2021-1-27 Why i take what happens to me so seriously

[0:00 - 0:27] What's up guys, it's ya boi. Before we jump into this, I want you guys to know that what
[0:27 - 0:36] I'm going to show you guys who you guys know me you guys know that I follow the major YouTuber
[0:36 - 0:43] Roman Atwood very avidly he's actually from here in Ohio I've spoken with him a few times
[0:43 - 0:52] he's a very nice guy him and you know Brittany and Cain and Noah and all them they're all
[0:52 - 0:59] very cool people like 100% I have nothing but nothing but the utmost respect for Roman
[0:59 - 1:07] and Brittany and what they do and the positivity that they try to bring to people's lives and
[1:07 - 1:15] on a side note they are kind of like you know they're the Atwoods are one of the families
[1:15 - 1:24] that inspire me to do what I do and you know they're a part of you know that positive
[1:24 - 1:37] change that I'm trying to bring about and before you go say anything no it's not beer
[1:37 - 1:48] it's just steward's root beer as you know but uh today we are going to watch a video
[1:48 - 1:58] and this video is actually their latest upload and this video I hope opens your guys eyes
[1:58 - 2:08] up to how bad things can actually get like how bad they've gotten from me and how bad
[2:08 - 2:18] they can get for anyone and when it comes to being harassed on social media but with
[2:18 - 2:26] that being said enough of the talking I'm gonna let this video right here which like
[2:26 - 2:30] I said is our latest upload so shout out to Roman and Brittany and all them shout out
[2:30 - 2:39] to the Atwoods fucking love you guys also have you late birthday to Noah man can't believe
[2:39 - 2:47] you're 16 now bro it's crazy like I remember when you were just a kid dude keep on pushing
[2:47 - 2:57] man proud of you buddy but um we're going to watch this video so you guys can see just
[2:57 - 3:25] how severe things can get when it comes to being harassed and why I take what's happened
[3:25 - 3:52] here he is Mr. Knox hey you want to see yourself look who's that who is that hey guys he is
[3:52 - 3:59] definitely not having the whole on camera by himself thing all right let me try to turn
[3:59 - 4:24] it on he's actually about to pass out which is all right so what I'm gonna do is something
[4:24 - 4:35] a little bit different here hmm I'm waiting to do it I don't know so I'm gonna restart
[4:35 - 5:03] it here I'm buddy here he is Mr. Knox hey you want to see yourself look who's that hey guys he is definitely not having the whole on camera by himself thing going on here he wants mama hi he's actually about to pass out which is kind of perfect for right now
[5:03 - 5:16] this is life this is it right here snuggling with mommy all the time nox noxie on a side
[5:16 - 5:24] note congrats to Rowan and Brad on nox man beautiful baby boy man like I know you guys
[5:24 - 5:30] are amazing parents like a hundred percent man I can honestly say he's super adorable
[5:30 - 5:44] man good work guys hundred percent okay guys this is a tough one exciting one it's like
[5:44 - 5:51] a wall that we need to break down in order to to be us again to this video is that wall
[5:51 - 5:57] this is we can't have fun and beat us without making this video right here this is kind
[5:57 - 6:04] of like what we've been dying to make for a while I'm excited to make this video but
[6:04 - 6:08] it's it's like we have to kind of relive what's been going on so we need to talk about we
[6:08 - 6:13] need to explain to you guys and it's not really stuff that we want to rethink about
[6:13 - 6:25] so it's gonna be tough the super obvious question is why have you guys literally disappeared
[6:25 - 6:29] it wasn't like hey guys we're gonna take um 2020 off it was like we disappeared one
[6:29 - 6:33] of the hardest things we I mean we've been on youtube for 12 years and for us to just
[6:33 - 6:45] vanish is it's serious we have left out of the fear of our life literally like our house
[6:45 - 6:51] are everything we have all of most of you know at the end of the day we're just a family
[6:51 - 6:58] like we are literally a mom and dad with our kids and nothing is more important than the
[6:58 - 7:05] safety of our family when the safety of our family comes into play it's it's family so
[7:05 - 7:10] we left youtube out of the fear for our family so why do we leave over fear why would somebody
[7:10 - 7:15] on youtube for 12 years just disappear off youtube it would have to be so seriously
[7:15 - 7:21] youtubers in general have to deal with certain things that's part of the sword it's a double
[7:21 - 7:25] edged sword it's a lot of good and then it comes with just certain things it's part
[7:25 - 7:32] of our career paths being on youtube for 12 years you understand the difference between
