2022-4-8 a Reality check for Gothie

[0:00 - 0:26] And Ron, aka Gothy. I know you're watching this. And I can honestly say the yes. I've
[0:26 - 0:42] known you since we were kids. We grew up together and did all kinds of shit together. But the
[0:42 - 0:51] way you've been treating me lately is not okay. And I'm pretty sure you're gonna go
[0:51 - 0:56] on your little channel and do this and that and the other and replay all the messages
[0:56 - 1:05] and show and write the messages and that's fine. That is too totally fine. And the reason
[1:05 - 1:14] why I sent those messages to you like I did is because I thought that maybe, just maybe,
[1:14 - 1:29] that there was still an ounce of that girl that I fell in love with all those years ago.
[1:29 - 1:34] I thought there was still a little bit of you left that might actually feel the same
[1:34 - 1:48] way. But the way I'm seeing it and what I'm seeing it's not okay. The fact that you only
[1:48 - 2:10] want to use me for sex is not cool. You know, when I spoke with you last night I really
[2:10 - 2:17] did try to snap you out of this whatever bullshit it is that you're in. Because let
[2:17 - 2:35] me tell you, what you're doing ain't good. You see, there's a quote that I live by every
[2:35 - 2:49] day and that quote is to be yourself. Let me quote somebody that you might have heard
[2:49 - 3:02] of. His name is Ryan Oakchurch and the lyrics I'm about to quote are from his remix of
[3:02 - 3:08] Broadway girls featuring Chase Matthews. Because these lyrics are something that I live by
[3:08 - 3:19] every day. Sean comes by the back door. Cameras all in my daily life and not one screen did
[3:19 - 3:33] I act for. Now the key line in the whole verse is cameras all in my daily life not one screen
[3:33 - 3:45] that I act for. You know what that means? You know what that represents? I told you
[3:45 - 4:01] what it means. Yes, I may have a lot of haters. That may be true. But I don't put on an act.
[4:01 - 4:12] How I am in real life is how I am on YouTube. I don't put on an act. I don't put on a front.
[4:12 - 4:22] I don't put on any of that. I am who I am. The you Adrian putting on this cloud chasing
[4:22 - 4:35] show. Where do you think it's going to get you? Two or three years from now? Ten years
[4:35 - 4:42] from now? You say that you want to do good but look at what you've become. Look at what
[4:42 - 5:04] you've become. A victim of your own cloud chasing. See I reached out to you because
[5:04 - 5:14] I grew up with you first off and I know you better than anybody. I know how you are and
[5:14 - 5:22] I know how you are around me. And what I want to know is that same kind of loving girl
[5:22 - 5:29] that you are around me. That same kind caring person that you are around me. Why aren't
[5:29 - 5:35] you like that on YouTube? Why aren't you being yourself? Why do you have to do all
[5:35 - 5:46] this cloud chasing? It doesn't make any sense. And it's honestly saddening and disheartening
[5:46 - 5:57] to see you do what you're doing. As I said the only reason why I tried so hard with everything
[5:57 - 6:05] I did with reaching out to you the last few days was to try to get your head out of your
[6:05 - 6:13] ass and back on your shoulders. Because I actually gave a fuck. I actually gave a shit
[6:13 - 6:32] about you. And do I still care? Yeah, I'm always gonna care. Even though we might not
[6:32 - 6:41] speak anymore, after this video I'm still gonna give a fuck about your well being. Because
[6:41 - 6:53] we grew up together. You were one of my closest friends growing up. But with the way you're
[6:53 - 7:12] going I cannot be around that. Adrienne you might not know this, but for the past 8 years,
[7:12 - 7:22] including the beginning of this year, I've dealt with verbally, emotionally, and mentally
[7:22 - 7:33] abusive relationships. One right after the other. And then you coming in and saying that
[7:33 - 7:46] all you want me for is sex. Adrienne take a look at yourself. Look at what you become.
[7:46 - 7:57] You become the very thing you swore as a kid that you would never become. And as I said
[7:57 - 8:01] this isn't like, and I know a lot of people are going to think this is in no way a call
[8:01 - 8:09] out video. This is me genuinely reaching out to you to try to help you. You need to
[8:09 - 8:16] wake up Adrienne. All these videos that I see of you doing all this shit. All these
[8:16 - 8:26] videos I see of people making you look like shit. Does it hurt me? Yes it does hurt me
[8:26 - 8:42] seeing you do this to yourself. But you're the only one that can fix this. No one else.
