2021-7-15 separating Myself from Lives Streaming indeffinatly

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up guys? Um, I didn't want it to come to this. I really didn't.
[0:29 - 0:41] But seeing as there's so much hatred and so much toxicity and negativity going on right
[0:41 - 0:54] now on this platform, particularly in this community with people like Masshole Reports
[0:54 - 1:01] doing her attacks on me again for no reason and a lot of people, you know, trying to turn
[1:01 - 1:10] people against me and just being very negative after I stood up for people like myself. Unfortunately,
[1:10 - 1:19] I do have to separate myself from doing live streams indefinitely, unfortunately, because
[1:19 - 1:27] I need to work on myself. I need to get away from this negativity. I don't want it in
[1:27 - 1:39] my life, nor do I need it. Um, and quite honestly, I'm tired of the bullshit antics. I'm sick
[1:39 - 1:49] and tired of being harassed. I'm tired of people bullying me. I'm tired of all the negativity
[1:49 - 1:58] being spewed my way, all the slander, all the defamation of character, me getting screwed
[1:58 - 2:06] out of opportunities that I'm trying to take advantage of myself. That way I can actually
[2:06 - 2:16] do something with my life. Right now I just feel like I need to, you know, step away for
[2:16 - 2:26] a while and work on myself because this has become a very toxic environment and I need
[2:26 - 2:35] to work on myself as well as other projects that I've been wanting to work on. I'm such
[2:35 - 2:43] as getting my gaming channel back up and going and, you know, trying to get my art back up
[2:43 - 2:52] and going and stuff like that. Like I have other things that I need to do and being
[2:52 - 2:59] in this negative environment is not good for me. Last night, I'll admit last night was
[2:59 - 3:16] the first time in about a week that I've really gotten any real sleep. Cause there's
[3:16 - 3:25] something going on that I didn't tell you guys that I wanted to keep under wraps that
[3:25 - 3:31] I can't hide anymore. And that's the fact that right now my body's not healthy and
[3:31 - 3:42] my body's not healthy due to lack of sleep, due to being harassed, due to all the stress,
[3:42 - 3:49] due to me being bullied, my family's lives being put at risk. And last night was the
[3:49 - 3:59] first time in about a month that I got a full night's sleep. Last night I slept for like
[3:59 - 4:07] 13 hours, literally 13 hours I slept, which is the longest amount of sleep I've ever
[4:07 - 4:23] gotten since all this shit started. And I need to get myself back on the track. Like
[4:23 - 4:29] I need to get myself back to where I need to be, which is why I'm not going to be posting
[4:29 - 4:38] on this account probably for a long while. So just know that I am okay and that I am
[4:38 - 4:47] working on other projects that I'm very excited about, that I'm very passionate about, that
[4:47 - 4:55] I want to get back to doing, such as, you know, bringing back my gameplay that I used
[4:55 - 5:03] to do back in the day and working on short films and doing artwork and releasing songs
[5:03 - 5:15] that I used to do all the time. Like ever since all this started, I've barely released
[5:15 - 5:23] any music at all. If you guys haven't noticed, my music releases have cut down by quite
[5:23 - 5:38] a lot and it's due to all this stuff going on. And I need to do better for myself. Wrecking
[5:38 - 5:44] Carrie here knows what's going on. And Burger Boy, I did watch that video and I want to
[5:44 - 5:52] say thank you, man, for sending me that video. I definitely do appreciate it. I watched
[5:52 - 5:59] like the first few minutes of it. And within that first few minutes, it explains of what's
[5:59 - 6:09] really going on in this community. And I want to say thank you. But I need to work
[6:09 - 6:15] on myself guys. Like literally, since all this started, I have a painting over there
[6:15 - 6:22] that I haven't even finished up yet because I've been so focused on, you know, trying
[6:22 - 6:28] to protect myself, trying to protect my family, you know, trying to look out for others like
[6:28 - 6:36] me. And I know why Kate and her friends started attacking me today. It's because I started
[6:36 - 6:42] standing up for people like myself and doing the right thing. And I do still want to continue
[6:42 - 6:49] to do that. I do still plan on doing that. But first I need to work on myself and I
[6:49 - 6:56] need to step away. So just know that I'm not going to be posting on here anymore for
[6:56 - 7:03] a while. I'm not sure how long it's going to be. You know, it could be a week, it could
[7:03 - 7:19] be a month or even a year. I don't know. But I am taking time to, you know, work on myself.
