2022-4-9 IM NOT YOUR SLAVE AND YOU DONT OWN ME

[0:00 - 0:29] So this little fat fucking piece of shit Marty
[0:29 - 0:44] thinks that he fucking owns me. That's fucking funny fat ass, cuz last time I fucking checked
[0:44 - 0:59] slavery was abolished over a hundred years ago. Do you think just cuz you signed or
[0:59 - 1:07] bought a fake ass fucking contract from the bender boys aka the fender toys that you magically
[1:07 - 1:23] owned me? Sorry fat ass, wrong answer. You don't own me. You are not my master and I
[1:23 - 1:39] am not your slave. Say what you will Marty, but you are a sick fucking piece of shit.
[1:39 - 1:50] And fat ass, I hope you are watching cuz this song is about being freed from tyrannical
[1:50 - 2:13] assholes like you. So sit your fat ass down, shut the fuck up and open your goddamn ears.
[2:13 - 2:29] Never again would I be dishonored and never again would I be reminded of living within
[2:29 - 2:38] the world of the chain and they kill inspiration is my obligation to never again allow this
[2:38 - 2:47] to wrap then where do I begin, the choices are endless denying sin, the signs of redemption
[2:47 - 2:56] I carry, the torture of my fathers before me, the de noir treasure most in life cannot
[2:56 - 3:08] be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to teach
[3:08 - 3:19] myself I'd rather die though they will not understand. I will make the greatest sacrifice.
[3:19 - 3:29] You can't be dead where the outcome lies. You'll never save me alive. I'm alive, I'm
[3:29 - 3:40] alive, I'm alive. I can't, you know, you can't see and I've reached within the day that
[3:40 - 3:50] my anger might never begin. But now this is all that is turned off, my redemption,
[3:50 - 3:56] my only salvation, to give, that I have been blessed with my soul is a truth, the notions
[3:56 - 4:03] of madness repairing the real, the dream that's been made and I am not alone but this gives
[4:03 - 4:14] me the wrongs, the de noir treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never
[4:14 - 4:25] be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to teach myself I'd rather die though
[4:25 - 4:35] they will not understand. I will make the greatest sacrifice. You can't be dead where
[4:35 - 4:42] the outcome lies. You'll never save me alive.
[4:49 - 4:59] I'm no slave on your feeling brave or have you gone out of your mind. No more gaze and
[4:59 - 5:09] won't feel the same but hold one thing aside. There's no meaning, my soul is bleeding,
[5:09 - 5:27] a penny not from your kind. One suggestion use your discretion before you label him blind.
[5:37 - 5:48] Things on treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why
[5:48 - 5:59] I will surrender to your advice to teach myself I'd rather die though they will not understand.
[6:00 - 6:09] There will never be the greatest sacrifice. You can't be dead where the outcome lies.
[6:09 - 6:38] You'll never save me alive. I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[6:38 - 7:08] I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[7:08 - 7:47] You're alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive.
[7:47 - 8:03] There's so much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:03 - 8:09] I'm supposed to be happy but I'm always fucking going down, all my things are deep inside.
[8:09 - 8:15] So much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:15 - 8:22] I'm supposed to be happy but I'm always fucking going down, all my things are deep inside.
[8:22 - 8:51] So much goddamn weight on my shoulders, all I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life.
[8:51 - 9:11] I'm supposed to know that my heart is getting cold, I don't want to be in trouble but I'm always fucking at the rocks in your head, I can hear them rolling 'round, you can say it's your fault but you're always fond of certain methods to your madnesses and all about pride, everyone and all they gotta do is hide.
[9:11 - 9:36] Oh, you, you, there is a tear out inside. Oh, you, you, just like jungle and hide. Oh, you, you, all this anger inside. Oh, you, you, I feel like jungle and hide.
[9:36 - 9:56] This branch, could I ever face a pain? If I ever wanted change, would the song remain the same?
[9:56 - 10:13] Oh, no, all I want to do is live my motherfucking life. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside.
