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[0:00 - 0:06] What up, y'all?

[0:00 - 0:24] [Ticking sounds]
[0:24 - 0:26] What's up guys?
[0:27 - 0:33] [Ticking sounds]
[0:33 - 0:36] I hope you guys are ready for this.
[0:36 - 0:39] So I'm gonna address this straight up.
[0:39 - 0:45] But before I address the main subject, I don't want to say to the dude that puts out the news article.
[0:45 - 0:53] If there even is a news article, go right ahead because uh, nothing you do phases me bro.
[0:53 - 1:01] So, good luck with that news article bro, because we all know Kate's like you, she spank his fuck.
[1:01 - 1:08] And we all know your fake, but that's that's why, but, we're gonna get on with this here.
[1:08 - 1:18] See, everybody for the last day in months, or from out here, have been calling me the Truman Show for the last day and months.
[1:18 - 1:22] And here's the thing, here's the thing about that.
[1:22 - 1:24] This is what's funny.
[1:24 - 1:28] Break down the word Truman for a minute.
[1:28 - 1:31] Break down that word, break it apart for a minute.
[1:31 - 1:32] What do you get?
[1:32 - 1:35] You cut that word in half, what do you get?
[1:35 - 1:37] True man.
[1:37 - 1:42] And let me tell you, I'm proud to be a true man.
[1:42 - 1:46] Because a true man expresses his feelings.
[1:46 - 1:54] A true man shows pity, shows remorse.
[1:54 - 2:00] A true man shows loyalty, integrity.
[2:00 - 2:07] A true man shows humility.
[2:07 - 2:12] A true man admits when he's wrong.
[2:12 - 2:25] A true man knows when he fucked up and makes it right.
[2:25 - 2:38] A true man sees what people do to him and makes a decision about those people based on what they did to him.
[2:38 - 2:42] Say you can call me the Truman Show I want.
[2:42 - 2:48] But the truth is, I'm not the Truman Show, I'm the true man show.
[2:48 - 2:53] I'm the man that's out here doing things that you wish you could do.
[2:53 - 2:58] I'm the man that's out here destroying every one of you.
[2:58 - 3:05] Yes, you want to sit there and talk shit about me, but really, every time I destroy you,
[3:05 - 3:09] I leave you on your fucking knees like the bitch that you are.
[3:09 - 3:12] Because you know there's no...
[3:12 - 3:15] Yes, people look at me as the Truman Show.
[3:15 - 3:18] That's because of the fact I am the show.
[3:18 - 3:20] I am the game.
[3:20 - 3:24] I run my division like there's no thing at all.
[3:24 - 3:29] Compared to y'all, I'm 10 feet tall.
[3:29 - 3:32] So go ahead, call me the Truman Show.
[3:32 - 3:37] Because the truth is, compared to you, I am a true man though.
[3:37 - 3:41] Unlike you, I am a true man.
[3:41 - 3:44] I am a man in my own rights.
[3:44 - 3:48] I am a man biologically.
[3:48 - 3:54] But yet, you want to sit here and act like you can knock off of me and confu me.
[3:54 - 3:58] But the truth is, you'll never be able to confu me.
[3:58 - 4:01] Ain't nobody doing me like I do me.
[4:01 - 4:04] So go ahead, call me the Truman Show.
[4:04 - 4:14] Because the truth is, you don't know me like I know me, bro.
[4:14 - 4:18] You want to sit here and call me the Truman Show.
[4:18 - 4:23] But the truth is, I am a true man though.
[4:23 - 4:26] I am a true man though.
[4:26 - 4:29] I run the Truman Show.
[4:29 - 4:31] Meanwhile, who are you guys?
[4:31 - 4:39] A bunch of fucking trolls acting like mainstream robots?
[4:39 - 4:44] Don't let me have to go to M&M on your ass and take that awfully hot coffee pot,
[4:44 - 4:48] knock it upside the head, spill that shit all over your face,
[4:48 - 4:55] and have you ended up in the hospital and possibly dead.
[4:55 - 5:00] Because when you're messing with me, you're messing with the loaded guns, son.
[5:00 - 5:08] And I got a bullet in that chamber ready to take your brains out right to your head.
[5:08 - 5:12] So don't think for me that you're stopping me.
[5:12 - 5:15] I'm proud to be the Truman Show.
[5:15 - 5:19] Because unlike you, I am a true man, bro.
[5:19 - 5:23] You guys are sitting there acting like a bunch of bitches.
[5:23 - 5:29] But yet, I'm the one here leaving you all in stitches every fucking day.
[5:29 - 5:33] Everything, I'm always thinking of a new grand for a new troll,
[5:33 - 5:36] a new person that wants to diss me in every way.
[5:36 - 5:39] And quite frankly, I don't give a fuck about it, man.
[5:39 - 5:41] I'm out here doing me.
[5:41 - 5:44] I'm like Mike Tyson on this shit.
[5:44 - 5:46] You ain't stopping me.
[5:46 - 5:49] I'm like M&M when I get up on the mic.
[5:49 - 5:52] I show no pity. I show no remorse.
[5:52 - 5:56] Because I keep my mind tight and everything right.
[5:56 - 6:00] So go ahead, call me Truman.
[6:00 - 6:05] Because the truth is, I am a true man.
[6:05 - 6:10] And everybody watches me.
[6:10 - 6:16] Everybody watches me because I am a true man.
[6:16 - 6:18] So call me what you want.
[6:18 - 6:21] I think being called Truman is a compliment.
[6:21 - 6:23] Because it is a compliment.
[6:23 - 6:28] Because like I said before, break the words true and man in half.
[6:28 - 6:31] Take the words Truman, split that shit in half.
[6:31 - 6:33] And what do you get?
[6:33 - 6:35] True man.
[6:35 - 6:37] Two different words, people.
[6:37 - 6:38] Wake up.
[6:38 - 6:40] That's two different words.
[6:40 - 6:43] True and man.
[6:43 - 6:47] Something that half you trolls know nothing about, man.
[6:47 - 6:50] Half you guys act like fucking stans.
[6:50 - 6:54] Hell, half you act like fucking Karens.
[6:54 - 6:57] You get all pissed off and whine and bitch and cry
[6:57 - 7:02] when you don't get your way like a baby in a candy store, man.
[7:02 - 7:14] See, I keep on my grind every day.
[7:14 - 7:17] I make you look stupid in every fucking way,
[7:17 - 7:21] but yet you want to try to come up here and stop me and knock me?
[7:21 - 7:25] But yet I'm the one making you look stupid as fuck.
[7:25 - 7:31] But yet you want to act like I'm dumb as fuck,
[7:31 - 7:36] but really you're the ones that are dumb as fuck.
[7:36 - 7:38] Because I'm sitting here destroying you all
[7:38 - 7:40] with every single bar that I see.
[7:40 - 7:43] I'm spitting this fire in every direction.
[7:43 - 7:46] Because the truth is, I don't mean no directions.
[7:46 - 7:48] When I'm spitting that fire at my fucking enemy,
[7:48 - 7:51] I'm taking you all out like my name is Mike Tyson.
[7:51 - 7:55] But yet y'all may as well call me Conor McGregor or Bruce Lee
[7:55 - 7:59] because I'm hitting you with that lyrical one-inch punch, man.
[7:59 - 8:01] Taking you out like one, two, three,
[8:01 - 8:04] like my name is Floyd Mayweather or Mike Tyson on the mic.
[8:04 - 8:10] So don't think for a second that you're stopping me day or night.
[8:10 - 8:12] I keep it going. I keep it on lock.
[8:12 - 8:14] I got this game on lock.
[8:14 - 8:19] Y'all are pissed off because I'm everything that you're not.
[8:19 - 8:27] See, I'm a real artist. I'm a real G.
[8:27 - 8:34] I was raised back in the 90s where people weren't bitches.
[8:34 - 8:36] People weren't pussies.
[8:36 - 8:41] We fought our own battles and we didn't hide behind our keyboards
[8:41 - 8:43] like a bitch.
[8:43 - 8:46] We didn't try to be politically correct.
[8:46 - 8:49] We accepted people for who they are.
[8:49 - 8:53] Whether they look different or not, that didn't matter at all.
[8:53 - 8:57] But yet you fucking dumbass want to run up
[8:57 - 9:01] and act like you're the hottest thing since sliced bread.
[9:01 - 9:04] When the truth is, half y'all motherfuckers
[9:04 - 9:06] are sitting there smoking on that crack,
[9:06 - 9:09] either ending up in jail or dead.
[9:09 - 9:11] In a fucking grave, right?
[9:11 - 9:13] With your family's crying over your graves like,
[9:13 - 9:17] "What happened to my baby? There's no way this can happen to me."
[9:17 - 9:20] But the truth is, it is happening to you guys.
[9:20 - 9:24] Every day, we got people dying on the fucking streets.
[9:24 - 9:27] Every day, we got people committing suicide
[9:27 - 9:31] on YouTube every day because of trolls like you.
[9:31 - 9:34] Every way, you try to take it.
[9:34 - 9:37] You push somebody to the edge and they can't handle it.
[9:37 - 9:40] They can't take it, so they take their own life.
[9:40 - 9:46] Why do you think I get up on the mic day and night?
[9:46 - 9:50] They're trying to put an end to the bullshit, bro.
[9:50 - 9:54] Y'all are dumb as fuck and you know it's true, though.
[9:54 - 10:00] So go ahead, call me Truman.
[10:00 - 10:02] I'm proud to be that shit.
[10:02 - 10:05] I'm proud to be a true man.
[10:06 - 10:10] Y'all are pissed off and laughing because you all know
[10:10 - 10:12] that I'm the one you can't stand.
[10:12 - 10:14] I'm the one that speaks the truth.
[10:14 - 10:16] I'm like Tom McDonald, dude.
[10:16 - 10:20] I rip it up in the booth and I speak nothing but the truth.
[10:20 - 10:23] I'll tell y'all how it is, likely to not.
[10:23 - 10:28] And likely to not, y'all better be prepared for me coming up
[10:28 - 10:31] because I'm always going to be everything that you're not.
[10:34 - 10:37] So fuck the haters, fuck the articles,
[10:37 - 10:41] fuck all the fucking gossip rags about me, bro.
[10:41 - 10:44] Half that shit ain't even true at all, though.
[10:44 - 10:48] But I find it funny because I wipe my ass with that shit every day.
[10:48 - 10:51] I see another news article on Google every day about me
[10:51 - 10:53] and you know what I do?
[10:53 - 10:56] I wipe my ass with that shit and I throw it in the trash.
[10:56 - 11:03] But yet, I'm the one that y'all can't get rid of.
[11:03 - 11:05] I'm the one that you can't pass.
[11:05 - 11:07] You say that I'm nothing.
[11:07 - 11:11] But yet, I am something.
[11:11 - 11:13] I'm something you're not.
[11:13 - 11:18] I'm a true man, not a true man, a true man.
[11:18 - 11:24] I'm up here every day fighting for people like me every day,
[11:24 - 11:29] fighting for the weirdos, the freaks, the oddballs, the creeps, the weirdos,
[11:29 - 11:34] the people that you guys cast aside to the wayside every day.
[11:34 - 11:40] I make y'all look dumb as fuck in every way.
[11:40 - 11:45] But yet, y'all want to run your mouth about me?
[11:45 - 11:47] Bitch, please.
[11:47 - 11:50] Nothing you ever say about me.
[11:50 - 11:52] Guess what?
[11:52 - 11:55] It's never going to faze me.
[11:58 - 12:01] And Virgo, you want to call me a ten-o.
[12:01 - 12:08] But yet, you're the one who's soft as fucking Play-Doh.
[12:08 - 12:11] You're like the Pillsbury Doughboy, bro.
[12:11 - 12:15] So don't come at me with that garbage.
[12:15 - 12:28] [Silence]
[12:28 - 12:31] Go ahead, call the security boss, bro.
[12:31 - 12:34] He ain't going to do shit to me, though.
[12:34 - 12:36] And you know it's true.
[12:41 - 12:45] I said, go ahead, call me a ten-o.
[12:45 - 12:49] Because half of y'all motherfuckers are as soft as goddamn Play-Doh.
[12:49 - 12:51] You're soft as fuck.
[12:51 - 12:53] You can't handle what I say.
[12:53 - 12:56] Half of y'all are like fucking snow boys, bro.
[12:56 - 13:01] So, just go the fuck away.
[13:01 - 13:03] Melt away.
[13:08 - 13:13] Melt away like a bunch of pussies.
[13:13 - 13:16] Because that's all you are.
[13:16 - 13:23] Now, I ain't butt hurt.
[13:23 - 13:26] Y'all are, I thought, like, a bunch of Karens, though.
[13:26 - 13:29] So, yeah, y'all are butt hurt.
[13:37 - 13:41] Hell, I bet you fucking turds every day.
[13:41 - 13:47] So why is it that you gotta be a little bitch and attack my family?
[13:47 - 13:50] Why is it that you can't just attack me, bro?
[13:50 - 13:55] I'm out here letting y'all know how it really is.
[13:55 - 13:58] See, y'all don't run this division.
[13:58 - 14:00] I do, mate.
[14:00 - 14:05] So why don't y'all be a bunch of good little bitches and go the fuck away?
[14:06 - 14:08] For real.
[14:08 - 14:18] You want to sit there and act like you know me.
[14:18 - 14:22] But the truth is, you don't know anything about me.
[14:31 - 14:38] So why don't y'all quit being a bunch of pussies and face me man-to-man.
[14:38 - 14:41] Stop being a fucking stan, man.
[14:41 - 14:46] For real, stop being a stan, man.
[14:46 - 15:09] For real, stop being a stan, stop being a Karen.
[15:09 - 15:26] Cause that's all half you dumbasses are, are Karens and stans.
[15:26 - 15:38] You can't stand the fact that someone like me can come up with no beat and rip it up on the mic and put you in your fucking place day or night 24/7/365.
[15:39 - 15:45] I keep all these lyrics in my head alive in case shit needs to get live.
[15:45 - 16:10] (music)
[16:10 - 16:16] Not a fact.
[16:31 - 16:35] Why you gotta act like a bunch of little bitches every single day, y'all?
[16:35 - 16:38] Act like you're gonna leave me in stitches, bitch.
[16:38 - 16:42] You're waiting at the butter of a bunch of motherfucking fish, man.
[16:42 - 16:48] I leave all of you swimming with the fishes and you know it's true.
[16:48 - 16:52] So don't think for a minute that you stop me.
[16:52 - 16:55] Go ahead, call me the choo-choa.
[16:55 - 16:56] I don't give a fuck, bro.
[16:56 - 16:58] Damn, I'm a true man, though.
[16:58 - 17:02] But all of you want to act like I ain't, though.
[17:02 - 17:04] I'm so sick of these motherfucking pussy, though.
[17:04 - 17:06] I'm trying to run my life, though.
[17:06 - 17:07] Always trying to hurt me, bro.
[17:07 - 17:12] I'm so sick of this shit, so get the fuck away from me.
[17:12 - 17:14] You stupid little bitch, bro.
[17:14 - 17:15] You ain't fucking shit, homie.
[17:15 - 17:18] So what the fuck you gonna do to me?
[17:18 - 17:22] Run you mouth upon me in the middle like a motherfucking pussy every single day.
[17:22 - 17:25] You want to try to fucking stop me?
[17:25 - 17:27] Get me.
[17:27 - 17:30] Go ahead, you ain't ever gonna fucking get me.
[17:30 - 17:33] Ain't nobody ever stopping me every single day.
[17:33 - 17:35] I'm laying a bitch in the grave.
[17:35 - 17:39] I ain't no true man, but I'm a true man, bro.
[17:39 - 17:48] You ain't nothing but a little bitch, ho.
[17:48 - 17:52] Y'all ain't nothing but a little bunch of motherfucking fish, assholes.
[17:52 - 18:02] I be shitting you out like y'all coming out my motherfucking asshole like a goddamn turd.
[18:02 - 18:04] I shit on every one of you.
[18:04 - 18:05] I shit on a beat.
[18:05 - 18:10] I really both a beat every fucking day, so who the fuck are you to me?
[18:10 - 18:11] I don't know you.
[18:11 - 18:17] I don't owe you anything, so why can't you get the fuck away from me?
[18:17 - 18:19] I'm so sick of this shit.
[18:19 - 18:23] Everybody want to try to attack me and try to fucking break me.
[18:23 - 18:27] I'm so still a fucking idiotic little pussy trying to stop me down,
[18:27 - 18:28] trying to shut me down.
[18:28 - 18:33] Ain't no way I'm ever gonna go down.
[18:33 - 18:37] I rip it up from the mic every single day and night.
[18:37 - 18:40] I'm so sick of these motherfucking pussies at the left.
[18:40 - 18:41] You can't stop me.
[18:41 - 18:50] I can freestyle on a mic even with my eyes closed.
[18:50 - 18:53] I think I'm not taking that, bro.
[18:53 - 18:55] Y'all born as fuck.
[18:55 - 18:58] Swear to God I'm about to take your net, bro.
[18:58 - 19:04] Y'all little fucking pussies ain't nothing but a munchy motherfucker born, assholes.
[19:04 - 19:10] Why is it that you got to wear like a bunch of motherfucking tones,
[19:10 - 19:11] goddamn.
[19:11 - 19:16] Why is it that you got to be such a motherfucking saint?
[19:16 - 19:18] I don't get it.
[19:18 - 19:21] Why is it that you don't get it?
[19:21 - 19:23] You ain't fucking stopping me.
[19:23 - 19:26] Here I am making history every fucking day of my life.
[19:26 - 19:30] I'm doing shit that you wish you could do.
