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[0:00 - 0:24] What's up you guys? How's everybody doing this evening? What's good everybody? How is everyone
[0:24 - 0:48] tonight? Yo Cathy what's up? Sonny what's good? Miranda what's up? Yo track hero what's good
[0:48 - 0:55] what's going on? How you doing bro? Good to see you back in the folder man. Not a bad
[0:55 - 1:01] track. I'll actually remind you that way you don't get banned. Because I know track hero
[1:01 - 1:07] personally. Track hero has been a personal friend of mine since what my first channel
[1:07 - 1:31] not gonna day. Like seriously man you want an OG freaking sub man track hero man. But
[1:31 - 1:36] today I've been doing a lot of thinking while I was working on some ideas for some clothing
[1:36 - 1:41] from my brand new art that I just did the other day. As y'all know I released some new
[1:41 - 1:47] art pieces and I was sitting down thinking about something. Something that I noticed
[1:47 - 1:55] when I was on Marty's live last night. Something about Kate that I noticed. And that is the
[1:55 - 2:05] fact that she can dish it out but she can't take it. Every time somebody confronts her
[2:05 - 2:16] it does to her what she does to them. She hides behind the cops. Like when she threatened
[2:16 - 2:24] my family's life with death threats. Last night I showed her how it feels. And what
[2:24 - 2:32] did she do? She wanted to call the cops. Because she can dish it out but she can't
[2:32 - 2:39] take it. And as she sits there trying to play the blame on you when you're simply defending
[2:39 - 2:47] yourself. And then she comes up with these fake legal documents to try to corroborate
[2:47 - 2:55] and back up her fucking side of the story. When we all know that ain't true. And Kate
[2:55 - 3:02] you say that I'm the bad guy here. Right? You say that I'm the bad guy. That I'm the
[3:02 - 3:07] bully. But the truth is it's not me. It's you.
[3:07 - 3:17] [Music]
[3:17 - 3:47] Let's get this story straight. You are a poison. You've fallen through my days. You
[3:47 - 3:55] left me broken. You tried to make me think that the pain was all on me with the pain
[3:55 - 4:04] you put me through. And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you.
[4:04 - 4:14] Always has been you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's
[4:14 - 4:21] you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you put me through. And now that it's not me.
[4:21 - 4:37] It's you. You. You. It's not me. It's you. You. So here we go again. This ain't fine.
[4:37 - 4:45] We're always here. I don't care so I pretend. Wake me when your lecture ends. You try to
[4:45 - 4:52] make me small. Make me fall and it's all your fault with the pain you put me through.
[4:52 - 5:02] And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you. Always has been you.
[5:02 - 5:11] All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's you. All the lies
[5:11 - 5:12] and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's you. It's not me. It's you. All the lies and
[5:12 - 5:18] stupid dangers say you put me through. And now that it's not me. It's you. Yeah.
[5:18 - 5:25] I see you as one of the guys we talked about before and now I fucking love you guys.
[5:28 - 5:36] Let's get the story straight. You are the poison floating through my veins.
[5:36 - 5:45] You're chopping me insane. And now you've gone away. I'm no longer choking for the pain
[5:45 - 5:54] you put me through. And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you.
[5:54 - 6:04] Always has been you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's
[6:04 - 6:31] you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. And now that it's not me. It's
[6:31 - 6:45] you. It's you. And that's facts man. All y'all bullies want to sit there and act like it's
[6:45 - 6:52] my fault that I am the way that I am. When in all reality it's those of you that bully
[6:52 - 7:01] and push others around like myself that are the ones that fault. Y'all sit there and attack
[7:01 - 7:08] and attack and attack. And then when one of us like myself finally fires back you can't handle
[7:08 - 7:15] it. You can't handle the fact that somebody like me can dish it right back just as hard as you
[7:15 - 7:30] throw it out at us. And for those that aren't able to fight back this song right here represents
[7:30 - 7:46] the war that they fight every day and every night in their head because of what you do.
[7:46 - 8:10] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[8:10 - 8:24] I'm not here for pleasure but still feel the pain if I don't share my soul because you can't
[8:24 - 8:40] find your lies. It's all you and the truth that you tell me tonight. Boy says in my head again
[8:40 - 8:48] gave me the war that I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked in a king inside my knowledge,
[8:48 - 8:58] gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting born. They're pulling me on top.
[8:58 - 9:27] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[9:27 - 9:39] Boy says in my head again, gave me the war I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked
[9:39 - 9:47] in a king inside my knowledge, gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting
[9:47 - 9:57] born. They're pulling me on top. Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it.
[9:57 - 10:09] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[10:09 - 10:32] Boy says in my head again, gave me the war I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked
[10:32 - 10:40] in a king inside my knowledge, gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting
[10:40 - 11:06] born. They're pulling me on top. Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it.
[11:06 - 11:22] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I didn't see it.
[11:22 - 11:31] See, what y'all trolls don't realize is what you do doesn't just affect you, it just doesn't
[11:31 - 11:42] affect people like myself, it affects those around you every day. Every day when you attack
[11:42 - 11:48] someone or you bully someone, you're not just making yourself look bad, you're not just
[11:48 - 11:56] making someone feel like shit, you're affecting those around you in a way that you can't
[11:56 - 12:03] even imagine. And not just that but you're not only making that person feel like shit,
[12:03 - 12:12] you're affecting those around that person as well. And I'm a living example of that.
[12:12 - 12:17] When Kate bullies me the way that she does, she's not just affecting me, she's affecting
[12:17 - 12:25] my family and my friends, those that I care about. Because when she attacks me they feel
[12:25 - 12:31] bad for me and wish they could do something, they feel helpless and really they're not,
[12:31 - 12:35] they're not helpless and they do help.
[12:35 - 12:43] So before you go attacking somebody I want you to keep that in mind.
[12:43 - 12:50] I want you to keep that shit in mind before you go bashing on someone
[12:50 - 12:56] over a jam because nobody deserves that crap.
[12:56 - 13:08] Nobody deserves to be bullied, regardless of what they did. At the end of the day we are all human.
[13:08 - 13:14] At the end of the day we are all human.
[13:14 - 13:48] [Silence]
[13:48 - 13:50] Welcome to the future of home.
[13:53 - 13:55] When searching for your dream home it's important to...
[13:55 - 14:05] And half of us feel like this right here.
[14:05 - 17:13] [Music]
[17:13 - 17:21] [Silence]
[17:21 - 17:33] And that's fast man. I could be just like you bullies. I could be mean and angry and nasty and cold and ruthless but I'm not.
[17:33 - 17:49] Because I don't want to be that person. I don't want to be that person that turns out to be a bully like you guys.
[17:49 - 18:03] I'm not that evil person that everybody makes me out to be.
[18:03 - 18:25] And for those that have been bullied this next song is about missing the ones we love who have killed themselves and wishing that we could have been the ones to save them from it.
[18:25 - 18:35] With no fees or minimums.
[18:35 - 21:45] [Music]
[21:45 - 21:53] Now these next two songs that I'm about to do are about to be very very emotional.
[21:53 - 22:03] As I have been on the edge of suicide and I have been through depression to the point where I've actually attempted to end my own life.
[22:03 - 22:25] [Music]
[22:25 - 22:47] So this next song is going to those that we love and those that we've lost due to bullying and that bullying leading up to their suicide.
[22:47 - 22:59] Let's put some candles in the chat right now for everyone that we've lost to bullying but more importantly to everyone that we've lost to suicide.
[22:59 - 23:13] Because suicide is a deadly disease and you are not alone if you're fighting that shit.
[23:13 - 23:23] Should've stayed where the signs I ignored.
[23:23 - 23:33] Can I help you not to hurt anymore?
[23:33 - 23:44] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[23:44 - 24:03] There are things that we could have but can't keep. If they say who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[24:03 - 24:15] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[24:15 - 24:29] Who cares if one more light goes out. Well I do.
[24:29 - 24:40] The reminder, pull the floor from your feet.
[24:40 - 24:50] In the kitchen, one more chair than you need.
[24:50 - 25:12] Oh and you're angry and you should be. It's not fair. Just cause you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
[25:12 - 25:23] They say who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[25:23 - 25:34] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[25:34 - 25:50] Who cares if one more light goes out. Well I do.
[25:50 - 26:02] If you guys have watched somebody put their days or two of those on either side running the shot right now. That was face of respect to those that we loved and we fought.
[26:02 - 26:11] Whether that's to addiction, suicide, whatever it may be.
[26:11 - 26:19] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[26:19 - 26:30] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[26:30 - 26:52] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares if one more light goes out. I do.
[26:53 - 39:00] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[39:00 - 39:08] will not falter we will not break and we will not be broken down but that means
[39:08 - 39:12] hey guys I'll be right back I just have something I have to take care of guys all
[39:12 - 39:17] my mods hold it down I'll be right back
[39:17 - 45:09] okay
[45:09 - 45:25] but this song right here man
[45:25 - 45:29] I'd like to dedicate this to someone very very special
[45:29 - 45:34] who was going to be my family
[45:34 - 45:37] I'd like to dedicate this to the girl
[45:37 - 45:39] that I lost last year
[45:39 - 45:43] who was going to be my wife
[45:43 - 45:46] this year
[45:46 - 45:50] I'd like to dedicate this to the lost of my life
[45:50 - 45:52] Lexi
[45:52 - 46:03] I lost last year to health related problems
[46:03 - 46:06] this song is called "Lucy"
[46:06 - 46:10] if you guys know you're more than welcome to sing along
[46:11 - 46:18] hey Lucy I remember your name
[46:18 - 46:25] I lent a dozen roses on your crank today
[46:25 - 46:31] I'm in the grass on my knees wipe the leaves away
[46:31 - 46:38] I just came to talk for a while got some things I need to say
[46:38 - 46:41] now that it's over
[46:41 - 46:45] I just want to hold her
[46:45 - 46:48] I give up all the world to sing
[46:48 - 46:52] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[46:52 - 46:55] now that it's over
[46:55 - 46:59] I just want to hold her
[46:59 - 47:02] I gotta get up with the choices of me
[47:02 - 47:09] and I can't live with my song today
[47:09 - 47:16] hey Lucy I remember your birthday
[47:16 - 47:19] I said I'd bring you some closure
[47:19 - 47:23] could you say your name
[47:23 - 47:30] I know I'd do it all different if I had your chance
[47:30 - 47:33] but all I got with these roses to give
[47:33 - 47:37] they can't help me make a mess
[47:37 - 47:40] now that it's over
[47:40 - 47:43] I just want to hold her
[47:43 - 47:46] I give up all the world to sing
[47:46 - 47:50] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[47:50 - 47:53] now that it's over
[47:53 - 47:57] I just want to hold her
[47:57 - 48:00] I've got to get up with the choices of me
[48:00 - 48:03] and I can't live with my song today
[48:03 - 48:07] now that it's over
[48:07 - 48:10] I never wanted anything so bad
[48:10 - 48:14] here we are for a brand new start
[48:14 - 48:17] living the life that we could be right
[48:17 - 48:20] everything is in the same fucking hands
[48:20 - 48:23] and everything is singing now
[48:23 - 48:28] it's just another moment in your life
[48:28 - 48:32] I gave up all the world to sing
[48:32 - 48:36] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[48:36 - 48:38] now that it's over
[48:38 - 48:40] I just want to hold her
[48:40 - 48:44] I've got to get up with my song today
[48:44 - 48:48] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[48:48 - 48:51] now that it's over
[48:51 - 48:55] I just want to hold her
[48:55 - 48:58] I've got to get up with the choices of me
[48:58 - 49:02] and I can't live with my song today
[49:02 - 49:06] now that it's over
[49:06 - 49:09] here we are for a brand new start
[49:09 - 49:13] now that it's over
[49:13 - 49:16] I can't live with my song today
[49:16 - 49:18] now that it's over
[49:18 - 49:22] I've got to get up with my song today
[49:22 - 49:30] now that it's over
[49:30 - 49:32] today
[49:32 - 49:34] [piano music]
[49:34 - 49:38] hey Lissy I remember your name
[49:38 - 49:46] [piano music]
[49:46 - 49:48] now let me tell you
[49:48 - 49:51] one thing that I learned
[49:51 - 49:55] over the years of being with Lissy
[49:55 - 49:57] of not only
[49:57 - 50:00] being able to say that she was my fiance
[50:00 - 50:04] but something that I learned from her
[50:04 - 50:06] even before we started dating
[50:06 - 50:09] something that she taught me
[50:09 - 50:11] is not only to continue
[50:11 - 50:14] to be creative with whatever you do
[50:14 - 50:17] whether it's artwork, poetry, writing
[50:17 - 50:19] no matter what it is
[50:19 - 50:22] you always got to stay creative
[50:22 - 50:24] if you have that creative
[50:24 - 50:27] if you have that creative itch inside you
[50:27 - 50:29] bring that shit out man
[50:29 - 50:31] don't hide that shit away
[50:31 - 50:33] because not only are you robbing yourself
[50:33 - 50:35] of what you love
[50:35 - 50:39] but you're robbing the world of something that you can show them
[50:39 - 50:41] you're robbing the world
[50:41 - 50:44] of one more creative soul in this world
[50:44 - 50:47] and those are the kinds of people that we need in this world
[50:47 - 50:50] are those that are creative
[50:50 - 50:52] instead of destruction
[50:52 - 50:54] we need creation
[50:54 - 51:06] whether that be through art, music, writing books, poetry
[51:06 - 51:08] doing spoken word poems
[51:08 - 51:10] no matter what it is
[51:10 - 51:13] those are the kinds of people that we need in this world
[51:13 - 51:17] but I also learned something else
[51:17 - 51:22] that we all have a very short time span in this world
[51:22 - 51:26] and we need to make the best of every single moment that we have
[51:26 - 51:28] with our families
[51:28 - 51:33] and we need to learn to forgive and forget our enemies
[51:33 - 51:36] we need to learn to forgive and forget
[51:36 - 51:40] and move on and stop being so hateful and negative
[51:40 - 51:44] and spiteful towards each other
[51:45 - 51:47] [music]
[51:47 - 59:58] [singing]
[59:58 - 60:15] I don't know about you guys, but I'm proud to wear these scarves that I've given.
[60:15 - 60:21] Because all these scarves that I have, whether mental or physical,
[60:22 - 60:29] shows the wars and the battles that I've been through and the hell that I've overcome
[60:29 - 60:34] over the time spent in my entire life.
[60:34 - 60:38] I don't know about you guys, but I'm proud of these scarves.
[60:38 - 60:44] And I use them as a reminder to remind myself every day what I've been through
[60:44 - 60:49] and where I've come to and how far I've come this entire time.
[60:50 - 60:53] So, I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[60:53 - 70:35] And I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[70:35 - 70:37] And so,
[70:37 - 70:39] you tell me I
[70:39 - 70:43] can't take my chances.
[70:43 - 70:45] I take too much too many times
[70:45 - 70:47] and you'll cry like a bitch.
[70:47 - 73:49] And I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[73:49 - 73:51] For those of you that are in the comments right now.
[73:51 - 73:59] How many of y'all saw when I confronted Kate?
[73:59 - 74:03] How she ran and hide behind the place like a bitch
[74:03 - 74:07] when I gave her a taste of her own medicine?
[74:07 - 74:11] How many of y'all saw her run and hide behind the couch like a bitch
[74:11 - 74:15] when I gave her a taste of her own fucking medicine last night?
[74:15 - 77:06] How many of y'all saw that shit?
[77:06 - 77:28] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[77:28 - 77:30] Another me is what the--
[77:30 - 77:56] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[77:56 - 78:00] Now, for all you creatives out there
[78:00 - 78:04] that feel like you can't do something
[78:04 - 78:14] or you feel like that your artwork isn't perfect
[78:14 - 78:24] or that your artwork isn't good enough.
[78:24 - 78:26] Well, this is for you.
[78:26 - 78:30] I want you guys to watch this because this is for you.
[78:30 - 78:52] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[78:52 - 78:54] Art isn't perfect.
[78:54 - 78:56] Nothing's perfect.
[78:56 - 78:58] I'm not perfect.
[78:58 - 79:05] not perfect. However, it is these imperfections that make a song or painting unique.
[79:05 - 79:38] [music]
[79:38 - 79:43] I am able to look at their own imperfections. I know I've inspired people across the world.
[79:43 - 79:52] Given them someone to cheer for. Given them someone to look up to. Given them someone to doubt.
[79:52 - 79:56] I also know I've hurt people and let them down.
[79:56 - 79:59] [music]
[79:59 - 80:09] Even though I'm not quite through with this canvas, the space to add to it is fading away.
[80:09 - 80:20] [music]
[80:20 - 80:30] And that's facts. That's great facts man. Not perfect man.
[80:30 - 80:47] [silence]
[80:47 - 80:56] Because y'all hurt it from the man himself. So thank you. Peace. And fuck what haters say.

[0:37 - 0:39] I'm not even going to.
[0:46 - 0:50] I'm not even going to say everything is okay.
[1:10 - 1:14] It's okay at this point.
[1:29 - 1:40] You know, I don't know what to say or do.
[1:43 - 1:46] What can I say or do?
[1:55 - 2:01] You know, I work so hard on my fucking artwork.
[2:01 - 2:11] I bust my ass, creating artwork that people actually enjoy and want to buy, right?
[2:11 - 2:18] I spend hundreds and hundreds of hours creating content,
[2:18 - 2:27] creating artwork that people want to purchase, all to get it shut down.
[2:27 - 2:29] And for what reason?
[2:29 - 2:40] Because of the fact that you fucking trolls are sucking Kate's dick like a fucking ridiculous morons.
[2:40 - 2:53] All because you'd rather play fucking kiss ass with Masshole Reports, who literally gets paid to fucking ruin people's lives.
[2:53 - 2:59] You would rather play kiss ass for somebody who gets paid to ruin people's lives,
[2:59 - 3:03] than to stay the fuck out of my way.
[3:03 - 3:09] And let me be creative and let me stay in my own lane and let me do things that I want to do with my life.
[3:16 - 3:23] But y'all don't understand how hard I fucking work on everything that I do.
[3:25 - 3:31] To you, it might not seem like it's very hard work, but that's because you're not the one doing it.
[3:35 - 3:44] You're not the one putting in the man hours. You're not the one busting your ass on every fucking single piece.
[3:44 - 3:55] You're not the one putting it out there, posting it on Instagram, posting it on Facebook, making live videos about it,
[3:55 - 4:00] promoting on this side and the other. You guys aren't the ones doing that.
[4:00 - 4:07] So for you, it's easy to say. It's easy for you to say that that's easy.
[4:07 - 4:10] But in all reality, it's actually not.
[4:28 - 4:31] It's really not easy.
[4:36 - 4:40] You know, I've been drawing since I was four years old.
[4:40 - 4:46] From the time I could hold a crayon at four years old, I was drawing.
[4:51 - 4:56] My whole life, I've busted my ass. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[4:56 - 5:00] Getting good at what I do. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[5:00 - 5:05] Busting my ass, working hard at what I love. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[5:05 - 5:16] And when I finally get the nerve to actually do something with my artwork, and actually seriously pursue it as a career,
[5:16 - 5:24] y'all trolls come in and shove my shop down all because you don't fucking like me.
[5:24 - 5:30] All because you can't let go of the fucking pedophile bullshit.
[5:30 - 5:39] I've had to restart my shop three different times now because of you guys.
[5:39 - 5:44] Three different times I've had to restart my shop.
[5:44 - 5:51] Three different times I've had to tell people I'm sorry that they're not getting the merch that they ordered.
[5:51 - 6:01] Three different times I've had to tell my family that I lost my fucking job because of you guys.
[6:01 - 6:09] Three different times I've had to tell my family I can't help with rent this month.
[6:09 - 6:19] All because you guys wanna be fucking selfish and shut me down for no reason.
[6:19 - 6:26] As everyone saw last night, I do work hard with what I do.
[6:26 - 6:39] I do bust my ass, and what I do, let me fucking make goddamn money doing my artwork, man.
[6:39 - 6:46] Why don't y'all see the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do what I gotta fucking do to make money.
[6:46 - 6:55] Whether it be my digital artwork or whether it be my hand-drawn shit or my hand-painted stuff, it doesn't matter.
[6:55 - 7:00] At the end of the day, artwork is fucking artwork.
[7:00 - 7:04] At the end of the day, my art is my fucking art.
[7:04 - 7:14] It shouldn't matter whether it's a fair use piece or I do it from the ground up, it shouldn't fucking matter.
[7:14 - 7:27] What should matter is that I'm negative, that I'm pursuing my passion, that I'm doing what I love for a fucking living.
[7:27 - 7:38] Because like I said, when y'all do this shit to me, you're not just stealing from me, you're not just taking money away from me.
[7:38 - 7:53] You're robbing my family of money, and ultimately you're robbing the world of being able to see artwork that the world deserves to see.
