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2021-3-24 RISE OF THE CYRAXX NATION

2021-3-24 RISE OF THE CYRAXX NATION

[0:00 - 0:24] [silence]
[0:24 - 0:30] for far too long, buddy
[0:30 - 0:36] for far too long
[0:36 - 0:39] you bullied me
[0:39 - 0:42] you beat me down
[0:42 - 0:50] made me feel like shit
[0:50 - 1:00] you thought that I wouldn't win this war
[1:00 - 1:04] but indeed
[1:04 - 1:07] I already have
[1:07 - 1:10] cause see
[1:10 - 1:17] while you play off of your emotions
[1:17 - 1:20] over the last couple twenty-four hours
[1:20 - 1:23] I've learned to control my emotions
[1:23 - 1:32] and become the stone cold killer syrax that I once was
[1:32 - 1:38] so Marty, I hope you're prepared
[1:38 - 1:43] cause you might be doing what you're doing now
[1:43 - 1:46] but one thing you gotta understand
[1:46 - 1:49] this syrax nation
[1:49 - 1:51] will be your downfall
[1:51 - 2:12] [silence]
[2:12 - 2:17] you don't need friends when you fall down
[2:17 - 2:20] when you're late to catch it through
[2:20 - 2:23] by the day
[2:23 - 2:27] to numb you out
[2:27 - 2:30] let me be the one to hold you in the hood
[2:30 - 2:32] and let you get away
[2:32 - 2:35] these shoulders you cry on
[2:35 - 2:38] they're the tux that you tie on
[2:38 - 2:44] die, fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer
[2:44 - 2:48] no dim talk, no blood, no blood
[2:48 - 2:51] not your shoulder you cry on
[2:51 - 2:54] they're the tux that you tie on
[2:54 - 3:01] die, fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer
[3:01 - 3:06] [silence]
[3:06 - 3:09] you know what you want so desperately
[3:09 - 3:13] you know I'll give you one for free
[3:13 - 3:16] it's forever that you're coming back to me
[3:16 - 3:20] and I'm gonna give you one to shout me in
[3:20 - 3:23] send me what you paid on
[3:23 - 3:27] what you leave on
[3:27 - 3:29] there's children you cry on
[3:29 - 3:32] they're the tux that you tie on
[3:32 - 3:35] die, fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer, killer
[3:35 - 3:40] no dim talk, no blood, no blood
[3:40 - 3:45] stop the children you cry on
[3:45 - 3:48] they're the tux that you tie on
[3:48 - 3:55] die, fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer
[3:55 - 4:21] [silence]
[4:21 - 4:26] fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer
[4:26 - 4:30] no dim talk, no blood, no blood
[4:30 - 4:33] stop the children you cry on
[4:33 - 4:36] they're the tux that you tie on
[4:36 - 4:43] die, fuck me, pain, killer, killer, killer
[4:43 - 4:53] killer, killer, killer, killer, killer
[4:54 - 5:33] [silence]
[5:33 - 5:37] listen carefully, mortal combat has been done
[5:37 - 5:47] [music]
[5:47 - 5:49] let's go
[5:49 - 5:52] [music]
[5:52 - 5:56] cuz I promise you all, the Syrax Nation will rise again
[5:56 - 45:54] [music]
2021-3-16 THE CREW 2

2021-3-16 THE CREW 2

[0:00 - 0:11] What's up you guys it's your boy, Cyrus and I'm back on the channel with some Crew 2.
[0:11 - 0:40] Now you guys don't know, alright just an update, oh we got a summit season race.
[0:40 - 0:56] What do you guys all know man, Crew 2 is definitely one of my personal favorite games, I do race
[0:56 - 1:02] on here against other players from time to time doing battles whenever they're on, but
[1:02 - 1:08] most of the time I'm on here, I'm trying to break records, I'm trying to you know trying
[1:08 - 1:37] to do my thing man, now we are on both controller and
[1:37 - 1:44] heal for the day, I use the controller to you know move my guy around and I'll use
[1:44 - 1:53] the stuff when I run the race man, but I'm about to show you guys my garage here, got
[1:53 - 2:01] a beautiful old school Mercedes right off the rip man looking super clean, super good
[2:01 - 2:17] right off the rip, I think you can see it, there we go, and then right behind me we got
[2:17 - 2:29] my beautiful Mustang which I did pick up, I did pick this up from the vanity shop which
[2:29 - 2:38] I love, I love that Mustang, and then over here we got my beautiful Ferrari FXXK which
[2:38 - 2:44] I do like using that as for hypercar races but not a whole lot.
[2:44 - 2:51] Now over here is some of my favorites right here, you got the beautiful, beautiful Aston
[2:51 - 3:04] Martin Vantage, love that Vantage dude, one of my favorites, got my Audi R8 Sport, can
[3:04 - 3:16] never remember what this one is, this is the C8 Alireon by Spiker, I've never remember
[3:16 - 3:22] that company, and then you got my drift Evo right here which I absolutely love, I use
[3:22 - 3:28] that for not a lot of drift events, I'm still building it, and then you got my street race
[3:28 - 3:32] Corvette right here which I fucking love this thing, it's one of my personal favorites
[3:32 - 3:48] to use, and this is just my main garage man, this isn't even counting my other one, let's
[3:48 - 3:55] head over to my main, my main main one which is all the way over here, I'm going to show
[3:55 - 3:59] you guys my main garage as you guys can see, I've still got a bunch of events I haven't
[3:59 - 4:07] done yet that I need to do, now this garage right here is my personal favorite one for
[4:07 - 4:18] a good reason too man, obviously, now this is my main drift car, for good drift events,
[4:18 - 4:26] this is my main one right here, my 370Z Nismo, fucking love that thing, it's one of my personal
[4:26 - 4:32] favorites, not even a lot, it's definitely my favorite of mine, got my military bomber
[4:32 - 4:42] jet right here for jet races and plane races, and this is the Spitfire MKIX, fucking love
[4:42 - 4:47] that car, you know I had to go a little bit old school man, had to do some World War II
[4:47 - 4:56] type street up in there, you can't go wrong with doing World War II stuff man, you gotta
[4:56 - 5:02] have some sort of history in your garage, here we go, let's start on this side right
[5:02 - 5:16] here, got my beautiful beautiful ass hot rod that I use for just cruising and chilling,
[5:16 - 5:24] this is my daily driver cruising and chill car meet car, hot rod, very nice, seems like
[5:24 - 5:33] all y'all that's right I forgot I had suicide doors, if you guys look it does have suicide
[5:33 - 5:43] doors, and then over here got my beautiful El Dorado bro home which is another cruising
[5:43 - 5:49] chill car that I use, this I use for just cruising around and shit, well if I'm ever
[5:49 - 5:56] with the guys and shit, and we just want to cruise, this is the car I do it in man,
[5:56 - 6:04] now this right here is my main hyper car racer, which is the McLaren P1, super fun
[6:04 - 6:15] car to drive, absolutely love it, and yes you guys are seeing that right, yes I have
[6:15 - 6:32] my Nismo here too, don't know why it's over there too, but yes
[6:32 - 6:41] I have the Red Bull Mustang, or the Red Bull Mazda, had to do it, and that's another drift
[6:41 - 6:48] car that I use, and then I've got the old school version of Ken Block Sunicorn, aha
[6:48 - 6:56] two of my favorites, I got Dom's Charger right here, I got Dominic Toretto's Charger,
[6:56 - 7:03] only I threw on a different blower, don't know why I did that, but I got Dom's Charger
[7:03 - 7:12] for three races, now this right here is my personal daily driver bike, this is the Harley
[7:12 - 7:20] Davidson Street Glide, absolutely love this car man, one of my personal favorites honestly,
[7:20 - 7:29] definitely a personal favorite of mine for sure, absolutely love the Street Glide, but
[7:29 - 7:39] now that I've showed off my garage, man, let's get to some racing, let's get to some
[7:39 - 8:05] motherfucking racing, what up we gotta stop the third hour, let's throw down on a, let's
[8:05 - 8:21] say a rally raid, I'm not doing hovercraft man I suck at hovercraft, let's see what
[8:21 - 8:27] events I haven't done yet, oh I haven't done the Midwest Golden Trail or the Swallowing
[8:27 - 8:36] Woods, dude there's a few here I haven't done, what the heck, alright let's hit up
[8:36 - 9:06] Midwest Golden Trail, that sounds a bit pretty guys, let's see if I can switch out cars
[9:06 - 9:13] or am I stuck with this car, oh no okay okay we can use different cars, sweet, oh what
[9:13 - 9:23] one do I want to go with, this one has 90, that one has 84, that one has 78, 66, this
[9:23 - 9:30] one's another personal favorite, I do like that one a lot, let's get the heck with it
[9:30 - 9:41] man let's get the proto buggy, let's go with the buggy man, let's rip it up, go with the
[9:41 - 10:07] prototype doing buggy man, and yes we have knobs on this thing too which I like, oh
[10:07 - 10:36] shit, shit's about to get bumpy man, oh I like that, good thing we got nitrous,
[10:36 - 10:50] so only too far behind for long, hopefully we can break some records today that would
[10:50 - 11:02] be cool if we could actually break a world record, oh shit handbrake we're good, I love
[11:02 - 11:16] using that handbrake man, it comes in hand use for these kinds of races, oh shit that
[11:16 - 11:21] way I didn't hit any of them, you know what let's restart that right quick because that
[11:21 - 11:36] was actually a terrible start man, not pro yet but we'll be going pro hopefully soon,
[11:36 - 11:47] so I can't really say I'm a professional yet but hopefully soon I will be man, whoo
[11:47 - 12:02] whoo out here killing it, let's go, I'm going this way man, fuck going the other way I'm
[12:02 - 12:23] going this way, I'm not getting stuck by that tree again man, can I put this through
[12:23 - 12:31] you, yeah tight squeeze but we got it, oh shit that right there was sketchy, that was
[12:31 - 12:51] sketchy as fuck not even going to lie, I did not think I was going to make that, alright
[12:51 - 13:06] so so far we're ahead of the target time, which is good, go around this, thank you,
[13:06 - 13:26] oh god why don't I choose this route, oh god, oh shit we got a ramp, excuse me, damn they
[13:26 - 13:42] are not making this course easy, shit dude, thank god I got into that, I don't give a
[13:42 - 13:46] fuck if there's a ramp right there, I know I could have hit that but I don't care, I'm
[13:46 - 13:53] just trying to get this crazy ass race done, oh thank god, this shit is so sketchy right
[13:53 - 14:04] now man, holy shit dude, I'm like literally playing dodge the trees right now, some people
[14:04 - 14:24] play dodge the traffic, I play dodge the fucking trees in the woods man, shit, crap
[14:24 - 14:39] now I'm behind the target time, that's alright though I'm not too far behind, man you got
[14:39 - 14:57] to make this shit sketchy don't you, they are not making this easy man, it's like they
[14:57 - 15:17] want me to suffer, oh let's go, can we beat our objective, yes we pulled on it, stomp
[15:17 - 15:27] that e-brake, dude that was sketchy as fuck, not gonna lie that was wild, oh I only got
[15:27 - 15:37] some parts for the car, thank you, dude that was super sketchy, not even gonna lie that
[15:37 - 15:44] was holy shit, I hope I never had to do that again, I hope to god I don't have a race
[15:44 - 16:03] like that again, that was super sketchy, oh yo, someone would be able to actually do
[16:03 - 16:16] something with that, that would have been cool man, just fucking boater across the
[16:16 - 16:38] wall, hold on we actually got parts for this thing and I didn't even know it, how did I
[16:38 - 16:50] do that, yo I'm gonna have to use this thing, I'm gonna have to use that off-road by the
[16:50 - 17:15] time that's, actually looks fun, ooh you know what let's do some demolition derby man, let's
[17:15 - 17:33] hit up some demo derby, let's see if they're all the same, yeah they're pretty much all
[17:33 - 18:01] the same, doing some damage man, we're about to go recsest on this shit, okay, I'm gonna
[18:01 - 18:29] have to go recsest on this shit, excuse me, no sir, no sir thank you, I'm an asshole,
[18:29 - 18:56] where'd you guys go, oh I see you sir, aw damn, out the way sir, yeah sit down bitch,
[18:56 - 19:12] get rekt sir, see ya, dude we're straight tearing these guys up right now, oh sideswipe
[19:12 - 19:26] the man, aw dude got me caught right there, shit, that's alright though man we can get
[19:26 - 19:55] our spot back, aw dude got launched, aw I almost hit him, come on, see ya, see ya,
[19:55 - 20:16] oh really now sir, really you want to play bumper cars huh, we'll play bumper cars, we'll
[20:16 - 20:33] play bumper cars, going through and I lost and tired, and I got no fucking repairs,
[20:33 - 20:58] I literally have no fucking repairs left, damn that just put me in a good spot, damn
[20:58 - 21:28] we got a spot on Shawn, no no no, oh we're in second, ah shit ran right into the fucking
[21:28 - 21:48] wall, dude
[21:48 - 22:17] how did I not tap that man, alright I know I can do better than that, alright I know
[22:17 - 22:45] I can do better than that, oh double points, alright, I'm going to play bumper cars, I'm
[22:45 - 23:06] going to play bumper cars, dude I scraped this fucking door, how did I not hit him,
[23:06 - 23:27] and I'll take my spot back, damn delicious what the fuck, is that even a word, aw I
[23:27 - 23:55] got creams man, fuck, oh shit, shit, I got you, oh shit, I got you, oh shit, oh shit,
[23:55 - 25:15] fuck, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[25:15 - 25:42] alright now I'm doing so hot this round man, shit, why this time I was nailing this shit
[25:42 - 26:07] out of it, now it just fucking suck, I'm getting destroyed every which way, oh damn,
[26:07 - 26:37] fuck, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[26:37 - 26:42] fuck, I know I can nail first on this, I just gotta be smart about how I do it, let's
[26:42 - 27:07] try that one more time, let's see what I can do, fuck, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[27:07 - 27:27] fuck, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[27:27 - 27:49] I have no idea how the hell I survive that, but uh.
[27:49 - 28:15] Do a straight crush there right now.
[28:15 - 28:44] Oh, that's right we're still holding the dog, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh
[28:44 - 29:04] shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[29:04 - 30:09] fuck, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
[30:09 - 30:38] oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, what, that should have counted as a hit.
[30:38 - 30:54] Oh, I love the demo of the rares, but at the same time I hate them.
[30:54 - 30:58] You know what, let's switch on to a different race man, cause obviously demo of the rares
[30:58 - 31:02] ain't my thing today.
[31:02 - 31:29] Oh, dude, my car is total.
[31:29 - 31:56] Let's do some boat racing, I haven't done any boat racing in a while.
[31:56 - 32:24] Alright, so I guess we're doing an air race.
[32:24 - 32:53] Oh god, this is going to be crazy.
[32:53 - 33:22] Yeah, nah, nevermind, I thought that was supposed to be a boat race, not a fucking air race.
[33:22 - 33:51] What the fuck?
[33:51 - 34:17] Alright, it's only because I haven't done yet, let's try it like me, like me, that's
[34:17 - 34:46] what I'm going to do.
[34:46 - 35:15] Alright, oh my god, I can't believe I just said that, that's funny.
[35:15 - 35:33] I'm going through.
[35:33 - 35:59] Oh, I won't be dead last for long lady, you can bet that.
[35:59 - 36:13] Oh boy.
[36:13 - 36:18] Oh, that, yo, that was some bullshit.
[36:18 - 36:34] Dude ran right into the fucking rocks.
[36:34 - 36:39] That's right, I'll get him.
[36:39 - 37:07] I'll get this one.
[37:07 - 37:29] Damn, man.
[37:29 - 37:42] Dude, that was shit.
[37:42 - 38:11] That was total trash.
[38:11 - 38:40] Yeah.
[38:40 - 39:04] Alright, so here we go guys.
[39:04 - 39:33] Going straight up F1 style with this shit.
[39:33 - 39:56] Oh, oh shit.
[39:56 - 40:06] Excuse me.
[40:06 - 40:11] Damn, this shit's sketchy.
[40:11 - 40:20] This is like the Isle of Man for F1 cars, man.
[40:20 - 40:36] Like for real, this is like the, you guys don't know what the Isle of Man is, look it up, it's basically a very dangerous race for bikes and this is kind of like the Isle of Man.
[40:36 - 40:48] For F1 cars, this shit's nuts.
[40:48 - 40:55] Holy shit.
[40:55 - 41:01] This is insane.
[41:01 - 41:17] Oh, shit. Excuse me, excuse me, coming through.
[41:17 - 41:32] Exactly. Why did it have to be on a road? Why can't this be on a fucking closed track?
[41:32 - 41:41] Whoa, boy.
[41:41 - 41:45] Sorry about your bikes.
[41:45 - 42:09] I'll pay for them someday.
[42:09 - 42:22] Dude, we're literally doing, oh shit, that was just, we just brought in O'Connor that shit.
[42:22 - 42:43] We are literally doing 200+ right now in an F1 car on a fucking street.
[42:43 - 42:53] And we're fucking drifting in, too.
[42:53 - 43:04] Man, only in the crew, too, will you freaking drive an F1 car on the fucking streets of L.A.
[43:04 - 43:30] Do you have any other game where you do that? Now I'm counting GTA.
[43:30 - 43:36] Dude, we are just hauling ass right now.
[43:36 - 43:51] Excuse me, coming through.
[43:51 - 43:55] Dude, this shit's sketchy as hell, not even gonna lie.
[43:55 - 43:59] I'm like nervous as fuck driving this thing on the streets right now.
[43:59 - 44:15] I'm like nervous driving this thing on a fucking mountain pass like I am on the streets.
[44:15 - 44:18] Oh, thankfully I didn't hit that guy back there.
[44:18 - 44:25] Sorry, hope you're okay.
[44:25 - 44:51] And you're not? Well, I'll pay for the hospital bill.
[44:51 - 44:59] Dude, we just fucking drifted an F1 car around our corner.
[44:59 - 45:05] That was nuts.
[45:05 - 45:23] I want some risky moves here.
[45:23 - 45:52] Okay.
[45:52 - 46:04] Let's see how fast we can run this.
[46:04 - 46:10] Oh shit, that was close.
[46:10 - 46:16] Oh shit, we got icon points, hold up.
[46:16 - 46:23] I'm gonna pull her to the side of the road here.
[46:23 - 46:29] Actually, I'm gonna get into a parking lot.
[46:29 - 46:38] Now if I'm correct, there should be...
[46:38 - 46:46] Sorry, sir. F1 car, got along.
[46:46 - 47:00] Sorry, sir.
[47:00 - 47:16] Ooh, let's go. Got a new Evo, hell yeah. I want that RX-7 turbo 10th anniversary man, that shit's fire.
[47:16 - 47:36] I'm getting insanely close, dude.
[47:36 - 48:03] Not gonna lie, that was pretty scary.
[48:03 - 48:15] Yeah, I want to use one of my other cars.
[48:15 - 48:30] 265, 250, that one's good.
[48:30 - 48:43] Z4 GT3.
[48:43 - 49:08] Let's go on my 370.
[49:08 - 49:15] Alright, here we go man, GT race.
[49:15 - 49:20] One of my personal favorite kind of races too.
[49:20 - 49:38] Excuse me, man, that pass was easy.
[49:38 - 49:47] Sorry, I had to do it because I almost feel bad for these guys.
[49:47 - 49:58] Loosed around that corner.
[49:58 - 50:09] Oh damn, straight slid the tires out of it.
[50:09 - 50:15] See, this is what I like about the crew too, it's like nice combination between sim racing and arcade.
[50:15 - 50:19] It's not too sim style, but it's also not too arcade.
[50:19 - 50:26] It's got just enough sim style to control it, and not too arcade.
[50:26 - 50:39] Oh, which makes it a nice blend of the two.
[50:39 - 50:45] Ouch.
[50:45 - 51:12] But it's not too arcade either where you can't control it.
[51:12 - 51:16] Oh damn, just wall tapped it, we're good though.
[51:16 - 51:45] We're fine.
[51:45 - 52:14] Shit, that hurt.
[52:14 - 52:25] Man, how is this not a fucking drift track, man?
[52:25 - 52:36] This is like a great F1, this is like a great FD track for real.
[52:36 - 52:50] I'm gonna have to bring my 370 over to this track and rip it.
[52:50 - 52:56] And also, I am going to show you guys how I got so good at doing F1.
[52:56 - 53:25] And a lot of you guys may not realize the crew too is the reason for that and I'll show you guys in a minute what I mean.
[53:25 - 53:43] Let's do a little victory lap here.
[53:43 - 53:52] Oh, okay yeah, I definitely do want to bring my FD car here.
[53:52 - 54:21] This is gonna be a fun track.
[54:21 - 54:50] Okay.
[54:50 - 55:16] Now let me show you all where I learned to rip it F1 style.
[55:16 - 55:20] Grab my F1 car.
[55:20 - 55:28] What track do I have anyway?
[55:28 - 55:34] Ah, 192, not bad.
[55:34 - 55:59] I'm gonna take you all to the mountains.
[56:00 - 56:28] Okay.
[56:28 - 56:51] Dude, where's the road?
[56:51 - 56:59] Alright, so I'm gonna have to go down to, ah, it's about this way, okay.
[56:59 - 57:18] Whoa.
[57:18 - 57:32] Alright, yeah, I'm gonna have to take it to the road.
[57:32 - 57:48] Here we go. Now passes on how to do is where I learned how to race.
[57:48 - 57:52] And it's also why I learned how to drift.
[57:52 - 58:08] I still figured the same numbers that I learned to drift on were the same ones that taught me how to race.
[58:08 - 58:37] Didn't teach me to do that.
[58:37 - 58:51] Whoa, not what I wanted.
[58:51 - 58:59] That is not what I was hoping for. God damn.
[58:59 - 59:26] Nope. There we go, damn.
[59:26 - 59:30] Excuse me, sir, damn.
[59:30 - 59:39] Alright, here we go, the mountain passes coming out, that was a boss.
[59:39 - 60:08] Here we go, here's the mountain pass.
[60:08 - 60:37] Here it comes, they're coming out quick.
[60:37 - 60:46] Oh, damn.
[60:46 - 61:15] Alright, mountain passes coming up.
[61:15 - 61:19] Whoa, damn.
[61:19 - 61:25] That one I couldn't really avoid.
[61:25 - 61:36] As you can see, man, these roads are definitely treacherous.
[61:36 - 61:48] And yeah, I think I'll do a 200 plus mile an hour down this shit.
[61:48 - 62:17] Whoa, boy.
[62:17 - 62:36] Ow.
[62:36 - 62:51] This thing is not like they were smoked right away sometimes.
[62:51 - 62:56] Now you can see how sketchy these roads are for an F1 car, man.
[62:56 - 63:04] But these mountains are the ones where I learned to race at.
[63:04 - 63:11] And you can tell because it's got that F1 vibe to the mountain.
[63:11 - 63:16] And trust me when I say they are nothing to toy with.
[63:16 - 63:21] Hey, deer. Oh, yeah.
[63:21 - 63:30] Ouch.
[63:30 - 63:44] Let me see why I got so good at doing F1 because this car taught me control.
[63:44 - 63:51] Oh, that was sketchy.
[63:51 - 64:07] Damn, sir. Freaking way, dude.
[64:07 - 64:13] I'm seriously thinking about bringing my F2 car up here, man.
[64:13 - 64:15] And just ripping some gears.
[64:15 - 64:21] Damn, man. All this freaking traffic, dude. I wish there was a way I could turn the traffic off.
[64:21 - 64:29] I really do.
[64:29 - 64:32] And we went on track a little bit. That's okay.
[64:32 - 64:39] Because there's an opening right up here.
[64:39 - 64:55] Yeah, we got to switch back here.
[64:55 - 65:02] Only on the crew, too, we finally fucking being a total maniac.
[65:02 - 65:05] Oh, we actually landed that.
[65:05 - 65:11] Okay.
[65:11 - 65:29] Doing a little bit of off roading.
[65:29 - 65:49] Oh, and thankfully we didn't hit head on.
[65:49 - 66:01] As you guys can see, man, this shit is, as you guys can see, man, that toga was definitely crazy.
[66:01 - 66:08] And you guys can see how I got the control that I got on F1 cars because of that.
[66:08 - 66:37] I'll sit there and I'll go on the mountain pass and I'll practice.
[66:37 - 67:06] See, we got 193.
[67:06 - 67:33] Okay.
[67:33 - 67:47] I don't like using a Ferrari FXK.
[67:47 - 68:09] First, I think I'm going to use the BMW M6.
[68:09 - 68:38] And I'll get better soon, man. Don't worry.
[68:38 - 69:07] Yeah, they're both not very good. This is the one I'm winning right now.
[69:07 - 69:25] Now, I feel like kicking the backhand down a bit.
[69:25 - 69:54] Apparently, the car is too groovy for that.
[69:54 - 70:22] Going back to the comments from earlier.
[70:22 - 70:29] And going back from the comment from earlier, whoever said I suck at this or that I'm not very good at it.
[70:29 - 70:48] Then if I'm not very good at racing, why am I taking four wins this season on F1 2020 against other drivers around the world?
[70:48 - 71:02] Go, go, go, go.
[71:02 - 71:09] And you're just saying that because you ain't got the fucking balls to risk in that F1 car on a mountain pass.
[71:09 - 71:38] Let's see you do that shit. See if you don't ram into shit, bro.
[71:38 - 71:50] Oh, sorry, dude.
[71:50 - 71:57] Should have been faster on that corner.
[71:57 - 72:26] And I just allowed homeboy up and all the other drivers. What's up?
[72:26 - 72:55] Okay.
[72:55 - 73:24] Oh, the meds have already kicked in, bro.
[73:24 - 74:22] Okay.
[74:22 - 74:37] Oh, so probably got some other lives that we can do. Okay.
[74:37 - 75:05] How the hell did I miss out on all these?
[75:05 - 75:25] Hope you guys are ready for some trippy ass racing.
[75:25 - 75:37] Oh, this shit's about to be crazy.
[75:37 - 75:41] This shit's about to be nuts.
[75:41 - 76:08] Okay, red.
[76:08 - 76:14] Oh, excuse me.
[76:14 - 76:43] Okay, don't throw.
[76:43 - 77:00] Oh, yeah, don't worry. I'll get on top.
[77:00 - 77:14] Ah, shit.
[77:14 - 77:21] I hate hypercar is I don't know why they throw hypercar races in here so much, dude.
[77:21 - 77:31] This shit sucks. I mean, I like driving hypercars, but this is not what I had in mind.
[77:31 - 77:48] I'm sitting here in fashion for every day and trying not to die.
[77:48 - 78:17] Yeah, you're saying.
[78:17 - 78:46] Okay.
[78:46 - 78:50] I'm holding third pretty well.
[78:50 - 78:59] Oh, shit. Here we go.
[78:59 - 79:24] Now this is where I shine, boy.
[79:24 - 79:44] See ya.
[79:44 - 79:52] This is crazy on the inside of these guys here.
[79:52 - 80:21] Son of a bitch.
[80:21 - 81:47] Okay.
[81:47 - 82:16] Man, this guy definitely does not want me to catch it up here.
[82:16 - 82:54] Okay.
[82:54 - 83:14] So imagine you tell this shit's definitely hard.
[83:14 - 83:24] So, as you guys can tell, man, that shit's tough as fuck.
[83:24 - 83:34] But that's just a look at what, you know, those kinds of races are like.
[83:34 - 83:37] And boy, when I say they're not easy.
[83:37 - 84:06] I do need to do some more jets friends though.
[84:06 - 84:35] Okay.
[84:35 - 84:43] I still got some shit that I can do. Okay.
[84:43 - 84:58] What's your in cars required for this.
[84:58 - 85:06] This time I can afford it.
[85:06 - 85:17] And I can't afford it.
[85:17 - 85:23] You know, let's do a drag race. Hold up.
[85:23 - 85:41] I have a bunch of drag races. I haven't done yet.
[85:41 - 86:09] Okay.
[86:09 - 86:16] This.
[86:16 - 86:26] Yes, it is. God damn it.
[86:26 - 86:28] Whoa.
[86:28 - 86:34] I'm sitting here wheeling all over the damn place because my dad and dragster.
[86:34 - 87:11] Oh, this is gonna be fucking hell.
[87:11 - 87:32] Dude, that was not good.
[87:32 - 88:01] See if I can beat out this one.
[88:01 - 88:09] Hey, there we go.
[88:09 - 88:37] There we go.
[88:37 - 89:06] Oh, now that.
[89:06 - 89:35] Okay.
[89:35 - 89:51] Dude, I'm getting stupid close to 400 more.
[89:51 - 90:20] And that's what you call fucking drag race man. Great that I had to let off the throttle a bit, but he still took it man.
[90:20 - 90:55] Oh shit.
[90:55 - 91:10] I went totally off track.
[91:10 - 91:36] Well, at least we're near the salt flats.
[91:36 - 91:41] Hey guys, I gotta get going man. Hope you guys enjoy this. I'll catch you guys later. Peace.
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2021-3-14 SKXR TISSUE VIRTUAL Tour

2021-3-14 SKXR TISSUE VIRTUAL Tour

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[0:55 - 1:14] It's been a long time, guys. Now some of you might hate me for something I didn't do and I don't care. This show isn't for the fucking haters.
[1:14 - 1:41] This show is to raise awareness for people like myself who get wrongly accused of shit and to raise awareness about real fucking shit and what leads to suicide and what leads to depression.
[1:41 - 1:45] 'Cause your boy is back.
[1:45 - 1:56] Now this first song is very fucking close to me and I don't think I need to say why either.
[1:56 - 2:14] Sometimes I love the tape.
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[2:32 - 2:57] [ Singing ]
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[15:36 - 15:42] You guys don't have to live with the shit that I have to live with every fucking day.
[15:42 - 15:48] [ Pause ]
[15:48 - 15:59] Every day for the last 13 years I've had to live with the fact that that little bitch, Billy Tyler, got away with raising me.
[15:59 - 16:04] Every day I have to live with that.
[16:04 - 16:08] For the last 13 years I've had to live with that.
[16:08 - 16:10] And what does he do?
[16:10 - 16:20] He runs around lying through his goddamn teeth like a bitch ass liar, like the coward that he is.
[16:20 - 16:26] You guys don't understand what really happened.
[16:26 - 16:30] You guys don't know what I went through.
[16:30 - 16:36] I do because I have to live with it.
[16:36 - 16:44] I have to live every day of my life with that shit in the back of my mind.
[16:44 - 16:50] And let me tell you right now, it's not something you want to live with.
[16:50 - 16:56] I wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone.
[16:56 - 17:02] I wouldn't wish that shit on my worst enemy.
[17:02 - 17:07] Every day I have to live with the fact that I was raped.
[17:07 - 17:17] I have to live with that shit knowing that the person that did this is walking free.
[17:17 - 17:24] And trust me when I say you don't know what it's like unless you've been through it.
[17:24 - 17:30] So unless you've been through it you need to keep your mouth shut.
[17:30 - 17:34] Because you didn't get put through what I went through.
[17:34 - 17:40] I have to live with it.
[17:40 - 17:51] Every day I wake up, every night I go to sleep and I have to live with that for the rest of fucking life.
[17:51 - 18:17] You think I asked for this? I didn't.
[18:17 - 18:33] You guys really don't understand what it's like to live every day for 13 fucking years knowing that the person that fucking raped you away with it.
[18:33 - 18:43] You don't know what that's like. I do because I have to live with it every goddamn day of my life.
[18:43 - 18:52] And believe me what I say, if you actually understood what it was like and have been through what I went through.
[18:52 - 18:58] So it's sad that I went through what I went through maybe then you'd understand.
[18:58 - 19:06] And for those that are going through the situation that I've gone through, I want you to know that you're not alone.
[19:06 - 19:13] I know that I'm right there fucking with you and together we will get through this.
[19:13 - 19:31] I promise you that.
[19:31 - 19:40] Because no one deserves to get put through what I got put through at all.
[19:40 - 19:46] And Billy, this one's for you.
[19:46 - 20:02] You sick fuck. This one's for you, you piece of fucking shit.
[20:02 - 20:11] It's time to expose you for the liar that you are.
[20:11 - 20:35] Burning now I bring you well.
[20:35 - 20:44] Three means the night in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, the man in your life.
[20:44 - 20:54] So love the night in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, cause they ain't yet mine.
[20:54 - 21:03] Just a full night and I can't control the way you let me down in the open to make me to die.
[21:03 - 21:13] So how can I forget the way you let me through the path into heaven to leave me beyond?
[21:13 - 21:39] Now I can't stay there, I can't stay there. From wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear. Burning now I bring you well.
[21:39 - 21:46] Burning now I bring you well.
[21:46 - 22:05] Breathing tonight in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, engaging in my bloodlust tonight. And I can't control the endless soul get back from me, demon, or be exercised.
[22:05 - 22:10] So why can't I stay there?
[22:10 - 22:34] Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear. Burning now I bring you well.
[22:34 - 22:53] All my emotions and all my integrity are that you taken from me.
[22:53 - 23:09] So why can't I stay there? Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear.
[23:09 - 23:24] So long as burning now I can't stay there. Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear.
2021-3-16 How im handling what marty did to me

