2021-1-31 PAYBACKS A BTCH MARTY

[0:00 - 0:29] Marty, Marty, Marty You know what I'm fucked up cowboy. See, what I'm gonna realize is what I'm doing to you isn't bullying at all.
[0:30 - 0:43] What I'm doing to you, that ain't bullying, motherfucker. What I'm doing to you is called Motherfucking Payback.
[0:45 - 1:01] See, people respect me. I respect me because of what I do. People respect me because unlike you, I don't bully motherfuckers.
[1:01 - 1:14] And sure, you can sit there and run your punk ass mouth and say that I bully you, but the truth is motherfucker, I'm not bullying anybody. I'm merely giving you a taste of your own medicine.
[1:14 - 1:28] That's all I'm doing, a taste of your own medicine. You sit there and you bully me for fucking years. Years and years you have bullied me.
[1:28 - 1:38] And the reason why you're pissed off is because unlike your other victims that you've attacked and bullied over the years, I actually fight back.
[1:38 - 1:49] And you can't stand it when a victim fights back, Marty. You hate it when somebody that's supposedly weaker fights back.
[1:49 - 2:01] So when I told you to kill yourself, which I will admit I did say, the reason I told you that is to show you how it fucking feels.
[2:03 - 2:08] And quite honestly, I just can't fucking stand your ass.
[2:08 - 2:21] See, you think that people laugh at me when really they laugh at you because you're the joke.
[2:21 - 2:33] You're the fucking joke, Marty. Not me, not anyone else. See, unlike you, I don't hide behind a fucking camera.
[2:33 - 2:47] I don't leave my camera off. When people see me, they get the real me. They get the real me, who I am.
[2:47 - 2:58] You sit there and say that I'm bullying you. In your eyes, I might be. But in reality, motherfucker, I'm just merely getting my payback.
[2:58 - 3:06] I'm merely giving you a taste of your own goddamn medicine that you've given me for years.
[3:06 - 3:20] You've given me shit for years, Marty. Years and years, you have attacked me, attacked my loved ones, attacked my family, attacked my friends.
[3:20 - 3:38] And I'll be damned if you fuck up my relationship with my girlfriend. I'll be damned before I let that happen.
[3:38 - 3:52] Marty, you wonder why I lash out at you? It's because you pushed me to that fucking point. I'm not some fucking pushover that you can shove down and bully.
[3:52 - 4:16] I don't stamper that shit. Because one, I'm not your content. Two, I'm not your fucking monkey. You can't push me around, fuckboy.
[4:16 - 4:23] You can't change, obviously.
[4:23 - 4:30] No, no, it's me and Tang, bro. Me and Tang are back together, man.
[4:30 - 4:44] Like Marty, you say that you're a good guy, but really, you're not. You're a fucking bully that pushes people around.
[4:44 - 5:01] You're a fucking bully. And guess what? I don't stand for bullies. See, what you don't realize, Marty, is because of motherfuckers like you, that people like me take lives every day.
[5:01 - 5:10] I just happen to get fortunate enough to have friends that care enough to fucking keep me from making that mistake.
[5:10 - 5:20] And because of you, Marty, I did almost attempt to kill myself several times.
[5:20 - 5:37] Twice in a row because of you, Marty, I almost killed myself because of your fucking bullshit, and you're fucking bullying me, and you're attacking me, and you're antagonizing me, and you're pushing me around.
[5:37 - 5:49] Well, guess what, motherfucker? Payback's a bitch.
[5:49 - 6:01] You want to sit there and run your motherfucking mouth about me, Marty, but yet you never want to point the finger at your fucking self, which I find pretty funny.
[6:01 - 6:15] You want to attack other people, but yet you never want to take a look and judge yourself and attack yourself for the shit that you do.
[6:15 - 6:22] See, unlike you, motherfucker, I don't put up with bullying. I stand against it.
[6:22 - 6:35] And the reason why I came at your neck like I did is because of all the fucking times that you came at mine.
[6:35 - 6:53] All those times you came at mine by attacking my family, by attacking my ex-Caitlyn's family, by sending me that rope and telling me to kill myself on a fucking livestream, by taking my photos and videos that were private, that you hacked into,
[6:53 - 7:04] and put up on places like Pornhub without my knowledge or my permission. So you don't think I'm not coming after you? You're deadass wrong, motherfucker.
[7:04 - 7:17] And let me tell you something, boy. I am in the music industry. You want to know what fucking label I'm with? It's called Real Ultimate Power Records, run by my motherfucking homie, Kale.
[7:17 - 7:31] So I don't want to fucking hear shit. You ain't in the music industry, dawg. You've never been in the music industry. You're a fake, a fraud, a phony.
[7:31 - 7:47] You want to talk about my music? Being bad about me? Using lyrics from a long ass time ago? Nobody gives a fuck. Do you know how many artists take lyrics and fucking use them?
[7:47 - 7:54] Do you know how many times people have done covers of songs in their own rendition?
