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Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 6 (Full Album)

Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 6 (Full Album)

Tracklist: 1. Intro 2. Suicide 3. Edge Of Sanity 4. From Start To Finish 5. From Start To Finish (Remastered) 6. Pain Killer 7. Inside My Mind 8. Schizophrenic Girl 9. Hidden In Your Lies 10. Another Day Is Over 11. Mind Of Darkness 12. Betrayal 13. When Silence Speaks Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:08] C'mon. You done fucked up, boi. Because you're using copy written words, son.
[0:08 - 0:16] And that's what you don't realize. You're using copy written shit. You went in and uploaded all
[0:16 - 0:23] my work on your stuff illegally, which I can technically sue you for. I hope and pray to God
[0:23 - 0:30] that you keep stuff because I swear, if you keep this up, I will take you through the court and I
[0:30 - 0:37] will sue you. If you don't think I can, try me, dude. I will sue you for everything you fucking own.
[0:37 - 0:42] I told you the truth. Wouldn't you tell me tonight?
[0:50 - 0:55] To a side
[0:55 - 1:02] When I hear my lies at night
[1:02 - 1:08] Everything you think I think you're about
[1:08 - 1:11] To a side and what it does to me
[1:11 - 1:16] And try everything you think I am being paid
[1:16 - 1:20] With my desire to end this
[1:20 - 1:23] Because of who I am
[1:23 - 1:29] Nobody understands me and I don't even understand myself
[1:29 - 1:34] Why must I be judged for what I know or how I look?
[1:36 - 1:48] When I hear the man, why must I suffer because of you?
[1:48 - 2:00] Why can't you see that I am you and just like you and I deserve the same kid as you?
[2:03 - 2:06] If you're thinking about
[2:06 - 2:09] To a side without a gun
[2:09 - 2:11] In the night
[2:11 - 2:17] And Lord, who's all over?
[2:17 - 2:20] What could you do to make it through?
[2:20 - 2:23] If you really tried
[2:23 - 2:29] God bless you, but there is only time because of me
[2:29 - 2:32] You are worth so much more
[2:32 - 2:37] Than you know
[2:37 - 2:42] All I have to say is
[2:42 - 2:48] Fuck you
[2:48 - 2:53] This anxiety and what you did to me
[2:53 - 3:09] Fuck you
[3:09 - 3:33] (music)
[3:33 - 3:36] I'm standing on the edge
[3:36 - 3:37] (music)
[3:37 - 3:41] This regicide and shame
[3:41 - 3:45] All I'm feeling is emptiness
[3:45 - 3:51] Like my own name on my face
[3:51 - 3:59] After all the tears you brought me, yes, I'm so by your side
[3:59 - 4:07] When the night will cry
[4:07 - 4:09] (music)
[4:09 - 4:13] After all the fight you underlies
[4:13 - 4:21] When you are the best at leaving for me, I couldn't help you
[4:21 - 4:27] How was all my, my, my today?
[4:27 - 4:33] I must have never guessed I must have my, my, my today
[4:33 - 4:35] (music)
[4:35 - 4:41] You are never one to stand my pain and stomp around
[4:41 - 4:47] If only you could bear what your head has done to me
[4:47 - 4:53] My words are little, yes, we go every day
[4:53 - 4:57] Soon the angel will arrive and close my eyes
[4:59 - 5:05] While the time has come for me to face the end of all this array
[5:05 - 5:09] Angel must carry me away
[5:09 - 5:17] I cry through the pain your name will stand its name
[5:17 - 5:21] You cannot restrain the side
[5:25 - 5:31] You're so far too true, I try to realize, I know
[5:31 - 5:39] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we'll start today
[5:39 - 5:43] All my children know nothing in the time is array
[5:43 - 5:46] Angel mercy carry me away
[5:46 - 5:51] I'm still standing on the edge
[5:52 - 5:56] On the edge of this fucking sanotane
[5:56 - 6:03] All of this emptiness from my wonderful moment is
[6:03 - 6:08] After all the tears throughout the years, I'm still by your side
[6:08 - 6:11] From that land where we'll cry
[6:11 - 6:14] After all the fight we've lost our lives
[6:14 - 6:19] When you are the best at leaving for me, I couldn't help you
[6:20 - 6:26] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we'll start today
[6:26 - 6:33] You will never understand my pain and suffering
[6:33 - 6:40] If only you could bear what your head has done to me
[6:40 - 6:46] My words are little, yes, we go every day
[6:46 - 6:51] When you are the best at leaving for me, I cry through
[6:51 - 6:59] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we'll start today
[6:59 - 7:01] Angel mercy carry me away
[7:01 - 7:06] I cry through the pain your name will stand its name
[7:06 - 7:11] You cannot restrain the side
[7:12 - 7:17] Just for the change, I try to realize I know
[7:17 - 7:23] All of us die, my lies to change, I stop today
[7:23 - 7:26] All of my chains are lost now because
[7:26 - 7:30] You will never understand my pain
[7:30 - 7:34] Angel mercy carry me away
[7:34 - 7:41] I cry through the pain your name will stand its name
[7:41 - 7:47] You will never understand my pain will stand its name
[7:47 - 15:05] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we'll start today
[15:05 - 15:17] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we we'll start today
[15:17 - 17:59] All of us die, my lies to change, I know we'll start today
[17:59 - 18:10] [???]
[18:10 - 18:12] Yeah!
[18:12 - 45:39] [???]
2017-9-11 Welcome

2017-9-11 Welcome

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[0:00 - 0:11] What up guys? It's your boy Shadowblade. I want to say welcome to my Patreon and my YouTube channel.
[0:11 - 0:21] If you haven't checked out my Patreon, the link will be on my homepage in the description where all my links are at, so be looking for that.
[0:21 - 0:34] You know it's up there. So yeah come on in, hang out, kick it with me. I do have new music coming out real soon for you guys.
[0:34 - 0:42] Even though I do not have a computer at this time, I am working through VM Mobile Device on some new stuff.
[0:42 - 0:57] As you guys can see I got some new gear, brought from the Black Ops 2 shirt with actually a couple cross necklaces, one of which my mom was also going to buy for me.
[0:57 - 1:05] And then there's this one as well which is my show necklace for like my shows for you guys and stuff like that.
[1:05 - 1:13] Cause you all know I gotta look on. You know I gotta be on one of my gear. And here's the other one.
[1:13 - 1:22] But for those of you that are wondering how you can help me through my Patreon, here's a few ways you can do it.
[1:22 - 1:33] You can donate, you guys can do a number of things. So like I said one of them is to donate 5 to 10 dollars.
[1:33 - 1:52] For 5 dollars you guys can get a custom made dubstep song by me made on the spot, along with some brand new never before custom artwork.
[1:52 - 2:04] So be looking for that, I got custom artwork coming up. And for 10 dollars you guys will get, anything above 10 dollars, like 10 dollars and above.
[2:04 - 2:21] You guys will personally be getting from me a custom item from my Dizzy Jam Shadow Blade shop along with my free full album Urban Warfare Deluxe Edition.
[2:21 - 2:23] The feature of my only possessed one.
[2:23 - 2:34] And if you can't donate or anything like that and share it around to people who will, you know it definitely needs the world to me.
[2:35 - 2:40] Um.
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2017-10-12 Mainstream music industry spoken word freestyle diss

2017-10-12 Mainstream music industry spoken word freestyle diss

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[0:00 - 0:02] SICK YOU FUCKIN' CHANCE!
[0:02 - 0:07] You act like we ain't got what it takes to fuckin' make ya!
[0:07 - 0:19] But yeah, here we are, standing tall at the end of the day, not in Fuckin' Get Plainin', but givin' up everything, making the sacrifice, doin' what we gotta do just to fuckin' get by!
[0:19 - 0:29] And to every single one of you who supports these fuckin' idiotic record labels, who are mainstream bastards,
[0:29 - 0:31] here's a big fuck you!
[0:31 - 0:45] I'm so sick and tired of seein' so many people ripped off every fuckin' day, I'm so sick and fuckin' tired of seein' people like me, gettin' their fuckin' dreams smashed on a drunk way,
[0:45 - 0:50] because all you guys wanna do is to fuckin' get money out of us that we ain't got!
[0:50 - 0:58] That just makes you wanna fuckin' grab your fuckin' head and just squeeze it 'til it pops!
[0:58 - 1:14] You don't understand, every single thing we go through, some of us fightin' death every fuckin' day, some of us wonderin' if it'll be our last on Earth,
[1:14 - 1:22] wonderin' if those around us will remember everything we've done for them, or remember our music in the end of the day.
[1:24 - 1:30] But instead of givin' us a chance, you sit there and act like we ain't got somethin' to say.
[1:30 - 1:39] I'm sick of fuckin' cryin' a fuckin' river because of people like you, I'm sick of seein' people with brilliant guitar and gettin' passed by by idiots like you.
[1:39 - 1:49] Just because we ain't got money, that don't mean that we ain't got what it takes, maybe if you shut your mouth and take a fuckin' lesson from ones you need damn lives, man.
[1:49 - 2:02] Maybe you see, hey, these people too out of town, they deserve a shot, these people deserve to have their dreams made, but yet, you don't realize what's right in front of you.
[2:02 - 2:14] So if you would just shut the fuck up, open your eyes and close your fuckin' mouth, you would see that there are people like me every fuckin' day who deserve a shot, who deserve a chance in this fuckin' industry,
[2:14 - 2:29] who have somethin' real to say, who speak on real shit every day and every fuckin' way, but yet, you cow punks wanna sit there and laugh at your fuckin' chairs and your fuckin' high-ass mansions actin' like we ain't important.
[2:29 - 2:41] Well, I'm not gonna take this anymore, man. I'm standin' up and I'm fightin' back, I'm bein' a voice for the voice, I'm sayin', "Fuck you, come get somethin' if you wanna try me."
[2:41 - 2:53] Here I am and I'm not gonna take you lightly, so don't think for a second that I'm back and down, or don't think that I'm not gonna snatch a fuckin' crown and take my dreams right off your fuckin' head.
[2:53 - 3:13] Because every day, I lay in bed, wonderin' why I never fuckin' make it, wonderin' why you motherfuckers feel like we gotta pay our way in, and why you gotta make us into somethin' we're not, when my music and my talent is all I got.
[3:13 - 3:28] I don't have nothin', I don't have a fuckin' computer, I don't have a fuckin' laptop, I don't have anything to up. I came up from nothin', I built myself up, I worked my ass off to get where I'm at.
[3:28 - 3:35] But yeah, all you fuckin' chums wanna sit there and bash and rant and rave actin' like we ain't got somethin' to say.
[3:35 - 3:48] So to every fuckin' music ministry out there, man, thinkin' that we ain't got what it takes, here's a big fuck you, have a nice day.
[3:48 - 4:01] So don't think for a second that we don't see what you do, because guess what, bitch? I'm seein' right every single through one of you, so don't think I'll see right through one of you fuckers.
[4:01 - 4:12] Here I am, comin' up, and I'm comin' down from the under, I'm risin' up, I'm makin' my dreams happen, I'm goin' right past you, and I'm never lookin' back.
[4:12 - 4:26] All I got to say is you better hope your fuckin' walls are made of steel and grit, because if it's not, I'm runnin' right through it, and I'm never gonna stop.
[4:26 - 4:38] And like I said, to every motherfuckin' body out there who's goin' through hell, stand up, raise your fist up, and show this fuckin' record labels what's up, it's time we fight back and become voice for the voiceless.
[4:38 - 4:59] This is the our time, this is our lives, this time we showin' that we got talent and that we got what it takes to get by. And for every single one of you fuckin' chumps out there that wanna fuckin' rip on me after this, here's a big fuck you, I don't give a shit if you get pissed.
[4:59 - 5:15] I'm speakin' the truth, and you know it's true, so don't even think for a second that I ain't takin' aim at you. Yeah, that's right, I'm takin' aim at you motherfuckers who wanna sit there and bash and rave, actin' like I ain't got somethin' to say.
[5:15 - 5:30] I'm sick of seein' good people hurt because of people like you. There's a lot of people who some even give their fuckin' lives for, but yeah, y'all motherfuckers wanna sit there and rave actin' like we ain't got somethin' to say, I'm so sick of this shit.
[5:30 - 5:53] I'm sick of seein' you corrupt motherfuckers take money from good people, actin' like they don't fuckin' deserve it. Like, you want them to be some kind of motherfuckin' social media robot when you don't understand it. Some of us ain't got a lot, some of us have nothin', but yeah, we may do with everything that we got, even with a small fan base.
[5:53 - 6:05] Like mine, I got fans in every motherfuckin' country even though it's a small fan base of mine, but every single fuckin' fan I appreciate, but yeah, all you motherfuckers wanna do is hate.
[6:05 - 6:25] You don't give a fuck about people like me with talent, all you give a fuck about is being paid. You don't give a fuck about anything else but your goddamn money. Because to you, money walks and talent walks, but yeah, that ain't fuckin' true, it's the other way around, dude. Talent talks and money walks.
[6:25 - 6:49] Maybe if you would open up your fuckin' eyes and stop being so fuckin' blinded by everything that you do, you would see that there are people like me. Who can make a change in this world? Who can make these better for a lot of motherfuckers out there who don't have a voice? Who can be a voice for the voices? Who can be a fuckin' voice in the night? Who can help that motherfuckin' person sleep at night?
[6:49 - 6:57] Who can save people from takin' their own lives? Who can make a fuckin' change in this world if you just let us try?
[6:57 - 7:21] It's time you stop fuckin' runnin' your damn mouths and open up your eyes and start seeing the talent that's inside every single person like me, whether they're special needs or not, it don't fuckin' matter. Looks don't mean shit. Looks are secondary to talent. Maybe if you would open up your eyes from once in your life, you'd fuckin' see it.
[7:21 - 7:35] But until that day, I'm still gonna be standin' tall. And to the end of it all, I will not fall. I'm gonna keep standin' tall and keep standin' in my lane and keep doin' what I do best and slayin' all you motherfuckin' chumps.
[7:36 - 7:46] [silence]
2017-9-11 Thank you so much

2017-9-11 Thank you so much

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[0:00 - 0:07] and you yeah you the one watching this video right now I want to say thank you
[0:07 - 0:16] so much for donating and taking the time to help me get my music career up off
[0:16 - 0:25] the ground just know that your donations mean everything to me like I
[0:25 - 0:30] don't take them for granted at all like they really do mean the world to me
[0:30 - 0:41] because as you may already know I don't have money to you know get my own stuff
[0:41 - 0:46] off the ground you know I was born with one and a half
[0:46 - 0:54] lungs I was born with one kidney wasn't supposed to live at all like I was
[0:54 - 1:00] supposed to die the day I was born but yeah here I am 27 years later making
[1:00 - 1:07] music for you guys now I want you guys to know that your contribution and your
[1:07 - 1:14] donations to my patreon mean the world to me they really do because every day
[1:14 - 1:22] I'm faced with you know almost every obstacle in my path like I've got a
[1:22 - 1:25] record label is bashing on me I've got people bashing on me telling me I'll
[1:25 - 1:31] never make it because of my physical appearance and your donation to my
[1:31 - 1:38] patreon helps me prove every single one of those people wrong every day you the
[1:38 - 1:44] one watching this video right now you are the reason I do this you are the
[1:44 - 1:52] reason I make good music every day you are awesome you are amazing and I want
[1:52 - 1:59] to say thank you you are amazing you are happy you are one of a kind keep doing
[1:59 - 2:04] what you're doing keep being awesome and keep listening to my music I love
[2:04 - 2:08] you thank you so much
[2:08 - 2:11] (lips smacking)
2017-10-5 My Life as a special needs music artist

2017-10-5 My Life as a special needs music artist

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[0:00 - 0:13] Hello everyone, my name is Chance, or more musically known as Shadowboy. Man, I've come
[0:13 - 0:23] to you today to explain you know why I'm not assigned to a record label and why I'm
[0:23 - 0:36] not you know making it within the music industry as well as how I came to be in
[0:36 - 0:42] music. I always start off by telling you a little bit about myself so you got a
[0:42 - 0:52] better understanding. First off you know I was born in Anchorage, Alaska 1990 when
[0:52 - 1:04] I was born, I was born with one kidney and one and a half lungs and I was also
[1:04 - 1:12] born one pound twelve ounces was not supposed to live. Doctors told my mom
[1:12 - 1:20] that I would not live past birth and yet here I sit 27 years later talking to
[1:20 - 1:35] you guys and you know like I'm sure some of you know by now you know I
[1:35 - 1:42] initially got my start in music back in early 2011 and met up with a bunch of
[1:42 - 1:53] really good people in 2012 and started working really hard in music since and
[1:53 - 2:02] you know my friend Zach also known as possessed one he was amazing enough to
[2:02 - 2:17] you know take me in and help me which he still does this very day he still does a
[2:17 - 2:34] wonderful amazing job I couldn't ask for a better you know music manager than him. But about two to
[2:34 - 2:41] three years ago he sent my music to a record label and they said they would
[2:41 - 2:47] think about it and ultimately you know he got a deal where he met up with
[2:47 - 2:55] them at a club that you know he goes to every every weekend and that they go to
[2:55 - 3:09] a lot so he met one of the A&R's there and you know he showed them some of my
[3:09 - 3:13] music and they're all like dude you know this is really good working with
[3:13 - 3:23] Finding Sky what's his name well he was like you know I've got him right here I
[3:23 - 3:31] can call him up you guys can talk and everything else and so you know he had
[3:31 - 3:38] them call me up on video channel so you know that we could talk face to face and
[3:38 - 3:44] they sat right there in front of him and told me that because of how I look I
[3:44 - 3:52] would not make it in the music industry because of how I physically look and I
[3:52 - 3:58] admit I confronted them about it and I asked them I was like why won't you
[3:58 - 4:05] sign me like you know instead of focusing on my looks you know you should
[4:05 - 4:09] focus on my talent and what I can bring to the table because you already know
[4:09 - 4:20] that and you know I do have a small but very wide and you know fan base
[4:20 - 4:28] following I've got fans from places like Indonesia I've got fans over in India
[4:28 - 4:37] Singapore the Philippines you know as well as here in the US so you know I've
[4:37 - 4:48] got a small but tight name fan base and they did not say another word and
[4:48 - 4:56] basically I don't have to call well little did I know that me confronting
[4:56 - 5:00] them and also putting a diss song out on them because of what they said to me
[5:00 - 5:06] and when I told you guys that's just the tip of the iceberg like they said a
[5:06 - 5:11] lot of really screwed up things and I wouldn't you know I'll admit I did put
[5:11 - 5:18] this track out on them calling them out on what they said me because at that
[5:18 - 5:26] point it was no longer business it was personal so you know I did what I had to
[5:26 - 5:32] do I put on this track well ever since they've been going around to other
[5:32 - 5:39] major record labels and talking crap about me telling them not to sign me
[5:39 - 5:47] because of how I look because I'll do this and that when I won't and you guys
[5:47 - 5:51] are wondering what my what is it was actually with WB records or if you guys
[5:51 - 5:56] are wondering what WB stands for if you don't know it's Warner Brothers records
[5:56 - 6:03] they've done music for major movies they're the ones that put out all the
[6:03 - 6:15] major production music and movies and you know every day I get asked and why
[6:15 - 6:21] are you not sign is because every label I talk to bullies me they tell me I'll
[6:21 - 6:26] never make it because of how I look I get my artwork stolen every day I get
[6:26 - 6:33] my music stolen every day by random people and every day you know what they
[6:33 - 6:38] tell me oh you're too ugly to be able to do this oh you're too ugly to make
[6:38 - 6:44] him in the music industry you couldn't have done this RFPs you're too ugly
[6:44 - 6:53] that's the type of scrutiny I face every day and a lot of you are wondering well
[6:53 - 6:59] why can't you work well to the honest with you I didn't finish high school
[6:59 - 7:03] because I got my diploma ripped off from me and here in Ohio you have to
[7:03 - 7:10] pay for you know your genie classes which my family can't afford we just
[7:10 - 7:17] barely get by on bills month to month we're lucky if we're able to treat
[7:17 - 7:21] ourselves to a soda once a week
[7:27 - 7:35] and you know ultimately you know I can't visit we work because you know
[7:35 - 7:42] about five months ago my mom was in a terrible accident she was actually hit
[7:42 - 7:49] by a car in on time traffic she got thrown 10 feet and really messed up her
[7:49 - 7:57] hip and really badly and ever since then you know she can't do very much so I
[7:57 - 8:01] literally have to sit here at home and help take care of her every day that's
[8:01 - 8:03] my life
[8:03 - 8:12] and then more recently she had gallstone surgery so you know there's that as
[8:12 - 8:19] well and people don't realize but those two things are very debilitating to her
[8:19 - 8:30] and you know every day you know she fights harder than anybody I know to
[8:30 - 8:33] survive
[8:33 - 8:43] and you know people keep asking me well why don't you you know wear a mask or
[8:43 - 8:47] something like that well why would I need to wear a mask why should I hide
[8:47 - 9:00] who I really am I shouldn't have to hide who I am I really should have
[9:00 - 9:10] and I think just last night I was talking to another very big label who
[9:10 - 9:17] actually the backstreet boys were signed with back in the day which is drag
[9:17 - 9:22] records you know very huge label very big fan of their artists and their
[9:22 - 9:32] music well I spoke with the AR on the phone only by voice chat now video and
[9:32 - 9:39] he asked me I was like so like if we do sign you like what do you plan on doing
[9:39 - 9:43] like just out of pure interest they were wondering and I told them how I
[9:43 - 9:52] wanted to be the first successful music artist that special needs as well as
[9:52 - 10:00] run the first ever successful record label that focuses on helping kids with
[10:00 - 10:04] special needs who are interested in music and helping them become
[10:04 - 10:11] independent and you know what he did he sat right there and laughed at me to my
[10:11 - 10:20] face he sat right there and laughed at me and every day I get faced with this
[10:20 - 10:29] kind of stuff I get scrutinized by major major labels every day I get told
[10:29 - 10:33] that I'm not good enough every day I get told because of how I physically
[10:33 - 10:39] look then I would not make it in the music industry and time and time again
[10:39 - 10:44] I have even more people telling me you're still some very good I like what
[10:44 - 10:51] you do you don't keep doing it you deserve to be signed at one point my
[10:51 - 10:56] best friend from high school Samantha Clinger
[10:56 - 11:07] she said something that is completely true what these labels are doing to me
[11:07 - 11:15] is discrimination they're singling me out and discriminating against my
[11:15 - 11:23] physical appearance when I can't help how I look I can't help that and this
[11:23 - 11:31] is the type of stuff I face every single day every day I'm being torn down by
[11:31 - 11:42] record labels told that I'm not good enough every day I face people lying to
[11:42 - 11:55] my face I get told that I'm never gonna be good enough and you know she's right
[11:55 - 11:59] what these labels are doing to me is discriminating against me because of my
[11:59 - 12:04] physical appearance and not focusing on my talents and what I can bring to the
[12:04 - 12:14] table do I have any money no do I have a computer I used to but not anymore
[12:14 - 12:19] because it basically quit and we had to get rid of it so I no longer have a
[12:19 - 12:25] computer to do my stuff all I have is this Kindle which I'm barely able to do
[12:25 - 12:34] anything on I don't have anything other than that in my USB mic that's all I've
[12:34 - 12:41] got there's my Kindle and my skills of music and a USB mic that's all I got
[12:41 - 12:48] if you guys don't believe me here's where my Kindle usually sits or my
[12:48 - 12:56] computer as you see nothing about food and stuff over there now like right
[12:56 - 13:06] there as you guys can see nothing but food and an empty space that's where my
[13:06 - 13:21] computer used to sit so I don't have anything except my talents that's all I've got and do I want to prove these record labels wrong and show them that I can
[13:21 - 13:31] be successful yes I do but I need your guys's help I know someone coming to you
[13:31 - 13:36] this is because I am because it's my stuff
[13:36 - 13:47] but with your guys's help with your help and sharing this video around to
[13:47 - 13:57] everybody you know hopefully something will come of this and I'll admit at one
[13:57 - 14:03] point I did have a two million dollar record deal that I was supposed to sign
[14:03 - 14:08] for but the guy that did it it was actually for strange music and you guys
[14:08 - 14:19] don't know strange music book of tech 9 well I was supposed to sign with strange
[14:19 - 14:26] music but the guy that was trying to sign me didn't have that right that
[14:26 - 14:33] wasn't his position or his ranking in the music industry label to do so and
[14:33 - 14:44] ultimately the deal went void and I wasn't able to get a sign and if some of
[14:44 - 14:51] you are wondering I'm literally first generation music producer and singer and
[14:51 - 15:03] songwriter and my family you know music to my whole life that's how I escape
[15:03 - 15:13] from reality that's how I escape all the stuff I go through every day I use
[15:13 - 15:20] music to escape being bullied I use music to help others which is what I
[15:20 - 15:27] would ultimately like my music to do is to help other people whether they're
[15:27 - 15:32] going through depression whether they're going through being bullied you know
[15:32 - 15:37] situations at home you know mental problems whatever they're going through
[15:37 - 15:47] I want my music to help them and you know every day I get told by a lot of
[15:47 - 15:55] people who enjoy my work you know you deserve to be silent your music is very
[15:55 - 16:02] good your melodic scream vocals are that of the legendary and the late
[16:02 - 16:09] Mitch Walker from suicide silence and you know that stuff it means the world
[16:09 - 16:19] to me so you see as you guys just saw I don't have anything I don't have any
[16:19 - 16:29] money I don't have a job because I can't work I don't have a computer but
[16:29 - 16:35] yeah I still keep trucking on every day and producing music as best I can via
[16:35 - 16:43] Kindle fire but like I said with your guys's help I can not only put an end to
[16:43 - 16:50] this you know situation with these labels for good but I can also and
[16:50 - 16:59] possibly put an end to this discrimination for good and not only for
[16:59 - 17:04] myself I not only want this for myself but I want this for other music artists
[17:04 - 17:13] like myself I want this for myself and for other music artists who are being
[17:13 - 17:23] discriminated against like myself so with that being said guys if you could
[17:23 - 17:32] please please share this video around to everyone and everywhere like sure to
[17:32 - 17:39] you know your friends your family Sheraton news channels especially cuz I
[17:39 - 17:46] do want the news to know about this like I want everybody in everyone I
[17:46 - 17:53] want everyone all over to know about this to know my story and know what I
[17:53 - 17:58] go through every day not just as a music artist but as a person being
[17:58 - 18:08] discriminated against so please guys I heard every single one of you share this
[18:08 - 18:14] video around share to you know your local news station share the newspapers
[18:14 - 18:22] share it everywhere that you can help this video go viral please help this
[18:22 - 18:29] video go viral so that we can make a change with that being said guys this
[18:29 - 18:35] is change ultimately in shadow boy and I'll see you guys later
2017-10-24 special needs awareness freestyle rap

2017-10-24 special needs awareness freestyle rap

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:08] and what up y'all, it's your boy Chance, also known as Shadowblade. You guys are probably wondering why I got a mic in my hand.
[0:08 - 0:23] That's because today I'm actually doing a freestyle rap for special needs kids around the world to raise awareness because my ultimate goal for this video is to not only spread awareness about it,
[0:23 - 0:35] but to ultimately try to start up a record label for special needs kids like myself who are interested in doing music and who take it seriously.
[0:35 - 0:56] And to also call out record labels who bash on special needs people like myself who are real good at what they do.
[0:56 - 1:02] And if you haven't done so yet, hit that subscribe button down below at the end of this video if you like this.
[1:03 - 4:43] [Music]
[4:43 - 4:57] And then you have it guys. That was a freestyle for you guys. And believe it or not, I actually conducted this beat on my console on my Nintendo Wii.
[4:57 - 5:09] If you all want to hear more, put it in the comments below. How they call out these mainstream record labels that bash on people like me.
[5:09 - 5:15] Because let me tell you a little something about that freestyle rap I just did.
[5:15 - 5:27] The reason why I call out these mainstream record labels is because they sit there and say that if you ain't got money and you ain't got the looks, you're not going to get anywhere.
[5:27 - 5:33] They think that talent is secondary to looks.
[5:33 - 5:57] Because the last record label I spoke to was actually Warner Brothers Records. They're really cool at first and whatnot. But then the main guy that runs it, who does all the promoting and brings the artists on, he sat down and told me that in his eyes, my talent don't need shit.
[5:57 - 6:03] Unless I got the looks to match.
[6:03 - 6:11] He said that because I look different, I would never make it because I don't have the looks to match my talent.
[6:11 - 6:25] And in my eyes and every other kid out there who is like me, where is that fair? Y'all sit there bash on people like me every day just because we're looking a little bit different.
[6:25 - 6:41] And I'm here to put a stop to that as best as I can by standing up and speaking out and being a voice for these kids who don't have anything. To be a voice for these kids who have special needs.
[6:41 - 7:07] And if you enjoy this video, share it around, spread it around, let people know about it. I want this shit to go viral people and I mean viral. I want every fucking person on Facebook, on YouTube, every record label all over the world to let it be known that these kids that are special needs have somebody being a voice for them.
[7:07 - 7:16] Every person is me. And am I looking to get signed? Yes I am, but only if it's a paying label.
[7:16 - 7:24] If they're willing to sign me and work with me for free, I'll work with them gladly.
[7:24 - 7:36] But as I said guys, give this video a thumbs up if you did like it. Let me know what you guys think, what your thoughts and opinions are on what I had to say.
[7:36 - 7:42] Without being said guys, it's a shadowblade. Love y'all and I'll catch y'all in the next video man. Peace.
Cyrax and Sally Calls to Marty 2022-1-27

