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2022-11-20 Immortal Melt Down Motionless in WHite X Disturbed MAshup

2022-11-20 Immortal Melt Down Motionless in WHite X Disturbed MAshup

[0:00 - 0:21] This is so frantic, automatic, a collapse, never the day. The Earth is dancing on the ashes, and at the end of time, a red-blooded key reaction, from words of mass distraction.
[0:21 - 0:27] I spoke in the snow cloned, what a charge could last a flight.
[0:27 - 0:32] More like the warming and now it's cold. The morning is just too late for a warning, it's too late.
[0:32 - 0:46] Run away, run away, the infested destiny. Now escape, now escape, head first into the operating land.
[0:46 - 0:58] This is our apocalypse Tuesday at our fingertips. Because the countdown, one up ahead, kill, we're all invited, we're all invited to go.
[0:58 - 1:22] The Earth is a honey-fungal star, the planet will be born, and the hell will be won, we will die. Over beneath the dark, dark, conversation, there will be no domination.
[1:22 - 1:28] Your legacy will never die.
[1:42 - 1:52] Spiral to extinction, and we know we're fucked, 'cause you can't spell out violence without us.
[1:52 - 2:00] Punch me gone, we're getting our throats without our knives. The end of mankind will be found alive.
[2:00 - 2:05] Are you tonight? Seriously tonight? We're all gonna fucking die.
[2:05 - 2:11] Run away, run away, the infested destiny.
[2:11 - 2:19] Now escape, now escape, head first into the operating land.
[2:19 - 2:25] This is our apocalypse Tuesday at our fingertips.
[2:25 - 2:31] Because the countdown, one up ahead, kill, we're all invited, we're all invited to go.
[2:31 - 2:39] Our hearts and thoughts and they will testify, and our memories will endure for both sides.
[2:39 - 2:43] We will return to the top, and that's the way we will live.
[2:43 - 2:50] Humanity, epic and self-destruction, why why see our demystolicists?
[2:50 - 2:53] What are your flaws? Do you repent with time and hurt?
[2:53 - 2:56] The Earth is a honey-fungal star, the planet will die.
[2:56 - 3:01] I think you saw the planet, you went to the planet, you walked into the planet.
[3:01 - 3:07] Oh my god, I'm so proud of you.
[3:07 - 3:13] Stop the system.
[3:13 - 3:22] Let the eyes fall through your knees, let go of your teeth.
[3:22 - 3:26] You're not being killed, these apparitions cry.
[3:26 - 3:30] All of life they are, they were sought to be done.
[3:30 - 3:34] Now your judgement, there is the Earth.
[3:34 - 3:42] Run away, run away, the infested destiny.
[3:42 - 3:49] Now escape, now escape, head first into the operating land.
[3:49 - 3:54] You can't escape, all of life couldn't escape.
[3:54 - 3:57] You're not being attacked inside us.
[3:57 - 4:01] You are not allowed to make it through.
[4:01 - 4:04] Don't tell me, stand up and make it through.
[4:04 - 4:08] All of life will be done, all of life to a male.
[4:08 - 4:18] In the end, there's no princess now, take it.
[4:18 - 4:22] Go and get it, get it.
[4:22 - 4:24] How lost are you?
[4:24 - 4:27] Don't let it.
[4:27 - 4:31] There is the Earth, there is the Earth, here is.
[4:31 - 4:33] I'm the difference now.
[4:33 - 4:34] Don't let it.
[4:34 - 4:37] Give it my name, it's a wonderful thing.
[4:37 - 4:40] Fall apart.
[4:40 - 4:43] Yes, you're so pretty.
[4:43 - 4:45] I don't like it.
[4:45 - 4:48] But you have to know to die.
[4:48 - 4:52] Everybody's dancing on the ashes.
[4:52 - 4:55] Until the end of time.
[4:55 - 4:58] Never to take a reaction.
[4:58 - 5:01] From words of mass destruction.
[5:01 - 5:04] Don't tell me, I smell in the snow globe.
[5:04 - 5:07] While the showers could have some flight.
[5:07 - 5:10] You're in the warming and now the cold is running.
[5:10 - 5:12] It's just the cold.
[5:12 - 5:16] You will run away, run away.
[5:16 - 5:19] An infested death sign made.
[5:19 - 5:22] No escape, no escape.
[5:22 - 5:26] At first into the outbreak.
[5:26 - 5:28] I can't change.
[5:28 - 5:31] All of life will be still on this day.
[5:31 - 5:33] Nothing or death.
[5:33 - 5:36] It's because I can't tell.
[5:36 - 5:37] The problem's fading.
[5:37 - 5:38] It's because I can't tell.
[5:38 - 5:39] The problem's fading.
[5:39 - 8:36] It's because I can't tell.
Erik Skrubbalo Interview 1 Phone call

Erik Skrubbalo Interview 1 Phone call

[0:00 - 0:11] Mr. Scrupple-O. Yes. How are you doing today, sir?
[0:11 - 0:17] I'm doing excellent. How about yourself? Lovely, thank you. Um, yeah, I'm sure you're
[0:17 - 0:24] wondering where my intrigue is coming from. Um, let me, let me ask you this, uh, out of
[0:24 - 0:29] all of your label mates, what experience do you remember the most? Like, which one do
[0:29 - 0:39] you remember dealing with more than the others? Okay, what is this for? Uh, purely intrigue
[0:39 - 0:54] in the one they call Shadow Blade. Um, listen, man, with the one they call Shadow Blade,
[0:54 - 1:00] you wouldn't want to know my opinion on him. Oh, believe you me, I hold him in very, very
[1:00 - 1:06] low standing, the lowest of standings. Yeah, well, um, I can't find him. Okay, I can't
[1:06 - 1:11] find what profile he's in. Oh my God, well, well, Mr. Scrupple-O, I've got great news
[1:11 - 1:18] for you. Uh, I have had very extensive dealings with him. Uh, he's threatened to murder me
[1:18 - 1:23] endless times. Like I have had a real back and forth with this little guy. Uh, I'd be
[1:23 - 1:32] more than happy to relay it to you. Okay, um, well, number one, he is an ex-label mate.
[1:32 - 1:41] Yeah. He, um, I don't know, man, he stole like 10 of my songs. Jesus Christ, he, he
[1:41 - 1:48] just steals everything, right? Yeah, yeah. And, uh, last time I talked to him, we recorded
[1:48 - 1:58] and then that name number got, uh, that name got, you know, captivated. Sure. So, I mean,
[1:58 - 2:04] yeah, whatever you want to know, I'm down. Oh, fuck yeah. Um, yeah. Like how, how long
[2:04 - 2:10] ago did you start working with him? And how long did you have you known him? I've known
[2:10 - 2:18] him for close to maybe 10 years. Holy shit. Um, I've only known him for about a year and
[2:18 - 2:24] a half. And, uh, and to be honest with you in the beginning, I felt bad for the guy and.
[2:24 - 2:25] Yeah.
[2:25 - 3:11] [inaudible]
2018-1-4 a Letter to my Brother (Song)

2018-1-4 a Letter to my Brother (Song)

[0:00 - 0:11] Hey, yo, this song's going out to my best friend and brother, Zach Usain. Let's go.
[0:11 - 0:27] Yo, I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday. Was talking to my brother Zacho for a motherfucking face. Was asking him how he's motherfucking day is been because we ain't seen each other in many fucking years.
[0:27 - 0:48] And I remember talking to him about catching up and laying it down more than so me, Zach. He had to go to motherfucking, fucking told me that he would catch me later on that motherfucking day and I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday.
[0:48 - 1:11] Three o'clock rolls around and Tatooine I keep, commonly does, yeah, we was just hanging out, counting all down, just like me. Always motherfucking did, yeah, back in motherfucking high school, but I remember, ladies that motherfucker day, I got the motherfucking call, man.
[1:11 - 1:27] Didn't know what to motherfucking say, I remember messaging him, oh called Facebook, later that night asking if we could motherfucking chill, later that we can't catch up on motherfucking no time.
[1:27 - 1:49] But then, when I went to his timeline, all I could do was motherfucking break down the crowd, man. I didn't know why or how this chicken motherfucking happened, didn't have any answers that night, had to go to the motherfucking news to find out what had motherfucking happened to my brother, man.
[1:49 - 2:05] My motherfucking best friend's gone and now, I don't understand how, why, that even motherfucking happened, I remember flipping on the news there, seeing that somebody motherfucking shot and murdered him.
[2:06 - 3:08] [gunfire]
2018-1-1 VIRUZ LIVE UPDATE EP1

2018-1-1 VIRUZ LIVE UPDATE EP1

[0:00 - 0:16] What is up guys? It's your boy Virus here live on my official YouTube channel. Just kicking it, hanging out with you guys, man. Having a great time dude.
[0:16 - 0:31] As I said, if you guys are watching this off of Facebook and you guys know my stuff to look me up, you guys can go on there and find me.
[0:31 - 0:41] But I am going to be sharing this link to my actual Facebook right now as we speak.
[0:41 - 0:57] Because I literally have like two things open. I have my Facebook where I'm live streaming off of Facebook at the same time and I'm going to be posting the link on my Facebook for you guys.
[0:57 - 1:05] So come on in, hang out, have fun, chill out, and I'll fill you in on everything that's going on.
[1:05 - 1:31] I'm going to definitely shout out to everybody who's watching right now off of Facebook or off of YouTube or wherever you're at man, major shout out.
[1:32 - 1:59] Alright guys, I'm trying to tag some people on this post on Facebook so give me just a moment here.
[1:59 - 2:15] Damn, I won't let me tag anybody, that's okay though. I'll just post it up and it will be good.
[2:15 - 2:32] But as I said, if you're just not watching this live stream on Facebook man shout out to you, you know major shout out to anybody watching this right now.
[2:32 - 2:53] Hold on guys, I may be having some technical difficulties, so if it does kind of get screwy I 100% apologize.
[2:53 - 3:09] It's doing something, it's just being super slow.
[3:09 - 3:26] Alright, there we go, it's the audience, just taking a minute.
[3:26 - 3:39] And yeah, shout out to the one person watching, and you're definitely a major shout out, take a moment to give a huge shout out to somebody.
[3:39 - 3:47] And that's somebody that I've been talking to and speaking with over the last few days, and that is my boy Young Fox.
[3:47 - 4:12] What's up Fox, how you doing man.
[4:13 - 4:37] Alright y'all, I don't know what's going on with this thing guys but I may have to end the live stream on YouTube and just do it strictly off here, but I am going to be posting the live stream here and on the YouTube.
[4:37 - 4:46] So I am going to however, end the live stream on that, which I know it sucks. I know.
[4:46 - 4:52] I didn't want to end it but with it being so laggy and crap, I'm going to have to.
[4:52 - 5:00] So give me just a minute and I will finish up, and I will see you guys back here on Facebook in just a few minutes man.
[5:00 - 5:06] As I said again I do apologize for the technical difficulties.
[5:06 - 5:13] I really do guys, there's a pain I know.
[5:13 - 5:20] Well I do want to give a huge shout out to everybody that did watch this for the few minutes that it has been up.
[5:20 - 5:23] I love you guys, y'all are awesome.
[5:23 - 5:33] So as I said I will see you all over on Facebook.
2018-1-17 WELCOME

2018-1-17 WELCOME

[0:00 - 0:14] What's up YouTube? Chance here and I just want to say welcome to the first ever Daily Inspiration Vlogs.
[0:14 - 0:25] Now if you guys are wondering what the channel is about. If you guys go to the description about what the channel is about, you guys will see it there.
[0:25 - 0:44] To give you guys a little bit more in depth about what the channel is about, I just really just want to help you guys through your problems as best I can.
[0:44 - 0:55] Whether you're having a bad day, whether you're going through a breakup or whatever it is that you're going through, I want to help you through that.
[0:55 - 1:13] Through stuff that I've been through and my own experiences as well as my story. I want to be able to sit down, I want to be able to inspire you guys, I want to get you motivated to get up and do what you want to do with your life.
[1:13 - 1:35] And that's what I want for you guys, I want to help you guys. I want to help you guys by sharing my story, my experiences. I want to give you guys good advice on what you can do to overcome these challenges and these obstacles that are in your life every day that we all face.
[1:35 - 1:45] And it's stuff that even I face every day. Am I perfect or far from it? No, I'm not perfect.
[1:45 - 2:00] You know, I have struggles, challenges just like you guys do every single day and I want to be there to help you guys through that in any way possible that I can.
[2:00 - 2:11] Yeah, I've been through a lot in my life and I want to help you guys throughout your lives as well.
[2:11 - 2:18] But this is just a welcome video to say welcome to the channel. I love you guys. I hope you guys are having a good day.
[2:18 - 2:28] The first vlog will be going up later this afternoon, so be ready.
[2:28 - 2:37] Also if you guys don't know, I do have a portable camera, so I am going to try to vlog on the go. As a matter of fact, I got it right here with me.
[2:37 - 2:47] It needs to be charged, but I do have this nice, this is actually my older brother's before he passed, so it got passed out to me.
[2:47 - 3:00] But as you can see, I got a little vlogging camera that I am going to use. I do plan on shooting some vlogs with them when I'm out and about, like going to the store or skating or doing whatever.
[3:00 - 3:07] I do plan on shooting footage with this when it's nice out, obviously, because there's, you know, snow on the ground.
[3:07 - 3:18] So, you know, it'd be pretty crazy to go out there now and do all that. But I do have this.
[3:18 - 3:29] But I just want to say that I love every single one of you guys. You guys are incredible. You're amazing. You're wonderful. You're beautiful. You're awesome.
[3:29 - 3:42] And, you know, just don't let anybody bring you down. If they try to bring you down, ignore it. Or if they won't stop bugging you, do like I do.
[3:42 - 3:49] Kill their meanness with kindness. That's the best thing you can do.
[3:49 - 4:03] But that is it, guys. I love you all. And I will see you guys in this afternoon's vlog, man. I love you guys. You're beautiful. You're awesome. Keep smiling.
2018-1-7 The Demon KIng (Song)

2018-1-7 The Demon KIng (Song)

[0:00 - 0:26] Yes, you thought I was gone, but guess what? I'm back as the Demon King. You better run, you better hide, you better lock your doors, 'cause I'm coming for you.
[0:26 - 0:53] Yes, I am the motherfuckin' Demon King. Yes, you better run and hide. Yes, you better motherfuckin' lock your doors and hide. I'm the motherfuckin' Demon King. I'm the reason that you're awake at night. I will motherfuckin' come into your house and burn to every single one of your motherfuckin' family members. Then I'll take you in, run you into the motherfuckin'
[0:53 - 1:11] store, rip down your heart. I am the thing that you motherfuckin' fear at night. Yes, you better run and hide, because if you don't, I will motherfuckin' snatch your soul and leave you dead in the middle of the motherfuckin' floor.
[1:11 - 1:41] I will motherfuckin' murder every single one of your motherfuckin' family members. Yes, I might be a little bit psycho. Yes, you thought you knew a rotten world, don't get into visor. I will motherfuckin' be head every single one of you and leave your body trainin' with the blood. Leave you lucky motherfuckin' wreck and you later dead.
[1:41 - 2:11] Hanging from a motherfuckin' loop from the tree inside, motherfuckin' hell. Welcome to the darkness in your motherfuckin' nightmare. Yes, your nightmare is my reality. Your nightmare is my dream. I am the reason that you cannot see the night. I am the reason that you are going to motherfuckin' die tonight. Yes, that's right. If you do not run and hide, I promise you that I will motherfuckin'
[2:11 - 2:40] kill every single one of you and your motherfuckin' family members. Yes, you better motherfuckin' run, son. Don't even think you got put in that gut. It won't do any good against the motherfuckin' daily king. I thought you knew to die. Run this shit. Yes, I am. Six feet deep. That may be true, but I am in the underground. I am the eater of motherfuckin' souls. I'm the eater of motherfuckin'.
[2:40 - 3:08] I'm the eater of world and I'm calling for your motherfuckin' soul. There is no stopping the daily king. There is no motherfuckin' stopping me, so don't think that you can even come after me because I will motherfuckin' rip you your shreds of rip that you're all gonna eat and see on your motherfuckin' wretch. Did you motherfuckin' die on peace on your motherfuckin' heart?
[3:08 - 3:37] And I had cut every motherfuckin' minute. Oh, yes, you better run for the daily king is back. I will rape hell on all of those who want to test my motherfuckin' wrath. So don't look back, 'cause if you doin' die, motherfuckin' catch you, I will fucking murder you and bathe in your blood. Yes, that's right. I will motherfuckin' bathe in your blood like it's a motherfuckin'
[3:37 - 3:49] wretch. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave like that. I will leave them chucking in my way in every single way, in every single way, go try to motherfuckin' test me.
[3:49 - 3:59] [MUSIC PLAYING]
2022-11-20 HEART BREAKING NEWS (Green Power Ranger Dies)

2022-11-20 HEART BREAKING NEWS (Green Power Ranger Dies)

