Original upload date: April 12th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:31 - 0:33] What's up, guys?
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[0:42 - 0:48] That's something that I want to say.
[0:48 - 0:52] And I know I've said that
[0:52 - 0:57] this is my life's goodbye many, many, many, many times.
[0:57 - 1:04] But honestly, this time it is.
[1:04 - 1:07] See, over the last several months, I've been harassed.
[1:07 - 1:09] I've been attacked.
[1:09 - 1:15] I've been bullied. I've been all kinds of stuff.
[1:15 - 1:18] I've been beaten down. I've been lied to.
[1:18 - 1:23] I've been thrown to the edge of suicide.
[1:23 - 1:36] I've attempted to end my life.
[1:36 - 1:40] And things have gotten so bad to the point to where
[1:40 - 1:42] I don't know what to do anymore.
[1:42 - 1:46] I know it's hard to trust people.
[1:46 - 1:52] It's hard to be with anybody.
[1:52 - 1:55] It's hard to do anything because of all these things
[1:55 - 2:01] that are going on because of what Marty is doing.
[2:01 - 2:06] And I've always tried to stay away from leaving YouTube.
[2:06 - 2:14] I do enjoy this platform. I really do.
[2:14 - 2:21] But it's getting to the point to where I have to leave.
[2:21 - 2:24] I have to leave YouTube.
[2:24 - 2:30] I have to disconnect from this platform.
[2:30 - 2:36] As much as I want to, I have to.
[2:36 - 2:43] I wake up un-miserable. I go to sleep un-miserable.
[2:43 - 2:48] I wake up. I deal with Marty and being attacked.
[2:48 - 2:50] I go to sleep. I wake up the next day.
[2:50 - 2:55] I find out he's doing some dumb shit to attack me
[2:55 - 3:12] and belittle me and ruin what I'm trying to do.
[3:12 - 3:18] So this here is my final goodbye from this platform.
[3:18 - 3:21] Now if you guys are going to watch any live streams,
[3:21 - 3:24] I will be live streaming on Facebook.
[3:24 - 3:28] I will be over on Facebook a lot.
[3:28 - 3:31] I might be on TikTok here and there.
[3:31 - 3:35] I might be on Instagram.
[3:35 - 3:41] But for the time being, I have to leave this platform.
[3:41 - 4:00] It's become so toxic.
[4:00 - 4:06] It has become so toxic for my health mentally,
[4:06 - 4:13] emotionally, and in many ways physically.
[4:13 - 4:22] I need to get away from this platform.
[4:22 - 4:26] So yes, this channel will be going for good.
[4:26 - 4:34] I will not be back on this platform for a while,
[4:34 - 4:39] for a good long while,
[4:39 - 4:45] because I can't take this anymore.
[4:45 - 4:50] I can't take the harassment, the bullying,
[4:50 - 4:56] the badgering, the everything.
[4:56 - 5:02] Just everything that's going on, I can't take it.
[5:02 - 5:12] I can't do this anymore.
[5:12 - 5:15] I can't, and I know you guys want to say,
[5:15 - 5:18] but I can't do this anymore.
[5:18 - 5:23] I have fought as much as I can.
[5:23 - 5:31] I have no strength left.
[5:31 - 5:35] But just know that I'll miss you guys.
[5:35 - 5:38] And just know that I will check in from time to time,
[5:38 - 5:42] on time, and get all done.
[5:42 - 5:49] And just know that I will be watching from afar.
[5:49 - 5:54] And when I do decide to come back, hopefully things will be better.
[5:54 - 6:05] Hopefully the drama will have died down and none of this will be going on.
[6:05 - 6:13] So thank you guys for an amazing 13 years on this platform.
[6:13 - 6:16] Thank you guys for all the good times, the bad times,
[6:16 - 6:19] the weird times, the crazy shit.
[6:19 - 6:25] Thank you guys for everything.
[6:25 - 6:30] You guys have allowed me to accomplish a lot of stuff that I wanted to do,
[6:30 - 6:35] and I've done those things.
[6:35 - 6:41] But right now I feel like I need to leave this platform.
[6:41 - 6:45] I need to step away.
[6:45 - 6:50] I need to find another platform where I won't be attacked,
[6:50 - 6:59] where I won't be bullied anymore.
[6:59 - 7:05] All this has just gotten to be so much to bear that I can't deal with it.
[7:05 - 7:12] And I hope you guys can understand why I have to leave.
[7:12 - 7:16] The other night I was tempted to end my own life.
[7:16 - 7:33] I attempted to end my own life the day before yesterday night on Marty's Live,
[7:33 - 7:35] and that right there says a lot.
[7:35 - 7:40] And so with that being said, guys, I love you guys,
[7:40 - 7:45] and I hope you guys stay safe, and I hope you guys find someone else to watch.
[7:45 - 7:55] I hope you guys find someone that helps you out just as much as I did.
[7:55 - 8:01] But just know that I'm okay, and I'm going to go live my best life.
[8:01 - 8:09] I'm going to go live life and get back to doing what I want to do.
[8:09 - 8:17] I love you guys. Good luck with your lives, and I hope by the time I come back,
[8:17 - 8:22] all this mess we'll be over with.
[8:22 - 8:29] I love you guys. Take care, be safe, and look out for one another, guys.
[8:29 - 8:36] Peace. See you later.
[8:36 - 8:40] Or I should say, see you soon.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1718' on August 15th, 2024