[7:53 - 8:10] People deserve to see my artwork. Whether you like it or not, that's up to you. But the world deserves to see what I can really do.
[8:10 - 8:22] Only because I fell for a fucking troll done by Kate, and got a fucking warning by the goddamn police to not do it again.
[8:22 - 8:29] That doesn't mean you have the fucking right to go in and shut me down.
[8:29 - 8:47] Because dude, I bust my ass on this shit day in and day out. And I think I proved my point last night. I think I fucking proved my point last night when I created that psycho smile piece.
[8:47 - 9:07] I think I proved my fucking point that I actually do have creative bone in my body, that I do know how to do traditional artwork, that I can be creative, that I do know how to do traditional art.
[9:07 - 9:16] So for real, man, y'all seriously need to fuck off.
[9:16 - 9:33] Like, why can't you guys just leave me the fuck alone? And let me do what I need to do to help out my fucking family so I can start paying fucking bills so I can get a paycheck each month.
[9:33 - 9:41] So I can get art sponsors so I can do the things that I love to do.
[9:41 - 9:51] Do y'all not realize that if I do this shit properly and y'all stay out of my way, do you know what I can do?
[9:51 - 10:07] I can get my artwork in front of the proper people, and I can get my shit in galleries, and I can get paid, and my family wouldn't have to worry about money ever again.
[10:07 - 10:33] But instead I'm forced to struggle and fight and crawl and dig my way up, working harder than I already do.
[10:33 - 10:42] And seriously, I bust my ass day in and day out for what I love.
[10:42 - 10:49] I treat my artwork like a fucking business. I treat my artwork like a tattoo shop, okay?
[10:49 - 10:57] I show up every day. I do shit to help get my artwork going and off the ground.
[10:57 - 11:08] But you know what you trolls do when you continuously do this shit? Do you know what you do? You make me not want to do it anymore.
[11:08 - 11:23] And I love doing artwork, but y'all are making it to where I'm questioning whether I should even be doing my artwork or not anymore because of what you guys fucking do to me.
[11:23 - 11:39] It's not fair to me. It's not fair to my family. It's not fair to anyone, dude.
[11:39 - 12:00] Like, I don't understand why y'all just can't leave me the fuck alone. I don't get it. Like, why can't y'all leave me alone and let me do my fucking artwork in goddamn peace and give the world the artwork that it deserves to see?
[12:00 - 12:17] Like, why should I have to keep my artwork a fucking secret from the goddamn world? Why should I have to keep my artwork to myself when I can make a real living doing this?
[12:17 - 12:35] Like, you don't see me coming after you. You don't see me coming after you and shutting you down for your videos that you make about me, for the shit you say about me.
[12:35 - 12:46] Hell, I haven't even reported the Kiwi Farms thread. You don't see me going after you guys, do you? No.
[12:46 - 13:03] Whenever I retaliate, I don't go after you guys. I don't have your shit shut down. No, I don't do that. I let you say whatever the fuck you want to say about me.
[13:03 - 13:18] I don't go after you in that sentence. I don't shut you down. I don't do that. Instead, I let you talk your shit and run your mouths.
[13:18 - 13:38] So instead of fucking shutting me down and making it harder for me than it already is to get my artwork out there, why not step the fuck off and actually show some support?
[13:38 - 13:54] Instead of holding me back and making me work harder than I already do, why not help me get somewhere? I don't fucking understand it. I don't get it.
[13:54 - 14:23] I've blessed my ass for hundreds of hours. Hundreds and hundreds of hours on artwork, content, trying to save me. But what happens every time you guys fucking shut me down for no reason but the fact that I'm a supposed pedophile when I've already proven that I'm not.
[14:23 - 14:33] I've already proven a million times over that I'm not. So how many more fucking times should I have to fucking prove that?
[14:33 - 14:44] How many more times to prove that I'm not a fucking pedophile? How many more times before you back the fuck up and leave me the hell alone?
[14:44 - 14:55] I don't fucking understand it.
[14:55 - 15:15] Every day I bust my ass for my family so I can give back to them. I bust my ass every day for my family because let me tell you something. My family has given everything to me so I figure why not be fair and give just as much back as they've given to me.
[15:15 - 15:34] I owe my family everything. I legitimately owe my family my fucking life. If it wasn't for my mom, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be alive right now. Do y'all understand that?
[15:34 - 15:48] Do you not understand that if it wasn't for my mom, I wouldn't be alive right now? I would be dead in a fucking casket buried six feet under right now, probably being a skeleton by now, being dead.
[15:48 - 15:53] Do you not understand that?
[15:53 - 16:11] My family gave me a life so the least I can do is return the favor by helping them out with fucking money doing what I do best with my fucking artwork.
[16:11 - 16:21] The least I can do is repay them for what they've given to me.
[16:21 - 16:43] The least I can do is give back what they gave to me. The least I can do is give back to them like they gave to me.
[16:43 - 17:01] But unless you guys stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job and try to make artwork sales, how am I ever going to get anywhere?
[17:01 - 17:12] Like you say that you want me to have a fucking job, yet when I bust my ass, turn my artwork into a job, you guys want to hold me back.
[17:12 - 17:28] Y'all want to sit there and say that my artwork's not a real job. When reality check, it actually is. It actually is a very real job.
[17:28 - 17:45] So how am I supposed to do my job just like you guys and make fucking money and work just like you guys work if you don't stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job?
[17:45 - 18:00] That doesn't make sense.
[18:00 - 18:14] You know, all I've ever wanted to do since I was a kid is become a professional artist. My whole life I grew up taking art classes in school.
[18:14 - 18:32] Like the old art classes that were online. Why not online, but like the ones that you can call and get art classes for. I've taken art classes online for God knows how fucking long.
[18:32 - 18:46] My whole life I grew up doing artwork. My whole life I bust in my ass working hard at this.
[18:46 - 18:56] My artwork is the one thing that I'm actually very good at. That could make me money.
[18:56 - 19:12] Now, Tangerine Count was right when she said this, my artwork can make me real money. It really can.
[19:12 - 19:26] But in my back, here's a troll right here. I'm about to shut the fuck down.
[19:26 - 19:37] Dude, why don't you fuck off and leave me alone, dude? I'm about to fucking have it with your goddamn trolls, dawg. You say you want me to have a job? Why don't you stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job as an artist, bitch?
[19:37 - 19:43] Stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my job as an artist, you fucking coward-ass piece of shit.
[19:43 - 19:51] No, shut the fuck up, bitch boy. I've had enough of you and your goddamn trolls. You need to shut the fuck up and stay out of my way, coward.
[19:51 - 20:08] Stay out of my way, coward. Stay out of my way, coward. Let me do my job, bitch. You want me to have a job? Let me do my goddamn job as an artist and stay the fuck out of my way, you piece of shit.
[20:08 - 20:16] Seriously, man, stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job, people.
[20:16 - 20:26] Stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job.
[20:26 - 20:38] Stay the fucking hell out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job as a fucking artist and we won't have any fucking problems.
[20:38 - 20:54] What's so hard about that, what's so hard to understand about that? What's so hard to understand about the fucking concept of staying the fuck out of my goddamn way and letting me do my job?
[20:54 - 21:07] What's so hard about that? What's so hard for you fucking retards to grasp that concept? Why is that so hard of a concept for you to fucking grasp?
[21:07 - 21:36] [no audio]
[21:36 - 21:38] Um, I'm not sure I'm ready.
[21:38 - 21:57] [no audio]
[21:57 - 22:13] Now, if y'all want to see how dedicated to my fucking craft I am, let me show you something. This song is literally the song I listen to every time when I wake up in the morning, I go to do my fucking artwork.
[22:13 - 22:37] [no audio]
[22:37 - 22:44] Now, for those of you that do have tattoos, and shit, you guys will definitely understand this.
[22:44 - 22:57] And this one, I'm not just dedicating this song to the tattoo artists out there holding it down, which I fucking love seeing their ass being creative just like I am.
[22:57 - 24:53] [no audio]
[24:53 - 24:59] And shout out to my boy Matt for throwing that song out there, man.
[24:59 - 25:22] And that song right there, that's literally for, that's literally for the fucking artists out there holding it down. Whether you paint work, whether you do painting like I do, whether you do fucking tattoo work, that song is literally an anthem for fucking artists like myself who fucking hold it down.
[25:22 - 25:46] [no audio]
[25:46 - 25:50] Let's see if you guys remember this shit.
[25:50 - 26:10] [no audio]
[26:10 - 26:15] Let's see if you guys remember this.
[26:15 - 26:28] [no audio]
[26:28 - 26:31] And I know you guys will remember this.
[26:31 - 26:43] [no audio]
[26:43 - 26:47] Let's see if I can find the actual intro.
[26:47 - 26:51] [no audio]
[26:51 - 26:55] Let's see how many of y'all grew up watching this.
[26:55 - 27:04] [no audio]
[27:04 - 27:07] How many of y'all remember watching this shit.
[27:07 - 27:41] [no audio]
[27:41 - 27:44] How many of y'all remember that shit.
[27:44 - 28:01] [no audio]
[28:01 - 28:07] And Lauren shows her LA pride. It couldn't have been without it.
[28:07 - 28:10] I know opening up a shop isn't going to be easy. Cut.
[28:10 - 28:14] [no audio]
[28:14 - 28:19] Not bad. Let me run that, let me run that track back one more time for y'all.
[28:19 - 28:40] [no audio]
[28:40 - 28:44] Let me run this track back one more time for y'all holding it the fuck down.
[28:44 - 80:03] [no audio]

[0:00 - 0:30] hahaha try again bitch well if you guys don't know can't

[0:00 - 0:14] So is that how this is really gonna be people? Is that how this is really gonna be Marty?
[0:14 - 0:21] And Kate, is that how this is really gonna fucking be bro? You know Marty, I should've
[0:21 - 0:26] listened to everyone when they said you were fake. I should've fucking listened when they
[0:26 - 0:33] said you were fake as fuck. I'm not believing the goddamn word you or that punk bitch can't
[0:33 - 0:40] say anymore. I'm not buying it. As far as I'm concerned Marty, you're my fucking enemy
[0:40 - 0:52] for fucking good. I don't want your friendship. I don't need you. I don't need Kate. And Kate,
[0:52 - 1:02] like I said, fair warning bitch. Either take the shop down within 48 hours. If you don't
[1:02 - 1:09] take down that shop within the next two days, guess what bitch? I'll report it and sue your
[1:09 - 1:16] ass and have you arrested for copyright and trademark infringement bitch. I will fucking
[1:16 - 1:25] sue you. And Marty, you wanna know how I know you're fake as fuck too? You wanna know?
[1:25 - 1:31] You really wanna know? How do I start with the fact that several, and I mean several
[1:31 - 1:41] people have shown me this. Several people have shown me what you do. And your private
[1:41 - 1:50] discord that you have not told anybody about. Why do you think Tracy got kicked out people?
[1:50 - 1:56] You know Tracy AKA Wicked Moon, why do you think she got kicked out? Why do you think
[1:56 - 2:02] Wicked Moon got kicked out of that fucking discord? Oh, you wanna know why? Because of
[2:02 - 2:10] the fact that she was on to Marty's plans people. She was on to Marty's plans and he
[2:10 - 2:30] didn't like that. So what did he do? He kicked her. So Marty, fair warning bro. From now
[2:30 - 2:37] on, me and you ain't friends. We're fucking enemies. Straight up, you are my mother fucking
[2:37 - 2:45] enemy. Especially after what I've seen. And no, I'm not gonna show you the goddamn screenshots
[2:45 - 2:52] either motherfucker. Cause I don't owe you or anyone a goddamn anything. I don't owe
[2:52 - 3:11] either of you stupid fucks a goddamn thing. I don't owe you jack shit. Now Kate, to you,
[3:11 - 3:18] now Kate, to you, my artwork might be bad, but guess what? To these motherfuckers here,
[3:18 - 3:24] to these motherfuckers right here and about 200 other people across several different
[3:24 - 3:40] platforms, guess what? They fuck with my artwork. They enjoy my artwork. They enjoy my artwork.
[3:40 - 3:47] You say it sucks, but the truth is bitch, it don't. You're as lazy as fuck. You're
[3:47 - 3:59] as lazy as fuck, dude. And quite honestly, people like you irritate the fuck out of me.
[3:59 - 4:04] You wanna know why? You wanna know why people like you irritate me, Kate? Because little
[4:04 - 4:11] bitches like you think you got the goddamn right to walk all over me and have my shots
[4:11 - 4:18] taken down all because you think my artwork sucks. Bitch, it don't fucking suck. Have
[4:18 - 4:24] you ever heard of drip art? Have you ever heard of my realm? Let me pull up a few examples
[4:24 - 4:42] for you. You say it sucks, but truth is, it don't suck. Have you not heard of the drip
[4:42 - 5:10] art style? See, you say that the drip art style ain't
[5:10 - 5:20] real art, right? Well, that looks like real art to me, people, 'cause watch. Let me show
[5:20 - 5:50] you. See, it goes from a blank canvas to this. A dope ass fucking drip art texture
[5:50 - 6:01] painting. Now you tell me that ain't fucking dope. Now, I took that same concept, that
[6:01 - 6:11] very same concept that y'all saw right there, I took that same concept and I was gonna save
[6:11 - 6:17] these for later on for a future design for y'all, for some artwork, but I took that same
[6:17 - 6:31] idea and that same style and did this. So, who's the dumb one now, Kate? My work is abstract.
[6:31 - 6:39] It's meant to be abstract. That's the style that I fucking do. Hell, I even do fucking
[6:39 - 6:48] cubists work. I do fucking abstract cubists work as well, as you can clearly see by these
[6:48 - 6:56] two pieces that are actually supposed to be one solid piece. As you can see right here,
[6:56 - 7:22] one solid piece while tile pieces. Oh, look, another abstract face. Another abstract face.
[7:22 - 7:31] So tell me again how my artwork sucks, Kate. If I have 200 plus motherfuckers on all forms
[7:31 - 7:38] of social media enjoying my work, tell me again how I'm fake. Tell me again how my
[7:38 - 7:46] art sucks. Go ahead, tell me how my art sucks. I wanna hear this. I wanna hear how, I wanna
[7:46 - 7:54] hear you say my art sucks because proof is right there. Proof is right here, bitch. I
[7:54 - 8:00] actually know how to do fucking artwork. And for those of you that are wondering, yes,
[8:00 - 8:12] these are gonna be printed on actual merchandise for you guys. And yes, I'm gonna be doing
[8:12 - 8:21] stuff with those. So bitch, come at me again, you fucking fake ass wannabe. You're this
[8:21 - 8:27] man because you ain't got a goddamn talent in bone in your motherfucking body. Oh, yeah,
[8:27 - 8:32] I do. Yeah, yeah, I forgot. You do have a talent in bone in your body. I forgot. It's
[8:32 - 8:36] your fucking mouth because all you do is suck your fat ass over what your husband's
[8:36 - 8:43] damn dick all day. That's all you fucking do. You neglect your kids and fucking suck
[8:43 - 8:48] your fat ass over what your husband's dick all day. I forgot that's your talent and
[8:48 - 8:57] suck your goddamn dick like a fucking hoe. I forgot about that. I forgot that was your
[8:57 - 9:08] only talent. But while motherfuckers like me are out here actually doing real artwork
[9:08 - 9:15] and trying to make a living for ourselves and trying to do good for ourselves. What
[9:15 - 9:21] do you do? You come along and run your mouth thinking that you know right thing that just
[9:21 - 9:28] because you have some legal knowledge that you're always right, bitch. No, you ain't.
[9:28 - 9:37] You ain't always right. You're really not. If anything, you're a fucking moron and you
[9:37 - 9:44] need to grow up with a girl. You need to grow up kid because see physically, you might
[9:44 - 9:52] not be a kid, but mentally, you act like a fucking child. Mentally, you act like a goddamn
[9:52 - 10:02] child and you need to grow up and you need to quit your fucking bullshit, dude. Like
[10:02 - 10:09] for real, you say my art sucks. I got about 200 other motherfuckers that say I don't.
[10:09 - 10:19] So that must say something about my shit. Now must say something about my artwork,
[10:19 - 10:26] whether it's my digital art or my hand drawing stuff or my hand painting stuff. See, you
[10:26 - 10:32] say it sucks. But like I said, I got about 200 other motherfuckers on social media that
[10:32 - 10:39] actually enjoy both my hand done artwork and my digital artwork. So obviously I'm doing
[10:39 - 11:01] something right. Obviously. Exactly. And I can prove that right now too. And I will prove
[11:01 - 11:28] that again. Now, Kate, in case you weren't building on the art scene as I am, let me
[11:28 - 11:37] fill you in.
[11:37 - 11:47] Art isn't perfect. Nothing's perfect. I'm not perfect. However, it is these imperfections
[11:47 - 12:13] that make a soul or painting unique.
[12:13 - 12:28] I'm able to look at my own imperfections. I know I've inspired people most. Even if
[12:28 - 12:38] someone's a truth, even if someone's a little bit. Given that someone's a doubt. I also
[12:38 - 12:48] know I've hurt people and let them down. Even though I'm not quite through with this
[12:48 - 12:58] canvas, the space to add to is fading away.
[12:58 - 13:05] Now do I need to prove my point anymore? Do I really need to prove it anymore? Your
[13:05 - 13:17] boy himself, the fucking Enigma, Jeff Hardy, who is also a fucking artist like myself is
[13:17 - 13:31] a fucking artist. And he art is not fucking perfect. Nobody is perfect. You're not perfect.
[13:31 - 13:38] I'm not perfect. Nobody's fucking perfect. And I see this all the fucking time. I see
[13:38 - 13:48] this almost daily. Every day I see this, I see a kid posting out. But you know what?
[13:48 - 13:53] That kid that posts, I want our piece, you know, something that kid gets over a thousand
[13:53 - 14:01] fucking lives will never be perfect. Art is not meant to be perfect. If art was purses
[14:01 - 14:26] at it, don't you think that we would have nothing to aspire to? Help Vincent van Gogh,
[14:26 - 14:44] Vakshinsky, and many other artists around the world had famous art pieces that they
[14:44 - 14:55] felt were imperfect, that they felt were not their best work, that they felt was imperfect
[14:55 - 15:07] in some sort of way. They felt it wasn't perfect. Why do you think us artists like
[15:07 - 15:14] myself are always chasing that? Let me tell you, I'm always chasing that perfection.
[15:14 - 15:24] I'm always chasing down that art of perfection. Whenever I do a fucking piece, I always think
[15:24 - 15:31] to myself, okay, what can I do to improve this? What can I do to top what I just did?
[15:31 - 15:37] What can I do to top a piece that I just put out? What can I do to better, to do better
[15:37 - 15:43] than what I did before? What can I do to push that envelope that much further? What
[15:43 - 16:01] can I do to push that envelope and do even better than before? And that's the thing
[16:01 - 16:07] though, Spanky. I don't consider myself a perfect artist. I know there's artists out
[16:07 - 16:13] there that are ten times better than I am. I know there are, I've seen them, and I see
[16:13 - 16:19] it every day. But you know what? Instead of bitching and complaining and stealing someone
[16:19 - 16:27] else's art, you know what I do? I bust my motherfucking ass. I bust my ass doing this
[16:27 - 16:35] shit. So Kate, fuck you and your goddamn opinion. Fuck you and what you think bitch.
[16:35 - 16:47] This is your fucking opinion. Look, this is what I think of your fucking opinion. This
[16:47 - 16:55] is what I do with opinions like yours. Right here. Here's your opinion. Here's what I do
[16:55 - 17:09] with people like you who walk on me. In the fucking trash. Your opinion don't mean shit
[17:09 - 17:25] to me. Your opinion is your opinion. You can have your fucking opinion about me.

[0:00 - 0:07] and N-Word Boi.
[0:07 - 0:51] [Silence]
[0:51 - 0:56] Tonight really fucking opened my eyes to a lot.
[0:56 - 1:01] Tonight really opened my eyes to a lot.
[1:01 - 1:13] And I know a lot of you have been watching me for years.
[1:13 - 1:19] I know a lot of you guys, you know,
[1:19 - 1:24] I appreciate every one of you that has done something for me
[1:24 - 1:29] and has tried to help me.
[1:29 - 1:38] But tonight, tonight was the worst night of my life.
[1:48 - 1:51] I saw Marty's true colors
[1:51 - 1:54] and how he did not stand up for me.
[1:54 - 2:05] I saw how much a monster,
[2:05 - 2:09] an evil monster, can't really is.
[2:09 - 2:16] But most importantly, I saw myself
[2:16 - 2:18] and what I needed to do.
[2:18 - 2:23] I need to get away from this toxic platform.
[2:23 - 2:30] And I know y'all keep telling me you don't want me to leave
[2:30 - 2:32] and that's what makes me come back.
