Cyraxx Videos

[0:00 - 0:04] I can't stand it, how did you get on modder? There's only one person that can do that, Cyraxx.
[0:04 - 0:08] I thought I had you modded, my guy.
[0:08 - 0:11] Oh shit. What's up, Cyraxx?
[0:11 - 0:32] Hey Marty, what's up man? Yo, I see you on a senior stream, dude, and I came on here to give you a bit of advice, dude, because I see what you're going through and I've been in that situation just like you're in right now, which is the fact that you're being manipulated by people like Tangerine Cat and Schnuckle Cat, dude, and you don't need that, man.
[0:32 - 0:38] You don't need that manipulation in your life. I see what's going on, I see through that shit.
[0:38 - 0:49] No, Tangerine, hold up, you're a manipulative piece of shit, Tangerine, you know it. You manipulate Marty into your little freaking plans and I'm done watching him go through that shit.
[0:49 - 0:58] So Marty, if I were you, I'm going to tell you just like anybody else would say, I'm going to tell you like you're real friends, people like me, even people like Jamie would tell you she was still here.
[0:58 - 1:09] Get the fuck away from people like that, man. You don't need that shit in your life. You don't need people like Tangerine Cat or Schnuckle Cat in your life because all they're doing is holding you back, bro.
[1:09 - 1:21] You need to get the fuck away from that shit and actually have real people like my friend Manic and people like myself and help even my brother Sean, who actually see what's going on.
[1:21 - 1:32] You need to get the fuck away from these people, dude. This shit ain't good for you. It's time.
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[0:00 - 0:11] Hey, I'm Marty, what's going on? Hey Cyraxx, how's it going tonight? I enjoyed your cover show earlier tonight.
[0:11 - 0:29] Funny thing is, I wasn't really a cover show, I just did like one cover, like the rest were like actual songs I've been working on for like the last freaking week, week and a half now, but yeah it was fun. Yeah, and I got on there, it feels good to be trying to, you know, jump back into things.
[0:29 - 0:57] Yeah, there's like a slight echo I think, but there it goes, alright. Seems to be, how does it sound now? That's good, that's good, that's good. Alright, good, you think it's fair because like you said, there was an album and I was like, everything good? No, you're good, yeah, I think, I mean, I definitely think your new writing is definitely progressive because, I mean, there's new elements to it.
[0:57 - 1:27] I was surprised, I was definitely, I thought. Oh yeah, absolutely, you know, like I said, you know, it feels good to kind of, you know, come back from, you know, such a long break and kind of, you know, jump back into things and like I said, I've sent people a couple of the songs I had recorded previously over the last couple of months and they were like, dude, like this is really freaking good, like, I love this, so I'm like, alright, you know, since we all like this style,
[1:27 - 1:56] I'll run with this, like, but yeah, like, I got told about what's going on and honestly, dude, like, like I told you earlier, you know, there's really not much I do other than just be myself really, and I heard about the comments about nabbing me and Heather, and it's all you guys out there that, you know, want to try to get someone like Heather, and trust me, you don't want that.
[1:56 - 2:26] Well, yeah, you're trying to do that, dude, like, it will end badly. I have to promise you that the first Heather I got with a lot of people don't know this, but the first Heather I got with actually sat down and hit on my best friend, Jake, while me and him were hanging out back in the backyard just catching up just before that time, yeah, like, it was about five years before me and him had ever, you know, like, really hung out.
[2:26 - 2:56] Since high school, up to that point, so he was over here hanging out when now we were catching up, she comes out there, and me and him were talking and she jumped in, we started talking. And I don't know where this came from, but literally out of nowhere, right in front of my fucking face, she lied, and she literally told him she was like, you know, like, if I wasn't dating him, I would date you in a heartbeat, and I'm just like, me and him looked at her like, and then we would date him.
[2:56 - 3:02] We would date each other, and she really just fucking say that, like, what the fuck?
[3:02 - 3:04] - Right in front of you.
[3:04 - 3:20] - Oh yeah, like, it was a fucked up situation, and like, me and him, like, me and him look back at it now, and like, we do laugh about it now because it was kind of stupid, but at the same time, we're just like, what the fuck?
[3:20 - 3:36] - And I already know where this is going, like, a lot of people want to know, how do I deal with these, you know, longest, you know, these long distance relationships, and honestly, I'll admit, it's not, it's never easy, 'cause, you know, like-
[3:36 - 3:42] - It seems like you make up for it by paying a ton of attention, you know, and making up-
[3:42 - 4:12] Oh, absolutely. You know, and that's, you know, that's just how, you know, I, like, I can honestly say, you know, like, it's not something that, you know, I just like, do or, you know, had somebody teach me. That's just, you know, who I am, who I am as a person. Like, when I'm with somebody, I don't sit there and put on this front, like, some guys will do. It'll be like, oh, look at me. I'm, I got this much money. I got this. I got that.
[4:12 - 4:41] Yeah, blah, blah, blah, yada, yada, yada. It's like, dude, get the fuck out of here with that shit. Like, get the fuck out of here with that overrated garbage. Like, I flat out tell people right from the jump, like, hey, this who I am. I'm not perfect. This is, you know, the living situation that I'm in. I do help out my family. I do, you know, how to take care of, you know, my parents and whatnot. And yada, yada, yada.
[4:41 - 5:11] Yeah, and I think women with kids, you know, they see you taking care of your family. And I think that they really admire. So I think it says, well, that's right, you know, and that's the one thing that especially over the last few weeks with everything that's gone down with the whole, you know, not trying to bring up any bad blood, the whole shit, right? You know, like I said, you know, with that
[5:11 - 5:40] situation, you know, there has, you know, come that stigma of, you know, oh, he doesn't need to be around kids, yada, yada, yada. But as all y'all that do say that y'all don't see me when I'm around, you know, my nieces and nephews. And when I babysit my nieces and nephews on almost a weekend basis, you know, for my friends and family and whatnot, like, I actually
[5:40 - 5:47] enjoy kids and like and I tell people this every time cuz it's true you know like I'm not a like
[5:47 - 5:54] yeah obviously I'm a godfather to you know one of my best friends and his kids but you know they're
[5:54 - 6:00] still young they're gonna be fine like they're younger than me shit they're probably gonna out
[6:00 - 6:09] with my ass but like you know like I've always you know I definitely have you know always wanted
[6:09 - 6:16] you know kids of my own because I see you know people like you know my brother Sean and his wife
[6:16 - 6:23] Christine I know they're you know possibly trying for a child and then you know see my friends
[6:23 - 6:28] that even our parents you know it's like it's one of those scenes where it's like it's really
[6:28 - 6:35] cool to see that to see you know these young kids that a lot of people say are like oh these kids
[6:35 - 6:42] are too young to have parents dude Mitch Lucker the lead vocalist who passed away in 2012 he was
[6:42 - 6:48] the lead vocalist for the heavy metal band Suicide Silence you know what he did he brought his
[6:48 - 6:53] daughter on tour with him and when he first had his daughter and he had to leave her at home
[6:53 - 7:01] because of how young she was sure he went from being that rowdy crazy you know go as fast as you
[7:01 - 7:07] can you know no car was fast enough no thing was ever quick enough for him he constantly wanted to
[7:07 - 7:13] you know get that rush he wanted to go faster but as soon as he had his daughter
[7:13 - 7:19] um even if they were on the tour bus he would always be like yo slow the fuck down I got a
[7:19 - 7:26] daughter at home like I'm trying not to die before we get to where we need to get to and
[7:26 - 7:35] that's that's how I am like if I'm with somebody and you know they do have kids you know I do
[7:35 - 7:41] try to you know treat those kids as my own flesh and blood because I know what it's like to not
[7:41 - 7:46] have a dad around my dad was never around my dad was always as you know a lot of people know my
[7:46 - 7:53] dad was military he was always you know he was always working on bass you know never really
[7:53 - 8:00] home that much like he was there but he wasn't there if that makes any sense yeah like he was
[8:00 - 8:07] there typically but like he wasn't there to be you know that father figure that you know some
[8:07 - 8:13] of my teachers became to me over the years when I was in school so I know it's like to not have
[8:13 - 8:18] that father figure and that's why you know whenever I'm with somebody if they do have
[8:19 - 8:24] you know kids I did and I know a lot of people would give me shit because of it hell even um
[8:24 - 8:32] even prison likes giving me shit over this that's why when I was with um in the recent heather you
[8:32 - 8:39] know I saw her kids as you know my own because I know what it's like to not have that father
[8:39 - 8:45] figure and that's that's just how I am like I'm that kind of person that you know I try to put
[8:45 - 8:53] others before myself which is why and I know I get shit for you know being at home and helping
[8:53 - 9:00] out my family and you know a lot of that like I said is due to you know the unfortunate situation
[9:00 - 9:06] that you know having with my grandparents and my older brother and stuff but even if that didn't
[9:06 - 9:13] happen I'm the kind of person that you know like I said I put family first you know and you you
[9:13 - 9:19] can clearly see it in a lot of my videos where you know if my family is calling my name I'm
[9:19 - 9:23] putting down whatever the fuck I'm doing I'm going down to see what's going on or help out
[9:23 - 9:30] or do whatever that's just the kind of person I am like yeah and when I'm with somebody don't sit
[9:30 - 9:35] there and I know a lot of you guys are guilty of this and even I'm guilty of this to a certain
[9:35 - 9:43] extent but the reason I do is because it gets brought on to me like I don't sit there and you
[9:43 - 9:50] know run around and you know cheat and do this and that and the other like you know if it comes
[9:50 - 9:56] down to like with the lava situation like with the lava situation how I found out she was being
[9:56 - 10:03] dishonest and you know not being a good person then yeah I'll obviously you know confront them
[10:03 - 10:08] on them but I'll also be like yo like I'm not about to fucking deal with this because I've
[10:08 - 10:14] done been in enough bad relationships to last me a fucking lifetime like I don't need that shit
[10:14 - 10:21] like matter of fact I was just talking to one of my friends about this the other day and they were
[10:21 - 10:28] like um you know it's crazy like you're such a good person but yet so many people walk all over
[10:28 - 10:36] you and so many people treat you like shit like what fuck like why do you one why do these people
[10:36 - 10:43] treat you like shit and two like why is it that every girl you get with treats you like shit and
[10:43 - 10:49] then they turn around and then it's funny because it's kind of true what they said they're like you
[10:49 - 10:56] know what your problem is I was like what and they're like you have a fucking bad fucking habit
[10:56 - 11:03] for attracting these fucking girls that are fucking psychotic as fuck you need to get away
[11:03 - 11:11] from that shit and actually find somebody that will actually treat you right not doing this
[11:11 - 11:18] psychotic bullshit and you know it's down to earth you know like yeah why don't you say your most uh
[11:18 - 11:26] four psychotic exes are oh that's a tough one there because I've had a few psychotic ones
[11:26 - 11:33] um there was one that actually did live here um in Ohio she was out of I want to say
[11:34 - 11:39] uh trying to think what city she was from I know she's here in Ohio she can't remember what
[11:39 - 11:45] yeah you don't even like it was like it was right before the first heather too which was
[11:45 - 11:51] funny it was right before her um I do know that the girl's name was Bridget but she was when she
[11:51 - 11:59] was actually legally psychotic like like she actually had the fucking papers to prove that
[11:59 - 12:08] she was a legit mental case and like as soon as she went back home I was like nope I'm not
[12:08 - 12:13] dealing with that I don't want to wind up going to sleep at night and wake up with a fucking
[12:13 - 12:20] knife to my goddamn throat no thank you I will pass all right so yeah we got Bridget uh
[12:22 - 12:29] well let's see Bridget uh definitely candle definitely candle obviously for obvious reasons
[12:29 - 12:39] like we've all seen what candles done like there's no contest in that uh third psychotic would be
[12:39 - 12:46] the one that did the abuse to me which was Rebecca she was definitely crazy as fuck well
[12:46 - 12:53] not really crazy but she was more or less you know on the darker side of you know treating
[12:53 - 13:01] someone like shit like she was definitely a third one uh fourth one's kind of a tough one
[13:01 - 13:13] number three even though like she didn't like physically show any signs of being psychotic
[13:13 - 13:22] I can honestly say that the header that I was with you know just recently because yes
[13:22 - 13:28] you know things there were times where things were good but there were also times where and
[13:28 - 13:35] a lot of people don't realize this there were times off camera where she would just treat me
[13:35 - 13:43] like complete fucking shit just complete shit so like you know and that's one thing I try to
[13:43 - 13:49] tell people and get people to understand is that you know a lot of these bad relationships you
[13:49 - 13:57] know is what led me up to be the way that I am like why I'm always so scared to get with someone
[13:57 - 14:02] right out of the gate because like you know yeah obviously you know they do want to treat
[14:02 - 14:08] me right but at the same time and this actually does lead into you know the whole long distance
[14:08 - 14:14] relationship thing because there's always that voice in the back of my head of you know what
[14:14 - 14:18] if they're doing this what if they're doing that how do you know they're not doing this and saying
[14:18 - 14:22] one thing and doing another how do you know what they're really doing and what their true
[14:22 - 14:30] intentions are and and that is you know a valid you know concern because even if it's not a long
[14:30 - 14:35] distance relationship when you've gone through the shit that I've gone through you constantly
[14:35 - 14:41] have that in your head of you know what if this what is that what if this what is that like what
[14:41 - 14:46] is this person doing this to me and it it kind of plays in your mind a bit and you know I have been
[14:46 - 14:52] you know doing things to kind of you know move past that and you know do better and kind of
[14:52 - 15:00] you know open myself back up a little bit more than what I was due to all the you know the
[15:00 - 15:06] negative bullshit that went on yeah would you say that you maybe open yourself up a little bit too
[15:06 - 15:12] much oh said at times very much yes and then I know that I know that's one thing I am
[15:12 - 15:19] guilty of to a freaking fault I know I'm guilty of but that's just you know again you know that's
[15:19 - 15:25] how I've always been like ever since I was a little kid I've always been that person that
[15:25 - 15:33] you know always wants to try to help somebody or you know like and you can even see this on my
[15:33 - 15:41] Facebook and in groups that I'm in if I see some random person you know and say say like the
[15:41 - 15:47] suicide prevention group that I'm in sure you know like you know I see somebody like saying hey
[15:47 - 15:52] you know I'm feeling like shit yada yada yada what did I do yada yada yada or like if I see
[15:52 - 15:58] something really negative I'll pop in and I'll message them personally like yo what the fuck's
[15:58 - 16:04] going on I saw your post what's up what's going on or if somebody's going through something
[16:04 - 16:09] like if one of my friends you know are going through something I'll message them right out
[16:09 - 16:13] of the gate like hey like I saw your post you know like if you ever need to talk you know
[16:13 - 16:19] I'm here because like I know what it's like to be in these certain situations because I've been
[16:19 - 16:25] in these situations just like you are you know and that's why I'm able to relate to so many people
[16:25 - 16:32] because I've gone through so much bad stuff and I've dealt with so much throughout you know my
[16:32 - 16:39] short 30 years of being here that's like if somebody you know talks about you know
[16:39 - 16:47] relationship troubles like you know what are they you know like how do they like how did I deal with
[16:48 - 16:56] you know being you know bashed on or how did I deal with you know long distance relationships
[16:56 - 17:02] and you know that you know me being scared of that person cheating on me but really they're
[17:02 - 17:07] not but in your head you're thinking it's like how did I deal with that and like and then that's
[17:07 - 17:14] a very valid question that really is a valid question and for me I don't know how I dealt with
[17:14 - 17:20] it but I just kind of you know put myself in that position and constantly you know constantly
[17:20 - 17:26] had to remind myself when they weren't doing anything I constantly had to remind myself
[17:26 - 17:33] almost daily like hey it's okay they're not doing this you know you're fine everything's good
[17:33 - 17:39] you don't have to worry like I constantly had to remind myself of that almost daily
[17:40 - 17:46] and at times like there are times where even now given everything that happened
[17:46 - 17:54] yes I'm very much more. Do you know this Katie person at all? Because I think I think this was
[17:54 - 17:59] no actually yeah what's the deal because I think it was this Katie person's I don't know if there's
[17:59 - 18:05] any legitimacy here that you're dating a South American supermodel or a beauty queen? No not even
[18:05 - 18:13] what the fuck I mean dude I even brought that up yesterday in my one livestream I was like
[18:13 - 18:19] last time I checked I'm not dating anybody last time I checked I was single as fuck
[18:19 - 18:25] like if I am dating somebody I'd like to know who this person is because obviously I've never
[18:25 - 18:33] met them I don't know them and so like what the like if that's some sort of troll ha ha ha very
[18:33 - 18:41] fucking funny like I'm not dating anyone as far as I knew like what and that's dude that's why
[18:41 - 18:46] whenever whenever Violet asked me she was like hey are you dating somebody I was like I was
[18:46 - 18:54] confused I'm like wait what like I'm lost like oh well good for Cyrax one surprised me I mean
[18:54 - 19:00] you've definitely got women and like and don't get it wrong I mean yeah I am you know obviously
[19:02 - 19:06] you know keeping an eye out and I am trying to you know move past the best I'm trying to
[19:06 - 19:11] put myself back out there and whatnot and kind of you know move past all this bad shit that I've
[19:11 - 19:16] been through but to all the trolls out there there are going to those that don't know
[19:16 - 19:23] that I'm not dating anybody you're hearing it from the horse's mouth yourself from me
[19:23 - 19:34] I'm not dating anyone single and ready single and ready to mingle right there you go and I'm
[19:34 - 19:39] telling y'all right now I will be being very careful with you guys I know how a lot of you
[19:39 - 19:46] guys like to troll me yeah ARJ I see I know what you try to do ARJ don't try no shit fuck you
[19:46 - 19:53] I know you'll try some shit so don't even try dude don't even try it I know you
[19:53 - 19:56] you got to consider
[19:56 - 20:01] that he doesn't have time to ask all of them you know sorry ask all of them for other IDs
