2022-11-1 How i really fucking feel

[0:00 - 0:29] I'm about to piss off a lot of fucking people and honestly, I don't fucking care. I'm about
[0:29 - 0:46] to piss off a lot of motherfuckers and not give a shit. First off Marty, I know you're
[0:46 - 0:55] full of shit. You're a pathetic piece of trash. You said they're saying you want to bring
[0:55 - 0:59] skull scratchers coming back. Well guess what? That ain't never gonna fucking happen and
[0:59 - 1:05] you want to know why. I never wanted to do that shit in the first place and you want
[1:05 - 1:15] to know why. You want to know why I didn't want to do that in the first place because
[1:15 - 1:23] I came onto this fucking stream. I came onto this shit, onto this platform to do two things,
[1:23 - 1:29] my music and my artwork. That's all I can want to hear and do. My music, my artwork
[1:29 - 1:37] and gaming from time to time and that's it. I never once wanted to do that bullshit ass
[1:37 - 1:43] dumb ass skull scratcher comedy and you want to know why? Because I fucking hated it.
[1:43 - 1:49] The only reason I even did it was because I felt like I had no fucking choice but to
[1:49 - 1:58] fucking do it just to keep the fucking trolls off my fucking back. I never wanted to fucking
[1:58 - 2:06] do it, ever. I only did it to shut the trolls up to keep them off my motherfucking back
[2:06 - 2:14] because I felt like I did what I had to fucking do to keep them off my back. That's the only
[2:14 - 2:26] fucking reason I did it. And Marty, let me tell you right now, douchebag, I know your
[2:26 - 2:43] fucking lives. I know your fucking lives don't fuck. I know you're alive asshole. Oh and
[2:43 - 2:52] by the way, I do have access to my YouTube so I know where you're at. I know who you
[2:52 - 3:00] are a music bitchface Marty. I trust you when I say the minute I find you I'm fucking banning
[3:00 - 3:08] you you fucking retard mongoloid little fat bitch. What's the matter Marty? You get mad
[3:08 - 3:19] because I'm not bringing back what the fuck you want? Well guess what? Fuck you. So let
[3:19 - 3:38] me go right here to community.
[3:38 - 4:08] Okay. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna
[4:08 - 4:34] get you. Doo doo doo doo. Getting ready to chose what I love to do. So go ahead and Marty,
[4:34 - 5:03] keep on trying. Nah, you want to be fucking honest. I'm tired of your bullshit. I'm tired
[5:03 - 5:08] of your bullshit, Marty. All your fucking lies. You're all about your fucking self.
[5:08 - 5:15] You want to know how I know this? Every time you try to make a proposal, it's always during
[5:15 - 5:24] a live stream. It's always during a live stream that you always want to try to make
[5:24 - 5:34] peace or make some sort of deal. That's all it is. You want the fucking views and you're
[5:34 - 5:45] mad at the fact that I'm not bringing back what you want. That's all it is. You're mad
[5:45 - 5:51] at the fact that I'm not bringing back what the fuck you want to bring back Marty. That's
[5:51 - 5:58] all it is. And you hate that. And you want to know why I don't fucking trust you. Look
[5:58 - 6:05] at all the fucking shit you've done to me before. No, seriously, look at all the shit
[6:05 - 6:23] that you've done to me before. You broke into my Facebook, stole private photos and videos
[6:23 - 6:38] and posted them to porn sites. You ran your mouth behind my fucking back. You literally
[6:38 - 6:57] desecrated my dead brother. You literally sat there and did that shit. Who is this and
[6:57 - 7:12] what do you want? I know you are. So is your mom, you fat bitch. But for real though, dude.
[7:12 - 7:17] You want to sit there and claim you're a good person, Marty? You're not. And you're
[7:17 - 7:23] never going to be able to prove it by me. You're never going to be able to prove to
[7:23 - 7:33] me that you're not a piece of shit. You're never going to be able to prove it. The only
[7:33 - 7:40] way you're ever going to be able to prove it to me is if on your own, by your free will,
[7:40 - 7:49] you take that wing glory hole for good. And I don't mean making up the little scam where,
[7:49 - 7:57] you know, I don't mean making up a little scam where you bought the glory hole and you
[7:57 - 8:00] make it look like he's doing this.