2021-3-16 How im handling what marty did to me

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[0:20 - 0:35] What's up you guys?
[0:45 - 1:01] As you guys know, I've been dealing with a lot the last few days.
[1:01 - 1:09] Well, since yesterday, but I wanna talk about something here.
[1:09 - 1:12] I wanna talk about what the fuck Marty did to me.
[1:21 - 1:29] Like for real, cuz what Marty has done to me is a whole new love.
[1:29 - 1:34] It really and truly is a whole new love.
[1:34 - 1:38] Even for him, [BLANK_AUDIO]
[1:38 - 1:45] Like Marty, I would have figured you being a guy you'd have more fucking sympathy.
[1:45 - 1:55] I figured you being a guy, you would actually understand what I'm going through, man.
[1:55 - 1:58] But instead, what do you do?
[1:58 - 2:01] You have your little pussy ass friends,
[2:05 - 2:13] Hacked my girlfriend on her personal computer.
[2:20 - 2:23] And then you proceed to sit there.
[2:26 - 2:31] And attack us and me personally.
[2:39 - 2:44] By doing what you did, you think this shit's funny, but it's not.
[2:47 - 2:52] Like for real, what you did is fucked up and it's not funny, JBob.
[2:52 - 2:56] So you know what, you and Terry can go the fuck away.
[3:02 - 3:06] Like you think that what you did is okay, Marty, it's not okay.
[3:06 - 3:13] What you did is beyond fucked up and I would never do that to you.
[3:13 - 3:19] If you had a situation that you were dealing with and
[3:19 - 3:23] it was a private matter like mine was.
[3:27 - 3:29] Instead of blasting your business out there,
[3:29 - 3:33] I would have had respect for you and kept it fucking private.
[3:39 - 3:41] I would have kept your shit private, dude.
[3:49 - 3:52] Like you have no idea how degrading what you did is to me.
[3:55 - 3:58] I wish you understood how sickening what you did is.
[4:06 - 4:09] And how evil and cruel it is.
[4:19 - 4:31] Cuz honestly, Marty, I never would have humiliated you the way that you
[4:31 - 4:32] humiliated me.
[4:38 - 4:43] I would have never done the shit that you've done to me ever.
[4:43 - 4:47] I would actually have fucking respect for you.
[4:57 - 5:01] Like for real, I would actually have fucking respect for you.
[5:08 - 5:11] Like honestly, you don't understand.
[5:14 - 5:18] What you've done and how fucked up it is and what you did.
[5:25 - 5:29] Like it seriously fucking sickens me at what you've done to me.
[5:30 - 5:34] I mean, it's one thing to take a face of me and
[5:34 - 5:39] do this on the other, okay, whatever.
[5:39 - 5:43] I don't care if you do that to me, I really don't.
[5:46 - 5:49] But for you to sit there.
[5:55 - 6:00] And purposely do what you did.
[6:03 - 6:05] That's fucked up, dude.
[6:07 - 6:12] Like I would never do any of that to you.
[6:12 - 6:16] I would never come at you the way that you did, me.
[6:29 - 6:31] And greasy, that's where you're wrong.
[6:31 - 6:39] I would not do that to him, I'm not that kind of an evil person, I'm not.
[6:40 - 6:45] Like I wouldn't sit there and put somebody's fucking business out there.
[6:48 - 6:50] Especially like that.
[6:58 - 7:00] Because I don't do that shit.
[7:07 - 7:10] I don't sit there and go after people that way, dude.
[7:27 - 7:31] Like I don't do that shit, man.
[7:31 - 7:33] Never have, never will do that.
[7:39 - 7:46] Like what you did to me is beyond embarrassing, beyond degrading, hurtful.
[7:53 - 7:57] Like what you did is fucked up, Marty.
[7:57 - 8:04] It really is, like I can't even begin to describe what you did.
[8:07 - 8:11] Like I can't even begin to tell you what you did and how fucked up it is.
[8:15 - 8:18] And if you guys don't know what's going on, let me fill you in.
[8:20 - 8:25] Last night, me and Ted, well, yesterday, let me start from the beginning.
[8:25 - 8:30] Yesterday, I wound up going to the hospital, well, more or less the ER.
[8:40 - 8:43] No, I didn't.
[8:43 - 8:48] It turns out that it was an infection and whatnot.
[8:48 - 8:52] It was a, what do you call it?
[8:52 - 8:57] A fungal infection, cuz I guess I wasn't drying off good enough and
[8:57 - 9:03] my body was holding so much water in that it got infected and
[9:03 - 9:08] swelled up, and yeah, I mean, it hurts, but I mean, I'm okay.
[9:08 - 9:15] But if you don't know what's going on, yesterday, I went to the ER,
[9:15 - 9:22] because I noticed that I was swollen up, and I knew it wasn't normal.
[9:22 - 9:25] I knew what I was going through was not normal.
[9:25 - 9:32] So I went to the ER and they told me that it was an infection and whatnot.
[9:32 - 9:37] And I found out I was doing some things wrong with my hygiene and shit,
[9:37 - 9:39] which I can understand.
[9:40 - 9:45] So what happened was they gave me some meds for it, which I'm taking every day.
[9:45 - 9:52] But me and Tanja were sitting down talking, and she knew what was going on.
[9:52 - 9:57] I told her I was going to the ER, and she was worried.
[9:57 - 10:00] So I showed her, that way she could take a look and
[10:00 - 10:04] see how bad it was cuz she was seriously worried.
[10:04 - 10:09] She was concerned and whatnot, so I was showing her how bad it had swollen up.
[10:10 - 10:16] And whatnot, well, little did we know that during our conversation,
[10:16 - 10:22] her phone would go in and out, I would be on the phone with her.
[10:22 - 10:28] And her phone would cut in and out, in and out, in and out, and it would go off.
[10:28 - 10:38] Well, we didn't realize this, but somebody at the time,
[10:38 - 10:43] yeah, hold on, guys.
[10:43 - 10:50] What?
[10:50 - 11:06] Hey guys, hold that thought, hang out amongst yourselves and shit.
[11:06 - 11:07] I'll be right back, okay?
[11:08 - 11:11] I'll finish filling you guys in as soon as I get back.
[11:11 - 11:15] So sit down, hang out amongst yourselves, I won't be long.
[11:55 - 12:11] All right, never mind, guys, I'm back for now, it'll be a bit, but
[12:18 - 12:21] But like I was saying, you know.
[12:29 - 12:36] Me and Tange were talking, like I said, we didn't know somebody had broken in or
[12:36 - 12:40] had been monitoring one of her's conversation.
[12:43 - 12:46] And then this morning, [BLANK_AUDIO]
[12:46 - 12:54] We had found screenshots, as well as a YouTube channel,
[12:56 - 13:01] Plastered all over the place, like literally all over the place.
[13:01 - 13:05] We're talking, they made a fucking YouTube channel about it,
[13:05 - 13:09] as well as a video on that channel.
[13:09 - 13:14] They had been posting it apparently in Marty's Discord, and shit like that.
[13:14 - 13:22] And like, it's been bad, like I've literally been getting attacked all day.
[13:22 - 13:24] I've been getting bashed on all day.
[13:31 - 13:34] Like it's honestly sickening.
[13:39 - 13:46] All right, seriously, this level of humiliation is, it's not needed.
[13:49 - 13:53] Because let me tell you, I would never do anything like this to anyone.
[13:53 - 13:57] I really wouldn't, like if somebody was going through something, and
[13:57 - 13:59] it was a serious issue.
[13:59 - 14:05] I wouldn't sit there, and pry into their fucking private life.
[14:05 - 14:09] And attack them like this.
[14:09 - 14:15] I've literally been on and off in tears all fucking day because of
[14:15 - 14:20] the humiliation I've had to endure because of Marty.
[14:24 - 14:29] I have literally had this, I literally have done nothing but sleep all fucking day.
[14:31 - 14:35] Literally nothing but sleep all day.
[14:41 - 14:44] Because of how fucking depressed I've been.
[14:44 - 14:51] Because of all the fucking bullshit that Marty's done over the last 24 hours.
[14:56 - 15:02] And yes, I'm on antibiotics, but the point being,
[15:02 - 15:06] the point is, Marty needs to quit this crap.
[15:06 - 15:12] Shit's going way too far, it's not fucking needed.
[15:12 - 15:16] And quite honestly, it's sickening.
[15:24 - 15:28] It really is sickening to see him do shit like this.
[15:48 - 15:53] I would never do anything like this to Marty in my whole fucking life.
[15:56 - 16:00] So what makes you think he has the right to do what he fucking did to me?
[16:00 - 16:02] I don't understand.
[16:59 - 17:06] Like, I would never in my whole life do anything like this to Marty.
[17:06 - 17:11] I don't deserve it, no one deserves this, ever.
[17:22 - 17:26] Like, no one deserves to get bashed on like that, Marty.
[17:26 - 17:32] So why are you doing this?
[17:32 - 17:36] Like, I don't get it.
[17:36 - 17:38] I don't deserve what you did to me.
[17:58 - 18:02] Yeah, hold on guys.
[18:02 - 18:06] I gotta go, I gotta eat, you guys hang out amongst yourselves.
[18:06 - 18:07] I'll be right back.
[69:40 - 69:53] I hope you see now Marty what it is that you and lava and your little friends fucking put me through.
[69:54 - 70:01] I really do hope that you see that because what you've done to me is beyond embarrassing.
[70:01 - 70:08] And let me tell you right now I would never in my whole life do any of that to you ever.
[70:08 - 70:13] What you've done is beyond fucked up.
[70:19 - 70:25] It wasn't for my girlfriend and my friends and my family. I would probably be dead right now.
[70:25 - 70:33] I will admit that if it wasn't for my girlfriend and my friends and my family keeping me in a good place.
[70:33 - 70:38] And keeping me going.
[70:38 - 70:46] I would probably be dead. I probably would not be here.
[70:49 - 70:57] But I wake up and I fight every day for my girlfriend for my friends and my family. They keep me going.
[70:57 - 71:03] And without them I don't know where I would be.
[71:09 - 71:15] And this song right here is the question that I ask myself every fucking day.
[78:45 - 78:47] And that's the thing, dude.
[78:47 - 78:50] I've got people that I talk to every day.
[78:50 - 78:53] I don't need some therapist sitting there telling me,
[78:56 - 78:58] you know, how are you feeling today?
[78:58 - 79:00] Oh, how does that make you feel?
[79:00 - 79:02] I don't need that shit for a fucking hour straight.
[79:02 - 79:04] So you know what I do?
[79:08 - 79:10] All right, not gonna lie there.
[79:10 - 79:12] That was actually pretty funny.
[79:12 - 79:13] But you know what I do?
[79:14 - 79:16] I turn to my friends,
[79:16 - 79:17] my family,
[79:18 - 79:21] Tange and my music and my artwork,
[79:22 - 79:24] as my former therapy,
[79:24 - 79:29] because it allows me to speak about what I need to speak about without being judged.
[79:30 - 79:35] That's why I don't go to a fucking therapist.
[79:35 - 79:40] I don't need a fucking therapist sitting there getting paid telling me,
[79:40 - 79:44] how do I feel and how does it make me feel for a fucking hour straight?
[79:52 - 79:55] Why do you think I write the songs that I fucking write?
[79:56 - 79:59] Why do you think I do the artwork that I fucking do?
[80:00 - 80:07] Because each art piece and each song that I write and each art piece that I do
[80:07 - 80:10] is a reflection on my life and what I've gone through.
[80:13 - 80:15] I speak about my real life.
[80:53 - 80:58] Why do you think I relate to songs like this so well and why for me,
[80:58 - 81:03] people like Chester was a hero to me?
[81:05 - 81:10] Why do you think people like Chester and Mitch Locker from Suicide Silence
[81:10 - 81:12] were heroes to me?
[81:13 - 81:17] Because their music helped me just like my music helped some of you guys.
[81:37 - 81:42] This song right here that I'm not about to sing, I'm about to play for you guys.
[81:42 - 81:47] This song is very relatable for me, because this is how I feel about it.
[84:18 - 84:22] That's something that I fight through every day.
[84:42 - 84:48] And this song right here that I'm about to play for you guys.
[84:57 - 85:06] This is a song that actually helped me get away from some very, very bad people in my life.
[85:06 - 85:12] People that had abused me, that had stabbed me in the back, that made me feel like shit.
[85:12 - 85:18] This song saved me from having to get put through that.
[86:36 - 86:42] Coming home to addiction inside, it was always on my miserable mind.
[86:45 - 86:52] When I was in the most abusive relationship of my life, I got hooked on it.
[86:52 - 86:56] I felt like I didn't deserve any better.
[86:56 - 87:00] I felt like there was nothing else for me.
[87:33 - 87:42] And that verse right there where he talks about your demons dancing in front of my eyes,
[87:42 - 87:51] that for me was like when I was going through mental and verbal and emotional abuse,
[87:51 - 87:56] I was being tormented.
[87:56 - 88:02] It was like she was dangling my life in front of me.
[88:02 - 88:05] And basically it was like, hey, here's your life.
[88:05 - 88:09] Come and get it if you fucking can.
[89:07 - 89:11] And that verse right there, which I will play back for you guys.
[89:20 - 89:27] This verse right here speaks out so many levels of what I've been through.
[90:14 - 90:18] That verse right there is what I felt every day.
[90:18 - 90:20] I wanted to get away.
[90:20 - 90:23] I wanted to get away from the misery.
[90:23 - 90:27] And I always prayed every day that everything would get better,
[90:27 - 90:30] even though shit just got worse and worse and worse.
[90:30 - 90:34] And that song even relates to what I'm going through now.
[90:34 - 90:43] Every day I wake up and I hope and pray to God.
[90:51 - 90:54] You know that all this shit ends.
[91:38 - 91:42] And that's something that I do every day, even now.
[91:42 - 91:47] Every day when I wake up, I hope and pray to God everything gets better.
[91:47 - 91:55] I hope and pray that all this stuff stops and the nightmare fucking ends.
[91:55 - 91:58] Every day I hope and pray to God that it fucking ends.
[92:18 - 92:21] All right, let me speak on that comment real quick.
[92:21 - 92:25] There's one thing I'm really getting fucking tired of.
[92:25 - 92:32] And that's motherfuckers like 10 servers telling me to get a fucking job.
[92:32 - 92:39] I swear to God, I see that comment more than anything in all my videos.
[92:39 - 92:44] I see that one comment so much that it irritates the fuck out of me.
[92:44 - 92:47] Like, dude, I've got a job.
[92:52 - 92:55] I've got a fucking job, okay?
[92:57 - 93:00] Or at least I will have here on the 26th.
[93:00 - 93:06] Because here in a few weeks on the 26th, I'll be living my dream job and
[93:06 - 93:11] I'll be a fucking pro athlete doing what I love to do with sim racing.
[93:16 - 93:21] So to anybody that's telling me to get a job, fuck you.
[93:21 - 93:25] I've got a job, bitch, and I love my job.
[93:25 - 93:27] I love what I do.
[93:27 - 93:31] I get to do my fucking dream job as a fucking pro athlete.
[93:33 - 93:37] Because on the 26th, that's when my rig gets here.
[93:37 - 93:40] My rig's gonna be here on the 26th.
[93:42 - 93:46] So even though I might not be doing much right now due to the situation at hand.
[93:51 - 93:54] Basically, let me show you.
[93:54 - 93:58] If you don't know what a racing rig is, let me show you, hold up.
[94:02 - 94:05] Let me show you guys the exact setup that I'm getting.
[94:08 - 94:12] I'm gonna show you guys the actual setup that I am getting.
[94:12 - 94:17] Shout out to the only slime for hooking me up with all the links that I send to my girls so we can get this shit going.
[94:31 - 94:36] Now, I'm gonna let you guys see the rig setup that I am getting.
[94:36 - 94:42] Let's see which one's this new PC build.
[94:55 - 95:05] [MUSIC]
[95:10 - 95:13] Let me show you guys the setup that I'm getting.
[95:13 - 95:15] >> Today's a little bit different today.
[95:15 - 95:20] Unfortunately, I really wanted to get a productive day done and just do a bunch of things.
[95:20 - 95:23] Unfortunately, of course, nothing goes to plan.
[95:23 - 95:24] I have no power.
[95:24 - 95:27] I haven't had any power for like a good two hours maybe or so.
[95:27 - 95:29] That's been frustrating considering.
[95:29 - 95:33] >> Yeah, if you all don't know this, man, this is a motherfucking homie slap train.
[95:33 - 95:36] Who actually hooked me up with the links to get all the shit that I did.
[95:36 - 95:38] So shout out to the homie slap.
[95:38 - 95:42] >> Fresh cup of coffee, no microwave.
[95:44 - 95:45] It's great.
[95:45 - 95:49] I figured today why not use this to do a little bit of a studio tour.
[95:49 - 95:52] I haven't done that for a little bit.
[95:52 - 95:53] Billy seems to be excited.
[95:53 - 95:54] Are you excited?
[95:55 - 95:56] Let's go to the studio tour, girl.
[95:56 - 95:57] Let's go.
[95:57 - 95:58] All right.
[95:58 - 96:01] So it's been a bit, but like I said, though, there's no power.
[96:01 - 96:06] So we're going to be just kind of showing you guys the basics of kind of what it looks
[96:06 - 96:08] like with no power at all.
[96:08 - 96:09] So it's a little bit different.
[96:09 - 96:12] I mean, everything should be perfect right now.
[96:12 - 96:15] And I'm just going to kind of quickly just give you guys a quick little walk through
[96:15 - 96:19] here, talk a little bit about how everything's working, how everything's set up,
[96:19 - 96:24] what wheels we got going on, what consoles, my PC, things of that nature, how I'm
[96:24 - 96:27] editing, how I'm transferring all my footage from everything else.
[96:27 - 96:28] There's a lot going on, man.
[96:28 - 96:30] We've got two TVs here.
[96:30 - 96:34] We've got a TV here that can all be changed in a matter of seconds through HDMI
[96:34 - 96:35] boxes underneath.
[96:35 - 96:36] So that's big.
[96:36 - 96:38] I have all that wired up behind there.
[96:38 - 96:39] We have LED strips.
[96:39 - 96:41] Again, can't see it, right?
[96:41 - 96:42] I mean, lights are off right now.
[96:42 - 96:46] And that's when I feel you can really get a good look at someone's setup.
[96:46 - 96:47] All the cables are exposed.
[96:47 - 96:49] You can pretty much see everything back there.
[96:49 - 96:52] You know, the dark lights aren't really hiding anything.
[96:52 - 96:56] So it just kind of gives you guys, you know, just an open, clear look at what
[96:56 - 97:00] I do on a day-to-day basis where I figured today would be a perfect opportunity
[97:00 - 97:04] to kind of run you guys through exactly what I'm doing here on a day-to-day.
[97:04 - 97:06] You have to go right in my damn thing, right, fam?
[97:06 - 97:07] How you doing?
[97:07 - 97:09] Hey, you look good.
[97:09 - 97:10] You do need a cut, though.
[97:10 - 97:11] Look at you.
[97:11 - 97:12] How you doing?
[97:12 - 97:14] People say sometimes you can't see.
[97:14 - 97:15] You can see, right?
[97:15 - 97:17] How you doing, girl?
[97:17 - 97:18] You been a good girl?
[97:18 - 97:19] Yeah.
[97:19 - 97:21] I know.
[97:21 - 97:25] But fortunately, I had chalkboard wool.
[97:25 - 97:29] And over the time, I guess people were drawing on it with permanent chalk.
[97:29 - 97:30] So that was cool.
[97:30 - 97:32] So I'm going to have to redo that board.
[97:32 - 97:35] But first thing that you see when you walk into the room is this desk right here.
[97:35 - 97:36] Pick this up by Costco.
[97:36 - 97:39] It has the two little bar stools underneath it there that I can move around
[97:39 - 97:41] and say put them anywhere in the room.
[97:41 - 97:44] Say if my wife comes in, right, she can kind of hang out with me or anybody that
[97:44 - 97:45] does come over to the house.
[97:45 - 97:47] But we have that wood table.
[97:47 - 97:48] That was really nice.
[97:48 - 97:52] My collector's edition Metal Gear Solid 2, Sons of Liberty, full set, man.
[97:52 - 97:53] We have the full six.
[97:53 - 97:55] Pick those up on eBay.
[97:55 - 97:58] Really, really happy that I ended up grabbing these because I was really kind
[97:58 - 97:59] of on the fence about them.
[97:59 - 98:01] And I decided, hey, you know what?
[98:01 - 98:02] Pull the trigger and get them.
[98:02 - 98:04] Really happy that I did.
[98:04 - 98:06] And that's probably one of my all-time favorites.
[98:06 - 98:08] You know, growing up as a kid was Metal Gear.
[98:08 - 98:10] So really happy that I could own those.
[98:10 - 98:13] We have my Bose Mini sound system right here.
[98:13 - 98:14] Not counting all this here.
[98:14 - 98:15] Christmas.
[98:15 - 98:16] This thing really does pump.
[98:16 - 98:17] Love it.
[98:17 - 98:18] Bose.
[98:18 - 98:19] Right?
[98:19 - 98:20] I mean, you can't run with Bose.
[98:20 - 98:21] I did leave it all wrapped up though.
[98:21 - 98:22] I did leave the remote.
[98:22 - 98:25] Let's see if I can.
[98:25 - 98:36] Master F1.
[98:36 - 98:39] We have the new sparkle rim as well to the rally edition.
[98:39 - 98:44] Another F1.
[98:44 - 98:58] Rim from the TSPC Racer.
[98:58 - 99:01] And then our GT that we just got as well, too.
[99:01 - 99:03] I know the question that everyone's kind of thinking about, you know,
[99:03 - 99:06] why do you have all these rims still if you don't really have the rig?
[99:06 - 99:09] Obviously, if you guys don't know, I have the Fanatic CSL Elite on this one
[99:09 - 99:11] with the Wheel Stand Pro Chassis.
[99:11 - 99:14] Over here, we have my Thrustmaster TX wheel.
[99:14 - 99:18] But obviously, this thing is already modded with the handbrake, right?
[99:18 - 99:19] So I have the handbrake here.
[99:19 - 99:23] We can't change any rim on here unless I unscrew these three.
[99:23 - 99:25] Pull this off, and then I can change just the rim.
[99:25 - 99:29] So these rims over here are not compatible with that TX anymore.
[99:29 - 99:32] So what I've done, and I know it's a little bit hard to see.
[99:32 - 99:33] Let me just pick this up.
[99:33 - 99:36] It's a goddamn lovely pop, plop that down here.
[99:36 - 99:39] I had the TSXW on a Wheel Stand Pro mount.
[99:39 - 99:44] So I can literally just undo this piece right there and take that out
[99:44 - 99:47] and plop that right in, disconnect everything, attach the wheel,
[99:47 - 99:48] and we're good to go.
[99:48 - 99:50] So I still have a use for all of them.
[99:50 - 99:53] Just right now, I'm using other wheels, man.
[99:53 - 100:08] And in this corner over here, PlayStation VR.
[100:08 - 100:11] Nobody else has its custom-made slop logo on there.
[100:11 - 100:15] Just for my body, I like the Pella when I am racing for long periods of time.
[100:15 - 100:19] Thrustmaster, Xbox, Wheel Stand Pro on the bottoms there.
[100:19 - 100:22] And I know it may sound funny, but, yeah, I do run with actual racing shoes.
[100:22 - 100:25] I don't do them up 100% in less than a serious race,
[100:25 - 100:28] but it is nice to have shoes on the pedals there.
[100:28 - 100:31] We have the full fanatic rig, like I said, CSL Elite.
[100:31 - 100:34] We have the handbrake, the shifter, and then below the pedals
[100:34 - 100:38] with the load cell break, and then the Wheel Stand Pro holding it all together.
[100:38 - 100:41] Gloves, big thing.
[100:41 - 100:42] Let's go ahead and take this out.
[100:42 - 100:43] This is my chest cam.
[100:43 - 100:45] I usually run for all my videos there.
[100:45 - 100:48] So that's a must-have for the rig.
[100:48 - 100:51] The gloves, another piece that I cannot live without,
[100:51 - 100:54] especially when I am doing racing or any drifting like that.
[100:54 - 100:56] These are the Sparco Hyper Grips.
[100:56 - 100:58] Thrustmaster sent me those.
[100:58 - 100:59] I love those as well, too.
[100:59 - 101:02] On top here, I did...
[101:02 - 101:07] Manet, you guys have a good, you know,
[101:07 - 101:09] feel for the setup that I'm going to be getting,
[101:09 - 101:12] which I am super excited about.
[101:12 - 101:14] I will be playing some Crew 2 later on tonight.
[101:14 - 101:17] I will be doing that, because I know a lot of you guys are like,
[101:17 - 101:19] "Yo, I do some Crew 2," blah, blah, blah.
[101:19 - 101:21] "What are we doing tonight?"
[101:21 - 101:24] But like I said, though, man,
[101:24 - 101:28] Marty, I hope you understand and know what you did was wrong.
[101:28 - 101:37] Man, I hope and pray to God that you get what you deserve, man.
[101:37 - 101:41] I hope and pray to God that you get what you fucking deserve.
[101:41 - 101:43] 100%, because what you did ain't cool.
[101:43 - 101:45] It's not funny.
[101:45 - 101:48] And I just hope and pray to God that you get what's coming to you
[101:48 - 101:50] in the near future, man.
[101:50 - 101:56] But to everybody that has been showing love and support to me
[101:56 - 102:00] and Tang and, you know, reaching out to us, man...
[102:00 - 102:04] You know, I want to say thank you, guys, man.
[102:04 - 102:08] You guys reaching out to us and helping us like you guys
[102:08 - 102:10] have been means a lot to us.
[102:10 - 102:13] 100%, especially to me, you know.
[102:13 - 102:16] That means a lot to me that you guys have been reaching out to me
[102:16 - 102:19] and Tang and checking out bonds and stuff.
[102:19 - 102:21] You guys are fucking awesome.
[102:21 - 102:30] But for now, I'm going to hop off here.
[102:30 - 102:32] I'm going to end the stream.
[102:32 - 102:37] I'm going to set everything up so I can do some Crew 2 footage
[102:37 - 102:41] later on tonight or here in a little bit.
[102:44 - 102:46] Who knows, man? We might break some records.
[102:46 - 102:48] Who knows?
[102:48 - 102:51] But with that being said, guys, fucking love you all.
[102:51 - 102:55] And I will catch you guys in the next video.
[102:55 - 103:00] Also, if you guys do have the Crew 2, I may be dropping some...
[103:00 - 103:03] Oh, how do I put it?
[103:03 - 103:06] Some cheats for you guys to get money really, really quickly.
[103:06 - 103:11] So if you guys have the Crew 2, I will be dropping some little tips
[103:11 - 103:15] and tricks on getting money faster for you guys.
[103:15 - 103:20] So I will catch you guys later. Peace.
2021-3-20 Carlos Esquivel AKA Juggalo972 we need to talk

2021-3-20 Carlos Esquivel AKA Juggalo972 we need to talk

[0:00 - 0:29] I know it's early in the morning but uh Carlos aka Juggalo972
[0:29 - 0:38] we need to talk bro because you got some things backwards okay you got things way
[0:38 - 0:45] fucking backwards see I saw you on Marty's stream last night trying to
[0:45 - 0:52] split me and my girlfriend up and dude you just need to fucking quit first off
[0:52 - 1:05] first off bro you need to quit for real like like just straight up dog like you
[1:05 - 1:10] need to fucking quit the shit you're doing second off bro you don't fucking
[1:10 - 1:17] know me like you think like you you think you fucking have me figured out
[1:17 - 1:23] but you don't dude you only think you have me figured out bro you only think
[1:23 - 1:30] that you do and see you claim that I'm mentally handicapped and I've got
[1:30 - 1:35] problems and this that and the other motherfucker you don't have me figured out worth the
[1:35 - 1:46] fucking shit see you think that I'm a bad person but really I'm not and while
[1:46 - 1:52] we're on the subject while we're on the motherfucking subject why don't you
[1:52 - 1:59] answer me this Carlos what happened to the same fucking Carlos that stood up
[1:59 - 2:04] for me in 2018 in that juggalo group that we were in on Facebook what
[2:04 - 2:08] happened to that one what happened to that guy that actually stood up for
[2:08 - 2:17] people instead of fucking attacking them like dude if you would just open your
[2:17 - 2:23] eyes and actually look at the shit that Marty fucking does on his channel take
[2:23 - 2:29] a look at what he does on his fucking channel and how he attacks me see he
[2:29 - 2:38] makes these videos bashing on me for no fucking reason then in turn I come back
[2:38 - 2:51] and rightfully defend myself against him and yet I'm the bad guy really really
[2:51 - 2:58] Carlos you really want to go there with that because last time I checked you
[2:58 - 3:03] said you didn't like bullies and yet you were up on a stream of one last
[3:03 - 3:12] night like for real dude wait the fuck up maybe if you actually dug into Marty
[3:12 - 3:19] channel you'll actually fucking see how wrong you are about me see Marty puts
[3:19 - 3:29] on this fucking idiotic facade of you know oh I'm a good guy chances
[3:29 - 3:35] harassing me he's threatened my life but yet what you don't see is that he's
[3:35 - 3:41] threatened in my life he's sent rope to my house he's bomb
[3:41 - 3:48] threat of my mom's car you basically threatened to blow up my mom's car he's
[3:48 - 3:55] called the concert of my house countless times he's had people come here to pick
[3:55 - 4:02] stuff up that aren't for sale he has had a knife with a note sent to my
[4:02 - 4:10] girlfriend's house at three in the fucking morning and yet I'm the bad guy
[4:10 - 4:18] are you fucking kidding me dude like for real Carlos you need to open up your
[4:18 - 4:22] goddamn eyes and take a look at what Marty's doing
[4:22 - 4:26] can see and not that right there the shit you did last night that's why I
[4:26 - 4:32] call you a fucking hypocrite because you claim to be the pod of positivity on
[4:32 - 4:39] YouTube yet you're teaming up with a fucking cyber bully who's been bullying
[4:39 - 4:47] me for fucking years bro fucking years he has been bullying me and yet you
[4:47 - 4:54] team up with him why I don't fucking get it dude
[4:54 - 5:04] like you think that you're this god of figuring people out and I'll give you
[5:04 - 5:09] credit some people you are able to figure out I've seen you do it before
[5:09 - 5:14] but the one person you don't have figured out is me you think you have me
[5:14 - 5:21] pegged as this god-awful bad person when really I'm not maybe if you
[5:21 - 5:29] actually sat down and fucking talked to me instead of acting like you know me
[5:29 - 5:36] and you know and you're allowed to explain my situation to you and I show
[5:36 - 5:41] you proof of everything that's going on maybe then you'll be singing a
[5:41 - 5:46] different tune bro maybe then you'll actually see how bad Marty really is
[5:46 - 5:54] like for real dude you don't know me like you think you do you're a fucking
[5:54 - 6:01] hypocrite and quite honestly you're a fucking punk-ass coward because of the
[6:01 - 6:05] fact that you're teaming up with a cyber bully like Marty to attack me and my
[6:05 - 6:12] girlfriend you're a fucking punk-ass coward dude see you think you got me
[6:12 - 6:20] pegged but you ain't got shit see you claim that I'm bad at this bad at that
[6:20 - 6:28] like bro everything I do I'm actually good at what I do bro I'm actually good
[6:28 - 6:34] with this shit that I fucking do whether it be practicing on fours and
[6:34 - 6:41] motorsport seven and practicing for League races or competing in F1 2020
[6:41 - 6:48] weekly events in League races on there or whether it be working on my own
[6:48 - 6:54] style of music whether it be working on my artwork I'm good at everything I do
[6:54 - 6:57] man
[6:57 - 7:03] but what I don't understand is why you can't see past Marty's fucking bullshit
[7:03 - 7:10] I don't I don't get it dude like why is it that you think on this bad person
[7:10 - 7:15] when really I'm just a normal guy who's being bullied who's defending his
[7:15 - 7:21] girlfriend and his fucking family against a fucking internet bully like
[7:21 - 7:29] music biz Marty and his fucking friends like I don't get it dude like what's
[7:29 - 7:34] the fucking deal you're always talking about how you give people a chance to
[7:34 - 7:39] explain themselves know the fuck you don't you sit there you listen to their
[7:39 - 7:44] story and then you act like you fucking know everything about them when you
[7:44 - 7:51] don't I'm not saying you're a bad guy dude I'm not saying that at all I'm
[7:51 - 7:55] grateful as fuck for the fact that you stuck up for me in that video back in
[7:55 - 8:01] 2018 I'm grateful for that man very grateful
[8:01 - 8:11] very grateful dude but what I don't understand is why you went from that to
[8:11 - 8:19] doing what you're doing now like I'm seriously confused like bro I thought
[8:19 - 8:24] you were the powder positivity the only thing I see coming out of you when
[8:24 - 8:29] you're on somebody else's livestream is negativity bro and you being on Marty's
[8:29 - 8:34] stream last night just proves that that just proves that point that you're a
[8:34 - 8:37] fucking hypocrite
[8:37 - 8:45] see I might not do everything that I say I'm gonna do but at least I make an
[8:45 - 8:56] attempt at least I make an attempt to do the things I say that I'm gonna do I
[8:56 - 9:04] might not accomplish them all but at least I fucking try
[9:04 - 9:12] see not everybody is like you dude not everybody is like you Carlos not
[9:12 - 9:17] everybody's gonna achieve everything they set out to fucking do not
[9:17 - 9:24] everybody is gonna be like you different people are different for a
[9:24 - 9:32] fucking reason like you think that I'm weak as fuck but really I'm not
[9:32 - 9:38] the only weak one I see here Carlos is you because you're going down to a
[9:38 - 9:44] little bitch like Marty you're becoming his little fucking lap dog just like
[9:44 - 9:51] Tyler and wine Schmecklecat like bro what happened to the Carlos that stood
[9:51 - 9:56] up for people like myself and my fucking girlfriend what happened to the
[9:56 - 10:03] Carlos that stood up for me in 2018 what happened to the Carlos that fought
[10:03 - 10:11] back against fucking bullies like Marty what happened to that all I see from you
[10:11 - 10:20] is a fucking pussy-ass coward running his fucking mouth and talking shit
[10:22 - 10:34] cuz bro while I'm out here fighting for my fucking dreams every day while I'm
[10:34 - 10:39] out here running my fucking clothing shop trying to get a sponsor for racing
[10:39 - 10:44] trying to get on a fucking team so I can make my dreams as a fucking
[10:44 - 10:51] eSports racer or what's more commonly known as a sim racer a fucking reality
[10:51 - 10:57] and actually get a job from it and get a paid for what I do and to be able to
[10:57 - 11:03] compete in professional leagues what are you doing sitting on the fucking
[11:03 - 11:08] internet talking about how you're the pot of positivity when you're really not
[11:08 - 11:16] you're really not the pot of positivity dude you're the pot of negativity you
[11:16 - 11:21] act like you know people when you don't know nobody at all you don't know how I
[11:21 - 11:28] am you don't see how I am outside of YouTube you don't see my daily life and
[11:28 - 11:39] what I deal with outside of YouTube you think you do but really you don't like
[11:39 - 11:48] honestly bro I'll be straight-up honest with you Carlos you need to reevaluate
[11:48 - 11:51] what you're doing
[11:51 - 12:04] you really need to reevaluate what you're fucking doing for real dude you
[12:04 - 12:09] need to reevaluate what the fuck you're doing and actually take a look at what
[12:09 - 12:19] Marty's done to me and everything that he's fucking put me through okay I'm
[12:19 - 12:24] just saying dude you need to really reevaluate what Marty has fucking done
[12:24 - 12:33] to me this man has literally terrorized me for six fucking years and I've done
[12:33 - 12:37] everything in my fucking power to try to make it stop I have done everything I
[12:37 - 12:41] fucking can I've gone to the fucking matter of fact I even made a post about
[12:41 - 12:46] it last night on Facebook you can't even go look for yourself dude you can
[12:46 - 12:55] even go look at my fucking Facebook post Marty has sat there terrorized me
[12:55 - 13:02] for six fucking years I've gone to the fucking police I've gone to the FBI
[13:02 - 13:10] I've reported this fucking channel I reached out to so many groups on fucking
[13:10 - 13:21] Facebook so many groups and yet no one helps no one to lift a fucking finger to
[13:21 - 13:31] help like you think it's easy to ignore Marty but really it's not his whole
[13:31 - 13:35] channel if you actually look at his channel his whole fucking channel is
[13:35 - 13:46] nothing but him attacking me and bashing me and that's something that I
[13:46 - 13:52] thought you were about is defending people like myself who get bullied I
[13:52 - 13:59] thought you were about that life and now all of a sudden you want to play
[13:59 - 14:06] flip-flop and go to the other side and bash on me like for real dude I haven't
[14:06 - 14:11] done anything to you yeah I may have called you out on your fucking bullshit
[14:11 - 14:20] lies but that's it the biggest lie of all is the one where you think you
[14:20 - 14:26] fucking know me you think you know what my daily life is like you think that
[14:26 - 14:33] you have me pegged just because you were a fucking medical personnel so fucking
[14:33 - 14:43] what if you were a medical personnel dude nobody gives a flying fuck all
[14:43 - 14:50] right nobody cares if you were a fucking medical personnel that dealt
[14:50 - 14:56] with people like me no one fucking cares dude no one gives a flying fuck
[14:56 - 15:06] okay just because you had that job that doesn't fucking mean you know me you
[15:06 - 15:11] don't see what I go through on a daily basis you don't see the bullying that I
[15:11 - 15:22] deal with but yet you and it is this confused me like you act like you have
[15:22 - 15:29] the right to judgment when really you don't you don't have that right to make
[15:29 - 15:37] that judgment call especially when you don't know my situation and I'm gonna
[15:37 - 15:43] tell you something like my dad not my adoptive fucking sperm donor but my
[15:43 - 15:54] adoptive dad told me when I was a kid and he told me this about when I was
[15:54 - 16:06] maybe 14 15 years old dude you got no fucking right to speak on something if
[16:06 - 16:15] you don't know anything about it that would be like if the roles were
[16:15 - 16:20] switched if you were going through what I'm going through I wouldn't sit there
[16:20 - 16:26] and attack you I'd be like hey what the fuck's going on like one why are you
[16:26 - 16:33] making all these videos threatening Marty like what's the reason and to
[16:33 - 16:39] what's he doing to you to make you want to do this like I wouldn't sit there
[16:39 - 16:46] and be like oh he's a bad guy I wouldn't go up to your girlfriend or your wife
[16:46 - 16:50] or your fiance or whoever she is to you I wouldn't go up to her and be like oh
[16:50 - 16:54] you don't need to be around this guy you don't need to waste your time on him
[16:54 - 17:03] because he's a bad person and this is why he's a bad person like for real I
[17:03 - 17:08] wouldn't do that to you I would actually sit down and try to help you
[17:08 - 17:14] through your fucking problems because that's the kind of person I am and so
[17:14 - 17:17] when he comes up to me and they tell me hey I got a problem I need your help I
[17:17 - 17:27] try to do my best to give good advice and to do what I can to help them so
[17:27 - 17:34] Carlos maybe you should take your own fucking advice and actually fucking
[17:34 - 17:44] help people instead of criticizing and judging other people about subjects that
[17:44 - 17:49] you know nothing about maybe you should take a good long hard look in the
[17:49 - 18:00] fucking mirror for once and I'm not saying this to be disrespectful to you
[18:00 - 18:04] Carlos I'm not saying that at all bruh
[18:04 - 18:23] but honestly to your fucking to your fiance or your wife or your girlfriend
[18:23 - 18:29] or whatever you need to get your man in fucking check you need to fucking sit
[18:29 - 18:35] down and talk to him and make him fucking what he make him realize what
[18:35 - 18:41] he's fucking doing is wrong you need to make him take a look at Marty's fucking
[18:41 - 18:46] live streams and what Marty's done to me to put me in this position of doing
[18:46 - 18:55] what I'm doing which I hate doing I'm just saying you need to talk to your
[18:55 - 19:11] boyfriend or your fiance like for real but as for you Carlos you need to listen
[19:11 - 19:17] to what I said and quit with the fucking bullshit dude quit acting like you know
[19:17 - 19:24] me because you don't see all you see of me all you know about me is from what
[19:24 - 19:28] you see on fucking YouTube
[19:28 - 19:43] and no spec me and Tange are still together I'm talking about Carlos and
[19:43 - 19:48] his fiance or you know his girlfriend or whatever she is to him I don't know I
[19:48 - 19:55] don't know if they're married quite frankly I could care less but honestly
[19:55 - 20:04] Carlos you need to take your own fucking advice you need to take that
[20:04 - 20:12] same advice that you give me all the time and look in the fucking mirror okay
[20:12 - 20:24] because the shit you're doing is dumb and it's hypocritical wait come on dude
[20:24 - 20:32] I thought you were the pod positivity if anything you're the pod is you're
[20:32 - 20:41] literally the pod of negative bullshit just like Marty and if I were you I'd
[20:41 - 20:47] take a good long hard look in the fucking mirror about what you're doing
[20:47 - 20:53] before I go judging someone again for real take a good long hard look in the
[20:53 - 21:00] fucking mirror before judging someone ever again dude haven't you ever heard
[21:00 - 21:10] the Bible verse never judge thy neighbor judge yourself not thy neighbor
[21:10 - 21:20] help your fellow man love your fellow man do unto others as they would do unto
[21:20 - 21:34] you treat others as you wish to be treated like do you not like see what
[21:34 - 21:42] I'm getting out here like you're literally
[21:58 - 22:06] like you claim to be the pod of positivity but yet this stuff you do is
[22:06 - 22:16] negative bro it's fucking negative and you need to change that cuz dude I've
[22:16 - 22:21] paid attention to your fucking channel the last few days away I paid it to the
[22:21 - 22:25] matter fact after last night when you were on there I went and checked out
[22:25 - 22:31] your channel dude your channel is nothing but trash literally trashed the
[22:31 - 22:37] last few days like come on dude
[22:37 - 22:49] why don't you actually get rid of the garbage and get rid of the negative
[22:49 - 22:54] bullshit there yeah why don't you get rid of it why don't you why don't you
[22:54 - 22:59] help me get rid of Marty or get him to back off for real get him to leave me
[22:59 - 23:05] the fuck alone maybe then I wouldn't always be in alert and fear I wouldn't
[23:05 - 23:11] always be looking over my damn shoulder every five seconds I wouldn't be alert
[23:11 - 23:18] and have to look out for my family all the time I wouldn't have to stay home
[23:18 - 23:23] instead of being outside doing shit that I want to do like doing
[23:23 - 23:28] photography work shooting funny videos to make people laugh and smile shooting
[23:28 - 23:35] fucking music video for my music shooting fucking photos to turn into
[23:35 - 23:37] artwork
[23:42 - 23:54] so honestly bro you need to get yourself in fucking check either that or
[23:54 - 23:57] your girlfriend is your girlfriend or your fiance or whoever she is to you
[23:57 - 24:03] needs to sit down and fucking talk to you and make you see what you're fucking
[24:03 - 24:15] doing so like I said dude quit with the negative bullshit okay quit with the
[24:15 - 24:19] negative fucking bullshit
[24:19 - 24:28] cuz you're not being who you claim to be you're not who you perceive yourself
[24:28 - 24:33] to be at least you're not acting like it
[24:33 - 24:42] me I'm trying to be positive I'm trying to be the real me but it's kind of hard
[24:42 - 24:50] to be the real positive you when you're constantly being fucking attacked by
[24:50 - 24:58] fucking cyber bullies that have stolen money from you and tried and screwed you
[24:58 - 25:06] over had people steal from your girlfriend and tried to frame you for
[25:06 - 25:12] theft and fraud how do you break into your fucking bank account how do you
[25:12 - 25:19] won't bomb threat your family had people send a knife and a note to your
[25:19 - 25:25] girlfriend's house and three in the fucking morning you see where I'm going
[25:25 - 25:31] with this dude like did you really see where I'm going with this if not open
[25:31 - 25:36] up your blind-ass fucking eyes take those fucking blinders off your fucking
[25:36 - 25:49] eyes and maybe then you'll see what's really going on so like I said Carlos
[25:49 - 25:55] you need to quit being a hypocritical little bitch
[25:55 - 26:04] oh yeah he's so he's always so and I'll get into that and do another video I'll
[26:04 - 26:12] make another video about that situation I'll do that later on but Carlos stop
[26:12 - 26:17] being a fucking hypocritical little bitch and be who you perceive yourself
[26:17 - 26:27] to be be the pot of positivity not the positive of negativity bro for real be
[26:27 - 26:41] who you claim to be be who you claim to others you are and take a good long
[26:41 - 26:45] hard look in the mirror and while you're at it take a look at Marty's
[26:45 - 26:54] channel bro and take a look at what he's done to me and now he's twisting shit
[26:54 - 27:02] around maybe then you'll actually see the truth
[27:02 - 27:06] peace
[27:06 - 27:07] Thank you.
2021-3-19 Breaking point  Tour  Day 1

2021-3-19 Breaking point Tour Day 1

[0:00 - 0:29] how the fuck you guys doin today how the hell you guys doin today man
[0:29 - 0:36] I know it's been a while since I've done one of these y'all been wanting y'all been asking for it
[0:36 - 0:45] so welcome
[0:55 - 0:59] to the first day of this three day tour man
[0:59 - 1:08] are you guys ready to have a good ass time because I know I am
[1:08 - 1:23] man it's been a long long time since I've done one of these man
[1:23 - 1:35] but uh with that being said let's get this party started off the right way
[1:35 - 1:43] let's go y'all
[1:43 - 1:55] I made a thing in a man in your coffin saying that I softened I was tough down the reload
[1:55 - 2:01] seem to save your petty affirmations I don't have the patience before you eat the same I know
[2:01 - 2:07] you let the lip deprive you of your ego talk sick of me know that it's not the way it gets down
[2:07 - 2:14] that it's going to be an illusion of closure y'all let me show you
[2:14 - 2:31] did you want me to tell you I'm not the failure I would rather leave the let be
[2:31 - 2:37] but you can't with the right kind of threat to push me to let you know you can't intimidate me
[2:37 - 2:42] you think that this is threatening me so clearly now you better hear me that it's not the way it
[2:42 - 2:48] goes down you get it to yourself and it's over now let me show y'all exactly how to break your
[2:48 - 3:11] point sounds
[3:11 - 3:16] the way
[3:16 - 3:21] you
[3:21 - 3:26] do
[3:26 - 3:31] you
[3:31 - 3:36] do
[3:37 - 3:41] you
[3:41 - 3:46] do
[3:46 - 3:53] you
[3:53 - 4:15] how the fuck you guys doing today man
[4:15 - 4:22] damn feels good to be back doing this shit man even though it's not full time man
[4:22 - 4:36] it still feels good to put on shows for you guys that y'all enjoy man a hundred percent
[4:36 - 4:41] so
[4:41 - 4:48] you
[4:48 - 5:10] you know what I find funny
[5:10 - 5:19] that I'm already his little friends think they can stop me from doing these shows
[5:19 - 5:26] and how they believe they can stop me honestly
[5:28 - 5:41] it just simply stupefies me
[5:41 - 5:52] yeah
[5:52 - 5:57] I've been waiting a whole lot just one
[5:57 - 6:30] just one
[6:31 - 6:39] see the light don't get it don't you think you can't take it to the right let it like it's to be right
[6:40 - 6:44] the same
[6:44 - 7:09] on the right way right on the ground right from
[7:09 - 7:12] ? I'm still too violent about it yet ?
[7:12 - 7:13] ? All the people in the heart rush ?
[7:13 - 7:16] ? Fuck, some people need a project ?
[7:16 - 7:18] ? Rock, some people need a bio ?
[7:18 - 7:21] ? Rock, I'm still too violent about it yet ?
[7:21 - 7:24] ? Why, do you not play me no round with ?
[7:24 - 7:26] ? Mine, there's no scope of reality ?
[7:26 - 7:29] ? I did not stop zooming on ?
[7:29 - 7:31] ? Think I'm breaking down ?
[7:31 - 7:34] ? Why, do you not play me no round with ?
[7:34 - 7:36] ? Mine, there's no scope of reality ?
[7:36 - 7:39] ? I did not stop zooming away ?
[7:39 - 7:41] ? See me, I don't get it ?
[7:41 - 7:42] ? Don't get me ?
[7:42 - 7:44] ? In which I'm putting up credit ?
[7:44 - 7:45] ? Don't get me ?
[7:45 - 7:46] ? In which I'm putting up credit ?
[7:46 - 7:48] ? Like a super guy ?
[7:48 - 7:49] ? I don't get me ?
[7:49 - 7:51] ? See me, I do not get it ?
[7:51 - 7:52] ? Don't get me ?
[7:52 - 7:54] ? In which I'm putting up credit ?
[7:54 - 7:55] ? Don't get me ?
[7:55 - 7:56] ? In which I'm putting out credit ?
[7:56 - 8:02] ? Like a super guy ?
[8:02 - 8:05] ? If I'm ready ?
[8:05 - 8:10] ? Yeah ?
[8:10 - 8:14] ? Oh, yeah ?
[8:14 - 8:23] (laughing)
[8:23 - 8:31] ? Don't deny me ?
[8:31 - 8:36] ? No, baby, no, don't deny me ?
[8:36 - 8:39] ? And I don't be afraid ?
[8:39 - 8:50] ? I don't get it ?
[8:50 - 8:51] ? Don't you think ?
[8:51 - 8:52] ? That we can put it up credit ?
[8:52 - 8:53] ? Don't you think ?
[8:53 - 8:54] ? That we can get it ?
[8:54 - 8:55] ? If I don't let it ?
[8:55 - 8:59] ? Like a super guy ?
[8:59 - 9:00] ? Look at my face ?
[9:00 - 9:01] ? Look at my soul ?
[9:01 - 9:28] ? Lookin' my face, lookin' my soul, lookin' my face, lookin' my soul ?
[9:28 - 9:35] ? Lookin' my face, lookin' my face, lookin' my face ?
[9:35 - 9:38] ? Lookin' my face, lookin' my soul, lookin' my face, lookin' my soul ?
[9:55 - 9:59] Are you motherfuckers ready to take this up a notch, man?
[9:59 - 10:10] This is a brand new song here on this fuckin' channel.
[10:10 - 10:20] This is called "You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts!"
[10:21 - 10:26] ? You can't put your burdens aside and raise everything inside of me just one thing on your mind ?
[10:26 - 10:30] ? You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts! ?
[10:30 - 10:33] ? Go! ?
[10:33 - 10:36] ? You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts! ?
[10:36 - 10:39] ? Go! ?
[10:39 - 10:42] ? You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts! ?
[10:42 - 10:45] ? Go! ?
[10:45 - 12:27] ? You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts! ?
[12:27 - 12:41] ??
[12:41 - 12:44] I see you guys goin' up here.
[12:44 - 12:53] You raise everything inside.
[12:53 - 12:58] You raise everything.
[12:58 - 13:16] ? You only live once, so go fuckin' nuts! ?
[13:16 - 13:32] ? Live life, die! ?
[13:50 - 13:54] I'd say it's time to do a fuckin' classic for you guys, man.
[13:54 - 13:56] One that I know you guys know,
[13:56 - 13:59] that I know that we all fuckin' know.
[13:59 - 14:01] And for those that don't know it,
[14:01 - 14:04] it's your job to help these ones out that don't know 'em, man.
[14:04 - 14:08] For all y'all that do.
[14:08 - 14:14] The world desperately needs gamers' superiority.
[14:14 - 14:17] The moment you realize something is truly luxury
[14:17 - 14:20] is the moment you put it to use.
[14:20 - 14:22] Purchase or lease.
[14:22 - 14:27] (upbeat rock music)
[14:39 - 14:42] (man vocalizing)
[14:42 - 15:01] ? You do my time, and I want out ?
[15:01 - 15:04] ? Someone to know, I ain't got a cut ?
[15:04 - 15:07] ? But all the dots are worth it ?
[15:07 - 15:10] (man vocalizing)
[15:10 - 15:33] ? And the rain will kill us all ?
[15:33 - 15:36] ? Go ourselves against the wall ?
[15:36 - 15:39] ? No one else can see ?
[15:39 - 15:43] ? The preservation of the money with me ?
[15:43 - 16:16] (man vocalizing)
[16:16 - 16:30] ? And the rain will kill us all ?
[16:30 - 16:33] ? Go ourselves against the wall ?
[16:33 - 16:36] ? No one else can see ?
[16:36 - 16:40] ? The preservation of the money with me ?
[16:42 - 16:44] (man vocalizing)
[16:44 - 16:45] Hold on, guys.
[16:45 - 16:47] (man vocalizing)
[16:47 - 16:48] Do what?
[16:48 - 16:50] Hold on, guys.
[16:50 - 16:52] (man vocalizing)
[16:53 - 16:56] ? And the rain will kill us all ?
[16:56 - 16:59] ? No one else can see ?
[16:59 - 17:03] ? The preservation of the money with me ?
[17:03 - 17:05] ? No one else can see ?
[17:05 - 17:08] ? The preservation of the money with me ?
[17:08 - 17:11] ? No one else can see ?
[17:11 - 17:14] ? The preservation of the money with me ?
[17:14 - 17:20] ? No one else can see ?
[17:20 - 20:25] (man vocalizing)
[21:54 - 21:56] Sorry, guys, I don't have to take care.
[22:03 - 22:07] But we're gonna take it up a notch with a little something else here.
[22:15 - 22:21] And Marty, if you really think you can control me, you're out of your fucking mind.
[22:31 - 22:36] Just cuz you feel like I owe you something when I don't owe you shit.
[22:41 - 22:43] You think you control what I do?
[22:43 - 22:47] Nah, you can't control me, bitch.
[22:47 - 22:49] You can't control what I do.
[22:55 - 23:01] Cuz see, Marty, unlike you, I'm not a pussy ass bitch coward.
[23:01 - 23:07] I don't sit there and cut people's internet just so they can't talk shit or speak the fucking truth,
[23:07 - 23:09] which we all know that's why you do it.
[23:09 - 23:15] Cuz you don't want people to know the truth about what a fucking piece of shit you really fucking are.
[23:19 - 23:30] That's all it is.
[23:30 - 23:37] You're pissed off cuz I speak the motherfucking truth about what a coward and a pussy you really are.
[23:44 - 23:50] Nah, I got something for that.
[24:10 - 24:14] Let's sing.
[24:16 - 24:18] I think this is a problem. I wanna take you out.
[24:18 - 24:21] Yeah, let me rap God.
[24:21 - 24:25] Red, download animated below.
[24:25 - 24:27] This is what y'all wanted.
[24:27 - 24:29] This is what y'all demand.
[24:29 - 24:32] Let me give it to you. Ready?
2021-3-18 why i hate Keyboard Warriors Like GMIL