[10:13 - 10:34] Oh, you, you, all I want to do is live my motherfucking life. Oh, you, you, I'm lying on my face but there is a deep inside.
[10:34 - 10:50] Hey Marty, fuck you and your slavery. You don't own shit.
[10:50 - 11:14] Oh, you, there is a tear out inside. Oh, you, you, just like jungle and hide. Oh, you, you, all this anger inside. Oh, you, you, I feel like jungle and hide.
[11:14 - 11:28] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[11:28 - 12:24] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[12:24 - 12:53] Oh.
[12:53 - 13:19] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[13:19 - 13:47] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[13:47 - 14:19] Oh, I am.
[14:19 - 14:41] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
[14:41 - 14:55] Oh, I am.
[14:55 - 15:13] Oh no, no, no, no.
[15:13 - 15:41] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[15:41 - 15:46] I can't.
[15:46 - 15:49] That won't be enough.
[15:49 - 16:18] Oh, don't do that. I won't be ignored.
[16:18 - 16:40] I am no longer your victim Marty, and I sure as hell ain't your goddamn slave.
[16:40 - 17:08] I will no longer be treated like shit by you.
[17:08 - 17:21] No, I can't.
[17:21 - 17:41] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[17:41 - 18:08] No, no, no, no, no.
[18:08 - 18:24] Your time is up Marty.
[18:24 - 18:35] I am not your fucking victim anymore.
[18:35 - 18:42] I think I am but the truth is, I am not your victim anymore.
[18:42 - 18:47] I am not your slave you do not own me.
[18:47 - 18:52] I am not your fucking property.
[18:52 - 19:01] If anything, you're an asshole. You're a psychotic little bitch.
[19:01 - 19:07] Honestly, you deserve to be dead in the goddamn ground.
[19:07 - 19:12] You deserve your death.
[19:12 - 19:20] And if I had in my way, I would have decapitated your ass right there in front of your family alone goddamn time ago.
[19:20 - 19:30] And I would have buried your ass.
[19:30 - 19:40] You are a sick freak.
[19:40 - 19:46] And I will not be your victim anymore.
[19:46 - 20:08] And if you don't like it too fucking bad, I don't care what you think.
[20:08 - 20:17] Because I will not sit by and be victimized by you or your little cronies any fucking more Marty.
[20:17 - 20:30] And you better be watching this you fat fucking bastard.
[20:30 - 20:41] I hope you're watching this because you fat ass are not my owner.
[20:41 - 20:47] I am not your slave not anymore.
[20:47 - 21:16] And this next song is my promise to all those
[21:16 - 21:25] that stand behind me. All those that have been supporting me and holding me down. This song right here is my promise for you guys.
[21:25 - 21:51] I'm breaking this cycle.
[21:51 - 21:55] And that's not trying to start again.
[21:55 - 21:58] I don't want to be the one to battle.
[21:58 - 22:01] So we should use the inside.
[22:01 - 22:04] I realize that I'm the one confused.
[22:04 - 22:07] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[22:07 - 22:09] Oh, I had to scream.
[22:09 - 22:14] I don't know why I used to get to say what I don't mean.
[22:14 - 22:16] I don't know how I got this way.
[22:16 - 22:18] I know it's not all right.
[22:18 - 22:22] So I'm praying.
[22:22 - 22:26] I'm praying.
[22:26 - 22:34] Tonight.
[22:34 - 22:37] Catching my cure.
[22:37 - 22:39] I slightly locked the door.
[22:39 - 22:44] I try to catch my breath again.
[22:44 - 22:49] I have much more than any time before.
[22:49 - 22:53] I have no options left again.
[22:53 - 22:56] I don't want to be the one to battle.
[22:56 - 22:58] So we should.
[22:58 - 23:02] Inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
[23:02 - 23:05] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[23:05 - 23:07] Why I have to scream.
[23:07 - 23:12] I don't know why I used to get to say what I don't mean.
[23:12 - 23:14] I don't know how I got this way.
[23:14 - 23:16] I'll never be all right.
