2022-3-19 a mesage to Gothiechic AKA Adrian

[0:00 - 0:12] All right y'all so I'm going to make this video short, simple, sweet to the point. This
[0:12 - 0:21] message is for gothic chick or gothic chick also known more commonly as Adrian. Adrian,
[0:21 - 0:31] I don't fucking trust you. You broke my trust doing what you did. And not to mention you're
[0:31 - 0:45] a terrible fucking liar. You are seriously a terrible liar. You seem to forget Adrian.
[0:45 - 0:51] I've been doing music for over 10 years so I know vocal tones and I can tell by the tone
[0:51 - 0:58] of your voice that you were lying to me through your fucking teeth. Saying that you didn't
[0:58 - 1:05] have an interest in me. That's fucking bullshit. You and I both know that you did so let's
[1:05 - 1:13] cut the fucking bullshit out. You and I both know you had a thing for me. All right you
[1:13 - 1:21] broke my trust on what you did. Saying that you wanted to be with me and then turn around
[1:21 - 1:30] and fucking rant and rave and boasting about how you fucked some other dude. When I was
[1:30 - 1:38] loyal to you the whole goddamn time. When you told me you wanted to be with me, I was
[1:38 - 2:02] down for that. I took myself off the market. I told everybody I was seeing somebody. I
[2:02 - 2:09] told everybody that I was seeing somebody and that somebody was you. Because Adrian
[2:09 - 2:17] you seem to forget I know you better than anybody else. Or did you forget that? Did
[2:17 - 2:24] you forget the fact that we grew up together? Or that I know you better than anybody else
[2:24 - 2:32] in the fucking world? Aside from your family? But to be fair they don't even know you that
[2:32 - 2:45] well either. You seem to forget it Adrian. I know you. I know how you are. I know how
[2:45 - 2:53] you fucking act. Now don't get wrong I do appreciate what you did for me. Okay I do
[2:53 - 2:59] appreciate that. With the whole memorial thing and me supposedly being dead that does
[2:59 - 3:06] show that does take a lot of guts to do that. And that does show a part of you is willing
[3:06 - 3:24] to change. But like I told you last night Adrian, if you really want to be with somebody,
[3:24 - 3:35] stop doing the fucking shit you're doing. I can't help you with the people that are
[3:35 - 3:45] doing shit to you. I can't help you with that. The only reason why I spoke to you was to
[3:45 - 3:51] find out whether you really did make that video or not. And yeah you did. And I'm grateful
[3:51 - 3:58] to you for that. And I'm not trying to attack you. I'm not trying to take shots at you.
[3:58 - 4:05] I'm telling you the reality of what needs to fucking happen. And the reality is Adrian
[4:05 - 4:19] that you need to stop doing the shit you're doing. Like what you're doing is not helping
[4:19 - 4:29] anybody. It's not helping you at all whatsoever. All this shit you're doing with you know
[4:29 - 4:36] trying to get with all these other dudes it's not fucking helping you at all. If anything
[4:36 - 4:41] it's making you look like a goddamn attention whore. That's what it's doing for you. Making
[4:41 - 4:46] you look like a fucking attention whore. Which is what you're turning out to be. And shout
[4:46 - 5:00] out to my mother fucking brother. K what up man. How you doing bro. Now Adrian there
[5:00 - 5:06] is one thing that I took from you. There is one thing that I took as in learning from
[5:06 - 5:14] you. There is one thing that I took in us catching back up. You know what that is?
[5:14 - 5:19] The fact that I can't let these dumb motherfuckers like these people in the chat stop me. And
[5:19 - 5:25] I have no intentions on letting them do that. Nor am I going to let them do that. Matter
[5:25 - 5:33] of fact I've got a fucking awesome job as an audio engineer with Live Giant Films.
[5:33 - 5:41] A fucking job that I'm proud to fucking have. A job that is actually setting me up for
[5:41 - 5:53] success. Yes I can't wait to fucking see that shit. I can't wait to hear that shit
[5:53 - 5:58] bro. Hey yo Crip send me that shit when you're done bro. I gotta fucking hear that. Or call
[5:58 - 6:04] me when you get done with that shit. I need to hear that shit bro. I need to fucking
[6:04 - 6:17] hear that shit. But as for you Adrian you got some growing up to do. Alright. Take a
[6:17 - 6:26] lesson from me alright. I took one from you about needing to stay away from the bullshit
[6:26 - 6:37] and it's time you took a lesson from me. Alright and this lesson comes from pure experience.
