2021-2-3 a possible Break from streaming

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up guys it's your boy. I just wanted to talk about something real quick. As you guys know there's been a lot going on with Marty and him attacking me and such and honestly it has gotten to the point to where it's affecting my everyday life.
[0:29 - 0:50] He's constantly attacking my family, going after those I love and care about, you know I'm just pulling some really messed up stuff.
[0:50 - 1:09] And as a result of that, I'm starting to go back into a place that I never wanted to go back into which is a state of depression, something that I never wanted.
[1:09 - 1:36] I'm barely sleeping, I'm barely eating anything, I'm always worried, always scared, so over the next few days I may or may not lie to you, I don't know.
[1:36 - 1:56] If I do, they're not going to be as long as they usually are, cause you're going through a lot right now.
[1:56 - 2:16] I guess I've got my wonderful, wonderful girlfriend who has been sticking by me through all this and who has truly been helping me and I can honestly say that I'm very grateful for that, you know.
[2:16 - 2:30] I'm very grateful for the fact that she's been standing by me this whole time, you know the people that have been standing by me and standing behind me and helping me, like you guys are amazing.
[2:30 - 2:59] Like you guys are truly, truly, truly amazing and I can be happier than with the team that I have that's supporting me, but from my own peace of mind I may or may not lie to you, I'm not sure.
[2:59 - 3:26] And like I said, if I do lie to you it's not going to be as long, yeah it's not going to be as long or anything like that, but I am still going to try to put out content for you guys that you guys enjoy.
[3:26 - 3:51] I'm still going to try to do, you know, shows and whatnot, but right now with everything going on, like I need to look out for, you know, myself, my loved ones and my family.
[3:51 - 4:20] And the best way I can do that is to kind of take a break from YouTube and just hang out with people and, you know, I'm not saying I'm going to take a break, but what I'm saying is that if I do do live streams, they're not going to be as long as they usually are.
[4:20 - 4:38] Because I want to focus on putting this boy Marty down for good and try to change things for the better.
[4:38 - 4:50] Plus, I want to take time to focus on, you know, my relationship with my wonderful girlfriend, Danj.
[4:50 - 5:05] You know, I want to take time to, you know, work on some music and some artwork and, you know, I said hey all to her and friends and family and stuff like that.
[5:05 - 5:17] So I said I might, I might not take a break. I'm not sure, but I'm just letting you guys know that if I do take a break, don't be alarmed if I suddenly disappear.
[5:17 - 5:27] Just know that if I do suddenly, you know, decide not to stream for a few days.
[5:27 - 5:44] You guys will know what's going on and it's become a whole Marty situation and like I'm really trying to escape it and get all this done and over with so I can move on with my life and be happy.
[5:44 - 5:50] So I said I love you guys. I'm going to try to stream as much as I can.
[5:50 - 5:53] Yeah.
[5:53 - 6:04] But like I said, just if I don't stream for a few days, you know, don't freak out. Everything's okay. I'm fine. Just know that I'm okay.
[6:04 - 6:22] And then everything's okay. I'm just taking a step back away from the situation so I could try to analyze it and, you know, do something about it.
[6:22 - 6:30] But with that being said, all the guys and hopefully I will see you guys on stream. Peace.