35 - 44:36] Yeah.
[44:36 - 44:37] [MUSIC]
[44:37 - 44:38] Yeah.
[44:38 - 44:39] [MUSIC]
[44:39 - 44:40] Yeah.
[44:40 - 44:41] [MUSIC]
[44:41 - 44:42] Yeah.
[44:42 - 44:43] [MUSIC]
[44:43 - 44:44] Yeah.
[44:44 - 44:45] [MUSIC]
[44:45 - 44:46] Yeah.
[44:46 - 44:47] [MUSIC]
[44:47 - 44:48] Yeah.
[44:48 - 44:49] [MUSIC]
[44:49 - 44:50] Yeah.
[44:50 - 44:51] [MUSIC]
[44:51 - 44:52] Yeah.
[44:52 - 44:53] [MUSIC]
[44:53 - 44:54] Yeah.
[44:54 - 44:55] [MUSIC]
[44:55 - 44:56] Yeah.
[44:56 - 44:57] [MUSIC]
[44:57 - 44:58] Yeah.
[44:58 - 44:59] [MUSIC]
[44:59 - 45:00] Yeah.
[45:00 - 45:01] [MUSIC]
[45:01 - 45:02] Yeah.
[45:02 - 45:03] [MUSIC]
[45:03 - 45:04] Yeah.
[45:04 - 45:05] [MUSIC]
[45:05 - 45:06] Yeah.
[45:06 - 45:07] [MUSIC]
[45:07 - 45:08] Yeah.
[45:08 - 45:09] [MUSIC]
[45:09 - 45:10] Yeah.
[45:10 - 45:11] [MUSIC]
[45:11 - 45:12] Yeah.
[45:12 - 45:13] [MUSIC]
[45:13 - 45:14] Yeah.
[45:14 - 45:15] [MUSIC]
[45:15 - 45:16] Yeah.
[45:16 - 45:17] [MUSIC]
[45:17 - 45:18] Yeah.
[45:18 - 45:19] [MUSIC]
[45:19 - 45:20] Yeah.
[45:20 - 45:21] [MUSIC]
[45:21 - 45:22] Yeah.
[45:22 - 45:23] [MUSIC]
[45:23 - 45:24] Yeah.
[45:24 - 45:25] [MUSIC]
[45:25 - 45:26] Yeah.
[45:26 - 45:27] [MUSIC]
[45:27 - 45:28] Yeah.
[45:28 - 45:29] [MUSIC]
[45:29 - 45:30] Yeah.
[45:30 - 45:31] [MUSIC]
[45:31 - 45:32] Yeah.
[45:32 - 45:33] [MUSIC]
[45:33 - 45:34] Yeah.
[45:34 - 45:35] [MUSIC]
[45:35 - 45:36] Yeah.
[45:36 - 45:37] [MUSIC]
[45:37 - 45:38] Yeah.
[45:38 - 45:39] [MUSIC]
[45:39 - 45:40] Yeah
2021-5-17 HOW  CAN WE MOVE ON FROM THE HATE

2021-5-17 HOW CAN WE MOVE ON FROM THE HATE

[0:00 - 0:06] Oh
[0:06 - 0:25] All right, yeah look
[0:25 - 0:29] We're talking
[0:33 - 0:35] We seriously need have a motherfucking talk
[0:35 - 0:43] See
[0:43 - 0:58] I've been seeing what a lot of you guys have been saying in the comments. Okay, I've been seeing it
[0:58 - 1:01] quite a lot and
[1:01 - 1:04] I can't wait you guys want me to do I
[1:04 - 1:06] Really do I get it
[1:06 - 1:12] Like you guys way to own up to what I did, correct
[1:12 - 1:16] You guys want to own up to the wrongdoings that I did
[1:16 - 1:23] And here's the thing I did own up to them
[1:23 - 1:29] Okay, I admitted my wrongdoings of what I did I
[1:30 - 1:35] Admitted I was wrong and phoned for the troll that I felt for and in doing what I did. I
[1:35 - 1:38] Admitted my wrongs
[1:38 - 1:42] Okay, I admitting what I did wrong
[1:42 - 1:45] But what I don't understand is this
[1:45 - 1:53] What else is it that you guys want me to do to show that I'm sorry about what happened?
[1:53 - 1:58] Because see I've noticed something you guys genuinely want me to
[1:59 - 2:01] You know
[2:01 - 2:06] Take responsibility and action from what I've done wrong and I have done those things
[2:06 - 2:10] But what you guys don't understand is this
[2:10 - 2:15] If you guys keep bringing up that situation
[2:15 - 2:19] How am I supposed to move on and better myself?
[2:19 - 2:27] How am I supposed to become a better person if you guys constantly, you know constantly remind me every day
[2:27 - 2:34] Hey, you did this. Hey, you did this. Oh, don't forget you did this. Oh, don't forget you did this
[2:34 - 2:36] Oh, don't forget you did this
[2:36 - 2:42] How am I supposed to grow as a person if you guys keep bringing up the past?
[2:42 - 2:46] It doesn't make any sense. I
[2:46 - 2:53] Want to be a better person. I want to put out content that people genuinely enjoy
[2:53 - 2:56] I want to content that people love
[2:57 - 3:00] But yet I'm stuck here every day
[3:00 - 3:05] constantly reminded of what I got put through I
[3:05 - 3:13] Want to be a humbler person I want to be that person that my real friends
[3:13 - 3:19] That are on here and my real supporters knew before this Kate stuff happened
[3:19 - 3:25] I want to be that person that enjoys putting out content again. I want to be
[3:26 - 3:29] That humble guy that everybody knows
[3:29 - 3:34] That everybody knew before all this stuff happened
[3:34 - 3:38] Okay, I want to be that guy again
[3:38 - 3:45] I want to be that good confident fun-loving person that everybody used to know
[3:45 - 3:50] But how am I supposed to do that if you guys?
[3:50 - 3:53] Don't let the past go. I
[3:54 - 4:01] Understand what I did was wrong. Okay, and I apologize for that. Okay
[4:01 - 4:07] I am truly and deeply sorry for that a hundred percent. I am sorry for what I did wrong
[4:07 - 4:09] I'm sorry for my wrongdoings
[4:09 - 4:12] Okay, I'm not perfect
[4:12 - 4:16] Nobody on this earth is perfect
[4:16 - 4:22] I'm not perfect. You guys aren't perfect. No one is perfect
[4:22 - 4:24] So
[4:24 - 4:31] What I don't understand is how do you guys expect me to be better or
[4:31 - 4:39] Be a better person and learn from my mistakes and grow from my mistakes if you don't
[4:39 - 4:43] Let me move on and you don't let me
[4:43 - 4:45] Forget what happened. I
[4:45 - 4:48] Get that what I did was wrong. I
[4:50 - 4:55] Understand that and I do take responsibility for that and never should have happened
[4:55 - 5:00] Kate should have never did what she did and I never should have fell for what I fell for
[5:00 - 5:06] Okay, I never should have fell for that and I understand that I
[5:06 - 5:09] Get that
[5:09 - 5:19] But how can I be a better person if you don't let me move on and you don't let me grow and learn from my mistakes
[5:20 - 5:21] I
[5:21 - 5:23] Don't get it
[5:23 - 5:25] Like what else can I do?
[5:25 - 5:32] What else is it that you fucking want me to do in order to learn from my mistakes?
[5:32 - 5:45] And I get that I shouldn't forget what happened and I never will forget that
[5:45 - 5:49] That was a mistake on my part and on Kate's part
[5:50 - 5:52] I get that I shouldn't forget what happened
[5:52 - 5:55] but at the same time
[5:55 - 5:58] You guys should have
[5:58 - 6:04] This that's enough to know that I want to be a better person that I want to grow from this
[6:04 - 6:13] All I'm asking is that you guys quit bringing this up
[6:13 - 6:18] Quit attacking me and let me learn from my mistakes
[6:19 - 6:24] Like if you keep bringing out the same subject over and over and over and over
[6:24 - 6:33] How is somebody supposed to learn from their mistakes if you won't let them grow from it and you won't let them learn from it
[6:33 - 6:39] You guys are constantly holding me back in the same spot saying hey, no
[6:39 - 6:46] You're being stuck here. You're gonna remember this. We're not gonna let you you know grow from this
[6:46 - 6:50] We want you to be stuck here, but that's not what I want
[6:50 - 6:55] I want to be that person that I used to fucking be I
[6:55 - 7:01] Want to be the me that used to do artwork that used to do gaming tournaments
[7:01 - 7:08] That used to sit down and do coffee and chill live streams. I want to be that person again
[7:08 - 7:13] But how can I do that if you won't fucking let me move on?
[7:14 - 7:20] How am I supposed to be a better person if none of you will let me move on from what I did I?
[7:20 - 7:27] Understand where you guys are coming from. You don't want me to forget it and I understand that I
[7:27 - 7:34] Get that but that doesn't mean you have to constantly bring it up every single day
[7:34 - 7:44] Only that doesn't mean you constantly have to attack me over and over and over and attack my family and
[7:44 - 7:49] make these threads on kiwi farms about me and do this and that and the other I
[7:49 - 7:58] Get it. Okay. I get that what I did was wrong. Okay, and I take responsibility for that. I
[7:58 - 8:03] Really do I'm sorry that that happened
[8:03 - 8:11] Okay, I'm sorry that Kate's such a shitty person and she decided to do what she did
[8:11 - 8:16] But I'm also sorry for the fact that I felt or something. I shouldn't have felt for oh
[8:16 - 8:22] Hey, I get it. I shouldn't have fallen for that trick and I get it
[8:22 - 8:27] But that doesn't mean you guys constantly have to bring it off
[8:27 - 8:34] Day in and day out day in and day out over and over and over and over
[8:34 - 8:37] It's ridiculous. I
[8:39 - 8:43] Want to move on and be a better person so fucking bad. I
[8:43 - 8:48] Really do like I want to move on and be that person that I used to be
[8:48 - 8:52] But how can I be that good person again?
[8:52 - 8:56] How can I be that person that everyone wants me to be again?
[8:56 - 9:02] If none of you will let me move on and learn from my mistakes and grow from them
[9:02 - 9:05] It doesn't make no sense
[9:05 - 9:07] I
[9:07 - 9:16] Want to grow and be a better person I
[9:16 - 9:22] Want to be that person that enjoys live streaming again
[9:22 - 9:27] I want to be that person that enjoys putting out music again. I
[9:27 - 9:32] Want to be able to get my career and music off the ground again
[9:32 - 9:36] I want to get my art career off the ground again. I
[9:36 - 9:40] Want to put out good content again?
[9:40 - 9:47] But unless you guys let me move on from what happened, how can I do that? I
[9:47 - 9:58] Don't understand like what else can I do to show how sorry I am
[9:59 - 10:06] Okay, I don't took responsibility for my actions and I apologized for them
[10:06 - 10:11] Okay, I took responsibility for what I've done. I
[10:11 - 10:18] Know that what I did was wrong and I get that I should be held accountable and believe me
[10:18 - 10:24] I do hold myself accountable and I am being more conscious now. I get it
[10:27 - 10:31] Though my question to you is this how am I ever supposed to move on?
[10:31 - 10:36] Past what I did if you won't let me
[10:36 - 10:39] grow as a person
[10:39 - 10:45] How am I supposed to grow as a person if you won't let me move on from what happened? I
[10:45 - 10:51] Get that I shouldn't forget about what I did and I never will forget about it. I
[10:51 - 10:55] Never will forget about that
[10:55 - 10:57] But
[10:57 - 11:07] I don't need to be reminded of it. I
[11:07 - 11:11] Don't need to be reminded of what I did
[11:11 - 11:20] What I need is for you guys to stop attacking me and allow me to grow as a person
[11:21 - 11:24] allow me to create content that I want to create and
[11:24 - 11:29] Stop the trolling me and stop the attacking my family and myself
[11:29 - 11:35] Stop making these threads about me. Stop going after me. I
[11:35 - 11:39] Want to be a better person? I want to grow my career
[11:39 - 11:48] Okay, I want to be a successful youtuber for myself for my family my friends
[11:48 - 11:51] And other people that I want to be able to help
[11:51 - 11:57] But my question is this how can I do any of that?
[11:57 - 12:03] how can I provide for my family and grow as a youtuber if
[12:03 - 12:11] You guys won't let me move on I don't understand I don't get it
[12:16 - 12:24] Okay, I know it might not sound like it but I am genuinely a hundred and ten percent. Sorry about what I did. I
[12:24 - 12:29] Know that what I did was wrong and it shouldn't have happened. Okay, I get it
[12:29 - 12:35] What I did was fucked up and it makes me look bad and I understand that and I accept that
[12:44 - 12:52] And here's the thing man, I don't need to pay my debt in jail. I already paid my debt with humiliation. I
[12:52 - 12:55] Already paid my debt with humiliation
[12:55 - 13:03] From you guys. I already paid my debt. I don't need to pay anymore. I
[13:03 - 13:07] Paid my debt. I
[13:07 - 13:11] Paid my debt in embarrassment and humility. I
[13:11 - 13:14] Paid my debt
[13:15 - 13:18] Owned up to it and paid my dues. I
[13:18 - 13:23] Got embarrassed by you guys and rightfully so
[13:23 - 13:36] I've done paid my debt. Okay, I paid my debt in embarrassment. I learned my lesson
[13:36 - 13:41] What more do you want?
[13:41 - 13:43] Oh
[13:43 - 13:47] And what more do you want from me I
[13:47 - 13:52] Paid my debt in embarrassment and humility. I
[13:52 - 14:00] Paid my debt in my life getting threatened and my family's life's getting threatened. I
[14:00 - 14:08] Paid my debt in my career almost being ended because I'm a mistake. I never should have made I
[14:10 - 14:12] Paid my debt. I paid my dues
[14:12 - 14:15] Let me move on and grow
[14:15 - 14:21] Let me move on and grow as a person as a youtuber
[14:21 - 14:29] Let me be that person that people know me as let me be that person that everybody knew before the shit started
[14:29 - 14:38] Let me be that person
[14:39 - 14:43] There are people like Tripp Lane games Marty tang
[14:43 - 14:46] Crip Kay my brother Sean
[14:46 - 14:57] Let me be that person that I used to be before all of this started
[14:57 - 15:03] I'm sorry about what I did. I
[15:03 - 15:07] Paid my dues
[15:07 - 15:09] I
[15:09 - 15:18] Pained my dues in humility and embarrassment. I
[15:18 - 15:26] Get that what I did was wrong and it could have almost cost me my career and it almost did cost me my career
[15:26 - 15:30] But what I'm asking is this
[15:30 - 15:35] What more do you want from me? I
[15:36 - 15:40] Paid my respects to you guys. I
[15:40 - 15:45] Get why you attacked me. I get what I did was wrong. I
[15:45 - 15:55] Get that you don't want me to forget it and trust me believe me. I never will forget that I
[15:55 - 15:57] Never will forget what I did
[15:57 - 16:05] But I don't need to be reminded of it every single fucking day of the week
[16:06 - 16:11] All I ask is that you let me move on with my life
[16:11 - 16:16] Wait, you let me move on with my life and let me learn from my mistakes
[16:16 - 16:29] Yes, it's a medic that's something else I do is doing a dramatic is the stitch covers a lot of people enjoy seeing me
[16:29 - 16:34] Do that I miss doing that. I miss having fun
[16:34 - 16:42] I miss being that person that everybody used to fucking know before all this shit started. I
[16:42 - 16:51] Am fucking begging you guys and pleading with you guys
[16:51 - 16:55] Let me move on and grow
[16:55 - 16:59] Let me learn from my mistakes
[17:01 - 17:04] Let me be that person that I used to be
[17:04 - 17:11] Let me show you that I can be that good humble kind person
[17:11 - 17:15] Let me show you what I can do
[17:15 - 17:23] Let me show you what I'm capable of when I'm not being attacked when I'm not being harassed when I'm not being trolled
[17:23 - 17:26] Let me show you that side of me
[17:26 - 17:29] Let me show you what I can do
[17:29 - 17:36] Let me show you the humble side of me that everyone wants to see
[17:36 - 18:01] That is true, A.B.
[18:01 - 18:07] I'm not the monster that everybody makes me out to be
[18:07 - 18:13] Yes, I may say things that are wrong and violently fucked up at times
[18:13 - 18:21] But let me ask you this who hasn't said things
[18:21 - 18:28] That are fucked up that are wrong from time to time who hasn't made that mistake
[18:29 - 18:37] Who hasn't made death threats towards somebody when their life is getting threatened or their families lives are getting threatened
[18:37 - 18:43] Who hasn't done that out of pure self-defense for their family?
[18:43 - 19:08] (Silence)
[19:08 - 19:10] Allow me to move on
[19:12 - 19:14] Allow me to correct my mistakes
[19:14 - 19:27] I've been humiliated enough
[19:27 - 19:35] I've been humiliated more than enough
[19:40 - 19:42] So please guys
[19:42 - 19:45] I am begging you
[19:45 - 19:49] Let me move on
[19:49 - 19:52] Let me grow as a person
[19:52 - 19:56] I've paid my dues
[19:56 - 20:05] I've paid my dues in humility and embarrassment and believe me, I'm embarrassed about what I did
[20:05 - 20:08] I'm ashamed of myself for what I did
[20:09 - 20:13] You don't think I don't go to sleep every night hating myself for what I did
[20:13 - 20:18] Disgusting with myself for what I did, believe me I do
[20:18 - 20:21] Every night I go to sleep
[20:21 - 20:24] Constantly kicking myself in the fucking head
[20:24 - 20:31] For not seeing through the fucking troll for not seeing through that fucking trap
[20:31 - 20:38] I kick myself in the head every night
[20:39 - 20:44] For that shit every night. I kick myself in the head for that shit
[20:44 - 20:55] You don't think I don't want to make it right, but I do want to make it right
[20:55 - 20:58] But how can I do that if you guys won't let me move on?
[20:58 - 21:02] That's why I'm asking you guys
[21:03 - 21:08] To please let me move on with my life. Let me grow
[21:08 - 21:11] Let me be the person that I used to be
[21:11 - 21:18] Let me be that fun-loving person that everyone wants back
[21:18 - 21:23] Because that's the side of me I want you to see I
[21:23 - 21:30] Want you guys see the kind loving caring humble person that I used to be
[21:31 - 21:33] I want to be that person again
[21:33 - 21:37] So bad, but you guys won't fucking let me
[21:37 - 21:41] And I don't understand why
[21:41 - 21:45] You know, I used to have fun I
[21:45 - 21:52] Used to have fun creating content before all this crap started. I
[21:52 - 21:56] Used to have so much fun. You can even ask Marty
[21:59 - 22:05] Back before all this started. I was how even a nomadic you can ask a nomadic, bro
[22:05 - 22:09] Even a nomadic knows
[22:09 - 22:15] Back before all this started. I was doing two three four hour streams at a time
[22:15 - 22:19] Putting out content that people enjoyed and then I enjoyed
[22:19 - 22:21] But
[22:21 - 22:32] But now it's got no points where I can't even do that
[22:32 - 22:42] So guys I
[22:42 - 22:45] Get what I did
[22:45 - 22:53] Had kind of feel like actions to them. I understand that and I get that and I take responsibility for that. I
[22:53 - 22:57] Really do
[22:57 - 23:02] You don't think I don't go to sleep disgusted with myself for what I did I do I
[23:02 - 23:06] Go to sleep disgusted with myself by what I did every night
[23:11 - 23:14] But what I ask of you guys right now
[23:14 - 23:19] Before I end this stream
[23:19 - 23:25] I'm asking you guys to look deep within yourselves
[23:25 - 23:31] Look deep within yourselves
[23:31 - 23:41] And allow me to move on and show you guys
[23:42 - 23:44] The person that I could really be
[23:44 - 23:53] Allow me to move on and live my life
[23:53 - 23:58] Allow me to move on and make content that I want to make
[23:58 - 24:04] Allow me to move on and be the person that I used to be before all this stuff started. I
[24:04 - 24:10] Get what I did was wrong. I get that. I shouldn't be forgetting what I did and trust me
[24:10 - 24:14] I'll never forget that how can I ever forget what I did?
[24:14 - 24:18] Every night I go to sleep kicking myself in the head for that
[24:18 - 24:29] But what I'm asking is for some humility
[24:29 - 24:37] I'm asking
[24:38 - 24:41] For you guys to allow me to show you
[24:41 - 24:49] The humble person that I can be the humble person that I used to be before this I
[24:49 - 24:54] Want to be that fun loving caring person again
[24:54 - 25:07] So, please allow me to move on and allow me to live my life
[25:08 - 25:12] And allow me to grow and learn from my mistakes
[25:12 - 25:21] Because I am truly and deeply sorry for falling for what I fell for I'm truly deeply sorry for what I did
[25:21 - 25:30] And believe me when I say this is something that I will never ever forget
[25:30 - 25:34] This is something that I would never forget
[25:36 - 25:38] But I don't need to be reminded
[25:38 - 25:44] Because I remind myself every day to not do this again
[25:44 - 25:49] Thank you
[25:49 - 25:56] Thank you for allowing me to move on and thank you for allowing me to be a better person
[25:56 - 26:01] Thank you
[26:01 - 26:15] You
[26:15 - 26:16] Thank you.
2021-5-17 DESTROYING EVERY TROLL INCLUDING SKULKIND AND SCHMECKAL CAT

2021-5-17 DESTROYING EVERY TROLL INCLUDING SKULKIND AND SCHMECKAL CAT

[0:00 - 0:01] Now we're hearing it.
[0:01 - 0:12] What a bad idea, boy.
[0:12 - 0:19] If you don't know what I'm doing, I'm actually training on Dirt Rally...
[0:19 - 0:23] Dirt Rally 2.0
[0:23 - 0:28] Or I said Dirt Rally 0.2
[0:29 - 0:30] I'm getting a lot of practice in.
[0:30 - 0:35] But I've seen motherfuckers run in their mouths.
[0:35 - 0:38] Again.
[0:38 - 0:44] Like Shrekle, who do you think you are, man?
[0:44 - 0:49] Y'all motherfuckin' trolls are just using me for content.
[0:49 - 0:56] That's all it is. You guys are so fucking bored that you want to troll each other
[0:56 - 0:59] for fucking views and content and it's stupid.
[0:59 - 1:02] And Shrekle.
[1:02 - 1:07] Why do you gotta have a skull, bitch?
[1:07 - 1:12] I'd say skull fag.
[1:12 - 1:15] Making beats for you, bro.
[1:15 - 1:18] Want to do what I got in?
[1:18 - 1:20] Go on YouTube.
[1:20 - 1:24] Find some free ones or learn how to make your own.
[1:24 - 1:28] Not that fucking hard.
[1:28 - 1:33] Although for you, it might be because you got a fucking brain the size of a goddamn mouse.
[1:33 - 1:37] Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry, I forgot.
[1:37 - 1:39] A mouse even has more brains than you, I forgot.
[1:39 - 1:46] Hell, Anamiba has more brains than you, dawg.
[1:46 - 1:52] And you want to talk shit about me.
[1:52 - 1:58] Why, dude, granted, I'll give you credit.
[1:58 - 1:59] You're a wrap towards me.
[1:59 - 2:01] Not bad.
[2:01 - 2:03] Could be way better.
[2:03 - 2:07] But wasn't bad.
[2:07 - 2:10] It was not bad at all.
[2:10 - 2:15] I'll give you an A for effort.
[2:15 - 2:19] I'll give you an A for actually trying.
[2:22 - 2:28] But dude, you're a dumbass looking for content.
[2:28 - 2:33] You're just like the rest of these trolls, man.
[2:33 - 2:38] You're looking for content and views.
[2:38 - 2:41] And I'm sorry, but you're not going to get it from me, dude.
[2:41 - 2:45] You're really not.
[2:50 - 2:52] Could you just like every other troll?
[2:52 - 2:57] You're a piece of shit faggot.
[2:57 - 3:04] Who acts like he's something when really he's not anything.
[3:04 - 3:10] All you're trying to do is make a name off of me,
[3:10 - 3:17] just like every other fucking troll on the goddamn internet has tried to do.
[3:17 - 3:26] Like y'all can't come up with your own original content,
[3:26 - 3:29] so you got to go after other motherfuckers to create content,
[3:29 - 3:33] which quite honestly is lame as fuck.
[3:33 - 3:37] That shows that you ain't got creativity.
[3:37 - 3:41] That shows that you ain't got a fucking brain to use.
[3:42 - 3:47] Y'all get so goddamn bored that y'all troll anybody and break any fucking law
[3:47 - 3:51] just to get a fucking laugh.
[3:51 - 3:57] Like y'all want to go out of your way to ruin someone's life just for a laugh?
[3:57 - 3:59] Ha, ha, ha.
[3:59 - 4:01] I'm for Oklahoma, you can't do shit.
[4:01 - 4:07] And then when you do that, the dude that you troll is over here looking like a piece of shit.
[4:10 - 4:13] Oh, look, we got a troll calling in.
[4:13 - 4:17] Hello?
[4:17 - 4:24] Whatever, dude, get out of here, fucking weird.
[4:24 - 4:29] Man, why would you stop acting like a bitch?
[4:29 - 4:35] All y'all motherfuckers don't want to call my phone.
[4:35 - 4:38] Keep calling and I'll just keep fucking embarrassing you bitches.
[4:39 - 4:41] Because that's all you do.
[4:41 - 4:43] You guys don't fucking scare me.
[4:43 - 4:45] You're not scary.
[4:45 - 4:47] You're dumb as fuck.
[4:47 - 4:50] You're weak as fuck.
[4:50 - 4:55] Like the fact that y'all got to troll somebody
[4:55 - 5:00] or go after somebody just for fucking views.
[5:00 - 5:04] Then that's real original.
[5:04 - 5:08] That's real fucking original, ain't it?
[5:08 - 5:08] Not.
[5:08 - 5:17] Oh, look, another fucking troll.
[5:17 - 5:25] And wow, you've reached the go fuck yourself express.
[5:25 - 5:27] How many go fuck yourself baguette?
[5:27 - 5:30] Dumb bitch.
[5:30 - 5:49] Like, for real, dude, y'all are dumb as fuck.
[5:49 - 5:57] Like, y'all do anything for a fucking view which is retarded as fuck.
[5:57 - 5:58] Fuck.
[5:58 - 6:04] Watch this.
[6:04 - 6:08] Hello.
[6:08 - 6:11] Hey, man, I thought your freestyle was awesome.
[6:11 - 6:16] Another fucking troll.
[6:16 - 6:25] Like, bruh.
[6:26 - 6:29] Y'all trolls are lame as fuck.
[6:29 - 6:33] Like, for real, you're dumb as fuck.
[6:33 - 6:38] You ain't got a motherfucking brain to make creative content.
[6:38 - 6:42] All your shit's unoriginal.
[6:42 - 6:45] And no offense to Marty on this.
[6:45 - 6:48] But half y'all motherfuckers are just copying off of him.
[6:48 - 6:53] Half y'all dumb fucks are copying off what he's doing
[6:53 - 6:55] and trying to use me for content.
[6:56 - 6:59] For real, that's all you're trying to do.
[6:59 - 7:08] Truth is, you pussy ass Williams ain't jack shit.
[7:08 - 7:14] For real, y'all fucking lame asses ain't shit.
[7:14 - 7:19] 'Cause you ain't got a fucking single creative bone in your goddamn body.
[7:24 - 7:26] Y'all are just like Marty and Kate.
[7:26 - 7:34] Y'all try to use me for fucking content abuse and it's getting old.
[7:34 - 7:39] It's stupid as fuck and quite honestly, it's unoriginal.
[7:39 - 7:45] I mean, I understand if you want to create a video with me.
[7:45 - 7:48] If you want to create a video with me, hell, hit me up.
[7:48 - 7:50] We'll collab on some shit.
[7:51 - 7:55] But when you go to fucking troll me just for views,
[7:55 - 8:02] that's when you go from being a big brain smart guy
[8:02 - 8:06] to a straight up fucking dumbass.
[8:06 - 8:13] Why, dude, if you can't create your own fucking content without trolling somebody,
[8:13 - 8:17] dude, get the fuck off of YouTube.
[8:18 - 8:21] This platform is for creative minds only.
[8:21 - 8:25] Not dumbasses who want to troll motherfuckers.
[8:25 - 8:27] It's stupid.
[8:27 - 8:43] Oh, look, we got something going in.
[8:46 - 8:48] Hello?
[8:48 - 8:53] Man, why don't you go fuck yourself, pussy?
[8:53 - 9:07] Is that all you guys got?
[9:07 - 9:09] Is that all you fucking got?
[9:09 - 9:16] Is that all you guys got, calling in and doing dumb shit?
[9:16 - 9:17] Watch this.
[9:17 - 9:20] You want to troll somebody? Let me show you.
[9:20 - 9:24] Hey, man, I think I dropped the call last time,
[9:24 - 9:28] but I was just saying you really don't shit with that rap, dude.
[9:28 - 9:30] Hello?
[9:30 - 9:32] Go fuck yourself.
[9:32 - 9:44] Like, for real, is that all you fucking dumbasses got?
[9:45 - 9:50] Wasting your motherfucking time, calling me, doing dumb shit.
[9:50 - 9:53] I know number. What the fuck?
[9:53 - 9:55] Hold up.
[9:55 - 9:58] Hello?
[9:58 - 10:06] Hey, go fuck yourself, you goblin bitch.
[10:06 - 10:10] Fucking chemical bitch.
[10:10 - 10:11] What the fuck, bro?
[10:11 - 10:13] Is that all you dumbasses got?
[10:15 - 10:16] For real, is that all you got?
[10:16 - 10:20] Is that all you fucking idiots have got?
[10:20 - 10:23] Like, are you serious right now, bro?
[10:23 - 10:27] Is that all you fucking lame ass morons got?
[10:27 - 10:34] Go ahead and keep going.
[10:34 - 10:36] I'll just keep on fucking ignoring it.
[10:36 - 10:38] Like, is that all you dumb?
[10:38 - 10:44] This right here is a prime example of how stupid you fuck boys are.
[10:45 - 10:48] Hey, fuckboy, go ahead and suck in.
[10:48 - 10:52] Whatever, nigga.
[10:52 - 10:55] Hey, Schmeko, go ahead, go ahead and suck in.
[10:55 - 10:57] Go ahead and suck in your grandpa's dick, bitch.
[10:57 - 10:59] Bitch, boy.
[10:59 - 11:04] Hey, Schmeko, I know you're watching this, faggot.
[11:04 - 11:12] Go back to sucking that little faggot-ass skull-bitches dick
[11:12 - 11:14] and quit riding my goddamn dick, nigga.
[11:14 - 11:22] And why would I want to battle a faggot like you live anyway, bro?
[11:22 - 11:26] I ain't got no time for that.
[11:26 - 11:28] I'm above that, nigga.
[11:28 - 11:39] Is that all you dumbasses are gonna do?
[11:39 - 11:41] Just call in and call in and call in?
[11:41 - 11:43] Like, bro, be more original.
[11:43 - 11:46] Calling in don't do a damn bit of good.
[11:46 - 11:51] Seriously, calling in don't do no damn good.
[11:51 - 11:53] I'm just gonna keep on ignoring it.
[11:53 - 11:56] That's all I'm gonna do.
[11:56 - 11:58] I'm just gonna keep on ignoring, ignoring, ignoring,
[11:58 - 12:03] denying, denying, like, bro, be fucking original, bro.
[12:03 - 12:09] Be motherfucking original, man.
[12:10 - 12:12] Y'all are lame as fuck.
[12:12 - 12:18] Dude, why don't you go fuck yourself?
[12:18 - 12:25] For real, is that all you fucking idiots
[12:25 - 12:26] are gonna do is just call my phone?
[12:26 - 12:28] You're not bothering me, though.
[12:28 - 12:33] I can do this all fucking night long, no fucking problem.
[12:33 - 12:38] Like, bro, be fucking original, dumbasses.
[12:38 - 12:44] Is that you motherfucking original, you fucking weirdos?
[12:44 - 12:49] Like, dude, you're not wasting my time.
[12:49 - 12:54] Hell, y'all just bring me more motherfucking views.
[12:54 - 12:57] So y'all dumbasses ain't wasting my time.
[12:57 - 13:00] You're just wasting your own goddamn time.
[13:00 - 13:04] Any person, any person, if I don't know the number,
[13:04 - 13:06] this is what happens to you bitch trolls.
[13:07 - 13:09] You're not important to me.
[13:09 - 13:14] None of you fucking trolls are important.
[13:14 - 13:20] So do like I said in the last slide, grow the fuck up,
[13:20 - 13:25] stop being a bitch, and start being motherfucking original, dude.
[13:25 - 13:26] For real.
[13:26 - 13:30] Oh, look, another troll who thinks he's a badass.
[13:30 - 13:33] Look at that.
[13:33 - 13:35] Another troll thinking he's a badass.
[13:35 - 13:38] Thinking you're being smart, calling it in.
[13:38 - 13:41] Bro, you ain't doing shit.
[13:41 - 13:46] Like, for real, you ain't doing jack shit.
[13:46 - 13:50] So why don't you fucking lameasses grow up?
[13:50 - 13:58] I mean, yeah, I know I've done some dumb fucking shit in the past,
[13:58 - 14:00] but so what, morons?
[14:00 - 14:04] We've all done dumb shit in the fucking past.
[14:04 - 14:07] That's what makes us motherfucking human.
[14:07 - 14:10] But just because somebody does some dumb shit,
[14:10 - 14:13] that doesn't mean you gotta fucking troll their entire lives.
[14:13 - 14:15] That's stupid.
[14:15 - 14:17] It's dumb.
[14:17 - 14:23] It's unoriginal and quite honestly, it's lame as fuck.
[14:23 - 14:31] Like I told you all in the last slide, get a life, grow up,
[14:32 - 14:36] and stop being fucking retards.
[14:36 - 14:41] 'Cause like I said, y'all ain't wasting my motherfucking time.
[14:41 - 14:43] You're wasting your own goddamn time.
[14:43 - 14:56] Go fuck yourself.
[15:03 - 15:09] I must have that one allergy.
[15:09 - 15:12] What's it called?
[15:12 - 15:14] I hate trolls.
[15:14 - 15:17] I hate this or some shit like that.
[15:17 - 15:19] Like something do with trolls.
[15:19 - 15:24] Like I hate trolls fever.
[15:24 - 15:26] I hate trolls something.
[15:26 - 15:28] Like I had something along those lines.
[15:29 - 15:33] I don't know, I don't know.
[15:33 - 15:35] Those troll allergies must be really kicking in tonight.
[15:35 - 15:49] That's fuck trolls.
[15:49 - 15:54] Excuse me, y'all.
[15:54 - 15:56] Fucking allergic to trolls, man.
[15:56 - 16:00] Goddamn, y'all trolls going crazy tonight, man.
[16:00 - 16:01] Fuck.
[16:01 - 16:17] Maybe I need to get on that medication where it gets for trolls.
[16:17 - 16:23] I know my doctor prescribed me, so what was it that he said to do?
[16:24 - 16:26] What did my doctor say to do about the trolls?
[16:26 - 16:29] Oh yeah, he said to do this to all you stupid fucks.
[16:29 - 16:32] Fuck you, bitch.
[16:32 - 16:36] Fuck the trolls.
[16:36 - 16:41] Oh, man.
[16:41 - 16:46] Fuck you, troll.
[16:50 - 16:55] You know what, y'all? I gotta bounce, man. I need to get away from those trolls.
[16:55 - 16:59] Those troll-itis or whatever.
[16:59 - 17:00] I hate trolls-itis or whatever.
[17:00 - 17:02] I need to get away from y'all.
[17:02 - 17:06] So I must be real allergic tonight, man.
[17:06 - 17:07] Fuck.
[17:07 - 17:12] Fuck you, troll.
[17:12 - 17:17] Fuck trolls.
[17:17 - 17:25] Mm.
[17:25 - 17:32] Go fuck yourself, troll.
[17:32 - 17:33] Mm.
[17:33 - 17:36] Pardon me.
[17:36 - 17:40] I need to yell, y'all.
[17:40 - 17:46] I need to clear up my troll fucking allergies,
[17:46 - 17:50] because obviously y'all have seen how allergic I am to these motherfuckers.
[17:50 - 17:56] Go fuck yourself, troll.
[17:56 - 18:11] I must have that troll allergy where I say go fuck yourselves.
[18:15 - 18:17] Y'all are lame as fuck, dude.
[18:17 - 18:20] Anyways, y'all, I gotta bounce, man.
[18:20 - 18:23] I've got these troll allergies.
[18:23 - 18:24] You know how these trolls get.
[18:24 - 18:27] When they get in your system, they start fucking with you.
[18:27 - 18:28] Right.
[18:28 - 18:37] Fuck you, pussy.
[18:45 - 18:48] Anyways, y'all, that being said, y'all, I'm about to bounce, man.
[18:48 - 18:53] I'm about to bounce, y'all.
[18:53 - 18:56] I need to get away from these troll allergies.
[18:56 - 18:58] I need to clear them up.
[18:58 - 19:00] I need to get away from it.
[19:00 - 19:04] And so, you know, I can actually breathe.
[19:04 - 19:11] Fuck you, troll.
[19:11 - 19:11] Oh.
[19:11 - 19:18] Pardon me.
[19:18 - 19:45] Sorry, god, man.
[19:45 - 19:47] Y'all trolls are lame as fuck, dude.
[19:48 - 19:56] Y'all got me on that fucking, I'm that troll allergy shit tonight, man, fuck.
[19:56 - 20:09] Well, I said, yo, I need to get going because I need to get rid of these allergies that y'all
[20:09 - 20:11] trolls are giving me, that these trolls are giving me.
[20:11 - 20:15] I'll catch you guys later, man.
[20:15 - 20:16] I'll catch you guys tomorrow.
[20:16 - 20:20] Hopefully, by tomorrow, I'll get rid of these allergies that these trolls are giving me.
[20:20 - 20:23] So, yeah.
[20:23 - 20:25] I'll catch you guys tomorrow, man.
[20:25 - 20:25] Peace.
[20:25 - 20:29] Oh, one last thing.
[20:29 - 20:33] Fuck the trolls.
2021-5-18 A NEW ERA  HAS ARRIVED