[20:01 - 20:08] for not not necessarily IDs but their age ask for their age right exactly right exactly you know
[20:08 - 20:16] and like I said you know for me and I do agree with Sean because me and him and actually talked
[20:16 - 20:22] about this literally just a couple days ago um and he feels the same way that I feel you know
[20:23 - 20:28] like yes I could have gone to jail for the shit that went on and to a certain extent I should
[20:28 - 20:35] have but the police were kind enough to give me a warning and let me off with that warning
[20:35 - 20:40] but also at the same time my punishment came not in the form of me getting arrested
[20:40 - 20:47] but ultimately even if it was a troll or not my ultimate punishment came with you know one being
[20:47 - 20:54] humiliated uh losing a few friends because and two ultimately having my life put in danger all
[20:54 - 20:59] my family's lives being put in danger like that right there for me was more than enough punishment
[20:59 - 21:05] it kind of made me realize like oh shit like I don't need to be doing this dumb shit anymore
[21:05 - 21:11] like I need to get my shit together yeah um I know like things went south but uh do you still
[21:11 - 21:16] communicate with with Caitlyn or is she just kind of gone because I thought she and I feel bad
[21:16 - 21:23] about this because I really I felt like but ironically me and her don't even talk but that's
[21:23 - 21:30] not even necessarily either of our faults um her family kind of got in the middle of things
[21:30 - 21:37] and you know shit went bad with that and like so really like me and her don't even like
[21:38 - 21:44] talking and dude she still pissed off with the fact that I said what I said to her sister when
[21:44 - 21:49] her sister was literally going out the hinges at me and I was trying to tell her sister like yo
[21:49 - 21:55] that's goth and let me explain because her sister was just constantly going and going and going
[21:55 - 22:00] and no thanks to Kate but her sister would not shut the fuck up and let me get a word in edgewise
[22:00 - 22:05] so during that time when we were arguing I thought as far as like look you need to shut
[22:05 - 22:12] the fuck up bitch let me fucking say something you know let me explain like the actual situation
[22:12 - 22:19] at hand and you know unfortunately you know Kate's the kind of person to you know hold a grudge
[22:19 - 22:28] I never even grudge so like yeah me and him me and her no longer speak uh me and Demarco
[22:28 - 22:34] don't even really speak anymore unfortunately and dude Demarco Q's trying to get me and her
[22:34 - 22:40] back together I'm like dude no and her family doesn't like me because of what I said to her
[22:40 - 22:47] sister she's still pissed at me so there's no point dude like I appreciate what you're trying
[22:47 - 22:55] to do I appreciate that but it's like no dude like just no and plus you know matter of fact
[22:55 - 23:02] I was actually talking with uh ironically Ted and Brittany the other day and they both agree
[23:02 - 23:09] with me when I say this how do I know that Demarco isn't secretly trying to get with her
[23:09 - 23:13] while trying to hook me back up with her I ain't trying to get involved in all that
[23:13 - 23:18] shit like no I don't need that I think she was clearly into like this Kayvon guy anyways
[23:18 - 23:26] yeah like the whole thing with Kayvon like that that was definitely a very weird situation not
[23:26 - 23:31] even a lot that was definitely weird and awkward as fuck not gonna lie that was very awkward
[23:32 - 23:41] yeah but at the same time you know like I said you know and don't be wrong you know I do wish
[23:41 - 23:48] nothing but the best for her 100% I do wish yeah me too you know the best for her I like if she
[23:48 - 23:54] does find somebody hey that's cool all right so so so violent one I should ask the questions yeah
[23:54 - 24:00] so I guess like the first one would be like how do you get these women to travel across the country
[24:00 - 24:07] to be with honestly I don't even know I honestly did like all I do is I sit down and like this
[24:07 - 24:15] is how it happens every fucking I am like every time like hands down like this is what you know
[24:15 - 24:21] happens with me I don't know how it happens it just ends up like that but what happens is you
[24:21 - 24:28] know like I get with this girl you know we start talking you know we'll FaceTime each other you
[24:28 - 24:34] know and I'll introduce her to my family and whatnot and you know and like you know we'll get to
[24:34 - 24:41] you know talk and stuff and then like we'll just like randomly I don't know how it comes to this
[24:41 - 24:46] point but it's just like randomly does but it's like one of us will come up with like the idea
[24:46 - 24:52] of like hey you know what it's like you know there for a visit or what if you came down here
[24:52 - 24:58] for a visit you know we can meet each other's families like you know one week you can come
[24:58 - 25:03] down here and say and then say like a month later I can go up and visit your family for a week or
[25:03 - 25:09] whatever and that's just you know how it is and a lot of people think that there's this magic
[25:09 - 25:19] formula to you know getting with one it's like no I'm just myself like I don't sit there and
[25:19 - 25:25] like and I've noticed a lot of guys do this like not a lot but like the ones that I've ran across
[25:25 - 25:34] will do this like they'll act all macho and big and bad like you know looks matter and
[25:34 - 25:40] you know this matters and that's all right dude that's not what being in a relationship is about
[25:40 - 25:46] like yeah how do you well how do you think you're gonna look and 40 years from now when you're old
[25:46 - 25:52] as fuck like how do you do you really think looks like gonna matter at that point I don't think so
[25:52 - 25:56] yeah I would agree all right so I'm gonna go down through some of these questions here
[25:56 - 26:05] um have you ever been in a threesome no I have not okay when did you lose your virginity
[26:05 - 26:15] uh ironically I was ironically it was like literally the year before I went to jail
[26:15 - 26:21] so I was like 21 that time and it was with that bridget chick too which was weird as fuck
[26:21 - 26:30] oh be a psychotic one oh god thank god I got rid of her ass fuck and if I didn't who knows
[26:30 - 26:36] and if I didn't who knows if I'd be sitting here right now just saying all right what is the most
[26:36 - 26:45] romantic thing you've ever done for a woman oh most romantic thing hmm I can honestly say it
[26:45 - 26:50] was when and I know a lot of people know about this situation now it was when I was with my
[26:50 - 26:56] high school sweetheart that time Christina before my ex best friend Eric not Eric Scrubble but the
[26:56 - 27:04] other Eric had stepped in and did what he did um me and her had actually you know talked and
[27:04 - 27:10] I heard that you know one of her favorite bands was uh playing down at block three which if you
[27:10 - 27:16] don't know what block three is it's like this massive open area where they do like uh major
[27:16 - 27:22] concerts every year um they do a lot of free ones during the fall and whatnot and I heard
[27:22 - 27:29] that one of her favorite bands was playing so you know I was like hey you know like I hear one of
[27:29 - 27:36] your favorite bands might be playing this year and ironically it turned out they were I was like
[27:36 - 27:45] you know your favorite band that you want to see in concert is here in town right and she was like
[27:45 - 27:52] no really like what so you know I wound up taking her down there and whatnot we you know got to see
[27:52 - 27:58] the concert and whatnot and hung out and stuff and you know and we we had a nice little picnic
[27:58 - 28:04] and a nice little you know stuff going on that so that's probably one of the most honestly in my
[28:04 - 28:10] opinion one of the one of the things I've done hey now what was your first sexual experience with
[28:10 - 28:21] the girl like very first time definitely weird definitely awkward not gonna lie like you know
[28:21 - 28:27] like and I know a lot of you I know a lot of guys can relate to this because we've all we've
[28:27 - 28:32] all had our first time at some point let's be honest here like when you're in that first time
[28:32 - 28:39] like you're definitely nervous you don't know what to do yeah yeah exactly you're right it
[28:39 - 28:46] doesn't but it was definitely you know like once I got into things you know it was you know it
[28:46 - 28:51] wasn't too bad but it was still like those first few moments of like oh my god I'm nervous as
[28:51 - 28:56] fuck what do I do like just those thoughts going through my head like oh my god what do I do what
[28:56 - 29:04] do I do like it was that so yeah sure um have you ever had sex in a public place
[29:04 - 29:10] and let me guess I was gonna say yes the woods the woods right by so much way so it like
[29:10 - 29:16] I don't know if that's correct or not you might be correct you might be wrong
[29:20 - 29:28] I'm putting the filter on that one I knew it I knew it oh man I knew it I mean how good
[29:28 - 29:35] is that I knew it I knew it um all right so yeah I'm just powering through these here
[29:35 - 29:38] what would you say your biggest what was your biggest turn on
[29:38 - 29:48] I know this is gonna sound weird but I really don't fucking know like when I'm with somebody
[29:48 - 29:54] and this is the thing like call me old fashioned call me old school call me whatever you fucking
[29:54 - 30:02] want like I'm that kind of guy that when I'm with somebody and we are doing you know said things
[30:02 - 30:10] like for me there really is no turn on other than you know just being with that person and knowing
[30:11 - 30:18] that you know that person that I'm with you know is mine and I'm theirs like that that for me is
[30:18 - 30:24] kind of like the ultimate thing of like hey you know like for me like I said I'm more old school
[30:24 - 30:29] old fashioned because that's how I was raised you know when you do that kind of stuff it's like
[30:29 - 30:36] you know like that's meant for you guys like that's like something that you don't you know
[30:36 - 30:44] share with anyone else so for me that's kind of like so yeah so um okay so what is the kinkiest
[30:44 - 30:54] means you've ever done hmm that's definitely a tough one because when the last header was here
[30:54 - 31:01] like it wasn't anything too crazy like don't be thinking some crazy fucking title chain to the
[31:01 - 31:07] wall shit but because I know some of you motherfuckers out there be into that shit and I'm not
[31:07 - 31:12] judging I'm not judging because I know people that are into that shit and that's cool it's
[31:12 - 31:20] fine it's whatever you know whatever floats your boat you do you but definitely hmm there's a few
[31:20 - 31:26] things like it's like Heather definitely having me doing some not really weird things about stuff
[31:26 - 31:34] that I honestly never thought I would see myself doing to her and all whatsoever so yeah definitely
[31:34 - 31:39] I've done some weird stuff not really weird but like just felt that I never thought
[31:39 - 31:45] like she would have me do like tying her hands up and shit like that so yeah that's
[31:45 - 31:51] I've definitely done some weird stuff like that well to me at the time it was weird now it's
[31:51 - 31:56] now it's nothing it may be like some uh like choking something along those lines I'm guessing
[31:56 - 32:03] oh a little bit a little bit yeah and I know where a lot of people are gonna go with that
[32:03 - 32:07] shit I know where a lot of people are gonna go that because people have gone there with that
[32:07 - 32:14] before oh yeah I didn't know why didn't you know and she was into that kind of stuff and you know
[32:14 - 32:23] and you know it was what it was sure um so when do you think it's like appropriate to send a
[32:23 - 32:30] penis picture as far as courting a woman on the air oh that's that actually does vary like
[32:30 - 32:39] that definitely does vary person to person that's true like so for me like if we're together say
[32:41 - 32:46] and I know where a lot of people are gonna run with this I already know that because I can see
[32:46 - 32:53] the comments on my streams already going I could already see it like but for me like you know you
[32:53 - 32:59] know when I'm in an actual serious relationship and I'm not doing dumb shit like a fucking moron
[32:59 - 33:08] yeah um and you know I'd say probably for me I'd say like if you guys are together for say
[33:09 - 33:15] more than you know say four to six months and you guys are comfortable with each other then yeah
[33:15 - 33:22] sorry four to six months seems like an awful long time given your reason well yeah but like at the
[33:22 - 33:28] same time though like you know so like I said that's just me though like it also does depend
[33:28 - 33:35] you know on the situation like are you you know guys the long distance and if you are then yeah
[33:35 - 33:41] I can kind of see where that would come in at an earlier point so okay you guys are long distance
[33:41 - 33:47] you're not able to actually be together at that moment and if you guys are and if you guys are
[33:47 - 33:53] long distance you know just like you know Sean and his wife Christina are right now due to COVID
[33:53 - 33:58] and whatnot like they do still travel to see each other just like I said due to
[33:58 - 34:02] you know COVID you know they kind of have to you know be separated to all the bands
[34:02 - 34:08] and everything and whatnot and we're like you know when you're in that kind of a situation
[34:08 - 34:14] yeah it definitely you know that you know I can I can see why you would do that because you know
[34:14 - 34:19] like you know you can't physically be there with that person even though you'd like to be
[34:19 - 34:25] like you know even though you would like to be there in person you kind of can't for you know
[34:25 - 34:33] whatever you know the reason is and whatnot so yeah like I'd say like you know about a month
[34:33 - 34:38] a month and a half you know after you guys get together if you guys you know aren't able to
[34:38 - 34:45] you know visit each other for whatever reason then yeah I'd say go for it yeah um so I guess
[34:45 - 34:50] you got this fucking troll cuntbag CAO said he sent a friend of his which was you by the way
[34:50 - 34:57] let's just be honest CAO a beat-off cumshot less than 20 minutes I mean this is the
[34:57 - 35:04] who are you even talking about dude this is Chloe lock
[35:04 - 35:12] oh god yeah yeah so if you look at if you rearrange the letters here you get Chloe
[35:13 - 35:21] and then Ma you see that oh yeah I see what you're talking about now like what the fuck
[35:21 - 35:29] you know CIA what the fuck dude and like I said he like and here's the thing like
[35:29 - 35:37] when it comes to people like that oh hold on let's get rid of this you know yeah I'm just gonna
[35:38 - 35:43] oh you're fine you're fine you know you're fine dude it was just somebody on my end trying to
[35:43 - 35:51] call and I'm like yeah nope yeah and then just up there wanting to all you trolls out there
[35:51 - 35:58] I mean anybody that does want to try to pull some funny shit well I don't think for a second
[35:58 - 36:02] that when I'm doing a live stream I'm gonna answer your calls because chances are I'm just
[36:02 - 36:08] gonna ignore it and be like nope I don't know you not answering so my advice to you guys that
[36:08 - 36:14] want to do that shit to me just stop you're wasting your time yeah I mean I was just gonna
[36:14 - 36:18] number change pretty soon you know what I mean and just yeah that's actually that's
[36:18 - 36:24] ironically that's actually what I'm gonna be doing here probably around the first of the month
[36:24 - 36:29] whenever we get money I'm definitely I'm definitely getting a number change to get
[36:29 - 36:36] rid of all this bullshit like dude there was somebody that fucking tried to I guess some
[36:36 - 36:41] random dude tried to send or somebody like one of the trolls or whatever tried to set me up on
[36:41 - 36:48] Grindr and I went yeah no I literally texted that thing back I'm like stop because like you know
[36:48 - 36:53] how like it sends you a text message and it says like if you no longer want to be part of this
[36:53 - 37:00] hit stop I was like stop right the fuck now just stop yeah yeah I mean that's pretty pretty wild
[37:00 - 37:07] um I've had crazier shit happen and no no I'm not trying to bring up any bad blood here but
[37:07 - 37:18] Mari you're not you're not entirely innocent either man you've done some sneaky sneaky
[37:18 - 37:28] dude that wasn't you're sneaky that was you being a straight up asshole let's be honest
[37:28 - 37:34] yeah all right so here's another one um where is the clitoris and I know you sorry it's not
[37:34 - 37:41] the clitoris oh my god dude are you fucking dude are you guys bro what the wow
[37:41 - 37:51] oh my dude anybody with half a fucking brain can tell you that shit you fucking moron
[37:51 - 37:59] oh my god hold up bro yo yo I gotta bounce man I'm cracking up
[37:59 - 38:09] dude wait a second wait a second
[38:09 - 38:11] (laughing)
[38:11 - 38:16] - Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
[38:16 - 38:18] (laughing)
[38:18 - 38:32] Oh, wow!
[38:32 - 38:34] (laughing)
[38:34 - 38:53] You probably should have saved that one for last.
[38:53 - 38:55] (sighing)
[38:55 - 39:01] Oh, there you go, people,
[39:01 - 39:03] sorry, that's what was wrong.
[39:03 - 39:06] - Yeah, but yeah, like I was saying though, man,
[39:06 - 39:10] like at the end of the day, my advice for you guys,
[39:10 - 39:15] just be yourself, be open, be fucking honest,
[39:15 - 39:18] and just don't pretend to be somebody that you're not.
[39:18 - 39:21] And I know for a lot of you guys,
[39:21 - 39:24] you kind of feel like you have to put on that front.
[39:24 - 39:26] But let me say right now,
[39:26 - 39:30] if you go with a girl, they will respect you way more
[39:30 - 39:33] if you're open and honest and you be yourself,
[39:33 - 39:37] they will respect you more for that than they would
[39:37 - 39:40] if say like, you're over here,
[39:40 - 39:44] you know, while I went out saying,
[39:44 - 39:47] oh, you know, I do this for a living,
[39:47 - 39:51] I do that for a living, and then you guys get together
[39:51 - 39:52] and then six months later, she finds out
[39:52 - 39:55] you work at a fucking gas station down the road
[39:55 - 39:56] from where she fucking lives.
[39:56 - 40:00] Like, they will respect you way more
[40:00 - 40:02] if you're open and honest with them
[40:02 - 40:04] right from the fucking jump
[40:04 - 40:06] and you don't fucking hide shit.
[40:06 - 40:10] And that's how I am, that's how I'm always going to be.
[40:10 - 40:15] So yeah, like there you go, that's my advice for you.
[40:15 - 40:16] Peace.
[40:16 - 40:17] - All right.
[40:17 - 40:20] Um... hmm.

[0:00 - 0:29] Hey, what's going on YouTube? Today I want to talk about a certain topic. The name? No tolerance law. In some cases I can agree with it and others I can't. The one I want to talk about is self defense. A bomb. Why am I putting the no tolerance law? You need to take it out.
[0:30 - 0:48] If someone is fighting you and you can't get away from that person, you can't help but defend yourself. You have a right to defend yourself. Change the law. Change where it stands.
[0:49 - 1:17] Come on, a fine. And being arrested for defending yourself, you can't always get to a safe place. Sometimes you're going to have to fight back. You need to change the law. You really do. There's just a lot of kids like myself who were bullied in school and throughout high school.
[1:18 - 1:26] And you cannot tell me that you weren't one of those kids that had it rough.
[1:27 - 1:55] What I don't get is how you can sit there and arrest somebody who is clearly defending themselves against an attacker. Like if I'm trapped in a corner, like a literal corner, and I'm getting attacked, my first instinct automatically by reaction is to fight back and defend myself.
[1:56 - 2:11] So I don't get where you're getting off with all this crap of "Oh there should be no fighting allowed" and whatever. And I can agree with that. There really shouldn't be.
[2:12 - 2:33] But when it comes to defending yourself, everybody has a right to defend themselves. Everyone. Me, you, the people watching this video right now, you all have a right to defend yourself. It's time we made a change. And that change needs to come now.
