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2021-7-17 A CHANGE HAS TO HAPPEN !!!


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 8th, 2023
Original upload date: July 17th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:21] I know it's super super early in the morning. I get it some of you aren't up yet but I know a lot of you will be.
[0:21 - 0:39] And there's something that's been weighing on my mind for quite some time now that I've been noticing going on and there's something that's bugging me.
[0:39 - 1:07] And what's bugging me is this. Too many people such as Man's Whole Reports getting away with bullying people like myself.
[1:07 - 1:13] And more importantly, people with severe special needs.
[1:13 - 1:19] Now I'm not saying that she is one of the ones doing it, which I wouldn't put it past her.
[1:19 - 1:32] But there are many people out there that will go after people like Suplex City Vlogs and my good friend the little slideshows who are severely severely handicapped.
[1:32 - 1:50] And that's not okay. Like you people take advantage of people like myself all for what? A few laughs? A few views? Well they have to sit there and suffer?
[1:50 - 2:02] Like it's bad enough that Man's Whole Reports put me in a spot where I was constantly lashing out and I was constantly doing things that I'm not proud of.
[2:02 - 2:21] Like you say that you want this platform to be better, but my question to you is what are you doing to make it better? Because all I see from you is nothing but a literal disgusting destruction.
[2:21 - 2:31] You say that you want your kids to grow to be a functioning member of society, correct?
[2:31 - 2:46] Well how can that be a functioning member of society if you're showing them all this awful stuff that you're doing?
[2:46 - 2:52] Like do you really think that this stuff that you're doing is benefiting your kids? No.
[2:52 - 3:05] If anything, with what you're doing, the path that you're going down right now, that's not showing them how to be a good person, no.
[3:05 - 3:10] It's showing them how to be destructive.
[3:10 - 3:30] See, when I started YouTube back in 2009, which is right around the time that I met my good friend Chuck who you guys got to meet last night, when I started on YouTube, I had two things in mind.
[3:30 - 3:38] One, to help people and two, to create good content.
[3:38 - 3:49] And for the longest time, it was going really good.
[3:49 - 4:06] You know, it was going really good for the longest time. You know, I was making AOVs, I was doing, you know, really cool neat videos that nobody else was really doing at the time, and I was enjoying myself.
[4:06 - 4:22] But over the last few years, I've noticed that there's a lot of negativity going on in this platform that doesn't need to be there.
[4:22 - 4:30] And what doesn't need to be there is all this trolling and this attacking.
[4:30 - 4:49] See, I'm what's known as an HCI, a high target individual for a lot of these trolls, for a lot of these people that want to cause trouble.
[4:49 - 5:01] But what I don't understand is how does bullying someone and trolling someone, how does that benefit anyone?
[5:01 - 5:19] Like, yeah, sure, you get a few laughs here and there, yada, yada, yada. But ultimately, what do you gain from it? What do you gain from being negative?
[5:19 - 5:39] What do you gain from being a bully? Sure, I may be five foot three, I may look different.
[5:39 - 5:52] I may be different. That may be very true. I may be different from most. I may look different. I may be this, that, and the other. So what?
[5:52 - 6:01] And I myself have gotten taken advantage of by Kate, and everyone knows it.
[6:01 - 6:11] And I know that I have people out there that are genuine fans of me. They're too scared to fucking stand up and say something, and I get it.
[6:11 - 6:21] Okay, I get it. Kate's a very scary person. I get it. Because I was in that position of being afraid of her too.
[6:21 - 6:31] So trust me when I say I know all too well what she's capable of. And you're right, it's very scary.
[6:31 - 6:37] Kate is very scary. I'm not going to lie.
[6:37 - 6:51] My health, she caused my biological father to lose his job, caused me to lose my job with my best friend, almost caused my stepdad to lose his.
[6:51 - 7:02] So yeah, she's definitely scary. And I don't blame you. I don't blame anyone for being scared.
[7:02 - 7:17] But honestly, something has to be done. Because everyone knows the truth, that I was set up.
[7:17 - 7:33] I was set up by Kate. And as a result, I'm now getting attacked.
[7:33 - 7:38] Oh, looky looky, we got a call in.
