Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 8 (Full Album)

[0:00 - 0:08] What's up everybody? My name is Cyraxx. I am an artist, music producer, beatmaker, soundscape designer.
[0:08 - 0:21] I've been doing music for over 10 years. I started in 2009 and then in 2010, that's when I started taking my craft more seriously and I started to hold my skills as an artist.
[0:21 - 0:36] Evil is enough! You're a narcissistic psychopath that needs to fuck off! Did you attack Adam? Well gee! If you would fuck off, I would never reason to go off!
[0:36 - 0:41] I'd like to know a little bit more about myself. I'm only gonna explain.
[0:41 - 0:54] Hey faggot! Take your wheelchair! Show it off your ass! And go the fuck somewhere else, dog!
[0:54 - 1:02] So you guys aren't guaranteed nothing but the best from myself. So you guys know that you're not getting screwed over at all.
[1:02 - 1:07] I'm not out to fuck anyone over, scam anybody like people think.
[1:07 - 1:15] But yeah, I look forward to doing business with you guys, I look forward to the new fans, I look forward to all that. So with that being said...
[1:15 - 1:22] Nigga, I can knock your ass off! Bro, you're in a wheelchair! You're a fucking joke, bro! I mean, look at you, man!
[1:22 - 1:32] Boom boom bang boom pow boom bang bang bang boom pow boom bang pow pow pow kapras kapras kras symbol.
[1:32 - 1:53] BANG POW BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM OOH AHHH BANG BANG BANG BANG BOOM POW BOOM POW POW BANG BANG KRAAS KOO BOOM BOOM KRAAS BANG OOH AHH OOH EHH OOH AHH AHH AHHH
[1:53 - 1:56] It's fucking dope! I love it!
[1:56 - 2:12] So, everyone's running out about me, I'd say it's time to show 'em what's up.
[2:18 - 2:31] Shout out to them who woulda broke. Everybody always wanna run, they motherfucking mouth about me. At the night they know me, but they don't really know anything.
[2:31 - 2:44] Everybody always wanna try to talk a little smack, at the night they gonna get to me. Then they turn around and realize that I'm so fucking legendary.
[2:44 - 2:57] Every time I go down into the foot of history, everybody always wanna try to pick a fight with me. I don't get it, I don't watch the drama.
[2:57 - 3:11] Every single time you cry to me like I'm your mama. Bitch I ain't your mama, I ain't your dad, so get the fuck away from me with that childish motherfucking drama.
[3:11 - 3:28] Why is it that you feel like you gotta fuck with me every single day? It's just another fight for my name to be in the books of history. I'm above you, you're below me.
[3:28 - 3:47] Here I am, making that name for myself, oh so legendary. I rock with those that are rocking with me. Yeah, you thinking that you're stopping me. Y'all ain't stopping shit.
[3:50 - 4:09] Cause all y'all wanna do is run your mouse. But you ain't doing shit really. Every time you wanna run your mouth about me, it's like you gotta pay people to talk shit. You're so unoriginal.
[4:09 - 4:27] Why is it that you can't just take a hand, go away, get the fuck away from me? I don't need no negativity anymore. Here you are, on the floor, I'd rather ride, lick the murder tube now.
[4:27 - 4:50] Look at you, I touch out you, I spit you out, turn you into a soup. All my mixtures, all my motherfucking raps again, I'm on my ground. I will keep on doing this and then I'm dead in the ground. Don't think for a minute that you can never take me down.
[4:50 - 5:08] Hell nah, I ain't ever gonna go down, I'm too legendary, making a name for all to see. My story is gonna go down in history as one of the most legendary.
[5:08 - 5:24] Just wait and see, ain't nobody stopping me, ain't nobody stopping me, I'm running through like a roadblock to get to the top. And I ain't gonna stop.
[5:30 - 5:55] Hey yo, here we go, light 'em up boys, rev those engines, let's go, rev the engines, here we go, cruising around town we know where to go, cruising around town just me and my homies.
[5:55 - 6:15] Hitting up the trip scene, hitting up the track scene, doing everything that we gotta do to get our names known here in the street racing scene. Going that's a sweet game, got that ass fifteen.
[6:15 - 6:44] Looking the old town with that nice ass trip pack. Got the lever with the motherfucking on the go, looking real mean, got that shit with that motherfucking live kid. Everybody wanna face me, it's me and my crew, doing what we gotta do here on the street racing scene.