[2:36 - 3:03] You all have a right to fight back against bullying. Sometimes when the attacker attacks you, you can't always get away. Sometimes you can't even get away. But honestly, this law needs to change. We need to make a difference in this.
[3:03 - 3:26] So, let me know what you guys think about this in the comment section below. Let me know what you guys think. Do you guys think that we should have this law changed or shouldn't have this law changed?
[3:27 - 3:52] Let me know what you guys think. Rate, comment, subscribe if you want to. Pass this video around to everybody that you know, your friends, whoever. Pass it on. Get this video known. Get this video heard. I'm not doing this for internet fame or anything. I'm not into it for that.
[3:53 - 4:17] I'm going to stand up for the people that have fought back and have gotten in trouble for it. People who are like myself. People who are like you and me on a daily basis. They get picked on, bullied, beat up, and defend themselves. And when they defend themselves, they get arrested, punished, and everything else.
[4:18 - 4:39] I was a kid who just recently got arrested for defending himself. Well, not really arrested, but in trouble with the cops. He got a $600 fine for defending himself, for self defense, which he has a right to do.
[4:44 - 5:11] And you know, I just, it's like Obama. What are you thinking? I mean, it's one thing when you're in school, the no tolerance. I can understand. But come on. This is the real world. There's going to be people that attack you. There's going to be people that you're literally going to have to fight.
[5:11 - 5:37] Really, for those of you who are getting beat up, bullied, and who are fighting back, getting in trouble for it, you're not about it. I'm here to help. We're going to change this along, and we're going to do it together.
[5:38 - 5:58] You see this right here? This this? This is not a fist of violence. I do not promote violence. I promote self defense. The right to defend.
[5:59 - 6:07] If somebody is being attacked for no reason and they cannot defend themselves, I will stand up and defend.
[6:10 - 6:29] So for all of those who are in favor of this video and of changing this no tolerance law, I want you guys to make a fist like this with your video and share it in the comment section below.

[0:00 - 0:16] What up YouTube? It's your boy Mystic Music here. I know it's been a long while since I've actually posted a video, so if you give me one minute, I'll be right back cause I'm gonna do something special for you guys. Give me just one minute to do something.
[0:16 - 0:24] And the biggest news, yes, my name is Brietta, this mom joins the cast.
[0:24 - 0:44] Welcome to Be Home 2, the new season premieres Monday, July 9th, season 9 on MCA. Welcome to Be Home 2, buzz live just for you. We have been hearing live from you and now we're going live from you, and we're going to be live from you. We're going live from you, and we're going live from you, and we're going live from you.
[0:44 - 1:06] [Music]
[1:06 - 1:26] Oh my gosh, I'm actually looking for something on the card, dude. Oh, well. I guess I don't need it.
[1:26 - 1:40] So with that being said, let's get this started, guys. I'm going to be doing a cover of Boots Laced Up by my good friend, Soldier Hard.
[1:40 - 2:01] And it's not going to be vocal cover style either, it is going to be harmonica style. Maybe one other brand is First Act. And later on I've had this thing since I was about 10-11 years old, so I've had it pretty much my entire life.
[2:01 - 2:06] With that being said, let's get this started, guys.
[2:06 - 5:32] [Music]
[5:32 - 5:41] And there you have it, guys. That was Boots Laced Up by my good friend, Jeff Baralero, also known as Soldier Hard from Redcom1.
[5:41 - 5:57] If you guys don't know what Redcom1 is, look them up. The link to their site will be in the description, as well as their fan page and their official YouTube channel, if you guys want to check them out.
[5:57 - 6:10] They are military-based, so if you guys are in the military, like, you know, my dad was. He was Army, 82nd Airborne Division, paratrooper, staff sergeant.
[6:10 - 6:22] His full title was Staff Sergeant Gordon Ray Wilkins of the United States Army. He was a paratrooper, like I said, you know.
[6:22 - 6:31] So, you know, 82nd Airborne Division, like I said, but I definitely highly suggest checking them out.
[6:31 - 6:45] They've got great music, just like a Redcom1 music group, or look up Soldier Hard, Stephen Hobbs, Jay Deuce, Panda.
[6:45 - 6:52] But the more notable ones you can look up are guys like Stephen Hobbs and Soldier Hard.
[6:52 - 7:06] I'll definitely leave the link to both of their YouTube channels in the description, as well as the official Redcom1 music group website, where you can buy all their merchandise and all their music.
[7:06 - 7:16] I know I don't own any, but I do listen to a lot of their stuff on, like, Spotify, and so they have been following them for years, and I mean years.
[7:16 - 7:26] They've been doing music since about 2010, and that's around when I first started out, as well. So, you know.
[7:26 - 7:38] Well, that means, for some guys, there's been Mystic Music here with another video. Like I said, I know it's been a while since I've actually uploaded a vlog-type video, or done something like this.
[7:38 - 7:46] But there's been a chance here. I hope you guys enjoyed this, and I'll catch you guys later, man. Peace.
[7:46 - 7:47] So I never thought he would...

[0:00 - 0:02] Yeah
[0:02 - 0:04] Sorry
[0:04 - 0:14] I see your message me. I was actually
[0:14 - 0:20] practicing on cinder rally 2.0 and shit. I was just sitting there messing around practicing and shit
[0:20 - 0:26] so I was like would drink for a big time but for those of y'all that said it and saying that I
[0:27 - 0:34] Stole these I can confirm that I did not steal these these were bought by my best friend
[0:34 - 0:40] Jay that you guys know it's hillbilly Jake who's pretty much like my little brother. I know we have like 13 fucking years
[0:40 - 0:47] So yeah, I did indeed buy these Thank You Jake
[0:47 - 0:53] So all y'all can get out of here with that fucking crackhead stealing shit get out of here with that

[0:00 - 0:09] Hey everyone, some of you might know me, some of you might not, but for those of you that
[0:09 - 0:14] went to Roosevelt Academy in Polk County, Florida, you might remember me. My name is
[0:14 - 0:20] Chance Wilkins. I dated Stephanie Johnson. You know, you guys know me and I went to Roosevelt
[0:20 - 0:27] with y'all, but we got a serious issue going on. The school board of Polk County, Florida
[0:27 - 0:37] is threatening to take out sixth grade in Roosevelt Academy. And this message is also
[0:37 - 0:48] going out to the Polk County school board. You guys don't understand the opportunities
[0:48 - 0:54] that are given there at that school. I went to Roosevelt Academy. It opened up an immense
[0:54 - 1:02] amount of opportunities there for me, which I gladly took. And those opportunities that
[1:02 - 1:10] I was given, yes, I took and gladly so, but I also learned a lot of what I know now about
[1:10 - 1:17] marketing my own stuff and about getting my name out there because I do do music. I learned
[1:17 - 1:25] a lot of that growing up through Roosevelt. A lot of the marketing tools that I now use
[1:25 - 1:33] daily, I learned from them. You guys don't understand the camaraderie and the family
[1:33 - 1:49] ship that that school has. Like my good friends, Crystal White, Marcus Morales, and his girlfriend
[1:49 - 2:03] Rachel, Jackie Victor, and Jackie Victor Archer, Mr. Smith, Ms. Bell, Ms. Boyd, Ms. Edwards,
[2:03 - 2:14] Mr. Riser, Officer Fowler, Ms. Glockner, and of course the one child you miss, Johnny.
[2:14 - 2:24] We're all like family. We're all family there. You cannot take out the school's sixth grade.
[2:24 - 2:31] You'll be ruining a lot of kids' opportunities who can't afford a regular education. Yes,
[2:31 - 2:38] I get they need to be put into regular classes, but why don't you do that there? Give them
[2:38 - 2:43] the same education there that they would get at a regular school. Give them that opportunity
[2:43 - 2:52] to get a normal education. Do not take out the sixth grade because when you do that,
[2:52 - 3:00] you're ruining a lot of opportunities. You're ruining a chance at them having a normal life.
[3:00 - 3:06] One thing you guys don't understand that I have faced before myself is a lot of bullying,
[3:06 - 3:13] and I mean a lot. You take this away from these kids. You take that sixth grade away
[3:13 - 3:18] from them, and you throw them into a regular school where they don't belong. They're going
[3:18 - 3:27] to get bullied and ridiculed, and it's going to ruin them. You guys don't understand just
[3:27 - 3:32] how much of a safe haven Roosevelt is for a lot of these kids, just like it was for
[3:32 - 3:41] myself. Yes, I had my regular home. Yes, I had a normal life at home, but I also had
[3:41 - 3:49] a home there at school. When I went to Roosevelt every single day, I felt like I was at home.
[3:49 - 3:55] I felt like I could succeed and do anything I wanted to do with my life, and unfortunately
[3:55 - 4:01] I wasn't able to continue on because I had to move, but I still keep in touch with a
[4:01 - 4:06] lot of the people there, and a lot of the staff there will tell you the same thing.
[4:06 - 4:12] We are all like family to each other there. We all push and pull for one another to do
[4:12 - 4:20] the best that we can do, no matter what the grade is. And I understand that you guys
[4:20 - 4:27] might not have much money, but that doesn't mean you have to take away a sixth grade.
[4:27 - 4:35] If you have to, take away something else, but don't take away these children's education.
[4:35 - 4:43] Because honestly, as a former student of Roosevelt Academy, I know what it's like to
[4:43 - 4:48] have to struggle in a regular school. That's why I went to Roosevelt. I went to Roosevelt
[4:48 - 4:55] because there I was given another chance. I was given another chance at a regular education
[4:55 - 5:07] and a chance to be freed from bullying. Which, you know, it did happen. I was freed from
[5:07 - 5:16] bullying. One thing you guys understand is that there, a lot of these kids that get bullied
[5:16 - 5:25] in regular schools that are now going to Roosevelt, they see that place as a home, even though
[5:25 - 5:34] they might not see it, they might not show it. But you know, somewhere deep inside, you
[5:34 - 5:44] know, I know all these kids, they see that place as a second home, just like I did.
[5:44 - 5:52] So I urge you, do not take away these kids' future. Because if you take out the sixth
[5:52 - 6:01] grade, you're risking a lot of problems for these kids. You guys don't understand the
[6:01 - 6:09] level of commitment and the level of love and respect that these kids have for that
[6:09 - 6:25] school. So I urge you, please, please, and I'm not just telling you this as another person,
[6:25 - 6:34] I'm telling you this as a former Roosevelt Academy Eagle and a very proud member of
[6:34 - 6:41] Roosevelt. Yes, even though I do not go to Roosevelt anymore, I still see Roosevelt
[6:41 - 6:50] Academy and always will see it as a home. I will always be proud to be a member of
[6:50 - 6:58] that. And I guarantee you down the road, these kids will say the same thing. So I
[6:58 - 7:08] urge you all, and I mean you all to please let the school go. Do not take out the sixth
[7:08 - 7:15] grade. Leave it be. Let these kids have a fair chance at a good education where they
[7:15 - 7:26] won't get bullied and picked on. I know what that's like. I've been down that road.
[7:26 - 7:36] So I urge you all to please reconsider. Because if you do reconsider, you will be helping
[7:36 - 7:42] out a lot of students in a bigger way than you could ever imagine. You will be helping
[7:42 - 7:47] them out. Because one thing you don't understand about the schools there that I do know personally
[7:47 - 7:55] because I went to McLaughlin Middle School there in Florida, I know what that's like.
[7:55 - 8:04] I know what that's like to be judged. Okay. I know what it's like to be ridiculed, picked
[8:04 - 8:10] on, bullied till you get beat. I know what that's like to get bullied and beat up on
[8:10 - 8:21] a daily basis. I do know what that's like. And that continued on my entire life when
[8:21 - 8:26] I was living in Florida until I went to Roosevelt. When I went to Roosevelt Academy, that's
[8:26 - 8:32] when it stopped. Well, it didn't stop entirely, but it was way less worse. And I mean way
[8:32 - 8:44] less. When I went to a regular middle school, I was getting bullied, beat up, bloody, bruised.
[8:44 - 8:50] I was getting the worst beatings you could ever imagine going to a regular middle school.
[8:50 - 8:56] And when I went to Roosevelt Academy, all of that stopped. That all stopped the minute
[8:56 - 9:08] I went to Roosevelt. So please, I urge you to leave the sixth grade alone and let these
[9:08 - 9:12] kids have a normal education where they will not be bullied and come up with a creative
[9:12 - 9:23] way to continue it going. Like I know that I'm here in Akron, Ohio, but I'm willing
[9:23 - 9:32] to help you guys in any way that I can. Because I do have connections to other people that
[9:32 - 9:41] have a good amount of money that I'm sure would be willing to help out. So please,
[9:41 - 9:49] Roosevelt Academy staff, share this video around, get it out there. Let's show the
[9:49 - 9:53] school board that we are more than just a school, that we are a family and that we will
[9:53 - 10:00] not stand by and let this happen. We need to save Roosevelt Academy. We need to save
[10:00 - 10:10] the children's future. Hell, to be honest with you, I still own every single one of
[10:10 - 10:16] my uniforms and they do still fit me. Granted, I'm not wearing it right now because it's
[10:16 - 10:24] snowing up here, it's cold and nah. But to every single person working for the Roosevelt
[10:24 - 10:34] Academy School Board and the Polk County School Board, I urge you all to please share
[10:34 - 10:46] this video around. Come up with ways to save it. Because Roosevelt Academy is more than
[10:46 - 10:53] just a school to a lot of these children. To a lot of these children, it's a second
[10:53 - 11:03] home. And more importantly, it's a second chance at life for them. So come on guys,
[11:03 - 11:08] let's pull together and do this thing. Let's show the school board that we are not going
[11:08 - 11:09] to stand by and let this happen.

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[0:00 - 0:20] Oh, nobody here. Oh, huh, where you at? Hey, what the, what the hell? Wait, what? Dude,
[0:20 - 0:28] who are you? Who are you? I asked you first. Oh, let's fight. Come on.
[0:28 - 1:23] [Music]
[1:23 - 1:25] Come on. Come and get it.
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[0:00 - 0:29] You know, I want to know where to begin with this.
[0:29 - 0:36] That's why I guess I'm just going to come right out and say it.
[0:36 - 0:49] I'm tired of pretending to be, I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay when I'm not.
[0:49 - 1:08] I'm sick of pretending to be okay when I'm not okay.
[1:08 - 1:16] You know, mutualers have done a lot to me over the last five years.
[1:16 - 1:26] You guys have done a lot to me that I did not deserve the word that I ever asked for.
[1:26 - 1:33] But what you don't realize is what you chose did made what I went through before you 10
[1:33 - 1:37] times worse.
[1:37 - 1:42] Because see before you chose came along I was in an abusive relationship for years.
[1:42 - 1:55] It was mental verbal and emotional abuse from 2010 to about 2014.
[1:55 - 2:03] And then from there it got really bad to where it almost got fucking physical.
[2:03 - 2:12] And that went on to about 2017 when I met you Marty.
[2:12 - 2:15] And over the years you did a lot of shit.
[2:15 - 2:17] You can't fucking hide it.
[2:17 - 2:22] You did a lot of shit to fuck with me.
[2:22 - 2:30] But not to get compared to what you've done over these last two years Marty.
[2:30 - 2:40] Because of you Marty I've been swatted to the point where I almost got killed.
[2:40 - 2:45] And the members of mine have lost their jobs because of you.
[2:45 - 2:52] I'm now not able to get a regular job because of you.
[2:52 - 3:04] And most importantly I almost ran off one of the most important people in my life.
[3:04 - 3:19] The way that actually sees past through the fucking bullshit and sees me for who I am.
[3:19 - 3:24] And trust me when I say it Marty no one deserves what you've fucking done.
[3:24 - 3:28] No one deserves it.
[3:28 - 3:33] Not me not anyone.
[3:33 - 3:41] You can sit there and say that it's funny but it's fucking, it's fucked up you know.
[3:41 - 3:46] I sit here and I own up to my actions and what went down.
[3:46 - 3:53] So maybe it's time you guys started owning up to your fucking actions.
[3:53 - 3:58] Maybe it's time you guys started taking responsibility for your own actions and what the fuck you
[3:58 - 4:04] do.
[4:04 - 4:09] You sit there and you laugh and you poke and you prod at people like me for what?
[4:09 - 4:18] For a fucking laugh?
[4:18 - 4:25] Within the last few hours I was starting that Fortnite stream a little bit before that
[4:25 - 4:35] and now I almost lost the way that it means a lot to me.
[4:35 - 4:44] I'm able to say that I'm working my ass off on fixing and that's what sets me apart from
[4:44 - 4:46] you fucking trolls.
[4:46 - 4:51] The fact that I'm willing to fucking work shit out.
[4:51 - 4:55] The fact that I'm willing to actually do shit to fix things.
[4:55 - 5:03] But what I don't get is what gives you the fucking right to attack someone like me that
[5:03 - 5:15] before you came along before you trolls came along I was never like this.
[5:15 - 5:18] You think I wanted to be this way?
[5:18 - 5:28] No you made me this way and it's time you take responsibility for that.
[5:28 - 5:33] It's time you guys man the fuck up and take responsibility for what you've done to me
[5:33 - 5:44] and put me and so many other people through.
[5:44 - 5:54] What you've done to me is sickening and I don't deserve it.
[5:54 - 6:02] No one does because I want to tell you right now what you guys have done to me what you
[6:02 - 6:09] all have done to me I would never in a million years think to do to anyone.
[6:09 - 6:17] I would never do any of that shit to anyone especially not any of you ever because I'm
[6:17 - 6:26] not that kind of person.
[6:26 - 6:34] I would never do the shit you guys have done to me to any of you ever in a million years.
[6:34 - 6:43] I don't have it in me to do that kind of thing.
[6:43 - 6:50] So what I don't understand is what gives you the fucking right to do what you fucking
[6:50 - 6:52] done to me?
[6:52 - 6:58] What gives you that fucking right to be a fucking asshole and fuck with people the
[6:58 - 7:00] way you do me?
[7:00 - 7:07] What gives you that fucking right?
[7:07 - 7:13] How many times do I have to sit there and say that I apologize and that I'm sorry before
[7:13 - 7:18] you guys let me move the fuck on?
