Original upload date: June 30th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:17 - 0:21] Jurev.com
[0:21 - 0:25] I'm sick of feeling all this pain so sick of feeling all this hurt
[0:25 - 0:32] Everybody always wants to attack me, me, me and judge me every day
[0:32 - 0:38] And it just won't go away, every time I'm feeling spittin'
[0:38 - 0:42] This darker god feels distant inside of me
[0:42 - 0:46] I hate myself but not all because of everything that I did
[0:46 - 0:51] I'm sick of feeling all the same hurt inside of me
[0:51 - 0:56] I'm sick of feeling all this hatred that's surrounding me
[0:56 - 1:00] Everybody always wants to attack me, me, me, me
[1:00 - 1:04] No, everybody ever wants to see me, see me
[1:04 - 1:09] I don't understand and why is it that they won't end me every day
[1:09 - 1:13] I'm looking up to the heavens in the sky wondering why me?
[1:13 - 1:18] Why is it that I can't just die and go away to the heavens in the sky?
[1:18 - 1:23] Yes, coming back every time I feel the night
[1:23 - 1:27] Everybody always wants me to motherfucking die
[1:27 - 1:30] Why me? Why now? Why do you gotta step down?
[1:30 - 1:35] 'Cause I miss scrutinize me, I tell me, bully me, I'm
[1:35 - 1:41] Always going to sleep with these tears in my eyes
[1:41 - 1:46] I wish you could see what you do to me at night
[1:46 - 1:50] At the time I got suicidal mind, mind me
[1:50 - 1:53] Gotta know what you do to me
[1:53 - 1:57] Gotta listen to the family
[1:57 - 2:02] Why can't all this pain just go away from me?
[2:02 - 2:09] Why can't you just get away from me? Go away, keep on
[2:09 - 2:13] Doing you another me, get away from me
[2:13 - 2:16] Just piss me quick, bully me
[2:16 - 2:20] And scrutinize me for my transgressions
[2:20 - 2:25] You're the ones that control me into my depression
[2:25 - 2:29] I was so sick every day
[2:29 - 2:35] I get so sick 'cause I'm fucking sick because of what you do to me
[2:35 - 2:41] You don't see the thing that you taught me
[2:41 - 2:47] God is in the pain of me, I just wanna be myself again and give back to my life
[2:47 - 2:53] Why can't you just leave me? God, this isn't right
[2:53 - 2:57] I don't understand it, I don't want it
[2:57 - 3:00] I don't fucking need this negativity
[3:00 - 3:05] All I need is my friends and family
[3:05 - 3:10] All I need is God in my life and I know that I'll
[3:10 - 3:13] Be alright
[3:13 - 3:18] I just want this pain to go away, get away
[3:18 - 3:21] Fuck off, leave me be
[3:21 - 3:27] Please can't you just leave me alone and go away from me?
[3:27 - 3:31] This is not what I want with my life
[3:31 - 3:35] Sick of suffering and sorrow every day
[3:35 - 3:41] I feel like you want me to be alone
[3:41 - 3:45] I'm so sick of feeling like God
[3:45 - 3:49] Always on my own, always drowning alone
[3:49 - 3:55] I just want to get my life back on the right track
[3:55 - 4:01] God, this isn't what I want for myself
[4:01 - 4:08] I'm so sick of feeling lost, on the shelf collecting dust for days
[4:08 - 4:16] I'm so sick of feeling like I want to end up in a grave
[4:16 - 4:20] I don't understand, why can't y'all just leave me be, man?
[4:20 - 4:22] No, only to me
[4:22 - 4:25] And quit the bullying
[4:25 - 4:29] And just get away from me
[4:29 - 4:33] Just quit
[4:33 - 4:39] Please, let me be myself
[4:39 - 4:43] Let me be me
[4:44 - 4:46] [sighs]
[4:46 - 4:49] (clicking)
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1359' on August 13th, 2024