[0:00 - 0:02] Ooh.
[0:02 - 1:06] [Coughing]
[1:06 - 1:08] Do you know?
[1:08 - 1:10] [Coughing]
[1:10 - 1:12] It takes a lot to make me cry.
[1:12 - 1:14] It really does.
[1:14 - 1:20] But just a few minutes ago
[1:20 - 1:22] I got the tragic news that
[1:22 - 1:24] one of my childhood heroes that
[1:24 - 1:26] actually became a good friend of mine
[1:26 - 1:28] through me doing some fan art for him
[1:28 - 1:30] a few years ago.
[1:30 - 1:38] Who was literally the reason why
[1:38 - 1:40] I'm still alive.
[1:40 - 1:44] The reason why I didn't take
[1:44 - 1:46] my own life.
[1:46 - 1:50] The reason why I'm still here.
[1:50 - 2:00] It's with the heavy hearts that I have to say.
[2:00 - 2:06] The Jason David Franklin
[2:06 - 2:08] the Jason David Frank
[2:08 - 2:10] who played Tommy
[2:10 - 2:12] on Power Rangers
[2:12 - 2:14] as well as many other characters.
[2:14 - 2:18] Has unfortunately died this morning
[2:18 - 2:20] from suicide.
[2:20 - 2:30] He was only 49 years old.
[2:30 - 2:40] [Silence]
[2:40 - 2:42] And it fucking kills me because
[2:42 - 2:44] he was somebody that I grew up
[2:44 - 2:46] watching my whole life.
[2:46 - 2:50] And then one day I did some fan art
[2:50 - 2:52] for him for his character
[2:52 - 2:54] Bloodshot.
[2:54 - 2:56] And he actually went out of his way
[2:56 - 2:58] and like and commented.
[2:59 - 3:01] On my artwork.
[3:01 - 3:03] And I actually really enjoyed it.
[3:03 - 3:05] And it was through that artwork
[3:05 - 3:07] that I got to talk to him quite a bit.
[3:07 - 3:11] I got to talk to him through his
[3:11 - 3:13] livestreams a lot.
[3:13 - 3:15] He would always talk and stuff.
[3:15 - 3:17] Like I would comment.
[3:17 - 3:19] And he would treat all of us
[3:19 - 3:21] myself and all of his fans
[3:21 - 3:24] as if we were his own flesh and blood.
[3:24 - 3:27] He treated all of us like family.
[3:28 - 3:31] [Silence]
[3:31 - 3:33] And there's not many people out there
[3:33 - 3:35] like that in this world.
[3:35 - 3:39] And when
[3:39 - 3:42] when I came out on the livestream
[3:42 - 3:44] and told him what I was dealing with.
[3:44 - 3:49] And I told him how I wanted to take my own life.
[3:49 - 3:51] He told me to keep fighting
[3:51 - 3:53] and that things would get better.
[3:54 - 3:57] Him and his family are the reason
[3:57 - 3:59] why I'm still here.
[3:59 - 4:12] And it's sad to see somebody
[4:12 - 4:15] that was so gifted.
[4:15 - 4:17] Somebody that gave so much
[4:17 - 4:19] to this world.
[4:19 - 4:21] Not just to me but to
[4:21 - 4:23] everyone that he could.
[4:24 - 4:30] [Silence]
[4:30 - 4:32] He gave
[4:32 - 4:34] so much to a lot of people
[4:34 - 4:36] and helped out so many people.
[4:36 - 4:41] So to Jenna, Tammy,
[4:41 - 4:43] I just want to say that
[4:43 - 4:45] I'm sorry for your guys' loss.
[4:45 - 4:50] [Silence]
[4:50 - 4:53] When I think I speak on
[4:53 - 4:57] I think I speak for
[4:57 - 4:59] all of us that were fans of him.
[4:59 - 5:03] When I say that
[5:03 - 5:06] not only
[5:06 - 5:08] was he a hero,
[5:08 - 5:10] but he was family to a lot of people
[5:10 - 5:12] including myself.
[5:12 - 5:25] [Silence]
[5:25 - 5:27] And to JDF,
[5:27 - 5:29] if you're somehow looking down
[5:29 - 5:31] and seeing this right now,
[5:31 - 5:33] I want to say thank you for saving my life.
[5:33 - 5:39] [Silence]
[5:39 - 5:41] I want to say thank you for
[5:41 - 5:43] one of your way of helping so many
[5:43 - 5:45] fucking people the way that you did.
[5:45 - 5:47] [Silence]
[5:47 - 5:49] You did so much for so many people.
[5:49 - 5:52] [Silence]
[5:52 - 5:54] And you were a hero to a lot of people
[5:54 - 5:55] including myself.
[5:55 - 5:59] [Silence]
[5:59 - 6:01] You taught me to never be spiteful,
[6:01 - 6:03] to never be hateful,
[6:03 - 6:05] to help out any chance that I got,
[6:05 - 6:07] and to help out anybody that I could
[6:07 - 6:08] in any way that I could.
[6:08 - 6:43] [Silence]
[6:43 - 6:45] You know, too many people are dying
[6:45 - 6:47] way too fucking soon, man.
[6:47 - 6:53] [Silence]
[6:53 - 6:56] Too many people are dying
[6:56 - 7:00] way too fucking soon, man.
[7:00 - 7:05] [Silence]
[7:05 - 7:07] And it's sickening.
[7:07 - 7:10] [Silence]
[7:10 - 7:12] It disgusts me that so many people
[7:12 - 7:15] are dying way too fucking soon like this.
[7:15 - 7:24] [Silence]
[7:24 - 7:26] You know, it wasn't even two weeks ago
[7:26 - 7:28] when Aaron Carter passed away.
[7:28 - 7:35] [Silence]
[7:35 - 7:38] It wasn't even two weeks
[7:38 - 7:40] that Aaron Carter passed away
[7:40 - 7:42] and now we lost Jason Davis Frank.
[7:42 - 7:50] [Silence]
[7:50 - 7:52] Like, who's next?
[7:52 - 7:54] [Silence]
[7:54 - 7:56] Who the fuck is next?
[7:56 - 8:02] [Silence]
[8:02 - 8:06] You see, this is why I go against suicide.
[8:06 - 8:11] [Silence]
[8:11 - 8:14] This is why I fight so hard to help people
[8:14 - 8:17] because I'm tired of seeing so many good people
[8:17 - 8:20] lose their lives because of fucking suicide.
[8:20 - 8:23] I fucking hate suicide.
[8:23 - 8:25] I hate it.
[8:25 - 8:27] Too many people are gone a year
[8:27 - 8:30] by fucking suicide.
[8:30 - 8:32] And it's sickening.
[8:32 - 9:13] [Silence]
[9:13 - 9:16] Like, when does the fucking suicide end?
[9:16 - 9:25] [Silence]
[9:25 - 9:28] When do we step up and say that enough is enough?
[9:28 - 9:31] [Silence]
[9:31 - 9:33] When do we as people step up
[9:33 - 9:35] and start fucking doing something?
[9:35 - 9:41] [Silence]
[9:41 - 9:43] How many people is it going to take
[9:43 - 9:45] dying before someone finally steps up
[9:45 - 9:48] and says, "Hey, let's fucking stop this suicide"?
[9:48 - 10:05] [Silence]
[10:05 - 10:07] You know, too many people are gone
[10:07 - 10:09] too soon every day because of suicide,
[10:09 - 10:12] and it's sickening to me.
[10:12 - 10:19] Too many good people are losing their lives every day
[10:19 - 10:23] because of people committing suicide,
[10:23 - 10:43] taking their own lives.
[10:43 - 10:56] [Silence]
[10:56 - 10:58] Here's the thing, though, Shepard.
[10:58 - 11:01] Marty's a fucking bully.
[11:01 - 11:04] He's one of the reasons why I tried to take him out of my life,
[11:04 - 11:07] so you can shut the fuck up with that crap.
[11:07 - 11:53] [Silence]
[11:53 - 11:54] And you know what, Steve?
[11:54 - 11:57] That's actually what I'm going to be doing,
[11:57 - 12:00] not just a show, but I am going to try to start up an organization
[12:00 - 12:11] to try to stop suicide.
[12:11 - 12:16] That's why I would like to start some sort of foundation.
[12:16 - 12:19] If anybody can help point me in the right direction,
[12:19 - 12:29] I would love to start a foundation to battle this shit.
[12:29 - 12:33] I would love to start a foundation to help prevent suicide.
[12:33 - 12:36] I would love to battle this shit.
[12:36 - 12:40] I really would, because I'm standing in that position,
[12:40 - 12:44] and no one deserves that, no one.
[12:44 - 12:55] I've watched friends die growing up from suicide,
[12:55 - 12:59] I've had friends that have killed themselves,
[12:59 - 13:04] personal friends that I grew up with, have taken their lives before.
[13:04 - 13:10] I've lost friends to overdoses on drugs.
[13:10 - 13:19] I've had friends that I've lost to alcohol.
[13:19 - 13:23] But suicide is the one thing that hits me the fucking most,
[13:23 - 13:26] that I have fucking been there.
[13:26 - 13:29] I've been on the fucking edge.
[13:29 - 13:34] I know how bad that shit can get.
[13:34 - 13:39] And it's not a place I would wish anyone to fucking be at all.
[13:39 - 14:06] No one deserves to be on the edge of suicide like that.
[14:06 - 14:18] And that's why I'm starting today.
[14:18 - 14:20] That's why I'm starting today.
[14:20 - 14:28] I'm going to be looking into what is the starting of foundation for suicide prevention.
[14:28 - 14:33] Because no one deserves that.
[14:33 - 14:53] No one.
[14:53 - 14:58] Because I want to help battle this in any way that I fucking can.
[14:58 - 15:07] I want to battle this shit. I want to fight this and try to stop it any way that I fucking can.
[15:07 - 15:10] It makes me sick.
[15:10 - 15:15] It makes me fucking sick.
[15:15 - 15:21] That suicide claims so many lives, so many times.
[15:21 - 15:30] So much. It's sad. And it's fucking sickening.
[15:30 - 15:35] And that's why I'm starting today. I'm going to be working.
[15:35 - 15:39] I'm going to be working on some stuff for anti-suicide.
[15:39 - 15:43] Not just merchandise, but other things as well.
[15:43 - 15:51] Because I want to start something to try to stop suicide and try to help those that have been in my position.
[15:51 - 15:54] I want to try to help those that have been on the edge.
[15:54 - 16:00] I want to try to help those that are on the edge of suicide or thinking about it or have been there.
[16:00 - 16:14] I want to try to help as many people as I can.
[16:14 - 16:30] With that being said, I will not be on today because I'll be trying to set something up.
[16:30 - 16:42] I just wanted to come on here and say to Jenna, Tammy, I'm sorry for your guys' loss.
[16:42 - 16:50] I am so sorry for you guys.
[16:50 - 16:58] And Jenna, I want you to know that your dad was a hero to me and to a lot of people.
[16:58 - 17:13] Your dad was a true fighter. He was a true fucking warrior. He was the fucking reason why I'm still alive.
[17:13 - 17:19] Your dad saved my life and your dad helped me through a lot of stuff.
[17:19 - 17:25] And I want to say thank you to your family for that.
[17:25 - 17:38] Thank you for saving my life and thank you for saving so many other people's lives and changing their lives as well.
[17:38 - 17:56] So, Jason, thank you, brother. Thank you for being such a good friend to so many people and thank you for all the lives that you've touched and all the lives that you've saved, including my own.
[17:56 - 18:04] You've done so much for so many people.
[18:04 - 18:09] And now it's time we give back.
[18:09 - 18:14] Thank you, Jason, for everything.
[18:14 - 18:17] Rest in peace, my friend.
[18:17 - 18:21] Rest easy.
[18:21 - 18:28] And may the power protect you.
2022-11-20 JASON DAVID FRANK TRIBUTE R.I.P (JASON DAVID FRANK 1973-2022)

2022-11-20 JASON DAVID FRANK TRIBUTE R.I.P (JASON DAVID FRANK 1973-2022)

[0:00 - 0:09] I'm Tommy Oliver. If you're not me, then something is seriously wrong. This video diary is a confidential record only to be viewed in case of an emergency.
[0:09 - 0:18] What you're about to see is the history of my life. More dinosaur bone stories. My history as a Power Ranger.
[0:18 - 0:41] [Music]
[0:41 - 1:11] I'm just a step away. I'm just a breath away. Losing my faith today. I'm falling off the edge today. I am just a man, not superhuman. I'm not superhuman. Someone saved me from the hate. It's just another war. Just another family torn. I'm falling from my feet today. Just a step on the edge. Just another day in the world where you live. I need a hero to save me now.
[1:11 - 1:17] I need a hero
[1:17 - 1:19] I'm alive, I'm alive
[1:19 - 1:21] A hero will save me
[1:21 - 1:23] I've got to fight today
[1:23 - 1:25] To live another day
[1:25 - 1:27] Speak in my mind today
[1:27 - 1:29] My voice will be heard today
[1:29 - 1:31] I've got to make you stand
[1:31 - 1:33] But I am just a man
[1:33 - 1:35] I'm not superhuman
[1:35 - 1:37] My voice will be heard today
[1:37 - 1:39] It's just another war
[1:39 - 1:41] Another family torn
[1:41 - 1:43] My life will be heard today
[1:43 - 1:45] It's just another kill
[1:45 - 1:47] The countdown begins
[1:47 - 1:49] To destroy yourself
[1:49 - 1:51] I need a hero
[1:51 - 1:53] To save me now
[1:53 - 1:57] I need a hero
[1:57 - 1:59] To save my life
[1:59 - 2:01] A hero will save me
[2:01 - 2:03] I need a hero
[2:03 - 2:05] To save my life
[2:05 - 2:07] I need a hero
[2:07 - 2:09] Just in time
[2:09 - 2:15] Save me just in time
[2:15 - 2:17] He's gonna fight for what's right
[2:17 - 2:19] He's gonna help us survive
[2:19 - 2:21] We're in the fight of our lives
[2:21 - 2:23] And we're not made to die
[2:23 - 2:25] He's gonna fight for the weak
[2:25 - 2:27] He's gonna make 'em believe
[2:27 - 2:29] He's gonna help us survive
[2:29 - 2:31] I need a hero
[2:31 - 2:33] He's gonna fight for the weak
[2:33 - 2:35] He's gonna make 'em believe
[2:35 - 2:41] I need a hero
[2:41 - 2:45] A hero's gonna save me
[2:45 - 2:47] Just in time
[2:47 - 2:51] Thanks for watching!
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2022-6-29 all you trolls Trolls are irrelevant without me

2022-6-29 all you trolls Trolls are irrelevant without me

[0:00 - 0:15] What up everybody? So I've been sitting down and working on an album for the first time
[0:15 - 0:22] since 2018 because now that I have that freedom I'm actually able to work on albums. When
[0:22 - 0:35] I got a little tip from a follower of mine that one of you motherfuckers is going around
[0:35 - 0:43] copying my channel. And you know I'm not even mad. You wanna know why? You wanna know why
[0:43 - 0:52] I'm not mad. Cause all you chumps are that try to be me. All you are are just carbon
[0:52 - 1:06] copies. You'll never be as good as the original. I am motherfuckin' Cyraxx. I am the OG Cyraxx.
[1:06 - 1:12] So William Gloryhole and Marty and all you little fuckboys you can sit there and say
[1:12 - 1:21] what you want and do what you want. But at the end of the day you will never come close
[1:21 - 1:36] to being as good as I. Because you all are lame carbon copies of me. And let's face
[1:36 - 1:43] it Marty, without me you wouldn't have a YouTube career and you know it. Same with
[1:43 - 1:53] you Gloryhole. Without me you wouldn't be shit. See you're desperate for views. You're
[1:53 - 1:59] desperate for attention. So you're latching onto the one thing that makes you relevant
[1:59 - 2:08] which is me. I made you guys relevant. Without me and asshole you sure as fuck wouldn't
[2:08 - 2:16] be relevant bitch. Without me and Gloryhole your dumb ass wouldn't be relevant. And Marty
[2:16 - 2:26] let's be honest. You're never relevant. Honestly if it came down between you and Gloryhole,
[2:26 - 2:33] Gloryhole at this point is more relevant than you. And I mean are you really gonna let
[2:33 - 2:41] some stuck up snobby ass douche bag hiding me on the computer like a bitch? One of you
[2:41 - 2:47] Marty? I mean Marty I thought you were the king of the trolls bro. You're really gonna
[2:47 - 2:54] let Gloryhole do you like that bro? You really gonna let him one of you like that bro? Alright
[2:54 - 3:01] come on I thought you were the I thought you were the king of the trolls. I mean unless
[3:01 - 3:09] I'm wrong. Unless I'm wrong I thought you were the king of the trolls bro. What happened?
[3:09 - 3:18] You got cold feet? Alright come on Marty. You're seriously gonna sit there and let
[3:18 - 3:27] this chump one of you? I mean he's a nobody. You're an OG troll. This guy's a newbie.
[3:27 - 3:34] Who the fuck is this guy to you? But right now Marty I hate to say it but he's starting
[3:34 - 3:45] to one up you bro. I mean if I were you I wouldn't take that shit. I wouldn't let
[3:45 - 3:55] some newbie on the internet run in his mouth. One up me like that. Alright come on dude.
[3:55 - 4:01] How you gonna sit there and let some punk ass kid hide him be on his screen? One of
[4:01 - 4:14] you bro. Like I said I thought you were the king of the trolls Marty. What happened?
[4:14 - 4:21] You really gonna let some asshole fucking one up you bro? I mean unless you don't want
[4:21 - 4:31] to be relevant I mean it's it's fine. I mean it's fine if you don't want to be relevant
[4:31 - 4:41] I mean either way I'm good. But at the end of the day man all y'all little fucking wanna
[4:41 - 4:50] be troll dumb fucks? That thing you can just walk all over me however you want take whatever
[4:50 - 4:59] you want from me whatever you want however you want? You're sadly mistaken because like
[4:59 - 5:06] I said I'm not the same Cyrax that I was four years ago. I'm really not. And you can
[5:06 - 5:12] bet your goddamn ass I'll be reporting you motherfuckers really quick. Because all you
[5:12 - 5:31] chumps are are carbon ass fucking copies of me. So good luck being irrelevant fuckers
[5:31 - 5:38] because without me none of you pussies would be irrelevant. Without me you guys would
[5:38 - 5:46] be nothing. So like I said have fun being irrelevant.
2022-6-27 GUESS WHOS BACK !!!!!!

2022-6-27 GUESS WHOS BACK !!!!!!

[0:00 - 0:16] What up y'all? It's me. First off, I want to say to everybody that has been attacking
[0:16 - 0:23] me for my past mistakes, I want y'all to know that I'm sorry for my mistakes I've made.
[0:23 - 0:34] I truly am. The mistakes I made were fucked up and they should have never happened, but
[0:34 - 0:48] on that same token, y'all shouldn't have done what you fucking did to me. Now, I had
[0:48 - 0:58] a manager that I thought was a good dude but he turned out to be a sexist piece of shit.
[0:58 - 1:05] But he did make some valid points, which is the fact that I've been running this whole
[1:05 - 1:13] fucking time instead of facing what you trolls want. Instead of running, I need to be standing
[1:13 - 1:25] up for myself and running my YouTube just like I do my fucking Twitch. So, I'm back
[1:25 - 1:34] motherfuckers. But this time, I'm not going to sit here and take y'all's bullshit. Alright?
[1:34 - 1:42] If you like me, that's cool. If you don't, I don't give a shit. The shit that I do and
[1:42 - 1:51] the shit that I post is for the people that actually enjoy my content. I don't care what
[1:51 - 1:59] you trolls think about me. I'm tired of being ripped off. I'm tired of being fucked over.
[1:59 - 2:07] I'm taking my life back and I'm building up a community of people that enjoy my content
[2:07 - 2:18] and gain some sort of help from me talking about what I've been through or from me just
[2:18 - 2:27] being an ear for them to listen to. So, if y'all trolls think that you're going to come
[2:27 - 2:35] in and you're going to fuck around and you're going to talk shit on me or my people on
[2:35 - 2:42] this channel, you're wrong. Because if I catch you talking shit, I'm going to fucking ban
[2:42 - 2:48] you. I am not fucking playing these games. I am here to make a living just like I do
[2:48 - 3:00] over on my Twitch. Now, for those of you that do enjoy my content, welcome. You guys are
[3:00 - 3:06] fucking awesome. You guys are amazing and I want you guys to know the ones that do support
[3:06 - 3:11] me. I want y'all to know that I love every single one of you guys, man. You guys are
[3:11 - 3:17] fucking awesome and I love every single one of you guys. So, to everybody that's new to
[3:17 - 3:23] my Twitch and to all my mods that are on Twitch, what's up? I fucking love you guys.
[3:23 - 3:30] You guys are fucking awesome. You guys are amazing. Now, with that being said, this
[3:30 - 3:36] channel will be geared towards me working on my music and most importantly, me working
[3:36 - 3:42] on my artwork like I've been wanting to do. I'm not going to bow down to you fucking
[3:42 - 3:50] pussy-ass trolls anymore. I'm not going nowhere. I'm not bending over and I'm not your little
[3:50 - 3:58] fucking bitch and I'm not your fucking content. I am my own person and I intend to build
[3:58 - 4:06] a community of like-minded people that enjoy what I do. And if you don't like what I do,
[4:06 - 4:14] like I said, the answer is simple. You don't have to watch what's on my channel. If you
[4:14 - 4:22] don't like it, don't fucking watch. Plain and simple. But if I see even one fucking
[4:22 - 4:30] negative comment on this channel attacking me or anyone in my community or anyone calling
[4:30 - 4:37] me a pedophile or this or that and the other, just know that me and my team, we will ban
[4:37 - 4:49] you and you will not be allowed on my channel. But with that being said, to everyone else,
[4:49 - 4:56] like I said, that does enjoy my content, I wanted to say what's up to you guys and
[4:56 - 5:01] that I love every single one of you guys. You guys are fucking amazing and I love you
[5:01 - 5:09] all to death, man. Now with that being said, probably some time tonight you guys can actually
[5:09 - 5:20] expect the first video or the first highlight reel from my streams on Twitch to be uploaded
[5:20 - 5:27] to here. But with that being said, I love you guys and I will catch you guys tonight
[5:27 - 5:30] in the first video, man. Love you guys. Peace.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-11-19

