2021-6-12 Channel Update and Future UPDATES
[0:20 - 0:35] Let me flip on a light real quick.
[0:41 - 0:45] Now I'm sure some of you are probably wondering, dude,
[0:45 - 0:49] why does sudden man change and the update on everything?
[0:49 - 0:54] Like why, you know, switch everything around?
[0:54 - 1:01] Well, it's because of a comment that I saw that actually made me really,
[1:01 - 1:10] really think, this dude commented on one of my videos and it made sense.
[1:10 - 1:15] It really and truly made me think, excuse me, the guy said, what was he saying?
[1:15 - 1:22] Yeah, he basically said like the whole reason why nobody
[1:22 - 1:28] watches me is because of the argument and he made a good point that if I
[1:28 - 1:32] would just stop the arguing and I would stop the pitching and
[1:32 - 1:38] fighting with everyone, that people would actually enjoy my channel.
[1:38 - 1:43] And I had to think about it and it made sense.
[2:02 - 2:04] Like it really made sense.
[2:11 - 2:16] And I was really thinking about it and I wanted to take the channel in
[2:16 - 2:21] the right direction where I originally wanted it to go,
[2:21 - 2:27] which towards, you know, gaming, music, artwork, that kind of thing.
[2:27 - 2:35] But this channel is actually going geared towards all DJ work, all music.
[2:35 - 2:42] I'm not fighting with anyone anymore, I'm fucking done with it.
[2:45 - 2:49] I'm tired of the fighting, I'm tired of the drama, I don't want it or need it.
[2:51 - 2:56] Like I want this channel to be a good channel where people can come here,
[2:56 - 3:02] hang out, have a good time, relax, and enjoy some fun DJ work.
[3:02 - 3:07] You know, just have a good time, but
[3:07 - 3:13] that's why I have the name changed to my full brand new artist name that I do have
[3:13 - 3:16] registered, I do own the name Glitch.
[3:16 - 3:20] And ironically, the name came to me because I was saying that I'm listening
[3:20 - 3:26] to the YZ remix that I did not, I could hear some glitching.
[3:26 - 3:31] And they're just kind of super dope, so I was like, hey, why not?
[3:31 - 3:33] Let's run with it.
[3:33 - 3:38] But like I said, I'm not fighting with anyone anymore.
[3:38 - 3:43] If somebody has a problem with me, you got a problem with me, I don't care anymore.
[3:44 - 3:57] I want to be known for my DJ work, my music, my remixes.
[3:57 - 4:02] I'm tired of the negative crap, dude, I've been tired of it.
[4:02 - 4:04] I don't want it and I don't fucking need it.
[4:04 - 4:10] So that's why I am literally going through right now.
[4:18 - 4:23] That's why I'm going through right now and I'm deleting all my live streams
[4:23 - 4:28] that don't have anything to do with my music or anything like that.
[4:28 - 4:31] So all live streams I have are getting deleted.
[4:36 - 4:43] Like all the live streams that I have prior to my DJ session from this morning.
[4:43 - 4:51] The release of my track, well, the remix track.
[4:51 - 4:57] And this video right here, anything prior to this is getting deleted.
[4:57 - 5:02] I'm not keeping the old shit, I'm getting rid of all that crap.
[5:03 - 5:08] And I'm just focusing on what I want the channel to be.
[5:08 - 5:13] Because I'm tired of battling, I'm being blunt, I'm tired of arguing.
[5:13 - 5:17] I'm tired of not being able to do what I really want to do.
[5:17 - 5:21] Which you guys have seen me do, which is my music.
[5:21 - 5:24] Like, I enjoy doing DJ work.
[5:24 - 5:28] Like, doing DJ work is actually what I started out doing.
[5:28 - 5:31] Way back when I first started out doing music.
[5:31 - 5:35] I initially started out making remixes as a DJ.
[5:35 - 5:39] Granted I had to do it the old school way where I had to go and
[5:39 - 5:45] do everything manually with Audacity and stuff like that.
[5:45 - 5:50] But now that I have an actual program I can use, I can DJ a lot better.
[5:50 - 5:52] I can do a lot more.
[5:52 - 5:57] I'm currently setting up for a DJing deck,
[5:57 - 6:03] which will easily hook up to my Chromebook and PC.
