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[0:00 - 0:29] As many of you know, Adrian has decided to post a video about me, which I will be typing
[0:29 - 0:48] for copyright purposes, but regardless of that, Adrian, I'm here to give you a wake-up call,
[0:48 - 0:52] something that you needed for a very long time.
[0:52 - 1:00] Are you ever wrong when you said that I'm still in love with you because I'm not?
[1:00 - 1:07] You know what it was and what it is?
[1:07 - 1:11] I always see the good in people.
[1:11 - 1:16] Even if they don't deserve it, I still try to reach out and help them.
[1:16 - 1:31] And Adrian, you and I both know that I was very right in saying what I said this morning
[1:31 - 1:52] is about you wasting your talents. You're losing a future, a future that you can change.
[1:52 - 2:03] You see, Adrian, shortly after I left and I had to move, the rest of my life was spent
[2:03 - 2:14] growing up around very wise people, not only in the military, but outside of the military.
[2:14 - 2:33] But tell me a very, very real code that I still live by, which is the way of the Bushido.
[2:33 - 2:46] And the main pillars are as follows. Honor, integrity, loyalty, respect. None of which
[2:46 - 2:58] you follow. See, when me and you first started talking, you told me yourself that you wanted
[2:58 - 3:06] to be with me eventually and that that was the goal. And by you running off and boasting
[3:06 - 3:23] about how you slept with another guy, you broke one of those rules, which is loyalty.
[3:23 - 3:29] And by you continuing to do what you're doing, you're not just dishonoring your family.
[3:29 - 3:39] You're not just dishonoring people that care. You're doing dishonor to yourself.
[3:39 - 3:47] See, any successful person in the world will tell you this, and this is something I had
[3:47 - 3:59] to learn myself, Adrian. No one ever got anywhere by sitting on their ass and doing nothing.
[3:59 - 4:10] Your sleep streams are a waste of time. They are a true waste of your real talent. I've
[4:10 - 4:16] seen what you can do with a needle and thread. And as I told you this morning, I still stand
[4:16 - 4:24] behind what I said. I still stand behind what I said this morning when I told you that
[4:24 - 4:33] you are very gifted as a seamstress. You are very talented with sewing. I've seen some
[4:33 - 4:37] of your clothing designs and they are some of the most beautiful designs I've ever seen
[4:37 - 4:46] in my life. And I'm not just saying that. So your clothing work is amazing. So my question
[4:46 - 4:54] to you is this, Adrian. Why are you wasting your talents on stupid ass sleep streams
[4:54 - 5:07] when you could be starting up your own shop through Wix or Etsy or Shopify. You could
[5:07 - 5:18] be coming up with clothing designs that people would actually buy. Because you have a very
[5:18 - 5:25] unique style crossing modern Gothic with old Victorian style which is a very hard combination
[5:25 - 5:49] to pull off. And you do it quite well. You do that style quite well. Because mixing
[5:49 - 5:58] modern Gothic with very old original old school Victorian style is a very hard thing to pull.
[5:58 - 6:02] Trust me, I've seen a lot of people try to do it and they've failed. But you're one
[6:02 - 6:12] of the very few that actually has the talent to actually pull it off. So again, I ask you,
[6:12 - 6:19] why are you letting your talent fade away? As I told you this morning and as I've had
[6:19 - 6:33] to learn, stop worrying about what you can't do. What you are unable to do doesn't matter.
[6:33 - 6:44] What does matter is what you are able to do right now. Why do you think I'm hardly on
[6:44 - 6:53] YouTube anymore? Why do you think I'm hardly on social media anymore? Because I'm doing
[6:53 - 7:01] quite well for myself. I'm setting myself up for success. But you, by doing what you're
[7:01 - 7:12] doing, are setting yourself up for nothing but failure. That is all you're doing is setting
[7:12 - 7:21] yourself up to fail. You're setting yourself up for failure. And guess what? Unless you
[7:21 - 7:27] break that cycle, that failure is just going to continue. And you're going to end right
[7:27 - 7:33] back up in the same cycle and people are still going to fuck with you and people are still
[7:33 - 7:40] going to mess with you. Unless you get your head out of your ass and you change up your
[7:40 - 7:47] cycle and you start doing something worth doing. And something worth doing is you doing
[7:47 - 7:55] your sewing work. You doing your clothing designs is what you were meant to do. So
[7:55 - 8:04] again I ask, why waste your talents on dumb shit that doesn't matter? Why waste your
[8:04 - 8:15] talents on ignorant bullshit that's meaningless? Because I hate to break it to you, Adrienne,
[8:15 - 8:21] and I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but nobody watches your sleep streams. Nobody
[8:21 - 8:34] watches them. They merely come in and then pop back out. That's all they do. I've been
[8:34 - 8:39] keeping an eye on your YouTube channel for the last few months since me and you stopped
[8:39 - 8:48] talking and I've noticed before you started doing sleep streams you were doing numbers
[8:48 - 8:54] in viewers. You were doing damn good with viewers. Now since you started doing sleep
[8:54 - 9:03] streams your numbers are dropping because your channel is becoming boring. No one wants
[9:03 - 9:10] to watch you sleep all night Adrienne. And I know it's hard to hear and I know it's
[9:10 - 9:19] a hard pill to swallow but that's just the reality of it. That's just the truth of it.
[9:19 - 9:25] No one wants to sit around and watch someone sleep for hours on end. If you want to do
[9:25 - 9:38] something and be successful then be successful. Get off your fucking ass and do something.
[9:38 - 9:50] Do your sewing work, be successful, do like I did, pave your own way to success. I worked
[9:50 - 9:59] my ass off to get to where I'm at and I'm proud of where I'm at. I'm proud of how far
[9:59 - 10:12] I've come. But you, you're still hanging on to your past and yes I get that you have
[10:12 - 10:23] PTSD. I understand that. Believe me I do. Because I suffer from that same thing as
[10:23 - 10:30] well because of what I've been through for the last few years. So I am very well aware
[10:30 - 10:38] of what you deal with. But let me tell you Adrienne something that I had to do that you
[10:38 - 10:50] could benefit from is this. When I was going through all that and it hit the break point
[10:50 - 10:59] I sat down and I thought to myself I could do one of two things. I could either sit here
[10:59 - 11:06] and continue to make excuses and continue to let people judge me and bash me and harass
[11:06 - 11:15] me and steal from me and let this PTSD get the better of me and let it continue to keep
[11:15 - 11:27] me held down or I could get my ass the fuck up. I could start fighting back and I could
[11:27 - 11:34] start taking back what's rightfully mine and I could make my own success and that's exactly
[11:34 - 11:42] what I did. I got up, I dusted myself off and I made my own success. And as a result
[11:42 - 11:53] I am now working with a very big film company who I am proud to be a part of. Who I am very
[11:53 - 11:59] much proud to be partnered with. Who I am very proud to be working under and working
[11:59 - 12:07] for. And you know why they gave me that chance? Because they saw that I was working hard.
[12:07 - 12:16] They saw that I was trying to help myself. Because Adrienne let me tell you something.
[12:16 - 12:24] In order for someone to help you, first you have to be willing to help yourself. In order
[12:24 - 12:31] to be successful and for you to get help that you want, you need to be willing to help
[12:31 - 12:43] yourself because nobody ever got anywhere by doing handouts. And those that didn't
[12:43 - 13:01] get handouts, guess what, 9 times out of 10, they failed. When I put T this way Adrienne,
[13:01 - 13:18] do you think bands like Bring Me The Horizon, bands such as Emotionless and White, Three
[13:18 - 13:29] Days Grace, Skillet, Evanescence, AC/DC, the AC/DC cover band Back in Black, do you all
[13:29 - 13:36] think they got anywhere by just sitting around on their asses and not doing anything? No.
[13:36 - 13:48] They busted their asses to get to where they're at. And in order for anybody to be successful,
[13:48 - 14:01] you can't just sit around on your ass all day feeling sorry for yourself. I'm going
[14:01 - 14:08] to give you a quote that I've seen on Facebook or other today that might help you. It's
[14:08 - 14:20] super simple but it has a lot of meaning. Never look back. Never look behind you because
[14:20 - 14:28] you're not going that way. You're not going to sit there and turn around and walk back
[14:28 - 14:37] that way. No. You're going this way. So what's the point in looking behind you? You're
[14:37 - 14:43] not going back there. There's nothing left for you back there. The past, that's the
[14:43 - 14:58] past. Okay? There's nothing for you there. What you need to do is stare straight ahead.
[14:58 - 15:05] Your goal that you want to do ain't behind you. Your goal is in front of you. Get ahead
[15:05 - 15:14] of you. But my question to you is this. What are you going to do about it? Are you going
[15:14 - 15:28] to sit there and let it run away from you? And waste your life away being a nobody?
[15:28 - 15:34] Or are you going to get up and fucking be a somebody? Because you always talk about
[15:34 - 15:44] making money doing what you want to do. You always talk about that. Then why not fucking
[15:44 - 15:54] do it? Matter of fact, I'm going to give you a quote by my brother, Crip K. Don't talk
[15:54 - 16:05] about it. Be about it. Shout out to Crip K on that one. Don't talk about doing something.
[16:05 - 16:13] Be about doing that something. If you say you want to do selling for a living and then
[16:13 - 16:23] costumes and clothing for a living, don't just talk about doing it. Actually do it.
[16:23 - 16:30] Don't just sit there and let it pass you by. Me, I don't talk about doing music. I
[16:30 - 16:41] do do music. I don't talk about being a musician. I am a musician. I am an artist. I don't
[16:41 - 16:47] just sit there and talk about these things and just not do them. I actually go out and
[16:47 - 17:02] I do them. So my question to you, Adrian, is this. Why are you not following your own
[17:02 - 17:12] code? The code that you made for yourself, you're falling away from. You've told me
[17:12 - 17:18] many a times over that you wanted to do selling for a living, but yet you're not doing anything
[17:18 - 17:25] to further yourself. All you're doing is sitting on your fucking ass, doing sleep
[17:25 - 17:41] streams and talking shit on people. That's all you're doing. But as I said, you know,
[17:41 - 17:55] you want to waste your life away. That's on you. I'm only trying to give you the guidance
[17:55 - 18:01] that you need to get there. All I'm doing is providing you with the tools and the knowledge
[18:01 - 18:07] to get there. That's all I'm doing. What you do with those tools and that knowledge,
[18:07 - 18:16] that's up to you. I can't be the one to tell you what to do with that stuff. That's your
[18:16 - 18:39] choice. I'm merely trying to help you even though you don't deserve it. Because that's
[18:39 - 18:59] what I'm trying to help you do is what a good person does. When I talk about, you know,
[18:59 - 19:06] helping people, I don't just talk about it. If somebody needs an ear, or somebody to
[19:06 - 19:11] listen to their problems, guess what? I'm right there asking them, hey, what's going
[19:11 - 19:19] on? What can I help you out with? What do you need? What's going on? Or if somebody
[19:19 - 19:25] needs me to say they have a new song out and they want me to share it around. Dude,
[19:25 - 19:34] I'll bump that shit and I'll share it around. And I'll put it in my playlist. If somebody
[19:34 - 19:47] needs a logo design done, you bet your asshole fucking hell about. Because as I said, that's
[19:47 - 19:55] what being a good person is about. But with you, Adrian, the way you're being, you're
[19:55 - 20:03] being fake. You're being fake to those around you. But most importantly, you're being fake
[20:03 - 20:13] to yourself. You truly are being fake to yourself. And you're lying to yourself if
[20:13 - 20:19] you think that these sleep streams aren't going to get you anywhere. Do you know how
[20:19 - 20:31] many YouTubers do sleep streams on a daily basis? At least a couple thousand. At least.
[20:31 - 20:41] So what you're doing isn't new or innovative. At all. All you're doing is sleeping all
[20:41 - 20:48] night on a stream. There are thousands of people out there that do live streams just
[20:48 - 21:01] like you do. And guess where I get some? Nowhere. There's very few that have seen success from
[21:01 - 21:10] doing sleep streams at all. So Adrian, you want to be successful on YouTube? Did I suggest
[21:10 - 21:18] you change up your shit? You quit the sleep streams and you start doing sewing videos?
[21:18 - 21:27] Or do live streams of you creating shit? People would love to see that. People want
[21:27 - 21:33] to see stuff like that. Because Adrian, you're talking to somebody that has been on YouTube
[21:33 - 21:41] since before you were ever on. You're talking to a veteran of the YouTube community. Somebody
[21:41 - 21:48] that knows what they're talking about. And trust you when I say doing what you're doing
[21:48 - 21:56] now ain't going to get you nowhere. Now you're doing your sewing stuff, people would love
[21:56 - 22:03] to watch that. Hell, take a look at one of my personal favorite YouTubers, Nerdforge.
[22:03 - 22:11] One of the most amazing fucking art channels on the planet. She's very well known in the
[22:11 - 22:20] cosplay community as well as the art community. So Adrian, why don't you do something like
[22:20 - 22:33] that? Stop wasting your time doing this all night and nobody watching. For real. No one
[22:33 - 22:40] wants to sit here and see you fucking sleep all day and night. What they want to see
[22:40 - 22:47] is somebody that's in action, that's being productive, that's doing something engaging,
[22:47 - 22:58] that's doing something fun. Something that they want to see. I don't know if I was any
[22:58 - 23:02] of these people, I wouldn't want to watch you sleep all night. I'd want to see what
[23:02 - 23:08] you can actually do, what you're actually good at. I wouldn't want to sit there and
[23:08 - 23:13] be like, oh, I'm just going to watch this girl sleep. Dude, that's creepy. First off,
[23:13 - 23:18] that's fucking creepy shit. All right, if you're going to sit there and watch someone
[23:18 - 23:24] sleep, dude, that's fucking creepy as hell. And I'm not just saying that, that is actually
[23:24 - 23:31] fucking creepy if you think about it. All right, who just watches someone sleep like
[23:31 - 23:41] that? That's just fucking weird. So Adrian, my advice to you is this. Stop
[23:41 - 23:51] feeling sorry for yourself. Stop using your PTSD as an excuse to hide. There ain't no
[23:51 - 24:02] more hiding because I will not let you hide. I will continue to expose you and call you
[24:02 - 24:11] on your shit every single time. I will continue to expose you the same way that I've exposed
[24:11 - 24:18] Marty and so many other people that have stolen money from me. That have used me,
[24:18 - 24:28] that have basically tried to take everything away from me. I will continue to expose you
[24:28 - 24:34] until you get through your fucking head that you need to grow up. Because you do. You
[24:34 - 24:43] say I need to grow up. Well, here's the difference between me and you, Adrian. I have a job.
[24:43 - 24:53] You don't. All right. I'm being a responsible adult. I grew up. I've got a job doing something
[24:53 - 25:00] I enjoy. And just for the record, no, you motherfuckers ain't going to see my W twos.
[25:00 - 25:05] That ain't fucking happening because y'all motherfuckers ain't going to try to sit there
[25:05 - 25:12] and fuck me over again. Fuck that. Whenever I get my paycheck, you ain't fucking seeing
[25:12 - 25:17] a damn dime of it, nor are you going to see any kind of proof of it because my private
[25:17 - 25:23] life, my work life, it's just that private. And I have every intention on keeping it
[25:23 - 25:35] that way. Now, when I start making money big time and I started booking shows and I start
[25:35 - 25:42] performing shows every other week, then yeah, I'll fill you guys in and I'll live stream
[25:42 - 25:49] this shit. But when it comes to my other work with the film company, when I do work for
[25:49 - 26:10] them, that's private shit. But as I said, Adrian, the difference between me and you
[26:10 - 26:23] is this, I work for a living. I work for a life giant films on a daily basis. I'm an
[26:23 - 26:31] audio engineer. I create soundscapes and music for infomercials and I do help do video
[26:31 - 26:42] scenes for infomercials. And yes, I do get paid. And no, I'm not saying how much because
[26:42 - 26:49] that's nobody's business, but my own and my family and those that I deemed that are
[26:49 - 26:59] okay to tell. But Adrian, that's the difference between me and you. You don't work. You sit
[26:59 - 27:08] on your ass and feel sorry for yourself all day. But me, I do work and I don't feel sorry
[27:08 - 27:30] for myself. So, as I said, you can either pick yourself back up and take my advice
[27:30 - 27:36] and do what you really want to do for a living or sit there and watch your future fade away
[27:36 - 27:49] right in front of you because as it stains right now, your features fading away very
[27:49 - 27:59] fast and it's not looking good. And if you don't get a grip on it now, then you're going
[27:59 - 28:09] to have nothing left in the long run. So if I were you, I'd get a grip on my life. I would
[28:09 - 28:16] stop making excuses for myself and stop blaming my PTSD for everything. And I would get a
[28:16 - 28:23] grip on all that shit and start doing what I love to do for a living. That's what I
[28:23 - 28:37] would do. Hell, that's what I have done and am continuing to do. So as I said, you can
[28:37 - 28:47] continue to sit there, make excuses, blame your PTSD and say, "Oh, I can't do this because
[28:47 - 28:57] of this," and "Oh, I can't do this because of this," or you can get the fuck back up,
[28:57 - 29:07] stop making excuses for yourself and actually get somewhere with your life. At your call
[29:07 - 29:14] at the end of the day, I'm just always trying to guide you in the right direction. I'm just
[29:14 - 29:19] trying to give you life lessons that I learned. But as I said, what you do with the knowledge
[29:19 - 29:26] and the advice that I give you, that's up to you. I can't tell you what to do. I can't
[29:26 - 29:35] make you do anything. That's your choice. But if you're as half as smart as I know
[29:35 - 29:54] you can be, you'll take my advice and you'll run with it. If you are as smart as you say
[29:54 - 30:04] you are, shit, I'd be taking my advice real fucking quick because this shit that you're
[30:04 - 30:11] doing ain't getting you nowhere and you know it. These sleep streams ain't doing nothing
[30:11 - 30:24] for you. So why waste your time doing it? Yes, I might do, you know, guitar covers here
[30:24 - 30:34] and there, but whatever. That's because people enjoy seeing me do that shit. People genuinely
[30:34 - 30:47] enjoy seeing me do guitar covers. And it's because I do my guitar covers in a different
[30:47 - 30:55] way than most. I don't do it your average way of bullshit playing. I do it in my own
[30:55 - 31:04] style and guess what? People fucking dig it. Which is why I give you is every time
[31:04 - 31:30] because I stand out and I'm not just sitting there on my ass all day. Hell, that's not
[31:30 - 31:37] how I put out like 11 different tracks back to back. I did out 11 different tracks back
[31:37 - 32:04] to back to back. So that right there should tell you something.
[104:40 - 104:44] Adrian, I hope you learned a lesson from all this.
[104:49 - 104:53] I really do, Adrian. I hope you learned something from all this.
