2021-5-20 LET THE HATE GO

[0:00 - 0:02] [doorbell]
[0:02 - 0:26] What up y'all? So we need to have a little chit chat.
[0:26 - 0:35] We definitely need to have a talk guys.
[0:35 - 0:43] You see just a few minutes ago I was trying to update my tea shop
[0:43 - 0:48] and upload some new designs for some people that wanted to buy some merch.
[0:48 - 0:55] Well it's pretty clear that I can't do that without being harassed by a phone call.
[0:55 - 1:07] So I'm going to just speak on this because it seems a lot of people want to understand what happened,
[1:07 - 1:13] why it happened and they got all these questions and I don't hate you guys.
[1:13 - 1:22] I understand that a lot of you are rightfully upset with me and I understand that a lot of you are rightfully upset.
[1:22 - 1:32] But there's something that happened during that time period with Kate that I don't think a lot of people actually understand.
[1:32 - 1:36] And that's not necessarily your fault.
[1:36 - 1:45] See a lot of people say that you know I should have gone to jail for what happened and this, that and the other.
[1:45 - 1:55] But I didn't and a lot of people don't understand why. I'll tell you why.
[1:55 - 2:12] Because one, when I spoke with the officers that came here initially and they spoke on the subject, you want to know what they told me?
[2:12 - 2:18] They told me to not do it again. And yes, they could have arrested me.
[2:18 - 2:33] But because of the fact that I helped to take care of my family, because of the fact that my mom and stepdad need my help,
[2:33 - 2:45] like literally need my help doing the simple things like getting out of bed, putting on their shoes, the simple things that me and you take for granted.
[2:45 - 2:59] And the very simple things that me and you take for granted every day, I have to help them with every day.
[2:59 - 3:04] So when I spoke to the officers, you know what they said?
[3:04 - 3:11] You know what I got from what they said? And what my family got from it?
[3:11 - 3:17] Is that when looking at me, they didn't see a criminalistic bad guy.
[3:17 - 3:24] They didn't see someone with a history. They didn't see an evil guy.
[3:24 - 3:36] They didn't see somebody who's evil, who helps take care of his family, who got caught up in a very, very bad situation that never should have happened.
[3:36 - 3:42] They saw somebody that made a stupid mistake that he never should have made.
[3:42 - 3:46] And they gave me a warning. They gave me a warning.
[3:46 - 3:57] They flat out told me that if I do it again, they're not going to look past it. They're not going to think twice about homing me off to jail the next time I do it.
[3:57 - 4:05] So I got very lucky. I got very lucky. I got off with a warning from the police.
[4:05 - 4:28] But not only did I get that. A lot of people don't understand this, but a lot worse happened in the days to follow within the following days and ultimately the following weeks.
[4:28 - 4:35] I got a wreck. Go ahead and get rid of that. Go ahead and get rid of that person that's spamming. Thank you.
[4:35 - 4:38] Damn, you beat me through it, right?
[4:38 - 4:45] But in the weeks to follow, you guys know what happened?
[4:45 - 4:56] Within the following days and even the following weeks, my family's lives got threatened.
[4:56 - 5:05] Within the following days and weeks, my family's lives were threatened and put in danger.
[5:05 - 5:09] My life was put in danger.
[5:09 - 5:24] We had people coming up to the house ready to kill me so bad the point to where at one point we had to call the police for our own safety and our own protection.
[5:24 - 5:40] That's how bad it got. It got so bad that we had to call the police to have somebody be made to leave. That's how bad it got.
[5:40 - 5:55] So, instead of me going to prison, guys, don't you think that I've been put through enough with these death threats on my family?
[5:55 - 6:03] Don't you think that death threats on me and my family is more than enough?
[6:03 - 6:14] And don't you think I learned my lesson by having people actually show up here ready to fucking kill me?
[6:14 - 6:20] Three different times I've had people show up ready to fucking kill me.
[6:20 - 6:30] Three different times I've had to call the police for my own protection.