[19:30 - 19:33] You just wish that you could be me.
[19:33 - 19:38] I rip it up from the mic every single day and night.
[19:38 - 19:40] Even when my eyes closed, taking a nap.
[19:40 - 19:46] I can beat you even in my fucking sleep.
[19:46 - 19:52] So why don't y'all little babies go back to sleep?
[19:52 - 19:55] Because I don't want to hear a beat, bitch.
[19:55 - 20:14] So I'm calling you again with that shit, man.
[20:14 - 20:21] Like I said, I'm proud to be a true man.
[20:21 - 20:24] So glad, keep calling me Truman.
[20:24 - 20:29] I'm glad, bitch, Truman, bitch.
[20:29 - 20:30] Peace.

[0:00 - 0:24] [Music]
[0:24 - 0:29] Listen beside of me, I never let you see, I never let you see, I never let you see
[0:29 - 0:36] I keep it caged but I, I keep it caged but I can't control that, can't control that, can't control that
[0:36 - 0:41] So stay away from me, so stay away from me, the beast is ugly, the beast is ugly
[0:41 - 0:48] I feel the rage and I, I feel the rage and I, I feel the rage and I just can't hold it, I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
[0:48 - 0:54] It's ratchet on the wall, in the closet and the hall, in the closet and the hall, in the closet and the hall
[0:54 - 1:01] It comes away again, it comes away again, it comes away again, I can't control that, can't control that
[1:01 - 1:03] Can't come, can't come, can't control that
[1:03 - 1:08] Hiding under the bed, hiding under the bed in my body, in my head, in my body, in my head
[1:08 - 1:11] Wobble from body comics, wobble from body comics
[1:11 - 1:41] Say me from this, say me from this, say me from this, say me, say me, f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-
[1:41 - 1:44] Think I can stop being gone Think I can stop being gone
[1:44 - 1:47] Think I can, think I can, think I can stop being gone
[1:47 - 1:50] I must confess, set up, I must confess, set up, I must confess, set up
[1:50 - 1:55] Feel like a monster, feel like a monster, feel like a monster
[1:55 - 2:13] I, I, I, I, I feel like a monster I, I, I, feel like a monster
[2:13 - 2:31] I, I, I, I feel like a monster I, I, I, I, I feel like a monster
[2:31 - 2:34] My secret's out of key, my secret's out of key
[2:34 - 2:36] Hit on the rocking key, hit on the rocking key
[2:36 - 2:40] I keep the cage, but I can't, I keep the cage, but I can't, I keep the cage
[2:40 - 2:45] But I can't control it, can't control it 'Cause if I let him out, 'cause if I let him out
[2:45 - 2:48] Tell me I'll break me down, tell me I'll break me down
[2:48 - 2:51] Follow somebody coming, follow somebody coming, follow somebody coming
[2:51 - 2:55] Save me from this, save me from this, save me from this
[2:55 - 3:01] Make it in, make it in, make it, make it, make it, make it in
[3:01 - 3:06] I feel it deep within, I feel it deep within It's just beneath the stand, it's just beneath the stand
[3:06 - 3:11] I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup
[3:11 - 3:19] Feel like a monster, feel like a monster I hate what I've become, I hate what I've become
[3:19 - 3:21] Let that new stuff be gone, let that new stuff be gone
[3:21 - 3:29] I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking, I'm asking, I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup, I'm asking fast, setup
[3:29 - 3:35] Feel like a monster, feel like a monster I feel it deep within, I feel it deep within
[3:35 - 4:01] I feel it deeper then, I feel it deeper then It's just beneath the skin, I must confess that I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[4:01 - 4:21] It's hotter than the dark, his teeth don't raise a shark, his teeth don't raise a shark, his teeth don't raise a shark
[4:21 - 4:25] There's no escape for me, there's no escape for me, there's no escape for me
[4:25 - 4:35] It was my soul, it was my heart, now I can hear me scream, now I can hear me scream Maybe it's just a dream, maybe it's just a dream, maybe it's just a dream
[4:35 - 4:58] Maybe it's just a dream, maybe it's just a dream, maybe it's just a dream (maybe it's just a dream)
[4:58 - 5:12] I feel it deeper then, I feel it deeper then, I feel it deeper then It's just beneath the skin, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[5:12 - 5:24] I hate what I've become, I hate what I've become, the night has just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[5:24 - 5:50] Ability within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I, I must confess that I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[5:50 - 6:19] I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[6:19 - 6:38] I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[6:38 - 7:07] I, I, I, I, feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[7:07 - 7:11] I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I feel like a monster (feel like a monster)
[7:11 - 7:13] (typing)

[0:00 - 0:22] I know that this is my first post on this channel for the day, but I want to talk about something
[0:22 - 0:39] serious here. Something serious that keeps being brought up. And that's the fact of people
[0:39 - 0:53] saying they're saying that I'm not the victim. Let me ask you this. How am I not the victim
[0:53 - 1:04] in all of this? How am I not the victim? Yes, I've called names. Yes, I've told people
[1:04 - 1:14] to end their lives. Yes, I made a mistake that I shouldn't have felt for. But in all
[1:14 - 1:22] of that you have to look at the other side of it. The people that pushed me to call
[1:22 - 1:29] their names. The fact that they put me on the edge of suicide and I tried to end my
[1:29 - 1:38] life many times on live streams. The fact that these people, the fact that these people
[1:38 - 1:49] bully me so much that I call them names. You have to think about that. You have to
[1:49 - 1:55] think about those things. Well, yes, it may be true that I made a mistake that no one
[1:55 - 2:00] really wants to let me live down and that's fine. That's fine if you don't want to let
[2:00 - 2:09] me live that down. That's fine. But you have to take into consideration how people call
[2:09 - 2:22] me, blow up my phone, threaten my life, threaten my family's lives, attack me, bully me, try
[2:22 - 2:31] to ruin me by putting me on sites such as Kiwi Farms, stealing my private photos and
[2:31 - 2:41] videos and posting them to adult websites. So again, I ask you, how am I not the victim
[2:41 - 2:52] when I have all this stuff happening to me? I did not ask for any of this. I did not
[2:52 - 3:00] ask to be trolled. I did not ask to have my private photos and videos shared with the
[3:00 - 3:10] public. I did not ask to have my life threatened. I did not ask to be put on the edge of suicide.
[3:10 - 3:24] I did not ask to be bullied. So again, I ask you, how am I not the victim? Well, yes, it's
[3:24 - 3:31] true I have done stupid things. That is true. But that does not necessarily mean that I
[3:31 - 3:44] am the bad guy. Yes, I made a stupid mistake that I regret. But that does not make me the
[3:44 - 3:52] bad guy. You have to take a look at all parties involved. Take a look at Masshole reports.
[3:52 - 4:02] Our channel is riddled with people who she has victimized, people like myself, whom lives
[4:02 - 4:14] she has ruined, people like music biz Marty, who have private discords on me, who have
[4:14 - 4:27] made memes about me, who have personally taken and tried to humiliate me. People like Sneaky
[4:27 - 4:35] Jim who have tried to ruin friendships. So again, I ask you this, ladies and gentlemen,
[4:35 - 4:47] in what way am I not the victim? Do you think I like being angry? No, I do not. I am not
[4:47 - 4:56] an angry person. If anything, you can ask Lava. Ask Lava Girl. Ask Violet. Ask anyone
[4:56 - 5:05] that knows me personally. Help. Even ask music biz Marty himself. I am one of the most relaxed
[5:05 - 5:09] and chilled out people that you can never read. Help. Even though I don't really get
[5:09 - 5:20] along with Skeletor the God that much, even he has seen my chill side. Siznak has seen
[5:20 - 5:38] my chill side. And no, it is not that I crave attention. It's that people like you guys
[5:38 - 5:47] that bully me bring on negative attention. Help. Ask Courtney. Help Courtney, I'll tell
[5:47 - 5:59] you, I'm one of the chills motherfuckers there is. I'm normally not an angry person, but
[5:59 - 6:06] when you push me so far, what do you expect me to do? To sit there and just take the
[6:06 - 6:13] bullying and not say something? To sit there and let you take my friends away from me
[6:13 - 6:37] and not say something? To let you victimize me and not say something? Hell, Lava Girl
[6:37 - 6:48] here for a fact can tell you that I've held many conversations with many people and what's
[6:48 - 6:56] calm as fuck. Ask Lava, she can tell you how calm I am. I'm usually relaxed. You want
[6:56 - 7:05] to know what I enjoy? I don't enjoy being mad. I don't enjoy being angry. What I enjoy
[7:05 - 7:13] is hanging out, relaxing, creating content that I enjoy, such as an anti-suicide film
[7:13 - 7:18] that I'm currently working on called Alone. It's an anti-suicide short film that I'm
[7:18 - 7:23] working on where I'm taking real events of things that I've been through and compiling
[7:23 - 7:31] them into a film and turning it into something. Ah, we got a proud number coming, ladies and
[7:31 - 7:41] gentlemen. Hello? Can you tell your husband they can open up his fucking eyes and watch
[7:41 - 7:47] my stream? Because obviously he doesn't know the full story and he needs to get the full
[7:47 - 8:04] thing in order to understand, so tell him to watch my stream along with yourself. As
[8:04 - 8:20] I said, you guys think that I'm not a victim. When, what do you call having private photos
[8:20 - 8:27] and videos leaked onto adult websites without my knowledge or permission? What do you call
[8:27 - 8:35] hacking into my Discord, stealing private photos and videos? What do you call making
[8:35 - 9:01] AQE forms about myself? What do you call? What are we doing? Hello? Yeah.
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[14:28 - 14:36] Sorry about that, ladies and gentlemen. I do apologize for that. Ouch.
[14:36 - 14:58] Sorry about that, ladies and gentlemen. I do apologize for that. I had to help my family
[14:58 - 15:12] with something real quickly, but let me explain to you guys something. Some of you may not realize
[15:12 - 15:22] this. Some of you may not realize what it is exactly that I've been through. Some of you
[15:22 - 15:38] may not realize this, and I know some of you are going to laugh, and that's okay if you do
[15:38 - 15:48] laugh, because you don't want to see it. I don't mind if you sit there and you laugh, but what I'm
[15:48 - 15:56] about to tell you is very real. Before the "Asshole Reports" thing, let me tell you, I was getting
[15:56 - 16:06] victimized long before that. I was getting victimized long before Kate even came along. See, when
[16:06 - 16:12] my name first started getting known, music biz Marty fucked with me a little bit. Nothing
[16:12 - 16:20] too serious. Until last year, after our common friend Jamie's passing, our mutual friend
[16:20 - 16:28] Jamie, after she passed, what did Marty decide to do? Music biz Marty decided to have his little
[16:28 - 16:38] friends hack into my Facebook, my personal Facebook, mind you, have private photos and videos
[16:38 - 16:46] that were between me and my exes, along with private videos between me and my exes, on
[16:46 - 16:58] Discord, and post them to adult websites, such as X videos, X answer, Pornhub, many different
[16:58 - 17:12] adult websites. Okay, and then, to top it all off, what did he do? He had people Photoshop pictures
[17:12 - 17:24] of me hanging myself, made a fake website, attacked my dead brother, attacking my brother
[17:24 - 17:38] who lost his life to lung cancer back in 2015. And then, to boot, I had people such as the
[17:38 - 17:49] vendor boys attacking me, people such as Bloated Kiki going around and attacking me. And then,
[17:49 - 17:55] what happens when things died down and things finally settled and I got them to stop? Then,
[17:55 - 18:03] what happened? National reports came along and trolled the shit out of me. And as I said,
[18:03 - 18:15] as I said, I do not harbor what I did as being okay. Do I agree with what I did? No. I understand
[18:15 - 18:27] fully and I'm very much aware of what I did and how wrong that it was. But, how is it that
[18:27 - 18:36] people expect me to move on with my life and do better for myself and to learn from my mistakes
[18:36 - 18:45] if no one lets me live my life, lets me move on from the past? You can't hang on to the past
[18:45 - 19:00] forever. You can't do it. Because, see, in order to survive in this world, in order to be able
[19:00 - 19:07] to survive in this world, you have to have progress. And if you're constantly holding me
[19:07 - 19:17] to my past, how am I supposed to make any progress? How am I supposed to make any kind
[19:17 - 19:42] of progress if I'm constantly being tied down to my past?
[19:42 - 19:54] And see, to you, it might not get a pass. But again, I say this. Again, I tell you this,
[19:54 - 20:03] and I say this with conviction. I learned my lesson when my family's lives got put
[20:03 - 20:12] in danger. And do you guys realize that? Do you guys realize that my family's lives got
[20:12 - 20:23] put in very real danger? Do you realize that? My family's lives got put in danger because
[20:23 - 20:30] people wanted to threaten my life. Because see, something you guys don't realize, when
[20:30 - 20:37] you threaten my life, you threaten my family's lives. And that's something that a lot of
[20:37 - 20:45] you don't seem to realize. Now, like I said, while yes, what I did was wrong, I understand
[20:45 - 20:50] that and I've been taking responsibility for that. I've been taking responsibility
[20:50 - 21:02] for what I've done wrong. But on the same token, as I said last night, why point the
[21:02 - 21:09] finger at just me? Why not take a look and point the finger at everyone else involved
[21:09 - 21:15] as well? Why point the finger at the little guy? Why point the finger at the guy who
[21:15 - 21:25] committed the crime? And why don't you point the finger at the source of the problem? Point
[21:25 - 21:41] the finger at the person that caused the problem, which in this case is Mass Hall reports.
[21:41 - 21:56] Along with many other people who have victimized me.
[21:56 - 22:02] So tell me again, ladies and gentlemen, how I'm not a victim when I've been being
[22:02 - 22:10] bullied long before Mass Hall reports even came along. I've had private videos and
[22:10 - 22:27] photos stolen. I've had people make memes about me. I've had people attack my family,
[22:27 - 22:34] my friends, people I care about. And you're going to sit there and say that I'm not
[22:34 - 22:40] the victim. You're going to sit there and say that I'm the bad guy and you're not
[22:40 - 22:49] even going to look at the people who caused it. And here's the thing, I did not make
[22:49 - 22:57] the choice to have my stuff being broken into. I did not make that choice. That one
[22:57 - 23:05] was out of my control. And yes, I made the choice to make a stupid decision. And I'm
[23:05 - 23:11] very well aware of that. I am very well aware of the fact that I made a stupid decision.
[23:11 - 23:22] But at the same time, you guys should have common sense enough to know that when I
[23:22 - 23:28] get home from what I did and I write my wrongs, you should have the common sense enough to
[23:28 - 23:35] be like, okay, this person was man enough to come out and admit his wrongs. We should
[23:35 - 23:50] let him live his life. Exactly, Lava. And that is true. A lot of you people don't see
[23:50 - 23:56] the tears that I cry every night because of what I get put through. You don't see
[23:56 - 24:09] the pain that I suffer through every night. You don't see what it is that I deal
[24:09 - 24:34] with, how my family hurts every day because of what you guys put me through.
[24:34 - 24:41] As a matter of fact, I'd like to dedicate this song, Angel versus Demon, to those like
[24:41 - 24:48] myself who have gotten bullied and have been victimized. So to anyone out there who
[24:48 - 25:09] has been victimized, this is for you.
[25:10 - 25:52] So to anyone out there who has been victimized, this is for you.
[25:52 - 25:56] So to anyone out there who has been hypothesized, this is for you.
[25:56 - 26:03] So to anyone out there who has been victimized, this is for you.
[26:03 - 26:08] So to anyone out there who has been criticized, this is for you.
[26:08 - 26:35] So to anyone out there who has been victimized, this is for you.
[26:35 - 26:44] So to anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[26:44 - 26:46] So to anyone out there who has been hypothesized, this is for you.
[26:46 - 26:50] So to anyone out there who has been victimized, this is for you.
[26:50 - 26:58] So to anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[26:58 - 27:00] So to anyone out there who has been victimized, this is for you.
[27:00 - 29:42] So to anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[29:42 - 29:48] To anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[29:48 - 32:39] So to anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[32:40 - 32:45] Thank you.
[32:46 - 33:29] So to anyone out there who has been hospitalized, this is for you.
[33:29 - 33:56] and I just told me what to do. Why is it that? Not even you can ever let me go. Why is it that? I'm always caught up in this drink. Check the death. It be fucking dead. I just want to put my life through a fucking death. Pull my trigger and I can probably go up to my brain and spit my cranium. Told me that. Then we might break it. Come on over here, my friend. I feel free. Then my spirit can't go away. I'll get to the heaven in the sky. So why you gotta suck around more?
[33:56 - 34:20] But I'm still me. You said that I'm fake, guys, but that's the real me. Looking at me through your eyes, but you don't see me. Maybe you should free me. You should free me. You said that I lost myself, but I'm still me. You said that I'm fake, guys, but that's the real me. Looking at me through your eyes, but you don't see me. Maybe you should free me. You should free me.
[34:20 - 34:49] Maybe you should free me. Every single day, every single night, every one of you motherfucking trolls tries to motherfucker, give me tag and that's what you wanna say. They're important to me. You don't ever wanna see what I go through every fucking day. It's like I'm on the fucking edge. You're left alone in the dark. Don't know where they go. Don't know where the fucking start. I'm so sick of this shit. Sick of being up. Talk your victim on my own. Self-demise. So sick of being on me. Yeah, just say it.
[34:49 - 35:18] I'm feeling on me. Yeah, just suicide. Every fucking day and night. Nobody here know what to see. The demons that are battling every day, every night. I'm all alone. Always fucking scared. I'm always looking for a way out at the top. I just wanna disappear. I'm so sick. I'm so fucking sick of all these demons that are running through my head. I get so fucking sick of myself, but I'm still me. You said that I'm fake, guys, but that's the real me. Looking at me through your eyes, but you don't see me.