[7:19 - 7:24] And you know, do things that, like I said, that I'm very passionate about doing, such
[7:24 - 7:32] as, you know, some of you guys have seen me do my Forza Horizon 4 gameplay videos.
[7:32 - 7:37] You know, a lot of you guys have been watching me do my Forza Horizon 4 streams, which I
[7:37 - 7:43] do enjoy doing those. I love doing those. It's something I've always been very passionate
[7:43 - 7:55] about, you know, and I absolutely love doing it. I also am going to be working on an art
[7:55 - 7:59] channel, which Carrie, as soon as I get my art channel up and going, you're going to
[7:59 - 8:08] be the first one to get it. But I am going to be, you know, working on other projects,
[8:08 - 8:15] such as my artwork, you know, my gameplay videos. I am also going to be working on a
[8:15 - 8:20] car photography book as well, which is something I've been wanting to do for a very, very
[8:20 - 8:27] long time. I've been wanting to work on a 3D car photography book. And I now have that
[8:27 - 8:34] chance to do that, which is why I'm stepping away so I can start working on things. Start
[8:34 - 8:39] working on projects that I've been wanting to start for years that I never got the chance
[8:39 - 8:46] to. Stuff that I've been wanting to do for the longest time and never, you know, got
[8:46 - 8:56] the chance to do. But all in all, I'm tired of being bullied and I'm tired of being harassed.
[8:56 - 9:03] And I'm tired of suffering. I'm tired of seeing people like me suffer and my family suffer.
[9:03 - 9:18] Hold on guys, one minute. Hello? Hey, why don't you shut up, bitch? You see what I mean
[9:18 - 9:25] like that? Like what Mass Hall reports just said, be a good little doggy and stay off
[9:25 - 9:31] YouTube. I'm not staying off of YouTube. I'm still going to make content, but it's just
[9:31 - 9:43] not going to be on this channel. What do you want? No, you're not, dude. So get out of
[9:43 - 9:57] here. See like that right there. That's the kind of negativity I don't need to be around.
[9:57 - 10:09] That's the kind of negativity I don't need to be around. That's the kind of next shit
[10:09 - 10:22] right there that I don't need to be around. And Faze, listen, I did say that I'm not
[10:22 - 10:29] going to be on YouTube on this account. You know, I'm not going to be on this account
[10:29 - 10:35] for a while. Like I'm still going to make content just not on here, just not on this
[10:35 - 10:46] account. I'm going to be doing other projects on other accounts that very few know about.
[10:46 - 11:05] Like it's going to be very, very different. But you know, like I said, I need to get
[11:05 - 11:12] away from the negativity of this community. And let me tell you, doing these other projects
[11:12 - 11:28] is going to be a nice break for me. And, you know, like I said, I need to get away
[11:28 - 11:39] from this shit, it's not okay. My health has gone to shit. Like I said, I barely slept
[11:39 - 11:51] last night was the first night that I've gotten any real sleep in the past few months.
[11:51 - 11:56] And I just I need to get away from everything for a while. I need to separate myself from
[11:56 - 12:06] the negativity. So to Kate and everybody that does want to sit there and attack me, this
[12:06 - 12:15] is what I say to you guys. Fuck you. And you're trolling crap. What you do is not
[12:15 - 12:25] funny nor is it cute and nor is it cool. I'm taking time for myself and working on things
[12:25 - 12:33] that I need to work on. And to those that are supportive of me, you know, working on
[12:33 - 12:45] other things, I just want to say thank you. So with that being said, guys, I will catch
[12:45 - 12:56] you guys whenever, you know, I'm on these other accounts. For those of you that are
[12:56 - 13:02] very real supporters, I just want to say thank you and I will see you guys over on the other
[13:02 - 13:16] accounts. Do you guys know what they are? So with that being said, I love you guys.