2021-1-24 Stitcches SKXRS Full SHOW

[0:00 - 0:15] What's up everybody?
[0:15 - 0:20] Are you guys ready?
[0:20 - 0:25] It's been a long time coming.
[0:25 - 0:38] Now as you guys know, next month my debut fucking rock album Shadowborn is dropping for
[0:38 - 0:44] you guys, but right now I want to do something for you.
[0:44 - 1:09] I want to perform an entire album that I wrote years and years ago called Stitches and Scars.
[1:09 - 1:17] Hope you guys are ready for a wild ride.
[1:17 - 1:41] Yo, I was a loser, back in the old days, every single day I walked through, that's
[1:41 - 1:47] when I read who I am, am I really bad, am I really everything that they call me, nobody
[1:47 - 1:53] really understand me, everybody always judging me, picking on me, believe me every single
[1:53 - 2:00] day walking away wondering why am I even here in this space, it's kinda like I don't
[2:00 - 2:06] want to be here, class is such a fucking bitch, teachers don't even give a shit about me
[2:06 - 2:20] so I picked up my papers, walked the fuck up out of class, and I said fuck this shit
[2:20 - 2:29] this isn't what I wanted to, yo I said fuck this shit this isn't what I wanted to, music
[2:29 - 2:35] is what I'm into too, speaking to the masses, everybody like me know, funny, really, give
[2:35 - 2:41] this shit about a little kid going on his own, way to make your music for those that
[2:41 - 2:47] ain't got no voice, nobody ever really giving a shit about me, then I turned around, said
[2:47 - 2:54] fuck your motherfuckers, I'm gonna do it, gonna make it, now look, teacher I finally
[2:54 - 3:01] fucking made it, what you gonna say, I'm finally making my own way to the fucking
[3:01 - 3:08] top, fuck all your haters, I'm always gonna be everything that you're not, you just wishing
[3:08 - 3:15] that, you could be me wishing that, I would just quit then, throw everything away, fuck
[3:15 - 3:34] nah that ain't never gonna be, yeah it's true, I might be a kid from the backwoods, but
[3:34 - 3:49] that don't mean shit motherfucker, I remember walking around, passing out my first demo,
[3:49 - 3:54] so many people throwing it on the fucking ground, telling me y'all, you ain't gonna
[3:54 - 4:06] be shit, you just another one to be, so get a real job kid, look me now, looking around,
[4:06 - 4:31] everybody's screwing my name now, how y'all doing today man?
[4:31 - 4:56] How the fuck is everybody doing tonight?
[4:56 - 5:02] Like I said motherfucker, my music ain't for everyone, and if you can't handle that,
[5:02 - 5:27] then hit the road kid, how the fuck is everybody doing today, y'all doing good?
[5:27 - 5:39] Y'all already know this one, when he died, I just wanna get it one life, heaven won't
[5:39 - 5:50] you let me in, how you can put everything, I don't know how y'all is gonna end, I'm not
[5:50 - 6:10] gonna come with all my fears, I don't need no souvenir, heaven won't you let me in,
[6:10 - 6:27] how you can put everything, heaven won't you let me in, how you can put everything,
[6:27 - 6:35] heaven won't you let me in, how you can put everything, heaven won't you let me in, how
[6:35 - 6:52] you can put everything, heaven won't you let me in, how you can put everything, heaven
[6:52 - 7:20] won't you let me in, how you can put everything, I don't need no souvenir, y'all shot to my
[7:20 - 7:28] motherfucking brother right here, Krip K, what's good bro?