[35:18 - 35:34] Maybe you should free me. You should free me. You said that I lost myself, but this is real me. You said that I'm fake, guys, but that's the real me. Looking at me through your eyes, but you don't see me. Maybe you should free me. You should free me.
[35:34 - 35:54] Yeah, maybe you should free me so fast, you can fucking see me. You say I'm fake as fuck, but this is the real me. I am a motherfucking victim to everything that every one of you is fucking. Put me through my brain, so fuck your loss.
[35:54 - 36:12] My, my supporters can't act, what? 'Cause I need to pay what price do I have to fuck to pay to be able to get free from this agonizer pain? I wanna break the chain to be the real me. Be a better me, but how can I be a better me if I'm always broken down?
[36:12 - 36:37] Why? Is it that I can't be the real me? How am I supposed to be the real me? How am I supposed to break this damn chain? Take it don't let me go and let me do it. This is not who I wanna be. I wanna be a better me. I'm tired of getting up, motherfucking victim, make me think they don't need it too big. I'm some sick of the shit. Please let me go, I need to get away.
[36:38 - 37:06] [silence]
[37:06 - 37:23] [typing]
[37:23 - 37:51] Hey Grandpa!
[37:51 - 38:18] Why? Is it that everybody always has to attack me? Every single day and night it's always why, why, why? Why attack me? Why pulling me? Why me? Why my family? Why everybody that I care about? Why am I always being the one to believe out on the ground? Be a left to get by? Everybody that wants to attack me? I don't understand it very clearly. Somebody please explain it to me.
[38:18 - 38:38] I just wanna be a better me. I just wanna be who I used to be before. All of this funny and all of this antagonizing. Yeah kid I made a few mistakes and I'm not perfect. But neither of you is getting deep. None of us are perfect. We are all the same on the inside. Why? Is it that you can't see that?
[38:38 - 38:53] Why me? Why now? Why do you? Gotta say they're avoiding me. Every fucker they are so sick of the shit. Sick of always being angry. Sick of being on the end of suicide. Sick of wanting to take my life. Sick of the depression every day and night.
[38:53 - 39:13] Sick of these demons running through my head every single night. Every single day they wanna put me away. At the time I wanna pull the trigger cuz my eyes will go away every single night. At the time I wish that I wouldn't wake up. At the time I wish I wasn't born at all because of everything that you put me through.
[39:13 - 39:34] This isn't right at all. This is not what I want for myself. I'm so sick of being made out to be a bully. Sick of being made out to be this way when I'm not. So why do you gotta sit there and make me out to be a bully when really I'm the victim in all this motherfucker bullshit.
[39:34 - 39:50] All this niggas that space every single day trying to get to me. I'm so sick of crying these fucking tears every day I don't understand a bully. Why is it that I'm the one that you gotta bash on? Is it because to you I'm the fucking true?
[39:50 - 40:16] Is it because to you I'm delusional? Or is it because of the fact that my vision's just way different than yours and I'm here fighting for my dreams every fucking day. Finding to make a change, finding to do something to make a better change in my life every single day. God I dedicate away so I can make sure I got somebody help me.
[40:16 - 40:31] Bring me away from this dope brutality. Somebody bring me away from all these demons that I'm dealing with. That I'm struggling with every fucking day. On the day they have the time I just wanna throw away and say goodbye to this fucking earth.
[40:31 - 40:49] So maybe then I can fuck your recipes and get away from all of these motherfucking bullies and hate me I can be somebody that I'm not. Yeah I kid that I did something wrong but at what cost you I have to fuck yourself a bit cuz of what you decide to hold against me.
[40:49 - 40:55] I'm out here being victimized on the day that you wanna hold it against me.
[40:55 - 41:07] I'm out here every day trying to make a better me. Trying to make a change but yeah you want to attack me? I don't get it.
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[41:28 - 41:53] I don't know what happened to me God. I'm just trying to get a hold of mine. Heaven won't you let me in? I am gambled every day. I can really love this family love. I've been killing my business plans. I've been cold of all my fears. I don't need a souvenir. I don't know what happened to me God.
[41:53 - 42:01] Heaven won't you let me in? Heaven won't you let me in? I'm just trying to get out of my life. Heaven won't you let me in? Heaven won't you let me in? Heaven won't you let me in? I'm just trying to get out of my life.
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[42:55 - 43:23] Heaven won't you let me in? I am gambled every day. I can really love this family love. I've been killing my business plans. I've been cold of all my fears. I don't need a souvenir. I don't know what happened to me God. Heaven won't you let me in? Heaven won't you let me in? I'm just trying to get out of my life. Heaven won't you let me in?
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[43:55 - 44:13] All the negativity always fun. Kids around me I'm so sick of this shit. Sick and tired of everything of everything and everybody always doing this rock shit to me. I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything. I just want to do me and make a better life for me and my family.
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[44:41 - 44:49] I'm just trying to get out of my life to the beats.com
[44:49 - 45:13] [Music]
[45:13 - 45:19] Shout out to the homie David J on this man. Shout out to my boy Cryptic Wisdom. Much love to you brother.
[45:19 - 45:25] [Music]
[45:25 - 45:27] I want to do a new big L.
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[47:53 - 48:15] That right there, that song right there is about people like me face every fucking night. We have a mental gun to our head every night. Every night we have a mental gun to our head. Wondering should we pull that trigger?
[48:15 - 48:25] Should we pull that trigger and give up on everything? Give up on our life? Or should we put it down and keep fighting?
[48:25 - 48:31] That's what people like me go through every fucking day, every fucking night.
[48:31 - 48:45] And you guys that want to sit there and troll and bully and attack, you guys are the motherfuckers that put us there. It's not that we want to be there, you put us there.
[48:45 - 49:32] [Silence]
[49:32 - 49:47] And this one right here, this is for everyone that's been on the edge. This for everyone like me that faces the edge every day. We're fighting this together, you're not alone.
[49:47 - 50:11] It's the gaming around me, when I thought we saw the ground. I tried to look the other way, but I couldn't turn around. It's okay for you to hate me, all the things I've done. I've made a few mistakes, but I'm not the only one.
[50:11 - 50:40] Step away from the ledge, I'm coming down. I can never grieve what you want me to. You're fully under, just to save yourself. You will never see what's inside of me. I'm fully under, just to save myself.
[50:40 - 50:44] [Silence]
[50:44 - 51:08] Were there ever any questions on how much I could take? You can't beat me, you're bullshit. Hopefully I would break. Is there anybody out there? Is there anyone who cares? Is there anybody listening? Or is there anybody out there?
[51:08 - 51:37] Step away from the ledge, I'm coming down. I can never grieve what you want me to. You're fully under, just to save yourself. You will never see what's inside of me. I'm fully under, just to save myself.
[51:37 - 51:59] It's keeping you around me. It's tearing me apart. It's all coming down around me. Take one, take one, carry on.
[51:59 - 52:10] I can never grieve what you want me to. You're fully under, I'm fully under.
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[52:56 - 53:21] I can never grieve what you want me to. You're fully under, just to save yourself. You will never see what's inside of me. I'm fully under, just to save myself.
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[0:00 - 0:20] [coughing]
[0:20 - 1:46] [crying]
[1:46 - 1:57] Is this what y'all want to see? Is this what you want to see?
[1:57 - 2:13] Is this right here what you want to see?
[2:13 - 2:42] You know, you motherfuckers are pieces of shit. You really are. You cost me my best friend. My best friend of 17 years. 17 years and you guys cost me my friendship with that person over your bullshit.
[2:42 - 3:06] Over your bullshit. All because you want to make me look stupid. All because you want to laugh at me. Well go ahead motherfuckers, here I am. Laugh at me. Go ahead, laugh.
[3:06 - 3:34] You cost me my friendship with my best friend. Like for a joke, a laugh. You guys are bitches, pussies. All for what? Is this what you want to see? Is this what you want to see?
[3:34 - 3:59] I lost my best friend because of you. Because you bitches don't want to act like badasses. I'm done. I'm done losing friends.
[3:59 - 4:25] Because of you guys, I'm done losing friends. I'm done. No. Because of you guys, I lost my best friend of 17 years. 17 years. 17 fucking years.
[4:26 - 4:54] 17 goddamn years. And what do you do? You blowed all up for a laugh, for a joke. Well fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck all of you.
[4:54 - 5:22] Fuck everyone of you. Fuck Marty. Fuck Mass Overforce. Fuck all of you in chat. Fuck every one of you. Fuck everyone. Fuck all of you.
[5:22 - 5:51] I lost my best friend. All for what? Because you want to make a bitch out of me? You want to make me out of a joke? Is that what you want? You want to make me out to be a damn joke? You want to make me laugh? You want to sit there? Let's laugh at the weird guy. Let's laugh at the guy that's got real friends. Let's make a joke out of the guy that's got real friends.
[5:51 - 6:20] I'm sick of it. I'm sick of all of you. I'm sick of being attacked. I'm sick of losing friends. I'm sick of being bullied by you. I'm sick of it.
[6:20 - 6:47] You want to laugh? Go ahead, motherfuckers. Here I am. Laugh. Go ahead. Laugh. That's what you want. That's what you want, right? You want to laugh? Here I am. Here I fucking am.
[6:47 - 7:09] Go ahead and laugh, bitches. Go ahead and laugh, motherfuckers. Go ahead. Because after this dream, I'm not coming back. I'm not coming back after this.
[7:09 - 7:33] I lost my best friend because of you little pussy-ass faggots that want to make me out to be a joke, and that's not funny. That's not funny.
[7:33 - 7:52] I lost my best friend because of you fucking trolls, because you want to sit here and make me out to be a joke. You want to sit there and attack me, and attack me, and attack me.
[7:52 - 8:05] I'm done. So all of you can kiss my fucking ass and go the fuck to hell.
[8:05 - 8:25] I lost my best friend because of you guys, because of you. That's my best friend.
[8:25 - 8:42] That's the motherfucker that's been my ride or die since day one. Since day one. Since day one, that has been my best friend.
[8:42 - 8:53] And what do you do? You come in and take him and make it to where you don't want to be, my friend.
[8:53 - 9:02] Well, let me tell you right now, motherfuckers. Let me tell y'all motherfuckers something right now.
[9:02 - 9:11] If I ain't got my best friend rocking with me, then guess what? I don't want to be on this platform anymore.
[9:11 - 9:28] If I ain't got my friends, I want nothing to do with this platform. I'm done. I'm fucking done.
[9:28 - 9:42] I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being walked on. I'm sick of being trolled. I'm sick of being bullied. And most of all, I'm sick of losing those I care about.
[9:42 - 9:57] I'm sick of losing people I care about because of you. You guys, you want to make me out to be a joke.
[9:57 - 15:06] I'm sick of being a bitch.
[15:06 - 15:08] Why can't you just leave him alone?
[15:08 - 15:12] Oh, for no matter, why can't you leave me alone?
[15:12 - 15:14] Why?
[15:14 - 15:16] Why couldn't you just leave me alone
[15:16 - 15:18] when I said leave me alone?
[15:18 - 15:34] Why did you have to drag him into it?
[15:34 - 15:38] Why did you have to go after my fucking best friend?
[15:38 - 15:42] Why?
[15:42 - 15:48] That was my best friend.
[15:48 - 15:50] And you guys ripped him from me.
[15:50 - 15:52] Oh, for a laugh.
[15:52 - 16:00] Oh, you're gonna do chicken shit
[16:00 - 16:03] to face me yourself.
[16:04 - 16:07] Oh, you guys are two chicken shit.
[16:07 - 16:09] You're two chicken shit
[16:09 - 16:12] to face me yourself.
[16:12 - 16:18] So after this, guys,
[16:18 - 16:20] I'm sorry, but I'm done.
[16:20 - 16:25] I'm not deleting the channel, but I guarantee you,
[16:25 - 16:27] I'm leaving this platform
[16:27 - 16:29] for a long-ass fucking time.
[16:30 - 16:33] I'm leaving this platform for a long-ass time
[16:33 - 16:36] till I get my best friend back.
[16:36 - 16:39] I don't care how long it takes.
[16:39 - 16:42] I don't care what it takes.
[16:42 - 16:46] I'm gonna fight tooth and nail for my best friend.
[16:46 - 16:51] I'm gonna fight tooth and nail for that boy,
[16:51 - 16:54] 'cause that's my best friend.
[16:54 - 16:56] And that's what best friends do.
[16:56 - 16:59] You fight for them.
[16:59 - 17:03] Well, guess what, motherfuckers?
[17:03 - 17:06] I'm here, and I'm fighting for my best friend.
[17:06 - 17:09] And I'm not giving up.
[17:09 - 17:12] So all you can kiss my ass.
[17:12 - 17:16] All you can jump up a bridge and fucking die.
[17:16 - 17:19] All you can kill yourselves.
[17:19 - 17:22] All you can go to hell.
[17:22 - 17:26] I'm done.
[17:26 - 17:30] So fuck all you.
[17:30 - 17:33] Fuck this goddamn platform,
[17:33 - 17:36] and fuck everything that you've done to me.
[17:36 - 17:44] I'm done.
[17:44 - 17:48] I'm done losing friends.
[17:48 - 17:53] I'm done losing people I fucking care about.
[17:54 - 17:57] And that's what it's gonna come down to.
[17:57 - 18:01] And me being on these platforms,
[18:01 - 18:03] that's what it's gonna come down to.
[18:03 - 18:05] It's me losing my friends
[18:05 - 18:08] that I want nothing to do with it.
[18:08 - 18:12] I want nothing to do with this platform,
[18:12 - 18:15] and all I'm gonna do is lose friends.
[18:15 - 18:17] I'm done.
[18:17 - 18:32] [silence]
[18:32 - 18:35] If I'm gonna lose friends because of this,
[18:35 - 18:38] then I want nothing to do with this.
[18:38 - 18:41] I want nothing to do with this platform.
[18:41 - 18:44] I'm out, guys. I'm gone.
[18:44 - 18:46] I can't do this no more.
[18:46 - 18:49] I'm tired of losing friends because of this shit.
[18:49 - 18:54] I'll see you guys when I see you.
[18:54 - 19:00] Fuck you.
[19:00 - 19:03] Fuck you, you fucking pieces of shit.
[19:03 - 19:07] And fuck everything that you do to people like me.

[0:00 - 0:07] and the other enemies are called Chirrk.
[0:07 - 0:13] [clicking]

[0:00 - 0:15] What's good you guys, you guys are probably wondering dude what's with the visor, what's
[0:15 - 0:25] with the leather jacket, you know what are you doing now, well I'll tell you. I've really
[0:25 - 0:35] been thinking about a lot about what's been going on and I can honestly say I'm stepping
[0:35 - 0:50] away for a while because one I value my friendships, I value my friendship over YouTube any day,
[0:50 - 0:57] I value my friendship with my friends more than anything in the world, but don't worry
[0:57 - 1:10] this is not goodbye for good. The reason for this outfit is actually because I actually
[1:10 - 1:17] am going to be bringing back my film company from back in the day from when I filmed the
[1:17 - 1:24] movie Darkness. I'm actually not only going to be directing a brand new film but I'm also
[1:24 - 1:32] going to be playing in it as well. The film is called Hyperdrive and I can't really tell
[1:32 - 1:39] you much about it because I don't want to give away too many secrets, but I'm not deleting
[1:39 - 1:46] my account but I am going to be taking a break for a while to focus on filming and
[1:46 - 1:52] hanging out with my friends and family and rekindling my friendships and stuff like
[1:52 - 2:02] that so I can honestly say I'm excited and I can honestly say I have you guys the trolls
[2:02 - 2:10] to thank for that because you trolls attacking me and telling me I'm the Truman Show rekindled
[2:10 - 2:19] ideas in me. The film for Hyperdrive is an idea that I've been having floating around
[2:19 - 2:27] my head for a couple years now and it's one that I want to pursue. It's one that I want
[2:27 - 2:37] to go full blown with. I'm excited of it. I'm excited about it. I'm excited about the
[2:37 - 2:41] film. It's one that I've been wanting to do for many years now that I've had on the
[2:41 - 2:56] back burner. I'm not leaving for good, Captain. I'm not leaving for good but I am stepping
[2:56 - 3:11] away to focus on my talents as a filmmaker, as a director, as an actor. I am stepping
[3:11 - 3:22] away. I'm honestly excited. I'm excited to be working on this brand new film. I actually
[3:22 - 3:28] just got done with a couple promo posters which is why I've still got all my gear on.
[3:28 - 3:33] I just did a couple of film posters that I am going to be posting very soon. So I'm
[3:33 - 3:47] excited. So yeah, I will be stepping away for a few months to focus on filming, to
[3:47 - 3:56] focus on writing the script for the film and stuff. So I can honestly say I'm very excited
[3:56 - 4:02] and like I said, I do rekindle. I do want to rekindle my friendship with those friends
[4:02 - 4:09] that I've lost because of all this. I do want to rekindle my friendship with those
[4:09 - 4:20] friends that I lost and I value my friendships more than anything. I value my friendships
[4:20 - 4:26] with my friends more than anything in the world and I want to get those friendships
[4:26 - 4:41] back. I want to get those friendships back and get things back where they need to be.