2021-3-18 why i hate Keyboard Warriors Like GMIL

[0:00 - 0:16] What up y'all it's ya boi you know who it is and it appears we got a fucking problem
[0:16 - 0:27] a little bitch running her goddamn mouth we got a little bitch in the mix running her
[0:27 - 0:36] mouth by the name of Gmail and you know Gmail I ain't even gonna ban you this time round
[0:36 - 0:49] up but yo Gmail you and your little friends you want to sit up on Courtney's Discord
[0:49 - 1:02] and talk shit about me I'm on with you pewtube you ain't shit man like Gmail we all know
[1:02 - 1:10] that you can't handle yourself in a real fight we all know you're a pussy ass key
[1:10 - 1:17] ward warrior run their fucking mouth like a goddamn coward we all know that outside
[1:17 - 1:25] of YouTube you ain't the badass you claim to be bitch you ain't no fucking badass homie
[1:25 - 1:30] you ain't ever held your hold in a fight I have though I've grown up fighting my entire
[1:30 - 1:41] life both mentally and physically as well as health wise so believe me when I say I've
[1:41 - 1:48] been in some of the toughest fights of my entire life but you I guarantee you've never
[1:48 - 1:57] fought a single fight in your goddamn life we all know how you are Gmail we all know
[1:57 - 2:04] that outside of YouTube you ain't gonna do a goddamn thing we all know you ain't gonna
[2:04 - 2:10] do shit because you're a pussy ass key ward warrior just like your little fucking idiot
[2:10 - 2:19] friends see unlike you I can actually hold my own in a fight and I have proven that
[2:19 - 2:29] I can hold my own in a fight many times over in my entire life so if I were you I'd stop
[2:29 - 2:38] burning my mouth like a bitch grow the fuck up and quit with the high school drama fucking
[2:38 - 2:46] trolling bullshit it doesn't look good on you if anything it makes you look like a
[2:46 - 2:55] fucking retard just saying you might want to get your fucking fat lazy overweight obese
[2:55 - 3:06] ass with those false ass teeth the fuck up off a goddamn YouTube get a real fucking life
[3:06 - 3:14] leave the stage on YouTube to people like me who actually know what we're doing because
[3:14 - 3:20] obviously all you do is you try to make it harder for people like me to succeed at our
[3:20 - 3:28] fucking jobs but the truth is we all know you're jealous of me we all know you and
[3:28 - 3:34] your little friends are jealous of me because I have more talent and my little fucking
[3:34 - 3:41] finger than you having your whole goddamn body and we all know this I've proven it
[3:41 - 3:48] time and time again I got more talent in my little fucking pinky than any of you and
[3:48 - 3:55] your little fucking friends having your whole goddamn bodies and we all know this and you're
[3:55 - 4:00] jealous of that and you can't handle it you can't stand the fact that somebody like me
[4:00 - 4:08] is actually coming up and being successful at the shit that he does but the reason why
[4:08 - 4:16] you don't succeed is because you stay down you fail and then you proceed to blame it
[4:16 - 4:25] on other people instead of getting back up you continue to play the blame game saying
[4:25 - 4:33] oh it's this person's fault I did this I did that blah blah blah nah nah nah see I don't
[4:33 - 4:41] make excuses I did in the beginning yeah in the beginning of my career on YouTube yeah
[4:41 - 4:49] I made excuses but I quickly realized something that making excuses don't get you anywhere
[4:49 - 4:57] except stuck in the same goddamn spot for a very long time saying you know what I did
[4:57 - 5:03] I did something about it I stopped blaming other people and I kept moving I kept going
[5:03 - 5:14] I kept fighting and look where it got me look where it fucking got me it got me further
[5:14 - 5:25] than where you're at it got me a plaque in music it got me record sales it got me merchandise
[5:25 - 5:40] sales it got me sponsorships for racing so if I were you gmail you and your little friends
[5:40 - 5:56] I would fuck off and take my advice and either get a real fucking 9 to 5 job or be use what
[5:56 - 6:05] I'm telling you to create your own brand and stop using me as a goddamn target cuz I ain't
[6:05 - 6:12] no fucking pushover like you think I am now if you're looking for a pushover I can send
[6:12 - 6:17] you to Marty's by all means push him around all you fucking want I can give two fucks
[6:17 - 6:24] about his dumbass so by all means if you want somebody to push around push Marty around
[6:24 - 6:31] attack him he's the one that deserves it not me I'm just out here minding my own business
[6:31 - 6:38] creating fucking content doing my job as a fucking youtuber and as a shop owner and
[6:38 - 6:46] as a fucking digital artist and as a musician and all this shit that I'm doing like dude
[6:46 - 6:52] I got a fucking business to fucking run I have a fucking record label that I run with
[6:52 - 7:05] my friends that I run about 99.9% of the time so like I said all my hard work has paid
[7:05 - 7:15] off all my hard work is paying off because unlike you I don't go after people for no
[7:15 - 7:21] reason now if they do something to me then yeah I'll obviously say something like the
[7:21 - 7:36] shit that Marty did the other night I had a reason to go at his throat but you on the
[7:36 - 7:47] other hand gmail you ain't nothing but a spineless piece of shit fucking coward who can't even
[7:47 - 7:55] stand on her own two feet help knowing you you probably couldn't even walk five feet
[7:55 - 8:00] to the fridge cuz you're so goddamn overweight you take two fucking steps and you're probably
[8:00 - 8:07] out of fucking breath but me I'm in shape I'm happy with where I'm at man my life is
[8:07 - 8:13] going great even though yes I have an infection I'm dealing with which is probably gonna
[8:13 - 8:21] be gone within a week but despite that my life is good I'm living my motherfucking
[8:21 - 8:30] dream job I'm a fucking athlete for God's sakes I'm a fucking athlete I'm an amateur
[8:30 - 8:37] go as soon to be a pro sim driver I'm a fucking music artist I'm a digital artist which is
[8:37 - 8:42] something that I grew up doing my whole life I grew up doing art work my whole fucking
[8:42 - 8:51] life and now look at me I get to do it as a fucking job every day like are you that
[8:51 - 8:57] jealous that I get to live my dream job every fucking day that you have to attack me and
[8:57 - 9:06] bash me and try to drag me down and be a failure at dragging me down like why don't
[9:06 - 9:16] you face it gmail you're a failure as a troll you're a failure as a fucking youtuber and
[9:16 - 9:32] quite honestly you're a failure as a human being especially a decent one like for real
[9:32 - 9:38] when you're gonna get off your fat fucking lazy ass grow the fuck up and get a goddamn
[9:38 - 9:46] life you're gonna quit going after people like me who are actually smarter than you
[9:46 - 9:52] while yes my own girlfriend is helping to pay for my rape setup for when I do start
[9:52 - 9:58] streaming on a pro level and I start racing on a pro level to where I can get bigger
[9:58 - 10:07] sponsors and I can create better content here's something you need to realize she offered
[10:07 - 10:14] to do that because she wants to see me succeed as an athlete she wants to see me keep my
[10:14 - 10:23] brother's legacy that he got me into alive so you see I have a reason to do what I do
[10:23 - 10:30] but you you ain't got no fucking reason you ain't got no purpose your only purpose is
[10:30 - 10:39] to try to be another version of Marty and quite frankly it this is me that you're you're
[10:39 - 10:47] failing at that you're truly failing at trying to be another Marty I'm gonna give you a little
[10:47 - 10:57] fucking lesson here you know cuz in case you're unaware I actually do talk to some
[10:57 - 11:06] very big name people who you might recognize you might not but in case you know the wrestling
[11:06 - 11:13] community is a very tight-knit community you know big name wrestlers talk to people
[11:13 - 11:20] like myself and the fans and when we talk to them back and you know we generally keep
[11:20 - 11:27] it in a tight-knit family we're all there very close to each other now I want to give
[11:27 - 11:33] you a little bit of advice that Jeff Hardy and his brother Matt gave me when they saw
[11:33 - 11:45] that I was going through something it's not about whether you win or lose the fight all
[11:45 - 11:53] right it's not about winning a fight losing a fight it's not about being the best it's
[11:53 - 12:00] really not it's about doing what you love and putting all your time and energy into
[12:00 - 12:06] what you love and if you waste all your time being negative how are you ever gonna be happy
[12:06 - 12:14] in the long run think about it how are you ever gonna be happy in the long run if you're
[12:14 - 12:33] always being negative and here's another line for you this is something that was quoted
[12:33 - 12:46] right from Lincoln Park I want to be with the energy not with the enemy meaning I want
[12:46 - 12:52] to be in good vibes in good places around good friends around good family and not surrounded
[12:52 - 13:01] by little pussy ass bitches like you who think they're smarter we think they're badass
[13:01 - 13:07] like and this is one thing I do find funny about people like you Gino people like you
[13:07 - 13:16] actually intrigued the fuck out of me because you actually think you truly think that you're
[13:16 - 13:25] a badass but really you're just you're hyping yourself up you're hyping yourself up because
[13:25 - 13:34] you know in the real world anybody with half a brain could outsmart you somebody like
[13:34 - 13:42] myself could easily kick your fucking ass hell my own girlfriend could kick your fucking
[13:42 - 13:51] ass hell my own niece who turns four this year my own fucking niece who can who's turning
[13:51 - 14:04] four years old this year kick your fucking ass your weakest fuck bro your weak your weakest
[14:04 - 14:11] fucking shit say what you and your little fucking troll ass pussy friends y'all ain't
[14:11 - 14:18] shit and you know you ain't shit so you try to make someone else feel like shit because
[14:18 - 14:27] your life ain't shit well maybe we stop sitting on your dead fucking ass be on a goddamn
[14:27 - 14:37] keyboard all fucking day long running your fucking mouths like a bunch of idiots you
[14:37 - 14:48] might actually get somewhere inhibit and I'm sure Tangel agree with me about you Gino
[14:48 - 14:53] poo tube all y'all motherfuckers that are up on Courtney's discord I know she'll agree
[14:53 - 15:02] with me on this y'all need to grow up and get real fucking world jobs instead of sitting
[15:02 - 15:10] on the internet running your mouth and jacking your fucking jaws me I have a reason to be
[15:10 - 15:17] on the internet bro I have my job is on the fucking internet dude that's my motherfucking
[15:17 - 15:31] job okay I have a fucking shop that I run I come on here and create content I compete
[15:31 - 15:42] on a soon to be pro level for sim racing I do my artwork I create and do shows for
[15:42 - 15:54] you guys I do fucking live from home virtual music shows for people like and I get fucking
[15:54 - 16:02] paid for this shit alright I get fucking paid for this shit that I do Tange can even
[16:02 - 16:14] tell you I get fucking paid for this shit meanwhile what do you do you sit there at
[16:14 - 16:21] home talk shit up on the internet act like everyone's into it but no one's into it the
[16:21 - 16:29] only ones that are into it are people like you who just want to act tough you want to
[16:29 - 16:45] act big and bad but really we all know you're not the badass that you claim to be like
[16:45 - 16:54] you're not the badass that you claim to be you put on that front because you're so miserable
[16:54 - 17:03] with your life that you can't stand somebody else like myself or like my own girlfriend
[17:03 - 17:11] being successful at what we do with our lives can you see me my girlfriend have a mutual
[17:11 - 17:19] thing see I support her job just like she supports what I do I support her 110% she
[17:19 - 17:27] supports what I do 110% because she sees the hard work that I've put in just like
[17:27 - 17:36] I see the hard work that she puts in every fucking day can see unlike you Gmail I'm
[17:36 - 17:47] up at four five three o'clock in the morning creating products creating merchandise creating
[17:47 - 17:54] pieces to put in my fucking shop coming up with ideas brainstorming so while you're over
[17:54 - 17:59] there fucking sleeping hell you can ask Tange dude you can ask my own fucking girlfriend
[17:59 - 18:05] while you're asleep at night I'm up thinking of ways that I can push the envelope even
[18:05 - 18:14] further than I had the day before I'm constantly thinking okay I did this but what can I do
[18:14 - 18:21] that could top that how can I become a better artist you know as far as like doing my digital
[18:21 - 18:29] artwork goes how can I become a better musician how can I become a better driver when it
[18:29 - 18:40] comes to sim racing how can I be a better person who can I help that needs help see
[18:40 - 18:47] while you're over there sleeping I'm over here contemplating my next fucking move while
[18:47 - 18:54] you're over here one step behind me trolling me bitch I'm five steps ahead of you I'm
[18:54 - 19:04] up at 3 4 in the fucking morning doing my fucking job doing what I gotta fucking do
[19:04 - 19:12] so while you're out there busy talking shit up on the internet dude I'm over here fucking
[19:12 - 19:19] living my goddamn life I got the best fucking life in the world right now man I got the
[19:19 - 19:27] best girlfriend I can fucking ask for I got the best family ever and I have some of the
[19:27 - 19:34] best friends that I could ever fucking ask for so I literally have everything I have
[19:34 - 19:40] everything right now and there ain't no way I'm gonna let someone all punk ass bitch like
[19:40 - 19:48] you come up on here talking shit up on the internet thinking that they're hot shit take
[19:48 - 19:57] that from me that ain't happening hell not to mention I'm working on a fucking autobiography
[19:57 - 20:05] about my life and how I came up from not only a child but how I came up and transitioned
[20:05 - 20:13] from high school music scene into the regular music scene and how I balance all that out
[20:13 - 20:21] with my everyday life like with my artwork and my racing how I balance everything out
[20:21 - 20:26] and where my life is at now and how proud I am of my motherfucking life
[20:26 - 20:52] and CIA hole get a fucking job by CIA hole and GMT if you don't want to end up like
[20:52 - 21:07] CIA hole here I suggest you keep your mouth shut bro
[21:07 - 21:14] yeah and for real dude why does that bother you for real man why does that fucking bother
[21:14 - 21:25] you bro I mean hell I'm in the process of fucking breaking new grounds in the fucking
[21:25 - 21:32] photography scene as well as in the book scene so bro I'm out here making fucking
[21:32 - 21:39] moves what are you doing man I'm out here with my girl every day on the front lines
[21:39 - 21:47] in the fucking trenches leaving my mark on the world throwing my music and my artwork
[21:47 - 21:54] and my life story that I can use to help people out meanwhile what are you and your
[21:54 - 22:05] little fucking fake ass friends doing you ain't doing shit for real y'all ain't doing
[22:05 - 22:12] shit except talking at your goddamn assholes that's all you're doing which I personally
[22:12 - 22:21] find funny as fuck because y'all think that you're hot shit y'all think you're bad asses
[22:21 - 22:27] y'all are probably sitting there watching this right now laughing I'm assuming which
[22:27 - 22:33] that don't bother me at all while me and my girl are out here making a life for ourselves
[22:33 - 22:42] and making big boss fucking moves what are you doing sitting behind a fucking keyboard
[22:42 - 22:47] talking shit up on the internet all day because you're so fucking pissed off with your life
[22:47 - 22:55] that you can't fucking stand it like dude stop being miserable stop feeling sorry for
[22:55 - 23:02] your fucking self because maybe if you stop feeling sorry for yourself and you actually
[23:02 - 23:08] pulled up your big girl panties put on your fucking bra put on a fucking shirt put on
[23:08 - 23:13] your fucking shit that you need to put on whatever you need to put on to get you going
[23:13 - 23:19] to life in the right direction that's what you need to do you need to stop with the
[23:19 - 23:28] fucking high school drama trolling bullshit grow up and actually do something with your
[23:28 - 23:36] wife see I don't have a regular nine to five job due to the shit that happened with my
[23:36 - 23:40] brother when he got diagnosed with cancer but you want to know something I didn't let
[23:40 - 23:42] me not hold on guys
[23:42 - 26:15] What?
[26:15 - 26:45] What up y'all I'm back.
[26:45 - 27:01] But like I was saying you know what I did after my brother's passing and I wasn't able
[27:01 - 27:09] to work as I was telling you to take care of everything you know what I did I could
[27:09 - 27:17] have gone out and gotten a real job a normal 95 job where I was bored as fuck and it was
[27:17 - 27:37] gonna be miserable but you know what I did so for real I turned my talents and my skills
[27:37 - 27:44] into a fucking job for myself and now look at me I'm out here you're making bank doing
[27:44 - 27:58] what I love and to be honest I got the best fucking support team in the goddamn world
[27:58 - 28:03] take it easy babe and babe don't forget I will call you whenever you're done with your
[28:03 - 28:21] heart okay hope you have a good day babe love you
[28:21 - 28:26] but you see what I mean man I have a good fucking support team man I got a good one
[28:26 - 28:32] that stands beside me 24/7 that holds me the fuck down I have some of the best friends
[28:32 - 28:40] that I could ever fucking ask for I got the best fucking family in the goddamn world which
[28:40 - 28:52] includes my brother Sean his wife who is my sister-in-law Christine my brother Jake
[28:52 - 29:00] as well as all the motherfuckers that have held us down on this channel since day one
[29:00 - 29:15] as well as people like my boy Ian my boy Luke aka illucidus and for all y'all OG fans
[29:15 - 29:26] out there y'all might remember B-Man aka Brendan Brendan Wright aka B-Man alright speak to
[29:26 - 29:37] you later babe don't work too hard and say don't work too hard because I know you know
[29:37 - 29:49] I know how you get so don't overdo it just saying but point being man I have a very
[29:49 - 29:58] good support team I'm a very good support team and to those of you that have been showing
[29:58 - 30:06] support to me and Tang and what I've been dealing with and what we've both been going
[30:06 - 30:14] through as a couple with Marty and all them on behalf of me and her man we just want
[30:14 - 30:20] to say thank you man you guys have been fucking awesome for real all y'all that have showed
[30:20 - 30:26] nothing but love and support towards us have been fucking amazing and honestly we couldn't
[30:26 - 30:31] ask for a better support team than you guys that have been showing love and support for
[30:31 - 30:40] us and what we've been dealing with you guys are fucking dope I fucking must see the kind
[30:40 - 30:49] of shit I like to see on YouTube I don't like to see all this negative Nancy bullshit
[30:49 - 30:55] I really don't I like to say positive shit I like to make you guys smile I like to uplift
[30:55 - 31:01] you guys and help you guys forget about you know whatever negative crime you're going
[31:01 - 31:27] through in your everyday life all right see you later babe
[31:27 - 31:38] I'm like for real say hey why you being a troll dog why you being a fucking troll like
[31:38 - 31:44] come on dog do I have to destroy you and break you down the same way I did gmail and
[31:44 - 31:51] all her little friends a few minutes ago cuz trust me when I say dog I have zero issue
[31:51 - 31:57] doing that bro I have zero issue doing that homie and you know I have no issue doing that
[31:57 - 32:05] cuz I was doing it to you before and I have zero issue doing it again just saying I got
[32:05 - 32:22] no problem putting a loser like you in this fucking place CIA for real I have zero issue
[32:22 - 32:49] putting a coward like you in their fucking place at all
[32:49 - 32:56] so it's all y'all little trolls I want to keep on trolling go ahead and see how far
[32:56 - 33:05] that actually gets you know like cuz it ain't gonna get you very far now if you punk ass
[33:05 - 33:13] losers that are trolling don't mind I have to give back to work as well because I have
[33:13 - 33:20] content to create I have more merch to create I have more fucking pieces to upload to create
[33:20 - 33:26] merchandise with so yeah I need to give back to work as well but to all y'all that have
[33:26 - 33:33] been holding us down man thank you guys you got fucking awesome me and Tange and our
[33:33 - 33:40] family we love you guys you guys are awesome so you know what I say to trolling fuck the
[33:40 - 33:52] troll and fuck the negativity it's stupid and it's not needed so yeah fuck y'all bitch
[33:52 - 34:06] ass trolls grow up and get a fucking life for real get a life and get the fuck off
[34:06 - 34:07] social media.
2021-3-20 MARTY AND SCHMECKAL THE SPINLESS BTCHES

2021-3-20 MARTY AND SCHMECKAL THE SPINLESS BTCHES

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up you guys. You know, I find you real amusing Marty. I really do. And do you want
[0:29 - 0:48] to know why I find you so amusing? Because you think that you can control me and what
[0:48 - 1:04] I do. You think that you're the greatest thing since Swiss fucking cheese. Well here's some
[1:04 - 1:11] truth to your eyes bro. You ain't the best thing since Swiss cheese bro. You ain't no
[1:11 - 1:22] hard ass either. Just cause you can hack and shut down internet don't need a damn thing.
[1:22 - 1:44] Sorry I'll have to send my vpn up quick. We'll give you a video. But Marty you're going
[1:44 - 1:53] to listen and you're going to listen good. You're going to stop right now. You're going
[1:53 - 2:19] to stop what you're doing. I know you're alive and probably watching this dude. Marty
[2:19 - 2:26] you know that because of you Marty. Because of you Marty. Last night I almost took my
[2:26 - 2:37] own life. I attempted to take my own life because of you last night. Last night I almost
[2:37 - 2:46] fucking killed myself. Because of you and what you're fucking doing to me. And you
[2:46 - 2:54] wonder why I get pissed off and rage out at you. It's because of what you fucking do
[2:54 - 3:08] to me. You've been bullying me for years man. And it needs to stop. Enough's enough
[3:08 - 3:24] Marty. You think what you do is okay by making videos of me attacking me. And then you got
[3:24 - 3:30] your little bitch fucking latin dog schmeklkat and Tyler and why both your little fucking
[3:30 - 3:40] slack jog and lackeys to fucking do your dirty work. Like bro you need to fucking
[3:40 - 3:51] quit. Like I said Marty because of you I almost took my life last night. If it wasn't
[3:51 - 4:00] for my family. If it wasn't for my family and my girlfriend. Stepping in and saving
[4:00 - 4:11] my ass. I might not be here. Last night was my breaking point because of your little
[4:11 - 4:19] fucking ass dude. I almost ended my life because of you Marty. Because of you and
[4:19 - 4:34] what you do to me. You think what you do to me is fair and it's not. And I can promise
[4:34 - 4:38] you Marty you are going to end up in court and I'm going to be the one to fucking drag
[4:38 - 4:44] you there. I promise you that dude. Cause Monday me and my family are going down to
[4:44 - 4:49] the legal aid to get a lawyer to have your ass put behind bars where you fucking belong
[4:49 - 4:59] dude. Cause what you did is not right. And what you do is not right. See these mother
[4:59 - 5:09] fucking bullies like you that I can't stand. Little punk ass fucking egotistical bitches
[5:09 - 5:16] self centered little punk ass one of these like you that think they're hot shit. That
[5:16 - 5:24] think everybody owes them something. Like they fucking rule the goddamn world. Bitch
[5:24 - 5:37] you don't rule shit. And you sure as fuck don't rule my life. If anyone's anyone's
[5:37 - 5:48] bitch you're my bitch. I ain't your bitch. I own you Marty. I fucking own your ass. All
[5:48 - 5:54] your videos are on me. All your videos are about me. And they contain my face which
[5:54 - 6:07] by all technical terms means your channel belongs to me. Straight the fuck up. So Marty
[6:07 - 6:16] why'd you stop being a lit dick little fucking bitch ass coward and bring your fucking faggot
[6:16 - 6:24] ass up here if you want to be my ass so bad. For real if you want to be my ass that goddamn
[6:24 - 6:31] bad Marty. If you want to see me fucking dead so bad why would you bring your punk
[6:31 - 6:39] ass up here and do something. Bring your punk ass up here and do something man. Stop
[6:39 - 6:46] sitting on your fat fucking lazy ass like a bitch. You're a coward. Same with you Shmekoket.
[6:46 - 6:52] You're a punk ass coward too. Honestly I don't blame your girlfriend for fucking waving
[6:52 - 7:00] you bro. Anyone in the right mind wouldn't be with either of you two fucking idiots.
[7:00 - 7:08] No one likes you guys because of what you do. You sit up on the internet and you fucking
[7:08 - 7:16] bully people for no goddamn reason. It's time to grow up Marty and stop being a little
[7:16 - 7:31] fucking bitch. You need to stop being a little punk ass bitch hiding me on a fucking camera.
[7:31 - 7:41] You stupid ass piece of shit waste of space. You're a port. You're literally the worst.
[7:41 - 7:53] You're a shitty ass excuse of a human being you know that. You really are a fucking monster.
[7:53 - 8:03] You're a fucking little bitch ass fucking loser. And you're trying to make me look
[8:03 - 8:08] like the bad guy when I'm just simply defending myself against your fucking bullshit. Really
[8:08 - 8:17] nigga. Really bro. You're a punk ass bitch. And then you have the balls to sit there and
[8:17 - 8:24] attack me. And then when I fire back after you fucking threaten my life and I fire back
[8:24 - 8:34] at you. You get pissed off. You get offended. Nigga you don't have that right to get pissed
[8:34 - 8:42] off or offended bro. You're the one that starts the attacks. You're the one that does
[8:42 - 8:52] this shit. I'm not gonna sit here and be some fucking pushover like you Marty. Unlike you
[8:52 - 8:59] I'm a fucking god in this underground music scene. Unlike you I bust my ass on everything
[8:59 - 9:06] I fucking do. Unlike you I have a sense of reality. Unlike you I'm not delusional self-centered
[9:06 - 9:12] little bitch who runs his mouth on the internet thinking he's a hard ass. Thinking he can
[9:12 - 9:20] walk all over people. Guess what motherfucker you can't walk all over people. Nobody gives
[9:20 - 9:26] a fuck if you got money. Money don't mean a goddamn thing when it comes to what you're
[9:26 - 9:36] doing to me. Money don't mean jack shit. So Marty you could take that money, shut up
[9:36 - 9:44] your fucking ass and go fuck yourself. Cause I'm tired of it bro. I'm tired of being pushed
[9:44 - 9:51] around by you. You think you're the God of a human being nigga wake up. You have nothing
[9:51 - 9:57] more than a low life fucking piece of shit that needs this fucking ass to do within
[9:57 - 10:04] an inch of his life. You're a fucking classic definition of a narcissistic little fucking
[10:04 - 10:13] bitch. You need to put your fucking ego in check nigga. You need to check your fucking
[10:13 - 10:22] ego and bring it down a notch. You think you're this bad ass macho motherfucker just cause
[10:22 - 10:29] you hide behind the internet and you do shit in the shadows. Nigga if I were you I'd be
[10:29 - 10:35] hiding in the shadows too bro because you're ugly as fuck. Like what happened did your
[10:35 - 10:40] mom and daddy not like you so they gave you to the fucking ugly force and let you hit
[10:40 - 10:45] every branch on the way down bro? Is that why you look so fucked up? Cause you hit every
[10:45 - 10:54] branch in the ugly tree on the way down? Is that why or did your mommy and daddy or did
[10:54 - 11:05] your mom have incest with your uncle or your like her family and come out with you. Like
[11:05 - 11:12] which is it did you fall from the ugly tree or did your mom have incest with your grandfather
[11:12 - 11:22] and pop out with your ass? Like for real bro like you look ugly as fuck and you kinda
[11:22 - 11:29] need the I would say go to the Halloween shop and get a mask for Halloween for half
[11:29 - 11:40] off sale you know at like party city or over at fucking Walmart or Dollar Tree or wherever
[11:40 - 11:44] but I forgot it's always Halloween for you because you're always wearing that ugly ass
[11:44 - 11:49] fucking mask. I forgot it's always Halloween for you because you always got that ugly
[11:49 - 11:54] ass fucking mask on. That's why you hide your face cause you're so damn ugly.
[11:54 - 12:14] Well yes well yes I may not have any hair on my fucking head really at all. Dude you're
[12:14 - 12:22] overweight you're a fucking bully you do nothing but attack people so who's the ugly
[12:22 - 12:41] one? It sure as fuck ain't me. That's your ass. See your looks you might be good looking
[12:41 - 12:48] on the outside to some people but it's your attitude it's your personality that makes
[12:48 - 12:56] you ugly as fuck your personality is what makes you ugly. How you treat people is what
[12:56 - 13:04] makes you a fucking monster. See unlike you bro I try to treat people with dignity with
[13:04 - 13:12] fucking respect cause I was grown up being a respectful person I was taught to respect
[13:12 - 13:40] people I was taught to never do what you do with people man. Bye CIA ho you stupid little
[13:40 - 13:56] bitch. He's talking about my biological piece of shit sperm donor. But I'll be getting
[13:56 - 14:09] into that in another video but right now I wanna take this negativity and turn it into
[14:09 - 14:35] something dope for you guys. Let's see.
[14:35 - 15:36] You're a fucking bitch. You're a fucking bitch. You're a fucking bitch. You're a fucking bitch.
[15:36 - 16:02] I could be angry. You know I could be just like you. I could be fake. I could be just
[16:02 - 16:18] like you. You thought you were standing beside me. You were only in my way. You were only
[16:18 - 16:40] in my way. You were only in my way. You were only in my way. You were only in my way.
[16:40 - 16:52] You were only thinking of just like you. I could be cold. I could be ruthless. You know
[16:52 - 17:04] I could be just like you. I could be weak. I could be senseless. You know I could be
[17:04 - 17:23] just like you. Like you. You thought you were standing beside me. You were only in my way.
[17:23 - 17:32] You were only thinking of just like you. You thought you were standing beside me. You were
[17:32 - 17:46] only in my way. You were only thinking of just like you. On my own. 'Cause I'm continuing
[17:46 - 18:02] with you. I'm alone. So I will turn down like you want me to. You thought you were standing
[18:02 - 18:12] beside me. You were only in my way. You were only thinking of just like you. You thought
[18:12 - 18:20] you were standing beside me. You were only in my way. You were only thinking of just
[18:20 - 18:31] like you. You thought you were standing beside me. You were only in my way. You were only
[18:31 - 18:47] in my way. I could be weak. I could be angry. You know I could be just like you. But the
[18:47 - 18:57] truth is Marty, I'm nothing like you. And whoever keeps on unblocking CIA Hill, knock
[18:57 - 19:03] it the fuck off. 'Cause if I find out who's unblocking him, I'm banning your asses and
[19:03 - 19:18] ripping your fucking wrench. Hey Simeon why don't you all fuck yourself you spineless
[19:18 - 19:38] pig. I'd say it's time to show you what you turned me into Marty. Yeah I'm coming. I wake
[19:38 - 19:42] up every morning with my head up in a daze. I'm not sure if I should say this fuck or
[19:42 - 19:47] say it anyway. Everybody try to tell me that I'm going through a phase. I don't know if
[19:47 - 19:51] it's a phase. I just want to get okay. Yeah I'm dang it with depression but the question
[19:51 - 19:55] still remains. 'Cause it's bullshit man it's stressing more. I'm not suppressing rape.
[19:55 - 19:59] My doctor tried to tell me that I'm going through a phase. Yeah it's not a fucking phase.
[19:59 - 20:04] I just want to get okay. Okay. Yeah I struggle with this bullshit every day. It's probably
[20:04 - 20:11] just my demons. I don't think he has a rape. He'll play and don't rape me. Nah he'll let
[20:11 - 20:21] me. 'Bout to break down. Searching for a way out. Not in the world but she was unbelievable.
[20:21 - 20:29] Oh fuck it up. Fuck it up. Monster. Break down. Falling into love. Now we're falling
[20:29 - 20:44] into love. Young popular, popular, monster. I'm going nowhere like a rat churning a maze
[20:44 - 20:49] every wall and I'm not gonna just walk in our place. I'm gonna race against myself by
[20:49 - 20:54] trying to keep a steady pace. I'm a localized state if I never close my case. Oh my god
[20:54 - 20:58] I keep on stressing every second then I win. There's another second sooner to a blessing
[20:58 - 21:02] I will test. Another therapist won't tell me that I'm going through a stage. Yeah it's
[21:02 - 21:08] not a fucking stage. I just want to feel okay. Oh came motherfucker now you got my attention.
[21:08 - 21:12] You need to change your code with these cuz something is missing. What if I don't want
[21:12 - 21:29] to die till you win with these. Everything will fucking die. Gotta try not to look great.
[21:29 - 21:54] So I'm searching for a way out. Come on. Real nothing. Fuck it up. Monster. Fuck it. Monster.
[21:54 - 22:08] All right Cindy be fucking honest for a minute. Are you the one that's actually unbanning
[22:08 - 22:20] this douchebag? Like be honest is that you that's actually unbanning him or is he just
[22:20 - 22:38] talking shit? Somehow I doubt. I doubt that it's either of you guys. I really do. I highly
[22:38 - 22:52] doubt that it's either of you guys.
[22:52 - 23:18] Ready? Alexa resume show. Resuming. What is that? That's the end you let you touch me.
[23:18 - 23:42] Can you make the next season? Imagine, you know, let's get dark.
[23:42 - 24:07] I cannot take this anymore. It's the only thing I said before. There'll be something
[24:07 - 24:17] I hear them as you say you'll find that I'm in your world. Every day you say I'm there.
[24:17 - 24:31] Put the one that's on the edge and I'm about to break. I put the answers on so clear. Wish
[24:31 - 24:39] I could find a way to do something. No, these songs make no sense. I find this thing need
[24:39 - 24:45] no rants. Nothing seems to go away. Over and over again.
[24:45 - 24:59] Take the one that's on the edge and I'm about to break. I put the one that's on the edge
[24:59 - 25:15] and I'm about to break. I put the one that's on the edge and I'm about to break. I know
[25:15 - 25:25] how y'all are fucking doing it. I know how you're doing it. And it ain't Tange or anybody
[25:25 - 25:31] unblocking you. I know you motherfuckers got my goddamn IP address. I know what you're
[25:31 - 25:38] doing. I know exactly what you're fucking doing. Y'all punk ass bitches that are unblocking
[25:38 - 25:45] yourselves. You're going in and use my IP address to sneak into my shit to unblock yourselves.
[25:45 - 25:56] Well guess what bitch? I'm going to be that nigga that keeps blocking your asses. Like
[25:56 - 26:18] that. Bye pussy. Oh, I'm a joke am I? In my head again. Pending war inside my own skin.
[26:18 - 26:48] You're the cow. I love myself, but the fever will make. I'm
[26:48 - 26:58] known to the pleasure, but still feel the pain. I told you that so to cover your eyes.
[26:58 - 27:26] My soul would cheat with the truth, wouldn't you dare me to lie. I keep an eye on my son.
[27:26 - 27:45] Still calling me on your voices. Voices. As I walk through this valley of shallows and
[27:45 - 27:55] tests. I curse not to wicked. I praise not the blessed, but so to my sons. To die in
[27:55 - 28:07] a change. If it will recur, you go the brain. Voices in my head again. Pending me the war
[28:07 - 28:16] I can win. I can hear them now. Treading a cane inside my own skin. It's I don't know
[28:16 - 28:30] myself anymore. They're calling me on their voices. Don't want to live up. So callous
[28:30 - 28:43] and broken. I'm being hopeless. I don't want to live forever. I just want to live right
[28:43 - 29:02] now. You can't save me from me. Voices in my head again. Pending me the war I can win.
[29:02 - 29:13] I can hear them now. Treading a cane inside my own skin. It's I don't know myself anymore.
[29:13 - 29:37] They're calling me on their voices. Voices. They're calling me on their voices.
[29:37 - 29:49] They're calling me on their voices. They're calling me on their voices. They're calling
[29:49 - 30:10] me on my voices. They're calling me on their voices. They're calling me on their voices.
[30:10 - 30:33] Why? Because I fucking do what I enjoy to try to help other people? Fuck that.
[30:33 - 30:59] Why? Because I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people? Because I fucking do what
[30:59 - 31:28] I enjoy to help other people? Because I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking
[31:28 - 31:54] do what I enjoy to help others. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking
[31:54 - 38:58] do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking
[38:58 - 39:04] do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do
[39:04 - 40:28] what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do
[40:28 - 40:34] what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I
[40:34 - 45:40] enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I
[45:40 - 45:46] want to do. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other
[45:46 - 46:52] people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other people. I fucking do what I enjoy to help other
[46:52 - 46:58] people. I fucking stop. I need to fuck the way out. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm always
[46:58 - 47:04] listening to motherfucking fear because I don't know what to do.
[47:04 - 47:12] It's like nobody fucking understands what the fuck I go through.
[47:12 - 47:18] Yeah, people want to judge.
[47:18 - 47:32] I don't get it. I'm so fucking scared every night and day for my family's fucking lives.
[47:32 - 47:40] Every time they attack my family by sending them motherfucker rope, telling me to fucking kill
[47:40 - 47:47] myself like I fucking won't. Bitch, I done tried that. I am here on this earth to save lives, yeah.
[47:47 - 47:54] What the fuck you know about waking up every day wanting to end your own motherfucking life because
[47:54 - 48:01] of everything everybody always fucking put you through. Why do you a narcissistic little fucking
[48:01 - 48:10] bitch? I'm so fucking sick of you. You ain't got a fucking clue.
[48:11 - 48:22] Why is it that you can't just leave me the fuck out?
[48:22 - 50:01] [silence]
[50:01 - 50:11] I'm so fucking sick of penis demon dance. Everybody making me out of pain. Everybody
[50:11 - 50:24] want to fucking judge me. I don't fucking understand. Everybody want to make me fucking
[50:24 - 50:36] feel. I don't understand. What do I do to deserve this? Why is it that everybody can't
[50:36 - 50:44] just go the fuck away? Let me stay in my own name. Let me do what I need to do. So I'm
[50:44 - 50:53] not always waking up with this PTSD. Always taking a thought. Motherfucking suicide every
[50:53 - 51:01] day, every night. I'm always thinking maybe I'm better off dying. Maybe I'm better off
[51:01 - 51:12] taking my own life, not being in this fucking world. So dance. I don't feel like I'm a
[51:12 - 51:21] motherfucker burning on anyone. I don't understand how the fuck I even got this way.
[51:21 - 51:33] This is not who I wanted to become. I don't understand. How did I get here?
[51:33 - 51:41] [silence]
[51:41 - 51:44] This isn't me.
[51:44 - 51:55] Every day when I look in the fucking mirror I don't recognize myself anymore. All I see
[51:55 - 52:04] is this fucking ugly-ass demon that everybody turned me into. Now I just don't know what
[52:04 - 52:15] to do. I'm so fucking scared I turn around, try to find a little help, but nobody fucking
[52:15 - 52:28] cares. It's like nobody gives a fuck about what I'm going through. And nobody gives a
[52:28 - 52:35] fuck because I no matter where I turn to, no matter who I reach out to, nothing gets
[52:35 - 53:03] done. And I just don't know what to do.
[53:03 - 53:15] [silence]
[53:15 - 53:40] Everybody motherfucking at the light to fucking know me at the light to get into something
[53:40 - 53:45] positive. But the truth is, everybody always want to try to be something that the motherfucking
[53:45 - 53:51] they don't understand. This music shit is all I've motherfucking got. This is my release.
[53:51 - 53:58] This is my motherfucking therapy. I'm so sick of the motherfucking bullshit. Y'all act
[53:58 - 54:07] like you motherfucking know. Go ahead and say what you want about me every single night
[54:07 - 54:14] and day. I'm stepping up to the motherfucking mic so maybe I can put my motherfucking story
[54:14 - 54:19] out there. That way you can save a life in the motherfucking end. Yeah, I might have
[54:19 - 54:28] suicide on my motherfucking mind every fucking day, but it's the bullying. And naming this
[54:28 - 54:37] motherfucking way, what else can I say? All I know is that I want this motherfucking shit
[54:37 - 54:46] to end. I'm so motherfucking sick of this shit. Everybody at the light, they got the
[54:46 - 55:01] motherfucking right to attack me. They don't see what I see. Sorry bro, I'm independent
[55:01 - 55:10] bitch. I'm doing this shit on my own independently. Don't need no motherfucking label at all. I'm
[55:10 - 55:17] reaching for the fucking stars. I'm doing this on my motherfucking own if I don't do
[55:17 - 55:25] this on my own. I cannot stand on my own two feet. Yeah, I'm going to make a stand. I've
[55:25 - 55:33] got to take back my motherfucking throne. I don't give a fuck. I'm proud of you, man.
[55:33 - 55:41] No labels. I ain't going to let you throw me no fucking bone. Because I do this shit
[55:41 - 55:52] independent and it stays that way. I don't bow down to mainstream bitches, okay? Everything
[55:52 - 55:59] I've got, I've built from the fucking crown to my fan base. The people that I work with
[55:59 - 56:08] every fucking day, we got nothing but respect for each other. So all you mainstream fucking
[56:08 - 56:33] names, kid, get the fuck on and go away. If you've ever had a clean spaghetti off the
[56:33 - 56:40] ceiling, you've compromised enough. My sub has steak. My sub has bacon. Now by one sub,
[56:40 - 57:04] get 150% off in the app. Let's go.
[57:04 - 57:21] Don't maintain, I'm from motherfucking nothing. Everybody at the left, they're going to do
[57:21 - 57:27] something. Everybody always trying to attack me at the light. They want to fucking kick
[57:27 - 57:35] at me. Y'all don't motherfucking know anything, so get the fuck away from me. Every day you
[57:35 - 57:45] want to try to attack me, thinking that you know me. Take a look around, everybody screaming
[57:45 - 57:57] my name. Cause I built everything that I got from the crown top and I keep an independent
[57:57 - 58:02] bitch. What the fuck, song? I do this shit independently, been in my shit since I was
[58:02 - 58:08] fucking 16. Ain't nobody stopping me, I'm on the fucking rise. Yeah, that's motherfucking
[58:08 - 58:15] right, shadow day is back, and this fucking bitch scar plays his fucking back, and I'm
[58:15 - 58:21] on the attack. So don't you sit there and act like you're gonna fucking stop and yell
[58:21 - 58:26] back again. Yeah, that's right, the demon king is back, and ain't no way I'm looking
[58:26 - 58:33] back. Coming out with a brand new record, scar tissue to show everything that I fucking
[58:33 - 58:40] came through. Everybody always want to throw me a fucking bone from a fucking label. Ain't
[58:40 - 58:49] no way I'm bowing down to a mention fucking label. I will do this shit on my fucking own.
[58:49 - 58:56] Cause I'm my own person and I don't give a fuck about what their new body says. I'm
[58:56 - 59:07] gonna keep on building myself up and turn them dead. So don't sit there and act like
[59:07 - 59:14] I'm not anything you know. Y'all look out in your heads to this bad ass motherfucking
[59:14 - 59:21] music. Y'all know that every time I do nothing but step into the fucking booth, I'm always
[59:21 - 59:26] spitting everything including the motherfucking truth. Ain't no way I'm gonna spit down
[59:26 - 59:33] the lie every day. All y'all little faint ass wannabes just want to try to get me to
[59:33 - 59:39] motherfucking die. Ain't no way I'm never gonna bow down. Bitch I'm on the rise, this
[59:39 - 59:47] is my year, my time. Ain't no way I'm gonna go away. I'm on the fucking rise, ain't no
[59:47 - 59:54] way I'm not looking back. Fuck all y'all fucking haters y'all can't suck on my motherfucking
[59:54 - 60:01] dick. Cause I'm on the rise, ain't no way I'm ever gonna be shut down. This year is
[60:01 - 60:10] my time. So motherfucking shine ain't no way I'm ever running out of time. Yeah that's
[60:10 - 60:19] why everything I say I'm gonna do I'm always fucking through. All y'all wannabes play the
[60:19 - 60:27] back of me. Get the fuck up out of the way because I'm coming through. Don't act like
[60:27 - 60:36] y'all gonna do anything cause compared to you I'm a god and you're just nothing.
[60:36 - 61:04] The question is, which came first? It's who gets to take home that adorable little Reese's
[61:04 - 61:10] egg. Hey what's up, I'm going to the dog food, I'll catch y'all later man. Thanks for
[61:10 - 61:12] having me out there.
[61:12 - 61:15] [MUSIC]
2021-3-19 NIce try  loser