[7:28 - 7:35] I see you homie, y'all heaven won't you let me in, I'm so sick of tired of all this fucking
[7:35 - 7:39] suicide on my fucking mind, every single day and night, it's running through my mind,
[7:39 - 7:43] I'm so sick of the hatred, sick of the body, I'm sick of everybody looking at me like
[7:43 - 7:48] yo, you ain't fucking nothing, look at me now, motherfucker up on the fucking stage,
[7:48 - 7:54] fucking rocking it, doing what I gotta do, to provide for my family, at the end of the
[7:54 - 8:00] day you're still gonna be me, I ain't gonna change from ready body, I'm always gonna hang
[8:00 - 8:04] out with my fucking family, if you don't like me then, you can fucking kick rocks,
[8:04 - 8:09] I don't care what fuck about, what you think about me, I'm just doing what I gotta do,
[8:09 - 8:12] making a name for myself, being the voice for all my people, yeah, I ain't letting
[8:12 - 8:19] my soul be put up on the sucker shelf, you thinking that you fucking know me when you
[8:19 - 8:35] don't, heaven won't you let me in, I don't care about everything, I'm the goal of all
[8:35 - 8:44] my fears, I don't need a souvenir, heaven won't you die, won't you let me in, heaven
[8:44 - 9:13] won't you let me in, I don't care about everything, heaven won't you let me in, yeah, shout to
[9:13 - 9:21] my motherfucking boy, Crip Kay man, I see you bro, if y'all not check this man's music
[9:21 - 9:34] I'll fucking do it, check this motherfucking music out man, sing, yo am I your motherfucking
[9:34 - 9:39] monstrous, this who I am, everybody constantly judging me, and attacking me, on the fucking
[9:39 - 9:44] daily I don't know what to do, I'm feeling so packed up into a motherfucking corner
[9:44 - 9:49] that I'm so scared, I just don't know what to do, got my fist sunk, wondering do I need
[9:49 - 9:55] to fight, do I need to run, do I need to fucking hide, I don't fucking know, all I
[9:55 - 10:03] know is that I'm become this fucking monster that nobody knows, I don't even know myself
[10:03 - 10:10] anymore, I don't know how, I became this monster that I didn't want to be every day, constantly
[10:10 - 10:15] feeling this, violence feeling this, rage deep inside of me, I don't know what to do,
[10:15 - 10:24] I can't control it, it always feels like it's gonna come out and take control, and I know
[10:24 - 10:40] that I'm your man, and we are monsters, oh, and we are monsters, oh, yo we all got the
[10:40 - 10:45] monster deep inside of us, rage deep inside, some of us can't fucking handle it, some of
[10:45 - 10:50] us are consumed by the racism, but I don't fucking hate, some of us just want it to all
[10:50 - 10:55] go away, I'm stuck in the fucking middle, constantly wondering should I fight, should
[10:55 - 11:00] I live, should I die, I don't fucking know, should I get this fucking monster deep inside
[11:00 - 11:05] of me, take control, I just don't know what to do anymore, constantly struggling like
[11:05 - 11:13] it's fucking jack-go-lan-hide, feeling like I'm jack-go-lan-hide at the time, wondering
[11:13 - 11:20] why I got it, why do I gotta handle this fucking monster deep inside of me every day, constantly
[11:20 - 11:39] sleeping, then constantly raging out on everybody, fuck yeah man, we are, we are monsters, oh,
[11:39 - 12:05] we are, we are monsters, oh, where's all my fucking scarred ones at, where's all the scarred
[12:05 - 12:26] ones at man, cause this one's for the fans, if you ain't got a voice, I'll be your voice,
[12:26 - 12:44] oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, every day when
[12:44 - 12:54] I wake up all I see is a devil in the mirror staring back at me wondering if maybe I should
[12:54 - 13:03] take my own life, then I look around and realize that the devil that I'm staring at
[13:03 - 13:15] is me and I don't ever regret myself anymore, no, I don't recognize who I am anymore every
[13:15 - 13:24] day, constantly wondering why I even got here, the thought of you constantly running
[13:24 - 13:43] through my brain, and at the time I don't know what to say, it's kinda like when I look
[13:43 - 13:51] you in the face, you don't ever wanna see somebody that's hurting you, only see this
[13:51 - 14:00] monster that you created, you don't see somebody hurting, somebody struggling, all you know
[14:00 - 14:09] is that you can hide from the pain that you created, cause it makes me feel like shit,
[14:09 - 14:18] and I don't know what to do anymore, constantly wondering why you had to attack me, abuse
[14:18 - 14:48] me and break me, now because of you I better embrace way too easily, everything that
[14:48 - 14:59] you did to me, now I've got a broken soul that you can never see, ever since you walked