2021-5-18 A NEW ERA HAS ARRIVED

[0:00 - 2:02] [MUSIC]
[2:17 - 2:28] How the fuck you guys doing today?
[2:28 - 2:35] How the fuck is everybody doing today, man, where are you guys?
[2:35 - 2:43] How the hell is everybody today, man?
[2:43 - 2:54] You know, for a long time I've been on a path of war, a path of violence, a path of anger.
[2:54 - 3:03] But there have also been times where I've been on a path of peace.
[3:03 - 3:12] It's something I learned over the last few days thanks to my best friend and blood brother Sean.
[3:12 - 3:17] It's something very important.
[3:17 - 3:27] That's my job as an entertainer to not only bring you guys the best show that I could possibly bring you,
[3:27 - 3:42] but also as a person to walk that fine line between peace and chaos because without one, the other cannot exist.
[3:42 - 3:57] Without one, the other is nothing. Without chaos, there is no peace. And without peace, there is no chaos.
[3:57 - 4:15] It's my job to walk that line, that very thin line between the both, which is what I plan to do.
[4:15 - 4:44] And I know people like Marty are genuinely good people,
[4:44 - 4:51] but like myself, many people have a misconception about Marty.
[4:51 - 5:05] See, Marty was an enemy turned friend, but the difference between me and Marty is this.
[5:05 - 5:12] People like Tangerine can't manipulate him and he goes along with it, but I, however, do not.
[5:12 - 5:21] So Marty, I know what you're going through, my friend, and I can tell you right now, I'm here to save you from that.
[5:21 - 5:30] I'm here to help you. And hopefully this song shows you that.
[5:30 - 5:57] If you want to be a winner, then get a turkey football.
[5:57 - 6:26] You guys know this song.
[6:26 - 6:31] I'm going to come to the song.
[6:31 - 6:34] I'm going to take it from you.
[6:34 - 6:35] I can't do it.
[6:35 - 6:43] I'm going to take it from you.
[6:43 - 7:12] I'm going to come to you.
[7:12 - 7:30] I'm going to take it from you.
[7:30 - 7:36] And I never thought that you would do a murder bust tomorrow, but I'm going to have good things from you.
[7:36 - 7:39] God's in time when you're just off the rails.
[7:39 - 7:44] I'm going to have days that we will not be able to do.
[7:44 - 7:46] Make the life that it took me up.
[7:46 - 7:51] Live with the thought that the world is right on ice.
[7:51 - 7:56] Let me enlighten you.
[7:56 - 8:00] This is the word on drugs.
[8:00 - 8:05] They're the biggest things that I know.
[8:05 - 8:10] They're the only ones in sight.
[8:10 - 8:15] They're the ones that don't know.
[8:15 - 8:22] Take everything away.
[8:22 - 8:30] Yeah.
[8:30 - 8:39] You guys know this next slide.
[8:39 - 9:08] (singing)
[9:08 - 9:13] Take everything from you.
[9:13 - 9:18] Live with the things that I know.
[9:18 - 9:23] Let me enlighten you.
[9:23 - 9:28] Live with my lifestyle.
[9:28 - 9:54] Take everything away.
[9:54 - 10:12] Now this next one right here is go out to Marty and all of those who are lost within the chaos.
[10:12 - 10:19] If you guys know this song, put this shit in the cards right now.
[10:19 - 10:33] Let's go.
[10:33 - 12:45] (singing)
[12:45 - 13:03] This one right here is for all those that are lost in the dark.
[13:03 - 13:19] It's not the final reason yet.
[13:19 - 13:29] When you be gone, it's the second reason to be lost.
[13:29 - 13:33] You need never be broken again.
[13:33 - 13:40] Sometimes darkness is showing the light.
[13:40 - 13:47] Don't give up, listen to the light.
[13:47 - 13:51] You need never be broken again.
[13:51 - 14:11] (singing)
[14:11 - 14:25] This next song right here is go out to anyone who has trouble facing their demons.
[14:25 - 14:32] It's time to shut them down for good and be a better you.
[14:32 - 14:42] This is going out to those.
[14:42 - 14:54] This song right here is going out to those that are having trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble.
[14:54 - 15:10] This is going out to anyone who's ever felt lost inside, whoever felt like they couldn't escape, who felt like myself, who felt like a monster.
[15:10 - 15:38] This is going out to those that are having trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons.
[15:38 - 15:53] This is going out to those that are having trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons.
[15:53 - 16:19] (singing)
[16:19 - 16:27] This is going out to those that are having trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons.
[16:27 - 16:37] This is going out to those that are having trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons and battling them just as I have the same trouble facing their demons.
[16:37 - 19:07] (singing)
[19:07 - 19:12] Are you guys ready to take this up a notch?
[19:12 - 19:20] This song right here is the beginning of the brand new era of the Cyrax Nation.
[19:20 - 19:30] This is the beginning of a brand new, peaceful era for all.
[19:30 - 19:50] If I know you, this is something familiar. Who are you?
[19:50 - 20:12] (music playing)
[20:12 - 22:58] (singing)
[22:58 - 23:16] God damn it feels good to be back man. It feels really good to be back.
[23:16 - 23:26] And I can honestly say thank you to my motherfucking brother Sean and for those that have stood behind me this whole time
[23:26 - 23:32] and showed me the errors of what I was doing wrong and how I could fix them.
[23:32 - 23:39] Especially to my brother Sean because Sean wasn't for you bro.
[23:39 - 23:45] I wouldn't be on the right track that I needed to get back on this whole damn time.
[23:45 - 24:13] And this song right here is going out to the newest member of my fucking family on Facebook.
[24:13 - 24:19] So what is it if you're watching this man? Is this for you?
[24:19 - 24:48] (music playing)
[24:48 - 25:45] (singing)
[25:45 - 26:13] (music playing)
[26:13 - 30:05] (singing)
[30:05 - 30:17] You already know what's about to happen.
[30:17 - 34:29] (singing)
[34:29 - 34:41] Did y'all see me do that shit, man?
[34:41 - 35:03] I ain't retired it, man.
[35:03 - 35:21] God damn, feels good to bring back the stitch covers, bro. God damn.
[35:21 - 35:29] Ah, that's a low price.
[35:29 - 35:47] We've learned to save the mornings, I will always air.
[35:47 - 35:55] I want you guys to put candles in the comments right now, not only for Chester, but for everyone that we've lost that came before us.
[35:55 - 36:01] Every musician, every artist that came before us put those candles in the comments right now.
[36:01 - 38:47] (singing)
[38:47 - 39:05] I want to give a motherfucking massive R.I.P. to my motherfucking hero, the man that inspired me, Chester, as well as people like Chris Cornell, and Van Halen, and every single artist that came before us, man.
[39:05 - 39:27] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars? Who cares, who cares when someone's time runs out? If one moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker.
[39:27 - 39:56] Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do. Well, I do.
[39:56 - 40:01] Rest in peace to all those that came before us, man.
[40:01 - 40:18] DMX, Chester, Chris Cornell, Van Halen, Don Badale, every single artist that ever came before us, man. Rest in fucking peace. We miss every single one of you guys.
[40:18 - 40:26] You may be gone, but your memory will never be forgotten, ever.
[40:27 - 45:57] (singing)
[45:57 - 46:03] Now, let me ask you guys right the fuck now.
[46:03 - 46:13] Where's all my motherfucking Godsmack fans? Where the fuck you guys at right now?
[46:13 - 46:24] Where's all my fucking Godsmack fans? Where the fuck you at? Let me see you going off in the comments right now.
[46:24 - 46:34] Let's go.
[46:34 - 47:02] (singing)
[47:02 - 47:10] You're so complicated, so what you don't think that we've been seeing your face?
[47:10 - 47:24] Resurrected back before the final party, I'll never mess up till you can read my own words.
[47:24 - 47:34] Don't play in the eye, stand and know me, read in those words all inside me.
[47:34 - 47:47] You do not die ever in the eye, stand and know me.
[47:47 - 48:02] Resurrected back before the final party, I'll never mess up till you can read my own words.
[48:02 - 48:20] Now it's my time, it's my time for crazy, dream of the skies.
[48:20 - 48:34] Don't make me believe that this place isn't played by the boys on its feet.
[48:34 - 48:46] Help me decide if my strife will burn out before you can breathe.
[48:46 - 48:59] Breathe in to burn.
[48:59 - 49:17] In the eye, stand and know me, read in those words all inside me.
[49:17 - 49:46] Stand and know me, read in those words all inside me, stand and know me, read in those words all inside me.
[49:46 - 49:50] Stand and know me inside.
[50:19 - 50:21] Welcome to the future.
[50:21 - 50:24] Welcome.
[50:24 - 50:33] I'm not the one who is so far away when I feel the snake bite into my belly ache.
[50:33 - 50:37] If I do, how long will you ever give?
[50:37 - 50:41] And I don't remember why I came.
2021-5-18 1 More  Chance

2021-5-18 1 More Chance

[0:10 - 0:14] >> What's up you guys?
[0:14 - 0:22] Good morning, good afternoon, good evening, good, whatever, wherever you guys are at.
[0:22 - 0:25] Good morning, good evening, good afternoon, wherever you guys are in the world.
[0:28 - 0:38] >> I'm turning this down a bit, it's something I want to talk to you guys about and I know
[0:38 - 0:50] I'm kind of like in the dark right now it's cuz wow but I do want to talk to you guys
[0:50 - 0:58] man. I know a lot of you guys saw what I did last night and how I went off on Marty and
[0:58 - 1:07] Chance and everybody and I didn't like doing that. I did not like doing what I did I absolutely
[1:07 - 1:12] hated it. I did not like what I did.
[1:18 - 1:28] >> Now Marty, Tange, Trinkle, well not Trinkle, but Marty and Tange, I understand that you
[1:28 - 1:40] guys want to, you know, I understand that you guys want to help in your own way and
[1:40 - 1:47] I appreciate that. I really do, I appreciate that you guys want to help me to the fullest
[1:47 - 1:59] extent but here's the thing, I want people to know the real me. I want people to know
[1:59 - 2:09] who I really am as a person. I don't want people to see me as an angry person but when
[2:09 - 2:17] you go, there's something that you need to understand Marty and Tange, when you go around
[2:17 - 2:26] making up stories about people that are not true, how is that person that's supposed to
[2:26 - 2:37] show who they are? How is that person supposed to show who they really are if you're making
[2:37 - 2:43] up stories about them that are not true?
[2:43 - 2:52] Now I said, do I hate anybody? Do I want anybody to fuck off? No, I don't want that.
[2:52 - 2:58] If anything, I want to be friends with everybody. I really do, that's what I want. I want to
[2:58 - 3:06] be able to be cool with everybody. I want to be friends with everyone. I don't want
[3:06 - 3:15] this hatred, this negativity. I want this channel to grow and yes, I do take responsibility
[3:15 - 3:21] for everything that I did. It was my fault that I felt for what I felt for. Even though
[3:21 - 3:28] I was manipulated whenever Kate did what she did, yes, I may have been manipulated but
[3:28 - 3:36] I take full responsibility, it was my fault that I felt for that trip and it was my fault
[3:36 - 3:44] that I went off last night. Like I said, I don't like being angry at people. I hate
[3:44 - 3:53] it. I don't like being mad at people. I want to be able to be cool with everybody. That's
[3:53 - 4:00] how I am. That's how my brother Sean is. I like to be, we like to be cool with everyone.
[4:00 - 4:08] I like to be cool with everyone. So does he. And Granny, yeah, what I did last night was,
[4:08 - 4:16] you know, in a sense warranted because it's been going on for so long. I still feel bad
[4:16 - 4:24] about it. Because yes, I know that Marty was just trying to help, but he was going about
[4:24 - 4:32] it in the wrong way. Making up stuff about me is not the way to go about it. Saying that
[4:32 - 4:37] my whole life is an act is not the way to go about it. There are better ways to go
[4:37 - 4:48] about it. Like let's, let's switch the roles here for a minute. Let's say that I'm Marty
[4:48 - 4:55] and Marty is me. If I saw Marty getting messed with and trolled really badly, I wouldn't
[4:55 - 5:02] make things up to get him out of that situation. I would go to the person that he is bullying
[5:02 - 5:09] that is, you know, bullying him and being like, look, this is how he really is. Like
[5:09 - 5:15] how you're making him out to be is not how he is. This is the good person, the kind
[5:15 - 5:26] of caring person that he is. And unless you can forgive him and unless you can quit bullying
[5:26 - 5:33] him, how is he supposed to move on with his life? How is he supposed to grow as a person
[5:33 - 5:55] if you don't let him, you know, forgive and forget? Now I don't know how many of you are,
[5:55 - 6:03] you know, related to Shannon, but for those that are, I know a lot of you guys will know
[6:03 - 6:07] this one. My brother Sean will know this one very well because he's just as much of
[6:07 - 6:19] a Christian as I am. Love thy enemy and love thy neighbor. And it's true. We need to stop
[6:19 - 6:26] the hatred. Start loving our enemies, show humility to our enemies, you know, turn our
[6:26 - 6:32] enemies into our friends. That's what I want. I want to be able to turn my enemies into
[6:32 - 6:45] my friends. I want to turn those people that hate on me into my friends. Do I hate anyone?
[6:45 - 6:59] I might not like what they do and I might disagree with what they do at times. You know,
[6:59 - 7:11] I might not agree with what they do at times, but it is what it is. You know, I might not
[7:11 - 7:22] agree with what they do, but I still respect them as a person. And I know I was heavy handed
[7:22 - 7:30] on tangible last night, but something that I feel personally that she doesn't need to
[7:30 - 7:40] do. I said she's not a bad person. She just has very bad values. And the way I came across
[7:40 - 7:51] was very bad. It was my fault. I should not have gone about it like I did, but see Tangerine
[7:51 - 8:01] cast the kind of person that she likes to make everything out to be about money. Like
[8:01 - 8:07] she in her mind, and this isn't necessarily her fault. I like this is not necessarily
[8:07 - 8:15] her fault. In her mind, everything's about money. Everything has a price on it. A life
[8:15 - 8:20] has a price on it. This has a price on it. That's in her mind and her mind, everything
[8:20 - 8:27] in the world has a price, whether it's a human life, an item or what have you. And
[8:27 - 8:33] to her, everything is about money. And as I said, it's not necessarily her fault. And
[8:33 - 8:44] I don't blame her for that. I mean, there are things that you know, there are things
[8:44 - 8:50] that I've done that nobody really agrees with. And I learned from those things. I took those
[8:50 - 9:04] lessons that I learned. And I am now trying to utilize them. I am now trying to utilize
[9:04 - 9:33] those lessons that I was taught. Like, you know, I want to be successful at this. And
[9:33 - 9:53] this with all my heart and soul. I really do. I want to be successful at what I do.
[9:53 - 10:00] And that's why, you know, I know there's gonna be people that don't like, you know,
[10:00 - 10:07] what I do because of what I did. And I understand that I understand there's going to be certain
[10:07 - 10:13] people that still do not like me because of what I did. And I accept that there's always
[10:13 - 10:19] going to be people that don't like you. Because one thing that I learned on my journey through
[10:19 - 10:26] YouTube is that you can't please everyone. You cannot please everyone in the world.
[10:26 - 10:30] If you did that, the whole world would be like a cupcake factory. Everything would
[10:30 - 10:50] be perfect all the time. But they're not. You know, like I said, I'm just a simple
[10:50 - 10:56] guy trying to tell his story, trying to tell his real life story and help people through
[10:56 - 11:02] that, you know, through their bad situations, through my stories and through situations
[11:02 - 11:14] that I've been through. Like if you guys want to do better and be better, we need
[11:14 - 11:32] to put everything inside and work together. Like if we want to do if you guys want to
[11:32 - 11:38] do better and be a better person, instead of fighting and bickering and arguing and
[11:38 - 11:41] going at each other's throats and constantly being angry like this, constantly going at
[11:41 - 11:48] each other's throats like that, when instead of doing this and going at each other's throats,
[11:48 - 11:57] we need to do this and come together and help each other out. Like I don't like being
[11:57 - 12:07] this angry person. I don't like being the way I was last night. Now, could I have gone
[12:07 - 12:23] about it way better? Yes, I could have honestly. Like I said, I want my enemies and everyone
[12:23 - 12:31] to be my friend. I don't want this negative garbage in my life. I don't need negative
[12:31 - 12:39] garbage in my life. Now, what I said to them last night was very true. Everything I spoke
[12:39 - 12:45] to them was true is that half the people on the internet know this much about my life
[12:45 - 12:50] and that not everything you hear on the internet is true about me. Not everything you hear
[12:50 - 13:04] on the internet is true about me, but at the same time, at the same time, you know, people
[13:04 - 13:08] are going to make things up about you all the time. When you get to a certain level
[13:08 - 13:15] of popularity, like I've gotten, you know, you're going to have people that make things
[13:15 - 13:20] up about you. You're going to have people that say stuff that isn't true. You are
[13:20 - 13:28] going to run into people that are, let's face it, complete assholes. And no offense, but
[13:28 - 13:36] sadly enough, Jake Monroe, who was one of my favorite YouTubers is one of those people
[13:36 - 13:43] because I donated to his livestream and showed him my thanks and made a video showing, hey,
[13:43 - 13:48] you know, I'm grateful to you for the shout out because, you know, you're one of my favorite
[13:48 - 13:54] YouTubers. You're somebody that I grew up watching on YouTube and, you know, and your
[13:54 - 14:01] videos have helped me. And you know what he did when I showed him love? He turned right
[14:01 - 14:08] back around and spat on my face and started poking fun. And that, and that hurt a lot.
[14:08 - 14:15] That definitely hurt. Seeing one of my favorite YouTubers that has helped me through many
[14:15 - 14:27] situations in my life to just turn around after I donated to him, showing him the love
[14:27 - 14:32] and showing him respect for what he's done for me to just turn around and get hahaha
[14:32 - 14:46] you're stupid. Like, that hurt. But at the end of the day, you're going to get people
[14:46 - 14:55] that are like that. You're going to get people that don't agree with what you do. How they're
[14:55 - 15:00] there are people in the chat right now that I'm seeing right now that don't necessarily
[15:00 - 15:08] agree with me at all or anything that I do because of the case situation. And that's
[15:08 - 15:16] okay. You know, I respect their choices. You know, I respect, you know, what they think
[15:16 - 15:21] because to a certain extent, they're right. What I did was wrong. It was violent. It
[15:21 - 15:28] never should have happened. And that never should have happened. But as I said yesterday,
[15:28 - 15:35] I do want to move on and be a better person. But how can I move on and be a better person
[15:35 - 15:47] if I'm constantly having things made up about me and being attacked and being, you know,
[15:47 - 15:56] scrutinized? How can I move on and be a better person if people can't let me move on from
[15:56 - 16:14] what I did? Yo classic. What's up, buddy? How you doing classic? What's up, man? How
[16:14 - 16:30] you doing? Actually, there are some things in there that you know are made up about me
[16:30 - 16:44] on QE farms. Granted, I can't really do anything about that. But it is what it is. Like, I'm
[16:44 - 16:54] not going to stress over it. But like I said, at the end of the day, I'm not here to fight
[16:54 - 17:07] with anyone. I'm not here to argue with anyone. I'm here to make a good, positive channel.
[17:07 - 17:14] You know, I don't like being angry all the time. It's like I said last night, I don't
[17:14 - 17:21] like being angry all the time. I don't like being mad all the time. I want to show you
[17:21 - 17:26] guys the fun, loving side of me, which is coming later today. I want to show you guys
[17:26 - 17:34] the fun, loving side of me, where I used to do stitch covers, where I used to do cover
[17:34 - 17:45] shows in general, where I used to have fun. Oh, yeah, that was kind of creepy. Y'all just
[17:45 - 17:54] saw that, right? Tell me y'all just saw that. That was creepy. That door was shut. You guys
[17:54 - 18:13] just seen that shit, right? You know, that was weird. And you're allowed to have your
[18:13 - 18:32] opinion about me. Hey, Skeletor, what's up, man? How you doing? What up, Skelly? But like
[18:32 - 18:43] I said, man, at the end of the day, to Marty and Tange, I do apologize for what I said
[18:43 - 19:04] to you guys. You know, what I did was wrong. It shouldn't have happened. But you guys also need to learn that when you go to
[19:04 - 19:12] help somebody and you want to help them, don't make things up about them. Don't make things
[19:12 - 19:22] up about people that are not true. Because when you make things up about people that
[19:22 - 19:28] aren't true, not only are you making them look bad, but you're making yourself look
[19:28 - 19:44] bad as well by doing it. Now, I got to say, Marty, I can forgive you guys if you guys
[19:44 - 19:51] can forgive me. I really can't. I can forgive the both of you guys if y'all can forgive
[19:51 - 19:59] me. Same with everybody that hates on me. If y'all can't forgive me, I can forgive you.
[19:59 - 20:04] And we can move on and make a better channel. Because that's what I want. I want to be
[20:04 - 20:11] better. I want to do better. And I want you guys to see that fun side of me that I used
[20:11 - 20:22] to have. You know, I want you guys to see that fun side of me that I used to bring
[20:22 - 20:29] out all the time. Yo, God, yo, hold up, hold up. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Stop the champion.
[20:29 - 20:37] Hold up. My boy, God, Rich is over here. What's good, God, Rich? How you doing, buddy?
[20:37 - 20:56] Dude, God, Rich, how'd you get unmodded, bro? I thought I had you modded, my guy.
[20:56 - 21:20] [Silence]
[21:20 - 21:33] But like I said, you know, I want to be a better person. I want to be cool with everybody.
[21:33 - 21:38] Even those that don't like me, I want to be cool with them. I want to be cool with
[21:38 - 21:42] the cat down the road that can't stand my ass. I want to be cool with this dude over
[21:42 - 21:49] here that thinks the world of me. I want to be cool with that weirdo who is constantly
[21:49 - 21:55] doing weird stuff that nobody really likes. Hell, I even want to be cool with the haters
[21:55 - 22:05] up here in the freaking chat. Sorry, Skeletor, I don't know if you're actually a troll or
[22:05 - 22:14] not, so I can't say yes or no. Especially given our history, man. I know some things,
[22:14 - 22:19] but you kind of need to stick around for a while so you can earn it. Just saying, man.
[22:19 - 22:35] No hate at all, man. Just saying. Given our history, it's not really the best. So, yeah.
[22:35 - 22:41] That is very true. A lot of homes in my area are actually from the 1900s. As a matter
[22:41 - 22:50] of fact, this house was built in 1905, I believe. So this house is well over a hundred
[22:50 - 23:09] years old. Well over a hundred years old. But let me say, guys, I'm just going to leave
[23:09 - 23:19] you guys with this. What the hell. Yes, I do plan on doing the ditch review. I do plan
[23:19 - 23:24] on learning more of that for sure. I haven't messed with it in a while, but I do plan
[23:24 - 23:36] on utilizing it more. But I am going to leave you guys with this. Oh, man. So, Marty and
[23:36 - 23:44] Tange and everybody that I have done wrong or wronged in some way, even if it's unknowing,
[23:44 - 23:50] I do apologize. And, you know, hopefully you guys can forgive me and we can move on from
[23:50 - 23:58] all this because I want to be a better person and I'm going to be a better person. So from
[23:58 - 24:06] now on, I'm going to make this very, very clear from now on. No hatred, no attacks,
[24:06 - 24:13] none of that stuff out of me. I'm going back to the way that I used to be before all this.
[24:13 - 24:26] Even if someone sits there and talks shit in the chat, let them talk. So with that
[24:26 - 24:34] being said, I love you guys. Thank you guys for, you know, understanding. Thank you guys
[24:34 - 24:46] for forgiving and let's build a better community, man. Let's build a better channel, man. Peace.
[24:46 - 24:56] And remember, guys, stay humble and stay positive because things will get better. I promise.
2021-5-19 Live  Studio Recording session

2021-5-19 Live Studio Recording session

[0:00 - 0:09] I'm not sure what to do with this, but I'm not sure what to do with this.
[0:09 - 0:15] If you have any questions, I'd like to ask you to comment down below and let me know in the comments below.
[0:15 - 0:20] I'm not sure what to do with this, but I'd like to ask you to comment down below and let me know in the comments below.
[0:20 - 0:30] If you have any questions, please do not comment down below and let me know in the comments below.
[0:30 - 22:12] If you have any questions, please do not comment down below.
[22:12 - 22:16] I will pass on that mistake real quick.
[22:16 - 22:22] Alright, now...
[22:22 - 22:24] [clap]
[22:24 - 22:26] [silence]
[22:26 - 22:30] Back to business.
[22:30 - 22:32] Nope.
[22:32 - 22:54] [silence]
[22:54 - 22:58] Oh, good. I should have put it right where I wanted it. That's actually good.
[22:58 - 23:16] [silence]
[23:16 - 23:22] Now, let's do something crazy here.
[23:22 - 23:28] Let's do a wide rap, sounds like, with these...
[23:28 - 23:42] [silence]
[23:42 - 23:48] Alright, so let's do a wide rap for that.
[23:48 - 23:56] And then what I'm going to do is I'm actually going to take...
[23:56 - 24:04] and change the pitch to about...
[24:04 - 24:24] I'd say negative 2.
[24:24 - 25:00] [silence]
[25:00 - 25:06] This is the slow part right here. It's waiting for these frickin' vocals to transform.
[25:06 - 25:12] [silence]
[25:12 - 25:16] Anyways, what are you guys up to?
[25:16 - 25:28] [silence]
[25:28 - 25:41] And, yo, I never got the chance to say this earlier, but, yo, shout out to Burger Boy for this dope ass shirt and the frickin' LIDAL Planet LAD light, man. That thing's sick.
[25:41 - 25:48] I fuckin' love this shirt, too, dude. This shirt's frickin' fire, which, if y'all know, I'm actually wearing it right now.
[25:48 - 25:54] So, shout out to the motherfuckin' Burger Boy for the dope ass shirt and the dope ass LID.
[25:54 - 25:57] It's frickin' sick, man. I love 'em.
[25:57 - 26:20] So, thank you, man. 100%, dude.
[26:20 - 26:26] Right.
[26:26 - 26:33] I don't know shit. That's what's up.
[26:33 - 26:36] Dude, that's what's up.
[26:36 - 26:53] Shout out to anybody out there from the Ohio area, 900%.
[26:53 - 27:06] These vocals are taking forever to load. Fuck it. One of their loads, and they just watch Skind's new music video.
[27:06 - 27:11] If y'all don't know who Skind is, y'all are about to find out real frickin' quick.
[27:11 - 27:40] Ooh. Michelle Carter, okay. Let's check this out.
[27:40 - 27:46] And if y'all have not checked out Skind yet, do it, man. They got some dope shit.
[27:46 - 27:53] Matter of fact, while these vocals are layering in, I'm gonna point and say y'all can see it.
[27:53 - 28:01] I'm not seeing this yet myself, so this is gonna be a raw reaction.
[28:01 - 28:30] Come on. Yo, I love it.
[28:30 - 28:39] Dude, that is good. Dude, I got fuckin' chills.
[28:39 - 28:50] Ooh, heavy raffle rips, dude.
[28:50 - 29:14] Dude, I got fuckin' chills right now. This is sick, bro.
[29:14 - 29:21] I want you to be ready and short. I thought you wanted to do this.
[29:21 - 29:26] Now find out about Jessica. There's no excuse, but you know this card.
[29:26 - 29:28] Really? Who are you?
[29:28 - 29:51] [singing]
[29:51 - 29:56] Bro, I would say I got fuckin' chills right now. This is dope.
[29:56 - 29:59] Oh, I love it.
[30:00 - 32:31] [singing]
[32:31 - 32:44] Dude, I would drink out fuckin' chills. That was frickin' cool.
[32:44 - 32:49] Dude, that was sick.
[32:49 - 32:54] I would drink out fuckin' chills from that, dude. That was so good.
[32:54 - 33:04] She had the skin on the new music video, man. That is so dope.
[33:04 - 33:13] Ooh, vocals are done. Let's go. Let's get it.
[33:13 - 33:16] Alright, well, don't worry.
[33:16 - 33:20] Alright, so here we go. Let's check out the vocals and hear how they sound.
[33:20 - 33:23] Let's play that and jump here.
[33:23 - 33:48] [singing]
[33:48 - 33:54] Oh, that is wicked. Yeah. Let's go.
[33:54 - 35:08] [singing]
[35:08 - 35:19] Alright, something's off here.
[35:19 - 35:39] [singing]
[35:39 - 36:02] Alright, there we go. Alright, so, "Madness and Murder" is now "Oerner and I What?" Are you fucking serious right now? This is not fucking happening.
[36:02 - 36:09] Alright, there we go. I was about to get fucking pissed.
[36:09 - 36:19] Dude, I'm about to say I just fucking recorded this song and you gotta tell me I can't frickin' save it? Shit.
[36:19 - 36:29] But, it's saving right now. It's rendering down, so...
[36:29 - 36:37] So, song number one under my new name, which I will be revealing very, very soon in the very new future, is now done.
[36:37 - 36:43] And it's rendering down and it will be released sometime very soon. I cannot say when.
[36:43 - 36:47] But, just know that this song will be released very soon.
[36:47 - 37:00] For all y'all horror fans and all you dark, you know, murder and horror mystery fans and all you people that are fans of the macabre, the dark, the creepy, the weird shit.
[37:00 - 37:14] This is for you guys, so don't worry. This will be really soon. I can't say when, but it will be released very soon under our new name and whatnot that I am going to be going under.
[37:14 - 37:21] It's not anything y'all know, so don't even try to guess because it's not anything you guys know.
[37:21 - 37:28] I just know that I will be dropping this under our brand new name and it's going to be super dope.
[37:28 - 37:49] But, uh, I'm down to the end of the set, y'all. Don't catch you guys in the next livestream, y'all. I'm out.
[37:49 - 38:05] And for all my murder fans out there, keep it wicked, keep it dark. And for all those that faint hard, run.
[38:06 - 38:09] Okay.
2021-5-18 Blind Piano Covers  in the dark