[8:42 - 8:49] If you want people to actually like you. If you want people to actually enjoy your
[8:49 - 9:00] content then stop putting on this fucking act. Because who you are in real life is a
[9:00 - 9:10] kind caring person. Do I agree with your choice to be an internet whore? No I don't agree
[9:10 - 9:16] with that at all. But at the same time I do also know that you're just trying to make
[9:16 - 9:22] ends meet. And I can respect that you're just trying to make ends meet with your family.
[9:22 - 9:33] And I get that. But I cannot support what you do for a job. Because the Adrienne I
[9:33 - 9:53] know. The Adrienne I know is better than that. The Adrienne I know. Or the Adrienne that
[9:53 - 10:03] I did know prior to this video. Would have never done anything like what you're doing
[10:03 - 10:14] to yourself. You are literally destroying yourself from the inside out. And I'm sorry
[10:14 - 10:27] but I can't watch it anymore. And to anybody out there that has made videos about Adrienne
[10:27 - 10:38] hating on her now I understand why you guys do what you do to her. And I know some of
[10:38 - 10:46] it might be from hate. And some of it might be from you know genuinely wanting her to
[10:46 - 10:52] better herself. And for those of you that have tried to reach out along with myself
[10:52 - 10:59] I thank you guys for that. For trying to reach out and do what you can by addressing the
[10:59 - 11:17] situation bluntly. And I appreciate that. Adrienne let me tell you something. I worked
[11:17 - 11:30] my ass off for 10+ years to get to where I'm at in music right now. Look where I am now.
[11:30 - 11:40] I run my own company. I have my own business. I'm doing well for myself. I really am. I'm
[11:40 - 11:51] doing well for myself. And you know why I'm doing well for myself? It's because I didn't
[11:51 - 12:01] pretend to be somebody that I'm not. I'm telling you Adrienne right now you need to
[12:01 - 12:07] cut that I don't give a fuck what people say about me attitude as far as your fans
[12:07 - 12:13] go. Cause you do have fans. I will give you that. I've watched a lot of your videos. There
[12:13 - 12:20] are some people out there that do genuinely like who you are. But what they like is the
[12:20 - 12:31] real you. They like you for who you are. They don't like this person that you're portraying
[12:31 - 12:45] yourself to be on YouTube and all over the internet. And it kills me inside to see the
[12:45 - 12:57] girl that I once grew up with. That I once cared about ruining your life like this. Like
[12:57 - 13:04] I told you Adrienne, this person that you're being right now, this ain't you. You know
[13:04 - 13:11] this ain't you. You can put on a front and say what you want but you and I both know
[13:11 - 13:23] that you need to cut the crap. You need to wake the fuck up girl. You need to wake the
[13:23 - 13:35] fuck up. Get your head out of your fucking ass and quit doing what you're doing. Because
[13:35 - 13:43] who you are on YouTube is not who you are in real life and you know that. And is it
[13:43 - 13:49] okay to not care what people think of you? Yes. But when you're doing the shit that
[13:49 - 14:07] you're doing, you really should care. You really should do a shit. And I don't know
[14:07 - 14:16] how or why you feel like you have to do this but you need to stop. Okay? You're not helping
[14:16 - 14:23] your channel any and you sure as hell aren't helping yourself. You're making sleep streams
[14:23 - 14:32] that no one watches. People are laughing at you. Not with you. They are making fun of
[14:32 - 14:43] you. There are literally thousands of channels attacking you the same way they did me. The
[14:43 - 14:49] only difference between me and you is this. You asked to be attacked when you did what
[14:49 - 15:01] you did. I did not. Okay? I got attacked because of one of my exes running her mouth
[15:01 - 15:08] saying shit that wasn't true which started the whole thing. But you Adrian, you brought
[15:08 - 15:25] this on yourself. And until you man the fuck up and stop doing what you're fucking doing
[15:25 - 15:32] and realizing that this is not the right way to go about shit, then you're not gonna
[15:32 - 15:44] get anywhere. And I'm sorry to say this Adrian because it hurts me deeply to have to say
[15:44 - 15:51] what I'm about to say. Like it hurts me a lot because you've been a great friend to
[15:51 - 16:01] me for a very long time. But until you get help, until you seek a counselor and you
[16:01 - 16:08] get the proper medical help and the proper psychiatric help that you desperately need,
[16:08 - 16:19] I can't be around you. Doesn't mean that I don't love or care about you because I do.
[16:19 - 16:26] I really do care about you. I love you to bits. And good God, you were one of my best
[16:26 - 16:44] friends growing up. But I cannot allow myself to sit here and watch you destroy yourself.