[2:32 - 2:34] But,
[2:34 - 2:44] now I'm not gonna delete this channel.
[2:46 - 2:49] I'm gonna leave it out for you guys to,
[2:49 - 2:51] you know, to look back on.
[2:51 - 2:58] To have memories of when we all hung out
[2:58 - 3:01] and all that stuff and you guys will have that.
[3:01 - 3:09] But as for me, I need to find a platform
[3:09 - 3:13] where I'm more welcome.
[3:14 - 3:17] 'Cause it's pretty obvious that I'm not welcome here anymore.
[3:17 - 3:25] It's pretty obvious that I'm no longer welcome here.
[3:25 - 3:53] (silence)
[3:53 - 4:07] You know, this platform has become so toxic
[4:07 - 4:13] and so negative that I can't be around it.
[4:18 - 4:21] I don't need toxic things in my life.
[4:21 - 4:26] I need positive things, good things.
[4:26 - 4:28] (silence)
[4:28 - 4:53] You know, those of you that show me support
[4:53 - 4:57] or have been truly incredible.
[4:57 - 5:02] And I will remember every single one of you
[5:02 - 5:03] for the rest of my life.
[5:03 - 5:13] And I hope you guys take the lessons that I taught you
[5:13 - 5:16] and you use them to help yourselves.
[5:22 - 5:27] I hope you guys try to be kind to others
[5:27 - 5:28] and help others the same way
[5:28 - 5:30] that I tried to help you guys.
[5:30 - 5:38] I hope they get good throughout this world
[5:38 - 5:41] and continue to do good things for people.
[5:41 - 5:43] I really do.
[5:43 - 5:46] I hope that you guys continue to do that.
[5:49 - 5:54] But right now, I need to get a website.
[5:54 - 5:56] need to get a website.
[5:56 - 5:58] And.

[0:00 - 0:28] You know, things are about to change motherfuckers. And fast.
[0:28 - 0:44] Things are about to fucking change motherfuckers of certain individuals or I should say a certain
[0:44 - 0:55] individual by the name of MusicBizMarty. I saw his true colors tonight and it saddens
[0:55 - 1:07] me to think that somebody that I considered a friend did what he did. No, King didn't
[1:07 - 1:17] own jack shit. Kate's like you, she's a coward. She's a bully like you bitch, she'll get lost.
[1:17 - 1:27] You know, I won't even block you, I'll just let you sit there like a fucking dumbass.
[1:27 - 1:37] John's all the real fans though. See, y'all say Kate owned me. She didn't do shit. I
[1:37 - 1:44] called her on her fucking bullshit and she couldn't handle the fucking truth. That's
[1:44 - 1:52] all that was. She couldn't handle the fucking truth when I called her on her bullshit.
[1:52 - 1:56] Every time I call her on it, she calls and she goes behind and hides like a bitch and
[1:56 - 2:03] on the fucking couch. Oh, you want to know what I have with MBM, bro? You want to know
[2:03 - 2:12] what I have with Marty? Let me put it this way, bro. The minute I hop up on there, I
[2:12 - 2:19] hop up on his stream to confront Kate, instead of taking up for me, what does he do? He
[2:19 - 2:25] sits there like a bitch and doesn't even take up for me like half of y'all motherfuckers
[2:25 - 2:33] have done. He sits there like a bitch, doesn't take up for me at all, sits there and lets
[2:33 - 2:42] her run her fucking mouth like a fucking coward. Marty, you say you're a friend, but
[2:42 - 2:49] do you know how many times I took up for you? Not only on my own channel, but on your
[2:49 - 2:57] channel and on other people's channels? Do you know how many times I stuck up for you?
[2:57 - 3:01] And you want to sit there and do that to me? When Kate's sitting there and bashing
[3:01 - 3:08] on me, you ain't got the goddamn balls to stand up and say something, bro. Are you
[3:08 - 3:15] kidding me right now, dog? You ain't got the goddamn nerve to fucking call a bitch out
[3:15 - 3:19] when she's in the wrong doing what she's doing to me. I thought I was supposed to be
[3:19 - 3:24] your friend. I thought I was supposed to be your homie. I thought we were supposed to
[3:24 - 3:33] be cool. I stuck my neck out for you. Why ain't you doing the same? Why didn't you
[3:33 - 3:43] call the bitch out when she was on there? Why didn't you call her on her fucking bullshit?
[3:43 - 3:50] That's what friends do. We stick up for each other, but you showed your true colors tonight
[3:50 - 4:01] when you didn't do a goddamn thing, except sit there and not say a damn word. Oh, and
[4:01 - 4:08] that's for you, Kate. You dumbass bitch. You want to sit there and say the cops didn't
[4:08 - 4:16] show up? Bitch, you weren't here. You weren't here when they showed up. So how the fuck
[4:16 - 4:22] did, how the fuck would you know? How do you know they didn't say anything? You weren't
[4:22 - 4:31] here. You don't fucking know. So fucking what you access the goddamn report. What the
[4:31 - 4:36] fucking do you want a goddamn cookie for it, bitch? Here you fucking go. Here's a fucking
[4:36 - 4:42] cookie for your bullshit. You don't fucking know what they didn't do. You weren't fucking
[4:42 - 4:49] here, bitch. You were not motherfucking here. So how the fuck would you know what was said
[4:49 - 4:57] and wasn't said, bitch? My whole family heard what they said. My whole goddamn family heard
[4:57 - 5:03] what they said. They gave me a goddamn warning. And guess what? That same officer that gave
[5:03 - 5:09] me a warning showed their ass up here in the house tonight. That same fucking officer
[5:09 - 5:18] showed up here tonight when you fucking called them like a coward. That same fucking officer
[5:18 - 5:24] that gave me a warning was the same one that showed up tonight. And guess what? He said
[5:24 - 5:31] they're doing fucking artwork. So how you guys sit there and say the cops weren't fucking
[5:31 - 5:36] called that the cops, you know, when they were called, they didn't give me a warning
[5:36 - 5:55] and clearly everybody knows fucking otherwise dumbass. Like seriously, bro. There is no
[5:55 - 6:05] open case against me, bro. That's all fake shit. That's all fake. Man, y'all are dumb,
[6:05 - 6:12] man. I'm telling you, y'all are dumb as fuck. There is no open case against me at all.
[6:12 - 6:20] She's using the fucking shit from when the cops were called. She's using that report
[6:20 - 6:28] to pretend there's an open case. There is no open case. She's fucking fooling you guys
[6:28 - 6:36] and you guys are fucking believing it like a bunch of fucking morons. Dude, she emailed
[6:36 - 6:50] me a fake as fuck cease and desist letter to my email. It was fake as fuck. You want
[6:50 - 6:56] off how I know that shit was fake? Let me tell you how. When you get a legitimate cease
[6:56 - 7:03] and desist letter, you don't get an email to you. You have it sent to you by mail and
[7:03 - 7:12] they hand it to you personally. They hand you the letter personally as it is considered
[7:12 - 7:24] a federal document. They hand deliver it to you. They have this, the courts have someone
[7:24 - 7:33] deliver the cease and desist letter to your house. I have shown screenshots to Music Biz
[7:33 - 7:43] Marty and several other people about this. That open case shit is a box of lies and
[7:43 - 7:50] you guys are fucking buying it like a bunch of idiots. Kate is fake as fuck, bro. She's
[7:50 - 7:57] looking for fucking attention and y'all dumb fucks are giving it to her like a bunch of
[7:57 - 8:04] retards. Stop giving the bitch attention. She doesn't fucking deserve it. All she does
[8:04 - 8:12] is bully people like me all fucking day and criticize people like me who have made mistakes,
[8:12 - 8:22] who are not perfect, who have learned their lesson. So like I said, man, y'all need to
[8:22 - 8:29] quit believing that goddamn box of lies that she's fucking feeding y'all, man. For real,
[8:29 - 8:38] dog, quit believing that goddamn box of lies that Kate feeds you guys. Seriously, bro.
[8:38 - 8:44] All of those documents, dude, that was just a goddamn police report. That fucking file
[8:44 - 8:49] that was on Marty's thing, I looked back at it and looked over it carefully. That wasn't
[8:49 - 8:55] an open case file. That was a goddamn police report, bro. That was a motherfucking police
[8:55 - 9:02] report that she pulled up from when the cops were called here and a week fucking later,
[9:02 - 9:12] about a month later, the fucking douche bag, Rick crude fucking showed up here and the
[9:12 - 9:19] police, bro. Everything I say is facts. I'm not like Kate. I don't sit there and lie about
[9:19 - 9:27] shit. I don't sit there and make shit up for motherfucking clout. I don't sit there
[9:27 - 9:36] and make up lies and bully people for fucking attention. Kate Peters, AKA my soul reports
[9:36 - 9:43] is a fucking attention whore. She's an attention whore. That's all she is. And you fucking
[9:43 - 10:00] bitch ass morons are buying into this shit. Here's the thing, bro. They didn't hand me
[10:00 - 10:09] a warning. They talked to me. They spoke to me and gave me a warning to not do this shit
[10:09 - 10:18] again. They gave me a fucking warning. They talked to me. They didn't hand me a letter.
[10:18 - 10:24] They didn't hand me a note saying, Hey, don't do this again. No, they sat me down and they
[10:24 - 10:32] fucking talked to me. What's so hard to understand about that, bro? What is so fucking hard
[10:32 - 10:41] to understand about that shit? What y'all just mad because I didn't get fucking arrested
[10:41 - 10:48] like you whiny ass bitches want. Is that what this is? Y'all are pissed off because I didn't
[10:48 - 10:53] get arrested like you whiny little faggots wanted. Is that it? Are you, are you mad at
[10:53 - 11:02] the fact that the police actually gave me a warning instead of arresting me? Is that
[11:02 - 11:09] it? Is that all you wanted? Yeah, they took my statement, but they also gave me a fucking
[11:09 - 11:14] warning because they know about the case. They already know about the case before they
[11:14 - 11:22] showed up here. So bro, let me tell y'all right the fuck now. And I swear this on my
[11:22 - 11:28] motherfucking grandparents' graves, bro. I swear this on my brother's graves, on my
[11:28 - 11:34] best friend Zach's grave, on my grandparents' graves, everybody that I've ever lost, graves.
[11:34 - 11:42] Let me tell y'all right now, dead straight the fuck up. Yes, they took a fucking statement,
[11:42 - 11:53] but when I sat down with the police officer that showed up here, he sat down with me and
[11:53 - 12:03] talked to me and asked me what was going on. And when I explained the situation, yes,
[12:03 - 12:12] she got a bit, you know, how police get, but he also understood that I was fucking trolled.
[12:12 - 12:19] You fucking morons are dumb as fuck. Y'all don't seem to fucking get a goddamn clue,
[12:19 - 12:25] bitch. Get a goddamn clue, motherfuckers. I don't lie. I'm not a motherfucking liar.
[12:25 - 12:32] That's Kate. And Kate should have noticed, Kate lies about every fucking thing. Kate
[12:32 - 12:40] literally will sit there and make up a lie for attention. I have been avoiding Kate
[12:40 - 12:47] this whole time. And what does she do? Make up a goddamn lie about me. Just for attention.
[12:47 - 12:54] Just for clout. You all fucking morons need to get a fucking grip and realize the bitch
[12:54 - 12:59] is trash just like every fucking one of you that believes her. You're all fucking garbage.
[12:59 - 13:05] Every one of you that believes Kate is a fucking piece of shit just like her. Y'all need to
[13:05 - 13:12] quit listening to what that bitch says. For real, bro, quit listening to what that dumb
[13:12 - 13:20] fuck says. She's a fucking liar. She hides behind the police like a bitch. She hides
[13:20 - 13:27] like a coward. Every time somebody calls her out on her fucking bullshit, real talk.
[13:27 - 13:32] Every time somebody calls her on her bullshit, and this isn't just me. This is with other
[13:32 - 13:40] people too. Every time somebody calls her on her fucking bullshit, her toes are how
[13:40 - 13:47] shit really is. What does she do? She runs and hides behind the goddamn cops like a fucking
[13:47 - 13:56] pussy. She runs through the cops like a fucking coward making shit up about them. She's a
[13:56 - 14:04] bitch. A coward. Me? When somebody calls me on my bullshit, you know what I do? I don't
[14:04 - 14:22] call the cops. I sit there, I accept my wrongs, and I move on from it. All right? I'm not
[14:22 - 14:27] fucking perfect. Nobody's fucking perfect, motherfuckers. When are you guys gonna grow
[14:27 - 14:35] the fuck up and realize that, huh? Nobody is fucking perfect. We all make mistakes.
[14:35 - 14:41] We all fuck up at some point in our lives, but that doesn't fucking mean you gotta hold
[14:41 - 14:47] somebody to that shit. When somebody like me comes along and owns up to what they fucking
[14:47 - 14:56] did, that person deserves to be able to move on with their life. That person deserves
[14:56 - 15:10] to move on with their motherfucking life. For real. When somebody like me man's up
[15:10 - 15:19] and owns up to their fucking mistakes, which I did many times over, when somebody like
[15:19 - 15:25] me man's the fuck up and owns up to their mistakes, that person deserves to live their
[15:25 - 15:32] life in fucking peace, dude. I owned up to my mistakes. I admitted what I did was wrong
[15:32 - 15:37] and I fucking learned from it. That don't fucking mean y'all bitches gotta hold me
[15:37 - 15:50] to it. Let the shit fucking go. Let it the fuck go. Grow up and move the fuck on from
[15:50 - 16:01] it, bro. Move the fuck on. Bully someone else. Leave me the fuck alone. 'Cause I owned up
[16:01 - 16:09] to my mistakes. I named up to him and I owned those mistakes. I took responsibility for
[16:09 - 16:18] my actions and I paid the fucking price. I had my life threatened and I had a fucking
[16:18 - 16:24] warning from the goddamn cops to not do this again, otherwise I would be arrested. So
[16:24 - 16:32] bitch, let me live my life in peace. Goddamn y'all are dumb. Y'all ain't got nothing better
[16:32 - 16:41] to do with your time than to harass motherfuckers and attack people like a bunch of cowards.
[16:41 - 16:46] That's all you guys do. All you fucking bitch assholes in the fucking comments right now,
[16:46 - 16:54] that's all you do. You run your mouth like a bunch of cowards and you harass people over
[16:54 - 17:03] and over and over and over and over and over again. Oh for what? 'Cause you ain't got
[17:03 - 17:12] nothing better to do with your goddamn life? Bro, grow the fuck up. Well, people like me
[17:12 - 17:18] are out here trying to make their passion for fucking artwork and other shit that other
[17:18 - 17:27] people do into a fucking career, into a fucking living. All you motherfuckers do is sit on
[17:27 - 17:33] your goddamn asses and type on a goddamn keyboard all day about how fucked up somebody looks
[17:33 - 17:41] or bring out their past or say, "Oh, you're this. Oh, you did this, but you're a liar.
[17:41 - 17:45] Oh, you're a liar about this. Oh, this versus a liar about that." That's all you fucking
[17:45 - 17:54] do, man. Well, people like me actually bust our asses to fucking make ends meet for our
[17:54 - 18:02] families and struggle to turn our passion into a career to help make ends meet for our
[18:02 - 18:09] fucking families. What do you do? What do you do that's so great? Half y'all niggas
[18:09 - 18:18] don't even fucking work. Half y'all dumbfucks don't even fucking work a goddamn job. Half
[18:18 - 18:25] y'all dumbfucks ain't even got a goddamn car. You ain't got a goddamn job. And half y'all
[18:25 - 18:29] motherfuckers are in the same situation I'm in. You live at home with your fucking families,
[18:29 - 18:35] but yet you don't want to judge me because I live at home with my family. Well, reality
[18:35 - 18:41] check, dumbfucks. Just because I live at home with my family don't mean I ain't trying
[18:41 - 18:47] to make a fucking living out of what I do. My artwork is my fucking job. And maybe if
[18:47 - 18:52] you fucking dumbasses would stay the fuck out of the way and let me show the world
[18:52 - 19:05] the artwork that I can do, like all eight of these, maybe I could turn my fucking passion
[19:05 - 19:11] for doing artwork and doing a goddamn career. But nobody will leave me fucking alone long
[19:11 - 19:17] enough to let me fucking do it, which is bullshit, bro. Y'all sit there and say, "Get
[19:17 - 19:22] a job." Well, let me tell you something right now, motherfuckers. Half of you dumbfucks
[19:22 - 19:29] that say, "Get a job." Y'all them motherfuckers that ain't even got a job yourselves. So what
[19:29 - 19:34] fucking room do you have to fucking talk? Oh, wait, that's right. You don't have any
[19:34 - 19:40] fucking room to talk, motherfuckers. You ain't got no room to talk. All you do is sit there
[19:40 - 19:49] and run your mouth like a bitch. That's all you do. Well, motherfuckers like me spend
[19:49 - 20:03] hours and hours on end working on shit. What I say right now, these four pieces I'm about
[20:03 - 20:14] to show y'all, I did this shit over the course of the last 48 hours. You got these two which
[20:14 - 20:25] are one piece, but separate. They're like the tile sack type shit. And then you got
[20:25 - 20:33] these two drip art pieces that I did yesterday. Well, this one goes this way, but still.
[20:33 - 20:56] These which I did yesterday. And this, which I did on a fucking live stream. So sit there
[20:56 - 21:05] and tell me I ain't fucking doing shit. Don't sit there and tell me that I'm being lazy.
[21:05 - 21:10] If I'm being lazy, then why am I fucking busting my ass on my goddamn artwork all goddamn
[21:10 - 21:17] day trying to fucking make something out of it? Trying to create merchandise out of
[21:17 - 21:23] it? Trying to sell these for fucking money so I can help my family out so I can get
[21:23 - 21:29] more supplies so I can make even more money and continue to make artwork for people that
[21:29 - 21:37] truly enjoy what I do. Art isn't perfect. No one's perfect. Some of y'all might think
[21:37 - 21:44] my artwork is not good. Some of y'all might. Well, guess what, motherfuckers? My artwork
[21:44 - 21:56] isn't for everyone, okay? Artwork is not perfect. Artwork is subjective. Art will never be perfect.
[21:56 - 22:02] There is nothing, name one fucking artist out there that is actually perfect. Name
[22:02 - 22:09] one artist out there right now in the world past or present that actually is perfect
[22:09 - 22:16] that doesn't have a single fucking flaw, that doesn't try to push themselves to do better
[22:16 - 22:26] than what they did before. The difference between me and you guys is this. I push myself
[22:26 - 22:30] every day to do better with my artwork and turn it into a living and fucking turn it
[22:30 - 22:36] into something. You guys sit there, act all lazy as fuck and sit on the goddamn internet
[22:36 - 22:43] all day jerking off the kiddie porn and fucking sitting there eating goddamn tostitos in your
[22:43 - 22:50] mama's basement talking shit up on the goddamn internet like a bunch of cowards. That's all
[22:50 - 22:58] you fucking do. Well, I'm sitting here busting my goddamn ass day in and day out, sleepless
[22:58 - 23:04] nights, endless hours, working on artwork, promoting my artwork, putting my artwork
[23:04 - 23:09] out there, creating merchandise for my fucking artwork. What the fuck you doing? Oh, wait.
[23:09 - 23:22] That's right. Nothing. Y'all ain't doing a goddamn thing except bitching, complaining,
[23:22 - 23:28] whining and crying about how much you hate me, how much I suck. Nigga, I don't give
[23:28 - 23:34] a fuck what any of y'all say about me. Y'all can keep your goddamn opinions about me.
[23:34 - 23:39] I don't give a fuck. Do I really look like I give a fuck about what you think about
[23:39 - 23:46] me? Do I really look like I fucking care? Because quite clearly, I don't give a shit
[23:46 - 23:58] about what you think. I legitimately don't give a fuck about what you think. I don't
[23:58 - 24:09] give a shit what you or any of your little bitch-ass troll friends from Kiwi Farms thinks.
[24:09 - 24:21] I seriously don't give a fuck. I really don't give a shit about what y'all fucking think.
