2021-2-3 FALSE RUMORS ABOUT MY BROTHER AND ME

[0:00 - 0:12] What's up guys, it's ya boi, you know who it is. I have something that needs to be brought
[0:12 - 0:32] up that has been brought to my attention that's very serious. As a lot of you know today is
[0:32 - 0:40] the day of my brother's passing so yes this is not just me bringing up you know a very
[0:40 - 0:46] serious issue about what people have been saying but this is also a celebration of his
[0:46 - 0:57] life but this needs to be brought up. Marty is lying through his goddamn teeth about my
[0:57 - 1:11] brother. That's the thing it's not true. Marty is a bald-faced fucking liar who is spreading
[1:11 - 1:21] fucking rumors. One, I never would do incest with anyone. I'm not like that. I'm not a
[1:21 - 1:29] sick freak like that. And two, I don't have AIDS. While yes it's true that my older brother
[1:29 - 1:40] did have AIDS, I never contracted it. I don't have HIV or AIDS or any of that shit. Marty
[1:40 - 1:48] you're full of fucking shit nigga. You're a punk ass. You're a fucking faggot ass
[1:48 - 1:54] and you're a fuck boy. Who needs to go fuck himself and jump off a bridge and do the
[1:54 - 1:59] rest of the world a fucking favour and die? Because all you're doing is bullying people
[1:59 - 2:04] motherfucker. That's all you're doing. You're trying to spread rumors about me that ain't
[2:04 - 2:14] true nigga. Hey Tand, what's up babe? But Marty, you act like these rumors are true.
[2:14 - 2:21] They are not fucking true man. And I'll tell you right to your goddamn face. What you're
[2:21 - 2:31] doing is disrespecting the dead. You can disrespect me all you fucking want. Go ahead. Disrespect
[2:31 - 2:36] me all you want. I don't give a fuck. But when it comes to my brother and his death,
[2:36 - 2:46] you don't ever, ever disrespect the dead nigga. You don't ever disrespect the dead. Especially
[2:46 - 2:53] what you're saying that I have HIV and AIDS and that I swear to my brother. Bro, you and
[2:53 - 3:03] I both know that's false as fuck. You need to get a goddamn grip kid. You need to get
[3:03 - 3:28] a goddamn grip on your fucking life. You're fake as fuck nigga. You're a pussy. You act
[3:28 - 3:43] like everything is all good. It's bad enough you put a video of my brother up on X videos
[3:43 - 3:56] to try to make me feel bad to disrespect him and the dead. That's bad enough. But for
[3:56 - 4:08] you to go on and disrespect the dead the way that you're doing, that's not okay man. That's
[4:08 - 4:30] fucked up. That's not okay. You know Marty, I thought you had more respect for the dead.
[4:30 - 4:41] I thought you had more respect for those that have passed. I thought you had way more respect
[4:41 - 4:50] for those that have passed on. I thought I could respect you. I thought you were a better
[4:50 - 5:13] man than that Marty. Yo spaz now, what's good guys? You know, it's fucking sad and pathetic.
[5:13 - 5:24] The day I go on here to commemorate my brother's passing, what do you do Marty? You come on
[5:24 - 5:35] here and jack your jaw like a little bitch. I know you are babe. I'm with it too. I'm
[5:35 - 5:44] beyond pissed. Marty, the fact that you can, it's one thing to disrespect me and what I
[5:44 - 5:51] do as an artist, that's one thing entirely. But to disrespect the dead, no matter who
[5:51 - 5:59] it is, it don't matter if it's me, a friend, whoever. If someone has lost somebody, you
[5:59 - 6:05] don't disrespect that person by going after people in their family or friend's circle
[6:05 - 6:11] that have passed. You don't do that. That's one thing you don't do. You leave the dead
[6:11 - 6:30] alone. You do not ever disrespect the dead. Have some goddamn respect, man. Have some
[6:30 - 6:39] goddamn respect. But instead you want to get your little slack John Lackey's up here to
[6:39 - 6:59] talk all this shit and say that's true, but really it ain't. The shit's fucked up, man.
