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2022-4-14 Live  Documentary

2022-4-14 Live Documentary

[0:00 - 0:13] Hello everyone, for those of you that don't know me, my name is Chance Wilkins, but people
[0:13 - 0:21] more commonly know me on social media under my former name is Cyraxx. I'm making this
[0:21 - 0:33] documentary this lab documentary this lab right now to show just the hell that I've been through
[0:33 - 0:46] the last four years and how it has very much affected my everyday life, how it's affected
[0:46 - 0:56] my work, how it's affected my friends and my family, and to really show how I am being
[0:56 - 1:03] bullied and attacked every day. And matter of fact, you'll be, you guys that are watching
[1:03 - 1:10] this documentary live right now, you guys may even be able to see some of the stuff
[1:10 - 1:21] that I go through in the comments with some of these people. I don't know what I'll say
[1:21 - 1:29] other than the stuff you guys are about to see in this documentary are very very real.
[1:29 - 1:35] These are things that have happened to me and do continue to happen to me on a daily
[1:35 - 1:42] basis. And I'm making this video and this, you know, this live documentary in hopes that
[1:42 - 1:48] somebody out there can actually help me put a stop to all this. Because I spoke with
[1:48 - 1:53] one of my friends the other day and they said something that they are very right about.
[1:53 - 1:58] And that is the fact that I cannot keep living like this. And that this stuff these people
[1:58 - 2:07] are doing needs to stop. It has gone way too far and has gone on for far too long and
[2:07 - 2:19] it needs to stop. With that being said, let's get started with how these people have taken
[2:19 - 2:30] my personal life and posted it on a site known as Kiwi Farms. I'm going to share a screen
[2:30 - 2:52] here.
[2:52 - 3:02] This stuff right here is what I deal with on a daily basis and the comments on these
[3:02 - 3:16] threads are very fucked up. They are very very disturbing. Like these people have attacked
[3:16 - 3:24] my family. As you can see right here, one of the trolls music biz Marty had actually
[3:24 - 3:33] at one point gotten my biological father on the train. These people have basically put
[3:33 - 3:47] my whole life on blast for no reason. Like I've had people actually show up to my house
[3:47 - 3:55] multiple times. I've had to resort to this right here where people have showed up in
[3:55 - 4:02] my house so many times because the police would not do anything that I literally did
[4:02 - 4:16] to protect my family. There are just so many awful things being done on just this alone.
[4:16 - 4:31] People have basically exploited me on here, attacked me on here, like there's just so
[4:31 - 4:41] much just on Kiwi Farms alone. As you can see it's literally just people just poking
[4:41 - 4:55] fun on here on Kiwi Farms. I can go on forever on this. Like these guys and these people
[4:55 - 5:03] I don't know who runs it but these people have literally put my whole life on blast.
[5:03 - 5:19] As you guys can see, like people have actually showed up to my house as you can probably
[5:19 - 5:40] tell right here. People have actually showed up to my house multiple times. As you can
[5:40 - 5:59] tell there's just so much here alone. Like this is the kind of shit that I deal with
[5:59 - 6:10] on a daily basis from these people. And that's not even the end of it, that's just the very
[6:10 - 6:33] beginning of it. Let me show you guys the video where the police basically had laughed
[6:33 - 6:46] at me over something that is actually happening. And I'm sure you guys can see a lot of the
[6:46 - 6:55] bullying going on in the chat right there beside me too. Now let me show you guys this
[6:55 - 7:17] little clip of this video. This was taken literally back in December-ish and this really
[7:17 - 7:28] just shows how lazy the police actually are and how all they do is laugh at me and they
[7:28 - 7:37] don't realize that this shit is a very real thing that is actually going on. This time
[7:37 - 7:45] you guys are about to witness just how fucked up the police here are. And let me give you
[7:45 - 7:57] a little backstory. I've called the police many different times. They have currently
[7:57 - 8:05] labeled me as a 43 meaning I'm supposedly mentally disturbed when really I'm not. I'm
[8:05 - 8:14] really not mentally disturbed at all. Like this is all very real stuff that is going
[8:14 - 8:22] on. As a matter of fact, I actually have some evidence on my phone to show what truly is
[8:22 - 8:37] going on every day. So you guys will be seeing footage on my phone every day of something
[8:37 - 8:43] that I deal with from this music biz Marty aka Nicholas Beegler and one of his people
[8:43 - 8:55] Yoko. Now let me show you just how lazy and fucked up the police are here. And it is sad.
[8:55 - 9:25] No, have you ever watched YouTube? Oh my God, it's hilarious. Now let me rewind that back
[9:25 - 9:32] so you guys can hear it. Listen to what this officer that's behind the camera that you
[9:32 - 9:42] guys are viewing the footage from says. No, have you ever watched YouTube? No. Oh my God,
[9:42 - 9:51] it's hilarious. You hear what he said. Have you ever watched YouTube? No. Oh my God, it's
[9:51 - 10:02] hilarious. These police here really think that me getting bullied is hilarious. And
[10:02 - 10:21] it's really not. It's really not hilarious. It's really not as funny as people seem to
[10:21 - 10:29] think. At first, it started out with me being able to walk away from the trolls. But then
[10:29 - 10:37] these people started attacking my real fucking life. These people really started to attack
[10:37 - 10:48] my real fucking life. They started attacking my jobs that I had. Cause I was, if you guys
[10:48 - 10:53] don't know, I was signed to a record label at one point, but got kicked off of the label
[10:53 - 11:05] because of the trolls. My biological father lost his job because of these people. I had
[11:05 - 11:13] lost my job right before I got signed to a label. I lost my job in my friend Enoch,
[11:13 - 11:22] which is the job I had right before I got signed to a record label. I deal with these
[11:22 - 11:37] guys going after my family and friends every day. I've had multiple counts of copyright
[11:37 - 11:49] and the friend grant done to me on several different occasions. And I've also had stuff
[11:49 - 12:01] like this happen. I'm going to show you, I'm going to show you guys four different
[12:01 - 12:11] videos of screenshots, like four different videos of video footage taken by me personally
[12:11 - 12:21] on YouTube and how low and disturbing these people have gotten. What you guys are about
[12:21 - 12:35] to hear is this woman. What you just said, we're going over your house to rape you tonight.
[12:35 - 12:43] Sally is paying us money to violate your ass. You are going to get raped. No matter
[12:43 - 13:01] what you just said, I'm not sure I heard you right. Yeah, so that's not it. Really?
[13:01 - 13:09] What makes you think that you're going to get away with raping me and my family? Oh,
[13:09 - 13:16] so you're making death threats now, are you? So explain exactly how this is supposed to
[13:16 - 13:23] play out. What's your big plan for this? How is that going to play out? Obviously not
[13:23 - 13:46] very well, but let's hear your answer. Okay, so let me say this, just in case anyone's
[13:46 - 14:00] here. Yeah, here's the thing, bro. Right there. This is the kind of fucked up shit that I
[14:00 - 14:12] deal with every fucking day. This is the kind of shit that I deal with every fucking
[14:12 - 14:20] day. And as you can tell in the chat right here, as you can see, all these people are
[14:20 - 14:29] the people that I fucking deal with every day. These are the kinds of assholes like
[14:29 - 14:33] you guys are seeing right here in the chat. These are the kinds of bullies that I deal
[14:33 - 14:43] with every day. Every day I deal with people like this. And what's really messed up, what's
[14:43 - 14:50] really fucked up is anybody that defends me or tries to stick up for me. These people
[14:50 - 14:57] go after them. These people will literally go after their friends and family for defending
[14:57 - 15:06] me and standing up for me. And this has been going on for over four fucking years. For
[15:06 - 15:15] four years, I have had to live in a complete and utter hell. At one point I did attempt
[15:15 - 15:20] to take my life because of these people. And thankfully I had friends and family around
[15:20 - 15:32] me to fucking stop me and show me that I don't need to be doing that shit. I've had
[15:32 - 15:38] people send me very screwed up shit. One of them being a dead baby pig still on the mother's
[15:38 - 15:51] fetal sack. Another time they sent me dog crap mixed with hay. And just the other day
[15:51 - 15:57] somebody took and threw a bunch of bananas in our yard with very vulgar fucked up messages
[15:57 - 16:08] on those bananas. These people called the police on me almost, I'd say at least twice
[16:08 - 16:19] a week, at least. These people get away with harassing me, blowing up my phone, blowing
[16:19 - 16:32] up my mom's phone, harassing my friends and family every day. Matter of fact, the guy
[16:32 - 16:38] that you heard a few minutes ago, music biz Marty, the one that talked about killing
[16:38 - 16:50] me and my family after he raped me and my family, he had tested this other YouTuber
[16:50 - 16:59] by the name of Masso Reports. He had tested her and tested her until she did what he
[16:59 - 17:09] wanted her to do, which was to set me up. And he set me up by having her pretend to
[17:09 - 17:15] be an 18 year old fan by phone call because she had called me up pretending to be an 18
[17:15 - 17:23] year old adult female. And then turned around in a text message and sent me a picture of
[17:23 - 17:35] an underage girl and claimed to be 14 years of age. All so that he can sit there and make
[17:35 - 17:45] it to where I would have nobody else to run to but to him. This man is a compulsive gambler.
[17:45 - 17:53] He just very recently claimed that I was dead and that I was an artificial intelligence
[17:53 - 18:01] and that my family killed me. This man is responsible for the murder of two people
[18:01 - 18:09] that I know of. One of them I did not know. One of them was a prostitute and he got off
[18:09 - 18:18] on a technicality due to lack of evidence. The other person that Marty killed was a former
[18:18 - 18:23] YouTuber that was a very good friend of mine, the real Miss Jamie Nicole or as we all knew
[18:23 - 18:33] her outside of YouTube as Jamie. This man thinks that he owns me. He has committed
[18:33 - 18:43] copyright infringement against me several different times. He has harassed my mom, harassed
[18:43 - 18:55] my stepdad, caused my biological father to lose his job and all the police and FBI do
[18:55 - 19:04] or sit there and laugh while I have to stay here and be tortured every day living in fucking
[19:04 - 19:13] fear. And my friends are right. I cannot keep living like this any fucking more. I'm never
[19:13 - 19:25] asked to be harassed or attacked at all. We have gone down to the police station many
[19:25 - 19:33] different times to file a report and they have labeled me as mentally insane when I
[19:33 - 19:41] am not. This is all like real stuff that is actually happening. We've gone down to
[19:41 - 19:52] the FBI station to talk to them and they blatantly refuse to do anything. Every time I call
[19:52 - 19:59] the police down where music biz Marty is at, they tell me to call the police here and
[19:59 - 20:07] the police here will not do anything and I don't understand why. I have a current
[20:07 - 20:14] business that I run, AxeKick Productions, and I have lost a lot of high-end customers
[20:14 - 20:22] because of these people. If you guys don't know, I do music, I do sound design, I do
[20:22 - 20:29] audio engineering and that's what AxeKick Productions is. I do a lot of audio engineering,
[20:29 - 20:37] a lot of instrumental work, a lot of soundscape design. I've lost several high-end customers
[20:37 - 20:46] because of these people. I've lost several opportunities to be able to actually do good
[20:46 - 21:03] things. I have been bullied every day of my life for the last four years. If you just
[21:03 - 21:12] look up the name Syrax on YouTube, it's literally C-Y-R-A-X-X. If you look that name up on YouTube,
[21:12 - 21:22] you will find hundreds and thousands of videos of people bullying me, people harassing me,
[21:22 - 21:35] people taking shots at me for no reason. If you look up my wiggle name Chance Wilkins,
[21:35 - 21:41] I'm sure that you'll actually find sites where a music biz Marty and his little friends
[21:41 - 21:50] have broken into my Facebook, they have broken into my Discord, and stolen private photos
[21:50 - 22:00] and videos that were very discrete between me and my exes. He had taken and posted them
[22:00 - 22:11] to adult film sites, plastered them all over the internet. These people, every time I get
[22:11 - 22:22] something good going for myself, they shut it down. As I said, I've lost a lot of business
[22:22 - 22:28] because of these people. I have had to live in fear every day of my life because of these
[22:28 - 22:37] people. This music biz Marty guy has showed up to my house several different times. I
[22:37 - 22:43] have had several other people show up to my house multiple times wanting to kill me.
[22:43 - 22:49] I've had two to three instances where people have showed up to my house wanting to literally
[22:49 - 22:58] murder me. Three different times in total, I've had people show up to my house with
[22:58 - 23:04] weapons in hand wanting to fucking murder me. It got to the point to where we had to
[23:04 - 23:10] call the police and have them escorted off the property. Because they were out of state,
[23:10 - 23:15] the police here cannot do anything. So they told them to get off their property and get
[23:15 - 23:27] in their car and leave. This is the kind of shit that I deal with on a daily basis.
[23:27 - 23:32] This is the kind of stuff that I deal with on a daily basis. And that rifle that you
[23:32 - 23:43] guys saw me holding in the video and that photo on Kiwi Farms. That's what it's resulted
[23:43 - 23:49] to me doing to protect my family because the police will not do anything. The FBI will
[23:49 - 24:02] not do anything. And all I get every day is bullied, harassed, attacked, made fun of.
[24:02 - 24:09] And I shouldn't have to live like this. I don't deserve to live in fear every day of
[24:09 - 24:15] my life. So to anybody out there that is willing to listen to my story, please fucking help
[24:15 - 24:25] me. To anybody out there that sees this, help me put a stop to this because it's been going
[24:25 - 24:37] on for over four years and I can't keep living like this. Back in 2018, before all this started,
[24:37 - 24:45] I was living a relatively normal life. I was making music. I was putting out music. I was
[24:45 - 24:51] doing good for myself. In 2018, I had actually released two albums back to back within six
[24:51 - 24:57] months of each other. I was starting to promote my own music. I was coming up as an independent
[24:57 - 25:06] artist. I was actually doing very well for myself. And then when Music Biz Marty came
[25:06 - 25:18] in, that's when all this shit started and I can't keep living like this. I am making
[25:18 - 25:23] this video in hopes that somebody out there will see this and that something can actually
[25:23 - 25:33] be done because this has gone on long enough. Like I can't even get up out of bed and text
[25:33 - 25:45] to my friends without getting a fucked up text message, voicemail, email, you name it.
[25:45 - 26:02] Every day is a constant nightmare. Every day is a constant nightmare for me. And why these
[26:02 - 26:11] people bully me, why these people feel like they have to harass me, I don't know. But
[26:11 - 26:19] not only am I being harassed and attacked, my family is being harassed and attacked.
[26:19 - 26:27] My mom's got several, several voice messages on her phone from Music Biz Marty that are
[26:27 - 26:35] very threatening and very harassing. And this is the kind of shit that I deal with
[26:35 - 26:43] and I'm sick of living like this. So to anybody out there on YouTube, on Facebook, if anybody
[26:43 - 26:49] out there is watching this, please help me put a stop to this because I can't keep living
[26:49 - 26:57] like this anymore. I am not insane and I'm not crazy like the police here think this
[26:57 - 27:04] is all really affecting my real life every fucking day of the week. And I can't keep
[27:04 - 27:10] living like this. And it's not as easy as you'll think for me to just, I'll think it
[27:10 - 27:18] off the internet. No, my business, my job requires me to be on the internet. That's
[27:18 - 27:25] how I make my money. That's how I make a living for myself. So I have no choice but
[27:25 - 27:35] to be on here. But in order to be able to be successful, I need this shit to stop.
[27:35 - 27:43] So to anybody out there watching this on YouTube, on Facebook, please spread this video around,
[27:43 - 27:50] put word out, let your friends know, let your family know, let people that you know
[27:50 - 27:57] to watch this because this has gone on long, far too long. This has been going on for four
[27:57 - 28:06] years. For four years, I've been attacked. For four years, I've been bullied. For four
[28:06 - 28:14] years, I've been made fun of. For four years, I've been harassed, put down, belittled,
[28:14 - 28:25] taken advantage of. And I can't do it anymore. So like I said, to anybody out there that
[28:25 - 28:37] is willing to help me, please do so. Because I can't keep living like this anymore. All
[28:37 - 28:44] I want is my normal life back so that I can do what I love to do without being harassed
[28:44 - 28:51] or without being bullied any fucking more. That's all I want. Is to be able to live
[28:51 - 28:57] my life, do what I love to do without being harassed, attacked or bullied so that I can
[28:57 - 29:03] make money to provide for my family and be the successful person that they want me to
[29:03 - 29:12] be. That's all I've ever wanted to do. That's all I still want to do.
[29:12 - 29:20] So to anybody out there watching, please share this around, spread it around. Let people
[29:20 - 29:27] know about what's going on. Let's bring this situation to light and put a stop to it because
[29:27 - 29:37] I can't live like this anymore. So to anybody out there watching this on Facebook and YouTube,
[29:37 - 29:47] please help because I need it. My family needs it. Thank you for watching and thank you
[29:47 - 29:48] for listening.
2022-3-29 Plans from here on  Out

2022-3-29 Plans from here on Out

[0:00 - 0:20] (I'm not sure what to say here)
[0:20 - 0:45] Good morning evening everyone. I know it's like insanely early in the morning, but I felt like this video and what I'm about to say had to be said.
[0:45 - 1:13] You see, the last three years I've been relentlessly tortured, harassed, bullied, and kicked down so bad and tormented so bad by very evil people that I now suffer from depression.
[1:13 - 1:37] And some, and also I do suffer from undiagnosed post-traumatic stress disorder or PTSD for short because of all the years of being bullied,
[1:37 - 1:50] all the years of being relentlessly tormented and harassed and pushed to my limit and beyond.
[1:50 - 2:13] And when I say relentlessly tormented, I don't mean just like, you know, your typical average, you know, internet wannabe thug. I mean, these people are very, very evil people to where they have nothing to lose so they do not care.
[2:13 - 2:31] These people will literally pick someone apart when they're at their lowest and not give a single fuck.
[2:31 - 2:45] But I'm here today to say this, that from here on out, all that harassment stops.
[2:45 - 3:03] All the ripping me off and copyright infringement against me, all the defaming me, all the shit that these people have done to me over the last three years is gonna stop today.
[3:03 - 3:16] Because I am 31 years old. I have a fucking business that I just started thanks to a very good friend of mine helping me get it going.
[3:16 - 3:28] I have a great support team. One of the people who is part of that support team is actually right here in the chat. One of my good friends, Chris, aka Nylit.
[3:28 - 3:37] If you guys don't know who Nylit is, look him up on YouTube. That's this man right here. Be sure to give him a follow, man.
[3:37 - 3:47] Because this dude's content is actually very, very good. So if you guys are on YouTube, be sure to hit him up, man. Follow him over there. Check his stuff out.
[3:47 - 4:05] I always, I collab with him on almost every video, almost. Like I do create stuff for him. So if you guys hear the music in the background of those videos, that was done by me personally. You're welcome.
[4:05 - 4:33] But over the last three years, people have, you know, they really have just completely and utterly
[4:33 - 4:57] just humiliated me. They have put it to the point to where my dignity and my being a human being was almost gone.
[4:57 - 5:16] Like I wouldn't have given it one or two more years or even just a handful of months. And I would have broke.
[5:16 - 5:26] I was at a breaking point that I would not wish on my worst enemy.
[5:26 - 5:50] And my good friend Chris here, as well as many of many others of you guys have seen, I have been through so much shit that I did not deserve nor ask for.
[5:50 - 6:04] And it has put, for the last three years, it has put a detriment on my music as an artist.
[6:04 - 6:19] It has taken money out of my pocket to be able to provide for my family and to be able to give back to those that have helped me along the way.
[6:19 - 6:38] It has taken my ability to help up and going artists that I know are very, very talented that actually have a shot in music.
[6:38 - 6:52] But I am going to say this warning not to start a fight, but this is merely a fair warning to anyone out there that thinks they are going to fuck with me ever again.
[6:52 - 7:16] That thinks they are going to steal from me, that thinks they are going to commit copyright infringement against me or use my image or my likeness without my knowledge or my permission or say so or anything I do ever again.
[7:16 - 7:40] Alright? You guys are going to stop. Because if I see any of that going on, I will immediately have my team file a cease and desist.
[7:40 - 8:06] And I do not care how many times it has to happen, I will do so to protect my personal property, my intellectual property, and to protect my future of being able to do music full freaking time.
[8:07 - 8:23] Because that is my aim in life, is to help people through my music.
[8:23 - 8:42] I want to be able to help people that are in my position, that do get bullied, that do get harassed, that do get picked on and put down.
[8:42 - 8:53] I want to help those people the same way that this man right here that I am about to show you, helped me.
[8:53 - 9:15] Now the man you are about to see is actually a very near and dear friend to me. Some of you might know him, some of you might not.
[9:15 - 9:31] But the first song I would like to play for you guys is one of the ones that helps me in a very big way.
[9:31 - 9:41] So I would like to give a massive shout out to this man in the video you guys are about to see.
[9:41 - 10:07] I would like to give a huge shout out and a huge thank you to Redcom One Music Group, but most importantly I would like to give a huge shout out and an even bigger thank you to the head artist and founder of that label, Soldier Heart.
[10:07 - 10:19] And this video you guys are about to see applies not only to war, but it applies to everyday life and what people like me go through.
[10:20 - 10:22] Thank you.
[10:23 - 14:10] (music)
[14:10 - 14:30] Let me tell you, there is no other way that I can describe what I went through day after day and night after night.
[14:30 - 14:50] I can't even begin to put it into words, the nightmares, the hell that I had to face for the last three years, non-stop everyday.
[14:50 - 14:59] But I do hope that this song right here shows you guys very, very well.
[14:59 - 15:12] One of my last three years have been like everyday and every night when I go to sleep.
[15:12 - 15:25] As like these t-shirts in this video say, it's like the t-shirts in this video say, when you go to sleep, you go to sleep.
[15:25 - 15:32] When I go to sleep, I go to war.
[15:32 - 15:38] And that's what my life has been like for the last three years, a constant war.
[15:38 - 15:42] And I hope this shows you guys just what I've been through.
[15:42 - 15:48] And I hope that it helps you if you guys are in that position. I hope that this helps you.
[15:48 - 19:58] (music)
[19:58 - 20:10] Hello, everyone.
[20:10 - 20:14] Just soldier hard, man.
[20:14 - 20:20] I can't thank you enough for making the music that you make.
[20:20 - 20:30] I say, man, that music has helped me a lot more than you think.
[20:30 - 20:42] So if Jeff, aka soldier hard, thank you, man, for everything that you've done, like, for real.
[20:42 - 20:49] And I'm not even fucking, like, just saying that because you're a good friend to me.
[20:49 - 21:03] I'm saying that out of somebody that goes through that shit, out of somebody that has survived multiple suicide attempts,
[21:03 - 21:21] somebody that has been through depression, somebody that has been kicked down to the lowest that you can possibly fucking get to
[21:21 - 21:27] and somehow made it out by the skin of my teeth.
[21:27 - 21:35] How I survived? I don't know. I really don't know.
[21:35 - 21:57] (typing)
[21:57 - 22:05] Wait.
[22:05 - 22:15] I'd be lying if I said there weren't times where, you know, things completely broke down for me.
[22:15 - 22:29] (typing)
[22:29 - 22:33] And that's very true.
[22:33 - 22:51] But for anyone out there that is going through what I went through, that is seriously thinking about suicide,
[22:51 - 23:03] I can honestly say I don't blame you for thinking that way because I was there. I have survived multiple attempts.
[23:03 - 23:21] Over the last three years, I have survived multiple attempts. And this last time that I tried, which was back last year,
[23:21 - 23:31] that final time when I failed, I realized that I'm meant to be here.
[23:31 - 23:40] And that day, I got sent this video that I'm about to show you.
[23:40 - 24:00] And to anybody out there that is having thoughts about it or is there, just know that it's not your fault.
[24:00 - 24:11] You got put there by a bunch of fucking people that want to see you suffer.
[24:11 - 24:17] And you're not alone in this fight.
[24:17 - 24:29] I even put out songs in the past where I talk about that stuff, where I talk about what it's like to be on the edge of suicide,
[24:29 - 24:39] what it's like to, you know, go through depression on a daily basis and feel like you're not worth anything.
[24:39 - 24:56] But let me tell you something. A very, very close friend of mine sent me this video, and let me tell you, it helped me so much.
[24:56 - 25:05] And I hope that you guys seen this. We'll get help out of it, too.
[25:05 - 25:19] So if you are thinking about it and you're in that spot right now, this very second, I want you to put those thoughts aside.
[25:19 - 25:29] I want you to put down whatever it is, whether it's a gun, a knife, a rope, whatever it may be.
[25:29 - 25:38] I want you to put it down just for a few minutes and watch this video.
[25:38 - 25:43] That's all I ask. And I hope that this helps you.
[25:43 - 25:51] I want to give a shout out to this man, Clayton Jennings. This video literally saved my fucking life.
[25:51 - 25:56] And I hope that it can save yours as well, if you are there.
[25:57 - 26:34] [Music]
[26:34 - 26:40] Please don't kill yourself. I'm talking to you. And I don't pretend to know everything that you've been through.
[26:40 - 26:46] But if it's shame, you feel just know that I was into. And if it's vain, you're feeling just know that that's something I went through.
[26:46 - 26:52] I don't know your story, but I know you and me are a lot alike. So let me talk to you for a minute while I got this mic.
[26:52 - 26:56] I was 18 when I pulled a gun out. At the time, it felt like my options had run out.
[26:56 - 27:03] So I put that barrel to my chest and I pulled the trigger halfway. I tried to muster up the courage to put myself away that day.
[27:03 - 27:08] But halfway into that trigger pull, I stopped. Tears flowed in my eyes and that pistol dropped.
[27:08 - 27:13] And I sat in my room and I sobbed for an hour. On the outside, I was fine. On the inside, a coward.
[27:13 - 27:19] The noise of my depression, it got louder and louder. I had planned a way out in a baptism shower of gunpowder.
[27:19 - 27:24] I've been lied to just like you're being lied to now. Other people can't help you, but I might know how.
[27:24 - 27:29] Because I've walked in your shoes and I've been at my lowest. And if you don't know anything, know this.
[27:29 - 27:35] You might tell me you're going to kill yourself when you're close to this. But God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness.
[27:35 - 27:42] God wants to give you a way out of these feelings of doubt. And the sounds of chaos might be reverberating around you like heavy metal.
[27:42 - 27:47] But confusion isn't for God, it's straight from the devil. And he wants to silence the noise and bring peace to you.
[27:47 - 27:53] And I promise if you just ask him, he'll see you through. You got to this place because you tried fighting your own fight.
[27:53 - 27:59] And where did that get you except contemplating about taking your own life? And if you got bullied at this point, I'm sorry you ripped through that.
[27:59 - 28:05] But God wants to take those words from your attackers and send them back. You don't have to be defined by what people said about you.
[28:05 - 28:11] Let me pick you up. If you don't know how to, you're not alone, man. You got a friend in me. You got better days ahead of you.
[28:11 - 28:15] I just pray you begin to see. Know that everything the devil did to you, he wants you to replay.
[28:15 - 28:21] But everything the devil took from you, God wants to replace. Listen to me right now and you better look me right in the face.
[28:21 - 28:28] You were created for more than to die in this place. Don't do it man. Please don't take your life. Just take my hand and we'll make this right.
[28:28 - 28:35] I promise if you do this, you'll regret it. You'll wake up in eternity and remember I said it. And you wish so bad you could just go back.
[28:35 - 28:40] I'm here for you right now. Please just know that. And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been lied to.
[28:40 - 28:46] That depression came after me and I nearly died too. I'm not suicidal, the only way death was meant for me.
[28:46 - 28:52] The devil played his music and I sat front row through that symphony. I walked through the fire and I felt that heat.
[28:52 - 28:57] But I pushed past the clutter and I stood to my feet. I walked out and I reviewed the look back.
[28:57 - 29:02] I took my depression and threw it right back into that wood stack. And that fire must have blazed 50 feet high.
[29:02 - 29:06] And now I plan on leaving a legacy to look back on some day when I died.
[29:06 - 29:11] And right now I'm telling you to stand up too. Deep down inside you know it's the right thing to do.
[29:11 - 29:15] Think about your family. Think about you. Don't kill yourself. Please don't do it.
[29:15 - 29:18] Whatever you're facing, God will see you through it.
[29:18 - 29:21] I had a fairy kill himself and his mom asked if I could come see her.
[29:21 - 29:25] She was depressed and asked if I could meet her. Two weeks later the pressure beat her.
[29:25 - 29:29] She ran into a telephone pole without a seatbelt and the two seen her.
[29:29 - 29:35] And I wish right now I could crawl through these speakers and somehow convince you not to go the same route she did.
[29:35 - 29:41] I wish I could change the fact that you feel defeated. I wish I could lock my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it.
[29:41 - 29:45] But I can't reach everyone even though I do my best to try.
[29:45 - 29:50] Some people believe the lie that it's just best to die. And they think it's the simple way out.
[29:50 - 29:55] But they're not here to see the way things play out. They don't see the hurt they cause, the pain they leave.
[29:55 - 30:01] I take this seriously. This isn't a game to me. Even thinking about ending your life is living dangerously.
[30:01 - 30:07] So please just listen to my voice. Right now you have a choice. You can choose life or you can get drowned by the noise.
[30:07 - 30:13] Please don't do it. Please just ask for help. If not for your family, do it for yourself.
[30:13 - 30:29] [Music]
[30:29 - 30:44] [Silence]
[30:44 - 30:48] And this song I'm about to play you guys actually follows up to that.
[30:48 - 30:52] [Silence]
[30:52 - 30:55] That video right there saved my life.
[30:55 - 30:58] [Silence]
[30:58 - 31:15] And I want to play this video even though I know that it might not, you know, even knowing that it might not do any fucking good.
[31:15 - 31:21] [Silence]
[31:21 - 31:27] But...
[31:27 - 31:43] [Silence]
[31:43 - 31:48] I do hope that this video...
[31:48 - 32:06] Yeah, I hope that this song shows you fucking assholes out there that do this kind of shit to people for no reason but your own selfish fucking game in your own fucking bullshit.
[32:06 - 32:12] [Silence]
[32:12 - 32:31] I hope that this shows you guys what you do to people and how far the bullshit you push goes.
[32:31 - 32:37] [Silence]
[32:37 - 32:47] And honestly, I want all of you guys that bully someone or attack someone to really watch this.
[32:47 - 32:53] [Silence]
[32:53 - 33:13] And honestly, I feel like more people need to see this because this video shows what it's like to be where I've been the last three years.
[33:13 - 33:23] [Silence]
[33:23 - 33:40] All the shit you guys are about to see is what you bullies do to people like myself.
[33:40 - 34:45] [Silence]
[34:45 - 34:48] What up, Sam? What up, Travis?
[34:48 - 36:01] [Silence]
[36:01 - 36:12] I will never be what you want me to pull you under. I pull you under.
[36:12 - 36:57] [Silence]
[36:57 - 37:20] I will never be what you want me to pull you under. I pull you under. I pull you under. I pull you under.
[37:20 - 37:55] [Silence]
[37:55 - 38:05] Everything that was depicted in that music video shot the Five Finger Death Punch, by the way. Fucking amazing music.
[38:05 - 38:14] If you've not ever heard Five Finger Death Punch, I highly, highly encourage you guys to go watch their music videos.
[38:14 - 38:35] They have great stuff. They have amazing fucking music. But everything that was depicted in that video is what people like you, Marty, and so many others do to people like me.
[38:35 - 38:45] You make us feel like we're not even human.
[38:45 - 38:50] [Silence]
[38:50 - 38:55] Well, we are all human and we all have a right to live.
[38:55 - 39:03] [Silence]
[39:03 - 39:11] We all have a right to live our lives, the way that we want to live them.
[39:11 - 39:27] Which is why, from this moment on, from this video stream on, I will no longer be a victim of you, Marty, or anyone ever again.
[39:27 - 39:33] From here on out, I am doing the music that I should have been doing the whole fucking time.
[39:33 - 39:41] And creating music for people like myself that needs someone there who has been where they're at.
[39:41 - 39:48] Somebody like me who is willing to speak up and be the voice for those people.
[39:48 - 39:57] Somebody like me who truly understands what it means to be depressed, what it means to be on the edge of suicide.
[39:57 - 40:05] Someone like me who's been kicked down lower than most people can even imagine.
[40:05 - 40:24] And when I say I was kicked down, I don't just mean I was kicked down. Like when I mean I went through hell, I went through a hell that I can honestly say is a fate worse than death.
[40:24 - 40:29] [Silence]
[40:29 - 40:49] Because there was a point in the last three years where I was being bullied and attacked so bad that I felt like death was better than living the endless fucking nightmare that I was fucking put in.
[40:49 - 40:53] [Silence]
[40:53 - 40:56] There was a point where I felt like that.
[40:56 - 41:18] [Silence]
[41:18 - 41:25] There was a point where I felt like that.
[41:25 - 41:39] And with the help of my friends and my family and my team, going through all that, this is the road that I am now on.
[41:39 - 41:49] I am proud to say that I am on this road right here, where you're about to see this is the road that I am currently on.
[41:49 - 41:53] Shout out to Soldier Hard for this one.
[41:53 - 42:18] [Silence]
[42:18 - 42:47] [Music]
[42:47 - 46:43] [Silence]
[46:43 - 47:01] What do you say, man? Because of you guys, my friends, my family, and my real fans, not the fake ass ones that, you know, talk all this dumb shit.
[47:01 - 47:21] Like because of y'all, being on the road to recovery is where I'm at, and I can't thank y'all enough.
[47:21 - 47:43] Everyone from my boy Chris, my best friend Adam, my best friend Ellie, my brother Jake, my little sister.
[47:43 - 48:01] Everybody and everyone of y'all that's having my back and push me in the right direction, I want to say thank you, man. Because of that, you guys,
[48:01 - 48:13] I'm back on the right path of where I should be, and I am beyond grateful to y'all for that.
[48:13 - 48:39] And as I said to people like Marty and to anybody out there that thinks they're going to take advantage of me ever again, thinking of him because that's not going to happen.
[48:39 - 48:55] You guys are not going to take advantage of me or screw me over ever, ever again.
[48:55 - 49:17] As I said in the beginning of this stream, if I catch anyone trying to fuck me over or trying to do anything to ruin me, you will be served with a cease and desist,
[49:17 - 49:33] and you will be dealt with accordingly, legally. So don't think that you're going to fuck around and screw me over anymore.
[49:33 - 49:49] 2022 is my year to do what I've always wanted to do, and it's time for me to take that shit and run with it.
[49:49 - 50:02] Well, that means it. I love you guys. I hope that this helped you guys, and I hope that this inspired you hearing my story and what I've been through.
[50:02 - 50:10] And again, thank you to everybody that's had my back, man. Y'all are fucking awesome. I can't thank y'all enough.
[50:10 - 50:26] Well, that means I guess I'm about to bounce. I'm about to call my boy Chris, see what his goofy ass is up to, and I'll catch you guys tomorrow.
[50:26 - 50:36] I will be dropping new music very soon, so be on the lookout for that. I got new music dropping very, very soon, so be on the lookout for that.
[50:36 - 50:47] Well, with that being said, I love you guys, and as I always say for those of you that know me, you guys know this.
[50:47 - 50:58] For those of you that are just now seeing this, like I always say, stay humble, stay positive, keep being awesome, and just keep being yourself.
[50:58 - 51:06] Fuck what anyone else thinks, because you, yes, you, the person watching this, you're awesome.
[51:06 - 51:20] You are a fucking badass. You are fucking epic. You are fucking incredible. Fuck what anyone else thinks. You're awesome.
[51:20 - 51:29] Anyways, I love you guys. I'll catch you guys tomorrow. Peace.
2022-4-14 Change is coming FAST #VOOKREW4LIFE