Cyrax and Sally Calls to Marty 2022-1-27

[0:00 - 0:04] Can you let me play this call, let me pack my bags and hit the road here.
[0:04 - 0:10] He's going to yell at me from the attic window probably, probably.
[0:10 - 0:12] Whoa, whoa, whoa, if it isn't Cyraxx.
[0:12 - 0:15] What the fuck do you want, you old piece of trash?
[0:15 - 0:18] Well, Cyraxx, I'd like to meet up with you.
[0:18 - 0:22] Yeah, no, dude. You're a fucking slob ass pig.
[0:22 - 0:25] And bro, let's be fucking honest.
[0:25 - 0:29] You and your little friends ain't nothing but a motherfucking joke, dude.
[0:29 - 0:30] That's all you're trying to do.
[0:30 - 0:32] So he denies it at first, right?
[0:32 - 0:35] No, he says no. He changes his tune.
[0:35 - 0:37] It's just you and my wife.
[0:37 - 0:39] Well, guess what, nigger boy.
[0:39 - 0:44] No, you can suck my dick. You old ass, old fucking pig.
[0:44 - 0:45] I'm going to be passing through Akron.
[0:45 - 0:49] Shut the fuck up, nigger boy. You're a little bitch.
[0:49 - 0:53] Cyraxx, I'm going to be passing through Akron.
[0:53 - 0:55] You need to get a life, old man.
[0:55 - 0:56] Why don't we meet up?
[0:56 - 1:02] Why don't you shut your goddamn face for knocking goddamn teeth at you for your pussy ass motherfucker.
[1:02 - 1:03] What are you afraid of?
[1:03 - 1:05] You're not voting, old fat ass.
[1:05 - 1:08] You're too damn scared to go knocking my door.
[1:08 - 1:10] Because you know I'll knock your fat ass out.
[1:10 - 1:11] How about little mics?
[1:11 - 1:14] Don't trust and believe you, little bitch, boy.
[1:14 - 1:17] Just show up here. You're getting your ass knocked out.
[1:17 - 1:18] How about little mics, Cyraxx?
[1:18 - 1:19] I don't follow you.
[1:19 - 1:21] I stay the fuck away.
[1:21 - 1:22] Why?
[1:22 - 1:24] Because you show up here, I'm beating your goddamn ass.
[1:24 - 1:25] How about little mics, Cyraxx?
[1:25 - 1:27] No, you little shit.
[1:27 - 1:29] You need to quit acting like you're a bad ass.
[1:29 - 1:33] And he always talks about, you know, how about I go up there and beat your fucking ass.
[1:33 - 1:37] I'm willing to make all of the trip except for a half mile.
[1:37 - 1:44] You would think that that would be a pretty nice break for him if he actually intended on going anywhere, right?
[1:44 - 1:46] It's fair. It's more than fair.
[1:46 - 1:48] Yeah, you won't do it.
[1:48 - 1:49] Nope.
[1:49 - 1:51] So, I mean, if he doesn't want to go to little mics, that's fine.
[1:51 - 1:54] I'll be at his intersection between Lloyd and whatever.
[1:54 - 1:57] Because you ain't shit, you pussy-ass fuck bag.
[1:57 - 1:58] Cyraxx, let's meet up with little mics.
[1:58 - 1:59] No, shut up, nigger boy.
[1:59 - 2:00] What are you afraid of?
[2:00 - 2:02] Shut up, you worthless fucking idiot.
[2:02 - 2:03] I can be there tonight.
[2:03 - 2:04] Oh, you.
[2:04 - 2:06] No, you make your ancestors look like shit.
[2:06 - 2:07] Cyraxx.
[2:07 - 2:08] You say you're a good you.
[2:08 - 2:09] You ain't shit, bro.
[2:09 - 2:10] I never said that.
[2:10 - 2:11] You're an embarrassment.
[2:11 - 2:12] I never said that.
[2:12 - 2:13] You're an embarrassment.
[2:13 - 2:14] No, shut up.
[2:14 - 2:17] You're an embarrassment, you piece of trash.
[2:17 - 2:18] Cyraxx.
[2:18 - 2:19] You're an embarrassment.
[2:19 - 2:20] No, shut up.
[2:20 - 2:22] You don't get the right to talk.
[2:22 - 2:25] Because you have done nothing to victimize me
[2:25 - 2:27] for the last two years.
[2:27 - 2:29] And it needs to stop, bro.
[2:29 - 2:32] When are you going to grow up and get a goddamn life
[2:32 - 2:36] and realize that you're too old for this shit, bro?
[2:36 - 2:37] Cyraxx.
[2:37 - 2:38] You say you're an asshole.
[2:38 - 2:40] But you act like a goddamn five-year-old, bro.
[2:40 - 2:42] Cyraxx, you say you're going to keep my teeth on my throat.
[2:42 - 2:43] No, shut up.
[2:43 - 2:44] Shut up.
[2:44 - 2:46] You act like a goddamn five-year-old, bro.
[2:46 - 2:47] Cyraxx.
[2:47 - 2:48] You've done nothing.
[2:48 - 2:49] No, shut up, badass.
[2:49 - 2:50] I can mean you a little much.
[2:50 - 2:51] Shut the fuck up.
[2:51 - 2:53] You don't have the right to speak.
[2:53 - 2:54] You do not get to speak.
[2:54 - 2:55] Why won't you meet up with me?
[2:55 - 2:56] I know.
[2:56 - 2:57] Shut up, badass.
[2:57 - 2:59] Shut up.
[2:59 - 3:00] You do not own me.
[3:00 - 3:01] Cyraxx, let me know.
[3:01 - 3:02] You piece of shit.
[3:02 - 3:03] You might.
[3:03 - 3:04] Did you do?
[3:04 - 3:05] Let's meet up.
[3:05 - 3:08] I'm going to check for you murdering little bitch-ass fuck boy.
[3:08 - 3:09] How about we meet up a little bit?
[3:09 - 3:11] You don't own me, badass.
[3:11 - 3:12] How far are you from Little Mike?
[3:12 - 3:14] It's like a half mile?
[3:14 - 3:16] You ain't showing up here, bro.
[3:16 - 3:18] You're showing up at doorstep.
[3:18 - 3:20] I'm knocking your ass out.
[3:20 - 3:23] If we meet up at Little Mike's, you can knock me out there, right?
[3:23 - 3:24] No, bro.
[3:24 - 3:26] You're either going to show up here at my house
[3:26 - 3:27] or I'm knocking your ass out.
[3:27 - 3:28] Cyraxx, you're always saving me.
[3:28 - 3:29] Bro, then, no.
[3:29 - 3:32] Show up at my house or don't show up at all.
[3:32 - 3:33] Sorry, Maxx.
[3:33 - 3:34] No, no.
[3:34 - 3:37] Show up at my house or don't show up at all, badass.
[3:37 - 3:38] All right, will you meet me outside?
[3:38 - 3:39] You're scared.
[3:39 - 3:40] Will you meet me outside?
[3:40 - 3:41] You're scared.
[3:41 - 3:42] Will you meet me outside?
[3:42 - 3:43] No, you're scared.
[3:43 - 3:44] That's why you won't show up at my house.
[3:44 - 3:45] Will you meet me outside?
[3:45 - 3:46] You're a pussy.
[3:46 - 3:49] Will you meet me outside, Cyraxx?
[3:49 - 3:50] What's she saying?
[3:50 - 3:52] I'm going to unplug the internet.
[3:52 - 3:55] I told her I was there.
[3:55 - 3:56] Yeah, yeah.
[3:56 - 3:59] No, yeah, it's definitely an invitation.
[3:59 - 4:03] Will you guys go to my house, badass, or don't bother?
[4:03 - 4:06] Will you meet me at the curb?
[4:06 - 4:09] Damn, when was this call?
[4:09 - 4:13] It was about, like, 20 minutes ago.
[4:13 - 4:17] Like I said, you fucking coward.
[4:17 - 4:19] Cyraxx, I'm driving 300 miles.
[4:19 - 4:20] Oh, shut up, coward.
[4:20 - 4:21] I'm driving 300 miles.
[4:21 - 4:22] Shut up.
[4:22 - 4:23] You can walk out.
[4:23 - 4:24] Shut up.
[4:24 - 4:25] You can't walk a half mile.
[4:25 - 4:26] Shut up.
[4:26 - 4:27] You can't walk a half mile, Cyraxx.
[4:27 - 4:32] Is your show to my house so I can knock your ass out there or don't bother showing up at all?
[4:32 - 4:34] Cyraxx, will you meet me on the curb?
[4:34 - 4:36] Shut up.
[4:36 - 4:37] Will you meet me outside?
[4:37 - 4:41] Either show up at my house or don't even fucking bother.
[4:41 - 4:43] Cyraxx, will you meet me on the curb?
[4:43 - 4:44] Shut up.
[4:44 - 4:46] You are a bitch, a coward.
[4:46 - 4:47] Cyraxx, then meet me outside.
[4:47 - 4:48] Oh, no.
[4:48 - 4:49] Shut up, badass.
[4:49 - 4:50] You won't meet me outside.
[4:50 - 4:51] You're a bitch.
[4:51 - 4:52] Hey, coward-ass fucker.
[4:52 - 4:54] You're afraid to meet me a little nice.
[4:54 - 4:55] Shut up.
[4:55 - 4:56] You're afraid.
[4:56 - 4:59] Either show up at my house or don't show up at all.
[4:59 - 5:00] You're afraid.
[5:00 - 5:01] Got it.
[5:01 - 5:02] You're afraid, Cyraxx.
[5:02 - 5:07] Oh, the house phone.
[5:07 - 5:12] Hello.
[5:12 - 5:13] Hello, Sally.
[5:13 - 5:14] How are you doing today?
[5:14 - 5:15] Who's this?
[5:15 - 5:17] It's Cyraxx's friend, Martin.
[5:17 - 5:22] Okay.
[5:22 - 5:23] All right.
[5:23 - 5:26] Yeah, it seems your grandson has been having a lot of issues
[5:26 - 5:28] with me lately.
[5:28 - 5:31] I've been trying to ignore him, but he's really just causing
[5:31 - 5:34] quite a ruckus and making all these threats.
[5:34 - 5:39] You know, one way or another, I'd like to resolve this.
[5:39 - 5:43] (inaudible)
[5:43 - 5:44] Okay.
[5:44 - 5:47] He's threatening me in a constant basis.
[5:47 - 5:48] Shut up.
[5:48 - 5:50] Don't show up, badass.
[5:50 - 5:51] All right.
[5:51 - 5:52] So, listen.
[5:52 - 6:00] I'm ready for you.
[6:00 - 6:01] Okay, in front of your house.
[6:01 - 6:04] Go up at my house or don't show up at all.
[6:04 - 6:06] Okay, I'm not going to step in the property.
[6:06 - 6:09] I look ready to get your ass beat, badass.
[6:09 - 6:12] I hope you're ready because I am.
[6:12 - 6:13] All right.
[6:13 - 6:14] Take more.
[6:14 - 6:15] How's the four hour zone?
[6:15 - 6:16] How's my house?
[6:16 - 6:22] It keeps breaking up, his internet connection there.
[6:22 - 6:23] Hello?
[6:23 - 6:26] You want to be on the streets of my house yet, badass?
[6:26 - 6:28] No, I'll be there in about four hours.
[6:28 - 6:29] No, motherfucker.
[6:29 - 6:33] Either you show up right the fuck now to my house,
[6:33 - 6:36] or I'm fucking coming there and I'm beating your ass.
[6:36 - 6:40] So either show up here or don't show up at all.
[6:40 - 6:41] All right, so meet me at little mics.
[6:41 - 6:44] No, fuck little mics.
[6:44 - 6:49] Meet me here at my house or don't show up at all.
[6:49 - 6:50] Sorry, I'm traveling.
[6:50 - 6:53] No, show up at my house or don't show up at all,
[6:53 - 6:55] you fucking coward.
[6:55 - 6:56] You're a coward.
[6:56 - 6:57] I'm a coward.
[6:57 - 6:58] A coward.
[6:58 - 7:00] Sorry, last time I showed up there.
[7:00 - 7:01] Shut up.
[7:01 - 7:02] You hit your attic.
[7:02 - 7:03] Shut up.
[7:03 - 7:04] You know that you--
[7:04 - 7:05] Shut up.
[7:05 - 7:06] You begged for mercy.
[7:06 - 7:08] Shut up, bitch.
[7:08 - 7:12] Either show up at my house or don't bother, show up at all.
[7:12 - 7:13] Shut up, me.
[7:13 - 7:14] I'll do it again.
[7:14 - 7:17] Show up at my house or don't show up at all,
[7:17 - 7:18] you fucking coward.
[7:18 - 7:19] All right, sorry.
[7:19 - 7:20] Here's the deal.
[7:20 - 7:21] Shut up.
[7:21 - 7:24] Either show up at my house or don't show up at all.
[7:24 - 7:25] Sorry, separate.
[7:25 - 7:26] I ain't running.
[7:26 - 7:28] Not this time.
[7:28 - 7:32] You'll get-- it's a pretty big admission there, not this time.
[7:32 - 7:33] Right?
[7:33 - 7:35] Yep.
[7:35 - 7:40] Definitely, to me, indicates that he ran last time.
[7:40 - 7:44] But I guess this time will be different, right?
[7:44 - 7:45] Absolutely.
[7:45 - 7:47] Yeah, we shall see.
[7:47 - 7:49] Or don't bother, show up at all.
[7:49 - 7:51] You know what you did last time.
[7:51 - 7:54] Hey, why don't you shut the fuck up?
[7:54 - 7:56] I ain't running from shit.
[7:56 - 7:58] You overweight fat fucking bitch.
[7:58 - 7:59] You did last time, sir.
[7:59 - 8:01] You're watching--
[8:01 - 8:06] Keep it coming out here.
[8:06 - 8:10] Fat ass, come make more excuses like the little bitch.
[8:10 - 8:11] Excuses?
[8:11 - 8:15] What's the matter, fat overweight slob?
[8:15 - 8:19] You come to make more excuses as to why you won't show up to my house--
[8:19 - 8:21] Sorry, I'm trying to arrange a time--
[8:21 - 8:22] That's all you are.
[8:22 - 8:24] You're a bitch, a coward.
[8:24 - 8:25] I'm trying to arrange a time--
[8:25 - 8:27] You do nothing but ruin lives, bro.
[8:27 - 8:29] And we all know you did kill Jamie.
[8:29 - 8:31] You fat, overweight bitch.
[8:31 - 8:33] You're a murderer.
[8:33 - 8:35] You killed a fucking prostitute.
[8:35 - 8:37] And you killed your ice cold friend.
[8:37 - 8:39] You fucking murdering little bitch.
[8:39 - 8:40] What evidence do you use?
[8:40 - 8:44] So like, you don't show a goddamn sore in your neck and decapitate your ass.
[8:44 - 8:48] Because honestly, bro, all the death threats that you've done to me--
[8:48 - 8:49] I've never made a death threat.
[8:49 - 8:50] All the death threats that you've done to my family--
[8:50 - 8:51] I've never made a death threat.
[8:51 - 8:52] They extorted me.
[8:52 - 8:53] No, shut up.
[8:53 - 8:55] Extorted me to victimize the me.
[8:55 - 8:58] You deserve to have your ass beat.
[8:58 - 9:00] You deserve to have knocked the fuck out.
[9:00 - 9:01] I'm so sorry.
[9:01 - 9:02] So either show up in my house--
[9:02 - 9:04] Oh, it's calling me right now.
[9:04 - 9:05] All right.
[9:05 - 9:06] Wow.
[9:06 - 9:07] Hey, Syrax.
[9:07 - 9:09] Syrax.
[9:09 - 9:11] All I got to say to you, Marty, is one thing.
[9:11 - 9:12] Yeah?
[9:12 - 9:13] You better listen real good.
[9:13 - 9:15] Okay.
[9:15 - 9:19] You ain't pulling no motherfucking dirty ass tricks.
[9:19 - 9:20] No.
[9:20 - 9:21] Not me.
[9:21 - 9:22] Yeah.
[9:22 - 9:23] No fucking none of that shit.
[9:23 - 9:24] No, you're going to be--
[9:24 - 9:25] No, you're not.
[9:25 - 9:26] You're going to be the intersection.
[9:26 - 9:30] Being you, man to man, man to man, man to man, man to man, man to man.
[9:30 - 9:32] No, Syrax, we're going to do it at the intersection.
[9:32 - 9:36] All I got to say to you is I hope you're ready to get your ass handed to you.
[9:36 - 9:38] Because that's exactly what's going to happen.
[9:38 - 9:39] We're doing it at the corner of yourself.
[9:39 - 9:40] So I hope you're ready to get your ass beat--
[9:40 - 9:42] Sorry, we're going to do it at the corner of your street.
[9:42 - 9:43] --by someone's corner of yourself.
[9:43 - 9:44] We're going to do it at the corner of your street.
[9:44 - 9:45] Because this came on.
[9:45 - 9:46] We're going to do it at the corner of your street.
[9:46 - 9:48] And don't make excuses, bro, because as Syrax said,
[9:48 - 9:50] that's an excuse for you.
[9:50 - 9:51] That's your way of making excuses.
[9:51 - 9:54] You're going to be me at your corner, Syrax.
[9:54 - 9:56] Nope, you're going to be me right in front of my house.
[9:56 - 9:58] What do you mean, though?
[9:58 - 9:59] Come on, motherfucker.
[9:59 - 10:00] What's that?
[10:00 - 10:03] Are you afraid to fight a real motherfucker in the streets?
[10:03 - 10:05] In the streets?
[10:05 - 10:06] In the streets, Syrax.
[10:06 - 10:07] Motherfucker is right from the streets.
[10:07 - 10:08] In the streets?
[10:08 - 10:09] You are still a spoon-fed little thing.
[10:09 - 10:11] In the streets, Syrax, not in your house.
[10:11 - 10:15] Hey, how is your dad feeling to find out that his little rich son
[10:15 - 10:18] got his ass kicked by somebody who's lesser than him?
[10:18 - 10:19] How do you feel?
[10:19 - 10:21] Are you lesser than me?
[10:21 - 10:22] And yo, burger boy.
[10:22 - 10:23] Are you lesser than me?
[10:23 - 10:24] Hey, burger boy.
[10:24 - 10:28] I hold you fucking last year in the shitload with Marty,
[10:28 - 10:29] because--
[10:29 - 10:30] Wait, wait, wait.
[10:30 - 10:31] What does that even mean?
[10:31 - 10:32] I don't know.
[10:32 - 10:34] I don't know what you got.
[10:34 - 10:35] I don't know what you left.
[10:35 - 10:36] What?
[10:36 - 10:38] So all I've got to say is I hope you're ready to get your fucking ass
[10:38 - 10:40] beat by someone shorter than me.
[10:40 - 10:41] I'll get it already, pal.
[10:41 - 10:42] I'll meet you immediately.
[10:42 - 10:44] And burger boy, if I were you,
[10:44 - 10:47] I'd have to be a little motherfucker going on about now.
[10:47 - 10:50] I don't know what this fucker laughing is going to fuck.
[10:50 - 10:53] [LAUGHTER]
[10:53 - 10:54] Don't believe me.
[10:54 - 10:55] I won't show up here with him.
[10:55 - 10:56] [INTERPOSING VOICES]
[10:56 - 10:57] I'll be right there, brother.
[10:57 - 10:59] I don't think you understand how it works, [INAUDIBLE]
[10:59 - 11:01] I got to go buy some weed shit a little bit.
[11:01 - 11:04] You won't understand how it works, apparently.
[11:04 - 11:06] Because you're a chicken shit.
[11:06 - 11:09] We ain't doing this on your terms, motherfucker.
[11:09 - 11:11] We didn't buy your terms for the last few years.
[11:11 - 11:14] Now we're doing shit on my motherfucker's terms.
[11:14 - 11:15] Sorry, I went to your house.
[11:15 - 11:17] We ain't doing this on your terms, motherfucker.
[11:17 - 11:18] You hid in your attic.
[11:18 - 11:22] Either show up to my house in the streets or don't bother showing up.
[11:22 - 11:24] Because you don't show up.
[11:24 - 11:27] The whole world will know that you're a [INAUDIBLE]
[11:27 - 11:29] And I don't think you want to be known as a cowboy.
[11:29 - 11:30] None of us would be, sorry.
[11:30 - 11:33] So either show up and meet me in the streets or you're asked.
[11:33 - 11:37] Deal.
[11:37 - 11:38] Excellent.
[11:38 - 11:41] So it sounds like we have an understanding.
[11:41 - 11:42] Excellent.
[11:42 - 11:44] Well, I'm going to pack my shit up here.
[11:44 - 11:46] It should be there in about four hours or so.
2022-9-21 FORTNITE & CHILL

2022-9-21 FORTNITE & CHILL

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:23] What is up everybody? How's everybody doing this morning? I do apologize for the old school retro vote. I kind of have to do it this way because of the fact that my computer is updating. So it's gonna be a little while.
[0:23 - 0:37] So I'm going to bring that hop on here with y'all man. Do a little Fortnite and Chill and hang out with you guys.
[0:37 - 0:58] So yeah, just waiting for y'all to get up in here while I check my battle pass. While I check my battle pass here, y'all go ahead and hop on in and hang out.
[0:58 - 1:16] Yo, I can get my hands on this noise. Thank you, I will take that.
[1:16 - 1:43] I said, I do apologize. The quality is not like you usually is. Like I said, it kind of has to be this way for today and because my freaking PC is updating.
[1:43 - 2:00] So, you know, I can't really do nothing about that. I don't see a job sitting down here in the comments.
[2:00 - 2:16] Yo Volkswagen, what up? Good morning, dude. Happy birthday. Thanks for the birthday wishes, bro.
[2:16 - 2:22] Yo, Stephan, so far so good, man. How about you? How about yourself, man? How are you doing today?
[2:22 - 2:43] Hell yeah, dude. Yeah, I said my computer is updating and whatnot. So yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of have to put my job on hold for a bit.
[2:43 - 2:57] But it's all good, though. And if you guys have not noticed, I actually have been getting, and I know I said I would never do this, but your boys actually gotten into doing NFTs now.
[2:57 - 3:06] And you guys are wondering what I have up. Go check my link, bro. I got a couple original art pieces out for sale as NFTs.
[3:06 - 3:36] Oh, we got that primal shot. Let's go. Well, I know who's trigger happy.
[3:36 - 4:01] What? That's impressive.
[4:01 - 4:29] All right, so first spot I need to land is right there.
[4:29 - 4:40] Oh, OK, so all right.
[4:40 - 4:48] And I'm not mistaken. Might be.
[4:48 - 4:59] Computer, record.
[4:59 - 5:06] I am a baby and whoever you are, you are not a scientist.
[5:06 - 5:09] We're trying to save the island.
[5:09 - 5:12] The scientist.
[5:12 - 5:15] You're trying to manipulate me.
[5:15 - 5:22] This is, you know, sounds like a bunch of different military codes all jumbled together.
[5:22 - 5:30] I can decode it for you, but I want something in return.
[5:30 - 5:59] What is your crazy, creepy, weird ass one? Great. We got a psycho computer on our hands.
[5:59 - 6:18] Oh, God, I mean, what is that?
[6:18 - 6:35] Got my main weapon, the sniper. Boy, let's go.
[6:35 - 6:47] Oh, that's part of the treasure chest.
[6:47 - 6:58] Yo, that shit was close.
[6:58 - 7:05] Bye bye. See you later.
[7:05 - 7:08] I'll take your other sniper and I'll take your gold.
[7:08 - 7:20] Well, I'll take this. Don't need to talk to any of those, so I'm good.
[7:20 - 7:24] Can always use more ammunition.
[7:24 - 7:31] And I think I'll do the SMG and I'll get my ass.
[7:31 - 7:45] Whoa, OK.
[7:45 - 8:03] That should go.
[8:03 - 8:32] I think I'll keep the rounds that I got.
[8:32 - 8:53] Hey, let's go. We got that level up.
[8:53 - 9:00] That wasn't my man, but I only got knocked down to like ninety three.
[9:00 - 9:18] So I mean, it's not too terrible that.
[9:18 - 9:29] You know, I wonder where that tornado is at, man, because that tornado is fucking fun.
[9:29 - 9:56] Oh, shit. Coliseum.
[9:56 - 10:01] Oh, I was going to run by.
[10:01 - 10:18] He's chasing a chicken.
[10:18 - 10:47] Well, I found the tornado all the way the fuck up over there.
[10:47 - 11:07] See y'all in San and Chen.
[11:07 - 11:16] Now I love you all trolls, man. I really do like you guys give me something to laugh at every time.
[11:16 - 11:24] Like for real, I'm not here making money.
[11:24 - 11:29] Y'all are out here being a bunch of bitches.
[11:29 - 11:34] I'm not here flexing on your mugs with fucking NFTs and shit, bro.
[11:34 - 11:39] What are y'all doing, man?
[11:39 - 12:00] I'm not here flexing on y'all making bank, man. What are you dumb trolls doing, man?
[12:00 - 12:09] That was a sketchy fucking move. Barely made it out of that one, man.
[12:09 - 12:38] Shit. Too damn close.
[12:38 - 12:57] Man, I feel bad for y'all trolls, man, for reals.
[12:57 - 13:26] Like y'all trolls, man, y'all are just sad and pathetic, bro.
[13:26 - 13:51] Man, there ain't no action out here in the desert.
[13:51 - 14:02] Uh-oh, someone has been there.
[14:02 - 14:20] Looks like we got us a guest. Let's go say hello.
[14:20 - 14:49] Uh-oh.
[14:49 - 15:01] Got him. That's one guest down.
[15:01 - 15:16] Oh, hell nah.
[15:16 - 15:24] Sit your ass down, son. Oh, that was too damn fucking close, dude.
[15:24 - 15:45] I almost fucking bought it.
[15:45 - 15:56] Bro, I almost fucking ate it right there. That was too close.
[15:56 - 16:06] Please don't help me. Yes. Yes.
[16:06 - 16:18] And we -- oh, we got a fucking golden shotgun, boys. Let's go. Give me that shit.
[16:18 - 16:32] I definitely want to switch this out for that.
[16:32 - 17:01] Oh.
[17:01 - 17:09] Yeah, I do. I ran.
[17:09 - 17:27] Gosh, it is. Where did he run off to?
[17:27 - 17:37] Dumbass. Never fucking a guy that's got a sniper because you're going to fucking lose, you idiot.
[17:37 - 17:49] Oh, I'm definitely swapping this mug out. Thank you.
[17:49 - 18:18] I need to find a vehicle or something, or it should be fine.
[18:18 - 18:32] I'm just -- oh, yeah, I'm good.
[18:32 - 18:41] Time to stop and take a quick snack. Man, y'all may as well -- y'all may as well call me Adrian 47 next.
[18:41 - 18:59] I'm not here sniping dudes like I'm a fucking hitman or some shit.
[18:59 - 19:03] Man, nothing many by either name.
[19:03 - 19:17] Oh.
[19:17 - 19:23] It's coming off in that direction.
[19:23 - 19:33] I don't know exactly where.
[19:33 - 19:50] Oh.
[19:50 - 20:02] Oh, one shot kill, and I'll take your crown away from you, bitch.
[20:02 - 20:10] Oh, god, these guys are fucking -- oh, fourth row.
[20:10 - 20:27] Oh, I got smoked from the trees. Damn.
[20:27 - 20:44] Yeah, that's what you think, the fake freak show. Adios.
[20:44 - 21:07] Yo, Kledis, what up, dawg? How you doing, Kledis? What's up, man?
[21:07 - 21:17] Yeah, thanks, man. I appreciate that.
[21:17 - 21:22] And trust me, dude, it's from fucking practice, man. I don't just sit there on my ass and do nothing.
[21:22 - 21:31] Like, dude, when I'm not working, I'm usually practicing on this shit.
[21:31 - 21:38] Yeah, and how about winces and whatever.
[21:38 - 21:42] I'm not even going to repeat that name because that's garbage.
[21:42 - 21:47] Yeah, not for sale, fucking.
[21:47 - 22:00] It is not for sale, man. Y'all can forget that shit.
[22:00 - 22:13] All right.
[22:13 - 22:18] I'll take out that message if you promise to find a scientist.
[22:18 - 22:22] Why are you still standing there? Get going, laser.
[22:22 - 22:30] We're going, buds. Listen, Amy, I need your very useful databases to focus on the bigger picture here, okay?
[22:30 - 22:34] Because if I don't save the island, the scientist will have nothing to come back to.
[22:34 - 22:39] Therefore, we are going to call that message.
[22:39 - 22:50] All right, so basically, just drop straight down, okay?
[22:50 - 23:02] Bombs away, fellas.
[23:02 - 23:09] Hey, now, it's not hard for me to get kills on here. I'll tell you my secret.
[23:09 - 23:17] I'll tell you how I get so good or got so good. All I got to do is imagine Marty's face.
[23:17 - 23:30] That's all I did, just imagine his face and just start shooting at it.
[23:30 - 23:51] Just imagine his ugly mug in my crosshairs and just start blasting.
[23:51 - 24:02] Yeah, not very hard to do. All right, so right there is where I need to go.
[24:02 - 24:10] And, of course, it would be in the fucking basement.
[24:10 - 24:25] Drop down, you're going to drop straight down.
[24:25 - 24:51] Oh, no, I'm not going to lie. That took a little bit of skill on that part.
[24:51 - 25:09] Oh, come on. Oh, hell yeah, let's go.
[25:10 - 25:23] Oh, no, I'm not going to.
[25:23 - 25:48] All right, so there's no more quests for now.
[25:48 - 26:03] All right, man, I'll do a little hunting for Marty's who wants to go on a Marty hunting trip.
[26:03 - 26:15] Who wants to put in the contest if you don't want to see me kill off a bunch of parties.
[26:15 - 26:20] Oh, no, no, no, no, I forgot we're not hunting Marty's. They were hunting Grikers.
[26:20 - 26:26] Or is that crying? Yeah, I think it's nothing. It's crikers.
[26:26 - 26:31] I know maybe it is great. Yeah, I think it's I know the females are crying.
[26:31 - 26:40] Curs and the males are great curves. So who knows what we're going to do.
[26:40 - 26:49] We may find a great car. We may find a cranker. Who knows?
[26:49 - 26:53] I do. I did hear that they're from Canada, though.
[26:53 - 27:22] So I mean, my guess is maybe the snowy areas.
[27:22 - 27:34] There's a giant thing.
[27:34 - 27:54] Nothing of any real value.
[27:54 - 28:04] Now I did hear somewhere that crikers like them being near tornadoes. So maybe we'll find a criker over there.
[28:04 - 28:33] Who knows?
[28:33 - 28:41] Whoa.
[28:41 - 28:47] Yeah, we must be closer to a cracker because man, that's more of a huge drop.
[28:47 - 29:14] Hello, going topside.
[29:14 - 29:43] Yeah, I'm literally in the center of this thing right now, dude.
[29:43 - 29:55] Dang, man.
[29:55 - 30:24] That Criker tornado just fucking chucked my ass.
[30:24 - 30:53] Yeah.
[30:53 - 31:09] Oh, it kills the cranker. Let's go.
[31:09 - 31:23] Hell, no, not another fucking cracker.
[31:23 - 31:31] This cracker is mine, bitch.
[31:31 - 31:44] Oh, damn, killed by a cracker, damn.
[31:44 - 31:58] Fuck, dude.
[31:58 - 32:21] That's the thing, dude. Normally I don't do it like this, but due to the fact that my PC is doing like a super long ass update, unfortunately, I kind of have to do it like this for tonight, which kind of sucks, but.
[32:21 - 32:29] Now tell you, dude, those crikers and Grikers, man, they'll get you.
[32:29 - 32:58] My hell, y'all seen how hard it was for me to kill those Marty's and glory holes.
[32:58 - 33:27] Let's back out here and check my volume.
[33:27 - 33:32] Oh, let's go 10 dollars. I will take that.
[33:32 - 33:41] So let's hit up this.
[33:41 - 34:10] Let's do more rewards.
[34:10 - 34:21] Oh, I'll take that.
[34:21 - 34:28] Not gonna lie, I'm digging the jungle fit.
[34:28 - 34:42] I'm actually kind of digging the jungle outfit. That's actually sick.
[34:42 - 35:11] That's cleaning all the rewards on the page, okay.
[35:11 - 35:40] Okay.
[35:40 - 36:04] Oh, sure.
[36:04 - 36:08] Hey, Nick, Nick, what up, man.
[36:08 - 36:37] How you doing, bud.
[36:37 - 36:45] I'm seeing y'all saying shit.
[36:45 - 36:47] We should make a rack.
[36:47 - 36:49] There should be.
[36:49 - 36:55] That'd be dope.
[36:55 - 37:05] She didn't give me honestly a Fortnite man and watch me go to town on some motherfuckers.
[37:05 - 37:11] Oh, for Fortnite it does, dude.
[37:11 - 37:14] I'm actually enjoying this season of Fortnite.
[37:14 - 37:19] I skipped out on last season because it was man.
[37:19 - 37:48] But dude, this season actually looks pretty solid.
[37:48 - 38:15] We should build as a translator, won't you.
[38:15 - 38:27] I'm not gonna lie, dude, that shit looks dope.
[38:27 - 38:56] That actually looks fucking cool.
[38:56 - 39:06] Oh, that weird sound.
[39:06 - 39:08] Are you serious?
[39:08 - 39:16] There's literally just a gold sniper sitting there.
[39:16 - 39:45] Okay, I'm gonna have to start coming here more often, man, this place has some good shit.
[39:45 - 39:47] Oh, thank you.
[39:47 - 39:51] Heel spray.
[39:51 - 40:01] Oh, thank God.
[40:01 - 40:30] But no, in all realness, so if somebody does want to actually try to make a little bit of bank off a Fortnite League player, shit, let me fucking know because I am all in.
[40:30 - 40:58] Oh.
[40:58 - 41:01] Good night.
[41:01 - 41:04] Oh, this one was holding up.
[41:04 - 41:18] Oh, hello, come to papa.
[41:18 - 41:22] I know what a lot of people think, oh, why don't you shield up?
[41:22 - 41:27] I don't use shield, I just go right for the gusto and see what happens.
[41:27 - 41:55] If I win, I win, if I die, hey, at least I gave it a shot.
[41:55 - 41:58] Let's see, there should be another key.
[41:58 - 42:10] Oh.
[42:10 - 42:28] You gotta go.
[42:28 - 42:33] So so these.
[42:33 - 42:38] And yes I can say because I legitimately used to surf when I was younger.
[42:38 - 42:46] When I was a kid I used to surf all the freaking time.
[42:46 - 43:15] And do I miss it, fuck yeah.
[43:15 - 43:44] But now in all seriousness, so guys, it actually feels good to be able to not be attacked as much you know.
[43:44 - 43:50] Like it actually feels good to actually breathe again.
[43:50 - 44:13] And you guys can actually get to see a side of me that you guys normally don't ever get to see hardly.
[44:13 - 44:30] Where is that twister and I love that twist because it gives me the ability to actually do some cool.
[44:30 - 44:42] Oh, found it.
[44:42 - 44:57] You're bro if I swear to God if I can ever get a statue a character, this guy would be it right here.
[44:57 - 45:07] I swear to God this dude would be the character that I would want to get as a little mini figure dude for real.
[45:07 - 45:21] Like that is so dope.
[45:21 - 45:29] That is so dope.
[45:29 - 45:38] Also excited somebody had a bad day too.
[45:38 - 45:50] Oh shit.
[45:50 - 46:15] Oh right in the face.
[46:15 - 46:21] Ouch.
[46:21 - 46:29] That's gonna leave a mark.
[46:29 - 46:43] God damn.
[46:43 - 46:45] Oh I actually nailed a headshot on that one.
[46:45 - 46:47] That wasn't even hardly.
[46:47 - 46:48] Look at that.
[46:48 - 47:00] I got a headshot and I wasn't even aiming bro.
[47:00 - 47:13] This is a straight out boss move.
[47:13 - 47:42] Come on.
[47:42 - 48:11] There are fighting fucking topside.
[48:11 - 48:39] Oh.
[48:39 - 48:46] This is some weird shit dude.
[48:46 - 49:02] There's rising a fucking Bowser's castle from Mario.
[49:02 - 49:31] And don't ask me why but it does.
[49:31 - 49:52] I know these guys are close.
[49:52 - 50:02] I can hear the gunfire very faintly.
[50:02 - 50:08] I know exactly where they're at.
[50:08 - 50:15] I know exactly where these motherfuckers are hiding.
[50:15 - 50:37] Oh boom headshot bitch.
[50:37 - 50:43] Headshot again damn.
[50:43 - 50:58] Bro you ain't wiping me that easily motherfucker.
[50:58 - 51:04] Fuck that storm. I'm getting the hell out of here man. I ain't sticking around for that fucking storm.
[51:04 - 51:07] I ain't getting caught in that bitch.
[51:07 - 51:26] Bro what do I look like I am stupid.
[51:26 - 51:55] Oh let's go motherfuckers.
[51:55 - 52:24] Man you got lucky that you got away motherfucker.
[52:24 - 52:42] I'm just going to go.
[52:42 - 52:48] I'm not sitting around waiting around. Fuck that.
[52:48 - 53:17] Oh you fucking shit.
[53:17 - 53:29] Load your ass in there now bitch.
[53:29 - 53:35] Oh you little motherfucker.
[53:35 - 54:00] Sit down bitch.
[54:00 - 54:17] Three of us left boys let's go. Let's get it.
[54:17 - 54:39] I always enter this area with fucking caution because you never know what the fuck's gonna pop up out here.
[54:39 - 54:54] Oh my god his ass. Oh number three damn.
[54:54 - 55:18] Not bad not bad.
[55:18 - 55:47] Whoever likes me. Have I ever done weed? No I has not.
[55:47 - 56:15] Shit.
[56:15 - 56:44] Now I can go down and do all this shit.
[56:44 - 57:11] I'm burning my ass no I do not have an issue with anybody that does smoke weed because I have my friends do it so I'm used to it.
[57:11 - 57:32] I'm gonna jump into one more match and then I'm gonna switch on over and see if my computer is fully updated and if it is I'm going to be hanging out on there for a bit and chilling and maybe even working on some music for you guys.
[57:32 - 57:49] Or I may end up doing piano covers who knows.
[57:49 - 58:06] Gotta wait for this thing to find a match right quick.
[58:06 - 58:23] Nah bruh weeds is a gateway to being chill for real.
[58:23 - 58:30] Like I said I have a lot of friends that fucking smoke so I'm used to it.
[58:30 - 58:41] I have no issue with anybody that smokes weed and I'm gonna walk around and stretch my legs right quick because I've been fucking working on setting shit up all night.
[58:41 - 59:10] Oh.
[59:10 - 59:30] My dude I've been setting up all night and making connections all night so.
[59:30 - 59:58] Yeah.
[59:58 - 60:27] Seriously want to know what this place even is because this place is so sick.
[60:27 - 60:33] What the fuck.
[60:33 - 60:49] Oh shit.
[60:49 - 61:18] What the fuck is that thing.
[61:18 - 61:47] Oh shit here we go boys boss fight time.
[61:47 - 62:11] Boss fight time.
[62:11 - 62:36] Oh shit.
[62:36 - 63:05] Oh no, not today motherfuckers you are not going to be there fuck you.
[63:05 - 63:34] Fuck you.
[63:34 - 63:42] Oh dude okay now I know what the fucking go after.
[63:42 - 63:44] I'm gonna kill Harold.
[63:44 - 63:49] I am going to fucking kill that bitch.
[63:49 - 64:18] I am going to fucking kill that thing.
[64:18 - 64:47] Oh my god that was it for this episode of Fortnite I like to say I know it's not the usual typical stuff, but I figured why not make it work man.
[64:47 - 64:55] Well that means so man I hope you guys enjoyed today be sure to smack that like button and subscribe button and that notification bell all found down below.
[64:55 - 65:01] Again for all y'all that wish me happy birthday man again thank you you guys are awesome.
[65:01 - 65:08] You know they're wonderful I love you guys and yeah I will catch you guys in just a little bit.
[65:08 - 65:19] No yes, please.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-7-6