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-11-19

[0:00 - 0:07] No, I'm a little bitch and my fuck boy. Yeah, of course you are. All right. No, I'm not Martin
[0:07 - 0:10] Here's the difference between me and you dumb fuck. Yeah
[0:10 - 0:19] Why no one wants to work with you Marty you're a piece of fucking shit
[0:19 - 0:22] I made a deal with you and I held up my end of the deal
[0:22 - 0:25] It was nice
[0:26 - 0:30] That just shows how shitty you fucking are dude. You're a piece of fucking shit
[0:30 - 0:34] Cuz you're trash dude your garbage
[0:34 - 0:43] And no, I'm not talking to Marty I'm talking to Nick was okay, I'm talking Chance Wilkins right now
[0:43 - 0:48] Yeah, you're not talking to me as Nick. You're talking to me as Marty. Let me say
[0:48 - 0:50] parties a little bitch
[0:50 - 0:52] Nick that Nick that Sarah knows
[0:53 - 0:59] Dude be that person not a little bitch on the fucking Internet, dude
[0:59 - 1:01] Marty is a bitch
[1:01 - 1:05] Marty is a pussy. So am I talking the chance or am I talking to Cyrax?
[1:05 - 1:11] You're talking a chance Wilkins the chance Wilkins sees the shit that Marty does away
[1:11 - 1:13] I tell you dude Marty is a piece of trash
[1:13 - 1:17] It's garbage. We're talking Nick. We're talking about an idiot
[1:18 - 1:25] Hard dude, I won't take that person in here mother. I won't take that person
[1:25 - 1:28] Cuz you're talking to Marty and I'm Nicholas. So whatever you say to Marty
[1:28 - 1:35] Who I am in real life is how I am on here, but you're the same
[1:46 - 1:48] So Chance and Cyrax are the same is that
[1:48 - 1:50] It's a question
[1:50 - 1:53] No, no, no, there is no question here mother
[1:53 - 1:59] Question here is why haven't you fucking pay me for what I did
[1:59 - 2:07] Cuz I held out my hand you never did and everyone
[2:07 - 2:15] Got the fuck up everyone agrees
[2:15 - 2:17] Shut the fuck up
[2:17 - 2:23] Your trash
[2:23 - 2:30] What do you have to offer
[2:30 - 2:34] What do you have to offer I've got more going for me than you do
[2:34 - 2:41] And create content
[2:41 - 2:43] Hey right now
[2:43 - 2:54] Your content what makes you a man
[2:54 - 3:00] You wouldn't have a goddamn career
[3:00 - 3:07] Makes you a man shut the fuck up. No shut the fuck up
[3:07 - 3:10] You wouldn't have a career
[3:10 - 3:12] Are you a child or are you a man?
[3:12 - 3:15] Are you a man or a child?
[3:15 - 3:18] I'm a man. I'm like you why why do you say that?
[3:18 - 3:21] You're a man
[3:21 - 3:27] I live around man child. You're a man child making money. You're a man child
[3:27 - 3:31] You hide behind your family. Why behind your grandmother like a child?
[3:31 - 3:34] Grandma has to call the police
[3:34 - 3:43] Baby maybe he has to call the police maybe Nikki. Why don't you call your man baby fat bitch?
[3:43 - 3:47] Oh my god, man, baby, why don't you go there's a attic right now?
[3:47 - 3:51] I need to get started to get your passifier for you. No
[3:51 - 3:54] Get your passifier for you
[3:54 - 4:01] Once you get your girl, you act like a child, so I'm gonna treat you like your girlfriend. You act like a child
[4:03 - 4:05] Who's your girlfriend?
[4:05 - 4:08] Where's your girlfriend
[4:08 - 4:13] Dude, here's the thing. They didn't see me have one. Here's the thing
[4:13 - 4:19] You're the reason why cuz you're a pathetic piece. I'm a reason you don't have a girlfriend. Yeah, because you and I
[4:29 - 4:35] So shut your goddamn mouth I'm on to your little game Nick every time I start doing good for myself
[4:35 - 4:39] And I start to get a little bit ahead you and your little post the ass friends
[4:39 - 4:44] Come in and fuck it all up. Why for fucking content? You want the views?
[4:44 - 4:49] You don't give a fuck about Sarah's if you do you're doing this shit, man
[4:49 - 4:54] If you actually gave a fuck about Sarah's you wouldn't be sitting up here doing what you're doing
[4:54 - 4:59] You wouldn't be fucking robbing me of the hundred dollars that you fucking owe me
[4:59 - 5:03] You wouldn't be out here doing all the scars that you what if I told you that I what if I told you that I gave
[5:03 - 5:05] It to Sarah and just just hypothetically
[5:05 - 5:11] See, you're not a real business imagine. You're not a real businessman Nick and everybody here
[5:11 - 5:26] What is your business, how do you
[5:27 - 5:33] Yeah, you hear that Nick keep it down fatass. She's going she's talking to you your grandmother talking to you
[5:33 - 5:39] Okay, all right, well so let me tell you right now Nick
[5:39 - 5:45] No businessman my man when I say I'm gonna do something. I fucking hold up my
[5:45 - 5:57] Honestly Nick you need to take a gun to Marty's head and pull the trigger on Marty
[5:57 - 5:59] Because this ain't you and you know it
[5:59 - 6:01] You need to take that trigger
[6:01 - 6:08] Pull the trigger on Marty Nick
[6:08 - 6:14] Stop doing these motherfuckers what they want. You say you don't like it and don't fucking do it
[6:14 - 6:18] You don't like what these people make you do on the internet. They don't fucking do it
[6:21 - 6:28] Be honest about your behavior. No, you're not you're being a man. I really am. No, you're not
[6:28 - 6:39] Because of you
[6:39 - 6:48] Who's the better businessman
[6:49 - 6:51] Obviously me because I held up my
[6:51 - 6:55] Mind in a deal big you don't make any money
[6:55 - 7:04] Man you are that shows that you're just about no wonder no one wants to do business with you man. What is business about?
[7:04 - 7:10] Business is about making money and doing what's right money. I held up my into you make money
[7:10 - 7:15] Well, if you'd hold up here into the deal, I would be so but
[7:15 - 7:17] You don't want to hold up
[7:17 - 7:21] You're afraid of me you're
[7:21 - 7:29] Nick face it. You're my bitch. I'm not your bitch. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have a career on here
[7:29 - 7:35] So if anything I own you you're my bitch. I'm not yours. So if I was you I'd be paying your
[7:35 - 7:42] You are your master you're not my bitch
[7:42 - 7:45] I owe you you don't know me. So pay your master bitch
[7:45 - 7:50] Rax is bothering me
[7:50 - 7:53] You know
[7:53 - 7:54] Negative ways
[7:54 - 7:59] Here's the thing Nick unlike you I hold up my end of the fucking deal
[7:59 - 8:04] You think I held up and it and that just shows how shitty you really are
[8:04 - 8:09] That just shows what kind of a trashy human being you really fucking all
[8:10 - 8:17] You think better than you on any given day like you like you actually yes, because unlike you I don't sit there
[8:17 - 8:23] Unlike you Nick, I don't like out on deals. I hold on
[8:23 - 8:36] How that work
[8:36 - 8:39] This is grandmother
[8:39 - 8:41] Fat bastard that don't deserve jazz
[8:41 - 8:54] Bitch on the internet, dude. You're starving your content is trash
[8:54 - 8:58] And no
[8:58 - 9:04] Do they come here to watch me and Barry I got more views
[9:08 - 9:12] Because of me don't but I got more views than you do on your own
[9:12 - 9:24] Yes, you can go back and watch my numbers bro
[9:24 - 9:31] See unlike you Nick, I'm not a pathetic piece of shit human being
[9:31 - 9:35] Do the world a fucking favor
[9:37 - 9:43] Music Bismarck you already be that Nick that is around Sarah and all the time that Nick that's around Sarah
[9:43 - 9:49] Be that person not just lame pathetic piece of fucking shit that you are
[9:49 - 9:55] You you you you sit there and say that you're about good. No, you're not you're about
[9:55 - 10:03] What do you gain from ruining lives you piece of shit what do you gain from turning people into a joke?
[10:03 - 10:06] Let me ask you this, what do you gain from what you do?
[10:06 - 10:21] What do you get from what you do?
[10:21 - 10:23] Ambient ambient ambient
[10:23 - 10:25] Fuck you nigga
[10:25 - 10:29] What do you get from what you do?
[10:29 - 10:30] You're a pussy
[10:30 - 10:34] What do you get out of what you do?
[10:34 - 10:36] No wonder mommy and daddy are embarrassed of you
[10:36 - 10:37] You get nothing
[10:37 - 10:39] No wonder they want nothing
[10:39 - 10:41] You're a pathetic lame piece of shit
[10:41 - 10:43] No wonder they're embarrassed of you
[10:43 - 10:45] No wonder they hate you
[10:45 - 10:47] Your family hates you, Nick
[10:47 - 10:49] Your family hates you
[10:49 - 10:51] They hate you, Nick
[10:51 - 10:53] They hate what you do, Nick
[10:53 - 10:55] You're an embarrassment
[10:55 - 10:57] Do you think that doing this makes them any better?
[10:57 - 10:59] No, it doesn't
[10:59 - 11:01] So if I was you, I'd shut my fucking mouth
[11:01 - 11:03] Can you read this, Star X?
[11:03 - 11:10] No
[11:10 - 11:12] And here's the thing
[11:12 - 11:15] You treat her different
[11:15 - 11:18] Which is how you should be treating everyone, dude
[11:18 - 11:20] That's how I should treat you?
[11:20 - 11:22] Why should I treat you like that?
[11:22 - 11:26] Because I'm actually a good person unlike you, Nick
[11:26 - 11:28] What do you base that on?
[11:28 - 11:31] I base it on the fact that I'm actually there for my friends
[11:31 - 11:34] And honestly, I should be thanking you for something
[11:34 - 11:36] Because of your little antics
[11:36 - 11:38] I found out who my real friends are
[11:38 - 11:40] The fake ones left
[11:40 - 11:42] That showed me who's real and who's not real
[11:42 - 11:44] So anyway, I'm thanking you
[11:44 - 11:46] Show me who's real and who ain't
[11:46 - 11:48] And I appreciate that
[11:48 - 11:51] Because you showed me who's real and who ain't real, motherfucker
[11:51 - 11:52] Who's fake?
[11:52 - 11:54] Oh, trust me, I got their names
[11:54 - 11:56] But I'm not gonna fucking say their names
[11:56 - 11:59] What do you get out of it, what it is that you do
[11:59 - 12:01] What do you do and what do you get out of it?
[12:01 - 12:02] What do I do?
[12:02 - 12:04] I go around helping people in any way that I can
[12:04 - 12:07] I try to help people because I know what it's like to be that dude
[12:07 - 12:09] That's been on me at the suicide
[12:09 - 12:11] I know what it's like to be that dude that bully
[12:11 - 12:12] You helped the family?
[12:12 - 12:14] I know what it's like to be that dude that motherfucker's like
[12:14 - 12:17] You tear down for no fucking reason but a laugh
[12:17 - 12:18] And you know what I do?
[12:18 - 12:21] I try to be there for people like myself
[12:21 - 12:22] Because I've gone there
[12:22 - 12:23] I've been there
[12:23 - 12:25] I know what it's like to be that person
[12:25 - 12:29] And I try to help keep these people from doing that shit
[12:29 - 12:32] Because I know what it's like to be in that position
[12:32 - 12:36] And no one, Nick, no one deserves to be in that position
[12:36 - 12:38] And the shit that you and all your little friends
[12:38 - 12:40] Have pulled me through for the last five years
[12:40 - 12:42] I would never wish on anyone
[12:42 - 12:45] Not you, not anyone, dude
[12:45 - 12:47] Because no one deserves that shit
[12:47 - 12:50] So maybe if you cut the online bullshit out
[12:50 - 12:51] How can you help anyone?
[12:51 - 12:55] You can't even help yourself
[12:55 - 12:57] That's why you stop making excuses, dude
[12:57 - 12:59] You can't even help yourself
[12:59 - 13:01] See, you see this guy?
[13:01 - 13:03] I'm not blaming anyone for anything
[13:03 - 13:05] You're blaming me why you don't have a girlfriend
[13:05 - 13:06] Why you don't make any money
[13:06 - 13:08] Oh, I am because you are the reason
[13:08 - 13:10] Okay, so who's blaming you?
[13:10 - 13:11] Your action
[13:11 - 13:12] Who's blaming you?
[13:12 - 13:13] Who's blaming who?
[13:13 - 13:16] The shit you do online is what causes that
[13:16 - 13:19] Okay, so who's blaming you?
[13:19 - 13:21] No, you look, you go online
[13:21 - 13:23] You're blaming women
[13:23 - 13:25] And you try to look around
[13:25 - 13:28] For a way to fuck me over for no fucking reason
[13:28 - 13:30] Who's blaming you?
[13:30 - 13:31] And guess what?
[13:31 - 13:32] I'm done with it, dude
[13:32 - 13:33] I'm done with you
[13:33 - 13:35] And unless you pay me
[13:35 - 13:38] Sharon's probably going to end up leaving you, dude
[13:38 - 13:39] You think so?
[13:39 - 13:41] That ain't going to end well for you, Nick
[13:41 - 13:42] You think so?
[13:42 - 13:43] If you don't stop
[13:43 - 13:45] She's probably going to end up leaving you
[13:45 - 13:46] You do the same work, dude
[13:46 - 13:47] You're done
[13:47 - 13:48] You're finished
[13:48 - 13:49] So I'm saying
[13:49 - 13:51] Like I told you
[13:51 - 13:52] Like I told you, Nick
[13:52 - 13:53] Like, Sharon told you
[13:53 - 13:55] You need to be who you are around her
[13:55 - 13:57] 100% of the time
[13:57 - 13:59] But there's a difference
[13:59 - 14:00] There's a difference
[14:00 - 14:01] Oh, yes, there is
[14:01 - 14:03] And that's where me and you
[14:03 - 14:06] And that right there is where me and you did for Nick
[14:06 - 14:07] Like you're always
[14:07 - 14:09] Neck-ass, idiot, pedophile
[14:09 - 14:11] How I am in real life
[14:11 - 14:12] Is how I am on here
[14:12 - 14:14] You can ask anybody that actually fucking knows
[14:14 - 14:16] Yeah, and that's the problem, Syrax
[14:16 - 14:18] No, that's not the problem
[14:18 - 14:19] No, the problem is
[14:19 - 14:22] You're a loud mouth retard, idiot
[14:22 - 14:23] No, the problem is
[14:23 - 14:24] This motherfucker's like
[14:24 - 14:26] You don't want to try this
[14:26 - 14:27] No, no, no
[14:27 - 14:28] The problem is, Nick
[14:28 - 14:30] That's the worst thing you can tell yourself
[14:30 - 14:32] You don't want to take advantage of me
[14:32 - 14:34] You want to sit there and take advantage of me
[14:34 - 14:36] And make the profit off me
[14:36 - 14:38] I'll do what you're looking at
[14:38 - 14:40] You want to take advantage of me
[14:40 - 14:41] Because you see me as a cash cow
[14:41 - 14:42] Guess what, dude
[14:42 - 14:43] Reality is
[14:43 - 14:46] I'm not your fucking cash cow, dude
[14:46 - 14:47] I'm no one's cash cow
[14:47 - 14:49] And I sure as fuck ain't your content
[14:49 - 14:51] So, Nick, I hope you're having a good time
[14:51 - 14:52] Thank you, my experience, Syrax
[14:52 - 14:54] I know, you're really fucking honest
[14:54 - 14:56] Say goodbye to Saren
[14:56 - 14:59] No, you better say goodbye to your channel
[14:59 - 15:01] Because by this time tomorrow, you're going to be done
[15:01 - 15:03] I'm going to leave reporting your channel for a little bit
[15:03 - 15:04] Oh, you've been saying it
[15:04 - 15:05] And you're going to be done
[15:05 - 15:06] Because you're going to be blunt
[15:06 - 15:07] So, have fun, Nick
[15:07 - 15:08] So, Nick, about you
[15:08 - 15:10] I'd really think about my next move
[15:10 - 15:12] Because your next move should determine your fate
[15:12 - 15:13] For the rest of your life
[15:13 - 15:14] What does that mean?
[15:14 - 15:16] What do you mean by that?
[15:16 - 15:18] Oh, you'll find out soon enough
[15:18 - 15:21] Oh, I gotta say, it's not fucking terrible, Nick
[15:21 - 15:24] Watch your back, Nick
[15:24 - 15:26] He's afraid, he's afraid
[15:26 - 15:27] He's afraid
[15:27 - 15:30] This is like the royal wedding
[15:30 - 15:31] Just Mark a fellow
[15:31 - 15:32] Oh, look at him, Syrax
[15:32 - 15:34] You think they let him jump at you?
[15:34 - 15:36] I don't understand the video for a sec
[15:36 - 15:38] I don't even need to talk about you
[15:38 - 15:40] You say you care about Saren, right?
[15:40 - 15:41] Yeah
[15:41 - 15:43] Then why are you doing this?
[15:43 - 15:45] If you truly care about Saren
[15:45 - 15:46] Like you say you do, Nick
[15:46 - 15:48] Then you'll stop this fucking bullshit
[15:48 - 15:49] Do you care about Saren?
[15:49 - 15:52] By you being up here doing what you're doing
[15:52 - 15:53] What am I doing?
[15:53 - 15:55] I'm watching dogs
[15:55 - 15:56] I'll mute you
[15:56 - 15:58] Because I'm watching dogs run on the football field
[15:58 - 15:59] Where's the harm in that?
[15:59 - 16:02] Where's the harm in watching dogs run on the football field, Syrax?
[16:02 - 16:07] Where's the harm in you trying to damn near get my head taken off a couple weeks ago?
[16:07 - 16:09] Are you talking about the bullet again?
[16:09 - 16:12] Hey, you're the one that tried to have me killed
[16:12 - 16:14] It's not real, you deluded fuck
[16:14 - 16:15] Oh really?
[16:15 - 16:16] Yeah
[16:16 - 16:18] The videos say otherwise, Nick
[16:18 - 16:20] The photos say otherwise
[16:20 - 16:21] You wanna watch a video?
[16:21 - 16:23] Let's watch a video together
[16:23 - 16:25] Watch a video together, Syrax
[16:25 - 16:27] Okay, then if they're not real
[16:27 - 16:31] Then why are the police saying that it was real?
[16:31 - 16:32] They're not
[16:32 - 16:33] Oh, they are
[16:33 - 16:35] They actually are, Nick
[16:35 - 16:37] You and I both know
[16:37 - 16:39] You and I both know you hate me
[16:39 - 16:42] You and I both know, Nick, that you hate me
[16:42 - 16:44] Everyone hates you
[16:44 - 16:46] Oh, I hate you, Nick
[16:46 - 16:48] Let me ask you this, Nick
[16:48 - 16:50] Hold on, hold on, stop the video for a second, Mario
[16:50 - 16:53] Let's watch
[16:53 - 16:55] No, no, no, no
[16:55 - 16:57] So the bullet enters from
[16:57 - 16:58] How do you ever even?
[16:58 - 17:00] How do you talk to me like a baby?
[17:00 - 17:01] I never even
[17:01 - 17:03] Why do you gotta do this, Nick?
[17:03 - 17:04] Because you're a postman
[17:04 - 17:06] Why don't we just look at the evidence?
[17:06 - 17:09] Alright, full screen that shit, dude
[17:09 - 17:10] Okay, I'm trying
[17:10 - 17:11] Alright
[17:11 - 17:15] Because if you take the roof, I did not know what was behind
[17:15 - 17:16] I never even
[17:16 - 17:17] You can't
[17:17 - 17:18] I never even
[17:18 - 17:21] Okay, so I'm gonna make it full screen here, okay
[17:21 - 17:23] I never even
[17:23 - 17:27] You can see the bullet enter from the little sill
[17:27 - 17:29] If it was fired down from the roof
[17:29 - 17:33] How does it come down through the window sill and then kick out
[17:33 - 17:35] Because when they took the shot
[17:35 - 17:38] They were at a point, all my neighbors' roof
[17:38 - 17:40] Where they were level with the window sill
[17:40 - 17:42] My neighbors' roof ain't that tall
[17:42 - 17:44] Okay, so then how do you get your mattress
[17:44 - 17:46] When the mattresses grow?
[17:46 - 17:48] If it was level
[17:48 - 17:50] How did your mattress is below the window sill, right?
[17:50 - 17:53] No, it's actually level with the window sill
[17:53 - 17:55] Okay, so why don't you show us where the hole entered to compare it?
[17:55 - 17:57] Dude, I already showed that shit to me
[17:57 - 18:04] Do it again
[18:04 - 18:05] I already have
[18:05 - 18:06] I don't need to presume
[18:06 - 18:07] No, you can't
[18:07 - 18:08] You can't
[18:08 - 18:09] But, Nick, what I don't get is this
[18:09 - 18:10] Can't do it
[18:10 - 18:11] The one thing I want to know
[18:11 - 18:12] Can't do it
[18:12 - 18:15] Is why do you have to act like such a fucking piece of shit
[18:15 - 18:18] Why do you have to act like a shooting survivor when it never happens?
[18:18 - 18:21] Why do you have to act like such a piece of shit?
[18:21 - 18:22] Let's take a look at it
[18:22 - 18:23] Yeah, here, one second
[18:23 - 18:25] Why do you have to act like such a piece of trash, Nick?
[18:25 - 18:27] I don't get it
[18:27 - 18:31] What I want to know, Nick, is that
[18:31 - 18:34] Nick, let me ask you something, dude
[18:34 - 18:40] Why is it that you say that you care about Seren enough to stop what you're doing
[18:40 - 18:41] I do
[18:41 - 18:43] But, yeah, you won't stop what you're doing
[18:43 - 18:46] Well, you care about your grandmother, right?
[18:46 - 18:49] I care about my family more than you care about Seren
[18:49 - 18:52] Why don't you provide for your family?
[18:52 - 18:55] If you and your little friends will stay the fuck out of your family
[18:55 - 18:57] Okay, I provide for Seren
[18:57 - 19:01] I mean, she provides for herself, you dumb fuck
[19:01 - 19:04] Why do you don't think that she gets any money?
[19:04 - 19:05] She makes her own money
[19:05 - 19:06] She does
[19:06 - 19:08] Yeah, she makes sense to sit on your head
[19:08 - 19:11] She does, she does, but I like to help out when I can
[19:11 - 19:13] Yeah, I call bullshit on that, Nick
[19:13 - 19:15] We all know that you're lazy and fat
[19:15 - 19:18] And you don't actually fucking work for your age
[19:18 - 19:22] Okay, so, Sorex, I've spent more on handbags than you've ever made in your life
[19:22 - 19:24] Yeah, well, guess what, dude?
[19:24 - 19:26] Maybe if you and your little friends would stop making...
[19:26 - 19:29] I've spent more on handbags than you've ever made in your life
[19:29 - 19:31] Watch your mouth and listen, Nick
[19:31 - 19:34] I'm sorry, I've spent more on handbags than you've ever made in your life
[19:34 - 19:35] Well, you're the fuck
[19:35 - 19:38] So, you talk about helping your family, you don't make shit
[19:38 - 19:42] Well, that's because you and your little friends make it to where I came
[19:42 - 19:44] Because you like to take advantage of it
[19:44 - 19:46] You never have, you never have that
[19:46 - 19:48] Well, maybe if you and your friends would have left me the fuck off
[19:48 - 19:50] You never have, though
[19:50 - 19:53] Before me, you never made anyone
[19:53 - 19:55] You're obsessed with me, Nick, face it
[19:55 - 19:57] You're gay, you're secretly gay
[19:57 - 19:59] I can't believe for you
[19:59 - 20:01] You have no pressure when they do, face it
[20:01 - 20:03] You're hilarious
[20:03 - 20:06] You're secretly gay, you're mad at the fact that I turned you down
[20:06 - 20:08] Yeah, that's you
[20:08 - 20:10] You made it hard for me to do anything
[20:10 - 20:12] By isolating free meat from my friends
[20:12 - 20:14] By setting up the same way else
[20:14 - 20:23] You set me up to make me look like a fucking pedophile
[20:23 - 20:33] You never made anyone in the family
[20:33 - 20:35] I'm calling your pathetic nigga ass now, you chew-boy
[20:35 - 20:37] Wow, why do you have to be so hateful?
[20:37 - 20:39] I'm calling your pathetic bluff, Nick
[20:39 - 20:41] Why do you have to be so hateful?
[20:41 - 20:43] Why do I have to be so hateful?
[20:43 - 20:45] Why do you have to be such a fucking asshole?
[20:45 - 20:49] Why do you have to be such a deadbeat?
[20:49 - 20:51] Why do you have to be such a pathetic piece of shit?
[20:51 - 26:53] Why do you have to run around a room?
[26:53 - 26:57] Yeah, he's just such a fucking pessimistic guy, you know?
2022-11-22 Im not ok anymore (Facebook)

