2021-3-21 SKXRTISSUE FULL LIVE SHOW

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[0:40 - 0:42] What's up you guys?
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[0:52 - 0:56] I know you guys, you know,
[0:56 - 0:58] have been seeing me go through a lot
[0:58 - 1:10] in the last few days.
[1:10 - 1:12] And I'm not going to hide it.
[1:12 - 1:17] You know, I've been going through quite a bit, you know?
[1:17 - 1:21] I've been going through, you know,
[1:21 - 1:24] trying to fix the mic here.
[1:24 - 1:27] You know, I've been going through quite a bit.
[1:27 - 1:30] Over the last few days,
[1:30 - 1:35] with everything going on, you know?
[1:35 - 1:42] And things just haven't felt right.
[1:42 - 1:47] Things have just felt bad.
[1:47 - 1:53] Like, I don't even know where to begin with it.
[1:53 - 1:57] Like, there's so much that's happened over the course
[1:57 - 2:01] of this whole week,
[2:01 - 2:05] over the past few weeks, over the past month,
[2:05 - 2:19] that it's scary.
[2:19 - 2:23] Now this show is going to be all originals for you guys,
[2:23 - 2:29] except for one or two songs that I'm going to do.
[2:29 - 2:35] As you guys know,
[2:35 - 2:40] back in 2018,
[2:40 - 2:43] I lost one of my mentors this month.
[2:43 - 2:49] Actually today, back in 2018,
[2:49 - 2:55] I lost one of my best friends that would,
[2:55 - 2:59] you know, usher me into the music industry
[2:59 - 3:04] and somebody who really taught me a lot, you know?
[3:04 - 3:08] Somebody who has always been there for me,
[3:08 - 3:10] always held me down.
[3:10 - 3:14] And this man showed me so much love,
[3:14 - 3:35] helped me out so much with a lot of my own stuff.
[3:35 - 3:40] Like, he showed me what it took
[3:40 - 3:48] to be able to make it like I'm making it.
[3:48 - 3:55] So this first song I want to do is a dedication to him.
[3:55 - 3:59] I want to play one of his songs for you guys
[3:59 - 4:03] in honor of him.
[4:03 - 4:06] And finally, was he a mentor to me?
[4:06 - 4:21] He was one of my best friends.
[4:21 - 4:36] I woke up today and I made okay.
[4:36 - 4:42] My girl might see my thing and may I lay okay?
[4:42 - 4:45] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[4:45 - 4:48] None of them say I'm gonna say okay.
[4:48 - 4:52] And he got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[4:52 - 4:55] Then they know I'm gonna say I'm a little okay.
[4:55 - 4:58] Okay, okay, okay, okay.
[4:58 - 5:01] None of them go around dancing, okay, okay.
[5:01 - 5:04] Screaming on the stage, I'm gonna say I'm sick.
[5:04 - 5:07] Currently gonna put killer pink skin in it,
[5:07 - 5:10] busting open and pumping up and down my knee.
[5:10 - 5:12] Skin in it ain't pretty, man.
[5:12 - 5:20] In the rope of investigation.
[5:20 - 5:23] Thank God for such limitations.
[5:23 - 5:26] Even at the trapper at the station.
[5:26 - 5:29] Then if I ain't your favorite, then you're racist.
[5:29 - 5:32] Ain't you okay, you mad? I'm going paces.
[5:32 - 5:35] Just let me know where you want to take him.
[5:35 - 5:40] You ain't even burning me up, having face-to-face.
[5:40 - 5:43] Didn't think you long to waste like amazing grace.
[5:43 - 5:46] This n***a been a lame, it just came to place.
[5:46 - 5:49] Didn't take over no lame bitch, had a taste.
[5:49 - 5:52] I just woke up today and I made okay.
[5:52 - 5:55] I got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[5:55 - 5:58] My girl might see my thing and may I lay okay?
[5:58 - 6:01] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[6:01 - 6:06] I got me a band, so I'm a okay.
[6:06 - 6:09] That green, that white, that tan, they all a okay.
[6:09 - 6:13] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[6:13 - 6:16] No n***a spot, n***a picture, crick.
[6:16 - 6:19] I was on my hands with nowhere to live.