[14:59 - 15:06] out the door I'm constantly wondering why did you have to attack me, break me, cut
[15:06 - 15:17] me, bruise me, abuse me, now I'm so fucking scared to be around anybody, demons always
[15:17 - 15:27] haunting me in my brain, and I know it's gonna be that way till I go down into a grave
[15:27 - 15:56] and die, get away
[15:56 - 16:05] sorry man, no stitch codes tonight man, it's just me and my original work, shit that I
[16:05 - 16:22] ain't done yet, for a long fucking time, every day I wake up wondering why, how it
[16:22 - 16:31] is that I've got in this life, I don't even know who I am, constantly walking through
[16:31 - 16:41] the darkest part of my mind, always feeling like I'm so lost, trapped inside and I can't
[16:41 - 16:52] even get a grip on my life, I'm not even able to sleep at night, because of everything
[16:52 - 16:59] that everybody constantly does to me, fully and then attacking me, telling me to take
[16:59 - 17:12] my own life and die, I just need to get away, I just gotta fight this, damn, can't I ever
[17:12 - 17:33] beat this, everybody constantly attacking me and judging me, this is all my music they
[17:33 - 17:43] don't ever see, the emotions that I feel deep within, they don't see a hurt kid, all they
[17:43 - 17:53] see is somebody to bully again, and I need to get away, I just gotta fight this, can
[17:53 - 18:03] I ever escape the hell that you put me through, yeah you did this to me, yeah you know it's
[18:03 - 18:16] true, why can't I get away from everything that you did to me, yeah it's like, I can't
[18:16 - 18:37] just keep the nightmares of my life, please can somebody save me, somebody break me free,
[18:37 - 18:58] can I get away from everything that you did to me, yeah I can't just keep the nightmares,
[18:58 - 19:19] you know too many people tell me that they don't see my pain, that they don't feel my
[19:19 - 19:32] rage, well maybe now you'll feel it, you'll hear it and you'll see it, so I take you on
[19:32 - 19:42] a journey inside my mind, let me take you on a journey inside my mind, let me take
[19:42 - 19:50] you on a journey, deep inside my mind, let me show you what it's like to be me, growing
[19:50 - 19:58] up as a kid I was constantly bullied, constantly attacked on the daily, nobody ever wanted
[19:58 - 20:07] anything to do with me, I was a wicked in the back of the class, constantly drawing,
[20:07 - 20:14] I keep fucking no book, hoping that the time will fucking pass, constantly being the bullied
[20:14 - 20:20] on the way, hope from school and then I just didn't know what the fuck to do, then when
[20:20 - 20:32] I hit high school I found some friends that would become my family to the very end, that's
[20:32 - 20:38] when I discovered my love for music, I discovered that I have a voice and that I need to use
[20:38 - 21:01] it, facts krypt, facts bro, I'm gonna know if I met my best friend David, he told me
[21:01 - 21:05] again you got a voice, you need the fucking music, let me teach you the ways of the fucking
[21:05 - 21:11] music scene, then I came up on my fucking note and everything, then I fucking needed
[21:11 - 21:17] had a high school band that went to fucking shit after four years and three fucking records
[21:17 - 21:22] man, everybody just fucking spit, then that left me on my fucking own to do nothing but
[21:22 - 21:28] ponder and wonder about what I'm gonna do with my fucking life, then I turned to fucking
[21:28 - 21:34] music and realised that I need to keep on going, keep on doing what I need to do, I
[21:34 - 21:42] need to carry on my brother David's legacy, even though he's no longer here with us man,
[21:42 - 21:47] everybody I've lost on this fucking journey, I know they're looking down on me, telling
[21:47 - 21:57] me that you got a voice, you're almost saying you need to fucking do it, it's because of
[21:57 - 22:05] them that I'm fucking here, my brothers David, Zach, my mentor Koda, they're the reason that
[22:05 - 22:11] I'm here, and I'm gonna continue wrapping that legacy until I'm dead on the motherfucking
[22:11 - 22:26] ground, because if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be here, and that's facts motherfucker, so
[22:26 - 22:29] if you can't understand my pain, then get the fuck away.
[22:29 - 23:16] [silence]
[23:16 - 23:25] Now this one right here, these next two songs are songs of my mentor and a living fucking
[23:25 - 23:33] legend who is unfortunately no longer with us, Koda, and Road himself, so recipes to
[23:33 - 23:41] my motherfucking mentor to the amount to perform these next two songs in honor of him.
[23:41 - 111:58] [silence]