[6:44 - 7:13] Street racing scene, who the fuck do you think you are, can't handle me. See you on the trip track, we find getting junior right behind me. Call me the motherfucking decay of the trip scene, you can't even catch me, ain't no street out lost, stopping me on my team.
[7:13 - 7:37] Me and my homies, keep it on the ground where it should be, the underground racing is where we are, we run the scene, I've been running the scene since I was eighteen, ain't nobody stopping me whenever I see.
[7:37 - 8:06] Red and blue lights in my rearview, hit the north and never looked back, lived by the street cold, I dive by the wheel and I'm gone, I was born by the legendary wheel, dive by the wheel is all I know.
[8:06 - 8:19] Me and my homies cruising around in the street scene, ain't nobody doing it better than me on my team.
[8:19 - 8:40] The underground racing scene is where it stand for me, keeping the street with a hundred all the time, lived by the street scene one hundred percent underground for me.
[8:40 - 8:53] Yo, who even is this wavering glory hole dude man, he's a fucking joke, is he a guy or a girl, and is he a whole boyfriend or a girlfriend, alright thanks man.
[8:53 - 9:16] Yo, who even is this motherfucker wearing glory hole, this man sucks off his boyfriend's dick, every day through a motherfucking glory hole man, this dude, ain't that like his soul, motherfucking hoe making videos about me and my girl like ow, look at me, I'm so motherfucking hard.
[9:16 - 9:44] Shoot that bitch, you ain't nothing but a motherfucking idiotic retard, do you not realize that, here in a few months you gonna be big, fuck bust pictures you just not kill a fuck off, wait, that's right, we all know that you like taking that dick in a motherfucking ass, dude, is it your boyfriend or your brother or your dad, that you sucking off every day.
[9:44 - 10:12] So, why don't you just get the fuck back, we all know that you like taking that type in the motherfucking ass, so why don't you get the fuck back, take your ass back to the motherfucking class, god damn, this man ain't got no motherfucking class, yeah, may have been labeled as a motherfucking pedophile, you stupid little bitch, but the truth is, man, I don't prove my innocence or I don't go.
[10:12 - 10:41] So, who the fuck are you, man, I don't even know, I don't know you, I don't owe you anything, so why don't you just get the fuck away from me, you just trying to make a name off of my name, cause you don't wanna see me get my success, I kinda deserve you, wanna go after my girl, well, guess what, you may as well go after me, you stupid little punk ass bitch with no name,
[10:41 - 11:10] you, hiding your face on the internet, everybody knows me, everybody loves me, everybody, motherfucker can't respect me, cause I don't put, oh, put in there, no wack ass freak, thought of bitches like you, they the way I'm going, all these words tico, motherfucker, mouth up to that loyo, cause, by the time this rap's done, man, you gonna be sucking on your daddy's dick, and you know that truth, son,
[11:10 - 11:22] ain't no Danish truth, son, don't even try to battle me, I'm the Grim Reaper
[11:23 - 11:32] (laughing)
[11:33 - 12:01] Too many people trying to get in my motherfucking way, and to let it so, till you play like they got something to say, I'm so sick of these motherfuckers always trying to get in my way, trying to stop my progression, maybe after dicks, fuck the smitherers, the teacher and some motherfuckers, and you don't wanna go to the toe, with a motherfucker like me, baby, just to play you close, broken, doing this, easy shit, since I was sick, thinking k to you,
[12:01 - 12:30] you, me as well, call me a motherfucker, get in class, he kills like he touch me, I'm released off from your fucking body, you, me as well, call me, motherfuckers, gon' be it, cause I'm taking that spirit, brother, through your body, and I'm doing what I gotta do, nobody ever say no fucking body, they want to try to get in my way, ain't no way, I'm never gonna go down, ain't no way, any of you motherfucking names are gonna get in my way,
[12:30 - 12:36] Get it my way, I lay me in a fucking ring All your dumbass motherfuckers sitting all the year and then
[12:36 - 12:41] Talking all that motherfucking shit, acting like everybody's in the ring
[12:41 - 12:46] I don't care a fuck about what you gotta say to me 'cause anything that you fucking say to me
[12:46 - 12:53] It doesn't work two days in your other hand All that shit fucking say to me, so what made you think or forsaken it?