[23:16 - 23:21] So I'm breaking the habit.
[23:21 - 23:26] I'm breaking the habit.
[23:26 - 23:27] Tonight.
[23:27 - 23:32] The meaning of the world.
[23:32 - 23:37] 'Cause I'm the one involved.
[23:37 - 23:42] I'll never fight again.
[23:42 - 23:45] It's how it hurts.
[23:45 - 23:48] I don't know what's worth fighting for.
[23:48 - 23:50] Why I have to scream.
[23:50 - 23:55] But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean.
[23:55 - 23:58] I don't know how I got this way.
[23:58 - 24:00] I'll never be all right.
[24:00 - 24:05] So I'm breaking the habit.
[24:05 - 24:14] I'm breaking the habit.
[24:14 - 24:43] Tonight.
[24:44 - 24:59] I don't know why I got this way.
[24:59 - 25:00] I don't know why I got this.
[25:00 - 32:20] I don't know why I got this way.
[32:20 - 32:30] You caused my friends and my family enough bullshit and it's time for you to get shut
[32:30 - 32:31] down.
[32:31 - 32:41] I'm tired of being held back by motherfuckers like you.
[32:41 - 32:49] I'm sick of being held back from my full potential because you're sick, bullshit, evil,
[32:49 - 32:55] and I'm not a bitch.
[32:55 - 33:01] You think you own me, motherfucker, but you don't.
[33:01 - 33:06] If anything, I am free from you.
[33:06 - 33:09] I am not your slave.
[33:09 - 33:16] You are not my owner.
[33:16 - 33:22] I would rather die than call you my owner or my master.
[33:22 - 33:29] I would rather die before calling you any such thing.
[33:29 - 33:39] I'll die before that happens.
[33:39 - 33:53] I refuse to sit by and be silent about what you've done to me and many other people.
[33:53 - 34:03] Call me 43 all you want, motherfucker.
[34:03 - 34:11] Because the truth is, in order to be successful at music, you have to be a little bit crazy.
[34:11 - 34:17] In order to make it in music the way I'm making it, you gotta be off your rocker.
[34:17 - 34:19] So I'm glad to be a 43.
[34:19 - 34:26] I'm proud to be crazy, because in order to make it, you gotta be crazy.
[34:26 - 34:52] You gotta stand out in the fucking crowd, which I do very well.
[34:52 - 34:58] So Marty, just know this, I will not stop harassing you.
[34:58 - 35:01] I will not stop badgering you.
[35:01 - 35:06] I will not stop threatening your life the same way you threaten my family's lives.
[35:06 - 35:09] I will not stop attacking you.
[35:09 - 35:11] I will not stop abusing you.
[35:11 - 35:21] I will not stop until you are in jail for everything you've done to me.
[35:21 - 35:29] I will not stop and I will not rest until you're behind bars where you belong.
[35:29 - 35:41] Because you caused me three fucking years of pain, three fucking years of hatred, three
[35:41 - 35:46] fucking years of being trapped by you.
[35:46 - 35:49] And I won't take it anymore.
[35:49 - 35:54] You're done.
[35:54 - 35:56] It's over, Marty.
[35:56 - 35:59] I'm not your slave anymore.
[35:59 - 36:03] It's over.
[36:03 - 36:05] You don't own me.
[36:05 - 36:11] It's over.
[36:11 - 36:16] So either back down or I make you back down.
[36:16 - 36:22] And trust me, I got the manpower to do it.
[36:22 - 36:27] So if I were you, I would have fucking pushed it.
[36:27 - 36:35] Because I'm not the same weakling I was three years ago.
[36:35 - 36:42] I'm not the same weak person I was three years ago, Marty.
[36:42 - 36:46] That ain't me.
[36:46 - 36:51] I ain't the same weakling you came across three years ago when you decided to attack
[36:51 - 36:53] me.
[36:53 - 37:00] I ain't that same person I used to be.
[37:00 - 37:04] So like I told you, Marty, it's over.
[37:04 - 37:08] You're done.
[37:08 - 37:11] The next stop for you is a jail cell.