[7:32 - 7:39] like harassment mean comments and then another side where you have to leave youtube that's
[7:39 - 7:47] that's a big difference terrifying stuff but to the point I wouldn't wish it on my
[7:47 - 7:54] worst enemy so how do we explain to you who've been literally waiting over a year now for
[7:54 - 7:59] us to explain to you what's been going how do we explain that properly and I've been
[7:59 - 8:04] thinking about this so much that's what I'm attempting to do right now so bear with me
[8:04 - 8:09] we have to we have to relive some bad memories here we have to kind of go down this path
[8:09 - 8:14] that we're trying to get out of so that we can help you guys understand the justification
[8:14 - 8:20] of why we left youtube and hopefully when we're done you'll know that we left because
[8:20 - 8:26] we had to leave okay um we've been dealing with this is like uh it's been going a long
[8:26 - 8:32] time guys long time um and we knew when it elevated to a certain level of just like
[8:32 - 8:36] we have to literally leave the internet because it's so scary so I'm going to just throw
[8:36 - 8:41] a whole bunch of stuff at you and it was taking our time it was taking all day to
[8:41 - 8:48] solve things and call people and just literally sit and worry and worry we've been dealing
[8:48 - 8:56] with some extremely scary stalkers um I'm not I don't mean like the stalkers that just
[8:56 - 8:59] kind of call your phone they get a hold of your number and they're calling you and they
[8:59 - 9:07] drive past your house prank phone calls it's like targeting has targeted us for literally
[9:07 - 9:13] just harassment 24/7 extreme harassment I'm going to try to help you guys understand
[9:13 - 9:21] this okay um these the stalker um stalkers it turns out and they're and they're so scary
[9:21 - 9:27] um I want you to imagine that you you have to you have to have a funeral for somebody
[9:27 - 9:39] that you love these stalkers bomb-threaded funerals now if you guys don't know um if
[9:39 - 9:47] you guys aren't already aware uh Romans mom who everybody knew um all this fan base including
[9:47 - 9:54] myself were very very close to like she was super cool she was always you know helping
[9:54 - 10:07] out with him his fans and stuff like that and apparently this stalker had bomb-threaded
[10:07 - 10:19] his mom's funeral the day it had last year um shortly after her passing so yeah let
[10:19 - 10:34] that sink in a bit let that sink in like can you imagine how scary that must be man
[10:34 - 10:40] it's where literally we had to have like the FBI like the FBI is at the funeral because
[10:40 - 10:45] of these people and this is like a fraction of what they're doing they've done everything
[10:45 - 10:54] from like um getting into our life they've gotten into our um our literally in our vehicles
[10:54 - 10:59] like shutting our vehicles on and off and powering them on and off and setting the alarm
[10:59 - 11:04] off while we're just sitting at home with their kids like the alarm in our house they
[11:04 - 11:10] turn the power off to our home this home they've turned they turn the power off in
[11:10 - 11:16] the middle of the winter like we have kids like we have a family that mindset to do
[11:16 - 11:21] that to somebody is above and beyond like i can't comprehend it i i just cannot comprehend
[11:21 - 11:34] it it's so gosh it's just so scary thinking like okay now like what's next this actually
[11:34 - 11:43] happened i'm driving like somewhere you're just driving and you get a call from your
[11:43 - 11:50] insurance rep to ask why we canceled our insurance yeah we were literally driving without car
[11:50 - 11:58] insurance no car insurance like illegally driving because this stalker stalkers shot
[11:58 - 12:04] our insurance off they got in and canceled our policies without us knowing we've spent
[12:04 - 12:10] days countless days not being able to leave the counter because we're on phones with all
[12:10 - 12:16] these companies that we're trying to get our account back or trying to prove to them
[12:16 - 12:23] that we're us watch us or watch like our all of our outdoor cameras yeah i think that
[12:23 - 12:32] he'd send pictures of our cameras to our cell phones like which is scary because like our
[12:32 - 12:38] kids go outside and play and it's like the only thing that we could do was like shut
[12:38 - 12:43] down and and make sure our kids are safe and make sure like these people aren't coming
[12:43 - 12:51] into our house these these guys would um like change our mail like our we would just
[12:51 - 12:56] get mail our mail but instead of saying like Roman Atwood or Brittany Atwood it would say
[12:56 - 13:05] like abortion bombing clinic it was always super like dark and and evil it was always
[13:05 - 13:13] like super hateful and super just demented it was never like something funny or silly