[6:03 - 6:08] So I will be focusing a lot more on that kind of stuff.
[6:08 - 6:11] Because that's something that I've always enjoyed doing.
[6:11 - 6:14] I've always enjoyed performing and doing DJ work.
[6:14 - 6:16] So I figured why not go back to that?
[6:16 - 6:23] So I said, I know a lot of you guys know me for
[6:23 - 6:28] all this crazy shit, all the arguing and stuff.
[6:28 - 6:31] But that's not what I wanna be known for.
[6:31 - 6:35] That's not the direction I ever intended this channel to take.
[6:35 - 6:39] Like, it's really not.
[6:39 - 6:46] I never intended this channel to go in such a negative direction as it did.
[6:49 - 6:56] So that's why as of right now, like after this stream, every stream before this,
[6:56 - 7:04] like I said, aside from those couple that have to do with the remix release
[7:04 - 7:11] that I did where my old friend drama Kiki showed back up,
[7:11 - 7:14] which was super dope, by the way.
[7:14 - 7:17] And on a side note, drama, if you're watching this, welcome back, girl.
[7:17 - 7:18] Fucking missed you, Sam.
[7:22 - 7:24] But aside from that,
[7:31 - 7:39] I wanna focus on the stuff that I enjoy, which is my music, my artwork.
[7:39 - 7:42] I know a lot of people are thinking this too.
[7:42 - 7:43] Hey, what up, Rick?
[7:43 - 7:45] And I know a lot of people are thinking this too.
[7:45 - 7:48] Well, dude, if you're gonna be doing DJ work,
[7:48 - 7:50] how are you gonna promote your artwork?
[7:50 - 7:53] Don't worry, I still have my shop.
[7:53 - 7:55] I'm still gonna promote my art shop.
[7:55 - 7:59] That's not gonna change, I still have my art shop up.
[7:59 - 8:01] I'm still gonna do that.
[8:01 - 8:07] I am gonna be opening up a brand new shop too for the Glitch merchandise.
[8:07 - 8:11] I am gonna be working on some brand new Glitch merch for you guys.
[8:11 - 8:14] I have some really cool designs.
[8:14 - 8:21] One of which is actually currently my new icon for YouTube.
[8:21 - 8:25] It's actually a character that one of my really good friends came up with,
[8:25 - 8:27] which I absolutely love.
[8:32 - 8:38] And so I'm gonna be using that on some really dope merch.
[8:38 - 8:42] He gave me the character and I designed everything else myself and whatnot.
[8:42 - 8:43] I can't throw everything together.
[8:43 - 8:49] So I will be putting that dope ass logo on some merch.
[8:52 - 8:56] I will be trying to look for other sites aside just from Teespring.
[9:04 - 9:12] So like I said, I will be doing other stuff as well as using Teespring.
[9:12 - 9:14] I will be going through other sites.
[9:14 - 9:16] I heard RedBubble was good.
[9:16 - 9:18] I'm not sure though.
[9:18 - 9:21] I mean, I heard some good things about RedBubble, but
[9:21 - 9:22] like I said, I'm not entirely sure.
[9:22 - 9:29] But like I said, I will be putting out some really dope Glitch merch
[9:29 - 9:32] here in the very near future.
[9:32 - 9:35] I will be focusing more on DJing sessions,
[9:35 - 9:39] focusing more on doing live paintings for you guys.
[9:39 - 9:43] Cuz I know a lot of you guys enjoy my art and chill streams.
[9:43 - 9:47] So I'll be doing those like once or twice a week.
[9:47 - 9:52] And I may do some reaction videos too, I'm not sure.
[9:52 - 9:56] But, who knows what the future holds?
[9:56 - 10:04] But like I said, from here on out, every video from aside like I said,
[10:04 - 10:08] the last three that I mentioned, this one and then the two before this,
[10:08 - 10:13] where I did that live DJ session, and then the remix release,
[10:13 - 10:17] all of those are getting deleted other than the art one.
[10:17 - 10:24] I'll have to find which one that is and save that if it's not already gone.
[10:24 - 10:30] But as I said, I'm tired of the negativity.
[10:30 - 10:33] Like I'm tired of the arguing.