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-7-6

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:02] Yeah
[0:02 - 0:14] So I heard that you were defending against this little piece of shit glorial yeah, why are you starting rumors about me dude
[0:14 - 0:23] You were just you were just show we were just watching the video you said I was talking shit about Marty behind his back
[0:23 - 0:28] Yeah, I want to hear about that. All right, so long story short William
[0:28 - 0:34] Now it's taking a shot at you just like how you like to spread around so you like
[0:34 - 0:37] So you lied
[0:37 - 0:43] Listen bro, let's be honest here William. We all know why you're doing this
[0:43 - 0:50] You and that's why the scene gets you where you guys don't think that I should be on the internet
[0:50 - 0:56] Because I look different in a town here you tell you bro. You're a piece of fucking shit for that
[0:56 - 1:04] You truly are dude. Thanks. Well, I like I told you William you can confirm this even Marty here can tell you dude
[1:04 - 1:10] They have the shit that you've done to me. I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy, bro
[1:10 - 1:14] I really wouldn't I wouldn't even wish it on him and he's been trolling me longer than you
[1:14 - 1:22] Yeah, and he has and I would never I'll be honest William all the shit that you've done to me and my family and friends
[1:22 - 1:28] I would never ever ever ever in a million years do to you or
[1:28 - 1:32] Anyone bro. All the shit you've done to me has been on
[1:32 - 1:38] It's been out of line dude. It's not been needed. Did William say these things about me?
[1:38 - 1:41] No, like I said, Mario
[1:41 - 1:47] That's I will be more to play and Martin basically what I was doing is I'll
[1:50 - 1:52] Looks like and I will I will serve you up
[1:52 - 1:56] Loom's head in a platter if any of these things are true
[1:56 - 2:00] Well, it's for this way Marty this shit. Yes or no
[2:00 - 2:08] Well, let me tell you Marty. I could tell you the whole fucking truth about this guy this guy right
[2:08 - 2:11] About him than anyone else does
[2:11 - 2:13] Well, let's put it this way Marty
[2:14 - 2:22] Right here like I said, the whole reason why him and Masso started attacking me is the one I'll be honest
[2:22 - 2:24] It's just like anybody else
[2:24 - 2:32] They think that I look weird and that I don't belong on the internet and the glory hole for the record
[2:32 - 2:34] For the real fucker your matter fat Marty
[2:34 - 2:40] You can even fact-check me on this one if you'd like a real pedophile the true definition
[2:41 - 2:44] William it's something that goes that they're pretty good
[2:44 - 2:48] Kids that is something that goes ever known on morning
[2:48 - 2:55] Oh, I'm sorry the real definition William is something that goes after prepubescent children
[2:55 - 3:00] I don't do that shit. You can check my twitch. You can check everything, bro
[3:00 - 3:04] We all know that you like to try to make shit up
[3:04 - 3:10] We all know that you like to put together all this shit to make you look better
[3:10 - 3:17] You know kind of how like when you took the footage of the police pointing those pistols at me
[3:17 - 3:21] And you decided to chow that out to make yourself look better
[3:21 - 3:27] That's because you're a scumbag piece of fucking shit and William on Tony right now, bro
[3:27 - 3:30] And I'm telling you this for your own good, dude
[3:30 - 3:38] And I've even given this advice to Marty and even his own girlfriend has given him this advice, dude
[3:39 - 3:41] Quit while you're ahead
[3:41 - 3:47] Because one of these days man you're getting to the shit to the wrong person and you're gonna get hurt and it ain't even gonna
[3:47 - 3:49] Be by me
[3:49 - 3:53] Only that you don't expect bro, but you won't answer Marty's question
[3:53 - 3:56] Well, yeah, I'm curious here
[3:56 - 4:01] Like I said Marty all that shit that I said about him stabbing you in the back. That was just
[4:03 - 4:09] That was to get under his skin, you know, why Marty and I'm not I'm not trying to attack you here Marty
[4:09 - 4:18] Under the pretense of a lie
[4:18 - 4:23] Like I said William I heard he got your name
[4:23 - 4:27] I'm just not stupid enough to say it out on camera like that
[4:27 - 4:33] But just know that I got your name, dude. I want to know what'll happen. I watched your stream back
[4:33 - 4:37] Yeah, you know, I have your name and here's the thing William
[4:37 - 4:44] What you really need to do man is you need to stop going after people like me that don't deserve it
[4:44 - 4:49] I get that I made mistakes and I get that like me, but but that's no
[4:49 - 4:53] Reason that's no fucking reason
[4:53 - 4:58] To set there and continue to attack me the way that you have dude
[4:58 - 5:06] Like I said, I never asked for you or Massel to attack me. Oh, I'm no offense to you Marty, but I never even asked for
[5:06 - 5:14] Marty to attack me the whole reason why Marty came at me is because of the fact that I was being lied to
[5:14 - 5:16] I was being told that somebody had died
[5:16 - 5:26] No matter of fact Marty you remember how all this shit started with the whole candle stuff remember that don't change the subject chance
[5:26 - 5:32] Oh, no, no, I'm not this is going to the very beginning dude. No, I'm not worried. The fact is that you you like
[5:32 - 5:35] Hey, William, why don't you put a lid on for a sec?
[5:35 - 5:44] Hey, Marty. Hey, Marty. Do you remember how in the very beginning when you started trolling me? It was over that candle shit
[5:44 - 5:48] You remember that how I was being how I was being told that
[5:48 - 5:55] candle was dead when really and she was alive and now I said no attack or
[5:56 - 6:01] offense towards you Marty, but do you remember how when she was clearly alive and
[6:01 - 6:06] Everybody was calling me a murderer and even you called me a murderer for a time
[6:06 - 6:10] It's like you just lied to me man. Well, like I said Marty
[6:10 - 6:17] I pulled that you on women the whole reason I did it William and the home and I said Marty the whole reason I did
[6:17 - 6:25] This shit was cuz I figured that maybe if y'all thought each other this chump right here
[6:25 - 6:27] Might actually fucking go down
[6:27 - 6:33] Because I'll be honest Marty. I'll be honest with you Marty what this guy did to me
[6:33 - 6:36] I wouldn't even wish on you and like I said, man
[6:36 - 6:42] You've been trolling me longer than anyone ever has and have the shit this motherfucker has done to me
[6:42 - 6:49] There's nothing but a lie about me make up fucking screenshots about me
[6:49 - 6:55] Get family and friends fired had one of my friends back windows. Oh, it's truck bashed out
[6:55 - 7:02] Had several fucking cops show up to my house with pistols planted on my forehead
[7:02 - 7:05] This guy is done far worse than you've ever done Marty
[7:05 - 7:12] And let me tell you wouldn't if you were in me and you were in my shoes and you went through all this shit
[7:12 - 7:16] Would you not want some form of fucking payback on this guy?
[7:17 - 7:22] Well, you know what I would do really honestly, and I would never go back on there again
[7:22 - 7:25] I'm not directly asked me a question. I'm not talking to you
[7:25 - 7:30] So he's providing for his family and he's earning a living wage
[7:30 - 7:39] So William, why can't you just leave me and my friends and my family the fuck alone
[7:39 - 7:43] I'm like doing your friends a favor your friend. Nyla. It is in a way better position now
[7:43 - 7:47] Let me answer you and get away from you. He's but here's the thing, bro
[7:47 - 7:49] Why do you have to go after me?
[7:49 - 7:53] Like what the fuck did I ever do to put me on your radar?
[7:53 - 7:56] Don't like what the fuck did I ever know? I want to know the fucking truth
[7:56 - 8:00] Jeffrey Donner ever asked to be arrested, but he still got arrested didn't he?
[8:00 - 8:05] So don't worry about why you're no, I do need no, here's the thing, dude
[8:05 - 8:10] I do need to worry about why because that's my motherfucking life. That's my fucking business
[8:10 - 8:16] You mean the conjure so I deserve to know the truth. You sick little fuck having made like a hundred bucks in the past month
[8:16 - 8:19] Sure, I'll tell you right now Marty. I
[8:19 - 8:22] am so
[8:22 - 8:29] Motherfucking close to this goal that when I do first thing I'm doing is I'm doing when I should done this whole motherfucking
[8:29 - 8:34] Oh
[8:34 - 8:40] I explain Marty. I'll be fucking honest with all y'all motherfuckers. You gotta Chuckie cheese and celebrate
[8:40 - 8:43] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[8:43 - 8:52] You know if anything I'm gonna unlike you William Gordon Hall, I'm gonna be investing in my craft
[8:52 - 8:54] I'm gonna be invested in what I do
[8:54 - 9:02] Oh, let's not forget that I will be getting a lawyer to sue your ass because uh, huh now that I have your fucking name
[9:02 - 9:04] All I gotta do is go down to the fucking police
[9:05 - 9:12] Those games are truthfully, but I'm not I refuse to say you want to hear it like him you want
[9:12 - 9:15] respect for people than that
[9:15 - 9:29] Man this douchebag right here with that Marty this question is for you directly
[9:29 - 9:34] All right, this has nothing to do with the whole me trying to turn
[9:35 - 9:38] You against him and try to get you to attack him over everything. I've done
[9:38 - 9:43] This is strictly between me and you nobody else just a one-on-one question
[9:43 - 9:50] If you went through and Marty, I know you saw what I went through. I know you've seen this
[9:50 - 9:54] We've all seen it. Everybody has but if I ever once
[9:54 - 10:01] Okay, like if you ever once got put through this shit that I got put through
[10:02 - 10:08] Over and over and over of losing friends losing jobs
[10:08 - 10:12] Being attacked then you're getting killed several times by this guy
[10:12 - 10:17] Don't you wouldn't you be a little bit pissed off to and want a little bit of payback?
[10:17 - 10:24] Yeah, do you actually know you actually don't do yourself a fucking thing doesn't know my name
[10:24 - 10:26] He won't he doesn't know my name
[10:26 - 10:28] But like I said, I
[10:28 - 10:33] Will you want the fucking truth, dude?
[10:33 - 10:39] Why don't I see why don't you say I have his name Marty Marty stop from it. Hold on
[10:39 - 10:45] Wait, I told you man. I'm like you. I have more motherfucking class than you
[10:45 - 10:50] Sun's name
[10:50 - 10:56] I'm like you. I'm like you William. Yeah, let me tell you bro. I spoke with him
[10:56 - 11:01] And I apologize to him for everything I fucking did but not once not
[11:01 - 11:04] Once have you ever
[11:04 - 11:08] Apologize for any of the shit that you've done to me, bro
[11:08 - 11:13] I mean face it did we all know we all know for a fucking fact
[11:13 - 11:20] And the bad police footage where those officers had those pistols drawn on and bro
[11:20 - 11:22] We all know the goddamn truth, bro
[11:22 - 11:28] You put that damn body cam footage to make me look like a liar and to make you look better, bro
[11:28 - 11:33] How does your fucking piece of shit then go get the body cam footage yourself and prove me wrong?
[11:33 - 11:41] Dude, I don't need to fucking go get a damn thing, bro. I'm the one that fucking lived through the motherfucking shame
[11:41 - 11:48] William what I say right now, bro. You seriously need to quit what you're doing. You might
[11:51 - 11:59] William listen, bro. You might think that you're untouchable, but let me tell you right now, bro. Nobody is untouchable
[11:59 - 12:02] I'm not even untouchable bro. Marty is not untouchable
[12:02 - 12:08] Alive and well in Israel isn't untouchable. You ain't untouchable, bro
[12:08 - 12:11] Nobody is and it might not be me that brings you down
[12:11 - 12:13] Somewhere down the line, bro
[12:13 - 12:21] You're gonna do this shit to the wrong motherfucker and they're not gonna think twice about finding out where you live and beating your goddamn ass
[12:21 - 12:28] Within an inch of real life. I trust when I say you're gonna get that you're gonna fucking deserve it, dude
[12:28 - 12:37] We put into twitch like you so you mean I could tell you the hours right now
[12:37 - 12:40] I could say the hours right the fuck now
[12:40 - 12:46] Currently at this point time a hundred and a hundred eight hours and four minutes
[12:46 - 12:55] Since my first started since I first started bro. That's more hours than William even puts into his goddamn video
[12:55 - 13:00] So you've made like 80 bucks in like hundred eight hours. I am currently sitting at
[13:00 - 13:04] 83 point 82, so
[13:04 - 13:09] Well, no what it is is
[13:09 - 13:19] An hour well, no, no, no, no, let me explain how it works
[13:19 - 13:26] Marty Marty, hold on you guys got it all backwards here twitch doesn't work the same way that you do
[13:26 - 13:29] And don't work the same way that YouTube does at all
[13:29 - 13:35] First I thought it did but it doesn't the way that twitch works is like this like Marty for a pure example
[13:35 - 13:38] Let's say that you have somebody that
[13:39 - 13:44] Wants to subscribe to you a subscription is way different than a follow a follow
[13:44 - 13:48] Anybody can do that, but a subscription is where they buy
[13:48 - 13:58] Subscription to you for like three dollars and some odd sense and they get like emotes and all kinds of really cool stuff
[13:58 - 14:01] But then you also have this other stuff called bits
[14:01 - 14:08] Which is like it's like sense and money and they can donate that and that in turn
[14:08 - 14:16] Along with ad revenue adds up over time because once you get affiliate, which I do have you can
[14:16 - 14:23] Start getting ad revenue and ad revenue on top of bits on top of subscriptions
[14:23 - 14:27] As up to what I currently have
[14:27 - 14:33] So I am actually making a real money. I'm making a very real money
[14:33 - 14:40] The only reason I'm not able to cash out yet is because you have to have a minimum of a hundred dollars or more
[14:40 - 14:45] To cash out so I am making real money with it
[14:45 - 14:52] might not be the kind of money that you think it should or I'll be honestly the money that I should have been making all
[14:52 - 14:53] these
[14:53 - 14:59] Fucking years on on this platform right here without you guys getting in the way
[15:00 - 15:06] I'll be honest with him because of you guys I've lost out on a lot of shit that I did not deserve
[15:06 - 15:08] Just killing it right now. Like you've made
[15:08 - 15:12] You've worked like a hundred hours like there abouts, right?
[15:12 - 15:15] Yeah, and you've made way
[15:15 - 15:23] Right and I'm like I said Marty 30. I'll be making that living wage egg
[15:25 - 15:31] This is something I got told that still carries with me to this day. Okay, and William
[15:31 - 15:33] You might even be able to learn from this bro
[15:33 - 15:39] Yeah, if you want to do something for a living not kind the whole troll shit and whatnot and
[15:39 - 15:43] How much money have you made for content? That's not what I mean
[15:43 - 15:47] I'll be honest with you William
[15:47 - 15:51] Honestly, no William. I'll be honest with you, dude. You're a smart guy. You really are
[15:51 - 15:57] I just don't understand why the hell you've got to do what you're doing and act stupid
[15:57 - 16:03] Cuz you're so much smarter than you fucking think you are dude. You don't have to do any of this
[16:03 - 16:05] You'd have like a better self-esteem
[16:05 - 16:10] Like wait, let me say bro. If you don't wanna chance. Are you hitting on me? Are you trying to come on?
[16:15 - 16:22] Bro, I'm not hitting on you at all. What I'm saying is that you're a smart dude. I see how smart you are, bro
[16:22 - 16:25] Like I'll be honest with you. I went back and I watched
[16:25 - 16:29] Before you started attacking me. I saw a few things
[16:29 - 16:32] And I'll be honest with you
[16:32 - 16:43] I'll be honest with you that hot dog video, bro. Do you not realize that you know
[16:43 - 16:46] I would realize that not only did I have me laughing dude?
[16:46 - 16:52] I had my fucking family busting up damn near tears from lavas are that kind of shit
[16:52 - 16:59] I don't mind that kind of stuff. I can get behind. Yeah, I really can like that shit was funny
[16:59 - 17:04] So what I don't understand is what made you go from doing that?
[17:04 - 17:11] To attacking me like and you've been doing like I don't get it. I told you you attacked my girlfriend Kate
[17:12 - 17:18] Do let me tell you right now dude. The whole way listen. No, it's the way of the whole reason
[17:18 - 17:23] I don't think you really understand fully what went on. Okay, the reason I
[17:23 - 17:30] Went after Kate which we all know that she's not your girlfriend by the way. I know she's married. She's got a husband
[17:30 - 17:37] I know the guy I've ran into the guy multiple times on here. I know I'm not stupid. Okay, you believe what you want
[17:37 - 17:40] but
[17:40 - 17:44] Like I went after Kate because she pulled some shit
[17:44 - 17:47] That could have had her arrested dude
[17:47 - 17:53] And I didn't even ask for a matter of time Marty can even tell you that the shit that she did to me
[17:53 - 18:00] I didn't even ask for bro. Like matter of fact, he didn't matter if I go Marty. When was the was that one string?
[18:00 - 18:03] It was it was that one where you had her on here and she was that
[18:03 - 18:10] Yeah, she was acting like a strong-out drug you did choose your fiance at the time, right? Yeah
[18:11 - 18:16] We were at Costco that day. Yeah, I think like you proposed her on the second day. I believe a relationship
[18:16 - 18:21] But still
[18:21 - 18:25] I
[18:25 - 18:33] Went after Kate because of the fact that what she did to me and what she's done to other people like turtle boy
[18:33 - 18:40] Yeah, it's fucked up dude like no one has sometimes you make mistakes and you go after the wrong people
[18:40 - 18:45] And then they hurt you like here's you just gave me. Here's the thing dude. I am the speech you gave me
[18:45 - 18:51] Here's the thing though, man. Yeah, I never
[18:51 - 18:58] Went I didn't I'll be honest before she came up on Marty's panel. I didn't know who the hell she was
[18:58 - 19:03] I had no idea at all. I've never seen her never met her before in my life, dude
[19:04 - 19:10] Yeah turtle how she is beyond me. I think turtle boys a cool guy
[19:10 - 19:15] You'd like turtle boy, right and I'll be honest. Yeah, that's spoken. I'll be honest
[19:15 - 19:22] Dude, I spoke with turtle boy on the side. He's actually not a bad dude. He's exactly. He's actually a pretty decent guy
[19:22 - 19:26] He's not an actual bad guy like people make them out to be
[19:26 - 19:31] Like I'm actually talking a matter of fact when the whole shit with Kay was going down
[19:31 - 19:37] I told him about my situation and we sit down we talked about it for a pretty good
[19:37 - 19:40] Two three hours and me and him agree, dude
[19:40 - 19:47] No, no, we actually talked by DM on
[19:47 - 19:50] YouTube and this one so we actually
[19:58 - 20:05] Do agree on something William the shit that she's done to people like me was undeserving. I
[20:05 - 20:08] Never deserve. I never deserved
[20:08 - 20:11] All the odds
[20:11 - 20:18] By all those 50 dollars super chat. He says have a good night, brother. Great show
[20:27 - 20:32] It's got to be cuz I got people these people are doing well, there he goes. Like that's that's that
[20:32 - 20:36] He hit the pan on the wall today. You always hit the wall
[20:36 - 20:48] And I was gonna tell you this man, yeah
[20:48 - 20:55] you know, I'll be honest I'm like what you hear you have way more class than he does bro because
[20:56 - 20:59] Whenever you have a problem with me
[20:59 - 21:04] You take it up on me directly or you attempt to take it up me directly
[21:04 - 21:09] And you don't even do that. So I'm gonna do the same advice
[21:09 - 21:16] I will tell you the same thing that I tell everybody that I tell Marty or anybody that has a problem with me, dude
[21:16 - 21:19] Fucking problem with me, dude
[21:19 - 21:24] Take up with me directly and we'll talk about it, bro. You don't need to get my fan
[21:24 - 21:29] I agree with you chance this fat piece of shit. Yoko just sits here and cried you you get on panel and you fight
[21:29 - 21:34] Dude, you got that right chance get up here and stand up. Yoko's a piece of shit. You should go
[21:34 - 21:40] Like I said, bro, this ain't about him
[21:40 - 21:45] This is about cuz I got I'll admit you Yoko. I will make you done some fucked up shit
[21:45 - 21:52] But unlike with William, I'm willing to look past what you've said about me and I feel like I said
[21:52 - 21:57] I have people talking shit about me all the time. All right, so I'm used to it
[21:57 - 22:02] I'm used to people talking shit on me. I'm used to you know, people bashing
[22:02 - 22:08] I mean is what is and one thing I've had to learn is special with me being in the field that I am with streaming and
[22:08 - 22:10] the music
[22:10 - 22:15] Not everybody is going to like me. I mean not everybody is gonna like
[22:15 - 22:21] And I'm fine with that. Yeah, I'm fine with that. But William, like I said, bro
[22:21 - 22:24] a little bit of advice for you, bro
[22:24 - 22:29] And this is the same advice that I've given William that I told everybody I said this on
[22:29 - 22:35] Even even a live and welcome vouch and say that I have said this on panel quite a bit. Yeah
[22:35 - 22:41] Yeah, like if you have a problem with me 30, but look 14
[22:41 - 22:45] Bro, if you have a problem with me, dude
[22:45 - 22:49] Bring it up on me directly and we'll settle it behind closed doors, dude
[22:49 - 22:53] And all this shit that went down it didn't need to happen
[22:53 - 22:59] My family didn't need to get into it my friends didn't need to get drug into it at all
[22:59 - 23:02] Why do this could have ended so long ago?
[23:02 - 23:09] So long ago you chose to take it the route that you do you chose?
[23:09 - 23:13] Shit I did not deserve
[23:16 - 23:20] If you have a problem and I'm not just saying this to you when I'm saying this
[23:20 - 23:25] And I've even said this America and I said this online
[23:25 - 23:28] On my own
[23:28 - 23:40] You can hit me up on this cord you can answer this with you like you can you know, you mean
[23:40 - 23:45] Like you can like you can reach out to me
[23:45 - 23:48] However, you can I won't get many
[23:48 - 23:54] Out to you do I'm already do you know Minnie Manson do what yeah
[23:54 - 24:07] Care about what he thinks you think better they think they're better music performer than you are. Oh, hey
[24:07 - 24:16] Hey Marty, why don't we do this way?
[24:16 - 24:20] Does MGK think that he's better than having ever had son for?
[24:20 - 24:27] And ever and I'll be honest that actually is a healthy mindset to have a special when it comes to music
[24:27 - 24:35] If you don't think that you're the best in your field and you don't carry that confidence. How are you gonna get anywhere?
[24:35 - 24:37] Yeah
[24:37 - 24:45] Carrie is the same confidence that I care because the style that I do the music that I do I have to put on
[24:45 - 24:52] The fact that you know, I have to have that mindset of you know, ain't nobody
[24:52 - 24:58] You know this person may be over here, you know doing this and the other but he ain't doing this like me
[24:58 - 25:05] What I'm doing like me so I'll admit that is a healthy mindset to have I will admit that dude
[25:05 - 25:07] That's something that I had
[25:07 - 25:14] Like I said, I harbor no hatred towards anyone bro. I like that told you will you
[25:14 - 25:21] And like I told you more like I told you in glory hole if you got a fucking
[25:29 - 25:40] Like I said William I'm not here to pick a fight with you
[25:40 - 25:44] I'm here to tell you how things are gonna be
[25:44 - 25:46] I'm here to tell you how things are gonna be dawg
[25:46 - 25:48] Alright, go back and write back a new pillow
[25:48 - 25:50] I'll tell you right now William
[25:50 - 25:53] Like I said William if you got a fucking problem with me
[25:53 - 25:57] Like I told you
[25:57 - 26:01] We've got the magic
[26:01 - 26:05] Not bad, that's actually pretty good. Yeah, I'm not gonna lie. It's actually pretty damn good. Yeah
[26:05 - 26:07] That's what the game sounds like
[26:07 - 26:09] Like I told you William
[26:09 - 26:11] Can you do a duet?
[26:11 - 26:15] Do a duet, buddy
[26:15 - 26:23] You're the best man
[26:23 - 26:27] Hey, that's actually not bad, dude. I'm not gonna lie bro. Those are some good ass vocals
[26:27 - 26:29] But you're not gonna lie, man
[26:29 - 26:31] I actually dig it
[26:31 - 26:37] Hey, I'm not gonna lie
[26:37 - 26:39] I actually did that style of vocals
[26:39 - 26:41] Yeah, they might not be like that
[26:41 - 26:43] I do more or less
[26:43 - 26:45] The metal stuff?
[26:45 - 26:47] I do more or less
[26:47 - 26:49] Regular shit, that's pretty damn fucking good
[26:49 - 26:51] That's pretty fucking good
[26:51 - 26:53] Alright
[26:53 - 26:55] Yo, let's go
[26:55 - 26:57] I made this company called Balderco
[26:57 - 26:59] Yo, not gonna lie
[26:59 - 27:01] It's actually fucking dope
[27:01 - 27:03] I actually did that shit, that's sick
[27:03 - 27:09] Do I have any chance, like would you guys maybe be willing to do like a track together right now, why?
[27:09 - 27:11] Hey, whatever
[27:11 - 27:13] Hey, I'm always down for whatever style, dude
[27:13 - 27:17] Whether it's hip-hop, R&B, pop, rock, whatever
[27:17 - 27:20] Like, Marty, you seem what I can fucking do, man
[27:20 - 27:22] You have any style, like
[27:22 - 27:26] Granted, yes, I do more or less the heavy metal shit
[27:26 - 27:29] But, dude, anybody that's willing to work with me, I won't do it for real
[27:29 - 27:33] That magic touch, bum bum bum
[27:33 - 27:35] Can you do this here, man?
[27:35 - 27:37] I can actually come with them
[27:37 - 27:39] Dude, that style actually
[27:39 - 27:43] Hold up, that style actually reminds me of something
[27:43 - 27:46] Hold up, what about Marty?
[27:46 - 27:52] I don't know the song
[27:52 - 27:57] I know, Marty, I gotta like, I'll catch you in a bit, dude
[27:57 - 27:59] You're still running
[27:59 - 28:03] Ah, Marty, what's going on, man?
[28:03 - 28:05] What's going on, fellas?
[28:05 - 28:10] So, since I know the community is going to want this
[28:10 - 28:12] Yeah, it's me
[28:12 - 28:20] Should I just put my party, or just put the double D
[28:20 - 28:22] Let's take it from the top
[28:22 - 28:23] And Marty
[28:23 - 28:25] And Marty, you ready for this, man?
[28:25 - 28:27] I'm ready for it
[28:27 - 28:31] Whenever it feels so right
[28:31 - 28:35] Yeah, I'm moving right, right there
[28:35 - 28:39] Okay, I'm moving right, right there
[28:39 - 28:44] Very nice
[28:44 - 28:51] And style
[28:54 - 28:57] I'm just moving right here, bro
[28:57 - 29:52] [Music]
Heather on MBM Stream 2021-11-?

Heather on MBM Stream 2021-11-?

[0:00 - 0:10] no way is that really oh shit hey how are you doing good how are you oh I'm
[0:10 - 0:17] swell thank you oh what an honor what a privilege it's very so I've heard from
[0:17 - 0:23] you a little while I've been kind of away from the whole drama going on on
[0:23 - 0:29] here I've been doing my own thing with my family a few yeah it's always the
[0:29 - 0:39] time it's all big fucking jack-off yeah so you know you know Sir Hacks and I
[0:39 - 0:49] are we were we can be friends and then we could be enemies and yeah I guess
[0:49 - 0:56] well I can tell you this he thinks that I'm responsible well key thank you very
[0:56 - 1:02] much thank you uh he thinks that I'm responsible for obtaining a picture of
[1:02 - 1:10] him they were seen as his backside it's like it's pretty it's a pretty hairy one
[1:10 - 1:15] yeah yeah yeah it's all like concentrated and that because his
[1:15 - 1:23] abdomen is completely hairless which is strange I'll say this I do believe this
[1:23 - 1:27] and I've always said this at the happiest time in Sir Hacks his life and I
[1:27 - 1:31] don't know if you feel the same way it was when he was with you
[1:31 - 1:41] it was all a friend that's all I'm gonna say what was that it was all a friend
[1:41 - 1:50] hit so it's kind of like behind the scenes I guess he was not happy he
[1:50 - 1:56] seemed to be um I mean I'm sure you weren't all the time if ever um he was
[1:56 - 2:00] only happy when he wanted something
[2:00 - 2:15] what do you mean like toys or other stuff other stuff well I could see him
[2:15 - 2:22] being happy afterwards but I would imagine then you'd be unhappy beforehand
[2:22 - 2:30] nevertheless yeah one thing I always found weird was that like Sally wanted
[2:30 - 2:41] to take control of your finances yeah I mean I don't understand how she could
[2:41 - 2:50] expect you to give overall of your money while expecting none from Sir Hacks I
[2:50 - 2:56] mean what sort of adult woman would want to be a part of that like why doesn't
[2:56 - 3:07] he have to earn an income for the household but you do I just don't get
[3:07 - 3:12] it I simply don't understand like well how why does she feel entitled to
[3:12 - 3:15] control your money while demanding none from Sir Hacks it's kind of weird it's
[3:15 - 3:23] a little bit strange but did you ever ask you to do any
[3:23 - 3:29] backside stuff like because it seems to be like something that he's kind of
[3:29 - 3:43] gotten into lately yeah he did to him to him how does he go about doing that
[3:43 - 3:49] like how would he okay baby girl how are you doing today I really don't want to
[3:49 - 3:54] get into the logistics of it I really don't I did come up here for drama I'm
[3:54 - 3:58] aware of that it's just it's 2021 you know I guess whatever makes people happy
[3:58 - 4:07] it's a good thing leave my cup of tea you know no I'm aware of that it's
[4:07 - 4:16] probably why you declined it I can't imagine that happened often if ever and
[4:16 - 4:20] it's pretty hairy back there too you know it's like it's you know sometimes
[4:20 - 4:27] like a dog takes a poop it gets caught in their fur I would imagine that that
[4:27 - 4:35] would be a problem at times yeah I just don't know how somebody would make that
[4:35 - 4:44] request like it's not that I need to know but it's very progressive it's
[4:44 - 4:56] very progressive well I'm glad that you stuck to your guns yeah it's just nice
[4:56 - 5:01] to see you and hear from you it's been a little while
[5:05 - 5:15] focusing on more important stuff that's always a good thing yeah I've always
[5:15 - 5:20] wanted to ask you this because it's just been kind of strange to me that she
[5:20 - 5:28] doesn't expect any money from Cyrax but wants to take over all of yours and she
[5:28 - 5:35] wanted like how much did she want and rent from you $300 like I've seen that
[5:35 - 5:42] place and there's no way like you would think that if you're living there as one
[5:42 - 5:47] quarter of the household that you would be responsible for 25% of the rent and
[5:47 - 5:53] there's no way that that place is more than like 600 a month so why should you
[5:53 - 5:59] have to pay for half but I never understood that I don't understand
[5:59 - 6:09] either huh I think what it was she wanted me to pay for her son's side of
[6:09 - 6:18] the rent - why doesn't he have to do it because he's not mental enough take
[6:18 - 6:25] care finances and stuff why doesn't she just tell him that and
[6:25 - 6:32] haven't got like a disability check he might be getting one and he don't know
[6:32 - 6:50] it oh so Sally guts it oh my god holy shit so she's just basically using him
[6:50 - 7:02] for money that's not a that's my theory I've always ran with that theory I mean
[7:02 - 7:09] I would imagine you'd probably know better than anybody having I don't know
[7:09 - 7:24] but that's just my theory sense that makes perfect fucking sense Wow I guess
[7:24 - 7:32] like Ed is overdosed recently I heard he left no he's still there he he just
[7:32 - 7:40] overdosed possibly like a potential suicide he just didn't take it anymore
[7:40 - 7:49] yeah I mean he's constantly fixated it's not his ass and somebody else's
[7:49 - 7:54] ass I don't know if he ever was he like kind of like with you and I'm not too
[7:54 - 8:01] personal is he kind of like ass focused not with me okay yeah cuz he from what
[8:01 - 8:07] I've seen like when he makes these advances on women he always goes it's
[8:07 - 8:12] always with the ass with him I'm not sure if he understands like how a
[8:12 - 8:20] vagina works he doesn't know what the where or what the clitoris is I mean
[8:20 - 8:24] I'm sure you probably know that better than I do
[8:26 - 8:36] it was back to fish the science one-on-one biology I mean I could throw
[8:36 - 8:44] the college course in their anatomy and physiology the anatomy and physiology
[8:44 - 8:49] site a course in college yeah yeah yeah yeah well he I guess he was in high
[8:49 - 8:55] school until he was 22 or 23 years old um that's weird cuz normally they kick
[8:55 - 9:01] you out when you're like 2021 you there might be like a little bit unless he
[9:01 - 9:06] was in a special ed class I would imagine that was probably the case would
[9:06 - 9:11] that would that surprise you at all to hear no but you know he'll never admit
[9:11 - 9:18] it yeah yeah yeah it would be conflicting with his portrayal of a
[9:18 - 9:26] genius a musical genius a business genius professional athlete professional
[9:26 - 9:34] car racer yeah he's terrible at it too I don't know if you've noticed that how
[9:34 - 9:39] so he's telling you that like listen baby I'm gonna provide for us all right
[9:39 - 9:44] I'm gonna put put the team on our back here and I'm gonna do it through e-racing
[9:44 - 9:49] and it comes in racing it was after I left when the whole e-racing thing
[9:49 - 9:54] started no no no I think it was just before I think it was just before you
[9:54 - 10:02] left actually never been taking the main so were there any like final straws
[10:02 - 10:08] that like you were just like you know what this is unacceptable when he put
[10:08 - 10:22] this thing in on me that one day yeah yeah how did you feel when he when he
[10:22 - 10:28] sent like his pecker out did you did it bother you or did you start really care
[10:28 - 10:32] because you kind of weren't really into him
[10:35 - 10:41] I mean I wouldn't but it's still it's still kind of a betrayal yeah you know
[10:41 - 10:49] it's like you're making me look like a jackass here yeah yeah it's like why
[10:49 - 10:55] send it out to the girls stuff yeah especially when you're out there working
[10:55 - 11:04] to support him and it's just it's just absolutely terrible what about Michael
[11:04 - 11:12] Cyrix punched him hmm yeah I guess he did Michael I was pretty fucked up I
[11:12 - 11:18] don't know if you noticed this but he's changed his name to Sapphire Sapphire
[11:18 - 11:31] wolf did you see that his new channel name is Sapphire wolf I swear to God
[11:31 - 11:38] Wow yeah it's like he took for the love of wolves and sapphire envy and he just
[11:38 - 11:47] combined them into one to me that indicated one I don't talk to him I
[11:47 - 11:51] don't really get on YouTube no more like I said this this right here the
[11:51 - 11:56] channel that you saw was just the one I used to watch other people on YouTube
[11:56 - 12:02] with that's it I don't really do nothing oh yeah it's probably smart you know
[12:02 - 12:06] there's a lot of weirdos out there and they like to become a little bit
[12:06 - 12:17] invasive yeah at what point did you think you realized it was over was it
[12:17 - 12:21] before he put his hands on you or obviously as soon as you got there
[12:21 - 12:30] it's probably pretty weird yeah you know like with because Sally she's like
[12:30 - 12:34] really all over his life you couldn't even go anywhere without telling her
[12:34 - 12:41] right we had to ask permission to go anywhere like we were kids what kind of
[12:41 - 12:54] adult woman wants to deal with no one no one that smart yeah yeah I mean it was
[12:54 - 13:00] at the point that I had to wait I had enough money to get up and go I mean I
[13:00 - 13:06] would think that if I was there I would literally save every penny until I could
[13:06 - 13:14] get out of there must have just been an absolute nightmare
[13:14 - 13:17] do you ever see Ed like kind of acting strangely cuz it turns out I guess that
[13:17 - 13:24] he's like a active drug user no he don't do drugs he never did drugs he had
[13:24 - 13:30] an overdose I mean yeah can't play something for you I think it'll blur
[13:30 - 13:35] your mind go for it all right yeah this is you're gonna this is really gonna
[13:35 - 13:42] fucking for you here um um yeah so I mean I don't know if this will make like
[13:42 - 13:49] kind of here one moment
[13:50 - 14:09] let me do this and I gotta give a shout to William glory hole here for this
[14:09 - 14:21] tremendous find your one moment yeah I think I mean it's permanent sounds like
[14:21 - 14:50] he's trying to kill himself yeah
[14:50 - 15:19] yeah I think my birth is taking an overdose of pills I'm not sure I can't
[15:19 - 15:32] get him to wake up he's sweating confusedly this is your boyfriend yes
[15:33 - 15:50] are you in your lesson now yes how old is he then is he awake and breathing
[15:50 - 15:57] he's breathing and he sits up every once in a great while but I can't get
[15:57 - 16:09] him to move he's sweating profusely no was this accent or intentional oh I'm
[16:09 - 16:13] sure it's intentional so I mean to me I don't know about you but I think that
[16:13 - 16:17] Ed is trying to kill himself and I don't know why he sticks around what
[16:17 - 16:25] does he get out of supporting them all dealing with the screaming all night
[16:25 - 16:33] like how does he sleep I think maybe he was trying to step up to be the father
[16:33 - 16:41] figure chance never really had so that's actually kind of kind of sweet
[16:41 - 16:50] I'd say um I mean he seems like a I feel like Sally is responsible for how
[16:50 - 17:03] sirex is he's never really had to do anything I don't know if you'd agree
[17:03 - 17:12] with that he's never had to do anything for himself everything you did to him on
[17:12 - 17:19] the silver platter well I mean it might be like a bronze platter but nevertheless
[17:19 - 17:24] like yeah everything's been hand to him I gotta ask I think people want to know
[17:24 - 17:32] like how were the first how were the first like few days there it was okay
[17:32 - 17:36] it wasn't really you know no screaming anything but it was like a week later
[17:36 - 17:43] I was like what at what point did you start to realize that maybe this isn't
[17:43 - 17:55] everything that I thought it would be when he first started doing the whole
[17:55 - 18:01] framing at people cussing them out nothing was ever his fault first time
[18:01 - 18:06] did it have anything to do with like slowly realizing the record deal was
[18:06 - 18:16] less than legitimate oh I know it wasn't legitimate I knew it wasn't I want it I
[18:16 - 18:20] try to tell when I'm what if it's not what you think it is what if just
[18:20 - 18:24] someone pulling the wool over your eyes and he was like no it's real it's real
[18:24 - 18:38] okay whatever you say get heard over you actually just really like them I try to
[18:38 - 18:43] be more supportive as a friend than anything else well you also move moved
[18:43 - 18:59] in with them and we'll try to kiss him anyways how's his hygiene I think everybody
[18:59 - 19:05] knows the specifics of that one well like we don't know how regular his
[19:05 - 19:15] bathing or brushing habits are not regular enough so like how many times
[19:15 - 19:21] not a normal person like how many times a week would you say that he took a
[19:21 - 19:28] shower well he doesn't work right now he takes baths right like he just soaks in
[19:28 - 19:37] the top I mean he took one or two baths when I was there but I know he took
[19:37 - 19:43] showers oh okay okay yeah I thought that he was like a tub soaker I don't know
[19:43 - 19:58] where I got that from so I mean any kind of like have a good smell to him no yeah
[19:58 - 20:06] I mean if you don't really take showers you know I mean unless like you're
[20:06 - 20:13] blast I would imagine that you probably develop like a bit of a smell I don't
[20:13 - 20:19] know so like a hmm after the first handful of days and after the first
[20:19 - 20:23] week where he starts like screaming at people because he'd always try to make
[20:23 - 20:28] it seem like he was doing it for your honor but it probably only made things
[20:28 - 20:32] worse I would guess like because it's crazy when he flies off the handle like
[20:32 - 20:47] it's it gets pretty volatile yeah yeah how at what point um did you decide that
[20:47 - 20:52] like you know I need Michael here I gotta I gotta bring Michael up here and
[20:52 - 21:05] and why the reason why I brought Michael where I was at is so that way I can have
[21:05 - 21:12] more support and more help and a more of a witness to all that was going on so
[21:12 - 21:22] that way I didn't seem crazy well something here saying okay at the point
[21:22 - 21:25] how they're simping and not telling truth about fall man no I think others
[21:25 - 21:34] is being truthful I don't I don't believe that he took showers regularly
[21:34 - 21:38] because I think that Sally would have to constantly remind him and even before
[21:38 - 21:41] he went to go and see you this was amazing to me before he took that long
[21:41 - 21:51] road trip he'd somehow forgotten to shower how do you before you meet what
[21:51 - 21:54] you think is the love of your life how do you not even take a shower how does
[21:54 - 22:09] that just slip your mind I am we don't know it's pretty strange yeah so like
[22:09 - 22:13] knowing how fucked up the living situation was there did you feel bad at
[22:13 - 22:21] all bring Michael up or I do but also where he was at was in a good stable
[22:21 - 22:29] environment either yeah you have to be in pretty dire straits to consider even
[22:29 - 22:35] moving into the Wilkins household
[22:36 - 22:39] Doc's will says to be fair she was there every day you probably become like
[22:39 - 22:45] nose-blind to the smells like you just get used to it like I smoke I don't
[22:45 - 22:52] smell smoke I'm sure everyone else does I mean I didn't grow accustomed to the
[22:52 - 22:58] smell at all I did I started keeping my wrist sprayed of like fragrances and
[22:58 - 23:02] stuff and like I would smell my wrist every so often so that way I wouldn't
[23:02 - 23:13] smell it it's probably a good strategy and being outside would help a whole
[23:13 - 23:19] lot too so yeah I found it weird that when his penis got infected that he
[23:19 - 23:26] would have Sally apply the cream to it form like it's it seems like awfully
[23:26 - 23:36] familiar like it's a little too close if you ask me like that before he well
[23:36 - 23:43] um quite possibly you know to just be that familiar she insisted on it and he
[23:43 - 23:52] didn't really resist and to just allow it you know and just be fine with your
[23:52 - 23:57] grandmother slash mother not only seeing your penis but getting hands-on with
[23:57 - 24:04] your penis it's it's weird um I think there's like probably been like a lot
[24:04 - 24:11] of dysfunction that household um you know if you look at Rupal you know the
[24:11 - 24:16] guy's a rapist he raped the 14 year old on a bike path you look at that gay bill
[24:16 - 24:21] you know he was a cross-dressing man who contracted well I guess he got
[24:21 - 24:27] cancer that turned into HIV so we can't really say that he got that from any
[24:27 - 24:34] sort of know what it was he already had he had I hate to indulge God rest his
[24:34 - 24:42] soul yeah but uh he already attracted HIV and his immune system was really
[24:42 - 24:45] really low to the point that he caught cancer and he really couldn't fight it
[24:45 - 24:50] off or couldn't do chemo or really anything because his immune system got
[24:50 - 24:54] attacked do you think it's kind of fucked up but he didn't even visit him
[24:54 - 25:03] in the hospital I think so yeah he always talked about like how much he
[25:03 - 25:09] meant to him and he dedicates his car racing to bill but like he didn't even
[25:09 - 25:19] care enough to go to the hospital to see him like how do you not who is
[25:19 - 25:26] ambient dog do this is this is how they're other dated and live with
[25:26 - 25:32] Cyrax for how long was that probably like six months yeah I would say about
[25:32 - 25:39] that mm-hmm um what were your favorite things about Cyrax and what were your
[25:39 - 25:49] least favorite things bottom I would say my favorite thing about him was how
[25:49 - 25:56] he would get so animated playing a new game like the new anime a new game or a
[25:56 - 26:01] new TV show that would come out and him just being away from the YouTube drama
[26:01 - 26:08] and all that taking pictures yeah I mean so you got yeah of course you get
[26:08 - 26:13] excited about his games but like what what what one of his characteristics or
[26:13 - 26:19] traits like what were your favorite things about his personality
[26:19 - 26:33] you well I thought it would was because he listened but I don't really think he
[26:33 - 26:44] has much of a personality you can't really think of anything that you like
[26:44 - 26:56] about him I'm not the way he turned out to be yeah I mean I guess like it's
[26:56 - 27:03] probably easy for him to you know act like he's something that he's not until
[27:03 - 27:10] he got there and then it's probably kind of hard to hide okay this is
[27:10 - 27:14] probably an easier question what are your least favorite things about Cyrax
[27:14 - 27:32] well okay I'll tell you I'll tell you what I like about Cyrax it's his it's
[27:32 - 27:37] his persistence like when he believes in something he's not going to let any rhyme
[27:37 - 27:44] reasons facts or logic get in the way of it and despite everyone telling him
[27:44 - 27:49] that he's awful at it or coming in last place in every race like he's going to
[27:49 - 27:57] stick it out I mean the flip side of that is I guess that it comes out like
[27:57 - 28:04] the expense of any sort of meaningful outcome for his life but he really has a
[28:04 - 28:11] lot of self-belief well there goes Heather
2022-11-1 How i really fucking feel