[24:21 - 24:34] But yet, y'all sit there and say that y'all don't care about what I do. Well, obviously
[24:34 - 24:40] you care. If you guys didn't give a fuck about what I do, then why y'all up here in the
[24:40 - 24:48] comments running your mouths like a bunch of bitches? Explain that one to me. Oh, by
[24:48 - 24:53] the way to the haters, thank you guys for the free views. Thank y'all for the free
[24:53 - 25:17] views and I fucking appreciate the free views, man. Whatever. Y'all are just mad, man. So
[25:17 - 25:26] all y'all dumb fucks can suck my dick. I don't care what y'all say about me. I don't care
[25:26 - 25:31] what you post about me. Because at the end of the day, I will find a way to fucking
[25:31 - 25:38] make my artwork my job. I will find a way around it. I don't give a shit what I gotta
[25:38 - 25:44] do. I don't care if I gotta stand up on every one of your goddamn livestreams and embarrass
[25:44 - 25:49] the fuck out of you to do it. I'll do whatever the fuck I have to do, motherfuckers. I don't
[25:49 - 25:55] give a shit. Y'all are a bunch of pussies, a bunch of fucking cowards that think they're
[25:55 - 26:00] right about every goddamn thing in the world. What really? You're not. You're a bunch of
[26:00 - 26:07] loser ass punk cowards who ain't even got a goddamn job or a goddamn car or a single
[26:07 - 26:13] goddamn cent to their fucking name. Yeah, I may live at home with my family. But you
[26:13 - 26:19] know what? Unlike you guys, I helped take care of my family. Why? Because family is
[26:19 - 26:23] important to me, motherfuckers. Not that any of y'all would know what that's about.
[26:23 - 26:28] Because half y'all motherfuckers probably don't give a shit about your families anyway.
[26:28 - 26:31] Half y'all motherfuckers are probably just up that way because your mommy and daddy
[26:31 - 26:35] didn't want to deal with your bullshit until they kicked y'all the fuck out. Because you're
[26:35 - 26:58] a bunch of losers. You're a bunch of fucking whiny ass bitch losers. For real. And you
[26:58 - 27:10] say I'm not doing anything. Y'all say I'm not doing anything. Dude, if I wasn't doing
[27:10 - 27:15] anything, why do I bust my ass on my artwork every day? Why have I been busting my ass
[27:15 - 27:20] for the last two to three days? Working on artwork, working on my fucking art channel
[27:20 - 27:27] where I post my fucking artwork, working on my Instagram to fucking put it out there
[27:27 - 27:35] so I can get art sponsors. You see where I'm going with this, man? Y'all act like a bunch
[27:35 - 27:43] of fucking retards. See, while I'm out here hustling, grinding, pushing, doing better
[27:43 - 27:50] for myself, what the fuck are y'all doing? While I'm out here trying to get that money,
[27:50 - 27:55] trying to get those art sponsors for my fucking artwork, what are y'all doing? Running your
[27:55 - 28:08] fucking mouths. Hey, IP2, suck it bitch. IP2 could suck my fucking left nut and make my
[28:08 - 28:17] right one jealous. I don't give a fuck about IP2, they're a bunch of losers anyway. So
[28:17 - 28:27] yo, IP2, suck my left nut and make my right one jealous bitch. You think I'd really do
[28:27 - 28:49] a fuck about what you think? And Marty, you know what to do to these guys. And yo Marty,
[28:49 - 28:56] I do want to say that I do apologize for going off on you like I did, but I do hope
[28:56 - 29:00] that you know that you're going to have a lot of fucking proving to do if you want to
[29:00 - 29:06] get back on my goddamn good side, bro. If you want to get back on my good side, Marty,
[29:06 - 29:12] you got a lot of fucking proving to do. A lot. Because I'm still very upset with what
[29:12 - 29:18] you did earlier and how you didn't take up on me. So if you want to get back on my good
[29:18 - 29:29] side, bro, you got one more fucking shot. I don't give a fuck if I'm being, dude, do
[29:29 - 29:35] I really look like I care if I'm being investigated? Because guess what? That FBI ain't gonna
[29:35 - 29:41] find shit. That cops ain't gonna find shit. Do you know how many times I've been investigated
[29:41 - 29:47] already, dude? Do you have any idea how many times I've been investigated by the FBI in
[29:47 - 29:54] the past month in the past two months? I've been investigated so many times they haven't
[29:54 - 30:02] found shit at all. I got no fucking record of doing the shit that Kate says I do. I've
[30:02 - 30:10] not been arrested for this shit. I don't have a record of this shit. I've not done
[30:10 - 30:20] any of the shit that she says I've done. So they're not gonna find a goddamn thing.
[30:20 - 30:24] So they can investigate me if they want, but they're not gonna find a goddamn thing
[30:24 - 30:47] on me, bro. At all. They're not gonna find jack shit. Hey, IP two can suck it. There
[30:47 - 30:59] you go. What? Hey, IP two sit and rotate, bitch. Sit and motherfucking rotate. Don't
[30:59 - 31:07] give a fuck what y'all think y'all can sit on and rotate bitches. Sit on that fucking
[31:07 - 31:27] shit and rotate like the bitches that you are. Now for all y'all that do support me
[31:27 - 31:42] legitimately, now for all y'all that do support me, I do want y'all to know that I am taking
[31:42 - 31:49] a break from the channel to focus on my art channel and to focus on getting my stuff
[31:49 - 31:54] up on my Instagram for my artwork. And I will be reaching out to legitimate art sponsors
[31:54 - 32:01] as well as time goes on. So for all y'all that do really fucking support me and my
[32:01 - 32:06] journey into my artwork and jumping back into it once again, I'll fucking thank y'all,
[32:06 - 32:10] man. I'll fucking love the shit out of y'all that do support me. Oh, and by the way to
[32:10 - 32:16] the haters, thanks for the free views, dumbasses. For real, thanks for the free views. That's
[32:16 - 32:21] all you're doing. You're just giving me free fucking views. So since as a matter of fact,
[32:21 - 32:25] since y'all are here, watch y'all hit that like button. Watch y'all hit that motherfucking
[32:25 - 32:29] like button. Since y'all are here to give me free views, y'all may as well smash the
[32:29 - 32:34] fuck out that like button, bro. For real, y'all may as well smash the living fuck out
[32:34 - 32:40] that goddamn like button since y'all are over here. Go ahead, smash that shit. Show me that
[32:40 - 32:49] thumbs up. Show me that love that y'all want to give me. Go ahead. I'll stand right here
[32:49 - 32:53] in front of every one of you motherfuckers and call you fake as fuck. Because half y'all
[32:53 - 33:01] motherfuckers that want to talk shit are fake. Like I said, I don't give a fuck if
[33:01 - 33:06] the FBI is investigating me. I don't care if the goddamn CIA or the goddamn President
[33:06 - 33:13] of the United Fucking States is investigating me. I'm not going nowhere. They're not going
[33:13 - 33:35] to find anything on me at all. So they're just wasting their fucking time. Why the fuck
[33:35 - 33:45] could I join IP2? Y'all ain't nothing but a bunch of cowards. Hey Marty, you better
[33:45 - 33:57] do your job, man. No, better yet, let them because this is free views. Dude, y'all are
[33:57 - 34:01] killing it with the free views, man. Thanks for the free views, y'all. Y'all are fucking
[34:01 - 34:13] killing that shit, dog. Yo, infamous. It's these fucking morons. They're giving me free
[34:13 - 34:18] views. So I'm just letting them do what they do. It's legit free views, man. I'm not fucking
[34:18 - 34:46] worried. It's fucking free views, dude.
[34:46 - 35:09] Oh shit, remember he's up. Hell yeah. I'm looking at love remembering. All right, forever.
[35:09 - 35:14] Man, y'all are just giving me free motherfucking views. So bring on the hate, bitch. I feed
[35:14 - 35:20] off that hate. I feed off that anger that y'all are sending me. Y'all are mad. Y'all
[35:20 - 35:33] are mad as fuck and I love it. Oh yes, man. More free views. I love it.
[35:33 - 36:02] All right. All right. All right. All right. All right. All right. All right. All right.
[36:02 - 36:31] You know what, y'all? Keep bringing that free. Keep on bringing those free views,
[36:31 - 36:51] man. I love it. Go ahead. Keep on bringing those free views in, y'all. Go ahead.
[36:51 - 37:19] Man, y'all are straight killing it with the free views, man. Not bad. I got something
[37:19 - 37:45] for all y'all haters, man. This is my gift to you haters. This is my gift to y'all haters.
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[53:59 - 54:27] Hey, y'all. Bye. I'm about to message you. I'll catch y'all later, man.
[54:29 - 54:37] Peace.

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[0:30 - 4:28] (eerie music)

[0:00 - 0:25] What's up everybody?
[0:25 - 0:34] We did reset the router so hopefully there's no interruptions this time around but I just
[0:34 - 0:42] wanted to speak on some of that notice in the last live right as it fucking ended.
[0:42 - 0:56] I noticed this and I honestly am laughing at it like so all y'all that really think
[0:56 - 1:14] I'm a pedo like y'all are dumb y'all really are dumb.
[1:14 - 1:30] We're going to do a little bit of a quick reset.
[1:30 - 1:44] We're going to do a little bit of a quick reset but we're going to do a little bit of a quick
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[2:00 - 2:48] We're going to do a little bit of a quick reset.
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[15:26 - 15:46] a quick reset.
[15:46 - 16:03] Let me ask you guys right now, how many of you guys know this song right here just by
[16:03 - 16:18] the sound.
[16:18 - 16:42] I'm going to do a quick reset.
[16:42 - 17:04] Let me ask you guys, how many of you guys know this song right here just by the sound.
[17:04 - 19:19] How many of you guys know this song right here just by the sound.
[19:19 - 19:24] Wow, one of the people I wanted to see in my chat.
[19:24 - 19:35] Thank you for showing up Tana's because you are in serious trouble.
[19:35 - 19:42] And bear in mind I have called you out on this before.
[19:42 - 19:49] You want to sit there and lay claim to what my good friend Wreck and Carrie here has done
[19:49 - 19:53] for me and that's not cool.
[19:53 - 20:02] You want to lay claim to all the art stuff she sent me and that's not cool.
[20:02 - 20:10] So once again to Wreck and Carrie not only for the new art stuff that you got me which
[20:10 - 20:17] I absolutely love but thank you in general for every single art set that you got me
[20:17 - 20:20] I fucking love it.
[20:20 - 20:27] Like the art stuff that you got me I absolutely love it especially the paints and the brush
[20:27 - 20:33] set that you got me this time I fucking love it like I'll never need your paints or brush
[20:33 - 20:42] you all paints all need but like brushes I'll never need that shit again like I have
[20:42 - 20:47] so many brushes like really the only thing I would really need are palette knives and
[20:47 - 20:54] shit like that and other than that all I would really need like I said are easels paints
[20:54 - 21:01] and canvases and that's it like you freaking hooked me up big time I can't thank you enough
[21:01 - 21:07] for all the stuff you're sending my way to help my heart out a lot like you fucking
[21:07 - 21:19] rock like without a doubt so Tange if you do
[21:19 - 21:28] want to get me stuff to help out I don't mind that I don't mind that at all but when
[21:28 - 21:35] you try to lay claim to something someone else did that's when we have a problem you
[21:35 - 21:46] need to stop laying claim to shit that somebody else sent me that's not a good look for you
[21:46 - 22:00] that's really not a good look for you Tange did lay claim to it you actually did lay
[22:00 - 22:15] claim to sending the art stuff Marty saw it we all saw it so don't even try it but like
[22:15 - 22:19] I said if you do want to send the art stuff I don't mind and I'm not just saying this
[22:19 - 22:30] to you to lay claim to or others that I have spoke to about this and y'all that are laying
[22:30 - 22:36] claim to something that somebody sent me that somebody else sent me that's not cool
[22:36 - 22:43] bruh that's just not cool man like if you want to send me something send me something
[22:43 - 22:47] but that doesn't mean you have to lay claim to something someone else sent me
[22:48 - 22:55] personally I love the freaking art stuff that rec sent freaking rec and carry over here is
[22:55 - 23:00] fucking hooking me up with so much stuff that like I said the only thing I'll need from now on
[23:00 - 23:06] are freaking like I said aside from the pallets and stuff like that which that can come later no
[23:06 - 23:12] problem but really the only thing I'm ever going to need now is freaking paints and canvases
[23:12 - 23:19] like that's all I'm gonna need other than like an easel and stuff and stuff but that's all side
[23:19 - 23:28] stuff like dude she's freaking killing the art game right now man so rec I fucking owe you huge
[23:28 - 23:34] I definitely do want to do something in return for you 100% I am definitely gonna do something
[23:34 - 23:39] for you rec and carry 100% because you're hooking me up with so much dope stuff that
[23:41 - 23:55] you know how can I not do something in return to show my thanks
[23:55 - 24:08] all right for real how can I not do something to show my thanks for everything that you've
[24:08 - 24:19] literally done for me
[24:19 - 24:29] here comes the lads
[24:29 - 24:37] here comes the lag other real we good we that good all right cool
[24:37 - 25:02] well like I said to the dude that like those couple songs that I did earlier
[25:02 - 25:08] that was for the dude that asked am I part of the emo game bro I've been emo since fucking
[25:08 - 25:17] high school bro like I listened to bands like suicet silence cradle of filth fucking blackmail
[25:17 - 25:32] brides corn freaking link at mark evanescence disturbed system was down like dude
[25:32 - 25:44] come on man like bruh if I wasn't you know why would I shit like this right here like
[25:45 - 25:56] let's see where's that
[25:56 - 26:06] why bro what was it you know or I didn't rock the emo stuff why would I rock this
[26:06 - 26:25] shit like this this is my last resort suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're fucking
[26:25 - 26:34] my hands polish every show I'm scared to fuck up so many really insane just say the same as it is
[26:34 - 26:41] and come on I'm never not here to tell them I hate never come get never change the shade
[26:41 - 26:50] two months I love someone don't leave me looking my eyes look at my life and your pieces this is
[26:50 - 26:57] not my last resort suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're fucking my boy I'm bleeding
[26:57 - 27:02] don't you fuck you'll kill me I'm bleeding
[27:02 - 27:12] this is my last resort come on a life in a million pieces won't do a fight cuz I got no reason
[27:12 - 27:19] don't kill me I'm gonna be there change out there don't know me there that's the point of which
[27:19 - 27:25] you can't sign I'm just a journey now you should be there take you out and find myself
[27:25 - 27:32] you're losing your vision because I'm losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would
[27:32 - 27:39] tell me I'm fine losing my sight losing my mind if somebody would tell me I'm fine
[27:39 - 27:46] nothing is all right nothing is fine
[27:46 - 27:58] cry come really into pieces this is my last resort suffocation
[27:58 - 28:02] no breathing don't give a fuck you're coming on breathe
[28:02 - 28:07] come on a life in a million pieces this is my last resort
[28:07 - 28:12] suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're going to breathe
[28:12 - 28:18] come on a life into pieces this is my last resort
[28:18 - 28:23] suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're going to breathe
[28:23 - 28:28] come on a life into pieces this is my last resort
[28:36 - 28:39] now this is for all my old school fans
[28:39 - 28:43] cry come on a life into pieces this is my last resort
[28:43 - 28:48] suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're going to breathe
[28:48 - 28:55] where's all my old school top roads man where y'all at
[29:00 - 29:06] going out into pieces I'll be very sorry suffocation no breathing don't give a fuck you're coming off
[29:06 - 29:12] breathing we really can't with our time we did we want we did we right
[29:12 - 29:15] you but till the night the night checks out that I'm right
[29:15 - 29:20] losing it's never sucked and I've got to play two times
[29:20 - 29:26] you know I'm losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
[29:26 - 29:31] losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
[29:31 - 29:33] nothing
[29:33 - 29:40] I don't really know what I was supposed to do
[29:40 - 29:42] till it was too late and I was hit through the thing
[29:42 - 29:45] brilliant you know chaos living in sin
[29:45 - 29:51] down the spiral bring around the skin it all started when I lost my mother
[29:51 - 29:56] running up to myself and I'm up to another chicken to find another part of high level
[29:56 - 30:00] fighting up in the crudches and temples
[30:00 - 30:04] somebody would tell me I'm fine
[30:04 - 30:07] losing my mind
[30:07 - 30:09] somebody would tell me I'm fine
[30:09 - 30:14] that it's all right nothing is fine
[30:14 - 30:18] I don't really know what it does
[30:18 - 33:24] I don't really know what it is
[33:24 - 36:10] [Music]
[36:10 - 36:12] And that's facts man
[36:12 - 36:14] You know all the pain that I have gone through
[36:14 - 36:18] Where I'm at now that shit was
[36:18 - 36:22] Unblessing in the skies for me because
[36:22 - 36:24] Without that pain
[36:24 - 36:26] Without that shit that I went through
[36:26 - 36:30] Without that stuff that I got put through
[36:30 - 36:32] Where would I be at
[36:32 - 36:34] I wouldn't be the person that I am today
[36:34 - 36:36] If it wasn't for that pain
[36:36 - 36:38] And that hatred and that hell
[36:38 - 36:40] That I got fucking put through
[36:40 - 36:42] For all these years
[36:42 - 36:44] So honestly
[36:44 - 36:46] I'm grateful for the pain
[36:46 - 36:48] I'm grateful for the bad situations
[36:48 - 36:50] Because if it wasn't for that bad shit
[36:50 - 36:52] That I got put through
[36:52 - 36:54] I wouldn't be the person that I am today
[36:54 - 36:56] I wouldn't be
[36:56 - 36:58] The person that tries to help people
[36:58 - 37:00] I wouldn't be the person
[37:00 - 37:02] That's willing to stick their neck out
[37:02 - 37:04] My neck out
[37:04 - 37:08] For people who truly need that help
[37:08 - 37:18] So to everyone that has given me shit
[37:18 - 37:20] To everybody that has hated on me
[37:20 - 37:22] To all those that have
[37:22 - 37:26] You know basically tried to break me down and destroy me
[37:26 - 37:28] Thank you
[37:28 - 37:30] Because you're trying to break me down
[37:30 - 37:32] And just made me better
[37:32 - 37:36] Thank you
[37:36 - 38:30] .
[38:30 - 38:32] No, but I got some for you guys
[38:32 - 38:42] Let's see if I can find the whole way that's in here
[38:42 - 38:47] If it's not in this set, I'll have to do it off to actually type it in
[38:47 - 38:50] Shit, I'm going to have to type it in probably
[38:50 - 38:52] Fuck
[38:52 - 39:14] .
[39:14 - 39:16] Yeah, that's my band
[39:16 - 39:32] .
[39:32 - 39:39] I can see my love passing me from my heart.
[39:39 - 39:46] Can I fall asleep in this solitary wake me up?
[39:46 - 39:54] Only in the alignment of all my dreams.
[39:54 - 39:59] I will survive.
[39:59 - 40:04] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[40:04 - 40:09] I feel alone when you're beside me.
[40:09 - 40:14] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[40:14 - 40:21] In my time of dying.
[40:21 - 40:28] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[40:28 - 40:33] I can see my love passing me from my heart.
[40:33 - 40:39] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[40:39 - 40:46] In my time of dying.
[40:46 - 40:51] I will survive.
[40:51 - 40:56] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[40:56 - 41:00] I feel alone when you're beside me.
[41:00 - 41:05] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[41:05 - 41:09] In my time of dying.
[41:09 - 41:39] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[41:39 - 41:44] In my time of dying.
[41:44 - 41:49] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[41:49 - 41:54] I will not die, I will be beside me.
[41:54 - 42:02] In my time of dying.
[42:02 - 42:54] I will not die, I'll wait here for you.
[42:54 - 43:07] How many of you guys recognize this song right here, man?
[43:07 - 43:14] This world will never be what I expected
[43:14 - 43:20] And if I don't belong to what I'm guessing
[43:20 - 43:26] I will not leave alone everything that I don't want
[43:26 - 43:32] To make you feel like it's not too late, it's never too late
[43:32 - 43:39] Even if I say you'll be alright
[43:39 - 43:45] Say I hear you say you want to end your life
[43:45 - 43:51] Not again, it's hard to just stay alone
[43:51 - 43:58] Maybe we'll turn it all around, 'cause it's not too late, it's never too late
[43:58 - 44:04] Who will ever see a sight reflected
[44:04 - 44:11] And is there something wrong, who will ever see
[44:11 - 44:17] How many of us don't know everything that I don't want
[44:17 - 44:23] To make you feel like it's not too late, it's never too late
[44:23 - 44:30] Even if I say you'll be alright
[44:30 - 44:36] Say I hear you say you want to end your life
[44:36 - 44:42] Not again, we try to just stay alone
[44:42 - 44:48] Maybe we'll turn it all around, 'cause it's not too late, it's never too late
[44:48 - 44:56] Who will ever see a sight reflected
[44:56 - 45:14] We lost, can't forget that the time we have all been lost again
[45:14 - 45:16] What up man John?
[45:16 - 45:22] Who will ever be what I expected
[45:22 - 45:27] If I don't belong
[45:27 - 45:34] Even if I say you'll be alright
[45:34 - 45:40] Say I hear you say you want to end your life
[45:40 - 45:46] Not again, it's hard to just stay alone
[45:46 - 46:01] Maybe we'll turn it all around, 'cause it's not too late, it's never too late
[46:01 - 46:06] It's not too late, it's never too late
[46:06 - 46:28] How the fuck is everybody doing today, man, how are you guys today?