[10:33 - 10:36] I'm tired of the trolling and all that garbage.
[10:36 - 10:43] Like I don't wanna be known as that guy that fell for all this troll shit.
[10:43 - 10:48] Like if I'm gonna be doing this for a living, I need to get my shit together.
[10:48 - 10:50] And that's what I'm doing.
[10:50 - 10:57] I'm getting my artwork and my music and everything together so I can
[10:57 - 11:02] create a good future for myself as a YouTuber and this, that and the other.
[11:02 - 11:12] So, And no, it's not a sign of weakness, bro.
[11:12 - 11:18] Me changing my name is not a sign of weakness.
[11:28 - 11:34] Me changing my name is something that I actually enjoy is not a sign of weakness.
[11:34 - 11:37] It's a sign that I wanna start over fresh.
[11:37 - 11:42] It's a sign that I want to be a better person.
[11:42 - 11:50] Absolutely, dude, y'all have been calling me that for so long that I'm used to it, bro.
[11:50 - 11:54] Like call me whatever you want.
[11:54 - 11:56] Just don't call me late for dinner, motherfuckers.
[11:56 - 12:02] Like I said, dude, call me whatever you want.
[12:02 - 12:04] Just don't call me late for dinner.
[12:04 - 12:22] Oh, dude, you're totally fine, William, you're totally fine, bro.
[12:22 - 12:35] Man, if you're late for Hot Pockets, what the fuck?
[12:35 - 12:37] I'm not sure what's for dinner, man.
[12:37 - 12:39] I'm honestly not sure.
[12:39 - 12:42] I'm not sure for ordering out again or what we're doing.
[12:42 - 12:46] I'm not sure, but like I said, I'm not gonna be on here much longer.
[12:46 - 12:52] I just wanted to come on here, let you guys know about the brand new update.
[12:52 - 12:57] The brand new merch that's gonna be dropping very soon in the very, well, not very soon,
[12:57 - 13:04] but in the near future, I will be dropping some brand new merch on a new shop and all
[13:04 - 13:05] kinds of stuff like that.
[13:05 - 13:13] I will be doing more DJ sessions like I did this morning that you guys enjoyed.
[13:13 - 13:21] So that you'll find out when the merch drops.
[13:21 - 13:25] You'll find that out when the merch drops.
[13:25 - 13:32] I can't give too much away, but just know that it's gonna be some dope stuff.
[13:32 - 13:38] I have some awesome designs in mind that I know you guys will love.
[13:38 - 13:51] Hmm, I'll have to look into those guys.
[13:51 - 13:52] Thanks for the hands up, Kerry.
[13:52 - 13:59] I definitely appreciate that, but like I said, y'all, I'm about to bounce up off here.
[13:59 - 14:05] I just wanted to come on, give you guys a brief update on the renovation of the channel,
[14:05 - 14:13] what's going on, why I'm renovating everything and renewing stuff and this, that, and the
[14:13 - 14:14] other.
[14:14 - 14:21] I hope, you know, that we can do a lot better stuff.
[14:21 - 14:25] You know, and hopefully, you know, we can draw the right people in and to the person
[14:25 - 14:36] that did and to that other person that did make that comment, even though it's not something
[14:36 - 14:40] I wanted to hear necessarily, it's something I needed to hear.
[14:40 - 14:43] So to that dude, thank you, man.
[14:43 - 14:45] I definitely appreciate that, man.
[14:45 - 14:52] You definitely opened my eyes big time, like for real, like you definitely opened my eyes
[14:52 - 14:57] and made me see, made me really see what was going on.
[14:57 - 15:03] And I was looking back earlier and like, yes, I had a lot of positive streams.
[15:03 - 15:04] Not going to lie.
[15:04 - 15:11] I had a lot of really good streams, like there's no doubt, but there was also a lot
[15:11 - 15:20] more negative ones than there were positive and I want it to be all positive.
[15:20 - 15:30] Like, I'm tired of, you know, being drained of energy every day because of all the negative
[15:30 - 15:47] bullshit, but here's the thing, dude, to you, it might not be a renovation to you, it might
[15:47 - 15:55] not be, but for me personally, for me on a personal level, it's a single of a new start.