[7:18 - 7:24] How many times do I have to sit here and openly say that what I did was fucked up?
[7:24 - 7:31] How many times do I have to sit there and say it?
[7:31 - 7:39] And that's where you're wrong bottom rescue that's where you're wrong I've sat here multiple
[7:39 - 7:48] times over the last several years and apologized for shit but what gets me pissed off is the
[7:48 - 8:00] fact that none of you none of you want to take responsibility for your own actions
[8:00 - 8:17] and it's sickening you know because of you guys I lost a lot of close friends a lot of
[8:17 - 8:25] close friends hell I even have family that won't even speak to me anymore because of
[8:25 - 8:35] you guys and where is that fair to me or my family or my friends that I lost where
[8:35 - 8:42] is that fair to any of them and so like I've always said if you have a problem with me
[8:42 - 8:56] take it up with me and leave my friends and family the fuck out of it like I said and
[8:56 - 9:04] I've always said this if you have a fucking problem with me take it up with me personally
[9:04 - 9:10] leave my friends and family the fuck out of your bullshit they don't fucking need
[9:10 - 9:23] it and quite frankly neither do I I never asked for this I never asked to be made in
[9:23 - 9:33] this monster that you turned me into I never asked to be this way I never asked to be cursed
[9:33 - 9:40] with fucking PTSD because of you guys I never asked for any of that and yeah because of
[9:40 - 9:45] you guys doing what you did with the police shit yeah I do have PTSD now thanks a lot
[9:45 - 9:59] for that as well thanks for that cuz trust me you guys might be on the other side fucking
[9:59 - 10:07] laughing but you weren't there when the pistols came out you weren't there staring at the
[10:07 - 10:17] barrel of ten different pistols being pointed at your head you weren't there so you don't
[10:17 - 10:31] fucking know or did you forget that William glory hole likes to chop up videos or did
[10:31 - 10:38] you forget about that did you forget that glory hole likes to chop up videos and make
[10:38 - 10:49] himself look like the good guy or did you forget about that I'm tired of being your
[10:49 - 10:54] little fucking puppy I'm tired of being your fucking thing that you guys think you can
[10:54 - 11:05] push around I'm tired of it I'm tired of motherfuckers like Riker coming in thinking they can do
[11:05 - 11:09] whatever the fuck they want to me whenever they fuck they want like they fucking owe
[11:09 - 11:21] me well I saw a check motherfuckers I'm sorry no one fucking owns me no one the only person
[11:21 - 11:32] that owns me is me the only people I answer to are my family my business partners and
[11:32 - 11:41] God those are the only fucking people I answer to I don't answer that any of you motherfuckers
[11:41 - 12:03] ever I'm not your fucking bitch I'm not some fucking pushover you can push around that
[12:03 - 12:12] ain't me and you guys can sit there in the comments and do all this not all you want
[12:12 - 12:16] but you know what it's about goddamn time you motherfuckers you gotta taste your own
[12:16 - 12:22] goddamn medicine it's about goddamn time you motherfuckers learn the goddamn truth
[12:22 - 12:40] about what you've done to me I'm tired of holding back how I really fucking feel I'm
[12:40 - 12:45] tired of holding back just what the fuck you guys have put me through and how it affects
[12:45 - 12:55] me every day how it affects my family how it affects relationships with friends how
[12:55 - 13:05] it affects everything I do I'm tired of fucking hiding it I never wanted to be this way but
[13:05 - 13:21] you motherfuckers made me this way so what I don't get is why don't you own up to your
[13:21 - 13:34] own motherfucking actions huh why don't you fucking own up to what the fuck you did why
[13:34 - 13:40] don't you man the fuck up and stop being a bitch and own up to your fucking actions
[13:40 - 13:55] like a man huh why don't you guys man the fuck up and stop fucking with people that
[13:55 - 14:09] don't deserve it oh I have already I've manned the fuck up and I've stood the fuck up and
[14:09 - 14:20] I've owned up to my goddamn actions multiple fucking times you retards but you punk motherfuckers
[14:20 - 14:28] think that it's okay to do to me what you did to me you really think it's okay to do
[14:28 - 14:36] the shit that you fucking did to me you look me in my goddamn face and you tell me
[14:36 - 14:40] that it's okay to do what you fucking did to me and make me out to be the way that
[14:40 - 14:49] I am you look me dead in the fucking face and you tell me that it's fair what you fucking
[14:49 - 14:59] did to me and yeah Marty I'm talking to you Nick Nick you look me right in my goddamn
[14:59 - 15:05] face you son of a bitch you look me right in my goddamn face and you tell me that it's
[15:05 - 15:12] okay for you to do what the fuck you did to me over these last five years you look
[15:12 - 15:26] me in my fucking face you sick fuck you look me in my goddamn face and you tell me that
[15:26 - 15:35] it's fair what you've done to me the shit you've done to me the hell you put me through
[15:35 - 16:00] the trolls that you fucking put on me for no reason no Nick is a bitch you look me square
[16:00 - 16:08] in my face Nicholas Beagler and you tell me what you've done to me and how you affected
[16:08 - 16:18] my life is even remotely okay what have I ever done to you Marty what have I ever done
[16:18 - 16:24] to you Nick to make you feel like it's okay to do what you've done to me huh what have
[16:24 - 16:29] I ever done to you to make you want to start trolling me in the very beginning anyway because
[16:29 - 16:36] last time I checked I never did a goddamn thing to your ass matter of fact if I recall
[16:36 - 16:43] correctly I was minding my own goddamn business before you came along I was minding my own
[16:43 - 16:50] business doing reaction videos staying in my own lane doing my own thing but then what
[16:50 - 16:57] did you do you came in and fucked all that up for what for a few laughs a few giggles
[16:57 - 17:03] because you're a sick fuck cuz you're a sick fucking weirdo that needs to be a fundamental
[17:03 - 17:18] hospital you think it's funny what you've done to me Marty but you don't know what
[17:18 - 17:25] it's like to live my fucking life and none of you fucking trolls that sit there laughing
[17:25 - 17:31] in the comments you don't know what the fuck I deal with outside of YouTube you don't
[17:31 - 17:39] see what goes on when the cameras are off you don't see the pain and suffering that
[17:39 - 17:55] I deal with you don't see the internal battle that I fight every fucking day because of
[17:55 - 18:14] you Marty I deal with demons in my fucking head every fucking day every day I deal with
[18:14 - 18:23] PTSD wondering is what they're saying true or is it false is this person a troll or
[18:23 - 18:29] are they not a troll is this person real or is this person fake is this person being
[18:29 - 18:37] honest or are they trying to fuck me over Marty because of you last year I almost took
[18:37 - 18:46] my own life in front of thousands of people because of you Marty I almost took my own
[18:46 - 18:59] life in front of thousands of people I almost took my own life and you were there I almost
[18:59 - 19:22] took my own life because of you Marty and CGC 2 is not wrong
[19:22 - 19:26] as much as I dislike classic games Canada for a lot of the fucked up shit that he's
[19:26 - 19:35] done he's right I did almost try to take my life twice in a row within 48 hours he's
[19:35 - 19:43] right about that and they were both on a live stream that you were part of and trust
[19:43 - 19:48] me when I say this Marty and to anybody out there that doesn't know when you were on the
[19:48 - 19:59] edge like I was and you have that drive to want to end your life so badly you can you
[19:59 - 20:09] can kill yourself with them near anything that you want to you're talking to somebody
[20:09 - 20:16] that survived a suicide attempt twice in a row and trust me when I say it's not a place
[20:16 - 20:24] I would wish anyone to be it is not a place I would wish anyone to be Marty I wouldn't
[20:24 - 20:32] even wish it on you and you're the scum of the earth and I wouldn't even wish that shit
[20:32 - 20:45] on you I would never in my whole life wish upon anybody with all you trolls and what
[20:45 - 20:54] you Marty and what you mass hold a bitch have done to me I would never do any of that to
[20:54 - 21:03] any of you because I was raised better than that I was raised to help people I was raised
[21:03 - 21:08] to look out from my own I was raised that when you see somebody getting picked on or
[21:08 - 21:16] bullied you stand up for that person I was raised to be a good kind-hearted decent person
[21:16 - 21:31] I wasn't raised to be what you guys are making me out to be I wasn't raised like that and
[21:31 - 21:38] yeah I'll admit it I've said a lot of fucked up shit I'm not gonna lie I said a lot of
[21:38 - 21:44] fucked up shit but the shit that I said was a result of you motherfuckers backing me into
[21:44 - 21:52] a goddamn corner and making me feel like I had no choice but to lash out and say shit
[21:52 - 22:06] that was out of my character you didn't think about that did you motherfuckers no you didn't
[22:06 - 22:36] you never do
[22:36 - 22:44] and cause this that's where you're wrong how you guys perceive me to be is not how
[22:44 - 22:55] I really am you can ask anybody that knows me outside of YouTube that knows me outside
[22:55 - 23:02] of social media they see who I really am and the way you guys make me out to be is
[23:02 - 23:25] not me that ain't who I am ask anyone that fucking knows me anyone hell you can even
[23:25 - 23:32] ask my moderators you can ask my mods that have sat down and talked with me for hours
[23:32 - 23:42] on end hell you can ask Courtney herself you can ask Courtney her goddamn self Courtney
[23:42 - 24:05] involved people knows better than anyone how I am
[24:05 - 24:19] in hell even crypt k has seen the real side of me that's not a piece of shit people like
[24:19 - 24:31] morph have seen the real me know how I really am there's a lot of people that see how I
[24:31 - 24:39] really am and the way you guys make me out to be is not who I fucking am you know it's
[24:39 - 24:44] pretty fucking hard to be who I really am when I'm constantly being attacked by you
[24:44 - 24:55] trolls it's pretty fucking hard to be myself when I'm being attacked I mean the people
[24:55 - 25:12] that actually want to show love and support let them show love and support motherfuckers
[25:12 - 25:25] I mean why is nobody allowed to actually show support for me huh yeah you're right Lynn
[25:25 - 25:29] I did do that you're right I actually forgot about that you're right about that but I
[25:29 - 25:40] did I told you straight up if I looked closer I would gladly help you out and I would if
[25:40 - 25:53] I looked closer you can bet your fucking ass I would without a shred of a doubt
[25:53 - 25:59] you know it's pretty fucked up that people that show love and support for me you guys
[25:59 - 26:10] let's go out to them as well that's pretty fucked up that is seriously fucked up like
[26:10 - 26:15] I said if you got a problem with me don't go out to them take it up with me motherfucker
[26:15 - 26:22] I'm right here fucking say something don't bring my family and friends into it if you
[26:22 - 26:28] got a problem with me take it up with me take that shit up with me leave my friends
[26:28 - 26:42] and family the fuck out of it alright Jessica what's your problem with me what's your issue
[26:42 - 26:59] what's here what's your fucking issue with me
[26:59 - 27:10] oh I'm waiting yeah now you're just being a dumb ass bitch
[27:10 - 27:33] exactly
[27:33 - 27:53] and let me tell you right now I can't help the way that I look if that's the biggest
[27:53 - 28:04] main reason and that's the main reason why y'all fucking
[28:04 - 28:12] hate on me is because I look different I can't help the way I look that's not my fault
[28:12 - 28:19] you cannot blame me for something that is out of my fucking control me being born the
[28:19 - 28:47] way I was is not my fault how I look is not my fault
[28:47 - 28:54] yeah they're learning not to fuck with me yo jump read yeah they're learning something
[28:54 - 29:12] man they're learning not to fuck with the wrong goddamn person
[29:12 - 29:16] you know I don't get why y'all motherfuckers sit there and after all you got the right
[29:16 - 29:34] to fucking judge half y'all motherfuckers don't even look any better oh I do you just
[29:34 - 29:42] don't fucking see it why pass judgment on someone for how they fucking look when half
[29:42 - 29:48] you trolls don't look any fucking better I mean you motherfuckers sit there say you
[29:48 - 29:55] have jobs no the fuck you don't have few motherfuckers are just like me living at
[29:55 - 30:06] home in your family's basements have y'all motherfuckers don't have jobs have young motherfuckers
[30:06 - 30:12] don't work and I'm not saying that's your fault I mean obviously we had shit going
[30:12 - 30:21] on with covid clearly we had covid going down so I'm not saying that's your fault for now
[30:21 - 30:34] working with bruh it's 2022 wake the fuck up and get a real fucking job I mean hell
[30:34 - 30:40] I would get a regular job but I can't thanks to you fucking assholes I would gladly get
[30:40 - 30:46] a job if I could but thanks to you fucking assholes I fucking can't do that because of
[30:46 - 30:52] all the fucking rumors that y'all motherfuckers spread about me that ain't true not because
[30:52 - 30:59] you fucking assholes no one wants to fucking hire me so you want to talk about getting
[30:59 - 31:05] a job you get off your fucking lazy asses and get a job motherfuckers why don't you
[31:05 - 31:16] get off your ass and get a job why don't you stand the fuck up and do something why
[31:16 - 31:24] don't you stop being the petty little bitches why don't you man the fuck up and do something
[31:24 - 31:35] because let me tell you right now motherfuckers I put in more hard work than half y'all motherfuckers
[31:35 - 31:44] do in a goddamn lifetime bro and that's no joke matter of fact Lynn has seen firsthand
[31:44 - 31:56] the hard ass work that I put in she sees that shit all the time on my fucking facebook
[31:56 - 32:07] she sees how hard I bust my ass hell every time I'm popping off something new whether
[32:07 - 32:14] it be a song or an album she's one of the first ones I send that shit to don't believe
[32:14 - 32:22] me ask her she'll tell ya she's one of the first ones I send that shit to every time
[32:22 - 32:27] I do a brand new art piece a brand new song something of that nature she's one of the
[32:27 - 32:35] first ones to get that shit don't believe me she's right there in the comments ask
[32:35 - 32:37] her yourself she'll fucking tell ya
[32:37 - 33:01] you know y'all motherfuckers always asking me why am I not making any money why am I
[33:01 - 33:08] not making any money same fucking question over and over and over and over again well
[33:08 - 33:16] here's your fucking answer you trolls are the reason why motherfuckers you trolls are
[33:16 - 33:23] the reason why I ain't gotten nowhere because you fucking trolls set their take from me
[33:23 - 33:30] and you know what if I am a weird looking motherfucker well guess what I'm trying to
[33:30 - 33:42] be that weird looking motherfucker I'll tell you straight up morph it's me finally stepping
[33:42 - 33:49] up and saying something it's finally me stepping up and not being fucking quiet about what
[33:49 - 34:00] really is going on and how I'm tired of being walked on like a goddamn doormat I mean do
[34:00 - 34:07] I have I am the trolls personal doormat anywhere on my face or on my body no I don't have
[34:07 - 34:15] I am a doormat for everyone to walk on written across my forehead anywhere I don't have
[34:15 - 34:34] that shit anywhere on me y'all don't know what the fuck I deal with on a daily basis
[34:34 - 34:44] hell right now one of my best friend's wives that lives in Australia his wife could possibly
[34:44 - 34:53] have fucking cancer and she's laid up in the hospital for god knows how long and you
[34:53 - 34:58] think that shit's easy on me no because I see those two like family because those two
[34:58 - 35:13] have had my back since day one those two have had my back since day fucking one just like
[35:13 - 35:19] more fast and just like every other fucking model thing here and every person that's actually
[35:19 - 35:37] a real subscriber supporter has you know it's funny young motherfuckers sit there and say
[35:37 - 35:43] I don't have real supporters yes the fuck I do but y'all dumb folks don't ever want
[35:43 - 35:49] to let them come in y'all don't ever want to let the real supporters come in and show
[35:49 - 36:02] support because y'all want to take over and make me out to be something I ain't yeah
[36:02 - 36:08] but more I gotta give you credit you've shown more support in the last three weeks
[36:08 - 36:24] than a lot of people Lynn can even tell you that between you heard and everybody that
[36:24 - 36:31] supports me you've actually shown real love and support whether it be on stream or behind
[36:31 - 36:36] the scenes it don't matter if support is support it don't matter whether it's behind
[36:36 - 36:44] the scenes on the scenes or on the side of the scenes you still show support and I respect
[36:44 - 37:09] that and I'm grateful for that you know it's funny that y'all trolls think that you're
[37:09 - 37:19] so fucking badass what have you motherfuckers are lazy as fuck and don't want to do shit
[37:19 - 37:45] that's pretty sad.
[37:45 - 38:00] You know I'm already trying to mind my own business do my own thing and be the good person
[38:00 - 38:09] that I was raised to be but yet all I ever get is laughed at, attacked, picked on, bullied
[38:09 - 38:22] all because of how I fucking look all over how I fucking look I do guys not understand
[38:22 - 38:31] that genetics work a certain way I can't help the way I look that is not my fault so
[38:31 - 38:46] don't you dare sit there and place the blame on me and thank you and I appreciate that
[38:46 - 38:56] shit why place the blame on me for how I look I never asked to be born this way I never
[38:56 - 39:04] asked to be a 32 year old male that's five foot three I never asked to almost die at
[39:04 - 39:15] birth and survive I never asked to be the way I am I can't help the way I am that's
[39:15 - 39:22] not my fault so don't you trolls sit there and don't you dare sit there and try to place
[39:22 - 39:28] the blame on me for something that is out of my control and not my fault that is not
[39:28 - 39:51] my fault for how I look here's the thing fuck sickos I don't lie everything I have
[39:51 - 40:01] ever said is the fucking goddamn truth and you know it you don't want to accept it so
[40:01 - 40:27] you can kick rocks.
