Cyraxx Videos

[0:08 - 0:19] Hello everyone, good morning to those that are watching this.
[0:19 - 0:33] I'm making this livestream video to reach out to anybody that is willing to listen and is willing to help me.
[0:33 - 0:39] Because I'm in a very bad place right now.
[0:39 - 0:48] Not physically, but my life is in a very, very dangerous place in my life.
[0:48 - 1:04] I'm making this for the group known as Anonymous or anybody out there who is willing to step up and help and listen to what I'm going through.
[1:04 - 1:22] About two years ago I met this guy named Music Biz Marty who I didn't know would become one of my biggest trolls on the internet.
[1:22 - 1:28] He had bullied me for a very, very long time and then kind of stopped.
[1:28 - 1:42] But none of that compares to what happened seven months ago.
[1:42 - 2:01] Seven months ago I was approached on Music Biz Marty's livestream when me and him were friends by somebody by the name of Kate who also went by the name Masshole Reports.
[2:01 - 2:16] Now I thought that name was just a name but she had said that she had liked me and I found out that she was not altogether there in the head.
[2:16 - 2:32] After me and her had split because we did date for a couple days and then we wound up splitting because I found out she was not mentally well.
[2:32 - 2:39] So I wound up leaving her.
[2:39 - 2:46] Next day I met this girl who was 17 about to be 18 that next day.
[2:46 - 2:53] She said that she was a fan and was being bullied.
[2:53 - 3:07] She really could connect with my stuff and I gave her advice on what she could do and stuff and we really got to know each other.
[3:07 - 3:14] We sat down, we talked that whole day about literally everything by phone.
[3:14 - 3:24] It was like literally a four to five hour conversation by phone.
[3:24 - 3:34] She had actually called from a private number so I didn't know the number exactly.
[3:34 - 3:49] But later that day I had found out the number and what it was through a friend of mine.
[3:49 - 3:55] I called her and asked her like why did you write your number and I found out that she was scared and stuff and I get it.
[3:55 - 4:00] People do scary stuff. It is what it is.
[4:00 - 4:07] So in my mind I was like okay I get why she did it. I can forgive that.
[4:07 - 4:16] Well later that day we were talking by text and things heated up.
[4:17 - 4:27] Not in a bad way but in a sexual way.
[4:27 - 4:32] She had talked to me and called me and then sent me a photo and a video.
[4:32 - 4:41] Because like I said she was getting ready to be 18 that next day within 24 hours so she was basically already 18.
[4:41 - 4:46] And the age of consent here in Ohio is 16.
[4:46 - 4:50] So I knew everything was okay.
[4:50 - 5:07] Well later that day I didn't know it but she had hit me back with a photo of an underage child with no clothes on and claimed to be 14.
[5:07 - 5:16] Ever since then I have been being harassed.
[5:16 - 5:19] I have been called a pedophile.
[5:19 - 5:23] I've had death threats towards my family.
[5:23 - 5:36] Death threats towards myself. I myself have said death threats towards people because it was in protection of myself and my family.
[5:36 - 5:42] Music Biz Marty has started harassing me again because of all this.
[5:42 - 5:45] I lost my job that I had.
[5:45 - 5:53] My girlfriend I had at that time.
[5:53 - 6:10] I found out that the people that orchestrated this whole entrapment deal with Massable Reports comes from the same community that trolled Chris Chan and got him arrested just a mere few months ago.
[6:10 - 6:13] They come from that evil community.
[6:13 - 6:17] I have reached out to the police.
[6:17 - 6:21] I've reached out to the FBI.
[6:21 - 6:25] I've reached out to everyone that I can.
[6:25 - 6:36] These people have hacked into my personal life and what I mean hacked into my personal life they've gotten private information that nobody else should have.
[6:36 - 6:42] They've obtained photos of my family that they shouldn't have.
[6:42 - 6:48] They have made memes of me on the internet.
[6:48 - 6:55] They have made an entire they have made an entire thread on me on Kiwi Farms.
[6:55 - 7:11] They continue to post videos bullying me harassing me attacking me and a couple times they have pushed me to the edge of suicide.
[7:11 - 7:20] Twice in a row I got pushed to the edge of suicide because of these bullies and no one's doing anything to help.
[7:20 - 7:24] The police think that I'm crazy when I'm not.
[7:24 - 7:35] All this is very much very real and is really going on and I don't know who to turn to.
[7:35 - 7:38] I don't know who to reach out to.
[7:38 - 7:48] These people have obtained my address have showed up at my house ready to kill me.
[7:48 - 7:59] They have I used to go into the music name Shadow Blade.
[7:59 - 8:06] They have stolen my music stolen my name bought my name flat out from underneath of me.
[8:06 - 8:21] They have been really trying to make me out to be somebody that I'm not and honestly I don't know what to do anymore.
[8:21 - 8:30] And that's why I'm making this video to reach out to anybody that is willing to listen and anybody that is willing to help me fight this.
[8:30 - 8:35] Anybody that is willing to help me fight this bullying.
[8:35 - 8:40] Please help me because this is not a joke.
[8:40 - 8:42] This is very very real.
[8:42 - 8:59] I later found out just a few actually a couple days ago that an asshole reports has a daughter that is 15 years old and is doing drugs on the streets while she sits here on the Internet bullying people.
[8:59 - 9:08] People like myself and I don't know what to do anymore.
[9:08 - 9:13] I can't even go outside without looking over my shoulder in fear.
[9:13 - 9:24] I can't go to the store without getting stares from people that you people that used to be my friends here in the neighborhood.
[9:24 - 9:33] Now look at me like I'm some sort of monster when I'm not I go to the park.
[9:33 - 9:43] I constantly have to take a knife with me for protection when I used to be able to go down to the lake without having to worry.
[9:43 - 9:51] I'm constantly worrying about what's going to be uploaded next.
[9:51 - 10:05] I'm always losing sleep over all this because I wake up the next day and I see another video posted on me being harassed being laughed at being mocked.
[10:05 - 10:10] And I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:10 - 10:18] So if anyone out there sees this, I need help and bad.
[10:18 - 10:22] Yes, I've made death threats that were very gruesome.
[10:22 - 10:32] I will admit that I've said some very gruesome things, but all those gruesome things I said were out of defense for myself and my family.
[10:32 - 10:37] I have been labeled mentally unstable by the police when I'm not.
[10:37 - 10:45] I've gone down every avenue that I can to try to stop this and I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:45 - 10:56] So anybody out there can help me get my story out there and to put a stop to this so that I can live my life again.
[10:56 - 10:58] Please do so.
[10:58 - 11:08] Whether it's taking it to the news, whether it's taking it to anonymous or a bigger group that would be willing to help me.
[11:08 - 11:13] I need help.
[11:13 - 11:16] I cannot fight this on my own anymore.
[11:16 - 11:20] I have been a victim in my own home.
[11:21 - 11:34] I have literally had to sit here in my own home and be victimized by people on the Internet that they're just straight up fucking bullies that think that they know me.
[11:34 - 11:39] That think they have the right to intrude on my life.
[11:39 - 11:47] This is not a fucking game.
[11:47 - 11:49] This is very, very real.
[11:49 - 11:54] And this is actually happening.
[11:54 - 11:57] I've been victimized for the last seven months.
[11:57 - 12:02] I've been physically sick from stress.
[12:02 - 12:09] I can't go outside without looking over my shoulder in fear.
[12:09 - 12:21] I can't go to the store without being stared at with the dirtiest looks.
[12:21 - 12:38] I was on a professional gaming team just a few days ago with the group known as the Envy Drift Mafia.
[12:38 - 12:45] And these people had gotten me kicked off of that team because of this.
[12:45 - 12:54] And you guys, for those of you that don't know me, I actually do music and I also do a lot of gaming.
[12:54 - 13:02] I'm very big in the games like the Forza franchise, Need for Speed, Dirt Rally 2.0, all that stuff.
[13:02 - 13:09] And I finally found a drift team that a few years ago that I felt like I could connect with.
[13:09 - 13:19] And I found out that those guys that I was talking to were actually part of the famous drift team known as the Envy Drift Mafia,
[13:19 - 13:22] whom I became very close with.
[13:22 - 13:27] I've lost credibility in things that I do.
[13:28 - 13:34] I've had people send disgusting things to my house.
[13:34 - 13:40] Like one person sent a bag of dog shit mixed with hay to my house.
[13:40 - 13:50] Another person sent a fucking sex toy in pure disrespect to my house.
[13:50 - 13:54] I've had people mock me live.
[13:54 - 14:01] I've had people harass me every day of my life.
[14:01 - 14:08] I've had people call Humane Society on me for my dog when my dog is perfectly fine.
[14:08 - 14:13] I've had people call the police on me for welfare checks multiple times.
[14:13 - 14:20] And I don't know what the fuck to do anymore.
[14:20 - 14:32] I'm tired of living in fear, and I'm tired of being scared of being able to live my life.
[14:32 - 14:36] I truthfully don't know what to do anymore.
[14:36 - 14:53] Three years ago before I started being bullied, I was a happy person.
[14:53 - 15:04] I started out on YouTube back in 2009 making AMVs and just getting my foot in the door with doing music.
[15:04 - 15:08] Because I came up around music when I was in high school.
[15:08 - 15:13] I had lost literally the day before I started YouTube.
[15:13 - 15:22] My best friend David had passed away from a drowning accident down at a place that everybody around here calls the gorge.
[15:22 - 15:31] And so my first video was a memorial video of photos of me and him together in high school.
[15:31 - 15:35] And just him and his girlfriend and his band that he had at the time.
[15:35 - 15:40] And just hanging out with his friends as a tribute to him.
[15:40 - 15:51] And from there I made a promise that for him I would do my best to keep his legacy alive in doing music.
[15:51 - 16:00] Which is what I've been doing.
[16:00 - 16:04] Everything was good up until a couple years ago.
[16:04 - 16:10] Two years ago I had had legitimate fans who enjoyed a lot of my work.
[16:10 - 16:19] Whether it was AMVs, whether it was songs, whether it was instrumentals, whether it was vlogs, it didn't matter.
[16:19 - 16:23] Like people were genuinely enjoying my work.
[16:23 - 16:35] And then two years ago when Marty started bullying me, when music biz Marty started bullying me, that's when it all went downhill.
[16:35 - 16:42] But honestly I was not prepared for what happened seven months ago.
[16:42 - 16:56] I was not prepared for that.
[16:56 - 17:06] And now ever since then I live my life in constant fear.
[17:06 - 17:12] I'm constantly being harassed in my own live streams.
[17:12 - 17:22] My phone and stuff's constantly being blown up with text messages and phone calls from very, very evil people.
[17:22 - 17:26] That genuinely want to kill me.
[17:26 - 17:31] Because of a mistake that I made that I wrote the wrong for.
[17:31 - 17:46] That I came out and admitted that I was wrong for.
[17:46 - 17:53] Am I a bad person? No.
[17:53 - 18:01] At this point I don't know what to do about all this because the police won't listen to me.
[18:01 - 18:06] Nobody will listen to me. Everybody's constantly attacking me every single day.
[18:06 - 18:13] So if anybody out there can help me please, please help me put a stop to this.
[18:13 - 18:21] Please help me end this bullying so that nobody else has to fucking suffer the way that I have.
[18:21 - 18:38] Because I never asked for this. I never once asked for this kind of harassment.
[18:38 - 18:55] And if any group out there like Anonymous or any group that know that can help me get my story out there to the news, to the media, to anything.
[18:55 - 19:02] To the newspaper. I don't care where it gets to but I need help from outside sources.
[19:02 - 19:08] So if anybody out there is willing to hear me out please I am begging for help.
[19:08 - 19:18] I need help. I am literally trapped in my own home because of these people.
[19:18 - 19:27] I can't live my life anymore because of these people and this is a constant daily thing.
[19:27 - 19:36] So I am literally begging anyone out there who can help me get in contact with the right people to stop this.
[19:36 - 19:45] Please help me get my life back so that I can be a successful person for my family.
[19:45 - 19:53] If you guys don't know what I do, like I said, I do music right here from home.
[19:53 - 20:03] I live with my family and I actually help to take care of my mom and her boyfriend Ed who are both elderly during the daytime.
[20:03 - 20:09] While Ed's at work I help to look after my mom in any way that I can.
[20:09 - 20:22] I do pretty much the same with my soon to be girlfriend because she actually has a catheter.
[20:22 - 20:31] So I help remind her to do what she needs to do with that along with her family.
[20:31 - 20:44] I do have a good support team but honestly I need help so bad.
[20:44 - 20:49] Like I don't know what to do any fucking more.
[20:49 - 20:55] I'm tired of being scared. I'm tired of living in fear and I need help.
[20:55 - 21:02] So if anybody out there is willing to help me to put an end to all this shit.
[21:03 - 21:14] To William Glory Hole, to Mass Home Reports, to Music Biz, Marty, please I am begging somebody out there to please, please help me.
[21:14 - 21:21] Because I need it. I need the fucking help.
[21:21 - 21:27] I need to put this to a stop so I can live my life normally again.
[21:27 - 21:35] Because honestly I am tired of being sick. I'm tired of not being able to do what I love.
[21:35 - 21:44] I'm tired of not being able to live my life and go outside to the store or go hang out with my friends without being an alert of fear.
[21:44 - 21:52] So if anybody out there is willing to help please, please reach out to me.
[21:52 - 22:01] If any larger groups out there are willing to help get my story out there please I need help.
[22:01 - 22:05] I need this video to go viral.
[22:05 - 22:09] I need this video to explode like a wildfire.
[22:09 - 22:14] Because I need help.
[22:14 - 22:17] Because the police won't do anything.
[22:17 - 22:22] And the law enforcement blatantly is refusing to help me.
[22:22 - 22:26] And I don't know who else to turn to.
[22:26 - 22:31] So if anyone out there can please help me.
[22:31 - 22:37] Please. I need help.
[22:37 - 22:45] And that. Thank you for listening.