[15:55 - 15:58] It's a single of a brand new start for me.
[15:58 - 16:18] So
[16:18 - 16:27] now I am going to say this right now to any mod out there.
[16:27 - 16:30] Now like I said, this is for all my mods out there.
[16:30 - 16:37] If you guys see any negative comment towards me, I don't care what the negative comment
[16:37 - 16:39] is.
[16:39 - 16:47] If you guys see even the slightest bit of negativity, ban their asses, hide them, get
[16:47 - 17:08] rid of them, no timing out and just straight get rid of them, because I got no time for
[17:08 - 17:26] a negative crap, I really don't.
[17:26 - 17:51] Yo Squishy, what's up?
[17:51 - 18:07] Yo William, a hundred percent, dude.
[18:07 - 18:10] Any idea when you might see that?
[18:10 - 18:12] That actually is a good question.
[18:12 - 18:19] I actually did wind up missing today's race, so I may end up doing it, say probably on
[18:19 - 18:27] Monday or next weekend, like, you know, definitely be very soon though, a hundred percent, like
[18:27 - 18:34] the new, you know, stuff and maybe back behind the wheel and competing again, uh, that'll
[18:34 - 18:37] definitely be happening very, very soon.
[18:37 - 19:01] Probably a lot sooner than you think, whatever, dude, here's the thing, dude, the trolls,
[19:01 - 19:09] they don't tell the truth.
[19:09 - 19:12] What the heck?
[19:12 - 19:24] All right, hold up y'all, let me activate this thing real quick.
[19:24 - 19:51] Because I need to sign into my YouTube account on my Chromebook, so that I can actually pull
[19:51 - 20:15] out my history or I can just straight out, oh, I get started right here.
[20:15 - 20:42] Now I'll wait for it to load out.
[20:42 - 21:08] Oh, I think I know what I can do.
[21:08 - 21:26] I have to worry about it later because it is being annoying and shit, but like I said,
[21:26 - 21:46] it's all good though, yo, what up, yo, what up, man?
[21:46 - 22:08] Now, let's see here.
[22:08 - 22:19] And I know that I've gone over this guy a few times.
[22:19 - 22:34] But this is a video that kind of reminded me a bit of why I do what I do.
[22:34 - 22:43] So let's get into this video here.
[22:43 - 22:48] So while y'all are watching this, I'm going to talk downstairs, grab something to drink
[22:48 - 22:49] right quick.
[22:49 - 22:50] Well, hello, everyone.
[22:50 - 22:51] Welcome back to me.
[22:51 - 23:01] Now, what I'm about to say is I'm strictly associated with dressing the way that I do
[23:01 - 23:06] or dressing the way that I do out there or just dressing a certain way.
[23:06 - 23:10] This mindset that I'm about to share with you can be applied to pretty much every aspect
[23:10 - 23:11] of your life.
[23:11 - 23:14] In fact, there are entire books dedicated to this subject, a book I have not read so
[23:14 - 23:15] much.
[23:15 - 23:20] I'm going to give you my own opinion on this mindset, a mindset that will make sure, guarantee
[23:20 - 23:26] that you will be at least a little bit happier with your life from this video onwards.
[23:26 - 23:31] I will use some real life examples, examples of myself, examples of friends, examples of
[23:31 - 23:34] strangers I've spoken to, perhaps maybe if I can think of any.
[23:34 - 23:39] Now, you may think that not giving a shit is actually part and parcel of who you are.
[23:39 - 23:42] Maybe some people just don't care or some people care immensely.
[23:42 - 23:44] Personally, I think it's a bit of both.
[23:44 - 23:47] I think perhaps some of it is nature, some of it is nurture.
[23:47 - 23:49] You have to nurture a part of your nature.
[23:49 - 23:55] So I've told many story times on this channel detailing my crappy school life, how badly
[23:55 - 23:58] I wanted to be part of a friend group, and how it wasn't so much that I cared what they
[23:58 - 24:02] thought it was more just I wanted to be part of a friend group.
[24:02 - 24:05] Now, I have had negative reviews of social interactions I've had with people.
[24:05 - 24:09] Jake can be a little bit too intense, Jake can talk too much, I wish he'd stop trying
[24:09 - 24:10] to debate video games.