2022-11-1 How i really fucking feel

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[0:00 - 0:29] I'm about to piss off a lot of fucking people and honestly, I don't fucking care. I'm about
[0:29 - 0:46] to piss off a lot of motherfuckers and not give a shit. First off Marty, I know you're
[0:46 - 0:55] full of shit. You're a pathetic piece of trash. You said they're saying you want to bring
[0:55 - 0:59] skull scratchers coming back. Well guess what? That ain't never gonna fucking happen and
[0:59 - 1:05] you want to know why. I never wanted to do that shit in the first place and you want
[1:05 - 1:15] to know why. You want to know why I didn't want to do that in the first place because
[1:15 - 1:23] I came onto this fucking stream. I came onto this shit, onto this platform to do two things,
[1:23 - 1:29] my music and my artwork. That's all I can want to hear and do. My music, my artwork
[1:29 - 1:37] and gaming from time to time and that's it. I never once wanted to do that bullshit ass
[1:37 - 1:43] dumb ass skull scratcher comedy and you want to know why? Because I fucking hated it.
[1:43 - 1:49] The only reason I even did it was because I felt like I had no fucking choice but to
[1:49 - 1:58] fucking do it just to keep the fucking trolls off my fucking back. I never wanted to fucking
[1:58 - 2:06] do it, ever. I only did it to shut the trolls up to keep them off my motherfucking back
[2:06 - 2:14] because I felt like I did what I had to fucking do to keep them off my back. That's the only
[2:14 - 2:26] fucking reason I did it. And Marty, let me tell you right now, douchebag, I know your
[2:26 - 2:43] fucking lives. I know your fucking lives don't fuck. I know you're alive asshole. Oh and
[2:43 - 2:52] by the way, I do have access to my YouTube so I know where you're at. I know who you
[2:52 - 3:00] are a music bitchface Marty. I trust you when I say the minute I find you I'm fucking banning
[3:00 - 3:08] you you fucking retard mongoloid little fat bitch. What's the matter Marty? You get mad
[3:08 - 3:19] because I'm not bringing back what the fuck you want? Well guess what? Fuck you. So let
[3:19 - 3:38] me go right here to community.
[3:38 - 4:08] Okay. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna
[4:08 - 4:34] get you. Doo doo doo doo. Getting ready to chose what I love to do. So go ahead and Marty,
[4:34 - 5:03] keep on trying. Nah, you want to be fucking honest. I'm tired of your bullshit. I'm tired
[5:03 - 5:08] of your bullshit, Marty. All your fucking lies. You're all about your fucking self.
[5:08 - 5:15] You want to know how I know this? Every time you try to make a proposal, it's always during
[5:15 - 5:24] a live stream. It's always during a live stream that you always want to try to make
[5:24 - 5:34] peace or make some sort of deal. That's all it is. You want the fucking views and you're
[5:34 - 5:45] mad at the fact that I'm not bringing back what you want. That's all it is. You're mad
[5:45 - 5:51] at the fact that I'm not bringing back what the fuck you want to bring back Marty. That's
[5:51 - 5:58] all it is. And you hate that. And you want to know why I don't fucking trust you. Look
[5:58 - 6:05] at all the fucking shit you've done to me before. No, seriously, look at all the shit
[6:05 - 6:23] that you've done to me before. You broke into my Facebook, stole private photos and videos
[6:23 - 6:38] and posted them to porn sites. You ran your mouth behind my fucking back. You literally
[6:38 - 6:57] desecrated my dead brother. You literally sat there and did that shit. Who is this and
[6:57 - 7:12] what do you want? I know you are. So is your mom, you fat bitch. But for real though, dude.
[7:12 - 7:17] You want to sit there and claim you're a good person, Marty? You're not. And you're
[7:17 - 7:23] never going to be able to prove it by me. You're never going to be able to prove to
[7:23 - 7:33] me that you're not a piece of shit. You're never going to be able to prove it. The only
[7:33 - 7:40] way you're ever going to be able to prove it to me is if on your own, by your free will,
[7:40 - 7:49] you take that wing glory hole for good. And I don't mean making up the little scam where,
[7:49 - 7:57] you know, I don't mean making up a little scam where you bought the glory hole and you
[7:57 - 8:00] make it look like he's doing this.
[8:00 - 8:28] Yo, you know what? Marty can suck my cock. Actually, no, I don't want to answer him.
[8:28 - 8:48] You're not going to be able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not
[8:48 - 8:56] going to be able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not going to be
[8:56 - 9:17] able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not going to be able to prove
[9:17 - 9:26] to me that you're not a piece of shit. I'm going to tell you right now, Marty, this shit
[9:26 - 9:37] that I'm fucking dealing with, motherfucker, let me tell you. Hello, hello, hello, hello,
[9:37 - 9:51] hello. No, you fucking want to know something, dude? You want to know something, Marty, and
[9:51 - 10:01] I'm being straight up about this. I don't need the fucking bullshit, Marty. All this
[10:01 - 10:08] shit that you see going on, all the fucking crap that I'm dealing with with my fucking
[10:08 - 10:14] skin, with this crap. Let me tell you something, dude. You want to know what this is all fucking
[10:14 - 10:19] caused by? All the dermatitis all over my body? All this? You want to know what that
[10:19 - 10:29] shit's caused by? Fucking stress. Stress that you fucking put me through, asshole.
[10:29 - 10:57] You're all from fucking stress. Why? You hear a fuck with me too? Who is this?
[10:57 - 11:03] Hold on. Hold on, y'all, I'll be right back.
[11:03 - 11:07] [MUSIC]
[57:07 - 57:29] 32 years later. I bet none of you trolls can say that shit but I can't because I
[57:29 - 57:49] lived it and I'm still here motherfuckers and this one is for the fans. This is for my real fans man I fucking love you guys. This song right here is my promise to you guys and my family's friends.
[57:49 - 61:47] (music)
[61:47 - 62:15] I represent that shit. I represent the people that get walked on. The people that get shunned and pushed out by society. I rep the outcasts. The people that you motherfuckers deem is unworthy. The ones that you deem as different. The ones that you deem as not good enough. I represent those people. Always have, always fucking love. And if you don't like it, well guess what? Here's my answer to you. Fuck you.
[62:15 - 62:31] I have always represented the people like me since I started music. And I will continue to represent the underdog. I will continue to represent the people that you push out.
[62:31 - 62:47] And believe what I say, I will always speak out against you fucking dumb ass trolls. If I see something going on and it's wrong, guess what? I'm speaking out on it motherfuckers.
[62:47 - 62:59] So you can say what you want about me, say whatever you want. I don't give a fuck. Because at the end of the day, your stupid ass opinion don't fucking matter.
[62:59 - 63:25] What does matter are these awesome ass people that are in the fuck comments. Rocking my music every day. Rocking my fucking merch every day. And doing what they gotta do to survive. Those are the motherfuckers that I rock.
[63:25 - 63:45] The ones that are out here doing what they love and not giving a shit. Those are the ones that I can be fucking proud of. The ones that sit here and say fuck you the trollin and bullion. I can respect that. A hundred percent.
[63:45 - 63:59] And if you trolls don't like that, well guess fucking what? I don't give a shit. I ain't here for you. I'm here for the people that enjoy what the fuck I do.
[63:59 - 64:18] And nah, not this time man.
[64:18 - 64:42] Yo, midnack, what up?
[64:42 - 64:52] This song right here represents what the trolls try to do. And for us, as my family's best community do to fight back.
[64:53 - 65:07] Straight, straight, straight, straight.
[65:07 - 65:36] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[65:36 - 66:04] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[66:04 - 66:12] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[66:12 - 67:10] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[67:10 - 67:25] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[67:26 - 67:54] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[67:54 - 68:23] Even when it's not about you, about you.
[68:23 - 68:52] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[68:52 - 69:20] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[69:20 - 70:17] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[70:17 - 70:46] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[70:46 - 71:15] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[71:15 - 71:44] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[71:44 - 72:13] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[72:13 - 72:41] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[72:41 - 73:03] Whether it's simply helping somebody with something, whether it's helping them write a song, helping them move shit out of their house, whether it's being an ear for them to listen to.
[73:03 - 73:19] And see, y'all trolls, you built your fan base off of intimidation and fear. I built mine off of love and fucking respect.
[73:19 - 73:31] My fan base, I built that shit off of respect and love for the people that actually enjoy what I do.
[73:31 - 73:42] Don't let me ask anybody here that fucking knows me. Everything I do now, I've built it off of love and respect for the people around me that rock my shit.
[73:42 - 73:49] That's what separates me from you asshole trolls. And if you don't like it, I don't give a fuck.
[73:49 - 74:00] But as I said at the beginning of this stream, Marty, you need to shut your punk ass up, motherfucker, because you ain't shit. You ain't ever gonna be shit.
[74:00 - 74:07] You ain't ever gonna get anywhere with your fucking bullshit.
[74:07 - 74:11] And as for the trolls, I don't need your stress.
[74:11 - 74:19] And Marty, you can keep the stress. Trolls, you can keep your stress. I don't fucking need it. I don't want it.
[74:19 - 74:27] Because like I said, this shit keeps up. I could end up in the hospital and I don't need that.
[74:27 - 74:31] My fans don't need me ending up in the hospital.
[74:31 - 74:54] Like I said, Marty, I got talent. You don't. You trolls, you're a bunch of pussies. You ain't shit. This is all y'all do.
[74:54 - 75:04] That's all you trolls do all fucking day, yak, yak, yak, yak, yak.
[75:04 - 75:15] That's all you trolls do, man. You do this all fucking day.
[75:15 - 75:24] But to be honest, what hasn't it done, knick-knack?
[75:24 - 75:32] So to you trolls, I say this.
[75:32 - 75:40] Fuck you.
[75:40 - 75:49] And no, that's not an offer.
[75:49 - 75:56] Hell yeah, dude. Hey, you know I rock black ops in my luggage. Good game. Very good game.
[75:56 - 76:00] Hold up one sec, y'all.
[76:00 - 76:06] If you're here to troll me, fuck off.
[76:06 - 76:11] I don't know if you've got an answer. I don't know if you've got an answer. Oh, well.
[76:11 - 76:16] It must not have been important if they hung up that quick.
[76:16 - 76:22] I am Marty. Well, let's see. And Marty, I got a challenge for you. All right.
[76:22 - 76:28] I have a fucking challenge for you. And this is something I have done.
[76:28 - 76:38] If you can record 30 solid songs that are actually good, I'll shut my mouth and I'll respect you.
[76:38 - 76:51] But unless you can record 30 solid songs within 24 hours, you don't get my respect.
[76:51 - 77:02] I guarantee you, you ain't got the balls to sit down and take the time enough to record 30 plus songs in a day.
[77:02 - 77:07] You can't do that because you ain't got the skill.
[77:07 - 77:14] But me, I've done that shit already. I've done that shit multiple times.
[77:14 - 77:23] Many times I've done that already. Don't believe me? Ask anybody that knows me.
[77:23 - 77:27] Ask any of my friends that have been here since day one.
[77:27 - 77:54] Since before I started blowing up.
[77:54 - 77:59] And by the way, to waste chickens, fucking niggas, you know damn well.
[77:59 - 78:09] And I bet everybody here knows that you stole my music, bitch.
[78:09 - 78:14] Who is this and what do you want?
[78:14 - 78:19] Hey, Gloria, why don't you give my music back, you pussy little fuckbag?
[78:19 - 78:28] Or are you mad at the fact that I'm calling you out on your fuck shit, you pussy little nigga boy, you crack-headed little bitch, you townless fuck job?
[78:28 - 78:34] What, you mad?
[78:34 - 78:37] Oh, no, no, no. You ain't getting sent to me, motherfucker. I'm taking that shit back.
[78:37 - 78:42] Whether you like it or not, bitch, you ain't getting sent there and sent to me, I'm taking that shit back.
[78:42 - 78:48] Whether you want it to or not, you punk-ass little bitch, I don't give a fuck about your shitty copyright, motherfucker.
[78:48 - 78:51] I'm taking that shit back on my own accord.
[78:51 - 79:02] And they ain't got nothing, their little bitch faggot-ass can't fucking do about it, so fuck your copyright, fuck you, and fuck your whole goddamn life, you little fucking retard.
[79:02 - 79:09] Like I said, the real fans know what's up. The real fans know who the shit belongs to, and guess what?
[79:09 - 79:16] It's me, bitch. I'm the real Cyrus. I'm the real DK, bitch. I'm the real writer of those songs.
[79:16 - 79:21] And guess what? Everyone here fucking knows that you bitch-ass motherfucker.
[79:21 - 79:30] So why don't you take your little bitch double-worshiping ass down to your fucking, wherever you fucking go to worship Satan, sit there, and shut the fuck up?
[79:30 - 79:36] Because like I said, you pussy-lipped dick little bitch, I'm taking my songs back, whether you fucking like it or not.
[79:36 - 79:41] And guess what, fuckboy? There ain't a goddamn thing your punk-ass can do to stop me.
[79:41 - 79:46] Because guess what, bitch? I'm taking my shit back, liking her fuck or not.
[79:46 - 79:56] So guess what? Fuck you, fucking mom, fuck your dad, fuck your comeback, bitch-ass wife Katie, AKA the sweatbag of YouTube, AKA the pedal of YouTube.
[79:56 - 80:01] And fuck all your little fucking fans, because your fake is fucked, you dumbass.
[80:01 - 80:09] So fuck you, gorgeous bitch, AKA you dick-sucking little fuckboy. So fuck you, nigga. You ain't nothing but a bitch.
[80:09 - 80:13] So do yourself a favor and go fuck yourself, bitch-ass.
[80:13 - 80:24] Because like I said, I'm taking my songs back, whether you like it or not, bitch, so fuck you.
[80:24 - 80:36] Anybody else want to fucking challenge me? Anybody? Anybody else want to fuck your step up and say something? Anybody at all? Let's go.
[80:36 - 80:46] Anybody want to step up and say something else about my shit? Let's fucking go.
[80:46 - 80:59] Come on, man. Anybody want to step up and say something about my music again? Let's fucking go. Let's go, bitch.
[80:59 - 81:08] Because like I said, I'm taking my shit back from you, Gloria, and guess what? You ain't fucking stopping me, bitch.
[81:08 - 81:26] Oh, really, Paul? I'd love to see you prove that one, dumb fuck.
[81:26 - 81:37] Oh, and to William Gloria Hall, AKA Wench Shokens, go ahead and show up here. I dare you to, Gloria, bitch.
[81:37 - 81:46] Matter of fact, I want you to show up here, Wench Shokens. I want you to show up here. You want to know why?
[81:46 - 81:54] Because I want to look you in your face after I feature your fucking ass and take back what's rightfully mine.
[81:54 - 82:05] I want you to show up here. I want you to show up here, Wench Shokens, whoever the fuck you are, that I could promise you this.
[82:05 - 82:11] You show up here. Guess what? You're getting an ass beat personally from yours truant.
[82:11 - 82:21] And guess what? I'm going to enjoy it because guess what? I'll get to look you in the face and laugh as I beat your ass.
[82:21 - 82:29] So go ahead. Show your ass up, punk. Go ahead and show your punk ass up, motherfucker.
[82:29 - 82:39] I want you to. Matter of fact, I invite you to. I want you to show up here. I'm inviting you to show up here.
[82:39 - 82:45] No cops. Nobody getting in the way. Just me and you, motherfucker. You show up here to my house.
[82:45 - 82:51] I'm going to look you dead in your ass. I'm going to take back my shit and then I'm going to whip your fucking ass.
[82:51 - 83:01] So go ahead. Show up. Unless you're too chicken shit.
[83:01 - 83:07] Unless you're too chicken shit to throw hands, then show your ass up.
[83:07 - 83:11] If you got the balls to throw hands, then show up.
[83:11 - 83:16] Because believe what I say, bro, I ain't afraid to throw hands with a punk like you wince.
[83:16 - 83:24] I ain't afraid to throw hands with your ass.
[83:24 - 83:28] Who are you and what do you want?
[83:28 - 83:37] Yeah, I know you're a pedo bitch. So is your mommy, cocksucker.
[83:37 - 83:44] Like I said, bro, I ain't afraid to throw hands with you wince. Matter of fact, wince-chokens, I want you to show up.
[83:44 - 83:49] I want you to. I want you to show up here.
[83:49 - 83:55] Oh, wait, I forgot. You won't do it because you're a chicken shit. You're a pussy-ass coward and you hide.
[83:55 - 84:00] That's all you do. You hide behind your camera like a bitch, glory hole.
[84:00 - 84:06] And glory hole, we all know that you win. We all know that you're wince-chokens, glory hole.
[84:06 - 84:10] And we all know that you're too much of a bitch, you know, pussy to show up.
[84:10 - 84:17] We all know this. You're too scared to show up. You're too chicken shit.
[84:17 - 84:20] You ain't got the balls to show the fuck up and face me.
[84:20 - 84:28] Like I said, man to man, I'll make sure there ain't no cops. I'll make sure nobody gets involved.
[84:28 - 84:33] Because when I throw down with you, I want to make sure that I knock your ass out.
[84:33 - 84:39] I want to be sure to look you in the face as I beat your ass.
[84:39 - 84:46] I want to see the look of fear in your eyes after I knock your fake ass out, glory bitch.
[84:46 - 84:50] So go ahead.
[84:50 - 84:56] Show the fuck up. If you're man enough.
[84:56 - 85:00] And don't cower like a bitch and make an excuse in front of my family. No.
[85:00 - 85:07] I want the man you show up, I want them to tell you who the fuck you are.
[85:07 - 85:10] I want you to tell them who the fuck you are.
[85:10 - 85:14] Because the minute I know it's you, guess what?
[85:14 - 85:18] All I gotta say is this, man, I hope you got into insurance.
[85:18 - 85:23] Because after I'm throwing you, you shouldn't have teeth out your ass for a week.
[85:23 - 85:26] I can promise you that.
[85:26 - 85:29] Like I said, bro, I hope you got into insurance, man.
[85:29 - 85:33] Because the minute you show up, your teeth are getting knocked down your throat.
[85:33 - 85:38] And you're going to be shitting teeth out your ass for a fucking week, I guarantee you.
[85:38 - 85:42] But don't have it. It'll call you the toothless wonder.
[85:42 - 85:48] And then maybe you can suck on Marty's dick that much better because you ain't going to have those teeth getting in the way.
[85:48 - 85:54] So at least you can suck his cock better like you like to do. So there it is, that.
[85:54 - 85:58] So essentially, I'll be giving you a free dental job.
[85:58 - 86:09] [silence]
[86:09 - 86:11] Hell no!
[86:11 - 86:21] [silence]
[86:21 - 86:25] Who the fuck, Darnell? What the fuck do you want, man?
[86:25 - 86:28] [inaudible]
[86:28 - 86:31] Hey, why don't you go fuck your mother, you fucking pedo?
[86:31 - 86:34] [inaudible]
[86:34 - 86:38] All right, good. I want him to show up because I'll beat his ass.
[86:38 - 86:42] [inaudible]
[86:42 - 86:48] Yeah, well, guess what? This little motherfucker is going to beat his ass into the ground any motherfucker.
[86:48 - 86:54] And you can tell that douchebag, hey, you can tell that douchebag, I hope he's got dental insurance
[86:54 - 86:57] because he's going to fucking beat it when I'm done with it.
[86:57 - 87:00] Good. Do it.
[87:00 - 87:04] [silence]
[87:04 - 87:08] Anybody else want to try to start shit?
[87:08 - 87:15] [silence]
[87:15 - 87:19] Does anybody else want to try to start shit with me?
[87:19 - 87:22] Anybody at all?
[87:22 - 87:33] Because like I said, to you wench-okens, the minute you show up, you better hope and pray to God you've got dental insurance, motherfucker.
[87:33 - 87:38] You better hope and pray to God you've got dental insurance.
[87:38 - 87:48] Because trust me when I say, you're going to fucking beat it.
[87:48 - 87:53] And like I said, that ain't a threat.
[87:53 - 87:56] That's a promise, bitch.
[87:56 - 87:59] So go ahead, show up if you're mad enough.
[87:59 - 88:02] You've got 24 hours to show the fuck up.
[88:02 - 88:06] You've got 24 hours from tomorrow to show up.
[88:06 - 88:11] And if you don't, everybody's going to know what kind of a bitch you really are.
[88:11 - 88:14] So good luck, douchebag.
[88:15 - 88:18] [silence]
2022-9-22 EVE to adam Immortal Gohan AMV

2022-9-22 EVE to adam Immortal Gohan AMV

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[0:00 - 0:02] Thanks for watching!
[0:02 - 0:26] I am a border, I'll never fade away. I'm a legacy that lives beyond, far beyond the grave. I am a border, I'll never rest in peace. And you're never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be.
[0:26 - 0:55] Don't pretend that you don't know me now. They're six feet down and I'm still around. Call them to your memory. You're never gonna forget me. You had, you're dead, but time washed you away.
[0:55 - 1:22] You're dead, you're gone, but I'm still going to try. I am a border, I'll never fade away. I'm a legacy that lives beyond, far beyond the grave. I am a border, I'll never rest in peace. And you're never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be.
[1:22 - 1:51] You're never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be me. I'm never gonna need your sympathy. Cause you'll never have a chance to miss me. You can try to shake me, I don't care. I'm permanently everywhere. They never meant to spell my name. How about yours? Cause things I've done are what they're living for. I am a border, I'll never fade away.
[1:51 - 2:14] I'm a legacy that lives beyond, far beyond the grave. I am a border, I'll never rest in peace. And you're never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be me.
[2:15 - 2:38] I am a border, I'll never fade away.
[2:38 - 3:04] I am a border, I'll never fade away. I'm a legacy that lives beyond, far beyond the grave. I am a border, I'll never rest in peace. And you're never gonna be me. I am a border, I'll never fade away.
[3:04 - 3:09] I've been lookin' to the lispy Home for me on the grave
[3:09 - 3:15] I am immortal I'll never rest in peace
[3:15 - 3:18] And you'll never gonna be Never gonna be
[3:18 - 3:24] Never gonna be Never gonna be
[3:24 - 3:34] Never gonna be
2022-10-26 PLEASE HELP ME STOP MY GANG STALKERS (Facebook)

2022-10-26 PLEASE HELP ME STOP MY GANG STALKERS (Facebook)

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[0:00 - 0:25] These are evil and they are very evil. Natural Mafia pretended to be an 18 year old female
[0:25 - 0:36] on a phone call with me sent me an image of an underage child without
[0:36 - 0:50] my knowledge or consent and then claimed to be underage. And ever since then I've been
[0:50 - 0:58] called a pedophile, I've been called everything under the sun, I've had my Facebook, social
[0:58 - 1:18] media broken into many a times. I've tried getting away from the internet and let these
[1:18 - 1:26] people attack me in real life. These people have sent a dead baby pig stone in the mother's
[1:26 - 1:46] fetal sac to my house. I've almost gotten killed by police because these people I've
[1:46 - 2:02] almost gotten shot and killed by police and her friend William Gloria was the one that's
[2:02 - 2:11] doing all this shit to me. And this man not only attacks me on YouTube, this man attacks
[2:11 - 2:23] my everyday life. He goes after my friends and family. I want to get legal aid around
[2:23 - 2:31] here. I want to get a lawyer to try to fight this but I can't afford one. And legal aid
[2:31 - 2:43] here is basically non-existent. Like around here there is no legal aid. I mean there is
[2:43 - 2:55] but it's so hard to get into, to get ahold of them but it's practically non-existent.
[2:55 - 3:02] This man has gone after my family directly. And just recently I found out he's trying
[3:02 - 3:10] to contact my biological brother Buddy to try to kill me and mine and his relationship.
[3:10 - 3:15] Not that we do have a relationship and we don't talk but it's one of those things
[3:15 - 3:27] where I eventually would have liked to talk to Buddy and you know. Like this is the awful
[3:27 - 3:32] thing that this man does. I leave YouTube like he wants.
Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 8 (Full Album)

Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 8 (Full Album)