2022-11-22 Im not ok anymore (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:20] [Silence]
[0:20 - 0:22] What's up everyone?
[0:22 - 0:27] [Silence]
[0:27 - 0:31] You know, everybody's been asking me lately.
[0:31 - 0:35] Am I okay? Am I okay?
[0:35 - 0:40] Are you okay? What's going on?
[0:40 - 0:45] And the truth is, I'm not okay anymore.
[0:45 - 0:52] [Silence]
[0:52 - 1:07] Five years ago, I started getting bullied on the internet and I did my best to ignore it.
[1:07 - 1:13] I did the best I could to ignore the trolls and the bullying.
[1:13 - 1:16] Back then, I didn't know what a troll was.
[1:16 - 1:23] I had heard the term thrown around, but I never knew what the term troll meant.
[1:23 - 1:33] But little did I know, I would find out very soon by the hands of a guy by the name of MusicBizMarty on YouTube.
[1:33 - 1:44] This man trolled me on and off, you know, for a pretty good three and a half years.
[1:44 - 1:50] But then two years ago, because I didn't do what he wanted,
[1:50 - 1:59] he decided to do something that would ultimately change my life for the rest of my life
[1:59 - 2:07] and still has been affecting me to this very fucking day.
[2:07 - 2:15] This man hired another troll by the name of MassTrollMafia, who used to go by MassHoleReports,
[2:15 - 2:20] whose real name is Kate Peters.
[2:20 - 2:31] She pretended he hired her to pretend to be an 18-year-old female on a phone call.
[2:31 - 2:45] And then she camped history into sending her a certain image of myself.
[2:45 - 2:56] And little did I know, she would turn around,
[2:56 - 3:07] send me an image of an underage child without my knowledge or consent,
[3:07 - 3:16] and then claim to be underage after she sent me the image of the underage child.
[3:16 - 3:24] Yet YouTube and social media or the police didn't do anything about it.
[3:24 - 3:32] But little did I know that would change my life forever, because after that event,
[3:32 - 3:39] after that event happened, I think called pedophile.
[3:39 - 3:45] I think called every name in the fucking book you can imagine.
[3:45 - 3:50] I lost my job with a friend.
[3:50 - 3:59] I lost my spot on a big-time major record label that I had worked my ass off for years
[3:59 - 4:01] and years to get onto.
[4:01 - 4:09] I had been released from that label due to the accusations.
[4:09 - 4:18] I can't even get a regular job because of the rumors these people have spread about me around town.
[4:18 - 4:23] Everywhere I go, I get horrible, horrible looks.
[4:23 - 4:32] I get people staring at me every fucking day of the week, which is why I never go out.
[4:32 - 4:39] And just a couple weeks ago, these same trolls that have been attacking me all these years
[4:39 - 4:45] decided to try to kill me while I was on a livestream.
[4:45 - 4:51] About two and a half weeks ago, I was on a livestream,
[4:51 - 4:59] calling out the person that started all this trolling, which is my ex, Kendall Smith.
[4:59 - 5:05] It was around 10 o'clock at night, and I heard a loud sound.
[5:05 - 5:10] I heard a loud bang go off, didn't know what it was.
[5:10 - 5:14] I thought maybe something had failed.
[5:14 - 5:22] So naturally, I ignored it and went back to doing my stream.
[5:22 - 5:29] But little did I know that that's not what it was.
[5:29 - 5:36] My good friend Dustin told me to rewatch the footage.
[5:36 - 5:39] And I did.
[5:39 - 5:45] He told me to pay attention to when the blanket jumped up in the air.
[5:45 - 5:51] And so I did, and I saw it when the bang happened.
[5:51 - 5:56] So naturally, I pulled my bet out to see what it could have been.
[5:56 - 6:00] Little did I know there would be a bullet hole in my window sill
[6:00 - 6:09] and a bullet hole in my mattress right where my head would have laid.
[6:09 - 6:20] Had I been laying there that night, had I been laying there in that bed that night,
[6:20 - 6:24] I wouldn't be here.
[6:24 - 6:28] Had I been laying there, I would be dead right now.
[6:28 - 6:34] These same trolls that have been attacking me for years attempted murder on my life.
[6:34 - 6:40] But yet the police won't do anything to stop these people.
[6:40 - 6:43] They say that, oh, it's just an internet thing.
[6:43 - 6:45] Get off the internet.
[6:45 - 6:49] No, because getting off the internet doesn't help.
[6:49 - 6:53] These people have attacked me in real life as well.
[6:53 - 6:57] These people have showed up to my house.
[6:57 - 7:02] These people have sent disgusting things to my house.
[7:02 - 7:09] These people have basically taken photos of my house
[7:09 - 7:19] and planned ways to attack me and my family.
[7:19 - 7:22] And it's fucking sickening.
[7:22 - 7:29] That the cops here in Ohio don't care.
[7:29 - 7:32] This has been my life for the last five years.
[7:32 - 7:38] My home has basically become a prison.
[7:38 - 7:47] And it fucking kills me that the cops won't do anything to stop them.
[7:47 - 7:53] You know what's even worse? When me and my family called the police the next day,
[7:53 - 7:57] they basically said they're not going to fucking do anything
[7:57 - 8:01] and to just leave the bullet in the mattress.
[8:02 - 8:05] They're not going to fucking kill me.
[8:05 - 8:29] They're going to fucking kill me.
[8:29 - 8:36] You know, these trolls, they sit there and they laugh at me
[8:36 - 8:41] and they mock me and they make little snarky comments.
[8:41 - 8:54] And you know what kills me?
[8:54 - 8:58] Even more than the fact that these people won't leave me alone.
[8:58 - 9:02] What kills me even more than that these people won't leave me alone
[9:02 - 9:10] is the fact that the police here won't do anything about me almost being killed.
[9:10 - 9:17] I was only a mere couple feet away from meeting my end.
[9:17 - 9:29] I was only a couple feet away from death mere fucking inches away from my bed.
[9:29 - 9:34] And yet the cops refuse to do anything about it.
[9:34 - 9:40] They refuse to take the bullet out and try to find who the fuck shot the bullet.
[9:40 - 9:44] Their excuse is always, "Oh, get off the internet."
[9:44 - 9:51] That doesn't do any good, motherfuckers.
[9:51 - 9:57] That doesn't do any fucking good.
[9:57 - 10:05] Honestly, Nitro, it would not surprise me.
[10:05 - 10:09] Honestly, Jillian, I'm used to sleeping on the floor.
[10:09 - 10:11] I really am.
[10:11 - 10:15] Before I had my own bed as a kid, I slept on the floor all the time
[10:15 - 10:19] at my cousin's house before school.
[10:19 - 10:22] So I'm used to it.
[10:22 - 10:25] As a matter of fact, it actually helps my back out a lot
[10:25 - 10:32] because if you guys don't know, I do have the thing that's the curvature of the spine.
[10:32 - 10:35] I have that.
[10:35 - 10:44] So laying on the floor actually does help straighten out my spine a lot.
[10:44 - 10:47] Honestly, Nitro, I wouldn't be surprised, bro.
[10:47 - 10:54] I would not be surprised if they were.
[10:54 - 10:58] Yes, that's what it is.
[10:58 - 11:12] Thank you. I couldn't think of the fucking name of it.
[11:12 - 11:14] It doesn't bother me that much?
[11:14 - 11:16] Not really.
[11:16 - 11:19] The scoliosis doesn't really bother me that much at all.
[11:19 - 11:24] But laying on the floor does help it out a lot
[11:24 - 11:40] because it helps to straighten it out like that.
[11:40 - 11:51] But, you know, it fucking kills me.
[11:51 - 12:00] You know, it fucking kills me that YouTube, social media, the police, the FBI,
[12:00 - 12:22] nobody's doing anything about any of this shit.
[12:22 - 12:31] And, you know, it fucking kills me.
[12:31 - 12:37] It fucking kills me that the goddamn cops won't do shit.
[12:37 - 12:44] It's honestly an embarrassment.
[12:44 - 12:49] A good friend of mine who's a police officer in a different state,
[12:49 - 12:57] whose name I'm not going to say because I don't want the trolls going after her as well.
[12:57 - 13:02] But one of my friends that's a police officer currently in another state
[13:02 - 13:09] for a penitentiary even said that this isn't right,
[13:09 - 13:11] that the cops should have fucking done something,
[13:11 - 13:17] and that if it was them, like if it was her police area,
[13:17 - 13:24] they would have done something about it.
[13:24 - 13:33] And I know normally I have my hood down, but it's fucking ice cold, so yeah.
[13:33 - 13:43] But it's not fucking right that this shit goes on.
[13:43 - 14:12] These same people that are attacking me are the same people that took advantage.
[14:12 - 14:16] What's sad?
[14:16 - 14:28] These same people that go after me are the same fucking people that took advantage
[14:28 - 14:34] of a kid that is severely autistic, that has the mind of a 12-year-old,
[14:34 - 14:39] and told him that his mother or grandmother, whoever she was to him,
[14:39 - 14:44] wanted to sleep with him, so they talked him into doing certain things to her,
[14:44 - 14:50] and now he's in fucking prison because of them.
[14:50 - 14:56] This man is a grown man, but he is so severely autistic that he has the mind of a 12-year-old.
[14:56 - 15:02] And the man I'm referring to is known on the internet as Chris Chan.
[15:02 - 15:04] I looked into his story.
[15:04 - 15:10] I looked into everything, and you can tell this man is severely autistic.
[15:10 - 15:13] And they took advantage of this man.
[15:13 - 15:23] They took advantage of this man.
[15:23 - 15:30] And yet he's in prison because of them.
[15:30 - 15:38] And I can only imagine the awful things that those people do to him in there.
[15:38 - 15:42] And honestly, Lisa, no, I didn't know him.
[15:42 - 15:44] I didn't know him like that.
[15:44 - 15:51] I just know his story, and I looked into him.
[15:51 - 16:00] If you actually look, if you actually pay attention,
[16:00 - 16:05] you can tell that he is severely, severely autistic.
[16:05 - 16:10] One of my cousins is on the same level, if not further,
[16:10 - 16:14] on the highest end of the autistic spectrum.
[16:14 - 16:18] And when you pay attention, if you look,
[16:18 - 16:22] you can tell this man is severely autistic.
[16:22 - 16:26] Just by looking, if you pay attention to his mannerisms,
[16:26 - 16:30] pay attention to how he talks, how he acts.
[16:30 - 16:34] The stuff that he says, you can tell he's autistic.
[16:34 - 16:41] He doesn't have a normal functioning mind like myself or you.
[16:41 - 16:45] He doesn't have a normal functioning mind.
[16:45 - 16:49] And these people took advantage of his mind
[16:49 - 16:52] and basically told him that his mom wanted to fuck him
[16:52 - 17:04] and they taught him into doing it.
[17:04 - 17:08] Like you can't tell him that's not fucked up.
[17:08 - 17:10] Actually, yes it is, Sam.
[17:10 - 17:14] I'm not backing that what he did was right,
[17:14 - 17:19] but what I am saying is that they shouldn't have taken
[17:19 - 17:29] advantage of him like that, you dumb fucking prick.
[17:29 - 17:32] Maybe if they wouldn't have taken advantage of him,
[17:32 - 17:34] that shit wouldn't have fucking happened.
[17:34 - 17:37] So yes, you can hate me all you want.
[17:37 - 17:38] You can say what you want.
[17:38 - 17:40] I stand behind Chris.
[17:40 - 17:44] I support that man because these same people that attacked me
[17:44 - 17:47] are the same ones that caused him to do what he fucking did.
[17:47 - 17:51] So fuck you, dude.
[17:51 - 17:55] And fuck anyone that thinks otherwise.
[17:55 - 18:00] These people took advantage of him because they saw he was fucking weak.
[18:00 - 18:04] They mentally manipulated him.
[18:04 - 18:26] Knowing that he had autism, knowing that he was weak.
[18:26 - 18:28] And that's what they do, Lou.
[18:28 - 18:31] These people manipulate people over time.
[18:31 - 18:36] They see someone like Chris and they systematically,
[18:36 - 18:40] and I do mean systematically,
[18:40 - 18:44] manipulate these people mentally.
[18:44 - 19:04] It's called systematic mental manipulation.
[19:04 - 19:14] And it sickens me to see this shit going on.
[19:14 - 19:15] No, you're right, Carolyn.
[19:15 - 19:19] There are no heroes in this one.
[19:19 - 19:22] Not in his story.
[19:22 - 19:26] There's only evil people that took advantage of an innocent human being
[19:26 - 19:32] that wasn't bothering anyone.
[19:32 - 19:36] Like literally, he wasn't bothering anyone,
[19:36 - 19:38] and these people took advantage of him.
[19:38 - 19:42] Made him think certain things, manipulated him into doing what he did,
[19:42 - 19:44] and that's not okay.
[19:44 - 19:47] So yeah, I do stand behind him,
[19:47 - 19:50] and I hope that he does get the help that he needs.
[19:50 - 19:55] And honestly, I feel bad for him that these people took advantage of him like that
[19:55 - 20:04] because I have a cousin who's severely autistic because I did my research, dude.
[20:04 - 20:12] These same people that went after him are the same people that went after me.
[20:12 - 20:15] Those same motherfuckers that went after him are the same ones
[20:15 - 20:17] that are now going after me.
[20:17 - 20:31] Why? Because they think I'm weak.
[20:31 - 20:41] Honestly, I wish I could have been there to help him out.
[20:41 - 20:48] Oh yeah, 100%, dude, 100%.
[20:48 - 20:50] And he wanted to know why they started attacking me
[20:50 - 20:53] because they thought I was weak.
[20:53 - 20:56] They saw the shit I was dealing with with my ex-candle,
[20:56 - 21:06] and they thought I was weak, but little did they know they were wrong.
[21:06 - 21:09] Little did they know that they were wrong with me
[21:09 - 21:15] because I actually have a normal functioning mind of an actual 32-year-old.
[21:15 - 21:18] I actually have held a job before.
[21:18 - 21:33] I actually have done shit.
[21:33 - 21:40] Why don't you get the fuck out of here?
[21:40 - 21:42] And Keith, why don't you go bother someone else, man?
[21:42 - 21:44] Same with you, Jimmy.
[21:44 - 21:50] Why don't you guys go fucking bother somebody else, dude?
[21:50 - 21:58] Anybody that knows me knows I've actually held a real job, okay?
[21:58 - 22:02] Not only did I do scrap and metal for years on end,
[22:02 - 22:05] but I also actually held a job with a good friend of mine
[22:05 - 22:08] doing audio engineering work making it 150 a week,
[22:08 - 22:15] which is more than what you'll ever make in your fucking goddamn lifetime.
[22:15 - 22:25] And yes, little did I actually manage to get it fixed, so don't worry.
[22:25 - 22:38] I got you, man.
[22:38 - 22:41] I know, Joey, and that's why I got fucking lucky
[22:41 - 22:43] getting the job that I got with my good friend
[22:43 - 22:53] that actually hired me as an audio engineer before all this shit happened.
[22:53 - 22:55] Don't blame me.
[22:55 - 22:57] I asked some of my friends like Nitro.
[22:57 - 23:01] Nitro was actually one of the first ones I told about my job.
[23:01 - 23:03] Did I not, man?
[23:03 - 23:06] Did I not tell you about my job that I had with my good friend
[23:06 - 23:08] doing audio engineer work?
[23:08 - 23:27] Were you not one of the first few that I actually told about that shit?
[23:27 - 23:43] Hey, man, what's up, man? How you doing? Exactly.
[23:43 - 23:52] Honestly, Claudia, I don't know at this point.
[23:52 - 23:54] I don't care if they're watching or not.
[23:54 - 23:57] They can all kiss my fucking ass.
[23:57 - 24:03] And you want to know why they can kiss my fucking ass?
[24:03 - 24:06] You want to know why?
[24:06 - 24:15] Because on God, on my family, on my friends,
[24:15 - 24:21] I'm not going back to YouTube until this shit's done.
[24:21 - 24:27] I'm not giving these guys what they want.
[24:27 - 24:31] And, Hannah, I don't have a job right now.
[24:31 - 24:33] And you want to know why?
[24:33 - 24:41] Because these trolls, they spread these rumors which got me fucking fired.
[24:41 - 24:49] These trolls literally got me fired from that job that I had.
[24:49 - 24:58] And what kills me is every fucking time that I try to make money,
[24:58 - 25:03] any time I actually try to make a good decent living for myself doing honest work,
[25:03 - 25:10] like doing music, doing artwork, doing audio engineering for a gaming company,
[25:10 - 25:20] doing different stuff, I end up getting fired because of these people.
[25:20 - 25:22] Because they don't want to see me do anything.
[25:22 - 25:27] They don't want to see me do anything good.
[25:27 - 25:30] They don't want to see me make it.
[25:30 - 25:45] I was actually at one point, at one point, I actually was a paid streamer on Twitch.
[25:45 - 25:48] I actually was a paid streamer on Twitch.
[25:48 - 25:57] I had actually gone into the point of being a pro streamer.
[25:57 - 26:00] I had actually done well for myself.
[26:00 - 26:04] Which is actually how I got the computer setup that I got now.
[26:04 - 26:07] I actually did something good.
[26:07 - 26:17] And yet, these trolls hate me so much,
[26:17 - 26:23] these trolls hate me so much that they made it look like I was doing shit that I was not doing
[26:23 - 26:27] and got me banned from Twitch.
[26:27 - 26:30] I was doing so good on there.
[26:30 - 26:33] So fucking good.
[26:33 - 26:40] But then the trolls came in
[26:40 - 26:44] and they decided to make it look like I was doing shit on Twitch
[26:44 - 26:51] and outside of Twitch that I was not doing and got me banned.
[26:51 - 26:56] So now I'm no longer allowed on Twitch.
[26:56 - 26:58] Well guess what, Jay?
[26:58 - 27:00] I'm not doing it no way, fans.
[27:00 - 27:03] I refuse to do that.
[27:03 - 27:07] I refuse to stoop to that level because that's not me.
[27:07 - 27:32] I was raised better than that.
[27:32 - 27:37] No, no, no, no, no. I got banned from Twitch because people make it
[27:37 - 27:41] because people made it look like I was doing shit outside of Twitch
[27:41 - 27:53] that I was not doing at that time.
[27:53 - 28:04] People have made it look like I was doing shit that I wasn't doing.
[28:04 - 28:06] And that's not fair to me.
[28:06 - 28:08] That's not fair to my family.
[28:08 - 28:14] And what kills me is the fact that my stepdad,
[28:14 - 28:24] who just had fucking knee surgery,
[28:24 - 28:30] by the way, literally just a few days ago,
[28:30 - 28:41] I've been trying to figure out how the fuck am I going to make any kind of money.
[28:41 - 28:44] I got you.
[28:44 - 28:50] Hey, Lou, if you can, Lou, if you can, text that to me on Facebook.
[28:50 - 28:54] Send that to me in a DM.
[28:54 - 29:00] Actually, no, I'm not based in Shaman.
[29:00 - 29:05] My stepdad actually did just have fucking knee surgery.
[29:05 - 29:07] And you want to know something, dude?
[29:07 - 29:15] He's laid up in bed right now, not able to do shit for about eight weeks, dude.
[29:15 - 29:18] He's not able to do shit for about eight to nine weeks,
[29:18 - 29:22] and maybe even longer than that. Who knows?
[29:22 - 29:28] Who the fuck knows how long he'll be out of work, dude?
[29:28 - 29:33] And, BeyShawn, you can kiss the darkest part of my fucking ass, bitch.
[29:33 - 29:40] You can kiss my goddamn ass.
[29:40 - 29:42] Hey, what's up, Chris?
[29:42 - 29:44] And he actually had knee surgery.
[29:44 - 29:47] He had to have total fucking knee replacement surgery.
[29:47 - 29:51] And I mean total knee replacement.
[29:51 - 29:54] Hey, BeyShawn, you go first, bitch boy.
[29:54 - 29:59] When you get a job and you stop fucking with me, then I'll get a job.
[29:59 - 30:05] And not until you and your little pussy little with friends stop fucking with me, bitch boy.
[30:05 - 30:08] You fucking crack-headed little bitch.
[30:08 - 30:15] All you do is fuck with people, Shaman, so screw you.
[30:15 - 30:27] Screw you and your little fucking pussy fan base, bitch.
[30:27 - 30:36] Fuck you.
[30:36 - 30:39] I don't give a shit what you got, dude.
[30:39 - 30:42] I don't give a fuck what you have, BeyShawn.
[30:42 - 30:45] I give no fucks about that shit, bro.
[30:45 - 30:47] You know what I give a fuck about?
[30:47 - 30:51] Making a fucking living for my family, doing honest work,
[30:51 - 31:11] and not fucking around, bullshitting people the way you do your piece of fucking trash.
[31:11 - 31:21] Like seriously, why you gotta fucking screw with people, Shaman?
[31:21 - 31:25] Like seriously, dude, like why you gotta fuck with people, BeyShawn?
[31:25 - 31:30] Matter of fact, I could say that about any of you fucking trolls.
[31:30 - 31:41] Why the fuck do y'all feel like you gotta fuck with people, huh?
[31:41 - 31:45] Like why can't y'all just leave motherfuckers alone?
[31:45 - 31:50] Huh?
[31:50 - 31:55] Actually, know the fuck I did not, you fucking douchebag little bitch.
[31:55 - 32:02] I didn't do jack shit, you fucking ass white.
[32:02 - 32:07] So why don't you take your fucking bullshit lies, show them off your ass,
[32:07 - 32:13] and do this, and go fuck yourself, you lip dick little no girlfriend having bitch.
[32:13 - 32:17] Why don't you take your fucking bullshit channel, show it off your ass,
[32:17 - 32:22] and go fuck yourself, because no one gives a fuck about your bullshit, Shaman.
[32:22 - 32:25] You can go screw yourself, motherfucker.
[32:25 - 32:29] I'm tired of little pussies like you running your fucking mouth.
[32:29 - 32:33] Well guess what, that's why your wife was on my cock last night, right?
[32:33 - 32:36] That's why your wife was sucking my cock last night,
[32:36 - 32:39] because she can't stand your bitch ass, bro.
[32:39 - 32:42] That's why she was all my fucking dick riding there last night,
[32:42 - 32:47] because she can't stand your ass, because clearly you ain't satisfying her enough,
[32:47 - 32:50] so she had to come to me and ride my cock,
[32:50 - 32:56] and at least I can actually fucking do shit for her that you can't do, motherfucker.
[32:56 - 33:03] So, while apparently she was like this goblin motherfucker,
[33:03 - 33:07] because she was all up on my dick last night, bitch.
[33:07 - 33:10] She was all up on that dick last night, bitch.
[33:10 - 33:13] That's why she wasn't in bed with you.
[33:13 - 33:17] That's why last night she was screaming my name, and not yours, bitch.
[33:17 - 33:19] So fuck you, nigga.
[33:19 - 33:22] You dumb pussy-ass little bitch.
[33:22 - 33:27] I'm sure you do.
[33:27 - 33:30] You and your invisible girlfriend.
[33:30 - 33:35] You and your invisible wife.
[33:35 - 33:37] Your nonexistent wife.
[33:37 - 33:43] Bitch, you couldn't get laid if your goddamn wife depended on it, Sean, so fuck you.
[33:48 - 33:53] Like I said, boy, you couldn't get laid if your goddamn wife fucking depended on it, bro.
[33:53 - 34:04] So screw you, Shaman, you fucking pedophile supporter.
[34:04 - 34:08] And yeah, I called you a fucking pedo supporter,
[34:08 - 34:13] because you support people like Nashville Mafia, who is a known fucking pedo,
[34:13 - 34:17] so screw you, pedo supporter, you little bitch.
[34:17 - 34:29] [Silence]
[34:29 - 34:32] No, you support real pedophiles like Nashville Mafia.
[34:32 - 34:34] That's what you support.
[34:34 - 34:39] You support real, known pedos like Nashville Mafia,
[34:39 - 34:43] so fuck you and stop running my cocks, you fucking bitch-maid.
[34:43 - 34:46] You bitch-maid fucking pussy.
[34:46 - 34:50] Go the fuck back to YouTube, you coward-ass little bitch.
[34:50 - 34:59] Seriously, take your bitch-ass the fuck back to YouTube and go fuck yourself.
[34:59 - 35:01] Go ahead to your shitty fucking fanbase.
[35:01 - 35:03] Same with you, Larry.
[35:03 - 35:07] You and all your little friends can fuck off and go the fuck back to YouTube,
[35:07 - 35:09] you little crack-headed little bitches.
[35:09 - 35:13] Well, guess what?
[35:13 - 35:15] I'm gonna get you banned from both, nigga.
[35:15 - 35:18] I'm gonna get you a fucking pussy-ass ban.
[35:18 - 35:22] Oh, by the way, if Dave Shaman, Jafar called,
[35:22 - 35:24] he wants his turban back, you dumb bitch.
[35:24 - 35:29] This ain't fucking Halloween, motherfucker.
[35:29 - 35:31] Stop dressing up like Jafar.
[35:31 - 35:38] This ain't Halloween, motherfuckers.
[35:38 - 35:41] Stop dressing up like goddamn Jafar, dude.
[35:42 - 35:44] So, why don't you do yourself a favor
[35:44 - 35:48] and take that turban and get with the fuck back to Jafar, man?
[35:48 - 35:52] Now, you're just gonna want to be Jafar.
[35:52 - 35:57] That's all the fuck you are.
[35:57 - 36:03] Go ahead, I don't give a fuck.
[36:03 - 36:06] I do not care, shink.
[36:06 - 36:11] Screw you.
[36:11 - 36:26] None of the fuck you didn't, you douchebag.
[36:26 - 36:30] How do I even know that you're the real Dave Shaman, dumb fuck?
[36:30 - 36:34] So, Dave Shaman, are you mad that I'm telling the truth
[36:34 - 36:37] about you and your little limp dick bitches?
[36:38 - 36:40] Are you mad that I'm telling the truth about you
[36:40 - 36:42] and Jafar want to be?
[36:42 - 36:46] Are you mad that I'm telling the truth about you
[36:46 - 36:48] and you want to be Jafar-looking motherfucker?
[36:48 - 36:54] Or are you trying to be Ahmed the Dead Terrorist?
[36:54 - 36:56] Are you trying to be Ahmed the Dead Terrorist?
[36:56 - 36:59] Because if you are, you're doing a shitty fucking job.
[36:59 - 37:02] In order to be Ahmed the Dead Terrorist,
[37:02 - 37:04] you're trying to have to be dead.
[37:06 - 37:09] So, quit trying to be Ahmed the Dead Terrorist, don't fuck.
[37:09 - 37:12] Because you look nothing like him, at all.
[37:12 - 37:16] So, stop trying to be funny, bro,
[37:16 - 37:18] because you ain't no Ahmed the Dead Terrorist
[37:18 - 37:20] and you sure as fuck ain't no goddamn Jafar.
[37:20 - 37:42] (silence)
[37:42 - 37:44] No.
[37:44 - 37:48] I'm laughing at your stupid fucking ass, Dave Shaman.
[37:48 - 37:50] You ain't even a Shaman, bro.
[37:50 - 37:56] You ain't even a goddamn Shaman, you dumb fuck.
[37:56 - 38:00] You're a fucking wannabe Shaman.
[38:00 - 38:04] I'm no real Shamans, motherfucker.
[38:04 - 38:06] I'm no real Native American Shamans.
[38:06 - 38:08] And you ain't one, motherfucker.
[38:08 - 38:12] And I respect the fuck out of those people.
[38:12 - 38:14] Because in case you didn't fucking know,
[38:14 - 38:17] I actually do have Cherokee Indian in my fucking blood.
[38:17 - 38:21] So, yeah, I actually do no real fucking Shamans, dude.
[38:21 - 38:27] And trust me, you ain't one, motherfucker.
[38:27 - 38:29] You ain't one.
[38:29 - 38:34] If anything, you're a fake, a phony, a fraud.
[38:34 - 38:41] So, do yourself a favor
[38:41 - 38:43] and quit acting like something that you're not,
[38:43 - 38:45] you little bitch.
[38:46 - 38:56] (silence)
[38:56 - 38:58] Oh, really?
[38:58 - 38:59] I'm a fake.
[38:59 - 39:02] I'm the one here fucking destroying your ass left and right.
[39:02 - 39:04] And yet, I'm a fake.
[39:04 - 39:07] Yeah, bitch, please, get the fuck out of here.
[39:07 - 39:10] And, yo, shout out to my boy Gar, man.
[39:10 - 39:13] And also shout out to my homie Nitro.
[39:14 - 39:23] (silence)
[39:23 - 39:25] Then bring it, bitch.
[39:25 - 39:27] We all know you ain't gonna do shit, Bay Shaman.
[39:27 - 39:29] We already know this.
[39:29 - 39:33] You're too fucking fat, lazy, and delusional to do shit.
[39:33 - 39:36] We all know you're not gonna do shit.
[39:36 - 39:38] We already know this.
[39:38 - 39:40] You're stupid as fuck.
[39:40 - 39:43] You're lame.
[39:43 - 39:46] You ain't gonna come down here and do jack shit, motherfucker.
[39:46 - 39:48] You already know this.
[39:48 - 39:55] See, there you go.
[39:55 - 39:57] Making up lies and excuses.
[39:57 - 40:00] Just like every other pussy out there.
[40:00 - 40:03] Just like every other fucking pussy out there, Shaman.
[40:03 - 40:05] You want to run your mouth like a bitch,
[40:05 - 40:08] but you never want to step up when it comes down to it.
[40:08 - 40:11] See, the difference between me and you, Bay Shaman,
[40:11 - 40:14] you can walk the walk.
[40:14 - 40:17] Nah, actually, no, you can't.
[40:17 - 40:22] You can talk to talk, but you sure as fuck can't walk the walk, motherfucker.
[40:22 - 40:27] You can put up all you want, but we all know you can never fucking put up.
[40:27 - 40:32] We all know you can say shit, but we all know you ain't about shit.
[40:37 - 40:39] You can talk all you want, motherfucker.
[40:39 - 40:41] We already know all you do is talk.
[40:41 - 40:44] Just like every other pussy troll on the internet.
[40:44 - 40:45] You fucking talk.
[40:45 - 40:48] You run your fucking goddamn piehole, bitch.
[40:48 - 40:54] Oh, really?
[40:54 - 40:57] Why don't you show up here and find out, motherfucker?
[40:57 - 40:59] Why don't you show your little bitch ass up here
[40:59 - 41:02] and I'll show you what a real-ass wiggle looks like, motherfucker.
[41:02 - 41:07] I'm not that goddamn turban off your goddamn head so fucking hard
[41:07 - 41:09] that it'll make your goddamn ancestors dizzy
[41:09 - 41:13] and it'll end up going like a fastball in the Jafar's face.
[41:13 - 41:15] So do yourself a favor.
[41:15 - 41:21] Step down and shut up or step the fuck up and man up, pussy.
[41:21 - 41:25] Why don't you man the fuck up, pussy?
[41:25 - 41:30] Unless you're too afraid to get that turban smacked off your goddamn stupid-ass head.
[41:30 - 41:36] What's the matter, bro?
[41:36 - 41:37] You afraid?
[41:37 - 41:40] You afraid I'll smack that goddamn turban off your head
[41:40 - 41:42] and make your ancestors dizzy, motherfucker?
[41:42 - 41:46] Don't even look like I'm scared.
[41:46 - 41:49] And if anything, you're dumb as fuck.
[41:49 - 41:53] You're a fucking retarded wannabe Middle Eastern pussy.
[41:53 - 41:58] So come on, bro.
[41:58 - 42:01] Bring your ass up here and show me how afraid of me
[42:01 - 42:03] you're not that motherfucker.
[42:03 - 42:05] You got my goddamn address, bitch.
[42:05 - 42:09] Pull the fuck up and fucking do something.
[42:09 - 42:13] Pull the fuck up and do something, you little bitch.
[42:13 - 42:15] I'm challenging you, base shaman.
[42:15 - 42:18] I am calling you out right now, base shaman.
[42:18 - 42:21] I am challenging you right the fuck now.
[42:21 - 42:25] Either pull up to my house and get your ass beat
[42:25 - 42:28] or sit down and shut the fuck up.
[42:28 - 42:37] Come on, man, I'm calling you the fuck out.
[42:37 - 42:40] You're just like every other troll, dude.
[42:40 - 42:43] You ain't gonna do jack shit and you know it.
[42:43 - 42:47] So shut your old wrinkly bitch ass the fuck up
[42:47 - 42:49] and go the fuck somewhere else, shaman.
[42:49 - 42:52] You pussy limp dick bitch.
[42:52 - 43:01] And trust me, my boy Spooky here, he will fuck your ass up.
[43:01 - 43:16] Trust me, dude, my boy Spooky ain't one to fuck around with, dude.
[43:21 - 43:24] So, man, unless you'd rather face my boy Spooky,
[43:24 - 43:28] who will fuck your ass up three ways from Sunday.
[43:28 - 43:39] Matter of fact, I'll let my boy Spook speak for himself, dude.
[43:39 - 43:43] Hey, Spook, why don't you tell him what the fuck's up?
[43:43 - 43:58] [Silence]
[43:58 - 44:02] I'm seriously tired of you motherfuckers coming after me.
[44:02 - 44:05] Y'all need to leave me the fuck alone, for reals.
[44:05 - 44:11] Y'all motherfuckers need to leave me the fuck alone and screw up.
[44:12 - 44:16] Like, why can't y'all motherfuckers leave me the fuck alone?
[44:16 - 44:18] That's what I don't get.
[44:18 - 44:22] Like, why can't y'all fucking leave me the goddamn hell alone, huh?
[44:22 - 44:24] That's what I don't understand.
[44:24 - 44:28] Like, why you gotta fuck with a motherfucker that's minding his own goddamn business?
[44:28 - 44:30] Huh?
[44:30 - 44:38] Why the fuck you gotta screw with somebody that's minding his own goddamn business?
[44:38 - 44:40] I don't get it.
[44:40 - 44:43] Like, why you gotta fuck with me, motherfuckers?
[44:43 - 44:44] Why?
[44:44 - 44:49] Is it because you know damn well I can do something that y'all pussies can't do,
[44:49 - 44:51] which is be successful?
[44:51 - 44:59] Actually, I know the fuck I'm not a based shaman.
[45:08 - 45:10] So fuck you.
[45:10 - 45:11] Fuck your mama.
[45:11 - 45:12] Fuck your daddy.
[45:12 - 45:14] Fuck your whole goddamn family.
[45:14 - 45:17] And fuck your goddamn fanbase.
[45:17 - 45:21] You fucking pedophile, Mastral Mafia supporter.
[45:21 - 45:25] Pedo Shaman.
[45:25 - 45:28] Pedo Mastral.
[45:28 - 45:30] Pedo Marty.
[45:30 - 45:32] Pedo Tony.
[45:32 - 45:36] Fuck you.
[45:36 - 45:39] And screw you and your whole goddamn family.
[45:39 - 45:42] And honestly with Shaman, I'll be honest, Shaman,
[45:42 - 45:46] I hope your goddamn family burns in goddamn hell, motherfucker.
[45:46 - 45:51] I hope your family burns and rots in fucking hell right along with you.
[45:51 - 45:54] 'Cause that's where you're gonna fucking burn at, bitch.
[45:54 - 45:56] So fuck you.
2022-6-21 Late night Music session (Twitch)