[6:19 - 6:22] Can't band, can't dance, n***a gonna catch.
[6:22 - 6:25] I might pop up on your own, go to Christmas past.
[6:25 - 6:28] N***a's in the gas, man, you got a gas.
[6:28 - 6:31] Living in the bushes, it'll never last.
[6:31 - 6:34] She created a bush, she got a band.
[6:34 - 6:37] Doesn't throw the mustard, now she got it back.
[6:37 - 6:40] Gotta lay a chain in every day.
[6:40 - 6:43] Scrapes are in the state, straight off the plane.
[6:43 - 6:46] Keep them in the zone from the bottom of the lake.
[6:46 - 6:50] Pop your ass to the gun to the bottom of the lake.
[6:50 - 6:52] They think y'all, it's a criminal.
[6:52 - 6:55] I like coming face, y'all be dinner days.
[6:55 - 6:58] Be dinner days, be dinner days, let 'em down to spell it out.
[6:58 - 7:01] Let 'em dance, let 'em clash, let 'em down, let 'em know.
[7:01 - 7:05] Let 'em dance, let 'em know, let 'em get into my life.
[7:05 - 7:08] Let 'em read, I'm okay, I'm okay, you got so right.
[7:08 - 7:11] You straight, tell you, we don't pay well in life.
[7:11 - 7:14] Some ice, we don't take off that ice.
[7:14 - 7:18] We ain't okay, they need it every day.
[7:18 - 7:21] Scrapes are in the state, straight off the plate.
[7:21 - 7:24] Keep them in the zone from the bottom of the lake.
[7:24 - 7:28] Pop your ass to the gun to the bottom of the lake.
[7:28 - 7:43] I woke up today, ayy, I'm ayy, okay.
[7:43 - 7:46] I got me a bag, so I'm ayy, okay.
[7:46 - 7:49] My grandma take my family, I'm ayy, okay.
[7:49 - 7:53] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[7:53 - 7:56] None of that's the same, I'm the same, okay.
[7:56 - 7:59] I got me a bag, so I'm ayy, okay.
[7:59 - 8:02] That green, that white, that tan, they all ayy, okay.
[8:02 - 8:05] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
[8:05 - 8:13] I wrap in peace to my mentor and my best friend,
[8:13 - 8:16] who is like my brother, man.
[8:16 - 8:19] Rest in peace to my boy, Koda Oda, man.
[8:19 - 8:21] We fucking miss you, dawg.
[8:21 - 8:24] We fucking miss you, brother.
[8:25 - 10:11] Mm-hmm.
[10:11 - 10:19] I'm so fuckin' sick.
[10:19 - 10:26] Everything you do to me just drags me down,
[10:26 - 10:31] and I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:31 - 10:34] I'm trapped on the inside.
[10:35 - 10:40] Please, can someone come and set me free?
[10:40 - 10:46] I've got all these demons chasing after me,
[10:46 - 10:52] and I don't know what to do anymore,
[10:52 - 10:57] constantly running around like I don't even recognize myself.
[10:57 - 11:02] I can't even get a grip on my life.
[11:03 - 11:07] Every night I go to sleep, I go to war.
[11:07 - 11:11] I'm constantly fighting these demons in my head.
[11:11 - 11:14] Why is it that way?
[11:14 - 11:16] Just won't let me be.
[11:16 - 11:18] I don't know anymore.
[11:18 - 11:21] I just want to be okay.
[11:21 - 11:27] This is not where I'm meant to be.
[11:27 - 11:34] I don't understand.
[11:34 - 11:38] How is it that we even got here?
[11:38 - 11:39] I don't know anymore.
[11:39 - 11:42] I'm so sick of lying on the floor,
[11:42 - 11:44] sick of feeling so cold,
[11:44 - 11:48] sick of feeling this numbness inside of me.
[11:48 - 11:52] I've got these demons, constantly raging,
[11:52 - 11:55] and I don't know what to do anymore.
[11:55 - 12:00] I've got this inside of me, I've got these demons, constantly raging,
[12:00 - 12:03] and attacking me.
[12:03 - 12:07] I don't know who I am anymore,
[12:07 - 12:10] constantly fighting myself.
