2021-6-29 TAKING A FORCED LEAVE FOR SAFETY REASONS

[0:00 - 0:28] I know I said that I was going to be leaving for just a little bit, but I didn't want to
[0:28 - 0:38] do it. But given the circumstances of what's going on, not only on here, but on Facebook
[0:38 - 0:51] as well, I actually am going to be leaving social media for a very long while. One because
[0:51 - 1:07] I am being harassed, I am being attacked, my friends are being turned against me and
[1:07 - 1:17] I honestly can't handle it. I can't take it. So I'm honestly at this point going to
[1:17 - 1:28] have to shut down my Facebook, make a new Facebook and honestly if this keeps up, I
[1:28 - 1:34] may end up having to shut down this channel and restart. Not that I want to, but it's
[1:34 - 1:41] getting to the point where I'm going to have to be forced to do that because of everything
[1:41 - 2:02] that's going on. Like, I'm tired of being harassed, I'm tired of being attacked, like
[2:02 - 2:10] always straight up honest, you trolls have nothing better to do. You really don't. You
[2:10 - 2:15] sit there and you attack people day in and day out, day in and day out, day in and day
[2:15 - 2:27] out. And it's annoying, like you guys have real pedophiles on here, like Saucy, people
[2:27 - 2:39] like Tony, who are actually pedophiles, who have done real life pedophilic things and
[2:39 - 2:55] yet you want to go after me, why? Like, I don't get it. You have real fucking pedophiles
[2:55 - 3:06] on here who have actually done real life pedophile things, but yet you want to single me out.
[3:06 - 3:13] I don't get it, it doesn't make no sense. Like, dude, Tony got caught taking pictures
[3:13 - 3:23] of little kids' asses, of underage girls' asses in a fucking mall. Okay, he got caught
[3:23 - 3:32] doing that shit, and Saucy wound up fucking and sleeping with an underage child, and
[3:32 - 3:42] got caught. So why aren't you going after them? Why aren't you going after those people?
[3:42 - 3:50] Why do you have to ruin my life? Why do you have to attack me? Okay, I got trolled into
[3:50 - 3:56] this shit, and that's why y'all don't, like you guys just want to focus on, oh, but you
[3:56 - 4:08] said this, no, shut the fuck up. Just shut the fuck up. It's aggravating as fuck that
[4:08 - 4:21] I can't even get off of YouTube and join my fucking time on Facebook with my friends
[4:21 - 4:38] without being attacked. Like, and you wonder why I get on here and I bitch and I scream
[4:38 - 4:46] and I yell, it's because I'm tired of it, man. I don't need this shit. I don't need
[4:46 - 4:55] the attacks. Okay, I'm already stressed out enough that my childhood best friend is in
[4:55 - 5:05] the fucking hospital fighting for his life right now. That's stressful enough. Okay,
[5:05 - 5:20] I'm going to have to worry about this shit. I don't need it, man. And here's the thing,
[5:20 - 5:27] Spack, I've already said this a million times. I don't know why I did the stupid thing that
[5:27 - 5:36] I did. I don't know why I was stupid and did that. I don't know. I don't have an answer
[5:36 - 5:43] as to why I did what I did. I can't explain it because I don't even know why I did what
[5:43 - 5:52] I did. I wasn't thinking, okay? I wasn't fucking thinking at that point in time, so I couldn't
[5:52 - 5:59] tell you why I did what I did because I don't know why I did it myself. And that's what
[5:59 - 6:07] people don't understand is that there is no reason. There is no reason at all. I don't
[6:07 - 6:15] know why I made the stupid mistake I made and y'all are just going to have to accept
[6:15 - 6:22] that. Sometimes people do dumb shit without thinking. And for me, that was one of those
[6:22 - 6:38] times I did something stupid without thinking. There is no real fucking reason at all. So
[6:38 - 6:49] y'all motherfuckers that are attacking me need to not get the fuck off. Like, I'm honestly
[6:49 - 6:57] tired of it, man. And why Tupac? Why don't you get the fuck out of here, you fucking
[6:57 - 7:07] pussy-ass little bitch? For real, back off. Leave me and my friends alone, you fucking
[7:07 - 7:15] bitch-ass cowards. For real, get the fuck off my Facebook and stop attacking me and
[7:15 - 7:22] my friends because I'm sick of it, man. Y'all need to back off. And y'all need to leave
[7:22 - 7:44] me the fuck alone. Like, for real, I'm sick of it. Like, I don't deserve these attacks,
[7:44 - 7:53] man. I don't. Like, why can't y'all just let me live my goddamn life in motherfucking
[7:53 - 8:03] peace, bro? Why can't you just let me live my goddamn life in motherfucking peace? What
[8:03 - 8:10] I did, I did. It was fucked up. But you have to take this into consideration. You don't
[8:10 - 8:16] have to have a choice. You have to take this into consideration. You have to think about
[8:16 - 8:30] this. I was man enough to come out and right my wrongs. I was man enough to admit what
[8:30 - 8:38] I did wrong. And ever since, I've been trying to make it right. I was man enough to come
[8:38 - 8:50] out and admit my wrongs. Most people wouldn't do that. Most people would not do that. Most
[8:50 - 8:57] people would not come out and admit their wrongdoings. I had to pause enough to do
[8:57 - 9:12] it. I had to pause enough to admit my wrongdoings. And you have to think about that. Y'all motherfuckers
[9:12 - 9:18] are doing this shit. I know why you're doing it. Cause you have no lives. You're pathetic
[9:18 - 9:31] pieces of shit. You're pathetic. For real. You're motherfucking pathetic dude. And you
[9:31 - 9:40] want to say that I'm scum. You want to say that I'm shitty because of what I did. Nigga,
[9:40 - 9:48] take a look at you. Take a look at your bitch asses man. Take a look at your faggot asses.