[13:13 - 13:21] it was very very like just dark it was just so hard to do anything on the phone for hours
[13:21 - 13:27] and hours trying to and then he would just call and take him right back we would get
[13:27 - 13:31] literally like text like he had everything he had our phone numbers everything he would
[13:31 - 13:37] literally text up saying like if we don't respond or whatever it was always threatened
[13:37 - 13:42] it was always very very threatening so you'd get a text or like a discord message or something
[13:42 - 13:47] that would be like yeah voicemails tons of like always threatening like if you don't
[13:47 - 13:55] respond to me um you know this is a game to me um and then like we would spend all the
[13:55 - 14:00] time to get our numbers changed like get all it changed and then instantly he texts
[14:00 - 14:05] like you think you can just change your number or like you think you can hide or just super
[14:05 - 14:12] scary guys like like when you think of like intrusive like it's the most intrusive feeling
[14:12 - 14:18] that we've ever had it's the worst experience we've ever had in our life above above and
[14:18 - 14:25] beyond like the harassment of like accounts and hacking and stalking it was like death
[14:25 - 14:31] threats like he literally would say like he threatened to like hang our whole family
[14:31 - 14:40] on crosses um burn our house down um very devilish super evil stuff guys like like
[14:40 - 14:48] it i have actual chills talking about this stuff because it's so far beyond our mindsets
[14:48 - 14:55] like we try so hard to just be good people lift people positive people motivate people
[14:55 - 14:59] even so long you've been with us forever like you don't know how it feels to have
[14:59 - 15:12] to disappear guys i'm gonna stop right there for a minute man i'm gonna pause it right
[15:12 - 15:23] there for a minute now i want you guys to like really think about that for a minute
[15:23 - 15:32] and know marty was behind that the guy had gotten caught and it wasn't him but do you
[15:32 - 15:40] guys see now why i take what marty does to me with the threats and everything that he's
[15:40 - 15:49] trying to do so seriously like this shit is no joke like marty is literally getting
[15:49 - 15:58] to that level of intruding on my life and what i'm trying to build and the positive
[15:58 - 16:06] community that i'm trying to create where you know i can do my music i can do my gaming
[16:06 - 16:15] and you know people will enjoy it people you know people will feel safe and they won't
[16:15 - 16:24] have to worry like you know that's very scary stuff like this dude literally has sent rope
[16:24 - 16:30] to my house and told me to kill myself on a live stream and it doesn't get much more
[16:30 - 16:42] scarier than that right there it really doesn't like that shit is dark is very very evil
[16:42 - 16:50] like and when i mean dark i don't mean like dark in you know the sense of you know like
[16:50 - 17:02] a very dark scary song i mean like this dude is obsessed and it's honestly very scary to
[17:02 - 17:13] think about like there are times where i wonder if i should even be on here because
[17:13 - 17:21] i know that every time i make a video or i do a live stream or whatever marty's gonna
[17:21 - 17:31] take that and run with it and try to do something to ruin my life but i keep going because
[17:31 - 17:43] i truly believe in what i'm doing i truly and 110 percent believe in the change i'm
[17:43 - 17:51] trying to make the community i'm trying to create and bring up the movement that i'm
[17:51 - 18:04] trying to start like you know this stuff just shows how bad things can really get
[18:04 - 18:11] when the right person is involved and that's why i'm so adamant about doing everything
[18:11 - 18:22] i can to stop marty because i know one day it's gonna get to that point and that's very
[18:22 - 18:34] scary to think about like that's a very scary thing to think about and that's why i'm constantly
[18:34 - 18:40] telling my story every day why i'm constantly telling people hey you know this is going
[18:40 - 18:47] on what can i do because the police won't do anything the fei here won't do anything
[18:47 - 18:55] the police in his state won't do anything what can i do that's why i'm fighting so
[18:55 - 19:04] hard and putting word out like i am to bring awareness to this situation so it can get
[19:04 - 19:13] stopped now and before it gets to that point that ron and brittany had to deal with like
[19:13 - 19:22] i'm constantly fighting every day to tell people hey this is what's going on what can
[19:22 - 19:30] i do to stop this like how do i put an end to this when the fei won't listen to you
[19:30 - 19:40] the police won't listen you know every time you reach out on social media nobody really