[0:00 - 0:08] What up, y'all? It's your boy ShadowNexus here, um, and I just want to speak on something
[0:08 - 0:20] very, very briefly that a lot of y'all don't seem to, you know, to realize. And that
[0:20 - 0:29] is the fact that, yes, I use Cymatics stuff. Now, a lot of people think that I'm stealing
[0:29 - 0:36] it, stealing it, but that's just not the case. That's not true. Um, nevermind. Let me show
[0:36 - 0:50] you guys real quick just how it is. You guys look right here, starting from drum tracks
[0:50 - 1:03] all the way down. I have all kinds of shit here. And then you got the recent ones
[1:03 - 1:12] that I'm using right here along with VSTs and shit. That right there is, I actually
[1:12 - 1:19] don't want to, but I'll actually show you guys the beat that I'm currently working on.
[1:19 - 2:07] Let me put my headphones here for a sec. I'll show you all the beat that I'm currently working on.
[2:07 - 2:15] Do I need to prove myself anymore that my stuff is actually legit? I don't think so.
[2:15 - 2:20] So all y'all little trolls that think I'm stealing shit, I just showed you motherfucking
[2:20 - 2:28] proof that everything I get from Cymatics is legitimately allowed to be used by me.
[2:28 - 2:32] I'm allowed to make money off of it. I'm allowed to do what I want to do with it.
[2:32 - 2:38] So all y'all dumbasses that think I'm, you know, doing shit and stealing this
[2:38 - 2:45] and that, I'm really not. I'm really not. Like, you guys are just acting dumb.
[2:45 - 2:51] And so, yeah. There's that. But to all my supporters, man, I fucking love you guys.
[2:51 - 2:56] All my real fans, all my real supporters, man. I hope you guys are enjoying my music.
[2:56 - 3:05] This beat you just heard I'm actually working on getting that uploaded as soon as possible.
[3:05 - 3:14] So, yeah. But I just wanted to pop in, wanted to clarify that and let you guys know
[3:14 - 3:19] that all my work is my own. I just confirmed it. So, yeah.
[3:19 - 3:25] Thanks for the views. Thanks for the love and I'll catch you guys later. Peace.
[3:25 - 3:31] Stay listening and stay creative.

[0:00 - 0:02] Oh

[0:00 - 0:04] Hey, what's up, everybody? I just wanted to do a quick check-in and let you guys know what's up.
[0:05 - 0:11] As you guys can tell, this is one of our neighbor cats. He's a stray, but he's a friendly guy.
[0:12 - 0:16] This is one of my buddies. This is actually one of the ones that I like to take pictures of sometimes.
[0:16 - 0:17] He's a super friendly cat.
[0:20 - 0:24] As you can tell, he's super friendly. As you can tell.
[0:25 - 0:26] Oh, I love you too, bud.
[0:28 - 0:31] But I just wanted to give you guys an update and let you guys know that I'm doing good.
[0:32 - 0:33] Music's coming along good.
[0:35 - 0:37] But you're stumbling in the way of the camera, you goofy cat.
[0:41 - 0:43] But everything's going good. Everything's fine.
[0:46 - 0:49] I'm just hanging out with this little dude that I haven't seen in forever.
[0:53 - 0:55] I love you guys, and I just wanted you all to know I'm doing good.
[0:58 - 0:59] Can you say bye to him?

[0:04 - 0:06] I hate having to do this

[0:02 - 0:04] what's up guys
[0:04 - 0:11] how is everyone tonight
[0:11 - 0:14] now
[0:14 - 0:17] tonight is
[0:17 - 0:19] well today
[0:19 - 0:22] is a
[0:22 - 0:24] very important
[0:24 - 0:30] day
[0:30 - 0:32] a lot of people don't realize
[0:32 - 0:34] what day it is
[0:34 - 0:48] you don't know
[0:48 - 0:50] what today is
[0:50 - 0:58] i don't have an answer
[0:58 - 1:03] today is my best friend
[1:03 - 1:05] that brother
[1:05 - 1:07] David Stone King
[1:07 - 1:19] his birthday man
[1:19 - 1:21] and 12 years ago today
[1:21 - 1:24] was his final
[1:24 - 1:26] fucking recording
[1:26 - 1:28] with his band
[1:28 - 1:30] so i figure
[1:30 - 1:32] why not celebrate the life
[1:32 - 1:34] of the man that inspired me
[1:34 - 1:36] why not
[1:36 - 1:38] celebrate the life of the man
[1:38 - 1:40] that got me doing what i love
[1:40 - 1:44] hey don't fuck
[1:44 - 1:46] why don't you kick rocks and get a life
[1:46 - 1:51] poser
[1:51 - 2:23] let me take care of that
[2:23 - 2:26] but i figure
[2:26 - 2:28] why not celebrate the life
[2:28 - 2:30] of the man that inspired
[2:30 - 2:32] me to do what i do now
[2:32 - 2:36] and to start things off
[2:36 - 2:38] i had to start it right
[2:38 - 2:40] with the song that was
[2:40 - 2:42] his final
[2:42 - 2:44] recording with his band
[2:44 - 2:46] he actually
[2:46 - 2:48] did bass so it was his final
[2:48 - 2:50] recording with his bass guitar
[2:50 - 2:54] so i figure
[2:54 - 2:56] why not celebrate the life
[2:56 - 2:58] of the man