[24:10 - 24:14] And yes, all these things at some point in my life whenever I heard them from other people
[24:14 - 24:16] did make me feel a little bit self-conscious.
[24:16 - 24:20] And it did get me down for quite some time, not any time recently, but it did get me down.
[24:20 - 24:25] I thought, man, I have to change these things about myself and yet every single time I
[24:25 - 24:30] would get into another social interaction, I would have the same problem I could see
[24:30 - 24:32] and hear myself doing it again.
[24:32 - 24:36] But here's the really important part, ladies and gentlemen, and that is, I had some fantastic
[24:36 - 24:41] social interactions with people being that person and I had some bad social interactions
[24:41 - 24:43] being that person.
[24:43 - 24:46] And you know what I realized, not everyone is going to like you.
[24:46 - 24:48] I tried to change.
[24:48 - 24:52] I tried to dumb down parts of my personality that some people didn't like.
[24:52 - 24:53] And guess what?
[24:53 - 24:57] That just leaves you sort of lacking in the personality department because you are too
[24:57 - 24:59] afraid to do anything that might possibly offend someone.
[24:59 - 25:01] I have great friends.
[25:01 - 25:02] I do.
[25:02 - 25:04] I don't have a lot of them, but that's my choice.
[25:04 - 25:08] We all have friends and people in our lives that we think, man, they would be so much
[25:08 - 25:13] better if they just didn't have that aspect to their personality, but we're still friends
[25:13 - 25:14] with them.
[25:14 - 25:15] We still love them.
[25:15 - 25:20] Most human beings have many different aspects to their personalities and their lives, both
[25:20 - 25:22] through nature and nature.
[25:22 - 25:26] And the best way to go through life is to not only accept people for who they are,
[25:26 - 25:31] but also accept you for who you are because you're special.
[25:31 - 25:32] Though not that special.
[25:32 - 25:33] Don't let it go to your head.
[25:33 - 25:36] With over 7 billion people on this planet and growing, there's bound to be a couple
[25:36 - 25:37] of doppelgangers, don't you think?
[25:37 - 25:40] I'm sure there's another one of me out there somewhere.
[25:40 - 25:46] And this actually leads in to the title of the video and that is how to stop giving
[25:46 - 25:47] a shit.
[25:47 - 25:51] Other titles include how to stop giving a flame, how to not give a rat's ass, how to
[25:51 - 25:55] not give a soggy fuck about what people think among various other title ideas.
[25:55 - 26:00] And that is if you have tried to change yourself and you have failed and it's making you miserable
[26:00 - 26:02] because you think you're a bad person, well, guess what?
[26:02 - 26:04] You're not a bad person.
[26:04 - 26:08] You've just been dealing with people who don't mesh with the person that you are.
[26:08 - 26:13] And therefore if you become comfortable in yourself, I know the negative aspects of my
[26:13 - 26:17] personality and I have tried to change them and I can't.
[26:17 - 26:20] And therefore I've accepted that that is part of who I am.
[26:20 - 26:22] And yet I still have friends and people who love me.
[26:22 - 26:25] Because despite my appearance, I am a human being.
[26:25 - 26:31] And once you accept yourself and you accept that concept, it is so much easier to go through
[26:31 - 26:34] life without giving.
[26:34 - 26:35] Let me give you a general rule of thumb.
[26:35 - 26:40] Let me give you a snap thought that you can apply to pretty much any situation.
[26:40 - 26:44] Whenever someone says you cannot do something, that is someone thinking that you are unable
[26:44 - 26:45] to do something.
[26:45 - 26:48] Whether it comes from jealousy, because they think you actually can and they don't want
[26:48 - 26:49] to tell you.
[26:49 - 26:52] Shame of their own lack of motivation to go and do something with their lives.
[26:52 - 26:54] Fear that you may be more successful with them.
[26:54 - 26:56] There's many different reasons why people will tell you that you cannot do something.
[26:56 - 26:57] Okay, so here it is.
[26:57 - 27:04] Here is the top secret that you can apply to any situation where someone is like, "Oh,
[27:04 - 27:05] I think you look like this.
[27:05 - 27:06] I think you that.
[27:06 - 27:08] I think you can't make it.