[16:44 - 16:53] And the fact that you just see me as an object for sex hurts me deeply. It really does. It
[16:53 - 17:05] hurts me deeply to know that you feel that way. I just want to pray that you get the
[17:05 - 17:14] help that you need. And to anybody out there that does know about where in Oklahoma that
[17:14 - 17:27] she lives, please get this girl the proper help she needs because she really does need
[17:27 - 17:36] it. I'm going to leave you with these final words, Gothi or Adrian. I'm going to leave
[17:36 - 17:50] you with these final words that impacted me in my life, that helped me, that got me through
[17:50 - 18:02] a lot of hard times. And this quote is from the legendary vocalist, Mitch Lucker, who
[18:02 - 18:08] was the lead vocalist for the heavy metal band Suicide Silence, of the time he died
[18:08 - 18:17] in 2012 from a motorcycle accident. Rest in peace to Mitch. You only live one life for
[18:17 - 18:31] a very short time, so make every second divine. Those words mean something to me. They mean
[18:31 - 18:37] to make the most of every moment and don't waste your life away on shit that doesn't
[18:37 - 18:50] fucking matter. Stop wasting your life pretending to be somebody that you're not. Okay, stop
[18:50 - 18:55] wasting your life away pretending to be somebody that you're not because this person, as I
[18:55 - 19:01] said, that you're pretending to be in front of all these people is not who you really
[19:01 - 19:13] are. And I just hope and pray that you see that sooner than later. Because the road you're
[19:13 - 19:21] going down, the road you're going down, Adrian, is going to end you up in one of two places.
[19:21 - 19:34] He's gonna either end you up in a jail cell or in a graveyard. And I don't want to see
[19:34 - 19:50] either one of those for you. What I want is for you to get the help that you need.
[19:50 - 19:56] And to anybody out there that has been calling her out, I thank you. And I appreciate you
[19:56 - 20:05] guys are bringing this to the forefront and bringing attention to this situation because
[20:05 - 20:22] it needs to be brought up. And I would definitely like to take the time to thank the YouTuber
[20:22 - 20:35] Crystal Roberts, who has been addressing Adrian to the fullest extent. To Crystal, I'd like
[20:35 - 20:48] to say thank you. I really would. I'd like to say thank you for doing what you're doing
[20:48 - 20:54] and trying to address the situation. I know that I've had my demons and my spats in the
[20:54 - 21:06] past and I'm very aware of that. I get that. But to you, Crystal, I'd like to say thank
[21:06 - 21:23] you for taking time to address this very serious issue. Because she very clearly needs help.
[21:23 - 21:38] Very clearly, she needs help. And I just hope and pray that someday she can get the help
[21:38 - 21:53] that she needs. So to everyone out there watching who has been supportive of me and to anybody
[21:53 - 22:03] out there that supports trying to get Gothi, aka Adrian help, I commend you for that and
[22:03 - 22:12] I appreciate that. Now for anybody out there that does do music at all, I do have one
[22:12 - 22:24] final thing to say. This is my little promo that I do for I upload this video or I end
[22:24 - 22:37] this video. Sorry. Not used to not live streaming. But for anybody out there that does music,
[22:37 - 22:48] I do run my own company called Axe Kick Productions. That's AXE Kick Productions. I create packs
[22:48 - 22:55] of two beats for $10. And then if you want all the stems with the beats included, like
[22:55 - 23:01] in the package, like if you want like the beats and then the stems along with them
[23:01 - 23:11] for both instrumentals. They're anywhere between $30 to $50 depending on how much stuff is
[23:11 - 23:21] in there. So if you guys would like to hit up my page, you're more than welcome to.
[23:21 - 23:28] I'm always happy to do live customization instrumentals live with you like right there
[23:28 - 23:39] on FaceTime and go over it with you. Because everything I do is curated in-house. So if
[23:39 - 23:46] you guys have not done so yet, go to my channel and go to my Facebook page. It'll be there.
[23:46 - 23:53] You guys can message me. We can sit down and talk business. We can get shit going.
[23:53 - 24:11] So yeah, be sure to check out Axe Kick Productions over on Facebook. And Tagati, aka Adrienne,
[24:11 - 24:20] I just hope and pray that you get the help that you need and just know that I'm praying
[24:20 - 24:31] for your betterment. And I hope that you see that what you're doing is not the way. And
[24:31 - 24:38] I just wish you the best of luck with your life. And I hope that you see that you can
[24:38 - 24:52] do better. Peace.