[6:37 - 6:44] If you want to be with somebody be loyal to that person. Alright don't sit there and
[6:44 - 6:49] tell them that you're going to be with them and then five seconds later turn around and
[6:49 - 6:55] boast and brag about how you fucked some other dude or some other chick. Think about how
[6:55 - 7:01] that person fucking feels when you do that shit. Because let me tell you when I'm with
[7:01 - 7:07] somebody I don't fucking cheat on them like that. I don't run around and say oh I want
[7:07 - 7:11] to be with you and then turn around and fuck some other chick. I don't do that. When I'm
[7:11 - 7:17] with somebody I'm with them. I don't sit there and fucking run around and sneak around
[7:17 - 7:25] and sleep behind their back. That ain't me. Because I was raised better than that.
[7:25 - 7:39] So take my advice Adrian. You want people to like you then stop doing what you're doing.
[7:39 - 7:46] And just here's a little tip for your videos. Stop the fucking sleep streams. Nobody watches
[7:46 - 7:55] those. Nobody fucking watches your sleep streams like that. Now your tarot card readings I
[7:55 - 8:02] think that would be cool. Why not do fucking tarot card readings instead? Nobody fucking
[8:02 - 8:14] watches your sleep streams Adrian. Nobody. You can even ask the trolls. Even the trolls
[8:14 - 8:21] here will agree with me that nobody watches your sleep streams. Period. Nobody fucking
[8:21 - 8:24] watches them because it's boring. No one wants to sit there for nine hours and watch
[8:24 - 8:33] you sleep. And thankfully I got the fucking day off so I can actually work on my own
[8:33 - 8:46] shit. For the last couple of days I've been getting music tracks ready for a couple commercials.
[8:46 - 8:53] So yeah I finally got the fucking day off. Well actually the weekend. But even on the
[8:53 - 8:58] weekend I'm still working on my shit. So yeah I got the day off but I'm still doing
[8:58 - 9:07] shit. So like I said Adrian take my fucking advice. You want people to like you. One stop
[9:07 - 9:13] acting like an attention whore. And two stop the fucking sleep streams. They're fucking
[9:13 - 9:23] boring and they're dull. You might think people watch them but really they don't. Like who
[9:23 - 9:29] in their mind would watch you sleep for fucking nine hours. I know I wouldn't. I got better
[9:29 - 9:32] shit to do with my time than to sit there and watch someone sleep for nine fucking
[9:32 - 9:41] hours. That's stupid. Now if you're doing like say a game play stream or you're creating
[9:41 - 9:48] music or doing something other than sleep then yeah I might watch it. Keyword might.
[9:48 - 9:57] Doesn't mean I will. But if you were doing something interesting then yeah people might
[9:57 - 10:03] actually fucking watch. Like come on really fucking sleep streams. Nobody watches that
[10:03 - 10:18] garbage. Like let's be fucking honest. And for those of you in the chat right now let
[10:18 - 10:25] me ask you. For those of you in the chat and don't be discriminatory I want your guys's
[10:25 - 10:35] unbiased opinion. Is it not stupid for Adrian a.k.a. gothicic to be doing sleep streams.
[10:35 - 10:42] I mean how many of you motherfuckers even watch that shit. Be honest. How many of y'all
[10:42 - 10:48] actually sit down and watch your fucking sleep streams. And if you do do you not sit
[10:48 - 10:54] there and fucking laugh at her. Like let's be honest. Do any of you even watch her fucking
[10:54 - 11:19] sleep streams. I know I sure don't. Because I said I got better shit to do with my time
[11:19 - 11:31] Adrian. Way better shit to do with my time. Hell I'll be fucking honest. I barely even
[11:31 - 11:38] slept and then the most I've slept over the last day or since last night is literally
[11:38 - 12:03] like a couple hours. Exactly. Thank you Chris. They are boring. I agree. I'm gonna Adrian.