2021-5-18 Blind Piano Covers in the dark

[0:00 - 0:24] [sigh]
[0:24 - 0:38] What's up everybody. It's your boy. So, I know a lot of people have seen the covers that I've done on piano, on my Spanish channel, which is soon going to be one of my man's.
[0:38 - 0:51] But the video I did, playing Soul Caliber 6 went what I did fairly well. And then I also did another one of Prayer by Disturbed, which did surprisingly well.
[0:51 - 0:57] And a lot of people said that I faked it and this and that, that it was set up, but it actually wasn't.
[0:57 - 1:06] So, to prove to you guys that it was real, as you guys can tell, this is pure black. Pure black ties. This is not seen through by any means.
[1:06 - 1:16] I cannot see through this first shit. Like, if you look, it's literally like a half an inch thick right there. So, it's super thick to where I cannot see out of it.
[1:16 - 1:31] But, to prove to you guys that it was legit what I did, I'm going to be playing, not only in the dark, with only the TV light to aid me to where I can see.
[1:31 - 1:42] Like, as far as, like, lighting goes, so that you guys can see. Not me, but you guys can see. But, I will be doing it blindfolded using this super long tie right here.
[1:42 - 1:51] So, let's get this going. If you are new to the channel, don't forget to hit that like and subscribe button and that notification bell all found down below if you guys are new.
[1:51 - 2:09] And, as you guys can tell, this is a legitimate tie. Like I said, I will not be able to see at all whatsoever, because not only will I have this cover in my eyes to where I can't see, but it will also be dark, making it even harder of a challenge.
[2:09 - 2:30] So, as I said, let's put it on the lyrics version real quick before I get this started.
[2:30 - 2:42] And just so you guys know, this is legit.
[2:42 - 3:07] Let's go.
[3:07 - 6:21] Oh, my God.
[6:21 - 6:33] Oh, Joe, man. And I'm going to continue it on with the next song.
[6:33 - 6:41] Let's go here.
[6:41 - 6:45] And as you guys can tell, I cannot see whatsoever.
[6:45 - 6:53] Well, see a counselor, you know, they can help you with your problems.
[6:53 - 6:56] Some people can never understand.
[6:56 - 7:25] It's a war inside your head.
[7:25 - 7:54] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[7:54 - 8:23] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[8:23 - 10:16] Oh, my God.
[10:16 - 10:45] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[10:45 - 11:13] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[11:13 - 11:41] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[11:41 - 12:09] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[12:09 - 12:38] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[12:38 - 13:06] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[13:06 - 13:34] Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
[13:34 - 13:47] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[13:47 - 14:16] Oh, my God.
[14:16 - 14:44] Oh, no, no, no, no.
[14:44 - 15:12] Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
[15:12 - 15:40] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[15:40 - 16:08] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[16:08 - 16:36] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[16:36 - 18:06] [MUSIC]
[18:23 - 18:26] You have your period and suddenly, what the gush?
[18:26 - 18:28] [MUSIC]
[18:28 - 18:29] You need this pad.
[18:29 - 18:34] Many Always Ultra Thins have rapid dry technology and the ads work 40% faster.
[18:34 - 18:35] The gush happens fast.
[18:35 - 18:37] That's why Always absorbs faster.
[18:37 - 46:00] [MUSIC]
2021-5-20 clearing everything up

2021-5-20 clearing everything up

[0:00 - 0:19] [Silence]
[0:19 - 0:26] What up y'all? So first off, for all y'all that did drop in, check out the songs that I've performed last string.
[0:26 - 0:34] Is there any that did see me performing my songs last few streams? Well this last year I want to say thank you.
[0:34 - 0:42] Y'all are awesome. But we need to clear the air on something. Last year I had a couple things.
[0:42 - 0:52] Number one, who is this supposed girlfriend that I got? Cause last time I checked, I'm not with anybody.
[0:52 - 1:00] Last time I fucking checked, I have a girlfriend. I'm single as fuck right now. Cause I'll take the time for myself.
[1:00 - 1:06] So I don't know who the hell is going around saying that you're my girlfriend. I don't really like to know who you are.
[1:06 - 1:13] Like if me and you are together, how come I never talk to you? How come I don't know who you are?
[1:13 - 1:19] How come we never fucking spoke on Facebook or Discord or any of that? Like what's up?
[1:19 - 1:33] Like how can I be with anybody if I never met anyone? Like seriously, if we're supposed to play together, wouldn't it make sense for me to know who you are?
[1:33 - 1:45] Wouldn't it make sense for me to actually know you? Or at least FaceTime with you and talk to you on Discord or Facebook or some shit?
[1:45 - 1:58] Or on Instagram or something? Like what? Like how can I be with anybody if I'm not seeing anyone at this current time?
[1:58 - 2:04] Like that doesn't make no sense to me. That really doesn't make any kind of sense to me at all.
[2:04 - 2:11] Like y'all sitting there saying that I've got a girlfriend and this and that and the other man, stop it. It's a fucking lie.
[2:11 - 2:21] I'm not dating anyone. I'm not seeing anyone. So there's that cleared up. I am single. Am I looking right now?
[2:21 - 2:29] No, but if the right one comes along, then yeah. Y'all know that song and dance.
[2:29 - 2:44] Now for the second thing, a lot of motherfuckers have been spreading rumors about the whole shit that went down with Kate.
[2:44 - 2:58] A lot of motherfuckers are like, oh, you know, you're up ahead about you sent a photo to a 10 year old. No, no, no, no. That's not how that works.
[2:58 - 3:12] See, that's not what fucking happened. See, what happened was Kate lured me into a trap and she pretended to be 14, not 10.
[3:12 - 3:24] Now, what I did was wrong. Yes. But the one thing that just really irritates me is that about like, and I find that funny.
[3:24 - 3:33] Like, y'all act like I don't have a right to move past what I've done. Like, bro, I'm over here trying to do me.
[3:33 - 3:49] I like if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to do better for myself. I'm trying to move on and better myself and humbled myself and be a better person than what I was.
[3:49 - 4:03] But yeah, y'all want to sit over here and hold me to that shit like, bro, let me ask you this, let me move over here to where I'm actually not being blinded by that.
[4:03 - 4:26] So, you know, you know, it's just cut this way. Oh, well, you still see me, but let me ask you some.
[4:26 - 4:35] Let me ask you something serious here, and I want y'all to be straight up about this shit. I don't want no fucking cookie cutter bullshit neither.
[4:35 - 4:47] I want straight up real from you guys. Y'all want me to do better, right? You guys want to be better, you want me to do better.
[4:47 - 5:04] Well, how can I do better if you guys won't leave the past alone? How am I supposed to better myself and be a better person if you guys keep on bringing it up every frickin' livestream every few seconds?
[5:04 - 5:16] Yeah, I know what I did was wrong, and I get that. And as I said, I suffered my punishment. I suffered through my punishment.
[5:16 - 5:38] You want to know what my punishment was? Being humiliated, losing friends and family, almost, keyword almost, going to jail.
[5:38 - 5:48] But I didn't go to jail because the officers were kind enough to let me off with a warning. They sat down and they spoke with me.
[5:48 - 5:59] And they kindly, you know, told me, hey, we all make mistakes. We all do dumb stuff. And they did put it to me like this.
[5:59 - 6:08] The only thing that would have made me a pedophile was if I had actually gone there, but I didn't go there.
[6:08 - 6:22] And plus the actual term for pedophile, in case you guys are uneducated about this, and I'm not saying that you guys ain't smart. I'm just saying this is in case you guys don't know.
[6:22 - 6:42] Anyway, a pedophile is somebody who actively keyword actively seeks out children that are under the age of 14. 14 and under.
[6:42 - 6:50] I do not actively seek out. Look at my history. I have no history of this shit.
[6:50 - 7:06] My personal record history. I don't have history of pedophilia at all. So how can you guys sit there and say that I'm a pedophile when clearly I'm not? Clearly.
[7:06 - 7:19] But like I said, you know, you guys are entitled to your opinions about me. And I'm pretty sure some of you guys are going to try to do some shit to get me in trouble and you're going to fail like always.
[7:19 - 7:27] Y'all, every time this is something I noticed, every time you guys try to troll me, y'all fail every goddamn time.
[7:27 - 7:37] And yeah, I may get called a pedophile here and there quite a bit for the rest of my life by certain people. But you know what? I'm okay with that.
[7:37 - 7:46] I would rather live with people calling me a pedophile in my streams every time than to sit there and not be able to move on with my life.
[7:46 - 7:53] Because you want to know what I'm going to do. And every time somebody calls me a pedophile, you know what I do? I ignore it.
[7:53 - 8:02] If you guys haven't noticed, every time somebody calls me a pedophile on the stream now, I don't block them. I don't delete them. I don't do any of that.
[8:02 - 8:11] You want to know why? Because they're allowed their opinion about me.
[8:11 - 8:19] But their opinion isn't bond. Your word isn't bond.
[8:19 - 8:31] You know the old term, and for those of you that are around my age and came up when the internet first came out, there's an old saying for those of you that might not know this.
[8:31 - 8:43] You can't always believe everything that you read on the internet or here on the internet. Just because it's on the internet, that doesn't mean that it's true.
[8:43 - 8:52] Yes, there are articles about me calling me a pedophile and this and that and the other, but that doesn't mean that it's true.
[8:52 - 9:04] Yes, I sent photos and a video to somebody that trolled me, but that doesn't make me a pedophile.
[9:04 - 9:14] That does not make me a pedophile. Therefore, just because you read what you read on the internet about me doesn't make it true.
[9:14 - 9:22] There are things that people have posted about me on Kiwi Farms that are far from the truth. Far from the truth.
[9:22 - 9:37] Like when people say that I'm a third generation pedo. I'm not a third generation pedophile. That is false. And yes, I have proven this to be false many times over.
[9:37 - 9:49] I have proven a lot of these things to be false.
[9:49 - 9:57] Now, like I said, people are going to continue to judge me and that's okay. But you want to know something?
[9:57 - 10:05] At the end of the day, Karma will get them. Karma will come back around and bite them in the ass.
[10:05 - 10:19] Just as Karma bit me in the ass for doing what I did. And I don't know how many of you in here are religious.
[10:19 - 10:33] But if you are and you believe in God the same way that I do, let me tell you, God will judge me on what I've done.
[10:33 - 10:40] I will get judged by God himself.
[10:40 - 10:48] I will get judged by God and so will those of you that judge me.
[10:48 - 10:59] For those of you that do judge me, you will get judged by God, you know, come when that day comes.
[10:59 - 11:07] And like I said, I'm over here trying to do better for myself. I'm honestly trying to better my life.
[11:07 - 11:20] But as I said, how can I ever move on and better myself if everybody keeps bringing up the past?
[11:20 - 11:32] How am I supposed to do that if everyone keeps on trolling and bringing up the past? It doesn't make sense.
[11:32 - 11:47] That's like somebody running somebody over and then that person that ran the person over goes to jail and then gets out and then everybody constantly still bashes on them and attacks them and reminds them every day.
[11:47 - 11:57] Like, hey, don't run over everyone. Hey, you ran over somebody. Hey, you this. Hey, you that. Like, it doesn't make no sense, dude.
[11:57 - 12:01] It does not make any sense.
[12:01 - 12:09] Like I get what I did was wrong and I understand and I do take responsibility for that.
[12:09 - 12:20] And, you know, what I did was very wrong and it should not have happened.
[12:20 - 12:31] But the one thing I don't understand, the one thing I still don't get, is why is that people proceed to bring up the past?
[12:31 - 12:39] I don't need to be reminded of what I did. I know what I did was wrong and I paid the price for it.
[12:39 - 12:54] I paid the price and humiliation and torment. I paid my price. I learned my lesson.
[12:54 - 12:59] So I don't understand why some of you guys will not let me move on from what I did.
[12:59 - 13:15] You know, you guys said there you claimed that you wanted to be better, but yet you continue to bring up the past and that doesn't do anything except make things worse.
[13:15 - 13:26] If you want to do better, then quit bringing up the past. Quit calling me a pedophile and bringing things up.
[13:26 - 13:40] Let me live my life. Let me do what I need to do to better myself.
[13:40 - 13:53] Because that's the only way I could ever get better. That's the only way I could ever become a better person like I want to be and that I am trying to be.
[13:53 - 14:11] If you don't bring up the past, you know, I can move on and I can do better for myself.
[14:11 - 14:25] Fact's enigmatic. And that's the thing, dude. It is that easy. And here's the thing, custom. It actually is that easy.
[14:25 - 14:39] You don't have to judge me. Yeah, you can disagree with what I did. You know, you can disagree with what I did all you want, but that doesn't mean you have to hold me back.
[14:39 - 14:49] Just because you don't agree with what happened and don't agree that I didn't go to jail, that doesn't mean you have to constantly bring it up.
[14:49 - 15:06] You know, like I said, I learned my lesson away. I learned my lesson in a very big way and I'm not making that mistake again.
[15:06 - 15:27] I'm not making that mistake ever again. And you can count on that 110%.
[15:27 - 15:41] Let me put it to you guys like this. Let's say one of you guys did something very stupid that you know you shouldn't have done.
[15:41 - 15:51] Let's put it like this. Let's say one of you guys did something very stupid that you know you shouldn't have done that was wrong.
[15:51 - 15:57] And you wrote that wrong.
[15:57 - 16:03] You know, you admitted that you were wrong. You owned up to your mistake.
[16:03 - 16:14] You know, you owned up to what you did. You were a man about it. And you thought I said hey, I was wrong and what I did.
[16:14 - 16:21] I owned my mistake. I owned up to my mistakes. I know what I did was wrong and I shouldn't have done that.
[16:21 - 16:30] Let's say that you do that and you try to better yourself to be a better person.
[16:30 - 16:38] And I'm over here constantly bashing you and attacking you and trying to hold you back.
[16:38 - 16:46] Wouldn't you feel the same way that I feel now, like you're being held back.
[16:46 - 16:56] Like even though you want to be the best person that you can be again, and now you want to be better, but you feel like you're being held back.
[16:56 - 17:05] That's how I feel when you guys bring up my past. When you bring up what happened and you bring up that situation, that's how I feel.
[17:05 - 17:13] I feel held back. Because it seems like everybody wants to hold me back from being a better person.
[17:13 - 17:19] It's like you guys want me to be stuck there.
[17:19 - 17:25] But let me tell you, I'm not going to remain stuck there.
[17:25 - 17:32] Yes, I understand that what I did had pedophilic actions. I get it.
[17:32 - 17:42] But if you look up the proper terminology on Google and ask any police officer, ask any FBI agent.
[17:42 - 17:51] The true textbook definition of a pedophile is somebody that actively seeks out children.
[17:51 - 17:59] I don't actively seek out children. I'm not on Facebook or YouTube or whatever every day.
[17:59 - 18:05] Be like, oh, come here, little kid. No, I don't do that.
[18:05 - 18:11] It was a simple mistake where somebody trolled me.
[18:11 - 18:23] Now, should that person naturally be held responsible? Yes. She really should be held responsible.
[18:23 - 18:33] Or at least take responsibility for her actions.
[18:33 - 18:41] Just as I have done, I've taken responsibility for my actions.
[18:41 - 18:48] I've owned up to what I've done. And yes, I do regret what I've done.
[18:48 - 18:57] Don't look it back in my streams where I spoke about it. I do deeply regret what I've done.
[18:57 - 19:05] And I know that certain people are going to look at me a little bit differently from now on, but I'm OK with that.
[19:05 - 19:12] And the reason I'm OK with that because I have a chance to prove everyone wrong.
[19:12 - 19:20] I have a chance to show that I'm not the monster that everyone's making me out to be. And that's what I'm going to do.
[19:20 - 19:28] I'm going to prove to everyone that I'm not the bad guy and that I am changing for the better.
[19:28 - 19:38] Heck, for the first time in almost a little over a year now, I have finally sat down and I started working on my artwork again.
[19:38 - 19:45] I just got my tea spring shop back up and running today, actually.
[19:45 - 19:52] I've been focusing on my artwork, matter of fact, on my new channel dedicated to my artwork and reaction videos.
[19:52 - 20:07] I just did a reaction video to a song by Boyin Van.
[20:07 - 20:18] So, you know, I am trying to better myself and do good things and show people that I'm not entirely an evil person.
[20:18 - 20:36] If I was an evil person, let me ask you guys this. If I really was an evil person, why would I turn my number one enemy, music biz Marty, into my friend?
[20:36 - 20:48] If I really was evil, how was I able to turn my number one enemy, music biz Marty, into a good friend of mine?
[20:48 - 21:01] Why would I go out of my way to help out people that have wronged me?
[21:01 - 21:07] Think about that.
[21:07 - 21:16] Oh, look, we got somebody calling in.
[21:16 - 21:21] Hello?
[21:21 - 21:31] No, I'm not. Look up the textbook dictionary. I'm not a pedophile, Kate. I'm not a pedophile, Kate, so shut up and leave me alone, Kate.
[21:31 - 21:35] Kate, leave me alone.
[21:35 - 21:41] Wow. Negative like always.
[21:41 - 21:46] I'm not evil and I'm not a pedophile.
[21:46 - 21:54] Let her think what she wants, man. Let her think what she wants.
[21:54 - 22:02] Let Kate think what she wants because I'm not a pedophile. Let her think what she wants.
[22:02 - 22:18] I know I'm not. My friends and family know I'm not. God knows I'm not, obviously. And my true supporters and true fans and friends know that I'm not. And that's all that matters.
[22:18 - 22:34] My true supporters and those that actually do rock with me and my real friends and family that, you know, know that I'm not, their opinions are the only ones that matter.
[22:34 - 22:42] You know, my brother Sean knows I'm not. My brother Jake knows I'm not.
[22:42 - 23:04] Fuck, my best friend Liz knows that I'm not. Have my friends and family know that I'm not. So, like I said, y'all can have, you know, your opinion about me all you want, but at the end of the day...
[23:04 - 23:13] And like I said, you can have your opinion about me. I don't care.
[23:13 - 23:25] Because at the end of the day, I know I'm not. My friends know I'm not. So, I guess I'm not a fucking pedophile.
[23:25 - 23:35] So, there's that. So, like I said, think what you want, do what you want. I'm not paying to know mine.
[23:35 - 23:49] I'm doing me. I'm doing better for myself. And I'm moving on from this situation. Matter of fact, next time Kate calls, I'm going to block all private numbers.
[23:49 - 23:55] Matter of fact, you know what? I'm not a matter of fact, you know what? I'll probably end up changing my number here tomorrow.
[23:55 - 24:06] I'll probably end up getting my number changed. That way people can't call in. It's getting annoying.
[24:06 - 24:13] But, like I said, I'm moving on from this situation and I'm doing better for myself.
[24:13 - 24:22] So, I hope you guys have a nice night. You guys have a good morning or afternoon. Wherever you guys are in the world.
[24:22 - 24:32] I hope you guys are having a good night, a good morning, a good afternoon. Wherever you guys are, I hope you guys are doing good. 100%.
[24:32 - 24:43] And with that being said, I got to get some rest. Because I've been in all day working on my artwork. I need to get rest.
[24:43 - 24:48] I've been working on my shop all day and doing this, that, and the other. So, I need to get some rest, guys.
[24:48 - 25:01] I got to get up early for work tomorrow. I got more artwork stuff to get done. So, I got to get up early because if you guys don't know, I am working on artwork full-time now, which is why I'm not posting as much.
[25:01 - 25:10] But, I do have work in the morning. I got to upload to Instagram. I got to do merch for my shop, do a promo, this, that, and the other.
[25:10 - 25:20] So, I do have work to do in the morning. So, I'm about to pass and I will catch you guys tomorrow morning, y'all. Peace. Love you guys.
[25:20 - 25:25] Stay safe, stay humble, stay positive. Peace.
2021-5-21 Smile of death

2021-5-21 Smile of death

[0:00 - 29:42] [silence]
[29:42 - 29:44] Where's all my scarred ones at?
[29:44 - 29:52] [silence]
[29:52 - 29:56] I'm not talking about the face, I'm talking about the real scarred ones. Where are you guys at right now?
[29:56 - 30:30] [silence]
[30:30 - 30:36] You know what? I'm going to take it over, not you. Yeah, hold on.
[30:36 - 30:48] [silence]
[30:48 - 31:08] [music]
[31:08 - 31:34] [silence]
[31:34 - 32:12] [music]
[32:12 - 33:28] [silence]
[33:28 - 33:30] Hey Vi, what's up?
[33:30 - 33:58] [music]
[33:58 - 35:34] [silence]
[35:34 - 35:47] All y'all OG fans, y'all know this one. You guys ready? All my OG fans know this song. You guys ready? Let's go.
[35:47 - 36:15] [music]
[36:15 - 38:59] [silence]
[38:59 - 39:09] You know, let me speak on this for a minute. Let me speak on this for a minute.
[39:09 - 39:23] 'Cause I'm seeing all this negative crap in the comments, dude. Like, I'm seeing all this negative bullshit going on.
[39:23 - 39:40] And like, I find it funny. 'Cause y'all that are trolling, you guys say that I suck. But yet, today I had about 20 different people on Facebook that don't even know me.
[39:40 - 40:04] Seeing how much they liked my song, anxiety, and a couple of my other tracks. And they weren't just saying it either. There was one dude that flat out compared me and basically said, "Yo, you're the next little peep. You're the motherfucker that can keep his shit alive. You're the motherfucker that can carry on that style."
[40:04 - 40:16] I had one dude freakin' comparing it to three different people. There was one dude that compared me to Chester Bennington, Jonathan Davis, and Lil Peep. All three of those motherfuckers.
[40:16 - 40:33] Twenty different fuckin' people saying they like my work. So for all y'all fuckin' idiots out there, why don't you wake up and realize that maybe you guys are wrong?
[40:33 - 40:47] Did you ever start to think for a minute that maybe you guys were wrong about me? That I actually am good and that you just wanna hate to be spiteful? Did you ever think about that?
[40:54 - 41:03] 'Cause apparently you guys have never heard Lil Peep before and the actual good music that he actually puts out.
[41:08 - 41:24] Wait, I just find it funny that y'all wanna sit there and bash and judge and attack and then when somebody like me fires back on you and stands up for myself, y'all start gettin' insecure.
[41:27 - 41:40] And there's somethin' else that I find funny too. It's that day, I'm just sayin' those days that I was on the edge of suicide on the "Asshole Reports" channel.
[41:40 - 41:53] See, I find this funny. Y'all wanna push and push and push and push until I actually try to end my life. And then when I do actually attempt suicide, y'all wanna die with that.
[41:53 - 41:58] 'Cause it's then at that point that y'all realize the severity of what you do.
[41:58 - 42:12] It's like, y'all wanna attack and attack and attack and then when somebody like me comes along and actually does try to end our life, y'all wanna die with that.
[42:12 - 42:26] Y'all wanna start carein' that. Y'all wanna start bein' like, "Oh, we was just a joke now, motherfucker." It wasn't a joke. You know what you did. You know what you fuckin' did.
[42:26 - 42:54] I don't think I can see that Kiwi Farms thread on me, dude. And I laugh. Like, I'm not even mad about that Kiwi Farms shit, dude. I actually laughed at that.
[42:54 - 43:08] I would genuinely laugh at that because half the shit on Kiwi Farms that's about me isn't even fuckin' true. Half the shit on there is fuckin' bogus and fake as fuck.
[43:08 - 43:24] Shit, I look like the dude from Hills have eyes. Bitch, please. Not even close, my dude. Not even close.
[43:24 - 43:50] Like, for real, man. Y'all wasn't there callin' now because you know you're gettin' caught.
[43:50 - 44:01] I find it funny, man. Like, see, I do these shows to spread positivity and to help people, not to be negative.
[44:01 - 44:17] See, I wanna help people through my music. I wanna help people through, like, matter of fact, my cover photo is actually one of my art pieces that I did fairly recently.
[44:17 - 44:27] Say, you know, like, I wanna be able to help people through my music and through my artwork, and a lot of my artwork and my music has helped people over the years.
[44:27 - 44:41] And regardless of what you trolls say, I'm not gonna stop. Regardless of what you do, I'm gonna make my dreams a reality. I'm gonna make it for my family no matter what you say or no matter what you do.
[44:41 - 44:50] I cannot be broken. You're not gonna break me like you did before.
[44:50 - 44:51] Yeah?
[44:51 - 44:53] Yeah.
[44:53 - 45:00] Oh, no.
[45:00 - 45:01] What?
[45:01 - 45:03] Really cooler up there?
[45:03 - 45:05] Yeah, a lot of that water.
[45:05 - 45:07] Oh, it's gonna be cool nails set for us.
[45:07 - 45:08] Really?
[45:08 - 45:13] My wheels turn on, turn on the AC.
[45:13 - 45:17] For me, you can only left it on heat.
[45:17 - 45:20] That is really cool.
[45:20 - 45:21] No worries.
[45:21 - 45:23] Yeah, well, it's not gonna be no more.
[45:23 - 45:25] Nails make the chorus.
[45:25 - 45:26] Sure.
[45:26 - 45:29] We're gonna do it.
[45:29 - 45:33] I should have her look a few facts while we met you.
[45:33 - 45:36] She's good at all that stuff.
[45:36 - 45:37] She's not here.
[45:37 - 45:39] Oh, I'm gonna walk.
[45:39 - 45:41] Walk?
[45:41 - 45:43] No.
[45:43 - 45:46] Oh, let's just scratch this one.
[45:46 - 45:51] Well, we forget, let's move the furniture.
[45:51 - 46:10] Something's going to be your wall.
[46:10 - 46:14] So they all had to take care of some right quick, but we are good.
[46:14 - 46:20] But I just want to say, man, I want to say thank you to all the real supporters out there.
[46:20 - 46:27] All the real supporters that actually support my music and support my work and what I do.
[46:27 - 46:30] I fucking love every one of you guys.
[46:30 - 46:36] And like I've said before, my music isn't for everyone.
[46:36 - 46:40] It's not meant to be for everyone.
[46:40 - 46:46] My music is for those that are lost.
[46:46 - 46:49] My music is for those that feel alone.
[46:49 - 46:53] For those like me, they get bullied every day.
[46:53 - 46:55] That's the people I do music for.
[46:55 - 46:56] I do this.
[46:56 - 46:58] Dude, let me play it this way, man.
[46:58 - 47:07] I do my music for that kid that sits in the back of the class wondering when this bullying is going to end.
[47:07 - 47:13] I do this for that girl that walks home from school with cuts on her arm
[47:13 - 47:21] because of people bullying her so bad she feels like she has to cut herself just to feel something.
[47:21 - 47:37] I do this shit for those that feel like they don't have anything or anywhere to turn to.
[47:37 - 47:44] I do this for those like myself that get outcasted by people like you guys
[47:44 - 47:47] not only on the internet but every day in society.
[47:47 - 47:49] And shout out to Ignimmatic.
[47:49 - 47:51] What's good, bro?
[47:51 - 47:58] Shout out to Iggy. What's up, man?
[47:58 - 48:27] I'm not going to bad this song right here is going out to those.
[48:27 - 48:39] That are alone, that feel alone in the dark, that feel like they don't have anywhere to turn.
[48:40 - 48:46] I don't like my mind right now stacking up problems that are so unnecessary.
[48:46 - 48:49] I wish that I could slow things down.
[48:49 - 48:53] I want to let go of this comfort in the panic.
[48:53 - 48:59] And I drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me.
[48:59 - 49:09] And here I drive myself crazy because I can't escape the gravity blowing up.
[49:09 - 49:15] Why is everything so heavy, blowing up?
[49:15 - 49:18] So much more than I can carry.
[49:18 - 49:22] I keep dragging around, what's bringing me down?
[49:22 - 49:28] If I just let go, I'd be suffering, blowing up.
[49:28 - 49:31] Why is everything so heavy?
[49:31 - 49:34] You said I don't care if you know it.
[49:34 - 49:37] But I'm pretty sure the water's out to get me.
[49:37 - 49:40] It's not like I make the choice.
[49:40 - 49:44] So let my mind stay so fucking messy.
[49:44 - 49:47] I know I'm not the same, I'm not the human first.
[49:47 - 49:50] But you keep spinning around me just the same.
[49:50 - 49:53] I know I'm not the same, I'm not the human first.
[49:53 - 49:56] But you keep spinning around me just the same.
[49:56 - 50:00] I'm holding on.
[50:00 - 50:06] Why is everything so heavy, holding on?
[50:06 - 50:09] So much more than I can carry.
[50:09 - 50:13] I keep dragging around, what's bringing me down?
[50:13 - 50:19] If I just let go, I'd be suffering, blowing up.
[50:19 - 50:22] Why is everything so heavy?
[50:22 - 50:26] I know I'm not the same, I'm not the human first.
[50:26 - 50:29] But you keep spinning around me just the same.
[50:29 - 50:32] I know I'm not the same, I'm not the human last.
[50:32 - 50:35] But you keep spinning around me just the same.
[50:35 - 50:38] And I try to be like so crazy.
[50:38 - 50:41] You keep telling me please don't drop me.
[50:41 - 50:45] I'm holding on.
[50:45 - 50:48] Why is everything so heavy?
[50:48 - 50:52] Holding on.
[50:52 - 50:54] So much more than I can carry.
[50:54 - 50:58] I keep dragging around, what's bringing me down?
[50:58 - 51:04] If I just let go, I'd be suffering, blowing up.
[51:04 - 51:21] Why is everything so heavy?
[51:21 - 51:32] Y'all keep calling in all you fucking want.
[51:32 - 51:36] I'll just keep on ignoring your goddamn calls, man.
[51:36 - 51:39] All y'all that want to call in on their private numbers, go ahead.
[51:39 - 51:41] I'll just ignore them.
[51:41 - 51:46] It's called swiping and ignoring the calls.
[51:46 - 51:48] So go ahead, keep going in.
[51:48 - 51:57] I'll keep on just swiping away and ignoring the calls.
[51:57 - 52:00] So go ahead, keep going in.
[52:01 - 52:03] Okay.
[52:04 - 52:07] Go ahead and keep on calling in all I just keep ignoring the calls.
[52:07 - 52:20] I'll keep on just swiping away and ignoring the calls.
[52:20 - 52:24] So go ahead and keep on just swiping away and ignoring the calls.
[52:24 - 52:32] I'll keep on just swiping away and ignoring the calls.
[52:32 - 52:35] Y'all just keep ignoring them.
[52:35 - 52:37] Y'all may as well just give up with this shit.
[52:37 - 52:39] I'm just going to ignore the calls.
[52:39 - 52:42] So just give the fuck up.
[52:42 - 52:46] You're not fooling anybody.
[52:46 - 52:48] And you're not making me mad either.
[52:48 - 52:50] And you're not annoying me.
[52:50 - 52:53] I'm just going to sit here and just keep on ignoring them.
[52:53 - 52:56] So go ahead and keep calling all you want.
[52:56 - 52:58] I don't care.
[53:01 - 53:04] Y'all ain't annoying me. Y'all ain't pissing me off.
[53:04 - 53:07] Y'all ain't doing nothing but wasting your damn breath.
[53:07 - 53:15] Not in fact, watch this.
[53:15 - 53:19] Not in fact, watch this, y'all.
[53:19 - 53:24] Look, man, I don't know why I'm calling.
[53:24 - 53:27] But you need to quit wasting your motherfucking time and quit calling, bro.
[53:27 - 53:30] If you ain't pissing me off, you're not doing anything, bro.
[53:30 - 53:33] Stop wasting your damn breath. So give up, dude, for real.
[53:33 - 53:36] Quit being a fucking troll with this song.
[53:36 - 53:44] For real, man. Quit wasting y'all's breath.
[53:44 - 53:55] Now, this here is a brand new song that I just started recording earlier today.
[53:55 - 53:57] Called "Better Off Alone."
[53:58 - 54:00] (guitar strumming)
[54:00 - 54:10] Every day I'm feeling rough, I'm alone as it seems.
[54:10 - 54:18] Walking through these empty streets, I feel like I'm dying.
[54:18 - 54:23] No one really knows my nights, the way that I took.
[54:23 - 54:26] Everybody comes to me, judging me.
[54:26 - 54:30] Attacking me. Attacking me.
[54:30 - 54:39] Creative suddenly and making me have to be someone that I don't wanna be.
[54:39 - 54:45] Why is it that I was born to walk instead?
[54:45 - 54:50] I know I walk through these gates of hell on my own.
[54:50 - 54:55] Why is it that you're singing me as we take?
[54:55 - 55:03] Oh, I need everything. Seems I'm on a live night, and it's spinning.
[55:03 - 55:09] How can I guess? Often it's dark, and I'm denying life.
[55:09 - 55:18] How can I escape this darkness that has made its way into my life?
[55:18 - 55:24] How can I be that person that I wanna be?
[55:24 - 55:28] Don't fucking lost, I'm so fucking scared.
[55:28 - 55:35] Why must I give up my life, and that's what it costs.
[55:35 - 55:40] Do I need to fight for my life?
[55:40 - 55:48] It wasn't gonna take for me to give my life back.
[55:48 - 55:53] Everything just needs to care back on the bike truck.
[55:53 - 55:58] This is not who I am, not who I wanna be.
[55:58 - 56:04] This is not me, and everybody knows us.
[56:04 - 56:10] How can I show the world the real me?
[56:10 - 56:13] Without a thing for life.
[56:13 - 56:17] No time can be judging me, it's who the nights have been.
[56:17 - 56:23] How can I get away from everything and the day and night?
[56:23 - 56:29] All of you, do not miss a loss in my mind.
[56:29 - 56:35] Every day and night I jump, it's day and night.
[56:35 - 56:42] Screaming in my mind, and I don't know how I can escape it.
[56:42 - 56:48] Don't know how I can take away from everything.
[56:48 - 56:58] How can I see myself again, and not take my life with the noise?
[56:59 - 57:05] How can I get away from everything and the day and night?
[57:05 - 68:33] How can I see myself again, and not take my life with the noise?
2021-5-20 LET THE HATE GO

