2022-3-31 CELEBRATING LIFE

[0:20 - 0:36] What is up, what is up, everybody?
[0:46 - 0:52] First off, I'd like to apologize to you guys.
[0:55 - 0:59] First off, I'd like to apologize to you guys for
[0:59 - 1:03] earlier on what happened with that mishap.
[1:03 - 1:07] But just know that it's been dealt with.
[1:15 - 1:26] And second off, I'd like to say thank you to all you guys.
[1:26 - 1:30] All you people watching that have been supporting me all this time.
[1:30 - 1:34] Everybody from my best friend Chris, shout out to my motherfucking brother Chris.
[1:40 - 1:44] Everybody from him, my business partner, Life Giant.
[1:52 - 1:58] To my brother Jake, my brother Crip K out of Canada.
[1:58 - 2:01] What up, Crip, aka Mikey.
[2:05 - 2:08] Take even one of my newest fans, Kayla,
[2:08 - 2:12] who just started rocking out to my shit just today.
[2:12 - 2:14] So Kayla, thank you, appreciate you.
[2:14 - 2:19] Appreciate all the new fans coming up in and rocking out with me and
[2:19 - 2:21] having a good time.
[2:21 - 2:22] I appreciate that shit.
[2:27 - 2:32] But to everybody, and these two, I have to give a mad shout out to,
[2:32 - 2:35] cuz they've been down since they fucked in one.
[2:35 - 2:42] My best friend Ellie and her mom Jane, who are both from Scotland overseas.
[2:42 - 2:47] Shout out to you two, you know I fucking love you guys.
[2:53 - 2:57] And but, I wanted to do this show.
[3:00 - 3:07] To not only pay respects, to my friend who lost somebody recently.
[3:07 - 3:10] Very recently, it was in the last few days.
[3:12 - 3:17] But I also wanted to pay respects to all of you guys.
[3:18 - 3:20] That helped me get here.
[3:20 - 3:26] And the people that I lost, that are unfortunately no longer with us.
[3:26 - 3:28] Who helped me get to where I'm at now.
[3:31 - 3:35] The people who kept me headstrong, who kept me grounded.
[3:35 - 3:41] The people who made me the person that I am.
[3:44 - 3:49] And no, I'm not talking about that Cyrax dude that the trolls made me out to be.
[3:49 - 3:53] No, I mean, the me that y'all knew, or
[3:53 - 3:57] some of you knew three years ago before all this bullshit.
[4:07 - 4:12] It's because of you guys, that I got to where I'm at.
[4:12 - 4:18] And this business that I'm running, the way I see it, this ain't just my business.
[4:18 - 4:21] This business that I run,
[4:21 - 4:26] Axe Kick Productions isn't just my label.
[4:26 - 4:28] It isn't just my record label.
[4:28 - 4:31] It isn't just my business for music production.
[4:31 - 4:35] No, it's your guys' label too.
[4:35 - 4:41] Cuz the music that I put out, you guys rock out to every fucking day of the week.
[4:41 - 4:42] And I appreciate that shit.
[4:42 - 4:48] So this show isn't just for me.
[4:48 - 4:53] It isn't just for those that are unfortunately no longer with us.
[4:53 - 4:58] But this is also celebrating you guys, who made this shit possible for me.
[4:58 - 5:04] You know, there's one thing I've always fucking lived by.
[5:04 - 5:10] There's one thing I always lived by since starting doing shows on YouTube and
[5:10 - 5:10] on here.
[5:10 - 5:15] One thing I've learned, it don't matter where you're at.
[5:17 - 5:19] Any place can be a stage.
[5:19 - 5:23] Whether it's a live venue.
[5:23 - 5:27] Or whether it's your own home studio.
[5:27 - 5:33] The only difference between a home studio stage and
[5:33 - 5:36] a venue stage is the people.
[5:36 - 5:40] On a live stage, you're in front of a crowd.
[5:40 - 5:45] Physically, you're in front of a crowd in a venue.
[5:45 - 5:49] But in a show like this, they're still there, but
[5:49 - 5:53] they're not physically there.
[5:53 - 6:06] And I feel like this song right here depicts
[6:06 - 6:14] all the shit that I felt when I was being put through
[6:14 - 6:21] a pure fucking PTSD inducing hell the last three years.
[6:21 - 6:30] I wanna give a huge shout out to Bum Boy Manifest on this first one.
[6:30 - 6:31] What up, bro?
[6:31 - 6:33] Always a good time with you, homie.
[6:33 - 6:35] Always enjoy a chat with you.
[6:35 - 6:41] [MUSIC]
[6:41 - 6:42] Let's go.
[6:42 - 6:49] [MUSIC]
[6:49 - 6:51] That's J-Ride.
[6:51 - 6:53] [MUSIC]
[6:53 - 6:54] That's a goal.