[104:53 - 104:58] I hope you learned to not sit around on your fucking ass all day
[104:58 - 105:04] and that people who sit around on their asses all day don't get anywhere.
[105:05 - 105:12] People that actually take action get somewhere. So if I was you, I'd take action.

[0:00 - 0:16] What fun we are having today. Little Miss Twat Waffle Adrian wants to run her mouth.
[0:16 - 0:25] Well Adrian I know you're watching this bitch. I know you're watching. So instead of fucking
[0:25 - 0:31] running your fucking dumbass mouth. Why don't you bring your little fucking ass over to
[0:31 - 0:38] my stream and run your mouth to me directly. I'll even put the link in the fucking chat
[0:38 - 0:47] for you. I'll even put the goddamn link in the motherfucking chat. There you fucking
[0:47 - 1:05] go. Say you want to talk shit about me. Bring your little bitch ass on over here. Come on.
[1:05 - 1:10] Bring your ass on over here Adrian. You want to talk shit on me? There's the link in the
[1:10 - 1:17] chat bitch. Say what you gotta say to my fucking face to stop being a punk ass coward. Cause
[1:17 - 1:25] one I ain't in love with your bitch ass. I ain't fucking in love with your retarded ass.
[1:25 - 1:33] I basically told you get off your dead motherfucking ass. Stop being an attention whore. For fucking
[1:33 - 1:48] real. You're an attention seeking little bitch. Bitch you gotta fucking backwards. You want
[1:48 - 1:57] to talk shit? Come on bitch. Say it to my fucking face. I'll bet you won't. I'll bet
[1:57 - 2:04] you fucking won't say it to my face on my fucking panel. Cause over here bitch you ain't
[2:04 - 2:11] got no fucking authority over me. You ain't got no goddamn power. So you want to fucking
[2:11 - 2:17] say something to my face? Come on. You're just mad cause I told you the fucking truth.
[2:17 - 2:25] Matter of fact, Lex, Krypt, did I not sit there and basically tell her to get off her
[2:25 - 2:35] fucking ass and do something with her fucking life? Did I not sit there and tell her to
[2:35 - 2:41] get off her fucking ass and do something with her goddamn life? And this question is
[2:41 - 3:08] directed at KryptK and what bro? Adrian, listen to me. I am not in love with you. I am not
[3:08 - 3:17] in love with you. I simply told you to get off your fat fucking lazy ass and do something
[3:17 - 3:26] with your life. Like me, I've been downloading fucking VSTs and shit that I can use to take
[3:26 - 3:34] my music where it needs to be so I can do my job as a fucking audio engineer and get
[3:34 - 3:46] fucking paid. So come on. Come on with your bad self. Come on Adrian. You want out there
[3:46 - 3:55] so bad? You want out there so goddamn bad? You want to run your mouth about me? There's
[3:55 - 4:02] the link bitch. Get your ass up here. Stop running your punk ass mouth and say to my
[4:02 - 4:09] fucking face. Oh wait, I forgot your two chicken shit to say anything to my face because you'd
[4:09 - 4:19] rather run behind my back and ban me from your chat like a bitch. But dude, you'd rather
[4:19 - 4:26] run and hide than to fucking face me. So come on bitch. You want to run your mouth
[4:26 - 4:32] about me? Say it to my fucking face. Cause I hope I had enough of your mother fucking
[4:32 - 4:38] bullshit to last a goddamn lifetime you dumb asshole. I'm gonna have more than enough of
[4:38 - 4:51] your bitch ass. So come on. Come on Adrian, the fake ass tarot card reader. Bring your
[4:51 - 5:05] bitch ass up here, you fake ass tarot reader. Oh, and if y'all don't believe me about the
[5:05 - 5:14] VSC plugins right here, the latest one I just downloaded, cassette roads. So yeah,
[5:14 - 5:22] I actually am doing shit. Matter of fact, here's a whole goddamn list of them right
[5:22 - 5:32] here. Y'all see all these? From the very top, scrolling, scrolling, scrolling, scrolling,
[5:32 - 5:47] all these are VSCs that I downloaded. Matter of fact, I'll show you guys. Let's see like
[5:47 - 6:12] this. Come on Adrian, I'm waiting you dumb hooker. You fucking lazy slob. Come on Adrian,
[6:12 - 6:16] bring your bitch ass up here. The fucking links in the goddamn chat. Bring your dumb
[6:16 - 6:24] ass up here. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that's not dumb ass, that's dumb lazy ass. I forgot.
[6:24 - 6:54] Cause I completely forgot, you've never worked an entire day in your life. I forgot, my bad.
[6:54 - 7:02] So come on Adrian, the link's in the chat, dumb fuck. Let's go. You want to talk shit
[7:02 - 7:11] at least have the balls to say it to my face. Hey Adrian, turn your camera on so I can fucking
[7:11 - 7:18] see you and make sure that it's you, turn your camera on. Now the way I know it's you
[7:18 - 7:24] Adrian, turn your goddamn camera on. Cause I have lighten you up here and let you turn
[7:24 - 7:30] your goddamn camera on cause I want to look you in the face. I want to look you in the
[7:30 - 7:51] goddamn face when you confront my ass. So let's go. Come on Adrian, I know you're backstage,
[7:51 - 8:00] turn your goddamn camera on. Cause you're not getting up here unless you fucking turn
[8:00 - 8:29] your goddamn camera on Adrian. I see you backstage, but turn your goddamn camera on. If I ain't
[8:29 - 8:36] gonna turn your camera on cause you're gonna sit there backstage. I ain't stupid. Either
[8:36 - 8:52] turn your camera on or you can stay the fuck backstage. No, I ain't a bully. I'm tired
[8:52 - 9:03] of motherfuckers running their mouth about me like her. Okay, let's go here, find installed
[9:03 - 9:29] plugins. Yep, it's a motherfucking troll. Nice try. Nice try on the troll shit troll.
[9:29 - 9:42] Gotta try harder though man. You gotta try harder. What, y'all didn't think I didn't
[9:42 - 9:51] learn my lesson the last time y'all tried that shit? Okay, whatever. You know, it's
[9:51 - 9:56] pretty fucking sad when I gotta stop what I'm fucking doing and I have to stop my fucking
[9:56 - 10:07] job. Just take care of some fucking pathetic bullshit. Yeah, she was into me Lava. She
[10:07 - 10:16] truly was. She just don't want to admit it. It's squishy. Tracy, grip. It's pretty fucking
[10:16 - 10:21] sad. Ain't it pretty sad y'all when I have to stop doing my fucking job. Just take care
[10:21 - 10:27] of a fucking bitch that wants to run her mouth about me. Ain't that fucking sad? That's
[10:27 - 10:34] pretty fucked like I'm over here trying to do my fucking job and I have to fucking stop
[10:34 - 10:40] to fucking babysit and monitor this dumb bitch that wants to run her mouth. Like it's
[10:40 - 10:48] fucking sad. Like I'm over here preparing my shit so that I can get fucking paid later
[10:48 - 10:55] on down the fucking road and I can't even fucking take the time out of my fucking day
[10:55 - 11:02] to set my shit up. That's fucking sad. Right now I should be setting up my fucking abuse.
[11:02 - 11:08] I should be setting up my goddamn Spotify artist fucking account. I should actually
[11:08 - 11:15] be doing shit, but instead I have to waste my time on this dumb ass bitch that can't
[11:15 - 11:23] even fucking get her goddamn story straight. It's pretty fucking sad and it's fucking
[11:23 - 11:36] pathetic. I'm an Adrian. I'm sorry you don't have a life, but some of us like me actually
[11:36 - 11:41] fucking work for a living. Okay? We're not all like you. We can't all just fucking sit
[11:41 - 12:02] around on our asses and be lazy ass nobodies all day. Just saying. Hey Adrian, if that's
[12:02 - 12:18] you, turn your camera on backstage. Let me see your face. Turn your camera on. Yo, somebody
[12:18 - 12:39] go over to her channel and see if she's still alive. Somebody go over there and fucking see
[12:39 - 13:07] if her dumb ass is still alive. Like I said, another fucking troll. Nice try, idiots. Fake
[13:07 - 13:14] ass fucking accounts. But Adrian, you're just mad because I'm calling you on your fucking
[13:14 - 13:24] bullshit. That's all it is, Adrian. You're fucking mad. Then I'm basically saying what
[13:24 - 13:34] everybody else is thinking, which is your intention seeking little fucking bitch. It's
[13:34 - 13:42] pretty fucking pathetic. I have to take time out of my day to fucking deal with your dumb
[13:42 - 13:50] ass. Right now I should be on a fucking business call with my fucking manager. The dude that
[13:50 - 13:57] fucking runs fucking life giant films. I should be on a fucking phone call with him
[13:57 - 14:04] right now. Giving him updates on what's going on, but uh, no. I had to sit here and fucking
[14:04 - 14:24] deal with your old bitch ass. And it's pretty fucking pathetic. Oh, you're fucking pathetic.
[14:24 - 14:35] I mean, for real, you're fucking pathetic. I mean, I knew some people were dumb, but
[14:35 - 14:56] God fucking damn. All right, so those are all the effects.
[14:56 - 15:17] Okay, so I need to reinstall the cassetta.
[15:17 - 15:41] Oh shit, I forgot about the VCV rack. I mean, come on, Adrian. Just give it up. You know
[15:41 - 15:53] you're fucking in the wrong on this shit. Oh crap. Wait, why is it saying that the VCV
[15:53 - 16:03] rack is running when it's not the fuck? Oh, but Adrian, all I gotta say to you is this
[16:03 - 16:14] dumb ass like I told you in the very beginning, get off your dumb fucking ass. Okay, get
[16:14 - 16:25] off your fucking lazy ass and do something with your life. Yo, Ben, thanks man. Appreciate
[16:25 - 16:36] it. I've had this thing for fucking God going on seven, eight years now. So yeah, well,
[16:36 - 16:42] like I said, Adrian, I got no fucking time to waste on you. I actually have shit to
[16:42 - 16:58] do. Lava, I will DM you about that shit. Because this bitch is on a whole other fucking level
[16:58 - 17:14] psycho. Like for fuck's sake, this bitch is fucking out there, dude. Like, and I'm not
[17:14 - 17:22] just saying that either. Like, I mean, she is legitimately out there. So Adrian, like
[17:22 - 17:30] I told you, do yourself a favor, get off your ass and do something with your life
[17:30 - 17:38] away. Now if your retarded ass will excuse me, I actually have a fucking job to get
[17:38 - 17:51] back to. Thank you very much. So Adrian, this year fair warning, shut the fuck up and quit
[17:51 - 17:57] lying to people. Cause next time I will find a way onto your stream and I will call your
[17:57 - 18:03] bitch ass out in front of all your little fake ass friends. So fair warning, shut the
[18:03 - 18:08] fuck up and quit lying to people. Or next time you'll find me on your panel calling
[18:08 - 18:10] your bitch ass out in front of everyone.

[0:00 - 13:31] [Tapping]
[13:31 - 13:55] I'm gonna go ahead and do something real quick.
[13:55 - 14:01] So I can write a song club, so I can get my sheet.
[14:01 - 14:07] Cause I have some songs on there that I want to do for you guys.
[14:07 - 14:35] [Tapping]
[14:35 - 14:58] Putting all my info here.
[14:58 - 15:14] Alright fine, no worries. Good morning. And so far so good, I'm not sure I'm working on music again.
[15:14 - 15:23] Now for this part guys, I'm gonna have to shut this down because I don't need anybody seeing my personal info.
[15:23 - 15:27] So yeah, there's that.
[15:27 - 15:41] Not trying to be nice, I just don't need my shit stolen. So no offense.
[15:41 - 16:01] [Tapping]
[16:01 - 16:30] Four, zero, three, four, five.
[16:30 - 16:38] [Tapping]
[16:38 - 16:41] How is it doing?
[16:41 - 16:48] Not good at all.
[16:48 - 17:17] One, two, three.
[17:17 - 17:22] I do a lot of jazz for these guys. I know I should be mixing right now.
[17:22 - 17:28] In order to get to my stuff, I need to have this set.
[17:28 - 17:52] Yeah, I thought it was, but I was wrong.
[17:52 - 17:59] Ah crap, what the fuck.
[17:59 - 18:08] Okay.
[18:08 - 18:15] Alright, so what I'm gonna do guys is I know that normally I have no hair strands, but what I'm gonna do is I'm going to do this.
[18:15 - 18:40] I'm going to take, and I am going to set things up so that I can start doing mixes live on here for you guys.
[18:40 - 18:45] So yeah, at least you guys got a little something of what I'm working on.
[18:45 - 18:52] So yeah, I hope you guys, and I'll see you guys later. Peace.
[18:52 - 18:55] Again, I do apologize for the super short stream.
[18:55 - 19:06] Oh, just so you guys know, I do have some new music dropping very, very, very, very soon.

[0:00 - 0:12] All right y'all so I'm going to make this video short, simple, sweet to the point. This
[0:12 - 0:21] message is for gothic chick or gothic chick also known more commonly as Adrian. Adrian,
[0:21 - 0:31] I don't fucking trust you. You broke my trust doing what you did. And not to mention you're
[0:31 - 0:45] a terrible fucking liar. You are seriously a terrible liar. You seem to forget Adrian.
[0:45 - 0:51] I've been doing music for over 10 years so I know vocal tones and I can tell by the tone
[0:51 - 0:58] of your voice that you were lying to me through your fucking teeth. Saying that you didn't
[0:58 - 1:05] have an interest in me. That's fucking bullshit. You and I both know that you did so let's
[1:05 - 1:13] cut the fucking bullshit out. You and I both know you had a thing for me. All right you
[1:13 - 1:21] broke my trust on what you did. Saying that you wanted to be with me and then turn around
[1:21 - 1:30] and fucking rant and rave and boasting about how you fucked some other dude. When I was
[1:30 - 1:38] loyal to you the whole goddamn time. When you told me you wanted to be with me, I was
[1:38 - 2:02] down for that. I took myself off the market. I told everybody I was seeing somebody. I
[2:02 - 2:09] told everybody that I was seeing somebody and that somebody was you. Because Adrian
[2:09 - 2:17] you seem to forget I know you better than anybody else. Or did you forget that? Did
[2:17 - 2:24] you forget the fact that we grew up together? Or that I know you better than anybody else
[2:24 - 2:32] in the fucking world? Aside from your family? But to be fair they don't even know you that
[2:32 - 2:45] well either. You seem to forget it Adrian. I know you. I know how you are. I know how
[2:45 - 2:53] you fucking act. Now don't get wrong I do appreciate what you did for me. Okay I do
[2:53 - 2:59] appreciate that. With the whole memorial thing and me supposedly being dead that does
[2:59 - 3:06] show that does take a lot of guts to do that. And that does show a part of you is willing
[3:06 - 3:24] to change. But like I told you last night Adrian, if you really want to be with somebody,
[3:24 - 3:35] stop doing the fucking shit you're doing. I can't help you with the people that are
[3:35 - 3:45] doing shit to you. I can't help you with that. The only reason why I spoke to you was to
[3:45 - 3:51] find out whether you really did make that video or not. And yeah you did. And I'm grateful
[3:51 - 3:58] to you for that. And I'm not trying to attack you. I'm not trying to take shots at you.
[3:58 - 4:05] I'm telling you the reality of what needs to fucking happen. And the reality is Adrian
[4:05 - 4:19] that you need to stop doing the shit you're doing. Like what you're doing is not helping
[4:19 - 4:29] anybody. It's not helping you at all whatsoever. All this shit you're doing with you know
[4:29 - 4:36] trying to get with all these other dudes it's not fucking helping you at all. If anything
[4:36 - 4:41] it's making you look like a goddamn attention whore. That's what it's doing for you. Making
[4:41 - 4:46] you look like a fucking attention whore. Which is what you're turning out to be. And shout
[4:46 - 5:00] out to my mother fucking brother. K what up man. How you doing bro. Now Adrian there
[5:00 - 5:06] is one thing that I took from you. There is one thing that I took as in learning from
[5:06 - 5:14] you. There is one thing that I took in us catching back up. You know what that is?
[5:14 - 5:19] The fact that I can't let these dumb motherfuckers like these people in the chat stop me. And
[5:19 - 5:25] I have no intentions on letting them do that. Nor am I going to let them do that. Matter
[5:25 - 5:33] of fact I've got a fucking awesome job as an audio engineer with Live Giant Films.
[5:33 - 5:41] A fucking job that I'm proud to fucking have. A job that is actually setting me up for
[5:41 - 5:53] success. Yes I can't wait to fucking see that shit. I can't wait to hear that shit
[5:53 - 5:58] bro. Hey yo Crip send me that shit when you're done bro. I gotta fucking hear that. Or call
[5:58 - 6:04] me when you get done with that shit. I need to hear that shit bro. I need to fucking
[6:04 - 6:17] hear that shit. But as for you Adrian you got some growing up to do. Alright. Take a
[6:17 - 6:26] lesson from me alright. I took one from you about needing to stay away from the bullshit
[6:26 - 6:37] and it's time you took a lesson from me. Alright and this lesson comes from pure experience.
[6:37 - 6:44] If you want to be with somebody be loyal to that person. Alright don't sit there and
[6:44 - 6:49] tell them that you're going to be with them and then five seconds later turn around and
[6:49 - 6:55] boast and brag about how you fucked some other dude or some other chick. Think about how
[6:55 - 7:01] that person fucking feels when you do that shit. Because let me tell you when I'm with
[7:01 - 7:07] somebody I don't fucking cheat on them like that. I don't run around and say oh I want
[7:07 - 7:11] to be with you and then turn around and fuck some other chick. I don't do that. When I'm
[7:11 - 7:17] with somebody I'm with them. I don't sit there and fucking run around and sneak around
[7:17 - 7:25] and sleep behind their back. That ain't me. Because I was raised better than that.
[7:25 - 7:39] So take my advice Adrian. You want people to like you then stop doing what you're doing.
[7:39 - 7:46] And just here's a little tip for your videos. Stop the fucking sleep streams. Nobody watches
[7:46 - 7:55] those. Nobody fucking watches your sleep streams like that. Now your tarot card readings I
[7:55 - 8:02] think that would be cool. Why not do fucking tarot card readings instead? Nobody fucking
[8:02 - 8:14] watches your sleep streams Adrian. Nobody. You can even ask the trolls. Even the trolls
[8:14 - 8:21] here will agree with me that nobody watches your sleep streams. Period. Nobody fucking
[8:21 - 8:24] watches them because it's boring. No one wants to sit there for nine hours and watch
[8:24 - 8:33] you sleep. And thankfully I got the fucking day off so I can actually work on my own
[8:33 - 8:46] shit. For the last couple of days I've been getting music tracks ready for a couple commercials.