2021-5-20 LET THE HATE GO

[0:00 - 0:02] [doorbell]
[0:02 - 0:26] What up y'all? So we need to have a little chit chat.
[0:26 - 0:35] We definitely need to have a talk guys.
[0:35 - 0:43] You see just a few minutes ago I was trying to update my tea shop
[0:43 - 0:48] and upload some new designs for some people that wanted to buy some merch.
[0:48 - 0:55] Well it's pretty clear that I can't do that without being harassed by a phone call.
[0:55 - 1:07] So I'm going to just speak on this because it seems a lot of people want to understand what happened,
[1:07 - 1:13] why it happened and they got all these questions and I don't hate you guys.
[1:13 - 1:22] I understand that a lot of you are rightfully upset with me and I understand that a lot of you are rightfully upset.
[1:22 - 1:32] But there's something that happened during that time period with Kate that I don't think a lot of people actually understand.
[1:32 - 1:36] And that's not necessarily your fault.
[1:36 - 1:45] See a lot of people say that you know I should have gone to jail for what happened and this, that and the other.
[1:45 - 1:55] But I didn't and a lot of people don't understand why. I'll tell you why.
[1:55 - 2:12] Because one, when I spoke with the officers that came here initially and they spoke on the subject, you want to know what they told me?
[2:12 - 2:18] They told me to not do it again. And yes, they could have arrested me.
[2:18 - 2:33] But because of the fact that I helped to take care of my family, because of the fact that my mom and stepdad need my help,
[2:33 - 2:45] like literally need my help doing the simple things like getting out of bed, putting on their shoes, the simple things that me and you take for granted.
[2:45 - 2:59] And the very simple things that me and you take for granted every day, I have to help them with every day.
[2:59 - 3:04] So when I spoke to the officers, you know what they said?
[3:04 - 3:11] You know what I got from what they said? And what my family got from it?
[3:11 - 3:17] Is that when looking at me, they didn't see a criminalistic bad guy.
[3:17 - 3:24] They didn't see someone with a history. They didn't see an evil guy.
[3:24 - 3:36] They didn't see somebody who's evil, who helps take care of his family, who got caught up in a very, very bad situation that never should have happened.
[3:36 - 3:42] They saw somebody that made a stupid mistake that he never should have made.
[3:42 - 3:46] And they gave me a warning. They gave me a warning.
[3:46 - 3:57] They flat out told me that if I do it again, they're not going to look past it. They're not going to think twice about homing me off to jail the next time I do it.
[3:57 - 4:05] So I got very lucky. I got very lucky. I got off with a warning from the police.
[4:05 - 4:28] But not only did I get that. A lot of people don't understand this, but a lot worse happened in the days to follow within the following days and ultimately the following weeks.
[4:28 - 4:35] I got a wreck. Go ahead and get rid of that. Go ahead and get rid of that person that's spamming. Thank you.
[4:35 - 4:38] Damn, you beat me through it, right?
[4:38 - 4:45] But in the weeks to follow, you guys know what happened?
[4:45 - 4:56] Within the following days and even the following weeks, my family's lives got threatened.
[4:56 - 5:05] Within the following days and weeks, my family's lives were threatened and put in danger.
[5:05 - 5:09] My life was put in danger.
[5:09 - 5:24] We had people coming up to the house ready to kill me so bad the point to where at one point we had to call the police for our own safety and our own protection.
[5:24 - 5:40] That's how bad it got. It got so bad that we had to call the police to have somebody be made to leave. That's how bad it got.
[5:40 - 5:55] So, instead of me going to prison, guys, don't you think that I've been put through enough with these death threats on my family?
[5:55 - 6:03] Don't you think that death threats on me and my family is more than enough?
[6:03 - 6:14] And don't you think I learned my lesson by having people actually show up here ready to fucking kill me?
[6:14 - 6:20] Three different times I've had people show up ready to fucking kill me.
[6:20 - 6:30] Three different times I've had to call the police for my own protection.
[6:30 - 6:34] Three different times I've had to worry about my family.
[6:34 - 6:50] Three different times my family's lives got physically put in danger when people showed up here ready to kill me, ready to harm my family.
[6:50 - 7:06] So with that being said, don't you guys think I learned my lesson from all this by having my family's lives threatened?
[7:06 - 7:21] And no, I'm not a pussy for calling the cops, dude. I'm not a pussy for calling the cops. These people had weapons ready to kill me and my family.
[7:21 - 7:34] They literally showed up here ready to murder me and my family. And I was only doing what was right for my family.
[7:34 - 7:42] I was only looking after my family, after my mom, my stepdad.
[7:42 - 7:58] And like I told the guy that called earlier, I don't know his name, but like I told the guy that I spoke with earlier on the phone,
[7:58 - 8:09] that if you guys, and for those of you that are trolling, if you actually sit down and actually take the time,
[8:09 - 8:19] like and I mean actually take the time to sit down and talk with me and get to know me, you would see that I'm not a bad guy.
[8:19 - 8:33] People want to paint me out to be this monster, but really who's the monster? The one that committed the crime and has tried to make it right?
[8:33 - 8:43] Or the person that threatened that person's life and tried to have them and their family killed?
[8:43 - 8:50] Think about that. Who's the real monster? The one that did something wrong and is trying to make it right?
[8:50 - 8:59] Or the person that threatened that person's life and their family's lives and tried to have them killed?
[8:59 - 9:07] Who's the real monster?
[9:07 - 9:29] Because like I said, I'm not the bad guy that everybody makes me out to be. I'm really not.
[9:29 - 9:40] Hey Violet, what's up?
[9:40 - 9:51] Hey Burger Boy, what's good bro?
[9:51 - 10:02] Yo Burger Boy, I love this shirt and I love that LED light. You got me homie. I fucking love it. Thank you. I appreciate you man, 100%.
[10:02 - 10:07] I appreciate what you did for me. I fucking love what you got me dude, 100%.
[10:07 - 10:14] Even though the shirt is down in the wash right now because it's dirty as well, not really dirty, but nasty as hell for sweat.
[10:14 - 10:32] But dude, I appreciate it man. The shirt, the LED, I love it bro. Thank you. You fucking rock.
[10:32 - 10:38] Oh dude, I'm doing great brother. I'm doing real good man. And hey, I'm glad that you got your own channel going man.
[10:38 - 10:45] And by the way, if y'all might check out Burger Boy's channel, go check out Burger Boy's channel right now.
[10:45 - 10:56] Dope ass content, good video man. Go check this man out.
[10:56 - 11:04] But like I said y'all, at the end of the day, who's the real monster here?
[11:04 - 11:14] Someone like myself who made a very fucked up mistake and has been trying to right that wrong?
[11:14 - 11:27] Or is it the person that threatened my life and put mine in my family's lives all in day, every day for the past month and a half?
[11:27 - 11:37] And I mean really ask yourselves this, who's the real monster? Who's the real bad guy here?
[11:37 - 11:44] The person that did the troll and put someone's life in danger?
[11:44 - 11:54] Or is it the person that made the stupid mistake and fell for that troll and did something that was wrong?
[11:54 - 12:01] Now, with that being said, allow me to ask you this.
[12:01 - 12:05] Or allow me to say this, I should say.
[12:05 - 12:12] A lot of people tell me or like want to know why I did what I did.
[12:12 - 12:27] They always want an answer to everything. They always want that answer to everything.
[12:27 - 12:30] Thank you.
[12:30 - 12:55] God, that was getting annoying. Thank you to whoever got rid of it.
[12:55 - 13:14] Now, a lot of people have been asking me, "Yo, Rax, why'd you do it? What made you want to do this? What made you fall for this? What made you go for this troll? What made you take that bait?"
[13:14 - 13:35] Well, I can honestly say this, that sometimes people do things that they themselves don't even understand.
[13:35 - 13:45] And that's true. A lot of the times people do things that are wrong that they themselves don't even understand.
[13:45 - 13:51] And I've been getting asked this every day, "Why'd you do it? Why'd you do it? Why'd you do it?"
[13:51 - 13:57] That's just it. I don't know why I did it. I don't understand it myself.
[13:57 - 14:11] But the truth is, I did it and I learned my lesson from it. And, "Yo, Rax, let's say, Rax, you know what to do."
[14:11 - 14:24] But like I said, I don't know why I did what I did. I don't understand it. And believe me, I kick myself in the head every night for what I did.
[14:24 - 14:34] But at the same time as I'm kicking myself in the head, I'm trying to better myself as a person.
[14:34 - 14:47] And let me tell you, the dude that spoke to me actually made a very good, he did very well, even though he got a screw up there at the end.
[14:47 - 14:56] He asked me a very smart, a very smart question actually. "What am I going to do next time somebody of that age approaches me?"
[14:56 - 15:08] If things, you know, start to get bad, I'll straight out block them.
[15:08 - 15:16] "Oh, look, Massachusetts. I'll bet you it's Kate."
[15:16 - 15:21] "You matter of fact, I'm going to do like I always do at night."
[15:21 - 15:35] "I'm going to have to turn this off."
[15:35 - 15:38] "What?"
[15:38 - 15:42] "Oh, that's why."
[15:42 - 16:08] [silence]
[16:08 - 16:18] "See that? This is what I'm doing right now, so y'all can see."
[16:18 - 16:24] "Power off. As you have to see, turning it off."
[16:24 - 16:34] "Because I don't need that troll shit in my life."
[16:34 - 16:39] "I don't see all trolls try to call now."
[16:39 - 16:44] "Looks like jokes on you trolls."
[16:44 - 16:47] "Try again."
[16:47 - 17:09] "You can't call me if my phone's not on, idiots."
[17:09 - 17:32] "And no, that's where you're wrong, William. If somebody like me who is not a genuine pedophile does something wrong, that person should be forgiven."
[17:32 - 17:40] "That person should be, obviously, definitely held accountable, which I was held accountable."
[17:40 - 17:48] "I was held accountable. I did own up to my mistakes and I paid the ultimate price."
[17:48 - 17:57] "I paid the ultimate price by my family's lives getting threatened and put in a legitimate danger."
[17:57 - 18:04] "I paid a price that goes beyond the police."
[18:04 - 18:11] "I paid the price of my family's lives being put in danger and at risk."
[18:11 - 18:14] "Don't you think that's enough?"
[18:14 - 18:21] "Don't you think my family's lives being put in danger is enough?"
[18:21 - 18:27] "All right, put yourself in my shoes. How would you feel that was your family?"
[18:27 - 18:35] "If you did something in your family's lives, got put in danger, how would you feel?"
[18:35 - 18:42] "Wouldn't you want to do whatever you could to protect them?"
[18:42 - 18:58] "Think about it."
[18:58 - 19:12] "I don't think you'd get this, but somebody actually did show up to my house."
[19:12 - 19:21] "Someone actually did show up to my house ready to kill me and my family to the point where we had to call the police."
[19:21 - 19:30] "And it was somebody from Kate's community. Now whether she told them to do it or they did that on their own, I don't know."
[19:30 - 19:41] "But at the end of the day, someone did show up here ready to kill me and my family."
[19:41 - 19:51] And let me tell you, that was the scariest moments of my life right there. Those moments were the scariest moments of my life.
[19:51 - 20:14] The fact that I had my family's lives put in danger, in immediate imminent danger, is scary.
[20:14 - 20:24] "Now whether it was a troll or not, it doesn't matter. At the end of the day, you put someone's life in danger."
[20:24 - 20:34] "It don't matter if it was a troll or not. At the end of the day, you're still putting someone's life in imminent danger."
[20:34 - 20:38] Plain and simple.
[20:38 - 20:44] "Hey Marty, what's up?"
[20:44 - 20:52] "Oh, you're totally fine, Rick."
[20:52 - 21:06] "Dude, you want proof? Go look up what's-his-name. Fucking what's-his-name. Rick Crude. Look out Rick Crude on YouTube. He showed up here."
[21:06 - 21:23] "There's video proof of it. Look up Rick Crude."
[21:23 - 21:40] "Like Rick did show up here ready to kill me."
[21:40 - 22:01] So, as I said, you know, people did show up here to put my life in danger, and ultimately put my family's lives in danger, which my family did not deserve, nor did I.
[22:01 - 22:10] But as I said, I've learned my lesson, guys.
[22:10 - 22:20] You know, I actually have learned my lesson.
[22:20 - 22:49] You know, I've learned not to do that shit anymore, which is why I'm being more cautious. I'm being very much more cautious than I was.
[22:49 - 23:00] "Hey Spooky, how you doing?"
[23:00 - 23:02] "What up, Spooky?"
[23:02 - 23:09] "How you doing, crazy man?"
[23:09 - 23:21] I know the one guy was Rick Crude, and the officer did ask me if I wanted to press charges, and I just told them no, that I just wanted to leave, and he was made to leave.
[23:21 - 23:36] You know, we didn't want to throw him in jail, but he was made to leave.
[23:36 - 23:44] But point being, the whole point of this, the whole point of this stream is this.
[23:44 - 23:58] For those of you that don't think that I, you know, served my sentence, or that I got my right punishment,
[23:58 - 24:10] as I said earlier, my punishment was three things, losing friends, being humiliated and embarrassed in front of people,
[24:10 - 24:18] and the third and final thing, my family's lives being put in imminent danger.
[24:18 - 24:34] Those three things right there were punishment enough. More than enough.
[24:34 - 24:53] So all I ask is that you guys that keep on making these judgments about me, saying that I'm a pedophile and that's not any other, please, just stop.
[24:53 - 25:03] I would very much like to live my life in peace like I've been doing.
[25:03 - 25:07] You can even ask Violet and Marty, and even Rick.
[25:07 - 25:12] You guys want to know what I've been doing when I'm not on here streaming?
[25:12 - 25:25] I've been working on my art shop. I've been working on artwork. Matter of fact, I just did a reaction video to a song by Boy in the Band,
[25:25 - 25:47] which Marty has seen and Violet has seen, shot the violets of life.
[25:47 - 25:57] And that's your opinion, Christ. That is your opinion.
[25:57 - 26:12] That is your opinion, dude.
[26:12 - 26:41] But as I said, I'm not going to judge.
[26:41 - 26:46] Yeah, you're just another troll attorney, huh?
[26:46 - 26:56] Man, all you trolls are going hard tonight, which is funny to me.
[26:56 - 27:09] I love seeing these trolls. They're funny.
[27:09 - 27:18] Hey, I love it, Marty. I love it. I love it. I love it. Yes.
[27:18 - 27:24] Actually, I don't get it. Actually, no, Marty, I got a better one.
[27:24 - 27:43] God's the judge. They're the jury. But the grim reaper is the executioner.
[27:43 - 27:50] And that's facts. God's the judge, my peers are the jury, and the reaper's my executioner.
[27:50 - 27:58] So when it's my time to go, hey, it's my time to go.
[27:58 - 28:07] No saying. Because being honest, hey, Carrie, what's up?
[28:07 - 28:18] Now, I do actually do want to react to a live music video here by a boy in a band called I'm Not Dead.
[28:18 - 28:25] So let's check this out. Now, this was recommended to me by a good friend of mine.
[28:25 - 28:29] So I am going to check this out.
[28:29 - 28:34] Now, if you mind, I've never heard this song before. So this is a live reaction right here.
[28:34 - 28:52] I've never heard this song. So I'm not to say y'all over here.
[28:52 - 29:01] Yeah. Let's go, bro. How you doing?
[29:01 - 29:19] I want this a bit. I don't know. I don't say y'all can actually see my reaction.
[29:19 - 29:22] Let's do this.
[29:22 - 29:28] I'm not dead. I'm not fit, but I'm not giving up yet.
[29:28 - 29:31] I'm sick of saying that I still don't have anything done.
[29:31 - 29:34] I hate telling friends and trying something just to give it up.
[29:34 - 29:39] I'm still unsure of my emotional state. I'm still incapable of focusing lately.
[29:39 - 29:44] I don't feel like creating. I'm tired of asking people how to find motivation.
[29:44 - 29:47] I don't think I've ever made something that's as good as I'm capable of.
[29:47 - 29:50] I hate not having the reason to put my best.
[29:50 - 29:52] I don't really ever take care of myself.
[29:52 - 30:00] The intent to show the internet would make me successful with an imposed sense of stress that I am so so glad that I hated myself.
[30:00 - 30:05] I didn't look into this position. I still look with decisions. I want to be my own friend.
[30:05 - 30:07] I like it.
[30:07 - 30:15] Without intense depression, nothing ever gets finished. If these words make it to your ears, it'll be a fucking miracle.
[30:15 - 30:26] Dude, holy shit. Not even a full minute into this, man. That is some heavy, heavy stuff. That is deep.
[30:26 - 30:31] Oh my god, dude. That is so fucking deep, dude.
[30:31 - 30:33] Oh my god.
[30:33 - 30:43] I literally got fucking chills right now. Like, I can't even tell you guys how many times I have felt that way.
[30:43 - 30:49] Oh my god. I just got chills from that. Holy shit.
[30:49 - 30:53] Bro.
[30:53 - 31:04] I wish I had more friends I could be physically close to. I'm pretty good at like 20 different skill sets at the expense of never being great at any one of them.
[31:04 - 31:14] I wish this played it harder. I wish more syllables rhymed. I know 99% of people really don't mind. I think collaborating forced me to finish things.
[31:14 - 31:23] I was terrified of wasting famous people's time. I wish I could focus on what I defined around me. I wish I was as grateful as I want to be.
[31:23 - 31:32] I wish I knew more people who were meant to be stable. But if I did, I wouldn't let them waste their time on me while I'm disabled. I feel alone.
[31:32 - 31:46] I know I'm not. I used to talk to lots of people. Lately, I stopped. They didn't deserve it. I've been a terrible friend, but I couldn't learn to let myself become boring to them. I don't let myself get my hopes up. I love people who do.
[31:46 - 32:09] I never knew what I said I feel is the truth. I wish I didn't instinctively try to be less specific so more people could relate. When I read along with the lyrics, I can be happy in the moment. I am not when I relate. I strike myself a game in waiting to get better. I hate it. I'm gonna do the most good, never prevent the most hurt. But I've got to put on my own oxygen mask first.
[32:11 - 32:16] I can't predict what I'll do. I can never be sure that I am terrible.
[32:16 - 32:40] Dude. Bro. How is this not a Billboard Topping song right now? This is fucking, oh my god. How have I not heard this before or seen this? This is so good. Oh my god.
[32:45 - 32:59] This is going in my fucking playlist. Like, I am literally putting this on my fucking playlist. Dude. Fuck.
[33:00 - 33:26] I can't predict what I'll do. I can never be sure that I am terrified of making promises anymore. I can't base my work. I feel sick from the choir. I'm genuinely living on changeable. I'm changing the world. I still think I can get better. I still think I can react and get much better. I'll keep ending to it.
[33:27 - 33:33] I'm gonna make my motion and my logic and dream to become the best person of the day. I don't want to stop.
[33:33 - 33:53] I don't want to stop.
[33:54 - 34:16] Dude. I got fucking goosebumps for hell. Oh my god, dude. Oh fuck.
[34:20 - 34:26] Dude, that was heavy. Oh my god, that was heavy.
[34:26 - 34:32] Oh shit.
[34:32 - 34:49] That legitimately was probably the deepest song I think I've ever heard him do.
[34:50 - 34:53] Like, that is insane.
[34:53 - 35:03] Like, this man needs a fucking Grammy award. I swear to god.
[35:18 - 35:20] Let's shake this one off.
[35:20 - 35:29] Now this one right here is for all y'all that like to judge. And I like to plant fingers.
[35:30 - 35:38] Hey fire, hey great ego, he wrote this game, give me a dream and a back, I wasted looking, you took a super- he presents and rotates me.
[35:38 - 35:43] I got lucky what you say because you're like a nasty living dick, you say it's me and I can't take it back.
[35:43 - 35:49] You are state to disgrace, man, I like to mention that every hair on your head is a quite pretension.
[35:49 - 35:52] It's just that that makes me deserve to be emasculated.
[35:52 - 35:55] To take a long heart, look at the world, and reevaluate it.
[35:56 - 36:00] You really think you're more masculine now that you've been secure and full of it, take a laxative.
[36:00 - 36:04] I'm so sure of myself that I'm practically weak to your father.
[36:04 - 36:07] You're that guy who says no more, I think he needs a new father.
[36:07 - 36:11] I got that confidence, but it only comes with confidence, we're judging from your prize.
[36:11 - 36:13] You've got something to look forward to.
[36:13 - 36:16] When you drink, you need to hold it, yeah better tap his back.
[36:16 - 36:19] It could just be a very good thing, you really tap his back.
[36:19 - 36:22] I'm that guy that's calm, truth, affection, good friends.
[36:22 - 36:25] You're that guy that's calm, and he keeps his feelings in his head.
[36:25 - 36:27] I'm that guy that's strong enough to admit to his weakness.
[36:27 - 36:32] You're that guy who feels the need to stop him when he's under inches, and you see me as a trap.
[36:32 - 36:37] Act of gender, identity, act of life, a guy with my style, it's an enemy.
[36:37 - 36:40] You can't tell the girl from the boys, it's a travesty.
[36:40 - 36:43] No, no, you won't have to judge them on their personality.
[36:43 - 36:46] Something's wrong, they say they've grown stronger, they can shake your worldview.
[36:46 - 36:49] I'm not just looking people like you, that's what type of girls do.
[36:50 - 36:55] If you ever want a ripped body, I like mine. If you can't stand it, then that's a guideline.
[36:55 - 37:08] And let me just pause it right there for a minute.
[37:08 - 37:11] He's right about one thing, dude.
[37:11 - 37:14] For all y'all that do judge,
[37:17 - 37:20] you guys see how stupid you look judging others like that?
[37:20 - 37:27] Like, that's what you guys do, you judge others and then you end up looking dumb as a result.
[37:27 - 37:32] Because you judge and you judge and you point fingers and point fingers,
[37:32 - 37:36] but yet, you never judge yourself.
[37:36 - 37:41] When, and this is the plan I was trying to make a few weeks ago,
[37:42 - 37:48] before judging me or somebody like me, take a good long hard look in the mirror and judge yourself.
[37:48 - 37:53] Take a look at what you're doing and ask yourself.
[37:53 - 38:03] Like, really ask yourself, is what I'm doing helping or being negative?
[38:04 - 38:08] Okay, okay, okay, you wanna play it for your gentle rocket class,
[38:08 - 38:11] 'cause your logic is not entirely right.
[38:11 - 38:14] You hypocrite, I tried to realise that you were so distanced,
[38:14 - 38:18] and this exists that you're gonna have to pull on your tights with the best ears.
[38:18 - 38:22] So thank you for the moral mask and your confidence.
[38:22 - 38:25] The man who admires the cause of man with tarantulas,
[38:25 - 38:29] the fact is it bothers him, or the man with the quality of his character.
[38:30 - 38:33] He wanted to share his character's thoughts and go to his town.
[38:33 - 38:35] But for your standards, it's obvious that I am.
[38:35 - 38:38] But your argument here is not truly dominant.
[38:38 - 38:40] But your standards are apparent.
[38:40 - 38:42] The fact is your confidence here just lasts to be competent,
[38:42 - 38:45] and you can't acknowledge it, take to attack me and walk into me.
[38:45 - 38:49] Don't you dare to know that the values are crumbling like the big-ass chain.
[38:49 - 38:52] Look at me and my tummy's crumbling, now I'm young.
[38:52 - 38:55] It tastes like a bitch in a hospital.
[38:55 - 38:58] Her voice is happy to tell me that she normally promised home of it.
[38:59 - 39:00] But her strengths just like my sectional fragments.
[39:00 - 39:02] And wait, but that's simply just it.
[39:02 - 39:03] What's next then?
[39:03 - 39:06] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:06 - 39:07] That's that, that's that.
[39:07 - 39:09] 'Cause one of me is out for the living second.
[39:09 - 39:11] He's still living, he's still living out.
[39:11 - 39:14] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:14 - 39:16] The thing is not the end of it.
[39:16 - 39:18] It's pointless.
[39:18 - 39:20] And if I didn't like him's book, I'd accept his next choice
[39:20 - 39:22] and just listen to what that message is.
[39:22 - 39:27] That right there is fact.
[39:28 - 39:31] That right here is just great facts.
[39:31 - 39:33] And this is what y'all, they're judging.
[39:33 - 39:35] This is what y'all need to do.
[39:35 - 39:37] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:37 - 39:39] That's that, that's that.
[39:39 - 39:41] He's still living, he's still living out.
[39:41 - 39:45] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:45 - 39:47] Right there.
[39:47 - 39:49] No one benefits from being negative.
[39:49 - 39:51] That is facts.
[39:51 - 39:53] What's next then?
[39:53 - 39:55] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:55 - 39:57] That's that, that's that.
[39:57 - 39:58] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:58 - 40:00] The thing is not the end of it.
[40:00 - 40:02] It's pointless.
[40:02 - 40:05] And if I didn't like him's book, I'd accept his next choice
[40:05 - 40:08] and just listen to what that message is.
[40:08 - 40:11] I'd accept his next choice and just listen to what that message is.
[40:11 - 40:31] Man, it can't get much more real than that, man.
[40:31 - 40:35] Like nobody does benefit from being negative.
[40:37 - 40:41] And this is the point that I've been trying to make for like the last several days.
[40:41 - 40:45] I'm like, well, what do you guys gain from being negative?
[40:45 - 40:50] Exactly.
[40:50 - 40:52] It really is pathetic, right?
[40:52 - 40:54] It really is.
[40:54 - 40:58] These people being negative and stupid, it's a waste of time.
[40:58 - 41:00] I agree.
[41:00 - 41:02] 110%, I fucking agree.
[41:03 - 41:04] I couldn't agree more, by the way.
[41:04 - 41:06] That's 100% facts.
[41:06 - 41:09] Like why be negative?
[41:09 - 41:15] Yeah.
[41:15 - 41:17] Just a chance.
[41:17 - 41:18] That's good.
[41:18 - 41:19] Yo, just a chance.
[41:19 - 41:21] That's good.
[41:21 - 41:29] Hey, Crip Gay.
[41:29 - 41:33] I love it.
[41:33 - 41:35] Yes.
[41:35 - 41:38] I just caught that.
[41:38 - 41:40] What about the Crip Gay?
[41:40 - 41:42] What up, man?
[41:42 - 41:43] I love it.
[41:43 - 41:45] I'm freaking mad.
[41:46 - 41:48] I freaking love that name, dude.
[41:48 - 41:50] That is sick.
[41:50 - 41:51] I love it, man.
[41:51 - 41:52] Good work.
[41:52 - 42:07] Yes.
[42:07 - 42:08] That was...
[42:08 - 42:19] I'll go over beats.
[42:19 - 42:21] I love it, man.
[42:21 - 42:22] I love it.
[42:22 - 42:23] Good shit, dude.
[42:23 - 42:24] I love it.
[42:24 - 42:29] Oh, man.
[42:29 - 42:31] Good stuff, man.
[42:36 - 42:37] Oh, man.
[42:37 - 42:38] That's good.
[42:38 - 42:46] Shout out to a dude named Crip Gay.
[42:46 - 42:48] 100%, bro.
[42:48 - 42:51] Shout out to Crip Gay for being such a smartass.
[42:51 - 42:57] Yeah, for real, Bronx.
[42:57 - 42:58] Come on, dude.
[42:58 - 42:59] Yeah.
[42:59 - 43:12] All right, so to the dude that was pretending to be me.
[43:12 - 43:18] Yeah, that's not what your girlfriend said last night when she was in bed with me,
[43:18 - 43:19] bro.
[43:19 - 43:21] She didn't think I was small.
[43:21 - 43:22] Shit.
[43:22 - 43:25] I did better than you did.
[43:25 - 43:27] Quite obviously.
[43:28 - 43:29] Yeah.
[43:29 - 43:47] No.
[43:47 - 43:51] But I know your daddy touched yours.
[43:54 - 43:57] That's right, bro. We all know your daddy touched yours, boy.
[43:57 - 44:00] That's why you up in here trolling.
[44:00 - 44:09] Or are you just another Crip Gay dick rider?
[44:10 - 44:11] Yeah.
[44:11 - 44:37] Hey, spooky.
[44:37 - 44:39] What up, man? Thanks, bro.
[44:39 - 44:49] Oh, man.
[44:49 - 44:58] But like I said, man, you know, I hope I didn't make a very good point.
[44:58 - 45:02] And I kind of showed you guys, you know, what I want to do.
[45:04 - 45:08] And where I want to say things and hopefully I kind of showed you guys.
[45:08 - 45:11] You know.
[45:11 - 45:24] The real facts about everything and how I did actually learn my lesson and how I did deal with my punishment and how I did get punished.
[45:24 - 45:27] And like I said, one of the scariest ways ever.
[45:28 - 45:34] So hopefully from this, you know, we can move on, we can do better, create a better channel.
[45:34 - 45:37] Matter of fact, Violet Mardi, check your discords.
[45:37 - 45:40] I sent you guys a video. Go check that shit out.
[45:40 - 45:43] Violet, you got my shop.
[45:43 - 45:46] I actually am uploading more to my shop right now as we speak.
[45:46 - 45:50] But with that being said, guys, I do have to get off for the night.
[45:50 - 45:53] I'm not going to be streaming again tonight.
[45:55 - 46:00] I actually have work to do on my art job, so I do actually have to catch up on some artwork.
[46:00 - 46:05] I was actually supposed to have some new merch up about an hour ago and do everything I didn't.
[46:05 - 46:08] So I'm running late. I need to get shit done.
[46:08 - 46:13] So with that being said, I love you guys.
[46:13 - 46:15] You are new. Don't forget to hit that like that.
[46:15 - 46:17] Scrub one and that notification bell down below.
[46:17 - 46:25] Don't forget to hit up Mardi. Violet, don't forget to hit on my brother Sean's play.
[46:25 - 46:30] And also, I'll be doing regular reactions again on the channel.
[46:30 - 46:37] Like you guys like. For those of you that have missed reactions, I actually will be doing more reaction videos.
[46:37 - 46:43] So that's coming. So yeah, I'll catch you guys later.
[46:43 - 46:45] Love you guys. Peace.
[46:45 - 46:53] And remember to stay humble, stay positive, and don't let anyone throw any shape at you, man.
[46:53 - 46:56] Peace. Rawr!
2021-6-4 ALL TROLLS ARE DUMB !!!!

2021-6-4 ALL TROLLS ARE DUMB !!!!