[12:03 - 12:11] You want to be a successful YouTuber. Do something that's interesting. Let me ask you something
[12:11 - 12:18] that I got asked. Okay. And this just doesn't apply to you. This applies to anybody that
[12:18 - 12:27] wants fame. Okay. This applies to anybody that is looking for some sort of fame. You
[12:27 - 12:34] want to be known for something right. Think about this. Would you rather be known for
[12:34 - 12:44] doing something productive. Such as music, vlogging, travel vlogs. You know stuff like
[12:44 - 12:55] that. Or even hell. Even fucking gaming is a good way to go. Or would you rather be known
[12:55 - 13:08] for something boring like doing sleep streams. Let's be honest. And let me tell you Ryan
[13:08 - 13:16] Upchurch said it best when he said these words. Have to people like yourself don't
[13:16 - 13:24] have any talents. I'm not saying you don't have talent because you do. You're damn good
[13:24 - 13:29] at this. I've seen some of the clothing shit you've done and you're damn good with it.
[13:29 - 13:35] And honestly Adrian I would run with that. If I were you I would run with the sewing
[13:35 - 13:40] thing. I would run with the seamstress stuff. Cause you're damn good at what you fucking
[13:40 - 13:48] do. I will give you the credit on that Adrian. You're damn good at that. And let me tell
[13:48 - 13:55] ya. People are more than likely going to watch you do your seamstress and your sewing work
[13:55 - 14:07] over you fucking sleeping all day. Or all night. Like seriously. I will give you credit
[14:07 - 14:13] Adrian. Your clothing design work is phenomenal. I will give you credit for that. Your clothing
[14:13 - 14:21] work is absolutely amazing. I personally would fucking watch it. Because I do go to cosplay
[14:21 - 14:28] events every now and then. So seeing that kind of shit would give me ideas for stuff
[14:28 - 14:35] that I could do whenever there's a fucking comic con or an anime convention going on.
[14:35 - 14:43] I would totally rock some shit like what you do. But dude you gotta stop doing these
[14:43 - 14:50] sleep streams. They're stupid and they're boring. And all you're doing is sitting there
[14:50 - 15:01] sleeping. That's it. Believe it or not Crip K some of her clothing stuff is actually
[15:01 - 15:08] really good. Like if you've ever seen some of her stuff like I've seen dude it's actually
[15:08 - 15:14] really fucking good. Like I'm not even being biased because she's she used to be a friend.
[15:14 - 15:25] I am giving credit where credit is due. Like Adrian you got talent with sewing. Use it
[15:25 - 15:40] motherfucker. Stop fucking sleeping on it. Alright I'm gonna tell you like the guy that
[15:40 - 15:47] I'm working with right now told me. The guy that I work for told me this the other day.
[15:47 - 15:53] We didn't say it in these exact words but he pretty much implied it. And me and him
[15:53 - 16:01] had a good ass three hour conversation about this. If you've got a fucking talent stop
[16:01 - 16:11] sitting around wasting it. Because unless you put that talent to fucking use you ain't
[16:11 - 16:17] gonna get anywhere. Okay fuck what these mainstream fucking assholes think of what
[16:17 - 16:25] you're doing. Alright come up with your own fucking clothing design work. Put that shit
[16:25 - 16:34] out there. You don't see me bound down to the mainstream music scene. I put my own
[16:34 - 16:41] motherfucking shit out as an independent artist. I don't sit there and let my shit
[16:41 - 16:50] pass me by. I make use of that fucking shit. So Adrian here's a little bit of advice for
[16:50 - 16:55] you. Here's a little tip for you. You want to get somewhere with your sewing. Which I
[16:55 - 17:01] know that's what you really want to do. Then here's what you do. Stop sitting around on
[17:01 - 17:10] your fucking ass. Get your ass fucking up. And get to fucking work. Make fucking videos
[17:10 - 17:18] of you doing that shit. Put that shit out there. Stop fucking sitting around and letting
[17:18 - 17:27] your talents go to the fucking wayside. It's stupid. You got talent doing that shit motherfucker.
[17:27 - 17:37] So fucking use it. For fucking real. Fucking use that shit. Stop sitting there saying
[17:37 - 17:42] oh I can't this, I can't that. Let me tell you something that the guy that I'm working
[17:42 - 17:47] for. Let me tell you something that he told me. Alright I'm going to give you the same
[17:47 - 17:55] advice that I got told the other day. Stop focusing on what you can't do and start focusing
[17:55 - 18:03] on what you can do. Because what you can do now will carry you further down the road
[18:03 - 18:10] than you focusing on what you can't do. Ok? Forget about the past. The past is done.