[27:08 - 27:11] I can, but I think I think about you," right?
[27:11 - 27:17] You say to yourself or to this asshole out loud, it's your choice.
[27:17 - 27:22] Fortunately, I don't need you to think I can do it in order to do it.
[27:22 - 27:23] Here's an example.
[27:23 - 27:25] "You dress like that, but you're actually not that unique.
[27:25 - 27:27] I don't think you're very unique."
[27:27 - 27:31] Luckily, asshole in my comment section, I don't need you to think I'm unique for me
[27:31 - 27:32] to feel and be unique.
[27:32 - 27:34] Boom, defused, negated.
[27:34 - 27:36] They are defeated and destroyed.
[27:36 - 27:37] You want to be a freelance artist.
[27:37 - 27:42] You want to draw pictures for people, people like me, or maybe for people who are far more
[27:42 - 27:47] important and successful than me, like a brand or a company or whatever.
[27:47 - 27:49] You say this to someone, right?
[27:49 - 27:51] They say, "You can't do that.
[27:51 - 27:53] I don't think you're going to be able to do that.
[27:53 - 27:55] That's far beyond what you're capable of."
[27:55 - 28:01] You say, "I don't need you to think I'm capable of doing it in order for me to do it," whether
[28:01 - 28:05] you succeed or you don't succeed, at least you try it.
[28:05 - 28:09] I know the fear of failing is just so immense.
[28:09 - 28:12] It outweighs almost the motivation to do it.
[28:12 - 28:15] I read this book, and I can't remember the name of the book, it's something like How
[28:15 - 28:16] to Deal with Pressure.
[28:16 - 28:21] I read something very, very key, very important, very pertinent, something very poignant.
[28:21 - 28:22] It was this.
[28:22 - 28:29] It was talking about the concept of thinking everything that could go wrong, everything
[28:29 - 28:34] bad that could happen, everything negative that could possibly happen in a situation
[28:34 - 28:37] of something that you're trying to achieve or trying to do, whether it be performing
[28:37 - 28:43] on stage or releasing a song or trying to be a popular artist or trying to be a YouTuber
[28:43 - 28:48] or blah, blah, blah, blah, and set goal or desired vocation here.
[28:48 - 28:50] You basically flip your thinking on it.
[28:50 - 28:53] In layman's terms, you go from a glass that is half empty to half full.
[28:53 - 28:57] You are thinking about everything that could possibly go wrong, and because you're thinking
[28:57 - 29:01] of everything that could possibly go wrong, you think that everything is going to go wrong.
[29:01 - 29:04] In fact, if you focus on things going wrong enough, things might just go wrong.
[29:04 - 29:07] So what I want you to do is flip it.
[29:07 - 29:09] I just want you to immediately stop doing it.
[29:09 - 29:11] See what my hand is doing?
[29:11 - 29:12] Flip.
[29:12 - 29:17] In case it's not clear, instead of focusing on everything that could go wrong, therefore
[29:17 - 29:21] giving you even more anxiety and putting even more pressure on, instead I want you
[29:21 - 29:25] to think of everything that could go right, which is most likely going to be the outcome.
[29:25 - 29:29] "Oh, what if I get on stage and I play the wrong notes and I can't sing and everything
[29:29 - 29:34] breaks and we mess up a song halfway through and we're on the stage in front of everyone?"
[29:34 - 29:35] Relax.
[29:35 - 29:40] Instead think, "Man, what if we get on stage and we play the songs perfectly and we perform
[29:40 - 29:45] incredibly outstanding performance that people would talk about for years to come?"
[29:45 - 29:48] You will find that your anxiety levels will dip.
[29:48 - 29:53] Most certainly do try everything in your best efforts to make sure that you perform
[29:53 - 29:59] well or draw well or whatever it is that you need to do on the day or in order to pursue
[29:59 - 30:00] your goal.
[30:00 - 30:04] But if you're in the situation it means you are pursuing something that you want out
[30:04 - 30:05] of life.
[30:05 - 30:06] And that is good.
[30:06 - 30:07] That's positive.
[30:07 - 30:10] You should be excited and happy that you're doing it.
[30:10 - 30:13] So think about what you're doing positively.
