Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 10

[0:00 - 0:06] If I were you, I would shut my YouTube channel down before I shut it down for you because uh,
[0:06 - 0:14] oh, that's right. I can get you on copyright in your friend's hands. Geez, that'd be a shame
[0:14 - 0:19] if your channel got taken down, wouldn't it? That'd be a real shame if your channel got taken down,
[0:19 - 0:26] wouldn't it dude? I will break into your channel and have it shut down. And that is not a threat,
[0:26 - 0:32] that is a promise that I will personally break into your account and delete your channel for you.
[0:32 - 0:38] And if I don't do it that way, well guess what? I'll have YouTube do it for me. Oh wow.
[0:38 - 0:43] Sony actually knows the law. It's a miracle.
[0:47 - 1:02] Running around in my head. Every day it feels like I'm dead. Nobody ever really understands
[1:02 - 1:14] what it's like on the outside. Looking in with a heart so broken down. You don't know if you can
[1:14 - 1:28] even make it through the day. Every day I sit and wonder as I watch every day pass me by and I'm
[1:28 - 1:41] so depressed every single day of my life. I'm so tired of feeling like this. Tired of all of this
[1:41 - 1:58] depression defeating me. I just want to get away from everything. I just want to be free from
[1:58 - 2:21] everything. I'm tired of being what I've become. Tired of being as everybody sees me.
[2:25 - 2:41] Tired of being that person that everybody makes me out to be. I'm tired of everything around me.
[2:41 - 2:55] Falling apart it seems like every time I take a step or die. Always taking two steps back right
[2:55 - 3:12] into where I was again or the hundreds I'm making. I'm so tired of fighting every single
[3:12 - 3:22] team and that comes my way. I'm sick of being strong for everybody. I just want to be mine.
[3:24 - 3:38] So begin I'm tired of feeling like I'll never end up tired of feeling like nobody understands me.
[3:38 - 3:50] I'm so tired of being what everybody wants me to be.
[3:50 - 4:05] Hey, all was so easy when we were just like you.
[4:05 - 4:15] You always tried to tease me like we're just a dream. Why did I have to see you walking through the crowd?
[4:15 - 4:26] Tell me this is an empty night 'cause this time comes out. You turn your head to see how could it be?
[4:26 - 4:36] Too early I stand and swim, I die. No time you want, I stand still, that's just not good enough.
[4:36 - 4:45] Please stay away too, I never could have been here back. I've still become only you.
[4:45 - 4:54] Hey, now don't you say things like this for my life. I told you just to end this thing.
[4:54 - 5:03] Tell me this time like you. I never needed you. Baby, it's your love and now I love you still.
[5:03 - 5:14] Wherever you go, it's just a way to go. I'll never care, but I feel your eyes, your hair, your toes, your hands.
[5:14 - 5:22] Eyes, your toes, your hair, tight. Wherever you go, I'll be there and we won't go.
[5:22 - 5:28] We're trying for the most of us to keep. This is what I've done around here.
[5:28 - 5:36] And it was all the leaves we went. We were just like you. Always tried to please me.
[5:36 - 5:43] Just like what everybody else goes into. Didn't even care about me.
[5:52 - 6:01] What did I have to see? You saw the man, his face is happy. I could have talked about you.
[6:01 - 6:10] Take your hand and see me how it could have been. Two of all the guys in the square, I know you did it.
[6:10 - 6:20] You went from that moment on. I knew these were things that we were gonna be together.
[6:20 - 6:50] What did I have to see? You walked into the crowd.
[6:50 - 6:55] Tell me, Jason, that the eyes could have been talking about you.
[6:55 - 7:00] Turn your hand and see me how it could have been.
[7:00 - 7:04] Two of the guys in the square, I know you did it.
[7:04 - 7:10] You turned into my heart. Still, that's not good enough.
[7:10 - 7:20] Please give it away to whatever you know in your back. I'm still the dog, only you.
[7:20 - 7:25] And now the future's changing, rising from my eyes.
[7:25 - 7:30] My whole vision, the endless peace, the peace child inside.
[7:30 - 7:38] I, I never needed you. Didn't need your love. And now I love you still.