[0:00 - 0:29] (sigh)
[0:29 - 0:32] One thing I really couldn't say.
[0:32 - 0:40] The urgent thing.
[0:40 - 0:48] Another troll.
[0:48 - 0:54] Shoot.
[0:54 - 0:57] Funny.
[0:57 - 0:58] Sorry.
[0:58 - 1:04] I don't know what to do.
[1:25 - 1:29] Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[1:40 - 4:42] (music)
[4:42 - 4:44] How's everybody doing today, man?
[4:44 - 4:52] You know, there's one thing I've been noticing going on, man.
[4:52 - 4:59] Especially for me, especially I've noticed this especially with Masshole Reports.
[4:59 - 5:02] Also known now more commonly known as Kate.
[5:02 - 5:11] It seems like all these trolls want to attack us and attack us and attack us.
[5:13 - 5:24] But then when we fire back, and people like myself stand up to them after they threaten our lives,
[5:24 - 5:34] and we fight back and threaten them right back to show them what it's truly like to be threatened, what do they do?
[5:34 - 5:39] They run and hide behind the couch like a bitch.
[5:42 - 5:46] And Kate's the biggest snowflake of them all, man.
[5:46 - 5:49] She's the biggest one of all that does it.
[5:49 - 6:01] She sits there, threatens my life, threatens my family's lives, threatens other people's lives,
[6:01 - 6:06] and then when I finally get the goddamn balls to stand on fire back,
[6:06 - 6:12] and I fucking threaten her a lot the same way she threatens mine, what does she do?
[6:12 - 6:16] Hide behind the couch like a fucking coward.
[6:16 - 6:25] And that right there should tell y'all just how much of a punk ass bitch Kate really is.
[6:25 - 6:30] Kate ain't nothing but a bitch of one of you.
[6:31 - 6:42] See, she acts like she's gonna fucking stop me or anyone that gets in her way, but the truth is, you ain't stopping shit, Kate.
[6:42 - 6:46] Same with all y'all other motherfucker trolls, man.
[6:46 - 6:54] Y'all want to sit there and attack people and tear people down, and then when motherfuckers like me fire back,
[6:54 - 6:59] y'all get mad, y'all get angry, y'all get pissed.
[7:00 - 7:10] And it's funny as fuck, 'cause y'all can't handle it when y'all dish it out,
[7:10 - 7:14] but then when we fire back, y'all can't take it.
[7:14 - 7:25] And it's funny as fuck to me because every time, and I've seen this with several other trolls that have gotten destroyed,
[7:25 - 7:35] every single fucking time we dish it back at you, y'all get mad, y'all get angry, y'all get pissed,
[7:35 - 7:39] y'all hide behind the couch like y'all anything.
[7:39 - 7:42] Truth is, man, y'all did do something.
[7:42 - 7:47] Y'all troll people, y'all attack people, ruin people's lives.
[7:50 - 7:57] And then when you don't get your way, you make up shit. You make up fake legal documents.
[7:57 - 8:04] Fake police, fake everything just to make yourself look better.
[8:04 - 8:14] All because you can't fucking handle the truth that nobody likes a fucking troll. Nobody likes a bully.
[8:15 - 8:30] And it's funny to me because y'all try to sit there and cover yourselves by saying,
[8:30 - 8:35] "Oh, no, this is how it really is." No, this is how it really is.
[8:35 - 8:38] No, the fucking ain't how it really is.
[8:38 - 8:45] If you ask me, y'all stupid motherfucking trolls need bitch slap with a dose of reality.
[8:45 - 8:53] And then when we fall for y'all's tricks and we do fucked up shit as I did,
[8:53 - 9:03] and then we bounce back and we make shit right and we right our wrongs, what do y'all do?
[9:03 - 9:07] Y'all sit there and try to hold us down to that shit.
[9:08 - 9:18] Y'all try to hold us back. Y'all try to make shit up about us and ruin our lives based off that fucking mistake.
[9:18 - 9:26] When something y'all need to realize is this, no one's perfect.
[9:26 - 9:30] Everyone's human. We're all fucking human here, man.
[9:30 - 9:39] Humans are on this earth, not gods, not deities, not whatever you think you are.
[9:39 - 9:44] Y'all motherfuckers ain't invincible. You're not untouchable.
[9:44 - 9:54] As in they, y'all are just like me and everyone else. You're human fucking beings.
[9:54 - 10:03] So stop acting like you're untouchable, 'cause nobody's untouchable. Nobody in this world is untouchable.
[10:03 - 10:14] And I find it funny 'cause y'all sit there and act like you're so badass,
[10:14 - 10:22] but then when motherfuckers like me actually get the balls to confront you, y'all run and hide like a bitch.
[10:22 - 10:28] And then when we call you out, you act like you're a hardass, but really, you're fucking not.
[10:28 - 10:39] And it's ridiculous, man. Like, y'all wanna sit there and act like you're a bunch of badasses,
[10:39 - 10:49] but really, y'all ain't fucking shit. Y'all are a bunch of fucking coward-ass bitches doing nothing better with their time
[10:49 - 11:01] than harassing people, attacking people, bullying people, all for what? All for fucking what? A few laughs?
[11:01 - 11:10] See, unlike y'all trolls, some of us have real fucking lies.
[11:12 - 11:19] People like myself do have a real life outside of YouTube, despite what you think.
[11:19 - 11:26] Despite what you think, we all have lives.
[11:26 - 11:36] It just happens to be that mine revolves around my artwork, and that's how I make my money, is through my artwork.
[11:37 - 11:43] And I know what y'all are thinking, "Oh, that's not a real job." Well, let me ask you this.
[11:43 - 11:56] Was Rome built in a day? Was the Eiffel Tower built in two hours? Was Japan built overnight?
[11:58 - 12:08] Were the biggest names in the world overnight successes? The men and women that built businesses from the ground up?
[12:08 - 12:19] Were they successful overnight? No. They had to work at their business.
[12:19 - 12:25] They had to work from the ground up.
[12:26 - 12:38] Every successful person in the world, doesn't matter who it is, had to start somewhere, had to start from the ground up.
[12:41 - 12:55] Take Arnold Schwarzenegger, for example. One of the biggest names in acting. He started off with very little to no money.
[12:55 - 13:08] And you know what he did? He went to the gym every day, worked out every day, trained every day,
[13:09 - 13:13] worked his ass off every chance that he got.
[13:13 - 13:28] And you know where all that training and that practice led to? He was becoming a bodybuilding champion.
[13:31 - 13:40] And what did he do after that? He cracked down, he got on his fucking grind, and became one of the most well-known actors in the world.
[13:40 - 13:55] Take Machine Gun Kelly, for example. One of the biggest names in the music industry. He started out homeless.
[13:57 - 14:05] He started out with him and his daughter, and his girlfriend at the time, being homeless.
[14:05 - 14:14] Had no money, no car, at all. Had no way to help himself.
[14:14 - 14:23] But look at him now. He's one of the biggest names in the music industry.
[14:24 - 14:33] Take the legendary Marshall Mathers, also more commonly known as the GOAT M&M.
[14:33 - 14:41] Look at the background he came from. He came from nothing and worked his way up.
[14:41 - 14:53] He came from a really rough background with his family. Mom was never there. Mom was always a drunk piece of shit.
[14:53 - 15:00] Always doing shit. Always doing dumb stuff to screw herself over and get herself in trouble.
[15:00 - 15:10] And look where she got to. Look where he got to. He's now the most well-known music artist in the entire world.
[15:17 - 15:26] Every business has to start somewhere. Like I said, Rome wasn't built in a day.
[15:26 - 15:35] Rome was not built in one day. It was built over a time span of many years.
[15:40 - 16:02] Take some of the biggest names in the car culture. Companies like Nissan, companies like Toyota, Kia, Tesla, McLaren, Ferrari, Ford.
[16:05 - 16:12] They started out just as any other business. No money, no way to pay bills really.
[16:12 - 16:19] Now look at them. They're all the biggest names of their respected brands.
[16:19 - 16:28] They are all giants in the car industry.
[16:33 - 16:36] Take Pablo Picasso.
[16:36 - 16:41] Take Leonardo da Vinci.
[16:41 - 16:46] Two of the biggest names in the art world.
[16:46 - 17:02] They didn't become overnight successes. They worked at their craft for years to get to where they are now or where they were before they died.
[17:02 - 17:16] Do you think that if they didn't start out with nothing. Do you think that if they didn't work out what they do.
[17:16 - 17:20] Just starting out they wouldn't be where they are now.
[17:23 - 17:35] You ask anybody in the music. You ask anybody in any business. Ask anybody in any industry. Whether it's the car industry.
[17:35 - 17:49] Whether it's sports. Whether it's the art industry. The music industry. No matter what industry it is. Everybody had to start somewhere.
[17:52 - 18:03] And that's exactly what I'm doing. I'm starting out. Building my stuff up. Building up my supplies.
[18:03 - 18:10] Because without the proper supplies you can't very well do your job.
[18:13 - 18:22] That's like working for a construction company but yet you don't have the proper tools to do your job.
[18:22 - 18:28] How are you supposed to do your job as a construction worker without the proper tools?
[18:34 - 18:49] Just like with an artist. How is an artist supposed to draw or paint or write a song or record a song without the proper tools.
[18:49 - 18:53] Which is what I am doing.
[18:56 - 19:05] I got asked this the other day and it's a very fair question. Where do I see myself in 10 years from now.
[19:05 - 19:14] You know where I see myself traveling the world and doing my artwork for a living full time.
[19:18 - 19:29] I don't have a plan B. I don't want a plan B. My artwork is what I want to do. And it's what I'm going to do.
[19:29 - 19:34] Regardless of what people think. Regardless of what the haters say.
[19:37 - 19:47] I will scratch and I will claw my way to the top to where I want to be. I don't care how many times I have to re-set up a shop.
[19:47 - 20:01] I don't care how many times I have to re-upload my artwork. I'm not giving up. I'm doing what I was meant to do with my life which is my artwork.
[20:02 - 20:08] And something that you trolls don't realize is that art is in my blood.
[20:08 - 20:19] I come from a family of artists. My great grandmother was an artist. Her grandfather was an artist.
[20:19 - 20:29] Both of my sisters are artists. Two of my cousins are artists. I am an artist.
[20:30 - 20:39] And you think that you can stop me just by shutting down my shop? Are you kidding me?
[20:39 - 20:52] It's not that hard to take and re-up a shop when it gets shut down which I already did. I have a shop open right now.
[20:52 - 20:56] Which I'm not sharing on a live shoot ever again.
[20:56 - 21:17] And I find it interesting that every time I start up a shop, even with my very own artwork, my own artwork that I've done from the ground up, you guys still proceed to try to stop me.
[21:18 - 21:29] Because you know in the back of your minds that I have what it takes to be successful and that I can be successful.
[21:29 - 21:36] But yet you want to hold me back from that. And why that is, I don't know.
[21:41 - 21:50] Actually, no. I am not an artist by default. I didn't become an artist overnight.
[21:50 - 22:03] Just like every great artist, I had to learn my craft. I had to practice. Yes, art comes naturally to me.
[22:04 - 22:14] But that natural gift had to be nurtured. I had to practice and train every day.
[22:14 - 22:22] And look where it got me. Look where that training got me.
[22:23 - 22:35] It got me to where I now have my own shop. To where I am now a full-time artist. And actually making good money at what I do.
[22:35 - 22:48] So if you think, if any of you think for one second that you are going to stop me, well let me tell you, you're very wrong.
[22:49 - 23:06] [Silence]
[23:07 - 23:23] CIA, here's the thing. I'm not delusional. Was Albert Einstein delusional? No. He was a genius.
[23:23 - 23:33] Was Benjamin Franklin delusional? No. He was a genius.
[23:36 - 23:46] Everybody said he was delusional. And look at what he did. He created electricity.
[23:54 - 24:10] See, there's a difference between being smart and doing what you have to do for your dreams and your goals and being delusional.
[24:10 - 24:17] Being delusional means you do the same thing over and over again and get nowhere.
[24:20 - 24:30] Being successful means you take little steps at a time, even if they're small tiny ones.
[24:30 - 24:40] Every step you make, every step you take towards your goal is just that. It's another step.
[24:40 - 24:45] It doesn't matter if it's a giant leap or a tiny step a day.
[24:46 - 24:57] Everything you do, the more energy you put into your goals, the more time and effort you put into it, the better shot you have at making it happen.
[24:57 - 25:10] And you can sit there and doubt me all you like, but you all know deep down that I'm right about what I say.
[25:13 - 25:20] No great artist and no great person that runs a business became successful overnight.
[25:20 - 25:41] Everybody that has ever done anything with their life, whether we like them or not, started out the same way I started out, people hating them, bashing on them, destroying them.
[25:42 - 25:45] And look what happened.
[25:45 - 26:04] Every person that ever became successful was called delusional, was torn down, was bashed on.
[26:09 - 26:23] Take the legendary Hayao Miyazaki, the man that owns Studio Ghibli, one of the biggest movie brand names on the entire planet for animated movies.
[26:23 - 26:37] Take people like Stan Lee, one of the greatest known comic artists and owners in the world.
[26:38 - 26:49] Everyone said that he was delusional, said that they were delusional, that they were just wasting their time and that they would never get anywhere.
[26:49 - 26:56] But look at where they got. They became two of the biggest names in the world.
[26:57 - 27:07] Matter of fact, Miyazaki is going to be passing Studio Ghibli onto his son in the very near future.
[27:07 - 27:17] But take a look at Stan Lee, the biggest name in comic book hero history.
[27:20 - 27:32] Everyone said that he was crazy, that he was delusional, that he should just give up, throw everything away, get a regular job, forget about doing what he loves.
[27:38 - 27:49] And look at where that determination got him. Look where him not paying attention to what people say about him, got him.
[27:54 - 28:11] Look at where him proving the haters wrong, got him. It got him to the place to where he was one of the biggest names in the world.
[28:12 - 28:26] It got him to the place where you can't even mention a comic book without mentioning Stan Lee. You can't even mention a hero without mentioning Stan Lee.
[28:26 - 28:32] And that's facts.
[28:34 - 28:47] Stan Lee had to work at what he did, busting his ass, staying on his grind, doing what he had to do, which is what I'm doing.
[28:48 - 29:04] I'm following the same routine as every great artist or anybody that has never done anything with their lives has done. Staying focused, doing everything I have to do to get to where I want to be.
[29:08 - 29:26] And I can show you this right now. I will not stop. I am going to do something with my life. I am going to be a successful artist, no matter what any of you say, no matter what any of you do.
[29:30 - 29:47] I'm going to work at this shit every day of my life. I don't care how long it takes or what I have to do to get there. I am going to do it and I am going to make it regardless of what you think and say.
[29:51 - 30:04] Do you think that if half the artists in the world listened to what people like you haters had to say that they would be doing anything? No.
[30:04 - 30:20] They'd be doing like I did in the very beginning, wasting their time on the wrong things, wasting their time on shit that they know they don't want to do, on things that they do just to make other people happy.
[30:20 - 30:35] Oh gee, Burger, I wonder who got it.
[30:35 - 30:47] Oh gee, Burger, I wonder who got it, bro.
[30:47 - 30:49] I wonder who got it, bro.
[30:49 - 31:09] Hey, Mary, why don't you kiss my ass?
[31:09 - 31:37] See, I'm not giving this lecture to take you trolls down. I'm doing it to prove a point. I'm doing it to show that no matter what you say to me, no matter what you do to me, I'm not going to be stopped.
[31:38 - 32:07] No matter what you say, no matter what you do, I don't care if you shut down my shop 50 million times because I guarantee you every time you shut down my shop, I'll just bring it right back up and I'll keep going and keep making that money.
[32:07 - 32:19] Matter of fact, I already made like six sales this morning off my shop.
[32:22 - 32:42] Don't believe me? Ask my buddy, Clint, who's a fellow artist like myself. Ask Clint, he could tell you.
[32:43 - 33:04] Hey, Marty, what's up, man?
[33:05 - 33:13] Oh, Clint Johnson, he's a fellow artist.
[33:13 - 33:19] Matter of fact, I got something for you guys.
[33:20 - 33:48] This song right here is what I am.
[33:48 - 34:05] Red cone one, two six.
[34:06 - 34:23] Take one in my life, and life just sucks, and I'm in care of leaving my kid right now, permanent black hole, sometimes I feel like building up in his bed, and say we should be better off, man.
[34:24 - 34:52] Starting on 45.
[34:53 - 35:07] In the booth, man, truth, I'm fired up, I knock real loud, but the door still stay shut. Now I tear down walls, stay in action, I'm going back time, ain't no stopping, nobody's entirely up, I'm proud to be more like a king in this asshole, but look in my kingdom.
[35:08 - 35:27] I'm built as a team, I'ma give them strength, give them hope if they need, give them more music, treat it as very treasure, truth is, I'm powerful beyond measure, I'm built as a team, I'ma give them strength, give them hope if they need, give them more music, treat it as very treasure, truth is, you're powerful beyond measure.
[35:28 - 35:57] In a lab that was told I would never pass, like do a sale game, yo, I was built to last, moving me down low with the lower class, public shot, boots tied, I hit a morse in a mask, can't move it like the tape, that's where I'm gassed, matched ass, all gas, I didn't like grass, get off, I adapt to my habitat, zero love lost, like the shape of a happy jack, if you down low, yeah, I'ma lift you up, I'ma got you well, yeah, got it like a magic cup, yo, there ain't nothing you ain't overcome, roll up the middle, civil law.
[35:57 - 36:19] I just got a million for me to sell, I'm built as a team, I'ma give them strength, give them hope if they need, give them more music, treat it as very treasure, truth is, I'm powerful beyond measure, I'm built as a team, I'ma give them strength, give them hope if they need, give them more music, treat it as very treasure, truth is, you're powerful beyond measure.
[36:21 - 36:33] I want to have a family of life conditions, now we understand, suicide tolls an option, bring me the life, they just try to hook you in the door too, I want to off myself, I need help, can't forget how to live, can't you know how to end it?
[36:33 - 36:35] What do I do?
[36:35 - 36:38] Help me bring me the life, what do I talk to?
[36:38 - 36:40] We talk to the doctors, but what do they know?
[36:40 - 37:08] You want control and you just take control, you got five days beside you and days of code, if you down in the dumps, that's what you chose, medicine ain't, that's just what you own, stand up, man up, that's what you do, just ain't got a high G's, laugh at you, when you down they win, when you hurt they win, it's just that thought, never again, we fucked through the hard times and we still hear him, I'm hurtin' with Charlie, it's loudly clear, but for who you are, what body is your title?
[37:08 - 37:32] You know these words that I practice, you be put in, baby, for me, I fail, I'm built to succeed, I'ma give them strength, give them all that they need, give them all music, treated as very treasure, truth is, I'm powerful, we all measure, and I fail, I'm built to succeed, I'ma give them strength, give them all that they need, give them all music, treated as very treasure, truth is, you're powerful, we all measure.
[37:32 - 38:01] And that's facts, man, matter of fact, everyone here that knows me, has seen my struggle, music biz Marty, Courtney, everyone here that has been here since the beginning, has seen my struggle,
[38:01 - 38:28] and something that y'all haters need to understand, and that y'all, I don't think y'all realize, is this, every time y'all shut me down, I come back, I bounce back, and I keep fucking going, every time y'all shut my shop down, what do I do, I make another one and I keep right on fucking going,
[38:29 - 38:54] [Silence]
[38:54 - 39:22] That made me true, I did do that in the past, and I'm not ashamed to say that I did that, I'm not ashamed to say that I got rid of the negativity of my past, getting rid of those old channels I did what I had to do, all those old channels that I had, you know what they were, toxic, disgusting, evil, and vile,
[39:23 - 39:52] and you know what I did, simply got rid of them and washed my hands of them, as simple as that, all those old channels I had, they were toxic, and I don't need toxic in my life, I need positive, good stuff, like minded people that understand my goals, that see my vision,
[39:52 - 39:57] [Silence]
[39:57 - 40:06] That's what I need in my life, people that see my vision, understand where I'm coming from, and actually support me,
[40:06 - 40:32] while yes, it is true that I do have some outside help from people like Rex and Carrie, thank you very much Rex, fucking love me for the shit you do, I'm not ashamed to say that I get help from people, I'm not ashamed to say it because every successful person has to have some form of help somewhere along the way,
[40:32 - 40:37] [Silence]
[40:37 - 40:48] Every successful person has had help in some way, shape, or form, and that's not something to be ashamed of, if they think that's something to be proud of.
[40:48 - 41:06] [Silence]
[41:06 - 41:12] Like I said, you can tear me down, shut me down, do whatever you want,
[41:12 - 41:18] [Silence]
[41:18 - 41:37] But as I have spoken many times before, and even though he is a professional wrestler or professional athlete, I stand behind what this man said, the man known as Finn Dollar once said this, and it's very true,
[41:37 - 41:42] [Silence]
[41:42 - 41:52] When you fall and you get back up, that's how you live, but if you fall and you stay down, that's how you die,
[41:52 - 42:06] and I don't know about you, but I'm not staying down, I'm getting back up, and I'm getting back in the fight, I'm not gonna die,
[42:06 - 42:20] I would rather fight for my dreams to be an artist, even if I stand alone, I don't care if I stand with people, I don't care if I stand alone,
[42:20 - 42:37] because at the end of the day, I will defend what I do, I will fight to make my dreams a reality which they are already becoming reality right before my eyes.
[42:37 - 42:52] [Silence]
[42:52 - 43:17] Matter of fact, a lot of y'all will know this one, and this is an old one that I do live by every day. A lot of you may recognize this.
[43:17 - 43:24] Have a break, have a Kit Kat.
[43:24 - 43:34] You know, living with you, it hasn't been easy. People see me, but they think of you. Now with all this going on, it's gonna be worse than ever.
[43:34 - 43:35] It don't have to be.
[43:35 - 43:36] No, sure it does.
[43:36 - 43:38] Why? You got a lot going on, kid.
[43:38 - 43:43] Well, my last name? That's the reason I got a decent job. That's the reason why people deal with me in the first place.
[43:43 - 43:49] Now I start to get a little ahead, I start to get a little something for myself, and this happens.
[43:49 - 43:56] Now I'm asking you as a favor not to go through with this, okay? This is only gonna end up bad for you, it's gonna end up bad for me.
[43:56 - 43:57] Did you get hurt in you?
[43:57 - 43:59] Yeah, in the way you are.
[43:59 - 44:01] That's the last thing I ever wanted to do.
[44:01 - 44:06] I know that's not what you want to do, but that's just the way that it is. Don't you care what people think?
[44:06 - 44:12] Doesn't it bother you that people are making you out to be a joke and that I'm gonna be included in that? Do you think that's right?
[44:12 - 44:20] Do you?
[44:20 - 44:25] You ain't gonna believe this, but you used to fit right here.
[44:25 - 44:30] I'd hold you up and say to your mother, "This kid's gonna be the best kid in the world.
[44:30 - 44:33] This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody ever knew."
[44:33 - 44:36] And you grew up good and wonderful.
[44:36 - 44:40] It was great just watching you every day, it was like a privilege.
[44:40 - 44:44] And the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did.
[44:44 - 44:48] But somewhere along the line, you changed.
[44:48 - 44:49] You stopped being you.
[44:49 - 44:53] You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good.
[44:53 - 45:00] And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.
[45:00 - 45:03] Let me tell you something you already know.
[45:03 - 45:05] The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
[45:05 - 45:09] It's a very mean and nasty place, and I don't care how tough you are,
[45:09 - 45:13] it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
[45:13 - 45:17] You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life.
[45:17 - 45:20] But it ain't about how hard you hit.
[45:20 - 45:24] It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward,
[45:24 - 45:27] how much you can take and keep moving forward.
[45:27 - 45:30] That's how winning is done.
[45:30 - 45:33] Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth,
[45:33 - 45:36] but you gotta be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers,
[45:36 - 45:40] saying you ain't where you want to be because of him or her or anybody.
[45:40 - 45:42] Cowards do that, and that ain't you.
[45:42 - 45:44] You're better than that.
[45:44 - 45:54] I'm always gonna love you no matter what.
[45:54 - 45:59] Did I say anything else?
[45:59 - 46:08] Do I really need to say anything else?
[46:08 - 46:14] Because let me tell you something.
[46:14 - 46:16] I used to be like that.
[46:16 - 46:23] A year and a half ago, that was me.
[46:24 - 46:29] A year and a half ago, I was that kid, pointing fingers,
[46:29 - 46:32] blaming people, that was me.
[46:32 - 46:34] I was that kid.
[46:34 - 46:36] I was that dude that would always blame everybody
[46:36 - 46:38] for what I was going through.
[46:38 - 46:41] And so it was true, yes.
[46:41 - 46:45] Some people did make things hard.
[46:45 - 46:47] Some people did tear me down.
[46:47 - 46:49] Some people did hold me back.
[46:49 - 46:51] Some people were to blame.
[46:52 - 46:56] But as the famous Rhino Church says,
[46:56 - 46:59] "You can't fuck me over.
[46:59 - 47:02] I can only fuck myself."
[47:02 - 47:08] Now, as I said,
[47:08 - 47:12] y'all trolls can sit there and keep on trolling,
[47:12 - 47:18] or you can help me out by supporting me.
[47:18 - 47:22] And let me show you what I can fucking do.
[47:22 - 47:26] Let me show you what the fuck I'm made of.
[47:26 - 47:31] Let me show you what I'm able to fucking do.
[47:31 - 47:37] Let me show you what I'm truly capable of
[47:37 - 47:40] without y'all getting in the goddamn way.
[47:43 - 47:48] If you guys can do that, I will show you results.
[47:48 - 47:56] I'm gonna tell you, like my brother Zach once told me,
[47:56 - 48:01] and this is something that I live by every fucking day.
[48:01 - 48:04] This is something that I live by every fucking day
[48:04 - 48:07] that I do plan on getting tattooed on me.
[48:07 - 48:12] You give me the proper tools, I'll show you success.
[48:13 - 48:19] You give me the proper tools, I'll show you what I can do.
[48:19 - 48:28] And that's facts.
[48:28 - 48:34] You guys give me your support on my RV,
[48:34 - 48:36] all original and hand done.
[48:36 - 48:39] Like the pieces that I showed earlier this morning,
[48:39 - 48:41] I'll show you success.
[48:41 - 48:44] I'll show you what I can do.
[48:44 - 48:49] I will show you what I am truly capable of
[48:49 - 48:52] and knock back down.
[48:52 - 48:58] I will show you how successful I can be.
[48:58 - 49:05] But if you're gonna sit there
[49:05 - 49:08] and try to knock me down and hold me back,
[49:08 - 49:12] well guess what, y'all better be ready for a fucking fight
[49:12 - 49:14] 'cause I'm coming swinging.
[49:14 - 49:19] And let me tell you, man, I'm swinging for the fences.
[49:19 - 49:23] I don't give a fuck who the fuck I gotta knock down.
[49:23 - 49:25] I don't care who I gotta roll over
[49:25 - 49:28] and get to where I wanna be, I'm not being stopped.
[49:28 - 49:30] No matter what you say or do,
[49:30 - 49:33] I'm not backing down and I'm not giving up.
[49:36 - 49:40] Now, y'all trolls can either shut your fucking mouths
[49:40 - 49:44] and step the fuck aside and let me do what I need to do
[49:44 - 49:49] and let me show you what real success of an artist looks like
[49:49 - 49:54] or you can stand in the way and run the fuck over.
[49:54 - 50:05] And you think I'm playing, try me.
[50:06 - 50:08] Go ahead and knock me down.
[50:08 - 50:12] See how fast I get the fuck back up.
[50:12 - 50:28] 'Cause there's one thing y'all trolls don't seem to realize about me
[50:28 - 50:30] and that's this.
[50:30 - 50:33] When my back's up against the wall,
[50:34 - 50:39] when my back's up against this motherfucking wall right here,
[50:39 - 50:43] right here, this motherfucking wall,
[50:43 - 50:47] that's when I'm at my best.
[50:47 - 50:49] That's when I'm at my most dangerous.
[50:49 - 50:53] Because when my back's up against that wall
[50:53 - 50:56] and I got y'all motherfuckers coming at me,
[50:56 - 51:00] you wanna know why I fight so damn hard?
[51:00 - 51:03] Because I know I got nothing to lose.
[51:03 - 51:08] I got nothing to lose but everything to fucking gain.
[51:08 - 51:14] I got nothing to lose when my back's up against the wall.
[51:14 - 51:18] I got everything to gain and I don't care.
[51:18 - 51:20] How many times you knock me down?
[51:20 - 51:22] How many times you try to shut me down?
[51:22 - 51:24] I'm not backing down.
[51:24 - 51:29] Well, yes, I may not be the next Picasso
[51:29 - 51:34] or the next whoever, whatever artist you guys enjoy.
[51:34 - 51:37] But there is one thing I am.
[51:37 - 51:41] The first, the original me.
[51:41 - 51:44] Well, yes, so you may not enjoy my artwork.
[51:44 - 51:46] But let me tell you right now, motherfuckers,
[51:46 - 51:51] there's about 200 plus other people that do enjoy what I do.
[51:51 - 51:56] There's about 200 plus other people that enjoy my artwork.
[51:56 - 52:05] And some of those 200 people are names that I grew up with
[52:05 - 52:10] who respect what I do, who have heard my story
[52:10 - 52:15] and keep me motivated just as they do everyone else.
[52:18 - 52:22] Matter of fact, my good friend, Anthony Burns,
[52:22 - 52:25] who is a motivational speaker.
[52:25 - 52:29] He's a world-renowned motivational speaker.
[52:29 - 52:32] He enjoys my artwork.
[52:32 - 52:37] This morning when I uploaded some of my artwork to my Instagram,
[52:37 - 52:43] I had one of my fucking childhood heroes
[52:43 - 52:46] who I've grown up watching on television,
[52:46 - 52:49] whose name I've spoken very highly of
[52:49 - 52:51] many times over the last few days,
[52:51 - 52:56] the legendary Charismatic Enigma himself,
[52:56 - 53:01] who also is an artist like myself
[53:01 - 53:03] and just like my good friend, Clint.
[53:03 - 53:07] The legendary Enigma, Jeff Hardy,
[53:07 - 53:11] actually enjoyed my artwork
[53:11 - 53:15] and told me to keep it up, to keep it going.
[53:16 - 53:19] Regardless of what y'all say,
[53:19 - 53:22] he said keep it up, keep going.
[53:22 - 53:26] You want to know why?
[53:26 - 53:28] Because he knows my story.
[53:28 - 53:32] He's witnessed himself without going through.
[53:32 - 53:40] And if you don't believe me, ask Marty.
[53:40 - 53:45] I've shown many times over on previous Instagram accounts
[53:45 - 53:49] that I have where people that I grew up watching
[53:49 - 53:53] have actually come to enjoy my artwork
[53:53 - 53:55] and enjoy stuff that I do.
[53:55 - 54:06] So like I said,
[54:06 - 54:09] y'all might think that you got the upper hand
[54:09 - 54:12] because there's more of you than there are of me,
[54:12 - 54:14] but you want to know something?
[54:14 - 54:18] I don't care about that.
[54:18 - 54:20] I'll take y'all on,
[54:20 - 54:23] two, three, four, five, six at a time.
[54:23 - 54:25] I don't care how many of y'all there are.
[54:25 - 54:27] I'm not backing down.
[54:27 - 54:29] I'm here to fight.
[54:29 - 54:33] I'm here to stand my ground,
[54:33 - 54:36] and I'm here to be successful.
[54:36 - 54:48] (silence)
[54:48 - 54:51] I'm going to make this quote to you guys right now,
[54:51 - 54:54] and some of you guys might even know this song.
[54:54 - 54:57] Don't care about height, different time, I win it.
[54:57 - 55:00] Show it to a gunfight, nice swinging.
[55:00 - 55:05] (silence)
[55:05 - 55:07] And that's me.
[55:07 - 55:10] I'm showing up with that knife and hand to a gunfight,
[55:10 - 55:13] ready to fucking go swinging.
[55:13 - 55:16] I don't care how many times you knock me down,
[55:16 - 55:19] eventually I'll take y'all motherfuckers out.
[55:19 - 55:23] (silence)
[55:23 - 55:25] And if y'all don't know that song,
[55:25 - 55:29] (silence)
[55:29 - 55:31] let me play it for you.
[55:31 - 55:49] (silence)
[55:49 - 55:52] We're not afraid of the all that we are.
[55:52 - 55:57] (music)
[55:57 - 55:58] Hello, Thomas.
[55:58 - 55:59] I see that you're depressed.
[55:59 - 56:00] What's the problem?
[56:00 - 56:04] Is it the skeletons you're hiding deep inside your closet?
[56:04 - 56:07] Have you been reading all the names they call you in the comments?
[56:07 - 56:10] Have you been worried your haters will put you in the coffin?
[56:10 - 56:13] Are you distraught that you promised vodka was not an option?
[56:13 - 56:15] Now you haven't thought to do a shock stop.
[56:15 - 56:17] You're an alcoholic.
[56:17 - 56:18] Is that true?
[56:18 - 56:20] You're upset that you can't have booze?
[56:20 - 56:21] What's the matter, Thomas?
[56:21 - 56:23] Something's got you in a bad mood.
[56:23 - 56:24] Yeah, it does, I'm anxious.
[56:24 - 56:26] Nothing calms me down like Xanax does,
[56:26 - 56:27] but I can't even relapse.
[56:27 - 56:29] There's an internet, we'll laugh at us.
[56:29 - 56:32] I just need a beer or two, but it's been like a year or two.
[56:32 - 56:33] I thought you disappeared.
[56:33 - 56:36] I can't believe that I'm still here with you.
[56:36 - 56:39] My therapist said me and you can't speak again.
[56:39 - 56:43] I locked the devil out, but it was you who let the demons in.
[56:43 - 56:45] Thomas, you're a comedian.
[56:45 - 56:48] I'm only gonna tell you once you really need to be my partner.
[56:48 - 56:50] No, I'm walking alone in the darkness.
[56:50 - 56:52] Sharks in the water, it's time for the vultures.
[56:52 - 56:53] Through the bathroom, giving you pills.
[56:53 - 56:55] With the pressure you're under, giving you ulcers.
[56:55 - 56:56] Shut up, let me remind you.
[56:56 - 56:59] I'm independent because I'm the guy who does anything that I want to go by.
[56:59 - 57:01] Well, you're independent 'cause no one will sign you.
[57:01 - 57:04] You gotta get to the knowing some times when you gotta smile if I know what he drives you.
[57:04 - 57:06] I'm not another person you can lie to.
[57:06 - 57:08] I'll be the greatest as long as the sky's blue.
[57:08 - 57:09] Fire.
[57:09 - 57:11] Come on, Thomas, keep it real.
[57:11 - 57:12] You're the liar.
[57:12 - 57:14] I'm gonna tell you exactly how I feel.
[57:14 - 57:15] I'm the best record ever.
[57:15 - 57:17] I don't wanna be great.
[57:17 - 57:19] If there's a best, then I'm better.
[57:19 - 57:20] Don't you make a mistake.
[57:20 - 57:21] 'Cause I'm a go.
[57:21 - 57:22] Feel it in my lungs.
[57:22 - 57:23] That's a lot of balls.
[57:23 - 57:26] I'm the one who blows the sword out of the stone.
[57:26 - 57:27] Best ever.
[57:27 - 57:28] I'm the best record ever.
[57:28 - 57:30] I don't care what to say.
[57:30 - 57:31] I'm the fishy I'm forever.
[57:31 - 57:33] I'm the silent flake.
[57:33 - 57:34] 'Cause I'm the go.
[57:34 - 57:35] Get it, get it.
[57:35 - 57:36] Go.
[57:36 - 57:37] Everybody knows.
[57:37 - 57:39] Only one is that I'm here in the mall.
[57:39 - 57:40] Best ever.
[57:40 - 57:41] Thomas, I'm still here.
[57:41 - 57:43] I practically smell the fear.
[57:43 - 57:46] I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure.
[57:46 - 57:49] I've seen you panic backstage hearing everybody cheer.
[57:49 - 57:51] You're famous now, Thomas.
[57:51 - 57:52] Tell me what's with all the tears.
[57:52 - 57:53] Shut up.
[57:53 - 57:56] Only you regret that your face is covered with tattoos.
[57:56 - 57:57] Mad that your beats whack.
[57:57 - 57:59] All your raps trashed, too.
[57:59 - 58:00] Shut up.
[58:00 - 58:01] Only you resent that you need meds again.
[58:01 - 58:02] Neglected friends.
[58:02 - 58:04] And now you just pretend you're not pathetic.
[58:04 - 58:05] You're not every man.
[58:05 - 58:06] Yeah, it's one of those days.
[58:06 - 58:08] Don't know why I don't feel okay.
[58:08 - 58:10] Close both eyes and focus on pain.
[58:10 - 58:11] Close my mind alone in my brain.
[58:11 - 58:13] I smell smoke from all of those types.
[58:13 - 58:15] I smell angels and hope for my grave.
[58:15 - 58:18] They told me smell the roses, but I learned the whole bouquet.
[58:18 - 58:20] Thomas, you'll never win the fight against your hate,
[58:20 - 58:22] as long as I listen.
[58:22 - 58:25] So I read every single comment that you try missing.
[58:25 - 58:28] Then recite them in your mind and memorize this.
[58:28 - 58:29] I'm a giant, Thomas.
[58:29 - 58:31] Why are you trying to fight with me?
[58:31 - 58:32] I am different.
[58:32 - 58:33] Come from here, but I hide different.
[58:33 - 58:35] So I'm committing to a good fight, and I'm swinging.
[58:35 - 58:36] I am the darkness.
[58:36 - 58:37] Yeah, I'm the night vision.
[58:37 - 58:38] I've been fighting right up in the blood
[58:38 - 58:39] from my tongue to the middle of my stomach.
[58:39 - 58:41] I suffer, 'cause they don't hold up.
[58:41 - 58:43] And I'm humbled to never just do this to all of my family
[58:43 - 58:44] and all of my brothers.
[58:44 - 58:45] Liar!
[58:45 - 58:47] You're rapping for yourself and answer them.
[58:47 - 58:48] Your self-dismodal patience.
[58:48 - 58:50] I'll go brief since you're depressed.
[58:50 - 58:51] I'm notified.
[58:51 - 58:52] You need to chill.
[58:52 - 58:53] You need to take more of those pills.
[58:53 - 58:56] Take a breath and tell us all just exactly how you feel.
[58:56 - 58:57] I'm--
[58:57 - 59:06] And that's facts, motherfuckers.
[59:06 - 59:09] I don't care how many of you there are.
[59:09 - 59:12] I'll take every one of you motherfuckers on,
[59:12 - 59:15] like this goddamn Christmas boy.
[59:15 - 59:16] I'm telling all y'all motherfuckers
[59:16 - 59:18] part of like I'm opening a goddamn Christmas present
[59:18 - 59:20] on Christmas Eve, man.
[59:20 - 59:23] I don't give a fuck.
[59:23 - 59:26] I'll tear every one of you motherfuckers trolls down.
[59:26 - 59:29] No matter what happens, no matter what I gotta do,
[59:29 - 59:32] y'all better watch out, 'cause I'm coming swinging.
[59:32 - 59:34] And I'm not backing down.
[59:35 - 59:52] [silence]
[59:52 - 59:55] See, compared to y'all haters,
[59:55 - 59:58] compared to you haters, this is what I am.
[59:58 - 60:04] [music]
[60:04 - 60:06] [screaming]
[60:06 - 60:08] I told you.
[60:09 - 60:12] Even though I'm a prodigy taking over the pain.
[60:12 - 60:15] Even though a lot of people would definitely look at the pain.
[60:15 - 60:18] Now you know I'm a legend if people would know my name.
[60:18 - 60:20] I'm a warrior, Superman.
[60:20 - 60:22] Homey, Roman Reigns.
[60:22 - 60:24] I'm a prodigy taking over the pain.
[60:24 - 60:28] Even though a lot of people would definitely look at the pain.
[60:28 - 60:31] Now you know I'm a legend if people would know my name.
[60:31 - 60:33] I'm a warrior, Superman.
[60:33 - 60:35] Homey, Roman Reigns.
[60:35 - 60:38] I'm a legend like Positik.
[60:38 - 60:39] I'm a yellow jacket.
[60:39 - 60:40] I'm my son.
[60:40 - 60:41] Home of the world.
[60:41 - 60:43] Notice the hand and natural rule of all the print.
[60:43 - 60:45] Legend that's in the making.
[60:45 - 60:47] I am just a word of greatness.
[60:47 - 60:48] Don't ever get it mistaken.
[60:48 - 60:49] I'm the weight.
[60:49 - 60:50] It's time to shine.
[60:50 - 60:51] And I'm the leader though.
[60:51 - 60:54] Powerful, eminent, cry-style, magical.
[60:54 - 60:56] Can't be in that life.
[60:56 - 60:58] Never will I be doubted.
[60:58 - 61:01] 'Til this is in the pillar of that loyalty never crowded.
[61:01 - 61:03] For the least, my shoe was supported.
[61:03 - 61:04] I'm always here for 'em.
[61:04 - 61:06] People hating standing in my way.
[61:06 - 61:07] I gotta spare it for 'em.
[61:07 - 61:09] I'm the head shrinker.
[61:09 - 61:11] King, son, the seeker.
[61:11 - 61:12] Warrior for blood.
[61:12 - 61:14] And I'm always the main and leader.
[61:14 - 61:17] Moment of silence for anyone who is in my way.
[61:17 - 61:18] Never quit.
[61:18 - 61:19] Never back down.
[61:19 - 61:21] I am here to stay.
[61:21 - 61:24] I'd expect that one opponent is trying to take me down on the ground.
[61:24 - 61:27] As a Superman part, man given though.
[61:27 - 61:29] Time that you taking over the pain.
[61:29 - 61:32] Even though a lot of people would definitely look at the pain.
[61:32 - 61:34] 'Cause it ain't now you know.
[61:34 - 61:36] I'm a legend that people would know my name.
[61:36 - 61:37] I'm a warrior.
[61:37 - 61:38] Superman.
[61:38 - 61:40] Call me Roman, pay the love.
[61:40 - 61:42] I'm a prodigy taking over pain.
[61:42 - 61:45] Even though a lot of people would definitely look at the pain.
[61:45 - 61:46] Now you know.
[61:46 - 61:49] I'm a legend that people would know my name.
[61:49 - 61:50] I'm a warrior.
[61:50 - 61:51] Superman.
[61:51 - 61:52] Call me Roman, baby.
[61:52 - 61:55] Take them on a journey where they can notice the warrior.
[61:55 - 61:57] Sacrifice the soldiers we're young.
[61:57 - 61:58] Style of victorious.
[61:58 - 62:00] I'm like a royal rumble.
[62:00 - 62:02] I'm wonderin' taking it though.
[62:02 - 62:03] 'Cause it's like you should know.
[62:03 - 62:05] It's always about control.
[62:05 - 62:06] Let my soul.
[62:06 - 62:07] Got the trials.
[62:07 - 62:08] That is headed on my arm.
[62:08 - 62:09] Got the vote of faith.
[62:09 - 62:10] The tough is so bitter.
[62:10 - 62:11] Bring the alarm.
[62:11 - 62:12] Just respond.
[62:12 - 62:13] We are.
[62:13 - 62:15] Something that you would never see.
[62:15 - 62:16] Got the rules on my arm.
[62:16 - 62:18] If you are the triple team.
[62:18 - 62:20] Nothing you have ever seen.
[62:20 - 62:21] Something you can never be.
[62:21 - 62:22] Hard of being great.
[62:22 - 62:23] I want it all.
[62:23 - 62:24] While I'm living dreams.
[62:24 - 62:27] The thought is mine and my future is always brighter.
[62:27 - 62:28] Ten and ill.
[62:28 - 62:30] I storm 'til the moment that I retire.
[62:30 - 62:32] Never will I expire.
[62:32 - 62:33] Fighting with the igniters.
[62:33 - 62:35] The rain is just beginning.
[62:35 - 62:37] They're blasting up through the fires.
[62:37 - 62:38] The waters now are storming.
[62:38 - 62:41] The child just won't remain off the chain.
[62:41 - 62:42] But the warrior.
[62:42 - 62:43] Call me a boy.
[62:43 - 62:44] Roman Reigns though.
[62:44 - 62:45] Yeah!
[62:45 - 62:50] And that's facts, man.
[62:50 - 62:54] Compared to y'all haters, I'm fucking Roman Reigns, man.
[62:54 - 62:56] Y'all are like the fucking Miz.
[62:57 - 62:59] Y'all are weak as fuck.
[62:59 - 63:02] 'Cause see, every great champion.
[63:02 - 63:04] Everybody that's ever been something.
[63:04 - 63:07] Has had motherfuckers like y'all.
[63:07 - 63:10] They've had people hate on them.
[63:10 - 63:12] Had people bash on them.
[63:12 - 63:16] And you know what that shows when y'all hate on me?
[63:16 - 63:17] You know what that shows?
[63:17 - 63:19] That I'm doing something right.
[63:19 - 63:23] So, y'all can have your opinions about me.
[63:24 - 63:26] Y'all can say what you want about me.
[63:26 - 63:28] Make up all the rumors that you want about me.
[63:28 - 63:30] I don't give a fuck.
[63:30 - 63:32] But let me tell y'all right now.
[63:32 - 63:34] When it comes to my shop.
[63:34 - 63:36] Y'all leave that shit the fuck alone.
[63:36 - 63:38] 'Cause that is my job.
[63:38 - 63:40] And that's what I'm doing.
[63:40 - 63:43] I'm proud to be a fucking artist.
[63:43 - 63:45] I'm proud to do what I do.
[63:45 - 63:50] I'm proud to say that I'm doing something with my life.
[63:50 - 63:53] While y'all are sitting there running your mouth like a bunch of pussies.
[63:53 - 63:56] I'm over here staying on my goddamn prime.
[63:56 - 63:57] Every day.
[63:57 - 63:58] Busting my ass.
[63:58 - 64:00] Doing what I gotta do.
[64:00 - 64:04] So if you think you're fucking stopping me.
[64:04 - 64:05] Guess again motherfuckers.
[64:05 - 64:07] You ain't stopping shit.
[64:07 - 64:21] Yeah, here's the thing Razz.
[64:21 - 64:26] Your supposed truth ain't nothing but false facts.
[64:26 - 64:33] And y'all wanna say I'm fake?
[64:33 - 64:35] Y'all wanna say I'm fake?
[64:35 - 64:37] Well let me prove something to y'all.
[64:37 - 64:39] Let me prove a point to y'all man.
[64:39 - 64:43] Does this shit look fake to you?
[64:43 - 64:49] Does all this artwork that you see before you look fake to you?
[64:49 - 64:58] If you ask me, that looks pretty real to me, don't it?
[64:58 - 65:01] That looks pretty fucking real to me, don't it?
[65:01 - 65:03] That looks pretty original to me.
[65:03 - 65:09] All y'all in the chat.
[65:09 - 65:12] Don't this look pretty original to y'all?
[65:12 - 65:18] Doesn't this artwork look 100% original to y'all?
[65:18 - 65:19] Yeah.
[65:19 - 65:24] Matter of fact.
[65:24 - 65:33] This right here, one of my most famous pieces, I did live.
[65:33 - 65:41] Matter of fact, I got somebody that's not in the chat right now that actually does want to get this as a tattoo.
[65:41 - 66:00] So please, enlighten me with your ignorance and say how I am fake.
[66:00 - 66:12] Please, enlighten me with how y'all think I'm fake.
[66:12 - 66:18] Please enlighten me again about how my hand on artwork is fake.
[66:18 - 66:23] Looks pretty real and legitimate to me.
[66:33 - 66:52] So y'all can sit there and run your mouths about me all you want.
[66:52 - 66:54] But you know what I have to say to y'all?
[66:54 - 67:00] I only have three words for y'all.
[67:00 - 67:05] Suck my dick.
[67:05 - 67:09] Because I ain't going nowhere.
[67:09 - 67:11] I'm staying.
[67:11 - 67:16] And y'all think I'm losing.
[67:16 - 67:18] I'm not.
[67:24 - 67:26] Y'all carry, be safe.
[67:34 - 67:39] Oh, I ain't, bro. Matter of fact, yo, matter of fact, talent, I'm about the module ass, bro.
[67:49 - 68:05] So y'all haters can keep on hatin', man, while I'm out here makin' money and gettin' my name up and doin' what I gotta do.
[68:06 - 68:13] Let me tell y'all, man, by this time next year, the words that you say,
[68:13 - 68:19] y'all are gonna be eatin' your own goddamn words.
[68:19 - 68:24] You wanna know why?
[68:24 - 68:30] Because by this time next year, I am gonna be a successful artist.
[68:30 - 68:31] I am gonna make it.
[68:31 - 68:35] No matter what you say, no matter what you do, I am makin' it.
[68:35 - 68:42] So y'all fuckin' haters can either get the fuck out the way and not get run over,
[68:42 - 68:47] or you can shut the fuck up and stand down and step aside.
[68:47 - 68:50] You want it?
[68:50 - 68:53] Make your choice.
[68:53 - 69:02] Go ahead and make your choice, people.
[69:02 - 69:04] What's it gonna be?
[69:05 - 69:08] Do I have to run the fuck over, you guys?
[69:08 - 69:16] Or are y'all gonna back down and let me do what I gotta do?
[69:16 - 69:22] 'Cause I don't care either way, I'm just sayin'.
[69:22 - 69:33] If y'all don't wanna get run the fuck over, and for me to prove y'all wrong, I suggest you get the fuck up out the way.
[69:34 - 69:36] I'm just sayin'.
[69:36 - 69:40] I have plenty of people here who have seen what I can do.
[69:40 - 69:42] I've run over haters like y'all before.
[69:42 - 69:47] Matter of fact, here's a prime example.
[69:47 - 69:54] Here's a prime example, bro.
[69:54 - 70:02] Last year, had just as many of y'all, if not more, say that I wouldn't get to a thousand subscribers.
[70:03 - 70:10] I had hundreds of y'all sayin' I wouldn't get to a thousand subs.
[70:10 - 70:15] Well, guess what I did in less than two fuckin' months?
[70:15 - 70:24] In less than two fuckin' months, in less than eight weeks, I got to a thousand subs.
[70:27 - 70:34] People said I wouldn't break the Need for Speed Underground 2 world record on Palm Hill.
[70:34 - 70:42] Broke that record, and set a new one, and I'm workin' on breakin' the record again for a second time.
[70:42 - 70:49] People doubt me, my whole life.
[70:49 - 70:54] Doctors, the day I was born, doctors said I wouldn't make it.
[70:55 - 70:58] Doctors had presumed me dead.
[70:58 - 71:04] Every doctor in that building that day said I was supposed to die.
[71:04 - 71:08] Said that I didn't have a chance in hell at makin' it.
[71:08 - 71:11] Guess what I fuckin' did?
[71:11 - 71:15] I proved every one of 'em wrong, and guess where I'm at?
[71:15 - 71:17] I'm here.
[71:20 - 71:23] So, don't sit there and tell me I can't do something.
[71:23 - 71:27] My whole life, I've been provin' motherfuckers like y'all wrong.
[71:27 - 71:30] Every day, I've proved motherfuckers like y'all wrong.
[71:30 - 71:33] I am a living fuckin' fruit.
[71:33 - 71:38] Now, you can do whatever the fuck you wanna do with your life.
[71:38 - 71:47] I was born provin' motherfuckers wrong, and I will die provin' motherfuckers wrong.
[71:49 - 71:52] And that's facts.
[71:52 - 71:59] Every time somebody says I can't do something, you know what I do?
[71:59 - 72:01] I prove 'em wrong.
[72:01 - 72:08] Don't believe me, fact-check this shit.
[72:08 - 72:11] Ask people that have witnessed it.
[72:16 - 72:21] People said that my career would be destroyed by Kiwi Farms.
[72:21 - 72:27] But what did Kiwi Farms do?
[72:27 - 72:31] It didn't destroy my career.
[72:31 - 72:34] Hell, it fuckin' boosted it.
[72:34 - 72:43] So, I've sat there and said that I can't do something.
[72:43 - 72:46] So, I've sat there and said that I can't do shit.
[72:46 - 73:06] Oh, I will prove you wrong.
[73:06 - 73:08] I will prove you wrong.
[73:08 - 73:21] Hey, it's all good, A-B. I don't care what you do.
[73:21 - 73:25] I'll help you by myself. It's cool.
[73:25 - 73:30] And just wait, man.
[73:30 - 73:33] I will prove you wrong.
[73:34 - 73:36] Just wait.
[73:36 - 73:42] Just wait. I will prove you wrong.
[73:42 - 73:49] And what I do, you have no choice but to shut your mouth.
[73:57 - 74:05] Ask anyone here. Ask anyone here that knows me, that knows my story,
[74:05 - 74:09] that knows what I've been through, that knows my hardships,
[74:09 - 74:16] that knows my worth.
[74:20 - 74:28] Compared to you guys, the trolls, it's time y'all woke up and faced the fact
[74:28 - 74:33] that I am a living legend in my own right.
[74:33 - 74:41] In my own right, I have become a living legend.
[74:41 - 74:48] Because, unlike y'all, I don't bow down and I don't kiss ass.
[74:48 - 74:55] So y'all trolls can kick rocks.
[74:55 - 75:06] And the way I see it, y'all can either acknowledge my skill and support me
[75:06 - 75:09] and not shut me down.
[75:12 - 75:19] Or you can step the fuck aside and watch me prove everyone of you wrong.
[75:19 - 75:30] Because while I will admit I'm not perfect, I have made my fair share of mistakes.
[75:30 - 75:36] People said I wouldn't atone for those mistakes.
[75:38 - 75:43] I atoned for them. I admitted my wrongs and moved on.
[75:43 - 75:52] Because if there's only one thing I know how to do, then that's work hard.
[75:52 - 75:57] That's all I know, is working hard and busting my ass.
[75:57 - 76:02] That's all I've ever known my whole life, is busting my ass
[76:02 - 76:06] and doing what I gotta do to get to where I want to be.
[76:07 - 76:16] Now like I said, you trolls can either back the fuck off and join me
[76:16 - 76:19] and let me show you what I can do.
[76:19 - 76:26] Or me and my whole team of nods can run the fuck right over y'all
[76:26 - 76:28] and destroy every one of you.
[76:29 - 76:32] Because how did y'all learn by now that y'all trolls ain't stopping shit?
[76:32 - 76:50] Oh yes I do Raz, and I think I've proved that already.
[76:50 - 76:56] I think I've proved that I've decided my own fate.
[76:57 - 77:01] I am the decider of my own fate, not you or anyone else.
[77:01 - 77:11] I wrote my wrongs.
[77:11 - 77:16] Here's the thing, by all technical matters I didn't break the law.
[77:16 - 77:21] So come at me again, I didn't break the law.
[77:21 - 77:33] I didn't break the law, I didn't break the law.
[77:33 - 77:36] I didn't break the law.
[77:37 - 77:41] So come at me again, I didn't break the law.
[77:41 - 77:48] I was catfished, there's a difference, a major difference, okay?
[77:48 - 77:52] I was catfished, I didn't break the law.
[77:52 - 77:55] I was catfished you fucking idiot.
[77:55 - 78:14] Yeah, for real, on what papers?
[78:14 - 78:17] Where's the paper?
[78:17 - 78:24] Where's the physical fucking paper by the courts, saying that I broke the law?
[78:25 - 78:33] Hey Violet, what's up?
[78:33 - 78:49] Just because I got nailed don't mean shit.
[78:49 - 78:56] Just because you all told me don't mean a damn thing.
[78:56 - 79:04] Ask anyone here, dude, you're outnumbered guys.
[79:04 - 79:08] You are legit outnumbered right now.
[79:08 - 79:16] Like for real, you are majorly outnumbered, and if you were smart, you'd shut your fucking mouth.
[79:18 - 79:25] Because according to you, according to you, I broke the law.
[79:25 - 79:33] But according to the police, and everyone else, I didn't.
[79:33 - 79:41] And if you ask me, I'd go by what the law says, not what you say.
[79:41 - 79:45] You guys ain't the cops.
[79:47 - 79:57] Yo, Spooky, what up?
[79:57 - 80:05] Oh yeah, according to the police, bro.
[80:05 - 80:09] Because see, what you don't seem to get is this, bro.
[80:09 - 80:13] What you don't seem to understand is this.
[80:13 - 80:16] When the cops came here to talk to me,
[80:16 - 80:17] you know what they did?
[80:17 - 80:20] They let me off with a warning.
[80:20 - 80:25] They straight up let me off with a warning.
[80:25 - 80:35] You want to know why? Because I admit what I did wrong.
[80:35 - 80:42] Yeah, I could have been a dickhead and hid what I did wrong, and they could have arrested me, but they didn't.
[80:43 - 80:50] I came forward as a man, understanding there was a 50/50 chance that I was going to go to jail.
[80:50 - 80:56] I understood that I had a chance at going to jail that night, but you know what they did?
[80:56 - 81:04] They gave me a warning and told me not to do it ever again, and that if I did do it again, I would go to jail.
[81:04 - 81:17] [Silence]
[81:17 - 81:20] Well, I must be the first.
[81:20 - 81:24] You know what they say, there's a first time for everything.
[81:24 - 81:30] There's a first time for everything, my guy, so...
[81:30 - 81:33] There you go.
[81:34 - 81:37] I must be the first one.
[81:37 - 81:40] And if I am, hey, that's dope.
[81:40 - 81:47] And I find it funny how you all seem to think you're building the case against me, because you're not.
[82:01 - 82:05] See, here's the thing, Raz.
[82:05 - 82:11] You want to know the exact reason why the cops did not arrest me?
[82:11 - 82:16] And before you go running your mouth, allow me to explain.
[82:16 - 82:35] [Silence]
[82:35 - 82:37] Exactly.
[82:37 - 82:44] And see, I even showed the officers her channel.
[82:45 - 82:51] Did you want to know what happened? Y'all want the truth about what happened that night in full detail?
[82:51 - 82:57] The night that the police showed up here about the whole Cayde incident, you know what they did?
[82:57 - 83:00] They asked me to show them everything.
[83:00 - 83:03] I explained the situation.
[83:04 - 83:13] I showed them the screenshot of what happened, and then I did to show them Cayde's channel.
[83:13 - 83:22] And when I showed them Cayde's channel and how she laughed at me, they let me off with the warning.
[83:22 - 83:28] Because they saw that she was of age and that she had children.
[83:28 - 83:39] [Silence]
[83:39 - 83:42] Exactly, Abi, exactly.
[83:43 - 84:06] [Silence]
[84:07 - 84:14] As a matter of fact, as a matter of fact, the other night when they were out here, as a matter of fact, the other night when they were out here,
[84:14 - 84:20] the one officer actually did say that he felt for me because he understood.
[84:20 - 84:24] And he could clearly see that I wasn't doing anything wrong.
[84:24 - 84:32] [Silence]
[84:33 - 84:37] Yo, Brooks, what up? Oh, hell nah.
[84:37 - 84:45] Yo, get Brooks out of here, man.
[84:45 - 85:01] Yeah, Razz is a tough dude.
[85:02 - 85:05] That is true. She's of age.
[85:05 - 85:17] And like I said, had Cayde not left that stream up, if Cayde didn't leave that stream up that night, I probably would have gone to jail.
[85:17 - 85:24] I'm not going to lie. If she hadn't have left that stream up, I probably would have gone to jail.
[85:24 - 85:29] Not going to lie. She almost got away with it.
[85:30 - 85:35] She could have gotten away with it if she did not leave that stream up.
[85:35 - 85:41] If she had deleted that live stream, it would have been the perfect set up, the perfect crime.
[85:41 - 85:48] But that's where her mistake was, leaving that live stream up.
[85:48 - 85:53] And plain as day, the cops saw how she was laughing at what she had done.
[85:53 - 85:58] Which was her biggest downfall.
[85:59 - 86:03] Her greatest weapon became her biggest downfall.
[86:03 - 86:11] Need I say anything else?
[86:11 - 86:17] Hey, Cynthia, what up?
[86:24 - 86:28] Whatever, P.I., man.
[86:28 - 86:31] Here's the thing. I'm not a predator.
[86:31 - 86:35] And everyone here can prove it.
[86:35 - 86:40] Everyone here can prove that I'm not a predator.
[86:40 - 86:44] So, try again.
[86:52 - 86:57] Actually, she's older than that, dude. I think she's like 34, 36.
[86:57 - 87:01] She's in her 30s. I know that much.
[87:01 - 87:08] But, point being,
[87:08 - 87:13] she's of age.
[87:13 - 87:21] And I know a lot of y'all might not agree with the fact that they didn't arrest me.
[87:21 - 87:26] But, as I said, I admitted I was wrong in doing what I did.
[87:26 - 87:31] And, I showed them her channel.
[87:31 - 87:35] Which proves my point.
[87:35 - 87:42] That I am not a pedophile, and I did not do anything wrong.
[87:42 - 87:46] Okay?
[87:50 - 87:56] So, Raz, if you would kindly quit the bullshit that you're doing,
[87:56 - 88:02] and quit talking shit, that would be great.
[88:02 - 88:07] Because you have a whole bunch of people here proving you wrong.
[88:07 - 88:11] Just as I have done.
[88:19 - 88:20] So,
[88:20 - 88:35] listen to me, listen to yourself, bro.
[88:35 - 88:38] Hey, Angela, what's up?
[88:38 - 88:46] That is true, AB. She did. That's very true.
[88:47 - 88:50] Yeah, I know, I can kind of tell. But, it is what it is.
[88:50 - 89:05] No, I'm not.
[89:05 - 89:09] In what way am I contradicting myself?
[89:10 - 89:17] Like, nobody been here. I want to hear how it is that I'm contradicting myself.
[89:17 - 89:21] In what way am I contradicting myself?
[89:21 - 89:30] All I simply said was that I had a 50/50 chance at going to jail.
[89:30 - 89:35] And when I spoke the truth about what really was going on,
[89:36 - 89:41] and I showed the police, the channel, as well as the screenshot,
[89:41 - 89:44] they let me off with the warning.
[89:44 - 89:47] What's so hard to understand about that?
[89:47 - 89:50] That's not contradicting anything.
[89:50 - 89:54] That's simply telling you how it is.
[89:54 - 89:58] That's simply speaking the truth.
[89:58 - 90:04] So, don't know what to tell you.
[90:05 - 90:06] Tell ya.
[90:06 - 90:15] Hey, Spooky, what up?
[90:15 - 90:25] And that is true, Neon. I'm not doubting the fact that I did do something wrong.
[90:25 - 90:29] I'm not doubting that. I'm not saying I didn't.
[90:29 - 90:33] I know I did something wrong.
[90:34 - 90:38] But, I also manned up and admitted my wrongs.
[90:38 - 90:41] I made up and I owned it.
[90:41 - 90:51] Which is the difference between me and most people.
[90:51 - 90:55] Most people won't admit to what they did wrong. I did.
[90:55 - 90:59] And I did it on a live show as well, twice.
[91:02 - 91:10] And several people here saw how I proved that I am sorry for what I did.
[91:10 - 91:30] Here's the thing. I didn't even go to court.
[91:30 - 91:31] It worked.
[91:31 - 91:41] I know, Rex. I feel the same way. And it's because people want to hold me back.
[91:41 - 91:43] And it's sad.
[91:43 - 91:47] No, I'm not going to court at all.
[91:47 - 91:50] See, that right there is funny.
[91:50 - 91:54] That attitude that you have right there, Raz, is pretty funny.
[91:55 - 92:00] That kind of attitude you have right there is funny because you think I'm going to court.
[92:00 - 92:02] But really, I'm not.
[92:02 - 92:05] Let me ask you this, Raz.
[92:05 - 92:09] If I really did something wron
2021-5-21 my thoughts on 6 days in fallujah

