Heather on MBM Stream 2021-11-?

[0:00 - 0:10] no way is that really oh shit hey how are you doing good how are you oh I'm
[0:10 - 0:17] swell thank you oh what an honor what a privilege it's very so I've heard from
[0:17 - 0:23] you a little while I've been kind of away from the whole drama going on on
[0:23 - 0:29] here I've been doing my own thing with my family a few yeah it's always the
[0:29 - 0:39] time it's all big fucking jack-off yeah so you know you know Sir Hacks and I
[0:39 - 0:49] are we were we can be friends and then we could be enemies and yeah I guess
[0:49 - 0:56] well I can tell you this he thinks that I'm responsible well key thank you very
[0:56 - 1:02] much thank you uh he thinks that I'm responsible for obtaining a picture of
[1:02 - 1:10] him they were seen as his backside it's like it's pretty it's a pretty hairy one
[1:10 - 1:15] yeah yeah yeah it's all like concentrated and that because his
[1:15 - 1:23] abdomen is completely hairless which is strange I'll say this I do believe this
[1:23 - 1:27] and I've always said this at the happiest time in Sir Hacks his life and I
[1:27 - 1:31] don't know if you feel the same way it was when he was with you
[1:31 - 1:41] it was all a friend that's all I'm gonna say what was that it was all a friend
[1:41 - 1:50] hit so it's kind of like behind the scenes I guess he was not happy he
[1:50 - 1:56] seemed to be um I mean I'm sure you weren't all the time if ever um he was
[1:56 - 2:00] only happy when he wanted something
[2:00 - 2:15] what do you mean like toys or other stuff other stuff well I could see him
[2:15 - 2:22] being happy afterwards but I would imagine then you'd be unhappy beforehand
[2:22 - 2:30] nevertheless yeah one thing I always found weird was that like Sally wanted
[2:30 - 2:41] to take control of your finances yeah I mean I don't understand how she could
[2:41 - 2:50] expect you to give overall of your money while expecting none from Sir Hacks I
[2:50 - 2:56] mean what sort of adult woman would want to be a part of that like why doesn't
[2:56 - 3:07] he have to earn an income for the household but you do I just don't get
[3:07 - 3:12] it I simply don't understand like well how why does she feel entitled to
[3:12 - 3:15] control your money while demanding none from Sir Hacks it's kind of weird it's
[3:15 - 3:23] a little bit strange but did you ever ask you to do any
[3:23 - 3:29] backside stuff like because it seems to be like something that he's kind of
[3:29 - 3:43] gotten into lately yeah he did to him to him how does he go about doing that
[3:43 - 3:49] like how would he okay baby girl how are you doing today I really don't want to
[3:49 - 3:54] get into the logistics of it I really don't I did come up here for drama I'm
[3:54 - 3:58] aware of that it's just it's 2021 you know I guess whatever makes people happy
[3:58 - 4:07] it's a good thing leave my cup of tea you know no I'm aware of that it's
[4:07 - 4:16] probably why you declined it I can't imagine that happened often if ever and
[4:16 - 4:20] it's pretty hairy back there too you know it's like it's you know sometimes
[4:20 - 4:27] like a dog takes a poop it gets caught in their fur I would imagine that that
[4:27 - 4:35] would be a problem at times yeah I just don't know how somebody would make that
[4:35 - 4:44] request like it's not that I need to know but it's very progressive it's
[4:44 - 4:56] very progressive well I'm glad that you stuck to your guns yeah it's just nice
[4:56 - 5:01] to see you and hear from you it's been a little while
[5:05 - 5:15] focusing on more important stuff that's always a good thing yeah I've always
[5:15 - 5:20] wanted to ask you this because it's just been kind of strange to me that she
[5:20 - 5:28] doesn't expect any money from Cyrax but wants to take over all of yours and she
[5:28 - 5:35] wanted like how much did she want and rent from you $300 like I've seen that
[5:35 - 5:42] place and there's no way like you would think that if you're living there as one
[5:42 - 5:47] quarter of the household that you would be responsible for 25% of the rent and
[5:47 - 5:53] there's no way that that place is more than like 600 a month so why should you
[5:53 - 5:59] have to pay for half but I never understood that I don't understand
[5:59 - 6:09] either huh I think what it was she wanted me to pay for her son's side of
[6:09 - 6:18] the rent - why doesn't he have to do it because he's not mental enough take
[6:18 - 6:25] care finances and stuff why doesn't she just tell him that and
[6:25 - 6:32] haven't got like a disability check he might be getting one and he don't know
[6:32 - 6:50] it oh so Sally guts it oh my god holy shit so she's just basically using him
[6:50 - 7:02] for money that's not a that's my theory I've always ran with that theory I mean
[7:02 - 7:09] I would imagine you'd probably know better than anybody having I don't know