[12:10 - 12:13] I don't know who I am anymore.
[12:13 - 12:19] Please, can someone save me from this?
[12:20 - 12:25] I just need a little help to escape this.
[12:25 - 12:31] Why is it that I always end up in the same fucking place
[12:31 - 12:36] because of all of this bullshit that I'm going through every fucking day?
[12:36 - 12:40] Nobody really has a clue of who I am.
[12:40 - 12:46] They don't see the hatred and the tears that I go through every day.
[12:48 - 12:52] I just want the fucking pain to go away.
[12:52 - 12:56] Please, can somebody save me?
[12:56 - 13:01] Please break the chains and set me free.
[13:01 - 13:13] Nothing ever feels the same.
[13:13 - 13:22] Ever since all of this negativity began to make me fade away.
[13:22 - 13:30] Please, can someone save me?
[13:30 - 13:49] Some people say our trading process feels too easy.
[13:49 - 13:52] They can't believe it's 100% online.
[13:52 - 14:04] I hope you guys are right there, because this one's about to be very emotional.
[14:04 - 14:18] This is called Devilish Angel.
[14:43 - 14:48] You've got this devilish angel deep inside of me.
[14:48 - 14:51] It wants to come out. It wants to be free.
[14:51 - 14:56] It sees all this negativity that I don't care to put through every day.
[14:56 - 15:02] It wants to see me, me in a grave. Is that true?
[15:02 - 15:06] I don't know. I don't even recognize myself anymore.
[15:06 - 15:10] I don't know what to do.
[15:11 - 15:18] I'm so fucking lost in this mess in the darkest part of my mind.
[15:18 - 15:22] These evil thoughts exist.
[15:22 - 15:27] I've got these scars on my wrist.
[15:27 - 15:32] I've got these scars that are on my wrist.
[15:32 - 15:39] All because of all the bullshit that I'm getting put through every day.
[15:39 - 15:42] And I don't know what to do anymore.
[15:42 - 15:48] How is it that I can heal when someone constantly taking a knife,
[15:48 - 15:57] opening the wound, making them bleed out, making me feel like suicide
[15:57 - 16:00] is the only way out.
[16:00 - 16:04] I just don't know what to do anymore.
[16:04 - 16:08] I'm so fucking confused. I don't know who I am.
[16:08 - 16:14] Why is it that I'm in this place?
[16:14 - 16:21] Am I the devil? Am I the angel? I don't know.
[16:21 - 16:27] At the time I feel like I'm losing control.
[16:27 - 16:34] I'm so sick of feeling alone.
[16:34 - 16:38] Everybody always judging and attacking me.
[16:38 - 16:43] But they don't ever really know my story.
[16:43 - 16:47] They don't see what I deal with every day.
[16:47 - 16:50] Have to lose another friend today.
[16:50 - 17:00] The ones I love always dying around me and it leaves me in a dark and deep instinct.
[17:00 - 17:06] A fucking agony from which there is no escape.
[17:06 - 17:13] I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so fucking scared on my own.
[17:13 - 17:20] How can I fight back when I'm always alone?
[17:20 - 17:31] With no one to turn to know where to go.
[17:32 - 17:35] But I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:35 - 17:41] I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:41 - 17:43] But I don't know what to do anymore.
[17:43 - 18:55] I don't know what to do anymore.
[18:55 - 18:57] I speak about it a lot.
[18:57 - 18:59] And I speak on the things that he taught me.
[18:59 - 19:07] This song is from my brother Zach, man.
[19:07 - 19:11] Oh, just one.
[19:11 - 19:15] Jake from State Farm, that Mayan worked out, saved me.
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[19:37 - 19:41] You know, I just wish that he could be here to see this shit right now.
[19:41 - 19:47] Ever since you've been gone, nothing ever feels the same since the day that you motherfucking died.
[19:47 - 19:51] All I could ever do is break down and cry.
[19:51 - 19:53] I don't know what to do anymore.
[19:53 - 19:56] I'm always so fucking lost.
[19:56 - 20:01] I'm telling you when my mind is what keeps me going, keeps me going,
[20:01 - 20:06] and getting through those lonely nights every day.
[20:06 - 20:13] I see your face and I wonder why it didn't have to be you that had the fucking time.