2021-5-21 my thoughts on 6 days in fallujah

[0:00 - 0:16] Good morning, good evening, how are you today?
[0:16 - 0:25] Now I just caught onto this a little bit ago but apparently there is a brand new game out
[0:25 - 0:35] called Six Days of Fallujah which tells the story about the very real battle of the Second
[0:35 - 0:40] War in Fallujah.
[0:40 - 0:48] Now if you don't know what that's about, it's now.
[0:48 - 0:56] The Second War in Fallujah happened during the Iraq War in 2004.
[0:56 - 1:04] Now as many of you are also very much aware, I am a military family myself.
[1:04 - 1:11] My dad was a 2nd Airborne Division United States Army Staff Sergeant.
[1:11 - 1:21] So yes, I do have a very rich military background with family and friends being current and
[1:21 - 1:24] former military.
[1:24 - 1:29] Now I noticed a lot of controversy about this game.
[1:29 - 1:37] A lot of people saying that, you know, it doesn't need to be released, it's not good,
[1:37 - 1:39] you know, it's too controversial.
[1:39 - 1:46] You know, and there's this whole thing where I guess the military, the US military used
[1:46 - 1:51] white phosphorous and some of their attacks.
[1:51 - 2:00] And here's the thing, this is the way y'all that are saying that it needs to be canceled
[2:00 - 2:04] don't understand, okay?
[2:04 - 2:10] When it comes to war, there are going to be casualties.
[2:10 - 2:13] There are going to be casualties in war.
[2:13 - 2:16] That's just a sad fact.
[2:16 - 2:20] That's just a sad real fact that you have to deal with.
[2:20 - 2:24] There are going to be casualties in war.
[2:24 - 2:32] Now what a lot of people don't realize is when that battle of Fallujah was going on,
[2:32 - 2:46] the insurgents that went in actually would use civilians as human shields.
[2:46 - 2:54] They would use these civilians as human shields to protect themselves.
[2:54 - 3:02] So a lot of the times when the US military used white phosphorous, it was not directed
[3:02 - 3:06] at civilians at all.
[3:06 - 3:09] And a lot of people don't seem to understand that.
[3:09 - 3:19] The white phosphorous was not directly used on civilians.
[3:19 - 3:27] It was used against the insurgents that had taken over that city.
[3:27 - 3:33] And it just happened to be that the civilians that were there got harmed by it.
[3:33 - 3:37] Some of them got out and were fine.
[3:37 - 3:41] Some of them unfortunately did not.
[3:41 - 3:46] But at the end of the day, war is war.
[3:46 - 3:51] There are going to be casualties in every war.
[3:51 - 3:59] No matter what war it is, if you're a civilian and you're caught in the middle of that
[3:59 - 4:10] war, chances are that you could very well end up dead.
[4:10 - 4:19] Now I have seen the gameplay trailer for it.
[4:19 - 4:22] I have seen reactions to the trailer, and quite honestly, I like it.
[4:22 - 4:27] It looks like a very fun game, not just as me being a gamer myself.
[4:27 - 4:38] Not only does it look fun, but I honestly feel like it gives people an opportunity
[4:38 - 4:48] to experience what it was like for U.S. Marines to be in that war.
[4:48 - 4:53] It shows people, hey, this is what we went through.
[4:53 - 5:03] This is one of the most brutal wars in history that the U.S. Marines have gone through.
[5:03 - 5:13] The second battle of Fallujah was one of, if not the most, the latest and most brutal
[5:13 - 5:24] urban combat situation in U.S. military history since the Vietnam War.
[5:24 - 5:30] Now me personally, as I said, I do think it needs to be released.
[5:30 - 5:38] I personally think it does because it gives people that don't necessarily know what
[5:38 - 5:48] it's like to go through these situations, it gives them a chance to experience that
[5:48 - 5:57] to where maybe they'll have a different outlook.
[5:57 - 6:01] So honestly, I think it doesn't need to be cancelled.
[6:01 - 6:07] I think they need to release it like yesterday.
[6:07 - 6:17] Put this shit out, release it, because if there's one thing I will do no matter what,
[6:17 - 6:22] I will stand behind our armed forces.
[6:22 - 6:29] I will stand behind our military as I am military family myself.
[6:29 - 6:35] I have friends and family that are military and I'm going to be straight up glutton honest
[6:35 - 6:38] about this.
[6:38 - 6:51] If you can't handle a fucking video game that touches on a very real subject, all
[6:51 - 6:59] you have to do is don't buy the game, don't play it.
[6:59 - 7:08] It's not that hard, you don't have to buy it, you don't have to play it.
[7:08 - 7:21] That's like if you don't want to kill people, if you don't want to serve your country against
[7:21 - 7:30] people that want to kill us, and you don't like violence, the solution to that is simple.
[7:30 - 7:39] It's called don't join the military.
[7:39 - 7:50] Same with this video game, Six Days in Fallujah, if you don't like the game for whatever reason,
[7:50 - 7:57] the answer is simple, it's called don't purchase the game, or if you're a parent
[7:57 - 8:03] and you don't want your kid playing it, don't let them get their hands on it.
[8:03 - 8:09] It's your job as a parent to make sure your kid doesn't play that game if you don't
[8:09 - 8:12] want them playing it.
[8:12 - 8:14] Flat out, playing is simple.
[8:14 - 8:22] If you don't want your child playing the game, then don't let them get access to
[8:22 - 8:23] it.
[8:23 - 8:32] But like I said, I agree with the release of Six Days in Fallujah because it shows
[8:32 - 8:36] people what really went on there.
[8:36 - 8:49] It shows people first hand the very real life events that went on, during that war.
[8:49 - 8:58] And dude, if you let me play it to you this way, if you're going to judge Six Days in
[8:58 - 9:04] Fallujah, then you may as well judge the Battlefield series as well.
[9:04 - 9:17] Because the Battlefield series has the beach of Normandy from D-Day.
[9:17 - 9:22] So for those of you that are criticizing it, how can you sit there and say this game doesn't
[9:22 - 9:33] need to be released when Battlefield and Call of Duty have done the same damn thing?
[9:33 - 9:34] Nope.
[9:34 - 9:50] Dude, the draft was over decades ago.
[9:50 - 10:03] But like for real though, if you look at games like Battlefield and Call of Duty, then
[10:03 - 10:10] they all had very real life events within the game.
[10:10 - 10:19] The Beach of Normandy on Battlefield, prime example.
[10:19 - 10:37] The wars that went down back in the 40s and 50s with Australia.
[10:37 - 10:46] There are many wars that went down that video games depict every day.
[10:46 - 11:00] So as I said, if you're going to judge one game, you may as well be judging them all.
[11:00 - 11:15] Like for real, if you're going to judge one game, you may as well judge them all.
[11:15 - 11:16] It's plain and simple.
[11:16 - 11:18] I agree with it.
[11:18 - 11:30] And I honestly, I'm glad to see somebody stepping up and actually doing something
[11:30 - 11:43] to bring real life situations and to educate people through those real life situations
[11:43 - 11:47] through the use of video games.
[11:47 - 11:50] I personally agree with it.
[11:50 - 11:57] So to the company that is releasing Six Days in Fallujah, I love it.
[11:57 - 11:58] I can't wait for it.
[11:58 - 12:03] I'm personally, as soon as it drops, I'm going out and I'm buying it and I'm doing
[12:03 - 12:06] live gameplay of it.
[12:06 - 12:10] I'm personally going to pick it up myself, but I'm definitely going to play the fuck
[12:10 - 12:14] out of it.
[12:14 - 12:24] And to the team that they are depicting in that through the Six Days of Fallujah game,
[12:24 - 12:33] to the team of six that they are depicting in that game, and to the real life field
[12:33 - 12:46] that did serve in that battle, you know, on behalf of myself, my family, and my subscribers,
[12:46 - 12:48] I just want to say thank you.
[12:48 - 12:53] Your guys' service means a lot.
[12:53 - 12:55] And I appreciate that.
[12:55 - 12:57] We appreciate that.
[12:57 - 13:04] We appreciate what you guys do every day.
[13:04 - 13:14] But like I said, man, to those of you that want to judge and say, "Oh, this game doesn't
[13:14 - 13:27] need to be released," as I said, if you don't want to purchase the game, that is your right.
[13:27 - 13:28] Me personally, I think it's a good idea.
[13:28 - 13:33] I personally think there needs to be more games like that.
[13:33 - 13:42] I personally think there needs to be more games where they bring up real life events
[13:42 - 13:50] and kind of show people what it's actually like to go through those situations so that
[13:50 - 14:01] people might have a better understanding of certain situations.
[14:01 - 14:03] I personally love the idea.
[14:03 - 14:04] I think it's great.
[14:04 - 14:12] Like, I've played games where they've had, you know, real life scenarios, such as, you
[14:12 - 14:21] know, the Beach of Normandy event on D-Day through the Battlefield series or the German
[14:21 - 14:23] War.
[14:23 - 14:32] You know, people can get educated through that stuff.
[14:32 - 14:36] So me personally, I agree with it, and I can't wait to play it.
[14:36 - 14:40] Like I said, as soon as it releases, I'm picking it up, I'm purchasing it.
[14:40 - 14:44] 100%, I'm going to buy it.
[14:44 - 14:53] And whether you like it or not, I'm doing live gameplay of it, like it or not.
[14:53 - 15:20] And of course, you can finally go.
[15:20 - 15:27] And here's the thing, some soldiers might not want to be reminded of that.
[15:27 - 15:28] And you know, and that's true.
[15:28 - 15:32] Some soldiers might not want to be reminded of that.
[15:32 - 15:42] But at the same time, there are some people in our military and within military families
[15:42 - 15:55] like my own that agree that, you know, it's a good thing to educate people.
[15:55 - 16:04] And that's what this game is all about, educating people on the realism of war, on the realism
[16:04 - 16:11] of real life events that actually fucking happened.
[16:11 - 16:20] And like I said, if you don't want to have your children or you play the game, the answer
[16:20 - 16:23] is fucking simple, people.
[16:23 - 16:25] This is 2021.
[16:25 - 16:27] Grow the fuck up.
[16:27 - 16:32] There's more controversial shit in Grand Theft Auto 5.
[16:32 - 16:38] There's more controversial shit in GTA 5 than there is in this upcoming game, Six Days
[16:38 - 16:40] of Fallujah.
[16:40 - 16:48] There is more controversial shit in other video games than this game that's being released.
[16:48 - 16:50] Prove me wrong.
[16:50 - 16:54] Prove me motherfucking wrong.
[16:54 - 17:03] I want you to name one game where there's not more controversy than the Six Days of
[17:03 - 17:05] Fallujah game that's going out.
[17:05 - 17:10] Cause I can name a whole plethora outside of my head.
[17:10 - 17:12] Prove me wrong.
[17:12 - 17:13] I'll wait.
[17:13 - 17:39] Were they on the name any?
[17:39 - 17:42] Didn't think so.
[17:42 - 17:51] Like I said, GTA 5 has more controversial stuff than it, than anything.
[17:51 - 18:01] I mean, come on, Six Days of Fallujah, you're going through a real war that happened.
[18:01 - 18:12] You're being put in the position and reliving and being shown a story of a war that happened.
[18:12 - 18:14] In GTA 5, you know what you're doing?
[18:14 - 18:27] You're running around, killing everybody, killing people, robbing banks, killing police,
[18:27 - 18:42] killing civilians, literally robbing fucking banks and shooting people.
[18:42 - 18:45] Now you tell me which one's worse.
[18:45 - 18:54] A military based game where you're being told a story of a very real battle so that
[18:54 - 19:01] you can be educated a little bit better or a game like GTA 5 where you're stabbing
[19:01 - 19:09] civilians, stealing their cars, killing police, blowing police up.
[19:09 - 19:14] You tell me which one's worse.
[19:14 - 19:36] Cause me personally, I say GTA 5 is worse.
[19:36 - 19:42] GTA 5 is way worse.
[19:42 - 19:47] Prove me motherfucking wrong.
[19:47 - 19:52] Prove me wrong.
[19:52 - 20:00] You boot up GTA 5 right now, going to any random fucking lobby, and I guarantee you
[20:00 - 20:08] 9 times out of 10, you'll see somebody pissing off the cops, shooting the cops, killing
[20:08 - 20:16] the police, killing a civilian and taking their car.
[20:16 - 20:20] You tell me which one's worse motherfuckers.
[20:20 - 20:25] Y'all that don't want this game to be released, I'ma say it now, y'all are a bunch of fucking
[20:25 - 20:26] pussies.
[20:26 - 20:35] If y'all motherfuckers that don't want this game to be released, y'all ain't got
[20:35 - 20:41] no goddamn respect for our military apparently.
[20:41 - 20:47] Apparently y'all ain't got no goddamn common sense.
[20:47 - 20:56] This game was made to be told with the acceptance of the marines that lived it.
[20:56 - 21:04] The marines that were in that situation approve of this game being released.
[21:04 - 21:07] They helped develop it.
[21:07 - 21:16] So that right there should say something.
[21:16 - 21:24] The military squad that was in that conflict, guess what?
[21:24 - 21:29] They helped develop the game you fucking morons.
[21:29 - 21:36] So if they helped develop it, why y'all getting bitchy and pissed off?
[21:36 - 21:46] It doesn't make no sense, but like I said, that's just my two cents on it.
[21:46 - 21:50] I personally love it, I'm personally gonna buy it when it comes out because I wanna
[21:50 - 21:51] play it.
[21:51 - 21:59] It looks like a good game and it looks very well done.
[21:59 - 22:09] I'm super excited to do some gameplay on it and give you guys my input and feedback.
[22:09 - 22:16] But to the marines and the team that did help in developing that game, on behalf of myself
[22:16 - 22:21] and my friends and family and myself, thank you guys for your service man, you definitely
[22:21 - 22:23] appreciate it 100%.
[22:23 - 22:35] But like I said, at the end of the day, if you don't want to get your hands on the game,
[22:35 - 22:42] don't buy it, plain and simple.
[22:42 - 22:53] If you don't want the game, don't purchase it.
[22:53 - 22:54] Plain and simple.
[22:54 - 23:03] If you don't want the game to be in your hands, you ain't gonna purchase it.
[23:03 - 23:03] Plain and simple.
2021-5-22 WY IS ME BEING DIFFERENT A BAD THING