2022-4-14 Change is coming FAST #VOOKREW4LIFE

[0:59 - 1:01] And you know what I find funny?
[1:04 - 1:11] About you, Marty, and all your little friends is one particular thing.
[1:16 - 1:21] You all do the same thing as each other.
[1:29 - 1:34] Every one of you does the same thing as each other.
[1:36 - 1:41] And do you know what that thing is that you do the same as everyone else?
[1:49 - 1:52] You all hide behind the screen.
[1:54 - 1:56] You hide behind a name.
[1:58 - 2:04] You hide behind this ego that you have created.
[2:04 - 2:14] You hide behind this persona that you have created to make yourself look like a badass.
[2:18 - 2:25] And trust me when I say, Marty, I know exactly why you do what you've done to me over the years.
[2:25 - 2:29] It's because in real life, you have no friends.
[2:31 - 2:34] You have no real life friends.
[2:37 - 2:39] And I feel bad for you.
[2:41 - 2:49] As for me, I've got plenty of friends in real life that are family to me.
[2:49 - 2:56] That are people that I grew up with, people that I consider blood.
[3:03 - 3:07] Take my best friend, Jake, for example.
[3:07 - 3:11] My best friend of 18 years.
[3:14 - 3:17] Now notice when I talk about Jake.
[3:17 - 3:25] Every time I don't say my best friend, I don't say my friend, I say my brother.
[3:29 - 3:32] Cuz that's how close me and him are.
[3:40 - 3:47] But you, Marty, you have no friends that you can call family,
[3:47 - 3:55] that you can call upon if you need advice or help.
[3:57 - 4:02] See, I know the whole reason why you attacked me all these years.
[4:04 - 4:07] And trust me when I say you will be paying for your crimes.
[4:10 - 4:14] You will be paying for the crimes that you have committed against me.
[4:19 - 4:25] Cuz something that you need to learn, Marty, is that every wrong thing that I have done
[4:25 - 4:33] over the years is a result of your actions towards me.
[4:35 - 4:37] And I repeat that again.
[4:37 - 4:45] Everything wrong that I have done has been a result of you doing what you've done to me
[4:45 - 4:49] and provoking me over the years.
[4:49 - 4:54] Just like with that real Miss Jamie Nicole thing.
[5:00 - 5:04] We all know that you did what you did.
[5:04 - 5:08] And it shows in your voice.
[5:11 - 5:16] Tape that lady that I exposed for being a fake earlier today.
[5:16 - 5:19] You wanna know how I knew she was lying?
[5:19 - 5:24] Her tone of voice, her laugh, the way she spoke,
[5:24 - 5:32] the way she looked at me, the way she presented herself within 30 seconds.
[5:32 - 5:38] I knew automatically that she was lying to my face.
[5:38 - 5:45] Same with you, Marty, but with you, all I have to do is hear your tone of voice.
[5:45 - 5:50] Your tone of voice says everything about you, okay?
[5:50 - 5:58] Your tone of voice says everything that I need to know about you in 30 seconds or less.
[6:06 - 6:17] And you, Marty, the way you talk to me shows me that you're a pathetic piece of shit.
[6:17 - 6:21] You want to be the hero.
[6:21 - 6:26] You want to be this larger than life person.
[6:26 - 6:34] And these people that talk to you, they don't realize what a worthless human being you really are.
[6:34 - 6:41] And to anybody out there that is thinking about impressing Marty,
[6:41 - 6:47] here's some advice from somebody personally who has been this man's victim.
[6:47 - 6:53] Do not trust a single word that this man says.
[6:53 - 7:01] Because this man is a compulsive liar and gambler.
[7:01 - 7:14] This man uses people all so he can look like a bigger person and feed his ego.
[7:14 - 7:18] That's all he wants is to feed his ego.
[7:18 - 7:27] For all you out there that think that Marty likes you or cares about you, he does not.
[7:27 - 7:32] He only wants to feed his ego.
[7:32 - 7:37] You want to know how I know this?
[7:37 - 7:46] The one thing that everybody knows that he started, the mass hole reports thing.
[7:46 - 7:50] When he pestered her to do what she did to me,
[7:50 - 7:56] he did that stuff to make himself look like the hero.
[7:56 - 8:03] He did that stuff to make himself look like a hero in everyone's eyes.
[8:03 - 8:10] Because he thought that if mass hole reports did that stuff and the police arrested me,
[8:10 - 8:18] he would get to look like the hero at the end of the day.
[8:18 - 8:29] But in hindsight, that plan failed Marty.
[8:29 - 8:36] Because if I really was a sick, evil person and I really was a pedophile,
[8:36 - 8:44] as I said many times before, the police would have arrested me right there on the spot.
[8:44 - 8:52] If I was truly a pedophile, I would have been arrested right then and there.
[8:52 - 8:54] But I was not.
[8:54 - 9:00] The police saw everything and did not arrest me.
[9:00 - 9:04] Why did they not arrest me?
[9:04 - 9:07] Because they knew that I am not a pedophile.
[9:07 - 9:11] They saw everything.
[9:11 - 9:28] They saw what was really going on.
[9:28 - 9:32] Now you guys are probably wondering what's with the title of this video if you're just going to talk about this.
[9:32 - 9:37] Well, you're about to find out.
[9:37 - 9:44] See, all this negative stuff that you Marty and all your little friends here in the chat,
[9:44 - 9:52] all your little followers have done to me over the years is coming to a halt next week.
[9:52 - 10:03] Because see, next week my life is changing for the better in many ways.
[10:03 - 10:09] Next week my life changes for the better fully.
[10:09 - 10:18] Because you may not know this person Marty, but I do and he's a very, very good friend of mine.
[10:18 - 10:24] He's one of my closest friends via YouTube.
[10:24 - 10:31] He's one of my closest friends and somebody who I hang out with on a daily basis.
[10:31 - 10:35] You might recognize his name that I'm about to speak.
[10:35 - 10:41] He goes by the name of Voodoo Ninja on YouTube,
[10:41 - 10:46] aka Voo Crew on Facebook.
[10:46 - 10:56] And see, next week I'm going to be going back to the way things were before you came along, Marty.
[10:56 - 11:14] Starting on Monday, things are going back to the way they used to be before you and your friends tried to ruin my life.
[11:14 - 11:21] Oh, just for the record, Marty, I have contacted your father.
[11:21 - 11:30] And I can tell you right now, he's not happy with what you've done to me.
[11:30 - 11:44] That's why your father does not speak to you anymore because of the fact of what you do.
[11:44 - 11:53] What you do to people like myself is very wrong.
[11:53 - 11:57] I spoke to your father today and let me tell you something.
[11:57 - 12:02] He's not happy with what you've done to me.
[12:02 - 12:10] He is very disappointed in you.
[12:10 - 12:16] Now, whether you stop what you're doing to people or not, that's on you.
[12:16 - 12:21] But let me tell you, I had a really nice long heart-to-heart with your dad today.
[12:21 - 12:27] And let me tell you right now, he wishes you would stop doing what you're doing.
[12:27 - 12:36] He really does. He wishes that you would stop and go back to being the Nicholas Beegler that you were
[12:36 - 12:42] before you became a compulsive gambler, before you started lying about people,
[12:42 - 12:47] before you started attacking people.
[12:47 - 13:01] He wants the Nicholas that used to be a good kid that didn't do this kind of stuff.
[13:01 - 13:17] Hey, Brooklyn Menace, what's good, bro? Shout out to Brooklyn. What up, bud?
[13:17 - 13:29] And honestly, Marty, I do agree with your dad. You need to quit your bullshit.
[13:29 - 13:35] And Marty, while we're on the subject, let me ask you something, okay?
[13:35 - 13:45] What happened to the Nicholas Beegler that first presented himself to Saren, your ex?
[13:45 - 13:55] What happened to the Nicholas Beegler that lived a real life outside of YouTube
[13:55 - 14:02] and presented himself as this humble human being? What happened to that?
[14:02 - 14:10] What happened to that Nicholas that first introduced himself to Saren,
[14:10 - 14:18] that was a calm, cool, collective person that was not attacking anybody,
[14:18 - 14:25] that was not harassing anyone, that was not going after anyone?
[14:25 - 14:35] What happened to that Nicholas Beegler?
[14:35 - 14:45] And you and your little friends can sit there and call me crazy all you want, Nick.
[14:45 - 14:56] But here's the thing.
[14:56 - 15:21] The real good people do get made fun of. They do get picked on. They do get bullied.
[15:21 - 15:30] And one thing that you fail to realize, Marty, is this, and I know that CIA whole,
[15:30 - 15:38] I know that Brooklyn Menace, shout out to Brooklyn, by the way. What's good, bud?
[15:38 - 15:44] I know that those two, and even you guys on Facebook,
[15:44 - 15:51] such as Vukur, aka Voodoo Ninja, shout out to you, brother.
[15:51 - 15:59] All these people will agree with me on this one thing.
[15:59 - 16:12] And that is this, that you and all your friends are pieces of shit.
[16:12 - 16:19] You all are trash. You all have no direction in life.
[16:19 - 16:26] So you project all your feelings onto other people to make them feel like shit
[16:26 - 16:33] because you're not shit yourself.
[16:33 - 16:41] See, I've worked very hard my entire life.
[16:41 - 16:44] And here's something that you might not know about me, Marty.
[16:44 - 16:52] I was raised in the backwoods of Washington State, out in Bellingham, just outside of Seattle.
[16:52 - 17:04] I was raised on a dairy farm and lived there from the time I was about, I'd say six or seven until I was 16,
[17:04 - 17:15] when me and my family moved down to Florida, where my dad was at.
[17:15 - 17:24] And one thing I learned early on is that those that work hard actually get somewhere,
[17:24 - 17:32] and those that work hard don't have to prove anything to anyone and know their self worth.
[17:32 - 17:44] And I myself know my self worth. I know what my value is. I know what I'm very capable of doing.
[17:44 - 17:50] I know very well what I'm capable of doing. I know my self worth.
[17:50 - 18:00] And let me tell you, Marty, your worth is nothing.
[18:00 - 18:08] Your words hold no weight.
[18:08 - 18:18] Your words hold no weight. But however, when you look at me, Marty, my words hold weight.
[18:18 - 18:29] And do you want to know why my words hold weight? It's because I speak nothing but the truth.
[18:29 - 18:41] That's why every time you try to tear me down, I never crumble, I never falter.
[18:41 - 18:49] But yet, every time you try to break me down, you just hurt yourself.
[18:49 - 18:54] You end up hurting yourself.
[18:54 - 19:03] See, I'm like a brick wall, Marty. You can punch me, you can kick me, you can do whatever you want to me.
[19:03 - 19:11] But every time you hit that wall, you're not hurting me, you're hurting yourself.
[19:11 - 19:24] You're doing damage to yourself. And the blood is starting to show on your knuckles, Marty.
[19:24 - 19:42] People are starting to see what a piece of garbage you really are.
[19:42 - 19:53] And you're probably thinking, well, what does that mean? Well, let me play it this way. On the brick wall, your words are your knuckles.
[19:53 - 20:02] And your words are starting to bleed out. Your words are becoming irrelevant.
[20:02 - 20:12] Because every time you punch me, your words just back off.
[20:12 - 20:38] Your words don't faze me. But they do do damage to you, though. And people are starting to see just how vile you really are, and just how truthful I have been this whole time with everything that I have done, everything that I have said.
[20:38 - 20:48] Something you and your little friends can keep on punching me all you want, but all y'all that are over there punching me with your words, y'all may as well just stop because it's not going to work.
[20:48 - 21:05] Like I told Marty, you guys yourselves are doing the same thing as he's doing and not getting anywhere.
[21:05 - 21:21] You guys are doing the same thing that Marty's doing, punching this brick wall over and over and over like this, punching that brick wall and not getting anywhere.
[21:21 - 21:29] All you're doing is this and hitting a brick wall. And you're only doing damage to yourself.
[21:29 - 21:37] You're not damaging me. You're doing damage to yourself.
[21:37 - 21:47] And as I said, Marty, I know my self worth. I know what my value is. I know what I'm very capable of doing.
[21:47 - 22:06] And I know damn well that I have people that appreciate me and love me for who I am and care about me for who I am, that have always got my back, such as my good friend, Voo Crew, aka Voodoo Ninja.
[22:06 - 22:17] People like all my friends on Facebook that I speak with on a daily basis.
[22:17 - 22:31] See, I have people that care. But Marty, all people do behind the scenes when they look at you is this. They laugh at you.
[22:31 - 22:45] See, you might think that they trust you and they like show that they trust you as a front, but really behind closed doors when you're not around and these people are speaking to each other.
[22:45 - 22:57] You know what they're really doing? They're laughing at your insolence. A lot of them are even thinking, why is this person doing this crap?
[22:57 - 23:04] Why is this person bullying this guy that is minding his own business?
[23:04 - 23:18] See, people don't come there to watch you be successful, Marty. They come there to laugh at you because they think that you're a joke.
[23:18 - 23:30] People know I'm not a joke. Because everything I have said I have done, I have proven I have done.
[23:45 - 23:55] See, the difference between me and you, Marty, is this. You're always having to prove something.
[23:55 - 24:07] You're always having to prove this and prove that and try to turn things around. But in reality, I don't have to prove a damn thing.
[24:07 - 24:19] And you want to know why I don't have to prove anything?
[24:19 - 24:32] You want to know why I never have to prove anything, Marty? It's because of the fact that I told the truth once.
[24:32 - 24:54] All I have to do is tell the truth one time. And people know that I am being legit, that I am being for real.
[24:54 - 25:13] See, in a sea of liars, I'm the one that tells the truth.
[25:13 - 25:22] And I find it very funny that you think that you could break through me and break me down ever again.
[25:22 - 25:28] Well, as I said, Marty, you may as well take your shots and get them in now.
[25:28 - 25:41] And you want to know why you may as well get your shots in on me now and why any of you that hate me, for whatever reason, you guys may as well get your shots in now because next week,
[25:41 - 25:58] myself and Voodoo Ninja, a.k.a. Voo Crew, a.k.a. ZVoo Crew, are coming back. Me and him are coming back with all of our friends.
[25:58 - 26:04] We're going to be hanging out and going back to the way things were before you came along, Marty.
[26:04 - 26:13] Can I tell you something, bro? Before you came along, I had a good life. A very good life.
[26:13 - 26:27] And I've got a second chance at a good life. And guess what? I have no intention on blowing that good life.
[26:27 - 26:48] I have zero intention on fucking up.
[26:48 - 26:59] Yeah, very right. Yeah, it is time to take out the trash on these people because that's exactly what Marty and these people are, man.
[26:59 - 27:18] They're trash. These people, these negative people are absolute garbage.
[27:18 - 27:25] Oh, by the way, it's the person pretending to be CIA. Oh, you may as well give that up because it's not going to work.
[27:25 - 27:35] Although CIA, I don't know you, bro, but I'd be pretty flattered by that. I mean, they do say that invitation is the sincerest form of flattery.
[27:35 - 27:47] So I have already. I'd be kind of I don't know. I'd be flattered by that. I'd be cracking up with that one.
[27:47 - 28:00] And they do say that invitation is the sincerest form of flattery, bro.
[28:00 - 28:16] But the point is next week, I'm going back to the way I was. And this is coming not only from me, but this also come from my buddy photo as well.
[28:16 - 28:29] And this isn't just for you, Marty. This is a message for anyone out there that thinks they are going to come up on.
[28:29 - 28:36] The cruise panel and start shit or start shit in the chat.
[28:36 - 28:44] OK, if you think that you're going to try that shit, don't.
[28:44 - 28:54] Because you will be blocked. You will be gotten rid of and you will be dealt with immediately.
[28:54 - 29:14] No warning, nothing. The minute we see someone talking shit about one of us on our different panels or on any of our channels, guess what? You're getting blocked.
[29:14 - 29:26] Because it is going to be a no negativity zone. It is going to be a place where people can come in, hang out, have a good time, relax.
[29:26 - 29:37] Now, if I see a hole, I don't know if you are around back then, but were you around the twenty eighteen before Marty when it was just me hanging out and having a good time with people?
[29:37 - 30:05] Do you remember those days? Did you come in after the Marty stuff?
[30:05 - 30:33] Hey, Lucas, what up?
[30:33 - 30:47] Ah, to the little projector that, you know, talk to my dad, you're right.
[30:47 - 30:57] The person that just spoke ill on my dad, you're actually correct.
[30:57 - 31:07] And you want to know why? Because my dad is a drunk piece of shit.
[31:07 - 31:20] My dad is a drunk piece of garbage. So why would he care? And you're right. He doesn't care about me. He doesn't care about anybody.
[31:20 - 31:27] All he wants to do is get drunk and throw his life away. So you're already speaking on shit that I already know.
[31:27 - 31:31] But thank you for saying something.
[31:31 - 32:00] Thank you for noticing what a piece of shit my dad really is. I appreciate that.
[32:00 - 32:22] See, Mark here knows. See, this is what, you know, makes me laugh at all your trolls and you, Marty, is this.
[32:22 - 32:38] You guys are so diluted by what you say that you think that your delusional words are the truth because you're so diluted.
[32:38 - 32:53] And you're so used to living a false reality that you think that I'm projecting and that I'm doing this. But in reality, in reality,
[32:53 - 33:02] you guys are the ones that are doing the projecting. You guys are the ones that are looking stupid, not me.
[33:02 - 33:31] So, yeah, but man, shout out to Voodoo Ninja, man.
[33:31 - 34:00] What song do I want to commemorate this last few days of being trapped in this hell?
[34:00 - 34:29] Nothing like hell.
[34:29 - 34:42] Hmm.
[34:42 - 35:11] I know one.
[35:11 - 35:22] See, are you ready for this?
[35:22 - 35:27] Yeah, I've been around for a while. Long enough to break the ground.
[35:27 - 35:38] So I'm taking you a little bit. Yes, I waited. I'm making another head. I've been sitting in a patient way. I'm quaking. I've never get a branch. Now my sound's not something you control.
[35:38 - 35:49] Turn me down. No, I'm not. So can I get a weekend? Can I get a sequence? Can I go be so wrong?
[35:49 - 35:59] They're saving nothing. They don't think money makes money. I have money for banks. So never take it from me. I'm making banks. I'm making an insane sum.
[35:59 - 36:26] I'm also going to be in love. I'm going to play one of those things that's coming up.
[36:26 - 36:32] No one going in for the kill.
[36:32 - 37:00] You ain't playin' me. You ain't playin' me for real.
[37:00 - 37:28] And if you find out the noose is where your neck will hang.
[37:28 - 37:33] And that right there says a lot about me.
[37:33 - 37:38] See, that shows that I'm not going to play it anymore. And then I'm going to get what's mine.
[37:38 - 37:54] Because I'm building my brand back up the way that it should have been the whole time.
[37:54 - 38:23] Man, let me tell y'all, man, next week there's going to be a lot of motherfuckin' changes. And I mean a lot of changes.
[38:23 - 39:21] I'm not going to play it anymore.
[39:21 - 39:45] Shout out to my boy Christian James on this nice one, man.
[39:45 - 40:00] Is there anybody out there?
[40:00 - 40:04] Shout out to my girl Christian James from the US.
[40:04 - 40:12] Alright, so before you know it, I'm going to start this over a little bit, but first I want to give a mad shout out to my boy Christian James, who's actually an Australian rapper, dude.
[40:12 - 41:17] Shout out to my boy Christian James.
[41:18 - 41:19] Thanks for watching.
[41:19 - 41:20] See you next time.
[41:20 - 41:21] Bye.
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2022-4-14 Grim Reality DONT TRUST MITCHY WADE

2022-4-14 Grim Reality DONT TRUST MITCHY WADE

[0:00 - 0:15] Well, well, well. Looks like you trolls, you troll, Mitchie Wade. You seem to think that
[0:15 - 0:29] you know what the fuck you're talking about. See, your issue is this, Mitchie Wade. See,
[0:29 - 0:38] you think that you can talk all nicey nice to me and you are right. You were right about
[0:38 - 0:44] something girl. You were right about something Mitchie Wade. See, there was something that
[0:44 - 0:53] you were right about. There are other YouTubers that do fucking go through the shit that I go
[0:53 - 1:04] through. You were not wrong at all, but what you don't understand is that you gave yourself
[1:04 - 1:11] the fuck away when you talked to me. Did you really think I wasn't going to call your
[1:11 - 1:18] fake ass out? Honestly, I'll be honest. I don't see what the fuck your, what your husband
[1:18 - 1:24] sees in your fake ass. I honestly don't see what the fuck your husband sees in your fake
[1:24 - 1:33] ass. You ain't trying to help nobody. See, all you're trying to do is pull the same
[1:33 - 1:44] fucking card as everyone fucking else. Bitch, please. You really think I'm stupid enough
[1:44 - 1:51] to fall for your ignorant garbage? You're out of your goddamn mind. See, you ain't even
[1:51 - 1:57] in the fucking music industry, bitch. I looked your shit up. You ain't in the goddamn music
[1:57 - 2:05] industry. You're faking your shit. You're trying to make yourself look like the hero.
[2:05 - 2:13] Sorry, bitch. You ain't the goddamn hero. You're a dumb ass that thinks she's in the music
[2:13 - 2:22] industry. You're a fucking phony, a fraud. You're talking to somebody that did numbers
[2:22 - 2:30] within two months. You're talking to the motherfucker that hit a thousand subs in
[2:30 - 2:36] two fucking months, which is unheard of. And you think that I'm going to fall for your
[2:36 - 2:47] bullshit if you bring up that pedo shit? Okay, whatever. Whatever. You can say whatever
[2:47 - 2:55] the fuck you want, but at the end of the day, I could tell by the look on your face. See,
[2:55 - 3:02] what you don't realize, girl, is this. What you don't realize is this. The look on your
[3:02 - 3:15] face gave everything away, you dumb ass. Every little fucking nuance of a fucking expression
[3:15 - 3:35] that you made, every expression that you made, gave you the fuck away. Oh, just for the record.
[3:35 - 3:44] Just for the record, girl. I ain't trusting you ass ever again.
2022-4-12 Desperation  gets u killed