[4:41 - 4:58] So as I said, I am stepping away. I am focusing on filming for a while. I am going to try
[4:58 - 5:07] to do a second darkness. I don't know how that's going to work out, but I am going
[5:07 - 5:27] to try to do a second darkness film for you guys. So there is that. And whether you like
[5:27 - 5:46] me or don't like me, I don't care. While I said I'm not quitting, I'm not quitting,
[5:46 - 5:58] but I am stepping away to focus on filming for a while. So yeah, I'm about to bounce
[5:58 - 6:03] because I have some stuff I have to do. So I'll catch you guys later. I'll keep you
[6:03 - 6:10] guys updated as much as I can. And yeah, hopefully within the next week or so there
[6:10 - 6:17] will be a promo video out and there will be a trailer out hopefully. But wish me luck
[6:17 - 6:29] guys. Good luck to you guys. Have fun and be safe. I'll see you guys soon. Peace.
[6:29 - 6:41] [end of transcript]

[0:00 - 0:28] What's up everybody, I'm back.
[0:28 - 0:31] So I do apologize for that rogue mod.
[0:31 - 0:37] I did get rid of it and really recognize a size burger boil.
[0:37 - 0:39] Like I had to get rid of you burger boys.
[0:39 - 0:40] Sorry bro.
[0:40 - 0:46] I will remodge you as soon as you message me on discord, I mean, I'll let you brother.
[0:46 - 1:05] Oh it will, it will trust me I got my eye out.
[1:05 - 1:11] I got my eye out on this man, don't worry.
[1:11 - 1:18] I got my eye on this shit.
[1:18 - 1:27] Yo Angela, I got you.
[1:27 - 1:35] Yo burger boy DM me on discord and let me know that it's you brother.
[1:35 - 1:42] Oh yeah, well as a matter of fact, it's me Pears.
[1:42 - 2:11] Yeah, I see that shit.
[2:11 - 2:24] I've been turned my life to God only I've been done that brother.
[2:24 - 2:38] Sorry, I'm not going on my discord for very legitimate reasons because last time I gave
[2:38 - 2:44] up on discord it became a shit show.
[2:44 - 3:04] Yo triple what up dude.
[3:04 - 3:29] I do want to promote the film by doing something dope for you guys.
[3:29 - 3:54] Actually, I don't see that shit.
[3:54 - 4:19] I'm not going on my discord.
[4:19 - 4:45] No, you know what it is guys.
[4:45 - 5:10] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[5:10 - 7:04] Oh, yeah.
[7:04 - 7:31] Now if you guys don't know who that is, that is Breaking Benjamin's Dear Agony, which is
[7:31 - 7:37] honestly a song I actually neglected to listen to until the other day.
[7:37 - 7:44] And once I heard that song, I was like, bro, like I have to use that song in part of my
[7:44 - 7:54] trailer like I have to do it.
[7:54 - 8:09] Like that song really describes a lot of what the film is about like it's about being bullied.
[8:09 - 8:10] It's about suicide.
[8:10 - 8:13] It's about being on the edge of suicide.
[8:13 - 8:22] So I that song right there really represents a lot, which is why I threw it in the trailer.
[8:22 - 8:50] Alfred Helens provide proven mosquito protection trust our family to protect yours.
[8:50 - 9:15] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[9:15 - 10:04] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[10:04 - 10:28] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[10:28 - 10:46] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[10:46 - 11:05] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[11:05 - 12:04] (upbeat music)
[12:04 - 12:07] - You know what little bitches like you get sneak?
[12:07 - 12:13] You know, little pussies like you get a towel?
[12:13 - 12:17] (upbeat music)
[12:17 - 12:19] You get blacked.
[12:19 - 12:25] Some months, watch this.
[12:25 - 12:29] Prime example being made out of sneaky jam.
[12:29 - 12:31] You get no more traction.
[12:32 - 12:33] Bye Jim.
[12:33 - 12:35] You get no more traction boy.
[12:35 - 12:43] Bye Jim, have fun, keep doing.
[12:43 - 12:52] Adios amigo.
[12:52 - 13:14] And anybody else who supports sneaky jam,
[13:14 - 13:18] like this dude right here, you're getting blacked.
[13:18 - 13:19] I'm blacked.
[13:19 - 13:31] Sorry, but that's just how it is.
[13:31 - 13:41] Try to exact your revenge against sneaky,
[13:41 - 13:42] it's not gonna work.
[13:42 - 13:45] (upbeat music)
[13:45 - 13:58] So yeah, nice try my dude.
[13:58 - 14:02] But not working bro.
[14:02 - 14:07] Just saying.
[14:07 - 14:09] (upbeat music)
[14:09 - 14:32] From the very first touch,
[14:32 - 14:36] Pampers, the number one pediatrician recommended brand
[14:36 - 14:38] to keep baby skin dryer and.
[14:38 - 18:44] (upbeat music)
[18:44 - 18:52] All right, what's going on, y'all?
[18:52 - 18:56] I see you, CIA.
[18:56 - 19:11] (silence)
[19:11 - 19:21] Oh yeah, I'm gonna get rid of this one.
[19:21 - 19:23] (silence)
[19:23 - 19:36] Sorry, Angela, this is just for now.
[19:36 - 19:45] Hey, Ms. Ratty, what's good?
[19:45 - 19:54] (silence)
[20:21 - 20:25] I know that, I know we got a roadmap.
[20:25 - 20:26] That's why I'm keeping an eye.
[20:26 - 20:31] That's why I'm keeping a very, very, very close eye.
[20:31 - 20:33] (silence)
[20:49 - 20:50] Yeah, I know, I'm seeing it.
[20:50 - 20:58] Hey, CIA, thank you, brother.
[20:58 - 21:00] Thank you, thank you, thank you.
[21:00 - 21:08] (piano music)
[21:08 - 21:09] Guys, be on alert.
[21:09 - 21:19] (piano music)
[21:19 - 21:24] All right, there we go.
[21:24 - 21:28] All right, mon, be on alert.
[21:28 - 21:31] We have a rogue amongst us, so be on the lookout, boys.
[21:31 - 21:34] Ladies and gentlemen, be on the lookout.
[21:34 - 21:37] We have a rogue mod in there in our midst.
[21:37 - 21:39] So be careful.
[21:39 - 21:43] (silence)
[22:11 - 22:40] (piano music)
[22:40 - 22:43] ? We are trying to be a good lady ?
[22:43 - 22:48] ? I think that I'm gonna kill this time ?
[22:48 - 23:00] (piano music)
[23:00 - 23:05] ? It doesn't really seem I'm getting right for you ?
[23:05 - 23:07] ? I'm gonna stay up real quick ?
[23:07 - 23:12] ? So be late, if you don't have to make a move in pain ?
[23:12 - 23:18] ? Don't let go to hell this time ?
[23:18 - 23:22] ? Bye, bye ?
[23:22 - 23:26] ? It's only time ?
[23:26 - 23:30] ? Bye, bye ?
[23:30 - 23:31] ? It's only time ?
[23:31 - 23:33] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[23:33 - 23:35] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[23:35 - 23:38] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[23:38 - 23:40] ? I don't see nothing really ?
[23:40 - 23:42] ? I don't see nothing to say ?
[23:42 - 23:43] ? I don't see nothing ?
[23:43 - 23:46] ? I don't like to see nothing ?
[23:46 - 23:51] (piano music)
[23:51 - 23:56] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[23:56 - 24:00] ? Don't you know we are witches coming true today ?
[24:00 - 24:04] ? I'm not the victim who dies tonight ?
[24:04 - 24:06] (piano music)
[24:06 - 24:13] ? It's only time ?
[24:13 - 24:17] ? Bye, bye ?
[24:17 - 24:18] ? It's only time ?
[24:18 - 24:20] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[24:20 - 24:22] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[24:22 - 24:24] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[24:24 - 24:27] ? I don't see nothing ?
[24:27 - 24:29] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[24:29 - 24:31] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[24:31 - 25:28] (piano music)
[25:28 - 25:29] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:29 - 25:32] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:32 - 25:33] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:33 - 25:35] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:35 - 25:37] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:37 - 25:39] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:39 - 25:41] ? This ain't gonna last ?
[25:41 - 25:43] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:43 - 25:44] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:44 - 25:46] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:46 - 25:48] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:48 - 25:50] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:50 - 25:52] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:52 - 25:53] ? This ain't gonna stay ?
[25:53 - 25:56] ? This ain't gonna lie ?
[25:56 - 25:58] - Let's see what's going on.
[25:58 - 26:00] (piano music)
[26:00 - 26:11] Yo, Cynthia, what's good, what's good, what's good?
[26:11 - 26:12] I actually can't play the drums.
[26:12 - 26:14] I just don't have my drum kit
[26:14 - 26:17] that I have my home and drum kit set up right now.
[26:17 - 26:19] But as soon as I get it set up, I will be.
[26:19 - 26:51] (piano music)
[26:51 - 27:14] ? Time to be what you want me to be ?
[27:14 - 27:19] ? Feeling so brave less, less time on the surface ?
[27:19 - 27:22] ? Don't know what you're respecting with me ?
[27:22 - 27:24] ? But I'm in the pressure ?
[27:24 - 27:27] ? Of walking in your shirt ?
[27:27 - 27:32] ? Every step that I take is enough ?
[27:32 - 27:37] ? I'm a step to you ?
[27:37 - 27:40] ? I'm just calling and I'm coming to you ?
[27:40 - 27:45] ? Let me come somehow, I can't feel you there ?
[27:45 - 27:49] ? Let me come sometimes, so much more ?
[27:49 - 27:54] ? Let me come in this, all I want to do ?
[27:54 - 27:58] ? Is be one like me, every last night you ?
[27:58 - 28:02] ? Can't you see what you're solving for me ?
[28:02 - 28:07] ? Always inside me, afraid to lose control ?
[28:07 - 28:10] ? 'Cause everything that you thought would be ?
[28:10 - 28:15] ? Is falling apart, right in front of you ?
[28:15 - 28:24] ? Every step that I take is enough, I'm a step to you ?
[28:24 - 28:32] ? Every second I burst is more than I can take ?
[28:33 - 28:38] ? Let me come somehow, I can't feel you there ?
[28:38 - 28:42] ? Let me come sometimes, so much more ?
[28:42 - 28:46] ? Let me come in this, all I want to do ?
[28:46 - 28:51] ? Is be one like me, every last night you ?
[28:51 - 28:56] ? And I know, I made it ?
[28:56 - 29:00] ? Better than I wanted ?
[29:00 - 29:04] ? And I know, you are just like me ?
[29:04 - 29:09] ? Someone disappointed in you ?
[29:09 - 29:14] ? Let me come somehow, I can't feel you there ?
[29:14 - 29:19] ? Let me come sometimes, so much more ?
[29:19 - 29:23] ? Let me come in this, all I want to do ?
[29:23 - 29:27] ? Is be one like me, every last night you ?
[29:27 - 29:32] ? Let me come sometimes, I can't feel you there ?
[29:32 - 29:36] ? Let me come sometimes, so much more ?
[29:36 - 29:41] ? Let me come sometimes, I can't feel you there ?
[29:41 - 30:20] ? Let me come sometimes, so much more ?
[30:20 - 30:25] ? You can't bend anyway, jumbo ?
[30:25 - 30:29] Adios, bitch.
[30:29 - 31:24] (instrumental music)
[31:24 - 31:29] So, jumbo, try again, boy.
[31:37 - 31:38] (instrumental music)
[31:38 - 31:40] You know, I find it funny, Jim.
[31:40 - 31:42] Boy, you think that you can,
[31:42 - 31:45] you know, jumbo, I find it funny.
[31:45 - 31:49] You think that you can just come up in here and block me.
[31:49 - 31:55] You think that you can just come up in here
[31:55 - 31:56] and un-bend yourself.
[31:56 - 31:58] (tongue clicking)
[31:58 - 31:59] Uh, uh, uh.
[31:59 - 32:03] Not today, motherfucker.
[32:03 - 32:04] Not today.
[32:04 - 32:08] (instrumental music)
[32:08 - 32:09] Nice try, pal.
[32:09 - 32:17] Sorry, Jimmy, boy.
[32:17 - 32:19] You've gone.
[32:19 - 32:26] Like I said, bro, you want me?
[32:26 - 32:27] Come get me.
[32:27 - 32:28] I'll play your game.
[32:28 - 32:31] 'Cause I'll do it 10 times better than you ever could,
[32:31 - 32:31] pussy.
[32:32 - 32:35] (instrumental music)
[32:35 - 32:41] Here's the thing, I actually can.
[32:41 - 32:43] So, yeah.
[32:43 - 32:53] So, nice try, Jimmy, boy.
[33:01 - 33:04] Hold on, Angela, I got you.
[33:04 - 33:15] Yo, Angela, I got you, Sam.
[33:15 - 33:22] You know, this gym guy is real fucking annoying, dude.
[33:22 - 33:25] Not even gonna lie.
[33:25 - 33:30] This is, this, this piece of shit, jimbos,
[33:30 - 33:32] real fucking annoying, bro.
[33:32 - 33:36] He's another fucking clout chasing little bitch.
[33:36 - 33:42] That's all he is.
[33:42 - 33:45] He's a clout chasing little bitch.
[33:45 - 33:48] (instrumental music)
[34:13 - 34:16] Which I find pretty damn funny, actually.
[34:16 - 34:28] But with that being said,
[34:28 - 34:29] y'all, I am about to end it right here.
[34:29 - 34:34] I am about to hit up a few people on Discord,
[34:34 - 34:36] find out what the fuck's going on,
[34:36 - 34:38] and I'll catch you guys later, man.
[34:38 - 34:40] Peace, much love, guys.
[34:40 - 34:43] (instrumental music)
[34:43 - 34:47] Oh, Jim, don't try this, stupid,
[34:47 - 34:49] 'cause you ain't gonna get away with the foul.
[34:49 - 34:52] So, nice try.

[0:00 - 0:29] What up y'all? So I just got done doing a run on Horizon Force with my drift team. I just got done doing some runs for the day. But there's something I want to talk to y'all about right quick.
[0:29 - 0:49] That is kind of getting annoying. Yo Michael B, what's up man? And that is the fact that y'all dummy trolls don't practice what you fucking preach.
[0:49 - 1:14] Like you literally, you trolls literally don't practice what you fucking preach. Like you sit there, tell me to get a job. Then when I do get a job, you try to one rip it out from under me and then you try to sit there and act like you know everything.
[1:14 - 1:36] Like and this is what I find funny, like y'all sit there, you tell me to get a job. Then when I do, you sit there and bitch.
[1:36 - 1:58] Like you can't complain about me being on the internet, but yet you're the dumbest that fucking watch it. You're the dumbest that fucking watch. Like dude get a fucking hobby. Take out music, take out yoga, take out fucking knitting. Do something.
[1:58 - 2:23] You sit there and say that I don't do anything with my life, but yet I'm not the one on here talking shit. I'm not the one on here wasting my life away belittling motherfuckers, attacking people, belittling people, all for amusement.
[2:23 - 2:51] Like it don't make no sense. You sit there and say that I need to get a job, but yet you're the dumb fucks that sit here
[2:51 - 3:01] and attack motherfuckers. Y'all are the ones that sit here and bash on people.
[3:01 - 3:29] Like you're some sort of fucking god, but here's the thing about that Mary, like I do have a job and this is what you dummies don't seem to fucking realize is that the state will be fucking paying me.
[3:29 - 3:43] Once I get my benefits set up, okay, once I get benefits fucking set up, the state will literally pay me to take care of my fucking family.
[3:43 - 3:59] And that's what you fucking retards don't realize is I have a job, but you pussies are on here. Always talking shit. Always talking shit. Dude, practice what you fucking preach morons.
[3:59 - 4:11] Like real practice what you fucking preach for real. You tell me to get a job.
[4:11 - 4:25] Like you tell me to get a job, but yet you're the ones up on here talking shit. You're the ones up on here talking shit.
[4:25 - 4:44] Like and that's what I find funny. That's what I find fucking hilarious as you guys try to be so politically correct. You guys try to sit there and twist words because you guys got nothing better to do.
[4:44 - 4:59] You literally have nothing better to do. At all.
[4:59 - 5:11] Like, do you realize how stupid you look sitting on the internet talking fucking shit.
[5:11 - 5:21] Do you realize how dumb that makes you fucking look bro.
[5:21 - 5:25] And though I have a job dude.
[5:25 - 5:35] It's called being a caretaker moron. Do you not know what a caretaker consists of. Obviously you fucking don't.
[5:35 - 5:41] Obviously you don't know what a caretaker consists of.
[5:41 - 5:54] Obviously I know you didn't next. Not even you ain't do shit brother.
[5:54 - 6:08] Like next you're fucking supposing this on me was garbage homie. Like try harder man. Your diss was trash bro.
[6:08 - 6:14] Why would I want to play garbage for these fine people.
[6:14 - 6:24] Why would I want to play trashy music like yours for these fine people. I say they deserve better.
[6:24 - 6:33] These fine young women deserve better than your trashy music or what you call music.
[6:33 - 6:43] Like these fine young women in general deserve better. They don't deserve trash.
[6:43 - 6:48] But like I just find this shit funny though man.
[6:48 - 7:00] Like and this is what confuses the fuck out of me is you guys sit there tell me oh get a job get a job get a job get off your ass and get a job.
[7:00 - 7:07] And then when I do y'all want to bitch you complain that I have a job.
[7:07 - 7:19] Y'all want to bitch you complain that I have a job. Try to take that job away from me by using my past against me which I can easily turn around on you motherfuckers.
[7:19 - 7:38] And then you want to act like you're a badass all because you cost away their job. Like dude do you hear how stupid that is.
[7:38 - 7:45] Trying to make some dark proof.
[7:45 - 7:52] Actually yes it is. It's called being a caretaker.
[7:52 - 8:02] Like that is a real job dumb fucks. That is a legit fucking job.