[7:09 - 7:24] but that's just my theory sense that makes perfect fucking sense Wow I guess
[7:24 - 7:32] like Ed is overdosed recently I heard he left no he's still there he he just
[7:32 - 7:40] overdosed possibly like a potential suicide he just didn't take it anymore
[7:40 - 7:49] yeah I mean he's constantly fixated it's not his ass and somebody else's
[7:49 - 7:54] ass I don't know if he ever was he like kind of like with you and I'm not too
[7:54 - 8:01] personal is he kind of like ass focused not with me okay yeah cuz he from what
[8:01 - 8:07] I've seen like when he makes these advances on women he always goes it's
[8:07 - 8:12] always with the ass with him I'm not sure if he understands like how a
[8:12 - 8:20] vagina works he doesn't know what the where or what the clitoris is I mean
[8:20 - 8:24] I'm sure you probably know that better than I do
[8:26 - 8:36] it was back to fish the science one-on-one biology I mean I could throw
[8:36 - 8:44] the college course in their anatomy and physiology the anatomy and physiology
[8:44 - 8:49] site a course in college yeah yeah yeah yeah well he I guess he was in high
[8:49 - 8:55] school until he was 22 or 23 years old um that's weird cuz normally they kick
[8:55 - 9:01] you out when you're like 2021 you there might be like a little bit unless he
[9:01 - 9:06] was in a special ed class I would imagine that was probably the case would
[9:06 - 9:11] that would that surprise you at all to hear no but you know he'll never admit
[9:11 - 9:18] it yeah yeah yeah it would be conflicting with his portrayal of a
[9:18 - 9:26] genius a musical genius a business genius professional athlete professional
[9:26 - 9:34] car racer yeah he's terrible at it too I don't know if you've noticed that how
[9:34 - 9:39] so he's telling you that like listen baby I'm gonna provide for us all right
[9:39 - 9:44] I'm gonna put put the team on our back here and I'm gonna do it through e-racing
[9:44 - 9:49] and it comes in racing it was after I left when the whole e-racing thing
[9:49 - 9:54] started no no no I think it was just before I think it was just before you
[9:54 - 10:02] left actually never been taking the main so were there any like final straws
[10:02 - 10:08] that like you were just like you know what this is unacceptable when he put
[10:08 - 10:22] this thing in on me that one day yeah yeah how did you feel when he when he
[10:22 - 10:28] sent like his pecker out did you did it bother you or did you start really care
[10:28 - 10:32] because you kind of weren't really into him
[10:35 - 10:41] I mean I wouldn't but it's still it's still kind of a betrayal yeah you know
[10:41 - 10:49] it's like you're making me look like a jackass here yeah yeah it's like why
[10:49 - 10:55] send it out to the girls stuff yeah especially when you're out there working
[10:55 - 11:04] to support him and it's just it's just absolutely terrible what about Michael
[11:04 - 11:12] Cyrix punched him hmm yeah I guess he did Michael I was pretty fucked up I
[11:12 - 11:18] don't know if you noticed this but he's changed his name to Sapphire Sapphire
[11:18 - 11:31] wolf did you see that his new channel name is Sapphire wolf I swear to God
[11:31 - 11:38] Wow yeah it's like he took for the love of wolves and sapphire envy and he just
[11:38 - 11:47] combined them into one to me that indicated one I don't talk to him I
[11:47 - 11:51] don't really get on YouTube no more like I said this this right here the
[11:51 - 11:56] channel that you saw was just the one I used to watch other people on YouTube
[11:56 - 12:02] with that's it I don't really do nothing oh yeah it's probably smart you know
[12:02 - 12:06] there's a lot of weirdos out there and they like to become a little bit
[12:06 - 12:17] invasive yeah at what point did you think you realized it was over was it
[12:17 - 12:21] before he put his hands on you or obviously as soon as you got there
[12:21 - 12:30] it's probably pretty weird yeah you know like with because Sally she's like
[12:30 - 12:34] really all over his life you couldn't even go anywhere without telling her
[12:34 - 12:41] right we had to ask permission to go anywhere like we were kids what kind of
[12:41 - 12:54] adult woman wants to deal with no one no one that smart yeah yeah I mean it was
[12:54 - 13:00] at the point that I had to wait I had enough money to get up and go I mean I
[13:00 - 13:06] would think that if I was there I would literally save every penny until I could
[13:06 - 13:14] get out of there must have just been an absolute nightmare
[13:14 - 13:17] do you ever see Ed like kind of acting strangely cuz it turns out I guess that
[13:17 - 13:24] he's like a active drug user no he don't do drugs he never did drugs he had
[13:24 - 13:30] an overdose I mean yeah can't play something for you I think it'll blur
[13:30 - 13:35] your mind go for it all right yeah this is you're gonna this is really gonna