2021-3-19 NIce try loser

[0:00 - 0:16] Oh Marty, what am I gonna deal with you? You can't handle the truth and that's sad. That's
[0:16 - 0:22] truly sad that you can't handle the truth. You gotta have your little bitch minions do
[0:22 - 0:30] your porn dirty work for you. Grow up you fucking loser.
[0:30 - 0:51] Oh Marty, I can't fight my own battles. I gotta have my little minions do my dirty
[0:51 - 1:01] work for me because I'm a coward. I'm gonna use people to get what I want. That's how
[1:01 - 1:13] you sound. For real. That's how you fucking sound bro. Come on Marty. Why you gotta
[1:13 - 1:23] stick your trolls on me? Why can't you come get me your fucking selfie you loser ass little bitch?
[1:23 - 1:33] Come and get me yourself. I'm right here. And I'm sure it's fucking hot.
[1:38 - 1:52] All right come on. You want me so bad? Come on. Don't get me. Don't get me like you claim
[1:52 - 2:04] that you can. Because really all you are is a spineless gutless coward who can't stay
[2:04 - 2:14] in his own life. Oh poor Marty so sad you can't stay in his own life. Oh what's the
[2:14 - 2:20] matter Marty? Did me tell you the truth to you about Jamie and how she really felt hurt
[2:20 - 2:33] you? I bet it did. I bet it hurt real bad. Oh don't don't worry. We'll get you some tissues.
[2:33 - 2:40] We'll get you some tissues made out of dog shit and we'll send it to you. Don't worry.
[2:40 - 2:49] We'll give you some dog shit filled tissue and send it to you. And don't worry. We'll even get
[2:49 - 3:02] a plaque that says YouTube or no. World's biggest loser on YouTube. Marty. So if one of you guys
[3:02 - 3:13] could kindly hook Marty up with that that'd be great. Fuck your shit. You think you can hook him
[3:13 - 3:21] up or kale if you're watching this. You think maybe you can hook Marty here up with a plaque
[3:21 - 3:28] of the year for being the world's dumbest asshole. I mean he kind of deserves it.
[3:28 - 3:46] Just saying Marty. I'm just being honest with you. You wanted me to be honest with you right?
[3:46 - 3:53] I mean that's what you wanted. And here I am being honest with you and you can't handle it.
[3:53 - 4:01] And that should make up your mind. Do you want me to lie to you and tell you everything is fine?
[4:01 - 4:07] Or do you want me to tell you the fucking truth and what a piece of shit you really are?
[4:07 - 4:15] I mean you say you want me to tell the truth? Well here I am telling the truth Marty. You're
[4:15 - 4:21] a lying sack of shit. You're a piece of dog shit that deserves to be buried in the ground.
[4:21 - 4:34] You think I'm weak but really Marty? Who's the weak one? Who's the one that has people doing
[4:34 - 4:43] all this dirty work for him? I mean in case you haven't noticed I'm able to fight my own battles.
[4:43 - 5:01] I don't need people to fight my battles for me. That's you bro. Man sometimes I love being me.
[5:01 - 5:20] Yeah it says the one who's a narcissist Marty. We all know you're a narcissist and your egos
[5:20 - 5:29] the size of Mount Rushmore. So like I told you Marty why don't you cut your ego down a notch
[5:29 - 5:39] with that chainsaw that you got hidden in your ass? Come on dude. Why don't you get that stick
[5:39 - 5:48] out of your ass and come get me yourself like you claim you can do. You claim you have a car
[5:48 - 6:01] right? Well if you got a car then you must know my address. In fact I know you know my address. So
[6:01 - 6:13] with that being said why don't you get off your fat lazy fucking ass and come up here and do
[6:13 - 6:23] something. Please get off your ass and do something about it. Instead of hiding behind the computer
[6:23 - 6:44] like the spineless coward that you are and you claim you have my address or a car. So Marty get
[6:44 - 6:51] off your lazy ass and come get me and do something. If you're going to do something stop being a
[6:51 - 7:05] spineless gutless pig and fucking do something. You gutless spineless piece of dog shit coward.
[7:05 - 7:18] Like I said and honestly Marty you know how I feel about saying this but somebody needs to say
[7:18 - 7:30] it. You make Adolf Hitler look like Mother Teresa with the shit that you do. This shit you do makes
[7:30 - 7:40] Adolf Hitler look like a fucking saint. This shit you do makes him look like he's a fucking
[7:40 - 7:48] constant compared to your ass. And if Satan were here right now he'd probably jump out of his seat
[7:48 - 8:18] and fucking bitch slap you because of how stupid you are.
[8:18 - 8:26] Hell nah ain't no way I'm doing a rap song with that fucking loser. I wouldn't touch Marty if I
[8:26 - 8:33] was the last guy and he was the last guy on the face of this earth. If it were just me and him
[8:33 - 8:51] still alive I'd fucking kill myself right there and be like fuck this guy I'm out see you later.
[8:51 - 9:00] That would be me I would literally off myself just to get away from this loser. Yeah I wouldn't
[9:00 - 9:11] touch this guy if I had a fucking hazmat suit on okay. Just the mere sight of him alone would
[9:11 - 9:18] probably fucking kill me. God actually no nevermind I don't want to go blind so yeah.
[9:18 - 9:28] But just saying you know I don't want to end up blind because of an ugly ass motherfucker like
[9:28 - 9:35] Marty is staring at me like I don't want to go blind. All right. I don't want this to turn into
[9:35 - 9:48] fucking what you call it not God of War. Fucking or yeah it is God of War with Medusa. I don't
[9:48 - 9:58] want to turn this stone from looking at an ugly ass bitch like Marty just saying. I mean I know
[9:58 - 10:04] that I'm not the best looking person on the world. Oh admit that I'm not the best looking in the world
[10:04 - 10:11] but man let me tell you I'm a fucking magazine model compared to Marty's ass
[10:12 - 10:19] because at least my body's in fucking shape and I'm not afraid to show it off either. I mean hell
[10:19 - 10:32] y'all seeing how I work out y'all seeing how good of shape I'm in like bro Marty if you need a gym
[10:32 - 10:40] membership I can get you a gym membership to gold gym or planet fitness or whatever gym you need
[10:40 - 10:46] dude let me know I will hook you up you know you might want to go there you know hit the treadmill
[10:46 - 10:52] a bit maybe hit the speed bag a little bit maybe do some push-ups some pull-ups and sit-ups
[10:52 - 10:57] maybe lift some weights maybe then you'd stand the chance of beating my ass
[10:57 - 11:07] but until you do that you're just going to be exactly as you are now a sad lonely loser
[11:08 - 11:16] who's not doing anything with his life because he's a little cry baby because he can't stand
[11:16 - 11:19] the truth that Jamie left him
[11:19 - 11:29] gee Marty I wonder why she left your ass it couldn't be because you're a piece of shit
[11:29 - 11:33] and you treated her like shit
[11:36 - 11:39] I mean what's the matter Marty you can't handle the fact that Jamie was
[11:39 - 11:42] using you the whole time and playing you
[11:42 - 11:50] I mean dude she was toying with your head when she was with you she wasn't really with you
[11:50 - 11:54] she was toying with your head to get money out of you
[11:54 - 12:02] and you just can't handle the truth and I feel bad for you because you can't learn to handle
[12:02 - 12:09] the truth and you're a grown-ass adult I mean I figured common sense would be something that
[12:09 - 12:17] you would have by now Marty I mean you claim to be a grown man but you act like a fucking child
[12:17 - 12:19] when you don't get your way with something
[12:26 - 12:35] and if you don't think I'm not gonna get my way with getting a lawyer and having you thrown
[12:35 - 12:48] behind bars guess again okay because compared to you I'm a fucking godsend on this platform
[12:50 - 13:00] and you want to know why because unlike you I don't make fun of people I try to do good things
[13:00 - 13:08] and help people Marty unlike you who's a Debbie Downer and a negative Nancy 24/7 365
[13:08 - 13:16] all because of the fact that you can't handle the truth when it's told to you
[13:18 - 13:22] well it's about time somebody smacked you with a dose of reality Marty
[13:22 - 13:30] here's what you need to do I'm gonna break it down for you since you want to act like a
[13:30 - 13:38] five-year-old I'm gonna talk like this very slowly so you can understand me
[13:41 - 13:49] you need to get off of youtube click the delete channel button
[13:49 - 13:56] get off of your lazy ass and go get a job
[13:56 - 14:03] and not be on social media
[14:08 - 14:20] come on do I have to talk like this for you to understand me
[14:20 - 14:33] and come on Marty you're a grown-ass adult stop acting like a fucking child
[14:36 - 14:42] because the more you act like a child the more I'm going to treat you like a child
[14:42 - 14:47] okay
[14:47 - 14:54] so I mean if you want me to continue to treat you like the child that you
[14:54 - 15:01] are and that you act like by all means keep doing what you're doing
[15:03 - 15:08] but if you want me to treat you with respect and like a grown adult
[15:08 - 15:12] then stop what you're doing
[15:12 - 15:23] stop with the videos stop with all the lies stop with the high school drama bullshit
[15:27 - 15:40] and get a real fucking life okay because your insecurities show see you say I'm delusional
[15:40 - 15:44] but really Marty who's the delusional one
[15:44 - 15:51] and last time I checked I'm perfectly sane last time I checked I'm fine
[15:55 - 16:05] I'm not the one that needs a therapist or a shrink but you do because you obviously
[16:05 - 16:11] got some issues that you haven't worked out and you kind of need to get those taken care of
[16:11 - 16:20] I mean I can hook you up with like if you need a therapist I mean I can call around your area
[16:20 - 16:27] and try to hook you up pardon me I can try to hook you up I'm just saying like if you need a
[16:27 - 16:37] therapist call me up bro I'll hook you up with a therapist
[16:37 - 17:02] yeah here's the thing I don't need counseling okay
[17:04 - 17:12] what I need is for stupid little assholes like Marty to quit pissing me the fuck off
[17:12 - 17:15] and stay the fuck out of my way
[17:15 - 17:28] because maybe if Marty stayed out of my way I wouldn't get pissed off oh my god what a concept
[17:29 - 17:36] somebody actually not being an asshole oh my god it's a miracle
[17:36 - 17:47] fucking please man y'all trolls are just as bad as he is man y'all say I need counseling
[17:47 - 17:57] bro I don't need counseling I just need motherfuckers like Marty to stop doing dumb shit
[17:57 - 18:05] to piss me off and try to ruin my life my girlfriend's life her job and our careers
[18:05 - 18:12] and what we do for a living I mean if he could do those things if he can do all that and leave
[18:12 - 18:22] us the fuck alone I wouldn't need a counselor cuz I'd be just fine and then I wouldn't have
[18:22 - 18:29] to wake up every two hours wondering what the fuck's going on and my notifications what
[18:29 - 18:37] you need going off at 2 a.m. waking me the fuck up and keeping me up all because Marty said some
[18:37 - 18:49] shit or somebody did some shit on behalf of Marty so yeah there's that oh I guess that Marty
[18:51 - 18:58] you can keep my old coat for yourself because yeah I kind of got a new one
[18:58 - 19:07] right here and it looks honestly 10 times better than what you got bro
[19:11 - 19:23] a matter of fact I'll even throw that note that new coat on
[19:23 - 19:37] see new coat Marty
[19:37 - 19:51] like I said bro you're just mad that I'm more relevant than you are
[19:51 - 19:59] now let me tell you Marty I will always be more relevant than you
[19:59 - 20:05] okay nothing you say
[20:05 - 20:12] and nothing you do will ever make you more relevant than me
[20:12 - 20:25] see I'm way up here I'm way up here living my dreams and doing what I need to do while you're
[20:25 - 20:35] down here hanging on to the past hanging on to my old ass crusty ass half ass torn up fucking
[20:35 - 20:42] jacket from last year and like I told you Marty you can keep that old ass thing I don't fucking
[20:42 - 20:52] need it I got this I got my girl I got my family I got my friends I got my fucking career
[20:52 - 21:03] going for me so damn keep that old ass jacket bro and when you're ready to be a professional
[21:04 - 21:14] and I mean a true professional when it comes to music you call me up because you forget Marty
[21:14 - 21:22] I've actually made sales off my music I actually make a living from my music
[21:22 - 21:28] and before you go and ask know it's none of your business on how much I make
[21:28 - 21:36] just know that I do make a living from what I do hell Dana here can tell you I make a living
[21:36 - 21:47] from what I do hell Dana bought some merch from me earlier today off my official shop
[21:51 - 22:04] seriously ask her she'll tell you so Marty unlike you I actually make money okay
[22:08 - 22:25] I don't sit there and attack people thinking that I'm gonna get away with it
[22:25 - 22:51] I'll trust me Wiccan I do help pay rent okay I do help pay rent
[22:55 - 23:00] matter of fact a majority of that money that I got went towards paying rent
[23:00 - 23:11] a majority of that money that I got today and from the four CDs that are gonna be shipped out
[23:11 - 23:17] here on Monday when the store when the when the UPS place is open again
[23:19 - 23:32] yeah a majority of that money went towards paying rent okay so Wiccan go back to your little
[23:32 - 23:40] bullshit whatever fucking dark asshole from hell you crawled out of
[23:42 - 23:51] shoe shoe go back to your dark pit of hell hole Wiccan go on be a good little bitch go back go
[23:51 - 24:01] back to your little hole just saying go back to your hole go back to your master whoever
[24:06 - 24:13] you already gave her two cents time to go
[24:13 - 24:32] and Marty I find it real funny that you think that just because
[24:33 - 24:40] you do the things you do that makes you a badass when you do doesn't make you a badass
[24:40 - 24:46] you know what that makes you a spineless pussy ass coward
[24:46 - 24:56] yeah it makes you look like a fucking idiot and no one respects you because of what you do
[24:59 - 25:05] matter of fact corpse my boy my brother
[25:05 - 25:11] I'll give you the pleasure of showing our guest
[25:11 - 25:22] Wiccan here to the door to the pits of hell where she needs to go back to
[25:24 - 25:30] so of course if you'd be so kind as to show wiccan to the door
[25:30 - 25:35] please and thank you
[25:47 - 25:57] I, yo I am I am pinning that comment bro hold up I gotta fucking
[25:57 - 26:08] I am pinning that fucking message that is that is legit and I agree with that bro
[26:08 - 26:17] I agree with that corpse 100% my guy I agree with that
[26:17 - 26:27] ain't gonna lie dog I agree with that 100% bro
[26:27 - 26:39] I totally agree with that man
[26:40 - 26:56] bitch I may look like the alien awesome man in black but you look like the freaking sun
[26:56 - 27:05] from wrong turn dude actually no you look like Freddy Krueger and Jason Voorhees and Chucky
[27:05 - 27:08] all had sex and had a kid
[27:09 - 27:13] which is pretty damn ugly
[27:13 - 27:22] so just saying you might want to put a mask on oh wait I forgot you can't
[27:22 - 27:27] I was gonna say take your mask off because it's not even close to Halloween yet but uh
[27:27 - 27:33] I forgot you can't because it's your face that you're wearing
[27:38 - 27:45] just saying bro
[27:45 - 27:59] now with the jokes aside who's ready for some fun
[28:06 - 28:17] who's ready for some bomb ass song covers man
[28:17 - 28:34] oh what song do I want to start it off with
[28:35 - 28:43] hmm
[29:00 - 29:05] oh I know this is the one that's not that well known
[29:05 - 29:23] but it's actually very very good
[29:23 - 29:30] so
[29:30 - 29:42] let's go
[29:43 - 29:51] oh
[29:51 - 30:05] don't hang me on another problem I don't get rid of you believe me
[30:05 - 30:20] I can't you shut down the fuck up man I'm gonna leave my room really long
2021-3-20 Ocarina COvers and  Chill

2021-3-20 Ocarina COvers and Chill

[0:00 - 0:07] I hope you all enjoyed watching this video. Please like, comment and subscribe! Thanks for watching!
[0:07 - 0:11] Thanks for watching!
[0:11 - 0:25] What up, what up, what up? It's ya boi! I'm back!
[0:25 - 0:39] But today we're gonna be doing, well tonight we're gonna be doing some Ocarina covers.
[0:39 - 0:51] So Ocarina covers on like I said, this rare spot, which I absolutely love. It's like literally the last one they had in stock.
[0:51 - 1:00] But this is the very rare and very much sought after Rising from the Ashes Phoenix Ocarina, which is like my main go-to one.
[1:00 - 1:17] And then I have the traditional blue one from Legend of Zelda, the one that the adult, yet when you're an adult in Ocarina time.
[1:17 - 1:34] So we're about to do some covers with these. And I think we're gonna start off with this one.
[1:34 - 1:41] Ooh, I haven't heard guns and roses in a while. I'll have to figure it out and see if I can do that.
[1:41 - 1:51] No promises, but I'll definitely try. But I am gonna start off with one that somebody wanted me to do a while back.
[1:51 - 2:02] Which is knives and pens, so I am gonna start off with that.
[2:02 - 2:05] Hopefully it works and doesn't screw up.
[2:05 - 2:12] My new money goal, refinance, free of cash, turn my spirit into a recording studio.
[2:12 - 2:19] Discover and compare the smartest credit cards, market wonders, and more. So you can make your money goals happen on your phone.
[2:19 - 2:39] In looking at young people involved, you see a particular type of dress. Black fingernails, having their hair painted black, wearing black t-shirts.
[2:39 - 3:03] Sometimes they make little tattooers.
[3:03 - 3:22] And I'm not gonna miss my new suit and skin. It's so disgusting. It's disgusting.
[3:22 - 3:38] Ooh, I haven't heard guns and roses in a while.
[3:43 - 4:06] Let's find a fight for this good fight. Ooh, I said, let's make a fight.
[4:06 - 4:35] I said, let's make a fight for this good fight.
[4:35 - 4:45] Let's find a fight for this good fight.
[4:45 - 5:14] I said, let's make a fight.
[5:14 - 5:32] Ooh, I said, let's make a fight.
[5:32 - 5:50] And who knows? I might do some vocal work.
[5:50 - 6:19] Hey, snow cat, what up?
[6:19 - 6:48] Oh.
[6:48 - 7:07] And yeah, someone get rid of this dude right here, that Justin emo dude. Get rid of that fucking cowboy. Good y'all, man.
[7:07 - 7:30] That's right. I got something for y'all. Hold up.
[7:30 - 7:58] So what are you waiting for?
[7:58 - 8:27] What the fuck? Why is it doing this?
[8:27 - 8:52] And, uh, such surprise for you guys later on.
[8:52 - 12:48] Hey, what's up, guys?
[12:48 - 12:54] And I actually got the mic set up from a fan who got it on Amazon.
[12:54 - 13:11] I am not sure what brand, but I did get it from a fan, so...
[13:11 - 13:27] Let me check my DMs here.
[13:27 - 13:34] I know you guys wanted me to do this so fucking bad.
[13:34 - 13:51] So I'm about to bring something back. It's about to shock y'all.
[13:51 - 14:07] Let's see here. I don't want to do that one.
[14:07 - 14:32] Oh, I got one. Hold on.
[14:32 - 14:50] This has been a long time since I've done this.
[14:50 - 16:19] How can you see through the eyes of the windows?
[16:19 - 16:31] Bring me up inside, bring me up inside, come on in and sing me from the sun.
[16:31 - 16:50] Bring me up once a while before I come on back, sing me from the night that I've been gone.
[16:50 - 17:48] From the sun on, from the sun on, from the sun on, from the sun on, from the sun on.
[17:48 - 18:09] Bring me up inside, bring me up inside, come on in and sing me from the night that I've been gone.
[18:09 - 18:27] Bring me up inside, bring me up inside, come on in and sing me from the sun on.
[18:27 - 18:34] Y'all know I had to bring an old school favorite back.
[18:34 - 18:44] I got no surprise for you guys, something that I know you guys love hearing me do.
[18:44 - 18:51] Let's do it.
[18:51 - 18:59] And Tripp, you know what's up. You know where I'm about to go with this shit.
[18:59 - 19:09] This one's for all my Dragon Ball fans, dude.
[19:09 - 19:22] This one's for all my DBZ fans and all my Dragon Ball fans out there.
[19:22 - 19:33] Let's go.
[19:33 - 19:45] It's 20% luck, 20% skill, 20% concentrate on power or will, fuck the same pleasure, 50% pain and 100% ready to remember the name right.
[19:45 - 19:52] He doesn't need his name but not just what's the herb pig who is to pee the mic. He feels so alike to anybody else alone.
[19:52 - 19:57] Despite the fact that somebody was typing and they know, but fuck him, he's just cold.
[19:57 - 20:04] It's all about the salary, it's all about reality, make some noise, make me story, make me dress, click, say talk.
[20:04 - 20:09] When he put the time to talk, he's making it up. Who the hell is he anyway? He never really talks much.
[20:09 - 20:12] Never be sober status, but silly little songs.
[20:12 - 20:18] So, all the new opportunities given this fight to pick, the many that judge and commit the living room right and left.
[20:18 - 20:28] Basically, getting himself in a bitch's neck, never reacting to myself, to get some rest rest, you know, focus on his world and beyond reach.
[20:28 - 20:36] No, no, no, force is scared of the Nazis, but percent scary, 80% they appear, 100% clear, because why you always know?
[20:36 - 20:43] Well, it ought to be the one that's at the west end place, remember the record, quit the Christmas at the name of the king, came back, drawn negative.
[20:43 - 20:50] So, in the church, unlike weekly, why you had the stupidest birth to the truth, everybody give them gas spots.
[20:50 - 20:58] Some still remember, I already fucked with the ass talk, percent knock, 20% skill, 80% culture and power of will.
[20:58 - 21:03] 100% pleasure, 50% pain, 100%, really don't remember the name.
[21:03 - 21:08] The one with sickness, vampire remark, the dragon is not friendly, fine with talk.
[21:08 - 21:14] If up knowledge, broke, he prime, he's a freck, he's a cop, tell him when we want to be with the rappers, he'll be in shock.
[21:14 - 21:22] Eight years in the making, patiently waiting to blow, now the rapper wish to notice, taking over the globe, turn up on her and cry, this shit is equally tough.
[21:22 - 21:28] Don't believe the kind of shit, that they could tell in this kid's throat.
[21:28 - 21:32] He's not here every day on the block, you know the woman quits, call me, he's wet as a sock.
[21:32 - 21:37] Every dog don't know the name, keepin' him asking what's, keepin' him puttin' those down from there, I couldn't know.
[21:37 - 21:42] He's in the booth, a rockin' the booth, he gets a buzzer quicker than a shot of blood pooch.
[21:42 - 21:48] It's called an old round, it's one of the best, then he can tune in, no one was set.
[21:48 - 21:51] But you have Mike, who only knows why he worked so hard.
[21:51 - 21:56] Seems like he's never got time, because he raps every note, and he raps every line.
[21:56 - 21:59] And I've seen him at work, when that love goes all his mind.
[21:59 - 22:02] Like the design, he's written me in his head every time.
[22:02 - 22:05] Before he can touch, he'll keep on speechin' around.
[22:05 - 22:08] Those motherfuckers run with the kids, and they sign, ridiculous.
[22:08 - 22:11] Without even tryin' out, they do it.
[22:11 - 22:17] 20% skill, 20% concentrate on power and will,
[22:17 - 22:22] 5% pleasure, 5% pain, and all the percent reason to remember the name.
[22:22 - 22:30] 20% skill, 20% concentrate on power and will, 5% pleasure, 50% pain,
[22:30 - 22:34] all the percent reason to remember the name.
[22:34 - 22:37] Them's you know them.
[22:37 - 22:41] Calm.
[22:41 - 22:57] [MUSIC]
[22:57 - 22:59] You know I had to do Vegeta, man.
[22:59 - 23:02] You know I had to do some Vegeta in there, man.
[23:02 - 23:05] You know I had to do some Dragon Ball shit, bro.
[23:05 - 23:06] You know I had to.
[23:07 - 24:19] You know I had to do some Dragon Ball shit.
[24:19 - 24:31] You know I had to do Dragon Ball shit.
[24:31 - 24:39] [Music]
[24:39 - 24:43] Check you down to the river bay.
[24:43 - 24:47] Oh, come on dude.
[24:47 - 24:49] Alright, I'll do that.
[24:49 - 24:57] [Music]
[24:57 - 24:59] Check you down to the river bay.
[24:59 - 25:09] You know I had to do Dragon Ball shit.
[25:09 - 25:11] Oh, come on dude.
[25:11 - 25:15] You know I had to do Dragon Ball shit.
[25:15 - 25:17] Oh, come on dude.
[25:17 - 25:53] You know I had to do Dragon Ball shit.
[25:53 - 25:59] (dramatic music)
[25:59 - 26:03] You know that it's hard to make.
[26:03 - 26:07] Do the same grace that I have seen.
[26:07 - 26:11] Watch the point where I pull off my skin.
[26:11 - 26:15] Show me how to be holding it.
[26:15 - 26:27] Feel I'm holding a crowd.
[26:27 - 26:39] For you to see.
[26:39 - 26:51] (dramatic music)
[26:51 - 27:11] (singing)
[27:11 - 27:15] Alright motherfuckers, which one of y'all is fuck most?
[27:15 - 27:27] (singing)
[27:27 - 28:45] For you to see.
[28:45 - 28:57] Ah, here's one that I've been wanting to do for you guys for awhile now.
[28:57 - 29:01] Have y'all know this song?
[29:01 - 29:09] I know what it is man.
[29:09 - 29:19] Yo, Chris, what up dawg?
[29:19 - 29:47] (singing)
[29:47 - 30:03] Look on the roads.
[30:03 - 30:31] (singing)
[30:31 - 30:39] Alright, hold on, I want to see what that's like.
[30:39 - 30:44] Hey, I agree with Crip Kay man, because I can bro.
[30:44 - 30:47] Like dude, she's fucking elderly man.
[30:47 - 30:49] Like, come on bro.
[30:49 - 30:54] She's an elderly lady bro, like she needs help doing certain things.
[30:54 - 30:56] Like, come on dude.
[30:56 - 31:00] Use your fucking brain you fucking idiot.
[31:00 - 31:03] Yes, dude, I grew up on Garth Brooks man.
[31:03 - 31:06] Don't think I don't know his music now.
[31:06 - 31:32] (singing)
[31:32 - 31:41] Alright, on one side.
[31:41 - 31:48] Damn dude, fucking here and sit in the walls.
[31:48 - 31:52] You know what, I'm banning this dude.
[31:52 - 31:53] See ya Nate.
[31:53 - 31:59] Like, yo, Crip, good to see you on brother.
[31:59 - 32:26] Hey yo Crip, whenever you get a minute bro, check out my two brand new songs I just dropped earlier dawg.
[32:26 - 32:35] Matter of fact.
[32:35 - 32:38] Man, those are my videos.
[32:38 - 32:51] I don't mean my videos.
[32:51 - 32:54] Let's see, what is that?
[32:54 - 32:58] Sorry, I'm looking for a certain video.
[32:58 - 33:05] I can't fucking mind it.
[33:05 - 33:08] Oh yo, by the way Crip, I love the new fucking song you dropped dude.
[33:08 - 33:10] That song Ghost, that was fire bro.
[33:10 - 33:14] I fucks with that.
[33:14 - 33:20] You know what, matter of fact, for all y'all that ain't heard it yet dude.
[33:20 - 33:26] This is my boy Crip Kane's new song Ghost, dawg.
[33:26 - 33:49] That dear dawg, it doesn't matter how I like that.
[33:49 - 34:18] Oh shit, hell yeah dude.
[34:18 - 34:47] Hey Cindy, what up, snowcat, what up.
[34:47 - 35:04] Now if y'all don't know who that is, that is actually my boy here, Crip Kane, his song Ghost.
[35:04 - 35:06] Super fire song, fucking love it.
[35:06 - 35:13] If you haven't checked it out man, yo Crip, if you want to man, be sure to drop your link in the comments bro.
[35:13 - 35:18] I have to go check your shit out dude, cause you definitely have some good shit.
[35:18 - 35:21] And yo man, what was your question?
[35:21 - 35:37] What's up?
[35:37 - 35:57] Damn.
[35:57 - 36:01] I think I may have accidentally blocked you, I'm not sure.
[36:01 - 36:09] Look.
[36:09 - 36:30] Oh yo, you want the link to my merch shop? Hold up, I got you.
[36:30 - 36:55] Dude, I got a camera man.
[36:55 - 37:04] Yeah, that startup millionaire is literally gotta go. Justin, you gotta go too.
[37:04 - 37:14] But if you guys do want to pick up some merch from the merch shop, right there's the link.
[37:14 - 37:18] Be sure to head over there and pick up your Cyracer merch.
[37:18 - 37:29] I am bringing back the classic Cyrax Nation merch, I am bringing back the classic Cyrax merch with my face and the lettering on it.
[37:29 - 37:43] So all that shit is coming back in the circulation.
[37:43 - 37:48] Yo Tiny, we see you bro.
[37:48 - 38:03] We see you man.
[38:03 - 38:14] This one right here, my boy CryptK, I know can relate to this. Just as much as I can bro, I know Crypt can relate to this just as much as I do.
[38:14 - 38:20] So Crypt, this one's going out to you my man.
[38:20 - 38:30] Cause I know you know how much you'll be able to relate to this shit.
[38:30 - 38:37] I tell you, why don't you guys melt some meds?
[38:37 - 38:42] Give me a counselor, give them a bunch of problems.
[38:42 - 38:45] Some people, you never understand.
[38:45 - 38:49] You go inside your head.
[38:49 - 38:52] Lately I've been distant from the world in a quiet place.
[38:52 - 38:55] As matter might be wise, differently I can't embrace.
[38:55 - 38:58] From all the hurt and all the pain, can't you feel my rage?
[38:58 - 39:01] The numbers bully, they consider me investigate.
[39:01 - 39:02] Do you change?
[39:02 - 39:04] The past is done, it's over with.
[39:04 - 39:07] Why I keep on dwelling on it while my thoughts all came to rest.
[39:07 - 39:09] Why my best friend ever die?
[39:09 - 39:10] God can you do this or this?
[39:10 - 39:13] But I mustn't let you know that I'm not my next relationship.
[39:13 - 39:16] Maybe I'm gonna come over here and you're trying to see and go with you.
[39:16 - 39:18] You can tell me where I'm gonna learn from.
[39:18 - 39:21] Sometimes you never say that I'm coming from the stronger, like you promised.
[39:21 - 39:24] I ain't no more than talking for the trouble that I can find on fucking tunnel.
[39:24 - 39:26] Then those thoughts can really kill.
[39:26 - 39:28] Let's believe I would be there.
[39:28 - 39:30] God ain't now here saving lives here.
[39:30 - 39:31] Sometimes I forget.
[39:31 - 39:34] Them dreams can be playing, barely hanging by a frame.
[39:34 - 39:37] Then I should pull the trigger and just lay my mind to rest.
[39:37 - 39:40] Lost in them years, it's their beauty.
[39:40 - 39:44] Kinda hanging on, I don't know if I can do this.
[39:44 - 39:47] When I rise, when I fall.
[39:47 - 39:50] When I know, know.
[39:50 - 39:54] Look at my reflection, angel versus demon.
[39:54 - 39:56] When I was dreaming.
[39:56 - 39:59] When I rise, when I fall.
[39:59 - 40:02] I don't know anymore.
[40:02 - 40:04] I need your memories.
[40:04 - 40:06] I can see it in your eyes.
[40:06 - 40:07] You can even see it yourself.
[40:07 - 40:09] This is loving you.
[40:09 - 40:13] You're going around with little thoughts and turning every night debating if it even helps.
[40:13 - 40:14] You quit the partying.
[40:14 - 40:15] Quit the drugs.
[40:15 - 40:16] Quit the reefer.
[40:16 - 40:18] And now you're thinking it's probably solved.
[40:18 - 40:19] Could you change your people?
[40:19 - 40:20] Now you use your voice.
[40:20 - 40:22] Clean your feet enough for evil.
[40:22 - 40:24] Take my hand and lie there like I'm from.
[40:24 - 40:25] Show me yours, people.
[40:25 - 40:26] What about my family?
[40:26 - 40:28] I can leave them in the disarray.
[40:28 - 40:29] Give it down and they'll move on.
[40:29 - 40:31] Forget about you anyway.
[40:31 - 40:32] What about my fans and me?
[40:32 - 40:34] In fact, I admit on them.
[40:34 - 40:35] Doesn't know the source.
[40:35 - 40:36] They'll know every day.
[40:36 - 40:37] What about them?
[40:37 - 40:38] And it's better if you go.
[40:38 - 40:40] Do not let like you have any friends.
[40:40 - 40:42] This is it.
[40:42 - 40:43] Where you can take my hand.
[40:43 - 40:44] This is getting louder.
[40:44 - 40:46] You can see that it fits inside your book.
[40:46 - 40:49] Show me on the darker side through the green lips.
[40:49 - 40:51] No, still no music.
[40:51 - 40:53] This is therapy where they been hanging on.
[40:53 - 40:56] I don't know if I can do this.
[40:56 - 40:59] When I rise, when I'm fall.
[40:59 - 41:02] I don't know anymore.
[41:02 - 41:04] Look at my reflection.
[41:04 - 41:05] Angel versus demon.
[41:05 - 41:08] Wish that I was dreaming.
[41:08 - 41:11] When I rise, when I fall.
[41:11 - 41:14] I don't know anymore.
[41:14 - 41:17] Can I give enough though?
[41:17 - 41:20] Some things I can't explain now.
[41:20 - 41:23] I don't feel like giving up though.
[41:23 - 41:26] Some things I can't explain now.
[41:26 - 41:29] When I rise, when I'm fall.
[41:29 - 41:32] I don't know anymore.
[41:32 - 41:35] When I rise, when I'm fall.
[41:35 - 41:40] I don't know anymore.
[41:41 - 41:49] [MUSIC]
[41:49 - 41:51] Here you go, Kripp.
[41:51 - 41:53] I was you, dawg.
[41:53 - 42:01] If y'all don't still don't understand, basically, Kripp is literally one of my closest friends, him.
[42:01 - 42:04] Kripp is pretty much family, dude.
[42:04 - 42:10] That's what I'm going through because he's in a very, very similar spot than I'm in.
[42:10 - 42:13] Depression-wise and being able to relate to sad songs.
[42:13 - 42:19] He's in that exact same boat than I'm in, bro.
[42:19 - 42:21] Shout out to the homie, Kripp, dude.
[42:21 - 42:23] Always holding it down, always doing good shit.
[42:23 - 42:50] [MUSIC]
[42:50 - 43:18] Let's see where's that.
[43:18 - 43:23] Sorry, I'm looking for something here.
[43:23 - 43:29] I'm actually looking for a certain song and I can't fucking find it.
[43:29 - 43:50] Just being slow and shut.
[43:50 - 44:00] Where the fuck is it, dude?
[44:00 - 44:05] Dude, I can't even fucking find the instrumental I was going to use.
[44:05 - 44:11] I thought I had it in this, but I can't fucking find it anywhere.
[44:11 - 44:13] Thanks, y'all.
[44:13 - 44:16] With that being said, I know this is kind of cutting it a bit short.
[44:16 - 44:24] I actually am about to hop off here and actually work on some brand new music and artwork and shit for my merch shop.
[44:24 - 44:26] What do I have to pick up my merch?
[44:26 - 44:36] If you guys did miss it, I will actually pin the comment on the things that you guys can get to it.
[44:36 - 44:55] So if you guys would like to get your hands on my merch shop, the link is right there in the chat.
[44:55 - 44:58] Be sure to go pick up your Syracer merch.
[44:58 - 45:06] Be sure to pick up my brand new art merch, the brand new Dolled Death merch is out.
[45:06 - 45:12] I am working on some other ones too, so those are going to be coming in the next few days.
[45:12 - 45:15] So be sure to pick up your Syracer merch.
[45:15 - 45:21] I do have another design I'm dropping very soon, so be ready for that shit that's going to expire.
[45:21 - 45:24] I'm super excited for the Syracer merch to drop.
[45:24 - 45:29] I'm super excited to be releasing more artwork in the merch shop for you guys.
[45:29 - 45:35] When I do get the chance, I am going to try to release some actual Canvas prints.
[45:35 - 45:40] So hopefully that'll happen sometime in the very near future.
[45:40 - 45:42] Hopefully I can get some Canvas prints going.
[45:42 - 45:50] But until then, be sure to go there and pick up the merch.
[45:50 - 45:52] Check this shit out.
[45:52 - 46:04] Hit it up.
[46:04 - 46:08] And sorry, Kat.
[46:08 - 46:12] I'm going to be doing it next stream because my boy Josh just asked me.
[46:12 - 46:17] It's kind of urgent, so I need to find out what the fuck he wants.
[46:17 - 46:20] So hopefully next stream I'll be able to get to it.
[46:20 - 46:23] Something is going on that I need to check out.
[46:23 - 46:33] But also, if you guys do have, if you guys do have Xbox, man, hit me up on Xbox, man.
[46:33 - 46:34] We'll throw down.
[46:34 - 46:35] I got some Rainbow Six.
[46:35 - 46:37] I got Fortnite.
[46:37 - 46:41] Like, dude, hit me up.
[46:41 - 46:54] And if y'all ain't got me on Xbox, here's my fucking gamer tag.
[46:54 - 46:57] Hit me up on Xbox.
[46:57 - 46:58] Y'all got my address.
[46:58 - 47:01] Y'all can send a fan mail.
[47:01 - 47:03] Y'all got my merch shop link right there.
[47:03 - 47:07] Be sure to pick up your Cyrus merch and your Dollar Death merch.
[47:07 - 47:11] And I will catch you guys in the next stream, man.
[47:11 - 47:13] Fucking love you guys, man.
[47:13 - 47:14] Peace.
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2021-3-26 THE END OF CYBER BULLYING IS HERE

2021-3-26 THE END OF CYBER BULLYING IS HERE

[0:00 - 0:19] What's up you guys? Now as many of you know I have been, I actually just started my brand
[0:19 - 0:27] new job yesterday. I'm actually doing some pretty fun work that I enjoy doing which is
[0:27 - 0:35] actually doing commissions for turning people's photos into creepy abstract paintings like
[0:35 - 0:43] I do on a daily basis, which I love that. I love my job. But yes, I can honestly say
[0:43 - 0:49] I do have a job doing that now so thank you to the people that actually gave me that job.
[0:49 - 1:07] Fucking love you guys. But if you guys didn't notice, I put Marty in his place this morning.
[1:07 - 1:12] And there's been something going on that I'm sick and tired of seeing. And that's people
[1:12 - 1:22] like Marty running rampant on YouTube. Attacking innocent people for no reason. All these death
[1:22 - 1:33] threats that I have made, I'll admit I have made them openly. I will admit that. But
[1:33 - 1:44] I have been pushed to do so. Not because I want to, but because I don't know any other
[1:44 - 1:51] options I have except to threaten Marty's life the same way he threatened my life and
[1:51 - 2:00] my family's lives. Something that not a lot of people realized is last year he bombed
[2:00 - 2:10] and he threatened to blow up my mother's car last year. In the comments. Which I still
[2:10 - 2:20] have that screenshot somewhere. Now, Marty thinks that he has the right to do whatever
[2:20 - 2:32] he wants to my family. He doesn't. Marty is a sick and twisted individual who has nothing
[2:32 - 2:42] better to do with his time than to sit on the internet and bully people like me. Well,
[2:42 - 2:54] I for one am tired of being bullied and I'm tired of being pushed around. And yes, it
[2:54 - 3:08] is true. The Cyrax Nation is back. And the Cyrax Nation is on the rise once again. Because
[3:08 - 3:16] as my channel states, it's pretty so explanatory on what I want to do. I want to create a good
[3:16 - 3:23] community of people. I want to create a channel and a platform where people can come to hang
[3:23 - 3:32] out without getting bullied and be able to enjoy themselves. That's all I've ever wanted.
[3:32 - 3:41] That's all my good friend Jamie's ever wanted before she passed. That's what she wanted.
[3:41 - 3:50] Before my good friend Jamie passed away last year in July, Jamie wanted to build a community
[3:50 - 3:57] where people can get along without being bullied. That was her only wish. That was
[3:57 - 4:08] something that she wanted so much. And I intend to see that vision through to the very end.
[4:08 - 4:16] I intend to see Jamie's vision through to the very end. Because I agree with what she
[4:16 - 4:21] wanted. She wanted a good community where nobody would get bullied. People wouldn't
[4:21 - 4:28] be attacked or trolled for no reason. Families wouldn't be hurt, damaged, belittled. People
[4:28 - 4:38] wouldn't lose their jobs because of trolling. So I do fully intend on seeing that vision
[4:38 - 4:46] through to the very end. Because yes, Jamie may have been, let's face it, she may not
[4:46 - 4:55] have been the best at times. But let me tell you, Jamie was always, always 110% of the
[4:55 - 5:03] time a very good friend to me. Even though she didn't agree with the one and so on stuff
[5:03 - 5:07] I did sometimes I didn't always agree with the stuff she did. She was still a very good
[5:07 - 5:15] friend to me. And there's no way in hell. I'm gonna let somebody like Marty ruin something
[5:15 - 5:28] that I'm trying to continue to build that a very good friend of mine started. Because
[5:28 - 5:36] no one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves to be attacked. Because of Marty, my family
[5:36 - 5:47] almost got split apart. My family almost got destroyed because of Marty and his little
[5:47 - 5:59] games. Well rest assured, those games are stopping here and now. Because I'm not gonna
[5:59 - 6:10] say goodbye and let this continue. Last night I put Marty in his fucking place. He got shook
[6:10 - 6:21] last night when I brought out his family. His dad who is an orthopedic surgeon. Something
[6:21 - 6:27] that Marty doesn't realize is that everything he does doesn't just reflect him. It doesn't
[6:27 - 6:35] just reflect his friends and who he hangs out with. It reflects his family as a whole.
[6:35 - 6:44] So Marty, by you doing what you're doing, what are you saying about your family? What
[6:44 - 6:52] message are you sending the people about your family? That your family is nothing but trolls?
[6:52 - 7:04] Is that it? Your family is nothing but losers like you? Is that what you're saying? So
[7:04 - 7:17] Marty if that was you, I'd think before I open my mouth. Because everything I do, everything
[7:17 - 7:25] I do, I do to try to better my own life, to better my family's lives, to better the lives
[7:25 - 7:33] of others like myself. People who have been bullied, harassed by people like you their
[7:33 - 7:45] entire lives. People like me who are different from the norm. And do I fear your little trolls
[7:45 - 7:54] that are in the chat? Not at all. If anything, I laugh at it. Because it's childish what
[7:54 - 8:06] you're doing. It's immature. And quite frankly, it's stupid as hell. And like I told you
[8:06 - 8:16] Marty, neither you nor Canj have the balls to come up here and face me. Because you know
[8:16 - 8:23] everything I say is fact. That's why you stumble over your words, searching for something
[8:23 - 8:33] to attack me over. Well, guess what? You've got nothing left. You've got nothing but
[8:33 - 8:41] me. I have everything I could ever want. I got an amazing family. I got my dream job
[8:41 - 8:55] as an artist. I'm releasing new music. I'm competing in the UFC for the EA Sports UFC
[8:55 - 9:06] 4 Tournament, having fun with my friends. I'm living my life, and I love my life. But
[9:06 - 9:13] you, you're just a sad, lonely, miserable old man that's miserable with his life. Which
[9:13 - 9:26] is honestly sad. It really is sad that you have to be that miserable. And you know,
[9:26 - 9:37] I almost feel bad for you. Because you don't have anybody that cares about you the way
[9:37 - 9:49] that my family and my fans and my friends do. And I'm sorry that you don't have anyone
[9:49 - 9:59] in your life. You know, like that, that sucks. But there's no reason to go and do what you
[9:59 - 10:09] do. Because see, when I started the Cyrax Nation last year, I started it with a purpose
[10:09 - 10:16] to create good music that people can relate to. Because as you guys know, I do music
[10:16 - 10:26] almost full time, along with my artwork job, which I just started. But my goal when I
[10:26 - 10:33] started my music wasn't just to create music to make a living for myself. My goal was much
[10:33 - 10:41] more than that. My goal was to create music that people can relate to, that the mainstream
[10:41 - 10:52] is afraid to speak about. Speaking on subjects such as suicide, bullying, being bullied,
[10:52 - 11:05] being depressed, PTSD, stuff that every major label is afraid to speak about. Because a
[11:05 - 11:10] lot of those things I've gone through and still suffer through to this very day. And
[11:10 - 11:18] people always tell me, get a therapist, go seek help. But the truth is, my music and
[11:18 - 11:30] my artwork is my therapy. My music and my art, that's my therapy. It always has been.
[11:30 - 11:40] And it always will be. Because nobody knows me the way that my music knows me. Because
[11:40 - 11:49] when I release my music, I'm not just writing another song to have people relate to. I'm
[11:49 - 11:54] speaking my mind and telling you guys, my fans, through my music, what's actually going
[11:54 - 12:04] on with me. And what it is that I'm dealing with on a daily basis. Which is why so many
[12:04 - 12:11] people gravitate towards my music. Because let me tell you, I'd rather do music for
[12:11 - 12:22] free for the rest of my life and help people through their problems than to sit there and
[12:22 - 12:24] bow down to a cyber bully like Marty.
[12:24 - 12:43] And I know I speak a lot about the man that I'm about to mention. I know in the past
[12:43 - 12:51] I have and I still do speak about the late and great Chester Bennington. And the reason
[12:51 - 13:01] I do that is for a very good reason. Because just like my music helps some people, Chester's
[13:01 - 13:12] music saved my life. Chester's music saved me from suicide when I was a teenager. When
[13:12 - 13:20] I was a teenager I got bullied so bad when I was in high school that I had attempted
[13:20 - 13:28] suicide. Thankfully I survived. But his music helped me to stay away from all that and
[13:28 - 13:38] helped me to realize that I have a purpose. When I found Lincoln Park, I instantly gravitated
[13:38 - 13:47] towards their music. Because I felt like when I was listening to their music, I felt like
[13:47 - 13:55] I wasn't just listening to another band. I felt like I wasn't just listening to another
[13:55 - 14:05] band that has the most phenomenal music in the world. I felt like I was listening to
[14:05 - 14:15] a friend. I felt like they were speaking to me not just as a band but as somebody who
[14:15 - 14:30] can relate to what I was going through. Let me tell you, when we sadly lost Chester in
[14:30 - 14:42] 2017, I literally broke down in the tears. Because not only did the world lose an amazing,
[14:42 - 14:52] vocalist, and somebody who was very talented, but I had lost one of my heroes. Somebody
[14:52 - 15:03] that helped me through my problems and someone that ultimately saved my life. And that's
[15:03 - 15:10] why I do the music that I do, to help others the way that Chester helped me. Because I
[15:10 - 15:17] know what it's like to deal with suicide. I know what it's like to deal with depression.
[15:17 - 15:29] And they're all very real things. They're all very real. But yet, society chooses to
[15:29 - 15:45] ignore it for whatever reason. Which is why I do what I do, to make it a point that suicide
[15:45 - 15:51] is never an option. And yes, Marty may have told me to kill myself and I may have said
[15:51 - 15:57] the same thing back. But everything I have said to him, telling him to go die and make
[15:57 - 16:06] him all these death threats, those were in defense of myself and my family. Those were
[16:06 - 16:15] in defense of myself and my family. Because he's threatened my life so many times. And
[16:15 - 16:28] I had had it. I had hit my breaking point. And I know some of you trolls are there in
[16:28 - 16:35] the comments fucking laugh and I see you idiots. And if you think what you're doing
[16:35 - 16:40] phases me, it doesn't. You can sit there and laugh all you want. I don't care. I'm
[16:40 - 16:57] still not here for you. I'm here to help people. I'm here to help people like Cindy who actually
[16:57 - 17:05] get what I'm going through. People like my real fans who support what I do. So you guys
[17:05 - 17:20] can sit there and laugh all you want. I don't care. I truly do not care what you guys think
[17:20 - 17:45] of me.
[17:45 - 17:56] So this song that I'm about to do right now, I'd like to dedicate this not only to Chester,
[17:56 - 18:22] but to anyone that's ever taken their own life due to bullying or any situation at all.
[18:22 - 18:33] Sometimes you'll say goodbye once. You say goodbye over and over and over again. Over
[18:33 - 18:43] and over and over again. Sometimes you'll say goodbye once. You say goodbye over and
[18:43 - 18:52] over and over again. Over and over and over again. It was a month since he passed, maybe
[18:52 - 18:58] less. No one knew what to do. We were such a mess. We were texting. We were calling.
[18:58 - 19:03] We were checking in. We said we ought to play a show in honor of a friend. And now
[19:03 - 19:08] that show's finally here, it's a sign just to go to the park. You don't think that of
[19:08 - 19:13] life with our fans. I don't know him, him, him, and me. And the way that I'll be ready
[19:13 - 19:19] to get back up on the stage. Can't remember if I can't send any shows. And I'm thinking
[19:19 - 19:25] about when I'm supposed to do it. I don't know. I'm not doing it the same way as before.
[19:25 - 19:30] We were hesitant to keep my fucking guts at all the floor. We were here for a month.
[19:30 - 19:35] I'm not worried about the shack. I get tackled by the griefing times. I now at least expect
[19:35 - 19:39] that the feeling that you'll be doing and I'm thinking in my head. And I'm doing it
[19:39 - 19:49] the same way as before. Sometimes you're going to say goodbye once. You say goodbye over
[19:49 - 19:58] and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Sometimes, sometimes you're going
[19:58 - 20:07] to say goodbye once. You say goodbye over and over and over again. Over and over and
[20:07 - 20:12] over again. With the saying, "I'm not wrong. What the fuck are you taking for?" Doesn't
[20:12 - 20:16] tell you anything. What is it? What is it? What is it? What is it for? I'm going to push.
[20:16 - 20:20] I'm going to track. Turn my stuff around the back and under that. And the ball started
[20:20 - 20:26] on. I came from scratch. I keep feeling how you doing. I'm a showgirl. It's like saying
[20:26 - 20:31] the same. The truth is that I don't know. But I'm taking things, things, things all
[20:31 - 20:38] wrong. I was dancing in the middle of a couple songs and everybody thought to them like,
[20:38 - 20:43] "Wow. Must be pretty good to figure what to do now. So think you're genius. You think
[20:43 - 20:49] it'll be a challenge when my life's working. You need to fucking balance." And all I want
[20:49 - 20:56] to do is get a little bit of closure. Never tell my talk. It wasn't any closer. Sometimes
[20:56 - 21:03] when you say goodbye, you go and say, "No, it's over. It's over. It's over." Sometimes
[21:03 - 21:13] you don't say goodbye once. You think goodbye over and over and over again. Over and over
[21:13 - 21:23] and over again. Sometimes you don't say goodbye once. You think goodbye over and over and
[21:23 - 21:32] over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and
[21:32 - 22:01] over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again.
[32:25 - 32:27] I'm not sure I got something for you.
[32:53 - 32:55] A lot of you might recognize this song.
2021-3-21 FINALLY GOT MY SHOT AT SIM RACING