[12:53 - 13:01] You can never go, don't atone with me Ain't no way you ever got a friend me, I ain't like, like Dyson in the ring
[13:01 - 13:05] I am like, like a legend, I'm on the motherfucking keys
[13:05 - 13:09] Ain't no way you ever gonna get rid of me, I'm a walking ninja bitch
[13:09 - 13:14] Ain't no way you ever done, don't review me, you mean as well
[13:14 - 13:20] Call me Roman Reigns, 'cause I'm really the sneezing shit, like, it's a Romanesque fireman's world
[13:20 - 13:23] Call me Roman Reigns, 'cause I'm the king, you know this motherfucker shit
[13:23 - 13:30] Ain't no way you ever gonna go away, y'all pay as well, call me Cinq problems, 'cause I say
[13:30 - 13:36] Every motherfucker feeling like a fucking piece, I'm hating you, I am like, rock, laser, new
[13:36 - 13:41] I am hating you with that fucking nail, fuck, nothing dancin' you like what the fuck you gotta do
[13:41 - 13:48] Hit you with a swag, I'm gone, now my name is just R.I.M.E, your name with the one that you cannot review
[13:48 - 13:55] Yeah, I make love to live the fucking way, but I ain't the one that you can never review
[13:55 - 13:59] I'm the one that you cannot deny, I'm the one that you cannot refuse
[13:59 - 14:05] Got dick, bigger town, catamiska style, ain't no more, it's doing what I gotta do
[14:05 - 14:10] Fuck all you little wackers, motherfucking haters, you just shut up some of my plan
[14:10 - 14:13] And 'cause you know that I got the will, I got the fire too
[14:13 - 14:17] Ain't commit, I am always going higher, always staying on fire
[14:17 - 14:21] Never really, I'm retired, I am always on the top
[14:21 - 14:26] Ain't there never be no show, but I'm up in the motherfucker pool
[14:26 - 14:29] Making another hit, all you doing is
[14:29 - 14:32] Running up, putting your cup, rear
[14:32 - 14:36] And to a motherfucking noose, and I'm staring up
[14:36 - 14:38] Hope right through every one of you
[14:38 - 14:43] I'm the best, I was the best, the risk, and the best forever will be
[14:43 - 14:47] So don't think, don't respect it, then you will never get a stop
[14:47 - 14:53] Ain't no way you're ever gonna get rid of me
[14:53 - 14:58] Never again, ain't no way I'm going, ain't no way I'm doing this
[14:58 - 15:05] Music shit until I'm in the ground, six to take, no longer breathing
[15:05 - 15:09] It's the crowd, man, I'm taking the game, never see the nigga way
[15:09 - 15:15] I'm never gonna go away, just ten to every one of you
[15:15 - 15:18] I'm the people's champ, man, you're a bitch, man
[15:18 - 15:20] Call me the winner, well, just because
[15:20 - 15:23] I'm the people's champ, but people like me, I
[15:23 - 15:26] Ain't no motherfucking champion, what are you?
[15:26 - 15:29] To block your ass with no motherfucking bitch
[15:29 - 15:32] Trying to get as fucking with me
[15:32 - 15:36] Man as well, sit the fuck down, shut the fuck up
[15:36 - 15:39] Turn the fuck around, cuz they, yo, I thought they wanted hero work
[15:39 - 15:43] Then you got it, go ahead, man as well
[15:43 - 15:47] Yo, ain't nobody there, yo, ain't no motherfucking
[15:47 - 15:50] Rickers at the end of the day
[15:50 - 15:56] In the ground, on your tombstone, I promise you, I will say
[15:56 - 16:02] Say by the motherfucking demon, king of self-shadowing
[16:02 - 16:05] Ah, ah, ah
[16:05 - 16:08] So go ahead and stop me now, motherfuckers
[16:08 - 16:10] What do you guys say?
[16:10 - 16:13] Cuz you're fucking with the best
[16:13 - 16:18] So, eat up, drag the fuck up
[16:18 - 16:21] Or, I'm sure I'm doing the rest
[16:21 - 16:26] Yeah, shoulders do it
[16:26 - 16:30] Oh, no
[16:30 - 16:32] Yeah
[16:32 - 16:55] I don't know what to do anymore
[16:55 - 16:58] I have all these demons with bullies attacking me
[16:58 - 17:02] And it's like, I'm trapped in an endless nightmare
[17:02 - 17:05] Always scared, always running, always hiding
[17:05 - 17:10] Always lonely, what do I do?
