Tracklist:
1. Intro
2. MBM Exposed (Music Biz Marty Diss)
3. Broken
4. Dead Tears
5. Suffering (Spoken Word)
6. Not Your Victim Anymore
7. Mental Prison
8. Letter To My Child (LIVE)
9. Drowning In Pain (Spoken Word)
10. Ten Hundred % RAW YZ Remix (Upchurch x Cyrax)
11. Pandemic Cypher 2020
12. The Drug In Me Is Reimagined (LIVE COVER)
13. House Of Crazies
Cash App $dustsmokinghippies
Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on October 27th, 2022
[0:00 - 0:15] Everyone knows it's fair is fair. I was willing to buy him some hair. Don't even try to steal my Cyraxx. Don't you understand the rule contracts?
[0:15 - 0:29] Maybe you don't, you will soon. Do you want a visit from my goon? Do you want to lose your daughter's dress? Get it coded in Nardi's mess.
[0:29 - 0:48] Don't make water go insane, or you might leave ungodly stains. You're committing copyright infringement. Against me.
[0:48 - 0:58] Yo, hey Marty, you hear that missile coming? Well guess what? That's just me, yo 'bout to jump.
[0:58 - 1:08] And the time went by, I'm on your little fucking Jewish ass. All you ever wanna do is run your fucking mouth. You just meant that you couldn't run a fucking kid, you know damn well.
[1:08 - 1:14] In the motherfucking streets, then I'll beat your motherfucking ass. You better just get your rest at the fucking desk.
[1:14 - 1:22] You just wanna something that you cannot have. You want the greatness that I am. All you ever wanna do is try to control who I am.
[1:22 - 1:30] If you wanna try to act like a narcissistic psychopath, then they don't get you. What's the madness, stupid ass faggot? You just meant that, 'cause I turned you down.
[1:30 - 1:42] Back in the old days on that motherfucking livestream. All you ever wanna do is act like it's something that your motherfucking not.
[1:42 - 1:53] I'm always gonna be everything that you're not. All you ever do is make it care for the best that you know damn well that you can not taste. So you run to me, actin' like that.
[1:53 - 2:00] I'm gonna fucking help you, but sorry to say you little faggot ass. Stupid crocass motherfucking, but I ain't.
[2:00 - 2:09] All I wanna do is see you fucking bleed out and watch your car go choking for your last breath. As I watch you laugh and make you fall right into your motherfucking grave.
[2:09 - 2:19] It's the death of music, it's money for the motherfucking death of your motherfucking chain. I'm the death of everything that you want, I'm so sick and tired of.
[2:19 - 2:28] Singing yo' stupid ass, run your fucking banging ass. Mocking 'round me up on the internet. All you ever do is act like everybody's in the way.
[2:28 - 2:32] We'll get some stupid motherfucking hits, a reality check.
[2:32 - 2:38] Ain't nobody in there what you sayin', ain't nobody buyin' what you sellin', so your bandit just sent the fuck down.
[2:38 - 2:46] That the fuck off before I take your ass back, because that's the show you wanna miss or be a real motherfucking rapper.
[2:46 - 2:52] Stupid bitch. You ain't in the music industry, you're a fake ass bitch.
[2:53 - 3:15] I'm so sick of the way that I've been treated over the years.
[3:15 - 3:35] Had so many people sent me down and now I, don't see how I can survive.
[3:35 - 3:49] I feel like I'm dead inside, all because of all the hatred, all of the pain that I've been put through.
[3:49 - 4:08] So many times I've broken down and then I've cried, all because of all the pain in all of this hatred that I've gone through over the years.
[4:08 - 4:24] I don't understand why I was made such a talkin' by any of you.
[4:24 - 4:53] Just want to live my life free of the pain I just wanna live my life to what I know that none have to worry about anything anymore.
[4:53 - 5:16] I'm so tired of cryin', always been so sick of worry and think of always fallin' apart, all because of what everyone says about me.
[5:16 - 5:22] I'm so sick of the pain, I just want it all to go.
[5:22 - 5:48] God, tell me why, tell me why I always feel dead inside.
[5:48 - 5:59] I'm so sick of cryin', always feels everything so sick of all of this depression in my head.
[5:59 - 6:10] I'm so sick of all of this depression, sick of cryin', tellin' all my friends that I'm alright.
[6:10 - 6:21] But really I'm broken down inside and I'm dead on the inside.
[6:21 - 6:43] So sick of cryin', always feels everyday I just wanna get my life back so tired of hiding these tears so sick of hiding all the pain.