Tracklist: 1. Intro 2. Legendary 3. Street Scene 4. William The Glory Hole (William Gloryhole Diss) 5. Somethin' To Say 6. Battling My Demons (Spoken Word) 7. FUCK THE HATE 8. Rock Goes Rap Voices 9. Life or Death 10. 2022 11. Another Life 12. Why Me (Spoken Word) 13. All Alone Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:08] What's up everybody? My name is Cyraxx. I am an artist, music producer, beatmaker, soundscape designer.
[0:08 - 0:21] I've been doing music for over 10 years. I started in 2009 and then in 2010, that's when I started taking my craft more seriously and I started to hold my skills as an artist.
[0:21 - 0:36] Evil is enough! You're a narcissistic psychopath that needs to fuck off! Did you attack Adam? Well gee! If you would fuck off, I would never reason to go off!
[0:36 - 0:41] I'd like to know a little bit more about myself. I'm only gonna explain.
[0:41 - 0:54] Hey faggot! Take your wheelchair! Show it off your ass! And go the fuck somewhere else, dog!
[0:54 - 1:02] So you guys aren't guaranteed nothing but the best from myself. So you guys know that you're not getting screwed over at all.
[1:02 - 1:07] I'm not out to fuck anyone over, scam anybody like people think.
[1:07 - 1:15] But yeah, I look forward to doing business with you guys, I look forward to the new fans, I look forward to all that. So with that being said...
[1:15 - 1:22] Nigga, I can knock your ass off! Bro, you're in a wheelchair! You're a fucking joke, bro! I mean, look at you, man!
[1:22 - 1:32] Boom boom bang boom pow boom bang bang bang boom pow boom bang pow pow pow kapras kapras kras symbol.
[1:32 - 1:53] BANG POW BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM OOH AHHH BANG BANG BANG BANG BOOM POW BOOM POW POW BANG BANG KRAAS KOO BOOM BOOM KRAAS BANG OOH AHH OOH EHH OOH AHH AHH AHHH
[1:53 - 1:56] It's fucking dope! I love it!
[1:56 - 2:12] So, everyone's running out about me, I'd say it's time to show 'em what's up.
[2:18 - 2:31] Shout out to them who woulda broke. Everybody always wanna run, they motherfucking mouth about me. At the night they know me, but they don't really know anything.
[2:31 - 2:44] Everybody always wanna try to talk a little smack, at the night they gonna get to me. Then they turn around and realize that I'm so fucking legendary.
[2:44 - 2:57] Every time I go down into the foot of history, everybody always wanna try to pick a fight with me. I don't get it, I don't watch the drama.
[2:57 - 3:11] Every single time you cry to me like I'm your mama. Bitch I ain't your mama, I ain't your dad, so get the fuck away from me with that childish motherfucking drama.
[3:11 - 3:28] Why is it that you feel like you gotta fuck with me every single day? It's just another fight for my name to be in the books of history. I'm above you, you're below me.
[3:28 - 3:47] Here I am, making that name for myself, oh so legendary. I rock with those that are rocking with me. Yeah, you thinking that you're stopping me. Y'all ain't stopping shit.
[3:50 - 4:09] Cause all y'all wanna do is run your mouse. But you ain't doing shit really. Every time you wanna run your mouth about me, it's like you gotta pay people to talk shit. You're so unoriginal.
[4:09 - 4:27] Why is it that you can't just take a hand, go away, get the fuck away from me? I don't need no negativity anymore. Here you are, on the floor, I'd rather ride, lick the murder tube now.
[4:27 - 4:50] Look at you, I touch out you, I spit you out, turn you into a soup. All my mixtures, all my motherfucking raps again, I'm on my ground. I will keep on doing this and then I'm dead in the ground. Don't think for a minute that you can never take me down.
[4:50 - 5:08] Hell nah, I ain't ever gonna go down, I'm too legendary, making a name for all to see. My story is gonna go down in history as one of the most legendary.
[5:08 - 5:24] Just wait and see, ain't nobody stopping me, ain't nobody stopping me, I'm running through like a roadblock to get to the top. And I ain't gonna stop.
[5:30 - 5:55] Hey yo, here we go, light 'em up boys, rev those engines, let's go, rev the engines, here we go, cruising around town we know where to go, cruising around town just me and my homies.
[5:55 - 6:15] Hitting up the trip scene, hitting up the track scene, doing everything that we gotta do to get our names known here in the street racing scene. Going that's a sweet game, got that ass fifteen.
[6:15 - 6:44] Looking the old town with that nice ass trip pack. Got the lever with the motherfucking on the go, looking real mean, got that shit with that motherfucking live kid. Everybody wanna face me, it's me and my crew, doing what we gotta do here on the street racing scene.
[6:44 - 7:13] Street racing scene, who the fuck do you think you are, can't handle me. See you on the trip track, we find getting junior right behind me. Call me the motherfucking decay of the trip scene, you can't even catch me, ain't no street out lost, stopping me on my team.
[7:13 - 7:37] Me and my homies, keep it on the ground where it should be, the underground racing is where we are, we run the scene, I've been running the scene since I was eighteen, ain't nobody stopping me whenever I see.
[7:37 - 8:06] Red and blue lights in my rearview, hit the north and never looked back, lived by the street cold, I dive by the wheel and I'm gone, I was born by the legendary wheel, dive by the wheel is all I know.
[8:06 - 8:19] Me and my homies cruising around in the street scene, ain't nobody doing it better than me on my team.
[8:19 - 8:40] The underground racing scene is where it stand for me, keeping the street with a hundred all the time, lived by the street scene one hundred percent underground for me.
[8:40 - 8:53] Yo, who even is this wavering glory hole dude man, he's a fucking joke, is he a guy or a girl, and is he a whole boyfriend or a girlfriend, alright thanks man.
[8:53 - 9:16] Yo, who even is this motherfucker wearing glory hole, this man sucks off his boyfriend's dick, every day through a motherfucking glory hole man, this dude, ain't that like his soul, motherfucking hoe making videos about me and my girl like ow, look at me, I'm so motherfucking hard.
[9:16 - 9:44] Shoot that bitch, you ain't nothing but a motherfucking idiotic retard, do you not realize that, here in a few months you gonna be big, fuck bust pictures you just not kill a fuck off, wait, that's right, we all know that you like taking that dick in a motherfucking ass, dude, is it your boyfriend or your brother or your dad, that you sucking off every day.
[9:44 - 10:12] So, why don't you just get the fuck back, we all know that you like taking that type in the motherfucking ass, so why don't you get the fuck back, take your ass back to the motherfucking class, god damn, this man ain't got no motherfucking class, yeah, may have been labeled as a motherfucking pedophile, you stupid little bitch, but the truth is, man, I don't prove my innocence or I don't go.
[10:12 - 10:41] So, who the fuck are you, man, I don't even know, I don't know you, I don't owe you anything, so why don't you just get the fuck away from me, you just trying to make a name off of my name, cause you don't wanna see me get my success, I kinda deserve you, wanna go after my girl, well, guess what, you may as well go after me, you stupid little punk ass bitch with no name,
[10:41 - 11:10] you, hiding your face on the internet, everybody knows me, everybody loves me, everybody, motherfucker can't respect me, cause I don't put, oh, put in there, no wack ass freak, thought of bitches like you, they the way I'm going, all these words tico, motherfucker, mouth up to that loyo, cause, by the time this rap's done, man, you gonna be sucking on your daddy's dick, and you know that truth, son,
[11:10 - 11:22] ain't no Danish truth, son, don't even try to battle me, I'm the Grim Reaper
[11:23 - 11:32] (laughing)
[11:33 - 12:01] Too many people trying to get in my motherfucking way, and to let it so, till you play like they got something to say, I'm so sick of these motherfuckers always trying to get in my way, trying to stop my progression, maybe after dicks, fuck the smitherers, the teacher and some motherfuckers, and you don't wanna go to the toe, with a motherfucker like me, baby, just to play you close, broken, doing this, easy shit, since I was sick, thinking k to you,
[12:01 - 12:30] you, me as well, call me a motherfucker, get in class, he kills like he touch me, I'm released off from your fucking body, you, me as well, call me, motherfuckers, gon' be it, cause I'm taking that spirit, brother, through your body, and I'm doing what I gotta do, nobody ever say no fucking body, they want to try to get in my way, ain't no way, I'm never gonna go down, ain't no way, any of you motherfucking names are gonna get in my way,
[12:30 - 12:36] Get it my way, I lay me in a fucking ring All your dumbass motherfuckers sitting all the year and then
[12:36 - 12:41] Talking all that motherfucking shit, acting like everybody's in the ring
[12:41 - 12:46] I don't care a fuck about what you gotta say to me 'cause anything that you fucking say to me
[12:46 - 12:53] It doesn't work two days in your other hand All that shit fucking say to me, so what made you think or forsaken it?
[12:53 - 13:01] You can never go, don't atone with me Ain't no way you ever got a friend me, I ain't like, like Dyson in the ring
[13:01 - 13:05] I am like, like a legend, I'm on the motherfucking keys
[13:05 - 13:09] Ain't no way you ever gonna get rid of me, I'm a walking ninja bitch
[13:09 - 13:14] Ain't no way you ever done, don't review me, you mean as well
[13:14 - 13:20] Call me Roman Reigns, 'cause I'm really the sneezing shit, like, it's a Romanesque fireman's world
[13:20 - 13:23] Call me Roman Reigns, 'cause I'm the king, you know this motherfucker shit
[13:23 - 13:30] Ain't no way you ever gonna go away, y'all pay as well, call me Cinq problems, 'cause I say
[13:30 - 13:36] Every motherfucker feeling like a fucking piece, I'm hating you, I am like, rock, laser, new
[13:36 - 13:41] I am hating you with that fucking nail, fuck, nothing dancin' you like what the fuck you gotta do
[13:41 - 13:48] Hit you with a swag, I'm gone, now my name is just R.I.M.E, your name with the one that you cannot review
[13:48 - 13:55] Yeah, I make love to live the fucking way, but I ain't the one that you can never review
[13:55 - 13:59] I'm the one that you cannot deny, I'm the one that you cannot refuse
[13:59 - 14:05] Got dick, bigger town, catamiska style, ain't no more, it's doing what I gotta do
[14:05 - 14:10] Fuck all you little wackers, motherfucking haters, you just shut up some of my plan
[14:10 - 14:13] And 'cause you know that I got the will, I got the fire too
[14:13 - 14:17] Ain't commit, I am always going higher, always staying on fire
[14:17 - 14:21] Never really, I'm retired, I am always on the top
[14:21 - 14:26] Ain't there never be no show, but I'm up in the motherfucker pool
[14:26 - 14:29] Making another hit, all you doing is
[14:29 - 14:32] Running up, putting your cup, rear
[14:32 - 14:36] And to a motherfucking noose, and I'm staring up
[14:36 - 14:38] Hope right through every one of you
[14:38 - 14:43] I'm the best, I was the best, the risk, and the best forever will be
[14:43 - 14:47] So don't think, don't respect it, then you will never get a stop
[14:47 - 14:53] Ain't no way you're ever gonna get rid of me
[14:53 - 14:58] Never again, ain't no way I'm going, ain't no way I'm doing this
[14:58 - 15:05] Music shit until I'm in the ground, six to take, no longer breathing
[15:05 - 15:09] It's the crowd, man, I'm taking the game, never see the nigga way
[15:09 - 15:15] I'm never gonna go away, just ten to every one of you
[15:15 - 15:18] I'm the people's champ, man, you're a bitch, man
[15:18 - 15:20] Call me the winner, well, just because
[15:20 - 15:23] I'm the people's champ, but people like me, I
[15:23 - 15:26] Ain't no motherfucking champion, what are you?
[15:26 - 15:29] To block your ass with no motherfucking bitch
[15:29 - 15:32] Trying to get as fucking with me
[15:32 - 15:36] Man as well, sit the fuck down, shut the fuck up
[15:36 - 15:39] Turn the fuck around, cuz they, yo, I thought they wanted hero work
[15:39 - 15:43] Then you got it, go ahead, man as well
[15:43 - 15:47] Yo, ain't nobody there, yo, ain't no motherfucking
[15:47 - 15:50] Rickers at the end of the day
[15:50 - 15:56] In the ground, on your tombstone, I promise you, I will say
[15:56 - 16:02] Say by the motherfucking demon, king of self-shadowing
[16:02 - 16:05] Ah, ah, ah
[16:05 - 16:08] So go ahead and stop me now, motherfuckers
[16:08 - 16:10] What do you guys say?
[16:10 - 16:13] Cuz you're fucking with the best
[16:13 - 16:18] So, eat up, drag the fuck up
[16:18 - 16:21] Or, I'm sure I'm doing the rest
[16:21 - 16:26] Yeah, shoulders do it
[16:26 - 16:30] Oh, no
[16:30 - 16:32] Yeah
[16:32 - 16:55] I don't know what to do anymore
[16:55 - 16:58] I have all these demons with bullies attacking me
[16:58 - 17:02] And it's like, I'm trapped in an endless nightmare
[17:02 - 17:05] Always scared, always running, always hiding
[17:05 - 17:10] Always lonely, what do I do?
[17:10 - 17:18] Do I run and hide, or do I stay and fight?
[17:18 - 17:21] I want freedom from this hell so I can get well
[17:21 - 17:27] So when I die, I don't end up in hell
[17:27 - 17:35] Will I ever escape?
[17:35 - 17:38] Ah, I don't know, but I have to try
[17:38 - 17:44] Cuz if I don't, these demons, they'll eat my soul
[17:44 - 17:47] And I'll show them, I'll show them who's my soul
[17:47 - 17:56] And they'll take my life, and I'll die
[17:56 - 18:00] It's like I'm trapped on the inside not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go
[18:00 - 18:03] How do I fight? I don't know
[18:03 - 18:07] But I'm battling these demons every single day and night
[18:07 - 18:11] They're running through my head telling me just give up the fight
[18:11 - 18:12] I don't know what to do anymore
[18:12 - 18:15] I have all these demons attacking me
[18:15 - 18:24] It's like I'm trapped in an endless nightmare simply
[18:24 - 18:28] Always scared, always running and hiding
[18:28 - 18:33] I want freedom from this hell so bad
[18:33 - 18:37] But yet, half the time, because of these demons, I feel so bad
[18:37 - 18:39] I'm always so mad
[18:39 - 18:45] How do I fight this? I don't know
[18:45 - 18:49] But I'm constantly screaming out for some fucking help
[18:49 - 18:56] So that I can fight
[18:56 - 19:00] Cuz I know if I don't fight, these demons will eat my soul
[19:00 - 19:05] And I'll show them who's my soul and die
[19:05 - 19:09] I'm tired of that knowing these demons inside
[19:09 - 19:13] I just wish they would all die
[19:13 - 19:26] [Music]
[19:26 - 19:32] Fuck your hatred, I want you to be your baby
[19:32 - 19:39] You say that being is just a reality of that life
[19:39 - 19:46] Why would you judge everything that I do?
[19:46 - 19:50] You and I, you know me when you know
[19:50 - 19:55] Do you know that it's true?
[19:55 - 19:57] I don't understand
[19:57 - 20:12] Why would you judge that which you don't understand?
[20:12 - 20:16] You and I, you've got this heart, got this heart
[20:16 - 20:22] What's wrong with me in an endless nightmare?
[20:22 - 20:26] Why could we ignore each other?
[20:26 - 20:35] Why could we take our faces? Why must this hatred exist?
[20:35 - 20:43] Why must you judge me when you don't know me or understand me?
[20:43 - 20:49] Do you know that there's never a life so broken you?
[20:49 - 20:55] Send a wreck, look at me, let's go back out of here
[20:55 - 21:02] One, two, three, four, shake your hand
[21:02 - 21:09] You must be reopening the dark
[21:09 - 21:14] You will not let go of us again
[21:14 - 21:22] You will not be free from this hatred
[21:22 - 21:26] You don't understand why you really don't like
[21:26 - 21:32] You and I, you've got this heart, got this heart
[21:32 - 21:35] Do you know what I understand?
[21:35 - 21:47] You drew your face and killed me when you fucking shot me
[21:47 - 22:03] Don't worry, don't worry I understand you are made to swing
[22:03 - 22:12] So take my hand, it'll be okay
[22:12 - 22:21] Good reason, don't worry why you don't need it
[22:21 - 22:27] So do they deserve this fuck, you're right
[22:39 - 22:45] Voices in my head again, trapped in a woman
[22:45 - 22:50] Some of your skin that put me under, here we go again
[22:50 - 22:55] I've swallowed myself but the fever still remains
[22:55 - 23:01] I'm numb to the pleasure but I still feel the pain
[23:01 - 23:08] If I showed you my soul, would you cover your eyes if I told you the truth?
[23:08 - 23:13] Would you tear me to life?
[23:13 - 23:17] I keep it on the side
[23:17 - 23:23] Because I know the man is everything but kind
[23:23 - 23:26] Voices in my head again, tear me in
[23:26 - 23:30] Two of all rock and a whim
[23:30 - 23:37] I can hear them now trapped in a game inside my own skin
[23:37 - 23:43] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[23:43 - 23:48] The voices are running around and around in my head
[23:48 - 23:56] And I walk through this valley of shadows and dust
[23:56 - 24:02] I curse not the wicked, I'm praise not the dust
[24:02 - 24:10] If I told you the truth, would you take me to change if there was a convincing
[24:10 - 24:13] Good loan of pain
[24:13 - 24:18] Voices in my head again, tear me into a war I cannot win
[24:18 - 24:24] I can hear them now trapped in a game inside my own skin
[24:24 - 24:31] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[24:31 - 24:35] Voices in my head are running around in my head again
[24:35 - 24:38] And I just don't know what to do
[24:38 - 24:43] Voices in my head again, tear me in
[24:43 - 24:46] Two of all rock and a whim
[24:46 - 24:51] I can hear them now trapped inside my own skin
[24:51 - 24:55] Trapped in a game that I can never win
[24:55 - 24:58] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[24:58 - 25:03] Every other day and I just don't know how to make it go away
[25:03 - 25:09] Voices in my head are pulling me under there, pulling me under once again
[25:09 - 25:15] I keep it on inside me 'cause I know the man is everything but kind
[25:15 - 25:19] Voices in my head trapped in my own skin
[25:19 - 25:23] They're pulling me under here with no one
[25:23 - 25:33] Can I keep it on inside me 'cause I know the man inside my head is everything but kind
[25:33 - 25:43] 'Cause I know the man inside my head is everything but kind
[25:43 - 25:49] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me in
[25:49 - 25:53] And I just don't know how to make it go away
[25:53 - 26:12] Looking around in my head, all I see are these demons and they won't
[26:12 - 26:17] Let me rest, I'm walking through the hell of the maze
[26:17 - 26:24] All the rides went wrong, I know I never should have just since you were alone
[26:24 - 26:33] Oh no, no, why is it that I have these demons surrounding me every day
[26:33 - 26:40] Looking like they wanna feed on my soul
[26:40 - 26:47] At the time I just don't know where to go
[26:47 - 26:50] Who am I, I don't know
[26:50 - 26:56] Why must I walk the edge of life and death, I don't know
[26:56 - 27:01] Every day I walk the edge of life and death, life and death
[27:01 - 27:06] Should I choose it? What choice should I take it?
[27:06 - 27:13] Death is calling my name, right? They're in heaven's keys
[27:13 - 27:18] But then I realize the devil wants my soul
[27:18 - 27:24] Should I walk right into the fire and fix the hell
[27:24 - 27:31] I don't know what I'm doing, one chance I need to make the right one
[27:31 - 27:39] 'Cause every choice that I make couldn't fit my name in my mouth
[27:39 - 27:46] Should I choose life or death?
[27:46 - 28:05] So I got all these people running their mouths about me when I was here, right?
[28:05 - 28:10] Oh man, this is gonna be good, let's go
[28:10 - 28:15] Everybody always wanna talk about anyone I'm running 'bout them 'bout me
[28:15 - 28:19] I thought I could not do anything but here I am, staying in my own lane
[28:19 - 28:24] Doing everything I gotta do, putting in them motherfucking work every single day
[28:24 - 28:28] Yeah, the best of them, the best of them, my friend, ain't nobody taking me down
[28:28 - 28:32] Make no way, I'm never looking back, I'm on my back
[28:32 - 28:42] Should I choose this? What the fuck you gonna do when I stare right at you?
[28:42 - 28:47] Thinking that I ain't just staying raw, huh? Right to you, man, who the fuck are you?
[28:47 - 28:50] I don't know you, I don't owe you anything so get the fuck up out of my way
[28:50 - 28:54] Before I have to run you over like I'm a goddamn patron
[28:54 - 28:57] I know what I've worked, I know where I've been
[28:57 - 29:01] I know what I've been through, ain't nobody ever stopped me
[29:01 - 29:04] You don't know what the fuck I've been through
[29:04 - 29:07] You don't know what it's all for me to get this motherfucker born
[29:07 - 29:12] You alone, but it's like to work so motherfucking hard with no sleep
[29:12 - 29:15] No pain, no time to waste
[29:15 - 29:18] Ain't nobody ever taking me, this is my time
[29:18 - 29:22] My race or win ain't nobody taking me down
[29:22 - 29:25] And now I'm coming in clutch, running around
[29:25 - 29:29] Coming in with that motherfucker, we ain't no guy
[29:29 - 29:33] Taking look at my face, I got that motherfucking ring
[29:33 - 29:36] 'Cause I don't care, well, I'm thinking I ain't winning like this
[29:36 - 29:41] Fuck one, night, battle boy, yeah, who the fuck are you?
[29:41 - 29:48] Yo, somebody get this motherfucker chosen, goddamn tell
[29:48 - 29:52] Ain't no way I'm ever backing down, I came to order
[29:52 - 29:56] Thinking 'bout giving up, here I am stepping up into the game
[29:56 - 30:00] Looking at you like goddamn, another bitch
[30:00 - 30:03] I got it, got it, got it, got it, cut the fuck up
[30:03 - 30:07] Tear up, on the motherfucking ground up
[30:07 - 30:10] Ain't nobody stopping me, this is what I do
[30:10 - 30:14] I ain't making my name, but I don't, now, in
[30:14 - 30:16] Motherfucking history, just take a look at me
[30:16 - 30:20] I'm stepping into the game, succeeding once again
[30:20 - 30:23] Back on the attack, and I ain't ever looking back
[30:23 - 30:26] Staying in my own land, working hard
[30:26 - 30:30] Every fucking day, 2022 is my year
[30:30 - 30:34] Let it be very clear, anything that you chose
[30:34 - 30:37] Say about me, yeah, don't fucking affect me
[30:37 - 30:42] All you want is a little bitch within your opinion
[30:42 - 30:47] You know what to say, opinions on the cancels
[30:47 - 30:51] Everyone's got one at a time, and you should be suck-ass
[30:51 - 30:54] Man, y'all better get in the back of the bus
[30:54 - 30:58] 'Cause I'm driving this shit straight off a cliff
[30:58 - 31:02] And I'm loving the fuck out, got these wings to fly
[31:02 - 31:07] While I let them watch y'all walk, dance around inside
[31:07 - 31:11] Watch you crash a burn in the ground, and I wreck each other
[31:11 - 31:15] My success, and I ain't gonna stress
[31:20 - 31:34] If I can't let you go, will darkness divide?
[31:34 - 31:45] For the vision of love is the truth of our lives
[31:45 - 32:00] When you are paying for keys, but people's new, not cost
[32:00 - 32:10] Now the only way out is in your heart-shaped box
[32:10 - 32:21] But I hate that it seems you were never enough
[32:21 - 32:30] We were broken and beaten, but never gave up
[32:30 - 32:44] And I hate that I made you the enemy
[32:44 - 32:56] And I hate that your heart was the casualty
[32:56 - 33:04] Now I hate that I need you as we rest
[33:04 - 33:10] Here at Nome, like notes on the page
[33:10 - 33:19] They'll find us to compose, could not pay our pain
[33:19 - 33:27] With a candle through time, I can't spell
[33:27 - 33:36] See our ghost, but I can't close my eyes for it
[33:36 - 33:44] For it is a way you want me most
[33:44 - 33:57] Where you want me the most, I hate that it seems you were never enough
[33:57 - 34:05] We were broken and beaten, but never gave up
[34:05 - 34:19] And I hope that I sit through your memory as we echo through time in the melody
[34:19 - 34:29] Now I hate that I need you and I hear you
[34:29 - 34:40] Now when you said that everybody had to fall for the part of work
[34:40 - 34:55] As I see you now in what's left of me in the too late to be insanity
[34:55 - 35:03] Because I hate that it seems you were never enough
[35:03 - 35:14] Yeah, we were broken and beaten in the name of love
[35:14 - 35:28] And I hope that we race in another life, I hope that
[35:28 - 35:50] I don't hate that I need you, I don't hate that I need you
[35:50 - 36:09] If I can't let you go, well, darkness divine for the fiction of nov's, the truth and our nice
[36:09 - 36:18] We were playin' board keys, but we both knew not cause
[36:18 - 36:31] And now the only way out is in your heart-shaped locks
[36:31 - 36:59] Damn bully, I don't get it
[36:59 - 37:13] You judge me for my mistakes, but yet you're the ones who trolled me into it
[37:13 - 37:20] You sent there to attack me for my wrongdoings when you do worse than me
[37:20 - 37:24] You attack my friends and try to turn my own family against me
[37:24 - 37:34] But yeah, all I do is try to be myself But yet, it's like you want me to end up
[37:34 - 37:37] alone Like you want me to be by myself
[37:37 - 37:49] It's not like I ever asked for this I'm sick of feeling this pain and this anger
[37:49 - 37:55] deep within Every day I'm constantly living in sin because
[37:55 - 38:07] of what you did to me All I try to do is make a living for my family
[38:07 - 38:12] But yet you sit here and you bully me You put me on the edge of suicide multiple
[38:12 - 38:22] times to where I almost ended my life right there on your livestream
[38:22 - 38:29] But yeah, half the time I feel like you don't even understand what
[38:29 - 38:35] it's like to be me My whole life growing up being bullied, being
[38:35 - 38:48] attacked Now what happened to you?
[38:48 - 38:53] What made you decide that you want to bully me?
[38:53 - 39:00] You could've gone after everyone Everyone else in the world that is a pedophile
[39:00 - 39:07] But yeah, you choose me You bully me even after I came clean about
[39:07 - 39:16] what I did You decide to bully me
[39:16 - 39:20] And you wonder why I lie awake at night every single day
[39:20 - 39:32] Tossing and turning Hoping that the pain would go away
[39:32 - 39:42] I don't deserve this I just want to be free
[39:42 - 39:50] I want to be free from this hate and this anger So I can fulfill my purpose
[39:50 - 39:57] And make a living for my family Who gave me everything
[39:57 - 40:02] Why is it that you can't see the pain behind the words that I say every day?
[40:02 - 40:08] Why is it that you can't see the tears that I cry when I lie awake at night?
[40:08 - 40:14] Soundly crying myself to sleep because of what you do to me
[40:14 - 40:22] You say that you're the victim But really, I'm the one that's the victim
[40:22 - 40:28] You bully me and push me until I break And not because you have my friends who've
[40:28 - 40:34] gone away God, this isn't fair to me
[40:34 - 40:46] This isn't how the way my life's supposed to be
[40:46 - 40:50] I'm sick of feeling this anger I'm sick of being hurt
[40:50 - 41:02] I'm sick of feeling like I belong 6 feet deep beneath the earth
[41:02 - 41:10] Why is it that you sit there and say one thing and then turn around and do that exact same
[41:10 - 41:14] thing to me?
[41:14 - 41:19] I don't understand it You claim that I'm the bad guy
[41:19 - 41:25] But really, you're the bad guy You're the one bullying me
[41:25 - 41:33] You're the one attacking me You're the one delitering me
[41:33 - 41:43] God, why can't you just let me pee?
[41:43 - 41:47] Why can't you just go away from me?
[41:47 - 41:59] Why can't you just leave me alone and let me live my life in peace?
[41:59 - 42:02] Because to be honest with you, I don't want to end up dead in the ground with the rest
[42:02 - 42:08] of the deceased You guys are like a fucking disease
[42:08 - 42:20] You're destroying everything that you see And ruining everyone's lives
[42:20 - 42:33] Just to get a laugh And that's not fair
[42:33 - 42:40] Not to me or to anyone So why can't I ask
[42:40 - 42:41] Why me?
[42:41 - 43:08] But I walk this earth while alone With no taste of calm at all
[43:08 - 43:20] I'll lay off dead from the woods I'll let it turn to be alone
[43:20 - 43:31] Walking this earth on my own I must hide and taste the light
[43:31 - 43:40] When I'm meant to be in the darkness So many times
[43:40 - 43:52] When I'm this sad in the back with this life So many people that I love leaving my life
[43:52 - 46:08] So many people that I love leaving my life So many people that I love leaving my life
[46:08 - 46:25] God had a different day for you and me Now as I sit here and watch you fall apart
[46:25 - 46:43] for sin All I can do is wonder why you had to take a back of me
[46:43 - 47:04] As I don't teach, I don't send this on us The dark out is unknown, I'm alone with no place to call my home
[47:04 - 47:13] Yo, I got no place to call my home Got no place to call my home
[47:13 - 47:22] Now I'm sitting here popping these halls of the abyss All my own, don't know where to go
[47:22 - 47:29] Don't know what to do anymore So I'm just gonna continue to walk on my own
[47:29 - 47:37] All alone, I walk this earth with the heart made of stone
[47:37 - 47:46] Yeah, all alone All alone, I walk alone
[47:46 - 47:58] Yes, I walk this earth alone All my own, don't know where to go
[47:58 - 48:08] Now I know I should have never trusted you from the start
[48:08 - 48:19] Now I know I should have never trusted you from the start So I continue to walk this earth alone
[48:19 - 48:21] 'Til I find my home
[48:21 - 48:43] Do you have any music for sale? Not right now I don't, dude
Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 10

Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 10

Tracklist 01.Intro 02. The Hard Life 03. When You Were 19 04. You Ain't Shit (Krypt K Diss) 05. Mentaly Dead 06. Lost In Myself 07. Mentally Unstable 08. Dead Inside 09. Monster I've Become 10. Fuck The Mainstream 11. 7 Different Demons 12. Stabbed In The Back 13. Letter To My Brother Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:06] If I were you, I would shut my YouTube channel down before I shut it down for you because uh,
[0:06 - 0:14] oh, that's right. I can get you on copyright in your friend's hands. Geez, that'd be a shame
[0:14 - 0:19] if your channel got taken down, wouldn't it? That'd be a real shame if your channel got taken down,
[0:19 - 0:26] wouldn't it dude? I will break into your channel and have it shut down. And that is not a threat,
[0:26 - 0:32] that is a promise that I will personally break into your account and delete your channel for you.
[0:32 - 0:38] And if I don't do it that way, well guess what? I'll have YouTube do it for me. Oh wow.
[0:38 - 0:43] Sony actually knows the law. It's a miracle.
[0:47 - 1:02] Running around in my head. Every day it feels like I'm dead. Nobody ever really understands
[1:02 - 1:14] what it's like on the outside. Looking in with a heart so broken down. You don't know if you can
[1:14 - 1:28] even make it through the day. Every day I sit and wonder as I watch every day pass me by and I'm
[1:28 - 1:41] so depressed every single day of my life. I'm so tired of feeling like this. Tired of all of this
[1:41 - 1:58] depression defeating me. I just want to get away from everything. I just want to be free from
[1:58 - 2:21] everything. I'm tired of being what I've become. Tired of being as everybody sees me.
[2:25 - 2:41] Tired of being that person that everybody makes me out to be. I'm tired of everything around me.
[2:41 - 2:55] Falling apart it seems like every time I take a step or die. Always taking two steps back right
[2:55 - 3:12] into where I was again or the hundreds I'm making. I'm so tired of fighting every single
[3:12 - 3:22] team and that comes my way. I'm sick of being strong for everybody. I just want to be mine.
[3:24 - 3:38] So begin I'm tired of feeling like I'll never end up tired of feeling like nobody understands me.
[3:38 - 3:50] I'm so tired of being what everybody wants me to be.
[3:50 - 4:05] Hey, all was so easy when we were just like you.
[4:05 - 4:15] You always tried to tease me like we're just a dream. Why did I have to see you walking through the crowd?
[4:15 - 4:26] Tell me this is an empty night 'cause this time comes out. You turn your head to see how could it be?
[4:26 - 4:36] Too early I stand and swim, I die. No time you want, I stand still, that's just not good enough.
[4:36 - 4:45] Please stay away too, I never could have been here back. I've still become only you.
[4:45 - 4:54] Hey, now don't you say things like this for my life. I told you just to end this thing.
[4:54 - 5:03] Tell me this time like you. I never needed you. Baby, it's your love and now I love you still.
[5:03 - 5:14] Wherever you go, it's just a way to go. I'll never care, but I feel your eyes, your hair, your toes, your hands.
[5:14 - 5:22] Eyes, your toes, your hair, tight. Wherever you go, I'll be there and we won't go.
[5:22 - 5:28] We're trying for the most of us to keep. This is what I've done around here.
[5:28 - 5:36] And it was all the leaves we went. We were just like you. Always tried to please me.
[5:36 - 5:43] Just like what everybody else goes into. Didn't even care about me.
[5:52 - 6:01] What did I have to see? You saw the man, his face is happy. I could have talked about you.
[6:01 - 6:10] Take your hand and see me how it could have been. Two of all the guys in the square, I know you did it.
[6:10 - 6:20] You went from that moment on. I knew these were things that we were gonna be together.
[6:20 - 6:50] What did I have to see? You walked into the crowd.
[6:50 - 6:55] Tell me, Jason, that the eyes could have been talking about you.
[6:55 - 7:00] Turn your hand and see me how it could have been.
[7:00 - 7:04] Two of the guys in the square, I know you did it.
[7:04 - 7:10] You turned into my heart. Still, that's not good enough.
[7:10 - 7:20] Please give it away to whatever you know in your back. I'm still the dog, only you.
[7:20 - 7:25] And now the future's changing, rising from my eyes.
[7:25 - 7:30] My whole vision, the endless peace, the peace child inside.
[7:30 - 7:38] I, I never needed you. Didn't need your love. And now I love you still.
[7:38 - 7:46] Wherever you go, to the rain or so, I'll never give up till you rise.
[7:46 - 7:52] Your lips, your toes, your hair, eyes, your clothes, their skies.
[7:52 - 8:00] Wherever you go, from there, we float. Now we're trapped for the most of us.
[8:00 - 8:08] Still, Jason, that's what I've done around here. Hey, it was all so easy when we were just nice.
[8:08 - 8:15] You always tried to tease me despite what everybody else told you to do.
[8:15 - 8:18] Didn't even give a fuck about me.
[8:18 - 8:39] [MUSIC]
[8:39 - 8:47] And yo, I'm really getting tired of all these fakes, like Crip Gay, the one and the music artist.
[8:47 - 8:54] Always running the mouse. Always saying that they're my friend, but then they turn me and stab me in the back.
[8:54 - 8:58] Alright, let's show this motherfucker what's up.
[8:58 - 9:03] Every single day you wanna run your mouth about me.
[9:03 - 9:10] Then you turn around and like everybody gives a fuck what you say.
[9:10 - 9:16] But they really don't go fuck about you.
[9:16 - 9:21] All you warriors are stupid. They don't wanna be evil faggot men.
[9:21 - 9:25] Suckin' your boy, Josh's dick is what excites you.
[9:25 - 9:31] And your girls are motherfuckin' dyke, just like you.
[9:31 - 9:35] All you wanna do is sit there and attend me.
[9:35 - 9:40] I like you my homie, but really you ain't anything to me.
[9:40 - 9:49] I'm so tired of you, fake ass, stupid little faggot, running your own mouth about me.
[9:49 - 10:01] Then you forget that I'm the one that beat the YouTube system, protein algorithm in every single way.
[10:01 - 10:12] And nobody gives a fuck about what you say. 'Cause no one even knows who you are.
[10:12 - 10:19] Anyway, so all you doin' is switchin' up all your music one minute.
[10:19 - 10:26] You go rockin', then you go middle. You're like your one of the little peeps.
[10:26 - 10:31] But you ain't even on my motherfuckin' level.
[10:31 - 10:37] Stupid little wannabe, skate a rasping. Go ahead, come at me if you dare.
[10:37 - 10:43] 'Cause you know that you can never handle me.
[10:43 - 11:13] ???
[11:13 - 11:21] ?? Walking through the darkness in my head. ??
[11:21 - 11:30] ?? Everybody's running their mouth and I can't even hear what they're saying. ??
[11:30 - 11:42] ?? I cannot feel my own side inside my head. ??
[11:42 - 11:54] ?? I'm so tired of feeling lost inside the world that's not my love. ??
[11:54 - 12:02] ?? How can I get out and not think out of myself? ??
[12:02 - 12:07] ?? I just need to get out of this hell. ??
[12:07 - 12:16] ?? I need to get out of this hell. ??
[12:16 - 12:27] ?? Feeling trapped inside my throat. ??
[12:27 - 12:57] ?? What I've given that I can't seem to escape. ??
[12:57 - 12:59] ?? I don't do it for the thing. ??
[12:59 - 13:03] ?? But when I throw the money out. ??
[13:03 - 13:10] ?? Do this for the people that we're like. ??
[13:10 - 13:14] ?? I do this for the outcast. ??
[13:14 - 13:16] ?? Once I've done. ??
[13:16 - 13:27] ?? Dead inside my head. ??
[13:27 - 13:35] ?? I do this for the outcast. ??
[13:35 - 13:40] ?? I don't let it down. ??
[13:40 - 13:46] ?? I do this for the ones that don't have anything. ??
[13:46 - 13:49] ?? The ones that aren't right. ??
[13:49 - 13:54] ?? I don't let it down. ??
[13:54 - 14:02] ?? I feel like I'm dead inside my brain. ??
[14:02 - 14:04] ?? Got the crayon wave. ??
[14:04 - 14:06] ?? Looking in my face. ??
[14:06 - 14:13] ?? And it just might go away. ??
[14:13 - 14:17] ?? Tired of living outside. ??
[14:17 - 14:20] ?? No one can stop. ??
[14:20 - 14:27] ?? Tired of feeling like I'm on my own. ??
[14:27 - 14:31] ?? Tired of walking this path. ??
[14:31 - 14:36] ?? I'm on my own. ??
[14:36 - 14:44] ?? Why is it that I have to walk this path? ??
[14:44 - 14:49] ?? I'm on my own now every day. ??
[14:49 - 14:55] ?? I feel like I'm just really feeling like I'm ??
[14:55 - 14:57] ?? Fought of walking this path. ??
[14:57 - 15:08] ?? I feel like I'm kind of trapped in this second now. ??
[15:08 - 15:12] ?? Tired of feeling like I don't care. ??
[15:12 - 15:15] ?? Tired of feeling like I'm on my own. ??
[15:15 - 15:22] ?? Tired of living in this second now. ??
[15:22 - 15:31] ??
[15:31 - 15:40] ?? Want a breath through my head. ??
[15:40 - 15:45] ?? Feel so lost. ??
[15:45 - 15:53] ?? Always feeling broken down on the inside. ??
[15:53 - 15:55] ?? Don't know where to go. ??
[15:55 - 15:59] ?? Don't know what I'm doing anymore. ??
[15:59 - 16:02] ?? When it seems all right. ??
[16:02 - 16:09] ?? Know how to do is find back in the one I shouldn't. ??
[16:09 - 16:14] ?? I'm so tired of feeling all this heartache. ??
[16:14 - 16:20] ?? Don't know what I'm doing anymore. ??
[16:20 - 16:27] ?? How is it that I got you in the first place? ??
[16:27 - 16:31] ?? Always seems like time's catching up with me. ??
[16:31 - 16:39] ?? I just can't keep up the pace of everything. ??
[16:39 - 16:47] ?? Why is it that I'm always trapped in the family of the past? ??
[16:47 - 16:53] ?? It seems like I'm taking one step forward in two steps. ??
[16:53 - 16:56] ?? Backing everything up. ??
[16:56 - 17:01] ?? Step forward and fall right back. ??
[17:01 - 17:07] ?? Into the darkness that I'm trying to escape from. ??
[17:07 - 17:16] ?? I know that I need to get out and get away from everything. ??
[17:16 - 17:19] ?? Why is it that I'm always lost? ??
[17:19 - 17:28] ?? Can't seem to find my way even though I know where to go. ??
[17:28 - 17:31] ?? Seems like I'm always scared to make a move. ??
[17:31 - 17:35] ?? I'll be just everybody please stand. ??
[17:35 - 17:40] ?? I'm so sore, that's not true. ??
[17:40 - 17:48] ?? So I sit here living through and being quiet at the night. ??
[17:48 - 17:52] ?? I'm not moving anymore. ??
[17:52 - 18:00] ?? I'm so tired of being in all these dark emotions. ??
[18:00 - 18:04] ?? Can I like I start coming inside? ??
[18:04 - 18:15] ?? Don't I know my feeling like I'm building a wall about myself. ??
[18:15 - 18:30] ?? And I don't know what to do with myself. I'm always stuck walking through my own mind. ??
[18:30 - 18:40] ?? I need to get out so my mind don't die. ??
[18:40 - 18:46] ?? This is your life, you do a valid one. I help you use her. ??
[18:46 - 18:52] ?? Never, ever, ever have a kidney. I curse you both. ??
[18:52 - 18:56] ?? That when you lose my number, you don't say my thing. ??
[18:56 - 19:02] ?? I tell everything about you again. I never, ever, ever want to hear you again. ??
[19:02 - 19:10] ?? You are a liar, and a cheer, and a man, and you're a player. ??
[19:10 - 19:12] ?? Pitched to you, realized what you ??
[19:12 - 19:15] ?? Motherfucker, did that mean the day that you ??
[19:15 - 19:18] ?? Ported to my life and started mentally, immediately. ??
[19:18 - 19:23] ?? It made me feel less than you. It made me feel down and out. ??
[19:23 - 19:28] ?? Made me feel worthless now. Where am I? Where the fuck are you? ??
[19:28 - 19:35] ?? 'Cause I don't know what the fuck to do. Bitch, stop your motherfucker lying, man. ??
[19:35 - 19:41] ?? All you're gonna do is keep on trying to come back into my life. ??
[19:41 - 19:47] ?? Like you're gonna motherfuckin' stand in the back and twist at night. ??
[19:47 - 19:56] ?? Well, guess what, little bitch, I got a dose of reality for you. ??
[19:56 - 20:08] ?? This shit ain't about you. It's about what you did to me. Bitch, stop your lying. ??
[20:08 - 20:12] ?? Yeah, you better, motherfuckin', stop your lying. ??
[20:12 - 20:16] ?? 'Cause deep inside, every day I am dying. ??
[20:16 - 20:20] ?? Every night I go to sleep, cryin' every night. ??
[20:20 - 20:26] ?? Waking up with these motherfuckin' cold sweats. Don't know what to do. ??
[20:26 - 20:29] ?? 'Cause it's creepy as this, got a hold on me. ??
[20:29 - 20:33] ?? And it's all because of what you did to me. ??
[20:33 - 20:38] ?? The day that you decided to mentally abuse me. ??
[20:38 - 20:42] ?? The time to death, I was worthless. The time to death. ??
[20:42 - 20:48] ?? You were better than me when all I wanted to do was be with you. ??
[20:48 - 20:55] ?? Bitch, what the fuck's your problem? ??
[20:55 - 20:58] ?? I told you to stop, but you didn't. ??
[20:58 - 21:05] ?? You just kept on going until it was too late. ??
[21:05 - 21:09] ?? Because of you, I lost so many people. ??
[21:09 - 21:11] ?? Most of them never let you in. ??
[21:11 - 21:19] ?? Friends told me that you were mentally abusing me and I didn't know what to believe. ??
[21:19 - 21:23] ?? But now, here I am, understanding the truth. ??
[21:23 - 21:30] ?? And you better believe that I'm gonna make it known for the whole world to see. ??
[21:30 - 21:36] ?? Just what the fuck you did to me and how the fuck you mentally abused me. ??
[21:36 - 21:40] ?? Made me feel so mentally unstable. ??
[21:40 - 21:44] ?? Told me I'm gonna bust, but now I don't know what to do. ??
[21:44 - 21:49] ?? I feel like my motherfucking soul's gonna rust. ??
[21:49 - 21:52] ?? Yeah, my heart's about to bust. ??
[21:52 - 21:57] ?? My motherfuckin' sick of this shit. ??
[21:57 - 22:01] ?? I just want this fucking shit to quit. ??
[22:01 - 22:05] ?? Somebody help me, please. ??
[22:05 - 22:10] ?? I hope you realize what you motherfucking did to me. ??
[22:10 - 22:12] ?? Everybody was unfair. ??
[22:12 - 22:14] ?? You mentally abused me. ??
[22:14 - 22:16] ?? Then let me die. ??
[22:16 - 22:18] ?? Well, guess what, bitch. ??
[22:18 - 22:20] ?? This song is mean to you. ??
[22:20 - 22:23] ?? Sayin' my goodbyes. ??
[22:23 - 22:26] ?? Fuck you. ??
[22:26 - 22:45] ??
[22:45 - 22:50] ?? My soul's so yummy. ??
[22:50 - 22:54] ?? My soul's fucking tiny. ??
[22:54 - 22:57] ??
[22:57 - 23:00] ?? Once a time, I've been wanting everybody. ??
[23:00 - 23:04] ?? Everybody always tries to explain me to them. ??
[23:04 - 23:06] ?? They don't ever love me. ??
[23:06 - 23:08] ?? Sayin' one time, tell them. ??
[23:08 - 23:10] ?? They have five dreams. ??
[23:10 - 23:11] ?? I'm the real one. ??
[23:11 - 23:16] ?? Sayin' real, do the same thing. ??
[23:16 - 23:17] ?? You make me feel first. ??
[23:17 - 23:19] ?? I said we fuck with everybody. ??
[23:19 - 23:21] ?? Everybody always says you can't fuck with everybody. ??
[23:21 - 23:23] ?? But the truth is I don't know it. ??
[23:23 - 23:26] ?? But everybody's got to be okay. ??
[23:26 - 23:30] ?? 'Cause I'm feelin' it damn much. ??
[23:30 - 23:33] ?? Runnin' through my brain. ??
[23:33 - 23:37] ?? Can't die. ??
[23:37 - 23:39] ?? Can't do the same thing. ??
[23:39 - 23:42] ?? Sayin' that I got strong. ??
[23:42 - 23:44] ?? But I'm in my head. ??
[23:44 - 23:48] ?? Can't die. ??
[23:48 - 23:54] ?? Can't get it back on my mind. ??
[23:54 - 24:00] ?? All I want is just me and Ray Brown. ??
[24:00 - 24:03] ?? I'm so tired of you. ??
[24:03 - 24:05] ?? You're the same as me. ??
[24:05 - 24:08] ?? I'm just gonna go to the war with you. ??
[24:08 - 24:12] ?? I'm just gonna stay in my head. ??
[24:12 - 24:17] ?? I'm so tired of being a man. ??
[24:17 - 33:38] ?? All I want is just me and Ray Brown. ??
[33:39 - 33:46] ??
[33:46 - 33:51] ?? Creed has become a need of me. ??
[33:51 - 33:58] ?? Lost has become an intimacy. ??
[33:58 - 34:06] ?? Cotton is a habit of mine. ??
[34:06 - 34:12] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[34:12 - 34:18] ?? Drinking my soul, I know you can feel. ??
[34:18 - 34:28] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[34:28 - 34:35] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[34:35 - 34:47] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[34:47 - 34:53] ?? Anger always gets me high. ??
[34:53 - 35:01] ?? If we always waste my time. ??
[35:01 - 35:13] ?? Locked is the sleeplessness of a friend. ??
[35:13 - 35:17] ?? Such a lazy friend. ??
[35:17 - 35:23] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[35:23 - 35:28] ?? Drinking my soul, I know you can feel. ??
[35:28 - 35:38] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[35:38 - 35:45] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[35:45 - 35:54] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[35:54 - 36:00] ?? Pride always gets me out of bed. ??
[36:00 - 36:07] ?? But leaves me with a thread of life. ??
[36:07 - 36:14] ?? So I ask myself, what's it to hold the answer? ??
[36:14 - 36:23] ?? Please me with this you to see. ??
[36:23 - 36:29] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[36:29 - 36:34] ?? Drinking my soul, I know that you can feel. ??
[36:34 - 36:45] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[36:45 - 36:52] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[36:52 - 37:04] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[37:04 - 37:16] ???
[37:16 - 37:22] ?? Think of me when you're out, when you're out there. ??
[37:22 - 37:28] ?? I'll beg you nice for monies. ??
[37:28 - 37:34] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[37:34 - 37:40] ?? But it's a shame on the dream. ??
[37:40 - 38:07] ?? Yeah, I hope you motherfucking pick at me when you're out there. ??
[38:07 - 38:12] ?? When you're out, when you're out there. ??
[38:12 - 38:17] ?? I'll beg you nice for monies. ??
[38:17 - 38:24] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[38:24 - 38:48] ?? But it's a shame on the dream. ??
[38:48 - 39:17] ???
[39:17 - 39:29] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[39:29 - 39:44] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[39:44 - 40:04] ???
[40:04 - 40:16] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[40:16 - 40:20] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:20 - 40:22] ???
[40:22 - 40:24] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:24 - 40:26] ???
[40:26 - 40:28] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:28 - 40:30] ???
[40:30 - 40:32] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[40:32 - 40:34] [Music]
[40:35 - 40:43] Hey, yo, this song's going out to my best friend and brother Zach Hussein
[40:43 - 40:46] Let's go
[40:46 - 40:53] Yo, I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday was talking to my brother Zach
[40:53 - 41:02] Go for a motherfucking face with asking him how he's motherfucking day has been because we ain't seen each other in many fucking years
[41:02 - 41:14] And I remember talking to him about catching up and letting that morning show me that he had to go to motherfucking work
[41:14 - 41:23] And told me that he would catch me later on that motherfucking day and I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday
[41:23 - 41:36] Three o'clock rolls around and technically not cute, don't believe us, yeah, we were just hanging out, tied it all down just like we always motherfucking did, yeah, back in
[41:36 - 41:41] Motherfucking high school, but I remember
[41:41 - 41:46] Later that motherfucking day, I got the motherfucking call, man
[41:46 - 41:51] Didn't know what to motherfucking say, I remember messaging him
[41:51 - 41:57] Oh called Facebook later that night asking if we could motherfucking chill
[41:57 - 42:02] Later that weekend, catch up on motherfucking old times
[42:02 - 42:09] But then when I went to his timeline, all I could do was motherfucking break down the crowd, man
[42:09 - 42:17] I didn't know why or how this chicken motherfucking happened, didn't have any answers that night
[42:17 - 42:24] Had to go to the motherfucking news to find out what had motherfucking happened to my brother, man
[42:24 - 42:27] My motherfucking best friend's gone and now
[42:27 - 42:33] I don't understand how I know why that even motherfucking happened
[42:33 - 42:40] I remember flipping on the news and seeing that somebody motherfucking shot a murder hit
[42:40 - 42:49] Found out the very next day that he had given up all the motherfucking cash without a motherfucking sight
[42:49 - 42:57] Yes, he tried, he gave up all that motherfucking money without even making a motherfucking fuss
[42:57 - 43:05] Man, he gave up the money without a motherfucking fight and still got shot in the motherfucking head, did he?
[43:05 - 43:13] Surveillance video captures the actions of a heartless killer, New York, possibly she, waves a gun inside a New York style pizza
[43:13 - 43:16] Demanding money from 21-year-old Zach Fusang
[43:16 - 43:21] He gives up the money without a fight, but still gets shot in the chest
[43:21 - 43:33] Zach died a few hours later, he was a junior at the University of Akron, studying international business
[43:33 - 43:35] He was active in the Muslim Student Association
[43:35 - 43:37] You can't ask for a better kid
[43:37 - 43:39] I can't make a lot of money
[43:39 - 43:41] If you want your son to go for it though
[43:41 - 43:43] If you want to find somebody with a better heart, you let me know
[43:43 - 43:45] You had to go and take his life
[43:45 - 43:50] And I don't understand how you could take my motherfucking brother's life
[43:50 - 43:53] He was loved, and he did everything to the heart
[43:53 - 43:54] Zach's brother
[43:54 - 43:56] I'm a white man and really wasn't fair
[43:56 - 43:59] What your motherfucking did to my brother, man
[43:59 - 44:02] I hope in the end you get what you
[44:02 - 44:05] Motherfucking deserved
[44:05 - 44:08] Yeah, you not only killed my motherfucking brother
[44:08 - 44:13] But you killed the son of my best friend's mother, dude
[44:13 - 44:18] And really with my family, why did you have to be so motherfucking cruel
[44:18 - 44:24] I guarantee you I ever see your motherfucking ass on the motherfucking sheets
[44:24 - 44:28] I will bash your ass in half so you can rest in peace
[44:28 - 44:30] And know what it's like to do
[44:30 - 44:33] What you did to my motherfucking brother, man
[44:33 - 44:35] Yeah, that's right
[44:35 - 44:37] And that's for you, Zachar
[44:37 - 44:39] Hope that your motherfucking listening
[44:39 - 44:41] And every single day for you
[44:41 - 44:44] I'm always just living in this motherfucking life
[44:44 - 44:46] Trying to make things right
[44:46 - 44:49] And live my life where your motherfucking left off
[44:49 - 44:52] Every single day and night you're always on my motherfucking mind
[44:52 - 44:57] And I hope that you get motherfucking haters from the other side
[44:57 - 45:00] And I hope that the day we die
[45:00 - 45:02] I'll see you on the other side
[45:02 - 45:04] We love you, Zach
[45:04 - 45:06] And we miss you, brother
[45:06 - 45:12] [Music]
2022-10-31 Selling my art work