[0:03 - 0:10] What's up, everyone? I do apologize for those idiots
[0:12 - 0:24] You know nothing about life change. So let's start over if you guys don't know like I said
[0:25 - 0:40] 12 years ago today. Hold on guys. I need to restart. Oh, I never know. We're good. We're good
[0:41 - 0:44] but 12 years ago today
[0:44 - 0:50] Was the final recovery and birthday
[0:51 - 0:54] Of my best friend and brother big song came
[0:56 - 1:01] No, it's the basis for the local actor and band and I'm still very good friends with
[1:01 - 1:04] Elixir, which is now known as sand cat
[1:04 - 1:11] So I figure why not celebrate the life of the man and inspire me all those years ago
[1:13 - 1:14] I figure
[1:14 - 1:18] Why not show people where I came from?
[1:18 - 1:20] And how this man inspired me
[1:21 - 1:23] To do what I do today
[1:25 - 1:28] Because without him
[1:28 - 1:33] I wouldn't be doing music and without my music. I wouldn't have you guys
[1:36 - 1:38] So you guys ready for this shit?
[1:41 - 1:45] And david if you're looking down man, it's all shows for you brother
[1:46 - 1:48] We fucking love you. We miss you man
[1:49 - 1:51] Let's get it
[2:03 - 2:05] Rest in peace, bro
[2:05 - 2:12] Let's go guys
[2:12 - 2:14] I want you guys
[2:50 - 2:52] Hey
[3:08 - 3:15] For her
[3:30 - 3:32] I'm
[4:05 - 4:09] I want to see those RIT and have birthday david in the comments
[4:13 - 4:15] So much
[5:13 - 5:15] I know all my old
[5:22 - 5:24] They say
[5:58 - 6:00] Try to get you out of my mind
[6:02 - 6:04] That you do for me
[6:39 - 6:41] Right now
[7:27 - 7:29] That you did for me
[9:58 - 10:06] You guys ready for this one i'm not gaming for me i'm gaming this song right here was one of the top fucking favorite ones
[10:27 - 10:56] You guys ready
[11:10 - 11:12] That change
[11:40 - 12:08] We
[16:02 - 16:09] But I got a lot to give myself
[16:09 - 16:11] But it's all I can find
[16:11 - 16:14] There's no one I can call anymore
[16:14 - 16:16] They took all my money
[16:16 - 16:19] Said, man, baby, live it in the eyes
[16:19 - 16:20] And so I swore to God
[16:20 - 16:22] Said, buy it, buy it, buy it, let's go
[16:22 - 16:23] Let's go
[16:23 - 16:25] Buy it, buy it, buy it, let's go
[16:25 - 16:27] It's time to leave
[16:27 - 16:28] And when I'm gone, tell me
[16:28 - 16:31] I can't wait to live it in the eyes
[16:31 - 16:35] So I'm watching all of them scream, yeah
[16:35 - 16:38] Watching those two real enemies
[16:38 - 16:41] All the memories faded
[16:41 - 16:44] When we get the ones we really need
[16:44 - 16:47] Watching evil men break dreams
[16:47 - 16:50] Watching good intentions turn to greed
[16:50 - 16:53] Now I'm satisfied taking
[16:53 - 16:57] What I'm about just to go away
[16:57 - 17:08] I know I gotta be strong
[17:08 - 17:11] Yeah, man, yeah
[17:11 - 17:14] Hey, Chris, hold up, hold up
[17:14 - 17:16] Hey, Chris, why you stop being
[17:16 - 17:20] a two-faced little fucking bitch?
[17:20 - 17:24] Seriously, man, knock it the fuck off homie
[17:24 - 17:29] Show some goddamn respect,
[17:29 - 17:31] you pitiful bitch
[17:31 - 17:55] Did you get everything you wanted
[17:55 - 18:11] Did you get everything you wanted
[18:11 - 18:17] Did you get everything you wanted
[18:17 - 18:39] Did you get everything you wanted
[18:39 - 18:42] Did you get everything you wanted
[18:42 - 19:06] You know, let me say something right the fuck now to all you disrespectful little bitches.
[19:06 - 19:14] All y'all little motherfuckers that come here and run your fucking mouth.
[19:14 - 19:20] When I'm doing a show for somebody that got me to wear a mask or for a friend.
[19:20 - 19:23] Y'all need to show some fucking respect.
[19:23 - 19:29] You don't see me coming up into your chat when you do a show for your friends.
[19:29 - 19:31] Or when you do something for your friends.
[19:31 - 19:35] You don't see me coming up in there acting shitty.
[19:35 - 19:39] If anything, I come up in there and I show respect.
[19:39 - 19:42] So I expect the same goddamn thing in return.
[21:00 - 21:04] Stay with me, I'm afraid of my soul.
[21:04 - 21:08] Ready now, that's in control.
[21:08 - 21:12] When I just break, then you can't get out.
[21:12 - 21:14] The end is over.
[21:14 - 21:18] It's too late.
[21:18 - 21:27] Will we live without people saving us from the vice of fear?
[21:27 - 21:34] Then call us when the sky may cross.
[21:34 - 21:50] And move so much in the color of your name.
[21:50 - 21:54] Please have a seat with us.
[21:54 - 21:59] Please stand for me.
[21:59 - 22:00] Get away from me.
[22:00 - 22:04] Let's go.
[22:04 - 22:30] Hold us when the sky.
[22:30 - 22:45] Hold us when the sky.
[22:45 - 24:13] Now you know, I wasn't trying to be a rat before the last song.
[24:13 - 24:15] I wasn't trying to be a dick.
[24:15 - 24:37] They know when you got motherfuckers coming up in the chat during a fucking memorial show,
[24:37 - 24:39] running their mouths.
[24:39 - 24:41] Bro, what are you doing?
[24:41 - 24:54] Wait, dude, we're here to celebrate the life of somebody that pushed me to do music that inspired me to do what I fucking do.
[24:55 - 25:02] Somebody that inspired my first album back in the day,
[25:02 - 25:13] which I will be re-recording all the songs for and re-releasing very, very soon.
[25:13 - 25:18] But when I'm here doing a show for somebody,
[25:18 - 25:28] I expect you all to show the same amount of respect as you would your own fucking family member if it was their memorial service or their funeral.
[25:28 - 25:36] I expect you all to show the same amount of fucking goddamn respect.
[25:36 - 25:42] You don't see me coming up into your shit and disrespecting you.
[25:42 - 25:49] Every time somebody puts on a memorial show, whether I love them or I hate them, I don't care.
[25:49 - 25:53] I come up in and I say my condolences.
[25:53 - 25:56] I show respect.
[25:56 - 26:20] Y'all need to do the fucking same.
[26:20 - 26:22] Let me see where these guys are real quick.
[26:22 - 26:23] Hold on.
[26:23 - 27:34] They just said let's go.
[30:33 - 30:43] Now this one right here, I know he'd be fucking super proud of right now.
[30:43 - 30:54] I'm gonna tell y'all, man, without my brother pushing me, I wouldn't be here.
[30:54 - 31:00] I owe my entire goddamn career to David, man.
[31:00 - 31:03] If it wasn't for him pushing me, I wouldn't be here.
[31:03 - 31:10] When I wanted to do up, he didn't fucking let me.
[31:10 - 31:15] He made me shit my ass back up and keep fighting which is why I'm here today.
[31:15 - 31:20] You guys ready?
[31:20 - 31:24] Let's go.
[33:13 - 35:55] Let me ask you guys something, man.
[35:55 - 36:02] That never give up attitude that I have, where do you think I fucking get it from?
[36:02 - 36:15] Where the fuck do you think I get that attitude from?
[36:15 - 36:39] I know this one's by my boy Koda, but I know David would have loved this one if he was around, man.
[36:39 - 36:42] So you know I gotta do it.
[36:49 - 36:54] They all say okay, okay, okay, okay.
[36:54 - 36:57] Not just saying I'm gonna stay okay.
[36:57 - 37:00] I know he's gonna live back so I'm gonna stay okay.
[37:00 - 37:02] Girl, you know what I'm saying?
[37:02 - 37:06] They all say okay, okay, okay, okay.
[37:06 - 37:09] Now we're going red and they're saying okay, okay.
[37:09 - 37:12] Screaming on the stage like I'm saying I'm sick.
[37:12 - 37:15] Black girl wanna fuck cause I'm peace skinning.
[37:15 - 37:18] Busting open on the carpet like I'm peace skinning.
[37:18 - 37:21] Ain't grief in it, ain't it, ain't it, it's pretty thinning.
[37:21 - 37:24] You know I keep it bad again when I'm resetting.
[37:24 - 37:27] Hey, other rope investigation.
[37:27 - 37:30] Thank God for this limitation.
[37:30 - 37:33] I'm either at the tram or at the station.
[37:33 - 37:37] And if I ain't your favorite then you racist.
[37:37 - 37:40] Hey okay, no matter what business.
[37:40 - 37:43] Please let me know where you wanna take it.
[37:44 - 37:47] We refer to me to have a face to face.
[37:47 - 37:50] Me and singing on the waves, left with me to grace.
[37:50 - 37:53] Been up in the game, we just take the place.
[37:53 - 37:56] Finishing up in my lane, bitch, how that taste?
[37:56 - 37:59] I won't go today, hey I'm A-okay.
[37:59 - 38:02] I got me a bad so I'm A-okay.
[38:02 - 38:05] My girl, my team, my family, I'm A-okay.
[38:05 - 38:09] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[38:09 - 38:12] Not just saying I'm gonna stay okay.
[38:12 - 38:15] I got me a bad so I'm A-okay.
[38:15 - 38:18] My green and white, they tan, they all A-okay.
[38:18 - 38:21] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[38:21 - 38:24] When they in the spot like that bitch a creep.
[38:24 - 38:27] I was on my ass with no where to live.
[38:27 - 38:30] The bag can't last, it ain't willing cash.
[38:30 - 38:33] I'ma pop up in your room, ghost of Christmas grass.
[38:33 - 38:37] Girl, she ain't gassed, them ain't got a gas.
[38:37 - 38:40] Following the bad, it'll never last.
[38:40 - 38:43] She actin' bougie, I got a bag.
[38:43 - 38:46] First time she done a monster, now she got a bag.
[38:46 - 38:49] She gon' be okay, need it every day.
[38:49 - 38:52] Scrapes for real estate, straight off a plate.
[38:52 - 38:55] Say the mother's a gun by the bottom of the lake.
[38:55 - 38:58] Pop your ass to the ground, turn her by the bottom of the lake.
[38:58 - 39:01] Wait, wait, dog, it's a criminal.
[39:01 - 39:04] Not like her big face, go to dinner dates.
[39:04 - 39:07] Pay the bill and say bill over and spill it out.
[39:07 - 39:10] I'ma kill the good class, they ain't gonna really know.
[39:10 - 39:13] I'ma kill the good class, they ain't gonna really know.
[39:13 - 39:16] Feel the chains at my leg, feel the free on my way.
[39:16 - 39:19] That's okay, that's alright, I'ma keep straight.
[39:19 - 39:22] We don't play around with stripes, cause it's so nice.
[39:22 - 39:25] When that thing go hit the lights.
[39:25 - 39:28] We gon' be okay, need it every day.
[39:28 - 39:31] Scrapes for real estate, straight off the plate.
[39:31 - 39:34] Say the mother's a gun by the bottom of the lake.
[39:34 - 39:51] I'ma kill the dead, I'ma make it okay.
[39:51 - 39:55] I got me a bag, so I'ma make it okay.
[39:55 - 39:59] Thinkin' like my family, I'ma make it okay.
[39:59 - 40:02] We're okay, okay, okay.
[40:02 - 40:05] Just sayin' like I'ma say okay.
[40:05 - 40:08] I got me a bag, so I'ma make it okay.
[40:08 - 40:11] Make money off the town, I'ma make it okay.
[40:11 - 41:40] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[41:40 - 41:46] And since my motherfucking brother played bass, you know I gotta honor him by doing the right thing.
[41:46 - 42:38] I'm not gaming for me. I'm gaming for you.
[42:38 - 42:40] Transcend humanity.
[42:59 - 48:20] You can run and transform at the same time.
[48:20 - 52:55] Visit my-
[53:15 - 53:17] You can run and transform at the same time.
[53:17 - 53:21] Visit my-
[53:21 - 61:45] Something is off the record here. Let me ask you guys something.
[61:45 - 61:47] Before I end this stream.
[61:47 - 61:50] We need to have a little conversation.
[61:50 - 62:14] And yes, I'm probably gonna piss some people off, but I really don't give a shit.
[62:14 - 62:22] Do you trolls really think that you're fucking doing anything worth of value?
[62:22 - 62:26] And I know talent scout here will agree with me.
[62:26 - 62:29] Do you trolls really think that you're doing-
[62:29 - 62:33] Do you really believe that you're doing anything worth of value by
[62:33 - 62:38] coming in here and repeating the same thing over and over and over again?
[62:38 - 62:49] Wait, do you not realize that your attempts at shutting me up are not working?
[62:49 - 62:51] Do you not realize that?
[62:51 - 63:01] Actually, no it's not, dude. It's worthless.
[63:01 - 63:03] It's actually worthless, Helen.
[63:03 - 63:09] I think about it. You come up here and run your mouth and nothing changes.
[63:09 - 63:12] Nothing fucking changes.
[63:12 - 63:18] You come up here and run your mouth like a bitch, forget nothing changes what I'm doing.
[63:18 - 63:21] It really doesn't change what the fuck I'm doing.
[63:21 - 63:31] It really doesn't change what the fuck I'm doing at the end of the day.
[63:31 - 63:36] Like, y'all are that fucking dumb.
[63:36 - 63:40] Yeah, you feel like what you're doing has value, but it really doesn't.
[63:40 - 63:45] Alright, did you not watch my last livestream?
[63:45 - 63:48] I know Talon Scott watched my last live.
[63:48 - 63:55] And dude, what you're doing is dumb.
[63:55 - 64:00] Like, you're not doing anything except running your mouth like a robot.
[64:00 - 64:01] Alright, what are you doing?
[64:01 - 64:05] Copying and pasting the same thing over and over and over and over again?
[64:05 - 64:07] Is that all you're doing?
[64:07 - 64:13] If so, you need to come up with something better because
[64:13 - 64:17] quite frankly, y'all trolls ain't winning for shit.
[64:17 - 64:23] I love how you guys think that this is some sort of fucking game or whatever.
[64:23 - 64:24] I love it.
[64:24 - 64:29] I love how you guys think that it's some sort of game and some sort of, you know, whatever.
[64:29 - 64:36] Like, you guys think that it's some sort of fucking righteous crusade doing what you're doing,
[64:36 - 64:39] but really, it's not a crusade.
[64:39 - 64:43] You're not doing anything of value.
[64:43 - 64:46] If anything, you're just bringing me in more motherfucking views
[64:46 - 64:49] because y'all are desperate for relevancy.
[64:49 - 64:51] That's all it is.
[64:51 - 64:58] You guys want to be relevant so bad that you feel like you have to put my name in your mouth.
[64:58 - 65:06] You feel like, yeah, like you feel like I'm the only one that you can talk about
[65:06 - 65:08] because I make you relevant.
[65:08 - 65:10] That's why you talk about me.
[65:10 - 65:13] And it's true.
[65:13 - 65:16] Like, y'all just want to be fucking relevant.
[65:16 - 65:17] That's all it is.
[65:17 - 65:22] Y'all are mad at the fact that I'm relevant and you're not.
[65:22 - 65:24] And you can't stand to see me succeed.
[65:24 - 65:30] So you do anything you can to be relevant to piggyback off of where I'm going.
[65:30 - 65:39] Like, you literally try to piggyback off of what the fuck I'm doing.
[65:39 - 65:41] And it don't get you nowhere.
[65:41 - 65:42] It just makes you look dumb.
[65:42 - 65:44] For real.
[65:44 - 65:46] It just makes you look fucking stupid.
[65:46 - 65:49] Like, I know what I'm worth.
[65:49 - 65:51] Talent Scout knows what I'm worth.
[65:51 - 65:55] My real supporters and fans know what the fuck I'm worth.
[65:55 - 66:02] My soon to be girlfriend and her family knows what I'm worth.
[66:02 - 66:05] My boy Clint knows what I'm worth.
[66:05 - 66:15] I'm more relevant than you, bitch.
[66:15 - 66:25] See, I'm not laughing right there.
[66:25 - 66:28] That just shows how ignorant you are.
[66:28 - 66:29] It really does.
[66:29 - 66:34] It shows your ignorance and your lack of intelligence.
[66:34 - 66:42] It shows your lack of being able to recognize someone for what they're able to do.
[66:42 - 66:52] Like, you want to be relevant so bad that you feel like you have to troll me to get something.
[66:52 - 66:56] Well, I'm sorry to say it, but it don't work like that, pal.
[66:56 - 67:13] Yo, always on impact.
[67:13 - 67:14] I'm gonna have to hop on.
[67:14 - 67:29] But like I said, man, y'all trolls that try to be relevant, just give it the fuck up.
[67:30 - 67:37] And dude, Helen, nobody gives a fuck if you have a college degree.
[67:37 - 67:40] Having a college degree don't make you relevant.
[67:40 - 67:42] It really doesn't.
[67:42 - 67:43] So what?
[67:43 - 67:44] You got a college degree.
[67:44 - 67:46] No one gives a fuck.
[67:46 - 67:49] Really, no one cares.
[67:49 - 67:56] No one gives a fuck about whether you have a college degree.
[67:56 - 67:59] A college degree is a fucking piece of paper.
[67:59 - 68:01] What's that piece of paper gonna do?
[68:01 - 68:04] Sure, it's gonna get you a job in this and that and the other.
[68:04 - 68:08] But at the end of the day, it's just another fucking piece of paper.
[68:08 - 68:10] That's all it is.
[68:10 - 68:19] It's a fucking piece of paper that says, hey, I did something with my life.
[68:19 - 68:24] When really all you're doing is getting stuck in the motherfucking loop like an idiot.
[68:24 - 68:27] Me, I live outside of the loop.
[68:29 - 68:34] I live in reality, not the fucking loophole that y'all are stuck in.
[68:34 - 68:50] I find it pretty damn sad that y'all are stuck in that goddamn loop.
[68:50 - 68:57] While I'm living my life doing what I do, y'all are stuck in that perpetual never-ending cycle of
[68:57 - 69:03] say his name, get relevancy, troll him, say his name, get relevancy, troll him again.
[69:03 - 69:06] Like you're stuck in that endless cycle.
[69:06 - 69:08] Me, I'm not in it.
[69:09 - 69:20] Plus, every time y'all say that I don't have proof of something, every time y'all try to say that,
[69:20 - 69:22] I usually prove you guys wrong.
[69:22 - 69:28] Like the other night, everybody's sitting there saying, oh, you're stealing these instrumentals.
[69:28 - 69:29] No, the fuck I'm not.
[69:29 - 69:35] You can literally go to the site that I showed on screen and check the shit out.
[69:35 - 69:37] There are no terms of service.
[69:37 - 69:46] They are there to be used for a reason.
[69:46 - 69:52] So, all y'all irrelevant dumb fucks can go the fuck somewhere else.
[69:52 - 69:59] But what about all the real fans though?
[69:59 - 70:03] And all the real fans that have been supporting me, I just want to say thank you guys.
[70:03 - 70:05] Because you guys are fucking awesome.
[70:05 - 70:10] I love the fucking fans, the real ones, not the fucking fake set for 10 shit.
[70:10 - 70:13] So, I'm about to bounce y'all.
[70:13 - 70:17] I'm about to kick one of my boy Jose on some apex.
[70:17 - 70:19] Probably kick him with him for a bit.
[70:19 - 70:21] And I will catch you guys tomorrow.
[70:21 - 70:23] I will have some new stuff up tonight.
[70:23 - 70:28] So, be ready for that and I'll catch y'all later, man.
[70:28 - 70:29] Peace.