[8:02 - 8:15] You're fine Carrie you're totally fine. Like dude that's what y'all don't you still realize is being a caretaker is a real job.
[8:15 - 8:22] Granted like I said I don't make that much right now because I'm working on getting shit done.
[8:22 - 8:34] I'm working on trying to get this stuff set up but yet y'all want to act like I'm not doing anything which is funny.
[8:34 - 8:49] Yo Michael Ed's doing great man he's doing really good right now. Thanks for asking bro for real.
[8:49 - 9:02] Like I just find it funny and yes I will be helping with the bills once I get the shit set up and I can get paid by the state and I can start paying taxes.
[9:02 - 9:22] I will definitely be helping with the fucking bills and that's why you fucking retards don't seem to grasp the concept of like you don't have a concept on anything.
[9:22 - 9:39] But here's the thing. I don't have any felonies dumbasses. It was a fucking misdemeanor you retard. It got dropped from a felony charge to a misdemeanor.
[9:39 - 9:59] It got dropped to a fucking misdemeanor because it was my first time so try again fuck nuts.
[9:59 - 10:14] I was just charged. I wasn't even convicted. I went to jail overnight got out the next day went to see the judge and they let me go on a fucking goddamn misdemeanor.
[10:14 - 10:27] So I wasn't even convicted. I wasn't even indicted. I was charged. I was not convicted.
[10:27 - 10:35] Actually no I don't. That's not a misdemeanor is not a felony retard.
[10:35 - 10:42] A misdemeanor is not a fucking felony you fucking dumbass.
[10:42 - 10:51] Like bro obviously you don't know your laws very well dude obviously a misdemeanor is not a felony bro.
[10:51 - 11:01] Now if I were to pull a gun and rob a store then yeah that would be a felony on top of a weapons charge and whatever else.
[11:01 - 11:10] But I was just charged. I was not convicted. I was charged. There's a difference.
[11:10 - 11:19] So try again you fucking idiot. God damn.
[11:19 - 11:29] You know maybe I should play this song for you guys.
[11:29 - 11:33] You know I'm going to play this song for you guys because this is half the all trolls.
[11:33 - 11:58] This song right here describes you fucking trolls to the tea.
[11:58 - 12:09] Beautiful name the thing that you can do jumping jacks run a mile past forty two.
[12:09 - 12:26] That right there is happy on motherfuckers like y'all act like it's cool to be a victim like it's cool to be triggered like y'all are mad because I trigger you motherfuckers
[12:26 - 12:30] because you know I'm right about what I say and you can't handle it.
[12:30 - 12:41] Y'all are a bunch of trigger ass fucking pussies.
[12:41 - 12:52] I hate the Internet and everyone who has an opinion. Hmm that sounds like you guys.
[12:52 - 12:59] That sounds like happy motherfuckers on the Internet. You're so pissed off because I have an opinion.
[12:59 - 13:06] But wait never mind I forgot my opinion isn't an opinion. It's actually fact.
[13:06 - 13:11] So you guys are triggered at the fact that I spit facts.
[13:11 - 13:40] I'm so stupid.
[13:40 - 13:46] I'm a hater because I can't relate to game drive.
[13:46 - 13:49] I'm a hater because I don't want to take time.
[13:49 - 13:52] I'm not surprised the world is kind of on the way.
[13:52 - 13:55] The trophies the children for losing just because they decide to play.
[13:55 - 13:57] The exes have the right to fuck and hate the politicians to pay.
[13:57 - 14:00] This is a democracy it's part of your decision.
[14:00 - 14:02] This is weird it feels like this is a different year.
[14:02 - 14:05] If I identify as a female then well my balls and penis disappear.
[14:05 - 14:10] Show them what agendas which are hating men is having this depression and anxiety are trending.
[14:10 - 14:13] We're too sensitive invented and engendered by the world is not accepting it.
[14:13 - 14:16] They gave them more attention than the whole world and they're making it.
[14:16 - 14:18] But the contribution being human is so tragic.
[14:18 - 14:21] Focus on minorities ignoring all the masses.
[14:21 - 14:24] Hallelujah everyone and activism save the planet.
[14:24 - 14:27] No more plastic straws and paper just paper straws wrapped in plastic.
[14:27 - 14:28] Congratulations.
[14:28 - 14:49] [Music]
[14:49 - 14:52] Look I get it it's like the world is going crazy.
[14:52 - 14:54] Seems like a school shooting happens almost daily.
[14:54 - 14:57] The race is a great culture hatred that we're facing.
[14:57 - 14:59] It's a way to agree for our hashtags to change.
[14:59 - 15:01] It becomes lazy and complacent.
[15:01 - 15:04] Afraid of our generation we think activism is instagramming.
[15:04 - 15:06] It needs and complaining it's a problem.
[15:06 - 15:09] But there's actually actions you could be taking which are triggered too.
[15:09 - 15:10] Just for like a baby.
[15:10 - 15:14] And that's y'all trolls right there.
[15:14 - 15:19] Y'all so triggered until you act like fucking babies about shit.
[15:19 - 15:26] Like bro like I'm gonna tell y'all trolls this one time.
[15:26 - 15:33] So listen to the words I'm about to say very carefully.
[15:33 - 15:36] You guys listening?
[15:36 - 15:40] You guys listening right?
[15:42 - 15:49] Stop being a pussy. Stop being triggered bitch.
[15:49 - 15:52] Fly your tears away you fucking trolls.
[15:52 - 15:57] Oh by the way if you guys think that you're canceling me.
[15:57 - 15:59] Nice try.
[16:11 - 16:14] This right here describes me.
[16:14 - 16:16] So there's no way that you can stop me.
[16:16 - 16:19] Fully independent there's no label who can drop me.
[16:19 - 16:22] Y'all been starting careers let me help you with some.
[16:22 - 16:26] He's a racist, he's a sexist, he's a fucking Donald Trump.
[16:26 - 16:29] Y'all can't cancel me, my life is scandal free.
[16:29 - 16:32] There ain't no sponsors taking losses cause the brand is me.
[16:32 - 16:36] My hands are bleeding, my family and my fans are green.
[16:36 - 16:39] Y'all can't cancel me for facts because you're mad and weak.
[16:39 - 16:42] Go ahead and tell the world I'm ugly and racist.
[16:42 - 16:45] I break my hair and I don't care about cultural appropriation.
[16:45 - 16:49] I move to the ghetto, live in the ghetto, there's no Caucasians.
[16:49 - 16:52] And still I love every single one of my niggas.
[16:52 - 16:57] How's a man say I'm clickbait if he can use this face to get clicks on his page.
[16:57 - 16:59] Y'all can pick up on me.
[16:59 - 17:02] That right there is every single one of you guys.
[17:02 - 17:11] That right there is every single one of you fucking trolls.
[17:12 - 17:20] You sit there, attack me, use my face for your fucking page.
[17:20 - 17:28] And yet, it brings me views.
[17:28 - 17:33] Like you guys literally use my face for the views.
[17:37 - 17:42] Like literally that's all you guys are doing, you're using me for fucking views.
[17:42 - 17:48] You literally clickbait the fuck out of my name and my face.
[17:48 - 17:51] Which I find funny.
[17:51 - 18:03] Like y'all sit there and expect that my face ain't gonna bring me views like bro.
[18:03 - 18:08] You're basically taking my face, putting it on your channel.
[18:08 - 18:21] And to expect people not to check me out.
[18:21 - 18:27] Bro you're literally just bringing more views to my page bro.
[18:27 - 18:29] That's all you're doing.
[18:29 - 18:33] Shout out to Trimble, what up bro.
[18:57 - 19:00] See this right here is y'all.
[19:00 - 19:05] This right here is y'all, so pay attention.
[19:05 - 19:16] Whatever you want to act is y'all missed it.
[19:17 - 19:20] In the ghetto, lived in the ghetto, there's no caucasians.
[19:20 - 19:23] And still I love every single one of my neighbors.
[19:23 - 19:28] I was a man saying I'm clickbait, if she can I use this face to get clicks from his page.
[19:28 - 19:30] Y'all hypocrites are fucking me.
[19:30 - 19:33] I ain't tripping about these bullies that ain't sixth grade.
[19:33 - 19:36] Go ahead and diss me trying to sell a couple mix tapes.
[19:36 - 19:40] I'm not afraid to take my face or my name, taste it on the front page.
[19:40 - 19:43] I'm already famous and you'll never change it, but haters are claiming they'll take it away.
[19:43 - 19:49] I'm not afraid to run my rhymes, they refuse to try to quantify the fine limits of the dying image and the dying women.
[19:49 - 19:51] This is purifier, this ain't my first shit.
[19:51 - 19:55] And that's facts man.
[19:55 - 19:57] That's just facts.
[19:57 - 20:01] Yeah I may be infamous for the shit that went down.
[20:01 - 20:07] That I may be infamous for the shit that went down for the troll that I fell for.
[20:07 - 20:09] But face it.
[20:09 - 20:14] Y'all fuck with me, you think you're bullying and you're fucking trolling faces me?
[20:14 - 20:16] The fuck out of here bro.
[20:16 - 20:21] Like you guys literally clickbait the fuck out of my face.
[20:21 - 20:24] Like I see the shit that goes on.
[20:24 - 20:28] Y'all take my face, post it on something.
[20:28 - 20:36] Like you take my face, paste it to whatever, use it on your fucking videos to try to troll me.
[20:36 - 20:43] But yeah if people come to my page, check out my music, check out my remixes and love this shit.
[20:43 - 20:51] Yeah and there may be more people that hate it that love it, but hey, it is what it is.
[21:04 - 21:08] It's the right guy man. Y'all are so stupid bro.
[21:08 - 21:18] Now just in case y'all missed one of my latest remixes.
[21:18 - 21:23] Matter of fact, Triple, I don't think you caught this one homie so let me run this one back for you bro.
[21:23 - 21:27] Let me run this remix back for my boy Triple man.
[21:27 - 21:31] Matter of fact, I'll even play the video for you, Tripp.
[21:32 - 21:33] Yeah.
[21:33 - 23:15] [music]
[23:15 - 23:29] You know I had to run that back for my boy Tripp man.
[23:29 - 23:31] Had to bro.
[23:31 - 23:34] Had to run that shit back for my boy Tripp.
[23:41 - 23:43] I don't even have him...
[23:43 - 23:46] I don't even have him modded.
[23:46 - 23:50] Yeah, Tripp went modded.
[23:50 - 23:54] Yo, burger! What up, brother?
[23:54 - 24:02] What up, burger boy?
[24:02 - 24:10] Matter of fact, this one right here definitely is me right here.
[24:10 - 24:12] Let me pull this shit up.
[24:12 - 24:19] And this is how y'all can't deny here.
[24:19 - 24:34] This one right here, this you cannot deny.
[24:34 - 24:38] Pay attention to what does the man say.
[24:38 - 24:40] Does y'all know it's back?
[24:40 - 24:50] No mercy has been done.
[24:50 - 24:54] Ladies and gentlemen, machine gun Kelly.
[24:54 - 25:34] [music]
[25:35 - 25:37] Thanks, man.
[25:37 - 25:46] See, that's what y'all don't realize is my name is brought up no matter what the topic is for.
[25:46 - 25:49] No matter what the topic is, my name is always brought up.
[25:49 - 25:51] Every time.
[25:51 - 25:55] Whether it's good, whether it's bad, it don't fucking matter.
[25:55 - 25:58] My name is always brought up.
[25:58 - 26:02] And y'all know it too.
[26:02 - 26:04] [silence]
[26:04 - 26:23] Like, no matter what y'all say, my name is always brought up.
[26:23 - 26:26] Because I'm just that good.
[26:26 - 26:30] I'm just that badass.
[26:30 - 26:32] [silence]
[26:32 - 26:37] Exactly, Rick.
[26:37 - 26:38] Exactly.
[26:38 - 26:42] I have hundreds of videos being made about me daily, bro.
[26:42 - 26:51] So, tell me again how I'm irrelevant if I have hundreds of videos being made about me.
[26:51 - 26:56] [silence]
[26:56 - 27:07] And, bro, even the FBI can't touch me because they got nothing on me.
[27:07 - 27:11] So, here's what it is, man.
[27:11 - 27:17] FBI can't do anything because they ain't got jack shit on me, bro.
[27:17 - 27:22] [silence]
[27:22 - 27:33] Because, trust me, if the FBI would've had something on me, they would've arrested me a long ass time ago.
[27:33 - 27:36] For real.
[27:36 - 27:39] That would've been arresting me by now.
[27:39 - 27:43] But, uh, that ain't the case.
[27:43 - 27:49] [silence]
[27:49 - 28:12] Hey, good--
[28:13 - 28:16] [silence]
[28:16 - 28:23] Shut up and sit down, motherfucker.
[28:23 - 28:25] [silence]
[28:25 - 28:40] Oh, hold up, hold up.
[28:40 - 28:42] We got a troll, y'all, hold up.
[28:43 - 28:48] Yellow?
[28:48 - 28:51] Nice try, troll.
[28:51 - 28:57] All right, let's run that back, y'all. Let's run that back.
[28:57 - 29:43] [music]
[29:44 - 29:46] [silence]
[29:46 - 29:49] [music]
[29:49 - 31:10] [silence]
[31:10 - 31:26] Hold up, y'all.
[31:26 - 31:28] Yellow?
[31:28 - 31:31] Yeah, nice try, loser.
[31:31 - 31:34] Get out of here with that fake-ass accent, bro.
[31:34 - 31:37] Your fake, just like your fucking mommy and daddy.
[31:37 - 31:39] Your fake, boy.
[31:39 - 31:43] So get that trashy-ass, fucking fake-ass,
[31:43 - 31:47] scary, wannabe tough guy accent out of here, bro.
[31:47 - 31:50] You ain't shit, you ain't fooling nobody, bro.
[31:50 - 31:56] Fucking fake-ass motherfuckers.
[31:56 - 31:58] Yeah, damn.
[31:58 - 32:06] For real, man, y'all want that fake-ass, fucking scary accent, man.
[32:06 - 32:09] Like, who are you even kidding, bro?
[32:09 - 32:13] Like, who are you even fucking kidding, bro?
[32:13 - 32:27] Like, who are you even fucking kidding?
[32:27 - 32:32] Like, get the fuck out of here with that fake shit, man.
[32:32 - 32:36] This is making this stuff look stupid, bro.
[32:36 - 32:42] Oh, man.
[32:42 - 32:47] Y'all are a fucking trip, dude, for real.
[32:48 - 32:50] Fuck.
[32:50 - 33:14] But for real, though, man, all y'all trolls really should fucking take your own damn advice
[33:14 - 33:18] and literally get a job.
[33:18 - 33:24] Like, y'all tell me to get one, but clearly y'all need one too.
[33:24 - 33:27] Clearly.
[33:27 - 33:41] Man, I already used that one.
[33:41 - 33:44] [silence]
[33:44 - 34:08] I gotta knock y'all even in my sleep, bro. Check it out, dude.
[34:08 - 34:12] I'm going to just close my eyes and rest while I rap, yo.