[7:38 - 7:46] Wherever you go, to the rain or so, I'll never give up till you rise.
[7:46 - 7:52] Your lips, your toes, your hair, eyes, your clothes, their skies.
[7:52 - 8:00] Wherever you go, from there, we float. Now we're trapped for the most of us.
[8:00 - 8:08] Still, Jason, that's what I've done around here. Hey, it was all so easy when we were just nice.
[8:08 - 8:15] You always tried to tease me despite what everybody else told you to do.
[8:15 - 8:18] Didn't even give a fuck about me.
[8:18 - 8:39] [MUSIC]
[8:39 - 8:47] And yo, I'm really getting tired of all these fakes, like Crip Gay, the one and the music artist.
[8:47 - 8:54] Always running the mouse. Always saying that they're my friend, but then they turn me and stab me in the back.
[8:54 - 8:58] Alright, let's show this motherfucker what's up.
[8:58 - 9:03] Every single day you wanna run your mouth about me.
[9:03 - 9:10] Then you turn around and like everybody gives a fuck what you say.
[9:10 - 9:16] But they really don't go fuck about you.
[9:16 - 9:21] All you warriors are stupid. They don't wanna be evil faggot men.
[9:21 - 9:25] Suckin' your boy, Josh's dick is what excites you.
[9:25 - 9:31] And your girls are motherfuckin' dyke, just like you.
[9:31 - 9:35] All you wanna do is sit there and attend me.
[9:35 - 9:40] I like you my homie, but really you ain't anything to me.
[9:40 - 9:49] I'm so tired of you, fake ass, stupid little faggot, running your own mouth about me.
[9:49 - 10:01] Then you forget that I'm the one that beat the YouTube system, protein algorithm in every single way.
[10:01 - 10:12] And nobody gives a fuck about what you say. 'Cause no one even knows who you are.
[10:12 - 10:19] Anyway, so all you doin' is switchin' up all your music one minute.
[10:19 - 10:26] You go rockin', then you go middle. You're like your one of the little peeps.
[10:26 - 10:31] But you ain't even on my motherfuckin' level.
[10:31 - 10:37] Stupid little wannabe, skate a rasping. Go ahead, come at me if you dare.
[10:37 - 10:43] 'Cause you know that you can never handle me.
[10:43 - 11:13] ???
[11:13 - 11:21] ?? Walking through the darkness in my head. ??
[11:21 - 11:30] ?? Everybody's running their mouth and I can't even hear what they're saying. ??
[11:30 - 11:42] ?? I cannot feel my own side inside my head. ??
[11:42 - 11:54] ?? I'm so tired of feeling lost inside the world that's not my love. ??
[11:54 - 12:02] ?? How can I get out and not think out of myself? ??
[12:02 - 12:07] ?? I just need to get out of this hell. ??
[12:07 - 12:16] ?? I need to get out of this hell. ??
[12:16 - 12:27] ?? Feeling trapped inside my throat. ??
[12:27 - 12:57] ?? What I've given that I can't seem to escape. ??
[12:57 - 12:59] ?? I don't do it for the thing. ??
[12:59 - 13:03] ?? But when I throw the money out. ??
[13:03 - 13:10] ?? Do this for the people that we're like. ??
[13:10 - 13:14] ?? I do this for the outcast. ??
[13:14 - 13:16] ?? Once I've done. ??
[13:16 - 13:27] ?? Dead inside my head. ??
[13:27 - 13:35] ?? I do this for the outcast. ??
[13:35 - 13:40] ?? I don't let it down. ??
[13:40 - 13:46] ?? I do this for the ones that don't have anything. ??
[13:46 - 13:49] ?? The ones that aren't right. ??
[13:49 - 13:54] ?? I don't let it down. ??
[13:54 - 14:02] ?? I feel like I'm dead inside my brain. ??
[14:02 - 14:04] ?? Got the crayon wave. ??
[14:04 - 14:06] ?? Looking in my face. ??
[14:06 - 14:13] ?? And it just might go away. ??
[14:13 - 14:17] ?? Tired of living outside. ??
[14:17 - 14:20] ?? No one can stop. ??