[40:27 - 40:44] You know I would love to put all you trolls in my shoes for a fucking day if I could
[40:44 - 40:52] output all you trolls in my shoes for a fucking day and let you see what I go through I would
[40:52 - 40:58] love to put you guys in my shoes for a day and show you just what it is you put me through
[40:58 - 41:03] and what it's like to be on the other side I would love to show you what it's like on
[41:03 - 41:09] the other side and what you do to me and how it affects my daily life I would love
[41:09 - 41:18] to put you guys on the other side of that shit I would love to show you guys just
[41:18 - 41:25] what it is that I go through how my life actually is show you a day in my fucking
[41:25 - 41:33] shoes and what I deal with I would love to put you guys in my fucking position for a
[41:33 - 41:45] fucking day a fucking day you wouldn't last five fucking minutes in my life you mother
[41:45 - 42:06] fuckers wouldn't last five goddamn minutes in my shoes period
[42:06 - 42:19] I guarantee you none of you trolls would last five fucking minutes in my shoes guaranteed
[42:19 - 42:26] yeah morph I'll give you credit you would definitely last you I will give you credit
[42:26 - 42:31] for morph you would definitely fucking last a hundred percent you wouldn't win y'all mother
[42:31 - 42:39] fuckers would last because y'all mother fuckers have been through very similar shit you guys
[42:39 - 42:44] have been through very similar shit that I've been through so I know y'all mother fuckers
[42:44 - 43:01] can handle it I know y'all can handle it
[43:01 - 43:30] let me give you guys an inside look I don't want my life
[43:30 - 43:38] is like every time I lay my head down at night let
[43:38 - 43:44] me give you guys a little inside look at what I deal with in my fucking head every
[43:44 - 44:06] night because of the fucking war with the music biz marty that I've had to deal with
[44:06 - 44:27] it's like every time I lay my head down at night I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm
[44:27 - 44:52] like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my
[44:52 - 45:08] god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[45:08 - 45:27] my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[45:27 - 45:48] oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[45:48 - 46:07] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[46:07 - 46:27] my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[46:27 - 46:50] oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[46:50 - 47:15] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[47:15 - 47:33] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[47:33 - 47:51] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[47:51 - 48:08] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[48:08 - 48:14] r b g to the love everybody get down and get up from these nightmares every night still feels
[48:14 - 48:21] like i'm right there in the fight waking up to a cold smell i can't believe if the btsd started
[48:21 - 48:31] to get the rest of me
[48:31 - 48:46] and this right here is something that because of y'all trolls i ask myself every day and i know
[48:46 - 48:52] people like morph can relate very fucking well
[48:52 - 49:00] and you know they say i'm in the dead i've seen it in the war but i've seen it in the war
[49:00 - 49:13] my question is can i live again i don't know maybe if i didn't see what i saw maybe i could
[49:14 - 49:25] man so the memories is coming off me you know what i'm saying
[49:25 - 49:33] can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying like from the battlefield
[49:33 - 49:39] team i was so just tired of the power lines bombs going off the blue drive by
[49:39 - 49:47] oh it's my two jaw he just a pfc he was still a kid only 18 tears falling from my eyes i can
[49:47 - 49:52] make it stop because on the battlefield day the only ones i got it's like a man's year and i
[49:52 - 49:59] can't even find my way i'm so confused y'all just want to go away i'm feeling so numb i just
[49:59 - 50:05] want to feel again i'm really angry now i just want to feel again you wouldn't understand
[50:05 - 50:11] with you being a living this i know it came y'all can't feel it so i sit back when i get
[50:11 - 50:19] reminisced oh oh you know i've seen dead can i live can i live again i don't even know what's real
[50:19 - 50:25] it was all applying like from the battlefield seen a lot of soldiers die on the front lines
[50:25 - 50:32] bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying
[50:32 - 50:40] like from the battlefield see a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by
[50:40 - 50:46] because i do jaw i drink the troll for me spirit and truth making music in the pool for me
[50:46 - 50:53] every memory i got kicked in here with me i get so fucked up thinking that you're here with me
[50:53 - 50:59] i tell everyone about you so you keep living and i'm standing on my arm so that i live with it
[50:59 - 51:05] rapping on stage rocking in i know y'all here with the teens on rivals i am there can i live
[51:05 - 51:12] again i don't even know what's real head spinning round and round like a fast wheel i seen a rocket
[51:12 - 51:18] get shot in execution style a lady blew herself up and then she was wild it's so hard to smile
[51:18 - 51:25] but still i carry on writing song after song feeling so alone can i live again questions can
[51:25 - 51:32] i live again i keep living life but it's hard to pretend can i live again i don't even know what's
[51:32 - 51:39] real it was all applying life on the battlefield seen a lot of soldiers die on the front lines
[51:39 - 51:46] bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying
[51:46 - 51:59] life on the battlefield seeing a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by
[52:11 - 52:17] you don't get choked up right now this is real this is all y'all
[52:17 - 52:25] can i live again i don't even know what's real it was horrifying life on the battlefield
[52:25 - 52:32] seeing a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i
[52:32 - 52:39] don't even know what's real it was horrifying life on the battlefield seeing a lot of soldiers die
[52:39 - 52:48] on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by close your heart and can you believe the voice
[52:50 - 53:18] so great and yo the land you already know it's in this world man
[53:19 - 53:30] y'all already fucking know
[53:47 - 53:51] cobra six cover six so y'all one come in over
[53:51 - 53:56] so there are one this is cover six send it over roger cobra six well back on one at this time
[53:56 - 54:01] permission to move out roger that commission granted good copy soldier hard out
[54:09 - 54:20] yeah so y'all y'all one this long road of recovery look at my world y'all
[54:20 - 54:25] rock with me
[54:25 - 54:32] if you champion to it all i'm fighting them wars and die for the freedom that's a real good cause
[54:32 - 54:37] i said yes because i'm under said no jail the war going on give me rights let's go
[54:37 - 54:42] they train me to kill yeah they call me the kill machine now i'm out look what this more
[54:42 - 54:48] addictive man i keep fighting cuz i need a change i'm no deep down inside yeah it's the same
[54:48 - 54:54] i wanna be like i used to i wanna smile i wanna laugh yeah y'all like i'm close to
[54:54 - 55:00] but i'm someone can get close to i wanna go by myself don't speak i don't know you
[55:00 - 55:05] i just really wanna get away the q-5 and percocet feel just to dig the pain away
[55:05 - 55:13] yeah nobody and this gives me you really care enough about me yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[55:13 - 55:19] and it's gonna be a long long by the way i'm on the road to recovery
[55:19 - 55:26] i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i just want the pain to go away
[55:26 - 55:37] away from me yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery i just want to be
[55:37 - 55:43] alone don't bother me time is telling hard it's slowing down my pace and you can see all the
[55:43 - 55:49] pain written on my face the nightmare is called slice i don't wanna live shrink sex this year
[55:49 - 55:55] something's gotten good i wanna be emotional not useless i don't even care no more i don't even care
[55:55 - 56:02] shh i don't like to be in crowds i stay away from all i stay by myself i walk with one on me
[56:02 - 56:09] my loading gun on me my teeth work any plant tricks on me every road i hear i'm ready let's go
[56:09 - 56:17] my body's here at home my mind's still at war yeah i stay alone don't bother me i'm on the road to
[56:17 - 56:23] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i just want to be alone don't bother me
[56:24 - 56:32] i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[56:32 - 56:39] i just want the pain to go away far away from me yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the
[56:39 - 56:45] road to recovery it's a real world i'm talking in the park can't turn back now keep going go off
[56:45 - 56:54] i'm proud of who i am when i feel down now i know what i've been through i dig what i had to
[56:54 - 57:02] you're getting past the past so i try to get away from me on the road to recovery
[57:03 - 57:16] i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[57:16 - 57:24] i'm a big one out of pain when away from me i'm on the road to recovery yeah on this road to
[57:24 - 57:32] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on bop oh yeah like you used to be i'm on the road to
[57:32 - 57:40] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm a big one out of pain
[57:40 - 57:55] when away from me i'm on the road to recovery yeah on this road to recovery
[57:55 - 58:34] so
[58:34 - 58:50] i'm so angry i could kill a man
[58:51 - 58:57] but i remember my place and still i stand even though they pissed me off and kicked me down
[58:57 - 59:00] i know it's all me because they think i've got a wicked sound
[59:00 - 59:06] rickety face don't hate me cuz i'm doing it y'all don't hate me cuz i'm on your phone i'm on your
[59:06 - 59:11] phone and i'm on the other side what's the sound of a gun what does he think he is what does he
[59:11 - 59:15] give hope they can make it past just like that i don't really like this shit so what i can't
[59:15 - 59:21] i don't think i'm a young it's only real y'all just let me get a look at you ain't got a real flow
[59:21 - 59:28] let me still go let me go still go make friends with me i make you the night you put the pillow
[59:28 - 59:32] so functionally this day today it make you look bad
[59:32 - 59:35] cuz i have your rage you do the thing i never lose in fact
[59:35 - 59:42] everybody hate you only when i'm cold hold up a second pussy there's something i gotta know
[59:42 - 59:51] you look at my face well you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad when you look at my face
[59:51 - 60:02] y'all you mad white man when you look at my face y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all
[60:02 - 60:12] because i'm mad when you look at my face y'all you mad i'm gonna lie you mad i'm one of the
[60:12 - 60:17] baddest but they judging me even though they don't know that they musically can't fuck with me
[60:17 - 60:23] there ain't no bunch of me i've come to see that i might be criticized for the ways the way the way
[60:23 - 60:29] where i touch your beat your child just drops your face is stone still nobody's beating me even
[60:29 - 60:35] then you can't take my throne but when i made your smoke tell your kids to hear me out i don't need
[60:35 - 60:42] you sympathy and i'ma show those that'll get it near me now i came up with nobody that'll guide me
[60:42 - 60:49] don't know how i became this team that's inside me don't even try me i will not take you lightly
[60:49 - 60:55] do something one do something to hold me come and find me i ain't back in town look at my face
[60:55 - 60:59] you better see the mask i may be young but it seems to shake that'll make you see the mask
[60:59 - 61:05] it's no surprise i'm gonna watch your words i don't fuck around that he says he said no question
[61:05 - 61:13] i got you sore when you look at my face y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad
[61:13 - 61:23] when you look at my face y'all you mad white man when you look at my face
[61:23 - 61:29] y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad when you look at my face
[61:29 - 61:34] y'all you mad white man
[61:34 - 62:19] [Music]
[62:19 - 62:23] and land more i said it's time to let loose on these guys don't you think
[62:23 - 62:35] [Music]
[62:35 - 62:40] hey yo man don't you think it's about time i fucking ripped all these shows to fucking shreds
[62:40 - 62:52] how many people here want to see me rip these shows apart right the fuck now
[62:52 - 62:59] in front of everyone
[62:59 - 63:17] let's go
[63:18 - 63:25] you gotta turn chic you gotta let it go but i feel this burning teeth and i'm here to set the blow
[63:25 - 63:30] so the hell with the courtesy it's never gonna affect me so for about 10 years i had to go i'm
[63:30 - 63:34] gonna have an episode i ain't got too much going all night court dates and we don't stress
[63:34 - 63:39] cross if you want to see me rest in this yellow well and i'm eating that on top of it all my
[63:39 - 63:43] friend in the room that i love is leaving next cuz i got my rap and the band and the band and
[63:43 - 63:47] the band i already got blessed mighty test i ain't been in the room for the heart so hard
[63:47 - 63:51] break in a bit of motion i'm gonna make sure my goddamn car will start if it's that of me it's
[63:51 - 63:55] black in a jacket back in the back of my car bernard that when i never learned nothing like this
[63:55 - 63:59] just being the way you be the hardest part i'm not gonna go i don't wanna speak i'm just gonna
[63:59 - 64:04] just don't speak let y'all walk all over me for the other day i'm over beast i'm still going to
[64:04 - 64:09] no release the other best we are so sweet i don't wanna be that dude guaranteed is not a moment
[64:09 - 64:16] i won't be beat let enough time in the day to beat around the bush just say what you wanna say
[64:16 - 64:21] because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm gonna bottle in this something
[64:21 - 64:27] i think y'all about to pray starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say what
[64:27 - 64:33] you want to say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm gonna bottle in
[64:33 - 64:39] this something i think y'all about to pray i'm waiting on new jade is looking crazy anywhere i go
[64:39 - 64:46] you know i know on the outside i can be your name but i've got the nature to be a pair i know
[64:46 - 64:52] i'm gonna be with you michigan and show you know i'm gonna wear my gloves you know the niggas know now
[64:52 - 64:58] you know i'm gonna get your age i'm gonna start to shout that'll be the day that i'll end all down
[64:58 - 65:02] i'm gonna be my brother and i'm gonna punch your mouth i'll be my brother and i'm gonna watch you shout
[65:02 - 65:08] when i was born i was ready to go to molly copan i was a very very very bad girl i had to react
[65:08 - 65:13] i was always used to the band of pattin good rolling on the stack i don't know when we got away from
[65:13 - 65:17] a friend of the fucking readers all okay and i look for me and shout again hallelujah we locked away in
[65:17 - 65:21] that cell thought i got to live between the very side of your copy and pen to defend myself
[65:21 - 65:26] look into the life i live you probably tell i don't even know that much about myself and
[65:26 - 65:32] you don't get too much of it starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say what
[65:32 - 65:38] you wanna say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm about to leave this
[65:38 - 65:45] stuff and i think i'm about to pray starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say
[65:45 - 65:51] what you wanna say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm about to
[65:51 - 66:04] leave this stuff and i think i'm about to pray
[66:04 - 66:20] i wanna give a shout out to my boy matt and hopson on this channel man what up guys
[66:20 - 66:46] it's a homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[66:46 - 66:53] i wanna step up and hate my murders of today last nigga who i'll ever see man is where i drug his fate
[66:53 - 66:58] eyes on your bitches like i'm looking for it's fluctuating hope you want the water so you love
[66:58 - 67:04] to feel like you're suffocating the brutality of spitting make your bags holler all alone is like
[67:04 - 67:09] it you gon treat me like your damn father i hope you are and not your mama so you can't call her
[67:09 - 67:13] you can't call it what you want with this you're getting a dirty slaughter giving me all your
[67:13 - 67:17] doctor's like he's wearing a blood bath
[67:17 - 67:57] it's a homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[67:57 - 68:03] it's a homicide never be the one to lie
[68:03 - 68:14] it's time to run it got my sick with my nights on like i'm going and i'm running
[68:14 - 68:21] they ask me if i'm gonna win i'm i say damn right shit's intense like opportunities at a campsite
[68:21 - 68:27] but it's so mad frantic that i just can't write look at the bag dad look at the bag price
[68:27 - 68:32] i'm self-consortial women you're the most enough in every special in the ocean i'm a trucker
[68:32 - 68:37] there's nothing on the walls man i'm not dumping i got sulfur in my stomach and i spit in all the
[68:37 - 68:43] five niggas that go down the concrete i'm in a little hurry brother that seems to be up in the golden arm
[68:43 - 68:46] breathing up that i was like a muscle dumbest and i got the soul and ass
[68:46 - 68:49] if i can have all of your idols since i've never been in there one time
[68:49 - 68:52] that's what i'm saying
[68:52 - 68:53] it's a homicide
[68:53 - 68:58] i'm living homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[68:58 - 69:01] i'm on the side with the gun living in my fall
[69:01 - 69:05] let me tell you it's your bluff that i'm playing the job
[69:05 - 69:11] it's a homicide i'm living homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[69:11 - 69:14] i'm on the side with the gun living in my fall
[69:14 - 69:18] let me tell you it's your bluff that i'm playing the job
[69:18 - 69:57] [Music]
[69:57 - 71:17] [MUSIC]
[71:36 - 71:37] Those are questions.
[71:37 - 72:17] [MUSIC]
[72:17 - 72:29] And the answer to your question for
[72:29 - 72:33] comes, that dude turned out to be a fucking piece of shit, nobody.
[72:37 - 72:41] That dude literally turned out to be a piece of fucking shit trying to tell me
[72:41 - 72:45] who to be, what to do, what I should do, what I shouldn't do.
[72:45 - 72:48] You know, typical shit that the trolls try to fucking do.
[72:52 - 72:53] Where do I get the energy from?
[72:53 - 72:58] That's easy, I get it from everything I've ever fucking been through.
[72:58 - 73:03] I use everything I've been through as motivation to keep fucking going and
[73:03 - 73:05] keep on doing what I fucking do.
[73:07 - 73:10] Like I said before, I don't just do this shit for me.
[73:10 - 73:14] I do this shit for the motherfuckers that are like me, that are like Lynn,
[73:14 - 73:19] that are like Morp, that are like the actual real supporters that I fucking have.
[73:19 - 73:21] That ain't got shit.
[73:21 - 73:25] The motherfuckers like me that have actually been through real fucking shit.
[73:25 - 73:27] That's where I get my energy from.
[73:34 - 73:39] In case y'all don't know, I am gonna drop a street racing scene as a single,
[73:39 - 73:43] here probably within the next few days or so.
[73:49 - 73:51] Hey, Mountain New Code Red's the shit.
[73:58 - 74:01] I fucking Mountain New Code Red, yeah, damn it.
[74:09 - 74:12] Mountain New Code Red and high voltage is good too.
[74:12 - 74:15] High voltage is the shit, dude.
[74:20 - 74:23] Without a doubt, high voltage is the shit.
[74:23 - 74:26] I fucking Mountain New High Voltage, that shit's fucking bomb, dude.
[74:52 - 74:56] But like I said, do you trolls fucking see now?
[74:56 - 75:01] Do you guys actually have an inside look now with what the fuck I deal with?
[75:01 - 75:05] The struggles that I go through, the hell that I deal with?
[75:05 - 75:11] I wrestle around with my own thoughts every fucking night because of y'all
[75:11 - 75:15] motherfuckers, every day.
[75:15 - 75:22] That's why the songs that I've put out are personal to me.
[75:22 - 75:36] That's why all the songs on albums like this one right here.
[75:36 - 75:41] That's why all the songs that I do, especially on this album right here,
[75:41 - 75:43] are so fucking personal to me.
[75:43 - 75:47] Because this shit right here talks about all that shit.
[75:52 - 75:57] This shit right here talks about everything that I've gone through,
[75:57 - 75:59] everything that I've fucking been through.
[75:59 - 76:04] Everything that I've fucking dealt with over the last five years.
[76:04 - 76:08] All the hatred, all the bullshit.
[76:11 - 76:18] All the crap I've gone through is right here on this fucking album.
[76:20 - 76:22] So I don't want you guys sitting there saying I don't do shit.
[76:42 - 76:51] Yeah, you're not wrong, Lynn, and it is fucked up.
[76:51 - 76:56] It definitely is a fucked up situation.
[77:06 - 77:08] You know, you guys don't deserve it.
[77:08 - 77:13] Y'all, man, to the real fucking fans out there, and I mean the real ones.