[0:08 - 0:10] Beautiful dog.
[0:10 - 0:12] Yep. Good ol' girl.

[0:00 - 0:07] One of y'all at your boy shadow nexus here now for all you that don't know I make all my music in at those studios
[0:07 - 0:14] As you can see I just got done putting together a beat right here. I literally just took put it together and then I
[0:15 - 0:18] Do like I usually do and stretch it out, but we're gonna go right here
[0:19 - 0:22] Not say changes cuz I've already got it saved already got it downloaded
[0:23 - 0:30] So we're gonna go here to beat back cuz a lot of people think like oh you steal this you steal that
[0:30 - 0:36] No, I don't so we're gonna go into packs. I know we're gonna go into drums
[0:37 - 0:47] Now starting from the very top here. Does it look like I'm stealing now
[0:51 - 0:57] Everything from motherfucking Wu-Tang clan. I got a whole bunch of Zelda shit that I downloaded
[0:59 - 1:03] Loops like breaker loops like
[1:04 - 1:08] All this shit are sound packs that I fucking out and
[1:08 - 1:14] They weren't free to use then why are they free to download and use to make money from you idiots?
[1:15 - 1:17] I got everything from
[1:19 - 1:21] Cobra crate dig sounds
[1:22 - 1:31] Simatic sample pack I got shit by dr. Dre like literally like a free sample pack from dr
[1:31 - 1:56] Dre now for those of you wondering
[1:58 - 2:02] Where did I get the sound packs? Well, let me show you
[2:02 - 2:10] Let me go here and I'll show you where I got the damn sound packs
[2:20 - 2:31] Going here to my main as you're all could tell got that fly ass
[2:33 - 2:35] Wallpaper
[2:35 - 2:39] now you go here to
[2:40 - 2:43] Sound packs calm right there
[2:45 - 2:48] Now you go to sound packs
[2:49 - 2:51] As you can tell
[2:51 - 2:55] They have everything from dr. Dre Wu-Tang clan
[2:57 - 3:00] Bryson tillers another dude that does a lot of free loop packs
[3:01 - 3:04] Brute one of the ones I have right here brute drums
[3:06 - 3:08] Organic percussions I have that
[3:10 - 3:15] PJ that one I've worked with in the past not that big on but he's still pretty cool
[3:18 - 3:19] Let me go back to number one here
[3:19 - 3:25] Let me show you guys that you can get free beat backs to actually use in your music
[3:27 - 3:29] Matter of fact, I actually have a few
[3:32 - 3:36] Presets for harmer and citrus in here
[3:38 - 3:40] Here's a bunch of ones
[3:41 - 3:47] Rosin rosin tricks is actually one of my favorites rosin tricks on essentials
[3:48 - 3:50] Very very personal favorite of mine
[3:51 - 3:57] Now if you guys don't believe me watch this
[3:58 - 4:09] type in
[4:10 - 4:20] Dr. Dre as you see right here at the very bottom
[4:22 - 4:25] Dr. Dre sample pack or sound pack
[4:28 - 4:30] 189 samples
[4:30 - 4:32] You go here. Oh
[4:33 - 4:39] Not what I wanted you go here you go you
[4:39 - 4:42] you
[4:42 - 4:45] Wu-Tang clan
[4:45 - 4:49] right there and then you go to
[4:56 - 4:58] Somatic samples
[4:58 - 5:07] Right here the first one free samples and presets
[5:08 - 5:11] Sample packs. These are just the ones that you can buy right here
[5:12 - 5:16] The ones I picked up are
[5:16 - 5:22] Literally the free-to-use ones as you can see
[5:25 - 5:29] Free download you literally go into free downloads. I
[5:30 - 5:35] mean
[5:35 - 5:38] Zoom back a bit here all these
[5:40 - 5:48] That you guys are seeing on the screen are free to download
[5:50 - 5:52] every single one of these are
[5:53 - 6:04] Are free to download and then you even just included this I was actually one of the first
[6:05 - 6:07] six to get these
[6:08 - 6:10] for free rep before they dropped
[6:10 - 6:12] which is
[6:13 - 6:19] Somatic space light reverb plug-in and the algo light plug-in which is like your base it
[6:20 - 6:23] Like if you have like a base it makes it hit harder
[6:24 - 6:30] Like if you got like an 808 it really, you know drives it and you know picks it up so
[6:30 - 6:35] For all y'all that think that I'm fooling around and now I'm stealing shit. I'm really not
[6:36 - 6:38] Like as you can clearly tell
[6:41 - 6:44] saying all these ones that say this
[6:45 - 6:56] Free download all those ones that say free download you can download for free
[6:56 - 7:01] So all y'all that think I'm stealing shit you're fucking full of shit
[7:03 - 7:06] So stop saying I'm stealing shit you fucking idiots

[0:01 - 0:09] What's up everybody right off the bat. I do want to apologize to you guys because
[0:12 - 0:18] And last night I was supposed to do a live stream and it didn't go as planned
[0:20 - 0:23] one I actually wound up falling asleep and
[0:25 - 0:27] two
[0:27 - 0:29] fucking
[0:29 - 0:34] YouTube started acting up on me and shit. So I wasn't like really able to you know, do anything
[0:35 - 0:39] So I figured since YouTube was active. I may as well pass out for a few hours
[0:40 - 0:44] And yeah now we are back
[0:45 - 0:51] My girl just passed out. So she's knocked out for the night
[0:54 - 0:55] So, yeah
[0:55 - 1:06] So I figured why not have fun here before she gets up here in a few hours and work on some shit and prove
[1:06 - 1:11] To you guys that I am 110 percent a legitimate beat maker
[1:11 - 1:14] Now before I get into it though, I do want to say this
[1:15 - 1:19] now all y'all dumb fucks that think that
[1:21 - 1:25] That think that I'm stealing this and that I'm really not
[1:27 - 1:31] Like do you know how many producers and beat makers?
[1:33 - 1:35] fucking use
[1:35 - 1:37] samples from songs
[1:38 - 1:39] and
[1:39 - 1:42] The beat packs all the fucking time
[1:43 - 2:09] Like there are so fucking many dude, you ain't even the real Akron PD get the gowdy
[2:17 - 2:24] Psychosis the little bitch that thinks that I'm not for real. Yeah, nice try loser
[2:24 - 2:38] Yo, Nitro, what up dog? What up Devon? How you doing, bro?
[2:38 - 2:48] But I figured you know since my girls passed out for the night and since I didn't get to do a beat
[2:49 - 2:55] Session with you guys last night. I figured why not hop on here kicking with you guys and work on some shit, bro
[2:55 - 3:00] Oh, I did actually get a brand new VST plug in here called
[3:01 - 3:05] Let's go. It's called castle. It's brand new never actually used it
[3:05 - 3:13] Um, it's by sound slates. Never I've heard of these guys. I've never really checked any other stuff out
[3:18 - 3:22] So we're about to log in here and check this shit out right quick
[3:22 - 3:35] Let me and not give me total shit
[4:15 - 4:17] Fuck
[4:17 - 4:24] Now yes, I want to exit the application
[4:25 - 4:39] So we'll just go over here. We will start over and hopefully you guys are enjoying the stuff that I've been putting out, too
[4:41 - 4:47] Hopefully you guys are and I hope we guys do and are enjoying the stuff that I'm putting out
[4:47 - 4:52] I know I'm enjoying it now that my life's getting back to normal. I'm actually enjoying it
[4:54 - 5:26] This bitch what I love her there is one
[5:30 - 5:34] I'll just say no access
[5:35 - 5:38] Let's just cancel that guy. I didn't say that looking a while
[5:39 - 5:44] alright, so I did also pick up another plug and then we're gonna check out since
[5:45 - 5:47] Since capsule won't work
[5:48 - 5:51] We're actually going to check out pendulate
[5:52 - 5:54] by new fangled audio
[5:55 - 6:02] Now keep in mind some of these I've never checked out this one looks
[6:04 - 6:07] Interesting like you guys look at this shit. It looks
[6:08 - 6:09] very
[6:09 - 6:12] The way it's set up. It looks interesting
[6:13 - 6:31] Like this VSC does look interesting. Let's check this out. Oh, that's cool. You can actually see the waves in that shit
[6:31 - 6:33] That's fucking cool
[6:34 - 6:51] I'm starting to get ideas already. Yeah, damn. Oh, they got drawn
[6:53 - 7:03] Rolling black I heard was an interesting one to use. So let's check that out. Oh, that's fucking cool
[7:10 - 7:12] Sounds like a fucking siren going on
[7:17 - 7:49] Yeah, that is so sick. Oh shit. Well, you know what?
[7:49 - 7:53] Let's try and make it on the base around that that is actually fucking cool
[7:54 - 7:59] Let's try and make it a beat based around that right there. Let's see what we can do here
[8:00 - 9:51] We can definitely do some of that. Yo now vital I have used in the past. I do like vital a lot
[9:51 - 10:02] I've actually used vital in the past. It's actually one of my favorites to use for
[10:05 - 10:09] Subtractive
[10:09 - 10:24] Synthesizers, I was you literally have all these different presets. My favorite one to use is actually experiment
[10:24 - 10:53] And it's not wanting to work son of a bitch
[10:53 - 11:11] So apparently they want to go back to the original shit
[11:12 - 11:28] Then it is okay because what I would do is I'll just get rid of it and then just bring it back in
[11:28 - 11:35] Oh, well, let's mess with flex for a minute. Hold up
[12:01 - 13:04] I definitely think that we can mess with that a bit. So let's go into the funeral and see what we can do here
[14:03 - 14:18] That's all right, though. Okay, we'll figure some shit out. I did also manage to pick up with some dope-ass
[14:18 - 14:20] Zelda stuff as well like
[15:15 - 15:40] Kind of shit I can fuck with I want to do this
[16:23 - 16:34] Dude, those was generally adult link. That was cool. So yeah, I got all those I got fucking
[16:36 - 16:40] West Coast shit, I got fucking Wu-Tang clan shit. I got fucking
[16:41 - 16:43] Dr. Dre
[16:43 - 16:55] RJ passion fucking all kinds of shit dude. Hell you got some fucking little p-type shit. Oh
[16:56 - 17:26] Well, I actually like that hold up let's hear how this sounds with this particular track
[17:46 - 17:58] That actually was very interesting not gonna lie that was actually pretty fucking cool
[17:59 - 18:05] Not one that I can use for this one though for what I'm going for but it's still not bad. Oh
[18:09 - 18:11] This might work though
[18:15 - 21:02] All right, so we have the basis for our beat down
[21:02 - 21:30] It's just a matter of finding that right sound because if we can find that right sound we can nail this shit
[21:31 - 23:16] So it's white that I'll see what you come out with there. There we go. That sounds fire. Yeah that
[23:17 - 24:04] Dude that drum was this so sick. I was trying that down there. Well, you know, let's hear how that sounds
[24:05 - 24:21] Yeah, that's hot. So let's run this across
[24:22 - 24:24] Dude, that sounds so fire
[24:25 - 25:06] And yes, this beat will be uploaded. Alright, so all we gotta do now is find that
[25:07 - 25:09] little
[25:09 - 25:11] Thing that needs to fit in there
[25:12 - 25:19] Which I think this might be it I just wanna
[25:47 - 25:49] Know
[26:11 - 27:07] Now you guys are wondering what I'm doing, I'm literally just don't know why the fuck I did
[27:08 - 27:28] I just wanna be funny real quick. I want to see how this will sound like in between
[27:29 - 28:01] You know what? I got an idea. I'm just gonna run it all the way through
[31:11 - 31:42] Yo chill what up cuz got that nice high-end piano, let's see what else I can grab that would actually
[31:44 - 31:49] Oh
[31:50 - 31:57] Hold up, I think I just found a missing key the drums
[31:58 - 33:05] All right. So now we have that we need to have something that will compliment that high-end. What could that something be?
[33:14 - 36:58] It's so sick fuck yeah, I got your message and I will message it to you like right fucking away, bro
[36:58 - 37:01] I will send this to you a hundred percent, bro
[37:01 - 37:06] I do like the team idea that you have I'll definitely hit you up and call you as soon as
[37:06 - 37:09] I'm done with the stream. I will call you and hit you up, bro
[37:10 - 37:13] 100% but dude this this shit's fire. Oh
[37:14 - 37:18] My god, this is probably I I've done like a lot of beats
[37:18 - 37:22] I really do enjoy this one has to be one of my favorites that I've done
[37:22 - 37:26] Like this has to be one of my top favorites
[37:27 - 38:22] Don't think I'm with you how you fucking like me now more I think I'll go as long and I
[39:00 - 39:02] Just sounds cool
[39:04 - 39:09] But there you guys go. I told y'all I knew what the fuck I was doing. So
[39:10 - 39:14] All y'all little fuckheads can legitimately just piss off
[39:14 - 39:27] Why do you think I'm gonna get rid of y'all's negative comments, man?
[39:27 - 39:30] Y'all are dumb as fuck
[39:33 - 39:35] Yeah, well
[39:35 - 39:37] Doctor
[39:37 - 39:43] What the fuck ever your name is I feel bad for you cuz you're about to go adios
[39:43 - 40:13] And let's go here to new and I'll check the sounds make sure everything is
[40:14 - 40:26] Nice and neat and tight and then from there it will be uploaded to
[40:27 - 40:30] YouTube and dev it will be sent to you
[40:31 - 40:35] 100%
[40:35 - 40:37] Don't know why I got two of those
[40:37 - 41:03] So let's play this back all the way through and hear how she sounds play that number one
[41:03 - 41:12] Hey
[41:52 - 42:57] Without being said now that I proved y'all motherfuckers wrong for all y'all that want to hate now that I proved you punk
[42:57 - 42:59] That's wrong. I'm about to upload this track
[43:00 - 43:02] Send it to you Devon
[43:02 - 43:08] I'm about to throw these mugs on cuz Dev I'm about to call you up. I'm about to throw these bad boys on
[43:08 - 43:11] We about to get it in
[43:12 - 43:16] And yeah, I will catch you guys later, man. Hopefully you guys enjoy this
[43:16 - 43:20] I'm honest. I know if there are any beats that you guys would like to use
[43:21 - 43:23] that I upload
[43:23 - 43:26] Y'all are more than fucking welcome to use them
[43:26 - 43:32] Just let me know which ones you guys are using and you know, make sure you credit me in a minute shit like that
[43:32 - 43:35] Because yes, I do have all the original files on hand
[43:35 - 43:41] So I will know if you guys don't credit me for this shit because I do have the original files and all the bones
[43:41 - 43:43] on hand
[43:43 - 43:47] So y'all ain't getting away with not creditin me for the jigs
[43:47 - 43:52] I do have the bones on hand as you guys saw I have them on hand
[43:53 - 43:59] So if you guys want to use them you guys are more than welcome to just head over to my channel shadow nexus
[43:59 - 44:04] Pick up those beats and yeah have phones now and rock out to them
[44:05 - 44:11] Whatever and you know use it for your videos, whatever you guys want and I'll catch you guys later Dev
[44:11 - 44:13] I'm getting ready to call you brother
[44:14 - 44:21] Axel I will catch you on Facebook and yeah
[44:22 - 44:25] Fuckin love you guys and I'll see you guys later, man. Peace
[44:25 - 44:36] Later you guys