2022-4-12 Desperation gets u killed

[0:00 - 0:25] I don't think I need to say who this stream is about.
[0:25 - 0:39] Cause I think everybody knows and I think you guys in the chat know the desperate worthless
[0:39 - 0:57] piece of shit this video is going to be about. A little trust fund, crack headed Marty. See
[0:57 - 1:09] Marty you didn't think I would figure you out, but I know your entire backstory.
[1:09 - 1:28] Mommy and daddy worked high pay jobs, your dad became a surgeon, and you became a trust fund baby.
[1:28 - 1:43] And because your family always at work you never had anyone around to talk to and when
[1:43 - 1:55] your parents were they were always disappointed in you. So ultimately you sought their acceptance
[1:55 - 2:04] and that's why you lash out the way you do, cause you're the black sheep. You're just
[2:04 - 2:15] another trust fund baby trying to seek acceptance. That's all you are Marty. You do these little
[2:15 - 2:25] antics to get noticed because your own family didn't give you the notice or the love or
[2:25 - 2:35] the care that they should have. And that's not your fault. I'm not saying that is your
[2:35 - 2:47] fault, but these antics that you're doing Marty, they're going to end you up in prison.
[2:47 - 2:54] As of lately man, when it's all said and done you could be looking at some very very
[2:54 - 3:06] hard time in prison for a very long time. All because you have it in your head that
[3:06 - 3:19] in order to seek mommy and daddy's approval, you have to do all of these antics. But really
[3:19 - 3:28] you're nothing more than a spineless, gutless coward who thinks he can do whatever he wants
[3:28 - 3:34] and get away with it. All because mommy and daddy are loaded with cash. You think that
[3:34 - 3:41] you could just pay off the comps and get away with shit. Well, sorry to tell you Marty
[3:41 - 3:56] that's not how reality works. Cause one, slavery was abolished over a hundred years ago. So
[3:56 - 4:06] owning someone or claiming to own someone is literally illegal. And that contract that
[4:06 - 4:24] you supposedly bought was fake. Therefore legal documentation right there threatening
[4:24 - 4:41] to rape me and my family, three counts of bodily harm and rape posting my videos without
[4:41 - 4:58] my permission over a hundred counts of copyright infringement and the best of the best of
[4:58 - 5:22] all. Save the best for last. Sexually exploiting an individual through photos and videos that
[5:22 - 5:45] you stole of me and to boot entrapment and catfishing for your own selfish gain. So
[5:45 - 5:55] tell me Marty, how is it that you've won? Cause right now the odds are stacked against
[5:55 - 6:05] you. And by the way Marty, when you do go to prison, cause I can assure you, you will
[6:05 - 6:14] be going to prison very soon. And when you do, I'll be sure to tell mommy and daddy
[6:14 - 6:23] dare say you said hi from behind bars. Cause face it, that's where you're going to end
[6:23 - 6:37] up behind bars. Not to mention taking advantage of someone like Yoko who is special needs
[6:37 - 6:50] and taking advantage of that kid whose money you won this deal by suing his mom and claiming
[6:50 - 7:10] all the money for yourself. You just don't get it do you Marty? You fucked up. Big time.
[7:10 - 7:26] You and your little goons, they're nothing to me. Your little goons are nothing to me.
[7:26 - 7:38] In my eyes Marty, you're just another demon on my list that I gotta get rid of. And guess
[7:38 - 7:54] what? I'm a demon slayer. And trust me when I say, seeing you behind bars for everything
[7:54 - 8:12] that you've done to people and to me for the last five years, it's going to be sweet.
[8:12 - 8:22] Because I'll be free to do what I want and I'll be free to take my life back. While
[8:22 - 8:36] you sit there from behind bars, being Bubba's little bitch watching my success. You ought
[8:36 - 8:50] to watch my success through jail bars. And Marty, here's a little tip for you. Don't
[8:50 - 9:01] drop the soap big guy. And if you do, don't bend over at the waist. Kneel down. Wouldn't
[9:01 - 9:08] want big Bubba fucking that ass of yours now, would you? Although knowing you, you
[9:08 - 9:16] might enjoy that too much. Because we all know you're gay, dude. We all know you're
[9:16 - 9:22] gay bro, so you might enjoy it a little too much. But hey, if that's your thing and you
[9:22 - 9:31] want to get fucked by a big Bubba in the ass, hey, who am I to judge? But just know
[9:31 - 9:43] this, when it's all said and done, you'll be watching my success through a pair of
[9:43 - 9:57] steel bars. And it's always sunny and Tulsa. I take that as a compliment, man. I appreciate
[9:57 - 10:06] the compliment. I know I'm crazy. In order to make it in the music scene, you gotta be
[10:06 - 10:15] a little crazy. And I just happen to be crazy enough to do it. So I appreciate you for
[10:15 - 10:35] noticing my awesomeness. I appreciate that. I'm glad you enjoy my work, dude. So thanks
[10:35 - 10:50] for noticing, man. I appreciate that. You know, I put harder work in than Marty does
[10:50 - 11:03] in any day of the week. I think we all know that Marty doesn't do anything for a living.
[11:03 - 11:14] And it's funny, he claims to work. But yet he sits at home all the time, flapping his
[11:14 - 11:35] gums. It's pretty funny, actually. It really is funny. He sits there, talk shit. Pardon
[11:35 - 11:44] me. Pardon me, damn, must be allergic to Marty's bullshit again. Damn. All that bullshit
[11:44 - 11:54] Marty's been talking, man. And shit. Phew. Maybe that's what I'm allergic to is always
[11:54 - 12:04] bullshit. Maybe that's why I'm sneezing so much. Phew. That foul odor of Marty's bullshit,
[12:04 - 12:23] man. I swear. But Marty, it's time he faced it. You can't win against me.
[12:23 - 12:52] You can't beat me. Not now. Not ever. Because the other night when you see when you and
[12:52 - 13:19] Yoko said what you said, you not only confirmed, but also sealed your fate. So Marty, I hope
[13:19 - 13:28] you're ready to sit down and think about your life because you're going to have a lot of
[13:28 - 13:34] time to think about your life and what you want to do with it behind bars because you're
[13:34 - 13:45] going to be there for quite a long time. I'm just, I'm just being honest, man. I'm
[13:45 - 14:02] giving you, I'm giving you a few little tidbits here and there to, from when you go to prison.
[14:02 - 14:18] Meredith, if I were you, I'd watch this guy right here.
[14:18 - 14:44] [silence]
[14:44 - 14:57] If I were you, I'd watch this guy right here.
[14:57 - 15:19] [silence]
[15:19 - 15:35] Shoutout to this guy right here, man. Shoutout to Larry, that boy, dude.
[15:35 - 17:13] [silence]
[17:13 - 17:42] Here's the base of the video. He gets arrested and he gets taken to jail and he explains the situation of him in jail or going to jail. And I'm going to give a little bit on this. But on the charge itself, one of my charges in my record was once discharging a firearm in the city limits. And that's more like what he has. They had something with an assault. Kind of weird. Mine was discharging a firearm in the city limits. And that's illegal for a lot of reasons. Obviously somebody can't get hurt.
[17:42 - 17:51] But let's get into his video experience and his experience in jail and he goes into that. So let's try this one.
[17:51 - 18:11] So it's been about a year since there was a warrant issued out for my arrest and I had to go turn myself in to the detention center to get booked and processed and then eventually released. And this experience was completely different than I was expecting. It was even very different from what my lawyer was expecting. And I've been wanting to tell this story ever since it happened.
[18:11 - 18:18] I wasn't able to. But today I can't. So I'm going to tell you exactly how it went down and exactly what happened.
[18:18 - 18:31] Well, what he said was pretty amazing. Like, you know, they came to his door and they made himself turn in. They do that. Obviously, I'm very surprised in his case why he didn't go there with his lawyer in tow.
[18:31 - 18:40] Most people go to county jails or when they turn themselves into the police, they'll go with their attorney. In this case, he gets advice from an attorney what to bring and all this kind of stuff.
[18:40 - 18:57] And either it shows me it's a very, very minor case or this lawyer really didn't know what he was doing. Always bring your lawyer. I mean, if you have a lawyer, you bring him. And even though even the facility knows that you're going with the lawyer, they might do things quicker to get rid of you.
[18:57 - 19:05] They don't want a lawyer hanging around waiting for you either. The less the lawyers around that facility, the better they're going to feel. So let's keep going.
[19:05 - 19:20] I think we're all aware of the incident that happened in September 2020 at this point where a dude had been harassing me for a while, showed up at my front door and I made the stupid decision to allegedly fire a pistol in the air as a warning shot to scare the guy away.
[19:20 - 19:33] I like what he says allegedly. Believe me, if he did it, obviously allegedly. And it was said allegedly and I just shut my fucking mouth. If that's even the case, I wouldn't even be talking about it.
[19:33 - 19:52] After about five months, I finally got charged with aggravated assault. And, you know, he's charged with aggravated assault. Unless people are saying he's shooting at them, that's a hard one. Shooting a year is a crime again and that's more of discharging a firearm in city limits.
[19:52 - 20:03] So that's not the right one.
[20:03 - 20:25] The point of being Marty, if I were you, I'd really watch this guy because you're going to need to watch this when you go to prison or before you go to prison.
[20:25 - 20:27] Here we go right here.
[20:27 - 20:29] Here's one for you.
[20:29 - 20:41] Introducing the world's smartest fence. Payroll Collar is a virtual fence inside a collar. Teach them to keep away from danger and come back to safety and community.
[20:41 - 20:54] The top 10 rules to follow on prison. And these are rules that I live by, no matter what security level prison I was only in a maximum security prisons and a medium security prison.
[20:54 - 21:08] Never went to loads or camps, but these are good rules to follow. And if you follow these rules, you're going to be all right in prison. And these are important rules because listen, they'll save you life and you really will.
[21:08 - 21:19] Before I get started, please check me on YouTube member program. Check me on Patreon. Check me out on Discord. Check my book out, Gangster Edition. Check my merch out. Check all that stuff out.
[21:19 - 21:29] Please subscribe and please pass on these videos because they do help us because we're going to make changes in this prison system someday.
[21:29 - 21:37] So the 10 rule, do your time. You know, a lot of people want to fucking complain, a lot of people, a lot of bitch.
[21:37 - 21:43] Oh, they cry. Now, when you don't match the security prison, you're not going to do that. There's people with life sentences.
[21:43 - 21:51] So when they do your times, don't be a complainer. Don't be a whiner. Don't be a pussy. You know, you got your time. You should fight it.
[21:51 - 21:58] Go to legal library. Do everything you have to in that regard. But just do your time. Don't do other people's times.
[21:58 - 22:07] You know, there's an old saying in prison, too, you know, don't let the time do you. You do the time. And what that means is you can drive you so fucking crazy in prison.
[22:07 - 22:17] You know, I've heard every story in the book. Why did it got convicted? Who is the asshole? Who is not? Everything in the world. And I feel for people, don't get me wrong.
[22:17 - 22:25] But we all have that. Everybody in there is in the same position. So in that case, do your time, man. Don't fucking be a bitch.
[22:25 - 22:32] Don't be a complainer. You know, that's not the kind of guy you should be. Don't do other people's time. Don't tell them how to do their time.
[22:32 - 22:42] You know, that that's not good either. It's kind of that mind your own business shit. But that's number 10. Now we're going to go to number nine.
[22:42 - 22:48] Stick to your word. Your word means something. You know, if you tell someone you're going to meet him on the yard, meet him on the yard.
[22:48 - 22:56] If you tell someone you're going to help him be a lookout for a tattoo guy, do it. Don't walk off. Don't do something.
[22:56 - 23:02] You know, like a lot of guys, you know, do tats that have a guy on the rail, you know, be the lookout for the guard.
[23:02 - 23:10] So when the guard comes in, just all sit back and hide the shit and that's it. Don't be that dude who says I'm going to do it and doesn't do it.
[23:10 - 23:16] Or hey, I'm going to skip chow tonight to help you guys. And then, you know, don't skip, you know, chow.
[23:16 - 23:25] It's like stick to your word. I think that's the most important thing in prison. One of the most important things, even though it's number nine.
[23:25 - 23:35] Number eight, say excuse me. And you go, what do you mean? What do you mean that? Say excuse me. See, I think it's sad for not doing that.
[23:35 - 23:43] You know, when you bump into somebody, excuse me. That's a big thing. Excuse me. Respect each other. Excuse me.
[23:43 - 23:52] You know, don't be a guy that thinks you have to be that tough guy in prison. I don't fucking say I'm a badass. I'm a badass. I'm a badass.
[23:52 - 23:59] You know, that's all bullshit. You know, that's why rule number eight's got to be, say excuse me.
[23:59 - 24:07] Because if you say excuse me, you're going to probably de-escalate a situation. You know, two guys walking in the hallway, they bump into each other.
[24:07 - 24:12] Excuse me, bro. Sorry about that. Don't be scared to do that. I mean, say you're sorry when you're wrong.
[24:12 - 24:19] You know, you might be dealing with people like everyone wants to be the tough guy, but that can get dangerous too. Don't ever think it can.
[24:19 - 24:28] Rule number seven, listen before you talk. These are good rules probably on the outside too, but on the inside they're very important.
[24:28 - 24:37] And here's what I mean by that. You know, you go to the chow hall and you're sitting down with a bunch of people and everybody's talking.
[24:37 - 24:45] Everybody wants to tell their story if you want to call it that. But listen first. You'll learn more from listening.
[24:45 - 24:53] And you'll see the big shots, the bigger people, the big listeners. Now there's a time and a place to tell your story.
[24:53 - 25:03] I was a guy in the law library, so I listened a lot. I listened to the story and I could pick out the bullshit or pick out the crap that he thinks is, you know, important.
[25:03 - 25:12] It's not. And sadly, it's not. It's just the way it is. But listen, whenever you're in a group setting, listen, I think there's a great rule, great rule on the outside.
[25:12 - 25:20] Again, these are really great rules in life, but in prison, they're a must. Don't forget them.
[25:20 - 25:28] Number six, mind your own business. You're going to see a lot of things. You know, I would be walking down the hall.
[25:28 - 25:38] Now, in maximum security prisons, you mind your own business. You might walk down the hall and see a drug deal going down.
[25:38 - 25:47] You might see it going by and you might glimpse a guy fucking another guy. You might go glimpse down and see a guy shooting heroin in his arm.
[25:47 - 25:58] Mind your own business. Don't ever go up to that later, even if you, you know, you're cool and say, hey, man, you know, listen, you got any papers? Papers of heroin.
[25:58 - 26:07] Hey, where can I get the papers? Mind your fucking business. You know, you should have a click of friends and know everything that's going on in that prison in any way.
[26:07 - 26:13] And if you don't, there's a reason for that. And the people in that prison will pick you out, too.
[26:13 - 26:18] So don't think they don't want to sell that dope or they don't want to, you know, even give you credit for it.
[26:18 - 26:29] Put your mind your own business. You know, I remember on the yard in Atlanta, when you walked into the yard on the left, you could sit along where the soccer field was.
[26:29 - 26:38] And along the wall there, there was a place where everybody, a lot of different groups and people would sharpen their shanks.
[26:38 - 26:45] They would sit and sharpen their shanks. Just go out and mind your own business. Don't go back there. Walk. Don't keep looking.
[26:45 - 26:53] Don't bring any attention to that area. You know, you're going to see a lot of things going on in prison that are, one, illegal.
[26:53 - 26:59] Guys trying to escape. Guys trying to do dope. Try to say, I'm going to fuck somebody. Do what? Mind your own business.
[26:59 - 27:06] Let it all play out. You're not the fucking man. You're not the fucking guy that's going to run the place and stuff of that nature.
[27:06 - 27:14] So you don't do that. So you mind your own business. And that is rule number six, which I think is an important rule.
[27:14 - 27:24] Rule number five. I put this in here because it used to, it was my pet peeve. And I ended up doing something to somebody.
[27:24 - 27:36] Be clean. Practice good hygiene. And what does that mean? In prison, we eat out of our sink. You get the sink-toilet combination in prison.
[27:36 - 27:45] I remember in prison, there was a new cell I had. You shave. It wasn't even glass. It was stainless steel.
[27:45 - 27:59] And a young kid, he kept shaving and he'd leave his fucking shavings in there. You know, after he washes, you don't want to stop.
[27:59 - 28:06] When some of the early water goes down and you see the fucking, the shaving cream. So I told the kid, I said, man, clean your shit up.
[28:06 - 28:14] So he'd go to Harry Grumbles or whatever he does. Try to act like a tough guy. And you know, sure enough, you know, he did a little other things that kind of pissed me off, too.
[28:14 - 28:23] You know, when you go to the bathroom, you take a piss in a toilet in prison. To this day, it's a habit of mine. I take toilet paper and I wipe the rim.
[28:23 - 28:34] Now, in prison, you don't have a seat cover. It's just the stainless steel shit you sit on. Now, you know, I wasn't one of those guys that put toilet paper down.
[28:34 - 28:45] It just wasn't, you know, I mean, I'm clean, but I'm not a fanatic. I'm not enough in my mind. But you wipe down the toilet seat when you're done in your seat, you clean.
[28:45 - 28:58] Well, the second time this guy did that to me, second time he did this to me, I fucking grabbed his head and fucking smashed it into the fucking concrete wall because he did the same exact thing.
[28:58 - 29:12] He fucking shaved and I come in the sink and he's sitting there and he was just getting ready with something out of his locker and said, yo, he looked at me and he gets up like, you know, like a tough guy, but he's not.
[29:12 - 29:23] And I said, yo, the fuck you leave this shit. He goes, man, fuck it. I grabbed him. I grabbed his head. I fucking slammed it right in the fucking concrete wall.
[29:23 - 29:42] Fucking blood just you know, you break a nose and fucking slammed the fucking good boy. He was out of it like almost knocked out. I fucking got so boom. Well, per person heard me screaming at a couple of person and a guard was walking by, not walking by, but walking down the hall.
[29:42 - 29:51] He came, they look, he's on the floor, blood is everywhere. Of course, I go to the hole and, you know, in the hole.
[29:51 - 29:55] that's just a few tips for you already live bio when you go
2022-4-13 Music session 2

2022-4-13 Music session 2

[0:00 - 0:13] Oh everyone, before I start this music session I would like to say something that is very
[0:13 - 0:34] important and that is the fact that I am putting out an alert on the YouTuber known as MusicBizMarty
[0:36 - 0:45] and for very good reason because MusicBizMarty has proven to be dangerously obsessed with me.
[0:45 - 0:58] The man has proven to be a very sickly individual who is clearly not right in the head.
[1:02 - 1:12] The man is obsessed me to the point to where I can honestly say that I fear for my family's
[1:12 - 1:22] lives and my own life and so to anybody out there that sees this I want you guys to know
[1:22 - 1:32] that Marty is a very sick and twisted and very disturbed individual and to the people that
[1:32 - 1:41] are looking to do customer work with me I would like to say that I am sorry that you guys have
[1:41 - 1:50] to see this side of things. To the people that were customers that are not customers I'm sorry
[1:50 - 2:08] that you had to witness what you had to witness. And even to you haters I know a lot of you guys
[2:08 - 2:14] wouldn't even take it to the extremes that Marty has and I thank you guys for that.
[2:16 - 2:22] I thank you guys for not taking it to that extreme.
[2:22 - 2:33] Like a lot of you guys you know you might sit there and talk you know a lot of banner
[2:33 - 2:41] smack and stuff like that and that's fine. I don't mind that. I really don't mind that.
[2:41 - 2:48] Honestly I will take y'all talking shit on me over Marty being the crazy one like he is.
[2:48 - 3:01] Here's the thing I'm not going that shit crazy.
[3:04 - 3:14] I'm really not. Ask any of these people in here. Marty truly is a sick and very twisted individual.
[3:22 - 3:36] And he proved that last night as well as the day before. So to any YouTuber that is coming up
[3:36 - 3:45] in the scene of YouTube take it from somebody that is a veteran of this platform.
[3:46 - 3:53] I would advise you guys to avoid Marty at all costs. The man is a very sick and twisted
[3:53 - 4:02] individual and should not be you know contacted in any shape or form.
[4:02 - 4:06] The guy clearly is out of his mind.
[4:09 - 4:17] This man has proceeded to attack my family, attack my friends, attack my work,
[4:17 - 4:26] attack my family's jobs. This man is a very sick and twisted individual.
[4:26 - 4:31] He seems to think in his mind that he owns me but he doesn't.
[4:36 - 4:40] This man literally believes that he owns me.
[4:40 - 4:54] Marty thinks that he owns me but he doesn't.
[4:54 - 5:09] You know you can think what you want.
[5:09 - 5:13] Oh I do read the chat.
[5:24 - 5:30] And you know here's the thing you want batshit crazy look at music biz Marty.
[5:30 - 5:35] That man is certifiably insane.
[5:35 - 5:43] I mean what kind of normal person says the things that he has said?
[5:43 - 5:50] What kind of person in the right state of mind would say those things?
[5:50 - 6:04] Marty is a very sick and disturbed man.
[6:04 - 6:19] He really is and to any youtuber out there I hope and pray to god that you do not
[6:19 - 6:28] come across this man. I really do hope that anybody out there that sees this that does not
[6:28 - 6:37] know the extent of how insane Marty truly is. I hope that you see this and know just how crazy
[6:37 - 6:46] this man is. Music biz Marty is a threat and a danger to this platform.
[6:46 - 6:56] This man is so obsessed with me that he showed up to my house unannounced several times.
[6:56 - 7:08] Yes there was one time I invited him to my house to confront him face to face but all
[7:08 - 7:16] the other times before that he had showed up to my house unannounced without my permission.
[7:16 - 7:22] And that alone makes him a very dangerous man.
[7:22 - 7:31] So to any youtuber out there coming up
[7:31 - 7:42] please listen to somebody that knows how this man is and is actually a veteran of this platform.
[7:45 - 7:51] If you are approached by Marty, if you are approached by music biz Marty
[7:51 - 8:01] aka Nicholas Beagler who also goes under the youtube name JustTrashTV now,
[8:01 - 8:10] I highly advise you to avoid contact with him or even speaking with him at all costs.
[8:12 - 8:16] Because music biz Marty is a detriment to society.
[8:16 - 8:31] He is a very evil person. He is very manipulative and he is only out for himself.
[8:31 - 8:41] He is only out for himself and his own selfish gain.
[8:41 - 8:56] This man has attempted to ruin my life on many occasions and Marty I'm giving you this warning
[8:56 - 9:03] right now because I know you're gonna see this Marty so I'm giving you this fair warning right now.
[9:03 - 9:14] Stay away from me stay away from my job and stay away from my friends and family and we won't have
[9:14 - 9:25] any issues but the minute that you attack me my job or my family of friends well it's not gonna
[9:25 - 9:41] end well for you Marty. Oh I can have mods I choose not to at this point.
[9:41 - 10:00] Actually no, live and well they are not empty threats
[10:00 - 10:09] because this time around I actually have a very good legal team behind me thanks to a very good
[10:09 - 10:21] friend of mine and once they see what this man has done once they see what this man has done
[10:21 - 10:33] this Marty's gonna be in prison and that's not a joke.
[10:35 - 10:43] See you guys think that you know me. You guys think that I need your approval.
[10:43 - 10:52] You guys think that you own everybody or that I need society's approval to do what I want to
[10:52 - 11:00] do with my life but that's just simply not true okay. I don't need anyone's approval
[11:02 - 11:10] because the last time I checked my music career depends on one thing well actually two things
[11:10 - 11:17] myself and real true supporters that actually support what I do and yes I do have real
[11:17 - 11:24] supporters believe it or not and quite a few actually some of whom I've actually met through
[11:24 - 11:35] Facebook over the last few weeks and they're all actually very nice people so a few trolls
[11:35 - 11:42] have come here to put me down or whatever there's not anything else that you can do
[11:42 - 11:56] that Marty hasn't done already. There's nothing that you guys can do to me that Marty hasn't
[11:56 - 12:04] already beaten you guys too. I mean you can sit there and say what you want about me but
[12:04 - 12:12] what you say about me doesn't affect me anymore because Marty has broken me down so much that
[12:12 - 12:19] nothing anybody says anymore really fazes me at all if at all so you guys can sit there and say
[12:19 - 12:26] what you want but you guys speaking the way that you do in the manner that you do
[12:26 - 12:31] just shows how insecure you are with yourselves.
[12:34 - 12:43] That just shows your insecurities and shows that you're too afraid to get off your lazy
[12:43 - 12:50] fucking asses and actually do something with your lives. That's all it is. You're a bunch
[12:50 - 12:57] of lazy nobodies. That's what trolls do right? You sit there and troll people because you're bored
[12:57 - 13:01] and the reason you're bored is because you don't have a life.
[13:01 - 13:11] And you don't have a life because of the fact that you don't want to get off your
[13:11 - 13:20] lazy asses and actually try. Me, I tried really hard and now I run my own business.
[13:20 - 13:28] A little guy like me tried really fucking hard and now I'm doing well for myself.
[13:28 - 13:38] Meanwhile, what do you guys do? Sit behind a computer keyboard all day and talk shit?
[13:38 - 13:45] Let me tell you if you guys got paid to troll you guys would actually be making bank right now
[13:45 - 13:50] but thankfully you don't get paid to troll and thank god for that.
[13:50 - 14:05] See, to Doc Holiday, you say it's projecting.
[14:05 - 14:15] You say it's projecting but is it really or am I actually telling the fucking truth for once?
[14:15 - 14:18] The truth that you don't want to hear.
[14:18 - 14:32] And that's all it is. You guys don't want to accept the fact that I'm actually right about
[14:32 - 14:41] something. See, I know how you trolls operate. You get a high off of seeing people flip out.
[14:43 - 14:53] You get an adrenaline rush off of negative feedback. That's all it is. You're looking
[14:53 - 15:02] for the next high. That's all it is. You're just looking for the next high, the next fix,
[15:02 - 15:11] the next freak out. That's all it is. And I'm sorry to say but on this channel your supplies run out.
[15:12 - 15:20] Your supply ran out at the beginning of this year. Sorry. No more freak outs on this channel.
[15:20 - 15:33] If you want to get your fucking fix of getting a high off of judging people and attacking people
[15:33 - 15:41] go somewhere else. Because your bullshit is not welcome here anymore.
[15:41 - 15:58] You're garbage antics. They don't faze me anymore.
[15:58 - 16:05] So you can say whatever you want about me. But everybody knows the truth.
[16:08 - 16:15] And that's the fact that you trolls are nothing more than a bunch of clout chasing losers
[16:15 - 16:21] looking for the next high. That's all you're doing. You're looking for the next high.
[16:21 - 16:28] And you know what I get a high off of? I get a high off of doing my music.
[16:33 - 16:40] While you guys sit there and waste your lives away and talk all this shit about what you think
[16:40 - 16:52] you know. Which is pretty ironic. While you guys continue there to waste your lives away
[16:53 - 17:03] and not do anything. You know what I'm doing? I'm living my life. And I won't be bothered by you
[17:03 - 17:08] idiots anymore. So I mean you guys can make up all the shit you want to about me. I don't care.
[17:14 - 17:25] Cloud is basically fame. It's the short term version for you know chasing fame. Chasing after
[17:25 - 17:32] you know somebody that actually has a name behind them. A lot of people like these people here
[17:32 - 17:37] like to go after me. Because of the fact that I'm actually getting up there.
[17:43 - 17:47] And that's all you guys are doing. You're chasing your next fix.
[17:47 - 17:58] You know you guys might see a bunch of badasses behind those names. But you know what I see?
[18:00 - 18:11] I see a bunch of losers addicted to getting a high off of attacking people and being negative.
[18:11 - 18:23] That's all I see. That is the only thing I see are a bunch of assholes that are so fucking
[18:23 - 18:35] drunk off of being negative that has become an obsession and addiction. And I feel bad for you
[18:35 - 18:44] guys. Because you guys don't have anything better to do than to waste your time. Yo squishy what
[18:44 - 18:58] up bro? Actually no I didn't. Somebody actually threw those there. Why am I live right now?
[18:58 - 19:02] Because I want to be. Do I need a reason to be alive?
[19:08 - 19:16] Like do I need a reason to be alive right now? Because I don't think I really need a reason.
[19:16 - 19:29] And I know what you guys are trying to do. You guys are trying to go on this whole trip of
[19:29 - 19:35] comparing me and trying to make me the next Christian. Well uh sorry to say but you guys
[19:35 - 19:42] failed at that miserably. Because I am nothing like that man. And I know where all of you guys
[19:42 - 19:53] come from. You guys come from that community of people that attacked Chris. That's all it is.
[19:56 - 20:07] And it may have worked on him but here's a little secret. Here's a little secret for you all man.
[20:11 - 20:28] I'm not Chris Chan. I'm not like him at all period. So I mean y'all can sit there and say
[20:28 - 20:36] what you want but uh it ain't gonna fucking work. Because see y'all think that your little
[20:36 - 20:47] banner talk affects me. Really it's honestly entertaining. Shit I don't even need to do a
[20:47 - 20:52] music session at this point. Just watching your guys's banner talk is enough comedy for me.
[20:52 - 20:59] Shit for real you you guys are like you guys are cheap comedy to me. Try the squishy talks by the
[20:59 - 21:10] way man what up squish. I love it you guys literally are cheap comedy.
[21:10 - 21:21] I mean for real you trolls are nothing more than cheap comedy to me. And I and I laugh at it
[21:21 - 21:26] because it's true you guys are nothing more than a bunch of wannabe stand-up comedians.
[21:26 - 21:33] All right squish am I right bro? Ain't these guys nothing but a bunch of fucking comedians?
[21:33 - 21:40] I mean at least that's what I see bro. Oh I mean I don't know if you see the same thing squish but
[21:40 - 21:48] uh that's what I see. I see nothing but a bunch of comedians here in the comments. That's all I see.
[21:48 - 22:07] That is all I see man.
[22:16 - 22:26] Ah Tracy the one chick that really thinks she's a badass.
[22:26 - 22:34] Okay but yo squish you ready to see me put out a banger bro?
[22:34 - 22:42] Hey yo squishy you ready to see me knock out a banger bro?
[22:42 - 22:52] You ready to watch me put these comedians to bed?
[22:52 - 23:17] Alright the jury has spoken let's get to it.
[23:21 - 23:28] Make sure this is working proper.
[23:28 - 23:42] Yep.
[23:42 - 23:46] All right we are good.
[23:49 - 24:00] All right so squishy how you been man?
[24:00 - 24:03] What's new when you're into this veteran? Because I know it's been a minute dude.
[24:03 - 24:08] Wait what's the new one you're into bro?
[24:15 - 24:24] Oh I kind of like that. I actually like that hold up.
[24:24 - 24:42] Actually you know what let's get back to my roots.
[24:42 - 24:49] Let's go right back to my motherfucking roots.
[24:49 - 25:00] Oh hello.
[25:00 - 25:09] Oh yeah I'm totally making a fucking track out of this.
[25:09 - 25:14] Yes.
[25:14 - 25:24] Oh.
[25:47 - 25:50] That is actually fire.
[25:50 - 26:27] Oh.
[26:51 - 26:56] Oh I like that dude that show is nice bro.
[26:56 - 27:18] Whoa this one's gonna be stupidly long but hey that's cool though because that just gives me
[27:18 - 27:30] more of an extension.
[27:31 - 27:37] Oh.
[27:37 - 27:51] I know let's go.
[27:51 - 28:08] Alright now let's play this sucker back.
[28:08 - 28:59] Oh.
[29:23 - 29:28] Alright so that's what I do like.
[29:28 - 29:45] Oh.
[29:45 - 29:50] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[29:50 - 29:53] Oh.
[29:53 - 30:20] That's squishy I don't know that you bruv I fucking love these haters man they just keep
[30:20 - 30:26] on bringing in those free views bruv they just keep on bringing in those free ass views
[30:26 - 30:28] man.
[30:28 - 31:10] Oh.
[31:10 - 36:45] Alright now the guitar riff is done.
[36:45 - 36:47] The guitar riff is done.
[36:47 - 50:17] Alright now the guitar riff is done.
[50:17 - 50:25] [guitar riff]
[50:25 - 50:29] [guitars riff]
[50:29 - 52:47] (upbeat music)
[52:47 - 52:52] - Oh yeah, dude, that sounds nice.
[52:52 - 52:55] (upbeat music)
[52:57 - 53:00] That sounds real, real nice.
[53:00 - 53:02] I love the name.
[53:02 - 53:04] All that sounds sick.
[53:04 - 53:24] (upbeat music)
[53:24 - 53:34] Now, while that's doing its thing,
[53:34 - 53:36] I'm about to switch over here.
[53:36 - 53:39] (upbeat music)
[53:39 - 53:51] While that's doing that,
[53:51 - 53:52] I'm about to switch over and rock out
[53:52 - 53:54] to some bangin' ass music.
[53:54 - 53:57] (upbeat music)
[53:57 - 54:05] At least I've got another rain day.
[54:05 - 54:55] (upbeat music)
[55:21 - 55:23] Oh, my God, Varnes Trinity tour.
[55:23 - 55:24] Hold up.
[55:24 - 55:27] Oh, Trinity and territory, okay.
[55:27 - 55:33] (upbeat music)
[55:33 - 55:40] All right, let's see if they got any footage up.
[55:40 - 55:47] Ooh, they got the Phantom of the Marl out finally.
[55:47 - 55:48] Hell yeah.
[55:48 - 57:35] (upbeat music)
[57:35 - 57:39] Let's see how this ends doing really quick.
[57:39 - 57:42] Ah, it's a little over half way.
[57:42 - 58:16] (upbeat music)
[58:16 - 58:32] ? We stand there all the time ?
[58:32 - 58:36] ? Sometimes all over the place ?
[58:36 - 58:40] ? No matter where you hide ?
[58:40 - 58:43] ? You will catch and cross your fight ?
[58:43 - 58:47] ? And I'm from nowhere to enter the light ?
[58:47 - 58:49] ? Look through the desert ?
[58:49 - 58:53] ? Don't be blind ?
[58:53 - 58:57] ? You can see where you turn ?
[58:57 - 59:02] ? When you are just as blind ?
[59:02 - 59:04] (upbeat music)
[59:07 - 59:11] ? Sometimes the sun and all the breeze ?
[59:11 - 59:14] ? The sky and spirit of God ?
[59:14 - 59:18] ? We shadow our place ?
[59:18 - 59:21] ? We will bleed into nothing ?
[59:21 - 59:23] (upbeat music)
[59:23 - 59:25] ? From your very heart ?
[59:25 - 59:26] ? And your reach ?
[59:26 - 59:29] ? I get that saving love ?
[59:29 - 59:33] ? To be in this place ?
[59:33 - 59:40] (upbeat music)
[59:40 - 59:45] - I like that violin behind that.
[59:45 - 59:48] That is freaking cool as shit.
[59:48 - 59:53] Oh, and it's almost done, let's go.
[59:53 - 59:55] Let's go.
[59:55 - 65:09] (upbeat music)
[65:17 - 65:19] - Dude, that sounded so good.
[65:19 - 65:40] Oh man, that sounds sick.
[65:40 - 65:49] (upbeat music)
[65:49 - 65:53] You guys are funny.
[65:53 - 65:54] You guys are too funny.
[65:54 - 65:56] And you know what you guys are low on?
[65:56 - 66:00] You guys are low on jokes.
[66:00 - 66:02] 'Cause your jokes are stale.
[66:02 - 66:10] No wonder half y'all ain't got a girlfriend, man.
[66:10 - 66:12] Half y'all mother buggers are so fucking stale
[66:12 - 66:15] with jokes that even your own girlfriends
[66:15 - 66:17] ain't buying you jokes.
[66:17 - 66:18] That's why they left you guys
[66:18 - 66:21] 'cause y'all suck as comedians.
[66:21 - 66:25] What you can't say I win them.
[66:25 - 66:26] I mean, if I was them,
[66:26 - 66:28] I would have left y'all's asses too.
[66:28 - 66:45] Now let's warm up my voice a bit here.
[66:45 - 66:50] Let's warm up my voice by doing some covers here.
[66:50 - 67:03] What song do I wanna start with though?
[67:03 - 67:05] That's just the question.
[67:05 - 67:08] (clears throat)
[67:08 - 67:19] All right, that's your answer.
[67:19 - 67:26] Let's start off with one of my personal favorites.
[67:26 - 67:28] (clicking)
[67:28 - 67:31] Let's start off with my personal favorite.
[67:31 - 67:33] Let's start off with one of my personal favorite things.
[67:33 - 67:57] Let's start off with one of my favorite things.
[67:57 - 68:05] (upbeat rock music)
[68:05 - 68:24] (muffled speaking)
[68:24 - 68:27] (upbeat rock music)
[68:27 - 68:53] (muffled speaking)
[68:53 - 68:56] (upbeat rock music)
[68:56 - 70:38] (muffled speaking)
[70:38 - 70:57] And to the guy that said that the throw punch guy,
[70:57 - 70:59] here's the thing.
[70:59 - 71:03] Me blowing out my vocals ain't ever gonna happen, kid.
[71:03 - 71:06] (muffled speaking)
[71:06 - 71:12] That ain't ever gonna happen.
[71:12 - 71:39] (muffled speaking)
[71:39 - 71:40] How'd you do it?
[71:40 - 71:51] (muffled speaking)
[71:51 - 71:57] So you're only waiting a long ass time, brother,
[71:57 - 71:58] just saying.
[71:58 - 72:02] (muffled speaking)
[72:02 - 72:04] Hey, throw punch, you're gonna wait a long ass time
[72:04 - 72:06] for my vocals to blow out, homie.
[72:06 - 72:08] Just saying, Don.
[72:08 - 74:42] (muffled speaking)
[75:08 - 75:12] All right, so now that I got my metal vocals,
[75:12 - 75:15] my high screams and shit going.
[75:15 - 75:47] (muffled speaking)
[75:47 - 75:49] Well, this just got a little weird.
[75:49 - 75:54] - For the real ones, the real one is finally here.
[75:54 - 75:56] Introducing the choreo for his entries.
[75:56 - 77:59] (muffled singing)
[78:26 - 78:28] - All right, now that my vocals warmed up,
[78:28 - 78:31] I gotta send that track out
[78:31 - 78:36] to my buddy that needed that track.
[78:36 - 78:38] So what we're gonna do
[78:38 - 78:47] is we are going to do it like this.
[78:47 - 78:49] (muffled singing)
[78:49 - 79:01] Oh, yeah, we're so good for battery life.
[79:01 - 79:04] (muffled singing)
[79:04 - 79:24] I'll sing my hoodie off the desk,
[79:24 - 79:28] 'cause it's gonna be an energetic song I'm gonna record.
[79:28 - 79:33] So, now I didn't wanna look bigger.
[79:33 - 79:48] I wanna do this.
[79:48 - 79:57] All right, so let's,
[79:57 - 80:02] let's pop this out, set that right there.
[80:02 - 80:10] Bring this up here.
[80:10 - 80:19] Pop that in right there.
[80:19 - 80:22] (muffled singing)
[80:22 - 80:39] Oh, that is actually perfect.
[80:39 - 80:42] (muffled singing)
[80:42 - 80:53] All right, let's listen to a few beats here.
[80:53 - 81:02] Okay, now I have that.
[81:02 - 81:04] (muffled singing)
[81:04 - 81:25] Oh, we're probably just gonna have to load off, y'all.
[81:25 - 81:28] I'll be back here in a few hours to record some shits.
[81:28 - 81:29] I'll catch y'all later.
[81:29 - 81:30] Peace.
2022-4-12 CALLING OUT MARTY AND ADLER THE EAGLE