[77:13 - 77:16] Like Lynn, and more from everybody that actually shows love.
[77:16 - 77:20] You guys don't deserve what y'all get.
[77:20 - 77:24] What people fuck with you guys, you don't deserve that.
[77:31 - 77:33] You guys don't deserve to get fucked with like that.
[77:39 - 77:40] Y'all don't deserve it.
[77:42 - 77:44] And here's what y'all trolls don't get, man.
[77:44 - 77:47] I do have fucking real supporters.
[77:54 - 78:00] I do have real fucking supporters, but it's sad when my real fucking supporters
[78:00 - 78:01] can't actually show love.
[78:03 - 78:07] It's sad that y'all motherfuckers got so goddamn scared
[78:07 - 78:09] that they're afraid to even say anything.
[78:11 - 78:15] Matter of fact, Lynn, I'm gonna let you do the honors
[78:15 - 78:18] of fanning a lot of these trolls that are in the chat right now.
[78:19 - 78:24] By all means, please, start getting rid of a lot of these trolls
[78:24 - 78:24] anytime you want.
[78:24 - 78:27] I'm gonna let you take the first shot at these guys.
[78:36 - 78:38] Hey, I'm Mimi H, appreciate it.
[78:39 - 78:41] But y'all, Lynn, what do you say?
[78:41 - 78:43] You wanna take the first shot at these motherfuckers?
[78:53 - 79:08] See, and I've said this many a times before, man.
[79:08 - 79:11] I've said this many a times before.
[79:11 - 79:14] I'm trying to build a community of good people.
[79:14 - 79:18] I'm trying to build a community of good fucking people.
[79:27 - 79:31] I'm trying to build a community of good, like-minded people
[79:31 - 79:36] that actually wanna see me succeed, that actually wanna see me do good.
[80:05 - 80:09] And from once to Tony at work, I agree with you, enough is enough.
[80:09 - 80:12] I actually wanna do good shit for people.
[80:12 - 80:14] All right?
[80:14 - 80:23] I wanna actually be out here doing real shit for people, doing good shit for people.
[80:33 - 80:50] Lynn, I don't wanna be out here doing fucked up shit.
[80:50 - 80:52] I wanna be doing good shit for people.
[81:02 - 81:11] Which is why starting today, for everybody out there that actually won,
[81:11 - 81:17] for actually some of my friends, including Lynn and for several others that have been wondering,
[81:17 - 81:21] am I ever gonna be putting out my artwork on campuses?
[81:21 - 81:25] My answer to you is fuck yes.
[81:25 - 81:30] I will be putting my artwork on campuses as soon as I can find a site to actually do
[81:31 - 81:52] canvases on, where I can release only canvas prints.
[81:55 - 81:56] Yeah, sure you can.
[81:57 - 82:01] Lynn's got a point. And to me, I definitely appreciate that for real.
[82:01 - 82:05] Like, I'm not even joking why I say that shit, man.
[82:05 - 82:08] I appreciate the love. I do appreciate that shit.
[82:12 - 82:16] And like I said, to everybody out there that does show love for me,
[82:16 - 82:21] and has shown love for me since day one, I wanna apologize to you guys, man.
[82:21 - 82:26] To everybody that's been wanting to show support and love for me,
[82:26 - 82:32] I wanna apologize to you guys for you guys not getting to see how I can actually be.
[82:32 - 82:38] Yesterday, when I did that whole race thing for the few hours that I did,
[82:38 - 82:42] that was the real me hanging out with you guys, having fun.
[82:42 - 82:44] That was me.
[82:44 - 82:47] And I'm sorry that y'all don't get to see more of that.
[82:47 - 82:53] I'm sorry that we have to deal with all these fucking assholes that run their mouths.
[83:01 - 83:05] You know, I do apologize that you guys have not actually gotten to see
[83:05 - 83:09] how I can really be when I'm not being attacked.
[83:19 - 83:30] Well, I do it. If you go back to the old school days,
[83:30 - 83:34] I can't really say old school, old school.
[83:34 - 83:38] But if you go back last year when I did the coffee and chill streams,
[83:38 - 83:41] where I was hanging out with everybody, that was me.
[83:41 - 83:46] And butters, fuck y'all, I love King of the Hill.
[83:46 - 83:51] I fucking love King of the Hill, bro.
[83:51 - 83:53] King of the Hill is my shit.
[83:53 - 84:01] And I can genuinely say I have not missed an episode yet and I'm still going strong.
[84:01 - 84:06] I fucking love King of the Hill, man.
[84:08 - 84:11] And even if I do miss an episode right then and there,
[84:11 - 84:13] I usually go back to On Domain and watch it back there.
[84:13 - 84:16] I go to On Domain and I watch it if I miss it.
[84:16 - 84:19] So I keep up to date on everything.
[84:19 - 84:21] So yeah, huge fan of King of the Hill, man.
[84:29 - 84:33] And not gonna lie, and I can genuinely say this for a fact,
[84:35 - 84:42] Nicholas Beagler, aka MusicBizMarty, he looks like the ugly version of Bobby Hill.
[84:42 - 84:48] He looks like Bobby Hill growing up with a fucking beard and ugly as fuck.
[84:48 - 84:58] Not gonna lie.
[85:02 - 85:09] King of the Hill is how I say it.
[85:15 - 85:19] Bro, why don't y'all already seen that shit multiple times?
[85:19 - 85:23] I mean, literally, you guys have seen this shit.
[85:33 - 85:42] And besides, man, I started bullying whenever I'm firing back.
[85:42 - 85:49] And besides, I said it's about time Marty got a taste of his own fucking medicine.
[85:53 - 85:57] I mean, this dude's been fucking busting my balls and attacking me for over five years.
[85:57 - 86:01] I'm thinking about it, dude.
[86:01 - 86:04] This guy's been attacking me for over five fucking years.
[86:04 - 86:07] Don't you think I deserve a little bit of fucking payback on the guy?
[86:07 - 86:11] All right, let's be honest here, four comes.
[86:11 - 86:14] The dude did nothing but attack me for the last five years.
[86:14 - 86:18] The only thing is about time I got some fucking payback on the motherfucker.
[86:21 - 86:23] Ooh, favorite pizza topping.
[86:23 - 86:25] Ooh, that's a tough one, bro.
[86:25 - 86:33] I don't necessarily have a personal favorite.
[86:40 - 86:41] I love all tommies.
[86:41 - 86:45] The only tommies I will not do are anchovies.
[86:45 - 86:47] I did not do anchovies.
[86:47 - 86:48] Fuck that.
[86:51 - 86:55] I don't eat everything else, but you get me near that fucking anchovy, man.
[86:55 - 86:57] I'm taking that fish and I'm throwing it in your fucking face.
[86:57 - 86:59] Dead ass.
[86:59 - 87:02] I will take that shit and I will throw that shit in your face.
[87:02 - 87:07] I'll pull a fucking jacksepticeye fucking...
[87:07 - 87:11] I'll be like jacksepticeye on Hitman 3.
[87:11 - 87:14] Fucking slap your ass with a fucking fish.
[87:14 - 87:20] And if y'all don't know what video I'm talking about, let me show you.
[106:47 - 106:50] So yeah, like I said, a little bit older than I am.
[106:55 - 107:00] And besides, I shouldn't have to fucking specify, y'all should be fucking smart enough to know.
[107:31 - 107:38] Oh, by the way, for all you guys out there watching, this isn't a dig at anybody's short, man, I'm just saying.
[107:38 - 107:44] For all you tall guys out there, next time you dig a short girl, keep this in mind.
[107:45 - 107:46] Do you wanna know what I'm afraid of most in life?
[107:46 - 107:52] Short girls, I know they look super adorable and cute in this and everything, but I promise you, if you piss one of them off, you're gonna die.
[107:52 - 107:54] They will kill you and you will die.
[107:54 - 107:56] I don't care how tough you think you are and you don't stand a chance.
[107:56 - 107:59] There's so little that they come out of nowhere and you never even know it.
[107:59 - 108:00] I'm warning you, do not make them mad.
[108:00 - 108:01] They tend to travel in packs.
[108:01 - 108:03] If you make one of them mad, you gotta deal with like 50 others.
[108:03 - 108:05] Short girls are many ninjas of death.
[108:05 - 108:10] And if you're a guy and you happen to call one of them a hobbit or something, just remember that all you have to do is do this.
[108:10 - 108:11] And there goes your dinkle do.
[108:11 - 108:12] They're gonna punch you in your dinkle do.
[108:12 - 108:14] Dude, your dinkle do.
[108:14 - 108:17] Even though they're so adorable and everything, I just wanna cuddle every one of them.
[108:17 - 108:19] I know it's a trick to get me closer to them.
[108:19 - 108:20] That way they can kill me.
[108:20 - 108:24] So fair warning, if you make a short girl mad, remember that they will kill you and you will die.
[108:24 - 108:28] He's not wrong.
[108:28 - 108:30] He's not wrong, motherfuckers.
[108:30 - 108:38] Hello YouTube, my name is Stephen and welcome to my channel.
[108:38 - 108:40] You are, you're an awkward little fuck.
[108:40 - 108:41] And I really like that about you.
[108:41 - 108:42] So good luck with that.
[108:42 - 108:43] Hey guys, today I made a video about short girls.
[108:43 - 108:46] If you didn't know a couple years ago, I made a video about short girls before.
[108:46 - 108:49] This is not really cool to masturbate with.
[108:49 - 108:53] If you're watching this video and you're sure this video is for you.
[108:53 - 108:56] So, we all know that short girls are very terrifying.
[108:56 - 108:58] They can punch you in your dinkle do, which is really fucking cool.
[108:58 - 108:59] I think, I don't know, it hurts a lot.
[108:59 - 109:02] So, don't please stop fucking doing that for people.
[109:02 - 109:04] You'll see that there are many ninjas of death.
[109:04 - 109:05] That's really worth it to say, okay?
[109:05 - 109:06] I tried to say it three times.
[109:06 - 109:07] Leave me alone.
[109:07 - 109:09] But if you happen to be on the short side, you can actually wear any shirt you want to.
[109:09 - 109:16] So, you kind of have like a night down for every time that you put on the fucking shirt.
[109:16 - 109:19] It's very easy to pick up.
[109:19 - 109:21] So, if I wanted to kidnap you, wouldn't it be that hard?
[109:21 - 109:23] I'm going to pick you up and take you in.
[109:23 - 109:25] Also, you're actually going to always look like you're 12 years old.
[109:25 - 109:29] So, you're basically going to never be able to buy alcohol.
[109:29 - 109:33] So, if there's somebody that's tall than you and they say that you don't look mean and you don't look intimidating.
[109:33 - 109:35] Remember, you're closer to hell.
[109:35 - 109:37] You got that going for you.
[109:37 - 109:39] You get really, really, really mad.
[109:39 - 109:40] You get really pissed off.
[109:40 - 109:43] You still kind of look like you're an angry, cute little minion.
[109:43 - 109:46] So, I'm not sure that's good or bad, but you know, hey.
[109:46 - 109:47] But that's where people is.
[109:47 - 109:50] For people like me, I got myself an armrest any time I'm around you.
[109:50 - 109:53] So, it's like, you know, until you kill me, that's not funny.
[109:53 - 109:56] Have you ever played on the couch and you kind of lose something inside the cushion or whatever?
[109:56 - 109:58] Well, you got little hands, okay?
[109:58 - 109:59] So, you can dig in there and get it.
[109:59 - 110:02] You also make your boyfriend's dick look bigger.
[110:03 - 110:07] But your girlfriend's tits look bigger.
[110:07 - 110:08] I'm going to hell.
[110:08 - 110:11] The last thing I have to think about is that when you're eating Pringles and you got that one chip in there
[110:11 - 110:14] and you're stuck in there and you can't get it out because, you know, hey, big hands.
[110:14 - 110:15] You're in a lot because you got little hands.
[110:15 - 110:18] You just get it in there and this is how you get birth.
[110:18 - 110:22] You just pull the baby's head out like that and then you name it Freddy.
[110:22 - 110:26] You're not my kid.
[110:26 - 110:27] Anyways, that's the end of the video.
[110:27 - 110:28] I'm going to go.
[110:28 - 110:29] I hope you guys have a great day.
[110:29 - 110:30] I love you so much.
[110:30 - 110:31] You're the heart.
[110:31 - 110:32] I hope you have a great day.
[110:32 - 110:37] And I swear to God, anybody who tries that shit on me putting their arm up on me like that,
[110:37 - 110:38] I'm going to kick your ass.
[110:38 - 110:42] I promise you.
[110:42 - 110:46] Actually, no.
[110:46 - 110:48] That was a grown ass adult too.
[110:48 - 110:51] I promise you.
[110:51 - 110:57] I fucking promise you anybody does that shit and I'm beating your ass.
[110:57 - 111:01] I swear to God, my brother Jake does it to me all the time
[111:01 - 111:04] and it's fucking annoying.
[111:04 - 111:07] It is fucking annoying.
[111:07 - 111:11] And Jake, I'm never probably watching this super motherfucker.
[111:11 - 111:24] In fact, I know you're watching this, you sick fuck weirdo doofus shithead.
[111:24 - 111:28] Yeah, I'm talking to you, Jake.
[111:28 - 111:30] You goofy motherfucker.
[111:31 - 111:33] What would I do about a six foot?
[111:33 - 111:34] That's easy.
[111:34 - 111:41] I'd use all my friends as fucking armrests.
[111:41 - 111:43] But I'm not that tall so I can't.
[111:43 - 111:50] So, it is that.
[111:50 - 112:00] But yeah.
[112:00 - 112:06] Dude, six foot motherfucker, are you kidding me?
[112:06 - 112:09] Dude, I am five foot three, six foot.
[112:09 - 112:11] I have to look up like this.
[112:11 - 112:13] Are you kidding me?
[112:13 - 112:17] Are you fucking kidding me, bro?
[112:17 - 112:20] I literally have to look up like this.
[112:20 - 112:26] Dude, my brother Jake is six four and I have to look up to him like this.
[112:26 - 112:29] I just see his fucking bald ass head.
[112:29 - 112:32] I am five foot three motherfucker.
[112:32 - 112:33] That boy is six four.
[112:33 - 112:36] I have to literally stretch and look up.
[112:36 - 112:38] So, yeah.
[112:38 - 112:44] And I'm only five foot three.
[112:55 - 112:56] Like dead ass.
[112:56 - 112:59] I am five foot three.
[112:59 - 113:08] Hey, be lucky, Morph.
[113:08 - 113:09] You're lucky.
[113:09 - 113:10] You got the tall jeans.
[113:10 - 113:11] I got the short jeans.
[113:11 - 113:13] You're lucky.
[113:13 - 113:16] How do you think I'm feeling relationships?
[113:16 - 113:19] Every time I get a girlfriend, I'm usually the short one.
[113:19 - 113:22] Out of the two of us, I'm usually the short one.
[113:23 - 113:26] So imagine being in my shoes.
[113:26 - 113:31] Imagine what it's like to be the short boyfriend every fucking time in every relationship.
[113:31 - 113:33] That's me.
[113:33 - 113:47] Actually, I have.
[113:47 - 113:50] And let me say, dude, every time I do get with someone,
[113:50 - 113:52] I'm the short one.
[113:52 - 113:59] All right, take it easy, man.
[113:59 - 114:01] I'll get you later on.
[114:01 - 114:05] But, yeah, I'm the short one every time.
[114:05 - 114:08] So imagine how weird that is for me.
[114:08 - 114:13] Boy, it is really fucking weird.
[114:13 - 114:27] [Silence]
[114:27 - 114:30] How many girlfriends have I had?
[114:30 - 114:33] How far back do you want to go?
[114:33 - 114:40] I mean, I can start in high school and work my way up.
[114:40 - 114:42] I can start after high school and work my way up.
[114:42 - 114:45] How far back do you want to go, dude?
[114:45 - 114:56] As far as I can, shit.
[114:56 - 114:58] Well, let's see.
[114:58 - 115:00] You have my first girlfriend in high school, Cynthia.
[115:00 - 115:01] I'm trying to think.
[115:01 - 115:03] Let me think of my head for a minute.
[115:04 - 115:38] [Silence]
[115:38 - 115:41] So in total, about eight.
[115:41 - 115:46] [Silence]
[115:46 - 115:48] So, yeah.
[115:48 - 115:51] I have in total had a total of eight girlfriends,
[115:51 - 115:54] spanning back to the beginning of my, actually,
[115:54 - 115:58] going back to my grade school years before high school.
[115:58 - 116:01] [Silence]
[116:01 - 116:03] Because the way that it works is,
[116:03 - 116:05] I dated this girl Stephanie when we were kids.
[116:05 - 116:07] We were, like, 14.
[116:07 - 116:12] Ended up moving here to Ohio and got into high school,
[116:12 - 116:16] dated my first girlfriend, Cynthia, in high school.
[116:16 - 116:20] Me and her ended up splitting because she ended up moving,
[116:20 - 116:24] because, like, her parents got a job offer somewhere.
[116:26 - 116:32] That's when I dated my girlfriend Lexi for on and off for a few years.
[116:32 - 116:36] Then got out of high school, dated my high school sweetheart,
[116:36 - 116:40] that was my girlfriend from after me and Lexi's split,
[116:40 - 116:44] which was about my sophomore year of high school.
[116:44 - 116:51] And then me and Christina were together from about the end of sophomore year,
[116:51 - 116:56] up to senior year, ended up losing contact with her,
[116:56 - 117:02] got back in contact with Lex, ended up getting back together with her.
[117:02 - 117:05] She wound up passing away, or no.
[117:05 - 117:09] She ended up not saying anything for several months
[117:09 - 117:11] because she had some shit going on.
[117:11 - 117:13] So I ended up back with Christina,
[117:13 - 117:18] and then my ex-best friend decided to pull some fucked shit
[117:18 - 117:21] and basically talk her into leaving me for no fucking reason,
[117:21 - 117:24] except for the fact he was a jealous piece of shit.
[117:24 - 117:26] So that happened.
[117:26 - 117:32] Then I got with the Heather that treated me like s

[0:00 - 0:29] [Music]
[0:29 - 0:36] All I see in you is an enemy. All you ever did was nod to my face, tell me things that I wanted to hear.