[17:10 - 17:18] Do I run and hide, or do I stay and fight?
[17:18 - 17:21] I want freedom from this hell so I can get well
[17:21 - 17:27] So when I die, I don't end up in hell
[17:27 - 17:35] Will I ever escape?
[17:35 - 17:38] Ah, I don't know, but I have to try
[17:38 - 17:44] Cuz if I don't, these demons, they'll eat my soul
[17:44 - 17:47] And I'll show them, I'll show them who's my soul
[17:47 - 17:56] And they'll take my life, and I'll die
[17:56 - 18:00] It's like I'm trapped on the inside not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go
[18:00 - 18:03] How do I fight? I don't know
[18:03 - 18:07] But I'm battling these demons every single day and night
[18:07 - 18:11] They're running through my head telling me just give up the fight
[18:11 - 18:12] I don't know what to do anymore
[18:12 - 18:15] I have all these demons attacking me
[18:15 - 18:24] It's like I'm trapped in an endless nightmare simply
[18:24 - 18:28] Always scared, always running and hiding
[18:28 - 18:33] I want freedom from this hell so bad
[18:33 - 18:37] But yet, half the time, because of these demons, I feel so bad
[18:37 - 18:39] I'm always so mad
[18:39 - 18:45] How do I fight this? I don't know
[18:45 - 18:49] But I'm constantly screaming out for some fucking help
[18:49 - 18:56] So that I can fight
[18:56 - 19:00] Cuz I know if I don't fight, these demons will eat my soul
[19:00 - 19:05] And I'll show them who's my soul and die
[19:05 - 19:09] I'm tired of that knowing these demons inside
[19:09 - 19:13] I just wish they would all die
[19:13 - 19:26] [Music]
[19:26 - 19:32] Fuck your hatred, I want you to be your baby
[19:32 - 19:39] You say that being is just a reality of that life
[19:39 - 19:46] Why would you judge everything that I do?
[19:46 - 19:50] You and I, you know me when you know
[19:50 - 19:55] Do you know that it's true?
[19:55 - 19:57] I don't understand
[19:57 - 20:12] Why would you judge that which you don't understand?
[20:12 - 20:16] You and I, you've got this heart, got this heart
[20:16 - 20:22] What's wrong with me in an endless nightmare?
[20:22 - 20:26] Why could we ignore each other?
[20:26 - 20:35] Why could we take our faces? Why must this hatred exist?
[20:35 - 20:43] Why must you judge me when you don't know me or understand me?
[20:43 - 20:49] Do you know that there's never a life so broken you?
[20:49 - 20:55] Send a wreck, look at me, let's go back out of here
[20:55 - 21:02] One, two, three, four, shake your hand
[21:02 - 21:09] You must be reopening the dark
[21:09 - 21:14] You will not let go of us again
[21:14 - 21:22] You will not be free from this hatred
[21:22 - 21:26] You don't understand why you really don't like
[21:26 - 21:32] You and I, you've got this heart, got this heart
[21:32 - 21:35] Do you know what I understand?
[21:35 - 21:47] You drew your face and killed me when you fucking shot me
[21:47 - 22:03] Don't worry, don't worry I understand you are made to swing
[22:03 - 22:12] So take my hand, it'll be okay
[22:12 - 22:21] Good reason, don't worry why you don't need it
[22:21 - 22:27] So do they deserve this fuck, you're right
[22:39 - 22:45] Voices in my head again, trapped in a woman
[22:45 - 22:50] Some of your skin that put me under, here we go again
[22:50 - 22:55] I've swallowed myself but the fever still remains
[22:55 - 23:01] I'm numb to the pleasure but I still feel the pain
[23:01 - 23:08] If I showed you my soul, would you cover your eyes if I told you the truth?
[23:08 - 23:13] Would you tear me to life?