[8:00 - 8:28] Yo, you know what? Marty can suck my cock. Actually, no, I don't want to answer him.
[8:28 - 8:48] You're not going to be able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not
[8:48 - 8:56] going to be able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not going to be
[8:56 - 9:17] able to prove to me that you're not a piece of shit. You're not going to be able to prove
[9:17 - 9:26] to me that you're not a piece of shit. I'm going to tell you right now, Marty, this shit
[9:26 - 9:37] that I'm fucking dealing with, motherfucker, let me tell you. Hello, hello, hello, hello,
[9:37 - 9:51] hello. No, you fucking want to know something, dude? You want to know something, Marty, and
[9:51 - 10:01] I'm being straight up about this. I don't need the fucking bullshit, Marty. All this
[10:01 - 10:08] shit that you see going on, all the fucking crap that I'm dealing with with my fucking
[10:08 - 10:14] skin, with this crap. Let me tell you something, dude. You want to know what this is all fucking
[10:14 - 10:19] caused by? All the dermatitis all over my body? All this? You want to know what that
[10:19 - 10:29] shit's caused by? Fucking stress. Stress that you fucking put me through, asshole.
[10:29 - 10:57] You're all from fucking stress. Why? You hear a fuck with me too? Who is this?
[10:57 - 11:03] Hold on. Hold on, y'all, I'll be right back.
[11:03 - 11:07] [MUSIC]
[57:07 - 57:29] 32 years later. I bet none of you trolls can say that shit but I can't because I
[57:29 - 57:49] lived it and I'm still here motherfuckers and this one is for the fans. This is for my real fans man I fucking love you guys. This song right here is my promise to you guys and my family's friends.
[57:49 - 61:47] (music)
[61:47 - 62:15] I represent that shit. I represent the people that get walked on. The people that get shunned and pushed out by society. I rep the outcasts. The people that you motherfuckers deem is unworthy. The ones that you deem as different. The ones that you deem as not good enough. I represent those people. Always have, always fucking love. And if you don't like it, well guess what? Here's my answer to you. Fuck you.
[62:15 - 62:31] I have always represented the people like me since I started music. And I will continue to represent the underdog. I will continue to represent the people that you push out.
[62:31 - 62:47] And believe what I say, I will always speak out against you fucking dumb ass trolls. If I see something going on and it's wrong, guess what? I'm speaking out on it motherfuckers.
[62:47 - 62:59] So you can say what you want about me, say whatever you want. I don't give a fuck. Because at the end of the day, your stupid ass opinion don't fucking matter.
[62:59 - 63:25] What does matter are these awesome ass people that are in the fuck comments. Rocking my music every day. Rocking my fucking merch every day. And doing what they gotta do to survive. Those are the motherfuckers that I rock.
[63:25 - 63:45] The ones that are out here doing what they love and not giving a shit. Those are the ones that I can be fucking proud of. The ones that sit here and say fuck you the trollin and bullion. I can respect that. A hundred percent.
[63:45 - 63:59] And if you trolls don't like that, well guess fucking what? I don't give a shit. I ain't here for you. I'm here for the people that enjoy what the fuck I do.
[63:59 - 64:18] And nah, not this time man.
[64:18 - 64:42] Yo, midnack, what up?
[64:42 - 64:52] This song right here represents what the trolls try to do. And for us, as my family's best community do to fight back.
[64:53 - 65:07] Straight, straight, straight, straight.
[65:07 - 65:36] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[65:36 - 66:04] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[66:04 - 66:12] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[66:12 - 67:10] In the middle, in the middle, in the middle.
[67:10 - 67:25] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[67:26 - 67:54] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[67:54 - 68:23] Even when it's not about you, about you.
[68:23 - 68:52] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[68:52 - 69:20] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[69:20 - 70:17] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[70:17 - 70:46] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[70:46 - 71:15] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[71:15 - 71:44] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[71:44 - 72:13] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[72:13 - 72:41] Straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight.
[72:41 - 73:03] Whether it's simply helping somebody with something, whether it's helping them write a song, helping them move shit out of their house, whether it's being an ear for them to listen to.
[73:03 - 73:19] And see, y'all trolls, you built your fan base off of intimidation and fear. I built mine off of love and fucking respect.