[46:28 - 46:57] I swear to God, you have not had enough fun, bro, I got you, I got you
[46:57 - 47:14] I got you on a little bit of, uh, don't worry
[47:14 - 47:41] This is what I brought you, yes you can keep
[47:41 - 47:44] This is what I brought, show me, forget me
[47:44 - 47:47] I promised you I'd just bounce one thing
[47:47 - 47:57] Kiss my eyes and make me too sleep
[47:57 - 48:00] This is what I brought, I first began to keep
[48:00 - 48:03] This is what I brought, show me, forget me
[48:03 - 48:06] I promised you I'd want, just promise you'd sleep
[48:06 - 48:23] Kiss my eyes and make me too sleep
[48:23 - 48:26] This is what I brought, I thought you'd be me
[48:26 - 48:29] This is what I brought, so think me, now you
[48:29 - 48:32] I promised you I'd haunt, you promised one thing
[48:32 - 48:50] Kiss my eyes and make me too sleep
[48:50 - 48:59] Alright, I got you, I got you
[48:59 - 49:07] See if I can find the lyrics video to make it a little bit easier
[49:07 - 49:11] Ah shit
[49:11 - 49:19] Wow, y'all, we cut this controller off and switched over
[49:19 - 49:25] Ah, how you doing this?
[49:25 - 49:40] Did this thing come unplugged or something?
[49:40 - 50:00] Yeah, but we have to restart, so hold on, y'all
[50:00 - 50:04] No, this is not in here
[50:04 - 50:09] Alright guys, hold on, I need to do something here
[50:09 - 50:15] Oh, this is going to be fun
[50:15 - 50:27] Sorry for the technical difficulties guys
[50:27 - 50:55] I hate technical difficulties, I'm not a family of adults
[50:55 - 51:20] I hate having to do that shit man, it gets annoying
[51:20 - 51:27] I literally had to frickin' reset my Xbox because it decided to be a pain in the ass
[51:27 - 51:34] Because while this one charges, I literally have to turn the system off just to turn this one on
[51:34 - 51:37] Because this is a corded PDP controller
[51:37 - 51:48] So I literally have to cut this controller off, turn out the Xbox, turn it back on just to power this one on
[51:48 - 52:00] It's fucking stupid
[52:00 - 52:04] Alright, that one's charging, we're good on that
[52:04 - 52:27] Well, I ought to deal again for getting something
[52:27 - 52:41] Hold up, y'all, let me check something real quick
[52:41 - 52:43] Well, this is loading up
[52:43 - 52:47] This is something that I have not mentioned yet
[52:47 - 53:01] But this is something I have not mentioned yet that I was putting on for a very good reason
[53:01 - 53:11] And that is to congratulate my motherfucking brother Sean Sands aka Sean's Play on YouTube
[53:11 - 53:16] Who you guys know at Sean's Play, my brother Sean man
[53:16 - 53:19] I want to say congratulations
[53:19 - 53:25] The man just passed the 500 mark as of this morning man
[53:25 - 53:30] So congrats to my brother Sean on passing that 500 mark bro
[53:30 - 53:34] You're almost there dude, you're only 500 away bro
[53:34 - 53:37] You're right fucking there bro, you're right there Sean
[53:37 - 53:40] Keep that shit going bro, you're doing good
[53:40 - 53:43] You're doing good man, keep that shit up
[53:43 - 54:03] You're doing good bro
[54:03 - 54:22] Matter of fact, I got something to celebrate that man
[54:22 - 54:26] This song right here is going out to my brother Sean man
[54:26 - 54:37] So Sean, if you're watching bro, this one's for you bro
[54:37 - 58:13] You're doing good man, keep that shit up bro
[58:13 - 58:17] Something that I don't think a lot of people really think about
[58:17 - 58:21] That even I'm wrapping my head around still
[58:21 - 58:29] Matter of fact, me and Sean
[58:29 - 58:31] Me and my brother Sean were just talking about this
[58:31 - 58:33] This morning too
[58:33 - 58:37] We were just talking about this this morning too
[58:37 - 58:41] 13 years ago when me and him
[58:41 - 58:47] Before we even started YouTube, like when we first started out
[58:47 - 58:51] And he agrees with this and adds to that
[58:51 - 58:55] If you were to tell me and him both
[58:55 - 58:59] 13 years ago that we would not only become household names
[58:59 - 59:05] But that we would actually break records
[59:05 - 59:11] And sub counts, like getting up to a thousand subs faster than most
[59:11 - 59:15] Like if you were to tell me 13, 14 years ago
[59:15 - 59:19] Then I would actually be a YouTube superstar
[59:19 - 59:23] And then I would hit a thousand subs like that
[59:23 - 59:25] Twice in a row
[59:25 - 59:27] I would have looked at you like you're crazy
[59:27 - 59:29] I would have looked at you like
[59:29 - 59:33] What are you talking about, there's no possible way
[59:33 - 59:37] Back then I didn't think it was possible
[59:37 - 59:43] Back then I didn't think I would have the cult following that I have
[59:43 - 59:47] I never thought that I would have a good impact on people
[59:47 - 59:53] Where I try to help people and I get to live my dreams of being an artist
[59:53 - 59:58] I get to live my dreams of helping people
[59:58 - 60:03] Like if you were to tell me 13 years ago I would actually hit a thousand subs
[60:03 - 60:07] And actually become famous off this shit
[60:07 - 60:09] I would have said you're crazy
[60:09 - 60:13] If you were to tell my brother Sean 13 years ago
[60:13 - 60:18] That he would have hit a thousand subs by the end of this year
[60:18 - 60:20] He would have looked at you like you're crazy
[60:20 - 60:23] Because maybe we were just talking about this this morning
[60:23 - 60:27] He's still having trouble wrapping his head around the 500 mark
[60:27 - 60:29] Like think about that
[60:29 - 60:32] He's only 500 away
[60:32 - 60:33] That's it
[60:33 - 60:39] 500 subs and 500 subs and he'll be at that thousand mark
[60:39 - 60:43] He's doing just as good as I am if not better
[60:43 - 60:46] That dude's fucking killing it bro
[60:46 - 60:53] Like the man's a freaking genius
[60:53 - 61:03] So massive massive shout out to my brother Sean man
[61:03 - 61:05] We are almost there bro
[61:05 - 61:07] Keep that shit up Sean
[61:07 - 61:09] We are almost there my man
[61:09 - 61:12] We are right fucking there bro
[61:12 - 61:14] Keep that shit up
[61:14 - 61:32] Yeah but next here's the thing bro
[61:32 - 61:36] I don't know you the way that I know my brother Sean
[61:36 - 61:40] My brother Sean may not be my brother by blood
[61:40 - 61:43] Yeah we may not be related at all
[61:43 - 61:44] But let me tell you man
[61:44 - 61:47] That man has been more of a brother than me
[61:47 - 61:53] Than half these fake ass people that want to pretend to be my friend
[61:53 - 61:56] When everybody else turned away
[61:56 - 61:59] And walked away during the hard times
[61:59 - 62:01] He was right there
[62:01 - 62:06] He's the only one who had my back
[62:06 - 62:08] When I did dumb shit
[62:08 - 62:11] He was the first one to jump down my throat
[62:11 - 62:14] But also the first one to forgive me
[62:14 - 62:16] When everything went to shit
[62:16 - 62:18] To hell in a handbasket
[62:18 - 62:21] He was the first one to reach out and be like yo
[62:21 - 62:24] What's good you okay what's going on
[62:24 - 62:27] When I felt like throwing everything away
[62:27 - 62:30] He was the first one to kick my ass in the gear
[62:30 - 62:32] That's helping bro
[62:32 - 62:34] You can't give up you've got this
[62:34 - 62:37] You just gotta keep going you've got this
[62:37 - 62:41] And? Yeah
[62:41 - 62:44] Hold on y'all
[62:44 - 62:48] I'm guessing I've got a package
[62:48 - 62:50] I don't know let me go look
[62:50 - 62:53] What?
[62:53 - 62:59] Has everything worked this way now?
[62:59 - 63:01] Does it work out okay for you?
[63:01 - 63:03] Yeah I've gotten like maybe a one or two plus
[63:03 - 63:06] Which I don't think I think. No I'm just not going off
[63:06 - 63:08] Maybe we don't know what's wrong with this person
[63:08 - 63:10] So it works just to be honest
[63:10 - 63:11] It's not
[63:11 - 63:13] What?
[63:13 - 63:15] What is wrong with you?
[63:15 - 63:17] Take one take
[63:18 - 63:20] One
[63:21 - 63:22] Two
[63:23 - 63:24] Three
[63:25 - 63:26] Four
[63:27 - 88:54] Five

[0:00 - 0:29] Good morning everybody. What's up with it? What's up with it? What's up? Good morning everybody. What's up with it? What's up? Good morning everybody. What's up with it? What's up with it? I know y'all been wanting to see it. Y'all been asking for it.
[0:29 - 0:58] So, we are back baby. My first race, my first qualifying race I should say since January bruh. We're doing the qualifying rounds for Great Britain, which I'm super hyped for man and yes I am wearing my
[0:58 - 1:24] Schwinn Hypergrip Fingerless Racing Gloves. Throw my harness right quick and we're about to get it in boy. Also if you are new to the channel don't forget to hit that like, that subscribe button and that notification bell down below. Y'all.
[1:24 - 1:34] Thanks.
[1:34 - 3:06] Okay.
[3:06 - 3:13] We are about to get it in you guys.
[3:13 - 4:02] Okay.
[4:02 - 4:20] Looks like I'm the only one on the track this morning, y'all.
[4:20 - 4:34] Maybe there's people on the track around this time of the morning.
[4:34 - 4:54] Okay.
[4:54 - 4:56] No one seems to be on the wheel.
[4:56 - 4:59] Well, y'all got it, man.
[4:59 - 5:20] Let's go, bro.
[5:20 - 5:34] Now this one there, I'm making me use break assist, but the rest is on me, which is weird.
[5:34 - 5:58] Stay on the tracks on the track. We're good.
[5:58 - 6:00] Hey, bro.
[6:00 - 6:04] I'm on the wheel, dude.
[6:04 - 6:07] Oh, that looks sketchy.
[6:07 - 6:10] Yeah, this is gonna be a tough track right here.
[6:10 - 6:12] I can already tell you.
[6:12 - 6:25] Not right in this one before, but it's definitely a sketchy abstract.
[6:25 - 6:31] Yeah, it's sketchy track for sure.
[6:31 - 6:38] It's these damn chicane, dude. They get annoying.
[6:38 - 6:40] All right, we're in eighth.
[6:40 - 6:45] Ah, shit.
[6:45 - 6:49] Yeah, no shit.
[6:49 - 6:59] So we got one other guy on the track.
[6:59 - 7:17] Shit.
[7:17 - 7:41] This definitely give me a tough track to get a podium on.
[7:41 - 7:50] It seems, yeah, so many freaking chicanes and half circle turns, but it's crazy.
[7:50 - 8:19] Still has one track for them.
[8:19 - 8:48] Shit, that's gonna pull me behind by a lot.
[8:48 - 9:08] I need to get my ass in gear.
[9:08 - 9:12] Ah, crap.
[9:12 - 9:28] Freaking ran out of gas, dude.
[9:28 - 9:35] That's gonna drive out.
[9:35 - 9:42] All right, I got you, burger.
[9:42 - 9:59] Welcome back to the fold burger boy. What's good, man?
[9:59 - 10:19] The man, I can't say it feels damn good to be back behind the wheel. Whoa, what the?
[10:19 - 10:48] Nice and easy.
[10:48 - 11:17] Oh, crap.
[11:17 - 11:40] Thankfully, we're good. I don't know how the hell I missed that frickin ass bag like that.
[11:40 - 12:09] Yeah, this track's definitely gonna be a tough one come race.
[12:09 - 12:29] I hate having to throw out a little pedal through there.
[12:29 - 12:57] And I kinda have to get on the gas and get off the gas, get on the gas and get off the gas.
[12:57 - 13:26] Shit, that is fucked up, bro.
[13:26 - 13:55] Fuck.
[13:55 - 14:01] Now, I also say we'll be doing something super cool for y'all, man.
[14:01 - 14:10] Hey, Kerry, what's up?
[14:10 - 14:18] Now, if y'all don't know sometime between today and the 15th, which is Saturday, I will be doing something pretty damn cool.
[14:18 - 14:29] Yeah, actually, we'll be reviewing the first ever, one of the rarest Japanese imported games that I'm having delivered to my house.
[14:29 - 14:39] It's called Art Racing Evolution. I will be reviewing that.
[14:39 - 15:03] Whenever it gets here, I will be doing some gameplay other than reviewing it for you guys. So I'm super excited for that.
[15:03 - 15:09] There we go, I took that curve nicely, man. Let's go.
[15:09 - 15:18] What did that weight on the entry? Oh, we're good.
[15:18 - 15:37] Alright, we're in P8, come on.
[15:37 - 15:54] And of course, we have to return the garage and do some shit.
[15:54 - 16:06] What the hell is this car? Oh, I already read this car.
[16:06 - 16:11] Yes, I do have a few. Yes, I do have comments on the accusations.
[16:11 - 16:25] The Lexi everybody is thinking on.
[16:25 - 16:33] Yes, I do have comments on that. The Lexi everyone is thinking of is a different Lexi.
[16:33 - 16:39] The Lexi that everybody is thinking of is a totally different Lexi.
[16:39 - 16:46] It's not the one that everybody's thinking about is someone totally different, dude.
[16:46 - 17:15] It's not someone that you know who knows.
[17:15 - 17:44] Let's go, y'all. See if I can take that P1 spot.
[17:44 - 18:06] Sure, qualify over.
[18:06 - 18:11] Alright, qualify 12 to stop after the first run of the day.
[18:11 - 18:25] That's not bad.
[18:25 - 18:30] Yeah, you're totally fine, dude. You're way totally fine, bro.
[18:30 - 18:34] It's all good, brother.
[18:34 - 18:42] Like I said, people are sitting there, running their mouths, saying that it's this Lexi and that Lexi. All it is is drama, bro.
[18:42 - 18:50] That's all it is with them, dude. It's freaking drama.
[18:50 - 18:55] Like I said, dude, you're hearing it directly from the horse's mouth, bro.
[18:55 - 19:03] The Lexi that they're thinking of, like Marty knows the Lexi that I'm talking about.
[19:03 - 19:07] Marty knows the Lexi that I'm speaking about.
[19:07 - 19:16] And the Lexi that I was speaking about was my fiance before she passed.
[19:16 - 19:22] And she was like only three years younger than I was.
[19:22 - 19:30] Now, when we first started dating back in high school when I was a freshman, she was 14, I was 16.
[19:30 - 19:36] We only had like two to three years of an age difference. That's it.
[19:36 - 19:43] And when she passed, let's see, how old was she?
[19:43 - 19:57] So she would have been 28 at the time.
[19:57 - 20:00] And plus a week prior, her dad had passed away.
[20:00 - 20:15] Like literally, or not a week prior, about a month prior to her passing, her and her sister's dad had actually passed.
[20:15 - 20:24] Like her dad, like her and her sister's dad had actually passed away a month prior.
[20:24 - 20:29] Oh, shit. Yeah, that ended up well.
[20:29 - 20:44] So I get for not paying attention to the damn road.
[20:44 - 20:58] Even though I fucked up that whole laugh, this is still good practice.
[20:58 - 21:09] And another thing I talked about, too, that Lexi told me that I never really got to talk about is how Lexi told me to never be the victim.
[21:09 - 21:14] No matter what, never become the victim.
[21:14 - 21:29] And if you do start getting victimized like I've been getting by Kate and all that fight that stop being the victim.
[21:29 - 21:40] No one deserves to be victimized.
[21:40 - 21:57] Always stand up for yourself.
[21:57 - 22:01] Yeah, here we go, y'all.
[22:01 - 22:12] Let's see if I can take it. Oh, man, it's always an inside edge.
[22:12 - 22:17] Oh, pass that dude up with ease, man. That was nice.
[22:17 - 22:46] We came into that corner right on the edge. This barely got by, but we're solid. We did.
[22:46 - 23:03] Yeah, I know that.
[23:03 - 23:27] Yeah, I saw.
[23:27 - 23:35] Hey, what's up, P1, baby? Let's go.
[23:35 - 23:39] Let's go, man.
[23:39 - 23:51] Took that P1 spot. Boy, what's good? Oh, dude, you got lucky.
[23:51 - 24:08] I'm pretty sure that your ass would have been right into my front end.
[24:08 - 24:33] Ah, just kind of cruise it out to.
[24:33 - 25:02] See, there's something else I like to do, too, with it, but I'll sit there and I'll just cruise the track out like there is.
[25:02 - 25:31] Yes, the winner.
[25:32 - 25:43] No, her name was Lexi Workman.
[25:43 - 25:47] The Lexi I dated, her last name was Workman.
[25:47 - 25:51] That's W-O-R-K-N-A-N.
[25:51 - 26:10] Really different Lexi.
[26:10 - 26:16] Let's see our standings. We're going good.
[26:16 - 26:26] One, two, three.
[26:26 - 26:37] Yes, it is Carrie.
[26:37 - 26:45] But, man, does it feel good to be back behind the wheel, bro?
[26:45 - 26:55] And I can honestly say, y'all, I'm definitely super excited for November because if y'all did not know or catch it,
[26:55 - 27:05] this November, on November 9th, your boy is going to be one of the first in the world to get to play the brand new,
[27:05 - 27:09] Forza Horizon 5, man. I'm super stoked.
[27:09 - 27:18] So y'all will be seeing a very first looking look at the brand new Horizon 5 by yours truly, man.
[27:18 - 27:24] It's going to be so dope.
[27:24 - 27:31] And I tell you, I have gotten to play the demo and I was, I was impressed.
[27:31 - 27:34] I really like where they're going with it. It's super dope.
[27:34 - 27:40] I'm super excited for it. I got to play like a super early demo of the game.
[27:40 - 27:58] I'm very excited for it.
[27:58 - 28:07] And also, I will be jumping back on Horizon 4 for some dope-ass stress sessions with the guys, having a bomb-ass time, having some fun.
[28:07 - 28:33] Still holding that P1 spot, baby. Let's go.
[28:33 - 28:56] Now, I do have the pre-download of Horizon 5 in my thing, but I'm not downloading it yet until the day of.
[28:56 - 29:11] I have it in my install list, but I'm not downloading it until the day of, because that's when it releases and that's when I'll be able to do it.
[29:11 - 29:16] Well, as I said, I did get to play an early beta of the game and I was very impressed.
[29:16 - 29:28] Like, I was super hyped and very impressed with what they've done. They got a lot of new stuff dropping in, which I'm super psyched about some brand new stuff.
[29:28 - 29:32] Ah, fuck.
[29:32 - 29:39] Rookie mistake.
[29:39 - 29:48] Ooh, that's a good game. I'm not sure, man. I am not sure. There's a lot of good cards that they are bringing into the game.
[29:48 - 29:55] I did get to try out the brand new 2021 Ford Bronco, so I may go for that. I don't know.
[29:55 - 30:07] They are bringing Ken Block's Ford Bronco into the game, too, as well, which I'm super hyped about, because as you all know, I'm a huge fan of Ken Block.
[30:07 - 30:16] I actually raced with him and his family on Horizon 4 from time to time. Super nice guy, man. Very nice guy. Super chill, super cool.
[30:16 - 30:27] So, shout out to Ken and his family, bro.
[30:27 - 30:43] And in case y'all didn't know, I will be taking part in some rally cross events here in the next few months via Dirt Rally 2.0, which I'm super stoked about, because as you guys know, rally season, rally cross season is going up.
[30:43 - 30:58] And so I will be doing that as well.
[30:58 - 31:14] Which that right there is going to be a lot of fun, because as you guys know, I'm a huge fan of rally cross. Huge fan of Colin McCrae. I actually have in my closet the last hoodie ever made by Colin McCrae's company, No Fear.
[31:14 - 31:24] I do have the final camo green hoodie, which I will probably be breaking out of here in a bit to show y'all.
[31:24 - 31:28] Dude, why are you making that rook in this thing? Come on.
[31:28 - 31:30] Shit.
[31:30 - 31:32] Shit, shit, shit, shit.
[31:32 - 31:41] I think it's because I've brought wings down, because why am I not turning in that sharp way as I should be?
[31:41 - 32:07] Hey, we took first baby. Let's go.
[32:07 - 32:09] Let's go, man.
[32:10 - 32:15] To taskbar for qualifying baby. Let's go, man.
[32:15 - 32:38] Oh, I don't know. Oh, yo, I like that color scheme. I like that. I'll talk to you then.
[32:38 - 32:47] Yo, Rady, what up?
[32:47 - 32:53] Yeah, same Rady. What's good? How you doing?
[32:53 - 33:04] How you doing?
[33:04 - 33:11] Yo, yo, boy, took that top crawl fun spot. Boy, yes.