[6:30 - 6:34] Three different times I've had to worry about my family.
[6:34 - 6:50] Three different times my family's lives got physically put in danger when people showed up here ready to kill me, ready to harm my family.
[6:50 - 7:06] So with that being said, don't you guys think I learned my lesson from all this by having my family's lives threatened?
[7:06 - 7:21] And no, I'm not a pussy for calling the cops, dude. I'm not a pussy for calling the cops. These people had weapons ready to kill me and my family.
[7:21 - 7:34] They literally showed up here ready to murder me and my family. And I was only doing what was right for my family.
[7:34 - 7:42] I was only looking after my family, after my mom, my stepdad.
[7:42 - 7:58] And like I told the guy that called earlier, I don't know his name, but like I told the guy that I spoke with earlier on the phone,
[7:58 - 8:09] that if you guys, and for those of you that are trolling, if you actually sit down and actually take the time,
[8:09 - 8:19] like and I mean actually take the time to sit down and talk with me and get to know me, you would see that I'm not a bad guy.
[8:19 - 8:33] People want to paint me out to be this monster, but really who's the monster? The one that committed the crime and has tried to make it right?
[8:33 - 8:43] Or the person that threatened that person's life and tried to have them and their family killed?
[8:43 - 8:50] Think about that. Who's the real monster? The one that did something wrong and is trying to make it right?
[8:50 - 8:59] Or the person that threatened that person's life and their family's lives and tried to have them killed?
[8:59 - 9:07] Who's the real monster?
[9:07 - 9:29] Because like I said, I'm not the bad guy that everybody makes me out to be. I'm really not.
[9:29 - 9:40] Hey Violet, what's up?
[9:40 - 9:51] Hey Burger Boy, what's good bro?
[9:51 - 10:02] Yo Burger Boy, I love this shirt and I love that LED light. You got me homie. I fucking love it. Thank you. I appreciate you man, 100%.
[10:02 - 10:07] I appreciate what you did for me. I fucking love what you got me dude, 100%.
[10:07 - 10:14] Even though the shirt is down in the wash right now because it's dirty as well, not really dirty, but nasty as hell for sweat.
[10:14 - 10:32] But dude, I appreciate it man. The shirt, the LED, I love it bro. Thank you. You fucking rock.
[10:32 - 10:38] Oh dude, I'm doing great brother. I'm doing real good man. And hey, I'm glad that you got your own channel going man.
[10:38 - 10:45] And by the way, if y'all might check out Burger Boy's channel, go check out Burger Boy's channel right now.
[10:45 - 10:56] Dope ass content, good video man. Go check this man out.
[10:56 - 11:04] But like I said y'all, at the end of the day, who's the real monster here?
[11:04 - 11:14] Someone like myself who made a very fucked up mistake and has been trying to right that wrong?
[11:14 - 11:27] Or is it the person that threatened my life and put mine in my family's lives all in day, every day for the past month and a half?
[11:27 - 11:37] And I mean really ask yourselves this, who's the real monster? Who's the real bad guy here?
[11:37 - 11:44] The person that did the troll and put someone's life in danger?
[11:44 - 11:54] Or is it the person that made the stupid mistake and fell for that troll and did something that was wrong?
[11:54 - 12:01] Now, with that being said, allow me to ask you this.
[12:01 - 12:05] Or allow me to say this, I should say.
[12:05 - 12:12] A lot of people tell me or like want to know why I did what I did.
[12:12 - 12:27] They always want an answer to everything. They always want that answer to everything.
[12:27 - 12:30] Thank you.
[12:30 - 12:55] God, that was getting annoying. Thank you to whoever got rid of it.
[12:55 - 13:14] Now, a lot of people have been asking me, "Yo, Rax, why'd you do it? What made you want to do this? What made you fall for this? What made you go for this troll? What made you take that bait?"
[13:14 - 13:35] Well, I can honestly say this, that sometimes people do things that they themselves don't even understand.