[8:46 - 8:53] So yeah I finally got the fucking day off. Well actually the weekend. But even on the
[8:53 - 8:58] weekend I'm still working on my shit. So yeah I got the day off but I'm still doing
[8:58 - 9:07] shit. So like I said Adrian take my fucking advice. You want people to like you. One stop
[9:07 - 9:13] acting like an attention whore. And two stop the fucking sleep streams. They're fucking
[9:13 - 9:23] boring and they're dull. You might think people watch them but really they don't. Like who
[9:23 - 9:29] in their mind would watch you sleep for fucking nine hours. I know I wouldn't. I got better
[9:29 - 9:32] shit to do with my time than to sit there and watch someone sleep for nine fucking
[9:32 - 9:41] hours. That's stupid. Now if you're doing like say a game play stream or you're creating
[9:41 - 9:48] music or doing something other than sleep then yeah I might watch it. Keyword might.
[9:48 - 9:57] Doesn't mean I will. But if you were doing something interesting then yeah people might
[9:57 - 10:03] actually fucking watch. Like come on really fucking sleep streams. Nobody watches that
[10:03 - 10:18] garbage. Like let's be fucking honest. And for those of you in the chat right now let
[10:18 - 10:25] me ask you. For those of you in the chat and don't be discriminatory I want your guys's
[10:25 - 10:35] unbiased opinion. Is it not stupid for Adrian a.k.a. gothicic to be doing sleep streams.
[10:35 - 10:42] I mean how many of you motherfuckers even watch that shit. Be honest. How many of y'all
[10:42 - 10:48] actually sit down and watch your fucking sleep streams. And if you do do you not sit
[10:48 - 10:54] there and fucking laugh at her. Like let's be honest. Do any of you even watch her fucking
[10:54 - 11:19] sleep streams. I know I sure don't. Because I said I got better shit to do with my time
[11:19 - 11:31] Adrian. Way better shit to do with my time. Hell I'll be fucking honest. I barely even
[11:31 - 11:38] slept and then the most I've slept over the last day or since last night is literally
[11:38 - 12:03] like a couple hours. Exactly. Thank you Chris. They are boring. I agree. I'm gonna Adrian.
[12:03 - 12:11] You want to be a successful YouTuber. Do something that's interesting. Let me ask you something
[12:11 - 12:18] that I got asked. Okay. And this just doesn't apply to you. This applies to anybody that
[12:18 - 12:27] wants fame. Okay. This applies to anybody that is looking for some sort of fame. You
[12:27 - 12:34] want to be known for something right. Think about this. Would you rather be known for
[12:34 - 12:44] doing something productive. Such as music, vlogging, travel vlogs. You know stuff like
[12:44 - 12:55] that. Or even hell. Even fucking gaming is a good way to go. Or would you rather be known
[12:55 - 13:08] for something boring like doing sleep streams. Let's be honest. And let me tell you Ryan
[13:08 - 13:16] Upchurch said it best when he said these words. Have to people like yourself don't
[13:16 - 13:24] have any talents. I'm not saying you don't have talent because you do. You're damn good
[13:24 - 13:29] at this. I've seen some of the clothing shit you've done and you're damn good with it.
[13:29 - 13:35] And honestly Adrian I would run with that. If I were you I would run with the sewing
[13:35 - 13:40] thing. I would run with the seamstress stuff. Cause you're damn good at what you fucking
[13:40 - 13:48] do. I will give you the credit on that Adrian. You're damn good at that. And let me tell
[13:48 - 13:55] ya. People are more than likely going to watch you do your seamstress and your sewing work
[13:55 - 14:07] over you fucking sleeping all day. Or all night. Like seriously. I will give you credit
[14:07 - 14:13] Adrian. Your clothing design work is phenomenal. I will give you credit for that. Your clothing
[14:13 - 14:21] work is absolutely amazing. I personally would fucking watch it. Because I do go to cosplay
[14:21 - 14:28] events every now and then. So seeing that kind of shit would give me ideas for stuff
[14:28 - 14:35] that I could do whenever there's a fucking comic con or an anime convention going on.
[14:35 - 14:43] I would totally rock some shit like what you do. But dude you gotta stop doing these
[14:43 - 14:50] sleep streams. They're stupid and they're boring. And all you're doing is sitting there
[14:50 - 15:01] sleeping. That's it. Believe it or not Crip K some of her clothing stuff is actually
[15:01 - 15:08] really good. Like if you've ever seen some of her stuff like I've seen dude it's actually
[15:08 - 15:14] really fucking good. Like I'm not even being biased because she's she used to be a friend.
[15:14 - 15:25] I am giving credit where credit is due. Like Adrian you got talent with sewing. Use it
[15:25 - 15:40] motherfucker. Stop fucking sleeping on it. Alright I'm gonna tell you like the guy that
[15:40 - 15:47] I'm working with right now told me. The guy that I work for told me this the other day.
[15:47 - 15:53] We didn't say it in these exact words but he pretty much implied it. And me and him
[15:53 - 16:01] had a good ass three hour conversation about this. If you've got a fucking talent stop
[16:01 - 16:11] sitting around wasting it. Because unless you put that talent to fucking use you ain't
[16:11 - 16:17] gonna get anywhere. Okay fuck what these mainstream fucking assholes think of what
[16:17 - 16:25] you're doing. Alright come up with your own fucking clothing design work. Put that shit
[16:25 - 16:34] out there. You don't see me bound down to the mainstream music scene. I put my own
[16:34 - 16:41] motherfucking shit out as an independent artist. I don't sit there and let my shit
[16:41 - 16:50] pass me by. I make use of that fucking shit. So Adrian here's a little bit of advice for
[16:50 - 16:55] you. Here's a little tip for you. You want to get somewhere with your sewing. Which I
[16:55 - 17:01] know that's what you really want to do. Then here's what you do. Stop sitting around on
[17:01 - 17:10] your fucking ass. Get your ass fucking up. And get to fucking work. Make fucking videos
[17:10 - 17:18] of you doing that shit. Put that shit out there. Stop fucking sitting around and letting
[17:18 - 17:27] your talents go to the fucking wayside. It's stupid. You got talent doing that shit motherfucker.
[17:27 - 17:37] So fucking use it. For fucking real. Fucking use that shit. Stop sitting there saying
[17:37 - 17:42] oh I can't this, I can't that. Let me tell you something that the guy that I'm working
[17:42 - 17:47] for. Let me tell you something that he told me. Alright I'm going to give you the same
[17:47 - 17:55] advice that I got told the other day. Stop focusing on what you can't do and start focusing
[17:55 - 18:03] on what you can do. Because what you can do now will carry you further down the road
[18:03 - 18:10] than you focusing on what you can't do. Ok? Forget about the past. The past is done.
[18:10 - 18:18] It's over. You ain't, you can't change a damn thing. What's done is done. What's happened
[18:18 - 18:25] has happened. Stop fucking reflecting on what you can't do and start focusing on what
[18:25 - 18:34] you can do. That's what I'm fucking doing. I'm focusing on what I can do. What I am able
[18:34 - 18:45] and am very capable of doing. You don't see me sitting around fucking wasting my talents
[18:45 - 18:51] and not doing anything. No. I actually fucking do shit. And guess where me actually doing
[18:51 - 19:02] shit got me? It actually got me a fucking job. A job that I actually fucking enjoy.
[19:02 - 19:07] Something that's actually setting me up for success so I can start making fucking money
[19:07 - 19:13] doing what I love to do. I love my fucking job. I get to make fucking music for fucking
[19:13 - 19:21] infomercials. Hell, I'm even doing a fucking scene of one of my old video clips and actually
[19:21 - 19:28] being allowed to throw it in the commercial for some tack ops gear. So I'm actually fucking
[19:28 - 19:38] doing shit. So Adrian, my advice to you, and I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but stop
[19:38 - 19:44] sitting around on your motherfucking ass, get your fucking lazy ass the fuck up, get
[19:44 - 19:51] your ass in fucking gear and start putting your shit out there. Because you putting your
[19:51 - 19:55] shit out there is more than likely going to do something rather than you sitting on your
[19:55 - 20:05] fucking ass all goddamn day not doing a goddamn thing. I actually put my work into action.
[20:05 - 20:12] I started ignoring the trolls. I started ignoring what people said about me. Do you
[20:12 - 20:18] know how many motherfuckers talk shit on me on a daily fucking basis? Quite a fucking
[20:18 - 20:26] few, let me tell you. Quite a few people talk shit about me, but you know what? I don't
[20:26 - 20:33] let it fucking get to me. You know why? Because their fucking opinion is just that. It's
[20:33 - 20:41] an opinion. Their opinion at the end of the day don't fucking matter. They ain't sleeping
[20:41 - 20:49] in the same bed as you. They ain't doing what you're doing. They ain't doing the work
[20:49 - 20:57] that you do. So why you fucking wasting your time worrying about what some fucking company
[20:57 - 21:07] fucking thinks? Fuck what that company thinks. Start your own fucking brand. Okay, start
[21:07 - 21:15] your own goddamn brand. Start your own company. Fuck what these mainstream assholes think.
[21:15 - 21:22] If you want to get somewhere, then pick your ass up and fucking make it happen. Ain't
[21:22 - 21:32] nobody going to do it for you. If you want to do clothing design work for a living, then
[21:32 - 21:38] fuck what these mainstream assholes fucking say. Forget about what they think because
[21:38 - 21:45] their opinion don't mean jack shit in the grand scheme of things. If you want to make
[21:45 - 21:53] fucking money doing what you love to do, Adrian, then fuck what these assholes think.
[21:53 - 21:59] Fuck what these companies think about your clothing. Forget about them. Because they're
[21:59 - 22:05] not you. You have a very unique style that could actually catch on. And I'm not joking
[22:05 - 22:16] about that. The shit that you do could actually go somewhere. So Adrian, like I said, you
[22:16 - 22:22] want to get somewhere, stop sitting on your fucking ass and do something about it. Because
[22:22 - 22:29] the Adrian that I knew, the Adrian that I know is still in there, wouldn't just sit
[22:29 - 22:37] around on her fucking asshole goddamn day. The Adrian I know wouldn't sit around and
[22:37 - 22:44] not do anything. The Adrian I know would pick her ass the fuck up, dust herself off and
[22:44 - 22:51] say fuck these companies and actually fucking do something about it. So it's your choice,
[22:51 - 22:57] Adrian, what are you gonna fucking do about it? Are you gonna sit here and waste your
[22:57 - 23:04] talents on some stupid ass fucking sleep string fucking garbage that nobody watches? Or are
[23:04 - 23:11] you gonna pick your ass up and actually do something with what you've got? It's your
[23:11 - 23:18] choice. You can either focus on the past and stay stuck in the same spot. Or you can
[23:18 - 23:24] get your motherfucking ass in gear and start doing what you need to be doing. It's your
[23:24 - 23:33] call, Adrian, not mine. So if I were you, I'd take my ass the fuck up and I'd start
[23:33 - 23:49] getting my ass to fucking work. It's your call, though. And if I were you, like I said,
[23:49 - 23:56] I would actually pick my ass up and get my ass in gear because let me tell you something.
[23:56 - 24:04] Nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around and doing nothing. Nobody ever got anywhere
[24:04 - 24:15] by sitting around and not doing anything. The people that work hard, that make sacrifices
[24:15 - 24:20] that do what they wanna do regardless of what people think, they're the ones that
[24:20 - 24:30] actually get somewhere. Don't believe me?
[24:30 - 24:43] Take a look at Elon Musk. Take a look at Warner Buffett. Take a look at the people
[24:43 - 24:51] that founded Disney, that founded any major brand in the world. Do you think bands like
[24:51 - 24:59] Lincoln Park got anywhere by sitting around on their asses? No. They put in the hours.
[24:59 - 25:09] They put in the hard work. And look where it got them. Some of your favorite bands
[25:09 - 25:14] and artists, Adrian, they didn't just sit around on their fucking ass all day and not
[25:14 - 25:22] do anything unless they were home from a tour or whatever. But half the time, you know
[25:22 - 25:30] what they did? They busted their asses. They made the necessary sacrifices. 'Cause like
[25:30 - 25:42] I said, nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around and not doing anything. Plain and simple.
[25:42 - 25:46] You wanna fucking be something, Adrian, then fucking stop sitting around on your fucking
[25:46 - 25:55] ass, get your ass the fuck up, and start doing something about it. I'm gonna tell
[25:55 - 26:03] you, like my best friend Zack, who lost his life in 2016, I'm gonna tell you the exact
[26:03 - 26:12] fucking thing that he told me. And this is something that I live by every fucking day.
[26:12 - 26:19] You can either sit around on your fucking ass, wasting your fucking life away, and
[26:19 - 26:29] not getting anywhere, and doing something that you hate for the rest of your life, or
[26:29 - 26:34] you can do what you love to do and work your ass off at it and turn it into something that
[26:34 - 26:42] you truly enjoy to do. Matter of fact, I'll give you a little quote
[26:42 - 26:50] by my friend Matt. Shout out to my brother Matt, by the way. "When you love what you
[26:50 - 27:01] do, you never have to work a day in your life." And that's facts. So Adrian, are you gonna
[27:01 - 27:07] sit there on your fucking ass all day? Or are you gonna get your fucking ass up and
[27:07 - 27:13] do something about your shit? Are you gonna sit there and change your fucking attitude
[27:13 - 27:21] around? Are you gonna sit there and quit your bullshit? Because if I were you, I'd stop
[27:21 - 27:27] your whining and bitching and moaning and stop feeling fucking sorry for yourself.
[27:27 - 27:36] I'm gonna tell you like you told me. Stop being a fucking victim. Pick your ass the
[27:36 - 27:47] fuck up and do something about it. If you want to be a fucking winner, then pick your
[27:47 - 27:54] ass the fuck up and fucking do something about it. Straight the fuck up, get your ass
[27:54 - 28:00] up and fucking do something about it. Because nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around
[28:00 - 28:06] feeling sorry for themselves. Trust me, that's the lesson I had to learn the hard way but
[28:06 - 28:13] I learned it. So Adrian, it's your turn. Are you gonna sit there on the ground feeling
[28:13 - 28:19] sorry for yourself all day and whining and crying and doing this and that and the other?
[28:19 - 28:24] Or are you gonna cut the kitty ass bullshit out and pick your ass the fuck up and do
[28:24 - 28:31] something about it? And do what you truly want to fucking do? Because I've seen what
[28:31 - 28:36] you got, girl. You're damn good at what you do. I will give you that. You are damn good
[28:36 - 28:45] at what you fucking do. Well, like I said, at your call, you can either waste your life
[28:45 - 28:51] away sitting around on your ass, doing this, that and the other. Or you can pick your
[28:51 - 28:59] ass back the fuck up, dust yourself off and actually fucking do what you want to do.
[28:59 - 29:16] Open up your own shop through Shopify or whatever. Do something. Like I said, do something.

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[3:39 - 3:43] Alright, these are all just basically ambient sounds. I like that.
[3:43 - 3:45] I'm catching it.
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[3:57 - 4:01] I like those loops. Let's see what we got for tones.
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[4:27 - 4:29] Oh, I like that metal swing.
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[4:34 - 4:38] Alright, let's check out the final one for this pack.
[4:38 - 4:42] Which is "Ways," you got...
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[4:44 - 4:49] You got "Brill Driver," which I'm sure that meant "Drill Driver."
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[4:53 - 4:55] Oh, I like that.
[4:55 - 4:58] No, I tried. That sounds cool.
[4:58 - 5:00] Well, I like the pimp.
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[5:04 - 5:07] That sounds almost like a violin or a cello. I like that.
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[5:12 - 5:16] I don't think I got a little of a Japanese vibe going on there. I like that.
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[5:22 - 5:25] Let's try "Analog Supplies."
[5:25 - 5:28] Shout out to "Analog Supplies" for hooking me up with this one, too.
[5:28 - 5:33] This is actually the first one that they just dropped, so I'm super hyped to check this out.
[5:33 - 5:36] Let's see what they got for melody samples.
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[5:46 - 5:48] Alright, let's do the same thing.
[5:48 - 5:50] Oh...
[5:50 - 5:53] I like that dirt squirrel. That's nice.
[5:53 - 5:55] That rose is nice.
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[5:58 - 6:01] Oh, that's some 80s stuff right there. Hell yeah.
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[6:03 - 6:06] That's some straight up freaking 80s stuff. Hell yeah.
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[6:13 - 6:15] Ooh, okay.
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[6:17 - 6:19] Got some jazz piano. Okay.
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[6:22 - 6:25] I like a little bit of jazz piano.
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[6:32 - 6:36] Ooh, I found an idea just to be funny. I just want to try something right quick.
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[6:51 - 6:54] Yeah, it doesn't fit. Dang, I was hoping that would fit, man.
[6:54 - 6:56] I know it sounded so cool together.
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[7:04 - 7:06] I got the little flat plop.
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[7:13 - 7:18] And I did pick up one of my personal favorites that I love, which is the coffee shop sound loops.
[7:18 - 7:20] I absolutely love those.
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[7:22 - 7:25] Now, let's check out my boy, a live giant, dude.
[7:25 - 7:28] Because I'm not fully checked out live giant stuff yet.
[7:28 - 7:30] I shot the live giant for hooking me up with this man.
[7:30 - 7:32] I shot it for you guys.
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[7:39 - 7:41] Ooh.
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[7:49 - 7:51] Ooh, okay.
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[7:57 - 8:00] Oh, I like that part of me. That is sick.
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[8:13 - 8:16] I can make something with that now.
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[8:27 - 8:29] Ooh, okay.
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[8:31 - 8:35] Yo, that right there sounds like some Fate of the Furious shit.
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[8:47 - 8:51] Ooh, I actually kind of like that. Hold up.
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[8:59 - 9:01] Let's hear how it sounds put together.
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[9:24 - 9:27] That kind of sounds alright. I like that stuff.
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[9:32 - 9:34] Oh, I can make a beat out of that.
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[9:41 - 9:42] Okay.
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[9:45 - 9:48] That's some Mortal Kombat. Yo, that's straight Mortal Kombat shit.
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[10:02 - 10:08] Ooh, I like that Kyoto Nights one, man. I think that Kyoto Nights one sounds cool as fuck.
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[10:14 - 10:19] Alright, so I didn't go through some of these. Some of these I actually kind of like.
[10:19 - 10:25] So shout out to Life Giant for hooking me up with that, man. You're fucking cool as shit.
[10:25 - 10:28] Always a pleasure working with you, man, for sure.
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[11:29 - 11:35] Alright, so let's do like this, because I know what style I want to go for. I want something that I can actually sing to.
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[12:08 - 12:10] Yo, that's a motherfucking exhibit. That's cool.