2021-3-21 FINALLY GOT MY SHOT AT SIM RACING

[0:00 - 0:23] What's up guys? I know it's like super early but I have a huge announcement for you guys.
[0:23 - 0:35] Don't mind the steering wheel, I was actually going to practice in the style of racing that I will be doing.
[0:35 - 0:49] It's something that not a lot of people thought I would actually be doing, which I'm super excited about.
[0:49 - 0:54] I'm going to wait for more y'all to get in here because this is going to be a super long strand
[0:54 - 1:11] because I have a massive announcement that you guys are going to love.
[1:11 - 1:32] And I am super excited to announce this man like I'm so hyped to announce this shit like y'all don't even know like how hyped I am bro.
[1:32 - 1:45] I'm going to get around here on the other side so I can show you.
[1:45 - 2:00] Allow me to introduce you guys to the newest member of P1R Sim Racing.
[2:00 - 2:08] Now you guys are probably thinking what's P1R Racing? They are a brand new racing team that just started out.
[2:08 - 2:14] They are a brand new league that just started out. You will get paid over time.
[2:14 - 2:20] There will be cash prizes eventually. They are brand new.
[2:20 - 2:30] They're a brand spanking new race league that just started out long ago.
[2:30 - 2:39] I actually heard about these guys a couple days ago through a friend of mine who does sim racing as well.
[2:39 - 2:46] So I decided to check these guys out on their YouTube channel, which if you guys would like you are more than welcome to check out their channel.
[2:46 - 2:53] They just started that channel about a week ago. I'm super pumped.
[2:53 - 3:06] So I hopped on to their Facebook page because he had linked me to their Facebook page as well as their YouTube channel which I watched all their races.
[3:06 - 3:16] But I know a lot of people, I know what you guys are going to think. Oh, you're going to go for drifting or you're going to go for Formula 1, right?
[3:16 - 3:20] Because that's what you do. You drift and you do F1, right?
[3:20 - 3:26] There's also another style of racing that I do that not many people actually know about.
[3:26 - 3:37] And it's a style of racing that I actually grew up on. And this hat right here should tell a lot about it.
[3:37 - 3:44] That number 3 and that number 3 should say a lot.
[3:44 - 3:54] And if you guys don't know what number this is, as far as drivers go, if you don't know who this number belongs to,
[3:54 - 4:03] well, I don't know what to tell you, man.
[4:03 - 4:18] I don't know what to tell you, bro. But allow me to introduce you guys to my official car for P1R Racing.
[4:18 - 4:25] The brand new, the beautiful, the ready to fucking go.
[4:25 - 4:35] And I've always noticed the number 23 Chevy.
[4:35 - 5:00] That's right, man, your boys going motherfucking NASCAR in this shit.
[5:00 - 5:10] Your boys going full blown NASCAR racing the number 23 Chevy, ripping those gears, getting around that track.
[5:10 - 5:16] I've been up literally since I got off of Marty's stream and my girl passed out for the night.
[5:16 - 5:21] I've literally been up all night practicing, been training.
[5:21 - 5:28] I've been talking to the head guys and talking to them about what style I want to do,
[5:28 - 5:32] because they told me, hey, whatever style you choose, let us know.
[5:32 - 5:43] And at first I was thinking about doing the GP style, the Grand Touring Car style of racing,
[5:43 - 5:53] but then I was like, nah, I like GT racing, but it's not my style. That's just not me.
[5:53 - 5:58] You know, that's not what I'm about. Like I'm about that old school shit.
[5:58 - 6:05] I'm about that old school. I have to drag race and the fucking NASCAR shit.
[6:05 - 6:09] The JDM underground scene, that's the shit I'm about.
[6:09 - 6:17] So I had to make a choice. I had to make a choice between what with myself,
[6:17 - 6:24] I had to make a choice between NASCAR, JDM, F1 or drag.
[6:24 - 6:32] And we all know I already compete in F1 races all the time.
[6:32 - 6:40] But there was a style I never got to showcase that I grew up on as a kid.
[6:40 - 6:47] You know, I was a huge Earnhardt fan, still am.
[6:47 - 6:53] You know, I'm still very much an Earnhardt fan for sure.
[6:53 - 6:59] You know, I grew up watching guys like Tony Stewart, Rusty Wallace,
[6:59 - 7:11] you know, what's the name? Richard Petty, Kyle Petty, Kurt Busch, Jeff Gordon,
[7:11 - 7:17] as well as Dale Earnhardt Sr. and Dale Earnhardt Jr.
[7:17 - 7:29] as well as what's his name. The new guy just came on to NASCAR.
[7:29 - 7:44] But your boy is going to be tearing up and I'm super excited, man.
[7:44 - 7:47] You want to know how it is that I grew up on NASCAR, bro?
[7:47 - 7:52] I grew up watching the races every fucking Sunday.
[7:52 - 8:00] Like literally, where I grew up in Seattle, there was always a racetrack right there,
[8:00 - 8:02] a couple of states down in California.
[8:02 - 8:08] Every year they would do races down there, I would go down there and fucking watch.
[8:08 - 8:15] Every year I would go watch. I grew up watching fucking dirt track racing in my own hometown, bro.
[8:15 - 8:22] I grew up watching NASCAR, I grew up around it.
[8:22 - 8:30] So I figured what better way to honor not only my brother who got me into that whole scene
[8:30 - 8:38] of the car scene and NASCAR and Indy car racing and all that stuff, why not honor him
[8:38 - 8:46] by running the number 23, which is very significant to me because the number 23
[8:46 - 8:52] actually stands for my brother's birthday, which is January 23rd.
[8:52 - 8:58] So for me, the number 23 is very, very important. It's very significant to me.
[8:58 - 9:05] So I figured what better way to honor my brother than to race the number 23 Chevy
[9:05 - 9:13] Napa auto parts car and rip it up on the fucking track with the P1R guys, man,
[9:13 - 9:33] and do my fucking thing, bro. So, and I'm going to tell you, like I tell everybody, Black Creator.
[9:33 - 9:39] Racing is racing. It doesn't matter whether it's in real life or sim racing, dude.
[9:39 - 9:45] Racing is fucking racing. At the end of the day, whether you're a sim racer,
[9:45 - 9:50] doing motorsports that way, or whether you're racing on the track in real life, it don't matter.
[9:50 - 9:56] Sim, did you not, did you not catch the memo that sim racing is now a legitimate motorsport?
[9:56 - 10:02] Like, did you not catch that memo? I mean, you can Google it, look it up.
[10:02 - 10:05] Sim racing is now a legitimate motorsport.
[10:05 - 10:11] There's a lot of big name companies like Ferrari, McLaren, they're taking it on.
[10:11 - 10:21] BMW has a sim in their own fucking manufacturing company to train drivers.
[10:21 - 10:30] And when they can't go out and race, they do it via simulation mode.
[10:30 - 10:36] So, dude, you're looking at the next fucking legend for sim racing.
[10:36 - 10:49] You're looking at the next fucking day learn heart of the sim racing series, bro.
[10:49 - 10:56] Hey, James, thanks, man. I'm happy, bro. I'm excited, dude.
[10:56 - 11:05] Like, I've been excited about a lot of shit, but this one, dude, I'm fucking hyped for, bro.
[11:05 - 11:15] And if you guys aren't able to check out P1R's channel, I actually have their link right here.
[11:15 - 11:21] Go check out their channel. They may be brand new, but it's still a fucking shot for me to do my thing.
[11:21 - 11:29] It's still a shot for me to go pro and get those fucking sponsors, man.
[11:29 - 11:44] Your boy is now a fucking driver in NASCAR, baby.
[11:44 - 11:50] But I said, if you've not hit them up, do it. Go check out their channel.
[11:50 - 11:54] They have Twitch. They have everything, dude.
[11:54 - 12:03] Like I said, they're fairly new. They only got like three subs because they literally just started.
[12:03 - 12:13] But I can honestly say, man, I couldn't be any fucking happier to be racing under a group
[12:13 - 12:18] of just amazing drivers with a lot of skill and talent.
[12:18 - 12:27] Like, I've sat down and actually watched these guys fucking kill it.
[12:27 - 12:38] Like, I've literally watched these guys do such amazing things on the track.
[12:38 - 12:50] Oh, that's their Twitter. What, y'all ain't got Twitch? Y'all better have a motherfucking Twitch open this shit.
[12:50 - 12:55] All right. So here's what they got. They've got Twitch. They've got Instagram.
[12:55 - 13:03] They got Facebook. And then obviously they have YouTube as well.
[13:03 - 13:22] But y'all do have Twitch. Okay. I had to go to the channel and see.
[13:22 - 13:29] Unfortunately, dude, the rig got put on hold due to some legal stuff that I have to take care of.
[13:29 - 13:34] But never fear, I will be working on getting that rig.
[13:34 - 13:42] But there is P1's pro channel, or not their pro channel, but their YouTube channel.
[13:42 - 13:48] Like I said, they're a brand new company. They're just starting out. They're fresh off the lot.
[13:48 - 13:53] They're fresh out of the gate. And I can honestly say the drivers that are on there are very, very talented.
[13:53 - 14:01] These drivers definitely have a lot of talent. A lot of the drivers on there do stick out.
[14:01 - 14:05] And they definitely are going to be doing big things and shit.
[14:05 - 14:08] So I'm super excited to race alongside these guys.
[14:08 - 14:22] Some of these guys are actually drivers from other companies for sim racing that I've watched over the last few years.
[14:22 - 14:32] So to be able to say that I'm getting to race alongside some of these people that I've watched is fucking dope, dude.
[14:32 - 14:38] But also there's their Twitch. They have everything, dude. They got Twitch. They got Instagram. They got Twitter.
[14:38 - 14:43] They've got everything, man. Everything.
[14:43 - 14:50] So I can honestly say I am super stoked to be racing with a bunch of amazing drivers.
[14:50 - 15:01] Some of the best, honestly, and I know I might sound a bit conceited when I say this, but I'm just speaking honestly about some of these drivers.
[15:01 - 15:08] You know, some of these drivers have the potential to be the best in the world, hands down.
[15:08 - 15:13] Like these guys know what they're doing. They know how to handle their stuff.
[15:13 - 15:21] Like I'm honestly hyped to be racing alongside these guys and doing my thing, bro.
[15:21 - 15:24] Like I am so stoked.
[15:24 - 15:34] Now I will be doing another livestream later on, making the announcement again, because I know during the daytime a lot of people don't really pay attention this early in the morning.
[15:34 - 15:41] But I wanted to come on here, cut a little bit of a promo for you guys, let you guys know what I'll be doing.
[15:41 - 15:48] And what direction this channel is going to be fucking going in, man. I'm hyped.
[15:48 - 16:04] I am super stoked, man.
[16:13 - 16:20] Here's the thing. Here's the thing, Black Key. What you don't realize is I agreed.
[16:30 - 16:38] Yo, Chris, thank you, man. Thank you, brother. And trust me, dude, I do try to stay positive, man. I really do.
[16:38 - 16:49] It's hard, but I do try to stay positive, even though it's very, it's very hard dealing with, you know, punks like Marty and being bullied around.
[16:49 - 16:56] It's definitely hard. So I'm managing though, man. I got a great support system.
[16:56 - 17:04] I got my wonderful, amazing girlfriend who's stood by my side through all of this, man.
[17:04 - 17:12] Like I can honestly say most people would have up and ran, but she's been a trooper, man.
[17:12 - 17:20] She's been standing by me every step of the way and like, she truly is amazing, dude.
[17:20 - 17:26] Like I can't lie, like Tange is honestly the best girlfriend that I could ever fucking ask for, dude.
[17:26 - 17:31] Like hands down, like she is literally one of the best.
[17:31 - 17:44] Like for real, like she has done so much to help me both physically and mentally, like it's incredible.
[17:44 - 17:51] And I can honestly say this, and I know it might sound cheesy when I say this, but I'm just being fucking honest.
[17:51 - 17:58] I can honestly say Tange is literally the best thing to happen to me.
[17:58 - 18:09] Like, and I'm not just saying that to be cheesy either. I really mean like, like she really is the best thing to happen to me.
[18:09 - 18:27] Like if it wasn't for her, I would have been flipped out and probably would have been in prison by now if it wasn't for her.
[18:27 - 18:41] Exactly, brother, exactly. You know, like I said, man, I've got an amazing support team, man. I got, you know, like I said, obviously I got my amazing girlfriend of three months.
[18:41 - 18:53] I've got, you know, my family behind me. I've got some of my best friends that I could ever ask for in the world, people that I grew up with.
[18:53 - 19:09] You know, friends that literally become family to me over the years or people that I grew up with their family that I consider family like my best friend Jake, who a lot of people know about him.
[19:09 - 19:14] Jake's been on here. A lot of people know my brother Sean Sands.
[19:14 - 19:20] But the reason why they know my brother Sean is actually for a funny story.
[19:20 - 19:29] People actually got to know my brother Sean through his song that he put on his, his channel called Sean's play.
[19:29 - 19:45] Me and him funny funny enough actually made a song called the turkey sandwich song, and he uploaded it to YouTube so people I know him from that song alone that me and him worked on and shit.
[19:45 - 19:51] But like, you know, he's always keeping me in positive spirits.
[19:51 - 19:58] You know, he's always keeping me, you know, grounded, you know, making sure, hey, how you doing?
[19:58 - 20:06] You know, like, how you doing? What are you doing? But that guy, you know, he's giving me good spirits.
[20:06 - 20:18] But, you know, also his wife, who is actually my sister-in-law Christine, she's always checking in on me making sure I'm staying out of trouble.
[20:18 - 20:38] Which, just to me and you, I think Sean needs that more than I do. Just saying. But, you know, like I said, man, I have an amazing support team that, you know, has had my back for a while.
[20:38 - 21:03] Exactly, man.
[21:03 - 21:11] See, I like this Chris guy already, bro. I like this Chris dude already, man. He gets it, man. He gets it, bro.
[21:11 - 21:23] Like, a lot of my music and Chris, just a heads up, man. If you don't know my music, go check out my latest two songs I just dropped last night.
[21:23 - 21:37] They were older ones that I recorded a while ago and I just never really did anything with them. So, like, I will tell you now that some of my music is very dark, but very relatable.
[21:37 - 22:05] So, yeah. Like, if you like songs, you know, about legitimate stuff, real life, I think you might enjoy my music because I not only do, you know, like I said, not only am I going to be racing obviously full time for an amazing brand and an amazing league that I've had the opportunity to watch.
[22:05 - 22:25] But I also do music on the side. I also do artwork as well. Matter of fact, Chris, if you're into artwork, I think you might like the artwork that I got because I actually do have some side racing merch out as well as some other stuff as well.
[22:25 - 22:45] I actually have a darker art piece out, which I will actually send you the link to.
[22:45 - 23:10] And this also applies for everybody that doesn't have it yet. Like squishy here. But if anybody would like to check out my brand new art release, Doll of Death, which is a hand which is basically a digitally done painting by hand.
[23:10 - 23:15] I'm actually using my tablet that's back here on the bed.
[23:15 - 23:33] And they don't know what I mean by tablet. I'm not talking like a Kindle tablet. I'm talking about this right here, digital sketch tablet. I did it all with this and I use the program Krita.
[23:33 - 23:47] So like, you know, whenever I'm not competing or working on music, 90% of the time you can pretty much catch me like during the day, dude, if I'm not racing or working on anything.
[23:47 - 24:03] 90% of the time you can usually catch me working on artwork and binge watching the latest animated series on YouTube. I'm a fucking anime nerd.
[24:03 - 24:19] Straight up, dude, I am a fucking anime nerd to the fucking death of me. And I don't care what anyone says. Dragon Ball Z is the shit. And Team Gohan is a fucking badass. Okay.
[24:19 - 24:42] Team Gohan's a fucking beast. Prove me wrong. Just say prove me wrong that Team Gohan ain't a fucking badass.
[24:42 - 25:00] Exactly. It really is, dude. I actually have Photoshop myself. I literally have pretty much all of them. I have Adobe Illustrator, I have Photoshop, I have After Effects, and I have Adobe Premiere.
[25:00 - 25:14] But what I'll do is I'll use Photoshop for like, that extra shit. Like if I want to do like a double take on something, and I want to make it look like it's got multiple hands or whatever, I'll use Photoshop for that.
[25:14 - 25:31] But 99% of the time, I actually use Krita. And, you know, I do all my artwork on there. And then, you know, if needed, I use Photoshop. But most of the time I use Krita, which is very, very good.
[25:31 - 25:43] I know, thankfully, I got my hands on them when I did. Thankfully, one of my friends that actually bought all the programs a while back, and they got updated.
[25:43 - 25:53] When he actually went out and bought them, he actually sent me the disc, which is actually buried in my boxes over there on the other side of the room somewhere.
[25:53 - 26:06] He was actually cool enough to send me the CD with all the programs on him. So I literally have everything I could ever need for fucking free, ultimately, which shout out to my boy that sent me that shit.
[26:06 - 26:11] You're fucking dope. I fucking love you, man. I owe you for that shit, bro.
[26:15 - 26:27] Yeah, graphics cards are not cheap anymore, man. I'll tell you. Graphics cards are not cheap anymore, man. They're really not.
[26:27 - 26:36] And that's the thing about me. A lot of people think that I'm just about racing and music and this and that.
[26:36 - 26:45] Yeah, I love the race, obviously. That's going to be one of my primary sources of income. And a lot of people think that I do music because I want to be famous.
[26:45 - 26:49] No, I just do music because, for me, music is therapy.
[26:49 - 26:57] Like, whenever I'm going through something or I'm dealing with an issue, that's how I put it out, is I do it through music.
[26:57 - 27:12] Matter of fact, you can watch my last live stream that I did. I actually did a bunch of song covers. I did a bunch of freestyles basically speaking about what I deal with.
[27:12 - 27:30] And then, you know, that was pretty dope. Yeah, I know. That's why I like Photoshop. That's why I like it because I don't have to go in and update every year now or pay for updates like you used to.
[27:30 - 27:39] Because I remember back in the day, used to have to pay like fucking 10 bucks for an update. It fucking sucked.
[27:39 - 27:54] But I like the fact that it updates automatically now, which is super cool. I fucking love that. At least the one I got does. Thank God.
[27:54 - 28:12] But like I said, 90 percent of the time when I'm not practicing on the track or anything like that, 90 percent of the time you can usually find me with my fucking face buried in a good ass anime like fucking hell.
[28:12 - 28:28] A lot of people are going to cringe at this, but I do watch Lucky Star. I do watch Attack on Titan. And yes, I do watch Fucking Fate Stay Night. And yes, I watch SAO. Yes, I watch Sword Art Online.
[28:28 - 28:37] Good ass fucking anime. Prove me fucking wrong. And yes, I watch Dr. Stone. Dr. Stone is actually interesting as fuck.
[28:38 - 28:54] Like for real, Dr. Stone is actually a very good anime. If you've not watched it, check it out. It's dope. Definitely worth a watch.
[28:54 - 29:06] I also watch some not so common animes like a D4DJ. And if you've not checked out D4DJ, highly recommend it. Very good.
[29:06 - 29:15] I'm currently watching the anime series Nana for like the fucking tenth fucking time in a row this year.
[29:15 - 29:27] I watch shows like that. And like I said, I do watch the Fate Stay series. I do watch the Fate series.
[29:27 - 29:48] Not a big on one piece. Don't know why I've never been big on one piece. Never could get into it.
[29:48 - 30:01] Exact, bro. Yes. See, this guy gets it.
[30:01 - 30:21] All right, bro. Are you sure we're not on the same fucking brainwave link right now, man? Because you're literally right on the money with how I am. Why you do.
[30:21 - 30:36] By CIO.
[30:36 - 30:41] But, bro, I swear we must be on the same fucking way of going.
[30:41 - 30:56] Because, bro, like, I agree 100 percent.
[30:56 - 31:04] I guess y'all I know. Yes. I'm a WWE fan. Grew up watching wrestling my whole life. Shout out to Jeff Hardy.
[31:04 - 31:12] Oh, if y'all ain't know, man, Jeff Hardy's actually a fan of my artwork as well through Instagram.
[31:12 - 31:25] And so shout out to Jeff, man. Fucking rock, bro. 100 percent.
[31:25 - 31:36] I didn't say he knew me knew me.
[31:36 - 31:44] I didn't say Jeff knows me personally, but he knows my artwork because he's seen what I've done.
[31:44 - 31:53] So, like, he knows a little bit of my work. So, yeah, try again.
[31:53 - 31:59] But, yeah, dude. Anyway, y'all, I am going to bounce up off here.
[31:59 - 32:06] I just wanted to pop on and do this dope ass promo for the company that I am going to be racing under, which I'm super excited about.
[32:06 - 32:14] Super, super stoked to be racing with some amazing people, some wonderful, wonderful drivers.
[32:14 - 32:26] Amazing fucking some of the best that I've seen, honestly, but.
[32:26 - 32:37] Yes. Yes, WCW is the shit.
[32:37 - 32:45] Dude, I don't know if you heard or not, but Edge came back. The rated R superstar has come back.
[32:45 - 32:59] And he is actually challenging Roman Reigns at backlash coming up next week.
[32:59 - 33:19] And if you don't know who Roman Reigns is, he's actually the son of Sica and the great grandson of Appa, his uncle Appa, and then his grandfather, Umaga.
[33:19 - 33:27] So he's definitely Roman comes from a very long line of wrestling royalty, to say the least.
[33:27 - 33:40] But he also has his cousins Jimmy and Jay Uso there as well, which is super cool. And the rock. His cousin is actually the rock, which is super cool.
[33:40 - 33:55] Whatever, dude.
[33:55 - 33:59] Did not mean to do that, man.
[33:59 - 34:19] Sorry about that, Chris.
[34:19 - 34:25] I love that color, man. Cause I know that car is going to bring me out a lot of wins.
[34:25 - 34:29] So I got some studying to do on these tracks.
[34:29 - 34:43] I got somebody to do. I will catch you guys tomorrow or later this morning when I make the big reveal to everyone.
[34:43 - 34:52] So I love you guys. You guys are awesome. You guys are dope. You guys are amazing.
[34:52 - 34:55] Yeah, it's really not.
[34:55 - 35:00] It's really not dumb. It's good because you do still have some legends.
[35:00 - 35:15] I'm never racing. You do still have some really good legends that are still destroying it and doing good. But to me, it's just like, and I'd rather watch NXT or AEW.
[35:15 - 35:30] Cause AEW actually features Matt Hardy, Sting, Ryback went over to AEW.
[35:30 - 35:36] What's his name? Dude that just passed away recently, Brody Lee.
[35:36 - 35:45] He was with AEW. Yeah, before he passed away, he was with AEW.
[35:45 - 35:59] I do watch, you know, in the ones like, yes, Christian Sting. Yes.
[35:59 - 36:08] Chris Jericho. He's actually running AEW, which is super dope. Cody Rhodes.
[36:08 - 36:17] He runs it as well, which is super fire.
[36:17 - 36:30] What the fuck, dude? Get out of here with that shit, CIA.
[36:30 - 36:44] Bro, what the fuck, man? You keep on making me unhide messages, man. Come to fuck on, bro.
[36:44 - 36:52] I do apologize for that, Chris. The CIA dude's a fucking weirdo.
[36:52 - 37:06] He's your typical go about troll, which hopefully when all this shit is said and done,
[37:06 - 37:15] he'll be gone with everyone else who wants to troll me.
[37:15 - 37:23] I do pay attention to the indie stuff like AEW, New Japan.
[37:23 - 37:31] I do still watch Impact a little bit. I do still watch Impact Wrestling here and there whenever I can.
[37:31 - 37:40] So, yeah. Yeah, oh, trust me, dude.
[37:40 - 37:44] It's a lot harder than you think to ignore these guys. Trust me.
[37:44 - 37:48] Stick around. Stick around for a while and you'll see what I mean.
[37:48 - 38:01] You'll see what I mean and how rough it gets.
[38:01 - 38:06] But anyways, I do need to bounce because, like I said, I need to get back to practice
[38:06 - 38:12] because I got a massive fucking promo to do tomorrow morning.
[38:12 - 38:18] I got a new merch that I'm working on for the channel. I got all that shit I'm doing.
[38:18 - 38:23] I got new artwork I'm going to be working on over the course of the next week or so.
[38:23 - 38:33] So, yeah. With that being said, I will see you guys in the morning.
[38:33 - 38:37] If you guys did not hit that subscribe button, definitely do it.
[38:37 - 38:42] If you are new, don't forget to hit that like button and the notification bell down below.
[38:42 - 38:49] And I will see you guys on the track, man. Peace.
[38:49 - 38:56] MCIA. Bye, Felicia. Peace, y'all.
[38:56 - 39:02] I'll see you guys tomorrow. Well, later today.
[39:02 - 39:04] Anyway, y'all, peace.
2021-3-21 SKXRTISSUE FULL  LIVE SHOW

2021-3-21 SKXRTISSUE FULL LIVE SHOW

[0:00 - 0:40] [ Pause ]
[0:40 - 0:42] What's up you guys?
[0:42 - 0:52] [ Pause ]
[0:52 - 0:56] I know you guys, you know,
[0:56 - 0:58] have been seeing me go through a lot
[0:58 - 1:10] in the last few days.
[1:10 - 1:12] And I'm not going to hide it.
[1:12 - 1:17] You know, I've been going through quite a bit, you know?
[1:17 - 1:21] I've been going through, you know,
[1:21 - 1:24] trying to fix the mic here.
[1:24 - 1:27] You know, I've been going through quite a bit.
[1:27 - 1:30] Over the last few days,
[1:30 - 1:35] with everything going on, you know?
[1:35 - 1:42] And things just haven't felt right.
[1:42 - 1:47] Things have just felt bad.
[1:47 - 1:53] Like, I don't even know where to begin with it.
[1:53 - 1:57] Like, there's so much that's happened over the course
[1:57 - 2:01] of this whole week,
[2:01 - 2:05] over the past few weeks, over the past month,
[2:05 - 2:19] that it's scary.
[2:19 - 2:23] Now this show is going to be all originals for you guys,
[2:23 - 2:29] except for one or two songs that I'm going to do.
[2:29 - 2:35] As you guys know,
[2:35 - 2:40] back in 2018,
[2:40 - 2:43] I lost one of my mentors this month.
[2:43 - 2:49] Actually today, back in 2018,
[2:49 - 2:55] I lost one of my best friends that would,
[2:55 - 2:59] you know, usher me into the music industry
[2:59 - 3:04] and somebody who really taught me a lot, you know?
[3:04 - 3:08] Somebody who has always been there for me,
[3:08 - 3:10] always held me down.
[3:10 - 3:14] And this man showed me so much love,
[3:14 - 3:35] helped me out so much with a lot of my own stuff.
[3:35 - 3:40] Like, he showed me what it took
[3:40 - 3:48] to be able to make it like I'm making it.
[3:48 - 3:55] So this first song I want to do is a dedication to him.
[3:55 - 3:59] I want to play one of his songs for you guys
[3:59 - 4:03] in honor of him.
[4:03 - 4:06] And finally, was he a mentor to me?
[4:06 - 4:21] He was one of my best friends.
[4:21 - 4:36] I woke up today and I made okay.
[4:36 - 4:42] My girl might see my thing and may I lay okay?
[4:42 - 4:45] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[4:45 - 4:48] None of them say I'm gonna say okay.
[4:48 - 4:52] And he got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[4:52 - 4:55] Then they know I'm gonna say I'm a little okay.
[4:55 - 4:58] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[4:58 - 5:01] None of them go around dancing, okay, okay.
[5:01 - 5:04] Screaming on the stage, I'm gonna say I'm sick.
[5:04 - 5:07] Currently gonna put killer pink skin in it,
[5:07 - 5:10] busting open and pumping up and down my knee.
[5:10 - 5:12] Skin in it ain't pretty, man.
[5:12 - 5:20] In the rope of investigation.
[5:20 - 5:23] Thank God for such limitations.
[5:23 - 5:26] Even at the trapper at the station.
[5:26 - 5:29] Then if I ain't your favorite, then you're racist.
[5:29 - 5:32] Ain't you okay, you mad? I'm going paces.
[5:32 - 5:35] Just let me know where you want to take him.
[5:35 - 5:40] You ain't even burning me up, having face-to-face.
[5:40 - 5:43] Didn't think you long to waste like amazing grace.
[5:43 - 5:46] This n***a been a lame, it just came to place.
[5:46 - 5:49] Didn't take over no lame bitch, had a taste.
[5:49 - 5:52] I just woke up today and I made okay.
[5:52 - 5:55] I got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[5:55 - 5:58] My girl might see my thing and may I lay okay?
[5:58 - 6:01] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[6:01 - 6:06] I got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[6:06 - 6:09] That green, that white, that tan, they all a okay.
[6:09 - 6:13] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[6:13 - 6:16] No n***a spot, n***a picture, crick.
[6:16 - 6:19] I was on my hands with nowhere to live.
[6:19 - 6:22] Can't band, can't dance, n***a gonna catch.
[6:22 - 6:25] I might pop up on your own, go to Christmas past.
[6:25 - 6:28] N***a's in the gas, man, you got a gas.
[6:28 - 6:31] Living in the bushes, it'll never last.
[6:31 - 6:34] She created a bush, she got a band.
[6:34 - 6:37] Doesn't throw the mustard, now she got it back.
[6:37 - 6:40] Gotta lay a chain in every day.
[6:40 - 6:43] Scrapes are in the state, straight off the plane.
[6:43 - 6:46] Keep them in the zone from the bottom of the lake.
[6:46 - 6:50] Pop your ass to the gun to the bottom of the lake.
[6:50 - 6:52] They think y'all, it's a criminal.
[6:52 - 6:55] I like coming face, y'all be dinner days.
[6:55 - 6:58] Be dinner days, be dinner days, let 'em down to spell it out.
[6:58 - 7:01] Let 'em dance, let 'em clash, let 'em down, let 'em know.
[7:01 - 7:05] Let 'em dance, let 'em know, let 'em get into my life.
[7:05 - 7:08] Let 'em read, I'm okay, I'm okay, you got so right.
[7:08 - 7:11] You straight, tell you, we don't pay well in life.
[7:11 - 7:14] Some ice, we don't take off that ice.
[7:14 - 7:18] We ain't okay, they need it every day.
[7:18 - 7:21] Scrapes are in the state, straight off the plate.
[7:21 - 7:24] Keep them in the zone from the bottom of the lake.
[7:24 - 7:28] Pop your ass to the gun to the bottom of the lake.
[7:28 - 7:43] I woke up today, ayy, I'm ayy, okay.
[7:43 - 7:46] I got me a bag, so I'm ayy, okay.
[7:46 - 7:49] My grandma take my family, I'm ayy, okay.
[7:49 - 7:53] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[7:53 - 7:56] None of that's the same, I'm the same, okay.
[7:56 - 7:59] I got me a bag, so I'm ayy, okay.
[7:59 - 8:02] That green, that white, that tan, they all ayy, okay.
[8:02 - 8:05] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[8:05 - 8:13] I wrap in peace to my mentor and my best friend,
[8:13 - 8:16] who is like my brother, man.
[8:16 - 8:19] Rest in peace to my boy, Koda Oda, man.
[8:19 - 8:21] We fucking miss you, dawg.
[8:21 - 8:24] We fucking miss you, brother.
[8:25 - 10:11] Mm-hmm.
[10:11 - 10:19] I'm so fuckin' sick.
[10:19 - 10:26] Everything you do to me just drags me down,
[10:26 - 10:31] and I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:31 - 10:34] I'm trapped on the inside.
[10:35 - 10:40] Please, can someone come and set me free?
[10:40 - 10:46] I've got all these demons chasing after me,
[10:46 - 10:52] and I don't know what to do anymore,
[10:52 - 10:57] constantly running around like I don't even recognize myself.
[10:57 - 11:02] I can't even get a grip on my life.
[11:03 - 11:07] Every night I go to sleep, I go to war.
[11:07 - 11:11] I'm constantly fighting these demons in my head.
[11:11 - 11:14] Why is it that way?
[11:14 - 11:16] Just won't let me be.
[11:16 - 11:18] I don't know anymore.
[11:18 - 11:21] I just want to be okay.
[11:21 - 11:27] This is not where I'm meant to be.
[11:27 - 11:34] I don't understand.
[11:34 - 11:38] How is it that we even got here?
[11:38 - 11:39] I don't know anymore.
[11:39 - 11:42] I'm so sick of lying on the floor,
[11:42 - 11:44] sick of feeling so cold,
[11:44 - 11:48] sick of feeling this numbness inside of me.
[11:48 - 11:52] I've got these demons, constantly raging,
[11:52 - 11:55] and I don't know what to do anymore.
[11:55 - 12:00] I've got this inside of me, I've got these demons, constantly raging,
[12:00 - 12:03] and attacking me.
[12:03 - 12:07] I don't know who I am anymore,
[12:07 - 12:10] constantly fighting myself.
[12:10 - 12:13] I don't know who I am anymore.
[12:13 - 12:19] Please, can someone save me from this?
[12:20 - 12:25] I just need a little help to escape this.
[12:25 - 12:31] Why is it that I always end up in the same fucking place
[12:31 - 12:36] because of all of this bullshit that I'm going through every fucking day?
[12:36 - 12:40] Nobody really has a clue of who I am.
[12:40 - 12:46] They don't see the hatred and the tears that I go through every day.
[12:48 - 12:52] I just want the fucking pain to go away.
[12:52 - 12:56] Please, can somebody save me?
[12:56 - 13:01] Please break the chains and set me free.
[13:01 - 13:13] Nothing ever feels the same.
[13:13 - 13:22] Ever since all of this negativity began to make me fade away.
[13:22 - 13:30] Please, can someone save me?
[13:30 - 13:49] Some people say our trading process feels too easy.
[13:49 - 13:52] They can't believe it's 100% online.
[13:52 - 14:04] I hope you guys are right there, because this one's about to be very emotional.
[14:04 - 14:18] This is called Devilish Angel.
[14:43 - 14:48] You've got this devilish angel deep inside of me.
[14:48 - 14:51] It wants to come out. It wants to be free.
[14:51 - 14:56] It sees all this negativity that I don't care to put through every day.
[14:56 - 15:02] It wants to see me, me in a grave. Is that true?
[15:02 - 15:06] I don't know. I don't even recognize myself anymore.
[15:06 - 15:10] I don't know what to do.
[15:11 - 15:18] I'm so fucking lost in this mess in the darkest part of my mind.
[15:18 - 15:22] These evil thoughts exist.
[15:22 - 15:27] I've got these scars on my wrist.
[15:27 - 15:32] I've got these scars that are on my wrist.
[15:32 - 15:39] All because of all the bullshit that I'm getting put through every day.
[15:39 - 15:42] And I don't know what to do anymore.
[15:42 - 15:48] How is it that I can heal when someone constantly taking a knife,
[15:48 - 15:57] opening the wound, making them bleed out, making me feel like suicide
[15:57 - 16:00] is the only way out.
[16:00 - 16:04] I just don't know what to do anymore.
[16:04 - 16:08] I'm so fucking confused. I don't know who I am.
[16:08 - 16:14] Why is it that I'm in this place?
[16:14 - 16:21] Am I the devil? Am I the angel? I don't know.
[16:21 - 16:27] At the time I feel like I'm losing control.
[16:27 - 16:34] I'm so sick of feeling alone.
[16:34 - 16:38] Everybody always judging and attacking me.
[16:38 - 16:43] But they don't ever really know my story.
[16:43 - 16:47] They don't see what I deal with every day.
[16:47 - 16:50] Have to lose another friend today.
[16:50 - 17:00] The ones I love always dying around me and it leaves me in a dark and deep instinct.
[17:00 - 17:06] A fucking agony from which there is no escape.
[17:06 - 17:13] I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so fucking scared on my own.
[17:13 - 17:20] How can I fight back when I'm always alone?
[17:20 - 17:31] With no one to turn to know where to go.
[17:32 - 17:35] But I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:35 - 17:41] I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:41 - 17:43] But I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:43 - 18:55] I don't know what to do anymore.
[18:55 - 18:57] I speak about it a lot.
[18:57 - 18:59] And I speak on the things that he taught me.
[18:59 - 19:07] This song is from my brother Zach, man.
[19:07 - 19:11] Oh, just one.
[19:11 - 19:15] Jake from State Farm, that Mayan worked out, saved me.
[19:15 - 19:37] [music]
[19:37 - 19:41] You know, I just wish that he could be here to see this shit right now.
[19:41 - 19:47] Ever since you've been gone, nothing ever feels the same since the day that you motherfucking died.
[19:47 - 19:51] All I could ever do is break down and cry.
[19:51 - 19:53] I don't know what to do anymore.
[19:53 - 19:56] I'm always so fucking lost.
[19:56 - 20:01] I'm telling you when my mind is what keeps me going, keeps me going,
[20:01 - 20:06] and getting through those lonely nights every day.
[20:06 - 20:13] I see your face and I wonder why it didn't have to be you that had the fucking time.
[20:13 - 20:25] I don't understand why you, why now, why did you have to leave this earth so fucking soon?
[20:25 - 20:29] It really was a pain that you had to go.
[20:29 - 20:36] I remember getting that call on the line the day that you died.
[20:36 - 20:43] All I could do was sit in my room for a week straight and do nothing but cry
[20:43 - 20:53] because I lost my best friend and I felt like the world may have been a better place without me.
[20:53 - 21:08] I attempted to kill myself in my room that very next week because I couldn't handle the thought of you not being here anymore.
[21:08 - 21:24] I remember those lessons so fucking well, everything that you taught me has led me to a brand of future, led me to do what I'm fucking doing at times.
[21:24 - 21:33] All I want to do is have you hear and tell you how much you mean to me.
[21:33 - 21:41] If you only fucking knew what you taught me ain't it helped me get through.
[21:41 - 21:49] Not a day goes by that you're never on my fucking mind.
[21:49 - 21:56] God damn this isn't right, why did you have to go, it really wasn't fair.
[21:56 - 22:07] But just know that I will always be here speaking your name and your legacy, never letting it fade away.
[22:07 - 22:22] I'm so fucking sick of all the animosity that everyone shows towards you and your family like they deserve it when they don't.
[22:22 - 22:29] Your family is my family too, ain't this fucking true.
[22:29 - 22:35] I just don't understand why you had to go so fucking soon.
[22:35 - 22:50] Half the time I feel like I'm empty inside because you're not here to help me out like you always used to, not to feel right anymore.
[22:50 - 23:05] I got this dark and deepening feeling deep inside, is it sadness, is it rage, I don't know but I just wish this thing would die.
[24:47 - 24:50] You know, I just want to take a minute here.
[24:50 - 24:58] This is something I don't get to do very often, man, but what I do, I love it.
[24:58 - 25:02] I just want to sit down and talk to you guys for a minute, man.
[25:02 - 25:09] You know, when I first started my journey of music, I didn't know what to expect.
[25:09 - 25:14] I really didn't, I had no idea what to expect.
[25:14 - 25:22] But man, seeing what you guys have been doing for me, all the support and the love that you guys have been showing me,
[25:22 - 25:27] that means more to me than any fucking record sales.
[25:27 - 25:38] Like, you know, during my darkest times in my life, you guys have reached out and told me, bro,
[25:38 - 25:46] you know, just keep your head up, keep going strong, keep fighting, like everything will be good, man.
[25:46 - 25:53] I can honestly say that I truly have the best fan base in the fucking world.
[25:53 - 25:59] And, you know, you guys are the reason that I do what I do with my music.
[25:59 - 26:02] You guys are my reason for living.
[26:02 - 26:06] You guys are my reason for doing what I do.
[26:06 - 26:10] And I honestly can't thank you guys enough.
[26:10 - 26:11] I really can't.
[26:11 - 26:17] You guys doing what you do for me, showing so much love.
[26:17 - 26:28] And, you know, not just listening to my music, but sharing it with other people that are going through some of the same things that I go through
[26:28 - 26:32] or maybe someone's going through the same thing that you're going through or whatever.
[26:32 - 26:39] Like, you guys helping each other out and showing me love and sharing your stories with me
[26:39 - 26:48] and telling me how much I help you, like, I can't even begin to tell you how much that shit means to me, man.
[26:48 - 26:56] I really can't, like.
[26:56 - 27:15] Hold on, y'all.
[27:15 - 27:38] What the fuck?
[27:38 - 27:43] Looks like we got a drag race going down tonight, boys.
[27:43 - 27:52] All dudes in their fucking cars, but the fucking drag race down the down the quarter mile here is fucking dope.
[27:52 - 27:55] Hope they stay safe and don't get caught.
[27:55 - 28:13] Just saying, man, hope y'all don't get caught.
[28:13 - 28:17] Well, like I was saying, no, man.
[28:17 - 28:21] You know, you guys are truly the best fans.
[28:21 - 28:33] And I just want to say thank you, guys, because you guys give me the opportunity to have the best job in the world,
[28:33 - 28:40] which is sharing my story with you guys and showing you guys what I go through through my music.
[28:40 - 28:48] Like, because of you guys, I get to do music and artwork for a living.
[28:48 - 28:51] Like, that's literally my dream job.
[28:51 - 28:57] Like, every day when I wake up and, like, literally, it feels surreal.
[28:57 - 29:02] It really does feel surreal that I actually get to do what I love for a living.
[29:02 - 29:09] Like, you guys don't know how much that means to me, for real.
[29:09 - 29:18] So, you know, not only on behalf of myself, but on behalf of my family, to all you guys that have been, you know, so amazing.
[29:18 - 29:35] I just want to say thank you, guys. You guys are awesome.
[29:35 - 30:04] This one's for you, guys.
[30:04 - 30:17] I don't need a souvenir.
[30:17 - 30:30] Hey, won't you let me in?
[30:30 - 30:33] Every single day I'm knocking at the fucking door.
[30:33 - 30:39] Not knowing what to do. I want to go to heaven, but I don't want to wind up a fallen angel down in the dark.
[30:39 - 30:42] You step to heaven. I don't know what I'm doing every morning.
[30:42 - 30:52] God, these demons come to me screaming in my motherfucking knee, telling me to take that fucking knife, put it to my throat, telling me to fucking hang myself in there.
[30:52 - 30:56] Everything will be okay. I just don't know what to do anymore.
[30:56 - 31:01] I need a little bit of fucking help. I'm so fucking scared, constantly running for my motherfucking life.
[31:01 - 31:09] In the dark, these demons fart on my motherfucking mind. Everybody constantly attacking me, constantly, motherfucking judging me.
[31:09 - 31:19] Not to like to fucking know you, but they really don't know anything about me, y'all don't understand.
[31:19 - 31:40] Everybody wants you to let me in. You can't lose everything.
[31:40 - 31:51] Let me in. Let me in.
[31:51 - 32:00] I am out here every day, trying to judge, to survive, trying to say I love and not to fucking love because I know that my words be so thin to somebody out there.
[32:00 - 32:05] I am out here saving lives every day, and sometimes I forget that my demons cannot play.
[32:05 - 32:10] They never want to let me fucking rest when I go up to heaven when I end up down in heaven.
[32:10 - 32:20] Look, I don't fucking know. All I know is that I want to get a fucking grip on my life before I turn into this motherfucking monster that everybody wants.
[32:20 - 32:26] I'm angry out there being a motherfucking loose control. I'm so sick of being angry on the fucking thing.
[32:26 - 32:41] I don't know who I am anymore. All I know is that I gotta find out who I am. I gotta find a way out so I can escape all of this fucking agony that I'm in.
[32:41 - 32:53] Let me in. You can't lose everything.
[32:53 - 33:11] I'm gonna come with all my fears. I don't need a souvenir. Heaven, won't you let me in? Heaven, won't you let me in? Heaven, won't you let me in?
[33:11 - 33:33] Take the leads back, John.
[33:33 - 34:35] [Music]
[34:35 - 34:46] Someone fucking save me, please. Can somebody fucking save me? Please. Break me away from all of this agony. Oh, please. Oh, God, please.
[34:46 - 34:56] I don't want to be on my own anymore. So fucking scared. Always running around in my fucking head. Deepest darkest parts of my mind.
[34:56 - 35:10] I'm so fucking scared because of everything that's happened to me. Everybody always attacking me, and I don't know what I did to deserve this.
[35:10 - 35:19] I don't know. I've got these fucking scars on my arm, on my back, on my face, on my chest, and they just won't go away.
[35:19 - 35:32] Everybody always telling me in the back, and I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I should take these knives, send them in the wind, and learn how to fly.
[35:32 - 35:58] [Music]
[35:58 - 36:09] Please, somebody, fucking save me. Get me away from all this motherfucking misery that I'm sucking every day. I'm so sick and tired of feeling all this agony on this weight on my fucking shoulders.
[36:09 - 36:18] Everybody, these words constantly attacking me verbally and mentally coming after me. It's like they don't want me to succeed.
[36:18 - 36:29] They don't see what I see. They don't see the vision that I'm envisioning deep inside my fucking head. I know that I can fucking make it. If you're stupid, that's all motherfuckers.
[36:29 - 36:38] But just leave me be. I need somebody to fucking save me from all this fucking negativity. So here I am, reaching out my fucking head.
[36:38 - 36:55] Please will you lend me your fucking hand? I can't do this on my own anymore. I need a little bit of help. Please God, somebody help me break me free from all this hatred.
[36:55 - 37:20] Please, somebody save me. Somebody save me. Somebody save me. Somebody save me.
[37:21 - 37:47] [Music]
[37:47 - 38:07] Now this next song is going to be a cover, but it's one that I think everybody can relate to in some sort of way. This is called "Angel vs. Demon."
[38:07 - 38:23] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help, take some meds, go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems. Some people who can never understand.
[38:23 - 38:41] No one's out of your head.
[38:41 - 39:10] [Music]
[39:10 - 39:33] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore. Look through my reflection, Angel vs. Demon, wishing I was dreaming.
[39:33 - 39:45] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore. I can never think of a rest. I can see it in your eyes. Can't even see it yourself.
[39:45 - 39:54] That's done you. Then you go around with a little toss and turn and every night the man and the man and the man even helps. You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reefer.
[39:54 - 40:03] And now you think it's problem solved, cause you change the people, think they've done these reports. Clean your feet and know for evil things, man, and I can promise you'll be all these people.
[40:03 - 40:12] What about my family? I can leave them in a disarray. You get them out of my mind, but you ain't anywhere. What about my family? If I die, man, I'm them.
[40:12 - 40:19] Didn't know the source, do not worry then. Well, all of them in is better if you go. Do not act like you have any friends. Even though they exist, this is it.
[40:19 - 40:29] When you think my voice is getting louder, you can hear it this time. You will turn me on the darker side through the dream. That's it. Lost in the music. That's their view.
[40:29 - 40:39] Been hanging on, I don't know if I can do this. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[40:39 - 40:51] Lucky I'm not reflection, India versus India, which is what I was dreaming. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[40:51 - 41:03] Something like giving up. Some things I can't explain now. I feel like giving up though. Some things I can't explain now.
[41:03 - 41:15] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[41:15 - 41:46] [Music]
[41:46 - 41:55] And let me tell you man, shit's about to get real fucking emotional man. So if you guys are emotional, I don't know what to tell you man.
[41:55 - 42:15] But I want to dedicate this song. Right now, I want to dedicate this song to all those who have, you know, taken their own lives, as well as to those that are dealing with suicide and depression on a daily basis.
[42:15 - 42:29] Because trust me when I say it's okay to not be okay. We're all human and you shouldn't be afraid to show how you're feeling.
[42:29 - 42:42] You shouldn't be afraid to show what's really going on. Because trust me when I say if you keep that shit bottled up, it's not going to end well.
[42:42 - 42:48] And you don't want to go down that road that I went down.
[42:48 - 42:58] So like I told you guys in my last show, in order for me to be okay, I need you guys to be okay.
[42:58 - 43:07] I need you guys to keep living and keep fighting the good fight every fucking day because without you guys, I have no purpose.
[43:07 - 43:13] You guys are my fucking reason. You guys are the reason for everything that I do.
[43:13 - 43:33] So in order for me to be okay, I need you guys to be okay.
[43:33 - 43:44] And if you are thinking about taking your own life, just please don't do it.
[43:44 - 43:51] Because it's not worth it, guys. It's really not.
[43:51 - 44:12] If you are going through that, let me or somebody in this community know and we will help you because you mean something to us. You mean something to me.
[44:12 - 44:20] I love you guys.
[44:20 - 44:25] No.
[44:25 - 44:37] Cannot help you not to hurt anymore.
[44:37 - 44:48] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[44:48 - 44:57] There are things that we can have, but can keep.
[44:57 - 45:21] They say, who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it wickers, it wickers, who cares if someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker.
[45:21 - 45:36] Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[45:36 - 45:38] Hold on, guys.
[45:39 - 46:09] I'm sorry, I can't do this.
[46:09 - 46:15] I have to end this stream in 10. I need you to pick up the phone I fucking call you.
[46:15 - 46:21] Okay, I need you to pick up the damn phone and talk to me.
[46:21 - 46:25] I'm sorry, guys, I gotta go.
[46:25 - 46:50] I'm sorry.
2021-3-28 i aint weak Nor am i a Pushover