[6:59 - 7:08] It's severely fucked up and the shit you're saying is a fucking lie and you know it.
[7:08 - 7:14] So Marty, why don't you shut that fucking hole in your face before somebody comes there
[7:14 - 7:42] and shuts it for you? Because obviously you got no damn respect. And that's sad. That's
[7:42 - 7:48] fucking sickening. You know, I never thought you could stoop so fucking low in your life,
[7:48 - 8:12] but here you are doing it. Now this first song, then I'm about to play for you guys.
[8:12 - 8:30] This song was the song that was played at my brother's memorial the day that he passed.
[8:30 - 8:49] I want to start this show off right. This show is a memory of my brother and everything
[8:49 - 9:09] he taught me. If y'all I know, yes, I'm wearing his shirt.
[9:09 - 9:25] Oh and they sold that gun for ruckus and freedom. Mom and daddy dressed in black. They folded
[9:25 - 9:40] up a flake. He lit the day and started praying. Yeah, he went out 21 guns, blazes, and that's
[9:40 - 9:52] why I love an amen. And they don't know where they go. That nigga fight to the good Lord
[9:52 - 10:06] calls your home soul. Well, my friend, that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye.
[10:06 - 10:28] It's a hell of a nightmare. Dr. said he ain't got it all. He just said, smile, say, bring
[10:28 - 10:38] it home. If you think I'm scared, you got me all wrong. No, a little can still can't
[10:38 - 10:50] break me. My heart's running, I believe. He all hit on me and started praying. Yeah,
[10:50 - 11:02] we never gave up. Said the good Lord's waiting. That's one hell of a nightmare. That's the
[11:02 - 11:16] only way to go. Find the good fight to the good Lord calls your home soul. Well, my friend,
[11:16 - 11:42] that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye. It's a hell of a nightmare. Oh, baby,
[11:42 - 11:56] my friend, that's gonna see you again. This is our last goodbye. This is a hell of a
[11:56 - 12:13] nightmare. Hell of a nightmare. It's a hell of a nightmare.
[12:13 - 12:38] I want to tell you right something now.
[12:38 - 12:52] If it wasn't for my brother, who I was very close to, yes, I was very close to my brother.
[12:52 - 13:01] I want to tell you right now, if it wasn't for my brother, I wouldn't have the courage
[13:01 - 13:07] to do what I do with my music. I wouldn't have the courage to stand on the stage and
[13:07 - 13:17] help those out that fucking need it. Without my brother's help, I don't know where I'd
[13:17 - 13:29] be. My brother was my best friend. Yeah, we may have fought like half the dogs, but at
[13:29 - 13:36] the end of the day, he was still my brother. He was still my family. And it pisses me
[13:36 - 13:44] off to no end to see that somebody could stoop that fucking low and do what Marty did and
[13:44 - 13:57] disrespect the dead. That's beyond fucked up. Let me tell you right now, Marty, if you
[13:57 - 14:08] lost someone, play yourself in my shoes, motherfucker. If you were in my position and you lost somebody,
[14:08 - 14:18] I wouldn't come after you like that. I wouldn't attack you like that. I would do that shit.
[14:18 - 14:22] I would tell you that I'm sorry for you, even though I don't like you, I would tell
[14:22 - 14:27] you that I'm sorry for your loss and I would respect the fuck out of that person and I
[14:27 - 14:41] would respect the fuck out of you. It's okay to go after me. That's fine. Whatever. But
[14:41 - 15:07] to go after my family, you're fucking sick in the head.
[15:07 - 15:36] You're sick as fuck. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna lie. I'm not gonna
[15:36 - 15:47] lie. And you know what? I'm gonna carry on that legacy that he fucking taught me to stand
[15:47 - 15:56] up for others and do the right thing. Even if you stand alone. So this next song that's
[15:56 - 16:04] going on to all the real supporters out there, all the real fans, the songs for you guys
[16:04 - 16:21] and the legacy that my brother left behind. I fucking love every one of you guys.