[13:35 - 13:45] And that's true. A lot of the times people do things that are wrong that they themselves don't even understand.
[13:45 - 13:51] And I've been getting asked this every day, "Why'd you do it? Why'd you do it? Why'd you do it?"
[13:51 - 13:57] That's just it. I don't know why I did it. I don't understand it myself.
[13:57 - 14:11] But the truth is, I did it and I learned my lesson from it. And, "Yo, Rax, let's say, Rax, you know what to do."
[14:11 - 14:24] But like I said, I don't know why I did what I did. I don't understand it. And believe me, I kick myself in the head every night for what I did.
[14:24 - 14:34] But at the same time as I'm kicking myself in the head, I'm trying to better myself as a person.
[14:34 - 14:47] And let me tell you, the dude that spoke to me actually made a very good, he did very well, even though he got a screw up there at the end.
[14:47 - 14:56] He asked me a very smart, a very smart question actually. "What am I going to do next time somebody of that age approaches me?"
[14:56 - 15:08] If things, you know, start to get bad, I'll straight out block them.
[15:08 - 15:16] "Oh, look, Massachusetts. I'll bet you it's Kate."
[15:16 - 15:21] "You matter of fact, I'm going to do like I always do at night."
[15:21 - 15:35] "I'm going to have to turn this off."
[15:35 - 15:38] "What?"
[15:38 - 15:42] "Oh, that's why."
[15:42 - 16:08] [silence]
[16:08 - 16:18] "See that? This is what I'm doing right now, so y'all can see."
[16:18 - 16:24] "Power off. As you have to see, turning it off."
[16:24 - 16:34] "Because I don't need that troll shit in my life."
[16:34 - 16:39] "I don't see all trolls try to call now."
[16:39 - 16:44] "Looks like jokes on you trolls."
[16:44 - 16:47] "Try again."
[16:47 - 17:09] "You can't call me if my phone's not on, idiots."
[17:09 - 17:32] "And no, that's where you're wrong, William. If somebody like me who is not a genuine pedophile does something wrong, that person should be forgiven."
[17:32 - 17:40] "That person should be, obviously, definitely held accountable, which I was held accountable."
[17:40 - 17:48] "I was held accountable. I did own up to my mistakes and I paid the ultimate price."
[17:48 - 17:57] "I paid the ultimate price by my family's lives getting threatened and put in a legitimate danger."
[17:57 - 18:04] "I paid a price that goes beyond the police."
[18:04 - 18:11] "I paid the price of my family's lives being put in danger and at risk."
[18:11 - 18:14] "Don't you think that's enough?"
[18:14 - 18:21] "Don't you think my family's lives being put in danger is enough?"
[18:21 - 18:27] "All right, put yourself in my shoes. How would you feel that was your family?"
[18:27 - 18:35] "If you did something in your family's lives, got put in danger, how would you feel?"
[18:35 - 18:42] "Wouldn't you want to do whatever you could to protect them?"
[18:42 - 18:58] "Think about it."
[18:58 - 19:12] "I don't think you'd get this, but somebody actually did show up to my house."
[19:12 - 19:21] "Someone actually did show up to my house ready to kill me and my family to the point where we had to call the police."
[19:21 - 19:30] "And it was somebody from Kate's community. Now whether she told them to do it or they did that on their own, I don't know."
[19:30 - 19:41] "But at the end of the day, someone did show up here ready to kill me and my family."
[19:41 - 19:51] And let me tell you, that was the scariest moments of my life right there. Those moments were the scariest moments of my life.
[19:51 - 20:14] The fact that I had my family's lives put in danger, in immediate imminent danger, is scary.
[20:14 - 20:24] "Now whether it was a troll or not, it doesn't matter. At the end of the day, you put someone's life in danger."
[20:24 - 20:34] "It don't matter if it was a troll or not. At the end of the day, you're still putting someone's life in imminent danger."