2022-10-31 Selling my art work

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:20] This is - Okay, what is up? What is up? What is up? What is up YouTube? So, I know it's like 3 a.m. going on 4 in the morning.
[0:20 - 0:35] But I do have a serious question for everybody here. And this is something that was brought up yesterday that I really kind of like the idea of and I wanted to know about.
[0:35 - 0:54] And this is something that I am taking seriously. I am not, you know, fucking around about this. I'm not, you know, trying to scam anybody or anything. Like, I am being dead, honest, serious.
[0:54 - 1:14] If I were to put up my original artwork for sale, both original paintings and drawings,
[1:14 - 1:37] like straight up, honestly, like straight up, you know, no gimmicky bullshit straight up. So, my original hand-done pieces, how many of you guys would honestly like and I want you guys to be honest with me here.
[1:37 - 1:50] I don't want no fucking bullshit of "Oh, I do it" and then not follow through, no. Like, how many of you guys would actually buy the artwork that I create?
[1:50 - 2:10] Like, legitimately, you know, you send them away to my cash out or my PayPal and I send you guys the art pieces once you guys send me your address, because here's how it's going to work.
[2:10 - 2:30] If you guys are genuinely willing to do this, I'm willing to go through with it. All you guys have to do is DM me on Discord, which I will post my Discord whenever it goes down.
[2:30 - 2:47] Like, and I'm not joking around about this. Like, you guys can buy them for, it's literally going to be an option. So, whoever bids the highest on each art piece is going to get that piece.
[2:47 - 3:02] And all you have to do is, once I say, like, hey, you know, like, for a prime example, let's just put out a pure example here. Like, this is not legit, this is, you know, a pure example here for this.
[3:02 - 3:18] Like, let's say that there was a bid going on between Rochelle 143 and Game Over. Let's say that Rochelle bid 50, but Game Over bid 100.
[3:18 - 3:29] And, you know, Game Over would, you know, obviously be the one to get the painting.
[3:29 - 3:40] And honestly, John, that's another thing I was planning on doing, too. But right now, dude, I have so many drawings and stuff that I'm literally, I'm running out of room.
[3:40 - 3:53] I'm literally running out of room in places to stick my artwork. Like, my show is very freaking filled of artwork.
[3:53 - 4:07] The other side of my bed is, like, completely full. So, like, I need to make room and get rid of the old stuff so I can make room for the new stuff.
[4:07 - 4:21] On the other side of my bed, dude, I literally have a box that's, like, that, about that deep and about that wide, filled of just artwork.
[4:21 - 4:33] And, like, I really need to, you know, I'm willing to sell it if you guys are actually willing to purchase it.
[4:33 - 4:39] Now, I wouldn't necessarily say million's worth, but there's a lot of artwork there.
[4:39 - 4:51] Now, there are a couple pieces that I'm not going to be selling that are, you know, personal.
[4:51 - 4:59] Hey, I'm thinking about them. What up, dude? Hey, welcome to the stream, dude. Interesting name, by the way. Very interesting name.
[4:59 - 5:13] But, you know, like I said, I'm honestly willing to do this if you guys are honestly willing to follow through with it.
[5:13 - 5:23] Would you tattoo me for money? I don't have my tattooing license, and I don't know how to tattoo, so sorry about your, like, 36 years.
[5:23 - 5:35] No offense, dude, but I'm the wrong guy to ask for tattooing. Now, I have friends that do it that I can ask for you and shit, but me, personally, I don't tattoo.
[5:35 - 5:45] I've been told that I need to get into that, but around here, it's kind of hard to get into tattooing because every tattoo shop is family owned.
[5:45 - 6:04] And if any of you guys that do tattooing or have tattoos, you guys know firsthand that, you know, if a tattoo shop is family owned, it's very hard to get in with them because they want people that are blood and are family, basically born into it.
[6:04 - 6:24] So yeah, sorry about your luck there, dude. I don't know, dude, believe it or not, dude, from my understanding, Chilly Dicastro is going after him, so I'm good.
[6:24 - 6:42] Okay, I've never heard of the E-tattooing, so I'll have to check it out.
[6:42 - 6:52] I did, but like I said, unfortunately, I wasn't able to do it due to them being so backed up with work after COVID ended.
[6:52 - 7:17] So unfortunately, that was kind of a no-go for me, unfortunately. But I did try, though, I did try to get in, but like I said, unfortunately, due to one of the shops that was willing to bring me on, they were so backed up with clientele and show it that they literally had no time to take on apprentices and shit.
[7:17 - 7:23] So yeah.
[7:23 - 7:32] Which sucks because, you know, I really do love, you know, tattoo work. My cousin, Jason, he owns his own tattoo shop up in Alaska.
[7:32 - 7:38] Shout out to my cousin, Jason. What's up, guys? It's okay. Love you, man.
[7:38 - 7:43] So yeah.
[7:43 - 7:52] So unfortunately, we kind of got slapped in the face when it comes to tattoo shit.
[7:52 - 8:09] Now, like I was saying, though, do I ever go on vacation, man? I would have loved to go on vacations. You have no idea, man. There are so many friends that live in other countries that I would have loved to fucking go visit.
[8:09 - 8:23] Like, y'all have no idea. There are tons of friends that I have in other countries that I would have loved to go fucking visit, like for real.
[8:23 - 8:43] And those are my works, bro. One sec. Let me grab a couple pieces of watch or let me grab a piece of one of my paintings and then I'll grab all my artwork from over on the other side of the bed.
[8:43 - 8:47] So one second.
[8:47 - 8:53] Can you DM me an art quest? Yeah, sure.
[8:53 - 9:04] Matter of fact, I will actually post my Discord so you can get it up.
[9:04 - 9:22] Let me just suck here. Let me post my Discord so you guys can hit me up. And then what I'll do is I'll post my Discord and then I will pin it that way if you guys would like to DM me on Discord.
[9:22 - 9:29] Boom. There you go. You guys get my Discord. So one sec. I'll be right back when we gather up my artwork.
[9:29 - 9:41] But first, let me tear down my eraser because I was doing a little bit of practicing earlier. So, oh yeah, that thing needs to cool down anyway.
[9:41 - 9:50] So it's four in the morning. Go and say, yeah, whatever, dude.
[9:50 - 10:07] Everybody here knows that I don't steal my artwork, bro. Hell, these guys saw me do a piece earlier alive, bro.
[10:07 - 10:18] Like these guys actually watch me do some of my artwork live on screen. So can't always say my shit stolen.
[10:18 - 10:26] I literally sat down and did a piece on livestream. Did I not, everyone? Hang on, guys.
[10:26 - 10:44] Yo. Yo, who is this? This is Chance. Who's this?
[10:44 - 10:54] Oh, yeah. There are some people there and I can already say what's going on. There are some people that are probably smoking your number and shit and whatnot.
[10:54 - 11:02] There are a bunch of trolls on the Internet. So I do apologize if you got caught up in that stuff.
[11:02 - 11:10] No, no, no, no, no, no. These guys love to mess with me and stuff. They love to spook numbers and start shit.
[11:10 - 11:20] So I do apologize that you got mixed up in this, sir.
[11:20 - 11:32] Because they spooked your number to make it look like you were somebody else and shit.
[11:32 - 11:37] Oh, I got to say, dude, you're talking to the wrong guy on that one, dude. You don't have to go to the trolls for that one, dude.
[11:37 - 11:53] I can't help you. So that was weird. Oh, well, cow, Pito. Bye, bitch. Adios, motherfucker.
[11:53 - 12:00] Sorry. Just see you more or less. Dude, I already done proved that you don't fuck.
[12:00 - 12:10] Guys, for all y'all here, how many of you guys sat here earlier during my last livestream?
[12:10 - 12:16] Like, how many of you guys here during my last livestream watched me do an art piece?
[12:16 - 12:24] How many of you guys were here when I did that art piece live? Which I still have in the book that I did it in.
[12:24 - 12:31] Like, how many of you guys were actually here watching me during that? Both in the comments. How many of you guys were here?
[12:31 - 12:34] Because if...
[12:34 - 12:42] Can we see the end? Yeah, absolutely. Just give me a second to grab one of my paintings. If I can find it.
[12:42 - 12:55] I'm going to tell you guys from the man dealing with ancient motherfucking socks. Oh, and apparently it's fucking berry.
[12:55 - 13:10] Don't panic. Oh, it's fucking berry, dar. What is it? Oh, no, it's right here. Ow. That was my foot.
[13:10 - 13:26] I'm good, though. Oh, that fucking hurt like a bitch, bro.
[13:26 - 13:39] No, no, no, no. There. You can just sit down there.
[13:39 - 13:55] Now, this is where I'm going to show you guys this right now before I grab my other shit, but this right here is actually a stained glass.
[13:55 - 14:05] But this piece right here is actually a stained glass style painting that I did about three, four months ago.
[14:05 - 14:15] A little circular stained glass style piece, though. Yeah, bro, my floor is clean, dude.
[14:15 - 14:28] Man, you got that piece that I did. Which this was fun to do. I actually had a lot of fun doing this. Hold on, what's that, guys?
[14:28 - 14:47] Hello? Fuck you, Johnny.
[14:47 - 14:57] I'm just going to grab out the artwork that is finished.
[14:57 - 15:03] Not on that one, not on that one.
[15:03 - 15:15] Those are my, this one I'm starving in.
[15:15 - 15:29] Okay, so I drug out all of this shit that I have here. This isn't all of it, but this is a pretty good majority of it right here.
[15:29 - 15:33] Hold that right there.
[15:33 - 15:36] What is that? What's that?
[15:36 - 15:43] Oh, right here. Here we go. Right here is the piece that I did this morning.
[15:43 - 15:46] This is the piece that I've already watched me do, man.
[15:46 - 15:56] Oh, fucking Frankenstein graffiti spray can.
[15:56 - 16:03] Dude, e-tattooing isn't even real, Lewis.
[16:03 - 16:17] Hey, dude, come on, man. e-tattooing isn't a thing, bro.
[16:17 - 16:26] But here's a few of the pieces that I've done over the years, starting off with
[16:26 - 16:36] that.
[16:36 - 16:43] Dude, do you know what painful that would be as a tattoo, though?
[16:43 - 16:52] You have this right here.
[16:52 - 17:01] You have this piece right here.
[17:01 - 17:12] And bear in mind, these are all the ones that I did fucking years and years ago.
[17:12 - 17:21] This is a cartoon sound. That's what I wanted. What is e-tattooing?
[17:21 - 17:35] So you got a something cartoon character.
[17:35 - 17:40] And this one I did showcase before.
[17:40 - 17:43] I did showcase this one a while back.
[17:43 - 17:49] Some of you guys might remember this one.
[17:49 - 17:54] Some of you all might remember this from like a while ago, bro.
[17:54 - 18:15] So you got that.
[18:15 - 18:31] All right, then you got this.
[18:31 - 18:37] The Power Rangers fan art piece.
[18:37 - 18:44] Kind of fucked up on the one arm, but hey, it looks good, though.
[18:44 - 19:01] For the most part.
[19:01 - 19:18] Yeah, this mushroom wizard person thingy.
[19:18 - 19:37] From I feel that, you know, do acid and dishrooms and shit. Got this one.
[19:37 - 19:41] I don't do it myself personally, but I do know a lot of people that do.
[19:41 - 19:44] And I'm totally cool with it.
[19:44 - 19:49] Now, I do have two variations of this.
[19:49 - 19:53] Here is the.
[19:53 - 19:56] No, it wasn't actually. That was actually a mushroom.
[19:56 - 20:01] You don't have the one for the mushroom. No, that was actually a Power Rangers.
[20:01 - 20:04] Now, I do have two variations of this one.
[20:04 - 20:09] You got this spray can right here.
[20:09 - 20:24] I have skeleton house break in dude.
[20:24 - 20:29] Now, here is the variant of that.
[20:29 - 20:55] Which is a Five Nights at Freddy's style.
[20:55 - 21:02] And yes, I have played Five Nights at Freddy's. Well, that series fucking awesome shit.
[21:02 - 21:08] And then you have this one that is up for grabs.
[21:08 - 21:14] A Gothic version of Alice from Alice in Wonderland.
[21:14 - 21:24] You know, I can say doing a Gothic version of Alice, bro.
[21:24 - 21:27] And then you have this one, which I did actually very recently.
[21:27 - 21:35] I did this one about three weeks ago.
[21:35 - 21:49] I did this one about two, three weeks ago, maybe a little more.
[21:49 - 21:56] I don't know.
[21:56 - 22:03] It's called I got time on my hands, dude. But yeah, you got that one.
[22:03 - 22:17] It's called I know how to make shit work.
[22:17 - 22:23] Now this one, I know a lot of y'all remember. This is the one that everybody.
[22:23 - 22:27] This is the one that everybody fucking says is the guy from the Gorillaz.
[22:27 - 22:33] And I am telling you right now, this is not the dude from the Gorillaz.
[22:33 - 22:38] This is my own design, my own creation. I know it looks like him.
[22:38 - 22:42] I know people say that it doesn't and I get it. I see it.
[22:42 - 22:57] I'm telling you, this is not him. It's my own design, but.
[22:57 - 23:01] Yeah, that one.
[23:01 - 23:20] No, it's not. It's one of my own designs and I just kind of based it off of that if that makes any sense.
[23:20 - 23:26] And then you have this one that took me literally two and a half weeks to do the whole thing.
[23:26 - 23:36] I got this one right there.
[23:36 - 23:40] And like I said, this one I hate to me like fucking two and a half weeks to do.
[23:40 - 23:45] I'm not even joking like this shit took for fucking ever.
[23:45 - 23:48] This shit literally took for fucking ever, dude.
[23:48 - 23:52] And I hope and pray to God, I don't ever have to do a piece like this again.
[23:52 - 24:03] Because this shit took forever to do.
[24:03 - 24:08] And then on the back you have a.
[24:08 - 24:14] There's nothing that I do that.
[24:14 - 24:21] And then you have this one, which this one I like a lot because this is like for me, this is like Mickey kind of living in the shadow of himself.
[24:21 - 24:49] So.
[24:49 - 24:54] And, you know, definitely give me a second here to move these.
[24:54 - 25:01] Let me show you this last one right quick and then I will start getting everything set up.
[25:01 - 25:09] So give me just one moment. Here is the last one right here, which is honestly one of my personal favorite pieces.
[25:09 - 25:38] So this is literally the final one. So yeah.
[25:38 - 25:44] Dude, I already did a lot of drawing last year, dude.
[25:44 - 25:51] It actually is. It was actually very much loosely based off of cybercon.
[25:51 - 26:07] So yeah, let me post my cash out for you guys.
[26:07 - 26:21] And I'm done in here.
[26:21 - 26:34] All right, so there's my cash out.
[26:34 - 26:49] And then my paypal is.
[26:49 - 27:03] And there you guys go. There is my cash out and my paypal for you guys.
[27:03 - 27:10] Yes, I am, dude. And that's why I just posted up my cash out.
[27:10 - 27:17] Matter of fact, what I will do is I will.
[27:17 - 27:26] Let me do something here. I'm going to copy all these.
[27:26 - 27:31] I'm going to copy all three of these.
[27:31 - 27:39] Or not. All right, so I just pin it up here with my pin message.
[27:39 - 27:52] And there you guys go.
[27:52 - 28:00] Okay, so all right, so here's how it's going to go down, guys.
[28:00 - 28:03] It's actually going to work.
[28:03 - 28:05] So what's going to happen is this.
[28:05 - 28:14] And if you guys don't know, I will re-explain it.
[28:14 - 28:23] Basically what's going to happen is you guys are going to bid on each of these one at a time.
[28:23 - 28:26] It's going to be a one at a time thing.
[28:26 - 28:31] And I am going to be paying attention, so let's say somebody wants to buy this one.
[28:31 - 28:38] I'll have this one up.
[28:38 - 28:42] How am I going to do that?
[28:42 - 28:45] All right, so basically what's going to happen is this, okay?
[28:45 - 28:47] I had to think about it for a second.
[28:47 - 28:51] But basically what's going to happen is you guys are going to.
[28:51 - 28:54] It's going to be like a regular auction.
[28:54 - 29:03] And whoever bids the highest on each piece, DM me on Discord.
[29:03 - 29:07] Send me your address.
[29:07 - 29:17] And then once you send me your address, I will ship out the artwork to you guys as soon as possible.
[29:17 - 29:19] It's going to be nice and neat.
[29:19 - 29:22] It's not going to be all crinkled up or anything.
[29:22 - 29:27] It's going to be nice, neat, ready to go.
[29:27 - 29:35] So what's going to happen is basically you guys are going to send the money to my cash app.
[29:35 - 29:40] And then once you guys.
[29:40 - 29:44] Yeah, I will send you my Discord right now, brother.
[29:44 - 29:56] I got you, broski.
[29:56 - 29:57] Thank you, dude.
[29:57 - 30:01] Appreciate that, man.
[30:01 - 30:26] I appreciate that, brother.
[30:26 - 30:33] And I already finished accepting all of these.
[30:33 - 30:37] I like the Pepsi pimple and that's really cool.
[30:37 - 30:41] All right, so you guys are now added.
[30:41 - 30:55] So you guys are good to go.
[30:55 - 31:06] That's for the journey project.
[31:06 - 31:09] All right, so everybody wanted me on this.
[31:09 - 31:12] Holy fucking shit.
[31:12 - 31:13] I'll come back on the chat.
[31:13 - 31:14] You're starting to get what?
[31:14 - 31:16] What the fuck?
[31:16 - 31:17] Yo, lazy.
[31:17 - 31:24] What up, man?
[31:24 - 31:25] Hang on, guys.
[31:25 - 31:29] Pause the chat for a second.
[31:29 - 31:32] I'll answer this question here.
[31:32 - 31:53] Do I take any questions?
[31:53 - 32:22] Okay.
[32:22 - 32:28] All right.
[32:28 - 32:30] All right, back to the stream.
[32:30 - 32:31] Here we go.
[32:31 - 32:33] Yo, Lou, what up, man?
[32:33 - 32:35] Yo, Lou, did you get my thing on?
[32:35 - 32:47] Did you get my Discord, bro?
[32:47 - 32:48] That's easy, man.
[32:48 - 32:49] Drift king, bro.
[32:49 - 32:51] What else does DK stand for?
[32:51 - 32:52] Besides Donkey Kong.
[32:52 - 32:55] Donkey Kong don't count because that's the oldest fuck.
[32:55 - 32:59] All right, hey, I'll let everybody send you my Discord, Lou.
[32:59 - 33:01] Hold on one second, man.
[33:01 - 33:08] I got you, dude.
[33:08 - 33:10] And there you go, bro.
[33:10 - 33:19] There's my Discord for you, Lou.
[33:19 - 33:22] Yeah, you got me, son of a bitch.
[33:23 - 33:50] Hmm.
[33:50 - 34:15] Hey, dude, my birthday literally just passed on the 20th of last month.
[34:15 - 34:19] Yo, guys, I'm not here to talk about music on this stream.
[34:19 - 34:25] I'm not here to talk about music on this stream.
[34:25 - 38:29] I'm here to talk about music on this stream.
[38:29 - 38:54] Now y'all literally got me a thousand megabord between fucking Discord and here like crazy.
[38:54 - 39:01] Dude, I don't even play RuneScape anymore.
[39:01 - 39:09] I used to though.
[39:09 - 39:11] I don't know if it is or not.
[39:11 - 39:12] That's actually a good question.
[39:12 - 39:15] That is actually a very good question Swann.
[39:15 - 39:29] I don't know.
[39:29 - 39:30] Yo, hold on.
[39:30 - 39:31] Let me look at this e-tattoo.
[39:31 - 39:32] Since everybody is talking about this shit.
[39:32 - 39:35] Let me look at this e-tattoo shit real quick.
[39:35 - 39:53] Alright, so it's not even like really up there yet.
[39:53 - 40:22] Oh yeah, so see I'm looking right now and it's not actually a thing but there are people
[40:22 - 40:24] in South Korea that are actually working on that.
[40:24 - 40:25] So that's cool.
[40:25 - 40:30] Yeah, that means they're probably down.
[40:30 - 40:42] Yeah, dude, just for that shit yo, I'm just getting banned.
[40:42 - 40:44] One penny on every fucking piece.
[40:44 - 40:46] Are you fucking kidding me, dude?
[40:46 - 40:47] Get out of here with that crap.
[40:47 - 40:56] See, that's the kind of crap that I don't need.
[40:56 - 41:10] That right there is the kind of garbage that I don't fucking need.
[41:10 - 41:18] Yeah, basically what's going to happen guys, like I said, for those that are serious about purchasing my artwork,
[41:18 - 41:26] as I said, once whoever gets the highest bid on the art piece,
[41:26 - 41:31] all you guys got to do is send the money over to my cash app or PayPal,
[41:31 - 41:32] which is right there.
[41:32 - 41:34] It's pinned up in the comments.
[41:34 - 41:37] So if I were you guys, I would write that shit down right now.
[41:37 - 41:39] I would seriously write that down.
[41:39 - 41:42] So you guys have it on hand just in case.
[41:42 - 41:47] Or if you don't, I will pin it during the auction.
[41:47 - 41:56] But if I was you all, man, I'd write that shit down just to be on the safe side.
[41:56 - 42:06] The art auction is happening here on YouTube.
[42:06 - 42:13] But basically what's going to happen is whoever bids the highest on each piece,
[42:13 - 42:20] all you guys got to do is send the money that you are offering.
[42:20 - 42:26] And then once I see that I have the money in my cash app or my PayPal,
[42:26 - 42:31] which I will have both open, they will both be open.
[42:31 - 42:36] Once I see that I have the money in my cash app or my PayPal,
[42:36 - 42:44] I will let you know and be like, hey, DM me your address on Discord.
[42:44 - 42:53] And then from there, I will ship out the pieces as soon as and as quickly as I possibly can.
[42:53 - 43:11] Dude, honestly, I haven't been to the doctors in like a fucking minute, bro.
[43:11 - 43:15] Literally the last time I was at the doctors was like a while ago.
[43:15 - 43:19] So I don't even know how much I weigh right now.
[43:19 - 43:27] I know for a fact, though, I do know that's well under the 100%.
[43:27 - 43:30] That is actually going to be included.
[43:30 - 43:32] I'm not going to do separate shit.
[43:32 - 43:47] The shipping is going to be included with however much you bid.
[43:47 - 43:53] Do I ship to Australia that I didn't think about that shit.
[43:53 - 43:58] All right. So yeah, shipping is definitely going to be included for overseas type shit.
[43:58 - 44:06] Like I said, just send the address and it'll be shipped out as soon as possible.
[44:06 - 44:14] Yeah, I know, dude, Australia is expensive.
[44:14 - 44:17] Oh, that's right. You are. Fuck.
[44:17 - 44:22] OK, Lou, me and you will have to have a talk after the stream and set something up.
[44:22 - 44:36] Because maybe you can come up with an idea that I don't have.
[44:36 - 44:39] Yeah, this dude's seriously getting annoying.
[44:39 - 44:44] A dollar free cheese. A penny free cheese now. What the fuck?
[44:44 - 45:04] Dude, if you paid literally $1 for every piece, dude, you may as well hand me over 100 bucks right now, dude, because I got tons.
[45:04 - 45:08] Hey, I'm glad you like it, dude.
[45:08 - 45:13] By the way, Lou, proud to see you for picking up that hoodie, bro. That shit was sick.
[45:13 - 45:20] I like the color you chose for the vintage hoodie, man. For real, I actually dig that.
[45:20 - 45:27] All kinds of paper, dude. I use fucking, I'll be honest, dude, I use any kind of paper I can get my hands on.
[45:27 - 45:31] For drawing, I use any kind of paper I can get my hands on.
[45:31 - 45:53] Even if it means the back of a fucking napkin, I don't care.
[45:53 - 46:18] Hell yeah.
[46:18 - 46:25] Now, that fact about Picasso, I don't know about that. I'll have to look that up.
[46:25 - 46:36] Yes, it will be signed. Each piece is actually going to be personally signed and dated personally.
[46:36 - 46:47] Like, each piece is going to be personally signed and dated with my actual signature and date on the stuff.
[46:47 - 46:53] So you guys are going to be actually getting...
[46:53 - 46:58] Yeah.
[46:58 - 47:11] It depends on which piece, dude. I have all kinds, and I have fucking ten work, I have fucking marker work, I got paint work, dude.
[47:11 - 47:20] I got all kinds of shit, bro. And I mean all kinds of shit.
[47:20 - 47:28] I'll be honest, dude, you don't even want me to pull out my box of art supplies, dude.
[47:28 - 47:40] Because I literally have so many art supplies that...
[47:40 - 47:46] Exactly. And that's what I'm saying, dude. Exactly. And that's why after the stream, I was going to call you up.
[47:46 - 48:06] And that way, you know, we can work on some more of the details.
[48:06 - 48:16] Find the map. Be safe, dude. Don't worry too hard, man.
[48:16 - 48:29] Like I said, now you guys have the basic outline of the idea.
[48:29 - 48:36] And you know what's funny about that, Grog? You know what's actually funny about that, bro?
[48:36 - 48:40] Like, I know that I haven't named me, but I don't even feel famous at all.
[48:40 - 48:46] Like, I don't feel any different now than I did seven years ago before I blew up.
[48:46 - 48:49] Like, I don't feel any different at all whatsoever.
[48:49 - 49:17] Like I said, Andy, the fucking bidding hasn't even started yet, bro.
[49:17 - 49:21] I'm probably not going to start it for a couple days, but I did want to give you guys a heads-up
[49:21 - 49:44] and let you know that there is going to be some sort of auction or buyout of the artwork. So, yeah.
[49:44 - 49:50] Well, you know, Grog, you know, fuck shit, cause they say that same changes a person.
[49:50 - 50:01] And for a lot of people, it does. But for me, I don't feel any different now than I did fucking five, six years ago, dude.
[50:01 - 50:08] I still feel me. I still feel normal, you know? I still go to the fucking store.
[50:08 - 50:24] I still hang out with my friends and family. I still do regular ass, red shit.
[50:24 - 50:28] And if you want to see the artwork, scroll back in the stream, dude.
[50:28 - 50:38] If you do want to see the artwork, scroll back to the timestamp where I started showing the art.
[50:38 - 50:41] Well, if you scroll back to the timestamp, I'm not sure you'll find it.
[50:41 - 50:47] It was like literally a few minutes ago. If you scroll back, you'll find it.
[50:47 - 50:58] So, dude, honestly, bro, I would love to do a tour in Australia.
[50:58 - 51:07] Like music wise, I would love to do a tour over there because one of my best friends, Clint, actually lives over there.
[51:07 - 51:23] So that'd be fun as fuck, dude. I would love to do a fucking tour over in Australia one day, dude. That'd be fucking dope.
[51:23 - 51:43] Damn. That's crazy swan. Yeah, swan. Speaking of which, do you have Discord or Facebook or a way to reach out to you?
[51:43 - 51:56] Oh, yeah, you are, aren't you? I forgot about that. I actually forgot that you were in the server.
[51:56 - 52:17] Shows how much I know. Shows how much I remember shit. I can't even remember who's in my fucking server, man.
[52:17 - 52:27] That shows how much I fucking know.
[52:27 - 52:33] Ooh.
[52:33 - 52:46] But, uh, yeah, like I said, when it comes to doing tours for music, like I said, I do want to get a full album put together first before I start doing tours.
[52:46 - 52:54] 'Cause I want to at least get a full album set and release before I even think about doing shows.
[52:54 - 53:01] And even if I do think about doing shows, that probably won't be till next year due to how cold it's getting outside.
[53:01 - 53:08] Guys, me and my buddy, we don't agree with the cold weather. The cold weather fucking hates my ass.