[6:54 - 6:59] [MUSIC]
[6:59 - 7:03] This is the last time I cried lullabies all night, can't sleep.
[7:03 - 7:07] I hear the voice creak, I feel shadows in my room.
[7:07 - 7:10] My fans finding all the proof, I'ma end up on the news.
[7:10 - 7:14] I just don't know what to do, God I'm calling you, sending angels in too.
[7:14 - 7:17] I wanna move, but I'm trapped in the outer room.
[7:17 - 7:23] I know you hear me, clearly I'm weary, come fill me with your power, heal me.
[7:23 - 7:32] This is impossible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[7:32 - 7:38] I'm brain to news control, take everything you need.
[7:38 - 7:44] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[7:44 - 7:50] Before I lose control, I gotta get away, gotta break away.
[7:50 - 7:53] I gotta find a way, gotta break the chains.
[7:53 - 7:58] This isn't lose control, before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[7:58 - 8:05] It's not impossible, I'm tired, so tired of walking through this fire.
[8:05 - 8:11] If you wanna find me, I'll be here, in my room.
[8:11 - 8:17] I'm thinking, you're drinking, to get out the voice I'm swinging.
[8:17 - 8:23] Wish I could show you all the pain, inside me.
[8:23 - 8:32] This is impossible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[8:32 - 8:38] I'm brain to news control, take everything you need.
[8:38 - 8:44] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[8:44 - 8:50] Before I lose control, I gotta get away, I gotta break away.
[8:50 - 8:53] I gotta find a way, gotta break the chains.
[8:53 - 8:57] Before I lose control, before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[8:57 - 9:05] It's not impossible, this isn't possible.
[9:05 - 9:17] For me to let control, this isn't possible.
[9:17 - 9:27] This isn't possible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[9:27 - 9:37] You're brain to lose control, take everything you need.
[9:37 - 9:48] Take every ball of me, give me some room to breathe.
[9:48 - 9:53] Before I lose control, this isn't possible.
[9:53 - 10:02] This isn't possible, for me to let this go, feel like an animal.
[10:02 - 10:05] This isn't possible, this isn't possible.
[10:05 - 10:15] This isn't possible, for me to lose control.
[10:15 - 10:26] Shout out to my boy manifest on that one bro.
[10:26 - 10:28] Always a good time hanging out with you bro.
[10:28 - 10:32] And by the way, manifest, if you ever do see this man, let me know if you got anything
[10:32 - 11:01] new coming out bro, because it's been a minute since we talked man, heh heh heh heh heh heh.
[11:01 - 11:24] This song right here, this just proves where the fuck I'm at in life.
[11:24 - 11:29] This song right here shows exactly where the fuck I'm at in my life, and let me tell you,
[11:29 - 11:33] I'm proud to be where the fuck I'm at.
[11:33 - 11:45] I got a great team, great friends, and honestly, the most badass fucking fan base there ever
[11:45 - 12:11] is, or ever was.
[12:11 - 12:22] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll cry
[12:22 - 12:32] like a bitch.
[12:32 - 13:02] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll cry
[13:02 - 13:12] like a bitch, and you wonder why, no one can stand you, and it's all denied yet, you will
[13:12 - 13:25] cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch.
[13:25 - 13:37] Granted by your sacred fate, it's past time, only time is your enemy, granted a second
[13:37 - 13:45] chance to prove that your arrogance is stronger than you'll ever be, stronger than you can
[13:45 - 14:11] be, or stronger than you can pay, pay, or stronger than you can, pay.
[14:11 - 14:25] And so, you tell me I can't take my chances, but I told you one too many times you'll
[14:25 - 14:35] cry like a bitch, and you wonder why, no one can stand you, and it's all denied yet, you
[14:35 - 14:43] will cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch, you will cry like a bitch, you will
[14:43 - 14:54] cry like a bitch, you're all a bitch.
[14:54 - 14:59] And that's just facts man, all you motherfucking lambs that have ever tried to stop me, the
[14:59 - 15:08] only reason why you guys are fucking attacking me, and attacking my people, well the answer
[15:08 - 15:17] is very simple, the answer for that is very simple, it's because you're crying, because
[15:17 - 15:25] you can't stand the fact that I fucking won, that I actually got fucking help to get to
[15:25 - 15:34] where the fuck I'm at today.