[37:11 - 37:17] Do you get that?
[37:17 - 37:28] Do you get that, you fat tuba lord?
[37:28 - 37:36] You caused me three years of anguish, three years of pain, three years of not being where
[37:36 - 37:41] I should have been job wise.
[37:41 - 37:52] Because of you, I've had to suffer and suffer and suffer some more.
[37:52 - 38:00] Because of you, Marty, I'm not where I should have been three years ago.
[38:00 - 38:07] I should be on a stage right now performing in front of thousands of people.
[38:07 - 38:15] But instead, I'm here putting up with your bullshit all because you want to say that
[38:15 - 38:16] you owe me.
[38:16 - 38:20] Well, here's a wake up call.
[38:20 - 38:23] You don't own me.
[38:23 - 38:27] No one does.
[38:27 - 38:33] And to anybody out there that thinks you're going to get the fucking notion to own me,
[38:33 - 38:34] don't.
[38:34 - 38:39] Because I guarantee you, your fate will be the same as Marty's.
[38:39 - 38:45] You'll end up in a fucking jail so long with him.
[38:45 - 38:49] And I can promise you that.
[38:49 - 38:55] I'm not the same person I was three years ago, Marty.
[38:55 - 39:00] I'm not the same weakling I was.
[39:00 - 39:05] I am a love you.
[39:05 - 39:11] You're a trust fund baby, sucking on daddy's dick and mommy's titties.
[39:11 - 39:17] Because you're too goddamn lazy to get a real job.
[39:17 - 39:24] But me, I made what I love into a real job.
[39:24 - 39:32] I made what I love into a real job and what?
[39:32 - 39:42] You can't say shit because I turned what I love to do into a real career.
[39:42 - 39:49] I turned what I love to do into a real fucking job.
[39:49 - 39:53] Check my fucking page, you fat fuck.
[39:53 - 39:56] My company is legit.
[39:56 - 40:01] I have a real job unlike you fat ass.
[40:01 - 40:06] But you know what's really pathetic?
[40:06 - 40:13] When I have to put my whole fucking job on fucking hold to deal with you and your little
[40:13 - 40:17] faggot ass cronies.
[40:17 - 40:21] All your little faggot ass crumpling looking cronies.
[40:21 - 40:27] All your little wannabe tough god trolls, they ain't shit to me.
[40:27 - 40:33] But it's pretty fucking sad that I have to put my whole goddamn job on hold until you
[40:33 - 40:36] get put beyond bars.
[40:36 - 40:40] I shouldn't have to do that.
[40:40 - 40:44] I should be able to live my life the way I want to live it.
[40:44 - 40:51] I deserve a normal life without you in it.
[40:51 - 40:57] I've earned my way to the big time.
[40:57 - 41:03] I've earned every single thing that I've gotten.
[41:03 - 41:08] Every single step that I took in this music industry.
[41:08 - 41:14] Every single record deal that I've gotten I have thought for and I have earned every
[41:14 - 41:18] step of the way.
[41:18 - 41:21] I earned that shit.
[41:21 - 41:26] I worked my ass off.
[41:26 - 41:32] When I got signed to Machiavelli Records, it wasn't by fucking fate.
[41:32 - 41:37] It wasn't by somebody recognizing who I was.
[41:37 - 41:45] It was by me busting my ass every fucking day in the goddamn studio working my ass off.
[41:45 - 41:50] Day in, day out, day in, day out, non stop.
[41:50 - 41:54] Because I put in that hard ass work.
[41:54 - 41:59] I worked my ass off you fat fucking lazy bitch.
[41:59 - 42:02] I earned the right to be on that label.
[42:02 - 42:06] I earned that shit.
[42:06 - 42:11] I earned every single thing that I've ever worked for.
[42:11 - 42:14] I didn't just have handouts.
[42:14 - 42:22] I worked my ass off day and night for everything that I've got.
[42:22 - 42:33] Everything that you have taken away I have worked my ass off for.
[42:33 - 42:37] I am busting my ass every fucking day of my life.