[7:54 - 8:05] So you ain't got no motherfucking room to talk, pal. Matter of fact, this morning, I just did my own version of Whisper by Evanescence.
[8:05 - 8:16] And guess what? People loved it. I did my own version of Voices from Motionless and White, and guess what? People were fucking loving it.
[8:16 - 8:24] So you want to talk shit? Talk shit about yourself.
[8:24 - 8:35] Talk shit about your motherfucking self, Marty. Because I'm done being pushed around.
[8:35 - 8:43] I'm done being bullied by motherfuckers like you. I'm done with it.
[8:43 - 8:54] If you think that you're some macho tough guy, why don't you get off your fat, lazy fucking ass?
[8:54 - 9:02] Why don't you get off your fat, lazy fucking ass and come the fuck up here and do something about it?
[9:02 - 9:16] And sit on your ass like a fucking retard with nothing better to do this time than to jerk off all day and eat tostitos.
[9:16 - 9:24] Get off your fucking fat, lazy ass, Marty. Stop making goddamn excuses.
[9:24 - 9:34] Stop trying to turn the tables on me, bro. It ain't gonna fucking work. I know your little tricks. Every question you ask,
[9:34 - 9:42] every motherfucking question you ask isn't to get an answer. It's to try to incriminate me.
[9:42 - 9:52] Guess what? Not gonna work.
[9:52 - 9:58] I wouldn't doubt it.
[9:58 - 10:01] I would not fucking doubt it.
[10:01 - 10:15] But Marty, the reason why people respect me and what I stand for is because I go against people like you, Marty.
[10:15 - 10:22] I stand up against bullying. I stand up against suicide.
[10:22 - 10:31] I stand up against people like you every fucking day that push people like me to the edge.
[10:31 - 10:41] Because of people like you, Marty, people like me kill themselves every day, teens and young adults.
[10:41 - 10:58] Every fucking day take their lives because of people like you.
[10:58 - 11:08] And to be honest, I'm fucking tired of seeing it.
[11:08 - 11:16] I'm tired of seeing people take their lives. Good people take their lives because of people like you.
[11:16 - 11:19] I'm tired of it.
[11:19 - 11:25] It's not fucking needed.
[11:25 - 11:34] Like I told you, Marty, you need to grow up.
[11:34 - 11:56] You need to get a real fucking job. And you want to know why I haven't made any money off my shit this year or last year? It's because of you. And you holding me back.
[11:56 - 12:05] Well, guess what, motherfucker? I'm not going to be held back any fucking more.
[12:05 - 12:23] This song right here, this for all those that are on the edge of suicide, this for those that always wake up like myself feeling depressed, feeling anxious, feeling anxiety every fucking day, feeling hopeless.
[12:23 - 12:29] This song is for you guys.
[12:29 - 12:48] I want to see those hashtags. Fuck bullying and fuck suicide right the fuck now.
[12:48 - 13:02] It feels like a heart attack. The reason I'm calling. Can I get my life back?
[13:02 - 13:08] You won't tell the door.
[13:08 - 13:14] You won't live in me anymore.
[13:14 - 13:18] This is a song for the broken.
[13:18 - 13:22] Bring us back to life.
[13:22 - 13:46] This is a song for the broken.
[13:46 - 14:04] I remember when I wanted, wanted maybe to be just like you, but you could have never owned it. Just let me down like you do.
[14:04 - 14:16] You walked out the door. You won't live in me anymore.
[14:16 - 14:23] This is a song for the broken. Bring us back to life.
[14:23 - 14:34] Pull us out of the shadows and into the light. I can't get used to this whole thing.
[14:34 - 14:49] This is not my life. Cold brushes come with some broken, dusty heart of mine.
[14:49 - 14:55] Put those middle fingers up for suicide right now.
[14:55 - 14:57] Fuck suicide and fuck bullying.
[14:57 - 15:18] Never promise you that time. Anytime that you let fly, then you die another long time. This is what it feels like.
[15:18 - 15:22] Fuck suicide and fuck bullying.
[15:22 - 15:25] This is a song for the broken.
[15:25 - 15:28] Bring us back to life.
[15:28 - 15:35] Pull us out of the shadows and into the light.
[15:35 - 15:38] I can't get used to this whole thing.
[15:38 - 15:41] This is not my life.
[15:41 - 15:49] Cold brushes come with some broken, dusty heart of mine.
[15:49 - 16:59] This is a song for the broken.
[16:59 - 17:03] Because I myself have lost friends from suicide.
[17:03 - 17:07] Matter of fact,
[17:07 - 17:14] the lead vocalist from my high school band, Brian Hildebrand, took his long life
[17:14 - 17:18] due to bullying as well.
[17:18 - 17:23] So if you guys have lost someone to suicide,
[17:23 - 17:26] I want you to put their names in the comments.
[17:27 - 17:30] Because this next song is for them.
[17:30 - 17:32] This next song is for them.
[17:33 - 54:12] This is a song for the broken.