[34:12 - 34:25] Everybody always want to run their motherfuckers
[34:25 - 34:27] I'm going to have to write the fucking name
[34:27 - 34:29] But I really don't know what they're beating up
[34:29 - 34:31] Time is here, I am sleeping water
[34:31 - 34:33] Write these raps every single thing at night
[34:33 - 34:35] I can rap like Candace for you
[34:35 - 34:37] I'm sleeping in my sleep
[34:37 - 34:39] I'm like a motherfucking nuclear bomb
[34:39 - 34:41] When your body tips me, son
[34:41 - 34:46] Don't think for a minute that you can stop me
[34:46 - 34:51] 'Cause I'm a motherfucking rap guy
[34:51 - 34:54] I can't control every single one of you
[34:54 - 34:57] Even in my fucking sleep, I'm going to make it too
[34:57 - 35:01] Where y'all don't even make a motherfucker
[35:01 - 35:03] If I'm breathing 'round, turn around
[35:03 - 35:05] I'm looking for me, dude, 'cause you won't find
[35:05 - 35:07] Anything you think I'll land mine
[35:07 - 35:10] Staring at you right when I
[35:10 - 35:13] Cut the code to your landline
[35:13 - 35:16] Your ass is going to go goodbye
[35:16 - 35:18] I'm so sick of these motherfucking haters
[35:18 - 35:21] Trying to grab me, trying to bury me
[35:21 - 35:23] But truth is, here I am
[35:23 - 35:25] Staying on the motherfucking ground
[35:25 - 35:27] Every single thing in my life
[35:27 - 35:29] I've got so many words in my head
[35:29 - 35:33] Y'all need real calling, lots of bitch in your bitch
[35:33 - 35:37] Here I am going harder and higher
[35:37 - 35:39] Than a motherfucking lift kid
[35:39 - 35:41] I don't know that he's short kid
[35:41 - 35:46] But y'all want to sit there, bitch
[35:46 - 35:48] Ain't care if pain is not
[35:48 - 35:50] Prex with your motherfucking preach kid
[35:50 - 35:55] Y'all may as well
[35:55 - 35:56] Prex with your preach kid
[35:56 - 35:58] 'Cause I'm sitting here falling in the sea
[35:58 - 36:01] To all y'all motherfucking bullshit, kid
[36:01 - 36:13] Damn, all these fucking haters
[36:13 - 36:15] Got me so motherfucking tired
[36:15 - 36:17] That I'm sitting here falling in the sea
[36:17 - 36:19] Because of all them motherfucking bullshit
[36:19 - 36:21] That the life is not me
[36:21 - 36:25] God, why y'all gotta be so
[36:25 - 36:28] Motherfucking born, goddamn all over here
[36:28 - 36:30] Motherfucking snoring
[36:30 - 36:33] Yeah, I'm snoring
[36:33 - 36:38] Oh, sorry, I forgot
[36:38 - 36:41] They trolls are a bunch of pussies
[36:42 - 36:43] Huh
[36:43 - 37:03] Damn, man, y'all trolls are boring as fuck
[37:04 - 37:05] Damn
[37:05 - 37:16] Hell, I can rap a song in my fucking sleep, bro
[37:16 - 37:18] Like, check it
[37:18 - 37:25] People will tell you
[37:25 - 37:27] Why don't you go get some help
[37:27 - 37:29] Take some meds
[37:29 - 37:32] Go see a counselor
[37:32 - 37:34] They can help you with your problems
[37:34 - 37:37] Some people can never understand
[37:37 - 37:40] It's a wound inside your head
[37:41 - 37:43] Lately, I've been nesting from the world
[37:43 - 37:45] In a quiet place
[37:45 - 37:47] Things I can bobby wire differently
[37:47 - 37:48] I can't erase
[37:48 - 37:50] From all the hurt and all the pain
[37:50 - 37:51] Can you feel my rage
[37:51 - 37:52] Growing up was bullied
[37:52 - 37:54] They considered me a basket case
[37:54 - 37:55] Things have changed
[37:55 - 37:57] The past is done and over with
[37:57 - 37:59] Why I keep on dwelling on the bones
[37:59 - 38:00] All too cancerous
[38:00 - 38:01] But my best friend has to die
[38:01 - 38:03] God, can you please answer this
[38:03 - 38:06] While I'm messing I can answer no my last relationship
[38:06 - 38:10] Maybe I'ma come and take a shot and send W
[38:10 - 38:12] Being my stomach from a reason I can never settle
[38:12 - 38:14] I'm coming for the struggle I can promise
[38:14 - 38:16] Staying home with my own song for the trouble
[38:16 - 38:18] Like a summer fucking room
[38:18 - 38:19] If my thoughts could really kill
[38:19 - 38:21] Best believe I would be bent
[38:21 - 38:24] I ain't got it saving lives and sometimes I forget
[38:24 - 38:27] Got my demons king and playing barely hanging by a thread
[38:27 - 38:30] Maybe I should pour this trigger and just lay my mind to rest
[38:30 - 38:32] Lost in the music
[38:32 - 38:33] This is their appeal
[38:33 - 38:34] They barely hanging on
[38:34 - 38:37] I don't know if I can do this
[38:37 - 38:40] When I rise, when I fall
[38:40 - 38:43] I don't know anymore
[38:43 - 38:44] Look at my reflection
[38:44 - 38:46] Ain't the words that came in
[38:46 - 38:48] What said I was dreaming
[38:48 - 38:52] When I rise, when I fall
[38:52 - 38:55] I don't know anymore
[38:55 - 38:56] I know your life ain't glamorous
[38:56 - 38:58] I can see it in your eyes
[38:58 - 39:00] You can't even stay yourself
[39:00 - 39:01] Your past is on you
[39:01 - 39:02] So you go around my lip
[39:02 - 39:05] Toss a turn and every night the pain and if it even helps
[39:05 - 39:07] You quit the partying
[39:07 - 39:08] Quit the jars
[39:08 - 39:09] Quit the reefer
[39:09 - 39:10] And now you think it's problem solved
[39:10 - 39:11] 'Cause you change the people
[39:11 - 39:12] You're weak or miserable
[39:12 - 39:14] It's clear you're feeding out for evil
[39:14 - 39:15] Take my hand tonight
[39:15 - 39:17] And I can promise you'll be out with peace
[39:17 - 39:18] But what about my family
[39:18 - 39:20] I can leave them in a disarray
[39:20 - 39:21] Give me time and double
[39:21 - 39:23] Don't forget about you anyway
[39:23 - 39:24] What about my friends
[39:24 - 39:26] And the impact I have made on them
[39:26 - 39:27] Find another source
[39:27 - 39:28] Do not worry
[39:28 - 39:29] They will love them
[39:29 - 39:30] And it's better if you go
[39:30 - 39:32] Do not act like you have any friends
[39:32 - 39:33] If it don't exist
[39:33 - 39:34] This is it
[39:34 - 39:35] When you take my hand
[39:35 - 39:36] The voice is getting louder
[39:36 - 39:37] You can't find it
[39:37 - 39:38] Best decide
[39:38 - 39:39] You will join me
[39:39 - 39:40] On the darker side
[39:40 - 39:41] Through the dreary
[39:41 - 39:42] It's a help
[39:42 - 39:43] Lost in the music
[39:43 - 39:44] This is their building
[39:44 - 39:45] Barely hanging on
[39:45 - 39:48] I don't know if I can build this
[39:48 - 39:51] When I rise, when I fall
[39:51 - 39:55] I don't know anymore
[39:55 - 39:56] Look at my reflection
[39:56 - 39:58] Ain't diverse as payment
[39:58 - 40:00] It was it I was dreaming
[40:00 - 40:04] When I rise, when I fall
[40:04 - 40:06] I don't know anymore
[40:06 - 40:09] I feel like giving up though
[40:09 - 40:12] Some things I can't explain though
[40:12 - 40:15] I feel like giving up though
[40:15 - 40:18] Some things I can't explain though
[40:18 - 40:22] When I rise, when I fall
[40:22 - 40:24] I don't know anymore
[40:24 - 40:28] When I rise, when I fall
[40:28 - 40:30] I don't know anymore
[40:30 - 40:44] Dude, I was comfortable as fuck, bro
[40:44 - 40:47] I'm literally comfortable as shit right now
[40:47 - 40:50] Like, no joke, right?
[40:50 - 40:52] I'm actually comfortable, bro
[40:52 - 40:55] Y'all are so fucking boring
[40:55 - 40:59] That y'all are making me fucking pass the fuck out over here, man
[40:59 - 41:01] For real
[41:01 - 41:04] Like, goddamn, how boring are y'all going to get?
[41:04 - 41:18] Fuck you, brother
[41:27 - 41:29] I'm so sick of these motherfucker ladies at night
[41:29 - 41:32] They thought I'd do something to me, but
[41:32 - 41:35] I could beat these motherfuckers even in my fucking speech
[41:35 - 41:39] On the night, they popping up in the old motherfucking dreams
[41:39 - 41:42] You had the election on me, I can't let you
[41:42 - 41:44] You're on the radio tonight
[41:44 - 41:48] You're gonna do something to me, bitch, I'm still one
[41:48 - 41:51] Get you boring, you ain't nothing to me, but
[41:51 - 41:54] Love, motherfucking pretty, giant island
[41:54 - 41:59] Make my weak mix, like these rats, even in my motherfucking sleep
[41:59 - 42:06] I can destroy every one of your wack ass motherfucker tracks
[42:06 - 42:12] And you know it's true, just every one of your jacks is motherfucking trash
[42:12 - 42:15] So, y'all, may as well take your wack ass
[42:15 - 42:18] Wanna be rapping ass, fat motherfucker class
[42:18 - 42:22] Before I had to run up on you with a bull
[42:22 - 42:25] Chug the barrel up your ass, motherfucker trigger it
[42:25 - 42:29] Switch your ass in half with this fucking little boo
[42:29 - 42:34] And I'm spraying every day, and I'm coming around on the scene
[42:34 - 42:38] And you know I don't play, 'cause I'm out here to lay your bitch
[42:38 - 42:41] In a fucking grave, even in my sleep
[42:41 - 42:47] Ain't none of y'all ever gonna be able to beat the words that I say
[42:47 - 42:50] I can beat you even in my fucking sleep
[42:50 - 42:53] Bitch, I'm snowin', bitch, you goin' by the fuck
[42:53 - 42:58] You tryin' to throw a bitch in, y'all not motherfuckin' like me
[42:58 - 43:01] That can beat you with your eyes, bro, I know
[43:01 - 43:06] You ain't nothing but a bunch of motherfuckin' snowflakes
[43:06 - 43:09] So, get the fuck up out of my way
[43:09 - 43:14] Step aside, 'cause the king is, the king is coming through
[43:14 - 43:18] And I got no time to lay in a little fucking bitch
[43:18 - 43:21] You ain't wanna be hater in a fucking grave
[43:21 - 43:26] Y'all telling me to get a job, bitch
[43:26 - 43:29] Practice what you preach, motherfuckin' stop
[43:29 - 43:35] Sitting up on the internet, nothing like yo, something that you're not
[43:35 - 43:43] E, 'cause we all know that I'm gonna beat everything that you're not
[43:43 - 43:49] I'm rising up, you're falling down, I'm here on the fucking block
[43:49 - 43:55] And I'm taking that number for the ground, oh, way from every one of you
[43:55 - 44:01] God, you think this motherfuckin' hater's so fuckin' boring
[44:01 - 44:06] Bro, why y'all hater's so fuckin' boring?
[44:06 - 44:08] Why you look at me?
[44:08 - 44:14] Why they sitting down here, fallin' asleep
[44:14 - 44:19] 'Cause I ain't here, fuckin' hater's also fuckin' boring, too
[44:19 - 44:29] Y'all so fuckin' boring, y'all so fuckin' stupid
[44:29 - 44:35] I'm so sick
[44:37 - 44:39] Of all this snoring
[44:39 - 44:55] Man, y'all trolls are boring, bro
[44:55 - 44:57] For real
[45:03 - 45:07] Oh, man, these haters are boring, dude, like, for real
[45:07 - 45:12] Oh, man
[45:12 - 45:18] I was legit fallin' asleep when I was doin' that, too
[45:18 - 45:23] Like, I was legit fallin' asleep as I was doin' that
[45:23 - 45:25] That's how boring you trolls really are
[45:25 - 45:30] Like, y'all literally make me fall asleep
[45:30 - 45:39] That and his heat ain't helping any either
[45:39 - 46:05] Oh, man, that's how boring you trolls are
[46:05 - 46:07] Oh, man, that's how boring you girls are
[46:07 - 46:59] Oh, man, that's how boring you trolls are
[46:59 - 49:24] Oh, man, that's how boring you girls are
[49:24 - 49:41] Let's check this out, man. Let's actually do a thing on this. Let's check this out.
[49:41 - 74:01] Oh, man, that's how boring you girls are
[74:01 - 74:10] Well, maybe if you sit back and take a look at the source of the problem, maybe then you'll realize
[74:10 - 74:14] I'm not the bad guy that everybody makes me out to be
[74:14 - 74:22] I'm really not
[74:22 - 74:26] Like, y'all never want to take a look at the source of the problem
[74:26 - 74:32] S.O. Reports is one of the biggest sources of a lot of my fucking problems that I deal with
[74:32 - 74:35] All right, have y'all not noticed this?
[74:35 - 74:37] Have you not paid attention to her channel?
[74:37 - 74:39] Have you not seen her in Discord?
[74:39 - 74:45] Have you not heard our fucking phone calls when she fucking calls me and says, "Hey, I'm going to do this"
[74:45 - 74:47] "Hey, I'm going to do that"
[74:47 - 74:51] "Hey, I'm going to do this to you just because"
[74:51 - 74:56] Do you not pay attention to that shit?
[74:56 - 75:00] Do you not pay attention to what she does?
[75:00 - 75:05] Do you not hear how she laughs at my misery?
[75:05 - 75:12] Do you not hear how she laughs when she tries to fuck my life up?
[75:12 - 75:15] Do you not pay attention to that?
[75:15 - 75:22] If not, y'all need to pay attention to that, man
[75:22 - 75:25] I will, Angela, don't worry
[75:25 - 75:30] Like, for real, pay attention to that shit, people
[75:30 - 75:33] All right, I'm just saying
[75:33 - 75:44] Maybe if y'all would open your damn eyes and start questioning her, y'all might find some shit out
[75:44 - 75:49] Like, maybe if y'all start questioning Kate
[75:49 - 75:54] Maybe if y'all start going, "Here's what I want every one of you guys to do"
[75:54 - 75:58] Every one of y'all motherfuckers, I want everyone in the chat
[75:58 - 76:03] Every 40-some odd of y'all, I want y'all to do this, all right?
[76:03 - 76:06] I want every one of you to go back
[76:06 - 76:16] Through my asshole reports livestreams, all her livestreams, and pay attention to the people that she's gone after
[76:16 - 76:20] Pay attention to her streams and how she attacks people
[76:20 - 76:23] And how she laughs at them
[76:23 - 76:28] And how she belittles them and goes after them
[76:28 - 76:31] I seriously want you guys to do that
[76:31 - 76:34] Because that's what she does
[76:34 - 76:38] She goes after motherfuckers, laughs at them
[76:38 - 76:43] And then when they try to better themselves from what she's done to them
[76:43 - 76:46] She makes it hard for them to do anything
[76:46 - 76:51] Because in her mind, she's a social justice warrior
[76:51 - 76:54] In her mind, she's doing the right thing
[76:54 - 76:56] When really, she's not
[76:56 - 76:58] She's ruining lives
[76:58 - 77:00] She's hurting people
[77:00 - 77:02] She's not benefiting anyone
[77:02 - 77:04] She's hurting people
[77:04 - 77:06] She's destroying people
[77:06 - 77:10] So I said, I want you guys to do that
[77:10 - 77:14] I seriously want you guys to do that
[77:14 - 77:18] I want y'all to go back and watch the asshole reports
[77:18 - 77:20] That's my homework for y'all, man
[77:20 - 77:22] I want y'all to go back
[77:22 - 77:25] And watch the asshole reports livestreams
[77:25 - 77:28] And pay attention to how she is
[77:28 - 77:32] Like seriously, go back and watch
[77:32 - 77:34] Pay attention to how she acts
[77:34 - 77:36] Pay attention to her demeanor
[77:36 - 77:39] How she laughs, what she does
[77:39 - 77:42] Because maybe then you'll see that I'm not the bad guy
[77:42 - 77:45] And that I truly am a victim in all of this
[77:45 - 77:48] Like I've been saying
[77:48 - 77:51] But it's like nobody wants to listen to me
[77:51 - 77:54] Because in everyone's eyes, I'm a pedophile
[77:54 - 77:56] When clearly I'm not
[77:56 - 78:00] And I think it's about time y'all started looking
[78:00 - 78:02] At the source of the problem
[78:02 - 78:05] Start paying attention to Kate
[78:05 - 78:08] Start taking a look at what she does
[78:08 - 78:11] If we're gonna troll somebody, troll her
[78:11 - 78:13] Go after her
[78:13 - 78:16] Start paying attention to her videos
[78:16 - 78:18] You know how y'all analyze my videos?
[78:18 - 78:21] You know how you guys analyze what I say and what I do?
[78:21 - 78:26] Why don't you guys apply that same thing to her channel?
[78:26 - 78:29] Apply it to her
[78:29 - 78:32] Apply it to what she does
[78:32 - 78:37] Like for real
[78:37 - 78:41] Like everyone thinks I'm this bad dude that clearly I'm not
[78:41 - 78:44] Like for real
[78:44 - 78:49] But with that being said, y'all
[78:49 - 78:52] I am about to bounce. I'm about to message Marty
[78:52 - 78:56] And I'm probably gonna chill
[78:56 - 78:59] I'll probably end up chilling and watching The New Fast and Furious
[78:59 - 79:01] I know I've not seen it yet and if y'all have seen it
[79:01 - 79:04] Don't spoil it because I am gonna watch The New Fast and Furious
[79:04 - 79:06] Or try to anyway
[79:06 - 79:08] And if not, it's all good
[79:08 - 79:11] But I'll probably end up watching TV or something
[79:11 - 79:13] But I'm gonna hit up Carrie
[79:13 - 79:15] Hey Carrie, I am gonna message you
[79:15 - 79:18] Because I know that you had a whole list of stuff
[79:18 - 79:21] So I am gonna hit you up about a list of stuff
[79:21 - 79:25] Because I know you like to have a list of stuff that I might want to need
[79:25 - 79:28] So I am gonna hit you up about that hearing a little bit
[79:28 - 79:31] And Marty, I'll message you
[79:31 - 79:33] Violet, I'll message you
[79:33 - 79:36] And as for the rest of y'all, man, love you guys
[79:36 - 79:39] And for all the trolls out there, like I said in the beginning
[79:39 - 79:42] Practice what you preach, man
[79:42 - 79:46] For real, practice what you preach
[79:46 - 79:48] You tell me to get a job
[79:48 - 79:50] Practice what you preach, people
[79:50 - 79:52] Straight up
[79:52 - 79:57] Practice what you preach, homie
[79:57 - 80:00] Just sayin'
[80:00 - 80:03] This is a little bit of advice for y'all, man
[80:03 - 80:05] Practice what you preach
[80:05 - 80:07] You tell me to get a job
[80:07 - 80:09] Why don't y'all do the same
[80:09 - 80:11] Peace
[80:12 - 80:18] Please

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[0:11 - 0:13] No one makes you.
[0:13 - 0:15] You're a coward.
[0:15 - 0:17] You suck.
[0:17 - 0:20] Don't kill yourself, you suck.
[0:20 - 0:25] No one weighs in the ground.
[0:25 - 0:28] You just have to die.
[0:28 - 0:30] You're a failure.
[0:30 - 0:33] You're losing the size.
[0:33 - 0:35] Go away.
[0:35 - 0:37] No one makes you.
[0:39 - 0:43] Go away.
[0:43 - 0:46] Just die.
[0:46 - 0:48] ? I'm still the eye ?

[0:00 - 0:26] What up guys? What is up with what is up? How the hell is everybody tonight?