[13:35 - 13:42] fucking for you here um um yeah so I mean I don't know if this will make like
[13:42 - 13:49] kind of here one moment
[13:50 - 14:09] let me do this and I gotta give a shout to William glory hole here for this
[14:09 - 14:21] tremendous find your one moment yeah I think I mean it's permanent sounds like
[14:21 - 14:50] he's trying to kill himself yeah
[14:50 - 15:19] yeah I think my birth is taking an overdose of pills I'm not sure I can't
[15:19 - 15:32] get him to wake up he's sweating confusedly this is your boyfriend yes
[15:33 - 15:50] are you in your lesson now yes how old is he then is he awake and breathing
[15:50 - 15:57] he's breathing and he sits up every once in a great while but I can't get
[15:57 - 16:09] him to move he's sweating profusely no was this accent or intentional oh I'm
[16:09 - 16:13] sure it's intentional so I mean to me I don't know about you but I think that
[16:13 - 16:17] Ed is trying to kill himself and I don't know why he sticks around what
[16:17 - 16:25] does he get out of supporting them all dealing with the screaming all night
[16:25 - 16:33] like how does he sleep I think maybe he was trying to step up to be the father
[16:33 - 16:41] figure chance never really had so that's actually kind of kind of sweet
[16:41 - 16:50] I'd say um I mean he seems like a I feel like Sally is responsible for how
[16:50 - 17:03] sirex is he's never really had to do anything I don't know if you'd agree
[17:03 - 17:12] with that he's never had to do anything for himself everything you did to him on
[17:12 - 17:19] the silver platter well I mean it might be like a bronze platter but nevertheless
[17:19 - 17:24] like yeah everything's been hand to him I gotta ask I think people want to know
[17:24 - 17:32] like how were the first how were the first like few days there it was okay
[17:32 - 17:36] it wasn't really you know no screaming anything but it was like a week later
[17:36 - 17:43] I was like what at what point did you start to realize that maybe this isn't
[17:43 - 17:55] everything that I thought it would be when he first started doing the whole
[17:55 - 18:01] framing at people cussing them out nothing was ever his fault first time
[18:01 - 18:06] did it have anything to do with like slowly realizing the record deal was
[18:06 - 18:16] less than legitimate oh I know it wasn't legitimate I knew it wasn't I want it I
[18:16 - 18:20] try to tell when I'm what if it's not what you think it is what if just
[18:20 - 18:24] someone pulling the wool over your eyes and he was like no it's real it's real
[18:24 - 18:38] okay whatever you say get heard over you actually just really like them I try to
[18:38 - 18:43] be more supportive as a friend than anything else well you also move moved
[18:43 - 18:59] in with them and we'll try to kiss him anyways how's his hygiene I think everybody
[18:59 - 19:05] knows the specifics of that one well like we don't know how regular his
[19:05 - 19:15] bathing or brushing habits are not regular enough so like how many times
[19:15 - 19:21] not a normal person like how many times a week would you say that he took a
[19:21 - 19:28] shower well he doesn't work right now he takes baths right like he just soaks in
[19:28 - 19:37] the top I mean he took one or two baths when I was there but I know he took
[19:37 - 19:43] showers oh okay okay yeah I thought that he was like a tub soaker I don't know
[19:43 - 19:58] where I got that from so I mean any kind of like have a good smell to him no yeah
[19:58 - 20:06] I mean if you don't really take showers you know I mean unless like you're
[20:06 - 20:13] blast I would imagine that you probably develop like a bit of a smell I don't
[20:13 - 20:19] know so like a hmm after the first handful of days and after the first
[20:19 - 20:23] week where he starts like screaming at people because he'd always try to make
[20:23 - 20:28] it seem like he was doing it for your honor but it probably only made things
[20:28 - 20:32] worse I would guess like because it's crazy when he flies off the handle like
[20:32 - 20:47] it's it gets pretty volatile yeah yeah how at what point um did you decide that
[20:47 - 20:52] like you know I need Michael here I gotta I gotta bring Michael up here and
[20:52 - 21:05] and why the reason why I brought Michael where I was at is so that way I can have
[21:05 - 21:12] more support and more help and a more of a witness to all that was going on so
[21:12 - 21:22] that way I didn't seem crazy well something here saying okay at the point
[21:22 - 21:25] how they're simping and not telling truth about fall man no I think others
[21:25 - 21:34] is being truthful I don't I don't believe that he took showers regularly
[21:34 - 21:38] because I think that Sally would have to constantly remind him and even before
[21:38 - 21:41] he went to go and see you this was amazing to me before he took that long