2022-6-21 Late night Music session (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:12] What is up guys? I know, I know it's like super late. But, I want to mess around and
[0:12 - 0:29] get some ideas out with you guys. Um, and just kind of engage. Like what you guys think
[0:29 - 0:44] about what I'm about to create. So first off what we're gonna do is we're actually gonna
[0:44 - 0:55] take the song I sent all my guys back, we're actually gonna clip it for a very specific
[0:55 - 1:08] reason because there's a certain part that I want to get. Ah right there, that's actually
[1:08 - 1:25] right where I wanted it. Right off God, that's actually right where I wanted it. So let's
[1:25 - 1:49] take that out. The prophecy is on us. The prophecy is on us. The prophecy is on us. The prophecy
[1:49 - 2:00] is on us. Alright, so we got that. Now let's add this in. This is gonna be sick dude, like
[2:00 - 2:30] this is going to be fire. Okay, so here I am going to have to read
[2:30 - 2:31] and download it, that's fine.
[2:31 - 2:32] Okay, so here I am going to have to read and download it, that's fine.
[2:32 - 2:57] Okay, so here I am going to have to read and download it, that's fine. So here I am,
[2:57 - 3:22] I am going to download it, I am going to download it, I am going to download it, I am going
[3:22 - 3:45] to use YouTube here. And then I want to grab that music and I want to download what I am
[3:45 - 3:54] about to do because yo, this shit is about to be hard. I know you guys are going to freaking
[3:54 - 4:23] love this. Okay, so here I am going to download it, I am going to download it, I am going to
[4:23 - 4:43] download it, I am going to download it, I am going to download it, I am going to download
[4:43 - 5:04] it. Now I kind of got like almost like a weight for my thing. Now I just have like a weight
[5:04 - 5:10] for my Chromebook and my computer because I have my mini keyboard up here so I can do
[5:10 - 5:32] what I need to do. Yes. Alright, so now that we got our theme, our theme downloaded, I
[5:32 - 5:56] think you guys might recognize this.
[5:56 - 6:25] Now, what I want to do is I want to take and I want to cut this.
[6:25 - 6:50] So, I am going to download it, I want to download it, I want to download it, I want to download
[6:50 - 7:20] it. Alright, so I need to cut it right when it goes, I want to get this like very precise,
[7:20 - 7:42] boom. Alright, I know what you are thinking, well dude, what the hell are you doing? Well,
[7:42 - 7:55] you will see. Alright, so here is what I have from the beginning and if you guys are wondering
[7:55 - 8:23] what theme I am using, I am using actually the Elden Ring theme which is actually a very
[8:23 - 8:49] short one. Now, I do actually want to put this on one
[8:49 - 8:57] and this on two and then I want to add just a little bit of echo, not much, just a little
[8:57 - 9:19] bit. So, for that we are going to need, I want, you know, let's try the vocal doubler.
[9:19 - 9:28] The vocal doubler I think will work really well with the female vocals. I really think
[9:28 - 9:51] that would actually work really interestingly. Demo, thank you. Now, I want to take that
[9:51 - 10:12] vocal doubler and I want to do 100% variation, no separation and a lot of that. Ooh, that
[10:12 - 10:33] sounds nice man. I actually like that. Dude, that sounds so freaking wicked. That nice
[10:33 - 10:43] double man. Beautiful. Alright, now let's go in here and let's grab up our new pack
[10:43 - 11:06] that we got which is a brand new kit. Ah shit. Are you kidding me? Thank you. Hey when it
[11:06 - 11:36] comes to the music, I'm going to do it. Damn, there that is. Oof. Oh, that's a lot of music.
[11:36 - 11:54] Ooh, that might actually work. Let's see.
[11:54 - 12:17] I don't know, why is it doing here?
[12:17 - 12:47] Adios troll boy. You didn't think I'd catch that did you? Deuces. Have fun crying in the
[12:47 - 13:11] morning. I don't know how many else that cares. Ooh, I like that.
[13:11 - 13:23] Bro, that goes on.
[13:23 - 13:49] That actually is solid as hell.
[13:49 - 14:19] Oh, that is sick. That is sick. Oh, that is sick. Oh, that is sick. Oh, that is sick.
[14:19 - 14:31] Oh, that is sick, dude. Yo, that turned out dope. I'm actually getting released to some
[14:31 - 15:00] sound file for you guys. All right, so let me clip that.
[15:00 - 15:26] Now what I'm going to do is I'm going to do just like I did before.
[15:26 - 15:52] Dude, this is sick.
[15:52 - 16:22] All right, so let's listen to this thing.
[16:22 - 16:43] Come back here. Now this part, I do want to double up.
[16:43 - 16:54] Prophecy is on us. Oh, that sounds so sick, man. Postman comments
[16:54 - 17:15] where you guys think, dude.
[17:15 - 17:45] Yeah, no, I caught it, dude. Don't worry, man.
[17:45 - 17:54] It's all good. There ain't much I can do about it.
[17:54 - 18:14] Hey, Nicole, welcome to the channel, bro. Oh, this goes hard.
[18:14 - 18:43] This is a great inspiration, dude. The prophecy is upon us. It's upon us. It's upon us. It's
[18:43 - 19:05] the prophecy is on us. Oh, that's so sick. Yeah, no, you're a troll.
[19:05 - 19:22] Get out of here. My troll, yo.
[19:22 - 19:45] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
[19:45 - 20:09] I want to kick that bass up a little bit. Like, I want to give that bass a little bit
[20:09 - 20:36] of punchiness. There we go. There's that punchy bass.
[20:36 - 23:12] Yeah, this is going to get a lot harder when it's done.
[23:12 - 23:39] All right, so what I need to do is I just need to do it like this.
[23:39 - 24:35] Yeah, this is going to get a lot harder when it's done.
[24:35 - 25:05] Yeah, I do want to turn this one out just like this one.
[25:05 - 26:53] Yeah, this is going to get a lot harder when it's done.
[26:53 - 26:58] Yeah, this is going to get a lot harder.
[26:58 - 27:25] Yeah, this is going to get a lot harder when it's done.
[27:25 - 27:38] God, that is so sick.
[27:38 - 27:45] Dude, this is probably one of my favorite tracks I've done, and I've never even played
[27:45 - 27:47] Elden Ring yet.
[27:47 - 28:03] I know I need to, but dude, this is so sick.
[28:03 - 28:11] Dude, I'm on like the current season and the current episode, so yes, I do watch Rollin'
[28:11 - 28:17] Face man, I fucking love it.
[28:17 - 28:25] Fairy characters would have to be Zorro, Chopper, Sanji, and probably Luffy's older
[28:25 - 28:41] brother, his other brother's a fucking beast.
[28:41 - 28:55] Bro, this shit goes so hard.
[28:55 - 28:58] Oh, what arc would I say is the best?
[28:58 - 29:02] Oh, that's a tough one, dude, there's a few good ones in there, man.
[29:02 - 29:08] There's a few good arcs.
[29:08 - 29:15] I would not say Zorro's first arc from the very beginning, and probably the arc where
[29:15 - 29:25] Luffy beats his brother for the first time, my bad name is nuts.
[29:25 - 29:39] Dude, this shit goes hard man.
[29:39 - 29:48] Yeah, that is true, that has been.
[29:48 - 29:52] That is very true, that has been going hard for a while.
[29:52 - 29:58] Yo, I can't wait to hear this thing rendered down, man, this is gonna be sick.
[29:58 - 30:22] Alright, so let's take the, alright, let's start some EQ on this, let's start some EQ
[30:22 - 30:36] on the beat, that way it's, you know, nice and steady, and it's not, I think it's pretty
[30:36 - 30:42] panoramic EQ or EQ too, I'm hoping that's the first one, cuz I like the first one cuz
[30:42 - 30:52] it actually allows for sliders and shit, yeah, this is the second one, I don't know.
[30:52 - 31:11] That is, okay, there we go, now let's make this frickin' track, frickin' rick, dude.
[31:11 - 31:34] Let's make this thing bang out.
[31:34 - 31:52] Oh shit, I put the EQ on the wrong one, I put it on the music and now it's the first
[31:52 - 32:17] thing where it belongs, oops, my bad, yo Lou, what up man, gear fit was good, the prophecy
[32:17 - 32:42] is on us.
[32:42 - 33:12] Okay, let's do this.
[33:12 - 33:41] Alright, so
[33:41 - 33:52] for this one I may have to do this slap though, which I don't mind.
[33:52 - 34:21] I don't mind doing the kick back.
[34:21 - 34:51] Okay, let's do this.
[34:51 - 35:16] And this thing sounds heavy, and I'll just do the reverb number two to add to it.
[35:16 - 36:10] Okay, let's do this.
[36:10 - 36:39] Yo, that shit is so good.
[36:39 - 37:43] Okay, let's do this.
[37:43 - 38:10] The prophecy is on us.
[38:10 - 38:28] I want to bring this last, there we go.
[38:28 - 38:38] Dude, that is so insane.
[38:38 - 38:45] I'm about to render this down right quick.
[38:45 - 39:14] Dude, that turned out so sick.
[39:14 - 39:27] Dude, that shit is sick.
[39:27 - 39:54] Dude, I went to USB leads.
[39:54 - 40:03] And this one is done.
[40:03 - 40:10] The Elden Ring, menu music revamped one and done, dude.
[40:10 - 40:13] That was actually a lot of fun, I had fun with that.
[40:13 - 40:18] But anyways, guys, I am about to bounce off here for the night, so I'm not late for work
[40:18 - 40:23] in the morning, coming up on here, because I don't want to be late again like I was
[40:23 - 40:24] yesterday.
[40:24 - 40:28] So, if you guys did enjoy this, man, be sure to hit that follow button.
[40:28 - 40:32] Be sure to pick you up a paid subscription.
[40:32 - 40:36] And I will catch you guys in the next video, man.
[40:36 - 40:38] I love you guys.
[40:38 - 40:41] As always, man, stay humble, stay positive.
[40:41 - 40:42] Keep being yourself, dude.
[40:42 - 40:48] To all my smaller Twitch streamers out there, man, keep being badass, keep being awesome.
[40:48 - 40:54] And yeah, with that being said, I love you guys, and I will catch you guys later, man.
[40:54 - 40:54] Peace.
[40:54 - 40:55] [end of transcript]
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2022-6-23 LIVING MY DREAM (Twitch)