[7:38 - 7:44] Hello?
[7:44 - 7:48] I know you're a get lost man.
[7:48 - 7:55] No, I'm not going to do it, so goodbye.
[7:55 - 8:04] I'm sorry, but I'm not stopping.
[8:04 - 8:23] I'm not giving up my job as a YouTuber, just because you guys want to harass and bully me. That's not happening.
[8:23 - 8:34] I don't do battles. I never signed on to battle. And that's something that not a lot of people understand.
[8:34 - 8:42] When I first started doing music, I didn't sign on to do rap battles.
[8:42 - 9:08] I signed on to change my family's lives and to put out a message that people can relate to and to where I can help people through my music.
[9:08 - 9:13] Like, that's what I signed on to do. And I know a lot of people hate me because of my music.
[9:13 - 9:16] Okay, so what?
[9:16 - 9:27] My music's not for everyone. My music is for those that need someone that understands what it's like to be COVID.
[9:27 - 9:35] What it's like to be a drug down to the fucking bottom.
[9:35 - 9:48] Well, yes, I've done several rap battles during my career. That may be true, but did I enjoy doing them? No, I hated it.
[9:48 - 10:02] I hated doing those battles because to me, what's the point of a rap battle? To prove that you're better than the other guy? That's all you get from it.
[10:02 - 10:12] Well, yes, I won every single battle that I've been in. That may be true, but just because I won those battles doesn't mean I enjoyed them.
[10:12 - 10:20] I don't enjoy doing rap battles. I enjoy creating stuff for people to look back on.
[10:20 - 10:29] I enjoy creating stuff for people that are in that situation. I enjoy creating songs for people that are alone.
[10:29 - 10:44] Now, when they pick up those headphones or those earbuds and they put them in their ears and they hear my music, I want that person to be able to say, "Holy crap, this dude really understands what I'm going through.
[10:44 - 11:05] This dude really gets what it's like to be an outcast." That's why I do music. I don't do it for, you know, the pitches, the cars. I don't do it for that kind of shit. No.
[11:05 - 11:24] I do it to make a living and to change my family's lives, and I do it to help people like myself, people who have been outcasted, people who have been bullied and beaten down by people I have not told reports and this whole community of trolls.
[11:25 - 11:34] I do it to make a living. I enjoy creating stuff for people who are not outcasted.
[11:34 - 11:42] I do it to help people who are not outcasted.
[11:42 - 12:01] Why do you think I relate to this song that I'm about to do for you so freaking well? Why do you think I relate to this?
[12:01 - 12:27] Why are you not hesitant about taking this acting?
[12:27 - 12:34] If you guys want some coach, you'll understand what I'm getting out of this.
[12:35 - 28:22] This is what I'm getting out of this.
[28:22 - 28:45] I have to hold it up a little bit, but yeah, I can still do it.
[28:45 - 28:59] Matter of fact, I want you guys to listen to someone here for a moment.
[28:59 - 29:18] Someone that knows exactly what's going on.
[29:18 - 29:39] We're going to type in the song here.
[29:39 - 33:39] This is what I'm getting out of this.
[33:39 - 33:45] People say they want to change, but they don't want to bring about that change.
[33:45 - 33:50] They don't want to be that change.
[33:50 - 33:56] They don't want to be that change that they claim that they want.
[33:56 - 34:00] Me, I want that change, and I am being that change.
[34:00 - 34:04] I'm doing what I can every day to be that change.
[34:04 - 34:13] Maybe if y'all would put aside how different we are and start taking a look at how alike
[34:13 - 34:24] we are and start realizing there's more to this shit than what y'all realize, we could
[34:24 - 34:25] do a lot.
[34:25 - 34:35] Because I watched a video yesterday by Burgerboy, shout out to Burger.
[34:35 - 34:43] I watched literally the first, I'd say two minutes of it, and I got so much information
[34:43 - 34:47] off that first two minutes.
[34:47 - 34:48] See what these trolls do.
[34:48 - 34:53] Yeah, their main goal is to get a rise and a reaction.
[34:53 - 34:55] That's their main goal.