[73:19 - 73:31] My fan base, I built that shit off of respect and love for the people that actually enjoy what I do.
[73:31 - 73:42] Don't let me ask anybody here that fucking knows me. Everything I do now, I've built it off of love and respect for the people around me that rock my shit.
[73:42 - 73:49] That's what separates me from you asshole trolls. And if you don't like it, I don't give a fuck.
[73:49 - 74:00] But as I said at the beginning of this stream, Marty, you need to shut your punk ass up, motherfucker, because you ain't shit. You ain't ever gonna be shit.
[74:00 - 74:07] You ain't ever gonna get anywhere with your fucking bullshit.
[74:07 - 74:11] And as for the trolls, I don't need your stress.
[74:11 - 74:19] And Marty, you can keep the stress. Trolls, you can keep your stress. I don't fucking need it. I don't want it.
[74:19 - 74:27] Because like I said, this shit keeps up. I could end up in the hospital and I don't need that.
[74:27 - 74:31] My fans don't need me ending up in the hospital.
[74:31 - 74:54] Like I said, Marty, I got talent. You don't. You trolls, you're a bunch of pussies. You ain't shit. This is all y'all do.
[74:54 - 75:04] That's all you trolls do all fucking day, yak, yak, yak, yak, yak.
[75:04 - 75:15] That's all you trolls do, man. You do this all fucking day.
[75:15 - 75:24] But to be honest, what hasn't it done, knick-knack?
[75:24 - 75:32] So to you trolls, I say this.
[75:32 - 75:40] Fuck you.
[75:40 - 75:49] And no, that's not an offer.
[75:49 - 75:56] Hell yeah, dude. Hey, you know I rock black ops in my luggage. Good game. Very good game.
[75:56 - 76:00] Hold up one sec, y'all.
[76:00 - 76:06] If you're here to troll me, fuck off.
[76:06 - 76:11] I don't know if you've got an answer. I don't know if you've got an answer. Oh, well.
[76:11 - 76:16] It must not have been important if they hung up that quick.
[76:16 - 76:22] I am Marty. Well, let's see. And Marty, I got a challenge for you. All right.
[76:22 - 76:28] I have a fucking challenge for you. And this is something I have done.
[76:28 - 76:38] If you can record 30 solid songs that are actually good, I'll shut my mouth and I'll respect you.
[76:38 - 76:51] But unless you can record 30 solid songs within 24 hours, you don't get my respect.
[76:51 - 77:02] I guarantee you, you ain't got the balls to sit down and take the time enough to record 30 plus songs in a day.
[77:02 - 77:07] You can't do that because you ain't got the skill.
[77:07 - 77:14] But me, I've done that shit already. I've done that shit multiple times.
[77:14 - 77:23] Many times I've done that already. Don't believe me? Ask anybody that knows me.
[77:23 - 77:27] Ask any of my friends that have been here since day one.
[77:27 - 77:54] Since before I started blowing up.
[77:54 - 77:59] And by the way, to waste chickens, fucking niggas, you know damn well.
[77:59 - 78:09] And I bet everybody here knows that you stole my music, bitch.
[78:09 - 78:14] Who is this and what do you want?
[78:14 - 78:19] Hey, Gloria, why don't you give my music back, you pussy little fuckbag?
[78:19 - 78:28] Or are you mad at the fact that I'm calling you out on your fuck shit, you pussy little nigga boy, you crack-headed little bitch, you townless fuck job?
[78:28 - 78:34] What, you mad?
[78:34 - 78:37] Oh, no, no, no. You ain't getting sent to me, motherfucker. I'm taking that shit back.
[78:37 - 78:42] Whether you like it or not, bitch, you ain't getting sent there and sent to me, I'm taking that shit back.
[78:42 - 78:48] Whether you want it to or not, you punk-ass little bitch, I don't give a fuck about your shitty copyright, motherfucker.
[78:48 - 78:51] I'm taking that shit back on my own accord.
[78:51 - 79:02] And they ain't got nothing, their little bitch faggot-ass can't fucking do about it, so fuck your copyright, fuck you, and fuck your whole goddamn life, you little fucking retard.
[79:02 - 79:09] Like I said, the real fans know what's up. The real fans know who the shit belongs to, and guess what?