[14:20 - 14:27] ?? Tired of feeling like I'm on my own. ??
[14:27 - 14:31] ?? Tired of walking this path. ??
[14:31 - 14:36] ?? I'm on my own. ??
[14:36 - 14:44] ?? Why is it that I have to walk this path? ??
[14:44 - 14:49] ?? I'm on my own now every day. ??
[14:49 - 14:55] ?? I feel like I'm just really feeling like I'm ??
[14:55 - 14:57] ?? Fought of walking this path. ??
[14:57 - 15:08] ?? I feel like I'm kind of trapped in this second now. ??
[15:08 - 15:12] ?? Tired of feeling like I don't care. ??
[15:12 - 15:15] ?? Tired of feeling like I'm on my own. ??
[15:15 - 15:22] ?? Tired of living in this second now. ??
[15:22 - 15:31] ??
[15:31 - 15:40] ?? Want a breath through my head. ??
[15:40 - 15:45] ?? Feel so lost. ??
[15:45 - 15:53] ?? Always feeling broken down on the inside. ??
[15:53 - 15:55] ?? Don't know where to go. ??
[15:55 - 15:59] ?? Don't know what I'm doing anymore. ??
[15:59 - 16:02] ?? When it seems all right. ??
[16:02 - 16:09] ?? Know how to do is find back in the one I shouldn't. ??
[16:09 - 16:14] ?? I'm so tired of feeling all this heartache. ??
[16:14 - 16:20] ?? Don't know what I'm doing anymore. ??
[16:20 - 16:27] ?? How is it that I got you in the first place? ??
[16:27 - 16:31] ?? Always seems like time's catching up with me. ??
[16:31 - 16:39] ?? I just can't keep up the pace of everything. ??
[16:39 - 16:47] ?? Why is it that I'm always trapped in the family of the past? ??
[16:47 - 16:53] ?? It seems like I'm taking one step forward in two steps. ??
[16:53 - 16:56] ?? Backing everything up. ??
[16:56 - 17:01] ?? Step forward and fall right back. ??
[17:01 - 17:07] ?? Into the darkness that I'm trying to escape from. ??
[17:07 - 17:16] ?? I know that I need to get out and get away from everything. ??
[17:16 - 17:19] ?? Why is it that I'm always lost? ??
[17:19 - 17:28] ?? Can't seem to find my way even though I know where to go. ??
[17:28 - 17:31] ?? Seems like I'm always scared to make a move. ??
[17:31 - 17:35] ?? I'll be just everybody please stand. ??
[17:35 - 17:40] ?? I'm so sore, that's not true. ??
[17:40 - 17:48] ?? So I sit here living through and being quiet at the night. ??
[17:48 - 17:52] ?? I'm not moving anymore. ??
[17:52 - 18:00] ?? I'm so tired of being in all these dark emotions. ??
[18:00 - 18:04] ?? Can I like I start coming inside? ??
[18:04 - 18:15] ?? Don't I know my feeling like I'm building a wall about myself. ??
[18:15 - 18:30] ?? And I don't know what to do with myself. I'm always stuck walking through my own mind. ??
[18:30 - 18:40] ?? I need to get out so my mind don't die. ??
[18:40 - 18:46] ?? This is your life, you do a valid one. I help you use her. ??
[18:46 - 18:52] ?? Never, ever, ever have a kidney. I curse you both. ??
[18:52 - 18:56] ?? That when you lose my number, you don't say my thing. ??
[18:56 - 19:02] ?? I tell everything about you again. I never, ever, ever want to hear you again. ??
[19:02 - 19:10] ?? You are a liar, and a cheer, and a man, and you're a player. ??
[19:10 - 19:12] ?? Pitched to you, realized what you ??
[19:12 - 19:15] ?? Motherfucker, did that mean the day that you ??
[19:15 - 19:18] ?? Ported to my life and started mentally, immediately. ??
[19:18 - 19:23] ?? It made me feel less than you. It made me feel down and out. ??
[19:23 - 19:28] ?? Made me feel worthless now. Where am I? Where the fuck are you? ??
[19:28 - 19:35] ?? 'Cause I don't know what the fuck to do. Bitch, stop your motherfucker lying, man. ??