[53:08 - 53:13] I could throw on six layers right now and that show would go through me like a fucking butter knife.
[53:13 - 53:18] So, yeah, the colds can do this and kiss my ass.
[53:18 - 53:34] Let's see what I'd play first. Probably do locally here, and then from there, I'm not sure.
[53:34 - 53:40] Oh, it's just sitting here. Is there one each?
[53:40 - 53:50] Not yet. Like I said, I will talk to you after the stream so we can kind of get something set up.
[53:50 - 53:56] 'Cause I know that you seem to have a little bit more knowledge in that.
[53:56 - 54:11] Like I said, I've tried setting things up before and it just didn't work due to certain individuals, music bismarney, getting involved and this and that and the others.
[54:11 - 54:18] So, yeah, you'd be a better hand at that shit than I would, man. You'd be a better hand at that than anybody else would, bro.
[54:18 - 54:25] 'Cause you're very knowledge in that stuff, clearly, and yeah. And I trust your work too, man.
[54:25 - 54:35] You're one of my good friends. I trust what you say, so I'm definitely trusting you above anybody else.
[54:35 - 54:44] Actually, that is not a, you know what? That's actually not a bad idea.
[54:44 - 54:55] I may end up, if I can do that, I don't know. I mean, going to eBay route may be an interesting idea.
[54:55 - 54:59] That may be an interesting idea.
[54:59 - 55:10] And Lou, we'll have to talk about that idea. So if somebody just brought up doing eBay, that actually would not be a bad idea, honestly.
[55:10 - 55:16] Like, that would actually be really, that's actually not a bad idea. I didn't even think about that.
[55:16 - 55:22] I was just going to run it right here on YouTube, but I didn't even know that eBay had shit like that.
[55:22 - 55:24] That's actually fucking cool.
[55:24 - 55:52] Here's the thing, though, dude. And I do do commissions here and there.
[55:52 - 56:03] But with me, like, what's weird is this. Like, and this is why I would never,
[56:03 - 56:08] this is why I would never make it in the tattoo industry, unfortunately.
[56:08 - 56:12] Because I would need to be drawing the same thing over and over again.
[56:12 - 56:21] And with me, I can never seem, I don't know why, I just have this weird thing where I can never draw the same thing twice.
[56:21 - 56:33] Like, literally, I can sit down right now and do two different spray can characters and both of them will come out looking completely different from the other.
[56:33 - 56:40] I don't know what it is or I can never seem to draw the same thing twice. I don't know why.
[56:40 - 56:50] I don't know if it's something in my brain or what. I don't fucking know, but I suck at duplicating shit twice.
[56:50 - 57:09] I don't know why.
[57:09 - 57:22] Yeah, that's what I'm saying, dude.
[57:22 - 57:28] Oh, that fucking hurt. I know a fucking neck.
[57:28 - 57:43] That is true. Most tattoos are done on stencil.
[57:43 - 58:02] Dude, if you have a reference image, Julius, if you have a reference image for me to go off of, you can send the reference image over to me and I can bounce ideas off of that super easily.
[58:02 - 58:20] Like, where is it at? Like, this one right here, I've based this off of a chibi anime reference that I found on Google and I just ran with it.
[58:20 - 58:35] I literally took and did a chibi anime reference and instead of doing like the little cutesy thing, I added the X's and all this other shit.
[58:35 - 58:49] So, yeah.
[58:49 - 58:53] Alright, sounds good, dude.
[58:53 - 59:00] Yo, game over. Shout out to you, man. Shout out to anybody out there that does fucking tattooing, bro. Straight up.
[59:00 - 59:15] Anybody out there that does tattooing, piercing, body modifications, man. Shout out to fucking you guys, man. You guys are the shit, bro.
[59:15 - 59:28] Actually, that wasn't traced, bro. That was hand done, you dimwits. So, see ya. No haters allowed, bitch. Peace, bitch.
[59:28 - 59:39] Do I draw a fortress? Yes, I do. Matter of fact, this is one of the ones that is not...
[59:39 - 59:58] The one I'm going to show you guys is one that is not...the keyword is not for sale, but here is a fortress that I did for the charity that I've been a volunteer with for as long as I can remember, which is Operation Smile.
[59:58 - 60:18] This one I actually did after going on a local mission around here in Akron, but I did that as a thank you to Operation Smile.
[60:18 - 60:35] There you go. That's a few better. So, yeah, I definitely do portraits.
[60:35 - 60:57] And no, this one is not for sale. I said this one is actually getting...this one, I actually need to get ahold of Operation Smile and see how I can send this stuff in because I need to actually do that.
[60:57 - 61:09] Alright, I actually forgot about that. When did I do this one anyway? Damn, bro, this is bad.
[61:09 - 61:19] Dude, June 13th of 2011, goddamn, it's been that fucking long? Holy shit, dude.
[61:19 - 61:33] That's fucking nuts that it's been that long. Holy crap. I actually forgot about that.
[61:33 - 61:51] Sorry, I was looking to see when I did that. That's crazy. That actually is an idea.
[61:51 - 62:00] That's not a question for me, dude. That would be more of a question for somebody that actually does body modifications.
[62:00 - 62:05] All right, Don, I got you, bro. Hold up.
[62:05 - 62:29] This is it to me. Get to do my face battle.
[62:29 - 62:34] Try to log in with that one time. Code.
[62:34 - 62:47] Where did I send my fucking phone? Oh, yeah, I don't know where it's at. Very underneath all my fucking artwork. That's where.
[62:47 - 63:01] I'm going to keep it.
[63:01 - 63:30] It's a bit bad.
[63:30 - 63:55] Wow, one second.
[63:55 - 64:06] They say what it's for.
[64:06 - 64:14] Really, one cent. Really, Riley. One fucking cent, bro.
[64:14 - 64:19] Oh, well.
[64:19 - 64:25] It's money, I guess.
[64:25 - 64:40] Let me scroll back up here in the chat and see how that. Yeah, that actually is a good idea.
[64:40 - 64:44] Yes, I have, dude. He's actually got a YouTube channel as far as I know.
[64:44 - 64:52] I don't know if he actually has like a YouTube channel, YouTube channel, but I have seen some of his work around YouTube and he's actually got some really good stuff.
[64:52 - 65:02] I actually dig his shit. I love what he does. He's got some cool shit.
[65:02 - 65:17] I mean, really cool shit. And for anybody that's wondering, and I know I forget who asked this a while ago, but so many like a while ago asked in my chat.
[65:17 - 65:28] I can't remember. It was on here on Facebook. I think it was on here, though, but somebody asked what my wallpaper from my phone is.
[65:28 - 65:32] And there you go.
[65:32 - 65:42] Fucking cyberpunk edge runners, baby.
[65:42 - 65:52] Get the whole crew of cyberpunk edge runners open that book. So yeah, so the first thing that asked about my phone's background. There you go. That's what I have as my background.
[65:52 - 66:01] Fucking cyberpunk edge runners.
[66:01 - 66:03] So there you go.
[66:03 - 66:13] I don't know why they asked that page. Now you know what I got.
[66:13 - 66:34] The doggy if you go back just a couple minutes, you'll see where I showed the picture, just scroll back in the live stream, like one or two minutes, and you should be good.
[66:34 - 66:52] Well, I'm the only really getting blown the fuck up here. Oh shit.
[66:52 - 66:58] Yeah, I feel dumb as fuck now.
[66:58 - 67:04] Okay, yeah, I definitely feel stupid now. I know who's one song is. I got you.
[67:04 - 67:06] I got you, homie.
[67:06 - 67:08] My bad dude.
[67:08 - 67:12] I didn't realize it was you, man. My bad.
[67:12 - 67:14] Sorry, bro.
[67:14 - 67:16] Didn't realize it was you, man.
[67:16 - 67:23] I thought that you were somebody else, bro. My bad. I forgot.
[67:23 - 67:33] I don't like to commission a full color collection.
[67:33 - 67:41] Dude, send away to my cash app, dude, and I got you.
[67:41 - 67:43] One second.
[67:43 - 67:48] Hello.
[67:48 - 68:00] I love these. I love these guys. I come on with these fucking fake ass.
[68:00 - 68:07] I love these guys. I try to do these fake accents.
[68:07 - 68:17] Y'all ready to see a funny one.
[68:17 - 68:21] Welcome to Death's Diner. You kill him, we revile him and cook him.
[68:21 - 68:39] How can I help you today?
[68:39 - 68:43] Yeah, I know it's not. You're a fucking troll. Get out of here.
[68:43 - 68:52] Yeah, I do hope that you know that I know that you're a fucking troll
[68:52 - 69:00] and that you're a scam artist. So, fuck you. Fuck you, scammer boy.
[69:00 - 69:06] Bruck, I love these scammers. I love these scammers, dude.
[69:06 - 69:11] They think they're fucking smart asses, but they're not.
[69:11 - 69:13] Oh, I love it. I love it.
[69:13 - 69:22] Hey, either way, man. Either spelling works. Either spelling fucking works.
[69:22 - 69:51] Hey, Boozer, what up? I love it. What up, Boozer? How you doing, brother?
[69:51 - 69:54] Oh, God, I love these fucking trolls, man.
[69:54 - 69:56] They think that there's this, they think that there's that,
[69:56 - 70:02] and it's like, "Bro, get out of here."
[70:02 - 70:12] Nice try to have a jab at me. Nice try at the jabbing, but not going to work.
[70:12 - 70:20] Have I tried eye-racing? No, I haven't, but I have heard good things about it.
[70:20 - 70:29] I deal more, like, when it comes to sim racing, I prefer more of, like, a set of Corsa.
[70:29 - 70:40] Like, I'm more into, like, you know, a set of Corsa, Forza Motorsport 7, the F1 Series.
[70:40 - 70:44] So, yeah. But I have heard a lot of good things about eye-racing, though.
[70:44 - 70:49] I just haven't tried it yet.
[70:49 - 71:10] Like I said, though, I have heard very good things about it. Very good things.
[71:10 - 71:23] Hold on, y'all, let me flip this shit around. There we go.
[71:23 - 71:28] Bro, it's straight-up ice coffee. What are we going to be doing for Halloween?
[71:28 - 71:35] Hey, what up? Danger, what up?
[71:35 - 71:43] When am I going to be for Halloween? I don't know. I may end up doing...
[71:43 - 71:58] I may end up either doing dressing up as Trevor, or I'll probably end up dressing up as probably my music character,
[71:58 - 72:07] which is social error. I don't really have much I can do with constant ones,
[72:07 - 72:21] so I'll probably end up doing Trevor from GTA, or I'll probably end up doing my character from my music, which is social error.
[72:21 - 72:33] Hey, Scouts are badass, so... Scouts are badasses from AOT.
[72:34 - 73:32] [Silence]
[73:32 - 73:37] Whoever says I don't know how to multitask, you're full of shit.
[73:37 - 73:52] I'm literally bouncing between here, Facebook, and Discord, and Paypal and Cash App. So I'm literally bouncing between 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, literally 6 different things.
[73:52 - 74:02] [Silence]
[74:02 - 74:19] Oh my god, that would be fucking dude. Doing my character's social error with Trevor's voice would just... that would just not work. No, that would not fucking work. That would just be weird.
[74:19 - 74:34] [Silence]
[74:34 - 74:53] Yo, Dom. Oh Dom, I did get the payment, dude. Bro, are you kidding me? Lou's a fucking guy. Swan is a guy.
[74:53 - 75:05] I don't have just email mods, bro. No, I got my buddy Lou here, I got Swan who's another good guy, friend of mine, so yeah. I have both. I don't discriminate, dog.
[75:05 - 75:13] And just because you're being a little dicked, and I'm getting kind of annoyed with you asking the same thing over and over. See you later.
[75:13 - 75:30] [Silence]
[75:30 - 75:57] And just on a side note, just on a side note here.
[75:57 - 76:18] If there is anybody here that is in Ohio, like if there is anybody here in Ohio, I'm not saying anybody is, but if there are anybody here that's in Ohio that is actually real fans of my music and shit,
[76:18 - 76:35] starting next year, once I can start doing actual live shows, how many of you guys would actually like to see me perform live?
[76:35 - 76:41] [Silence]
[76:41 - 77:02] Uh, thanks, I guess. I mean, I appreciate it, but yeah.
[77:02 - 77:18] Like I said, I do want to start getting my music out there. Like I do actually want to start getting my music out there, which is why when I'm not working on getting rid of all this fucking art work that I have backed up for 50 million years.
[77:18 - 77:43] Like don't get it wrong, I love my artwork. I do. I enjoy what I do. So like I said, I am literally running out of room to stick it all, which is why I'm trying to get on so I can have room for new shit.
[77:43 - 77:49] Like I'm not even kidding, dude. Like selling this artwork spans back to fucking 2010, bro.
[77:49 - 78:02] That's how old a lot of this artwork is, bro. It's just been piling up and piling up and piling up and it's like, I need to get rid of it.
[78:02 - 78:38] [Silence]
[78:38 - 78:47] And I did see something about, I did see somebody asking a question about do I do erotic art? No, I don't.
[78:47 - 79:12] [Silence]
[79:12 - 79:19] I didn't get anything, dude.
[79:19 - 79:36] Alright, so the whole thing with Chilly is Chilly is trying to, um, Chilly wants to try to take down William Glory Hole and Master Troll Mafia for some fucked up shit that they did.
[79:36 - 79:45] And he wanted to get me on board because he knows that I have a lot of stuff on them that could help really bring them down.
[79:45 - 79:58] Like how Kate did the whole child porn thing and how William Glory Hole literally committed four counts of copyright infringement and lied on a legal document to YouTube.
[79:58 - 80:09] So, yeah, he's been trying to get in contact with me, and I've been trying to get in contact with him. It's just, I can't seem to get ahold of the guy directly, which is what I need to do.
[80:09 - 80:16] I need to get ahold of Homeboy directly so I can be like, yo, here's all the stuff, here's all the info, here you go.
[80:16 - 80:27] [Silence]
[80:27 - 80:36] Yo, Snake, uh, do you have, yo, Snake, do you have Discord? If so, hit me with this fucking number and I'll call in person tomorrow morning.
[80:36 - 80:42] Well, here around like 10 o'clock this morning because it's 5.15 right now.
[80:42 - 80:54] [Silence]
[80:54 - 81:02] Yeah, you're not wrong, dude, but like I said, I'm not worried about Bayshawn. Bayshawn hasn't really done anything directly to me.
[81:02 - 81:09] See, Bayshawn, he only comments and reacts. So, he's good.
[81:09 - 81:28] But, Kate and William Gloryhole, they have directly affected my real life. They have actually done things to, you know, damage my reputation and this and that and the others, so, yeah.
[81:28 - 81:36] [Silence]
[81:36 - 81:46] Hey, Joey, thanks for the shout out, bro. Dude, anybody that knows me knows that this shit is classic.
[81:46 - 81:55] Bayshawn is a user-funded thing. But, yeah, you're not wrong. You're not wrong there, Lou. See, Lou nails it on the head. Lou fucking knows.
[81:55 - 82:04] [Silence]
[82:04 - 82:17] Lou, Lou, he knows, man. I've watched Bayshawn stuff and he's not wrong, dude. Bayshawn is literally a user-funded pay-to-play channel, which is pretty fucked up.
[82:17 - 82:37] [Silence]
[82:37 - 82:49] I've never thought about putting a live drummer or guitar player or DJ on the next record. I actually have. I actually have a few friends that do guitar work. I have a couple friends that play Baysh.
[82:49 - 83:12] I have a buddy of mine that does some guitar work. I'm really good friends with his family. As a matter of fact, it's actually the guy I'm talking about is actually the cousin of my now past best friend, David, his cousin, Brett.
[83:12 - 83:24] And then also Brett's younger brother, Jesse, plays bass. So I may end up talking to them and seeing what I can do. So I haven't actually thought about that, though.
[83:24 - 83:28] That actually I think that would be fun as fuck to do.
[83:28 - 83:41] [Silence]
[83:41 - 83:55] LA, it is what it is. We all, you know, it is what it is, bro. It is what it is, man.
[83:55 - 83:57] It is what it is.
[83:57 - 84:17] [Silence]
[84:17 - 84:27] Have I ever seen or hung out with LeBron James? No, I have not. But here's a fun little fact that a lot of people don't know about where I'm at.
[84:27 - 84:39] The community center where LeBron James very first got discovered is literally the community center that's right down here, right down the road. It's like five minutes from my house.
[84:39 - 84:51] So I literally live right, literally dead ass, five minutes away from the community center where LeBron James got discovered by the NBA and got brought on.
[84:51 - 84:56] Son, that's pretty fucking cool.
[84:56 - 85:04] I can't lie. That's literally like, for around here in Akron, that's probably like the coolest thing.
[85:04 - 85:26] Aside from Andy Beersack from Black Veil Brass doing part of his music video, Ghost of Ohio, down on the railroad tracks down here where I live, aside from that, the whole thing of LeBron James getting his start here in Akron, down here at the center, pretty cool.
[85:26 - 85:35] What's one favorite band? Ooh, top favorite band of all time. Anybody that knows me knows this.
[85:35 - 85:40] I don't even think I need to fucking say it. Everybody fucking knows.
[85:40 - 85:44] [Silence]
[85:44 - 85:48] Oh, yeah. Okay, yeah.
[85:48 - 85:52] Yo, Coldplay is good. Coldplay is definitely good.
[85:52 - 85:56] And for those of you all that don't know, let me show you.
[85:56 - 86:07] Anybody that knows me knows that these guys are my fucking go-to band. These are the guys that I can genuinely and honestly say.
[86:07 - 86:26] These guys right here are the ones that actually saved my life when I was in high school and I was being bullied, which are these guys right here.
[86:26 - 86:29] [Silence]
[86:29 - 86:39] These guys right here, this band right here is the band that saved my fucking life.
[86:39 - 86:44] So if you want to know what my favorite band is, right there, straight up.
[86:44 - 86:49] [Silence]
[86:49 - 87:01] And by the way, on a side note, if you guys haven't read this yet, I wasn't just picking this up. I read it like 50 times already since then, and it's actually really good.
[87:01 - 87:05] And shout out to the band that got this. Fucking love this.
[87:05 - 87:17] [Silence]
[87:17 - 87:21] Call this Tinkin Park. I love it, I love it.
[87:21 - 87:29] I've never actually listened to Soulfly. Yo, early corn was the shit, bro.
[87:29 - 87:32] [Silence]
[87:32 - 87:39] Early corn was really fucking good. I actually dig the early days of corn. I love their new stuff.
[87:39 - 87:50] [Silence]
[87:50 - 87:55] Do I make TikTok? I used to, but not so much anymore.
[87:55 - 88:03] I used to. I just don't do it anymore because for me, it got kind of boring.
[88:03 - 88:09] I'm not hating on anybody that doesn't because I have quite a few friends that do.
[88:09 - 88:16] I do have quite a few friends that do TikTok that are doing very well for themselves.
[88:16 - 88:20] So not hating, but for me, it's just not my thing.
[88:20 - 88:26] [Silence]
[88:26 - 88:37] No, she's not, and she's doing good.
[88:37 - 90:02] [Silence]
[90:02 - 90:08] God damn, man. All this shit going down.
[90:08 - 90:16] There's a sense saying that with favorite arrows. Yes, it is. Yes, it is.
[90:16 - 90:33] Matter of fact, matter of fact, another little fun fact for you.
[90:33 - 90:39] The band Evanescence is what got me into alternative rock.
[90:39 - 90:46] The band Evanescence is what introduced me.
[90:46 - 90:55] The band Evanescence is what introduced me into bands like Disturbed, Corn, 3 Days Grace,
[90:55 - 91:10] Stone Sour, Slipknot, Freaking Red Hot Chili Teppers, basically all the bands that came from that era.
[91:10 - 91:16] Evanescence was the band that introduced me into that genre.
[91:16 - 91:32] I absolutely love alternative rock, new metal, heavy metal, metalcore, fucking guys like Peyton Parrish that do Viking music.
[91:32 - 91:49] Yeah, I know. Though, like I said, dude, I didn't get into them until like the early to mid 2000s. So for me, it was like, you know, I know I was waiting on the ball, but I'm caught up now. Enjoy their music.
[91:49 - 91:57] [Silence]
[91:57 - 92:08] Yeah, I know the Red Hot Chili Peppers have been around for like fucking ever now. Like I said, I didn't get into them until like the late 2000s, like the mid to early 2000s.
[92:08 - 92:28] [Silence]
[92:28 - 92:42] So yeah, I'm gonna wait, I'm gonna wait, tardy ass on fucking, on Chili Peppers. I'm waiting to fuck on their shit, but hey, I love their stuff, caught up.
[92:42 - 92:48] [Silence]
[92:48 - 93:02] Yeah, here's the thing, Heatzeaker. That song, Drift King, is actually my song, Street Racing, seeing that he stole. So yeah, you're welcome, by the way, for Street Racing.
[93:02 - 93:08] Not trying to sound cocky or anything, but...
[93:08 - 93:14] How old are you? I am thirty- I actually just turned thirty-two last month, dude.
[93:14 - 93:20] I actually just turned thirty-two on the 20th of last month. I was born in 1990.
[93:20 - 93:23] [Silence]
[93:23 - 93:28] So I was still a kid when all these bands were coming out.
[93:28 - 93:32] [Silence]
[93:32 - 93:37] So yeah, I got lucky. I got very lucky.
[93:37 - 94:42] [Silence]
[94:42 - 94:44] Goddamn.
[94:44 - 94:47] [Silence]
[94:47 - 94:56] Hey, the '70s had some okay music. '60s definitely had good music, man. Fucking the King of Rock doing Elvis, man.
[94:56 - 95:00] Fucking King of Rock and Roll, bro. Fucking Elvis.
[95:00 - 95:08] The '80s, definitely good bands coming out of there, man. Straight. I love good bands coming out of the '80s, bro.
[95:08 - 95:12] [Silence]
[95:12 - 95:16] Yes, Youth of the Nation by T.L.D. Fuck yes.
[95:16 - 95:29] [Silence]
[95:29 - 95:49] How did he steal it? Do you not have the rights to it? No, I don't because he basically stole the song and he basically stole four of my songs and re-released them under my name that was rearranged because my real name is Chance Wilkin.
[95:49 - 96:01] So he took that name and made Wanchokens and released the music through TuneCore, giving him the rights to my songs.
[96:01 - 96:06] [Silence]
[96:06 - 96:09] Dude, the Beatles are the shit, bro.
[96:09 - 96:12] [Silence]
[96:12 - 96:20] Hey, Storros. Morning, man. How you doing?
[96:20 - 97:23] [Silence]
[97:23 - 97:35] Hey, I grew up with the Beatles. So then he has the rights just letting you know if he owns the rights of others.
[97:35 - 97:44] And here's the thing about that, though, dude, I'm going to be straight up honest with the Heatzeker. I'm going to be straight up honest with you, bro.
[97:44 - 97:59] When it comes to my music, even though he has the rights to my music, everybody here knows that those songs that he stole are my songs.
[97:59 - 98:06] Therefore, I don't give a fuck about some copyright thing that he has over me.
[98:06 - 98:15] When it comes to my music, I will still perform those songs live no matter what. I don't give a fuck.
[98:15 - 98:27] Because I know once this shit's all said and done, those songs are going to be taken down from iTunes and all these other places, and I'm going to be re-releasing them on my own.
[98:27 - 98:35] [Silence]
[98:35 - 98:51] When it comes to my music, I don't give a fuck about copyright. When somebody steals my music and re-releases it knowing that it's mine, well, guess what?
[98:51 - 99:03] I'm going to still perform those songs. I'm still going to do shit with it. So those copyrights can literally, those copyrights can kiss my ass, basically is what I'm saying.
[99:03 - 99:07] Those copyrights that he has to my shit, those can kiss my ass.
[99:07 - 99:22] [Silence]
[99:22 - 99:24] No, I'm not, and I don't know who that is.
[99:24 - 99:28] [Silence]
[99:28 - 99:38] And you know what, dude? I say this to the legal part of it. Fuck the legal part of it, dude. Those songs are mine. I'm still doing them. I'm going to still perform them.
[99:38 - 99:47] I'm still going to do my shit with them, and there ain't nobody else going to fuck his songs because I have proof that I own all these songs legitimately.
[99:47 - 100:04] Hell, half of them, I still have on my fucking computer. So plus one of them, I uploaded to Facebook last year on January 1st, and it's still up there, and I can easily prove that very simply.
[100:04 - 100:16] So yeah. So yeah, really think I can give a fuck about legalities. No.
[100:16 - 100:38] [Silence]
[100:38 - 100:56] Matter of fact, just to prove a point here, just to prove a bit of a point here, just to be a fucking smart ass.
[100:56 - 101:25] [Silence]
[101:25 - 101:30] No, I don't want the actual one.
[101:30 - 101:49] [Silence]
[101:49 - 101:55] Because this is such a requested one.
[101:55 - 102:00] [Silence]
[102:00 - 102:03] And just to prove a point.
[102:03 - 102:09] [Silence]
[102:09 - 102:23] Oh, by the way, William Gloryhole.
[102:23 - 102:30] This one's for the fans.
[102:30 - 102:42] Hey, y'all. Here we go. Light 'em up, boys. Revolution. Let's go.
[102:42 - 102:55] Do the edges, here we go. Cruising around down the window, let it go. Cruising around town, just me and my homies.
[102:55 - 103:05] Getting up the trip seat, getting up the track seat. Doing everything that we try to do to get our names on.
[103:05 - 103:23] Getting ready to 9th Street, race and see. Going back to Sweet King, got that F-16. Looking real low down with that nice A-string thing.
[103:23 - 103:34] Going down the window with the motherfucking other dog. Looking real me, got that cherry towel with that motherfucking lid.
[103:34 - 103:44] Getting ready to go on a base, we are three in my crew. Doing what we try to do here on the street, race and see.
[103:44 - 103:59] Who the fuck do you think you are? Yeah, better than me. See you on the trip track, we fucking do a ravioli.
[103:59 - 104:16] Call me the motherfucking DJ of the trip seat. You can even catch me, ain't no street, I'm not stopping the almighty in my homies.
[104:16 - 104:32] Keep it on the ground where we should be though, but the crowd racing is where we are, we run the scene, I've been running the seats since I was 18.
[104:32 - 104:45] Ain't nobody stopping me whenever I see, waiting through lights in my rear view, it done all said, never looked back.
[104:45 - 104:56] Live by the street cold, die by the wheel, and I'm gone.
[104:56 - 105:06] I was born by the legendary wheel, die by the wheel, and it's all I know.
[105:06 - 105:31] All right, I want that. Yeah.
[105:31 - 105:43] So yeah, to win, Gloria, I have to say to you motherfucker is, fuck you, and your stupid bitch ass copyright shit, motherfucker.
[105:43 - 105:50] But all the people out there that actually fucking enjoy my shit, I fucking love you guys, you guys are awesome.
[105:50 - 105:56] I actually got the shit out to take care of, so, Lou, I will hit you up here in a bit, brother.
[105:56 - 106:09] Everybody else, I will catch you guys in the next stream, man, I fucking love you guys.
[106:09 - 106:17] And I will catch you guys later on for the auction, whenever it goes down, I just got to get the details set up with my boy Lou.
[106:17 - 106:24] And I will catch you guys later. Happy Halloween, guys, hope you guys stay safe. Don't do anything stupid, stay safe out there.
[106:24 - 106:30] And as always, man, stay positive, stay humble, fuck the trolls, keep being yourself, man.
[106:30 - 106:35] And I'll catch you guys later, man. Love you guys, y'all. I'm out, man. Peace.
Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-8-26 (Phone Call)