[79:09 - 79:16] It's me, bitch. I'm the real Cyrus. I'm the real DK, bitch. I'm the real writer of those songs.
[79:16 - 79:21] And guess what? Everyone here fucking knows that you bitch-ass motherfucker.
[79:21 - 79:30] So why don't you take your little bitch double-worshiping ass down to your fucking, wherever you fucking go to worship Satan, sit there, and shut the fuck up?
[79:30 - 79:36] Because like I said, you pussy-lipped dick little bitch, I'm taking my songs back, whether you fucking like it or not.
[79:36 - 79:41] And guess what, fuckboy? There ain't a goddamn thing your punk-ass can do to stop me.
[79:41 - 79:46] Because guess what, bitch? I'm taking my shit back, liking her fuck or not.
[79:46 - 79:56] So guess what? Fuck you, fucking mom, fuck your dad, fuck your comeback, bitch-ass wife Katie, AKA the sweatbag of YouTube, AKA the pedal of YouTube.
[79:56 - 80:01] And fuck all your little fucking fans, because your fake is fucked, you dumbass.
[80:01 - 80:09] So fuck you, gorgeous bitch, AKA you dick-sucking little fuckboy. So fuck you, nigga. You ain't nothing but a bitch.
[80:09 - 80:13] So do yourself a favor and go fuck yourself, bitch-ass.
[80:13 - 80:24] Because like I said, I'm taking my songs back, whether you like it or not, bitch, so fuck you.
[80:24 - 80:36] Anybody else want to fucking challenge me? Anybody? Anybody else want to fuck your step up and say something? Anybody at all? Let's go.
[80:36 - 80:46] Anybody want to step up and say something else about my shit? Let's fucking go.
[80:46 - 80:59] Come on, man. Anybody want to step up and say something about my music again? Let's fucking go. Let's go, bitch.
[80:59 - 81:08] Because like I said, I'm taking my shit back from you, Gloria, and guess what? You ain't fucking stopping me, bitch.
[81:08 - 81:26] Oh, really, Paul? I'd love to see you prove that one, dumb fuck.
[81:26 - 81:37] Oh, and to William Gloria Hall, AKA Wench Shokens, go ahead and show up here. I dare you to, Gloria, bitch.
[81:37 - 81:46] Matter of fact, I want you to show up here, Wench Shokens. I want you to show up here. You want to know why?
[81:46 - 81:54] Because I want to look you in your face after I feature your fucking ass and take back what's rightfully mine.
[81:54 - 82:05] I want you to show up here. I want you to show up here, Wench Shokens, whoever the fuck you are, that I could promise you this.
[82:05 - 82:11] You show up here. Guess what? You're getting an ass beat personally from yours truant.
[82:11 - 82:21] And guess what? I'm going to enjoy it because guess what? I'll get to look you in the face and laugh as I beat your ass.
[82:21 - 82:29] So go ahead. Show your ass up, punk. Go ahead and show your punk ass up, motherfucker.
[82:29 - 82:39] I want you to. Matter of fact, I invite you to. I want you to show up here. I'm inviting you to show up here.
[82:39 - 82:45] No cops. Nobody getting in the way. Just me and you, motherfucker. You show up here to my house.
[82:45 - 82:51] I'm going to look you dead in your ass. I'm going to take back my shit and then I'm going to whip your fucking ass.
[82:51 - 83:01] So go ahead. Show up. Unless you're too chicken shit.
[83:01 - 83:07] Unless you're too chicken shit to throw hands, then show your ass up.
[83:07 - 83:11] If you got the balls to throw hands, then show up.
[83:11 - 83:16] Because believe what I say, bro, I ain't afraid to throw hands with a punk like you wince.
[83:16 - 83:24] I ain't afraid to throw hands with your ass.
[83:24 - 83:28] Who are you and what do you want?
[83:28 - 83:37] Yeah, I know you're a pedo bitch. So is your mommy, cocksucker.
[83:37 - 83:44] Like I said, bro, I ain't afraid to throw hands with you wince. Matter of fact, wince-chokens, I want you to show up.
[83:44 - 83:49] I want you to. I want you to show up here.