[20:13 - 20:25] I don't understand why you, why now, why did you have to leave this earth so fucking soon?
[20:25 - 20:29] It really was a pain that you had to go.
[20:29 - 20:36] I remember getting that call on the line the day that you died.
[20:36 - 20:43] All I could do was sit in my room for a week straight and do nothing but cry
[20:43 - 20:53] because I lost my best friend and I felt like the world may have been a better place without me.
[20:53 - 21:08] I attempted to kill myself in my room that very next week because I couldn't handle the thought of you not being here anymore.
[21:08 - 21:24] I remember those lessons so fucking well, everything that you taught me has led me to a brand of future, led me to do what I'm fucking doing at times.
[21:24 - 21:33] All I want to do is have you hear and tell you how much you mean to me.
[21:33 - 21:41] If you only fucking knew what you taught me ain't it helped me get through.
[21:41 - 21:49] Not a day goes by that you're never on my fucking mind.
[21:49 - 21:56] God damn this isn't right, why did you have to go, it really wasn't fair.
[21:56 - 22:07] But just know that I will always be here speaking your name and your legacy, never letting it fade away.
[22:07 - 22:22] I'm so fucking sick of all the animosity that everyone shows towards you and your family like they deserve it when they don't.
[22:22 - 22:29] Your family is my family too, ain't this fucking true.
[22:29 - 22:35] I just don't understand why you had to go so fucking soon.
[22:35 - 22:50] Half the time I feel like I'm empty inside because you're not here to help me out like you always used to, not to feel right anymore.
[22:50 - 23:05] I got this dark and deepening feeling deep inside, is it sadness, is it rage, I don't know but I just wish this thing would die.
[24:47 - 24:50] You know, I just want to take a minute here.
[24:50 - 24:58] This is something I don't get to do very often, man, but what I do, I love it.
[24:58 - 25:02] I just want to sit down and talk to you guys for a minute, man.
[25:02 - 25:09] You know, when I first started my journey of music, I didn't know what to expect.
[25:09 - 25:14] I really didn't, I had no idea what to expect.
[25:14 - 25:22] But man, seeing what you guys have been doing for me, all the support and the love that you guys have been showing me,
[25:22 - 25:27] that means more to me than any fucking record sales.
[25:27 - 25:38] Like, you know, during my darkest times in my life, you guys have reached out and told me, bro,
[25:38 - 25:46] you know, just keep your head up, keep going strong, keep fighting, like everything will be good, man.
[25:46 - 25:53] I can honestly say that I truly have the best fan base in the fucking world.
[25:53 - 25:59] And, you know, you guys are the reason that I do what I do with my music.
[25:59 - 26:02] You guys are my reason for living.
[26:02 - 26:06] You guys are my reason for doing what I do.
[26:06 - 26:10] And I honestly can't thank you guys enough.
[26:10 - 26:11] I really can't.
[26:11 - 26:17] You guys doing what you do for me, showing so much love.
[26:17 - 26:28] And, you know, not just listening to my music, but sharing it with other people that are going through some of the same things that I go through
[26:28 - 26:32] or maybe someone's going through the same thing that you're going through or whatever.
[26:32 - 26:39] Like, you guys helping each other out and showing me love and sharing your stories with me
[26:39 - 26:48] and telling me how much I help you, like, I can't even begin to tell you how much that shit means to me, man.
[26:48 - 26:56] I really can't, like.
[26:56 - 27:15] Hold on, y'all.
[27:15 - 27:38] What the fuck?
[27:38 - 27:43] Looks like we got a drag race going down tonight, boys.
[27:43 - 27:52] All dudes in their fucking cars, but the fucking drag race down the down the quarter mile here is fucking dope.
[27:52 - 27:55] Hope they stay safe and don't get caught.
[27:55 - 28:13] Just saying, man, hope y'all don't get caught.
[28:13 - 28:17] Well, like I was saying, no, man.
[28:17 - 28:21] You know, you guys are truly the best fans.
[28:21 - 28:33] And I just want to say thank you, guys, because you guys give me the opportunity to have the best job in the world,
[28:33 - 28:40] which is sharing my story with you guys and showing you guys what I go through through my music.