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[18:44 - 18:46] Let's see how this sounds.
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[18:50 - 18:57] oh that just sounds really fucking good
[18:57 - 26:05] [no speech detected]
[26:05 - 26:10] Alright, so we got that.
[26:10 - 26:17] Let's put that as an LPE sound effect.
[26:17 - 26:36] [no speech detected]
[26:36 - 26:43] Let that render down because there's not hardly anything to it so all I have to do is tape and let that render and let's check the jack.
[26:43 - 28:04] [no speech detected]
[28:04 - 28:07] Yo Daniel what up dude?
[28:09 - 28:16] And that thing dude like I'm that dude that stands out like my music doesn't fit everybody you know what I mean?
[28:16 - 28:21] Like I don't want it to fit the mainstream vibe.
[28:21 - 28:33] You feel what I'm saying like whenever I do a song like I don't want it to match what the mainstream thinks.
[28:33 - 45:43] [no speech detected]
[45:43 - 45:48] I need like a riser in there to kind of really set it off.
[45:48 - 45:56] [no speech detected]
[45:56 - 46:01] I know EDM music uses like a lot of...
[46:02 - 46:06] shit, oh wait that one's not working.
[46:06 - 46:18] [no speech detected]
[46:18 - 46:22] Oh I am so using those.
[46:22 - 46:26] I am so using those... those Akira...
[46:26 - 46:28] those Akira...
[46:29 - 46:33] Akira, Young... Young Yoka, Chance.
[46:33 - 46:38] God that's a mouthful. I've heard of the guy but they have his name as a fucking mouthful.
[46:38 - 46:41] Shout out to Akira though.
[46:41 - 46:52] [no speech detected]
[46:52 - 46:57] Oh I've used this Halloween one before. I fucking love that one. Yes.
[46:58 - 47:01] [no speech detected]
[47:01 - 47:04] Oh okay got a Japanese bow in there.
[47:04 - 47:24] [no speech detected]
[47:25 - 47:28] Alright let's reverse that.
[47:28 - 47:31] Let's reverse that swell.
[47:31 - 47:38] [no speech detected]
[47:38 - 47:40] Let's hear how that sounds.
[47:40 - 47:49] [no speech detected]
[47:49 - 47:51] Yes.
[47:52 - 47:55] Oh my God. Yes.
[47:55 - 48:06] [no speech detected]
[48:06 - 48:08] That shit sounds...
[48:08 - 48:11] beautiful.
[48:11 - 48:14] Hell yes.
[48:14 - 48:18] [no speech detected]
[48:19 - 48:22] I was saying that that's what I did, yeah I did.
[48:22 - 49:42] [no speech detected]
[49:43 - 49:48] I love trap music, I'm not big on making it bro, it never really was.
[49:48 - 49:53] I know how to make beats for it, that's simple, that's fun to do but actually
[49:53 - 49:56] they can trap songs.
[49:56 - 49:58] It's just not my thing dude.
[49:58 - 50:05] I'm more like into doing like you know Little Peep, Lincoln Park.
[50:05 - 50:11] And I know a lot of people are going to give me shit for this but stuff like what Billie Eilish does.
[50:12 - 50:17] Actual good stuff, not the whole oh I'm going to murk you in this and that and that ain't me.
[50:17 - 50:30] [no speech detected]
[50:30 - 50:34] Alright so this instrumental is done.
[50:34 - 51:34] [no speech detected]
[51:35 - 51:43] So that's rendering I'm going to switch over to here and show you guys what kind of stuff I enjoy doing.
[51:43 - 51:51] Let me show you all the reason why I fuck with guys like Al Church and Billie Eilish and all of them.
[51:51 - 51:59] In case you guys are wondering, yes I do play Spellbreak. I haven't played it in a while but it's still fun as fuck.
[51:59 - 52:01] And holy shit this thing is hot.
[52:02 - 52:05] [no speech detected]
[52:05 - 52:07] Young Dan, this thing is hot.
[52:07 - 52:15] [no speech detected]
[52:15 - 52:17] That was good.
[52:17 - 52:25] [no speech detected]
[52:26 - 52:33] Let me show you all one of my personal version. Yes, I know I did this one earlier but this right and shout out to Church on this one man.
[52:33 - 52:37] [no speech detected]
[52:37 - 52:45] If you guys caught my live on YouTube last night y'all see why I did this song.
[52:45 - 52:53] [no speech detected]
[52:54 - 52:57] And Michael Gruos, screw off dude.
[52:57 - 53:00] [no speech detected]
[53:00 - 53:04] Now hold on, before I start the song I like this quote right here.
[53:04 - 53:09] And I want this song for you guys to think about too man.
[53:09 - 53:15] [no speech detected]
[53:15 - 53:18] This is something for y'all to think about too.
[53:19 - 53:25] A world of culture vultures isn't scary. A world without cultures to be vultures towards.
[53:25 - 53:32] Now that's scary. But who's to say it's actually a vulture? Maybe it's an innovator.
[53:32 - 53:38] Vultures pick at things dead on the ground, on the road. Innovators pave new lanes.
[53:38 - 53:44] So who's the enemy? The vulture or the innovator? Think about that.
[53:44 - 53:48] [no speech detected]
[53:48 - 53:51] And Mike this is also aimed at you bro.
[53:51 - 53:55] [no speech detected]
[53:55 - 53:58] And no it ain't Michael.
[53:58 - 54:04] What you saying ain't true though. Matter of fact this is actually for people like you that doubt me.
[54:04 - 54:09] It's for all the motherfuckers like you that fucking doubt me and people like church.
[54:09 - 54:14] Shout out church man.
[54:15 - 71:13] [no speech detected]
[71:13 - 71:19] Okay, that's actually good. I'm just going to take some reverb
[71:19 - 71:22] for the auto tune.
[71:22 - 71:46] [no speech detected]
[71:46 - 71:50] That sounds good.
[71:50 - 72:51] [no speech detected]
[72:51 - 72:53] Okay.
[72:53 - 72:59] [no speech detected]
[72:59 - 73:02] Alright, so what we're going to do is this.
[73:03 - 73:04] So I've got
[73:04 - 73:06] that set.
[73:06 - 73:11] So we're actually going to switch out real quick.
[73:11 - 73:15] [no speech detected]
[73:15 - 73:17] Because I want to do something here.
[73:17 - 73:31] [no speech detected]
[73:32 - 73:34] We're going to do something a little bit different here.
[73:34 - 73:54] [no speech detected]
[73:54 - 73:57] We're going to do something a little different.
[73:58 - 75:12] [no speech detected]
[75:12 - 75:16] Where is my other headphones?
[75:17 - 75:21] [no speech detected]
[75:21 - 75:24] Oh, they're right here.
[75:24 - 75:27] Alright, so what we're going to do, y'all, is we're going to do this.
[75:27 - 75:31] Because I do actually have it set up to where I can do shit
[75:31 - 75:33] on my phone.
[75:33 - 75:35] We're about to record a song on here.
[75:35 - 76:44] [no speech detected]
[76:44 - 76:47] As you guys can see, I do have
[76:47 - 76:50] a phone right here.
[76:50 - 76:54] We're about to go through some instrumentals here and see what we can find.
[76:54 - 78:58] [no speech detected]
[78:58 - 78:59] Alright, here we go.
[79:01 - 79:26] [no speech detected]
[79:26 - 79:28] Let's do it everyone.
[79:29 - 79:34] [no speech detected]
[79:34 - 79:37] I'm looking for one that can do rock vocals too.
[79:37 - 79:40] Oh yeah, this might work.
[79:40 - 79:42] [no speech detected]
[79:42 - 79:44] Oh, that is perfect.
[79:44 - 79:47] Let's go.
[79:47 - 79:49] Let's get it man.
[79:49 - 80:21] [no speech detected]
[80:22 - 80:26] What is up with this? It's like a one in fucking record. What the fuck?
[80:26 - 80:37] [no speech detected]
[80:37 - 80:41] Dude, the effects on this thing aren't even fucking working. What the fuck?
[80:41 - 82:40] [no speech detected]
[82:41 - 82:46] Alright, that's a good one. Alright, we got an idea now. Alright, let's go here.
[82:46 - 83:17] [no speech detected]
[83:17 - 83:21] Alright, we got our rock track. Let's go.
[83:21 - 103:21] [no speech detected]

[0:00 - 0:21] What is good? What is good? What is good? Everybody. Yes, I am back. This time for something
[0:21 - 0:36] different. Auto Studio Session, which, we are about to do a little studio session here and
[0:36 - 0:47] it is kicking and chill. So what is good to everybody, man? Now, I did, oh, look, I did
[0:47 - 0:55] download some VSTs that were actually on sale for free. I actually picked them up 100%
[0:55 - 1:05] free and I can genuinely say that I am very much hooked. They are normally like insanely
[1:05 - 1:13] expensive but like these ones are free and I am glad that I picked them up. But before
[1:13 - 1:25] jumping to the expensive ones, I want to jump into one of my personal favorites next. Which
[1:25 - 1:47] is one of my personal, personal favorite sets. Oh, they got a little bit of a wobble there.
[1:47 - 2:07] Okay, they got some new stuff over there. I can't see myself using that one very much
[2:07 - 2:29] for now. Sounds like fucking, like a notification. Oh, I like that wobble. Oh, it does look
[2:29 - 2:58] like a filter swap. That one is better. Old. That one is old. Alright, so, I am going to
[2:58 - 3:09] get rid of that one and let's jump in right into the new ones. Which is my personal favorite
[3:09 - 3:16] so far that I have tried out a little bit of is Surge XT. This is normally like a couple
[3:16 - 3:22] hundred bucks but they had it on sale for free for people that have been going through
[3:22 - 3:33] the site that I got this from for a while. So, shoutouts to them. Yo, Steve, what up
[3:33 - 3:48] man? Oh man. See, I really like dug in fully to like all the sounds. I only touched like
[3:48 - 4:02] a few of them, man. Holy freaking crap. There is a lot here. Holy shit. Dude. Oh, they do
[4:02 - 4:18] ask for sequencers. Let's go. I haven't checked out the sequencers yet. Let's go. Okay, I
[4:18 - 4:27] like that. I like that. Oh, I am definitely using that one for sure. I like that acid
[4:27 - 4:45] too. That one is nice. Oh, we got a bass and drum. Audio. Oh, that is an oscillator. Well,
[4:45 - 4:58] they put an oscillator in a sink. That is cool. All right. I like that. Oh, there is
[4:58 - 5:18] a bunch of white noise. All right. Whoa, that went way too far. Oh, that sounds cool. Why
[5:18 - 5:24] does that sound like fucking Ninja Turtles? Like Fred, dude, that shit sounds like freaking
[5:24 - 5:49] Ninja Turtles type shit. Oh, okay. That's a good one. That's a good one. Oh, that's a,
[5:49 - 6:11] that's a good one. I like that. I like that. That's nice. I tried trap for a while. That's
[6:11 - 6:30] not really my thing. I know how to do it. It's just not something. All right. So that's
[6:30 - 6:52] all that is for that. Oh dude, they got some more over here. Okay. Let's try game on. Let's
[6:52 - 7:11] see what that sounds like. Oh, I like game one number three. That sounds hot. That's
[7:11 - 7:31] selling a cyberpunk vibe. Yo, I have to try an idea. Hold up.
[7:31 - 7:52] Oh yeah, that's got the vibe that I'm looking for. Hell yeah. Let's freaking go, dude. Let's
[7:52 - 8:21] see. Oh, that's definitely got that feature instinct cyberpunk vibe. I like that. Alright,
[8:21 - 8:34] now let's do like this and let's run that note all the way through.
[8:34 - 9:02] Yo, that sounds hot. Now let's take and throw some gross beat in there. And I love gross
[9:02 - 9:10] beats because gross beats like the holy grail of doing, you know, trap, hip hop, EDM shit.
[9:10 - 9:38] That's where it's freaking out. Where's the new app? Oh, we're good. We should get it.
[9:38 - 9:51] (upbeat music)
[9:51 - 10:18] - Oh, there we go.
[10:18 - 12:51] (upbeat music)
[12:51 - 12:56] Oh, hold up, hold up, hold up.
[12:56 - 13:19] (upbeat music)
[13:19 - 13:27] Yo, that sounds nice.
[13:27 - 13:30] (upbeat music)
[13:30 - 13:35] Oh, I think we just might go with a trap style V, bro.
[13:35 - 13:38] Damn, that shit sounds sick.
[13:38 - 14:24] (upbeat music)
[14:24 - 14:28] Yo, I'm gonna have to throw a loop over this, man.
[14:28 - 14:30] This shit sounds sick.
[14:30 - 14:40] (upbeat music)
[14:42 - 14:46] I'm going throwing a loop over that, man, that is sick.
[14:46 - 14:51] Let's do a synth over that,
[14:51 - 14:55] because that is gonna be a synth loop, technically.
[14:55 - 15:18] (upbeat music)
[15:18 - 15:21] See, man, you never know what's gonna come out.
[15:21 - 15:25] Whenever you do music, you never know what's gonna come out.
[15:25 - 15:28] That's why I don't try to force anything.
[15:28 - 15:31] Let whatever comes out, come out.
[15:31 - 15:45] (upbeat music)
[15:45 - 15:49] Let's bring out the back of the Surge XT.
[15:49 - 15:57] (upbeat music)
[15:57 - 15:59] Let's see how that sounds with this.
[15:59 - 16:47] (upbeat music)
[16:47 - 16:50] Alright, so we got our drum pattern laid out.
[16:50 - 16:52] (upbeat music)
[16:52 - 16:54] So let's save that.
[16:54 - 17:33] (upbeat music)
[17:34 - 17:36] I like the weird, unique sounds that nobody else uses.
[17:36 - 17:39] Like, shit like what Korn does,
[17:39 - 17:43] or like what Motion Lights and White with their brand new song.
[17:43 - 17:48] Like, the weird shit that nobody fucks with is the stuff that I fuck with.
[17:48 - 17:54] Like, I'm that weird dude that will take the weirdest, randomest fucking sound
[17:54 - 17:57] and make that shit work.
[17:57 - 18:00] (upbeat music)
[18:00 - 18:02] And while that's rendering down, give me just a minute.
[18:03 - 33:04] (upbeat music)
[33:04 - 33:06] That sounded like some old school guitar shit.
[33:06 - 33:09] Let's take the flanger off real quick.
[33:09 - 33:11] And let's try delay.
[33:11 - 33:39] (upbeat music)
[33:39 - 33:41] Rhino, let's go with.
[33:41 - 34:27] (upbeat music)
[34:27 - 34:30] Oh, that's an interesting one.
[34:30 - 34:56] (upbeat music)
[34:56 - 34:58] Oh, that might work, hold up.
[34:58 - 35:20] (upbeat music)
[35:20 - 35:26] All right now, we need to switch out the riff on that.
[35:26 - 35:56] (upbeat music)
[35:56 - 35:59] All right now, let's just switch out the amps.
[36:00 - 36:06] 'Cause that is a good one, yes, but I'm looking for something more solid.
[36:06 - 36:11] So, let's go to one of my personal favorites.
[36:11 - 36:13] I love the Nick Crowe one.
[36:13 - 36:16] The Nick Crowe amp is one of my personal favorite amps.
[36:16 - 36:18] Oh, there we go.
[36:18 - 36:37] (upbeat music)
[36:37 - 36:41] All right, so let's turn that down, let's turn the beat up.
[36:42 - 39:44] (upbeat music)
[39:44 - 39:49] All right, that guitar sounds, it sounds nice, but I do want to go through,
[39:50 - 39:53] I want to cycle through a few more just to see what I can get out of it.
[39:53 - 39:57] (upbeat music)
[39:57 - 39:59] Let's try the black vibe.
[39:59 - 40:04] (upbeat music)
[40:04 - 40:05] Oh!
[40:05 - 40:22] (upbeat music)
[40:22 - 40:24] That might work actually.
[40:24 - 48:59] (upbeat music)
[48:59 - 49:05] Alright now, let's turn that down just a tad bit here.
[49:06 - 49:25] (upbeat music)
[49:25 - 49:30] Alright, so let's turn that down by a lot actually.
[49:31 - 51:07] (upbeat music)
[51:07 - 51:12] Alright, so that obviously doesn't work very well, that's okay.
[51:12 - 51:15] We'll find something that'll fill this.
[51:15 - 51:19] (upbeat music)
[51:19 - 51:22] Yo, Travis, let's go now.
[51:22 - 52:40] (upbeat music)
[52:40 - 52:42] (door closes)
[52:42 - 56:10] (footsteps)
[56:10 - 56:12] Hold up.
[56:12 - 57:55] (footsteps)
[57:55 - 57:58] Ladies and gentlemen, we found our sound.
[57:58 - 58:43] (footsteps)
[58:43 - 58:46] Yo, that shit sounds sick.
[58:46 - 58:59] (footsteps)
[58:59 - 59:03] That shit sounds frickin' epic, dude.
[59:03 - 59:06] (footsteps)
[59:06 - 59:08] Unless...
[59:09 - 60:40] (footsteps)
[60:40 - 60:46] Alright, so we got that. Let's add another one in there.
[60:46 - 60:50] What's adding another Surge XT?
[60:50 - 60:58] (footsteps)
[60:58 - 61:02] Now, let's go with...
[61:02 - 61:06] Do you have any dubstep ones in here?
[61:06 - 61:23] (footsteps)
[61:23 - 61:25] I don't know what that'll fit.
[61:25 - 61:33] (footsteps)
[61:33 - 61:35] I was out of it.
[61:35 - 62:01] (footsteps)
[62:01 - 62:08] Yo, that works. That freakin' works. Yes.
[62:08 - 62:50] (footsteps)
[62:50 - 62:55] Now, I do want to turn this one on just a little bit louder so you can kind of hear the difference.
[62:55 - 63:03] (footsteps)
[63:03 - 63:05] There we go.
[63:05 - 63:07] (footsteps)
[63:07 - 63:09] We are making progress.
[63:09 - 63:30] (footsteps)
[63:31 - 63:36] Alright, so we did make some progress, y'all, so I'm about to bounce from now. We'll work on this some more later on.
[63:36 - 63:39] But for now, we gotta sit down and chill.
[63:39 - 63:42] And in yellow traps, I'm about to hit you up, man.
[63:42 - 63:47] 'Cause we got some business to discuss as far as artwork goes, so I'll catch you guys later on, man.
[63:47 - 63:49] Peace.

[0:00 - 0:04] (singing)
[0:04 - 0:16] Good morning, everyone.
[0:16 - 0:19] All right, I'm sorry.
[0:19 - 0:21] Good morning.
[0:21 - 0:26] Now, I know you guys are wondering,
[0:26 - 0:28] was I alive? Was I dead?