2022-4-12 CALLING OUT MARTY AND ADLER THE EAGLE

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up y'all, so I was having a pretty good day and then I seen some shit in our yard,
[0:16 - 0:24] a bunch of bananas. I figured you know maybe someone had dropped them or whatever, but
[0:24 - 0:33] you dumb motherfuckers, you fucking assholes Adler and Marty, you fucking ignorant little
[0:33 - 0:44] fuckbags. I seriously had enough of this, like for real, bananas being written on, really?
[0:44 - 0:57] Is that all you fucking got you chimps? Like the one who chimps out shall eat like one.
[0:57 - 1:06] The mergle you see on, I'm not sure how that what that says, but then you got, huh alright
[1:06 - 1:13] not gonna lie, that was not offensive, that's just dumb, but dude for real, y'all need to
[1:13 - 1:35] quit this crap man, it's fucking dumb. ByboardApe.NFTs, can't tell what that one says. Like for
[1:35 - 1:43] real, this dumb shit, for real, this garbage, are you fucking kidding me bro? This is stupid.
[1:43 - 1:52] I'm gonna tell y'all right the fuck now, I am not Christian, I am not whatever the fuck
[1:52 - 1:58] you dumb asses seem to think that I am, and yes I am doing this so I have it on documentation
[1:58 - 2:06] that you fucking assholes are harassing me. And trust me I'm gonna find out who the fuck
[2:06 - 2:25] y'all are. Like this right here. Larry Von Strex again, now this one's fucked up. Are
[2:25 - 2:31] you fucking kidding me nigga? Now this right here I have to admit is funny, that one's
[2:31 - 2:42] not even offensive, that's just hysterical as fuck. But by Apecoin for real, can you
[2:42 - 2:48] come up with anything more original you fucking idiots? And then this one right here, don't
[2:48 - 2:55] you want to show this over here? For real? For fucking real. Is that the level of stupidness
[2:55 - 3:05] that you're sinking to now? Like is this the level of ignorance that you're sinking
[3:05 - 3:18] to now? Is this really the fucking level that y'all are sinking to? For real. Like
[3:18 - 3:29] are you serious? Is that the level that y'all are fucking sinking to now? Is this ignorant
[3:29 - 3:44] of fuck shit? Matter of fact, let me show you something. Tell all you dumb fucks that
[3:44 - 4:01] are doing shit like this. Y'all see this trash can right here? This bananas right here are
[4:01 - 4:12] your guys's careers. Right here's the trash can. This is your guys's careers. Trash. Garbage.
[4:12 - 4:23] Fucked up. And, oh yeah, retarded. You ain't going nowhere except in the trash. Because
[4:23 - 4:34] that's where your careers are at in the trash. Because you're so fucking dumb. You guys
[4:34 - 4:44] are that fucking ignorant that you really think that you can just walk up and do this
[4:44 - 4:53] shit? Phew. I'm not even offended, bro. I'm just like, it's stupid to me. It's appalling
[4:53 - 5:05] to me that you guys are that fucking ignorant. Like for real, you guys are that fucking dumb.
[5:05 - 5:12] I am not the next fucking Chris Chan. I don't know who the fuck y'all think I am, but I'm
[5:12 - 5:17] a motherfucking music artist. I ain't this fucking Chris Chan dude that y'all are trying
[5:17 - 5:23] to make me out to be. And if you do think I am, well I got news for you. You can kiss
[5:23 - 5:30] my fucking ass, and you can take one of these bananas back, show it off your fucking ass,
[5:30 - 5:35] and go fuck yourself. Because I'm not a Chris Chan. I don't know what the fuck you think
[5:35 - 5:43] you're getting at, but it ain't gonna fucking work, you dumb fucking idiots. So, to whoever
[5:43 - 5:52] threw these at my house, I'll tell you right now, I do have this on documentation on here,
[5:52 - 5:57] and I will be showing this stream to the police, and showing them what kind of fuckbags you
[5:57 - 6:06] guys really are, and the level of harassment that you guys are going to. This is not a
[6:06 - 6:16] fucking joke. This is stupid. Y'all need to grow the fuck up. You guys need to grow the
[6:16 - 6:22] fuck up, and quit your dumb shit. I'm not a Chris Chan. I'm not whoever the fuck you
[6:22 - 6:30] think I am. I am a motherfucking music artist. I run my own business. Okay? I'm a fucking
[6:30 - 6:37] music producer. I'm a sound designer. I'm an audio engineer. Okay? I'm not a Chris
[6:37 - 6:44] Chan. My name is Chance Wilkins, AKA Cyber Hex. I'm the dude that motherfucker runs
[6:44 - 6:51] Axe Kick Productions. I do music production. I do audio engineering. I do soundscape design
[6:51 - 7:00] work. Okay? I'm a fucking music artist, and musician, and music producer. I am not a Chris
[7:00 - 7:06] Chan. I'm not whoever the fuck you're making me out to be. So, to the next motherfucker
[7:06 - 7:11] that does this shit, I guarantee you, I'm going to find out where you live, I'm going
[7:11 - 7:16] to come to your house, and I'm going to beat your goddamn ass. Because I'm tired of this
[7:16 - 7:24] shit. I'm tired of being harassed. My family is tired of being attacked. My family is tired
[7:24 - 7:30] of being harassed. And since the cops won't do shit, I guess I'll fucking do something
[7:30 - 7:37] about it. So, to the next motherfucker that does this shit, I guarantee I'm going to
[7:37 - 7:41] find out where the fuck you live. I'm going to come to your goddamn house, and I'll beat
[7:41 - 7:48] your ass in front of your family and friends. Because this shit is dumb. And it needs to
[7:48 - 7:54] stop. Y'all need to get off of whatever fucking crackhead bullshit you're on, and grow the
[7:54 - 8:01] fuck up. This is in motherfucking high school. This is in fucking kindergarten, bro. Grow
[8:01 - 8:09] the fuck up. You're grown ass adults, or at least your body says you are, but your
[8:09 - 8:16] mind says you're a child. This isn't a motherfucking grade school. This isn't in kindergarten.
[8:16 - 8:25] This isn't in first grade. Grow up, dude. Grow the fuck up. And quit the high school
[8:25 - 8:31] antics. This isn't in kindergarten, motherfuckers. We're all adults here. Start acting like
[8:31 - 8:37] it. Stop acting like a bunch of childish little yay-hoos acting like you're doing,
[8:37 - 8:43] like you're all Billy Big Badass throwing bananas at someone's house. You ain't fucking
[8:43 - 8:56] Billy Badass. You're fucking dumb as shit. So bear in mind, I do have this documented,
[8:56 - 9:08] along with all the shit that Marty's done. So, whoever this Adler dude is, like I said,
[9:08 - 9:12] if I see you doing this shit again around my house, I'll get her fucking to you. I'm
[9:12 - 9:18] gonna follow you to your house. I'm gonna find out where your house is at. I'm gonna
[9:18 - 9:23] follow you there. I'm gonna get out of my goddamn car. I'm gonna drag your ass out
[9:23 - 9:29] of your car and I'll beat your motherfucking ass. Because I ain't playing this game no
[9:29 - 9:35] more, dude. Y'all want to fucking go to my family, do shit to my house, do shit to my
[9:35 - 9:41] family, and threaten my family's lives and my life? Well, guess what? An ass-beatin'
[9:41 - 9:48] is what you're gonna get met with. I'm tired of being harassed by you dumb motherfuckers.
[9:48 - 9:56] Y'all need to grow the fuck up and get a goddamn life. For real. Grow the fuck up and get
[9:56 - 10:01] a goddamn life and quit this childish bullshit. This isn't a motherfucking game. This isn't
[10:01 - 10:09] a hahaha. No. This is real fucking life. I'm not a Christian. I'm not whatever the fuck
[10:09 - 10:15] you think I am. And if you do think I'm that, well, I've got about a thousand other motherfuckers
[10:15 - 10:23] that I'll tell you different. So, y'all dumbasses that think this is a game can go fuck yourselves.
[10:23 - 10:35] 'Cause trust me when I say, I do have some cameras that we'll be watching. I do have
[10:35 - 10:43] security footage that we'll be watching. So, guess what? All I gotta do is run your fucking
[10:43 - 10:50] license plate by the, you know, all I gotta do is run your license plate by the police
[10:50 - 10:57] and all they gotta do is look up your license plate, find out where you live, and guess
[10:57 - 11:06] what? You will be charged with harassment. That is, if I don't beat your fucking ass
[11:06 - 11:15] first. I'm seriously tired of being harassed. I'm tired of being attacked. My family's
[11:15 - 11:21] tired of being attacked. Y'all dumb fucks need to grow the fuck up and quit your fucking
[11:21 - 11:30] bullshit. Okay? I don't have time to waste on ignorant little fuckbags like y'all. I
[11:30 - 11:39] actually have a career. I actually have a job. So, you dumbasses need to get a grip
[11:39 - 11:46] and go fuck yourselves. Okay? Y'all need to quit acting like little fucking dumbass
[11:46 - 11:54] kids. Grow the fuck up and get a fucking life. This shit's out of control and it needs
[11:54 - 12:04] to stop. Oh, just for the record, for all you little haters that are in the comments,
[12:04 - 12:11] I will be going through and I will be putting you guys on a permanent ban list on YouTube
[12:11 - 12:19] within the next 48 hours. So, y'all can say goodbye to this show because this is gonna
[12:19 - 12:26] be your last day on this channel. Or actually, no, you know what? I'm not even gonna ban
[12:26 - 12:34] you. I'm gonna sit there and let you suffer and watch my success. But like I said, to
[12:34 - 12:40] the dumb motherfuckers that did this shit, you guys need to get a fucking grip and grow
[12:40 - 12:49] the fuck up because you're acting like children and it's stupid. I thought y'all were supposed
[12:49 - 12:56] to be grown ass adults. Because y'all sure as fucking acting like grown ass adults,
[12:56 - 13:01] you're acting like little motherfucking kids. And the next motherfucker that I see coming
[13:01 - 13:08] by my house doing this shit, I guarantee you, I'm coming after your goddamn ass. Don't
[13:08 - 13:13] think I won't be out that goddamn door with a baseball bat ready to feature goddamn stolen.
[13:13 - 13:22] Cause I will be. You guys have been harassing my family long enough. You guys have been
[13:22 - 13:28] going after my family for far too long. It's time to fucking end it. So instead of throwing
[13:28 - 13:35] shit at my house, if you want to face me, show the fuck up and we'll settle it. Stop
[13:35 - 13:43] pulling ignorant shit like this. It's stupid and y'all need to grow the fuck up. So fair
[13:43 - 13:48] warning to the next motherfucker that thinks we're going to get smart and do that kind
[13:48 - 13:54] of shit. Don't do it because it's not going to end well for you. You're going to end
[13:54 - 13:59] up in the fucking hospital with a fucking busted out jaw and a busted lip and probably
[13:59 - 14:06] even a broken nose. So if I were you dumb fucks, I wouldn't come around here trying
[14:06 - 14:17] that shit anymore. Cause you will be met with a very gruesome name. I'm not fucking
[14:17 - 14:26] playing. I'm tired of being harassed. My family's tired of being gone after. You guys
[14:26 - 14:35] need to grow the fuck up and quit your bullshit. Cause the next motherfucker to come around
[14:35 - 14:41] my house and do that shit, I will be fucking beating your goddamn ass with a baseball bat.
[14:41 - 14:47] And if you think I'm playing, try me. See if I'm playing when I fucking beat your goddamn
[14:47 - 14:54] skull in with a Louisville slugger. Go ahead and keep playing. So the next motherfucker
[14:54 - 14:59] that does that, I will be beating your ass. Yeah.
[14:59 - 15:01] People keep down here, throw them away.
2022-3-31 CELEBRATING LIFE

2022-3-31 CELEBRATING LIFE

[0:20 - 0:36] What is up, what is up, everybody?
[0:46 - 0:52] First off, I'd like to apologize to you guys.
[0:55 - 0:59] First off, I'd like to apologize to you guys for
[0:59 - 1:03] earlier on what happened with that mishap.
[1:03 - 1:07] But just know that it's been dealt with.
[1:15 - 1:26] And second off, I'd like to say thank you to all you guys.
[1:26 - 1:30] All you people watching that have been supporting me all this time.
[1:30 - 1:34] Everybody from my best friend Chris, shout out to my motherfucking brother Chris.
[1:40 - 1:44] Everybody from him, my business partner, Life Giant.
[1:52 - 1:58] To my brother Jake, my brother Crip K out of Canada.
[1:58 - 2:01] What up, Crip, aka Mikey.
[2:05 - 2:08] Take even one of my newest fans, Kayla,
[2:08 - 2:12] who just started rocking out to my shit just today.
[2:12 - 2:14] So Kayla, thank you, appreciate you.
[2:14 - 2:19] Appreciate all the new fans coming up in and rocking out with me and
[2:19 - 2:21] having a good time.
[2:21 - 2:22] I appreciate that shit.
[2:27 - 2:32] But to everybody, and these two, I have to give a mad shout out to,
[2:32 - 2:35] cuz they've been down since they fucked in one.
[2:35 - 2:42] My best friend Ellie and her mom Jane, who are both from Scotland overseas.
[2:42 - 2:47] Shout out to you two, you know I fucking love you guys.
[2:53 - 2:57] And but, I wanted to do this show.
[3:00 - 3:07] To not only pay respects, to my friend who lost somebody recently.
[3:07 - 3:10] Very recently, it was in the last few days.
[3:12 - 3:17] But I also wanted to pay respects to all of you guys.
[3:18 - 3:20] That helped me get here.
[3:20 - 3:26] And the people that I lost, that are unfortunately no longer with us.
[3:26 - 3:28] Who helped me get to where I'm at now.
[3:31 - 3:35] The people who kept me headstrong, who kept me grounded.
[3:35 - 3:41] The people who made me the person that I am.
[3:44 - 3:49] And no, I'm not talking about that Cyrax dude that the trolls made me out to be.
[3:49 - 3:53] No, I mean, the me that y'all knew, or
[3:53 - 3:57] some of you knew three years ago before all this bullshit.
[4:07 - 4:12] It's because of you guys, that I got to where I'm at.
[4:12 - 4:18] And this business that I'm running, the way I see it, this ain't just my business.
[4:18 - 4:21] This business that I run,
[4:21 - 4:26] Axe Kick Productions isn't just my label.
[4:26 - 4:28] It isn't just my record label.
[4:28 - 4:31] It isn't just my business for music production.
[4:31 - 4:35] No, it's your guys' label too.
[4:35 - 4:41] Cuz the music that I put out, you guys rock out to every fucking day of the week.
[4:41 - 4:42] And I appreciate that shit.
[4:42 - 4:48] So this show isn't just for me.
[4:48 - 4:53] It isn't just for those that are unfortunately no longer with us.
[4:53 - 4:58] But this is also celebrating you guys, who made this shit possible for me.
[4:58 - 5:04] You know, there's one thing I've always fucking lived by.
[5:04 - 5:10] There's one thing I always lived by since starting doing shows on YouTube and
[5:10 - 5:10] on here.
[5:10 - 5:15] One thing I've learned, it don't matter where you're at.
[5:17 - 5:19] Any place can be a stage.
[5:19 - 5:23] Whether it's a live venue.
[5:23 - 5:27] Or whether it's your own home studio.
[5:27 - 5:33] The only difference between a home studio stage and
[5:33 - 5:36] a venue stage is the people.
[5:36 - 5:40] On a live stage, you're in front of a crowd.
[5:40 - 5:45] Physically, you're in front of a crowd in a venue.
[5:45 - 5:49] But in a show like this, they're still there, but
[5:49 - 5:53] they're not physically there.
[5:53 - 6:06] And I feel like this song right here depicts
[6:06 - 6:14] all the shit that I felt when I was being put through
[6:14 - 6:21] a pure fucking PTSD inducing hell the last three years.
[6:21 - 6:30] I wanna give a huge shout out to Bum Boy Manifest on this first one.
[6:30 - 6:31] What up, bro?
[6:31 - 6:33] Always a good time with you, homie.
[6:33 - 6:35] Always enjoy a chat with you.
[6:35 - 6:41] [MUSIC]
[6:41 - 6:42] Let's go.
[6:42 - 6:49] [MUSIC]
[6:49 - 6:51] That's J-Ride.
[6:51 - 6:53] [MUSIC]
[6:53 - 6:54] That's a goal.
[6:54 - 6:59] [MUSIC]
[6:59 - 7:03] This is the last time I cried lullabies all night, can't sleep.
[7:03 - 7:07] I hear the voice creak, I feel shadows in my room.
[7:07 - 7:10] My fans finding all the proof, I'ma end up on the news.
[7:10 - 7:14] I just don't know what to do, God I'm calling you, sending angels in too.
[7:14 - 7:17] I wanna move, but I'm trapped in the outer room.
[7:17 - 7:23] I know you hear me, clearly I'm weary, come fill me with your power, heal me.
[7:23 - 7:32] This is impossible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[7:32 - 7:38] I'm brain to news control, take everything you need.
[7:38 - 7:44] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[7:44 - 7:50] Before I lose control, I gotta get away, gotta break away.
[7:50 - 7:53] I gotta find a way, gotta break the chains.
[7:53 - 7:58] This isn't lose control, before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[7:58 - 8:05] It's not impossible, I'm tired, so tired of walking through this fire.
[8:05 - 8:11] If you wanna find me, I'll be here, in my room.
[8:11 - 8:17] I'm thinking, you're drinking, to get out the voice I'm swinging.
[8:17 - 8:23] Wish I could show you all the pain, inside me.
[8:23 - 8:32] This is impossible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[8:32 - 8:38] I'm brain to news control, take everything you need.
[8:38 - 8:44] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[8:44 - 8:50] Before I lose control, I gotta get away, I gotta break away.
[8:50 - 8:53] I gotta find a way, gotta break the chains.
[8:53 - 8:57] Before I lose control, before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[8:57 - 9:05] It's not impossible, this isn't possible.
[9:05 - 9:17] For me to let control, this isn't possible.
[9:17 - 9:27] This isn't possible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[9:27 - 9:37] You're brain to lose control, take everything you need.
[9:37 - 9:48] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[9:48 - 9:53] Before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[9:53 - 10:02] This isn't possible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[10:02 - 10:05] This isn't possible, this isn't possible.
[10:05 - 10:15] This isn't possible, for me to lose control.
[10:15 - 10:26] Shout out to my boy manifest on that one bro.
[10:26 - 10:28] Always a good time hanging out with you bro.
[10:28 - 10:32] And by the way, manifest, if you ever do see this man, let me know if you got anything
[10:32 - 11:01] new coming out bro, because it's been a minute since we talked man, heh heh heh heh heh heh.
[11:01 - 11:24] This song right here, this just proves where the fuck I'm at in life.
[11:24 - 11:29] This song right here shows exactly where the fuck I'm at in my life, and let me tell you,
[11:29 - 11:33] I'm proud to be where the fuck I'm at.
[11:33 - 11:45] I got a great team, great friends, and honestly, the most badass fucking fan base there ever
[11:45 - 12:11] is, or ever was.
[12:11 - 12:22] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll cry
[12:22 - 12:32] like a bitch.
[12:32 - 13:02] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll cry
[13:02 - 13:12] like a bitch, and you wonder why, no one can stand you, and it's all denied yet, you will
[13:12 - 13:25] cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch.
[13:25 - 13:37] Granted by your sacred fate, it's past time, only time is your enemy, granted a second
[13:37 - 13:45] chance to prove that your arrogance is stronger than you'll ever be, stronger than you can
[13:45 - 14:11] be, or stronger than you can pay, pay, or stronger than you can, pay.
[14:11 - 14:25] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll
[14:25 - 14:35] cry like a bitch, and you wonder why, no one can stand you, and it's all denied yet, you
[14:35 - 14:43] will cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch, you will
[14:43 - 14:54] cry like a bitch, you're all a bitch.
[14:54 - 14:59] And that's just facts man, all you motherfucking lambs that have ever tried to stop me, the
[14:59 - 15:08] only reason why you guys are fucking attacking me, and attacking my people, well the answer
[15:08 - 15:17] is very simple, the answer for that is very simple, it's because you're crying, because
[15:17 - 15:25] you can't stand the fact that I fucking won, that I actually got fucking help to get to
[15:25 - 15:34] where the fuck I'm at today.
[15:34 - 15:40] So to anybody out there that thinks they can fucking stop me, let me tell you right
[15:40 - 15:47] now, you're wrong, you wouldn't stop me ever fucking again, because I ain't the fucking
[15:47 - 15:58] one, because compared to you fucking people that have ever put me down, I'm a fucking
[15:58 - 16:08] god compared to you, because I've got a great fucking team, amazing fucking friends, and
[16:08 - 16:13] amazing family, and more importantly, the most badass fucking fanbase in the face of
[16:13 - 16:21] the fucking earth, so if you dumbass trolls think for one iota second, now you're gonna
[16:21 - 16:29] fucking stop me, think again, it ain't happening, because I'm doing what I should have done
[16:29 - 16:35] three fucking years ago, and getting off my fucking ass, and getting back to my motherfucking
[16:35 - 16:47] music, and helping people through my music, and let me tell you something, whether it's
[16:47 - 16:54] a cover song, whether it's an original piece, whether it's just me simply doing guitar
[16:54 - 17:01] covers, or piano covers, or what have you, at the end of the day it don't matter, at
[17:01 - 17:06] the end of the day, as long as I can help even one person through whatever the fuck
[17:06 - 17:11] they're going through, then I've done my fucking job as a person, I've done my job
[17:11 - 17:18] as a music artist, I've done my job as a humanitarian, as somebody that wants to preserve
[17:18 - 17:25] and help life, not take it away, because the most precious gift we have in this world
[17:25 - 17:31] is life, and all we have is each other, that's all we got.
[17:31 - 18:00] Thank you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God
[18:00 - 18:17] bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you,
[18:17 - 26:09] God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you,
[26:09 - 26:27] God bless you, God bless you.
[26:27 - 26:31] Now I want to play something for you guys.
[26:31 - 26:42] This wonderful amazing artist I came across about three or four years ago and a lot of
[26:42 - 26:50] y'all don't know this but before and after every cover show, every freestyle hip-hop
[26:50 - 27:01] show no matter what kind of show I'm doing, I always listen to this, always.
[27:01 - 27:07] So I want to give a huge shout out to my boy Crucifix on this one man, I want y'all to
[27:07 - 27:27] take a listen to this.
[27:27 - 27:51] And even though I walk, but the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no man but God.
[27:51 - 28:16] And until the day I return to the thoughts for which I came, I be fed with one by the
[28:16 - 28:41] light of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of
[28:41 - 28:59] the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of
[28:59 - 29:28] the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the day.
[29:28 - 29:38] All I got to say is where's all my Crucifix man's at?
[29:38 - 30:07] Let's go.
[30:07 - 30:20] You know I'm starting back in 1994 boy, young king grown up in a homeboy, I'm staring down
[30:20 - 30:24] in the eye and told a tote boy, I took a bullet to the flame to the floor boy, I'd been waiting
[30:24 - 30:28] doing it all as you could go boy, I lost everything and knocked it by my soul boy, that's why
[30:28 - 30:33] I never ever rapped like a tote boy, did a thing, did a thing, did a thing, did a thing,
[30:33 - 31:42] (singing in foreign language)
[31:42 - 31:45] ? And I know it's time to kill me ?
[31:45 - 31:46] ? The things that came in the back down ?
[31:46 - 31:49] ? Didn't wrap some soul no crack house ?
[31:49 - 31:53] ? Didn't drop to the freestyle ?
[31:53 - 31:56] ? Didn't burn to take the dog down ?
[31:56 - 32:00] ? Didn't take the road to sham up ?
[32:00 - 32:04] ? Didn't take the time to doubt ?
[32:04 - 32:08] ? Didn't come to the first album ?
[32:08 - 32:10] ? And I never would know what it came ?
[32:10 - 32:11] ? I'm putting out on the thing ?
[32:11 - 32:14] ? I ain't scared of this game ?
[32:14 - 32:14] ? Where? ?
[32:14 - 32:16] ? Didn't get sense of trouble not spray ?
[32:16 - 32:17] ? Didn't get any bug in there ?
[32:17 - 32:18] ? Didn't get any mouth ?
[32:18 - 63:21] [MUSIC]
[63:21 - 63:31] >> And dude, I hope you're staying safe out there, man.
[63:31 - 63:37] I really do hope that you're staying safe, brother.
[63:38 - 63:46] I really fucking do, man. I really hope that you and your family are staying safe here in this shit, man, because trust me, tornadoes are nasty motherfuckers.
[63:46 - 64:06] So just know that anybody out there that's going through the tornadoes, just know that me, my friends, my family, and my fans here, just know that all our hopes and prayers and thoughts are with you guys.
[64:07 - 64:17] [MUSIC]
[64:58 - 65:09] And this song right here, first off, before I do this song, okay, before I fucking do this song, I want to know something right now.
[65:10 - 65:20] By a show of comments, where is all my Devil May Cry fans at? How many of y'all are fans of the Devil May Cry games?
[65:20 - 65:39] How many fans of the DMC games do I have up in here right now?
[65:40 - 65:50] 'Cause this next one is for all my Devil May Cry fans. You guys might recognize it.
[66:04 - 66:14] I want to say R.I.P. to the motherfucking legendary Mitch Lucker on this one. Even though this isn't him on this, this is the man that led this band.
[66:14 - 66:24] So R.I.P. to Mitch, dawg, that last one was for you, bro. And this one right here is for all my DMC fans.
2022-4-10 Standing u for  my friends