[0:26 - 0:54] Now for those of you that are subbed
[0:54 - 1:03] to my film channel, some of you such as Lava Girl, Talent Scout, some of you may have seen
[1:03 - 1:11] the brand new film that I'm working on and the official trailer for it. Now for those
[1:11 - 1:19] that have not seen the trailer, I'm gonna play it for y'all right quick. I think you
[1:19 - 1:31] guys will actually enjoy this. So with that being said, let's check out the official trailer
[1:31 - 2:00] for my new film alone. Some of you might even see yourselves in this.
[2:00 - 2:10] Don't be sure you've seen yourself. You're like once in a while. You're just trying to
[2:10 - 2:19] find, you're a failure, you're a weakness in the size. Throw away no one that's you.
[2:19 - 2:47] I know it's not very long, but that is the official trailer for my brand new movie coming
[2:47 - 2:57] up called Alone. Now, if you guys are wondering what it's about, allow me to explain. See,
[2:57 - 3:08] I've been bullied for many years on this platform. Alright, many, many years I have
[3:08 - 3:14] been bullied on this platform. I've been pushed around quite a bit. I'm not gonna
[3:14 - 3:31] do it. I've been pushed around a lot. Oh, looky, looky. We got a troll. Hello? Who is
[3:31 - 3:55] this? Don't know who you are, man. But as many of you know, I have been trolled for
[3:55 - 4:04] many years on this platform and never really had a way to speak about the real issues
[4:04 - 4:12] that go on on this platform. A lot of people turn a blind eye to the bullying that goes
[4:12 - 4:21] on. A lot of people turn a blind eye to a lot of things. They turn a blind eye to people
[4:21 - 4:31] like myself who make mistakes and get bullied for those mistakes. And I can honestly say
[4:31 - 4:38] I'm very excited to announce my family's company, my family's phone company that I
[4:38 - 4:48] started with my mom's. I'm not the only owner of it. My mom's is part of it too. So don't
[4:48 - 4:56] go try and know shit because she owns it flat out. She gives me 50% ownership and she owns
[4:56 - 5:05] part of it too. But I'm excited to announce that Vore Studios is back up and running full
[5:05 - 5:20] time with the first official film called Alone. And I can honestly say I'm very excited
[5:20 - 5:28] for this film because not only do I get to tell my story and stuff that I've gone through
[5:28 - 5:45] and show people what really goes on. But I also get to help promote anti-suicide, anti-bullying.
[5:45 - 6:12] Hold on guys. Let me shut this off real quick. And I can honestly say I am very excited to
[6:12 - 6:24] be able to say that I'm going to be working on films full time. While I'm on break, I
[6:24 - 6:31] will be working on films such as Alone. And then my big project that is going to take
[6:31 - 6:36] a lot of time, known as Hyperdrive, which that one I'm very excited for. That one's
[6:36 - 6:42] going to take a bit longer because it utilizes both in-game footage and real life footage.
[6:42 - 6:50] So that one's going to be a little bit more complicated. But my short film Alone is one
[6:50 - 6:57] that's very important to me. It's very close to me for obvious reasons because of the
[6:57 - 7:08] fact that I do get bullied a lot. And you know, I have a lot of shit going on. And
[7:08 - 7:16] not just that, but I want us all to be able to come together on a common ground. Like
[7:16 - 7:22] I don't just want you guys to band together against Jim. I want you guys to get along
[7:22 - 7:29] with each other and to put your hatred for me aside. You know, I'm willing to put my
[7:29 - 7:36] hatred aside. I want to put whatever I have against you guys aside. I want us all to
[7:36 - 7:43] be on the same page. I want us all to be able to get along. That is my ultimate goal
[7:43 - 7:50] is for all of us to get along and to not hate each other. I don't hate any of you.
[7:50 - 8:02] I don't dislike any of you. I just don't like what you guys do sometimes. That's it.
[8:02 - 8:12] I don't hate anyone. I don't dislike anyone. I just dislike some of the negativity that
[8:12 - 8:41] I get fed or you guys think you feed me. Very true, Clint. It's never going to stop.
[8:41 - 8:55] Cause like I said, I will continue to fight until we all get on the same page.
[8:55 - 9:08] Here's the thing, Christ. I'm not calling you a troll. I'm calling these other people
[9:08 - 9:16] that do the bullying a troll. Not you. You're fine.
[9:16 - 9:30] Ah, but here's the thing. It's me. Here's the thing about that. That was the old me.
[9:30 - 9:43] That was the old me, not who I am now. That was the old me.
[9:43 - 9:49] See, I used to fall into these traps all the time of people getting me to the point
[9:49 - 10:01] to where I say things that I don't normally say. That's not me. That's not the real me.
[10:01 - 10:08] That's not who I am. In all reality, I normally don't say those
[10:08 - 10:14] kinds of things. People that know me outside of YouTube and know me outside of social media
[10:14 - 10:24] know that ain't the real me. Violet, Marty, Lava, they can all tell you for a fact that
[10:24 - 10:34] I'm normally not like that. That was the old me. That was the old coded me that was
[10:34 - 10:45] weak. The old me was weak minded. The old me didn't have the courage to stand up and
[10:45 - 10:52] fight back. The old me kept raging out and going off on motherfuckers for no reason.
[10:52 - 11:00] I mean, there was a reason, but I did it in the wrong way.
[11:00 - 11:07] The new me is not giving the trolls any traction. The new me is staying focused.
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[0:00 - 0:19] Hi. Hello little people. So, a lot of people have been wondering, and I know a lot of you have been wondering, "Dude, where's the arch train?"
[0:19 - 0:36] "Now, where's this? Where's that?" "Now, where are you going to be doing stuff? Like, when are you going to do another string?"
[0:36 - 0:48] And the truth is, I am going to. I don't know if you guys can see it or not, but I do have an art program that I am using besides Krita called Flame Painter 4 Demo.
[0:48 - 1:04] Which I am a massive fan of. I have used Flame Painter in the past.
[1:04 - 1:17] So, you know, I will be doing some pretty dope stuff. A lot of people have been asking me, "Dude, when are you going to do more arch trains? When are you going to do this? When are you going to do that?"
[1:17 - 1:31] One of the shirt designs is actually right here. This is also going to be featured in a book as well, that I am currently working on for my hand done artwork as well as my digital art.
[1:31 - 1:47] I am going to try to sell this one. I don't know for how much, because I'm not even done with it yet. But once it's done, I'm going to try to find a site to sell it. Along with the other 12 pieces.
[1:47 - 2:06] As you guys know, I have like literally 12 pieces ready to go right now. So I'm literally just, you know, in the process of setting up an Etsy so that I can start selling my artwork so I can start bringing in some cash.
[2:06 - 2:14] I will be working on a book through Lulu.com, which is what I go through for, you know, all my artwork books.
[2:14 - 2:23] I have sold a few artworks, you know, a few artwork books in the past, pertaining mostly to digital anime style.
[2:23 - 2:31] Back in the day when I first started out, I was very big into doing anime art and anime edits and stuff and whatnot.
[2:31 - 2:40] I did like a couple calendars and stuff for friends and family. So I made a little bit of money doing book work. I made a little bit of money doing artwork.
[2:40 - 2:49] And then I then transferred that into whatever I was doing back then I don't remember, because I was like fucking eight years ago.
[2:49 - 3:09] But we are here. We are doing cool stuff. I am actually I am actually, you know, working on I want to say on the Vincent van go our time, dude.
[3:09 - 3:21] I'm more of a more I'm more of like a Vexian scheme mixed with like Rabbo and Banksy.
[3:21 - 3:36] Like I'm more of like a Vexian scheme mixed with, you know, graffiti mixed with like where graffiti artists you guys like mixed with like, you know, anime style.
[3:36 - 3:49] I'm like a little combo of those things. But, you know, like I said that, you know, I am going to be looking for a site besides Teespring.
[3:49 - 4:05] For those of you that and I do have a quick thing to say to you guys, for those of you that are trying to start up a clothing brand, do not do not make the same mistake that I made and go through Teespring.
[4:05 - 4:11] One of my fans actually wound up buying a piece with my artwork on it.
[4:11 - 4:29] They bought like a face mask with the with some of my artwork on it. And when they got it, it actually didn't have my artwork on it. And it actually got messed up and I didn't get the money from it.
[4:29 - 4:36] So whatever you guys do, do not use Teespring. Do not make the same mistake I made.
[4:36 - 4:43] Please for the love of God, do not use Teespring. I made that mistake.
[4:43 - 4:49] Just so I said, if you are going to, you know, start up a clothing line, do not go through Teespring.
[4:49 - 4:52] I would recommend.
[4:52 - 5:03] Well, Zazzle is good. There's a few shirt sites that I know that I'll have to make a list of and I'll have to post them.
[5:03 - 5:10] Some of them are really good. I know Redbubble is really good. They're a bit pricey, but they're also very good.
[5:10 - 5:23] I would use Ray-John if they still have their shop open because as you guys know, I've made a very good living off of Ray-John. I've made a lot of money off of there in the past.
[5:23 - 5:31] But due to their overcrowdedness, Ray-John.com kind of shut down their storefront system.
[5:31 - 5:39] So I'm not able to go through them anymore, which sucks because Ray-John was like my go to for, you know, shop stuff.
[5:39 - 5:49] But I will be looking for other sites to, you know, post my artwork on.
[5:49 - 5:58] I know a lot of people say to go through DeviantArt and I have gone through DeviantArt. I do like DeviantArt quite a bit.
[5:58 - 6:05] I've made quite a few friends through there, some of which I met back in like 2013.
[6:05 - 6:10] And a lot of those people I'm still very good friends with to this very day.
[6:10 - 6:16] You know, I still talk to them a lot. I still hang out with them through Facebook and stuff and whatnot.
[6:16 - 6:30] So I have met all artists through, you know, sites like that and even Facebook groups.
[6:30 - 6:36] But I know a lot of people sit there and say like, oh, you know, your artwork sucks and this and that, blah, blah, blah.
[6:36 - 6:42] Well, yeah, that may be true. I may not be the best in the world. And I get that.
[6:42 - 6:49] I accept the fact that I'm not like a god in painting, but that's the thing. I don't want to be like everyone else.
[6:49 - 7:00] I want to start my own style, my own set of art, my own style of art.
[7:00 - 7:11] You know what I'm saying? I want to start my own style of artwork, my own style of painting and digital design.
[7:11 - 7:21] So, you know, that's what I like to do. I want to be able to create my own style that people can enjoy.
[7:21 - 7:27] And as far as the clothing goes, I know a lot of people are going to be like, well, what style are you going to go for?
[7:27 - 7:36] I want to create an abstract style that not only looks good on clothing, but it's something that I would personally wear.
[7:36 - 7:43] Like, I want to create that brand that I would personally be proud to throw on and be like, yo, check out my dope ass shirt.
[7:43 - 7:52] Like, check out this dope shirt. Like, I want to be able to create that abstract style of artwork that, you know, people will not only love,
[7:52 - 7:58] but they'll be able to wear and be like, yo, like, this is fire. Like, this is something that I would wear.
[7:58 - 8:07] Like, like something like this. Like, if this wasn't already in design, like, I would actually create something like this.
[8:07 - 8:17] Like, I would actually do something like this. Like, I can honestly say that I love, you know, working on stuff like this.
[8:20 - 8:28] Self portraits, I've always had trouble with. I know it seems stupid because I've done a lot of facial art work and stuff.
[8:28 - 8:36] I know it seems weird because of all the different facial style art work that I've done and all the abstract art that I've done over the years.
[8:36 - 8:44] But for me, self portraits are just not my thing. I'm more of like an abstract textural artist.
[8:44 - 8:51] Like, I love doing abstract art, you know, done from textures and, you know, creating different stuff.
[8:51 - 8:59] Like I said, you know, I want to create that brand of art that people can look at and be like, yo, that is fire.
[8:59 - 9:07] I would actually wear that. And I want to be able to say, hey, I created this art style. I created this shirt.
[9:07 - 9:17] I created this, you know, hoodie. This is something that I would wear. Like, I want my artwork to be something that, you know, not only stands out,
[9:17 - 9:25] but people can be like, yo, that is fire. Where did you get that? And then I could turn around and be like, yo, I made this.
[9:25 - 9:28] Like, this is my brand and my art style.
[9:32 - 9:44] Yes, I have. I actually do know how to do sculpting. I actually took I actually took clay class for like I took sculpting class for clay
[9:44 - 9:51] when I was in art class in high school. So I actually do know how to do a little bit of pottery and stuff like that.
[9:51 - 9:58] So I know a little bit about that stuff. I didn't dive too far into it, but I took just enough to, you know, to know what I'm doing.
[10:01 - 10:11] And so, yes, I do know how to sculpt a little bit. I was actually a lot of fun. I actually do enjoy doing a lot of, you know, clay work,
[10:11 - 10:21] a lot of, you know, molding work for class. I love doing that. Like, that's something that I've always enjoyed from time to time.
[10:21 - 10:32] I don't do it all the time, but I have a lot of fun with it. Not going to lie, I do enjoy it. Like, hell, I have the I don't know if you guys have ever heard of this app,
[10:32 - 10:43] but I actually have the app called Let's Create Pottery on my thumb. Like, I don't know if you guys have ever heard of the Let's Create Pottery app.
[10:43 - 10:52] But if you guys have Android, it actually is free. It's very fun. It's super cool. I'm on there all the time.
[10:52 - 11:04] Like, I'm always creating super dope, you know, vases, pots, hell, even bowls, plates, cups, you know, like, I love doing that, man.
[11:04 - 11:12] Like, anything I can do artistic wise, I'll usually end up doing like anything to do with artwork. I'm all about it.
[11:12 - 11:19] Like, hell, matter of fact, I just got done watching this YouTuber right here, who's a personal favorite in line called Nerdforge.
[11:19 - 11:29] She actually has some pretty dope stuff. If you guys have not heard of Nerdforge, check her stuff out, man. She's got some fun videos.
[11:29 - 11:42] Like, she actually has some super cool videos where, like, in the latest one I just watched, she made a super cool rogue outfit for like a con and shit like that,
[11:42 - 11:55] like a con con in the near future whenever they start opening up. And like, it's super cool, like, Nerdforge just got some dope stuff, not gonna lie.
[11:55 - 12:06] So, like, I do pay attention to art, to YouTubers that do artwork, such as Nerdforge, Kova Jasmine, Katie Jobling.
[12:06 - 12:15] There's another graffiti artist that I just started watching very recently, let's see if I can find them here.
[12:15 - 12:27] No, I didn't watch Junkana. You're not fucks with Junkana stuff.
[12:27 - 12:35] Here we are, Rhysox Graffiti. Rhysox Graffiti has actually got some cool shit.
[12:35 - 12:45] I think this is the latest video too. Oh yeah, this is literally the latest video right here, hell yeah.
[12:45 - 12:59] The dude's got some fire graffiti work. And I know what you guys are thinking, am I going to do my graffiti artwork? Yes, I am.
[12:59 - 13:05] I am going to jump in and do some graffiti artwork stuff.
[13:05 - 13:13] I know a lot of you guys love my spray can characters that I came up with.
[13:13 - 13:23] Honestly, I know I do plan on doing a spray can comic in the very near future utilizing my spray paint can characters that I've created.
[13:23 - 13:33] Some of which you guys have seen before. I do plan on doing some really cool graffiti type stuff.
[13:33 - 13:47] By the way, on a side note, if anybody wants to send me any art stuff, whether it's an easel, different kinds of paints,
[13:47 - 13:53] whatever you guys want to send me, dude, hell, even the fucking spray painting gear, I don't care.
[13:53 - 13:59] Send me whatever you guys want, I'm down.
[13:59 - 14:11] Matter of fact, let me do something here, I'm actually going to jump in here a little bit.
[14:11 - 14:21] Okay, so I got some new ones over here, that's cool. Y'all actually got some new palettes over here for flame painter, that's dope.
[14:21 - 14:29] And now let's switch out the colors a little bit.
[14:39 - 14:43] Let's go, let's go different shades of red.
[14:59 - 15:13] I'm going to show you guys a little bit of what I'm talking about with flame painter, super fun.
[15:13 - 15:23] And then there we are, good to go.
[15:23 - 15:35] And I do have some pieces already done, never sitting on my Google Drive that I know I need to get off there and then, you know.
[15:35 - 15:49] So yeah, I do have some pretty freaking dope flame painter pieces that I know, like I said, I need to get off of my Google Drive and do something with, which I will.
[15:49 - 16:10] And now let's turn that into red.
[16:15 - 16:21] And it doesn't want to work, okay.
[16:21 - 16:27] Let's try this.
[16:27 - 16:40] Let's go lines, count lines, width, size.
[16:40 - 16:46] And it wants to be a dick, I mean.
[16:46 - 16:53] Alright.
[16:53 - 17:09] Here we go, and now we're talking, this is something that I enjoy doing right here, this different dope ass fire style art.
[17:10 - 17:20] Now this is something I ain't done in forever.
[17:20 - 17:30] Let's do a gradient.
[17:30 - 17:53] I want to show you guys really quick the kind of different styles that I'm able to do.
[17:53 - 18:02] It doesn't want to work, hold on, whatever. But like I said, man, that's just a few things that I am going to be working on.
[18:02 - 18:12] I still am going to be doing the usual uploads and premieres of remixes, I know you guys absolutely love the remixes that I've been doing.
[18:12 - 18:19] I know y'all enjoy that shit, so I am going to be doing that for sure, I am going to be doing remixes, that's not going to change.
[18:19 - 18:29] Because I know you guys do love a lot of the remixes that I do and the mashups that I do, that is going to be a thing still.
[18:29 - 18:58] No, I'm not going to delete this channel, like I said, I'm still going to leave this channel up, like this channel is still going to be up.
