Original upload date: March 14th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:55 - 1:14] It's been a long time, guys. Now some of you might hate me for something I didn't do and I don't care. This show isn't for the fucking haters.
[1:14 - 1:41] This show is to raise awareness for people like myself who get wrongly accused of shit and to raise awareness about real fucking shit and what leads to suicide and what leads to depression.
[1:41 - 1:45] 'Cause your boy is back.
[1:45 - 1:56] Now this first song is very fucking close to me and I don't think I need to say why either.
[1:56 - 2:14] Sometimes I love the tape.
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[15:36 - 15:42] You guys don't have to live with the shit that I have to live with every fucking day.
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[15:48 - 15:59] Every day for the last 13 years I've had to live with the fact that that little bitch, Billy Tyler, got away with raising me.
[15:59 - 16:04] Every day I have to live with that.
[16:04 - 16:08] For the last 13 years I've had to live with that.
[16:08 - 16:10] And what does he do?
[16:10 - 16:20] He runs around lying through his goddamn teeth like a bitch ass liar, like the coward that he is.
[16:20 - 16:26] You guys don't understand what really happened.
[16:26 - 16:30] You guys don't know what I went through.
[16:30 - 16:36] I do because I have to live with it.
[16:36 - 16:44] I have to live every day of my life with that shit in the back of my mind.
[16:44 - 16:50] And let me tell you right now, it's not something you want to live with.
[16:50 - 16:56] I wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone.
[16:56 - 17:02] I wouldn't wish that shit on my worst enemy.
[17:02 - 17:07] Every day I have to live with the fact that I was raped.
[17:07 - 17:17] I have to live with that shit knowing that the person that did this is walking free.
[17:17 - 17:24] And trust me when I say you don't know what it's like unless you've been through it.
[17:24 - 17:30] So unless you've been through it you need to keep your mouth shut.
[17:30 - 17:34] Because you didn't get put through what I went through.
[17:34 - 17:40] I have to live with it.
[17:40 - 17:51] Every day I wake up, every night I go to sleep and I have to live with that for the rest of fucking life.
[17:51 - 18:17] You think I asked for this? I didn't.
[18:17 - 18:33] You guys really don't understand what it's like to live every day for 13 fucking years knowing that the person that fucking raped you away with it.
[18:33 - 18:43] You don't know what that's like. I do because I have to live with it every goddamn day of my life.
[18:43 - 18:52] And believe me what I say, if you actually understood what it was like and have been through what I went through.
[18:52 - 18:58] So it's sad that I went through what I went through maybe then you'd understand.
[18:58 - 19:06] And for those that are going through the situation that I've gone through, I want you to know that you're not alone.
[19:06 - 19:13] I know that I'm right there fucking with you and together we will get through this.
[19:13 - 19:31] I promise you that.
[19:31 - 19:40] Because no one deserves to get put through what I got put through at all.
[19:40 - 19:46] And Billy, this one's for you.
[19:46 - 20:02] You sick fuck. This one's for you, you piece of fucking shit.
[20:02 - 20:11] It's time to expose you for the liar that you are.
[20:11 - 20:35] Burning now I bring you well.
[20:35 - 20:44] Three means the night in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, the man in your life.
[20:44 - 20:54] So love the night in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, cause they ain't yet mine.
[20:54 - 21:03] Just a full night and I can't control the way you let me down in the open to make me to die.
[21:03 - 21:13] So how can I forget the way you let me through the path into heaven to leave me beyond?
[21:13 - 21:39] Now I can't stay there, I can't stay there. From wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear. Burning now I bring you well.
[21:39 - 21:46] Burning now I bring you well.
[21:46 - 22:05] Breathing tonight in the morning and then I'll call you back in the moment, engaging in my bloodlust tonight. And I can't control the endless soul get back from me, demon, or be exercised.
[22:05 - 22:10] So why can't I stay there?
[22:10 - 22:34] Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear. Burning now I bring you well.
[22:34 - 22:53] All my emotions and all my integrity are that you taken from me.
[22:53 - 23:09] So why can't I stay there? Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear.
[23:09 - 23:24] So long as burning now I can't stay there. Save me from wreaking my vengeance upon you to killing more than I can bear.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1817' on August 18th, 2024