[83:49 - 83:55] Oh, wait, I forgot. You won't do it because you're a chicken shit. You're a pussy-ass coward and you hide.
[83:55 - 84:00] That's all you do. You hide behind your camera like a bitch, glory hole.
[84:00 - 84:06] And glory hole, we all know that you win. We all know that you're wince-chokens, glory hole.
[84:06 - 84:10] And we all know that you're too much of a bitch, you know, pussy to show up.
[84:10 - 84:17] We all know this. You're too scared to show up. You're too chicken shit.
[84:17 - 84:20] You ain't got the balls to show the fuck up and face me.
[84:20 - 84:28] Like I said, man to man, I'll make sure there ain't no cops. I'll make sure nobody gets involved.
[84:28 - 84:33] Because when I throw down with you, I want to make sure that I knock your ass out.
[84:33 - 84:39] I want to be sure to look you in the face as I beat your ass.
[84:39 - 84:46] I want to see the look of fear in your eyes after I knock your fake ass out, glory bitch.
[84:46 - 84:50] So go ahead.
[84:50 - 84:56] Show the fuck up. If you're man enough.
[84:56 - 85:00] And don't cower like a bitch and make an excuse in front of my family. No.
[85:00 - 85:07] I want the man you show up, I want them to tell you who the fuck you are.
[85:07 - 85:10] I want you to tell them who the fuck you are.
[85:10 - 85:14] Because the minute I know it's you, guess what?
[85:14 - 85:18] All I gotta say is this, man, I hope you got into insurance.
[85:18 - 85:23] Because after I'm throwing you, you shouldn't have teeth out your ass for a week.
[85:23 - 85:26] I can promise you that.
[85:26 - 85:29] Like I said, bro, I hope you got into insurance, man.
[85:29 - 85:33] Because the minute you show up, your teeth are getting knocked down your throat.
[85:33 - 85:38] And you're going to be shitting teeth out your ass for a fucking week, I guarantee you.
[85:38 - 85:42] But don't have it. It'll call you the toothless wonder.
[85:42 - 85:48] And then maybe you can suck on Marty's dick that much better because you ain't going to have those teeth getting in the way.
[85:48 - 85:54] So at least you can suck his cock better like you like to do. So there it is, that.
[85:54 - 85:58] So essentially, I'll be giving you a free dental job.
[85:58 - 86:09] [silence]
[86:09 - 86:11] Hell no!
[86:11 - 86:21] [silence]
[86:21 - 86:25] Who the fuck, Darnell? What the fuck do you want, man?
[86:25 - 86:28] [inaudible]
[86:28 - 86:31] Hey, why don't you go fuck your mother, you fucking pedo?
[86:31 - 86:34] [inaudible]
[86:34 - 86:38] All right, good. I want him to show up because I'll beat his ass.
[86:38 - 86:42] [inaudible]
[86:42 - 86:48] Yeah, well, guess what? This little motherfucker is going to beat his ass into the ground any motherfucker.
[86:48 - 86:54] And you can tell that douchebag, hey, you can tell that douchebag, I hope he's got dental insurance
[86:54 - 86:57] because he's going to fucking beat it when I'm done with it.
[86:57 - 87:00] Good. Do it.
[87:00 - 87:04] [silence]
[87:04 - 87:08] Anybody else want to try to start shit?
[87:08 - 87:15] [silence]
[87:15 - 87:19] Does anybody else want to try to start shit with me?
[87:19 - 87:22] Anybody at all?
[87:22 - 87:33] Because like I said, to you wench-okens, the minute you show up, you better hope and pray to God you've got dental insurance, motherfucker.
[87:33 - 87:38] You better hope and pray to God you've got dental insurance.
[87:38 - 87:48] Because trust me when I say, you're going to fucking beat it.
[87:48 - 87:53] And like I said, that ain't a threat.
[87:53 - 87:56] That's a promise, bitch.
[87:56 - 87:59] So go ahead, show up if you're mad enough.
[87:59 - 88:02] You've got 24 hours to show the fuck up.
[88:02 - 88:06] You've got 24 hours from tomorrow to show up.
[88:06 - 88:11] And if you don't, everybody's going to know what kind of a bitch you really are.
[88:11 - 88:14] So good luck, douchebag.
[88:15 - 88:18] [silence]