[19:35 - 19:41] ?? All you're gonna do is keep on trying to come back into my life. ??
[19:41 - 19:47] ?? Like you're gonna motherfuckin' stand in the back and twist at night. ??
[19:47 - 19:56] ?? Well, guess what, little bitch, I got a dose of reality for you. ??
[19:56 - 20:08] ?? This shit ain't about you. It's about what you did to me. Bitch, stop your lying. ??
[20:08 - 20:12] ?? Yeah, you better, motherfuckin', stop your lying. ??
[20:12 - 20:16] ?? 'Cause deep inside, every day I am dying. ??
[20:16 - 20:20] ?? Every night I go to sleep, cryin' every night. ??
[20:20 - 20:26] ?? Waking up with these motherfuckin' cold sweats. Don't know what to do. ??
[20:26 - 20:29] ?? 'Cause it's creepy as this, got a hold on me. ??
[20:29 - 20:33] ?? And it's all because of what you did to me. ??
[20:33 - 20:38] ?? The day that you decided to mentally abuse me. ??
[20:38 - 20:42] ?? The time to death, I was worthless. The time to death. ??
[20:42 - 20:48] ?? You were better than me when all I wanted to do was be with you. ??
[20:48 - 20:55] ?? Bitch, what the fuck's your problem? ??
[20:55 - 20:58] ?? I told you to stop, but you didn't. ??
[20:58 - 21:05] ?? You just kept on going until it was too late. ??
[21:05 - 21:09] ?? Because of you, I lost so many people. ??
[21:09 - 21:11] ?? Most of them never let you in. ??
[21:11 - 21:19] ?? Friends told me that you were mentally abusing me and I didn't know what to believe. ??
[21:19 - 21:23] ?? But now, here I am, understanding the truth. ??
[21:23 - 21:30] ?? And you better believe that I'm gonna make it known for the whole world to see. ??
[21:30 - 21:36] ?? Just what the fuck you did to me and how the fuck you mentally abused me. ??
[21:36 - 21:40] ?? Made me feel so mentally unstable. ??
[21:40 - 21:44] ?? Told me I'm gonna bust, but now I don't know what to do. ??
[21:44 - 21:49] ?? I feel like my motherfucking soul's gonna rust. ??
[21:49 - 21:52] ?? Yeah, my heart's about to bust. ??
[21:52 - 21:57] ?? My motherfuckin' sick of this shit. ??
[21:57 - 22:01] ?? I just want this fucking shit to quit. ??
[22:01 - 22:05] ?? Somebody help me, please. ??
[22:05 - 22:10] ?? I hope you realize what you motherfucking did to me. ??
[22:10 - 22:12] ?? Everybody was unfair. ??
[22:12 - 22:14] ?? You mentally abused me. ??
[22:14 - 22:16] ?? Then let me die. ??
[22:16 - 22:18] ?? Well, guess what, bitch. ??
[22:18 - 22:20] ?? This song is mean to you. ??
[22:20 - 22:23] ?? Sayin' my goodbyes. ??
[22:23 - 22:26] ?? Fuck you. ??
[22:26 - 22:45] ??
[22:45 - 22:50] ?? My soul's so yummy. ??
[22:50 - 22:54] ?? My soul's fucking tiny. ??
[22:54 - 22:57] ??
[22:57 - 23:00] ?? Once a time, I've been wanting everybody. ??
[23:00 - 23:04] ?? Everybody always tries to explain me to them. ??
[23:04 - 23:06] ?? They don't ever love me. ??
[23:06 - 23:08] ?? Sayin' one time, tell them. ??
[23:08 - 23:10] ?? They have five dreams. ??
[23:10 - 23:11] ?? I'm the real one. ??
[23:11 - 23:16] ?? Sayin' real, do the same thing. ??
[23:16 - 23:17] ?? You make me feel first. ??
[23:17 - 23:19] ?? I said we fuck with everybody. ??
[23:19 - 23:21] ?? Everybody always says you can't fuck with everybody. ??
[23:21 - 23:23] ?? But the truth is I don't know it. ??
[23:23 - 23:26] ?? But everybody's got to be okay. ??