[21:41 - 21:51] road trip he'd somehow forgotten to shower how do you before you meet what
[21:51 - 21:54] you think is the love of your life how do you not even take a shower how does
[21:54 - 22:09] that just slip your mind I am we don't know it's pretty strange yeah so like
[22:09 - 22:13] knowing how fucked up the living situation was there did you feel bad at
[22:13 - 22:21] all bring Michael up or I do but also where he was at was in a good stable
[22:21 - 22:29] environment either yeah you have to be in pretty dire straits to consider even
[22:29 - 22:35] moving into the Wilkins household
[22:36 - 22:39] Doc's will says to be fair she was there every day you probably become like
[22:39 - 22:45] nose-blind to the smells like you just get used to it like I smoke I don't
[22:45 - 22:52] smell smoke I'm sure everyone else does I mean I didn't grow accustomed to the
[22:52 - 22:58] smell at all I did I started keeping my wrist sprayed of like fragrances and
[22:58 - 23:02] stuff and like I would smell my wrist every so often so that way I wouldn't
[23:02 - 23:13] smell it it's probably a good strategy and being outside would help a whole
[23:13 - 23:19] lot too so yeah I found it weird that when his penis got infected that he
[23:19 - 23:26] would have Sally apply the cream to it form like it's it seems like awfully
[23:26 - 23:36] familiar like it's a little too close if you ask me like that before he well
[23:36 - 23:43] um quite possibly you know to just be that familiar she insisted on it and he
[23:43 - 23:52] didn't really resist and to just allow it you know and just be fine with your
[23:52 - 23:57] grandmother slash mother not only seeing your penis but getting hands-on with
[23:57 - 24:04] your penis it's it's weird um I think there's like probably been like a lot
[24:04 - 24:11] of dysfunction that household um you know if you look at Rupal you know the
[24:11 - 24:16] guy's a rapist he raped the 14 year old on a bike path you look at that gay bill
[24:16 - 24:21] you know he was a cross-dressing man who contracted well I guess he got
[24:21 - 24:27] cancer that turned into HIV so we can't really say that he got that from any
[24:27 - 24:34] sort of know what it was he already had he had I hate to indulge God rest his
[24:34 - 24:42] soul yeah but uh he already attracted HIV and his immune system was really
[24:42 - 24:45] really low to the point that he caught cancer and he really couldn't fight it
[24:45 - 24:50] off or couldn't do chemo or really anything because his immune system got
[24:50 - 24:54] attacked do you think it's kind of fucked up but he didn't even visit him
[24:54 - 25:03] in the hospital I think so yeah he always talked about like how much he
[25:03 - 25:09] meant to him and he dedicates his car racing to bill but like he didn't even
[25:09 - 25:19] care enough to go to the hospital to see him like how do you not who is
[25:19 - 25:26] ambient dog do this is this is how they're other dated and live with
[25:26 - 25:32] Cyrax for how long was that probably like six months yeah I would say about
[25:32 - 25:39] that mm-hmm um what were your favorite things about Cyrax and what were your
[25:39 - 25:49] least favorite things bottom I would say my favorite thing about him was how
[25:49 - 25:56] he would get so animated playing a new game like the new anime a new game or a
[25:56 - 26:01] new TV show that would come out and him just being away from the YouTube drama
[26:01 - 26:08] and all that taking pictures yeah I mean so you got yeah of course you get
[26:08 - 26:13] excited about his games but like what what what one of his characteristics or
[26:13 - 26:19] traits like what were your favorite things about his personality
[26:19 - 26:33] you well I thought it would was because he listened but I don't really think he
[26:33 - 26:44] has much of a personality you can't really think of anything that you like
[26:44 - 26:56] about him I'm not the way he turned out to be yeah I mean I guess like it's
[26:56 - 27:03] probably easy for him to you know act like he's something that he's not until
[27:03 - 27:10] he got there and then it's probably kind of hard to hide okay this is
[27:10 - 27:14] probably an easier question what are your least favorite things about Cyrax
[27:14 - 27:32] well okay I'll tell you I'll tell you what I like about Cyrax it's his it's
[27:32 - 27:37] his persistence like when he believes in something he's not going to let any rhyme
[27:37 - 27:44] reasons facts or logic get in the way of it and despite everyone telling him
[27:44 - 27:49] that he's awful at it or coming in last place in every race like he's going to
[27:49 - 27:57] stick it out I mean the flip side of that is I guess that it comes out like
[27:57 - 28:04] the expense of any sort of meaningful outcome for his life but he really has a
[28:04 - 28:11] lot of self-belief well there goes Heather