[33:11 - 33:15] Yo, boy, you're the lastest touch, son.
[33:15 - 33:29] Now, with that being said, I am about to flip over to something I know y'all been dying to see me do.
[33:29 - 33:40] We about to get it in on some horizon four, baby.
[33:40 - 33:45] Hey, so far, so good.
[33:45 - 33:52] I'm doing great, man. Yo, boy, took top qualifying spot for the race of Britain here.
[33:52 - 34:03] In a few days, man, I'm stoked, bro. I'm hyped, bro. Your boy just took top qualifying spot, man.
[34:03 - 34:18] After months of now being behind the wheel, your boy still got it.
[34:18 - 34:28] Your boy ain't lastest touch yet, man.
[34:28 - 34:52] Yo, Rick, what is it that you're confused about?
[34:53 - 35:09] No, no, no. I'll have to send you the link, Carrie. Carrie, I'll have to send you the link to her actual profile.
[35:09 - 35:18] You're probably looking at the wrong one.
[35:18 - 35:24] There are several different luxury workman's. I'll have to send you the link to her profile.
[35:24 - 35:53] Now, everybody, let me pull it up real quick.
[35:53 - 36:19] There you go, Carrie. That's Lexi's action. That's the Lexi that I'm talking about.
[36:19 - 36:26] She wasn't really that active on Facebook, so you'll probably just see a lot of my posts on there.
[36:26 - 36:37] But if you go through her friends list and look for her sister, she could tell you for herself that Lexi has passed, unfortunately.
[36:37 - 36:51] Welcome back, Charles.
[36:51 - 37:00] Now, I did receive a brand new car here that not many have their hands on right now, so we are about to bust that out right quick, and I'm super excited.
[37:00 - 37:13] I've never really driven this. I've never actually driven this car, so I'm super stoked, and it's the 2019 Razor Typhoon Speed, which I'm super stoked for.
[37:13 - 37:20] I've never driven this. I've never actually driven this car.
[37:20 - 37:40] Like, there's very few in the world who have their hands on this, on Horizon 4, so your board's about to get it in.
[37:40 - 37:50] I'll just tell you, what the hell? Yo, y'all seeing this shit? The speedometer's like on the freaking side right there. That is crazy.
[37:50 - 37:55] The speedometer's literally on the freaking side. That is nuts.
[37:55 - 38:00] Oh, oh, can we get out of here? Can we get out of here? Come on, come on, come on.
[38:00 - 38:11] Okay, we can't, damn, alright, we got enough power to get the hell out of this place. Let's get away from this swamp.
[38:11 - 38:21] I'll just save this for a nice little cruise here. Okay, apparently this thing only has one gear.
[38:21 - 38:46] What the shit? Oh, damn, she's quick.
[38:46 - 38:54] This thing definitely handles very well. I'm actually very impressed with it.
[38:54 - 39:10] It definitely stops on a dime.
[39:10 - 39:18] This thing actually feels really good.
[39:18 - 39:37] I'm actually shook at how well this thing handles. Oh, shit. Dude, this thing has some power. Holy crap, dude.
[39:37 - 39:57] I wonder how this thing will handle on the highway, though.
[39:57 - 40:09] I'm definitely very intrigued to see how it'll handle on the highway. Oh, took that corner way too hard.
[40:09 - 40:19] That was a wall.
[40:19 - 40:41] Dude, this thing handles like an F1 car almost. This thing is bananas, bro.
[40:41 - 41:10] Oh, yeah, that's great. A freaking $10 million car.
[41:10 - 41:19] Oh, you don't care. I actually do have Instagram.
[41:19 - 41:26] Yeah, see, that's not the Lexi I'm talking about. That's a totally different one.
[41:26 - 41:43] Totally different election.
[41:43 - 41:54] Dude, this thing has loads of power behind it. Holy fucking shit, bro.
[41:54 - 42:20] Dude, this thing has so much power behind it. Holy crap.
[42:20 - 42:41] Okay, this thing's quick. Holy shit.
[42:41 - 42:48] Oh, damn.
[42:48 - 43:07] Yo, this thing is almost too much to handle.
[43:07 - 43:13] It looks nice, though. I like the look of it. It looks like a freaking fighter jet.
[43:13 - 43:25] It's so sick, though. I love it.
[43:25 - 43:28] Excuse me.
[43:28 - 43:45] Like I'm used to fast cars and shit, but this is just crazy.
[43:45 - 44:05] Like I've driven some pretty quick cars. Don't get it wrong. But dude, this thing is freaking crazy.
[44:05 - 44:16] All right, we're coming up on the highway now.
[44:16 - 44:39] Let's do a poll at this thing and see how she does.
[44:39 - 45:08] Whoa, whoa, whoa. Oh, that car.
[45:08 - 45:17] Well, I actually ran this thing and I have a second year. She's got one year.
[45:17 - 45:28] Holy shit, this thing is quick, man.
[45:28 - 45:46] Bro, we are literally hitting 242 down this freaking straight.
[45:46 - 45:58] Whoa, this isn't bro. How? How is this thing so stable on your high speed?
[45:58 - 46:11] Like what? What? This makes no sense.
[46:11 - 46:17] Dude, we just did 242 going down that whole ass highway.
[46:17 - 46:29] That is insane.
[46:29 - 46:37] Bro, what the?
[46:37 - 46:45] They seem to definitely be getting the sprint race.
[46:45 - 47:10] Sorry, you are about to pass you up, brother.
[47:10 - 47:33] Yo, this don't prove how quick of a driver I am. Then what does?
[47:33 - 47:56] I'm literally hitting 241. Come on, hit 242. Come on, baby.
[47:56 - 48:07] All right, all right, all right. 242. Let's go, man.
[48:07 - 48:11] Dude, this thing is a lot of fun. I like this car.
[48:11 - 48:17] I'm not to modify it a bit, but bro, this thing is sick.
[48:17 - 48:23] Bro, this thing is a dope freaking car. I like this.
[48:23 - 48:30] I actually like this car a lot. That is a lot of fun.
[48:30 - 48:36] That car is so much freaking fun, dude. I like that.
[48:36 - 48:43] That car is badass. Let's upgrade this a bit.
[48:43 - 48:54] 777. 777. What's good?
[48:54 - 48:59] Got that 777 going now.
[48:59 - 49:05] Let's see what else I got in here that are exclusive to my account that hardly anybody even has.
[49:05 - 49:12] Let's see.
[49:12 - 49:20] That car is highlighted right there. That is actually a rare Mustang done by Hot Wheels, and the route is actually a very rare route.
[49:20 - 49:31] It's actually one of the boss cars from Need for Speed Pro Shoots. That's pretty cool to have.
[49:31 - 49:42] Got a lot of different drift cars, drift tunes.
[49:42 - 49:47] Dude, I got a lot of different cars up in here, man.
[49:47 - 49:52] I got a lot of rare cars that you can't even get your hands on anymore.
[49:52 - 50:09] If you have some cars, you cannot get your hands on anymore.
[50:09 - 50:21] Let's see, where did it go? There was one in here that came with a DLC only. I'm trying to remember which one it was.
[50:21 - 50:27] Fuck, can't find it.
[50:27 - 50:36] But we're actually about to bust out my Ferrari 599XX Evo with the dope ass Itasha Rap.
[50:36 - 50:48] Got to go Itasha Rap on this end. Got to do it.
[50:48 - 50:55] Here's the thing, bro. On Horizon 4, there is no cheat codes. It's all skill, brother.
[50:55 - 51:09] It's all skill when it comes to Horizon 4, man. There are no cheat codes.
[51:09 - 51:25] Oh, damn, now we're hauling arrows. Oh, just sent that man for him. Oops. Sorry.
[51:25 - 51:40] If I indulge the traffic here...
[51:40 - 51:44] Dude, there is no easy mode, hard mode. There's none of that shit.
[51:44 - 51:53] It's just all skill, brother. It's all skill, my man.
[51:53 - 52:03] Freaking traffic, dude. I'm trying to do a quick pull here.
[52:03 - 52:24] Get all these damn cards out of the way. Oh, thread the needle.
[52:24 - 52:34] Well, you can do this. But if you want to be quick like me, man, doing no assist is the way to go.
[52:34 - 52:55] Oh, shit. I know where I fucked up right there.
[52:55 - 53:04] 274 ain't bad.
[53:04 - 53:11] That's not my quickest, but not bad either.
[53:11 - 53:30] And just to show y'all that I'm not using any assist, let me hop into one of my drift cars here.
[53:30 - 53:35] I know what y'all are thinking, and I know I'm not hopping in Ken Block's Hoonigan Mustang.
[53:35 - 53:44] That thing is a freaking monster. I love it, but ain't no way I'm taming that fucking bitch.
[53:44 - 53:47] I am not doing that. Fuck that.
[53:47 - 53:57] Every time I rip that thing on wheel, I wind up fucking myself over, and I'm not about to do that.
[53:57 - 54:05] No, no, thank you. I will pass on the death sentence.
[54:05 - 54:12] You know, let's go for my Tasha wrapped Nissan 370 ZM. That is one of my personal favorites.
[54:12 - 54:25] I fucking love this car, bro.
[54:25 - 54:30] I just take a minute to appreciate this Tasha wrap right now.
[54:30 - 54:35] Let me show you all this dope ass wrap that I came up with for this.
[54:35 - 54:41] I want to show you all this dope ass wrap.
[54:41 - 54:46] Keep in mind, this took me about four hours to do the whole thing, bro.
[54:46 - 54:52] Look at that. Y'all can't tell that that ain't sick.
[54:52 - 55:03] Four hours for this whole damn wrap to be done.
[55:03 - 55:08] Y'all can't tell me this ain't fire.
[55:08 - 55:17] Look at that, bro. That ain't sick, dude. You got formula drift there on the back fender.
[55:17 - 55:30] You got Hachunemiku. You got Altair. You got Bridgetone right there, Bridgetone tires.
[55:30 - 55:34] Monster Energy on the front, HKS.
[55:34 - 55:41] The same thing on the other side, but with this, you got...
[55:41 - 55:55] I can't remember which one that is, but then you got Nismo, HyperX on either side, and yeah.
[55:55 - 56:24] So I'm going to have to rip this beast.
[56:24 - 56:53] Oh, Dan's taking that outer edge around the roundabout. What's good?
[56:53 - 56:57] I'm going to show you all the street drifting. Have some fun.
[56:57 - 57:05] Now, I did tune this myself, and I love the tune that I use for this.
[57:05 - 57:12] Because I tune this for both street drifting, like I'm doing now, as well as tailgate drifting, which I love.
[57:12 - 57:33] And then, of course, you get the occasional buses like that.
[57:33 - 57:41] Oh, Dan Waltz out. What's good?
[57:41 - 57:47] Shit.
[57:47 - 57:51] Freaking traffic, man.
[57:51 - 57:54] I'm almost having to take this up on the togate again.
[57:54 - 58:23] It's been a while since I've taken this to the togate.
[58:23 - 58:45] Look at that skill, baby.
[58:45 - 58:54] Excuse me.
[58:54 - 59:11] This won't happen, man, but we're good.
[59:11 - 59:19] Oh, we're good.
[59:19 - 59:23] Coming up to one of my favorite sections up here. I love this.
[59:23 - 59:39] This right here is probably one of my favorite sections on this road.
[59:39 - 59:57] And here's why. We got all this coming up. Thank you.
[59:57 - 60:02] Had to go through that wall around that man, but we're good.
[60:02 - 60:05] Oh, that was close.
[60:05 - 60:34] That was actually sketchy as fuck, bro. Not gonna lie. That was sketchy.
[60:34 - 61:23] Oh, I'm sorry.
[61:23 - 61:36] Let's see if we can hit one of my favorite drone sounds.
[61:36 - 62:08] Excuse me.
[62:08 - 62:37] I should have left it in the third view.
[62:37 - 63:02] That one's such a tight one, but it's so fun.
[63:02 - 63:31] Oh, I'm good.
[63:31 - 64:00] Yeah, that was a tree.
[64:00 - 64:08] Oh, boy.
[64:08 - 64:12] Oh, that was close. I know y'all seen that shit.
[64:12 - 64:38] That was too damn close.
[64:38 - 65:07] Man, it's always working gears.
[65:07 - 65:25] Crap, I got two sideways on that.
[65:25 - 65:34] I got way too sideways on that corner.
[65:34 - 66:01] That's the one.
[66:01 - 66:26] This is the same to the Touge real quick before I do like any serious runs.
[66:26 - 66:33] Threatened my dog again, motherfucker.
[66:33 - 66:41] No, no, no, I didn't want to hide you.
[66:41 - 66:59] Sorry, rec. That was an accident.
[66:59 - 67:05] Oh, God, it would be raining, wouldn't it?
[67:06 - 67:32] Well, it should just make things 100 times harder.
[67:32 - 67:35] Not what I wanted.
[67:35 - 67:41] I can barely see I'm sliding all over the road here dripping around.
[67:41 - 67:46] Not ideal conditions for drifting.
[67:46 - 67:59] But we're going to try to make it work.
[67:59 - 68:17] This is not ideal weather.
[68:17 - 68:35] Yo, your wife has here. We carry the fuck alone, dude.
[68:35 - 68:38] Young motherfuckers need to carry the fuck along.
[68:38 - 68:41] If you're going to go after somebody, go after me, bitch.
[68:41 - 68:43] I'm right here. What are you going to do?
[68:43 - 68:50] Talk shit. Threaten me with empty threads, bitch.
[68:50 - 68:54] I'll fucking treat you up and spit you out for breakfast, bitch.
[68:54 - 68:58] You ain't going to do nothing.
[68:58 - 69:03] Fucking pussies.
[69:03 - 69:21] Why don't you carry the fuck along, man? She ain't doing shit to you.
[69:21 - 69:36] You want to go after somebody, go after me, bro.
[69:36 - 69:42] I'm right here. I ain't afraid of your punk asses.
[69:42 - 69:48] Go after somebody like me who can handle your fake asses, bro.
[69:48 - 70:16] Bunch of pussy ass cowards.
[70:16 - 70:28] Not sure, Mike.
[70:28 - 70:34] I'm not sure, man.
[70:34 - 71:03] Uh, Squishy, better not be blocked.
[71:03 - 71:32] Yeah, Squishy ain't blocked.
[71:32 - 72:01] I'm going to get this out of the togate here, and then I'll go and check.
[72:01 - 72:30] Fuck.
[72:30 - 72:58] Oh, oh. Yeah, that's not good.
[72:58 - 73:24] I'm going to get back down to the bottom real quick, which won't take very long, and then I'll go check.
[73:24 - 73:53] All right, so I'm going to spit out the leaving and fork all the way down.
[73:53 - 74:07] All right, exactly, dude, and, you know, like I said, I do plan on improving on it quite a bit.
[74:07 - 74:11] I had a warm musician. Yo, I know that dude, super cool guy.
[74:11 - 74:20] I wonder what he's doing on the mountain this time of the morning.
[74:20 - 74:46] I wonder what Warren's doing on the mountain this morning.
[74:46 - 75:09] I need to check something real quick.
[75:09 - 75:38] All right, so I'm going to check something real quick.
[75:38 - 75:47] Oh, you know what slap on?
[75:47 - 76:10] Oh, he's going to slap by the camera. Snowflops, you know, check and see if slaps in the game at all.
[76:10 - 76:18] Let's see, my sister's on watching TV, my boy Johnny's watching.
[76:18 - 76:21] Oh, no, he's my Destiny 2.
[76:21 - 76:34] Netflix, 490, 490, 4 more Z9 sounds always fun.
[76:34 - 76:47] All right, so slap it on, Nick came on, shot the AR12 Nick, by the way.
[76:47 - 77:06] I think this was all four hours ago.
[77:06 - 77:18] My boy Anthony might be on here in a bit.
[77:18 - 77:36] Hey, yo, there's a hog and racing.
[77:36 - 77:43] That's dope, dude. I forgot I even had hog and racing all my shit.
[77:43 - 77:47] I totally forgot about that.
[77:47 - 77:51] Man, if y'all check that hog and racing, let me show you who the man is.
[77:51 - 77:55] Super cool dude too, very nice guy.
[77:55 - 78:13] I've actually gotten to speak with him a few times.
[78:13 - 78:39] Ooh, that's a new profile picture, that's sick.
[78:39 - 79:02] Dude, how did I mishap this?
[79:02 - 79:08] What the hell?
[79:08 - 79:14] Bro, no way, that's going to be a fun one.
[79:14 - 79:41] This is like five days, so let's check this out.
[79:41 - 79:50] Let's see, hold on, there's one here I want to show y'all that's actually super dope.
[79:50 - 79:56] Where'd it go?
[79:56 - 80:00] All right, here we go, let's do this. Where's the rainbow road going at?
[80:00 - 80:03] I want to see that one again, that one's fun.
[80:03 - 80:09] Here we go, this one y'all actually enjoy, this one's super dope.
[80:09 - 80:14] We're in the air, we're in the air, we're in the air, oh my god.
[80:14 - 80:18] All right, we're doing something crazy today.
[80:18 - 80:23] I'm so excited about this, so I just found out, I know the track's been available for a long time,
[80:23 - 80:28] but I found out it happened on the rainbow road, and I want to drift it.
[80:28 - 80:35] I haven't tried it yet, I've just downloaded it, I'm going to be using the Lowes Fowl Gang Car Pack again.
[80:35 - 80:40] I'm using the RX-7, which is such a fun car, it's so crazy looking.
[80:40 - 80:47] It's all chrome, we've got neon lights, Lambo doors, we've got this crazy neon rainbow road in the middle of space.
[80:47 - 80:51] I'm just going to go for it, sit up and wish you luck.
[80:51 - 80:55] Before we get going, hit that subscribe button, and turn notifications on so you don't miss any of our uploads.
[80:55 - 81:04] Let's do this.
[81:04 - 81:07] All right guys, no more off runs.
[81:07 - 81:12] I changed the competition tires, I found that out after the last video, that helps a lot.
[81:12 - 81:15] And then I dropped down to 24 PSI.
[81:15 - 81:18] Before we get going though, we've got to do two things.
[81:18 - 81:26] First of all, let's turn some lights on and drop the top of this.
[81:26 - 81:41] On top of the Lambo doors for a sec, we want our tires.
[81:41 - 81:47] What, get out, that is fired.
[81:47 - 82:07] These cars are our ages, all right, I've got no name out, we're just going to go for it.
[82:07 - 82:25] Oh my god, there's a barrier, okay, okay, all right.
[82:25 - 82:34] Oh, this is so sick, look at this.
[82:34 - 82:38] Oh, this is hot and rich, you know.
[82:38 - 82:53] This right here is hot and rich.
[82:53 - 82:57] Either one, dude, it's all good.
[82:57 - 83:02] Either one you want to call me, it's all good, bro.
[83:02 - 83:12] All right, here we go.
[83:12 - 83:32] This is so cool.
[83:32 - 83:45] No.
[83:45 - 83:52] Such an aggressive bank run.
[83:52 - 83:59] Also, I forgot to put my gloves on, I just realized that.
[83:59 - 84:02] Oh gosh, oh god.
[84:02 - 84:05] What, this is so crazy in New York, no!
[84:05 - 84:07] Oh god.
[84:07 - 84:12] What, this is so crazy in New York, no!
[84:12 - 84:19] That was terrifying.
[84:19 - 84:29] All right, let's get a good run, man, while we're in the air.
[84:29 - 84:36] Can y'all imagine doing this shit?
[84:36 - 84:41] Can y'all imagine actually doing this shit, that would be so dope.
[84:41 - 84:51] All right, I would have a blast with this.
[84:51 - 85:10] Come on.
[85:10 - 85:32] You know, this is making me want to redown, this is making me want to redownload our factor
[85:32 - 85:41] again, dude.
[85:41 - 85:45] Like, no joke.
[85:45 - 85:50] Like, no joke, this makes me want to redownload our factor.
[85:50 - 85:57] I used to have so much fun on our factors, it makes me want to redownload it.
[85:57 - 86:03] Okay, we're in the air, we're in the air.
[86:03 - 86:09] Oh my god!
[86:09 - 86:17] That was terrifying.
[86:17 - 86:26] I want to get this freaking, this first bank real good, and like, into the next one.
[86:26 - 86:31] Just no traction at all.
[86:31 - 86:38] Just freaking slides all over the place.
[86:38 - 86:54] Why did I get so slippery?
[86:54 - 87:02] I'm like afraid to just run through the wall because I just have no traction, really.
[87:02 - 87:04] That's my dude, Hagen, racing right there.
[87:04 - 87:11] Dude's a super chill guy, too, not even gonna lie.
[87:11 - 87:22] Can I slow down a little?
[87:22 - 87:34] That's a little wall town.
[87:34 - 87:40] God, it's so weird, like...
[87:40 - 87:44] Honestly, this is a terrible track, but it's really fun at the same time.