[34:55 - 35:04] But what they do is this, is they try to predict how people like me will react, sometimes
[35:04 - 35:10] days in advance, and there's a whole community of people like this.
[35:10 - 35:24] They try to predict and control because when they control the system, they control everything.
[35:24 - 35:30] When they control your emotions and they control you, they control everything.
[35:30 - 35:37] They are literally trying to shove good YouTubers down the toilet.
[35:37 - 35:42] They are literally trying to take away our power.
[35:42 - 35:47] Because they want us to go down a path that they want us to go down.
[35:47 - 35:48] It's like a video game character.
[35:48 - 35:54] You know, think of it like this, you have a video game character and you control where
[35:54 - 35:58] he goes, what he does, stuff like that, right?
[35:58 - 35:59] Same thing with trolls.
[35:59 - 36:01] They want to control us.
[36:01 - 36:08] They want to control our emotions, what we do, the content that we put up, how we react,
[36:08 - 36:11] what we do with our lives.
[36:11 - 36:13] They want to control that shit.
[36:13 - 36:24] Live for one and no video game character and I'm not going to be controlled.
[36:24 - 36:32] And that's what I'm saying, maybe if other larger YouTube channels would see this video
[36:32 - 36:38] and would reach out, we could put a stop to this and we could bring YouTube back to
[36:38 - 37:00] where it was and where it never should have left and where it needs to be.
[37:00 - 37:06] And this is why I've been reaching out to larger YouTubers or trying to reach out to
[37:06 - 37:08] the larger YouTubers.
[37:08 - 37:14] I have one YouTuber that is actually a bit of a ratio but he's super dope.
[37:14 - 37:17] He's one of my best friends, he's a super cool dude.
[37:17 - 37:21] He's helping me out.
[37:21 - 37:32] And that's what people don't realize, if you stay in a queue quiet, you're never going
[37:32 - 37:38] to get anything done.
[37:38 - 38:06] Hopefully this makes y'all think about what you do for now on the people.
[38:06 - 38:15] It was 1990 something, I was a great school, the kids made it very clear that I ain't cool,
[38:15 - 38:20] I hated it, just waking up and getting ready to play with something, I wouldn't make the
[38:20 - 38:21] buzz, man.
[38:21 - 38:29] My family wasn't great, I couldn't rock those new kids like the other kids.
[38:29 - 38:33] My grandmother liked to come here a lot, and me I loved it so I let it, but it didn't
[38:33 - 38:34] stop.
[38:34 - 38:38] My grandmother wasn't that cold over, it was high water slack, it was an easy target,
[38:38 - 38:44] honorable from front to back, but damn, my peers wanted me to be smarter than myself
[38:44 - 38:45] but I was smooth.
[38:45 - 38:46] I never was accepted, it was beside normal thinking, they were insulted and neglected.
[38:46 - 38:47] Whoever had to pass the crowd with your eyes down, look at me at the ground, because
[38:47 - 38:48] you know you don't want you around.
[38:48 - 38:49] But I had to watch class, and I was lucky if somebody didn't call me fat, would knock
[38:49 - 39:07] my fingers to the claws, I would pass it, but if it wasn't worth it, you wouldn't have
[39:07 - 39:08] been laughing.
[39:08 - 39:19] But I had to watch class, and I was lucky if somebody didn't call me fat, but if it
[39:19 - 39:26] wasn't worth it, you wouldn't have been laughing, would knock my fingers to the claws, I would
[39:26 - 39:35] pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, I would pass it, but damn, my peers
[39:35 - 39:41] wanted me to pass it, I would pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but
[39:41 - 39:47] damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn,
[39:47 - 39:54] my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my
[39:54 - 40:05] peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my
[40:05 - 40:11] peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers
[40:11 - 40:17] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted
[40:17 - 40:23] me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me
[40:23 - 40:28] to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to
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[40:41 - 40:45] wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted me to pass it, but damn, my peers wanted
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[42:14 - 42:48] ???
[42:48 - 42:50] Yo Yuri, I got you.
[42:50 - 42:52] Take care of these clowns.
[42:53 - 80:15] ???
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1293' on August 13th, 2024