[23:13 - 23:17] I keep it on the side
[23:17 - 23:23] Because I know the man is everything but kind
[23:23 - 23:26] Voices in my head again, tear me in
[23:26 - 23:30] Two of all rock and a whim
[23:30 - 23:37] I can hear them now trapped in a game inside my own skin
[23:37 - 23:43] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[23:43 - 23:48] The voices are running around and around in my head
[23:48 - 23:56] And I walk through this valley of shadows and dust
[23:56 - 24:02] I curse not the wicked, I'm praise not the dust
[24:02 - 24:10] If I told you the truth, would you take me to change if there was a convincing
[24:10 - 24:13] Good loan of pain
[24:13 - 24:18] Voices in my head again, tear me into a war I cannot win
[24:18 - 24:24] I can hear them now trapped in a game inside my own skin
[24:24 - 24:31] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[24:31 - 24:35] Voices in my head are running around in my head again
[24:35 - 24:38] And I just don't know what to do
[24:38 - 24:43] Voices in my head again, tear me in
[24:43 - 24:46] Two of all rock and a whim
[24:46 - 24:51] I can hear them now trapped inside my own skin
[24:51 - 24:55] Trapped in a game that I can never win
[24:55 - 24:58] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under
[24:58 - 25:03] Every other day and I just don't know how to make it go away
[25:03 - 25:09] Voices in my head are pulling me under there, pulling me under once again
[25:09 - 25:15] I keep it on inside me 'cause I know the man is everything but kind
[25:15 - 25:19] Voices in my head trapped in my own skin
[25:19 - 25:23] They're pulling me under here with no one
[25:23 - 25:33] Can I keep it on inside me 'cause I know the man inside my head is everything but kind
[25:33 - 25:43] 'Cause I know the man inside my head is everything but kind
[25:43 - 25:49] And I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me in
[25:49 - 25:53] And I just don't know how to make it go away
[25:53 - 26:12] Looking around in my head, all I see are these demons and they won't
[26:12 - 26:17] Let me rest, I'm walking through the hell of the maze
[26:17 - 26:24] All the rides went wrong, I know I never should have just since you were alone
[26:24 - 26:33] Oh no, no, why is it that I have these demons surrounding me every day
[26:33 - 26:40] Looking like they wanna feed on my soul
[26:40 - 26:47] At the time I just don't know where to go
[26:47 - 26:50] Who am I, I don't know
[26:50 - 26:56] Why must I walk the edge of life and death, I don't know
[26:56 - 27:01] Every day I walk the edge of life and death, life and death
[27:01 - 27:06] Should I choose it? What choice should I take it?
[27:06 - 27:13] Death is calling my name, right? They're in heaven's keys
[27:13 - 27:18] But then I realize the devil wants my soul
[27:18 - 27:24] Should I walk right into the fire and fix the hell
[27:24 - 27:31] I don't know what I'm doing, one chance I need to make the right one
[27:31 - 27:39] 'Cause every choice that I make couldn't fit my name in my mouth
[27:39 - 27:46] Should I choose life or death?
[27:46 - 28:05] So I got all these people running their mouths about me when I was here, right?
[28:05 - 28:10] Oh man, this is gonna be good, let's go
[28:10 - 28:15] Everybody always wanna talk about anyone I'm running 'bout them 'bout me
[28:15 - 28:19] I thought I could not do anything but here I am, staying in my own lane
[28:19 - 28:24] Doing everything I gotta do, putting in them motherfucking work every single day
[28:24 - 28:28] Yeah, the best of them, the best of them, my friend, ain't nobody taking me down
[28:28 - 28:32] Make no way, I'm never looking back, I'm on my back
[28:32 - 28:42] Should I choose this? What the fuck you gonna do when I stare right at you?
[28:42 - 28:47] Thinking that I ain't just staying raw, huh? Right to you, man, who the fuck are you?
[28:47 - 28:50] I don't know you, I don't owe you anything so get the fuck up out of my way
[28:50 - 28:54] Before I have to run you over like I'm a goddamn patron
[28:54 - 28:57] I know what I've worked, I know where I've been
[28:57 - 29:01] I know what I've been through, ain't nobody ever stopped me
[29:01 - 29:04] You don't know what the fuck I've been through
[29:04 - 29:07] You don't know what it's all for me to get this motherfucker born
[29:07 - 29:12] You alone, but it's like to work so motherfucking hard with no sleep
[29:12 - 29:15] No pain, no time to waste
[29:15 - 29:18] Ain't nobody ever taking me, this is my time
[29:18 - 29:22] My race or win ain't nobody taking me down
[29:22 - 29:25] And now I'm coming in clutch, running around
[29:25 - 29:29] Coming in with that motherfucker, we ain't no guy
[29:29 - 29:33] Taking look at my face, I got that motherfucking ring
[29:33 - 29:36] 'Cause I don't care, well, I'm thinking I ain't winning like this
[29:36 - 29:41] Fuck one, night, battle boy, yeah, who the fuck are you?