[0:29 - 0:33] The answer is that I'm very much alive.
[0:33 - 0:40] And I have this to say,
[0:40 - 0:45] not only to the Russian people that have been suffering,
[0:45 - 0:50] but I also have this to say to the people of Ukraine,
[0:50 - 0:54] I stand with you.
[0:57 - 1:00] What Putin is doing to you guys is wrong.
[1:00 - 1:06] You know, I got asked something the other day.
[1:06 - 1:14] If I had the chance to fight alongside Ukraine and defend it,
[1:14 - 1:17] you know what my answer was?
[1:17 - 1:20] My answer was this.
[1:20 - 1:24] I would die for them.
[1:24 - 1:27] I would gladly fight alongside them.
[1:27 - 1:29] So this show
[1:29 - 1:34] isn't just for you guys.
[1:34 - 1:42] This show is for them in support of those in Ukraine and in Russia suffering
[1:42 - 1:50] because of what that maniacal motherfucking sick bastard Vladimir Putin
[1:50 - 1:52] is doing in its poor people.
[1:53 - 1:59] And for those of you that have watched your lives fighting this war
[1:59 - 2:01] since day one,
[2:01 - 2:05] this first song is for you.
[2:05 - 2:10] It's called "Remember Every Day."
[2:10 - 2:19] You guys ready?
[2:19 - 2:29] I want to see a sense of support for Ukraine in common right now.
[2:29 - 5:10] [singing]
[5:10 - 6:09] I wanna see some motherfucking support for you.
[6:09 - 6:11] All right, guys.
[6:11 - 6:17] If there's a slumber looking with bad chains in your hands,
[6:17 - 6:19] please remember,
[6:19 - 6:27] All right, guys.
[6:27 - 6:31] [crickets chirping]
[6:31 - 6:35] [inaudible]
[6:35 - 6:39] [crickets chirping]
[6:39 - 6:45] Now, I do have something to say to all of you that hate me.
[6:45 - 6:47] I say go ahead and hate me.
[6:47 - 6:49] I embrace the hate.
[6:49 - 6:56] Because love me or hate me, regardless of what you think, I'm still here.
[6:56 - 7:01] Regardless of what you think of me, you cannot deny the fact
[7:01 - 7:05] that Ukraine does not deserve what they're getting put through.
[7:05 - 7:09] No one deserves that.
[7:09 - 7:13] Love me or hate me, I don't care.
[7:13 - 7:31] [crickets chirping]
[7:31 - 7:37] Next thing, I've got a little something for the haters.
[7:37 - 7:41] I've got something for you.
[7:41 - 7:45] [crickets chirping]
[7:45 - 7:49] I hope you guys are ready for this.
[7:49 - 7:52] Because it's gonna be fun.
[7:52 - 7:54] This is a dress in new Paris.
[7:54 - 7:57] The ones that held me back for all these years,
[7:57 - 8:01] this is a red.
[8:01 - 8:03] This is a red.
[8:03 - 8:09] [crickets chirping]
[8:09 - 8:16] They said, my next two red.
[8:16 - 8:23] They said, my brain was they then.
[8:23 - 8:26] They said people love me don't dread.
[8:26 - 8:30] I said my brain would never get here.
[8:30 - 8:41] They said, my next one's two red.
[8:41 - 8:49] Next two red.
[8:49 - 8:54] My next two red.
[8:54 - 9:22] [crickets chirping]
[9:22 - 9:24] Next two red.
[9:24 - 9:31] They said, my next two red.
[9:31 - 9:38] They said, my brain was they then.
[9:38 - 9:41] They said people love me don't dread.
[9:41 - 9:45] They said my brain would never get here.
[9:45 - 9:51] They said, my next one's two red.
[9:51 - 9:59] Next two red.
[9:59 - 10:07] My next two red.
[10:07 - 10:17] [crickets chirping]
[10:17 - 10:21] Red rock.
[10:21 - 10:23] Red City is the same nation I belong.
[10:23 - 10:26] Red cats, I ain't never scared.
[10:26 - 10:30] For with me or with dummy, the way it's to live.
[10:30 - 10:34] I'm still here, doing all my ten years.
[10:34 - 10:37] [crickets chirping]
[10:37 - 10:44] They said, my next two red.
[10:44 - 10:51] They said, my brain was they then.
[10:51 - 10:54] They said people love me don't dread.
[10:54 - 10:58] They said my brain would never get here.
[10:58 - 11:09] They said, my next one's two red.
[11:09 - 11:13] Next two red.
[11:13 - 11:22] My next two red.
[11:22 - 11:38] [crickets chirping]
[11:38 - 11:40] I know it's funny.
[11:40 - 11:42] Because y'all don't want to sit there and hate.
[11:42 - 11:44] I love it. I love the hatred.
[11:44 - 11:46] You want to know why?
[11:46 - 11:50] Because that just brings in more motherfucking views
[11:50 - 11:56] and that brings in more motherfucking money in my pocket.
[11:56 - 11:58] Because guess what?
[11:58 - 12:07] I've got a job that none of y'all motherfuckers can get me fired from.
[12:07 - 12:11] Look up, life giant films, boy.
[12:11 - 12:14] Shout out to Life Giant Films, by the way, man.
[12:14 - 12:16] I appreciate you for the job that you give me
[12:16 - 12:19] and the opportunity that you give me to help me out.
[12:19 - 12:23] I appreciate that shit, 100%.
[12:23 - 12:30] So, go ahead and try to get me fired because it ain't going to work.
[12:31 - 13:26] [crickets chirping]
[13:26 - 13:36] I don't need to say what people this next one's for.
[13:36 - 13:38] I want to do this one.
[13:38 - 13:48] This is more of all those that have lost their lives and just warred your crime.
[13:48 - 13:52] I think you guys know this one.
[13:53 - 17:49] [crickets chirping]
[17:49 - 18:00] And you know, you guys can make fun of me all you want.
[18:00 - 18:10] But as I said, I have a real life that I'm living and I'm doing very well for myself.
[18:10 - 18:20] And as I said before, love me or hate me, you cannot deny the fact that some of you are secretly fans of me.
[18:20 - 18:29] So instead of fucking hiding behind your fucking words, why don't you just fucking speak up and say that you're a fan?
[18:29 - 18:31] There's nothing wrong with that.
[18:31 - 18:41] I mean, there's nothing wrong with being a fan of someone like me who actually has a good heart and is actually doing shit.
[18:41 - 18:50] I mean, would you rather listen to a psychopath like Marty who lies through his fucking teeth all the time and makes sense that he can't pay back?
[18:50 - 19:00] Or would you rather listen to somebody like me who's speaking the truth and is actually out to try to fucking help people?
[19:00 - 19:06] I don't know what y'all, but I wouldn't fucking dare stand shoulder to shoulder with Marty.
[19:06 - 19:17] If anything, I'd fight against him, because he's a lying sack of shit who can't pay bets.
[19:18 - 20:22] [silence]
[20:22 - 20:25] Are you guys ready to take this knocks for you, Craig?
[20:25 - 20:32] [music]
[20:32 - 20:35] Where's my motherfucking metalhead, Jack?
[20:35 - 20:37] Let's go.
[20:37 - 20:47] [music]
[20:47 - 21:05] [silence]
[21:05 - 21:07] There's more resource.
[21:07 - 21:14] [music]
[21:14 - 21:17] We have to find a better one.
[21:17 - 21:25] [music]
[21:25 - 21:27] We have to find a better one.
[21:27 - 21:35] [music]
[21:35 - 22:02] [silence]
[22:02 - 22:05] We have to find a better one.
[22:05 - 22:12] [music]
[22:12 - 22:15] We have to find a better one.
[22:15 - 22:19] [music]
[22:19 - 22:21] Oh.
[22:21 - 22:31] [music]
[22:31 - 23:04] [silence]
[23:04 - 23:06] Oh.
[23:06 - 23:19] [silence]
[23:19 - 23:26] I also want to do a huge shout out to Ivan the Terrible for standing up and speaking out against Russia, man.
[23:26 - 23:28] I appreciate that shit.
[23:28 - 23:36] [music]
[23:36 - 25:10] [silence]
[25:10 - 25:24] I don't know about you guys, but I'm sick of tired of seeing innocent people die because some tyrannical fucking bitch asshole by the name of Vladimir Putin wants to start a fucking war.
[25:24 - 25:28] I'm sick of fucking seeing it.
[25:28 - 25:35] I'm tired of seeing good fucking people die all because of his fucking wants and his little knees.
[25:35 - 25:39] Well, Vladimir Putin, I hope you see this.
[25:39 - 25:44] You're a sick little bitch that deserves to be shot in the fucking head.
[25:44 - 25:46] You deserve to die.
[25:46 - 25:53] You deserve to be put through all the same shit you're putting those innocent people through.
[25:53 - 25:59] No one deserves what you're fucking doing to them, man.
[25:59 - 26:06] You're a sick, tyrannical asshole and you need to be fucking dealt with accordingly.
[26:06 - 26:14] [silence]
[26:14 - 26:25] And to all my friends that are in the military that are currently serving over there and helping out in Ukraine, I want to say I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[26:25 - 26:30] And I hope for you guys that you guys make your back safely.
[26:30 - 26:43] And to all the Ukraine troops out there fighting alongside each other, fighting, I want you guys to know that you guys have my gratitude and you have my full, honorable respect.
[26:43 - 26:56] And just know to all the families out there, to all the families that are going through this hard time, I want you to know that my prayers are with you.
[26:56 - 27:15] My family, all my friends, family, our prayers are with you. I stand with Ukraine. I don't stand with Putin. I stand with Ukraine 100%.
[27:15 - 27:22] And just know that our prayers and our thoughts are with you every day.
[27:23 - 27:51] [silence]
[27:51 - 28:15] And I want this next song to read, not only as a message, but as an anthem for Ukraine and everybody standing on the front line and everybody who is reading what I'm saying, I want this next song to read as an anthem for all of Ukraine.
[28:15 - 28:20] [music]
[28:20 - 28:28] I want this to be a message going out to Putin and an anthem for Ukraine.
[28:28 - 28:57] [music]
[28:57 - 32:29] [singing]
[32:29 - 32:37] [silence]
[32:37 - 32:57] And that's facts. At the end of the day, we are all the same. You guys believe red? I believe red. The people in this comments believe red. At the end of the day, we are all human. We are all the same fucking species.
[32:57 - 33:09] So instead of fighting against each other, why don't we fucking start helping each other out? Why don't we start looking at how alike we are instead of looking at how different we are?
[33:09 - 33:29] Fuck what someone looks like. At the end of the day, we are all human beings. We are all people. And it's our job as a human race to look after one another.
[33:29 - 33:45] It's our job to make sure that the next man is doing okay. It's our job to make sure that our families, our people, are safe from harm.
[33:45 - 34:03] So instead of looking at how different we are, why don't we just cut the crap and start looking at how alike we are?
[34:03 - 34:35] [silence]
[34:35 - 34:39] All right, you guys, let's go to this.
[34:39 - 34:54] [silence]
[34:54 - 35:01] Let's start the motion. We'll see why on this one, man.
[35:01 - 37:35] [silence]
[37:35 - 37:46] Oh, I love the haters. I love you guys, man. All you guys that are watching right now, I fucking love you guys. You guys are awesome, dude.
[37:46 - 37:50] [silence]
[37:50 - 37:56] For real, man. I fucking love every one of you guys. Whether you're a hater or a fan, I fucking love the shit I do.
[37:56 - 38:09] [silence]
[38:09 - 38:19] Because you guys helped me realize a lot, and I do mean a lot.
[38:19 - 39:11] [silence]
[39:11 - 39:19] You know what? Give me a minute for a moment, man.
[39:19 - 41:55] [silence]
[41:55 - 41:59] How long do you think this is?
[41:59 - 43:12] [silence]
[43:12 - 43:22] All right, I'm gonna have to restart this shit, so yeah. Oh, maybe that's more.
[43:22 - 44:06] [silence]
[44:06 - 44:24] I somehow am gonna need to shut down and restart that. It's fine.
[44:24 - 45:02] [silence]
[45:02 - 45:10] Oh, yeah, I'm gonna have to shut down and restart now. That's okay.
[45:10 - 45:24] I don't mind doing that. I do not mind at all, because I get to do what I love to do, and ain't nobody stop me. So, yeah.
[45:24 - 46:04] [music]
[46:04 - 46:22] That's right. Once in a night, I'll just do an acoustic track. Plug it.
[46:22 - 46:33] Oh, it's not getting ready. Okay. That's fine with me. Just take down the strap and do some acoustic shit. Plug it.
[46:33 - 46:51] [silence]
[46:51 - 47:04] Here we go.
[47:04 - 47:19] Sorry, it's taking a little difficulty, guys.
[47:19 - 47:37] [music]
[47:37 - 48:31] [silence]
[48:31 - 48:49] Well, then, I'm like a few hours late, but I didn't want to say. Have a great St. Patrick's Day, guys.
[48:49 - 49:18] [music]
[49:18 - 49:45] [silence]
[49:45 - 49:53] Wait for this to come up.
[49:53 - 50:18] [silence]
[50:18 - 50:46] [music]
[50:46 - 51:56] [silence]
[51:56 - 52:06] Are you fucking serious?
[52:06 - 52:28] Yeah, there's gonna be several others. Fuck. Hold on, guys.
[52:28 - 52:46] There we go.
[52:46 - 53:14] [silence]
[53:14 - 53:42] All right, so my output needs to be...
[53:42 - 54:04] [silence]
[54:04 - 54:10] I still apologize for this, you guys. Normally, I don't have any trouble.
[54:10 - 54:46] [silence]
[54:46 - 54:58] There we go. We have audio.
[54:58 - 55:32] [silence]
[55:32 - 55:42] I don't know what the hell went on with this damn thing, dude.
[55:42 - 56:34] [silence]
[56:34 - 56:46] All right, so it's still like this.
[56:46 - 57:06] [silence]
[57:06 - 57:28] Oh, there we go. There we go.
[57:28 - 82:39] [silence]
[82:39 - 82:45] There is one question I would like to answer, and I know a lot of people are going to get mad at this, but I don't give a fuck.
[82:45 - 82:58] I just seen a question a few minutes ago, why am I not getting anywhere yet? I'll tell you the truth as to why, because for the last two years I've been being fucked over and robbed of money.
[82:58 - 83:01] [silence]
[83:01 - 83:11] Yeah, that's right. I'm talking to all you dumbass motherfuckers that have been stealing from me for the last two fucking years.
[83:11 - 83:22] All you dumb motherfuckers that are making videos on me, that are re-streaming my shit, guess what? That's coming to a fucking stop. You want to know why?
[83:22 - 83:34] Because the minute I see anybody re-streaming any of my streams from now on, without my permission, I don't care. I am reporting you for copyright infringement.
[83:34 - 83:48] Because the minute I make a livestream, the minute I do a livestream, the minute I upload a livestream or I make a video, that intellectual property belongs to me.
[83:48 - 84:07] And you guys, re-streaming my video is basically copyright infringement, because you did not have my permission to use it, you did not credit me in any of the shit, you did not have my permission to use the shit in the first place, so guess what?
[84:07 - 84:12] That's money out of my motherfucking pocket that you guys are stealing from me.
[84:12 - 84:20] You guys have been stealing thousands of dollars from me for the last two fucking years, well guess what? That's coming to a fucking stop.
[84:20 - 84:28] I'm taking back what's rightfully mine, what I am owed, from all of you that have stolen from me for the last two years.
[84:28 - 84:48] And I'm starting to say this Courtney, but that includes you as well. And Marty, that definitely includes you. Actually that majorly includes you, and that includes people like Face Shaman and all you bigger channels that have been stealing from me for the last two years.
[84:48 - 85:05] You guys have been literally robbing me of thousands of dollars that I can be using to help my family, help get my shit up, help build my fucking home studio to help actually get me somewhere.
[85:05 - 85:22] So to all you that are wondering why I'm not somewhere, there's your answer. Because I'm being held back and I've been being robbed for the last two fucking years by a bunch of morons that think they fucking know me, that don't know jack shit.
[85:22 - 85:36] So there's your answer to that one. I've been being robbed, stolen from, lied to, and then being fucked with. I've been being fucked over for the last two years.
[85:36 - 85:57] Well, like I said, I catch any of you assholes, restraining my shit. Guess what? I'm getting you on copyright infringement. Because all of you that have restrained my shit are breaking the law and actually committing copyright infringement.
[85:57 - 86:17] Because you did not have my permission to use my videos. You literally are claiming my content as your own. There is no fair use bullshit in it, so don't try to use that excuse. Trust me, the guy I'm working for now, he filled me in on a lot of shit.
[86:17 - 86:35] You guys have been stealing thousands upon thousands of dollars from me for the last two years. And all that money should rightfully go to me. Legally, by right, all that money that you guys are making off me should go to me.
[86:35 - 86:50] Because you guys are making money off me, and that money should go to me. All that money you guys are making off me, I deserve that. I earned that, not you.
[86:50 - 87:05] I was the one that went out of my way and made the videos. I was the one that went out of my way and made all those streams. I was the one that went out of my way to film all this different shit. I was the one that created all that content.
[87:05 - 87:23] And by you doing what you guys are doing, that's making me lose money. Well, guess what? That's stopping here and now. So this is a fair warning to anyone out there that even gets the fucking notion to try to fuck me over again. Guess what?
[87:23 - 87:35] Ain't happening. This is a fair warning to anybody out there that thinks they're going to get away with copyright infringement on me ever again. That's not fucking happening.
[87:35 - 87:50] If I catch anybody out there using my content without my permission, well, guess what? I'm reporting you for copyright infringement. Because that's exactly what you're doing, committing copyright infringement.
[87:50 - 88:03] You did not ask me for permission. You did not sit there and ask me and say, hey, you know, I want to review this video or I want to make content with this.
[88:03 - 88:19] Now, if you ask me to use it, then yeah, I'll probably say yes. But the deal is if you want to use my content and you're making money off me, all you ask is that you give me a cut of the money.
[88:19 - 88:30] All I ask is for 50 percent of what you make off the video. Because by all legal standards and by all legal rights, you are using my face and my likeness.
[88:30 - 88:41] And I am giving you permission to use my video at that point. And all I ask is that I get a cut of the pay. That's all I ask.
[88:41 - 88:49] Because I'm the one out here busting my ass. I'm the one out here doing all this shit. I'm the one posting the videos.
[88:49 - 89:06] Therefore, I am by all legal rights entitled to a cut of the pay. And I'm going to get my pay. So to anyone out there that has videos of me, including you, Bay Sean, you better watch the fuck out because I'm coming for my money.
[89:06 - 89:17] I'm coming for what's rightfully mine. And I'm not going to stop harassing anybody. I'm not going to stop bullying you until I get what's rightfully mine.