2021-3-28 i aint weak Nor am i a Pushover

[0:00 - 0:07] Oh man. First, uh, good morning everybody. So, I'm going to go to the bathroom. I'm going
[0:07 - 0:34] to go to the bathroom. Oh man. First, uh, good morning everybody. So Marty, I'm supposedly
[0:34 - 0:47] cured supposedly of pushover, right? And I'm supposedly admitting to the feet. I'm not
[0:47 - 0:55] admitting to the feet. And I'm sure as hell not backing down. Nor am I bowing down the
[0:55 - 1:06] little bitch like you Marty. See, over the last few days of me playing UFC4, I've caught
[1:06 - 1:25] the attention of a fairly well-known on think coming UFC4 gaming team called the CFC Championships.
[1:25 - 1:36] Yeah they hold competitions just like you do in regular UFC. And your boys on the team,
[1:36 - 1:43] they got me in training camp right now. I've been practicing day and night. I got my first
[1:43 - 1:48] fight on there coming up in a few weeks because they got me in training camp right now. They're
[1:48 - 1:58] getting me ready, getting my character, you know, out to where it needs to be. Shot to
[1:58 - 2:07] the guys of the CFC. Fucking love you guys. I'm a bunch of great fighters, a bunch of
[2:07 - 2:20] great guys. But Marty, you think I'm bowing down to you, but I'm not. See, the only pushover
[2:20 - 2:37] here I see is you. Yo toxic angel, what's good? How you doing man? Marty, the only pushover
[2:37 - 2:54] I see here is you. Yeah, I may have made that video last night. But here's the thing. I'm
[2:54 - 3:04] not really backing down. And like I told you last night Marty, read the hat. It says fuck
[3:04 - 3:16] you music biz Marty. And I'm leaving it on that until your ass gets brought down. I'll
[3:16 - 3:30] even let it scroll across for you. So I do like the hat says, good fuck off dude, for
[3:30 - 3:37] real. Because you and I both know you can never beat my ass in a fucking fight. You're
[3:37 - 3:50] a punk ass coward. Oh and you didn't defeat shit bitch. All you're doing is playing kiss
[3:50 - 3:56] ass with Marty. That's all you're doing. You're being a suck out to Marty because
[3:56 - 4:09] you want to be as well slack jawed wacky bitch. Truth is Sarah, you ain't shit. You're a fucking
[4:09 - 4:19] hell. You sit there and date me. Leave me. Well I drop you because I find out your fake
[4:19 - 4:32] a spot. And you say I'm the bad guy? Really? Last time I checked, I'm not the one that's
[4:32 - 4:47] sitting here running around like a bitch. Just saying. Yeah, no, I'm not 24 eyes. I'm
[4:47 - 4:52] not adding shit to it bro. I'm just stating facts. That's all I'm doing. I'm not adding
[4:52 - 5:02] no fuel to nothing. I'm just stating straight up hard told facts man. Just saying bro. I'm
[5:02 - 5:07] just telling Marty and Tang and all their little fucking dumbass friends how it really
[5:07 - 5:13] is because obviously they ain't got a grip on reality. They obviously think that they're
[5:13 - 5:19] above me, that they can push me around and do this and that and the other, but really
[5:19 - 5:27] they can't. They're a bunch of low life pussies and Marty does exactly what you are. You're
[5:27 - 5:34] a low life scumbag pussy who thinks that he can just run around and do whatever he
[5:34 - 5:41] wants. Sorry dude. That's not how shit works around here man. See, you want to sit there
[5:41 - 5:52] and bully me then when I respond, you get mad. Dude, you got no right being mad because
[5:52 - 5:58] you're the one that started this shit. Plain and simple. You're the dumb fuck that started
[5:58 - 6:09] this whole thing bro. And yet when I fire back and do so rightfully, you get angry.
[6:09 - 6:16] You get mad and you make these rant videos on me for no fucking reason. Why? It doesn't
[6:16 - 6:25] make sense dude. Like you attack me and then expect me to not respond. And then when I
[6:25 - 6:32] do respond out of defense of myself and my family and everyone you drug into it, you
[6:32 - 6:39] get angry for no reason, which you have no right doing. You have no right getting mad.
[6:39 - 6:44] You have no right dragging my family into this shit first off. I'll tell you that right
[6:44 - 6:48] off the bat. You've got no reason dragging my family into your bullshit high school
[6:48 - 6:56] drama. You have no right doing that dude at all. And the only reason why I drug your
[6:56 - 7:01] family into it like I did Marty was because you drug my family into it and sat there
[7:01 - 7:09] and attacked my entire family with my biological father on live strength. You tell me where
[7:09 - 7:16] that's fair. You tell me where that shit's fair bro. You sit there and you attack my
[7:16 - 7:24] family and you expect me to not respond when you literally have my family up on your panel
[7:24 - 7:33] and are bashing on them and me as well as my dead mother. Are you fucking kidding me?
[7:33 - 7:40] Like are you retarded or just stupid? Because there's one thing you don't do Marty is drag
[7:40 - 7:47] somebody's family into it, especially someone's family who has passed away, which you and
[7:47 - 7:53] schmeck look at how done and you can't sit there and say that you haven't because you
[7:53 - 8:04] have. It's all right there on your live stream Marty. It's all right there. So Marty don't
[8:04 - 8:12] think that I'm not coming for you because I am and I'm not going to stop. You did the
[8:12 - 8:21] one thing I told you not to do, which is bring my family into it. Like I told you Marty,
[8:21 - 8:28] if you want to come after me, I'm right here, but for you to go out for my family the way
[8:28 - 8:37] that you do is bullshit. You had no right drag of my family into your fucking petty
[8:37 - 8:46] bullshit, bro. None. It don't matter whether my biological father did what he did and went
[8:46 - 8:53] to jail and got out. That don't mean shit, bro. You're just trying to twist words around.
[8:53 - 8:57] That's all you're trying to do. You're trying to twist his words around to make it seem
[8:57 - 9:04] like he admitted to something that he didn't do. That's all it is. You're trying to make
[9:04 - 9:10] it seem like he said something that he didn't say. Well guess what, dude? You're wrong.
[9:10 - 9:22] You've been wrong, bro. Whatever, Kerry. The fuck out of here, bro. You don't know
[9:22 - 9:32] my family like you think Kerry is so cute. And besides, whether he did or didn't admit
[9:32 - 9:42] to it, it don't matter. That's irrelevant. But what does matter is the fact that you
[9:42 - 9:48] need to leave my family out of your bullshit, Marty. My family don't want nothing to do
[9:48 - 9:53] with you. I sure as fuck don't want nothing to do with you. And you're best at keeping
[9:53 - 10:01] my family's names out your mouth. If you're going to put someone's name in your mouth,
[10:01 - 10:10] put mine in it, bitch. Put my name in your fucking mouth. Come after me. Leave my family
[10:10 - 10:18] alone and stop being a pussy. Stop being a punk ass bitch and going after my family.
[10:18 - 10:24] You're only talking about how you want to come after me, bitch. I'm right here. I already
[10:24 - 10:33] told you a million times. I ain't hiding. I'm right here. But yet when I challenge you,
[10:33 - 10:43] you punk out like a bitch. Like Marty, I told you already, bro. And you know this. You
[10:43 - 10:54] have my address. You have a car. Oh, pardon me. You have a car. So what's stopping you
[10:54 - 11:01] from coming up here, dude? You're always talking about how you can beat my ass. Get off your
[11:01 - 11:08] fat fucking lazy ass and do something, bro. I'm right here. You got my address, bro.
[11:08 - 11:16] Bring your fucking fat drunk ass up here. Seriously. Bring your ass up here. You got
[11:16 - 11:24] a car. You know you got a car. You got my fucking address. So instead of sitting on
[11:24 - 11:33] the computer talking shit about how you can beat my ass, why don't you actually get off
[11:33 - 11:45] your fucking ass, come up here and fucking do it. Seriously. Like I'll fight you anytime,
[11:45 - 11:54] any day, anywhere. Just bring your ass up here and we'll set something up. For real.
[11:54 - 11:59] We'll set up a fucking fight. Just bring your ass up here, bro. Get in your car and
[11:59 - 12:06] bring your fucking ass up here. No cop calling. None of that shit. Just me and you fucking
[12:06 - 12:15] knocking each other out. I have zero problem going round and round with you, man. Zero.
[12:15 - 12:21] I have zero problem going toe to toe with your ass, Marty. I'm not afraid of you. I'm
[12:21 - 12:31] not afraid to fight you. I'm really not. You might think I am, but I'm not. I've challenged
[12:31 - 12:40] you what? Three different times and all three times you pumped out like a bitch. And yet
[12:40 - 12:45] you sit there and talk about how you can beat my ass. Well, dude, you know what they
[12:45 - 12:55] say, Marty? Talk is fucking cheap, bro. Talk is cheap. So instead of talking about how
[12:55 - 13:02] you can beat my ass, why don't you actually bring your ass up here and actually show
[13:02 - 13:12] me that you can do it? Maybe then, maybe then I'll respect you. But until then, I cannot
[13:12 - 13:24] respect somebody who talks about beating someone's ass, but yet can never back it up. That's
[13:24 - 13:31] you. You can never back up anything you say when it comes to fighting because you and
[13:31 - 13:40] I both know I'll kick your fucking ass three ways from Sunday. You and I both know I'll
[13:40 - 13:50] knock your fucking ass out. We all know this. And yet you want to sit there and talk shit
[13:50 - 14:01] on me and how I can fight. Two, who's the one running like a bitch? Not me. As I said,
[14:01 - 14:10] I challenged you three different times. Yeah, what do you do? You run like a bitch. Every
[14:10 - 14:18] time you fucking run and you wonder why no one respects you. You wonder why no one likes
[14:18 - 14:27] you. Yeah, you may have more subs and views and shit, but guess who that's because of?
[14:27 - 14:34] Me. I'm the only reason you're getting views. I'm the only reason you're getting subs. People
[14:34 - 14:44] don't go there to watch your bullshit drama. They go there to watch me. Play this over.
[14:44 - 14:51] They go there to watch me and see how I destroy you and make you look like a fucking idiot
[14:51 - 14:58] in front of everyone every time. Like Marty, when are you going to get it through your
[14:58 - 15:03] head? You're never going to outsmart me. You're never going to be better than me. You're
[15:03 - 15:13] always going to be below me and you're always going to be a coward. Like you want to sit
[15:13 - 15:24] there and talk about how, oh, you got this, you've got that. Dude, nobody gives a fuck.
[15:24 - 15:31] Truly no one cares. Okay. No one gives a fuck how many subs you got, how many views
[15:31 - 15:39] you got. Nobody fucking cares. Okay. Nobody gives a fuck Marty. The only reason they come
[15:39 - 15:46] there is to watch me and see me embarrass you in front of you and your friend, in front
[15:46 - 15:54] of a snuggle cat and Tyler and all your little friends. That's the only reason why they watch
[15:54 - 16:01] because they love seeing me embarrassing the living shit out of you because you are literally
[16:01 - 16:09] the definition of not only a cyber bully, but you're also the definition of a classic
[16:09 - 16:17] narcissist. Every time I confront you, you try to bring up stuff that I've done. You're
[16:17 - 16:22] always like, well, but what about this? But what about that? Nah, dude, take a look in
[16:22 - 16:30] the fucking mirror, Marty. Like I told you last night, bro, take a look in the fucking
[16:30 - 16:39] mirror and judge yourself before judging someone else. Seriously, bro, judge yourself. And
[16:39 - 16:46] as I told you, mind your own business. Leave me to whatever the fuck I do. Leave my family
[16:46 - 16:53] the fuck alone and go about your business. And I told you this before, Marty, you got
[16:53 - 17:03] talent. You've got a talent for creating a buzz. Well, maybe if you would use that creativeness
[17:03 - 17:11] to create a buzz for good shit instead of attacking people, you might actually get
[17:11 - 17:18] somewhere. Wait, dude, if you're going to create music, first off, stop trying to copy
[17:18 - 17:22] my style because I ain't going to fucking work. Ain't nobody doing music like I do
[17:22 - 17:29] my music, bro. You ain't copying shit. You ain't mocking my shit. Ain't nobody doing
[17:29 - 17:36] my music the way that I do it. First off, second off, if you want to do music, find
[17:36 - 17:45] your own style. All right, find what style you're good with and use it, promote it,
[17:45 - 17:57] create a buzz around it like I know you can. All right, it's not that hard. Like seriously,
[17:57 - 18:03] it's not that fucking hard, bro. Why do you think I've worked with major up-and-coming
[18:03 - 18:10] artists like Bradley, who just happens to be one of my best friends? He's pretty much
[18:10 - 18:17] like my little brother. Why do you think I'm always getting people wanting me to feature
[18:17 - 18:25] with them? It's because one, I'm respectful towards them and towards the people they
[18:25 - 18:33] work with. And two, I don't sit there and steal other people's music like you do. I
[18:33 - 18:42] don't sit there and bully people like you do. And I don't sit there and act like something
[18:42 - 18:52] I'm not. That's all you, Marty. And you wonder why I have a job doing what I love with my
[18:52 - 19:01] music and my artwork. You wonder how I make money doing my artwork and my music. It's
[19:01 - 19:09] because the people I work with, I actually respect and I hold respect for and I hold
[19:09 - 19:19] high regards for. See, people love my art style because it's different. It's unlike
[19:19 - 19:25] anything anyone's ever seen before. It's groundbreaking. It's different. It's unique.
[19:25 - 19:33] It's its own style. And it's a style that I developed over time and people love what
[19:33 - 19:43] I do. So Marty, if you're going to do something, stop trying to copy someone else and find
[19:43 - 19:55] your own style, bro. Plain and simple, dog. Find your own fucking style. But most importantly,
[19:55 - 20:04] keep going after me and my family. Seriously, bro. Leave my family the fuck alone. Because
[20:04 - 20:10] if you don't leave them alone, shit's going to get ugly and I'm going to likely put your
[20:10 - 20:18] ass in the fucking hospital. Because you sit there and you attack my family and you
[20:18 - 20:24] expect me not to come after you when you've threatened their lives as well as mine. You
[20:24 - 20:31] don't think you don't deserve a fucking ass beating for that shit. You kind of do. You
[20:31 - 20:39] kind of do deserve an ass beating after everything you've fucking done. And believe me, I would
[20:39 - 20:48] gladly be the one to give it to you. I would gladly knock your fake ass out. Collaborately.
[20:48 - 20:54] But unfortunately, due to the fact that you're too much of a pussy to come face me, unfortunately,
[20:54 - 21:04] I can't. Which sucks, but hey, it is what it is because I know at the end of the day,
[21:04 - 21:11] you're nothing more than a dumb ass pussy coward talking shit up on the internet. That's
[21:11 - 21:21] all you are. You're a pussy ass coward running his fucking mouth like a bitch. See, Marty,
[21:21 - 21:27] the difference between me and you, the difference between me and you, I've actually been in
[21:27 - 21:36] several fights in my life. Okay? I've actually fought motherfuckers. Okay? I've actually
[21:36 - 21:44] been in real fights. But you, you haven't been in one single fucking fight. The only
[21:44 - 21:48] fight you've been in is the fight where you have to try to get about the chair because
[21:48 - 21:55] your fat fucking lower ass. That's the only fight you've been in. Well, that fight and
[21:55 - 22:01] having the fight not eating because you're overweight as fuck. Like, like I told you,
[22:01 - 22:07] Marty, if you need a membership to the gym, bro, I can get you a membership at Planet
[22:07 - 22:14] Fitness, bro. I can get you a membership down at Planet Fitness, bro. And I can, I
[22:14 - 22:21] can hook you up, man. You can hit the treadmill for as long as you want, dog. Just saying.
[22:21 - 22:28] I go down to Planet Fitness every weekend. I can hook you up. And that's no problem,
[22:28 - 22:33] man. Plus, I know one of the people that works here. So I mean, I can, I can get you
[22:33 - 22:42] a discount. Hell, I'll even work out with you, man. You hit the treadmill, I'll hit
[22:42 - 22:50] the fucking weights. You hit the treadmill, I'll hit the fucking bags, bro. Like, let's
[22:50 - 23:00] go. Like, because obviously you need to lose the weight. So like I said, man, the offers
[23:00 - 23:07] on the table, bro. Like, like I said, I'm in shape. I'm happy with my body. I'm happy
[23:07 - 23:14] with where I'm at. Because yeah, I may be a lightweight to you. But I'm actually in
[23:14 - 23:23] good shape. Unlike you who is overweight as fuck, can barely get off the fucking couch
[23:23 - 23:33] and make it to the fridge. You sit on your fat ass all day talking shit on people more
[23:33 - 23:42] specifically talking shit on me. And you wonder why you got obesity and weight problems.
[23:42 - 23:50] That's why. Because you literally refuse to get off the fucking couch. That's literally
[23:50 - 23:56] all you do. You sit on the internet and you wait for me to go live. Just so you can bash
[23:56 - 24:04] on me and attack me and my family and threaten our lives. Well, Marty, I hate to say, but
[24:04 - 24:26] your time's up. Your time for bullying me? Finito. Done. Over. KO. Knock the fuck out.
[24:26 - 24:47] Dead. Gone. Bye bye. Never coming back. Plain and simple, dude. Yo, I am paying that comment.
[24:47 - 24:59] That is facts. Marty is a motherfucking doughboy. What is he? The reject for the... Marty, speaking
[24:59 - 25:10] of which, how did you get that weight anyway? Did you try to audition for being the Pillsbury
[25:10 - 25:20] Doughboy and they rejected you? Did they reject you as the Pillsbury Doughboy? Is that why
[25:20 - 25:25] you're so overweight and miserable? Because they rejected you for being in the Pillsbury
[25:25 - 25:35] commercials? It sucks that that happened. But hey, I can't control that shit. That's
[25:35 - 25:41] on you, bro. That is on you. That ain't my fault that they rejected you, so you can't
[25:41 - 25:50] blame me for them not hiring you as the Pillsbury Doughboy. Just saying. Now, I'm pretty sure
[25:50 - 26:02] if you talk to the guys that made the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and the Willy Wonka
[26:02 - 26:11] series, I'm pretty sure they'll give you a role in the sequel as an oompa loompa. And
[26:11 - 26:21] it is possible. Or how they may even give you a role in the next X-Men as blog. Like,
[26:21 - 26:27] come on, dude. Hell, I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if they gave you the role as the
[26:27 - 26:36] blog from X-Men because you look like the blog. Like, for real. Sorry, I'm just saying,
[26:36 - 26:41] bro. I mean, I can hook you up, dude. I know a few people. I can call some people and
[26:41 - 26:49] get you the role as either, like I said, the oompa loompa guy, one of the oompa loompas
[26:49 - 26:57] from the Willy Wonka movies, or I can hook you up as blog from X-Men, bro. You forget.
[26:57 - 27:06] I know people. You seem to forget this. You seem to forget that I actually have real
[27:06 - 27:15] connections to actors. Like, I can hook you up. Just saying, dude. If you want to be
[27:15 - 27:23] an actor that bad, I mean, I can hook you up. I mean, I can call Bo or Jeff or I can
[27:23 - 27:30] get ahold of JDF through his Facebook or whoever and be like, hey, I got somebody that wants
[27:30 - 27:36] to audition for a role. Can you hook him up? Like, can you hook him up with a heavyweight
[27:36 - 27:46] role like somebody that's been overweight? Like, let me know, dude. I'll hook you up.
[27:46 - 27:49] Just let me know, man. Let me know if you want to part. I'll hook you up. I'll hook
[27:49 - 27:58] you up fully, bro. We'll get you in as the oompa loompa or maybe as, like, a fat overweight
[27:58 - 28:07] dude that gets killed in a horror movie or, you know, whatever. Like, the pick is yours,
[28:07 - 28:16] dude. Like, just saying. I know people, bro. I can hook you up. Just let me know. Get
[28:16 - 28:35] that, man. Let me know, man. Now, I know what you're thinking, Marty. If I know all these
[28:35 - 28:46] people, if I know all these people, why is it that I'm not doing acting myself? Well,
[28:46 - 28:51] the answer to that is simple. I've just never really had an interest in doing acting on
[28:51 - 28:59] that level. I prefer to create my own films and do my own thing. Nothing wrong with that.
[28:59 - 29:07] A lot of people do it. It's called independent filmmaking. All right. Hell, everybody here
[29:07 - 29:13] remembers my film The Darkness and how well that did. And that turned out to be a fucking
[29:13 - 29:23] hit amongst everyone. That film turned out to be real good. Just saying. Plus, the talking
[29:23 - 29:38] wrench video is an iconic, funny video that everybody knows. Plus, I like my creative
[29:38 - 29:49] freedom. I like being able to create and have creative freedom to do whatever I want and
[29:49 - 30:12] free roam it. Oh, that was squishy. I got you. Wait, dude, you're not being timed out.
[30:12 - 30:35] That is 24 hours. Huh? That's weird. Like I said, Marty, if you really want the part
[30:35 - 30:46] that bad, like hell, I'll be honest, bro. I may even be able to get you into a movie
[30:46 - 30:57] as like a lightweight sumo wrestler. You know, you go to China, eat a little bit of food,
[30:57 - 31:02] get a little bit heavier than what you are now, become a lightweight sumo wrestler actor
[31:02 - 31:09] or hell. You can even become a sumo wrestler in general, dude. You can become a fucking
[31:09 - 31:21] an athlete, become a fucking sumo wrestler or hell, dude. I can probably try to talk
[31:21 - 31:27] to somebody and get you into wrestling school, make you maybe get you on a small time card
[31:27 - 31:37] as an amateur wrestler. Like, come on, dude. Like, I'm throwing you a bone after bone
[31:37 - 31:43] after bone here. Like, come on, bro. Like, take your pick. Like, what do you want? Do
[31:43 - 31:50] you want to be an overweight actor in a film becoming like a blob or an Oompa Loompa or
[31:50 - 31:58] whatever? Or do you want to be a sumo wrestler or do you want to be a regular heavyweight
[31:58 - 32:14] wrestler? Like, I'm giving you options here. Like, I'm giving you some serious options
[32:14 - 32:21] here that you can pick from, dude. For real. Like, I'm giving you options here, bro. Like,
[32:21 - 32:31] I'm trying to help you because you obviously can't help yourself. So, me being the nice
[32:31 - 32:39] guy I am, I'm trying to help you out and hook you up with the opportunities, bro. Just
[32:39 - 32:52] saying, man, I can hook you up. But, though, while I'm over here living my life, in order
[32:52 - 32:58] for you to be able to get those opportunities, like I said, I can help you get your foot
[32:58 - 33:04] in the door with those opportunities, but I can't guarantee that you'll get the part.
[33:04 - 33:10] Just saying. But, man, once you get your foot in the door, I can get you to the auditions
[33:10 - 33:20] or whatever. I can get you that shit. But, the rest, that's on you. I can get you there.
[33:20 - 33:25] I can contact the people that are getting you in contact with them and you can go from
[33:25 - 33:38] there, but the rest is on you. That's fine. Because, obviously, you ain't got a musically
[33:38 - 33:48] talented bone in your body unlike myself. You know, obviously, you ain't got a single
[33:48 - 33:58] fucking musically inclined bone in your fucking body. So, I figure next thing for you would
[33:58 - 34:05] be doing sumo wrestling or, you know, becoming that fat guy that gets killed first in a
[34:05 - 34:11] horror film. You know, that fat guy that usually gets murdered first is usually the
[34:11 - 34:16] fat guy trying to run from the serial killer and he winds up getting his head chopped
[34:16 - 34:23] off or whatever because he's starting to have fat that he sold shit down to you. Boy,
[34:23 - 34:40] I can hook you up with a role like that or whatever. But, Marty, you need to understand
[34:40 - 34:55] something. Fat guy murdered by them facts. But, like I said, Marty, the one thing you
[34:55 - 35:05] do need to do, though, in all seriousness, quit bringing my family into your bullshit
[35:05 - 35:13] and if you're going to fucking come after me, I'm right here. There's no need to involve
[35:13 - 35:24] people that don't need to be involved in it. You want me? I'm right here, bro. Just saying.
[35:24 - 35:42] So Marty, get a life. Look in the fucking mirror. Look at what you've done. Look at
[35:42 - 36:00] what you've freaking done. Like, you're nothing more than a fucking fat ass, overweight piece
[36:00 - 36:22] of shit, who runs his mouth on the internet thinking he's hard shit when he's not. Like,
[36:22 - 36:46] literally, quit the antics. Because nobody's into it. Planting someone, dude. Nobody's
[36:46 - 37:13] into it. Real Marty, get off YouTube and get a life. No, that's too brutal. I wouldn't
[37:13 - 37:20] do that to him. And hell, if anything, I don't even think the electric chair would
[37:20 - 37:36] do anything to him. Well, like I said, Marty, get your fat ass off of YouTube. Because bullies
[37:36 - 38:03] like you, legitimate bullies like you, Marty, have no place here. Now, you know what? Fuck
[38:03 - 38:23] that discord server. But Marty, I'm going to leave you with this. Okay? Get your fat
[38:23 - 38:37] lazy ass the fuck off of YouTube. Get a real fucking job and stop attacking me. Because
[38:37 - 38:48] if you don't, I can promise you if you don't stop attacking me and my family. Well, Marty,
[38:48 - 38:57] I can't guarantee your safety. Just saying. I can't guarantee your safety if you're going
[38:57 - 39:07] to continue to do this. I can't guarantee that you're not going to become Bubba's bitch
[39:07 - 39:18] by the end of it. Now, if you were to back off and leave me alone and leave my family
[39:18 - 39:29] alone, and then we might be able to talk. But you know how that song dance goes. So
[39:29 - 39:38] I got to say, Marty, I'm just going to take you, throw you to the wolves and just let
[39:38 - 39:44] him eat your ass alive because I got better shit to do. I actually got a training camp
[39:44 - 39:52] on UFC for to get back to for the CFC competition coming up. I need to get back to training
[39:52 - 40:07] and practicing. I got shit I need to do. So I will catch you whenever. See ya loser.
2021-3-23 Music making session

2021-3-23 Music making session

[0:00 - 0:28] I'm not allowed to take a break because they don't want me to worry, so I don't want to
[0:28 - 0:36] worry. So yeah, unfortunately, I have to come back. Don't want to, but I'm under strict
[0:36 - 0:45] orders from my family to continue doing my streams and to not let them, you know, stop
[0:45 - 0:55] what I'm doing. But your boy is back. And like I said, I am under strict orders from
[0:55 - 1:03] my family to continue doing live streams. So we're about to do a music making session
[1:03 - 1:09] which is something I ain't done in a good ass while. And yes, that is true Fred. I actually
[1:09 - 1:15] wanted to block a tangent because I found out she was a fake ass bitch. Like for real,
[1:15 - 1:24] she's fake as fuck. So it's pretty crazy. Oh, it's all good, dude. No, I'm glad I split
[1:24 - 1:45] up with her dog. I'm glad because I found out she was fake as fuck. So I'm glad that,
[1:45 - 1:50] you know, hey, I'm glad that I found out I would rather be single than to be able to
[1:50 - 1:58] fake ass bitch like her. For real, I would rather be single than to be able to fake ass
[1:58 - 2:05] bitch like change. Just saying, bro. But uh, we're about to get into some music making
[2:05 - 2:20] session. Where the fuck is this? But since FL studios have been working today, I'm going
[2:20 - 2:28] back to the OG site where I started man. I'm gonna take y'all back to the very beginning
[2:28 - 2:36] where it started over on motherfucker Luke Labs, boy, where I first started. Since FL
[2:36 - 2:42] studios don't want to work. I'm gonna make it work boy. I'm gonna use what I got to
[2:42 - 3:02] my advantage. Let's go. Let's see what new shit they got up in here. All right, so these
[3:02 - 3:09] are all sounds that I'm hearing. Let's check our drums out. I always check out the drums
[3:09 - 3:23] first for just whatever reason. Yeah, he's alive. Let's drag this one in. The Brampton
[3:23 - 3:36] beats one. I believe that's brand new. All right, so let's just reload the track. That's
[3:36 - 3:58] why I hold up. Now I know what's going on. I need to reconnect. Now I know what's going
[3:58 - 4:21] on. I need to reset my internet. So hold on guys. Let's just show that we'll network
[4:21 - 4:49] real quick. All right, so I may end up having to redo the internet on here. I don't give
[4:49 - 4:59] a fuck bro. Let that bitch do whatever she's going to fucking do. I don't care. All right,
[4:59 - 5:22] so I am going to have to completely restart this. Let's restart here. Thankfully, this
[5:22 - 5:30] won't take long. But uh, we're gonna hang out here, talk to you guys about my brand
[5:30 - 5:50] new upcoming album that I'm dropping soon. Oh, don't worry, man. Don't worry, bro. Like
[5:50 - 5:57] I'll eventually find that right person. I'll find that special someone man. Don't worry.
[5:57 - 6:12] It might not be for a while, but I'll find that person eventually. Don't worry. I ain't
[6:12 - 6:27] doing it. All this crazy bullshit is being dealt with anyway, so it's all good. And hearing
[6:27 - 6:33] about like a week or two, I will have a brand new laptop. So I can start streaming on Twitch.
[6:33 - 6:39] I can start doing shit properly for you guys. So that would be fun as fuck. I can't wait.
[6:39 - 6:51] I'm super stoked. I'll be able to do live streams. Um, I'll be able to do a lot more.
[6:51 - 7:07] So I'm, I'm pumped. That's why I just have a thing for lighters. Like whenever I'm fucking
[7:07 - 7:35] in for a string race, I'll just, no, no, I'm weird. No, I'm not drunk.
[7:35 - 7:49] All right, man. I'll only pop over there right quick and see something. There's only pop
[7:49 - 8:19] in and see some real quick. Hold up. Wow. Just a little bit. I'm not sure. I'm not sure.
[8:19 - 8:34] Just the fact that she's even on there, it's honestly astonishing, bro. Like for real.
[8:34 - 8:40] That shit just, I'm not even mad. I'm just laughing at my asshole and how stupid that
[8:40 - 8:47] is, bro. Like why the fuck are you going to sit there and talk shit on somebody who's
[8:47 - 9:00] been there for you, dude? Like, the fuck? Yeah, damn dude. And some people though, you
[9:00 - 9:28] know, what can you do?
[9:28 - 9:46] Oh, it's all good, man. I ain't worried. Hey, Krueger, deuces. Hey, yeah, let me get rid
[9:46 - 9:53] of this Krueger clown, please. But for real though, man, like I'm going to keep doing
[9:53 - 9:58] all my fucking music and I know you're probably watching this too, Tange and Marty. Tange,
[9:58 - 10:08] you're a fucking lying bitch. You really are. You're a lying ass snake asshole. Like we
[10:08 - 10:11] all know you're guilty. That's why you're up on Marty's streams because you're guilty
[10:11 - 10:19] as fuck. Because see, nobody else knew about my older siblings except you. And what did
[10:19 - 10:26] you do? You told Marty. So you're guilty as fuck, bitch. The fuck out of here. And the
[10:26 - 10:31] fact that you're out there doing that just shows how guilty you really are. And that
[10:31 - 10:54] shows that you never gave a fuck. So fuck you. Dumbass bitch. Hey, Algebraida, what's
[10:54 - 11:09] good, bud? Yeah, I don't trust Jaydanks, man. Jaydanks is a fucking pussy. He runs with
[11:09 - 11:18] motherfucking IP2 network, man. I don't trust 2Dank. I don't trust the IP2 network as far
[11:18 - 11:24] as I could throw him, which with his fat and his ugly ass house a little more, ain't
[11:24 - 11:38] that far, which means I don't trust him at all. I'm just saying. Why the fuck did grade
[11:38 - 11:56] pop up? I don't want to play Red Shadow Legends. Let's hop up on the internet here and get
[11:56 - 12:06] shit popping off. And it is sad that Tan did what she did, but I ain't sweating because,
[12:06 - 12:14] you know, her doing that just shows that she never cared. So fuck that bitch. For real,
[12:14 - 12:42] fuck her. She wants to be a lying sack of shit. Well, that's on her.
[12:42 - 13:03] And apparently it's not giving me my motherfucking internet. What the shit? What the fuck?
[13:03 - 13:31] What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck?
[13:31 - 13:55] And apparently my shit's not popping out. Don't know why. Oh, this fucking sucks. Oh,
[13:55 - 13:59] at least I've got studios is working again. That's all I give a fuck about. It's like,
[13:59 - 14:03] yeah, well, as long as I can make music in some way, we're good.
[14:03 - 14:04] So.
[14:04 - 14:08] Yeah.
[14:08 - 14:09] Okay.
[14:09 - 14:13] Yeah.
[14:13 - 14:43] All right. Finally. I felt studio is working. We're good. I'm going to do a little bit of
[14:43 - 14:58] good. You know, let's go like slugger time, man. I'll fuck with Lex Luger. Oh, I'm liking
[14:58 - 15:11] that. Oh, I like the echo on that. I'm not glad. That is fire.
[15:11 - 15:36] All right. So that right there, let's grab a hat, six. And now let's do.
[15:36 - 16:00] Let's say 808 there. And then I can't go top.
[16:00 - 16:29] Oh, oh, yeah. Let's do that. Then throwing a kick. Where are my gigs?
[16:29 - 16:59] I'm going to throw that right in the chat. Now let's get this going, boy.
[16:59 - 17:20] Oh, there we go.
[17:20 - 17:46] Yeah, that's fucking fire. That's actually kind of really good right now.
[17:46 - 18:15] All right. Let's see on the piano roll, let's see on medium dynamic just to make it easy.
[18:15 - 18:16] Okay.
[18:16 - 18:47] (upbeat music)
[18:47 - 19:12] - Hi, hi, hi.
[19:13 - 19:14] Hi.
[19:14 - 19:19] Hi, hi.
[19:19 - 19:22] - Ooh, I like the sound over there.
[19:22 - 20:18] (upbeat music)
[20:18 - 20:24] - Oh.
[20:24 - 22:08] (upbeat music)
[22:16 - 22:18] - All right, so now, let's go in here.
[22:18 - 22:23] Let's do a plug-in taker.
[22:23 - 22:24] I wanna try something here.
[22:24 - 22:35] I didn't get the fuck out of here, troll.
[22:35 - 22:40] Troll-ass niggas.
[22:40 - 22:41] You're not eating, man.
[22:41 - 22:48] (upbeat music)
[22:48 - 23:15] Yeah, not gonna happen.
[23:16 - 23:19] (upbeat music)
[23:19 - 23:29] I'm not going over there.
[23:29 - 23:30] Fuck that.
[23:30 - 23:32] It's a goddamn truck.
[23:32 - 23:37] (upbeat music)
[23:37 - 24:02] Hold on, hold on, hold on.
[24:02 - 24:05] It's not hard to get an idea here.
[24:05 - 24:21] (upbeat music)
[24:48 - 24:50] Oh, actually, I thought we were chirping in there.
[24:50 - 24:51] That sounds sick.
[24:51 - 24:56] (upbeat music)
[24:56 - 25:23] I know y'all was just trying to get me over there, dude.
[25:23 - 25:26] It ain't gonna fucking work, niggas.
[25:26 - 25:28] (upbeat music)
[25:28 - 25:33] It ain't gonna motherfucking work.
[25:33 - 25:35] I'm not going over there.
[25:35 - 25:36] Fuck that bitch.
[25:36 - 25:40] I ain't allowed to sit here and be fucking trolled
[25:40 - 25:43] by little bunch of punk-ass bitches, man.
[25:43 - 25:48] I got motherfucking music to make, dude.
[25:48 - 25:50] I got hits to bang out.
[25:50 - 27:11] (upbeat music)
[27:11 - 27:23] I know it's cool.
[27:23 - 27:28] (upbeat music)
[27:28 - 27:42] Ooh, that sounds dope.
[27:42 - 27:43] I like that.
[27:43 - 27:58] (upbeat music)
[27:58 - 27:59] Ooh, there we go.
[27:59 - 28:07] (upbeat music)
[28:07 - 28:22] All right, that was all right, that was all right.
[28:22 - 28:23] But you know what, guys?
[28:23 - 28:25] I am about to do something dope here.
[28:25 - 28:28] I'm actually about to head over to StreamYard,
[28:28 - 28:30] start up the stream on there
[28:30 - 28:33] so you guys can really see what I'm about
[28:33 - 28:34] and where I first started doing music.
[28:34 - 28:36] So I'm gonna end the stream here
[28:36 - 28:39] and I'll catch you guys over on StreamYard, y'all.
[28:39 - 28:39] Peace.
2021-3-22 Beating the IRL Record of nurburgring using the same car VIA FM7

2021-3-22 Beating the IRL Record of nurburgring using the same car VIA FM7

[0:00 - 0:14] What's going on you guys? I do apologize for that insane multiple time reset, but you guys
[0:14 - 0:24] know today we are driving the exact same car that broke the world record at Nurburgring
[0:24 - 0:31] a few years ago and I know everybody's been you know trying to beat the record, trying
[0:31 - 0:40] to beat the record, you know and then trying to beat the top for that record break, well
[0:40 - 0:47] you got boys about to get up in those ranks man. So today we're taking this beautiful
[0:47 - 0:55] car right here which is the same car I guess and they use that Nurburgring which is the
[0:55 - 1:07] 2015 Porsche, number 19 Porsche, the number 19 Porsche 2, 919 hybrid, what it says the
[1:07 - 1:17] 2015 Porsche hybrid, it's actually a high endurance, high octane race car, so we're
[1:17 - 1:31] about to get this record. I'm squishy how the fuck did you get unmodded? I know you
[1:31 - 1:39] were a mod man, how the fuck did you get unmodded? Cause I remember having you as a mod, what
[1:39 - 2:05] the fuck? Well uh, you're modded now, again. So let's get this record man, I'm not staring
[2:05 - 2:22] at this beauty man, let's rip it. And I do apologize ahead of time for the blur, it's
[2:22 - 2:38] because of the sun and there's not anything I can do about it so try to ignore it.
[2:38 - 3:05] Alright so here we go. Alright, so here we go. Alright, so here we go. Alright, so here
[3:05 - 3:21] we go. Now I did one of the tires beforehand too so they are set to go so they don't stay.
[3:21 - 3:48] The time indeed is 6 minutes and 48 seconds.
[3:48 - 4:16] Alright, so here we go. Alright, so here we go. So here we go. So here we go. So here we
[4:16 - 4:34] go. Oh, that's alright. We're still rolling, we're good. As long as we're on spin out we
[4:34 - 4:53] should be fine. As long as we're going backwards, we're fine. I hate that curve. Ah, this is
[4:53 - 5:05] the part I need. My arch nemesis is part of the fucking track right here and that's why.
[5:05 - 5:35] Nope, nope. We're not told backwards yet. Now I'll make up some time but it's fine.
[5:35 - 6:04] Ooh. Oh, that's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[6:04 - 6:34] That's good. That's good. Look at this, you gotta be damn near a fucking perfect man.
[6:34 - 7:28] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[7:28 - 7:58] Ah, shit. I forgot about that corner. That's alright though.
[7:58 - 8:27] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[8:27 - 9:18] It's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[9:18 - 10:17] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[10:17 - 10:42] We can get this.
[10:42 - 17:13] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[17:13 - 17:42] Ah, just a few seconds off.
[17:42 - 17:58] We're just a few seconds off. That's not bad. We were only a couple seconds off. That's
[17:58 - 18:10] totally okay. We got this. And I know why too is because I went into the grass a little
[18:10 - 18:18] too much. If I had stayed on the road in those certain spots, that might not have happened,
[18:18 - 18:36] man. Well, we're going to get this record, man. We're going to nail it. Let's turn this
[18:36 - 18:51] SIM on. Really, it's easier to turn in. Make it more simulation style so we can turn
[18:51 - 19:11] in tighter on the corner. Whoa, boy.
[19:11 - 19:33] All right, this is much more noble now.
[19:33 - 20:01] All right. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[20:01 - 20:57] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[20:57 - 21:27] All right, that's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[21:27 - 22:23] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[22:23 - 22:52] I don't know what that means for that to happen, but all right. We're good.
[22:52 - 23:21] Yeah, not that's why I need to be here.
[23:21 - 23:50] All right, that's good.
[23:50 - 24:48] All right, thank you.
[24:48 - 25:15] Man, that's the thing about carbs like this, man. You gotta be real careful because they're
[25:15 - 25:44] not that good. They're not that good. They're not that good. They're not that good. They're
[25:44 - 26:13] not that good.
[26:13 - 26:31] All right, I know what to do better than that. We did beat the record, but not the time I
[26:31 - 26:42] was looking for.
[26:42 - 27:07] I'm looking to at least get it in the 630s at least.
[27:07 - 27:37] All right. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[27:37 - 28:06] That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[28:06 - 28:35] All right. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good. That's good.
[28:35 - 29:01] Yeah, I was wondering why not because that was a complete fuck up man. I literally did
[29:01 - 29:26] not see that color.
[29:26 - 29:55] Ah, this is that spot that I fucking hate.
[29:55 - 30:25] It's like a literally downshift at first gear, and then back up to whatever gear I was getting.
[30:25 - 30:54] I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to do that. I'm not.
[30:54 - 31:23] Yeah, I think I was going better with Sim, but I don't want to in this way.
[31:23 - 31:52] Yeah, I was not way better with Sim steering.
[31:52 - 32:50] Yeah, I'm not going to do that.
[32:50 - 33:09] I'm going to try to jump the curve there, but we'll get out of here.
[33:09 - 33:18] Well, we'll do. We can do the record. It's going to go right in there a lot.
[33:18 - 33:34] I don't know. It wasn't comfortable with that time. I know I can do better.
[33:34 - 33:44] Yeah.
[33:44 - 34:43] Yeah, it's going to go right in there a little bit.
[34:43 - 35:08] Come there a bit close, but we'll do the record 6.2, man. We nailed that son of a bitch.
[35:08 - 35:23] We can't have a total of six minutes, 43 seconds, man. We beat that record, baby.
[35:23 - 35:42] We fucking nailed that shit. You might not have been the prettiest laugh, but hey, we fucking nailed it.
[35:42 - 35:59] I'm going to send y'all your boys about to hop off, start up a show for you guys, because I know y'all wanted to see me do a show last night, but with those assholes doing what they were doing and cutting my neck, I unfortunately couldn't do it.
[35:59 - 36:12] So yeah, your boys about to hop off, get a cyber neck tour show going, and I'll catch you guys in just a little bit, man.
[36:12 - 36:18] Bro, I wish I was that quick.
[36:18 - 36:23] Well, that is it, y'all. I'll catch you guys in the show in just a few minutes, man.
[36:23 - 36:30] If y'all are new, don't forget to hit that like, that subscribe button, and that notification bell down below, and I'll catch y'all later, man.
[36:30 - 36:37] Peace. And actually, no, it's not, dude. It's actually 9/5/19. You can look it up, dawg.
[36:37 - 36:43] For real. Look it up. There's videos on it.
[36:43 - 36:49] Peace.
2021-3-23 A MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE ATTACKING MY BROTHER AND HIS JOB

2021-3-23 A MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE ATTACKING MY BROTHER AND HIS JOB