[0:24 - 0:26] Good evening, everyone
[0:36 - 0:39] now
[0:39 - 0:50] There's something that I feel needs to be spoke about and that is
[0:51 - 0:55] the true key to
[0:57 - 1:05] Doing whatever is that you want to do with your life and the true key to dealing with
[1:05 - 1:10] Trolls like I am implementing and see
[1:11 - 1:14] Let me start off with the troll one because it'll lead into everything else
[1:15 - 1:26] Hey Dooley, I'm doing good. I heard doofy, but I thought I said Dooley. I was actually gonna say I actually know it
[1:26 - 1:35] I was from Dooley. A lot of people say
[1:35 - 1:38] to ignore the trolls
[1:40 - 1:42] and to not let it bother you and
[1:46 - 1:48] for some people that may ring true
[1:50 - 1:52] Actually, I think that
[1:52 - 1:57] For nobody does that ring true and you want to know why?
[2:04 - 2:06] because the trolls
[2:06 - 2:08] they reveal problems and
[2:10 - 2:12] flaws
[2:12 - 2:17] within our society and within
[2:17 - 2:19] platforms such as YouTube
[2:20 - 2:22] Facebook
[2:22 - 2:30] everything if you notice over the last few days, I've let the trolls
[2:30 - 2:38] Bother me and I know it's sound and I know it sounds weird, but it's reverse psychology
[2:38 - 2:45] It's it's all about reversing it. See if you let the trolls bother you
[2:50 - 2:53] You are able to then speak about
[2:54 - 2:59] Problems that they are revealing within themselves or within
[3:02 - 3:04] whatever platform you're on
[3:04 - 3:09] There is a lot of stuff going on on YouTube. That is very very true
[3:09 - 3:14] that is very true and
[3:15 - 3:17] People such as William glory hole
[3:17 - 3:21] Masshole reports and even music biz Marty have revealed
[3:22 - 3:25] Very big flaws within YouTube's
[3:26 - 3:28] algorithmic system
[3:28 - 3:33] They have shown that people have the ability
[3:34 - 3:44] To commit crimes and get away with it. Take
[3:46 - 3:48] this thing that
[3:49 - 3:54] Rings true and this actually plays into a take music biz Marty's
[3:56 - 4:04] Thing for me for example because he's the kind of troll that acts like he owns
[4:05 - 4:07] everything
[4:07 - 4:13] My he's the kind of troll that acts like he owns everything everything that he touches
[4:13 - 4:37] That right there you are revealing. It's always sunny. You are revealing your own inner conflict
[4:38 - 4:41] To something that is not true
[4:42 - 4:46] So you my friend
[4:50 - 4:52] That is your view and
[4:54 - 5:03] I'm not judging you for your opinion. I'm not judging you. That is your opinion and you are entitled to your
[5:03 - 5:15] opinion
[5:15 - 5:20] Take Marty, for example, he thinks that he owns me, correct?
[5:21 - 5:24] But if you think about it
[5:25 - 5:29] What he thinks he owns is merely an idea
[5:30 - 5:41] He merely thinks that he owns me but merely in reality
[5:41 - 5:43] He only owns an
[5:44 - 5:54] Idea if he does own something. It's an idea. It is not me as a person
[5:54 - 6:05] We are all we were all ideas at one point. It's always sunny and Tulsa
[6:05 - 6:13] You were once an idea and what do I mean by that? You were once a child yourself
[6:14 - 6:19] Before you were born you had to become an idea
[6:20 - 6:25] You were an idea at one point. I
[6:26 - 6:28] was an idea
[6:28 - 6:43] So my question to you is this is always sunny is
[6:44 - 6:46] anything
[6:46 - 6:51] Real I think about it is anything truly
[6:52 - 7:00] Real they truly think about that. Are you
[7:00 - 7:23] Real or were you an idea to make things real you see
[7:23 - 7:25] Take some of the most
[7:26 - 7:27] famous
[7:27 - 7:29] musicians in the world
[7:32 - 7:34] Take the most
[7:34 - 7:36] famous musicians in
[7:37 - 7:38] the world
[7:38 - 7:44] To create their music they had to come up with an idea
[7:45 - 8:17] Think about it to create something they had to create the idea of that something
[8:18 - 8:58] If you actually think about it, it does and if you open your mind
[8:58 - 9:05] If you are willing to open your mind, you will truly understand
[9:06 - 9:17] If you open your mind enough, you will understand what's going on
[9:17 - 9:41] And speaking on toxic angel
[9:49 - 9:51] There is an old saying
[9:51 - 9:54] By the legendary samurai
[9:54 - 10:03] Miyamoto Musashi a man who thinks he has already won the war
[10:04 - 10:06] May win the battle
[10:06 - 10:08] But ultimately lose the war
[10:09 - 10:16] There's two very issues of it and the second one goes as this a
[10:16 - 10:23] Man who thinks he has already won has already lost
[10:24 - 10:33] See toxic angel might think
[10:34 - 10:36] That he is winning
[10:36 - 10:38] by doing these things
[10:39 - 10:41] But truthfully he is not
[10:42 - 10:59] See you guys make this out to be a war
[11:01 - 11:08] Which I find very intriguing I can easily counter
[11:10 - 11:16] What all of you say take it's always sunny and
[11:17 - 11:22] What you were speaking on earlier with my actions on mass over force
[11:23 - 11:29] let me
[11:29 - 11:35] clarify that if I truly was a
[11:36 - 11:41] Penifile it's always funny. Don't you think that I would have been arrested?
[11:43 - 11:45] Right then and there it's a place saw me as
[11:46 - 11:48] Truly as a pedophile
[11:48 - 12:07] Do you not think that I would have been arrested on the spot right there? How am I arrested?
[12:07 - 12:10] I don't have handcuffs on me. I'm not under arrest
[12:11 - 12:35] Very interesting
[12:36 - 12:39] then that's actually very interesting because
[12:40 - 12:43] I've not had any FBI show up here
[12:44 - 12:47] So therefore your claims cannot be backed up
[12:56 - 12:59] Twenty-one smooth actually makes a very interesting point
[13:00 - 13:14] Now that actually is a very interesting point that actually is a very interesting point if you think about it
[13:16 - 13:22] There's another way to put it too, I mean it's more bleak and it's more dark but it makes more sense
[13:23 - 13:30] If you truthfully think about it, there's another way to look at it. If you won't think about it
[13:30 - 13:32] We are all on death row
[13:35 - 13:40] Same as the prisoners in prison. We are all on death row ourselves
[13:41 - 13:45] the only difference between us and prisoners is
[13:46 - 13:48] they are behind a
[13:49 - 13:53] Man-made wall we are not
[13:54 - 13:56] We are all on
[13:57 - 13:59] that row together
[14:01 - 14:03] Life is our executioner
[14:08 - 14:10] Life is our executioner
[14:11 - 14:19] We are all on death row and we can continue
[14:20 - 14:22] To fight it as much as we like
[14:23 - 14:33] We can fight death row as much as we like but at the end of the day
[14:34 - 14:38] We have to succumb to the fact that we all have to die one day
[14:39 - 14:49] Now my question to you is what are you gonna do with your time?
[14:50 - 14:58] Spent on life's row of death. Are you going to spend it negatively?
[14:59 - 15:01] doing things that
[15:01 - 15:03] people such as
[15:03 - 15:05] mass whole reports
[15:06 - 15:08] such as
[15:10 - 15:19] William glory home and Marty do or are you gonna spend it helping others trying to
[15:21 - 15:26] Inspire people trying to help others like yourselves to be better people
[15:41 - 15:43] this is why I
[15:43 - 15:49] Let what people say bother me. It's not that I'm not I'm not saying like oh, I'm letting it bother me
[15:49 - 15:51] No, I want it
[15:52 - 15:54] to bother me because
[15:55 - 15:57] These things
[15:57 - 15:59] that people speak about
[15:59 - 16:12] They reveal the trolls basically reveal themselves through what they do at night nitro be safe, buddy
[16:13 - 16:16] Hey fill me in about the race in the morning, bro
[16:16 - 16:18] Let me know how that went
[16:18 - 16:32] But as for the trolls if you truthfully think about it if you truly think about it the trolls are revealing
[16:33 - 16:35] themselves
[16:35 - 17:01] By attacking people like me, I'm because I don't feel under arrest
[17:02 - 17:18] I seriously I don't feel under arrest
[17:29 - 17:31] Exactly me flowers here is
[17:34 - 17:35] Projecting
[17:35 - 17:39] He's projecting his inner thoughts and what he thinks
[17:59 - 18:09] Toxic angel will be dealt with in the proper manner. I will be speaking with toxic angel right after this live stream
[18:21 - 18:23] So, thank you for the information
[18:24 - 18:27] Meat flower, I do appreciate that
[18:31 - 19:02] Yes, he does. I will take note of that and I will send that to myself
[19:05 - 19:08] but
[19:08 - 19:14] Let me ask you guys something on a serious note. Oh, wait, let me ask you guys something
[19:15 - 19:20] Like there's no judging here. There's none of this. I want to know something personally
[19:30 - 19:35] do you think
[19:35 - 19:37] That I am the true pedophile
[19:38 - 19:39] or that
[19:39 - 19:41] mass hole
[19:41 - 19:43] is
[19:43 - 19:45] the true
[19:46 - 19:48] Pedophile
[19:48 - 19:54] Because think about it if I was a true pedophile I would have been arrested already
[19:55 - 19:57] I would have been in jail
[19:58 - 20:02] I would have been sentenced to god knows how many years in prison
[20:08 - 20:10] Think about it
[20:10 - 20:12] They would have arrested me right then and there
[20:33 - 20:35] see
[20:35 - 20:38] The thing that you guys fail to realize
[20:38 - 20:50] Is one key thing. Oh, I know they will and they have
[20:53 - 20:54] but
[20:54 - 20:56] At the same time there is a counter
[20:57 - 20:59] to that
[20:59 - 21:01] And I have that counter
[21:02 - 21:04] set and ready
[21:04 - 21:08] Because I can prove all of this was a setup
[21:10 - 21:21] See, there's this thing. There's this new wave called cancel culture and what people like mass hole reports in them do is this
[21:31 - 21:34] What people like mass hole reports do is this
[21:35 - 21:39] They set people up
[21:39 - 21:41] They set people like myself up
[21:42 - 21:44] To have these things happen
[21:45 - 21:47] Because they see people like myself
[21:48 - 21:50] As a threat
[21:50 - 21:52] For whatever reason
[21:53 - 21:56] But truly i'm not a threat to anyone
[21:57 - 22:01] See I can prove that everything was a setup
[22:04 - 22:06] Which I can very much easily do
[22:12 - 22:13] now
[22:13 - 22:17] Let me ask you this
[22:17 - 22:24] If I was a true pedophile, do you not think that I would be going don't you think that I would be actually going out?
[22:24 - 22:26] And actively looking for children
[22:28 - 22:33] I mean think about it
[22:33 - 22:37] Do you not think that if I was a pedophile that I would be in don't you think if I was
[22:37 - 22:39] A pedophile a true pedophile
[22:40 - 22:42] Don't you think that I would be
[22:43 - 22:45] out there
[22:45 - 22:47] actually
[22:47 - 22:49] Doing pedophilic stuff
[22:50 - 23:05] But i'm not and that is when you are wrong. It's always sunny. That is not true
[23:09 - 23:12] Yes, why don't you show why don't you make a video of me
[23:14 - 23:16] Me flower, why don't you make a video and show proof?
[23:19 - 23:20] please
[23:20 - 23:22] by all means
[23:22 - 23:24] Show your proof that you have
[23:27 - 23:30] By all means make a video showing the proof
[23:34 - 23:36] I want you to show the proof
[23:42 - 23:44] If you have it
[23:44 - 23:49] Then say it
[23:49 - 23:59] Show it
[23:59 - 24:06] Not that i'm aware of
[24:06 - 24:09] Please me flower show us your supposed proof
[24:18 - 24:20] No, no, no
[24:20 - 24:22] I want you to make a video
[24:24 - 24:25] and
[24:25 - 24:28] Show it
[24:28 - 24:31] Make a video of your own and post it
[24:44 - 24:48] Very interesting
[24:48 - 24:52] You know what? I'm gonna cut this short and I am gonna have a little talk with toxic
[24:53 - 24:56] So me flower, thank you for the information
[24:59 - 25:01] I'll be sure to address him