2022-4-10 Standing u for my friends

[0:00 - 0:27] What's up YouTube? Yo, Alistair what's good my boy? How you doing bro? How you doing Alistair? What's good bro? Oh by the way Alistair, if you see any haters just ignore them dude.
[0:27 - 0:37] Because trust me I get a lot of haters on here bro, a lot of haters. So if you see any just ignore them.
[0:49 - 1:11] Oh god, already we got a fake ass hater. The fake ass Chris Hansen. What's good fakie? But yo, this video, this stream today isn't about me in particular. It's actually about my good friend here Alistair.
[1:15 - 1:25] Or I should say in defense of my boy Alistair here who just happens to be one of my close friends.
[1:25 - 1:42] Now if you guys don't know Alistair here was abused by his ex. And to his ex Samantha I say this. You need to man the fuck up.
[1:44 - 1:54] You seriously need to man the fuck up little girl. You're saying that he abused you. All he did was yell at you one fucking time.
[1:54 - 2:10] Yelling at you one goddamn time does not constitute abuse. Now if it's multiple times on a constant basis then yeah that would constitute abuse.
[2:12 - 2:22] Cause Samantha let me tell you something little girl. You're talking to somebody that has been in abusive relationships for over 8 fucking years.
[2:22 - 2:35] I'm 31 years old, okay. I've been in abusive relationships for the last 8 fucking years. So you ain't fooling me or pulling any shit on me kid.
[2:37 - 2:50] Cause trust me when I say you're pulling the exact same shit, the exact same fuck shit that my current ex Heather pulled on me.
[2:50 - 2:58] You sit there and you abuse somebody and then you try to play the blame on them.
[3:01 - 3:13] You're doing the exact same thing that half my fucking exes did. And the worst one was my ex Heather. And yes Heather I'm calling your fucking bitch ass out. Sapphire envy.
[3:13 - 3:21] Oh and Alistair I don't think I told you about this one bro. I don't think I told you about this one Alistair.
[3:23 - 3:31] This bitch Heather meeting her were on the live stream one day and somebody said something that really pissed me off.
[3:31 - 3:41] And I decided to go for a walk. Or I wanted to go for a walk to calm down. This bitch wouldn't even let me go for a fucking walk.
[3:42 - 4:00] This bitch kept me trapped in my room against my fucking will to where I had no choice but to grab her by her fucking neck and move her out of the fucking way cause she was holding me fucking hostage in my own fucking bedroom.
[4:00 - 4:08] Not to mention like your ex Samantha she sat there and lied to my face.
[4:11 - 4:21] Cheated on me behind my back. Same as you. Like same as what Samantha did to you bro. Exact same fucking shit.
[4:21 - 4:35] So Samantha it's time you man to fuck up little girl. You did abuse Alistair and you will pay for what you've done. You almost killed this man.
[4:36 - 4:44] The man that was loyal to you and faithful to you since day fucking one. The man that had your fucking back.
[4:44 - 4:52] That went to hell and back for you. The man who fucking stood up for you and defended you no matter what.
[4:53 - 5:06] The man who cared about you and no one else did. And how do you repay him? By stabbing him in the back? By abusing him? Nah bitch that don't fucking fly around here.
[5:06 - 5:15] Cause let me tell ya Alistair's a good friend of mine. This man has had my back when no one else had.
[5:16 - 5:25] This man has had my back for a long ass time and let me tell you I've got this man's back the way he's got my back.
[5:25 - 5:31] He's got my six and I got his six. 110 percent.
[5:31 - 5:37] 110 percent I got this boys back.
[5:43 - 5:49] So Sam it's time you man to fuck up and learn what real abuse is.
[5:49 - 6:01] Cause what you did was mentally abuse this man and then what do you do? You caused this man to almost take his own fucking life.
[6:01 - 6:09] This man almost died because of you and what you're doing.
[6:10 - 6:18] You got this man so stressed out that he almost died from all the stress that you caused.
[6:18 - 6:30] You sit there you made promises to this man and then what you turn around and stab him in the back when this man has done nothing but treat you right.
[6:31 - 6:45] I've seen all the conversations. I've seen everything in the group chat screenshots this man has sent me away and this man has done nothing but have your fucking back.
[6:45 - 6:50] This man has done nothing but love you and care about you.
[6:59 - 7:07] This man has done nothing but show love and support for you. And how do you repay this man's loyalty to you?
[7:07 - 7:13] By stabbing him in the back? Trading him like shit?
[7:16 - 7:28] Can I tell you something Samantha? Yes I may be a music artist. That may be true. I may be a musician. I may be a music artist hands down.
[7:28 - 7:34] But above all else I'm a normal human being and a friend above all else.
[7:34 - 7:41] I am a friend above all else.
[7:41 - 7:45] Yes I may be a music artist.
[7:46 - 7:54] But when it comes to my friends I'll drop whatever the fuck I'm doing and have their back no matter what.
[7:54 - 7:58] Ask my brother Jake. He'll tell ya.
[7:58 - 8:05] I don't give a fuck if I'm in the middle of a goddamn show. I don't care if I'm in the middle of recording a brand new song.
[8:06 - 8:16] And if my boy Jake or my boy Alistair needs my help guess what? I'm dropping what the fuck I'm doing. I'm picking up that phone and saying yo what's up?
[8:16 - 8:23] We need help man. What's going on? Because that's what friends do. We have each other's backs.
[8:23 - 8:35] But you dumb bitch. She want to sit there and attack my friends? Wrong fucking move bitch. Wrong move.
[8:35 - 8:41] You don't fuck around with my friends like that and get away with it. Not on my watch.
[8:41 - 8:49] And trust me there's plenty of proof that I've seen of you abusing this man.
[8:49 - 8:58] This man doesn't deserve that. If anything this man is like me. He deserves to be treated right.
[9:03 - 9:11] This man has had nothing but your best interest at heart and had your back since day one.
[9:11 - 9:17] And how do you repay this man's loyalty?
[9:19 - 9:27] How do you repay this man's loyalty? By stabbing him in the back? Lying about him?
[9:27 - 9:43] Damn near putting this man in the grave from an ulcer that you caused by lying to his face? By stressing this man out so much that he almost fucking died because of you.
[9:43 - 10:12] [Silence]
[10:12 - 10:17] Matter of fact Alistair, I got something for you bro.
[10:17 - 10:33] This song man, I want to dedicate this one to you bro. Because this song is the same song that helped me to get away from my abusive relationships.
[10:33 - 10:39] And it helped me to see that I can do better and I know damn well that you can do better.
[10:41 - 10:53] [Silence]
[10:53 - 10:56] So Alistair this one's for you bro.
[10:59 - 11:05] This is witness the addiction. I used to pray every day.
[11:07 - 11:27] Was it for a better way? When nothing changed I lost my faith. Praying for a better day.
[11:28 - 11:52] [Silence]
[11:53 - 12:12] Don't you dare get inside. That was always on my miserable mind. Witnessing your addiction through bias. So it's always on your miserable mind. Witnessing your addiction.
[12:13 - 12:33] Witnessing your addiction. So it's always on your miserable mind. Witnessing your addiction.
[12:34 - 12:49] Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes.
[12:50 - 13:10] And I used to wish that I could fly through my wings and fly away. I crossed my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. So take my hands, take me away.
[13:11 - 13:23] You liar! I close my eyes and even pray. Wishing for a better day.
[13:23 - 13:39] Coming onto addiction is fine. It was always on my miserable mind. Witnessing your addiction through bias. So it's always on your fucking mind.
[13:40 - 13:55] I used to pray every day. Wish, try. Wishing for a better way. When nothing changed. I lost my faith. Praying for a better day.
[13:56 - 14:21] I die. Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes.
[14:24 - 14:44] My eyes!
[14:46 - 14:55] You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes.
[14:55 - 15:11] You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes.
[15:12 - 15:26] Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes. Witnessing your addiction. You're not even standing right in the run of my eyes.
[15:27 - 15:47] I used to wish that I could fly. Spread my wings and fly away. I crossed my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. When thing my hands. Take me away.
[15:48 - 16:00] Put me down and close my eyes out. You will pray. Wishing for a better day.
[16:00 - 16:07] Pray every day. Wishing for a better way.
[16:07 - 16:15] You don't think I lost my faith. Pray for a better day.
[16:15 - 16:28] Pray for a better day.
[16:28 - 16:39] There you go, Alistair. That one was for you, bro. Because like you, man, I know what it's like to be abused. And you, my man, don't fucking deserve that.
[16:40 - 16:49] And trust me when I say, dude, abuse can turn very toxic to where it becomes an addiction.
[16:49 - 17:08] Trust me, you're talking to somebody that's lived through abuse for eight years. And let me tell you, when I was abused, it became so intoxicating that it became like a drug. That it became an addiction.
[17:09 - 17:24] Because I felt like that abuse is all I fucking deserved. And then I later found out that I didn't deserve that. I didn't deserve the abuse that I got put through. Just like you don't deserve the abuse you got put through, man.
[17:25 - 17:35] So, Sam, it's time you man the fuck up and tell the goddamn truth. You're an abusive little bitch that needs to grow up.
[17:35 - 17:49] You're an abusive little bitch that needs to grow the fuck up and learn what it means to actually treat someone right.
[17:50 - 18:12] Because I tell you, you and my bitch of an ex, Heather, would get along real fucking well. Because you and her are exactly alike. You got to sit there and you use people and then you turn around and blame it on that person that you attacked or abused.
[18:13 - 18:27] You did the same. You did the same shit to other people, I'm sure. But let me tell you, when you did it to my boy Alistair here, that's where you crossed a major motherfucking line.
[18:37 - 18:52] That right there is when you crossed a major fucking line. You don't fucking go after my friends and abuse them and lie to everybody on the internet about it. Not on my watch.
[18:53 - 19:10] So, Sam, if I were you, I would man the fuck up and I would tell the goddamn truth. Yeah, he yelled at you one fucking time. One time this man yelled at you, that's it. That is not abuse.
[19:11 - 19:21] And besides, he apologized to you for that. I saw the fucking group chat and he apologized to you. Several times, in fact.
[19:21 - 19:37] Several times over and over, this man has apologized to you for that. How many more times does this man need to apologize to you before you get through your head?
[19:40 - 19:47] How many times does this man have to apologize before his apology is good enough for you?
[19:49 - 20:09] Cause Sam, when I look at you, all I see is a stuck up, abusive little bitch. That's all I see. Somebody that's stuck up and has got her own head so far up her fucking ass that she can't even see the light of day.
[20:13 - 20:21] You need to grow the fuck up. And you wonder why you can't keep relationships. I wonder why.
[20:24 - 20:43] It couldn't be because every single dude you get with you wind up abusing. Could it? I mean, that's why you're never able to keep a fucking relationship for more than a few months. Cause all you do is abuse these guys and then blame them for what you do to them.
[20:47 - 20:55] You need to sort out your fucking priorities, girl. For fucking real. You need to sort out your goddamn priorities.
[21:07 - 21:18] And let me tell you right now, people like you, Alistair, people like you, bro, are the reason that I do the music that I fucking do.
[21:18 - 21:25] People like you, bro, are the people that push me to do the music that I do to help people.
[21:27 - 21:38] Because I was like that, man. I was broken down to the points where I wanted to take my own life. Matter of fact, I did attempt to take my own life a couple times.
[21:38 - 21:44] And it's people like you, bro, that keep me fucking going.
[21:53 - 22:02] Because at the end of the day, I'm just a normal fucking guy who stands up for his fucking friends and does what's right.
[22:02 - 22:14] And I'm sorry if that offends some of you fucking people in the chat, cause guess what? I don't care what half y'all motherfuckers in the chat don't want to talk shit. Think about me.
[22:16 - 22:30] Cause I ain't doing this shit for you. I'm doing this shit for the real people, the real ones like my boy Alistair, that have always had my back, the real motherfuckers that enjoy what I do, the real ones that enjoy my music.
[22:41 - 22:50] The real ones who are friends of mine. The real ones who have always gotten my fucking back the same way I got theirs.
[22:55 - 23:06] So Sam, if I were you, I'd get in that goddamn group chat right the fuck now, cause right now, you got a lot of fucking people looking at you real fucking weird.
[23:06 - 23:15] You got a lot of motherfuckers looking at you real fucking weird right now. And trust me, you can ask Alistair.
[23:15 - 23:21] If I were you, I'd jump in that group chat and I'd bring his ass back in.
[23:21 - 23:42] Because right now you got a lot of motherfuckers looking at you weird. And trust me, that's not a good thing. That is not a good thing.
[23:47 - 23:54] Cause the minute you decided to do this shit to Alistair, you fucked up big time.
[23:54 - 24:13] Cause when you fuck with my friends, you fuck with me. And when you fuck with me, you fuck with not only my friends, but my entire fucking fanbase. Which is a lot of us.
[24:16 - 24:22] So Alistair, why don't you get this bitch to get you back in the group, dawg?
[24:22 - 24:42] And Sam, if I were you, I would do like I said and shut my fucking mouth and bring Alistair back into that fucking group chat and take yourself out of that fucking group chat.
[24:43 - 24:46] Better yet? Better yet?
[24:46 - 24:58] Better fucking yet, Sam. Why don't you tell the goddamn truth about what an abusive little bitch you really are?
[24:58 - 25:07] Because right now, you got a lot of motherfuckers looking at you real fucking weird.
[25:09 - 25:14] I fucking warned you, Sam. I gave you a choice.
[25:14 - 25:25] I told you straight up to either add him back in, or I was gonna call you out on your shit.
[25:25 - 25:30] Well, looks like you chose me to call you out on your shit.
[25:31 - 25:40] Because I'm sorry, but you don't fucking attack my friends or abuse my friends like that and get away with it.
[25:40 - 25:45] If anything, you deserve to be called out.
[25:45 - 25:53] If anything, you deserve to be called out for the piece of shit that you really are.
[25:56 - 26:01] And honestly, Sam, if I were you, I'd apologize to this man.
[26:01 - 26:12] Because Alistair here has done nothing but have your back and has always been there for you no matter what.
[26:12 - 26:21] Trust me, this man has gushed over you to me. No, Ben's bro, but you have.
[26:22 - 26:32] This man has literally gone nuts for you. This man is literally gushed about you to me when me and him were just hanging out on the phone.
[26:32 - 26:36] And he'll tell you himself he has done that.
[26:36 - 26:49] Alistair here has gotten fucking, has literally gotten to the point to where I've literally had to tell this man to shut up because he's talked so much about you.
[26:50 - 27:02] This man has had your fucking back. And how did you treat this man that was loyal to you, that had your back, that defended you, that was there for you?
[27:02 - 27:08] See, me and Alistair were a lot alike.
[27:11 - 27:21] Because just like him, I'm loyal as fuck. When I'm with somebody, I'm with them. I don't run around and cheat or do any of that shit. That ain't me.
[27:21 - 27:37] That ain't me. Now, if I sense the person is doing something fucked up, and I know they're doing something fucked up, then yeah, I'll go about my business and I'll start talking to other chicks.
[27:38 - 27:55] But when I am actually in a relationship, and I am with somebody, I am with them. I make time for them. I text them. I call them. I hang out on FaceTime with them all day long if I can.
[27:55 - 28:02] Because that's what a loyal fucking boyfriend does.
[28:04 - 28:15] But someone like you who is "unloyal", all you want is that fucking dick. All you want is chaos.
[28:15 - 28:21] Well, I'm sorry to tell you this, Samantha. Or should I say Sammy?
[28:21 - 28:30] Compared to Alistair here, you ain't shit.
[28:32 - 28:37] Compared to my boy Alistair here, you're a nobody.
[28:37 - 28:48] You're an abusive little bitch that did nothing but hurt this man that had your back.
[28:50 - 29:12] This man has had your back since day one. And how did you repay this man? By abusing him mentally? By hurting him so fucking badly that you caused an ulcer that damn near killed this man.
[29:12 - 29:17] Right now, this man is laid up in the fucking hospital because of you.
[29:18 - 29:29] Right now, Alistair is laid up watching this livestream from a hospital bed because of you and your fucking actions.
[29:29 - 29:37] So you can play the blame game in the victim all you want?
[29:37 - 29:44] You can play the blame game in the victim all you want, but we all know that you're the one that caused this, Sam.
[29:45 - 29:56] You're the one that caused all this because you, my boy Alistair, is laid up in a fucking hospital bed, barely able to fucking move or do anything.
[29:56 - 30:01] And guess whose fault that is? Yours.
[30:01 - 30:13] And I'm sorry, but I will not stand by when a friend of mine tried to end his life last night and ended up in the hospital because of you.
[30:14 - 30:23] That is not something I will be silent about, ever, because I am an advocate for people like myself and Alistair.
[30:23 - 30:37] I am proud to say that I am very much an advocate for suicide victims or people that have tried to end their lives. I am an advocate for people that get bullied.
[30:42 - 30:49] And trust me when I say, you almost caused this man to end up in a graveyard.
[30:49 - 30:55] And that's not okay.
[30:55 - 31:06] Like I said, Sam, this man almost fucking died because of you.
[31:07 - 31:19] And let me tell you something, Sam. Alistair's had my fucking back since day one.
[31:19 - 31:30] I've known this man for quite a while, and Alistair's always had my back, and I've always got his no matter what.
[31:33 - 31:44] And trust me, if this man would've died, that would've been on your conscience. His dead body would've been on you.
[31:44 - 31:49] And guess where he would've ended up? In fucking prison.
[31:49 - 32:00] So Sam, if I were you, I'd apologize to the man and make shit right.
[32:01 - 32:11] If I were you, I would drag him into the group chat and I'd start getting down on my hands and knees and apologizing to this man.
[32:11 - 32:15] This man always died because of you.
[32:15 - 32:19] And that's not okay.
[32:19 - 32:25] If he would've died, his death would've been on your fucking hands.
[32:29 - 32:38] And then, not only would you have the police after you, but you'd have me and everybody else in our group chat after your ass.
[32:38 - 32:41] And I don't think you would've wanted that.
[32:41 - 32:48] So Sam, do the right fucking thing for what's in your miserable life.
[32:48 - 32:51] Man the fuck up.
[32:51 - 32:54] And apologize to this man.
[32:55 - 32:59] Apologize to everybody for lying to them about him.
[33:09 - 33:18] Guys, hey, Alistair's a good dude. Alistair's one of the nicest fucking people I've ever met in my fucking life.
[33:18 - 33:24] Alistair's one of the humblest dudes I've ever fucking met.
[33:24 - 33:27] Ain't also one of the funniest.
[33:27 - 33:37] This man has been nothing but loyal to you. And you treat him like shit.
[33:38 - 33:40] And Alistair, let me tell you right now, bro.
[33:40 - 33:44] You deserve way better than that bitch.
[33:44 - 33:49] You deserve way better than her, bro, and I know you'll do better.
[33:49 - 33:54] I know you'll find somebody that will treat you right.
[33:54 - 33:58] That will actually treat you the way that you deserve to be treated.
[33:58 - 34:06] 'Cause like me, bro, you deserve to be treated right.
[34:07 - 34:16] Same as me. I've had a lot of people asking me, "Why are people giving you shit? Why is no way of treating you right?"
[34:16 - 34:24] Well, obviously you see why in the chat, dude. Clearly you see what's going on in the chat.
[34:24 - 34:30] These idiots and that music business Marty guy I was talking about is the reason why.
[34:30 - 34:36] So, there you go. That's why it's so hard for me to keep a relationship because of these fuckers.
[34:37 - 34:40] Which is why I'm currently single, which fucking sucks.
[34:40 - 34:44] But that's neither here nor there.
[34:44 - 34:53] Well, I guess that Alistair man, you deserve to be treated right, man. You deserve nothing but the best.
[34:53 - 35:02] And I know one day that you will find that somebody that will treat you right.
[35:03 - 35:08] I know one day you will find that special someone that treats you right.
[35:08 - 35:18] 'Cause, bro, like me, man, you deserve to be treated like the loyal person that you are.
[35:18 - 35:23] You deserve to be treated right. You don't deserve to be treated like shit.
[35:23 - 35:28] You don't deserve that.
[35:29 - 35:33] You deserve to be treated like shit.
[35:53 - 35:59] Matter of fact, Alistair, I think you'll agree with the video I'm about to play, bro.
[35:59 - 36:02] I think you'll agree with this shit.
[36:02 - 36:22] Now, Sam, the kind of people that this man talks about in this video basically describes how you are.
[36:23 - 36:30] So, Alistair, correct me if I'm wrong on this. Like, when you see this, correct me if I'm wrong on what I'm about to show you.
[36:30 - 36:39] But, Sam, this video right here that I'm about to play describes you to the fucking team and how you treat people.
[36:39 - 36:46] So, if I were you, I'd sit the fuck down and I'd shut up, and I'd watch this video, and I'd learn from it.
[36:49 - 36:52] Kazza, you might learn a thing or two.
[36:52 - 37:08] It's been a minute since I did one of these, huh? A nigga got a mustache and shit now.
[37:08 - 37:11] Damn, nigga, it's been three fucking years since I did one of these shits.
[37:11 - 37:24] Anyway, there's nothing worse than a guilty-ass person that can't handle their own guilt, so they reflect the fucking internal battle that they got with the smell of their own shit onto somebody else, or onto you, and make you question if you're actually the perpetrator or the victim.
[37:24 - 37:30] My nigga, how you fuck up and cheat on someone and then say, "You made me do this"? I made you do what?
[37:31 - 37:37] At no point held you prisoner had you shackled up in chains against some fucking wall in the dungeon.
[37:37 - 37:46] And never did I fucking said, "You're going to cheat on me and fuck him in the name of House Targaryen or face death by dragon fire."
[37:46 - 37:48] I ain't never say that fucking shit.
[37:48 - 37:57] You ain't shit, you know you ain't shit, but you can't accept that you ain't shit, so now you gotta go make somebody else feel like they ain't shit because you ain't shit.
[37:57 - 38:08] That's like me riding my bike down a big-ass hill, shoving a stick into the spokes, and going flying off my bike 50 fucking feet into the air or some shit, and while I'm in the air I'm like, "I hate bitches."
[38:08 - 38:11] What? Bitches ain't do shit to me. You just stupid.
[38:11 - 38:19] Then when I get angry and respond to you shitting on me, you hit me with the motherfucking remix, and now I'm the bad guy.
[38:19 - 38:27] What? You cheat on someone, say it's their fault, they call you a bitch or a fuckboy, and you get offended?
[38:27 - 38:36] Excuse the fuck out of me, my nigga, you offended? We respond to your bullshit and you decide to go, "Dah, this the motherfucking great bitch!"
[38:36 - 38:47] Wow, I'm really a bitch though, you really gonna talk down to me? Wow, you fucked up, you disrespectful, you petty, blah, blah, blah, whoop-dee motherfucking whoop.
[38:47 - 38:56] Yeah, yeah, you did some shitty shit, you're shitty, you shat on me, you shit stinks, smell your shit, smell your shit.
[38:56 - 39:01] Don't paint somebody else as the villain when they retaliate to the crimes that you committed against them, nigga.
[39:01 - 39:09] And if you really feel like you should be able to shit on anybody that you want to, any way that you want to, and not receive something in return, you're fucking full of yourself.
[39:09 - 39:11] Fuck out of here, nigga.
[39:11 - 39:16] Nonetheless, this shit's gonna happen though. I'm the villain in somebody's story when I shouldn't be.
[39:16 - 39:21] You probably are too and you don't even know it, nigga. Fuck it. If you gotta be a villain, at least be fly.
[39:21 - 39:25] Just don't accept the blame that they give you. You ain't do shit.
[39:25 - 39:31] Don't apologize to someone who fucked you over for them fucking you over. Do you hear how stupid that sounds?
[39:31 - 39:34] You're apologizing to someone because their shit stinks.
[39:34 - 39:37] Yo, real shit, my nigga. Yo, real shit, bro. I'm sorry, bro.
[39:37 - 39:42] Like, nah, I want some dead ass shit though, my nigga. Like, I'm sorry you stole my wallet, my nigga.
[39:42 - 39:46] Like, for real? Like, I really shouldn't have left my wallet there, Pete.
[39:46 - 39:50] Knowing that you still dealing with your condition. Yo, I be around that nigga's iris.
[39:50 - 39:54] That was real insensitive of me, my nigga. It won't happen again. Yo, keep the money, keep the wallet, my nigga.
[39:54 - 39:58] You know what I'm saying? It won't happen again. I'm sorry. I'm insensitive, my nigga. I'm insensitive.
[39:58 - 39:59] Fuck out of here, nigga.
[39:59 - 40:08] Shitty people are shitty people, and sometimes they can't handle the smell of their own aroma.
[40:08 - 40:09] Fuck it.
[40:09 - 40:20] Now, this right here, Sam, the Scratchy, you don't fuck your teeth, nigga.
[40:20 - 40:30] Yes, the Scratchy, the fuck your teeth, you don't fuck your teeth.
[40:30 - 40:35] Oh shit, nigga. It's been a little while since I did me one of these.
[40:35 - 40:43] Make sure that shit is good. All right, you want a little rusty. All right, fuck it, let's go.
[40:43 - 40:46] People are fucking stupid. Like, y'all niggas confuse me, B.
[40:46 - 40:51] You ever tell a little kid not to touch the stove because it's too hot, or to stop running because they're gonna fall?
[40:51 - 40:55] Then right after you tell them that they proceed to do what you told them not to do?
[40:55 - 40:59] Knowing damn well why you told them not to do what you just told them not to do.
[40:59 - 41:09] Then they get hurt. Now you got a loud ass, upset, annoying, crying, little shithead with either a burn on their hands or a busted face because they decided not to listen to you.
[41:09 - 41:14] That little shithead that I just talked about is a lot of y'all motherfuckers when it comes to relationships, B.
[41:14 - 41:21] I don't get it. Y'all niggas is gross. I'd assume that common sense is something that y'all niggas have by now.
[41:21 - 41:26] Like, if you don't want something bad to happen to your happiness, don't do something that's gonna negatively affect you.
[41:26 - 41:30] You know what I mean? Again, some of y'all dumb motherfuckers proceed to do just that.
[41:30 - 41:36] Y'all proceed to waste your significant other time with a bunch of bullshit as well as bring on bullshit because why?
[41:36 - 41:42] You weren't mentally ready for relationships. Don't get into relationships if you're not ready.
[41:42 - 41:47] Motherfuckers will sit here all day and say, "I don't wanna lose her. I don't wanna lose him."
[41:47 - 41:56] Then proceed to do everything on the fucking checklist to do just that. Lose. I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't get it.
[41:56 - 42:04] Y'all basically murder y'all relationships with the shit that y'all do and then have the nerve to sit here confused when you lose your relationship.
[42:04 - 42:11] Don't be confused, nigga. You know what you did. Like, huh? Y'all niggas be sitting here like, "He or she is suspicious when I'm on the phone."
[42:11 - 42:19] Well, A, you either act suspicious so they got suspicious, or B, they're insecure about all that shit and they're acting like dickheads because of it and making assumptions.
[42:19 - 42:24] Which is also a night to the relationship. Like, y'all gotta calm down flexing your insecurities on your significant other beat.
[42:24 - 42:35] You ain't keeping a relationship like that, you hear me? Ain't nobody trying to be chilling and then all of a sudden get a million long ass thesis paper ass double-spaced 12-fawn times new roaming with a heading ass.
[42:35 - 42:39] I need this to pass my final last text messages. Y'all be having us motherfuckers sitting here like...
[42:40 - 42:46] What the fuck are you talking about?
[42:46 - 42:49] What the fu-
[42:49 - 42:54] What are you talking-
[42:54 - 43:02] That's like getting a new puppy and punishing your new puppy because your old puppy used to shit on the rug and chew your slippers up.
[43:02 - 43:06] New Brian ain't shit like old Brian. Leave New Brian alone.
[43:06 - 43:10] And going back to A, the fact of the matter is, y'all shouldn't be acting suspicious anyway.
[43:10 - 43:13] Y'all shouldn't have shit on your phone that you wouldn't want them to see in the first place.
[43:13 - 43:19] Unless it's like a receipt email for some fucking present that you got the most some lovey dovey goofy goober shit like that.
[43:19 - 43:28] And I don't get how y'all can cheat on the person you love and not expect to get lesbian. I don't care if you fucking, you kissed, you flirted with somebody else.
[43:28 - 43:35] You cheated my nigga. I feel like flirting is cheating. Like, why are you giving someone else the same attention you gave me when you were interested in me before we started dating?
[43:35 - 43:40] And it's not even like you got cheated on by this person and you doing this to get revenge, which still ain't cool.
[43:40 - 43:45] Like, y'all really be out here cheating on people that do good by you for somebody that don't give a fuck about you.
[43:45 - 43:49] And then like two weeks later, you end up with neither of them.
[43:49 - 43:59] Your niggas is dumb. And when you get broken up, when you're sitting here listening to Say Goodbye by Chris Brown crying, wiping your face, and popping snot bubbles like you just got that good ass whooping talking about,
[43:59 - 44:09] I don't know why she left me out. I don't know what didn't. I love her.
[44:09 - 44:16] The fact that y'all shoot yourselves in the foot like this and expect to walk normally after confuses the fuck out of me, B.
[44:16 - 44:26] If you want your love to grow, treat it like a plant. Water that shit. If you like to, you're wicked. Don't fucking piss and pour hot sauce into the flowerpot and you'll have something beautiful.
[44:26 - 44:31] If not, shit, I don't know, nigga, when you'll figure it out, you're grown.
[44:31 - 44:37] Some of y'all gonna listen to me. Some of y'all gonna take my advice. Some of y'all already, y'all gonna cry.
[44:37 - 44:40] At the end of the day, say love you.
[44:49 - 44:56] The people better than the people that he was talking about in that video, Sam, are people like you.
[44:56 - 45:01] You sit there and get with somebody like my boy Alistair that treats you right,
[45:01 - 45:07] and then you literally do everything on the fucking checklist to fuck your relationship up with this man.
[45:07 - 45:18] All this man did was treat you fucking right. Yeah, he yelled at you one time, but this man came back as a man and apologized to you like a man.
[45:18 - 45:27] And yet, you wanted to still treat him like shit and proceed to sit there and say that he abused you? No, the fuck he didn't.
[45:27 - 45:35] This man yelled at you one goddamn time and came back to you and apologized to you for that shit.
[45:35 - 45:41] But instead, you want to sit there and proceed to say, "Oh, he's abusive." No, the fuck he's not.
[45:41 - 45:48] He's not abusive at all. Yelling at somebody ain't abusive like that.
[45:48 - 45:53] Him yelling at you one fucking time ain't abusive.
[45:53 - 45:58] What is abusive, though, is what you did to this poor man.
[45:58 - 46:06] So take these life lessons to heart, Sam.
[46:06 - 46:12] For real. Take these fucking life lessons to heart.
[46:12 - 46:20] Take what my boy six here, take my boy six seconds here, and what I just said to heart.
[46:20 - 46:27] Okay? Because if you want to stay in a relationship, you need to stop doing shit to fuck it up.
[46:27 - 46:31] You had something good with him.
[46:31 - 46:35] You had something good with Alistair. But then what did you do?
[46:35 - 46:41] You fucked it up, and the man almost literally died and engraved because of it.
[46:41 - 46:52] So like I said, Sam, if I were you, I'd shut my goddamn mouth and I'd open my goddamn ear holes
[46:52 - 46:59] and really listen to what me and other people like Alistair and all of our actual friends that support him,
[46:59 - 47:03] and it's supporting him and you being together, are saying.
[47:04 - 47:10] Alright? I'd be listening to what we're all saying because we're trying to give you fucking advice
[47:10 - 47:13] on what you can do to not fuck up.
[47:13 - 47:23] So if I were you, Sam, the first thing I would do, I'd give my ass in that group chat,
[47:23 - 47:28] I'd bring Alistair back in, and I'd apologize to the man.
[47:28 - 47:31] That's the first thing you can fucking do.
[47:32 - 47:38] Second thing you can do is admit what you did to this man.
[47:38 - 47:44] You can start off with those two things and go from there.
[47:44 - 47:53] But to my boy Alistair, man, I want to say, bro, fucking love you, dog.
[47:53 - 47:59] You know I always got your back, man. And I know damn well that you will find someone that will treat you right, man.
[48:00 - 48:04] I promise you that, bro. You will find someone that will treat you right.
[48:04 - 48:07] Because you deserve to be treated right, man.
[48:07 - 48:14] Because you're awesome as hell, you're goofy as fuck, and honestly, dude, you're one of the chillest motherfuckers I know.
[48:14 - 48:21] So don't worry, Alistair. You will find somebody, man. Just stay strong.
[48:21 - 48:26] Because you know damn well you got friends like me that have always got your back.
[48:27 - 48:32] But as for you, Sam, like I said, take what I said to heart.
[48:32 - 48:39] Because what you did is fucked up, and he didn't deserve that.
[48:39 - 48:47] If anything, this man deserved to be treated right.
[48:49 - 48:57] This man came to you and apologized to you after yelling at you. That said something.
[48:57 - 49:01] Most guys won't do that.
[49:01 - 49:05] When they yell at somebody, they won't come back and apologize.
[49:05 - 49:11] Trust me, I know, I know, a lot of motherfuckers that are like that.
[49:11 - 49:18] But Alistair is like me. He came back and he apologized to you because he cared.
[49:19 - 49:21] And how did you take his caring?
[49:21 - 49:30] You basically ripped out his heart and stabbed it and then proceeded to fucking step on it after you stabbed it and sat it down there on the stage.
[49:30 - 49:44] You literally proceeded to set his heart down on the fucking table or on the ground, stab a fucking knife right through it, and then proceeded to stomp on it afterwards, doing even more damage than what you already did.
[49:44 - 49:55] And this man didn't deserve that. He did nothing to you.
[49:55 - 50:05] All he did was yell at you one time, and he apologized to you and promised you that it wouldn't happen again.
[50:10 - 50:16] So Sam, like I said, listen to my words very fucking clearly.
[50:16 - 50:24] Listen to what I said very clearly and take my fucking advice.
[50:24 - 50:31] Stop doing this shit to people and apologize to this man.
[50:35 - 50:41] And Alistair, stay strong, bro. You've got this.
[50:41 - 50:47] Stay strong, my man, because I know you'll do better than this bitch.
[50:47 - 50:54] You do deserve to be treated right, and you will be treated right, man. Just stay strong and keep doing you, bro.
[50:54 - 50:57] Peace.
2022-4-11 REACHING OUT TO OTHER VICTIMS OF  MUSIC BIZ MARTY