[19:40 - 19:48] pays any mind this is the kind of shit that i fight back against this is the kind of
[19:48 - 19:58] stuff that that i personally am trying to put an end to for good because nobody deserves
[19:58 - 20:08] that nobody deserves to be put through the crap that you know ron and brittany and kane
[20:08 - 20:14] and noah and their family get put through nobody gets deserves to get put through what
[20:14 - 20:25] i get put through or what my ex katelyn got put through nobody deserves that like nobody
[20:25 - 20:35] deserves that level of hatred or even bullying or harassment like it doesn't matter what
[20:35 - 20:44] you've done just because you know someone has done something to you in the past that
[20:44 - 20:50] doesn't give you that right to make their life a living hell like it just doesn't give
[20:50 - 20:57] you that right like i can understand if like say they like just for a pure example let's
[20:57 - 21:04] say they killed a member of your family and you're trying to go after them and you truly
[21:04 - 21:12] want to kill this person to keep them from killing anyone else or doing harm to anyone
[21:12 - 21:20] else or someone else's family i get that okay i do i get that 100 percent but getting
[21:20 - 21:26] put through the stuff that i get put through or what ron and his family got put through
[21:26 - 21:36] with those stalkers nobody deserves that at all whatsoever like nobody deserves that
[21:36 - 21:44] like you know i come on here every day and you know i try to make you guys laugh i try
[21:44 - 21:50] to make you guys smile you know i try to help uplift you guys in any way that i can
[21:50 - 21:58] because i know that especially right now these are very very trying times these are
[21:58 - 22:06] very hard times um you know with the pandemic going on and whatnot like there's there's
[22:06 - 22:12] a lot going on and you know and it's not something that you know let's face it it's
[22:12 - 22:18] not something that we want to think about you know we'd rather be happy and smiling
[22:18 - 22:29] and be positive and you know have a good time and be able to relax without worry and that's
[22:29 - 22:33] what i try to do for you guys whenever i do these live streams i do these videos i
[22:33 - 22:39] try to bring you know some level of comfort to you guys i try to bring some level of
[22:39 - 22:46] you know positivity and to uplift you guys and show you guys that hey even though we're
[22:46 - 22:56] in the middle of this insane pandemic that from what i'm saying who knows when it'll
[22:56 - 23:04] end you know i try to you know bring that positivity to show you guys like i was like
[23:04 - 23:11] i said even with this pandemic going on that you know you can still have a good time you
[23:11 - 23:20] can still be positive you can still you know do things and you know and i like to be that
[23:20 - 23:26] escape for you guys i like to be that escape that you know whenever i upload a video you
[23:26 - 23:33] guys can kick back and you know relax and have a good laugh have a good time and smile
[23:33 - 23:43] and all this here so that's what my goal is is to uplift you guys and you know ultimately
[23:43 - 23:51] you know make you guys feel more welcome and more at home because with me what you
[23:51 - 24:00] see is what you get you know i don't have you know a 50 million dollar computer set
[24:00 - 24:09] up with a fancy you know green screen or you know i'm not doing all this different stuff
[24:09 - 24:15] i don't have a makeup artist doing my makeup every five seconds or any of that like no
[24:15 - 24:25] with me i get on i turn on my camera and from there you know it's basically you know
[24:25 - 24:32] what you see is what you get and that to me is the most realist form of entertainment
[24:32 - 24:41] because i'm not hiding behind makeup i'm not hiding behind you know a green screen or
[24:41 - 24:47] you know people tell me to do this people tell me to do that no i am literally getting
[24:47 - 24:55] on here being myself a hundred percent of the time and doing what i can to help you
[24:55 - 25:08] guys and that to me is the best thing that you can do is to you know to be yourself take
[25:08 - 25:18] a look at roman and frinney they got over 10 million subscribers 10 million and they've
[25:18 - 25:24] had people offer to do their makeup and shit but they don't they just get up and they
[25:24 - 25:41] go and do what they do do to look up roman atwood if you look up roman atwood you'll
[25:41 - 26:01] find out who they are
[26:01 - 26:04] and the reason why i know it sounds funny but the reason why i call them roman and
[26:04 - 26:10] britney is because i've talked to them on instagram i've talked to them on youtube and