[29:41 - 29:48] Yo, somebody get this motherfucker chosen, goddamn tell
[29:48 - 29:52] Ain't no way I'm ever backing down, I came to order
[29:52 - 29:56] Thinking 'bout giving up, here I am stepping up into the game
[29:56 - 30:00] Looking at you like goddamn, another bitch
[30:00 - 30:03] I got it, got it, got it, got it, cut the fuck up
[30:03 - 30:07] Tear up, on the motherfucking ground up
[30:07 - 30:10] Ain't nobody stopping me, this is what I do
[30:10 - 30:14] I ain't making my name, but I don't, now, in
[30:14 - 30:16] Motherfucking history, just take a look at me
[30:16 - 30:20] I'm stepping into the game, succeeding once again
[30:20 - 30:23] Back on the attack, and I ain't ever looking back
[30:23 - 30:26] Staying in my own land, working hard
[30:26 - 30:30] Every fucking day, 2022 is my year
[30:30 - 30:34] Let it be very clear, anything that you chose
[30:34 - 30:37] Say about me, yeah, don't fucking affect me
[30:37 - 30:42] All you want is a little bitch within your opinion
[30:42 - 30:47] You know what to say, opinions on the cancels
[30:47 - 30:51] Everyone's got one at a time, and you should be suck-ass
[30:51 - 30:54] Man, y'all better get in the back of the bus
[30:54 - 30:58] 'Cause I'm driving this shit straight off a cliff
[30:58 - 31:02] And I'm loving the fuck out, got these wings to fly
[31:02 - 31:07] While I let them watch y'all walk, dance around inside
[31:07 - 31:11] Watch you crash a burn in the ground, and I wreck each other
[31:11 - 31:15] My success, and I ain't gonna stress
[31:20 - 31:34] If I can't let you go, will darkness divide?
[31:34 - 31:45] For the vision of love is the truth of our lives
[31:45 - 32:00] When you are paying for keys, but people's new, not cost
[32:00 - 32:10] Now the only way out is in your heart-shaped box
[32:10 - 32:21] But I hate that it seems you were never enough
[32:21 - 32:30] We were broken and beaten, but never gave up
[32:30 - 32:44] And I hate that I made you the enemy
[32:44 - 32:56] And I hate that your heart was the casualty
[32:56 - 33:04] Now I hate that I need you as we rest
[33:04 - 33:10] Here at Nome, like notes on the page
[33:10 - 33:19] They'll find us to compose, could not pay our pain
[33:19 - 33:27] With a candle through time, I can't spell
[33:27 - 33:36] See our ghost, but I can't close my eyes for it
[33:36 - 33:44] For it is a way you want me most
[33:44 - 33:57] Where you want me the most, I hate that it seems you were never enough
[33:57 - 34:05] We were broken and beaten, but never gave up
[34:05 - 34:19] And I hope that I sit through your memory as we echo through time in the melody
[34:19 - 34:29] Now I hate that I need you and I hear you
[34:29 - 34:40] Now when you said that everybody had to fall for the part of work
[34:40 - 34:55] As I see you now in what's left of me in the too late to be insanity
[34:55 - 35:03] Because I hate that it seems you were never enough
[35:03 - 35:14] Yeah, we were broken and beaten in the name of love
[35:14 - 35:28] And I hope that we race in another life, I hope that
[35:28 - 35:50] I don't hate that I need you, I don't hate that I need you
[35:50 - 36:09] If I can't let you go, well, darkness divine for the fiction of nov's, the truth and our nice
[36:09 - 36:18] We were playin' board keys, but we both knew not cause
[36:18 - 36:31] And now the only way out is in your heart-shaped locks
[36:31 - 36:59] Damn bully, I don't get it
[36:59 - 37:13] You judge me for my mistakes, but yet you're the ones who trolled me into it
[37:13 - 37:20] You sent there to attack me for my wrongdoings when you do worse than me
[37:20 - 37:24] You attack my friends and try to turn my own family against me
[37:24 - 37:34] But yeah, all I do is try to be myself But yet, it's like you want me to end up
[37:34 - 37:37] alone Like you want me to be by myself
[37:37 - 37:49] It's not like I ever asked for this I'm sick of feeling this pain and this anger
[37:49 - 37:55] deep within Every day I'm constantly living in sin because
[37:55 - 38:07] of what you did to me All I try to do is make a living for my family
[38:07 - 38:12] But yet you sit here and you bully me You put me on the edge of suicide multiple
[38:12 - 38:22] times to where I almost ended my life right there on your livestream
[38:22 - 38:29] But yeah, half the time I feel like you don't even understand what
[38:29 - 38:35] it's like to be me My whole life growing up being bullied, being
[38:35 - 38:48] attacked Now what happened to you?