[20:34 - 20:38] Plain and simple.
[20:38 - 20:44] "Hey Marty, what's up?"
[20:44 - 20:52] "Oh, you're totally fine, Rick."
[20:52 - 21:06] "Dude, you want proof? Go look up what's-his-name. Fucking what's-his-name. Rick Crude. Look out Rick Crude on YouTube. He showed up here."
[21:06 - 21:23] "There's video proof of it. Look up Rick Crude."
[21:23 - 21:40] "Like Rick did show up here ready to kill me."
[21:40 - 22:01] So, as I said, you know, people did show up here to put my life in danger, and ultimately put my family's lives in danger, which my family did not deserve, nor did I.
[22:01 - 22:10] But as I said, I've learned my lesson, guys.
[22:10 - 22:20] You know, I actually have learned my lesson.
[22:20 - 22:49] You know, I've learned not to do that shit anymore, which is why I'm being more cautious. I'm being very much more cautious than I was.
[22:49 - 23:00] "Hey Spooky, how you doing?"
[23:00 - 23:02] "What up, Spooky?"
[23:02 - 23:09] "How you doing, crazy man?"
[23:09 - 23:21] I know the one guy was Rick Crude, and the officer did ask me if I wanted to press charges, and I just told them no, that I just wanted to leave, and he was made to leave.
[23:21 - 23:36] You know, we didn't want to throw him in jail, but he was made to leave.
[23:36 - 23:44] But point being, the whole point of this, the whole point of this stream is this.
[23:44 - 23:58] For those of you that don't think that I, you know, served my sentence, or that I got my right punishment,
[23:58 - 24:10] as I said earlier, my punishment was three things, losing friends, being humiliated and embarrassed in front of people,
[24:10 - 24:18] and the third and final thing, my family's lives being put in imminent danger.
[24:18 - 24:34] Those three things right there were punishment enough. More than enough.
[24:34 - 24:53] So all I ask is that you guys that keep on making these judgments about me, saying that I'm a pedophile and that's not any other, please, just stop.
[24:53 - 25:03] I would very much like to live my life in peace like I've been doing.
[25:03 - 25:07] You can even ask Violet and Marty, and even Rick.
[25:07 - 25:12] You guys want to know what I've been doing when I'm not on here streaming?
[25:12 - 25:25] I've been working on my art shop. I've been working on artwork. Matter of fact, I just did a reaction video to a song by Boy in the Band,
[25:25 - 25:47] which Marty has seen and Violet has seen, shot the violets of life.
[25:47 - 25:57] And that's your opinion, Christ. That is your opinion.
[25:57 - 26:12] That is your opinion, dude.
[26:12 - 26:41] But as I said, I'm not going to judge.
[26:41 - 26:46] Yeah, you're just another troll attorney, huh?
[26:46 - 26:56] Man, all you trolls are going hard tonight, which is funny to me.
[26:56 - 27:09] I love seeing these trolls. They're funny.
[27:09 - 27:18] Hey, I love it, Marty. I love it. I love it. I love it. Yes.
[27:18 - 27:24] Actually, I don't get it. Actually, no, Marty, I got a better one.
[27:24 - 27:43] God's the judge. They're the jury. But the grim reaper is the executioner.
[27:43 - 27:50] And that's facts. God's the judge, my peers are the jury, and the reaper's my executioner.
[27:50 - 27:58] So when it's my time to go, hey, it's my time to go.
[27:58 - 28:07] No saying. Because being honest, hey, Carrie, what's up?
[28:07 - 28:18] Now, I do actually do want to react to a live music video here by a boy in a band called I'm Not Dead.
[28:18 - 28:25] So let's check this out. Now, this was recommended to me by a good friend of mine.
[28:25 - 28:29] So I am going to check this out.
[28:29 - 28:34] Now, if you mind, I've never heard this song before. So this is a live reaction right here.
[28:34 - 28:52] I've never heard this song. So I'm not to say y'all over here.