[16:21 - 16:36] This is how I walk in. Oh man. Feels like a heart attack. The reason I'm calling. And
[16:36 - 16:53] I get my life back. You walk down the door. You won't live in me anymore. This is a song
[16:53 - 17:05] for the broken. Bring this back to life. For the sound of the shadows and into the light.
[17:05 - 17:25] I can't get uses all day. The end of my life. Gone brunches, gone without this. Broken,
[17:25 - 17:35] gone. Remember when I wanted. Maybe to be just like you. But you could have never owned
[17:35 - 17:50] it. Own it. Just let me sound like you too. You walk down the door. You won't live in
[17:50 - 18:01] me anymore. This is a song for the broken. Bring this back to life. For the sound of
[18:01 - 18:25] the shadows and into the light. I can't get uses all day. The end of my life. Gone brunches,
[18:25 - 18:43] gone. Remember every problem is you that die. Every lie that you let fly. This time is I
[18:43 - 19:06] won't die. This is what it is like. The song for the broken. Bring this back to life. Put
[19:06 - 19:19] it down in the shadows and into the light. I can't get uses all day. The end of my life.
[19:19 - 19:40] Gone brunches, gone without this. Broken, gone. The song for the broken. The song for
[19:40 - 19:56] the broken. I can't get uses all day. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[19:56 - 20:12] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[20:12 - 20:37] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[20:37 - 21:05] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
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[21:30 - 21:57] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[21:57 - 22:11] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[22:11 - 22:29] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[22:29 - 22:56] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[22:56 - 23:16] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[23:16 - 23:36] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[23:36 - 23:56] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[23:56 - 24:14] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[24:14 - 24:28] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[24:28 - 24:48] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[24:48 - 25:08] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[25:08 - 25:33] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[25:33 - 25:53] is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This
[25:53 - 26:05] is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what
[26:05 - 26:25] it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is.
[26:25 - 26:44] This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is
[26:44 - 27:09] what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it is. This is what it
[27:09 - 27:28] is. And this song right here, this go out to anybody out there that has been in an abusive
[27:28 - 27:39] relationship like I have been in the past many times over. And I am doing this song
[27:39 - 28:00] for you guys that have been in abusive relationships. This song is a song that helped me to escape
[28:00 - 28:10] that abuse. And I hope this song does the same for all of you as well.
[28:11 - 28:24] I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. When nothing changed I lost my faith.
[28:24 - 28:42] Praying for the good. Good liar. Good liar. Good liar. Good liar. That's how I am going
[28:42 - 28:52] in motion. You are the lie you said to me. Then everything you left me to believe is
[28:52 - 29:03] wrong. Now it's time to relive everything. Everything that you let me through. Coming
[29:03 - 29:13] into your addiction side. It was always on my miserable mind. When it's in your addiction
[29:13 - 29:23] through voice, it was always on my miserable mind. When it's in your addiction, you're
[29:23 - 29:32] deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're deep in
[29:32 - 29:47] nothing right in front of my eyes. Turn to poor liar. Poor liar. When it's in your addiction,
[29:47 - 29:55] you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're
[29:55 - 30:05] deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. I used to wish that I could fry. Spread my
[30:05 - 30:16] wings and fry away. I cross my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. Something
[30:16 - 30:30] in my hand seemed to wear. Liar. I closed my eyes and it went bright. Wishing for a
[30:30 - 30:42] better day. Coming into your addiction side. It was always on my miserable mind. When
[30:42 - 30:49] it's in your addiction through my eyes. It's on your fucking mind. It's always on your
[30:49 - 30:58] fucking mind. I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. But nothing changed.
[30:58 - 31:15] Nothing changed. I lost my pain. Praying, paying for a better day every day. You're
[31:15 - 31:24] deep in your addiction. You're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in
[31:24 - 31:48] your addiction, you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. My eyes. My eyes.