[6:43 - 6:59] I'm so sick of being made out to be this monster that I'm not sick of being made out to be someone that I'm not.
[6:59 - 7:14] I kinda feel like my mind is slipping like a sinner now on being treated as someone that I'm not.
[7:14 - 7:30] I'm sick of being somewhere that I ain't sick of everything not going the way that I needed to go in my life.
[7:30 - 7:50] And I'm so sick of cryin' all these tears, I'm so tired of all this pain, I just want it all to disappear and go away.
[7:50 - 8:08] Almost feels like I'm a zombie trapped in my own brain, sick of all these tears, I just want my life back.
[8:14 - 8:24] I'm suffering like always, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[8:24 - 8:33] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls my name.
[8:33 - 8:40] Do I answer the call and go to my grave or do I fight to live another day?
[8:40 - 8:44] Every day I hope it will all just be okay.
[8:44 - 8:50] I struggle with these thoughts in my head and in my mind.
[8:50 - 8:58] Hoping that I don't go blind on pain and rage, I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[8:58 - 9:04] I hate 'em because they make it to where it's hard for me to breathe, it's hard for me to move on with my life.
[9:04 - 9:09] All I ever feel are these demons raging deep inside it's like they won't stop.
[9:09 - 9:17] It's like I hear symphony of pain coming from every grave of the demon that's left inside my mind.
[9:17 - 9:27] I want to escape so bad, but I just simply don't know how.
[9:27 - 9:35] Again I ask, why must I suffer in pain and sorrow?
[9:35 - 9:42] I fight and fight with every ounce of my being to stay alive yet the angel of death calls me.
[9:42 - 9:46] He calls my name every night and every day.
[9:46 - 9:50] Do I answer the call and go to my grave?
[9:50 - 9:55] Or I ask you once again, do I fight to live another day?
[9:55 - 9:58] Every day I hope it will be okay.
[9:58 - 10:03] I struggle with these demons inside my head, I struggle with these thoughts that go right in my mind.
[10:03 - 10:07] Hoping that I don't go blind with the pain and the rage.
[10:07 - 10:11] I hate these demons that make me suffer this way.
[10:11 - 10:20] And I hate the fact that they make me suffer and unable to breathe.
[10:20 - 10:27] I'm tired of the pain and I'm tired of suffering.
[10:27 - 10:36] I'm so sick of being your victim.
[10:36 - 10:46] So sick of feeling like I'm not good enough for anything or anyone.
[10:46 - 10:50] I'm so sick of the way all you ever do is tear me down.
[10:50 - 10:58] All you ever wanted to do was tear me out. I'm so sick of all your lies, so sick of everything that you do to me.
[10:58 - 11:06] All you ever did was attack me then, make me look like the bad guy.
[11:06 - 11:11] I'm so sick of all your lies, sick of everything that you do to me.
[11:11 - 11:15] Every single day and night it's like another nightmare that I'm living.
[11:15 - 11:21] Can't seem to escape what is it that you wanna from me? I don't understand it.
[11:21 - 11:27] All you wanna do is rob me for everything.
[11:27 - 11:32] All you wanna do is take and take everything away from me.
[11:32 - 11:37] All you wanna do is gamble your life away, mate.
[11:37 - 11:46] Gambling pants that you cannot pay. That's why you're coming out to me.
[11:46 - 11:53] 'Cause all you're doing is chasing that cloud. Going right after me.
[11:53 - 12:00] It's kinda like you're making me a target. No longer will I be your victim.
[12:00 - 12:06] No, no longer will I be your victim anymore.
[12:06 - 12:14] I'm not gonna have it anymore. Go ahead and send your little cronies after me.
[12:14 - 12:21] Because anything they say or do ain't going to affect me.
[12:21 - 12:28] Go ahead and do what you're gonna do. Just stay the fuck away from me.
[12:28 - 12:38] 'Cause I'm better off without you. You fucking scumbag. You don't understand what it took for me to get this far.
[12:38 - 12:44] You don't understand just how hard I work every day.
[12:44 - 12:50] And I'm here throwing it in your face every single day and every single way.
[12:50 - 12:56] I'm gonna rise above it. Gonna get my life back ever, ever again.
[12:56 - 13:04] Will I lose track? Never, ever wanna fall back into my past.
[13:04 - 13:12] You're not even on my radar anymore. I'm flying up above the clouds.
[13:12 - 48:45] ???
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3493' on August 20th, 2024