[9:48 - 9:55] Take a look at your troll asses. Y'all ain't nothing but a bunch of motherfucking bitches.
[9:55 - 10:03] You're a bunch of faggot pussies who deserve a bullet to the goddamn brain. You deserve
[10:03 - 10:08] a goddamn bullet to the brain. Every one of you motherfuckers are taking it from YouTube
[10:08 - 10:14] to real life. You deserve a bullet to the fucking head. And I'll gladly be the one
[10:14 - 10:20] to do it. I'll gladly be the one to put that bullet to your brain. I have no problem with
[10:20 - 10:31] that. I'm tired of being attacked man. I'm sick of it. And honestly at this point I'm
[10:31 - 10:39] tempted to leave social media for good. I'm seriously tempted to leave social media because
[10:39 - 10:55] of this shit. Because I can't even get on my Facebook now without being attacked. How
[10:55 - 11:03] are they taking it to real life? By spreading rumors to my real life fucking friends on
[11:03 - 11:13] Facebook by making up these rumors to my real life friends on Facebook and making it look
[11:13 - 11:24] like I'm a bad guy. So yeah, they're taking it from YouTube to real life in many ways.
[11:24 - 11:30] Not only attacking my friends on Facebook, costing me my job with my best friend, costing
[11:30 - 11:38] my biological father his job. So explain to me how they're not taking it to real life.
[11:38 - 11:45] They cost me my job with my best friend. They cost my biological father his job. So
[11:45 - 11:53] how are they not taking it to real life? How are they not taking it to real life? Think
[11:53 - 12:01] about it. And not to mention they called the police on me. They had somebody come out
[12:01 - 12:08] here and threaten my life. So tell me again how they're not taking it to real life. They
[12:08 - 12:13] had somebody come out here, threatened my life. They had the police out here. They
[12:13 - 12:20] cost me my job. They cost me my biological father his job. So yeah, they are taking
[12:20 - 12:31] it to real life. For real, they are taking this shit to real fucking life. What if I
[12:31 - 12:35] left the internet for a year? That wouldn't matter. They still find a way to fuck with
[12:35 - 12:45] me. They would still find a way to fuck with me. And I'm tired of it, bro. Actually, yes,
[12:45 - 12:56] I did. In fact, I actually did have a real job. I actually did have a real job. I was
[12:56 - 13:01] an audio engineer from my best friend Enoch who has a gaming company. I was making about
[13:01 - 13:09] 150 per game. And I was doing really well, really well. And I was proud to say that
[13:09 - 13:15] I had a job as an audio engineer for a gaming company. We had started working on some small
[13:15 - 13:22] independent games that were starting to do very, very well. Until these trolls came
[13:22 - 13:32] in and cost me my job by spreading all these fucking rumors and starting all this shit.
[13:32 - 13:39] And quite honestly, I'm sick of it. So as of right now, as of this moment after this
[13:39 - 13:45] stream, I am leaving social media for awhile. So if I do delete my YouTube channel, don't
[13:45 - 13:53] be surprised. Don't be surprised if I delete my channel because I'm tired of this. I don't
[13:53 - 14:02] need this. I have a best friend that's laid up in the hospital right now who has myself
[14:02 - 14:10] and everyone worried sick. Oh, hey, I should be worrying about that. I should be worrying
[14:10 - 14:15] about how I'm going to get my clothing line. I've been running. How I'm like, what I'm
[14:15 - 14:22] going to do once I get my fucking DJ deck set up and I start doing that shit. I have
[14:22 - 14:30] to think about that shit. I got no time for this. I got no time for trolls. So every
[14:30 - 14:41] one of you trolls can fuck off and kiss my ass. I'm done, man. I'm out. Fuck you guys
[14:41 - 14:46] and fuck social media. I'm out of here, y'all. Fuck y'all.