[23:26 - 23:30] ?? 'Cause I'm feelin' it damn much. ??
[23:30 - 23:33] ?? Runnin' through my brain. ??
[23:33 - 23:37] ?? Can't die. ??
[23:37 - 23:39] ?? Can't do the same thing. ??
[23:39 - 23:42] ?? Sayin' that I got strong. ??
[23:42 - 23:44] ?? But I'm in my head. ??
[23:44 - 23:48] ?? Can't die. ??
[23:48 - 23:54] ?? Can't get it back on my mind. ??
[23:54 - 24:00] ?? All I want is just me and Ray Brown. ??
[24:00 - 24:03] ?? I'm so tired of you. ??
[24:03 - 24:05] ?? You're the same as me. ??
[24:05 - 24:08] ?? I'm just gonna go to the war with you. ??
[24:08 - 24:12] ?? I'm just gonna stay in my head. ??
[24:12 - 24:17] ?? I'm so tired of being a man. ??
[24:17 - 33:38] ?? All I want is just me and Ray Brown. ??
[33:39 - 33:46] ??
[33:46 - 33:51] ?? Creed has become a need of me. ??
[33:51 - 33:58] ?? Lost has become an intimacy. ??
[33:58 - 34:06] ?? Cotton is a habit of mine. ??
[34:06 - 34:12] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[34:12 - 34:18] ?? Drinking my soul, I know you can feel. ??
[34:18 - 34:28] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[34:28 - 34:35] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[34:35 - 34:47] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[34:47 - 34:53] ?? Anger always gets me high. ??
[34:53 - 35:01] ?? If we always waste my time. ??
[35:01 - 35:13] ?? Locked is the sleeplessness of a friend. ??
[35:13 - 35:17] ?? Such a lazy friend. ??
[35:17 - 35:23] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[35:23 - 35:28] ?? Drinking my soul, I know you can feel. ??
[35:28 - 35:38] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[35:38 - 35:45] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[35:45 - 35:54] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[35:54 - 36:00] ?? Pride always gets me out of bed. ??
[36:00 - 36:07] ?? But leaves me with a thread of life. ??
[36:07 - 36:14] ?? So I ask myself, what's it to hold the answer? ??
[36:14 - 36:23] ?? Please me with this you to see. ??
[36:23 - 36:29] ?? Because I have seven different demons. ??
[36:29 - 36:34] ?? Drinking my soul, I know that you can feel. ??
[36:34 - 36:45] ?? But you can see what they're doing to me. ??
[36:45 - 36:52] ?? Every time I wake up, they taunt and torture me. ??
[36:52 - 37:04] ?? They feed and live in every corner of my mind. ??
[37:04 - 37:16] ???
[37:16 - 37:22] ?? Think of me when you're out, when you're out there. ??
[37:22 - 37:28] ?? I'll beg you nice for monies. ??
[37:28 - 37:34] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[37:34 - 37:40] ?? But it's a shame on the dream. ??
[37:40 - 38:07] ?? Yeah, I hope you motherfucking pick at me when you're out there. ??
[38:07 - 38:12] ?? When you're out, when you're out there. ??
[38:12 - 38:17] ?? I'll beg you nice for monies. ??
[38:17 - 38:24] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[38:24 - 38:48] ?? But it's a shame on the dream. ??
[38:48 - 39:17] ???
[39:17 - 39:29] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[39:29 - 39:44] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[39:44 - 40:04] ???
[40:04 - 40:16] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[40:16 - 40:20] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:20 - 40:22] ???
[40:22 - 40:24] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:24 - 40:26] ???
[40:26 - 40:28] ?? And when the world treats you fairly. ??
[40:28 - 40:30] ???
[40:30 - 40:32] ?? And when the world treats you way too fairly. ??