[28:52 - 29:01] Yeah. Let's go, bro. How you doing?
[29:01 - 29:19] I want this a bit. I don't know. I don't say y'all can actually see my reaction.
[29:19 - 29:22] Let's do this.
[29:22 - 29:28] I'm not dead. I'm not fit, but I'm not giving up yet.
[29:28 - 29:31] I'm sick of saying that I still don't have anything done.
[29:31 - 29:34] I hate telling friends and trying something just to give it up.
[29:34 - 29:39] I'm still unsure of my emotional state. I'm still incapable of focusing lately.
[29:39 - 29:44] I don't feel like creating. I'm tired of asking people how to find motivation.
[29:44 - 29:47] I don't think I've ever made something that's as good as I'm capable of.
[29:47 - 29:50] I hate not having the reason to put my best.
[29:50 - 29:52] I don't really ever take care of myself.
[29:52 - 30:00] The intent to show the internet would make me successful with an imposed sense of stress that I am so so glad that I hated myself.
[30:00 - 30:05] I didn't look into this position. I still look with decisions. I want to be my own friend.
[30:05 - 30:07] I like it.
[30:07 - 30:15] Without intense depression, nothing ever gets finished. If these words make it to your ears, it'll be a fucking miracle.
[30:15 - 30:26] Dude, holy shit. Not even a full minute into this, man. That is some heavy, heavy stuff. That is deep.
[30:26 - 30:31] Oh my god, dude. That is so fucking deep, dude.
[30:31 - 30:33] Oh my god.
[30:33 - 30:43] I literally got fucking chills right now. Like, I can't even tell you guys how many times I have felt that way.
[30:43 - 30:49] Oh my god. I just got chills from that. Holy shit.
[30:49 - 30:53] Bro.
[30:53 - 31:04] I wish I had more friends I could be physically close to. I'm pretty good at like 20 different skill sets at the expense of never being great at any one of them.
[31:04 - 31:14] I wish this played it harder. I wish more syllables rhymed. I know 99% of people really don't mind. I think collaborating forced me to finish things.
[31:14 - 31:23] I was terrified of wasting famous people's time. I wish I could focus on what I defined around me. I wish I was as grateful as I want to be.
[31:23 - 31:32] I wish I knew more people who were meant to be stable. But if I did, I wouldn't let them waste their time on me while I'm disabled. I feel alone.
[31:32 - 31:46] I know I'm not. I used to talk to lots of people. Lately, I stopped. They didn't deserve it. I've been a terrible friend, but I couldn't learn to let myself become boring to them. I don't let myself get my hopes up. I love people who do.
[31:46 - 32:09] I never knew what I said I feel is the truth. I wish I didn't instinctively try to be less specific so more people could relate. When I read along with the lyrics, I can be happy in the moment. I am not when I relate. I strike myself a game in waiting to get better. I hate it. I'm gonna do the most good, never prevent the most hurt. But I've got to put on my own oxygen mask first.
[32:11 - 32:16] I can't predict what I'll do. I can never be sure that I am terrible.
[32:16 - 32:40] Dude. Bro. How is this not a Billboard Topping song right now? This is fucking, oh my god. How have I not heard this before or seen this? This is so good. Oh my god.
[32:45 - 32:59] This is going in my fucking playlist. Like, I am literally putting this on my fucking playlist. Dude. Fuck.
[33:00 - 33:26] I can't predict what I'll do. I can never be sure that I am terrified of making promises anymore. I can't base my work. I feel sick from the choir. I'm genuinely living on changeable. I'm changing the world. I still think I can get better. I still think I can react and get much better. I'll keep ending to it.
[33:27 - 33:33] I'm gonna make my motion and my logic and dream to become the best person of the day. I don't want to stop.
[33:33 - 33:53] I don't want to stop.
[33:54 - 34:16] Dude. I got fucking goosebumps for hell. Oh my god, dude. Oh fuck.