[0:01 - 0:06] What's up guys this is Chance or Shadow Nexus depending on where you're watching this
[0:09 - 0:11] This cat showed up a few days ago
[0:12 - 0:15] She's a female Calico. She's very friendly
[0:17 - 0:20] And I want to keep her but sadly we can't
[0:21 - 0:23] Because we're not allowed to have cats here
[0:23 - 0:28] And I am looking for someone to take her in. I'm here in Akron, Ohio
[0:29 - 0:31] She's a very beautiful cat
[0:32 - 0:34] You know she's a very pretty cat
[0:35 - 0:38] There's only one thing wrong with her and that's the fact that she's half blind
[0:40 - 0:43] I don't know how that happened, but she just showed up like that
[0:44 - 0:48] As you can tell she's very very sweet very friendly
[0:49 - 0:53] As you can tell she's a sweet sweet cat
[0:56 - 1:03] I said I would keep her but we're not allowed to have pets as far as cats go like we're not allowed to have cats here
[1:04 - 1:10] And I've been looking for a home for her for the last few days
[1:11 - 1:18] So if anybody out there is willing to take in this little guy here or I say this sweet girl here
[1:19 - 1:22] Please reach out to me any way possible
[1:23 - 1:27] She definitely used to be a house cat you can tell by the way she's acting
[1:28 - 1:30] You can tell she used to be a house cat
[1:31 - 1:34] She's a sweet sweet cat. She's good around kids
[1:37 - 1:40] She's good around other animals as far as I can tell
[1:41 - 1:43] She does like to hunt mice
[1:44 - 1:48] She will hunt mice so if you guys have any mice in your house she will hunt them down for you
[1:48 - 1:54] She used to be a house cat, she's super sweet and super friendly
[1:55 - 2:00] Like I said I would love to keep her but we're not allowed to have cats
[2:01 - 2:06] And as you can tell she's got a sense of humor so I'd stick her tongue out of me
[2:07 - 2:11] Like I said I would love to keep her but as I said we're not allowed to have cats
[2:12 - 2:24] So if anybody out there is more than willing to take her in please get in contact with me right away
[2:25 - 2:27] She's super friendly as you can tell
[2:28 - 2:36] So yeah please somebody on Facebook, YouTube, wherever you're watching this
[2:37 - 2:42] Reach out to me if you guys are looking for a friendly cat
[2:43 - 2:45] That's child and family friendly
[2:46 - 2:48] She's super sweet like I said
[2:50 - 2:53] I don't know how long she's been outside for
[2:54 - 2:58] So you may have to get you know her shots done or whatever
[2:59 - 3:03] As you can tell she's sitting here meeting my pajama bottoms right now
[3:04 - 3:10] But she's super sweet, super friendly
[3:12 - 3:15] So if anybody out there is willing to take her in
[3:16 - 3:19] Like I said please contact me right away guys
[3:21 - 3:23] Love you guys, bye

[0:01 - 0:34] What's up everyone, you guys know who this is, I just want you guys to know that I, like I said earlier, given the circumstances of what's going on, the fact that there is a possible, the fact that there is a hard drive out there that, you know, could possibly be mine with a whole bunch of shit on it,
[0:34 - 0:44] like I said, I didn't know there was a hard drive out there until somebody, you know, brought it to my attention.
[0:44 - 1:07] Due to those circumstances and putting my family's lives at risk, like I said, I'm not live streaming for a while, I'm going to be focusing more on, you know, writing music, writing songs, recording again and stuff like that.
[1:07 - 1:31] But to the people that are doing this to me, I just have one thing to say and that is you guys really, really need to stop what you're doing because my family is being put at risk now because of your actions.
[1:31 - 1:50] I don't know if you truly understand, but right now my family is like, they're everything to me, but right now I am all my family's got.
[1:50 - 2:01] While my stepdads at work, I have to be here to help take care of my mom and I can't do that if I'm locked away for 10 years.
[2:01 - 2:17] I don't deserve what you guys are doing. I really don't. I understand that what I did was wrong and I get that and I fully take responsibility for it.
[2:17 - 2:28] You know, like I said, the cops, they came out, I showed them everything and they saw no need to arrest me.
[2:28 - 2:56] So to the people that are doing this shit, I'm asking you to please stop, you know, think about what you're doing because you're not only affecting my life, you're affecting my family, my friends.
[2:56 - 3:14] You're affecting people that I care about. Like I said, I don't know if the hard drive is even mine or not. I mean, I highly doubt it is, but I don't know.
[3:14 - 3:33] Because to the people that are doing this stuff, I'm asking you guys to please stop. You know, I understand that you're mad about what I did, but it doesn't need to go this far.
[3:33 - 3:44] It doesn't need to end like this, you know, like I'm just a normal guy trying to make a living doing his music. That's it.
[3:44 - 3:54] You know, I'm just trying to make a living doing what I love so I can help my family so that I can provide for my family.
[3:54 - 4:20] And like I said, the whole stuff with Kate never should have happened. And I get that. But I'm asking you guys that are doing this to just please stop what you're doing.
[4:20 - 4:32] It doesn't have to go this far. I understand trolling me and doing this and that. I get it when you troll me about that. I get it.
[4:32 - 4:51] But this right here, what you guys are doing, it doesn't need to happen. What you guys are doing is unacceptable and it's inexcusable.
[4:51 - 5:01] And this doesn't need to be happening. Because as I said, I am all my family has.
[5:01 - 5:19] Okay, my mom has to have a cane to get around now and needs help getting out of bed and getting to the restroom when needed, even with a cane.
[5:19 - 5:33] And if I'm not here to help her with that or to help my stepdad with what he needs help with, what am I going to do? You know, what good am I?
[5:33 - 5:47] I don't need to be spending 10 years behind bars over you guys doing this shit to me since 2009.
[5:47 - 6:02] I didn't even know you guys were watching me for that long. But honestly, it needs to stop. It's not cute and it's not funny.
[6:02 - 6:28] Real lives are being affected. I can't imagine how my family is going to live without me there.
[6:28 - 6:48] I can't even begin to think about, you know, if I'm in jail, you know, and my mom passes away, I don't know how I'm going to handle that.
[6:48 - 7:06] Like, I don't know how I would handle that. And honestly, I want to be able to make my mom and my family proud of me by being successful doing what I love to do.
[7:06 - 7:17] In order for me to be successful, I need you guys to stop what you're doing.
[7:17 - 7:31] Be able to provide for my family the best way that I know how. And the best way that I know how is through my music.
[7:31 - 7:47] I don't have any other options. I was raised taking care of my family my whole life.
[7:47 - 7:57] I was raised taking care of my family my whole life. So taking care of my family is all I know.
[8:00 - 8:05] Only taking care of my family is all that I've ever known.
[8:05 - 8:14] And I want to be able to continue to take care of my family by being able to provide for them money wise.
[8:14 - 8:26] And the best way I can do that is through my music. So I'm asking you guys to please stop what you're doing.
[8:26 - 8:32] It doesn't have to go this far. It doesn't have to be like this.
[8:32 - 8:49] So I'm asking you guys, I'm asking you guys to please stop what you're doing.
[8:49 - 8:53] Let all this go and move on.
[8:53 - 9:03] Because as I said, I'm just a simple guy trying to do what he loves for a living.
[9:03 - 9:06] That's all I'm trying to do.
[9:06 - 9:13] I'm just a simple guy trying to provide for my family doing what he loves to do the most.