[0:36 - 0:43] You never once told me the fucking truth. All you did was nod to my face, tell me in the motherfucking bag.
[0:43 - 0:49] Always made me feel like I was on to attack. Made me feel like I wasn't worth anything.
[0:49 - 0:55] All you did was see me down every single day. Made me feel like I was not anything. Made me feel low in the dirt.
[0:55 - 1:04] Every single day I walk around wondering when am I gonna get my shot? When am I gonna be okay? What is it gonna be my turn to run?
[1:04 - 1:11] Go to the top I never wanted to be the enemy, but you were the one that fucking made me this way.
[1:11 - 1:18] I never wanted to be a enemy. I wanted to be your friend, but you're the one that made me into an enemy.
[1:18 - 1:23] So tell me why did you stand me in the fucking bag? Now I know I'll never be okay.
[1:23 - 1:35] You feel numb 'cause you feel like you're going insane. You're one brought from the hurting pain.
[1:35 - 1:46] I used to find a friend in me. Now all I see is an enemy.
[1:46 - 1:59] I'm so sick and tired of feeling all this hurt. Feeling all this pain.
[1:59 - 2:09] I'm so sick of feeling all this pain. I'm so sick of feeling all this hurt. Everything you ever did to me just told me that made me feel like I wasn't worth anything.
[2:09 - 2:17] Now I'm here to guess what motherfucker I am doing me. I'm rising to the top, but now I know I never should have trusted you all alone.
[2:17 - 2:23] Now I know that I'm better off without you in my life and doing better things. Doing things that I should be doing right.
[2:23 - 2:30] Y'all better just fuck up and get the fuck away from me. You are not a friend of me. You are not a kid to me.
[2:30 - 2:36] You are nothing but my motherfucking enemy and it's gonna stay the way until the end of this.
[2:36 - 2:44] Never ever when I look back on the things that you say the things that you did. All you ever did was betray me in every single way.
[2:44 - 2:55] Now I know better that I'm never ever gonna trust you again. Ever ever did was tear me down like I was in motherfucking hell kid.
[2:55 - 3:04] All you ever did was tear me down and made empty promises and now I'm doing better.
[3:04 - 3:16] I'm doing better without you and it's gonna stay that way.
[3:16 - 3:18] Yeah, it's gonna stay that way.
[3:18 - 3:41] Now I know that I'm never ever gonna trust you again. All you ever did was tear me down like I was in my life and I'm never ever gonna trust you again.
[3:41 - 3:49] Kendall made it.
[3:49 - 3:59] [Music]

[0:00 - 0:23] What's good everybody? So, we have something to fucking talk about that I think really
[0:23 - 0:34] needs to be fucking spoke on. There's something that really, really fucking needs to be spoke
[0:34 - 0:50] about because I'll be honest man. There's one thing I'm really getting fucking tired
[0:50 - 1:05] of and that's being lied to. I'm seriously getting tired of being lied to by motherfuckers.
[1:05 - 1:13] And yes, Michael J Hacking, that includes you. How do I know that you Michael are not
[1:13 - 1:21] a fucking agent for Marty? How do I know that you're not a fucking troll working for Marty
[1:21 - 1:29] as a double agent? How do I fucking know that? How do I fucking know that you're not one
[1:29 - 1:41] of the goddamn trolls? Because all I've ever seen from you, all I've ever seen from you
[1:41 - 1:50] Michael is me being your little fucking puppet and your little bitch, your little gopher.
[1:50 - 1:58] You're supposed to be helping me but it seems like I'm more helping you. And you want to
[1:58 - 2:03] know why I blocked your ass? I'll tell you why. Because I'm getting tired of getting
[2:03 - 2:13] bitched at by an old man that's washed up. I'm getting tired of being bitched at by
[2:13 - 2:17] an old man that clearly doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about with these goddamn
[2:17 - 2:26] trolls. Like I said, how do I know that you ain't one of them, dude? How do I fucking
[2:26 - 2:41] know that? And Michelle, no offense to you. No offense to you Michelle, but your husband's
[2:41 - 2:50] a little bitch. I mean don't be wrong, he's good with business, but your husband has been
[2:50 - 2:56] doing nothing but fucking using me the whole goddamn time. So honestly, I don't see how
[2:56 - 3:02] you could stand to be with a piece of shit like Michael who does nothing but fuck people
[3:02 - 3:20] like me over. All he does is fuck people like me over for no fucking reason. I mean let's
[3:20 - 3:26] be honest here, Mikey. Let's be honest here, Mikey. You said there said you were gonna
[3:26 - 3:39] send me shit. I ain't got it. And then I see shit of you being in someone's fucking discord
[3:39 - 3:44] sparking your fucking mouth about me like a bitch. What, you don't think I didn't have
[3:44 - 3:51] eyes on you bro? You don't think I didn't have eyes on you right from the jump? Trust
[3:51 - 3:59] me, I fucking did. And I got a lot of motherfuckers that can confirm the shit that you fucking
[3:59 - 4:07] say. You don't think I didn't have shit and eyes on you right from the fucking jump bro?
[4:07 - 4:14] I did. Why do you think I don't fucking trust anybody dude? Why do you think it's hard for
[4:14 - 4:24] me to trust people? Cause punkasses like you are the reason why motherfucker. Little bitches
[4:24 - 4:31] like you are the reason why dude. Oh and Michael, don't bother coming after me because it's
[4:31 - 4:37] not gonna fucking work. Okay? You can sit there and get me reported. I don't give a
[4:37 - 4:44] fuck cause right next day I'll have a thousand subs like that again. No fucking problem.
[4:44 - 4:50] So don't bother trying to come after me okay? Oh and don't try to go after me illegally
[4:50 - 5:06] because you know I'm telling the fucking truth. You know I'm being straight up with
[5:06 - 5:16] you. Oh he did. But here's the thing. He wanted me to be his little fucking gopher. And I
[5:16 - 5:34] ain't nobody's bitch. I ain't nobody's gopher. I ain't nobody's motherfucking gopher dude.
[5:34 - 5:43] Michael, you call yourself a businessman? All I see is a fraud and a phony working for
[5:43 - 5:50] a little bitch fat ass Marty. That's all I see. I see a fat washed up old man working
[5:50 - 6:02] for music bitchface Marty. That's all I fucking see. And as for everybody else, y'all need
[6:02 - 6:08] to pick a motherfucking side. Either you're a troll or you ain't a fucking troll. And
[6:08 - 6:14] ain't that fucking hard to figure out motherfuckers. Cause I'll be honest, I'm getting fucking
[6:14 - 6:22] tired of people screwing me over. I'm getting tired of people lying to my face and of me
[6:22 - 6:30] getting fucked over for no fucking reason but for a laugh. Either you're a troll or
[6:30 - 6:39] you're not. Either you're with me or you ain't. It don't get much simpler than that dude.
[6:39 - 6:46] It don't get much simpler than that. Either you're a troll or you're not a troll. Either
[6:46 - 7:03] you're with me or you're ain't with me. Take your fucking pick.
[7:03 - 7:26] Cause only I tell you right now, I'm seriously fucking tired of being lied to. I'm seriously
[7:26 - 7:49] tired of being fucking lied to. I'm seriously sick of it. I don't deserve to be lied to.
[7:49 - 8:00] I don't deserve to be attacked. And morph, your situation is understandable. I get why
[8:00 - 8:06] you're in the position you're in. I understand why you're in the position you're in, morph.
[8:06 - 8:15] I get it. And I respect it. I respect your decision. Because none of this has anything
[8:15 - 8:25] to do with you. So I totally understand where you're coming from. And I respect that. But
[8:25 - 8:31] as for the rest of you motherfuckers that have been around, y'all need to fucking grow
[8:31 - 8:44] up and pick a fucking side. Cause what I'm saying right now, I'm seriously getting fucking
[8:44 - 8:51] tired of being played, being lied to, being fucked over, being laughed at, being labeled
[8:51 - 9:09] as a roll cow when I'm not. I ain't no motherfucking roll cow, bro. I don't know who the fuck made
[9:09 - 9:13] up that word, but whoever made that shit up needs to be fucking bitch slapped in the
[9:13 - 9:25] next fucking week. I am Michael. It's not that fucking hard to pick a side, motherfucker.
[9:25 - 9:29] Either you're a troll and you're working with Marty, or you ain't, and you're helping me
[9:29 - 9:39] do my shit. You ain't doing both, motherfucker. You ain't doing fucking both. And you doing,
[9:39 - 9:48] you doing both like that tells me that you're a fucking troll, dude. What? You don't think
[9:48 - 9:57] I didn't have eyes on you from the fucking jump, dude? I did. And any person with a normal
[9:57 - 10:15] functioning brain will tell you the same shit, Michael. I'm Michael. You really truly want
[10:15 - 10:21] to help me out like you say you do. You truly want to help me out that fucking proved to
[10:21 - 10:26] me that you ain't a goddamn troll. Actually post something on your channel instead of
[10:26 - 10:32] hiding like a bitch because only bitches and cowards hide beyond their channel like you
[10:32 - 10:40] do. You talk about all these videos that you're posting, motherfucker. I ain't seen a word
[10:40 - 11:06] or a video from you. Where's your channel at, motherfucker? I ain't fucking seen shit.
[11:06 - 11:11] Honestly, Michael, your wife Michelle ought to be ashamed of you. Matter of fact, you
[11:11 - 11:21] ought to be ashamed of yourself. Yeah, you started out helping me then in what you do.
[11:21 - 11:33] What'd you fucking do? Started using me for your own self gain. And yeah, you paid me
[11:33 - 11:39] a few bucks here and there for shit. You did that. But how do I know that wasn't all part
[11:39 - 11:48] of your fucking plan to fuck me over? Think about it. How do I know that you paying me
[11:48 - 11:53] just wasn't part of your little fucking plan to keep me in the dark about what you're
[11:53 - 12:08] really trying to do? And dandelion, let me tell you right now, dandelion, you ain't nothing
[12:08 - 12:15] but a lying little bitch. I saw your videos, motherfucker. I saw your videos on me, dandelion.
[12:15 - 12:20] And I'm gonna tell you right now, you punk ass motherfucker. You ain't no hard ass either,
[12:20 - 12:27] man. You're a little bitch. A crackhead fucking wannabe tough guy, bro. You think you know
[12:27 - 12:36] the legal system, bitch? You don't know shit. You're a cloud chaser monkey. You're a little
[12:36 - 12:41] crackheaded buffoon that thinks he's some sort of bitch shot YouTuber when your bitch
[12:41 - 12:47] ass don't do nothing except sit there on your fucking computer screen like a fucking
[12:47 - 12:54] crackhead and run your fucking mouth like a bitch. That's all you do, dandelion. You
[12:54 - 12:59] sit there and run your fucking mouth about, motherfuckers, when really, you don't know
[12:59 - 13:13] shit about anything. You don't know shit about shit. You don't know nothing about
[13:13 - 13:39] anything, dude. No, you don't, dandelion. Now, if you guys want the fucking truth and
[13:39 - 13:53] why I'm making this video, let me tell you why. I will make this shit very clear. I will
[13:53 - 14:03] make this shit very fucking clear. I'm making this stream because I am tired of being fucked
[14:03 - 14:12] over. I am tired of being trolled. I'm tired of being labeled as a locale, as something
[14:12 - 14:19] that I'm not, and being prevented from making money off my own work, which, by the way,
[14:19 - 14:43] which has been stolen, which I can prove right now. Let me pull up my computer. I have to
[14:43 - 14:49] have friends that pop up because we just had a power outage because they're working on
[14:49 - 15:36] [ Pause ]
[15:36 - 15:40] It's always that last window that gives me shit.
[15:40 - 15:47] All right, now let's let this finish up, then I'm going to show you guys what exactly is up.
[15:47 - 15:53] [ Pause ]
[15:53 - 15:56] Let's go here to Opera.
[15:56 - 16:14] [ Pause ]
[16:14 - 16:36] Wait for this shit to pop up, come on.
[16:36 - 16:56] I'm going to show you just how far these trolls fucking take it, man.
[16:56 - 17:02] Let's get rid of these, get rid of that.
[17:02 - 17:24] Now, you want to see how fucked over these trolls try to get me?
[17:24 - 17:47] And it's how fucked up it is.
[17:47 - 17:49] Oh my

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[0:00 - 0:21] What's up guys? So, I know I said that I wasn't interested in it for a while and I'm not technically, but I do have an announcement and that is the fact that I am taking this channel in a whole new direction.
[0:21 - 0:34] Instead of focusing on music so much, I actually want to take this channel in a gaming direction.
[0:34 - 0:50] So what I'm going to be doing is I am actually going to be, aside from the songs that I have released, which I'm glad you guys enjoy and the vlogs with like me and my brother Jake.
[0:50 - 1:17] And aside from those, I am going to be doing a lot more competitive gaming, whether that be in Soulcalibur VI, WRC, you know, whatever I feel like doing, like I want to give back to my roots as a gaming channel because I haven't been able to do that in like a really, really long time.
[1:17 - 1:41] I just feel like, you know, I just really feel like, you know, that I've not been able to be myself in the last five years and I really want to give back to that, you know, I want to sit down and play Fortnite matches with you guys.
[1:41 - 1:58] You know, do, you know, some Cyberpunk 2077 stuff, play some GTA, you know, and even play some single player games that actually have a good story that I've not really delved into that much.
[1:58 - 2:16] Like, I really want to do stuff like that. Like, I definitely do want to take a break away from the music and kind of show my roots as a YouTuber and get to really show, you know, my gamer side and stuff like that.
[2:16 - 2:26] So, yeah, but I know it's kind of sudden, but like I've really been thinking about it all day.
[2:26 - 2:43] And I've really noticed that over the last two or three years, I've had to put off me doing gaming and doing competitive gaming and doing esports like I want to do.
[2:43 - 2:49] Like, that's something that I'm very, very passionate about and very invested in.
[2:49 - 3:07] I absolutely love esports, whether that be, you know, Fortnite, Silver Caliber, Yu-Gi-Oh, you know, F1, you know, any of those.
[3:07 - 3:14] But, you know, I really do love being an esports competitor. I absolutely love it.
[3:14 - 3:20] And I really want to give back to those roots again. I really want to give back to my roots as a gamer.
[3:20 - 3:27] So, like I said, I will be switching things around quite a bit.
[3:27 - 3:33] There will be more coffee and chill streams starting probably tomorrow.
[3:33 - 3:38] There are going to be a lot more gaming streams.
[3:38 - 3:44] I'm also going to be rebranding the channel.
[3:44 - 3:50] I'm going to be coming up with a whole new branding, a whole new name for gaming.
[3:50 - 3:59] I may end up even using one of my older, you know, gaming channel names and running with that. I don't know yet.
[3:59 - 4:12] But, you know, aside from that, like, I am no longer associated with the troll community. I have nothing to do with them.
[4:12 - 4:18] You know, they don't speak to me. I don't speak to them. They do their thing.
[4:18 - 4:24] And trying to dig my channels, I report them and I leave them with that. That's all I do.
[4:24 - 4:38] Like, I'm not giving them any more attention. I'm not bothering with them because life is too fucking short to be worrying about trolls.
[4:38 - 4:45] Like, for the last five years, I've had to put my life on hold and I'm tired of doing that.
[4:45 - 4:56] And I want to have my life back. Like, I want to be a gamer and show you guys, like, not only the gamer side of me,
[4:56 - 5:05] but the normal side of me was, you know, like the vlog with me and my brother Jake that I posted out the other day.
[5:05 - 5:12] I know a lot of you guys really enjoyed that and that's the kind of stuff that I want to do.
[5:12 - 5:18] So, yeah, starting tomorrow, like I said, there are going to be changes to the channel.
[5:18 - 5:26] I don't know when I'm going to live stream gameplay footage. I'm going to be figuring that out and setting all that up.
[5:26 - 5:32] I will be setting up a donations thing. I'll be setting up a merchandise shop for gaming.
[5:32 - 5:41] Don't be wrong, I'm still going to do music, but the music is going to be more, the music is going to be more of a behind the scenes thing.
[5:41 - 5:51] Like, I'm not going to talk about it a whole lot. I'm going to be more focused on, you know, being normal.
[5:51 - 5:58] And who knows, I may even go to the very beginning of my room at some point and do some AMVs.
[5:58 - 6:03] And if you don't know what AMVs are, that stands for Animate Music Videos.
[6:03 - 6:13] For those of you that are older than me, or as old as I am, or have been around on YouTube as long as I have, you guys probably remember those.
[6:13 - 6:17] So, yeah, I may get back into those, which would be fun.
[6:17 - 6:36] So, yeah, but with that being said, I love you guys and I will see you once the channel is rebranded and back up and going.
[6:36 - 6:46] So, here's to a brand new feature and a brand new era on this channel. So, yeah, I love you guys.
[6:46 - 6:57] As I always say, stay humble, stay positive and keep being yourself. I love you guys and yeah, I will catch you guys later. Peace.
[6:57 - 6:59] Peace!

[0:00 - 0:03] What's up everybody?
[0:03 - 0:05] Thanks for watching!
[0:05 - 0:07] [Laughter]
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[6:26 - 6:27] Can you guys hear this?
[6:27 - 6:45] [MUSIC]
[6:54 - 7:03] Okay, what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna stop this and restart, so hold on.
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[0:00 - 0:04] What is up everybody?
[0:04 - 0:39] What is up? What is up? What is up?
[0:39 - 0:50] All I get to say is how are you guys? How is everybody today?
[0:50 - 1:09] Or tonight? Shout out to everybody watching. Sorry y'all doing
[1:09 - 1:20] a mic check. Yo, Esli! What up? Let's get this going.
[1:20 - 1:30] Now if you guys would like to donate my cash app and PayPal or you know where they're at
[1:30 - 1:42] in the description. So, with that being said, let's have some
[1:42 - 2:05] fun. It's hitting in around me what I thought was
[2:05 - 2:14] solid ground. I tried to look the other way but I couldn't turn around. It's okay for
[2:14 - 2:22] you to hate me for all the things I've done. I've made a few mistakes but I'm not the
[2:22 - 2:36] only one. So, away from the lurch, I'm coming down.
[2:36 - 3:06] Well, there isn't any question on how much I could take. You can't pay to me, you'll
[3:06 - 3:18] pay to me, you'll pay to me, you'll pay to me, you'll pay to me, you'll pay to me.