[89:17 - 89:28] When you hang over all that money that I am owed, then yes, I will leave you alone. I will continue to bug you. I will continue to attack you. I will continue to call you out.
[89:28 - 89:38] I will continue to harass you until you give me what is rightfully mine. Because by all legal standards, that money that you guys are making off me is mine.
[89:38 - 89:50] And I will not stop until I get that money. So just know that if I see any more content being made on me, I am going to report it for copyright infringement.
[89:50 - 90:03] And I will get my money back one way or another. So all you guys that want my pay, that want my cash out to send me the money, you can go ahead and start sending it to Cyrax official.
[90:03 - 90:17] That's dollar sign Cyrax official. Matter of fact, I will show you my phone so you guys have it on hand.
[90:17 - 90:39] And I know you guys probably think like, oh, he's full of shit. No, the fuck I'm not. Look it up.
[90:39 - 91:02] Now, if you guys would like my cash app to start sending the money that I am rightfully owed, right there is my cash app. You guys can start sending the money over there.
[91:02 - 91:17] Right there is where you can send them to start sending the money to. And once I have all the money, then I'll leave you guys alone.
[91:17 - 91:29] But until I have that money and I do mean all the money, well, guess what? I'm not going to stop harassing anyone until I get it because that money is rightfully mine.
[91:29 - 91:38] I am rightfully owed that money and I'm coming for what's mine. And yes, Nicholas, that includes you.
[91:38 - 91:47] That includes you, Nicholas Beagler, aka Music Biz Marty. That includes you. I am coming for what's rightfully mine.
[91:47 - 92:01] And as I told you on Courtney's stream, if you're not going to give me what's rightfully mine on your own, then guess what? I'm going to have to make you. And I don't think you want that.
[92:01 - 92:12] So to anybody out there that has any videos of mine, I'm expecting payment from you guys within the next few weeks.
[92:12 - 92:27] Because if you do not, I will track you down. I will find your address. I will come to your state and I will take you to court and I will sue you for the money that I am owed.
[92:27 - 92:33] And if you do not believe me, you can look it up.
[92:33 - 92:49] As I said, if you do not start paying me what I am owed, if you guys do not start returning the money that I am owed, I will find you, I will come to your state and I will take you to court.
[92:49 - 93:02] And I can by all rights legally sue you. So unless you guys want to go to court and get sued for everything you got, I suggest you all start handing over that money.
[93:02 - 93:11] And I'm not fucking playing around because this time I actually have backup. I actually have somebody that can help me out with that.
[93:11 - 93:24] So if I were you guys, I'd start handing over that money real fucking fast. I'm not fucking playing. I'm not being chirped around anymore and I'm not being fucked over anymore either.
[93:24 - 93:37] So y'all better start handing over that money real fucking fast because I wouldn't want to be in your guys' shoes when I take you out of court.
[93:37 - 93:52] So as I said, if you guys would like my cash app, it is dollar sign Syrax. That's P-S-Y-R-A-X-X official.
[93:52 - 94:05] I'm expecting payments to start right away. So either hand over the money or I'm taking you guys to court. That is not a joke. I'm deadass serious.
[94:05 - 94:15] So you got two options. Start handing over the money that I'm owed for all those videos or I'm hoeing you guys into court. Plain and simple.

[0:00 - 0:28] What is up? What is up with those up?
[0:28 - 0:51] What is going on everybody? Now, before I start this show, I just want
[0:51 - 0:56] to give a huge shout out to my brother Travis, all the fans that have been checking on him
[0:56 - 1:00] for the last couple days man. I appreciate y'all. Hell, I appreciate my business partner
[1:00 - 1:12] Michael, whatever bro. I know I'm not saying my business partner is Michael, I'm saying
[1:12 - 1:22] my business partner and then my boy Michael aka Crip. K, what's good bro? But shout out
[1:22 - 1:30] to my motherfucking business partner on Live Giant Films man, what's good y'all? But uh,
[1:30 - 1:45] I know some things man, I know why y'all came here. You guys heard of Roxas fucking Badass
[1:45 - 2:10] man? I hope y'all are ready cause I'm ready. Shout out to Roundout Church on this one
[2:10 - 2:25] man, it's called Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red.
[2:25 - 3:53] Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red.
[3:53 - 4:21] Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next
[4:21 - 4:50] To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red. Next To Red.
[4:50 - 5:08] motherfucker church six months ago. I'm talking about it here. They said my name was they. They said
[5:08 - 5:38] people like me don't care. My name was Susan. Next to Will. My next to Will. My next to Will.
[5:38 - 6:09] My next to Will. My next to Will. My next to Will. My next to Will. My next to Will.
[6:09 - 6:37] My good as man. Yo Michael asking what's up bro.
[6:37 - 6:51] You guys ready for this? Where's all the emotional and some white fans at man? Where y'all at?
[6:51 - 7:01] All I gotta say man is where's the emotional and some white fans at man? Where y'all at?
[7:01 - 7:11] Shout out to Chris and those shows on this one man. Ha.
[7:11 - 13:11] [MUSIC]
[13:11 - 13:13] I know you all know this one.
[13:13 - 17:21] [MUSIC]
[17:21 - 17:24] God damn, it feels good to be back behind the mic.
[17:24 - 17:31] [MUSIC]
[17:31 - 17:36] I don't know about you guys, but I think it's time.
[17:36 - 17:47] We infected the rest of these little motherfuckers that try and put people like us down.
[17:47 - 17:49] With the sickness.
[17:49 - 17:52] >> It's been less time cleaning.
[17:52 - 22:33] [MUSIC]
[22:33 - 22:44] >> All I got to say to all of my fans, man, I'm glad I got you all, man.
[22:44 - 22:47] I'm glad you guys have got my back the same way I got yours.
[22:52 - 22:56] I'm hella glad that y'all got my back the same way I got your back.
[23:04 - 23:09] Every single one of you that's called a check outcome, man, I appreciate that shit.
[23:10 - 23:13] For fucking real, man, I appreciate the living fuck out of that shit, man.
[23:20 - 23:28] If anybody wants to say otherwise that I ain't shit or that you ain't shit, fuck 'em.
[24:38 - 24:41] >> I need a double stuffed Oreo Blast, guys.
[24:41 - 24:44] >> Put her up, Sonic double stuffed Oreo waffle coating blast.
[24:52 - 24:55] >> Now, for a lot of us, man, speak on this.
[25:03 - 25:04] >> Now, crucifix.
[25:06 - 25:08] >> When I was a child, they said I was a dreamer.
[25:10 - 25:13] Just another kid with his head in the clouds.
[25:15 - 25:18] I'd say I just refuse to settle for anything less than everything I dream.
[25:20 - 25:21] Either way, it's a long road.
[25:23 - 25:25] The world turns its back on you.
[25:26 - 25:32] And you find yourself treading through the wilderness of your mind just trying to make sense of our passions you've stuck up along the way.
[25:33 - 25:34] Your thoughts betray you.
[25:45 - 25:46] >> Not me.
[25:47 - 25:49] The mind of every dreamer is a world of us.
[25:50 - 25:52] Sometimes living in a dream.
[25:53 - 25:55] I was just fighting to see the sunrise.

[0:00 - 0:25] Good morning, everybody. I'm ready to do it on this Tuesday morning, man. What is good?
[0:25 - 0:51] How's everybody doing today, man? What is over? What is over? What is up?
[0:51 - 1:00] First off, to anybody out there that got told that I'm dead or that I was in the hospital or whatever.
[1:00 - 1:06] Clearly, I'm not. Clearly, I'm alive. Just so y'all know, just to clarify, I am alive and I'm well.
[1:06 - 1:20] This ain't no pre-recorded, you know, fucking AI bullshit. Like, that ain't what I am, dude. I'm real.
[1:20 - 1:43] Like, for real, dog. Like, I am legitimately real, bro. But I just wanted to say thank you to a lot of people that have actually stepped up and helped me out the last few days, man.
[1:43 - 2:03] People like my boy Steve and his wife that are now two of my gaming partners and shit. Like, they're actually part of a team that I'm with on Fortnite now, so I shot the young man, shot Steve and his wife, man. What's good, y'all?
[2:03 - 2:22] You know, I fucking love you guys. But, you know, I want to give a huge, huge shout out to Life Giant Films, man, and the dude that runs it, you know who you are, brother.
[2:22 - 2:50] But let me tell you something, man. The reason why I say the biggest thank you to Life Giant Films is this man is a major key player, and I mean a major key player in the industry of freaking Netflix, of film work, of production.
[2:50 - 3:04] And let me tell you something, man. When I first met this dude, I was skeptical as fuck. Wait, I was skeptical as shit. I thought this was just another dude talking out his ass, running his mouth.
[3:04 - 3:13] But let me tell you, man. I'm glad that I picked up that call. When this dude called in, I'm glad that I picked it up.
[3:13 - 3:24] But let me tell you something, man. I learned a lot from this guy. I sat down, had about a three to four hour conversation with this man.
[3:24 - 3:45] And let me tell you, dude. I learned more about myself and about what I could be doing and need to be doing in those four hours. And this man helped me out more in those four hours than half the motherfuckers that have so called try to help me.
[3:45 - 3:56] People like Eric Scruggelow, no offense to you, Scrub. As a friend, you're a good dude. But as business, not so much. Like I'm not saying you're a bad guy.
[3:56 - 4:08] You're one of my best friends. Always have been and you always will be. I'm just saying, dude. As a person of business, no offense, bro. But you need to find a different lane.
[4:08 - 4:19] You need to find a different line of work as far as like, you know, music business skills. You need to find a different, a different lane of work.
[4:19 - 4:34] Not there's anything wrong now. I'm just saying, bro. Like you're a good dude. You're one of my best friends, like I said. But no offense, bro. But as a businessman, no offense. I'm just going to put it bluntly. You fucking suck.
[4:34 - 4:50] But like, you know, people that have steered me down the wrong path for fucking years from the very get go. People have made promises to me that they cannot keep.
[4:50 - 5:05] Tell me, oh, you know, well, I'll get you, you know, all this air play, I'll, you know, get you on the cover of magazines and this and that and the other and blah, blah, blah.
[5:05 - 5:25] And yeah, here I am several years later, I do. Where's the shit out, man? Where's the fucking record deals? Where's the magazine covers? Where's, you know, where's the air play out, man?
[5:25 - 5:44] Like, I've had all these motherfuckers making deals and promises to me that they cannot keep. Well, let me tell you, man, this motherfucker helped me out, like I said, more in the last four hours than this man has ever had, than anybody that has, quote unquote, tried to help me.
[5:44 - 6:00] Keyword tried to help, and I put down quotes because they didn't help. They were just out to fucking use me. That's why, you know, I put the quotes because they helped when really they were just out for their own selfish game.
[6:00 - 6:22] But let me tell you, man, it feels good to put the old me to fucking rest for good. Like, it really does feel good to actually, you know, do shit that I enjoy doing.
[6:22 - 6:42] Like, because of this man, I now have a future ahead of me. And yeah, I know people are gonna talk shit and say, like, oh, you're kidding, right? Like, this dude Joel here in the chat, I can tell already just by that one comment, this dude's fucking, he's a fanboy.
[6:42 - 6:58] He's a secret closet fanboy. I care fucking to you. That dude, though, just in the comments that y'all saw, that man is probably a secret fanboy.
[6:58 - 7:10] And I know a lot of these motherfuckers out there, they are haters, or are supposed haters. I know half y'all are really just fans.
[7:10 - 7:20] I know you guys are. 'Cause if y'all weren't, you wouldn't be constantly talking about me. You wouldn't constantly be checking my shit out.
[7:20 - 7:36] You guys are legit fans. So why don't you just come out and admit it, man? Y'all fucking, y'all head thing to my fucking music, y'all rock my music, you rock what I do, and there's nothing wrong with that, man.
[7:36 - 7:48] 'Cause let me tell you, man, when I spoke with this dude, he really showed me a lot about how people really look at me, what people think of me.
[7:48 - 8:01] And this man really put me on the right track to success. And I'm currently working with this man on that track to success, man.
[8:01 - 8:08] Yeah, it might take a while, but guess what, that journey will be fucking worth it.
[8:08 - 8:14] Like, I'm proud to be doing the shit that I'm doing.
[8:14 - 8:21] And I know a lot of people say, like, "Oh, you know, you put, you know, music artists like Ryan O Church on a pedestal."
[8:21 - 8:31] But, no, it's not that I'm putting that dude on a pedestal. Is he a favorite artist of mine yet? I rock the dude's music.
[8:31 - 8:36] I will admit that I fuck with Ryan O Church's music straight up.
[8:36 - 8:47] But the one thing that I watch him for isn't just for his music. The number one thing I watch him for is the shit that he says.
[8:47 - 8:56] Because "How The Shit He Says" is a legitimate fact.
[8:56 - 9:05] I get his brand new song, "Next To Red."
[9:05 - 9:14] That song is literally about people like myself that are coming up from nothing.
[9:14 - 9:28] That everybody fucking shits on, that everybody says, "Oh, you know, you'll never be anything. You'll never do anything."
[9:28 - 9:33] Like, there's a lot of symbolism in that music video.
[9:33 - 9:39] Like, with him wearing the Confederate soldier outfit
[9:39 - 9:52] and him having the bullet holes in him. Those bullet holes and him wearing that Confederate uniform, that Civil War uniform
[9:52 - 9:57] is basically him, you know what?
[9:57 - 10:05] You know what? I'll let Ryan speak for himself on this one.
[10:05 - 10:12] Let me show y'all right quick. Let me show y'all why I seriously respect Church.
[10:12 - 10:24] Let me show y'all why I fucks with this man.
[10:24 - 10:28] I don't remember where I heard it, but one time I heard somebody say,
[10:28 - 10:33] "You don't know that you can do something or achieve something until someone who looks like you
[10:33 - 10:39] achieves it or does it first." And even though I don't know who said it, or even when I heard it,
[10:39 - 10:45] it stuck with me for a long time. A select few of my songs are inspired by that quote.
[10:45 - 10:50] Because when I sit down and I write, you know, I'm thinking about a thousand things,
[10:50 - 10:55] but during some songs I write, that one thing pops up and it replays in my head.
[10:55 - 11:04] And it changes the dynamic of the song. One of those songs being "Holler Boys," another one being "Dirty South,"
[11:04 - 11:08] another one being "White Lightning," and a recent one being "Next 2 Red."
[11:08 - 11:15] When I get in this certain mindset of writing a song such as "Next 2 Red," I'm thinking about
[11:15 - 11:20] the people who are listening to the song. Not only am I thinking about those people,
[11:20 - 11:24] I'm imagining who they are, what they look like, what are they driving in,
[11:24 - 11:30] what are they going to do, where do they live. And like, while I'm envisioning it,
[11:30 - 11:35] it makes me see the similarities in the audience that's going to be listening to the song
[11:35 - 11:41] and me and my friends. How we grew up, our childhood, things we like to do, hobbies,
[11:41 - 11:46] how we treat our families, how we treat our friends, struggles we may have gone through
[11:46 - 11:51] that are similar. Anything that involves this atmosphere. I even think about, you know,
[11:51 - 11:57] how people have shit on me over the years and how a young kid who might have a dream of being
[11:57 - 12:04] a rapper or a singer or whatever and coming from the middle of nowhere, you know, ending up like
[12:04 - 12:12] me with fucking shitty gun tattoos all over me and stuff, you know? Like, what about that kid?
[12:12 - 12:18] You know, there's two types of musicians. There's the kind that want to get rich and love
[12:19 - 12:23] being what everyone wants them to be. And that's fine. That's what you want to do. That's cool.
[12:23 - 12:31] But there's other ones who don't care what anyone thinks. They don't care about money.
[12:31 - 12:37] They care about something that money could never buy. Something that changes somebody's life,
[12:37 - 12:44] not just their bank account or their wallet or their image. You know, my own image this whole
[12:44 - 12:51] time has been, I don't have an image because I don't want one nor do I need one. With me,
[12:51 - 12:58] I'm not trying to build an audience. I'm trying to let an audience know that I'm here. Whoever
[12:58 - 13:05] that audience is, no matter how big or small that audience is, the best way I can explain it is
[13:05 - 13:12] I'm kind of just standing over here being like, "Abo, I got you. Watch this. I'm gonna do this."
[13:12 - 13:20] They say, "I can't watch me do me fucking." No stunt doubles. And that's ultimately what made
[13:20 - 13:27] me right next to red. It's because I wanted to let the rednecks know that I'm not ashamed of
[13:27 - 13:32] being put in this group called rednecks or country motherfuckers or mountain men or whatever
[13:32 - 13:37] it is you want to call it. You know, people try to make fun of me all the time about it,
[13:37 - 13:44] but I feel sorry for that person because I'm just being exactly what I want to be.
[13:44 - 13:48] You know, you can say whatever you want to to me. I'm embracing what I am. I mean,
[13:48 - 13:55] look at the music industry. The dream of the music industry is to sign to a record deal, right?
[13:55 - 14:00] That's the big dream. I got signed by this person. Now, when getting signed is an idea,
[14:00 - 14:07] what's the first sentence that someone says? Oh, well, to get signed, you have to, have to, have to,
[14:07 - 14:13] you don't have to do nothing. You can build an image for yourself all day long, but the image
[14:13 - 14:20] is breakable. If you are what you are and your image is just what you are, that's when you're
[14:20 - 14:26] indestructible. Not only that, the message of the song in the entirety is showing someone else
[14:27 - 14:31] they can be exactly who they are and achieve what they want, regardless of what anyone says,
[14:31 - 14:34] and how you're supposed to show people they can do that without you being yourself
[14:34 - 14:39] and everything everyone else calls you. So let's get on with the symbolism.
[14:39 - 14:41] In the video, you see me wearing a Confederate soldier outfit.
[14:41 - 14:52] Because that's one of the things I get knocked for, for whatever reason. It doesn't have to do
[14:52 - 14:59] nothing with any military uniforms or anything. A lot of times, you're like, all the soft loss,
[14:59 - 15:03] you're fucking hillbilly and all this other shit. So I was like, you know what? I'm going to put it
[15:03 - 15:07] on. I'm going to put this Confederate soldier outfit on and I'm going to rap and I'm going to
[15:07 - 15:13] sing to you. You'll get the people that see imagery and shut it down and make a bunch of
[15:13 - 15:19] false assumptions. And then you'll get the more intelligent person that will listen to the lyrics
[15:19 - 15:24] and see that the message is for everyone. Now, I can't be everyone, but I can be me.