[15:34 - 15:40] So to anybody out there that thinks they can fucking stop me, let me tell you right
[15:40 - 15:47] now, you're wrong, you wouldn't stop me ever fucking again, because I ain't the fucking
[15:47 - 15:58] one, because compared to you fucking people that have ever put me down, I'm a fucking
[15:58 - 16:08] god compared to you, because I've got a great fucking team, amazing fucking friends, and
[16:08 - 16:13] amazing family, and more importantly, the most badass fucking fanbase in the face of
[16:13 - 16:21] the fucking earth, so if you dumbass trolls think for one iota second, now you're gonna
[16:21 - 16:29] fucking stop me, think again, it ain't happening, because I'm doing what I should have done
[16:29 - 16:35] three fucking years ago, and getting off my fucking ass, and getting back to my motherfucking
[16:35 - 16:47] music, and helping people through my music, and let me tell you something, whether it's
[16:47 - 16:54] a cover song, whether it's an original piece, whether it's just me simply doing guitar
[16:54 - 17:01] covers, or piano covers, or what have you, at the end of the day it don't matter, at
[17:01 - 17:06] the end of the day, as long as I can help even one person through whatever the fuck
[17:06 - 17:11] they're going through, then I've done my fucking job as a person, I've done my job
[17:11 - 17:18] as a music artist, I've done my job as a humanitarian, as somebody that wants to preserve
[17:18 - 17:25] and help life, not take it away, because the most precious gift we have in this world
[17:25 - 17:31] is life, and all we have is each other, that's all we got.
[17:31 - 18:00] Thank you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God
[18:00 - 18:17] bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you,
[18:17 - 26:09] God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you, God bless you,
[26:09 - 26:27] God bless you, God bless you.
[26:27 - 26:31] Now I want to play something for you guys.
[26:31 - 26:42] This wonderful amazing artist I came across about three or four years ago and a lot of
[26:42 - 26:50] y'all don't know this but before and after every cover show, every freestyle hip-hop
[26:50 - 27:01] show no matter what kind of show I'm doing, I always listen to this, always.
[27:01 - 27:07] So I want to give a huge shout out to my boy Crucifix on this one man, I want y'all to
[27:07 - 27:27] take a listen to this.
[27:27 - 27:51] And even though I walk, but the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no man but God.
[27:51 - 28:16] And until the day I return to the thoughts for which I came, I be fed with one by the
[28:16 - 28:41] light of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of
[28:41 - 28:59] the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of
[28:59 - 29:28] the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the shadow of the day.
[29:28 - 29:38] All I got to say is where's all my Crucifix man's at?
[29:38 - 30:07] Let's go.
[30:07 - 30:20] You know I'm starting back in 1994 boy, young king grown up in a homeboy, I'm staring down
[30:20 - 30:24] in the eye and told a tote boy, I took a bullet to the flame to the floor boy, I'd been waiting
[30:24 - 30:28] doing it all as you could go boy, I lost everything and knocked it by my soul boy, that's why
[30:28 - 30:33] I never ever rapped like a tote boy, did a thing, did a thing, did a thing, did a thing,
[30:33 - 31:42] (singing in foreign language)
[31:42 - 31:45] ? And I know it's time to kill me ?
[31:45 - 31:46] ? The things that came in the back down ?
[31:46 - 31:49] ? Didn't wrap some soul no crack house ?
[31:49 - 31:53] ? Didn't drop to the freestyle ?
[31:53 - 31:56] ? Didn't burn to take the dog down ?
[31:56 - 32:00] ? Didn't take the road to sham up ?
[32:00 - 32:04] ? Didn't take the time to doubt ?
[32:04 - 32:08] ? Didn't come to the first album ?
[32:08 - 32:10] ? And I never would know what it came ?
[32:10 - 32:11] ? I'm putting out on the thing ?
[32:11 - 32:14] ? I ain't scared of this game ?
[32:14 - 32:14] ? Where? ?
[32:14 - 32:16] ? Didn't get sense of trouble not spray ?
[32:16 - 32:17] ? Didn't get any bug in there ?
[32:17 - 32:18] ? Didn't get any mouth ?
[32:18 - 63:21] [MUSIC]
[63:21 - 63:31] >> And dude, I hope you're staying safe out there, man.
[63:31 - 63:37] I really do hope that you're staying safe, brother.
[63:38 - 63:46] I really fucking do, man. I really hope that you and your family are staying safe here in this shit, man, because trust me, tornadoes are nasty motherfuckers.
[63:46 - 64:06] So just know that anybody out there that's going through the tornadoes, just know that me, my friends, my family, and my fans here, just know that all our hopes and prayers and thoughts are with you guys.
[64:07 - 64:17] [MUSIC]
[64:58 - 65:09] And this song right here, first off, before I do this song, okay, before I fucking do this song, I want to know something right now.
[65:10 - 65:20] By a show of comments, where is all my Devil May Cry fans at? How many of y'all are fans of the Devil May Cry games?
[65:20 - 65:39] How many fans of the DMC games do I have up in here right now?
[65:40 - 65:50] 'Cause this next one is for all my Devil May Cry fans. You guys might recognize it.
[66:04 - 66:14] I want to say R.I.P. to the motherfucking legendary Mitch Lucker on this one. Even though this isn't him on this, this is the man that led this band.
[66:14 - 66:24] So R.I.P. to Mitch, dawg, that last one was for you, bro. And this one right here is for all my DMC fans.