[3:18 - 3:34] So, away from the lurch, I'm coming down. I could never be what you want me to, nor
[3:34 - 3:46] pull you under just to save myself. You will never see what's inside of me, nor pull you
[3:46 - 4:08] under just to save myself. It's getting down around me. It's getting down around me. It's
[4:08 - 4:20] getting down around me. It's getting down around me. It's getting down around me.
[4:20 - 4:47] I'll pull you under, I'll pull you under.
[4:47 - 5:10] I wonder if I can, but I can't.
[5:10 - 5:23] I will never be what you want me to, nor pull you under just to save yourself. You will
[5:23 - 5:34] never see what's inside of me, nor pull you under just to save myself.
[5:34 - 6:03] And unfortunately, it is due to the fact that I am perma-banned because of the trolls.
[6:03 - 6:20] So, yeah. That sucks.
[6:20 - 6:37] Dear Mother, I love you. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to feel the hurt you gave me.
[6:37 - 6:49] 'Cause in your eyes, I just never ran it up, and by all I know, I failed you, but you
[6:49 - 7:13] leave me alone. If I could all make the right, would you know the pain? 'Cause I remember
[7:13 - 7:38] The damn mother, don't hate me. I'm not standing by you, I'm being by your side. But please
[7:38 - 7:52] don't hate me. I only did what I thought was truly right, in the long and lonely road.
[7:52 - 8:08] When you know you walk alone, if I could all make the right, would you know the pain? 'Cause I remember
[8:08 - 8:20] Your brother, if I could help you forget, would you give my regret? 'Cause I remember
[8:20 - 8:36] Your brother, I'm being so tired of it. That feels a whole problem. You say that I'll never change, but what the fuck do you know?
[8:36 - 8:56] Now put it all to the ground, before I let you in. Please forgive me. I can forgive you now. I remember everything.
[8:56 - 9:24] Yeah, they are.
[9:24 - 9:32] If I could all make the right, would you know the pain? 'Cause I remember
[9:32 - 9:54] Your brother, if I could help you forget, would you give my regret? 'Cause I remember Your brother, the hell can change the past, that always will remember
[9:54 - 10:06] Long, long time, that the dawn again would not have changed the end, we remember
[10:06 - 10:26] Long, long time, that the dawn again would never have changed the end, we remember
[10:26 - 10:38] It's not a party, and hang on
[10:38 - 10:50] Alright, question. Can you guys hear the music?
[10:50 - 11:10] I didn't know. Can you guys hear the music at all? Yes or no?
[11:10 - 12:18] No
[12:18 - 12:26] Yes they are
[12:26 - 12:28] Here we go

[0:00 - 0:07] What is up everybody? I told y'all I'll be doing a vlog for today and we are back with
[0:07 - 0:13] this goofy mofo right here. Y'all know this crazy song, bitch.
[0:13 - 0:18] I am not here. I am Batalia. Did you hear my muggle?
[0:18 - 0:21] You guys remember my brother, the fucking Jake.
[0:21 - 0:23] What are you talking about?
[0:23 - 0:25] AKA Hillboat Jake.
[0:25 - 0:29] Y'all remember this goofy guy. I know it's been a while, man.
[0:29 - 0:31] So I'll tell everybody in, man. How you been?
[0:31 - 0:37] Hurting. Oh. Building shit. That's what I've been.
[0:37 - 0:42] Yeah, so what'd you say you were doing building a camera for the back of your truck?
[0:42 - 0:45] Yeah, building a truck camper for the back of this camper thing.
[0:45 - 0:54] Oh nice. So yeah, we're kind of on our way to go grab a bumper because somebody here backed into a pole and we kind of got a...
[0:54 - 0:58] That was a year and a half ago when I backed into a pole.
[0:58 - 1:02] She's just resting out now. I have to go get a new one.
[1:02 - 1:05] A new-ish one that's not resting.
[1:05 - 1:08] Yeah, we're actually on our way to go grab a new bumper.
[1:08 - 1:12] We're going to rip the old one off and replace it with a new one.
[1:12 - 1:17] So yeah, that's going to be fun. We've got gloves on hand.
[1:17 - 1:24] Yeah, what can I say, man? But yeah, we will see you guys when we get to the store, man.
[1:24 - 1:28] All I can say is, it's good to have this crazy son of a bitch right here back.
[1:28 - 1:35] Hey, I've been busy, you know, dealing with work and working on the car park.
[1:35 - 1:39] It wasn't a vibe in your time, so I've just been busy.
[1:39 - 1:42] I know you have. I know you're busy.
[1:42 - 1:48] It's some nights I'm just so tired, I don't want to get out of bed. You know how those days are.
[1:48 - 1:54] This guy.
[1:54 - 1:59] Guys, we will see you guys here in a little bit when we get to the shop, man.
[1:59 - 2:11] That's just going to kill me.
[2:11 - 2:17] We are going to die. There's something about 85 pounds of bottom bunk in the back of this thing.
[2:17 - 2:23] Yeah. Well, if I die, guys, don't feel bad.
[2:23 - 2:26] Actually, yes. If I die, blame him.
[2:26 - 2:29] I'll be dead, too, so you play whatever you want.
[2:29 - 2:35] I'm blaming this guy. If I die, it's his fault. I blame him.
[2:35 - 2:37] If I die, it's his fault.
[2:37 - 2:40] I think so.
[2:40 - 2:48] Yeah. So here we are trying to rip from the bottom of here.
[2:48 - 2:52] Oh, Jake here is doing that while I'm holding those bunk rubs, Warren.
[2:52 - 2:58] Or this has to rest it.
[2:58 - 3:05] If you see shit following, that's our bad.
[3:05 - 3:07] You got it, man?
[3:07 - 3:09] I don't know yet.
[3:09 - 3:14] That's a good question.
[3:14 - 3:16] If you need to get under there, I can.
[3:16 - 3:19] Oh, no. I'm thinking.
[3:19 - 3:22] Don't think you are. I was right, so you got it.
[3:22 - 3:29] How the hell are we going to get this damn thing up?
[3:29 - 3:34] Mostly bolts. So ride it out.
[3:34 - 3:40] Well, I just want to go look for another one. See if I can find any, all right?
[3:40 - 3:42] Well, I know if you got that one.
[3:42 - 3:45] Probably not.
[3:45 - 3:56] So we are down here ripping off this thing right here.
[3:56 - 3:58] This is going to be fun.
[3:58 - 4:01] We may have to take this off, too, though.
[4:01 - 4:05] Oh, no, we are going to take that off.
[4:05 - 4:07] Oh, yeah, I don't know, Ryan.
[4:07 - 4:11] I was thinking maybe it might be attached to that bumper, but I won't get out of it now.
[4:11 - 4:15] It's pretty solid as it is.
[4:15 - 4:17] Yeah.
[4:17 - 4:19] You in there?
[4:19 - 4:23] Well, I soaked the hell out of whatever hell I found down there.
[4:23 - 4:26] It would be my first time ever taking a bumper off.
[4:26 - 4:32] First time ever they knew.
[4:32 - 4:37] Old school Pontiac behind me right there.
[4:37 - 4:45] They asked for a little pro. No fucking way.
[4:45 - 4:50] Holy shit, dude.
[4:50 - 4:56] This is crazy.
[4:56 - 5:00] This is an old freaking Lizas event, mate.
[5:00 - 5:04] Oh, yeah.
[5:04 - 5:10] It's an old school Chrysler. Well, not old school, old school, but still.
[5:10 - 5:12] Nice.
[5:12 - 5:16] That's some good shit out here.
[5:16 - 5:24] Got a Dodge Challenger, kind of fucked up.
[5:24 - 5:27] Got a nice little Dodge Challenger.
[5:27 - 5:30] Got an old school cluster.
[5:30 - 5:39] Nice.
[5:39 - 5:42] Don't know what that is.
[5:42 - 5:49] It's still a little smooth in the browser to see what we got out here.
[5:49 - 5:53] Got a Dodge Ram with a busted mirror.
[5:53 - 5:59] That sucks.
[5:59 - 6:04] Got an RV.
[6:04 - 6:11] Nice RV engine back in there.
[6:11 - 6:15] Ooh, that's nice. Good ear tires. Very nice.
[6:15 - 6:19] Oh, Wrangler. Never mind. Oh, yeah. Good ear Wrangler. Okay.
[6:19 - 6:22] Not bad.
[6:22 - 6:26] Let's see what the old man's doing back here.
[6:26 - 6:33] What you doing, old man?
[6:33 - 6:40] Where did that shit go?
[6:40 - 6:52] Let's see if we can find this nimrod.
[6:52 - 6:55] This is why he never take Jake to a car park.
[6:55 - 6:57] Like this. He'll tear shit apart.
[6:57 - 7:00] Ah, man, it's the dipshit right there.
[7:00 - 7:04] Rip it apart shit.
[7:04 - 7:06] Find anything good, man?
[7:06 - 7:08] Yeah, the one on this one.
[7:08 - 7:11] I didn't bring a tarp, but that's fine.
[7:11 - 7:14] I'm just wondering how.
[7:14 - 7:16] Oh, this one.
[7:16 - 7:19] Oh, yeah, dude. That one's been thrown. Oh, gosh.
[7:19 - 7:25] You guys see that shit? That thing's rusted out.
[7:25 - 7:30] Yeah, we're just here at this car park here ripping apart shit.
[7:30 - 7:35] He's doing that and I'm looking for fucking emblems to rip off.
[7:35 - 7:39] Well, you have to help me with me. Yeah, I know I do.
[7:39 - 7:46] I guess we had like a mess.
[7:46 - 7:58] So this is going to be fun having to rip this shit off.
[7:58 - 8:07] What kind of car?
[8:07 - 8:09] Yeah, what kind of car is it?
[8:09 - 8:13] Yo, is this a challenger?
[8:13 - 8:15] Yo, it's a challenger.
[8:15 - 8:17] Hey, somebody wrote the envelope.
[8:17 - 8:19] Nice dash.
[8:19 - 8:22] Very nice cluster.
[8:22 - 8:24] Look at that. That's nice.
[8:24 - 8:27] It's in good condition.
[8:27 - 8:32] Just need to replace a few parts, but that'd be a nice car.
[8:32 - 8:36] Oh, yeah.
[8:36 - 8:41] Someone had a bad day.
[8:41 - 8:49] Someone had a real bad day.
[8:49 - 9:09] Hah, that gem one bitch.
[9:09 - 9:14] Well, let's see if we can get this off of here.
[9:14 - 9:23] No, say right there for a sec.
[9:23 - 9:36] See if I can get the symbol off of here.
[9:36 - 9:48] Oh, well, we tried. You got it.
[9:48 - 9:59] And we are here trying to rip this off. This is going to be fun.
[9:59 - 10:05] So, yeah.
[10:05 - 10:11] All right, guys, so we are here at the scrapyard.
[10:11 - 10:17] About to rip off some parts with this guy right here.
[10:17 - 10:19] If they have any parts.
[10:19 - 10:23] Not to rip off a few parts from small trucks.
[10:23 - 10:28] Hey, ice cream, anybody?
[10:28 - 10:33] Yo, they got some good old cars out here.
[10:33 - 10:38] For real, they got some good ass cars out here.
[10:38 - 10:41] Hold up, hold up, bro.
[10:41 - 10:45] We are back from the scrapyard.
[10:45 - 10:47] Couldn't really find anything, unfortunately.
[10:47 - 10:50] We couldn't get the bumper at all, so I saw the Home Depot,
[10:50 - 10:53] grabbed some wood to make a wood bumper with.
[10:53 - 10:56] And now we are at this goofy man's favorite spot.
[10:56 - 10:58] This is where this angle is actually crazy.
[10:58 - 11:00] No, they should market us that way.
[11:00 - 11:04] No, where is that one?
[11:04 - 11:07] Oh, you mean, crack me?
[11:07 - 11:10] Yeah, they should market this.
[11:10 - 11:13] They are pretty expensive.
[11:13 - 11:16] All right, funniest joke you've cracked.
[11:16 - 11:19] Funniest joke you've cracked in days. What is it?
[11:19 - 11:23] I've worked here for actually two days and ended up in a hospital.
[11:23 - 11:25] What the fuck did you do?
[11:25 - 11:31] I don't know, some of those are on my chest at the time.
[11:31 - 11:35] Yeah, we are just here looking for...
[11:35 - 11:37] I'm not even sure why the fuck not.
[11:37 - 11:39] Who wants to eat? Yeah, I want to see.
[11:39 - 11:42] They got pepperoni ones, double cheese.
[11:42 - 11:48] They got ham and, you know, American...
[11:48 - 11:51] They got nachos.
[11:51 - 11:53] Nacho cheese.
[11:53 - 11:55] Nacho cheese ones.
[11:55 - 11:58] Hey, what kind of cheese ain't no cheese? Nacho cheese.
[11:58 - 12:00] I don't know.
[12:00 - 12:03] You're recording though.
[12:03 - 12:05] Oh, you are recording.
[12:05 - 12:09] Duh.
[12:09 - 12:10] So you want one?
[12:10 - 12:12] Eh, why the fuck not?
[12:12 - 12:13] I get two.
[12:13 - 12:15] Eh.
[12:15 - 12:16] What?
[12:16 - 12:18] Eh, fuck it, what you got four? Fuck it.
[12:18 - 12:20] Actually, fuck that, I'll grab another one of these.
[12:20 - 12:21] Fuck it.
[12:21 - 12:23] Oh, you're going to get two too, huh?
[12:23 - 12:27] Yeah, no, dude, I'm fucking hungry, what do you expect of this shit?
[12:27 - 12:30] You hear this guy? Oh, you're going to get two too, huh?
[12:30 - 12:32] Hey.
[12:32 - 12:37] Oh, my fucking God, where the fuck have you been, kid?
[12:37 - 12:39] Oh, here, I'm doing my kids.
[12:39 - 12:41] What?
[12:41 - 12:45] And if you guys don't know who this is, this is one of my best friends, Sam.
[12:45 - 12:46] Anger?
[12:46 - 12:48] Hell no.
[12:48 - 12:51] This is the one that freakin', this is the one that they freakin' blamed
[12:51 - 12:55] for freakin' doing shit in school that she wasn't fuckin' doing.
[12:55 - 12:58] Remember the kid, Lewis, Sam Lewis?
[12:58 - 13:00] You got girl, Sam Lewis?
[13:00 - 13:03] I, you know, I've been in school so long, man.
[13:03 - 13:04] Hi.
[13:04 - 13:06] Oh, you should know me, because I did work here for two days.
[13:06 - 13:07] This is crazy.
[13:07 - 13:10] The one I would've picked up a kid and do him a car, four at once tables.
[13:10 - 13:11] Yeah, Sam Lewis.
[13:11 - 13:13] Yeah, it's been so long.
[13:13 - 13:14] I don't--
[13:14 - 13:18] One of y'all, we are finally back. I just left Jake's house.
[13:18 - 13:20] Um, yeah.
[13:20 - 13:23] We unfortunately didn't find any bumpers.
[13:23 - 13:24] We weren't able to get anything.
[13:24 - 13:26] Well, I'm gonna heavily leave the shit out of it.
[13:26 - 13:30] I'm gonna use a piece of two-by-six for a freakin' bumper
[13:30 - 13:32] and see what people say about that.
[13:32 - 13:40] Yeah, he's, you know, wind up using a thing of two-by-six plywood.
[13:40 - 13:45] And, uh, yeah, hopefully everything turns out, um, uh, yeah.
[13:45 - 13:48] But, with that being said, I don't know when the next time
[13:48 - 13:50] I'm gonna be vlogging like this is gonna be.
[13:50 - 13:53] So, hopefully you guys did enjoy this little bit of a vlog, man.
[13:53 - 13:54] I had fun.
[13:54 - 13:56] I know you had fun, man.
[13:56 - 14:01] You got anything that you want to say to any of your fans out there?
[14:01 - 14:02] Hey, buddy.
[14:02 - 14:03] Jake's got a really aximac.
[14:03 - 14:05] This damn truck really freakin' hillbilly.
[14:05 - 14:13] 'Cause there's spray foam in it, there's gonna be a two-by-six for a freakin' bumper,
[14:13 - 14:18] and everything else in this truck is pretty much hillbilly anyways.
[14:18 - 14:20] What about all the fuel out there that love you, man?
[14:20 - 14:22] You got anything you want to say to them?
[14:22 - 14:24] Just don't do drugs, man.
[14:24 - 14:25] Seriously.
[14:25 - 14:28] That's some nasty stuff you don't want to deal with.
[14:28 - 14:30] Hey, you heard of your burns?
[14:30 - 14:31] But anyways, yeah.
[14:31 - 14:32] Don't do it.
[14:32 - 14:34] Really, don't.
[14:34 - 14:36] Thanks, y'all.
[14:36 - 14:39] I will catch you guys in the next vlog, man.
[14:39 - 14:41] Hope you guys did enjoy this video.
[14:41 - 14:43] Be sure to smash that like button, that subscribe button,
[14:43 - 14:45] and that notification bell all down down below.
[14:45 - 14:48] And I will see you guys in the next video, y'all.
[14:48 - 14:50] Peace.
[14:50 - 14:53] The bone ears are good.
[14:53 - 14:57] They're perfect, man.

[0:00 - 0:14] Well D-Drama, I saw you video man. That person actually don't think you're cut out for anything you do.
[0:14 - 0:24] But I will give you credit. You are noble for the fact that you look down to your family. I have noticed that.
[0:24 - 0:36] You know, me and you are disliked in that regard. You look out for your family, I look out for mine. I'll give you that. I respect that.
[0:36 - 0:49] But there's one thing that you seem to forget. You posted in one of your videos, you lose by the sword and die by the sword.
[0:49 - 1:03] And you just talked about me being dead off of YouTube. Well here's the thing buddy. That's the thing about ghosts. They always come back to haunt you.
[1:03 - 1:09] And here's another lesson for you.
[1:15 - 1:18] You can't kill what's already dead inside motherfucker.

[0:00 - 0:11] hahahaha whoop I'm gonna go find a lighter, skins, fucking love y'all, fuck everybody
[0:11 - 0:16] else though ahhhhh see y'all tomorrow