2022-6-23 LIVING MY DREAM (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:12] What's up guys? So I wasn't really planning on making this video to upload, but I feel
[0:12 - 0:22] like this needs to be said because I've noticed some things going on. Very serious things.
[0:22 - 0:30] People trying to break into my Twitch, people trying to do petty things to try to ruin me
[0:30 - 0:36] and get me banned off of Twitch because they don't like me. Well I'm sorry that you don't
[0:36 - 0:44] like me, but I am going to say this. To everyone out there that thinks they are going to come
[0:44 - 0:54] into my Twitch stream and start bullying me and trolling me and trying to ruin me again
[0:54 - 1:02] for the second time or trying to run me off of this platform like y'all did on YouTube.
[1:02 - 1:11] It's not happening anymore. If I catch you trolling in a negative manner and you have
[1:11 - 1:20] the intent to try to bully me, my mods who I can honestly say are very well respected
[1:20 - 1:28] people within the Twitch community, you're going to get banned. Like if you come into
[1:28 - 1:46] my stream and plan on ruining what I'm building, you're going to get banned. Because I'm not
[1:46 - 1:51] playing around anymore. I take this job very seriously and I want to be able to do my
[1:51 - 1:58] job to the best of my ability and provide quality content for people and to provide
[1:58 - 2:06] a safe space for people to come in, hang out, have a fun time and not get bullied or picked
[2:06 - 2:15] on or trolled or being made fun of. Y'all that are coming over from YouTube and doing
[2:15 - 2:27] that crap, it's done. It's over. I'm not playing your games anymore. I'm not going
[2:27 - 2:35] to sit here and let you guys push me around anymore. I am ten times better than what
[2:35 - 2:51] I was this time last year. I moved on with my life and I'm proud of where I'm at. And
[2:51 - 2:56] I'm not about to let some trolls that think they can bully me get away with this anymore.
[2:56 - 3:08] That ain't happening. I want this to be a fun place for people. When people come in
[3:08 - 3:15] here, I want them to be like, "Yo, I know this dude. He's super fun. He's super chill.
[3:15 - 3:21] He's really nice to everyone." I want people to have a good impression of me. I really
[3:21 - 3:25] do. I would have loved for people to have that impression of me like a lot of people
[3:25 - 3:40] do already. I'm slowly becoming very well respected in the Twitch community and I'm
[3:40 - 3:59] not about to blow it. I'm not about to let what lies and crap that people make up about
[3:59 - 4:07] me on YouTube affect me over here. Now, can I do anything about people taking my Twitch
[4:07 - 4:14] streams and posting them on YouTube? I could, but then it would just be a waste of time
[4:14 - 4:21] because we all know YouTube is not going to do anything. So, ultimately, it's a waste
[4:21 - 4:37] of time and I'm not going to bother with it. But what I am, like I said, what I am going
[4:37 - 4:49] to do something about though is if you trolls come up in here trying to troll me, trying
[4:49 - 4:57] to ruin my stream or other people's stream, trying to ruin a fun time for everybody, just
[4:57 - 5:07] know this, I have an amazingly, amazingly awesome team of mods. Like I said, they're
[5:07 - 5:22] very well respected here on Twitch that will ban you if you're going to try to start crap.
[5:22 - 5:31] And the same thing goes for Discord. If y'all try that crap on Discord too, well, you're
[5:31 - 5:40] getting banned and I will personally ban you myself. If you come over there trying to ruin
[5:40 - 5:50] my name, slander me, posting photos and videos that you have no reason or no right having
[5:50 - 5:58] and you try to talk down on me, just know that I have some very, very well educated
[5:58 - 6:09] mods that will ban you along with myself. I will ban you myself if need be because I'm
[6:09 - 6:20] in a very good place mentally, spiritually and job wise. I'm doing great. I have the
[6:20 - 6:24] best job in the world. I have a great job that I love here on Twitch and I have no
[6:24 - 6:34] plans on letting anything ruin that at all again. Like I love my job and I'm not allowed
[6:34 - 6:42] to let anything ruin that. So just know that if you come in and you're not somebody that
[6:42 - 6:51] I know personally and you come in trying to, you know, attack me, bully me, private messaging
[6:51 - 7:00] me rude and inappropriate stuff, you're gonna get banned and you're also gonna get blocked
[7:00 - 7:11] and I will be contacting Twitch and telling them what you're doing. So yeah. Like I said,
[7:11 - 7:16] I just wanted to make this fair warning to people that think they're gonna come after
[7:16 - 7:26] me because I said I'm not who I was before. I'm a better person and I'm very, very happy
[7:26 - 7:54] with where I am right now. But to the people that, oh, I made it out of this job.
[7:54 - 8:07] [inaudible]
2022-11-24 Living a Normal Life For a while (Facebook)

2022-11-24 Living a Normal Life For a while (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:30] [ Pause ]
[0:30 - 0:32] >> What's up, everybody?
[0:32 - 0:35] I know it's kind of weird, but it's kind of chilling here,
[0:35 - 0:38] so I'm kind of wrapped up here.
[0:38 - 0:46] But I've been thinking about a lot of stuff over the last few days.
[0:46 - 0:53] And I'll be honest, so much has gone on in the last five years of my life
[0:53 - 1:04] that have changed me forever, some in good ways, some in bad.
[1:04 - 1:10] But due to the pressure that I've been under the last five years
[1:10 - 1:17] from being trolled, being harassed, having my life put in danger,
[1:17 - 1:26] and being physically sick a lot of the times because of the stress that I've had to deal with,
[1:26 - 1:36] I have decided with the speaking of my family.
[1:36 - 1:42] Like, I spoke with my family about this. I talked with a couple very close friends of mine about this.
[1:42 - 1:52] And I have decided to make the conscious decision to live a normal, average, everyday life for a while.
[1:52 - 2:00] Like, I don't want you trolls coming in here, harassing me, bugging me, blowing up my phone.
[2:00 - 2:03] I just want to be left alone.
[2:03 - 2:12] I just want to be left alone to live my life in peace for a while.
[2:12 - 2:18] Because right now, I'm dealing with something that is known as stress-induced eczema.
[2:18 - 2:27] And in order to combat the eczema properly, I need to be in a stress-free environment.
[2:27 - 2:33] And being on YouTube and being around the bullshit, it's not helping me.
[2:33 - 2:47] If anything, it's making it worse to where I may end up in the hospital again, like I've done before.
[2:47 - 3:03] So, starting today now, I do not want to be bothered with any bullshit related to YouTube.
[3:03 - 3:08] I do not care about what you trolls have to say.
[3:08 - 3:15] I will be ignoring any and all text messages that you trolls try to send me.
[3:15 - 3:24] I already have it to where you guys cannot call me as far as the trolls go.
[3:24 - 3:28] Because I need to be resting and getting well.
[3:28 - 3:39] I will not be on YouTube or any kind of social media streaming platform for a very long time.
[3:39 - 3:48] And when I say a very long time, I mean like months, possibly even a couple years.
[3:48 - 3:51] I don't know.
[3:51 - 3:55] But what I do know is that I need to get well.
[3:55 - 3:59] Because right now, I'm not okay.
[3:59 - 4:09] This stress-induced eczema has me in a very not so good state and I need to get well.
[4:09 - 4:16] And as I said, in order to get well, I need to be in a stress-free environment.
[4:16 - 4:29] Which is why I am, like I said, I am believing YouTube, I am believing social media streaming possibly for good.
[4:29 - 4:32] Because I want to do better with my life.
[4:32 - 4:34] I want to be better.
[4:34 - 4:39] I want to be able to do things with my life.
[4:39 - 4:46] I want to be able to enjoy having my freedom back.
[4:46 - 4:50] I want to be able to go to the store without being attacked.
[4:50 - 5:00] I want to be able to go hang out with my friends and live a normal life.
[5:00 - 5:10] This social media shit, I thought it was for me but it's not right now.
[5:10 - 5:18] Because of everything that I've been through, it's not been good for me.
[5:18 - 5:25] And I want to get better and I want to do better for myself, my friends and my family.
[5:25 - 5:36] And in order to get better, as I said, I need to get away from all the crap that I've been put through.
[5:36 - 5:44] So to Marty Greicher and William Gloryhole, I know you guys are probably going to be watching this on YouTube.
[5:44 - 5:47] But I know you are.
[5:47 - 5:52] All I ask is that you guys leave me alone.
[5:52 - 6:01] That's all I ask is that you leave me alone and you let me live my life in peace please.
[6:01 - 6:06] You can make fun of me, say what you want, I don't care.
[6:06 - 6:17] But I am leaving social media as far as a content creator goes for a very long time.
[6:17 - 6:22] Because what I've been put through, no one deserves.
[6:22 - 6:31] The victimizing I've had to endure, no one deserves that.
[6:31 - 6:37] I want to take time for me, my friends and my family again.
[6:37 - 6:47] I want to live a normal life where I can sleep in, watch TV, watch movies, have fun with my friends and family.
[6:47 - 6:57] I don't want this lifestyle if it means me almost getting hurt and me almost getting killed.
[6:57 - 7:00] I don't want it.
[7:00 - 7:20] Which is why I'm making the announcement right now that until further notice, I am retiring from YouTube and I am retiring from all social media as a content creator.
[7:20 - 7:29] And I also am going to be taking a break from music and everything in general.
[7:29 - 7:40] I am retiring from everything in general for a while because I want to do better for myself.
[7:40 - 7:47] I know a lot of you guys might not be happy with that but that's just the way that it is.
[7:47 - 7:52] I had a good run and I enjoyed every bit of it.
[7:52 - 8:06] So with that being said, this will be the last video on here for, I don't know, I don't know when the next video is going to be.
[8:06 - 8:25] So with that being said, here's to my new life of being normal and being regular and getting my life back.
[8:25 - 8:36] And with that being said, I love you guys, and yeah, I will see you guys on my Facebook and in my Discord.
[8:36 - 8:37] I love you guys.
[8:37 - 8:38] Peace.
2022-6-21 ADDRESSING A SERIOUS ISSUE (Twitch)