2022-4-11 REACHING OUT TO OTHER VICTIMS OF MUSIC BIZ MARTY

[0:00 - 0:28] I'm making this video, not just to reach out to help, but I'm making this video for people
[0:28 - 0:40] that are victims of MusicBizMarty aka Nickolas Biegler. I'm reaching out to anyone out there
[0:40 - 0:48] that has been a victim of him at all, period. Whether it was 10 years ago, whether it was
[0:48 - 0:55] 5, 4, or even this year. I'm calling upon every person that's ever been victimized
[0:55 - 1:06] by this psychopathic evil monster. For those of you that don't know, my name is Chance
[1:06 - 1:16] Wilkins, more commonly known by the world as my former name is Cyraxx and about 4 years
[1:16 - 1:28] ago. I became a victim of MusicBizMarty and his evil games. This man has ripped everything
[1:28 - 1:41] away from me. Friends, my job that I had a couple years ago, I got kicked from the
[1:41 - 1:59] record label that I was on which is a very high paying label. I have been tortured endlessly
[1:59 - 2:11] and to show you proof of this, this clip, keep in mind, was from MusicBizMarty's stream
[2:11 - 2:18] and one of his goons last night. I want you to see for yourself.
[2:18 - 2:45] [clip]
[2:45 - 3:00] What's from a guy on Marty's panel known as Yoko? One of MusicBizMarty's little goons
[3:00 - 3:13] and they have threatened this several times over. Which is why now, I have to keep this
[3:13 - 3:20] on hand at all times whenever I go out. And none of this is actually a walking stick but
[3:20 - 3:28] it also doubles as a self defense weapon. Because of MusicBizMarty, every time I go
[3:28 - 3:37] out, whether it's to do photography, shoot footage for a friend of mine that does commercial
[3:37 - 3:44] work, or whether it's as simple as going down to the corner store, I now have to carry
[3:44 - 3:56] this on hand at all times. And trust me when I say, I don't like doing that. Because of
[3:56 - 4:05] Marty, I've been living in fear for the last four years and I'm asking anyone that has
[4:05 - 4:12] been victimized by this man in any way, shape or form to please come forward because you
[4:12 - 4:20] have nothing to fear anymore. Me and a friend of mine are taking care of the situation as
[4:20 - 4:28] we speak. We are working on a plan to bring Marty down for good and get him behind bars
[4:28 - 4:39] where he belongs. But we can't do it alone. We need other people that have been victimized
[4:39 - 4:47] by this man just as much as I have. So please come forward and say something. You don't
[4:47 - 4:56] have to be afraid anymore. You don't have to be scared anymore. You don't have to live
[4:56 - 5:04] in fear of this evil monster anymore. Trust me, I know what it's like to live in fear
[5:04 - 5:12] every fucking day of my life. The last four years have been an endless nightmare for me
[5:12 - 5:20] day in and day out. It has been an endless nightmare of torture on my family, my friends,
[5:20 - 5:33] myself and my career. And I am asking anyone out there that sees this. If you are a victim
[5:33 - 5:42] of Marty, please step forward and say something. Trust me, I know what it's like to be scared
[5:42 - 5:51] because for the last four years, I've been living in fear and I've been scared. So I
[5:51 - 6:01] understand very well how scary Marty can be. And trust me when I say he's no joke.
[6:01 - 6:18] He can be scary. But Marty, I want you to know this your reign of terror on these people
[6:18 - 6:32] and on me is finished. Tomorrow morning, we're calling you in and you will be brought down
[6:32 - 6:42] for what you've done to myself and so many other people. And if you think I'm playing,
[6:42 - 6:58] go ahead and try me. Go right ahead and fucking try me Marty. Because like I told you yesterday,
[6:58 - 7:06] I'm not the same person I was four years ago. I've got backup this time. And this time
[7:06 - 7:13] there's not a goddamn thing that you could do to shut me down or stop me. This time
[7:13 - 7:26] I've got backup. This time I have resources. And I intend on using every single avenue,
[7:26 - 7:33] every single thing that I can to right the wrongs that you've made against people like
[7:33 - 7:48] myself for so many years. I intend on bringing you down for the monster that you are. And
[7:48 - 7:57] if you think you can hide, you're wrong. I know where you live Marty. I have your city.
[7:57 - 8:04] I know exactly where you live. I trust you when I say when it's all said and done, the
[8:04 - 8:11] police will be showing up at your house and you will be arrested and you will be taken
[8:11 - 8:24] into custody. This is not a ha ha game anymore, Marty. Real lives have been affected because
[8:24 - 8:32] of your ignorance. Real lives have been affected because of things that you've done to people
[8:32 - 8:47] like me. This is not a joke anymore, Marty. This is not funny. If you think at all that
[8:47 - 8:58] I intend on backing down, you're wrong. You made me live in fear for four fucking years
[8:58 - 9:06] and it's time to pay for what you've done. It's time to shut you down and bring you
[9:06 - 9:18] in the justice. It's time to get justice, not only for myself, but for everybody that
[9:18 - 9:26] you've attacked, everyone that you've bullied, everyone that you've ever ruined, every life
[9:26 - 9:36] that you have ruined. And as I said, if you think for one second that you can run and
[9:36 - 9:43] hide, you're wrong. And if you think for one second that you're winning this battle,
[9:43 - 9:56] go ahead. Send your entire army after me. Go ahead. Do whatever you want to try to do
[9:56 - 10:01] to me because Marty, I'm telling you right now, it won't take much at this point to
[10:01 - 10:14] bring you down. So go ahead, send your little cronies after me because in the long run,
[10:14 - 10:22] you'll only be showing how guilty you are. You'll only be showing how much of a monster
[10:22 - 10:36] you are when you do that. And to your little goons here, they can sit there and say that
[10:36 - 10:44] I'm crazy all you want, but we all know that just like you, they're full of shit. All
[10:44 - 10:52] you dumb motherfuckers and a chat call me a 43, y'all are just as dumb as he is. You're
[10:52 - 11:01] just as blinded by your hatred for me as he is with his obsession for me. You guys
[11:01 - 11:07] are just parroting each other. That's all you're doing. You're copying each other. That's
[11:07 - 11:13] all you're doing. You're not doing any kind of damage to me. You're just looking dumb
[11:13 - 11:24] as fuck. That's all you're doing. So if I were you dumb fucks, I'd shut my mouth. I
[11:24 - 11:33] would shut my goddamn mouth if I were you because you guys don't know me like you think.
[11:33 - 11:43] And Marty, you told me not to underestimate you, right? Well, here's the thing, kid. You're
[11:43 - 11:52] the one that underestimated me. Because little did you expect that I would have backup.
[11:52 - 11:56] You thought that you could just run me into the ground for the rest of your life. Well,
[11:56 - 12:05] you're wrong. You're not doing this anymore. And in case you haven't been informed, let
[12:05 - 12:15] me inform you of something. I am not your slave. You do not own me. Slavery was abolished
[12:15 - 12:27] over 100 years ago. So owning a human being is illegal. In case you haven't fucking noticed
[12:27 - 12:33] and threatening to rape someone is just as illegal. And I've got you on three counts
[12:33 - 12:40] of that shit. One for me and one for each of my family members that you've threatened
[12:40 - 12:47] to do that too. Not to mention all the counts of copyright infringement that I could get
[12:47 - 12:59] you on. So Marty, if you think I'm playing, try me. Your time is up, Marty. It's game
[12:59 - 13:09] over for you. No more running, no more hiding. You're done. Your ring of terror on me and
[13:09 - 13:17] all those poor souls that you victimized is done. Because when I bring you down and
[13:17 - 13:25] trust me, I will be the one to bring you down. Not only will that be a victory, not
[13:25 - 13:32] only will that be a victory for myself, that'll be a victory for every single person that
[13:32 - 13:39] you've ever attacked. Every person that you've ever victimized, every person who's alive,
[13:39 - 13:55] you have ruined. So go ahead. Come at me, fat ass. You ain't stopping me this time.
[13:55 - 14:00] Four years ago, you may have gotten away with it, but not this time. Because like
[14:00 - 14:09] I said Marty, I'm not the same guy I was four years ago. I'm not that same person
[14:09 - 14:19] I was back then. I'm better than that now. I'm above that now. I'm stronger, faster
[14:19 - 14:31] and better than what I used to be, and I'm more knowledged than what I used to be.
[14:31 - 14:45] So Marty, if I were you, I would turn myself into the police. Do yourself a favor. Turn
[14:45 - 15:00] yourself in. Because behind bars is where you're gonna end up anyway. So you may as
[15:00 - 15:17] well just turn yourself in. I mean, we all know that you orchestrated the shit with Masshole
[15:17 - 15:22] reports. Oh, for those of you in chat that may not be aware, I could tell you who orchestrated
[15:22 - 15:33] that shit with Masshole. It was Marty. Marty orchestrated the whole thing. This man begged
[15:33 - 15:41] her to go after me. This man sat there and begged her to entrap me and make me look
[15:41 - 15:50] like a pedophile. Also that my life would get ruined. Also that he would think. Also
[15:50 - 15:57] that he could try to ruin my life and make it to where I wouldn't be able to do anything
[15:57 - 16:04] except go to him. And yeah, Marty, I know about what you did and I'm calling you out
[16:04 - 16:13] on it. You orchestrated that whole plot against me. That whole plot to make me look like
[16:13 - 16:23] a pedophile. You orchestrated that shit by begging Masshole to do that shit. Why? Because
[16:23 - 16:32] you're a desperate piece of shit. But the one thing you didn't expect was for me to
[16:32 - 16:43] get out of that shit and be able to bounce back. So they show me, I hope you see this
[16:43 - 16:51] as well. And to every other YouTuber out there covering my videos, I hope that you see this.
[16:51 - 16:58] I want you all to see this so that you know the truth about music biz Marty and what
[16:58 - 17:09] a scumbag he really is. This man has done nothing but make my life a living fucking
[17:09 - 17:20] hell for the last four years. And I get it. Some of you only see what you see on the internet
[17:20 - 17:27] and that's what you believe and that's fine. That's okay. Because I hope that this video
[17:27 - 17:37] shows you the truth about what Marty is really doing. I mean, I don't blame you for you guys
[17:37 - 17:45] viewing me the way that you guys do because a lot of you don't know the truth about me.
[17:45 - 17:52] A lot of you only see what's been put out. But what you guys don't see is that all those
[17:52 - 18:01] times that I reached out was as a result of this monster music biz Marty. All those times
[18:01 - 18:08] that I flipped out was because of music biz Marty and the stuff that he was doing to
[18:08 - 18:20] me. All you guys saw was what I was doing, but you never took time to learn the truth
[18:20 - 18:29] about how Marty attacked my family, attacked my friends, cost my biological father his
[18:29 - 18:39] job, cost me to get kicked off the record label that I was on, that I was getting paid
[18:39 - 18:49] by as a paid artist. You guys didn't see the sleeveless nights where I fought and struggled
[18:49 - 19:00] to find a way to fight back. You guys didn't see how he practically thanked Mass Hall Reports
[19:00 - 19:13] to attack me. You never saw all the times outside of YouTube when I tried to reach
[19:13 - 19:22] out to people for help. And I hope this video shows you what kind of sick freak music biz
[19:22 - 19:35] Marty really is. See, back in 2020, before the pandemic hit, about six months before
[19:35 - 19:42] the pandemic hit, this is why he got obsessed with me. What I'm about to tell you is how
[19:42 - 19:51] he became obsessed with me. About six months in 2020 before COVID hit. Me and my ex Heather
[19:51 - 19:58] Sapphire and me as she's known on here. We were on a live stream hanging out and this
[19:58 - 20:07] guy named Juggalo John has been running his mouth about me for years. Who was my area?
[20:07 - 20:11] Started running his mouth and talking about how he wanted to meet me down at the community
[20:11 - 20:18] center and how he wanted to beat my ass. So I showed up to the community center which
[20:18 - 20:26] is right down the road here right by my house. He wasn't there. He was on the other side
[20:26 - 20:40] of town. So I hopped back in the car with my family and we started to drive back here
[20:40 - 20:51] to the house. On the way back to the house. Music biz Marty made a pass at me. He made
[20:51 - 21:03] a pass to me and I turned him down. And ever since then, this man has been trying to ruin
[21:03 - 21:12] me. Hell, Marty's the reason why I have trouble keeping a relationship. Because he is so obsessed
[21:12 - 21:21] with me and he cannot handle the fact that I told him no, that I'm not gay. He does
[21:21 - 21:30] not like that. So what does he do? He orchestrates all these different plots to try to ruin
[21:30 - 21:41] my life so that he can get what he wants, which is me. Marty is very obsessed with me
[21:41 - 21:56] and it's sickening. And quite honestly, it's very disturbing. This man also made gambling
[21:56 - 22:08] bets that same year and couldn't pay up. So what did he do? He saw me as a way to make
[22:08 - 22:20] money. So he started using me to make back all that money that he lost. He also saw me
[22:20 - 22:32] as a cash cow and he has been committing blatant copyright infringement against me for several
[22:32 - 22:39] years now. Because of this man, I've lost out on thousands of dollars that I can be
[22:39 - 22:47] using to help my family out, to boost my career, to give back to the people that have
[22:47 - 22:58] given to me. I have lost thousands of dollars in ad revenue because of this man. If it
[22:58 - 23:04] wasn't for a music business, Marty, I would have well over a couple thousand, if not
[23:04 - 23:15] a couple million subscribers by now. This man is a sick, twisted monster. He is a very
[23:15 - 23:24] sick and twisted individual. And it's time you guys woke the fuck up and realized just
[23:24 - 23:33] how sick in the head Marty really is. This man is strung out on Adderall every day and
[23:33 - 23:41] drinks on livestream. That's why he doesn't show his face. Because he doesn't want the
[23:41 - 23:50] world to see how strung out on Adderall and how plastered he is off of alcohol. He doesn't
[23:50 - 24:02] want anybody to see it, so he hides his face. This man is a compulsive gambler, a compulsive
[24:02 - 24:15] liar, who also has a very severe drug addiction and alcohol addiction. Which all together
[24:15 - 24:29] has made this man mentally unstable and unwell. And if you don't believe me, the proof is
[24:29 - 24:36] on Marty's channel. You can see it for yourselves. You can blatantly see it for yourselves if
[24:36 - 24:45] you don't believe me. Really sit down and watch Marty's channel. Watch all his channels.
[24:45 - 24:59] Listen to his voice. Listen to the things that he says and how he says them. Can you
[24:59 - 25:06] see? I've been doing music for a little over 10 years, so I'm able to pick up on these
[25:06 - 25:15] little nuances and changes in Marty's voice. And I can tell you for a fact that this man
[25:15 - 25:27] is always strung out on drugs and is always drinking. And I can prove that he has something
[25:27 - 25:36] to do with Jamie Nicole's death. I can prove that with just a couple facts. I can easily
[25:36 - 25:51] prove that Jamie's death was on his hands and not just COVID. See, Jamie had COVID, yes.
[25:51 - 26:02] But what nobody knows is info that I know. See, Marty only wanted people to think that
[26:02 - 26:14] he wasn't there at the motel or at her house when she died. But in fact, she actually was.
[26:14 - 26:24] He was. She was there at her house and he was there with her. Yes, she had COVID. That
[26:24 - 26:33] is very true. And Marty knowing very well, knowing very well that she had a drug addiction
[26:33 - 26:40] problem that she was battling. What did he do? He kept her strung up on drugs all the
[26:40 - 26:46] time. If you don't believe it, you can go back and watch her live streams. Go back
[26:46 - 26:54] and watch, I say, the last 10 live streams right before her death. And you'll see just
[26:54 - 27:01] how strung out on drugs and how out of her mind she was and how disconnected from reality
[27:01 - 27:16] she was. See, Jamie had a shot at surviving COVID. But due to the drugs that were found
[27:16 - 27:27] in her system during the autopsy, it was a combination of both the drugs and COVID
[27:27 - 27:33] that took her life. I mean, if you don't believe me, I mean, you can read the autopsy report
[27:33 - 27:40] for yourself because I have read it. I have gone over it. And there were certain amounts
[27:40 - 27:47] of drugs in her system that she was very much addicted to, which just happened to
[27:47 - 27:58] be the same drugs that Marty was keeping her hooked on. So therefore, he did have something
[27:58 - 28:06] to do with her death. Not to mention, he has another dead body on his hands, which is
[28:06 - 28:15] the prostitute. And the only reason why he got free with the prostitute is for a very
[28:15 - 28:22] simple reason. Due to a technicality of lack of evidence. Everybody knew that he killed
[28:22 - 28:29] the prostitute. Everybody knew it, but they didn't have enough evidence to prove it.
[28:29 - 28:44] So they had to let him go. And like I said, if you do not believe me, you can fact check
[28:44 - 28:52] me on all of this. You can ask the coroner's office that dealt with Jamie Nicole's death.
[28:52 - 28:58] You can go online, find the autopsy report and read it. I know I'm not going to give
[28:58 - 29:11] that shit out freely because that's not my place to do so. Marty is a very sick and
[29:11 - 29:21] twisted individual who has murdered people. He murdered that prostitute and then murdered
[29:21 - 29:28] a very good friend of mine. Somebody who may have trolled me on YouTube, yes, they're
[29:28 - 29:33] outside of YouTube. Me and her were very good friends. Me and Jamie were very good
[29:33 - 29:44] friends outside of YouTube. We talked all the fucking time. This man is responsible
[29:44 - 29:53] for the death of one of my closest friends on YouTube. As well as who knows how many
[29:53 - 30:07] other people who have taken their own lives. So as I said, I'm making this video for anybody
[30:07 - 30:14] out there that has been victimized by this man or is currently being victimized by this
[30:14 - 30:25] man. You guys can reach out to me on Discord, Facebook. You guys can reach me by my phone
[30:25 - 30:36] number. I'm not hard to get a hold of. And if you truly, truly are being victimized
[30:36 - 30:41] or have been victimized by Marty, and I'm not saying this to free all the trolling,
[30:41 - 30:48] no, I want the real people that have actually been bullied and attacked by this man and
[30:48 - 31:00] terrorized by this man to please reach out to me because I want to help you guys. And
[31:00 - 31:05] the more evidence we have against Marty, the better the case will be and the better
[31:05 - 31:21] chances of him going to jail will be. So to anybody out there, I say this, don't be afraid.
[31:21 - 31:29] Reach out to me, send me whatever information you can and I'll pass it along to my friend
[31:29 - 31:40] who's helped me bring down Marty, who's helped me build the case against him. So please,
[31:40 - 31:50] to anybody out there that has truly been attacked by this man, please reach out to me. Let
[31:50 - 31:55] me know what's going on so that I can put it in the hands of my friend that's helped
[31:55 - 32:04] me build the case against Marty to bring him down for all that he's done. And to Marty,
[32:04 - 32:12] I hope you see this and I hope you watch this. And I hope that you, when you sleep
[32:12 - 32:21] at night, I hope all you see is me bringing your ass down. I hope that when you have
[32:21 - 32:28] nightmares, it'll be me and your nightmares that you're seeing because I am your worst
[32:28 - 32:38] nightmare. Matter of fact, no, I hope that you don't sleep. I hope that you stay awake
[32:38 - 32:47] and you stay scared. I hope that you stay scared knowing in the back of your mind,
[32:47 - 32:56] you're going to go to prison probably for the rest of your life. I want you to be scared
[32:56 - 33:05] Marty. I want you to fear me because you should fear me. I hope that everything I
[33:05 - 33:12] have said in this video replays in the back of your mind over and over on repeat for
[33:12 - 33:19] the rest of your miserable fucking life. And I hope that it replays in your head over
[33:19 - 33:27] on repeat as loud as they can so that you don't get any sleep. I hope that this shit
[33:27 - 33:38] replays in your head so you know just how badly you have fucked up. Your time is up
[33:38 - 33:50] Marty. It's time for you to pay the price for what you've done to me and all those
[33:50 - 33:56] other poor people and not to mention it's time for you to pay for the death of Jamie
[33:56 - 34:10] Nicole. It's time that Justice got served for her death and what you've caused. So
[34:10 - 34:26] Marty run all you want but just know that I'll be right there watching, waiting. You
[34:26 - 34:37] might not see me but I will be there and you will be brought down. So run while you
[34:37 - 34:49] can Marty. Your days are numbered. The clock is ticking. The end of your channel and the
[34:49 - 35:00] end of your torment has begun as of right now. So run while you have the chance Marty.
[35:00 - 35:08] I would run while I had the chance if I were you because you ain't going to get very far.
[35:08 - 35:16] So run while you can because it won't last. Because when it's all said and done you will
[35:16 - 35:24] be in handcuffs and you will be going to prison for the rest of your life. So like
[35:24 - 35:35] I said Marty run while you can because I'm coming after you and I'm not going to stop
[35:35 - 35:47] until you are brought down. So go ahead Marty run while you got the chance because I'm coming
[35:47 - 35:52] and I'm not stopping until you are caught and brought
2022-4-9 YOU FUCKED UP MARTY MARTINA