[18:10 - 18:18] It's over. You ain't, you can't change a damn thing. What's done is done. What's happened
[18:18 - 18:25] has happened. Stop fucking reflecting on what you can't do and start focusing on what
[18:25 - 18:34] you can do. That's what I'm fucking doing. I'm focusing on what I can do. What I am able
[18:34 - 18:45] and am very capable of doing. You don't see me sitting around fucking wasting my talents
[18:45 - 18:51] and not doing anything. No. I actually fucking do shit. And guess where me actually doing
[18:51 - 19:02] shit got me? It actually got me a fucking job. A job that I actually fucking enjoy.
[19:02 - 19:07] Something that's actually setting me up for success so I can start making fucking money
[19:07 - 19:13] doing what I love to do. I love my fucking job. I get to make fucking music for fucking
[19:13 - 19:21] infomercials. Hell, I'm even doing a fucking scene of one of my old video clips and actually
[19:21 - 19:28] being allowed to throw it in the commercial for some tack ops gear. So I'm actually fucking
[19:28 - 19:38] doing shit. So Adrian, my advice to you, and I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but stop
[19:38 - 19:44] sitting around on your motherfucking ass, get your fucking lazy ass the fuck up, get
[19:44 - 19:51] your ass in fucking gear and start putting your shit out there. Because you putting your
[19:51 - 19:55] shit out there is more than likely going to do something rather than you sitting on your
[19:55 - 20:05] fucking ass all goddamn day not doing a goddamn thing. I actually put my work into action.
[20:05 - 20:12] I started ignoring the trolls. I started ignoring what people said about me. Do you
[20:12 - 20:18] know how many motherfuckers talk shit on me on a daily fucking basis? Quite a fucking
[20:18 - 20:26] few, let me tell you. Quite a few people talk shit about me, but you know what? I don't
[20:26 - 20:33] let it fucking get to me. You know why? Because their fucking opinion is just that. It's
[20:33 - 20:41] an opinion. Their opinion at the end of the day don't fucking matter. They ain't sleeping
[20:41 - 20:49] in the same bed as you. They ain't doing what you're doing. They ain't doing the work
[20:49 - 20:57] that you do. So why you fucking wasting your time worrying about what some fucking company
[20:57 - 21:07] fucking thinks? Fuck what that company thinks. Start your own fucking brand. Okay, start
[21:07 - 21:15] your own goddamn brand. Start your own company. Fuck what these mainstream assholes think.
[21:15 - 21:22] If you want to get somewhere, then pick your ass up and fucking make it happen. Ain't
[21:22 - 21:32] nobody going to do it for you. If you want to do clothing design work for a living, then
[21:32 - 21:38] fuck what these mainstream assholes fucking say. Forget about what they think because
[21:38 - 21:45] their opinion don't mean jack shit in the grand scheme of things. If you want to make
[21:45 - 21:53] fucking money doing what you love to do, Adrian, then fuck what these assholes think.
[21:53 - 21:59] Fuck what these companies think about your clothing. Forget about them. Because they're
[21:59 - 22:05] not you. You have a very unique style that could actually catch on. And I'm not joking
[22:05 - 22:16] about that. The shit that you do could actually go somewhere. So Adrian, like I said, you
[22:16 - 22:22] want to get somewhere, stop sitting on your fucking ass and do something about it. Because
[22:22 - 22:29] the Adrian that I knew, the Adrian that I know is still in there, wouldn't just sit
[22:29 - 22:37] around on her fucking asshole goddamn day. The Adrian I know wouldn't sit around and
[22:37 - 22:44] not do anything. The Adrian I know would pick her ass the fuck up, dust herself off and
[22:44 - 22:51] say fuck these companies and actually fucking do something about it. So it's your choice,
[22:51 - 22:57] Adrian, what are you gonna fucking do about it? Are you gonna sit here and waste your
[22:57 - 23:04] talents on some stupid ass fucking sleep string fucking garbage that nobody watches? Or are
[23:04 - 23:11] you gonna pick your ass up and actually do something with what you've got? It's your
[23:11 - 23:18] choice. You can either focus on the past and stay stuck in the same spot. Or you can
[23:18 - 23:24] get your motherfucking ass in gear and start doing what you need to be doing. It's your
[23:24 - 23:33] call, Adrian, not mine. So if I were you, I'd take my ass the fuck up and I'd start
[23:33 - 23:49] getting my ass to fucking work. It's your call, though. And if I were you, like I said,
[23:49 - 23:56] I would actually pick my ass up and get my ass in gear because let me tell you something.