2022-6-21 ADDRESSING A SERIOUS ISSUE (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:28] I didn't want to bring this up. I didn't want to bring these people up, but this is something
[0:28 - 0:46] that I have to address because this is very serious stuff and I mean very serious shit.
[0:46 - 1:00] I can't hide it anymore man. William Gloryhole, Masshole Reports. I know you guys watched
[1:00 - 1:15] my channel. I know you guys try to break into my Twitch. I know that y'all try to break
[1:15 - 1:22] into my Twitch. William Gloryhole and Masshole Reports. I know that you guys try to break
[1:22 - 1:33] in and fuck with me. I'm not stupid. I'm not dumb. And I'll tell you right now William
[1:33 - 1:44] Gloryhole and Masshole, you and your little friends need to leave me alone. You and your
[1:44 - 2:08] friends need to leave me the fuck alone. For real. Huh, that's where they should be there.
[2:08 - 2:34] That's where they should be. That's where they should be. That's where they should be.
[2:34 - 2:58] Like y'all trolls need to piss off.
[2:58 - 3:25] I know what you guys are trying to do and I'm not stupid.
[3:25 - 3:50] Why is it? Oh yeah, it's on here.
[3:50 - 4:07] It's definitely on here. Like Gloryhole, I know that you had one of your little friends
[4:07 - 4:14] break into my account, which by the way, thank you for that because I did just change
[4:14 - 4:21] my password so you're not getting back in. Cause I do also have two step verification.
[4:21 - 4:29] You're not getting in, not again. Cause every time you break in, all I gotta do is change
[4:29 - 4:42] my password. I'm not stupid, William Gloryhole. I can't freaking hide this anymore. I'm tired
[4:42 - 4:52] of you freaking dirtbags coming in and trying to attack me. I'm tired of you freaking trolls
[4:52 - 5:00] coming in trying to get rid of me. You guys are just mad. You're angry at the fact that
[5:00 - 5:07] I'm actually doing good. You're mad at the fact that I left YouTube. Well, I'm sorry
[5:07 - 5:17] that I'm not your little freaking puppet. I'm not your freaking monkey. I'm not going
[5:17 - 5:20] to sit here and go hoo hoo ha ha and eat a banana for you and jump whenever you say
[5:20 - 5:33] jump. I'm not that shit. That ain't me. I'm not your fucking monkey and I sure as freaking
[5:33 - 5:58] hell ain't your play toy. Ya'll are mad bro. Ya' mad at the fact that I'm actually doing
[5:58 - 6:11] well for myself. Very well for myself in fact.
[6:11 - 6:36] Alright, then. I got a little song for you trolls.
[6:36 - 6:45] Okay, baby. You can sell anything anyway. Sell happily ever actors from your online
[6:45 - 6:50] store. Sell family Fridays and social media. Yeah, somebody been on their bar, man. That
[6:50 - 7:05] dude. See, it's dark. Church young back motherfuckers. Hey, man. It's my little fucking profile.
[7:05 - 7:29] Look at the stories. I'm your dad. You see my spots. It makes you mad. I'm a man. Yeah.
[7:29 - 7:30] ? I'm gonna be released in the state ?
[7:30 - 7:32] ? Right my pants are flicked ?
[7:32 - 7:33] ? I won't let you know I pissed the boy ?
[7:33 - 7:34] ? I'm taking it you gotta eat it boy ?
[7:34 - 7:36] ? It's like a little kid just a bit ?
[7:36 - 7:37] ? My wife will be paid for 10 ?
[7:37 - 7:38] ? With a fucking toy ?
[7:38 - 7:39] ? Feel this ?
[7:39 - 7:40] ? Me and my guys ?
[7:40 - 7:41] ? I wish you would ?
[7:41 - 7:41] ? I'm a solid blade ?
[7:41 - 7:42] ? I'm a good kid ?
[7:42 - 7:43] ? I'm a proud man ?
[7:43 - 7:44] ? I'm a good kid ?
[7:44 - 7:45] ? I'm a transgender in the club space ?
[7:45 - 7:46] ? Give me the ammunition ?
[7:46 - 7:46] ? I get off the trays ?
[7:46 - 7:47] ? I'm a never shot ?
[7:47 - 8:01] ? With a ball face ?
[8:01 - 8:02] ? Dude you're an asshole ?
[8:02 - 8:02] ? Nope sorry ?
[8:02 - 8:04] ? And I ain't sorry for being that ?
[8:04 - 8:05] ? With y'all taker Dan Morgan bodies ?
[8:05 - 8:06] ? Apologies ?
[8:06 - 8:08] ? Ladies go ?
[8:08 - 8:09] ? I'm your man ?
[8:09 - 8:11] ? Do you see my spot ?
[8:11 - 8:13] ? It makes you mad ?
[8:13 - 8:14] ? We can rap ?
[8:14 - 8:15] ? You drop it now ?
[8:15 - 8:17] ? And I'm a brand ?
[8:17 - 8:18] ? Actually nah, nah, nah ?
[8:18 - 8:20] ? You know I've got a better one for ya ?
[8:20 - 8:23] ? I got a better one for you guys ?
[8:23 - 8:27] ? Hold up, hold up ?
[8:27 - 8:31] ? I got an even better one ?
[8:31 - 8:36] ? 'Cause this is what y'all ?
[8:36 - 8:36] ? This song right here ?
[8:36 - 8:40] ? Is literally what you guys trying to do ?
[8:40 - 8:41] ? I can't be canceled ?
[8:41 - 8:43] ? There's no way that you can stop me ?
[8:43 - 8:44] ? Fully independent ?
[8:44 - 8:46] ? There's no label who can drop me ?
[8:46 - 8:48] ? Y'all been snarling rumors ?
[8:48 - 8:50] ? Let me help you with songs ?
[8:50 - 8:51] ? He's a racist ?
[8:51 - 8:52] ? He's a sexist ?
[8:52 - 8:53] ? He's in love with Donald Trump ?
[8:53 - 8:55] ? Y'all can't cancel me ?
[8:55 - 8:56] ? My life is scammed or free ?
[8:56 - 8:58] ? The hate response is taking losses ?
[8:58 - 8:59] ? 'Cause the brand is me ?
[8:59 - 9:01] ? My hands are clean ?
[9:01 - 9:03] ? My family and my fans agree ?
[9:03 - 9:04] ? Y'all can't cancel me for facts ?
[9:04 - 9:06] ? Because you're mad and weak ?
[9:06 - 9:08] ? Go ahead and tell the world ?
[9:08 - 9:09] ? I'm ugly and racist ?
[9:09 - 9:10] ? I'm brave my hair ?
[9:10 - 9:13] ? And I don't care about cultural appropriation ?
[9:13 - 9:14] ? I'm moved to the ghetto ?
[9:14 - 9:16] ? Lifting the ghetto to smoke occasions ?
[9:16 - 9:19] ? And say that I loved every single one of my neighbors ?
[9:19 - 9:21] ? How's the man say I'm clickbait ?
[9:21 - 9:23] ? If he gonna use this face ?
[9:23 - 9:24] ? To get pics on his page ?
[9:24 - 9:25] ? Y'all hit the bricks ?
[9:25 - 9:26] ? I'm a quick man ?
[9:26 - 9:28] ? I ain't tripping about these bullies ?
[9:28 - 9:29] ? It ain't sixth grade ?
[9:29 - 9:31] ? Go ahead and this week ?
[9:31 - 9:33] ? Try to send a couple mixed tapes ?
[9:33 - 9:34] ? I'm not afraid ?
[9:34 - 9:35] ? Take my face and my name ?
[9:35 - 9:36] ? Paste it on the front page ?
[9:36 - 9:37] ? I'm already famous ?
[9:37 - 9:38] ? And you'll never change it ?
[9:38 - 9:39] ? I hate when you're claiming ?
[9:39 - 9:45] ? Take it away ?
[9:45 - 9:46] ? This is purifier ?
[9:46 - 9:47] ? Do what I want ?
[9:47 - 9:49] ? Get on the Gucci and Louis Vuitton ?
[9:49 - 9:50] ? Out of my closet ?
[9:50 - 9:51] ? Out of my crib ?
[9:51 - 9:52] ? I do not mind ?
[9:52 - 9:53] ? Let us be kids ?
[9:53 - 9:53] ? That is so right ?
[9:53 - 9:55] ? Just ask you to produce your beats for free ?
[9:55 - 9:57] ? Pretending I might make you rich ?
[9:57 - 9:58] ? I am not playing it safe ?
[9:58 - 9:58] ? Said what I said ?
[9:58 - 10:01] ? Is what it is ?
[10:01 - 10:03] ? I don't care if you mad at me ?
[10:03 - 10:04] ? Okay ?
[10:04 - 10:07] ? Go ahead and this week's the shadow ?
[10:07 - 10:10] ? All isn't time so they cancel me ?
[10:10 - 10:13] ? Tell me 'cause they know me ?
[10:13 - 10:14] ? Say what you want ?
[10:14 - 10:16] ? 'Cause it is what it is ?
[10:16 - 10:17] ? Your parents can talk ?
[10:17 - 10:19] ? But they can't cancel the kid ?
[10:19 - 10:20] ? Go ahead and go off ?
[10:20 - 10:22] ? 'Cause I don't think this is it ?
[10:22 - 10:24] ? I swear to God ?
[10:24 - 10:27] ? You can't cancel the kid ?
[10:27 - 10:28] ? Everybody knows my name ?
[10:28 - 10:30] ? From local folks to global fame ?
[10:30 - 10:32] ? I'm vocal about the social justice movements ?
[10:32 - 10:35] ? I expose the fakes to rappers and the ghosts and graves ?
[10:35 - 10:35] ? Make no mistake ?
[10:35 - 10:36] ? Their bones will break ?
[10:36 - 10:38] ? I throw them in the wolf enclosure ?
[10:38 - 10:39] ? Slowly turning clothes to cage ?
[10:39 - 10:41] ? Pickers full of sheep ?
[10:41 - 10:42] ? Know that I'm the only goat ?
[10:42 - 10:43] ? I'm great ?
[10:43 - 10:44] ? They spoke my name to mostly hate ?
[10:44 - 10:45] ? I don't complain ?
[10:45 - 10:46] ? I'm woke, I wait ?
[10:46 - 10:47] ? I total focus ?
[10:47 - 10:48] ? Soldier wrote the art of war ?
[10:48 - 10:49] ? Know every page ?
[10:49 - 10:50] ? I'm numb to all the dumbness ?
[10:50 - 10:52] ? Smoked tobacco lace ?
[10:52 - 10:52] ? But no cocaine ?
[10:52 - 10:53] ? I won't behave ?
[10:53 - 10:54] ? I snoke the flames ?
[10:54 - 10:55] ? I'll choke their throats ?
[10:55 - 10:56] ? With golden chains ?
[10:56 - 10:57] ? Use vocal chords ?
[10:57 - 10:57] ? To skip in ropes ?
[10:57 - 11:06] ? Jump to light 'em soaked in brains ?
[11:06 - 11:08] ? Whoa, y'all can't cancel me ?
[11:08 - 11:10] ? Just get mad that I'm the man ?
[11:10 - 11:12] ? Until you smash the screen ?
[11:12 - 11:15] ? Like whoa, I can handle heat ?
[11:15 - 11:16] ? I walk through hell in open sandals ?
[11:16 - 11:19] ? Drinking gasoline, yeah ?
[11:19 - 11:20] ? I coulda been a star ?
[11:20 - 11:21] ? Coulda had a mansion and a car ?
[11:21 - 11:23] ? And a brand new album on the charts ?
[11:23 - 11:24] ? I'm a savage, brand new with the bars ?
[11:24 - 11:26] ? I don't rap, I'm fan x, goddamn it ?
[11:26 - 11:27] ? Can't cancel the facts ?
[11:27 - 11:29] ? We need to answer, championing pressure ?
[11:29 - 11:31] ? The mess is actually massively damaged ?
[11:31 - 11:33] ? Yo, keep trying to catch me ?
[11:33 - 11:35] ? Yo, I own the mansion so y'all ?
[11:35 - 11:37] ? I make the beats, I write the songs ?
[11:37 - 11:38] ? I own the camera with y'all ?
[11:38 - 11:40] ? Coulda been famous, don't mind music ?
[11:40 - 11:41] ? Damsel, it's basic ?
[11:41 - 11:42] ? Get it on the hottest Spotify page ?
[11:42 - 11:44] ? It's Spotify, my catalog, the whole mainstream ?
[11:44 - 11:49] ? Yo, I don't care if you mad or me ?
[11:49 - 11:52] ? Okay, go ahead and change the channel ?
[11:52 - 11:55] ? Okay, y'all can't cancel me ?
[11:55 - 11:57] ? They love me 'cause they know ?
[11:57 - 11:58] ? They love me ?
[11:58 - 11:59] ? Say what you want ?
[11:59 - 12:01] ? You can't believe what they need ?
[12:01 - 12:02] ? Haters can talk ?
[12:02 - 12:04] ? But they can cancel the kid ?
[12:04 - 12:06] ? Don't care, go on ?
[12:06 - 12:08] ? You can say what they say ?
[12:08 - 12:09] ? But I swear to God ?
[12:09 - 12:12] ? Yo, can't cancel the kid ?
[12:12 - 12:15] ? I feel like all these rappers lately on the mission ?
[12:15 - 12:16] ? They starting drama ?
[12:16 - 12:17] ? They don't really want no problems ?
[12:17 - 12:19] ? So they talk and whisper ?
[12:19 - 12:21] ? Don't even start, no competition ?
[12:21 - 12:22] ? Y'all are finished ?
[12:22 - 12:23] ? They say they feeling froggy ?
[12:23 - 12:25] ? But I bet none of these frogs from with it ?
[12:25 - 12:26] ? They think I'm soft ?
[12:26 - 12:28] ? But I promise y'all that I'm solid ?
[12:28 - 12:30] ? Like a rock inside a Keflon box ?
[12:30 - 12:32] ? And dipped in carbon fiber liquid ?
[12:32 - 12:33] ? I'm not religious ?
[12:33 - 12:34] ? But I walk with Christians ?
[12:34 - 12:36] ? If Jesus died for all my sins ?
[12:36 - 12:37] ? He'd beat a million cross ?
[12:37 - 12:38] ? His tallest building ?
[12:38 - 12:41] ? Yo, y'all can't cancel me ?
[12:41 - 12:41] ? I'm a god ?
[12:41 - 12:42] ? And they're the devil ?
[12:42 - 12:44] ? Stop attacking me ?
[12:44 - 12:45] ? Like whoa ?
[12:45 - 12:47] ? Nails in my hands and feet ?
[12:47 - 12:48] ? Y'all some snakes ?
[12:48 - 12:49] ? I don't need food ?
[12:49 - 12:51] ? From that I have poetry ?
[12:51 - 12:52] ? I ain't doing features ?
[12:52 - 12:53] ? Or buying beats ?
[12:53 - 12:55] ? I'm a bomb light machine ?
[12:55 - 12:56] ? I am what I am ?
[12:56 - 12:57] ? I can't have my teeth ?
[12:57 - 12:59] ? Way too many moments ?
[12:59 - 13:00] ? I'm like who said it ?
[13:00 - 13:01] ? Never met him ?
[13:01 - 13:02] ? If he missed me ?
[13:02 - 13:04] ? Probably about to drop a new record ?
[13:04 - 13:05] ? We do what I'm buying ?
[13:05 - 13:07] ? No matter if I get approved or not ?
[13:07 - 13:08] ? Now I get a cyber-bullet mirror ?
[13:08 - 13:09] ? Trying to push on me ?
[13:09 - 13:10] ? Until I'm becoming some dude who I'm not ?
[13:10 - 13:11] ? I'm full of ludicrous thoughts ?
[13:11 - 13:12] ? Producing the songs ?
[13:12 - 13:13] ? My music is true ?
[13:13 - 13:14] ? That I'm brutally shocked ?
[13:14 - 13:15] ? I'm shooting my shot ?
[13:15 - 13:16] ? I'm big, I'm shaky, I'm used to a pot ?
[13:16 - 13:18] ? Go ahead and call me a piece of garbage ?
[13:18 - 13:20] ? Make it soggy, not just for a very target ?
[13:20 - 13:21] ? I'm the largest monster ?
[13:21 - 13:21] ? I'm the farthest target ?
[13:21 - 13:22] ? I'm a farthest target ?
[13:22 - 13:23] ? I'm a cow research ?
[13:23 - 13:25] ? If people want to hate, then I'm graceful ?
[13:25 - 13:26] ? I'm gonna make what I say less painful ?
[13:26 - 13:28] ? Look at my face, embrace, I'm unstable ?
[13:28 - 13:32] ? I ain't gonna break or shake or feel shameful ?
[13:32 - 13:34] ? I would beg if you mad at me ?
[13:34 - 13:35] ? Okay ?
[13:35 - 13:38] ? Go ahead and change the channel ?
[13:38 - 13:39] ? I know that you're down ?
[13:39 - 13:40] ? But you can't show me ?
[13:40 - 13:44] ? Call me a friend and love me 'cause you know that I'm it ?
[13:44 - 13:47] ? Say what you want, isn't it what it is ?
[13:47 - 13:50] ? Haters can talk, but they can't cancel the kid ?
[13:50 - 13:53] ? Look at him go off like something serious is it ?
[13:53 - 13:58] ? I swear to God, you can't cancel the kid ?
[13:58 - 14:02] - And that's facts, man.
[14:02 - 14:05] All y'all trolls that try to come up in here
[14:05 - 14:08] or try to do what you can to stop me,
[14:08 - 14:10] you ain't canceling me, bro.
[14:10 - 14:12] I'm in a better place.
[14:12 - 14:15] And honestly, I wanna give a huge shout out
[14:15 - 14:17] to all my fucking moms, man.
[14:17 - 14:24] Everybody from my brother Nylit, my brother Tommy Gunn,
[14:24 - 14:31] to punk rocker, like all my moms, man.
[14:31 - 14:34] Y'all are fucking kick ass, bro.
[14:34 - 14:36] Every one of you guys are bad ass.
[14:36 - 14:41] Like, my moms, they don't play around, bro.
[14:41 - 14:46] My moms are the shit, man.
[14:46 - 14:48] I love my moms, man.
[14:48 - 14:49] Y'all are bad ass.
[14:49 - 15:02] Like, if you trolls really think
[15:02 - 15:04] you're gonna get one over on me, you're wrong.
[15:04 - 15:09] 'Cause trust me, every move you make,
[15:09 - 15:17] I know when you make it and I can prepare for it.
[15:17 - 15:26] Hey, Jabba the Hutt, what up, man?
[15:33 - 15:36] Like, and that's what y'all trolls don't realize, man.
[15:36 - 15:39] All this trolling crap, man, it's garbage.
[15:39 - 15:43] Like, this trolling crap, man,
[15:43 - 15:46] y'all over on YouTube starting all that troll crap,
[15:46 - 15:48] y'all just need to quit.
[15:48 - 15:57] I seriously, like you don't see me on YouTube anymore.
[15:57 - 16:00] I'm glad I left YouTube.
[16:01 - 16:04] I'm actually glad that I left YouTube, man, for real.
[16:04 - 16:06] I'm very glad that I left.
[16:06 - 16:26] Like, I'm happy with where I'm at, man.
[16:26 - 16:27] Let me tell you right now,
[16:27 - 16:31] if it wasn't for my brother, Nyla,
[16:31 - 16:32] and my brother and good friend, Tyler,
[16:32 - 16:34] who's actually out in Michigan now,
[16:34 - 16:35] shout out to my brother, Tyler.
[16:35 - 16:39] Like, if it wasn't for them,
[16:39 - 16:43] if it wasn't for my brother, Tyler,
[16:43 - 16:45] telling me what I need to do,
[16:45 - 16:49] and my brother, Nyla, kick him in the ass verbally
[16:49 - 16:51] and getting me to do what I need to do,
[16:51 - 16:55] I would probably still be in a very, very bad place
[16:55 - 16:56] right now.
[16:57 - 17:00] So, me being here, I owe it to those two.
[17:00 - 17:06] I owe it to Nyla and my brother, Tyler,
[17:06 - 17:10] for me being over here like I am.
[17:10 - 17:11] And I'm proud about that.
[17:11 - 17:13] I'm glad that I'm over here.
[17:25 - 17:28] Matter of fact, it's all about trolls.
[17:28 - 17:29] This is going out to you guys,
[17:29 - 17:31] and this isn't just from me.
[17:31 - 17:35] This is from all my moms as well.
[17:35 - 17:37] Oh, and my family and friends.
[17:37 - 17:38] Love you guys.
[17:38 - 17:44] Y'all already know this, boy.
[17:44 - 17:51] ? I'm not ready, I'm not ready ?
[17:51 - 17:53] ? Keep my drops steady ?
[17:53 - 17:56] ? Do it like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, ?
[17:56 - 17:57] ? Like that, like that, like that, like that ?
[17:57 - 18:00] ? Pleasure buddy, so touchy vibe, touchy vibe ?
[18:00 - 18:05] ? Step aside, just drop that, drop that, drop that, drop that ?
[18:05 - 18:09] ? Pleasure buddy, so touchy vibe, touchy vibe ?
[18:09 - 18:14] ? Step aside, just drop that, drop that, drop that, drop that ?
[18:14 - 18:16] ? Yeah, we good, y'all ?
[18:16 - 18:17] ? My head's white ?
[18:17 - 18:19] ? I'm cool with the notion I'm doing it all right ?
[18:19 - 18:21] ? I do what I do, I do what I like ?
[18:21 - 18:23] ? When you get it back, like I'm riding the bike ?
[18:23 - 18:25] ? Like stop, bring it back, bring it back ?
[18:25 - 18:27] ? You got that man, it's getting this all attractive ?
[18:27 - 18:30] ? You fit, but you're good, you wish we know something ?
[18:30 - 18:32] ? Yeah, like you don't care, but you do know, I know ?
[18:32 - 18:34] ? You really must be so low and fucked up ?
[18:34 - 18:37] ? When you're tough, what's so potent ?
[18:37 - 18:38] ? You and your boys, you don't know me ?
[18:38 - 18:41] ? You really wanna hold me, show me, hold me ?
[18:41 - 18:42] ? Put your head on the whip with your hood ?
[18:42 - 18:45] ? Got a friction addiction, I wish you would ?
[18:45 - 18:47] ? But she chop rockin' a little, step aside ?
[18:47 - 18:49] ? And we got everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[18:49 - 18:53] ? Plus everybody, so touchy vibe, touchy vibe ?
[18:53 - 18:58] ? Step aside, just drop that, drop it, drop that, drop that ?
[18:58 - 19:00] ? Listen, you are not ready ?
[19:00 - 19:03] ? When children are building, you can't stand steady ?
[19:03 - 19:04] ? It must be a beat so heavy ?
[19:04 - 19:07] ? 'Cause I'm fat, if you tax me, I'm trapped in the levees ?
[19:07 - 19:09] ? Gimme that rapping fat, dead, dead ?
[19:09 - 19:11] ? There's a fat feeling on the track ?
[19:11 - 19:13] ? And it really does, but there's no real name, I'm fat ?
[19:13 - 19:16] ? With some brand new records, but like that ?
[19:16 - 19:20] ? It can't be so lonely, fucked up, but it's so phony ?
[19:20 - 19:22] ? You and your boys, you don't know me ?
[19:22 - 19:25] ? You really wanna hold me, show me, hold me ?
[19:25 - 19:27] ? So if it doesn't mean a thing, you know yourself ?
[19:27 - 19:28] ? You don't wanna run from the scene ?
[19:28 - 19:30] ? It's a machine shop rockin' when we step aside ?
[19:30 - 19:33] ? And we got everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[19:33 - 19:36] ? Plus everybody, so touchy vibe, touchy vibe ?
[19:36 - 19:41] ? Step aside, just drop that, drop that, drop that ?
[19:41 - 19:44] ? Drop that, plus everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[19:44 - 20:13] ? You and your boys, you don't know me ?
[20:13 - 20:17] ? Drop that, drop that, drop that ?
[20:17 - 20:20] ? Plus everybody, so touchy vibe, touchy vibe ?
[20:20 - 20:24] ? Step aside, just drop that, drop that, drop that ?
[20:24 - 20:27] ? Come back, stop, stop, bring it back, bring it back ?
[20:27 - 20:29] ? We got everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[20:29 - 20:32] ? Stop, stop, bring it back, bring it back ?
[20:32 - 20:34] ? We got everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[20:34 - 20:36] ? Stop, stop, bring it back, bring it back ?
[20:36 - 20:39] ? We got everybody, so touchy vibe ?
[20:39 - 20:41] ? Stop, stop, bring it back, bring it back ?
[20:41 - 20:43] ? Let's keep it so challenge ?
[20:43 - 20:46] ? Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop ?
[20:46 - 20:49] (upbeat music)
[20:49 - 20:56] ? She chop, chop, chop, chop, chop, chop ?
[20:56 - 21:00] (upbeat music)
[21:09 - 21:12] Like y'all trolls really think you're gonna get to me
[21:12 - 21:15] this time, but you're not.
[21:15 - 21:17] Like I said, I'm proud of where I'm at
[21:17 - 21:21] and I have no plans on going back over to YouTube.
[21:21 - 21:30] So my question to you trolls is,
[21:30 - 21:35] why can't you guys just grow and get a fucking life?
[21:36 - 21:40] Like why can't you guys find something else to do
[21:40 - 21:43] other than to sit there and bully people, man?
[21:43 - 21:45] It makes no sense.
[21:45 - 21:49] I mean, you guys are grown adults.
[21:49 - 22:05] You guys are grown ass adults.
[22:05 - 22:10] You need to act like adults instead of like children.
[22:10 - 22:16] I know it's hard for you guys to comprehend.
[22:16 - 22:21] I'm sorry about that, but instead of bullying people
[22:21 - 22:24] on the internet like a bunch of assholes,
[22:24 - 22:27] you need to grow up and actually do something
[22:27 - 22:29] with your life.
[22:29 - 22:32] Like me, I have a job doing what I do.
[22:32 - 22:38] You know, I get to do my artwork and my music for a living.
[22:38 - 22:46] Like I get to work on artwork and do my music for a living.
[22:46 - 22:51] And I'm happy about that.
[22:51 - 22:54] Like I get to get on here,
[22:54 - 22:58] create freaking amazing content that people love.
[22:59 - 23:01] Get to be on here, hang out,
[23:01 - 23:05] create content that people genuinely enjoy.
[23:05 - 23:09] And I'm not about to let some idiotic trolls come in
[23:09 - 23:12] and ruin that.
[23:12 - 23:16] That's not happening.
[23:16 - 23:22] And honestly, man, I can honestly say, man,
[23:22 - 23:25] I have the best mods in the world, dude.
[23:25 - 23:27] I really do.
[23:28 - 23:32] I don't literally, I can honestly say that I have the greatest trolls
[23:32 - 23:34] in the freaking world, dude.
[23:34 - 23:37] These guys, they don't screw around.
[23:37 - 23:44] Like it's one thing if you're a friend of mine
[23:44 - 23:47] and you're up in here cracking jokes,
[23:47 - 23:48] you're gonna be like,
[23:48 - 23:50] "What are you doing here?"
[23:50 - 24:55] And I'm like, "What are you doing here?"
[24:55 - 25:14] So, you know, ultimately, man, I wanted to give props to all my mods, man, because you
[25:14 - 25:16] guys are freaking badass, dude.
[25:16 - 25:20] But with that being said, y'all, I do actually have to reset this.
[25:20 - 25:26] So, I'm gonna end it when I sit down and take a break.
[25:26 - 25:36] Like I said, I wanted to come in, celebrate my mods, man, say what up, and yeah.
[25:36 - 25:44] And to let y'all trolls know that you're not winning this time.
[25:44 - 25:50] I've taken my life back, and I have no intentions on letting it go ever again.
[25:50 - 25:56] I'm happy with where I'm at.
[25:56 - 26:25] I'm very happy with where I'm at in my life, and I have no intentions on turning back at
[26:25 - 26:38] your life, and, you know, find something to do other than trolling me.
[26:38 - 26:49] So, with that being said, y'all, I'm about to bounce, I'm about to let my controller
[26:49 - 26:54] charge up and whatnot, and yeah, I'll catch you guys in just a little bit, man.
[26:54 - 26:55] Peace.
[26:55 - 26:56] Shout out to all my mods, man.
[26:56 - 26:57] Fucking love you guys.
[26:57 - 26:59] I'll catch you guys later, man.
[26:59 - 27:00] Peace.
[27:00 - 27:06] [end of transcript]
2022-6-16 RISING ABOVE THE BULLIES (Twitch)