[28:40 - 28:48] Like, because of you guys, I get to do music and artwork for a living.
[28:48 - 28:51] Like, that's literally my dream job.
[28:51 - 28:57] Like, every day when I wake up and, like, literally, it feels surreal.
[28:57 - 29:02] It really does feel surreal that I actually get to do what I love for a living.
[29:02 - 29:09] Like, you guys don't know how much that means to me, for real.
[29:09 - 29:18] So, you know, not only on behalf of myself, but on behalf of my family, to all you guys that have been, you know, so amazing.
[29:18 - 29:35] I just want to say thank you, guys. You guys are awesome.
[29:35 - 30:04] This one's for you, guys.
[30:04 - 30:17] I don't need a souvenir.
[30:17 - 30:30] Hey, won't you let me in?
[30:30 - 30:33] Every single day I'm knocking at the fucking door.
[30:33 - 30:39] Not knowing what to do. I want to go to heaven, but I don't want to wind up a fallen angel down in the dark.
[30:39 - 30:42] You step to heaven. I don't know what I'm doing every morning.
[30:42 - 30:52] God, these demons come to me screaming in my motherfucking knee, telling me to take that fucking knife, put it to my throat, telling me to fucking hang myself in there.
[30:52 - 30:56] Everything will be okay. I just don't know what to do anymore.
[30:56 - 31:01] I need a little bit of fucking help. I'm so fucking scared, constantly running for my motherfucking life.
[31:01 - 31:09] In the dark, these demons fart on my motherfucking mind. Everybody constantly attacking me, constantly, motherfucking judging me.
[31:09 - 31:19] Not to like to fucking know you, but they really don't know anything about me, y'all don't understand.
[31:19 - 31:40] Everybody wants you to let me in. You can't lose everything.
[31:40 - 31:51] Let me in. Let me in.
[31:51 - 32:00] I am out here every day, trying to judge, to survive, trying to say I love and not to fucking love because I know that my words be so thin to somebody out there.
[32:00 - 32:05] I am out here saving lives every day, and sometimes I forget that my demons cannot play.
[32:05 - 32:10] They never want to let me fucking rest when I go up to heaven when I end up down in heaven.
[32:10 - 32:20] Look, I don't fucking know. All I know is that I want to get a fucking grip on my life before I turn into this motherfucking monster that everybody wants.
[32:20 - 32:26] I'm angry out there being a motherfucking loose control. I'm so sick of being angry on the fucking thing.
[32:26 - 32:41] I don't know who I am anymore. All I know is that I gotta find out who I am. I gotta find a way out so I can escape all of this fucking agony that I'm in.
[32:41 - 32:53] Let me in. You can't lose everything.
[32:53 - 33:11] I'm gonna come with all my fears. I don't need a souvenir. Heaven, won't you let me in? Heaven, won't you let me in? Heaven, won't you let me in?
[33:11 - 33:33] Take the leads back, John.
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[34:35 - 34:46] Someone fucking save me, please. Can somebody fucking save me? Please. Break me away from all of this agony. Oh, please. Oh, God, please.
[34:46 - 34:56] I don't want to be on my own anymore. So fucking scared. Always running around in my fucking head. Deepest darkest parts of my mind.
[34:56 - 35:10] I'm so fucking scared because of everything that's happened to me. Everybody always attacking me, and I don't know what I did to deserve this.
[35:10 - 35:19] I don't know. I've got these fucking scars on my arm, on my back, on my face, on my chest, and they just won't go away.
[35:19 - 35:32] Everybody always telling me in the back, and I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I should take these knives, send them in the wind, and learn how to fly.
[35:32 - 35:58] [Music]
[35:58 - 36:09] Please, somebody, fucking save me. Get me away from all this motherfucking misery that I'm sucking every day. I'm so sick and tired of feeling all this agony on this weight on my fucking shoulders.
[36:09 - 36:18] Everybody, these words constantly attacking me verbally and mentally coming after me. It's like they don't want me to succeed.
[36:18 - 36:29] They don't see what I see. They don't see the vision that I'm envisioning deep inside my fucking head. I know that I can fucking make it. If you're stupid, that's all motherfuckers.