[23:56 - 24:04] Nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around and doing nothing. Nobody ever got anywhere
[24:04 - 24:15] by sitting around and not doing anything. The people that work hard, that make sacrifices
[24:15 - 24:20] that do what they wanna do regardless of what people think, they're the ones that
[24:20 - 24:30] actually get somewhere. Don't believe me?
[24:30 - 24:43] Take a look at Elon Musk. Take a look at Warner Buffett. Take a look at the people
[24:43 - 24:51] that founded Disney, that founded any major brand in the world. Do you think bands like
[24:51 - 24:59] Lincoln Park got anywhere by sitting around on their asses? No. They put in the hours.
[24:59 - 25:09] They put in the hard work. And look where it got them. Some of your favorite bands
[25:09 - 25:14] and artists, Adrian, they didn't just sit around on their fucking ass all day and not
[25:14 - 25:22] do anything unless they were home from a tour or whatever. But half the time, you know
[25:22 - 25:30] what they did? They busted their asses. They made the necessary sacrifices. 'Cause like
[25:30 - 25:42] I said, nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around and not doing anything. Plain and simple.
[25:42 - 25:46] You wanna fucking be something, Adrian, then fucking stop sitting around on your fucking
[25:46 - 25:55] ass, get your ass the fuck up, and start doing something about it. I'm gonna tell
[25:55 - 26:03] you, like my best friend Zack, who lost his life in 2016, I'm gonna tell you the exact
[26:03 - 26:12] fucking thing that he told me. And this is something that I live by every fucking day.
[26:12 - 26:19] You can either sit around on your fucking ass, wasting your fucking life away, and
[26:19 - 26:29] not getting anywhere, and doing something that you hate for the rest of your life, or
[26:29 - 26:34] you can do what you love to do and work your ass off at it and turn it into something that
[26:34 - 26:42] you truly enjoy to do. Matter of fact, I'll give you a little quote
[26:42 - 26:50] by my friend Matt. Shout out to my brother Matt, by the way. "When you love what you
[26:50 - 27:01] do, you never have to work a day in your life." And that's facts. So Adrian, are you gonna
[27:01 - 27:07] sit there on your fucking ass all day? Or are you gonna get your fucking ass up and
[27:07 - 27:13] do something about your shit? Are you gonna sit there and change your fucking attitude
[27:13 - 27:21] around? Are you gonna sit there and quit your bullshit? Because if I were you, I'd stop
[27:21 - 27:27] your whining and bitching and moaning and stop feeling fucking sorry for yourself.
[27:27 - 27:36] I'm gonna tell you like you told me. Stop being a fucking victim. Pick your ass the
[27:36 - 27:47] fuck up and do something about it. If you want to be a fucking winner, then pick your
[27:47 - 27:54] ass the fuck up and fucking do something about it. Straight the fuck up, get your ass
[27:54 - 28:00] up and fucking do something about it. Because nobody ever got anywhere by sitting around
[28:00 - 28:06] feeling sorry for themselves. Trust me, that's the lesson I had to learn the hard way but
[28:06 - 28:13] I learned it. So Adrian, it's your turn. Are you gonna sit there on the ground feeling
[28:13 - 28:19] sorry for yourself all day and whining and crying and doing this and that and the other?
[28:19 - 28:24] Or are you gonna cut the kitty ass bullshit out and pick your ass the fuck up and do
[28:24 - 28:31] something about it? And do what you truly want to fucking do? Because I've seen what
[28:31 - 28:36] you got, girl. You're damn good at what you do. I will give you that. You are damn good
[28:36 - 28:45] at what you fucking do. Well, like I said, at your call, you can either waste your life
[28:45 - 28:51] away sitting around on your ass, doing this, that and the other. Or you can pick your
[28:51 - 28:59] ass back the fuck up, dust yourself off and actually fucking do what you want to do.
[28:59 - 29:16] Open up your own shop through Shopify or whatever. Do something. Like I said, do something.