[0:09 - 0:13] I'm gonna tell y'all this right the fuck now and how it really is.
[0:13 - 0:22] I'm gonna tell y'all how it really fucking is for all y'all motherfuckers getting into my goddamn shit.
[0:30 - 0:34] Y'all motherfuckers that are getting into my shit and hacking me,
[0:34 - 0:40] y'all niggas need to back the fuck up and knock it the fuck off.
[0:47 - 0:52] Matter of fact, I got the name of the main motherfucker right here.
[0:52 - 1:05] I'm gonna pull this shit up right quick.
[1:09 - 1:10] Matter of fact, it's that little bitch.
[1:21 - 1:25] To me flower too, you need to fuck off nigga.
[1:31 - 1:34] To me flower too, you need to back off bro.
[1:36 - 1:38] You need to back the fuck off kid.
[1:38 - 1:41] Cause honestly, you're a shitty fucking hacker first off.
[1:45 - 1:51] And honestly bro, what I do with my life is not your goddamn motherfucking business bro.
[1:54 - 1:58] What I do with my life ain't your motherfucking business.
[1:58 - 2:00] I know who you work for pussy boy.
[2:01 - 2:03] You work for goddamn mass hole reports.
[2:04 - 2:06] You work for her ass.
[2:06 - 2:09] You work for the motherfuckers that got Chris Chan arrested.
[2:11 - 2:13] You work for those motherfuckers.
[2:13 - 2:17] And let me tell you bro, you need to leave my life the fuck alone.
[2:17 - 2:20] Every one of you needs to leave me the fuck alone.
[2:23 - 2:25] Every one of you needs to leave me alone.
[2:32 - 2:36] Every one of you niggas needs to leave me the fuck alone.
[2:40 - 2:47] And I ain't saying that, but whoever did get into my shit, bro, you need to back the fuck off.
[2:48 - 2:51] My life is not your goddamn business.
[2:51 - 2:58] Do you fucking numbskulls not fucking realize that I was set the fuck up?
[3:00 - 3:05] And I'm just now figuring out that years ago I was set up.
[3:05 - 3:06] And now I know why.
[3:08 - 3:09] Now I know why.
[3:10 - 3:15] Because you dumb fucks don't want to see somebody like me be successful.
[3:22 - 3:24] It's all starting to add up now.
[3:25 - 3:28] It's all starting to fucking add up.
[3:32 - 3:35] Everything from that chick when I was sick when I was a teenager
[3:37 - 3:39] all the way up to recently, it's starting to add up.
[3:41 - 3:44] It's starting to motherfucking add up and real quick.
[3:45 - 3:49] And I'm telling you dumb fucks right now, you need to back off.
[3:52 - 3:53] This ain't no goddamn joke.
[3:54 - 3:56] My life is my life.
[4:06 - 4:10] Now I know why you motherfuckers set me up all those years ago.
[4:11 - 4:13] Now everything's starting to add up.
[4:14 - 4:16] The catfish from Facebook.
[4:19 - 4:21] The girls I was talking to when I was a teenager.
[4:21 - 4:22] It's starting to add up.
[4:23 - 4:24] Y'all set me up.
[4:25 - 4:27] You set me up.
[4:32 - 4:36] This whole time it's been a fucking game to you.
[4:36 - 4:40] This whole fucking time it's been a set up to you.
[4:40 - 4:40] Hasn't it?
[4:41 - 4:44] This whole time it's been a set up.
[4:52 - 4:55] Well let me tell you, your set up just failed.
[4:58 - 5:00] Your set up failed.
[5:07 - 5:10] Because trust me, I got goons watching.
[5:14 - 5:17] I got goons watching your ass flower.
[5:17 - 5:19] And don't think I don't.
[5:21 - 5:24] You got connections, so do I motherfucker.
[5:26 - 5:26] So do I.
[5:28 - 5:32] And trust me when I say mine are not the kind to be fucked with.
[5:34 - 5:37] Because they will destroy you.
[5:39 - 5:41] You think I'm playing, just watch.
[5:43 - 5:44] Watch what happens.
[5:46 - 5:54] Y'all motherfuckers need to leave me alone.
[5:54 - 5:56] And what I want to know is this.
[5:57 - 5:59] Why target me all these years?
[6:01 - 6:03] Why target me all these years?
[6:06 - 6:06] Why?
[6:06 - 6:10] I ain't done shit.
[6:10 - 6:18] I ain't done shit to nobody to deserve to be targeted all these years.
[6:19 - 6:30] When I started on YouTube back in 2009, I had a goddamn career in mind.
[6:32 - 6:35] I don't deserve to be treated like this.
[6:36 - 6:40] Why do this all these years?
[6:41 - 6:43] Because I look different.
[6:44 - 6:44] Is that it?
[6:45 - 6:47] Because I look different.
[6:47 - 6:51] I don't look like everyone else.
[6:53 - 6:54] Is that why?
[6:55 - 7:00] Different from everyone?
[7:01 - 7:03] Is that why you're doing this?
[7:03 - 7:10] Tell the truth by me.
[7:10 - 7:17] By me all these years.
[7:17 - 7:24] All these years of going after me and setting me up.
[7:24 - 7:25] Why?
[7:25 - 7:28] I don't deserve this.
[7:29 - 7:45] I don't deserve to be set up by you punk ass bitches.
[7:45 - 7:54] I never deserve this.
[7:55 - 8:16] I'm leaving this fucking platform.
[8:16 - 8:17] I'm done.
[8:19 - 8:22] I'm done being harassed and I'm done being bullied.
[8:22 - 8:32] Do you know how I know who you are?
[8:33 - 8:35] I'm not done.
[8:35 - 8:41] Motherfucker, show up here.
[8:41 - 8:43] Stop hiding, pussy boy.
[8:44 - 8:47] Show up here, meat flower.
[8:47 - 8:48] Show your ass up.
[8:50 - 8:52] Show your ass up here in my house.
[8:52 - 8:53] See if I don't beat your ass.
[8:55 - 8:56] Show up, nigga.
[8:57 - 8:58] Show up.
[8:58 - 9:03] I don't beat your goddamn ass.
[9:04 - 9:08] Everything you put me through all these years is for what?
[9:08 - 9:13] Let me ask you me.
[9:13 - 9:15] Why you doing this all these years?
[9:15 - 9:17] Because I look different.
[9:19 - 9:21] Is it because I look different?
[9:21 - 9:22] Is that why?
[9:22 - 9:27] Is that why you're doing this?
[9:27 - 9:29] Because I look different from you.
[9:30 - 9:31] Is that it?
[9:31 - 9:35] Is it because I look different?
[9:36 - 9:38] Is that why you set me up all these years?
[9:39 - 9:49] Is that why I'm talking about?
[9:51 - 9:52] Motherfucker, you don't get it.
[9:54 - 9:56] Meat, let me tell you right now.
[9:56 - 9:58] If you want to leave my house alive,
[9:59 - 10:02] I suggest you back off because I will kill you.
[10:02 - 10:05] And then I will go after everyone you fucking love.
[10:06 - 10:08] I will go after you and your friends.
[10:09 - 10:14] And I will slaughter every one of you and destroy you.
[10:15 - 10:16] You set me up.
[10:20 - 10:21] Show up here there, coward.
[10:23 - 10:24] Show up, bitch.
[10:26 - 10:27] Show up.
[10:30 - 10:31] Show up to my house, nigga.
[10:33 - 10:34] Show up, coward.
[10:35 - 10:36] Bring your ass here.
[10:39 - 10:43] Bring your fucking punk ass to my house
[10:43 - 10:46] and see if I'll put you in the graveyard.
[10:47 - 10:47] Show up.
[10:49 - 10:50] Stop hiding like a bitch.
[10:51 - 10:53] Show up, pussy boy.
[10:53 - 10:54] I'm right here.
[10:55 - 10:56] You want me?
[10:56 - 10:58] Come get me your goddamn soul.
[10:58 - 11:02] Stop being a bitch.
[11:02 - 11:15] Show the fuck up to my house
[11:15 - 11:18] see if I don't stop the goddamn hole in your ass.
[11:18 - 11:20] You fat tub of lard.
[11:20 - 11:31] And let me tell you, meat flower,
[11:31 - 11:34] you have no right doing what you did.
[11:34 - 11:38] You have no right.
[11:38 - 11:42] Fuck you.
[11:42 - 11:44] You faggot ass nigger.
[11:44 - 11:45] You're a nigger, boy.
[11:45 - 11:46] A bitch.
[11:46 - 11:47] A coward.
[11:47 - 11:48] Scum of the earth.
[11:49 - 11:52] You deserve to have your neck slit, bitch.
[11:53 - 11:54] You deserve to die.
[11:55 - 12:01] You deserve to die.
[12:01 - 12:07] I'm being set up.
[12:07 - 12:11] All of you.
[12:11 - 12:19] I'm being set up.
[12:19 - 12:22] All because I look different.
[12:23 - 12:24] I'm tired of it.
[12:28 - 12:29] So fuck you.
[12:32 - 12:36] Everyone, I am done with YouTube.
[12:36 - 12:38] I'm done with being set up.
[12:40 - 12:42] So fuck you.
[12:42 - 12:47] One of you that trolls me.
[12:48 - 12:51] Fuck everyone of you that's involved with this setup.
[12:53 - 12:55] Fuck this damn platform.
[12:57 - 12:59] Fuck all of you.
[12:59 - 13:01] I'm done.
[13:02 - 13:08] Everyone of you can kiss my ass and go to hell.
[13:08 - 13:14] I'm tired of being set up for no reason.
[13:17 - 13:19] I don't deserve this.
[13:22 - 13:24] So fuck you.

[0:00 - 3:01] My puppet tear, let me make it fast. Betrayed me that I'm a Pelicanian, that you will never mind.

[0:00 - 0:10] Yo, this song is for my girl man, want you to know that I love you babe
[0:10 - 0:16] Yo I wanna thank you for being right by my side every single day and night
[0:16 - 0:20] We've been riding through the highs and lows together for two years
[0:20 - 0:23] You've been right by side, ain't going anywhere
[0:23 - 0:26] Baby girl I want you to know that I love you
[0:26 - 0:30] And I wanna thank you for everything that you did for me
[0:30 - 0:34] Say you're so loyal to me through the ups and downs and highs
[0:34 - 0:37] And lows are good to bad through everything
[0:37 - 0:46] Ain't nobody changed my mind about you
[0:46 - 0:51] Want you to know that for a second I will
[0:51 - 0:54] Never ever doubt you man, you're showing that you love me
[0:54 - 0:57] Showing that you're being faithful to me
[0:57 - 1:01] Man that means more to me than anything you ever fucking know or want
[1:01 - 1:04] You don't know that I'm riding with you man
[1:04 - 1:07] Wherever you go, I will go
[1:07 - 1:10] I will ride with you to the end of time
[1:10 - 1:13] I will die for you, I will take a bullet for you
[1:13 - 1:16] Even if you didn't want me to
[1:16 - 1:19] Want you to know that I'd
[1:19 - 1:26] Be so grateful to spend the rest of my life with you
[1:26 - 1:32] I remember when we first met
[1:32 - 1:34] Man you made me fucking smile
[1:34 - 1:37] Made me feel the way that I never had before
[1:37 - 1:41] You've always been there right by my fucking side
[1:41 - 1:44] Want you to know that I love you
[1:44 - 1:48] I will always be there for you no matter what you're going through
[1:48 - 1:51] Baby girl I want you to know that I love you
[1:51 - 1:55] And I promise you I will never ever fucking break your heart
[1:55 - 1:58] I'd rather put a footer to my brain
[1:58 - 2:01] Before I ever break your fucking heart
[2:01 - 2:05] I will always remain loyal to you no matter what
[2:05 - 2:09] Cause you're my ride or die
[2:09 - 2:12] And I'm staying right here with you
[2:12 - 2:15] No matter what you're going through
[2:15 - 2:20] Baby I want you to know that I may not be there physically
[2:20 - 2:25] But I want you to know that spiritually
[2:25 - 2:27] I will always stand there with you
[2:27 - 2:31] I will always be right by your side through the stormy weather
[2:31 - 2:33] No matter what you're doing
[2:33 - 2:35] No matter where you're going
[2:35 - 2:38] Baby girl I want you to know that I love you
[2:38 - 2:41] And I promise that I ain't going anywhere
[2:41 - 2:44] I will be here for you
[2:44 - 2:48] To the very end when God calls me up to heaven
[2:48 - 2:55] I will never ever fucking leave your side
[2:55 - 2:58] No matter what sun, rain, snow
[2:58 - 3:02] It don't fucking matter the weather
[3:02 - 3:06] Want you to know that I will always be here for you
[3:06 - 3:09] And I love you more than I can ever put
[3:09 - 3:11] In the fucking words, ain't no way
[3:11 - 3:14] I can never put a price on the love
[3:14 - 3:16] That you show me, ain't no way
[3:16 - 3:19] I can never put a price on the love

[0:00 - 0:21] Lookin' around in my head, all I see are these deep reds
[0:21 - 0:25] I'm walkin' through the hell that I've made, all the right and wrong
[0:25 - 0:39] Never should have trusted you, I don't know why you've been so proud of me
[0:39 - 0:47] Every day, lookin' like they wanna feed on my soul
[0:47 - 0:54] Half the time, I just don't know where to go
[0:54 - 0:56] Who am I? I don't know
[0:56 - 1:02] Why must I walk the edge of life and death, I don't know
[1:03 - 1:08] Every day, I walk the edge of life and death, life and death
[1:08 - 1:11] Should I choose it? What choice?
[1:11 - 1:23] I said it's gonna mine, but then I realized the devil
[1:23 - 1:41] What's every choice that I make?
[1:41 - 1:45] Could've saved my life if he ran out
[1:45 - 1:51] Should I choose life or death?