[42:37 - 42:41] I get to where I'm at.
[42:41 - 42:42] Yeah.
[42:42 - 42:43] What?
[42:43 - 42:51] Yo, I'm tired of this.
[42:51 - 42:52] What?
[42:52 - 42:53] Yo, ain't no one.
[42:53 - 42:55] No, it ain't.
[42:55 - 42:56] Yo, ain't no one.
[42:56 - 42:57] No, it ain't.
[42:57 - 43:00] Yo, ain't no one.
[43:00 - 43:01] No, it ain't.
[43:01 - 43:05] Yo, ain't no one.
[43:05 - 43:06] Please.
[43:06 - 43:11] What do I tell you right now, Marty?
[43:11 - 43:20] I work my ass off every fucking day of my goddamn life to get to where I'm at.
[43:20 - 43:29] And I'll be damned if I let a fat pompous ass little bitch like you get in the way ever
[43:29 - 43:32] again.
[43:32 - 43:38] You've done nothing but ruin my life.
[43:38 - 43:43] You stole everything that I've worked hard for.
[43:43 - 43:52] I'm not your puppet and I'm not your slave.
[43:52 - 43:58] Everything that I have ever done in my life, I have worked my ass off for.
[43:58 - 44:07] I have busted my ass off for an entire single guy and let little faggots like you take that
[44:07 - 44:15] away because you're a greedy little bitch.
[44:15 - 44:30] I have worked my fucking ass off day and night.
[44:30 - 44:51] Let me fucking show your dumb ass something, maybe then it'll open your goddamn eyes.
[44:51 - 44:54] You see this piece of paper, Marty?
[44:54 - 45:01] This piece of paper is all I have left of my older brother.
[45:01 - 45:04] That's all I have left of him.
[45:04 - 45:08] And you want to know why that's all I have left?
[45:08 - 45:17] Because the last time I saw my brother, the last time I saw my older brother, he was being
[45:17 - 45:21] carried out on a fucking stretcher to the fucking hospital.
[45:21 - 45:26] That was the last time I ever got to see him.
[45:26 - 45:31] That was the last time I ever got to see him alive.
[45:31 - 45:34] You don't know the pain.
[45:34 - 45:42] You don't know the hell that I've been through because of you.
[45:42 - 45:47] All I have left of my brother is that piece of paper.
[45:47 - 45:55] That's all I've got left of him.
[45:55 - 46:03] Imagine watching your older brother slowly die every single day and not being able to
[46:03 - 46:12] do a damn thing to stop it.
[46:12 - 46:17] Imagine losing your mentor in music, the one person that guided you to do what you
[46:17 - 46:21] needed to do.
[46:21 - 46:26] Imagine losing the one that you love that you want to spend the rest of your life with
[46:26 - 46:36] to an unknown illness that caused fatal issues with their body.
[46:36 - 46:42] Imagine losing the person that you wanted to spend your life with, that you wanted
[46:42 - 46:45] to spend the rest of your life with.
[46:45 - 46:51] Imagine losing that person to major health issues with their body due to an unknown
[46:51 - 46:55] illness.
[46:55 - 47:05] Think about that Marty, that's everything that I've gone through and more.
[47:05 - 47:11] Imagine watching the news and finding out that your best friend got murdered and not
[47:11 - 47:26] being able to find the killer until a year and a half later.
[47:26 - 47:33] You don't understand the pain that I've been through Marty.
[47:33 - 47:42] I had everything, I had an amazing girlfriend, a wonderful job on Machiavelli Records as
[47:42 - 47:54] a paid artist, I had everything going for me until you took it all away and I'm done
[47:54 - 47:55] with it.
[47:55 - 47:59] I'm taking my life back away from you.
[47:59 - 48:04] I'm taking my life back and there's not a damn thing that you can do to fucking stop
[48:04 - 48:06] me.
[48:06 - 48:14] I will not stop until you're behind bars for good.
[48:14 - 48:21] I will not stop harassing you, I will not stop bullying you, I will not stop threatening
[48:21 - 48:26] to kill you if you come here.