[40:32 - 40:34] [Music]
[40:35 - 40:43] Hey, yo, this song's going out to my best friend and brother Zach Hussein
[40:43 - 40:46] Let's go
[40:46 - 40:53] Yo, I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday was talking to my brother Zach
[40:53 - 41:02] Go for a motherfucking face with asking him how he's motherfucking day has been because we ain't seen each other in many fucking years
[41:02 - 41:14] And I remember talking to him about catching up and letting that morning show me that he had to go to motherfucking work
[41:14 - 41:23] And told me that he would catch me later on that motherfucking day and I remember it just like it was motherfucking yesterday
[41:23 - 41:36] Three o'clock rolls around and technically not cute, don't believe us, yeah, we were just hanging out, tied it all down just like we always motherfucking did, yeah, back in
[41:36 - 41:41] Motherfucking high school, but I remember
[41:41 - 41:46] Later that motherfucking day, I got the motherfucking call, man
[41:46 - 41:51] Didn't know what to motherfucking say, I remember messaging him
[41:51 - 41:57] Oh called Facebook later that night asking if we could motherfucking chill
[41:57 - 42:02] Later that weekend, catch up on motherfucking old times
[42:02 - 42:09] But then when I went to his timeline, all I could do was motherfucking break down the crowd, man
[42:09 - 42:17] I didn't know why or how this chicken motherfucking happened, didn't have any answers that night
[42:17 - 42:24] Had to go to the motherfucking news to find out what had motherfucking happened to my brother, man
[42:24 - 42:27] My motherfucking best friend's gone and now
[42:27 - 42:33] I don't understand how I know why that even motherfucking happened
[42:33 - 42:40] I remember flipping on the news and seeing that somebody motherfucking shot a murder hit
[42:40 - 42:49] Found out the very next day that he had given up all the motherfucking cash without a motherfucking sight
[42:49 - 42:57] Yes, he tried, he gave up all that motherfucking money without even making a motherfucking fuss
[42:57 - 43:05] Man, he gave up the money without a motherfucking fight and still got shot in the motherfucking head, did he?
[43:05 - 43:13] Surveillance video captures the actions of a heartless killer, New York, possibly she, waves a gun inside a New York style pizza
[43:13 - 43:16] Demanding money from 21-year-old Zach Fusang
[43:16 - 43:21] He gives up the money without a fight, but still gets shot in the chest
[43:21 - 43:33] Zach died a few hours later, he was a junior at the University of Akron, studying international business
[43:33 - 43:35] He was active in the Muslim Student Association
[43:35 - 43:37] You can't ask for a better kid
[43:37 - 43:39] I can't make a lot of money
[43:39 - 43:41] If you want your son to go for it though
[43:41 - 43:43] If you want to find somebody with a better heart, you let me know
[43:43 - 43:45] You had to go and take his life
[43:45 - 43:50] And I don't understand how you could take my motherfucking brother's life
[43:50 - 43:53] He was loved, and he did everything to the heart
[43:53 - 43:54] Zach's brother
[43:54 - 43:56] I'm a white man and really wasn't fair
[43:56 - 43:59] What your motherfucking did to my brother, man
[43:59 - 44:02] I hope in the end you get what you
[44:02 - 44:05] Motherfucking deserved
[44:05 - 44:08] Yeah, you not only killed my motherfucking brother
[44:08 - 44:13] But you killed the son of my best friend's mother, dude
[44:13 - 44:18] And really with my family, why did you have to be so motherfucking cruel
[44:18 - 44:24] I guarantee you I ever see your motherfucking ass on the motherfucking sheets
[44:24 - 44:28] I will bash your ass in half so you can rest in peace
[44:28 - 44:30] And know what it's like to do
[44:30 - 44:33] What you did to my motherfucking brother, man
[44:33 - 44:35] Yeah, that's right
[44:35 - 44:37] And that's for you, Zachar
[44:37 - 44:39] Hope that your motherfucking listening
[44:39 - 44:41] And every single day for you
[44:41 - 44:44] I'm always just living in this motherfucking life
[44:44 - 44:46] Trying to make things right
[44:46 - 44:49] And live my life where your motherfucking left off
[44:49 - 44:52] Every single day and night you're always on my motherfucking mind
[44:52 - 44:57] And I hope that you get motherfucking haters from the other side
[44:57 - 45:00] And I hope that the day we die
[45:00 - 45:02] I'll see you on the other side
[45:02 - 45:04] We love you, Zach
[45:04 - 45:06] And we miss you, brother
[45:06 - 45:12] [Music]