[0:00 - 0:20] What's up you guys?
[0:20 - 0:38] Not only am I coming on here to do a show, but I have something to speak about that's
[0:38 - 0:56] very very important alright? Now I'm not gonna fucking dick around. With this video and this
[0:56 - 1:05] whole livestream, this is going out to those that have been attacking my brother and costing
[1:05 - 1:14] him his fucking job alright? Y'all punk ass motherfuckers that are attacking my brother
[1:14 - 1:22] and costing him his job, y'all need to keep your motherfucking mouth shut. For real, keep
[1:22 - 1:37] your goddamn mouth shut. For real, back the fuck off and zip your fucking lips alright?
[1:37 - 1:42] And to my brother's boss, and this is no disrespect to you at all because I myself
[1:42 - 1:47] am a business owner. I run my own custom clothing shop online, that's what I do. So
[1:47 - 1:54] I know what you're talking about when you say you have a business owner, I get it.
[1:54 - 2:04] But with all due respect, don't fire my brother because of what these people are doing alright?
[2:04 - 2:08] Something that you need to understand about running your own business, sir, is that people
[2:08 - 2:16] are gonna talk trash all the time. You can't base someone's job off of a star system.
[2:16 - 2:25] Whether you get 5 stars or 4 stars or whatever, it doesn't matter. Okay? Your freaking employees
[2:25 - 2:33] should come first. The safety of your employees should come before anything. Okay? And what
[2:33 - 2:40] my brother is getting put through is a very serious situation that the public needs to
[2:40 - 2:44] be made aware of. The public needs to be made aware of these people that are going
[2:44 - 2:52] after my brother and myself and our family. So instead of firing my brother, how about
[2:52 - 2:58] you help us out to help bring down these people that are very dangerous? My brother
[2:58 - 3:04] didn't do anything, so why attack him for something that's out of his control? It doesn't
[3:04 - 3:13] make any sense. Instead of firing my brother, step up and help us out to bring down these
[3:13 - 3:21] people that are making his job hard. You know, my brother, you know how he is. You
[3:21 - 3:30] know he hasn't done anything. So instead of worrying about some stupid reviews and
[3:30 - 3:39] some stupid stars on a freaking rating system, forget about that. What should matter is
[3:39 - 3:44] the safety and the well-being of your employees first, especially if you know they're a hard
[3:44 - 3:52] worker just like my brother is. Trust me, I know it's like to run my own business just
[3:52 - 4:00] like you do. I know I get where you're coming from. I do. You want to have your place have
[4:00 - 4:08] a good review. But at the same time, the well-being of your employees should be what
[4:08 - 4:16] comes first. Plain and simple. That's what should matter first and foremost above all
[4:16 - 4:23] else. You need to treat your employees like you treat your family. You wouldn't fire
[4:23 - 4:31] your family when they're going through something very dangerous and people are putting false
[4:31 - 4:36] stuff out there. No, you're going to want to sit down with your family and help them
[4:36 - 4:44] out with the situation. So instead of firing my brother for something that's out of his
[4:44 - 4:52] control because what's going on is not in his control. It's not in our family's control.
[4:52 - 4:59] It sure as hell ain't in my control. Okay. What these people do is not his fault. So
[4:59 - 5:08] you can't blame him. And so the people give him my brother's job, a bad review. You guys
[5:08 - 5:17] need to keep your fucking mouth shut because you don't know the full fucking situation.
[5:17 - 5:23] My brother didn't do anything wrong when he did do something that was years and years
[5:23 - 5:30] ago. That was almost 30 years ago. So quite honestly to the people giving my brother's
[5:30 - 5:37] job a bad review, you need to keep your fucking mouth shut because you don't know what's
[5:37 - 5:46] going on. For real. Keep your goddamn mouth shut and your negative comments to your fucking
[5:46 - 5:54] self. Plain and simple. Keep your negative comments to yourselves. If you're going to
[5:54 - 6:07] talk shit on my brother's job, you may as well talk shit on me. Now, like I said, yes,
[6:07 - 6:19] my brother did what he did, but that was 30 fucking years ago. Let it the fuck go. But
[6:19 - 6:27] as for my brother's boss, I mean no disrespect to you at all whatsoever. And I hope you don't
[6:27 - 6:35] take it as disrespect because like I said, like yourself, I own my own business. I run
[6:35 - 6:40] my own custom clothing shop. I have my own clothing line. I have my own brand that I've
[6:40 - 6:47] built up from the ground up for not only my YouTube channel, but for my fans because
[6:47 - 6:53] I actually do music and artwork for a living. So I created my own clothing line day, you
[6:53 - 6:58] know, support that. So I know very well what it's like to run your own business and I
[6:58 - 7:11] get where you're coming from. But at the same time, you cannot, you cannot sit there and
[7:11 - 7:16] threaten to fire my brother over something that's not in his control. These people are
[7:16 - 7:23] very maniacal and evil people. And they will use any means necessary to attack my family,
[7:23 - 7:31] to attack him, to attack your job, the place that you run. These people are seriously
[7:31 - 7:40] bad people. They're very evil. They're very just not good people at all. Like these people
[7:40 - 7:49] will do anything they can to ruin my life and my family's lives, including my brothers.
[7:49 - 7:57] So like I said, instead of sitting there threatening to fire my brother over all this, don't worry
[7:57 - 8:02] about the freaking rating system. That'll come back. Something you need to learn about
[8:02 - 8:09] running your own business is that people are always going to talk crap somewhere. Someone
[8:09 - 8:16] down the line is going to talk shit, plain and simple. What happens to the best of us?
[8:16 - 8:22] The best places in the world that have five star reviews, get shit talking about them
[8:22 - 8:36] all the time. You just don't hear about it. Trust me, I know I've seen a few. But like
[8:36 - 8:45] I said, instead of worrying about what people say, and a star rating that these people
[8:45 - 8:54] give you're the place you run, sir. Instead of worrying about that, worry about my brother's
[8:54 - 9:01] safety. Help us bring these freaking evil people down. Because that's what's important
[9:01 - 9:10] is your employees. Forget about what people say. Forget about the shit that people talk.
[9:10 - 9:21] Worry about my brother and his safety. Okay? Help him to help us. Because the public needs
[9:21 - 9:25] to know about people like music biz marty and tangerine cat and all these people that
[9:25 - 9:38] are attacking my family and my brother, who happens to work for you. So please, instead
[9:38 - 9:45] of firing my brother, help us to freak out. Help us bring these people that have been
[9:45 - 9:53] terrorizing my family and him to justice. Help us bring these people down. Help us make
[9:53 - 10:03] a change in the world. Because with your help and the public knowing about these people,
[10:03 - 10:09] maybe something can finally be done. Now, if you don't understand what's going on,
[10:09 - 10:18] allow me to fill you in. These people by the name of music biz marty and this internet
[10:18 - 10:25] terrorist group known as IP2 network, along with my now ex-girlfriend tangerine cat, who
[10:25 - 10:32] I didn't know was a cyber bully the whole time, have been attacking me and my family
[10:32 - 10:41] for no reason. They've been ruining my life, trying to cost me my job as an independent
[10:41 - 10:48] artist. Like I said, I do music as well as artwork and whatnot. So like, you know, like
[10:48 - 10:54] I said before, I know it's like run my own business. But this is what I do for a living.
[10:54 - 10:59] This is how I make my money is off my music and my artwork. And these people do not like
[10:59 - 11:07] me for whatever reason. So they're doing everything they can to try to shut me down
[11:07 - 11:17] and then shut me up. Because of the fact that when I get attacked, I don't just lie there
[11:17 - 11:26] and take it. I actually stand up and I fight back. And I don't know if my brother told
[11:26 - 11:38] you this. But when I was a kid, I was bullied my as a kid my entire life. My entire life
[11:38 - 11:44] I was bullied as a kid even in high school, where it got really, really bad where I physically
[11:44 - 11:53] had to fight back. These people hate on me because I stand out because I'm different.
[11:53 - 12:00] Because the music I do isn't for everyone. The kind of music I do, I speak about my
[12:00 - 12:08] life. I'll be sure once I talk about my life, how I've attempted and survived suicide many
[12:08 - 12:18] times over, how I deal with depression on a daily basis. And a lot of people gravitate
[12:18 - 12:25] towards that and they actually love it. So like I said, my music isn't really radio
[12:25 - 12:39] friendly, to say the least. But it is very, very real. But like I said, instead of wanting
[12:39 - 12:54] to fire my brother, just let that go and help him out. For real. Let that mess go and help
[12:54 - 13:03] him out and help him bring down these people. And I get that you should never bring your
[13:03 - 13:09] personal life to your job and I understand that. But this isn't just affecting his personal
[13:09 - 13:19] life. This is affecting everyone around him and his job. And that's not fair to him. That
[13:19 - 13:25] you should sit there and fire him just because it was freaking star rating review. That's
[13:25 - 13:34] not right. Now I said I'm not calling anyone out here except for the people that were attacking
[13:34 - 13:43] my brother and the people that were leaving bad reviews. But even on the, but even to
[13:43 - 13:47] the people that were leaving bad reviews, I'm not really attacking them. I'm just saying,
[13:47 - 13:53] hey, if you got something negative to say, keep it to yourself. Nobody wants to hear
[13:53 - 14:05] that bullshit. Just saying. But a word of advice to my brother's boss from one business
[14:05 - 14:14] owner to another. Stop worrying about freaking star ratings. Okay. A star rating is a star
[14:14 - 14:19] rating and it shouldn't matter what kind of a star rating you get. If you get a five
[14:19 - 14:25] star rating, hey, that's cool. If you get a four star, hey, that's cool. At least you're
[14:25 - 14:31] still up there. Okay. It shouldn't matter whether you get a one star, two star or whatever.
[14:31 - 14:42] It doesn't matter. What should matter is your employees. And like myself, you of all
[14:42 - 14:48] people should know this phrase. It's very old, but very, very true. Happy employees
[14:48 - 14:59] mean a happy business and a happy business means good money because the happier your
[14:59 - 15:05] employees are, the better they do and the better they do, the more business you get
[15:05 - 15:09] brought in and the more business you get brought in. Well, that just leads to more
[15:09 - 15:19] money. So like I said, instead of treating my brother like he's an employee, treat him
[15:19 - 15:27] like he's family, treat him like he's family, help him to help us bring these cyber boys
[15:27 - 15:34] down and this internet terrorist group, IP two, that, that this person music with Marty
[15:34 - 15:39] is working with down because I promise you, sir, it's not going to be long before they
[15:39 - 15:43] come out to you because now that they come out to my brother, it's only a matter of
[15:43 - 15:48] time before they come out to you and everyone else. And honestly, I don't want to see that
[15:48 - 15:54] happen because I could tell you're a good person. You have an amazing, amazing family
[15:54 - 16:04] from what I've seen. You have such an amazing family and you know, I congratulate you on
[16:04 - 16:15] that way for real. And I just don't want to see these people coming after you or your
[16:15 - 16:27] family like they're doing my family. So as I said, instead of treating my brother like
[16:27 - 16:35] an employee, treat him like family. And the first rule of family, you always, no matter
[16:35 - 16:43] what the situation, you look out for family. The people that I work with every day, other
[16:43 - 16:53] artists that I work with, like my good friend, Ian Duckworth, AK Bradley. I work with that
[16:53 - 17:00] man on a daily basis. I work with another artist by the name of Krip Kay on a daily
[17:00 - 17:11] basis. And let me tell you, I don't just treat them as other artists. I treat them
[17:11 - 17:19] as family. I would treat my employees like if I ran a business as big as yours, I would
[17:19 - 17:26] treat my employees like family, just like I do the people that I work with every day.
[17:26 - 17:37] I treat them like family, not like employees. The safety of your employees should always,
[17:37 - 17:45] always come first no matter what. If your employees are being attacked by people like
[17:45 - 17:53] with what's going on on here and you're seeing this stuff as a human being, you can't just
[17:53 - 18:03] sit by and watch that shit happen. You need to stand up and actually do something. So
[18:03 - 18:15] like I said, I'm going to leave you with this. Instead of attacking my brother by threatening
[18:15 - 18:22] to cost him his job because you know how he is, you know that he's worked very hard
[18:22 - 18:29] for you, he's a very hard worker and I will give him that. But instead of threatening
[18:29 - 18:38] to fire my brother because of a stupid ass reveal, maybe you should step up and try helping
[18:38 - 18:44] him because my brother didn't do anything. It's these evil people that are attacking
[18:44 - 18:56] our family. So like I said, I'm just giving you a little bit of advice here. Okay, from
[18:56 - 19:01] one, from one business owner to another. I'm giving you a little bit of advice that I've
[19:01 - 19:08] learned over the years that you might not realize is important, which is always treating
[19:08 - 19:17] your employees as if they're family, as if they're your own flesh and blood. You know
[19:17 - 19:27] my brother's a hard worker. So what if these people leave a five star four star three star review? So what?
[19:27 - 19:34] Screw the people that leave a bad review. They don't matter. That's someone's opinion.
[19:34 - 19:46] You can't let an opinion affect what you do. But with that being said, to the people
[19:46 - 19:55] that are attacking my brother and attacking my family. Fuck you guys. You guys are nothing
[19:55 - 20:03] more than a bunch of coward, spineless, pussy ass internet terrorists that are going to
[20:03 - 20:13] get brought down by me and my family. So just know that y'all stupid asses that are doing
[20:13 - 20:19] this are going to get brought to justice by my hands personally. And I will see through
[20:19 - 20:26] to it that it does happen. I can promise you that that is not a threat. That is a promise
[20:26 - 20:32] that you will get brought down for everything that you've done to me, to my family. So
[20:32 - 20:42] Marty, you better be frickin ready because honestly, I'm coming after your ass. I'm
[20:42 - 20:50] bringing you and I need to network and everybody that you've gotten involved to attack my family.
[20:50 - 20:56] I'm bringing every one of you down and I'm not stopping. My family is not stopping until
[20:56 - 21:04] that happens. So Marty, I hope you're ready for a war bitch because I'm coming for you.
2021-3-23 LEAVE MY FAMILY THE FUCK ALONE MARTY

2021-3-23 LEAVE MY FAMILY THE FUCK ALONE MARTY

[0:00 - 0:16] I'm going to make this short and fucking simple. Marty, you need to leave my family to fuck
[0:16 - 0:24] alone, Belle. Yes, I know you had my biological father up on the panel last night, and quite
[0:24 - 0:33] honestly I'm not happy about it, but like me, he wants you to leave our family to fuck
[0:33 - 0:56] alone, OK? So seriously Marty, do like everyone says, OK? Do like my brother said to do, OK?
[0:56 - 1:07] Do like my brother says, leave our family to fuck alone, OK? You need to leave me to
[1:07 - 1:14] fuck alone, and you need to leave my family to fuck alone. I mean, because of you, he
[1:14 - 1:23] no longer has a job. I hope you're fucking happy you bitch ass. You need to leave my
[1:23 - 1:30] family alone, alright? For real, my older brother Doug proved to you that I have the
[1:30 - 1:38] knowledge to kick your fucking ass. So Marty, if I was you, I'd step off before you get
[1:38 - 1:47] hurt. I mean, I'm tired of this bullshit fucking games. I'm sick of it. I mean, I'm tired
[1:47 - 1:52] of you making these videos on me, and turning around and attacking me, and then me having
[1:52 - 2:03] to defend myself, and then you getting pissed off, and going after my family for it, bro.
[2:03 - 2:11] Like I fucking told you, man. If you want me, come after me alone. Don't go after my
[2:11 - 2:16] family. Don't go after my biological father. Don't go after my mom. Don't go after it.
[2:16 - 2:22] Don't go after anybody. If you want to go after somebody, go after me, personally,
[2:22 - 2:31] myself, me, alone. No one else. No one else needs to be brought into the fucking bullshit.
[2:31 - 2:36] You want to come after me? I'm right here, Marty. And I'm not running or hiding from
[2:36 - 2:43] you. I'm right here. I have told you many times, if you want to fucking fight me so
[2:43 - 2:49] goddamn bad, if you want to fight me that goddamn bad, you know damn well you have my
[2:49 - 2:57] fucking address. You have my address, dude. Why not bring your ass up here and fucking
[2:57 - 3:03] do something, bro? Fucking do something, man. Stop saying that, running your mouth
[3:03 - 3:10] on the fucking internet like a fucking pussy. Because right now you're looking like a fucking
[3:10 - 3:21] dumbass in front of the whole world, man. You need to quit. For real, dude. Quit with
[3:21 - 3:27] the fucking antics, Marty. Enough is enough, dude. You put my family through enough. You
[3:27 - 3:35] put me through enough. And quite honestly, Marty, you need mental help. You're sick in
[3:35 - 3:41] the fucking head. You're obsessed with me, and it's not healthy for you. I'm over here
[3:41 - 3:47] trying to live my life, do my artwork, work on my music, do my photography, do the shit
[3:47 - 3:54] that I enjoy. But I can't do that with you and your friends attacking me every five
[3:54 - 4:00] seconds of the fucking day, bro. I'm sick of it, man. I'm over here trying to live
[4:00 - 4:06] my life, do what I love, do what I enjoy, making a living from my music and my fucking
[4:06 - 4:13] artwork. It's like I told you a million fucking times. If you and connect with all your friends
[4:13 - 4:18] that leave me the fuck alone, I can actually make money doing what I love. But you're
[4:18 - 4:25] so obsessed with stealing shit from me, whether it be money out of my fucking bank account
[4:25 - 4:33] or whether it be fucking having my shop shut down. You're literally depriving me of my
[4:33 - 4:45] dream shop, and that's not fair to me or my family, dude. Like, you say that you want
[4:45 - 4:51] this to stop, but yet you're the one that keeps it going. I'm over here trying to live
[4:51 - 5:01] my fucking life in peace, bro. I'm over here trying to live my life in fucking peace.
[5:01 - 5:07] I'm over here trying to work on my artwork, work on my music, work on my 3D card photography,
[5:07 - 5:15] okay? I'm trying to do shit to make money. I'm over here trying to build a fucking clothing
[5:15 - 5:26] brand off my music and my artwork. But yet, you want to sit there and attack me when
[5:26 - 5:32] I actually get somewhere, and I'm tired of it, Marty. I've tried being civil with you,
[5:32 - 5:39] okay? I've tried talking to you nicely. I've come onto your panel and apologized to you
[5:39 - 5:46] many times over, bro. Many times over, I've come to you and apologized for everything
[5:46 - 5:55] that's happened. But yet, what do you do? You continue to invade my privacy. You continue
[5:55 - 6:01] to make videos of me attacking me for no fucking reason. You act like I'm your property,
[6:01 - 6:13] but I'm not. You don't own me, Marty. You might think you do, but you don't. When my
[6:13 - 6:20] mom's tired of your bullshit, my biological father's tired of your bullshit because of
[6:20 - 6:31] what you did. I'm tired of your fucking bullshit. I want nothing to do with you. I never wanted
[6:31 - 6:38] anything to do with you, ever. When I apologized to you that day after what I said about you,
[6:38 - 6:44] you should have ended it right the fuck there and let it the fuck go. You should have been
[6:44 - 6:49] the bigger man and said, "Okay, I forgive you. I'm not going to attack you. I'm going
[6:49 - 6:54] to let you live your life." But instead, what do you do? You turn right back around
[6:54 - 7:00] that next fucking day and start attacking me. And over time, it gets worse and worse
[7:00 - 7:05] and worse and worse. And now we're at this point to where my family's lives are in danger
[7:05 - 7:14] almost every day because of you. You cost my biological father a job, okay? You cost
[7:14 - 7:21] me my fucking dream shot at making it in music many times over. When labels wanted
[7:21 - 7:25] to look at me, they wouldn't sign me because of what you fucking did to me because you
[7:25 - 7:32] caused me to lash out. Why do you think I have to do this shit independently and stay
[7:32 - 7:39] on being signed to a fucking professional label? That's because of what you've done
[7:39 - 7:46] to me, Marty. You've done this shit to me for so long and I'm tired of it. I don't
[7:46 - 7:53] want to fight you. I don't want you making videos on me. I want you to go the fuck away
[7:53 - 8:01] and leave me and my family the fuck alone. That's what we all want. My family wants
[8:01 - 8:07] you to leave us alone, okay? So why can't you do that and leave us the fuck alone?
[8:07 - 8:16] Now, if you are going to go after somebody, if you are going to go after somebody, I'm
[8:16 - 8:23] right the fuck here, dude. You know damn well you have my address and I'm not afraid
[8:23 - 8:31] to fucking fight you, okay? I've already proven I'm not afraid to fight you. Hell,
[8:31 - 8:34] I show up to the damn community center and one of that Juggalo Jon dude said he wanted
[8:34 - 8:45] to fight me. Or do you not remember that? Because I sure do. I'm not afraid to beat
[8:45 - 8:50] someone's ass, Marty. And I'm sure as fuck not afraid to beat your ass. Which quite
[8:50 - 8:57] honestly I would love to beat your ass for all the shit you fucking put me through.
[8:57 - 9:07] For all the fucking hell that you've put me through over the last six years. I'm sick
[9:07 - 9:17] of it, Marty. It's time this shit fucking stops, bro. It's time this shit fucking comes
[9:17 - 9:33] to a stop and right the fuck now. I don't like being angry. I don't like being angry.
[9:33 - 9:39] I don't like being pissed off. Hell, you can ask fucking CJ here, man. Ask fucking
[9:39 - 9:52] crack joint. He can tell you. He can tell you firsthand. I don't like being angry. I'm
[9:52 - 9:58] not an angry person. Crack joint's spoken to me many a times on the phone and he can
[9:58 - 10:10] tell you. On the norm outside of the bullshit, I'm not an angry person. I'm really not.
[10:10 - 10:23] I'm one of the chillest motherfuckers you'll ever meet in your life. Like honestly, Marty,
[10:23 - 10:29] I wish to god you would fucking stop, dude. I've tried to come into you peacefully many
[10:29 - 10:36] times over. Many a times I've tried to come into you peacefully, but when you constantly
[10:36 - 10:41] attack me over and over and over and then you get you and your friends to attack my
[10:41 - 10:49] family and cause my biological father his fucking job, how do you think that makes
[10:49 - 11:04] me feel? And then when you sit there and you literally basically tell me to kill myself
[11:04 - 11:10] by sending rope to my house, tell my mom to kill herself by sending rope to my house,
[11:10 - 11:14] and then literally sit there on a livestream and tell me to kill myself and admit to sending
[11:14 - 11:22] me rope, basically telling me to kill myself, how do you think I'm going to respond, Marty?
[11:22 - 11:35] You literally are telling my family to kill themselves. Any sane person would fight back.
[11:35 - 11:54] Dude, you are literally intruding on my life and I'm sick of it. I want nothing to do
[11:54 - 12:03] with you, Marty. I wish you would get the fuck off of YouTube and quit with the bullshit.
[12:03 - 12:12] Or if you are going to make videos on me, at least show the good shit that I've been
[12:12 - 12:19] trying to do, man. Show the people that I've tried to fucking help. Actually get to know
[12:19 - 12:25] me as a person. That's the thing, Marty. You only know me through YouTube, man. You
[12:25 - 12:33] don't know me outside of that. You don't see the people that I talk to on Facebook
[12:33 - 12:46] who I've actually helped through my fucking music. You don't see the awesome shit, the
[12:46 - 12:54] fucking emails that I get daily, the comments that I get on my music from people telling
[12:54 - 13:13] me how much they enjoy what I do. For real, bro, maybe if you took a step back and looked
[13:13 - 13:23] at things from the outside perspective and actually looked at the good that I'm trying
[13:23 - 13:32] to do and see that I'm actually trying to do good things, I don't like being angry.
[13:32 - 13:37] I don't like telling people to kill themselves, but dude, when you threaten my family's lives,
[13:37 - 13:42] when you put my family's lives in danger, what do you expect? You literally put my
[13:42 - 13:50] family's lives at risk. What do you expect to happen, bro? What the fuck do you expect
[13:50 - 13:56] to happen? What, you think I'm just going to sit here and take it? No. I wasn't built
[13:56 - 14:03] like that, bro. I wasn't built to sit here and take shit from nobody. That's not how
[14:03 - 14:14] I was raised. I was always taught as a kid, if somebody comes up to you and bullies you,
[14:14 - 14:24] if you have to fight back, you fight back and you don't take their shit. And like my
[14:24 - 14:33] brother told you when he was on there, I was raised around my dad. And he can even confirm
[14:33 - 14:40] that when he was around, when I was getting bullied as a kid, if I didn't do something
[14:40 - 14:48] about it or attempt to put a stop to that bully and put my foot up that guy's ass,
[14:48 - 14:55] his boot went up my ass. I wasn't taught to sit down and take shit. I didn't take
[14:55 - 14:59] shit when I was a kid from bullies. I didn't take shit from people when I was in high
[14:59 - 15:11] school and I'm sure as fuck, not about to start now. I'm sure as hell not about to
[15:11 - 15:20] take shit from a low-life scumbag like you that wants to ruin my life for your own self-gain.
[15:20 - 15:26] And yes, I do read the Bible, bro. A lot of people might not know this, but yes I do.
[15:26 - 15:30] And matter of fact, there's a scripture that I follow by every day. Well, it's not really
[15:30 - 15:39] a scripture, but it's a saying in the Bible. Judge thyself, not thy neighbor. I live by
[15:39 - 15:48] that shit. I don't sit there and judge people like that. I don't do like Marty does. So
[15:48 - 15:57] Marty, take my video advice. Judge yourself before judging someone else. Take a good
[15:57 - 16:04] long hard look in the mirror and look at what you're doing before judging someone
[16:04 - 16:12] like me. Alright, and you wonder why I'm always depressed, why I'm always angry, why
[16:12 - 16:19] I'm always upset, why I'm always on the edge of suicide. You're the reason why, Marty.
[16:19 - 16:26] Granted, yes, I will admit I do get good songs to come out of it. I will admit that. But
[16:26 - 16:33] at the same time, I don't like being in that mindset. That's not something that I like.
[16:33 - 16:42] Because Marty, because of you, I'm barely able to sleep at night. Like I'm barely fucking
[16:42 - 16:54] sleep. Okay. I barely fucking sleep at night. I'm constantly scared for my family's lives.
[16:54 - 16:59] Every day I fear for their lives because of what you've done. Because of how far you
[16:59 - 17:10] have infiltrated my family. I'm constantly living in fear. When I do eat, it's hard
[17:10 - 17:15] for me to eat because I'm so sick to my fucking stomach and so scared of what you might fucking
[17:15 - 17:27] do. I want you to stop Marty. My whole family wants me to want you to fucking stop. They
[17:27 - 17:32] want me and you to stop this bullshit. I wanted to stop, but it's like you don't want
[17:32 - 17:39] it to stop. And that's not fair to anyone, including myself, dude. Okay. And when you
[17:39 - 17:47] sad, you definitely lied about something that I am gonna fucking bring up. And I got something
[17:47 - 18:11] to prove your ass fucking wrong, bro. So Marty, you say I steal artwork, right? You say that
[18:11 - 18:24] I supposedly steal artwork. Does this look stolen to you? No. That's not fucking stolen.
[18:24 - 18:34] That's hand done, bro. All my work I do is my own, whether it's my hand or digital, bro.
[18:34 - 18:42] Now if you're referring to how I do my artwork with the digital stuff I do, if you're referring
[18:42 - 18:53] to that, if you're referring to my digital artwork and how I take photos and turn them
[18:53 - 19:07] into abstract paintings, dude, look up the laws. It's called the fair use law and the
[19:07 - 19:12] fair use law clearly states, and you can Google this, you can look this video up on
[19:12 - 19:18] YouTube. There's videos of it all over the place. Okay. The fair use law clearly states
[19:18 - 19:29] that as long as you are transformative with the image, you are allowed to claim it. And
[19:29 - 19:55] I mean, I do it swear. It's a totally other image. What are you doing? Explain the worry.
[19:55 - 20:12] You already figured it out, where are you already fucking in? Where are you already
[20:12 - 20:35] fucking in? He's right, dog. So now what?
[20:35 - 20:59] Sorry about that guys.
[20:59 - 21:14] But, uh, as I was stating, Marty, when it comes to my artwork, I don't steal artwork.
[21:14 - 21:21] I have proven this many times over. I don't steal music. I've proven that a bazillion
[21:21 - 21:31] times over. So Marty, I'm telling you this one last time, not just from me, but from
[21:31 - 21:44] my entire family to leave me the hell alone. Leave us alone. Just leave us alone and go
[21:44 - 21:57] the fuck away. We're tired of this. I'm tired of this. So Marty, you need to stop. Okay.
[21:57 - 22:12] Enough is enough, man. I'm tired of this. My family is tired of this. So Marty, knock
[22:12 - 22:32] it off. I've had enough of it, Marty. My family's had enough of it. It's time we
[22:32 - 22:46] moved on and left me alone and left my family alone because if you don't, I will see you
[22:46 - 22:57] in court. I can promise you that. I will see you in court if you do not stop this.
[22:57 - 23:08] Honestly, I got two choices, Marty. Either leave me alone or I will see you in court
[23:08 - 23:14] and you'll be made to stop. So like I said, you got two choices. You can stop on your
[23:14 - 23:22] own or you can be made to stop and hopefully, and honestly, I hope you stop on your own.
[23:22 - 23:28] I really do because I don't want to drag you into court. I really don't. But if you keep
[23:28 - 23:37] on doing this, if you keep on doing this shit, Marty, I'll have no choice but to drag you
[23:37 - 23:47] into court and I don't want that. So Marty, like I said, do yourself a favor. Save yourself
[23:47 - 23:53] some money. Okay? Because we all know how much you like your money. Save yourself some
[23:53 - 24:14] money. I stopped bullying me, man. Stop coming after me. Play the symbol, bro. It's all your
2021-3-26 THE DAWN OF A NEW ERA 2

2021-3-26 THE DAWN OF A NEW ERA 2

[0:00 - 0:28] The person using the most slurs is called Chance or Chance Wilkins his enemies consist of Nickolas Biegler aka MusicBitchMarty
[0:28 - 0:55] How the hell is everybody doing tonight?
[0:55 - 1:12] I do apologize for the technical difficulties last show, but we're back and we're doing a dig with a celebration right now.
[1:12 - 1:30] You ready?
[1:30 - 1:44] See niggas about the words, more like the glorious, in and out, they heard a little so victorious. Take a look on some of the greatness, don't look no more fierce. If all's good, the way it would even go so notorious.
[1:44 - 1:49] You know that I've been on my brand, don't know you got it now.
[1:49 - 1:59] I'm never trippin' now, no no no no no, trust.
[1:59 - 2:11] We gettin' we made it.
[2:11 - 2:20] We can't let on, we ready to get out. We're doing this through this day and then we're gonna let out.
[2:20 - 2:30] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. When it all gets started we were setting it, just getting right, chatting and it seems like nothing we can do with that.
[2:30 - 2:39] We can't expect you to bust, we don't stress towards the problem, send with pathetic. Hang on them pieces, send that puzzle just a way to connect.
[2:39 - 2:46] Fightin' through every run, tightenin' up every line, never restin' the question of pounds and mama.
[2:46 - 3:01] Time to carry time to do it and let it tie, so put the kicks on the table, tome and let it ride, singin'.
[3:01 - 3:17] Forever we went in, to the riches, to the ghetto, to the prophecies of this bay and this germano, from me, riding with me.
[3:17 - 3:28] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and I'm thinkin' catch a misunderstanding, some people ain't feelin' shit like a lead from my children.
[3:28 - 3:35] Aw, when you goin' through, see I'm a father of coke, fightin' through sales on the strip, still gettin' close with pro.
[3:35 - 3:45] The lights in jail's in a bitch, who's my master's son? Take them playin' with a gene, tune in your awesome words, different names on the street, 'cause you ain't findin' to get it.
[3:45 - 3:49] Just take a touch of that muscle, regardless how you get it.
[3:49 - 4:16] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[4:16 - 4:37] You guys ready to take it up a notch? 'Cause the brand new era's here, let's go.
[4:37 - 4:52] He knows, Miller Lite had more taste and only one more calorie than Michelobocha.
[4:52 - 4:57] Y'all already know what it is.
[4:57 - 5:03] What's good, man? Let's go.
[5:03 - 5:23] Yeah, but those of you that wanna know when we're all bound, it's all in taste, y'all, come on, it's 10%, whoa, 20% skill, 15% concentrate power, well, time for same pleasure, 50% pain, and 100% reason to remember the name Mike.
[5:23 - 5:30] He doesn't mean his name with the lights, he don't trust me hurt, but there is a beat in the mic, he feels so unlike everybody else alone.
[5:30 - 5:35] Spining the fact that some people should think they know, or fuck 'em, he knows it's cold.
[5:35 - 5:42] It's all about salary, it's all about reality, it makes a noise, make a story, make sure his clique sits up.
[5:42 - 5:46] That means when he puts it down, time's pickin' it up, who the hell is he anyway?
[5:46 - 5:53] He never went into all sorts, never cared so much status, just a living little star, so over the rock, two niggas came in this spike effect.
[5:53 - 6:00] Them niggas tried to reach him at the level of the right and the rest, but together himself, the picture connects, never reacts to someone's health.
[6:00 - 6:07] To get his rules back, he's on focus on what he wrote, his words beyond reach, and now in a long fall, he's scared of artists.
[6:07 - 6:15] Told him to say it's scary, he said it'd be a hundred percent clear, 'cause Ryan was the one who would've thought he'd be the one to set the west up with.
[6:15 - 6:22] Under a wreck, he went to Chris, I've got the name of the cape, he came back, dropped a niggas down, turned from the church, like a policeman.
[6:22 - 6:27] Thought he had the stupidest birth, his duty's the truth, never everybody killed him, can't stop.
[6:27 - 6:35] The stock's driven, who the friends fuck with ass-tied, percent walk, twenty percent skill, ten percent concentrate, and time went well.
[6:35 - 6:43] Pop, it's a pleasure, fifty percent pain, and a hundred percent, 'cause the two were lower than they, they come right when it's sick, it's within fire and light.
[6:43 - 6:49] You give him the driving side, tryin' to find what's out, and the fuck not in the porcupine, it's a prick, he's a cop, it's hot.
[6:49 - 6:57] We don't want 'em, you with the rap, hope he get shot, hey, he's a naked bitch, and they went in the row, now the record with your nose is takin' over the girl,
[6:57 - 7:04] he's gone, talkin' across, this shit a secret, so, you won't believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat, so.
[7:04 - 7:10] He's not serious, they on the block, he knows it'll work my way, he's got me in his way to the top, then it'll become common on the neck.
[7:10 - 7:17] You give him the mask, he wasn't givin' a burden, sayin', "Oh, natural, no, isn't a poof, a rockin' a poof."
[7:17 - 7:26] He keeps you buzzin' quicker than a chatterbox with you, students, givin' his cool, knowin' his rhymes, one of the best, dedicated to what you do, you a hundred percent.
[7:26 - 7:34] We get Mike, nobody really knows why he works so hard, seems like he's never got time, because he writes and reloads, he writes and relies,
[7:34 - 7:40] and I've seen him in work, and not like who's only in his mind, sight and design, his written in his head and tongue,
[7:40 - 7:49] and he touches the key, or speaks in a rhyme, and knows motherfuckin' he runs with, 'cause they sound ridiculous, what I'm gonna try, how do they do it?
[7:49 - 8:11] Twenty percent skill, 15 percent concentrate on power and wealth, 5 percent pleasure, 50 percent pain, and a hundred percent reason to remember the name, this is 10 percent luck, 20 percent skill, 15 percent concentrate on power and wealth, 5 percent pleasure, 50 percent pain, and a hundred percent reason to remember the name.
[8:11 - 8:40] [music]
[8:40 - 9:06] Now let's take it up a notch, shall we? I think we shall.
[9:06 - 9:14] What song shall I do for you guys next? I don't know.
[9:14 - 9:33] It's an oldie, but definitely a goodie. Let's go.
[9:33 - 9:37] See if I can find it in this list, 'cause I know I got it in here, I just gotta fuckin' find it.
[9:37 - 9:59] I know it's in this list of songs I've heard, or listened to.
[9:59 - 10:10] Actually, I got one for you guys, hold up, I got one for ya.
[10:10 - 10:31] It's one I ain't done in a while either.
[10:31 - 10:48] This one I'm actually super excited for, 'cause I haven't done this one in quite some time.
[10:48 - 11:05] Make sure it's made easy so you can get on with your day.
[11:05 - 11:21] [music]
[11:21 - 11:37] On a crowded night, motionless in pain, I can see my life lashing before my eyes. Did I fall asleep? Is this our dream? Wake me up.
[11:37 - 11:45] I'm living a nightmare, I will not die.
[11:45 - 11:50] I will survive.
[11:50 - 12:11] I will not die, I'm waiting for you. I feel alive when you'll be sunny. I will not die, I'm waiting for you in my time of dying.
[12:11 - 12:28] On this bad night night, losing everything, I can see my life passing me by. Did I fall too much? Just not enough, wake me up.
[12:28 - 12:36] I'm living a nightmare, I will not die.
[12:36 - 12:41] I will survive.
[12:41 - 13:00] I will not die, I'm waiting for you. I feel alive when you'll be sunny. I will not die, I'm waiting for you in my time of dying.
[13:00 - 13:11] [music]
[13:11 - 13:14] Yo Kat, what up?
[13:14 - 13:29] I will not die, I'm waiting for you. I feel alive when you'll be sunny. I will not die, I'm waiting for you in my time of dying.
[13:29 - 13:58] In my time of dying, I will not die, I'm waiting for you. I feel alive when you'll be sunny. I will not die, I'm waiting for you in my time of dying.
[13:58 - 14:12] Has somebody blocked that dude that's gotten my birth father's name?
[14:12 - 14:26] For real, somebody blocked that punk ass that's gotten my brother's name.
[14:26 - 14:31] I don't put up with shit like that with y'all knocking me by using my family's names.
[14:31 - 14:41] Bruh, that's weak shit.
[14:41 - 15:10] For real, bruh, that's weak shit, dog.
[15:10 - 15:23] Now I do want to do a song that I've never done on this channel before that actually I've never done period that I enjoy and I didn't know these guys still made music.
[15:23 - 15:31] So if you guys recognize this band, put it in the comments as to who they are.
[15:31 - 15:44] You guys ready?
[15:44 - 16:02] Let's go.
[16:02 - 16:15] For real, ignore her, she is not the one who is looser, try and see.
[16:15 - 16:41] Tell me who you are. I am Spellbound. You can all of it. Control your breath. Everywhere I come, I am Spellbound.
[16:41 - 16:52] You will bring the spell you put on me.
[16:52 - 17:07] Throw me dreams, throw me candles, silent whispers, I want this sort of murder to noise the calls. Do it for me.
[17:07 - 17:31] Give me two. This is the other day of order. Tell me who you are. I am Spellbound. You can all of it. Control your breath. Everywhere I come, I am Spellbound.
[17:31 - 18:07] I will bring the spell you put on me.
[18:07 - 18:28] Tell me who you are. I am Spellbound. You can all of it. Control your breath. Everywhere I come, I am Spellbound. I will bring the spell you put on me.
[18:28 - 18:50] Everywhere I come, I am Spellbound. You can all of it. Everywhere I come, I am Spellbound. I will bring the spell you put on me.
[18:50 - 19:13] Thank you.
[19:13 - 19:23] I know, but that Parker Cuomo saved me so much for my insurance now.
[19:23 - 19:33] Let's go.
[19:33 - 19:42] The betterment is that I've done this one, man.
[19:42 - 19:54] How many of y'all fucking remembers? See you there, man. Put that shit in the comments.
[19:54 - 20:10] I need your help. I need your help. I need your help. I need you to look to the floor.
[20:10 - 20:35] I will bring the spell you put on me. I will bring the spell you put on me.
[20:35 - 20:47] So many of y'all, but that ain't nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
[20:47 - 21:08] Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
[21:08 - 21:37] I got one even better for you.
[21:37 - 21:50] And trust me, you will love this.
[21:50 - 21:59] The fire spirit to me means to never give up. When someone sits in my chair, I see the finished canvas.
[21:59 - 22:07] You guys ready for some old school rockin' a new way?
[22:07 - 22:18] Oh, turn on the lights.
[22:18 - 22:39] Bring the solos, turn the tone, turn the lights. You will love now, you will never love again, but still here you say you will never break the chains.
[22:39 - 23:06] You will never love now, you will never love again, but still here you say you will never break the chains, you will never break the chains.
[23:06 - 23:19] You will never know when the sun roars.
[23:19 - 23:32] The shadows have the tone, turn the noise.
[23:32 - 23:42] Turn the lights, turn the tone, turn the noise.
[23:42 - 23:54] You will never love now, you will never love again, but still here you say you will never break the chains.
[23:54 - 24:20] You will never love me now, you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never break the chains, you will never love me now, you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never break the chains.
[24:20 - 24:49] You will never break the chains.
[24:49 - 25:14] Change, bring out the camera. Change, keep on together. Change, keep on together. Change, keep on together.
[25:14 - 25:39] Change, keep on together. Change, keep on together. Change, keep on together.
[25:39 - 25:56] You will never know now, you will never love me again, but still here you say you will never break the chains, you will never break the chains.
[25:57 - 26:16] Change, keep on together.
[26:16 - 26:18] You know what, fuck it.
[26:18 - 26:46] You will never love me, you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good.
[26:46 - 27:33] You will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good.
[27:33 - 27:52] Change, keep on together. Change, keep on together.
[27:52 - 28:21] You will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good.
[28:21 - 28:37] You will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good, but still here you say you will never love me good.
[28:38 - 28:53] Let me check some of these fucking comments right quick to see what y'all are saying, man.
[28:53 - 29:06] Oh, I don't actually know that song, dude. Sadly, I wish I did, but unfortunately I don't, dude.
[29:06 - 29:12] Wait, man. I wish I knew that song, but unfortunately I don't.
[29:12 - 29:16] I know I need to learn a whole new set.
[29:17 - 29:22] Okay.
[29:47 - 29:53] Starting today, nobody has to settle for less than the very best, because only Verizon gives you 5G from America.
[29:53 - 30:03] Not gonna say it feels good to be back doing what I love, to be able to make music for you guys, that you enjoy being able to do these shows for you guys.
[30:03 - 30:11] And for those who think that doing a virtual tour is unreal, try me. It actually is a thing, dog.
[30:11 - 30:21] Look it up. Watch our Black Veil Brides virtual tour. They do the same thing I'm doing now because of the virus.
[30:21 - 30:48] But anyway, this is for the fans.
[30:48 - 31:21] (Singing)
[31:21 - 31:24] Where's all my breaking Benjamin fans at?
[31:25 - 31:31] When you find your family, don't you cry.
[31:31 - 31:37] And then there's then how many dead and dry.
[31:37 - 31:43] You're so cold, man, you feel alive.
[31:43 - 31:51] Lay your hands on me one last time.
[31:51 - 31:57] Show me how it is. It's all right.
[31:57 - 32:03] Show me how to finish this, you and I.
[32:03 - 32:20] Sounds funny, it's hard. That's all right. Let's give this another try.
[32:20 - 32:41] Show me how it is. It's all right.
[32:41 - 32:53] Show me how to finish this, you and I are. Sounds funny, it's hard.
[32:53 - 32:59] That's all right. Let's give this another try.
[33:10 - 33:31] It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's all right.
[33:31 - 33:40] It's all right.
[33:40 - 33:47] And no, it ain't just me doing covers. I've actually got a surprise for everybody.
[33:47 - 34:16] I got a major fucking surprise for everybody, man.
[34:17 - 34:37] Thank you.
[35:03 - 35:05] You guys ready for some rage out of shame?
[35:05 - 35:09] You guys ready for some mosh pit time music?
[35:09 - 35:26] Let me see the hashtags #IRACSNation and #scarfaceNation in the comments.
[35:29 - 35:34] As well as #shadowboy. Let me see all those names running in the comments, guys.
[35:34 - 38:21] [MUSIC]
[38:21 - 38:22] Let's go.
[38:22 - 42:09] [MUSIC]
[42:09 - 42:10] >> I really do.
[42:10 - 42:13] I want to say thank you to everybody that's helped me down.
[42:13 - 42:19] I do have some brand new photos dropping of a brand new album I'm working on
[42:19 - 42:22] simultaneously along with ScarTissue.
[42:22 - 42:24] So I am working on some new stuff.
[42:24 - 42:25] Don't worry.
[42:25 - 42:30] I'm dropping a brand new dope shit here real soon.
[42:30 - 42:34] I will be dropping the album ScarTissue for free on YouTube for you guys.
[42:34 - 42:36] So let's go check out.
[42:36 - 42:37] That is going to be a thing.
[42:37 - 42:40] I am going to drop that for you guys here soon.
[42:40 - 42:46] I know you guys did order my album Shadowborn.
[42:46 - 42:50] Those will be sent out by Monday.
[42:50 - 42:51] It's just with everything going on.
[42:51 - 42:54] I wasn't able to send them out, but now I am able to.
[42:54 - 42:57] So Monday, they will be shipped out for sure.
[42:57 - 42:58] So don't worry.
[42:58 - 43:02] They will be shipped out to you guys this Monday for sure.
[43:02 - 43:05] I know I'm late on that, but like I said, with everything going on,
[43:05 - 43:09] that had happened and transpired, I kind of had to put it off.
[43:09 - 43:13] But they are getting shipped out on Monday, 110% for sure.
[43:13 - 43:20] They will be shipped out to the person that's handling the shipping
[43:20 - 43:22] for me and stuff of all my albums.
[43:22 - 43:24] Shout out to Courtney.
[43:24 - 43:29] And like I said in the earlier stream, you guys can look forward to the
[43:29 - 43:32] brand new game that me and my boy Enoch are working on.
[43:32 - 43:38] You kind of look forward to an alpha-tested demo dropping either
[43:38 - 43:40] next month or in May.
[43:40 - 43:42] So I'm super stoked about that.
[43:42 - 43:46] Shout out to my boy Enoch and everybody on the team like my homie Dwight
[43:46 - 43:50] and everybody that's been on the team that's killing the game there.
[43:50 - 43:52] Y'all are fucking killing the gameplay footage.
[43:52 - 43:54] You guys are killing the creation of the game.
[43:54 - 43:59] I was super excited to be part of the team.
[43:59 - 44:05] Also, if you guys would like me to turn your faces into a dark,
[44:05 - 44:10] creepy abstract portrait like my art style that I do with the creepy
[44:10 - 44:16] abstract work, message me on Discord and we can talk prices.
[44:16 - 44:21] Just send me your photo and we can talk prices once I'm done with it.
[44:21 - 44:24] You know, like you can send me the money before or after.
[44:24 - 44:29] Either way doesn't matter, but if you guys would like that done,
[44:29 - 44:30] hit me up.
[44:30 - 44:31] Let me know.
[44:31 - 44:34] I'll send you guys some examples of some of the work I've done
[44:34 - 44:37] and we can go from there, man.
[44:37 - 44:41] But with that being said, y'all, I am about to bounce because I'm
[44:41 - 44:43] about to pass out for the night.
[44:43 - 44:47] About to kick off with some homies on some UFC 4.
[44:47 - 44:50] In case you guys are wondering, yes, I'm banging it out on UFC 4.
[44:50 - 44:54] I am competing in ranked matches, which I'm super stoked about.
[44:54 - 44:56] Man, I've been killing it recently.
[44:56 - 44:57] It's a super fun game.
[44:57 - 45:01] Shout out to everybody competing in that shit.
[45:01 - 45:07] I will be doing some more Horizon 4 and Motorsport 7 and all that good shit.
[45:07 - 45:11] That is going to be a thing coming soon as well.
[45:11 - 45:17] But just know I got some big plans that are happening as we speak.
[45:17 - 45:20] So just be on the lookout for some new stuff, man.
[45:20 - 45:22] Fucking love you guys.
[45:22 - 45:26] And remember, as always, stay humble, stay positive.
[45:26 - 45:28] Don't let nobody throw any kind of shit at you.
[45:28 - 45:32] And if they do, just throw that same shit they throw at you.
[45:32 - 45:36] Throw that shit back in their face and tell them to fuck off
[45:36 - 45:39] because you're better than they are.
[45:39 - 45:41] Peace.
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2021-4-1 UNBOXING FAN MAIL