[30:13 - 30:17] Otherwise, in every single pursuit of what you want to achieve, if you think about the
[30:17 - 30:21] negative things that could possibly happen, you're going to make yourself anxious and
[30:21 - 30:27] you're going to give yourself a very negative view of the thing that you set out to achieve.
[30:27 - 30:28] And you don't want that.
[30:28 - 30:31] You don't want to assign your goal and your dream with something negative.
[30:31 - 30:32] Look, don't get me wrong.
[30:32 - 30:35] If you have anxiety, of course, these things are going to be much harder for you to deal
[30:35 - 30:36] with.
[30:36 - 30:38] But this is actually a concept of something else.
[30:38 - 30:44] This is all about dealing with pressure and the fear of failing, but primarily I want
[30:44 - 30:48] to talk about not giving because you can achieve almost anything as long as you adopt
[30:48 - 30:50] this mindset of not caring what people think.
[30:50 - 30:53] Because I don't care what people think, clearly.
[30:53 - 30:58] So allow me to address some of the comments that I have got inspired by seeing videos
[30:58 - 31:04] of me not only dressing like this, but also dressing like this out in the real world.
[31:04 - 31:09] And that is caring too much what people will think or how they will react when they see
[31:09 - 31:10] you.
[31:10 - 31:11] Look, don't get me wrong.
[31:11 - 31:12] I've had rocks thrown at me, fireworks thrown at me.
[31:12 - 31:19] I've actually had a little carton of gravy chips or fries for you Americans thrown at
[31:19 - 31:21] me as I've gotten onto a bus to go into town.
[31:21 - 31:22] Luckily, they miss.
[31:22 - 31:24] I've had people cackle as I walk by.
[31:24 - 31:28] I've heard people audibly convey confusion.
[31:28 - 31:29] What the fuck?
[31:29 - 31:33] And all of it is worth it because I get to feel comfortable in my own skin.
[31:33 - 31:37] I get to feel proud and confident in being who I am.
[31:37 - 31:41] Some sniveling little peasant is not going to bother me to the point where I'm going
[31:41 - 31:43] to not be myself.
[31:43 - 31:46] The world is so much bigger than that.
[31:46 - 31:48] And life is so much more important than that.
[31:48 - 31:52] As you see, these small minded individuals very rarely get anywhere in their lives.
[31:52 - 31:58] I kind of like to think about that whenever I get laughed at or, or jeered or have something
[31:58 - 32:02] thrown at me or people leave crappy comments or whatever it is.
[32:02 - 32:04] You know, sometimes I do like to think like, well, screw you.
[32:04 - 32:06] I like to be who I am and I'm not going to let you stop me.
[32:06 - 32:07] That's a very positive way.
[32:07 - 32:12] But sometimes I do like to delve into a little more of a revenge fantasy.
[32:12 - 32:17] By revenge fantasy, I mean revenge reality that I acknowledge in my head.
[32:17 - 32:20] And that is, well, you're going nowhere with your life.
[32:20 - 32:24] These eating chavs will die with nothing.
[32:24 - 32:26] And I will have everything.
[32:26 - 32:28] And it's the same with, with hate comments too.
[32:28 - 32:29] They don't affect me.
[32:29 - 32:31] Even, you know, I delete them for your benefit.
[32:31 - 32:35] But whenever I get hate comments or people just being stupid in the comments section
[32:35 - 32:40] and I read it, the same thought process goes to my head and it's just slightly different
[32:40 - 32:45] because it's a lot more specific to the situation of leaving a hate comment on a complete strangers
[32:45 - 32:46] video.
[32:46 - 32:47] Yes.
[32:47 - 32:52] What kind of miserable, angry pieces must you be to go on?
[32:52 - 32:59] You're already doing managing tasks, problem solving, we're going to the video of something
[32:59 - 33:05] you know, you are going to hate and leave a comment saying how much you hate them is,
[33:05 - 33:11] is the best bit because they clicked on the video and then left a comment and then most
[33:11 - 33:14] likely disliked the video.
[33:14 - 33:18] There's three levels of engagement with my video, which means they're only going to
[33:18 - 33:25] be seeing more of me and they're recommended and that is just delicious to me.