[34:20 - 34:26] Dude, that was heavy. Oh my god, that was heavy.
[34:26 - 34:32] Oh shit.
[34:32 - 34:49] That legitimately was probably the deepest song I think I've ever heard him do.
[34:50 - 34:53] Like, that is insane.
[34:53 - 35:03] Like, this man needs a fucking Grammy award. I swear to god.
[35:18 - 35:20] Let's shake this one off.
[35:20 - 35:29] Now this one right here is for all y'all that like to judge. And I like to plant fingers.
[35:30 - 35:38] Hey fire, hey great ego, he wrote this game, give me a dream and a back, I wasted looking, you took a super- he presents and rotates me.
[35:38 - 35:43] I got lucky what you say because you're like a nasty living dick, you say it's me and I can't take it back.
[35:43 - 35:49] You are state to disgrace, man, I like to mention that every hair on your head is a quite pretension.
[35:49 - 35:52] It's just that that makes me deserve to be emasculated.
[35:52 - 35:55] To take a long heart, look at the world, and reevaluate it.
[35:56 - 36:00] You really think you're more masculine now that you've been secure and full of it, take a laxative.
[36:00 - 36:04] I'm so sure of myself that I'm practically weak to your father.
[36:04 - 36:07] You're that guy who says no more, I think he needs a new father.
[36:07 - 36:11] I got that confidence, but it only comes with confidence, we're judging from your prize.
[36:11 - 36:13] You've got something to look forward to.
[36:13 - 36:16] When you drink, you need to hold it, yeah better tap his back.
[36:16 - 36:19] It could just be a very good thing, you really tap his back.
[36:19 - 36:22] I'm that guy that's calm, truth, affection, good friends.
[36:22 - 36:25] You're that guy that's calm, and he keeps his feelings in his head.
[36:25 - 36:27] I'm that guy that's strong enough to admit to his weakness.
[36:27 - 36:32] You're that guy who feels the need to stop him when he's under inches, and you see me as a trap.
[36:32 - 36:37] Act of gender, identity, act of life, a guy with my style, it's an enemy.
[36:37 - 36:40] You can't tell the girl from the boys, it's a travesty.
[36:40 - 36:43] No, no, you won't have to judge them on their personality.
[36:43 - 36:46] Something's wrong, they say they've grown stronger, they can shake your worldview.
[36:46 - 36:49] I'm not just looking people like you, that's what type of girls do.
[36:50 - 36:55] If you ever want a ripped body, I like mine. If you can't stand it, then that's a guideline.
[36:55 - 37:08] And let me just pause it right there for a minute.
[37:08 - 37:11] He's right about one thing, dude.
[37:11 - 37:14] For all y'all that do judge,
[37:17 - 37:20] you guys see how stupid you look judging others like that?
[37:20 - 37:27] Like, that's what you guys do, you judge others and then you end up looking dumb as a result.
[37:27 - 37:32] Because you judge and you judge and you point fingers and point fingers,
[37:32 - 37:36] but yet, you never judge yourself.
[37:36 - 37:41] When, and this is the plan I was trying to make a few weeks ago,
[37:42 - 37:48] before judging me or somebody like me, take a good long hard look in the mirror and judge yourself.
[37:48 - 37:53] Take a look at what you're doing and ask yourself.
[37:53 - 38:03] Like, really ask yourself, is what I'm doing helping or being negative?
[38:04 - 38:08] Okay, okay, okay, you wanna play it for your gentle rocket class,
[38:08 - 38:11] 'cause your logic is not entirely right.
[38:11 - 38:14] You hypocrite, I tried to realise that you were so distanced,
[38:14 - 38:18] and this exists that you're gonna have to pull on your tights with the best ears.
[38:18 - 38:22] So thank you for the moral mask and your confidence.
[38:22 - 38:25] The man who admires the cause of man with tarantulas,
[38:25 - 38:29] the fact is it bothers him, or the man with the quality of his character.