[87:44 - 87:51] But yeah, that's my dude, Hagen, racing.
[87:51 - 87:54] Yeah, no shit, dude.
[87:54 - 87:56] No shit.
[87:56 - 88:04] I wouldn't either.
[88:04 - 88:33] That would be so terrible.
[88:33 - 88:37] Let's head over to the mainland real quick and do a drift run.
[88:37 - 88:47] Let's see what we can do for a competition.
[88:47 - 88:51] But that right there, ladies and gentlemen, was my dude, Hagen, racing.
[88:51 - 88:54] Super chill guy, super funny guy, too.
[88:54 - 89:12] I talked to this dude on Game Chat before, dude's a super nice guy, man, very funny dude.
[89:12 - 89:40] Looking for my third ring, and I was like, where the fuck did my other ring go?
[89:40 - 89:54] A lot of the YouTubers that I meet, that I have a ton of friends with, are super chill people.
[89:55 - 90:23] I don't know what I'm talking about.
[90:23 - 90:51] Oh, I almost hit that man, that was close.
[90:51 - 90:58] Let's get through this section real quick and then I'm going to flip it over to competition mode.
[90:58 - 91:22] Let's see if we can get a drift battle going.
[91:22 - 91:29] Ah, that was a wall. I took that corner way too hard. I should have been down in third.
[91:29 - 91:34] But instead of month, the last was all the way up in third.
[91:34 - 91:53] I don't know what I'm talking about.
[91:53 - 92:07] Watch out here, and then, good drift. You know a wall is super important. Let's do a wall of super for one.
[92:07 - 92:20] Unranked.
[92:20 - 92:41] Oh, watch out for that tractor.
[92:41 - 93:04] And I know what you guys are wondering, am I really bringing back arch streams? Yes, I am. Probably later today I'm going to be doing an arch stream.
[93:04 - 93:21] Oh god, this is the one track. This is the one course I'm not a very big fan of, but I also do kind of like it at the same time.
[93:21 - 93:32] This is the one drift zone I'm not that big on, but I do still enjoy. I don't know why. I'm weird on that.
[93:32 - 93:42] Oh damn, we got a drift adventure. Let's go.
[93:42 - 93:56] Ah, somebody let me get through the frickin' drift zone first. Shit.
[93:56 - 94:01] Hey, that's what I do, man.
[94:01 - 94:05] Oh, are we doing all wheeler? Ah, fuck.
[94:05 - 94:10] The one kind of car I hate, all wheel drive. Fuck.
[94:10 - 94:21] But that's okay though, because hopefully I can use my EVO. Not using that thing. Fuck that. That thing is just for chilling.
[94:21 - 94:27] Come on, let me use my EVO. Let me use my EVO.
[94:27 - 94:56] Shit, I don't want to use my EVO. That sucks.
[94:56 - 94:59] That is true.
[94:59 - 95:16] Like, I do try to keep it mostly, I do try to keep it mostly, you know, music and art and bass, but at the same time, I do like to, you know, chill out, hang out, have a good time, getting out with some subs and fans and stuff. Hang out with some of my friends.
[95:16 - 96:00] Fuck.
[96:00 - 96:03] Oh my God, it's hanging with that guy.
[96:03 - 96:32] That was sick.
[96:32 - 96:55] Ah, we got a frickin frontward scrape, man. That sucked.
[96:55 - 97:07] Alright, I say dude's riffing along getting Junior's Mustang. Okay, I'll see you.
[97:07 - 97:24] Dude, I forgot how much fun this thing is.
[97:24 - 97:32] Alright, I'm not gonna lie, I'm digging the pearlescent tower on that 370Z. I don't know, on that AMG.
[97:32 - 97:39] Shit, I'm in 7.
[97:39 - 97:52] And I'm good.
[97:52 - 97:55] That was better than being dead last, I'll admit that.
[97:55 - 98:11] I just haven't been in 7 since dead last.
[98:11 - 98:40] Got a little lift there in the back.
[98:40 - 98:53] That feels good just being back to compete again, dude.
[98:53 - 99:11] Alright, my affair was really good to be able to compete in drift times again.
[99:11 - 99:40] Okay.
[99:40 - 99:54] Fuck.
[99:54 - 99:57] What the hell?
[99:57 - 100:17] How did that happen?
[100:17 - 100:46] Did I get that checkpoint? I was like a freak out there, dude. I was like, did I get that checkpoint? Did I not?
[100:46 - 101:01] Okay.
[101:01 - 101:30] Okay, I'm gonna carve out a wall.
[101:30 - 101:47] Okay.
[101:47 - 102:42] Oh.
[102:42 - 102:57] Alright, son, not bad.
[102:57 - 103:05] Plus, this is my first drift home in a while.
[103:05 - 103:11] So it's definitely fun to be back on the wheel. And yes, I'm repping motherfucking Harley Quinn, man.
[103:11 - 103:13] You gotta do it.
[103:13 - 103:17] You know you can't go wrong with Harley Quinn, man. You definitely can't.
[103:17 - 103:22] Harley Quinn is joking. You can never go wrong with it with a Harley Quinn and a Tasha wrap. You can't do it.
[103:22 - 103:32] There's no way you can go wrong.
[103:32 - 103:41] Bro, is that dude literally ripping a Lambo? Oh my god, the dude's ripping a Lamborghini too? Sorry.
[103:41 - 103:57] Bro, this dude's ripping a Lamborghini Centenario. What the hell? That's crazy.
[103:57 - 104:26] Oh, don't know what that word's entering.
[104:26 - 104:55] I do literally just rode that wall. That was sick.
[104:55 - 105:24] Excuse me.
[105:24 - 106:22] Okay.
[106:22 - 106:25] Shit.
[106:25 - 106:54] No, it's free. No, it's fine.
[106:54 - 107:08] It's hard to see how this dude's smoke trail.
[107:08 - 107:19] All right, good. You want to get around now? Or not?
[107:19 - 107:48] Dude, it's that freaking smoke trail right there, man.
[107:48 - 108:08] Holy shit, we were just tired, tired with an 8-6 out there. That was sick.
[108:08 - 108:24] Ah shit, I missed the checkpoint. Fuck.
[108:24 - 108:53] All day we're worth entering. Let's go, got down to our worst entry line. And of course, going outside, yeah.
[108:53 - 109:22] Nice little water.
[109:22 - 109:43] Okay.
[109:43 - 109:51] Yeah, there's nowhere else here for this one.
[109:51 - 110:20] Yeah, there's no way I'm taking this one.
[110:20 - 110:40] Oh man, he's going to rip it out while we can.
[110:40 - 110:44] Damn, man.
[110:44 - 110:53] I like the 240 that guy, but it's a freaking pain.
[110:53 - 111:22] Oh, it sounds still holding sounds. All right.
[111:22 - 111:28] Now this rap right here, this Harley Quinn rap, that was actually done by a good friend of mine.
[111:28 - 111:33] So shout out to the homie that actually hooked him up with his dope ass rap.
[111:33 - 112:02] Fucking love it, dude. It's so sick.
[112:02 - 112:27] Ouch.
[112:27 - 112:56] Maybe this one guy are literally battling it out for first. That's crazy.
[112:56 - 113:15] Ouch.
[113:15 - 113:22] Yo, what the.
[113:22 - 113:49] That was here.
[113:49 - 114:18] Where in the.
[114:18 - 114:21] This is literally ripping a Lamborghini.
[114:21 - 114:27] That is just crazy.
[114:27 - 114:39] This is literally ripping a hyper car around that is like, that's unheard of.
[114:39 - 114:44] Ow.
[114:44 - 115:08] That hurt.
[115:08 - 115:34] Okay, yeah, I don't want to miss that one.
[115:34 - 116:03] I'm not doing something right now, man. I was killing it. I was like, what the shit.
[116:03 - 116:21] Shit.
[116:21 - 116:25] Yeah, there's no way I'm going to be able to get back over the seven or even eight.
[116:25 - 116:43] Okay.
[116:43 - 117:12] Alright, now I get like, that was pretty dope.
[117:12 - 117:41] I'm trying to look after Stacy. That was sick.
[117:41 - 118:09] Okay.
[118:09 - 118:17] How did I miss that?
[118:17 - 118:38] Y'all saw that, right? I really reverse entered that and somehow missed it.
[118:38 - 119:07] Okay.
[119:07 - 119:36] Ah, man.
[119:36 - 119:58] Yeah, that is true. I mean, it could have been worse.
[119:58 - 120:02] I could have finished dead last.
[120:02 - 120:08] I don't know anything that was wrong. There was a windshield got cracked and that was it.
[120:08 - 120:12] Oh, hold up. Hold up. We got a wheelspin.
[120:12 - 120:19] First, I'm going to check this to the name gifts. Nope.
[120:19 - 120:23] I'll finish this off with a wheel spin. Come on, baby. Can we give you a spin?
[120:23 - 120:27] Come on, give me a spin. Oh, yo, give me that mill. Give me that mill.
[120:27 - 120:38] Oh, I think I'm going to work. I'll take that.
[120:38 - 120:45] I will take that man.
[120:45 - 120:51] Let's see what we got on the list for horizon challenges.
[120:51 - 121:03] Watch your forehead as hard as you can in other things. Okay.
[121:03 - 121:29] That is true.
[121:29 - 121:32] Damn, two hour mark. That's crazy, bro.
[121:32 - 121:37] I just like that we're at the two rally yard job.
[121:37 - 121:43] Watch for a phenomenon, phenomenon that was as far as you can.
[121:43 - 122:01] Brothers will be easy. Let's go.
[122:01 - 122:30] Okay.
[122:30 - 122:39] All right.
[122:39 - 122:53] Why is this not one that I think it is? Yes, it is.
[122:53 - 123:18] Time to do what I'm good at.
[123:18 - 123:25] I know where I went wrong.
[123:25 - 123:44] I slowed down right there when I should have kept speeding.
[123:44 - 123:48] Let's go, man.
[123:48 - 124:17] Okay.
[124:17 - 124:31] Do you have what it takes?
[124:31 - 124:45] Oh, what am I supposed to do?
[124:45 - 124:50] Yeah, what is it? I'm supposed to do in the back plate.
[124:50 - 125:12] I guess we'll find out, huh?
[125:12 - 125:20] Oh, fuck me, giant ramp.
[125:20 - 125:31] Oh.
[125:31 - 125:42] Oh, boy.
[125:42 - 125:46] How much.
[125:46 - 125:58] Oh, let's see what I have to do, okay.
[125:58 - 126:16] We're good, we're good.
[126:16 - 126:21] This is like some gin con type shit.
[126:21 - 126:42] Oh, the truck.
[126:42 - 127:01] Oh, yeah.
[127:01 - 127:07] Yeah.
[127:07 - 127:14] All right, guys. Hold it down for me. Mons, you all know what to do. I'll be right back.
[127:14 - 127:17] That shit was fun. Not gonna lie, I like that course. That was cool.
[127:17 - 127:23] That was nice of a gin con type shit with a freaking four by four truck.
[127:23 - 127:51] That was actually sick.
[127:52 - 133:36] Okay.

[0:30 - 0:43] Hello, everyone.
[0:46 - 0:53] Before I get into things, I do want to take a minute to apologize to
[0:53 - 0:59] Mari for what I did on your, well, not what I did on your stream, don't skate.
[0:59 - 1:05] But what I said to you, I do apologize for calling you fake, Mari.
[1:05 - 1:08] And I do hope you feel forgive me.
[1:08 - 1:14] And I do hope that you understand that when I said what I said, I was angry.
[1:14 - 1:15] I was mad.
[1:15 - 1:20] I was very pissed off and upset and rightfully so.
[1:26 - 1:39] Also, [BLANK_AUDIO]
[1:39 - 1:40] I don't know what to do anymore.
[1:43 - 1:45] I don't know what to do about Kate anymore.
[1:48 - 1:54] Cuz it seems like every time I bust my eyes and work my ass off.
[1:59 - 2:07] Making paintings, posting them up on Instagram.
[2:07 - 2:11] I get called fake and a thief.
[2:11 - 2:18] I take and I make clothing designs out of my own home artwork that I've done.
[2:18 - 2:22] The shop gets taken down and I get called fake.
[2:28 - 2:30] I don't know what to do anymore.
[2:33 - 2:40] Like, I really just, I don't know what to do anymore.
[2:40 - 2:45] Like, I'm fighting so hard.
[2:48 - 2:55] To actually make a living and ultimately a career out of doing my artwork.
[2:55 - 3:02] But yet, it seems like everyone in the world is out to fucking stop me and
[3:02 - 3:03] I don't understand why.
[3:05 - 3:13] Like, what did I ever do to anyone that makes them wanna fucking shut me down?
[3:13 - 3:17] And not let me do the things I want to do with my life.
[3:17 - 3:21] Like, turning my fucking artwork that people love into a career.
[3:21 - 3:28] Artwork that people genuinely enjoy, I don't get it.
[3:36 - 3:38] That's not what I'm talking about.
[3:38 - 3:41] I'm not talking about this shit with Kate.
[3:41 - 3:44] I'm not worried about that.
[3:44 - 3:52] What I wanna know is why is it that everyone seems to be fucking
[3:52 - 3:56] out to shut me down when I've done nothing wrong?
[4:06 - 4:14] Like, I literally worked my ass off on these two abstract art pieces earlier today.
[4:14 - 4:18] Well, yesterday now, but I have this one right here.
[4:28 - 4:30] And I have this one right here as well.
[4:30 - 4:34] Both of which I busted my ass on.
[4:34 - 4:38] And people think this shit is easy to do.
[4:41 - 4:43] This actually is not easy to do.
[4:43 - 4:48] Cuz when you do trick style art, you have to get it proper.
[4:48 - 4:49] You have to get it right.
[4:49 - 4:53] That in itself is a fucking art form.
[5:02 - 5:08] And that painting that I did for you guys live, that first one that I did,
[5:08 - 5:10] I don't know how I did that.
[5:10 - 5:13] I really don't.
[5:14 - 5:22] See, I'm the kind of artist, see, I'm the kind of artist that when I do artwork,
[5:22 - 5:26] I can never replicate the same piece.
[5:26 - 5:31] And a lot of people have been asking me, can I do that exact piece?
[5:31 - 5:33] Honestly, I can't.
[5:33 - 5:40] I don't know why, I don't know if it's me as an artist,
[5:40 - 5:43] but I'm the kind of artist that when I do an art piece,
[5:43 - 5:45] I can never replicate it again.
[5:45 - 5:48] I can never do the same style again.
[5:48 - 5:55] Believe me, I have tried and tried and tried to do the exact same image before,
[5:55 - 6:01] multiple times with some of my older drawings growing up and I just can't do it.
[6:01 - 6:06] I'm the kind of person that it's literally a one off image.
[6:06 - 6:10] No image for me is the same.
[6:10 - 6:13] For me, no art piece is the same.
[6:13 - 6:20] I don't know if that runs in my family or what I don't understand,
[6:20 - 6:24] but what you guys that judge me don't understand is this.
[6:24 - 6:33] What you guys that want to judge me, what y'all don't understand is this.
[6:37 - 6:44] I've been doing artwork my whole life, my entire life, I've been doing artwork.
[6:44 - 6:49] And my art literally runs in my blood.
[6:49 - 6:58] Artwork legitimately runs in my fucking veins.
[6:58 - 7:06] My great grandmother was a very well-established, self-published author and artist.
[7:11 - 7:14] And many members of my family draw as well,
[7:14 - 7:22] including several of my nieces and nephews, my cousins, both my sisters draw.
[7:22 - 7:28] My mom is amazing at shading and coloring.
[7:28 - 7:31] She's one of the best at shading and coloring.
[7:31 - 7:35] I want to surprise she doesn't have a job doing it.
[7:36 - 7:40] So ultimately, me doing artwork fell into my lap.
[7:40 - 7:43] Well, it didn't really fall into my lap, but I was born with it.
[7:43 - 7:48] From the time I was four years old when I could hold a crayon,
[7:48 - 7:51] up until now, I've been doing artwork.
[7:51 - 7:57] So for 30 freaking years, I've been doing art my whole life.
[8:00 - 8:11] But what I don't understand is why people want to sit there and bash on me because I decide to go
[8:11 - 8:17] into the gray areas of doing fair use art, as well as my own paintings,
[8:17 - 8:22] like you guys have seen many times over, over the last few days.
[8:26 - 8:34] Like, I don't understand where it's fair that you guys sit there and tell me to get a job.
[8:34 - 8:38] Every day you guys tell me to get a job.
[8:38 - 8:45] And then when things start to take off, and I have had this happen,
[8:45 - 8:52] I have witnesses that have said this and have shown this and have seen this.
[8:53 - 8:57] Every time my stuff starts to take off and go somewhere good,
[8:57 - 9:02] and I start to make real money off of what I love,
[9:02 - 9:08] someone somewhere down the line shuts me down for no reason.
[9:08 - 9:11] And I don't understand why.
[9:11 - 9:20] I don't understand why it is that you guys feel like you have to single me out.
[9:20 - 9:29] Why not go after somebody like Tony, who is a real pedophile?
[9:29 - 9:37] Tony and Saucy are both very real pedophiles.
[9:37 - 9:42] Saucy has been convicted of pedophilia.
[9:42 - 9:47] Tony has actually been proven to be a pedophile.
[9:47 - 9:57] But here's the thing, vape rookie.
[9:57 - 10:02] And vape, I'm not trying to hate on you or anything at all, bro.
[10:02 - 10:02] I'm really not.
[10:02 - 10:04] I totally understand where you're coming from.
[10:04 - 10:05] And I get it.
[10:05 - 10:11] But what you don't, you're like, I'm not trying to say this to be rude or mean or anything, bro.
[10:11 - 10:12] I'm really not.
[10:12 - 10:15] But I don't know what any other way to put this.
[10:16 - 10:22] But I don't know if you're very aware of my story or my living conditions right now,
[10:22 - 10:32] but I'm unfortunately unable to get a regular job right now as my mom's boyfriend, my stepdad,
[10:32 - 10:41] here next month is actually going to be going into multiple surgeries over the next four months
[10:41 - 10:44] and will not be able to work.
[10:45 - 10:48] And they are actually their elderly.
[10:48 - 10:50] They are very much elderly.
[10:50 - 10:55] They're in their fifties and sixties and they're not able to do very much.
[10:55 - 10:58] I live here at home with my family.
[10:58 - 10:59] I help them out.
[10:59 - 11:06] Like I do what I can to help them out around the house with simple things,
[11:06 - 11:13] like helping them get to the bathroom, helping them get their socks and shoes on,
[11:13 - 11:16] helping them up and down stairs, helping them with the laundry,
[11:16 - 11:21] helping them with dishes, yard work, doing what I can to help.
[11:21 - 11:30] And after the surgery, they're going to need somebody here to help out, which is me.
[11:30 - 11:34] I've been taking care of my family my whole life.
[11:34 - 11:35] That's all I've ever known.
[11:35 - 11:40] I've not had that luxury of working a regular job.
[11:41 - 11:43] I mean, I did for a while.
[11:43 - 11:45] I worked odd jobs.
[11:45 - 11:54] I mowed lawns and did odd jobs here and there from about 2010 to about 2015
[11:54 - 11:58] when my older brother passed away from cancer.
[11:58 - 12:06] When I wasn't in high school on the weekends, I was working odd jobs to help make ends meet.
[12:08 - 12:12] And then unfortunately, my brother got diagnosed with lung cancer and passed away.
[12:12 - 12:15] And that made things very hard on us.
[12:15 - 12:19] My mom was very, very depressed.
[12:19 - 12:20] I was very depressed.
[12:20 - 12:27] And we had to deal with a lot of stuff with the aftershock and the after effects
[12:27 - 12:29] of my brother's passing.
[12:29 - 12:33] And then literally that same year in December,
[12:34 - 12:38] I had actually lost my best friend Zach to a murder.
[12:38 - 12:42] Zach was like my little brother.
[12:42 - 12:45] He was my best friend since high school.
[12:45 - 12:51] And after he passed, I didn't know what to do with myself.
[12:51 - 12:55] I truly did not know what to do with myself.
[12:55 - 13:00] I had tried to go back to working odd jobs.
[13:00 - 13:04] And I just, I kept lashing out at people.
[13:04 - 13:08] I had gotten fired from many of my odd jobs because I'd lashed out
[13:08 - 13:17] because I was so upset and devastated by the loss of my best friend that it tore me up inside.
[13:17 - 13:26] And then that's when I started turning to my music as an outlet.
[13:28 - 13:32] And ultimately turning to my artwork as an outlet.
[13:32 - 13:37] And the whole time as I was doing my artwork and my music,
[13:37 - 13:41] I had people telling me that I should pursue those things as a career.
[13:41 - 13:47] And that's what I had started to take my music seriously.