2021-5-22 WY IS ME BEING DIFFERENT A BAD THING

[0:00 - 0:14] What up y'all, it's your boy. We need to talk about something, so let me cut this white off quick so y'all can actually see my ass.
[0:14 - 0:27] But we need to talk about something now. This is something that's literally been bugging me all day long for the past week and a half.
[0:27 - 0:34] Since I started jumping back into my music.
[0:34 - 0:48] Hey Black Momma what up. But this is something that I genuinely want to know and that I'm very confused on.
[0:48 - 0:51] Very confused on.
[0:51 - 1:02] Hey Rick what up. And what I'm confused on is this and this isn't you know me taking a jab at anyone.
[1:02 - 1:16] This isn't me being a dick. This is me genuinely wondering why the trolls, you trolls that want to troll me, want to keep me from my goals.
[1:16 - 1:27] Like it seems like every time I take a step in the right direction with my music, you guys want to drag me backwards.
[1:27 - 1:40] You want to drag me back. So my question to you guys is this. How is me being different a bad thing?
[1:40 - 1:51] Because something that a lot of people don't really realize is that in order to make it in the music industry, you have to stand out.
[1:51 - 1:58] You have to be different. Otherwise you're not going to get anywhere.
[1:58 - 2:04] But yet because of the bad reputation that the trolls have given me,
[2:04 - 2:15] I now have to face rejection email after rejection email every day from different record labels who genuinely enjoy my music.
[2:15 - 2:25] But because of the reputation that I've gained because of these trolls, knowing that they're doing this shit to spite me to fuck my life up,
[2:25 - 2:34] I now have to face rejection email after rejection email all day every day.
[2:34 - 2:47] Like where is it fair that you trolls get to decide my fate? Where is it fair that you trolls get to choose what I do with my life?
[2:47 - 2:59] Like last time I checked, I'm a fucking human being. I'm not a fucking video game character.
[2:59 - 3:07] I'm not like fucking, I'm not no fucking Super Mario or Link from The Legend of Zelda.
[3:07 - 3:14] I'm not some video game character that you can be like, oh, let's make his life go in this direction.
[3:14 - 3:21] Let's make him do this. Let's make him do that. Let's make him this, make him that, blah, blah, blah, no.
[3:21 - 3:25] That's not how life works, people.
[3:25 - 3:36] You know, I've busted my ass to find my sound. I've busted my ass for 10 plus years getting to where I want to be.
[3:36 - 3:42] And now that I've actually found my sound and my style,
[3:42 - 3:47] I'm busting my ass every day to get to where I want to be.
[3:47 - 3:56] And I wanted to keep this under wraps, but I feel like you guys deserve to know the fucking truth.
[3:56 - 4:00] I feel like you guys that do this for me deserve to know the truth.
[4:00 - 4:05] You want to know why I'm jumping back into my music so hardcore?
[4:05 - 4:12] Why I'm jumping back in and fighting for my fucking deal, fighting to get a record deal every day.
[4:12 - 4:21] You want to know why? It's not just because I deserve this shot. That's not just it.
[4:21 - 4:31] Okay, my stepdad is going into major surgery very soon, which he'll be out of work.
[4:31 - 4:37] And it's not just one surgery within a course of the net over the course of the next four months.
[4:37 - 4:45] He's going to be having 10 major surgeries back to fucking back, month after month,
[4:45 - 4:51] surgery after fucking surgery, day in and day out of the hospital,
[4:51 - 5:02] week in and week out over the course of the next four months.
[5:02 - 5:09] And we're not going to have a fucking income, which is why I'm fighting so hard
[5:09 - 5:16] so I can create that income so I can do what I need to fucking do with my music
[5:16 - 5:22] so I can be successful, so I can bring in that income so my fucking family doesn't
[5:22 - 5:32] ever have to worry about money ever again. For the last 10 years, I have busted my fucking ass.
[5:32 - 5:42] Putting out song after song after song, show after show after show right here from my bedroom,
[5:42 - 5:49] busting my ass, writing, recording, coming up with ideas, finding my sounds that I'm good with,
[5:49 - 5:57] finding my different styles that I'm good with. But yet all I get from you guys from the trolls
[5:57 - 6:06] is rejection after rejection like I don't deserve a chance, like I don't deserve a shot
[6:06 - 6:12] at getting a record deal and I'm not just talking some bullshit, oh I'll sign you,
[6:12 - 6:18] you know, I'm a record label, I'll sign you, no I'm not talking about those fake ass deals.
[6:18 - 6:24] I'm talking about a real shot at a real fucking record label,
[6:24 - 6:30] a real fucking record deal that can actually make me real fucking money.
[6:31 - 6:37] Because putting out the music, that's not hard for me to do, I can do that in my goddamn sleep.
[6:37 - 6:44] What is the problem is me being held back and not getting the chance
[6:44 - 6:49] that I deserve, the chance that I have fought for for so fucking long.
[6:49 - 6:58] I have busted my ass for 10 plus fucking years to get my shot,
[6:59 - 7:04] not just for myself but for my family who has given everything to me.
[7:04 - 7:10] Because I say my family has done so fucking much for me,
[7:10 - 7:16] my family has done everything they could to help get me to this point.
[7:16 - 7:23] Because I tell you, without my family's support, where would I fucking be?
[7:25 - 7:32] Without my family's support, I may not have even picked up the fucking mic again.
[7:32 - 7:36] I may not have continued on this journey that I started.
[7:36 - 7:44] But let me tell you right now, my family means everything to me.
[7:44 - 7:52] And I want to repay them by making it, doing what I love to do with my fucking music.
[7:54 - 7:57] And quite honestly, I'm sick of being held back.
[7:57 - 8:03] I'm sick of being held back by these fucking trolls.
[8:03 - 8:15] I'm sick of the bad reputation they outgained because of these fucking idiots.
[8:19 - 8:25] You know, you guys, you fucking trolls. Like, who's this one in the chat right here?
[8:25 - 8:33] 90 Scrunch Rock. Dude, let me tell you right now, motherfucker.
[8:33 - 8:45] The real Philogies, the real motherfuckers that have seen me, like, let's see, CIA, rec.
[8:49 - 8:53] Lomantic, AKA Violet. My friend, Violet.
[8:53 - 9:04] Reckington. Ignomantic. My own brother, Sean. AAA games.
[9:04 - 9:15] People who have actually sat down and watched me bust my ass, doing live recordings,
[9:16 - 9:23] busting my ass, creating music and then recording and doing what I need to do.
[9:23 - 9:30] You don't see the work that goes into it. These motherfuckers know how hard I fucking work.
[9:30 - 9:36] These motherfuckers have supported me since day one.
[9:36 - 9:42] They see the hard work that I put in. They see what I go through. They see the fucking struggle.
[9:42 - 9:51] And let me tell you right now, just the other day,
[9:51 - 9:56] I had motherfuckers that don't even fucking know me from a fucking hole in the wall.
[9:56 - 10:03] Actually, comment and get things on my music when I sent it to them on Facebook.
[10:03 - 10:10] 20 different fucking people in a group that I was in on Facebook actually enjoyed my music.
[10:10 - 10:15] You want to know why? Because I stand out. I'm different.
[10:15 - 10:24] Like, yes, I may look different. So what? I got a fucking bald head.
[10:24 - 10:29] I'm fucking balding. My hair's going to the sides. So fucking what?
[10:29 - 10:37] That shouldn't fucking matter. What should matter is my motherfucking music.
[10:38 - 10:43] Maybe if you actually shut your fucking mouth for five seconds
[10:43 - 10:48] and actually take a listen to my fucking music and the message that I'm putting out,
[10:48 - 10:54] maybe you'll actually understand where the fuck I'm coming from.
[10:54 - 11:02] Because quite honestly, I'm sick of being held back by you punk ass motherfucking trolls.
[11:02 - 11:09] I'm sick of it. You guys don't decide my fate, motherfuckers. I decide my fate.
[11:09 - 11:15] I'm not going to be held back by you punk ass. One of these fucking tough guys
[11:15 - 11:21] sitting there on a goddamn keyboard talking shit. I'm sick of it, man.
[11:21 - 11:29] Hell, just this morning I had so many messages that I didn't even know until today.
[11:31 - 11:36] I fucking, you want to know what happened this morning? This morning I opened up my Facebook,
[11:36 - 11:39] got a message request from some random person I don't even know.
[11:39 - 11:44] And you know what they said? They said I'm maybe 30 years old.
[11:44 - 11:50] But my voice, I could go somewhere because I sound like I'm in my 20s.
[11:50 - 11:58] Some random dude that I don't even fucking know said that sound
[11:59 - 12:03] so good that I actually sound like I'm younger than I actually am.
[12:03 - 12:08] And that my music actually has a very good message behind it.
[12:08 - 12:17] So you tell me that's not a goddamn sign that I don't deserve to be something.
[12:24 - 12:29] You're telling that's not a goddamn sign that I fucking don't deserve a shot.
[12:29 - 12:41] I'm sick of being fucking held back. I'm tired of it.
[12:41 - 12:51] Like I said, I want to leave a legacy of good shit behind. Not bad, negative crap.
[12:51 - 13:05] And yes, I get it. Some of you guys are gonna have your fucking opinions about me.
[13:05 - 13:12] And that's okay. You can have your opinion about me. I don't care.
[13:12 - 13:21] But when you take it from the point of it being an opinion to wanting to fucking ruin my life,
[13:22 - 13:27] all because I look different from you, that's where we have a fucking problem.
[13:27 - 13:31] So what? I look fucking different.
[13:31 - 13:43] This is me. This is me right here, motherfuckers. I look fucking different. So fucking what?
[13:45 - 13:51] So what if I look different than you guys? So fucking what? Who cares if I don't have
[13:51 - 14:00] hair on top of my fucking head? Who cares if I look weird? Who gives a fuck?
[14:00 - 14:07] Because at the end of the day, real fans ain't gonna give a fuck about how I look.
[14:09 - 14:16] The real fans ain't getting fuck about what I look like. They're gonna give a fuck about
[14:16 - 14:29] my music and what I can do. So all y'all stupid ass motherfuckers that I want to sit there and
[14:29 - 14:37] judge me based on my looks and not my fucking music and the message behind it, y'all sons of
[14:37 - 14:46] bitches can fuck off and kiss my goddamn ass. Because every single song I put out is about my
[14:46 - 14:56] life. There's a saying that Ryan O Church said a while back that is very fucking true.
[14:56 - 15:00] You can't write a song, you don't live.
[15:03 - 15:10] Because if you write a song you didn't live through, if you write a song about a life that
[15:10 - 15:17] you didn't live, you're a lifespan of music's gonna be that fucking long. And you can't fucking
[15:17 - 15:23] free roam it. You can't wing it like artists do that have actually gone through real shit.
[15:23 - 15:30] So when I talk about in my songs, when I talk about being on the edge of suicide,
[15:30 - 15:37] when I talk about waking up being depressed, when I talk about holding a fucking gun to my
[15:37 - 15:42] head and having a knife in my throat, I'm actually going through that shit. I've actually
[15:42 - 15:54] done that shit. I've actually dealt with that shit. So every single song I put out is a reflection
[15:54 - 16:06] of my life and where I've been through my entire fucking life. And yes, unlike others,
[16:06 - 16:13] I actually speak on that other artists won't speak about. I talk about the shit that most
[16:13 - 16:21] artists are afraid to talk about. I openly talk about my suicide attempts. I openly talk about
[16:21 - 16:28] my depression. I openly talk about my anxiety and the shit that I've gone through. Why? Because
[16:28 - 16:36] I want my music to be that music that somebody can fucking listen to and be like, Oh shit,
[16:36 - 16:44] this dude actually gets what I'm going through. I want my music to make a statement. I want my
[16:44 - 16:54] music to leave a mark for the next generation. I want my music to stand out from everyone else's.
[16:54 - 17:04] I want my music to be different. I want my music to make people think before they go off
[17:04 - 17:12] and attack, make you fucking think before you do something. My music is meant to make
[17:12 - 17:18] the fucking bully sink. What if I push this person to do this? Are they going to do this?
[17:18 - 17:21] What if I continue to bully them? Are they going to do this?
[17:21 - 17:30] My music is for that kid that sits alone in the back of the goddamn classroom,
[17:30 - 17:36] feeling like nobody gives a fuck. My music is for that girl that walks home from school
[17:36 - 17:42] with cuts on her goddamn wrist because motherfuckers want to sit there and bully her and push her to
[17:42 - 17:52] the fucking edge. My music is for that kid that sits alone in his room, crying his eyes out
[17:52 - 17:59] because his fucking parents are fighting so bad that he wants to run away. My music is for that
[17:59 - 18:08] kid who gets bullied in school so bad every day that he wants to end his life. Those are the
[18:08 - 18:16] people that my music is for. My music is for the outcast, the weirdos, the freaks, the people like
[18:16 - 18:29] myself who y'all motherfuckers in society deem different and not worthy. I do music. My music
[18:29 - 18:34] is for those that feel like they aren't good enough, for those that get outcasted by society,
[18:34 - 18:41] for the fucking weirdos, the freaks, the people that say, "Oh, this guy over here looks weird."
[18:41 - 18:47] Y'all guess what? That motherfucker you're calling weird? That's the motherfucker I do it for.
[18:47 - 18:57] I don't do it for you fucking pussies that want to judge. You can sit there and say that I suck
[18:57 - 19:02] all you fucking want, but I don't see you sitting down in the fucking booth recording.
[19:02 - 19:09] I don't see you putting out songs about your real life. I don't see you writing songs to fucking
[19:09 - 19:16] help people. All I see are you stupid ass motherfuckers sitting behind a goddamn computer keyboard
[19:16 - 19:23] being a fucking keyboard wall. No one likes you. You did this so no one likes you. You fell for
[19:23 - 19:29] this troll. You fell for this pedal troll so no one likes you, blah, blah, blah. Nah, motherfucker.
[19:29 - 19:40] Get over yourself. Get the fuck over yourself, man. My music isn't for everyone, motherfuckers.
[19:40 - 19:47] My music is for those that are outcasts, for people that society deem unworthy.
[19:47 - 19:55] Those are the motherfuckers that I do it for. The fucking weirdos, the freaks, the strange ones,
[19:55 - 20:05] the odd ones, the crazy creepy motherfuckers. I do it for that dude that's sitting there in a fucking
[20:05 - 20:12] emo outfit with skinny jeans and a t-shirt blaring fucking suicide silence and cradle of filth
[20:12 - 20:19] and getting judged. I do it for that weird gothic dude who goes to school wearing makeup
[20:19 - 20:26] and black fingernails looking weird as fuck. I do it for the fucking weaves, for the fucking otaku
[20:26 - 20:31] and the anime nerds that go to school dressed up as their favorite fucking anime characters
[20:31 - 20:38] and get bullied because of it. Those are the motherfuckers that I do it for. I don't do it
[20:38 - 20:48] for the mainstream bitches that want to judge other people. I do it for the weirdos and the
[20:48 - 20:56] outcasts, the people that feel like they don't have someone to turn to. I want my music
[20:56 - 21:04] to be able to help people. I want people to be able to, you know, when they feel like they're
[21:04 - 21:11] alone and they ain't got nobody, I want my music to be able to tell them, "Hey, you're not alone.
[21:11 - 21:16] You got somebody here who has gone through this shit. Who knows what it's like to be where you are."
[21:16 - 21:26] Those are the motherfuckers that I do it for. I don't do it for you mainstream bitch-ass pussies
[21:26 - 21:33] who sit up on the fucking internet and go, "Oh, let me troll this guy. Let me do this. Let me do
[21:33 - 21:38] that now, motherfucker. I don't do that shit for you pussy-ass little faggots."
[21:38 - 21:49] Like I said, I may be weird. I may look fucking different. I may look strange to you.
[21:49 - 21:57] Yes, I may look like one of the people from Hills have eyes, but so fucking what? At the end of the
[21:57 - 22:04] day, it's not about the goddamn looks, it's about the fucking music and the message behind it.
[22:04 - 22:18] It's about the message behind the fucking music. And yeah, I'm fucking pissed, man,
[22:18 - 22:24] because one, I already proved I'm not a fucking pedo. I done proved that shit a million times
[22:24 - 22:32] over to y'all, so I don't know why the fuck y'all... But, I'm laughing. Because to me,
[22:32 - 22:38] it's funny that y'all are still calling me that when I done proved your fucking asses wrong.
[22:38 - 22:39] I love it.
[22:39 - 22:48] I love the fact that y'all say that shit because it reminds me every day
[22:48 - 22:50] that I get to prove y'all motherfuckers wrong.
[22:50 - 23:08] But what I am angry about is that y'all motherfuckers that want to attack me hate so bad.
[23:08 - 23:13] You hate me so bad all because I look different from you.
[23:13 - 23:18] They don't do anything to keep me from reaching my goals.
[23:18 - 23:27] And let me ask you this, where is that fair to me? Where is that fair
[23:27 - 23:32] that doesn't look different from you? You have a right to keep me from doing what I want to do.
[23:32 - 23:38] Where is it fair that you keep me from my fucking goals? Where do you have that right?
[23:38 - 23:42] Where do you have that right to keep somebody that looks different
[23:42 - 23:47] from doing what they want to do with their life? Where do you have that right?
[23:48 - 23:54] Where is it fair that people like myself who look different and look weird
[23:54 - 24:01] are the ones that get shit stolen from us? We get our dreams taken away and smashed on
[24:01 - 24:08] and then we're not able to do anything. Where is that fair?
[24:08 - 24:12] How for that matter, where is that even right?
[24:16 - 24:18] Where is that even okay?
[24:18 - 24:24] I would I would seriously like to know this
[24:24 - 24:30] because I said a lot of y'all motherfuckers that are up in the chat you're just looking
[24:30 - 24:36] to start drama. A lot of y'all motherfuckers that are up in the chat right now doing fucking
[24:36 - 24:41] troll shit. Something isn't just fucking trolling, you're being stupid and petty.
[24:41 - 24:44] You're looking for a reason to start trouble.
[24:44 - 25:01] That's all you guys are doing, you're looking for a reason to start shit. That's all it is.
[25:01 - 25:11] Matter of fact, let me play you guys a brand new song
[25:12 - 25:18] that I just released a little bit ago on my music profile. Now if you guys would like to check out
[25:18 - 25:28] my music on my music YouTube channel or my channel for my music, link is in the description.
[25:28 - 25:51] Why is it that every night when I go to sleep, I just want to die?
[25:54 - 26:04] Every night when I close my eyes, all I see is a memory of you. I don't care about everything
[26:04 - 26:17] that you fucking don't believe, I don't understand that why. The day you had to attack me, judge me,
[26:17 - 26:28] name me, break me, criticize and abuse me. I just want to get away from all of those.
[26:28 - 26:36] Maybe I should take the knife, put it to my fucking throat and do my life. Maybe then
[26:36 - 26:43] all this pain and suffering will fucking end and I should move over my life.
[26:46 - 26:57] Why is it that I'm always going to attack and move by? Everyone in society always wants
[26:57 - 27:05] to look back and funny and judge me. That's why I just fucked up.
[27:16 - 27:26] I don't understand why. I can't get rid of the agony of this pain and suffering
[27:26 - 27:35] that have been through us. Crippling down so we may feel like some work lost.
[27:35 - 27:42] Like I'm fucking nothing. God damn this fucking hurts and isn't right.
[27:43 - 27:55] I don't understand why I am doing it now because this kind of thing is really in the eyes then.
[27:55 - 28:04] The love that you're taking, stabbing, stabbing, cuss at night.
[28:06 - 28:15] Do you really want me to have my life for no again? I've got the fucking knife to my neck
[28:15 - 28:24] that you put in me. May just put my throat down and everything. Because of all of you I've gone
[28:24 - 28:35] suicide on my mind every day and night. And I can't even get away from my life.
[28:35 - 28:46] Watch this. Hey look we got troll calling. Ah son of a bitch.
[28:46 - 28:53] Oh well. I guess it wasn't important because they just hung up.
[28:53 - 29:01] Yes it wasn't important because they just hung up on me. Oh well.
[29:01 - 29:17] Oh no here we go. Let's get these trolls.
[29:17 - 29:24] Hello. What's wrong with your head dude? What's wrong with your face bitch?
[29:24 - 29:48] No let's fucking get it. How many motherfuckers you know can do this?
[29:52 - 29:56] Now I want your guy's honest opinion man. This one's for all the real fucking fans
[29:56 - 30:13] out there that do this for me. How many motherfuckers do you know that can do what I'm about to do?
[30:18 - 30:32] Why is it that every day and night you want me to talk in my head. Can I just tell the end of the
[30:32 - 30:45] long chat? Because I'm not my just one inside. And I don't understand how you can judge that
[30:45 - 30:56] I'm telling you baby. What the fuck is the prank we got? This is the right amount.
[30:56 - 31:08] I don't understand why you have to be a fucking bitch and you're less kind of lying.
[31:09 - 31:26] You think that you know why not like I do? All I know is that you're the kind of everyone that you
[31:26 - 31:40] like. You're the end of suicide every day and night. I always say those are the ways that I can
[31:40 - 32:05] die. God, I just want this pain to wake. So I can't let my life go up to the heavens in the sky.
[32:08 - 32:25] Maybe then I can take it by. To this dark and evil world that I'm facing. Nobody understands the
[32:26 - 32:40] pain that I deal with every day. It's not the violation of my life every day and night.
[32:40 - 32:57] Wish you might go away. God, I just want to fucking die. God, go to the heavens in the sky.
[32:58 - 33:17] Get off my phone or the motherfucker can die. You're so sick of suicide.
[33:22 - 33:46] God how many motherfuckers do you know that can scream over a low sounding low tempo hip-hop beat?
[33:47 - 33:57] Oh look, we got another fucking bitch calling. Hello? Hey faggot bitch, hey go fuck yourself.
[33:57 - 34:09] Don't fuck yourself pussy. But for real man, how many motherfuckers do you know
[34:09 - 34:18] that can fucking do that? For real, how many motherfuckers you know can scream over a goddamn
[34:18 - 34:26] hip-hop beat like that? Watch this, y'all. Go fuck yourself, bitch.
[34:26 - 34:36] Now y'all motherfuckers see why I belong in a goddamn recording studio. Now y'all see why I
[34:36 - 34:45] fucking deserve my shot. Now y'all see why I need to be doing this shit. I'm sick of being held back
[34:45 - 34:56] by all y'all, man. I'm sick of being held back by you fucking pussies. I'm sick of being held back
[34:56 - 35:06] by you fucking haters. I'm sick of being told what I can and can't do. My life ain't in your hands,
[35:06 - 35:14] man. My life ain't yours to control. I'm not some fucking video game character, bitch.
[35:14 - 35:19] I'm not no goddamn video game character that you give fucking control.
[35:23 - 35:27] If you're hearing a judge, go fuck yourself.
[35:27 - 35:38] I'm sick of it, man. I'm sick of all you fucking trolls acting like, "Oh, I can control this guy."
[35:38 - 35:44] Bitch, you can't control shit. Worry about yourselves.
[35:44 - 35:52] Stop worrying about me. Worry about your goddamn selves. Worry about your life, not mine.
[35:53 - 36:01] Because my life ain't your goddamn business. What I do outside of this fucking screen,
[36:01 - 36:10] what I do with my life, whether I decide to go into doing my artwork full-time, whether I decide
[36:10 - 36:15] to get a fucking bullshit 9-5 job, or whether I decide to go after my fucking music career,
[36:15 - 36:32] ain't your goddamn business. It's mine. Hello? Man, get the fuck out of here, fucking thing.
[36:32 - 36:41] Hello? Where's your mom, bitch? Where's your mom, bitch?
[36:42 - 36:52] For real. I'm fucking sick of this shit, man. Like I said, dude, y'all don't control my life.
[36:52 - 36:56] I control my goddamn life.
[36:56 - 37:05] Y'all pussy-ass little faggots want to sit there and run your mouth about me? Well, guess fucking
[37:05 - 37:14] what? Time to fight back, bitch. Y'all can't handle when I fight back, can ya? Y'all can't
[37:14 - 37:20] handle the fact that this motherfucker actually fights back, can you? No. Because how do you
[37:20 - 37:27] motherfuckers sit behind a goddamn computer keyboard and play judge? You try to play God.
[37:30 - 37:36] That's all you guys try to do. Y'all motherfuckers that hate and want to judge,
[37:36 - 37:43] y'all motherfuckers got a goddamn God complex, bitch. You ain't God. You can't judgment me.
[37:43 - 37:50] You ain't my mama. You ain't my daddy. You don't get to decide what I do with my life.
[37:50 - 37:57] I get to decide what I do with my life. And let me tell you, I'm not going to sit there and be
[37:57 - 38:02] held back by a bunch of fucking wannabe music artists thinking that they're hot shit when
[38:02 - 38:11] really they're fucking trash. Y'all motherfuckers want to sit there and judge me? Well, go ahead
[38:11 - 38:18] and judge me all you want, motherfuckers. But at the end of the day, you guys don't fucking decide
[38:18 - 38:26] my fate. I decide my fate. I decide what to do with my life. I ain't your goddamn video game
[38:26 - 38:34] character, bitch. You don't control where I go, what I do. I do whatever the fuck I want to do,
[38:34 - 38:44] regardless of what you fucking think. So y'all stupid ass little fucking idiots that think you
[38:44 - 38:58] can control me. Go with you, man. Y'all don't control me. I control me, bitch.
[38:58 - 39:10] I control my life. And by the way, it's all y'all fucking trolls.
[39:12 - 39:19] Get the fuck off the internet and quit being lazy. For real. Y'all ain't doing nothing but
[39:19 - 39:26] sitting out here talking shit. So watch y'all quit being fucking lazy and quit being a bunch
[39:26 - 39:33] of fucking morons acting like you're tough shit because, dude, y'all motherfuckers that act like
[39:33 - 39:42] you're tough shit, really, you're not. You're really not tough shit. You're really not the
[39:42 - 39:51] badasses that you make yourselves out to be. You're really not. You're just a bunch of fucking
[39:51 - 39:59] losers running their fucking mouths talking shit. That's all you're doing. Y'all a shout out to
[39:59 - 40:10] Andrew C. What's good? And like I said, I'm proud to be weird. Oi, I am proud to stand out. I'm
[40:10 - 40:16] proud to be a fucking freak. I'm proud to be a weirdo. I'm proud to be the motherfucker that
[40:16 - 40:23] y'all stare at. Because let's face it, man. Love me or hate me, you guys still fucking watch me.
[40:23 - 40:32] You're still entertained by me. Face it. Why don't you just face it? Nothing you can do
[40:32 - 40:36] will ever fucking break me. Nothing you do will ever destroy me.
[40:36 - 40:44] So y'all fucking pussies that think you're gonna get in my way and stop me,
[40:44 - 40:47] y'all can fucking kick rocks and go the fuck somewhere else.
[40:50 - 40:56] Because I came here to do one fucking thing. I came here to do one fucking thing, dude.
[40:56 - 41:02] And that is to make my fucking dreams of making a music for my fucking family
[41:02 - 41:08] of reality. And I'm not gonna be held back by you motherfuckers anymore. I'm done.
[41:19 - 41:24] And let me tell you, I'm not backing down or bouncing down to no motherfucking body.
[41:24 - 41:33] You wanna know what I'm doing? I'm grabbing my fucking dreams and I'm running with it.
[41:33 - 41:38] I'm grabbing legs by the motherfucking neck, sinking my goddamn teeth in, biting that
[41:38 - 41:44] motherfucking head off, and showing people that I'm not bowing down. And then I got the gut,
[41:44 - 41:51] and then I got the fucking grit to do what I got new to fucking making. I don't care if I gotta
[41:51 - 41:57] do like I used to do when I first started in music. I don't care if I gotta go two, three,
[41:57 - 42:04] four, five days with no sleep and a shit ton of coffee just to get there. I'll do whatever the
[42:04 - 42:10] fucking takes to get there. I don't give a fuck. I don't care if I have to lose sleep over it.
[42:10 - 42:22] I don't care what I have to fucking do. Because at the end of the day, I'ma do me.
[42:22 - 42:26] Y'all trolls, stay the fuck in your own lane.
[42:26 - 42:30] And quit trying to fucking ruin shit.
[42:30 - 42:36] Because I'm not bowing down to you motherfuckers anymore.
[42:39 - 42:43] I'm gonna do my music. Now if you do want to support me,
[42:43 - 42:46] and you do want to help me get a legitimate record deal,
[42:46 - 42:51] and I'm not talking some fake ass one that you guys make up, I'm talking about an actual
[42:51 - 42:57] record label. If one of y'all wants to actually help me with that, by all means, go for it.
[42:57 - 43:05] By all means, if you do genuinely and truthfully and honestly do want to help me get somewhere,
[43:06 - 43:12] by all means, you're more than welcome to help. But if you're here to control me,
[43:12 - 43:15] that piss off, hit the rug, kick rocks.
[43:15 - 43:27] Because I came here to do one thing, and that's make sure my family never has to struggle again,
[43:27 - 43:32] and that I can give back to my family what they've given to me all these years.
[43:39 - 43:46] I owe my family everything. And I'm only doing what's right by trying to do
[43:46 - 43:52] what I can to give back to those that gave to me.
[43:55 - 43:59] That's all I'm here to do. Make money off my fucking music,
[43:59 - 44:01] and give back to those that have given everything to me.
[44:03 - 44:06] And if you can't fucking get behind that, then I don't know what to tell you.
[44:09 - 44:14] But if you're fucking with me, I appreciate you. If you're not, well, hit the fucking rug,
[44:14 - 44:19] kick fucking rocks and go somewhere else. Because I ain't got no goddamn time for that shit.
[44:21 - 44:28] I got no time for bullshit. I only got time for two things, music and money.
[44:30 - 44:35] Those are the only two things I got time for, music and motherfucking money.
[44:35 - 44:39] I got no time for you little bitch ass haters.
[44:41 - 44:44] Let me tell you right now, from now on,
[44:46 - 44:54] There's only two things I'm about, my fucking music and my fucking money and making shit happen.
[44:58 - 45:01] I ain't about that fucking bullshit that y'all are on.
[45:05 - 45:10] I'm here to do two things, get that money and get that record deal from my family.
[45:12 - 45:16] So if you're fucking with me, what up? If you ain't, piss off.
[45:22 - 45:29] Cuz like I said, if it ain't, let me tell you all right now, I'm gonna quote one of the lines
[45:29 - 45:34] from my brother and mentor, Koda Oda's song, Rock City.
[45:35 - 45:38] If it ain't about money, then it's dumb as fuck.
[45:42 - 45:44] I'm all about my pizza, the small sound.
[45:48 - 45:49] And that's facts.
[45:51 - 45:53] He's the same way how I am.
[45:55 - 46:02] He's about his money and he was about his fucking money and about those that fucked with him.
[46:02 - 46:09] He was about his fucking money and helping those out that he saw as family,
[46:09 - 46:12] people like myself who he believed in.
[46:13 - 46:14] And that's how I am.
[46:15 - 46:19] Why do you think every time my brother Bradley puts out a brand new fucking song,
[46:19 - 46:22] I always check it out live on stream.
[46:25 - 46:28] Like, bro, why do you think I'm always on Facebook,
[46:28 - 46:31] checking out other artists, showing them love,
[46:31 - 46:36] showing other digital artists like myself who do creepy and weird artwork?
[46:36 - 46:38] Why do you think I show them love?
[46:38 - 46:42] Why do you think I have my fucking art shop up and running for y'all, man?
[46:43 - 46:47] Which yes, I will be posting my art shop link on my channel on here.
[46:49 - 46:52] So y'all can go pick up some dope ass fucking merch.
[46:52 - 46:56] Y'all can go pick up some dope ass Oddworld artwork merch.
[46:58 - 47:02] So like I said, man, I'm done with the bullshit.
[47:03 - 47:07] If it ain't about fucking money or you ain't gonna give me a fucking record deal,
[47:07 - 47:08] I don't wanna hear.
[47:09 - 47:12] If it's about negativity, I don't need it.
[47:16 - 47:18] Like I said, there's only two things that I'm about.
[47:20 - 47:24] My money and a fucking record deal to help my family.
[47:24 - 47:26] That was the only two things I'm about.
[47:27 - 47:31] So if you wanna fake shit, get the fuck out of here.
[47:31 - 47:32] I got no time.
[47:38 - 47:40] But shout out to all the real OGs that fuck with me, man.
[47:43 - 47:48] Now, for those wondering about Oddworld Art Shop,
[47:48 - 47:51] yes, I did restart my art collections.
[47:51 - 47:56] I did pick back up on my Oddworld Art series.
[47:56 - 48:00] I did pick back up on my Nightmare Art series.
[48:00 - 48:03] And yes, I am putting out some dope ass merch for you guys
[48:03 - 48:10] that actually contain the Nightmare Art series that you guys that support me enjoy.
[48:20 - 48:21] Wait, what?
[48:21 - 48:23] What about Heather Norway fans?
[48:31 - 48:40] Actually, dude, I don't do that paint by number shit, bro.
[48:42 - 48:43] I don't do that shit.
[48:43 - 48:46] You might, you might do that, DJ.
[48:46 - 48:48] You might do that paint by number shit, but I don't.
[48:50 - 48:51] That ain't me.
[48:52 - 48:56] I do real creepy, dark, weird art that people enjoy.
[48:59 - 49:02] Hell, crack joints seem my work.
[49:02 - 49:04] CGC is seeing my shit.
[49:04 - 49:06] GG, I don't want to see my shit.
[49:09 - 49:11] Violet see my shit, Marty see my shit.
[49:11 - 49:16] So yeah, I'm a real fucking artist at more ways than one.
[49:16 - 49:22] And like I said, if it ain't about money, then y'all can miss me with that shit.
[49:22 - 49:22] I'm gone.
[49:25 - 49:29] But if it is about money and you want to talk business, we can talk business.
[49:32 - 49:37] If you're, if you're legitimately for real and you want to talk business,
[49:37 - 49:39] hell, we can talk money, man.
[49:39 - 49:40] Let's talk fucking money.
[49:44 - 49:50] If y'all want to fuck with me and you want to help me get somewhere, let's go.
[49:53 - 49:56] Because if there's two things, if there's one thing I might not have,
[49:56 - 50:00] I might not have money, but I'll tell you one thing right the fuck now.
[50:02 - 50:05] I've got more talent in my little fucking pinky than most
[50:05 - 50:10] people have in their whole goddamn body, straight up.
[50:10 - 50:16] Not only do I do dope ass fucking dark, creepy artwork that people fucking love,
[50:16 - 50:21] but I also do dope ass music that can relate to people.
[50:24 - 50:26] So yeah, I got shit going for me.
[50:26 - 50:29] I got shit that I can fucking do.
[50:29 - 50:34] So like I said, if you're fucking with me, hit me up on Discord.
[50:34 - 50:36] Hit me up on Facebook.
[50:36 - 50:38] Let's talk fucking money.
[50:38 - 50:39] I'll make a deal with you.
[50:39 - 50:45] We'll talk business, whether it's with my artwork or whether it's with my music.
[50:45 - 50:46] I don't care which.
[50:50 - 50:53] If you want to talk about getting my artwork out there the right way
[50:53 - 50:57] and getting in front of the right people to where you can get into the gallery
[50:57 - 51:01] and not to make money from it, fuck yeah, let's talk business.
[51:01 - 51:06] If you want to promote my fucking art shop and help me bring in real fucking money off it,
[51:06 - 51:07] fuck it, let's do it.
[51:07 - 51:10] I'm gay, let's go.
[51:10 - 51:13] And if you want to give me a fucking record deal,
[51:13 - 51:18] a legitimate record deal or have a connection to a very real record label,
[51:18 - 51:22] fuck it, man, let's do it.
[51:22 - 51:24] Let's fucking get that money, dude.
[51:24 - 51:28] But all I know is I'm about my fucking business
[51:28 - 51:31] and I'm not gonna be some fucking pushover
[51:31 - 51:33] that y'all cowards can push around no more.
[51:33 - 51:38] Now, if y'all do want to hit me up on Discord,
[51:38 - 51:42] I'm more than willing to send you guys my art shop point.
[51:42 - 51:47] Because if y'all can help me bring in that fucking money, let's do it.
[51:47 - 51:50] Let's fucking get it.
[51:50 - 51:57] So from here on out, no more fucking bullshit.
[51:58 - 52:00] No more haters coming at me.
[52:00 - 52:03] No more negativity.
[52:03 - 52:05] No more troll negativity.
[52:05 - 52:10] Only positivity and fucking business and money up in here.
[52:10 - 52:12] Ain't nobody got no time for that negative shit.
[52:12 - 52:14] - Yeah? - Yeah.
[52:14 - 52:20] Peace.
2021-5-22 my agony (Song)

