2021-7-2 Thank You

[0:00 - 0:28] Hey what's up everybody it's Fang. You guys already know me by now. If you don't know me, first off let me start off by saying welcome to the channel. You guys can call me whatever you want. Just don't call me late for dinner. Just saying that's a little joke. Just don't call me late for dinner. If you've seen my videos here and there you can call me Chance, you can call me Cyraxx, you can call me Scarface, Chosen One, whatever you want. It doesn't matter.
[0:28 - 0:50] But to start things off, I just want to say thank you to the bottom of my heart for all of you who have been reaching out, who have saw my video, who have saw my story on Facebook and are doing everything you guys can to help me out. It really means a lot to myself.
[0:50 - 1:09] It definitely means a lot to my family that you guys are trying to help out. That really means a lot to myself and my family. That you guys are trying to help stop these bullies that have been harassing me for months on end.
[1:09 - 1:27] That really does mean the world to myself and my family. So on behalf of now and myself and my family, I just want to say thank you guys so much for helping.
[1:27 - 1:47] On a second note, on July 21st I will be doing a one time only concert for two very special people in my life who have lost their lives ironically the same day on two different years.
[1:47 - 2:11] The first being one of my personal heroes who has saved my life through their music and who ultimately was my biggest inspiration for doing music myself, which is the late and great vocalist for one of my personal favorite bands, Lincoln Park.
[2:11 - 2:26] Chester Bennington I will be doing a show for him and then that same day I will be doing another show for Jamie who was a fellow YouTuber who went by the name of Miss Jamie Nicole.
[2:26 - 2:37] She was a very good friend to me and Marty and many other people. Even though me and her had our differences, we were still very good friends at the end of the day.
[2:37 - 2:49] She still did what she could to help me out. So I will be doing a two hour show for those two for sure.
[2:49 - 3:09] But if you guys didn't know, on top of the three songs that I released on top of the album that I'm working on called Alone to go along with my short film Suicide, which ironically has the same, you know, title.
[3:09 - 3:22] The poems that are written that I released, I actually am going to be working on taking these poems right here, which I've written.
[3:22 - 3:28] And I am going to actually be looking for a publisher to get them published.
[3:28 - 3:38] I spoke with, as you guys know, my ex-lexi who sadly lost her life last year.
[3:38 - 3:59] She wound up taking and recording or turning her poem that she wrote in one of my notebooks from high school. I actually took and wrote down as an I added to the poem.
[3:59 - 4:20] I spoke with her older sister, I spoke with her family, and I'm actually going to be rewriting the poem by not only rewriting what she wrote, but also adding my own twist to it and I'll be re-releasing it into that book.
[4:20 - 4:36] It's going to be literally a, like this whole notebook is literally going to be filled with, you know, poems, as you guys can tell, I've already got two written down here.
[4:36 - 4:48] And then I've got another one on the back right here.
[4:48 - 5:01] I got two more on the back, so this whole thing is going to be filled. I got two right there, and then, well, I got one right here, and then I got this one that I'm working on right here.
[5:01 - 5:13] So I am going to be looking for a publisher to release this through, which I'm very excited for.
[5:13 - 5:21] And I know a lot of you guys are wondering, dude, what's with this sudden change? Like, why are you going to spoken word stuff all of a sudden?
[5:21 - 5:25] And the answer to that is very, very simple, actually.
[5:25 - 5:42] A few months ago, I came across this artist known as Clayton Jennings, didn't know when he was a valent, didn't, never heard of him before, and he just seemed interesting.
[5:42 - 5:52] And so I decided to check out his video called Please Don't Kill Yourself, which I will admit has helped me through a lot of hard times.
[5:52 - 6:05] It's definitely helped me with all this stuff going on with Kate and the bullying. Like, it really has helped me immensely.
[6:05 - 6:25] I found out that he did spoken word style, and so I kind of have recently been kind of going back to that original style and kind of going back to, like, what I did with my very first song called Voices in My Head.
[6:25 - 6:34] I kind of went back to that original style. I didn't know that it was an actual thing until I saw Clayton's video.
[6:34 - 6:39] And then from there, I started watching more of his videos and getting more intrigued.
[6:39 - 6:46] And from there, I just began writing again.
[6:46 - 6:55] So a major shout out to Clayton Jennings. Thank you for your poems. They're definitely a huge help.
[6:55 - 7:19] But most importantly, I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been stepping up and, you know, who has seen the video that I put out and me telling my story about how Kate has bullied me, attacked me, going after my family, going after my friends.
[7:19 - 7:32] Honestly, you guys have no idea how much it, you know, helps to know that there are people out there that do care, that do want to help.
[7:32 - 7:41] Because these last few months have been, honestly, the hardest months of my whole life.
[7:41 - 7:48] Like, they've definitely been very, very hard for me. They've not been easy at all whatsoever.
[7:48 - 8:00] And for you guys to step up and share my story and pass it around means the world to me.
[8:00 - 8:12] If you guys would like to view the video that I posted, the link for it will be below this video. You guys can go click on the link. Check it out.
[8:12 - 8:21] But to everybody out there, I just cannot say thank you enough for you guys helping me out.
[8:21 - 8:35] Like, things have been very hard, very difficult. And on behalf of not only myself, but on behalf of my family, I just want to say thank you guys for all your love,
[8:35 - 8:44] all your support that you've been showing, all your positive messages that you've been sending to, you know, me and my family.
[8:44 - 8:55] It means a lot to us. It really means more than you know. And I can't thank you guys enough.
[8:55 - 9:02] So if you guys would like to watch the video, the link for it will be down in the description.
[9:02 - 9:12] And if you guys could just pass it around, share it, get it out there, share it to your favorite YouTubers, share it to other major channels.
[9:12 - 9:21] You know, let's really get the video out there and let's spread awareness about this.
[9:21 - 9:29] So, you know, let's spread awareness about this and put all this bullying to a stop.
[9:29 - 9:40] Because with your guys' help, I know that it can be stopped. With your guys' help, I know that it can be put to a stop.
[9:40 - 9:47] And I can stop being bullied. My family won't have to worry. My friends won't have to worry.
[9:47 - 10:01] So, all in all, I just want to say on behalf of my family and myself and my friends that are still sticking around,
[10:01 - 10:09] I just want to say thank you so much. Your guys' help means the world to me and I appreciate every single one of you.
[10:09 - 10:17] But anyways, I look forward to seeing you guys on the 21st and I will see you guys later. I love you guys.
[10:17 - 10:23] Please stay humble and stay positive, guys. I love you guys. Peace.