[18:58 - 19:10] This channel is not going anywhere, like dude, we're halfway to a thousand, why would I get rid of it now?
[19:10 - 19:23] But I am going to be starting up another channel strictly dedicated to my artwork and doing creative stuff art wise on there, doing art streams and whatnot.
[19:23 - 19:36] So that is going to be a thing on the other channel once I get it up, I will be putting it in here, I will be promoting it on here.
[19:36 - 19:43] So that will be dope.
[19:43 - 20:01] Now there is an artist, there is a music artist that actually did something cool, they actually did a song about graffiti here, so I want to check that out real quick while I'm on here.
[20:01 - 20:30] So I do his name, I'm going to be doing a song about this.
[20:30 - 20:38] So I do his name is Pac FM, so let's check this dude out, let's see what this video is about.
[20:38 - 20:55] Apparently this came out like 13 years ago, so let's check this dude out, let's see what he's about.
[20:55 - 21:03] So we have a lot of people who have heard from that generation of graffiti that we are going on trains, we need to get in and out and throw in some real stealth shit, quiet, not get caught.
[21:03 - 21:08] So really man, that same ethic and that same preparation went into the street one night.
[21:08 - 21:15] We didn't want to get caught, you don't want to get stopped and get ten cans confiscated from you and end up on the rest of the night.
[21:15 - 21:18] 24 hours and ten to open and I just cracked out.
[21:18 - 21:23] Let's get in, catch breaks, get out, and get going and scooping our own beds at the end of the night.
[21:23 - 21:28] I've literally had to hide inside of the bush, the police spotlight and so on.
[21:28 - 21:37] And they were convinced there was no one inside the bush, they just decided to camp out where they were shooting the shit about what happened and wondering where we might have went.
[21:37 - 21:43] It's one of those situations where you don't control your breathing, you know they're going to hear you breathing.
[21:43 - 21:51] There are very few past times in New York City quite like New York City graffiti.
[21:51 - 21:53] Look Pat, you see that cat playing you closer?
[21:53 - 21:54] Where?
[21:54 - 21:55] Right there son.
[21:55 - 21:57] Oh man, what?
[21:57 - 21:59] Son, don't be over there.
[21:59 - 22:01] Yeah, we're going to take him out tonight son.
[22:01 - 22:02] Yep.
[22:02 - 22:10] Ooh, I'm digging the beam, I'm digging the beam.
[22:10 - 22:13] I'm digging the beam, I'm digging the beam.
[22:13 - 22:16] I'm digging the beam.
[22:16 - 22:21] I'm digging the beam, I'm digging the beam.
[22:21 - 22:24] It's on the beam, I'm trying hard to escape.
[22:24 - 22:27] I hear the super touch, I'm in the air, it's in the air, it's in the air, it's in the air.
[22:27 - 22:37] This is how it goes late night, early day, the sky's picked up, black reaps in the back, it's a track, then I start playing in the war bed before the cat gets to war.
[22:37 - 22:47] I'm running from the war, because I'm the killer, I can tell by the finish, short cut to the clock, I'm hiding on the bench, first my kick is money, now all my gear too.
[22:47 - 22:55] So I can't make the sound, because it just might find me, can't move against this dog shit right behind me, and the shit is driving me.
[22:55 - 23:02] It's like I'm in A&R and all the walls are practiced, even outside me, pull up, and I'm at the next pass.
[23:02 - 23:08] It's got a man here somewhere, we got our patches out, but just a bunch of people going, "I don't want your riding, I'm tired."
[23:08 - 23:20] Alright, this is dope, this is dope, I like this, this is going to my playlist, I like this.
[23:20 - 26:26] [MUSIC]
[26:26 - 26:30] I like that, that was definitely fire, I like that.
[26:30 - 26:52] [MUSIC]
[26:52 - 26:56] Oh, the SNL out, hell yeah.
[26:56 - 27:12] [MUSIC]
[27:12 - 27:14] What the hell?
[27:14 - 27:38] [MUSIC]
[27:38 - 27:40] What the fuck?
[27:40 - 27:48] [MUSIC]
[27:48 - 27:50] Whatever.
[27:50 - 28:02] [MUSIC]
[28:02 - 28:21] But like I was saying, I got like, you ever go down that rabbit hole on YouTube, like you start watching one video, then you start watching more, and you start looking more, that was me just now, so disregard that, like, that rabbit hole will get you.
[28:21 - 28:29] That rabbit hole on YouTube will definitely get you, for sure.
[28:29 - 28:36] And a lot of y'all that watch YouTube, a lot of men, y'all know exactly what I'm talking about.
[28:36 - 28:41] Y'all know exactly what I'm talking about with that fucking rabbit hole, man.
[28:41 - 28:44] That rabbit hole on YouTube sucks.
[28:44 - 28:47] Like, so bad, I hate the fuck out.
[28:47 - 28:50] Just don't like these games.
[28:50 - 28:52] I was like, who the fuck's popping on?
[28:52 - 28:57] Turned out it was the homie Beast Games.
[28:57 - 29:01] It's hard to listen to one of those Rocky tracks.
[29:01 - 29:10] Yo, for sure.
[29:10 - 29:13] Let's see, what's the name of the track, dude?
[29:13 - 29:26] I'll look it up.
[29:26 - 29:33] Yo, rock, what's the name of the track, bro?
[29:33 - 29:36] I'll check it out.
[29:36 - 29:38] Guys, dude, I can definitely use it.
[29:38 - 29:42] I can definitely use some music to listen to it while I'm working on shit.
[29:42 - 29:50] Like, I definitely do enjoy.
[29:50 - 29:54] Oh my god, dude, I fucking listened to that one earlier.
[29:54 - 29:59] Oh my god, dude, I fucking listened to Stylist Nation earlier.
[29:59 - 30:01] Dude, I was like, what the fuck?
[30:01 - 30:03] I heard that shit.
[30:03 - 30:06] And trust me, it's not safe for YouTube.
[30:06 - 30:08] Like, I have listened to it.
[30:08 - 30:10] It's not safe for YouTube.
[30:10 - 30:11] Just say it.
[30:11 - 30:14] Like, they will fucking strike my ass.
[30:14 - 30:15] It's a good song, though.
[30:15 - 30:18] Even though it's against me, it's still a good song.
[30:18 - 30:25] But it's not one that I want to risk getting banned over.
[30:25 - 30:27] Just saying, like, no offense, rock.
[30:27 - 30:29] I definitely fuck with it.
[30:29 - 30:32] I definitely fuck with it, for sure.
[30:32 - 30:38] But it's one of those ones that I can't play on here for obvious reasons,
[30:38 - 30:45] because it obviously has certain things.
[30:45 - 30:47] Yeah.
[30:47 - 30:48] Like, no offense.
[30:48 - 30:50] I do appreciate it, though, brother.
[30:50 - 30:51] 100%, man.
[30:51 - 30:52] I do like it.
[30:52 - 30:53] Let's see.
[30:53 - 30:57] Here's a little ditty for you.
[30:57 - 30:58] High Street Paranormal.
[30:58 - 31:02] Yo, High Street Paranormal's got some dope shit.
[31:02 - 31:05] Let's see if I can find it.
[31:05 - 31:08] I haven't checked that stuff out in a while, actually.
[31:09 - 31:11] Let's see if I can find it.
[31:12 - 31:13] Okay.
[31:14 - 31:41] Let's see if I can find it.
[31:41 - 32:07] Eh, I'm not finding it in here now,
[32:07 - 32:09] but dude, what the fuck?
[32:09 - 32:11] I'm talking High Street Paranormal
[32:11 - 32:13] and it brings off fucking paranormal activity.
[32:13 - 32:15] What the fuck?
[32:15 - 32:17] Shit's weird.
[32:17 - 32:20] Huh.
[32:20 - 32:23] Weird shit.
[32:24 - 32:37] What the fuck?
[32:37 - 33:04] I don't want them, though.
[33:05 - 33:07] I don't want them.
[33:07 - 33:14] Hold on.
[33:14 - 33:15] I have to see this.
[33:15 - 33:22] Damn.
[33:22 - 33:26] That's long as fuck.
[33:26 - 33:33] Dude, that was a long ass fucking whip.
[33:34 - 33:35] That was a long ass fucking whip.
[33:35 - 33:44] Dude, that was tough, though.
[33:44 - 33:47] Goddamn.
[33:47 - 34:01] That's crazy, dude.
[34:01 - 34:02] That was crazy.
[34:02 - 34:23] I heard it was a whip just going down the fucking road
[34:23 - 34:24] and it cracked.
[34:24 - 34:25] That was crazy.
[34:25 - 34:27] That's right, God, man.
[34:27 - 34:29] The stuff you all come up with, man.
[34:30 - 34:35] The crazy shit I see on here is just, like, astonishing.
[34:35 - 34:43] Like, the shit I find on here is just insane, dude.
[34:43 - 34:48] It's freaking insanity.
[34:49 - 34:51] The shit I see on here is just insane.
[34:51 - 35:12] But like I said, y'all, you guys got the update on everything.
[35:12 - 35:14] You guys know what I'm doing.
[35:17 - 35:20] And so here, probably tomorrow morning,
[35:20 - 35:22] I'm going to start working on some stuff.
[35:22 - 35:26] I am going to start working on some artwork.
[35:26 - 35:27] Starting tomorrow, too.
[35:27 - 35:33] I know a lot of my old school people that have watched me for years,
[35:33 - 35:39] I actually am going to be bringing back the Retro Gamer channel.
[35:39 - 35:44] I know a lot of people are like, "Yo, when are you going to be bringing them back to a gaming channel?
[35:44 - 35:45] What are you going to do with this and that?"
[35:45 - 35:51] I am bringing back the Retro Gamer Gaming channel 100%, starting tomorrow.
[35:51 - 35:58] I will be utilizing both foot cam and face cam, and maybe even wheel cam.
[35:58 - 35:59] Who knows?
[35:59 - 36:01] I may bring back the wheel cam.
[36:01 - 36:07] I may bring back the face cam, but I am going to use the foot pedal cam 100%,
[36:07 - 36:10] which is this right here.
[36:10 - 36:12] This is my foot pedal cam.
[36:13 - 36:16] So I will be doing some dope stuff car-wise.
[36:16 - 36:20] I might end up doing some drifting on Horizon 4 with some friends.
[36:20 - 36:22] I might do some crazy stuff.
[36:22 - 36:25] I might even do some Dirt Rally 2.0 runs.
[36:25 - 36:26] Who knows?
[36:26 - 36:34] Or I may even do some Grid 2019 or even some GTA 5,
[36:34 - 36:36] which that right there would be fine.
[36:36 - 36:40] I think doing some GTA 5 by wheel would be pretty fun.
[36:40 - 36:43] Do some races on GTA 5 with the wheel.
[36:43 - 36:44] I think that would be pretty sick.
[36:44 - 36:51] But like I said, I am about to bounce.
[36:51 - 36:53] I am about to chill.
[36:53 - 37:01] I am about to actually sit down and try to finish working on this.
[37:01 - 37:04] This is an abstract face that I am not even close to being done with.
[37:04 - 37:07] As you can tell, I still have a long ways to go.
[37:07 - 37:11] So I am going to sit down and work on this a bit more.
[37:11 - 37:17] I will probably watch some Black Ink Crew Compton.
[37:17 - 37:21] Of y'all I know, yes, I love the Black Ink Crew series.
[37:21 - 37:24] I have seen every season except for Compton.
[37:24 - 37:26] I am currently working on Compton.
[37:26 - 37:34] So far I love Compton though.
[37:34 - 37:35] I love Black Ink Crew Compton.
[37:35 - 37:37] Definitely a huge fan so far.
[37:37 - 37:38] They have not let me down.
[37:38 - 37:39] I love it.
[37:39 - 37:40] It is super cool.
[37:40 - 37:45] But what that means is that guys,
[37:45 - 37:47] watch out dog, y'all, man.
[37:47 - 37:51] I think an alien, that would be perfect.
[37:51 - 37:58] That actually, I will have to think about that.
[37:58 - 38:01] That is actually not a bad idea to incorporate.
[38:03 - 38:06] I might do something with that idea actually.
[38:06 - 38:09] Hmm.
[38:09 - 38:11] Not a bad idea.
[38:11 - 38:13] Not a bad idea at all.
[38:13 - 38:15] I have to think about that one.
[38:15 - 38:22] I will have to see where it goes first and then see what I can do with it.
[38:22 - 38:24] It is not a bad idea though.
[38:24 - 38:29] But like I said, I am going to be, you know,
[38:29 - 38:35] gearing stuff more towards artwork style stuff here.
[38:35 - 38:38] I am going to be working on a gaming channel.
[38:38 - 38:41] I am going to bring back my original old school.
[38:41 - 38:46] I am going to have two different intros.
[38:46 - 38:49] I am going to have the old original old school one.
[38:49 - 38:51] I am going to have a new one that I am working on,
[38:51 - 38:52] which I am excited about.
[38:52 - 38:58] So with that I said, y'all, I am about to sit down, relax,
[38:58 - 39:02] get started on the gaming channel, work on some artwork, chill, relax,
[39:02 - 39:07] and I will catch you guys whenever I see you.
[39:07 - 39:11] So if I don't post on this channel for a while, don't worry.
[39:11 - 39:15] Like if you guys don't see me doing any live streams, do not freak out.
[39:15 - 39:20] I am still going to post, you know, mashups and remixes and stuff like that.
[39:20 - 39:22] That is still going to be a thing.
[39:23 - 39:29] But I am going to be focusing my attention more on my artwork
[39:29 - 39:31] and my gaming channel.
[39:31 - 39:34] So if I don't post any lives, please don't freak out.
[39:34 - 39:35] I am fine.
[39:35 - 39:36] I am okay.
[39:36 - 39:37] You don't have to worry.
[39:37 - 39:41] I am just going to be working on some artwork and trying to get stuff up and rolling
[39:41 - 39:46] so I can make an income off my artwork so that, you know,
[39:46 - 39:52] I can actually have some sort of an income off my artwork and stuff.
[39:52 - 39:54] So I am going to be working on that.
[39:54 - 40:03] So as I said, don't freak out if I don't do any, you know,
[40:03 - 40:06] lives or anything for a few days.
[40:06 - 40:10] Like it's simply because I'm focusing on my gaming channel
[40:10 - 40:17] and I'm focusing on my artwork because I do want to be able to get,
[40:17 - 40:21] you know, an art sponsor so I can continue to do my artwork.
[40:21 - 40:25] And I do want to get a gaming sponsor so that I can actually do stuff
[40:25 - 40:28] gaming-wise and whatnot.
[40:28 - 40:31] So that is going to be a thing, hopefully.
[40:31 - 40:33] Both that I said.
[40:33 - 40:35] I love you guys.
[40:35 - 40:38] And I will catch you guys later.
[40:38 - 40:40] I know my film career is not done yet.
[40:40 - 40:42] I am going to still work on that.
[40:42 - 40:47] I may end up working on the film probably later today.
[40:47 - 40:51] I might film some scenes for that, for the film alone.
[40:51 - 40:54] I might film some scenes for that.
[40:54 - 40:57] I'm not sure what direction I'm going to run with it
[40:57 - 41:01] as far as like how everything's going to play out.
[41:01 - 41:06] But I am going to try to work on that a little bit.
[41:06 - 41:09] I might end up doing trailer two today.
[41:09 - 41:11] I don't know.
[41:11 - 41:16] But I will figure some stuff out for the film that is going to happen.
[41:16 - 41:19] But with that being said guys, I love you guys.
[41:19 - 41:22] Stay humble, stay positive, stay creative.
[41:22 - 41:24] Throw anyway, throw any kind of shade at you.
[41:24 - 41:26] Don't take games, bullshit.
[41:26 - 41:30] Be yourself, stay humble, stay positive, stay motivated.
[41:30 - 41:37] And just keep being the awesome, wonderful you that you are.
[41:37 - 41:41] Yes, all of you watching.
[41:41 - 41:42] Stay yourself.
[41:42 - 41:43] Don't let nobody talk any shit about you.
[41:43 - 41:44] You guys are dope.
[41:44 - 41:45] You guys are awesome.
[41:45 - 41:46] Fuck the haters.
[41:46 - 41:48] I'll catch you guys later man.
[41:48 - 41:49] Peace.
[41:49 - 41:55] What about the dope you all chose?
[41:55 - 41:57] I am going to still be doing those, so don't worry.
[41:57 - 41:58] That is the only thing.
[41:58 - 42:04] I'll have more updates for you guys when I come back to doing lives on here.
[42:04 - 42:08] So I will see you guys probably in a few days.
[42:08 - 42:09] Love you guys.
[42:09 - 42:12] Peace.

[0:00 - 0:27] [Music]
[0:27 - 0:56] I'm sick of feeling, is there nothing you can say? Take this all away. I'm suffocating. Tell me what the fuck is wrong. Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away. I'm suffocating. Tell me what the fuck is wrong.
[0:56 - 1:17] [Music]
[1:17 - 1:36] Worst enemy I've given up.
[1:36 - 1:54] [Music]

[0:00 - 0:18] Pushing care, pushing for answers, some of you face everything. Suddenly just one thing on your mind. No, no, no, no, what? Don't just go fucking down.
[0:18 - 0:30] Chance and Cyr's in a hurry, so you're getting deceiving with the leading crew. You can still never hear me.
[0:30 - 0:52] If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die.
[0:52 - 1:10] If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die.
[1:10 - 1:52] If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die.
[1:52 - 2:36] If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die. If you don't like me, you're gonna die.
[2:36 - 2:39] (thunder rumbling)

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