[33:25 - 33:29] But you know what also completely negates and diffuses hate comments is that there was
[33:29 - 33:35] only one time in my life I have ever left a negative or free comment on someone else's
[33:35 - 33:36] video.
[33:36 - 33:41] And that was when I was in the lowest point in my life because that is the only place
[33:41 - 33:45] you could ever be in mentally that could make you do something like that.
[33:45 - 33:47] If you don't like something, then you don't say anything.
[33:47 - 33:51] If you like something, then you can say something positive such as the mindset of healthy people
[33:51 - 33:55] who are in good places in their lives or at least have a good mental grasp of the
[33:55 - 33:58] things in their lives or at least appreciate the content that they're saying that could
[33:58 - 34:01] be helping them with their lives.
[34:01 - 34:05] But in order to seek something out and leave a crappy comment on it or in order to look
[34:05 - 34:11] at someone in public and shout something at them, you have to be really insecure or in
[34:11 - 34:15] a place in your life because happy people don't do things like this.
[34:15 - 34:18] Happy people don't leave negative comments.
[34:18 - 34:24] Happy people content people with their own lives don't shout at unique strangers in
[34:24 - 34:25] the street.
[34:25 - 34:29] No, these are actions reserved for unhappy and sad people.
[34:29 - 34:33] So when I receive negative criticism in the streets or if I receive negative criticism
[34:33 - 34:37] about my videos or the way I look, usually the way I look, not about how the video is.
[34:37 - 34:40] It's usually about how I look in the comment section.
[34:40 - 34:41] I just think I've already won.
[34:41 - 34:46] My life is far more fulfilled and happier than that because I would not do that to
[34:46 - 34:47] them.
[34:47 - 34:52] And once you realize that negative reactions to you usually come from people who are in
[34:52 - 34:56] negative places in their lives, you just need to have a little bit of perspective.
[34:56 - 35:00] Acknowledge that you are living your life the way you want to live it.
[35:00 - 35:03] And some people are going to react negatively to that.
[35:03 - 35:05] No reasons stated previously in this video.
[35:05 - 35:11] Never ever let the passing comments of complete arseholes get in the way of who you want to
[35:11 - 35:12] be.
[35:12 - 35:13] Life is too damn short.
[35:13 - 35:14] So what does it matter?
[35:14 - 35:18] 10 years will pass and you would have changed your entire life based off one idiot's opinion.
[35:18 - 35:23] When you think about it on that life because of the negative opinions of a few people,
[35:23 - 35:24] what does it matter?
[35:24 - 35:25] What do their opinions matter?
[35:25 - 35:27] There could be people leaving crappy comments on this video.
[35:27 - 35:29] In fact, I still get crappy comments.
[35:29 - 35:30] I don't care.
[35:30 - 35:34] I don't need them to think I'm great in order for me to think I'm great.
[35:34 - 35:36] Now, do not misunderstand that statement.
[35:36 - 35:38] I am not saying I'm better than anyone else.
[35:38 - 35:42] I'm simply saying that I think I'm pretty great.
[35:42 - 35:45] Not better than anyone else.
[35:45 - 35:49] Just that I appreciate and acknowledge my own greatness as should you.
[35:49 - 35:55] So be the coolest and the best you can be by not giving a shit what unimportant people
[35:55 - 35:58] think because they're just that they are unimportant.
[35:58 - 36:00] But you know what is important?
[36:00 - 36:01] You.
[36:01 - 36:02] Yes, you.
[36:02 - 36:04] Yeah, no, I'm actually pointing at you.
[36:04 - 36:06] You are important.
[36:06 - 36:12] More important than the passing opinion of your peers, your friends, strangers, family.
[36:12 - 36:14] And you deserve to be you.
[36:14 - 36:18] The exact same amount I deserve to be me.
[36:18 - 36:21] So hopefully this video made sense because none of this video was scripted.
[36:21 - 36:22] None of this video was scripted.
[36:22 - 36:24] All this information is floating around in my head.
[36:24 - 36:30] This is the mindset I keep in order to maintain a positive attitude and to maintain being
[36:30 - 36:35] myself, which I know from experience makes me happy.
[36:35 - 36:36] This makes me happy.
[36:36 - 36:39] So thank you everyone for tuning in.
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