[38:30 - 38:33] He wanted to share his character's thoughts and go to his town.
[38:33 - 38:35] But for your standards, it's obvious that I am.
[38:35 - 38:38] But your argument here is not truly dominant.
[38:38 - 38:40] But your standards are apparent.
[38:40 - 38:42] The fact is your confidence here just lasts to be competent,
[38:42 - 38:45] and you can't acknowledge it, take to attack me and walk into me.
[38:45 - 38:49] Don't you dare to know that the values are crumbling like the big-ass chain.
[38:49 - 38:52] Look at me and my tummy's crumbling, now I'm young.
[38:52 - 38:55] It tastes like a bitch in a hospital.
[38:55 - 38:58] Her voice is happy to tell me that she normally promised home of it.
[38:59 - 39:00] But her strengths just like my sectional fragments.
[39:00 - 39:02] And wait, but that's simply just it.
[39:02 - 39:03] What's next then?
[39:03 - 39:06] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:06 - 39:07] That's that, that's that.
[39:07 - 39:09] 'Cause one of me is out for the living second.
[39:09 - 39:11] He's still living, he's still living out.
[39:11 - 39:14] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:14 - 39:16] The thing is not the end of it.
[39:16 - 39:18] It's pointless.
[39:18 - 39:20] And if I didn't like him's book, I'd accept his next choice
[39:20 - 39:22] and just listen to what that message is.
[39:22 - 39:27] That right there is fact.
[39:28 - 39:31] That right here is just great facts.
[39:31 - 39:33] And this is what y'all, they're judging.
[39:33 - 39:35] This is what y'all need to do.
[39:35 - 39:37] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:37 - 39:39] That's that, that's that.
[39:39 - 39:41] He's still living, he's still living out.
[39:41 - 39:45] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:45 - 39:47] Right there.
[39:47 - 39:49] No one benefits from being negative.
[39:49 - 39:51] That is facts.
[39:51 - 39:53] What's next then?
[39:53 - 39:55] Well, I just have to mention that now it's too much to do.
[39:55 - 39:57] That's that, that's that.
[39:57 - 39:58] No one benefits from being negative about even one of them.
[39:58 - 40:00] The thing is not the end of it.
[40:00 - 40:02] It's pointless.
[40:02 - 40:05] And if I didn't like him's book, I'd accept his next choice
[40:05 - 40:08] and just listen to what that message is.
[40:08 - 40:11] I'd accept his next choice and just listen to what that message is.
[40:11 - 40:31] Man, it can't get much more real than that, man.
[40:31 - 40:35] Like nobody does benefit from being negative.
[40:37 - 40:41] And this is the point that I've been trying to make for like the last several days.
[40:41 - 40:45] I'm like, well, what do you guys gain from being negative?
[40:45 - 40:50] Exactly.
[40:50 - 40:52] It really is pathetic, right?
[40:52 - 40:54] It really is.
[40:54 - 40:58] These people being negative and stupid, it's a waste of time.
[40:58 - 41:00] I agree.
[41:00 - 41:02] 110%, I fucking agree.
[41:03 - 41:04] I couldn't agree more, by the way.
[41:04 - 41:06] That's 100% facts.
[41:06 - 41:09] Like why be negative?
[41:09 - 41:15] Yeah.
[41:15 - 41:17] Just a chance.
[41:17 - 41:18] That's good.
[41:18 - 41:19] Yo, just a chance.
[41:19 - 41:21] That's good.
[41:21 - 41:29] Hey, Crip Gay.
[41:29 - 41:33] I love it.
[41:33 - 41:35] Yes.
[41:35 - 41:38] I just caught that.
[41:38 - 41:40] What about the Crip Gay?
[41:40 - 41:42] What up, man?
[41:42 - 41:43] I love it.
[41:43 - 41:45] I'm freaking mad.
[41:46 - 41:48] I freaking love that name, dude.
[41:48 - 41:50] That is sick.
[41:50 - 41:51] I love it, man.