[26:10 - 26:16] they're very cool people they're constantly you know leaving little messages to you know
[26:16 - 26:22] uplift me and other fans and stuff like that like they're very cool like i love those
[26:22 - 26:29] guys to death like they are very big inspiration behind the movement that i'm starting that
[26:29 - 26:38] i'm trying to get going and i can honestly say i'm definitely a huge supporter of the
[26:38 - 26:45] small more team man 100 percent um a very very big supporter of you know what roman
[26:45 - 26:52] and his family do like 100 percent like every time they upload a new video i'm always watching
[26:52 - 26:59] it sharing it you know tell my friends hey yo check these guys out you know like if
[26:59 - 27:04] you haven't seen them yet do it you'll love them like they're very family you know they're
[27:04 - 27:11] very family oriented which i love to see that i'd love to see you know a youtuber being
[27:11 - 27:22] family friendly and very family oriented i love that
[27:22 - 27:30] but like i said though at the end of the day i hope you guys kind of see now why i'm
[27:30 - 27:37] doing what i'm doing and trying to get marty shut down and why i'm trying to put my story
[27:37 - 27:43] out there why i'm trying to reach out to people why i'm trying to reach out for help
[27:43 - 27:52] on a daily basis and say hey i need help with this how can i put a stop to this when
[27:52 - 27:57] the police in his area won't do anything and the police in my area won't do anything
[27:57 - 28:02] and the fbi or the feds won't do anything that's why i'm putting my story out there
[28:02 - 28:10] so that maybe some at some point somebody can actually reach out and be like hey i
[28:10 - 28:16] heard your story i want to help you put an end to this i want to help you put a stop
[28:16 - 28:24] to all of this harassment and these threats that are going on in your life that's why
[28:24 - 28:31] i do it like literally just literally just the other day um i posted in a suicide awareness
[28:31 - 28:39] group um about what's going on i made a short little you know live stream video explaining
[28:39 - 28:50] the situation and you know explaining what's going on you know so i'm constantly putting
[28:50 - 28:56] word out constantly saying hey what can i do you know is there anybody out there that
[28:56 - 29:06] can actually help me get some sort of traction and put a stop to stuff like this because
[29:06 - 29:13] i said nobody deserves to be bullied at the end of the day nobody deserves harassment
[29:13 - 29:21] or blackmail or getting you know rope in the mail being threatened like nobody deserves
[29:21 - 29:40] that stuff like nobody deserves that and that's why i'm doing what i'm doing and i
[29:40 - 29:51] hope you guys see now just how bad it can really get how scary it can actually be and
[29:51 - 29:56] why i'm fighting so hard to bring about this change because what's going on with me what's
[29:56 - 30:07] happening to me i don't want that to happen to anyone else like i don't want that happening
[30:07 - 30:16] to anyone else and i would rather put a song to it now and save someone's life potentially
[30:16 - 30:24] rather than sit by and let this happen to them and this that and the other like nobody
[30:24 - 30:31] deserves that that's why i'm fighting so hard to put my story out and if anybody out
[30:31 - 30:35] there is willing to help tell that story out there and show them what marnie is truly
[30:35 - 30:47] doing to me then by all means please do so because the sooner we stop him the better
[30:47 - 31:01] things will be for so many other people as a whole let's get this movement going y'all
[31:01 - 31:11] let's put a stop to this shit let's put word out i don't care whether it's on you know
[31:11 - 31:19] here i don't care whether it's on uh freaking twitter i don't care if it's on uh what's
[31:19 - 31:29] that one pinterest tumblr facebook you know wherever you guys can post and show people
[31:29 - 31:35] what's going on do it let people know what's going on y'all and let's bring this bully
[31:35 - 31:43] down and if you are being bullied just know that you're not alone because i'm there too
[31:43 - 31:50] and i'm right there fighting with you and i know that together we can get through this
[31:50 - 31:56] one way or another we're gonna get through this and just know that every day i'm fighting
[31:56 - 32:08] with you i am fighting with you every day you've got someone here that cares you have
[32:08 - 32:16] a place here where you can come and hang out and relax and be safe and not be bullied
[32:16 - 32:28] but with that being said i love you guys you're awesome you're amazing you're insanely
[32:28 - 32:34] cool and insanely talented don't let anybody throw any shade at you keep your head up stay
[32:34 - 32:43] positive and i'll get you guys in the next video peace