[0:00 - 0:01] What up y'all, it's your boy
[0:01 - 0:06] First of all, I want to say thank you to everybody that did enjoy the song that I did for my girl
[0:06 - 0:10] I had a lot of fun recording that. No, it's not gonna be on my album
[0:10 - 0:12] Devolution it's gonna be on a different album
[0:13 - 0:19] That was kind of just a one-off thing, but I do have a little message for everybody trying to figure out who my girl is
[0:20 - 0:22] Y'all just need to stop man
[0:22 - 0:24] because
[0:24 - 0:26] my personal life ain't your business
[0:27 - 0:30] All right who I'm with ain't your business
[0:31 - 0:39] All you need to know is that me and my girl are super happy together and that's all that matters
[0:40 - 0:42] so
[0:42 - 0:45] Only y'all dumb fucks out there
[0:45 - 0:49] Thinking that you know, you're gonna figure out her name and do this and that, bruh
[0:50 - 0:54] Her family already knows about everything and needless to say they ain't happy
[0:55 - 0:58] With a lot of you guys doing the shit y'all done to me
[0:59 - 1:02] They've got my back and I've got theirs
[1:04 - 1:06] straight the fuck up
[1:06 - 1:08] So to my girl
[1:08 - 1:10] I love you, babe
[1:10 - 1:12] To my girl's mom, brothers
[1:13 - 1:17] Everybody man, fuck, I love y'all. You guys are awesome
[1:19 - 1:22] To my girl's dad, what up? I love you
[1:23 - 1:24] And yeah
[1:24 - 1:26] To all y'all haters
[1:26 - 1:28] Thank you
[1:28 - 1:30] You ain't figuring her out
[1:30 - 1:33] My personal life is my personal life. Let it be

[0:01 - 0:08] What's up guys, this is ShadowNexus here, and since William and Gloria wants to post videos of
[0:08 - 0:12] my girlfriend playing her ocarina, I figured
[0:12 - 0:14] why not do the same, so
[0:15 - 0:20] William, if you're watching this, this one's for you, man. Hope you enjoy!

[0:00 - 0:08] What's up guys, um, I just want to make a quick message to all you fucking trolls that are sitting there saying that my music is
[0:08 - 0:13] Garbage and now I'm stealing shit. I'm really not stealing anything
[0:13 - 0:19] The beats are on this app called the local SV O O C O and
[0:20 - 0:24] The beats are free to use there are no terms and conditions
[0:25 - 0:29] So all you fucking idiots that think I'm stealing shit. I'm really not
[0:30 - 0:32] Like you need to knock it the fuck off
[0:33 - 0:39] Like I said before if you don't like my music plain and simple don't listen to it
[0:40 - 0:42] My music ain't for everybody
[0:43 - 0:46] My music is for those like myself who have been hurt
[0:47 - 0:48] abused
[0:48 - 0:50] torn down
[0:50 - 0:52] beat down
[0:52 - 0:56] Hurt broken shattered apart like I
[0:56 - 1:01] Speak on real shit. I speak about mental verbal and
[1:02 - 1:04] physical abuse as well as
[1:04 - 1:06] suicide and depression and
[1:07 - 1:10] Not only do teens go through about real adults
[1:11 - 1:13] Go through it a lot
[1:14 - 1:15] PTSD
[1:15 - 1:18] TBI all these things, you know
[1:19 - 1:21] They can lead to suicide
[1:21 - 1:23] they can lead to depression and
[1:24 - 1:32] That's what that's those are the people that I speak for the outcasts they get bullied the ones that are depressed and on the edge
[1:33 - 1:45] those are the ones that I speak for like those are the ones that I speak out for and I'm gonna
[1:46 - 1:48] continue to do so
[1:48 - 1:51] And on a side note, I'm not going live anymore
[1:52 - 1:59] I'm not doing live streams anymore. I've got a normal life now and I'm trying to keep it normal
[2:00 - 2:04] You know, I got a wonderful amazing girlfriend that I love to bits
[2:05 - 2:08] You know her family loves me. I love her family
[2:09 - 2:14] My family loves her and her family like I have a normal life again for the first time in two years
[2:14 - 2:16] And I'm trying to keep it that way
[2:17 - 2:20] so if you don't like the fact that I
[2:21 - 2:23] Have a normal life again, then I
[2:23 - 2:26] Don't know what to tell you
[2:26 - 2:29] But all y'all need to quit with this stolen
[2:30 - 2:31] Be and
[2:31 - 2:33] music bullshit
[2:34 - 2:36] You can look up the app for yourself
[2:37 - 2:41] Seriously, don't look it up. It's free to download on Android
[2:41 - 2:46] I don't know if it's on Google Play or I know it's on Google Play, but I don't know if it's on
[2:48 - 2:53] iPhone or not, but I do know that it's on Google Play and honestly, I truly love
[2:54 - 2:58] The app is very good. I'm really enjoying it. So yeah
[3:01 - 3:02] Like I said
[3:02 - 3:04] Let me live my
[3:05 - 3:10] Normal life. I have one and I'm living it and I'm enjoying it
[3:10 - 3:14] For the first time in two years. I'm fucking happy again
[3:14 - 3:19] And I'm not gonna let anything get in the way of me being happy ever again. That's not happening
[3:20 - 3:22] So if you got a problem with my music
[3:23 - 3:25] Take a hike go watch something else
[3:25 - 3:31] Like I said before there's always plenty of other videos to watch and other people
[3:32 - 3:35] So plain and simple if you don't like my music
[3:36 - 3:38] Don't watch it and don't leave shitty comments
[3:40 - 3:43] Because your shitty comments just brings me more views
[3:44 - 3:48] When is simple let me live my life

[0:00 - 0:05] Alright, for all you guys out there wondering if she's actually, if my girlfriend is actually a female,
[0:05 - 0:09] Yes, she is. She is right here and she is all freaking female.
[0:14 - 0:19] Then, please confirm this. Are you or are you not female?
[0:19 - 0:21] Of course I'm a female.
[0:21 - 0:22] Thank you!
[0:22 - 0:24] I'm freaking female, I just...
[0:25 - 0:26] Exactly.
[0:27 - 0:31] So, for all you guys wondering, yes, this is my girlfriend and yes, she is female.
[0:31 - 0:33] And yes, she's wearing a badass mask.
[0:35 - 0:36] I guess.
[0:38 - 0:38] No, yes.
[0:40 - 0:47] But, point being, yes, she is all female, so you dumb fucks can stop freaking saying shit.
[0:48 - 0:53] Hey, speaking of which, you got anything you want to say to the dumbasses out there?
[0:54 - 0:56] You guys are dumbasses, isn't it?
[0:58 - 0:59] Hey, you guys are already here first.
[1:00 - 1:04] A lot of you guys doing that shit are dumbasses.
[1:05 - 1:10] Now, to the ones that do support us, we definitely thank you guys. You guys are fucking awesome. We love you guys.
[1:11 - 1:12] And yeah.

[0:00 - 0:12] What up y'all, so I just watched the video that I got sent by a friend of mine, to me about you know, Chris Hansen supposedly having my hard drive.
[0:13 - 0:22] Dude, let me tell you man, I know y'all paid the man to do this shit, just like with Shaggy Tuto, y'all paid the motherfucker Skull Kid.
[0:23 - 0:29] I know y'all were involved in this shit. I know y'all paying these motherfuckers, I'm not stupid.
[0:30 - 0:40] Besides, there is no motherfucking hard drive. And if there is, it's got shit from my current computer running that I have nothing to hide on it.
[0:41 - 0:49] And even if there is bad shit on there, y'all motherfuckers probably planted the shit there. I'm not stupid.
[0:50 - 0:54] Like y'all really think I'm just gonna sit there and do shit like that? No.
[0:54 - 1:01] Y'all just wanna see me in jail and it's not gonna fucking work. So y'all just need to shut the fuck up and back off.
[1:02 - 1:06] For real. Quit trying to get me thrown in jail you dumb motherfuckers.
[1:07 - 1:13] Y'all just want me thrown in jail for a fucking life and I'm sorry to say, it ain't gonna work retards.
[1:15 - 1:18] Y'all need to fuck off. It ain't gonna work.
[1:19 - 1:21] Seriously, get a life.

[0:00 - 0:05] All right, so I'm just gonna say this one time one time only to William glory hole
[0:06 - 0:09] Bro, you need to back the fuck off man
[0:10 - 0:17] Because like I told you last night my personal life is my personal life and ain't your goddamn motherfucking business, bro
[0:18 - 0:21] You know
[0:21 - 0:26] Like me and my girl are happy man. Just let shit be dog. All right
[0:26 - 0:29] Just let shit fucking be man
[0:30 - 0:31] All right
[0:31 - 0:35] And don't think you're gonna fucking ruin shit because you're fucking not
[0:36 - 0:43] Okay, she knows about you dumb motherfuckers and she's not falling for it. So
[0:43 - 0:46] Y'all dipshits just need to fuck off and
[0:47 - 0:50] Leave me and her the fuck alone. All right
[0:51 - 0:56] Cuz I'm seriously getting tired of y'all motherfuckers trying to start shit and ruin shit man
[0:57 - 1:04] So for real you dumb motherfuckers need to piss off and
[1:05 - 1:07] Leave me and my girl the fuck alone
[1:07 - 1:13] She doesn't want the drama. I don't want the drama her family don't want the drama
[1:14 - 1:16] So why don't y'all dumb fucks?
[1:16 - 1:18] screw off

[0:00 - 1:09] Oh I feel shattered But you treat me like I didn't even matter
[1:09 - 1:26] So broken and shattered, look at you All I see is the abuse that you put me through
[1:26 - 1:42] I don't understand why you like you too What did I ever do to you to make you wanna treat me like this?
[1:42 - 1:47] Why can't you just go away?
[1:47 - 2:06] So I don't have to see my naked face When I look at you, your evil is something that I cannot embrace
[2:06 - 2:30] And now I walk alone in the dark Through the pictures of my heart
[2:30 - 2:49] I don't understand how to be so violent and evil You act like an evil one while you're sitting there looking so peaceful
[2:49 - 3:06] I'm not the peaceful one, take a look at everything I've done, I've torn my life apart
[3:06 - 3:26] And they shattered on the ground in the pieces Now I don't know if I can ever piece my heart back together
[3:26 - 3:44] I don't know why can't you just go away Let me put my life back together again
[3:44 - 4:00] This is not what I want for myself in the end I know that I need to get rid of everything
[4:00 - 4:26] So I'm better without you, I don't need what you put me through Your pain is disgusting to me