[13:47 - 13:50] And I had actually had a record deal at one point.
[13:50 - 13:57] But due to a lot of the negative stigma on YouTube that had been thrown my way,
[13:58 - 14:00] I had unfortunately lost that deal.
[14:00 - 14:05] It was just a small time vocal label.
[14:05 - 14:06] They're still pretty cool people.
[14:06 - 14:08] Like I'm still very cool with them.
[14:08 - 14:14] But once I'd lost that, I had to do everything on my own.
[14:14 - 14:20] I had to learn how to create music on my own.
[14:20 - 14:26] I had to learn how to do essentially everything that a record label does.
[14:27 - 14:30] I had to learn to do that all on my own.
[14:30 - 14:35] I had to learn to produce my own music, my own beats, instrumentals.
[14:35 - 14:43] I had to learn to record and mix and master, which I did master all those things.
[14:43 - 14:45] I was able to do all those things.
[14:45 - 14:51] But unfortunately, due to the lack of promotion from other people,
[14:51 - 14:55] it never really went anywhere.
[14:55 - 15:00] So that's when I decided to turn to my artwork here over the past few weeks.
[15:00 - 15:03] That's when I decided to turn to my artwork full time.
[15:03 - 15:09] Because I had grown up doing artwork my whole life since I was like four years old.
[15:09 - 15:15] So ultimately for me doing my artwork is that's in my blood.
[15:15 - 15:21] Artwork literally doing art legitimately runs in my veins.
[15:23 - 15:29] I'm an artist at heart, I have the blood of an artist.
[15:29 - 15:33] And honestly, I love doing art.
[15:33 - 15:38] I can honestly say that over the past few days, I have found I have literally
[15:38 - 15:44] reignited that flame and that passion for doing artwork again.
[15:44 - 15:49] And one of which I actually did the other night is the Art and Chill live stream.
[15:49 - 15:51] If you're if you want to check it out, you're more than welcome.
[15:51 - 16:01] You're more than welcome to check that stream out.
[16:01 - 16:13] But like I said, I want to make my artwork a career.
[16:15 - 16:22] You know, I want to be able to say, hey, I get to do artwork for a living.
[16:22 - 16:27] I get to paint pictures for people and do fun stuff like that.
[16:27 - 16:32] I want to be able to sit there and say, hey, I got an art sponsor.
[16:32 - 16:36] I'm doing something that nobody else can do like me.
[16:39 - 16:47] But in order for me to be able to get those art sponsorships, I need people to quit bullying me,
[16:47 - 16:53] quit taking down my shops and quit harassing me and my family every day.
[16:53 - 17:01] Like, guys, for those of you that troll me and attack me the way that you guys do,
[17:01 - 17:08] what you guys don't seem to understand or seem to realize is that my parents are elderly.
[17:09 - 17:15] They cannot handle this level of stress that you guys bring on to me.
[17:15 - 17:19] They don't need it, OK?
[17:19 - 17:24] My family didn't ask for the stress that you guys bring on to me.
[17:24 - 17:37] You don't know how many times my mom alone has felt bad that
[17:37 - 17:45] nobody will let me do what I need to do.
[17:45 - 17:51] You have no idea how many times my mom has tried to reach out and fucking help
[17:51 - 17:55] to put all this to a stop so I can be successful.
[17:55 - 17:58] I have literally watched my mom
[17:58 - 18:05] blow her fucking eyes out because she's so upset at the fact that y'all do what you do to me.
[18:06 - 18:10] It's not fair to me and it sure as fuck isn't fair to her
[18:10 - 18:13] or anyone else in my family that you guys go after.
[18:13 - 18:18] You guys seriously need to re-evaluate what you do
[18:18 - 18:22] because what you guys do to me just doesn't affect me.
[18:22 - 18:26] It affects everyone in my family.
[18:26 - 18:28] It affects my mom, my stepdad.
[18:28 - 18:30] It affects everyone.
[18:30 - 18:34] It affects other people other than just me.
[18:34 - 18:41] And you guys need to understand that.
[18:41 - 18:49] Everybody has been asking me lately why am I not doing music?
[18:49 - 18:55] Why have I not made any music recently other than the covers that I did on live?
[18:55 - 19:00] Well, the reason for that is because I want to leave the music industry for good.
[19:00 - 19:03] I don't want to do music anymore.
[19:03 - 19:08] I really don't, I'm burnt out on it.
[19:08 - 19:16] I've been doing music for so long when really I should have been doing my artwork the whole time.
[19:16 - 19:21] I've been focusing on the wrong things the whole time when I should have been focusing on my artwork.
[19:21 - 19:27] I really should have been focusing on my artwork this whole time.
[19:27 - 19:32] And now that I'm finally doing it, all of a sudden I'm getting attacked for no reason.
[19:33 - 19:42] All because I'm trying to make my true skills as an artist real.
[19:42 - 19:47] Trying to create something that people love.
[19:47 - 19:52] Something that I can actually make a very real living at.
[19:52 - 20:01] But unless you guys leave me alone and you stop causing my family stress, that'll never happen.
[20:02 - 20:14] So, I'm asking you guys to please, please stop causing me and my family stress.
[20:14 - 20:21] Please stop with the attacks and please stop reporting my shots.
[20:21 - 20:25] Especially when it's my original work that I do by hand.
[20:25 - 20:30] I do deserve a chance to make my dreams a reality.
[20:31 - 20:36] My family deserves the money, because my family has given me life.
[20:36 - 20:41] And I'm just trying to give back to them the same way that they gave to me.
[20:41 - 20:44] They gave me life.
[20:44 - 20:49] So, it's only fair that I'm able to repay them for what they've done.
[20:49 - 20:56] It's only fair.
[21:04 - 21:08] You know, all I've ever wanted to do my whole life was artwork.
[21:17 - 21:21] You know, all I've ever wanted to do since I was a little kid
[21:25 - 21:28] is do something that I can be remembered for.
[21:31 - 21:33] And I did some good stuff with music.
[21:33 - 21:35] I really did.
[21:44 - 21:47] You know, I did stuff with my music that nobody else can do.
[21:47 - 21:49] I created new genres.
[21:49 - 21:52] I broke boundaries and barriers.
[21:54 - 21:55] And people loved it.
[21:55 - 21:57] Even though it didn't really take off like it should have,
[21:57 - 22:02] I still created something that people will always remember and love.
[22:05 - 22:08] But when it comes to my artwork, that's where my true passion was.
[22:10 - 22:14] That's where my true talent comes out at is in my artwork.
[22:18 - 22:23] And for you guys to rob me of that is not fair to me,
[22:23 - 22:25] nor is it fair to my family.
[22:28 - 22:32] I'm trying to run a fair legitimate business with my artwork.
[22:33 - 22:35] But it seems like nobody wants to let me do that.
[22:36 - 22:40] And I don't understand why for the love of God, I don't get it.
[22:41 - 22:42] Like what is it?
[22:42 - 22:50] What's so bad about me that makes you want to make it to where I don't make it doing my artwork?
[22:52 - 22:55] I get that I did some fucked up shit, okay?
[22:55 - 23:01] I get that what I fell for and how I was framed by Kate and how I was tricked
[23:01 - 23:05] and catfished by Kate and how I fell for it.
[23:05 - 23:07] I get that what I did with that was wrong.
[23:07 - 23:11] I understand that and I've already taken responsibility for that
[23:11 - 23:14] by admitting my wrongs, by admitting what I did.
[23:14 - 23:17] I admitted to my wrongs.
[23:17 - 23:21] I admitted what I did was wrong, okay?
[23:22 - 23:23] And I paid the price for it.
[23:26 - 23:32] Most people wouldn't even have the courage or the balls to even admit to what they did wrong.
[23:32 - 23:36] But me, I manned up and I admitted to my wrongs.
[23:36 - 23:38] I faced my demons.
[23:44 - 23:49] So what I don't understand is why is it that nobody can seem to let me do me?
[23:51 - 23:55] Why is it that nobody can let me do what I have to do with my life
[23:55 - 23:57] and my artwork to make a true living?
[23:59 - 24:02] Why is it that I have to be the one to be singled out when there are plenty
[24:02 - 24:09] of other pedophiles out there like Tony and Saucy who are actually known pedophiles?
[24:10 - 24:12] Who actually have a history of this shit?
[24:14 - 24:17] Why go after somebody that's only done it one time?
[24:18 - 24:23] And fell for a fucking trick and got framed in catfish.
[24:24 - 24:27] Why go after the guy that got catfished?
[24:27 - 24:34] Why not go after people like Tony and Saucy who are actually pedophiles
[24:34 - 24:38] and have proven to be pedophiles on many live streams?
[24:42 - 24:46] I'm just an artist trying to do what he needs to do to provide for his family.
[24:47 - 24:50] Is there anything wrong with doing that?
[24:50 - 24:54] Is there anything wrong with wanting to use my artwork to be able to provide for my family?
[24:57 - 24:59] Like I don't understand the harm in that.
[25:03 - 25:10] I don't understand the harm in me wanting to use my artwork to make a living for my family.
[25:18 - 25:23] And Chi-town, that was before I found out that Saucy was a pedophile.
[25:23 - 25:32] I did not know he was a pedophile until after I gave him the shout out and I started doing
[25:32 - 25:34] research on him with some friends of mine.
[25:34 - 25:39] That's when I found out because one of my friends found some stuff on him and they showed me.
[25:40 - 25:43] I was unaware at the time when I gave him the shout out,
[25:43 - 25:46] I was unaware that he was a pedophile.
[25:46 - 25:49] I had no knowledge of it at all.
[25:50 - 25:52] I was not told this ahead of time.
[25:52 - 25:54] I was not showing any kind of information.
[25:55 - 25:57] And honestly, he didn't give up that kind of vibing.
[25:58 - 26:01] I thought he was just a guy that had no offense to Saucy,
[26:01 - 26:06] but I thought that he was just a guy that had special needs that was a little bit off.
[26:07 - 26:09] And he was just being nice.
[26:09 - 26:12] I was unaware that he actually was a pedophile.
[26:16 - 26:19] And I do regret shouting out Saucy.
[26:19 - 26:19] I really do.
[26:19 - 26:24] Had I known he was a pedophile, I would not have shouted him out.
[26:24 - 26:27] I would not have befriended him at all.
[26:29 - 26:33] I was unaware that Saucy is actually a pedophile.
[26:35 - 26:40] I was not made aware of this stuff until a few weeks ago.
[26:42 - 26:45] Why do you think I no longer speak to Saucy?
[26:46 - 26:50] Why do you think I no longer speak with the images and all those guys?
[26:51 - 26:53] Why do you think I no longer associate with them?
[26:55 - 26:59] Because of Saucy and other people that are in that community that are actually pedophiles
[26:59 - 27:02] and other shit like that.
[27:04 - 27:11] I'm focused on me and what I need to do for my family.
[27:23 - 27:30] Actually Travis, it does matter, dude.
[27:30 - 27:32] It really does.
[27:35 - 27:37] It really does matter.
[27:37 - 27:40] I understand what I did was wrong Travis, I get it.
[27:41 - 27:43] But that doesn't mean you have to keep bringing it up.
[27:45 - 27:48] I get what I did was wrong, and I atoned for that.
[27:49 - 27:51] All right, I admit it my wrong.
[27:51 - 27:57] I admit I was wrong in doing what I did, and I owned up to it.
[27:57 - 28:01] So why can't you and everyone else leave it alone?
[28:01 - 28:04] And stop worrying about what I did back then.
[28:04 - 28:07] Stop paying attention to what I did back then.
[28:12 - 28:17] Like real, stop paying attention to what I did back then,
[28:17 - 28:18] and take a look at what I'm doing now.
[28:20 - 28:22] I'm not that same person that I was.
[28:25 - 28:29] I'm actually better than what I was.
[28:33 - 28:36] Well, dude, I guess that just makes you a shitty person then, doesn't it?
[28:40 - 28:42] Like what I wanna know, Travis, is this.
[28:43 - 28:46] What is it gonna take for y'all to fucking let this shit go?
[28:57 - 28:59] Like, what's it gonna take for y'all to let this shit go,
[28:59 - 29:02] and let me live my fucking life in peace?
[29:10 - 29:13] Yo, babe, I'm about to freakin' mod you, dog.
[29:18 - 29:19] Well, here's the thing, dude.
[29:19 - 29:21] Here's what you don't understand, Travis.
[29:23 - 29:29] YouTube is the only place I have where I can promote my artwork, dude.
[29:30 - 29:31] I'm not leaving.
[29:33 - 29:35] I'm not going anywhere.
[29:52 - 29:54] Like, you don't understand how it works, do you?
[29:56 - 30:00] You really don't understand how it works, do you, Travis?
[30:02 - 30:04] You obviously don't get it.
[30:05 - 30:11] YouTube is my source of promotion for my artwork, okay?
[30:11 - 30:15] I have no choice but to be on YouTube to promote my work,
[30:15 - 30:18] 'cause half my fan base comes from YouTube.
[30:22 - 30:23] Yeah, triple.
[30:24 - 30:25] I'm not good, dude.
[30:27 - 30:31] And that's what some of you guys don't realize is a lot of my fan base,
[30:31 - 30:36] a lot of my fan base for my artwork comes from my YouTube channel.
[30:39 - 30:47] And that's why I have to promote it on here, because of the fact that my fan base is on here.
[30:49 - 30:52] Believe me, if I had another fucking source,
[30:52 - 30:56] if I had another platform, I would use it, but I don't.
[30:57 - 31:00] I have to utilize what's given to me.
[31:03 - 31:05] I just hope that you guys can find it in you,
[31:05 - 31:09] the same way that everybody else here has found it in them,
[31:09 - 31:14] to let me move on with my life and quit attacking me.
[31:24 - 31:34] Like I would love to find another platform,
[31:34 - 31:39] but I don't really have another platform like I have YouTube.
[31:43 - 31:49] Like I said, I just hope that y'all can find it in yourselves to let me do me,
[31:49 - 31:53] stop bringing up what I did.
[31:55 - 31:58] Is that too much to ask for?
[32:01 - 32:05] Is you guys not bringing up my past and paying attention to what I'm doing now?
[32:06 - 32:08] Is that too much to ask for?
[32:10 - 32:14] To stop looking at my past and start looking at what I'm doing now.
[32:16 - 32:21] How I'm trying to better myself, is that too much to ask for?
[32:23 - 32:29] Is it too much to ask to let me do my artwork and make a living for my artwork for my family?
[32:33 - 32:36] Like I don't understand what's so hard about that.
[32:38 - 32:40] I guess I just don't see what you guys see.
[32:45 - 32:49] Cuz let me tell you, if one of you guys were in my position,
[32:49 - 32:54] if the roles were switching, you guys had made the mistake that I made.
[32:56 - 33:02] Yes, I would get on your ass at first, but I would also not bring it up.
[33:05 - 33:10] Like after I speak with you about it, and I see that you're doing better, I wouldn't bring it up.
[33:10 - 33:12] I would let you live your life.
[33:13 - 33:15] I would let you live your life in peace.
[33:18 - 33:22] So I don't understand why you can't do the same for me in return.
[33:23 - 33:25] I don't hate anyone.
[33:27 - 33:29] I don't want to fight with anyone.
[33:32 - 33:38] What I want is to be able to do my artwork and have my own art shop where people can come in
[33:38 - 33:42] and purchase t-shirts and stuff that they enjoy with my art on it
[33:42 - 33:45] without being taken down or being harassed.
[33:46 - 33:51] So that I can turn my passion for artwork into a full-time job.
[33:54 - 33:57] But it's like no matter what I do, people want to shut me down and hold me back.
[33:59 - 34:00] And I'm tired of it.
[34:01 - 34:04] I'm tired of being stepped on and walked on and taken advantage of.
[34:06 - 34:11] All because of a mistake that I made a few weeks ago, well, a little over a few months ago.
[34:12 - 34:15] All because of a mistake I made a couple months ago.
[34:16 - 34:20] I feel like I'm being held back and I don't like that.
[34:22 - 34:23] I don't like being held back.
[34:26 - 34:28] And I just wish you guys would see that.
[34:39 - 34:44] Cuz let me tell you, I am genuinely sorry for what I did and the tricks that I felt for.
[34:45 - 34:48] I am genuinely sorry for that shit, okay?
[34:50 - 34:57] I am truly in 110% honestly from the bottom of my heart, sorry for what I fucking did wrong.
[34:59 - 35:01] I admit I was wrong in doing what I did.
[35:09 - 35:11] And yeah, maybe I don't deserve a second chance.
[35:12 - 35:16] Maybe I don't deserve to be able to do shit.
[35:18 - 35:23] But I'm hoping that you guys can look past all this shit and look past what I did.
[35:24 - 35:28] And let me show you what I'm doing now and you let me earn that second chance.
[35:29 - 35:32] Let me show you that I'm not doing that shit anymore.
[35:33 - 35:36] Let me show you that I'm better than that.
[36:14 - 36:23] You know, I get it, you know, and I know I keep referring to this one line,
[36:23 - 36:26] but I refer to it because it's very, very true.
[36:29 - 36:32] And I had to show this to Kate and many other people that hate on me.
[36:36 - 36:43] I had to show this same video to many other people that art and people are not perfect.
[36:44 - 36:48] Art is not perfect. Art was not meant to be perfect.
[36:50 - 36:58] Art was meant to be subjective. People are not perfect. We all have flaws.
[37:00 - 37:06] Art work has flaws. No one piece of art work is ever perfect.
[37:07 - 37:12] A true artist like myself is constantly looking to see what we can do better,
[37:12 - 37:15] looking to see if we can top what we did.
[37:21 - 37:27] And no person is perfect. We all have flaws. We all have imperfections.
[37:29 - 37:32] But those imperfections are what make us human.
[37:33 - 37:37] The fact that we make mistakes. Us as human beings,
[37:37 - 37:42] we were built to make mistakes and learn from those mistakes.
[37:50 - 37:55] We were made as humans to make and learn from our own mistakes.
[37:58 - 38:02] I'm not perfect. I've made mistakes in my life that I regret.
[38:05 - 38:08] I've made many mistakes in my life that I regret, but you know what?
[38:08 - 38:13] I learned from those mistakes and I've better myself from that.
[38:16 - 38:24] So I don't understand why you guys can't do the same thing that I'm doing
[38:26 - 38:32] and let the past be in the past and take a look at what I'm trying to do now.
[38:32 - 38:36] What's my artwork and doing what I have to do.
[38:44 - 38:48] I get that and to you, I may be annoying and I get that.
[38:49 - 38:57] I understand that. To some of you guys, I may be annoying, but that doesn't mean
[39:01 - 39:07] That my shop deserves to be shut down, especially after I've worked so hard on it.
[39:12 - 39:16] See, people think that running a shop is easy. It's really not.
[39:21 - 39:28] It takes just as much time to get a shop up and going as it does to work on an art piece.
[39:28 - 39:32] Sometimes it could take days. Sometimes it could take months.
[39:37 - 39:40] But let me tell you, I put everything I have into my art shop.
[39:42 - 39:47] It's something that I could be proud of. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[39:47 - 39:51] I wanna be able to look back one day. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[39:51 - 39:55] I wanna be able to look back on my life when I'm old and gray and I'm on that deathbed.
[39:56 - 40:04] I wanna be able to look back on my life. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[40:04 - 40:08] And say if, you know, if God willing, I get married and have kids,
[40:08 - 40:17] I wanna be able to look back on my life and look at my wife and children and say, hey, I did that.
[40:18 - 40:25] I'm proud of what I did. I'm proud that I ran my shop. I'm proud that I made it as an artist.
[40:25 - 40:32] I'm proud that I left something for the world. I'm proud of the art legacy that I left behind.
[40:40 - 40:43] But how can I do any of that? [BLANK_AUDIO]
[40:43 - 40:52] If I'm constantly being attacked and shut down and bashed on and harassed and bullied every day.
[40:56 - 40:59] Cuz I wanna tell you guys something. I've been bullied my whole life.
[41:01 - 41:10] My whole life, I've been bullied growing up. I am 30 years old, about to be 31 this year.
[41:12 - 41:24] I don't deserve this. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[41:24 - 41:28] And to Marty, I do hold that you can forgive me for what happened.
[41:30 - 41:33] And from the bottom of my heart I am truly sorry.
[41:34 - 41:38] And I hope that you can forgive me for what I said to you.
[41:42 - 41:48] And as for the rest of you guys that wanna troll me, I hope that you can look past all this.
[41:50 - 41:56] And forgive me for my wrongdoings. And I hope that you guys can stop bringing up my past.
[41:57 - 42:04] And start looking towards my future and what I'm doing now with my life.
[42:10 - 42:12] Cuz maybe then I'll be able to do something.
[42:18 - 42:25] I just hope and pray that you guys can one day forgive me and move past all this.
[42:35 - 42:39] Thank you.