[41:51 - 41:52] Good work.
[41:52 - 42:07] Yes.
[42:07 - 42:08] That was...
[42:08 - 42:19] I'll go over beats.
[42:19 - 42:21] I love it, man.
[42:21 - 42:22] I love it.
[42:22 - 42:23] Good shit, dude.
[42:23 - 42:24] I love it.
[42:24 - 42:29] Oh, man.
[42:29 - 42:31] Good stuff, man.
[42:36 - 42:37] Oh, man.
[42:37 - 42:38] That's good.
[42:38 - 42:46] Shout out to a dude named Crip Gay.
[42:46 - 42:48] 100%, bro.
[42:48 - 42:51] Shout out to Crip Gay for being such a smartass.
[42:51 - 42:57] Yeah, for real, Bronx.
[42:57 - 42:58] Come on, dude.
[42:58 - 42:59] Yeah.
[42:59 - 43:12] All right, so to the dude that was pretending to be me.
[43:12 - 43:18] Yeah, that's not what your girlfriend said last night when she was in bed with me,
[43:18 - 43:19] bro.
[43:19 - 43:21] She didn't think I was small.
[43:21 - 43:22] Shit.
[43:22 - 43:25] I did better than you did.
[43:25 - 43:27] Quite obviously.
[43:28 - 43:29] Yeah.
[43:29 - 43:47] No.
[43:47 - 43:51] But I know your daddy touched yours.
[43:54 - 43:57] That's right, bro. We all know your daddy touched yours, boy.
[43:57 - 44:00] That's why you up in here trolling.
[44:00 - 44:09] Or are you just another Crip Gay dick rider?
[44:10 - 44:11] Yeah.
[44:11 - 44:37] Hey, spooky.
[44:37 - 44:39] What up, man? Thanks, bro.
[44:39 - 44:49] Oh, man.
[44:49 - 44:58] But like I said, man, you know, I hope I didn't make a very good point.
[44:58 - 45:02] And I kind of showed you guys, you know, what I want to do.
[45:04 - 45:08] And where I want to say things and hopefully I kind of showed you guys.
[45:08 - 45:11] You know.
[45:11 - 45:24] The real facts about everything and how I did actually learn my lesson and how I did deal with my punishment and how I did get punished.
[45:24 - 45:27] And like I said, one of the scariest ways ever.
[45:28 - 45:34] So hopefully from this, you know, we can move on, we can do better, create a better channel.
[45:34 - 45:37] Matter of fact, Violet Mardi, check your discords.
[45:37 - 45:40] I sent you guys a video. Go check that shit out.
[45:40 - 45:43] Violet, you got my shop.
[45:43 - 45:46] I actually am uploading more to my shop right now as we speak.
[45:46 - 45:50] But with that being said, guys, I do have to get off for the night.
[45:50 - 45:53] I'm not going to be streaming again tonight.
[45:55 - 46:00] I actually have work to do on my art job, so I do actually have to catch up on some artwork.
[46:00 - 46:05] I was actually supposed to have some new merch up about an hour ago and do everything I didn't.
[46:05 - 46:08] So I'm running late. I need to get shit done.
[46:08 - 46:13] So with that being said, I love you guys.
[46:13 - 46:15] You are new. Don't forget to hit that like that.
[46:15 - 46:17] Scrub one and that notification bell down below.
[46:17 - 46:25] Don't forget to hit up Mardi. Violet, don't forget to hit on my brother Sean's play.
[46:25 - 46:30] And also, I'll be doing regular reactions again on the channel.
[46:30 - 46:37] Like you guys like. For those of you that have missed reactions, I actually will be doing more reaction videos.
[46:37 - 46:43] So that's coming. So yeah, I'll catch you guys later.
[46:43 - 46:45] Love you guys. Peace.
[46:45 - 46:53] And remember to stay humble, stay positive, and don't let anyone throw any shape at you, man.
[46:53 - 46:56] Peace. Rawr!