2021-5-22 my agony (Song)

[0:00 - 0:27] I see you in my mind every day and night. I get a raise of all of you from my mind and it's kinda like you stare me in the fucking eyes knowing that I got this pain deep inside of me.
[0:27 - 0:48] You won't let me be free from all this agonizing pain that you have fucking put on me. Please, can you just break me free? Let me go. Get the fuck away from me. It's not you that I fear.
[0:48 - 1:15] When I see you, I see everything that you don't know me. You took me in a dark place, namely look like a bad guy and left in my fucking face. But the truth is you are nothing more than a disgrace of everything that you do. You think this is the beginning.
[1:15 - 1:35] But the truth is it's the end for you. I don't know what to do. I wake up in a cold sweat every night. I see these demons running through my head. Goddamn this isn't right.
[1:35 - 2:00] Why is it that I can't get away from everything that you've done to me over the years? You've faced all this fucking blame on me. Now I feel I'm not the bad guy. When I'm not, you're the bad guy. You're the one that victimized me.
[2:00 - 2:28] Faced all this hatred and this fucking blame on me. Now you can't stand to even look at yourself in the fucking mirror. All you see is a person that's so fake. You are nothing more than a disgrace to everything that you do. Everything you stand for.
[2:28 - 2:57] This falls. You're nothing more than a false prophet, a false god. Now you think that everyone should bow down to your feet. But the truth is nobody bow down to you or your feet. All you do is push away those that are close to you.
[2:57 - 3:26] For a little bit of revenge and you know it's fucking true. I don't understand why you can't just leave me be and get the fuck away from me. I truly don't understand what did I do to deserve all this hate that you put me through.
[3:26 - 3:43] [MUSIC]
[3:43 - 3:46] (upbeat music)
2021-5-22 Late night recording session

2021-5-22 Late night recording session

[0:00 - 0:08] I'm not sure what to do with this, but I'm not sure what to do with this.
[0:08 - 0:12] Let's see what I can do with this.
[0:12 - 0:28] I'm not sure what to do with this.
[0:28 - 0:32] What up guys?
[0:32 - 0:52] What's up y'all? How is everybody this evening?
[0:56 - 1:00] What the fuck is that?
[1:00 - 1:04] I'm not sure what to do with this.
[1:04 - 1:40] Let's see what we can do with this.
[1:40 - 1:44] Whatever.
[1:44 - 1:52] See ya dude.
[1:52 - 1:56] Deuce is weirdo.
[1:56 - 2:00] But before I start this recording sesh,
[2:00 - 2:04] I want to make something very clear
[2:04 - 2:08] to the group.
[2:08 - 2:12] I want to make something very clear here to the group
[2:12 - 2:16] on YouTube known as The E-Migas.
[2:16 - 2:20] Y'all are stupid for believing I'm a fucking pedophile.
[2:20 - 2:24] See what
[2:24 - 2:28] de-
[2:28 - 2:32] what de-validates
[2:32 - 2:36] your argument and makes your
[2:36 - 2:40] argument invalid is this.
[2:40 - 2:44] A real pedophile goes after kids
[2:44 - 2:48] actively. I don't actively chase after kids.
[2:48 - 2:52] I fell for a fucking troll.
[2:52 - 2:56] It was a fucking troll. The person was of age.
[2:56 - 3:00] So therefore your argument
[3:00 - 3:04] is invalid. Pointless.
[3:04 - 3:08] Give it up. You fucking E-Nigga guys
[3:08 - 3:12] are nothing more than trashy fucking trolls.
[3:12 - 3:16] Your shit trolls. So get over it.
[3:16 - 3:32] I'm proud to be fang-faced bitch.
[3:32 - 3:36] I'd rather be
[3:36 - 3:40] fang-faced than a pussy any day.
[3:40 - 3:50] Like I said, I've improved
[3:50 - 3:54] that I'm not a fucking pedophile. So if y'all are going to take that
[3:54 - 3:58] pedophile shit and roll with it, take it somewhere else.
[3:58 - 4:02] Don't bring that shit over here. Take it somewhere else man.
[4:02 - 4:06] For real. Take that fucking idiotic fucking troll shit
[4:06 - 4:10] somewhere else bro.
[4:10 - 4:24] I'll just start bawking all y'all's. I don't care.
[4:24 - 4:28] I'm legit bawking.
[4:28 - 4:32] Why you fucking pussies man? I don't give a fuck.
[4:32 - 4:36] I got nothing but time anyway.
[4:36 - 4:50] Yo, Brandy what up?
[4:50 - 4:54] Yo spooky tuning, what's up man?
[4:54 - 5:00] But like I said man,
[5:00 - 5:04] yeah I fell for a troll. That doesn't make me a pedophile.
[5:04 - 5:08] Okay? If I were chasing after little fucking kids
[5:08 - 5:12] actively then yeah that would. But I don't.
[5:12 - 5:16] I fell for a fucking troll.
[5:16 - 5:20] So
[5:20 - 5:24] in hindsight and in all honesty, y'all's argument about
[5:24 - 5:28] me being a pedo is invalid.
[5:28 - 5:32] The real terminology is this. Okay? That term has not changed.
[5:32 - 5:36] A real pedophile chases
[5:36 - 5:40] after little kids actively. If you take a look
[5:40 - 5:44] at my Facebook, at my YouTube,
[5:44 - 5:48] and even my public history, I don't chase
[5:48 - 5:52] after little kids.
[5:52 - 5:56] Okay? So quit with the bullshit.
[5:56 - 6:04] Hey! Street Fighter fan, what's good? Love it.
[6:04 - 6:08] Huge fan of Street Fighter. Huge fan.
[6:08 - 6:20] So like I said man,
[6:20 - 6:24] all you fucking trolls, your argument's invalid.
[6:24 - 6:28] It's pointless.
[6:28 - 6:36] So I don't understand why y'all fucking idiots
[6:36 - 6:40] are continuing on.
[6:40 - 6:44] Whatever dude.
[6:44 - 6:48] E-niggas are a bunch of fucking weirdos.
[6:48 - 6:54] I'm not to do with me.
[6:54 - 6:58] You know what I say to the e-niggas?
[6:58 - 7:02] Kick rocks bitch.
[7:02 - 7:06] I got no time
[7:06 - 7:10] but you make a bullshit.
[7:10 - 7:22] So kick rocks man.
[7:22 - 7:26] Kick, kick, kick, kick.
[7:26 - 7:50] I'm so lonely, broken,
[7:50 - 7:54] down inside.
[7:54 - 7:58] Every day I feel like someone
[7:58 - 8:02] wants me to die.
[8:02 - 8:10] Dude, is this even taking on my voice? No the fuck it's not.
[8:10 - 8:14] Dude, what the fuck? I see why, hold on, I kind of fuck that out.
[8:14 - 8:18] Let's go. Four,
[8:18 - 8:22] and then record.
[8:22 - 8:36] Alright we're good.
[8:36 - 8:40] Oh yeah.
[8:40 - 8:52] Every day I walk
[8:52 - 8:56] this earth alone.
[8:56 - 9:00] And I'm broken
[9:00 - 9:04] down, don't know where to come.
[9:04 - 9:08] I'm so lost
[9:08 - 9:12] on this time.
[9:12 - 9:20] Please, can someone
[9:20 - 9:24] help me?
[9:24 - 9:28] Break the chains off of me.
[9:28 - 9:32] Help me to become
[9:32 - 9:36] the me that I used
[9:36 - 9:40] to be.
[9:40 - 9:44] Please can someone bring me free?
[9:44 - 9:48] Get rid of the chains
[9:48 - 9:52] of agony left on me.
[9:52 - 10:00] I don't know what I'm doing,
[10:00 - 10:04] I don't know where I'm going, so
[10:04 - 10:08] lost in confusion, broken down inside.
[10:08 - 10:16] It's kind of like my mind is
[10:16 - 10:20] telling me to continue to
[10:20 - 10:24] fight, but I don't want to
[10:24 - 10:28] fight anymore, so
[10:28 - 10:32] I get this endless war.
[10:32 - 10:40] I'm so sick of this bloodshed,
[10:40 - 10:44] deep within my heart.
[10:44 - 10:50] At the time I'm in the dark feeling like
[10:50 - 10:54] I'm falling apart,
[10:54 - 10:58] so I can't save
[10:58 - 11:02] me.
[11:02 - 11:06] Please can someone rescue me
[11:06 - 11:10] from the pain and the
[11:10 - 11:14] agony that I'm doing.
[11:14 - 11:20] Please can someone break the chains
[11:20 - 11:24] of agony.
[11:24 - 11:28] Please can someone break me
[11:28 - 11:32] out of this mental
[11:32 - 11:36] prison that I'm stuck in every day.
[11:36 - 11:44] I don't know what to do anymore,
[11:44 - 11:48] so lost in confusion.
[11:48 - 11:52] I don't know what to do.
[11:52 - 12:16] Alright, so now that I have a baseline
[12:16 - 12:20] for the vocals, I just need to add a plugin
[12:20 - 12:24] picker, which will be very simple actually.
[12:24 - 12:34] Whatever dude.
[12:34 - 12:38] Y'all are so stupid with the troll shit man, I swear.
[12:38 - 12:42] Y'all act so fucking retarded.
[12:42 - 12:46] Who is this one? Yo.
[12:46 - 12:50] Yo.
[12:50 - 12:54] Ooh, there we go. That is nice.
[12:54 - 12:58] How many times do I have to go?
[13:06 - 13:12] Ooh, yeah.
[13:12 - 13:18] Please can someone save me
[13:18 - 13:24] I'm all alone in the dark, don't know
[13:24 - 13:28] where I'm going.
[13:28 - 13:32] Don't know where to start.
[13:32 - 13:36] Everything you did now
[13:36 - 13:40] is what's inside my
[13:40 - 13:44] shattered and broken
[13:44 - 13:48] on a broken town inside.
[13:48 - 13:56] How can I make myself better
[13:56 - 14:00] on the inside always?
[14:00 - 14:04] Feeling like I
[14:04 - 14:08] wanna die.
[14:08 - 14:20] What the fuck?
[14:20 - 14:24] No one really understands what it's like
[14:24 - 14:28] to be
[14:28 - 14:32] still like your dead inside.
[14:32 - 14:36] I'm so
[14:36 - 14:40] fucking scared, so lost, so
[14:40 - 14:44] dead, wandering through the
[14:44 - 14:48] shadows of my life.
[14:48 - 14:52] I don't know
[14:52 - 14:56] what to do anymore, is this
[14:56 - 15:00] the source of life that I'm really
[15:00 - 15:04] meant for?
[15:04 - 15:08] I don't know if I can
[15:08 - 15:12] take this pain
[15:12 - 15:16] anymore, it's not the same
[15:16 - 15:20] as before.
[15:20 - 15:24] I don't understand why
[15:24 - 15:28] I can't leave this
[15:28 - 15:32] toxic life behind.
[15:32 - 15:40] Please can someone help bring me out
[15:40 - 15:44] of this toxic environment
[15:44 - 15:48] that I'm stuck in.
[15:48 - 15:52] I don't know
[15:52 - 15:56] what to do anymore.
[15:56 - 16:00] Always ending up in tears
[16:00 - 16:04] on the floor because
[16:04 - 16:08] of what you've done.
[16:08 - 16:16] Now God knows that you
[16:16 - 16:20] don't so much run to me
[16:20 - 16:24] and I
[16:24 - 16:28] don't know what to do anymore.
[16:28 - 16:40] Oh come on dude, this level of studio is just getting annoying.
[16:40 - 16:44] Wow.
[16:44 - 16:56] Y'all are so stupid, man.
[16:56 - 17:08] Man, I swear to God, man, y'all are stupid as fuck, bro.
[17:08 - 17:12] Grow the fuck up, man.
[17:12 - 17:20] For real, dude, y'all need to grow the fuck up.
[17:20 - 17:24] Sometimes they want fucking children, dude.
[17:24 - 17:28] For real.
[17:28 - 17:32] Oh,
[17:32 - 17:44] I haven't told the truth many times over, bro.
[17:44 - 17:52] Right, I fucking needed that. It felt good too, man.
[17:52 - 17:56] Here's the thing.
[17:56 - 18:00] Here's the thing, Raz. I have fucking...
[18:00 - 18:04] I have actually spoken the truth.
[18:04 - 18:08] I have come out about it. Have you not watched my livestreams?
[18:08 - 18:16] And no, I'm not going to give out the cops, man.
[18:16 - 18:20] Because that's not my place to do so.
[18:20 - 18:24] [silence]
[18:24 - 18:46] Like, for real, I don't spoke the fucking truth.
[18:46 - 18:50] So, whatever.
[18:50 - 19:10] Y'all motherfuckers want to keep calling me a pedo.
[19:10 - 19:14] I'll just keep blocking your asses. I have zero issue with that.
[19:14 - 19:18] I have no issue blocking
[19:18 - 19:22] people that want to sit there and continue shit.
[19:22 - 19:30] I've been telling the truth. I wrote my wrong, dude.
[19:30 - 19:34] Like, y'all fucking morons need to let shit go.
[19:40 - 19:44] What do you got down?
[19:44 - 19:52] It's fucking ridiculous what you guys do, dude.
[19:52 - 20:08] Like, no, for real, it really is ridiculous what you guys do.
[20:08 - 20:12] It's stupid. Like, grow up, I wrote my wrong.
[20:12 - 20:16] Let me live my fucking life in peace, man.
[20:16 - 20:20] For real, let me do me and live my life in peace.
[20:34 - 24:20] [singing]
[24:20 - 24:26] Yeah, I need to redo those. Like, I've got the pattern of the vocals down. I shouldn't even get it.
[24:26 - 27:50] [singing]
[27:50 - 27:58] Alright, I do need to bring that one vocal at the very end.
[27:58 - 28:02] Back this one just a little bit.
[28:02 - 28:06] Not much, just a little bit.
[28:12 - 28:16] Let's slice it right out to that.
[28:16 - 28:34] Perfect.
[28:34 - 28:38] Alright, here we go, guys.
[28:38 - 28:54] Sit there right there, pull the chair out.
[28:54 - 29:06] Oh, don't worry, we're not losing this community.
[29:06 - 29:10] I'll be damned if I let this community...
[29:14 - 29:20] I'll be damned before I let this community die, man.
[29:20 - 29:26] I'll be damned before I let this community die, bro.
[29:26 - 39:26] [singing]
[39:26 - 39:34] Almost there.
[39:34 - 41:02] [singing]
[41:02 - 41:16] Alright, so that's done.
[41:16 - 41:26] Alright, so we're doing this and we're done because this shit's about to get fucking loud.
[41:26 - 43:38] [sighs]
[43:38 - 43:52] Alright, now let's turn these back on and let's do the next one.
[43:52 - 45:34] [sighs]
[45:56 - 46:00] Okay, I know where to take this one.
[46:00 - 46:06] I know exactly where to take this one.
[46:06 - 46:14] [sighs]
[46:38 - 46:42] I'll do a little bit of editing, but that's fine.
[46:42 - 46:50] Let's do that like a 10 second jump.
[46:50 - 49:24] [???]
[49:24 - 49:40] Alright, I'll just show you some ideas.
[49:40 - 57:42] [???]
[57:42 - 58:18] [????]
[58:18 - 58:20] Peace.
2021-5-22 a 2nd Chance

2021-5-22 a 2nd Chance

[0:00 - 0:28] This isn't going to be a very long video, but I do want to reach out to the company
[0:28 - 0:35] that I used to work with, that my good friend Enar does still work with.
[0:35 - 0:47] The first thought, let me say that I'm sorry about what I did and what had happened. There
[0:47 - 0:57] was no excuse for it. And I shouldn't have been so stupid to fall for what I fell for.
[0:57 - 1:13] But I cannot say over the last few weeks there were a lot. And I have done a lot of growing
[1:13 - 1:27] and a lot of thinking. I mean, I've learned a lot. The police, about a week after everything
[1:27 - 1:38] had happened, the police came down here to speak with me and they could have arrested
[1:38 - 1:46] me and they had every right to and every reason to. But instead of arresting me, they gave
[1:46 - 1:57] me a very fair warning to not do it again or I would be arrested next time. It was
[1:57 - 2:13] literally like a three hour conversation with them. And about two days after that, I was
[2:13 - 2:27] ready to kill me because of what had happened and what went down. And that really put the
[2:27 - 2:34] fear in me. That really put it into perspective for me to show that I don't need to be doing
[2:34 - 2:47] this crap. And I understand that if you guys do give me a chance, I do understand that
[2:47 - 2:53] you guys might feel a certain way about me for a while. And that's very understandable.
[2:53 - 3:08] But you guys can even ask Enoch for yourself. Ever since Enoch has known me, people have
[3:08 - 3:15] hated on me just because I look different, because I look weird to them. People have
[3:15 - 3:24] always hated on me just because. And a lot of the times I don't understand it myself.
[3:24 - 3:29] A lot of the times I don't understand why they hate me myself. Sometimes I question
[3:29 - 3:41] why they hate me. But I have actually gone to counseling. I know a lot of you guys that
[3:41 - 3:48] are in the chat right now are probably trolling. But there are some of you in there that are
[3:48 - 3:55] legit. And for those of you that don't know, I have been doing online therapy sessions
[3:55 - 4:01] once every few days. And I've been doing really well. I'm doing a lot better than
[4:01 - 4:15] what I was. And to the rest of Enoch's team, I just want you to know that if you guys
[4:15 - 4:21] do give me a chance, I'm willing to knuckle down. I'm willing to do what I need to do
[4:21 - 4:40] to make shit work. Yeah, I'm willing to do whatever it takes to knuckle down and do
[4:40 - 4:51] what I need to do. Shout out to Violet, what's good. But I also have been talking to my brother
[4:51 - 4:58] Sean recently as well. Quite a bit actually. Quite a bit I've been talking to him almost
[4:58 - 5:12] on a daily basis. And he's taught me a lot. And he's even shown me a lot that you take
[5:12 - 5:24] the biggest names in the world. Take the biggest names in the world. Like Steve Jobs,
[5:24 - 5:39] Donald Trump, Tesla, Henry Ford. Some of the biggest names in the world have made mistakes
[5:39 - 5:52] in their life. Some of them way worse than what I've done. But you know what they did?
[5:52 - 5:58] They learned from their mistakes and they grew from it. They learned from their mistakes
[5:58 - 6:08] and they never made them again. And one thing that my brother Sean taught me is this. You
[6:08 - 6:17] can either let someone's opinion about somebody that you know ruin what you're trying to
[6:17 - 6:33] build or you can ignore others opinions and keep that person in your circle. Now, like
[6:33 - 6:42] I said, I know that what I did was wrong. But as I said, I've learned my lesson and
[6:42 - 6:57] I've dealt with my punishment. I've lost friends because of what I've done. I've had my life
[6:57 - 7:11] put in very serious danger. And I've learned my lesson. I've learned to not do that again
[7:11 - 7:16] and to not fall for a troll like that again. Because I also did learn something about
[7:16 - 7:23] the person that trolled me. They do have a history of doing stuff like this and they
[7:23 - 7:32] have gone to jail for stuff like this in the past and point as well. And this is what
[7:32 - 7:40] I'm about to say does depend on if you guys give me a second chance or not. Do you really
[7:40 - 7:49] think that a year from now, two years from now, four, five, eight years from now, we
[7:49 - 7:58] won't have time to worry about these people that judge me, that want to troll me? No.
[7:58 - 8:09] We won't have time for it because we'll be too busy making money doing what we love.
[8:09 - 8:22] So the way I see it, we can either let these people continue to judge me and continue to
[8:22 - 8:37] shut me down or we can get back on the page that we were on and get back to making games.
[8:37 - 8:43] Or back to proving these people wrong because I don't know about you guys but I'm ready
[8:43 - 8:53] to work. I'm ready to bust my ass and do whatever you guys need me to do. I'm willing to do
[8:53 - 8:59] whatever I need to do to get back to where we need to be and I can understand that you
[8:59 - 9:05] guys might feel a certain way about me for a while and that's understandable. I don't
[9:05 - 9:20] blame you for that. But I do hope that when you guys see this video, I do hope that you
[9:20 - 9:28] guys take into consideration what I've said and I hope that you guys are willing to give
[9:28 - 9:36] me a second chance. Because like I said, some of the biggest names in the world have done
[9:36 - 9:50] very fucked up things. Very fucked up things. But look at what they did. They learned from
[9:50 - 10:07] their mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes. No one's perfect. We all make mistakes. But it's
[10:07 - 10:17] our choice to either let those mistakes define who we are or rise above it and back themselves
[10:17 - 10:30] from it. I mean, I'm choosing to better myself from it. I want to work. And something that
[10:30 - 10:42] I do want to bring up is not only am I doing this because I am sorry, because I truly
[10:42 - 10:53] am sorry. But over the next four to five months, my stepdad is going to be going into many
[10:53 - 11:00] major surgeries back to back. Over the course of the next four to six months, he's going
[11:00 - 11:09] to be going into major surgeries back to back to back. And we're not going to be able to
[11:09 - 11:20] do anything. We're not going to have an income at that time. And you know, stuff for me
[11:20 - 11:31] is at a standstill at the moment, so I'm not really able to do anything. So if you guys
[11:31 - 11:40] are going to give me my job back and help me create an income for my family and help
[11:40 - 11:49] keep me on the right track, I'm willing to bust my ass. I'm willing to work and do whatever
[11:49 - 11:59] you guys need me to do, whether it's the simplest things I was promoting, sound engineering,
[11:59 - 12:08] whatever you guys need me to do. I'm willing to work as hard as you need me to work. Every
[12:08 - 12:21] day, every night, all day, all night. Whatever it is you need me to do, I'll do it. Thank
[12:21 - 12:34] you guys for watching this, and I hope that you guys will seriously think about this and
[12:34 - 12:42] hopefully we can get back on the page that we were at and begin working again. Thank
[12:42 - 12:48] you. Peace.
2021-5-23 new style and sound recording session

2021-5-23 new style and sound recording session

[0:00 - 0:20] What's up you guys it's your boy so tonight I'm actually gonna be doing something a little
[0:20 - 0:28] bit different. I actually discovered a new vocal style of it I want to test out and see
[0:28 - 0:33] what you guys think. I've got a beat already prepared well and it's not all
[0:33 - 0:56] prepared I should say. So we are going to prepare this track and get some
[0:56 - 1:03] ideas first off. I got some ideas here run through my head for the instrumental
[1:03 - 1:11] some skin dry quick got a few ideas on how they do their vocals and see what
[1:11 - 1:29] I can do with it. Hey Captain G what up?
[1:29 - 1:36] Black water, no water, now I'm stuck in the air screaming cuz my town's running now
[1:36 - 1:42] Four, two, six, ten, ten, five, one, I told you not to play my game
[1:42 - 1:49] Four, two, six, three, six, five, one, now, more
[1:49 - 2:18] [Music]
[2:18 - 2:44] four, two, six, ten, ten, five, one, I told you not to play my game
[2:44 - 2:52] Four, two, six, three, ten, five, one, now, more
[2:52 - 3:22] [Music]
[3:22 - 3:48] [Music
[3:48 - 4:12] [Music]
[4:12 - 4:29] Here I am coming for your heart. You are the baby. You cannot know baby, cannot know baby.
[4:29 - 4:44] Come on baby, I have no reason that you can't sleep at night. I have the reason that you can't sleep at night.
[4:44 - 5:05] I have the reason for your death. I have the reason for your death. I have the one that can come and kill you. What are you gonna do?
[5:05 - 5:23] You want a baby, baby? Come on baby, you know that you cannot sleep at night. You will never get out alive.
[5:23 - 5:45] Go ahead, run. Go ahead, nine. I will be the one that, the one that did not. Go ahead, run. Go ahead, nine.
[5:45 - 6:06] If I did you will, you would never get out alive. You want to run, but you cannot. You want to run, but you cannot.
[6:06 - 6:22] You want to run, you want to hide, but you know that you will never get out alive.
[6:22 - 6:47] Go ahead, run. Go ahead, nine. You know that I'm gonna be the one that did not lie, so you may as well stay away from me.
[6:47 - 7:10] I'm not the one that you can't and run. You want a baby, you want to kill me and escape from me, but you know that I'm always the kid in the dark,
[7:10 - 7:18] when you run around the corner, ready to kill you, serve you, serve you more without your heart.
[7:18 - 7:36] This is not a soul. Drink on your blood, because you know that I'm the moderate one.
[7:36 - 7:48] Go ahead, run. Go ahead, and I'll give you my try if you want to, but you know you'll never leave here alive.
[7:48 - 8:03] You want a baby and get away. Don't think for a minute that you can escape.
[8:03 - 8:13] Don't think that you can get away.
[8:13 - 8:27] On your soul and your flesh, I will live when I rip off your skin.
[8:27 - 8:42] I will use them for a brand-new cold, but I will wear a row down on your soul.
[8:42 - 9:00] I will feast and hold the taste of the dead and the dying and the deceased.
[9:00 - 9:16] Go! Run if you want, run a little way, try if you want to get away.
[9:16 - 9:34] You as well run and hide, because you are going to be my next victim tonight.
[9:34 - 9:49] You are my next victim of my next meal tonight.
[9:49 - 10:14] Now I know the voice sounded a little weird, but check this out.
[10:14 - 11:38] You as well run and hide, try if you want to get away.
[11:38 - 12:04] You try to run, you try to hide, but you know, you're gonna die tonight.
[12:04 - 12:14] You try to run, you try to hide, you know that you can escape my chances and die.
[12:14 - 12:32] Go and run, go and hide, because you know that your life is mine today tonight.
[12:32 - 12:49] Now let's do a short sample of this here, how it sounds.
[12:49 - 13:13] It's a little bit of a hard work, but it's a little bit of a hard work.
[13:13 - 16:06] Go and run, go and hide, try if you want to get away.
[16:06 - 16:34] You try to run, you try to hide, but you know that you can escape my chances and die.
[16:34 - 16:55] Go and run, go and hide, because you know that your life is mine today tonight.
[16:55 - 17:08] Go and run and hide, you can escape my chances and die.
[17:08 - 17:37] Go and run, go and hide, try if you want to get away.
[17:37 - 17:53] You can escape and you can run, you can hide, your life will be mine tonight.
[17:53 - 18:07] Go and run, go and hide, try all your life, go and run, go and hide, scream for your life,
[18:07 - 18:13] go and run, scream for your life.
[18:13 - 18:38] You can not escape my trap tonight, go and run, go and hide.
[18:38 - 19:06] You will reign, made in the dark, when you're done, I will face you on your own.
[19:06 - 19:21] I am here, looking in the dark, you know that you can escape.
[19:21 - 19:43] Yes I am, a little bit insane, go and run, go and hide, you know that you're gonna take,
[19:43 - 20:11] you're like the nine, yeah, go and run, go and hide, you can escape the dark and evil
[20:11 - 20:36] that's inside, go, run, hide, you better run before I come and take another night.
[20:36 - 20:59] Your life is mine, you can run or I deny, run, get away, be pointless, give it a sign,
[20:59 - 21:27] because on age 10 children would have done their right, run, hide, get away.
[21:27 - 21:56] Run, hide, get away, be boring, give it a sign, you are mine.
[21:56 - 22:21] You are mine, you are mine, you are mine, get away, get away, get away, get away.
[22:21 - 22:46] You are mine, you are mine, you are mine, you are mine, get away, get away, get away,
[22:46 - 37:38] get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get away,
[37:38 - 37:49] get in, deep inside you feel the same way, too.
[37:49 - 38:16] I want to taste you on my lips, tear you into bits, I hate you, I want to get on through
[38:16 - 38:35] your skin, I love you, I love you, I can never get in your home, deep inside you feel
[38:35 - 38:57] the same way too, I want to taste you on my lips, I want to taste you on my lips,
[38:57 - 39:27] tear you up, upside down, skin you dry, tear you down, hang you up, upside down,
[39:27 - 41:36] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[41:36 - 42:10] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[42:10 - 42:35] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[42:35 - 42:55] I love you, I love you, I love you,
[42:55 - 43:19] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[43:19 - 45:13] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[45:13 - 46:17] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
[46:17 - 52:09] I love you, I love you, I love you,
[52:09 - 52:37] I love you, I love you,
[52:37 - 53:33] I love you, I love you, I love you,
[53:33 - 54:57] I love you, I love you,
[54:57 - 55:25] I love you, I love you, I love you,
[55:25 - 58:37] I love you, I love you,
[58:37 - 60:03] I love you,
2021-5-23 I am Evil (Song)

2021-5-23 I am Evil (Song)

[0:00 - 0:05] [music]
[0:05 - 0:07] You try to run.
[0:07 - 0:11] You try to out.
[0:11 - 0:16] You know now.
[0:16 - 0:19] You first try.
[0:19 - 0:24] I'm a dynamite.
[0:24 - 0:27] You got your sound now.
[0:29 - 0:33] You think that you can run.
[0:33 - 0:41] I heard you fell on the line.
[0:41 - 0:45] I am not.
[0:45 - 0:50] But I'm in the limits of your mind.
[0:50 - 0:57] Can't run.
[0:57 - 1:00] It's not your fault.
[1:00 - 1:03] But I will.
[1:03 - 1:06] Please don't know me.
[1:06 - 1:10] Tell me what's mine.
[1:10 - 1:13] Can't you?
[1:13 - 1:17] Let run.
[1:17 - 1:21] Please don't know me.
[1:21 - 1:24] Show up in strength.
[1:24 - 1:26] Please don't know me.
[1:26 - 1:29] It's not your fault.
[1:29 - 1:34] Use your eyes.
[1:34 - 1:38] Yes, all the time.
[1:38 - 1:41] You might fall.
[1:41 - 1:45] So don't fight.
[1:45 - 1:48] And I won't.
[1:48 - 1:51] In your blood.
[1:53 - 1:56] Still I know why.
[1:56 - 2:00] I will trust.
[2:00 - 2:03] Yes, I don't know it.
[2:03 - 2:09] Take your life.
[2:09 - 2:12] And I don't know it.
[2:12 - 2:17] Can't you tell me what's mine?
[2:17 - 2:20] Well, let's try.
[2:22 - 2:24] You're the one.
[2:24 - 2:28] You're the number one.
[2:28 - 2:31] And I'm not.
[2:31 - 2:40] You can't run.
[2:40 - 2:44] You're the one.
[2:44 - 2:47] How do you feel?
[2:47 - 2:51] You're not.
[2:52 - 2:54] Don't hurt me.
[2:54 - 2:57] You won't.
[2:57 - 3:01] Don't they not?
[3:01 - 3:04] You can't run.
[3:04 - 3:08] You're not mine.
[3:08 - 3:14] As your events are mine.
[3:14 - 3:17] I am the one.
[3:19 - 3:44] You're the one.
[3:44 - 3:47] Don't hurt me.
[3:47 - 4:14] You're the one.
[4:15 - 4:21] Dr. J.M.O.I.
[4:21 - 4:25] Stop
[4:25 - 4:32] Go and run
[4:32 - 4:39] Take your threats
[4:39 - 4:45] Your life
[4:45 - 4:48] Time to take it on your life
[4:48 - 5:11] Take it on