[36:29 - 36:38] But just leave me be. I need somebody to fucking save me from all this fucking negativity. So here I am, reaching out my fucking head.
[36:38 - 36:55] Please will you lend me your fucking hand? I can't do this on my own anymore. I need a little bit of help. Please God, somebody help me break me free from all this hatred.
[36:55 - 37:20] Please, somebody save me. Somebody save me. Somebody save me. Somebody save me.
[37:21 - 37:47] [Music]
[37:47 - 38:07] Now this next song is going to be a cover, but it's one that I think everybody can relate to in some sort of way. This is called "Angel vs. Demon."
[38:07 - 38:23] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help, take some meds, go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems. Some people who can never understand.
[38:23 - 38:41] No one's out of your head.
[38:41 - 39:10] [Music]
[39:10 - 39:33] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore. Look through my reflection, Angel vs. Demon, wishing I was dreaming.
[39:33 - 39:45] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore. I can never think of a rest. I can see it in your eyes. Can't even see it yourself.
[39:45 - 39:54] That's done you. Then you go around with a little toss and turn and every night the man and the man and the man even helps. You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reefer.
[39:54 - 40:03] And now you think it's problem solved, cause you change the people, think they've done these reports. Clean your feet and know for evil things, man, and I can promise you'll be all these people.
[40:03 - 40:12] What about my family? I can leave them in a disarray. You get them out of my mind, but you ain't anywhere. What about my family? If I die, man, I'm them.
[40:12 - 40:19] Didn't know the source, do not worry then. Well, all of them in is better if you go. Do not act like you have any friends. Even though they exist, this is it.
[40:19 - 40:29] When you think my voice is getting louder, you can hear it this time. You will turn me on the darker side through the dream. That's it. Lost in the music. That's their view.
[40:29 - 40:39] Been hanging on, I don't know if I can do this. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[40:39 - 40:51] Lucky I'm not reflection, India versus India, which is what I was dreaming. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[40:51 - 41:03] Something like giving up. Some things I can't explain now. I feel like giving up though. Some things I can't explain now.
[41:03 - 41:15] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
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[41:46 - 41:55] And let me tell you man, shit's about to get real fucking emotional man. So if you guys are emotional, I don't know what to tell you man.
[41:55 - 42:15] But I want to dedicate this song. Right now, I want to dedicate this song to all those who have, you know, taken their own lives, as well as to those that are dealing with suicide and depression on a daily basis.
[42:15 - 42:29] Because trust me when I say it's okay to not be okay. We're all human and you shouldn't be afraid to show how you're feeling.
[42:29 - 42:42] You shouldn't be afraid to show what's really going on. Because trust me when I say if you keep that shit bottled up, it's not going to end well.
[42:42 - 42:48] And you don't want to go down that road that I went down.
[42:48 - 42:58] So like I told you guys in my last show, in order for me to be okay, I need you guys to be okay.
[42:58 - 43:07] I need you guys to keep living and keep fighting the good fight every fucking day because without you guys, I have no purpose.
[43:07 - 43:13] You guys are my fucking reason. You guys are the reason for everything that I do.
[43:13 - 43:33] So in order for me to be okay, I need you guys to be okay.
[43:33 - 43:44] And if you are thinking about taking your own life, just please don't do it.
[43:44 - 43:51] Because it's not worth it, guys. It's really not.
[43:51 - 44:12] If you are going through that, let me or somebody in this community know and we will help you because you mean something to us. You mean something to me.
[44:12 - 44:20] I love you guys.
[44:20 - 44:25] No.
[44:25 - 44:37] Cannot help you not to hurt anymore.
[44:37 - 44:48] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[44:48 - 44:57] There are things that we can have, but can keep.
[44:57 - 45:21] They say, who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it wickers, it wickers, who cares if someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker.
[45:21 - 45:36] Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[45:36 - 45:38] Hold on, guys.
[45:39 - 46:09] I'm sorry, I can't do this.
[46:09 - 46:15] I have to end this stream in 10. I need you to pick up the phone I fucking call you.
[46:15 - 46:21] Okay, I need you to pick up the damn phone and talk to me.
[46:21 - 46:25] I'm sorry, guys, I gotta go.
[46:25 - 46:50] I'm sorry.