[15:24 - 15:28] So on to the next thing. A lot of people were like, who's they? Who is they? You know,
[15:28 - 15:34] Confederate outfit, they, they said, my next two read, they said, they said, who are you talking
[15:34 - 15:40] about? Sounds kind of suspicious. Somebody said, no, because when I'm saying they said,
[15:40 - 15:46] that's anybody who said it. Not just one type of person. Next two read,
[15:47 - 15:53] you take only white people as rednecks. No, there's black rednecks. There's Spanish rednecks.
[15:53 - 15:58] There's all kinds of gangster rednecks. There's all kinds of rednecks. The term redneck didn't
[15:58 - 16:03] even start in America. Did you know that? I did, which is why I put the symbolism of the red rag
[16:03 - 16:11] tied around the neck. Notice it's not a bandana. It's a shop rag. It's just a red cloth rag
[16:11 - 16:16] because that was a symbolism of people who were called rednecks way back in the day. And by the
[16:16 - 16:23] way, it wasn't nowhere around here, not even in the United States. It was way back in the 1600s
[16:23 - 16:28] in Scotland. Most people think redneck has to do with sunburned necks, but in fact,
[16:28 - 16:35] it actually starts in the 1600s during a religious war in Scotland. Protestant rebels signed
[16:35 - 16:41] manifestos in their own blood and then wore a red cloth around their necks to signify their
[16:41 - 16:48] rebellion. From there, redneck evolved to mean any Scottish Presbyterian. It only became a slur
[16:48 - 16:54] later when thousands of Scots-Irish Presbyterians arrived in America, where they weren't completely
[16:54 - 16:59] welcomed by the original English settlers. And that's just one example of a good old country
[16:59 - 17:03] expression that's popularly misunderstood. And I use that as symbolism in the video.
[17:07 - 17:12] Because I mean, okay, sure. You want to call me a redneck? And so you don't even know about what
[17:12 - 17:18] you were calling me. So go ahead. Hell, I like when people call me that. It's reminding everybody
[17:18 - 17:23] what I am and look how far I got being this. Not only that, this song and video is a narrative
[17:23 - 17:29] killer. It kills the narrative, man. And I'll tell you how, because if you look in the comments
[17:29 - 17:35] and you see what people say, like for instance, people will be like, oh, you fucking, oh, you
[17:35 - 17:41] racist, this, that and the other. I just text back, you are they. Whether it's a white person,
[17:41 - 17:46] a black person, a Chinese person, I just type back, you are they. You're exactly who I'm talking
[17:46 - 17:52] about. What I'm trying to do is kill the narrative for everybody using myself and what everyone
[17:52 - 17:57] else calls me. I'm trying to kill the narrative for young black men to know that not everybody
[17:57 - 18:03] who looks like me or calls herself a redneck dislikes you because you're black. And I'm also
[18:03 - 18:08] trying to kill the narrative for young white men. Saying, look at me, bro, missing teeth, fucking
[18:08 - 18:16] dipping, drinking Mountain Dew. Listen to how I talk. I'm a fucking rapper, dude. And if I can do
[18:16 - 18:22] this, then you can do any motherfucking thing. And that goes for anybody. Whether you look exactly
[18:22 - 18:30] like me or the polar opposite. Society manipulates the brain to weaken the heart, which kills the
[18:30 - 18:36] soul of a person, which is why in the music video, I got bullet holes all in me, all over me, but
[18:36 - 18:41] I'm still standing up and trucking out. So I seen a reaction. This guy was watching it. He was like,
[18:41 - 18:45] dang, he got a bunch of bullet holes in him. Is he like supposed to be a zombie or something?
[18:45 - 18:51] No, pretty much. I'm just I'm saying it doesn't matter how many times they try to shoot me down.
[18:51 - 18:56] I'm still gonna get up and keep walking towards what I believe in. What I'm walking towards and
[18:56 - 19:02] what I believe in is a form of unity that's never been created before. That's massive. The kind of
[19:02 - 19:08] unity that Elvis Presley believed in and Martin Luther King got shot for. The system may have
[19:08 - 19:14] told me my neck's too red and brainwashed a lot of people into thinking my neck's too red also,
[19:14 - 19:20] but what do they think you're too much of? Too hoody, too redneck, too northern,
[19:20 - 19:26] too west coast. They want you to think you're too much of something because it's too real for
[19:26 - 19:32] society. And if you're too real for society, you get too much respect. I mean, hey, you know.
[19:32 - 19:42] Now y'all see why I live my life the way that I do.
[19:48 - 19:56] Like, for real, man, like y'all y'all people that sit there and, you know, rip on me like,
[19:56 - 20:00] you know, like he said, you know, and like I was telling this dude last night,
[20:00 - 20:04] you know, when I sat down and I talked with this dude.
[20:04 - 20:14] Um, you know, I straight out someone and he agreed with me on something.
[20:15 - 20:22] That y'all motherfuckers that talk shit on me, you only know me on YouTube and social media.
[20:22 - 20:29] You don't see the countless hours of hard work that I put in when I'm not on there.
[20:29 - 20:37] My motherfucker, I'm over here pulling four or five days of work with a few hours of fucking
[20:37 - 20:45] sleep in between. I'm over here pulling 48 hours on a couple hours of sleep and a shit ton of coffee.
[20:45 - 20:53] I'm over here busting my fucking ass. Like, you know, like he said,
[20:53 - 21:02] does money help when you when you're doing music? Yeah, absolutely, it does. But ultimately,
[21:02 - 21:09] my ultimate goal isn't to just make money, all right? That's not why I started doing music.
[21:09 - 21:15] I started doing music for motherfuckers like myself that ain't got shit. Motherfuckers like me that,
[21:15 - 21:25] you know, have been through depression, have actually attempted and survived suicide many
[21:25 - 21:31] times over for that kid that sits in school in the back of the class and is thinking about
[21:31 - 21:36] taking his own life because of fucking shitty people that he is around every fucking day.
[21:36 - 21:44] I do my music for the fucking kid that ain't got shit, who feels like he can't get nowhere.
[21:44 - 21:52] Those are the motherfuckers that I do it for. Yes, I love doing it for money.
[21:52 - 21:56] Don't get it wrong. I love, you know, being able to provide for my family. I love that
[21:57 - 22:02] because I can give back to the people that gave me everything.
[22:02 - 22:11] But when it comes down to the songs themselves, whenever I write a song, I write that shit with
[22:11 - 22:17] the motherfuckers like I just spoke about in mind. The people like myself that ain't got shit,
[22:17 - 22:21] the people like me that struggle every day just to get out of fucking bed.
[22:22 - 22:30] I do it for that single mom that has a kid and is waking up every day, going to work two different
[22:30 - 22:36] jobs and trying to provide for her family and that kid that has big dreams and aspirations of,
[22:36 - 22:46] you know, doing something. I mean, hell, look at me, all right? I came from literally a backwoods
[22:46 - 22:53] country town in the middle of Washington State, man, out in Bellingham, Washington,
[22:53 - 22:59] little tiny-ass fucking town on the outskirts of Seattle, Washington State, out on a fucking
[22:59 - 23:07] cow farm in the middle of nowhere. And look at me now. I've got a good-ass deal going with a
[23:07 - 23:11] major player in a huge game and I'm actually doing well for myself.
[23:11 - 23:29] So for y'all dumb motherfuckers that think you know me or that want to sit there and talk shit
[23:29 - 23:36] on me, you really don't fucking know me. Yeah, sure, you may have put my life on YouTube and
[23:36 - 23:43] this and that and the other, but that don't mean you fucking know me. Sure, you may talk about
[23:43 - 24:02] my family and shit, but that don't mean you know my family. You know, like I told this dude last
[24:02 - 24:10] night, man, y'all trolls that want to talk shit, at the end of the day, where are you going with
[24:10 - 24:17] your life? And let me tell you something. I'll be straight up honest with you, man. How few
[24:17 - 24:24] motherfucking trolls, including Marty, remind me of my motherfucking dad. Because my dad
[24:25 - 24:31] is a drunk piece of shit. Wasting his life away drinking beer and booze and doing drugs
[24:31 - 24:35] and this and that and the other. Wasting his life away is what he's doing.
[24:35 - 24:44] Which is exactly what you motherfuckers are doing. Wasting your life away. For what?
[24:44 - 24:53] Like y'all ain't doing nothing. Y'all ain't going nowhere. You're just wasting your life
[24:53 - 25:04] away for bullshit. While I'm over here and have been over here day in and day out, busting my ass,
[25:04 - 25:11] trying to get somewhere, trying to do something, trying to be something. What are y'all
[25:11 - 25:18] motherfuckers doing? Running your mouths talking shit, doing the same shit, day in and day out.
[25:21 - 25:27] And to the motherfuckers that want to sit there and say, for me to get a regular job,
[25:27 - 25:36] well, let me tell you, bro, I do have a job. Same as you. All right? Y'all get up at 7 a.m.
[25:36 - 25:42] I get up at 7 a.m. Y'all take a shower and eat breakfast and get ready for work. I do the same
[25:42 - 25:50] damn thing. The only difference between my job and yours are two things. One of them being y'all do
[25:50 - 25:58] whatever 9-to-5 job y'all do and mine being music. And the fact that y'all punch in a tongue in a
[25:58 - 26:10] fucking tom clock. You guys punch in a tom clock every day. I don't. But aside from those two
[26:10 - 26:16] things, I wake up in the morning, same as you. I get ready for work, same as you. And at the end
[26:16 - 26:24] of the day, I sleep in my bed, same as you. There ain't no motherfucking difference between what we do.
[26:24 - 26:37] Like I said, the only difference between me and you guys that talk shit and say and tell me to
[26:37 - 26:44] get a job, like I said, the only difference is the jobs that we do and the fact that y'all punch in
[26:44 - 26:48] a tom clock and I don't. That's the only difference.
[26:48 - 27:02] But as for Life Giant films, man, I want to say thank you, brother, man,
[27:02 - 27:07] for, you know, giving me the opportunity that you gave me, dude. Like I can honestly say, bro,
[27:08 - 27:15] I am beyond humbled. I'm beyond grateful and thankful that, you know, you're helping me out
[27:15 - 27:21] the way that you are, man. Because it really does, you know, mean a lot that, you know,
[27:21 - 27:26] you didn't have to. Like you didn't have to reach out to me, but you did. And I can honestly say,
[27:26 - 27:36] man, I'm glad that I did respond. I'm glad that we are talking. Because you provided me with
[27:36 - 27:42] an opportunity that I'm taking very seriously and an opportunity that I'm taking advantage
[27:42 - 27:46] of and I'm knocking the hell out of the park and getting somewhere with.
[27:46 - 28:00] Because far too long, I've let, you know, so many opportunities pass me by because of all the
[28:00 - 28:08] bullshit. And it feels good to be back from where I belong and doing what I should be doing,
[28:08 - 28:14] which is my music, my artwork and hanging out with my friends and family.
[28:14 - 28:19] And I can also say I appreciate the living shit out of you for helping me out with that shit,
[28:19 - 28:25] bro. And the fact that you're helping push my shit in the right direction,
[28:25 - 28:37] I fully appreciate that. 100%. And also, I want to give an even bigger shout out
[28:37 - 28:43] to the real ones that have helped me down, man. All the real motherfuckers that have had my back,
[28:43 - 28:49] like my brother Adam from across the pond, shout to my motherfucking brother Adam. What's good,
[28:49 - 28:55] bro? You know I love you, dog. You know I love you, bro. Shout out to my motherfucking brother
[28:55 - 29:03] from across the pond, Adam, my boy Clint from Australia, my best friend and brother of 16
[29:03 - 29:13] years, Jake. My two childhood best friends who are actually a couple and have been dating since
[29:13 - 29:22] we were kids, Marky and Rachie, aka Marcus and Rachel, Marky and Rach. I fucking love you guys.
[29:22 - 29:32] Thank you. Fucking my best friend Ellie and her mom Jane from over in fucking Scotland.
[29:32 - 29:39] Fucking love you guys. You guys have had my back. My boy Travis said,
[29:40 - 29:44] and speaking of what, Travis, if you are watching this, man, I am going to be sending out your
[29:44 - 29:49] artwork to you as soon as I possibly can, bro. First chance I get, I'm sending you that shit,
[29:49 - 29:57] so don't worry, I got you. But like, you know, people like my boy Crypt K, Michael,
[29:57 - 30:02] another good friend of mine, Charity.
[30:06 - 30:13] You know, all y'all motherfuckers that have had my backs, and I mean, genuinely had my back,
[30:13 - 30:16] and do still have my back, I appreciate.
[30:16 - 30:23] Like, y'all motherfuckers have my back, whether it's here on Facebook, whether it's on Discord,
[30:23 - 30:30] you know, whether it's on, you know, Reddit, YouTube, Twitter, Tumblr, whatever it is.
[30:31 - 30:37] You know, y'all motherfuckers having my back means a lot.
[30:37 - 30:46] It really fucking does. So in a way, Marty was right.
[30:46 - 30:57] In a way, Marty was very right. Part of me is dead. And the part of me that's dead is the old me.
[30:57 - 31:05] This, you know, Cyrax is dead, gone, finito, adios, see you later. Ain't never coming back.
[31:05 - 31:13] All right, because the reason why I abandoned the whole Cyrax
[31:13 - 31:18] persona is because it's attached to negative stuff.
[31:22 - 31:28] It's attached to negativity and a lot of fucking shit that I've been through that I don't want
[31:28 - 31:40] to go through again. That's why I am detaching myself from that name entirely.
[31:40 - 31:49] And I'm going under a whole new name that I am not revealing yet, except to very certain,
[31:49 - 31:56] very, very specific certain people that know what's going on. Those people that I want to know
[31:56 - 32:01] already know and that love the name that I'm running with.
[32:01 - 32:10] So just know that I got big things in the fucking works.
[32:17 - 32:23] And that motherfuckers like Marty ain't doing shit to stop me this time around.
[32:23 - 32:26] Because like I said before, this time I got fucking back up.
[32:26 - 32:34] And I'm on the right track to success. And I have no intentions on stopping.
[32:34 - 32:45] I have no intentions whatsoever on stopping. So if you're a hater, I'm giving you two choices.
[32:46 - 32:53] Either save yourself and get the hell out of the way or get run the fuck over because I
[32:53 - 32:58] ain't stopping for no motherfucking money. I ain't stopping for you. I ain't stopping for Marty.
[32:58 - 33:05] I ain't stopping for no motherfucking money. All right. I want to pass to success and I'm
[33:05 - 33:10] going to reach that goal. I don't care who I have to go through. I don't care who I have to run
[33:10 - 33:16] over that's getting in my way to stop me. If you're a hater and you're in the way,
[33:16 - 33:20] well guess what? You're getting run the fuck over because I ain't backing down for shit.
[33:20 - 33:39] Like I am not going nowhere. I got brand new music that I'm working on. I've got a whole bunch
[33:39 - 33:45] of shit that I'm doing that I've been doing the last few days since talking to this dude.
[33:45 - 33:52] And let me tell you, things are looking good. Things are looking real fucking good right now.
[33:52 - 33:59] Real good. Not just for myself, but in the long run for my family
[33:59 - 34:05] and for my friends and the people that I want to help out.
[34:07 - 34:16] Things are starting to look real good all the way around.
[34:16 - 34:26] So to y'all that said that I want to be nothing
[34:26 - 34:32] or do anything with my life, I just got one thing to say to y'all.
[34:36 - 34:40] And it's in the form of this. It's in the form of this right here.
[34:40 - 34:55] And what I got in the city, y'all motherfuckers that want to rip on me,
[34:55 - 35:01] is in the form of this song right here by church. Shout out to Up Church, man. Shout out to the
[35:01 - 35:06] motherfucking Crete squad, man. You know I fucking love y'all, man. Shout out to my fucking Crete
[35:06 - 35:08] squad family.
[35:08 - 35:19] [Music]
[35:20 - 35:34] They said my neck was doing it. Yeah, they said my dream was getting in.
[35:34 - 35:42] They said people like me don't trip. Said my mind won't ever get in.
[35:42 - 36:04] He said my neck was doing it, neck to neck, boy neck to neck, my neck's doing it.
[36:04 - 36:30] [Music]
[36:30 - 36:48] They said my neck was doing it. Yeah, they said my dream was getting in.
[36:48 - 36:56] They said people like me don't trip. Said my mind won't ever get in.
[36:56 - 37:18] They said my neck was doing it, neck to neck, boy neck to neck, my neck's doing it.
[37:18 - 37:36] They said my neck was doing it. Yeah, they said my neck was doing it.
[37:36 - 38:00] Yeah, they said my neck was doing it. Yeah, they said my neck was doing it.
[38:00 - 38:10] Yeah, they said people like me don't trip. Said my mind won't ever get in.
[38:10 - 38:28] He said my neck was doing it, neck to neck, boy neck to neck, my neck's doing it.
[38:28 - 38:52] Yeah, they said my neck was doing it. Yeah, they said my neck was doing it.
[38:52 - 39:21] Now, this one right here, I'm about to do this one my motherfucking self, man.
[39:21 - 39:38] See if I can find it here.
[39:38 - 40:07] See, you should have like a lyrics video, audio singles, let's see what we got here.
[40:07 - 40:32] This one right here is for all the haters, man. All y'all want to run up on me? This is what y'all get.
[40:32 - 40:39] I get some Wainry, I can kill a man. But I remember my place and still I stand.
[40:39 - 40:46] Even though they pissed me off and kicked me down, I know it's on me 'cause I think I'm kind of wicked sound.
[40:46 - 40:49] What a heavy face. Y'all hear me? 'Cause I'm doing it y'all. Y'all hear me?
[40:49 - 40:53] 'Cause I run it for the, run the buzz, I'm through the rhythm of the song.
[40:53 - 40:57] What a sign of the god. What does he think he is? What does he can't hold to give me back?
[40:57 - 40:59] Just like that, I don't really like this shit. So what?
[40:59 - 41:03] I cannot help it, I don't kill it, so I'm a real y'all.
[41:03 - 41:06] Just like you cannot help it, I ain't got a little flow.
[41:06 - 41:09] But I'm still going there, my flow is still flow.
[41:09 - 41:13] Make a good lady, I'll make you look like you bite the pillow.
[41:13 - 41:17] So fuck you haters, dare they, I'll make you a baddie.
[41:17 - 41:20] 'Cause I'm as great as you doin' today, you're never losing facts.
[41:20 - 41:23] He said everybody hatin' on me when I'm broke.
[41:23 - 41:27] Hold up a second, pussy, that's something I gotta know.
[41:27 - 41:30] When you look at my face.
[41:30 - 41:33] Are you mad 'cause I'm doin' it, y'all?
[41:33 - 41:37] 'Cause I'm mad when you look at my face.
[41:37 - 41:41] Are you mad, white man?
[41:41 - 41:44] When you look at my face.
[41:44 - 41:47] Are you mad 'cause I'm doin' it, y'all?
