2021-7-2 Suffering (Song)

[0:00 - 0:05] [music]
[0:05 - 0:17] Suffering like always. Why must I suffer in pain and sorrow? I fight and fight with every
[0:17 - 0:26] ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls my name. Do I answer the call
[0:26 - 0:34] and go to my grave or do I fight to live another day? Every day I hope it will all just be okay.
[0:34 - 0:39] I struggle with these thoughts in my head and in my mind.
[0:39 - 0:47] Hoping that I don't go blind on pain and rage. I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[0:47 - 0:53] I hate them because they make it to where it's hard for me to breathe.
[0:53 - 0:58] It's hard for me to move on with my life. All I ever feel are these demons raging deep inside
[0:58 - 1:04] it's like they won't stop. It's like I hear symphony of pain coming from every grave of
[1:04 - 1:13] the demon that's left inside my mind. I want to escape so bad but I just simply don't know how.
[1:19 - 1:23] Again I ask, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[1:23 - 1:32] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls me.
[1:32 - 1:39] He calls my name every night and every day. Do I answer the call and go to my grave?
[1:39 - 1:48] Or I ask him once again, do I fight to live another day? Every day I hope it will be okay.
[1:49 - 1:53] I struggle with these demons inside my head. I struggle with these thoughts that go around
[1:53 - 2:00] in my mind. Hoping that I don't go blind with the pain and the rage. I hate these demons that
[2:00 - 2:08] make me suffer this way and I hate the fact that they make me suffer and unable to breathe.
[2:11 - 2:20] I'm tired of the pain and I'm tired of suffering.