2022-4-9 YOU FUCKED UP MARTY MARTINA

[0:00 - 0:55] (sighs)
[0:55 - 0:57] You just don't know when to learn, do you?
[0:57 - 1:01] (sighs)
[1:01 - 1:03] You made a big mistake, Marty.
[1:03 - 1:05] (sighs)
[1:05 - 1:07] A very big mistake.
[1:07 - 1:15] See, your first mistake was challenging my boy Michael.
[1:15 - 1:17] That was your first mistake.
[1:17 - 1:25] Second mistake, having your little cronies attack his wife.
[1:25 - 1:33] And your third and biggest mistake was attacking my family.
[1:33 - 1:37] See, I heard your messages, Marty.
[1:37 - 1:41] Or should I say Marty, would you prefer to be called Martina?
[1:41 - 1:45] 'Cause I'm pretty sure you're a chicken shit girl.
[1:45 - 1:53] Your third and final mistake, Marty, was attacking my mom's,
[1:53 - 1:57] telling her how you were going to have people come up to you.
[1:57 - 2:03] Your third and final mistake, Marty, was attacking my mom's,
[2:03 - 2:11] telling her how you were going to have people come here to rape me while you made her a watch.
[2:11 - 2:13] That was your biggest mistake.
[2:13 - 2:15] And you can call the cops.
[2:15 - 2:17] You can do whatever you want.
[2:17 - 2:19] Any of you dumb motherfuckers can call the police.
[2:19 - 2:21] I don't care.
[2:21 - 2:23] You done fucked up, Marty.
[2:23 - 2:27] You don't attack me.
[2:27 - 2:35] But the one thing you don't ever, ever, ever do is attack a man's family.
[2:35 - 2:41] You don't ever attack a man's family.
[2:41 - 2:45] I thought you would have learned that by now, Marty.
[2:45 - 3:01] All right, after all, you do have three dead bodies on your hand.
[3:01 - 3:03] Now, who the third one is?
[3:03 - 3:04] I don't know.
[3:04 - 3:08] But we already know that you got Jamie Nicole
[3:08 - 3:15] and that hooker, that prostitute, on your conscience.
[3:15 - 3:18] And one thing that you fail to realize, Marty,
[3:18 - 3:22] is that if your little bitch boys show up here,
[3:22 - 3:30] which I'm pretty sure there are two chicken shit to do,
[3:30 - 3:36] if your little fat fuck wannabe dog badasses show up here,
[3:36 - 3:39] well, guess what?
[3:39 - 3:42] They're going to be met with lethal force
[3:42 - 3:46] because not only are there two baseball bats,
[3:46 - 3:49] you got a motherfucker like me
[3:49 - 3:52] who's a very skilled martial artist
[3:52 - 3:56] who can wipe the floor with your fat fuck friends.
[3:56 - 4:01] And you forget, Marty, not only am I skilled in hand-to-hand combat,
[4:01 - 4:06] I'm very skilled in swordsman shit and bow staff,
[4:06 - 4:11] as well as cane sword.
[4:11 - 4:18] So, Marty, if I were you,
[4:18 - 4:21] I'd turn around and run because I don't care if the cow,
[4:21 - 4:24] see, as a matter of fact, I want them to see this.
[4:24 - 4:29] That way, they know what kind of piece of shit you really are.
[4:29 - 4:37] You want to attack a man's family?
[4:37 - 4:39] Then bring it.
[4:39 - 4:42] I'm not hiding from you, bro.
[4:42 - 4:47] You want to have your little cronies show up at my doorstep?
[4:47 - 4:49] Well, guess what?
[4:49 - 4:52] I'll be out that door and in your face
[4:52 - 4:55] faster than you can get your little fat-ass fucking friends
[4:55 - 5:00] out of a goddamn car and I'll be beating your goddamn ass
[5:00 - 5:06] because I've had about enough of you threatening my family and my friends.
[5:06 - 5:11] You think you're untouchable, you fat fucking retard motherfucker,
[5:11 - 5:18] but really, you're not.
[5:18 - 5:35] You're not untouchable, bitch boy.
[5:35 - 5:39] As much as you like to think you are,
[5:39 - 5:44] your ass ain't untouchable.
[5:44 - 5:48] If you think I'm playing, Marty, show your bitch ass up here
[5:48 - 5:52] and find out how serious I really am, kid.
[5:52 - 5:53] Go ahead.
[5:53 - 5:57] Show your ass up and find out how serious I am,
[5:57 - 6:00] you fat fucking overweight tug-o-lard.
[6:00 - 6:03] I've had about enough of you, ma'am.
[6:03 - 6:07] For three fucking years, you've tortured me.
[6:07 - 6:11] For three fucking years, you've harassed me.
[6:11 - 6:15] For three years, you've made the police think that I'm out of my damn mind,
[6:15 - 6:24] when really, it's you who's lost his mind.
[6:24 - 6:29] You're the one who's mentally insane, Marty, not me.
[6:29 - 6:33] I'm just a regular dude trying to make a living.
[6:33 - 6:39] That's all I've ever tried to do, was make a living.
[6:39 - 6:48] But you, my friend, fucked up for the last goddamn time.
[6:48 - 6:52] So if you want to fucking do something, then come and fucking do it
[6:52 - 6:55] and see if you don't get your goddamn ass beat,
[6:55 - 6:58] you lazy-ass fucking piece of shit.
[6:58 - 7:02] All the way I forgot, you're too fucking lazy to fight
[7:02 - 7:05] because you're a pussy and a coward.
[7:05 - 7:08] You have to show up with friends to fight your battles.
[7:08 - 7:11] You have to have that fat fuck friend of yours
[7:11 - 7:15] fight your battles for you like a bitch.
[7:15 - 7:17] You ain't no man, homie.
[7:17 - 7:20] You a bitch-made coward.
[7:20 - 7:25] You're a bitch, a coward, a fuckboy,
[7:25 - 7:30] a fat-ass who thinks he's above the law, but really, he ain't.
[7:30 - 7:34] The only place you belong, Marty, is in a jail cell,
[7:34 - 7:37] being Bubba's little bitch.
[7:37 - 7:42] That's where your ass belongs, kid, in a fucking jail cell,
[7:42 - 7:50] being Big Bubba's little bitch.
[7:50 - 8:00] And trust me, we got the voicemails to show the cops.
[8:00 - 8:05] We have every single voicemail from you, Marty.
[8:05 - 8:11] So don't think we ain't got a motherfucking backup.
[8:11 - 8:15] You're not untouchable, son.
[8:15 - 8:18] You're not untouchable.
[8:18 - 8:21] And if anything, you're a bitch-made fuckboy
[8:21 - 8:26] who does nothing but run his mouth like a little bitch.
[8:26 - 8:32] You say you're a hard ass, but yet you hide behind the screen.
[8:32 - 8:38] You say you're a badass, but you never show your face on screen, you fat fuck.
[8:38 - 8:42] Gee, I wonder what that is.
[8:42 - 8:45] Oh yeah, that's right.
[8:45 - 8:49] It's because you're always strung out on Adderall all fucking day long,
[8:49 - 8:52] and then you get a trunk on Livestream.
[8:52 - 9:01] And you make gambling bets that you can't fucking pay off.
[9:01 - 9:03] We all know you, Marty.
[9:03 - 9:06] You're a fucking lying sack of shit.
[9:06 - 9:08] That's all you are.
[9:08 - 9:12] You're a fucking liar that deserves to die.
[9:12 - 9:14] Hell, I'll be honest with you, Marty.
[9:14 - 9:19] And if I had it my way, I would have killed you a long time ago.
[9:19 - 9:23] And if I had it my way, I would just beat your ass
[9:23 - 9:28] and then bury you in the fucking grave alive and be done with your ass.
[9:28 - 9:32] If I had it my way, I'd snatch your fucking lifeline
[9:32 - 9:37] and leave you buried six feet under if I had it my way.
[9:37 - 9:46] If I had it my way, your ass would be buried six feet deep in the fucking ground right now.
[9:46 - 9:51] If I had it my way, I would have killed you a long fucking time ago.
[9:51 - 9:55] But unfortunately, the law doesn't allow for that.
[9:55 - 10:01] Not without you crossing onto my property.
[10:01 - 10:05] So unfortunately, I can't kill you like I really want to.
[10:05 - 10:12] I can't rid the world of a fat fucking loser that bullies people, unfortunately.
[10:12 - 10:19] I wish I could, because I'd be doing the fucking world a favor by getting rid of your fucking ass.
[10:19 - 10:25] I really would. I'd be doing the world a favor by getting rid of your fucking ass.
[10:25 - 10:33] And you say I'm fucking crazy? Oh, by the way, this next message right here is also going out to the Akron PD.
[10:33 - 10:39] You better be taking me off your goddamn 43 list, because I'm not insane.
[10:39 - 10:47] You want the insane one? Your insane guy? It's Nicholas Beegler, a.k.a. Music Biz Marty.
[10:47 - 10:51] He's the one who's mentally insane.
[10:51 - 10:56] I'm just a normal guy trying to make a living doing what he loves to do.
[10:56 - 11:03] That's all I am. I ain't no number 43 like you dumb fuck idiots are making me out to be.
[11:03 - 11:10] I'm not fucking crazy. I've got to prove to back up how crazy this fat fuck really is.
[11:10 - 11:16] So if you lazy ass fucking cocks are going to do something, do something about him.
[11:16 - 11:28] Go the fuck after him. And leave me and my family the fuck alone.
[11:28 - 11:34] Can I guarantee you if you don't? First chance I get, I am suing the city of Akron.
[11:34 - 11:42] I am suing the fucking PD for everything you guys have done to me and put me through.
[11:42 - 11:51] You guys have the resources to go after this fat fuck that's been harassing me for the last three years, but yet you guys refuse to do so.
[11:51 - 11:59] Why? Because you're a bunch of stuck up fucking pussies that don't want to do your fucking job.
[11:59 - 12:04] You say you don't have the resources, but we all know you do.
[12:04 - 12:16] All it takes is a fucking phone call to the police where Marty's at. That's all it takes is a simple fucking phone call to the police station where he's at.
[12:16 - 12:25] That's all it takes. But yet you guys want to sit there and say that I'm insane? No, no, no, no.
[12:25 - 12:39] I'm not insane. I'm just a regular ass dude who's tired of getting fucking pushed around all the goddamn time and I'm fucking tired of seeing my friends and family be harassed and attacked in the process.
[12:39 - 12:58] 'Cause let me tell you something. This fat motherfucker cost my biological father to lose his job for no fucking reason. Just to prove that he's a fucking badass. He got my fucking biological father fired from his job.
[12:58 - 13:07] All to prove that he's a little bit of a badass. When really, he's a punk ass bitch.
[13:07 - 13:16] This is the same fucking guy that got me kicked from the record label that I was on.
[13:16 - 13:27] Which was a very high end record label, mind you. It was one of the top record labels in the fucking world that I was signed to.
[13:27 - 13:38] And because of this fat fuck motherfucker, he got me kicked off that label. And you wanna know how? He got me kicked off that label? That's very simple.
[13:38 - 13:50] He orchestrated a plan to give asshole reports to make me look like a fucking pedophile.
[13:50 - 14:15] And you might be asking yourselves, "What do you mean by that?" You ask. Well that's fucking simple. See, he convinced muscle reports and bugged her to fucking do this thing where she pretended to be 18 on a phone call and then turned around in a text message and sent me an image of an underage child and then pretended to be underage.
[14:15 - 14:27] All orchestrated by music biz Marty, aka Nicholas Beegler, aka the piece of shit fuckbag that deserves to be behind bars.
[14:27 - 14:34] This man has ruined my life for three fucking years and I'm sick of it.
[14:34 - 14:45] Forgive about my business and my job for a second. This shit is personal. This shit is motherfucking personal, bro.
[14:45 - 15:07] This ain't about my child. This ain't about what I do. This ain't about my business. This is about my fucking friends, my fucking family. How this sick fuck has been attacking me and harassing my family for the last three years but yet nobody's fucking falsely enough to get up and do a goddamn thing.
[15:07 - 15:30] So Marty, if you're gonna do something you fat fucking pompous ass little bitch, get off your fat fucking lazy ass, get in your half ass broke down fucking car, get your fucking friends and show up here and see just how quickly you get your ass beat along with them.
[15:30 - 15:46] I'm not playing around anymore, Marty. I'm trying to live my life. That's all I'm trying to do, but you're making it very difficult to do that. Why? Because you're a self-centered little bitch.
[15:46 - 16:10] Why you think daddy cut you off, you little trust-fun bitch? Oh yeah, don't think I don't know about that, you fucking trust-fun baby. You're a trust-fun baby, dog. Why you think daddy cut you off? 'Cause he's tired of seeing your fucking bullshit. That's why mommy and daddy cut you off.
[16:10 - 16:24] 'Cause mommy and daddy got tired of seeing this fat fuck do what he's doing to people. That's why you got cut off. 'Cause mommy and daddy got sick and tired of seeing what you're doing.
[16:24 - 16:44] So Marty, I'm giving you one of two choices right now, okay? I'm giving you one of two choices and I would think very carefully about what you say next because your next choice could end you up in fucking prison, okay?
[16:44 - 17:02] Your next choices that you make from seeing this video onward determines whether you go to fucking prison or not. That all determines on whether you go to prison or you don't go to prison.
[17:02 - 17:17] A, you can shut down your YouTube channel for good and never get on YouTube ever again and never get on any social media platform to run your mouth ever again.
[17:17 - 17:43] Or, if you choose not to do that, well, all I gotta do is take the screenshots that your ex-girlfriend Seren sent me, along with all the video clips on your channel,
[17:43 - 17:55] along with all the stuff that you've stolen from me, all the money that you owe me, which I am still gonna harass you for because you do owe me two grand.
[17:55 - 18:09] Because you seem to forget, Marty, you're committing copyright infringement against me. Your whole channel is about me. Therefore, you owe me a little over two grand, motherfucker.
[18:09 - 18:33] At minimum, you owe me about two grand. So, here's how it's gonna go down, okay? You're either going to pay me all the money that you owe me and you're going to shut down your channel and never make a social media profile ever again and get a real fucking job.
[18:33 - 18:55] Or, I can take all the evidence I have, all the screenshots against me, all the voicemails that you sent my moms, all the videos where you basically committed copyright infringement and attacked me,
[18:55 - 19:17] and I can take all the stuff you did to me, all the videos that you owe me that you posted up on Pornhub, on X-Videos, and I can take all that evidence down to the police station, have them investigate you, and have you be arrested for not only telecommunications harassment,
[19:17 - 19:33] but I can have you arrested for a copyright infringement, death threats because you did threaten my family, just yesterday in fact, actually no, just today. My bad, it was just today that you did that.
[19:33 - 19:47] So take your pick, Marty. What's it gonna be, bro? Are you gonna pay me the fucking money that you rightfully owe me and get the fuck off YouTube and never make another account again?
[19:47 - 20:05] Or, there is a third option. There is a third one, actually. And this one, I wouldn't do, but this one's your choice. Your third option is, you can shove here, I can beat your fucking ass, and I can make you give me the money that you owe me.
[20:05 - 20:13] But, I don't think you want to get beat by a dude that's shorter than you, because that would just look embarrassing to you.
[20:13 - 20:27] Alright, if I were you, I'd be embarrassed if I got my ass beat by a dude shorter than me. I'd be fucking embarrassed as hell. Hell, if I were you, I wouldn't show my face up on social media ever again after that one, but that's just me.
[20:27 - 20:56] But your main two options are this, Marty. Either give me all the money that you fucking owe me, and get the fuck off of social media, and get a real job, or I collect all the evidence from all you, all your friends, and all that shit, and I take it to court, show the police everything that you've stolen from me,
[20:56 - 21:14] everything that you've used to attack me, and harass my family, and your ass gets arrested, and you end up being Bubba's little bitch.
[21:14 - 21:38] So, what's it gonna be, Marty? You got one or two options. Hand over what you owe me right now, and leave social media, and get a real fucking job, you fat fuck. Or, I take all the evidence to the police, I have you arrested, and I make you give me the money.
[21:38 - 21:54] And if I were you, I wouldn't want to be Bubba's little bitch. I'm just saying, bro. If I was you, I wouldn't want to be Bubba's little bitch.
[21:54 - 22:06] I'm just saying, bro. I wouldn't want to be stuck in a jail cell with Dick Butler, because knowing you, you're asking to get vented over by Dick Bubba real fucking fast, bro.
[22:06 - 22:14] So, take your pick, man. What's it gonna be?
[22:14 - 22:26] Do I need to take all the evidence today? My mom has, that Ed has, that I have? Do I really need to take all that down to the police station, and have your ass arrested?
[22:26 - 22:43] Or, do I have to fucking, or are you gonna leave fucking YouTube, and all social media, and never make a video, or show your face on the internet again?
[22:43 - 22:57] 'Cause right now, the choice is pretty damn clear. If I was you, I'd leave the internet, because right now, you're looking pretty fucking stupid.
[22:57 - 23:15] Can I trust what I'm saying? My name will be exonerated. My name will be cleared, because we all know that I'm not crazy. Even though I was made out to be crazy, clearly I'm not.
[23:15 - 23:36] But like I said, Marty, you got two choices. Hang over the money, and leave social media, or I take all the evidence of you threatening my family, threatening to rape me.
[23:36 - 23:52] I take all that, I take all the videos on your channel, and all the archive channels, and all the other channels that have done videos on me, I take all that down to the police station, I show them what's going on.
[23:52 - 24:18] I prove to them that I'm not crazy. I show them that you're committing copyright infringement, and that you have threatened my family, threatened to rape me, and that you've showed my house to beat my ass, and failed.
[24:18 - 24:24] And I could just simply have you locked up.
[24:24 - 24:28] So what's it gonna be, Marty?
[24:28 - 24:48] You can't run anymore, Martina. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot, it's Nicholas. Or is that Nicole Beegler? I forgot, I forgot you're a chick. I forgot you're a female, my bad. I'm my bad, Nicole. I'm sorry, Martina.
[24:48 - 24:59] My bad, I apologize, I forgot that you're a chick. 'Cause I forgot that you ain't got balls to do anything. I forgot that when Jamie died, she took your dick with her.
[24:59 - 25:04] That's why you got a non-existent dick.
[25:04 - 25:20] 'Cause I forgot that Jamie took that with her when she died. After you killed her, she took your manhood with her. So I forgot, you ain't got any balls or dick. That's why you're the dickless wonder. That's why you got a pussy and not a dick.
[25:20 - 25:35] 'Cause I forgot that you're a pussy. I forgot that she took your manhood the day that she died. I forgot about that, my bad.
[25:35 - 25:41] Rest in peace to Jamie. You know we miss you, girl.
[25:41 - 25:53] So Marty, take your pic. Take your motherfucking pic.
[25:53 - 26:02] And yes, I'm making this family, this video for my family.
[26:02 - 26:14] Okay? My family asked me to make this livestream. My mom and said that asked me to make this video.
[26:14 - 26:24] I didn't really want to, but they asked me to. To give you a fair warning of what is going to happen if you don't pay me my money.
[26:24 - 26:42] And if you don't quit and get off the fucking internet. 'Cause my job is on the internet. I run my own fucking business. I have my own company, my own LLC, my own legitimate business.
[26:42 - 27:10] That not only is a production studio for selling instrumentals, but is also doubled as a record label. In which I'm currently signed to.
[27:10 - 27:33] So Marty, take your pic. Either you go to jail, or you just leave right the fuck now. You hand over the money, you leave social media, or I have your ass thrown in jail.
[27:33 - 27:44] Take your pic, pal. You ain't running no more. You ain't running shit no more, homie.
[27:44 - 27:59] Oh, and if you do get the manhood and the balls to actually show up here, just know that you and your little friends are in front of ass beating.
[27:59 - 28:16] Which I'll gladly deliver to them, 'cause not only do I have two baseball bats here, but I got this, and trust me, I can throw this thing faster than you can pull a gun, bitch. So trust me, I wouldn't fuck with me.
[28:16 - 28:28] 'Cause you seem to forget, Marty. I used to play baseball, so trust me, I got a hell of an arm. And I know how to fight, unlike you, you fat fucking bitch.
[28:28 - 28:40] And if you think I'm joking around, Marty, then fucking test me and find out. Go ahead. Test it and find out.
[28:40 - 28:46] Go ahead. Let's see what you got, you fat fucking tubo lord.
[28:46 - 28:52] Bro, you take two steps to the goddamn fridge and you get winded.
[28:52 - 28:58] You take two steps to the fridge and you get fucking worn out, you fat fuck.
[28:58 - 29:10] Maybe you should try hitting the fucking gym. Maybe hit a treadmill. You might lose some of that weight, you fat obese little bitch.
[29:10 - 29:18] And if you think I'm fucking playing, dude, fucking try me, dude. Fucking try me and see what happens.
[29:18 - 29:31] Like I said, Marty, you got two choices. Either hand over the money that you owe me and leave social media and get a real fucking job outside of your house, or I make you do all that shit.
[29:31 - 29:49] I make you my bitch by having arrested, by contacting YouTube, taking all the money back that you stole from me, which is a little over, I'd say. By this point, I'd say probably about three grand, maybe four grand.
[29:49 - 30:00] So, I mean, I can make YouTube give me back all that money, give me, make you, I can have YouTube make you give me back all that money.
[30:00 - 30:08] I can have you arrested on multiple charges and so can your family.
[30:08 - 30:21] So, dude, you attacked my family. That's why your family cut you off by the way, in case you didn't know.
[30:21 - 30:38] So, I mean, like I said, Marty, you can get the fuck off of YouTube. You can pay me the money that you owe me, which by now is probably five grand.
[30:38 - 30:55] Or, as I said, man, I can take all the evidence I have against you and all the videos and all the voicemails and all the screenshots, take that all down to the police station.
[30:55 - 31:05] Okay, I can take that all down to the police station. I can show them what's really going on.
[31:05 - 31:17] Okay, I can show them the truth about what's really going on.
[31:17 - 31:26] And I can have your ass arrested and get back the money that you owe me.
[31:26 - 31:43] So, what's it gonna be, fat ass? Are you gonna be a good little doggy and hand over the money? Are you gonna be a good little boy? Hand over the money that you owe me, little doggy?
[31:43 - 32:07] Or do I have to make you hand it over myself? Because I'll gladly do that. So, like I said, Marty, you got two choices and I'm leaving the rest up to you either pay me the three grand between three to five grand that you owe me and get off the social media for good.
[32:07 - 32:19] Okay, get off social media for good and get a real fucking job, like the rest of us, or you can continue to stay on YouTube.
[32:19 - 32:37] And I can take all your videos that you've done on me with this copyright infringement. I can take all that. I can take all the messages and all the screenshots of you threatening me and my family.
[32:37 - 32:49] Show them to the police, have them get ahold of the police station down there, and have your ass arrested.
[32:49 - 32:59] So, make your choice, Martina. Or should I say Nicole? Nicholas Miegler?
[32:59 - 33:20] So, I mean, make your choice, dude, because the choice is pretty clear. You can't run no more, Marty. You're fucked. You've slipped up one too many times, and now it's time for you to pay the price.
[33:20 - 33:31] So, either pay up and get off social media, or I take all the evidence down to the police station first thing tomorrow morning and I have your ass arrested.
[33:31 - 33:46] So, make your choice, kid. Either I have you arrested Sunday morning, or you can get off social media and pay me the money that you owe me.
[33:46 - 33:56] Choice is yours, Martina. Choice is yours, Nicky Boy.
[33:56 - 34:05] It's your call, whether you go to jail or not. Just saying, bro.
[34:05 - 34:15] If I were you, I'd play it smart and I'd hand over the fucking money that you owe me, and I'd get off the social media, but that's just me.
[34:15 - 34:22] So, take your pick. Take your fucking pick, pal.
[34:22 - 34:35] You can either get off social media and get a real job just like the rest of us, and actually work for your money instead of using people for their money and stealing it from them.
[34:35 - 34:52] Or, like I said, I can take all the evidence that my family has and that I have and take it down to the police station and call the police station where you're at and have you arrested.
[34:52 - 35:01] Plain and simple done. You got 24 hours to respond, Marty.
[35:01 - 35:05] You got 24 hours to respond.
[35:05 - 35:22] If I don't hear from you by Sunday morning at 8 o'clock in the morning, and what choice you've made, well, guess I'll be making that choice for you, won't I?
[35:22 - 35:33] You got 24 hours, Marty. Don't make me wait.
2022-4-9 IM NOT YOUR SLAVE  AND YOU DONT OWN ME

2022-4-9 IM NOT YOUR SLAVE AND YOU DONT OWN ME

[0:00 - 0:29] So this little fat fucking piece of shit Marty
[0:29 - 0:44] thinks that he fucking owns me. That's fucking funny fat ass, cuz last time I fucking checked
[0:44 - 0:59] slavery was abolished over a hundred years ago. Do you think just cuz you signed or
[0:59 - 1:07] bought a fake ass fucking contract from the bender boys aka the fender toys that you magically
[1:07 - 1:23] owned me? Sorry fat ass, wrong answer. You don't own me. You are not my master and I
[1:23 - 1:39] am not your slave. Say what you will Marty, but you are a sick fucking piece of shit.
[1:39 - 1:50] And fat ass, I hope you are watching cuz this song is about being freed from tyrannical
[1:50 - 2:13] assholes like you. So sit your fat ass down, shut the fuck up and open your goddamn ears.
[2:13 - 2:29] Never again would I be dishonored and never again would I be reminded of living within
[2:29 - 2:38] the world of the chain and they kill inspiration is my obligation to never again allow this
[2:38 - 2:47] to wrap then where do I begin, the choices are endless denying sin, the signs of redemption
[2:47 - 2:56] I carry, the torture of my fathers before me, the de noir treasure most in life cannot
[2:56 - 3:08] be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to teach
[3:08 - 3:19] myself I'd rather die though they will not understand. I will make the greatest sacrifice.
[3:19 - 3:29] You can't be dead where the outcome lies. You'll never save me alive. I'm alive, I'm
[3:29 - 3:40] alive, I'm alive. I can't, you know, you can't see and I've reached within the day that
[3:40 - 3:50] my anger might never begin. But now this is all that is turned off, my redemption,
[3:50 - 3:56] my only salvation, to give, that I have been blessed with my soul is a truth, the notions
[3:56 - 4:03] of madness repairing the real, the dream that's been made and I am not alone but this gives
[4:03 - 4:14] me the wrongs, the de noir treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never
[4:14 - 4:25] be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to teach myself I'd rather die though
[4:25 - 4:35] they will not understand. I will make the greatest sacrifice. You can't be dead where
[4:35 - 4:42] the outcome lies. You'll never save me alive.
[4:49 - 4:59] I'm no slave on your feeling brave or have you gone out of your mind. No more gaze and
[4:59 - 5:09] won't feel the same but hold one thing aside. There's no meaning, my soul is bleeding,
[5:09 - 5:27] a penny not from your kind. One suggestion use your discretion before you label him blind.
[5:37 - 5:48] Things on treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why
[5:48 - 5:59] I will surrender to your advice to teach myself I'd rather die though they will not understand.
[6:00 - 6:09] There will never be the greatest sacrifice. You can't be dead where the outcome lies.
[6:09 - 6:38] You'll never save me alive. I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[6:38 - 7:08] I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[7:08 - 7:47] You're alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[7:47 - 8:03] There's so much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:03 - 8:09] I'm supposed to be happy but I'm always fucking going down, all my things are deep inside.
[8:09 - 8:15] So much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:15 - 8:22] I'm supposed to be happy but I'm always fucking going down, all my things are deep inside.
[8:22 - 8:51] So much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:51 - 9:11] I'm supposed to know that my heart is getting cold, I don't want to be in trouble but I'm always fucking at the rocks in your head, I can hear them rolling 'round, you can say it's your fault but you're always fond of certain methods to your madnesses and all about pride, everyone and all they gotta do is hide.
[9:11 - 9:36] Oh, you, you, there is a tear out inside. Oh, you, you, just like jungle and hide. Oh, you, you, all this anger inside. Oh, you, you, I feel like jungle and hide.
[9:36 - 9:56] This branch, could I ever face a pain? If I ever wanted change, would the song remain the same?
[9:56 - 10:13] Oh, no, all I want to do is live my motherfucking life. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside.
[10:13 - 10:34] Oh, you, you, all I want to do is live my motherfucking life. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside.
[10:34 - 10:50] Hey Marty, fuck you and your slavery. You don't own shit.
[10:50 - 11:14] Oh, you, there is a tear out inside. Oh, you, you, just like jungle and hide. Oh, you, you, all this anger inside. Oh, you, you, I feel like jungle and hide.
[11:14 - 11:28] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[11:28 - 12:24] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[12:24 - 12:53] Oh.
[12:53 - 13:19] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[13:19 - 13:47] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[13:47 - 14:19] Oh, I am.
[14:19 - 14:41] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[14:41 - 14:55] Oh, I am.
[14:55 - 15:13] Oh no, no, no, no.
[15:13 - 15:41] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[15:41 - 15:46] I can't.
[15:46 - 15:49] That won't be enough.
[15:49 - 16:18] Oh, don't do that. I won't be ignored.
[16:18 - 16:40] I am no longer your victim Marty, and I sure as hell ain't your goddamn slave.
[16:40 - 17:08] I will no longer be treated like shit by you.
[17:08 - 17:21] No, I can't.
[17:21 - 17:41] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[17:41 - 18:08] No, no, no, no, no.
[18:08 - 18:24] Your time is up Marty.
[18:24 - 18:35] I am not your fucking victim anymore.
[18:35 - 18:42] I think I am but the truth is, I am not your victim anymore.
[18:42 - 18:47] I am not your slave you do not own me.
[18:47 - 18:52] I am not your fucking property.
[18:52 - 19:01] If anything, you're an asshole. You're a psychotic little bitch.
[19:01 - 19:07] Honestly, you deserve to be dead in the goddamn ground.
[19:07 - 19:12] You deserve your death.
[19:12 - 19:20] And if I had in my way, I would have decapitated your ass right there in front of your family alone goddamn time ago.
[19:20 - 19:30] And I would have buried your ass.
[19:30 - 19:40] You are a sick freak.
[19:40 - 19:46] And I will not be your victim anymore.
[19:46 - 20:08] And if you don't like it too fucking bad, I don't care what you think.
[20:08 - 20:17] Because I will not sit by and be victimized by you or your little cronies any fucking more Marty.
[20:17 - 20:30] And you better be watching this you fat fucking bastard.
[20:30 - 20:41] I hope you're watching this because you fat ass are not my owner.
[20:41 - 20:47] I am not your slave not anymore.
[20:47 - 21:16] And this next song is my promise to all those
[21:16 - 21:25] that stand behind me. All those that have been supporting me and holding me down. This song right here is my promise for you guys.
[21:25 - 21:51] I'm breaking this cycle.
[21:51 - 21:55] And that's not trying to start again.
[21:55 - 21:58] I don't want to be the one to battle.
[21:58 - 22:01] So we should use the inside.
[22:01 - 22:04] I realize that I'm the one confused.
[22:04 - 22:07] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[22:07 - 22:09] Oh, I had to scream.
[22:09 - 22:14] I don't know why I used to get to say what I don't mean.
[22:14 - 22:16] I don't know how I got this way.
[22:16 - 22:18] I know it's not all right.
[22:18 - 22:22] So I'm praying.
[22:22 - 22:26] I'm praying.
[22:26 - 22:34] Tonight.
[22:34 - 22:37] Catching my cure.
[22:37 - 22:39] I slightly locked the door.
[22:39 - 22:44] I try to catch my breath again.
[22:44 - 22:49] I have much more than any time before.
[22:49 - 22:53] I have no options left again.
[22:53 - 22:56] I don't want to be the one to battle.
[22:56 - 22:58] So we should.
[22:58 - 23:02] Inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
[23:02 - 23:05] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[23:05 - 23:07] Why I have to scream.
[23:07 - 23:12] I don't know why I used to get to say what I don't mean.
[23:12 - 23:14] I don't know how I got this way.
[23:14 - 23:16] I'll never be all right.
[23:16 - 23:21] So I'm breaking the habit.
[23:21 - 23:26] I'm breaking the habit.
[23:26 - 23:27] Tonight.
[23:27 - 23:32] The meaning of the world.
[23:32 - 23:37] 'Cause I'm the one involved.
[23:37 - 23:42] I'll never fight again.
[23:42 - 23:45] It's how it hurts.
[23:45 - 23:48] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[23:48 - 23:50] Why I have to scream.
[23:50 - 23:55] But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean.
[23:55 - 23:58] I don't know how I got this way.
[23:58 - 24:00] I'll never be all right.
[24:00 - 24:05] So I'm breaking the habit.
[24:05 - 24:14] I'm breaking the habit.
[24:14 - 24:43] Tonight.
[24:44 - 24:59] I don't know why I got this way.
[24:59 - 25:00] I don't know why I got this.
[25:00 - 32:20] I don't know why I got this way.
[32:20 - 32:30] You caused my friends and my family enough bullshit and it's time for you to get shut
[32:30 - 32:31] down.
[32:31 - 32:41] I'm tired of being held back by motherfuckers like you.
[32:41 - 32:49] I'm sick of being held back from my full potential because you're sick, bullshit, evil,
[32:49 - 32:55] and I'm not a bitch.
[32:55 - 33:01] You think you own me, motherfucker, but you don't.
[33:01 - 33:06] If anything, I am free from you.
[33:06 - 33:09] I am not your slave.
[33:09 - 33:16] You are not my owner.
[33:16 - 33:22] I would rather die than call you my owner or my master.
[33:22 - 33:29] I would rather die before calling you any such thing.
[33:29 - 33:39] I'll die before that happens.
[33:39 - 33:53] I refuse to sit by and be silent about what you've done to me and many other people.
[33:53 - 34:03] Call me 43 all you want, motherfucker.
[34:03 - 34:11] Because the truth is, in order to be successful at music, you have to be a little bit crazy.
[34:11 - 34:17] In order to make it in music the way I'm making it, you gotta be off your rocker.
[34:17 - 34:19] So I'm glad to be a 43.
[34:19 - 34:26] I'm proud to be crazy, because in order to make it, you gotta be crazy.
[34:26 - 34:52] You gotta stand out in the fucking crowd, which I do very well.
[34:52 - 34:58] So Marty, just know this, I will not stop harassing you.
[34:58 - 35:01] I will not stop badgering you.
[35:01 - 35:06] I will not stop threatening your life the same way you threaten my family's lives.
[35:06 - 35:09] I will not stop attacking you.
[35:09 - 35:11] I will not stop abusing you.
[35:11 - 35:21] I will not stop until you are in jail for everything you've done to me.
[35:21 - 35:29] I will not stop and I will not rest until you're behind bars where you belong.
[35:29 - 35:41] Because you caused me three fucking years of pain, three fucking years of hatred, three
[35:41 - 35:46] fucking years of being trapped by you.
[35:46 - 35:49] And I won't take it anymore.
[35:49 - 35:54] You're done.
[35:54 - 35:56] It's over, Marty.
[35:56 - 35:59] I'm not your slave anymore.
[35:59 - 36:03] It's over.
[36:03 - 36:05] You don't own me.
[36:05 - 36:11] It's over.
[36:11 - 36:16] So either back down or I make you back down.
[36:16 - 36:22] And trust me, I got the manpower to do it.
[36:22 - 36:27] So if I were you, I would have fucking pushed it.
[36:27 - 36:35] Because I'm not the same weakling I was three years ago.
[36:35 - 36:42] I'm not the same weak person I was three years ago, Marty.
[36:42 - 36:46] That ain't me.
[36:46 - 36:51] I ain't the same weakling you came across three years ago when you decided to attack
[36:51 - 36:53] me.
[36:53 - 37:00] I ain't that same person I used to be.
[37:00 - 37:04] So like I told you, Marty, it's over.
[37:04 - 37:08] You're done.
[37:08 - 37:11] The next stop for you is a jail cell.
[37:11 - 37:17] Do you get that?
[37:17 - 37:28] Do you get that, you fat tuba lord?
[37:28 - 37:36] You caused me three years of anguish, three years of pain, three years of not being where
[37:36 - 37:41] I should have been job wise.
[37:41 - 37:52] Because of you, I've had to suffer and suffer and suffer some more.
[37:52 - 38:00] Because of you, Marty, I'm not where I should have been three years ago.
[38:00 - 38:07] I should be on a stage right now performing in front of thousands of people.
[38:07 - 38:15] But instead, I'm here putting up with your bullshit all because you want to say that
[38:15 - 38:16] you owe me.
[38:16 - 38:20] Well, here's a wake up call.
[38:20 - 38:23] You don't own me.
[38:23 - 38:27] No one does.
[38:27 - 38:33] And to anybody out there that thinks you're going to get the fucking notion to own me,
[38:33 - 38:34] don't.
[38:34 - 38:39] Because I guarantee you, your fate will be the same as Marty's.
[38:39 - 38:45] You'll end up in a fucking jail so long with him.
[38:45 - 38:49] And I can promise you that.
[38:49 - 38:55] I'm not the same person I was three years ago, Marty.
[38:55 - 39:00] I'm not the same weakling I was.
[39:00 - 39:05] I am a love you.
[39:05 - 39:11] You're a trust fund baby, sucking on daddy's dick and mommy's titties.
[39:11 - 39:17] Because you're too goddamn lazy to get a real job.
[39:17 - 39:24] But me, I made what I love into a real job.
[39:24 - 39:32] I made what I love into a real job and what?
[39:32 - 39:42] You can't say shit because I turned what I love to do into a real career.
[39:42 - 39:49] I turned what I love to do into a real fucking job.
[39:49 - 39:53] Check my fucking page, you fat fuck.
[39:53 - 39:56] My company is legit.
[39:56 - 40:01] I have a real job unlike you fat ass.
[40:01 - 40:06] But you know what's really pathetic?
[40:06 - 40:13] When I have to put my whole fucking job on fucking hold to deal with you and your little
[40:13 - 40:17] faggot ass cronies.
[40:17 - 40:21] All your little faggot ass crumpling looking cronies.
[40:21 - 40:27] All your little wannabe tough god trolls, they ain't shit to me.
[40:27 - 40:33] But it's pretty fucking sad that I have to put my whole goddamn job on hold until you
[40:33 - 40:36] get put beyond bars.
[40:36 - 40:40] I shouldn't have to do that.
[40:40 - 40:44] I should be able to live my life the way I want to live it.
[40:44 - 40:51] I deserve a normal life without you in it.
[40:51 - 40:57] I've earned my way to the big time.
[40:57 - 41:03] I've earned every single thing that I've gotten.
[41:03 - 41:08] Every single step that I took in this music industry.
[41:08 - 41:14] Every single record deal that I've gotten I have thought for and I have earned every
[41:14 - 41:18] step of the way.
[41:18 - 41:21] I earned that shit.
[41:21 - 41:26] I worked my ass off.
[41:26 - 41:32] When I got signed to Machiavelli Records, it wasn't by fucking fate.
[41:32 - 41:37] It wasn't by somebody recognizing who I was.
[41:37 - 41:45] It was by me busting my ass every fucking day in the goddamn studio working my ass off.
[41:45 - 41:50] Day in, day out, day in, day out, non stop.
[41:50 - 41:54] Because I put in that hard ass work.
[41:54 - 41:59] I worked my ass off you fat fucking lazy bitch.
[41:59 - 42:02] I earned the right to be on that label.
[42:02 - 42:06] I earned that shit.
[42:06 - 42:11] I earned every single thing that I've ever worked for.
[42:11 - 42:14] I didn't just have handouts.
[42:14 - 42:22] I worked my ass off day and night for everything that I've got.
[42:22 - 42:33] Everything that you have taken away I have worked my ass off for.
[42:33 - 42:37] I am busting my ass every fucking day of my life.
[42:37 - 42:41] I get to where I'm at.
[42:41 - 42:42] Yeah.
[42:42 - 42:43] What?
[42:43 - 42:51] Yo, I'm tired of this.
[42:51 - 42:52] What?
[42:52 - 42:53] Yo, ain't no one.
[42:53 - 42:55] No, it ain't.
[42:55 - 42:56] Yo, ain't no one.
[42:56 - 42:57] No, it ain't.
[42:57 - 43:00] Yo, ain't no one.
[43:00 - 43:01] No, it ain't.
[43:01 - 43:05] Yo, ain't no one.
[43:05 - 43:06] Please.
[43:06 - 43:11] What do I tell you right now, Marty?
[43:11 - 43:20] I work my ass off every fucking day of my goddamn life to get to where I'm at.
[43:20 - 43:29] And I'll be damned if I let a fat pompous ass little bitch like you get in the way ever
[43:29 - 43:32] again.
[43:32 - 43:38] You've done nothing but ruin my life.
[43:38 - 43:43] You stole everything that I've worked hard for.
[43:43 - 43:52] I'm not your puppet and I'm not your slave.
[43:52 - 43:58] Everything that I have ever done in my life, I have worked my ass off for.
[43:58 - 44:07] I have busted my ass off for an entire single guy and let little faggots like you take that
[44:07 - 44:15] away because you're a greedy little bitch.
[44:15 - 44:30] I have worked my fucking ass off day and night.
[44:30 - 44:51] Let me fucking show your dumb ass something, maybe then it'll open your goddamn eyes.
[44:51 - 44:54] You see this piece of paper, Marty?
[44:54 - 45:01] This piece of paper is all I have left of my older brother.
[45:01 - 45:04] That's all I have left of him.
[45:04 - 45:08] And you want to know why that's all I have left?
[45:08 - 45:17] Because the last time I saw my brother, the last time I saw my older brother, he was being
[45:17 - 45:21] carried out on a fucking stretcher to the fucking hospital.
[45:21 - 45:26] That was the last time I ever got to see him.
[45:26 - 45:31] That was the last time I ever got to see him alive.
[45:31 - 45:34] You don't know the pain.
[45:34 - 45:42] You don't know the hell that I've been through because of you.
[45:42 - 45:47] All I have left of my brother is that piece of paper.
[45:47 - 45:55] That's all I've got left of him.
[45:55 - 46:03] Imagine watching your older brother slowly die every single day and not being able to
[46:03 - 46:12] do a damn thing to stop it.
[46:12 - 46:17] Imagine losing your mentor in music, the one person that guided you to do what you
[46:17 - 46:21] needed to do.
[46:21 - 46:26] Imagine losing the one that you love that you want to spend the rest of your life with
[46:26 - 46:36] to an unknown illness that caused fatal issues with their body.
[46:36 - 46:42] Imagine losing the person that you wanted to spend your life with, that you wanted
[46:42 - 46:45] to spend the rest of your life with.
[46:45 - 46:51] Imagine losing that person to major health issues with their body due to an unknown
[46:51 - 46:55] illness.
[46:55 - 47:05] Think about that Marty, that's everything that I've gone through and more.
[47:05 - 47:11] Imagine watching the news and finding out that your best friend got murdered and not
[47:11 - 47:26] being able to find the killer until a year and a half later.
[47:26 - 47:33] You don't understand the pain that I've been through Marty.
[47:33 - 47:42] I had everything, I had an amazing girlfriend, a wonderful job on Machiavelli Records as
[47:42 - 47:54] a paid artist, I had everything going for me until you took it all away and I'm done
[47:54 - 47:55] with it.
[47:55 - 47:59] I'm taking my life back away from you.
[47:59 - 48:04] I'm taking my life back and there's not a damn thing that you can do to fucking stop
[48:04 - 48:06] me.
[48:06 - 48:14] I will not stop until you're behind bars for good.
[48:14 - 48:21] I will not stop harassing you, I will not stop bullying you, I will not stop threatening
[48:21 - 48:26] to kill you if you come here.
[48:26 - 48:30] Everything you've done to me Marty, everything I'm saying to you and shit that you've done
[48:30 - 48:32] to me.
[48:32 - 48:39] You have threatened my life, you have threatened my family's lives on multiple occasions, you
[48:39 - 48:44] have harassed me, you have bullied me.
[48:44 - 48:53] So it's only fair that I do it right back and show people who you really are.
[48:53 - 49:01] But trust me Marty, when this war is done and this war is over, you will be behind
[49:01 - 49:02] bars.
[49:02 - 49:12] I'm not joking and I'm not playing around anymore.
[49:12 - 49:20] I am making it my personal mission to make sure that you get put behind bars where you
[49:20 - 49:24] fucking belong.
[49:24 - 49:30] And I don't care if it takes a week, a month, a year, two years, three years, ten years,
[49:30 - 49:34] I don't care how long it takes.
[49:34 - 49:38] I will see to it that that mission gets done.
[49:38 - 49:45] I will see to it and make damn sure that you rot in prison where you belong.
[49:45 - 49:57] Because that's where you belong Marty, you belong in a prison cell, rotting.
[49:57 - 50:03] There's nothing more than myself and all the people that you bullied want.
[50:03 - 50:08] There's nothing we want more than to see you sitting in a jail cell rotting your life
[50:08 - 50:11] away.
[50:11 - 50:19] I'm done with that Marty.
[50:19 - 50:20] I'm not your little puppet.
[50:20 - 50:23] I'm not your little slave.
[50:23 - 50:31] I'm not whatever you think I am.
[50:31 - 50:37] I'm not the weak minded dude that you knew three years ago.
[50:37 - 50:42] Because this time I have some power behind me.
[50:42 - 50:50] And trust you what I say, I intend to utilize every single little bit of that power to bring
[50:50 - 50:55] you down.
[50:55 - 51:00] So Marty, I hope you prepared your little troll friends.
[51:00 - 51:08] I hope that you ready up your little troops because by the time this war is done, you'll
[51:08 - 51:15] be sitting behind bars and I'll be free from you.
[51:15 - 51:19] So Marty, I hope you're ready.
[51:19 - 51:27] I hope you're ready to get destroyed because I'm coming for you and I will succeed at
[51:27 - 51:29] bringing you down.
[51:29 - 51:36] Like it or not Marty, this is the end for you.
[51:36 - 51:40] Your time is up.
[51:40 - 51:47] It's over.
[51:47 - 51:51] Your hold on me is no more.
[51:51 - 52:02] I broke free of the chains that you've held on me for the last three years.
[52:02 - 52:11] I've broken free of the chains that you put on me for the last three years, Marty.
[52:11 - 52:21] And I have no intentions on looking back.
[52:21 - 52:27] No trust and believe Marty, you better be fucking running.
[52:27 - 52:36] You better run while you can because when I catch you and I will catch you and when
[52:36 - 52:45] I do, you will be sitting in prison where you belong.
[52:45 - 52:51] And I'm not only doing that for me, I'm not only doing that for my family, I'm doing it
[52:51 - 52:56] for everyone that you've ever put down, everyone that you've ever bullied, everyone that you've
[52:56 - 53:01] ever gone after, taken advantage of, torn down.
[53:01 - 53:04] I'm doing it for them.
[53:04 - 53:14] Above all else, I'm doing it for them.
[53:14 - 53:24] So Marty, I hope you're ready because when this is all said and done, you will be behind
[53:24 - 53:31] bars for good and I will be successful with my career.
[53:31 - 53:38] So go ahead and ready up and run while you can because it won't last very long.
[53:38 - 53:46] I can promise you that so run while you still have the chance, Marty, because you won't
[53:46 - 53:50] get a second chance.
[53:50 - 53:56] So if I were you, I would run while I took the chance because once time is up, there
[53:56 - 54:00] is no running.
[54:00 - 54:08] So run while you can, Marty, you better run while you can.
2022-4-8 a Reality check for Gothie