2022-6-16 RISING ABOVE THE BULLIES (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:26] Good morning everyone You know, I was never ever ever ever planning
[0:26 - 0:42] on making a video addressing the trolls ever again, but I feel like this needs to be brought
[0:42 - 1:04] up. I feel like this needs to be addressed. Because what's going on is not cool.
[1:04 - 1:34] You know, it's funny how you trolls think that, you know, you can just up and get away
[1:34 - 1:46] with bullying me. It really is funny how you guys think that you can just up and start
[1:46 - 1:57] bullying people whenever the hell you want. I don't think I don't see what you bullies
[1:57 - 2:08] do like Kate aka Masshole Reports. You don't think I don't see that you re-streamed my
[2:08 - 2:19] stuff Uncle Jimbo and Marty and William Gloria? You don't think I don't see that crap? Oh
[2:19 - 2:26] trust me, I see what you do. But the difference between me and you guys is one very simple
[2:26 - 2:34] thing and that's the fact that I'm not like I used to be. This is no call out video by
[2:34 - 2:44] any means but this is me simply stating that I'm not gonna let you come between me and
[2:44 - 2:56] my career ever again. Cause you know, I have to admit, I have to admit that I'm pretty damn
[2:56 - 3:11] fucking proud of myself for how far I've gotten. You know, just under a few weeks ago, literally
[3:11 - 3:25] just under a few weeks ago, I started literally, literally with no subs, no followers, no income.
[3:25 - 3:36] And now look at me, I'm sitting on 10 paid subs and over 600 followers. I'd say I'm
[3:36 - 3:48] doing pretty damn good for myself. I really do. And Masshole, I know that you want me
[3:48 - 3:53] off the internet. I know there's a lot of people that want me off the internet but the
[3:53 - 4:09] thing is, you just don't get it. You don't get the fact that I'm not going anywhere.
[4:09 - 4:18] I'm sorry to say this but if you want me gone that badly, you're gonna have to kill
[4:18 - 4:30] me to do it. And I do mean physically come here and kill me to do it. Because I'm not
[4:30 - 4:40] putting my brand and something that I've worked so hard for, I'm not gonna allow that one
[4:40 - 4:49] thing that I've worked my ass off for, day in and day out, to be destroyed by a bunch
[4:49 - 4:59] of bullies. That's not gonna happen. So if you think for one second that you bullies
[4:59 - 5:08] are just gonna come up in here and take over my crap and run my life, you're sadly mistaken.
[5:08 - 5:17] See, I created this Twitch for people like myself that get bullied. I created this Twitch
[5:17 - 5:32] to have a fun time and hang out with people and help others out that need it. I mean,
[5:32 - 5:42] it's bad enough that you got my good friend Brendan fired from his job, aka Tommy gun.
[5:42 - 5:50] It's pretty bad that you got him fired from his job for what? Because he's friends with
[5:50 - 6:00] me. Is that him? Because he's friends with me, you decided, oh, this guy deserves to
[6:00 - 6:09] lose his job. No, Tommy gun didn't frickin deserve to lose his job. I don't mean Tommy
[6:09 - 6:14] is the hardest working dude that I frickin know outside of Nylit and a few other of
[6:14 - 6:26] my friends. And if you think for one frickin second that I'm gonna back down from what
[6:26 - 6:39] I love, you're wrong. That's not gonna happen ever. Because like I said, I'm not putting
[6:39 - 6:56] everything that I've worked so hard for so long to build. I'm not gonna put that at risk.
[6:56 - 7:03] Cause let me tell you, doing my music, doing my artwork and doing my gaming and making
[7:03 - 7:09] a living off of what I truly love and enjoy doing, along with getting the chance to help
[7:09 - 7:17] people like myself. It's something that I have dreamed about doing for years. You know,
[7:17 - 7:22] over the last four years, I have been nothing but ridiculed. I've been nothing but bullied.
[7:22 - 7:32] I've been nothing but harassed and attacked by all you people on YouTube. Mass Hall reports
[7:32 - 7:43] music biz Marty, William Gloryhole, Uncle Jimbo. All you people took everything from
[7:43 - 7:50] me. Everything I worked so hard for on YouTube, you guys took away from me. For what? Because
[7:50 - 7:59] I'm not weird looking guy that everybody just happens to like. Well, I'm sorry that I'm
[7:59 - 8:17] not to your standards. I really am, but there's one thing you need to realize. I wouldn't
[8:17 - 8:27] change who I am for anybody. And I'm not going to change who I am for anybody. Because
[8:27 - 8:36] I want to be the best freaking Twitch streamer, the best guy to hang out with that ever was
[8:36 - 8:47] on this platform. And if you think for one second, I'm just going to let you come in
[8:47 - 8:57] here and waltz all over me and take whatever you want from me, you're wrong. I'm not doing
[8:57 - 9:09] that. I'm not going to sit here and let you guys take anything from me anymore. I will
[9:09 - 9:17] no longer stand aside and let you guys bully me. And I sure as heck ain't going to sit
[9:17 - 9:23] there and let you bully anyone else. I mean, you can come up into my discord. You can come
[9:23 - 9:33] up on here all you want. But I'm sorry to say the minute that you trolls come up in
[9:33 - 9:38] here thinking that you're going to get away with crap, you're sadly mistaken because
[9:38 - 9:47] you are going to get banned by either myself, by my brother Tommy Gun, or one of my other
[9:47 - 10:03] many mods on here and on discord. I'm not taking your guys as crap anymore. Because
[10:03 - 10:09] I'm going to get banned every day by people like you. I want to be this safe channel
[10:09 - 10:15] where people can come out, hang out, have a fun time, enjoy themselves, you know, enjoy
[10:15 - 10:21] creating music with me, enjoy working on artwork with me, enjoy seeing me game out
[10:21 - 10:27] and hanging out with people. That's what I want. And that's what I enjoy doing.
[10:27 - 10:45] And I'm not going to let you trolls get in the way of that anymore. Because I've worked
[10:45 - 10:55] too freaking hard over the past four years to get to this point. Okay, I will drug myself
[10:55 - 11:10] up from literally damn near being dead and in the hospital. Okay, I drug myself up from
[11:10 - 11:16] almost dying because I was so stressed out from the crap that you bullies on YouTube
[11:16 - 11:26] put me through. I almost ended up in the hospital twice in a row because of you guys. I almost
[11:26 - 11:33] lost my sanity. And to be honest, because of you freaking bullies, I almost took my
[11:33 - 11:46] own life twice in a row. Because yes, I did attempt to end my life because of you guys.
[11:46 - 11:52] I did attempt that, but I'm not afraid to say that I survived it. And I'm glad that
[11:52 - 12:08] I did. I'm very glad that I'm still here. I'm proud that I turned my life around like
[12:08 - 12:29] I did. And I can honestly say, I'm proud to say that I work my ass off every day to get
[12:29 - 12:40] to where I'm at. And to everybody that has shown support to me this whole time. And I
[12:40 - 12:49] do mean legitimate real support. I want to say thank you. Because your guys' support,
[12:49 - 13:19] you have no idea how much it means to me. How much? You guys really have no idea how
[13:19 - 13:30] much your guys' support truly means to me. Every new person that comes up here and hangs
[13:30 - 13:44] out and follows me or subscribes to me for content or participates in redeeming points
[13:44 - 13:51] and having fun, I can honestly say I appreciate that more than anything in the world. And
[13:51 - 14:05] I want to be able to give back to you guys more than what I ever could. So that being
[14:05 - 14:17] said, I'm going to give back to you guys in the best way that I know how. By putting on
[14:17 - 14:29] the best freaking show that I can with my covers and my music for you guys. Because
[14:29 - 14:37] every single one of you guys is worth it. And I appreciate every single one of you.
[14:37 - 15:03] I truly do, man. I appreciate all of you. Every single one of you guys. Hold on.
[15:03 - 15:33] Thank you. [Applause
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