[31:48 - 31:56] My eyes.
[31:56 - 32:15] You're my one, you're sanctified. And everything you're living, I'm alive as well. You always said it would be okay. For tomorrow, live for today.
[32:15 - 32:37] Yo, Sid, what up? I got you, homie. When it's in your addiction, deep in nothing right in front of my eyes. When it's in your addiction, you're deep in nothing right in front of my eyes.
[32:37 - 33:01] When it's the wish that I can ride. Spread my wings and fly away. I got my fingers for a day. Wishing for a better way. So take my hands, take me away.
[33:01 - 33:26] I close my eyes and hear my pray. Wishing for a better day. I used to pray every day. Wishing for a better way. When nothing changed, I lost my faith. Praying for a better day.
[33:27 - 33:52] When it's in your addiction, deep in nothing right in front of my eyes.
[33:52 - 34:02] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help? Take some meds. Go see a counselor.
[34:02 - 34:11] This song is something that I deal with. Some people can never understand. It's a war inside your head.
[34:11 - 34:22] I got you, don't worry. They have been disciplined, they're in a quiet place. They're the breaks. They're the dirt, they're the bank. They feel my rage.
[34:22 - 34:31] They're not the dirty, they're getting me a basket case. They're the same, they're the tests done and over with. One more thought, one more thought, two cancerous.
[34:31 - 35:00] Sometimes I forget that I can pull the trigger and just leave my mind to rest.
[35:00 - 35:07] I'll send them music, this is therapeutic. They're hanging on, I don't know if I can do this.
[35:07 - 35:13] When I last, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, whoa, whoa.
[35:13 - 35:19] Look at my reflection, angel versus demon. I wish that I could be, man.
[35:19 - 35:25] When I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore, whoa, whoa.
[35:25 - 35:32] They say they're glamorous. They'll see it in your eyes, you can even stand yourself. That's all on you.
[35:32 - 35:37] So you go around with a little tosser, turn it on and then they'll do them if it even helps.
[35:37 - 35:40] They're dirty, yeah. Quit the drugs, quit the reefer.
[35:40 - 35:44] Yeah, you think it's all involved because they've changed your people. They ain't even better at all.
[35:44 - 35:46] They ain't even gonna be evil.
[35:46 - 35:51] I promise you'll be always reasonable. One of my family, I can leave them in a disarray.
[35:51 - 35:54] They'll never know, they'll never know about you anyway.
[35:54 - 36:00] One of my fans and the fans that I made on them, two of them that I saw, two of them, they were all of them.
[36:00 - 40:31] They'll never know anything about me.
[40:32 - 40:33] You guys, I am going to hop off here.
[40:33 - 40:36] Be ready on the 20th, y'all.
[40:36 - 40:39] Be ready on the 20th for that fucking album to drop.
[40:39 - 40:42] Be ready for that shit.
[40:42 - 40:44] Now, granted, the DVDs are going to be coming out
[40:44 - 40:48] at a later date, but that's okay.
[40:48 - 40:51] I'm fine with that.
[40:51 - 40:54] Because I know what you guys really want.
[40:54 - 40:56] You guys want those albums.
[40:56 - 41:00] And I promise you, on the 20th, all bets are on.
[41:00 - 41:02] And we're doing it.
[41:02 - 41:10] So I'll catch you guys in the next stream.
[41:10 - 41:12] I fucking love you guys.
[41:12 - 41:13] Stay humble.
[41:13 - 41:15] Stay positive.
[41:15 - 41:19] And don't let nobody throw any kind of fucking shaded view.
[41:19 - 41:22] Because every one of you guys, the real supporters,
[41:22 - 41:23] you guys are awesome.
[41:23 - 41:24] You guys are unique.
[41:24 - 41:25] You guys are wonderful.
[41:25 - 41:27] You guys are fucking amazing.
[41:27 - 41:31] And I love every single fucking one of you guys.
[41:31 - 41:33] Peace.
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