2021-4-1 UNBOXING FAN MAIL

[0:00 - 0:22] I want to move a few things around here and make some room, because today we are actually
[0:22 - 0:29] unboxing some dope ass fan mail again.
[0:29 - 0:36] Not sure who it's from, but also to the person that sent me the hat and all that shit, you
[0:36 - 0:40] know who you are. Got to cop a coat, well to cop a coat because as you know I am part
[0:40 - 0:50] Irish. And so definitely a suit if I am. And to the same person that actually sent
[0:50 - 0:58] me all that shout out for the dope ass Schwenn Hypergrip fingerless racing gloves, absolutely
[0:58 - 1:03] love these. I've actually used these on my wheel, which I have set up here on Planet
[1:03 - 1:10] Horizon 4. I'm gonna fucking love them, I'm definitely getting used to them. But we're
[1:10 - 1:20] about to do some unboxing for some fan mail. Don't know who this is from. With the bomb
[1:20 - 1:30] threat that my family got recently, my family did have to unfortunately open up the box.
[1:30 - 1:36] They know what's inside, but I don't. So I have no idea who it's from, but we're about
[1:36 - 1:46] to find out. Let's check this shit out man. Right off the rip we got this. Bro straight
[1:46 - 1:51] up. Alright, somebody's a fucking low up in this shit. Somebody's a lower away. Straight
[1:51 - 1:59] up. That's going on my motherfucking wrist bro. For real. Much motherfucking wick clown
[1:59 - 2:07] love that a dude that sent this shit. Straight up. Fucking love this. That's dope. Bro, no
[2:07 - 2:15] way. Hold up, hold up. Is this what I think it is? Bro, somebody knows I'm in the Chinese
[2:15 - 2:20] and Japanese culture. That's fucking fire, dude. I fucks with that. Yo, I'm putting
[2:20 - 2:27] that bitch on. Hold up, that is fire bro. I'm actually putting this mug on bro. That
[2:27 - 2:33] is sick. That is fucking dope dude. I'm actually putting that motherfucker on right now man.
[2:33 - 2:51] That is sick. That is sick dude. I fucks with that necklace. That's fire. And it looks
[2:51 - 2:59] like we got some Dragon Ball Z shit. It looks like sweet. And we got a card here. Yo, that
[2:59 - 3:07] is one of my favorite basketball players too, man. Sean Bradley from the New York Nets.
[3:07 - 3:16] That's dope dude. And you turn it into a fucking card. That's sick. I'm going to enjoy this
[3:16 - 3:22] stuff. I hope you do like everything. Joseph Fann. Oh yo, Jevadisa. Yo, I know who said
[3:22 - 3:29] that shit now. Yo, shout out to Jevadisa man. What's good bro? Dude, thank you man. I fucking
[3:29 - 3:36] love this shit. And I like what he said right here. This right here is very fucking true.
[3:36 - 3:41] I love this. This is something to live by. It says, "I received a flower poking out
[3:41 - 3:48] of the sun. Out of the sidewalks, the crack represents the troubles in your life and
[3:48 - 3:58] the flowers of possibilities. How long will Charlie's shoes last? A two and a half shows,
[3:58 - 4:06] number 279." Yo, that's dope dude. I fucking love that. I fucking love that shit bro.
[4:06 - 4:11] That's dope. Thank you man. That's cool. And it's made out of a card from one of my favorite
[4:11 - 4:18] basketball players too, which is fire bro. That's sick man. Thank you. Thank you Jevadisa.
[4:18 - 4:25] That's fucking dope bro. For real. That's fire dude. I like that. That'll probably
[4:25 - 4:32] wind up hanging up in my wall. Oh yo, got some Dragon Ball Z cards up in this shit.
[4:32 - 4:39] Yo, is that a motherfucking hold up? Hold up. Bro, motherfucking Batman fidget spinner.
[4:39 - 4:45] That's sick bro. I actually used to have a fidget spinner. Don't know what happened
[4:45 - 4:52] dude. So that's fucking fire dude. I fucks with that. Bro, I could do some dope shit
[4:52 - 5:16] with that. That's fire bro. Thank you. And I'm a huge fan of Batman, so that's dope.
[5:16 - 5:30] You know what, hold up. Let me do something about that. Hold up, let me see. Hold up.
[5:30 - 5:37] That's actually a good point. That is actually a very good point. Let me see what I can
[5:37 - 5:45] do with this. Let me try to set it back a little bit. So like there is room. Hopefully
[5:45 - 5:51] there is enough room. Let me unplug it back. Cause that's my strobe light for my shows.
[5:51 - 6:06] Flip this bad boy on. Oh, there we go. I'm going to tune it to the proper settings.
[6:06 - 6:19] There we go. Alright, so we got these, which is dope. Along with some Dragon Ball Z cards.
[6:19 - 6:25] As you guys know, I'm a huge Dragon Ball Z fan. And before you guys ask, yes Dragon
[6:25 - 6:32] Ball Z was the very first real anime I ever watched. So that was pretty dope. And also
[6:32 - 6:40] we got some stickers in here. Oh, and we got some video cards. Oh no, just drank three
[6:40 - 6:44] Dragon Ball Z packs, which I will check out in a minute. But first let's check out these
[6:44 - 6:59] dope ass stickers. Alright, so we got Frieza, which is fire. I still say Frieza is a chick,
[6:59 - 7:06] for real. Not sure who that one is, but it looks pretty bad ass. I like that. That's
[7:06 - 7:17] pretty fire. I'm going to have to get a fucking book for all these, man. Ha. Yes. Fucking
[7:17 - 7:22] love that little dude. This dude right here is one of my favorite bad guys. He's a midget,
[7:22 - 7:31] very funny as fuck. Can never remember dude's name though. But you got, you got kid Goku.
[7:31 - 7:40] That's fire. Got kid Goku open that shit. Got motherfucking Bulma. That's cool. I like
[7:40 - 7:49] that Bulma. That's sick, bro. And then bro, you got motherfucking Yamcha in this shit.
[7:49 - 7:57] That's dope. Got motherfucking Yamcha. Hell yeah. Bro, motherfucking Power Rangers. That's
[7:57 - 8:10] dude. That's the way you got Rocky and looks like Adam. Yeah, you got Rocky and Adam. That's
[8:10 - 8:18] cool. Motherfucking Rocky and Adam are Power Rangers. That's dope. Y'all, y'all know me,
[8:18 - 8:24] man. Y'all know I'm a huge fan of Power Rangers as well. I grew up watching this shit. We
[8:24 - 8:33] got a few physical combat Dragon Ball Z cards. Those are sick. Yeah. Same white jab, same
[8:33 - 8:40] sabotage and same direct strike. That's dope, man. That's fire, bro. Those are sick, bro.
[8:40 - 8:49] That's sick, dude. For real. That's cool as fuck. Yo, motherfucking Trump's up in this
[8:49 - 9:07] shit. Hold up. Alright, so we got card pack number one. Yeah, it's funny cause I was just
[9:07 - 9:13] telling my mom's literally just a little bit ago that eventually I'm going to need to
[9:13 - 9:26] get some shit to like a dedicated desk or some shit to bro got motherfucking Vegeta.
[9:26 - 9:40] That's sick. There we go. Alright, so we're going to do this. Kind of like how Ryan O Church
[9:40 - 9:45] does. We're going to go through all the cards and then do the rare one last or the rarities
[9:45 - 9:56] last. Hold on guys. Hold that thought. So give me just a minute guys. I'll be right back.
[9:56 - 10:20] Sit down, chill out, relax all day.
[10:20 - 12:45] Okay.
[12:45 - 12:59] Well, the officer that has to carry some right quick.
[12:59 - 13:11] But, uh, I said we're gonna do what my boy church does and we're gonna go through these.
[13:11 - 13:15] You know, basically doing, oh, Yokai.
[13:15 - 13:20] Fuck yeah, bro.
[13:20 - 13:25] But basically what I'm going to do is I'm going to do like I didn't like my boy church does.
[13:25 - 13:29] And I'm going to go through these cards each at a time.
[13:29 - 13:48] I'm going to do the rare ones last.
[13:48 - 14:00] Oh, bro. Motherfucking Yokai. That's so good.
[14:00 - 14:07] All right. There are any more cards in here. Yes, there is. Holy shit, bro.
[14:07 - 14:10] Hold up. Hold up. Hold up.
[14:10 - 14:15] What was that?
[14:15 - 14:19] Oh, bro. That's it. Yo, that's going on my motherfucking desk, man.
[14:19 - 14:24] That is fire. That coin is going on my motherfucking desk, bro.
[14:24 - 14:27] That is sick. That's actually going on my dresser.
[14:27 - 14:34] That is lit, dude. That is sick.
[14:34 - 14:36] And it looks like we got a bro.
[14:36 - 14:43] I'm gonna need a whole fucking, I need to order a damn black book for these, man, for real.
[14:43 - 14:56] These all go through in another video or some shit because those are that's a lot of fucking stickers, man.
[14:56 - 15:02] All right. So we got one time bro some old school Dragon Ball Z cards.
[15:02 - 15:11] Hell yeah, dude.
[15:11 - 15:29] All right. So for old school Dragon Ball Z, we got the Sane Energy Deplection with what appears to be Kid Gohan, which is fire.
[15:29 - 15:33] We got Sane Scouting. That's dope, bro.
[15:33 - 15:38] And these are old school, man. These are the old school ones, bro.
[15:38 - 15:47] If y'all remember Dragon Ball Z back in the day, these are the old school ones, man.
[15:47 - 15:54] For real, these are the old school ones, dawg. These are sick.
[15:54 - 15:59] Bro, Sane Arm Catch. Nice.
[15:59 - 16:03] You got a Sane Arm Catch. That's cool.
[16:03 - 16:14] Bro, I'm gonna need a fucking... You know what? I'm gonna end up ordering a fucking black book for all these, man, for reals.
[16:14 - 16:19] You got a Sane Preparation. Very nice.
[16:19 - 16:28] Got a Sane Left Kick, Sane Spin Kick, Sane Headbutt. God damn it. A lot of super Sane shit up in here.
[16:28 - 16:35] Sane Footstomp, Sane Enjoyment with baby Gohan. That's lit.
[16:35 - 16:46] Well, not baby Gohan, but child Gohan. Sane Blocking Technique. Sane Gun Kick.
[16:46 - 16:55] Sane Pinpoint Blast. Multi Blast. Sane Swat. Nice.
[16:55 - 17:01] Sane Prelude. Bro, Sane Offensive Rush. Nice.
[17:01 - 17:05] That's actually a rare one from back in the day.
[17:05 - 17:11] Sane Hand Swipe. Sane Evasion with Turroz. Nice.
[17:11 - 17:20] And Sane Light Jab with Vegeta and Kid Gohan. Those are dope, dude. These are the old school cards. I like that, man.
[17:20 - 17:25] That's cool as fuck.
[17:25 - 17:38] Set me to the side.
[17:38 - 17:44] Bro, I'm telling you, man, y'all send the coolest shit, bro. Not even lying.
[17:44 - 17:53] I fuck with the shit that you guys send me, for real, dude. Like, y'all are cool as fuck.
[17:53 - 17:58] This one I kind of have to open differently.
[18:08 - 18:15] Make sure there's no rares in here. Bro, Card 5 Vanguard. Fuck yeah.
[18:15 - 18:21] Bro, fucking... Alright, so we got a mixture of different shit in here. Hell yeah.
[18:21 - 18:26] That's cool, bro. We got a mixture of different stuff. That's lit.
[18:26 - 18:29] Alright, so you know what? Let's just go through all these right here.
[18:29 - 18:33] Sony's, I don't know what they are. Sony's, I might.
[18:33 - 18:39] Super Saiyan song, Goku. Nice. That's cool.
[18:39 - 18:49] Strategies of Universe 17 with...
[18:49 - 18:52] Looks like...
[18:52 - 18:56] I know that's Gohan. I'm not sure which Gohan that is.
[18:56 - 19:03] I know it's the adult one, but I don't know if it's his ultimate form.
[19:03 - 19:08] Super Saiyan God form Goku and Vegeta.
[19:08 - 19:12] That's fire. I fucked with that. That's cool.
[19:12 - 19:22] Yo, got my dude Trunks up in here. Hell yeah, bro.
[19:22 - 19:28] Okay, yo, you got two of them. You got regular Trunks.
[19:28 - 19:36] And then you got Super Saiyan Trunks on the back. That's cool as fuck, bro. That's lit.
[19:36 - 19:46] Oh my god, dude. Fucking yoke. What is this?
[19:50 - 19:53] Of course it will.
[19:53 - 19:57] I think y'all just may have gotten me hooked on a new card game, bro. That is sick.
[19:57 - 20:02] This is called Sleepy Cat Spirit. That's dope, man.
[20:02 - 20:07] And I've never actually heard of this card game. I'll have to get into that shit. That's lit.
[20:07 - 20:10] I like that.
[20:10 - 20:14] And then the rares are...
[20:14 - 20:19] Super Saiyan God Goku, which is...
[20:19 - 20:25] God breaks on Goku. That's fire, bro. That is sick.
[20:25 - 20:31] Got holographic Super Saiyan God Goku. That is fire, dude.
[20:31 - 20:35] And then you got...
[20:36 - 20:46] Height of Mastery song Goku, which looks like he might be doing the Spirit Bomb attack.
[20:46 - 20:51] That's fire.
[20:51 - 20:56] And then you got...
[20:56 - 21:00] Universe 7 Saiyan Prince Vegeta. Bro, that is lit.
[21:00 - 21:03] Yo, that's cool.
[21:03 - 21:07] I like that version right there, dude. That is sick.
[21:07 - 21:12] That is fire, bro.
[21:12 - 21:18] Man, y'all are about to make me fucking make an anime channel now, man. For real.
[21:18 - 21:22] And then the final rare for this one is...
[21:22 - 21:25] Trunks Creator of the Future, which is...
[21:25 - 21:32] Holographic blue hair trunks from the newest Dragon Ball Z. That's fire.
[21:32 - 21:35] I'll fuck with that. That's sick, bro.
[21:35 - 21:45] Yo, bro. Card5 Vanguard. And this is actually one of my favorite ones, too.
[21:45 - 21:53] Yo, Stealth...
[21:53 - 22:01] Dude, Stealth Diesel of Yamakan. That's actually one of my favorite cards from Card5 Vanguard, bro. That's sick.
[22:01 - 22:04] Bro, that is hot. I like that.
[22:04 - 22:07] That's actually one of my favorites.
[22:07 - 22:13] Bro, motherfucking Yu-Gi-Oh, oh, bro, Magic Together and hell yes.
[22:13 - 22:17] Yo, Witchcat. I've been needing this card, actually.
[22:17 - 22:20] I actually have a deck that I do play with.
[22:20 - 22:27] Fucking Watchcat. Fucking love Yu-Gi-Oh. As you guys know, I do compete and I do collect.
[22:27 - 22:30] So that's going into my collection.
[22:31 - 22:38] Bro, Magic Gather and Sacred Cat. Hell yeah, dude.
[22:38 - 22:41] That's lit.
[22:41 - 22:47] Merry Raps is, yo, got to go like that, bro.
[22:47 - 22:50] Yo, I'm going to put that on a motherfucking shirt, man.
[22:50 - 22:58] For real, hold up. I am painting that comment and I am putting that on a fucking shirt for merch for you guys.
[22:58 - 23:00] That is lit.
[23:00 - 23:05] Yo, we got Digimon, the old school Digimon too.
[23:05 - 23:11] Matt and Tsunamon, that's cool, man. That is some old school shit, dude.
[23:11 - 23:16] That is old school, bro. Hell yeah, dude.
[23:16 - 23:20] And you can tell it's old school because look at the Digimon logo down there at the bottom.
[23:20 - 23:22] That is old school, bro.
[23:22 - 23:25] Man, y'all are feeling old over here, man.
[23:26 - 23:32] You got Charmander, that's cool. Motherfucking Charmander from Pok�mon, that's cool.
[23:32 - 23:35] I fucks with that.
[23:35 - 23:40] Ooh, got some more Dragon Ball Z cards here.
[23:40 - 23:43] You got...
[23:43 - 23:50] Sira Strike Song Gohan, nice. Adult Gohan.
[23:50 - 23:52] That's lit.
[23:52 - 23:59] Dude, Great Sandman Town Hero, now that's cool, bro.
[23:59 - 24:03] This one's actually a hard one to come across from what I hear.
[24:03 - 24:09] I don't know if it's true or not, but from what I hear, this is one that's hard to come across.
[24:16 - 24:22] Yo, Father, Son, Command, Mail Wave, that is sick, bro.
[24:22 - 24:25] Dude, that's dope.
[24:25 - 24:32] And that looks like we got a couple Yokai, nice.
[24:32 - 24:35] Got a couple Yokai.
[24:37 - 24:47] Watch, Yokai's got Lidoni and Sespeconi, nice.
[24:47 - 24:52] Those are lit, dude, I like that, that's sick.
[24:52 - 24:56] Anything else in this box?
[24:56 - 25:03] And for some reason I got a six-sided...
[25:03 - 25:06] Oh, bro, the Howlindai.
[25:07 - 25:12] Bro, that's lit, got a fucking Howlindai, that's fire, bro.
[25:12 - 25:26] But yo, thank you to the dude that sent this shit.
[25:28 - 25:36] Shout-out to Jeupadisa, man, for sending over this dope-ass stuff, bro. I absolutely love it, dawg, that is sick.
[25:36 - 25:40] Bro, I fucking love it, man, for real.
[25:40 - 25:45] Like, I love all the shit that you guys get me, dude, for real.
[25:45 - 25:50] Like, y'all don't have to do this shit, but y'all do it, just show up, man.
[25:50 - 25:53] And that right there, that's lit, dude.
[25:53 - 26:01] And, yo, this stuff like this, like this dope-ass card, man, that's the kind of shit that I love to see quite a bit.
[26:01 - 26:05] Like, I love seeing that shit, all the letters that you guys get me.
[26:05 - 26:11] I literally have, like, all the letters you guys had sent and all the cards that you guys had sent.
[26:11 - 26:17] I got that shit put up, and I do plan on getting a board to put these up, for reals.
[26:21 - 26:26] Like, I do plan on getting these put up somewhere, like, for real, dude.
[26:26 - 26:32] I absolutely love, love, love this shit, man, especially this fidget spinner, bro.
[26:32 - 26:35] I'm gonna have to do some tricks with this shit.
[26:35 - 26:43] I'm gonna have to do a stream with these, man, and do a dope-ass trick session with these.
[26:43 - 26:46] 'Cause that is the way it did.
[26:46 - 26:56] But, again, thank you to Jovidissa for sending all this dope shit over, bro.
[26:56 - 26:59] I absolutely love it, dude. It's fucking fire.
[26:59 - 27:06] Especially the yin-yang necklace and the-- and the Hatchet Man bracelet, dude.
[27:06 - 27:09] Those are sick, bro. Fucking love that.
[27:09 - 27:12] And it just helps me with my favorite shit, the green, too, which is fire.
[27:14 - 27:19] But, like I said, man, thank you guys so much, man.
[27:19 - 27:21] I hope you guys did enjoy this. I know I did.
[27:21 - 27:27] I'm gonna be getting a book to stick literally all these in, like--
[27:27 - 27:32] I got, like, a whole plethora of stickers that I need to fucking put.
[27:32 - 27:34] I do have a black book somewhere.
[27:34 - 27:39] And if I can't find it, I'll just order one and stick all these in it.
[27:39 - 27:42] Like, bro, these are sick, dude.
[27:42 - 27:50] 'Cause as you guys know, and as many of you are aware,
[27:50 - 27:54] I'm a very big, very big anime fan, dude.
[27:54 - 28:00] Like, matter of fact, it's when I started watching fucking-- what was it?
[28:00 - 28:07] The new season of Nana that just dropped.
[28:07 - 28:09] So I've been watching that all day.
[28:09 - 28:11] But, bro, that coin's going on my dresser.
[28:11 - 28:12] That is sick.
[28:12 - 28:15] That is actually fire, dude.
[28:15 - 28:17] That's going on my fucking desk.
[28:17 - 28:19] Or not my desk, my dresser.
[28:19 - 28:20] Or am I-- you know what?
[28:20 - 28:22] I think I just might stick that on my desk.
[28:22 - 28:24] I don't know.
[28:24 - 28:28] But, dude, that's getting put out. That is fire.
[28:35 - 28:41] But again, man, thank you to Jibadisa for the dope-ass fan--
[28:41 - 28:43] for the dope-ass fan mail, bro.
[28:43 - 28:44] I absolutely love it, man.
[28:44 - 28:47] I love all the shit that you sent over.
[28:47 - 28:49] That is seriously dope shit, dude.
[28:49 - 28:51] I fucking love it.
[28:51 - 28:57] Tomorrow or Saturday, you guys can expect a dope-ass video to drop,
[28:57 - 29:00] 'cause I am doing a surprise video for you guys.
[29:00 - 29:05] But not many people are anticipating or expecting.
[29:05 - 29:07] So be on the lookout for that.
[29:07 - 29:11] But again, thank you to Jibadisa for all this dope shit, bro.
[29:11 - 29:12] Fucking love it.
[29:12 - 29:14] Fire is hell.
[29:14 - 29:19] And with that being said, y'all, I will catch you guys in the next video.
[29:19 - 29:21] Later on.
[29:21 - 29:25] Today, I will be doing a show today, so be ready for that shit.
[29:25 - 29:26] It's going to get late.
[29:26 - 29:27] Again, it's going to be dope.
[29:27 - 29:30] I'm going to be using all the new shit that I got.
[29:30 - 29:32] So be on the lookout for that later today.
[29:32 - 29:35] And I'll catch you guys in the next video, man.
[29:35 - 29:38] I'm your boy, Sirex, and I'll catch you guys later, man.
[29:38 - 29:39] Peace.
[29:39 - 29:44] And remember, always stay humble, stay positive,
[29:44 - 29:46] and don't want anybody to throw any kind of shit at you,
[29:46 - 29:48] 'cause you guys are fucking awesome, man.
[29:48 - 29:49] Peace.
2021-3-26 Unboxing  Fan mail

2021-3-26 Unboxing Fan mail

[0:00 - 0:18] What's good you guys? What is up? What is up? What is up? What is up? How are y'all doing
[0:18 - 0:26] today man? Um, I know it's not like um, a lot of times because I just woke up, power
[0:26 - 0:33] was out most of the last night and most of the day. Um, if y'all ain't know we had a
[0:33 - 0:40] real bad windstorm last night so wasn't really able to do much. The power went out it just
[0:40 - 0:51] got cut back on about an hour ago. So I'm still gonna be here. But we got some bomb-ass
[0:51 - 1:01] smoking a fan mail to open today. Which is gonna be lit. So let's check this shit out
[1:01 - 1:06] man. And never mind the music in the back, I actually don't, you don't know I just picked
[1:06 - 1:12] up the brand new um, UFC 4 which is super fun. I am competing in the ranked events
[1:12 - 1:19] by the way on UFC 4. I am competing in ranked events so I'm doing alright. I wanted the
[1:19 - 1:24] U-oss to be in but I'm doing alright in the ranked events. Also a shout out to my homie
[1:24 - 1:29] hogging and racing who I actually got to kick you with on Xbox the other day man. Super
[1:29 - 1:41] chill dude, super cool. Shout out to hogging and racing man. Keep those tires going bro.
[1:41 - 1:48] Yo bitch please, what's good man? Alright so here we go. Alright, starting off we got
[1:48 - 1:59] this candle of sorts. Yeah some sort of candle. It's fucking lit bro. Now the story behind
[1:59 - 2:06] this is that it actually got broke, the casing of it got broke on the way here so it's stuck
[2:06 - 2:16] in a bowl but, it smells good. I like that. That actually smells good. Now keep in mind
[2:16 - 2:23] I have no idea what's in this bag. My mom's not taking everything out and switching it
[2:23 - 2:30] over to this bag so I honestly have no clue what's in here but we're about to find out.
[2:30 - 2:40] Let's go. Right off the rip we got some fucking, oh yeah some quality clover socks. Bro I'm
[2:40 - 2:49] still throwing these mugs on man. It's fucking cold anyway and I ain't got no socks on bro.
[2:49 - 2:58] Well if someone's socks were dirty I kinda need to do laundry anyway bro. Ooh yo these
[2:58 - 3:05] are comfortable as shit dude. Hell yeah, these are comfortable. Thank you, and by the way
[3:05 - 3:32] I don't know who sent it but thank you. Fucking awesome bro. Bro no way. Yo I'm definitely
[3:32 - 3:38] wearing this in a music video. 100% bro this is definitely getting worn in a fucking music
[3:38 - 3:52] video. 100% man. Straight the fuck out. That is sick dude. 100% that is fired. Fuck yeah
[3:52 - 3:59] that's cool man. Yo I might just frame this bitch. I might just put this in a frame and
[3:59 - 4:13] frame it up. That is sick. Hell yeah. That's dope. That is actually the way. That's fire
[4:13 - 4:28] man I like that shirt. That's sick. Let's see what we got in this coffee cup here. Bro
[4:28 - 4:35] a couple things with game pads. Y'all already know that will come handy for game play. Whenever
[4:35 - 4:41] I do my game videos y'all know that shit will come handy real quick. Can never go
[4:41 - 4:55] wrong with game pads man. Hell yeah there's two of them man that's sick. Hell yeah. Ooh
[4:55 - 5:02] Calamari yo. Haven't had this in a good ass man. Fucking love Calamari bro. Hell yeah
[5:02 - 5:15] thank you. That's sick. I'm not looking for shit like that anyway. That's good stuff.
[5:15 - 5:27] Looks like I got some temporary tattoos. Some stickers. And a dope ass coffee cup.
[5:27 - 5:33] Hell yeah man. I know what I've been drinking my coffee out of from that one. Fuck yeah.
[5:33 - 5:42] That's sick. Hell yeah. I like that cup. That's cool as shit. Alright here we go. Bro. Fucking
[5:42 - 5:50] graffiti style Jasmine that's lit. Bro that's fire dude. Got fucking Jasmine with the fucking
[5:50 - 5:56] graffiti spray cans and shit. That's dope. That's cool as shit. Not gonna lie that's
[5:56 - 6:09] fire. Got fucking Wonder Woman eating a banana. That's funny. Bro Pikachu. Hell yeah. You
[6:09 - 6:14] know damn well you can't go wrong with motherfucking Pikachu man. Come on now. This fucking Pikachu
[6:14 - 6:25] wearing Ash Snack. Come on now. Fucking Sandshrew. Hell yeah. Not gonna lie I kinda like Sandshrew
[6:25 - 6:31] he's pretty fucking cool. Not my go to Pok�mon when I'm playing Pok�mon games but still
[6:31 - 6:41] pretty easy. Yeah easy dope one. I'm fucking. Bro. Yo I actually wanna have this blown
[6:41 - 6:49] up and turned into something. That is fucking sick. That is fucking fire bro. I'm fucks
[6:49 - 6:57] with that. I like that a lot. That's cool. If y'all know me y'all know about even though
[6:57 - 7:04] I'm a country boy y'all know about my gothic shit so I do that. Let's do that. What's
[7:04 - 7:18] this one. I can't quite tell. Yo these temporary tats though these are sick. Yeah that's three
[7:18 - 7:25] dope ass temporary tats. Which this I might turn into a fucking art piece. I don't know.
[7:25 - 7:33] That's cool shit. Y'all know me I love my skulls. Bro. I actually chose my guess is
[7:33 - 7:39] for a real tat but change out the wording on the ribbon. I might just get that as an
[7:39 - 7:45] actual thing but change out the wording on the tattoo on the ribbon when going around
[7:45 - 7:55] the skull. That is sick dude. That's fire. And then we got a dope ass eagle with some
[7:55 - 8:04] travel in the back. Hell yeah. That's lit. I like that. Yo those stickers and those
[8:04 - 8:12] tats are fucking dope. Especially that skull one with the dragon wings. That's fire. I'm
[8:12 - 8:29] gonna fuck with that dragon one. Bro. Oh hell yeah. Ooh. And Schwin's a damn good brand
[8:29 - 8:37] too. Hell yeah. Fucking finger on his clothes before I do my shows bro. Hell yeah dude.
[8:37 - 8:48] Let's see if they fit around my rings. And yo Schwin's a good brand too not gonna lie.
[8:48 - 9:02] Bro these things are comfortable as fuck. Hell yeah. Bro these things work so well.
[9:02 - 9:13] I actually like these man. These are comfortable as shit. Hell yeah. Bro those are lit. And
[9:13 - 9:19] I know a lot of people ask like why do I wear you know gloves during a show or whatever.
[9:19 - 9:23] It's cause when you're holding the mic for so damn long that shit gets up in there and
[9:23 - 9:28] you're clenching onto it and it helps with your hand grip and it keeps it to where your
[9:28 - 9:35] hands don't get so fucked up. Especially when you're gripping onto the, when you're gripping
[9:35 - 9:41] onto the thing like I grip on dude these definitely help so thank you. Those are dope. That was
[9:41 - 9:53] a, that was gonna get some views out of those. Oh. I might be doing this another day but
[9:53 - 10:05] I'm definitely doing this. But yo. You know we gotta do the hottest shit challenge man.
[10:05 - 10:19] Gotta do it. Bro that's gonna be fucking hot bro. I love my hot stuff but dude. I'm
[10:19 - 10:26] getting the idea of no getting some fucking bread on hand for this bitch. Hell yeah. Oh
[10:26 - 10:32] I might just keep the casing though man. That case like they want to expire. I might just
[10:32 - 10:42] keep that. But dude. That's gonna be hot. I can tell you that already. That's gonna
[10:42 - 10:58] be hot as fuck. Look at that. Carolina Reaver with Sichuan Heat. That's gonna be a hot
[10:58 - 11:04] mother fucker right there. I'll tell you that right now. That bitch is gonna be hot.
[11:04 - 11:15] Y'all know me. I love my spicy food. That bitch is gonna be hot as hell. Let's see what
[11:15 - 11:27] else we got in here. Bro no way. One of those LED hats. That's fire. I'm turning this bitch
[11:27 - 11:38] around and see what it does. Oh bro. That's fucking lit dude. That's fire bro. Yo I'm
[11:38 - 11:44] definitely wearing that. I'm definitely using this in one of my shows bro. That's fire.
[11:44 - 11:51] That is fucking dope. It's a fucking LED hat. That is sick. Hell leave that mug plug.
[11:51 - 11:58] Leave it sit right there. That's sick. That's cool shit. I like that. And then we got some
[11:58 - 12:24] of the little things. Oh instructions for the hat. Definitely need those. Bro. Yo these
[12:24 - 12:30] these when I'm outside. Cause mine actually. If y'all know the ones that I had for my brother
[12:30 - 12:38] actually snapped a long time ago. Like one of the earpieces broke. And I haven't really
[12:38 - 12:45] had them here since but yo. Sick. I like these. Thank you. Those are dope. I'll definitely
[12:45 - 12:56] get used to it especially during the summer time man. Hell yeah. Those are cool shit.
[12:56 - 13:04] Ah shit. Got that 5 hour energy man. Hell yeah bro. Got that motherfucking 5 hour energy
[13:04 - 13:10] on there. That I'll definitely use. That I will definitely get used to. I don't cause
[13:10 - 13:17] y'all know me. When I first wake up I'm tired as fucking shit. Ain't no way I'm fucking
[13:17 - 13:23] moving. So this will definitely help with that for sure. Fucking love 5 hour energy.
[13:23 - 13:28] And it's extra strength too. Thank you. I need this shit. I need 5 hour energy in my
[13:28 - 13:44] motherfucking life. That's what I got bro. So yeah. Anything else? Nope. That is everything
[13:44 - 13:54] other than like a wood chipping from the floor. And that is about it for everything
[13:54 - 14:02] that I've got. Don't worry dude. That chip challenge is going to be in another video
[14:02 - 14:10] for sure. But yo thank you to Boom. Like I said I'm not sure who sent it. But whoever
[14:10 - 14:15] did it sent me all these dope ass stuff. Thank you man. You fucking rock. This is
[14:15 - 14:19] why I fucking love you guys man. This is why I love the fans bro. You guys are fucking
[14:19 - 14:24] dope. You guys are always sending me cool shit. Like first I'm starting out with the
[14:24 - 14:31] boxing gloves and the kick pads. Then from there I went to what else did I get after
[14:31 - 14:37] that. I know I got the letter with that. Then I got some other shit. Then I get this
[14:37 - 14:50] shit man. Y'all are fucking dope. Like for real man. Like you guys are cool as shit.
[14:50 - 14:57] Like for real bro. Like you guys. Y'all are too fucking much man. Y'all are cool as
[14:57 - 15:06] shit though man. I fucking love it. But thank you guys for the dope ass stuff. I fucking
[15:06 - 15:11] love you guys. You guys are dope. You guys are fucking awesome. I had fun doing this.
[15:11 - 15:17] If y'all do and want to send me an email. Y'all got my address man. Feel free to send
[15:17 - 15:25] shit. And I will do an unboxing with it for sure. So thank you to whoever sent that man.
[15:25 - 15:31] I fucking love that shit. That's dope. That's cool as fuck. Especially the LAD hat man.
[15:31 - 15:43] That LAD hat is fucking fire. That LAD hat is fucking dope man. Like I'll definitely
[15:43 - 15:50] be using that as something for sure. I'm fucked with that. But with that being said
[15:50 - 15:56] y'all I'm out of bounds because I actually do have some recording to do today. Y'all
[15:56 - 16:04] I know I am reworking my album Scar Tissue. Reworking that album. Plus I hope you guys
[16:04 - 16:09] don't know I also have more work to do today on top of my music. If y'all I know I actually
[16:09 - 16:17] just recently got a job with freelancing work doing commissions by turning people's
[16:17 - 16:22] photos into creepy art pieces like I do. You know like the art style that I do I got
[16:22 - 16:28] like I'm able to do commissions and now people's photos where I turn them into creepy art
[16:28 - 16:36] pieces like what I do every day. So that's fun. I got that work to do as well. So I'll
[16:36 - 16:43] catch you guys in the next video man. Stay up, stay humble, stay positive. Don't let
[16:43 - 16:50] me lay there in a G element. Please.
2021-3-26 the dawn of a New Era

2021-3-26 the dawn of a New Era

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up you guys. What is up, what is up, what is up you guys. How is everybody doing
[0:18 - 0:42] today. Well, tonight. I can honestly say tonight is a night for celebration. Not just of this
[0:42 - 0:52] amazing channel and the amazing thing that just happened, but also because of the dawn
[0:52 - 1:08] of a brand new era on this channel. See for months and months and months. We have fought
[1:08 - 1:18] for peace. To be able to make this channel a good place for people like myself who have
[1:18 - 1:31] been bullied and attacked for a very long time. And that time is finally here. The
[1:31 - 1:38] cyrax nation can now live in peace and we can finally get back to what's important,
[1:38 - 1:48] which is me creating music for you guys and doing what I love to do for you guys. But
[1:48 - 1:59] before I start the show with celebration, I want to say this. Now don't get it twisted.
[1:59 - 2:06] I can never completely forgive him for what he's done. But I want to say to Marty, good
[2:06 - 2:11] luck in your brand new endeavors. And hopefully you learned a lesson from everything that
[2:11 - 2:17] you've done. Hopefully learn a lesson and you better yourself from it. And you stopped
[2:17 - 2:23] doing the stuff you did. I hope and pray that you better yourself as a person and learn
[2:23 - 2:33] not to do stuff like this anymore. Now I'm not saying that I can play and forgive you,
[2:33 - 2:40] but I'm just saying, hopefully you've learned a valuable lesson. I know I have. I've learned
[2:40 - 2:47] a lot of valuable lessons throughout this journey, throughout the entire time, which
[2:47 - 2:54] is to be more careful of who I trust and to be more careful and take more care and pride
[2:54 - 3:03] in what I do. Now if you guys don't know, I actually do have another job lined up with
[3:03 - 3:11] actually a very good friend of mine. His name's Enoch. If you guys remember back in 2019,
[3:11 - 3:20] me and Enoch approached me about a game design that he wanted to do because he knew I did
[3:20 - 3:28] music. He does small time game stuff. He's created a few games for a few friends of family
[3:28 - 3:38] and wanted to know if I wanted in on creating the music for his brand new game. And how
[3:38 - 3:43] can I say no? That's one of my best friends. That's my brother right there. That's one
[3:43 - 3:48] of my best friends. How can I say no to my brother and my best friend? So we are actually
[3:48 - 3:56] in the midst of jumping back on working on the game. We started initially in 2019, then
[3:56 - 4:02] last year we kind of fell off due to the virus and, you know, just the life getting
[4:02 - 4:10] in the way, but we jumped back on board tonight. I knocked out three tracks. I got the main
[4:10 - 4:20] menu music done, the first boss fight done, and one of the level tracks done. You guys
[4:20 - 4:29] can expect an alpha demo to either be releasing either in April this year or in May. So we
[4:29 - 4:35] are working on that very hard for you guys. A shout out to my boy Enoch and the entire
[4:35 - 4:39] team. That's helping us with this game. A shout out to our boy Dwight, who's actually
[4:39 - 4:45] one of the voice actors for the game, which is super dope. I'm super excited to be part
[4:45 - 4:51] of this team and to be working with him along with being able to do my artwork and my music.
[4:51 - 4:57] I'm super stoked, super happy about that shit, man. It's going to be super fun. We
[4:57 - 5:02] are looking at releasing it sometime next year fully. So you guys can expect a full
[5:02 - 5:10] game next year. The demo drops this year. We got a lot more testing to do. So there
[5:10 - 5:23] is that. But right now, let's do some celebrating because this is a night to celebrate because
[5:23 - 5:31] the Cyrax Nation took a victory tonight and I'm super stoked. The Cyrax Nation finally
[5:31 - 5:37] won this war that we've been wanting to win for so long. And I couldn't have done it
[5:37 - 5:42] without the help of you guys. You guys, the real fans, the ones that have held me down
[5:42 - 5:48] since day one and kept me going are the reason that we won. This isn't just a victory for
[5:48 - 5:54] me. This isn't just a victory for us. This is a victory for everyone that's ever been
[5:54 - 6:20] bullied in their whole lives. So to honor that victory, I wanted to do something
[6:20 - 6:32] proper. Something that represented this victory in a good way. Something that represented
[6:32 - 6:40] the brand new era in the best way possible. And I couldn't think of any other way to
[6:40 - 7:04] represent that new era than with this.
[7:04 - 7:15] While that's a lot of man, I just want to say thank you to everyone that has ever held
[7:15 - 7:26] me down, man. Anyone that's ever watched my back, I want to say thank you.
2021-3-26 SKXRTISSUE  TOUR DAY 1

2021-3-26 SKXRTISSUE TOUR DAY 1

[0:00 - 0:26] [Music]
[0:26 - 0:43] What's up you guys. You guys ready for the first ever ScarTissue virtual tour of the year?
[0:43 - 0:50] I know I am. Let's get it.
[0:50 - 1:09] [Music]
[1:09 - 2:36] Shout out to the Syrax Nation. [Music]
[2:36 - 2:52] [Music]
[2:52 - 3:02] See my tears. [Music]
[3:02 - 4:14] Shout out to the Syrax Nation. [Music]
[4:14 - 4:24] You see my tears. [Music]
[4:24 - 4:52] Shout out to the Syrax Nation. [Music]
[4:52 - 5:10] You see my tears. [Music]
[5:10 - 23:16] Shout out to the Syrax Nation. [Music]
[23:16 - 23:20] Shout out to my motherfucking homies. A little scam on this one, man.
[23:20 - 23:24] Shout out to my boy, Scan. What up, dog? I see you.
[23:24 - 26:40] [Music]
[26:40 - 26:46] All you see is what you see on the net. You don't see what I see outside of the internet.
[26:46 - 26:54] All you see is what I fucking post. You don't know my real fucking life outside of YouTube, outside of my music.
[26:54 - 27:03] You don't see the bullshit that I deal with. So all y'all fake ass motherfuckers can suck a fucking dick and go fuck yourselves.
[27:03 - 27:10] Because I ain't here for your bullshit. I'm here for the fucking real fans who actually enjoy what I fucking do.
[27:10 - 27:48] [Silence]
[27:48 - 28:03] You can see, unlike you fake ass haters, I'm a fucking rockstar on the music scene, man. So don't hate me just because I'm a fucking rockstar.
[28:03 - 28:16] I'm just saying, bro. If you can't handle the fact that I'm a fucking rockstar and you ain't, well, that ain't my fault, man. That's yours for hating.
[28:16 - 28:23] Shout out to the Homie Crews Fix, dawg. Motherfuckers are a legend.
[28:23 - 28:31] I've been doing this in my lifetime. That's why I don't know my name. You can learn today.
[28:31 - 31:43] [Silence]
[31:43 - 31:53] Yo, where's all my motherfucking loves and lets at, man? Where the fuck you guys at? Where the fuck is my motherfucking fan at, bro?
[31:53 - 32:30] [Silence]
[32:30 - 32:46] 'Cause this next song is for all my motherfucking loves and lets out there, man. Watch motherfucking with my love, homies. Fuckin' love, y'all, bro.
[32:46 - 32:53] A bitch of the dead in the end, real bad, good. Motherfucker born inside a tool shed, mama never let me, never let me know it did ya.
[32:53 - 33:03] Danny was a rapist, very years old, saved, boy, got a prison. And I was raised by my own will, so by my love, I was bound to boast, bad chance to roll, kill.
[33:03 - 33:14] Spendin' my days and my nights all alone, now my mind has gone to somewhere wrong, but only shit'll put me into the nast, what it's like when they cut me out the roof with a tall pocket knife.
[33:14 - 33:22] Y'all walk with a sight in a murderous ability, a cold pair, a motherfucker filled with hostility, cracked out.
[33:22 - 33:27] And I'm calling out my moonshine, I'm on the dames, broke rhyme, name, homo must get down.
[33:27 - 33:33] Heading in school fields, learning all this with your skills, swinging sights and chopin' dice, and cut your boy, boy to kill.
[33:33 - 33:41] And he was found, a child of a black son, seven, one, seven, and a seven, child by the one, so blind for the play.
[33:41 - 33:53] And the bodies in the field, black boy like me, and he was found, a child of a black son, seven, one, seven, and a seven, child by the one, so blind for the play.
[33:53 - 34:02] And the bodies in the field, black boy like me, don't lost in the woods and the black is addition on a dark dirt road, so suspicious, just creeps and ditches,
[34:02 - 34:11] that's the girl in his country, turning switches and he sold names, came here by the sheet, and your bridges, you can't treat, train, all your heroes here and breathing on your eyes,
[34:11 - 34:19] just to see who one of them is, let's just see, when I put up an A-4, put some in a robo, blind, touch your bag, and you ask, got your cream of no-no.
[34:19 - 34:28] You think you know the reason that you 'bout to find out, well, it is the supper with the rust and red in your mouth, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.
[34:28 - 34:43] Then you stop by the skin, crawl the bed like an amalecai, I hear these voices talking, they won't leave me alone, tell me, smack this bitch about her hair, and drag her home, over my shoulder with a bag, kill her, pick a truck, and really get it all in the name, and then jump her up.
[34:43 - 34:51] He was found, a child of a black son, seven, one, seven, and a seven, child by the one, so blind for the play.
[34:51 - 35:03] Bodies in the field broke for a night rain, I think it was fun, that child over 'bout to sign a seven, one, seven, and a seven, child by the one, so packed for the pain.
[35:03 - 36:08] Bodies in the field broke for a night rain, and then I diced it, the skin crows out, it's cast, it turns out that life didn't lock the doors, praying that it passes.
[36:08 - 36:12] You know I gotta show my loves and lets out there holding it down, man.
[36:12 - 36:21] You know I gotta show love to y'all, man, 'cause y'all motherfuckers are the reason that I stayed in the underground and kept on grinding and kept on hustling, man.
[36:22 - 36:32] I gotta show my love to y'all, man, 'cause y'all are the reason why I stayed in the underground and kept on grinding and kept on hurrying, man.
[36:33 - 36:41] I gotta show my love to y'all, man, 'cause y'all are the reason why I stayed in the underground and kept on hurrying, man.
[37:20 - 37:28] [MUSIC]
[37:28 - 37:31] You know I gotta do this one for y'all, man.
[37:33 - 37:34] Let's get it.
[37:37 - 37:39] Y'all know this one by now.