[41:47 - 41:51] 'Cause I'm mad when you look at my face.
[41:51 - 41:56] Are you mad, white man?
[41:56 - 41:59] I'm one of the best, but they chargein' me.
[41:59 - 42:03] Oh no, they all know that they musically can't fuck with me.
[42:03 - 42:06] There ain't no part of me I couldn't see.
[42:06 - 42:08] Now I'm lucky 'cause I'm gonna wait.
[42:08 - 42:12] When I touch your feet, your jaws drop.
[42:12 - 42:15] If they stomp, just go low, look at me.
[42:15 - 42:17] And they wish that they ain't really my throne.
[42:17 - 42:20] But I made it so narrow, that I'm hit 'til they clear me out.
[42:20 - 42:24] I need your sleep and the old chuzzles, and they're gettin' near me now.
[42:24 - 42:27] Can't but make up for the body that'll guide me.
[42:27 - 42:30] Don't know how I became as human as inside me.
[42:30 - 42:34] Don't even try me, I'm gonna take you lightly.
[42:34 - 42:37] Do something, you want to do something, you want me, come and find me.
[42:37 - 42:41] Now I am gettin' down, look at my face, man, I see the mask.
[42:41 - 42:45] I may be young, but I see some shit that'll make you see the mask.
[42:45 - 42:48] It's for surprise, y'all better watch your words.
[42:48 - 42:51] I don't fuck with him, but he said she said no question, I got you, sir.
[42:51 - 42:57] When you look at my face, are you mad 'cause I know when you're young?
[42:57 - 43:01] Because I'm mad when you look at my face.
[43:01 - 43:04] Are you mad, a white man?
[43:04 - 43:11] When you look at my face, are you mad 'cause I'm too young?
[43:11 - 43:15] Because I'm mad when you look at my face.
[43:15 - 43:19] Are you mad, a white man?
[43:20 - 43:30] And that's facts, dude, that is straight fuckin' facts.
[43:30 - 43:37] While I'm out here doin' my shit, doin' my music, puttin' in my hours, puttin' in my hardass work,
[43:37 - 43:40] like I said in the beginning of this stream, man,
[43:40 - 43:43] what are you fuckin' lame-ass trolls doin'?
[43:43 - 43:45] Nothin'.
[43:45 - 43:50] Y'all are doin' a bunch of high school fuckin' bullshit.
[43:50 - 43:55] Talkin' 'bout, oh, he said this, he said that, oh, he's doin' this, oh, he's doin' that,
[43:55 - 43:59] oh, he's not doin' this, he's not doin' that.
[43:59 - 44:03] Dude, no one gives a fuck about what you don't fuck sink.
[44:03 - 44:06] Clearly no one gives a shit.
[44:06 - 44:11] Honestly, just like church, I feel bad for you motherfuckers,
[44:11 - 44:16] 'cause y'all ain't got nothin' better to do with your lives than to talk shit on motherfuckers.
[44:16 - 44:21] People like me that are actually out here doin' shit.
[44:21 - 44:29] Bro, I created a whole fuckin' genre of music back in 2018, alright?
[44:29 - 44:35] I created a whole new motherfuckin' genre of music that I am bringin' back from the dead,
[44:35 - 44:38] that I am reopening.
[44:38 - 44:44] I'm takin' it from the old Shadow Blade name and I'm bringin' it into the fuckin' new one.
[44:44 - 44:51] Alright, I created a whole new fuckin' genre of music combining all styles of EDM into one fuckin' sound.
[44:51 - 44:55] And half y'all motherfuckers can't even do that.
[44:55 - 45:06] And y'all wanna sit here and talk shit on me?
[45:06 - 45:08] Well, let me tell you something, man.
[45:08 - 45:13] When you motherfuckers can create a new genre of music,
[45:13 - 45:18] play an instrument, or do the shit that I fuckin' do,
[45:18 - 45:23] or make a fuckin' song that actually has a thousand plus fuckin' views,
[45:23 - 45:26] then we can fuckin' talk.
[45:26 - 45:33] When you actually get big deals like the one I got goin' on right now,
[45:35 - 45:40] with Life Giant Films, then come fuckin' say something.
[45:40 - 45:49] When you have a major fuckin' deal goin' on with somebody big like Life Giant Films
[45:49 - 45:53] that has actually done sound music, matter of fact,
[45:53 - 45:58] let me show y'all one of the trailers that they did the music for.
[46:04 - 46:07] Let's see if y'all recognize...
[46:07 - 46:30] Let's see if y'all recognize this trailer right here.
[46:31 - 46:33] Oh, Disney Cheez-it.
[46:33 - 46:50] Y'all recognize this trailer right here?
[46:50 - 46:53] Let's see if y'all recognize this trailer right here.
[46:53 - 47:01] Evan McCauley.
[47:01 - 47:07] Diagnosed with schizophrenia at 14.
[47:07 - 47:13] After covering the words, look inside into your chest with a box car.
[47:13 - 47:16] Look inside.
[47:19 - 47:21] Why those words?
[47:21 - 47:27] Which one of these is yours?
[47:27 - 47:33] You can skip whatever the hell this is because none of that is mine.
[47:33 - 47:40] You gotta hear that music playing in the back.
[47:40 - 47:41] Was it yours?
[47:41 - 47:43] I don't know what you're talking about.
[47:43 - 47:45] Jesus!
[47:45 - 47:50] Every time you say, "I don't know," this trigger gets good.
[47:50 - 47:52] Is it yours?
[47:52 - 47:53] But I don't know.
[47:53 - 47:55] Are you out of your mind?
[47:55 - 47:58] Last time, second.
[47:58 - 47:59] Is.
[47:59 - 48:00] This.
[48:00 - 48:03] Yours!
[48:03 - 48:11] Hello, old friend.
[48:12 - 48:15] Oh, you're kidding.
[48:15 - 48:23] Now, y'all heard that music in the back.
[48:23 - 48:26] That's the kind of shit that they fucking do.
[48:26 - 48:35] So, trust what I say, I'm rolling with some big fucking names.
[48:40 - 48:43] I'm doing quite fucking well for myself.
[48:43 - 48:52] So, for y'all motherfuckers that want to rip on me, think again.
[48:52 - 48:58] Because, like I said since the very motherfucking beginning, bro.
[48:58 - 49:02] I'm up here, y'all are down here.
[49:02 - 49:06] I ain't coming down to pick y'all motherfuckers up.
[49:09 - 49:11] The ones that roll with me?
[49:11 - 49:13] Shit.
[49:13 - 49:15] Bring y'all's asses up here to the motherfucking town, man.
[49:15 - 49:17] We're celebrating together.
[49:17 - 49:24] Every motherfucker that has held my ass down, that has actually done shit to help me,
[49:24 - 49:27] like my boy Christopher Frame, shout out to my boy Chris.
[49:27 - 49:28] What's good?
[49:28 - 49:29] AKA Nylit.
[49:29 - 49:30] What's good, bro?
[49:30 - 49:32] You know, people like that.
[49:32 - 49:38] People like my best friend from high school saying all the people that I mentioned previously
[49:38 - 49:39] that I'm close to.
[49:39 - 49:47] People like Rachel here, fucking my boy Norman here, man.
[49:47 - 49:49] Shit.
[49:49 - 49:56] Y'all motherfuckers, I'm bringing y'all to the fucking top with me.
[49:56 - 50:01] I ain't going up there by my motherfucking self, man.
[50:01 - 50:04] I'm bringing y'all motherfuckers with me.
[50:05 - 50:09] Because when I get somewhere, it ain't just a victory for me.
[50:09 - 50:14] It ain't just me getting somewhere, it's all of us getting somewhere.
[50:14 - 50:20] So I can honestly say this, man.
[50:20 - 50:25] Mad, mad, fucking mad shout out to Life Giant Films, man.
[50:25 - 50:27] Straight the fuck up, bro.
[50:28 - 50:35] Shout out to Life Giant Films, man, doing big fucking things, bro.
[50:35 - 50:39] Doing real big things.
[50:39 - 50:47] And, you know, also massive, massive shout out to my brother Matt.
[50:47 - 50:48] What up, Matt?
[50:48 - 50:52] And our good friend Tyler, who actually was them, shout out to Tyler.
[50:52 - 50:53] What's good, bro?
[50:56 - 51:02] But for real, man, y'all trolls think that you're doing something, but really, you're not.
[51:02 - 51:08] I ain't looking back in my motherfucking past, okay?
[51:08 - 51:11] I ain't looking back this way in my past.
[51:11 - 51:15] I'm looking that way, dead ahead, long term.
[51:15 - 51:22] See, while y'all are sitting here thinking short term of,
[51:22 - 51:26] "Oh, what can I do right now in this very minute?"
[51:26 - 51:28] I'm thinking long term.
[51:28 - 51:33] What can I do to affect my future in a positive way?
[51:33 - 51:42] What can I do to, you know, what can I do now that will have a positive influence on me tomorrow
[51:42 - 51:46] or, you know, like when I write a song, I'm constantly thinking,
[51:46 - 51:52] "How is this going to sound two or three years down the road?"
[51:52 - 52:00] "How is this soundscape piece that I created going to sound 30, 40 years down the road,
[52:00 - 52:04] 100 years, 200 years when I'm dead and gone?"
[52:04 - 52:08] Like, "How is this shit going to sound in the future?"
[52:08 - 52:11] That's what I'm focused on.
[52:12 - 52:18] But like I said, if y'all want to waste your lives away being idiots, that's on y'all.
[52:18 - 52:24] Because while y'all are living in the past, I'm living in the motherfucking future, bro.
[52:24 - 52:30] I'm living in the motherfucking future.
[52:30 - 52:35] And yeah, of course I'm living in the here and now, that's for sure.
[52:35 - 52:39] Obviously, you know, I think about what I can do right now.
[52:39 - 52:45] Like, as far as skills go, I have always, you know, had that mindset of like,
[52:45 - 52:48] "Okay, what can I do right now?"
[52:48 - 52:54] But that right now also translates into my future.
[52:54 - 53:00] And the sense of, "Okay, what can I do right now?"
[53:00 - 53:04] That would be good for me.
[53:04 - 53:08] That would impact my future in a good way.
[53:08 - 53:10] That's what I'm on.
[53:10 - 53:13] That's what I'm thinking every time.
[53:13 - 53:19] "What can I do now in the present that will affect my future in a positive way?"
[53:19 - 53:24] Or, "How can I top what I just did music-wise?"
[53:24 - 53:27] I'm always chasing that shit.
[53:27 - 53:31] So to all y'all trolls, man, keep on hatin', man.
[53:31 - 53:35] 'Cause Cyrax is dead. He's old news.
[53:36 - 53:40] Like Cyrax is dead and gone.
[53:40 - 53:49] The new me that ain't Cyrax and ain't connected to that shit is here and now.
[53:49 - 53:57] As of this moment, as of this stream, the minute that this stream started up,
[53:57 - 54:04] and the minute that this stream ends, from those points on, Cyrax is dead.
[54:04 - 54:08] Gone, finito, out the door.
[54:08 - 54:18] And the brand new me is born, again, for the second time.
[54:18 - 54:22] And let me tell you, I am looking back.
[54:22 - 54:29] So y'all trolls can waste your lives away all you want.
[54:29 - 54:35] Like, you can sit there, waste your life away, do whatever.
[54:35 - 54:39] But, let me tell you something.
[54:39 - 54:42] If you really want to get somewhere in life,
[54:42 - 54:46] if you actually really want to do something with your life,
[54:46 - 54:50] here's what you need to do, alright?
[54:50 - 54:55] Stop wasting your fucking life on bullshit that don't fucking matter.
[54:55 - 55:01] Stop wasting all your goddamn time on social media talking shit on people
[55:01 - 55:05] and being a shitty person.
[55:05 - 55:12] 'Cause being a shitty person, it don't get you very far at all.
[55:12 - 55:14] It really don't.
[55:14 - 55:20] Being a kind person gets you somewhere.
[55:21 - 55:28] I'm going to give you guys a quote that I live by.
[55:28 - 55:30] And this is on Tattoo Stores,
[55:30 - 55:37] and this episode of Tattoo Stores is actually involved Chester Bennington,
[55:37 - 55:45] R.I.P. to Chester, not R.I.P. to Chester.
[55:45 - 55:49] And he said this, and I live by this every day,
[55:49 - 55:54] you can have the best artwork in the fucking world.
[55:54 - 55:57] You can have the best artwork in the world.
[55:57 - 55:59] But if you have a shitty attitude,
[55:59 - 56:04] I'm not letting you come in anywhere near me with that needle.
[56:04 - 56:08] Same thing goes for me in the music industry.
[56:08 - 56:13] You can be the best vocalist, the best rapper, the best singer,
[56:13 - 56:20] the best beat producer, whatever, the best DJ, it don't matter.
[56:20 - 56:26] But if you got a shitty fucking attitude and you act like you're above everyone
[56:26 - 56:30] and then your mind ain't opening and you feel like,
[56:30 - 56:34] "Oh, it has to be this way and fuck what you think, blah, blah, blah."
[56:34 - 56:41] If you got a shitty fucking attitude, chances are I ain't going to fucking work with you.
[56:41 - 56:44] Or if I see that you're doing something stupid
[56:44 - 56:46] and you're treating people like shit,
[56:46 - 56:49] I sure as hell ain't going to work with you.
[56:49 - 56:53] But if I see that you're trying to help yourself
[56:53 - 56:58] or you're being good to other people
[56:58 - 57:02] and you're treating them with respect and dignity that they deserve,
[57:02 - 57:06] then yeah, I'm more than likely going to be like,
[57:06 - 57:09] "Yo, what can I help you out with? What do you got?
[57:09 - 57:13] What do you need help with?"
[57:13 - 57:16] So my advice to y'all, if you want to get somewhere
[57:16 - 57:19] and you want people to like you,
[57:19 - 57:23] stop being a shitty fucking person.
[57:23 - 57:26] Straight out, stop being fucking shitty to people
[57:26 - 57:38] and you might actually get somewhere.
[57:38 - 57:41] Like for real, y'all actually might get somewhere
[57:41 - 57:50] if you stop being a shitty fucking person.
[57:50 - 57:52] But as y'all, I'm about to bounce, man.
[57:52 - 57:54] I hope you guys enjoy your day, man,
[57:54 - 57:56] or your evening, or your afternoon,
[57:56 - 57:58] whatever you guys are out in the world, man.
[57:58 - 58:01] Shout-out to Black Giant Films, man.
[58:01 - 58:04] Again, bro, I seriously thank you for the opportunity, bro,
[58:04 - 58:08] and I can also say I'm enjoying what we got going, man,
[58:08 - 58:10] and I look forward to the future.
[58:10 - 58:14] 100% I'm looking forward to it.
[58:14 - 58:18] And, you know, mad shout-out to everybody that stood behind me
[58:18 - 58:23] and is still standing behind me for this very fucking day, man.
[58:23 - 58:27] Like, you know, shout-out to my best friend, Ellie, and her mom, Jane.
[58:27 - 58:30] Shout-out to my childhood best friend, Marcus,
[58:30 - 58:35] and his girl, Rachel, who I both grew up with.
[58:35 - 58:38] Shout-out to my boy, Christopher Friend.
[58:38 - 58:40] Shout-out to my brother, Matt.
[58:40 - 58:43] Rachel, not the Rachel that I grew up with,
[58:43 - 58:45] but the other Rachel, the ones here in the chat.
[58:45 - 58:47] Shout-out to you, girl.
[58:47 - 58:53] Shout-out to Norman, Norman Brandit.
[58:53 - 58:56] Shout-out to you, bro.
[58:56 - 58:59] Shout-out to my boy, Clint, what up, Clint?
[58:59 - 59:05] Shout-out to Charity, Michael, AK, Crip K.
[59:05 - 59:08] Shout-out to my buddy, Matt, Tyler.
[59:08 - 59:10] Shout-out to all y'all motherfuckers
[59:10 - 59:12] that have had my back since day one, man.
[59:12 - 59:17] Shout-out to my motherfucking brother, Anthony Motherfucking Burns,
[59:17 - 59:19] AK, Motivation Burns.
[59:19 - 59:23] Shout-out to you, big dog.
[59:23 - 59:27] Massive, massive shout-out to my motherfucking brother,
[59:27 - 59:32] to the fucking death of me, Adam.
[59:32 - 59:34] Man, mad shout-out to you, my dude.
[59:34 - 59:36] Mad shout-out to my bro, Dequan, man.
[59:36 - 59:38] What up, bro?
[59:38 - 59:40] Shout-out to my homie, Josie.
[59:40 - 59:41] Shout-out to my homie, Jose.
[59:41 - 59:42] What up, Jose?
[59:42 - 59:45] You know I'll see you, bro.
[59:45 - 59:47] Shout-out to all y'all, man,
[59:47 - 59:51] that have had my fucking back since day one.
[59:51 - 59:54] You guys have kept shit going,
[59:54 - 59:56] and I appreciate the living hell out of you guys, man.
[59:56 - 60:00] Straight up, I appreciate everything y'all do, 100%.
[60:00 - 60:03] So, let's get this shit.
[60:03 - 60:05] Let's get this shit live, John.
[60:05 - 60:09] Man, let's get this shit topping off.
[60:09 - 60:11] Let's fucking do shit.
[60:11 - 60:13] Let's, you know, get the ball rolling.
[60:13 - 60:15] Let's make shit happen.
[60:15 - 60:18] And to all the fans and everybody I just mentioned,
[60:18 - 60:21] man, let's fucking bring this shit up together, man,
[60:21 - 60:25] and show these guys that we can't be stopped.
[60:25 - 60:28] 'Cause like I said, I ain't just doing this all on my own.
[60:28 - 60:32] This is all of us doing this shit together, man.
[60:32 - 60:36] So, fuck these assholes that think they're stopping us, man,
[60:36 - 60:40] 'cause they ain't stopping shit.
[60:40 - 60:43] 'Cause like I said, I ain't just doing this for me.
[60:43 - 60:45] I'm doing this for all of us, man.
[60:45 - 60:48] Everybody that has helped me down and have my back,
[60:48 - 60:51] like I said, as I'm going up to the top of that mountain
[60:51 - 60:53] that I'm making my way out there
[60:53 - 60:56] to where I should have been the whole time.
[60:56 - 60:58] Dude, I ain't doing it alone, man.
[60:58 - 61:00] I'm dragging y'all motherfuckers with me.
[61:00 - 61:03] We're actually doing this shit.
[61:03 - 61:06] So, fuck these guys that want to try to hold me back.
[61:06 - 61:08] They ain't shit.
[61:08 - 61:11] Let's fucking get this, man.
[61:11 - 61:15] Let's do some fucking good.
[61:15 - 61:17] Peace.
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