[48:26 - 48:30] Everything you've done to me Marty, everything I'm saying to you and shit that you've done
[48:30 - 48:32] to me.
[48:32 - 48:39] You have threatened my life, you have threatened my family's lives on multiple occasions, you
[48:39 - 48:44] have harassed me, you have bullied me.
[48:44 - 48:53] So it's only fair that I do it right back and show people who you really are.
[48:53 - 49:01] But trust me Marty, when this war is done and this war is over, you will be behind
[49:01 - 49:02] bars.
[49:02 - 49:12] I'm not joking and I'm not playing around anymore.
[49:12 - 49:20] I am making it my personal mission to make sure that you get put behind bars where you
[49:20 - 49:24] fucking belong.
[49:24 - 49:30] And I don't care if it takes a week, a month, a year, two years, three years, ten years,
[49:30 - 49:34] I don't care how long it takes.
[49:34 - 49:38] I will see to it that that mission gets done.
[49:38 - 49:45] I will see to it and make damn sure that you rot in prison where you belong.
[49:45 - 49:57] Because that's where you belong Marty, you belong in a prison cell, rotting.
[49:57 - 50:03] There's nothing more than myself and all the people that you bullied want.
[50:03 - 50:08] There's nothing we want more than to see you sitting in a jail cell rotting your life
[50:08 - 50:11] away.
[50:11 - 50:19] I'm done with that Marty.
[50:19 - 50:20] I'm not your little puppet.
[50:20 - 50:23] I'm not your little slave.
[50:23 - 50:31] I'm not whatever you think I am.
[50:31 - 50:37] I'm not the weak minded dude that you knew three years ago.
[50:37 - 50:42] Because this time I have some power behind me.
[50:42 - 50:50] And trust you what I say, I intend to utilize every single little bit of that power to bring
[50:50 - 50:55] you down.
[50:55 - 51:00] So Marty, I hope you prepared your little troll friends.
[51:00 - 51:08] I hope that you ready up your little troops because by the time this war is done, you'll
[51:08 - 51:15] be sitting behind bars and I'll be free from you.
[51:15 - 51:19] So Marty, I hope you're ready.
[51:19 - 51:27] I hope you're ready to get destroyed because I'm coming for you and I will succeed at
[51:27 - 51:29] bringing you down.
[51:29 - 51:36] Like it or not Marty, this is the end for you.
[51:36 - 51:40] Your time is up.
[51:40 - 51:47] It's over.
[51:47 - 51:51] Your hold on me is no more.
[51:51 - 52:02] I broke free of the chains that you've held on me for the last three years.
[52:02 - 52:11] I've broken free of the chains that you put on me for the last three years, Marty.
[52:11 - 52:21] And I have no intentions on looking back.
[52:21 - 52:27] No trust and believe Marty, you better be fucking running.
[52:27 - 52:36] You better run while you can because when I catch you and I will catch you and when
[52:36 - 52:45] I do, you will be sitting in prison where you belong.
[52:45 - 52:51] And I'm not only doing that for me, I'm not only doing that for my family, I'm doing it
[52:51 - 52:56] for everyone that you've ever put down, everyone that you've ever bullied, everyone that you've
[52:56 - 53:01] ever gone after, taken advantage of, torn down.
[53:01 - 53:04] I'm doing it for them.
[53:04 - 53:14] Above all else, I'm doing it for them.
[53:14 - 53:24] So Marty, I hope you're ready because when this is all said and done, you will be behind
[53:24 - 53:31] bars for good and I will be successful with my career.
[53:31 - 53:38] So go ahead and ready up and run while you can because it won't last very long.
[53:38 - 53:46] I can promise you that so run while you still have the chance, Marty, because you won't
[53:46 - 53:50] get a second chance.
[53:50 - 53:56] So if I were you, I would run while I took the chance because once time is up, there
[53:56 - 54:00] is no running.
[54:00 - 54:08] So run while you can, Marty, you better run while you can.