2022-4-8 a Reality check for Gothie

[0:00 - 0:26] And Ron, aka Gothy. I know you're watching this. And I can honestly say the yes. I've
[0:26 - 0:42] known you since we were kids. We grew up together and did all kinds of shit together. But the
[0:42 - 0:51] way you've been treating me lately is not okay. And I'm pretty sure you're gonna go
[0:51 - 0:56] on your little channel and do this and that and the other and replay all the messages
[0:56 - 1:05] and show and write the messages and that's fine. That is too totally fine. And the reason
[1:05 - 1:14] why I sent those messages to you like I did is because I thought that maybe, just maybe,
[1:14 - 1:29] that there was still an ounce of that girl that I fell in love with all those years ago.
[1:29 - 1:34] I thought there was still a little bit of you left that might actually feel the same
[1:34 - 1:48] way. But the way I'm seeing it and what I'm seeing it's not okay. The fact that you only
[1:48 - 2:10] want to use me for sex is not cool. You know, when I spoke with you last night I really
[2:10 - 2:17] did try to snap you out of this whatever bullshit it is that you're in. Because let
[2:17 - 2:35] me tell you, what you're doing ain't good. You see, there's a quote that I live by every
[2:35 - 2:49] day and that quote is to be yourself. Let me quote somebody that you might have heard
[2:49 - 3:02] of. His name is Ryan Oakchurch and the lyrics I'm about to quote are from his remix of
[3:02 - 3:08] Broadway girls featuring Chase Matthews. Because these lyrics are something that I live by
[3:08 - 3:19] every day. Sean comes by the back door. Cameras all in my daily life and not one screen did
[3:19 - 3:33] I act for. Now the key line in the whole verse is cameras all in my daily life not one screen
[3:33 - 3:45] that I act for. You know what that means? You know what that represents? I told you
[3:45 - 4:01] what it means. Yes, I may have a lot of haters. That may be true. But I don't put on an act.
[4:01 - 4:12] How I am in real life is how I am on YouTube. I don't put on an act. I don't put on a front.
[4:12 - 4:22] I don't put on any of that. I am who I am. The you Adrian putting on this cloud chasing
[4:22 - 4:35] show. Where do you think it's going to get you? Two or three years from now? Ten years
[4:35 - 4:42] from now? You say that you want to do good but look at what you've become. Look at what
[4:42 - 5:04] you've become. A victim of your own cloud chasing. See I reached out to you because
[5:04 - 5:14] I grew up with you first off and I know you better than anybody. I know how you are and
[5:14 - 5:22] I know how you are around me. And what I want to know is that same kind of loving girl
[5:22 - 5:29] that you are around me. That same kind caring person that you are around me. Why aren't
[5:29 - 5:35] you like that on YouTube? Why aren't you being yourself? Why do you have to do all
[5:35 - 5:46] this cloud chasing? It doesn't make any sense. And it's honestly saddening and disheartening
[5:46 - 5:57] to see you do what you're doing. As I said the only reason why I tried so hard with everything
[5:57 - 6:05] I did with reaching out to you the last few days was to try to get your head out of your
[6:05 - 6:13] ass and back on your shoulders. Because I actually gave a fuck. I actually gave a shit
[6:13 - 6:32] about you. And do I still care? Yeah, I'm always gonna care. Even though we might not
[6:32 - 6:41] speak anymore, after this video I'm still gonna give a fuck about your well being. Because
[6:41 - 6:53] we grew up together. You were one of my closest friends growing up. But with the way you're
[6:53 - 7:12] going I cannot be around that. Adrienne you might not know this, but for the past 8 years,
[7:12 - 7:22] including the beginning of this year, I've dealt with verbally, emotionally, and mentally
[7:22 - 7:33] abusive relationships. One right after the other. And then you coming in and saying that
[7:33 - 7:46] all you want me for is sex. Adrienne take a look at yourself. Look at what you become.
[7:46 - 7:57] You become the very thing you swore as a kid that you would never become. And as I said
[7:57 - 8:01] this isn't like, and I know a lot of people are going to think this is in no way a call
[8:01 - 8:09] out video. This is me genuinely reaching out to you to try to help you. You need to
[8:09 - 8:16] wake up Adrienne. All these videos that I see of you doing all this shit. All these
[8:16 - 8:26] videos I see of people making you look like shit. Does it hurt me? Yes it does hurt me
[8:26 - 8:42] seeing you do this to yourself. But you're the only one that can fix this. No one else.
[8:42 - 8:49] If you want people to actually like you. If you want people to actually enjoy your
[8:49 - 9:00] content then stop putting on this fucking act. Because who you are in real life is a
[9:00 - 9:10] kind caring person. Do I agree with your choice to be an internet whore? No I don't agree
[9:10 - 9:16] with that at all. But at the same time I do also know that you're just trying to make
[9:16 - 9:22] ends meet. And I can respect that you're just trying to make ends meet with your family.
[9:22 - 9:33] And I get that. But I cannot support what you do for a job. Because the Adrienne I
[9:33 - 9:53] know. The Adrienne I know is better than that. The Adrienne I know. Or the Adrienne that
[9:53 - 10:03] I did know prior to this video. Would have never done anything like what you're doing
[10:03 - 10:14] to yourself. You are literally destroying yourself from the inside out. And I'm sorry
[10:14 - 10:27] but I can't watch it anymore. And to anybody out there that has made videos about Adrienne
[10:27 - 10:38] hating on her now I understand why you guys do what you do to her. And I know some of
[10:38 - 10:46] it might be from hate. And some of it might be from you know genuinely wanting her to
[10:46 - 10:52] better herself. And for those of you that have tried to reach out along with myself
[10:52 - 10:59] I thank you guys for that. For trying to reach out and do what you can by addressing the
[10:59 - 11:17] situation bluntly. And I appreciate that. Adrienne let me tell you something. I worked
[11:17 - 11:30] my ass off for 10+ years to get to where I'm at in music right now. Look where I am now.
[11:30 - 11:40] I run my own company. I have my own business. I'm doing well for myself. I really am. I'm
[11:40 - 11:51] doing well for myself. And you know why I'm doing well for myself? It's because I didn't
[11:51 - 12:01] pretend to be somebody that I'm not. I'm telling you Adrienne right now you need to
[12:01 - 12:07] cut that I don't give a fuck what people say about me attitude as far as your fans
[12:07 - 12:13] go. Cause you do have fans. I will give you that. I've watched a lot of your videos. There
[12:13 - 12:20] are some people out there that do genuinely like who you are. But what they like is the
[12:20 - 12:31] real you. They like you for who you are. They don't like this person that you're portraying
[12:31 - 12:45] yourself to be on YouTube and all over the internet. And it kills me inside to see the
[12:45 - 12:57] girl that I once grew up with. That I once cared about ruining your life like this. Like
[12:57 - 13:04] I told you Adrienne, this person that you're being right now, this ain't you. You know
[13:04 - 13:11] this ain't you. You can put on a front and say what you want but you and I both know
[13:11 - 13:23] that you need to cut the crap. You need to wake the fuck up girl. You need to wake the
[13:23 - 13:35] fuck up. Get your head out of your fucking ass and quit doing what you're doing. Because
[13:35 - 13:43] who you are on YouTube is not who you are in real life and you know that. And is it
[13:43 - 13:49] okay to not care what people think of you? Yes. But when you're doing the shit that
[13:49 - 14:07] you're doing, you really should care. You really should do a shit. And I don't know
[14:07 - 14:16] how or why you feel like you have to do this but you need to stop. Okay? You're not helping
[14:16 - 14:23] your channel any and you sure as hell aren't helping yourself. You're making sleep streams
[14:23 - 14:32] that no one watches. People are laughing at you. Not with you. They are making fun of
[14:32 - 14:43] you. There are literally thousands of channels attacking you the same way they did me. The
[14:43 - 14:49] only difference between me and you is this. You asked to be attacked when you did what
[14:49 - 15:01] you did. I did not. Okay? I got attacked because of one of my exes running her mouth
[15:01 - 15:08] saying shit that wasn't true which started the whole thing. But you Adrian, you brought
[15:08 - 15:25] this on yourself. And until you man the fuck up and stop doing what you're fucking doing
[15:25 - 15:32] and realizing that this is not the right way to go about shit, then you're not gonna
[15:32 - 15:44] get anywhere. And I'm sorry to say this Adrian because it hurts me deeply to have to say
[15:44 - 15:51] what I'm about to say. Like it hurts me a lot because you've been a great friend to
[15:51 - 16:01] me for a very long time. But until you get help, until you seek a counselor and you
[16:01 - 16:08] get the proper medical help and the proper psychiatric help that you desperately need,
[16:08 - 16:19] I can't be around you. Doesn't mean that I don't love or care about you because I do.
[16:19 - 16:26] I really do care about you. I love you to bits. And good God, you were one of my best
[16:26 - 16:44] friends growing up. But I cannot allow myself to sit here and watch you destroy yourself.
[16:44 - 16:53] And the fact that you just see me as an object for sex hurts me deeply. It really does. It
[16:53 - 17:05] hurts me deeply to know that you feel that way. I just want to pray that you get the
[17:05 - 17:14] help that you need. And to anybody out there that does know about where in Oklahoma that
[17:14 - 17:27] she lives, please get this girl the proper help she needs because she really does need
[17:27 - 17:36] it. I'm going to leave you with these final words, Gothi or Adrian. I'm going to leave
[17:36 - 17:50] you with these final words that impacted me in my life, that helped me, that got me through
[17:50 - 18:02] a lot of hard times. And this quote is from the legendary vocalist, Mitch Lucker, who
[18:02 - 18:08] was the lead vocalist for the heavy metal band Suicide Silence, of the time he died
[18:08 - 18:17] in 2012 from a motorcycle accident. Rest in peace to Mitch. You only live one life for
[18:17 - 18:31] a very short time, so make every second divine. Those words mean something to me. They mean
[18:31 - 18:37] to make the most of every moment and don't waste your life away on shit that doesn't
[18:37 - 18:50] fucking matter. Stop wasting your life pretending to be somebody that you're not. Okay, stop
[18:50 - 18:55] wasting your life away pretending to be somebody that you're not because this person, as I
[18:55 - 19:01] said, that you're pretending to be in front of all these people is not who you really
[19:01 - 19:13] are. And I just hope and pray that you see that sooner than later. Because the road you're
[19:13 - 19:21] going down, the road you're going down, Adrian, is going to end you up in one of two places.
[19:21 - 19:34] He's gonna either end you up in a jail cell or in a graveyard. And I don't want to see
[19:34 - 19:50] either one of those for you. What I want is for you to get the help that you need.
[19:50 - 19:56] And to anybody out there that has been calling her out, I thank you. And I appreciate you
[19:56 - 20:05] guys are bringing this to the forefront and bringing attention to this situation because
[20:05 - 20:22] it needs to be brought up. And I would definitely like to take the time to thank the YouTuber
[20:22 - 20:35] Crystal Roberts, who has been addressing Adrian to the fullest extent. To Crystal, I'd like
[20:35 - 20:48] to say thank you. I really would. I'd like to say thank you for doing what you're doing
[20:48 - 20:54] and trying to address the situation. I know that I've had my demons and my spats in the
[20:54 - 21:06] past and I'm very aware of that. I get that. But to you, Crystal, I'd like to say thank
[21:06 - 21:23] you for taking time to address this very serious issue. Because she very clearly needs help.
[21:23 - 21:38] Very clearly, she needs help. And I just hope and pray that someday she can get the help
[21:38 - 21:53] that she needs. So to everyone out there watching who has been supportive of me and to anybody
[21:53 - 22:03] out there that supports trying to get Gothi, aka Adrian help, I commend you for that and
[22:03 - 22:12] I appreciate that. Now for anybody out there that does do music at all, I do have one
[22:12 - 22:24] final thing to say. This is my little promo that I do for I upload this video or I end
[22:24 - 22:37] this video. Sorry. Not used to not live streaming. But for anybody out there that does music,
[22:37 - 22:48] I do run my own company called Axe Kick Productions. That's AXE Kick Productions. I create packs
[22:48 - 22:55] of two beats for $10. And then if you want all the stems with the beats included, like
[22:55 - 23:01] in the package, like if you want like the beats and then the stems along with them
[23:01 - 23:11] for both instrumentals. They're anywhere between $30 to $50 depending on how much stuff is
[23:11 - 23:21] in there. So if you guys would like to hit up my page, you're more than welcome to.
[23:21 - 23:28] I'm always happy to do live customization instrumentals live with you like right there
[23:28 - 23:39] on FaceTime and go over it with you. Because everything I do is curated in-house. So if
[23:39 - 23:46] you guys have not done so yet, go to my channel and go to my Facebook page. It'll be there.
[23:46 - 23:53] You guys can message me. We can sit down and talk business. We can get shit going.
[23:53 - 24:11] So yeah, be sure to check out Axe Kick Productions over on Facebook. And Tagati, aka Adrienne,
[24:11 - 24:20] I just hope and pray that you get the help that you need and just know that I'm praying
[24:20 - 24:31] for your betterment. And I hope that you see that what you're doing is not the way. And
[24:31 - 24:38] I just wish you the best of luck with your life. And I hope that you see that you can
[24:38 - 24:52] do better. Peace.
2022-4-9 Coffee & Chill

2022-4-9 Coffee & Chill

[2:26 - 2:36] There we go, now we're cooking.
[38:23 - 38:29] So y'all that think you know what you're talking about, you really fucking don't.
[38:29 - 38:39] So before you go running your mouth about somebody like me, who's actually a very high-end producer,
[38:39 - 38:45] why don't you check your fucking facts and get your shit straight first.
[38:49 - 38:54] Because I ain't giving you motherfucking retards the time of goddamn day,
[38:54 - 38:58] and I'm not letting you guys live right in front of my head anymore.
[38:58 - 39:02] You want to live in my head? Sorry, dawg, you gotta fucking pay up.
[39:02 - 39:12] Because I ain't gonna sit here and let y'all fucktards run my goddamn life. Fuck that.
[39:13 - 39:20] I have way more important things to do than to sit here and waste my time on a bunch of pussy-ass little nobodies.
[39:40 - 39:45] I don't know what the fuck y'all's issue is with me, but y'all need to get the fuck over it real fucking quick.
[39:50 - 39:57] You mind your guys' business, I'll mind my business. That's how it works. That's how life works in case you didn't know.
[39:57 - 40:02] You leave me alone, I leave you alone. We all good.
[40:02 - 40:06] You don't leave shitty comments, I won't say shit.
[40:07 - 40:12] You leave a shitty comment, well then we're gonna have fucking problems, ain't we?
[40:17 - 40:22] I'm sorry if you don't like what I do, but that's not your fucking choice, it's mine.
[40:27 - 40:33] Bro, my guitar's already tuned, you fucking retard. It's in fucking standard right now.
[40:34 - 40:37] It's in a regular punk rock style form.
[40:37 - 40:46] And in case you didn't know, the standard that I have it in is literally an old-school punk rock kind of style, so...
[40:46 - 40:49] Sorry about your luck there, homie.
[41:42 - 41:48] You know, like I said, I don't know what the fuck y'all have against me and quite frankly, I don't care.
[41:48 - 41:53] But honestly, y'all need to grow up and get the fuck over it.
[41:56 - 41:59] Y'all are just miserable with your own fucking lives.
[41:59 - 42:11] That's all it is, man. Y'all are fucking miserable, you're sad, you're angry, you're pissed off.
[42:11 - 42:15] And because you're pissed off...
[42:18 - 42:29] And you want to take y'all's insecurities out on me, well, I'm not the one to take your insecurities out on, sorry.
[42:29 - 42:35] If you got insecurities, that's your problem. Maybe you need to stay a counselor or something, dude.
[42:35 - 42:38] But I ain't the one to fuck with anymore.
[43:09 - 43:18] Now, with that being said, I do have a business call to take, so I'll be back later on tonight or tomorrow.
[43:18 - 43:29] I don't know which yet, haven't decided, but I will be back with a brand new coffee and chill where I make beats or I make an instrumental or something like that.
[43:29 - 43:37] And just hang out with the real fans, not the fake asses that think they're tough shit because really they ain't.
[43:38 - 43:47] Because half your motherfucking trolls are just fat ass fucking acne ridden bitches that think they're hot shit, but really they ain't shit.
[43:47 - 43:58] So, don't know what to do. Don't know what to do about helping you as far as y'all shutting your mouths. Oh, yeah, I do.
[43:58 - 44:07] It's called blocking you, motherfuckers. So, with that being said, I'll catch you guys later, man. I'm out. Peace.
[44:07 - 44:08] Peace.
[44:08 - 44:09] Thank you very much.
[44:09 - 44:09] [End of Audio]
2022-4-7 Showing how bad Nicholas needs Mental  help

2022-4-7 Showing how bad Nicholas needs Mental help

[0:00 - 0:15] Good morning everybody on the interwebs of YouTube. I'm the voice subreddit so you guys
[0:15 - 0:23] don't know me. I'm a music producer, currently a signed music artist to my own label that
[0:23 - 0:31] I actually run my production companies that are actually called Axe Kick Productions.
[0:31 - 0:36] So yeah if you all don't know by now or know this whole thing with this Marty guy, let
[0:36 - 0:41] me just put it in a nutshell for you. This guy Marty has been going at me for like the
[0:41 - 0:47] last three years. The guy is clearly off his fucking rocker like he really thinks, this
[0:47 - 0:54] guy literally thinks that he fucking owns me. Without a doubt this motherfucker really
[0:54 - 1:02] thinks that he fucking owns me and that he can do whatever he wants. But the other day
[1:02 - 1:09] I actually got the full story on everything that happened. I know how this started so
[1:09 - 1:16] basically what happened was a few years ago this goofy motherfucker, Nickolas Biegler
[1:16 - 1:25] aka MusicBizMarty, he basically made some gambles like we all don't know he's very
[1:25 - 1:33] much a compulsive gambler. But this dude made some bets with some people that he couldn't
[1:33 - 1:43] pay off. And me doing music like I do he saw me as a tool to make money. And I'm about
[1:43 - 1:49] to show y'all just how crazy and how insane this motherfucker really is. I mean this
[1:49 - 1:55] dude not only is a compulsive gambler this dude motherfucking sits there, does Adderall
[1:55 - 2:02] on livestream and drinks and gets drunk and shit based on livestream like no joke this
[2:02 - 2:15] motherfucker literally gets fucking wasted on livestream. Hey Leonardo thanks man I appreciate
[2:15 - 2:28] that bro. But let me show y'all just how whacked out this dude really is. Let me show
[2:28 - 2:34] y'all just how whacked out this motherfucker really is. And keep in mind these text messages
[2:34 - 2:40] are from his ex girlfriend that I'm currently getting friends with. A shout out to his ex
[2:40 - 2:44] girlfriend whose name I'm not going to mention because I don't want nobody going after her
[2:44 - 2:49] and attacking her. Just leave her be. But you know who you are and thank you for the
[2:49 - 2:55] text messages that you sent over I appreciate that. But let's get into this. Let me show
[2:55 - 3:01] y'all just how crazy this motherfucker really is. And like I said these are legitimate screen
[3:01 - 3:07] shots these are not made up. These were sent to me personally by his current ex. So y'all
[3:07 - 3:20] let's see how crazy this dude really is and why y'all need to avoid this guy. I'm going
[3:20 - 3:24] to take myself off so y'all can read this in full screen.
[14:33 - 14:37] That's the thing. He don't do anything for a living.
[14:37 - 14:41] He really don't do jack shit for a living, bro.
[14:41 - 14:45] This is what Marty does. This is literally Marty.
[14:45 - 14:50] Wake up, get on the internet, and talk shit. That's all he does.
[14:50 - 14:56] He wakes up, gets on the internet, and talks shit, because the guy's a fucking trust fund, baby.
[14:56 - 15:06] His fucking mommy and daddy are pretty wealthy, and he gets money from them, so that's what he fucking does.
[15:09 - 15:19] That's all this dude does. Because he's a trust fund, baby, this dumb motherfucker thinks that he can do whatever he wants and shit on people whenever he wants, and he can't.
[15:19 - 15:31] And it's funny. But for the little haters, I actually have a little something for you funny motherfuckers.
[15:31 - 15:38] I got a little something for you goofball troll motherfuckers.
[15:38 - 15:45] And this ain't just coming from me. This is coming from my entire fanbase that actually rocks with me, dude.
[15:50 - 15:57] This is how I feel about y'all, man. This is how I feel about y'all trolls. This is how I feel about you dumb fucks.
[16:26 - 16:41] This is how I feel about y'all trolls. This is how I feel about y'all trolls.
[16:44 - 16:48] This is how I feel about y'all trolls.
2022-4-6 SYBER HEX Not Your Victim anymore -Official Audio- (Song)

2022-4-6 SYBER HEX Not Your Victim anymore -Official Audio- (Song)

[0:00 - 0:16] I'm so sick of being your victim. So sick of feeling like I'm not good enough for anything or anyone.
[0:16 - 0:23] I'm so sick of the way all you ever do is tear it down. All you ever wanna do is tear me out.
[0:23 - 0:37] I'm so sick of all your lies. So sick of everything that you do to me. All you ever did was attack me then, make me look like the bad guy.
[0:37 - 0:43] I'm so sick of all your lies. Sick of everything that you do into me every single day and night.
[0:43 - 0:52] It's like another nightmare that I'm living. Can't seem to escape. What is it that you wanna from me? I don't understand it.
[0:52 - 1:08] All you wanna do is rob me for everything. All you wanna do is take and take everything away from me. All you wanna do is gamble your life away, make.
[1:08 - 1:23] Gambling pants that you cannot pay. That's why you coming out to me. Cause all you're doing is chasing that cloud. Go right after me.
[1:23 - 1:36] It's kinda like you're making me a target. No longer will I be your victim. No, no longer will I be your victim anymore.
[1:36 - 1:50] I'm not gonna have it anymore. Go ahead and send your little cronies out to me because anything they say or do ain't going to affect me.
[1:50 - 2:09] Go ahead and do what you're gonna do. Just stay the fuck away from me. Cause I'm better off without you. You fucking scumbag. You don't understand what it took for me to get this far.
[2:09 - 2:29] You don't understand just how hard I work every day. Ain't up here throwing it in your face every single day. Never seen no way. I'm gonna rise above it. Gonna get my life back ever, ever again. Will I lose track?
[2:29 - 2:42] Never ever wanna fall back into my past. You're not even on my radar anymore. I'm flying up above the clouds.
[2:42 - 2:43] ? Don't care ?