[38:48 - 38:53] What made you decide that you want to bully me?
[38:53 - 39:00] You could've gone after everyone Everyone else in the world that is a pedophile
[39:00 - 39:07] But yeah, you choose me You bully me even after I came clean about
[39:07 - 39:16] what I did You decide to bully me
[39:16 - 39:20] And you wonder why I lie awake at night every single day
[39:20 - 39:32] Tossing and turning Hoping that the pain would go away
[39:32 - 39:42] I don't deserve this I just want to be free
[39:42 - 39:50] I want to be free from this hate and this anger So I can fulfill my purpose
[39:50 - 39:57] And make a living for my family Who gave me everything
[39:57 - 40:02] Why is it that you can't see the pain behind the words that I say every day?
[40:02 - 40:08] Why is it that you can't see the tears that I cry when I lie awake at night?
[40:08 - 40:14] Soundly crying myself to sleep because of what you do to me
[40:14 - 40:22] You say that you're the victim But really, I'm the one that's the victim
[40:22 - 40:28] You bully me and push me until I break And not because you have my friends who've
[40:28 - 40:34] gone away God, this isn't fair to me
[40:34 - 40:46] This isn't how the way my life's supposed to be
[40:46 - 40:50] I'm sick of feeling this anger I'm sick of being hurt
[40:50 - 41:02] I'm sick of feeling like I belong 6 feet deep beneath the earth
[41:02 - 41:10] Why is it that you sit there and say one thing and then turn around and do that exact same
[41:10 - 41:14] thing to me?
[41:14 - 41:19] I don't understand it You claim that I'm the bad guy
[41:19 - 41:25] But really, you're the bad guy You're the one bullying me
[41:25 - 41:33] You're the one attacking me You're the one delitering me
[41:33 - 41:43] God, why can't you just let me pee?
[41:43 - 41:47] Why can't you just go away from me?
[41:47 - 41:59] Why can't you just leave me alone and let me live my life in peace?
[41:59 - 42:02] Because to be honest with you, I don't want to end up dead in the ground with the rest
[42:02 - 42:08] of the deceased You guys are like a fucking disease
[42:08 - 42:20] You're destroying everything that you see And ruining everyone's lives
[42:20 - 42:33] Just to get a laugh And that's not fair
[42:33 - 42:40] Not to me or to anyone So why can't I ask
[42:40 - 42:41] Why me?
[42:41 - 43:08] But I walk this earth while alone With no taste of calm at all
[43:08 - 43:20] I'll lay off dead from the woods I'll let it turn to be alone
[43:20 - 43:31] Walking this earth on my own I must hide and taste the light
[43:31 - 43:40] When I'm meant to be in the darkness So many times
[43:40 - 43:52] When I'm this sad in the back with this life So many people that I love leaving my life
[43:52 - 46:08] So many people that I love leaving my life So many people that I love leaving my life
[46:08 - 46:25] God had a different day for you and me Now as I sit here and watch you fall apart
[46:25 - 46:43] for sin All I can do is wonder why you had to take a back of me
[46:43 - 47:04] As I don't teach, I don't send this on us The dark out is unknown, I'm alone with no place to call my home
[47:04 - 47:13] Yo, I got no place to call my home Got no place to call my home
[47:13 - 47:22] Now I'm sitting here popping these halls of the abyss All my own, don't know where to go
[47:22 - 47:29] Don't know what to do anymore So I'm just gonna continue to walk on my own
[47:29 - 47:37] All alone, I walk this earth with the heart made of stone
[47:37 - 47:46] Yeah, all alone All alone, I walk alone
[47:46 - 47:58] Yes, I walk this earth alone All my own, don't know where to go
[47:58 - 48:08] Now I know I should have never trusted you from the start
[48:08 - 48:19] Now I know I should have never trusted you from the start So I continue to walk this earth alone
[48:19 - 48:21] 'Til I find my home
[48:21 - 48:43] Do you have any music for sale? Not right now I don't, dude