Cyrax on MBM Stream 2022-8-26 (Phone Call)

Cash App $dustsmokinghippies Music Biz Marty (Youtube) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfoLzFI58vsQsrLEPXnDW6A

[0:00 - 0:07] and Restream them and then turn around and try to make me look like the piece of shit that I'm not.
[0:07 - 0:09] Well what am I saying that's false?
[0:09 - 0:12] So, so how, how have-
[0:12 - 0:14] Correct me where I'm wrong then, I'm sorry.
[0:14 - 0:23] How have you done your story? Well, let's see. Well, let's see. How do you story? Well gee. You use my face to make money.
[0:23 - 0:23] Okay.
[0:23 - 0:26] You talk shit on me to make money.
[0:26 - 0:28] It's not extortion.
[0:28 - 0:36] Like, dude, like you do all this dumb shit, bro. Like, and like I told you, Marty, you're not told you-
[0:36 - 0:38] It's not extortion, though, Cyraxx.
[0:38 - 0:45] Well, listen, bro. Listen, listen, listen, listen. Listen, my dude. I don't think you understand, man.
[0:45 - 0:51] I really don't think you understand the gravity of the situation there. All right. I really don't think you get it.
[0:51 - 0:53] It's not extortion.
[0:53 - 0:57] Seeing, Marty, is that actually kind of is.
[0:57 - 0:59] Okay. Define extortion.
[0:59 - 1:05] Because, see, you're part of the whole IP2 network. The whole ISOCizing, bro.
[1:05 - 1:07] That's not true.
[1:07 - 1:09] That's actually not true.
[1:09 - 1:17] What do they do? They go around targeting people like me, trying to make me out to be something I'm not.
[1:17 - 1:19] I define extortion for you.
[1:19 - 1:30] And then they do it for the money and the views, bro. You literally use my face and my likeness for money and fucking views, bro.
[1:30 - 1:33] How is that not fucking extortion?
[1:33 - 1:35] Well, extortion-
[1:35 - 1:37] Okay. Let me define extortion for you, okay?
[1:37 - 1:43] What happened? Did your mom or your dad drop you on the head as a kid? Is that why you're so fucking stupid?
[1:43 - 1:44] Yes.
[1:44 - 1:52] Let me just define extortion for you, Syrax. Is that why you can't fucking figure out that I'm not your property and I'm never ever-
[1:52 - 1:57] Syrax, extortion is the practice of obtaining something through force or threats.
[1:57 - 1:59] Yeah, and that's exactly what you're saying.
[1:59 - 2:03] Wait, through force or threats? How am I threatening you? Where's the force?
[2:03 - 2:09] You can't say, "Wow, you are so focused on- There is more than one way to do extortion, you fucking dumbass."
[2:09 - 2:11] No, it's through force or threats.
[2:11 - 2:15] There is more than one way to do extortion, as I've been saying, Marty, there is more than one way to skinny cat.
[2:15 - 2:22] Just like there's multiple ways to fucking do extortion. And what you do is clear fucking extortion, clearly.
[2:22 - 2:24] So through force or by threats?
[2:24 - 2:31] Yeah, and here's the thing, bro. Here's the thing, man. You stay there like, "Oh, I'm not about the views. I'm not about the money."
[2:31 - 2:32] Yeah, okay.
[2:32 - 2:40] That's the fucking bullshit, dude. When you and I both know that you are, and, Marty, you seem to forget that I'm the one motherfucker
[2:40 - 2:44] that knows you better than any motherfucker on the fucking internet.
[2:44 - 2:46] It took you years to figure out where I live.
[2:46 - 2:51] You fucking know this, bro. You already know that I know you better than anyone.
[2:51 - 2:58] I know when you're lying three feet. I know when you're being a scummy little bitch. I know when you're actually being honest.
[2:58 - 3:00] Sorry, I'm not extorting you.
[3:00 - 3:02] I'm gonna make money off of you.
[3:02 - 3:10] And I'll be honest with you, Marty, if you would cut the fucking bullshit out and actually get off your fucking lazy ass
[3:10 - 3:18] and actually get a real fucking job, or if not, or if you're not able to do that for whatever reason,
[3:18 - 3:23] why, dude, don't be doing the shit you're fucking doing, man. It don't make you look good.
[3:23 - 3:31] But, dude, what you don't get is I've already got enough motherfuckers breathing down my neck with a fucking bass shawl
[3:31 - 3:36] and all those fucking weirdos breathing down my neck. I don't need you doing the same fucking shit, bro.
[3:36 - 3:37] I'm sorry.
[3:37 - 3:38] Marty, listen, bro.
[3:38 - 3:39] I'm listening.
[3:39 - 3:46] I am not a part of the troll community. I never claimed to be. I never wanted to be a part of that community, okay?
[3:46 - 3:53] You drug me in, kicking and screaming, and ever since then, I've been trying to fucking call my way back out.
[3:53 - 4:00] I never wanted any part of this fucking bullshit. Why you decided to target me?
[4:00 - 4:07] I don't fucking know, but bro, you're what? 36 years old, generally 37 next year?
[4:07 - 4:08] Yes.
[4:08 - 4:15] Dude, you're too fucking old for this shit, man. It's time to fucking grow the fuck up and actually do something else, man.
[4:15 - 4:19] 'Cause what I'm saying right now, Marty, I don't know if you realize this, dude,
[4:19 - 4:24] but there's a lot of motherfuckers right now that cannot fucking save you.
[4:24 - 4:25] Okay.
[4:25 - 4:26] And there's a lot of fucking that--
[4:26 - 4:27] Why would that bother me?
[4:27 - 4:30] A lot of fucking people looking at you fucking funny.
[4:30 - 4:31] Like who?
[4:31 - 4:37] Yeah, you might not know it because they don't say it, but trust me when I say it, me and those people do fucking talk to you.
[4:37 - 4:45] Let me tell you, dude, they are fucking pissed at you. They are looking at you fucking funny because you're over here
[4:45 - 4:51] attacking a motherfucker like me who's trying to mind his own fucking business and make a fucking living.
[4:51 - 4:55] And dude, even me and Michael fucking don't fucking get a role.
[4:55 - 4:57] You and William and them always--
[4:57 - 4:58] Michael?
[4:58 - 5:00] Get a fucking job. Listen, listen, listen, listen.
[5:00 - 5:07] You know, y'all sit there, tell me to get a fucking job. I get a job doing Twitch or something I'm actually going to do it.
[5:07 - 5:12] And then you fucking rip the carpet out from underneath me, from making money. Why?
[5:12 - 5:16] 'Cause you want to see me fucking suffer. You want to see the--
[5:16 - 5:18] I'm going to pay you more money, though, Cyrax.
[5:18 - 5:23] And let's be honest here, Marty, you don't want to see me make bank.
[5:23 - 5:26] I'll pay you more than you were getting paid, is what I'm telling you.
[5:26 - 5:28] Yeah, I call fucking bullshit, bro.
[5:28 - 5:30] I definitely will.
[5:30 - 5:32] Oh, really?
[5:32 - 5:33] Yeah.
[5:33 - 5:35] Well, I would love to see the proof in that, bro.
[5:35 - 5:36] Well--
[5:36 - 5:42] 'Cause you and I both know, Marty, you couldn't hold a candle to the kind of money I could fucking make.
[5:42 - 5:43] On Twitch?
[5:43 - 5:47] 'Cause y'all-- Listen, bro, if you're lying, let me tell you something, bro.
[5:47 - 5:51] I'm being straight up honest with you here. I'm being straight up 100 with you.
[5:51 - 5:53] Like, I have always been.
[5:53 - 5:57] And you don't think I've been being straight up 100 with you the whole time?
[5:57 - 5:59] Like, you're fucking full of yourself.
[5:59 - 6:05] Even when you've been a piece of shit to me, I've always been a 110% debt straight up honest with you.
[6:05 - 6:07] I don't know about that, Cyrax.
[6:07 - 6:10] I have never been this honest with you whatsoever.
[6:10 - 6:11] Yeah, you have, but that's okay.
[6:11 - 6:13] But listen, listen, listen, listen.
[6:13 - 6:15] See, listen, dude.
[6:15 - 6:22] If you and Glory Hole and I and all your little friends were to leave me alone
[6:22 - 6:28] and not go after me and not attack me and not make videos on me and make me look like a piece of shit,
[6:28 - 6:34] do you not realize the money I would actually be making off of fucking YouTube alone?
[6:34 - 6:37] And that's just about the YouTube ad revenue, Marty.
[6:37 - 6:40] That's not even counting fucking Twitch.
[6:40 - 6:42] That's not even counting the shit.
[6:42 - 6:45] I don't think that ad revenue pays that much, though, Cyrax.
[6:45 - 6:48] Actually, Marty, you want to be honest with me, dude?
[6:48 - 6:54] I got paid 111 bucks from the fucking Twitch payout from right after I broke out of the ad.
[6:54 - 6:55] That's how I got...
[6:55 - 6:57] Yeah, it was over like a month and a half, though.
[6:57 - 6:59] Now, here's the thing, bro.
[6:59 - 7:01] It was over a month and a half, Cyrax.
[7:01 - 7:03] Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen.
[7:03 - 7:05] You take that, win it at 11, all right?
[7:05 - 7:07] You juggle up.
[7:07 - 7:10] You juggle up those fucking paid subscribers on Twitch
[7:10 - 7:16] and then add that to my fucking thousands of fucking subscribers that I could easily get
[7:16 - 7:19] on fucking YouTube as it dries a little fucking dime
[7:19 - 7:21] and you can't fucking lie to your teeth on this.
[7:21 - 7:25] You and I both know that if I post even one fucking video right now,
[7:25 - 7:29] even if it's a two-second video of me flipping off the goddamn camera,
[7:29 - 7:33] you and I both know I would literally have a thousand subs by tomorrow.
[7:33 - 7:37] Yeah, but how much money do you think a thousand subs puts in your pocket?
[7:37 - 7:39] How much money do you think the rates do, though?
[7:39 - 7:43] You know damn well I've done that.
[7:43 - 7:49] So what I'm trying to figure out is why you're so fucking petty
[7:49 - 7:52] and pathetic that you have to make someone like me,
[7:52 - 7:57] who's actually trying to make a living for himself look like shit
[7:57 - 8:02] and why you can't accept the fact that I actually had something going for me
[8:02 - 8:05] before you came along and fucked all that out, because Marty--
[8:05 - 8:07] I'm telling you, I'll give you more.
[8:07 - 8:08] You don't get me this, dude.
[8:08 - 8:10] But you don't fucking get me this, dude.
[8:10 - 8:17] I never wanted to be in this fucking bullshit-ass fucking community.
[8:17 - 8:21] Let me tell you, bro, before you came along into my fucking comments
[8:21 - 8:25] on that fucking label that I had rolling with Ian,
[8:25 - 8:29] before y'all came along and did that shit, I was doing well for myself.
[8:29 - 8:33] I was gaining real subscribers, I was doing well for myself,
[8:33 - 8:37] I was minding my own business, I was doing what I needed to do,
[8:37 - 8:43] and I didn't have this fucking bullshit going on that I had fucking going.
[8:43 - 8:44] I didn't have--
[8:44 - 8:48] I mean, if you do the math, though, it's about 80 cents an hour, Cyrax.
[8:48 - 8:49] Think that's the thing, though, Marty.
[8:49 - 8:50] That's the thing.
[8:50 - 8:53] You won't think about anybody but your fucking--
[8:53 - 8:55] I'm just saying, 80 cents an hour, I'm thinking about you.
[8:55 - 8:56] You really will, dude.
[8:56 - 8:58] I'm thinking about you right now.
[8:58 - 9:02] If you think I'm going to fall for your scummy bullshit-ass--
[9:02 - 9:03] I'm telling you, Cyrax.
[9:03 - 9:04] Fuck with this, dude.
[9:04 - 9:05] You're fucking full of it, dude.
[9:05 - 9:06] I'll pay you up front.
[9:06 - 9:08] I'm not buying it, because, like I said, Marty--
[9:08 - 9:09] I'll pay you up front.
[9:09 - 9:11] I am not part of the troll community.
[9:11 - 9:14] I have never planned to be part of the fucking community.
[9:14 - 9:18] I've never wanted to be part of the fucking community, bro.
[9:18 - 9:19] What part of that don't you get?
[9:19 - 9:21] I don't deserve any of this.
[9:21 - 9:26] Do you really think I deserve to get trolled by mass hole or--
[9:26 - 9:29] Well, if you didn't fall for the bait, there wouldn't be a problem.
[9:29 - 9:30] The what?
[9:30 - 9:33] If you didn't fall for the bait, there wouldn't be a problem, right?
[9:33 - 9:35] Yeah, but here's the thing, though, Marty.
[9:35 - 9:37] Here's what you don't fucking get, dude.
[9:37 - 9:40] Is this the one thing that nobody fucking gets?
[9:40 - 9:41] Yeah.
[9:41 - 9:44] She was a fucking known pedophile, bro.
[9:44 - 9:47] You can literally look through her shit.
[9:47 - 9:49] There are actually articles on this shit.
[9:49 - 9:54] It's not that hard to get on fucking Google, type in Kate's name,
[9:54 - 9:56] or start asking around.
[9:56 - 9:59] What you don't realize is Kate's very much like you.
[9:59 - 10:02] She's a very fucking hated person.
[10:02 - 10:05] Because of the fucking scummy shit that she does.
[10:05 - 10:07] She does similar shit that you do, bro.
[10:07 - 10:09] She brings people on.
[10:09 - 10:13] Actually fucking attacks her for no fucking reason.
[10:13 - 10:14] You do it.
[10:14 - 10:15] That's what you don't get.
[10:15 - 10:20] Weak motherfuckers like me ain't always going to remain weak forever, don't fuck.
[10:20 - 10:24] At some point, we're going to fuck up and we're going to fight back.
[10:24 - 10:26] Physically or like--
[10:26 - 10:28] Hey, I'm sorry to say this, Marty.
[10:28 - 10:31] If you think that you're going to get one over on me again,
[10:31 - 10:32] try again.
[10:32 - 10:33] I'm not.
[10:33 - 10:35] Let me tell you, bro.
[10:35 - 10:36] There's not a goddamn--
[10:36 - 10:39] You want to know what makes me untouchable, unlike you, bro.
[10:39 - 10:44] The fact that you and your little friends have already done so fucking much for me,
[10:44 - 10:50] including posting fucking porn videos that I did not actually say you had to
[10:50 - 10:52] mention, which I have removed.
[10:52 - 10:54] I actually have had a lot of those removed.
[10:54 - 10:55] Not all of them.
[10:55 - 10:57] Yeah, there's still some up there.
[10:57 - 11:01] Nah, but you know, I'll deal with those in my own time.
[11:01 - 11:04] Like, that's the point being, dude.
[11:04 - 11:11] You guys have already done so much fucking mental and other fucked-up damage to me
[11:11 - 11:14] that there's not anything that you can do anymore, dude.
[11:14 - 11:16] Like, just give up, man.
[11:16 - 11:18] Give the fuck up.
[11:18 - 11:24] And even Seren has told you to give the fuck up on this shit, dude.
[11:24 - 11:27] Like, you said there, and you claimed that you wanted to be better,
[11:27 - 11:29] but yet you do all this other--
[11:29 - 11:30] I'm sorry.
[11:30 - 11:31] She got some of the money.
[11:31 - 11:32] Yeah, but you gotta listen, listen, listen.
[11:32 - 11:35] That tells me that I'm right there alone.
[11:35 - 11:38] Are you doing all this bullshit that you do?
[11:38 - 11:40] You don't longfly us, Seren.
[11:40 - 11:43] I'm targeting them by doing what you do.
[11:43 - 11:47] What you don't realize is you're not showing that you actually want to fucking
[11:47 - 11:48] stop, dude.
[11:48 - 11:49] And it's time--
[11:49 - 11:51] Do you know what longfly is?
[11:51 - 11:56] Why don't you grow a set of fucking balls and actually cut the crap, dude?
[11:56 - 12:01] Because right now, dude, right now, dude, you're looking like a fucking bitch.
[12:01 - 12:03] I'm looking like a bitch.
[12:03 - 12:07] Dude, the shit you do is a fucking bitch move.
[12:07 - 12:11] A normal-thinking person doesn't do the shit that you do.
[12:11 - 12:16] A normal-thinking person doesn't go around targeting motherfuckers
[12:16 - 12:18] that are minding their own business, dude.
[12:18 - 12:21] Do you think you mind your own business?
[12:21 - 12:22] Oh, yeah.
[12:22 - 12:24] I'll be honest, Marty.
[12:24 - 12:25] I'll be honest.
[12:25 - 12:30] Before you fucking came along and started fucking with me for no goddamn reason,
[12:30 - 12:32] you can fix your fucking ass.
[12:32 - 12:34] I was minding my own business, dude.
[12:34 - 12:35] I mean, thank God, dude.
[12:35 - 12:37] I was working on music all the time.
[12:37 - 12:40] I was working with my friends on Glitchot Records.
[12:40 - 12:42] I was doing all kinds of shit, dude.
[12:42 - 12:43] I was actually doing shit--
[12:43 - 12:45] You would call out the school board.
[12:45 - 12:47] You would call out all types of people.
[12:47 - 12:48] You would.
[12:48 - 12:50] Let's be honest.
[12:50 - 12:51] All right, listen.
[12:51 - 12:52] Where's the school board?
[12:52 - 12:55] Yeah, like, you said that they held you back
[12:55 - 12:57] because you were too ugly to graduate or something?
[12:57 - 12:58] Oh, shit.
[12:58 - 13:00] No, no, no, no, no, no.
[13:00 - 13:03] That whole thing, you got that all fucking backwards.
[13:03 - 13:04] Oh.
[13:04 - 13:06] I'll be straight as fuck for you, man.
[13:06 - 13:09] The whole reason I did not get to graduate
[13:09 - 13:13] was not because they had anything against my physical appearance.
[13:13 - 13:16] As you can see, they-- and I'll admit this.
[13:16 - 13:19] I actually did not find this out until later on down the road.
[13:19 - 13:23] But I actually found out that our principal actually was a racist.
[13:23 - 13:25] She just didn't talk about it.
[13:25 - 13:26] She did that shit.
[13:26 - 13:31] And because I'm a white guy, she felt like, "Oh, he's a white guy.
[13:31 - 13:33] I'm gonna hold him back."
[13:33 - 13:37] Dude, I had all my fucking credits as a whole lot of stuff
[13:37 - 13:39] ready to fucking graduate.
[13:39 - 13:42] Like, dude, I had double the fucking credits
[13:42 - 13:44] that I needed to graduate.
[13:44 - 13:46] I had everything I needed to graduate.
[13:46 - 13:47] So there you fucking go.
[13:47 - 13:51] I got held back because I'm a fucking racist-ass fucking principal.
[13:51 - 13:54] If you don't blame me, ask the school board.
[13:54 - 13:56] Ask my family.
[13:56 - 13:59] Ask anybody that fucking knows me from high school, man.
[13:59 - 14:01] So the school board knew about this?
[14:01 - 14:03] God damn thing, dude.
[14:03 - 14:09] The school board knew about this and they just, like, permitted it?
[14:09 - 14:11] No, they didn't necessarily know about it.
[14:11 - 14:15] But I did go out there and you can ask my mom.
[14:15 - 14:17] We tried to fight this shit for years.
[14:17 - 14:21] And just, they got nowhere because they just kept going in circles.
[14:21 - 14:22] So, you know what?
[14:22 - 14:23] We said, "Fuck it."
[14:23 - 14:26] And, you know, I wound up going the route.
[14:26 - 14:29] I was doing what I was doing with my music and my YouTube channel.
[14:29 - 14:32] But, dude, what you don't realize is this, man.
[14:32 - 14:38] If you and all your little fucking idiotic friends that do nothing
[14:38 - 14:41] but make people look like shit.
[14:41 - 14:44] Like, let me see this way for a minute, dude.
[14:44 - 14:47] Imagine you're in my position, okay?
[14:47 - 14:51] Imagine you got somebody that, you know, is fucked with you.
[14:51 - 14:54] And, like, you're over here trying to mind your own business.
[14:54 - 14:58] And you got some dude over here that's trying to fuck your life up.
[14:58 - 15:00] That's trying to interrupt everything that you're doing.
[15:00 - 15:02] That's trying to make you look like a piece of shit.
[15:02 - 15:03] I'm just ignoring it.
[15:03 - 15:05] That's trying to drag you down.
[15:05 - 15:07] I would just ignore it, personally.
[15:07 - 15:09] But, no, Marty, you wouldn't, man.
[15:09 - 15:11] When it gets to that, at first, you might.
[15:11 - 15:12] At first, you might.
[15:12 - 15:14] And that's what I did at first.
[15:14 - 15:15] I ignored it at first.
[15:15 - 15:19] But then, when you bring family into this shit, bro, nah, dude,
[15:19 - 15:22] that's crossing a line that you don't need to be crossed on.
[15:22 - 15:23] Bro, let's be honest, man.
[15:23 - 15:27] You were dragging my personal family and my personal history
[15:27 - 15:29] into your bullshit.
[15:29 - 15:30] That was not warranted.
[15:30 - 15:32] It was not needed.
[15:32 - 15:36] And, to be honest, that's a fucking line you don't fucking cross, dude.
[15:36 - 15:38] You can ask any fucking normal thing.
[15:38 - 15:40] I mean, you've brought Saren's kids into this.
[15:40 - 15:41] You called it.
[15:41 - 15:46] You called in a well-being check-in on Jamie and her kids.
[15:46 - 15:47] Remember that?
[15:47 - 15:49] You remember that?
[15:49 - 15:50] Remember that?
[15:50 - 15:53] Well, one thing you don't realize is this.
[15:53 - 15:56] Any normal thinking human being would say the same thing.
[15:56 - 15:57] There's one thing you don't--
[15:57 - 15:59] Are you a normal thinking human being?
[15:59 - 16:01] No, there's one thing you don't fuck with,
[16:01 - 16:03] and that's a man's family, bro.
[16:03 - 16:06] You don't ever fuck with a man's family.
[16:06 - 16:10] And you doing what you did by getting my biological father--
[16:10 - 16:12] But he was a pedophile who jerks off the little boys and dresses.
[16:12 - 16:13] It don't fucking matter.
[16:13 - 16:14] Yeah.
[16:14 - 16:16] That ain't your goddamn business, bro.
[16:16 - 16:19] That's my business and my family's business.
[16:19 - 16:22] I think it's society's business.
[16:22 - 16:23] You know what?
[16:23 - 16:25] I think it's society's business.
[16:25 - 16:26] No, it's not.
[16:26 - 16:27] It's not?
[16:27 - 16:29] And that's where you're full of fucking shit, dude.
[16:29 - 16:30] Well, he's felt like--
[16:30 - 16:31] You don't want if you do that.
[16:31 - 16:32] Like, dude, let me ask you--
[16:32 - 16:33] So what?
[16:33 - 16:35] Who the fuck died of me?
[16:35 - 16:37] You judge, jury, and executioner, bro.
[16:37 - 16:38] You ain't the judge.
[16:38 - 16:39] You ain't the jury.
[16:39 - 16:41] You ain't the executioner, bro.
[16:41 - 16:46] You're not the fucking judge of who gets to keep their job.
[16:46 - 16:47] No, no, bro.
[16:47 - 16:48] That ain't on you.
[16:48 - 16:51] If he's doing something fucked up, that's the whole deal.
[16:51 - 16:52] He'll get caught.
[16:52 - 16:53] Let him fucking--
[16:53 - 16:54] I didn't call the police.
[16:54 - 16:56] I just informed his employer.
[16:56 - 16:57] It don't matter, bro.
[16:57 - 16:59] Dude, you're trying to fucking--
[16:59 - 17:01] See, that's the one thing I know.
[17:01 - 17:02] Yeah.
[17:02 - 17:04] You always try to justify your bull--
[17:04 - 17:05] No.
[17:05 - 17:06] Well, I feel justified.
[17:06 - 17:07] No, you always--
[17:07 - 17:08] I do.
[17:08 - 17:13] You always try to justify the bullshit you do with some garbage-ass fucking excuse.
[17:13 - 17:16] Just to make yourself look like the fucking hero.
[17:16 - 17:17] I feel justified.
[17:17 - 17:18] You make yourself look like the bad guy, bro.
[17:18 - 17:20] And honestly, bro, I'll be honest, Marty.
[17:20 - 17:23] You're nothing more than a stonebag.
[17:23 - 17:26] He's the shit that'll come and have you do this.
[17:26 - 17:29] Dude, you're a stony fucking piece of shit.
[17:29 - 17:30] Are you a good person?
[17:30 - 17:31] He really is.
[17:31 - 17:33] And Marty, let him be honest with you, bro.
[17:33 - 17:34] Sure.
[17:34 - 17:39] Compared to me, between me and you, you couldn't hold a handle to the shit I can fucking do.
[17:39 - 17:40] Like what?
[17:40 - 17:42] You are-- you can hold my fucking level, bro.
[17:42 - 17:46] Let me tell you, Marty, back in the day, before you started all this shit--
[17:46 - 17:47] What were you doing?
[17:47 - 17:53] Do not realize that I was getting motherfuckers like you that were trolling me in the comments.
[17:53 - 17:55] And you know what I did to those people?
[17:55 - 18:00] I stepped on them like they were a little fucking--
[18:00 - 18:01] What were you doing in your life?
[18:01 - 18:03] I had to make them ten times worse than you.
[18:03 - 18:05] Yeah, what were you doing at that time?
[18:05 - 18:06] Listen, listen, listen.
[18:06 - 18:12] What made me able to avoid them was just they didn't take it to the lengths that you took it.
[18:12 - 18:18] They didn't take it from YouTube to real fucking life and stand there and get my fucking head blown off
[18:18 - 18:23] or get a family member fired from their job or get me fired from fucking Twitch.
[18:23 - 18:25] For shit, I didn't even fucking do.
[18:25 - 18:28] Like, bro, you took it to that level of, dude.
[18:28 - 18:30] You need to fucking stop.
[18:30 - 18:31] Was Twitch racist?
[18:31 - 18:34] Yeah, I'll be honest, Marty, and I even told you to ask this.
[18:34 - 18:37] You seriously need fucking help.
[18:37 - 18:38] You really need to--
[18:38 - 18:40] Sorry, that email was my email.
[18:40 - 18:42] Listen, just shut the fuck up a little bit, bro.
[18:42 - 18:43] You told me that.
[18:43 - 18:46] You have this obsession with me that is sticking it.
[18:46 - 18:48] And it needs to fucking stop, bro.
[18:48 - 18:52] You are seriously sticking the fucking head and you need fucking help.
[18:52 - 18:55] I don't know if I need a therapist, a counselor.
[18:55 - 18:56] Help.
[18:56 - 19:00] Bro, we know you can need a fucking exorcist at this fucking point, bro.
[19:00 - 19:02] Bro, I know.
[19:02 - 19:05] But, dude, you need to fucking stop.
[19:05 - 19:07] That's what you need to fucking do.
[19:07 - 19:11] I don't give a fuck what William Gloria's bitch says.
[19:11 - 19:13] Sarge, what did your life look like before we met?
[19:13 - 19:14] I don't give a fuck about it.
[19:14 - 19:15] You're the same, bro.
[19:15 - 19:16] Sarge, let me ask you, dude.
[19:16 - 19:17] Seriously, let me ask you.
[19:17 - 19:19] What did your life look like before we met?
[19:19 - 19:20] I'm curious.
[19:20 - 19:22] What did my life look like before we met?
[19:22 - 19:24] It was actually looking pretty damn good, dude.
[19:24 - 19:25] And I'll be honest.
[19:25 - 19:27] I'll be straight up honest.
[19:27 - 19:31] I actually enjoyed my life before we met.
[19:31 - 19:32] Well, I do.
[19:32 - 19:36] I would always go outside and go down to the park and do photography work.
[19:36 - 19:37] What's stopping you?
[19:37 - 19:39] Listen, listen, you asked.
[19:39 - 19:41] I'm not giving you the answer.
[19:41 - 19:43] I actually did shit, man.
[19:43 - 19:45] I actually had a girlfriend at the time.
[19:45 - 19:47] I was actually doing good.
[19:47 - 19:48] Like a real girlfriend?
[19:48 - 19:50] Listen, bro.
[19:50 - 19:52] I was actually working on.
[19:52 - 19:56] I was literally working on shit before you did all this, bro.
[19:56 - 19:57] I really was.
[19:57 - 19:59] And you not fucking realize.
[19:59 - 20:02] Well, yeah, you're working on stuff.
[20:02 - 20:03] Listen, bro.
[20:03 - 20:05] Listen, listen, thinking in the brain.
[20:05 - 20:09] And this came down to being kinky in the brain.
[20:09 - 20:11] You're asked to be thinking how to be motherfucking brand.
[20:11 - 20:14] Just clearly I got more brains than you got.
[20:14 - 20:15] Yeah, that's true.
[20:15 - 20:17] Well, let's be honest, Marty.
[20:17 - 20:18] Yeah.
[20:18 - 20:25] Like all you do is chop up audio of me to make that sound like I said shit.
[20:25 - 20:28] I didn't say you don't think I don't know how y'all work.
[20:28 - 20:30] I know how you guys work.
[20:30 - 20:31] I've seen this shit for myself.
[20:31 - 20:32] What do you mean?
[20:32 - 20:33] I know what y'all do.
[20:33 - 20:36] I know y'all chop up videos of me and piece the guys together.
[20:36 - 20:37] Make me look like shit.
[20:37 - 20:39] I know y'all do that.
[20:39 - 20:40] Does it piss me off?
[20:40 - 20:41] Yeah.
[20:41 - 20:42] Does it phase me?
[20:42 - 20:43] No.
[20:43 - 20:44] I don't know how to add on anything.
[20:44 - 20:46] I'm so fucking used to it, bro.
[20:46 - 20:50] Like I said, there's not a damn thing that any of you or your fucking little
[20:50 - 20:55] goblin-ass fucking goon squad can't fucking do to phase me anymore, dude.
[20:55 - 20:57] I'm not phased by your bullshit no more.
[20:57 - 20:58] So then everything's good.
[20:58 - 20:59] I see.
[20:59 - 21:04] I've seen for what you are, which is done that piece of fucking shit.
[21:04 - 21:07] Who's trying to worm his way and make money off me, bro?
[21:07 - 21:08] Enough is enough, man.
[21:08 - 21:10] I'm cutting the fucking core.
[21:10 - 21:11] I'm done.
[21:11 - 21:14] I want nothing to do with this fucking bullshit-ass troll community.
[21:14 - 21:19] Do you think anyone's going to buy your music without the troll community?
[21:19 - 21:23] Do you think anyone's ever going to buy your music?
[21:23 - 21:24] Yeah.
[21:24 - 21:27] Well, I honestly was just trying to give you a business opportunity.
[21:27 - 21:29] I'd be willing to pay you up front.
[21:29 - 21:32] Well, let me be straight up with the first thing, all right?
[21:32 - 21:33] Sure.
[21:33 - 21:34] Man, the fucking man.
[21:34 - 21:37] And this thing fucking directs talking music business.
[21:37 - 21:39] You know, it's Chance talking Nick.
[21:39 - 21:41] Yeah.
[21:41 - 21:43] This is literally Chance talking to fucking Nick.
[21:43 - 21:44] Okay.
[21:44 - 21:45] Straight up real with you.
[21:45 - 21:46] Sure.
[21:46 - 21:47] Human being and fucking human being.
[21:47 - 21:48] Right.
[21:48 - 21:49] All right.
[21:49 - 21:50] Straight up man, the fucking man.
[21:50 - 21:52] No fucking talky-ass bullshit-ass.
[21:52 - 21:54] No, I'm all ears.
[21:54 - 21:55] No fucking front.
[21:55 - 21:56] No bullshit, bro.
[21:56 - 21:58] You're talking to Nicholas Piegler here.
[21:58 - 22:00] Like, I'll be honest with you, man.
[22:00 - 22:03] You seriously have a fucking problem.
[22:03 - 22:04] Oh.
[22:04 - 22:05] You really fucking do.
[22:05 - 22:10] Like, you stay here and you go after me day in and day out.
[22:10 - 22:14] You record our conversations and this and that and the other.
[22:14 - 22:17] Don't you think that everybody's getting fucking tired of me?
[22:17 - 22:20] No, if anything, it seems to be more popular than ever.
[22:20 - 22:22] See, let's be honest, Marty.
[22:22 - 22:26] You sat there on your panel and said several times,
[22:26 - 22:30] several times, man, that you are fucking tired of this shit.
[22:30 - 22:34] So what I don't get is if you're so fucking tired of it,
[22:34 - 22:38] then why don't you fucking move on from it and find something else to do,
[22:38 - 22:40] other than keep on attacking people, bro?
[22:40 - 22:44] I mean, dude, Seren has even told you to fucking stop.
[22:44 - 22:46] Yeah, but she gets things from us.
[22:46 - 22:49] She gets things from us.
[22:49 - 22:51] So it's like she likes these long flybacks.
[22:51 - 22:52] They're not cheap.
[22:52 - 22:54] I like to get them for it.
[22:54 - 22:55] It don't matter, dude.
[22:55 - 22:56] They make her happy.
[22:56 - 22:58] It don't fucking matter, man.
[22:58 - 23:00] That don't mean that, bro.
[23:00 - 23:01] That don't mean jack shit.
[23:01 - 23:05] Just because you buy her shit, do you really think she enjoys what you do?
[23:05 - 23:06] No.
[23:06 - 23:07] She enjoys the bags.
[23:07 - 23:12] Listen, listen, I've actually talked to her one-on-one when you're not
[23:12 - 23:17] around and let me tell you, dude, she fucking hates what you fucking do.
[23:17 - 23:22] She does not like that you do this shit and you can even ask her.
[23:22 - 23:24] Go and ask her.
[23:24 - 23:28] She'll tell you that she does not agree with what you fucking do.
[23:28 - 23:31] What you do is scummy, dude.
[23:31 - 23:36] You sit there and you make money through donations by attacking me,
[23:36 - 23:38] by making me look like shit.
[23:38 - 23:39] People fucking don't.
[23:39 - 23:41] You make yourself look like shit, though.
[23:41 - 23:43] That's fucking bullshit, bro.
[23:43 - 23:46] How can I make you look like shit without you being shitty?
[23:46 - 23:48] That's not a way to live, dude.
[23:48 - 23:52] Why, dude, I'm over here trying to make an honest fucking living.
[23:52 - 23:53] You're making like a dollar a day.
[23:53 - 23:56] But yeah, I'm not allowed to do that.
[23:56 - 23:57] You're making a dollar a day.
[23:57 - 23:59] Why am I not allowed to make an honest living going back to you?
[23:59 - 24:01] Why don't you go and collect some cans, then?
[24:01 - 24:02] You know what I mean?
[24:02 - 24:03] It makes more than Twitch.
[24:03 - 24:06] That's what I want to know is this, man.
[24:06 - 24:07] Let me ask you this.
[24:07 - 24:10] Coming from somebody that is a victim of trolling
[24:10 - 24:13] and is a victim of all the shit that you and everybody else is doing,
[24:13 - 24:15] girl, I'm not saying it's just you.
[24:15 - 24:17] I'm saying a lot of other motherfuckers are going to do.
[24:17 - 24:24] Why is it that I'm the one motherfucker that everybody takes shots at?
[24:24 - 24:26] I'll tell you why.
[24:26 - 24:27] Listen, listen, listen.
[24:27 - 24:28] I'm not done.
[24:28 - 24:29] Why is it--
[24:29 - 24:30] You're going to see the same question again.
[24:30 - 24:31] I can answer.
[24:31 - 24:32] Shut up and listen, bro.
[24:32 - 24:33] Okay.
[24:33 - 24:34] Listen.
[24:34 - 24:35] I'm more than happy to answer.
[24:35 - 24:38] Why is it that the one motherfucker like me
[24:38 - 24:41] who is minding his own business
[24:41 - 24:44] before you came in and ran your motherfucking--
[24:44 - 24:46] I'm trying to tell you.
[24:46 - 24:47] Okay.
[24:47 - 24:49] And you're not going to like the answer, but I can tell you the truth.
[24:49 - 24:52] Well, I already know your answer because I'm delusional, right?
[24:52 - 24:53] Yeah.
[24:53 - 24:54] Well, that's fucking bullshit.
[24:54 - 24:55] You know it.
[24:55 - 24:56] No, that's the truth.
[24:56 - 24:57] You know that's a bullshit answer.
[24:57 - 24:58] That's the truth.
[24:58 - 25:00] You know that's a bullshit answer, Nick.
[25:00 - 25:02] You-- You and I both know that.
[25:02 - 25:03] It's honestly the truth.
[25:03 - 25:05] Like, your belief system is fascinating.
[25:05 - 25:07] That's an amazing bullshit answer, bro.
[25:07 - 25:08] Your beliefs--
[25:08 - 25:09] That's a bullshit answer.
[25:09 - 25:10] You know it.
[25:10 - 25:11] Your beliefs is fast--
[25:11 - 25:12] They're fascinating.
[25:12 - 25:15] I can't believe what you believe to be real despite--
[25:15 - 25:17] No, here's the thing, though, Marty.
[25:17 - 25:21] What you don't understand is I actually have a grip on reality.
[25:21 - 25:23] I actually know my work.
[25:23 - 25:24] Listen.
[25:24 - 25:27] I actually know what I'm capable of.
[25:27 - 25:32] And yet, I have to let that capability stand on the fucking wayside
[25:32 - 25:35] because y'all motherfuckers want to sit here and do what?
[25:35 - 25:36] Fuck me over.
[25:36 - 25:40] Oh, well, let's-- let's direct, but I know.
[25:40 - 25:42] And then go in and record it.
[25:42 - 25:43] Let's let him get a merch--
[25:43 - 25:45] But nobody's ever really bought your stuff, though.
[25:45 - 25:49] Let him do his stuff and then take that away from him.
[25:49 - 25:50] Yeah, that's real fucking maturity.
[25:50 - 25:52] But nobody's ever really bought your stuff ever, though.
[25:52 - 25:54] You seriously aren't immature little fucking bitch.
[25:54 - 25:55] I'm just telling you the truth.
[25:55 - 25:57] You're immature little fucking baby, dude.
[25:57 - 25:59] You act like a fucking child, bro.
[25:59 - 26:02] Well, yeah, you've got the body of a grown ass man,
[26:02 - 26:05] but you have the fucking mind set of a goddamn child, dude.
[26:05 - 26:08] You've got the body and the mind of a child, Cyrax.
[26:08 - 26:10] You know what?
[26:10 - 26:12] You've got the body and the mind of a child.
[26:12 - 26:14] Actually, no, the fuck I don't.
[26:14 - 26:15] All right.
[26:15 - 26:18] This is where me and you different, bro.
[26:18 - 26:20] This is where me and you different.
[26:20 - 26:23] I've actually had real musicians,
[26:23 - 26:26] actual real cutes that have been in music
[26:26 - 26:29] and other forms of entertainment that I do.
[26:29 - 26:31] It's actually telling me straight up
[26:31 - 26:34] that I actually have something good going for me,
[26:34 - 26:37] that I actually have fucking potential.
[26:37 - 26:40] But yet, I don't get to show that potential
[26:40 - 26:42] because I'm motherfuckers like you
[26:42 - 26:45] that want to sit there and take everything away from me.
[26:45 - 26:46] Why?
[26:46 - 26:48] Because you're afraid that a weird-looking motherfucker like me
[26:48 - 26:50] that's actually going to do something good,
[26:50 - 26:52] you're afraid of a weird-looking motherfucker like me
[26:52 - 26:55] that might actually be able to do something for himself.
[26:55 - 26:56] Oh, what?
[26:56 - 26:58] You don't want to see the fucking weird guy
[26:58 - 27:01] actually fucking succeed at something?
[27:01 - 27:04] Cyrax, you have more opportunity now.
[27:04 - 27:05] Remember.
[27:05 - 27:07] Here's what you don't get, bro.
[27:07 - 27:09] You've been in this fucking YouTube game
[27:09 - 27:11] for only a few years.
[27:11 - 27:13] Motherfucker, I've been doing this shit
[27:13 - 27:15] for over a fucking decade, bro.
[27:15 - 27:18] Since 2009, I've been doing this shit, man.
[27:18 - 27:21] Since 2009, I've been doing this shit, bro.
[27:21 - 27:23] So trust me when I say,
[27:23 - 27:26] tell me from somebody who is actually getting this shit
[27:26 - 27:28] way longer than you, bro.
[27:28 - 27:30] I know a bunch of motherfuckers
[27:30 - 27:33] that would circle your fucking ass
[27:33 - 27:35] and fucking destroy your content
[27:35 - 27:37] and blow it out of the fucking water
[27:37 - 27:39] within a fucking minute.
[27:39 - 27:42] If even a fucking minute, dude.
[27:42 - 27:43] Like, seriously--
[27:43 - 27:44] Wait, to blow my cont--
[27:44 - 27:46] What do you mean by blow my content on the water?
[27:46 - 27:47] No fucking minute, bro.
[27:47 - 27:49] See, compared to me, you're a baby
[27:49 - 27:51] in the fucking YouTube world.
[27:51 - 27:53] You're a child in this fucking YouTube world, bro.
[27:53 - 27:55] You're not even on YouTube, though.
[27:55 - 27:57] I don't vote for you.
[27:57 - 27:59] Don't give me that shit, bro.
[27:59 - 28:01] Just because I'm not on YouTube right now--
[28:01 - 28:03] You couldn't hack it.
[28:03 - 28:06] Listen, just because I'm not on YouTube right now,
[28:06 - 28:09] posting videos, that don't mean I'm not on YouTube.
[28:09 - 28:11] I am on YouTube.
[28:11 - 28:13] It's just you don't fucking know about it.
[28:13 - 28:15] And none of y'all motherfuckers are ever gonna fucking know
[28:15 - 28:18] about it as long as I have something to say about it.
[28:18 - 28:20] Like, you really think I'm gonna let
[28:20 - 28:22] some scumbag motherfuckers like you come along
[28:22 - 28:24] and fuck up what I was busting my ass for
[28:24 - 28:26] over ten years to build?
[28:26 - 28:28] Like, what you don't get, Marty,
[28:28 - 28:31] is I have worked my ass off, okay?
[28:31 - 28:33] I have worked my goddamn ass off
[28:33 - 28:35] for over ten fucking years.
[28:35 - 28:38] So fuck you, and fuck your deal.
[28:38 - 28:41] Well, okay, so I asked someone to pay you up front.
[28:41 - 28:45] I mean...
[28:45 - 28:47] It's cash money up front, dude.
[28:47 - 28:51] I think you hung up here.
[28:51 - 28:53] Um...
[28:53 - 28:55] He doesn't like that answer because--
[28:55 - 28:58] You know, like, why is he so interesting?
[28:58 - 29:00] Truth is, because he's delusional.
Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 9 (Full Album)

Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 9 (Full Album)

Tracklist: 1. Intro 2. MBM Exposed (Music Biz Marty Diss) 3. Broken 4. Dead Tears 5. Suffering (Spoken Word) 6. Not Your Victim Anymore 7. Mental Prison 8. Letter To My Child (LIVE) 9. Drowning In Pain (Spoken Word) 10. Ten Hundred % RAW YZ Remix (Upchurch x Cyrax) 11. Pandemic Cypher 2020 12. The Drug In Me Is Reimagined (LIVE COVER) 13. House Of Crazies Cash App $dustsmokinghippies

[0:00 - 0:15] Everyone knows it's fair is fair. I was willing to buy him some hair. Don't even try to steal my Cyraxx. Don't you understand the rule contracts?
[0:15 - 0:29] Maybe you don't, you will soon. Do you want a visit from my goon? Do you want to lose your daughter's dress? Get it coded in Nardi's mess.
[0:29 - 0:48] Don't make water go insane, or you might leave ungodly stains. You're committing copyright infringement. Against me.
[0:48 - 0:58] Yo, hey Marty, you hear that missile coming? Well guess what? That's just me, yo 'bout to jump.
[0:58 - 1:08] And the time went by, I'm on your little fucking Jewish ass. All you ever wanna do is run your fucking mouth. You just meant that you couldn't run a fucking kid, you know damn well.
[1:08 - 1:14] In the motherfucking streets, then I'll beat your motherfucking ass. You better just get your rest at the fucking desk.
[1:14 - 1:22] You just wanna something that you cannot have. You want the greatness that I am. All you ever wanna do is try to control who I am.
[1:22 - 1:30] If you wanna try to act like a narcissistic psychopath, then they don't get you. What's the madness, stupid ass faggot? You just meant that, 'cause I turned you down.
[1:30 - 1:42] Back in the old days on that motherfucking livestream. All you ever wanna do is act like it's something that your motherfucking not.
[1:42 - 1:53] I'm always gonna be everything that you're not. All you ever do is make it care for the best that you know damn well that you can not taste. So you run to me, actin' like that.
[1:53 - 2:00] I'm gonna fucking help you, but sorry to say you little faggot ass. Stupid crocass motherfucking, but I ain't.
[2:00 - 2:09] All I wanna do is see you fucking bleed out and watch your car go choking for your last breath. As I watch you laugh and make you fall right into your motherfucking grave.
[2:09 - 2:19] It's the death of music, it's money for the motherfucking death of your motherfucking chain. I'm the death of everything that you want, I'm so sick and tired of.
[2:19 - 2:28] Singing yo' stupid ass, run your fucking banging ass. Mocking 'round me up on the internet. All you ever do is act like everybody's in the way.
[2:28 - 2:32] We'll get some stupid motherfucking hits, a reality check.
[2:32 - 2:38] Ain't nobody in there what you sayin', ain't nobody buyin' what you sellin', so your bandit just sent the fuck down.
[2:38 - 2:46] That the fuck off before I take your ass back, because that's the show you wanna miss or be a real motherfucking rapper.
[2:46 - 2:52] Stupid bitch. You ain't in the music industry, you're a fake ass bitch.
[2:53 - 3:15] I'm so sick of the way that I've been treated over the years.
[3:15 - 3:35] Had so many people sent me down and now I, don't see how I can survive.
[3:35 - 3:49] I feel like I'm dead inside, all because of all the hatred, all of the pain that I've been put through.
[3:49 - 4:08] So many times I've broken down and then I've cried, all because of all the pain in all of this hatred that I've gone through over the years.
[4:08 - 4:24] I don't understand why I was made such a talkin' by any of you.
[4:24 - 4:53] Just want to live my life free of the pain I just wanna live my life to what I know that none have to worry about anything anymore.
[4:53 - 5:16] I'm so tired of cryin', always been so sick of worry and think of always fallin' apart, all because of what everyone says about me.
[5:16 - 5:22] I'm so sick of the pain, I just want it all to go.
[5:22 - 5:48] God, tell me why, tell me why I always feel dead inside.
[5:48 - 5:59] I'm so sick of cryin', always feels everything so sick of all of this depression in my head.
[5:59 - 6:10] I'm so sick of all of this depression, sick of cryin', tellin' all my friends that I'm alright.
[6:10 - 6:21] But really I'm broken down inside and I'm dead on the inside.
[6:21 - 6:43] So sick of cryin', always feels everyday I just wanna get my life back so tired of hiding these tears so sick of hiding all the pain.
[6:43 - 6:59] I'm so sick of being made out to be this monster that I'm not sick of being made out to be someone that I'm not.
[6:59 - 7:14] I kinda feel like my mind is slipping like a sinner now on being treated as someone that I'm not.
[7:14 - 7:30] I'm sick of being somewhere that I ain't sick of everything not going the way that I needed to go in my life.
[7:30 - 7:50] And I'm so sick of cryin' all these tears, I'm so tired of all this pain, I just want it all to disappear and go away.
[7:50 - 8:08] Almost feels like I'm a zombie trapped in my own brain, sick of all these tears, I just want my life back.
[8:14 - 8:24] I'm suffering like always, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[8:24 - 8:33] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls my name.
[8:33 - 8:40] Do I answer the call and go to my grave or do I fight to live another day?
[8:40 - 8:44] Every day I hope it will all just be okay.
[8:44 - 8:50] I struggle with these thoughts in my head and in my mind.
[8:50 - 8:58] Hoping that I don't go blind on pain and rage, I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[8:58 - 9:04] I hate 'em because they make it to where it's hard for me to breathe, it's hard for me to move on with my life.
[9:04 - 9:09] All I ever feel are these demons raging deep inside it's like they won't stop.
[9:09 - 9:17] It's like I hear symphony of pain coming from every grave of the demon that's left inside my mind.
[9:17 - 9:27] I want to escape so bad, but I just simply don't know how.
[9:27 - 9:35] Again I ask, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[9:35 - 9:42] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls me.
[9:42 - 9:46] He calls my name every night and every day.
[9:46 - 9:50] Do I answer the call and go to my grave?
[9:50 - 9:55] Or I ask you once again, do I fight to live another day?
[9:55 - 9:58] Every day I hope it will be okay.
[9:58 - 10:03] I struggle with these demons inside my head, I struggle with these thoughts that go right in my mind.
[10:03 - 10:07] Hoping that I don't go blind with the pain and the rage.
[10:07 - 10:11] I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[10:11 - 10:20] And I hate the fact that they make me suffer and unable to breathe.
[10:20 - 10:27] I'm tired of the pain and I'm tired of suffering.
[10:27 - 10:36] I'm so sick of being your victim.
[10:36 - 10:46] So sick of feeling like I'm not good enough for anything or anyone.
[10:46 - 10:50] I'm so sick of the way all you ever do is tear me down.
[10:50 - 10:58] All you ever wanted to do was tear me out. I'm so sick of all your lies, so sick of everything that you do to me.
[10:58 - 11:06] All you ever did was attack me then, make me look like the bad guy.
[11:06 - 11:11] I'm so sick of all your lies, sick of everything that you do to me.
[11:11 - 11:15] Every single day and night it's like another nightmare that I'm living.
[11:15 - 11:21] Can't seem to escape what is it that you wanna from me? I don't understand it.
[11:21 - 11:27] All you wanna do is rob me for everything.
[11:27 - 11:32] All you wanna do is take and take everything away from me.
[11:32 - 11:37] All you wanna do is gamble your life away, mate.
[11:37 - 11:46] Gambling pants that you cannot pay. That's why you're coming out to me.
[11:46 - 11:53] 'Cause all you're doing is chasing that cloud. Going right after me.
[11:53 - 12:00] It's kinda like you're making me a target. No longer will I be your victim.
[12:00 - 12:06] No, no longer will I be your victim anymore.
[12:06 - 12:14] I'm not gonna have it anymore. Go ahead and send your little cronies after me.
[12:14 - 12:21] Because anything they say or do ain't going to affect me.
[12:21 - 12:28] Go ahead and do what you're gonna do. Just stay the fuck away from me.
[12:28 - 12:38] 'Cause I'm better off without you. You fucking scumbag. You don't understand what it took for me to get this far.
[12:38 - 12:44] You don't understand just how hard I work every day.
[12:44 - 12:50] And I'm here throwing it in your face every single day and every single way.
[12:50 - 12:56] I'm gonna rise above it. Gonna get my life back ever, ever again.
[12:56 - 13:04] Will I lose track? Never, ever wanna fall back into my past.
[13:04 - 13:12] You're not even on my radar anymore. I'm flying up above the clouds.
[13:12 - 48:45] ???